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Poem
WHEN IM GONEWhen im gone Will you still love meOrEasily find someone newWhen im gone Will i be in your heartOr Will your love for me end where it startsWhen im gone Will i be in your thoughtsOr All yur memories of me you put a X acrossWhen im gone Will you cryWill it put a tear in your eyeOr Will u just sighAnd Move on with your lifeWhen im gone
Poem
FOR YOUA life lost is another gainedSo do many people sayWhen a baby is bornAn angel gets its wingsThe hevans open upYou can hear them singNone of that means shitWhen you gotta lower your brother or sister in a 6ft deep pitLoved ones throwing flowers on his coffin doorTrying to hold back the tears a little bit moreAs they cover him with dirt His mom holds in her hands his favorite t-shirtLaying it on his grave stone before she walks awayWishing in her mind it wud have gone a diffrent wayNow he lays there dead and rottingAlways remembered never forgottenTHIS IS FOR ALL MY FALLEN BROTHERS/SISTERS IN ARMSANDTHIER LOVED ONES
Poem
I stand AloneI walk AloneI will Die AloneNo CallsThe Answering MachinePicks up the PhoneNothing left for Me in this WorldNo children to Carry on my NameBoys or GirlsDepressed and Angry At what ive BecomeSo many Things left UndoneA life of Love, Death And WarIf I told you EverythingYou would Fall asleep BoredSo i space myself from EveryoneTill the Day I am DoneI will stand AloneI will walk AloneI WILL DIE ALONE
Poem
THAED       In my life i see so much blue So confused i dunno what to do So little people living So many of them die You hold everything in Doing whatever it takes not to cry At 21 ive seen so much Almost too real when i touch Hoping its all just a dream It makes me just wana scream Out to the masses As so many lives passes I wouldnt wish this on my worst enemy To take a walk in my life with me The things ive seen and done Tears my heart it rots away to the bone So many friends and family gone I hear the same old song There is nothig to say As i look at them in the coffin they lay Tears fall from my eyes My face full of anger so red So i keep fighting till i drop dead
Poem
SIX         six pairs of dog tags six kevlars six pairs of boots six rifles six men used to shoot now these six men lay in graves on them crosses engraved everyday and night they fought so brave gave thier own life so many others saved now we stand here all of us tears in our eyes glasses we wear to hide the hurt pain and crys anger fills and breaks are once stone cold heart feels as if someone steped on us and ripped us appart we pray for the families they left behind some people tel us to just sigh and youll be fine when we get home we tip our beers and we smoke are cigs half drank but full of so many tears our heart still breaks like a thin twig as they pass days months and years the pain farther and farther it digs some of us will forever keep it inside till one day it kills us some just cant hide in silent you scream and cus to show no pain only pride for those six man who paid the ultimate price so we could keep living our lifes   Always Rememb
Poem
DEATH THE PLEASURE IN A LIFE OF UNBEARABLE PAIN WITHOUT YOUR FAMILY GUARDIAN ANGLES FROM ABOVE WHO PROTECT YOU WITH THIER LOVE
I Know
i know 9/11 was a lie. i know dick cheney is a devil. i know the blanket that was laid atop me when i was just a boy was tainted. i know most people are sheep. i know tv is a tool for evil. i freakin' hate mcdonalds! if i had the chance to blow up israel...i would. the holocaust is happening right now and i am more a part of the problem than the solution. i like milk. i am currently in construction of my hell. i am quite comfortable here. i am the perfect example of the privileges of being obedient at all times. we must obey at all times.
Life Is Life I Guess
5-21-2009Sorry just felt like talking. Nothing much has been going on.  I did watch "My Bloody Valentine 3D not in 3D though but 2D version lol and was talking to someone and realize it was 5 years ago today that we buried Jayme.  I don't know how often this happens but this year everything fell into place on the exact dates and days. But I will get through it as I always do. I decided to make it a 4 day  weekend. I will try to watch some movies and get things done. I think on Friday I will do the laundry and dusting and vacuuming. Then Saturday I will do the ironing because there are slacks I haven't worn in a while and I need to wash them and iron them and that is about 6 pairs besides what I wear lol I think maybe Sunday I will go to the movies and see Terminator: Salvation. Then Monday go grocery/toiletries shopping. Then it will be back to work on Tuesday.Clif just called me telling me he had to talk with me before he had a nervous breakdown and killed someone. He said Dad I have
Confused And I Like It
I met this Sexy girl that I just can't get out of my head and I don't know why. The only real problem is the fact that we are almost two thousand miles apart. I can't say for sure if I'm fallilng for her but I do know that she brightens my day and what I am feeling is very strong. So if she reads this I just want her to know that I am very gratful to have met her and would one day likee to see her live and spend some real time with her.
Do We Remember?
A long time ago I got blown up. shot down and stabed (is that one or two b's) I'm 58. old and ugly.  I drink to much and I love my cigars. Almost forgot...shot in my right leg. I see this day as many people as a fun day...a fuckin holiday? This day should not be a day of car sales or frig sales. It should be a day of ...for the best of us...to remember and maybe try not to..our loved one...the one we did not know or love...the one who did what all you ass's could not do!
Love
Love is strange Love is deranged Love is not something you can just say. U have love for your family you have love for your friends and thats all you should have. This may sound bitter and i may sound like a quitter but in my opinion love has nop meaning anymore.
Loss Of Interwebz
Hi there lovely fu folks. just so you all know i may loose my internet connection for about a week starting from tomorrow, so hopefully i'll be back soon.   hugs to my friends and family
Richieinflorida7
So apparently I have had a few people write to me and tell me that this fuckin idiot does this to alot of people. he is flirty as hell and very persistant and when is rejected turns into a fuckin cry baby and blocks you from his profile but then run and talks shit on yours. If i were you guys I would not even waste your time with him. He is a pathetic 30 year old fuckin child that apparently never grew up. Im going to leave his bull shit comments on my page too. Just so everyone can know how fuckin dumb he really is.
My Dumb Poetry
if the writing on the wall is the marker of truth i now know that if jenkins cups teh balls he will get promoted i know what is gay and what rocks my mom fucked a lot of guys i guess gangs like marking their toilts boobies look beter in real life than some of the artists pictures alot of people love but sex people with wives need to find their wives boyfriends and some one jerked off here. this makes me wary of our society when all we think of is the writtings that set us free not me not here i just want to pee maybe next time teh writting on the wall will set me free i just wish it was written that i could dance maybe even not worry about some wierd dude when i must poop in a hurry but i guess it is written that nazis love all that is forgiven oh but i killed a thing or three so i am destined to be unrelieved -
The Bleeding - Five Finger Death Punch
THE BLEEDING - FIVE FINGER DEATH PUNCH I remember when all the games began.Remember every little lieand every last goodbye.Promises you broke, words you choked onand I never walked away. Its still a mystery to meWell I'm so empty I'm better off without you and you're better off without me.Well you're so UNCLEAN!!I'm better off without you and YOU'RE BETTER OFF WITHOUT ME!!THE LYING!!THE BLEEDING!!THE SCREAMING!!!WAS TEARING ME APART!!THE HATRED!!DECEIVING!!THE BLEEDING!!IT'S OVER!!!Paint the mirrors black (to forget you)I still picture your face and the way you used to taste.Roses in a glass dead and wilted.To you this all was nothing,everything to you is nothingWell you're so filthy...I'm better off without you and you're better off without me.Well I'm so UGLY!!You'rebetter off without me and I'M BETTER OFF WITHOUT!!!THE LYING!!THE BLEEDING!!THE SCREAMING!!WAS TEARING ME APART!!!THE HATRED!!THE BEATINGS!!DISASTER!!!IT'S OVER!!As wicked as you are...you're beautiful to me.You're the d
When you get to the end of your rope, tie a knot and hang on keep remembering,aint nobody bad like you!
Auction
I have entered another auction. If you would like to own me. Please come bid and rate the pic. I am looking for vip or bling pack bids. But anything will do.
The Biggest Idiot
So Everyone I want you to look at my profile comments and picture comments of this Idiot RICHIEINFLORIDA7 who is supposidly thirty years old. after being so pathetic tell me how fuckin hott i was, he was denied and got mad went on my shit, talked mad shit, and then blocked me from seeing his profile. It does NOT get any more pathetic or immature then that.
*power Of Apology*
Quite honestly, an "I'm sorry" isn't good enough for me.  I've heard the words "I'm sorry" and "I promise" so many times that when I hear them now, I laugh to myself thinking 'Yeah okay... you sorry @ MF... I'll believe that sh*t when I see it'.   You have to PROVE that you're sorry and that you deserve another chance to fix whatever it is that YOU screwed up... so here are some tips for you people who are constantly screwing up good things!!!!!!!                    ~*~Amanda~*~ An apology done right packs plenty of punch.  When an effective apology occurs, there is a great deal of satisfaction and relief.  It's like magic - transformative.  An apology gone bad, however, can add even more insult to injury and it takes more than a simple "I'm sorry" to get it right.  The next time you make amends, follow these four steps to deliver a powerful apology that can turn a painful experience into a positive one that leaves everybody feeling better. 1 - ACKNOWLEDGE YOUR ERROR!  Get specif
What Do You Think?
Mark all that applyWould you kiss me?[ ] Hell Yea[ ] Yes[ ] No[ ] Maybe[ ] already didWould you do me?[ ] In an instant![ ] Yes[ ] No[ ] Maybe[ ] you look to sweet to fuck[ ] already didAm I attractive?[ ] Heck no[ ] hot as Hell[ ] Fine[ ] Cute[ ] Okay I think ur pretty[ ] Sexy[ ] Ugly!Do you think im a virgin?[ ] Yes[ ] No[ ] Don't knowName one thing you would like to do to me...3 things you would like to know about me?1.)2.)3.)If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me?[ ] Yes[ ] No[ ] maybeWould you rather..[ ] Hook up with me[ ] Cuddle with me[ ] Date me[ ] Marry me[ ] Friends[ ] Do meWhat kind of underwear are you wearing right now?[ ] boxers[ ] whitie tighties[ ] thongs[ ] g-string[ ] granny panties[ ] boy shorts[ ] noneWhat's ur favorite position?IF YOU HAD NAUGHTY PICS WOULD YOU BE WILLING TO SHARE THEM?If you said yes leave number here ......On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me..[ ] 1[ ] 2[ ] 3[ ] 4[ ] 5[ ] 6[ ] 7[ ] 8[ ] 9[ ] 10What would you want me
Uggh
I cant even begin to say how fuckin annoyed I am at certan PATHETIC men. Its so fucking amazing to me how much they want to talk to you and tlk to and how how continually persistant they are after you have already told them your not interested. And then after they dont get the fucking hint you finally say it bluntly and get called a bitch and a Cunt just because they didnt get what the fuck they wanted. YOU KNOW WHAT?!? IF YOU WANT A PIECE OF ASS GO TO A FUCKIN STRIP CLUB OR FUCKIN OBT ASS HOLES. I DONT NEED YOUR FUCKIN IMMTURITY AND YOU ALL NEED TO GROW THE FUCK UP AND GET THE FUCK OVER YOUR PATHETIC SELFS. IM SO SICK OF YOU ANNOYING PATHETIC MEN WHO HAVE NO LIFE! PISS THE FUCK OFF! And to all the REAL men out there thank you for bein real. I can ttell you how annoying it is to have these horn dogs constantly degrading women cause they dont get what they want.. Anyways thanks for lettin me blow off steam.
I Wish You Enough
Recently I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure.Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the mother said, 'I love you and I wish you enough'.The daughter replied, 'Mom, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Mom'.They kissed and the daughter left. The mother walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there I could see she wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy but she welcomed me in by asking, 'Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?''Yes, I have,' I replied. 'Forgive me for asking,but why is this a forever good-bye?'.'I am old and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is, the next trip back will be for my funeral,' she said.'When you were saying good-bye, I heard you say, 'I wish you enough'. May I ask what that means?'She began to smile. 'Tha
What Does Love Mean?
A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?"The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think:"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore.So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love."Rebecca- age 8"When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different.You just know that your name is safe in their mouth."Billy - age 4"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other."Karl - age 5"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs."Chrissy - age 6"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired."Terri - age 4"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK."Danny -
Miss A Little, Ya Miss Alot
Grrrr. I hate being unaware. What happened with Jen? All I've heard is that she got IP banned. Anyone know what the score is? No one leg-humps me quite the same. *looks all forlorn & shtuffs*
Mini's
The words pour out but not from my lips for the are spoken from my heart and spoken form my soul Many years I wandered lost all thanks to you I have finally been found and now walk with a completed soul You are all I want and all that I need when I am near you Love is all I feel Why must my heart be shrouded in fear afraid to hear the words I long to say unable to muster the courage to speak so I shall hold my tongue let things be Unknowing of the truth of feelings shared forbidden happiness, loss of what is the risk is great, loss greater to fail is to lose, alone to keep silent the same Truth in the eyes and words never spoken knowing what is what could be fear holding back the words heart afraid to feel happiness and sadness loneliness becomes me. As I look into those eyes, I see the purest of souls. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder, but as I set my eyes upon your sweet face I see true beauty in its purest form defined. When you smile it
Come Luv On Powers
HAHAHAHA FUKIN MADE YA LOOK.. TONIGHT @ 5 PM FU TYME 8 EST RONPOWERS -as- MR.GODIVA OWNER@GENTLEMENS CLUB LOUNGE's -BOMB ME- yes powers iz jus that RONPOWERS -as- M
Craving The Fruit He Bares....
A finger's trace upon it's skin, the lustful feel of it's touch.. the yern for a passionate deeply seeded kiss, the feel of the tip of its tongue does.... Lightly and slowly it circles, slightly feeling the arch of his back... kneeling in front for her feeding, while feeling comfort within her throats back.... Dancing and swirling the tongue goes, a kiss, a suckle , only moans said.... soft yet aggressive strokes felt, while a hand rests the back of her head... as the pace becomes faster, as his head slowly lay back... she feels the seed that the feed fills, while her lips do not part from that... while inbedded deeply he feels, the narrow way close it's hollow... for the one feeding has been given his essense, the fruit he bare's she swallows.... passionately composed By, Sandra Hickman aka Dark Jules
The Chase
He now knew why she had shouted.  The sound of metal sliding along metal.  He had heard it in many forms, on many battlefields, in many eras.  It was a sound that any soldier no matter his background could forge.  He moved just as the round passed his heart.  It wouldn't kill him; but slow him down it would.  Looking against the darkness he could see many signatures.  Their lifeforce had been conceiled likely by fairy majic or so he guessed.  He dodged another round; concentrating he focused a force or destructive power toward the closest hunter.  Nothing happened.  His mind should be destroyed.  A lifeless vessal.  Yet he could see the weapon raised and firing.  The silver rounds sliced through his arm nearly tearing it off at the joint.  Through the pain and confusion he ran like an animal still hearing her voice in his head. "Run"  His mind blank.  The chase was on.  (cont.)
Great Memorial To Those Who Fought
On this Memorial Day weekend, we remember and honor those who have died in service to their country. Let us also pray for the families that have lost sons, daughters, and parents in Iraq and Afghanistan and for the many whose loved ones have returned with physical and emotional disabilities.
Birthday Night
First thing first... I gotta tell people thank you for the birthday wishes yesterday. Dave, CareBear, Funky Munky,Kit, SS, MoW,Lewis, Amykins, Mental, RoadRage, Majik, Starshooter, Dr.C, Coot, NoOne, Reaper, Arkham, Gabe, Trouble, Kins, Mclovin, Crazylips, and MoP   all of you... thank you so much for the wishes :D I do appreciate all of them. Now... On to the fun stuff.. Last night. I went to dinner with the hubby, got a new lap top, blahblahblah... real birthday dinner is acutally on tuesday with my mom...   THEN I went to this bar I always go to (Luckys) to wait for some friends to get off work.. Addison gets off and meets me and we have a couple of drinks waiting on Laura... Laura gets off and somehow we decide we are going to this bar called Annies... Annies is the dirtiest, nastiest, most white trash STD infested bar that I have ever been to... Luckily, it is actually kinda fun after the nasty rednecks leave and the (younger) crowd comes in. That is when the drunken ka
Do You Remember?
Do You Remember?   1. Polite children will always remember that a church is the ____________ of ____________.   An Erisian Hymn by Rev. Dr. Mungojerry Grindlebone, KOB Episkopos, THE RAYVILLE APPLE PANTHERS Onwards Christian Soldiers, Onwards Buddhist Priests. Onward, Fruits of Islam, Fight till you're deceased. Fight your little battles. Join in thickest fray; For the Greater Glory, of Dis-cord-i-a. Yah, yah, yah, Yah, yah, yah, yah. Blfffffffffffft! Mr. Momomoto, famous Japanese who can swallow his nose, has been exposed. It was recently revealed that it was Mr. Momomoto's brother who has been doing all this nose swallowing. Heute Die Welt Morgens das Sonnensystem! Abbey of the Barbarous Relic
Part One
This Is Your Brain On Drugs
This is your brain on drugs... Some thoughts on relationships. Your brain is always predicting the future for you based on past experiences. It remembers you left your coffee mug by the keyboard last night so when you walk into the room in the morning you barely notice it's there because it's simply what you expected. Then one morning you wake up and walk up to your computer – something is wrong. You can't tell what it is at first but your subconscious is busy trying to get your attention. Then you finally notice, "Hey, my mug isn't where I left it!" It seems like a sudden realization even though part of you noticed right away and knew what was wrong all along.So what does your misplaced coffee mug have to do with relationships? It is simply this: your brain is always predicting the future of your current relationship based on its similarities to your past relationships. Since they didn't work out you brain is always offering up predictions of why this one isn't going to work out
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R_______Hot tears fall down my face...All I feel is sadness and hurt from youYou probably don't even careEverytime I try to get closeYou push meAwayYou rip me with your wordsStomp on my heartAlmost as if you like itYou know you hurt meYet seem like you don't careYour drunken wordsThey tear meYour sober wordsUsed to be so sweetMiss the old youWish it was the sameAs years agoWhat happened to that man?Or was he not the real you?Was it just all fake to draw me in?Make me wantLoveDesireOnly you R______Would gladly giveThis broken heartTo youWould you take it?Or is it justYour ego keeping meAnd my heartPrisonerI know you don't love meYet I stayYour willing slaveEternally in painAnd sadnessI love youYet hate youWould give anything to be yoursWould be yours if only you askedBut deep down I knowYou hate meOnly keep me for entertainmentStill I worship the ground you walk onEven though we have never metI love and hate you at the same timePleaseStop lashing out at meLove youHate youTill I find a w
Morphs 55k Or Bling Him Ty ;o]
Iceman69
Angel Of Darkness
As I stood at the edge of time I saw myself looking back, I asked what was the meaning of all this hatred? My shadow pointed far off and there among the fog and black, the Angel of Darkness smiled, his eyes glowing red. "Ask it." I spoke. He answered, "I am called king, caesar, czar, and emperor. I am the darkness that flows through cold night.  I whisper death in their ear.  I revel in your misery, be you afraid of death or disease I am there.  I make you feel alive."
Hey Cammie
So the thoughts in my head dance all the time.  In a twist together all of them at one time dancing to a beat I can't control.  I use to have control.   I use to keep the shadows in the dark, but now it is all dark.  The shadows are loose to do as they please.  Does everyone see me?  Can they see the thoughts that pace back and forth?  They say I'm not suppose to feel this way.      Well, what does everyone know anyways.  I am me.  I can't change what has happened.  I can only make peace with it.  How do you make peace with pain though?  How do you accept what has happened?  How do you dance within your head without falling down?  How do you pretend that everything bad just isn't there?  It use to be easy to push it all away, but now i can't.      Why she listens to me I will never know.  Why she keeps heading in my direction I will never know.  She is the light in the corner of a dark mind.  She understands where it all comes from.  She stands tall when I can not.  She stands t
I Wont Be Around Here Much
to my friends im sorry i havent been here but u can reach me at 903 949 1160 txt or call ty friends
Sexy People
hott people is the best so if your sexy you should be happy
I'm Sooooooo Close I Can Taste The Booty (hehe)
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You Are Not A Sports Fan If...
Let me clarify for "sports fans" who are mistaking themselves for "true fans".  You are NOT a "True Fan" IF:1)You are only rooting for "your team" because they are doing well or have only recently starting being good.  A "True Fan" supports through bad times as well as good.  You are a "BANDWAGONER"...not a fan!2) You cannot tell me why a team is good, bad, or going to win or lose without backing it up with actual facts and reasons.  "They rule/suck" is not a reason.  You are unknowledgeable...and not a fan (because "you suck")! 3) You are a woman and think that wearing pink-scale attire of your team whether no matter it is a jersey, a hat, t-shirt is an acceptable compromise for showing you are a fan.  Unless your team has pink, it is not a team color.  It is NOT saying I am a woman and I'm a fan, it says "I like my team but don't like their colors and don't want to look bad while supporting them".  You are not a fan!
As We Grow
As We Grow we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to let us down probally will.  You'll have your heart broken, probally more than once, and it's HARDER every time.  You'll break hearts too, so remeber how it felt when someone broke yours. You'll fight with your bestfriend and maybe even falll in love with them.  You'll blame a new love for things an old one did.  You'll cry because time is passing to fast and you'll eventually lose somone close to you. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every 60 seconds you spend angry or upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.
New Track Up
Hey there, I have a new song up entitled So Cold. I want you to check it out and leave me comments. Have a beautiful holiday and Sunday. -Hekuba
Only You Can Give The Breath Of Life
I had to say "See You Later" to my boyfriend on Saturday. He's deploying overseas, soon. For 10 months. I already miss him so much. I've cried so much in the past day. Part of me is so afraid he won't want me anymore when he comes home. I feel so alone. I'm so scared and nervous. I'm worried. I wish he didn't have to go.   This is all so scattered right now. I'm sure I'll come back and edit this later.
The Myth Of The Apple Of Discord
"You will find that the State is the kind of ORGANIZATION which, though it does big things badly, does small things badly too." John Kenneth Galbraith THE MYTH OF THE APPLE OF DISCORD It seems that Zeus was preparing a wedding banquet for Peleus and Thetis and did not want to invite Eris because of Her reputation as a trouble maker. This made Eris angry, and so She fashioned an apple of pure gold and inscribed upon it KALLISTI ("To The Prettiest One") and on the day of the fete She rolled it into the banquet hall and then left to be alone and joyously partake of a hot dog Now, three of the invited goddesses, Athena, Hera, and Aphrodite, each immediately claimed it to belong to herself because of the inscription. And they started fighting, and they started throwing punch all over the place and everything. Finally Zeus calmed things down and declared that an arbitra
Xbox
My mother won 800 bucks worth of XBox crap... and then gave it to the kids and I... XBox 360, Tha game Lips, with 2 microphones, the game In the Movies with the webcam, a car racing game (forgot the name) with 1 yr gold membership to Netflicks and XBox site... It comes with an ethernet cord, but the problem is... my net is hooked up through an ethernet cord all ready. From the cable box to the PC and there's only 1 ethernet hookup on the PC.... Should I try the USB hub cord for the net so I can hook up the ethernet to the XBox? Or is there something else I could do?
Angels & Demons Vs Angels & Demons
It has been a week by now, so if you haven't seen the movie or haven't heard about it and want to see the movie stop reading now.In my personal opinion Angels & Demons the movie was the worst book to film every!  In the begin of of the film the Vatican comes to Robert and picks him up while he is in the pool swimming, in the book the director of CERN calls Robert and wakes him up at his home.  Robert then in turns gets onto a jet that goes sonic that takes him to CERN.  From there he looks over the scientist/bishop and learns who is behinds it, meets Vittoria Vetra, and also learns about the preferitti being kidnap.There are a ton more huge differences between Angels & Demons the film and Angels & Demons the book, to the point that Ron Howard and his team of writers re-wrote more then three-fourths of the book.  They left out the reporters, that start to follow Robert and Vittoria around Rome, out of the movie completely.  I also never got a scene of the feelings Robert and Vittoria st
Work In Progress: Operation Trojan Horse: Part 4
Operation Trojan Horse Part 4   It was another busy Friday night at the watering hole. The workers at the port had been paid earlier in the evening and had turned out in force. Most drank to forget. To numb the pain of their dismal and dreary lives. To escape from the foreman, the work, the wife, their debts……whatever their nemesis in life might be.   Amongst the honest workers, the dishonest were also hard at work, planning and plying their nefarious trades. The inn had become notorious as a meeting place for criminals and other unsavoury characters. Life was precious to all of them, so nobody interfered in anyone else’s business.   A man in a shabby looking cloak entered the inn and looked around. In the corner, he spotted who he was looking for and began to make his way towards him.   “So, what do you have for me today?”
To All Of Our Soldiers And Vetrains And Fallen Hero's Alike
MEMORIAL DAY.Hither we come to scatter flowersThis thirtieth day of May,Upon our fallen heroes' gravesOn this Memorial Day;We cherish now no bitter thoughtsIn this fair land of ours,But on all fallen heroes' gravesWe come to scatter flowers.The rank and file in North and SouthBelieved their cause was just;We find upon each battle flagInscribed, "In God We Trust;"And in this sunny land of ours,Now sleeping side by side,The Union Blue and Southern GrayLie buried where they died.Since we have come to scatter flowersThis consecrated day,We can not cherish bitter thoughtsToward those who wore the "Gray;"Believing that their cause was right,Freely their blood they shed;Then, let us strew-alike-the gravesOf all our sacred dead.And those who for the Union fought,In scattering flowers to-dayOn heroes' graves, would never dreamOf passing by the gray;And heroes of the "Southern Cause,"In paying homage true,Will not forget the graves of thoseWho wore the Union Blue.Thrice welcome, then, thi
Dealing With Fam
Today I have to go *fix* my sister's boyfriends pc. Fun... My daughter called and was like will you call Ron and walk him through getting this popup off. Its a pop up for WinPC Antivirus. Well myself, I swear by spybot, I did have him download it and run it over the phone, but apparently that didn't work so I am going over there today. I am cringing though sadly, these people talk total smack about me, and here I am being the fixer. My daughter told me when my sister had a pipe burst, the boxes I have still stored her basement, he was like we should take them to the dump. These are pictures and important things to me I saved from over the years because I gave everything else away when I went to Germany. I really hope that I am able to fix it, I know he offered to drive out and get me, and I was like, ummm, I can drive myself. I guess he said he would give me a few bucks for gas. I hope everyone is enjoying their weekend. And please definitely remember those who have fallen, those tr
Do You Really Think Your Pic Is Deleted?
