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Special Prayer Request...please Read
I ask ALL of my FU FRIENDS, REAL LIFE FRIENDS, FELLOW FUBARIANS to come together as one and PRAY for a very good friend of mine, A member of CLUB UNITED, and Leader of the pack...LETS RIDE. He is going in for Surgery Tommorrow Friday June27. Im not going to share the personal nature of the surgery but i DO applore you ALL to please take a moment from FUBAR and say a prayer for this AWESOME guy. A friend who would give you the shirt off his back if you needed it. I also ask you visit his page and give him some FULOVE to let him know he is in your prayers.... I RARELY ask for much from anyone...but I AM NOW!! PLEASE GIVE A PRAYER to my BRO Jeff...AKA Wizard3461 This Bulliten copied and altered by ©§nIpEr ® H@rleyBaby69s SECS SLAVE

I Want This Girl...
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you. I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the park more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive restaurant. I'm the girl who says,"Okay, but you owe me...", not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you. I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you. I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms. I'm the girl who never wants to forget all the sweet little things you do for her. I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have. I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a k

I Am This Girl
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you. I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the park more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive restaurant. I'm the girl who says,"Okay, but you owe me...", not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you. I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you. I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms. I'm the girl who never wants to forget all the sweet little things you do for her. I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have. I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a k

My Midget
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Punishment
She was still half asleep when he grabbed her roughly by the hair and pulled her off the couch where she had been napping. She stumbled along with him as he dragged her to the bedroom, trying to keep her feet while she figured out what was happening. They crossed the threshold and he tossed her to the floor where she fell in a moderately graceful heap. He grabbed her hair again with a renewed grip and she allowed herself a high pitched gasp as the hair threatened to pull from the roots. Using more force than might be necessary, he dragged her to her feet, pulling her close to him and shoving his tongue deep into her throat. She felt a shudder all the way to her cunt as he moved his tongue inside her. She kissed him back, using her tongue and teeth and lips like she knew he liked. He pulled his tongue away from her mouth long enough to pull her shirt off over her head. Her bra quickly followed and instead of bringing his tongue back to her mouth, he lowered his head and wrapped hi

Null/void
for all the bullshit i deal with in life one thing that drives me completely batshit is any religious nut that tries to force their beliefs down my throat and tell me that i'm going to hell for being me. first off, as i have recently just added to my about me section(go re-read it so this will make sense) i don't deal with that bullshit. period. i remember one time when i was still in high school and one of the "born again christian" skate punk kids came up to me and asked me how i could wear metal band shirts and consider myself a christian, or some shit. he started a religious debate with me....i warned him he would loose. he didn't listen. first of all i'm not bragging that he lost. it's just that my dad is a methodist minister. i was raised in a church, i know more about christianity than the average "born again," cuz my dad showed me all sorts of cool things at an early age. and the one thing my dad did teach me about christianity is that true christians don't go

Tonight Is My Treat
Tonight is my Treat by LateNiteFantasy© Tonight is my treat A thank you to a faithful lover Let me bath your tired feet Massage them, and you all over Loosening up the tensions in your body Tonight is not about sex But tactile romance, even as we get cuddly If my soothing touch should make you relax Should you feel the need to fall asleep Rest assured I would be here when you awake However, should you be aroused by it I would take my time, and make you cum, and cum From the love we shall make Even as I feel your wall enclosing the shaft of me I shall caress your face, your lips, Your breasts, your back, your thighs And where ever else pleases you most I shall do your bidding whatever that may be Just you relax and take it easy As I eat you, drink you, smell you and feel you Musing to your womanhood, holding onto your behind As your back arches, and you feed me the drink of life As you, receive pleasure time and time again Even now that we are done

One Magical Moment
One Magical Moment by LateNiteFantasy© One magical moment Coming out of her throat, just On a voyage to the centre of her lust Gazing up to her ass, what a monument As she spins on her knees With grace, fluidity and ease Her soft sexy hand lingers on my balls Her glorious hair cascading like water falls Her hard-nippled bosom in profile Leading the way, as I follow to the last mile Pink swollen lips, tension of throbbing clit sustained Contact maintained Energizing my turgid phallus Pulsing, thick and proud, oh dickus maximus Breathing deeply her magical essence The heat of her desire so intense As she faces away, settling her awesome wetness Over me, engulfing dickie in erotic confinement All in that one magical moment

Patriot?
This was written last year in reply to a debate: February 22, 2007 Drafting every American into a governmental conflict would impede the development of the same acting governmental cause? That makes about as much sense as say, you supporting "our" troops! It has no meaning, moreover it is without logic. Here, let me explain more clearly. For one, it's not "our" troops; it is the government's troops, with that said, we as the American public have no authority over deployment or activities of the acting military nor do the acting troops for that matter. So in fact, it is not anything in significance to ours other than the elected governmental effort of participating in militarily sanctions hereto. We as the people are simply out of the question. Conflict had and still is escalating; the acting administration has further control due to the governmental obscurities that we as the people have allowed, ambiguous nevertheless, as in supporting the general idea in total.

Command
Jake looks at His beloved slave, Emma, as she lay on their big bed, arms above her head, legs spread slightly apart, just the way He wanted her. she was wearing the corset He had bought for her. It was a dark dark blue lace. Making her dark blue eyes glow. The corset was the under the bust kind, the kind that didn't cover her small, but beautiful tits, instead, it pushed them up. Already perky, they were pushed even higher with her nipples hard as little pebbles. she wore no panties as was His rule but she did don a pair of thigh highs that were held in place by garter straps that were attached to the corset. A vision of loveliness He thought as He looked her over. she lay perfectly still, an order from her Master. He had made her promise not to move until He told her to. He remembered their words, "No moving, my dear." "Yes Master." "That's My girl". He knew it was eating her up not to be able to spread her legs wider for Him. He had placed her on the bed just so, just

Fubar Midget
GET 1 http://fubar.com/mymidget.php What's a midget? A fubar midget is a mini version of your profile. You can embed it anywhere... your blog, myspace, etc. It's updated in real time, so whoever see's it can find your current fubar status, level, fans, photos, etc,. One of the best things about the midget is that you also receive points everytime someone looks at it!

Update
I might not be on for a while... but will see... alot of shit happen and I'm broke sold... no money to my fucking name... yeah... well anywho... no phone either! So whatever I will be way busy painting my ass off and selling my art on ebay to get money hopefully it will go for over $100 or whatever... I hope! So if you need me catch me on yahoo or leave me and offline or whatever... I don't think anyone knows how I feel so don't tryyyyyy to cheer me up unless you got something that will help me make money... you all know I would do anything for anyone not only my friends but anyone... I'm in no way a fucked up person in the sence that I would just hog everything I have, or not talk to people that others think are ugly... Fubar is all about popularity... and so is life in some ways... good brings good, bad brings bad and thats the way it is... if your going to be a whore of Fubar or the world with your brests hanging out on the internet you are the stupidest person I have ever met or se

♥argonutz♥
Showing my Fu-Owner Some Love Meet my First ever Fu-Owner.. He is one Sexy man.. I'm glad to have him as my Fu-Owner! He's such a good friend to have Let's show him some love Argonutz@ fubar and tell him his new slave sent ya!! Brought to you by: ♥SunySkyz♥Owned By Argonutz♥@ fubar

Working?
Working? There you sit alone now at your desk, Thoughts of your Master making you wet, Your Master dressed you today with such care, But not one stitch of under clothes do you wear. Wondering what his plans are for you this day, Why he made you dress for him this way, Sitting in your office in a skin tight short dress, High stiletto heels on your feet no less. Lucky you desk hides you from those that walk by, Not letting them see the wetness on your thighs, But the morning has passed and there's been no word, Not a single message from your Master have you heard. Anticipation growing along with a little fear, Has he forgotten that you are here, Staring at your screen your eyes go wide, For there is your Master now waiting on line. Glancing around, making sure none can see, You address your Master, filled with such glee, Heart beating faster as your desires for him grows, Feeling a tingling from your head to your toes. Breath quickens as your Master sta

A Fire Within
A Fire Within by LateNiteFantasy© The fire begins Licking up her limbs Deep within her soul Her mind. The heat Almost unbearable Her every pore Crease, line All of her Alight once more. Her voice A low whisper A groan A gasping sigh I listen Nails dig into my flesh Dragging red lines down my back Across my cheeks Pain and pleasure unite In her finger tips The curve of her back Arching Her pelvis Explosive yearning Screaming sensations I watch her face Eyes closed Lost to me in that moment A final thrust The Fire within Finality.

Women
Woman, delicate, strong and beautiful. She can tease and she can smile. She can do such harm that makes her man kneel down and bow. All women want to be a queen in their man's heart. Always wanting the attention they can never get. But only a woman with honor, integrity, and patience will be the most beautiful woman of all. I'm saying not all women aren't beautiful, they all are. Each one just has a different way of showing their beauty. A woman's humor, a womens passion, and her every move is unique and extraordinary. Every women has a way to cast a spell on a man. Something about each woman keeps a man coming back and wanting more. No! not that! lol I mean coming back for you, wanting you for your personality, the way you smile, the way you cry and the way you laugh. This is for all the women out there who think they are not good enough, or think they are ugly. You are not ugly! It is true that everyone has an ugly side; but look deep in yourself and you will find a

When I’m Hurting
WHEN I'M HURTING It's easier for you to walk away, than it is for you to reach out to me. It's easier for you to look away, than it is for you to see the depth of my despair. It's easier for you to look through me, than it is for you to see "me." It's easier for you to distance yourself, than it is for you to really care. It's easier for you to hear, than it is for you to listen. It's easier for you to judge, than it is for you to understand. It's easier for you to label, than it is to get acquainted. It's easier for you to bask in your joy, than it is for you to feel my pain. It's easier for you to bewilder at my mysteries, than it is for you to probe deeply into the depths of my soul. It's easier for me to look away, than it is to let you see the feelings betrayed through my eyes. It's easier for me to cry, than it is for me to talk. It's easier for me to walk alone, than it is to risk rejection. It's easier for me to push you away, than it is for me to be held. I

The Rose Or The Rock?
I ask myself whether I want to be As open as a rose fresh and fragrant or to be hard and cold like a rock That weathers all that comes. For an open rose is thrown into A weathering storm torn and shredded it shall be. While a rock can be hit by lightning, Rolled by thunder, blown by wind, and poured upon Yet it dries and seems to be unharmed. Some say you can't be charmed? While others are only harmed. For I do not know any answers I only have the questions in my mind Those of which swirl like the sand In the middle of the Sahara Desert. For I do not know which I favor The rose or the rock.

A Single Moment
A Single Moment by LateNiteFantasy© Her breathing quickens, Tiny gasps escape her lips. I can feel her loosing herself I love it. I watch her body changing, Her nipples darken, Her skin flushes, normally so pale She bites her lip. Her fingers are gripping the sheets, Head thrown back. Eyes closed tightly, lost to the world, She holds me tighter. “Don’t stop now” She screams in silence Hips rising and bucking, legs writhing She’s gone, I know it now. She squeezes around me, Pushing me to the brink and keeping me there. This is all about her, for her, She lets out a cry. Silence. A feeling treasured. She gasps for air as her body relaxes, Head turning to thank me Moisture glistens, happy across her body She is spent. Mine forever, in a single moment.

It's True…love Hurts
My life is falling apart And you go and break my heart Just when I give a little more It isn’t enough and I don’t know what for How can you go hide behind lies Since I don’t know' I’ll go cry That’s all I seem to do And I do it because of you I know nothings alright Since all I do is stay up all night How could I even go back After feeling all that You can’t think that I’m "emo" But you don’t even fucking know You don’t know what its like to cut Well you do but..... I just hate you so much But as you give a fuck And why do you care what they say I guess you didn’t love me anyway You don’t even know me And you know I mean that literally I can’t tell you and you can’t see And if you did we could be I don’t really think I want that Cuz I don’t think I’m going back

Friends Without Faces
We sit and we type and we stare at our screens, We can't help but wonder what all of this means. With mouse in hand ...we roam through this maze, On an infinite search...lost in a daze. We chat with each other, we type all our woes At times we'll band together to gang up on our foes. We wait for somebody, to type out our name We want recognition, but it is always the same. Soon friendships are formed - but - why we don't know, But some of these friendships, will flourish and grow. We give kisses and hugs, and sometimes we'll flirt, In IMs we chat deeply, and reveal why we hurt. Why is it on screen, we are so easily bold, Telling our secrets, that have never been told. The answer is simple, it is as clear as a bell, We all have our problems, and need someone to tell. We can't tell real people, but tell someone we must So we turn to our 'puters ...and to those we can trust. Even though it sounds crazy...the truth still remains, Most of my "friends" h

Save Me
I am in a place I do not know of I am lost with every step The buildings move around me I can't stop it I have no say where I go I cannot make it stop All I can do is wait For someone to come to my rescue To comfort me I need to be heard I need to be seen I am an invisible occupant Of a place which has no room for me A world with no time for me But still, I cannot escape I could scream But would I be heard? In this world I am nothing A mere particle in the air Never noticed, but nevertheless there. I seem to move on and on This place has no end Am I going around in circles? I scream at the top of my lungs Does any sound come out? In this world I am not myself Does anyone notice I am gone? Who will save me from this hell? Or will I wait, Not knowing that I have been forgotten? The world closes in around me The road no longer seems endless Will I reach the end? Or will I be engulfed by the collapsing world? Please save me The time has long since past w

Losing A Piece Of My Soul
I came to you the hour I was in pain Looking for answers, I cried to you in vain. I shared the many skeletons hiding in my heart, I knew then you'd be my friend, I knew it from the start. Troubles ran like rivers, flowing through my life, You picked the pieces up and help me through my strife. When home wasn't home to me no more, You opened up your heart, and opened up the door. We cried into night until the early morn. We solaced each other's pain and shared our many thorns. As time flew, the air grew thick, I saw our friendship fading, and my heart grew sick. The day had arrived, When it was time to say goodbye. Now I sit alone, reminiscing the past I'd blown.

Portal
Standing on the outside, looking in. Afraid to knock on the door in front of you. How many times have you stood at the threshold but been too scared to cross? What is it you fear? The unknown lies ahead. What awaits you on the other side? Only one way to find out. The door swings open, Will you enter?

Dad Gets Even...
Richard had just received his brand new driver's license. The family trooped out to the driveway and climbed in the car, where he was going to take them for a ride for the first time. Dad immediately headed for the back seat, directly behind the newly-minted driver. "I'll bet you're back there to get a change of scenery after all those months of sitting in the front seat teaching me how to drive," said the beaming boy to his father. "Nope," dad replied, "I'm gonna sit here and kick the back of your seat as you drive, just like you've been doing all these years."

Drifting
I sometimes find I'm drifting Through this life without effect; I often wonder if I'm truly Worth what I've been blessed. I search through days that have been hard, To try to understand, The many trials that I have known, The life that I have had. You see me in my daily grind, So confident and strong; Yet when I am alone, I question Just where I belong. I often try too hard I find, To analyze and guess, To scrutinize, investigate My life I will confess. For somewhere deeper, there must be Some meaning to this life, Some way to make a difference, Give a reason for this strife. Is there some hidden meaning? Some agenda to be found? A greater purpose waiting If I care to hang around? It teases and it taunts me, Always slightly out of sight; A hazy vision out of reach, Where darkness hides the light. I struggle to bring clarity To what awaits me there, And yet this weak illusion Always fades before my stare. It seems the harder that I try, T

The Only Way Out
some days i just wish thati could run and hide no matter where i go it seems like the only way out is suicide my life doesn't seem worth it all of this pain and suffering i dont want to be here anymore the only wayout is suicide nobody can help me the only way out is suicide nobody knows the real me i put on this person when i am actually miserable the only way out is suicide all i have ever wanted is to loved and accepted me the only way out is suicide i hate you look what you did to me you killed my spirit, you broke my heart beacuse of you i am empty inside

The Lie
my eyes bleed looking at you and me and what we used to be thinking of the days we used to share remembering the days when u used to care thinking of the worst dream i had last night you were my darkest hour, my hardest fight the angry side of you that i just met the saddest letter just had to be sent i cry and cry over that one day that i cant live no more and have to break away so kill me now and wait for me to be gone and remember that that was the one sad song i love you and u know who u ARE and u broke my heart!!!

The Joy Of Not Knowing
Its a joyful experience to not know what is wrong with oneself. To lack the knowledge of what ails you so that you might correct it, or at least accept that an outcome is inevitable. Nothing pleases me more than being helpless and confused about what it is that I suffer from. And in case you missed it, that was sarcasm. I'm feeling pretty pissed right now because there is no reason for why I've had the visual problems I have had recently...the only thing they can say is it sounds like a migraine, but in reverse as far as the symptoms. I have constant headaches, as in 24/7 I think. I really don't know. I'm just venting right now though, I truly feel at a loss of what to do. Supposedly I am fine, yet my eye sight is going to shit, and yet my glasses from years ago are still pretty close to right. It amazes me. I just don't get it. I wish I could understand this. I guess all I can truly do is accept that I don't know and try to be okay with it. In the long run, I can only hope t

Dad's Math !!!
Dad was completely lost in the kitchen and never ate unless someone prepared a meal for him. When mom was ill, however, he volunteered to go to the supermarket for her. She sent him off with a carefully numbered list of seven items. Dad returned shortly, very proud of himself, and proceeded to unpack the grocery bags. He had one bag of sugar, two dozen eggs, three hams, four boxes of detergent, five boxes of crackers, six eggplants, and seven green peppers.

The Miracles Of Precession!
Precession is, 'The motion made by the Earth's axis, caused mainly by the gravitational pull of the Sun, Moon, and other planets. The precession of Earth's axis has a period of nearly 25,800 years, during which time the reference points on the equatorial coordinate system (the celestial poles and celestial equator) will gradually shift their positions on the celestial sphere. The precession of the equinoxes is the slow westward shift of the autumnal and vernal equinoxes along the ecliptic, resulting from precession of the Earth's axis'. This is the dawning of the age of Aquarius. Right now we are leaving the house of Pisces and moving into the house of Aquarius. Each age lasts about 2,000 years. Before the house of Pisces was the house of Aries and so on. Precession goes backwards. 2000 years ago it was the Dawning of the age of Pisces. Pisces is the fish, a water sign. Who most influenced history 2000 years ago? A man named Jesus. Look at all the miracles he performed with wat

The Artist
The Arist by LateNiteFantasy© Artist it is true, there is such a lovely long line just slightly hidden in the faint wisps of hair. The graceful curve conceals such fragrant possibilities, the earthy hint of dampness, the slight swelling of a blossom ready to bloom into an ecstatic pink. Still, it waits life in an expanding grandeur, opening slightly to the hint of a touch, the want fueling a need. A whisper touches it with a warm breeze and a sad loneliness fades, waiting slowly becomes wanting. Words now caress the flesh as a name is spoken followed with a faint utterance, “Please.” Fingers, a hand reaches, almost touches flesh, but instead slips into the dark curls of hair, toying with the delicate short strands. Hips move in the urgent need for touch but the fingers remain woven into dark curls, a face resting on a thigh. Could it be anything more in the night’s silence, the flickering of the candle light guiding the hand, the colorful palette and the single brush. Faint

Lets Get Er Done! By Ms Taz
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Circumference Of Us
Circumference of Us by LateNiteFntasy© "I'm caught in your concentric circles." Dark a moment ago before I awoke to your breast in silhouette shadowed in twilight. I imagine my form its shadows curving over you concentric darkness slowly covering you. Before the first fingers of sunlight caress us we slip in our faint sphere encircled in sensation. Later we roll in sunrise, slip from each other's arms still curled from the night, in the circumference of us.

Fun Times On Hump Day
Sometimes you just need that break in the week that breaks up the first part of it and the last part. I found My break. In fact, think I broke My new toy! Needing to curb the craving of a red ass high in the air begging for some more strikes of My whip, I dressed myself in my Sunday best. Although I can't imagine that my Sunday best would be allowed in any church courtyard. I could just picture the Reverend staring down my cleavage and his wife mumbling 'Harlot' under her breath from the front pew as the bulg in her husbands pants continued to grow. Knowing she had no control over it, and that he would keep the sermon short for obvious reasons was shear delight in My eyes. But that would be another fun endeavor.... I dressed in my best and strutted out to another Hole-in-the-Wall pub on the opposite side of town. I was sure that I wouldn't bump into anyone that knew me there, and if it was a dark enough bar, not many would even know the torment that I was thinking with a sly and

Red Wine Release
Red Wine Release by LateNiteFantasy© Red Wine Release As she sips from the goblet His eyes they do rest Upon her body So delicate, enchanting, divine Warm rose colored lips Poised gently upon her glass As he awaits the warmth Radiating, pulsating from her loins Take me to that place Let me embrace the depth it doeth hold Make me wait no longer Lead me to orgasm, eruption, to ecstasy The goblet lowers from her lips Body erect, waiting, calling His body aches, waits, responds Entangled web, passion, release

Got To See My Dear Friend
This past weekend I finally got to see my best friend JD. Hes been my friend for about 4 years. went and met him at the mall of Ga and had lunch it was so nice to finally get to see him. we had a great time.

