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Paintball Team
Hey whats up? Not much here just decided to start my own blog about my paintball team Assassin Nation. We are a 3 to 7 man woodsball / senario team thats brand new and currently lookin for sponsors or donations to off set the cost of the team. We are currently paying for everything out of pocket. Let me tell you a little about my self. Im going to be 33 next week. Im getting old lol. I was a scout in the army served 1 yr Ramadi Iraq. Now Im out of the military I spend much of my time playing paintball. My team Assassin Nation are in serius need of sponsors to keep the team a float. In we return we would put your company name on our sleve of our jersey and put a link from our website to your.
Just hear too wish all you beautiful mothers, and young ladies a happy mothers day, wish you all the verry best on this most wonderful day, may god bless all of you....
 once trapped in a room a room with walls walls of rules walls of laws no walls of freedom what is freedom? freedom is like the wind it blows any way it wants too no walls to stop it the wind goes over anything in its way unlike i who is stuck in that room of no freedom who needs to get out someway, somehow to get that freedom.
Im Leaving I Love U All
A Lil' Thank You Message To My Friends On My Fu-anniversary
Sup friends and fam Just wanted to say thank you to everyone that has been by me and been there for me for the past 2 years.  It's been a great experience on Fubar and looking forward to meeting more people.  I've been through a lot, but ya'll stuck by me during the good time, and helped me through the bad times.  I'm blessed and thankful to have such great friends on here that accepts me for who I am.  I love ya'll, and I'm very thankful for each and everyone of you.  And Happy Mother's Day to all the mothers on Fubar. And Fayth, I love you so much! You mean the world to me!  Love you baby!!!
Most Common Tattoos Girls Get
Over the years tattoos have become more and more popular, so more and more people are going out and getting inked. However, over the years a lot has changed in the tattoo world, like how they are administered, and new inks that have been created. The one thing that has remained the same for years on end is the designs that most women tend to get. Even though the number of women getting tattooed seems to be slowly growing and catching up with the percentage of tattooed men, women still seem to gravitate more towards the same femine tattoos. Below is a list of the most common tattoos that women tend to get. 1. The very popular butterfly tattoo- this design is the number one design women tend to get tattooed on them. 2. Tribal tattoos- women find them pretty and love to put them on their lower back AKA “Tramp Stamp” 3. Stars and shooting stars-the symbol of the star had been around for almost as long as the earth has. They come in sorts of shapes and sizes they can be simp
Faq About Tattoos
There are a ton of questions that people have when it comes to tattoos and tattooing. Many people are not educated on the subject and are just plan curious, while others want to know what they are getting themselves into once they have decided to get a tattoo. Before you have decided to get a tattoo there are a few things that you should be aware of just so you have a better understanding of what to except, how to care for it, what not to do and what to do. 1. Does it hurt? This all really depends on you. Every person has a different pain tolerance so you may not experience any pain while another person getting a tattoo in the same location will. The only thing that is certain is that you will feel some pain and some discomfort. It may feel like you are being stung by several bees at once or it might feel like a hot scratching feeling. Just be prepared for a little discomfort. 2. Is it ok to get a tattoo when you are sick? This is a no brainier. When you are sick you immune system is
Happy Mother's Day
To all of the super mom's out there the ones that are mom and dad, the ones that after a 8 hour jobs come home to cook, clean help with homework, take the kids to the soccer games, ballet clases, or karate, the ones that never make time for themselves, but are 100 percent about their children this Bud is for you, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY.
Don't Have Time For Bs
Well as of today I am cleaning my Family List. I feel to be on someone's family list you have to be a GOOD friend. Some people on here have changed so I am doing what I feel is right. Here are the list of reasons why people are getting removed: 1. You never help me level 2. You never leave me profile comments 3. You never rate or leave me picture comments 4. You never take the time to stop by and say hello 5. You once chatted to me daily and now you don't say anything 6. You thought by adding me that you would see my Adult album...WRONG!!!!! I am sorry if some of you get offended or pissed but at this point I really don't care. Why should I give a rat's ass how you feel when obviously you don't care about me. Have a nice life!!!
Sunscreen For Your Tattoo
If you are new to the tattoo world you need to know that your tattoo’s number one enemy is the sun. It is very important to stay out of the sun and avoid direct sunlight for at least one month after getting inked. After your tattoo is healed it is highly recommended to put a very high SPF sunscreen on your tattoo to help protect it from the suns rays. However, while putting sunscreen on your tattoo is better than nothing it isn’t 100 percent designed to help protect the ink in your tattoo. When you are out in the sun and your tattoo is exposed to the sun, the sun causes the ink in your tattoo to break down, which in return causes fading, cracking, and image distortion. Even if you limit your exposure to the sun your tattoo can begin to look lighter and less vibrant. While traditional sunscreens protect your skin from burning, they are not designed to protect tattoo ink. Tattooed people can rest a little easier now. There is a new tattoo product coming to the market that is
I Have Been On Fu Over 1 Year
my fu lover or Fu Hubby? I don't know why men aren't interested in me, can someone tell me why no one would want me? I would love to have someone to care for me and I them. If you you are interested or can explain to me what's wrong with me please do. Is there someone out there for me?
So....i'm Completely Done
I"m freakin' sick and tired of guy who play the "OMG I like you so much..." game.. and playing it with every FUCKING female that's around them.  I"m smart enough to realize that most guys(99.9%) are like this, but seriously.. when the FUCK are you guys going to grow up.  I've always been a one-man girl.  I"ve always dated one guy, and only had eyes for him.  I never looked, never admired, never once sought the attention of someone else because I was happy being with the person I was with.  Why can't guys be the same way?  Is one pussy not enough? Do they just need female attention every freaking minute of the day?   God, this pisses me off.
Getting Over Nothing.....
I have been "Bitter party of one?" for about a week or so now, and I realized today, that I have been that way for absolutely nothing Someone I thought, I was maybe..and I stress the maybe serious like with, more or less gave me the boot cuz I couldn't have kids. Personally I think he was being a chicken shit and couldn't just fess up that he has found someone new. I mean, if I woulda been the one who was declaring "love and affection" to this person, and being first to admit it...maybe then I could say okay I was being wrong on many levels....but the more I sit back and think on it? I wasn't the one who was not in touch with reality or the truth.  He just broke up with his girlfriend, of whom he lived and still lives with, only to turn around and find himself in  "love" with me...can we say REBOUND!? I am not so shallow to not realize that all couples have their issuses...but I really felt it was just a rebound thing. He was telling people, we both knew, about his feelin
Fumarry Me?
ok nows the time for me to finnally get fumarried so anyone interested leave a comment with your bid.highest bid wins.... you will get your name in mine as fumarried and #1 friend/family spot for as long as fumarried
My Tarot">> You are The Wheel of Fortune Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of intoxication with success The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change. What Tarot Card are You?Take">">Take the Test to Find Out.
A Lunatic...
I just watched Penelope. Interesting movie. The moral of the story is to believe in yourself and like yourself just as you are. This is a great moral. So now that I am sufficiently satisfied with the chick flick quota for the day and am getting ready for work I just wanted to say one thing.     I wish I miraculously got cuter when I accept me for me :D hahaa j/k I am totally adorable!!    
House Of Krazees- Haunted House
Devils and ghouls on halloween the wicked shit is in your mindEnter my house my haunted house its only covered with dirt and grimeOh yes I think I feel a presenceMore dead bodies for me to add to my collectionYou know you done fucked up when you went to enter this evil placeSee me in the corner maulin on a dead faceOh shit I think my fuckin heads splitIn the dark throwin up blood and fuckin fingertipsI got the gun its in my hand I hear the crys of painIm insane about to blow out my brainIm right in front of you im right behind youIm bout to get you you cant see me im in my haunted houseComin to tell you this much damn you ought to leaveThe power that compels you still you wanna leaveKnock on the door look out the window man I think im stuckIm bringin em in crackin em out trippin over whatThe blood I throat it all over lick it up off the wallsThe stench is comin from the bodies out in the hallIts dark your feelin thinkin that you got a light switchClap on the lights come on you feelin o
Her Bf Is An Asshat
Allow me to preface this by saying the following. Nothing irritates me more then disrespecting someone's privacy. That being said the following is a YIM conversation I had with a friend of mine's BF while he was snooping through her account while she was at work. Her Name has been removed to protect the innocent...and by association his dumbass too.   Her Account: well you wont answer me on fubar mayb you will here Boon: what's up? Her Account: did **** tell you she had a man or told you she was single Boon: she has a man Her Account: then whats up with the kiss's back and fourth? Boon: simply friendly shit Her Account: that ain't friend stuff Boon: u've never kissed a female friend on the cheek? Her Account: nope why would I? Her Account: when you say kiss and o happy I know **** and I know how us guys think Boon: so do I...usually the guys paranoid about what their girl is doin are the one's doin somethin wrong themselves Her Account: mayb some but not all Her Account:
Mothers Day To A Survivor!!
Today is Mothers Day. Im not sure how to feel today. I know m husband and kids love me that isnt what i dont know how to feel about. See i grew up in a house full of abuse and violence. So here is where i dont know how to feel. My family has all but disowned me cause i have told them all how i felt as a child. Now they just dont talk to me. I finally told my dad what an ass he was for hitting  my mom, sister and i. So i guess he just hates me now cause i havent heard 2 words from him since then. I want to call my mom and tell her how much i love her but i know he will answer the phone. See my kids and I havent seen my mom in over 10 years now. Dont get me wrong i could have gone to see them but raising 2 kids is expensive. We could never really afford to go down there. So here i sit on another mothers day wondering if they really ever loved me. I was always the disappointment in the family. I guess i just wished that once my mom called me on mothers day to say i love you. Is that t
To All The Mothers With Love
The way I feel I can't explainThe gratitude insideFor all the days and all the nightsYou spent right by my sideFor every hug and every kissTo send me on my way,For always putting me to bed,To prepare me for another dayFor loving me through the hurtAnd pain that’s come my wayFor holding on to me so tightThat I can barely breatheFor never letting goOf the hope you hold for my lifeFor keeping it so close to you heartAll this timeFor yelling at me when I'm out of placeFor telling me the truthFor forgiving me for what I sayCause I no it hurtsSo now I say what I feelAt this time and dayThat mum I LOVE YOU all the timeSo happy mothers day  
What Do I Get A Babymomma Who Got Drama?
So...I got a babymomma who is good with the kids but she is "out there"...What do u think I should get her even tho we not together?
Time To Say Goodbye.
I just don't want to waste another dayI'm trying to make things rightBut you shove it in my faceAnd all those things you've done to me I can't eraseAnd I can't keep this insideIt's time to say goodbyeOn the first day that I met youI should have known to walk awayI should have told you you were crazyAnd disappear without a traceBut instead I stood there waitingHoping you would come aroundBut you always found a way to let me down[Chorus]It's time to say goodbye(I just don't want to waste another day)It's time to say goodbye(Cause things will never be the same)It's time to say goodbye(You make me think I need to walk away)It's time to say goodbyeIt's time to say goodbyeAfter all the things I've done for youYou never tried to do the sameIt's like you always play the victimAnd I'm the one you always blameWhen you need someone to save youWhen you think you're going to drown(Think you're going to drown)You just grab your arms around me and pull me down[Chorus]It's time to say goodbye(I just d
Freedom Of Religion & Open-mindedness!
Freedom of religion,,means ANY religion!!!!!!One thing I can't stand is Closed-Mindedness!!!!To be with me,,one MUST be open-minded!Non judgemental of other religions!!!!!
Bionics And Stuff
in 24 hours, i shall be about halfway finished with my "total hip replacment" surgery.  evidently its a pretty major deal.  i'll be laid up in the hospital until Thursday.  Next week my mom is coming up to help me with whatever needs to be done as i recover.  my mom is a nosey biddy so i won't be logging onto fu while she's around.  (crap i gotta call her, don't i?) at any rate, my presence here over the next couple weeks will be little.  if anyone wants to keep in touch via email, If you do send me an email, please put your fubar user name in the subject title, just in case it gets routed to junk mail. if not, well i'll be back full force in a few weeks and jumping around again woot woot :)   oh btw, happy birthday to Mz Phatty and to Violets!
~my Mother~
You are my best friendYou keep me safe and in your armsYou keep things in line, when things go wrongMy mom is the best to ever loveShe love's every kid even if they are bad, she calls them her ownMom is the best you can ever wish forShe smiles with joy and laughter with her family an friendsMom love's to be called "Mom" by other kids cause it makes her smileYou put her down she will show her southern side of herselfMom you are number one in spirit and loveI love calling you my mommy when someone asks who is that beside you in that pictureYou are a lover,caring,faithful,and true friend of a mother any son/daughter could ask forMy mom is the best to have and be aroundMy one true best friend in the world is you Made By:Amber Marie Kestner I made this for my mom when I was about 16 on Mother's Day.
Sliver Wolf
Come To Dark Side Of The Moon Lounge//// SilverWolf says she is sorry for being gone but come in and relax and injoy the page we made  
Erotic Arts Ball
Sapphire and I went to an erotic arts ball. The ball was kind of boring so we left to go fuck. As soon as we got to my car I bent her over and fucked her a bit and then quickly got her back to the hotel and got my dick in her mouth. She sucked it real good for Daddy so I rewarded her by bending her over a chair and then letting her sit on the dick I finished things off by busting all in her mouth and like a good girl she swallowed every drop. EuftisEmery at Rude
Mother's Day Poem From Sweet Dreams Lounge
A Poem to All Mothers. One Flaw In WomenWomen have strengths that amaze men.They bear hardships and they carry burdens,but they hold happiness, love and joy.They smile when they want to scream.They sing when they want to cry.They cry when they are happyand laugh when they are nervous.They fight for what they believe in.They stand up to injustice.They don't take "no" for an answerwhen they believe there is a better solution.They go without so their family can have.They go to the doctor with a frightened friend.They love unconditionally.They cry when their children exceland cheer when their friends get awards.They are happy when they hear abouta birth or a wedding.Their hearts break when a friend dies.They grieve at the loss of a family member,yet they are strong when theythink there is no strength left.They know that a hug and a kisscan heal a broken heart.Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors.They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail youto show how much they care about you.The hear
Baby Names
here the the 7 baby names that i like... let me know witch one yall like. jamie madrox michael monoxide toshiro michael pandora michelle kassandra nicole rayne destini faith jessika nicole marie
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Damn Str8
DAMN STR8     as i walk through this valley of death i will show no fear as you take your last breath... as i lay me down to sleep not one tear shall i weep... as i rise another day to seek and destroy your evil way... there is something you too must learn play with fire you will burn...   5.9.09 fester
Things Left Unsaid
Things left unsaid can come back to haunt you.So many times I've been afraid to speak my mind.To many ways that I keep the hurt inside.Things left unsaid keep me inside myself.Pain accompanies the dread in my heart. Did I do what is right?Am I torturing myself?Afraid to let go, afraid of fear?Things left unsaid can be my downfall.Life spirals out of control, falling forever down.Trying to pick up the pieces of a shattered heart. Things left unsaid break it up worse.A pulsing throb turns into a stabbing pain.To remove the knife, to forgive, not sure if I can.Things left unsaid are complicated as is.Hearing your voice, tears at my soul.Hearing your voice, rips the healing wounds back open.Things left unsaid, will never be again.All will come out.Things will never be left unsaid again.
Trivia #25- Episode 105
Last night's trivia turn out was very good and into the 20's but not everyone got questions correct... this trivia was definitely harder for most people, but here are last night's results...   Sweet Sin---------------38 Tor----------------------28 Topfueler---------------20 Sheena-----------------18 AnitaDick---------------18 Lost---------------------17 Molly--------------------17 Warmachine------------17 MammaHelle------------15 Redlar------------------14 JennyFerFer------------14 Dayanara---------------12 Mchgn-------------------10 Cory---------------------10 CMoney------------------7 Kerry---------------------4 Moose-------------------4 Jheax-------------------4 BrandyMae--------------4 Congrats to SweetSin for winning her first weekly event! Way to go! Now please pay close attention as the leaderboard is slowly changing with Tor the big mover over the past couple weeks... and Mch has closed the gap to only a 10pt deficit! Xanrose-------------------641Mchgn---
But It Just May Be....
So this is what I am buying myself this week. isn't it sweet? I don't like the panties that come with it maybe I will see if I still have the ones that would match it perfect or buy new ones.   maybe if I am feeling inspired I might take new pictures too. I still have to get rid of some of the older ones to make room. Anyhow everyone that is a mommy have a great day with your family xoxo and everyone else have a wonderful day!!
Happy Mother's Day!
To all the moms out there in fu-land, Happy Mother's Day!  You guys are the reason our kids are so special & beautiful! 
Bla Bla Bla
well james went back home to spend time with his mom and to get some work done. we got alot of stuff to put into storage.  but the car we have is not big enough and we dont have the money for gas. i dont know what to think about humanity anymore...there is a few people that  i trust...i dont even trust my boyfriend...just because i have not met him yet. other then that im doing great.
Episode 105- The Canadian Invasion
We had a huge crowd tonight and loved every minute of it. With Hellermoon still M.I.A., and Punkette taking a family personal day, that left Red short-handed again. So, with his super ability to wrangle in new co-hosts with the graceful stroke of his keyboard, he imported into the show its first foreign co-host, Kerry. She is Club Fantasia's owner, a Jack-of-all-trades so to speak, and now throwing her hat into the broadcast ring. Showing signs of nervousness, she plowed through the beginning until she finally felt ok. We had to drop one lounge due to its deletion from fubar, signed another lounge up, Alleyway Radio, and had our player in another lounge of Open Range. The lounges were unusually quiet, most likely because of the holiday, but nonetheless we had fun. Here is what was covered in last night's show:Announcements- Trivia in one lounge, Bday shouts to Serenity and MchgnHellcast News w/ KerryTop 15 Christian Coalition-Approved nicknmes for breastsHellcast Trivia #25Movie Review
Milf Day
my personal spin is MIlf  Day. SO everyone go out grab a HOT MILF and show her a good time !!!!
Being A Mother To Me!!
A mothers hands.. As I embarked apon the days of motherhood I thought not of the changes that would happen, the feelings that would wash away the old me and create the lady I am today. As his little fingers are in mine as he was so small and needy, and his little smile reached  across that little face, I would often cry and thank the gods above for the gift that has so blessed my life. As his days go by and his dreams become life, I realize now how my life has meaning and forever on these special days I will be blessed with alittle boy like you. The Memories of your first steps still sit in my mind as if it was yesterday, I guess all of your first are as they were yesterday, and I long to keep them tight to my heart and mind. So gifted you were with all the things you do, your power is strong I peacock thinking your all  mine !! Throughout the years of watching you grow I count again the blessing of motherhood for all its done for me...I thank all the days forever more for being a mom 
Leaving Profile Comments
Hi friends...just wanted to tell anyone who has been leaving me profile comments thank you so much. I am having a problem with leaving them. my link is messed up..I have reported this to fubar support and they are working on this issue.....just wanted you all to know why I am not able to return them back. Thanks again for all the luv through comments an rates... Diamond Deb
Todays Quote
I think this makes soooo much sense! May 10, 2009 Quote of the Day "I always wondered why somebody doesn't do something about that. Then I realized I was somebody." – Lily Tomlin
What Can I Say
It does not really matter how fast you’re going if you’re heading in the wrong direction
I Know The World Is All Favre'd-out But.......
favre haters and supporters alike have to see this .......... VERY entertaining and will pas the time on a sunday morning :D     enjoy!
I just checked my e-mail and job search sent me a message. Youth and Family Counselor New! The Bridge for Runaway Youth, Inc.  -  Minneapolis, MN (Average number of applicants)  
Happy Mothers Day!
I just wanted to wish all the Mother's out there a Happy Mothers Day! I hope it's a day filled with rest, relaxation and especially love and appreciation for all that you do!!!
All Friend, Fan, Lounge Request Accepted
If you wna send me an invite or just say ello governa, ill accept it!!!!
So Long Old Friend...
Death our enemy taking away our loved ones and friendsDeath our dear friend relieving the suffering of our loved ones and putting their pain to an end.Silently he comes with out a whisper or sounding bellin the hebrew tongue his name is AzrealTranslated for us to understand it means helper of GodIn our grief  we do not understand helper seems kind of oddI will  honor your memory as a grand ancestor with all of my lovemay your passing be as swift and peaceful upon the wings of a dove....
Have A Happy One
There aren't enough words to express what I feel about the sentiments attached to the energies of today, Mother's Day. Sometimes just writing the word 'mother' says it all. I know that some of us are mothers ourselves, and so I honor, appreciate and applaud every single one of you. Herculean, this job of mothering is, and with really high stakes. And then there are those of us who today will be spending time with our own mothers who sacrifice, sing, smile and support; the ones we don't think we could live without. And there are those among us whose mothers and grandmothers have passed, but whose memories stay alive in the blue eyes, the compassionate touch, the fabulous chocolate chip cookies. We miss them every day. I know I do. Happy Mother's Day to every mother who walks this earth. You make all that's wonderful in the world even better. And most of the time you don't even know it. Lucky bamboo is a great gift that's believed to bring solid support to every area of Mom's life. There
Yo Moms!
Gone For The Day
I'm going to be gone for most of the day today. The boys are here early and they are BOTH sick. I'll be taking them to the doctor later.   Anyway, I'll be on tonight. Happy Mother's Day to all the Moms out there =]
Why People Freakin' Down Size
Once Upon a time I use to cost 1.5million then some asshole cut me down to... $1000 Seriously... what the hell so I put it as friends only I honestly think... it should be set to where ur not allowed to down size someones amount... you should have to do like $1000 increases.. But thats just me!! happy mothers day to everyone whos a mom!
Happy Mothers Day 2 The Ones That Has Left Us
To All The Mommies Out There!
Happy Mothers Day, May Your Day Be Filled With Love & Joy!
Rainbow Warriors
Waking up never seemed to hard Opening my eyes brought a flood of how I remember Tears only last for so long Then one just becomes numb from the pain I sit in silence Waiting Hoping Longing Remembering I am a warrior I will not give in I will not give up
Happpy Mothers Day
when you think of a mother what do you see? i see someone who is too good to me always there when the times are tough pushing me through when the going gets rough loving me despite all my faults even being my own personal bank vault just think of all the sacrifices and tears she has had to pay dont forget your mother on this special day  
Come Check Out The Real Dawg House
sorry, had to move this... doesn't make sense in Friend requests i don't want...   I am: female german 27 5'8" student (studying History, English, German) Tech Support agent for a german webmail provider goofy (Bravo reminded me... ) Webmaster of 2 websites ( and a german one ) I love: quiet things SNOW!!! baking cooking reading fishing (usually i don't have the time) sitting at the river Rhine my job my family (even if we can't be together for long without starting to fight) my friends my cat my PDA staying up late
Wanda!! January :-)
JANUARY Birthdays:   Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at peoples flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.
