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Amys' Blog!
Aletheia Kikugawa, forever missed! RIP 1-10-07 Pregnant woman's boyfriend is arrested in her slaying By NICOLE MARSHALL World Staff Writer 1/11/2007 A man had blood on his clothing and was driving his pregnant girlfriend's car when he was arrested in connection with her stabbing death Wednesday morning, police records show. Detectives arrested Jesus Francisco Hernandez, 33, on a first-degree murder complaint in the death of Aletheia Kikugawa, 32. Kikugawa was four to five months' pregnant, an arrest report states. After an autopsy and review by prosecutors, Hernandez could be charged with the death of the fetus as well as with Kikugawa's killing, according to state law. The slaying was discovered by Kikugawa's ex-husband about 10:30 a.m. Wednesday, when he went to her residence at the Colonial Park Apartments, 7633 E. 21st St., to pick her up for an appointment, Officer Jason Willingham said. "When he walked inside, he saw her on the kitchen floor, dead

Ristan
i seldom write in here. just to let you know that girls with tattoos drives me up and down the wall! i so so so love them. have a nice day! its a start its a library its a quiet place which i cant stand have a good weekend friends.

Please Read!!! Plz...
TO ALL MY FRIENDS, FANS, NEWCOMERS, AND FAMILY: I WOULD LOVE IF YOU STOPPED BY MY PAGE AND SIGNED MY GUESTBOOK. THIS IS NOT FOR POINTS. I JUST WANT YOU ALL ON MY PAGE. A DAILY REMEMBERENCE OF YOU ALL. PLZ.. KEEP IN TOUCH. WHEN PEOPLE VISIT MY PAE THEY WILL SEE U THIS WAY AND HEY U MIGHT MEET NEW AND INTERESTING PEOPLE BECAUSE OF IT. THANK YOU FOR TAKING TIME TO READ MY WORDS. XXxxCHELLYxxXX

Quiz
Enjoy... [ ] I am shorter than 5'4 [x] I think I'm ugly sometimes. [x] I have many scars. [x] I tan easily [x] I wish my hair was a different color. [x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. [x] I have a tattoo [x] I am self-conscious about my appearance. [ ] have/I've had braces. [ ] wear glasses. [x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 safe, free of cost, and scar-free. [x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. [x] I have more than 2 piercings. [x] I have piercings in places besides my ears. [ ] I have freckles. Family/Home Life [x] I've sworn at my parents. [ ] I've run away from home. [ ] I've been kicked out of the house. [ ]My biological parents are together. [ ]I have a sibling less than one year old. [x] I want to have kids someday. [ ] I've had children. [x] I've lost a child. School/Work [ ] I'm in school. [ ] I have a job. [ ] I've fallen asleep at work/school. [ ] I almost always do my hom

I Think I Found Mr. Right
yeah i bet , how many time u done said that everytime u meet some one and u fall in love and u think your his ; body , mind and soul. and that he feels the same way. it's so hard sometimes when that person has u like that , everytime he touches your soft body and put sweet kisses from the tip of your nose , down to inner parts of your tigh feelin your wettness with his fingers. and all u can think of is how much u want him and how this body belong to him. u so wrap up in your own passion especially when he is about to take u and u feel his hard dick inside u at that moment he just don't take your body but your mind as well . now that he his u , u feel like this is it i found him mr right .but it only last but a min cuz the things he put into your mind and the way he makes your body feel in bed isn't really enough to make u feel completely his . not unitll he has your heart . and only the things he can do to make that happen . is to trap your heart and so right by u. then u can re

I'm A Transgenderist
Sex, Gender, & Bipolarity In order to understand the difference between someone who is gay, lesbian, or bisexual, and someone who is transgender, you need to know the difference between sex and gender. Simply put, sex is polarity of anatomy, gender is polarity of appearance and behavior. As one gains familiarity with transgenderism, these definitions quickly break down, but they serve as a good starting point. Most people think there are just two sexes, male and female. Such is not the case. People who are intersexed and people who are transsexual constitute sexes which are neither exactly male nor exactly female. Likewise, gender is not a simple case of "either/or." Gender is exhibited by countless signals, from articles of clothing to cosmetics, hairstyles, conversational styles, body language and much more. Notice, however, that our gender "norms" are not symmetric. Women have won for themselves the right to a wide range of gender expression. Men have not made a correspond

Axioms Of Omnipotent
In the interest of all fubar surfers and all web surfers, in general, I hereby demand that one of you techy nerdy folks find a way to make thumbnail pictures clearer. Last night a friend of mine, here, had accidentally clicked himself right into the profile of some drunken, worn out, old lady that I am sure he would have rather not seen. Today, and on many occasions, I found myself looking at at abomination of a so called man because of what the damn thumbnail picture looked like. Therefore, I must protest the quality of thumbnail pictures and refuse to be held responsible for entering the profiles of the uglies and not leaving ratings and/or comments. Note: If you techy nerdy people already have a way of doing this; I suggest you deploy the troops and get crack-a-lacking. Note II: I abhor morph pictures. For those of you who have them: You are not a fucking celebrity. You are not a fucking eagle, horse, dog, cat, or god damn unicorn. You are not a porn queen. Okay, may

Dream Interpretations
Anger Who are you angry at? Why are you angry? What is the outcome of your anger in your dream? Being angry in a dream often represents an emotion we want to have in waking and will not allow ourselves to experience. This reflects the fact that anger can be destructive and sometimes ends up being treated as a taboo in our personality. The fact that it comes out in dreams may be attributed to the id. People who dream of being angry often have difficulty expressing the emotion constructively in waking life. Anger is a reaction to a perceived threat. As such, anger reflects our feeling that we are being denied what is ours by necessity or by right. Dreams that contain anger may often serve as an insightful beacon into our waking relationships. Sometimes, you may find yourself dreaming of being angry at someone who never angers you in waking life. This may simply be an indication that they are not perfect; a sort of check that reminds you that they are human.

First Times
Well, a lot of things have been put into motion recently. Some good, some bad, others ambiguous. Depends on who's viewing the things and in what context. So here goes: I am divorced finally. In ways it is a great thing, in some it is sad. I figure for me, it is a new beginning in my life. I am hoping that it doesn't cause resentment from my children or my family later on down the line. I also feel that if people know me well enough, they know this was something that I had to do. I feel it was best for myself and for Chad. I know it is presumptuous to be saying I know what is best for someone else, but I feel that we are both happier people without each other. The only sadness coming from this is the separation of my children from their father. They love him dearly and I hope they always will. I feel sad that they miss him, but I hope eventually they will be happy that we are not together and happier apart than if we were together and wound up hating each other. For the Relocati

...topsy Kretz...
Thank you for those who greeted me ^_^ thank you for the greetings!!!! hope you have a great day ^_~ luv you all ^_~ hmm.. i hate being away from the people i love, from the things i like, from my boring - normal life... that's why being sick is not really a good excuse for me, especially now when it's my summer vacation. i dont wanna be away from any normal thing i've lived with (and that now includes Cherry Tap and you guys who're reading this right now ^_~) because it makes me feel so sad..and well..away from my so called "life". And so, i've resolved into writing this stuff - sort of an explanation why in the middle of my CHerry Tap addiction i was gone for two and a half days - so that at least u'd know what happened (that is if your interested to know.. ^_~) so..yeah , that was what happened. i got into a hospital (everything else's boring, i tell you, but if you want the full detail come and private message me or give me a shoutout so i'll

Just Me
I went for my interview with the new Wal-Mart this morning, and got a part time gig as a Donut Maker....yay lol. Im now a slave to wal-mart...so much fun. Neways, just figured I wold let yall know where I will be spending most of my time....I work the early morning shift starting at like 3AM. It's a job though so I'm not complaining. Well that's all for this blog. Maybe a new one coming soon. Later Taters.