Surrender
Surrender Surrender you will and I will guide you, Surrender you body and I will protect you, Surrender your mind so I will know you, Surrender completely as I do Love you. Follow my words and you will please me, Lower your eyes and you will tease me, Believe in my heart and you will free me, You are the one to Surrender to me. Such a strange power is there to be found, When t me you Surrender yourself to be bound, Thrusting me completely as you kneel on the ground, There in your collar a freedom is found. Such an undying Love is what you must feel, As to my will you completely do yield, And so deeply now our lives have been sealed, Forever entwined until death do we yield. DQA

Don't Move
Don't Move by LateNiteFantasy© Don't move While I kiss your eyes My lips The last thing You see tonight Before darkness exhaustive Envelopes your sight Don't move While my fingers caress The delicate buttons That separate your decency From my tendency Addition By subtraction Everything That touches your skin Equals the number of hours You will be possessed tonight Hands like the wind Linen billowing cumulus Down to your ankles Such a waste To surrender such heels Said the witch to Dorothy And two makes three Don't move While I apprise Your assets most prized Hiding Natori proud Clasp melting Elastic elongating Propriety deprived 4 and 5 Don't move While I savor your gifts The weight of your breast in my hand The fluid confession of your former secrets The curve of your flanks Traced with my fingers The futility of your resistance As my impertinence Lingers Inside you Allow me to exchange Your earrings and watch For mor

Amanda And I Thinking!
first off amanda is here watching me blog while her hair is processing....purple....the color of queers...purple rain....n the unwanted hickies. first off amanda and i would like to make it clear that men are butts but for some reason we are only attracted to assholes. why you many ask!?!?!? thats a good question that i have no answer for. why we continue to like them after they fuck us over well that still remains a mystery as well. i do have a lil theory tho, do you want to hear? well i dont care im gonna tell yah anyways....its bc all the assholes are cute hot whatever, and in amandas words we are fly papers for assholes...wait a minute thats wrong bc that means they are stuck to us forever and that shit just aint happening. so in my words we are like the bug zapper lights, lol. ok we dont do mediphores all that great but you get the idea. another question in my mind, how do you avoid meeting assholes???? this totally has nothing to do with what i just wrote but what is

The Words Of Love
The Words of Love by LateNteFantasy© I need to see you smile, to know that everything is alright. I need to hear you laugh, to make my heart content. I need to hold you tight, to chase away my fears. I need you to whisper in my ear, the words of love. I need you madly. I want to hold your hand, as we walk along the shore. I want to watch the sunrise, as I hold you in my arms. I want to kiss your lips, as I caress you tenderly. I want to whisper in your ear, the words of love. I want you badly. I love the way you smile, knowing that everything is alright. I love the way you laugh, knowing that I'll never cry. I love the way you hold me, knowing that my life is spent in your arms. I love what you do to me, knowing that you love me. I love to whisper in your ear, the words of love. I love you dearly.

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Ok Guys, We Need 2 Talk
Ok so sum wierd things have been goin on lately that I think I need to clear up. First, I don't plan on leavin my husband ok, so pls don't ask for anything that u already know I can't do unless ur jokin even then let me know u r. (examples, nsfw pics, sex chat or text, phone number exchange, yim's, ect........) Second, I have alot of guy friends so pls don't get jealous, I give luv to all those that luv me back. Third, even if u don't approve of my family or friends pls respect my choice in befriending them and don't try to ruin that. Fourth, if I do happen to become single I will b sure 2 let u know. Anyways, I hope I cleared sum things up and luv u all. And as always I'm here for u if u need me, xoxo Ticha, MUAH.

Leaving Fubar
I will be leaving FuBar next month. It's been one hell of a ride and I will miss all of my TRUE friends. I have enjoyed MOST of my time on here (there have been some moments that I was wondering why I ever came in here). I have met some really great people. If anyone wants to stay in touch, send me a message and I'll give you contact info. ENJOY FUBAR, I DID.

Power Plant Efficiency Hasn't Improved Since 1957
electricity efficiency Editor’s Note: Today we are happy to bring to you a guest post from Sean Casten, CEO and President of Recycled Energy Development. Americans have a habit of framing our scientific history as a series of Great Inventors, from Eli Whitney to Thomas Edison to Afrika Bambaataa. The history books say each was prodded by Adam Smith’s invisible hand to come up with the great technological advances that have made our country a home of innovation. There’s a problem with this mythology: sometimes there’s no invisible hand. Sometimes short-sighted government regulations give preference to bad technologies over good ones — stifling innovation and blinding us to our own ability to make progress. Nowhere is this mythology more evident than in our energy system, the most heavily regulated and subsidized industry in the country. A host of bad regulations have made this system grossly inefficient, contributing both to global warming and to high power costs. The US to

Attention: My Guy Friends!
Okay yes I am in a relationship right now, not looking to date a woman right now cause it is no rush. I am gonna get my GED here and heart checked then I know for sure I am gonna stay in Florida with my boyfriend I love him a lot and he know's it. If you can't accept me to be happy then thats your fault don't be on my list if you don't like it. Okay I am sick of the jealousy and crap I do not need the stress of you guy's being jealous. I have my own life I can live it how I please get the clue okay I am tired of the bull crap. I am 19 years old with a heart problem if I go into the hospitial again my mother will chew someone's ass out and it isn't gonna be my boyfriend's. I have not dated anybody in 3 month's I think I deserve to be happy as well as anybody else in this god for saken world. I have gone through hell in the past few years an I am not gonna go through it again with you guy's disrespecting with what I want. If you can not accept it then leave thats fine with me I rather lo

Chapter 1: Hope (the Awakening)
I saw a robin today.. Behind the burned out church.. That someone, please tell me, Why so much depends upon a piece of Broken glass that lives in the filthy March snow? Shattered against walls that wear graffiti covered skin.... Full of one hope and a single dream, forgotten as the addicts walk by... I just sank to my knees and cried..

Care Enough To Repost My Bulletin (as A Concerned Parent)too Close To Home...please Pray For Safe Return
Amber Alert Issued For Missing Girl...Brookfield, Vermont (repost of original by 'imUrN1_nymfo' on '2008-06-26 15:21:05') (repost of original by 'mrcharm2001 Proud Fu~BoyFriend To DeeDeeMB. ( My GirlToy )' on '2008-06-26 15:31:33')

Midget, No I'm Not!!! Dammit
OK y'all know I've become a point whore lately because I want Godfather bad seeing as I helped dozens that joined after me pass me up to Godfather. Now comes 'Midget'. What a cool way to be a point whore. lmao

Chapter 1:the Streetlamp
I once had a dream, That I talked to your heart, As it reminded me of a place I once knew... Where the street lamp stands At the end of the lane, Where the songbird used to sing in the dead cherry. It can remember the sounds of long ago August youth.. Yet now, distant laughter haunts the night unseen As nothing grows but rusted swings that cry in the cold April wind. My heart burns there too...

Poem 1-?
Of Serial Killers and Love White Rooms, a SCREAM Echoes, Splash of red, splash of red, The clock strikes midnight, all is well……..well not really Drops of blood roll down The wall, dripDripDRipDRIP, stained, My hands are stained Blood crusted fingernails The”MURDER WEAPON”, where is it? Bang Clang Smash, oh, there it is The blood made it slip out of my fingers CRUNCH CRUNCH, Pieces of your skull crush under my feet, SpLaTe, oops Stepped on your brain Empty EyEs stare up From your broken face, You took my HEART, I took your FACE GASP, Your body trembles while you breathe, My foot crushes the light from your eyes Still breathing, DAMN, You ask why with your eyes WHY, WHY, The answer is you deserved it!!! Your face, or what’s left of it Looks at me As a shaking hand reaches, I am EMPTY. I WATCH, your not dieing, Why wont you die, DIE DAMN IT! DIE You WISPER something, I lean close And put my ear to you mouth, “I love you” NO,NO!

Preface
Many years ago, I wrote a book of verse titled "Panoramic". We are all on a trip. We all have people, places and things that we are ment too see and do. Good or bad, we are to see, do and take them in for a reason. The road trip is long and this road is going to get bumpy through the highways of my thoughts. Better put your seat belt on, man.

Yahoo
To the morons who keep asking me for yahoo... NO Unless you are a BLACK male. or a Friend from CK2 Things you should know 1. I am HAPPY and I"M MARRIED yes to the finest black man in america and noone can change that. 2. I'm not your baby, so dont call me it. 3. No you cant have my number nope 4. Yahoo = Friendships nothing more

Dmn I'm Still A Prett Bitch That Will Do Anythig For Crack!!!! Wtf!?????!!!!
fairly amusing game get involved those who have nothing better to do! Take the first letter of your first name A-Boyish B-Gorgeous C-Pretty D-Popular E-Gangster F-Girly G-Dyke H-Sweet I-Retarded j-Emotional K-Beautiful L-Fabulous M-Slutty N-Preppy O-Hot P- amazingg Q-Punky R-Hot S-Sexy T- Very Sexy U-Ugly V-Wonderful W-Hott X-Bitchy Y-Under-appreciated Z-Over-appreciated Now the third letter in your middle name(if you dont have one use your last name): A-beauty queen B- Babe C-Bitch D-Obsesser E- God (ess) F-Retard G-Queen/ King H-Slut I-Girl J-Goth K-Nerd L-sex god M-Sex machine N-Alcoholic O-Geek P-Skank Q-Crackwhore R-pornstar S-Prince (ess) T-Whore U-Cry Baby V-Jackass W-Punk X-Scaredy-cat Y-Coward Z-Chocoholic This is funny!! Now What Color Is the Shirt You Are Wearing: Red- Who's Good With My Hands purple- Who Looks At Porn 24/7 Orange- Who Likes It In The Butt Yellow- Who Wants To Have Sex With You Gr

Nuf Is Nuf
OK so this is what I think and I so believe in the freedom of speaking your mind that I am going to say what I gotta say and not feel bad about it. As on other social network sites, why is it that when some one finds their whatever it is they find, they ALWAYS ignore and blank the people that they knew before they met their thats it significant other?? Its only cyber ffs. Its happened a few times and I have had several jealous girlfriends (would worry if I had jealous boyfriends) email me to my yahoo or hotmail telling me to lay off their beloved boyfriends. OK SO HERE IS MY MESSAGE TO ANY ONE THINKING OF DOING THAT AGAIN - I AINT AFTER ANYONES BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR EVEN WIFE - I HAVE MY OWN BOYFRIEND AND THE MEN I TALK TO ON HERE OR YAHOO ARE PURELY FRIENDS END OF ................... so dont even think of mailing me to stay away from your bf/gf/hd/wf and then blocking me cos thats lame a$$ (Right now I have got that off my chest I feel better and I

Wie Kann Ich Fühle, Wie Leben Wert Lebensunterhalt Ist
do you have the answer? is it yes or no ?i feel!i feel all this shit everyday.i try to trust but time and time again i get stabbed in the back.all the people i care about are dieing, or leaving or just dont give a fuck about me.i already have issues with that shit bc of my mom and dad.im so afraid of everything.i lay in bed at night and think about everything i think thats my biggest problem.i think about everything way too much thats why i dont talk much.im constantly trhinking about how people are going to screw me over.i dont feel like i can rely on anyone.i want to be able to but everyone always becomes unreliable. the procrastination nation filled with people who dont give a fuck.what the hell is wrong with everyone. if you say your going to do something then fucking do it.if you say your going to be there for someone then be there and dont make plans and then break them over and over and over again because that hurts.i have my good days and my bad but almost everyday im affraid

Oh What A Feeling
WELL BOTH OF MY SONS ARE NOW OUT OF HIGH SCHOOL I'M VERY PROUD OF BOTH OF THEM; AS ANY PARENT WOULD BE FOR THEIR CHILD.PART OF ME FEELS EMPTY, LOL NOT SURE WHY MAYBE ITS THE FACT THAT THEY ARE YOUNG MEN AND DON'T NEED MOM AROUND AS MUCH LIKE THEY USED TO EVEN THOUGH NO MATTER HOW OLD THEY ARE AND WHERE THEY ARE IN LIFE I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR THEM {AFTER ALL ISN'T THAT WHAT A PARENT IS SUPPOSE TO DO?}I KNOW THAT SOON COMES THE "EMPTY NEST" FEELING WHICH MAYBE IS WHAT I'M EXPERIENCING NOW EVEN THOUGH THEY'RE NOT OUT ON THEIR OWN YET THEY WILL BE THOUGH. ON THE OTHER HAND I DON'T HAVE TO WORRY EVER AGAIN ABOUT GOING OUT AND WHO'S GOING TAKE CARE OF THEM - NOR DO I HAVE TO WORRY IF THEIR HOMEWORK HAS BEEN HANDED IN, TALKING TO A SCHOOL THAT DOESN'T CONSIDER HOW THE PARENTS FEEL, MAKING SURE THE THEY'RE OUT AT THE BUS STOP ON TIME OR CALLING THEM IN IF THEY'RE SICK . YAY SCHOOLS OUT FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOHOO

Muah.. I Love It!!!!
Sweetheart, I can't stop thinking about you You'll always be in my dreams You'll always be in my dreams You'll always be in my dreams Never in my dreams I thought I'd be with you You're often on my mind I'll always love you When I close my eyes just to see your face I wish this were real but I'm just dreaming I can't believe that this is all in a dream I'm gonna wait to be with you my love I'll always love you and want you more I can't go on without your love In a dream my love You will find my heart In a dream my love You will find my heart In a dream my love You will find my heart In a dream my love You will find my heart OOOOO, what an angel You have to be You'd take me to heaven Never leave never go away Please stay with me tonight I need you with me Can't believe that this is all in a dream I'm gonna wait to be with you my love I'll always love you And want you more I can't go on without your love In a dream my love Y

How Can We Be Complete
Laying here,pillow across my body.Thinking about you till it hurts.Why,when I pick up the phone,hear your voice,everything I want to say,gets buried in my soul.Don't you hear my cry.Crying for us to be complete.And how can one feel so completely,when one is so far away.Can you hear,in my voice,the longing,I have ,in the whisper of a darken room.Have you,yourself,laid upon the sheets,and listen to the sound of my voice,and know of my desires,knowing they are real,not fantasy.Why is it,when I hear your voice,that comfort sound,everything I want to say,gets buried,deep within my soul.Can you hear,my chant that speaks of you,me,us.Do you hear,my desperate call,within the wires,of a distant mirage.Are we real,or just a pigment of imagianation.How can I say what I really want to say,within the cords,when it gets buried in my soul.Do you feel the need.The need to be us,and not them.Are we so covered,in a world of cams and keyboards,we have forgotten how t

Giving Up...giving In
I'm swimming all alone in a pool of darkness and I feel like darkness is slowly pulling me under I yell for help but no one is there to hear it I begin to see the water at eye level and I kick and flail fighting to stay above the darkness But the darkness won't let go of its hold on me and I slowly begin to give in to the feeling that lies below the water line the waters starts to fill my lungs the lungs that once held so much life yet now they allow the murky water to replace that I know that this path doesn't lead to happiness But why doesn't someone grab my hand pull me from darkness's grasp? because no one knows I stand at the boundary the boundary between light and dark so I give in to the thing that holds me All of the strength and all of the courage that I once held in my heart can't save me from the water So I slowly slip below the world of conscientiousness undetected by the occupants of that world I don't want to fight anymore I've given into darkness

Call Me Sam... My Version Of A Favorite Dr. Seuss Book
I am Sam I am Sam Sam I am That Sam-I-am! Than Sam-I-am! I do not like that Sam-I-am! Would you like to fuck with Sam? I do not fuck, Sam-I-am. I will not fuck with Sam. Would you fuck here or there? I would not fuck here or there. I would not fuck anywhere. I do not fuck Sam-I-AM. I will not fuck you, Sam-I-am. Would you fuck in a house? Would you fuck with a mouse? I do not fuck in a house. I do not fuck with a mouse. I do not fuck here or there. I do not fuck anywhere. I do not like fucking Sam. I do not fuck, Sam-I-am. Would you fuck in a box? Would you fuck with a fox? Not in a box. Not with a fox. Not in a house. Not with a mouse. I would not fuck here or there. I would not fuck anywhere. I do not like fucking Sam. I do not fuck, Sam-I-am. Would you? Could you? In a car? Fuck me! Fuck me! Fuck me hard. I would not, could not, in a car. You may like it. You will see. You may like it in a tree! I wo

Really
you know i haven't been on in a long while only a few have talked to me but if you think your going to waste space on my reinds list you can think of something else i'mma toss your ass like fuckin nothnig tireed of being nice if you don't like it kiss my fuckin ass

George Carlin Quotes
When someone asks you, A penny for your thoughts, and you put your two cents in, what happens to the other penny? When someone is impatient and says, "I haven't got all day," I always wonder, How can that be? How can you not have all day? Is a vegetarian permitted to eat animal crackers? What if there were no hypothetical questions? Frisbeetarianism is the belief that when you die, your soul goes up on the roof and gets stuck. Some national parks have long waiting lists for camping reservations. When you have to wait a year to sleep next to a tree, something is wrong. Give a man a fish and he will eat for a day. Teach him how to fish, and he will sit in a boat and drink beer all day. Why do croutons come in airtight packages? It's just stale bread to begin with. I have as much authority as the Pope, I just don't have as many people who believe it. If the #2 pencil is the most popular, why is it still #2? Men are from Earth, women are from Earth. Deal

I Wanted To Be Apart Of You Mommy
Dear Mommy, I am in Heaven now... I so wanted to be your little girl. I don't quite understand what has happened. I was so excited when I began realizing my existance. I was in a dark, yet comfortable place. I saw I had fingers and toes. I was pretty far along in my developing, yet not near ready to leave my surroundings. I spent most of my time thinking or sleeping. Even from my earliest days, I felt a special bonding between you and me. Sometimes I heard you crying and I cried with you. Sometimes you would yell or scream, then cry. I heard Daddy yelling back. I was sad, and hoped you would be better soon. I wondered why you cried so much. One day you cried almost all of the day. I hurt for you. I couldn't imagine why you were so unhappy. That same day, the most horrible thing happened. A very mean monster came into that warm, comfortable place I was in. I was so scared, I began screaming, but you never once tried to help me. Maybe you never heard me. The monster got close

Rated #1
You know, when you put adored by all in your name, you would think that people would understand that they are supposed to shower 11's, 10's, and the occasional bling on me. But amazingly, some people have taken the opportunity to rate me in all my monkey gorgeousness a 1!!! I may personally be a 1, but that photoshop is top notch, and deserves high marks all around. The beautiful Princess made it for me, and she needs to be rewarded for her wonderfulness. But to the people who rated me 1's, do you really think that one rating of 1 is enough to put me in my place? Let me tell you, it isn't. If I were you, and thank God I'm not, I would go through all my pics, and rate them a 1, then thumbs down all my stash. Now THAT would teach me a lesson. Hell, I'd even send me a gift with a nasty message, just to let me know what you really think. I assure you I will not give you 1's back. Nope, I'll give you 10's. If you do it enough, I'd probably give you a gift for your time. He

Problem?
imsorry if i offened some people they say dont post this crap yes fubar is a fun place but i feel like my friends are my friends so i try to keep them updated with my condition if some people have a problem with this then you are heartless!

Appology
I am sorry to everyone that I rated lower than a 10!!! I wasn't sure how this site works and as I have been told you rate everyone a 10 no matter what the pic is so they will get points and stuff so If I offended anyone I wasn't trying to and from now on I will rate everyone a 10 no matter what you look like. To all of you who left me a nasty comment about it well you could tell I was new by looking at my profile so you should have offered some advice instead of writting bad things about me I am a beautiful friendly individual and would never call ne one silly names to hurt them Please accept my sincere appology and if you let me know who I "doen rated" is what some one told me it was called I will go back and change it to a 10. Thank you to all for understanding!!!!!

Pebbs Featured Fu! Its Me Sunyskyz
PEBBS FEATURED FU! ♥SunySkyz♥Owned By Argonutz♥OwnerofDominustempus3♥@ fubar This Girl Rocks! She has gone above and beyond for many friends of mine! Love her and she'll love you back! FAN, ADD and RATE HER! Private Message me when you are done! I am having some PC issues the last couple of days but will return love as well if you leave me a message. It just make take a couple of days. xoxo ~PebblesinAZ~FAN ME BABY! xoxo@ fubar (repost of original by '~PebblesinAZ~FAN ME BABY! xoxo' on '2008-06-26 10:20:25')

I Dont Know What To Do
ok i like two different guys on here and i know one likes me the way i like him. the other dont really know that i am alive. well he does but we dont talk much just in the lounge that i work in when he comes in. i did a stupid thing and let him see something. he said he liked it but i dont know. god why do i have to be so dam stupid. i know i will never meet them in person but i wish i could. i would love to do bad things with both of them. oh well i will live i guess.

Big News In Washington
FINALLY .....SOMEONE HAD THE COMMON SENSE ......to lift the ban The Supreme Court ruled Thursday that Americans have a right to own guns for self-defense and hunting, the justices' first major pronouncement on gun rights in U.S. history. ADVERTISEMENT The court's 5-4 ruling struck down the District of Columbia's 32-year-old ban on handguns as incompatible with gun rights under the Second Amendment. The decision went further than even the Bush administration wanted, but probably leaves most firearms laws intact. The court had not conclusively interpreted the Second Amendment since its ratification in 1791. The amendment reads: "A well regulated militia, being necessary to the security of a free state, the right of the people to keep and bear arms, shall not be infringed." The basic issue for the justices was whether the amendment protects an individual's right to own guns no matter what, or whether that right is somehow tied to service in a state militia. Writing for t

Finally Its Time To Move On.
well here it is finally its time 4 me to move on in my life. all the people have moved out and 1 moves out tommorrow then its time to call the kents and put this place up 4 sale. yes i have wanted to do this for so long. and it is now going to come true, will i get it cleaned out, yes with the help of my friends and my church and in between i will have one hell of a cook out to seal the deal, for my friends and family. so where am i off to, i dont know yet but first im going to visit my cousins in texas, then lois in kentucky. maby even there, im not sure yet. but i do know one thing when i go to move i will be putting things into storage, then going thru alot of it having one hell of a gradge sale or maby just an auctin of what is in this house. not the house. i will have them sell the house 4 me, then i will be able to buy what i want some where else. alot of things have 1st started in this house including my mom and dad 1st meetin when there was a fire here and he was one of the

The Auction Results....
I would like for everyone to meet my new owner. Hes a real sweetheart. He won me by a bid of a HH and a 24 bling pack. SCOTT LIKE ME@ fubar I have decided to gift the HH that he won me with to my best friend nite. Shes one of the greatest friends anyone could have. Please go show her some love and keep an eye out for her HH and rate, fan and add her sexy Azz. also bling her up. shes trying to level up to 23. Nite@ fubar Im not a selfish person and i do love the ones that are truly like family to me.

