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Amber Alert Pls Read
ATTENTION: There is an AMBER Alert in your area. Please CLICK HERE to find out more information. Missing From: 417 NORTH LUCAS STREET, WEST COLUMBIA, SC Missing Date: 1/4/0009 12:00 AM Contact: WEST COLUMBIA POLICE DEPARTMENT (803) 794-0721 PMOORE@WESTCOLUMBIASC.GOV Circumstances: AMBER Alert - SUSPECT IS ARMED - SHOTS FIRED DURING ABDUCTION Missing ChildName: ALLIM DAVID DIETZ Eye Color: Brown Skin Color: White/Hispanic Age: 7 Height: 1FT Weight: 20LBS Gender: Male Description: Wearing red shirt, brown pants Suspect Name: DAVID DIETZ Hair Color: Brown/Blonde Eye Color: Brown Skin Color: White Age: 25 Height: 5FT11 Weight: 198LBS Gender: Male Description: BLACK UNIFORM WITH "POLICE" ON BOTH SLEEVES AND BACK. SUSPECT IS ARMED - SHOTS FIRED DURING ABDUCTION Vehicle Information Make: FORD Model: EXPLORER Color: SILVER License State: SC License Text: 516VTY Description: POSSIBLY MISSING A SIDE WINDOW

Poetry
God knew what he was doing When he sent you for me to love He knew right from the very start That you alone would capture my heart Eyes so green, hair of night Relieve me of my lonely plight Joyful laughter now fills the air Where once only sobs lingered there My heart quickens at the thought of you Twinkling like the morning dew Your love surrounds me now For God has willed by the sweat of his brow Handle it with care and love It has been blessed by Him above Your warm caresses touch my soul My heart now yours to take at will

My Poems
When everything in life, just seemed to fall apart.Icould always turn to you myfriend, you helped to mend my heart.I gave you so much,the feelings so true.To lose all of that, what did I do.Inside I feel lonely, theres nowhere to hide.I'm wishing, and wanting you back by my side.I feel alone, and constanly in fear.Like a puppy I need you, and wish you were here.Lifes such a wreck,I'm wishing somehow.In my heart I really need you, dont leave me now. I find myself awake at night just thinking of your charms.Oh what I would give tonight to hold you in my arms.I couldnt go another day without your warm embrace.And what I wouldnt give in life to see your smiling face.Nothing else is strong enough to make you go away.For you and only you my love are in my thoughts to stay. You are without a dought a truely lovely sight.And a joy just comes from deep inside to dream of you tonight.I need to hold you in my arms and see your lovely face.Then at last my eyes meet yours and my heart begins to rac

Art Of Seduction
It was another lonely evening In another lonely bar When across the crowded gathering I see, there you are Intoxicating beauty and grace and poise Seemingly unaffected by the crowd and the noise I watched you deflect suitors by the dozen Hovering about and stalking you like a coven I sat and we talked and I no longer had a choice Uncommon beauty and a lively intelligence A rare combination beneath such a lovely countenance And, oh lord, such an exquisite voice Low and breathy, full of promise The voice of seduction Eroticism, witticism, full of compassion A voice that prompts thoughts of Nights of wild abandon Of full moons.... Above warm tropical rains Of long moonlit walks on the sands Of fine wines and candlelit dinners Of mountain log cabins with crackling fires Of romantic destinations, nights filled by sighs A woman whose conversation is an event Intelligent, inventive, romantic, and heaven-sent Knowledgeable about so many subjects With a voice that entra

Mooncastnight
Come join me Hellermoon at Hellcast Radio. Sat. nights at 8 central. Come join me here at Hellcast Radio on FUBAR Hellermoon http://www.hak5.org/category/episodes http://www.hak5.org/images/logo/hak5_logo_small.gif

Inspiration
***I had found an old email that I wrote to a dear friend of mine a couple years ago...I re-wrote and decided to share with everyone*** Friends, Even if you don't believe in God or you believe in a higher power these words should bring some comfort knowing that there is something or someone out there thinking of you. I had wrote this to a dear person a few months ago for inspiration and support and have stumbled across the old email and decided to post this so that I may share my wisdom, knowledge, and love for each of you. Yes, this does deal with God and my beliefs, but I want each of you to take something from this...if anything know that I am here if ever needed. There is something spectacular out there, whether you believe or not. I feel comforted knowing that when all humans fail me I have a father who will continue to love me. So please read my words carefully. Don't sit and read in judgement, but keep an open mind and an open heart. Something will speak to

More
I see myself holding you close to me, Squeezing your body tight. But for all I see as I daydream- I know I'll get tenfold tonight. Running my palms across your breast, As you tremble and bite your lip. Feeling your hands upon my chest, The softness of each fingertip. Tasting your neck so sweet, so soft, And slowly lowering my kiss. Over pert nipples, across your navel, And finally into pure bliss. Looking upon your face from below- As you tilt back your head. Feeling your fountains begin to flow- As you ease back on the bed. Your "innocent little devil" look- Crying insatiably with the sensation. Lip to lip lapping up every drip- From the well of your creation. The way you grab my kneck To the heat of your mouth, on fire. No other thoughts, no other cares, Just the quenching of mad desire. Riding the tide of passion, Pushing my love into you. On the waves of your emotion- In slow motion, so sweet and true. Pulse pounding in resounding rapture,

A Gift From A Stranger
Subject: LocoMotion Message: I am standing on the platform at the train station...waiting to board the train on that long awaited business trip I needed to take. I notice you standing about 10 feet away...wearing a short coat...that does nothing to cover your ample breasts...you are wearing a mini skirt with a slit up the back, allowing a great view of your uncovered ass cheeks. You drop your purse and bend over to retrieve it, bending straight from the waist...and showing the platform your ass...though...there are only two people on the platform, me and you. I do not think you notice me, as you hide your interest well. With the ample view of your back side that I just received, my cock is now bulging to be set free. The train tickets were cheap...for a very long trip...the reason we are the only people on the platform is because it is now 3 am...the train pulls in...and we board it. We enter the same car...the lounge car...chairs and seats everywhere...but not one single person

F U Bar
ok so i am bored with the non-mumm trash shit we have going yeah i know i am a total snob... anyway i wanted to play a game with you =D so ok this will require intelligence and wit if you can manage... you are to grant a persons wish and the ruin it at the same time... sorta wish master style got it? for example i wish for a car ok granted you are given a car unfortunatly the dilvery driver is drunk and ran you over and you are now in the hospital ok so my first wish i wish i wasn't so damn bored... this isn't hard to fuck up it isn't nsfw but not like anyone gives a shit what i say anyway it just makes it easier to involve others Most of you know that I answer most questions with complete honesty and am as harsh and unforgiving as that whore mother nature herself... but before i go to the bar and get shit faced... i figure i'll let you ask me questions and i will try my best to tell you what you wanna here... i figure this is good practice for me... since that is how mu

Can You See It In My Eyes?
It seems to me that the best relationships, the ones that last, are frequently the ones rooted in friendship. You know, one day you look at the person and you see something more than the night before, like a switch has been flicked somewhere, and the person who was just a friend is suddenly the only person you can ever imagine yourself with." When you plant lettuce, if it does not grow well, you don't blame the lettuce. You look for reasons it is not doing well. It may need fertilizer, or more water, or less sun. You never blame the lettuce.Yet if we have problems with our friends or our family, we blame the other person. But if we know how to take care of them, they will grow well, like the lettuce. Blaming has no positive effect at all, nor does trying to persuade using reason and argument. That is my experience. If you understand, and you show that you understand, you can love, and the situation will change You don't know how I'm feeling. I have yet to vocalize Desire deep inside

Blueeyedmaniac
This is a fact ive learned in life u cant help anyone who doesnt want to be helped ur just fighting a lost cause. So find out who wants help and is willing to get it and try and help them if u can but dont hurt urself in the process

In My Mind
Isnt it funny how we always persue the ones we cant have. And yet we know we cant have them but we still hold hoping maybe someday we can be with them.And most of the time the ones we are waiting for dont even really know we is it that I always fall for the one that i cant possibly ever be with. i want to just stop myself from ever falling in love again, then i would save myself from the hurt and pain that always comes with fallin in love. cuz I dont think I will ever find a man that will ever see me for who i am, and love me for that same reason. maybe I am just destined for loneliness. they say that we are all put on this earth for a reason, and I wonder what possible reason i could have for being here. Secret Love when I look into your soft blue eyes, my heart lets out a light sigh, From the first day I looked at you, I felt there was something special in you. And as time went by, and day to night, I knew this feeling was so right. You told me that we were friends, But i kn

Emo Time
I am almost always a very happy person as most of you know. I rarely have emo days but I am having one today. Actually more a case of the blahs and woe is me kinda day. It must be the post holiday blues or something. Most of my friends are happily married or are involved with someone and here sits me on the sidelines all alone. I find myself really wanting what they have...someone to share my life with. I just want a man that treats me well and truly loves me for me. And therein lies the problem. I am pretty sure I blew my chance with a great guy because I just don't let people in. What really sucks is I am to much of a coward to tell him how I really feel. When someone gets to close I tend to push them away. I have built walls so high that I am not sure any one can break them down. I don't know what to do. Actually, that's not true. I do know what I need to do just not sure I can do it. Once you have built miles of wall around your heart how does one go about disas

Just Stuff
I've got a HH tonite and would love to have an auto to go with it. I would rather trade with someone, I've got more than enough credits. If you can trade please message me. Thank all &hearts I just wanted to let the friends I owe salutes to know that I have not forgotten. Being sick and other things with home have been kinda crazy. My face looks horrible so I'm waiting for it to hopefully clear so I can get my salutes out to you all. Thanks for understanding. xoxo lisa

Thoughts Of A Mad Man
to any and every one that may read this. for some reason or another i have not been quite my self. i dont know why or what caused it. if i am not on for a while, it is either because i do not have internet access or i am doing some deep thinking. Ven! Pick that up, boy! Pitbull! Casely! I know you see me in your dreams (My mind's playin' tricks on me) I know you see me in your dreams (My mind's playin' tricks on me) I know you see me in your dreams (My mind's playin' tricks on me) I know you see me in your dreams That's why In the middle of the night In the middle of the night In the middle of the night You think about me In the middle of the night In the middle of the night In the middle of the night Don't try to fight it In the middle of the night In the middle of the night In the middle of the night Don't try to hide it In the middle of the night In the middle of the night In the middle of the night You think about me, girl Yo me siento caliente Tu

Nice Story
Erica and I had just gotten home from the club and were beat. Our Friday nights usually went on and on at the clubs. Most of the time spent dancing and drinking. Erica turned to me and said she was going to take a shower before we headed off to bed. I grinned inside, made up some lame line about being hungry, and was going to make something to eat. She nodded at me and stripped bare as she walked to the bathroom, tossing her clothes onto the floor. "Damn she's got a hot body!" I thought to myself. I waited for a few minutes, to try and make her believe that I really was getting something to eat. I frequently hopped in the shower with her and she's hardly ever surprised. I quietly stripped down in the kitchen and snuck into the bathroom. The tiny bathroom was filled with steam and the scent of her soap. I could feel myself grow hard as I crept up to the bathtub. I slowly pulled the shower curtain aside and there she was. Her back was to me, the water and soap blending and cascading down

Rules 2 Live By
1: Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. 2: It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following circumstances: (a) When a heroic dog dies to save its master. (b) The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her blouse. (c) After wrecking your boss' car. (d) When she is using her teeth. 3: Any Man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his buddies. 4: Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 5: If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her. 6: Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. However complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable. 7: No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man. In fact, even remembering your buddy's birthday is strictly optional. At that point, you must celebrate at a strip bar of the birthday boy's choice. 8:

Writings
Bad November Disclaimer: This is the first chapter in a story I wrote. None of the characters in this story are real and any relation to anyone dead or living is not intended. I apologize for any wrong use of United Kingdom English because I am not that familiar with United Kingdom slang. Any input would be welcome and any flaming will be ignored. This story is planned to be revised and maybe I can talk the writer to let me post them here if people like them. Please comment and let the writer and me know what you like or don't like. Also if 2 male characters being romantically involved sickens you please don't read. If you're still interested please keep reading. One last note, if anyone wishes to copy my story please get permission first (Not that I think that will happen but who knows). Lyrics from the song Masquerade - This is the masquerade/ What mask will you wear /You make believed you loved me/ But now you choose to go/ Dancing around the truth/ Never letting me in/

Goofy Stuff
Ok, I couldn't get this thing to work here, but, click on the link and you should be able to see it. Hope this made you all (or y'all) smile....... (Let me know if this worked, and feel free to leave a comment.) http://sendables.jibjab.com/view/eIMYKqwam1bjxDD7zCJ7

Auctions I'm Hosting!
Yup! I'm gonna be hosting my 1st auction soon & since it's a new year & almost my bday I figured if I'm gonna do it, I might as well do it BIG! And by big, I mean BIG! This is gonna be a High Rollers Auction people! Bids will START @ 1 million fubux & there might even be a contest thrown in too just for fun ;) (and a prize 4 the winner of course! lol) I'll be posting a new blog AND bully for this in the next few days with all the info, rules, etc. Comment if you think you might be interested & keep an eye out for the "official" blog & bully! Lets have some fun people & make this a success for EVERYONE! XoXoX Entry Fee will be 50k... don't send anything now, I'll be posting a new blog & bully in a few days w/ all the info & announcing that I'm taking entries but I'll sb/pm everyone who comments to this when I post it too so u don't miss it =)

Cherokee
Trail of Tears by Roubideaux Amazing grace the sound that killed us all left us w/ nothin waitin for God to call and as we walked in the valley of death we sacraficed life it self for self respect and the man on a horse came by just to check if ne1 else had died and we lived 1 of americas greatest fears as we walked down the Trail of Tears! I'm Not Indian, I Am Cherokee Dark storm clouds come across my eyes, when you address me that way. I will be correcting that problem right now, you will heed the words I say. Once upon a time our tribal nation was strong, back before the white man came. White man told us many lies to gain our trust, then took everything but our name. White man almost killed off all the buffalo, trying to starve us off our land. After many moons we were forced to move, just like your kind had planned. Soon the white man had stolen all of our land, my people left behind a trail of tears. White man killed off my ancestors s

Mmmm Yuou Gotta See This
I AM IN ANOTHER AUCTION WILL YA PLEASE STOP BY AND PLACE A BID? IM HOUSE TRAINED... DONT HUMO LEGS WELL OK YEA I DO BUT STILL GOTTA LOVE ME LOL I DONT BITE BUT HAVE BEEN KNOWN TO NIBBLE~GIGGLES~ i dont pee on carpet im sometimes quiet as a mouse....well when im asleep i am anyway come on bid on me ya know ya wanna this auction is hosted by damien darke and sexy hell cat so show them some love too please

Fubar Stuff
Ok people heres the deal I am the head promoter in the Chubby Chasers lounge and well heres what i am think....Come in and check it out!!!!!!!!!!! Come join me and all of our other sexy fubar ladies in the Chubby Chasers lounge....We now have cams up and running and would love for you to join us.....We love to lick and give blow jobs.....only one rule in our lounge and thats that you have to be naked upon entering.....Once more thats the Chubby chasers lounge and we would love for you to come in and join us for some fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wishlist
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Wanna Own U Some Capricorn Princess??? Come N Get Me...
GREETINGS AND WELCOME TO THE FIRST EVER DARKE-HEAVEN HAPPY NAWTY NEW YEAR AUCTION PRESENTATION. And here they are ... Our sexy Auctionees for your bidding pleasure.... Rememeber that that opening bid is 100K and the sky's the Limit... All of our participants are offering themselves in all manners of sexiness...

