do you have the answer? is it yes or no ?i feel!i feel all this shit everyday.i try to trust but time and time again i get stabbed in the back.all the people i care about are dieing, or leaving or just dont give a fuck about me.i already have issues with that shit bc of my mom and dad.im so afraid of everything.i lay in bed at night and think about everything i think thats my biggest problem.i think about everything way too much thats why i dont talk much.im constantly trhinking about how people are going to screw me over.i dont feel like i can rely on anyone.i want to be able to but everyone always becomes unreliable. the procrastination nation filled with people who dont give a fuck.what the hell is wrong with everyone. if you say your going to do something then fucking do it.if you say your going to be there for someone then be there and dont make plans and then break them over and over and over again because that hurts.i have my good days and my bad but almost everyday im affraid of what shithead thing is going to happen and make me feel even shittier than the day before.i also dont like how people act and think that im a bitch for getting upset when they fuck up and im fucking sick of being lonely.people have this way of just makeing me feel like nothing. it sucks balls and not in the fun kinky way ! so fook you guss!