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Welcome To My Messed Up World
So I have come to the conclusion that life and love sucks. I have been on summer vacation from work for a little over a week and it blows. I rather be working. But on a good note my friend had her baby saterday night So Tuseday was licencing at work. That wa just added stress that we all didnt want. With kids its just not fun. Not to metion that i have been dizzy and light headed for a week now and I dont know why. But this weekend is gonna kick ass and I cant wait So just wanted to say hi and give me some time to get things done. It will all come together slowly if you have any helpful hints let me knoe

Friends Part 2
Friends Part 2 By Steven Cook You say you still love me. Can this be true After all the hurt you’ve put me through You tell me you miss me and need me around So what’s the reason you kick when I’m down You burden me with all of your fears And expect my shoulder to catch all your tears Your troubled mind is set in its ways And this is the reason that I wont stay There no reason for us to work all this out You know what you did so stop trying to shout Listen for once its my turn to speak Just close your mouth and pull up a seat The scars that you left on my heart alone Is no comparison to what you did to my soul I tore down the wall that surrounded my heart To let you and I have a fresh new start Little did I know you were here for the ride When times got to hard you left my side All alone till I’m back on my feet Then here you come again ready to eat Sleepless and distracted by those lonely nights I let you come back to screw up my life

Contest
Come and vote for me don't be shy now!!! The Master! I was volunteer for another contest!!! So if you don't have anything to do, just follow this link and rop a few comments!!! thank you in advance to all my great friends, Carlos The contest is actually going better than i waqs expecting, Old friends and new friends have voting for me, it is really surprising what some friends can do for you, so thank you all, Carlos, here is the link!

One Of My Friends Got Shot Today @ Her School
well i got myself a new job.... yup....lol... i get to start the 15th, so i have 8days left till my 1st day... then ill be working at mcdonalds... you know at 1st i really didnt want to work with food cuz the smell makes me a lil sick... but i got to a point in my life where i dont really care n e more cuz its not like i have to work there forever.. i mean i would like to someday do bigger and better things with my life... but i guess we all have to start somewhere... While I was having breakfast with my mom we had over heard that the school that I once went to was on lock down because of a school shooting… but no one knew who it was… while I was at the post office they finally let the names out and the person who got shot was a good friend of mine… she got shot 4 times by her ex-boyfriend once in the arm, twice in the chest, and once in the stomach. After shooting her he put the gun to himself and shot him self in the head. I am doing more then praying that she makes it out ok..

A Big Hello To Everyone !
Just joined cherrytap and want to say thanku to all who have welcomed me. it will take some time to get the hang of it all but trial and error is all fun hee hee. look forward to chatting with some new peeps cheers love susi xx

My Music
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Rambling's Of A Mad Woman!
Wow, last time I logged in it was CT, what happened..lol... My life has been so f'ing crazy, I finally moved out on my own and filed for that divorce from asshole I had been talking about for so damn long :-) YAY me!!! So I just thought I'd check in with all my old buddies on here and see what was up! Like I said it's been about 3 months too long since I have been here... Missed ya'll!! ~Gina The kids have been good at least for the past couple of days, they know when something is wrong with me, I guess. I took a muscle relaxer earlier, am about to take a nice hot bath, then take a few (no more than 4, I'm ok) sleeping pills and pop my favorite man in the DVD player, Mr. Izzard, hmmm maybe some Robot Chicken, thanks for that Nate. If I still can't sleep I may jump off the roof...Just KIDDING...I'll just call up my good friend at 2AM(as has been done to me) for a laugh or 2. I am sure he will just LOVE that... I did call someone today I haven't spoke with in a long time and it

Dead Stares And Blank Thoughts Or Epmty Minds
Body: 1. Anal or oral? oral 2. Chocolate or whip Cream? both 3. Ice or feathers? hmmmmm.... 4. Two girls and a guy or two guys and a girl? 2 girls, 1 guy 5. Movie porn or live porn? neither, fucking sex!!! 6. What do you wear to bed ? what ever i please 7. Love making or hard fucking? both 8. Do you shave ? yes 9. Spit or swallow? neither... 10. Do you masturbate ? nope, it's called sex 11. Whats your turn on ? i have many 12. Whats your favorite position ? i have a few 13. Do you belive in no glove no love ? depends... 14. Where would you really love to have sex ? hmmmm i can think of a few places, but most of all in a confessional 15. How long can you go ? (and be honest) a while 16. Bondage or soft & gentle ? both 17. Have you ever had sex in public ? well in a jeep in a parking lot.... 18. Do you touch yourself and get turned on ? why do you want to kno? 19. Is there anyone on your mind you want to have sex with ? MY NICK!!!!!

Angel's Thoughts
Last night a man that is a father, a Grandpa, an Uncle, a Brother and sooooo much more had something terrible happen. For those of you that know Angie and David, he's Angie's Dad. Yesterday on July 27th he passed out while he was home alone and when he came too, he called his wife. An ambulance was called and he was rushed to the hospital. Where he was then rushed away to another hospital. He had suffered from a brain aneurysm and has a long road of recovery ahead of him! Please keep him, his wife and the rest of his family in your prayers and if you know Angie, let her know that she is in your thoughts and prayers. As for me, Angie you know I am always here for you and if you need ANYTHING just call me, no matter what time of day or night! you know I always have a shoulder for you to cry on and I am always here to listen if you need to talk! I love you and just stay strong! Uncle Victor is a strong man even through everything he has been through and I have faith that he will pu

How Fuckable Are You
" The Punching bag"You are 76 fuckable! Yeah, you're fuckable. Probably fucked, too. You can be so wild sometimes that you may even be, well, how should I put this nicely, easy. Wild and kinky is good, but you should lean to use it in maderation. Hold out a bit when it comes to having sex with a new person. You don't have to let it all hang out! Sure, people want you, but it's probably because they know they could have you. It's ok to play hard-to-get once and a while. In fact, it makes you even sexier! This test tracked 1 variable. How the score compared to the other people's: Higher than 72% on humpersLink: The how fuckable are you? Test written by ShizzleBitch on Ok Cupid

~greeneyedgeorgiaangel's~thoughts
THAT'S LOVE If you love someone because you think he or she is really gorgeous....then it's not love..it's "Infatuation" If you love someone because you think that you shouldn't leave him/her because others think you shouldn't....then it's not love..it's "Compromise" If you love someone because you have been kissed by him/her....then it's not love..it's "Inferiority Complex" If you love someone because you share everything with him/her....then it's not love..it's "Friendship" But....If you feel the pain of the other person more than him/her even when he/she is stable and you cry for him/her....that's "LOVE" If you get attracted to other people but stay with him/her without any regrets....that's "LOVE" If you let him/her go knowing that he/she has to go but he/she doesn't want to....that's "LOVE" Don't read without tissues because it will make you cry if you have a heart.. Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at scho

Run
White man came across the sea Brought us pain and misery Killed our tribes killed our creed Took our game for his own need We fought him hard we fought him well Out on the plains we gave him hell But many came too much for Cree Oh will we ever be set free? Riding through dustclouds and barren wastes Galloping hard on the plains Chasing the redskins back to their holes Fighting them at their own game Murder for freedom a stab in the back Women and children and cowards attack Run to the hills run for your lives Run to the hills run for your lives Soldier blue on the barren wastes Hunting and killing their game Raping the women and wasting the men The only good Indians are tame Selling them whisky and taking their gold Enslaving the young and destroying the old Run to the hills run for your lives

Why I Wont Add You....
i have had personal problems here on ct before, im not exactly new to this sight lol but if u ask me to be my friend and i dont accept its only becasue of other assholes i have come in contact on here in the past. its nothing personal i just dont know you. i am only here now for my real friends i know i can trust.