It's always fun to write about research that you can actually try out for yourself.Try this: Take a photo and upload it to Facebook, then after a day or so, note what the URL to the picture is (the actual photo, not the page on which the photo resides), and then delete it. Come back a month later and see if the link works. Chances are: It will.Facebook isn't alone here. Researchers at Cambridge University (so you know this is legit, people!) have found that nearly half of the social networking sites don't immediately delete pictures when a user requests they be removed. In general, photo-centric websites like Flickr were found to be better at quickly removing deleted photos upon request.Why do "deleted" photos stick around so long? The problem relates to the way data is stored on large websites: While your personal computer only keeps one copy of a file, large-scale services like Facebook rely on what are called content delivery networks to manage data and distribution. It's a compl
Work In Progress: Operation Trojan Horse: Part 3
Operation Trojan Horse Part 3   Chaos and carnage surrounded him, as the crew of his ship desperately fought against the pirates. Sounds of combat filled the air….musket charges going off, men shouting orders, screams of pain and death. Despite their brave and tenacious resistance, the crew had no chance against the viciousness and brutality of the pirates.   With tears in his eyes, he fired off his last musket ball, hitting a pirate in the chest and removing him from the fight permanently. Picking up a quarterstaff, he charged into the fight, ready to do or die. To defend his ship or perish in the attempt.  Despite his young age, he fought with the courage and spirit of a seasoned warrior.   Out of the chaos of the melee a brutal right hand hit him square on the jaw, dropping him to the deck. The momentary pain gave way to darkness….   As consciousness returned, he felt a heavy weight on his left shoulder.
What I Like!
things that i find sexy! firefighters.                                 harleys/choppers tats the more the better! cowboy hats! blue/green eyes!  dark short hair or no hair at all. guys who have some weight on them being muscler or not. guys who are taller then me(i am 5.6) older men....lol i like them 30ish. boston  accent !  to the bitches who didnt like this blog go fuck ur self! if you must know my bf is a firefighter we met when he saved my life when i was in a car accident in march 2003 and has had my heart for the last six years...he rides a harley is covered in tats(my fav is my name on his chest over his heart) wheres a cowboy hat and nothing esle in the bedroom has the biggest blue eyes shaves his head bald is about 6 ft 225 lbs of man.is older then me by about 16 years...he doesnt have the boston accent but does for me to make me smile.dont be jealous haters!muah!
Missin' U
As i sit with little to do,my mind is filled with thoughts of u,as i work hard through out the day,i miss your smile that's mile's away!As i lie down and try too sleep,it's merories of u i will always keep.U must know this,That my love is true,and that i will spend all my time missin' u!
You Better Hope You Didn't Do What I Think You Did
I bid in an auction recently and won (4 wheelin fan 1973) When I sent my payment of 7million the person changed their status to "Evil", locked me and logged off. Here is the link to the auction page and a link to his page. If I don't either get what is owed to me or get something back from this fucker soon, I am going to bring the pain!   Auction: http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1156311&albumid=1670226&i=3815092302&idx=13 His page: http://fubar.com/user/2560239   MIGHT need your help n ruining his pathetic little world!
Just A Lil' Some Thing To Think About...
i'm selfish,impatient,and a little insacure.I make mistake's,i am out of controll,and at time's hard to handle,but if u can'thandle me at my worst times,then u sure as hell don't deserve me at my best....
May God Bless All Of You Guys And Women Serving.
I would just like to thank all of the service men and women for what they are doing for us. Not only do they have to be away from their families and friends, but they risk their lives everyday so we can be free.   There are alot of people that do not support the war, but we do have to do what is best for our country. Here are some statistics about war casulties.   There have been 4300 total deaths among US soldiers. There have been a total of 31,285 total soldiers wounded, but that number is believed to be over 100,000. 320,000 vets have brain injuries. There are 18 vet suicides a day. So if you know someone that has either served in combat, please call and tell them how much you appreiciate their services. There are tons of families that will be putting flowers on their loved ones tomb stones this Memorial Day, alot more will be trying to get ahold of their family members that are actively serving.
Those Who Dance Are Considered Insane *dances*
Hello everyone! =D What a wonderful day yesterday was!!! *danced twice in the rain* Once in my backyard...nakkie style :s and then at the Lion Soilders show...omg I (h) Reggae. I feel like a new woman, I swear... It's amazing how much dancing and good music will cleanse the soul. I didn't take many pics last night, sorry peace :( *was too busy enjoying herself* I need to get up to my cabin soon!!!! anyone wanna  come? =D hope everyone is having a wonderful weekend!!! ♥ most of you! PoStaL
A Masterpiece
God made the mountainskiss the cloudsthat we may look up beyondour own small worldand strive to reach great heights.He made the ocean wide and mightyto remind us of thegreatness of his loveand the power of his strength.He frosts the earth withdiamonds in the winterto reveal the riches thatawait us in heaven,and he awakens the earthwith a profusion of lilacs and daffodilsin the spring to show us thatwe've been giventhe gift of eternal life.He has created masterpieces,and every one of themare part of the circle of life and servesome great purpose.From the forests, to the valleys,across the dales, and even to themost distant twinkling star,and the early morning mist thatcreeps over the hills,God has blessed the earth withhis talented hand.So do you think that God could haveerred when he made you?Of course he didn't.You're perfect,exactly what God intended you to be.As the earth is reborn this spring,remember that you're one ofGod's great masterpieces,a testament to his infinitewisdom and
A Funny For The Day!
Just can't resist this one.....sorry guys!   A MAN CAN NEVER TRULY SATISFY A WOMAN UNLESS HIS PENIS IS MADE OF CHOCOLATE AND EJACULATES MONEY!
Angel Kisses
Someone who cares about youthought you could usesome angel kisses.Angel kisses have the power tomake you feel better and give you hope.Just one angel kiss will makeyour troubles disappear,and you'll suddenly have the motivationyou need to complete a difficult task.Run to your loving angelto receive your angel kiss.and you'll feel a sense ofwarmth and happinessthat will last the whole day.Even if it's rainy outside,nothing but sunshine willcome your way.
This song can also relate to me.  I have a lot of bad habits that I wanna break but I'm steaying fighting with myself and making things worse.  I'm still trying to get rid of all of my bad habits and still trying to understand things in life.  And I'm still trying to stop making stupid decisions and learn.     "Breaking The Habit"Memories consumeLike opening the woundI'm picking me apart againYou all assumeI'm safe here in my roomUnless I try to start again[Bridge:]I don't want to be the oneThe battles always choose'Cause inside I realizeThat I'm the one confused[Chorus:]I don't know what's worth fighting forOr why I have to screamI don't know why I instigateAnd say what I don't meanI don't know how I got this wayI know it's not alrightSo I'm breaking the habitI'm breaking the habit TonightClutching my cureI tightly lock the doorI try to catch my breath againI hurt much moreThan anytime beforeI had no options left again[Bridge:]I dont want to be the oneThe battles always choose'Ca
Trouble arrives in measures,and we stack it up real high,until we're convinced,we have no reason to try.If you feel defeated,you're absolutely wrong,for if you follow your dream,you could never lose for long.Ignore the minor set-backsthat pile up and trouble you,or you will build a mountain,out of the stones hurled at you.The future holds great promise,your destiny unknown,but God is always helping,and you're never alone.Soar bravely toward your goal.Let nothing darken the way.You can change your tomorrow,if you seek your dream today.
In Memory Of The Fallen,and Those Who Remain The Sacrifices They Have Made!
My Great  Great Grandfather entered this country at the beginning of the first world war. He Left Germany and Married a Cherokee woman. In arkansas ,and then moved into Texas.He raised a great family. Those Children of his did the same in thier turn. My great grandfather Joseph lived in a time of peace until The second world war. He sent three of his sons to duty when the call was sounded. My Grandfather survived so that his father had one son return home to carry on his name after that. He in 45 he went to work for the high way department. he had three daughters. One died in a car wreck the other two married ,and watched thier men answer the call once agian! Uncle Melvin ,and my Dad came back from Vietnam. They had been Changed from thier experience. Uncle Melvin had horrrible nightmares, that later gave way to violence in sleep.He spent alot of time in The V.A. Hospital He has to this day never spoken of his experiences in Vietnam. what must he have seen to have made him become wh
Military Life
As bombs fakk uous upon our souls, Coated in dust & soil, Wr watch everyday our relatives * friebd, Risk life & Limb.   Bring out those jeeps & tanks, Look up see the blue clouds, silent clouds, Hold your rifke close, your kbife eveb closer, Never know when the boys will close in!   Be safe & Strong, Carry a flag & staje it deep, Wwrw gwew on your shoukder , sharing your tears!
Memorial Day
We must never forget who Gets the credit for the freedoms we have, of which we should be Eternally grateful.. I watched the flag Pass by one day, It fluttered in the breeze. A young Marine Saluted it, And then he stood at ease.. I looked at Him in uniform So young, so tall, so proud, With hair cut square And eyes alert He'd stand out in any crowd. I thought how many men Like him Had fallen through the years. How many died on foreign Soil How many mothers' tears? How many pilots' planes Shot down? How many died at sea How many foxholes were soldiers' Graves? No, freedom isn't free I heard the sound of Taps One night, When everything was still, I listened to the bugler Play And felt a sudden chill. I wondered just how many times. That Taps had meant 'Amen,' When a flag had draped a Coffin, of a brother or a friend. I thought of all the Children, Of the mothers and the wives, Of fathers, sons and Husbands With interrupted lives. I Thought about a graveyard, At the bottom
Too Busy for a Friend...     One day a teacher asked her students to list the names of the other students in the room on two sheets of paper, leaving a space between each name. Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down.   It took the remainder of the class period to finish their assignment, and as the students left the room, each one handed in the papers.  That Saturday, the teacher wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, and listed what everyone else had said about that individual.   On Monday she gave each student his or her list. Before long, the entire class was smiling. 'Really?' she heard whispered. 'I never knew that I meant anything to anyone!' and, 'I didn't know others liked me so much,' were most of the comments.     No one ever mentioned those papers in class again. She never knew if they discussed them after class or with their parents, but it didn't matter. The
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Destined For Greatness
the name is picasso , if u dnt likeme i could care less cuz i love me some me...im going to one of the world greatest chef one day i will make history throughout the world...now u might say thats cockyness but no only confident...
And Then
okay so here is somthing some of you may know from conversations withe but most of you probably dont.  I am Ex-Airforce I served for 4 years from 96 to 2000. I was a crew chief on a C-130 Spectre.  if you dont know what that is its the big 4 prop thing in my pics with all the hardware stiking out the side:).  my job was general maint of the aircraft and to direct fire on targets! good times!
Gas Station
I woke up this morning due to the following dream... I was at a gas station, getting gas.  All the lights in store were on but none over the pumps were, It was pitch black, with only the light from in the store for illumination.  As I walked to the pump, I fell down.  Couldn't figure out why....nothing to trip on, wasn't drunk or stoned....was perfectly sober.  But when I tried to get up, I fell down again, still no reason why.  Each time I tried to stand I fell over again, and each time I fell over, I fell closer to the street.  As I got closer to the curb, I started to feel, in my gut, like I was being pushed, but no feeling of being pushed from the outside.  No hands, no weird force, no nothing....just a gut feeling.  I could not get my feet under me.  I tried to grab the curb to stop myself, but I couldn't get a hold of it.  I started to tumble and slide into the street, and oncoming traffic......... And then I woke up.....perfectly calm and thinking "what the hell..."
What Is Her Name
what is her name that makes me smile reminds me of flowers the sunlight dazzle the morning calm the evening solitute the glow of full moon what is the name that is sweet as the winter sun alive as colors hope, in waves like music plays like life itself is walking my way...... i ask the peace of the lonely lamp, glowing in the dark... what is in a name....
My Greatest
YOU ARE MINE even if you married all men of this worldAnd brought a child for every one ,call you momBECAUSE YOU ARE MINEYOU ARE MINE even if all men of this world loved youYou will love none but meBECAUSE YOU ARE MINYOU ARE MINE even if all men obey you loveliness You will obey none but meBECAUSE YOU ARE MINEYOU ARE MINE even if you carried your flowers for another man and gave him your spring winter rain and your autumn ripeI am the spring the roses the warm winter and I am the treason autumnBECAUSE YOU ARE MINEYOU ARE MINE even if he published the traces of your lips And his winter boasted with your breaths warmthBECAUSE YOU ARE MINEYOU ARE MINE even if he putted his ring in your finger,Shared you dreams ,memories and your nightsBecause I am the prince of the dream I am the memory masterAnd I am the prettier moon of your nightsBECAUSE YOU ARE MINEYOU ARE MINE even if he lightened his fingers candles and lightened his eyesOf desire ,his candles will not put out my moons and your eyes
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Why We Should All Be Ashamed
Something I often hear about is why it is anti-liberal to be pro-Iraq War. Somehow, people twist the reasoning given for the war in Iraq to be something it is not, and never was: the gaining of another source of oil. Oil is not, was not, and never truly has been the reason we went to war in Iraq - or, at least, the gain thereof was never the reason. There are more obvious reasons. There are even more moral reasons, if one cares to look. What the reasons the US and UK governments gave - those of our own fear and risk to ourselves - are not shameful because they were lies.They are shameful because they were necessary to convince us that we should care.Granted, I am the first to admit that the real reason our governments gave a damn in the first place is because Saudi Arabia wanted US troops off of it's soil, and this, indeed, is about oil. The US has long feared Saudi Arabia's ability to cripple the world markets with an indolent flick of it's finger, and this is why Saudi Arabia is the
Saying Good Bye
Hello. I just wanted to give you all the heads up. I am saying good bye. I am here for two more weeks and I am going away. I have to sell my computer in order to get enough money together to fly my daughter down here. I didn't know trying to come up with 400 was going to be so hard. So I have to do what I have to do and I will miss you all so very much and I just reopened my lounge and it has to die since I won't be here. I am so very sorry to all it's new members and staff. I love you all. Cassie Aka Vampyresta! Unsung Heroes Of World War Ii Finally Get Their Due next article article photo Lingerie Football League previous article article photo Family Spots 100 Pound Mountain Lion... Unsung heroes of World War II finally get their due 2 pops! pop! 61 views 6 comments drop! Submitted 17 hrs ago B says, .. most highest respect and appreciation to our military.. past and present.... 3 people found this interesting. Did you? Yes · No B Offline MOD · Join the discussion · Email this article · Report this article More Rags By B: article photo Article excerpt from cnn.com — "WASHINGTON (CNN) -- From the time she was about 8 years old, Jane Tedeschi wanted to fly. Jane Tedeschi when she was in the Women's Airforce Service Pilot program. "[Charles] Lindbergh was flying across the Atlantic, and a lot of other people were flying air races and things like that. It was very romantic," she said. Flight was still relatively new in the 1920s and 1930s, and female pilots were few. But Tedeschi was determine Things U Shouldn't Be Finding In Your Garden Things U Shouldn't be Finding in Your Garden .......... How Can You Tell It Is Being Sold By A Man? And don't cheat either!!It's not hard to tell!! This table was for sale on eBay. How can you tell it is being sold by a man? First look and guess. You will find the answer below, but don't cheat! Know the answer? If not, scroll down now..... OK, Look in the mirror. Remember, if you are posting a picture on the world-wide web, WEAR CLOTHES when taking the picture. I NEVER LAUGHED SO HARD...AND IT WAS POSTED ON eBay!!! 21rst,22nd,23rd And 24th Of May Many will come, few will stay. All have meaning in your life's journey. Love unconditionally, giving yourself to those you love. Continue to be true to yourself, your family and friends. Open your mind to others around you who need your acceptance and guidance. Right Here Waiting - Richard Marx Oceans apart day after day And I slowly go insane I hear your voice on the line But it doesn't stop the pain If I see you next to never How can we say forever Wherever you go Whatever you do I will be right here waiting for you Whatever it takes Or how my heart breaks I will be right here waiting for you I took for granted, all the times That I though would last somehow I hear the laughter, I taste the tears But I can't get near you now Oh, can't you see it baby You've got me goin' CrAzY Wherever you go Whatever you do I will be right here waiting for you Whatever it takes Or how my heart breaks I will be right here waiting for you I wonder how we can survive This romance But in the end if I'm with you I'll take the chance Oh, can't you see it baby You've got me goin' cRaZy Wherever you go Whatever you do I will be right here waiting for you Whatever it takes Or how my heart breaks I will be right here waiting for you Y U Need A Friend When U Go Drinking !! COZY ??? I THINK THIS IS CALLED ,' HANGING OUT ' !! And I THINK THIS IS CALLED ' PASSING OUT ' !! Close My Eyes Forever - Ozzy & Lita Ford Baby, I get so scared inside and I don't really understandIs it love that's on my mind or is it fantasy?Heaven, is in the palm of my hand and it's waiting here for youWhat am I supposed to do with a childhood tradgedy?If I close my eyes foreverWould it all remain unchanged?If I close my eyes foreverWould it all remain the same?Sometimes, its hard to hold on, so hard to hold on to my dreamsIt isn't always what it seems when you're face to face with meLike a dagger you stick me in the heart and taste the blood from my bladeAnd when we sleep would you shelter me in your warm and darkened grave?If I close my eyes foreverWould it all remain unchanged?If i close my eyes foreverWould it all remain the same?Will you ever take me?No I just can't take the painWould you ever trust me?No I'll never feel the same (oh)(instrumental)I know I've been so hard on youI know I've told you liesIf I could have just one more wishI'd wipe the cobwebs from my eyesIf I close my eyes foreverWould it all remain u An Alternative To Waxing .... Lol stupidity reigns supreme! We all need a good laugh today!! Ring ... Ring .... Lmao **Rrriiiiinnnnggg, rrriiiinnnngg,** **'Hello?'** *'Hi honey.****This is Daddy.****Is Mommy near the phone?'** **'No, Daddy.****She's upstairs in the bedroom with Uncle Paul.'** **After a brief pause,** **Daddy says,****'But honey, you haven't got an Uncle Paul.'** **'Oh yes I do, and he's upstairs in the room with Mommy,****Right now.'** Just Something What makes friendship special is the way each one remembers the other when they are apart. They miss the talks, the laughs & the times they were together. Life changes; memories don't. It's always the same in every relationship, there is always one person crying and wishing to get back together, while the other doesn't even remember the things they've been through. I hate that I have to be the one who remembers every little detail while you can't seem to remember me at all Love is falling asleep dreaming of the one that makes you smile. Love is waking up smiling about the one you dream True love is when you put someone on a pedestal, and they fall - but you are there to catch them, You learn to like someone when you find out what makes them laugh, but you can never truly love someone until you find out what makes them cry. True love doesn't have a happy ending: True love doesn't have an ending. True love stories never have endings Laughter is the way to true love Fyi so everyone will know. im done with this site for now, im not deleteing my profile, i might want it back some day. for now im not going to be taking part here. i will check in now n then but otherwise thats all. Saying The language of silence may be hard to hear. But, unlike the living, when the dead speak, they do not lie. I Swear I swear by the moon and the stars in the skyAnd I swear like the shadow that's by your sideI see the questions in your eyesI know what's weighing on your mindYou can be sure I know my heartCoz I'll stand beside you through the yearsYou'll only cry those happy tearsAnd though I make mistakesI'll never break your heartAnd I swear, by the moon and the stars in the skyI'll be thereI swear, like a shadow that's by your sideI'll be thereFor better or worse, till death do us partI'll love you with every beat of my heartAnd I swearI'll give you every thing I canI'll build your dreams with these two handsWe'll hang some memories on the wallsAnd when just the two of us are thereYou won't have to ask if I still careCoz as the time turns the page, my love won't age at allAnd I swear by the moon and the stars in the skyI swear (and I swear) like the shadow that's by your sideI'll be thereFor better or worse, till death do us partI'll love you with every beat of my heartAnd I swearI swear (I swear A Good Definition Dr. Cox: Relationships don't work the way they do on television and in the movies. Will they? Won't they? And then they finally do, and they're happy forever. Gimme a break. Nine out of ten of them end because they weren't right for each other to begin with, and half of the ones who get married get divorced anyway, and I'm telling you right now, through all this stuff I have not become a cynic. I haven't. Yes, I do happen to believe that love is mainly about pushing chocolate covered candies and, y'know, in some cultures, a chicken. You can call me a sucker, I don't care, because I do believe in it. Bottom line is: it's couples who are truly right for each other wade through the same crap as everybody else, but the big difference is they don't let it take them down. One of those two people will stand up and fight for that relationship every time. If it's right, and they're real lucky, one of them will say something. Up N Come N well its been a long time come n ......2 much work no time 4 play.....now time 4 ride n...whos with me Show Don't Tell Most of you that have taken a creative writing course at any point have probably heard the phrase"show, don't tell". Here's an example of what I mean “She was beautiful in a way that he couldn’t quite wrap his head around” sounds alright, it's efficient in a way but it's somewhat lazy. This is more how I'd like to write all the time: “He stared at her image, his eyes shifting their focus from her pale green eyes to the curve of her nose. Her lips though frozen in the photograph were whispering things in his mind. Flawless, graceful, angelic… his mind stumbled for the right words. All of them seemed right in their own way but none of them were as perfect to him as her face seemed to be.” It takes more work, but the end result is clearly better. I like to play with words, changing how you say them and how you arrange them together can alter their meaning entirely and if done at the right time will crack people up. La Trip 5/15-5/18 Thursday I got a phone call from a writer friend down in LA, he invites me to a screening of a military film. The film is a documentary called "Brothers At War". It follows a filmmaker, who's younger brothers are soldiers in the Army who have done stints in Iraq. He documents the family life here at home, his trip over to Iraq, his missions including a stakeout for five days on the Asyrian border and chasing terrorists, which result in him getting fired upon and two Iraqi soldiers shot. Damn good movie, funny, sad, exciting. Afterwards, they did a Q&A with the director, Jake Rademacher, and producers Norman S. Powell and Gary Sinise. All three are very accomodating and nice. Talk with them after the Q&A, tell them to give me flyers for the Playboy party. I'll upload the Q&A to my stash soon as I get it transferred. Oh, and Gary has a band, The Lieutenant Dan Band, and he referred me to his website when I mentioned we were doing a concert. So crossing my fingers! More to c To Everyone Who Wonders Where I've Been I have been having computer issues as of late so I have not been able to get on here. Managed to get all for all of 3 seconds or so some time ago but have not really been able to get on in over a week. If you have friended me or sent me messages, feel free to resend. Trying to catch up with things here....will be on for short bits here and there until I get everything fixed and taken care of. Have a great Memorial Day weekend everyone :) Med Update -good News Sort Of The last doctor I saw late friday checked my throat and mouth areas with a snoope probe and found no evidence that skin cancer on my neck acturally spread from those areas - my throat and mouth areas and nose are in healthy condition he reported. So it looks like the doc I am supposed to trust made the wrong speculations. But they still want to conduct a pet scan to confirm what we already know. When I mentioned to the doc about treating skin cancer by freezing the cells dead the got really mad and said that "this is my business and we know what is best for you"' He wants to set up appointment for me to get briefed on radiation treatments that they feel is the best way to go. Which is the only way they can go because the primary group I am involved with does not conduct any alternatives other then the one they claim is the best one. Saturday Today was a good day. I went to a cook out and walked longer than normal. Having some extra time is really nice. I saw Terminator Salvation tonight and it was awesome! I really enjoy the whole Terminator storyline. The girl at the concessions stand had never even heard of any of the Terminator movies. Man I really hate teenagers sometimes. R. Kelly - You Saved Me This song really inspired me when I was going through hard times when I was trying to pass college. God saved me and I thank Him for helping me through those times and getting me through college and helping me graduate in 2005. And I know that God will help me get a job. "U Saved Me"I was riding in my car one dayIn the express lane rollin on the freewayAnd suddenly the phone rings then IReached down beside me then i lookOn the floor felt on the backseatSee I was drinking while I was drivingNever thinking bout what I was doingI turned around and before i knew itHere comes this truck nowDoctor said don't think he gonna make itFamily said make the funeral arrangementsUnplug the machine he's gone now Then told my wife to be strong nowThen a small voice said told meIf you promise to stop drinkingI surrendered on that dayNow for ten years i've been straightYou saved me [4x]Gave me a second chanceYou saved me [3x]You saved meNow i've been sitting in this chairWaiting on the phone to ring Frilly Henhouse Sheeit Don't feel like doin a survey. Don't have any henhouse drama to expel. Just felt the urge to type. Back to your regularly scheduled mumming. Vietnam Vet Is Patriot Too i want to take some time to thank all that serves served in military but we are very busy thanking those who are serving now in wars in middle east i want to take some time now to thank all those who served in wars in the recent past also thank those who served in the far past but most of all i want to thank those who served i mean all the serivceman who served in an unpopular war i am saying it i want to thank the vietnam vet they served and died too Come Join Kanan In The Dragon's Lair & Get A New Morph Too! ;-)) That’s right. Kanan has started a new lounge. ~~~The Dragon’s Lair~~~ Looking for new members, promoters, greeters, bouncers, and DJ’s. (Country and 70’s through 90’s music please). We need new members and we’re offering a morph to every new member who signs up made by Kanan, Master Morpher himself! Just click the dragon to enter & check it out! Gifts the first 3 friends of mine that rates me and a min of 2 pics get a gift upto 300fubucks ea the first 7 non-friends that rates me and a min of 2 pics get em upto 400 ea no joke Happy Again So Happy ONE DAY I AM GOING TO LOOK BACK AND LAUGH AND SAY DAMN MY LIFE WAS WEIRD .. YOU KNOW IT IS COOL BEING A FREAK AND ALL THOSE THINGS IN ONE....I SIT BACK AND LOOK AND SAY HMMMM WHAT SHOULD HAVE I DONE DEFFERNTLY IN MY LIFE NOT A THING I AM WHO I AM... I AM GOING TO STAY THIS WAY.... I LOVE BEING A FREAK IS IT AWESOME...NOW IS THE TME I AM THINKING HMMMM HERE I GO AGAIN... I HAVE MY LIFE BACK ON TRACK AGAIN..... TOOK THE READING AND SCIENCE TEST ON TWO DEFFERNT DAYS NOW THE WAIT BEINGS DAMN I HATE WAITING.... I KNOW I DID GOOD ON THEM... NOW I HAVE THREE OUT OF THE WAY THE LAST TO ARE MATH AND WRITING OH BOY.. I AM OK AT WRITING BUT THE MATH PART I AM NOT SO GOOD AT.... I AM SOOOOO HAPPY RIGHT NOW... I GET TO SEE MY BOYS VERY SOON.. I AM GOING TO GO PIC CRAZY.....I HAVE ALOT OF PLANS FOR US... CAN'T WAIT TO SEE THEM... {YES I KNOW I SAY I HATE TO WAIT IT IS SOOO TRUE}... Y Do I Write Nobody Views Anyway here i am again nothing to have to think about school over finish done for this year nothing to think about but my own just my own troubles i have now others problems seems tiny as to compare to mine own my bff is getting better she has no more problems to be concerned about soon she be running off finding a place to be dancing my problems become top thing its just too much for me to think i want things the way it was i want my nanay here she was my only friend only one to accept me the way i am i miss that from her Be Mine Forever .... I guess im just a little bit scaredI guess im not as strong as i thoughtWhen i see you lying thereI worry about losing youI used to think of only meBut that was long ago Now i find it hard to concieve Life without youbaby i dont want to be the one to face this lifeAll alone at the end of the day when the sun goes downI want you right here in my arms?foreverEvery little smile every move you makeIts like a dagger to my heart took my breath awayAll i ask is that you be mine forever?foreverSo