A Sweet Friend
Sometimes in life, you find a special friend; Someone who changes your life just by being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop; Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. May we all be loved so much. This is for the sweet woman whom showed me love. thank you (K.M)always..

I Need Help!
I'm starting my own lounge, and I know absolutely nothing about html coding etc. I'm looking for someone who can help me... is that you? I want to run SAMS through winamp/SHOUTcast, and I also need help customizing the appearance of the lounge. Anyone interested?

Fan/rate Pics/ Stash./blogs
HEY EVERYONE. I JUST WANT TO ASK ALL MY FRIENDS AND FANS. PLEASE CHECK TO SEE IF YOU ADDED ME/FANNED ME/RATED MY PICS/STASH/BLOGS IF YOU HAVENT PLEASE STOP BY AND DO SO AND FOR I KNOW I HAVE DONE EVERYONE THANK YOU ALL AND PLASE ALSO STOP BY AND SIGN MY GUEST BOOK AND LEAVE A MESSAGE FOR THE vIPER. THANKS

Cherrybomb Pinup Ideas!!! Need Help Plz!!!
THINK YOU HAVE WHAT IT TAKES TO BE A CHERRYBOMB PINUP? PRIVATE MESSAGE ME BEST PINUP PHOTO AND SEE...CHOOSEING 12 LUCKY LADYS...(NO NUDITY) REVAMP GOT ALOT OF RESPONSE TO THIS TY...HADNT REALY FIGURED OUT WHERE IT WAS GOING TO GO SO IT BECAME SOMETHING TO JUST DO NOW I NEED A DIRECTION PLZ HELP...SEND IDEAS AND PIC IF YOU WANT IN...ITS NOT A CONTEST YET ANYWAY...SOME LIKE THE IDEA BUT DONT KNOW IF THEY WANT A CONTEST....BUT THEY DO WANT IN SO SEND ME YOUR IDEAS...TY

What Reptile Are You?
You Are a Crocodile You are incredibly wise and knowledgeable. In fact, your wisdom is so deep that it sometimes consumes you. People are intrigued by you, but you find few people intriguing. You are not a very social creature. You are cunning. You enjoy deceiving people a little. You are able to find balance in your life, and you can survive anything. What Reptile Are You?

Swing Life Away, Is This The End?
Am I loud and clear or am I breaking up? Am I still your charm or am I just bad luck? Are we getting closer, are we just getting more lost? I'll show you mine if you show me yours first Let's compare scars I'll tell you whose is worse Let's unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words -Rise Against May 31, 2008 Tuesday night left a scar greater than I could ever create with the blade against my epithelial armor. Like a mortared orb it hit me so hard in my chest, that I am left with nothing but this great hole. It can't be filled in, not even with my own denial. Tears only provided the acidic sodium chloride to melt into the fresh wounds. My selfish attempt to end it all, once again just became another attempt- I didn't make it to the coroner's office, once again. Some assured me it was all just a misunderstanding. Could it just be me holding on too tight? So I let it go- trying to delete every possible evidence of how much you meant to me. Even saying those words

Puppet String On My Heart
i'm walking away now just like you said even though it's wrong it's ok if you don't want me it's ok if i'm not your type i understand i always do this has happened before except you looked different i'm sorry i make you feel dumb i'm sorry for the times i won i'll still be me tomorrow and when i look in the mirror i'll only see me...

Restrain Thee I Beg
"It shouldn't be like this." -Those in times of dissappointment- Its times like this when I can recall that cold chilly night at project grad, curled up into a little fetus like position to keep my body heat going. The Great Woman Genius and I laid across from each other on the round picnic table made of stone. "I should have stayed home. What the hell was I thinking?" I said between shivers and a runny nose. "I don't know Easter, I guess we just set ourselves up for this." The Great Woman Genius replied with irrate annoyance. This blog- I don't know where to start, I couldn't even finish the other blog I was motivated to write a couple days ago, maybe a few-Thursday. Alright I guess I will start with yesterday. Yesterday- a lesson to learn about one might be 'disgusted with the human race'. Anyone placed into a situation where help is needed and help is not recieved may see the visions of a lost hope in human kind. Its not like this is the first time this happened to me,

Its All About Me!!!!
I AM WAT MATTERS N COUNT,SO BEING GRATEFUL WHEN I'M FEELING GOOD AND BEING GRACEFUL WHEN I'M FEELING BAD NO MATTER WHAT,WHOM,& HOW ITS ALL ABOUT ME & MY FEELINGS.SO PLEASE DONT PRAISE ME NOR BLMAE ME FOR UR FAULTS IN LIFE.I CARRY MY OWN CROSS.BLESS THOSE DAT UNDERSTAND N THOSE DAT DONT UNDERSTAND.LOOK BEYOUND UR BEHAVIOR NOT MINES.

What Utensil Are You?
You Are Chopsticks People see you as exotic, unusual, and even a bit intimidating. You are a difficult person to figure out. In truth, you try to live a very simple life. But most people are too frenzied to recognize the beauty of your simplicity. What Utensil Are You?

Just To Be Still And Know....
Erin O'Donnell brings us the lyric today... How's everybody doin? I'm somewhere between ok and miffed but, I'll get into that in a few minutes but, there are other things I wanna cover first. Went today and filled out the paperwork to start school on monday. After I did that I sat in for a few minutes to kinda get a grasp on what I'll be learning over the next 4 weeks. I think it'll be an ok class to take for me. The instructor is very sweet and the people in the class already have a jump on me but, they seem cool too so, I guess it'll be ok... This covers the ok part of this blog... When I got home at 1:45pm I turned on the 'ol pc and checked the e-mail. Wasn't anything special, mostly junk. But, there was one which I shall now paste here for your reading pleasure... Michael, This is a friendly reminder that you will be attending your keyboard skills training beginning June 30 at Goodwill. You should have received a letter from Goodwill confirming this tr

It Hovers Above Me, It Is All Around Me
My attempts, my selfish attempts- why must they bring such an unwanted difficulty? Then again, why is it that my brain can not help but analyze everything to its first microscopic atom? Does this come with the package of my disease? Or is it simply the fact that I have the constant hunger to always want to know "why?" My reactions to everything is quite similar to an overwhelmed and frustrated parent who can do nothing but shake their newborn to death, just wanting to know "why". Because the relationships handed to me are not in the form of precious little infants- I can not physically attack the issue. Pardona para mis murmullos constantes de significado sin valor. Soy loca, no es bein. My question is, rather, my complaint is why must I feel so empty? Empty does not even fulfill the feeling I feel inside. Its like attempting to reach out gives me a hard kick in the face that makes me fall back down. The currents are a flowing and the sea be a monster mates-for serious. My heart

This Weekend
Hey guys just letting everyone know that this weekend and next week i will not be on very much....my brother in law is comming home from the Air Force and im gonna be spending time with him and his family...i will most likely be on here at night or when their off visiting her side of the family...i hope everyone will stop by and continue to show my pg some fubar lovin...and i will return the love and messages as soon as i can....im also in a auction so come and bid on me ...the place to do ur bidding is in another blog it gives a link for u to follow.....yall all have fun and take care...

Loked Up
So theres a first time for everything and i got mines da other day!.... My uncle and i were up at da cemetary takin pics of all da unique lookin tomb stones the other nite. Well the sign clearly states that the gates will close and lock at dusk...well guess what...dusk must of came early that day because at 9pm when we drove up to the gates..THEY WERE LOCKED. So my uncle and i sat aroud for about and hour or so and waited untill the security gaurd showed up to to open up the gate. That was deff a first and a last for me...LMFAO

Hottie For Sale!
Persia has been waiting ..... I have been begging and pleading .... Persia really deserves to be in the Spotlight! Come on Peoples, let’s get her there! ADD/RATE/FAN Donate Fu-Bux Let’s See Persia In The Spotlight! Per§ia, ETid, FFtl, FuGF Ruby Cairo ♥ Co-Skank to NSF You@ fubar

Stand By Me?
Stand By Me (Acoustic) - Oasis All this time I thought I knew you, I could put my trust in you, I believed the lies you told me when you said you really cared, claimed it was eternal, it was true love that we shared, now I sit here just amazed, by all that you say and do, seems I'm the only one, that never really knew, always thought you loved me, now I see the cold hard truth, STAND BY ME?...

Tagged
Now copy and paste into your blog and tag ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. 1. Where is your cell phone? NEXT TO ME 2. Your significant other? SLEEPING 3. Your hair? BLACK 4. Your mother? DIED 5. Your father? DIED 6. Your favorite thing? CHATING, COMPUTER, FRIENDA, AND MA'AM 7. Your dream last night? DIDN'T DREAM 8. Your favorite drink? SEX ON THE BEACH 9. Your dream/goal? HAVEN'T DECIDED YET 10. The room you're in? BEDROOM 11. Music? ALL 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? STILL ALIVE 14. Where were you last night? WORKING 15. What you're not? 16. Muffins? BLUEBERRY 17. One of your wish list items? TRUCK 18. Where you grew up? CLEVELAND,OHIO 19. The last thing you did? WEEDEATING 20. What are you wearing?T-SHIRT AND SHORTS 21. TV? TRU , USA 22. Your pets? NONE 23. Your computer? MY FRIENDS CONNECTIONS 24. Your life? OK SO FAR 25. Your mood? GOOD AND F

Please Spank This Amazing Fu...wonder Woman!!!
SHE'S FUN... SHE'S BEAUTIFUL... SHE HAS A HEART OF MANY FU'S... SHE IS A WONDER WOMAN TO BE TRUE! She Has Her Eyes All Over Fubar...Pimping..Blogging..and Ready To Attack The Next Level For Any Fu-Member!

Please Help Me ..
give her a great b-day present. Her birthday is June 30th and I'd like to get her leveled by then. Could you help me out? As always thanks in advance because I know how cool my friends are ;) CAMARO69~LUVSLICKINPOON'S FUHO~AND~R/L WIFE OF RIDEMHIGH~GREETER AT THE HOUSE OF PAIN N PLEASURE@ fubar *hugzNgropezNstuffz* ~Funky~

Poor Righteous Teachers Career
Poor Righteous Teachers are a Hip Hop group from Trenton, New Jersey, founded in 1989. Often referred to as PRT by their fans, Poor Righteous Teachers are known as pro-Black conscious hip hop artists, with musical content inspired by the teachings of the Nation of Gods and Earths. Wise Intelligent, as the lead MC, is the most visible and well known member of the group. Culture Freedom provides backing vocals and production and Father Shaheed serves as a DJ and producer. Its discography, for the most part on Profile Records, is out of print. PRT debuted in 1989 with the release of the single "Time to Say Peace" b/w "Butt Naked Booty Bless". The trio released their first album, Holy Intellect, in 1990, amidst a number of similarly pro-Black, Islam-inspired albums such as Public Enemy's Fear of a Black Planet, X-Clan's To the East, Blackwards and Brand Nubian's One For All. [1] While not as commercially successful as these albums, Holy Intellect received critical acclaim, and spawned t

Trust
What is trust and what causes you to loose it in someone. For me sometimes its words or actions and sometimes it just a feeling that you have. Either way it causes you to be more and more suspicious until you reach that point where trust is gone. I think it is not what people say or do sometimes but what they don't say or do which gives them away. I believe if you want to know the truth most people will tell you in some way but when they are being untruthful they will tell you more. The trick is to let them talk and say enough to keep them talking but not enough to let them know what you think. Given the opportunity most people will give them selves away. Not to say this always is the case but most of the time it is. I used to believe never let people get too close or let them know how you feel this was to both allow me my own deceit and to keep myself from getting to attached. Ive always thought there should be nothing in your life so important that you just cant walk away from

Happy B-day~outlaw Loader
Happy birthday to you - HAPPY BIRTHDAY Happy Birthday OutLawLoader--Show him some Birthday Fu-love click on this pic to take you there this pimp out brought to you by Micki"Blue Eyes" {Dirty South Crew}Co-Founder of Friendship Circle'----Owned by Passionman71,Farscapecat & DustMePink

6.26.08
When Misery is Gone how was it defined this raging sense of self the how and why of the who to pin it down to one word one thought...writer and then you came and took away those silent moments when lonely aches filled the mind with troubled words that spoke to other lonely hearts and left us all in the darkness of our own desires is it all to remain incomplete because of one simple question misery was the muse, so what now? have you cursed me with joy and dreams come true? what is the next evolution? A. M. G. More than Love when you opened my eyes with so gentle a touch when you asked for those words with tears in your silence when you lay beside me in sickness with or without health when you sang a love song with sincerity when you weren't just a dream with an unhappy ending when with you everything is possible A.M.G. 3.01.07 Mother Dearest no need for this condescension for the anger in your eyes and heart to shine down

Standings Update 6/26
1ST-PEGGYSUE-1654 2ND-LACEY-1025 3RD-MINOU MINOU-458 4TH-DEB-347 5TH-MyZtErY-341 6th-RUBY-287 7TH-SINFUL PLEASURES-277 8TH-JENNICEASE-271 9TH-SWEETCHERRYPIE-269 10TH-PHOENIX-250 11TH-REDNECKANGEL-219 12TH-TNK-197 13TH-SUNSHINE-168 14TH-BABZ-165 15TH-CHELLE BELLE-139 16TH-FANTASY-133 17TH-KIM CORR BERTUCCO-120 18TH-MICKIRIO3-119 19TH-TANDY-99 20TH-CANADIAN PRINCESS-88 21TH-SICILIANCHICK-87 22TH-REBELTXN-68

Help Me Get To Godmother..thanksjennicense
WANNA HELP AN AWESOME FU TO GODMOTHER? WELL HERE'S YOUR CHANCE! MY CLUB FAR CO-CAPTAIN AND PARTNER IN CRIME HAS WORKED SO HARD TO GET TO GODMOTHER SO LET'S GET HER THERE!! Addictive~RL & Fu Fiancee to & owned by DJ Army Medic~Jager Bombers Officer~Club Far Team Capt~Shado@ fubar LISA GOES OUT OF HER WAY TO HELP EVERYONE OUT SO FAN HER, ADD HER, RATE HER, BLING HER....SHOWER HER WITH LOVE! SHE'S ONLY 384K AWAY SO PLEASE LET'S HELP HER REACH HER GOAL! BROUGHT TO YOU WITH LOVE AND ADDICITIVENESS: Jennicense *Shadow Leveler* Spanker* Club FAR Capt.* Member of Fubar's Flaming Hotties*DSC*@ fubar (repost of original by 'Jennicense *Shadow Leveler* Spanker* Club FAR Capt.* Member of Fubar's Flaming Hotties*DSC*' on '2008-06-26 12:19:34')

Do U Like To Help Others
we are gonna be a freelance leveling crew..we will level according to people status...we do not just select friends we help friends of friends and anyone in need...we are just starting out so we have to start small...anyone interested must contact me and the drill is to follow my blogs......my status also plays an important role...if you like to help others please leave a comment here so we can add each other...no contest will be done due to too much drama but we may help our friends at our own choice in a give away..please contact me if you are interested...ty

Butterfly Kisses ♥
Butterfly Kisses - Bob Carlisle There's two things I know for sure: She was sent here from heaven and she's daddy's little girl. As I drop to my knees by her bed at night She talks to Jesus and I close my eyes and I thank god for all the joy in my life Oh, but most of all For butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer; sticking little white flowers all up in her hair; "Walk beside the pony, Daddy, it's my first ride." "I know the cake looks funny, Daddy, but I sure tried." In all that I've done wrong I know I must have done something right to deserve a hug every morning and butterfly kisses at night. Sweet 16 today She's looking like her mama a little more everyday One part woman, the other part girl. To perfume and make-up from ribbons and curls Trying her wings out in a great big world. But I remember Butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer; sticking little white flowers all up in her hair. "You know how much I love you, Daddy, But if you don't mind I'm onl

Owned
Dark Greetings...Once again i have been owned, Show my new owner mad love Warrior Owner of and excl. taken by ~EchoAngel~ *Fu-bomber*@ fubar This Pimp out Brought to you by... Mistress QUEEN Nassy V4mpir3 OWNED BY WARRIOR@ fubar

We Don't See Things As They Are,we See Things As We Are.
The world is a jigsaw puzzle. We are the pieces. Your piece has a special spot, all its own, you just have to find it. Some pieces are easy. Some pieces aren't. But every single piece fits…somewhere. I screwed up in the beginning because I couldn't find where I fit right away. So I did what everyone else does when the piece won't fit just exactly right, even though it LOOKS like it belongs in the one spot…I tried to MAKE it fit. That only fucked everything else up because then none of the pieces that came afterwards were right. By trying to make myself fit into a spot that I didn't belong in the first place, I kinda screwed it up for everyone else. Soon, I realized that I was just going to have to accept that I wasn't supposed to go there, and I picked up and tried again. Looked at the box. Studied the box. The stupid picture was TELLING me where I was supposed to be, I just couldn't see it for looking so damn hard. So I waited. Other pieces fell into p

For Optimal Crust Consistency
Last week we ordered a buy one get one free (BOGOF) special from Domino’s Pizza. I happened to glance at the cardboard boxes the pizzas came in and read some of the fine print referring to the boxes’ “technology” and “engineering” – you didn’t think so much went into the packaging either, did you? Check out this message on the side: “This box has been engineered with thermal exhaust ports for optimal crust consistency.” That made me think of General Dodonna’s line from “Star Wars”: “It’s a small thermal exhaust port right below the main port.” [Incidentally, Dodonna’s also the first character in a Star Wars movie to say, “May the Force be with you.”] With this, the Rebel pilots attack the Death Star and a farmboy from Tatooine launches the fatal shot into the port. You could destroy a Domino’s Pizza box with considerably less Force … Last night and part of this morning, I did NOT want to stay awake. Between being in the 70s outside and hotter inside thanks to insulation, i

Auction Ends Tonight 9pm Fu Time
Auction now OPEN...bids of fubucks only, please! Here are the list of Fus up for auction on my block this week. Be sure to stop by and rate them, as gifts will be given to those with the highest number of rates, and the highest rate average. All participants reserve the right to refuse ANY bid or bidder. Serious bids only, please. Auction closes at midnight on the 28th! RogerLee DJ Master Raven DJ Blueyes VA's Fynest Tequila Tart Toxic Sin rkkennedy LilBamaGirl Rebbie

Update!
it's quick. it's simple. for those of you that care... this is what is going on. the boyfriend and i are buying a house. i'm looking for a day job. i'm keeping my night job. we're taking a trip to michigan asap. i wish i wasn't a busted piece of junk metal. i want a pretty wedding in a pretty park with pretty things and pretty people. notice that i didn't say pricey. i'm really happy. as a matter of fact... i'm more than happy. i'm glad everything worked out the way it did. happiness writes white. i've got things to do... stuff to pack... and a husband to miss while he's away for a couple more hours. tell me you love me and get over it. meow. ALK.

Posse
This is the S*U*P* give away list. They are in order of how much needed the less to the most. If anyone needs to be on here let Ms. Retta know. Also, MsRettas contest is good. If we need you we'll post a bulletin. Thanks...HAPPY BOMBING Top is first then we work down the list: JONLEE74 OF SHADY'S SUP needs 45000 comments for a Happy Hour Needs 40604. ~Princess~ needs 130000 comments for a Happy Hour,1 year VIP,30 days blast and 3 bling packs needs 123743. These Friends need Help! GIVE AWAYS: §è×ý ßåbý ßlµè Êýè$ ™©***** THIS BABY NEEDS 10000 BUT ALL RATES COUNT AS 5. SO GET TO RATING AND COMMENTING He needs 7251 That CrazyRabbit again need 22500 for a 3 month VIP Needs 13380 The Watcher needs 50500 for a HH and 2 bling packs he needs 36409 to go Hellcat needs 100000 for a 1yr VIP and a HH...she needs 96423 to go COME ON LET'S BOMB THESE PEOPLE!!! IF YOU DON'T YOU'RE NOT COOL!! lol (repost of original by '*MsRetta*S

Faith No More - Midlife Crisis
CRANK IT UP FUCKERS PATTON'S GOD! Go on and wring my neck Like when a rag gets wet A little discipline For my pet genius My head is like a lettuce Go on and dig your thumbs in I cannot stop giving I'm thirty-something Sense of security Like pockets jingling Midlife crisis Suck ingenuity Down through the family tree You're perfect, yes, it's true But without me you're only you (you're only you) Your menstruating heart It ain't bleedin' enough for two It's a midlife crisis It's a midlife crisis... What an inheritance The salt and the Kleenex Morbid self attention Bending my pinky back A little discipline A donor by habit A little discipline Rent an opinion Sense of security Holding blunt instrument I'm a perfectionist And perfect is a skinned knee You're perfect, yes, it's true But without me you're only you Your menstruating heart It ain't bleeding enough for two It's a midlife crisis... You're perfect, yes, it's true But without m

Let's Get Fkn Crazy To Insider!!
Flo-RidaIn The AyerMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com Hey Everyone!!This is one of my best friends here on the Fu and she needs some of that good luvin' you guys show soooo well.Fkn Crazy is right at 111K before reaching InsiderStop by and show her luv!!While you're there, tell her Ms Taz Sent Ya!! FknCrazy™~Owner/Dj @ Club Naughty N Nice~ Naughty Fu-Bunny~ Fu-Momma to Navygirl ~ Fu-Angel~@ fubar Brought to you by: ~Ms Taz™~Co-Founder Omega Bombers~*~Fu-Angel*~{CLUB UNITED}{SHADOW LEVELER}~R/L LDL to King Domino~@ fubar

What More Can You Say
Sent from heaven. Sent from heaven. Now you can wait your whole life wondering When it's gonna come or where it's been. You may have got your heart broken A few times in the past Never last strong as it used to, Don't feel as good as it used to (before) And all the things you used to say, Things you used to do, went right out the door Oh no more, will you be the one That's what you tell everyone around you But you know they've heard it all before What more can you say When love won't let you, walk away And you can't help who you love And you find yourself giving it away When you think you're in love [CHORUS:] I wanna be the one who you believe In your heart is sent from (sent from heaven) There's a piece of me who leaves when you gone Because you're sent from (sent from heaven) I wanna be the one who you believe In your heart is sent from (sent from heaven) There's a piece of me who leaves when you gone Because you're sent from (sent from heaven) Now

Deep Thoughts
The greatest challenge in life is finding that someone who completes you. One that knows all of your flaws, differences and mistakes yet still loves everything about you. Life is one big road with lots of signs. So when you riding through the ruts, don't complicate your mind. Flee from hate, mischief and jealousy. Don't bury your thoughts, put your vision to reality . Wake Up and Live! The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed For one human being to love another; that is perhaps the most difficult of all our tasks, the ultimate, the last test and proof, the work for which all other work is but preparation.