Venting
There are reasons that god put certain ones in our lives... To teach us things and make us listen to him... These are the thing that makes us strong... To make us see what is right and what is wrong. You came to me from the blue... To try help me in my time of need, but the more that I found out about you... the visions of your darkness was too much indeed. The pains of you past overwelmed me quickly, the suffering and madness of your life, You say that you left your home to help... but even that ended in a twisted strife. So you focused in on me, to try to make me yours... but as you attempted your dirty games, your true self reflected a whore! Actually more like the Sukubus of legend... the stealer of mens souls... You even try to say I love you... but in that lie I knew the score. So I tried to play your dirty game... To take advantange of you, But even that grew old and lame... And even my offspring wanted me to be rid of you! You continued to try to get m

My Poetry
Crazy They call him crazy But little does anyone know What lies buried deep inside Hidden away from prying eyes A myriad of emotions and conflicts Hundreds of thoughts race through his mind Love to him is a hurtin thing So floating round is his protection If he touches your soul, trapped you’ll be He’ll make ya smile, make ya cry and make ya feel safe No one forgets him no matter how long Ya gotta respect him and he demands it so He guards what’s his and shares what he wants Smooth fast talking making his way He survives the only way he can So crazy they may call him But I know different Because I’ve touched his soul Copyright ©2008 Sue E Price Lies I am the fool when I keep trying to believe How stupid can I be Is it desperation or the loneliness I feel; Somewhere I lost my ability to put myself first I believe the words spoken to me Only to discover they're just lies I don't really matter to people I see They use me for their own means Then d

Help My Friend Please
Let's Show her FU-LOVE!!! She's going for Fu-QUEEN!! Under 100K to level This Pimpout brought to you by ☮Kevin☮ Show Sunfirelab some love She have tons of EZ rates availiable too She is always around to help anyone when they need the help to level So can we get her leveled to Fu-QUEEN?>

Poem
may your bleeding piles torment you may corns adorn your feet may the crabs the size of cockroaches crawl on ur balls and eat but when ur old and feeble and ur mind is a nervous reck may u fall throught ur asshole and break ur fuckin neck

Senseless
Police: "Caretaker left boy in car for 8 hours during scorching temperatures." NEW ORLEANS, LA--New Orleans Police are investigating the death of a 3 year old who was left inside a locked car in Mid-City. Police were on the scene in the 600 Block of Scott Street late Tuesday afternoon. The child was found in a car parked outside a home. Investigators said it appearred the boy had been locked inside for as many as 8 hours, as temperatures in New Orleans reached as high as 93 degrees. Family members rushed to the scene as they learned of the tragedy. The young victim was identified by authorities as Winston White. Police said the boy's Godmother told investigators she had left the child in the car, with the windows closed, as she went into the house. According to officials, she did not expect to be inside long.The caretaker herself was taken to the hospital after falling ill upon learning of White's death. Police said she will f

Now Hiring
A-yo! This is dedicated to all the happy people All the happy people who have real nice lives And who have no idea whats it like to be broke as fuck I feel like I'm walking a tight rope, without a circus net I'm popping percocets, I'm a nervous wreck I deserve respect; but I work a sweat for this worthless check Bout to burst this tech, at somebody to reverse this debt Minimum wage got my adrenaline caged Full of venom and rage Especially when I'm engaged And my daughter's down to her last diaper That's got my ass hyper I pray that god answers, maybe I'll ask nicer Watching ballers while they flossing in their pathfinders These overnight stars becoming autograph signers We all long to blow up and leave the past behind us Along with the small fry's and average half pinters While player haters turn bitch like they have vaginas Cause we see them dollar signs and let the cash blind us Money will brainwash you and leave your ass mindless Snakes slither in the grass spineless That's R

Saying Goodbye
In a moment of passion I could feel our lives unfolding. Wanting, needing, feeling the same desires. both answering questions unasked. Making promises with a single glance. Never have I experienced emotions so raw so real. With him facing truths that I could never have fathomed before. In his arms I felt safe. In his arms I felt loved, wanted, and cherished. In his arms is where I want to share my eternity. With one look in my eyes I could feel him in my soul. Breaking down the walls that I have spent so many years building digging deeper into who I am...and who I will one day become. Leaving no place untouched he accepts me for who I am. Facing my fears with me. Never leaving my side...being there for me to hold on to. Feeling his breath on my face his lips moving on mine...taking me to far away places the feel of his skin on mine still lingers now only in my memories I can still feel him there loving me As christmas

Suicide Girls
I have turned in the pics for my hopeful set to the Suicide Girls already but they have a long line in the que so the won't be up on the site until March 9 at 4:29 am. In the meantime I am trying to get to know as many people as possible on the site. I am also in the process of working on a new set that I will probably shoot in about a month. I have a location and a theme just working out a little until then and trying to get everything together. I have some artwork that I will need to do for the set and still have to order my lingerie :D That's the fun part! Well that's about it for updates right now but once again, if you are into girls with tats and piercings you should def check out www.suicidegirls.com ! tons of sexy nude chicks for $4 a month....doesn't get a whole lot better than that! About the Suicide Girls: With a vibrant, sex positive community of women (and men), SuicideGirls was founded on the belief that creativity, personality and intelligence are not incompati

Bully's Made 4 Fu's
This sexy fu below has got Autos running and has 10 hours left on them and he has 682k Points to go to Be Prophet and he wants you to spank him real hard! So come and help me spank him to Prophet! ===Steve=== ENFORCER@DDR SHADOW LEVELER) Bully Brought 2 You With Love By:♥SinfulBrat♥RLW2 BigDaddy + Owned By Sayhey2008 On Saturday 1/24 there are going to be two sexy ladies thats gonna have AUTO11s on all day and they want you to come spank them real hard. "A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out."

Life
I currently am living in a house with my family that we share with my Step-mother In-law and my Mental Sister In-law. They both think that the world revolves around them and that they do no wrong. The Step-mother In-law has no knowledge of how to properly budget her money and spends money in away to were the bills for the house are months behind and she blames everyone else for her not having the bills payed. Same with my Sister In-law she gets a monthly check and just about always has her bank account over drawn. Mean while my family live in the basement and I pay my bills and the the electric bill for the whole house as well as do repairs to the house and the vehicles that are not in my name. While my truck sits and I can't come up with the money to get my transmission fixed. Just can't wait for me to be able to file for my taxes and get my refund cause that will get my truck fixed and solve the living situation.

Time
TIME IS A MUTHA FUGGA. YOU DONT REALIZE HOW LITTLE THINGS CAN ADD UP.I DID MY CRIME I DO MY TIME. THE HARD PART OF IT IS SAYING GOODBYE TO THE PEPOLE YOU LOVE.THE REASON BEING IS IT IS NOT FAIR TO THEM.AS FAR AS ME I KNOW I GOT WHAT I HAVE COMING TO ME. IM OK WITH THAT.I JUST WANT TO SAY SORRY TO THOSE I LOVE. SEE YOU IN SIX MONTHS

Theology
Ladder Theology is the thought that you climb your way up to God. You obey all the laws, do all the right things, do the right deeds then your are on the escalator to God. (1) You, the human being, are down here. (2) Divinity is up there. (3) You've got a lot of climbing to do. You will never get there. It is an empty promise to God and yourself. You get stuck in the world guilt within yourself and blame religion for your failures. Spiritual theology is that God came to us by the Holy Spirit and God is for us. God has come to us. That is in our heart . That miracles are happening everyday for us to be witness to. i.e. child birth, surviving accident, to experience the grace of God. To have God as the center of your being and so when you can get in touch with that existence of God. Your able to let God work through you and and have this internal convertions and rid yourself of the external forces in owns life. Not to focus on the past for it has been reconciled and not worry about

Mountain Get Away
Master had heard her growl and stood in a stunned silence as he continued to hold the no longer struggling Stephanie down. He had known that she had jealousy issues but had yet to see his kitten get truly jealous. It pleased him and yet greatly distressed him that she became this jealous of such a little thing. But his attention was again back on his kitten where it needed to be and for that he was a little grateful for his kittens little scene. Telling Stephanie to sit down on her bare ass, Master takes up a candle and digs his lighter out of his pocket. Walking up to his kitten, he tugged on one of the weights, just to hear her moan. Taking hold of the string tightly in his hand, he quickly tugged the string and the attached weights off. He massaged her sore breasts and nipples as she screamed, muffled by the gag. He waited until she had regained a little composure and was standing relatively still before he flicked the lighter and held the flame close enough to her pretty nipples th

Hazeleyes06
ALTOONA, Iowa -- Loretta I. Worley, 81, of Altoona passed away Tuesday, Dec. 30, 2008. Services will be 2 p.m. Monday at Sunset Funeral Chapel, 7601 Fleur Drive, Des Moines, Iowa. Burial will be in Sunset Memorial Gardens. Visitation will be one hour prior to services Monday at the funeral home. Loretta will always be remembered as a loving mother and grandmother and as a woman who was dedicated to her family. She will be greatly missed by all who knew her. She is survived by her children, Terry Schmidt and Sherry (Ken) Searls, both of Sioux City, Ronald Worley, Loretta Parker, Bernard Worley Jr. and Tina (Otis) Brookins; 12 grandchildren; 19 great-grandchildren with one more on the way; and siblings, Helen Eberly, Lyle Rasmussen and Jeanice Singer. She was preceded in death by her husband, Bernard. Memorial contributions may be made to the family.

Being Bad
Oh what you have done to me I just want you dripping wet Please show me your sights unseen You smell of sex and taste of sweat Can't you see your killing me Save me from my thoughts obscene Take until theres nothing left Leave me when your feeling mean Grace me with your punishment Can't you see your killing me All I could think of was she looked even better in person. Face like a doll, body of my dreams, and eyes that make your heart stop. We smiled and hugged, she felt so good in my arms, so soft and warm. She smelled wonderful, good enough to eat. She looked up at me and I leaned in and kissed her. Her full wonderful lips felt so good. We kissed softly at first then slowly deeper, I could taste her now, our tongues danced together. I felt her hips push into me and her amazing breasts smash into my body. We knew right away we needed some privacy. We walked away thinking the same thing. Along the way we slipped into a deserted alleyway. I pulled her close and kissed h

Unthoughtful Acts Of Unsincere Fake Compliments
Women add men they dont find attractive, men add women they dont find appealing, why? just for points? Thats kind of lame if you ask me. Seems to me that could cause peoples feelings to be hurt. Why be something your not? Why pretend to care or be attracted to someone? For points? LOL I suppose I got sucked into it myself, but I have found a few people on here I would call friend. But over all, this website encourages people to unsincere and F-A-K-E! The worst part about it is some people even pretend to be someone completely different than who they really are....

Auction
I'm In an AUCTION @ INDIAN OUTLAW TONITE @ 10 PM EASTERN! Come BID on me! Highest bidder will get a SALUTE and LAYOUT made by FliCka! Just Click the pic below and join the fun! Thanks! Brought to you by TRIPS*OWNER OF INDIAN OUTLAW SALOON*FU-HUSBAND TO ANGELMOON@ fubar

Marylin Manson's Words
MM:"That's not wrong, that's a part of human nature. The old saying of looks don't matter, I don't agree with that. It's very important. The way you look is how you represent yourself to people and that's why I look the way I do. I want people to know what I'm about by looking at me. So if they see a picture and they don't like it. Maybe they're not supposed to, it's not right for them. I don't disrespect them." Yup I totally agree to this.

Pma
BASICS: Name:Age:Location:Height:Hair (color and style):Eyes:Piercings/tattoos:Phone Number:OTHER: 1. Do you drink/smoke?2. Do you like bling?4. If so...would you bling me alot?5. Do you like movies?6. Would you send me to links of free movie sites?8. Could we cuddle and just fall asleep together?9. Would you spoil me with fu gifts?10. Would you fu marry me?11. If so...when? 12. Would you cam with me?13. How would your kindness? 14. Do you give nsfw shows?15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, prick)? 17. Would you give me a bling me just because?18. Would u VIP ME? 19. Would u put me in your name?20. Would u have text me?21. If so, whats your digits? 22. Would you tell your friends whats good on us? 23. Would u buy me a happy hour? 24. How smart are you?25. Do u have a specific body type that u like?26. If so wut is it? (fat, skiny, chubby, athletic,etc)?Post replys here please! So this year, I want things to be different.

Randomness
So I browsed the upcoming Happy Hours to see how long they will be going tonight only to find something utterly sicking to myself!!! Nothing against the person themselves this isnt an attack on anyone!!! But one person has 17 Happy Hours scheduled in the next 7 days!!!!! Hats off to you because I don't understand how people can afford Happy Hours! I do good to get a VIP sometimes!!!! But blah just a random thought! xoxo Mel You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? Desk 2. Your significant other? Eric 3. Your hair? Curly 4. Your mother? Good 5. Your father? Good 6. Your favorite thing? Eric 7. Your dream last night? None 8. Your favorite drink? Dew 9. Your dream/goal? R.N. 10. The room yo

I Godmothered!!!
What can I say? YOU GUYS RAWK!!!!!! Thank you soooooooooooo much everyone that helped me Godmother!!!! I have the most wonderful, fantastic, amazing, and OUTSTANDING friends! Without you guys I would never have made it! You all brighten my day just by being a part of it! Again I cant say it enough, THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!

Other
Dear Mother, Every year I usually write directly onto your Mother's Day card, but after 22 years I've realized how bad my handwriting really is. So instead of ruining a perfectly good card with my perfectly bad writing I decided to type you my thought's, on this, my 22nd Mother's Day, but for you it's your 28th. Words can't describe what you really mean to me mom, but I guess I'm really going to have to try. Ever since I was born all you've done is treat me the best you can & provide me with everything I needed, and sometimes didn't need in life. You've shown me all of the love & affection only the best of mothers could & for that I've shown you 200% love back. I know the normal thing in life is for the daughter to want to grow up and be like her mother & the son to want to grow up and be just like his father. But knowing me, I'm not very normal and I strive to be just like both of you each & every day. Some might call what I am a "Momma's Boy", but what I call it is the utmo

Lyrics
Stab ya man's, so that his blood'll squirt/ Get the syrup, like my bitch is Mrs. Butterworth/ We gets the syrup, not the coughin kind/ Call me Jay-Z, cuz this cities mine/ The troubled clique, problems we just stir up/ No 9's & shit, we just cop the syrup/ You just keep talkin, all I hear is blabbin/ We lives in Las Vegas, but we fucks with Log Cabin/ Not just the name brands, generic'll work on my french toast/ We movin units, ya'll just stuck like a fencepost/ I know we makin money, that makes ya crew hurt/ Cuz we live by 1 rule, make sure we do work/ You fuck with us, that's a sticky situation/ We got people on the strip, with syrup bottles waitin/ With my man 5th El, he's that dude behind the beat/ & the topic of this song, ain't the reason that it's sweet/ My time is now like John Cena/ A rare rapper who's cleana/ Then a bottle of Aquafina/ But still a beast on the mic, no one's meana/ & yes yes I'm white, let the jokes begin/ Still get more pussy

Important
I deleted this fukcing moron and blocked his ass.. so wut does he do he makes an account of me Apparently he has made alot of accounts of me. if someone with my pic and has a cheese on it, dont add me, its not me... hes retarded gay fag moron who has nothing else better to do.. he thinks he funny but he aint hes a LOSER a fucked up guy who has no life So this guy keeps brothering me and harassing me.. does anybody have any ideas in how to get rid of this bastard... Today i bought my son a potty trainer. my question is how do you start potty training them. this is my first time and i need help, any suggestions to all the moms

Lounge Matters
So you want to be a part of the staff at the Anti Lounge, huh? If you don't have a salute, stop reading. The answer is an unconditional "No." Close the blog. Move on. So... what are we looking for? Well, the Anti Lounge is hiring new staff to help out with the following: PROMOTIONS Your job would be to bring people to the lounge through bulletins, profile comments, and invites through the shout box. If you can make graphics, that's a plus... but it's not necessary. CAM STAFF If you like being on cam, then this is perfect! We're not looking for risque stuff, just people that like to hang out and have a good, casual time. GREETING All you have to do is welcome people into the lounge and start conversations! It'll help if you know more about the games we play and our other promotions, because you'll be the one that helps spread the word to make people feel at home! In the Anti Lounge, everyone does a little bit of everything. We do this so everyone feels like t

Auto 11s On & 1mill Fubux Giveaway
HI I WANTED TO LET U ALL KNOW THAT ME AND DJ NEMESIS HAVE AUTOS ON. THERE IS A MILL DOLLAR FUBUX GIVEAWAY AS WELL. RULES ARE BELOW. HAVE FUN AND LETS ALL LEVEL TOGETHER. 1.RATE ALL THE PICS WE HAVE AND ONCE U HAVE RATED EVERY SINGLE PIC SB OR PM US LETTING US KNOW THAT U HAVE COMPLETED ALL THE PICS. ONCE VERIFIED WE ADD UR NAME TO THE DRAWING. 2. DURING OR AFTER RATING ALL OUR PICS U REFER 3 OR MORE FRIENDS TO RATE ALL PICS U GET UR NAME ADDED AGAIN TO THE DRAWING. PLS REMEMBER THEY HAVE TO RATE ALL PICS AND MENTION U SENT THEM TO BE ENTERED INTO THE DRAWING AGAIN. THATS 3 OR MORE FRIENDS. 3. IF U REFER 8 FRIENDS OR MORE U GET UR NAME ADDED TWICE AFTER THEY RATE ALL OUR PICS AND THEY CONFIRM U SENT THEM. EACH PERSON CAN GET A CHANCE OF WINNING A MILLION FUBUX IF CONDITIONS ABOVE ARE DONE. SO GO RATE, HAVE FUN, LEVEL AND U COULD BE 1MILL FUBUX RICHER. THERE ARE 2 AUTOS RUNNING 1 FOR DJ NEMESIS AND 1 FOR DJ FOXY BITCH SO U HAVE MORE CHANCES OF WINNING IF U RATE BOTH PEOP

Are We All Over 18?
So twice now I have been flagged for not marking NSFW pics! And neither one had any nudity! WTF? Isnt this site 18 and up? This whole freakin site is NSFW, and if you cant handle it, get off!! There is also a block button or the lil button in your browser called the "back button"! You dont have to see shit on here! Grow up!