Happy Mothers Day
Every year one day is dedicated to that one person that fills our lives with love, comfort, protection and guidance. She is the person we turn to for cover from the struggles of everyday life, she has the ability to soothe our aches and pains with a gentle touch and kiss, and she has the ability to drown our fears with her simple words. In our final moments even the stongest men will call out for her. Her love is unconditional, she is all forgiving, she is exceptional. Heres to all you that are mothers, will be mothers, want to be mothers, have mothers, or are just plain motherly. You create life, you extend life, and you give life. I love and respect you all. On behalf of all who are and have ever been children, thank you. If it wasnt for you women us men would just have..... one more rib. (MMMMMMMM ribs)
Family On Fubar
you know its funny there are a few people i would say are my friends on here and then there are thos who are more then just friends and thos are family even tho not in the same way as  related family but you get the point   so anyways i was going thu my list to see of the ones who i added as my family who i talk to some times more then i do others people  i was a little hurt to know that some of them have taken me off there list but quickly got over it i only put people in my family if i know them well and have talk to them more then a few times. to me puting someone in your family is a special treat and so is the meaning of the word friendship however some forget that. it seems i might not be on today due to the fact since i dont really have any family iam going to sepend it with my roommates and probly go to a movie or something to do to get out of the house
I Miss You Mom
I Love You Mom Wings For Marie (Pt. 1) lyrics by ToolYou believed.You believed in moments not conceived. You believed in me. A passionate spirit.Uncompromise.Without us in your heart.A light in your eyes that, ends all lies.Vacant, broken. Fell at the hands of Those moments that I wouldn't see.Cause it was you who prayed for me so. What have I done to be a son to an angel?What have I done to be worthy?Day light dims leaving cold fluorescence.Difficult to see you in this light.Please forgive this selfish question, butWhat am I to say to all these ghouls tonight?She never told a lie.Well might of told a lie.But never lived one.Didn't have a life.Didn't have a life.But surely saved one.Saved on.Alright, now it's time for us to let you go 10,000 Days (Wings Pt. 2) lyrics by ToolWe listen to the tales and romanticize,how we follow the path of the hero.Boast about the day when the rivers overrun,How we'll rise to the height of our halo.Listen to the tales as we all rationalize,our wa
Kissing Test... Oh Well...
                                  Your result for The OkCupid Kissing Test...                                The Vixen You are 87% Passionate,  13% Romantic,  and 87% Experienced!                                   You Naughty Thing! Well, well, well, Ms. Vixen. You've got the highest Passion score among the female kissing types, and you seem to be rather experienced as well. Your scores in Romance aren't as high, which suggests that you're more interested in the erotic and physical aspects of kissing than the emotional ones. You revel in the different textures, tastes and techniques of whoever you happen to be kissing at the moment, and you're a fantastic kisser yourself. You're creative, and like to mix up the makeout with unexpected, flirty moves. You're definitely a committed, passionate kisser. You just might not feel as passionate post-kiss. It's not that you can't get attached... it's just not the FIRST thing you do. And you do that first thing extremely well. We sa
Being Alone
Just feeling down on myself thinking i will always be alone they say theres always someone out there for someone but thats bullshit. just confirmed my ex gf was cheating on me it still kinda stings knowing i wasted all that time with her while she was spending her time and energy with someone else guess i wasnt good enough. i dont think anyone would be able to accept me or deal with the baggage i have but we will see i just wont hold my breath.Iam usally the one who likes the person more in the relationship it makes it harder when the other person doesnt feel that which is usally the case. i was looking at pictures of me and my ex last nite and it made me sad i know the realtionship was hell but there were times i was happy i just miss having someone to come home to and share my day with.Maybe someday i can find the happines i seek but with my luck with women lalty the outlook looks bleek..
The Perfect Guy
Someone, who brings flowers to our first date, opens the door for me, takes off his shoes without being asked for it. Who makes me laugh in any stuation, calls me, just to tell me he misses me. A man who likes my hair even in the morning, before i've taken a shower. Who holds me when i'm sad, makes me smile even in those situations and lets me know everything's gonna be alright. He accepts i'm a woman who is acting irrational at times and loves the flaws i have. he wants me to care for and worry about him. A man who's real, doesn't play games and won't break my heart over and over again. Someone who is spontanous enough to call me and tell me to pack my stuff, cause he's going to pick me up in 15 minutes to go on a weekend trip.  
Happy Mother's Day
To all the Mothers out there Happy Mother's Day. Hope you all have a wonderful day.
My Political Views
A Movie Review Of Star Trek
So I went to see Star Trek on opening day. I have never done that for a movie ever. I did it partly because the previews promised a different sort of Star Trek with true action for a change. I went partly because it was Star Trek "rebooted",and really it needed rebotting or just let die out. I also did it out of spite of a lot of old school trekkies  saying bad things about the movie when they had not even seen it.     I was a kid in the 60's when Star Trek first aired. I was a fan of science fiction then as now but alot was going on in the real world 1960's. I watched the "Bay of Pigs' invasion. I watched the Cuban missile crisis unfold and I lived the cold war each and every day of my life. I honestly thought the world was going to destroy itself. I saw the civil rights movement happen. I saw the civil rights marches and riots, Dr. King being murdered, and Mississippi burn crosses.  I witnessed first hand women's suffarage and their march from the kitchen to the work place and their
Im Looking For An Owner
If you think you got what it takes then I wnat you 2 be my owner........ -NiNjAnAtIoN88
10 May 2009
Let no one bring you down to a level unbecoming of your personal standards.
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Spinning Around In Circles
We live our lives from day to day Forget the past; it has nothing left to say We never learn from our mistakes We just keep pushing, ‘till our sanity brakes We’re running ourselves into the ground Destroying our world… soon there will be nothing left around A lost world with nothing left to give A desolate place where we once lived Just spinning around in circles   We bury ourselves up to our necks Even as our lives turn to complete wrecks We shut out everything that bothers us We make new friends we can never trust We’re running ourselves into the ground
For Those Born In October....
OCTOBER Birthdays:   Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Doesn't pretend. . Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spend thrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.
In The Spotlight...
Happy Mother's Day. Will be a busy day for me a bit today but I will try to return whatever love possible given to me during spotlight. Thank you one and all.Have a blessed day! A super thanks goes out to :) ♥ DarlynnOne ♥">@ fubar whose help made spotlight possible for me. Show her love as well :)
Sexsugen Kille Söker
nån likasinnad tjej i dalarna
Fed Up
ok well, i was thinkin about stuff tonight and over the past few months i have been hearing and getting alot of ppl saying stuff about me and the things i do or dont do and i am getting sick to fucking death of trying to please everybody look its very simple... I AM WHO I AM GOOD AND BAD there is nobody in this world that is 100% perfect and if you dont like anything i say or do... GET OVER IT i am me and thats the best i can do.... if anything about me bugs anybody that much then stop me from being a part of your life or friend or w/e the case may be.....                     \\
So Mad Right Now
oh my god i am so pissed off right now. lets see, sunday i had to call the cops because my neighbor who is infatuated with my 14 year old daughter tried getting in my house while i was gone. of course he owuldnt answer the door for the cops. then tuesday someone broke into my house while i was grocery shopping. took all my money, all my jewelry and some other stuff. then on wendsday i had to call the cops and press charges on a kid at my sons school for assulting him and last night i had to call the cops as i hid in my bathroom because someone was in my house while i was here. oh my fuckig god when does it stop? i am so fucking tired right now because i am kinda to scared to go to sleep. my landlord wont let me get a dog. i live aloe with 3 of my kids. im mental so i can never get a gun. the cops are doing what they can but i still just dont feel safe anymore. and i always feel like i am being watched. i am so sick of dealing with the cops. well happy mothers day to any who read th
 To all who read this. I am on fubar to meet people and make friends. Not interested in cybaring on here or on YM , or any other place. I like to meet , get to know, and hopefully become friends with others. If all your interested in is the other crap don't bother contacting me. Yes! I am a divorced female, but does not make me desperate to have sex or anything like it with anyone. Sorry! My beliefs are if God ment for a man to be in my life it will be from meeting him in person getting to know each other with everything natural to follow.     I am a 46 soon to be 47 yrs old. Never been with a guy younger than my children which happens to be 29 and 27. Do not have plans to be with anyone that young. Just goes against every thing I beleive in. Talking and flirting on here is one thing, but That is all in fun. Goes no futher and never should. What others do on here is their business and their life. Sorry! if I hurt or piss someone off . Not my intentions . Just trying to be honest here.
The Greatist Glory In Living!
Mothers Day In Nz- A Poem.
    She had dark thick hair and quick hazel eyes; she could smile and shout at the same time,With a chubby finger I would trace the lines around her eyes and make up stories about the moles on her chin,She would sit with me and stare into my face “What do you see Janey?” she asked me once,“I see you mammy, you have brown dots on your eye” I whispered back. “They are the stains of the past” she told me as she cupped my face close. The stains of her past could have been cleansed, I could have washed them with her in our old age-but she went away and died too young, I was too young, I miss telling stories about her face.I am a mum, I trace the shape of my daughter’s face with my wrinkled fingers and I get to tell her wondrous stories about the moles on her chin, she has brown dots on her eyes, they aren’t blemishes though.They are stars past down by a woman who mistook them for stains.
Would It Be Fare?
I have been thinking this for sometime.  And began to realize that men have a piss poor attitude towards woman. Even the young men, seem to fall pray to this situation of calling a woman down.  They call us cunts, bitches, ho's, whores,  you name it. Or they think all we do is use them for what they can give us and walk away for someone better. Now how ever I am not saying we dont do the same, cause I am sure some of us do. But when we start to lose respect for one another and start to label all the same category us in to one lump, would you say thats fare? I dont,  just as men dont like to be lumped in the same pile. So ladys what shall we do.  Should we start posting mumms and blogs and call them ,  ass  holes,  dick heads.  losers? Or should we just say sorry not gonna lower my self to your level and just put their sorry asses on iggy till they show some respect. And yes that applys to the woman as well.  I think once we stop the bull shit. And realize all are not the same
Real" Og" Pimp (theme Song)!!!!!!!!!!
Be An Opener Of Doors!
Be an opener of doors for such as come after thee, and do not try to make the universe a blind alley.
Friend Requests 1
moved from another blog... guess i need an own section for stupid requests now. created @ 2009-02-04 14:54:11 ok, most of you know i'm collecting empty friend requests. i got 174 open requests so far, not all of them empty, but inappropriate... Thought i would blog em here. 1. I would love to be your friend, Henny! 2. I WANT YOU .................................. as my friend! 3. always room for a sexy new friend! 4. Please add me! 5. H O T ~ H O T ~ H O T !!!! 6. hey its mike 7. Hi I am DAVE, Nice to meet you... 8. hi sweets 9. Delish...! 10. i could use someone to talk too barnes9000
Friend Requests 2
24 friend requests, 15 blank, the other 9 here: 1. **Please return the “Love” – Rate / Fan**Dear R S, Your wish is my command. If you need a friend / secret admirer (that you know in advance lol), I am your guy. If you want me to crush you, I will. But be careful what you wish for. It would be my pleasure to "CRU$H" you. Please be forewarned, have plenty of H2O on hand because I anticipate my "CRU$H" to be devastating to you, in a good way. Not long after I " CRU$H " you, you will be contacting me for drinks and then more " CRU$HE$", waking up in the middle of the night and send me messages to " CRU$H " you. You will not be able to stop my " CRU$H " but it can sometimes be contained. Please allow a "JOHNNY VEGA$ CRU$H " to run its course over a 48 hour period. Please do not operate an 18 wheeler, back-hoe or large dump trucks. Avoid alcohol at all cost because it only doubles the length of the “CRU$H”. Now with all that being said, “What you goin
Doesnt Make You A Mommy
if you have spoken or got to know my wife then she may have let you know at some point in conversation that she cant have children and that makes her feel so depressed around this time . i have told her it doesnt make you a mommy because you can give birth it makes you a mom in how you raise and take care of a baby and what kind of values you instill in them for there future i told her if we adopt she will be a great parent she loves kids and thats what counts there is so many woman that give birth and dint really care for there kids and it sucks when a woman whos dream was to have a baby of her own cant so im letting my wife know she is very special and we can adopt a lil one and that baby will have a great mother because you will love and care thats what counts sweetheart,you are a woman weather you can have kids or not a woman is a person who loves nertures and shows compasion for there family and believe me you are all woman and i love you so cheer up you are special:)
Mother's Day
On this mother's day celibrate the joy that is mother's day, always remember you only ever get one mother, she carries you through all the times when things go wrong, there is no love like a mother's love for her son or daughter, and when she tell's you she loves you she really does mean it, and for all those who's mom is no longer there for them as mine is for me remember she is still looking after you from heaven and telling our lord how proud she is of you and she loves you so very very much..
[that Place]
I love watching a self destruct.An addict. A collapse. I think its because I can kinda identify. I'm pretty convinced I have an addictive personality.Addicts are unfulfilled.I feel exhausted all the time. I go outta my way to be left alone. I go outta my way to stay directionless and ambitionless. I think its because honestly, if I had the means I'd put myself further in the grave. Kicked the sauce a dozen times now. Benz twice. I put myself into therapy just to see if I'd rather score Option came up, I surprised myself and declined.I don't see that doc anymore. Because every time things got deep, I got twisted up i knots, and wanted to hit the easy button. I wonder if that's been the appeal of some of my ex's.They've all got a history of substance abuse and emotional instability, even if it seemed "harmlessly recreational" ... they were still addicts.And so am I. I'm just an addict with no fucking juice. I'm scared outta my fucking mind. Every day, every hour. I dunno how to w
Dealing With The Drama Queens !
Oh my god don't do Drama !! just sit down and do what i say7
Precious moments alone with you I long for.
The Sense Of A Child
One time I was in a relationship with a girl, lasted longer than a decade. Well, we had these neighbors, her boyfriend wasn't too much to speak of at the time, hope he's doing well now though. But one day, sitting at her kitchen table and her 5 year old daughter says "momma", she said "yes?'. and she said "I love Tony". I tell ya. felt like the first time someone had ever said that to me. And the look on the moms face, it was a smile. And ya know, I did love that child and her son. They just seemed to know it too. To experiance something like that is a joy to the heart.
Ooo So Naughty
 Tease me,Please Me,Eat me,Beat me, Whip me till i scream, pull my hair till i can't stand it no more. fuck me deeply,slowly till i cum,wine me dine me,sixty nine me.  
To All Of My Awesome Family And Friends
To All Of My Awesome Family And Friends   I will be taking a break from Fubar for about 2 weeks.  Some things have come up for me medically and personally, both bad and good, and I will be extremely preoccupied.  Hopefully during this time I will be able to stop in for a few minutes here and there, but if not, it has nothing to do with anyone or anything that has happened here.  I will miss you all and I will hurry back as soon as possible.  I just didn't want anyone to think that I was avoiding them or anything.  This all came up so suddenly so I didn't have time to explain to anyone. I will explain when I get back.   Thank you all so much for everything and Ill see you all soon!
If Ever
Do a good job at your best? Hah that's a given. My mind is on you, noone else. For you, I'll do my best, make the best of it come from it. I'll do my best to do a good job for my work, and I'll do a good job for my family, the very best I can give you, that's what I'll do. I'm going to wake up in the morning, have you on my mind, then go from there and the best thing, I already know it's going to be a great day with you. You just wait. I'm going to make you proud of me. I'm going to see that smile on your face one day. There's no wrong I see in you or what you make me think I should do. I only see perfection, honesty, and glory. You've made a promise to me. I believe it now. And I'll not doubt it. It may lead places that I didn't expect but I see now it ends well. So down and out for so long, now to realize the morning, and see what a great day it is, is just amazing. Even amazed I can sit here and write this. Been through some hard times, but now you forget all of that. Thank you Jesu
Happy Mothers Day
I just wanna tell all the mommys happy mothers day, and that you guys are the best. Especially all my friends on here. You girls know who you dont forget to holla back..;)
Yay For Penis!
Sometimes I look at my pic comments, and I see some guy "say" : wow, your husband is a lucky man" Its amazing that someone would consider someone to be lucky being with someone just based on the merit of attractiveness... So many times at my hotel I see guys  with their hot-at-some-point gold digging wife in tow, with a facial expression of a concentration camp victim. Then I see the cunt totally boss them around, and they submit to it like loyal dogs with their balls cut off. Just because that bitch was a nice lookin piece of ass at some point.   So I feel bad for those morons when they come up to whine about their life to me at 3am? Nah...cause they brought it on upon themselves. I hear guys say "yeah, thats my wife; how could you not marry someone like THIS?".   Another thing that baffles me is men that enjoy women who treat them like shit, then marry them, and complain AFTER that. So you didnt see it when she threw tantrums over nothing, spent all your $$ on her high maintena
Quote Du Jour 5/9/09
"I gave her my heart, and she gave me a pen" - Lloyd Dobler, Say Anything
My Boy Jb
i thinkin bout u everyday! i miss u so bad! i wish where u at. i am so piss off at brent bc he told the cops. he is not guily of u muder. thats bullshit! bc cops found ur blood in his car. i hate u brent england forever! why u wont tell them where is jb at? please tell them now!!!!!! i miss u jb and love u very much u r in my heart everyday
I May Be Crazy...
So it's been 2 years and a day now since Frank checked out. I went to visit with him for a bit tonight where I go to visit ;) I cried a little, but only because I miss him very much still. People do stupid shit when they are sad. I wish it was easier to see ahead. Anyways I know none of you know anything about my friend. Thats ok ;) He'd have definitely had fun being the one you love to hate anyways. He stirred a lot of shit on the net :D I know he knows what I tell him..and that may make me crazy. I can live with that ;)   Now I must force myself to finish this drink it's time for my beauty rest.      
A touch of skin soft and slippery,With the hint of hint of sweat.We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets,As the wind flowed from the window above us.Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance,To abandon all of our uncertainties.You began your work on my lips,Probing gently as if drawing sex,From a deep well of longing and need.Then heated tongues met in the midst,Of hot and quickening breath.And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts.Then intoxicated with those spirits,Our clothes found resting place on the floor.Piece by piece,Until there were no hiding places,For the two glistening and wanting bodies.Hunger revealed in this hot moment.Then skin meshed with skin,As the floor became the stage.You moved atop of me easily,And lowered yourself gently.Kissing me as I was filled with you.As a gasp broke the kiss,Your hands stroked the stray strands,Away from my forehead, then became entangled.Our slow rhythm gave way,To urgent and demanding thrusts of passion,As I arched my body f
Skittles Auction Totals So Far! (not Over Yet! Plz Read)
The Outlaw Torn - Metallica
And now I wait my whole lifetimeFor youAnd now I wait my whole lifetimeFor you I ride the dirt I ride the tideFor youI search the outside search insideFor you To take back what you left meI know Ill always burn to beThe one seeks so I may findAnd now I wait my whole lifetime Outlaw of tornOutlaw of tornAnd Im torn So on I wait my whole lifetimeFor youSo on I wait my whole lifetimeFor you The more I search the more my needFor youThe more I bless the more I bleedFor you You make me smash the clock and feelId rather die behind the wheelTime was never on my sideSo on I wait my whole lifetime Outlaw of tornOutlaw of tornOutlaw of tornAnd Im torn Hear meAnd if I close my mind in fearPlease pry it openSee meAnd if my face becomes sincereBewareHold meAnd when I start to come undoneStich me togetherSave meAnd when you see me strutRemind me of what left this outlaw torn Hear meAnd if I close my mind in fearPlease pry it openSee meAnd if my face becomes sincereBewareHold meAnd when I sta
Up 4 Sexiest Lips Auction
Classssssic Radiohead
I get home from work and you're still standing in your dressing gownWell what am I to do?I know all the things around your head and what they do to youWhat are we coming to?What are we gonna do?Blame it on the black starBlame it on the falling skyBlame it on the satellite that beams me homeThe troubled words of a troubled mind I try to understand what is eating youI try to stay awake but its 58 hours since that I last slept with youWhat are we coming to?I just don't know anymoreBlame it on the black starBlame it on the falling skyBlame it on the satellite that beams me homeI get on the train and I just stand about now that I don't think of youI keep falling over I keep passing out when I see a face like youWhat am I coming to?I'm gonna melt downBlame it on the black starBlame it on the falling skyBlame it on the satellite that beams me homeThis is killing meThis is killing me   Ok yeah, this isn't technically a blog in that I didnt' really share or relate any original thoughts, but I
"and She Came To Cuffs"
im re-reading "The Story of "O"" for the nth time..I'm bored, hyper and horny..thinking of her..   "I'm Getting an Urge" well, bring it on.
To Love Or To Be Loved?
" To Love and be Loved is to feel the sun from both sides. (David Viscott) Do you prefer to Love or be Loved? It sounds like a relatively simple question. It isn’t. Think about it. Ponder it. Dig deep. Initial reaction is to respond with “a bit of each,” but that doesn’t count. It’s cheating. As humans, we have an inherent nature to do both, but I can guarantee that if you spend enough time in introspection you will discover that your preference does indeed lean in one direction or the other. To Love? To be Loved?In order to answer the question honestly and with reflection you may find it necessary to do a little research or, at the very least, define Love as you know it. We are bombarded by sources of information daily, hourly, minute-by-minute in our society that claim what Love is and what it can be for you and how to find it. Do me a favor. Pay close attention. Don’t allow yourself to be led astray. Even my favorite location for word knowledge,
Today Is One Of Those Days I'd Like To Forget
Woke up all stiff and sore from not sleeping well last nite for one...2nd today my mother would have been 68 yrs old so in her memory the family had a bbq...though many were invited only 3 of us were here...took a trip out to her grave and got upset over what i saw (she's right in between the sprinkers yet her grass was dry and bubbled turf...and looked like someone drove an ATV over by where her headstone will be) sunburnt from my upper thighs down (wearing shorts out in the sun) and tonite almost lost a valueable friendship (mostly cuz i got pissed and blew up) now i need to stop venting and try to relax before i go back to my HELL monday nite...
Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage.  -  Lao Tzu
Silverstein-shipwreck In The Sand
I just bought and Listened to SITS silversteins new concept album which is deffeinently my favorite.with kezia being my #1.But i listened to this cd with I am the Arsonist and broken stars being my favorite songs.   I am the Arsonist-Awesome guitar intro the chorus is epic   Broken Stars- Awesome vocals and The breakdown at the end justs wants to make me mosh in a nursing home.