Forever Yours
I want you in my life forever and ever and ever. I’m addicted to you; I need you like a drug. I know now, like I knew then, I’m forever yours. The past is the past, but I can’t let go. There are some things that time can’t erase. I’ve waited for years for you to tell me that you loved me And now that you have, my broken wings are mended. I couldn’t find the answers and I was running blind. You gently took my hand and opened my eyes. Without you I could face a mountain but, I could never climb alone. Through the good times and the bad I’ve always been yours. I always will be. My home is in your arms. I love you more than life itself and I’m not giving up. I’m just waiting for a better day to come; A day when I can be in your arms where I belong. In joy and sorrow I’m Forever Yours. Written by Danielle K.

White Rose
My love for you is like a white rose, so pure and strong. A white rose as beautiful as the sunrise and sunset. A white rose untouched by the harshness of the world. So rare, so beautiful, so passionate yet willing and fierce. Sweet as the dew and soft as a dove. A white rose to represent our love, so pure and strong, As long as I draw breath our love, a beautiful white rose, will never wilt. Loving you makes me feel alive, more than I have ever felt. Nothing can change that nor can anyone steal what is ours. You had my heart first, you had it all along and forever you’ll have it. Written by Danielle K.

Til Sunrise
Hand in hand, Across the grains of sand, We walk under the moon, Listening to the waves make their tune. We stop along the water’s edge To make a heartfelt pledge That the unending love never fade And never will we be left alone to wade. That the fire burning inside Will always reside In the heart to thrive, In the fight to survive, To always keep the drive alive. To always keep our feelings true And never make each other blue. This is my pledge to you. Into each others eyes we gaze Lost in the daze. Talking about dreams and wishes Helping each other through life’s twitches. Yet every day is a surprise Walking with you til sunrise. Written by Danielle K.

Redeem
Redeem me in my solemn hours; From the beast that within me towers. Hear my out pour of cries; Hear my sighs. I struggle to survive, But gone in me is the drive to stay alive. I have no more strength to go on; Someone save me from the war within that rages on; Fight for my soul until dawn. Time is running out! Yet I still doubt; Doubt that anyone will redeem me before my hours are out. And yet I still have some hope left, Though tattered it is left. I realized then that I have to keep going; Never knowing. I search for the strength to stand. I have to try to break free from this internal evil and stand. I heard an angel call my name; So sweet and tame. Redeem me in my solemn hours. Written by Danielle K.

Feeling You
FEELING YOU Feeling your warmth, Feeling your touch, Wanting you now, Feeling your mouth touch mine, Feeling the erotic passion you unlock inside. Feeling your fingers run down my bare back, The goose bumps come out from your very touch. Feeling your heart beating in time, Feeling you deep within my being, Feeling the desire that burns my body, Knowing I want you and I can’t let go of all the feelings. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved

Tune In This Thursday And Rock Out!
PEOPLE, tuning in is easy! There are many ways and they are all listed here. Just click HERE and your music player will open or a WINDOW WILL POP UP ASKING YOU WHAT PROGRAM YOU WANT TO USE. CHOOSE WHATEVER IS LISTED THERE, such as Winamp, Windows Media Player, iTunes, RealPlayer, Nero, or whatever other player you use for music files.Click above for the Darkside Radio homepage.Once on that page, TO TUNE IN SCROLL DOWN AND CLICK THE SKELETONS. 6.26.08Be Sure To Tune In !!!Rock out with Lord Genocyde:7:00 p.m. Central TimeClick above to DOWNLOAD THE DARKSIDE RADIO TOOLBAR which will make it EVEN EASIER to access the Darkside Radio stream.Brought to you also by:The Lady Misty Genocyde. Welcome to the softer side of insanity...This show is ALL REQUEST Night and celebrates our inherent right to goof off! Lord Genocyde will regale you with weirder than weird news from Reuters' Oddly Enough as well as other strange and bizarre stories, facts, and footnotes as researched by Lady Genocyde! So

Made For '☼ra¥ ºf ₣@ŵҝіń §ụŉ§ђįŉẽ'
imikimi - Customize Your World imikimi - Customize Your World imikimi - Customize Your World Made for my Fave Charmed One AKA: ☼Ra¥ ºf ₣@ŵҝіń §ụŉ§ђįŉẽ Much Love to you hon!! Go & Show this awesome Lady LOTS of Love & Respect!!! Fan , Rate & ADD her ! ☼Ra¥ ºf ₣@ŵҝіń §ụŉ§ђįŉẽ@ fubar Love & Light Dez, Anti

Re: New Big Brother London Underground Signs Stir Controversy
RE: New Big Brother London Underground Signs Stir Controversy ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 24 Jun 2008, 21:12 New Big Brother London Underground Signs Stir Controversy Upon entering the London underground following a rare trip abroad last week I was hit with a sudden reminder that I was entering back into big brother control central when I encountered rows and rows of advertising boards plastered with the same stark posters reading "I THINK I'M BEING WATCHED". http://www. infowars. net/articles/june2008/240608beingwatched. htm

Anger & Love
ANGER & LOVE... While Dad was polishing his new car, his four-yr old son picked up a stone & scratched lines on the side of the car. In his anger, Dad took the child's hand & hit it many times, not realizing he was using a wrench, At d hospital, his child said, "Dad, when will my fingers grow back?". Dad was so hurt. He went back to the car and kicked it a lot of times. Sitting back, he looked at d scratches. child wrote "I LOVE YOU DAD". ANGER & LOVE have no limits ...............we never realise when we hurt some one...its easy hurting ...n its easy forgiving but its very hard to forget.....at for the one who's hurt...!!!! When ever you are angry remember this story.......................

For Sexibeka
imikimi - Customize Your World imikimi - Customize Your World For SexiBeka Thanks for being such a great friend Hon Much Love to you! Show this awesome Lady LOTS of Love & Respect Fan , Rate & ADD Her! SexiBeka - FU-Owned by Will - KO Member@ fubar Love & Light Beka, Anti

Re: Government Permission Required For Parents To Kiss Children
RE: Government Permission Required For Parents To Kiss Children ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 26 Jun 2008, 13:40 Government Permission Required For Parents To Kiss Children Sweeping new policies set to be introduced in the UK will mandate parents to get government permission to kiss their children or take them to the swimming pool in public, measures that are "poisoning" relationships between the generations, according to respected sociologist Professor Frank Furedi. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/june2008/062608_government_permission. htm

Squishy Toilet Seats
Ok so I am at this friends house this weekend, and I have to... well you know, so I go to the bathroom and sit down and WHAM squishy toilet seat. The reason I hate these things are as follows: 1) I know I have air coming out of my butt, I do not need to hear more when I sit down coming from the seat itself 2) My legs stick to the seat much more especially during the summer 3) Regular hard plastic seats allow my cheeks to spread more, assuring a clean shoot. I just hate those damn things. Now it does have 1 advantage. If I go in right after someone else, the seat will retain the heat from the body of the last ass that was upon it. Just a normal rant, sorry ;)

A Poem
*MY EYES BEHOLD YOUR BEAUTY SO RICH, RADIENT BROWN. *I TRY TO WALK RIGHT BY YOU BUT YOUR FRAGRANCE SWIRLS AROUND CALLING ME TO HOLD YOU PRESS YOU TO MY LIPS. *BUT ONCE YOU ARE THERE YOU'LL BE FOREVER ON MY HIPS. *TOTALLY CAPTIVATED I CAN NOT TURN AWAY. *MY LITTLE BOX OF CHOCOLATE THIS ONE THING IS TRUE, I'M SO TOTALLY ADDICTED THERE'S IS NOTHING AS SWEET AS YOU.

Re: Media, Authorities Hype "blonde Haired Terrorist" Threat
RE: Media, Authorities Hype "Blonde Haired Terrorist" Threat ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 25 Jun 2008, 20:05 Media, Authorities Hype "Blonde Haired Terrorist" Threat Following in the footsteps of Fox News, and almost word for word repeating unsubstantiated claims by the head of the CIA, ABC News ran a piece earlier this week alleging that white westerners are being trained in Al Qaeda terror camps in Pakistan with the intention of carrying out attacks in Europe and the USA. http://www. infowars. net/articles/june2008/250608blonde. htm

Is He My Stalker??
So yesterday, I got home and was on the phone with my cousin Rick talking about a bbq we are doing at his sisters house Friday when I noticed a hand written letter sitting on my kitchen table. Now, we all know and love email, so it’s very rare that I receive a hand written letter. I tell Rick I go because dinners ready but really I just wanna read the letter. I ask Jerry where it came from because so far all I have read of it is the first line and I’m thinking oh god its an x boyfriend or something proclaiming their love for me. BOY was I wrong. The letter which was just PLACED in my mailbox without an envelope was from my dad’s cousin through marriage. After reading it I immediately call my uncle who deals with this side of the family that now I believe is crazier than my moms side. He says he’s going to get to the bottom of this. This is beyond creepy. No one in the family has ever just done this before. We didn’t even grow up talking to this family really. I mean I remember seeing

For The Fu Bad Bitches Stang & Ryot Gyrl
imikimi - Customize Your World Two of FUBAR's Finest! Stang & Ryot Gyrl !! Some them some Love & Respect! Rate , Fan & ADD Them. Ryot Gyrl ~Fu Bad B!TCH®~ Head DJ @ Centerfolds@ fubar♡STANG®♡FU BAD B!TCH®♡OWNA OF CENTERFOLDS♡FU WIFEY 2 MY GAT DAMNED SELFϖ@ fubar Love & Light Ladies! Anti

Comment Bombing
Hi All, Another note to say that I CANNOT comment bomb. I am using a rather old laptop for the time being and I when I have tried to leave more than 2 or 3 comments poor old poot has a heart attack and refuses to do owt till it has had a good long long rest .. bit like this old boy really .. Hmmm maybe something in that .. :-S :-S .. lol .. Anyway one day if I get the newer machine all hooked up I may again be able to bomb with a relish as do certain world leaders ....... Till then .. NO CAN DO !!! .. Go Well, Brian.

Is Your Name Being Written Down For One?~bratt~ Is Handing Out A Bling To Her Friends!!!!!
THATS WHAT FRIENDS ARE FOR - Various Artists A friend is in a contest for a 30 day blast 1st place or vip 2nd place. It's his first contest he needs 40000 !!! Lets show him some fubar luv plz. 1 bling for all that help constantly till the end and a 2 credit blingy for all that help till the end if we win. I WILL BLING MY FRIENDS WHEN WE ARE DONE.Thnx you all !!! PLEASE SHOW THE HOST SOME LOVE AND ADD HER THANKS ♥ßllondie♥IßïC♥DSC♥§outhernBadAzzCrew@ fubar

For Ryot Gyrl
imikimi - Customize Your World imikimi - Customize Your World Ryot Gyrl what can I say except she is The Sexiest Punk Rawk Gyrl I Know! Give her some Love & Respect go ADD , Fan , & Rate her... Ryot Gyrl ~Fu Bad B!TCH®~ Head DJ @ Centerfolds@ fubar Love & Light Hun, Anti

Fuck
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For Stang
imikimi - Customize Your World imikimi - Customize Your World For Stang hope you like them hun ! Go show Stang some Proper Love & Respect ! ADD , Rate & Fan ! ♡STANG®♡FU BAD B!TCH®♡OWNA OF CENTERFOLDS♡FU WIFEY 2 MY GAT DAMNED SELFϖ@ fubar Love & Light, Anti

Able To Be Happy?
Am I to be happy? I dwell so deep within myself that I have never seen the light of day. The past never happened, the future will never come, and the present isn't real. Depression is a part of everyday life. The birds chirp for someone else, The day warms the lives of everyone, but me. Happiness lies near, but my mind won't let my heart reach for it, and happiness never knew. I live in a prison, solitary confinement. Fear is my guard. Nothing stops happiness from reaching me, only me from it. I am sure that if I can ever grasp it that the barrier will be forever shattered. How do you break through invisible bars? What is it like to touch something you've never had? I am confined to myself, Just me and my sadness.

Why Do People Hurt Peoples Feeling?
on my picture i was told i was 1 ugly biotch by another person here on fubar I want to know why people insist on being mean & personal im wondering if they were ever taught if u cant say anything nice dont say anything at all its 1 thing to say that shit in mums but this was my personal pics & no 1 can help how the hell they were born i just happened to born handicapt never asked for it not going to change in the future so can any1 tell me y people hurt others

Phoenix, Mesa, Az
Well I took a trip to Phoenix, and Mesa, Az to come out and see my fu-friends. Let me tell you, its been a GREAT trip. It starts with me visiting PebblesinAZ, let me tell you, it has been fun, I like getting around the world, but you know... its even more enjoyable when you meet the people of Fubar and they turn out to be a lot nicer in person then on here. So if you have, good friends on fubar you want to see, you should try and do it. You may have just as fun as I have had :). Btw, Thanks for all the RATES and ADDS and COMMENTS and BLING and SHOTS and GIFTS (you know what, THANKS FOR EVERYTHING FROM EVERYONE) and most of all thanks pebbles for having me out, we should do this again. Dark

Thank You All ....
THANK YOU ALL ! THANKS TO EVERYONE THAT LOOKED AFTER THE LOUNGE WHILE I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL. I'M HOME NOW AND FEELING OK JUST WEAK.ALSO THANKS TO ALL THE NEW MEMBERS FOR JOINING.THANKS TO ALL OUR OLD MEMBERS FOR COMING IN AND HANGING OUT .HOPE TO SEE YOU ALL IN THERE SOON.I REALLY APPRECIATE YOU ALL MORE THAN YOU KNOW. THANKS THE OWNER REV. AUNT REAL! Click the bottle to join the family!

The Surprise
It had been a long, hard day at work. Driving home I was tired beyond belief. I was looking forward to getting home and spending time with my wife before going to bed. Upon reaching the house I noticed that the house was really quiet. “Honey where are you”, I called out. “I am in the kitchen” she replied. Turning the corner into the kitchen my jaw dropped to the floor as I saw her standing nude in front of the stove cooking. Turning to look at me she lifts her eyebrows in a seductive way and with a devilish grin tells me “I have a bath ran for you. So go relax in the bath while I finish up here.” After a long soak in the bath I went back into the dining room to see two plates on the table and her sitting down waiting for me. She pats the seat beside her and tells me to sit down. After sitting down I can no longer hold back my curiosity and ask “Honey where are the kids?” She tells me they were staying over with a friend for the night. After eating a great dinner and never being able

Greyhound
I took Greyhound for my trip and I have to say it really wasn't that bad. The ride was somehwat comfortable but my biggest beef is that they can't keep a schedule to save their lives. That & the on-board toilet was absolutly horrific. I felt really bad for those poor souls that had to sit back by it. The smell was awful. I ended up holding it for 200 miles. In the end, you get what you pay for. I can't say that I would never again use the services of Greyhound but it certainly would be my last resort.

Fubucks Its Gold
MIZZ SHADY'S HOSTING FOUR FUBUCK CONTESTS.. Hey everyone.. I'm hosting for different fubuck contests.. 1) FIRST TWO PEOPLE TO HIT 38K COMMENTS EACH WILL WIN $1 MILLION FUBUCKES EACH. 2) FIRST TWO PEOPLE TO HIT 26K IN COMMENTS WILL EACH WIN $500K IN FUBUCKS 3) FIRST TWO TO HIT 16K IN COMMENTS WILL EACH WIN $250K IN FUBUCKS 4) FIRST FIVE TO HIT 12K IN COMMENTS WILL EACH WIN $100K IN FUBUCKS.. Everyone for each of the fubuck contests will have a total of just 30 days to complete this in.. If you do not make your mark at the end of thirty days you will lose everything.. If you do hit your mark with in the required time frame then you win what ever it is thats offered in the contest your bombing in.. Contest one, two, and three I will need at least ten people for each of those entered before it will start and then it will be exactly 30 days from that start date that it will end.. Contest four I will need 15 people entered before I will start that contest and ju

Love Poem
LOVE POEM My love and heart shall be yours, And when my life had a thought, It go's to you when you are here, And when I say I love you; You feel so happy and gladness, When you open my heart and soul, I felt yours open too. When the time go's bye It's hard to forget, When your in loved, And when somebody is there for you, You behold me when I cared, When I was shy, I always think bout you, When I feel my happiness, I cryin my head, If you see tears, you would know I am crying, When I see your beautiful face, I see me being with you, My heart gets stronger when I am around you, And my love still be open hearted.

A B*tch..
cinco™: A person ain't a 'b*tch' if all it talks about is that it -is- a 'b*tch'. A true b*tch is known to be a b*tch without having to say it's a b*tch. Like NWA raps "A b*tch is a b*tch". What can I say? It seems many on fubar consider themselves a "b*tch", unfortunately...they're just simply wanna-be's. Welcome to the new 30+ year olds' 2nd chance at high school! Yee haw!

New Members Added - See If You've Got Em All!!
GUMMY EXPRESS TRAIN COME RIDE THE GUMMY EXPRESS...THERE'S ONLY A FEW BUT HOPEFULLY WE GROW AND GROW. I'M STARTING THIS TRAIN TO HELP OTHERS WITH ALL DIFFERENT NEEDS. WHETHER IT'S A BULLY THAT NEEDS REPOSTING, LEVELING, RATES, FANS, ADDS, ETC. YOU JUST CALL ON ONE OR ALL OF THE TRAIN AND WE WILL COME RUNNING. HERE ARE A FEW RULES: 1. HELP ANOTHER TRAIN MEMBER IN NEED, OR A FRIEND THEY ASK U TO HELP 2. YOU ASK FOR HELP WHEN U NEED IT AND OTHER TRAIN MEMBERS AND THEIR FRIENDS WILL HELP YOU. 3. HAVE A GREAT TIME GETTING NEW FRIENDS, ETC. 4. WHEN U NEED HELP LEVELING DOESN'T MATTER HOW MANY POINTS YOU HAVE TO LEVEL EVERY LIL BIT HELPS. DON'T LET A HAPPY HOUR GO TO WASTE!!! 5. MUST FAN ADD AND RATE ALL MEMBERS...THEN PM ME THAT YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE ADDED.. the person below gummy express is the person to Private message to add to the train! lots of hugs and kisses! fan rate and add me too! *GUMMY*EXPRESS*ssǝɹdxǝ ʎ

For My Friends And Tiny Hugs Members To Read
I am sorry I have not been on much lately. I don't know why but I am losing interest in the fubar scene. I will not delete my account and I will check in from time to time to see how you are all doing. I am sorry to all the people that have rated me lately and I haven't rated back. Hopefully my interest will come back soon. If you have any questions or concerns you can either leave a comment on this blog, write me a msg or add me to ur msn melaleucagal86@hotmail.com is my email address. My yahoo id is devildoll_669. Again I am very sorry and I love you all Hugs Vanna

Long Haired Men Are Sexy!
I see a guy with long hair and I cant help it..I think of him in a different way..its private and exotic...and intimate.. A rock star all to myself..... Add Rum and coke and Im helpless. Im lost for awhile But its all good! I wonder if Id be the same way with a long haired woman? IDK.............Hmmmm.