Mothers
A STORY MY MUM TOLD ME A LONG TIME AGO – I WANT TO SHARE IT A woman named Emily was renewing her driver's license at the Transport office now called the ‘dvlc’, she was asked by the clerk to state her occupation. She hesitated, uncertain how to classify herself. "What I mean is," explained the clerk, "do you have a job, or are you just a ......? "Of course I have a job," snapped Emily. "I'm a Mum." "We don't list 'Mum' as an occupation...... 'Housewife' covers it," said the clerk emphatically. WHAT NOW FOLLOWS IS HOW MY MUM TELLS IT: I forgot all about her story until one day I found myself in the same situation, this time at our local police station. The Clerk was obviously a career woman, poised, efficient, and possessed of a high sounding title like, "Official Interrogator" or "Town Registrar." "What is your occupation?" she probed. What made me say it, I do not know... The words simply popped out. "I'm a Research Associate in the field

Too All My Many Friends And Fans, Please Read!
You asked for them and you can get them......If you can get me to Level 6 I'll post some nsfw pics of me. RATE ME, FAN ME, ADD ME and we'll have some fun. Thanks to all of you for you Rates, fans and adds. Love to you all! Blessings, Solace

Women
By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart -and she will do everything with only two hands." The angel was astounded at the requirements. "Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish. "But I won't," the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days." The angel moved closer and touched the woman. "But you have made her so

V7.0 Continues
i keep reading my blog and it makes me cry to see how far i've come in my life. with so many things coming, too. allie came over on tuesday and we went to see lacey in the hospital with her new baby boy. as the three of us approached the door to the hospital room, we all just stopped. i've have friends with children, but i've never been close to someone that's HAVING a baby. that's around my age. it's. amazing. to stare at this new life, so peacefully sleeping wrapped in a white blanket. this little guy has NO idea what he's in for. and i was so happy to see jeremy by her side throughout the entire hospital stay. people can change. and i want nothing for the best for the three of them. nate phoned me a while ago to tell me that they're on the way back from philly again. the van popped a tire and went off the road. that's the forth time they've tried to go to philly - it's not worth it. they're never going again. thank GOD everyone is ok. the truck is in worse shape than they are.

My Bar Tab Is 510
This is fun to do. Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine. Title your bulletin "My Bar Tab is$........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid -- $5 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you-- $40 Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $25 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with the a Puerto Rican -- $20 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed some one who's name you didn't know --$10 Hit on some one of the same sex while at work-- $15 Ever drive drunk -- $20 Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50 Used toys while having sex -- $30

You Should Know..... News Stuff
This is the short version: cocoa mulch contains a substance that is dangerous, even lethal, to dogs when ingested. It smells good, so attracts dogs, who will eat anything, including this mulch. Don't use it! If you want a sweet smelling mulch, use cedar. Even if you don't have pets, someone else's pets could possibly eat it it. ************************************************** Read below for more info and sources. I sent this as an e-mail last year. I sent this out last year after someone in my rescue group passed it along. It's spring and people are probably starting to think about working on gardens, so it's worth sending again. :) If you want to know more about it or what to do if your pet ingests it, the first link is the Snopes link, but the others are Hershey, ASPCA, and another dog site. http://www.snopes.com/critters/crusader/cocoamulch.asp http://web.archive.org/web/20031013173740/http://www.aspca.org/site/News2?page=NewsArticle&id=12729 http:

Merry Go Round
Whats up everybody.just sittin areound. just wanted to creatw this blog to givepeople a place to go and say whatever they wanna without any consequences. So come on people lets get everything off our chest!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE SKINNY GIRLS WHO THINK THEY ARE FAT. IM FAT AND YOU CAN GO AND STICK IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Words Of Expression
Kama Sutra lesson #121103 Oral Transformation "The Art of speaking to God" Goddess postured on throne my eager lips wet with prayer water She transforms my shoulders into Her foot stool while my hands worship Her waist my lips, swallowing Rain Clouds while my tounge stirs Heaven "Her overflowing love temple" this is "drinking the water of life" ((sucking hard for Mistress)) Goddess parts the sky and divides the moon from the sun with Her own hands holding back time from itself with dreams She tranasforms my tounge into Her arrow and paints it in the stars this is called "suspended flight" ((stirring for Mistress)) Coveting Her Sacred Ass on my knees, while She stands before me i beg with my lips and polish Her naval with my tounge She transforms me into Her serpent and i slither humbly to the archway of Her temple where i drown myself in worship "lapping Her love water" until i transcend to the other side this is called "snakes coffin" ((suc

Christine
Would all my friends please add yourself to my guestbook...Thanks :) Plz help me in this battle and vote green for my daughters in The Best Looking Battle and I will return the favor...Thanks I'm in the Korn Street Team Member club and Korn is holding a contest for whoever gets the most ppl to click on their new video, will win an autographed guitar from them. So if you can please help me out here, I'd really be grateful to ya. all you have to do is just click on the link below and watch the video or not...that's all, nothing more to it. Thanks Christine If link doesnt work, then copy, cut and paste into ur browser http://www.kornstreetteam.com/CDA5240F87574D8387EBDE8FEC733210/tracklink.asp?guid=0350EB9902764271BC1EC0BEE4D94699

The Town I Live In....
In continuation to the previous blog I posted "The Town I Live In": Now that I've been here in San Antonio for 6 months, I have some updates on the "Turn Around Don't Drown" issue I have: 1.) There is an actual website. If you google the words Turn Around Don't Drown and click on I'm feeling lucky, it'll take you right to it 2.) They actually post success stories on this website 3.) During the 3 days of rain we had about a week or so ago, they had to rescue 36 geniuses 4.) The fire department had to raise the "high water rescue" fine from 500 to 1000 and the police department is now imposing an additional fine to the drivers as well as the passengers. 5.) There are actual bumper stickers that say "turn around don't drown" and people actually put them on their cars...as if to say what? Don't follow? Hmmm. 6.) I did not make the graphic below... I miss home!! "Turn Around Don't Drown!" Have you ever heard that said before? Well I didn't until I moved to thi

My Personal Life Things
wow, i cant beleive how hard this has hit me. I have only been here in texas at ft. sam for 4 days. Im here for more advanced training as i go for my flight paramedic specalist. and wow. I am just thinking now, how much i miss my family. I was all happy to be comming down here, and now i have only been here for 4 days, and already missing my family back home. I have also not been talking to a lot of you here on tap, and im sorry, just i have been very busy with all my training. I did pass my finals for the EMT-B part. Well till next time i post, if i talk to you i talk to you. so if you see me online, send me a shout!!! And just remember that i love ya all, you are all my best of best friends. till next time. Bonnie OK, Here i go again. This time, Well read more and you will see. Ok, first off i never thought in believing in horescopes. i thought they were useless. But well the past few days. Well here they are. And yes They dont lie cause this has happend to me in the last couple day

Dreaming In The Dark
Sometimes I stop and look out the window, I start to cry, The funny thing is I can't seem to figure out why... Sometimes I feel in such a mess, I can't seem to pull myself togeather, Sometimes I sit alone in my room, And it only gets worse... Sometimes words are so hard to say, Sometimes I wish someone would just come and carry me far away, I get more and more lost everyday... Sometimes my mind goes around and around,It seems I only get more confused, Sometimes I can feel my emotions get damaged to many times. Sometimes I'll wake up at night once again with tears in my eyes, Sometimes I scream with maddness, Sombody tell me why... But this is just Sometimes. A child so pure and innocent as she lies asleep in her bed, With a look of a angel on her face. She makes me cry and she makes me laugh ,with everthing she does and says. And as I hold her tender and small hand in mine, I'm caught up in the beauty that surrounds her. She is the hope and the dreams of my futu

Erotic Stories
It Started like any typical morning as I was returning home from work, but this morning I knew was going to be different as I made the drive home. It seemed a little more stressful than normal dealing with all the stop and go traffic due to all the lights and everyone trying to get into work during rush hour. Simply having somewhere I was wanting to get to rather than just home alone made me feel a little more rushed. I had to keep reminding myself that it wasn’t as bad heading out of town rather than into it at this time in the morning, which made me a bit more thankful. However this morning I knew would be far from typical. To be able to do what I was about to embark on later in the day could turn out great, or it could turn out disastrous. I had done my best to make all the plans and arrangements, but no amount of planning could control individuals responses or decisions. I had spoken to both of my friends about the details and plans, making sure both were up for

Stuff I've Found Along The Way...
Most websites carry a few of Boris Vallejo's pictures - some carry a lot, but they are small, sometimes low quality - and they only host the pics the webmaster might have liked. The site below has HI-RES jpgs of over 300 pictures, including some of his earlier b&w work. It's a slow site - but as of today, all links are verified. If you get a weird error, refresh your page...might take a couple times, but they all work eventually. My all-time favorite piece of his is below...if you like it, or you find the link useful, do me a favor and check to see if you've fanned me or not...if you haven't, please take a second to do so... Thanks! Boris Vallejo Art Gallery

My First Blog
I just made my account here today so I am just trying to figure things out right now. I have no friends yet =( oh well I'll make them soon enough. Hope that anyone who actually stumbles on this is doing well. -Ashley