Listen To The Darkside~charlie Mars
Hey Abigail I know your day has been hell Don't take to heart the words that he said I know you're a good girl You're not out to hurt nobody He's just trying to get Tryin to get in your head If you want to come If you want to come over Come over and get high We can listen to the Dark Side Of The Moon If you want to come over Come over and get high We can listen to The Dark Side Of The Moon Hey hey hey my friend Are you at it again I think you hold your heart too close to the vest I know you're a good man You're not out to hurt nobody She's just trying to get , tryin to get in your head If you want to come I
I Poke Her Face
Okay...since I can't seem to get things embedded in the blogs now. I'll post the song in the comments.   But listen to the words..I laughed so hard. Maybe it's me..I dunno.   [Edit: Adding lyrics for Van] (Kid Cudi) I Make Her Say (Lady GaGa) Oh Ah Oh Oh Oh Ah Oh Oh (When I) Pa-Pa-Pa Poker Her Face Pa-Pa Poker Her Face (I Make Her Say) Oh Ah Oh Oh Ah Ah Ah Oh Oh(What Up) Pa-Pa-Pa Poker Her Face (Me First) Pa-Pa Poker Her Face (Kid Cudi) She Wanna Have Whatever She Like She Can If She Bring Her Friend And We Can Have One Hell Of A Night Threw The Day Ay I Mean Stand Like A Grouper Cuz You Gotta Beeper I Mean Prime Might Be Sayin You Ain't Joggin Either But Man Ol' Girl Gotta Phat Ol' Ass Yeah The Type To Make You Tell A Bitch Just Dance And Fuck Them Otha Niggas Cuz You Down For Her Bitches And Fuck Them Otha Niggas Cuz She Down For The Stickin And Fuck Them Otha Niggas Cuz Hope Down For Sum Lickin And Fuck Them Otha Bitches Cuz She Down For The Trickin I'm Hoping She A Rider Wh
Bells Got A ........
Friends N Family Of Hotstuff
Mother's Day
well it's mother's day here and i am having a really hard time dealing with it. In August my youngest daughter Keira was drown by my sister and I had to bury her. I am spending my mother's day visiting my baby's headstone and wishing she was here to hug and kiss. I miss you baby girl. I think of you 24/7.   HERES THE BAD PART MY SISTER GOT 15 MONTHS IN PRISON FOR IT....THAT'S JUSTICE FOR MY LITTLE GIRL. FUCK THE SYSTEM   SO IF YOU WANT TO LEAVE SOME NICE COMMENTS OR ANYTHING FOR ME FOR MOTHER'S DAY I KNOW IT MIGHT HELP MY MORE THE BROKEN HEART!
Crazy How Things Are Going....
Its amazing how things can go up and down so much.... take for instance last year... things were crazy, our lives seem to have been spiriling out of control now here we are buying our first home.... Its wierd... but what gets me the most is no matter what we do to make sure that we have a "drama free zone " our ex's keep barging in and messing it up... grr.. it pisses me off to no end... but thats ok because what comes around goes around and from passed expierences Karma is a BI*CH.... they both will get what they deserve in the end... We just need to have faith... ( and a back up plan lol ).... anyway enough rambling just thought I would throw this out there....
nostrum \NOS-truhm\, noun:1. A medicine of secret composition and unproven or dubious effectiveness; a quack medicine.2. A usually questionable remedy or scheme; a cure-all.
Arousal by the activity/thought of having sex with an amputee.
To Any Moms On My List I May Have Missed
It Seemed So Little....
    The  Sack Lunches   I put my carry-on in the luggage compartment and sat down in my assigned seat..  It was  going to be a long flight. 'I'm glad I have a good book to read Perhaps I will get a short nap,' I thought.   Just before take-off, a line of soldiers came down the aisle and  Filled all the vacant seats, totally surrounding me.  I decided to  Start a  conversation.  'Where are=2 0you headed?' I asked the soldier seated nearest to me.   'Petawawa.  We'll be there for two weeks for special training, and then we're being deployed to Afghanistan   After flying for about an hour, an announcement was made that sack lunches were available for five dollars.  It would be several hours before we reached the east, and I quickly decided a lunch would help pass the time..   As I reached for my wallet, I overheard soldier ask his buddy if he planned to buy lunch.  'No, that seems like a lot of money for just a sack lunch. Probably  wouldn't be worth five bucks.  I'll wait till we get
What My Status Means
ok i want to say that i know my status may seem weird but i just wanted to let everyone know that i am not on fubar to see you get naked i could care less what you have on yes i do look at your pics to rATE THEM BUT NOT FOR ANY OTHER REASON AND I AM DEFINATELY NOT GOING TO SOME WEBSITE AND PAYING TO WWATCH YOU PLAY WITH YOURSELF I WAS AISED BETTER THAN THAT SO I JUST WANTED TO STATE ONCE AND FOR ALL I AM NOT HERE FOR THAT
When We Moved To The U.s.
when we 1st moved to the states in '74 we didnt know English. We had a cat named pussy( no joke). We didnt know it meant something else. Well, one day our cat got loose and my mom was walking around the neighborhood calling " here pussy pussy". Then she asked ppl if they seen her pussy.Im not joking. We didnt understand it then-but now when we look back, it is too funny!! Just wanted to share it with you. The things we went thru when we moved here.Ill share more stories with you.
Got a text today from a friend I consider a brother...the text said "GOODBAR is dead" and that's it.  My little group of friends...we are all fucked up.  So, I wasn't sure if he was playing around or not, so I called him.  He was crying...and that just isn't like him...AT ALL...for reasons only those who know him well can say.  Goodbar is a nickname for someone that was a part of OUR group.  There were four of us, four of us that wanted like hell to open a tattoo shop together.  He would be the piercer, my bro and Goodbar's bro the tattoo artists, and me the custom artist, wallflower, and eventual tattoo artist.  We all worked in a shop together for about a year...became pretty damned close.  We four were the ones that were shit on by the owners, other artists, other persons in the shop.  We had something to prove together, something to take care of... When I spoke to my bro's ol' lady, she said they are thinking it's suicide.  And, I haven't cried.  I don't know how to feel about it
Country Tire Swing Train
~Country Tire Swing Train~ Hey, who wants to swing on the tires with me? As a country girl at heart I always loved tire swings or other homemade swings hanging from a tree. So I thought this would be a fun train to do. ~Rules~ R/F/A everyone on the list or comment if already added. Rate the pics (link below) in the Country Tire Swing album. Please pm and let me know when u have finished so I can add you to the train. Will be making tags but if you would like to make your own that’s fine too. Train Owner ◊ LadyStClair ◊ *☈☈Recruiter* *Owned by Inkspot69* Train Riders ~Inksp0t69~ RATING REVOLUTION HEAD CREW LEADER ~Fu-Owned By ~♥JEANNIE♥ ~ ♥ MZ.LIZ ♥ ®® Head Recruiter,Llama leveler, PHAT CHICK ,VMV ☣ Coal Mnr2008 ☣
Spiders On Drugs
Happy Mothers Day!
I'm Bitchy
I'm seriously NOT in a good mood. I'm being short with everyone it seems like and I just want to scream at someone. One of my friends knows I'm sending my laptop back on Monday, also knows I won't be able to talk to him until I get it back. Do they talk to me? Nope. They ignore me.  Shouldn't be that big of a surprise, it happens a lot. My step-dad is acting like a fucking child. He's annoying as hell. Running around the house knocking on walls, scaring my Mom, picking up the telephone and dialing numbers..but then says he's calling no one. WTF? Now he's sitting there with a phone book, trying to call someone. Umm, it's 10:11pm. Who the fuck is going to answer? No one. No one really likes him.   And now for something completely random.... Well my random moment was going to be "van is blue now"...but it's not so random and it's not so new. I was about to type it and remembered he was blue when he changed his name to balls. =/ Have I told you I'm a little slow?
I am totally borrowing net at the moment and this connection is not the greatest. But, it's something so you wont hear me complaining. Although, you will see me logging off and on a lot more then I used to, since I always stayed logged in before.  I am in the mood for a bubblegum ice cream cone, anyone else want one while I am up?
Songs Through The Years (1979 Top-100
1. My Sharona, The Knack2. Bad Girls, Donna Summer3. Le Freak, Chic4. Da Ya Think I'm Sexy, Rod Stewart5. Reunited, Peaches and Herb6. I Will Survive, Gloria Gaynor7. Hot Stuff, Donna Summer8. Y.M.C.A., Village People9. Ring My Bell, Anita Ward10. Sad Eyes, Robert John11. Too Much Heaven, Bee Gees12. MacArthur Park, Donna Summer13. When You're In Love With A Beautiful Woman, Dr. Hook14. Makin' It, David Naughton15. Fire, Pointer Sisters16. Tragedy, Bee Gees17. A Little More Love, Olivia Newton-John18. Heart Of Glass, Blondie19. What A Fool Believes, Doobie Brothers20. Good Times, Chic21. You Don't Bring Me Flowers, Barbra Streisand and Neil Diamond22. Knock On Wood, Amii Stewart23. Stumblin' In, Suzi Quatro and Chris Norman24. Lead Me On, Maxine Nightingale25. Shake Your Body, Jacksons26. Don't Cry Out Loud, Melissa Manchester27. The Logical Song, Supertramp28. My Life, Billy Joel29. Just When I Needed You Most, Randy Vanwarmer30. You Can't Change That, Raydio31. Shake Your Groove Thin
Well I dont have a pic as of yet for all of you people that would like to see my face lol. i will be posting one here soon.
Songs Through The Years (1978 Top-100
1. Shadow Dancing, Andy Gibb2. Night Fever, Bee Gees3. You Light Up My Life, Debby Boone4. Stayin' Alive, Bee Gees5. Kiss You All Over, Exile6. How Deep Is Your Love, Bee Gees7. Baby Come Back, Player8. (Love Is) Thicker Than Water, Andy Gibb9. Boogie Oogie Oogie, A Taste Of Honey10. Three Times A Lady, Commodores11. Grease, Frankie Valli12. I Go Crazy, Paul Davis13. You're The One That I Want, John Travolta and Olivia Newton-John14. Emotion, Samantha Sang15. Lay Down Sally, Eric Clapton16. Miss You, Rolling Stones17. Just The Way You Are, Billy Joel18. With A Little Luck, Wings19. If I Can't Have You, Yvonne Elliman20. Dance, Dance, Dance (Yowsah, Yowsah, Yowsah), Chic21. Feels So Good, Chuck Mangione22. Hot Child In The City, Nick Gilder23. Love Is Like Oxygen, Sweet24. It's A Heartache, Bonnie Tyler25. We Are The Champions/We Will Rock You, Queen26. Baker Street, Gerry Rafferty27. Can't Smile Without You, Barry Manilow28. Too Much, Too Little, Too Late, Johnny Mathis and Deniece Wil
Songs Through The Years (1977 Top-100
1. Tonight's The Night, Rod Stewart2. I Just Want To Be Your Everything, Andy Gibb3. Best Of My Love, Emotions4. Love Theme From "A Star Is Born", Barbra Streisand5. Angel In Your Arms, Hot6. I Like Dreamin', Kenny Nolan7. Don't Leave Me This Way, Thelma Houston8. (Your Love Has Lifted Me) Higher And Higher, Rita Coolidge9. Undercover Angel, Alan O'Day10. Torn Between Two Lovers, Mary MacGregor11. I'm Your Boogie Man, K.C. and The Sunshine Band12. Dancing Queen, Abba13. You Make Me Feel Like Dancing, Leo Sayer14. Margaritaville, Jimmy Buffet15. Telephone Line, Electric Light Orchestra16. Whatcha Gonna Do?, Pablo Cruise17. Do You Wanna Make Love, Peter McCann18. Sir Duke, Stevie Wonder19. Hotel California, Eagles20. Got To Give It Up, Pt. 1, Marvin Gaye21. Theme From "Rocky" (Gonna Fly Now), Bill Conti22. Southern Nights, Glen Campbell23. Rich Girl, Daryl Hall and John Oates24. When I Need You, Leo Sayer25. Hot Line, Sylvers26. Car Wash, Rose Royce27. You Don't Have To Be A Star, Marily
Songs Through The Years (1976 Top-100
1. Silly Love Songs, Paul McCartney and Wings2. Don't Go Breaking My Heart, Elton John and Kiki Dee3. Disco Lady, Johnnie Taylor4. December, 1963 (Oh, What A Night), Four Seasons5. Play That Funky Music, Wild Cherry6. Kiss And Say Goodbye, Manhattans7. Love Machine (Part 1), The Miracles8. 50 Ways To Leave Your Lover, Paul Simon9. Love Is Alive, Gary Wright10. A Fifth Of Beethoven, Walter Murphy and The Big Apple Band11. Sara Smile, Daryl Hall and John Oates12. Afternoon Delight, Starland Vocal Band13. I Write The Songs, Barry Manilow14. Fly, Robin, Fly, Silver Convention15. Love Hangover, Diana Ross16. Get Close, Seals and Crofts17. More, More, More, Andrea True Connection18. Bohemian Rhapsody, Queen19. Misty Blue, Dorothy Moore20. Boogie Fever, Sylvers21. I'd Really Love To See You Tonight, England Dan and John Ford Coley22. You Sexy Thing, Hot Chocolate23. Love Hurts, Nazareth24. Get Up And Boogie, Silver Convention25. Take It To The Limit, Eagles26. (Shake, Shake, Shake) Shake Your
Songs Through The Years (1975 Top-100
1. Love Will Keep Us Together, The Captain and Tennille2. Rhinestone Cowboy, Glen Campbell3. Philadelphia Freedom, Elton John4. Before The Next Teardrop Falls, Freddy Fender5. My Eyes Adored You, Frankie Valli6. Shining Star, Earth, Wind and Fire7. Fame, David Bowie8. Laughter In The Rain, Neil Sedaka9. One Of These Nights, Eagles10. Thank God I'm A Country Boy, John Denver11. Jive Talkin', Bee Gees12. Best Of My Love, Eagles13. Lovin' You, Minnie Riperton14. Kung Fu Fighting, Carl Douglas15. Black Water, Doobie Brothers16. Ballroom Blitz, Sweet17. (Hey Won't You Play) Another Somebody Done Somebody Wrong Song, B.J. Thomas18. He Don't Love You (Like I Love You), Tony Orlando and Dawn19. At Seventeen, Janis Ian20. Pick Up The Pieces, Average White Band21. The Hustle, Van McCoy and The Soul City Symphony22. Lady Marmalade, Labelle23. Why Can't We Be Friends?, War24. Love Wont Let Me Wait, Major Harris25. Boogie On Reggae Woman, Stevie Wonder26. Wasted Days And Wasted Nights, Freddy Fende
Songs Through The Years (1974 Top-100
1. The Way We Were, Barbra Streisand2. Seasons In The Sun, Terry Jacks3. Love's Theme, Love Unlimited Orchestra4. Come And Get Your Love, Redbone5. Dancing Machine, Jackson 56. The Loco-Motion, Grand Funk Railroad7. TSOP, MFSB8. The Streak, Ray Stevens9. Bennie And The Jets, Elton John10. One Hell Of A Woman, Mac Davis11. Until You Come Back To Me (That's What I'm Gonna Do), Aretha Franklin12. Jungle Boogie, Kool and The Gang13. Midnight At The Oasis, Maria Muldaur14. You Make Me Feel Brand New, Stylistics15. Show And Tell, Al Wilson16. Spiders And Snakes, Jim Stafford17. Rock On, David Essex18. Sunshine On My Shoulder, John Denver19. Sideshow, Blue Magic20. Hooked On A Feeling, Blue Swede21. Billy Don't Be A Hero, Bo Donaldson and The Heywoods22. Band On The Run, Paul McCartney and Wings23. The Most Beautiful Girl, Charlie Rich24. Time In A Bottle, Jim Croce25. Annie's Song, John Denver26. Let Me Be There, Olivia Newton-John27. Sundown, Gordon Lightfoot28. (You're) Having My Baby, Pau
Songs Through The Years (1973 Top-100
1. Tie A Yellow Ribbon 'Round The Ole Oak Tree, Tony Orlando and Dawn2. Bad Bad Leroy Brown, Jim Croce3. Killing Me Softly With His Song, Roberta Flack4. Let's Get It On, Marvin Gaye5. My Love, Paul McCartney and Wings6. Why Me, Kris Kristofferson7. Crocodile Rock, Elton John8. Will It Go Round In Circles, Billy Preston9. You're So Vain, Carly Simon10. Touch Me In The Morning, Diana Ross11. The Night The Lights Went Out In Georgia, Vicki Lawrence12. Playground In My Mind, Clint Holmes13. Brother Louie, Stories14. Delta Dawn, Helen Reddy15. Me And Mrs. Jones, Billy Paul16. Frankenstein, Edgar Winter Group17. Drift Away, Dobie Gray18. Little Willy, Sweet19. You Are The Sunshine Of My Life, Stevie Wonder20. Half Breed, Cher21. That Lady, Isley Bros.22. Pillow Talk, Sylvia23. We're An American Band, Grand Funk Railroad24. Right Place, Wrong Time, Dr. John25. Wildflower, Skylark26. Superstition, Stevie Wonder27. Loves Me Like A Rock, Paul Simon28. The Morning After, Maureen McGovern29. Rock
some ppl i wanna smack you know? they ask stupid questions  really what is the point of filling out a profile page if no one is going to read it and actually comprehend what the information says?   example: Kanka: hello.. i want to know if u have web camera and messenger?   does it or does it not say on my profile dont ask for these things from me? some people are just idiots if you cant comprehend english then feel free to go have it translated to what ever language is you home language there are websites for that. it's alot smarter to feel dumb and have something translated than to appear dumb as a stack of bricks and ask questions you should have known the answer to . if someone wants you to see their web cam then im sure they will invite you to see it
Songs Through The Years (1972 Top-100
1. The First Time Ever I Saw Your Face, Roberta Flack2. Alone Again (Naturally), Gilbert O'Sullivan3. American Pie, Don McLean4. Without You, Nilsson5. Candy Man, Sammy Davis Jr.6. I Gotcha, Joe Tex7. Lean On Me, Bill Withers8. Baby Don't Get Hooked On Me, Mac Davis9. Brand New Key, Melanie10. Daddy Dont You Walk So Fast, Wayne Newton11. Let's Stay Together, Al Green12. Brandy (You're A Fine Girl), Looking Glass13. Oh Girl, Chi-Lites14. Nice To Be With You, Gallery15. My Ding-A-Ling, Chuck Berry16. If Loving You Is Wrong I Don't Want To Be Right, Luther Ingram17. Heart Of Gold, Neil Young18. Betcha By Golly, Wow, Stylistics19. I'll Take You There, Staple Singers20. Ben, Michael Jackson21. The Lion Sleeps Tonight, Robert John22. Outa-space, Billy Preston23. Slippin' Into Darkness, War24. Long Cool Woman (In A Black Dress), Hollies25. How Do You Do, Mouth and MacNeal27. Song Sung Blue, Neil Diamond28. A Horse With No Name, America28. Popcorn, Hot Butter29. Everybody Plays The Fool, Main
I Wish You Enough.....
Recently, I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments togetherat the airport. They had announced the departure. Standing near the securitygate, they hugged, and the mother said, 'I love you, and I wish youenough.' The daughter replied, 'Mom, our life together has been more than enough.Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Mom.' They kissed, and the daughter left. The mother walked over to the windowwhere I was seated. Standing there, I could see she wanted and needed tocry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy, but she welcomed me in byasking, 'Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?' Yes, I have,' I replied. 'Forgive me for asking, but why is this a forevergood-bye?' 'Well...I'm not as young as I once was, she lives so far away & has her ownbusy life. I have some challenges ahead, and the reality is - her next tripback will be for my funeral,' she said. 'When you were saying good-bye, I heard you say, 'I wish you enough.' M
Songs Through The Years (1971 Top-100
1. Joy To The World, Three Dog Night2. Maggie May/(Find A) Reason To Believe, Rod Stewart3. It's Too Late/I Feel The Earth Move, Carole King4. One Bad Apple, Osmonds5. How Can You Mend A Broken Heart, Bee Gees6. Indian Reservation, Raiders7. Go Away Little Girl, Donny Osmond8. Take Me Home, Country Roads, John Denver9. Just My Imagination (Running Away With Me), Temptations10. Knock Three Times, Dawn11. Me And Bobby Mcgee, Janis Joplin12. Tired Of Being Alone, Al Green13. Want Ads, Honey Cone14. Smiling Faces Sometimes, Undisputed Truth15. Treat Her Like A Lady, Cornelius Brothers and Sister Rose16. You've Got A Friend, James Taylor17. Mr. Big Stuff, Jean Knight18. Brown Sugar, Rolling Stones19. Do You Know What I Mean, Lee Michaels20. The Night They Drove Old Dixie Down, Joan Baez21. What's Going On, Marvin Gaye22. Uncle Albert-Admiral Halsey, Paul McCartney23. Aint No Sunshine, Bill Withers24. Signs, Five Man Electrical Band25. She's A Lady, Tom Jones26. Superstar, Murray Head and Th
Sexsugen Dalmas
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The Messure Of A Man
How do you measure a man with his passion or heart such a withered thing for me that it has begun to rot how about his prowess in bed ahhh fleeting for there is truelly comes to end for that a messure of a truest man i have seen is one that would stand next to you endlessly a man that is tender and kind one that will fight for your honor and will when your smile one who will be glad when you are glad and will be your shoulder when needed for a while what is a messure of a man i ask you tell me what is the measure that you see
Help Me
need 1000 more points r8 me add me and fan me
I can sit here completely content and watch you sleep and breath Wondering what you may be dreaming about Smiles race across my face Running my nails down your back Feeling your soft skin glide under my finger tips I want to touch you all day long When you are getting ready to go somewhere I miss you before you even leave At night when I close my eyes I dream of you and feel so safe I have never felt beautiful I know I am beautiful now because you Love me And because of you I know what love is And how it is supposed to feel and be !      