Cherry Love
sorry........i really luv yall-my fans,my friends,my family.....im workn on raten ur pics,stashs & blogs........im out there tryn 2 have sum'n..........but ill never 4 get ya snowflake(?).....yall send her sum real luv....shes dealn w/........just send ur spirits & angles 2 protect-------thank u:::JUICE untell death do us part we shall not part nor seperate for i have found i's fate as i gaze n 2 ur eyes,my heart beat escalates 2 a rythem much more different than b4 i do beleave that i'v been look'n 4 every thing that i'v been miss'n,it's u & 4 every thing that i'v wish'n;hey,mayb dreams --do cum true but theres 1 thing 4 certian as my life line --unfolds it'l b ur warmth that warms me as i shiver n --that cold & it'l b the taste of ur kiss that i carry n 2 --that heavenly bliss MAY MY HEART ALWAYS & FOREVER B FIL'D W/THE BLIZARD OF UR LUV 333 i truely love yall out there......CT has me & yall have my heart

Noodlin
Gawd I am so sick of hearing this from you young little tiny bops.....yes there are so sick bastards out there...but not all of us want to see your naked little ass...sure you will show it to someone that post a picture with 6 pack abs....but you think they are sexy.....I laugh at you....what makes you think they are what they are......I tell you up front I am 50....I did more 18 year olds than I am old....I dont want you...you have no experience you have no idea what to do.....so enough of that.....if I drop by your site and rate you and leave you a comment it is just that......get over your little young ass and take a compliment.....I still dont want you.... I do this as a favor to you....you get the points....if you want to say hi back and leave me a vote...its a vote on my site not on me.....gawd I just want to sat get the heck over yourself....cause guess what in a few years you will be here....and by the way guess who started this whole internet thing so you little bitches can po

Fun Stuff
hey all my fubarian friends and such! I am gonna make a new album here on fubar entitled "My Fubarians". I would like to rip a photo from my nearest and dearest so that all can see who holds my heart here. If you are up for this idea, let me know which pic I can rip so I can place in my album and more so into my heart! lixx and such to yall running a contest of my own, person to show me the most luv in an unusual fashion by my b-day will get a nsfw pic folder. try: comments blasts links well, i never thought about it before but there is a comfort in the single life. I have one friend who could be more, but why push it? We are comfy doing things or just kickin back doing nothing. If I throw in a relationship, will that comfy old t-shirt feeling stay? i doubt it. Soo I say yea for the single life, easier to stay Sane this way! lixx and such

Capt. America's Been Torn Apart...
[IMG]http://i102.photobucket.com/albums/m120/horrorchick86/Cap_america.jpg[/IMG] Editor's Note: The following story reveals information about the Marvel Comics' "Civil War" storyline and a key character. If you'd rather not know, stop reading now. NEW YORK (CNN) -- He fought and triumphed over Hitler, Tojo, international Communism and a host of supervillains, but he could not dodge a sniper's bullet. Comic book hero Captain America is dead. After close to 60 years in print, Marvel Comics has killed off Steve Rogers, aka Captain America, one of its most famous and beloved superheroes amid an already controversial story line, "Civil War," which is pitting the heroes of Marvel's universe against one another. In the comic series, Rogers was to stand trial for defying a superhero registration law passed after a hero's tragic mistake causes a 9/11-like event. Steve Rogers eventually surrenders to police. He is later mortally wounded as he climbs the courthouse steps. (Wa

Someday
MY man of 2+yrs commonlaw bf has dumped me, my 2nd bf i ever had in my life. He has started his own business and has said time 2 move on, i would not like divulge why it ended but it has ended. It is so hard, i lived wit him, we shared everything and it is over. Sniffle we had such good times together and now they are distant memories. omg i'm so heartbroken. Plz ne one who reads this tell me if they have went thru this, my heart hurts n i cannot think of nething else nor stop the tears. dying inside fa real :( Did u notice that a lot of ppl are displaying pix of hot models that are not them.As their default pic, mostly the higher up cherries uber goober n higher... But other cherries 2, just was wondering what the trend was for.. i could name so many ppl that have done that but they are not on my friends list... Are ppl that simple and really think it is them, are they doin that to draws ppl's attention. Should Snow follow the trend? Plz reply ya opinion, i need 2 be in the know =P

Thoughts
As kids we played a game, to see who could hold their breath the longest underwater. We'd have someone hold us down on the bottom of the pool with their foot, and tap them when we were ready to come up. I been feeling like I am playing that game again...I was always the one down there the longest. I loved it down there even though I felt so heavy and weighted down as my chest got tighter and tigther longing for oxygen. Everything was muted, the water a gentle cradle, like a suffocating womb. Except this time there is no one to tap to let me rise up for air, there is no water whose surface I can break. I am dwelling on land right now, trying to do the day-to-day, but every movement feels as if I was still stuck under the water...

Loving
ONE DAY TO LOVE THE MAN OF MY DREAM. THE WAY I SHOULD AND HOPE ONE DAY HE IS THERE TO BE LOVED. MAKING HIM KNOW HE IS ALL MAN AND MAKING HIM HAPPY IS WHAT I WANT TO DO. THAT IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING TO ME . HOPE THAT YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE AND KNOW I DO AND AM IN LOVE WITH YOU . HAVE BEEN FOR A LONG TIME NOW .

New
hii people... iim a beautiful giirl liiving iin a ciity... iim not bii but ii do judge giirls... iim not really new to thiis but ii made a new one n iits been a long ass tiime siince iive been on here... so add me as a friiend n ii wiill accept u no matter wat!!! love you alllllll...

Poets
Robert (Lee) Frost (1874-1963) American poet, one of the finest of rural New England's 20th century pastoral poets. Frost published his first books in Great Britain in the 1910s, but he soon became in his own country the most read and constantly anthologized poet, whose work was made familiar in classrooms and lecture platforms. Frost was awarded the Pulitzer Prize four times. Nature and Frost's rural surroundings were for him a source for insights "from delight to wisdom", or as he also said: "Literature begins with geography." FIRE AND ICE Some say the world will end in fire, Some say in ice. From what I've tasted of desire I hold with those who favor fire. But if it had to perish twice, I think I know enough of hate To say that for destruction ice Is also great And would suffice. Robert Frost was born in San Francisco, California. His father William Prescott Frost Jr., a journalist and an ardent Democrat, died when Frost was about eleven years old.

Contest
Thanks to all my friends that came by and showed their support. The contest is now over. I didn't win :( BOO HOO....LOL I came in 6th place out of 20 so I guess not too bad. It was my first contest and so was fun to say the least. Thanks again too all that voted for me and spent the time bombing me. Hugs and kisses Connie Come help out a sweet friend of mine win a 3 Day Blast in his Photoshop Contest. No bombing required. Just a rate is all that's needed. Thanks so much. Mwuahhhh

A Poor Man
A Poor Man Under the bridge lived a poor man, He worked for 20 years, He has childern and a wife, He gave it all up for them. He now begs not to die, He wishes for the best of them, Any penny he gets goes to them, His body is found, He has been delivered. His children mourn. His wife mours. He now lives in a city of gold, His Worthiness let Him truly live. Truly He knows His place. He died in peace, in the arms of His Savior. He will never be forgotten by those He cared most of.

A Day In The Life Of Me
I GET TO GO HOME TOMOROW... its just for a week but itll be nice... and im going to get DRUNK on St. Pattys day... itll be kick ass yeah nothing haponed.. I prity much just sat around... OH but I did find out that I dident have to come in to work for another 3 hrs this morning that made me happy

Why A Blast
WELL OKAY SOME PEOPLE DONT SEE IT AS A WASTE BUT I JUST DONT TOTALLY GET IT.. THERE ARE SO MANY OTHER WAYS TO GET EVERYONES ATTENTION.... I JUST DONT GET IT.... MAYBE IM DUM... ITS LIKE THE SALUTES.. IM HERE EVERY DAY... AND IM SURE THAT THE PEOPLE WHO SAY THE SALUTES ARE OKAY .. KNOW IM HERE SO WHY CANT THEY JUST LET US MOVE ON ... MY BABY SIS IS STUCK ON A LEVEL CUZ SHE HASNT DONE A SALUTE... I JUST DONT THINK IT SHOULD BE NECESSARY TO DO WHEN I SPENT HAVE MY DAY HERE ANYWAY... I LIKE CHERRY TAP WHY SHOULD I HAVE TO ANNOUNCE TO EVERYONE THAT I DO ... THE IMPORTANT PEOPLE KNOW IM HERE ... ANYWAY .. I HAVE A HEAD ACHE AND THIS PROLLY MAKES NO SENSE TO ANY ONE SO ILL STOP

Everyday Stuff...
My mom found a blog about plus size dating and typed this about me! Awww!!!! I'm not in the dating game but I have a 22 yr. old daughter who is NOT ONLY ,plus size but is DROP-DEAD Gorgeous.I've seen men(and women) walk across a room to say hello and break their necks to get a better look and then SMILE,sometimes at her,sometimes to themselves. I think it's all in the way a woman carries herself,whether she be *weighty* or not. If you aren't happy with yourself,an insightful person will see this.They'll either care enough to find out *why* or they'll be shallow enough to Run like hell. Sometime's all it takes is a few kind words or a great big smile to lift someone out of that dark hole. B E E N T H E R E D O N E T H A T ! Ok...Over the last couple of days I've seen soooooo many bulletins about "oh, Baby J has done this, or I don't like the new picture layout, or blah fucking blah...Why don't you people stop bitching about what you don't like, and be THANKFUL FOR WHAT YOU HAVE

Immigration..
America has became a fucked up place..One of my best friends just went to immigration court today in Atlanta, Georgia.. He, his brother, and dad have been here for six long damn years...They are here legally...They have paid damn taxes...Own a house...Cars...Have jobs...Never been in trouble...His name is Andres...One of the nicest people in the world...He is also a damn good player in a band....The damn government told them that they have 120 days to leave....Just like that...How fucked up is that...To send them back to Bogota, Columbia...A Drug center...I mean what the fuck...If there is anyone out there who can help us...give us advice...refer us to anyone in the govenment...PLEASE...PLEASE let me know...This is fucking killing me...kim

Fakes On The Internet
Lots of Fakes on the Internet,I have encounted close to 75 of them,threw out the World Wide Web.Few Rules u need to follow so u don't get Dubbed again.#1,never except a person as a friend,whom has cartoon pic's as them.U could befriending a Terrorist etc.#2 never admit those stupid i was here images as friends.On photos make sure there not Facimiles,reproductions of models etc.#4 thats 1 reason the CT has salutes.to weed out the phonies #5 reality check time,don't be so Nieve'#6.If u meet dates from the internet,don't be stupid double date with friends of yours,not his.u might be in for a rude awakening.# 7,If you don't have friends,invest in some mace,or a sm.GPS tracking device,atleast let someone no how to find u when u don't return after this date,from Hell.Be smart Lady's,most of all be carefull.

