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Open Water Fishing Sunday
Well last Weekend was my last Icefishing Trip,for 2007.Them Big Ole Pike + Musky will just have to wait for another yr.As it was a Fairly Disappointed Lunker Season.Tomorrow out with the Rods as we Chase The Salmon + Trout for another Hopefully Awesome Season.An Next Saturday the Res.Should open to Chase the Lunker Lakers,that seem to elude me as well lately.Have a few things to do around the house,chore wise.Must set up a couple Rods.pack etc.Before my Friend Corey picks me up tonight.I might be online on his Comp.tonight,as I must set him up with a good Virus Protection>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>. I'd like to Thank Everyone whom is Voteing for me.I Love you all.You are all so Kind.I believe my first contest seems to be going well.I Hope.No matter who Wins,though I will be disappointed if I don't Place.It's not wether u Win or Loose it's about Good Sportsmenship. + Showing the Love,The CT Love.

Thoughts On Fubar
So I posted up a MUMM about me being back and how I so desperately wanted a 30 day VIP again. I also asked if someone would be willing to get me one. Well someone voted YES!!!!!!!!!! But I still don't have my VIP! Someone PLEASE HELP!!!! I will do anything at all if someone buys me one. Within reason of my knowledge base that is. Like don't ask me to build a nuclear missle, that's sort of out of my range of knowledge. Anyway, here's to hoping! Thanks everyone and it's great to be back!! OK here's the deal about this whole down-rating petition going around. I suspect alot of people feel this way they're just not willing to say it, so here goes... As far as down-rates are concerned - I've only rated probably 5 people at MOST a '1' and that was because they messed with my friends. As a rule, I give everyone a 10 or an 11 if I REALLY like their profile. But it should be MY DECISION to rate someone a 9 or an 8... Will I defend my decision to rate someone a 9 or

Show Me Love Pls
why must other people always think the worst of a person? Even their friends? Why cannot others take a peraon at thier word? Can't a person give themselves and their friendship with out getting something back? Cant one be loyal and loving and repsectfully and just be there for others? Why must some friends bring others to thier knees and make them cry and hurt inside just because they are having issues. Can one person not just hold their hand and listen and be there to care? Can pain be too much to the point where one friend walks away because the other hurts them one too many times? Can in one week, lose the foundation on which some thing stands to the point where one has to turn away to keep from anymore pain?? See the words below.... lyrics - Bo Bice Lyrics

How Lil-shaq Would Find A Soulmate!
Someone asked me via e-mail....Shaq, How would you find a soulmater? Then I seriously thought of tips on How I would look for a soulmate: Finding your Soulmate Love at first sight is a myth - your eyes only see the similarity to a favorite movie star or novel hero. It's the time you spend together, where you share your innermost secrets, that builds the bonds of soulmates. Be Available It´s no good complaining about not finding a soulmate if you only go out with the same group of friends all the time, or stay at home watching TV. Your soulmate can´t see through walls to find you! Make sure you´re out in places where your soulmate has a chance of finding you, and doing things your soulmate would realize are important to him/her. Comfortable and Trustable Sometimes people expect soulmates to hit them like lightning out of the blue. They go on looking, while the perfect partner is there with them every day, listening to them, being available, being fully trusting

Drun
finally got bk on the power went out in the neighborhood.Some1 hit a pole down the street.Power was out half the day. 1. People call it "Corpus." 2. Flour Bluff is considered another town. 3. Calallen is considered "out of town". 4. People remember hurricanes fondly. 5. A big concert for us is some dude or band from the 1980's playing at Concrete Street ("T" Head) and everyone goes. 6. We get excited if a new restaurant opens in town -- even if it's an IHOP. 7. You spend 5-7 years at Del Mar for that associates degree. 8. Going for a cruise means driving down Ocean Drive. 9. You know by heart what a #1 or a #7 is at Whataburger. 10. You remember fondly when Ray first went to state in "56" and when Ray and Miller won state in 1959 and 1960 - and still talk about it like it was only yesterday. 11. You consider yourself a "Texan" or a "Buc". 12. Landry's and Joe's Crabshack are considered upscale restaurants. 13. You camp out with your family on Leopard Street for 4 days

Life
This song has been on my mind ever since the first time I actually listened to the lyrics. I hope this helps me. Artist: Hinder Album: Extreme Behavior Title: Lips Of An Angel Honey why are you calling me so late It's kinda hard to talk right now Honey why are you crying is everything okay I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud Well, my girls in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel It's funny that you're calling me tonight And yes I've dreamt of you too And does he know you're talking to me Will it start a fight No I don't think she has a clue Well my girls in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really

Moments
Im Just trying to understand why bad things happen to great people. As many of you know my mother has had MS for a few years now, and is not in the best of health. Well this week my father was diagnosed with cancer, and must start radiation and chemo next week. This leaves me wondering how life can be so unfair sometimes. My parents are the greatest people, and have always been there for me, and have helped me in so many ways. I love them both so much. I can only pray and hope for the best for both of them. My parents are great people who would do anything for anybody and they do not deserve all of this. I don't understand how there are such evil people in this world, that are perfectly healthy. Not that i wish any illness on anyone, but it's just not fair. I don't know how to feel about anything. My only positive outlook is that I can take this time to tell them anything i want too, and too make sure they know I love them both and appreciate everything they have done for me

New Nascar Lounge!!
Hi all you Nascar fans, I just made a new Nascar Lounge for all of us who can talk about Nascar for hours..lol Just click on my profile and look over on the right will have the lounge there and come and join us!!Hugs..Laurie

Test U Sign
ok so say ur sittin there mindin ur own damn business and some person walks up to u female if ur male and male if ur female and there fine as fuck! but ur either married or in a relationship and they said to u that "they wanted to fuck and ok i can understand that if ur wit someone or married but its just a one time thing" here is my question would u do it or would u say no now keep in mind that u haven't had sexy for about 2 weeks and ur really horny wat would u do better yet would u say it could be more then a one time thing? Scorpio You are very dominant in bed, and you like to control your relationship in general. You are so intense in the sack that none of your partners will ever forget you. You are an amazing lover, because you like to have an equal amount of give and take. Sex matches: Cancer, Capricorn, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

73 In A 55 Zone
Jack took a long look at his speedometer before slowing down: 73 in a 55 zone. Fourth time in as many months. How could a guy get caught so often? When his car had slowed to 10 miles an hour, Jack pulled over, but only partially. Let the cop worry about the potential traffic hazard. Maybe some other car will tweak his backside with a mirror. The cop was stepping out of his car, the big pad in hand. Bob? Bob from Church? Jack sunk farther into his trench coat. This was worse than the coming ticket. A cop catching a guy from his own church. A guy who happened to be a little eager to get home after a long day at the office. A guy he was about to play golf with tomorrow. Jumping out of the car, he approached a man he saw every Sunday, a man he'd never seen in uniform. "Hi, Bob. Fancy meeting you like this." "Hello, Jack." No smile. "Guess you caught me - ed in a rush to see my wife and kids."

Broken Wings
Well, I've recently discovered that my entire life has been a lie. Where I came from is a lie, who I came from is a lie, who I am is a lie. I thought I was something that I am not. I thought I was someone that I am not. I thought had a certain life, but it's all gone now... I've always heard that the truth hurts. I didn't know it could hurt this much. I feel like my life and everything I've ever known has been taken away from me. The solid ground beneath my feet, that stupid lie, was knocked out from under me and I've fallen onto the hard, cold ground, the truth. Only, it feels like I'm still falling and I'm not sure there's a way back up... Yeah, for future reference, I'm not always that depressing. I've been in a weird mood lately and needed to get it out. Well, even with all the overwhelming events and information this past few weeks, I've managed to survive. The other night I finally stood up for myself. Most people would not be able to call me a quiet, submissive

Yahoo Messenger
I HAVE DEBATED RATHER TO SHARE THIS WITH EVERYONE BUT IF I HAVE BEEN A LITTLE WEIRD LATELY ITS BECAUSE I AM BEING HARASSED BY SOME IDIOT WHO IS STARTING TO FREAK ME OUT. I BLOCK HIM ON CT AND YAHOO AND HE KEEPS COMING BACK WITH A DIFFERENT SN. SO IF YOU HAVE ASKED ME FOR MY YAHOO ID LATELY AND I HAVE BEEN RELUCTANT TO GIVE IT TO YOU THEN THIS IS THE REASON. BUT I HAVEN'T HEARD FROM HIM IN A COUPLE OF DAYS NOW SO MAYBE HE GOT THE HINT AND WENT TO PLAY IN THE SANDBOX OR SOMETHING.