Complaining And Complimenting
This is not a plea for rate this is just getting some stuff off my chest and venting This blog is brought on by something that was said the other night at the auction i was in ... and if you get butt hurt by this then just remove me from your friends list... I've been on fubar almost 2 years, so with that being said here goes: when i first joined fubar it was about finding friends and building those friendship relationships ,you know your fan / rate / add everyone chat rate their stuff they rate you and so on .... well those theories seemed to have been flushed down the toilet... I dont beg or ask for anything from anyone I earn or buy everything I get... even in give aways I dont ask for much help...I cannot tell you how many links are dropped in my shoutbox each day of people who need some rates, comments or they have auto 11's and i try to get to everyone of those links in a single day ..I have comment bombed for people just from them asking ( but not lately bombing

Lee Iacocca Discusses The State Of U.s,a,
Remember Lee Iacocca? The man behind the “Mustang” and the “K-Car” basically saving 2 of the big 3 – I think he may know what he’s talking about. Remember Lee Iacocca, the man who rescued Chrysler Corporation from its death throes? He's now 82 years old and has a new book, 'Where Have All The Leaders Gone?'.. Lee Iacocca Says: 'Am I the only guy in this country who's fed up with what's happening? Where the hell is our outrage? We should be screaming bloody murder! We've got a gang of clueless bozos steering our ship of state right over a cliff, we've got corporate gangsters stealing us blind, and we can't even clean up after a hurricane much less build a hybrid car. But instead of getting mad, everyone sits around and nods their heads when the politicians say, 'Stay the course.' Stay the course? You've got to be kidding. This is America , not the damned, 'Titanic'. I'll give you a sound bite: 'Throw all the bums out!' You might think I'm getting senile, that I've

Deleting Days
Any day now I said. Any day now ill remember your name. The one I use to say when I was down and miserable at the world. The one I use to follow till the end of the earth. Whats that name that mattered so much to me? Its there on the tip of my tounge and then its gone. I can remember all those ive ever said ive loved, but I wouldn’t recognize them on the street. I can remember all of those that mattered but couldn’t tell you where I knew them from. So I guess this is why I cant think of this one name. This person changed my life. Took me from happy, carefree, innocent to all, to this fearful coward that hides from the world. What was that name? Its such a shame too cause I can use them again. I am back to being strong and I could use their dose of reality. I could use that voice that made me understand how low I am. That touch that said no one else will ever do. Comforting smile that said, “I own you, and you don’t even realize it.” I could use that name. before the me that is beco

Movies Films And Short Scenes I Love
http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=37835082">Jay and silent Bob strike backhttp://mediaservices.myspace.com/services/media/embed.aspx/m=37835082,t=1,mt=video"/> Nirvana - Heart Shape BoxUploaded by nico2oo6 - Enjoy Guys ~Broken~

Quotes I Love
Hurt – it’s the reaction of the heart when it disagrees with what the mind tells us. The fact that we’re hurting means we know what to do. We just can’t accept it. – Erlet 01/04/09 10:50pm What is Complicated and why does it hurt? -It’s when you don’t know where you stand in a person’s life; -It’s when you’re hanging in dead air and knowing you can be thrown off anytime; -It’s when you’re like more than friends but not really -And it’s like you’re lovers when it’s really otherwise Sometimes you would want to wish to have never met the person at all but at the back of your mind you’re thankful you have. – Erlet 01/04/09 3:46am - So True... ~ Ironies ~ 1)Good guys go crazy over easy girls 2)Good girls are taken by ungrateful guys 3)The most loyal are those being cheated on 4)Cheaters are begged by good ones to stay 5)The most worthy of good relationships are the ones that aren’t taken seriously 6)Those greatly hurt by their greatest love end up being players – Erle

Slimon's Ramblings
"Follow your heart because it can't steer you wrong." Just remember that. its the best advice i can give anyone. take my word for it. I’m over you… It started before I knew what was happening…feelings stirring within me. The more time we spent together the stronger I felt for her. Her voice and the words she said to me still haunt my thoughts. Maybe someday I will be able to feel the happiness that I felt with her. Maybe someday I’ll get the chance to hold her in my arms again. Maybe someday I’ll be able to forget the dreams that I never want to let go of. But for now I have to let go. Tell myself that it wasn’t meant to be. Tell myself that everything we talked about was for nothing. Tell myself not to be embarrassed that I opened myself up so much to her. Something I have a hard time doing. But with her it was easy for me. It felt natural, like it was meant to be. I miss that feeling but there is little else I can do. I want to cherish every moment I spent

Brokenminds&lonelyhearts
She is my heart She the only reason i stand her breathing Instincts take over as i watch him shatter my heart No longer loving her, wanting her How could he do this to her My mind lost as i see red Instincts take over as i run No longer will i allow him to hurt her I will not stand by as he shatters her I will take her and run... Run as far as it takes... Hide protect my heart... No longer will the monster hideing within him shatter my heart Run and hide her Keep her safe Instincts take over and we are gone Never to be found again.... He promised her lost soul the world He said forever and took her hand Stole away her soul as he walked her down the path Shattered her heart as he whispered in her ear Broke her spirit and left her dieing on the floor Took from her everything she knew Ripped away a lifetime of love Left her mind broken, heart shattered Laying naked in a cruel dark world Walked out with the first to take his hand Leaving her soul

Grand Opening
Grand Opening Yes yet another Grand opening lounge on Fubar. As each lounge offers something diffrent So do we here at Klub Sec-Si. Only the Finest people and the greatest drinks So read the scroll and click it to join us Hope to see you all there!

I Get Horny
You: What color eyes? Hair? How tall? How old? What city do you live in? Male/Female? The Private You: How many people have you had sex with in 2006? How many of those people were one night stands? How many serious relationships have you had? What is your favorite position? Have you ever slept with more than one person at a time? Him / Her: Eyes? Height? Weight? Body structure? Tall / short? Personality? Age? Misc: What is the first question you ask before having sex with someone? Have you ever considered or had a sex buddy with no relationship? If yes, how many? Have you ever not been in love with someone you had sex with? Top or bottom? Have you ever considered being with some of the same sex? What are 2 turn on's? What are 2 turn off's? Why did you feel it necessary to fill out this survey and post it for everyone to see? Who is most likely to repost this? "!!NAUGHTY APPLICATION !!!

Would Like To Have A Auto 11
I'm willing to give anyone 400k for a Auto 11 Bling ..Trying to level to Insider... If anyone interested feel free to send me a message.. or at least rate my pics and rate my profile again ..Please and thank you very much ... Hope everyone had a good New Years !!!!!

Stuff
'Stewardesses' is the longest word typed with only the left hand And 'lollipop' is the longest word typed with your right hand. (Bet you tried this out mentally, didn't you?) No word in the English language rhymes with month, orange, silver, or purple. 'Dreamt' is the only English word that ends in the letters 'mt'. (Are you doubting this?) Our eyes are always the same size from birth, but our nose and ears never stop growing. The sentence: 'The quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog' uses every letter of the alphabet. (Now, you KNOW you're going to try this out for accuracy, right? The words 'racecar,' 'kayak' and 'level' are the same whether they are read left to right or right to left (palindromes). (Yep, I knew you were going to 'do' this one.) There are only four words in the English language which end in 'dous': tremendous, horren dous, stupendous, and hazardous. (You're not doubting t

Odd Stuff
Once again, The Washington Post has published the winning submissions to its yearly neologisms, in which readers are asked to supply alternate meanings for common words. The winners are: 1. Coffee (n.), the person upon whom one coughs. 2. Flabbergasted (adj.), appalled over how much weight you have gained. 3. Abdicate (v.), to give up all hope of ever having a flat stomach. 4. Esplanade (v.), to attempt an explanation while drunk. 5. Willy-nilly (adj.), impotent. 6. Negligent (adj.), describes a condition in which you absentmindedly answer the door in your nightgown. 7. Lymph (v.), to walk with a lisp. 8. Gargoyle (n.), olive-flavored mouthwash. 9. Flatulence (n.) emergency vehicle that picks you up after you are run over by a steamroller. 10. Balderdash (n.), a rapidly receding hairline. 11. Testicle (n.), a humorous question on an exam. 12. Rectitude (n.), the formal, dignified bearing adopted by proctologists. 13. Pokemon (

What Do You Think??
So I've been told I might have a drinking problem....but heres the deal I don't drink that often I'm come on I spent a year in Iraq and got totally trashed in three different counties... and yeah I have drank 4 bottles of vodka on my own but come on thats nothing.... and well I'd like to know what you all think. I have some pics up of my umm "collection" as some call it.. take a look and let me know what you think.

Poems
I thought you felt the same way. When we held each other I prayed you would stay. I loved the way you looked at me. I guess it just wasn't meant to be. I thought you loved me undesirably. Didn't you know you were my everything. You were all I thought about. In my mind there was no doubt. Now I see your not in love. It wasn't something from above. You're with her now and you're happy. I'm the one who's mopey and sappy. That's ok though because if I had to pick the one to suffer I'm glad it was me. I love you more than ever. My love for you will never go away. But to tell you that I would never say. It's so hard to let you go. But it's now time to move on slow. So this is my goodbye. My darling, my love, my only one. for This is the last time I will cry. What we thought was love and happiness? Is now gone all that's left is to move on. Say goodbye and walk away. Take your wounded pride put it aside. The game of love you have lost. Your broken heart

Come Join
=== '*Lord Wolf* Founder~ Kingdom of Rogue's & Rogue Wolf Levelers.' wrote the following at '2009-01-16 07:07:59'.. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Official Family Rate Day,There Should be no Rating of Auto 11 people Today unless there Family, Time to Show Love to Family.Loyalty is the Key.A Wolf Pack has more Loyalty than Humans even though we are Rogue's.We are Still a Pack an Should Honor Our Co's + Family with Rate Love Ty > > > Family to be Rated with a Vengence. > > Pick a member that u deam worthy an Rate the Shit out of them Please. > Shayla needs Love Bad.If your Dedicated to this Family Pick a member an Rate Rate Rate.Newly Leveled Members are not to be Rated this Family Rate Day is for Family that Requirers to be Leveled Only.Below few Links to get started Ty.If you know of others let me know an they will be Added.Rates Given to myself Lord Wolf will be return'd with 11's. > > Seeking Godmother > ~Toxic Angel®~Co Owner o

Fire Related
When I'm called to duty, God, wherever flames may rage. Give me strength to save a life whatever be its age. Help me to embrace a little child before it is too late Or save an older person from the horror of that fate. Enable me to be alert to hear the weakest shout And quickly and efficiently to put the fire out. I want to fill my calling and to give the best in me. To guard my every neighbor and protect their property. And if according to Your will I have to lose my life, Please bless with Your protecting hand my children and my wife. I wish you could comprehend a wife's horror at 3 in the morning as I check her husband of 40 years for a pulse and find none. I start CPR anyway, hoping to bring him back, knowing intuitively that it's too late, but wanting his wife and family to know everything possible was done to save his life. I wish you could read my mind as I respond to a call. "Whats wrong with the patient? It is minor or life threatening?

Birthday Trains - Sign Up
In the next few weeks, 4 of the most wonderful men on fubar will be having birthdays... In their honor, I will be running trains in hopes of helping them get closer to leveling... Sign up now for any or all of them... Just leave me a blog comment to sign up. I have my comments set for approval by owner so I don't miss my profile comments... So, just because you don't see your comment immediately, doesn't mean it isn't there... Private message me if you like... Jan 6 - Johnny Riggs, my best friend and owner (2.8 million points to Disciple) He will be hosting a Happy Hour on January 6 @ 6pm Fu-Time... Auto 11s will run all day as well... Come spank him hard... Jan 9 - Syrano, my R/L hubby NO TRAIN... He made Fu-Pimp... And wants to stay there for a while... But stop by and wish him a happy birthday if you like... Jan 13 - GnbRebel - a very dear friend (3.8 million points to Disciple) He will be running an Auto 11!!! Jan. 15 - Willie - a good

Bs
I try finding people to talk to and chat with but all I get are Live show invites and spambots. I mean what do I have to do to find real friggin people? One chick asks me pointblank if I was cute and that it's nice to chat but if not cute then she's not interested. I told her she was an introverted bitch and ig'd her. I'm so fuckin tired of fake-ass people. "Join my room", "Sign Up, blah blah blah!! Is there any anyone in the Eunice/Opelousas/Crowley area that wants to talk or even get together sometime? I feel like Will Smith in "I Am Legend".

Birthday Love!
I want to thank all of my wonderful family of friends for making me feel so very special for my birthday. I was so overwhelmed by the outpouring of love & kindness when I logged on & saw all the beautiful birthday tags, comments, wishes & gifts. You have truly touched my heart & I love & appreciate each & every one of you!