This Time
~£ove...~ falling into the abyss... of a love that could be hell... been there so many times... i know the feeling well... do i sound cynical?... how can i not be?... loves usually disaster... or is it only me?... love is like a drug... leaves u cravin more... just when u get really "hooked"... they head for the door... then theres withdrawl... despondency and pain... then you say those famous words... "I'll never love again"...

Truth
~Wha†'s the Tru†h?~ they say the truth shall set u free... why do i have my doubts?... people usually dont want to hear... what its really all about... tho we know the truth deep inside... we ignore our "inner voice".... we blame the other person... but it really was our "choice"... its easier to see the world... thru glasses colored rose... why do we do it?... to avoid conflict i suppose... we choose a world of fantasy... where ignorance is bliss... ignoring that anything is wrong... pretending nothing is amiss... one day we wake up... to lifes true cruelty... and see the truth at last... as it was meant to be...

Sweet & Touching
Before I was a Mom- I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom- I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom- I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom- I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put them down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom- I didn't know the feeling of having my hea

Si|ken Ramblings...
04 December what else was written this day? The Ashley Marc James Hoax. Once more I have been forced to read one of those wetware viruses where the code and method of transmittion is run on human brains using say email or IM. Courtney: If someone by the name of Ashley Marc James wants to add you to their list dont accept it. Its a virus. Tell everyone on your list because if somebody on your list adds them you will get it too. It is a hard drive killer and a very horrible virus. Please pass this on to everyone on your list. We need to find out who is using this accounts. Sorry for the inconvenience. Right click on your group name of your buddy list and click Send Message to all. Copy and paste it. (I'd love to know who this Courtney is). A quick search would already show that this information is fake. But that's the subtalty of the con trick. The call to action orders you to tell every one you know. What is strange is the number of people that obey such an orde

Poetry
WAIT Desperately, helplessly, longingly, I cried; Quietly, patiently, lovingly, God replied. I pled and I wept for a clue to my fate . . . And the Master so gently said, "Wait." "Wait? you say wait?" my indignant reply. "Lord, I need answers, I need to know why! Is your hand shortened? Or have you not heard? By faith I have asked, and I'm claiming your Word. "My future and all to which I relate Hangs in the balance, and you tell me to wait? I'm needing a 'yes', a go-ahead sign, Or even a 'no' to which I can resign. "You promised, dear Lord, that if we believe, We need but to ask, and we shall receive. And Lord I've been asking, and this is my cry: I'm weary of asking! I need a reply." Then quietly, softly, I learned of my fate, As my Master replied again, "Wait." So I slumped in my chair, defeated and taut, And grumbled to God, "So, I'm waiting for what?" He seemed then to kneel, and His eyes met with mine . . . and He tende

Rosey's Attic
Well, here I am again, belonging yet not belonging to the world I live in. Trying to figure out what it is that I'm supposed to be doing, ideas and possibilities whirring through my mind, yet no single thing stands out prominantly among them. Growing up, I was told you are born and have a path, a destiny of sorts, a purpose...I have yet to find mine. It seems that path not only twists and turns, but one can actually fall by the wayside, never making it back...which would make that particular life rather pointless in my view...I just can't believe things are that cut and dried. I now understand why The Ancestors held trees in such high regard and how they likened them to one's life...you have roots...scattered but ending up in one place...your life....you live during your formative years growing strong, building to adulthood...in that beginning adulthood you have many choices...what you can or should do with your life....call those limbs...there are usually several on any tree. Ba

Surveys And Junk
Do you drink milk?: yes...sometimes... Do you prefer apple or orange juice?: depends on my mood...if its banana orange juice than it wins lol How many clocks are in your house?: umm..like 2...but there are comps and cable boxes and microwaves with the time on them How often do you check your email?: ehhh not often enough What's the most you've ever won on a scratcher?: like 5 bucks What's the nearest food to you right now?: i dunno..its all inthe kitchen Do you know what a plecostamous is?: some sorta algae fishy Have you ever watched a sunrise rise over the ocean?: umm nope...seen the sun set over the ocean tho How many messages are in your inbox/outbox on your phone?: 48 in each Do you prefer wooden or mechanical pencils?: mechanical What's on your feet right now?: absolutely nothing...my feets are naked! Do you have one best friend, or a lotta good friends?: i have 1 best friend of each sex and then a few good friends as well and then a t

Poems (in Memory Of:)
Love Is Everlasting He was left to pick up the pieces when GOD took her from him; although they parted years ago her memory is alive within A promise he had made her was always on his mind, even though it's been a struggle he took it "one day at a time" Now the time has come for them to re-unite, for he's going through a battle one in which there is no fight Each day my pain increases as he slowly fades away, although a better place awaits with me, I wish he'd stay In his mind he sees her as she patiently awaits, hoping he will take her hand to guide him through the gates Once he crosses over hand in hand they will be, no more pain, nor more suffering for God will have set him free In memory of my grandfather: Clarence Abbott August 1988 Author: Trudy Lynne In God's Hand Threw the darkness, he heard God speak in a voice as calm as the sea, my child you've suffered far too long so I've come to set you free'. Heaven’

A Realman Can't Deny A Womans Worth
Alicia Keys A Woman's Worth (Verse 1) You could buy me diamonds You could buy me pearls Take me on a cruise around the world Baby, you know I'm worth it Dinner lit by candles Run my bubble bath Make love tenderly to last, and last Baby, you know I'm worth it (Bridge) Wanna' please; wanna' keep; wanna' treat your woman right? Not just over the shoulder, let her know she's worth your time You will lose, if you choose, to refuse to put her first She will and she can find a man who knows her worth! Mmmmmmmmm (Chorus) 'Cause a real man knows a real woman when he sees her (when he sees her) And a real woman knows a real man Ain't 'fraid to please her (please her) And a real woman knows a real man always comes first (first) And a real man just can't deny A woman's worth Mmmmmm hmmmmm (x1), Mmmmmm hmmmmm (x1), Mmmmmm hmmmmm (x1), Mmm (Hold up) (Verse 2) 'Cause If you treat me fairly I'll give you all my goods... Treat you like a real woman shoul

In Sickness And In Health
***This blog was taken from my other site http://www.minti.com/members/monyq83/ join up if youre a parent and add me to your friends list!*** Well our house is full of germs at the moment... Weve been in and out of doctors surgeries that much that Im starting to wonder if I could just pitch a tent in their waiting room and pay for rent with my medicare card. Harley has a middle ear infection, they all have a cough, nathen's is so bad that he has been coughing for over an hour non stop and i had to move him out to the loungeroom. the dr said that if it doesnt clear up with this lot of antibiotics were gonna have him tested for asthma as his sperm donor is asthmatic. great! anyway hes finally fallen asleep, so im gonna go get some shut eye before work tomorrow. uh... today. gnite all!

Raven's Ramblings
The last few weeks have been hazy, to say the least. I seem to be coasting through the days and drifting back and forth between depression and anger. The problem with this is that my depression is speeding towards the self-mutilation phase while the anger is rapidly approaching extreme violence. It's like one minute I want to stab another person and the next moment I want to stab myself. I feel like I'm spinning in circles, unable to break the cycle and sometimes I'm trapped inside my own head; my own thoughts. I want to kick and scream and cry, but I can't manifest these actions because I've retreated into my shell and I can't, or won't, let myself out. Everything gets so bottled up that when I finally do blow off some steam it's usually at the wrong person and WAY out of proportion. So then comes frustration, and more anger, followed by a bout of depression at my own lack of control and how stupid, stupid, STUPID my actions were. My head is pounding and I just want all this emotional

Love
My heart beats for you, my mind dreams of you. The woman in me craves your touch, I was born for you as you were born for me. In the space of a heartbeat, I felt you in the deepest part of me. My heart beats faster,pulses leap with excitement, palms get sweaty,butterflys take flight. Your voice moves me in a way nothing ever has, Your touch is like fire on my skin branding me for all time. When you are near the world is warm and giving, Take me futher and deeper than I have ever been, as only you can. take off your wings and halo,hang up your pretty gown tonight I desire an angel,so darling do lie down your skin is so milky,star dust sprinkles in your hair these days I'm in to someone pure and your essence takes me there that lightly sented fragrance that lingers in the air comes only after the final point when we no longer care come take off your halo,and place it by my bed slip into something lacey,in black or flaming red I will take you back to heaven,one

Grace For All
when you have tasted possibilities, it is very difficult to settle for impossibilities......... Once you're tempted you've got to be touched........ Its one of those things you got to experience to know what i'm talking about, this goes with everything you have not tried.........