Victoria's Secrets Revealed
Well I got a haircut and so far everyone likes it. I am also working full time now. I'm enjoying my job but I guess I'm a bitch. I'm not sure. Anyway I guess I'm a bitch because I tell them to move their vehicles if they aren't guests at the hotel I'm working at. Hey it's not a public parking lot for people that are going to the movies. It's a parking lot for my hotel guests. Actually because there is a sign posted saying VIOLATORS WILL BE TOWED AT OWN RISK AND EXPENSE COUTRSY OF RANDY'S TOWING I can legally tow them without warning. Am I bitch for asking people to move their vehicles. I THINK NOT. I tell them "Please move your vehicle or I will have you towed" Oh well if they think I'm a bitch so be it I'm a bitch but I'm pretty damn proud to be one! Well this is my first blog on this site. I'm living my life to the fullest and living my life one day at a time. I'm going to college and trying my damnedest to get my Associates Degree. I'm just the type of girl that if I s

Darkangel37
Everyday i wonder what i should do with my life. I have so many thoughts on my mind and it only seems to build. Sometimes i think of going back to my old home and living out the rest of my days over there, Then i think of running away and never coming back again. Of course these are only thoughts i have within my darkened soul, The love of my life has told me he will find me but is this something i have to look forward to. My life has come down to waiting for someone to find me within my darkened soul, He seems to want to express his undying love by searching until he finds me and holding on till he can no longer hold me. Should i let him do such a thing to spend his time searching out someone like me, Every day i wonder why he loves me so much.... My heart is breaking from with in my soul. Everything I known to be true seems to be a lie, Why do I fall in love so easily when all I get is Pain and hurt all over again. I cry for you to be my love long last t

Darkangel37
My heart is breaking from with in my soul. Everything I known to be true seems to be a lie, Why do I fall in love so easily when all I get is Pain and hurt all over again. I cry for you to be my love long last the one I have Looked for all my life. You break my heart with words that make me cry inside The laughter I feel now is only fake when outside it once Was true . My feelings are leaving my broken heart I feel the pain growing Inside and yet I want to cover it up and never let it show. Why do you make me smile the way that you can, is it my Heart that urns for you deep within or is it just that I cant Bare to be with out you in my life any more, I’ve searched for you since my younger days and now that I have found you I feel I should let you go .. Maybe its that I have fallen in love with you that blurs my Wanting to let go of you that makes me stop and think.. You say that you love me yet in my heart I feel the opposite Of

Fallenangelwolf
Unfaithful " No matter how young and restless love is age is nothin but a number" To be afraid of not knowin who u are is being wat u are in someone elses dreams only then will the force be strong with you when they discover your true sense of value were worth without questioning authority. knowledge is power but havin respect for that power you lose control of the force when it begins to shift lanes seeing that the same dream of someone elses has reflection of a seperate past u only see thigns that u know but to steal the spotlight is to blend a beautiful mind. i dont mean mind as in intelliegent against natural talent but truth with no logic. u paint a picture that doesnt have a color but is blessed with a vision. u cant remember your name but your bless with sign to make people recongize you. you age a day but who said that ur strength of love will never be the same? sex is just the begining. money isnt prize reward it is posion. the more u accept it the sicker

Just Saying Hi
Been awhile since i've been on this thingy lol but i figured what the hell hehe I 've missed all my friends on here a whole lot..and hope everyone is doing okay. I'm hoping to be able to pick up my story again soon and add lots more current pics hehe everyone keep in touch k? *hugs* ~Cin Zachary Neil was born May 29th 2009 @5:36pm He was 6 pounds 13 ounces and 20 inches long. Came home yesterday and he and I are doing just fine. Will be putting up pics for everyone to see him very soon!! untill next time laters! Cin found one of our kittens outside dead this morning..didnt even get a chance to take a pic of her...*sigh*...will miss you smokey...

Why Parents Drink
A boss wondered why one of his most valued employees had not phoned in sick one day. Having an urgent problem with one of the main computers, he dialed the employee's home phone number and was greeted with a child's whisper. "Hello." "Is your daddy home?" he asked. "Yes," whispered the small voice. May I talk with him?" The child whispered, "No." Surprised and wanting to talk with an adult, the boss asked, "Is your Mommy there?" "Yes." "May I talk with her?" Again the small voice whispered, "No." Hoping there was somebody with whom he could leave a message, the boss asked, "Is anybody else there?" "Yes," whispered the child, "a policeman" Wondering what a cop would be doing at his employee's home, the boss asked, "May I speak with the policeman?" "No, he's busy", whispered the child. "Busy doing what?" "Talking to Daddy and Mommy and the Fireman," came the whispered answer. Growing more worried as he he

I Love My Job !
> If you don't laugh out loud after you read this you are in a coma! >This is even funnier when you realize it's real! Next time you have a bad >day at work think of this guy. Rob is a commercial saturation diver for >Global Divers in Louisiana. He performs underwater repairs on offshore >drilling rigs. Below is an email he sent to his sister. She then sent it to >radio station 103.2 on FM dial in Ft. Wayne, Indiana, who was sponsoring a >worst job experience contest. Needless to say she won! > > Hi Sue, > > Just another note from your bottom-dwelling brother. > > Last week I had a bad day at the office. I know you've been feeling >down lately at work, so I thought I would share my! dilemma with you to >make you realize it's not so bad after all. Before I can tell you what >happened to me, I first must bore you with a few technicalities of my job. > > As you know, my office lies at the bottom of the sea. I wear a suit >to the o

My Stepdad Has Jokes! Lol
All the organs of the body were having a meeting, trying to decide who was the one in charge. "I should be in charge," said the brain, "Because I run all the body's systems, so without me nothing would happen." "I should be in charge," said the blood, "Because I circulate oxygen all over so without me you'd all waste away." "I should be in charge," said the stomach," Because I process food and give all of you energy." "I should be in charge," said the legs, "Because I carry the body wherever it needs to go." "I should be in charge," said the eyes, "Because I allow the body to see where it goes." "I should be in charge," said the rectum, "Because I'm responsible for waste removal." All the other body parts laughed at the rectum and insulted him, so in a huff, he shut down tight. Within a few days, the brain had a terrible headache, the stomach was bloated, the legs got wobbly, the eyes got watery, and the blood was toxic. They all decided that the rectum sho

Live Life Free Sore Like The Eagle
the eagle so smooth so beautiful so free just soores through the sky wings spread wide soreing high waiting for a pray arnt they beautiful so be like the eagle and be smooth,be beautiful,be free and soore through the sky,with your wings spread wide,high in the sky and feel free to take a search for a pray and take a person or child in need under your wing and be like the eagle hugsssssssssssssss

Wildwonka
live life to the fullest everyday you can, because you never know when it may be your last. be kind to everyone you can because you never know when you may them them. AND THE MOST IMPORTANT THING OF ALL, ALWAYS LOOK YOUR BEST YOU NEVER KNOW WHO'S WATCHING.....

Drunk Drivers
I went to a party, And remembered what you said. You told me not to drink, Mom, so I had a sprite instead. I felt proud of myself, The way you said I would, that I didn't drink and drive, though some friends said I should. I made a healthy choice, And your advice to me was right. The party finally ended, and the kids drove out of sight. I got into my car, Sure to get home in one piece. I never knew what was coming, Mom, something I expected least. Now I'm lying on the pavement, And I hear the policeman say, the kid that caused this wreck was drunk, Mom, his voice seems far away. My own blood's all around me, As I try hard not to cry. I can hear the paramedic say, this girl is going to die. I'm sure the guy had no idea, While he was flying high. Because he chose to drink and drive, now I would have to die. So why do people do it, Mom Knowing that it ruins lives? And now the pain is cutting me, like a hundred stabbing knives. Tell sister no

New New New
Hey everyone... so i'm new to this site and am still understanding how to work everything.... so i would like to apologize to those who i don't get back too.... i really appriciate all the comments and will momentarily try and get back to you all. Thanks again everyone for the love and any help! nichole