For Kendra
WE NEED THE WHOLE FAMILY TO PULL TOGETHER FOR OUR KENDRA AKA LAST OF A DYIN BREED PIMP GODDESS 2 THE PU$$YCAT PLAYMATES, WITHOUT HER, THERE WOULDN'T BE AN US...SHE HAS A BIG WISH TO SPOTLIGHT BEFORE SHE REACHES HER NEXT LEVEL WHICH WILL BE HAPPENING VERY SOON, IF WE COULD ALL COME TOGETHER AS A FAMILY AND CHIP IN WHATEVER FU BUX WE HAVE TO HELP HER WISH COME TRUE, AND IF YOU DON'T HAVE MANY, LETS TAKE THE TIME TO GET OUR FU HUSTLE ON SO WE CAN GIVE HER A SMILE SHE DESERVES, LET'S MAKE IT RAIN ON HER!!! LET'S MAKE HER PROUD THAT WE AS A FAMILY CAME TOGETHER TO DO THIS!!! WE NEED TO BE GENEROUS, THE SPOTLIGHTS ARE GOING ANYWHERE FROM 24 MILLION UP TO 34 MILLION GIVE OR TAKE A FEW, THERE ARE OVER 50 OF US IN THIS FAMILY, SO THERE IS NO REASON WHY WE CAN'T MAKE IT HAPPEN...NOW LETS DO THE DAYUM THING...COMMENT PLEASE SO WE CAN GET THE NAMES AND THE AMOUNT THAT PEOPLE WOULD LIKE TO DONATE, THEN WE CAN ALL GET TOGETHER AND SPANK HER WITH THE BUX AT ONCE... Ła$Ŧ♠oƒ Å

Sponcer Me 4 My Fuversary
***Attention ya'll smexi fu's*** My Fuversary Is January 10th!!Time Sure does Fly by!! Want 2 be the Lucky one to Sponcer me for my 1 year Fuversary?I have met some pretty amazing ppl on here! Wonder Woman Is Auctioning Me Of !How fricken awesome is that? I'm one lucky Fu! Now its your turn to be Lucky! Get your bids On boyz!!!Lets see what ya got in ya! I'm offering lots of things! & will be adding more as the bids Go up!The higher the bids the more LOVINZ u get!You wont regret it! I promise you that!;)Spoil Me!:DIt is my fuversary:Dyay! Just click On this Pic below And start your bidding!Dont forget To rate them plz! ***Make Sure You F/R/A My Hostess! And show Her Lots of Love & Respect!!***She deserves It!!!*** Wonder_Woman Owned by Rapsnap@ fubar This Smexi Bully was Brought to you By The One & Only.................. ♡Confidence Is What Makes Me Sexy♡Fubars 19th Oracle*@ fubar

People Are Aggreavating
what aggravates me is i was never very big until i had my daughter and now every body is hating on me because i am a heavier person the only person that is greatful of me is my family obviously and my wonderful husband (haines84) if it wasnt for him i would be kicking alot of peopls asses!!! lol. it is like nobody wants to give me the time of day... and all i want to do is just chat not jump into bed with these people. i just dont understand what is wrong with heavier people... i just wish people would treat me the way they did before i had my daughter. nobody really understands how much that hurts.. for example i ran into somebody that i went to school with and they acted like they didnt know me and where were really good friends. that hurt so much. i just dont understand what people are thinking maybe it is that i am just to nice of a person and i wouldnt do that and i never have!!!! send me a message and tell me how you feel about this.

Just A Poem I Wrote
God saw you were getting tired; And a cure was not mentto be; So he put his arms around you; And he whispered come with me; With tearful eyes we watched you; As we saw you pass away; Although we love you deeply; We could not make you stay; Your golden heart stopped beating; Hard working hands at rest; God broke our hearts to prove to us; He only takes the best!

First Blog
Ok I don't think a women should have to get all dolled up to go to the grocery store, or run around doing odds and ends. You shouldn't have to put your make up on, curl your hair, wear those really nice tight fittin' jeans and cute top. BUT--come on ladies--pj bottoms, nasty tshirts and slippers????? If you aren't getting out of your car, fine, but if you are going into the store, put on some damn clothes, shoes and brush your hair. I have worn my pj's to drop the kids off at school, but i don't get out of the car until i am home. Most of these women are usually married and seem to think who the hell do i have to impress, well here is my thought on that. You don't have to be trying to impress everyone or anyone, but it makes people think you have no class, feel unsatisfied with yourself, and honestly your husband would probably love to be in public with a women that takes a little pride in herself. I use to be very heavy and I had no self esteem--still don't--but I always did my

Fake It!!!
at all times he did all the giving and i did all the taking all i did was lie all he did was cry left him with nonsense reason yet with me,he kept holdin on despite all,he never left me with me he still long to be time passed,he stopped waiting for me to change and stop playing had no choice but to walk away eventhough his heart wants him to stay after that changed happened everywhere but i still did not care suddenly my world crashed apart something’s missing in my heart i saw how painful it was for him it made his world lonely and dim i know i terribly broke his heart and tore his life apart some things aren’t just meant to be and it took me too long before i see the love he was willing to give but in my world,never had the chance to live now i am down on my knees and i am begging him please though it’s too late,he’s already gone i’m asking forgiveness for all that i’ve done someday i know we will meet again this pain will come to an end if he’d be brave

Its All About Me...
Through all of his faults…he somehow completed me. I guess it was selfishness that kept bringing me back for more. But hurting me once wasn’t enough for him and walking away from me once wasn’t enough either. So am I the selfish one for wanting to make myself feel loved? Or is he the selfish one for wanting to cause me more heartache?

Truth Is...
sometimes its easier for me to pretend rather than face my feelings. sometimes its easier to try to make it alone rather than risk getting hurt again. sometimes its easier to be numb towards certain people so i dont let them get too close. sometimes im scared. but when i act numb towards you, it doesnt mean i dont care. it means i care too much.

Stuff
I am in a pissy mood today. It is mostly due to some of my Fu-friends. I know lots of people get on the internet & make up a personality that is better than their realilty, but I don't. I am me & I am real. I get really tired of the idiots here who want you to talk dirty to them, cam them or generally do whatever it takes to jack them off, but you don't seem to be looked at as a real person. I may be words on a screen, but I am a person with real feelings. I have a salute posted. The point is to prove I am real. So why do so many people here treat each other like shit?? I am not saying all do, just some. But it is ALWAYS the ones who tell you they are "not like the rest", "why would I lie?" and "trust me". Any time I see any of those sentences, I know I am talking to a lying asshole. I don't know why I let it get to me, but sometimes it just does. Today is one of those days. I'm PMS & I hate everyone. Well, not everyone. Not Wicked. Never Wicked. But most of her friends don't l

Poems I Have Written
what is love.. love is something i cannot seem to obtain.. the more i go without it the more i will go insane.. love is sweet and without it im beginning to sour.. i need someone to love and be my beautiful flower.. love is an emotion that you cannot describe.. i need someone that gives me that vibe.. love is looking into someones eyes.. having them look back telling you no lies.. love is having someone that doesnt make you cry.. the thought of being without them makes you want to die.. love is something that my life it does reign.. i need to find it to rid all the pain.. love is something that occupies my mind.. i need a girl that is really kind.. love is growing old together till death due you part.. i need a girl that believes that truly in her heart.. love is something that should be eternal and last forever.. it should never die not never ever!!! ~stray (c)01/03/09 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ THREE WORDS ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ When life sucks sh

The Strip Club
TO ALL MY FUBAR FAMILY AND FRIENDS.FIRST I'D LIKE TO THANK YOU ALL FOR ALL YOUR PRAYERS AND SUPPORT. TO UPDATE SOME OF YA'LL.ON FRIDAY 1/09/2009 HE WAS WALKING HOME FROM THE BUS STOP WHICH HE HAS DONE ATLEAST 100 TIMES.ITS A BUSY INTERSECTION HE NO'S BETTER THAN TO CROSS AT A GREEN LITE.ANYWAYS AS HE CROSSED HE GOT HIT BY A NISSAN EXTERRA THROWN 50 FT AND SUMMERSULTED 2 TIMES BEFORE HE LANDED.HE BROKE THE RIGHT LEG,HAD A ATERIAL BLEED IN HIS HEART AND SMALL BRAIN BLEED.AS OF NOW HE IS STABLE.THE HEART HAS BEEN FIXED.HE GOES IN TOMORROW TO FIX THE BREAK IN HIS LEG.THE BRAIN BLEED IS FINE FOR NOW. THEY ARE HOPING TO REMOVE THE BREATHING TUBE TOMORROW AS WELL BUT NOT UNTIL HE CAN BREATH ON HIS OWN.AGAIN THX UPDATE.HE IS IN SURGERY GETTING A ROD PUT IN FROM HIS ANKLE TO HIS KNEE.HE IS STABLE AND FAIR CONDITION. THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR SYMPATHY CARDS. UPDATE;4;13PM SHAWN IS DOING WELL.THEY REMOVED THE CHEST TUBES AND ARE WORKING ON REMOVING THE BREATHING TUBE. UPDATE

Fake Ass Mfs
THIS SONG IS DEDICATED TO THE FAKE ASS MF WHO CALL THEMSELVS FRIENDS OR MY SDMF BROTHERS OR SISTERS. THEY GET MAD AT YOU OVER BS LOUNGES THEN SAY SHIT BEHIND YA BACK. THEY ALSO MAKE FUN OF YOUR RACE BY PLAYING STUPID LIL FUCKEN KKK SONGS IN THERE STUPID LIL LOUNGES..FUBAR IS NOT REAL LIFE MOTHER FUCKERS.. ITS A PLACE TO HAVE FUN.. ASS HATS.. IF YOU DONT RESPECT ME AS AN SDMF SISTER THEN WALK ON HOME BOY...BE YOURSELF BYYOURSELF STAY AWAY FROM ME!!!RESPECCCCCCCTTTTTT!! WALK...ARE YOU TALKING TO ME NO WAY PUNK!! Can't you see I'm easily bothered by persistence One step from lashing out at you... You want in to get under my skin And call yourself a friend I've got more friends like you What do I do? (Pre) Is there no standard anymore? What it takes, who I am, where I've been Belong You can't be something you're not Be yourself, by yourself Stay away from me A lesson learned in life Known from the dawn of time (Chorus) Respect, walk Run your m

Stuff
I hate him..because he hurt me..that is just one of them that hurt me..if I think just a little more, I get reminded..of why I also hate him because he hurt me. Dont take advantage of someones feelings, cuz it is convienient for you at the Time..if you do this you are indeed a selfish dick..again..I hate him because he really hurt me.. I love this song. It has meaning to me. I have grown over the years and have overcome this. In times of pain, I am reminded but I will never go back. A Baltimore Love Thing (HD DVD Quality) - 50 Cent New Attitude - Patti LaBelle

Do You Want To Record Your Cd?
Spifnoof Karaoke Recording offers studio quality vocal recording against your favorite song as a backing track. (ideal for showcasing your vocal talents or as a gift for a loved one) Recorded and mixed by a professional sound engineer with 12 years experience. Sam : music producer/sound engineer tel:916-904-2816 watch me working in my studio People of virtually any age can now have a professionally recorded audio demo.(Children under the age of 16 to be supervised by an adult) -we have a long list(every genre) of karaoke songs , you can record and have as many cd's as you want ,to offer to your family/myspace/demo/etc...it's a lot of fun and a good experience. KARAOKE GENRES Christian/Gospel Alternative Pop/Rock R&B/Soul Metal Rap/Hip Hop Country/Female Soundtracks Country/Male Jazz Oldies Duets Blues Reggae Classical Spanish Christmas Songs Children's Songs How it works : 1)Choose your backing track to sing against and I w

Ahimsa And Karma
Okay so I seen this content in someone elses blog and wanted to post it.. Im very interested in this kind of stuff .. So if your not please dont read.. Ahimsa (Devanagari: अहिंसा; IAST ahiṃs¨¡) is a Sanskrit term meaning non-violence (literally: the avoidance of violence - himsa). It is an important tenet of the religions that originated in ancient India (Hinduism, Buddhism and especially Jainism). Ahimsa is a rule of conduct that bars the killing or injuring of living beings. It is closely connected with the notion that all kinds of violence entail negative karmic consequences. The extent to which the principle of non-violence can or should be applied to different life forms is controversial between various authorities, movements and currents within the three religions and has been a matter of debate for thousands of years. Though the origins of the concept of ahimsa are unknown, the earliest references to ahimsa are found in the texts

People
just wante my true friends to know my condition is gettin vvery bad cant stay awake long at at a time so plz forgive me if i dont get to u i still love u its just so hard now for im not askin for pity just want to let u know why im not here as much need liver transplant but cant get 1 till im bout gone thanks to all who have stood by me thru this u know who you are i lost my insurance so its tuff now anyway love each and everyone of u! love kanan Had to have 2 bags of blood last week from internal bleeding got bands put on my throat 4 of them doin lil better ty u all for your prayers got to go back in on june 6th hope its better so im still herere just weak is why i cant get to all my friends! love all u guys tho and ty again love kanan! new lounge check my page and join u wont regret it kanan

Xanga Blogs
Why do blue pens exist? No, this is not a hypothetical question, it isn't mean to transition into some cool little point. I just wonder why blue pens exist. Most official documents require that you write in black ink, black in looks more important. Blue just looks...blue. I think I actually hate blue pens. To me, they seem to breed discourse in the world of the orderly. And anytime you are looking through a jar of pens to find a black pen, you always get a blue one. What the crap is with that? Are blue pens just so starved for attention that they try to find their way to you. Perhaps it is because when people steal your pens, they steal the black ones, and leave the blue ones, cause nobody wants the BLOODY BLUE PEN. I think I may be under a little bit of stress. I am so exhausted. Not physically, I am tired in body, trust me, but my mind is so drained. After so many hours, my eyes decide to quit focusing, I begin to drag. I keep telling myself I need to do something else, but there

Confusion?
Hey everyone, Happy 2009! Im new here and seem to having a heck of a time figuring out how to get around. Some people seem to have a page similar to myspace, how to I set mine up? Thanks for the help. RockinAngel

Would Like Some Feedback...
Well, my husband and I have decided to spice things up a little bit in the bedroom. We have talked about some of our fantasies, and we both share the same one. We want to have another woman join us in the bedroom for some fun. I think it's safe to say that we are a little nervous about doing this, but it is definately something that we both want to do. So, I guess we would just like to have some feedback from anyone that has any experience in this area. If there is any advice that you would like to give, we would be happy to hear it!

Who Needs Anger Management?
Anger Management When you occasionally have a really bad day, and you just need to take it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you know, take it out on someone you don't know. I was sitting at my desk when I remembered a phone call I'd forgotten to make. I found the number and dialed it. A man answered, saying "Hello." I politely said, "This is Chris. Could I please speak with Robyn Carter?" Suddenly a manic voice yelled out in my ear "Get the right f***ing number!" and the phone was slammed down on me. I couldn't believe that anyone could be so rude. When I tracked down Robyn's correct number to call her, I found that I had accidentally transposed the last two digits. After hanging up with her, I decided to call the 'wrong' number again. When the same guy answered the phone, I yelled "You're an asshole!" and hung up. I wrote his number down with the word 'asshole' next to it, and put it in my desk drawer. Every couple of weeks, when I was paying bills or had a reall

Thanks For All The Auto 11's Love
THANKS FOR ALL THE AUTO 11'S LOVE I got 2,911,550 points during my frist AUTO 11. I want to say THANK YOU! Thanks to all my Family & Friends for all the LOVE. Thanks to all that came over to my page & rated my pics. Thanks to Those that blinged me. Thanks for all the bullies made and reposted. Without all your love I would not have made it to GODFATHER. I LOVE YOU ALL !!!