Random Thoughts
OMG....What the fuck ladies....Is it some predispositioned genetics that Dominate 90% or more of you gender....Is it hereditarily passed down that most all of you have to be CHEATERS and PLAY mind games and cant be honest to save your own fucking lives.....i mean COME ON NOW.....i am sick of the fucking excuses especially this one "i am not used to being treated so well and i got scared" WHAT THE FUCK EVER.....i found out exactly what that means...it means that YOU FUCKING LIKE IT....YOU LIKE to be treated like shit and YOU LIKE to be a fucking punching bag.....YOU LIKE...to be told your not worth a shit......here i am a guy who considers himself one of the last true hopeless romantic on the planet....i would give somone the shrt off my back if they needed it ....and EVERY TIME i get involved with someone i am the one who gets hurt....WELL NOT ANYMORE !!!!!!!!!.....Since you women out there seem to be so stuck on you asshole men FINE....just come to Shadows World....I will Call you nam

Smallfry
Hello all you Cherrys! I am new here so dont quite know what i am doing yet. I am formally from Mass but have been living in SE ohio for the past 7 yrs. I enjoy the computer and playing at online game sites and chatting with friends i have met. Thanks to all of you who have given me such a warm welcome and i hope to return the favor once i know just what i am doing here.

Friendship
We Is Friends! Me And You Is Friends! You Smile, I Smile . You Hurt, I Hurt . You Cry, I Cry .. You Jump Off A Bridge I Gonna Miss Your E-Mails People come into your life for a REASON, a SEASON or a LIFETIME. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent

Friendship Bracelet
Morning S-e-x????? John woke up one morning immensely aroused so he turned over to his wife's side of the bed. His wife, Marie, had already awakened though, and she was downstairs preparing breakfast in the kitchen. Afraid that he might spoil things by getting up, John called his little boy into he room and asked him to take this note to your beautiful Mommy." The note read: The Tent Pole Is Up, The Canvas Is Spread, The Hell With Breakfast, Come Back To Bed. Marie, grinning, answered the note and then asked her son to take this to your silly Daddy. Her note read: Take The Tent Pole Down, Put The Canvas Away, The Monkey Had A Hemorrhage, No Circus Today. John read the note and quickly scribbled a reply. Then, he asked his son to take it back to "the lady in the kitchen." His note read: The Tent Pole's Still Up, And The Canvas Still Spread, So Drop What You're Doing, And Come Give M

'poems'
With a deep breath shall I inhale, A new beginning past not to dwell. As I bind your heart with mine, Our hearts will now be souly entwined. So Mote It Be! Blessed Be... Each full Moon of the month has its own name and its own qualities. Because Wicca draws from a number of folkloric traditions, you will probably see different names assigned to different months. Below are the common names for each month as well as what type of magick is best for that month. January: Wolf Moon The Wolf Moon, also known as the Cold, Snow, or Winter Moon, is a time of protection and strength. While it is the first full Moon of the calendar year, in terms of nature it occurs in the middle of the cold winter season, a season of death and desolation. In these respects, the Wolf Moon can be seen as a time of both beginnings and endings. This is the time to start to consider what you want to plant and plan for the spring. You can do magick so that as the spring approaches your magickal goal will

My Daughter
Her names Abbigail Ann Basham .... got custody of her in Aug of '03 .... shes got red hair shea 6 now ..... her b-day is Jan. 10th ..... of '01 ...... me and her is doing pertty good on our own if i do say so myself ..... LOL well if she can just do good in school we'd be fine ..... ILMAO ... and yes she got tha "DAM" temper to go with tha hair of hers ...... I'll leave it at that for now ..... she my love my life and my world ..... if ya wanna know more just ask .....

Just Keep Goin'...
I'm fairly new around here and I've got to say that I don't think in my 10 years online, have I ever spent so much time in one website! I thought I spent a lot of time on my own what with constant updating and tweaking here and there then CherryTap.com entered my life! It all looked a bit bewildering at first cos there's such a lot to do. Not only build another profile, get some pics up, then the music, then some graffix ect, no that's not enough. Seems I got to build some cherry points up and the only way to do that is not only update my own little portal here on Cherry, but browse a few profiles, add comments, look at pics, listen to music and generaly have some fun. I've been here about 3 weeks already and still not found the time to get to any of the chat rooms floating around. Then just as day turns to night and I think about getting to bed, that little scrolling picture list at the top along with Cherry Blasts, produces to me another interesting profile pic, so I gotta go h

You Bet I Passed It On !!!
> Yep! I passed it on... I am sorry but after hearing they want to sing the National Anthem in Spanish - enough is enough. No where did they sing it in Italian, Japanese, Polish, Irish (Celtic), German, Portuguese, Greek, French, or any other language because of immigration. It was written by Francis Scott Key and should be sung word for word the way it was written. The news broadcasts even gave the translation -- not even close. Sorry if this offends anyone but this is MY COUNTRY - IF IT IS YOUR COUNTRY SPEAK UP ---- please pass this along -- I am not against immigration -- just come through like everyone else. Get a sponsor; have a place to lay your head; have a job; pay your taxes, live by the rules AND LEARN THE LANGUAGE as all other immigrants have in the past -- and GOD BLESS AMERICA! PART OF THE PROBLEM Think about this: If you don't want to forward this for fear of offending someone-----YOU'RE PART OF THE PROBLEM !!!! Will we still be the Count

First Blog
You scored as Hot. You are Hot, you scream and are wild, people love doing anything sexual with you.Hot81%Soft75%Exciting69%Violent69%Sweet63%Wet44%Shy31%Awkward0%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com Well, woke up this morning to yet another cold day. I can't wait for Spring to finally get here so I can get out for my walks without wearing my sweats. :( I love my shorts too much! LoL! Anyways, I'll start writing more on here in the future. Have never kept a blog before so will be interesting to see how this goes. Chat at you all again soon!

Angelface
~I~ me, an individual, a committee of one. ~Pledge~ dedicate all of my worldly goods to give without self pity. ~ Allegiance~ my love and my devotion. ~To the flag~ our standard, Old Glory, a symbol of freedom. Wherever she waves, there's respect because your loyalty has given her a dignity that shouts freedom is everybody's job! ~United ~ that means that we have all come together. ~States~ individual communities that have united into 48 great states. Forty-eight individual communities with pride and dignity and purpose; all divided with imaginary boundaries, yet united to a common purpose, and that's love for country. ~And to the republic~ a state in which sovereign power is invested in representatives chosen by the people to govern. And government is the people and it's from the people to the leaders, not from the leaders to the people. ~For which it stands, one nation~ one nation, meaning "so blessed by God" ~Indivisible~ incapable of being divided.

Who Am I?
As many of my CT friends and family know I work as a fulltime youth counselor. I don't look at my work as a job but a lifestyle. I am extremely busy and am on call 24-7. Many of the youth I work with are from broken homes and have had very troubled pasts. I have a lot of compassion for the youth of today. I am a mother. I have an 18 year old step-son who I've raised since he was a young boy. I also have a 7 year old son and a 3 year old daughter. I am a fulltime student. I am working towards completing my degree in Oriental Medicine. When I am finished I will have my Master's in acupuncture and herbology. I am Wiccan. I was raised Catholic and when I was confirmed from the Catholic church and permitted to choose my own spiritual path I found that Wicca was the spiritual path most condusive to my personal beliefs. I have a deep respect for all religions as long as the individual does not use them as a personal targeting weapon to harm and critique others. While

Me My Self And I
THIS IS A NICE PLACE TO MEET PEOPLE. I'M STILL LEARNING HOW TO USE THIS SITE BUT GIVE ME TIME... FOR YOU SEE I AM OLD AND SLOW LOL....I FEEL BY LOOKING AT MOST OF YOUR PROFILES THAT MAYBE I AM A BIT OLD... SO WHAT DO YOU THINK OF A WOMEN THAT WILL BE 52 IN MAY OF BEING HERE ??? I WANT TO ADD MUSIC TO MY PAGE STILL WORKING ON THAT BUT GIVE ME A FEW DAYS AND IT WILL BE DONE. I HAVE A LOVE FOR VET'S OLD AND YOUNG, IF YOU HAVE BAD COMMENTS OF ANY VET KEEP IT TO YOUR SELF OR I SHALL BLOCK YOU. NOT LOOKING TO FIND ANY LOVERS ON THIS SITE I HAVE THE MAN OF MY DREAMS. I AM EVERY ONES BEST FRIEND OLDER SISTER AND FAVROITE AUNT. I HAVE WIDE SHOULDERS AND A BIG HEART. DONT TAKE CRAP AND DONT GIVE ANY. STEP ON MY TOES AND I WILL BACK YOU IN TO A CORNER TO GIVE YOU MORE HELL THAN YOU MOM EVER DID. OTHER THAN THAT I AM A KIND LOVING WOMAN...