Charlie Angel
Come on by and check it out, its very yummy bondage set!! Ballgag, latex gloves, clothespins, mmmmm. Need i say more?? My site keeps getting better and better!! High quality never retouched photos, high quality HD video, member requested shoots, my personal blog, see me getting naughty by myself, with men, and with other girls!!! You dont want to miss the treats I have coming up for all of you!! Join now!!! Dont miss out!!! www.entercharlieangel.com xoxox CA You know, im about effing tired of the all the crap on this site. NSFW, i get my photos turned in all the time for being NSFW and there is nothing wrong with them. other chicks have their primary photos with their boobs all hanging out and bras that you can see through, ass shots, naked stuff, ive seen it. and noone turns them in. I, on the other hand, have a pic of COOP art in my photo section. three pics actually and someone turns me in. WTF!!! its a cartoon chick, for christ sake. GET OVER IT!!! I thought we w

Shannaire
hi been away for a while but back now comment me now and ill get back to u comment my pics there r some funny ones hi hopefully im gettin a record deal soon also goin into the studio soon to make more music thanx 4 your support love shannaire x x x i love to sing its now my job which is sooooooooooo cool comment me or become my fan soon it will be in records hopefully when iget a record deal

Sexual Zodiac
I copied this from an email i gopt from a friend. VIRGO - The One that Waits Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward. SCORPIO - The Addict EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward. LIBRA - The Lame One Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! however not the kind of person you wanna mess with ... u might end up crying... 9 years of bad luck if you do not forward. ARIES - The Liar Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Exce

New Developement
Hello everyone. For those of you keeping up with Baby Elizabeth I got news yesterday. Her chemo is still ongoing, and seems to be helping her. The side effects are starting to surface now. Elizabeth still is having blood transfusions. Also, she has been loosing weight, and can not keep anything on her stomach. This is a side effect of the chemo, but it looks like St. Jude's will be placing a feeding tube on the baby so she does not deteriorate due to her treatments. For those of you donating blood, thank you very much. For those of you who are keeping that precious baby in your prayers we also thank you very much as well. Her sweet angelic looks will let you all know how much we will keep you in our hearts for all the help. =D

My Krazy Life.....
I havent blogged in a few days,everything going well,except the fact im realizing Im married and in love with my best friend......enough said !!!!! Ok I am so mad i could scream...here we are having a nice fun conversation on the phone and she freakin calls so im blown off for the threat...i dont even think he wants her...i broke down and asked him today if i was his type and he said yes...see we had this conversation a few months back and he said i wasnt his gf type and so i asked him today if things were different in my life if i was his type and he said yes.....BUT he cut me off to talk to a girl he thinks is blowing off his freakin phone calls....GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just dont know anymore.im so so confused,the first thing i told him a year ago is im not looking for a bf or soeone to replace my hubby,then i crossed the line and we became best friends and the attention kept pouring in from him and i knew he was that type and i was chancing hanging with him after his

Saturday, 31 March 2007
THIS IS MY CURRENT LIST OF PEOPLE THAT I HAVE TOLD I WOULD HELP. I HAVE BEEN A LITTLE LAX IN HELPING THEM AND I AM GETTING ON IT, MAYBE YOU CAN HELP ME OUT BY HELPING THEM. PLEASE RATE, COMMENT AND REPOST AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE, IF THERE ARE ANY CORRECTIONS LET ME KNOW. AND IF YOU WANT TO BE ADDED, SEND THE LINK AND DETAILS IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE AND I WILL ADD YOU, AND COMMENT BOMB YOU AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE TOO. REDHAWK

Contests
Anyone on my friend or family lists can enter. All you have to do is make me a salute, having either my sn or name on it, that is sfw. The contest will start Sunday (April 8th) so you must enter by then, so I must receive your entry by the end of Saturday (the 7th). Anyone on my friend or family lists can enter. All you have to do is make me a salute, having either my sn or name on it, that is sfw. The contest will start Sunday (April 8th) so you must enter by then, so I must receive your entry by the end of Saturday (the 7th). Anyone on my friend or family lists can enter. All you have to do is make me a salute, having either my sn or name on it, that is sfw. The contest will start Sunday (April 8th) so you must enter by then, so I must receive your entry by the end of Saturday (the 7th).

Angel's Journal
Well I haven't been on here all that much lately . Due to a bunch of things going on right now . I found out that my mom was just diagnosed with liver failure and she will need a transplant, so I have been trying to spend more time with her . I have to admit that its taking a toll on me and trying to remain in a positive mood is very hard right now . I still sign in to check CT every few days so if you have left me a message I will try to get back to you as soon as I can . I was once crying over you Then I was trying to forget you Just when I thought I had achieved that goal Now you walked back into my life And confused the hell out of me Can i learn to forgive and forget? Are we meant to love again ? Or doomed to repeat this pattern of unfullfilled hopes and dreams ? ok so i'm doing just fine and actually starting to be happy again and then my ex walks back into my life saying that he missed me and that he had been thinking about how i was the only

Saturdays Chuckle
A man walks into a chemist with his 8-year old son. They happen to walk by the condom display, and the boy asks, "What are these, Dad? To which the man matter-of-factly replies, "Those are called condoms, son. Men use them to have safe sex." "Oh I see," replied the boy pensively. Yes, I've heard of that in health class at school." He looks over the display and picks up a package of 3 and asks, "Why are there 3 ?" dad replies, "Those are for high school boys, one for Friday, one for Saturday, and one for Sunday." "Cool" says the boy. He notices a 6 pack and asks, "Then who are these for?" "Those are for college men," the dad answers, TWO for Friday, TWO for Saturday, and TWO for Sunday. " "WOW!" exclaimed the boy, "then who uses THESE?" he asks, picking up a 12 pack. With a sigh and a tear in his eye, the dad replied, "Those are for married men. One for January, one for February, one for March, one for april,one for may........Ect

The Wind.
Just thinking, of the ladie that someday i might fall in love with. I want the love to be everylasting. I want passion. Neverending glory for the both of us, on how we feel for eachother. I truly belive, that their is a Woman out there that can love like me. I feel this dread of life, I wonder why it hurts me so. The pain is deep, but at time refreshing. My mind is always on fast forward. I know that i need to settle down, i am wanting to find the one. The way my life has gone, just might not be in the cards of life. Friends thanks for the comments, but this is just words, not how i feel. things just pop into my head sometimes, so i just have to write..Dean My heart flutters, with every breath of you. My thoughts are all of you. The treasure of your soul, that i stive to have. The pleasentness of your touch. The look in your eyes, when i tell you how i feel. The moment the wind rushes thru your heart, it goes thru my soul. I often, wonder if i am good enough. I think the doubt

Breed Specific Legislation
Governor Arnold Schwarzenegger signed SB861 into law creating a new path for Breed Specific Legislation to take effect in other states nationwide. As of now, the Bull Terrier breeds are now BANNED statewide and anyone having these animals in the state, whether residents or visitors, will face heavy fines and possible jail time. It's also possible that any bully owners still owning these dogs after the bill was signed into law will have their animals taken from them and destroyed. Here's the catch... SB861 was signed into law WITHOUT the consent of the California voting public. This bill was never presented to the citizens of California for their thoughts on it. It went straight to the Governor's desk and it was signed into law. This is what we have to look forward to if the "Governator" runs for goddamn President?!? Is this who you want in office signing things into law without the consent of the American public?!? The Governor of California went too far and unfortuna

Happy News
My mother has been sick her whole life. Since the age of seven years old she has had type 1 Diabetes. My mother had been diagnosed with Kidney failure. My mother was one the donor waiting list for over four years. My mother got a kidney and pancreas transplant two days ago and is recovering great. This is something to show that anything can happen and never underestimate the powers of keeping faith.