Ten Things
10. You're too pretty to do porn. (So, you're saying you would prefer to watch ugly people f*ck?) 9. Your vagina must be really worn out. (Mine isn't nearly as bad as your mother's after pushing such a giant idiot like you out of it.) 8. I would never watch porn. I think it is degrading to women. (Then how did you know my name? And my measurements? And my astrological sign? And my birthdate?) 7. How do I get my girlfriend/wife to do ________? (Ask her, not me. By the way, talking to me in the first place is not helping your cause.) 6. Wow! You're so much prettier/younger/thinner in your photos. (Obviously your mother didn't teach you anything and it is called Photoshop.) 5. I pleasured myself to you 10 times this week! (OK, I didn't need to know precisely how pathetic you are. And stop trying to shake my hand. I now unfortunately know exactly where it has been.) 4. I could do porn. (No, you couldn't. If you could, you already would be ... and no, I will NOT audition y

Life
TEACH ME HOW TO KNOW DEATH AND GO ON WITH LIFE. TEACH ME HOW TO LOVE LIFE AND NOT FEAR DEATH! WE ALWAYS HAD A SPECIAL CONNECTION, ONE THAT NO ONE COULD BREAK! WE COULD ALWAYS TELL EACH OTHER EVERYTHING, OR AT LEAST I THOUGHT! THE NIGHT YOUR GRANDMOTHER TOLD ME YOU WERE DEAD, I TOLD HER TO STOP MESSING WITH MY HEAD. I WANT TO KNOW WHY YOU FELT YOU COULDN'T TALK TO ME, I WONDER WHY I WASN'T THERE FOR YOU, I WANT YOU BACK SO BADLY, BUT NOW THERE IS NOTHING I CAN DO. HOW DID I NOT SEE YOUR PAIN, OR IS WHAT YOU TOLD ME, WAS IT ALL IN VEIN. AS I AM LEFT HERE ALONE, STANDING IN THE RAIN, I WANT TO KNOW SCOTT, WHAT YOU REALLY HAD TO GAIN! IM LEFT TO WONDER IS THERE ANYTHING I COULD HAVE DONE, THE NIGHT THEY TOLD ME YOU WERE GONE, AND HOW YOU HAD DONE WHAT YOU DID, I WANT TO KNOW YOU DID IT WITH A GUN? BEFORE YOU PUT THAT GUN TO YOUR HEAD, DID YOU REALLY BELIEVE THAT YOU WANTED TO BE DEAD? YOU THOUGHT NOBODY CARED, WELL YOU WERE WRONG, YOU ALWAYS HAD ME, BUT NOW YOU

My Perfect Match
Virgo & Cancer When Cancer and Virgo make a love match, a strong, down-to-earth relationship with staying power is the happy result. This is a relationship with great potential to get better and better over the passing years. Both Cancer and Virgo are goal-oriented and disciplined. They are sincere and devoted to one another and share a strong sense of purpose. No lightweight love here: These two were not really built for flings! Cancer and Virgo deeply admire one another: Virgo respects Cancer's quiet strength and dedication while Cancer appreciates Virgo's keen adaptability and intelligence. These lovers may get off to a slow start, but over time, bonds will only grow stronger. The Cancer-Virgo love match prides itself on common sense and strong principles over fluff and inconsequential or fleeting connections. They enjoy the material comforts of life, but they will only feel good about their bounty if it has come as a result of honest hard work. There could be tiffs if Virgo b

Women R Not Transparent, Apparently, Lol!
9 Words Women Use 1.) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5.) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding h

Life, As A Bitch
BITCHOLOGY When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succeed. And if that makes

Curious George Loves Either!
Basics Name:: Kyle Age:: 23 Gender:: male Hair color:: sandy blond Eye color:: green Height:: 6'1" Marital Status:: single. 2008 Have You's Have you had a boyfriend/girlfriend:: yes Got married:: nope Got engaged:: once Got drunk:: duh Smoked:: I quited :) Gone skinny dipping:: once [Boys only] Worn makeup:: if getting my nails did counts then yes. [Boys only] Worn a skirt:: -_- Had sex:: yes Got divorced:: nope Broken the law:: i speed almost every day. Kissed someone of the same gender:: nope Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend:: nope Fallen in love:: several times. Fallen out of love:: it happens. Defied your parents:: few times. Got into a fist fight:: actually yeah :) Been in prison:: nope Got detention:: yes. Learn to drive:: well. Had your heart broken:: yes Kissed someone and regretted it:: no Kissed someone and not meant it:: no Kissed a friend:: yes Had surgery:: no Broken a bone:: yes Gone on vacation:: before i had a job. Disneyl

Do You Know
that people are as fake as they can be just look around you and you will see what i am talking about. When someone changes their appearance from when they are with you to when they are out in public by themselves that says a whole lot about them ad it mostly tells you that they obviously are willing to do a whole lot more when you are not around. The way i see it people are just who they are and they are the same when they are with you as they are when they are not. To know someone is not ever an easy thing to do cause seriously how well can you ever really know anyone? I dont care o really know anyone i just feed off the info that they give me by their actions and the things that they do whether they think i know about them or not cause if you tell them everything that you know that they do then you are not holding anything that you cna use to fight the ignorance that they will soon spew to you about how you arent good enough or you are not treating them good enough and then you can

My Profile
got this from t-shirt hell but seems to apply to so much more than just t-shirts t-shirthell.com (In response to a select group of assholes and their self righteous reaction to us going out of business) I would like to say something to all the idiots who think we've poisoned society. And I'm not talking about the religious nuts or the militant [whining minority here]. I'm talking about this new wave of douches comprised primarily of twenty- and thirty- something white people who feel like they have to defend the little guy, despite the fact that in 2009 the little guy no longer exists, and if he does he isn't even aware there's a fight going on. The obvious response to these people would be to say they have no sense of humor, basically because it's the truth. But too many people think sense of humor means what you do and don't laugh at. If you look up the definition that may be what it is. But to me sense of humor means you don't take things so seriously. It doesn't

Lost In Thought
driving aimlessly, no place to go i can't shake this feeling been thinking about you everyday i'm starting to think this feeling won't go away i don't know how you feel but there is one thing i do fear i'm afraid one day i'll look to the side and you'll no longer be there that's one thought i cannot bare you hold a special part of my heart one where you could break me if you choose this is why i have this fear that one day you'll look to the side and i'll no longer be there

Coolest And Sexiest Woman On Fubar!!!!!!
[b]Make sure you Add her...IMO she is the Coolest and most beautifulest Woman on Fubar Make sure you Check her out and F/A/R her[/b] ღCllgegrlღChief_Deputy_of_Adminღ2nd Alarm Hotties ღSWAT/ IAღFu-Bomber&@ fubar

Little Moments
today is the day to live for yesterday has passed us by smile when you want to scream laugh though your dying inside all those little moments that you thought were bad and wished would soon be over have since come to pass seek out your own path live the life thats in your dreams reality is as you percieve it and things are never what they seem and just when you thought you knew yourself way down to what you hide one little thing changes that makes you open up and try

Now
~Rain & Babyboy are in an auction~ Click Below To Place Your Bids ... Visit Babyboy's Profile..R/F/A & Bling him $Ðj ßåßý ßºý$Hûßßý †º Яåîñ{Ð.$.Ç}@ fubar Visit Rain's Profile..R/F/A & Bling her †Яåîñ† ~Wîƒèý †º $Ðj ßåßý ßºý$~Owner of WYKD~@ fubar Dont Forget to show the auction host luv .Please A/F/R her too. ~*~PIA~*~Co-owner of WYKD~*~@ fubar

Dent Making Auto
> > Trying to make a dent in the journey to angel!!! There are more than 140k in points and Fubucks available here...Auto 11's will be on @7pm EST (4pm Futime) tonight, through 7pm EST (4pm Futime) Sunday, January 4, 2009 !!!! C'mon over and level up!!!!

Women & Men
THE GEOGRAPHY OF A WOMAN Between 18 and 22, a woman is like Africa, half discovered, half wild, fertile and naturally beautiful! Between 23 and 30, a woman is like Europe, well developed and open to trade, especially for someone with cash. Between 31 and 35, a woman is like Spain, very hot, relaxed and convinced of her own beauty. Between 36 and 40, a woman is like Greece, gently aging but still a warm and desirable place to visit. Between 41 and 50, a woman is like Great Britain, with a glorious and all conquering past. Between 51 and 60, a woman is like Israel, has been through war and doesn't make the same mistakes twice, takes care of business. Between 61 and 70, a woman is like Canada, self-preserving, but open to meeting new people. After 70, she becomes Tibet, wildly beautiful, with a mysterious past and the wisdom of the ages...only those with an adventurous spirit and a thirst for spiritual knowledge visit there.

2009 So Far For Me
Welcome to 2009 for me my friends on FUBAR New years was a quiet one then for a couple days i watched on tv the new years test cricket match between Australia and South Africa then on 1/10/07 or 1/10/07 which was a wednesday marked a sad day for me because on this date in 2006 my friendship ended with my now ex best friend Geoff after a 16-17 year friendship got forced to end by the court system because of a jealous and a way over protective mother (GEOFF'S MOTHER)of her now 34 year old son and it's now been a year without any contact with him which totally sucks,and also i got to watch at the cinemas the day my friendship ended Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire and i also held back the tears from crying inside the movie because of the sad day i had and this now marks or will mark on 10/1/09 or 1/10/09 3 years without any contact without my now ex best friend and yes i miss my best friend alot from Bruce Hey Everbody 1/10/2006 or 10/1/2006 marked a very sad day in my life for me be

Sanity Maintenance
To Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity 1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice! 3. Every Time Someone Asks You Do Something, ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks . Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso. 5. In the Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write �For Marijuana�. 6. Skip down the hall Rather Than Walk and see how many looks you get. 7. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat, with a serious face. 8. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is 'To Go'. 9. Sing Along At The Opera. 10. Five Days In Advance, Tell Your Friends You Can't Attend Their Party Because You have a headache. 11. When The Money Comes Out The ATM, Scream 'I Won! I Won!' 12. When Leaving the Zoo, Start Running towards the Parking lot, Yelling 'Run For Your Live

Friend Or Not
I am not begging you to be a friend.I am asking people to be honest about a friendship. There are people on here i have learned as long as you are rating there pics you are good friends,and when you are done rating there pics they stop talking.I know you got people on here got good hearts and does not want them hurt.Then you got people on here that could care less.Well i am a good hearted person if all you want is rates be honest about it,i will still rate you just dont blow smoke up my ass THANK YOU *ATTENTION-IF YOU ARE READING THIS PAY ATTENTION* I AM NOT USING THIS TO GET BLINGS,AUTO 11's,VIP's,OR ANYTHING ELSE JUST TREAT ME LIKE YOU WANT TO BE TREATED *****I AM 100% REAL - NOTHING FAKE ABOUT ME****** Hello,my name is Billy.I have been here 2 years.I have met people from here and talked to alot of people here.In my experience here i have learned the world are full of 2 types of people.1 you got real people the ones who take the time to talk to you and rate/add/fa

Not On Much Anymore
Bear w/me people I am trying I split the sheets w/Hubby soo not on much till I can get Internet going again and I am moving packing and all soo yeah sun and mon the library is closed so wont be on those days and will try for the rest of them...ok ty ty ty lots of love Cindy

This Is Who I Am.
I am who I am, can't be anyone else. Other people spend so much time trying to be more or less than themselves, and for who or what reason? I've learned that people will respect you more if you

Imagination
As our imaginations blend my imagination I can use it will take me anywhere you are invited anytime there's so much to share we can sail on cloud nine while imaginations soar embrace in the serenity on the white sandy shore share in romantic sequels where dreams never end find endless possibilities as our imaginations blend bright rays of hope shine as waves flow endlessly attune to those feelings using an imagination key

My First Auction
The direct like to my auction http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1522651&albumid=1409966&i=111169867&idx=2#3033645706 GREETINGS AND WELCOME TO THE FIRST EVER DARKE-HEAVEN HAPPY NAWTY NEW YEAR AUCTION PRESENTATION. And here they are ... Our sexy Auctionees for your bidding pleasure.... Rememeber that that opening bid is 100K and the sky's the Limit... All of our participants are offering themselves in all manners of sexiness...

Words Of Rational
The irony of commitment is that its deeply liberating-in work, in play, in love. The act frees you from the tyranny of your internal critic, from the fear that likes to dress itself up and parade around as rational hesitation. To commit is to remove your head as the barrier to your life.- Anne Morriss Thats my $3.00 advice today! Cause you know I love you! Words to Live By Never argue with an idiot. The people watching might not know the difference. If you must choose between two evils, pick the one you've never tried before. On the keyboard of life, always keep one finger on the escape key. When you're laying in bed at night looking up at the stars, don't panic when you suddenly wonder "Where the Hell is the ceiling?!" Remember, when someone annoys you, it takes 42 muscles in your face to frown. BUT, it only takes 4 muscles to extend your arm and SMACK the asshole upside the head. The statistics on sanity are that one out of every four people is suffering fro

Valentines Auction
Come check me out! Up for Auction Bid on me if You'd Like, or one of the other Sexy People In The Auction. All Bids Appreciated. And show the Host Some Luv Too... Click the pic and show some luv...

Do I Trust Or Walk 4 Good?
Well here it is another yr and my husband is out there! he tells' me hes not with her and dont want her and he just uses her right now intil i fix this! we were just together the other nite of course we always have the love and thing's we have a very strong bond with each other! were great 2-gether and I dont doubt his love for me at all really, but why is he there so much ? he say's he dont want her never did just use's her cause she belives what he tell's her which she does! he takes her car and she does what ever he says to do so yea the useing part i can belive she likes to think she knows him shes so far from it and she even told me she knows he lies but yt again she's telling me she with him i gave her the benfit of the doubt the first time when she did it and was with him she may not have knowm about me and hard telling what he told her about us but this time she know's and she still choose to lay down for her was her words not his! she makes herself look like a W---e no one el

V
Voilà! In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victim and villian by the vicissitudes of Fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is a vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished. However, this valorous visitation of a by-gone vexation, stands vivified and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin vanguarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition. (he carves a "V" into a sign) The only verdict is vengence; a vendetta, held as a votive, not in vain, for the value and veracity of such shall one day vindicate the vigilant and the virtuous. (giggles) Verily, this vichyssoise of verbiage veers most verbose, so let me simply add that it is my very good honor to meet you and you may call me V. Voilà! In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes of Fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is a vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished. Howe

Yeah Really????
Really is it that hard to do each other right on this sight???? The things that irk me the most...I rate alot of people with autos on and a few of them do payouts and ty, fudaddy cynz southern. On a regular ty for that. And in reality i just level by nature i suppose and that is ok i try and bling back when i can and when i place bets on auctions i be the first one to pay up but really??? How bout you asses that beg for bling and never even say thank you. Or i give it just because i thought we were friends and no wow or anything. Last time i checked i work real hard for my money except for a few exceptions i will never meet you in real life...Am i taking the fu too serious??? maybe but i beleive in give and recieve I can only give so much. Without even a mfkn simple ty??? I will stop CUZ its bullshit....

Love
People say, that love is a precious thing.They say that you should cherish it, and keep it forever.But how do you know what love is,If you have never experienced it before?They say that everyone has a soul mate.But what if you have gone through life,Without having anyone by your side?We all need that special someone,I agree.But maybe there is someone out there,Just watching life go by.Watching people fall in and out of love.Watching as people complete their lives.What if someone is out there,Thinking that they will never find someone,Because they have never felt loved before?Maybe that is why there is less love in the world.Because people are too afraid to show their emotions,Too scared to express their feelings.Or maybe there is a simple answerMaybe, just maybe,Not everyone will be able to find love,Because, they are not meant for love.

With Out You
It's in my head, unable to escape,The thought of me and you together,it kills me just thinking about what we had.I go on smiling, acting like it's all ok,But the pain inside me is tearing my world apart.We told ourselves everything would be ok, That time would heal.You told me you'd never walk away,That you'd never leave me, here alone, But you did.It seems I've fallen down and can't get back up on my own two feet,I keep hoping that one day you'll come back and hold me in your arms, Helping me out of this empty space I've fallen into.But I guess that's not the case, not this time.Now I'm realizing that I'll be ok without you,I don't need you to tell me I'm gonna be ok.

Question For The Masses
can you help me with something?? this is my cock before i got on a penis pump and this is my cock now now that im going to jail i want to be able to give the anal poundage as well has i take it. what do you think??