My Soapbox
One of the workshops that I did with my youth dealt with the subject of beauty. This is a topic that I am passionate about. How do we perceive beauty today? I recently one of my dear friends on CT learn this lesson. As many CT people know not everyone is as they appear on their profiles. This young woman used pictures of another on her profile and was caught doing so. Many individuals got to know this kind and caring woman and became extremely upset with her when her ruse was brought to light. Yes, there is no justification for her actions but in my work it is something I understand. Let's ask ourselves this question? Is it the person in the photos that we become friends with or those that we get to know on a personal level? When those individuals admit their mistakes and take accountibility for their error do we as REAL friends turn our backs on them or stand by their side and support them during this transition? I personally choose to take the high road and embrace

Are We All So Different? Religions
Buddhism - Hurt not others in ways that you yourself would find hurtful. --Udana-Varga 5, 1 Christianity - All things whatsoever ye would that men should do to you, do ye so to them; for this is the law and the prophets. -- Matthew 7:1 (not my favorite translation) Don't pick on people, jump on their failures, criticize their faults-- unless, of course, you want the same treatment. -- Matthew 7:1 (better translation) Confucianism - Do not do to others what you would not like yourself. Then there will be no resentment against you, either in the family or in the state. --Analects 12:2 Hinduism - This is the sum of duty; do naught onto others what you would not have them do unto you. --Mahabharata 5,1517 Islam - No one of you is a believer until he desires for his brother that which he desires for himself. --Sunnah Judaism - What is hateful to you, do not do to your fellowman. This is the entire Law; all the rest is commentary. --Talmud, Shabbat 3id Taoism - Regard

Bikers Welcome
LET IT RIDE, PT 2 (DAVID MANN), (BY BTO) BIKER THOUGHTS ETC Thoughts of a Biker God, yes, I'm a biker. Yes, your know what its like, You feel the vibrations, hear the sounds; You shift into gear and move away with easy, balanced, grace, Up hills, down hills, and long stretches of hi-way; God, yes, I'm a biker. You feel the wind, smell the earth, discover life, Twisting and turning, or running straight and true; You may chase a golden eagle, high in the bright, sunlit sky, Or seek a star at midnight, on the moon-lit horizon; God, yes, I'm a biker. You know freedom such as no other, You seek adventure, you seed solitude, you seek friendship, You are a friend to all and all, a friend to you; You are a nomad, exploring life, seeking your way, Without charts or directions to guide your way; God, yes, I'm a biker. Your know the feeling, seeing, smelling the early morning foggy air, As it gently caresses your face, and greets you on your way; You wave at others, as y

Whateverness
I hate it when ppl accuse me of bein somethin I'm not. Anyone that knows me, knows that I only obsess over vampire books and my 3 favorite colors (black, purple, and silver) and not men. I've never obsessed over a man. Yeah, there was one that I talked about a lot (and still do), but I've never been obsessed with him. So, unless you wanna get on my bad side, don't accuse me of bein somethin I'm not. Instead, just ask me about it first. well for those who didn't know i was pregnant for about 14 weeks... well i just had a majorly painful miscarriage today... i didn't want it to happen but i guess these things happen... it hurts more in my heart then it did in my tummy... me and bleu wanted this to happen so bad... i think i'll be cryin for the next several days... i wish this didn't happen... i guess we'll try again later... it hurts so bad... it was my first pregnancy and this had to happen... i feel so horrible that i lost mine and bleu's first baby... i'm so sry my lost little o

I Alone
I would give my heart and blood, to know that you are well, I would face the gates of hell, to have you here by me, I would gladly give my life, to give you just today, to somehow show my love for you, to just find someway, to only have you in my arms, I'd gladly die today, I Alone Love You, Live - I AloneMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

Hope It Hits The Heart
Something to think about...be sure to read Jay Leno's comment at the end. This is very touching... hope it touches your heart. Have a beautiful day!! The Doll and the Rose I was walking around in a store. I saw a cashier hand this little boy his money back saying "I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll." Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ''Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?'' The old lady replied: ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.'' Then she asked him to stay there for 5 minutes while she went to look around. She left quickly. The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand. Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to. "It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for this Christmas. She was so sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her." I replied to him that maybe Santa Cla

Funny But True...
NEW PREAMBLE TO THE CONSTITUTION The following has been attributed to State Representative Mitchell Aye from GA. This guy should run for President one day... "We the sensible people of the United States, in an attempt to help everyone get along, restore some semblance of justice, avoid more riots, keep our nation safe, promote positive behavior, and secure the blessings of debt-free liberty to ourselves and our great-great-great-grandchildren, hereby try one more time to ordain and establish some common sense guidelines for the terminally whiny, guilt ridden, delusional, and other Liberal bed-wetters. We hold these truths to be self evident: that a whole lot of people are confused by the Bill of Rights and are so dim they require a Bill of NON-Rights." ARTICLE I: You do not have the right to a new car, big screen TV, or any other form of wealth. More power to you if you can legally acquire them, but No one is guaranteeing anything. ARTICLE II: You do not have

Land 4 Sale In Arizona
I Have some land for sale in Arizona in prime locations. If you, or if you know anyone interseted, please contact me. 1. 5 acres on I-10 in quartzite. $400,000 can be zoned almost anything. 2. 79.8 acres off the I-10. $3.7 million. Willing to carry half. Zoned commercial. 3. 20 and 40 acres in Alfreida 20 for $160000. Will carry. 40 for $320000

Been A Grave Misunderstanding
I don't care who the Fuck u are.You've had it out for me since I join'd the Covenant.It's better now.Now I don't have to deal with your being a Bully.An checking up on me like a Fly on Shit.An your proberly right on my Curse,I don't have the Power I had as a young Man.I have no formal schooling on the use of Curses.An I have never sent one on the Winds before,either.I cannot remove it,thou.It must travel it's course.Yesterday was a sad,day,as I had to compose a letter to Lord Lestat.Asking him to remove me from his Covenant.As I removed myself.mostly a great bunch of people in the Covernant,+ some are friends.Some accociated with the Covenant have been very good to me,as well.I treat all with Respect + Dignity,till I'm Crossed.I ment Mistress of Wolves no Harm,all I wanted was to help with her turmoil that,I felt was there.I was not being Disrespectful to her in any way.I would never overstep my bounderies in any way.Towards anyone in this Great Familly.I did use poor judgement by not

Wecome To The Rejected Nightmare
Hello....hello... How do you do? I am the other part of my sanity.... Brought here by you... See I'm crazy... See I'm crazy about you... Hello hello... I can explain this about me... But I'm crazy... I love rainy days... I love bloody movies... I love the sweet taste of revenge... well my name Is Dewayne and I'm here for all your toles... So i heard you were sad... say, lets say we grab this chainsaw and make them all pay? make our own graphic movie... let the world know who we are... hello hello... I'm the alter ego myspace profile: http://www.myspace.com/shadowzhul My Blog URL http://blog.myspace.com/shadowzhul

Especially For You
Why Women Cry**** A little boy asked his mother, 'Why are you crying?' 'Because I'm a woman,' she told him. 'I don't understand,' he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, 'And you never will.' Later the little boy asked his father, 'Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?' 'All women cry for no reason,' was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God answered, he asked, 'God, why do women cry so easily?' God said: 'When I made the woman she had to be Special. I made Her Shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave Her an Inner Strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave Her a Hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue w

Cherry Questions
why does cherrytap have to have that daily tips page EVERYTIME you log on? daily tips mean it's the tip of the day!!! If we log on several times a day (like most of us do) why do we have to deal with that over and over? If I didn't click it the 1st time I logged on what makes them think I want to click it the 10th time???? At least on MYSPACE they have the link to skip the ads BEFORE they load. I know when I joined cherry it said no ads........ so what are those tips of the day to join blockbusters and all those other sites to get extra points?? just ads for those sites. ok this will be my CHERRY QUESTIONS section. I come across things on here I just don't get. This one is about the new FLUFFY picture on the homepage Now why is it ok for them to use a picture of a gun to the head of a cat but it's not ok to have guns in your own pictures. How is that picture not an NSFW picture but a picture of an ass in jeans fully clothed marked an NSFW....... Things that make y