Freedom Of Speech
Ok I have to vent for a few folks, sorry in advance! We have way to many people bitching about how soldiers are killers and not heroes or how we should not be in Iraq or Afghanistan, so let me ask you this? How many innocent people died in Iraq and Afghanistan before we stepped in and stopped it? Yes there are car bombs and fights break out now, but the sheer mass numbers from before speaks for them selves! Each soldier over there has saved lives!! INCLUDING OURS!!! Yes that is right, without those brave men and women to stand that wall, how many more attacks would have hit US soil? Maybe it could have been in your town or your loved ones?? Just remember that millions of men and woman in the US Service from now going back to the revolutionary war have fought and dies for your right to bitch and complain about the government and the military, and mine to call you a bunch of suck ass douche bags with so much sand in your little clits it is not even funny!!! I served in Desert S

Re: Leaked Nist Docs: "unusual" Event Before Collapse Of Wtc 7
RE: Leaked NIST Docs: "Unusual" Event Before Collapse Of WTC 7 ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 25 Jun 2008, 13:51 Leaked NIST Docs: "Unusual" Event Before Collapse Of WTC 7 Leaked confidential NIST documents concerning the investigation into the collapse of WTC 7, the 47-storey skyscraper that was not hit by a plane but imploded in under seven seconds on 9/11, reveal that an "unusual" event preceded the collapse of the building - a "jet of flames" that shot out of several windows after most of the fire had already died down. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/june2008/062508_unusual_event. htm

Birth Of My Poetry
Politically and analytically I try to be correct. And gain momentous ground earning respect; Never upsetting the matrix or system of laws. I search diligently for the effect and its cause. Trying to grasp an understanding that always evades; Infusing life into these words before burning the page. Essentially pouring my essence into the fibers of rhyme Concentrating on daydreams before running out of time. The theory of thesis is the Shakespearean lead, The evolution of an author ingeniously bred. Outspoken silence validated by opinionated peers Elevated insight gathered by facing my fears. To reach my goal should I barter my soul? Industrialized, mainstream writing to garner a role. Publicized and published for millions to see. Ostracized and demonized solely for being me. Erratic and sporadic rants caused by serotonin spikes. Revolutionary ideas scribbled in the middle of the night. The anatomy and physiology of my work

Graduation Ceremony And My Son
Well today is my grad ceremony...i am so excited!!!!! Then i got good news last night. My oldest son is coming to visit for 2 weeks, i haven't seen him for almost 2 yrs!! I am so excited to see him..i can't wait til Sunday..i get to go pick him up at the airport and stuff.....man things are going good right now, except for my computer..thats a whole other story! Anyway.....i have a lot of things to do b4 tonight, pick what clothes i am going to wear, clean the house up a little bit, finish laundry and that..i am just so excited...man i can't wait til Sunday. My kids are excited too,they can't wait to see their brother.......... WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Imagine It
Thursday, June 26, 2008 Imagine it Imagine that you're full of energy and enthusiasm, excited and positive about the day ahead. Imagine that you're highly effective, able to achieve whatever you set out to do with confidence and ease. In your mind's eye, see yourself working with discipline and focus, quickly and easily making the decisions that move your world forward. Visualize yourself as always knowing what to say and do in every situation. Imagine yourself being the person you've always wanted to be. Imagine living the life you've always dreamed of living. See it all in rich and colorful detail. Allow yourself to dream, and know, with absolute certainty, that you can have it, you can do it and you can be it. Make your image of yourself and your life a positive one, and you'll program yourself for real, sustained success. Imagine yourself at your very best, and hold that image firmly in your mind, day after day, moment by moment. What you're able to imagine, y

Supreme Court Finds Individual Right To Own Guns
Supreme Court Declares That the Second Amendment Guarantees an Individual Right to Keep and Bear Arms Fairfax, VA - Leaders of the National Rifle Association (NRA) praised the Supreme Court's historic ruling overturning Washington, D.C.'s ban on handguns and on self-defense in the home, in the case of District of Columbia v. Heller. "This is a great moment in American history. It vindicates individual Americans all over this country who have always known that this is their freedom worth protecting," declared NRA Executive Vice President Wayne LaPierre. "Our founding fathers wrote and intended the Second Amendment to be an individual right. The Supreme Court has now acknowledged it. The Second Amendment as an individual right now becomes a real permanent part of American Constitutional law. " Last year, the District of Columbia appealed a Court of Appeals ruling affirming that the Second Amendment to the Constitution guarantees an individual right to keep and be

Words
I want to speak words I want to speak words that mean something I want to speak words that make you stop and think Words that Heal Relieve Soothe Ignite Excite I want to speak words that you ingest, digest, regurgitate, then digest again Words that will still ring true hundreds of years from now I want to spit syllables as sharp as daggers that could kill if I aimed them right I want to speak volumes I want to say something so profound that the world is changed in an instant I want to speak words that part seas and make mountains fall I want to speak words that transcend time and break language barriers I want to speak words that I want to speak words I want to speak I want ... To be heard.

Yakapin Mo Ako
Minsan pa, yakapin mo ako Nang mahigpit, 'tong huling sandali Kailanman, ang nasa isip ko'y Ang labi mo'y mahalikang muli REFRAIN Ngayon unawain, puso ko'y umaamin Na ika'y hahanapin irog ko Kailangan sabihin masakit sa damdamin Mawala ka sa buhay ko Minsan pa, yakapin mo ako Masdan ang puso kong lumuluha Tandaan, mapalayo ka man Kahit saan, mamahalin kita Yakapin Mo Ako (Put Your Hands Around Me) - Joey Albert

Crazy People
Why must I deal with crazy people all day in my life? Were did they all come from? ya someone out there is askin why I am even writing this because I am crazy to! Yep I even have the papers to prove it! lol lol Anyway these people have different ranges of crazy from the excentric to the down right moronic. I mean how do they fucnction in life they come ask stupid questions or they cause unnessesary drama in there lives and the lives of others. Now dont get me wrong som of the drama can be down right entertaining! lol It is the best tho when you are not directly involved. Any who then you have the moronic ones who no matter what have to be stupid, its not there fault it was the fault of those they were around while growing up and I tell ya I feel bad for stupid people. Never knowing if they will make an achomplishment in there life or not. Yep now you are wondering why is she talkin bout stupid people when she can not spell or punctuate properly. Well I do have a brain and I am not perf

Should They Be Banned?
Ok, we all post MUMMs, but do you think they should be banned until the MUMMers grow up? They are getting more nasty every day. The MUMMs are there to help people make up their mind, not to bash people. What do you think? Feel free to leave your opinion.

This Is My Forest
This is my forest a sea of wires. This gaggle of vision is my flame. These trees are men, the engineers. And a tribe of farmers on there sunday off. Gods--the directors. Cameras, greek Centaurs on the boom, sliding w/silent Mobile grace Toward me-- a leaping clown In the great sun's eye. Grand danger there in curved thigh. The avenging finger-- lord.

Help Us Level 2 Oracle
Please Show your Support to Snake Eyes Radio Help the Following Staff Level to Oracle You Make Us Sexy, We Make You Happy We apperciate YOU ! Thanks For all the Support ! Sincerely, The Staff @ S.E.R. Always Impersonated but never Duplicated On their way to Insider **LiL_§tar**§ERGreetr-FUWifey2?ÐámmeR?/RevEternalsAssistan@ fubar 1427895 - insider ßêãÑè®™»ŠÊR» OWNED BY DJ SWEETDREA,MS@ fubar 92898- insider ?TrippinDaizy ?~*SnakeEyes Smartass & Greeter*~@ fubar 287645 - insider †Lord Ðrake † ? S.E.W.C.?SER DJ,Tech Manager?@ fubar 645684- insider On their way to FU-King † Skitz † FuOwned By Twaune & Bobbo †@ fubar 323690 - fuking DJ ? Lucky ? S.E. W.C. ? Fu Pwned by Soft69Sexy

Another Blog By Miki, He Has So Many Great Blogs
subject: New Space post date: 2008-05-07 21:35:25 views: 9 comments: 0 ratings: 0 When a friend leaves,there is a void, And no one can ever fill that space. But to you,my new friend, You deserve your own special place. No shoes to fill,no great expectations, All I ever ask is that you just be you. Your friendship will have a place in my heart, To you my heart will always be true. Never hide your fears,be honest with an open mind, And I will always do the same for you. So take your place within my heart, Hopefully I will have a place in your heart to. Miki@ fubar

Blog By Miki
subject: July 2007 to my friends post date: 2008-05-08 06:46:14 views: 4 comments: 0 ratings: 0 subject: My Last Online Poem(july today) post date: 2007-07-27 05:51:14 views: 34 comments: 1 ratings: 0 You won't see the pain, Because you can't see my eyes. You won't feel my loss, Because you can't see through its disguise. y think because we don't touch, That we can never feel. I'm sorry to say your so wrong, I have wounds that will never heal. Some I just met,others its been a while, Some hearts have been lost,while others remain. All these memoreys I will carry with me, But without you it just won't be the same. Soon my new journey will begin, And away from you I will walk alone. I will want and long for you all, Till the day I'm back here at home. I'll see ya when I see you.Hope its soon. One of Miki's amazing poems Miki

ĐÚng La MÔt SỰ MẤt MÁt CỦa NhÂn DÂn
1.Ông Võ Văn Kiệt- Người đóng vai trò quan trọng trong quá trình đổI mớI kinh tế` xã hộI Việt Nam vừa từ trần (sáng ngày 11/6/2008 tại Singapore). Bản tin BBC đã đưa tin sớm ngày 11/6. Nhiều báo chí nước ngoài đã đưa tin. Báo chí VN im lặng mãi đến 2 ngày sau mớI có thông báo chính thức. Sớm hay muộn thì “người kiến tạo”, “đóng vai trò quan trọng, chủ chốt” trong tiến trình đổI mớI kinh tế xã hộiI Việt Nam cũng đã qua đời. Nhiều bài viết, tiếng nói chia sẽ, đánh giá, ghi nhận công lao đóng góp của Ông Võ Văn Kiệt. Nguời gần gủi, thân thương gọi là Anh, Chú sáu Dân; ngư̖

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Rip Barry
RIP BARRY D OAKLEY OCT. 29, 1962 TO JUNE 25, 2008 GOD REST HIS SOUL. HE WAS A GREAT MAN.. HE DIED FROM ACCIDENTAL SUFFERCATION... PLEASE THERE ARE RUMORS FLYING AROUND ABOUT HOW HE DIED THAT IS FAR FROM THE TRUTH.. I AM HIS BEST FRIEND AND I KNOW THAT MAN BETTER THAN WHAT IS BEING SAID.. PLEASE KEEP HIS FRIENDS AND FAMILY IN YOUR PRAYERS... THANKS ANGEL AKA EVILMINDED

Redneck Book Of Manners
TIPS FROM THE REDNECK BOOK OF MANNERS 1. Never take a beer to a job interview. 2. Always identify people in your yard before shooting at them. 3. It's considered poor taste to take a cooler to church. 4. If you have to vacuum the bed, it is time to change the sheets. 5. Even if you're certain that you are included in the will, it is still considered tacky to drive a U-Haul to the funeral home. ***DINING OUT *** 1. If drinking directly from the bottle, always hold it with your fingers covering the label. 2. Avoid throwing bones and food scraps on the floor as the restaurant may not have dogs. ***ENTERTAINING IN YOUR HOME *** 1. A centerpiece for the table should never be anything prepared by a taxidermist. 2. Do not allow the dog to eat at the table no matter how good his manners are. ***PERSONAL HYGIENE *** 1. While ears need to be cleaned regularly, this is a job that should be done

Demp
DEMP Class 6/26/08 Time for a little alphabet soup. My local dive shop offers an option as part of their rescue program. They call it the ultimate rescue diver. It consists of three courses, EFR (Emergency First Responder or CPR), the PADI Rescue Class, and then the DAN DEMP class. Having completed the first two, I did the DEMP class this week. DEMP, or Diving Emergency Management Provider as tought by my shop is actually a collection of five classes bundled together. O2 provider, Advanced O2 provider, AED, First Aid for Hazardous Marine Life and On-site Neurological assessment. It is taught over two nights. The class began with a review of CPR. Most of us had just done the EFR class, so this went fairly rapidly. Then we moved into the Automated External Defibrillators(AED), integrating that into the CPR process. After that, we moved into the Oxygen Provider portion of the class. A detailed breakdown of the equipment, as we had to have a knowledge of each component. In fa

Baby
life growing inside me knowing its there makes me smile my body a cocoon for this fragile being my heart full of love for my unborn child my purpose in life soon to be fulfilled my dreams of holding a child of my own soon to be a child with a perfect smile ten tiny little toes ten tiny little fingers a wonder to behold i sit and wonder what my child will be like will the baby have my eyes? my hair color? will my baby look like me? or will the baby look like daddy? will my child grow up with my book smarts or its daddys street smarts all i can hope for my baby all i can dream for my baby is that it grows up with the best of both of us

High Security Risk
hey good morning how are you? hey i want to tell you about some thing. theres this answer thig going around in email you answer a question and you get this cool ass web desktop program its cool looking and it does all kinds of stuff but the problem is i just looked in to it and it is a scam to get your password/s and all of your contacts and there passwords to ever where and everthing. and if you fall in to this you soon will not get any email through your service real world problem.i have the security doc i will post it i was wandering if you could also and spread the word befor it's to late for people.wwdt4h Donn heres the address, http://blogs.technet.com/steriley http://Spamhuntress.com/2007/12/15/smsac-turns-into-FanBox this is all i have right now. stay tuned.

Day2
Really enjoying my time with the girls here, still sore from the spider bite, dayum looks rough too. My better-half started her kemo yesterday, really takes a toll on her and with me being down too makes it that much more difficult. I set up the bedroom yesterday before Hotpantz got home from the doc, I set up some flowers she had received from co-workers, set up the bed so she would be plenty comfortable and decorated with some things the girls and I made for her. Made my first successful batch O' cornbread last night! LOL really added a nice touch to Bar-b-que chicken, pasta salad and veggies. her appointment and next treatment is today @ noon, double dose so I will be driving her there and home. Yall show her some love and support if u get a chance she is HotPantz76!

In An Auction Come Bid On Me
I AM UP FOR AUCTION CLICK PICTURE BELOW TO BID MY OFFER: 100 11'S A DAY FOR 30 DAYS 200 10'S A DAY FOR 30 DAYS 3 PROFILE COMMENTS A DAY FOR 30 DAYS 5 PICTURE COMMENTS A DAY FOR 30 DAYS 1 GIFT DAILY (FOR 30 DAYS) 3 LARGE PIMPIN GIFTS 3 BLINGS OF MY CHOICE (NO 1 CREDIT BLINGS) DURING THE 30 DAYS YOUR NAME AS MY OWNER FOR 30 DAYS YAHOO AND SKYPE ID'S #1 IN FAMILY AND FRIENDS OTHER SPECIAL THINGS I MAY FEEL LIKE DOING FOR MY OWNER

Friends
people come and people go sometimes we are blessed sometimes we make friends for life friends we call brother or sister the bond has grown so strong these friends are the ray of sunshine in what could otherwise be a dark life i am lucky to have such friends some i see everyday some are a phone call away some i just have to get online and they are there it is the last group that keeps me sane they have been there for me through trials beyond count physical pain, emotional pain and mental anguish through relationships gone bad and last but not least my friends, me family online are helping me cope with the latest burden being a single mother my friends, my family when all i need to do is type a few simple words I NEED TO TALK and they are there whether they be near or far they do what they do best they comfort and console they love and accept and for this i love my family near or far the only family i can count on my family online LOVE YOU GUYS

People Trash Talking Me
Well it was brought to my attention this evening. that I have a certain person talking trash about me, and tonight one of his "buddies" comes to my mum talking crap, and sending messages about blocking him, and would I add him back. So I shout to him asking what the deal is, and this is what was said. ->logmaster200: If u think it is u, need to get a life ->logmaster200: uummm HHHEEELLOO fubar is not real logmaster200: Go forth and spread your lies ->logmaster200: my last three mums? logmaster200: LOL,,,, your past 3 mumms were lies,,, I call u on them and u get pissed at me---- ok whatever ->logmaster200: i have never posted lies, u need to get a grip logmaster200: if you stop posting lies,,, then he wont talk shit now will he ->logmaster200: whatever logmaster200: will just put an update in the 2nd bulletin to all his mumm friends ->logmaster200: whos is talking to him? ->logmaster200: so u hagn, anf tel him to go to hell logmaster200: eeeeeeh,,, talking to him now,,,

Fuck This Piece Of Shit Website
JUST A FEW THINGS TO START WITH. I HAVE MADE A FEW GREAT FRIENDS WHILE ON THIS PISS POOR SITE AND THEY KNOW WHO THE ARE, SO THIS DOES NOT PERTAIN TO YOU. AS FOR THE REST OF THE NO BRAIN, INBRED WEBWHORES AND ASSHOLE FAGGOTS CAN GO CHOKE ON THIS STEAMING PILE OF SHIT SITE. TRY SOMETHING NEW YOU SELF-CENTERED FUCKWADS AND LEAVE MOMMIES BASEMENT, TURN OFF THE KIDDIE PORN AND SEE SOME SUNSHINE FOR A CHANGE. THIS IS THE LAST FROM TOP SO TAKE IT FOR WHAT IT IS. I WILL BE TELLING THE OWNERS IN STAFF IN PRIVATE MESSAGES PRETTY MUCH THE SAME THING SO I'M SURE I WILL BE DELETED FAIRLY QUICKLY BECAUSE IF YOUR OPINIONS VARY FROM THEIR NARROW MINDED VIEW OF SOCIETY THEN THEY TRY TO PUSH YOU OUT. GOOD LUCK TO THOSE THAT MATTER AND TO THOSE WHO DON'T HOPE YOU ROT TO DEATH QUICKLY AND STOP SUCKING UP THE GOOD AIR FOR THE REST OF HUMANITY.

Hanny's Voorwerp
What is Hanny's Voorwerp? Credit: Galaxy Zoo Project, ING Explanation: What is that green thing? A volunteer sky enthusiast surfing through online Galaxy Zoo images has discovered something really strange. The mystery object is unusually green, not of any clear galaxy type, and situated below relatively normal looking spiral galaxy IC 2497. Dutch schoolteacher Hanny van Arkel, discovered the strange green "voorwerp" (Dutch for "object") last year. The Galaxy Zoo project encourages sky enthusiasts to browse through SDSS images and classify galaxy types. Now known popularly as Hanny's Voorwerp, subsequent observations have shown that the mysterious green blob has the same distance as neighboring galaxy IC 2497. Research is ongoing, but one leading hypothesis holds that Hanny's Voorwerp is a small galaxy that acts like a large reflection nebula, showing the reflected light of a bright quasar event that was visible in the center of IC 2497 about 100,000 years ago. Pictured above, Hanny

Post Turtle
The Post Turtle While suturing a cut on the hand of a 75 year old Texas rancher, whose hand was caught in a gate while working cattle, the doctor struck up a conversation with the old man. Eventually the topic got around to Obama and his bid to be our President. The old rancher said, 'Well, ya know, Obama is a 'post turtle'.' Not being familiar with the term, the doctor asked him what a 'post turtle' was. The old rancher said, 'When you're driving down a country road and you come across a fence post with a turtle balanced on top, that's a 'post turtle'.' The old man saw a puzzled look on the doctor's face, so he continued to explain. 'You know he didn't get up there by himself, he doesn't belong up there, he doesn't know what to do while he is up there, and you just want to help the dumb ass get down.'

Release The Hawks!
The ecoterrorist group PETA has taken offense at Wimbledon's practice of shooting pigeons to remove the flying rats from the grounds. Apparantly the birds are all over, and they took to having sharpshooters pluck them one by one from the storied event. Instead, they have released two trained hawks, who go around and chase away and bully the pigeons into submission. Living in the country, I understand that it is way more humane to get ripped apart by a bird of prey then a pellet thru the skull. Apparantly bird on bird violence is approved by PETA. Which brings me to my point. I don't think that I could smuggle the hawks into the country, so I'm putting this fine idea out to an English Fubarian. I want you to get a pair of identical hawks. I don't care how you do it, legal or otherwise, just do it. I then want you to take the time to train it to retrieve tennis balls. Snatch them out of the air. If they can snag a pigeon in the air, they should be able to grab a tenn

Tequila Thirstday & The Blue Cat Has Gone Bling Loco!
It's Tequila Thirstday! & The Cat has Gone Loco! To Celebrate Thirstday, The Blue Cat is giving away Bling! and Fu Bucks! Three (3) Times today we will play the following three songs back to back to back. Be the first Fu in to the lounge to type in Tequila!, Tequila!, Tequila! and win yourself a Bling Kitty! The Three songs to listen for are: 1. Mas Tequila by Sammy Hagar 2. Tequila Sunrise by The Eagles 3. Tequila by The Ventures All three songs in that order -- Easy enuff right? You do not have to be a member of the club to win, but why not join one of the best Clubs on the Fu? If the winner is a member of the club they will receive an extra 500 Fu bucks and if the winner is also a member of the Blue Cat Party Bus another 500 fubucks! The Cat has gone Loco! Just click on any of the cats to be transported to the club. Brought to you by The Blue Cat Club!

R.i.p To Our Friends
DEATH IS NOTHING AT ALL,I HAVE ONLY SLIPPED AWAY INTO THE NEXT ROOM. I AM I AND YOU ARE YOU. WHATEVER WE WERE TO EACH OTHER , THAT WE STILL ARE.CALL ME BY MY OLD FAMILIAR NAME, SPEAK TO ME IN THE EASY WAY WHICH YOU ALWAYS USED. PUT NO DIFFERENCE INTO YOUR TONE, WEAR NO FORCED AIR OF SOLEMNITY OR SORROW.LAUGH AS WE ALWAYS LAUGHED AT THE LITTLE JOKES WE ENJOYED TOGETHER. PLAY,SMILE, THINK OF ME PRAY FOR ME,LET MY NAME BE EVER THE HOUSEHOLD WORD THAT IT ALWAYS WAS,LET IT BE SPOKEN WITHOUT EFFORT,WITHOUT THE TRACE OF A SHADOW ON IT. LIFE MEANS ALL THAT IT EVER MEANT. IT IS THE SAME AS IT EVER WAS; THERE IS ABSOLUTELY UNBROKEN CONTINUITY. WHY SHOULD I BE OUT OF MIND BECAUSE I'M OUT OF SIGHT? I AM BUT WAITING FOR YOU,FOR AN INTERVAL,SOMEWHERE VERY NEAR,JUST AROUND THE CORNER. ALL IS WELL.

Back In The States And Back On The Site.
Yeah I'm back I doubt you will remember me cause honestly I've forgotten a shit ton of you anyway. Yeah it's me Johnny a.k.a. the cerebrate. Um yeah I'll be posting shit on here again and working on my profiles and shiz. Drop a line if you feel like talking ja. -jOHnNy

A Soldiers
read it Ask this question to a soldier, the answers in his eyes Always we will be here waiting, the call we wont deny We'll always fight for freedom, never asking why We'll go away to far off lands, leaving our loved ones behind Many times we are alone, several times inside Open the windows to our souls, see the tears we hide Secrets we cannot keep, are in a soldiers eyes They said my life was over They said I was a waste You’ll never have a life my boy Not even just a taste I refused to believe them I was better than the rest And when I looked up from my feet There was a sign saying be the best. I walked in through the door Determined to make them see “You want to be a soldier lad?” “Come on then, follow me.” If you saw me now My life far from over I’m sure as hell not a waste Far from it I’m a soldier.

