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CINDLICIOUS's blog: "FAKES!!"

created on 09/25/2006  |  http://fubar.com/fakes/b6659
OKAY, THIS IS HIS BLOG: I gotta let it out. Why are most of us on here? The need to feel wanted and desired. We are alone or unhappy who we are with,in my case I am alone. By my own choice. My exwife would love to have me back,almost 3 years later,pregnant at 38 by the man she lives with,she still tells me she loves me,I wont say it back. I am on this site for the human desire to feel wanted,feel desired,to know another human is being touched by Rod,I'm makin a smile spread across that face,cause I expect it in return,thats 50,the golden rule. And if you dont agree then youre lyin Delete your CT I do love this site,blows myspace away But goddamn the drama never experienced it and Ive had my fill real close to just sayin fuck it but I guess I am allowing it so I gotta do what I feel is right MY RESPONSE TO IT SINCE I AM BLOCKED FROM COMMENTING HIS: 1.I came on this site b/c a friend at work told me about it and I was just LOOKING at pictures and commenting them for probably 3 weeks or more before I even put any pictures of me up.I didn't come here to feel wanted OR desired. I get that in real life, a computer screen doesn't do it for me! And I'm alone BY CHOICE as well!:) 2.I was never intentionally TRYING to meet or hook up with ANYONE on here! I put comments on peoples pictures for F-U-N!! That's it...even if I say how I'd like to feel their cock or taste their pussy, I am ONLY having F-U-N! 3.Then one day, somehow, I start talking to "bigdaddy825," and we hit it off.Yeah, I've hit it off with a couple of people on here ....talking to them.....BUT never REALLY felt the STRONG desire to REALLY meet them like I have for ROD!!! 4.I don't play games with people's emotions. 5.I feel that comments made out of FUN are FUN, but when you get a message on your own page about how someone's suppose to MEET and FUCK the person you've fallen for on the same site.....THERE becomes DRAMA...Anyone who TRULY TRULY cares and loves someone would get extremely pissed and feel disrespected if the comments continued between the person who's wedging their way between you and the man that SAYS he loves YOU!! 6. I did over react....a little.....not much, but I did. NOW I'm being blamed and punished for ALL the DRAMA. Why can he not see it ALL stemmed from her sending ME a message on my page about how he's playing me and her?? 7.50? 8.You shouldn't tell your ex-wife you love her if you don't. When you feel weak...about to break down...think of all the bad things she's put you and the boys through.Don't even let her touch you, if you do, she'll think there's hope and NEVER leave you alone. 9.You have touched my SOUL...not just my heart ROD! We have shared MANY smiles together...BIG ONES!! :):) Nothing is perfect...we will not ALWAYS smile..you know this and if you say I'm wrong, you're lying and you know it. Problems occur and we all blow up on occassion. I have REAL feelings for you...that's the reason certain things bother me. Just as you were bothered by my comments on guys before, BUT like I said, they've NEVER disrespected you in any way on your page! 10.I love you with all my heart and soul. I do not want to just let this slip through my fingers without fighting for it. I am a very decent and caring person. NO, that's not my REAL house, but I have a nice one. You and the boys would fit nicely in it with my kids and I. We will love each other unconditionally, be faithful wholheartedly, and grow very old and watch our kids accomplish many great things together. YOU hold the key to a second chance. YOU know how to fix this. I am pouring my heart out to everyone on here to help me. YOU KNOW I'M NOT POSESSIVE OR CONTROLLING.! !! I haven't been for the entire 3 months we've talked. YOU AND ONLY YOU WOULD KNOW THAT!!!! I LOVE YOU ROD!! DON'T THROW THAT AWAY OVER A LIL DRAMA THAT I ONLY HAD A SMALL PART OF! PLEASE!
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