Science, Earth Based Religions, And The Web Of Life
Science, Earth Based Religions, and the Web of Life Author: Gary Posted: January 21st. 2007 Found Online at: http://www.witchvox.com/va/dt_va.html?a=usma&c=words&id=11164 The most important thing for a religion to remain strong and be able to grow is that it follow "reason" which requires the leaders to stay current with new knowledge so the teachings are in tune with the changing world-view of the masses. This is most important in rapidly changing times such as these where people are now much more informed and can travel anywhere in the world in a second via the Internet. No longer are we isolated in small groups where all think the same way, go to the same school, must worship the same religion, or see the same things. We now live in a global community. This increased worldliness combined with knowledge of what makes things alive has led to a need for religion that is compatible with the times. For many, Wicca and the other Earth religions are proving ideal. Through

The Seven Principles Of Magick
The Seven Principles of Magick Author: Masery Posted: March 4th. 2007 Found Online at: http://www.witchvox.com/va/dt_va.html?a=usca&c=words&id=11152 The Principle of Attraction Everything we think, say, and do involves the exchange of magickal energy, and likewise, everything that we experience or observe has an affect on us on a magickal level often completely unnoticed and every exchange of energy is creative in that it always causes a change in some way, even if this is only on the level of magickal energy itself. The principle of Attraction can be stated as Like energy attracts like energy. What we send out, we get back. If you focus our thoughts on success, the energies of success flow out from you and into the universe, and literally attract success . The principle of attraction is not as simple to put into practice as it sounds however, because our negative thoughts, intents and choices are also returned. We get exactly what we choose. Much like the Dji

Celtic History And Its Effect On Modern Paganism
Celtic History and its Effect on Modern Paganism - PART 2 [Note on Monotheism: The concept of monotheism wasn\'t new during the twilight years of the Roman Empire, but was first envisioned much earlier by the Egyptian pharaoh Achnaton (also sometimes referred to as Amenhotep IV in the history books) during the 18th Dynasty of Egypt, and he called this single all-male conception of Deity Aton. This began the original mistake of monotheism, the ousting of the female aspect of Deity from the consciousness of its followers, and made the social concept of a patriarchy far more acceptable to its adherents; it rejected the concept of duotheism, which would have given equal respect to the female aspect of divinity. It should be noted that it\'s very curious that neither Achnaton nor Christ envisioned a gender neutral conception of a single Deity (as a few open-minded Christians are slowly beginning to do today), which would have prevented a huge amount of the social strife and disempowe

Notes On Gardnerian Witchcraft In England
Notes on Gardnerian Witchcraft in England by Frederic Lamond Since time immemorial, family witchcraft traditions in England have been concerned with: • Ensuring the fertility of the land, and • Protecting sacred sites from destruction or interference. Not all family traditions did both. There is no known link between any of these family traditions and Gerald Gardner. From here there are two strands to our history: Gerald Brosseau Gardner (GBG), an Englishman, and one-time rubber planter. • 1920: Gerald became a customs official in the British administration of Malaya. • In the 1920s: Gerald encountered the Sea Dayaks, a head- hunter tribe, and learned their spell-casting techniques. • 1936: Gerald retired to England. Around 1930: The Fellowship of Crotona, a Co-Mason lodge was founded in Christchurch, New Hampshire. Highly experimental, it practised Theosophy and Rosicrucian rituals, and had an inner core that was trying to reconstruct country witchcraf

Kids At Heart
My Resignation haha anyone with me? RESIGNATION I am hereby officially tendering my resignation as an adult. I have decided I would like to accept the responsibilities of an 8 year-old again. I want to go to McDonald's and think that it's a four star restaurant. I want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle and make a sidewalk with rocks. I want to think M&Ms are better than money because you can eat them. I want to lie under a big oak tree and run a lemonade stand with my friends on a hot summer's day. I want to return to a time when life was simple, when all you knew were colors, multiplication tables, and nursery rhymes, but that didn't bother you, because you didn't know what you didn't know and you didn't care. All you knew was to be happy because you were blissfully unaware of all the things that should make you worried or upset. I want to think the world is fair. That everyone is honest and good. I want to believe that anything is possible. I want

Just Me
well i'm back to work and back to no sleep yeah! i love it i really love working 19 hours a day when i sleep i do sleep. how ever it stops me from keeping up with cherry tap so show me some love even though i'm not here i miss you guys you know who you are peace and love xoxoxoxoxox well i'm home again finally i need the break i'm glad to be home and i missed my friends i really wish some of them would relize that i'm still the same old misty that will always be there for them know mater what.................................................................................................................................aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i miss my friend ever had friends that listen to people they just met they think you would turn on people you care about i have it happening more and more these days my thing is if you have a question ask don't just take peoples word for it i love my friends with all my

Chillin Radio
I know your setting at your computer surfing away on the net... so why not tune in and enjoy some music while your here. You can listen by visitin my profile .. or by going to www.chilloutcrew.com or any media player will do ... just add the appropriate url for your internet connection .. open your player .. go to file .. add url and paste the url .. its pretty simple! Come join us in chat info ... IRC Server .. chilloutcrew.com port:6667 channel #ChillinRadio Tunes... High: http://www.ChillOutCrew.com:7650 Low: http://www.ChillOutCrew.com:7655 Site... www.ChillOutCrew.com Where to find us... http://www.myspace.com/Chillin Radio http://www.myspace.com/wildsassydj http://groups.myspace.com/ChillinRadio http://www.cherrytap.com/665399 http://www.cherrytap.com/user/660394 http://www.cherrytap.com/user/662284

Chillin Radio Dj's
Chillin Radio is currently looking for a few good DJ's for some open slots we have. If you have a good internet connection, a nice music collection, some free time and wanna DJ ... shoot me over a email to sassy@chilloutcrew.com and lets get ya on AIR!!! www.ChillOutCrew.com streams ..... High: http://www.ChillOutCrew.com:7650 Low: http://www.ChillOutCrew.com:7655

Random Mutterings From The Brain Of A Weirdo
{{{before this begins, allow me to state that I am only posting this on the suggestion of a friend. I would not normally detail such exploits in this type of forum}}} Allow me to tell you this lovely tale, as a side note to the efforts of my roommate, Jeremy. Between my 18th and 20th birthdays, I was quite the adventurous individual. One of the regular adventures I experienced was a monthly game of Truth or Dare with about 20 of what I thought were my closest friends. Anyway, one of my favorite questions from those games mysteriously came to be very true in my day-to-day life. The question posed to me was this: If your sex life could be described as a car, what car would it be and why? My answer to this question was the Plymouth Prowler. Not because it is a limited edition that everyone wanted to have at one point in time. Not because it is powerful. Not because it has a style to it that was all the craze. Not because it was worth every ounce of work to get one.

Me, Me, Me, Me...
The past 2 days have been rough! I'm so exhausted just from all that's been going on! Tuesday my daughter skipped school and was picked up for shop-lifting! Since then it's been a parade of people here and at the school! Sometimes I just don't know what to do with her!

Punky Is O So Random
Well I've learned a lot this week. Specially some stuff about some people I thought were good people. I've gotten really naive lately. Really naive. I'm actually disappointed with myself. Sickened really. But at least I have my computer back thanx to the awesome Jenna.

Love & Romance
Every Rose Has Its Thorn....yeah it does Five years ago I was engaged to a wonderful man that I had loved since I was eighteen years old. We had been lovers when I was eighteen, but it didn't work out. Neither he nor I ever ever forgot our love for each other. We became involved again six years ago. That is when he asked me to marry him. Because of certain circumstances and our situation at the time, I didn't follow through with the marriage. Instead I returned to my previous ex-boyfriend at the time. I won't say that it has been all peaches and cream, but we have gotten along pretty well. But ever since, I have never been able to get my ex-fiance out of my mind, nor has he ever 'forgot' about me. Because he proposed to me on Valentine's Day, it has become a day that I haven't looked forward to since 2002. I have never been able to get the promise I made out of my mind and the fact that I broke another person's heart. I also have put myself down for breaking a promis

Chinese Zodiac
THE RATBorn in 1924, 1936, 1948, 1960, 1972, 1984, 1996,2008. RAT: You are imaginative, charming, and truly generous to the person you love. However, you have a tendency to be quick-tempered and overly critical. You are also inclined to be somewhat of an opportunist. Born under this sign, you should be happy in sales or as a writer, critic, or publicist.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~THE BUFFALOBorn in 1925, 1937, 1949, 1961, 1973, 1985, 1997, 2009.BUFFALO: A born leader, you inspire confidence from all around you. You are conservative methodical, and good with your hands. Guard against being chauvinistic and always demanding your own way. The Buffalo would be successful as a skilled surgeon, general, or hairdresser~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~THE TIGERBorn in 1926, 1938, 1950, 1962, 1974, 1986, 1998, 2010.TIGER: You are sensitive, emotional, and capable of great love. However, you have a tendency to get carried away and be stubborn about what you think is right; often seen as a "Hothead" or rebel. Your s