Friends With Current Auto 11's
WV REBEL COWBOY HAS AUTO 11'S ON. HE HAS 2997 PICTURES AND MOST OF THEM ARE EASY RATE. LET'S HELP HIM TO ORACLE AND ALSO KEEP RE POSTING THIS TO KEEP IT GOING FOR ALL TO SEE. TO GO TO HIS PAGE JUST CLICK ON THE PICTURE BELOW. WV REBEL COWBOY ~Member of The Confederate Bombers~Owner of FØØØKÊÊ@ fubar THANKS TO ALL OF YOU THAT HELP

Thanx
I just wanted to extend my thanx to all my Fu Friends that rallied together and had my back and tried to help me with that girl that was using my pics. I dont know if she took them down or not as I am still very blocked from looking at her profile or pics. She has also blocked darn near all the ppl on my friends list. LOL. That there speaks volumes on her fakeness. I will never understand why ppl feel the need to steal another persons pics or identity to make themselves more presentable to others. Do they not realize that in doing so they arnt making friends really. The ppl are thinkn they are friends with the person they saw in the pic. That is horribly cruel if u ask me. I mean do u plan to ever try to meet in person? IDK, I guess that is just my opinion. If the person in her main profile pic is her she was very pretty herself. I am flattered she thought I was pretty enough to try and be me, but just think everyone should just be themselves and be happy. Again thanx fo

Who Wants To Own The Jaded One???
TO MAKE A BID ON ME CLICK THE LINK BELOW!!! AUCTION RUNS JAN. 03, 2009 THRU JAN. 9, 2009 AT MIDNIGHT!! SO COME AND BID AND HAHVE THE CHANCE TO OWN ME FOR 30 DAYS!!! YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO!!!! ID LIKE TO WELCOME YOU TO MUNCHKIN LAND!!!

New Song Worldpremiere !
Derek van Deerstet on Nikki Rocks the Politics 1/16/09 Deerstet Music is pleased to announce the exclusive world premiere of the brand new country collaboration single, “Better Then Before,” with lyrics and vocals by Janice Brown on Nikki Rocks the Politics on Blogtalk Radio! Derek van Deerstet will join host Nikki Starr to talk about his music and some of his other exciting projects on Friday, January 16, 2009 at 10am ET. Please join us! Click the banner above or the link below to tune in: Nikki Rocks the Politics Deerstet Music is pleased to announce the addition of Janice Brownas an official collaboration partner Derek van Deerstet and Janice Brown came together with a mutual calling to help and support others. After meeting online on the ning community, “Bring Our Troops Home in Style,” they formed a remarkable musical bond, and within less than a week produced the country song “Better Then Before.” Janice’s touching lyrics and powerful voice combined with Derek’s incr

Poem Called Touch Me
Touch me softly, With your beautiful lips Touch me gently, Put your hands on my hips, Touch me, You won't hurt me, If you do it passionately It's the middle of the night And my body is calling your name, I'll touch you, If you do the same Just touch me, I'll touch you, I need you, I need you to touch me........... Mmmmmm...

Love Poem # 2
One Love As you stray your hands All the way through my light hair One simple touch of your hand Makes my body shiver everywhere. The way you hold me so closely Into the deep, starry, black sky With each touch of your hands Makes my body feel free to fly. Looking a little bit deeper You see the shade of my eyes You know all of my fears You know how many times I have cried. It all seems perfect But it's not as good as it seems I can't have him ever because This love was only a dream. So True......

Love Poem # 1
Poem Called: "Never Thought" Our love, that started as a game, I never thought I'd one day be crying with the feeling of never ending pain. The day you looked me in my eyes I never thought you could tell so many lies, one day you were there and the next day gone. But I still love you the same, even after you did me wrong.

Help An Unsigned Artist Out. :-)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cH9VCOWSpfM Hey everybody! I'm pretty excited about this! My live CD, "Helicopter Man" will be available in November (late October if things go faster)! I've put 3 of the 9 songs up on my music page at myspace for your listening pleasure! http://www.myspace.com/seanfaust The 3 songs I chose for myspace are: Inside Again For Whom It May Concern The Other Song I hope you enjoy them! I will be sure to keep you posted on the release of my first live solo cd!!!!!!!!!! Don't have the "Inside Again" cd yet? What are you waiting for? It's only $5!!!!!!!!!!! FIVE BUCKS!!!!! FIVE DOLLARS!!!! It's true!!!!!! Hurry and get it! http://www.cdbaby.com/cd/seanfaust Enjoy!!!!! It's not about making tons of money, or begging you for yours. It's about getting the name out there. The exposure. Know what I mean? Click the picture, enjoy some tunes......and of course.............tell everybody ya know. :-) Thank you so much! Sean ww

I Don't Need...
I don't need... A man telling me I'm beautiful...I am I don't need your approval A man telling me that I'm sexy...I am and I certainly don't need your approval on that one A man on fubar telling me he wants to spend the rest of his life with me...you don't know me and by tomorrow we won't be talking...so quit your crap! A man asking to see my nsfw...hello! see above. There are only the select few that see those and that's not to get approval that I'm sexy...if I wasn't i wouldn't have posted them in the first place. A man telling me what I need to do with my relationship...I make mistakes, I make my own choices either good or bad...its my life. Check yourself before you judge me. A man telling me that they love plus sized women...I don't care. I'm not yours and let's get facts straight...most don't. So my beauty is for the select few and that makes me a rare gem! :P That is all!!!

Hello My Friends
Hello my friends, here is a lil bit of my story. All my life I wanted to become a pro wrestler growing up I watched al of the greatest wrestler's of all time from Hulk Hogan to Ric Flair,Sting and the list goes on and on...I was raised by my grandparents I never knew who my real dad was until I was 12 years old, I had a great child hood from what I can remember, well after I met my real dad at the age of 12 I would spend alot of my time with him....When I was 15 1/2 I found out about a local wrestling promotion in Portsmouth Ohio where I used to live called (Superstar Wrestling Federation) and I knew few people who was apart of the promotion, I got talking to the few people that I knew and they helped me get my feet in the door at the age of 16 I started training and working out it was really hard to learn all of the moves and how to land right I couldn't even to begin to tell you how many times I hit my head on the mat and it hurt like hell, I thought like alot of you, I thought it

Devorce
no matter how long uve been married & then separated devorce is hard i have been away from my husband for well over 8 years & finally paying way to much finacaly & emotionally for something he is sitting back & not even helping me on. I know im ready to be devorced from this so called human being but what was supposed to cost me under $400.00 is now almost $1000.00 & what was supposed to be 3 weeks is almost 3 to 4 months. I thank god him & i never had children together, then he would make it harder then this really is now. I'm in 1 state he is in another & all he has to do is answer the door & sign 1 or 2 pieces of paper you think he could do that much heck no he cant & now the judge is threatening to pull us both in court. Well there is no way in hell i would allow him near me or even see me. I thought he would have wanted this over more then i do but im finding no matter what once some1 controls you they dont want to stop. He is trying to control me & im hoping he is figuring out t

Somedays
I guess I never understood the mechanics of how to make friends or how you get rid of fear just to say hi to someone...I mean hell I can talk to someone on a computer but get me in a room with people i clam up...no mater what I even tried alcohol loosen up and to no avail....I am such a chicken shit...any suggestions? Some days I don't want to get out of bed, don't want to do anything but lay in my warm cocoon and dream about places I have yet to go and far away places that may not exist in the fabric of our space time (I am a big astronomy nut). it just seems like no one but my dreams wants to be around me...so I am left to my own devices kinda like the kid with no friends or other siblings. am I weird I don't think so but in a sense we are all weird. but I don't know

Amerip;an Healthcare
I represent a 17 year old, #1 rated Nationwide Discount Healthcare Company, Ameriplan Healthcare, which offers affordable full range of benefit plans for individuals and all household family members related or not for one low monthly fee. There are four plans to choose which are the Dental Plus($14.95-$19.95) Basic Health($29.95),Total Health($39.95) and Total Health Plus($59.95) medical individual or family programs. There are no age limits and most ongoing pre-existing conditions are included. There are no paperwork, no pre-authorizations for treatment required, no deductibles, no waiting periods as with traditional health plans and you may begin using the plan immeadiately with instant savings. Benefits for the Dental Plus program include savings on Dental,Vision, Prescriptions and Chiropractic Care. Medical programs offer the Dental Plus AND Doctor Visits, Ancillary Care, Podiatry Services, 24-hour Nurseline, Diabetic Supplies and Hospital Advocacy Program for anticipated

Sukisuki
I feel empty inside. There's nothing, no light. Just a cold breeze in a vacant hotel room, this is my heart. looks like you checked out. I sit on the edge of the bed and stare into the mirror. You'll come back just like you always do. Why does everything feel temporary when it could be forever. Forever alone.How far past gone am I? Will anything ever change? probably not in my life time. I am growing old with out you and it pains my heart. Why is every song sung about you, every thing i see reminds me of you. Maybe a caged bird knows this feeling. I've covered the physical scars. I know this feeling and I know it far too well. It hurts the same each time. Pain like this does not get any better or worse. I bandage my wounds the best I can. I tell my self its "okay". I make excuses for the reasons why its "okay". I don't feel "okay" ♥ Cover the windows, close your eyes. Turn the T.V. on.... Drown out the cries. Wipe your tears and say your goodbyes. ♥ This is what

Fu Retards
See this guy here he has no life, he makes up a private page, then goes around rating 1's I guess he doesn't have real responsibilities in life & has nothing better to do with his time. WHAT A LOSER!!!

~the Meaning Of Gestures~
What the gesture means... -Kiss on the stomach: I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead: I hope we're together forever. -Kiss on the Ear: You're my everything. -Kiss on the Cheek: We're friends. -Kiss on the Hand: I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck: We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder: I want you. -Kiss on the Lips: I like you. ____________________________________________________ What the gesture means... -Holding Hands: We definitely like each other. -Slap on the Butt: That's mine. -Holding on tight: I don't want to let go. -Looking into each other's Eyes: I just plain like you. -Playing with Hair: Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist: I like you too much to let go. -Laughing while Kissing: I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ Advice: Don't ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love. Peace.

Im In An Auction!!!!!!
Come bid on your favorite fu!!!! Auction will start on January 2nd @ midnight and will end on January 9th @ midnight Here are the auction entries! THE HOST: VAs Fynest DAWNMARIE FREYA SWEETSEXYMOMMA ANGELSFALLS LIL SPICEY SOUTHERN BELLE STARRY DEVILISH DESIRE JADED ONE THCKNLUVIT

My Opinion On Anything
well i have to keep reminding myself that some part of my life is almost same as a mirage. it looks the same. looks so perfectly. cant tell its fake until you leave your guard down and go closer. that's when it disappears. when that happens i have 2 option. 1) scream and cry why me? or 2) just shake my head and walk away and learn. nothing is perfect. i look at everything in life in positive view. well i try to be. why try to enjoy life if im always negative. in cleveland, oh. the city i was born and raised. its very sad to hear some guy would just kill his wife and her 3 kids. what is this world coming too? more crazy ppl are on the loose. i will pray they catch this coward and a disgrace to society and make sure he will never kill anyone again. he was in jail for 5 years before. he will never learn. and they just got married too. ppl like him makes me sick to my stomach

You Got Growin' Up To Do
Joshua Radin - You Got Growin' Up To Do (feat. Patty Griffin) I've been down this road before I walk out the door Leave you on the floor Sometimes you run and hide Your foolish pride's what keeps me from giving you more So the best thing I can give to you is for me to go Leave you alone 'Cause you got growing up to do Some day I'll return when it's time for payment in kind The church bells are chimed You stand before me surrounded by lights Dressed in white You threw flowers in the air this night But the best thing I can give to you is for me to go Leave you alone You got growing up to do Looks like the rain is pouring down on me It's drowning me now and all I want is to come back home And this old corduroy coat is not keeping me dry But I can think of what else to try That's why the best thing I can give to you is for me to go Leave you alone You got growing up to do Yeah The best thing I can give to you is for me to go Leave you alo

To My Friends And Family
I will be rating Willie (has auto 11) for his birthday. Carrie has a train started for him so, come and join in the fun. http://fubar.com/blog/270856/951775 Willie -( Owner of Party Pad )@ fubar I will return all luv during the HHs because I will be sleeping on Sunday. I will also be following the llama blogs. Thanks for reading this and have a great Sunday. Smooches to all! These are the two auto11s that I will be rating today. AUTO 11'S ON WV REBEL COWBOY ~Member of The Confederate Bombers~Owner of FØØØKÊÊ..FuDaddy to Tri@ fubar GnbRebel Manager of Head Thumpers At Sweetwater's Owned By Carolvision63 Llama &Zodiac Leveler@ fubar Here is another nice young man that you can rate - he has auto11 today. PONYBOY0827 ~owned by carolvision63@ fubar I will be keeping up with the llama blogs. If you come by my page and rate me, please be patient I will get to you. Thanks for reading and have a great evening. I will be rating Tigerchief ~FU-MARRIED 2 STRAWBERRY@

Weight Loss
ok so i have decided to lose weight in the new year. i am doing this by going on a low carb diet and slowly increasing my excercise. i also decided that i am not gonna use pounds to judge how much i lose but inches. i will be updating this every week with my new measurements so my friends can keep up with how i'm doing. please feel free to leave comments as they will help me along the way. day 1 measurments neck 19 inches arm 23.5 inches leg 40.5 inches waist 57 inches hips 75 inches day 1 pic start of week 2 measurments neck 19 arm 23.5 leg 40 .5 in loss waist 56.5 .5 in loss hips 74 1 in loss total 2.5 in loss so far no pic i forgot start of week 3 measurements neck 18 1 in loss arm 23.5 leg 40 waist 55.5 1 in loss hips 74 so 2 in total loss this week start of week 3 pic remember to check back each saturday to see how i'm doing

Leaving....
hey every1.......i dnt gt on here 2 much so i figured dat id delete my profile!!! =D if ne1 wnts 2 gt up wit me... u cn find me on myspace/TAGGED/yahoo messenger chynawhite502@yahoo.com use dat email 4 those places u cn find me....bt u cn also add me 2 yahoo messenger if u wnt wit dis otha email 2... ghettotinky@yahoo.com MUCH LUV @ U ALL!!!! =D *MUAH* THANK U, *T-Baby*

Out On The Line
Hello... Every year I try to take the time to write something as a creative outlet. In the past I have written a short story, poems, a screenplay, and a mad rambling or two. This year I decided to write a play, only thing is... I'm going to do it in a way I've never done before.. online with each scene being made public upon completion, which leave no opportunity for corrections and rewrites. So over the next year another scene will be added from time to time until I feel it is completed.... or I get bored with it,which ever comes first. Again this is just a creative outlet for me that I've decided to use openly. I make no promises of quantity or quality of what follows. With that being said... allow me to explain my idea. The play will be titled "Out On the Line" and will take place in an urban setting, high above a busy street on a clothes line. It will take place from sunset to sundown. The characters will be different pieces of clothing hanging out on a line. Each

New Lounge - Wildfire Saloon
Come into the WILDFIRE SALOON for a whole new classy, but wild, experience!! :D Created by DJ Devine ~Owner @ Wildfire Saloon (Check out the new look) ~The Pegasus Project~FuLuv Bomb Squad@ fubar

Mine
October 11th, 1986, I was born. May have not impacted the world then, but I think I may have done a few things since that I can be very proud of. I finished high school, for once...lol. I grew up knowing not how to fail. When I found a fork in the road, I tried my best to choose the best route to go. When I found a wall, I climbed it, one way or another, but Ill admit, sometimes I didnt climb the wall, I just took a cannon to it. Though I owe it to my mom. Some of you may know her, most dont, but she is one incredible woman. Never once told me to find an easy way out of things, always told me to never quit, but to be the best I can be. Everytime it came down to the point where I knew I would put my name in the record books, she was always watching, cheering me on. I know there was a time or two where she may not have been able to make it and see me do something awesome, but I knew that I was on her mind the whole time. And to see her light up when I told her how I did my best, s

Stickam.com
COME TO THIS WEBSITE AND MEET PPL U WUD NEVER KNOW IN REAL LIFE SOME LIVE ALL AROUND THE WORLD BUT I WARN U THIS SHYT IS SO FUCKING ADDICTING BUT NO PERVES NEEEDED GO TO STICKAM.COM MAKE A PROFILE PUT PICS MUSIC VIDS BACK GROUND JUST DO NOT BE A PERVE AND DONT SHOW UR BODY OFF WE DONT NEED THAT I AM MATT IN MANASSAS VIRGINIA 18 IVE BEEN ON IT FOR 2 YEARS AND HAPPILY WITH THE LOVE OF MY LIFE SO IM TAKEN SO BITCHES ( SLUTS ) STAY AWAY I USUSALLY DONT TYPE ON THIS SHYT BUT WHAT EVER MY LINK TO STICKAM IS WWW.STICKAM.COM/NICEGUY247 COPY AND PASTE IT AND SEE WHO I AM MSG ME ON AIM IF U NEED HELP HVIPER1990 THANKS

A Mom's Letter To Her Baby Boy
November 26, 2008 My Dearest Matthew, When I was pregnant with you I was really excited because I wanted to have a baby with your father whom I have liked for a long time. I met your father when I was 11 years old. We talked a lot and he was over at my house a lot. We kept in touch for a very long time and went places together. He left and moved away to Oklahoma and I didn't see him for awhile. When he moved back here where I was we started to talk again. Very quickly we fell in love and I knew that I wanted to be with him for ever. Once we were together we decided to try and have a child. We already had children from previous marriages but wanted to try one last time for a child together. When we found out about you we were so excited to hear the news. We went shopping and bought you a few things and told the kids about you being here. We picked out a name for you that had your grandma's initials in it. Dad wanted it that way because he misses his mom so much since she passed awa

Reflections In The Mirror On The Road Of Life
At some point in my life, things changed irrevocably. Life and the way I viewed it altered completely. Some would say that this is a good thing, others are more of the belief that I am being a fool and not being careful. I am still unsure myself as to which of these is true. I wonder some days if it was worth it. The changes I have made, the steps I have taken, and the things I have done. I suppose at the end of the day so to speak, I am the only person who can make that judgement. Still sometimes it is difficult to look in the mirror and see the man reflected back at me. While I know there is no point in mulling over what might have been, I still wonder if I had done things differently, would the person I see be the same, or would there be a different man facing me. Some days my reflection appears as clear as a sunny day and my path is easy to find while others it is like looking into the face of a stranger, not knowing who I am or what I am doing here. Every road in life contains man

Wedding Blogs
HEY YALL ARE INVITED FOR A WEDDING THAT WILL TAKE PLACE 3:00 A.M. CST TIME TOMORROW MORNING CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU THERE AND YOU CAN WITNESS BUTTERFLY AND HAWTCOMMODITY GETTING MARRIED CLICK THE PIC ABOVE TO ENTER WE WOULD LOVE TO HAVE YOU REPOST OFTEN PLZ!!!!!!!