Intro Pt. 3
All this was revealed to me in an absolutely unforgettable miraculous event in 1988 or 1989 in a bowling alley in Friendly Hills or maybe Santa Fe Springs, California, witnessed by either Gregory Hill or Malaclypse the Younger or perhaps Mad Malik or Reverend Doctor Occupant or some guy who must have vaguely resembled one or another of them. With the help of a Chaosopher's Stone I found the Goddess Eris Discordia in my pineal gland (on Cosmic Channel Number Five) and ever since I have known the answers to all the mysteries of metaphysics, metamystics, metamorhpics, metanoiacs and metaphorics. (Before that I didn't even know how to install a plastic trash can liner so it wouldn't fall down inside the first time somebody threw away garbage.) You, too can activate your pineal gland simply by reciting the entire contents of this upon awakening each morning, rubbing sandalwood paste between your eyes each evening upon retiring, banging your forehead against the ground five times a
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Play Daddy For Me
  I’ve always been a daddy’s girl and my Dad has always treated me like a Princess.  I'm the only girl out of 4 and Daddy always said I was his favorite. Daddy said I was special and that’s why he spoiled me.  Daddy never gave any of my brothers a bath but he gave me one anytime Mommy wasn't home and he always took me on special overnight trips but left my brothers at home.  One day my Daddy caught me in my room masturbating.  Oh Daddy I can't help it!  It just feels so good Daddy.  Don’t worry daddy, I won’t let anyone else play with my pussy…only my Daddy.  I made that promise to my daddy when I was 7 and until I turned 18 and moved away to college I kept that promise and my daddy was the only person to fuck suck and lick my pussy for 10 yrs.  My first week of school I was still missing my daddy and spent lots of time in my dorm masturbating,  while the other girls were out getting drunk and fucked by pretty frat boys.  I found myself gravitating
Bully For Discipling
        SHE IS RUNNING HER FIRST AUTO 11!!!!!!!!!!!! PAYING 20K FOR EVERY 100 RATES PRIVATE MESSAGE WHEN DONE SHE IS ONLY 1.4 MILLION AWAY FROM DISCIPLE AND NEED HELP PLEASE???????? ~ Sugar Britches ~Property of Big_Daddy~Fu-Engaged 2 Big_Daddy~aka Brwneyedgirl35~Zodiak Leveler@ fubar GO AND SHOW HER LOTS OF LOVE!!!!!!!! THANKS TO ALL (repost of original by ' Michelle~R/L wife and True Love of Towman1231~Fuwife to MarloboroMan~RR ~PHAT Chick~Owned by B' on '2009-05-09 17:21:49') (repost of original by ' ~ Sugar Britches ~Property of Big_Daddy~Fu-Engaged 2 Big_Daddy~aka Brwneyedgirl35~Zodiak Leveler' on '2009-05-09 17:24:18') (repost of original by ' ☠ISL姪ÐGI§ÁL™ DSC ¨^»Zodiak Levelers«¨a 2nd Alarm Hottie Prospect' on '2009-05-09 17:27:10')
My New Name
R.I.P. Angel People have been asking me why the name change.. well..that is a very easy expanation... 1. Almost everyone had forgotten Angel existed. People have pretty much stopped talking to her. Angel was feeling so lost and alone. 2. Angel is what someone once called her "Fubar's Best Kept Secret" And I think that person was right. almost never given a second look. 3. Angel has been on this site for over three years and not a Godmother yet. She has sat and watched whore after whore become oracles within a month.. and they have had a lot of help and she had to do it all alone. Angel is still over 700,000 from being Godmother. I guess Angel isn't one of the beautiful girls here that get help. She feels quite ugly. 4. Angel had to die. She was almost dead inside anyways. She became Vampyresta. I hope Vampyresta won't have to resort into begging like Angel did for friends. That is humiliating. 5. Vampyresta won't tolerate those that call her a friend and never speak to her.. she
Plz Show Me A Little Love On My Fubar Salute Pic
hi everyone, I need a favor to ask...Will you love on me? I would like my fubar salute photo to make the Hottest photo in the Top members area on fubar so will you help me by Rating and commenting my photo. I greatly appreciate it...hugs n kisses Italian Princess ps..Thanks for all ur help:) Love yall /xoxoxox  
Confucius Say... Man who wants pretty nurse, must be patient.Man who drive like hell, bound to get there.War doesn't determine who's right. War determines who's left.Man who lives in glass house should change in basement.Man with hole in pocket feel cocky all day long.Girl who sit on jockeys lap get hot tip.Girl who sits on Judge's lap gets honourable discharge.Man who keep feet firmly on ground have trouble putting on pants.Man who leap off cliff jump to conclusion.Man with tight trousers is pressing his luck.Man who run in front of car, get tired.Man who run behind car, get exhausted.Passionate kiss like spiders web - soon lead to undoing of fly.Foolish man give wife grand piano. Wise man give wife upright organ.Man who walk through airport turnstile sideways going to Bangkok.Man who scratches ass should not bite fingernails.Panties not best thing on earth, but next to it.Wife who put husband in doghouse soon find him in cat house.Man who fight with wife all day, get no piece at ni
Missing My Kids
i finaly get a day off in a mounth and 1/2 of working and i want to spend time with my kids but they could care less if im home or not they r all out running around with their friends. i just wish they loved and missed me the way i do them
I Love....
Ruby! Go say happy bday to her :D   Ruby Cairo > ETid, LP, FuGF of Chelsea@ fubar
So I got a phone call from my dad early this morning. Now anyone who's read my blog at some point in time will realize these usually aren't events in which to be joyful. We get along, but only because I've been taught to respect him. He tries hard to do what is right for me, but I think we're just in a different world. Anyway, he tells me he's got something that will brighten my day. He tells me this joke: A teenage girl is talking to her grandmother and asks her how her grandfather died. The old woman says "He died by lovemaking." The young girl is astonished and asks her grandmother weren't they a bit old for that? and she replies "Well, we normally made love on Sundays, and we did it to the time of the church bells. Ding was in, dong was out. Everything was fine until that ice cream truck came by." Now you must understand that for my dad, this is pretty heavy stuff, he's a preacher. The joke is terrible, but it actually made me feel a bit better.
Gone Fishing..
     Been doing alot of fishing lately with my husband and I have found it to be the one true way I can release all my stress (well, sex works wonders for that too lol)...So far this year I caught a 5 pound trout and a 15 pound carp...yeah, it was interesting pulling that carp in- he had more fight in him than most men ..hehehehe...the weather has been crappy this past week with all the rain but I have managed to get some fishing's been nice...
My Favorite Dessert..yummy!
What Is Tiramisu? Craig Miyamoto Tiramisu is a cool, refreshing Italian dessert that once tasted, leaves an indelible impression on you. Also known as "Tuscan Trifle," the dessert was initially created in Siena, in the northwestern Italian province of Tuscany. The occasion was a visit by Grand Duke Cosimo de'Medici III, in whose honor the concoction was dubbed zuppa del duca (the "duke's soup"). The erstwhile duke brought the dessert back with him to Florence. In the 19th Century, zuppa del duca became popular among the English intellectuals and artists who lived there Consequently, it is also known as zuppa Inglese. They took the dessert to England, where its popularity grew. Zuppa del duca eventually made its way to Treviso, just northwest of Venice, in the northeastern province of Veneto. Treviso is best know for its canals, frescoes and . . . Tiramisu. Stories are told about how Tiramisu was the favorite of Venice's courtesans,
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Gran Torino!!!
Gran Torino!!! Current mood:  peaceful Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities So far the best movie ever for 2009!  Gran torino kicked ass and was so fucking funny i almost pissed myself !  clint did great job directing it, and good job playing old bitter moody old fart!   Heres some of the Quotes he said: Thug: What you lookin' at old man? Walt Kowalski: Ever notice how you come across somebody once in a while you shouldn't have messed with? That's me. Walt Kowalski: Oh, I've got one. A Mexican, a Jew, and a colored guy go into a bar. The bartender looks up and says, "Get the fuck out of here." Walt Kowalski: Jesus, Joseph and Mary. These Hmong broads are like badgers. Walt Kowalski: [sneering and aiming his gun] Get off my lawn! Thao Vang Lor: Excuse me Sir, I need a haircut, If you ain't too busy, you old Italian s.o.b. prick barber! Thao Vang Lor: Boy, does my *** hurt from all of the guys at my construction job! Walt Kowals
Great Funny Italian Gangster Nicknames
1. -"Bobby the Jew"2. -"The Genius"3.-"The Greaseball"4.-"vinny bag of donuts"5.-"Provolone"6.-"tony tight lips"7.-"spaghetti slurper"8.-"meatloaf"9.-"thumbs"10.-"the loaner"11.-"the taker"12.-"hairball"12.-"rings"13.-"the mole"
About Me
my name is rose...and i have a boyfriend who is amazing he loves me and i love him....i like singing and i like 2 write my own music..i cn play a lil bit of guitar but i need to learn more lol...i like drawings and dream is to go 2 college some day or be famous lol but i dnt know if that will happen...
Bad Horrorr Movies Ever!
wrost horror scaryer movies ever! warning spoiler alert! Current mood:  angry Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities from 2000-2009 , and sure some of you all will agree with me when i name these wrost remakes and chineese jap horrorr movies ever! 1-  Quarantine-the girl was hot in it, but other zombie virus who did it thing where everyone dieds it it heh!2- The Grudge 1-2 and there going make thrid one only mother fucker of cheese whiz!3- one missed call! come on ghost on cell phone than uses weapons like wow!4- Shutter- omg run its missed up picture ahhhhhhhh!5- the ring 1-2 , well it was maybe only good jap horror film but omg its VHS tape going tell me im going die in 7 days MOMMY!6- well theres like 10-15 movies made with giant snakes, alitgators, only thing have to say it those ppl need get life, stop jekring off, and go back to film school!7- new texas chainsaw masscure, 1-2 - blows donky balls bad writeing and nothing like old 70..s one!8- the
Just Because I'm A Girl...
I've decided that certian men sucks ass.   Today I had to get new tires so I dropped by Discount Tires because I'm getting a new car later this year and I don't really care if they are the best of the best. I thought I would be in there an hour tops. Until I met Dale The Jackass. As soon as I walked in wearing a football jersey, he started in. Dale the Jackass: "Oh guys, it looks like we have a front runner here!" Me: "Huh, what?" Dale the Jackass: "You have a Tim Hightower jersey on. But I bet you didn't know his first name." Me: "Yes actually I did know his first name. I'm here because I need new tires." Dale the Jackass: "I think it is funny how girls wear sports stuff and have no idea about the sport." Me: "Look I love football but I really need some tires. Is there anyone that can help me." Dale the Jackass: "Just humor me. Do you even know what position he plays?" Me: "He is a running back that got drafted in the 5th round of the 2008 draft. He went to Richmond and he
What I Want & Like......
I have been asked what I want & like.  What I want is friends (very good friends),  sex friends, no-sex friends, I am new in this town & I am staying for a summer class at Marshall University, so I don't really know a lot of people.  I am willing to meet people. I just want fun and to enjoy life.  Since, I have to stay for only one class so, I thought I would see if I could find some people in town to hang out with this summer. I heard its dead around here in the summer, so i like to have fun and am open to any suggestions. I do have someone who I am with regularly & yes, I am single, everything is open, so, yes I tell him everything, & we are very open and free with each other. I just want to make that clear. Basically, as simple as I can put it- I really like sex, and this person understands.  I'm disease free and on bc, just so you all know.I like hanging out and just being outside or inside, I love music and reading. I'm kind of a nerd. I want to have fun this summer since i won't
Help!!! My fu-wifey is 1.25 mill from oracle with autos on! She only has a little over 500 pics! Help Slirpa (or whatever she is calling herself today) get there... her autos expire in a few hours.....   DJ STFU@ fubar
It`s Been A While
I am anxiously awaiting your arrival. We haven`t seen each other in I don`t know. 2 or 3 months, and I know my body is aching for yours.We decide to meet in a shopping center parking lot. It`s our hometown, and as usual, the kids are cruising around the lot. There`s also a classic car show in the lot, and while I wait I pass the time looking at the old cars.My phone rings, and It`s you, telling me you`re almost here. My stomach lurches with anticipation, and I can already feel the wetness between my legs. I want to give in and rub myself until you arrive, but I hold off. I want you to be the one to satisfy me.I see you then, coming around the corner in your corvette. My hands are shaking as you pull up and flash me that mischievous smile: the one that tells me that I am in so much trouble!I do my best at staying calm as I walk around to the door. You pop the door for me, and I slide into the passenger seat. You smile and say hello and begin to drive us away from the center. Suddenly, y
I'm A Whore....
In the past few weeks a few things have been brought to my attention. I thought I'd share to enlighten a few people. Well, maybe I'm a little slow in the news department, but maybe there are a few people who don't know these bits of information.   1. Women who have tattoos are whores 2. Women who get on cam are whores   So what does that mean? I'm a whore. Yep. Since I've pretty much mastered the whoreness of getting on cam and having tattoos....anyone have any bits of information on being a point whore?
I Miss You...
I miss you, though you just went away I really do wish, you could have stayed I know why you're gone,know thats it's best But some relationships, just don't pass the test All that I've hoped for, all that I dreamed I watched fall apart and rip at the seams I wish it were different, together again Knowing deep in my heart, its better it ends...
Rainbows And Skittles?
Omg I am so pissed with this damn thing.I just typed a huge fucking post and it deleted it at random.Fucking hell.I'm too lazy to retype everything back out.Basic gist of what I originally typed is,I'm gonna be working two jobs now.No time for anyone,let alone my boyfriend who seems to not care but I know isnt the truth.I cant afford to do anything for me which needs to change.People who didnt get me shit for my birthday need to make it up to me since I never forgot theirs even when i had no job...Um...I'm pissed at my boyfriend for reasons I'm not disclosing but they'll soon be fixed.I'm too old to play these games with my so called friends who only talk to me when its convient for them.I'm ready to move on with my life and start my own family.I think I need to be medicated,which would prolly help me out a lot.I'm gonna be working two jobs up until october when i can financially cut one of them loose...erm......damnit damnit damnit....more ranting and raving...i'm tired as hell......i
Someone help me stop the "could have beens" Could you help me create a present moment Even just a hug or going through my hair. ANd tell me "I am here now the others are long gone  they will never hurt you anymore". Most importantly "you are forgiven And young and alive This too shall pass".
Breakup Poetry,,,
How long before the ache in my chest Takes it's leave Before memories of him begin to unweave When will I stop waiting for the phone to ring Warmed by the easy feeling his voice would bring All that brought joy now fills with sorrow Finding it hard to see light in tomorrow I will try and be strong get up each day and fight and though it is hard I will find light
William Control- Deathclub (underworld: Rise Of The Lycans Soundtrack)
The sinners crying We're dressed like fame The shame of knowing the guilty The killer instinct to play this game I know we're nothing but filthy You're in the Deathclub, melt so strange You're in the Deathclub, melt so strange We're in the Deathclub All free to sin away Take your own life Membership is pain Were in the Deathclub All free to sin away Take your own life Silent, damned and strange Mindless follow the velvet tears The silent picture is perfect The architects of our flaws and fears I know, were nothing but servants You're in the Deathclub, melt so strange You're in the Deathclub, melt so strange We're in the Deathclub All free to sin away Take your own life Membership is pain Were in the Deathclub All free to sin away Take your own life Silent, damned and strange Take away the fear and I'll follow Take me half alive I'm not running scared tomorrow Oh I'll survive You're in the Deathclub, melt so strange You're in the Deathclub, melt so strange We're in the Deathclub
Mother's Day
I thought I would be ok this weekend, but I can't stop thinking of my mother. The messed up thing is it's not like I've had her for the last 14 mother's days since she was sick. But I feel it this weekend. Because I know she is. I started crying yesterday when one of my customer showed me a card she had bought for her daughter. It was a stupid Disney card too. I will probably be getting drunk tonight because I feel the need to be numb.
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So..I don't even know where to start with this one, but when people on here try to make you feel shitty for not forfeiting your real life to be on here..makes you want to take a break.   Yeah, ok I'm on here a lot (and more so in the past week cuz I'm on vacation from a JOB) and I like the site; that is no ammunition saying I don't have a life. Yep, I may be on when my kids are home, but as soon as they want something, I get it for them. My family trumps internet; all there is to it. I don't care if I don't answer you right away and it pisses you off or whatever it come LAST.   I am up and down the whole time. Just because it says I'm online does not mean I am glued to my fucking chair. Yep, you may see me comment on a mumm or a blog; I could've just come back from letting the dog out, getting a toy for my kids, going out to check the mail.   I do care about the people I talk to on here; I even text or call some of you. But when my real life, right in front of me family i
My Aunt
Strategic air Command Flew About the C-135 "Looking Glass" communications plane
My Uncle Larry
Served in Vietnam on the U.S.S. Iwo Jima was also on board when Apollo 13 landed  
My Brother
I can't remember what he is in but he is AFR as a firefighter/medic   pic taken in 2004 in Kuwait  
If It Wasnt For Bad Luck....
.... I wouldnt have any luck at all...The past few weeks have been nothing but HELL for me...on Easter sunday, i find my uncle in my bathroom dieing..then last week my best friend shot and killed himself, a few days ago was the 2 year anniversary of my ex's death, and now today, my other uncle is in the hospital on life support from over dosing...i dont know what to do anymore, i feel as if im in a huge crowd, screaming at the top of my lungs and no one even bothers to look up...aside from all that, we are still having money issues cause we had to pay for an unexpected funeral, and now we are going to have to do it AGAIN...everyone i care about isnt here, and everyone i have lost is gone. i need help, i need advice, i need someone to hold me and tell me that everything is going to be ok, that all the bad stuff is over with... i cant handle it much more, the stress is eating at me little by little till there is nothing left...BAH......
Some days it can be very hard for fact most Saturdays seem to get harder every time I spend the day with my sons..... Today, something happened and through something I said, my youngest broke into tears and well to say I felt very guilty is an understatement!!.....but we worked it through and got back on track with our day.....and as usual we went into town for our usual hunt for nothing in particular, it was while we were walking round outside we came across a group of people who were having a jam session with an assortment of drums and other percussion instruments, so like others we stood there and watched, feet tapping along  to the rhythm going on.....then a woman came up to us and handed my youngest son and me a shaker and a maraca, so without thinking the 2 of us looked at each other and just joined in, and for the next 20 minutes we just let our hair down and jammed along with the rest.......and at one point my son Ethan handed me the maraca he had and started to p
Dad 55th Tact Wing
Munitions Specialist 1966-1970 volunteered for service in Vietnam but was refused second pic is dad(r) during a loadeo drill 1969 R.A.F. Whethersfield
9th Evac Hospital North Africa
my grandfather was a scrub nurse  
Moms Cousin
Songs Through The Years (1970 Top-100
1970 Top-100   1. Bridge Over Troubled Water, Simon and Garfunkel2. (They Long To Be) Close To You, Carpenters3. American Woman/No Sugar Tonight, The Guess Who4. Raindrops Keep Fallin' On My Head, B.J. Thomas5. War, Edwin Starr6. Ain't No Mountain High Enough, Diana Ross7. I'll Be There, Jackson 58. Get Ready, Rare Earth9. Let It Be, The Beatles10. Band Of Gold, Freda Payne11. Mama Told Me (Not To Come), Three Dog Night12. Everything Is Beautiful, Ray Stevens13. Make It With You, Bread14. Hitchin' A Ride, Vanity Fair15. ABC, Jackson 516. The Love You Save/I Found That Girl, Jackson 517. Cracklin' Rose, Neil Diamond18. Candida, Dawn19. Thank You (Fallettin Me Be Mice Elf Again)/Everybody Is A Star, Sly and The Family Stone20. Spill The Wine, Eric Burdon and War21. O-o-h Child/Dear Prudence, Five Stairsteps and Cubie22. Spirit In The Sky, Norman Greenbaum23. Lay Down (Candles In The Rain), Melanie and The Edwin Hawkins Singers24. Ball Of Confusion (That's What The World Is Today), Temp
Songs Through The Years (1969 Top-100
The Top 100 Songs of 19691.    Aquarius/Let The Sunshine In     5th Dimension2.    In The Year 2525     Zager & Evans3.    Get Back     Beatles4.    Sugar, Sugar     Archies5.    Everyday People     Sly & Family Stone6.    Honky Tonk Woman     Rolling Stones7.    Dizzy     Tommy Roe8.    Wedding Bell Blues     5th Dimension9.    I Can't Get Next To You     Temptations10.    Crimson and Clover     Tommy James & Shondells11.    Na Na Hey Hey Kiss Him Goodbye     Steam12.    Love Theme from Romeo & Juliet     Henry Mancini13.    Leaving On A Jet Plane     Peter, Paul & Mary14.    Someday We'll Be Together     Supremes15    Come Together     Beatles16.    Suspicious Minds     Elvis Presley17.    Crystal Blue Persuasion     Tommy James & Shondells18.    Proud Mary     Creedance Clearwater Revival19.    Spinning Wheel     Blood, Sweat & Tears20.    You've Made Me So Very Happy     Blood, Sweat & Tears21.    A Boy Named Sue     Johnny Cash22.    Hot Fun In The Summertime     Sly & Family Ston
Amazing, Lmfao
People should really invest in a dictionary or spell check before making a ticker. C.Norris Dose'nt wear a watch he Decides what time it is TAL/ R/L/Fiance..., Elk Grove, CA
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Songs Through The Years ( 1968 Top-100
The Top 100 Songs of 19681.    Hey Jude     Beatles2.    I Heard It Through The Grapevine     Marvin Gaye3.    Love Is Blue     Paul Mauriat4.    Honey     Bobby Goldsboro5.    People Got To Be Free     Rascals6.    (Sittin' On) The Dock Of The Bay     Otis Redding7.    This Guy's In Love With You     Herb Alpert8.    Mrs. Robinson     Simon & Garfunkel9.    Love Child     Supremes10.    Judy In Disguise (With Glasses)     John Fred & Playboy Band11.    Tighten Up     Archie Bell & Drells12.    Hello, I Love You     Doors13.    Grazing In The Grass     Hugh Masekela14.    Harper Valley P.T.A.     Jeannie C. Riley15    Green Tambourine     Lemon Pipers16.    (Theme From) Valley Of The Dolls     Dionne Warwick17.    Young Girl     Gary Puckett & Union Gap18.    Those Were The Days     Mary Hopkin19.    The Horse     Cliff Nobles & Co.20.    Born To Be Wild     Steppenwolf21.    Cry Like A Baby     Box Tops22.    For Once In My Life     Stevie Wonder23.    Classical Gas     Mason Williams
New Credit Exchange
Bling credits can now be used to buy happy hours, blasts, and bonus elevens !!! The bling credit needed for each item is listed below ! Enjoy Fubar !!   10 credits for a 1 day blast 15 credits for a 3 day blast 25 credits for a 7 day blast 60 credits for a month blast 10 credits for 500 11s 110 credits for a Happy Hour !!
Update On Rob & I...
I wrote a blog about my fiance Rob *& I about a month ago now. Here's the update. I received a call from Rob today. He's working, back home, getting back to church, and best of all still loves and wants me! Talk about shocking. I always said I would be here waiting on him and if I was to get with someone else Rob would be the one I choose. I love this man so much and even after all this I can only hope and keep praying that we can make it. I hope that in time we can work through anything if we can make it through this.
The Fun Blog
the fun fun blog  any one can look at it  
Mother's Day
Wishing all the Mother's out there a Happy Mother's Day. May you be showered with the love and affection you truly deserve, not just today, but everyday. If there is no other half to your equation ... show yourself the affection you deserve and do something special for yourself and your children. Last week my son told me he wanted to do something special for me for Mother's Day. Being 8 is hard for him, his heart is big, and he was limited in what he could do without asking an adult. I asked his Dad to talk to him.  Yes my ex with whom I had a bad relationship. His father arranged to take them shopping to buy me a gift, and, he is joining us for breakfast this morning. Why is it important to me ??? Because even though my ex and I couldn't get along to keep our marriage together, for the sake of my children, being able to see us get along as friends now, is even more important. I gained some respect for that man I once loathed because of our bad marriage. And I have respect fo
Rawr Rawr Rawr
well the the skank wanted me to die. i dont know why she did this but to get what she wants. she used my brother for sex...she also told her bf that both of my brothers wanted to have sex with her. neather have had any idea that they wanted this. we are finding more and more shit out and that she has taken.