think about what youre doing hereIf youre anything less than sincereTell me now and let yourself out the doorNo harm no foul, kill me now, save me all the painBut if you feel the way i do Stay? and let me make love to youbaby i dont want to be the one to face this lifeAll alone at the end of the day when the sun goes downI want you right here in my arms?foreverEvery little smile every move you makeIts like a dagger to my heart took my breath awayAll i ask is that you be mine forever?forever See Ya Fubar Well, I came back to fubar for awhile and got an awesome reception from my old friends. Unfortunately, I've stopped by to a few of their pages to say hi and got nothing back. Things have also died in the way of communication. No ones fault, just tired of seeing nothing new when i sign in. On friday, my day off, I am deleting my fubar user. For those of you that wish to stay in touch, I will try and have my yahoo on during my days off. In 21 Hrs Ill off of this site most likly theres really nothing fun bout it if i cant get friends i can hang with in public so ya and also no gf thats y i came here..... What Vitamin Are You? You Are Vitamin D You're a naturally strong person. You've always had a lot of endurance. You can survive what would make most people crumble. You have both mental and physical strength. You don't do a lot to stay healthy - you just live a pretty natural lifestyle. You stay away from processed junk, sleep like a baby, and get plenty of sunshine! What Vitamin Are You? What Bathroom Product Are You? You Are a Comb You are expressive and outgoing. You like to experiment with your personal style. You are imaginative and very visual. You like to look good, and you're attracted to beauty. You are creative and design oriented. You redecorate often, and you like to make yourself over. You are inventive and extremely original. You do things differently just because it feels good. What Bathroom Product Are You? Once Thought A Lie Becomes The Truth. What do you do when what you always thought was a lie is actually the truth? I am angry,hurt,sick and just in pain. How do you hide something so important and then once all is known,act as if everyone should be fine with it? How do you tell your family this and act like it's the best thing ever? Your rationale for what you did is a lie. Devastating your mother. You expect us to be fine,roll with it,be happy for you. This is not something that will happen in days,weeks or months. I think,no,I know this is the last straw. You have more than broken this family. There will never be trust put in you. Your lies,hate and all the pain you have caused has come to an end. There is no turning back now. There is nothing left here for you. Leave before you hurt us more. Leave before there is nothing left. Contest Please help me in this contest by rating and commenting on my pic :D http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2560524&albumid=1691005&i=2587711255&idx=0 thank you all peeps :D Dominate We often hear people in the scene talking about this Master or that Mistress, this Dom or that Domme, we hear good things and bad things, things to make our hair stand on end, things to make us laugh and things to make us cry. Of course believing everything bad you hear, is not a good idea, as many statements come from rumours and hearsay. It’s not only bad things we hear though, word of mouth recommendations are usually accurate, and so if someone tells you that Master X or Mistress Y is a good Dominant, then you could reasonably expect that to be close to the truth. So what is it that makes a good Dominant – what qualities does a person need to wear such a label. The Law Of Fives THE INSIDE STORY! THE LAW OF FIVES The Law of Fives is one of the oldest Erisian Mysterees. It was first revealed to Good Lord Omar and is one of the great contributions to come from The Hidden Temple of The Happy Jesus. POEE subscribes to the Law of Fives of Omar's sect. And POEE also recognizes the holy 23 (2+3=5) that is incorporated by Episkopos Dr. Mordecai Malignatus, KNS, into his Discordian sect, The Ancient Illuminated Seers of Bavaria. The Law of Fives states simply that: ALL THINGS HAPPEN IN FIVES, OR ARE DIVISIBLE BY OR ARE MULTIPLES OF FIVE, OR ARE SOMEHOW DIRECTLY OR INDIRECTLY APPROPRIATE TO FIVE. The Law of Fives is never wrong. In the Erisian Archives is an old memo from Omar to Mal-2: "I find the Law of Fives to be more and more manifest the harder I look." Please do not use this document as toilet tissue The Nagas of Upper Burma say that the sun shines by day because, being a woman, it is afraid to venture out at night. *best Looking Male On Fubar Contest=enter Now! Im offering a little mini contest for my male friends.Im asking for a 5k in fubux entry fee.If your nice and dont have the fubux I will wave the entry fee for you.This contest will run from May 23-27.So you only have 4 days.I want it to be short and sweet.I will give the winner 500k in fubux and some specially taken private photographs.They will be sexy but in good taste.If you want to enter comment the blog, send the entry fee and link me to your pic you would like to enter and get all your friends to rate and comment your pic! Hurry up we alreadly have 1 entry! Volunteers Read Names Of 148,000 Fallen Soldiers In Memorial Day Roll Call RIVERSIDE, Calif. — Abts, Richard. Adamski, Walter. Ahlman, Enoch. The names are whisked away by the hot, gusting wind as soon as they are spoken, forgotten in the stream of the next name and the next name and the next name. Fuller, Addison. Fuller, Mary. Furlong, John. The story of America could be told through these names, tales of bravery and hesitation, of dreams achieved or deferred and of battles won and lost. Taken alone, they are just words, identities stripped of place and time, stripped of rank and deeds and meaning. But they are not taken alone. They are taken together — 148,000 names, representing the entire veteran population of Riverside National Cemetery, a roll call of the dead read aloud over 10 days by more than 300 volunteers. They read in pairs, rotating through 15-minute shifts in the beating sun, in the chilly desert night and in the pre-dawn hours thick with mosquitoes. Some time on Memorial Day, they will read the last name on the 2,465th pa Shadow's Krypt we are in need of new staff members and are reaching out to those will to join a family and not a lounge please feel free to leave a comment or drop in at shadows krypt and let us know your intrested in joining our family we are hiring in all areas please fell free to join us as a member or as steff ty shadowvampire What We Know About Eris (not Much) The Classical Greeks were not influenced by the Classical Greeks. DO NOT CIRCULATE! What We Know About ERIS (not much) The Romans left a likeness of Her for posterity--She was shown as a grotesque woman with a pale and ghastly look, Her eyes afire, Her garment ripped and torn, and as concealing a dagger in Her Bosom. Actually, most women look pale and ghastly when concealing a chilly dagger in their bosoms. Her geneology is from the Greeks and is utterly confused. Either She was the twin of Ares and the daughter of Zeus and Hera; or She was the daughter of Nyx, goddess of night (who was either the daughter or wife of Chaos, or both), and Nyx's brother, Erebus, and whose brothers and sisters include Death, Doom, Mockery, and Friendship. And that She begat Forgetfullness, Quarrels, Lies, and a bunch of gods and goddesses like that. One day Mal-2 consulted his Pineal Gland* and asked Eris if She really created all of those terrible things. She told him that She had always liked the Bomb Needed Not rich i have 3,3 mil fubucks and i'm willing to spend it all for a cherry bomb if you'd like to make the trade SB me and well work it out Faq - About Me HAHAHA you're actually reading this -- your life must be pretty boring!!!(almost as dull as mine) For those of you who care and want to get to know me on a more intimate level, I wanted to write a short blog answering some FAQs I get with this profile. What are you like once I get to know you? Pretty Much the same -- never miss the opportunity to splash in a puddle...late night poetry readings...horror flicks...trips to the art museum..coffee with friends..that's me in a nut shell. I can be a total goof and I'm actually a repressed geek. I have very eclectic tastes' in just about everything. Even though I've matured I will never be a grown up!!! *** I promise I am NOT intimidating, I get this a lot though and i don't know why!!! If you do please tell me!!!! *** Not really a bitch... My sarcasm and bluntness often get me labeled or mistakenly labeled as a "bitch". I kinda resent that because I'm a very empathetic person and if you give me a chance I'll truly be your best friend. It's Saturday Ok, im still deciding on my INK. I think i have it figured out, but since itll be big I need to get it right. Sold a car to work on a project vehicle. Hopefully itll turn out like the images in my head...lol. FU has been great, now I need some buck, and more friends. Ha Ha Her Intense Night l know you like skirts but, these jeans look pretty good and l need what small barrier it gives me. You have a glass of wine and l'm just thinking a cup of courage is not a bad idea. You ask if l would like anything?? l sit looking at you, thinking how relaxed and kind you are just like before. Within minutes l am enjoying talking about work and what you have been up to. I'm drinking my wine on my empty stomach and feeling very relaxed and comfortable. After a bit you ask "you ready to go?" l grab my purse and slide out of the booth. l think l know were your taking me, so l don't ask. l put on my belt and watch you pull out of the parking lot. Your fingers are in my hair pulling me toward you. "Take it out" your pants are unsnapped and open, l can see your cock sticking up in your shorts. l do as you say then you tell me to "start sucking it cunt" l can't reach you and stay in my belt so l take it off and lower my mouth onto you. Your hand is pushing me down on you further. My hea I Do! The room is dark and quiet, even with so many people occupying such as small space. The clock begins it’s low, resonating toll of the hour. Suddenly a single candle is lit at the front. Then hundreds more throughout the gathering of friends and well wishers. By the time the bell tolls the midnight hour, the room is softly lit by the glow.The aisle between the two sides is marked in a manner symbolic of the occasion. By those who have gone there before. Every three feet is a woman and a single red candle. And beside each woman is a man.At the front, under a massive array of candlelight, stand two men and one woman. The two men face the crowd and the woman knells with her head bowed as if in prayer, which she may very well be.One of the men at the front stands higher than the other, the Master of the Ceremony. With a cane, he begins to strike the floor. Half of the gathered crowd mimics the action with feet striking the floor, the other half remain motionless.Then begins the prece Fuck You Bitch Ass Haters stupid bitch ass mutherfuckers want to hate i hate back bitches- it it aint blue it aint true mutherfuckers Mumms... Due to the recent crackdowns I have lost friends on my list.. I don't have many to begin with so a loss of 1 is noticable.. I want to post a MuMM but not sure the risk is worth the reward... Oh, and Fuck the Juggalos... 190 We are all born mad. Some remain so. - Samuel Beckett Equanitmity equanimity \ee-kwuh-NIM-uh-tee; ek-wuh-\, noun:Evenness of mind; calmness; composure; as, "to bear misfortunes with equanimity." Taphephilia Arousal from being buried alive. Sur fuck mtsk fuck crips fuck latin kings if u aint SUR OR MS fuck you then bitch No More! What I had said in the last blog, was somewhat true however in the state of mind I was in at that time things just got out of hand an I had went off like a KRAZY person... My husband isn't to blame it's all of our faults I'm now trying to get him back an the no contact lifted because with me being sick I really do need him at this point & time in my life, plus the fact that we've been together for damn near 18 years just can't throw it all alway like that. My son did start the fight that night & needless to say the DCF came out an talked with me telling me that my husband (JOHN) had every right to stand up an fight back that no parent should have to go through that, I've went an talked with the attorney today to see if it was possible to get the no contact lifted and he said yes on me only however not my son so now I'm pretty much gaining my (HUSBAND) back but losing my son. He said that he'd have to leave the home an live with someone else which will be my mother.. This really sucks a Fuck Nortenos fuck you bitch ass nortenos its sur side13 mutherfuckers fuck that bitch ass nor cali clique u weak ass motherfuckers. My Fubar Status.... Until further notice, this is how I feel about fubar....I think this is a cool place to meet & get to know some cool people, but over the past few years it's become a political sideshow. I know some people have a life on here...I think it's called addiction...fu-addicts. I'm one too. I have met some really beautiful people here.... inside and out.Here's one of them: Jui© y~GoT~Him~©®azy Demon Queen! ~ Owned by Sexy & Fine ☠♆MisterJueseppi♆☠™@ fubar Here's the point: Have fun, live ur life, and I hope fubar leads u to whatever it is u r looking 4. So What Is Next For Me? Let's see, my hopes for romance and love are down the toliet, my old injuries will never let me get into the Corps, I hurt my friggin hand today at work, both of my cell phones won't charge anymore, all my close friends are trying to lie to me and tell me thigns are gonna get better soon, and I am friggin starving right now. Life is pretty friggin miserable. It's my fault, I know it is. I let myself believe that there is still hope in the universe, still a chacne for love, still peopel who care about me and would actually be honest to & loyaol to me instead of playing me and using me for their own damn fucking entertainment. Life is purely friggin shitty right now. Personally, I have decied to begin fasting. I really don't have a lot of other options. I am gonna give up the booze entirely, consume only water for the next few days, and give my food to a local poor people shelter. I personally don't think I will need it anymore. I guess you could say that I pretty much am giving up on li *crazy Night @ Work* I don't care if you think this sucks so BITE ME! This is how the night went last night and it's more of a journal entry than a story.... so read it or don't... I could give a flyin' flip less bc I know the ONE person that wants to read it lmao. Thanks Morgan! You and that crazy heffa made it interesting.... ~*~Amanda~*~Another day passes... as I sit wondering and thinking how my life could, and would, be different had I made different choices. The day... wasted in itself... spent thinking, trying to clean, cooking, arguing with a certain someone... what else is new? My ankle gave out on me as I tried to work out... what a drag. I begin to settle down for the night and eat dinner. I get three phone calls back to back. It's my mother. Yet again, she has sucked me into a whirlwind of babysitting at work. IVC patients... gotta love them! I hurry to get my meal down and shower with 15 minutes to spare. I get done and make it to work, not really looking forward to this nutty lit You Only Live Once!!!!!!!!!!!!! You only live once-but if you work it right, once is enough. Party COME PARTY AT SUICIDE RADIO AND CHAT AKA: THE KARNY THE DJ'S Mizury Luvs Company Monday - Mizury (8 cen -??) D-Mented Tuesday - Remy (8 cen -??)Raq-Attack Wednesday - Raq (8 cen -??) Bloody Thursday - Tha Roka (8 cen -??) White Collar Powa Hour Friday - Omadeus (8 cen -??)Krazy Keezy Suck Fest Saturday - Keezy of D.A. (8 cen-??)Area 52 Sunday - Lord Zero (8 cen -??) SUICIDE RADIO HAS TAKEN OVER THE NET, WE R CURRENTLY WORKING ON A SCHEDULEDJ BLEU & DJ HATCHET CURRENTLY DJ DURING THE DAY & LATE HOURS!!FEEL FREE TO CLICK THE PIC TO COME KICK IT!!!!!!!!!!!! The Union Of Easy & Aries Come Join Us As We Unite TogetherIn The Bonds Of Fu MatrimonyEasy & Aries Saturday May 23rd, 20099:00 pm E.S.T. click pic to enter The Red Dragon's RealmStop By The Lounge And Have A Drink With UsJoin And Have Some Fun!! A Good Hearted Woman Looking For A Good Hearted Man i am a good woman looking for a good man. i love football, pro wrestling, horror movies.. camping and hiking..love the thunderstorms. i am a country girl. laid back and easy going. love to laugh. Your Forever We always said we'd write the oceanher very own love songs.And you swore forever and neverwhile I kissed my pinky and your wrist.It's funny, bein' up here in the stars with you'cause the music is so much lovelierwhen it laces its fingers through the gold and silverof a imperfect moment.Snap shot of this moment wherewe're rising from the rings of dustto try again. We're too big to be anything lessthan a you and me- we.I am starving for your words,'cause your friendship is so much more.I don't ever want to change it,'cause I love the dance we're in.We're so composed in this instantwhere we're watching the tide crash around us.And everything is as it should be.....I've fallen in love with the puzzle piece chaos.Write me a song, forever mine?'Cause I love the ones that I can dance to..And can't you see the stars rain around us.This is what forever looks like. Sexy Female AM I THE SEXYIEST FEMALE ON FU??? If you think so,come help me out!!!!Sexiest Female on Fu ContestLady with Most Rates and Comments Wins! Just click the pic below to help me out!!~Sugar Britches~ Paying 50k per 100 comments!!Just PM when your done. While your there,show the host some love too!! My Definition Of Beautiful Some people don't know the concept of beauty, The qualities a person needs to have to be that, Some people can hear beauty but not see it, An extraordinary kind of person and heart.Mom always told me, "It's not what's outside;It's what's inside that counts." Remember?Some people use their outside beauty-As a disguise for what they have inside of them.As defined, beauty is- qualities of pleasure, That you can hear, think and even see, Delighting to the senses and to the mind,Of any human being impacted by them.Most of the time, I can see beauty in the eye, Eyes on a person can tell you a lot about them,If you really look and observe closely, you'll see, Exactly what I'm saying and what I mean.Lying, stealing and cheating isn't a sign of beauty, It's the exact opposite of beautiful, it's ugly, It's not appealing to the mind or my senses, Sometimes people can be beautiful outside.But, most times people are hideous looking, On the inside- I see it a lot these days, Very seldom do I come ac Songs Through The Years (2000 Top-100 1. Breathe, Faith Hill2. Smooth, Santana Featuring Rob Thomas3. Say My Name, Destiny's Child4. I Wanna Know, Joe5. Everything You Want, Vertical Horizon6. Maria Maria, Santana Featuring The Product G&B7. Bent, Matchbox Twenty8. Amazed, Lonestar9. I Knew I Loved You, Savage Garden10. He Wasn't Man Enough, Toni Braxton11. Higher, Creed12. Try Again, Aaliyah13. There You Go, Pink14. Thong Song, Sisqo15. Kryptonite, 3 Doors Down16. Jumpin Jumpin', Destiny's Child17. What A Girl Wants, Christina Aguilera18. Doesn't Really Matter, Janet19. Music, Madonna20. Back At One, Brian McKnight21. Bye Bye Bye, 'N Sync22. You Sang To Me, Marc Anthony23. I Need To Know, Marc Anthony24. Get It On Tonite, Montell Jordan25. Incomplete, Sisqo26. I Try, Macy Gray27. It's Gonna Be Me, 'N Sync28. That's The Way It Is, Celine Dion29. (Hot S**T) Country Grammar, Nelly30. Bring It All To Me, Blaque31. Show Me The Meaning Of Being Lonely, Backstreet Boys32. Hot Boyz, Missy Elliott Featuring Nas, EVE & Q-Tip33. Bac Silhouette In Riddles I look in your direction but the wind stopped me, I walk in the wooden door and hang up my coat, The TV is glowing; better than any kind of company,A secret life- that I breathe and run in with myself.A messed up kitchen, I forgot to clean last night;Dinner with friends- another day in black and white,Spoons and forks laying there- noodles and Olive oil,An Italian smell circles around in the air of the kitchen.A silver sink- with water pouring out of the faucet, I look; I can see my own reflection looking at me, My heart is torn- shattered into shards of glass, Someone is on my mind that I cannot have; myself.It's all just one big secret that I'm living here, Foot steps up the creaking stairs- white room, Lavender freshens the air; I'm tired of what I know, I'm tired of guessing the things that I don't know.I take my clothes off and sit on the edge of my bed, There is something on my mind- feelings so real, I think and think some more until I get frustrated,I saw the love of my life- a Family So, my mom and I just went for a walk. She feels really awkward around me, and doesnt really talk, so I usually have to initiate all convos. And then suffer through her unresponsiveness. Ironically, we had a great conversation today, in which both of us finally had something in common: our mutual hate for her sister (my aunt). Funny how families are... A Life Of Happiness Walking barefoot on a secluded beachAdoring the flat calm seaFor your hand I gently reachAnd we stroll contentedly.On a bench overlooking the beautiful bayWe eat fish and chips for lunchWild flowers along the clifftop swayAnd I pick you a bunch.Making plans for our life togetherLost in a world of our ownIt seems we have waited almost foreverBut at last we are alone. We don't ask much from the life we're livingJust love and devotion, passion and careDelighting in both taking and givingWorking hard on the relationship we share.Contented sighs and heavenly kissingOur path of life is clearly definedWe have found what we've been missingNow and forever you are mine.Oh I know we'll share life's tormentsWe'll have drama's too I guessBut I also know that this is the momentAnd we'll share a life of happiness. Liquid Embroidery Prayers exude tired eyes.I hold my ribs and cry.The rapid rise and fallof my chest chokes me.- these breaths arebarely audible -I've a damp cloth sewnto my skull. It's rung out;wrinkled. Fibres fall...from crimson tear ducts.[While blue threadsembroider my face.]Moonlight won't touch me--- it's as lonely as I am,but, it will blanket my skinand I'll clutch my knees...As prayers exude exhaustedlungs, take me away. Songs Through The Years (1999 Top-100 1. Believe, Cher2. No Scrubs, TLC3. Angel Of Mine, Monica4. Heartbreak Hotel, Whitney Houston5. ...Baby One More Time, Britney Spears6. Kiss Me, Sixpence None The Richer7. Genie In A Bottle, Christina Aguilera8. Every Morning, Sugar Ray9. Nobody's Supposed To Be Here, Deborah Cox10. Livin' La Vida Loca, Ricky Martin11. Where My Girls At?, 70212. If You Had My Love, Jennifer Lopez13. Slide, Goo Goo Dolls14. Have You Ever?, Brandy15. I Want It That Way, Backstreet Boys16. I'm Your Angel, R. Kelly and Celine Dion17. All Star, Smash Mouth18. Angel, Sarah McLachlan19. Smooth, Santana Featuring Rob Thomas20. Unpretty, TLC21. Bills, Bills, Bills, Destiny's Child22. Save Tonight, Eagle-Eye Cherry23. Last Kiss, Pearl Jam24. Fortunate, Maxwell25. All I Have To Give, Backstreet Boys26. Bailamos, Enrique Iglesias27. What's It Gonna Be?!, Busta Rhymes Featuring Janet28. What It's Like, Everlast29. Fly Away, Lenny Kravitz30. Someday, Sugar Ray31. Lately, Divine32. That Don't Impress Me Much, Shania Songs Through The Years (1998 Top-100 1. Too Close, Next2. The Boy Is Mine, Brandy and Monica3. You're Still The One, Shania Twain4. Truly Madly Deeply, Savage Garden5. How Do I Live, LeAnn Rimes6. Together Again, Janet7. All My Life, K-Ci and JoJo8. Candle In The Wind 1997, Elton John9. Nice and Slow, Usher10. I Don't Want To Wait, Paula Cole11. How's It Going To Be, Third Eye Blind12. No, No, No, Destiny's Child13. My Heart Will Go On, Celine Dion14. Gettin' Jiggy Wit, Will Smith15. You Make Me Wanna..., Usher16. My Way, Usher17. My All, Mariah Carey18. The First Night, Monica19. Been Around The World, Puff Daddy and The Family20. Adia, Sarah McLachlan21. Crush, Jennifer Paige22. Everybody (Backstreet's Back), Backstreet Boys23. I Don't Want To Miss A Thing, Aerosmith24. Body Bumpin Yippie-Yi-Yo, Public Announcement25. This Kiss, Faith Hill26. I Don't Ever Want To See You Again, Uncle Sam27. Let's Ride, Montell Jordan28. Sex And Candy, Marcy Playground29. Show Me Love, Robyn30. A Song For Mama, Boyz II Men31. What You Wa Wandering Mind darkness surrounds my body mind and soul, standing there with nothing but emptiness. caged to my own hell, wonder will i ever be free from this choatic world that surrounds me and others. wrist and ankl sore with blood driping from them as these chains are still shackled upon them. trying to free them but no luck, i am loose and can roam for i have rip the chains from the darkness i once stood.i may be loose but i am still chained, for years the darkness is all i have, the only friend ive made with, no one there to free me from the hell ive been through. if olny i can remove these chains, then maybe hope will come through, but till then i am stuck in this mortal world of the unknown, where nothing seems to exist, but the sounds of my own breathing, and the voices of my own inner demon, telling me of things that can be very distrubing, but kept to mind, if he were to ever be free. for feel that is why the chains around me havent been releaseed. What damage he could cause, is beyond my o R.i.p. Glenn Hull Glenn Hull from San Jose Lost His Life Yesterday from Murphys Grade Road Accident ~By John HamiltonMurphys, CA...52 year old Glenn Hull from San Jose lost his life yesterday as the result of a Motorcycle Accident on Murphys Grade Road just West of French Gulch Road. From the CHP Release "Mr. Hull was riding Westbound on Murphys Grade Road at what appears to be a high rate of speed as he approached a sharp right hand curve in the road., Mr. Hull applied his motorcycle's brakes and after sliding across the Eastbound lane, both he and his motorcycle struck a metal guardrailing....Mr. Hull was transported via ambulance to Mark Twain Hospital where he succumbed to his injuries. As of this writing, the investigation is still ongoing" Is The Gentleman Dead has the act of holding the door for a lady died or just nolonger wanted. i was raised to hold the door for a lady when she is entering a building, but when i do i get strange looks and even comments that i am a pervert. i have been told that holding the door has been taken as a sexual advance. so i pose the question: is chivalry dead or just not practiced as much as it should. I'm Wraithing In the darkness there is only one In the light there is you When it goes away what i have left in my veins dreamt a dream never meant to be lost without you next to the light and darkness there is a place meant for us just when i'm about to lose all hope I know when i look up in my soul and eyes your there like the light thats lives inside my darkness Finally... it has taken all of my life but I have finally accomplished the impossible. my own mother who for years has cast me derisively as a horrid decietful fiend has actually acknowledged the weirdness that engulfs me... yesterday at the library I tried to get a reservation for computer time here today and the machines (all three of the ones used for the purpose) just refused to do ANYTHING when I went and entered password and all, so I went to the librarian and she ignored me so I went to the help desk and she looked at what was coming up when Id try and she said "Ive never seen anything like that before" and I spent the next several hours trying to get some time on here so I can continue the futile quest to find myself a job. 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Gold Dragon: S81 Chevalier Teaser 2 A second Teaser for the S81: Chevalier storyline With the full power of the S81 Chevalier now known and the Blue Typhoons forced to retreat to their last bastion of defense at the Gate of Heracles, the Resistance joined forces with the Arielian Empire and started Operation Seraph (This name was chosen because the resistance warships were aligned in the shape of a Seraph's wings above the command tower of the Vaalbara's Heart, and to honor the S80 Seraph used by Arielian Empress Chana Proudmore) to capture the renegade Blue Typhoons and the World Government President who had named himself Commander of the Blue Typhoons in a desperate bid to hold onto power. The Blue Typhoons attempted to hold the allies off at Jörmungandr and Fenris on May 16th. They failed and Fenris was destroyed by the super beam cannons mounted on the Vaalbara's Heart, destroying the Blue Typhoons' Headquarters and also a great deal of their forces. A month later on June 18th the forces of the allies met t Top 10 Military Quotes... Please Feel Free To Add Yours If You Are Military, Active, Retired, Or Reserve .. Thanks Top 10 Military Quotes The Military is an integral part in defending or conquering nations, keeping peace or destroying peace, and shape the course of history. In general, a military is an organization authorized by its nation to use force, including use of weapons, to defend its country by combating actual or perceived threats. Throughout the millennia and centuries, armies have been fighting wars for land or cause. However, a military will not be a military without the individual soldier, soldier who has the ability to think for himself, but taught to obey orders. Soldiers are told what to do, whether the cause is for good or bad. But why do soldiers fight and sacrifice their lives for kings and leaders who they probably haven’t met? And what words are spoken that motivates them to give up their lives? 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Counting Blue Cars, Dis I'm So Fucking Boerd I miss cali. i miss the sun, the warmth, and most of all i miss being picked up by beautiful women. ever since i moved here i've meet no one to be freinds with let alone a girlfreind. i think i'll be leaving back to cali soon, before my blue balls explode from lack of use. i just hope all my old girlfreinds aren't in commited relationships. of course it's cali, i could find a new one in a few hours. thank god cali has twice as many women as men and hardly any of them are inbreed. A New Begining(plaid Mafia) As many of you know i started a group called Plaid Mafia. I only had two rules, one help out the other plaid members and two no drama. Its obvious that no one could follow the rules. It wasn't even like most groups where they make you add it to your name. Im not the kind of person who tells people what to do. With all this being said I am going to give it another try. This time i am not making pictures for everyone. 