I Need One Comment From You To Get A 7 Day Cherry Blast!
Rules: Most rates win; 50 comments=1 rate No auto-commenters; all comments must be original! No 123; abc; copy+paste I want the best to win, not a comment bombing popularity contest. What Im looking for: Any kinky pics of yourself; bondage, fetish, candle wax fun, girl on girl play, sub and dom play, anything freaky and sexual that you find hot! *keep in mind if it is a nsfw pic; people will have to be a friend of mine to view it no matter what my settings are; don’t think im blocking people form seeing your pic.* Prizes: Everyone is a winner! All contestants receive a candle for some kinky hot wax fun! And a shot of your choice to inspire more kinky fun. 5th Place gets a relatively safe night A safe hug A safe teddy And a safe Strawberry w/ Whipped Cream; mmm.. sensual tastiness! 4th Place gets a sensual massage from me. & & some gentle cherry kisses 3rd Place gets a romantic dinner that will turn into a dirty, drunken, kinky

Feelings
A FRIEND IS IS SOMEONE WHO WILL PLAY, AND WILL ALWAYS STAY. A FRIEND IS SOMEONE WHO'LL GIVE A SHOULDER TO CRY, AND DOESN'T CARE IF ITS DRY. A FRIEND IS SOMEONE WHO CAN CONFIDE, AND ALWAYS GIVE YOU A RIDE. A FRIEND IS SOMEONE WHOM YOU TRUST, EVEN THRU SMOLDERING DUST. A FRIEND WILL BE THERE FOREVER, AND WILL NEVER SAY NEVER. A FRIEND WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART, WITH EVVERY NEW DAY'S START. THIS BLOG IS DEDICATED TO MY TRUE BEST FRIEND.... YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE....... TRUE LOVE IS WHEN YOU ARE NEAR, SHOWING US NO FEAR. TRUE LOVE IS BEING THERE, TO SHOW THAT YOU CARE. TRUE LOVE IS A FEELING FROM THE HEART SOMETHING THAT GIVES YOU A MORNING START. TRUE LOVE IS BEING THERE WHEN YOU'RE BLUE, SOMEONE THAT WILL ALWAYS STAY TRU. TRUE LOVE IS NOT KNOWING WHY, YOU ONLY KJNOW IT MAKES YOU CRY. TRUE LOVE IS THAT WARM FUZZY FEELING, THAT TAKES YOUR ENTIRE BEING. TRUE LOVE HAS NO END, YOU'LL ALWAYS BE THERE AROUND THE BEND. TRUE LOVE HAS NO PRICE,

My Son
OH LORD OH LORD! I REMEMBER THE DAY I GAVE BIRTH TO MY SON, I KNEW THEN THAT THERE WAS A HOPE FOR ME IN THIS WORLD. SO I RAISED HIM TO KNOW OF YOU AND YOUR LOVING FATHER; I TAUGHT HIM TO LOVE ALL, RESPECT LIFE, TURN THE OTHER CHEEK AND PRAISE THY NAME. AND WITH THAT HE GREW IN YOUR EVERLASTING LIGHT AND ALL THE HATRED HE SAW HE DID NOT BOTHER! DON'T GET ME WRONG OH LORD! I KNOW HE WAS NOT A PERFECT SOUL, FOR YES HE HAD TIMES OF WEAKNESS, WHEN HE FELL INTO THAT HELLISH PIT; OH YES THE STREETS THAT ARE FILLED WITH DRUGS AND ENVY TRIED MANY OF TIMES TO CONSUME HIM, BUT I FEEL THAT YOU WERE THERE, BY HIS SIDE, TO SHOW HIM THE WAY OUT OF THE BLASPHEMOUS SODOM AND GOMORRAH. OH YES! YOU SHOWED HIM TO HIS PROPER PLACE, BACK WITH US, THE PLACE IN WHICH HE WOULD FIT! BUT TODAY OH LORD, I MUST GIVE HIM BACK TO YOU, FOR ANOTHER HAS STRUCK HIM DOWN, HE HAS TAKEN MY HOPES, PRAYS AND ALL THAT IS GOOD AND LOCKED THEM UP TO ROT;

What's Going On In This Head Of Mine???
Ya know, I thought all these folks I saw on here saying how addictive this was had to be nuts. Now I see they were right! CT is great & oh so addictive. Now if I can figure out the stash thing & all the other stuff.......lol It's freakin raining again. My husband planted our garden on Saturday, it started raining on Sunday. Rained all day Sunday, Sunday night, Monday, stopped Monday evening long enough to get in my son's t-ball game, then started back on Tuesday. I swear I think we're going to have to break out the boats & paddles. My poor Doxie is going to have to swim when she has to go out (that is IF she'll go out..she hates rain)..I mean she's only ankle high. OK, we're back from vacation. We had a BLAST!! We went to Universal (both parks - Universal & Islands of Adventure) & we're already planning our next trip down!!!

The Inner Being
1 WE ARE DISCOVERING AGAIN THAT WE LIVE IN A DEEPLY MYSTERY WORLD, FULL OF SUDDEN COINCIDENCES AND SYNCHRONISTIC ENCOUNTERS THAT SEEM DESTINED. 2 AS MORE OF US AWAKEN TO THIS MYSTERY, WE WILL CREATE A COMPLETELY NEW WORLD VIEW-REDEFINING THE UNIVERSE AS ENERGENTIC AND SACRED. 3 WE WILL DISCOVER THAT EVERYTHING AROUND US, ALL MATTER, CONSISTS OF AND STEMS FROM A DIVINE ENERGY THAT WE ARE BEGINNING TO SEE AND UNDERSTAND. 4 FROM THIS PERSPECTIVE, WE CAN SEE THAT HUMANS HAVE ALWAYS FELT INSECURE AND DISCONNECTED FROM THIS SACRED SOURCE, AND HAVE TRIED TO TAKE ENERGY BY DOMINATING EACH OTHER. THIS STRUGGLE IS RESPONSIBLE FOR ALL HUMAN CONFLICT. 5 THE ONLY SOLUTION IS TO CULTIVATE A PERSONAL RECONNECTION WITH THE DIVINE, A MYSTICAL TRANSFORMATION THAT FILLS US WITH UNLIMITED ENERGY AND LOVE, EXTENDS OUR PERCEPTION OF BEAUTY AND LIFTS US INTO A HIGHER-SELF AWARENESS. 6 IN THIS AWARENESS WE CAN RELEASE OUR OWN PATTERN OF CONTROLLING, AND DISCOVER A SPECIFIC TRU

I Gave A Bone To The Owner Of A Pitbull, He Didnt Like It So The Dog Took It
see it seems many people i ask this dont seem to respond to the way i feel about u the peolpe tell me wats ur response? I ask u, are u scared of death or ur last breath on this world?yes or no and give me a reason its for skool Thanx to u who reply

Yall Need To Read This Sh....t
This was sent to my girlfrend from a guy that totally runs down our country and our troops even hoping all our troops die in iraq and this is message below is what he said about my girlfriends daughter and the link to his profile is at the very bottom of this bullentin.For those who believe in our country and our troops please try to send this along to all im sure your daughter would love to get a hold of me. im not running this country down its already run down. i hope your kid dies in iraq, just cause your so proud of her fighting and killing " people like me". mohamedq@ fubar *Beer doesnt mind sitting in the freezer for an hour to cool off *You can enjoy beer all night long *Beer doesnt complain when you fart *A beer will wait in the car while you go and play football *When your beer goes flat,you toss it out *Hangovers go away *A beer doesnt get jealous when you grab another beer *Beer doesnt care how much you earn *Beer never has a headach

I Support Our Troops
MILITARY FAMILY MEMBERS FATHER>ARMY NATIONAL GUARD ('63-'69) HUSBAND>NAVY ('80-'89) UNCLE>ARMY ('68-'69) SON-IN-LAW>ARMY ('06- ) NEVER FORGOTTEN PFC ALTON "LEE" ELLIS COMPANY B 2ND BATTALION 5TH CALVARY 1ST CAVARLY DIVISION AIRMOBILE KILLED IN COMBAT 1968 TAYNINH,SOUTH VIETNAM