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The Me Game
This is a litte place I come to rant and rave, and moan and groan about whatever is ailing me lately.  This typical little excerpt is my feelings on the bitch that played my heart and got away without a scratch:  I grew sick of your shit.  You have time for the internet but not a short conversation or text message.  I'm not buying your bullshit.  See it any way you want to but in the end its still shit.  I don't care because its been brought to my attention you don't care.  You are grown, so maybe its time to start acting like it.All it is for you is the ME game.  Immature as fuck.  Love is  a word i will most likely never use so quickly again unless its my mother or daughter.  The women I have come across in life, probably due to my own fault have lured me in and for whatever reason used excuses to do what they want to do in the ME game.  Its really trifling to get involved and start playing the ME game.  Im not that guy anymore.  Let me say this loud and clear, second chances are fo
The Glad Game
"The Glad Game." On days when Chellie came home from school complaining about something - a bully on the playground, a harsh teacher, a skinned knee, or difficult homework – Chellie’s mom would hug her, kiss away her tears, and then suggest, "OK, enough complaining. Let’s play 'The Glad Game.'" “The Glad Game” is another name for a Gratitude List. “The Glad Game” helps you focus on what’s right in your world today, instead of what’s wrong. Chellie’s mom was a very wise woman, teaching her that no matter what your troubles, there are still plenty of things to be grateful for: a sunny day, good food to eat, a loving family, a house to live in, a family pet to love, a handful of friends to enjoy, and much, much more. Chellie would follow her mother’s suggestion: “I’m glad I have you as my mom." “I’m glad the weekend is almost here." “I’m glad I have some nice clothes to wear to school.
Returning "love"
here's the deal, i've already explained this shit in my blog linked in my profile but i'll reiterate because i'm still getting add requests that say "fan me i'll fan back" ... those and the ones that say "give me access to all" are the only ones i deny. i actually prefer the blank ones, they didn't spend time trying to piss me off. Fanning people: i don't fan unless i know something about someone and i'm actually a fan of it. i don't rate back unless i'm really really really bored, or your nick was interesting. i have my bartab set so i can't see who fans me. i can't see who "stopped by" or whatever the hell it says. because i don't care. returning rates: i DO return LOVE - no i do really, ask my boyfriend, my friends, my family, my ex husband. i do NOT return rates and comments. i do NOT think those statements are contradictory. i don't care if you think it's common courtesy. i'm not courteous. i'm not common. common courtesy isn't common either. GET over it. i actually have nothing
Kottonmouth Kings- Tangerine Sky
Say goodbye to a tangerine sky say hello say hello to tomorrow- when you say goodbye to a tangerine sky you lose your pain lose your fear lose your sorrow what if you were livin yours instead of hatin mine findin truth and spreadin love and searchin deep inside – see me glidin swiftly to that place I need to be that home grown irie zone harvesting my seeds I’m gonna live my life from day to night with no hesitation Make the best of every situation that I find myself placed in Decidin right from wrong, choosing my final destination Cause when it’s said and done, it’s just yourself that you are facin’ Say goodbye to a tangerine sky say hello say hello to tomorrow- when you say goodbye to a tangerine sky you lose your pain lose your fear lose your sorrow Say Say Say good-bye to tomorrow Wash your sorrow Live and learn Listen up and follow Do what you so let me rock it I be dammed if you think you gonna stop it Pop it drop it D-Loc get up on it Don’
True Meanings
This was sent to me from my best friend and sister... People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person..When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need youhave expressed.They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidanceand support,to aid you physically,  emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are.They are there for the reason you need them to be.Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time,this person will  say or do something to bring the relationship to  an end.Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.Sometimes they act up=20and force you to take a stand.What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, theirwork is done.The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come tosh
No Love Like A Mother's Love
There is no love, like a mother's love, no stronger bond on earth... like the precious bond that comes from God, to a mother, when she gives birth. A mother's love is forever strong, never changing for all time... and when her children need her most, a mother's love will shine. God bless these special mothers, God bless them every one... for all the tears and heartache, and for the special work they've done. When her days on earth are over, a mother's love lives on... through many generations, with God's blessings on each one. Be thankful for our mothers, for they love with a higher love... from the power God has given, and the strength from up above. Myspace Graphics, Mother's Day Graphics at  
All stress begins with one negative thought. One thought that went unchecked, and then more thoughts came and more, until stress manifested. The effect is stress, but the cause was negative thinking, and it all began with one little negative thought. No matter what you might have manifested, you can change it … with one small positive thought and then another.          
In Korea At That Time
on profile picture;in korea at the time air force. but was so drunk;from korean beer and a drink called sojo; that I was in north korea! peace!
New Photos Of Cast Party
May 9, 2009 NEW PHOTOS: 'Twilight's' Robert Pattinson At New Moon Cast Party With Stephanie Meyer 1 of 17 > Robert Pattinson looks to be having a great night out in Vancouver, BC. The Twilight star was seen arriving at a cast party for New Moon in Yaletown, Vancouver. Rob was seen taking cigarette breaks with Kristen and was very animated as he chatted with friends outside the bar. Twilight author Stephanie Mayer arrived for New Moon cast party in Vancouver. The best selling author was seen at the Blue Cafe in Yaletown, Vancouver where the rest of the cast were (inclu
Put Something In My Blog. Im Bored So I Added 1
I AM SO FUCKING BORED. HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Happy Birthday Katie!!
Hey, today is one of my best friend's,  Katie's birthday. Please send her wishes and she could always use more friends.   member 2279224   Glass Shadows@ fubar
Bella Is Looking For....guess You Have To Read To Find Out
Wisdom On Love
My favorite "wisdom" about love comes from the oddest place. It's from "Wisdom from the Ninja Village of the Cold Moon" by Stephen Hayes. I won't recite the whole passage here, but here's the final paragraph: "This is the love of the flower.They are natural harmonygiving only what is theirs to giveaccepting all that comes to themand demanding nothing." I think these are words we should all try to live by. Kenny
New Owner And Auto 11's!!!
DJ Van Helsing RR Member Fu & R/L Hubby of Anna Valerious OWNER OF ILL 105.9 FMVan Helsing has auto's on show him Love Please!!!BigRickBigRick my new owner show him some Love As Well!!!
Do Not Stand At My Grave And Weep - Written By Mary Frye
Do not stand at my grave and weep, I am not there, I do not sleep.I am in a thousand winds that blow, I am the softly falling snow. I am the gentle showers of rain, I am the fields of ripening grain. I am in the morning hush, I am in the graceful rushOf beautiful birds in circling flight, I am the starshine of the night. I am in the flowers that bloom, I am in a quiet room. I am in the birds that sing, I am in each lovely thing. Do not stand at my grave and cry, I am not there. I do not die.
Chuck Daly: 1939-2009
It was after Game 4 of the 1988 NBA Finals. The Pistons had destroyed the Lakers in body-to-body combat, 111-86. "Adrian Dantley went headhunting twice, after James Worthy and Magic," Los Angeles coach Pat Riley fumed after the game. Asked about the Pistons' hyperphysical play, Chuck Daly said he didn't encourage it, explaining coyly that his undersized Pistons couldn't win with that style against a team of thoroughbreds like Los Angeles.     Then Daly reversed himself.     "Things change from the regular season into the playoffs," he added. "The game is more physical. But look at us; if we and the Lakers lined up next to each other five-on-five, position-by-position, we come out on the short end. They're studs -- they make us look like a mongrel team."     There was the rationale. It was Detroit, brandishing a combative Eastern style, against the superabundantly talented habitués of Rodeo Drive. Due to their rough style, the Pistons came to be known as the "Bad Boys."    
Ya, I Think So!
Do you know how to die, is there your saviour! Animal concerns: We want. But, I can't reply. It is all in the blood and all who need the excuse are beast. To live and life and all in like; what is love, but another hole to beware of. I can't; but, for the Pumpkin say, "Are you really with it!" Then you know; let go and done....yes, much is in the blood...chip, by chip, in the blood, all of it letting go. Who are you?
Magical Night
Magical Night by: Katherine Her wings fluttered with dust, But flying to help was what she�ll do! A magical place is hard to find, When all we know is a life of time. A prayer had been said, And a wish had been made, A mystical child was on her way! A child of beauty, A child at play, A child who can help in this life of time. Why does it take such a bad day, To bring these children out to play? Why don�t we see them when things are right? Could they be taken for granted in this life? They do what they must, And return out of sight. For they are the answers Of a magical night!      
35 Wishes
My 35 wishes for you To look at yourself as you do at me and feell as loved as I do by you To always know that you deserve to be loved by yourself and others To believe your touch does not make me feel wanted yet reminds me how worthy I am to be wanted To give yourself the same level of compassion and respect as you provide me To never need to feel worth and to know your worth is needed by others To never forget that you can only be loved as much as you love yourself... And may that very love be as deep as an abyss and as full as the oceans To know that I'm not escaping reality when I am with you but that being with you is part of my reality To never feel your purpose is make someone feel wanted To feel loved on purpose always To know I loved you before I needed you and to believe I need you because I love you To know that the feel of your touch is my definition of love To never doubt your beauty To never feel I doubt your beauty To know you don't have to be what you t
I am currently selling Dreadfalls and if you're interested. I have pics of an unfinished example of what the individual dreads look like in my default picture album. Let me know if you're interested and I'll give price estimates depending on what you want.
Please Give Me Your Opinions
i have a 6 month old daughter. her father left a month after she was born. he told me it was my responsibility to get a hold of him so he could see her....and both his ex girlfriend and current girlfriend agree with raising this little girl by myself...with a lil help from my family and current boyfriend...with NO help from her real father. is it really my responsibility to contact him??? i mean honestly i didnt climb ontop of myself and get myself pregnant why should i be the one who does all the work??? all i asked him to do was call and come see her every once in a while. but he doesnt agree with me!!! please give me some feedback people.
No Words To Describe
I feel so alone even in a room of people I feel as if I am screaming for help But nobody can hear me Can you hear the tears Do you even see me cry Holding onto memories of yesterday Reaching out for you calling your name Amd still you don't come I wonder can you hear me in Heaven I feel as if my heart is splintered With shards of glass so tiny that I'll never find all the parts to mend I remember when I was 7 and you tol Me how you would never leave me And than you did and I hated you for it I remember crying watching you walk away I remember all the fights you had with mom I remember you taking my brother And while I cried and begged to go with you You just put 40 bucks on the table and walked away I remember having to wait tables at a truck stop So mom could make ends meet I wanted to hate you for all the times you were not around But now that you are no longer around All I want is to hear your voice All I want is to see you walk through the door God what I
You May Be Right ;)
"Have you noticed you only talk to me when you are sad?"   I can explain this away is mostly justifiable to me..but it still is a fact. I tend to only come online when I am sad. Especially of late. I think this probably says I spend too much time worrying about myself and not enough time being a really good friend. I know I expect my friends to be great so why shouldn't I be great too? I am sorry for being a lousy friend.   Can you forgive me?
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Mother's Day
Since tomorrow's Mother's Day, I decided to try to come up with a few words on what my Mom means to me.  And so I won't go on for days on end about EVERYTHING she's ever done for me (which would be a HUGE list), I'll just say this: If you've still got your Mom to talk to, go thank her for all she's done.  Cuz I bet it doesn't get said enough. If, sadly, she's no longer with you, say it anyway.  Cuz I'm sure she'll still here it and appreciate it! :) And finally, for all the mothers here on Fubar, have a great day tomorrow!  You all do a hell of a job!  And stop to leave me a note if you read this (either a blog comment or a PM).  Cuz I think you all deserve a drink of thanks! Happy Mother's Day!
Up-coming Comic Book Movies
With the new release of the "X-men Oringins: Wolverine" movie... I thought it would be a good idea to tell everyone about up-coming moves that you might be excited to know about... For 2009... It looks like there will be a few no name comic book movies... Not really popular characters such as: Hybrid, The Yellow Mark and The Masked Magician... But in 2010... thing start picking up again... "The Green Hornet" will be gracing the silver screen in 2010... For of you that know there was a TV show in the 60's about the Green Hornet... IN which the Late Bruce Lee played the Green Hornet side-kick Kato... In this release... Seth Rogen will be playing the Green Hornet and Stephen Chow will be playing Kato... Here is a trailer for that movie...   Another coming in 2010 is the "The Green Lantern"... There have been several Green Lanterns over the years... This movie will be about Hal Jordan story which will be played by Bradley Cooper... Here is the movie trailer for that movie...
Druidic Tree Wisdom: Molecular Resonance
It is as if it happened just yesterday, something happened which blurred the ties between humans and nature. Humans began feeling the need to dominate nature rather than live in symbiosis with it. This choice cast the human race from the heavens, perhaps it was this event that is described by the eating from the tree of the “knowledge” of good and evil. Once people started developing superstitions pertaining to the natural chaotic state of existence, society itself digressed from a source of great understanding to one of great confusion over how to approach the infinite bounty of an ever expanding Universe. Call it God, call it Quantum Entanglement or Mohammad or Allah or the Zero Point Energy Source or whatever you want to call it,  the point is that at some point, society on a larger scale stopped seeing itself as an entity which was entangled with every aspect of existence and we fell. It’s amusing to take into consideration that everyone exists within their own d
Prt 3 Submission
prt 3 submission . A slow and steady inhale and exhale of breathe . Thinking to myself, what could be awaiting me at the top of those steps ? That would need no explanation , has me at a loss . Clenching tightly to the railing , for fear that I would run like hell down the steps or faint from fright . Taking the last few steps feels like and eternity . My legs have turned to lead . Each step is so hard , that I am winded at the top of the steps .For a few minutes I stand and survey my surroundings . To my right a long dark eerie hall turning to my left I see a path of roses leading to two doors . The first door no note  but the second one has a note and rose . Trying to walk quietly is lost to me as my heels make clicking sounds that echo off the dark walls . Stealing myself for what awaits me as I stand in front of the door .With trembling fingers I reach out for the brass knob . Squealing like a lil girl at its icey feel . It caught me off guard , with a turn of knob , slowly the doo
Controlling The Course Of Time
Let’s think about Time for a moment, every second we are effectively influencing the past, as even right “now” is now in the past. So every split second you have several choices and the cause/effect from those choices can effectively create an infinite number of parallels or paths that you will end up taking based on your choices. You see the problem with our society is that we’ve become so afraid of people “stealing” ideas that we’ve been stifled when in all reality your world is only limited by the confines of your imagination. Profit driven infrastructures are not helping humans. Whatever ideas that you have realized, if you start sharing those ideas and more people start thinking about them you will be effecting more and more as time goes on, becoming 4th dimensional in nature, an entity that creates realities that change with time. This is how you shape the future to how “you” want it to be.So let’s just say that somewhe
I Suppose This Is My Final Farewell
once again i find myself in this position well ive learned from my past an ive been taught new things.... im going to miss you but if its come down to this ive nothing left to really lose ive lost it all once i lost my fear of death began my downward spiral into the next chapter in my life....   you helped me get here an for that i thank you now its time for me to go ive given up on this dream ever since you came into the picture but now that your gone i have nothing else to hold me back i have no family i have no loved ones holding me back... i do wanna say i truly love you an i'll never forget that but things have just gotten so bad an it most likely is all my fault. you once said i was destined for greatness maybe its time i broke away an did something more with my life thank you for the love the home the time of day an for putting up with all my shit... i love you...always will my first true love. USMC here i come.... ill see you soon bro...
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Anyone That Wants To Talk To Me
These are my two addys Yahoo's is Dredy113   My Msn one is   i dont have a full blown internet connection except for when im lucky enough to go to someones house that has wireless internet. but i can log onto yahoo an msn through my cellphone so i have some form of communtion with other ppl.
On this day...I deserve to be respected...not because of age or point in life but for who I am.I deserve to be loved....and not used for money, sex or any other thing that is gonna make me feel less than who I am.I deserve to be lazy....the road has been difficult to get here.I deserve to eat whatever the hell I want...and not feel guilty that who I am is less than perfect because she is not a size 0.I deserve to laugh...because if thats the best medicine i should live to be 100.I deserve to not worry....put down life's issue for 24 hours and say to hell with the cleaning, bills and troubles of day to day life.I deserve....I am worthy...I am smart...I am funny...I am beautiful INSIDE and out...I am an ORIGINAL!I am 47 today.Lets hope that not only on this day can i achieve some of the above but for every day that I have left.Thanks for the wishes! Love you!   Chrissy
How To Throw A Lightning Bolt   Duality or triality based molecular resonance with surrounding water molecules. Potential reality becomes entangled with the frequency of triggering of the fight/flight response mechanism within your sympathetic nervous system. Sequence of reality follows mandlebrot set pattern into an opening vortex of infinite possibilities, in any given situation you'll have a flight response, a fight response or another tangent of response entirely. When one utters a Holy Word, they are actually referencing an aspect of Pi and thus closing the information feedback loop on that particular sequence of reality.  The Greek Alpha Numeric of Jesus is 888, the hexadecimal of pi is 3.243F6A8885A308D31319... A single sequence of 3 888's within an infinite sequence serves as a reference point/constant,
Happy Mothers Day
Dear Lord, it's such a hectic day With little time to stop and pray For life's been anything but calm Since You called on me to be a mom Running errands, matching socks Building dreams with building blocks Cooking, cleaning, and finding shoes And other stuff that children lose Gitting lids on bottled bugs Wiping tears and giving hugs A stack of last week's mail to read So where's the quiet time I need? Yet when I steal a minute, Lord Just at the sink or ironing board To ask the blessings of Your grace I seen then, in my small one's face That you have blessed me All the while And I stop to kiss That precious smile
Due Date
JAN 3rd, 2010     Wow pregnant again!!
Completely Lost.
I have NO freakin clue how to work this site. Send me a message and fill me in!? Thanks LilMissCalifornia.
My Head
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New Fu-owner And A Great Friend
      Teddy Bear Beer Hunter Is My New Fu-Owner For  A Mouth He is Always Cheering Me Up When I'm Down And Out He Puts A Smile On My Face Everytime i Come And Check MY Emails AND Ect......... I'm Always haveing something good from him
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Club Onyx
I’ve had the opportunity to check out Club Onyx and I must say that I’m very impressed. The first thing that I’d like to mention about the club is the security. Before you can even drive into the parking lot you’re stopped by armed security that checks your glove compartment and trunk for drugs and weapons. So don’t drive to the spot dirty.Once you get past the security in the parking lot you then have to get a pat down before you walk through the door and walk through a metal detector. Security is tight because they had to deal with a lot of shootouts in the parking lot. So forget all the bad press you heard about the spot because they have things under control now.Onyx is huge with a bar and billiards area in the front and the strip club in the back. I walked into the spot around 1am and the house was crunk. I walked into the club area and was caught dead in my tracks as I took the huge club in. They were runnin’ about forty girls deep with a large
Searching, Finding, Loosing, Saving
SEARCHING : Life is one big search, we spend most of our lives looking, going through different episodes over and over each time believing we have no need to search anymore. But still for one reason or another we find ourselves searching once again. Each time a little more jaded, guarded, withdrawn, broken, and wounded.       Finding : after the search for life when we finally do not have to look anymore.  Some have the time of their live living out everything they ever dream about. While there is others that sometimes are not as fortunate and still have thoughts is this Right.  Maybe it something that one said or done weather it’s done unknowingly or just did not think at that time. How can this happen Did we forget how long it took us to get here?  Did we just get caught up in all of it? We all promise ourselves when the search is over we’ll do everything right. But we have to remember we’re still learning each other. It will be because this is the one that tr
The Justice League Mafia is restaffing... In Superman absence is seems the JLM has just been idle... Well this is not accectable... Not what the JLM is about... So Superman has disassembled the old staff and looking to re-staff new members... former members can re-join... but certain members are not gonna be able to come back... ONly serious members please join...   The JLM as one of Fubars oldest Groups... and at one time was Fubar's 2nd most popular groups... following the 2nd alarm hotties... It is my mission to get the JLM back on the top... and I will re-staff members who want the same thing... CB Superman (Founder and owner of the JLM)
Dinner At The Resteraunte
THERE they were,sitting in the very same table ,the same one they sat in ,the very first time they went there.HE COULDNT HELP BUT THINK ,HAS IT REALLY BEEN JUST A FEW SHORT YEARS,?Hcouldnt believe how captivatingly beautifull she was looking,just more and more over the past few years Her smile enchanted him,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, her gaze hypnotized and seduced him,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, her voice took his breath away and made his knees weak,,,,,,,,,,,,,, and she was wearing his favorite perfume,,,,,,,,,,,The one that drives him wild ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
Drunken Magnetic Poetry
I was drinking at a friend's house last night, and couldn't resist playing with her magnetic poetry, positioned convienietly upon her fridge for my entertainment. :) how you speak brother is vast i have a champagne needle in my cloud squirming over the perfume we come clean in the fire linger as only yesterday may hard men sailng their ocean wake to (an) old fever always never that good day has no home
A Day To Remember- You Had Me @ Hello
I'm missing you so much, I'll see you die tonight Just so I can get to you before the sun will rise I know the signs are on and I feel this too None of that ever seems to matter when I'm holding you And I'm wasting away, away from you What have I gotten into this time around I know that I had sworn I'd never trust anyone again but I didn't have to You had me at hello. I've never seen a smile that can light the room like yours It's simply radiant, I feel more with everyday that goes by I watch the clock so I can make my timing just right Would it be okay? Would it be okay if I took your breath away? And I'm wasting away, away from you. What have I gotten into this time around I know that I had sworn I'd never trust anyone again but I didn't have to You had me at hello You gave me butterflies at the mailbox, you had me at hello.
mine died any ideas where i can get a basic morph for freee  
Venting Session
so obviously i let things bother me wayyyy to much. so much so that sometimes it consumes my life, i am an extremely emotional person (some can chalk it up as me being nuts or crazy, i assure i am neither). when i get to whining and cryin about something its only cuz i let things bother me sooo much that it will spill out all at once. i just need to vent out my frustrations once i do that...for the most part im fine unless its something serious then i get into one of my states where im freakin out.  the people who know me best..know how to read the signs and are ready to do what they need to do to see me thru, those are really the ones worth having around!!. yesterday of course was one of those days where i had noone to talk to so i put it down on my blog. it helped some but not completely. i guess i just need to grow some thicker skin and just say fuck it! FUCK IT! that felt kinda good lemme say it again FUCK IT!! yea lol that felt if only i could have a more of a fuck it at
The Skank Is Gone
people are so untrust worthy....i dont know if i want to keep being as trusting as i am. even when people screw me over i still trust them and they then screw me over again. im tred of being nice to people who dont deserve my kindess. i have been stressed out that i started to rock again. i do it composivly and a lot of the time i dont know that im doing it. patricia fucked alot of people a big way. i dont think that she ever cared about me killing myself. she never cared about david or nicole. she used james for 1,200 and spend it on her self...took money out of my moms purse...she took my brothers xbox 360 and my mamas 4,000 bracelett....i could care less about the skank. she has done nothing but make people misserable. all the skank cares about is sex in a relatonship. she was jelous that i was happy and probly going to get married. traviis can suck his daddys dick. the skank allmost got my brother aj in touble with the army....fuck her and her boy toy
A Day To Remember- The Downfall Of Us All
Da da da de da da da Da da da de da da da Let's go It's not easy making a name for yourself Where do you draw the line? I never thought I'd be in this far Let's have fun some and never change that for anyone Try not to miss me when I'm gone Oooh I sold my soul to the open road I'll live my life alone You won't find me in the same spot believe me I could never stop, my life's turned upside down Meet me out past the train tracks I'm leavin' and not coming back You're right and I was wrong This town will be the downfall of us all. I'm gonna need you to try to follow along. I did the best that I could to try to write you songs. Now go tell them we sold out, like we're the ones who changed. I write what I feel, I say what I mean You can't buy sincerity I sold my soul to the open road You won't find me in the same spot believe me I could never stop, my life's turned upside down Meet me out past the train tracks I'm leavin' and not coming back You're right and I was wrong This town w
Any Ladies Want 2 Chat
chat with me
HI BITCHES :D So as of right now, the only way I can get only is if a neighbor is online and I can steal their internet lmfaoooooooooo. So I am on right now, and the connection is slow. But I guess beggers cant be choosers right? :P  
Where You Can Find Me....