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Gangsta's Paradise, Coolio2. Waterfalls, TLC3. Creep, TLC4. Kiss From A Rose, Seal5. On Bended Knee, Boyz II Men6. Another Night, Real McCoy7. Fantasy, Mariah Carey8. Take A Bow, Madonna9. Don't Take It Personal (Just One Of Dem Days), Monica10. This Is How We Do It, Montell Jordan11. I Know, Dionne Farris12. Water Runs Dry, Boyz II Men13. Freak Like Me, Adina Howard14. Run-Around, Blues Traveler15. I Can Love You Like That, All-4-One16. Have You Ever Really Loved A Woman?, Bryan Adams17. Always, Bon Jovi18. Boombastic/In The Summertime, Shaggy19. Total Eclipse Of The Heart, Nicki French20. You Gotta Be, Des'ree21. You Are Not Alone, Michael Jackson22. Hold My Hand, Hootie and The Blowfish23. One More Chance-Stay With Me, Notorious B.I.G.24. Here Comes The Hotstepper, Ini Kamoze25. Candy Rain, Soul For Real26. Let Her Cry, Hootie and The Blowfish27. I Believe, Blessid Union Of Souls28. Red Light Special, TLC29. Runaway, Janet Jackson30. Strong Enough, Sheryl Crow31. Colors Of The Wi Songs Through The Years (1994 Top-100 1. The Sign, Ace Of Base2. I Swear, All-4-One3. I'll Make Love To You, Boyz II Men4. The Power Of Love, Celine Dion5. Hero, Mariah Carey6. Stay (I Missed You), Lisa Loeb and Nine Stories7. Breathe Again, Toni Braxton8. All For Love, Bryan Adams, Rod Stewart and Sting9. All That She Wants, Ace Of Base10. Don't Turn Around, Ace Of Base11. Bump N' Grind, R. Kelly12. Again, Janet Jackson13. I'll Remember, Madonna14. Whatta Man, Salt-N-Pepa15. Wild Night, John Mellencamp and Me'shell Ndegeocello16. Without You/Never Forget You, Mariah Carey17. You Mean The World To Me, Toni Braxton18. Can You Feel The Love Tonight, Elton John19. The Most Beautiful Girl In The World, Prince Symbol20. Fantastic Voyage, Coolio21. Baby I Love Your Way, Big Mountain22. Regulate, Warren G and Nate Dogg23. If You Go, Jon Secada24. Back and Forth, Aaliyah25. Now And Forever, Richard Marx26. When Can I See You, Babyface27. Please Forgive Me, Bryan Adams28. So Much In Love, All-4-One29. Shoop, Salt-N-Pepa30. Any Time Drug Pushers Like Me This was written for a Drug Awareness way back in the day. When my mother read she damn near beat my ass cause she thought I was tryin to say I was a pusher. LoL Careless parents, I do adore Who tell thier children nothing more Than to wrap up warm and get out the door. They don't tell them wehere They Should and Shouldn't be So children dont know about Drug Pushers like me. They face a world where drugs are vast They're never safe, Not even when home at last They pass a crack house, a place they shouldn't be Because you didn't tell them about Drug Pushers like me. When they meet me, They think i'm a Friend But they don't know Thier whole life, I could end They buy a bottle of drugs That I let them see Because you didn't tell them about Drug Pushers like me Once they try drugs, BOOM! They're hit dead And you're at thier funeral Wondering what you hadn't said for I AM a Drug, And will forever be If children aren't told about Drug Pushers l Songs Through The Years (1993 Top-100 1. I Will Always Love You, Whitney Houston2. Whoomp! (There It Is), Tag Team3. Can't Help Falling In Love, UB404. That's The Way Love Goes, Janet Jackson5. Freak, Silk6. Weak, SWV7. If I Ever Fall In Love, Shai8. Dreamlover, Mariah Carey9. Rump Shaker, Wreckx-N-Effect10. Informer, Snow11. Nuthin' But A "G" Thang, Dr. Dre12. In The Still Of The Nite, Boyz II Men13. Don't Walk Away, Jade14. Knockin' Da Boots, H-Town15. Lately, Jodeci16. Dazzey Duks, Duice17. Show Me Love, Robin S.18. A Whole New World, Peabo Bryson and Regina Belle19. If, Janet Jackson20. I'm So Into You, SWV21. Love Is, Vanessa Willlams and Brian Mcknight22. Runaway Train, Soul Asylum23. I'll Never Get Over You (Getting Over Me), Expose24. Ditty, Paperboy25. Rhythm Is A Dancer, Snap26. The River Of Dreams, Billy Joel27. I'm Gonna Be (500 Miles), Proclaimers28. Two Princes, Spin Doctors29. Right Here (Human Nature)-Downtown, SWV30. I Have Nothing, Whitney Houston31. Mr. Wendal, Arrested Development32. Have I Told You Lat Fill This Out wiffy application WIFEY APPLiCATION" 1. Your Name:2. Age:3. Fav Color:4. Are you a virgin?5. Are we friends?6. Do you have a crush on me?7. Would you kiss me?8. ...with tongue?9. Would you enjoy it?10. Would you ever ask me out?11.Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?12. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?13. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?14.Would you walk on the beach with me?15. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?16. Do you/have you talk shit about me?17. Do you think I'm a good person?18. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)?19.Do you think I'm hot?20. If you could change anything about me?21.would yu marry me?22.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?23. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?24. What do you rate me outta 1-10??[[1 ugly..10 fine as hell]]25. Your phone number?*Bonus*- You can ask me one question..and i'll answer it 100% truthfully..Use it wisely =) Songs Through The Years (1992 Top-100 1. End Of The Road, Boyz II Men2. Baby Got Back, Sir Mix A-lot3. Jump, Kris Kross4. Save The Best For Last, Vanessa Williams5. Baby-Baby-Baby, TLC6. Tears In Heaven, Eric Clapton7. My Lovin' (You're Never Gonna Get It), En Vogue8. Under The Bridge, Red Hot Chili Peppers9. All 4 Love, Color Me Badd10. Just Another Day, Jon Secada11. I Love Your Smile, Shanice12. To Be With You, Mr. Big13. I'm Too Sexy, Right Said Fred14. Black Or White, Michael Jackson15. Achy Breaky Heart, Billy Ray Cyrus 16.16. I'll Be There, Mariah Carey17. November Rain, Guns N' Roses18. Life Is A Highway, Tom Cochrane19. Remember The Time, Michael Jackson20. Finally, CeCe Peniston21. This Used To Be My Playground, Madonna22. Sometimes Love Just Ain't Enough, Patty Smyth23. Can't Let Go, Mariah Carey24. Jump Around, House Of Pain25. Diamonds and Pearls, Prince and The N.P.G.26. Don't Let The Sun Go Down On Me, George Michael and Elton John27. Masterpiece, Atlantic Starr28. If You Asked Me To, Celine Dion29. Giving H Memorial Day Celebrated Memorial Day Memorial Day is their day isn't it? It is supposed to be the day a grateful nation pauses to quietly thank the more than one million men and women who have died in military service to their country since the Revolutionary War. Or is it the day the beach resorts kick into high gear for the summer season the day the strand is covered by fish-belly white people basting themselves in coconut oil the day the off-season rates end and the weekend you can't get in a seaside seafood restaurant with anything less than a one hour wait. Or is it one of the biggest shopping center sales days of the year a day when hunting for a parking space is the prime sport for the holiday stay-at-homers? Or is it the weekend when more people will kill themselves on the highways than any other weekend and Highway Patrol troopers work overtime picking up the pieces? I think the men and women who died for us would understand what we do with their day. I hope they would because if they wouldn' Songs Through The Years (1991 Top-100 . (Everything I Do) I Do It For You, Bryan Adams2. I Wanna Sex You Up, Color Me Badd3. Gonna Make You Sweat, C+C Music Factory4. Rush Rush, Paula Abdul5. One More Try, Timmy T6. Unbelievable, EMF7. More Than Words, Extreme8. I Like The Way (The Kissing Game), Hi-Five9. The First Time, Surface10. Baby, Baby, Amy Grant11. Motownphilly, Boyz II Men12. Because I Love You (The Postman Song), Stevie B13. Someday, Mariah Carey14. High Enough, Damn Yankees15. From A Distance, Bette Midler16. All The Man That I Need, Whitney Houston17. Right Here, Right Now, Jesus Jones18. I Adore Mi Amor, Color Me Badd19. Love Will Never Do (Without You), Janet Jackson20. Good Vibrations, Marky Mark and The Funky Bunch Featuring Loleatta Holloway21. Justify My Love, Madonna22. Emotions, Mariah Carey23. Joyride, Roxette24. Romantic, Karyn White25. I Don't Wanna Cry, Mariah Carey26. Hold You Tight, Tara Kemp27. You're In Love, Wilson Phillips28. Every Heartbeat, Amy Grant29. Sensitivity, Ralph Tresvant30. Touch Intoxicated desire to please ..adapt. adjust yourself to my idealstaking pleasure in my happinesshappiness brought on by you being happyguidancehonestyloyaltyopennesshonorintegritywillingness to servewillingness to listenwillingness to learnwillingness to take critismwillingness to be lovedwillingness to me mine.. completelymind, heart, body, and soul I Was Thinking All Of This At 7am On A Saturday Morning I want passion, I crave it. It flows through my veins’. I need a counterpart that has the same fire in their soul. Someone who is true, some one who lives a breathes positivity and excellence and creativity. Someone that knows my strengths and weaknesses. Someone that is not afraid to push me to my limits. Someone that will not let me back down unless it is in my own best interests to do so. A kindred soul, a kindred spirit. Someone who loves me for my flaws and realizes that is what makes me beautiful. I am an intricate design. There is so much on the inside, which is why there is so much on the outside. All that is contained with in my being could never be held by a small petite physique. This someone has to realize that I get bored and needs to know that I need spice and change to keep me sane. Also realize that just because I am bored does not mean I am bored with them, but need to switch it up and change it up a bi Desire To Please Material distance Incubus enslaving my existence Appease your will with my essence Your word is law To be summoned by want I beg to obey Willingly, I give my existance to My Master Strip Monopoly Anyone??? You and your girlfriend are sitting around your house drinking. She sees your stack of board games and asks if you wanted to play strip monopoly. You aren't sure how the game works so she explains, everytime you get sent to jail in order to get out you have to go down on the other player and everytime you land on the other players property you have to take off an article of clothing of their choice and if you land on free parking along with the money from the middle you get to do anything you want to the other player. You like the sound of her rules so you agree to play, hoping you both can make it through the game. Your first turn you wind up in jail and she strips off her thong and pulls her skirt around her waist. You dip you tongue between her folds. You use your hands to spread her folds and suck her clit into your mouth, rubbing your tongue across it as you suck. You slide a finger inside of her and continue your exploration. You feel her muscles start to contract around your Ride 'em Cowboy Your laying in bed with the woman of your dreams tied to the headboard and footboard. You use your warm fingers to open her folds, then your wet warm tongue slides across her clit. She moans softly as the sensations took over and her and her climax started to build. She pulled on her bonds, wanting to slide her fingers into your hair as her climax gets closer. She feels your hand leave the edge of her folds and slide deeply into her. She bites her bottom lip as your finger finds her g-spot and heightens her pleasure. She cries out loudly as her climax pulses from her, seeping into the bed beneath her. “I want you inside me, NOW!” she tells you, pulling on her restraints. You untie her arms and legs and pull her on top of you. She moves so your erection is poised at her opening. She slides down, stretching to accomodate your girth. When your completely sheathed she sits up straight and arches her back, your cock sinking deeper into her. She digs her nails into your t Ids And Salutes ok i make IDs and specail salutes if you want one i will need to know certain things. now it will cost you 1, you cant rate all my pics or 2 you can bling me or 3 last but mot least you can pay 10, 000 fubux ok message me for what you want and how you want it maid New Stream Of Passion Last night I managed to "acquire" a copy of the new Stream of Passion album, The Flame Within, that comes out on the 29th. It is amazing, even better than the first one (I didn't think that was possible) and yes, I'm still going to buy it. I just wanted a preview. Here's the best song IMO http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bFSBYRlYq8g Ps. For those unfamiliar with SoP, they're sort of in the same vein as Evanescence, only much much much much better. It Seems Kinda Unfair And Messed Up No offense or bad feelings towards SGB, And I'm in no way trying to start shit or anything like that with her But damn, both Thursday AND Friday, she has 13 or 14 HH's in a row during ALL the prime hours. And it made me sad. What about that person who's birthday is Thursday or Friday, who finally got a HH to use as a birthday gift... to have that great loved feeling and get all those points they want on a site they are addicted to and love. I think I'd be sad, 1 day a year you get a birthday, and for 1 person to take over all the prime time online hours seems really sucky and I wish they wouldn't let people do that. I know fubar loves/needs its money to run but I wish they would limit how many HH's you can have in a row like no more then 2 or 3. I can't think of too many members who are loaded enough or want to spend their money to even buy 14 HH's two days in a row, but to limit how many you can take in a row that would have atleast given a few other people chances to have some prime I Guess I'll Check This More Often. So I never get on this thing and check it. I just sit around and do other things online. Ive noticed a lot of people on fubar are quite...um...eccentric. LOL. I dont understand why this is so popular really. I cant find the chatrooms. I guess they took those off? Hope everyone who is left on my list, is doing fine. I booted so many people, because i did not know a single one of em. Blah. Jerk Off~ Paul bit the cornered portion of his toast after having first dipped it into the runny yoke of the egg. He preferred his eggs 'sunny-side-up' as opposed to anything else. He had smiled at the waitress as she freshened his coffee, grinning politely, managing the words "Thank you" as she did.Penny, his wife of barely a year sat beside him. She preferred pancakes smothered in rich thick syrup, perhaps overdoing it, but she'd explained that it reminded her of the way his cum sometimes slithered down the side of his shaft when he climaxed. Penny was always comparing things like that, finding eroticism in nearly everything. Just as she was doing now as her hand slowly, quietly, secretly continued stroking his hard erect shaft beneath the table.They hadn't wanted the honeymoon to end. And as such, went on a monthly retreat, usually within a few hours drive, just someplace to get away for the weekend, be together, and explore their secret little fetish.Paul as well as Penny were true 'Masturba My Worest Day!!! well i went to work today and I went in about 11am. I had to go to the police department at Kings Island and notice my ast. team leader was there after everything that happened. Well the police accoused us for taking the money cause I was working on cash register last saturday. So after I clocked out, me and my ast. team leader had to count the money and everything. We did not take any money. Ive told the officer 5 times excatly what happened and she thought I was lying to her face. I know what happened and me and my ast. team leader was telling the trurth. After we got done, we sat outside and tell each other of what kind of question they asked us and my team leader told me that i clocked out and walked out. BULLSHIT! i had to stay after to count the money after i clocked out. So they said an ivesengator gonna invegesate everything, if they found out that we told the truth, they are gonna pay us. so my and my team leader planned that we look for another day so I cant stay at work like Were Da Freaks At if u in houston texas and u a freak and u wanna fuck wit me hit me up dawg 4real This Is Funny I think its funny when people on fubar see my picture and they automatically assume that I'm emo but if those people actually took the time to know me they would definitely know that I'm not emo but I don't care if those people are labeling stereotypes because eventually they'll know how it feels to be stereotyped as something they're not so it doesn't hurt my feelings if they want to stereotype me I know what I am and what I'm not I'd thought I'd share that with whoever reads this becuase its amusing to me =D Saliva-rest In Pieces Look at me, my depth perception must be off againCause this hurts deeper than I thought it didIt has not healed with timeIt just shot down my spineYou look so beautiful tonightReminds me how you laid us downAnd gently smiled before you destroyed my lifeWould you find it in your heartTo make this go awayAnd let me rest in pieces(let me rest in pieces)Would you find it in your heartTo make this go awayAnd let me rest in pieces(let me rest in pieces)PiecesLook at me, my depth perception must be off againYou got much closer than I thought you didI'm in your reachYou held me in your handsWould you find it in your heartTo make this go awayAnd let me rest in pieces(let me rest in pieces)Would you find it in your heartTo make this go awayAnd let me rest in pieces(let me rest in pieces)Would you find it in your heartTo make this go awayAnd let me rest in piecesWould you find it in your heartTo make this go awayand let me rest in pieceswould you find it in your heartto make this go awayAnd let m There Is - Box Car Racer I'm lovin the sappy songs right now, cut me some slack! This vacation's useless These white pills aren't kind I've given a lot of thought on this 13-hour drive I miss the grinding concrete where we sat past 8 or 9 And slowly finished laughing in the glow of our headlights I've given a lot of thought to the nights we use to have The days have come and gone Our lives went by so fast I faintly remember breathing on your bedroom floor Where I laid and told you, but you swear you loved me more Do you care if I don't know what to say Will you sleep tonight will you think of me Will I shake this off, pretend it's all okay That there's someone out there who feels just like me There is Those notes you wrote me I've kept them all I've given a lot of thought of how to write you back this fall With every single letter in every single word There will be a hidden message about a boy that loves a girl Do you care if I don't know what to say Will you sleep tonight will you think of me Will I sh God Letter To Woman When I created the heavens and the earth, I spoke theminto being.When I created man, I formed him and breathed lifeinto his nostrils.But you, woman, I fashioned after I breathed thebreath oflife into man, because your nostrils are too delicate.I allowed a deep sleep to come over himso I could patiently and perfectly fashion you.Man was put to sleep so that he could not interferewith the creativity.From one bone, I fashioned you.I chose the bone that protects man's life.I chose the rib, which protects his heart and lungsand supports him,as you are meant to do.Around this one bone, I shaped you....... I modeledyou.I created you perfectly and beautifully.Your characteristics are as the rib, strong yetdelicate and fragile.You provide protection for the most delicate organ inman, his heart.His heart is the center of his being; his lungs holdthe breath of life.The ribcage will allow itself to be broken before itwill allow damage to the heart. Support man as the ribcage supports the body.You What Memorial Day Means To Me Sarah and I were sitting out on our front porch chatting about the day as much as a three-year-old can. She called attention to the wedding ring on my left hand – which was sized for my ring finger nearly six years ago when I was about twenty-five pounds heavier, so there’s some give now between the ring and my finger – and asked, “You’re still wearing your ring?” I replied yes, it’s one thing I don’t take off. Then she looked at her hand and said, “I’m not wearing a wedding ring.” Reply: I hope not for another twenty years or so! I actually said “two decades”, but Martha’s trying, in more ways than one, to cure me with my help of being too technical. It was fun when my boss Erik got there (the night drop at Town & Country where I stop at the end of business was stuck again), we each brought him one of the bags, and Sarah said, “you’re welcome” when he said thank you! Sarah and Painting Pretty My husband told me recently that I paint pretty pictures. He did not mean that my still life entitled GRAPEFRUIT ON THE DOOR KNOB was astoundingly beautiful - even if I were to have really painted it (which I did not, alas). He meant that I recounted things in a better light than what truly had a little more shadow to it. I thought this was called OPTIMISM. Like the line I stole from my oldest son - I AM GONNA EAT THIS COAL I GOT FOR CHRISTMAS AND SHIT DIAMONDS!;Obviously the updated, more hardcore (NO PUN INTENDED) version of taking lemons and making lemonade. So this morning I was laying in bed and looking at my husband, and I was struck by the thought that when he was a very old man, and had fought the fights of life and delighted in its gifts, he would look like the picture of Geronimo that I have in my photo gallery. Geronimo is what you shout when you take leaps of faith, off into the space of I SURE HOPE I LAND WELL. I shout Geronimo a lot. Today I am going to paint pretty - GER Memorial Day Is Monday Thats Right Memorial Day is Monday. Soldiers come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. a soldier is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician and the subtlety of Mt. Saint Helens. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible.A Soldier is a Soldier all his life.You can kick him out of your house, but not out of your heart.You can take him off your mailing list, but not off your mind.They are found everywhere; In love, in battle, in lust, in trouble, in debt, in bars... and sometimes behind them.No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter, clean clothes or a pack of smokes.A Soldier is a genius with a deck of cards.Brave without a grain of sense.He is the PROTECTOR OF AMERICA, with the latest copy of Playboy or Sports Illustrated or GUNS & AMMO in his back pocket.When Turn And Burn have you ever watched fire twirlers at a ren fair or even oddly enough a rave twirl their firewands and youre just mesmerized by what you see? such can be said for even the slightest bright and shiny thing that captures your attention...it turns and burns inside your wide field of vision until, whether by choice or slow obsession, it becomes the only thing you want to see... damn I've been having that happen alot lately LOL !!!douchebag Alert!!! Douchebag Alert! Douchebag Alert! Douchebag Alert! This individual made some inappropriate comments to my wife on Fubar. He was given an opportunity to retract them and declined. As such, I'm doing what I think is best and making it easy for everyone else to avoid such a situation and make a preemptive block. If you're anything like me, you'll want to see the situation for yourself, and as I feel it would be in poor taste to repeat the things he said, I invite you to ask him for yourself. If you trust me sufficiently, then you may take this as a fair warning and proceed directly to a block. I am quite alright with either outcome, as long as this man is not allowed to make any more women feel cheap or like less then a lady. If you have a mind to treat a woman like this yourself... be wary. Women in packs can, and given reason, will hurt you... badly. Thank you for your time. Ken Appreciation A WIFE'S REQUESTI was sitting alone in one of those loud, casual steak houses that you find all over the country.You know the type--a bucket of peanuts on every table, shellslittering the floor, and a bunch of perky college kids racing around withlong neck beers and sizzling platters.Taking a sip of my iced tea, I studied the crowd over the rim of myglass. My gaze lingered on a group enjoying their meal.They wore no uniform to identify their branch of service, but theywere definitely "mil itary:" clean shaven, cropped haircut, and that "squaredaway" look that comes with pride.Smiling sadly, I glanced across my table to the empty seat where myhusband usually sat.It had only been a few months since we sat in this very booth, talkingabout his upcoming deployment to the Middle East.That was when he made me promise to get a sitter for the kids, comeback to this restaurant once a month and treat myself to a nice steak.In turn he would treasure the thought of me being here, thinking abouthim Letter To A Military Spouse Letter to a Military SpouseWhile I have never had the pleasure of meeting you and your husband, I felt the need to write you and express a very deep feeling that I have in my heart. I as a person, am not brave. I do not tackle things head on, as I hate confrontation. I will travel 100 miles out of my way just to avoid a conflict. I am a American woman that has no idea what is going on in the military other that what I hear on the news. I never had to let go of someone so that they could go fight for people that they did not know, people that sometimes do not appreciate or understand what they are fighting for. I have never had a sleepless night of worry because of a report that another bomb has exploded and I still haven't heard from my husband. I have never had to wait for months on end to hold the one that I loved so. I have never had to tell my children that daddy wasn't coming home tonight because he was so far away fighting for something that they aren't yet old enough to understa Why Are We At War The other day, my nine year old son wanted to know why we were at war. My husband looked at our son and then looked at me. My husband and I were in the Army during the Gulf War and we would be honored to serve and defend our Country again today. I knew that my husband would give him a good explanation. My husband thought for a few minutes and then told my son to go stand in our front living room window. He said "Son, stand there and tell me what you see?" "I see trees and cars and our our neighbor's houses," he replied. "OK, now I want you to pretend that our house and our yard is the United States of America and you are President Bush." Our son giggled and said "OK." "Now son, I want you to look out the window and pretend that every house and yard on this block is a different country" my husband sai d. "OK Dad, I'm pretending." "Now I want you to stand there and look out the window and pretend you see Saddam come out of his house with his wife, he has her by the hair and is hitting he Do You Care If A Soldier Dies?~ take a man put him all aloneput him 12000 miles from homeempty his heart of all but bloodmake him live in the sand and mudthis is the life I have to livethis is the soul to god I giveyou have your parties and drink your beerwhile our men are dying over heredo you care if a soldier diesdo you even have to wipe your eyeswhen you turn on CNNtell me whats going through your headdo you know what those numbers meanone less neighbor from across the streetone less hero silent from our eyesdo you care if a soldier diesplant your signs on the white house lawnsaying 'Get out of Iraq', were goneuse your signs and have your funthen refuse to pick up a gunthere's nothing else for you to doand I'm supposed to die for youthere is one thing you should knowand thats where I think you should dodo you care if a soldier diesdo you even have to wipe your eyeswhen you turn on CNNtell me whats going through your head.do you know what those numbers meanone less neighbor from across the stree Courage Many think that “courage” is what Webster’s Dictionary says. However, “courage” is not found in a congregation it is found only at a certain time and place by the individual whom at that certain time, both finds the “courage” and uses it in places it was designed for by that individual. True Courage is painful and has no allies, for “courage” can neither be seen nor felt but by the individual. For the individual knows that life is neither good nor evil at the time and place of discovering “courage” and only knows it is life. Life is not good nor is it evil; life is a place a place in which we dwell in order to find our own individual “courage” and place in life. You Have Your Mothers Eyes something in your eyes hints to me that if you have not already acknowledged the power that spans lifetimes and culminates within you it will soon present itself to you and reveal its name, your true identity, embrace it, and your destiny will unfold before you and you will do all things with complete certainty and not even death can then touch you until you call her name. i have infinite resources at my disposal but nothing can i stress more urgent lest you already know, ever will you walk down the black path folding in upon yourself touching nothing, no-one will you know, no one will you see, darkness will be your only identity, and only once the warlocks essence makes it home in your heart will it occur to you that you have lost your identity in this life an all others before and after.....now the real truth, gods energy expired long ago, the universe is not expanding, and a warlock is one who works in human(hybrid) form...now begin the work of the mad, call upon azag thoth master About My Country In general election of Indonesia We made a political movement We need support from labours They use organisation for our struggle I hope, we will won that war againts borjuis Long Live Worker. We Never Surrender to fight We need your support. Just one, Freedom for the poors (in bad english) The Cost Of A Soldier ~ A True Soldier is tough indeedstanding tall and strong when there is a needA Soldier also feels sadness, pain, and sorrowSometimes not looking forward to the trials of tomorrowWhen a Soldier is wounded in battlethe nerves of his buddies it does rattleWhen news reaches friends and family at homehow their worries and minds begin to roamA wounded Soldier feels inadequate at beststopping him from much needed healing restA wounded Soldiers wonders will he ever be alright, trusting in God that he'll make it through the night.When a Soldier is wounded far beyond repairthe loss and pain felt can not compareThe Cost of a Soldier is set so very highthey assure our freedom will always applyTo stand beside a Soldier and walk through his painwill humble a civilian, no longer to complainLove, patience, trust and hope is what a Soldier needsto get them through some very treacherous deedsDear Lord please watch over our Military todayas they work to keep our freedom everydayFor the wounded and To Catch A Predator It always amazes me when they catch guys trying to hook up with underage girls on the internet. Here is simple rule. If someone online says that they are a fourteen year old girl looking for an older guy she is really a cop. Fourteen year old girls will say that they are eighteen. Moving On Just wanted to let everyone know I will be leaving the fu very soon. I contemplated mentioning it at all but I felt that was the easy way out. You all are so awesome and have truly touched my life. I feel like it is more about all the the site is making and I am not going to do it anymore.  Back in the day, when it was Cherry Tap, and Lost Cherry, I really enjoyed being here, but it seems now it is all about competition and who has the most points, ect.  I recently made it to Orace, it was my goal, I have reached it but now what, I even feel empty inside. I truly appreciate all my friends who have show me so much love, it has meant so much to me:-) I will never forget y'all Luv you all Let me know if you want my yahoo addy. Wsh you all peace blessings and luv
Memorial Day Weekend
I wrote this for a very dear man that i had the opportunity to meet at a VA hospital home.  Please remember our fallen this weekend.  Its them that have given us the freedom we so love to this day.  RIP  Bob Rice.   I went on a trip one sunny day,           To a VA hospital where our past hero’s lay. I walked into a room and to my surprise,           Was a 70 year old man with a gleam in his eyes. I went to his bedside for his voice was hard to hear,           And on his right cheek was a shimmering happiness tear. It was open house day at the VA to go and spread good cheer,           And he said was crying, for he had had no visitor’s in over a year. I pulled up a chair and sat down at his side,                  We talked for what seemed like hours as he took me on a ride. A journey back in time when Bob Rice was just a lad,
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Workplace Drama
I work at a hotel. Cast:   S-A  new-ish AGM (asst gen man), who is a 25 yo from Poland   J-a Front Desk guy- J-who was shifty and 2 faced and disliked by me very much, but had excellent knowledge of the hotel system, and great unmatched cust service skills. Then there was D-a pretty goodlooking but clearly psychotic and maniacal friend of S, whom she hired to work for 1 day (Sun night) while he works at another hotel. A-an FD girl from Poland that works part time and is my good friend G-a stupid GM with no brains _________________________________________ It was known that S hired D because they wre friends; and now theres a rumor that she has a crush on him, even tho she has a steady relationship. I come in to work last week to the news that J got fired (S came up with lame ass reasons when asked). And D is working full time for him (hmm..) And it turns out that D lost his other hotel job (either cause he is a maniac, or because hotel dont like it when you work in 2 different
"seduction"
Happy Memorial Day!