About Me
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Jackie Birthday: 1/7/71 Birthplace: Dennver, CO Current Location: Twin Falls, ID Eye Color: Hazel Hair Color: I say lt. brown, but ya'll say red lol Height: 5'4 Right Handed or Left Handed: right Your Heritage: Irish/German The Shoes You Wore Today: Slippers Your Weakness: Beautiful eyes and a sexy smile Your Fears: losing a loved one Your Perfect Pizza: Garbage Pizza Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Getting settled. Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LOL Thoughts First Waking Up: Did I really stay up that late last night Your Best Physical Feature: Eyes for sure Your Bedtime: Usually 2am Your Most Missed Memory: My childhood Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi MacDonalds or Burger King: Burger King Single or Group Dates: Both, just depends Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton Chocolate or Vanilla: Not into sweets, but would go with vanilla Cappuccino or Coffee: Decaf Coffee Do you Smoke: cigarettes Do you Swe

Law Blog
One-on-one in the backyard Sponsored by: Less lethal issues in law enforcement Sponsored by TASER International with Capt. Greg Meyer (ret.) by PoliceOne.com Columnist Greg Meyer Sponsored by TASER A true story recently ended in a county jurisdiction with a reputation of being very favorable toward law enforcement: It was a gun-burglary crime involving a suspect who had a record for assaulting officers. A long, dangerous pursuit. A cold, dark night. A minor crash. And the foot chase is on. You’re in plainclothes. You have your gun and handcuffs. But no pepper spray or TASER. Your back-up officers are closing in. Or so you think. Over the fence you go. In the dimness you see the suspect trying to get over the next fence. But he falls. You’ve got him at gunpoint. He gives up. Or so you think. He gets up, but only into a crouch. You see his hands, empty but near his waistband, then near his ankle. He won’t stand up. He won’t lie down.

Life Is Great
Life is not great it's a downword spiral of shit that I've coused I can;t seem to put my past behind me and it hunts me always I've tried everything to change back to the sweet person I was but I'm just a screw up that will evenculy end up all alone like my dad because I push people away when I get hurt And then Put up a wall I need to fix that to chang my fate

Friend Or Faux??
what am i to do when somone whos supposed to be my friend constantly lies about everything? theres been so many scenerios that i have caught her lying that i dont know wether to belive a word comming out of her mouth or not. im not one to have many female friends because i know how catty they can be, and because "some" girls are so desperate that they will do just about anything to get a little attention, especially from a guy! some of it sounds petty and dumb, but its kinda turned into like a snowball effect thingy. and i just think its hillarious now so i thought i would share with everyone. heres the situation... she tells me " i feel bad ur so nice yada yada... im gonna help you find a boyfriend, u need one" lol i told her it wouldnt work cause ppl are too into the hook up thingy and what not, guys dont wanna be in a relationship nowadays ... well she sets up a date with me and a friend of hers. she tells me she's met him in person according to him that was the fir

Fill It Out And Pass It On
U + ME + MY ROOM =________? Body: IF WE'RE LOCKED UP IN MY ROOM FOR TWENTY-FOUR HOURS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE ... LOL. IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS THEN YOU WILL HAVE BAD LUCK FOR 7 YEARS...DONT BE SCARED REPOST THIS SAYING.. U + ME + MY ROOM =________?

Updates To My Page
he he he he he go i tells ya wtf ureading this for go look at it today my best frined richie died in a fire and i just seen him last night first my mom leaves me now my best friend is gone and now i cant stop crying this is to every 1 that lost a dear friend death is a part of life death is what brings life life is what brings death whne it is your time its your time to make life you must take life so i say this prayer to my friend i hope you will join me lord please take care of my friend richies soul and i hope he knows ill miss him amen. i made stash and page up dates peep em if uwant idc

~blog Blog Blog~
I like being here. Just last Monday, March 26 someone messed up my CT account. Had to make another one and it really sucks. No one on here seem to be able to help me get it back. Lost lots of good friends on here, that I had met. Had gifts and now they are gone. So, if anyone of you remember me, please come by again.

Darkness In Your Dreams
The Darkness Lies In Me Once Again It Has Over Powered My Mind Seems To Be Filled With Evil I Smile When You Tell Me You Cant Stop Thinkin' Of Me I Lick My Lips When You Tell Me How Beautiful I Am I Look At You And You Fall Deeper Into Me There Is No End To This Your Dreams Start To Fill With Me And As You Go On About Your Day You Still Cant Stop Thinkin' Of Me What Is This? You Ask Why Cant It Stop? You Wonder I Drive You Insane I Make You Crave Me More You Start To Feel Your Heart Race You Don't Know What To Do Just Close Your Eyes Breathe In Slowly And Dream Cause Thats All I Will Be In Your Dreams You Can Feel Me In Your Dreams You Can Feel The Pleasure In Your Dreams You Need Me In Your Dreams You Think I Am Real In Your Dreams Thats All I Will Eva Be *~LUX~*

We Speak In Different Voices!
I miss the part, when we were moving forward now On our way down But maybe someday, I'll be something more than love Just know I'll never tell And when you're on your way down Through the clouds And you're waiting for your body's re-entry again We speak in different voices When fighting with the ones we've loved We speak in different voices Why can't we say what we're thinking of I'm missing parts, now that you've told me everything On our way down And I was blessed and I've forgotten how to love You said you'd never tell And when you're on your way down Through the clouds And you're waiting for your body's re-entry again We speak in different voices When fighting with the ones we've loved We speak in different voices Why can't we say what we're thinking of Not even I will tell... We speak in different voices When fighting with the ones we've loved We speak in different voices We say these things to know they're real. We speak in different voices

Question For The Men Of Cherry Tap!!!!
Just a question. If you recently get out of a crazy relationship with a female. Then you meet up with a cool, laid back, drama free, chick, how would you go about trying to build a relationship with her. Remember you were still hurt from the last one. Also the cool female is really into you. What would you do??? Fellas please respond honestly!!!

Sexy Gift Game
you'e ok-teddy bear you're cute-red rose I'd do ya!-any spicy gift you're sexy-dozen roses let's be friends-kitten we an party-any liquid refreshments wanna get married?-any big pimpin gift repost see what gifts you get

New Name
I am blocking all my pics now since there are Stupid People that want to say that all my pics are not safe for work and there is nothing wrong with them. So now I am just gonna keep them to myself and the people who can appericate them. Hey Everyone I know that I havent been on much lately and I know some of you are worried But I am ok and I am having Surgry Wed and I wont be on much then either but I just wanted everyone to know that I am ok and I will talk to you all soon. Best wishes to all Heather Changed my yahoo Id so please add it too yours if you still want to chat on yahoo lil_sugarbutt@yahoo.com

Believe
So it IS Rain seems symbolic though most who feel it's gentle weeping touch would simple say...."it is what it is" and probably even say in a joint of laughter "it's wet". I for one get the message see it's torn picture amongst the scale of human emotion and understand that rain isn't always rain. Days have pas since I left my place of work ...since the doctors called....since they found the very dark spot on my mothers lung...and watched one of her two leafs of life collapse. I understand the rain..... If you know me ...I would never ask unless I needed to....but I do....pray....pray like you've never prayed before....and give me just a few more moments....to enjoy....to understand...to learn Always, Loot I wasn't sure how to start ...I stared for awhile at the very notes that inspired this blog....the wonderment behind it...like I had forgot that I had ever written anything. I don't remember... I formatted my computer...just too much wrong and

Funny Shit
They're here already! You're Ass Munching! You're Ass Munching! Which movie was this quote from? Invasion of the Body Snatchers (1956) (the word was 'next') I'm a goddamn marvel of modern Fucking. Get your own quotes: http://thesurrealist.co.uk/movie.phpmethod

2011 Blog Entries
I'm not a Christian, although I was raised Russian Orthodox. I'm not anything, I'm just a person. I believe in evolution not in being ruled by dead people from a time I never knew. I was delivered to this condition by what is known in Greek as Thelema. But what is Easter?There was this person represented by the name Jesus Christ who had certain beliefs that upset the powers that be and they told him to denounce what he speaketh or vee Kill you. So the death of Jesus represents a very important milestone in "human evolution"; similar to the milestone of Abraham refusing to make a human sacrifice of his son. A person died for what they believed in and his followers saw the importance of that and felt morally compelled to somehow ensure that humanity, for the good of itself and for the good of "human evolution", remembered that fact. So it was decided that from the death of winter to the rebirth in Spring, when all buds and blooms are resurrected - that it Shall be remembered, that this