Find me here..... Its better than facebook. SOOO much better   My Yearbook   I really hope to see some of you there...
Intro Pt. 2
Every few thousand years some shepard inhales smoke from a burning bush and has a vision or eats moldy rye bread in a cave and sees God. From then on their followers kill one another at the slightest provocation. Haunted houses called temples are built by one side and torn down by another - and then bloody quarrels continue over the crumbling foundations. Organized religion preaches Order and Love but spawns Chaos and Fury. Why? Because the whole Material Universe is exclusive property of the Greco-Roman Goddess of Chaos, Confusion, Strife, Helter-Skelter and Hodge- Podge. No Spiritual power is even strong enough to dent Her chariot fenders. No material force can resist the temptation of Her Fifth Intergalactic Bank of the Acropolis Slush Fund for Graft and Corruption.
For Kota < 3, My Love
  Baby, i love you so much. You know you mean the world to me, you know you can always take away my pain tht i truly are the love of my life, i never felt this way before you baby.  everyoen keeps telling me to leave you and find better, but i tell them they are wrong, what they ask me is impossible, because you are the best ever!
Rangers 1-0 Celtic
  Rangers 1-0 Celtic   By David McDaid Davis' first Old Firm goal was enough for a Rangers win Rangers took a two-point advantage in the SPL title race with three games to play thanks to Steven Davis' derby winner over Celtic at Ibrox. As the game was settling after a hectic start Kenny Miller crossed for Davis to score from close range on 37 minutes. Davis then stopped an equaliser before the break by clearing Jan Vennegoor of Hesselink's header off the line. Celtic had the better of the second half, but Rangers' Kris Boyd was superbly denied by keeper Artur Boruc. The visitors began the match with a one-point advantage at the top of the table. But, despite the stakes in terms of the title race, neither side showed signs of apprehension in the early stages as play raged around the slick Ibrox pitch at an astonishing pace. The commitment from both teams was exemplified by Nakamura, Pedro Mendes and Vennegoor of Hesselink tracking back to unfamiliar
Are You More Evil Than Me???....i Doubt It
are you evil???answer each question with an evil answer and see if you got what it takes to be the spawn that you really are deep down inside... no sissy answers1.) your a clown, what trick do you show the kids?show them a pencil and make it disappear. 2.)your a robber, how do you escape the police?take off my mask and say the robber went that way.3.)your a culinary teacher, what do you use to cook for your class?a cucumber, carrot, wiener, pickles, and then a cig 4.)your a directer, what props do you use in your movie?a cucumber, carrot, wiener, pickles, and then a cig...what?5.)your a samurai, what technique do you use to elude the ninjas?throw a cat and watch them run after it.6.)your a captured samurai, what weapons do you use to fight the ninjas?a cucumber, carrot, wiener, pickles, and then a cig...then kill them with my thumb7.) name 3 ways to get people to fight each other to the death... ---A1.) throw a beer into an A&A meeting, to be more cruel i would fill it with apple juic
Mothers A mother's children are portraits of herself.   Motherhood is an experience that opens your eyes and your heart to exactly how magnificent and amazing the gift of life is.   A mother is not a person, she's a miracle.   The purpose of life is a life of purpose.   A mother's love for her children is like nothing else in the world. It knows no law, no pity, it dares all things and crushes down remorselessly all that stands in it's path.   A mother's heart is a baby's most beautiful dwelling.   Who is it that loves me and will love me forever with an affection which no chance, no misery, no crime of mine can do away? It is my mother.   Motherhood: All love begins and ends there.   There's no way to be a perfect mother and a million ways to be a good one.   Is not a young mother one of the sweetest sights life shows us?   Where there is great love, there is always a
My Love
I realise how amazing my lovely baby girl is and how perfect she is!     Kota,  my sweet baby girl. I love you soo much. You have no idea how much my heart loves you.
Life Update 9/5/09
There is not much that can make me hurt but I would have to say that recently I have been thrown into some horrible moments... I should be writing right now but it’s become so hard to write when my muse is gone. *Sighs* what to do huh? Moving on is the only thing to do but why is it so hard? You know something... I can’t watch romantic movies or comedy’s that end in the romantic way... it actually hurts to watch them, how sad is that! I feel like I need to rant but really I don’t know what to be mad at... I mean I was told it would all end like this but did I listen? No... I ignored it because I thought this was what I had been searching for... I was wrong. However I think I might know where my end is... that thing I have been searching for, for so long I can feel it getting closer! I’m sure it’s in Nova Scotia Canada! I’m sure this is good news for someone. I just wish I knew and end to all the pain that deep inside me, that pain I thought I was finished with! This pain should hav
Lotsa Probs But Still Kickin =)
hayy loads of stuff swimmin around my head ;(but STiLL hehe im feeLing ok =)though im feeling a lil hopeless about it.I can reaLLy feel the hold of the Lord upon me..thank you Father. =)He's aLways been around me .. and He never faiLs to comfort me ..that's my just keeping in touch with my strength .. our GOD =)i Love you Lord. I hope you'LL never get tired of guiding me =)
A Dream
I’ve neglected & regretted All this pain. & today was filled with So much shame. I’m exhausted now, From all my thoughts. & I don’t know how To make things stop! But I have a trick, Up my sleeve. To make things pause, For 8 hours at least. It comes late, after the sun Has vanished. To the point were stars, Sparkle like magic. It’s called a dream. My own little world, A place where people don’t even exist. But the things I love are at my fingertips. It lets me run, for only a little while. Giving my life time to breathe. & handing me something I know I can keep. Just let me dream.
Can I Tell You Yet
Sometimes I wonder how I feel about you, Scared of these feelings because it’s still new I catch myself thinking of the best way to share, Hoping you’ll return my confession showing you care And then I catch myself again… and drag my thoughts back to reality I am back at square one, does this just happen to me? Poems are so stupid I swore I would never do this But this is YOU, and you aren’t like anyone I have met How much longer do I have to write, can I tell you yet? When I come back from my thoughts I feel more secure But then I sleep… and the dreams of you occur The dreams I have of you are so vivid and clear I feel TRUE happiness inside and that there is nothing to fear People say dreams have underlying meanings and not to ignore them I say we both know what they mean and now I want you to hear Hear what I am about to say to you, feel it with my body, see it in my face Hear it in my words and tone when we conversate I love you! I love you more than
Safe Heart
Please keep my heart safe in the dark and keep it safe in your black wings keep it close to you and keep it warm keep it safe until the morn I cry in the dark knowing that I can't see you so keep my heart safe until we meet & I can be with you.
You And Me
When I first met you I felt like I had known you forever, telling you my secrets and what I didn't want ever. you listened to me I bet you thought I'd never end, who would have thought we would become more than just friends. Over a period of time, I got to know the real you. A man so caring and gentle, with a heart so true. You've survived your life with hurt and loneliness by your side. I told you I'd never leave because of the feelings I have inside. I know you like no one I have ever known, and sometimes I wonder what I'd do if you were gone? So I have decided time answers all. If it is meant to be time will remove the wall. I love the way we are together, you can always make me smile. Will it ever really be forever? I guess I will have to wait awhile. Time will reveal, what lies ahead but always remember what I have said. Meeting you has changed my life and I really love you so, the feelings I feel for you I am never letting go. Remember me always
check him out, he is hawt   lilbigjon904@ fubar
Say Anything But Goodbye
SAY ANYTHING BUT GOOD BYE Forgive me, forgive me And I’ll kiss your tears away. You're the first thing and the last, I think of every day Let bygones be bygones, And be willing to forgive. And I will love you only Every moment I live. I love you and I need you, It's a fact and not a lie, So if you plan to punish me, Say anything, but good bye.
I Love
i love I love without knowing how. I love with the depths of my soul. I love with all I am and all I have. I love without eyes or sound. For my love is blind and deaf. I love with the gentleness of my heart. I love with the only passion known to me. I love with desire of you and me. I love so much that we as two become one. I love without judgement. I love with mind,body,and soul. I love in sickness and in health for all eternity. For all that I am, all that I have and all that I will ever be, I am forever yours.  
Heart Of A Lover
The heart of a lover You are to me what I never knew I wanted. Giving me love and acceptance like no other. To know your love is a comfort I find reassuring. To know we are together is what makes life worth enduring. But there is a truth to the love that we so selfishly take. A line we always cross, but choose to ignore or erase. I acted in passion and I lost myself there. I resisted the urge to walk away and not be there. Taking what was offered, reliving this life & acting with emotions I long ago set aside. Undoing all the walls I worked so very hard to create. Giving you my heart to take.  
I Love You
I Love You I love you. You’re the joy in my heart, The sparkle in my eye, The light in my life. I love you. You’re the wind to my wings, The steps to my dances, The voice to my songs. I love you. You’re the reason for breathing, The purpose for thriving, The cause for living. I love you. You’re the most caring human being, The very generous and gentle, The loveliest of them all.  
Wings Of Heaven
WINGS OF HEAVEN It’s a wonderful situation To be in love with you. All my thoughts have changed Because of everything you do. I lack the desire for others No yearning for their love or favor. All I wish is a life with you Till it’s time just us two. I was afraid I would never find love Leaving no stone unturned. I had to suffer through stupidity To grow from all I learned. Life is too short to remain a fool Who doesn’t see blessings handed down. From now to judgment I will love you Till the wings of heaven whisper their sound.  
I Feel You
I feel you I close my eyes i feel you Slipping a hand around my waist Your breath on the back of my neck Your lips brushing across my shoulder Barely touching me.. Yet flooding my soul I feel you And i am transported As you sway me and dance me Pulling me into you I am powerless I feel submissive alive entranced I feel you fire up my senses Knock down all my barriers I feel stripped to my core My soul laid bare and wanting Craving aching to be taken Into depths of thirst quenching love Though when i open my eyes There is no you... Yet i feel you A figment of my wild imagination A ghost i so want to see And have as a reality I want to surrender to you And never have control My ghost, my want, my all....
I lay down beside you, You touch my body. You become my soul. You caress my being. Slowly we become one, Gently you enter and press you body against me. So much pleasure and passion. Between us nothing, Your fingers intertwine mine, I squeeze so I don't scream. The feeling is indescribable. You breathe hard into my ear, I hear you quietly moan. I love that sound. You gradually get louder. Because you get louder so do I, It comes... Powerful, beautiful, amazing. Lasting for what seems like forever And as it slowly stops, Movement becomes slower and even more sensual. Heavy breaths become steadier. We lay in each other's arms. Quietly and gently sleep overcomes the both of us, And we are forever.
Im Sorry
It's so hard to find the right words to say when somebody you care is hurting... More so, when you know that you could be one of the causes of the other person's pain and anguish... There just aren't enough words to describe the feelings I want to share, I didn't mean to frighten you with my intensity but I guess, I did, I know what has happened is inexcusable and it would be too much to expect that you would forgive me. What scares me the most is the thought that you might want to give up or me... Please don't... I'm really very sorry.
I realised last nite, how horrible of a person i have been =*(   I realised that i have been totally and complelty selfesh. It took my fiance to say we need a break and actually taking that break from me to see what i was doing wrong=*( Yea  it hurt like hell and made me cry for hours but it was for our own benifit. I know she is comming back to me, i know she loves me so much and wants to be with me, but i was completely selfesh to her and i thought i wasnt =*( but i was wrong and i see that now. And i hurt her, and thats something i never ever ever!!! EVER want to do again and i wont! I always wanted to be the damn center of attention and i cant belive i was like that! i hated those types of girls with a passion and here i was being one of them *splaps him self hard* i deserve that from my fiance, but she isnt here to do it =*( . But baby girl, i see now how horriblke i have been i wont be like that anymore!! Im sorry baby gril
Making Sense
Making Sense If ever love has sought a meaning, the simple case for love is this: your green eyes in the half-light grinning as, stirred from sleep, we bend to kiss. Drowsily we drift together and, seeking sense in love’s commands, write our truths upon each other in wordless poems, with our hands. Slowly…. slowly…. time and distance fade and languid limbs commence summoning with sweet insistence needs that have no future tense. Faster now…. dismissing reason, our bodies merge to one intent: if love’s owed sense, our love is treason, each end exquisite punishment. Salved, we sleep and, at our waking, in each other’s eyes know this: if love has sense, it’s in its making or, better yet, has none, but is.
Fate And Circumstances
As words flow across the screen, Relationships are discussed Positions dreamed,Frustration intensifies. You say fate has brought us together But circumstances are keeping us apart Will fate and circumstances ever let us be as one?
Being There For You
Being There For You My love for you it will be forever I promised you to work out the problems together If you ever need me I'll give it my all And work out the troubles be they big or small I'll hold you when your down And from your face I'll take your frown I only wish to make you see I'll give you nothing but honesty My goal in life is to make you smile And as for that I'd walk more than a mile If you ever need anything all you need do is ask Because I feel that's an easy task I really do love you so There is nowhere I wouldn't go I'd cross deserts and mountains and even the sea Because with you is where I should be When I'm with you there's nothing to say Except I promise to love you each and every day Nothing could be more important to do Than just being there for and loving you.
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Erotica 3
Cara sits in the bar minding her own business. Before her rests a Bloody Mary, so close yet so far away from what she truly desires. Dressed in red leather she stands out in this dusty, good-old-boys bar. Her body thin, her hair raven, and her complexion pale. The table she sits at is hers alone. Not even the toughest redneck can fail to feel the power of the night that burns from her very skin. She lifts her head and looks around for a likely mark. She needs someone to fill the empty, yawning void inside her tonight. She gives a mirthless laugh to herself remembering how glamorous she thought being a vampire would be. A man walks in and looks carefully around as if searching for someone special. She appreciates the way his jeans hug his legs, and the flex of muscle she cant help but notice under his tight, black t-shirt. Maybe the night just got a little brighter. She stands to reveal her full 5'9" frame, and walks slowly and sensually over to the door. Her body gives off a heat that
Erotica 2
I feel his heart beat in my head, his pulse in my veins. I can smell his fear….This is what brings me out at night. This is what I am now -- the eternal predator amongst innumerable sheep. I think back a moment to how it all began, and smile to myself.My nostrils flare as I scent my prey for this evening. My senses are alive, my own pulse quick, as I stalk another meal. His gait quickens as he traverses a pitch-black area of sidewalk, the perfect spot for my ambush.The exact moment I have been anticipating for the last hour arrives, as I make the switch from stalker to predator. Faster than can be seen, I pounce, hidden by the darkness. His hair is now in my grip, his neck snaps, and he collapses in my arms, a succulent and rather attractive meal for me. A shame, really, this one would have been fun to play with for a while. Tall, handsome, and now mostly dead as my fangs pierce his skin and I begin to feed.His wide-eyed look of total panic changes to a half-lidded smile as the
Erotica 1
It was January 2009in Muncie Indiana In small castle,  in a state of disrepair, already 400 years old. It sheltered 40 acres of buried catacombs and vaulted stone ceilings -- plenty of hiding places and dark shadows -- the perfect lair for a Vampyre such as myself. The irony of my chosen home did not go unappreciated ~ it was an old castle that had been turned into a church then back into a home I, an immortal, living off of the blood of others chose this place for two reasons, one it was to my likingand two it was in an area that people where more then willing to visit to find out about me and mine. The shadows of dusk allowed me to watch the waning throngs of peaple from a darkening doorway just off the castle Neuf, the newer half of the castle. It didn’t take long for me to notice a solitary youngman on her way across the grounds, humming softly to himself as he walked. He caught my eye at once,Long, dark-hair, and hansom in a nondescript way. But he was alive, not just breat
You & I
I want to tie you up and tease you by kissing all over your body but not your lips or your hard cock. Then taking a feather and softly brush it across your chest, sides and thighs. Then I want to straddle your legs and lightly brush my hair down your body and when I get to your cock I want to suck on the head of it. And rub the shaft with my hand. Then as you fight to get loose to just touch me. I slowly and lightly drag my tongue up your body to suck on your ear and nibble on them and kiss your neck and your cheek and it kills you that I wont kiss your lips. The torture is getting to you, and you pull with all your strength and break loose to grab me and throw me on the bed to give me a deep hard kiss. And take you hands and just touch my body. And finally rushed to take my shirt and pants off. You take your hand and touch me through my panties watching as i shake and moan in pleasure. While kissing down my body. Then carefully removing my wet panties. Exposing myself to you. You spr
Happy Mothers Day Video (share It With Someone Special
Happy Mothers Day Video (share it with someone special)  
Inspiration, Sharing With Others. This Is Good Stuff
Inspiration, sharing with others. This is good stuff  Body:  ************************************************************************************************************************************************************ Don't tell God how big your storm is; Tell the storm how big your God is!!! This is the most beautiful advice I have ever received in an email ..... Please don't close or delete this one before reading! An Angel says, 'Never borrow from the future. If you worry about what may happen tomorrow and it doesn't happen, you have worried in vain. Even if it does happen, you have to worry twice.' 1. Pray2. Go to bed on time.3. Get up on time so you can start the day unrushed.4. Say No to projects that won't fit into your time schedule, or that will compromise your mental health. 5. Delegate tasks to capable others.6. Simplify and unclutter your life.7. Less is more. (Although one is often not enough, two are often too many.)8. Allow extra time to do things and to get to places.
Words Of Wisdom
WORDS OF WISDOM Relationships - of all kinds - are like sand held in your hand. Held loosely with an open hand, the sand remains where it is. The minute you close your hand and squeeze tightly to hold on, the sand trickles through your fingers. You may hold on to some of it, but most will be spilled. A relationship is like that. Held loosely, with respect and freedom for the other person, it is likely to remain intact. But hold too tightly, too possessively, and the relationship slips away and is lost.  
I'm Expressing My Feelings To A Girl By Poem.
I see her everyday she usually walks my way I want to talk to her but I don't know what to say shes the prettiest girl around I am love bound I thought I didn't have feelings for her no more but I realized that my feelings for her were stronger than ever before and if the reader of this poem happens to be the girl of my dreams you are my will to live without you I have no reason to breathe  
Just Interesting To Me
I was messing around on youtube this morning and came across this video, if it will post. Anyway...I like it. It's just well different. If  you listen to it....what did ya think? God, I felt like such a damn blogger just then...either that or a really bad MuMMer......forgive me?
An Attitude Of Gratitude!
An attitude of gratitude creates blessings.
09 May 09
Be bold in your goals; claim them as your own.
I'm Here!
Sorry I was gone for over 3 weeks but some morons screwed up the internet here and I've been going nutz w/o it. While I was gone 2 bad things happened too. 12 days ago the enemy hit us with some rockets. Nobody got hurt fortunately, but its still unnerving when they hit. Right before that I found out that my older brother, Gregory, died at age 62. I had not seen or spoken to him in over 10 years (his fault, not mine) and he was cremated by the time I was told he was dead. He was a nere-do-well, but I loved him anyway and I'll miss him always. I'm gonna get a tattoo for him when I go on leave in July. I don't have any and now getting one seems like a good thing to do. i hope someone here reads this and shows me they are happy I'm here again!
Getting Wet Vs Lube
                         Its just another morning...And its one more start to yet another dayIts just a random teenage girl, wearing a trendy top, walking to school in the shoes every girl wants this weekSo naturally, its one out of a million gossip circles she now stands in...And it will soon be another knife in the back, when she says her goodbyes and turns to walk awayIts one more cup of coffee on a break from that less than fulfilling job...And its another paycheck, that wont ever seem to add up to what you always hope for...Leading into this long, depressing walk home in the pouring rain...Which results in copious amounts of day-dreams dangling in you're face, almost coming true but always stop shortIts another dawn you regret a certain drugAnd yet another conversation you cant believe took a turn and smudged you're reputation...So it could only be an unexpected moment of clarity, you just wish would have come about when you were much younger in this lifeIts one more day you're br
My Pussy Pics...
not really  
Look Into My Eyes, Baby...
The Graduate
 My friend Mark and I had discussion not to long ago, he was going thru some pretty deep stuff with his family, the discussion was about when shitty things happen, how they happen in 3's or whatever karma is dealing you, how there is always an exclamation point on the events, how they start out small, lost your keys or maybe you were late for work, then the next  thing is a little worse, found your keys and locked them in the car, then worse... you get into your car and then on the way home it runs out of gas 10 miles from anywhere that has gas, and even worse after your walk to the gas station and 10.00 deposit on the red container, you find a ticket on your wind sheild, all to get it home and wake up in the morning to a flat tire.... You laugh it off put on the spare do your thing seems like everything is okay nothing bad and then the next day you learn your car has been repoed because someone hacked your bank account online and no payments had been getting thru and of course you ign
Saturday - What To Do ?
It is called Mumm for a reason, So what to do, So many decisions.   A:Mow The Lawn B:Visit friends C:Work for meaningless pay D:Stay in & look after the Fam. E:Waste time on a video game F:Eat & eat more   Etc. you get the idea , May help a few off you :p Wake up :D
Rl Friends
So, I have a good friend. A year ago, she moved to CA, and we havent seen each other in a while. She came to visit Chicago 2 months ago, and out of 10 days that she was here, we managed to hang out once. When we hung out, unexpectedly she had some major issue at work, and was totally devastated and crying about it. So I offered her a shoulder to cry on, and told her to let me know how it resolves. She goes back to CA, and nothin. I call her the next day to find out whats up, and  she tells me she'll call me back later. That was 2 months ago...
A Million Dollars And An Immigrant
If I had a million dollars i'd employ an immigrant. I'd pay him to sit by my pool. I would serve him drinks all day. However the second he learned any english I would fire him.
I rarely watch TV< but it seems like each new time that I turn it on, there is another atroscious, demented, gawdawful reality show. While its the producers that make that tripe, its the fucked up sheeple that watch that garbage, and then dissect it with their equally moronic friends.   Am I an asshole for seeing newsreports about disasters and accidents, and gloating about the loss of more nasty humanoids? I dunno, go figure. I with the day humanity collapses into itself came earlier.