David
DAVID IS MY GAURDIAN ANGEL!!!!!!! AND I AM HIS GAURDIAN ANGEL!!!!!!! PEOPLE THINK AN ANGEL IN A CHILD IS WHEN THERE BEING WELL BEHAVED AND WELL MAINTAINED WITH OBEDIANCE THEY ARE WRONG!!!!! BECAUSE THAT IS NOT MY DAVID, BUT HE IS AN ANGEL!!!!! A GAURDIAN ANGEL MY GAURDIAN ANGEL.WHO IS DAVID? DAVID IS MY SON WHO HAS MULTIPLE DISABILITIES AND FAR FROM A WELL BEHAVED CHILD DO TO HIS DISABILITIES!!! LET ME TELL YOU WHAT A REAL ANGEL IS. AN ANGEL IS WHEN A CHILD CAN SENCE WHAT YOU FEEL DEEP IN SIDE.THE PAIN,SADNESS,HURT,HORRORS,AND SORROWS THAT COME WITH THE PATHS OF LIFE!!!!! THATS MY GAURDIAN ANGEL DAVID!!!.WHEN THEY CAN LIFT YOU UP BY LAUGHTER,SWEETNESS,CAREING,AND LOVE,DEEP DOWN LOVE!!!!!,AND UNDERSTANDING AND THERE BEAUTIFUL SMILE, THAT IS A TRUE ANGEL IN A CHILD!!!!! THATS MY LOVEING SON DAVID!!!!. A CHILD WHO ALSO SUFFERS THE PAIN, HURT ,SADNESS,AND HORRORS,THAT THE PATH OF LIFE BRINGS, AND SURVIVES AND COMES OUT ON TOP THATS A GAURDIAN ANGEL THATS MY SON DAVID THE GAURDIAN ANGEL!!!!

* Connective Physics *
********************************************************************************************* Our thoughts and feelings > Create our reality ..>. The future is now, today is tomorrow's yesterday, past, present and future as one. Use the force Skywalker... ********************************************************************************************* ********************************************************************************************* Connective Physics ********************************************************************************************* Philosophical and spiritual traditions throughout the world have long assumed an unbounded and connected universe. [3/10/05] For example... "...and the ancients, who were superior to us and dwelt nearer to the Gods [the Anunnaki?] http://www.halexandria.org/dward008.htm, have handed down a tradition that all things that are said to exist consist of a One and Many and contain in themselves the connate principles of Limit and U

A Perfect Ending
Lingering in the moment, lost in your eyes, Content, I cherish the sweet surprise. Kissing tongues tangle, making me ache, No longer can I wait, for you to take. Laying back, I plead without words, As if hidden lips could somehow be heard, Raising hips high to greet your stare, Hoping to speak to some part of you aware. I Beckon please enter with no hesitation, Yet you stand firm, with no reservation, Taunting me, teasing me, grin on your face, Admiring how you've put me in place. Then suddenly, you grant relief, Knowing now I must have peace. Penetrating with your pride, Charging, you thrust deep inside. Planting feet upon your chest, To brace us both, I do my best, Not to scream loud like before, When places reached cut to the core. Wondering if you're hurting me, You ease mo-men-tar-ily, Slowing, then come "please-don't-stop" pleas, Whimpering I'm at your mercy. Back in our entrancing dance, I catch your eyes stealing a glance, At contorted ex

* Primordial Bes/kali Aha Mantrasanat *
* PRIMORDIAL BES/KALI AHA MANTRASANAT * ********************************************************************************************* * Thoughts ... :) Manifesting into reality (thank you for your patience in the time delay of the space time continuum) * ********************************************************************************************* ********************************************************************************************* PRIMORDIAL BES/KALI AHA MANTRASANA ********************************************************************************************* This is a combined mantra (incantation) and asana (ritual posture) for invoking or resonating with the energies of Bes Kali (and/or other such primordial deities -eg. Pan, Shiva, Atum); it stretches and strengthens the tongue for Kechari, a tantric yogic exercise for energy circulation which is included in this posture. Bes is the Ancient Egyptian dwarf-God of music, dance and childbirth, who is often use

Creative Juices
I'm poppin my own cherry! I'm so fuckin bored today. I'm feeling so artistic lately but i have no outlets..it's driving my crazy. my job suck...more layoffs...the kids are crazy...i just interveiwed for a new place...wish me luck...starting over sucks! that just sums it up!

2009
as many of you can see im a big camaro fan. i have owned 4 in my lifetime. 1977 type lt, 1987 iroc, 1994 coupe, and a 1998 t-top coupe. one thing i would for some of my friends in the "camaro" world is to email chevrolet and tell them to add the "high beam" switch back on the floor board, that is one i do miss, hitting 120+ on the hwy at night, hit a dark spot and bam tap the left foot .....bright lights, w/out even taking your hands off the wheel. i think the more we ask the more we get. damn it hurry up april 2009 I WANT MY CONVERTIBLE!!!!!!

Hey Help Me Out Please !
I need comments and alot of them to win a Mothers Day contest ! So can you all pease take a second and comment me or even better a few mins and BOMB me Thanx! Tara Now Click The Pic ! Please be kind and help

Just Read
People can be disappointing, even more when you can’t express yourself well with words. I either keep quiet or I get angry. Then it hurts. Mostly when things don’t get sorted out the way I want. Curious, I didn’t even expect anyone to read my posts here. I was just experimenting. I modified the posts because it’s true that they did read a bit tremendous. Also, I think, from what I gather in conversations that many people hurt but they tend to be smarter than me and forget that it hurts. I like to complain in writing because it helps me to forget. Watch your thoughts; they become your words. Watch your words; they become your actions. Watch your actions; they become your habits. Watch your habits; they become your character. Watch your character for it will become your destiny. “Your Future Is Nothing Else Than The Reincarnation Of Your Thoughts” If only it were so simple, to cruise through life smelling roses; but the obstacles blacken the countryside, a

* Evolution * * Biospiritual Evolution * Evolutionary Mechanics * Family Tree Of Consciousness *
* Evolution * * Biospiritual Evolution * Evolutionary Mechanics * Family Tree of Consciousness * Soul Integration * ********************************************************************************************* Evolution ********************************************************************************************* From the perspective of the Incarnate Identity (HU-1) the process of evolution is the process of incorporation all 6 levels of multi-dimensional identity into the conscious cognition of “I am…” ********************************************************************************************* (See: Bio-Spiritual Evolution, Evolutionary Mechanics, Family Tree of Consciousness and Soul Integration) ********************************************************************************************* (Voyagers I – Page 137) The true process of human evolution is concerned solely with the incarnates' expansion of perceptual consciousness into higher dimensional fields

* Family Tree Of Consciousness * Higher Self * Subconscious * / * Emotional * / * Reasoning * / Superconscious * Mind * Soul Matrix * Dora *
* Family Tree of Consciousness * Higher Self * Subconscious * / * Emotional * / * Reasoning * / Superconscious * MIND * Soul Matrix * DORA * ********************************************************************************************* Family Tree of Consciousness ********************************************************************************************* (Higher Self) The structure of the 6 primary levels of Multidimensional Identity represents a literal Family Tree of Consciousness through which all humans are connected to each other, all other life forms, the Universes, the Cosmos and Source Mind – one Mind (Source) The 6 primary levels of Identity are: 1) The Incarnate Identity – Tauren (See: Incarnate Matrix) 2) The Soul Identity – Dora (See: Soul Matrix) 3) The Oversoul Identity – Teura (See: Oversoul Matrix) 4) The Avatar Identity – Dolar (See: Dolar Matrix) 5) The Rishi Identity – Solar (See: Solar Matrix) 6) The G

10 Commandments Of Harley
The Ten Commandments of Harley Davidson 1. The one true American-made motorcycle is the Harley-Davidson, and thou shalt put no other motorcycles before it. 2. Thou shalt not bow down and worship nor serve the god of chrome; for, lo, he is a false god and will not get thy butt home. 3. Honor thy authorized dealer and thy hog chapter officers, that thy days may be long and fruitful in the land of Harley. 4. Remember the weekend, and keep it open. for it is written, five days shalt thou labor, and for two days shalt thou ride thy Harley, drink beer, and f**k off. 5. Thou shalt not covet thy neighbor's Harley, nor her manservant, nor her maidservant, nor her ox, nor her cute little ass. 6. From the throne of thine Harley, thou shalt not stoop to wave at sinners who ride jap-crap, for jap-crap is known to be the handiwork of the devil. 7. Thou shalt not pass by nor turn away from thy brother Harley rider who is in mechanical distress. (Remember this & live by it!! Rhond

Sexy Mamma
To all the guys on here trying to fan me im sorry for declining your requests im just on here for girl advice so sorry iv got a great guy and hes asked me not to chat with other men sorry guys im taken but once again i am sorry not tryin to be rude have a great day have fun on here tho peace love and hair grease much love to all

Me
I'm trying to win the Gentworld May model contest. Right now I am in the lead, but could use all the help I can get to win. Please click below to vote for me. Vote for Renee. Also if you register your votes count for 5 and you are entered to win a great prize. Thanks.