Everyday
i dont know how people can live thier lives sometimes. i sit and ponder on how i can make my life better. i am sick of not knowing what tomorrow will bring. does anyone else feel that way? i dont know but i am sooo tired. i feel as though when something seems as though i am doing good something f**ks up and i am in the hole again. does anyone have suggestions for me?? i am more then willing to listen. hopefully soon i will have a good blog. but i am sorry to say for the first one it has to be a bummer. ttyl

Me..in A Nutshell
Well..I dont even know if anyone will read this...but this is a quick summery of my life now. On March 14th of this year, I got divorced from my husband of 14 years. It is the hardest thing I have ever had to go thru...and I wouldnt wish it on anyone. I loved him with my entire being...and even after he cheated on me I was willing to work it out....but he didnt want to be married to me...so I moved out and started a new life with my 3 daughters. They are the only reason I am still here now and able to even type to you now. I get my strength from them. They are my heros. I wish I could take their pain away, and promise them they will get over this..but I cant. I hurt like they do...but I will heal in time; they may not. So now here I am..on April fools day..which is also my youngests birthday. I am waiting for her cake to cool as we speak so I can frost it and go to bed. It's 1:30 in the morning...but I dont even care. I want to see her when she wakes up to give her her gifts. Thi

Men
i hate this! i pull away whenever i like someone i push them away. i need to just leave well enough alone i need to stop expressin feeling i need to stop saying what i think i want but dont want i need to think b4 i talk~ i need to stop makin my ownn heart hurt to satisfy others. i need to stop bein a darn ppl pleaser and b a me pleaser. i need 2 b happy with what i have and not want more!

Misc
Wow...I've been married 7 yrs today! Time sure does fly, here's to 7 more! If he can put up with me that long...lol :o) I decided to change my NSFW album to family only, because new friends would come in and only rate those pics and never look at any of my other ones. If you want want to see this album you're gonna have to rate my other pics first and then PM me and let me know and I'll add you to my family. Hey everyone that reads this...lol...I'm in a giveaway, and I need to reach 60,000 comments in 10 weeks...I'm just about at the end of my first week and nowhere near where I should be...So if you get a chance could you drop me some comments on my pic? I would really appreciate it, and I will return the love :) xoxo booboo p.s....here's the link; just click it and it will take you to where you need to be.

Sarahs Words
So its been a while since i have been on fubar. Whats new? I work part time handing out samples and Sam's Club, i go to school full time although i am taking a break at the moment to try and sort out my leagle problems, i am being sued by so far two hospitals for failing to pay their way too expensive bills. Woe is me, i have to delcare bankruptcy, and that is no get out debt free card my friends! When i get a check, the money is already spent. I got my check on Wed, and by saturday i am flat broke. I can not blame it all on gas prices either, as much as i want too. This is all my fault. I hate money sometimes. I feel as though it controls me, makes me spend what i do not have. I feel worthless without it, and a slave too it. I spent most of my money on things that i do not need. What the hell, i tell myself. Do i want to be in debt forever? Do i want to miss money so much, that i almost feel willing to do anything for some more of it? Its the worst drug. So like the title says, i'm hu

Friends
FRIENDS: Tell you not to do something stupid when drunk MARINE FRIENDS: Will post 360 degree security so you dont get caught --------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs MARINE FRIENDS: Call your parents drunk as hell and tell them about the fat chick you tried to pick up -------------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Hope the night out drinking goes smoothly, and hope that no one is late for the ride home. MARINE FRIENDS: Know some wild shit will happen, and set up rally points and an E & E route. --------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. MARINE FRIENDS: Will be sitting next to you saying, Damn...that shit was fun " ------------------------------------------------------ FRIENDS: Cry with you. MARINE FRIENDS: laugh at you --------------------------------------------------------- FRI

Total Letdown!
This week should be the Happiest week of my life ~ the most beautiful baby boy with the most beautiful blue eyes Ive ever seen was born. I fell in love with him instantly. however everything else in my life has gone to crap. 2 people I love and/or care about have basically walked away or pushed me away for no reason. I know I can be difficult sometimes but there are reasons for it. I dont mean to be that way or so cold. You should be able to turn to those you care about when u have problems they should listen not give you grief. Life is very fragile - what if something drastic happens and u didnt tell the people u care about how u felt - what if they died thinking you didnt care. Life and Death has been on my mind alot lately and unlike the people who have hurt me beyond belief I plan on from now on living the rest of my time to the fullest and proving to the people I care about exactly how I feel about them. u shouldnt let people get so close and let them in only to hurt them by pus

Poems
Thank you Firestar...this is a poem a friend wrote for me:) by Firestar~Queen of Darkness~ Lil Hoochie From DownUnder Lil hoochie from downunder…. Let me tell you a sweet story about the finest, yet the hottest lady living downunder. She so fine that rain will not rain upon her day, But her beauty is well know about the land of the great downunder. Eyes that will burn like liquid fire. Lips that are like morphine, But all men want to dare to her wicked kiss. Story goes…. To lay your eyes upon her beauty is like feasting upon the sun to where You would lose your mind. Lil hoochie from downunder…. She got what it takes to make a man‘s…. Blood boil like hot water on a stove, Heart bursting like firecracker on the fourth of July. She got the sweet alluring sway about her walk that makes…. The men fall to their knees for mercy. Lil hoochie from downunder…. Sweeter than honey upon a rattle snake meat. Hotter than a brewing day upon Texas. Lil hoochie

Dreams.
i have no idea how my dream last night started. all i know is that James Dean and Elvis Presly were sitting next to each other in lawn chairs, both in the same sailor outfit, fighting over who's dick was bigger. i told them i would decide. they both whipped out their giant floppy donkey weiners and James Dean won the prize. go James!

Thunder492
im sitting here this morning and was think about all the things that have happened to me over the years while driving a truck. i have been robbed, had things stolen from my truck , and learned alot about the old adage " wrong place at the wrong time" But one thing has always intruged me, and that is the flasher. Your driving down the road when a car pulls along, some time they honk most of the time they dont. then a girl sitting in the car pulls up her shirt and flashes you a big smile. then they're gone driving on down the road. Even on your worst day you have to smile and wish for a second look , most of the time there gone before you even have the chance to look twice. i admit some guys run trucks that are not governed so off they go to try and get a second look most are stuck whatching the car zoom away. looking and wishing. but over the yaers i have never had anyone tell me why they do it is it just for fun? are they as bored as i am as we roll down the road. was it a be

Contests
I have a lot of you out there that just live for comment bombing, well as of this sec. none of it is happening to my pic, wassup with that, come on my friends, boost my ego a little bit here plzzzzz. I know that I ain't the sexiest guy out there, lets overlood that and showme some love by COMMENTING THE HECK OUT OF MY PIC... You will be amply rewarded by my devotion as a friend, like you don't already have that now, right. But really it would be awesome to finally say I won something.

My Writing
84 The number clicked over in my head as I touched the end of the swimming pool, turned, and set off for another length. I swam quickly, enjoying the calmness, the silence, around me. 85 I turned again, my shoulders starting to ache as I think that a hundred lengths would be about right. 86 It was quite late, which was how I liked it as I had the pool to myself. I had timed it just right -- an hour in the gym, then into the pool just as everyone else was starting to leave. 87 Max, the guy on duty in the gym, didn't mind -- he had to stay to clear up anyway, and as I was a regular he was happy to leave me to it. 88 I turned again, enjoying the solitude around me, the feel of the water swishing past me as I swam, as I dropped my face into the water with each stroke. 89 Crash! As I turned, my solitude was torn away as two people jumped into the pool a few yards from where I was swimming. A wave washed over me, rocking me as I swam past, the water a mass

Camming & Sex
Well my birthday has passed and no young ladies wanted to give me a present. I received only one birthday card on here. This was very disappointing. So if any of the wild young ladies want to cam please im me on yahoo at yoda_40351. Well my birthday is coming up on Nov 23. I will be celebrating alone this year since my wife left me. Hope to find a young lady or ladies playing on cam for my birthday, but I am not counting on it. My yahoo id is yoda_40351 if anyone want to get hold of me. I wish I could find a young lady that masturbate on cam. My wife had surgery on March 7 and she can not have sex until April 20. That bad when I am in the mood because I am not in the mood very often. So if any female that wants to cam for me please post a comment for me. Thanks for reading my rantings.