Still Alive!
we still have dial up. trying to connect to this site with dial up sucks monkey balls! such is life while we serve overseas. I am not complaining though. Sure miss the funny comments, stupid mumms we all made fun of and just silliness that goes on here at times. Thought I would leave a blog to say HEY...we are still alive just not active here. Yeah might complain about myspace but at least we can access that site through dial up! LOL so have a drink for us then! Just keep me posted on some of the silliness you go through! Yes I still have yahoo messenger you can hit us up on!

Real Or Fake
FRIENDS!! FAKE FRiENDS: Never ask for food. REAL FRiENDS: are the reason you have no food. FAKE FRiENDS: Say yea i will come out for ur birthday. REAL FRiENDS: Actually do come out for ur birthday. FAKE FRiENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs REAL FRiENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM FAKE FRiENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. REAL FRiENDS: Would sit next to you sayin "Damn ... we fucked up ... but that shit was fun!" FAKE FRiENDS: never seen you cry. REAL FRiENDS: cry with you FAKE FRiENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. REAL FRiENDS: keep your shit so long they forget its yours. FAKE FRiENDS: know a few things about you. REAL FRiENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you. FAKE FRiENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing. REAL FRiENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you. FAKE FRiENDS: Would knock on your front door. REAL FRiENDS: Walk right in and say "I'M

What A Tease
Hey guys, Well I guess I can be a little much of a tease. No I'm a big tease. Sorry guys but I'm good at it. Usually when a guy really get frustrated he either stays away from me, or makes sure he gets what he wants. Last night I was dancing at a party, wearing a bikini top, and cotton shorts. This guy comes up and just starts dancing with me. I danced with him, teasing the entire time. Suddenly his tongue is in my mouth and his hands in my shorts. I push away and he slaps me in the face. "FUCKING TEASE" he screams and walks away. Well security saw the whole thing - image that James and Daimen watching me. They grab the guy and through him out. They tell him to way for me outside. James even tell him someone will be slipping something in my drink and if he waits for me to come out and get air, I'm easy to grab. The guy says "I DON'T FUCK TEASES" and leaves. Daimen brings me a coke tells me the guy left the property so I don't have to worry. He looks at where

What Is My Love Like Today?
One cricket said to another -- come, let us be ridiculous, and say love! --Conrad Aiken Let's all sit in a circle and take turns being ridiculous about what our love is like. Let's play tag with it, and pass it on. Let's say that our love is like diamonds sprinkled on a clear moonless sky, and let's pass it on. Let's say it's like one rose petal too tender to touch, and let's pass it on. Let's say it's like rainbows filling a city sky, and pass it on. Let's say it's small and hard, like an agate or shell, and let's keep passing it on. We can find images for love all around us, and when we express it to others this way, it grows. What is my love like today?

Imagination / Reality
Thursday, June 26, 2008 Imagine it Imagine that you're full of energy and enthusiasm, excited and positive about the day ahead. Imagine that you're highly effective, able to achieve whatever you set out to do with confidence and ease. In your mind's eye, see yourself working with discipline and focus, quickly and easily making the decisions that move your world forward. Visualize yourself as always knowing what to say and do in every situation. Imagine yourself being the person you've always wanted to be. Imagine living the life you've always dreamed of living. See it all in rich and colorful detail. Allow yourself to dream, and know, with absolute certainty, that you can have it, you can do it and you can be it. Make your image of yourself and your life a positive one, and you'll program yourself for real, sustained success. Imagine yourself at your very best, and hold that image firmly in your mind, day after day, moment by moment. What you're able to imagine, you'r

Teen Agers
HELLO MY NAME IS DONN I HAVE THREE SONNS AND A DAUGHTER I LOST ONE OFF MY SONNS WHEN HE WAS 10 DAYS OLD .I WAS 21.ANY WAYS ABOUGHT YOUR DAUGHTER SHE SOUNDS LIKE SHE LEARNED ALOT FROM YOU. BECOUSE SHE WAS SCARED OF BEING CAUGHT . LIKE MOST TEEN AGERS. MY DAUGHTER WAS DATING A BLACK GUY WHO WAS 19 AND I DON'T HAVE A COLOR ISSUE BUT IT WAS IS AGE THAT UPSET ME. MY DAUGHTER AT THE TIME WAS 14 AND A YEAR BEFORE THAT HER GRAND FATHER DID THINGS TO HER. SO EVER SINCE SHE'S HAD THE URGE.WELL I CALLED HER HOUSE ONE DAY TO TALK TO HER MOTHER AND FOUND OUT THAT NO ONE WAS HOME AND I ASKED WHO WAS WATCHING YOU SHE SAID NO ONE. WELL THAT GOT ME UPSET THREE KIDDS HOME ALONE.AND I ASK WHO WAS IN THE BACK GROUND BECOUSE I DIDN'T RECONIZE THE VOICE. SHE SAID AH THATS JUST A FRIEND OF MINE,SO I ASK HOW OLD HE WAS BECOUSE HE HAD A DEEP VOICE.SO I GOT IN TO TALKING AND ASKING ABOUT SEX WITH HIM THEN SHE THOUGHT I WAS GETTING INTO HER BUISINESS, AND I SAID WHEN YOUR 18 YOU CAN DO WHAT YOU WANT BUT RIGHT N

Do You Know Your State Motto?
Good Morning, hello there and how d do? It’s a Thursday in most parts of the country and abroad. Speaking of the country have you ever got a look at some of the State Mottos or Greetings? Some of them are pretty cute. While others, leave a lot to be desired so I thought it might be cool to change some up a bit with the help of a site I found it was easy… Here they are in Alphabetical order: New State Mottos Alabama: At Least We're not Mississippi -&- Yes, We Have Electricity Alaska: 11,623 Eskimos Can't be Wrong! -&- We Also Take American Money Arizona: But It's a Dry Heat Arkansas: Litterasy Ain't Everything (said with three good teeth) California: As Seen on TV Colorado: If You Don't Ski, Don't Bother Connecticut: Like Massachusetts, Only Dirtier and With Less Character Delaware: We Really Do Like the Chemicals in our Water Florida: Ask Us About Our Grandkids & Vote fixing…(Yeah that one is still costing us millions daily) Georgia: We Put the "Fun" in Fundamentalis

Kissed U
LEANS IN GIVES YOU A DEEP SLOW SEARCHING KISS***MUAH** > ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ > WARNING: YOU HAVE JUST RECEIVED FU-MONO!! > YOU WILL NEED TO KISS FIVE OTHER FU'S TO GET RID OF IT. > PECKS ON THE CHECK OR FOREHEAD DO NOT CURE IT. > SO PUCKER UP AND LAY IT ON SOMEONE YOU LOVE GOOD. > ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ > AFTER YOU HAVE GOT THIS MESSAGE PUT IN YOUR STATUS > WHO YOU CAUGHT IT FROM. """""

Help St. Louis
Hey everyone. You don't have to like or love Budweiser.....but it would be appreciated if you took a few minutes of your time and signed this online petition to keep Anheuser-Busch here in St. Louis. Help keep thousands of jobs HERE in St. Louis! Here's the website. It's easy and takes less than 5 minutes. Thanks everyone! Hugs and luv! http://www.petitiononline.com/SaveBud/petition.html

Thursday Opie And Anthony Links: Jim Norton Returns, New O&a Photos, New Boobs On Ratemywow, New Cream Pie Jones Audio, Traveling Virus Update, New Vi
LISTEN TO TODAY'S OPIE AND ANTHONY SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) It's Thursdee...ThursDEE... and our meaty-bosomed li'l pal Jim Norton is back from doing... something. He'll remind us where he was. Our memories are shot. NEW Boobs On RateMyWOW: Thanks to our west coast cronies Yoshi, and Brandon Iron, who is promoting his site LOAD MY MOUTH (seriously, don't click on that at work), we have a new set of nubs to show you, courtesy of starlet Mylie Moore: RateMyWOW: Mylie Moore (Ladies... submit your WOW photo now! Remember, no WOW in the photo = not getting on the site) ...If you like bosoms, and just need more of them... If any portion of the previous photo left you with an urge to fondle the bosoms of the sexy (but married) co-worker, you might want to check out this thingee... We're talking about Ashley Madison...the place you go if you want to cheat... discreetly (right, because so many people want to do it overtly...sheesh)... it's the dating ser

Glad To Be Free
Just as happy as can be. Got so many good things going for me. Glad to be single , glad to be free. Enjoying getting to know new friends. No one to argue with when the day ends. Trying my best with everyone to make amends. Finaly saw the light that everyone thought I'd never see. Glad to be single. Glad to be free. written by: Nikki Guillotte

Check Out This Awesome Fu!
Check Out This Awesome Fu! This sweet and awesome man owns me from 6/15-8/15. Please show him a lot of love and tell him LilBamaGirl sent ya. SingleDad38 {{{{{SHADOW LEVELERS }}}}} R/L BF of JeSS This Pimpout Brought To You By LilBamaGirl ~Shadow Leveler~ @ fubar

Fathers Day Train
I'm making a fathers day train to show some love to the fathers out there if you wanna jump on please shout me and or message me and ill add ya asap!!! yesssss to all the awesome daddy's today Happy fathers day enough it you deserve it!!! Wanna add an awesome daddy to this train please message me tyvm happy dad day!! ~Mike S~( Taken by MzMic HER Mikey) HideAway Lounge 8-p@ fubar RYDZZZ-HeAd EnFoRcEr @ THE HIDEAWAY@ fubar Steve DJ & Greeter @ The Hideaway Lounge@ fubar Mark11779@ fubar Dr. DJ@hideaway@ fubar Tappinit~@ fubar ~~ REDNECKWOMAN IN TEXAS ~~@ fubar KinG SLIM¢¼Da InFamous HEAD ¨¢¢¯@Forbidden~R/L BF 2 HYPNO~Lollipop Gurlz recruiter~~(OTB)*@ fubar

Abuse
I've covered this before, but a recent mumm made me think of this again. I have a belief that people who tolerate abuse Like it, and deserve it. There is no reason for someone to tolerate putdowns, beatings, etc unless they secretly enjoy them. And I really can't stand pathetic excuses about "staying for the kids". A child would get much more traumatized living in those conditions than with a single parent. Seriously.

Sick Of The Repost This Is Real Life Bulletins....
First off, THIS IS FUBAR. This is an online bar that ppl are SUPPOSED to come to and have fun with their online friends. Secondly, I would NEVER walk into a RL bar handing out candles for someone that I never even knew existed for ANY cause. So, I am not about to do it here on Fubar either. Third, I come online to Fubar to have fun, and I dont really care if John Doe that never even said Hello to me blew up his car and then was run over by a garbage truck. Now, lots of you will think I am mean and coldhearted. And for those that want to think like that, I dont care. REMOVE ME. I do not sit and go through newspapers looking for strangers that have died so I can go to their funerals or make memorial posters to stick to my car or send their families condolences... Hence, I am not doing it on Fubar either. I am on Fubar for the Fubar related things. I am on Fubar for my Fubar friends. I am here for the Tours, lounges, auctions, pics, and all that good stuff. I am here to have a

Apollo Declines.
"Do you ever sleep?" I was smoking in the kitchen again. Not fish, not sausage. A big stinkin cigar. Okay, maybe not big, and to me, it wasn't stinkin. The invader was my roommate's companion for the night. I think. I hadn't really ventured out of the lair for quite some time. Only to make a grilled cheese, return to the swampy solitude of my unairconditioned hell. Maybe watch a couple black and white movies. Maybe a couple blue movies. Feel my eyes drip out of my sockets. I think I had been standing there, not attending to the conversation for a full two minutes while I stared at my fizzing concoction. Toast doesn't sizzle. It... fizzes. Gently. Hisses maybe. This is going to be a good sandwich. "Uh... yeah, about every three days." My butt dangling between my teeth, a pool of spit gathering, threatening to dribble down my chin and bare, pale chest. She was staring. I guess I did cut an odd figure. Fuzzy short copper hair, long, absurd cartoony boxers, and c

Red Lobster Warning
Subject: WARNING; RED LOBSTER - PLEASE READ This is pretty serious. I don't know if you go to Red Lobster, but you may not want to after reading this. Warning about Red Lobster Restaurants This one sure took me by surprise. NO, I did NOT check this out with Snopes, but please, feel free to do so. WARNING ABOUT RED LOBSTER RESTAURANTS This is important and worth the time to read! Warning!! Be careful if you eat at RED LOBSTER RESTAURANTS A young women was having a meal at the restaurant and suddenly began to experience intense chest pains. Nothing her friends or the restaurant personnel did would relieve the pain. '911' was called and an ambulance was sent and the women was transported to a nearby hospital where doctors removed the women's blouse. As soon as this was done, emergency room personnel were able to properly diagnose the cause of the pain: AND YOU CAN GET CRABS

Prayer Wheel For Our Military....
If you read this, you WILL forward it on. You just won't be able to stop yourself. The average age of the military man is 19 years. He is a short haired, tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances is considered by society as half man, half boy. Not yet dry behind the ears, not old enough to buy a beer, but old enough to die for his country. He never really cared much for work and he would rather wax his own car than wash his father's, but he has never collected unemployment either. He's a recent High School graduate; he was probably an average student, pursued some form of sport activities, drives a ten year old jalopy, and has a steady girlfriend that either broke up with him when he left, or swears to be waiting when he returns from half a world away. He listens to rock and roll or hip-hop or rap or jazz or swing and a 155mm howitzer. He is 10 or 15 pounds lighter now than when he was at home because he is working or fighting from before dawn to well after dusk. He ha

4 Guys Who Want To Kno
What do you prefer when you get into a relationship?1- Would you rather have a fun fling or a lasting relationship?LASTING2- What was your longest relationship?7 YRS OFF AND ON3-What is your favorite personality trait?HUMOR4- What is the most romantic thing a significant other could do?NOT VERY ROMANTICAL5- When you are dating someone, what is the most important thing to you?LOYALTY,HONESTY6- Do you like pet names (ex: baby, sweetheart...)?YES7- What is your ideal night out with a significant other?DANCING AROUND THE TOWN8- What is your ideal night in with a significant other?CUREKED UP WATCHING MOVIES9- Would you be able to tell someone you love them, even if you didn't feel it?NO10- Do you like relationships that invovle serious commitments?SOMETIMES AM OKAY WIT THE FLOW11- If you ever got engaged, how would you want it to happen?SPNTOANOUSLY12- If you were engaged, would you want a wedding as soon as possible?NOPE13- Do you like to talk about the future when in a serious relationshi

Me Survey
Who Are You?Name:MADISON PRISCILLA MEDINAZodiac Sign:GEMINI BITCHESRising Sign:TUARESBirth Year:1987 LIKE THE GOONIES BIRTH YRBirthplace:INDIO,CALIHometown:PALMSPRINGSIs your Hometown a small town, rural town, suburb, city, or inner-city:IDKHighschool(s):VENTURA AND CHANNEL ISLANDSAre you the eldest, middle, youngest or only child?:BABYHeritage:MEXICAN WHITE WASHEDWhat Do You Look Like?Hair Color:UDK BROWN RITE NOWEye Color:BROWN LIKE THE OTHER 98% OF MXICAN DECENTSkin tone:BROWN CARMEL MIXED WIT WHITE CHOCOLATEFace Shape:ROUNDHeight:5 2 SHAWTY IS A 10Weight:MORE TO HANDLE AS IF U COULDShoe size:8 OR 6 IN GUYSWhat Makes You TickWhat aspect of your personality do you like best?AM FUNNYWhich aspect of your personality do you like the least?AM CHUBBY What are some things about other people that annoy you?ALOT OF TALKING,TALKING SHIT ABOUT A PERSON THENHANGIN OUT WIT DAT PERSONWhat are some things about you that might annoy people?HAVE TO HAVE THE LAST WRD When you were a kid, what did yo

I Hate This!
Phil is showing signs of being into the same things as He-WHo-Must-Never-Be-Named was into (an ex... you all know who.. THE ex). aside from THAT uncomfortable ness. I supposedly have 20k in a bank for when i turned 18. and do you know what i want to do with it? No, not a shopping spree. No, not a fancy house. No, not a wedding. No, not vacay. I wanted to ration it at first, make it my emergency money... well, we have an emergency. If i don't lose weight, i might lose my mind. Literally. I am FREAKING OUT. I have a large gut. lots of rolls. cellulite like you wouldn't believe possibly on a 5'ft tall girl. cottage cheese, hideous stretch marks so deep you could row a boat down them... it's no wonder phil shows no interest in me. I'm not up to my usual bitching. i have photos and a video as proof, and there will be more. there will be proof i'm not "thick" or "curvy", that i'm just plain run-of-the-mill fat. What will the money be

Mikey & Joy = 2 Awesome Friends 2 Have
This is a call for all of my real Fubar friends to go and show these 2 awesome people some serious love and respect.. Ive met some seriously nice people on Fubar and I would have to say that these 2 are definitely among the tops of the crowd.. Mikey is 1 hell of a stand up guy and has made one hell of an impression on me and Im sure if you went to his page and Rated, Fan'ed, & Added him and taken the time to chat with him some.. you would see what I am speaking of.... What the hell are you waiting on .. click the link below to go see for yourself!!!!! Mikey@ fubar Now...... This next person.. She's a Total & Complete Sweetheart on top of being 1 hell of a Gorgeous Red-head.. She is 1 of the sweetest, kindest, most generous people I have met.. She goes above and beyond her calling to help out her friends and show love to them in ways you cant imagine.. She has helped people out with bombing in contest til the weeeee hours of the morning without thinking about sleep

Me
I DID THIS THINKING IT WOULD COME OUT DIFFERENT TO MY SURPRISE IT DIDN'T AND I LAUGHED GeminiIndividuals born under this sign are thought to have a confident, energetic, suave, adventurous, enthusiastic, fair, passionate, and pioneering character but one which is also prone to selfishness, introversion, boastfulness, intolerance, impulsiveness, and impatience.What Zodiac Sign Best Fits You?MySpace Quizzes at PimpSurveys.com

Its Been Almost A Year Sense Our Horrific Loss
well those who were here for me and my juggalo family july 27th 2007,when we lost our baby juggalo in a horrible fire,i send out great thanks.we have survived barely,while some of us are still struggeling to survive this sad and unfortuneate loss.ive noticed myself feeling sadder alot more than normal lately,it probably has something to due with the fact that its been 11 months sense God took our wonderful baby boy Devlin from us.i sit at his grave site and talk to him and cry just bout every day.i miss him so much and so does the whole family...we hide our pain and sorrow pretty well behind our forever painted faces...but the ones who know us can see behind the paint.next month will be the hardest for us all.please show my juggalo family that you still care........lend us an ear or shoulder,it be appreciated! rest in peace Devlin 1/3/07-7/27/07 we all LOVE & MISS you baby boy.....

Dolls What Are Up With Them
they have all kind of doll out their but they are never like real people where is there a fat doll or your babys daddy or slutty spears dolls i want to know why they all have to be model thin mantel and all the doll makers need to make hooker barbie i am out of the closet barbie how about an jewish barbie come on i know that not all girls look the same but they need to show that we are not all white thin amricans that are into pink that wheres shoes godddddddddddd what ever happen to preg barbie or teacher one they need to up do the barbies and have them more real

Mike And Leeann
JUNE 25, 2008 We are gathered here today to join Michael Glidewell and Leeann Reaves in Marriage before God who will watch over them and keep them together as one until these two can be placed with one other for the rest of their new lifes together. If Michael or Leeann has any reason to doubt this marriage let them speak now. Michael do you have vows you would like to say to Leeann now? I love u so much u are my world u have meant the world to me since day 1 u bring so much sunshine in my life ur the air I breath the happyness in my life ur the reason I get up in the moringings you are what keeps me going with out u im nothing I know im not ur first love but I would love to be ur last ur love I wouldnt miss for the world. Now Leeann will you say your vows to Michael. Mike from the day we met, the beginning of our relationship you've amazed me, suprised me and enchanted me in a way that no other human being ever has. Before I knew you, I wasn't living.

Rokbar Rokstar Tour
ROKBAR by *Shady n bbG* Owned and Operated by SBR Family & Staff Invites YOU To Tour With The Rokbar Rokstars!~ It is easy to do... You click the Rokbar banner below and become a Subscribed member to Rokbar... ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Then You Click Rokbar Rokstar and their Rokcar Of Your Choice To Sign Up To Ride With Them during the Rollin Wif Da Rokbar Rokstars Tour. To Sign Up... Leave a comment that you would like to ride with that person under their photo. And you will be added to the Tour. The tour will post daily until all states and Canada, Mexico, and Puerto Rico have been visited! ***THIS IS NOT A FAN RATE ADD TRAIN. YOU ONLY HAVE TO BECOME A MEMBER OF ROKBAR TO RIDE. FANNING, RATING, AND/OR RATING ANY OR ALL MEMBERS IS YOUR PERSONAL CHOICE*** Jokers Wild! The Puppet Master Visit Joker's Page By Clicking Below Jokers Wild Joker's Riders DEEDEE LadyFire~N~Ice §ŵ† Çĥ®®¥ þî€ †

Looking For Subjects
I am a hypnotist in training that loves using my power to push the limits of what the mind can enjoy, if anyone is interested in finding out more, leave me a comment and we will see powers I can use upon you.