The Pink Dress
There was this little girl sitting by herself in the park. Everyone passed by her and never stopped to see why she looked so sad. Dressed in a worn pink dress, barefoot and dirty, the girl just sat and watched the people go by. She never tried to speak. She never said a word. Many people passed by her, but no one would stop. The next day I decided to go back to the park in curiosity to see if the little girl would still be there. Yes, she was there, right in the very spot where she was yesterday, and still with the same sad look in her eyes. Today I was to make my own move and walk over to the little girl. For as we all know, a park full of strange people is not a place for young children to play alone. As I got closer I could see the back of the little girl's dress. It was grotesquely shaped. I figured that was the reason people just passed by and made no effort to speak to her. Deformities are a low blow to our society and, heaven forbid if you

Hi
well where to start.... I lost the girl i loved so much and i might of even fuck it up even more i dont know if she will ever come back or wanna talk to me. i just wished i could change everything just went to the days we were in love and stop, but i know it wont and which makes this world and life in it fucked, i know i shoudl dweal but there so much that ppl and i have to go through. How can i deal with this or what should i do be friends and hope we get back together and wait, or just leave it and move on? it just so hard to choose that im makeing wrong mistakes as the days go by. im doing very good in school well for now lol, but i know its gonna get harder and doing what im doing im scared its gonna diract me and im gonna hurt myself or end up dieing in the process i just cant get her off my mind, i have other girls that are wanting me but its cause im so commited and love one girl i can seem to make that move. oh and what im doing is driveing trucks and construction and

New Girl In Town
hello i'm new it town and looking to meet ppl , and new adventures you know there are warnings about not using drugs because obviously some are addictive and not continuing the use can be painful and sickening the with drawls ........but you remember that first hi that feeling of uforia and you chase after it trying diffrent stronger drugs but its never quite the same ........but how do you stop .......how do you break this insane cycle ? i wish it was as simple just lock myself away in some hospital and take it step by step but see love doesnt work that way .........no you run from it you avoid and and bamb its back in your face and that feeling you thought you'd never feel wow that rush that hi that oh crap i'm hooked i'm scared but i have to have more all is good and then you get it laced with some bad shit and your on a bad trip from hell how the hel do i get off this ride? i think i'm going to be sick and then the chills and the pain and you find yourself on the floor again .....

My Life
Just to let all of my friends here on CT know, I am going through a very rough patch in my life right now, and probably won't be around much over the next couple of weeks, I will try to check in when I can, but I don't know how often I will be able to. I will miss you all though!

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stuck in a very difficult position. everytime i go out w/ my bf there is always some guy there whos im taken but keeps on hitting on me i dont mind it but i dont want to piss off bf. then hell ask me about it later and get pissy w/ me but he forgets that i say nothing to him about the grls hanging on him and tryin to dance w/ him. its a bar full of drunk pple he should just let it slide im not goin home w/ the guy. Damn double standards are a bitch!!

Moving And The Related Headaches
Funny how when you move .. the little things you dont often use are found... the things you thought you had lost... the things you ask .. where the heck did that come from? Going through them now as I unpack and try to arrange things in my new place... Attempting to find everything a new home... or a more functional space.... This is almost becoming fun ... oh wait .. nope it just means another trip to the storage facility The weekend is coming to an end and I sit here writing about how fast this weekend seems to have gone by. Right there in front of me is my beautiful girlfriend lying in her bed. Having a nap after the steak dinner I cooked for her. She told me that no one has ever done that for her. I am baffled that no one would have done that before. She is worth every last moment of time that I spend with her. The blues part comes with knowing that I will not be spending the night with her... Holding onto her...looking into those beautiful eyes..... I will not be waking

Me
I am only intrested in women ! men hold no intrest for me at all ! I have a passion/ obsession with pantyhose and have had since age 6 I wear them 24/7 and am looking for a liks minded female that shares my passion/odsession if thats you please send me a message i also like adult toys i was born a male & still am but i dress full time as a woman i look faward to hereing form all intrested lady's Danielle

Freaky Karma
True story. Call it freaky, coincident or just plain unnatural... I do have witnesses to both incidents. On or around August 20 someone that I had seen over the last couple of years came back into my life (hence the loving someone blog). On a Saturday he asked me if I had any earrings he could wear, I found a pair of red dice and he put them in. We leave to go run around for a bit and on the way to his house we are driving down the road and what is smack dab on the centerline. A pair of red dice that you would hang from your rear view mirror. Needless to say we stop and pick them up. Brand new, not a mark on them. Have you gone WTF yet, I know we did and still do. There's more.....an icy day in December we are driving home after a weekend of pretty intense partying. We are driving on the same road and at approximately the same area where we found the dice we run over a stuffed animal. We back up and pick it up. It is a bear in a prison uniform (hat, shirt, and a black

Fuck The World
Ah yes can you feel it That warming sensation running down your spine It flows through the veins and replaces the pain This hatred grows ever so strong Feel it Breathe it Taste it Blood thirst for vengeance That overwhelming desire to destroy all Kept in check harms no one Unleashed it leaves no remains Crave it Lust for it Love it A hint of things to come A momentary lapse in reason A means to an end Bittersweet the victory A reality check of denial The road to madness Scars of the past too real The present day world void of feelings Welcome to the dark A distant memory An old friend coming back from the dead Two halves become whole The birth of a new life The death of the one that was once known Rise from the ashes The beast now lives Unrestrained by his former master Free to unleash hell

Rants
I know, this can be fixed by shutting off my HTML comments..but wheres the fun in that? I like getting comments, don't leave many just cause I'm lazy, or would rather talk to you in conversation. However, it has come to my attention that running around and searching for various "comment graphics", to post on your friends pages is really kinda tacky. Yeah it allows you to leave yer mark on friends profiles...that's nice. sure alot better than some encouraging words right? Maybe it's just me, but it's kinda like going to yer friends house, and leaving a fucken lawn ornament in their yard. Spray paint the words "Here have a fucken flamingo on me, as if yer yard wasn't loud and offensive enough" Heaven forbid I ever actually find a good Flamingo lawn decoration comment graphic, I'd so go rampant with it, leave one for everyone I come across.. ohhh well just wanted to get that out in the open, feel free to trash my yard...just keep it in the fense please. Peace love and

Bang Me ? :)
Fuck Test.... You will be surprised on all the results you get...Put the [X] which best suits ur answer....or all that apply... () mean explain 1.Where would we be? []My house []Ur House []Pool []Shower []parents room LOL OTHER....please explain in () 2.What position? []Doggy Style []Missionary []69 []OTHER...() 3.What would you use?? []chains and whips []choc. syrup and whip cream []strawberries and whip cream []cherries and chocolate []ropes and hand cuffs OTHER...() 4.Lights? []ON []OFF 5.Where would you take me 4 a date before all of this? ()PLEASE EXPLAIN 6.Givin Head? []Yes []No 7.Gettin some head []Yes []No 8.Protection? []Yes []No 9.Day or Night? []DAY []NIGHT 10.What song would we fuck to? ()PLEASE EXPLAIN...... 11.top or bottom []top []bottom 12.Will you repost to see what others say? []YES you better .. REAdY SEt GO!!! []NO

Computer Out Until March 12
My operating system got a glitch that would not let me work in any way. so my computer is in the shop until nest Monday, Have a great rest of the week and a wonderful weekend!!! Carlos

My Bone
Using your mind Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mind. Sex is mostly in your mind and to your partners delight you have mastered the arts of seduction and atmosphere. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Just Stuff
so yeah as of today i started a new diet. dont get me wrong i know im not fat but im just not quite as happy with my body as i was pre-baby and he's almost a year old now, so the belly fat isnt cool by me anymore. so im only gonna try this for a month wish me luck. im taking the diet pill SlimQuick, drinking one engery thing called Energy Shot, eating less than 1200 cal, and exersiceing. so im hopeing that i'll get rid of this little bit of extra weight around my tummy in a month. i started today and i'll end on June 30. a whole month and one day. please feel free to leave your opinion on this matter here or privately email your thoughts. you can support me, fuss at me, or remain netural its your choice. and no this isnt the first time i've done the weight loss thing, more like the 5th. thats right i wasnt always little even before baby, i was a big girl in Middle School and part of High School. but back then when i got tired of my body i lost weight the WRONG way. thats right folks i

