MissDarrian Victorious's blog: "Darrian Lynx"

I love to write but hardly blog, and whether anyone is interested or not, I have alot to say. I used to write alot and it helped me to figure things out. You would think writing on a public blog would feel alot different than writing privately knowing no one would read it, but it doesnt to me.

 Im a surprising girl with a surprising outlook on life considering the surprising amount of pain I've endured. I am a recent survivor of domestic violence. I fled with my (at the time) 3 year old son to a shelter in Philadelphia and they flew me home to Sacramento to the WEAVE shelter here. My son's father was brutally abusive and I am probably lucky to be alive and have my child in my custody. Our case with CPS was closed for only 2 months (after being under their thumb for a year) when he beat me up for the last time.

 I am in repair, for obvious reasons, and this blog is going to be a part of the process, Ive just decided! I am an artist, a model, a student, a single mother, and a survivor. I love to design and have 3 online shops and a main website where my photo gallery and art gallery can be found.

 I have a special, intelligent, and beautiful little boy whom I consider myself lucky to be a mother to.

 I have two sisters, the eldest I am in very distant and vague contact with, and the youngest... well, she will take up an entire post in the near future.

 I have a sweet and loving 7 year old autistic nephew, the son of the younger sister and I cherish and adore him.

 I have Karlee and Spencer whom I will talk about in a later post as well, but they are both lights of my life.

 I have Lori, my angel, most close to perfect person Ive ever met.

 I love with loyalty and passion and I believe in magic and power. I dont meet many people from my planet, people who think and feel the way I do. Ive wasted alot of time staying in relationships I knew werent forever. I have never married, because if and when I do, well, I do means I do for life.

 If you decide to follow my musings and thoughts, be prepared for some stuff that may rip your heart out and some that may sound insane. It's all true if I am writing about events and people and opinion if I write about ideas and beliefs, most of all, it will be an interesting journey for me and for you if you tag along.

 Dont expect. That is a rule and a law here. Do not expect.

 Miss Darrian Lynx

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