This Seriously Made My Day
are you a man? well i guess looking at the woman you have in turkey i can see why you would think every other woman would look like a man NOT! hold up erkan i just need to scratch my balls:)) freak aww he thought i was funny... and guess coming from turkey that makes him some kind of sit down comedian

Redneck
TO ALL MY FRIENDS ALL CHERRY TAP!!!!FIRST I HOPE EVERYONE HAS A WOUNDERFUL EASTER!SECOND FOR ALL THE ONES WHO SEND A GET WELL TY MUAH!!!AND THIS TO MY BEST FRIEND SHE IS THE BEST.SHE CALLS ME AND CHECKS ON ME AND FLIRTS WITH MY OLD MAN AND THAT IS SO CUTE,GOTTA LUV HER OK AND HIM. damn another day in hell.

Thinking
For one day we all think everything is always going to be okay, that today is going to be a wonderful and glorious day and then suddenly to our tormented eyes, one person, one sick person takes the lives of many. To be shot one by one, I ask myself, what made one person kill and wound so many. These children haven't even lived their lives and yet they only had a short time on this earth. Why? Why did such good people have to be taken. It breaks my heart in two and my heart bleeds for all. No one ever knows what to say in times like this, there never are easy words to say. But I will say, that I hope everyone at Virginia Tech knows that the Country is mourning for them and the close friends or family they have lost. I am sorry you had to endear such a horrific act. I would do anything for any of you right now. My prayer? May everyone find solace, which won't be for a while, but may God be there for you all when you fall and shed wounded tears. You all are in my thoughts and prayers. M

High Times
1.Rock out to the same song for hours 2.Watch cartoons 3.Eat a box of capt'n crunch 4.Use things you find around the house to make pipes and bongs 5.Start a band 6.Make up a comic book staring you and your stoner friends 7.Try to count to 100000 8.Rock out to the Led Zeppelin box set in a smokey room 9.Make funny faces 10.Eat 10 PB&J's and have some milk (If you like this and you would like to see your ideas on the list just let me know)

Intro !
Just giving all the people that visited my profile a shout out. Hopefully, if I scream their praises to the wind then maybe they will hear what I have said and remember that they have a friend out there. I realy appreciate the visits and don't be shy to add, rate, or show me some love. I haven't been a member for very long, but the experience is sure different than any other sites of its caliber. It's one that I hope will be enhanced in the future by making new friends and maybe a few fans. I will continue to keep an optimistic view on the prospect of meeting different people and try to further enjoy the "tappa, tappa, tappa". - Where would we all be without the "Tappa, Tappa, Tappa"? This one goes out to all the people that took the time to, at least, visit my profile. I feel compelled to show these chosen few some love and thank them by stating my gratitude thast they've done so. Even though I've been a member for such a short time on this particular site on the electro

Looking And Wondering
so yeah im just sitting here and talkin to some friends in AIM and everything else that i do and im just wondering if there are ne good teenagers on here that i can talk with i mean adults are not....not cool becasue they are i just wanna talk to some teenagers and i dont know where ne are and i cant find them haha so i want some teenagers boys or girls i really dont care to IM me do anything to get a ahold of me and then just talk to me i mean what do you have to lost and im really bored right im down with church but i hav to go back there in a few hours to help set up with some table and chairs for the dinner tonight so im going to be there for a while yeah i guess im done for now ttyl everyone

Time
Why do people hurt others? Admit they knew their actions would hurt you and go ahead and do it anyways? Admit the same actions would hurt them and go ahead and do it anyways. Then after the fact continue with the same behavior while all along insist they LOVE YOU ?? Please post your comments and feelings on this. JG I did not write this but it has always had my attention. I would like to hear your comments................... "The Blurred Boundaries of Intimacy" We are all in need of intimacy. We can love many people in varying degrees and in myriad ways, but we will always remain in need of one special relationship. We need someone with whom we feel a unique association, who gives us a essential feeling of security and comfort, as well as a degree of privacy, and deep affection that separates them form others. Generally there is a sexual dimension that in itself creates exclusivity. It is a physical and emotional bonding that brings strength and heals

~juiciest Lips Contest!!~
DO YOU THINK YOU HAVE THE JUICIEST LIPS? IF SO START SENDIN YOUR PICTURES MY WAY IF YOU WANNA BE IN MY CONTEST, HERE ARE THE RULES: 1)YOUR FACE NEEDS TO BE SEEN IN THE PHOTO,SO THAT I KNOW IT IS YOU. 2)COMMENT BOMBING IS ALOWED, AND RATES WILL BE USED AS WELL. 3)COMMENTS WILL BE ADDED AS ONE POINT EACH, AND THE RATES, WILL BE 2 POINTS FOR EACH...AND COMMENTS/RATES WILL BE ADDED TO FINAL SCORE. 4)TIE BREAKER}~ THE ONES THAT TIE WILL BE PUT IN THE SAME CONTEST BY THEMSELFS. 5)DOWNRATEING OTHER PEOPLE IN THIS CONTEST IS STRICKLY FORBIDDEN! IT WILL NOT BE TOLLERATED! 6)NO BAD MOUTHING OTHERS IN THE CONTEST PLEASE. IF ANY OF THESE RULES ARE BROKEN, U WILL BE TAKEN OUT OF THE CONTEST. ANYONE INTERESTED CONTACT ME, PLEASE.. CONTEST WILL START AT MIDNIGHT APRIL 6TH - THRU APRIL 14TH AT MIDNIGHT.. THANK U LOWI P.S. The prize for the winner will be 1 CHERRY BLAST, so have fun and play fair.

My World
After long consideration and many talks with my kids and family I have made the choice to go for it and get my CDL. My kids understand why and have decided it sounds cool getting post cards and gifts from all the places I will go. They said they will be excited to show thier friends all the stuff they will get and tell them of all the places I will be going. I explained to them many times it means I will be gone a lot and they said that was ok we can talk on the phone every night before bed and get on web cam so we can see each other. Then they asked if on holidays they can ride with me so they can travel too *laughs* So now its time to start studying to get my permit. I know this is a chance to turn my life around and get ahead finally and support my family like I need to do. Cant depend on anyone but ME to make my life better and get back on track. Went through hard times and life went down hill so time to go back up the hill and make a life for my kids and myself.

Stupid People
OK YALL- HERES THE DEAL- THIS IS THE PERSON THATS RATED A FEW FRIENDS A 1 AND ITS ALL BECAUSE "HE" HAS TITTS AND A (CLEARS THROAT) PENIS- JEALOUSY IS A DISEASE DUDE GIRL-- GET OVER IT -- UNTIL THE SEX CHANGE IS COMPLETE- YOULL NEVER HABE A LADIES BODY- YOU AINT WORTH THE RATE OF A ONE IN MY EYES--- ACCOUNT NUMBER 1--- 229542@ CherryTAP AND ACCOUNT NUMBER TWO--- SALLY- OH YEAH AND "ITS" VIC TOO- Sally@ CherryTAP IF YOU HAVE THIS MAN ON YOUR LIST AND MANY OF MY FRIENDS DO-- LOOK OUT-- IT IS NOT A WOMAN---

Hello To My Friends
its been a long time since i been back but i been dealin with some health problems. i managed to make it thru heart attack but looks like they gonna put me back in hospital again to explore a lil bit and see why i havent recoved my energy and why im still having chest pains. i hope all my friends have been doin well and hope you all have a great summer.