* The Laws Of The Universe *
* THE LAWS OF THE UNIVERSE * ********************************************************************************************* * create the world you want to be in .... * ********************************************************************************************* ********************************************************************************************* * Be the change you wish to see in the World * - Gandhi ********************************************************************************************* ********************************************************************************************* * "Evolution keeps bumping upward to new levels of creativity and surprise. We're her latest gizmos, her latest toys. Our mission, should we choose to accept it, is to throw ourselves with all our might and mane into what the universe will do with us or without us--creating new forms, new flows, new ways of being, new ways of seeing." * -- Howard Bloom ********

* Manifest *
* MANIFEST * ********************************************************************************************* * your dreams into reality and your reality into your dreams * *********************************************************************************************

So That You Can Know Me A Bit More
1. A is for age: 32 2. B is for beer of choice: none really.. heineken if i have to 3. C is for career right now: medical reception for plasma collection center 4. D is for your dog's name? Don’t have a dog.. used to be tequila 5. E is for essential item you use everyday: Computer 6. F is for favorite TV show at the moment: american justice, SVU (law & order) 7. G is for favorite game: hot shots golf 8. H is for Home town: ocilla GA, now sprfld MO 9. I is for instruments you play: saxophone, trumpet and drums.. but none for yrs 10. J is for favorite juice: apple 11. K is for whose butt you'd like to kick: my stepfather.. long story 12. L is for last place you ate: auntie anne's pretzels.. the mall 13. M is for marriage: how about never 14. N is for your full name: tina marie 15. O is for overnight hospital stays: too many to count as a kid.. 16. P is for people you have talked to today: about 100.. at work.. only about 3 since then 1

* Transforming Your Creations Through Love *
* TRANSFORMING YOUR CREATIONS THROUGH LOVE * ********************************************************************************************* * I love you always in all ways * ********************************************************************************************* ********************************************************************************************* * Transforming your Creations through Love * ********************************************************************************************* Why is Love the most powerful vibrational pattern in your entire world? Why is Love the strongest? The purest? Why can Love transform? Because Love contains all possibilities in its purest form. That is why Love has the power to change all things. It is the All That Is. Now anger does not contain all possibilities in its purest form. The vibrational rhythm of Love has all possibilities, so it has the capability of identifying and wrapping the rhythmic pattern of anger

Quizzes And Randomnes
seems a bit self-important....so yeah, probably fits me. lol This is about my Leopard Bikini isnt it?? You are Bettie Page Girl next door with a wild streak You're a famous beauty - with unique look And the people like you are cultish about it What Famous Pinup Are You? Your Pickup Line Is Are those space pants? Cuz your ass is out of this world! The Magical Pick Up Line Generator

Its Just Me
I am 32 years old. I have been married. I have been all over the world. I still dont know what you want. I have an idea that you want a man that works hard, loves gentle, and stands strong. I believe that I do that. Now I am not complaining but I dont get it. I find a woman that I like and I try to be there for her and support what ever she does and I do not try to tell her what to do. I pride myself in thinking that a woman should be able to do things as she pleases. I am not a jelous man and sometimes I get fucked around because i feel that I did not get jelous. So I guess what I am asking is what do you want from me. I need to know do you want to be free or do you want us to be over protective. Thanks for listening to my stupidity. Tim Ok here it is I have had enough. Everyone wants something from you and me in everything thing they say. I am not trying to get you to vote for me or rate me in any way. The whole point of cherry tap is to meet real people. I am a

Stuff
There is nothing more in this world that I want then a home of my own. My parents are living in Florida now and I am still here in NJ. I am not ready to leave yet even though I don't want to be here. I am getting my life together with starting school to have a better future for my kids and I. I have been through so much with friends and family who have made me stronger and who I am today. Friends come and go and as much as u want them to stay sometimes they can't. Family is always there no matter what goes on in life. It's time for me to do me and for myself to be happy again. my youngest daughter turned 6 on monday and had a good time. i take her to a doctor apointment 6-2-09 for her ears and got told she has to have tubes put in because of

Raven's Eggs & Kegs Show
Radio show Edition 003 uploaded and ready for listening or download. Here's an update that will make listening to the show a lot easier. You can go to my Tune In Radio page and bookmark it. It adds the shows to its system. It takes some hours for it to show up on their site after I upload it to mine. So I'll give links to make it easier for you: INSTANT LISTENING or DOWNLOAD: http://eggsandkegsradio.com/rss/get_podcast.php?podcast=3 TUNE IN RADIO PAGE: http://tunein.com/radio/Raven-Eggs--Kegs-Radio-Show-p321426/ (The also have an app for your phone so you can listen on the go) Official site: www.eggsandkegsradio.com Twitter @eakradio Thank you everyone for the support and bands if you want your music on the show, send it to: eakradio925@gmail.com -Raven *Since 2005, Raven Eggs and Kegs Radio Show has been worldwide and on normal FCC Radio. Myself and my show have paid its dues and has established a respective following worldwide without kissing ass and STILL going strong!* Wel

Would You?
You come home form work early, you find your mate naked in front of the computer masterbating, what do you do? Watch or participate? If your mate wanted you to have a 3some with a memeber of the same sex, would you? Or would you say no, lets have a 3some with the member of the opposite sex?

* Love *
LOVE ********************************************************************************************* * .. from your heart, soul and mind as one ! ... * *********************************************************************************************

Love
An Angel On My Screen by CD I met an angel on my screen So friendly, kind and sweet... She makes me feel so special I long for when we’ll meet... We’ve talked for hours here online And many on the phone... She’s brought such joy into my life When once I was alone. The love I feel within my heart Was but a dream to me... A dream that once was out of reach Has become reality... Ever present in my thoughts Always in my heart... Forever shall I love her And never shall we part. I met an angel on my screen So full of life and love... An angel that was sent to me From Heaven up above... Always with a kind word Her laughter fills the air... Her love is neverending A love that’s always there. So if you ever meet someone My wish for you is this... I wish you all the love I’ve found For it’s the sweetest gift... The feeling that you are so loved No other can compare... To have this kind of special love And someone with whom to share.

Funny
the time has come for grown ups to do just that grow up, the senseless boo hooing over pics, blogs, comments and the like, as being unsuitable is rediculous we know they are unsuitable when they are labled as such or as adult it is the same cartoons are just that cartoons plants are plants get over it this is not school lets act accordingly we are old enough to monitor ourselves if there is a prob tell the person be a grown up i promise they will not beat you up on the play ground at recess so lets just get along none of that Sissy Crap!!!!) Are you tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good, but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this card- just the stone cold truth of our friendship. 1 When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you that way. 2. When you are blue -- I will

Fallenangelwolf's Bible Galadriel Lady Of Light
"If love is the most powerful weapon then moralitys profession is no need to exist" They say only the purest shall rule them all but in the light there is no such thing as perfection. Always there will be pathways of hospitality change secrets even burden. the bearer of sin only carries the seed of risk for a purpose but it is meant for strength of survival. the light is in the line between truth and dare but only in darkness can justice been seen with a pasion. Beyond the light invisiblity can only be visible if its meant to become the messenger but to hollar and hear thy name rest assure it only listen. it is said what comes around goes around but in the language of light confidential depends on courage but lacks ethusiasum that bind with knowledge. Belief brings only possiblities and readiness but most important fairness. darkness carries a bigger strength of hidden desire. it is deaf mobile vilgant stable and much more sophisicated. Most knowledge turns to its strength becuase

Sex Poem
Come check out the live video Of Epsilon-Zero at The Gig in Cali! Just let the ad finish, then the live vid will start http://web.instream.com/servlets/getPlaylist?ver=2.0&nwid=11375&audit=param&format=Video-Windows-300-320x240&level=Alternatv.tv:Live%20at%20the%20Gig&content=mms://wms.partner-streaming.com/thegig/EpsilonZero-20070629.wmv&resp=ASX&mswmext=.asx Also, PLEASE help them get to the Battle of the Bands at the Roxy for their chance to open for the Projekt Revolution Tour featuring HIM, Placebo, Linkin Park, and My Chemical Romance ... Link below... vote as many times as possible!! Jamison, Greg, and Kevin (epsilon-zero) http://mtv2ontherise.com?em=013050 roses are red Lemons are sour Open ur legs and give me an hour Kissing Is A Habit f*cking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda

Rebels Thoughts
Someone who I took as a friend recently has created so much drama along with her spouse. Lieing about friends calling to turn off ther power get people ready to beat them up. Well the recent event was re their electric. The husband whined cried and tore up chat over this event for 2 days. Had people wanting to send money when in fact they had not been able to make a payment and their power was going to be shut off. Now to shut off someones power you have to know the name address ssi number and secret word or Numbers used. You lied scammmed and accused falsely innocent people. No one called to have your power shut off you spent money on get highs rather than pay your bills. No one had those things but of course no one thought of this for hours. Now this idiot beast is coming to my page and due to some glitch i cannot block her. I have tried over and over to do so I warn you she is not a person to hold with much creedence. So Diana i say to you get clean and sober take care of your

Whatever!!
Type in your message hereThis comment was put together with the help of Click here for great MySpace Codes I JUST HAD 4 FUCKING PICS FLAGGED NSFW IF YOU DON'T LIKE MY PICS STAY THE FUCK OFF MY PAGE. IF YOU CAN'T HANDLE SEEING ASS THEN DON'T COME TO MY PAGE. THE NAME SAYS IT ALL I SEE GURLS TOPLESS AS PROFILE PICS AND MY PICS OF MY ASS ARE FLAGGED AND I'M FULLY CLOTHED. THOUGHT THIS WAS AN ADULT SITE GUESS NOT. WHOEVER FLAGGED MY PICS DO ME A FAVOR GO PLAY IN TRAFFIC AND STAY OFF MY PAGE.

Good Reads.
Keep this on the Fridge Did You Know That? Drinking two glasses of Gatorade can relieve headache pain almost immediately -- without the unpleasant side effects caused by traditional "pain relievers." Did you know thatColgate toothpaste makes an excellent salve for burns. Before you head to the drugstore for a high-priced inhaler filled with mysterious chemicals, try chewing on a couple of curiously strong Altoids peppermints. They'll clear up your stuffed nose. Achy muscles from a bout of the flu? Mix 1 Tablespoon of horseradish in 1 cup of olive oil. Let the mixture sit for 30 minutes, then apply it as a massage oil, for instant relief for aching muscles. Sore throat? Just mix 1/4 cup of vinegar with 1/4 cup of honey and take 1 tablespoon six times a day. The vinegar kills the bacteria. Cure urinary tract infections with Alka-Seltzer . Just dissolve two tablets in a glass of water and drink it at the onset of the symptoms. Alka-Seltzer begins eliminating urinary tract infe

Randomness
>>> Anyone who has pets will really like this. You'll like it even if >>> you don't and may decide you need one. >>> >>> Mary and her husband Jim had a dog, Lucky. Lucky was a real character. >>> >>> Whenever Mary and Jim had company come for a weekend visit they >>> would warn their friends to not leave their luggage open because >>> Lucky would help himself to whatever struck his fancy. >>> >>> Inevitably, someone would forget and something would come up missing. >>> Mary or Jim would go to Lucky's toy box in the basement and there >>> the treasure would be, amid all of Lucky's favorite toys. Lucky >>> always stashed his finds in his toy box and he was very particular >>> that his toys stay in the box. >>> >>> It happened that Mary found out she had breast cancer. Something >>> told her she was going to die of this disease, she was just sure it >>> was fatal. She scheduled the double mastectomy, fear riding her shoulders. >>> >>> The night before she was

F.u.c.k.
I FELT LIKE FUCKING YOU TODAY SO... YOU'VE BEEN FUCKED! Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot! Keep reading and you will find out that this is not some gay thing. RULES: 1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course. 2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!* 3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy! 4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty! 5- Random sex is perfectly okay! 6- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's HOT. 7- You should most definitely get started fuckin' right away! This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!). Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! F.U.C.K Stands For: Friends U Can Keep. So pro

Lil Divas World Of Poems
Love.. is it a season ticket to my heart? A stage of various emotions from my soul? Love..is it a spontaneous whisper I want to hear from your lips? A graceful touch from my body? Love.. Is it a production of just my thoughts? A pleasure of delight? Love.. Is it a passionate interest from me to you? A fondness of hope? Love ... Is it a attachment on my courage of life? A elasticity of belief? Love... Is it wrong or right or just a border that can never be reached?

My Lounge
COME ONE COME ALL... AND BRING A FRIEND~!!!!!!!! TO MY NEW LOUNGE I HAVE SET UP,... JUST A PLACE TO HANG OUT AND CHAT,GET TO MEET DIFFERENT PEOPLE :) http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=6431 DONT BE SHY, HOPE TO SEE YOU THERE

I Only Remember
As all Know I had excepted Gimptastic as my Fubar Hubby. Well for sometime i have been unable to communicate with him and unable to know when he will be back...I for this reason will term the Fubar marriage and get a Ceritficate... to those that care about him, I still care. But Need Someone more stable and assured to be here. Thank you, Porcelain though i am old seeing threw diffent eyes childhood being cold all the lies its all clear now seeing things your way the untimely blow reminding me everyday my heart weeps as a child for you the tears stream down my face i cant quit feeling blue everyday seems a wase your in my heart and always will loving you til the end of time until i am unable to feel only now i wait for gods sign

Lust And Love
Love has many ways of returning. When you think you're heart is broken and you can no longer find love or you do find love but not sure they are right for you, then you find out that an old flame wants you back and you still have that love for them. Then you decide to go back with them. That is what I have decided to do. I have decided to give it another go with Andrew. The first time we went out things weren't good cause people were causing so much drama and so I had ended it with him the first time cause of those people. But this time, I am not letting anyone get in the way again. You can't mess around with Love. When you love someone so much, you try hard to not let them go and to keep them to yourself. That is what I am doing this time with Andrew. I'm not letting him slip away again. I love him and have always loved him and will continue to do so. No one can tell me who I can and can not date. He has changed as have I and we have begun rekindling our love and no one will get in ou

Life
I live each day as if it were my last and by doing so I know that I can't let my self down I can only grow and make my self a better person over all. don't let things from the past effect who you are today because each day you are still growing into who you are to become.

Personal Stuff
Kind of lost here right now. The woman I love just told me that she hasn't thought of us as together for a while now. Came as a bit of a shock to me. I knew she had been keeping me at arms length for a while but she would never say what was wrong until tonight. I guess I am back to being single again, still a bit of a shock to me as she was the reason I moved up here. Not sure why I posted this, no one bothers to read my blogs anyway. Sorry to bore anyone that does bother to read this one.

Mommy!!!
Month One Mommy I am only 4 inches long but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. Month Two Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. Month Three You know what Mommy I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too and I cry with you even though you can't hear me. Month Four Mommy my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too. Month Five You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He said that I'm not a baby.

My Greatest Love
Everything You Need to Know About Cunnilingus But You Were Too Busy Picking the Hairs Out of Your Teeth to AskEating pussy can be one of the most wonderful things you can do for a woman (or so I read on the cover of Cosmo). It makes her feel appreciated, respected, desirable, and has the potential to give her an orgasm that will shatter glass, raise the dead, even wake you in the next room. Besides, lots of women expect it these days, and men who perform great oral sex are always in demand. If you gain a reputation as an expert, many classy, attractive women, way out of your league, may overlook your other shortcomings. Just kidding, but it gives us an excuse to talk more about vaginas.The vagina is a mystery to most men. It's hidden away. Taken out only for special occasions and then quickly put back into hiding. Like an english muffin, its full of nooks and crannies and tastes best slathered in melted butter. For something so complex you'd think there would be instructions, or a map

Future Of Iraq
Revelation 13: Saddam Hussein, the former evil dictator of a modern-day Babylon, and the Wars in Iraq -- A Bible prophecy and New Age analysis We will discuss here the issue of Iraq by using Biblical prophecy to understand the danger that Iraq and Saddam Hussein has been for the world, and why a war with Iraq in March-April 2003, Operation Iraqi Freedom, was necessary to remove this psychopath Saddam from power. First let me express my thanks to the Armed Forces of the U.S., U.K., and Australia for their great success and bravery in the Wars in Iraq. And it was remarkable that so few oil fires had been set by Saddam in the 2003 war, thanks to the efforts of the Special Forces soldiers who prevented Saddam from igniting all his oil wells on fire, as he did in 1991 with the 700 oil well fires in Kuwait. It would have been a great environmental disaster for the world if Saddam had ignited all of Iraq's oil wells on fire, as he certainly intended to do in this war. The entire world o

Sexual Zodic
Guess I won't be drinking Starbucks anymore! ! ! Recently Marines in Iraq wrote to Starbucks because they wanted to let them know how much they liked their coffees and to request that they send some of it to the troops there. Starbucks replied, telling the Marines thank you for their support of their business, but that Starbucks does not support the war, nor anyone in it, and that they would not send the troops their brand of coffee. So as not to offend Starbucks, maybe we should not support them by buying any of their products! I feel we should get this out in the open. I know this war might not be very popular with some folks, but that doesn't mean we don't support the boys and girls on the ground fighting ! street -to-street and house-to-house. If you feel the same as I do then pass this along, or you can discard it and no one will never know. Thanks very much for your support. I know you'll all be there again when I deploy once more. Semper Fidelis.