I hope everyone has a safe and Happy Memorial day!God bless our troops and to everyone!
Vet's Story
Thank you so much to all of those that have served or are currently serving now. Without you, freedom would just be a word.   Viet Nam 1966 Richard, (my husband), never really talked a lot about his time in Viet Nam other than he had been shot by a sniper. However, he had a rather grainy, 8 x 10 black and white photo he had taken at a USO show of Ann Margret with Bob Hope in the background that was one of his treasures. A few years ago, Ann Margret was doing a book signing at a local bookstore. Richard wanted to see if he could get her to sign the treasured photo so he arrived at the bookstore at 12 o'clock for the 7:30 signing. When I got there after work, the line went all the way a round the bookstore, circled the parking lot and disappeared behind a parking garage. Before her appearance, bookstore employees announced that she would sign only her book and no memorabilia would be permitted. Richard was disappointed, but wanted to show her the photo and let her know how much thos
>bling Chasers
Hello Fubarians....let me pose a question to all of you...thsi goes to you as well mr baby jesus...what constitutes a Bling Chaser??? let me present some facts... Fact 1: When Fubar (Formerly known as Cherry Tap), there was no blings about...so anyone who was part of thsi site had towork hard in setting up a page, getting known out there by word of mouth and networking..also in the simple case that there were only 25 levels at that time from freshmeat to godfather..the one thing everyone wanted to be..now that cherrytap..now known as FUBAR has evolved and become a new site almost entirely new levels came about and with having a limit of 2500 pictures including teh nsfw ones, thats a lot to rate. which is probably the reasons for the new toys called blings...help to rate faster, make pages more artistic to oncoming lookers and vets of both sites...fubar and cherrytap Fact 2: Blings...every knows them..Everyone wants them.....but how do you go about getting them without having to one
A11 Deals For The Day!!
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The Goodnight Kiss Part 2
as he presses his lips against hers,he reaches for the lock,keys in his hand.Unlocking it and turning the knob,they both fall into the house,her still with her legs wrapped around his waist.she lets her legs touch the floor ,looks into his eyes ,hers FILLED WITH WILD CARNAL LUST,,,she places her hands on his chest ,shoving him back against the wall hard,grabbing his shirt,she pulls and rips it open,buttons flying everywhere,she yanks it down his arms,leaving his hands bound by the fabric.She looks him up and down,licking her lips,biting her lower lip,and groaning ,,,,oh hell yeah!!!!!She runs her hands ,slowly over his chest,,feeling it raise and lower as his breath quickens,,with a sly grin,she rakes her bright red nails ,slowly down his chest,,,purrrrrring ,tell me how bad you want me,as she pinches his nipple.she steps even closer and asks,,,do you want to take my body,and do as you please with me,as if i belonged to you?He can only stare at her,not saying a word,,wide eyed,he swall
The Best Cruise Ever~
The cruise was her idea. We'd never been on one before, and in fact, had never really considered it. We had always preferred to travel off the beaten path, away from the usual tourist areas. A cruise was so, well, touristy. Pre-packaged. "Fun-in-a-box" was the term we used, intended to be a bit derogatory. I mean, where was the fun in being herded into a town with a couple thousand typical American tourists with just enough time to hit the cheesy souvenir shops and gat couple overpriced and watered down drinks, only to get right back on the boat before sundown? We had always preferred to fly somewhere, find a local (non chain) hotel, chat with the owners, and just head out and start walking. We never really have a destination or a plan...just a great sense of adventure and a love of different cultures and people. Paradise was a local hole in the wall restaurant that the cruise ship crowd would be terrified of. It was this sense of adventure that had attracted us to each other in the fi
My Life In 90 Questions
1. What was the highlight of your week?Hopefully getting mine & Brat's bikes fixed!2. Whose car were you in last? Mine3. When is the next time you will kiss someone?When I See My Brat Again!4. What color shirt are you wearing?I'm not wearing a shirt at the moment5. How long is your hair?Shaved very short6. Are you good looking?*Pleads the 5th*7. Last movie you watched?Can't remember8. Who were you with?My Brat!9. Last thing you ate?Sushi10. Last thing you drank?Don't remember11. When was the last time you had your heart broken?Don't remember12. Who came over last?Don't remember13. Are you happy right now?To a degree14. What did you say last?Something to my g/f about a movie15. Where is your phone?Next to me16. What color are your eyes?Stone Blue/Grey17. Are you left-handed?Nope18. Spell your name without vowels:ln r smth19. Do you have any pets?1 Rottie & 1 Russian Blue20. Favorite Vacation? Tombstone Arizona21. What do you dislike currently?Michigan's Economy and lack of jobs!22. What
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To Urfavmistake♥ You Opened My Eyes
you're my world The shelter from the rain You're the pills That take away my pain You’re the light That helps me find my way home You’re the words When I have nothing to say And in this world Where nothing else seems so lost You're the hand I want to hold As I grow old You're the shore When I am lost in my self You're the only thing That I like about myself How long has it been Since this storyline has ben told And I hope it never ends And goes like this forever you were always ben there for me and always cared i don't know how but you did you showed me something more that no one could ever show You showed me your love and that you would never leave I fell in love when you first frist time we talY Like magic in a fairytale are love was unbreakable Nothing could take it away Somehow i just felt pure and myself when I'm around you I get goose bumps when i see your smile Laughing is all i do when I'm with you cause you make me feel so happy i cant really express the feeling i
First Timer~
Amber was nervous when her mate knocked on the door and led her into the suite. "I hope you wore your good underwear," Aaron joked quietly as he shut the door behind them, though even he wasn't quite sure whether he was serious or not. His friend Jamieson Cutter was in town for three months, an old university mate who was now apparently a business man- and bondage master of some kind who was looking for a slave for his stay in town. Amber had been appalled when Aaron had tentatively asked her if she'd consider meeting the man, but something about the idea had struck a chord and she'd agreed with a great deal of curiosity. And now she had entered his private apartment in the city, dressed in a sensible shirt and skirt ensemble with hands that only shook slightly.He was a tall man, perhaps thirty-five years of age, and nothing of his outward appearance screamed anything other than 'business man'. However when she looked into his eyes for the first time she shivered, and sat down on the c
Time To Play A Game~
Trisha's head was spinning. The last thing she remembered she was on her way home from work when suddenly everything just went blurry. Still trying to find her bearings she knew she was in unfamiliar surroundings. As far as she could make out she was in some sort of workshop. There were some tables and figures and also a large television screen of some sorts but her vision was still too fuzzy to see anything clearly. She tried to sit up to get a better view but couldn't, her wrists and ankles had been shackled to the table. This wasn't her main concern though as she the realisation hit her that she was naked, not only that but she felt something pressing against her pussy. The shock of this caused her mind to clarify almost instantaneously and the full scale of her predicament hit her. She was indeed bound naked to a worktable and there was some large device by her feet from which protruded a phallus shaped shaft, which extended to the entrance of her pussy. Despite her limited movemen
Memorial Day Weekend
hi everyone this weekend is the memorial day long weekend for everyone in the states. its a time to remember all the people that were lost in fighting to help make the world a free one. its not just the soldiers in the states that we should remember but every soldier from every country that have lost their lives fighting. here in canada when a soldier come home in a casket they are taken from CFB Trenton to Toronto but along the route they are escorted by police all along the route and people line the bridges waving their flags to show their support. police ems and fire are there as well as the regular population. that stretch of road has been called The Highway of Heroes. and it is illegal to pass the funeral cortege and also rude as well. to me that is a name befitting in. in memory of the troops killed in battle. so to everyone please stop and give a minute to remember and think about the lives lost and to remember the families as well during the tragedy. have a safe long weekend al
Leave A Scar
ITS NOT LIKE I MADE MYSELF A LIST OF NEW AND DIFFERENT WAYS TO MURDER YOUR HEART. IM JUST A PAINTING THATS STILL WET IF YOU TOUCH ME ILL BE SMEARED YOU'LL BE STAINED. STAINED FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE. SO TURN AROUND WALK AWAY BEFORE YOU CONFUSE THE WAY WE ABUSE EACH OTHER. IF YOUR NOT AFRAID OF GETTING HURT THEN IM NOT AFRAID OF HOW MUCH I HURT YOU  WELL AWARE IM A DANGER TO MYSEL ARE YOU AWARE IM A DANGER TO OTHERS THERES A CRACK IN MY SOUL YOU THOUGHT WAS A SMILE. WHATEVER DOESNT KILL YOU IS GONNA LEAVE A SACAR. WHATEVER DOESNT KILL YOU IS GONNA LEAVE A SCAR. IM MORE LIKE A SILVER BULLET THAN IM LIKE A GUN NOT EASY TO HOLD. IM MOVIN FAST AND IF I STAY INSIDE YOUR HEART, IM CERTAIN THIS WILL BE THE END OF YOUR LIFE WELL AWARE IM A DANGER TO MYSEL ARE YOU AWARE IM A DANGER TO OTHERS THERES A CRACK IN MY SOUL YOU THOUGHT WAS A SMILE. WHATEVER DOESNT KILL YOU IS GONNA LEAVE A SACAR. WHATEVER DOESNT KILL YOU IS GONNA LEAVE A SCAR.
A Friend
A friend is like a flower, a rose to be exact, Or maybe like a brand new gate that never comes unlatched. A friend is like an owl, both beautiful and wise. Or perhaps a friend is like a ghost, whose spirit never dies. A friend is like those blades of grass you can never mow, standing straight, tall, and proud in a perfect little row. A friend is like a heart that goes strong until the end. Where would we be in this world if we didn't have a friend.
Happy Memorial Day
I hope everyone has a wonderful holiday, but while we all enjoy the freedoms that we have in this country, let us not forget about those who are currently in the military and all of those who have lost their lives fighting for our country.  We appreciate everything you have done and sacrificed. Have a safe, beautiful, and fun filled holiday and weekend.  Much love to every single one of you. -Hekuba
A Caption From General Order #11
We are organized, comrades, as our regulations tell us, for the purpose among other things, "of preserving and strengthening those kind and fraternal feelings which have bound together the soldiers, sailors, and marines who united to suppress the late rebellion." What can aid more to assure this result than cherishing tenderly the memory of our heroic dead, who made their breasts a barricade between our country and its foes? Their soldier lives were the reveille of freedom to a race in chains, and their deaths the tattoo of rebellious tyranny in arms. We should guard their graves with sacred vigilance. All that the consecrated wealth and taste of the nation can add to their adornment and security is but a fitting tribute to the memory of her slain defenders. Let no wanton foot tread rudely on such hallowed grounds. Let pleasant paths invite the coming and going of reverent visitors and fond mourners. Let no vandalism of avarice or neglect, no ravages of time testify to the present or t
Life Strategies - Dr. Phil's Ten Life Laws
Life Law #1: You either get it or you don't. Strategy: Become one of those who gets it.It's easy to tell these people apart. Those who "get it" understand how things work and have a strategy to create the results they want. Those who don't are stumbling along looking puzzled, and can be found complaining that they never seem to get a break. You must do what it takes to accumulate enough knowledge to "get it." You need to operate with the information and skills that are necessary to win. Be prepared, tune in, find out how the game is played and play by the rules.In designing a strategy and getting the information you need — about yourself, people you encounter, or situations — be careful from whom you accept input. Wrong thinking and misinformation can seal your fate before you even begin. Life Law #2: You create your own experience.Strategy: Acknowledge and accept accountability for your life. Understand your role in creating results. You cannot dodge responsibility for ho
Happy Memorial Day From All Of Us At The Brotherhood In Arms (repost)
(repost of original by 'DJ KRAZY ( Brotherhood In Arms )(FU Pastor )' on '2009-05-22 19:17:34') (repost of original by 'Sexy Moon Goddess - Head Promoter / Promoter Manager @ Neon Moon Saloon @ Fu-Wifey to Daz 1971' on '2009-05-23 06:18:17') (repost of original by 'DJ KRAZY ( Brotherhood In Arms )(FU Pastor )' on '2009-05-23 06:49:58')
Almost 2 Weeks After Surgery
so its almost 2 weeks after surgery, i'm stuck on crutches for awhile yet, but all in all i'm getting around pretty effin' good.  i have the hard core pain meds and some physical therapy exercises that I do 3x a day.  sitting at a computer desk is a bit uncomfortable, right now i'm in a recliner with the laptop, but to be honest i miss my damn mouse.  this finger pad crap is not for me. evidently i lucked into a great surgeon with my referral from my family doctor.  he uses larger hip parts (than most dr's) to replace the originals with, which makes the joint stronger and should allow me to do all of the activities that i enjoy after healing.  in fact, he said i have absolutely no limitations whatsoever, as long as i can accept whatever pain comes with an activity, the joint can stand up to that activity.  i'm told he also inserts the joint at a different place than is typically used during hip replacements, which results in faster healing time. the dr told me that with the size of t
Need'n All Ur Help
mmm, as u alll kno i don't have many pics of yself up in my pro, sssoo herre's wat i ask, if u have any specific pics u'd like to see, let me kno, and i'll post em
Missing Link, And The Tasmanian Devel;
Arnold Schwarzenegger California, the Missing Link, and the Tasmanian Devil: Buzz Week in Review by Mike Krumboltz 14 hours ago 28 Votes Could one of the biggest states in the USA be split into four? What sort of monumental discovery did scientists announce this week? And could the Tasmanian Devil really be on the verge of extinction? Take a load off and catch up on these stories and more with the Buzz Week in Review. California: Breaking up is hard to doCalifornia's budget problems are kind of like the boy who cried "wolf." Nobody pays attention anymore. Well, hardly anybody. A radical idea that would split California into four distinct states garnered some attention on the Buzz. Commenters chimed in with their thoughts. Some even suggested names including Calidormia (for the "bedroom communities and burbs all across the state") and Califarmia (for the huge agricultural regions). The commenter notes that Calinormia could make for a nice state, but, a
Ramblings Of A Psychotic Witch
Ich habe Pläne große Pläne Ja ich baue ein Häuschen dir Und du ziehst nie wieder aus Ich werde immer bei dir sein Ich baue dir ein Haus Draußen wird ein Garten sein Innen wird es dunkel sein Ich habe Pläne große Pläne Ich baue ein Häuschen dir Stein um Stein Siehst du mir bei der Arbeit zu Und du sollst Teil des Ganzen sein Und keiner hört dich schreien
The Four Agreements Of Realizing Our Greatest Potential
Everything we do is based on agreements we have made. In these agreements we tell ourselves who we are, what everyone else is, how to act, what is possible, and what is impossible. What we have agreed to believe creates what we experience. When these agreements come from fear, blocks and obstacles develop keeping us from realizing our greatest potential. BE IMPECCABLE WITH YOUR WORDSpeak with integrity. Say only what you mean. Avoid using the word to speak against yourself or to gossip about others. Use the power of your word in the direction of truth and love. DON'T TAKE ANYTHING PERSONALLYNothing others do is because of you. What others say and do is a projection of their own reality, their own dream. When you are immune to the opinions and actions of others, you won't be the victim of needless suffering. DON'T MAKE ASSUMPTIONSFind the courage to ask questions and to express what you really want. Communicate with others as clearly as you can to avoid misunderstandings
Omfg!!!
ATTN:Lukas Grew Between You and David Baker   David Baker Add as Friend Today at 9:39am Report Message Alexander JLO - Solicitors11 Lanark SquareGlengall BridgeLondon E14 9REUnited Kingdom. Tel: +44 704 5757 999 Fax: +44 794 4416 262 Good day Lukas, This is a personal E-mail directed to you and I request that it be treated as such. I am Barrister David Baker, a solicitor at law. I am the personal attorney/sole executor to the late Engr. Gerald Grew, hereinafter referred to as 'my client' who worked as an independent oil magnate in my country and who died in a plane crash with his immediate family in December 2003. Since the death of my client, I have written several letters to the embassy with an intent to locate any of his extended relatives whom shall be claimants/beneficiaries of his abandoned personal estate and all such efforts have been to no avail.More-so, I have received official letters in the last few weeks suggesting a likely proceeding for confiscation
Never Make Someone A Priority...
I deserved to be someone's priority but I was not. Instead I was second-place to lost hope, a broken marriage and empty dreams with someone who simply didn't share them anymore.Her promises to me broken ~ mine to her ignored ~ I was strung along like a safety net in case everything else first, would collapse, and like some kind of consolation prize, there I'd be. Except I'm a real person with feelings.. And I'm not dumb. I heard the words 'I love you' but received not even the common courtesies one could expect even from a simple friendship. All to chase rainbows.. For "No valid reason." I was abandoned in lieu of a double-life based on lost hopes she knew in her heart could not possibly be.. When we'd already decided that I would help new ones come true. The real-world we would've created took a back seat to all this and online games that tomorrow.. next month.. next year will not mean a thing. Imagine the power and connection of just doing something real.. Not because you have to at
Candy
She sits so patiently waiting for him to take her. Not making a noise. She glances to the side noticing him looking at her. His eyes caress her skin loving every look she gives. He moves closer to her moving her hair out of the way and kisses her neck. Slowing sinking his teeth into her neck. He feels her quiver in his arms. Knowing that she is begging in her mind to give it to her hard, but he doesn't. He makes her wait for it. Sliding his hands over her breasts making her nipples erect. He then slides his hand down between her legs feeling that she is already dripping wet and throbbing for his cock to be inside her.He lays her down on the bed and takes her shirt and bra off and kisses her nipples, sucking them and biting them. As he slowly unbuttons her pants, he kisses and bites her neck. Now that she has no pants on he kisses his way down to her dripping wet panties. Nibbling at her thighs he notices that she is starting to thrust her thighs into his face. Licking her clit so much
Tiger Is In A Contest, Help This Guy Out Plz!!!!
My good friend Tiger is in a contest and he needs your guys help!!!! He needs your rates and comments!!! There is no limit on how many comments or what it says so comments as much as you can please!!!! He has helped me out a lot in the past so I need your help to help him!!!! Just copy and paste link below to get to picture to rate and comment on his picture letting him know I sent ya!!!!! Thank you guys, I lubs ya all!!!!!   http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2403422&i=848572286&albumid=1628899
Top 10 Reasons Hand Guns Are Better Than Women
10 - YOU CAN TRADE IN AN OLD 44 FOR A NEW 22, NO QUESTIONS ASKED. 9 - YOU CAN KEEP ONE HANDGUN AT HOME, AND HAVE ANOTHER FOR WHEN YOU’RE ON THE ROAD. 8 - IF YOU ADMIRE A FRIEND’S HANDGUN AND TELL HIM SO, HE WILL PROBABLY LET YOU TRY IT OUT A FEW TIMES. 7 - YOUR PRIMARY HANDGUN DOESN’T MIND IF YOU KEEP ANOTHER HANDGUN FOR A BACK UP. 6 - YOUR HANDGUN WILL STAY WITH YOU EVEN IF YOU RUN OUT OF AMMO. 5 - A HANDGUN DOESN’T TAKE UP A LOT OF CLOSET SPACE. 4 - HANDGUNS FUNCTION NORMALLY EVERY DAY OF THE MONTH. 3 - A HANDGUN DOESN’T ASK, “DO THESE NEW GRIPS MAKE ME LOOK FAT?” 2 - A HANDGUN DOESN’T MIND IF YOU GO TO SLEEP AFTER YOU USE IT. and the number one reason a handgun is favored over a woman #1 - YOU CAN BUY A SILENCER FOR A HANDGUN
...the Day It Died
'Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years.No one knows for sure how old he was, since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape.He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as: Knowing when to come in out of the rain;why the early bird gets the worm; Life isn't always fair; and maybe it was my fault.Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you can earn) and reliable strategies(adults, not children, are in charge).His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place.Reports of a 6-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from schoolfor using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition.Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked teachers for doing the job that they themselves had failed to
The Liberal Mind Can Not Understand This
An economics professor at a local college made a statement that he had never failed a single student before but had once failed an entire class.   That class had insisted that socialism worked and that no one would be poor and no one would be rich, a great equalizer.   The professor then said, "OK, we will have an experiment in this class on socialism. All grades would be averaged and everyone would receive the same grade so no one would fail and no one would receive an A.    After the first test, the grades were averaged and everyone got a B.    The students who studied hard were upset and the students who studied little were happy.     As the second test rolled around, the students who studied little had studied even less and the ones who studied hard decided they wanted a free ride too so they studied little.     The second test average was a D! No one was happy.    When the 3rd test rolled around, the average was an F.   The scores never increased as bickering, blam
The Shortest Story
A COLLEGE CLASS WAS TOLD THEY HAD TO WRITE A STORY IN A AS FEW WORDS AS POSSIBLE. THE INSTRUCTIONS WERE, THE STORY HAD TO CONTAIN THE FOLLOWING THREE THINGS:   (1) RELIGION   (2) SEXUALITY   (3) MYSTERY BELOW IS THE ONLY A+ IN THE ENTIRE CLASS.    "GOOD GOD, I'M PREGNANT; I WONDER WHO DID IT."
The Real World
TO ALL THE KIDS WHO WERE BORN IN THE 1930's 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's !!First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they carried us.   They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes.   Then after that trauma, our baby cribs were covered with bright colored lead-based paints.   We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking.
Playing For Change
Alright....
So now I've been up for 24 hours...I'm crabby....Nothing seems to work to help me fall asleep. I lay down and can't even get comfortable. Blah! This fuggin' sucks.