Fu - Own Me !!
I recently noticed I been getting Fu - owened. And I think its kinda cute and funny. SO for all who are interested get into the game. And try your best to make me yours. Thats right, FU - OWN me. Lets see the fun and games begin .

Funitime
Its chilly when its cold!------------- Don't worry just be! ---------------- Try me on for size!------------------- your a Funny Fucker!------------------ To Swig or not to Swig that is!------- Pie Perfect!-------------------------- Whats up Cherry Pop!------------------ Lick it then Stick it!---------------- Ride it like a snow sled!------------- Sfinkter Clause!---------------------- My Goggy (good doggy)!---------------- Pretty Slitty kitty!------------------ Slamit Damnit!------------------------ Thats a nice Hose hound for my front yard! Look at this dump truck all stuck in the muck like a stupid fuck!---------------------- Roll with the turns baby!------------- Try a fat chick on your stick!-------- Pussy lovers Lunch box!--------------- I like sushi! mushu shushi!

Janice, The Love Of My Life!
Janice, I love you, I need you, I miss you and the biggest mistake I ever made in my life was hurting you BECAUSE YOURE EVERYTHING IN LIFE TO ME! EVERYTHING I LOVE, NEED AND MISS! AND WHAT DOES IT TAKE TO GET YOU TO KNOW THAT NOT ONLY ARE YOU THE ONLY REASON I EVER GET UP IN THE MORNINGS TO LIVE MY LIFE BUT THE HOPE OF BEING WITH YOU AND GETTING TO HOLD YOU IN MY ARMS WHENEVER YOUD LET ME AS YOUR MAN IS NOT ONLY ALL I EVER WISH ON BUT THAT HOPE IS THE ONLY DAMN THING THAT KEEPS ME GOING EVERYDAY OF MY LIFE AND I MEAN IT WHEN I SAY THAT IF I WERE TO HAVE TO LIVE ALL THE REST OF IT WITHOUT YOU, I WOULD THEN SOMEHOW SEE TO IT THAT IT WOULD BE THE END OF THIS MISERY THAT I CALL A LIFE BECAUSE WITHOUT YOU, MISERY, SORROW AND ALL THOSE THINGS WRAPPED INTO ONE ARE ALL YOU COULD REALLY SAY THAT IT HAS BEEN IF YOU DONT COUNT THE TIMES THAT IVE HAD YOU! YOURE THE BEST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED TO ME, I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Life In Thought (theories)
ok everyone knows it's an on going battle, but think about it, if the egg came first then how'd it get there, what fertilized it, what incubated it, and what fed the baby chick when it hatched cuz we all know a chick cannot feed itself As I see it, there are always two sides to everything, what if it was just one big whole? Recently I have made a realization. There are two societies in the world (in general). Personal Society This consists of friends, family, and associates. The associates don't really have much of an impact on your life as they do not really care, they are just there. Friends are people whom you can count on to a point, they all have their weaknesses and strengths, pros and cons. Then you have your family, who will always be there for you when you need it even if you don't want it. They will not judge you for anything at any time. Family is by default blood, however, as you grow older you gain family by growing close relations with others. having sai

Pain
IT SUCKS!!! I'm tired of hurting I'm tired of being like this day in and day out I'm sick of waking up in pain I'm sick of going to bed in pain I'm sick of all the pills I have to take I'm just so tired of hurting everyday I want it to go away but I know it never will My pain is here for the rest of my life If people can't deal with me like this, or deal with my disabilities then they don't need to be a part of my life.

Books And Junk I Like To Talk About
Crank it up...read another book by ellen hopkins. It's called Crank. I'm serious, start reading them. But she was dumb,dumb,dumb and I feel no sympathy for the main character. I chipped a tooth yesterday, hurt like the dickens..... get me out of here. lol does anyone know where that's from? For all those that are playing THE GAME and if ur not inquire within Strangely enough can speak lol catsinese....haha

Social Disgrace
Hey, this is J, host/ creator of the youtube show, Social Disgrace. Here You can Leave me messages, rants, raves and all that other bullshit. Be sure to check out the show. www.youtube.com/jloyche33 Later. J

Ruler Of The Whole Everything
Okay. So there was this one time, when I was like 20 years old or so. I worked in a dumpy little retail store as a manager. I thought I was hot shit because I was a senior store supervisor and I could boss people around and whatnot. One of my job duties as “ruler of the whole everything” (by which I mean Sr. Store Supervisor of course) was to take the monies from the previous days’ sales to the bank to deposit. Which, hello… as ruler of the whole everything was the most major of responsibilities you could lay on a 20 year old, right? This only served to further encourage my (apartment sized) authority complex. Because really, what other 20 year old was in charge of thousands of dollars every day? I didn’t know any. You point him out to me, and I’ll just knock him down a peg and explain why I ruled more than he did. True facts. Anycrap, back on subject here. Although I was the ruler of the whole everything, I wasn’t in charge of the scoping out of new employees, or else I would have

Very Happy!!!!!
Just when you really think life is crap and thats just the way it is... something truly amazing happens...and just like that the world is this wonderful glorious place and you can't stop smiling.... this is exactly where i am i love life and am very very thankfull for the ones i love and who love me too! you know who you are and thanks..I'll always love you!

My Valentine
WELL VALENTINE'S DAY IS RIGHT ROUND THE CORNER AND POOR SANTA HAS BEEN SOOOO BUSY WITH ALL THE GIFTS AND SUCH THAT HE HAS NO DATE. CUPID'S ARROW HAS MISSED HIM. SO HE NEEDS YOUR HELP. SANTA HAD SO MUCH FUN WITH HIS XMAS SALUTE CONTEST HE DECIDED TO HOLD A VALENTINE DATE SALUTE CONTEST. FOR THOSE WHO MISSED THE XMAS SALUTE CONTEST HERE ARE THE RULES. SUBMIT A SALUTE (OR TWO). THE SALUTE CAN BE ANYTHING THAT U THINK MIGHT GRAB THE JUDGES ATTENTION. OH YEAH THERE WILL BE A PANEL OF 3 ANONYMOUS JUDGES TO DECIDE WHAT SALUTE WINS. THE CRITERIA FOR THE JUDGING IS ORIGINALITY/CREATIVITY 40% SEXUALITY 30% TIME AND EFFORT 20% AND RATES 10%. ALL ENTRIES WILL BE DUE BY 9PM FU-TIME ON FRIDAY THE 13TH OF FEBRUARY. IF THERE IS A TIE THEN A SEPARATE JUDGE WILL DECIDE THE WINNER OUT OF THE FINALISTS. SANTA WILL LEAVE IT ENTIRELY UP TO THE JUDGES TO PICK HIS DATE. THE WINNER WILL RECEIVE AN AUTO 11 BLING AND BE PIMPED OUT BY SANTA. YOUR NAME WILL BE IN MY STATUS AND IN MY NAME FOR A WEEK AND

2009 Off With A Bang
Well good news is my car is ready.. It was the fuel pump. With towing parts,labor,oil change and coolant flush the grand total is 917.45.. wtf??? Happy Fucking New Year to me.. That was going to be my vacation monies to go to Vegas with Monica and Ms. Heather. end rant :/ Just venting.... My fucking car wouldn't start after work. I had to find a ride home and leave my car there. It seems it might be the alternator, I dunno thou cause I'm not a mechanic. Oh and it was freezing cold too. One of the supervisors was so kind to bring me clear out to my house when he commutes to work an hour and half and now he won't be home til 11 or so...and he was out late already. I am usually the one locking up the building but thankfully he was out late helping a tech get unstuck in the fucking snow. Thank you for reading my rant. The End

Dani's Nusery Rhyme
~Dani's nusery rhyme~ In that cold winter morning You can hear some voices calling They found Dani, and she was sleeping Now the voices started screaming She was laying down on the wet grass Looking vacuous at the pass She was cut in two as a doll And now her smile’s not happy at all Your hungry fingers around her neck Have brought you nothing more than pain But now there’s no turning back You see Dani’s eyes will never shine again Dani can’t walk, Dani can’t breath Dani can’t talk, Dani can’t weep Dani can just smile, yes She can smile until her ears They said Dani was so good May they have not understood? Her white flower was so pure But somebody’s found the cure She was laying down on the wet grass Looking vacuous at the pass She was cut in two as a doll And now her smile’s not happy at all Your hungry fingers around her neck Have brought you nothing more than pain But now there’s no turning back You see Dani’s eyes will never shine again D

King's
NEW ORLEANS (Jan. 3) - A man who initially told police gunmen kidnapped his 2 1/2-year-old son was arrested Saturday, accused of committing an "extremely hideous" murder because he was ordered to pay child support, Police Superintendent Warren Riley said. Danny Platt confessed, told police where to find the child's body and will be booked on a charge of first-degree murder in the death of Ja' Shawn Powell, Riley said at a news conference. He had said he would kill either his wife or his child before he paid child support," which he recently had been ordered to do, Riley said. Riley said he did not know the amount of child support and would not describe how the boy was killed, saying the coroner would do that after the autopsy was complete. The coroner's spokesman did not immediately return a call. "The mother is in a safe place," Riley said. Although he had visiting rights, Platt, 22, of New Orleans, had never visited the boy until he picked him up Friday, Riley said.Police put ou

Hm,m
this is metephorical of course but think for a second about life as a clock every cog is importent and every cog is connected and in this ur choices are cogs and every cog is connected to a path every path is connected to a cog ur life there are no wrong choices no bad choices walk with ur head up even if sociaty says u are wrong hold ur stance never look back all i ask is u learn from every thing u do there is not and will never be a perfect world to many cogs turn its to easy for a tooth to be broken and spin it outa control but i will say that if u do ur best to show love to every one u meet and i am fully aware not every one is disserving but in the end shouldnt u feel better knowing that altho that person didnt show u love and u kept ur cool and loved them with all u had well dont u think u may feel better about ur self that light that may be blackend by smut by the hate diseas may just have grown a little brighter in both of ur hearts well upon doing a wee bit of research i

Country...luv All Up On Him
AUTO-11’S ON!! SHOW THIS GUY MAD LUV!!! HE RETURNS IT ALL!!! 10K PER 100 RATES!!! SO LEVEL UP AND MAKE SOME DOUGH!!! CLICK BELOW TO LUV UP ON HIM!!! Country22882 --Mgr @ The Candy Shop@ fubar BULLETIN BROUGHT TO YOU BY: JADED ONE ▲►Ĵådəd Ôņə◄▼ Owned by 7up aka Lil One@ fubar

I Wish...
I WISH I COULD HOLD YOU, WITHOUT YOU SAYING NO I WISH YOU SPEND ONE NIGHT, WITHOUT YOU HAVING TO GO I WISH I COULD MAKE LOVE TO YOU, TILL YOU PASS OUT ON THE SHEETS I WISH I COULD DO THIS, WITHOUT THAT DAMN ALARM GOING..BEEP BEEP BEEP I WISH WHEN I LOOK YOU INTO YOUR EYES, YOU SEE HOW I REALLY FEEL I WISH WE COULD SHARE ONE FEELING TOGETHER, THAT WE BOTH KNOW IS GENUINELY REAL I WISH WHILE RIDING FROM BEHIND YOU SCREAM MY NAME AS LOUD AS YOU CAN I WISH WHEN YOUR ON TOP, YOU MAKE ME SAY "OOO WEEE COT DAMN!! I WISH I COULD WIPE THE SWEAT OFF YOUR BROW, AND PAT YOU DOWN WITH A COOL RAG I WISH I COULD LET A LITTLE LIGHT IN, LET IT GRAZE YOU SILHOUETTE....LIKE DAG!!!! I WISH I COULD CONVERSATE WITH YOU, WITHOUT AN ATTITUDE, NO FUSS, NO FIGHT I WISH I COULD GIVE YOU THE WORLD...IF ONLY FOR ONE NIGHT I WISH I COULD TELL MY BOYS ABOUT HOW IM IN LOVE, AND THIS TIME IT'S REAL...YEAH N!@@A THAT'S WHAT'S UP I WISH I COULD LIVE MY LIFE WITH YOU,,WITHOUT IT B

My Cookbook
2 sticks Butter (Melted) 1/2 Lb. Graham Cracker Crumbs 1 Lb. Powdered sugar 1 large can coconut(more or less to taste) 1 Cup chopped nuts (I prefer pecans) 1/2 cup Peanut Butter 1 TBSP Vanilla extract Mix all ingredients together. Form into balls. set aside. In a double boiler, melt 1/2 cake parafin wax and 1 bag of chocolate chips. When chocolate and parafin is melted together, roll candy balls in chocolate and set on platter covered with wax paper. Enjoy! 2 1/2 Cups All-Purpose Flour 1 1/2 Cup Sugar 2 TBSP Cocoa 1 Tsp. Salt 1 Tsp. Baking Soda 2 Eggs 1/2 Cup Oil 1 Cup Buttermilk 2 Oz. Red Food Coloring (May use other colors) 1 Tsp. Vanilla Extract Place all dry ingredients in bowl. Blend eggs with fork. Add oil and blend again. Add this mixture to dry ingredients and mix with wire whisk until smooth. Blend in food coloring vanilla and buttermilk. Bake at 350 degrees for around 30 minutes. ICING 1/2 Stick Butter 8 Oz. Cream Cheese (Softened) 1

Things About Me
1) Ppl think i am walking encyclopedia about Dallas sports teams just because I am a huge fan and keep up with them 2) Ppl thing i am a walking encyclopedia about Dallas radio just because I am friends with a FEW DJs 3) I get pickles just to drink the pickle juice 4) I still go see Santa and ask for that Evil Kneivel sky rocket wind up toy and van that I never got when I was a kid 5) I love to pamper ppl and make them happy 6) I love Hooters for the food not the scenery 7) I love lots of movies from The Crow to the Notebook

Insanity
I've learned so much and even though I'm not all that old I've come to understand so much. There is a few questions that I can't seem to get answered though. For instance, is love really suppose to be so hard and painful? Because if so then that is the worlds biggest load of BS. Seriously, love is suppose to make the pain go away not cause it. God, life is so random, chaotic, insane, unstable, and frankly I don't like it that way. WHY CAN'T IT BE ORGANIZED? Sorry, my yelling moment is over with. Seriously though it's just growing to be old when curve balls keep coming at you and you're worn out from the hits you've taken before. Still though life goes on and we all must continue about it. Just remember, no matter how many times love has hurt you in the past it's not something to give up on.