Daddy Dont Hurt Me
this iS A TRUE STORY AND iF YOU DONT PASS THiS ON YOU DONT HAVE A SOUL!!! My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlies bar I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes Im so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping C

Are You Her???
Hey here is the goblin, you see me but then you don’t. Reason for that is just because, Just a goblin that’s enjoying every day as it comes. What I like and what turns me on is a woman that is fully confident of here self. Without any doubt, Someone who not afraid of letting me going down on her very slowly with pieces of ice in my mouth along with my vibrating tongue ring. Ensuring that a complete wet and stratifying orgasm, but as she is having this wonderful orgasm; it’s required that she either has her legs spread eagle and she is pulling my head deeper inside her soaking wet pussy as I extend my tongue as far as possible. Her other option would be as she locks her legs around my head, I lick and suck on her clitoris as she rotates her hips and pulling her legs in tighter around my neck I insert my middle finger in to her pussy and my ring finger in her tight ass. As she starts to climax I began to suck harder on her clitoris and begin to pump my fingers deeper and faster into her

Life Changing!
Well Whats New With AsH.WeeE..Not A Whole Lot. Just Felt Like Doing Another Ramble Session! I Found Out A Few Months Ago That My Family Was Moving 3000 Miles Away In August!...At First I Didn't Wanna Go Cuz I Absolutly Love Nova Scotia. My Friend Jennifer Moved In With Me & Was Helping Out With Bills. Things Were Going Good But Then She Had To Move Out Because Of Work Purposes!...I Don't Blame Her Though. She Has To Do Whatever It Takes To Keep Her Job..We Are Still Good Friends And Talk Regularly!.. Thats When I Decided That I Wanted To Move With My Parents!..I'll Be Going In September!...Yeah Im 23 And Yeah I'll Be Living With Them But I Don't Really See It As A Bad Thing..I See It As Getting My Life Back Together!..As Some Of You Know From My Past Blogs My Ex Rob Put Me Really Far Into Debt...Way To Far To Get Myself Out So I Have To Do Bankrupsy. At First I Was Really Scared But Now I'm Realizing That Im Still Fairly Young And I Will Have My Credit Back In 5-7 Years. By Then I

Katrina Vs Iowa I Don't Care Who This Offends
THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU HAVE A MAYOR WHO KNOWS HOW TO GET HELP TO THE PEOPLE WITHOUT CALLING THE WHITE HOUSE , AND A GOVERNOR WHO KNOWS HOW TO ACTIVATE THE NATIONAL GUARD WITHOUT CALLING THE PENTAGON Where are all of the Hollywood celebrities holding telethons asking for help in restoring Iowa and helping the folks affected by the floods? Where are all the media asking the tough questions about why the federal government hasn't solved the problem? Asking where the FEMA trucks (and trailers) are? Why isn't the Federal Government relocating Iowa people to free hotels in Chicago? When will Spike Lee say that the Federal Government blew up the levees that failed in Des Moines? Where are Sean Penn and the Dixie Chicks? (Wherever they are I hope that they stay there!!) Where are all the looters stealing high-end tennis shoes and big screen television sets? (and this included many of the New Orleans cop's) When will we hear Governor Chet Culver say that he wants

Site Burn Outs??
So, I was sitting here checking one of my other sites, and I noticed how I never go on there anymore, it bores me too much. Then I sat back and looked at the history of sites I had belonged to at one point or another. Its actually interesting to see.. And okay, it's 1:37 am, the man is sleeping, and I am bored..lol YAHOO CHAT: First site I signed up for when I first got online in March of 2007 Scary as fuck, filled with nothing but married men looking for a booty call, I lasted about two months on and off before it got old FLIXSTER MOVIE/QUIZ/CHAT: filled with either young kids, or older people acting as if one wrong word and you are done, no different opinions allowed. Although, I did recently sign back up so I can finish the never ending quiz..lol RINGO: lasted there about 30 min before I realized everyone can see your pictures, you cant keep them private.. no thanks RMG: hmmm..treading carefully..lol.. still come here of course, but into the actual chat room ma

Sex Questions To Embarrassed To Ask:
Here are some sex questions you may have been too embarrassed to ask: Why aren’t my breasts a perfectly matched set? Unless they’ve been surgically altered, most women’s breasts are not perfectly matched. That’s because breasts are made of mammary gland tissue and fat, and there are naturally different. Is it normal to pass gas during orgasm? When you climax, the muscles around your genitals including the sphincter muscle – relax, and when they do, it’s not unusual for a little gas to escape. If I had a dream about having sex with another woman, does that mean I’m gay or bisexual? It could mean you’re attracted to women (or a particular woman), but it could also mean you’re missing the closeness that friendships with women brings. “Sometimes women symbolize nurturance, love and closeness,” Sugg explains. “If you’re in a relationship with a guy and you’re not getting enough closeness, a dream like this might symbolize that you need more of that.” Is a cold sore the s

Last Day To Enter Is Friday!
Georgia Dome - Ying Yang Twins AKA MRS T IS BACK AT IT AGAIN SHE WILL BE HOSTING A WET T SHIRT AUCTION 1)MUST HAVE A SALUTE TO ENTER 2)ONLY SFW PICTURE ACCEPTED 3)ENTRY FEE OF 35K IS REQUIRED TO ENTER THE AUCTION 4)SEND LIST OF OFFER ALONG WITH THE PICTURE OF CHOICE CLOSING ENTRY DATE WILL BE ON JUNE 27TH UNTIL 7PM PACIFIC

Te Lo Agradezco Pero No
Acércate que a lo mejor no te das cuenta que mi amor no es para siempre porque hay noches que se apagan cuando duermes díselo a tu corazón no habrá mas fuente de dolor no digas que no pienso en ti no hago otra cosa que pensar acércate un poco más no tengas miedo a la verdad que hay cuando llegue la mañana y salga el sol tú volverás a mi lado y gano yo y ahora vete, vete, vete, vete vete y pásatelo bien, por nosotros dos no, corazón te lo agradezco pero no te lo agradezco mira niña pero no yo ya logré dejarte aparte no hago otra cosa que olvidarte te lo agradezco pero no te lo agradezco mira niña pero no te lo agradezco corazón pero no, tú sabes bien… que Acércate un poco más no ves que el tiempo se nos va da rienda suelta a lo que sientes si no lo haces mala suerte porque al final, si no lo ves puede que no me escuches, pero lo diré que hay, cuando salga el sol y llegue la mañana yo volveré a tu lado, a tu lado con más ganas y ahora, vete, vete,

Karolina Kurkova Fat? Wtf?
24-year old beauty and Victoria's Secret model Karolina Kurkova is being criticized over her appearance in recent days at Sao Paulo Fashion Week, especially after a runway appearance in a bikini. One Brazilian paper blasted her back fat and cellulite, as did other outlets. The impetus for the stories were two still photos taken at the Cia Maritima fashion show at the end of last week. It was 2006 when Brazilian model Ana Carolina Reston, 21, died of anorexia --------------------------------------------- ARE YOU KIDDING? fucking christ... fashion really sucks... unless you are a damn skeleton then you are fat... This is unrealistically to girls and things like is is what is causing eating disorders...

A Miracle Happened Today
My grandmother has been living with Emphysema for years. She has been on the waiting list for a lung transplant for 5 years. After a few dry runs, she finally got her chance on June 25th, 2008. Around 3:30 AM today Grandma was called by the U of M to let her know that a lung was going to be available to her and that she should get to the hospital as soon as possible. Grandpa was already at work and was not reachable by phone. She drove to his work, pounded on the doors until somebody let her in and then they were on their way. By noon or so they knew for sure that this was not another dry run. She was prepped and ready for surgery by 1:30. They said the surgery would last anywhere from 4-6 hours. I got to the hospital at about 2. Around 3:30 or so, the coordinator came out to the waiting room to let us know that they were just starting to sew in the new lung. Thank god! Let me tell you, every time the door from the surgery center opened up, my heart sank to my stomach. You never kno

Raven Didn't Always Look The Way He Does Now...
My sweet friend Michelle made this beautiful tag for me & sent me this Native American legend about my favorite bird...the Raven. I think this is so awesome...thanks so much, Michelle! *hugs* ****************************** Raven didn't always look like he does now. This story tells how he got the way he is. How Raven Invented Fire In the beginning, the world was a cold and dark place. The only light ever seen was that of the Sun, but that never lasted long enough. The First People were cold at night and many of the Old couldn't last through the harsh winters. Back in those days, people and animals lived together peacefully. The animals were people back then...they didn't take their present-day shapes until much later. They were the creators. A council of the animals was called to try to do something about the cold problem. They all agreed that something must be done, but none could agree on what. After much debate it was decided that someone had to go to the Su

Interesting Experiences....
I worked for a local veterinarian last year and came across some really interesting situations - this one...took the cake. I thought I'd share it for those who may be interested... 10/13/07 Just when I thought my job was boring... Phone rings at an ungodly hour this morning. It's a fax machine ~ already, my day isn't beginning very well. Anyone who knows me knows I am NOT a morning person and I don't appreciate some bullshit phone call to a wrong number...before the sun is up at that! So, I drag my ass out of a very nice sleep and do my thing to get ready for work. As I approach I-20 what do I see? A TRAIN! Of course, why wouldn't I? I think good ole Murphy was tailgating me. I stop at Circle K to get some coffee...with one eye open I push the button --- ah the delicious aroma of convenience store coffee *sighs* Adding one of those nifty little Stok shots, I make my way to the register to check out. The credit card machine eats my receipt; while this does not bother me,

My Life
some people ave a past th arent proud of (ignor typos im hgh as fook), sometimes therpy can help, I had ECT 3 times becuas of suicial tedancies, but my wounds are so deep, it slike trying to block a doorway with a mous......it always gets thru, shit wil always stay with me. I shouldnt ut anyone through what im goin throu its not fair......but i do, an d i am, that comes dow n to trust........i trust so few people in the world.....the two peopl I trust the most are o fuabar, poopthewondercat, who i just love so much, and kyz who is the typ ofguy i wish i had a a friend closer to me. Its bin so many yars ssince ive trusted anyone and still find it so so hard. Trauma never leaves....it lays dormant, wanting to pounce........adn boy have I been whacked by it this past month I feel so isolated

Hating This!
I hate not knowing where you are some nights I hate not getting to talk with you every night I hate only having 10minute conversations with you I hate that we don't get to be together I hate that while you're having fun, I'm sitting here worrying I hate that I feel guilty when we don't get to talk I hate that you tell me you're going to call or text me, but don't I seriously love you so much it hurts. It hurts because I don't want to ruin it and lose something I've honestly never had before! I'm willing to work with you through this rough time just so we can be together. I honestly just want you to see how much I love n care about you!

Janitorial Inquisition
here i am to pick up the pieces and mend the broken hearts to clean up the debris of someone else's hands to show those girls the way and onto bigger, better things. stepping stone on their way to the future to the brighter, shinier now my purpose is served when they move along to bigger, better things.

Friends,...how Many Of Us Have Em?
The One Called Friend In this foreign land It has been noticed that the one called friend in this foreign land has been given the attributes of the lover. Nameless people at the jobsite disclose that they no longer keep boyfriends but have "friends" to serve their wishes. He takes her to the movies, dinner etc. and enjoys the privilege of being with her but not actually be with her, or so they say, sort of like an escort. ! He should be paid for services rendered! Anyways there is a secret desire for your friend. The guy would have no qualms with an actual love affair betwixt the two of you. Otherwise, he would not put up with the senseless stuff she has him to do. He figures this is the best way to love land. Show her an unyielding faithful guy and she'll come around to loving you. In reality, what really happens is he'll is forced, (well I shouldn't say forced, he wants to see her happy so…) to weather countless storms of bad boyfriends, indecisions, and P.

New Contest Now Posted!
MY COKE REWARDS® Male, Old North Syracuse, NYANOTHER CONTEST HAS BEGUN!RULES:1) THIS CONTEST WILL BE FOR ANY OF THE FOLLOWING:MY COKE REWARDSPEPSI STUFFMILLER HIGH LIFE EXTRASDR PEPPER IJ4 PROMOTIONMT DEW OLD SCHOOL NEW SCHOOLIF UNSURE ON WHERE TO FIND THESE CODES, CHECK OUT A COUPLE OF OTHER BLOG POSTINGS I HAVE POSTED.2) THERE WILL BE FOUR PRIZES TO CHOOSE FROM:A)50 FREE DOWNLOADS FROM UNIVERSAL MUSIC & AMPLIFIED.COM(Value $49.50)B)ONE FREE LARGE ONE TOPPING PIZZA FROM PAPA JOHN'S(Value $14.50)C)$25,000 FUBUCKSOR D)500 MOUNTAIN DEW OLD SCHOOL OR NEW CODESTHE WINNER, WHO SENDS THE MOST CODES, WILL CHOOSE ONE OF THE FOUR PRIZES. THE SECOND PLACE PERSON WILL CHOOSE FROM THE REMAINING THREE PRIZES. THE THIRD PLACE PERSON WILL CHOOSE FROM THE REMAINING TWO PRIZES. AND THE FOURTH PLACE PERSON WILL RECEIVE THE FINAL REMAINING PRIZE.

Men Are Fucking Full Of Shit.
What the fuck did I do wrong in my previous lives where I wound up stuck with a fucking PIECE OF SHIT as my son's father? WTF. First he lets his fucking cunt girlfriend ruin my son's 1st birthday party, and then he winds up DEFENDING her over it, telling me how "sorry" she was for doing it. Good, let her be sorry... let her cry all fucking day over making a little one year old boy cry and wonder why his daddy only comes to see him for 15 minutes at a time. Fuck them both. He wonders why I don't want to let my son go to his house and be around that fucking psycho. Are you kidding me? No fucking way, not after ruining his birthday. Oh but she won't let him come to my house and visit his son without calling up and starting a bunch of shit 15 minutes after he gets here. This is the 2nd time in a row this bitch has done something like this. I don't know. Then he wants to accuse me of "not letting him see him". FUCK. OFF. So when I turn around and ask him when he can tak

How Am I Doing Right Now?
Well right now I feel like a redheaded stepchild. Ignored by many. But I have come to this realization... why should I care about anything anymore? I'm gonna sit back and watch folks and do what I do. Go back in my shell. Back to my old self. Forget about others and concentrate on myself. Reflect and think... So yea whatever. No one will read this anyways... so yea!

One Word Answers
It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? POCKET 2. Your significant other? WHO? 3. Your hair? BROWN 4. Your mother? GONE 5. Your father? DAVE 6. Your favorite thing? HAPPINESS 7. Your dream last night? NEKKED 8. Your favorite drink? JACK 9. Your dream/goal? HAPPINESS 10. The room you're in? WORK 11. Music? LOUD 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? ELSEWHERE 14. Where were you last night? WORK 15. What you're not? TALL 16. Muffins? MMMMM 17. One of your wish list items? TRAVEL 18. Where you grew up? CALIFORNIA 19. The last thing you did? ATE 20. What are you wearing? CLOTHES 21. TV? BASEBALL 22. Your pets? NONE 23. Your computer? CRAPPY 24. Your life? BORING 25. Your mood? BLEH 26. Missing someone? OTTER 27. Favorite Store? TARGET? 30. Your summer? TORNADOES 31. Like someone? MAYBE 32. Your favorite color? RED 33. When is the last time you laughed? EARLIER 34. Last time you

Yay
YAY!! i gots all my stuff done for my trip :D plane tickets are done rental car reserved (woohoo convertibles) hotel reserved (score! room with hot tub) yay yay yay :D anyone near pismo beach/san luis obispo/avila beach area that wants to meet for drinks let me know!

Apology
This 'Letter of Apology' was written by Lieutenant General Chuck Pitman, US Marine Corps, Retired: For good and ill, the Iraqi prisoner abuse mess will remain an issue. On the one hand, right thinking Americans will abhor the stupidity of the actions while on the other hand, political glee will take control and fashion this minor event into some modern day massacre. I humbly offer my opinion here: I am sorry that the last seven times we Americans took up arms and sacrificed the blood of our youth; it was in the defense of Muslims (Bosnia , Kosovo, Gulf War 1, Kuwait , etc.) I am sorry that no such call for an apology upon the extremists came after 9/11. I am sorry that all of the murderers on 9/11 were Islamic Arabs. I am sorry that most Arabs and Muslims have to live in squalor under savage dictatorships. I am sorry that their leaders squander their wealth. I am sorry that their governments breed hate for the US in their relig

What Do I Do?!
Hello out there, I'm Jack and don't know a lot about all this stuff. I’m still a newbie with all this blogging, not sure how it all works. I’m here looking for a few friends to have a some fun with. Any one out there wants to give me some advice or some pointers, it will be welcomed. Thanx for all the help. I have a few more pix on Flickr.com, here is a couple of links to my page. http://www.flickr.com/photos/lildik/ http://www.flickr.com/people/lildik/ Thanx again and let’s have fun. Jack

Dedicated To My Ex Wife
Why do nice guys finish last? (not that I am that nice, just curious). I was brought up in a time and place where you didn't hit your woman or any woman for that matter, or disrespect them. By todays standards thats all wrong and the wuss way out, by todays standards you should be rude to them, speak down to them, and in general treat them like dirt. Ladies say they want the nice guy, but soon as you treat them nice and go the extra mile they say they want you to, they treat you like you're a walking disease and go after the rude crude ass-hole that treats her like shit or whatever, doesn't do "womans work, aka" housework. So, I know how to do my own laundry and dishes and clean my own mess up, does that make me the wimp? Does buying a rose on the way home for my woman make me a wuss? Does telling my woman "no don't worry about the dishes tonite, I'll do them", make me less of a man? I'm just curious is all But if any of you ladies out there can answer this Please drop me a line, What

Are Some Games Too Violent For Kids?
This blog is about video games on console systems and computers and how some games may be too violent for kids. Back in the day there were Atari's,Gameboy Colors,Amiga's,Commodor's and many others. Now there are gaming systems that have high performance graphic engines and such. Question for everyone is. How much is too much for children below a certain age? Some games have indecent exposure, blood, violence, and sex just to name a few of them. Some children spend hours playing games because they're fun to play and some are very addicting. My nephew at the age of 11 plays Grand Theft Auto and his mother allows this when the game rated "Mature" for drug usage,violence,language and some others. And some stores in malls allow underaged kids to buy these games. I may be wrong, but shouldn't stores with games with the ratings "M" or "NC17" ask them for proper identification in order to purchase these games?

Biopsy Postponed...again!!!
Well, they just sent me home from the hospital...no way will they do any sort of surgery cuz my b/p is 96/48...I swear I may never have the stupid biopsy! doc visit on Friday! Cin Much thanks and love to all for all the support and leveling love today!!! (((huggz)))

My Shoulders Are Huge
i carry a world. a world thats light, cuz although there are so many ppl, theyre all empty. that helps. i can manage though. i stay smilin, when all the other clouds are rainin i got sunshine gleaming through

You Will Judge Me Because My Face Does Not Fit
You judge me because my face does not fit. You have not seen the pain in my eyes. It is tough to see the monkey that sits on my shoulders. With me lives the reality of death, the knowledge of the power entrusted on a young man who was not ready for the reality of the world. Only god can judge me, I have never judged you. In fact I will never judge you. Jesus died for your sins and some say he was the son of God, he forgave you, who am I to judge you? I have never been in your predicament. You have not been in my shoes. Some are waiting for the day that they can through it all in my face. When that day comes I will say “what can I tell you? I am an ass hole, I was bound to fuck up some time” the reality is I do it some times. I am not a concubine, sometimes a puppet, but never a whore. I don’t need my achievements to be seen, I know I have accomplished them and to me that is all that matters. Will you be a friend of mine? See my heart it does bleed. Unlike you, I must turn the other

My Resume, I Posted It Eveywhere Else.... Why Not Here... Lol
DAMION W. FELDMAN xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx SANTA CLARITA, CALIFORNIA 91387 PHONE xxxxxxx// E-MAIL DAMION6@GMAIL.COM EMPLOYMENT DESIGNER/ MEDIA SUPERVISORJANUARY 2002 –JUNE 2008 THE FIRM/FIRM MUSIC/BEVERLY HILLS Head of department, responsible for creation and editing of digital video as well as published materials for promotion of clientele at elite Hollywood talent and music management firm. Working and developing image and brand concepts for separate prominent film, music, and talent arms within the company. Maintaining corporate client library as well as technical consultant for company’s print and new media projects for Internet campaigns. Audio and video technician responsible for purchasing and installation of equipment needed to maintain daily productivity in private and professional circumstances. Published ads for client awards as seen in Hollywood Reporter/Variety Magazines. PRODUCTION/DESIGNERNOVEMBER 2001 – ANNUAL AMERICAN FILM MARKET/BEVERLY HILLS A

Sing
I look out across the land and I see so many things, war, poverty, military, but then someone begins to sing, a tiny voice dying to be heard, lost in a cold, dark wasteland, One singular soul crying out, ready to take a stand. They say music soothes the savage beast, Forcing hope upon us, like an overzealous priest. Our pain, misery and doubt drift away upon the strains, washed away into the deep like the tiniest of grains. Each melody brings new faith in the world we see, and teaches us to be more than we were made to be. When the world seems to weigh more than you can bare, look inside your heart and find your inner song to share

Which 1 Am I 2 U?
WHICH 1 WOULD U CALL ME? A) SLUT B) WHORE C) BABY D) HOTTIE E) SEXY F) HOE G) BEAUTIFUL H) DELICIOUS I) REBELIOUS J) CUTE K) LOVEABLE L) DATEABLE M) F*CKABLE N) CONCEIDED O) JUS FRIENDS P) PLAYBOY BUNNY Q) GOREGOUS R) WONDERFUL S) SWEET T) PLAYFUL U) SOUTHERN V) PERFECT W) HATEFUL X) AS*HOLE Y) EXOTIC Z) TOXIC

Finding Happiness
I believe that upon looking introspectively, we would all see that not a one of us is truely happy. None of us know absolute contentment, be it financial, romantic, physical, or other forms of discontent, it is constant and remains an unchangeable fact...in one way or another we are all MISERABLE. Why is that? What is happiness? I suppose I should first define happiness for myself before asking the general masses what makes them "happy". Happiness for me is the general security of knowing that I am loved, accepted, worthy of being fought for, and that my returned love is not unrequited. But again the question...what IS love? Is it real, tangible? NO! So then what IS it? Perhaps it is nothing more than a little girl's fantasy. A dream that she creates as she sits amongst her childish dolls and dreams of a man that she believes will set her free. A knight in shining armor. A prince on a white stallion. Cinderella's Prince Charming. Only to discover later that this man does not exist

Inspiration...
In an age of nothing,At a time when we stand at the brink of our own destruction- Strengthen your belief in yourself, in the future of humanity, in the things of the world which cannot easily be perceived. Awaken that which lies dormant now within your soul. Re-ignite the flame of your conciousness, and measure the strength of your conviction. Reveal the LIE. Renounce your hatred. Seek, Find, and Embrace the truths you are fortunate enough to discover. Cherish them. Use them to anchor you in the sea of the chaos that IS the world we live in. When the twilight draws near, when you find yourself pushed to the very limits of your soul, when it seems that all you have left are the dead remnants of the fabric of your life --- BELIEVE.