Yahoo
OK my ex for 7 years now has some how gotten into my yahoo account and deletedn everything on me. so if u were on my yahoo list then re add me and when i log back in ill add u.
Where Is The Ceo???
Some of you maybe wondering where i am...some of you wont even give a shit. but for some of you who do care ill be gone for a few days.   Im leaving florida because they economy is shit, dont blame me, blame the president. I will not put down personal infomation on fubar about my IRL personal life, those who have me on messenger you should know why, where, how and ETC.   Starting today May 23rd, ill be leaving florida and will be gone for a few or more days.   All task from my friends is that Keep me Shitfaced and rated my page.   I will check in from time to time wherever possible to dispurse my 11s n shitfaces!   Wish you all a fun and safe Memorial Day weekend, and for fuck sake, don't be stupid and idiotic and drink and drive.   Thank you all, i dont ask for much, ill get back to making your graphics as soon as i can.   The ©eo
Next Part Of The Last Story We Will Call This Story 6
as the young man is flying through the night.he quickly spots where he is going.he can see the bright lights already of the city known as las vegas.as he lands in the shadows of a alley way.he changes back to his natural form of a human.smileing to himself as he walks from the alley.he starts walking down the street watching everyone.as he approaches a casino he spots a woman who catches his eye.quickly he starts following her.as he follows her she goes into one of the casino's.he keeps following her.quickly he keeps following her as she reaches a elevator.as the door opens the woman gets on quickly he changes into a mist and follows her in.as the doors close the woman starts looking in her purse for her room key.he changes back to his human form without her noticeing and hits the stop button.the woman startled by the sudden stop looks up to see him.quickly he grabs her.pushing her to the back of the elevator.as he pins her against the wall he sinks his fangs deep into her neck drinkin
Im Getting Off This Site If
i cant find any1 out there and i may get off within 2 days there no fun here
Is There A God And His Angels
I have been mulling this over for years.  I would hope there is a God and angels that help him by helping others. What I fail to understand is why he allows all this missery people go through who pray to him on a daily bases. I feel he gave us a brain and expects us to use it and help our selfs were we can. That is why we have all these professions as doctors,  nurses,  scientist,  teachers etc. I dont care for churches one bit.  I tried several times to attend them but sorry to say felt it was more of a place to go so the parents didnt have to deal with me for a few hours. I feel strong that most that attend there wear two faces and are the most fake people you can have any contact with. I dont ever remember in the bible were your told what you can and cant wear,  how much money your expected to give the church.  You have to attend church and if you dont follow the ten commanments your rot in hell. For me people who follow the ways of the bible interpet it to their way of thin
The Heart Knows
Love is a lie we tell ourselves sometimes that makes us forget what our heart warns us about. Many times something can seem to be one thing and turn out to be something else entirely. We love with total trust and honesty and never expect to get shit on in return. So called friends can do it, lovers can, family can and just about anyone else for that matter. Why do we trust so much to only get burned in return? Is it all just a fucking test to see if we can stay sane and not go totally crazy? Why are people one way to your face and another in private times? Is it because they have nothing better to do with their time? Why is it that others always desire and persue what you have? The heart is a wonderous thing that tells us of what we sometimes do not want to face in the light of day. Our feelings can be wrong but I am not sure if they are always truely wrong. What are your thoughts in the middle of the night? Those thoughts that if they ever saw the light of day would cause you shame an
Im So Cute That I Make You Say Daaammmmmmnnn!
So where do I begin.Hmmm Ive been enjoying this blog thing here on fubar lately.I was a number one blogger on another website Im on soooo makes me wanna blog alot again lol.I miss the fame ROFL! So first I would like to thank the men and women who make me feel so welcome here.You guys rock! I try my best to speak with everyone I can but I have 3200 friends so that isnt easy.I hate getting a shoutbox comment saying why are you ignoring me..Im not ignoring anyone but I have lots of love to return and lots of people to return it to.I do the best I can.Dont be mad at me. Sooo what has been going on in my fab life lately? Been getting back into the swing of the gym since I got hurt.Im feeling good but pretty damn sore.I dont look cute when I leave the gym.I sweat and I work out hard.Getting the body Im dying for isnt easy.Hopefully Ill achieve it one of these years lol.Im not a skinny girl and as must as I wish for it..well it wont happen lol. Today I bought some new hairstuff and hot ass m
Contest
HEY EVERYONE...IM IN A CONTEST RUNNING UNTIL MAY 31ST...ITS FOR FU'S MOST SEXIEST WOMAN....JUST NEED UR RATE AND COMMENTS IF YOU FEEL LIKE LEAVING THEM.....I AM WILLIN TO PAY 10K FUBUCKS FOR 100 COMMENTS.......THANKS ......HUGE HUGS TO ALL MY FRIENDS
Auction!
Come check out my Auction... Might find something you like. Or love... -grins-
Quotes That Matter Today
“The tree of liberty must be refreshed from time to time with the blood of patriots and tyrants. It is its natural manure.” — Thomas JeffersonWhen the Government Fears the People, THERE IS LIBERTY. When the People Fear the Government, THERE IS TYRANNY.- Samuel AdamsHe that would make his own liberty secure, must guard even his enemy from oppression; for if he violates this duty, he establishes a precedent that will reach to himself.- Thomas Paine
So Alone In This World
So alone in this world     The walls are closing in on me     no one seems to see me even thou thier lookin right at me     Its like im invisable sometimes i wish i was so no one would see me cryn and no     one would see me dyin inside     im gettn tired of my heart achin     why cant anyone help me does anyone care     do i deserve all the pain i go thou     do i deserve to be alone     no ones cares bout my feelings     im gettin tired of people breaking my heart       those people must get joy when im hurting     i wish the voices would stop     i dont want thier help     i just want to be alone in my lil corner     i just want to sit and cry     just want to be left in this world all by myself
Relationships
If it's so perfect why leave? .........I think this a question we all have asked ourself at one time or another in relationships. Why is it when your in a relationship and everything is going so well, your other half stops and says " i guess i got scared everything was so perfect between us" as he/she walks away? Well if it's so perfect why leave? Just once i'd like to be in that relationship where that question isn't asked. How hard is it to find the one person who doesnt get cold feet? The heart and soul isn't something to be played with. If you truely love that person there shouldnt be any cold feet. I guess this is a question that may never fully be answered!!!!!! Why do relationships have to be so DAMN hard at times?
Love, Friends, Me?
Wow....I've been nowhere it seems that last cople of weeks, and I feel so sad, cause I haven't seen the people that I love seeing. Don't get me wrong..I love seeing my family, I do...I just, need my friends. I met quite a few new people online, and I just dont' know, it all seems so fake and yet, so real. I care for everyone of them, but, for some, it just seems so fake for them and others, so real, how do I figure out the fakes from the reals? I don't know what to believe anymore. I want to be happy. Why can't i believe that scenrio where I'm happy and nothing else? Why can't i just find one guy to be with. To not have to share him? Why am I still sad over my former mas? Did I really fall for him that much? or am i just feeling scorned cause we never talk anymore? I get that he's busy, but still, why can't he just find 5mins to really talk to me...why not...we're still friends, aren't we...? It makes me really sad...I miss my friend. I miss not being able to get out of here and being
New Website.
I am working on a website.  It will have things about what I believe and other stuff.  Plan on doing a gothbabe of the month.  Check it out and become a member.  It is free to join.  MY WEBSITE
Strong El Nino For Late Fall Winter And Spring 2009 2010
*****(SPECIAL WEATHER STATEMENT)***** FROM THE STORM PREDICTION CENTER REGARDING A POTENTIAL EL NINO FOR THIS COMING LATE FALL AND WINTER TO IN THE SPRING OF 2010 OF NEXT YEAR AFTER NEARLY 4 YEARS OF LA NINA CONDITIONS (ALTHOUGH WE DID HAVE A BRIEF SPELL OF WEAK TO MODERATE EL NINO IN 2006), IT APPEARS THE EQUATORIAL PACIFIC IS TRANSITIONING INTO A PROLONGED, POSSIBLY MODERATELY STRONG EL NINO HEADING INTO LATE 2009 AND EARLY 2010. THE LAST TIME WE HAD A STRONG EL NINO WAS BACK IN LATE 1997 AND EARLY 1998 WITCH WAS A VERY WET YEAR THERE IS REASON THAT HEADING INTO LATE FALL AND WINTER OF THIS YEAR AND INTO THE SPRING OF 2010 TO BE OPTIMISTIC THAT SOME OF THE MODELS PROJECTIONS SHOW A STRONG EL NINO SO STAY TUNED FOR MORE UPDATES
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Re Post
This is so COLD but typical of today's big business! A fire alarm rang at 4 PM, at a very large office complex. Almost all the employees were present. (approx. 5,000 people).As per their past fire-drill practices, the entire office was quickly evacuated in under 3 minutes, and all employees gathered outside the complex in designated areas waiting for further instructions.Before long, the fire drill officer made the following broadcast over their loud-speaker system: "My dear colleagues ... It is with my most sincere regret, that I have been asked to announce that for many of you, this will be your last evacuation drill with us.Due to the on-going recession and a bad business climate, the company is laying off almost 50% of its staff.So when this announcement finishes, I ask all of you to move back into the building, and if your swipe-card does not work, then it means that you have been laid off.You will not be allowed inside, and all your personal belongings will be sent to you by cour
Don't Be Afraid To Look Within.
Don't be afraid to look within. The ego tells you all that is black with guilt within you, and bids you not to look. Instead, it bids you to look upon your brothers, and see the guilt in them. Yet this you cannot do without remaining blind. ~ A course in Miracles
Yup Yup
Im just sayin I love this bar
Love Is A Motherfucker
you know ive always been a great man seriously im just a laid back man. im dave for those of you whodont know english and who are curious. ive lied cheated broke a womans heart. ive been in jail for 3 in a half months done a lot of stupid shit in my time. but now women are different. yeah were all human but women man will be married to a man have kids with a man but no matter what a man does no matter what she will always be confusing. i mean want this want that not this not that.  you make a mistake shell hound you like a raving psychotic and hold a grudge against your ass even on the smallest things. and when it comes to me personally im very hardheaded and stubborn and i dont like bullshit games. i want it real. but my point is you can win youll loose the battle of the sexes with all fucking women. man hells highway's the way out fellaz lmfao. mm i want kids and a marriage but fuck id go nutts i dont like to hit and beat women or kids and shit but still a women puts herself in a man
Taboo
so today i had a conversation with a friend. we were discussing how different personal hygiene is now then it was back then. if you  remember back in the eighties when i was a teen..when we saw a woman with a shaved bush she was considered trampy, kinky, or some other off the wall insult. however today if a woman doesn't do some type of grooming she's considered dirty, or she doesn't take care of herself.  think about it..i know me and my girlfriends discuss such things, and if someone was to say they didn't do anything to that area we would be in shock. as soon as she left the rest of us would be saying "omg i can't believe she doesn't keep that up. that's so gross. i don't know how she stands it."  and so on.     today it's even unusual for men to be hairy down south. yet another subject discussed among friends. who wants to go down on someone with all that going on down there? even the fact that it is so common to have these types of conversations is
For The Rest Of My Life.....
For the rest of my life there are two days that will never again trouble me. The first day is yesterday with all its blunders & tears, its follies & defeats. Yesterday has passed away, beyond my control forever. The other day is tomorrow with its pitfalls & threats, its dangers & mystery. Until the sun rises again, I have no stake in tomorrow, for it is till unborn.  ~ Og Mandino, in the Return of the Ragpicker   This is so beautiful that I just had to.....
Rant On Relationships...sorta
Alright, so the other day I had all these cool thoughts running through my head about how some people are such assholes when it comes to relationships, so I thought I would jot down these thoughts and come up with a blog...But then, I got writer's block.All these thoughts floating around in my head and not able to get them all out right.  It seems to happen all the time.So, I threw aside the crap I scribbled down on paper and thought I would just rant a little on here off the top of my head, so here it goes.  I'd like to state that these are my own thoughts and opinions, and if you don't like it, then that's your thing and I respect that. But THIS, this is my thing, so either read and comment or just move along. :)I don't have much of a social life in the real world, so I am left with the cyber world.  In the past when I did have more of a social life, and most of the guys I came across seemed to be the same, but most of my thoughts now apply to cyber world, so bare with me while I
Ever Just Wonder...
What really makes us feel?  What makes us see?  What makes us hear, smell, taste?  Obviously, there's the physiological side to it. Chemicals, proteins, what-have-you.  But if it's basically the same physiological process...  Why is it such a different experience for every person?  It's the human element.  That's why.  Our experiences and associations are different, therefor the neural pathways are different.  But we are the ones who choose to make those pathways.  I really, really love this class...
You Say That You Love Me
You say that you love me day after day, You show it so well in the lies that you say.   You say that you love me day after day, Never able to forget the day you strayed.   You say that you love me day after day, I bet you love me while in his bed you lay.   You say that you love me day after day, Yet to this day my heart you still play.   You say that you love me day after day, After all the years I must back away.   You say that you love me day after day, Guess what your words can no longer sway.   You say that you love me day after day, Listen up close cause these will be the last words I say.   You say that you love me day after day, Get the fuck out of my life I don't want you to stay.
I Love U
Beware these wordsFor, if the emotion is genuine when spoken and that feeling is returned,You will be blessed to be bind in joy and ecstasy to comeBeware this phraseFor, if the aim is deception in order to steal one’s virtue and that affection is vapid or emptyYou will be cursed with the pain from the illicit lust sought and receivedBeware this statementFor, no matter the desire in your soul or the ambition seething in your flesh,You will be changed no matter the time or seasonThese words are only three, but, they wield power regardlessSo, take care when used
Ahhhhhhahaha
time to get drunk and role..... and how the hell do u talk to ppl on this?
Safe
Had a big meeting at work today this morning. They gave us the update on the company and the lay offs. 1,700 nike employees world wide are getting laid of or laid off already. 500 employees in the beaverton nike head quarters...town where im at are getting laid off or losing their jobs.... I didn't get laid off...I'm safe :) *happy*
Meet The Big Girls Next Door
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Explain...
Can anyone explain to me how anyone would "really, really need autos bad!"? Is that person going to stop breathing if she doesn't get them? Will the world blow into a kajillion little pieces? Is not receiving autos like dividing by zero?
Babyj Kicked Me In The Balls
So...maybe 3 people will understand this... But this is me VENTING.... Awesome mood today. After 2 years, one back operation, i golfed for the first time today. :D I sign on to this...   TRUST ME. For Cubby, this is bad. :( Thanks Fubar
Fuck!!!!!!
I am soooooooo fucking tired of being treated like shit because I am fat. I'm trying to get rid of it. I'm walking 40 minutes every day, water aerobics, and belly dancing. I'm drinking less soda and caffiene. Cutting back on the foods that are bad for me.I actually enjoy my belly dancing class. I have alot of fun. I went to the beach to buy one of those coin belts because the class requires students to participate in wearing parts (or a whole) costume.I look through the belts and this fucking skinny, over tanned, leather faced barbie with plastic boobs looks me up and down with disgust, notices the coin belt I am holding, then tells me I need to get extentions to fix my "ratty ass hair" (her words, fucking bitch) and that I need to do the world a favor and gets some "goddamn liposuction".You know what FUCK HER! FUCK THE REST OF YOU BASTARDS WHO ARE LIKE HER!I'm trying to do this shit right with diet and exercise so give me a fucking break. Jesus christ!!
Memorial Day Special
As most of you know, I am an army brat from birth.  If you have read the "In My Life" blogs,  you also know I have been many places and done many things, courtesy mostly of my Uncle Sam.  You may have noticed my status yesterday "Miss you Dad. RIP"  I do sorely miss him, he passed on in April of 2002.  He had served in the Army for 26 years.  He was very active in the 40 & 8 Organization, and he and mom had many friends all over the world.  Through all the good times, and the bad times (the 18 year old who knew it all, lol) we made our peace.  I am still a member of the Sons of the American Legion, and these veteran organizations do a lot for our troops, vets and those we need to remember.  It is at this time of year, Memorial Day weekend that I have the fondest memories of dad, even though I didn't get to see him much during this time.  You see, dad was heavily involved in what is called the Tri-Grande Memorial Day Festivities.  Anyone from the DC area knows about the 40 & 8 and
Love
Did you ever love someone and know they didnt care? Did you ever feel like crying knowing it would get you no where? Did you ever look into someones eyes and say a lil prayer? Did you ever look into someones heart wishing you were there? Did you ever watch someone walk away, not wanting them to go? Did you whisper, "God I love you" but never letting them know? You cry at night in misery and almost go insane. Nothing in this world causes so much pain. If I could choose between love and death, I think I'd rather die. Love hurts and the price u pay is high. So I say, "dont fall in love" it'll hurt before its through, you see my friend, I ought to know...... because I fell in love with you. Eventually you'll meet someone right for you. And whether you share a minute, a month, or a lifetime with them is uncertain. But the fact that you found that person, even if for a moment, means more than the lifespan life allows you to have with them. Most people love you for who you pretend to be..
Come N Get Some!
Today I Am Canceling Mess!
Today I am canceling mess! Getting rid of confusion that's been hanging around like cobwebs on my ceiling. I am releasing my soul from tiredness & antiquated, meaningless crap! Stepping out of traps that have long been rusted, I'm doing like some companies do when they reorganize, forgiving debts, writing off losses, & establishing ggod credit for myself. There are simply some things that need to be written off. Some people too!                                              Reverend June Gatlin     ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I'm cleaning out cobwebs off my page & starting fresh and new. Some of you know what you mean to me, and I wouldn't be here if it weren't for YOU! Thank you for ALL of your support & not judging me or giving up on me!
Help
HEY EVRY ONE I AM SOME WHAT NEW I USE TO HAVE A ACCONTT BUT I  DELETED IT SO IF YEA CAN HELP ME OUT ADD ME AND EVERY THING AND I WILL DO THE SAME
Used And Abused Again. What's The Point In Caring Anymore!!!!
I did it again!! I made the same mistake again that I always do. I allowed myself to think that  the little heart I still have left inside of me would be safe in the  hands of another. Yeah, it's ok, they say they love you, they care about you, they want to see you and be with you. That's love right? WRONG!!!! DEAD FRIGGIN WRONG!!!! I am so done with believing anymore. I need to stop listeing to my friends, I need to stop believing that if I give something a  shot, take a chance, I need to stop friggin telling myself that if I tell someone I love them, and they say they love me, that it will work!!! STARS FORBID I HAVE ANYTHIGN SPEICAL IN MY LIFE!!! I lost my last chance a happiness to a kid with no plan for the future, and a friggin 40 something year old pedofile!!! I am so friggin tired of this bull. No point in tring anymore. I give up. So here is the open invitation, any women want a guy for a coupel one nighters, wanna smite your husband or b/f, wanna cheap, no strings attached fu
Time, Forever, Never And Was!
Sure, you have? Let's, talk. Well, if your, good enough; anyway. Down to the point, you girl...;don't, let the guy win, he don't laugh the same, he don't smile the same as you girl. Until; I Have, Never Been!   I mean, have you ever wondered, if just a spark; perhaps, the ash is what you own? There is nothing, like knowing, nothing and its'; senses, looking up or looking down. I mean, have you ever done as much as move, forward; after that, with prize or trash.   No, wonder, by one....then, two...three; but, for four and another story or by rhyme. It hit as hard as all good plus, stress of caring; even, about that, just to exist, a time. No, not another pleasure, by limb and perhaps; could, almost assure, all of eternal.   By Michael J. Pinger 5/22/09
Faces
I cannot change you. You cannot change me. We can only change what we perceive. But in doing so It may all become unreal, Not part of the deal, Not following the drill. So when you look at my face, See deep into my soul, Remember, I am only Who your mind wants to behold. If you don't like what you see, Look inside yourself. Don't blame me. For in this life I am To be Free. Free from the faces you place upon me. Free from the attitudes you seem to see. Free from your chaos, your disunity. Free faces. Leave me be To my Faces of Peace.
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Death And Silence
Face down in the inky blackForever quenching a thirst I didn't haveLike the Venetian paving stonesForced into my screaming lungsPrecluding atrocities formed a cross too heavy to bearSkimmed from the top wearing nothing but an empty stareCountless questions since I left it all behindWithout doubt I crossed the borderlineI pray "Come to me oblivion,I preffer anywhere else.I would rather slip awayThan struggle and fight my way"I won't fear the silence hereNow that the voices have all drownedForever to cherish nothing but the golden silenceLeft alone and out of harm's wayDon't follow me into the darkI have strived to do rightFought to heal every hurtIn the end there is only thisAs I drift away in the bitter dusk
Whenever You Come Around
Whenever you come around, my heart pounds as I hear the sound of a thousand angel's wings as they quietly ascend on high. And then I hear a sigh . . . which is mine, as I'm overcome by the utter and complete beauty of one so fine; while on your lovely face my eyes dine. Whenever you come around, I see a thousand stars in a midnight sky; and the eternally perfect movement from sunrise to sunset as you walk by. I get an emotional and physical high as I'm forced to visualize the inner beauty that is displayed outwardly before my eyes. Whenever you come around, I feel inspired . . . by your beauty, and for it, I desire. Should I try to extinguish this fire? Or conceal it and make truth be a liar? Whenever you come around, I smell strawberries and roses, Cool Water and Liz; lilac and jasmine . . . and I don't even know what that is. Just knowing you exist keeps my feet on solid ground; but I'm taken to new heights whenever you come around.
I Need My Friends' Help
Hi...   First off this is going to sound really really sad and pathetic.... Secondly..I am being serious..   Anyways.. I need your help.. I have lost the ability how to talk to people.. how to conversate...I need some advice on how to do that.. how to just have fun and joke around..My ex wouldn't let me have friends.. he wouldn't allow me to talk to me..nothing like that..so I lost the ability to connect with people.. Its been a few years since I left him, but I still don't know how. I am in great need for that human connection..so any advice you can give me.. will surely be appreciated. I am scared..I dont know what to ask people.. don't know how to approach them.. I've been pushed away so much that I have the jitters just thinking about talking to someone new. people hit me up here all the time.. and I don't answer back.. which I know is rude and I know it's bad...but I really DON'T know how to talk to people.. Thank you very much for reading this.. and I know some are laughin
Love You Baby
boogieman~E.N.D.~Sgt at Arms~@ fubar
For Those Who Served< I Remember!
For those who served and died for this country, I salute you!
Hook: (x2)The more I look around the more it hurtsMy livelihook is poisoned my worksFall on deaf ears a messenger bringerWith a foreign face andTongue andSlightlyTwisted view of this time and spaceSpace cadet aceReporting from baseThe water hasn’t a tasteThe time and the placeThe paper, the chase the raceAgainVerse 1:Manifestation, reva-lation-lutionRetro-bution solutionMy people are poor community warWhat’s the rivalry for? The poor can’t affordSelf genocideHelp ’em asideHe’s on your side of the fightYep, but unfortunatleyUnproportionately out of orderWe have kaosKaos to order they’re closing the borderIt’s a flip of the quarterFor the players, existing in this gameI’m sensing a changeThat all will come to passThen a movement of the massBut who am I to tell on who will prevailAnd who’s fail and who in the hellAre you going to tell? You’re new to the trailYour doomed to sailAwayKeep watching your backsAnd cover your tracksGet
Exhibit A
The first thing ever said to me by user laugholoud: laugholoud: "Wanna bang baby?"  I thought this extremely rude so my response "yep.. just not you".  Laugholoud: wow rnt you a rude BITCH if you don't wanna get fucked then you must be full of diseases...so for now your not worthy of me anyhow, nor do you know me, but you lost a great thing whore That definitely makes me wonder just exactly what I'm missing, what do you think?
Hate Him Now......
I HAVE LOST EVER BIT OF RESPECT I EVER HAD FOR HIM TODAY... HE YELLS AT ME BECAUSE HE HATES WHO HE IS... DEEP DOWN I KNOW IT HAS NOTHING TO TO WITH ME... BUT HE IS THE ONLY MAN IN MY WORLD THAT HAD ALL OF MY RESPECT... THE ONLY ONE I COULD CALL IF I WAS IN TRUBLE.... I THOUGHT FOR 21 YEARS THAT HE WOULD ALWAYS HELP ME!! I SEE TODAY THAT HE DOESNT EVEN COUNT ME AS BEING ANYTHING MORE TO HIM THEN A PERSON THAT JUST HAPPENS TO BE AT HIS FAMILY GET TOGETHERS... NOT HIS FAMILY... SURE AS HELL NOT HIS SISTER!! THIS IS TO YOU MIKE MY ONLY BROTHER!! GO TO HELL YOU FAT BASTERD!!  I HAVE NEVER LOST SO MUCH RESPECT FOR ONE MAN SO FAST!! THE THE WOMAN YOU NEVER WANTED AS A SISTER!! TONYA
For The Loves Of My Life!!!
Laura, Brendan, and Aleah, As we go through life, some paths are our choices, yet, some are not. Each of you are the heart and soul of my being. You have helped me fight every struggle in this world, no matter how big or small. The fears in the last few years have seemed like challenges every time I think of each of you! It makes me fight harder! I am blessed you are here! We don't know which path will be here every few months, but I am proud to have you for my children. I Love You forever and always!!  XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Natasha Skinski On The Dr Susan Block Show!
I will be at Dr Susan Blocks BDSM Extravaganza this Saturday with a goodie bag fiull of whipes, ropes, Floggers, single tails, bullwhipos and more! Feeling brave or just submissive? Cum meet Natatha Skinski in raw form as Mistress Omega 1oo% BITCH! Foot fetish, strap onplay... do you dare ...? www.DrSusanBlock.com
Fake Fubar Nuts!
ok i am writing this blog because i really think this is rediculous i know that fubar is fun and i am even kinda addicted but not enough to lie or cheat or (steal ) and i know that there is alot of people here that know when i rate someones page i rate someones page and i just want everyone to know that i spent a total of 4 hours on sexygirlblondes page today and all i really wanted was points but figured hey she might even give me a bling or something and u know what i got lol a message that said she dont beieve i rated all her pics (even tho i wrote i rated on each of them ) and said she was gonna see what fubar says .......well i hope fubar does have something to prove it cuz she will really feel stupid too find out i rated each and everyone of her pics and mind u there was close to 3000 but i didnt count exactly cuz all i really wanted was the pouints....... but i refuse to go back to her page and i just want all my friends to know that !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Us Congressional Medal Of Honor
Petty Officer II (EOD2) Mike Monsoori, a Navy EOD Technician, was awarded the Congressional Medal of Honor posthumously for jumping on a grenade in Iraq, giving his life to save  his fellow Seal.  (Notice: Mike was not a Navy SEAL, he was EOD. He gave his life to save a group of Navy SEALS.)During Mike Monsoori's funeral in San Diego, a his coffin was being moved from the hearse to the grave site at Ft. Rosecrans National Cemetery,  SEAL's were lined up on both sides of  the pallbearers route forming a column of  two's, with the coffin moving up the center. As Mike's coffin passed, each SEAL, having removed his gold Trident from his uniform, slapped it down embedding the Trident in the wooden coffin.