Clubhouse Cherrytap
LOOK'N FOR NEW MEMBERS,STOP IN GET A FREE BEER FROM THE BAR AND TELL'M IRMA SENT YA!BE A HANGAROUND AND WORK UR WAY UP TO PROSPECT,GET PATCHES,CHECK OUT THE STRIPPERS,OR SIT BACK AND CHAT WITH OTHER BIKERS AND TALK SHOP.THE LINK IS BELOW! http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=5335

Life Is Important
I GOT ENGAGED OFFICALLY ON EASTER SUNDAY AND THE DATE HAS BEEN SET FOR JUNE 14, 2008. WE WANT TO MAKE SURE WE HAVE ENOUGH MONEY SAVED FOR THE WEDDING. I FEEL LIKE I AM WALKING ON THE EASRTH UP IN THE CLOUDS BUT WHEN I LOOK I AM STANDING ON THE GROUND....LOL. THIS HAS BEEN AN EXPERIENCE I HAVE NEVER HAD BEFORE AND IT MAKES ME THE MOST HAPPIEST WOMAN IN THE WORLD. LISA YOU WILL NEVER KNOW THE REAL ME UNTIL YOU ASK OR WRITE TO ME. THERE ARE DAYS WHEN I FEEL DOWN AND THEN THERE ARE DAYS THAT I CAN BE AS HAPPY AS A PIG IN MUD. RIGHT NOW I AM FEELING A LITTLE DOWN BECAUSE I HAD SURGERY ALMOST 1 MONTH AGO AND I HAVE TO WEAR THIS STUPID BRACE FOR ANOTHER MONTH. I FEEL HOPELESS THAT I CAN'T DO WHAT I WANT TO DO, LIKE: SPEND FUN TIME WITH MY DAUGHTER AND PLAY ON THE FLOOR WITH HER DOLLS BECAUSE RIGHT NOW SHE IS IN THE PROCESS OF MAKING NEW FRIENDS TOO. THOSE OF YOU THAT READ THIS AND PRAY OR WHATEVER IT IS THAT YOU DO...KEEP E IN YOUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS THAT I GET THIS BRACE OFF SOON

Missing You
Do you think about me? Do you wish me in your arms? Do you stand outside and look at the stars? Do you stand there and wish I was there? Do you wish me in your hands? Do you know that I cry for you every night? Do you know I watch the stars and think of you? Do you know that I feel as I have lost my place with out you? Do you know that my need for you grows everyday? Do you know that without you I am complete darkness? Do you know that you are my light? Do you believe in me? Do you still care? Do you see a yellow & red rose and smile? Do you think of us? Do you think of me? Do you know that my inner light dims without you? Do you know that my heart aches to be near you? Do you know that I dream of you? Do you know that without you I am broken inside? Do you know...that without you...Nobodys Home? Music Video:NOBODY'S HOME (by Avril Lavigne)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone Video under goes with this blog 110%! As I sit here...I miss my husb

Yay!!!
YAY!!! I\'M MOVING INTO MY NEW HOUSE THIS WEEKEND...ALMOST ALL DONE WITH TRANSFERING STUFF...AM I GLAD..IT\'S BEEN A ROYAL PAIN IN THE ASS, AS WELL AS EXPENSIVE..HELLZ YEAH...DAMN...BELOW IS A LOOK SEE OF MY HOME WITH THE FINISHED ROOF...

Madness
AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH MEMORIES !!! Close your eyes...And go back... ....Before the Internet or P C or the MA C ...... ....Before semi-automatics and crack.... ....Before Playstation, SEGA, Super Nintendo, even before Atari... ....Before cell phones, C D's, DVD's, voicemail and e-mail.... ....Way back.... ....Way.....way.....way back..... I'm talking' bout hide and seek at dusk Red light, Green light Red Rover....Red Rover..... Playing kickball & dodgeball until the first...no...second...no...third Streetlight came on Ring around the Rosie London Bridge Hot potato Hop Scotch Jump rope Duck....duck....GOOSE !!! YOU'RE I T !!! Parents stood on the front porch and yelled (or whistled) for you to come home - no pagers or cell phones Mother May I? Hula Hoops Seeing shapes in the clouds Endless summer days and hot summer nights (no A / C ) with the windows open The sound of crickets Running t

Battlefield Of The Mind
What I have forgiven....has been for your sakes...to keep Satan from getting the advantage over us; for we care not ignorant of his wiles and intentions. - Corinthians 2:10-11 Suppose we receive a package from an overnight carrier. AFter we open it, we stare at a beautiful, oversized envelope, with our name written on it in exquisite calligraphy. Inside, the invitation starts with these words: "You are invited to enjoy a life filled with misery, worry, and confusion." Which one of us would say yes to such an outrageous invitation? Don't we seek the kind of life that keeps free from such pain and distractions? Yet many of us choose such a life. Not that we blatantly make that choice, but we sometimes surrender--enev temporarily--to Satan's invitation. His attack is ongoing and relentless--the devil is persistent! Our enemy bombards our minds with every weapon at his disposal every day of our lives. We are engaged in a warfare--a warfare that rages and never stops. We

~ You Can Not Break The Girl That Thinks Nothing Of You!!!!!!!~
Ok so I love CHERRY TAP!! But come on............. why do you have to fake it.... and be a girl when you are a nasty guy!! They have doctors for that.. I do not thing cherry tap has any on staff but you might want to ask. And if you calling me a bitch is supposed to hurt me............. yeah you are wrong.. I have many people on my profile and I have never been a bitch to any of them.. so yeah if you are comeing to me as a girl when i know you are a guy ( because of the fact that a guy was asking the same questions and I said NO) thinking you are going to get in my privates... you are mislead. there are very few that I let in and you best believe you are not one of them.... and always remember you will never have a true friend when you are faking who you really are the whole time. so i suggest that anyone that has to fake who they are to get satisfaction then you need to go on the dr. phil message board and get the fuck off of cherry tap cause no one wants you here. and I feel bad for

Hope It's Right Can't Wait To Go To The Doc's
Hello all took a preg. test this morning and it came out that I was pregnant. Have to make a doc appointment to make sure but keep you fingers crossed Jimmy the Hand has not stopped smiling sence he say the test results LOL would you! Keep your fingers crossed we would like a boy as we already have a girl but as long as it's healthy we don't care. thanks all of my cherry family and friends - Hay my first Blog I just want to let all of you know. I love you Jimmy the Hand you hold my heart for ever and always love you more then you will ever know. : ) Nellie

Is The Perfect Girl Out There
Is there a such thang as the perfect person.Like some one that will be fathfull to there partner love them as much as the other dose.one that is honest,kind,and thankfull of thangs the other dose for them.And be a true friend and be there for each other.Iv serched and serched and im starting to thank its all bull shit.No matter how nice i was or how much i did for the other person thay rater be with some one that was a dick and beat them. and there excuse was im not used to somem one being that nice to me fucked up ant it

Sadness
At times I feel like crying, sometimes I feel like running; leaving all of my belonginings behind. At the age ot twenty-one I feel like Im older with more responsibilities on my hand, I have no children, something that could give me a helping hand. All I want is my normal life back again, living everything up at my normal age of twenty-one; instead Im sitting here about to cry and if only alot knew why things might would be better again. So before I lay myself down to sleep ...once again i wish i could wake up with a normal life ahead of me...but instead...im already pass the age of twenty-one.

Stuff
SCORPIO October 24 - November 22 Ruling Planet: PLUTO, The Roman God of the dead, beginnings and endings. Which basically means that Scorpios add novel differences to any relationship. Scorpios are very possessive. They will tense up if you even LOOK at another hottie across the room.But they can be relied on to always be there for you if you need them. You may never really know what your Scorpio is thinking though, because to them, Knowledge is power and they are very good at putting on a straight face to cover up any emotion they are feeling.Scorpios love sex. The dirtier, the better. Get them excited by revealing your filthiest fantasy and offering to act it out. FAVE POSITION: Anything, as long as it involves dominating your ass. BEST SEX TOY: Ben Wah Balls for the girls, and a Riding Crop for the boys SCORPIO MALE IN BED His sexuality is so strong, it will make you dizzy!! If you are lucky enough to be with a Scorpio boy,you will always be satisfied!! There'

Tis Late
Ever feel that one can lead from a position of isolation? That one can long for a time away from all else, to grasp but a glimpse of solitude? To be an extroverted introvert? Ever look into another's eyes and long to feel the soft caress of a kiss that lingers upon your mind for hours? To taste the tease and promise of the future? To want to explore the sensuality of another? To brush the hair away so that you may see those eyes more clearly? To ponder the nape of the neck and want to run your lips, your breath but millimeters from the soft supple skin, along such succulent sensation? Ever wonder if you would get slapped if you did? !!!! Or perhaps wonder if it would be returned? Invited, hungered, wanting? Ever feel like you don't want to go home so you ponder sitting in your office at 11:00 at night and write silly blogs?