Wooooo Hoooooooo Happy Days
Im jumping up and down and doing cartwheels about now! Tomorrow I leave to go pick up my lil boy! Lil man is coming to stay with me for a whole week!! My mind is spinning with ideas of fun stuff we can do while hes here! Hes only 5 so if anyone has any special ideas on stuff that you like to do with your kids, let me know. Im always looking for new fun ideas. Hes a lil ball of fire, so we are going to have to keep really busy! Hope my old bones can keep up with him!! YAAAYYYYYYYYY

About Me...
Just see me for who I am...For I can not be no other..Know what say I mean and shall never it to smother...And if you never know me just carry on my dear...For the loss will not be here... Your birth sign is listed below. Aries 21 March - 20 April Arians have a tendency to act like a dynamo of energy when they set their mind on achieving some goal. They can sometimes act so quickly that they later discover that they should have put in just a little more thought before starting. Action and achievement are important and slow pokes that get in the way, watch out! Aries may step on your toes. Aries enthusiasm rubs off onto others and they get involved in something, others are ready to follow. Selfishness, which sometimes includes a need to control others, tarnishes their otherwise positive and adventurous spirit. They need to have empathy and concern for the needs of others. As a lover, they are passionate, giving and enterprising. Taurus 21April - 21 May The warm-hearted

How Does One Handle The Bdsm Lifestyle Discreetly From Family And Friends Who Would Not Approve?
I was sitting here thinking about this. I wonder how O/other people keep their BDSM lifestyle seperate from their lives with their family, friends and workplace? I know for me it is often a struggle as a work in an ultra-conservative office and have the happy Christian family. It would be nice to be able to be who W/we are and not have to hide. But society can hardly handle homosexuals and gawd knows that they can't handle U/us... too bad. I'd love to hear your opinions!!!

Whats Life Got To Do Got To Do With It
You know sometimes I do not blog as much as really I think... get the thoughts out of my mind and in the open... really the blogs are whats inside and not what is on the outside... but I am really blogging today just to get a little off my mind. For you that don't know I have not really been on here much over the last copple of days as me mum got took into hospital after a very bad fit... really today I am blogging to say that so far she is getting on well she seems to be making slow but steady progress in getting better... she is going for a MRI scan on Monday to try and get to the root of why she relapsed... I just really hope it is not bad news... But really I don't like thinking about that my mind is on her getting better and being a mum that are famerly know and love... well really at this time I don't really want to say anymore as sometimes I do not want to think about it... Life is what it gives to us every minuet of every day... we just have to live everyday as it comes as real

Another Day
Nothing big, nothing new. Same o same, or same shit different day. Waiting on a call, the one I'm always looking forward to, the one that makes my day. Does this make me lame? Probably. Ugh, typical crushes. -sigh- Listening to Jack off Jill because I can, if you don't like it, bite me! My cat sleeping in my arms, she is to clingy lol, if she was human, she'd be a stalker. My hedgehog is ill, and i don't have the money to take him to the vet...I'm worried. -sigh- (just another sigh for the day). Work is starting to get to me, we lack people and well...the place doesn't seem to be doing anything about it and that my friend is what is getting to me. I'm signing off, but don't think you've heard the last of me. I'm a writer, therefore I'll be back lol.

Native Issues! Really Important!!!!
SUBJECT: April 9 Deadline to Save Bear Butte Lake National Wildlife Refuge! April 9, 2007 is the deadline to submit letters OBJECTING to the proposal by the U.S. Fish and Wildlife Service to divest its easement interests in the Bear Butte Lake National Wildlife Refuge, turning the management of the Refuge entirely over to the State of SD, the Bureau of Land Management and private landowners. This alert is asking citizens, tribal nations, organizations and allies concerned about the protection of Bear Butte and adjacent Bear Butte Lake to OBJECT to this plan by the APRIL 9TH DEADLINE. This Alert contains: 1) THE ISSUE 2) PROPOSAL TO DIVEST THEMSELVES OF THE REFUGE 3) HOW TO COMMENT 4) SAMPLE LETTER - CUT AND PASTE 5) HOW TO GET THE EA DOCUMENT 6) BACKGROUND DATA ON BEAR BUTTE LAKE NWR ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 1) THE ISSUE Bear Butte Lake is both a State Park and a National Wildlife Refuge

Words Of Wisdome
Once again thank You Lady V!!! Beginning today I will no longer worry about yesterday. It is in the past and the past will never change. Only I can change by choosing to do so. Beginning today I will no longer worry about tomorrow. Tomorrow will always be there, waiting for me to make the most of it. But I cannot make the most of tomorrow without first making the most of today. Beginning today I will look in the mirror and I will see a person worthy of my respect and admiration. This capable person looking back at me is someone I enjoy spending time with and someone I would like to get to know better. Beginning today I will cherish each moment of my life. I value this gift bestowed upon me in this world and I will unselfishly share this gift with others. I will use this gift to enhance the lives of others. Beginning today I will take a moment to step off the beaten path and to revel in the mysteries I encounter. I will face challenges with courage and determination.

Cutest Kids Contest
my kids are entered in the cutestkids contest please come vote and rate them i will show the love in return have a great one gothbitch821 just click on the pics above to get to the pics thanks again

Done, At Last!
Okay, so my profile is finally finished... I think. Tell me what you think, people! Now, bear in mind, I haven't had all that much time to dedicate to tweaking this profile, so it's a little rusty, but I think it looks acceptable. Opinions, please? Thanks, Julie

The Insanity.
I find myself in a world of confusion. Basic common sense is not a valued commodity anymore. People do and say things that make no sense or fall into a constant sick cycle of contradictory statements in which they have no explanation on why they do it (even when the contradictions are placed in view for their complete observation). And people say I have issues. ~Angel~

Stuff To Share
Understanding Men and Women The most frequently expressed complaint women have about men is that men don’t listen. Ladies, when you talk to a man about what troubles you, it isn't that he isn't sympathetic or uncaring, but truly they don't always understand a woman and her views. There is nothing wrong in that, women are complicated and see things in varying shades and degrees. There are pinks, blues, reds etc. A man sees things simply....black white and grey. They have a tendency to be bewildered by women and our need for talking. If he offers a solution, we don't like, or offers no solution or suggestion, either way, he has messed up the way the man sees it. Either we A. Reject his answer as ignorant or uncaring and/or get mad B. See no response as meaning he is heartless and being a jerk and get mad. Come on ladies, it's a catch 22 for the guys...give them a break. Whatever they do they live in fear of angering us, they get frustrated and stop trying to please us. Men are unset

My First Blog
Greetings, this is my first posting here on this site. I am also on Myspace under passeknight. I wonder as I post this who all will read it, if any. On the other, I have posted some really bad poetry and some ideas and such, but only have a limited number of viewings. About 150 so far. So anyway, this posting is a little dark, a bit down. So if you are not into that, please excuse me and have a great day. If you would know, then feel free to read on. I have lived 37 years and in that time I have done more in my life, than many of those far older than I. I have tried to be a good example for people, always trying to keep my spirit up and helping those who have had difficulties. Now I find myself in a situation where I have few to turn to, little resources, and quite a few difficulties. They say that which doesnt kill you makes you stronger. I guess I will either be a very strong fellow when this is done or I will be the one who is done. I asked some friends of mine that I have known

I Will Miss
Hey all my friends...i am moving to a house...so i will not have the net of my own for awhile....i will try and get it back asap...I will miss all of you...and would love to see the comments and love from u missing me....for those of you i have gotten close to my phone number will be the same... Hope to talk to you all again soon

Why Is Love So Hard
Yea there is...LOL. i found the one soul That Means more to me then anything, yet i have hurt that one So many times it's become useless to Try to Make it up to her. THIS SOUL is my Soul Mate. Although we are 3800 miles apart i think of her 24/7 and wonder, will destiny bring her back or is my life to Move Forward with the new slave that has entered my life and given herself to me for whatever my Furture holds.It sounds like a Mess but my heart belongs to a simple scarletts_song that i can't ever let go. it's not about an attraction of the Body but of the Spiritual inner beauty that has me so Caught up in her. She is like no other woman i have ever known....yet she has a secret she wishes not to allow all to see...even me. She is a Goddess to me and when i look in those emerald Eyes....it's Like i'm hypnotized!! Now, i Must move on to a Future without that one. although my heart will remember her for eternity, i must be fair to those that cherish me and Want to travel with me

Thoughts
Just wanted to say a quick hello to all my friends and family. I have been really busy this week with work and my kids so I haven't had much time to come one here. I will be catching up with everybody this weekend and next week since I am off all next week due to spring break. Got to love working for the school district with all the holidays and vacations..LOL Hope everyone is well! See how close the bad guys live near you.......interesting...... When you visit this site you can enter your address and a map will pop up with your house as the small icon of a house. Red, blue, green, dots will surround your entire neighborhood. When you click on these dots, a picture of a person will appear with an address and the description of the crime he or she had committed. Disturbing...and eye opening!! This site was developed by John Walsh from Americas Most Wanted. It is another tool to help us keep our kids safe. It is www.familywatchdog.us

Contests
I am still looking for people to join my DarlingGlitter.com There are not many rules.... This will NOT be a comment bombing contest, so you don't have to worry about trying to beg for bombs. It will be based on number of votes (ranks). If someone gives you an eight, don't worry, it works in you're favor. They are just giving you another vote. Also, no nsfw, this is a Sweetest SMILE contest, not a hot BODY contest. LOL Guys and Girls can join. Janelle@ CherryTAP

Deaths Present
Walk in the world of the unforgiven. Pull back upon your life. Stop. Hold. Wait. Find what wasnt given. Continue. Move on. Search and review. Lost. Scared. Dark. Youve just lost which was never given.