Can Love Be Possible Before Friendship?
Since this being my first blog ever. I want to try and make one about love, friendship and the like.Again this is my first blog entry, so I hope I did somewhat of a good job lol. To be in love with someone. Is it possible to fall deeply in love with someone that you haven't been with for more than only a few weeks or days? Is love at first site a myth? Does darkness within you clear up when you feel a great feeling deep inside you. People become friends. People become lovers.Some people cry when they can't be with the one they truly love. Everyone has many wishes that they want to come true, but yet each person has only one destiny in their life to accomplish before they pass on in life. Some people have a great fear of dying alone. Some people actually do. Those who love a certain person want to love each other till death do part. Love can be a mystery, but yet friendship too could also be one too. Love is patient and kind. Love has no boundries. Love knows no l

Busy Busy
OMG i am majorly busy. I am working both jobs. My days consiste of getting up at 5am being to work by 5:30. Carring for the kids there untill about 2:45 pm . Then i go home eat and relax for a few minutes. Then i go to my other job from 5-10. The when i get home i check messages chat a few minutes and go to bed and repeat that daily routine. I cant believe next weekend is already 4th of July. Thats fricken Crazy, that just means its even closer to my 21st birthday. Next week will be a easy week. I only work both jobs 1 day next week together. The other days im scedules either one place or another. Anyways. Peace

Chiefs Message
Dear Members, Today I wanted to present the Medicine Wheel of the Chippewa Tribe I belong to and what it means. Our Tribal Flag is based upon the Medicine Wheel, and is one of the symbols upon which we base our lives. Below you will find an explanation on what the medicine wheel symbols of our flag mean to us. Purchase your Sault Tribe flag today! Click here for more information. Animals Turtle represents to our people the mother earth we stand upon sustaining us with constancy and generosity and is the central aspect of the symbol. Turtle emerged from the water with earth on its back, providing a living place for human beings and all creatures between sky and water. Turtle is the medium of communication, the emissary of beings of this world and time and beings of another world and dimension of time. Turtle symbolizes thought given and thought received and represents celerity of communication, between beings. Crane represents to our people eloquence of leadership and

Thank You
=== '~AKAMRS.T THE DREAM TEAM BOMBER~ DYLON'S DIVA MAFIA~ CLUB F.A.R.~' wrote the following at '2008-06-25 20:33:17'.. > > > > > > > > /www.glitter-graphics.com"> > > > > > THATS WHAT FRIENDS ARE FOR - Various Artists > > > THANK YOU TO ALL MY FRIENDS FOR THE BEST FIRST HAPPY HOUR, LAST NIGHT! > MY POINTS WAS LIKE 1,653,760 IS LIKE WOW! > > > > FIRST OFF ALL, A BIG KISS(MUAH) AND THANK YOU TO MY BABY AND OWNER GUIDOMEDIC FOR YHE HH AND ALL THE HARD WORK AND FAVORS HE CALLED IN TO MAKE ME SHINE! MUAH > > > >

Gods Thoughts On Lawns
GOD: Frank, you know all about gardens and nature. What in the world is going on down there on the planet? What happened to the dandelions, violets, thistle and stuff I started eons ago? I had a perfect no-maintenance garden plan. Those plants grow in any type of soil, withstand drought and multiply with abandon. The nectar from the long-lasting blossoms attracts butterflies, honey bees and flocks of songbirds. I expected to see a vast garden of colours by now. But, all I see are these green rectangles. St. FRANCIS: It's the tribes that settled there, Lord. The Suburbanites. They started calling your flowers "weeds" and went to great lengths to kill them and replace them with grass. GOD: Grass? But, it's so boring. It's not colourful. It doesn't attract butterflies, birds and bees;

My Room???
IF WE'RE LOCKED UP IN MY ROOM FOR TWENTY-FOUR HOURS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE. REPOST THIS SAYING...YOU + ME + MY ROOM =________?

I Dedicate This Song To Ever American Election Day!!!!!
If you feel so empty So used up, so let down If you feel so angry So ripped off so stepped on You're not the only one Refusing to back down You're not the only one So get up Let's start a riot, a riot Let's start a riot Let's start a riot, a riot Let's start a riot If you feel so filthy So dirty so fucked up If you feel so walked on So painful so pissed off You're not the only one Refusing to go down You're not the only one So get up Let's start a riot, a riot Let's start a riot Let's start a riot, a riot Let's start a riot If you feel so empty So used up, so let down If you feel so angry Just get up Let's start a riot, a riot Let's start a riot Let's start a riot, a riot Let's start a riot

My Loving Fulove Bomber Family
FEEL THE LOVE AND JOIN FU LUV BOMB SQUAD! WE WANT YOU!!! TO JOIN US PLEASE SEND A MESSAGE TO THE OWNER, THEN YOU HAVE TO FAN, RATE AND ADD ALL CURRENT MEMBERS!!! YOU WILL BE ADDED ONCE THIS IS CONFIRMED. KISSES TO ALL AND LETS HAVE SOME FUN!!! RULES ARE BASIC AND WILL BE ADJUSTED AS NEEDED. 1. No Drama Allowed! 2. All must fan, rate and add ALL members. **New Prospects send a note when u add stating Fu Luv Bomb Squad. 3. Must add owner and main page to family. 4. Become member ouf our Lounge. 5. Officers will decide on who to bomb. 6. Any member not actively involved in helping others will be removed from team and will receive no help in any contest or giveaway. 7. Blog will be updated as new members join. Please Check on Owners page daily and repost the new blog onto your profile. 8. A blog will be updated daily , with the member that is currently in a contest. Members MUST read to keep updated. 9.Must be a member of the Squad for 2 weeks before

What Not To Do With Wax & Skin
> >Don't underestemate the work of a professional!!> > > All hair removal methods have tricked women with their promises of easy, > painless removal - The Epilady, scissors, razors, Nair and now...the > wax. > Read on......... > > My night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix dinner, > play > with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my > mind > for the next few hours: 'Maybe I should pull the waxing kit out of the > medicine cabinet.' > > So I headed to the site of my demise: the bathroom. It was one of those > 'cold wax' kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you just rub the strips > together in your hand, they get warm and you peel them apart and press > them to your leg (or wherever else) and you pull the hair right off. > > No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be? I mean, I'm not a genius, but I am > mechanically inclined enough to figure this out. (YA THINK!?!) So I > pull > one of the thin strips out. Its two st

Old Timer Sex
The husband leans over and asks his wife, 'Do you remember the first time we had sex together over fifty years ago? We went behind the village tavern where you leaned against the back fence and I made love to you. ' Yes, she says, 'I remember it well. ' OK,' he says, 'How about taking a stroll around there again and we can do it for old time's sake?' Oh Jim, you old devil, that sounds like a crazy, but good idea!' A police officer sitting in the next booth heard their conversation and, having a chuckle to himself, he thinks to himself, I've got to see these two old-timers having sex against a fence. I'll just keep an eye on them so there's no trouble. So he follows them. The elderly couple walks haltingly along, leaning on each other for support aided by walking sticks. Finally, they get to the back of the tavern and make their way to the fence. The old lady lifts her skirt and the old man drops his trousers. As she leans against the

For My Friend Sultry
the red rose, it was growing in the wind, it was growing on a cloudy day, it was very long, it stayed all winter, it stayed up when it was run over, it was there still up when i found it, I took it home and put it in water, i knew i had something special, it was a message from her, the red rose was saying, live life like this red rose, like in this bottle, tough and strong, always growing, always learning, the red rose is how you feel bedrock

Aaron Tippin-thats As Close As I'll Get To Loving You
Maybe we'll never be seen together At night on a crowded street I may never reach across your body And kill the light when you're asleep Maybe I'll never watch you dressing Or sound too familiar on the phone But I can touch your hand accidentally And take that moment home That's as close as I'll get to loving you Even though there's nothing else I'd rather do I can dream, I can hope, I can scheme but still I know That's as close as I'll get to loving you I won't be there when you need holding But I'm sure that he can pull you through But I can sing this song to everybody And pretend it's not about you That's as close as I'll get to loving you Even though there's nothing else I'd rather do I can dream, I can hope, I can scheme but still I know That's as close as I'll get to loving you That's as close as I'll get to loving you Even though there's nothing else I'd rather do I can dream, I can hope, I can scheme but still I know That's as close as I'll get

George W.
Life Liberty and The Pursuit of Happiness The Rights that are innate to all mankind Imposing your religion on those whom are different Recreating the history we Fought to Create The independence of a Nation we’ve said to be great Fought for the right. The right to fight. To say Oh No That’s Not Okay. But you continue your evil ways anyway. Began with a Pure Intention Intention to Be Different and Free Reaking Havoc upon a country What is Different than The King had done to us? Taxes and Factions that don’t give a fuck- Men are created equal it says paragraph two, line one. The most important don’t you say? You take equality away and spoil your wealth upon your friends. Taking away our rights, the right to abolish an evil such as you. We sit and wait, to cry one day, at what you do. It’s too late to say But I’ve Tried. We enable an evil never seen before. Why are we not fighting our own war? Standing up in more powerful w

Tainted Soul
Tainted Heart Cries Out In Pain Suffocation Due To Writhing Hands The Demons Face Has Changed Its Motive Still The Same Snarling Desperate For Release Fangs Clamped Upon Her Ivory Flesh Peeling, Open Wounds Frantic Fingers Grasp The Tearing Flesh Crying Out In Pain Her Whispered Sobs Cease Tears Fall From Her Glittery Eyes Horrendous Laughter Eruptes Her Life In Its Hands Once Again Letting Her Fall- Crumpled Blackness Swallows Her Hands Outstretched To Her Rescue, Nothing She Falls PLEASE COMMENT ON MY POETRY I WANNA KNOW WHAT PEOPLE THINK

A Little S&m
Darkened Corner Engulfed In Pain Fingers Outstretched Toward Light The Goddess Moon Whistles Sweet Soft Song Travelling Tune Through Damp Air Beckoning My Soul For Release Chains Holding My Heavy Heart Body Seeking Release My Minds Prison Unwilling to Let Go Screams Unnoticed As Demon Hands Stifle the Cries Strapped Down By Memories Heaven and Hell Exist Within My Body Is A Battleground Blood Shed Outside A Small Sample of The Internal Massacre Please Comment On My Poetry I wanna Know What People THink

Some Things Are Better As Dreams
Give me your hand and walk with me. Holding you close makes me feel so alive. Let's walk awhile, just enjoying what we have, and being near each other. The joy and happiness, you give me, has me at a loss for words. Wondering if this is real or just a dream. Just do me a favor, if I am dreaming, please do not let me ever wake up.

Enjoying The Rain
Playing in the rain, Catching raindrops on my tongue. You find this crazy, but to me it is the best of things to do. Standing in the rain, Feeling the drops on my face, has me feeling so refreshed. Running through puddles, Laughing like crazy. You look at me like I have lost my mind. You will never know, the feeling of such joy, until you give it a try. Having fun in the rain, is the best of things to do. Smile, go ahead and just give it a try.

Ignorance
Ok first off i dont come on this fuckin site disrespecting a damn person if i disagree wit them or their way of life then i avoid them but when i get attacked for no reason what so ever it really pisses me off... im sure the stupid bitch wont never c this but i needa vent so im ventin.... i saw a chick bsically sayin u aint white u aint right well thats fine whatever thats her belief but the bitch took it far comin to rae a pic of my man (he is black) a 1 for the fact he IS BLACK now ive had my share of 1's an it dont bothe me that i get em whatever floats ur boat but to rate it a 1 cause heis black is juss fuckin wrong how the fuck u gonna hatea erson cause they came out another color im sure black people didnt ask to b black an asian didnt ask to b well yellow (LOL) or whatever color u r im ure u didnt ask God please make me black so i can piss off all the white power dicks of the world an the term "lil" isnt quite a wite term last time i thought but i mean i couldb wrong ~LOL~ then

Just Hurting So Much Inside
I keep wondering when the pain will go away. Will the hurt ever begin to lessen. I wonder how many tears, I will cry before I have no more left inside. People say it will get easier or better with time. I just dont see how, right now. Everyday it seems to get harder and more tears just keep flowing. Maybe if I had answers or reasons why, it would get easier with time. But with no explanations, and not even a word of why you have just disappeared, I dont think it will. Especially when the last words I had from you were that you would always be there no matter what. And how much you cared for me. And then the next day you just disappeared without a trace. Not a single word, a goodbye or anything. I just can't understand why.

Boring Boring Blah Blah Blah
My mom got in touch with her HS friend from Russia that moved to Canada. They were talking for a while, on the phone and over the emails. So we recently planned to drive to Canada (where we almost moved to Montreal instead of the US) to stay with her. Well, all over sudden she disappeared for a while, and just contacted my mom a coupla days ago. Turns out her only son killed himself recently from a bipolar disorder. I mean, how awfully sad and awkward it must be to hear something like that. It was terrible to hear my best friend tell me her mom died, but I was helping out her mom the previous day, so I felt that coming. So that kinda made the day pretty unpleasant. She also got into another fight with her sister; they are like day and night-looks wise and personality. THey have falling outs every year, but I think they are gonna cut off the relationship all together pretty soon. Which is sad, because I like my lil cousins. She is a nutjob and I hope she doesn't turn her sons

My Daughter...
Usually I can handle things pretty well, but some days are harder than others. This day being one of them. It was 24 years ago today I gave birth to a beautiful baby girl. She had a bit of a rough start, but came home with mommy and family to love and grow up with. Unfortunately her light was extinguished when she was only 3 1/2 months old. A terrible thing SIDS is, which is what claimed her life, oh so long ago - yet the hurt and pain of such a loss still exists to this very day. So many questions... What would she look like? How smart would she be? What interests would she have had? What talents? and so many more bouncing around in my head. A waste of energy I tell myself, for I'll never know the answers so it's futile even going there. But still, I can't help myself. R.I.P. Aileen Elizabeth... 6-25-84 to 10-13-84 Mommy Loves You and knows you are watching over me. With all that is crammed in my brain, being alone without the support of my best friend, my husband

So Soon? Wow!
Wow! I'm here again. Lucky me? I don't know. Yeah, at least this time I'm actually chillin' out in a nice motel room. It's not too bad compared to what I've been sleeping in. So, when will I stop running? I have no idea. When I'm dead? Oh, I hope not. I hope it doesn't come to that. Anyone care to fix my EX? Make him better so I can be in his arms again? Without him hurting me? I just love him too much! Ohh! Goddamn meds are giving me shit! Need something new and that won't get me to feeling this way!

Forever My Badboy
Sometimes there are moments that touch your heart for a life time, then for whatever reasons those people that touched you fade from your life, but those moments are never forgotten...and you miss them always...For my BADBOY....

Everyone Says Things Will Get Better
Everyone keeps saying things will get better. I just dont how how they can. With no answers, no reasons, no explanations. I dont think they can really understand. Without any of those, how can I even begin to heal. How can they begin to get better. I so want to believe, but right now, I just dont see or feel that I can. Then I hear some say, just forget about it, and go on. But they really don't understand, I how really feel. They dont understand how you changed my life. How you gave me true happiness and made me feel so so alive and truly believe in myself. You truly made me feel so special, wanted and cared for. How can I just forget that? I just don't think this is any way.. Nor do I really think at this time I want to, because to me to do that would mean, I would have to believe that it was all a lie. I just cant accept that, I really can't. They feelings I felt and still have are to much, to believe they were never real.

This Is Wrong
I often criticize Madonna in this space for her nutty politics and her membership in Kabbalah. But there’s one thing you can’t beat and that’s Madonna live and in person. So let’s clear up reports from Tuesday that her big fall tour isn’t selling out. With the sole exception of Los Angeles’ Dodger Stadium, the Sweet and Sticky tour, I am told, will outpace Madonna’s last tour significantly. Indeed, Dodger Stadium is the only venue Madonna hasn’t sold out. Of course, the show isn’t for five months. The fact that she’s sold half the stadium now for November is pretty darn impressive. So where did this bad news come from? Warner M. Group, which lost Madonna to Live Nation, has been on a tear planting negative stories about the latter organization. RelatedColumn Archive Is Madonna Being Sabotaged? Borat Was Right: Angelina Jolie's New Movie Proves ItTim Russert Snubbed by TV GuideChristie Brinkley Fights BackBritney Spears' Charity in the RedFull-page Fox411 Archive Vide

There Are Alot Of Imaure People Online
Wow, since i've been on fubar, i've met some very interesting people. So of which I think are imature. I hate imature people. If your not interested in that person dating wise, and you start "dating" someone else online and the person that you werent interested in finds out about it they get upset and imature and stop talking to you. I absolutely HATE THAT!! I hate people like that I hate when people say i'm not jelous but really are. I can name at least 2 or 3 people that are imature online, I'm not talking about anyone impaticular but i can name acouple people online who i think are imature.

Sad And Hurting
I gave you my heart, I gave you my soul, I gave you all that was inside of me. I gave it all to you freely and unconditionally. If I could have given you the world, I would have given you that too. Because to me you were everything and the world to me. All I ever asked for in return, was your honesty, trust and friendship. And to just be gentle not hurt me. You promised this you could and always would. And I truly believed in you, and your every word. But you took it all and so much more from me, and just disappeared without another word. Leaving me, broken, hurt and lost without any reasons. So confused, because none of this is like the person I always knew, trusted and totally believed in.

Mourning The Loss Of Friends To Love
I'm kinda sad I have lost two friends this week One friend to false love And the other to conditional love I really hate when that happens I love them both true and unconditionally I guess I'm just destined to disappoint people I'm too nice My heart is open to all No matter what race, color, religion, friends, whatdafuckevah!! I don't care who you hang with, talk to, fight with That doesn't reflect how you and I interact I'm not sorry I'm sad I'm always here for you I'll accept you without malice I wish you well in your journey Vaya con dios mi amigos I still and always will have Much love

Pointless
My chest hurts, I cant breathe. My mind reels,spinning out the never ending visions of pointless daily responsibilities I just cant find the muster to tackle. My hands won't stop shaking, I cant feel my fingers. The numbness has spread, how do you make it stop? Running , running as fast as I can from the trailing demons.. will I ever find sanctuary. Is there a savior, will he ever find me.. here in the bottom of my closet hidden beneath the piles of long ago abandoned dreams?

Do We Really Know?
In the words of a dear friend of mine "Love can cause both happiness and sadness." Love can either hurt or be joyful. When we see couples in true romantic love, we are happy for them. That is the kind of love we dream of and hopefully work towards within our own personal lives. When we see love end, it hurts some people. Why must love end? Are we living in a world where we rush love because we are lonely or think that our time is short? How many of us have really gotten to know a person inside and out before falling in love with them? Think of the person you are in love with or claim to be in love with right now...do you know everything about them, good and bad? If you answered no, then how can you possibly be in love? Honesty, honesty, honesty....why is it so hard to be honest nowadays? Again, is this where the insecure part of us comes in. Such as, "he/she isn't going to love me as much if I tell them my bad habits so I will just hide it." Do you think you could go on the rest

Things On My Mind
I've always believed in dreams. That someday they would come true. Always wishing on the stars, Hoping one would eventually come true. You came into my life, and both my dreams and wishes came true for me. With you I knew pure happiness. Even my darkest of days, didn't get me down. With you I knew what it truly meant to feel so alive. And no matter what went wrong, I would still be happy and smiling. Because you were in my life. But then you just disappeared without a trace. To where or why I do not know. And with you, all my happiness just disappeared and left me with nothing but lonliness and tears. All my dreams and wishes, seem so unreal now. And all that is left with me is sadness. Why or why did this happen? What did I do to deserve this? What is so wrong with me to make you just disapperar without a word, or a goodbye. Or just some kind of explaination. Was all the happiness I felt with you just a dream, that I never deserved to have and was i

Wondering What It Means To You
ok guys and gals , i hear this comment from both women and men.. "he or she is sexy" what does that word mean to you,,, i am just curious,,and i am not talking about me, but what do you consider to be sexy?

Read This And Tell Me How You Feel!! I Was Molested As A Child!!!!
In a 5-4 vote, the court said the Louisiana law allowing the death penalty to be imposed in such cases violates the Constitution's ban on cruel and unusual punishment. "The death penalty is not a proportional punishment for the rape of a child," Justice Anthony Kennedy wrote in his majority opinion. His four liberal colleagues joined him, while the four more conservative justices dissented. There has not been an execution in the United States for a crime that did not also involve the death of the victim in 44 years. Patrick Kennedy, 43, was sentenced to death for the rape of his 8-year-old stepdaughter in Louisiana. He is one of two people in the United States, both in Louisiana, who have been condemned to death for a rape that was not also accompanied by a killing. The Supreme Court banned executions for rape in 1977 in a case in which the victim was an adult woman. Forty-five states ban the death penalty for any kind of rape, and the other five stat

My Vacation Home
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