Baked Not Fried
i ate alot of them. cant really feel my face right now. eddie murphy on tv. this candle is burning still but no scent anymore. i think ive lost quite a bit of my senses. pretty much the desired effect yet...maintaining is the task at hand. cant sleep. even though it sounds good. i would like to ride my bike around right now with the full moon up above.. yet i wont make it down the street at this moment. i dont think i can even stand. i can type. haha i can smoke. thats about it! but...what else was i going to do? i think i may have cracked my brain enough to start making more artwork. yes! push the limits and the edge becomes clear. no need to jump...but no worries of going over.
Intro Pt. 1
If organized religion is the opium of the masses, then disorganized religion is the marijuana of the lunatic fringe. Most disorganized of all religions, Discordianism alone understands that organization is the work of the Devil. Holy Chaos is the Natural Condition of Reality, contrary to popular belief. Theologian cite Order in the Universe as proof of a Supreme Intellegence, but a glance is enough to see that the stars are not actually in neat little rows. (Oh, sure, there is the Big Dipper and the Little Dipper - but if they were really connect- the-dot drawings there would be numbers next to the stars.) Theology is just a debate over who to frame for creating reality. What we imagine is order is merely the prevailing form of chaos. x   to be continued...
I Am An Ass...
  wtf? he was on my admirer's list.
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You break my backYou won't break meAll is blackBut I still seeShut me downKnock me to the floorShoot me upFuck me like a whoreTrapped under iceComfortably coldI've gone as low as you can goFeel no remorseNo sense of shameTime's gonna wash away all painI made a god out of bloodNot superiorityI killed the king of deceitNow I sleep in anarchySacrifice to the causeTurn your code into lawCompensate to validate the lossTake a thiefNail him to a crossGospel of rageFaction of hateDeviate from the absoluteBorn of revengeRaised on cementChaos created governmentI made a god out of bloodNot superiorityI killed the king of deceitWake me up in anarchy
Crazy Days Behind
Somedays I still find myself thinking about him. Not nearly as often as I used to. The pain of heartbreak has been dulled down by time and effort to replace his memory with other people places and things. The new life I have started without him is so much more rewarding and healthy. There is no reason for me to ever think of him again. Those days are past me now. I finally got out. Going back even if only in my head would be insane. This is what concerns me most. I really must be crazy and need some clinical help or maybe some drugs to fix my broken parts. I still go back to those days in my head. Sometimes I try to figure out just where I got so off track. Why could I not see what was right in front of me. Could his lies have been that good. Or did I need to believe them. Why would I want to be so mislead. He was never that good at the game so how come he won? My heart got broke but more than that my spirit was wounded and left to die. I now that no one can explain to me
This is my first blog ever so it might just suck ass. This is just some things I have been thinking about. For some reason over the past month or so I have found myself lying in bed staring up at the ceiling not being able to sleep. Now i don't like dwelling on the past but that is what has been keeping me up. I have found myself reviewing my life over and over, wondering what could have been or why I made the choices I have made. Some times I just wish I could change a few things I have done or doing stuff I was to afraid to do at the time. I have made plenty of bad choices in my life. But I also know those choices and there outcome are what made me who I am today. In the past I have trusted people who I thought were my friends that ended up screwing me over big time. but I have also screwed over friends who I now wish I didn't cause the were good friends. I also wounder why every time there is something I want more than anything in the world I can never have it. I wounder why wh
Lonely in my nightmare without you here.
Once Upon A Time...
...I was bored at work, and went on myspace. There I met some dude from my area, who couldn't sleep. We BSed, and I told him to come to my work to keep me company, since I was bored shitless.   He did, and we hung out in the lobby, smoking and being retarded. After that, we talked several times on yahoo, and that was it... He never expressed a desire to hang out with me again. Hmm....
I Can't Be Who You Are...
I can't be who you are... I'm as fucked up everyone else, i don't want to be pushed, i'm in repair and don't need to be treated like shit. If it seems like a game, i'm sorry, but slow and steady wins the race.You Deserve More.Yes i have issues, drama, flaws and am doing the best i can.Just write damaged on the box, i really don't care, its your label for me, i am undefined.delete me, and " Leave out all the Rest " .I am a Cancer Sign by Birth, flaws and passion and all.... but it does not define Popeye said " I yam what i yam" or whatever.I respect you, and give you the benefit of the doubt, always.Maybe, if you read some of my blogs you may get a peek, but i won't hold my breath.I have no time line, agenda, or desire to add you to my accomplishments or notch on my bedpost. Did i ask for anything? Did you give more than you wanted too?No.If you want to be on top, its all yours. I have no diaper on, and no desire to be changed. That's my job, baby steps and about meI c
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Connecting to server... Looking for someone you can chat with. Hang on. You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi! You: Hi You: I want a cock inside me. Stranger: hi You: Can you accomodate? Stranger: b/g? You: I am WOMAN, fag. Stranger: from? You: Your anus Stranger: you want to fuck Stranger: ? You: Fuck yes I want to fuck. You: Give me your number. You: I want to phone bone. You: Nao! Stranger: where? You: On the phone... or are you a faggot? You: I'm in the states. Stranger: you are too far from me Stranger: you know? You: So, I hear you cum on the phone, you hear me.... it's all good. You: You blow your load, I get off, what more does anyone need? Stranger: maybe You: Give me your number.
Connecting to server... Looking for someone you can chat with. Hang on. You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi! Stranger: RP? You: Raep? You: lmmfao You: buahahahahaha Stranger: Is there something wrong with you? You: Which diagnosis you want? You: The one given to me by my psyciatrist, or the one given to me by myself. You: ? You: ? You: ? Stranger: yourself. You: Yes, there is definately something wrong with me. You: I'm going to kill myself tonight. You: I want someone to talk to me through it. You: Just to be there for me while I fade away... You: But I don't want them to know me, or who I am. Stranger: Oh, that's cool. Stranger: go kill yourself then. ;D You: You'll sit here and talk to me till I fall asleep? You: I just don't want to be alone, but I don't want some fag trying to stop me. You: I figure you're safe. Strange
Connecting to server... You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi! Stranger: Rp? You: Raep? Stranger:
Connecting to server... Looking for someone you can chat with. Hang on. You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi! Stranger: hi You: Hi You: Me = drunk Stranger: tight Stranger: a/s/l? You: 21/f/Florida Stranger: god your giving me a boner You: You have a big dick? You: *crosses fingers* Stranger: extremely huge You: Like enough to make me cry for my mommy while you ram it into me? Stranger: whats your measurements? You: I'm fat. Stranger: yes. You: You dig fat chicks? Your conversational partner has disconnected.
I guess its kinda cunty of me, but sometimes I just ignore ppl that I consider...dumb.
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Ac Milan Tours The Us The English super star david Beckham will be featuring with his actual soccer team AC Milan, as the team tours in the United States of America and plays one of its football games against Beck's prior team, the Los Angeles Galaxy in August. The Los Angeles Galaxy competes in the American soccer league (Major League Soccer) and is expected to fill in the stadium's seats to the full. FC Barcelona that will be be playing against the Manchester United of Cristiano Ronaldo for the trophy of the the Champions League final game in Rome, Italy with be facing the MLS team of L.A. Galaxy on the 1st of August (Rose Bowl Pasadena, California). The Spanish group of football stars are also planned to visit the Seattle Sounders on the 5th at the Qwest Field. Barcelona, led by Messi, Eto'o, Alves, Pujol and other soccer idols will feature in a 3rd match which confirmation is still pending To comment on this story, or check further more details, c
Do you remember all our love? Did you get back from what you gave? I see some symptoms of a past that you forgave, You never were expendable, You always made me feel alive, and now we're in the middle of a transition in our lives.A change of pace could really do some good She's leavin an empty case witch your bringing the show, I'm leaving now! Wake up and see the places all you got and all you take. You don't have to fall to pieces you have to prove it. Make up your pretty faces it's a lovely trip a lovely place you got one life here to make it for the movies.Do you feel singled out? Do you feel less than all the rest? You know it's interchangeable, the spot light and the pain. I wanna get on top of this I wanna build that trust again, and if I give it all I've got, I'm sure you'd do the same.I cannot face the fear in this, I see a place for you and I and we can make the most of it, cause our passion never dies, and if you don't believe in me, I'll chose the path and change your mind,
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Love And Suicide *wat The Hell Is The Difference? ? ?
Love and suicide are the same to meThey both can cause some serious painLove and suicide if not attempted rightMake u suffer till u know that life hurtsWhen love and suicide go rite They feel so wonderfulI would trade my suicide For loveAnd my loveFor suicideBut which one would u choose? It doesn't reallly matterI think i might go with the less painful one* suicide*Let's just wait and see................
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Wellington And Rain
I have loved being here in Wellington though it rained nonstop for days on end which meant I stayed in my room until show time. I really hate that I never got to go around Wellington and doing stuff, I never ate down at the water front, I never went up the cable car, all the things I have done before. It just rained and made me quite depressed lying in the dark in my hotel room. The shows have been going great guns and the festival people look after you so well. Dan Crozier finally got me a phone I could use (it wasn't his job to get me phone but he is awesome) but the phone is all smashed in on the screen and it looks like it was lifted from a rape crime scene. There might be blood splatters on it, BUT it works and that's the main thing.I have hardly seen hide or hair of Blanket Man the famous Wellington street hobo. Even he got out of the rain. I miss him in a strange way.The San Francisco Bath House (which isn't a gay sauna) is a wonderful venue and Ziggy and his crew make everyone
So, I'm excited.  Things are finally playing out the way I've wanted them to.  I simply can not wait. There are the people who think what is happening is stupid, and should be allowed to happen, however it isnt thier chocie, and honestly just need to go back to the bleachers and stfu.  Cause as far as I'm concerned, this isnt up for debate.  The chocies have been made willingly, and are now set in motion and will not change.  3 weeks 1 day and 12 hours from the point this is finshed, the best part of my life is going to be with me.  I dont give a fuck who says what and how, cuase it will not sway my chocie, will not change my mind at all.  As we are going to prove the world, and all them Sceptics they are simply stupid and know nothing about us.  For most of my Fubar friends, they think it is great, even if they pick on me or her for it.  But they understand in thier own way.  Anyways, 3 weeks 1 day 12 hours until Arrival.  Good God, these days simply will not pass by fast enough.  And
Kids And Spirituality
Today my five-year-old talked to me abour her guardian angel.  Now, you must understand...  My household is not a religious one.  I am currently in a spiritual limbo, and have been for quite some time.  She attended a slightly Christian-based pre-school for a year about a year ago, but they didn't "teach" Christianity, beyond the Christian version of the Christmas and Easter stories. She told me that her guardian angel protects her.  Where did she get this from?  I have no idea.  I asked her what her guardian angel's name is.  She said that she thinks they have the same name as the person they protect.  It just blows me away, because her exposure to things like this has been very limited. She attended church with her father for maybe a month last winter.  I believe that he was attending under pressure from his family.  It didn't last long.  Both of her sisters attended a Christian-based pre-school for at least two years, but they don't talk about spirituality much with each other. I
A Cry For Help
Every day i hear people say three little words that just remind me of what i had and lost what i was dumb enough to leave behind. now i am just a shadow of the world i left behind everyone is moving on my best friend is gonna be a daddy my childhood sweet heart is a mommy and she is married,  my sis is getting married and a mommy as for me i am just a single loser i don't know where i'm headed or where i'll end up but i know one thing.  the words that hurt so much r I LOVE YOU!!!! this has so many meanings it can be heart felt or just three words but when i hear them it makes me relize how much i have lost already because of my descessions every choice i have made  has made it harder and harder for me to forget the one person i truely loved the person i lost my virgainty to i would give the whole world for but she no longer feels that way and has moved on and i respect that but it hurts to replace her cuz she was my whole she made me feel wanted in this crazy world but without her i al
I should know who I am by now, I walk, my record stands somehow Been thinking of winter. Your name is the splinter inside me, while I wait... I remember the sounds, of your November downtown, and I remember the truth, a warm December with you, but I dont have to make this mistake, no I dont have to live this way, if only I would wake... I walk as though Ive been cleared by now, your voice is all I hear somehow, calling out winter, your voice is the splinter inside, me while I wait.... I remember the sound of your November downtown, I remember the truth, a warm December with you, but I dont have to make this mistake, and I dont have to stay this way, If only I would wake.... I could have lost myself in those rough blue waters in your eyes, and I miss you still... I'll never forget the sound, of the last November downtown, and I remember the truth, a warm December  without you....
Confessions Of An Explosive Libido...
Ok, so it's not a completely accurate title but here goes. I have for the most part led a charmed life. Although it did not always start out that way. I was picked on a lot when I was younger but the one saving grace about it all is that the only people who were ever nice to me...the only gender was women. I love women and women as a gender in whole...I have no shame in admitting it. My mom is a sister is a woman...and for the most part, just as there are women who have mostly male friends....I have a lot of female friends. I feel comfort with women. Been living with them since my dad died when i was 14. I have acquired a lot of understanding about women and women issues(no shame in going to the store to buy maxipads if you get my drift). My only issue is when I am very testosterone driven which gets me into trouble more times than most women would exclaim...."Men!" However, I have always been treated very well by women and I feel that I will be spending the rest o
I Miss You Kevin!
My friend and brother in arms is no longer here in physical form but remains everyday in my thoughts, my heart and my life. I wish you were here to share in the amazing journey of this life. I wish I could still come to you and expect a response when something is weighing heavily on me. I wish you could be living happy and prosperous with your family. I endeavor to never let a moment pass me by without recognizing its worth. I will live my life in your remembrance. I pray that everyday that passes I may continue down the path that one day leads me to a place where we meet again. I miss you friend. I love you brother. Rest in peace.Kevin Michael Slein - U.S. Army 10th Mtn. Div., 2-22nd Infantry, Combat Medic Me on the left, Kevin on the right.
Why Did I Get Married
my marriage is really rough i dont know what is going to happen have tried to do everything to make my wife happy but just cant there r days when she acts maddly in love and days she acts like she cant stand me i dont know what to do im confused does any one have any advise if so i would love i dont have any one to talk to all her family is here mine is in california please help lol11111  
Read This!!
So if I asked you about art, you'd probably give me the skinny on every art book ever written. Michelangelo, you know a lot about him. Life's work, political aspirations, him and the pope, sexual orientations, the whole works, right? But I'll bet you can't tell me what it smells like in the Sistine Chapel. You've never actually stood there and looked up at that beautiful ceiling; seen that. If I ask you about women, you'd probably give me a syllabus about your personal favorites. You may have even been laid a few times. But you can't tell me what it feels like to wake up next to a woman and feel truly happy. You're a tough kid. And I'd ask you about war, you'd probably throw Shakespeare at me, right, "once more unto the breach dear friends." But you've never been near one. You've never held your best friend's head in your lap, watch him gasp his last breath looking to you for help. I'd ask you about love, you'd probably quote me a sonnet. But you've never looked at a woman and been tot
I hate shopping, even at the best of times. By 'best of times', I mean when you can go to a 24 hour supermarket in the dead of night where there is nobody around to piss you off, and you dont have to wait a week to get served at a checkout. SO, when I am forced to go shopping at peak time on a Saturday afternoon, things soon start getting heated. Behind the wheel of a car, I consider myself to be level headed, clear of mind, and rational. Put me behind a buggy, and I make Fidel Castro look like Mother Teresa. Supermarkets piss me off beyond belief. Big time. I'm 99 percent certain, that in some god forsaken hell pocket of society, they breed people purely for the purpose of annoying other shoppers. These creatures are nurtured and trained to meander around shopping malls in trance like states, waiting to strike you with their customized buggies that are designed for maximum shin-scraping pain. These people can stand in the dairy aisle for hours on end, picking up boxes of butter, readi
Well now I am living on the street with no place to go and now I am sitting in the state library of Victoria and listening to some of my favourite music.
for lack of better words hurt? devastated dying? aren't we all lonely? every second without her suicidal? i think not coping? medicated happy? far from it sorry? to no end love her? with my all
Omfg! For Real?
Someone please tell me what the fuck is wrong with some men. Backstory:I went to school with this guy for 7 years. We had the same major in college. We saw each other all the time. We partied together often. A few months ago he contacts me on facebook telling me he had a dirty dream about me and all this perverted shit. He has my yahoo and AIM from facebook. Well he will randomly IM me and want to talk dirty or want me to send naughty pics or even get on cam for him. What the fuck? I don't even really "know" him like that. I usually try to be polite about saying NO, but tonight he pissed me the hell off. I finally went invisible on yahoo and then he had the nerve to text me on my phone! He has BEGGED me to get on cam. He literally said "I'll do anything. Please come back." OMG!! Fatal attraction? I hate to be mean to people. Yeah, believe it or not I'm not a bitch. But he is really pissing me off. I hate that he is degrading me by thinking I'm some sleazy chick who will just "give it
Powerful Words...
1.) Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened. 2.) Be the change you want to see in the world. 3.) One day, your life will flash in front of your eyes. Make it worth watching. 4.) The most eloquent silence; that of two mouths meeting in a kiss. 5.) Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind. 6.) Don't worry - Why worry about things you cannot change? In the time it takes to worry about things you cannot change you may miss the things in life that change you. 7.) Don't be yourself - be someone a little nicer. 8.) A fellow who does things that count, doesn't usually stop to count them. 9.) We have two ears and one mouth so that we may listen twice as much as we speak. 10.) Never think of the future - it comes soon enough. 11.) Weakness of attitude becomes weakness of character. 12.) We can't solve problems by using the same kind of thinking we used when we created them. 13.) Not every
The Complete Collection On Nes Games Licensed & Unlicensed
The ~~NGD Game List Version 3.0 This document is best viewed in MS Wordpad, 1024x800 resolution or higher, NO word wrap. Thanks for viewing the newest version of my NES game list. Here is some info to help you get started. Everything listed below is for NTSC (US) games unless it is otherwise noted. The prices and rarity are for loose carts only, except on a few note worthy games. If you want the price for complete, or sealed games, you can adjust the pricing accordingly by adding around 10-35% to each price (this is just a general rule of thumb, some games are worth a whole lot more sealed or with box and manual). All the prices are based from my personal expericence from forums, general collecting, and ebay. The prices are just a guide to go by, and are by no means set in stone. Game prices change all the time, and are sometimes regional as well. Everything in this guide has been gathered by me personally, from my own personal knowledge and collecting experie
1rst Blog
well this is my first blog , priod , generaly i tend to be a little to busy with my other writings . that and my life tends to be a bit outrageous  at points , anyway I can't  think of much to write of now so  peace
Bad Luck W/girls
I've got the worst luck with Girls.Ever since my ex told me to fuck offbefore i deployed last time i haven't been able to strike it off withanyone since we've been back. Its like everything I say only succeeds in chasing everyone off.
Any Ladies This!!!
Omega Defense Tower 2 Walkthrough!
While playing the Fubar game Omega Defence Tower 2... I must say I got pretty frustrated... but after some much needed hardcore game playing I've managed to find this... hope it helps! Good Luck! C51
I've taken all I can take, by no means am I giving up but with all the shit you're pullin it feel's as if everythings a mistake. I can't wait around anymore. sitting here watching my life pass me by while you go out and do your own thing tears me up inside. Being the person I am I grin and let my emotions hide. "Drawn together like moth's to the flame you left me and you were to blame, no longer the same, the old me long's for a change. Dead and gone is what I am, No longer here to give a damn. Tired of the bullshit and game's, I'm on the fucking verge of losing it..."All thing's aside in the end none of this will matter, I'll be the one to pick up the pieces and mend your brokenheart. A heartbreaker all along soon it'll be your turn to feel the pain that you once so unwillingly dished out.
The Mayonnaise Jar And The Two Beers
A friend sent this to me today.  I hope you all enjoy it! When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 Beers. A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls.  He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was... The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous 'yes.' The professor then produced two Beers from under the table and p
Fix A Blinky Nes With A New Pin Connector
If there's one thing that makes any old-school gaming aficionado mad, it's dealing with a funky old Nintendo. If you didn't have the money to buy a toploader or take extra care of your frontloading NES, it's probably doing "The blink" now. A lot of different methods have arisen to deal with that -- blow on the cartridges? Check. Jam two Nintendo tapes into the deck to push the playing one into the pins? Check. Slapping the side of your Nintendo repeatedly, hoping and wishing for some miracle so you can just play a game of Mario 2? Well...maybe. Continuing my foray into classic gaming, I'm going to show you how to fix this with $15, some rubbing alcohol, and of course, your old and trusty gray friend. Let's hop to it! So here we have our gray box of time-wasting goodness. So basically, the key to fixing this is a new 72-pin connector. let's take a look in the Nintendo and I'll explain a bit further what's going on. So this is the inside of the cartridge slot.
F**d Up
I have fucked and followed, drank and swallowedall this life has given meto bring myself to this pointForgot never forgaveBitches, fucks, lively muckingalways in the back of my headburning a hole through what I ever hadFuck the bullshit, caught with a bitchstickcursed , fucked, forgiven, but never the other wayFuck them all forget the pain but it lingers moreTo haunt my dreams and fuck my brainHate the dreams hate being awakeFucked and followed forgotten and swallowedThe world has spit me out spoiled
Lyrics And Sunscreen...
Artist: Baz Luhrman Song: Everybody's Free "If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be it. The long term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists, whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable than my own meandering experience. I will dispense this advice now. Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth; oh nevermind; you will not understand the power and beauty of your youth until they have faded. But trust me, in 20 years youll look back at photos of yourself and recall in a way you cant grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous you really looked...Youre not as fat as you imagine. Dont worry about the future; or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubblegum. The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that never crossed your worried mind; the kind that blindside you at 4pm on some idle Tuesday. Do one thing everyday that scares you Sing Dont b
Lyrics Continued....
Artist: Johnny Cash Song: Hurt   "I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember everything [Chorus:] What have I become My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away In the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of thorns Upon my liar's chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stains of time The feelings disappear You are someone else I am still right here [Chorus:] What have I become My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away In the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt If I could start again A million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way"
My Rusian Name Is:
Pavel Fedorov
Lyrics With Meaning...
Artist: Course of Nature Song: Caught in the Sun   "You're my distance, destination of choice I'd give anything just to hear your voice I could've passed you on the street Without saying a word Most times I miss the voice That goes unheard What if I missed you You got caught in the sun What if I did something Never to be undone People everywhere how could I be sure If it's you that I have been looking for What would it take for me to be comfortable With you, with me you're the chosen one What if I missed you You got caught in the sun What if I did something Never to be undone You are there for me this I hope and pray You will wait for me, I won't be too late What if I missed you You got caught in the sun What if I did something Never to be undone Will you wait for me Or will I be too late this time You are there for me this I hope and pray"
Sexual Needs
need some loving or good times,have been bored today.does anyone have some great pics to show me?am interested in some fun.send some bling if you want or do what you want.want to just relax and chill out after least give me some hell or terrorize me.HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!
What Would You Do?