What I Like To Do
well today started at 8 am i had to help my bro move is mother in law well she got to her house she was 2 sheet to the wind. then she had to go to her old house with us and we had to follow her. what should of took 1 hour took 2 and a half. the she had to take us all out to eat another 2 and a half hours gone. well to put it short we got done at midnight what i like to do more than anything is to be with my one and only love for the rest of my life

Cancer And Me
Ok so I got some not ok news from my DR today, and I just had the pap a week ago GRRRR. As some of you know in August I had a PAP and then had to have a biopsy, my DR back in San Diego had found that I had Cancerous and precancerous cells but said DONT WORRY it doesnt grow fast you should be fine. Well I put off seeing a DR and put it off cuz IM SCARED to death of leaving my children behind without me to be here for them. I dont like DRs ever since I lost my mom when I was 14. And My oldest just turned 15 and my daughter will be 14 in April. The same Age my brother and I where when we lost my mom. Anyways I went into the DR here in Redding and told them what all I had been through, explained the symptoms I am having, stich pains in my cervix, irregular periods and other lil things going on. Well the Dr here said that if my DR in San Diego thought it was cancer he should have done something, well yeah he should have but I moved to Redding right when he got the

New...
Kinda new to all this...if I don't reply its cause I'm still learning what to do on this site...don't worry I'll eventually figure it out! Otherwise I'm on myspace display name 'luck be a lady' thanks for the comments tho...

Act Accordingly
put together some quotes by one of my favorite authors...don't know what he was on when he wrote this stuff but its worth sharing A common mistake that people make when trying to design something completely foolproof is to underestimate the ingenuity of complete fools. Douglas Adams Anyone who is capable of getting themselves made President should on no account be allowed to do the job. Douglas Adams Arthur hoped and prayed that there wasn't an afterlife. Then he realised there was a contradiction there and merely hoped that there wasn't an afterlife. Douglas Adams Flying is learning how to throw yourself at the ground and miss. Douglas Adams For a moment, nothing happened.Then, after a second or so, nothing continued to happen. Douglas Adams He felt that his whole life was some kind of dream and he sometimes wondered whose it was and whether they were enjoying it. Douglas Adams He inched his way up the corridor as if he would rather be yarding his way

Cops Are All On The Take
"A COP ON THE TAKE!" First he takes ... the oath. Now look at what else he takes: He takes ... it in stride when people call him pig. He takes ... his lousy pay check realizing he'll never be rich. He takes ... a second job sometimes to make ends meet and support his family. He takes ... time to stop and talk to children. He takes ... your verbal abuse while giving you a ticket you really deserved. He takes ... on creeps you would be afraid to even look at. He takes ... time away from his family to keep you safe. He takes ... your injured child to the hospital. He takes ... the graveyard shift without complaint because it's his turn. He takes ... his life into his hands daily. He takes ... you home when your car breaks down. He takes ... time to explain why both your headlights have to work. He takes ... the job no one else wants -- telling you a loved one has died. He takes ... criminals to jail. He takes ... in sights that would make you cry. Sometimes he cries

My Poetry
Happier now than i've ever been if i ever was i dont know when I feel like i could almost fly fly so high and touch the sky I know that i am loved very much i almost melt when i feel His touch I will forever and always belong to Him when i'm by His side things seem less grim I wrote this awhile ago..dont remember the date..but sadly it never got used...felt compelled to share it anyhow..(just so ya know i didnt always write depressing shit lol) enjoy I Bond Myself to you my darling; Mind, Body and Spirit I take you as my childe, my love my heart and my slave I give myself to you to be your Dark Angel, your Mistress, yours in every wayTo Bond U/us to become O/one W/we are close, but this will draw U/us closer W/we are in love, but in this O/our love shall grow stronger Knowing that where ever W/we are and whatever W/we do... W/we are One i look back now and i always knew exactly how much i love you so different but still the same its lik

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Inspiring Articles...
A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will." Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?" God said: "When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining. I gave her the sensitivity to love her c

What Condition My Condition Was In...
Hiya folks, It's me again. your drunky friend that doesn't sleep enough. I have bee thinking lately that the majority of the women who court them don't know the difference. Uh. yeah nevermind. How about them politicians? crooked as a sherman's necktie... and how about them other sons of so and sos... but that is what I'm talking about. yay us for having accomplished the raising of anger towards us as high as it has ever been., I love our foreign policy. were gonna reap the benefits of our bad manners in dealing with the rest of the war. huzzah. I'm going to sleep now. as I pass out from the alcohol coursing through my veigns at an amazing level. I love whisky. Zzzzz.... Hokay, so I'm drunk an d typing very slowly. again. I am such a jerk. I really wish that I that porn would stop playing in the background. Oh wait...Oh hey that's fucked. I wish I didn't like stuff that most people thing is perverted (we're pervects!). It would make my life easier tenfold. Maybe

Time Passes So Fast
Well, yesterday was my first day off in a months time... I am exhausted. I spent the day at the laundromat using the big washers to clean my comforters and my futon cover, been trying to get a little Spring cleaning done each day, I have a schedule on my calendar for chores that doesn't always get followed, lol. At least I try, that's the important part, right? I treated myself to a special dinner yesterday. Since I eat free at work, I haven't been cooking much, but made an exception yesterday. I went down to the boats, and bought myself some freshly caught shrimp. Being down there took me back to days in my childhood I had forgotten.... days with my mother. That was her way, back then, of treating herself also, some fresh seafood cooked at home, (the best way!) It reminded me of why I moved back here. And so I stood in this kitchen in my little house by the bay, with the windows open, and the spring breeze. Smelling the cleaning products I had used, and the fabric softener

About Me
Well to start I am 28 and I am divorced, with no kids. I now live in Alabama. I moved here from Georgia, where I lived for 17 years of my life. I live with my mom, who I take care of. She is not able to work and Social Security does not cover her bills and medicine. I work overnight at Wal-Mart. (hey its a job) That way I am able to take my mom to the doctor or wherever she needs to go. I had to learn responsibility at a young age. My dad passed and I had to raise my brother, I was 11 and he was 3. He is now a Senior in High school and will graduate this year. I am not the type of girl that like to play head games. I like to up front and honest. So you can like me, love me , or jus leave me the hell alone.......

No Your Worth
The Twenty Pound Note A well known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a twenty pound note. In the room of two hundred people, he asked, "Who would like this twenty pound note?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this twenty pound note to one of you but first, let me do this". He proceeded to crumple the bill up. He then asked, "Who still wants it? Still the hands were up in the air. "Well," he replied, "What if I do this?" And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. "Now who still wants it?" Still the hands went into the air. "My friends, you have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth twenty pounds. Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way. We feel as

Stupid Poems
I used to think my life was done there was nothing but dark and cold now it's all changed and I am having fun it's called opening your heart again, so I've been told The seasons may be changing but right now it's so bright I can feel the happiness inside me starting to show it's funny how things go from darkness to light I would much rather be on this high then go back to low I have realized again that it's ok to trust it's not easy to do but slowly i begin I have cleaned up my life and swept away the dust for some reason this time I think I can win Life is full of surprises and twists you have to take each day as it comes like it or not but slowly and surely i can see throught the mist I am liking what I am seeing not just a little but a lot So just chalk it up to another lesson learned each day is going to surprise you so be prepared I feel like this is something I have earned so don't be afraid anymore, no more being scared Take each day as it comes and

Diann's Updates
Ok, more new pictures. If you are easily disturbed or offended please do not look at these pictures. I helped create these images and they were disturbing for even me to look at. They can be found in the album "Springheel-Drugs" You have been warned! I have posted some new pictures that show off the baby belly. They can be found under the folder "EPO Photography" Critiques welcome! I have posted some new pictures. Not my best work I know, but I felt it was time for some new content. I have decided to call my blog "Diann's Whispers" because often times it's the whispers that get ignored, but have the most important things to say.