No More Mumms For Me!
So, apparently my 9/11 MUMM was offensive. I presume the admins are republicans with giant black dildos crammed so far up their arses that if they were to laugh at something intended humorously, they'd split wide open.   This is the only explanation for a MUMM with no offensive content being deleted for being offensive.
Dreamer's War
Dreamer’s War Dreams walk the landSight’s no one can standA plague made by all man One heart holds the powerSame heart holds a giftTo bring light in a showerTo close the dream rift Come young one nowTake up your bladesSnatch up your bowTo fight back the dream shades War is at your doorKeep the children safeHave them snuggle to the floorAs you battle the wraith Tap into your mindPull forth the powerPull forth the giftDestroy them all at the same time Watch dream’s demons fallAs the sun shall riseThe world shall rest one and all
I Don't Get It
I really don't know.  Sometimes its not so much depression that gets me.  But when I get a glimmer of happiness and it gets shot down.  There really isn't anybody to blame.  Its a chain of little dissapointments that occur that make you want to give up.  My chain of " events " today happened when I went to work to do some civil work.  I recently got my old shitty computer installed with a new hard drive.  Its still the same old windows 2000 but it didn't have access to the server I needed.  So I had to use the old ladies computer which is wwwaaayyy lower than mine and considering im 6'2..my legs are bent the whoollleee 8 hrs.  so now that my legs are pretty much numb and i need to work out.  I find out I gotta give someone in another section breaks.  So I'm up and down... but I got a job so i just chalk it up to annoying.  I did get free pizza out of work but don't eat it.. not good at all! Well I find out there is suppose to be an open court at this "gym" place.  Yeah it was just a b
The Storm
The storm rains spin, whrilwinds howl as if they're in painwaters chrun and swirlweather's going quite insane she stands on the rocky cliffuntouched by the weather a drifthands raised in a chantattempting to do what she knows she can't panic, stubborn, determination sets inlong to bring the wild storm to an endslowly she thinks she see's it bendonly to become part of the storm in the end
The Vision
the vision... open thy eyesthe vison lingerswhirl arround at a soundthe vision lingersblow out the candlethe vision lingersscream with all your mightthe vision lingershiding just out of sightthe vision lingerswonder why you still here the singersthe vision lingersjot it down, slam the book tightthe vision lingerswonder what's wrong or rightthe vision lingersclose your eyes once againthe vision lingers
Rain...
rain... looking to the skystarting a dance older than timecrying out why....slowly singing turning to ryhme, come fall down from above,your children children thristlands need your cool tender love,i see those clouds about to burst, rain... rain... come this way,we may not last another dayrain...rain... come and playquench our thrist we do pray... rain...
Lunaria
Lunaria Heed to the ladyLady of the moonWhispers of the nightWishes meant to come true. Heed to the lady Long golden hair,Grace beyond imagine,Smile beyond compare. Heed to the ladyStar laden dress,Soft touch of a hand,Voice as soft as a gentle breeze. Heed to the ladyLady of the moonWhispered dreams can come true.
Bling Packs
Sell me Bling Packs :] Or find me someone who will ;]20 Mill for 135   or  15 Mill and I'll give u an Auto or Cherry from it9 Mill for 656 Mill for Autos4 Mill for 251 Mill for 10500k To find me someone who will sell me bling packs :]Comment/SB/PM/Just get ahold of me somehow if your interested
Faolchucroi Anfasuil..
Alain Faolchucroi, Cur tri thine moich chroidh Dealraitheach Anfa Suil, Socraigh moich anam, Sciath moich chroidh, Bheith moich chroidh, Socraigh moich chroidh, Iomlanaigh moich anam...
Auto 11 Or Cherrybomb Auction!!!
AUTO 11 OR A CHERRY BOMB UP FOR AUCTION!!! Your Choice Keep it for yourself or have me send to a friend. Sent during HH so double points. Auction Ends May 29th @ 6pm FuTime. *BUY IT NOW PRICE 15Mil* click the pic below to make an bid. Auction Brought To You By: Bratte Owned By Photobug & Devilrocker
Point Whore? Oh Noes!
I'm going point whoring tomorrow. I have autos, from a sexy Ninja, and a bomb to use too. I'm trying to decide if I want to buy myself a one day blast for the occasion or a small bling pack. It's such a tough decision. I need help fu-friends. So help me decide. And don't say both, obviously I can't get both hence the decision.  Oh, and if there's any angels out there that want to pimp me out tomorrow, I will "pay". hehe
A Galss By Glass Account Of $5 Wine. After a long afternoon of raping/flirting with bloggers in Wicked's latest creation, I decided I should head to the store to pick up supplies for taco night. I didn't have a lot of spare cash so when I came across a bottle of$5 Cabernet I was pretty excited. "I can use this for cooking" I thought. and oh look at that a 55 cents coupon. Excellent. I picked up a few more items and headed home. When I got home I opened the door, my arms full of grocery bags, to find Baxter looking all innocent. This is a bad sign. I walked into the apartment to find he had torn up the garbage on the living room carpet. He claims it was the garbage gnomes but they haven't been here since I stopped working. Baxter says they never show up when there is peoples.I knew he was telling tales. Garbage Gnomes! As if!  I yelled and screamed and cleaned up the mess. That's when I found the gnome hat. Damn gnomes! I apologized to Baxter but I still felt bad. I looked at the wine. "oh that will make the sad go away
Dragons Lair
new lounge check my page and join u wont regret it   kanan
Cuz I Really Care!
Hey i heard you were looking for excitement so i got you a sexy dancer! No need to thank me, I knew you'd like it *smiles*
New
I'm brand new to this website, so it will take me a while before I get the hang of it. But as soon as I can I will be updating my photo and everything else on here. Now, time to explore some more.
Day 1 Freedom Lol
The kitties got their first day of freedom within the yard today...... and on their first day they killed 3 birds and 3 mice which is quite unprecidented around here.  They havent left em around as trophies, but my lil guy and girl are turning into good lil hunters, im so proud of em :D
Something Diff From My Complaining
**So, here's how it works:** 1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc) 2. Put it on shuffle 3. Press play 4. For every question, type the song that's playing 5. When you go to a new question, press the next button 6. Don't lie ♣ Opening Credits:♣ When Doves Cry-- Ani DiFranco (cover song) ♣ Waking up:♣ Bang Your Head Mental Health -- Quiet Riot ♣ First Day at Highschool:♣ Simple Man -- Hank Williams Jr ♣ Falling In Love:'♣ Wicked Games -- Chris Isaak ♣ Fight Song:♣ American Honky Tonk Bar Association -- Garth Brooks ♣ Breaking Up:♣ Running On Empty -- Jackson Browne ♣ Prom:♣ Everything Dies -- Type O Negative ♣ Life:♣ Signs -- Tesla ♣ Mental Breakdown:♣ The Sounds of Silence -- Simon and Garfunkel ♣ Driving:♣ Mack the Knife -- Sinatra ♣ Flashback:♣ Like A Virgin -- Madonna ♣
Hmmm
in the world we live in we either care to much or care to little. where is the medium? why isnt there one near me when i need one? i feel i do everything and anything wrong. im just a waterfall waiting to burst open and let the water flow and flow and drain me completely empty. yup thats how i feel right now. completely emtpy and i havent even burst threw the damn yet. when did life get so hard and complicated? when does it get easier and stay easier? happy? i try so hard to do everything right and make everyone happy but where is that getting me? no where. how come? cuase ppl just keep takin it and taking it and it wont ever stop. soon its not even thanked for anymore its expected. and once its expected its required and how do u stop it then? im almost 23, when do i---I-- get to start doing stuff that makes ME better? i fucked up my life a couple years back and everyday i think about it and regrett it. now i have found a solution that will fix it and make me a better person. but am i
Devils Playground
Laura McAllister English 1A Tabitha Villalba Final Essay: Descriptive Essay
Crush
if ya intrested im selling my crush for 1 million fu-bux intrested shout box me ty ;p]
Random
I'm home alone this weekend...completely alone...not even any dogs to yell at.  I've had about 18 diet cokes today. I think I may die of a caffeine overdose and I'm sure I won't sleep til Sunday now.     Can anyone get the spell checker on the blogs to work?   Does anyone actually have anything worthwhile to talk about?   Anybody want any Starburst jellybeans before I eat them all?
Military - Blue Fridays
International Picture of the Year Here are two very touching photos honored this year         1st Place       First Place Todd Heisler The Rocky Mountain News When 2nd Lt. James Cathey's body arrived at the Reno Airport , Marines climbed into the cargo hold of the plane and draped the flag over his casket as passengers watched the family gather on the tarmac. During the arrival of another Marine's casket last year at Denver International Airport , Major Steve Beck described the scene as so powerful: 'See the people in the windows? They sat right there in the plane, watching those Marines. You gotta wonder what's going through their minds, knowing that they're on the plane that brought him home,' he said 'They will remember being on that plane for the rest of their lives. They're going to remember bringing that Marine home. And they should.'       2nd Place         Second Place Todd Heisler The Rocky Mountain News The night before the burial of her hu
Obnoxious
TO THAT ASSHOLE I LOVE TO HATE:WHAT THE FUCK?WAKE UP! GOADING---TEASING TO LEAD ON TO PICK A FIGHT. EXAMPLE:I HATE YOUR SISTER,PLEASE IT BOTHERS ME DONT TALK ABOUT YOUR SISTER SO MUCH.SO YOU TRY TO RESPECT THE OTHER PERSON AND YOU DONT TALK ABOUT THEIR SISTER,AND THEY SAY OH,HOWS YOUR SISTER? SARCASM!SPITE! TEASING/JEALOUSY IT IS OK TO TEASE ME WHEN I KNOW YOUR TEASING/JOKING DONT TEASE ME TO HURT ME.JEALOUSY CAN HURT AS MUCH AS IT CAN HELP,DON'T BE JEALOUS TO INFLICT HARM BUT BE JEALOUS BECAUSE YOU CARE AND DO NOT WANT TO SEE ME HURT. VINDICTIVE ASSHOLES! LIE TO ME,...I PREFER YOU NOT TO LIE TO ME HONESTY GOES FURTHER I CAN WORK WITH THE TRUTH.A LIE IS NOT TRUST. WHAT YOU WANT ME TO DO LIE TO YOU BECAUSE YOU DO NOT WANT TO HEAR THE TRUTH?YOU HAVE 3 CHOICES:1.LISTEN.2.LET ME SMACK YOUR BITCH ASS UP,3.AND THIS IS MY CHOICE IGNORE YOU1FOR ALL THE TIMES YOU IGNORED ME.I WAS RIGHT AND YOU DID NOT LISTENAND YOU GOT YOURSELF BUTTHURT.FUCK YOU,AND YOU EXPECT ME TO FEEL SORRY FOR YOU?W
It's Still Rock & Roll To Me-billy Joel
What's a matter with the clothes I'm wearing             can't you tell that your ties to white                            Maybe I should buy some old tab collars           welcome back to the age of jive                                Where have you been hiding out lately honey            you can't dress trashy till you spend a lot of money Everybody's talking bout the new sounds funny but   it's still rock & roll to me                                            What's a matter with the car I'm driven                       can't you tell that it's out of style                              should I get a set of white wall tires                               are you going to cruse the miracle  mile                     now a days you can't be to sentimental                      your best bets true baby blue continental                     hot funk cool punk even if its old junk                          it's still rock & roll to me                                    &n
Slave Auction (a Work Of Fiction)
i am alone right now, even in the crowd i was alone. i looked no different from the rest of the sluts that where in this room. i rested in a pile of pillows, as far away from the door as i could, i did not know what was going to happen to me, but i knew that the others could all go first. i was dressed in a red tunic, no under wear, the tunic was fastend at my waist by a gold chain, and just tied at each should. there was a light collar that had been fasten on me when i had been dragged in the door. i smiled sadly as i wached the other girls, they were excited, they thought that this was just a game, that they would be put on display and then go home with their partners. me i knew better, i knew that i was to be put on display for sale. i would be going home with a Mistress or Master this night, and that after tonight i would turely be an owned slave. i dreaded what was going to happen to me. my thoughts turned to the Woman i had called Mistress for so long, i let my thoughts shape int
Celebrate Our Fallen
In 1865, Henry C. Welles, a druggist in the village of Waterloo, NY, mentioned at a social gathering that honor should be shown to the patriotic dead of the Civil War by decorating their graves. In the Spring of 1866, he again mentioned this subject to General John B. Murray, Seneca County Clerk. General Murray embraced the idea and a committee was formulated to plan a day devoted to honoring the dead. Townspeople adopted the idea wholeheartedly. Wreaths, crosses and bouquets were made for each veteran's grave. The village was decorated with flags at half mast and draped with evergreen boughs and mourning black streamers. On May 5, 1866, civic societies joined the procession to the three existing cemeteries and were led by veterans marching to martial music. At each cemetery there were impressive and lengthy services including speeches by General Murray and a local clergyman. The ceremonies were repeated on May 5, 1867. The first official recognition of Memorial Day as such was issued
Update
Just a reminder, I am still utterly depressed and alone and Look, i know theres got to be plenty of psychos on here whod enjoy killing someone without having to worry bout getting in trouble. Let me know, I am here, and if someone else kills me I have no worrys about the spirirtual cost of commiting suicide so its win-win, right? so yeah just get in touch already!
A Story For My Mistress
The retraining of jess The first day. i sit alone in this small slice of heaven. It is a place where you can just sit and dream, letting the world outside pass you by, not matter the weather it is warm and dry here. i let the sounds of the outside world fade into the back ground, the chatter of children, the drone of car engines, reminders of the city outside these plastic walls of paradise. i let my thoughts turn inwards as I hear the wind in the trees, the birds chirping and the buzz of busy insects. i feel my heart pound as things low in my body go tight, I let my thoughts turn again…… i see myself on my knees at Her feet, She moves; i know this as Her boots disappear from the sight of my lowered eyes. i can hear Her moving around the dungeon; the fine hairs on my arms tell me where in the dungeon She is. i shiver slightly, not from the cold but with anticipation, go i am so horny, my skin feels so clean as i have spent a lot of time getting ready for this. i have
Please, folks, if you wanna talk or whatever scool, contact me, I will repsond, I have No Friends whatsoever IRL (not saying that for any reason other than it is FACT) so yeah-leaving me secret admirer thingys does nothing, cause Im just going to hope one of the attractive women on the list of em is the one what sent it and Im always wrong because nobody attractive wants me or whatever so yeah, just kinda wasting my fubar points with the whole thing and I dont have much of em anyway seeing as I only get on at the library anyway-read my blogs about computers to get an idea why I wouldnt have my home puter online if I could. damn tho I am angry today. guess I just head out find some greedy asshole to hit with a hammer or sumfin.
Computa Wa Benrikunai Desu!
I probably spelt it wrong but I do remeber that phrase from Japanese class I took for a while. it means "computers are inconvenient" or close enough. Id said it when the teacher asked if I liked computers I was supposed to say they were convenient but I had to attach the negation to it cause yeah. Right now I am 45 minutes into my hour and a half here at the library trying desperately to get a driver to get my computer's Hitachi-LG model HG10L DVD-rw dealy working. right now it refuses to acknowledge that a blank DVD is in the drive and wont tell me why that is, so I figure the driver is bunko after I'd rolled the system back from vista (I refuse to capitalize that products name for reasons of respect obviously I dont repect it) just like with the onboard Sound Card which Compaq installed specifially without drivers availiable for use on an XP roll back so yeah I have made peace about the lack of sound, no biggie, everything else works and frankly I dont go to my computer for music any
Gates Defends Decision To Close Guantanamo Prison
Play Video Reuters  – Obama's case on Guantanamo Slideshow:Guantanamo Military Base Play Video Video:Cheney defends Guantanamo Bay BBC Play Video
My Pic
http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2506304&albumid=1623889&i=3750976888&idx=0
Now Hiring For Dj's And Staff
if you are intrested in djing are being a lounge staff let me know dark_dark_knight_commander thats my yahoo yim
Engaged!
+ Add   You are engaged to: Pedro El Loco  (The Boss thinks I'm Working) New York, NY Buy FuMarriage Call Off Your Engagement
5/21/09 Fluffy Starr Blog
New Vlog: "Singing Career" - kinda embarrassing! Don't you love when you randomly remember something from your childhood? Well here is a memory of mine, and I'm sharing it with you, via Fluffy Starr TeeVee. Click on"Singing Career." Man, the things my parents made me do... But totally makes sense now. But my grandmother and my aunties and parents always tell me stories. I was always "performing" in some way shape or form. And was a bit of a diva too. Not that I am now! (Depends who you ask.  ) Anyways, I hope you liked this midnight blog. Just winding the day down. Had the greatest one. Happy. Hope you are too. Pleasant dreams...   x Fluffy.
Pain Nourishes Courage!!!!!
Pain nourishes courage. You can't be brave if you've only had wonderful things happen to you.
I am no one; unworthy of the Divine and the Damned. I am losing - ambition, desire, trust, hope...I am absent of light; darker than the depth of the deepest abyss...   (cant even finish this one)
New Th Fubar!
Hey peeps! New to Fubar and wanting alot of friend so everyone add me!!!!!!!!!!!! PLZ! So far Fubar rocks!   XOXOXO
Wheres My Girls At ?????
oki did a mumm over this and got some good feedback so i guess i will start one. Ladies if you would like to be included in my sexy female folder just let me know, (it will be tastefully done,) and what picture of your self you would like to put in it. send me a pm with the link. thank you everyone xoxo
No Good Deed Goes Unwatched
Just a little something I wanted to share... Last night I agreed to take a friend to the bus stop to catch a greyhound bus for 10\$ in gas money. The bus stop was over an hour away from my home town but I am a nice person and I do those things for people. His bus was scheduled to arrive around 9:30pm and it was him, two other young girls and a middle aged man whom were waiting for the same bus. Well the bus showed up as scheduled on time but turned down all four passengers because he said the bus was full. Me being the sweety I am offered to take all of them including me and my friends cousin to Kansas City last night to the main greyhound station just so these people could get on a bus to go to their family. Being as its the holiday weekend I figured why not what have I got to lose so we strapped all six of us in to my little dodge neon along with luggage strapped down with bungee cords to my trunk and took off for an hour and half out of the way trip so I could see that these compl
Fu Bf/gf
My last fu boyfriend was great thanks sean for having me now I need a new one that is close to my age and likes me for me an will understand that I have school an such. Will also take a fu girlfriend I am bisexual would like to try to have a fu girlfriend... Anyways much love!
Interview
Well I just got home from the interview for the transitional place. They asked a lot of questions pertaining to family history and mental illnesses and such. She said one thing she noticed from my answers is that I isolate myself, and asked if they chose for me to have a psyche test done if to be allowed if I would do it, and I said of course. She asked me about my fears, what I wanted out of the program and all sorts of other things. I guess there were 3 interviews scheduled today, and I was the only one that showed up, She also had me sign a release from when I went to treatment as well as one for my dr. When I was leaving she asked if I wanted to do a UA today, and I said sure.... bad thing is I am scared of is the other night when I was stressing so bad (Wed) I took 1/2 of a xanax someone gave me. I hope and pray that it was not in my system still. I am suppose to call next Wed and see where they are on everything, she said once she gets the releases back, then they staff it and
And Here I Write
and here i write endless, aimless for you unending wait, relentless regrets a failed attempt to explain where are my words what do i say what tells you i am true how do i tell you - i am true a moment of of pause a few baby steps a silent prayer here, i am again untouchable, ugh, ugly my mirror hates me hands folded in prayer hope on my lips the horizon barren endless, aimless horizon barren....
Did U Ever Think Of This? Or Even Care?
i dont know how and where i am going to start writing this"... we all live a very busy life, working, parenting, earning money, making a life, whatever"... and maybe even us here on fubar.. have our own world.. busy fubar world.."   do we still have time to think or even care about the other people in our lives, whom maybe has less signifance in our lives. as i said  i dont know where to start and how am i going to express myself,i cant her my thoughts and put them into words.lol, ok, let me start it this way"  ive been living out of my country for nearly 15 years now, but i am still very much connected to my family, even to extended family.and even to distant relatives,..i did not go home for 10 straight years.. when i finally visited phillippines last 2004. then followed by another visit in 2007 in dubai to meet some relatives . cousins and former classmates,  then last year , again in the phillippines"... i was full of joy and always almost in tears.. i  made it a point to see
Which One Are You?
You are The Hierophant (Heavenly Master) Divine Wisdom. Manifestation. Explanation. Teaching. All things relating to education, patience, help from superiors.The Hierophant is often considered to be a Guardian Angel. The Hierophant's purpose is to bring the spiritual down to Earth. Where the High Priestess between her two pillars deals with realms beyond this Earth, the Hierophant (or High Priest) deals with worldly problems. He is well suited to do this because he strives to create harmony and peace in the midst of a crisis. The Hierophant's only problem is that he can be stubborn and hidebound. At his best, he is wise and soothing, at his worst, he is an unbending traditionalist.
What Is The Meaning Of Family ?
What is Family ???..... Family is people your comfy around...People who always have your back....Family is more than just your homies there the people your always with ....  Being a Juggalette made me relize what the definition of FAMILY was....  There for MCL to the Fam!!!
Songs Through The Years (1990 Top-100
1. Hold On, Wilson Phillips2. It Must Have Been Love, Roxette3. Nothing Compares 2 U, Sinead O'Connor4. Poison, Bell Biv Devoe5. Vogue, Madonna6. Vision Of Love, Mariah Carey7. Another Day In Paradise, Phil Collins8. Hold On, En Vogue9. Cradle Of Love, Billy Idol10. Blaze Of Glory, Jon Bon Jovi11. Do Me!, Bell Biv Devoe12. How Am I Supposed To Live Without You, Michael Bolton13. Pump Up The Jam, Technotronic14. Opposites Attract, Paula Abdul15. Escapade, Janet Jackson16. All I Wanna Do Is Make Love To You, Heart17. Close To You, Maxi Priest18. Black Velvet, Alannah Myles19. Release Me, Wilson Phillips20. Don't Know Much, Linda Ronstadt and Aaron Neville21. All Around The World, Lisa Stansfield22. l Wanna Be Rich, Calloway23. I Remember You, Skid Row24. Rub You The Right Way, Johnny Gill25. She Ain't Worth It, Glenn Medeiros Featuring Bobby Brown26. If Wishes Came True, Sweet Sensation27. The Power, Snap28. (Can't Live Without Your) Love and Affection, Nelson29. Love Will Lead You Back,
Definition Of A Love Story
Some would say the definition of a love story is a story dealing with love but let me tell you my definition of a love story.   My love story begins on Feburaury 18th, 2009, let me take you back to that day and explain how I turned into the most happiest woman on the planet. Back then I really wasn't searching for a partner or anyone in particular I was just surfin Fubar as I normally do on a regular basis. I got a little sidetracked by the Secret Admire game and decided to give it a try and just started clicking randomly yes on pretty much all the guys I came across hoping I would find one that would click on me too.   That's excactly what happened to this one particular guy on here he clicked my picture it was then that we had made our first connection with each other. Do you know what its like to feel love at first site? Neither do I because I don't believe in love at first site. Me and Tim started talking off and on and became really good friends in the upcoming weeks followin
Riches
When I shout ' I'm Rich Biatch,' I'm not talkin' bout my wealth, I'm talkin' bout stability, and points of mental health. See, I got money, and can always get money, my bank account is serious, while y'alls money if funny. Y'all cats is out in clubs frontin' talkin' bout how you floss with models, your kids is at the crib with empty baby bottles... So keep talking that talk fool, the proof is in your stride, hope your pockets can out last the recession son, cause it's gonna be a long ride!!!