Why Women Shouldnt Flirt
One good reason not to flirt A couple were invited to a swanky family masked fancy dress Halloween party. The wife got a terrible headache and told her husband to go to the party alone. He, being a devoted husband, protested, but she argued and said she was going to take some aspirin and go to bed and there was no need for his good time to be spoiled by her not going. So he took his costume and away he went. The wife, after sleeping soundly for about an hour, woke without pain and as it was still early, decided go to the party. As her husband didn't know what her costume was, she thought she would have some fun by watching her husband to see how he acted when she was not with him. So she joined the party and soon spotted her husband in his costume, cavorting around on the dance floor, dancing with every nice "chick" he could and copping a little feel here and a little kiss there. His wife went up to him and being a rather seductive babe herself, he left his new partner hi

Did A Lil Charity Ride
Subject: BIKERS For all who Know Motorcycle Riders I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves.

Thanks All
want to thank everyone for being so nice and showin so much love. i think all my freinds are the best.. thanks again I am back to makeing dog tags. If you would like one please send me your info in a private message to the link below. In you private message I need you to include the color you would like your dogtags to be(jungle,desert,snow,pink,purple, or blue),the name you want on them(up to 16 letters depending on spaces),your cherrytap id number, and your blood type if you would like for it to be on there. To see an example of what they look like check out my things made by me folder. If you are reading this could you please repost it for me when you are done. Thanks. MISSBITCH~~~mommy of 2~~~member of the Wolf Pack Family @ fubar

What To Do
So it's interesting. I always thought I had a good relationship until today. Come to find out, while I was sleeping with my wife, she slept with a co-worker while I was at work. Granted I work graveyards, but it hit home that my marriage may have been an illusion. I'm not going to throw away my marriage because of this but trying to figure out how to cope with it is eluding my mind. I thought about me going out and doing the same to her but of course that isn't going to make things better. That could make things work and I have too much to lose. I know in my heart that I wanna get past it but it seems like it's going to be somewhat difficult. I told her how I really felt about it and how it hurt me but I wasn't going to give up on us over this one incident. Of course, she attempted to try to cheer me up by saying it was actually horrible but that doesn't change the fact that she slept with him while I was at work. I guess if anyone has any advice that they want to share, I

Jeff "jan65"
I've been on Fubar for over 4 yrs & also on Facebook for over 1 year. Over the years I've noticed people's status change from "single" to "in a relationship" & back to "single" so many times. I love my friends dearly & hate seeing them go thru the pain of breakups. It just really makes you take a step back & think to yourself" Do I really want to be in a relationship now??" Everyone should be happy but does taht mean you should also go thru s much pain & heartache just to be happy?? Just a thought & something to ponder. Tonight was not a good night. Someone who I really cared about told me they stopped the "fuengageent" so she could get "fumarried" & 'fundivorced". Told her that hurt cause seeing on here I am fuengaged to someone made me feel on top of the world. Told her how hurt I was & gave her a hypothetical situation not knowing something like that actually happened to her. No matter what I said she didn't believe me. Now she has me blocked & now feel even worse than Idid earlier.

So This Is Life??
WELL LET'S SEE PEOPLE THAT ARE REAL WITH AN OPEN MIND.... HONEST AND KNOW WHAT THEY WANT OUT OF LIFE....FUN TO GO OUT WITH AND THAT MEKES ME SMILE AND LAUGH WHEN IM AROUND THEM ...AND ARE FREE OF DRAMA...LIVES LIFE AS IS AND WHEN THEY DO THEY WILL HAVE MORE FUN... WHEN MEETING IN PERSON LEAVE THE PAST BEHIND THEM DON'T BRING IT THEM UNLESS I PREFFER TO TALK ABOUT IT LOL..... LIFE IS WHAT AHEAD NOT WHAT WAS LEFT BEHIND...DON'T MISS LEAD ME TO THINK AND MAKE ME BELIVE WHAT YOU CAN'T GIVE ME...IF IS LIKE THAT MOVE ON DO NOT BOTHER WITH ME ...BC YOU RATHER KEEP ME AS FRIEND AND NOT AS NOTHING AT ALL BC I WILL BE A GOOD FRIEND NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS....HONESTY IS THE BEST POLICY...

Poetry From A Crazy Person
My mind has gone, so long, have a nice trip. I've lost control of my brain again. My brain just twitches and my arsehole itches but I won't scratch it beacuse I'm scared that I might lose my hand. I was irritaed that my thought were unrelated, I got so paranoid my bowles closed tight and I was constipated. I cannot say that drugs are bad, it's my mind that has gone wrong; goodbye brain, so long. Sometimes when I wake up I find I've lost my bed and all the birdies flying around my head are dead. My feet look like bananas and my bananas all look square. I think I'll start a themepark in my hair. Please do not laugh at me I do not understand humour. My girlfriend's not a blow-up doll, that's just a rumour. But walks like a penquin and talks like a gorilla and has all the sex apeal of a backing dancer out of Thriller. Swinging and swinging,I'm happy, I'm singing as I swing higher into the sky. Reaching such heights where the eagles take flight I jump from the swing and

Dennis's Blog
Perky & Mr.D are at it again.. We have Re-Activated our Auto 11's so come rate us & Level up.. NOT VIP? It doesn't matter unlimited 11's on our profiles all day. Perky ♥ Mr.D@ fubar Mя. Đ ♥ Perky@ fubar Please fan, rate & add this amazing lady. Let her know Mr.D sent you. I will pay you 1K if you let me know when you are done. Stephanie Lynn@ fubar

Redneck From %^&&
Just a little about me. I am a redneck from Idaho who drives truck for a living. I have two true loves of my life. One is 15 years old and the other is 8 years old. Their names are Jamie and Harri. I like to do almost anything doutdoors. My all time favorite past time other than the one that can not be mentioned here is to hunt. I am willing to try just about anything once, twice if I like it. I guess that is pretty much all that needs to be said for now. Will add just about anyone as friend so feel free to write. Dave

Life Without Love Is Death Awake
Beauty in itself should not be rewarded,but must always be recognized Life without love is death awake. Be careful of the hearts you break. Or one day you will wake to see, the person you loved,and killed,was me.

Writing This From Jail
Just to let you know...I won the election. Its nothing special...a county position but hey...its my first election! Hey folks, don't forget today is election day! Our soldiers are in Iraq now so that we can have the freedoms we enjoy. Have a great weekend and don't forget to vote! I'll let you know how I did in the election later when I find out! GO SPURS GO!!!! I'll be at the Spurs game tonight...check it out on tv tonight. For those not sports minded...they are my favorite NBA basketball team. Well, everyone knows that its really been raining here in Texas and my yard has some woods out back. Well, yesterday I was out back trying to cut the weeds with the mower and I looked up into a tree and found a cat stuck up there. I heard it crying something awful so felt like I had to get it down. I got my ladder out and set it up under the branch where the cat was and tried to get it down. Well, the poor thing was so scared it didn't know what to think and so it attacked me with

If I Die Before You Wake
If I Die Before You Wake This soldier video is new and different. It is moving and heartwarming. Enjoy and pass it on to everyone you know! The singer needs a recording contract when he comes home! http://www.flashdemo.net/gallery/wake/index.htm

Thank You
thank you all the warm welcome.you know who u r.i look forward to hearing from more of u.in not a super big computer person,but, im learning.it would be nice to find someone to help me get familiar with this site & how to use it better ,sooner.Thank U all again