Bad Week
Everything is always my fault I hate myself Just leave me alone, let me die so i can finally be out of their lives The fights are my fault, The Seizures are my doing too Im sorry for all the hurting i have caused you Stay away from me, I hurt everyone i touch Everything is my fault I hate myself so much Well damn I am just goin to vent right now.. If you all dont like it THEN I DONT FUCKIN CARE... Wednesday I took muh boy to the ear specialist and they found a hole in his ear drum. They are talkin about doin surgery on his ear drum. And that means he has to be missin 8 weeks of school. Which is somethin that he loves very much.. So they gave me some medicine for his ear.. Ear Drops, pain medication and some antibotics.. I put the ear drops in his ear and he screams at the top of his lungs and tells me that it feels like I am stickin a hot poker in his ear. They told me that the ear drops would help him and trust me it made it worse. So I called the specialist and she said to s

Now That I Am Back Lol
Well I am single again....Which is a good thing for me..So I am placing this on a dating site and would like feedback....come on family and friends let me know what you think, and if there is anything I should change...I want to date again but not scare anyone off...lol So here is my information...let me know what you all think.. I am a single mother, kinda shy, until I get to know you, then you can't shut me up or so my friends say lol...I am looking for female and male friendships and dating around my town of Virginia MN. Not that I do not enjoy IMing, but I want to get out and enjoy life with friends. I am very upfront, maybe to blunt, but I try not to hurt other's, but if I do, I make amends as soon as possible but I am not a mind reader, so I expect you to tell me, so I can do what I can to make amends, if it is important. In other words, you will alway know where you stand with me. I am nonjudgmenal and supportive to my friends. I am always open to two way converstatio

The Random Things That Run Through My Brain
Again sorry to all the guys who read this but you know what, I am so sick of men trying to run and control women who can live their lives just as well as a man can. Who says a woman can't have a child and be happy being single, who says a woman can't be pregnant and alone and happy being that way. Who says it's up to the guy who can be a lying cheating scum of the earth to have to be in a child's life or around a person who obviously don't want them around. I am going through alot of hell right now with my best friend and I just can't stop thinking about some of the similarities that she is going through that I have been going through over the last 3 years trying to get my ex out of my life and to move on which I have yet to move on. Not that i don't want to I do I just can't seem to get him to sign the divo papers, and I want a guy who wants me yet can't find one of those either!!!! And anyone who says on here they want me yeah right!!!!!!! Sorry very cinical right now and i hav

Lost
Today I as late for work...A coworker came over to see if I was still alive. The pain that tears my heart affects me in so many other ways. My body hurt, my stomach hurts, its impossible to fall asleep. Once my body shuts down it doesnt want to restart. I appreciate the people around me who support me. I am sorry I let them down. For now I have to heal me. To Find a spot where I can be. Im not normally the kind of person to let people down. Always on track always responsible. I do whats right becasue it makes me happy. It hurts that I cant maintain even the simplist of life. I fail to maintain stability. Im not good at being weak. I need to put my life together. Before it ends. The anticipation is over. She really left. She took the kids, she took the phone. Here I sit as I have all day surrounded by photos of our past with no positive thoughts of the future. Was our life a lie? The smiles and happiness I see are they fake? How I miss you. How I want you here. Ma

I'm Here
Finally got the rest put away and can work on seeing what is around this little town. It's quiet here, which will be a huge adjustment from what I'm used too. Looks like theonly friends I'll be makin here close is the cows..hehe.

Rantings Of A Madman
Steppin out of myself for a moment, I just wanted to tell a few people a few things, and you know who you are. Fuck you to the people who think they are better than me even though some are, fuck you all of the mother fuckers that say I am insane though I am and you all need someone who makes you all feel better about yourself, and to all of you who like to use me because of my kind nature, Fuck you to all the people who say I love you and lie about it, Fuck you to the source of my tourment, Fuck all the people who think I can't love I am looking for love and it's you all that can't love, fuck you to the people who are thinking I can't spell for shit just because I can't, damn you all who call me a alcoholic I am drinking because of you mother fuckers! and to all the self-righteous fucks who judge me, and the people who say I will be there for you but never are, and to the false people who say one thing and do another, I am real mother fuckers! Fuck you to my dad who baught me crack

World Conquest! Give Me A Break
http://www.voxfux.com/archives/00000076.htm 12/28/2002 Entry: "MAKE NO MISTAKE ABOUT IT 9/11 WAS AN INSIDE JOB" "MAKE NO MISTAKE ABOUT IT" 9/11 WAS AN "INSIDE JOB" From top to bottom - an inside job - read up by voxfux New-York-Nuked This article is the single most important work presented by vox information sciences. It contains the single most important key to uncovering WHAT REALLY HAPPENED on 9/11. It describes in chilling details the FACTS about the players and events of 9/11. It is the single most popular research work on this entire site and is the principal core thesis on which this site is based on. This article is dedicated to all the many educational institutions and people around the world seeking the truth about the staged "Terrorist" attacks perpetrated by a clandestine US group, operating under a plan that is over 20 years old. A plan to attack the American people and rouse them to become the New World Order's foot soldiers and worker ant

It Is Over
what is this numbers in your pocket? I remember when you used to throw those things away why do you want to keep in touch now who gave you a reason to act so shady baby you know you can call me anytime anything you needed I would give it to you oow thats how much I care for you wanna act now never call me back now turning off your cell phone girl you know that ain't cool I dont understand baby baby its a shame we gotta go through this we cant even talk girl we don't even kiss I never would´ve thought we'de be breaking up like this but its over now its over now you think that I dont know whats going on cause your always home alone and I'm always out of town you need to stop trying to play me cause you cant even face me I know you're messin around baby you know you can call me anytime anything you needed I would give it to you oow thats how much I care for you wanna act now never call me back now turning off your cell phone girl you know that aint cool

"the Fool"
According to the Tarot: He is the freedom-loving FOOL. He represents new beginnings as he starts his heroic quest for self knowledge. In his naive innocence, the FOOL is very creative for he does not yet know rules or limitations. He is the court jester, village idiot, clown, time traveler, speaker of truth, and prodigal son. Mythologist Joseph Campbell interpreted the FOOL as the hero with 1,000 faces. His number is 0, the empty vessel waiting to be filled. He is ruled by the planet Uranus, the planet of revolution and liberation. My own Interpretation: Sometimes you have to take risk, go against everything society says is 'sensible' or 'wise', to act rightly. It means the inner forces, the inner certainty, intuition - no, less tangible than intuition even - which is at the heart of great endeavors - or right action. You must trust your inner voice, not those of the many people in your surroundings and society willing to tell you 'the smart thing to do'. I will end with a p

Lawn Mowing Weather
Saturday morning, I read a bulletin on myspace that said "In Loving Memory of Missi Holderman". FUCK! I dont live in South Florida anymore. I havent since 1996. But I GREW UP there. That is my home, or the place I have always called home because it was where I was born and raised. Missi was a friend of mine. After Hurricane Andrew, she was one of my best. When I first found out the details of her death, I was mad, Then, on the way to work, the sadness hit and I began crying as I drove down the road. My daughter was in the car with me. She said, "Mom, whats wrong?" I replied "Nothing baby." She said, "Why are you crying?" I said, "I'm sorry, baby. Mommy just found out an old friend has died." She said, "So thats not good is it?" I said, "No baby, its not." She said, "Did you love her?" Thats when I lost it. I once found Missi on myspace, about four months ago. I sent her a message to see how she was. She was fine. She isn't anymore. She is gone now. Forever. La

Lemon Margarita
You Are a Lemon Margarita Sour, tangy, and overpowering, you tend to give people a jolt back into reality. While you don't sugar coat things, you're honest - which is actually quite refreshing. What Flavor Margarita Are You?

I Hate This Shit!!!!
why is it when you are like totally in love with someone they want to shit on you the most?? i dont understand how guys cn hold you by a string and ask huge favors of you one day then comepletely blow you off the next! WHAT THE HELL!!!!!! eeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwwwwww im starting to hte boys! maybe i should just go lesbian... im sure theres drama with girls as well but i doubt that girls would sit there and tell you that they dont want to be with you and get with someone else. but then turn around and say they want a three some! GOD!!! I HATE THIS!!!! What the hell am i supposed to do?!?!?!?!?!? someone please tell me!!!!