Songs Through The Years (1989 Top-100
1. Look Away, Chicago2. My Prerogative, Bobby Brown3. Every Rose Has Its Thorn, Poison4. Straight Up, Paula Abdul5. Miss You Much, Janet Jackson6. Cold Hearted, Paula Abdul7. Wind Beneath My Wings, Bette Midler8. Girl You Know Its True, Milli Vanilli9. Baby, I Love Your Way/Freebird, Will To Power10. Giving You The Best That I Got, Anita Baker11. Right Here Waiting, Richard Marx12. Waiting For A Star To Fall, Boy Meets Girl13. Lost In Your Eyes, Debbie Gibson14. Don't Wanna Lose You, Gloria Estefan15. Heaven, Warrant16. Girl I'm Gonna Miss You, Milli Vanilli17. The Look, Roxette18. She Drives Me Crazy, Fine Young Cannibals19. On Our Own, Bobby Brown20. Two Hearts, Phil Collins21. Blame It On The Rain, Milli Vanilli22. Listen To Your Heart, Roxette23. I'll Be There For You, Bon Jovi24. If You Don't Know Me By Now, Simply Red25. Like A Prayer, Madonna26. I'll Be Loving You (Forever), New Kids On The Block27. How Can I Fall?, Breathe28. Baby Don't Forget My Number, Milli Vanilli29. Toy So
Songs Through The Years (1988 Top-100
1. Faith, George Michael2. Need You Tonight, INXS3. Got My Mind Set On You, George Harrison4. Never Gonna Give You Up, Rick Astley5. Sweet Child O' Mine, Guns N' Roses6. So Emotional, Whitney Houston7. Heaven Is A Place On Earth, Belinda Carlisle8. Could've Been, Tiffany9. Hands To Heaven, Breathe10. Roll With It, Steve Winwood11. One More Try, George Michael12. Wishing Well, Terence Trent d'Arby13. Anything For You, Gloria Estefan and the Miami Sound Machine14. The Flame, Cheap Trick15. Get Outta My Dreams, Get Into My Car, Billy Ocean16. Seasons Change, Expose17. Is This Love, Whitesnake18. Wild, Wild West, Escape Club19. Pour Some Sugar On Me, Def Leppard20. I'll Always Love You, Taylor Dayne21. Man In The Mirror, Michael Jackson22. Shake Your Love, Debbie Gibson23. Simply Irresistible, Robert Palmer24. Hold On To The Nights, Richard Marx25. Hungry Eyes, Eric Carmen26. Shattered Dreams, Johnny Hates Jazz27. Father Figure, George Michael28. Naught Girls (Need Love Too), Samantha Fox2
A Real Man
1.) A REAL MAN respects his mother and places his family first. 2.) A REAL MAN RAISES HIS KIDS, not JUST out of pocket either. 3.) A REAL MAN supports his woman to develop herself. 4.) A REAL MAN doesn't worry about what others depict as a real man. Walk in his shoes first and then tell him what makes him A REAL MAN. 5.) A REAL MAN doesn't Break Promises 6.) A REAL MAN calls you beautiful, not hot, sexy, or fine as fuck. 8.) A REAL MAN CALLS YOU on a daily basis - NO MATTER HOW BUSY OR TIRED HE IS. 9.) A REAL MAN looks past what he's heard about you or what his friends think of you. 10.) A REAL MAN wants to spend as much time as he can with you & won't get sick of you. 11.) A REAL MAN comes over just to watch movies with you. 12.) A REAL MAN kisses you on the forehead just because. 13.) A REAL MAN doesn't tell you what he thinks you want to hear. He tells you what's real. 14.) A REAL MAN should be treated like one. 15.) A REAL MAN doesn't ask questions when you say you nee
Songs Through The Years (1987 Top-100
1. Walk Like An Egyptian, Bangles2. Alone, Heart3. Shake You Down, Gregory Abbott4. I Wanna Dance With Somebody (Who Loves Me), Whitney Houston5. Nothing's Gonna Stop Us Now, Starship6. C'est La Vie, Robbie Nevil7. Here I Go Again, Whitesnake8. The Way It Is, Bruce Hornsby and the Range9. Shakedown, Bob Seger10. Livin' On A Prayer, Bon Jovi11. La Bamba, Los Lobos12. Everybody Have Fun Tonight, Wang Chung13. Don't Dream It's Over, Crowded House14. Always, Atlantic Starr15. With Or Without You, U216. Looking For A New Love, Jody Watley17. Head To Toe, Lisa Lisa and Cult Jam18. I Think We're Alone Now, Tiffany19. Mony Mony, Billy Idol20. At This Moment, Billy Vera and The Beaters21. Lady In Red, Chris De Burgh22. Didn't We Almost Have It All, Whitney Houston23. I Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For, U224. I Want Your Sex, George Michael25. Notorious, Duran Duran26. Only In My Dreams, Debbie Gibson27. (I've Had) The Time Of My Life, Bill Medley and Jennifer Warnes28. The Next Time I F
I Have No Clue
Lost in my thoughts in search of my paradise i have no clue my time used up my prime behind me i have no clue that there will not be another that she is gone forever i have no clue i still wait, at time patient at times in anger as - i have no clue that my destiny was to be alone i have always been alone how could i have missed that clue at times a dying wish sometimes a death wish take it all away give me her but does she know does she have -  a clue?
In My Mind
In My Eyes, Cold With Fire, Much Like Ice , That You Admire, In My Thoughts, Tapping On My Skin, Not Enough , Just Keep It In , In The Mirror, Spider Webs , That Seem Much Clearer, Feeling Dead, All Of Me , That I can Give , Break Away , To Let You In , Help Me Up, Till I Can Win, Be My Air , Crawling On My Skin, Glass Reflections , Bits And Peices ,Sliping Off The Edge, Loud Noises, In My Head ,On My Mind, In My dreams, Make me Blind, Break Away , So I Can Breathe , Let Me Go, Help Me Sleep.
Songs Through The Years (1986 Top-100
1. That's What Friends Are For, Dionne Warwick, Elton John, and Gladys Knight2. Say You, Say Me, Lionel Richie3. I Miss You, Klymaxx4. On My Own , Patti Labelle and Michael McDonald5. Broken Wings, Mr. Mister6. How Will I Know, Whitney Houston7. Party All The Time, Eddie Murphy8. Burning Heart, Survivor9. Kyrie, Mr. Mister10. Addicted To Love, Robert Palmer11. Greatest Love Of All, Whitney Houston12. Secret Lovers, Atlantic Starr13. Friends And Lovers, Carl Anderson and Gloria Loring14. Glory Of Love, Peter Cetera15. West End Girls, Pet Shop Boys16. There'll Be Sad Songs, Billy Ocean17. Alive And Kicking, Simple Minds18. Never, Heart19. Kiss, Prince and The Revolution20. Higher Love, Steve Winwood21. Stuck With You, Huey Lewis and The News22. Holding Back The Years, Simply Red23. Sledgehammer, Peter Gabriel24. Sara, Starship25. Human, Human League26. I Can't Wait, Nu Shooz27. Take My Breath Away, Berlin28. Rock Me Amadeus, Falco29. Papa Don't Preach, Madonna30. You Give Love A Bad Name
It Is What It Is
If the past is coming back ot stare you in the face you have two options run or face it, So I am facing it you want to look at me fine, you want to talk to me then talk but do something, dont hide behind a screen name
Come See His Page He Ia A Great Guy And I Love Him
roachhttp://b.pca3.fubar.com/91/91/2091919/tn_3689421431.jpg">@ fubar
A Little Introduction
Hello Fubar, I'm just a regular guy, kind hearted and honest. I've travelled quite a bit, and I've been married once. Presently I'm dating and looking for friends. If by chance I should meet that special lady, then so be it. I'm very laid back and love pretty things. I enjoy horseback riding, water sports, riding my motorcycle, camping, hiking, and believe it or not I am a romantic. Chivalry is not dead lol. Don't be afraid to talk to me please.
Whiach Tarot Card Are You?
p align="center">http://www.flarn.com/~warlock/tarot/chinese/5.jpg">You are The HierophantDivine Wisdom. Manifestation.
Ice Story~
The room was bathed in a soft glow from the fire, and candles that were burning around the room. I entered the room as I always did, kneeling in front of the bed, waiting for Sir to speak."Hello little one""Hello Sir" "Where is your toy?""Right here Sir" I show him the toy sitting next to me."Good, now I want you to insert your toy, then take my cock in your hand. When your ready to cum, squeeze my cock, but don't cum until I tell you to, understood?""Yes Sir" I insert my toy and hand him the control. He turns it on low. As I let my mind drift, and my body feel the toy thrumming inside of my pussy. Sir gradually increases the speed of the toy, bringing me closer to the edge. Soon my body is straining for release.As I squeeze his cock harder I beg for release. " Please Sir, may I cum?" I put my head down squeezing him harder, He whispers in my ear "Flow for me" as my body releases. I let out a long low moan. I start to relax, as Sir lays back down again. "Stay where you are, and do this
Wtf?
I do believe this site is turning into a popularity contest. All I see is rate me fan me add me etc, instead of people actually wanting to be a friend. When I first joined this site it was a fun place to be. Now it seems like all anyone wants is to bling or whatever its called...I could care less really, I just like making friends. Is it to much to ask for to have real friends on here, someone to come talk to when I'm alone or just needing someone there for me? I even have the nude pics that women love to see as much as us men like seeing yours lol so please come get to know me, quit turning this site into a popularity contest, and get fubar back to way it used to be.
The Rant... Part One (because I Know There Will Be More..)
morning/afternoon/evening/hello people! I know I have quite a few followers of my rants now.. lol.. anyhoo.. the other day I was making a list of things that piss me off (my net was down) and It turned into a rant.. so, here ya go.. have fun.. and as always, if any of this offends you - fuck off.   general annoyances* Insomnia  - Insomnia due to some asshole stressing me out* The word "chillaxing" (because "chilling" wasn't quite poinltess enough was it..)* "Wiggers".. I've heard that is the short version of those white trash assholes who wear ridiculously baggy tracksuits/(occasionally) completely inaccurately made camo stuff/ tshirts with pointless logos or slogans (oh you know where I'm going with the clothing description.. I'll leave the rest to whatever the tards in your area look like) stupidly huge crappy jewellery (and before you americans start, thats how jewellery is supposed to be be spelled. Idgaf what is says in your dictionaries.) and of course, the oh-so-smart look of
I Think~
Dangerous Encounters
Finding himself speachless for the fist time in two thousand years he did the only thing he could do.  Stand and stare.  Those green eyes searched a soul he believed lost.  Could he have moved if he wished.  Likely not.  This was a moment that he wanted to remember for the rest of his long extended life.  She broke the truce.  He began to speak when she silenced him ever so gently with a solitary finger to his lips.  He could taste her.  Warm milk and vanilla with something more.  A hint of the wild.  She was his.  Slowly and ever so gently she moved her finger to glide down his chin and then chest leaving a heat that caught his breath.  Dear God he thought I'm breathing.  He almost remembered the sensation before the change.  Her fingers slid casually down the silk of his dress shirt lazily unbuttoning each until his chest stood naked to the stars. Closing his eyes he prayed that this moment could last forever.    "Run", she shouted. Startled, he opened his eyes.  Where she stood w
Happy Memorial Day To All
imikimi - Customize Your World! to all our Family and Friends here on Fu:     We would like to wish you all a very special and memorialbe weekend. At this time also we would like to let you all know that you mean the world to us both.  You've made a big difference in our lives, some of you know just exactly how much of a diffference, but to all of you, you hold a very special place in our hearts. We love you all in your own special way. We will be gone this weekend,but will be back on Monday.   Love ya: Mare and Doc
Ok trying to help out a good friend here and making my first blog at the same time!  Please go and rate this picture and leave a comment help the guy out! It ends May 31 st though so don't be waiting too long to vote ! Thanks to all of you who read this and vote for him !
F*ck!!
I FEEL LIKE SHIT!!!!!   that is all
The Best Fu-owner Ever!!!
I have the BEST owner ever!!! Come check him out! He's got AUTOS ON!!!! He only needs 14 Mil to Oracle!!!!! He likes it rough! So go love his page hard! This &nbs
Songs Through The Years (1985 Top-100
1. Careless Whisper, Wham!2. Like A Virgin, Madonna3. Wake Me Up Before You Go-Go, Wham!4. I Want To Know What Love Is, Foreigner5. I Feel For You, Chaka Khan6. Out Of Touch, Daryl Hall and John Oates7. Everybody Wants To Rule The World, Tears For Fears8. Money For Nothing, Dire Straits9. Crazy For You, Madonna10. Take On Me, A-Ha11. Everytime You Go Away, Paul Young12. Easy Lover, Phil Collins and Philip Bailey13. Can't Fight This Feeling, REO Speedwagon14. We Built This City, Starship15. The Power Of Love, Huey Lewis and The News16. Don't You (Forget About Me), Simple Minds17. Cherish, Kool and The Gang18. St. Elmo's Fire (Man In Motion), John Parr19. The Heat Is On, Glenn Frey20. We Are The World, U.S.A. For Africa21. Shout, Tears For Fears22. Part-Time Lover, Stevie Wonder23. Saving All My Love For You, Whitney Houston24. Heaven, Bryan Adams25. Everything She Wants, Wham!26. Cool It Now, New Edition27. Miami Vice Theme, Jan Hammer28. Lover Boy, Billy Ocean29. Lover Girl, Teena Mari
Heart Of Stone
ok. so recently i have been hangin out with this girl that seems pretty awesome so far for a week. she likes all the things that i like and we seem to be getting along great. she works and is trying to help me get a job when she is not working. i have turned in several apps but havent found anything. she seems pretty cool so much that i can call her a friend but she tells me that she is falling for me. she keeps asking me what if i really do feel that way. i tell her that she can feel how she wants to feel. i tell her i cant say those words and i have to remember what it truly means to be in love. i also told her that what she is feeling is infatuation. many of you who read this know what i am talking about. the ones that talk to me the most on fubar know what i have been thru in the past and know why i told my friend that. i dont know if i can ever love again because of what my ex did to me. its very hard for me. i still have feelings for my ex because she gave birth to my kids. i mis
Wedding Inviations To All
And Here We Are
I like that he stops to listen to everything I have to say .( even when I know damn good and well he has no clue what I am talking about . ) He just nods .And it leaves me with the sensation that someone was listing to me . And for a moment I don't feel so alone . The illusion that someone else might be here that understand me Lingers..... making the day go by faster . Wait .... No I think that is more of a dellusion . Yea .... that fits better . I love the idea that I can talk to him about anything at all . No matter what it is . I can talk and talk and talk .But he never gets tired of listing . No , He just smiles . Hanging over every word I say . Untill i relize I am rambling . And cut the conversation in mid sentence . Usually to only be followed by a ..... -Finish what you were saying .... Only I never do . I love that I am no longer defined by pre-wraped enchanted lines . No more walking on egg shells . The feeling as though I am a fumbling around a darkned room full of antique ,
U Know Who U Are.
a dream is a fantasy that one creates in his mind, sometimes you are lucky and the dream you find, once you have it in your grasp, all you can do is pray that it lasts, when you find the one who has your heart, it is almost impossible to break it apart, how do you know if this is the other part of you? that its not an illusion and you end up a fool? sometimes a dream is what we are in search of, sometimes it is so full of love, and sometimes a dream is a fantasy full of lust, building up the passion feeling you will combust, filling your mind with such thoughts and desire, making you feel like your soul is on fire, do you try to fufill this dream?or go with the fanasy?or somewhere in between?
Songs Through The Years (1984 Top-100
1. When Doves Cry, Prince2. What's Love Got To Do With It, Tina Turner3. Say Say Say, Paul McCartney and Michael Jackson4. Footloose, Kenny Loggins5. Against All Odds (Take A Look At Me Now), Phil Collins6. Jump, Van Halen7. Hello, Lionel Richie8. Owner Of A Lonely Heart, Yes9. Ghostbusters, Ray Parker Jr.10. Karma Chameleon, Culture Club11. Missing You, John Waite12. All Night Long (All Night), Lionel Richie13. Let's Hear It For The Boy, Deniece Williams14. Dancing In The Dark, Bruce Springsteen15. Girls Just Want To Have Fun, Cyndi Lauper16. The Reflex, Duran Duran17. Time After Time, Cyndi Lauper18. Jump (For My Love), Pointer Sisters19. Talking In Your Sleep, Romantics20. Self Control, Laura Branigan21. Let's Go Crazy, Prince and The Revolution22. Say It Isn't So, Daryl Hall and John Oates23. Hold Me Now, Thompson Twins24. Joanna, Kool and The Gang25. I Just Called To Say I Love You, Stevie Wonder26. Somebody's Watching Me, Rockwell27. Break My Stride, Matthew Wilder28. 99 Luftball
The Pub
The Pub. Cheers! The clock tolls five... Winters slumber within the den, arise fair folk for the day is end. Put down your paper and pen, to Audley pub we shall head. Cheers? To friends, foes, and jesters alike... Mistress of drink a Stella please, Merriment and laughter put all at ease. A Pint, a Pound, and a Crested Crown, as I order from the mistress another round.
Dream Or Fantasy
a dream is a fantasy that one creates in his mind, sometimes you are lucky and the dream you find, once you have it in your grasp, all you can do is pray that it lasts, when you find the one who has your heart, it is almost impossible to break it apart, how do you know if this is the other part of you? that its not an illusion and you end up a fool? sometimes a dream is what we are in search of, sometimes it is so full of love, and sometimes a dream is a fantasy full of lust, building up the passion feeling you will combust, filling your mind with such thoughts and desire, making you feel like your soul is on fire, do you try to fufill this dream?or go with the fanasy?or somewhere in between?
Stars & Stripes Event @ Playboy Mansion 5/16/09
So this will be quick but I'll come back and add as I have time.  First of all, the Playboy mansion is beautiful and huge...well the outside at least, they didn't let us inside.  I walked all around and got more pics to post soon, like the zoo, very cool! The people there were amazing, so sweet and supportive of the charity, Wounded Warrior Project, the auction made a lot of money and if a soldier didn't have a model on his arm he had lipstick on his cheek!  I met my personal idol, Metal Sanaz, and after my 'fanboy' moment told her about the concert and she offered to get us a guitar for the auction, also for WWP, from Dean Guitars! Then she gave me her phone number! :D I also spoke to the west coast contact for WWP who was very excited about the upcoming concert and thought I was the coolest, which seemed so silly considering what they've been thru and what they do and extremely flattering of course!  My other feel good moment was when a wounded soldier asked me why I paid to ge
Songs Through The Years (1983 Top-100
1. Every Breath You Take, Police2. Billie Jean, Michael Jackson3. Flashdance... What A Feelin, Irene Cara4. Down Under, Men At Work5. Beat It, Michael Jackson6. Total Eclipse Of The Heart, Bonnie Tyler7. Maneater, Daryl Hall and John Oates8. Baby Come To Me, Patti Austin and James Ingram9. Maniac, Michael Sembello10. Sweet Dreams (Are Made Of This), Eurythmics11. Do You Really Want To Hurt Me, Culture Club12. You And I, Eddie Rabbitt and Crystal Gayle13. Come On Eileen, Dexy's Midnight Runners14. Shame On The Moon, Bob Seger and The Silver Bullet Band15. She Works Hard For The Money, Donna Summer16. Never Gonna Let You Go, Sergio Mendes17. Hungry Like The Wolf, Duran Duran18. Let's Dance, David Bowie19. Twilight Zone, Golden Earring20. I Know There's Something Going On, Frida21. Jeopardy, Greg Kihn Band22. Electric Avenue, Eddy Grant23. She Blinded Me With Science, Thomas Dolby24. Africa, Toto25. Little Red Corvette, Prince26. Back On The Chain Gang, Pretenders27. Up Where We Belong, J
Songs Through The Years (1982 Top-100
1. Physical, Olivia Newton-John2. Eye Of The Tiger, Survivor3. I Love Rock N' Roll, Joan Jett and The Blackhearts4. Ebony And Ivory, Paul McCartney and Stevie Wonder5. Centerfold, J. Geils Band6. Don't You Want M, Human League7. Jack And Diane, John Cougar8. Hurts So Good, John Cougar9. Abracadabra, Steve Miller Band10. Hard To Say I'm Sorry, Chicago11. Tainted Love, Soft Cell12. Chariots Of Fire, Vangelis13. Harden My Heart, Quarterflash14. Rosanna, Toto15. I Can't Go For That, Daryl Hall and John Oates16. 867-5309 (Jenny), Tommy Tutone17. Key Largo, Bertie Higgins18. You Should Hear How She Talks About You, Melissa Manchester19. Waiting For A Girl Like You, Foreigner20. Don't Talk To Strangers, Rick Springfield21. The Sweetest Thing, Juice Newton22. Always On My Mind, Willie Nelson23. Shake It Up, Cars24. Let It Whip, Dazz Band25. We Got The Beat, Go-Go's26. The Other Woman, Ray Parker Jr.27. Turn Your Love Around, George Benson28. Sweet Dreams, Air Supply29. Only The Lonely, Motels3
Sick Of It All
I AM TAKING A BREAK FROM FUBAR. I HAVE HAD IT WITH THE LIARS, CHEATERS, BACK STABBERS ETC................THIS USED TO BE A PLACE TO HAVE FUN AND MEET SOME REALLY NICE PEOPLE............NOW IT SEEMS LIKE GUYS JUST WANNA SEE YA ON CAM SO THEY CAN GET OFF. THEN OF COURSE WE HAVE THE CAM SLUTS WHO JUST HAVE TO COME ON YOUR PAGE AND DOWNRATE YOU CAUSE YOU HAPPEN TO BE SOMEONE'S FRIEND.  I JUST LOVE THAT, NOT!!!!!!!!!!! OH YA AND THE LOVELY SHOUTS FROM THE SAME HO'S, GOTTA LOVE IT......... THIS ISN'T MEANT FOR EVERYONE BUT FOR THE MANY GUYS  AND WOMEN I HAVE ENCOUNTERED RECENTLY..............THE FUN IS GONE, IT'S HARD TO ACTUALLY TRY AND TRUST PEOPLE............IT'S SAD..............I NEED A BREAK,  I WILL BE ON FROM TIME TO TIME............I AM ALWAYS LOGGED IN CAUSE OF THE LOUNGE............TAKE CARE ALL..............I WILL BE BACK ONCE I GET MYSELF BACK ON TRACK..............HAVE A GREAT HOLIDAY WEEKEND!!!
Songs Through The Years (1981 Top-100
1. Bette Davis Eyes, Kim Carnes2. Endless Love, Diana Ross and Lionel Richie3. Lady, Kenny Rogers4. (Just Like) Starting Over, John Lennon5. Jessie's Girl, Rick Springfield6. Celebration, Kool and The Gang7. Kiss On My List, Daryl Hall and John Oates8. I Love A Rainy Night, Eddie Rabbitt9. 9 To 5, Dolly Parton10. Keep On Loving You, REO Speedwagon11. Theme From "Greatest American Hero", Joey Scarbury12. Morning Train (Nine To Five), Sheena Easton13. Being With You, Smokey Robinson14. Queen Of Hearts, Juice Newton15. Rapture, Blondie16. A Woman Needs Love, Ray Parker Jr. and Raydio17. The Tide Is High, Blondie18. Just The Two Of Us, Grover Washington Jr.19. Slow Hand, Pointer Sisters20. I Love You, Climax Blues Band21. Woman, John Lennon22. Sukiyaki, A Taste Of Honey23. The Winner Takes It All, Abba24. Medley, Stars On 4525. Angel Of The Morning, Juice Newton26. Love On The Rocks, Neil Diamond27. Every Woman In The World, Air Supply28. The One That You Love, Air Supply29. Guilty, Barbra
Songs Through The Years (1980 Top-100
1. Call Me, Blondie2. Another Brick In The Wall, Pink Floyd3. Magic, Olivia Newton-John4. Rock With You, Michael Jackson5. Do That To Me One More Time, Captain and Tennille6. Crazy Little Thing Called Love, Queen7. Coming Up, Paul McCartney8. Funkytown, Lipps, Inc.9. It's Still Rock And Roll To Me, Billy Joel10. The Rose, Bette Midler11. Escape (The Pina Colada Song), Rupert Holmes12. Cars, Gary Numan13. Cruisin', Smokey Robinson14. Working My Way Back To You/Forgive Me Girl, Spinners15. Lost In Love, Air Supply16. Little Jeannie, Elton John17. Ride Like The Wind, Cristopher Cross18. Upside Down, Diana Ross19. Please Don't Go, K.C. and The Sunshine Band20. Babe, Styx21. With You I'm Born Again, Billy Preston and Syreeta22. Shining Star, Manhattans23. Still, Commodores24. Yes, I'm Ready, Teri De Sario With K.C.25. Sexy Eyes, Dr. Hook26. Steal Away, Robbie Dupree27. Biggest Part Of Me, Ambrosia28. This Is It, Kenny Loggins29. Cupid-I've Loved You For A Long Time, Spinners30. Let's Get Se
Lovely
You don't have to watch the video, just listen to the music. =D   See comments...
Me So Bored!!
I guess I'll go play some Runescape for a bit. Please rate me, bling me, fan me!!! Have ppl bbl.
Life In General...
When will people realize that bad things happen to good people??? So, you're a great person, living your great life, and something fucked up happens out of the blue... get over it!!! Don't get me wrong, I've had some pretty crazy shit happen to me, but when it does, I just ask myself, ' What makes me so fuckin' special?'. I've come to realize it's not what happens to you that defines the situation, it's how you respond!!!  I said respond, not react!!! A reaction is based on feelings, a response is based on intelligence. Never let your emotions override your intelligence!!! All in all, life is a Beautiful thing!!! When something bad happens, dictate the situation, don't let the situation dictate you!!! Keep it pushin'...
Why Me?
I don't understand how hard it is to like/love someone like me. I'm not at all full of myself but I know I'm pretty and I know I have a great personality. Every guy I've ever been with has come crawling back in some way or another. In my mind though, once you've lost that chance its over for you.     Why can't I see that a guy is leading me on? I'm told by lotsa girls and guys that he's really not interested but when he says otherwise, I let myself believe him. I guess I just fall into the trap time after time after time. Everyone has their issues, this I know.   Yet another question to ponder, how the fuck can a guy choose video games over me?!!!!!!!!!!!! Yes VIDEO GAMES. I'm a total nympho, I'm always cooking and cleaning for my man, and I do whatever the guy wants me to. I always get stuck in the convenient girlfriend zone and then we break up. Why is that? What is it about myself that is sooooooo negative that no one wants to really get to know me and love me for me? I'm tire
Kiss This
Mumms are slow so im gonna do ths blog thing again. So i finally cleaned out my very messy closet and found lotsa goodies..yay me oh yea... kiss it...
Life
When life gives you lemons make lemonade or margitritas...lol make the best of what you got... and don't take life for granted... by the time you realize what you had your time runs out faster then you want it to.
Lyrics To Wild Horses
WILD HORSES Childhood living,is easy to do The things that you wanted,I bought them for you. Graceless Lady,you know how I am, you know I can't let you,slide through my hands..                            *chorus* Wild Horses,couldn't drag me away Wild Horses,couldn't drag me away. I watched you suffer,a dull aching pain now you've decided,to show me the same, no sweeping exits,or offstage lines could make me feel bitter,or treat you unkind.                         *chorus* Wild Horses,couldn't drag me away, Wild,Wild Horses,couldn't drag me away.  I know I've dreamed you,a sin and a lie I have my freedom,but I don't have much time. Faith has been broken,tears must be cried lets do some living,after we die.                        *chorus*
Photo Rates
Greeting all FUBAR patrons!!!!! I know I am one of the new drunks here, but what I cant understand about this place (more over some of the patrons) is you want photos to be rated so you may move up in status or for whatever reasons, but you put one photo of yourself on your default folder, followed by other stuff that does not even pertain to you, then place all your other photos in a private photo album for only a few select to view and rate. Kinda defeats the purpose dont it?
Now Hiring Cam Girls
HEY WE'RE NOW HIRING! THE BUNNY RANCH LOUNGE IS NOW HIRING FOR CAM GIRLS AS WELL AS OTHER STAFF. THE BUNNY LOUNGE IS PACKED FULL OF FUN. TO GET INFO ABOUT BEING HIRED SIMPLY SEND ME A MESSAGE(PM). CHECK US OUT! http://fubar.com/lounge/66787
"a Cinder In The Furnace Of The Damned "
When I was eight years old, my mother told me, don't even bother trying because you won't amount to anything anyway. You're just a cinder in the furnace of the damned. Yet somehow, I fought my way out of the gutter and I made myself who I am. But somehow, someway, it's always somebody else who gets my breaks.

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