  I would Love a $100 Bling Pack or Happy Hour For either i am offering to get you 4 pimps, shitfaced when i see needed and 5 custom tags, Rate all ur pics once and a peack at my NSFW private folder. SB ME
About Mee And Wat Not Lol
well im 27 and i live in winston salem n.c  and  well i like to drink and have fun  and checkin this thing out to see wat its all  about  if you want to know  more  just ask or if u can tell wat this is and how it works  it would be a big help cuz im kinda clueless
Feel-good Time!!!
Fuck This Shit...
So I just checked my family list and HOLYFUCKSTAIN BATMAN!!!   Everyone is like a cagillion levels higher than me.And most have deleted profiles and started over.FFS!   I suck at the internets.
Close Ur Eyes
Close your eyes… think of meand let me be the gentle breezethat caresses your facethe kiss on your lips so sweet Let me be the only sound you hear.. two hearts beating as onewhile I hold you so near Let me be the first thing on your mindas the sunlight streams across your bodythe last whisper on your lips before you sleep Let me be the vision in your dreams, the onewho makes your fantasies come true Let me be the one you long foryour eternal flame from yourfiery passions of desire Let me be the smile upon your lovely faceBaby, close your eyes,let me take your breath away
How To Reach Me
you can reach me at my space  just copy and paste : and send an request =D
Here is a fabulous coupon for all of my fubar friends to enjoy! Top Drawer Secrets features over 35,000 products at your fingertips. DVD's, toys, lubes, lingerie and much, much more. Always Discreet and fast shipping. 10% off the new prices! I marked everything down to wholesale for the month of may!!!   coupon code: 52090090531122008     Have fun shopping      
Everything U Want
Chocolate syrup and handcuffsTwo simple ingredientsFor an edible ecstasyCool metal glintingSkin tasting sweetSweat lacing the syrup salty Satin sheets and oilLet me rub your skinUntil it glistensSoft sheets and the scent of patchouliSkin feeling softOil warming it to the touchSweet and softRough and creativeWhatever you wantYou shall have it within the hourIt's true I need to be myselfBut when we slip between the satin sheetsI'll still mold myselfInto everything you've ever wanted
Flames Of Passion (5/11 - 6/1) - Closed
This game is now CLOSED. The next game will be posted soon :)     *EARNED FLAMES MAY BE DIVIDED AMONGST UP TO TWO PEOPLE PER EARNING* (Example: 100 10s will send 50 each to 2 of your friends)       Game F.A.Q.Who can I order for?You may order for ANYONE on Fubar, with the exception of yellow staff, and anyone that refuses play. Anyone who wishes to be removed from the game may do so by requesting such through private message at any time. Not all people play for the win - most play simply to give the tokens as gifts to those they care for :) Please request removal ONLY if you do not desire to receive more tokens. Can I order more than one at a time?Yes, you can order as many as you want, for as many people that you want. To keep it organized, please send the appropriate amount of fubucks with a list of how many tokens are meant for each person. For example, if you send 5000 fubucks (enough for 10 tokens) you would say "5 to Dawn, User # 975528 and 5 to Cali4nialovin01,
Walking In The Dark Of The Night
as i walk threw the dark of the night i hear your voice on the wind it reminds me of happier times then as the cool breeze of the night sends a chill down my spin i get reminded that i am alone i walk in the dark so i am not seen by others that way they cant see my pain but i hope that oneday i wont have to walk in the dark anymore but there is only one way that will happen without you in my life i will always walk alone in the dark carrying the pain of huring you with me for the rest of my days so there for i walk in the dark of the night
Im Not Fooled By Her Batting Eyelashes Anymore...
Dont give Pk,Kp,"Papercutwhateveritisthisweek" fucheddar.Send them to me.I always give her my fumonies(like a good babydaddy) and she wont give me shit.So I say eff her and her effin spotlightness.I cant even afford my fu-rent and she wants to go off and get spotlight.Fuck this shit.How can you trust her with your fumonies?She doesnt even know her own name.What is it this week "Princess Immatakeurmoniesnpride"?   Dammit.....     This is my bog for the minute.I will post more cause I cant do anything else.Cause she took all of m fuscratch and pride.She is the devil.                 Ok,maybe not the devil,but if you spell her name backwards it is Ah Satan....   Decide for yourself.
Last night, an annoying sweettalking idiot strolls up to the Front Desk. He says hola and smiles with his gator smile.  I'm like "hi..."   "thats a cute accent" "thanks" "I love this place, you been in Chicago long?" "yup" "you know, I used to date a girl from Mexico, I think Spanish women are the most beautiful in the world." "I'm sorry, is there a reason why you are telling me that?" "uhm...well, I'm just hinting that you are really gorgeous" "you just said Spanish, which I'm not" " aren't?...I mean..." "nope, not at all" "....
i still hurt
Happier Than God
Sometimes I think its a shame when i get feeling better when i am feeling no pain those words from an old song helped me to realize my sober mind is my treasure its my prize wanted to drown what i thought was sorrows and drink full throttle but decided not to pay a visit to that devil in the bottle Relieved I am strong enough not to get drunk you may think that is odd for me my friends it helps my mind to function better to make me happier than god.
Rain coming down,window by my side.Hand coming down,to my lower thigh.Listening to the pitter, patter.My hand goes in and out slower then faster.Exciting myself with every beat.So wet and sweaty, got to turn down the heatRain is so sexy, it always turns me on.My vibrator and me, holding a special bond.I let out loud and deepful moans.Hitting my g spot, and special zones.Feeling myself getting wetter and wetter.My own touch is feeling better.Clouds part and out comes the sun.Hearing the rain get softer makes me cum.
Body Bliss
Oh my body has been waiting for this For your sensual finger kiss   that will put me in ecstatic body bliss Body bliss From your first touch That touches on my ecstasy's wet bliss Ecstasy's wet bliss From your electric touch That pulses your warm loving energy   into my body beneath my being It is so sensual, so nice, so freeing So freeing for my body My body that rides the wave's of pleasure beneath your   gentle hands Your gentle hands That ride the wave's of my curves above with   your perfect touch below My curves That lead your hands to my thighs and my calves Releasing them into seventh heaven   then taking me to the other side The other side as I roll over The music plays over the air   as your hands continue to play   over my body on the other side The other side over my body Over my body to the lengths of my arms   all the way to the tips of my fingers   where ecstasy does now linger Into my other body grooves your hands Your hands continue to travel over me from head to toe P
Body To Body
Body to Body,Soul to Soul.I seek your Passion,I seek it all.I need to feel your lips touch mine,the dew from your lips is the sweetest wine.Your tender touch is warm and gentle,The way you love me is so sentimental.The peace your love brings is rapture to my heart,I guess the passion was there from the very start.You move down my body to my aching breast,I feel your heart pounding from within your strong chest.I feel your lips as you take in my nipplelicking and nipping you start to suckle.I feel the arousal build from within,I show you my approval with an passion filled grin.lower and lower your lips do they kiss,not a patch goes unoticed, not a patch do they miss.your lips and tongue are warm as they touch,my pussy oh how it aches, it aches very much.It aches for your fingers, to find that button of pleasure,It aches for your love to send into rapture.It aches to feel that hardness that is hiddenThe hardness of your pleasure rod, that aches to be bitten.I kneel before you to repay th
im an terrified of thunder storms. i cant help it. its not something that i asked for or choose to be scared of. i just freak out. some ppl do it with snakes or spiders i on the other hand do it with storms. i get really scared nervous shaky and to the point of crying. my bestfriend gets even worse. it sucks and i fucking hate it. i also know it frusturates ppl when i get like this but i cant help it. i really hate being yelled at or voice risen or anything like that when i get like this. it makes it worse and makese me wanna cry and just hide. im literally terrified by them. why cant ppl just understand this and NOT take it out on me and her? its a big thing for her and i since we live in the midwest. she has been thru a tornado and i have been thru near tornado weather. i fucking hate it and i hate this feeling.
Hey Friends!
Fubar is too fucked up for me to navigate, send me a friend request on myspace, name aforementioned..keep bad ass music there...hit me up!!!!
I listen to music at work via youtube at the moment.   Now when I have a free moment (when no one else is around basically) I like to read the comments on whatever song I have on.   Is there some special mutant breed of human that posts on there? First you got the spammers, then the religious nuts, then the people trying to type in english and creating some new language. After which you have foul mouthed (fingered?) with obscenities every other word, along with the childish name callers. Then, possibly worst of all, the "fanboys" who will not have a bad word said against the band that is being commented about, whether it be somewhat true or not.   I don't really know if there was a point to all this, but what the hell....
Is It Possible?
Is it possible to be friends with someone if you have a "hate/hate" relationship with them? lol   Just something that came up tonight.
Love To Shampoe Carpets
i love to shampoe carpets i live in bethlehem pa any one how lives close to me whants there carpets dune say u seen my blog on fu bar e mail me give  u 25 dollarr descunt on yur carpet  give me yur e mail
New Update Feature
Scroll down to the bottom of ANY fubar page and click on the "update" link to see what's going on with fubar changes!
Love And Unity
Don't try to out smart love~ When you feel it let it be, let it guild you sweet and carefree!! Open those strong arms and let it be don't be scard of me.. For I give to you the strength of unity and all that is glorious and free!!! I see in you things I've never seen, your words are so strong how can a feeling like this be so wrong? The power of love is so much better with two with a man like you.. Don't try to out smart love because it will find you...
Angels And Demons
For the present moment, you are allowed to switch sides if you have a large enough sum of fuBucks. Click here for the link.   This way we'll hopefully be able to add some really kick ass features without a lot of people worried that one side has it so much better and all you level 28+ people can get full benefits of having made it this far. Questions, comments, specifial ability ideas?
Me Bein Me
bein a single mother of 2 beautiful babies u best b-leave pimpin aint eazy! i love my babies they my life. my girl april dawn is my best friend as well as my cuzin. her baby is my baby. u mess wit her u mess wit me so bitches best step off. i love life and live it 1 day at a time the way u should! im ready 2 start a life wit sum 1 4 da rest of my life if i find him hells yea if not im goin keep on keepin on. peace out 4 now! :P
New Fubar Features!
***Year of the Dragon's Bulletin. Please repost by clicking on the link I've added here:   Features Bully by YOTD     If you haven't noticed yet..there is a new feature above your bar tab area. It will let you choose all kinds of parameters. Helps you totally make what shows up in your bar tab, to your specific tastes.   Also..the photo storage limit for VIPs has been increased to 5000 photos! WOOT! If you need help, remember you can private message any bouncer. You can find us here.   Or you can visit us in the 24/7 FuBar Support Lounge.   More features coming soon! Please repost this bulletin so the word gets out. Rock the Fu! Year Of The Dragon™{§ØÐÅ}@ fubar
50 Lbs Gone!
I've now lost 50lb!  yeah!  I should post new pics since all of mine are from 30 lbs ago....mmmm maybe i just thought of an odd way to spend the evening...taken drunken head pics of me....LOL
A weekend to myself. School is over. Work is...won't even go there. Nobody interested in talking. Think I might just get in the car and drive.
The Real You
To be used is never fun, but it happens wether you like it or not. Some times you are the person that is useing someone, maybe with out even relizing it. Most people go out looking for someone to use. They go in knowing what they want and once they get it there done and your left there in the cold. You can always hope for a change but you really know they are just useing you. Why fall for it though? Maybe in a way you are useing them yourself too. Probably not for the same reasons but none the less you are. Its when you come to relize that, thats all it is and nothing more. Knowing and relizing are two different things. Going in knowing its nothing is not as bad, then you relize its nothing and thats when it can hur, but just for the moment its alright, right? Well we all do thing to make our selves feel better, even if it is nothing but an allosion.  But isnt that all life really is though? Just one big illution. So why not just ignore your feelings and go with the show. Cause the pic
Heehee, now that I have your attention. I'm looking to buy a mood ring and the mothers day bling before they're gone!! Just message me or respond with an offer. I would love either the Loving or Fiesty mood rings. So PLEASE, for Mothers Day and my upcoming Birthday, help a girl out?? I'll pay fu monies and even make you a pimp out bully!!
Missing Your Loving Touch
Sitting here all alone I think of you, wondering if you're also blue. My days are hopeful for your return, but the nights alone only torture me. I am sorry of the situation that has taken me from you, I only wish I could of made it all better for you baby. I can not wait for the nights alone with you again, holding and touching you in every way imaginable. I feel the passion of your touch even through the miles that seperate us, I only hope you know how much I miss your loving touch and the scent of you within my mind. If what I am feeling is true then I think I am definately troubled, I have a sort of seperation anxiety feeling without you near. I do not know how much longer I can go without, I feel so lost without you here. I do not want to waste away and dissappear before your return, not from lack of substances but from lack of your touch.  
If There Is One Thing I Can't Stand It's People Using Children For Their Own Game
If there is one thing, I can't stand is when people have to use kids like pawns in their chess game here, it's pathetic and it shows that they give a damn about nothing but themselves, My girlfriend, Kate, her sister called us crying because the jackass of a boyfriend says she's owes him money to fix his car, funny thing is, he got turned into CPS by his other girlfriend for beating on her kids and yet the mother of his children, Kate's sister is threatening to not let her see the kids, so I looked up the legal aid office in Redding, CA. to help her and I am honestly furious at this SOB for threatening her, she don't deserve that, she has already lost her job because of her and I told her, she needs to fight for custody of them and stay clear of the bastard! He's a prick and anyone that uses kids for their own chess game let alone kills kids should be facing the death penalty and forget this life in prison crap, they don't deserve wasting tax payers money by letting them do life in pri
What I Felt Now...
i been lately so stressed of a lot of sad things happend..just lately broke up with my boyfriend.. and part of the family died and i wasn't able to attend the funeral, coz it's in the philippines. i been having migraine since then, quite often, specially when im at work, it just sux.   now, im hoping for a relief. im finding ways to cheer up, though i been laughing out with friends, still i felt there's messing inside of me. and im thinking what could have filled that emptiness. i know, im being emotional. you cant blame. somewhat i just need someone could make me feel important, that could just be there listen and feel whats im dwelling into me too..   and sad part is i don't even have friends like from here that i could really tells all my drama,and what i wanna do. for me it seems like a crap.   i guess i'll just have to do things on mind, and start moving ahead off this crap.
I Am. All Three Of Me. Just Me.
This was written probably nine months ago, i typed it out once and lost it. i was living with mom already for a couple months by then. i read through it because the beginning was what i felt, i'm typing it because the rest reminded me that i don't always feel this way, figured i'd post it this time. (******** and @@@@@ used because i'm still not telling you all my name - even if you guess it)i am frustrated, irritated, annoyed. i am sad, depressed, vacant. i am scared, hopeless, and overwhelmed. mom keeps blaming me for everything. she takes no responsibility for her situation. i am the "instigator," the scapegoat, i am the "root of all that is undesirable" in her kingdom.i try to help the kids. i keep them focused when it is time for them to do homework and chores. i listen when they are frustrasted, upset, angry. i try to mediate when they can't deal with mom.i am quick-tempered. i am alone. i am trapped by my fears, my emotions, my protective instincts, my financial situation. there
On Her Way To Fuqueen
Cleaning House
Well im cleaning out my friends so if you would like to stay so me some love. Yall have untill next week to so me some love or your are out. That means no one is safe.
It's Gonna Be My Bday!
it's gonna be my bday this sunday! first bday here in USA. and i bet it would not be fun. friends not around, and bars closes until as early 1am, sux! it's gonna be way way different. but wish it's gonna be a good day though!!
Everything We Had
You were the only face I'd ever known.I was the light from the lamp on the floor,and only as bright as you wanted me to be.But, I am no gentleman, I can be a prick,and I do regret more than I admit.You have been followed back to the same place I sat with you drink for drink.Take the pain out of love and then love won't exist.Everything we had, everything we had,everything we had, everything we had is no longer there.It was the only place I'd never known.Turned off the light on my way out the door.I will be watching wherever you go,through the eyes of a fly on the wall.You have been followed back to the same place I sat with you drink for drink.Take the pain out of love and then love won't exist.Everything we had, everything we had,everything we had, everything we had is no longer there, longer there.You saw for yourself, the way it played out.For you, I am blinded.For you, I am blinded, for you.I am no gentleman, I can be a prick.And I do regret more than I admit.You have been followed
Raver's Manifesto
♥[[Ravers Manifesto]]♥ Our emotional state of choice is Ecstasy. Our nourishment of choice is Love. Our addiction of choice is technology. Our religion of choice is music. Our currency of choice is knowledge. Our politics of choice is none. Our society of choice is Utopian though we know it will never be. You may hate us. You may dismiss us. You may misunderstand us. You may be unaware of our existence. We can only hope you do not care to judge us, because we would never judge you. We are not criminals. We are not disillusioned. We are not drug addicts. We are not naive children. We are one massive, global, tribal village that transcends man-made law, physical geography, and time itself. We are The Massive. One Massive. We were first drawn by the sound. From far away, the thunderous, muffled, echoing beat was comparable to a mother's heart soothing a child in her womb of concrete, steel, and electrical wiring. We were drawn back into this womb, and there, in the heat, d
Im getting so tired of fubar making me go through "bouncer" thingys every time I try to check out a profile or add a friend. I have an account/page/whatever. [pictures on it and everything, including a slute picture that they rejected out of hand for no valid reason. whatever. I cant wait til humanity wipes itself out completely. GO TERRORISTS! LET THE NUKES FLY! DEATH TO AMERICA!
Falsely Accused Of Scamming Proof Inside
the bling pack she sent me the message she sent over an hour later my response STRYKE@ fubar /> < /td>
jamie & i recorded a few screeching weasel songs awhile back...we were kinda's "totally"'s unedited! i think it's cute :)    TOTALLY - The Noggles      
Songs Through The Years (1967 Top-100
The Top 100 Songs of 19671.    I'm A Believer     Monkees2.    To Sir With Love     Lulu3.    The Letter     Box Tops4.    Ode To Billie Joe     Bobbie Gentry5.    Windy     Association6.    Groovin'     Young Rascals7.    Somethin' Stupid     Nancy & Frank Sinatra8.    Daydream Believer     Monkees9.    Light My Fire     Doors10.    Happy Together     Turtles11.    Hello Goodbye     Beatles12.    Kind Of A Drag     Buckinghams13.    Respect     Aretha Franklin14.    Incense And Peppermint     Strawberry Alarm Clock15    Ruby Tuesday     Rolling Stones16.    All You Need Is Love     Beatles17.    Love Is Here And Now You're Gone     Supremes18.    The Happening     Supremes19.    Penny Lane     Beatles20.    Snoopy Vs The Red Baron     Royal Guardsman21.    I Heard It Through The Grapevine     Gladys Knight & Pips22.    Soul Man     Sam & Dave23.    Dedicated To The One I Love     Mama's & Papa's24.    Little Bit O'Soul     Music Explosion25.    The Rain, The Park & Other Things     Co
Zomg!!! I Can Haz Blogz Too?!?!
Blogs are fun. :)   Fubar is fun too. :)   Sometimes people make fubar not so fun. :(   Sometimes people take the internet WAY TOO SERIOUSLY. :(   Sometimes people you thought were cool to talk to and normal, turn out to be anal retentive psychos. :(   Remember: fubar=FUN, a GETAWAY Life: that thing that awaits when you turn your PC off.   You may now return to your regular scheduled programming. :)
Be Safe
One of those fucking awful black days When nothing is pleasing and everything that happens is an excuse for anger An outlet for emotions stockpiled, an arsenal, an armour These are the days when I hate the world Hate the rich, hate the happy, hate the complacent, the TV watchers, beer drinkers, the satisfied ones Because I know I can be all of those little hateful things And then I hate myself for realising that There's no preventative, directive or safe approach for living. We each know our own fate We know from our youth how to be treated, how we'll be received, how we shall end These things don't change You can change your clothes, change your hairstyle, your friends, cities, continents But sooner or later your own self will always catch up. Always it waits in the wings Ideas swirl but don't stick. They appear but then run off like rain on the windshield One of those rainy day car rides my head implodes, the atmosphere in this car a mirror of my skull Wet, damp, windows dripping and
An Answer
..i'm asked often what i do for fun. lol. i dont have much fun anymore. im no longer the free spirit i once was. before my veda came along, sunny days were for eating mushrooms and running thru green fields..  nights were for cold beer and dancing beneath the stars.. following the allman brothers all summer long.. veda has changed my life in every way. i was telling a beautiful man yesterday that i havent read a book in a yr. i havent closed my eyes in the bathtub in a yr. i havent watched an entire movie or listened to an entire album. i havent napped in the middle of the day. i have so little time for myself. that said, im in love with veda. ive never known another human being whom im so completely at home with. no one makes me laugh like she does. no one makes my heart melt like she does. no one makes me happier, more proud, more afraid; no one challenges me like she does. she's my favorite thing in the world. watching her run after a golf disc or wiggle her toes in the grass or
My Rant
One thing that I can absolutely not understand is how people can take a half naked or naked pictures of them self with the room they are in nasty.  I mean come on do you really think that people are going to be turned on to that and if they are they are probably nasty too.  What it take to clean your dang house get off fubar and CLEAN because more than likely you aren’t clean either.  That shows people that you are not willing to take care of yourself.  Lastly edit the dang picture there is something called a cropping tool when editing pictures.  Crop that nasty crap out...........Oh and one other thing don’t post a dang picture where you are naked or half naked where your baby or kid is in the room.  That is just plan degrading to the kiddo and CPS should be picking that kid up because bottom-line you are more worried about you and your body than you are your kid and house.    
As I lay here my mind drifts away, away into the darkness. I see nothing but myself. I feel the need to tear the flesh from my body to find the inner beauty.........My fingers full of flesh and blood, to reviel no inner beauty,...........JUST ME!!!
Cut me open and set me free to forget lifes pain and misery The tears I've cried The life I've lost all at a certain cost At Hells gate I cast aside everything I hold inside with no dread or fear Death made it all to clear Fuck this world I know so well I wish you all would go to Hell     By Smokeyvamp
Friendly Reminder
I'm just reminding everyone to get their costumes pressed and washed, ready for Monday's Super Hero/ Villain day..Don't forget nobody likes a man with dirty tights..... Also feel free to be like Seamus and paint your body Silver just for the effects. But if you do please take pictures and send them to me...I need some serious black mail material. Make sure you have your pictures of your superheros ready, I'm not even going to try load them first thing Monday morning. Here's the list of Heroes/ Villains who are taken: Elektra= Me!!! Silver Surfer= Seamus Poison Ivy= Blue Eyed Soul Tick= Name Crisis She Ra= Witty Ash (Evil Dead)= Sasquatch Gambit= Soda Batman=HUsky Redneck Siryn= Ms. D Cat Woman= Reeka Hulk= Mop Daredevil= The Crimson King Storm= Amykins Deadpool= Anonymous Birds of Prey= Pixie Captain Underpants= Chef Jay The Shocker= Hugh Hawk Girl= Satara Flash= Bonz Scarlet Witch= Witchie The Green Latern= Swift Rogue= Karma's Bitch Dr Manhatten= The Dork Kn

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