F*** You
remember when we used to be friends remember when you used to give a damn? remember when you used to do what you can remember when you were an outcast to? remember when you took the chance and it fell through remember when you got fucked over through and through remember when you wern't such a tosser remember when you had some self repect remember when you threw it away remember when you went crawling back remember when we used to talk remember when you broke my heart remember when you fucked me over remember when you destroyed my friends i do, so fuck you

Disney Ftw!!!
One of the cutest parts of the whole movie. i'm actually going to watch it right now on VHS. =D Today I went out shopping. I bought jeans and blah blah blah What I really want is this.. It's DISNEY PRINCESSES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I saw this at Target. Only $41.98. Oh. Emm. Gee! The only think that sucks is that Pocahontas isn't there. /sigh ♥ she was born on may 15 my sister wanted to name her "Serena" and my other sister wrote her name on the paper for the hospital she put down "Sabrina" wtf??!?! my family is stupid.

Kidd Rock Has Done It Again
KIDD HAS DONE IT !! HE HAS OPEN HIS OWN LOUNGE ITS TOTALLY NSFW !! JOIN THE FUN ! CLICK PIC TO ENTER THIS PIMP OUT WAS BROUGHT TO YOU BY: DJ KIDD ROCK@ fubar (repost of original by 'DJ KIDD ROCK' on '2009-01-02 16:27:11')

Aphroditeisis
Don louis Tenorio Je vous en prit écouter moi, Je viens parler de mon bourreau, De votre fils ce sellera, Je vous respecte vous savez Voyez ce qu’il a fait de moi Une maîtresse une poupée Ce qu’il promet il le tien pas Je vous en prit parler lui Dites-lui kil y a une fille qui pleure Qui a mal qui prit et qui meure Dites-lui de ce qu’il ma promis Lui qui ma épouser et trahis Vous connaissez bien ma famille Comment pourrais-je leur apprendre Je suis la putain de Séville Essayez de lui faire comprendre, Je vous en prit parlez lui Dites-lui qu’il y a une fille qui pleure Qui a mal qui prit et qui meure Dites-lui de ce qu’il m’a promis Lui qui ma épouser et trahis , Dites-lui je retourne au couvent Que je le maudit en l’attendant Dites-lui…je l’aime… Dites-lui qu’il y a une fille qui pleure Qui a mal qui prit et qui meure Dites-lui de ce kil ma promis Lui qui ma épouser et trahis Dites-lui je retourne au co

Everyone Else Blogs...
thought I would too so here it is... I yawned today I've met Katelyn twice now, she is the sweetest and most vibrant, positive outlook person I think Ive ever had the honor of meeting! you should follow the link below n read a bit of her story http://www.stjude.org/stjude/v/index.jsp?vgnextoid=5cc02066d5e70110VgnVCM1000001e0215acRCRD

Crazzy Summer
This has been the craziest year I have ever had. On may 19th I was hurt at work. Went to the hospital on may 23rd. because of a head ache that just wouldn't go away. this was trip number 1 for that day. They couldn't find anything wrong so they gave me a couple of shots and sent me home. About 2 hours later the headache was back so I went back. This time they decided to run some more tests. ct scans turned up nothing, Then it was a spinal tap. Let me tell you that was fun. lol. Well they found blood in the spinal fluid. For those that don't know it isn't supposed to be there. I was admitted to the icu for the next 3 days and then to a normal room where they ran even more invasive tests. after four days they hadn't found out what was causeing the blood so the dr. ordered a mri. Turns out there were three tumors in my spinal cord that I didn't know about. Well a week later I went in for the 1st of 2 surgeries. the first one went ok I was a little scared I will admit. this first one the

Already There
I'm already there, don't make a sound. I'm the beat in your heart, I'm the moonlight shining down. I'm the whisper in the wind & I'll be there til the end. Can you feel the love we share? Oh...I'm already there.

Skye Rawks My World!
=== 'Annipoo the Norwegian Goddess*Chief of Operations 2nd alarm hotties*Daddy's levelers*Abbys G/F' wrote the following at '2009-01-02 14:28:14'.. This bulletin goes out to my new fu-owner Skye. Skye@ fubar Please stop by and show this hot guy some fu-love. This bulletin brought to you by: IrIsH PaRaDiSe~SKYE'S LITTLE ANGEL~(2nd Alarm Hotties & Southern Sex Symbols member)@ fubar === 'Annipoo the Norwegian Goddess*Chief of Operations 2nd alarm hotties*Daddy's levelers*Abbys G/F' wrote the following at '2009-01-02 14:28:14'..

Mindsrleathl?
Action Stiff Hard Erect directorial debut vuluptuous functioned as a transporting mechanism camera recording to the long stockings and heels up and out pinpointed up her thighs down clothing that teased the body's gratification desperately sighing leaving her pleading impatient she was wanting out so that he could get in HER she wanted him in HER for him to swim in Her Like Jaque Cousteau discover the bottom floor of her work it out like he is in the gym when he is in Her causing her to turn around and ride him again slightly different this time by the hair of his chinny chin chin she came right when she felt that he might have grinned turned up and exchanged with a 10' 4 she spilled over and out her breaker short circuited and was left out all over him MiCheCk1.2.isthisthingon?Copyright2008 Late night cells coexist within the flames of candlelight bathing skin but the night begins as a peach and purple

A/f/r My First Fuowner For 2009 Please:))
imikimi - Customize Your World! ~Bratt~ has her first new owner for the New Year. Come check out WASTNTIME and A/F/R and show him lots of love and tell him ~Bratt~ sent ya:)YOU WILL BE GLAD YOU DID! HE WILL RETURN THE FAVOR

Auction
ok so i joined this Valentine auction. you must rate, fan and add the hostess so you can go and bid on me. she's a sweetheart and will rate and fan and rate your pics back if you rate hers. here's the link to my pic kisses to you all that atleast go and rate the pic. oh and she has auto 11s on. happy bidding!

Math Problems
This comes from 2 math teachers with a combined total of 70 > yrs. experience. > Here is a little something someone sent me that is > indisputable mathematical logic. It also made me Laugh Out > Loud. > > This is a strictly mathematical viewpoint...it goes like > this: > > What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? > Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more > than 100% ? We have all been to those meetings where someone > wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What > makes up 100% in life? > Here's a little mathematical formula that might help > you answer these questions: > > If: > A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z > > is represented as: > 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 > 24 25 26. > > Then: > > H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K > 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% > > > and > > > K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E > 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% > > But , > A-T-T-I-T-U-

Moving On In Life
The first time i heard this song it really touched me b/c of all the ppl i have lost in my life. it had me thinking what i have been doing to my body, mind, and everyone else that loves/cares for me. every single yr in the month of December i torture my self, not in the way of the word torture it self. i have never cut my self and shyts like that. i mean i go into a deep depression were i don't feel like eating for like 3 days straight. then when i do eat i eat maybe a sandwich and i go back to the 3 day straight of not eating. but hearing this song it made me really realize that my lost ones r looking down on me and looking after me and they don't want me to do what i'm doing to my self at all. cause they loved me when they were here on earth and they would rather see me happy in my life. i know in time i will be with them all once again, but that time isn't right now and i have to live my life to the fullest. they would want me to be happy and live my life one day at time.

Mr G-jo
It is the first week of war(The Light week). There is nothing to do. So you go out and help someone set up a tent or two. After that it is late afternoon. You figure $%^& it. I am on vacation so you fall asleep in your tent. You wake up (it is night!) to the sound of African drums pounding off in the distance. You grab your trusty mug and these days your ID (It didn’t use to be that way. But that is a story for another time.) You head out into the forest. There you see a camp with two long lines checking for IDs. You get past that noise. Over to your right you see two more long lines. The first one for some tasty liquor concoction that they made up for the night. It is just as smooth as Kool-Aid. Becareful it will sneak up on you. The second one is some imported ale. And do you know what you pay for them to fill your mug? Nothing! You just hand them your empty mug. Is there a limit? If you have a staff you can stand longer. If you fall down, no more. You get water. S

A New Year A New Start
Well it's the new year. Loves found and loves lost. Hopefully a new start will set me straight. Maybe it's my year for better things to start happening. To start off I hope I can find a lasting love or maybe spend some time to work on myself. Whatever the outcome, I hope it's good on either end. How was every ones holidays by the way. I hope everyone had fun with friends and family. I know I did... well besides New Years, kinda sucked cause no one hung out with me so I slept early. Oh well.

Judgement
When someone seeks themselves they will try to make excuses for their actions or words to try to make it better, when all they need to do is let it go and run it's course. The feelings are many and in all directions they will blame all but themselves. Not all is one's fault except what one believes to be true. Time is short, live your life as you see fit. Love hard, but not so hard as you become paranoid by everything and everyone. You make yourself a target if you open your mind to hate, distrust, or sadness. The hardest sound in the world to hear is the sound of one's own heart breaking, most times you will find we break our own hearts with the pain we make to be true.I need time to help my mind to learn and have yet to understand or how this is suppose to work. When we make mistakes in our lives some let it go and move on and then there are some that just can't do that our of Fear, I have fear but i am still trying to figure out of what....Is it that I'm afraid i can't do it on my o

Custom Graphics And Gif's
Looking for custom Graphics or animated Gifs? Look no further.Simple Graphics 25-40K Fu BucksComplex Graphics75-250K Fu BucksAnimated GifsSimple25-40K Fu BucksComplex75K-100K Fu BucksEverything is negotiable, if interested click below to send me a PM. Also currently offering package deals for Bling Packs. Pimpout brought to you byDJ(RET) Army Medic~Will make GIF's or custom Graphics for fubucks....@ fubar

Auto 11's
I have Auto 11's Activated Tuesday January 6th at 12noon EST til Wednesday 12 Noon EST.. I'm trying to hit my ultimate Fubar Goal of Disciple. Bonus:I will be giving out Fubux for Pic Rates 10K per 100 pics rated. OMG He has Auto 11's Again!!! He's going for Disciple 1.3 Million to Disciple !!! This Pimpout brought to you by ☮Kevin☮

The Truth About Life
So, it's a new year and I still don't have it all figured out so here's my list of wonders I'm gonna get answered this year: 1. Why do you men fall for the women who throw themselves at you? Cam shows/naked pics/Racy convo's really get far with you men and then you all fall in love with these fake ass women! 2. What's wrong with having a decent conversation with a woman? 3. Why do men feel the need to control women? Most on here seem to like that ish, but it seems like men can't handle a strong minded woman anymore. 4. What's with the "have to have many girlfriends/a wife and a girlfriend" bit? 5. Is life and friendship/relationships a one way street nowadays? 6. Why do women degrade themselves to get attention and then continue to get hurt when men treat them as whores cuz they acting like whores? I'm sure I will have many more throughout the year, so stand by!

Hellys Ramblings
2008 the year in review (We didn't start the fire) Baby Jesus, Sassy, J, not a mumm go away Hell cat, fake tits, Rev's donkey show Joe Hood and Vixen, plus Baka what a vision North Ohio, South Ohio, we always know Pony bling, comment bomb, happy hour, autos on lots of hos, the bids are high who's next to go bye bye Mumm comments, that's mean who died and made you queen Jenatalia, Crazy Dave its sad Bob went goodbye We didn't start the fire it was always burning since the fu's been turning we didn't start the fire we didn't light it we're not tryin to fight it Coot shopping every day Seamus and Katiemae bouncer feller, Cinderellas Bounty posting cock big cons, Don Juans chubby chasers, ding dongs Misfits boobs, fuzzy balls mumms around the clock Einsteins, small peens fubars got a winning team sexy mummettes, plastic man Elvis Presley has been banned blocked oh, your a pest all the drama its the best Prinny's face, know your

Words Of The Day.....
nugatory: Of little value self-aggrandizement:an act undertaken to increase your own power and influence or to draw attention to your own importance Manipulate: To influence or manage shrewdly or deviously;To tamper with or falsify for personal gain

This Is What Happens When I Get Really Depressed
the dankness the darkness won't leave me alone the devils and demons tearing my soul the ghosts and the ghouls refusing to go oblivion and solitude i'm growing so cold living and breathing take it from me i'm ready to go god's have forsaken i'm finally alone suffer so greatly is what i am told love is for angels not for me, i'm so old the demons are dwelling and rearing to go they sharpen thier fangs the sharpen thier claws ready to shred my only living cause my honor is failing my morals obsolete the demons are plotting my unholy relief my pain and my torture my death and demise i'm ready to except them with arms open wide i beg then come swiftly and torture me slow rip out my entrails and drain my blood slow tear out my eyes look at my soul shred all my flesh pull it so slow smile all the while calling me worthless saying i'm damned saying this all while twisting my head feeling the snap of my brittle bones while they lick the blood flowing free from my nose i'm

2009 January
Hotel Room you inspiring loneliness as i always feel that love that love that hurts why does love always hurt being loneliness with it i imagine being with you i imagine your eyes they looking at me but when i open my eyes only thing my eyes see dirt my eyes sees the dirty old hotel room so lonely wat iz it wit dis stuff.. getting dis stuff in ma email all da time now.. i know dis is very tantalizing.. mmmm yes i like her but she's not real.. its jst a come on to a website wantin visitors.. damm i fell for it.. i visited da site. now wat do i get ? just a matrix of more beautiful ladies .. all not real.. damm. if i register i get choice of which, mmmm i gets a choice. wat yo mean i hav to pay. whoa tats it. am not paying to see them tats not real. dis is the below is da tantalizing treat to entice me. yerp i fall for it. seems almost every time look i like the french nails mmmmmm i'm on the verge of tears. i think i lost ma boo while i was on vacation

Auction Is Open
Dark Is Having an Auction and needs a few more people in , Want in? CLICK THE PIC AND SEND HIM A PRIVATE MESSAGE INCLUDE YOUR PIC AND WHAT YOUR OFFERING (repost of original by 'Angel sassiebabe ~Owned by FoxiToxi~WILL PAY FU FOR BLING PACK PM ME ~' on '2009-04-02 16:52:42')

Rip Daddy
As alot of you know who have been at my myspace page, my father passed away this past Tuesday, December 30th. I cant express to you the emptiness that I feel. Not only because my father has passed but also because now I have no parents left. My mother passed away on May 16, 1983 at the very young age of 59. I was only 22 and that was very hard on me because my mother and I were just becoming close and developing a special bond. My father was born on September 3, 1920 in a small town in Pennsylvania. He quit school in the 8th grade as most children did at that time to be able to work and help out at home. In July of 1942 he was drafted into the Army and sent off to war. He recieved an honorable discharge on September 11, 1945. My mother and father were married on September 21, 1946 and had three children. Jo Ellen, George and myself. My father loved to hunt and fish and when i was very young he would take me on long walks to pick berries for my mom or acorns for the sq

Pimp From Xmasbaby To Level
H Heart Inspector, Our Lovely Spotlight, has only 867k to go to Disciple! Her Autos are ON. So spank her up! She loves it! I did til my hand hurts! Heart Inspector ♥ Autos ON ♥@ fubar Stolen with Love from: Tappinit (repost of original by '♥ Xmasbaby73 ♥owned once again by the amazing Tappinit' on '2009-01-01 20:04:33') (repost of original by 'Heart Inspector ♥ Autos ON ♥' on '2009-01-01 20:11:17') (repost of original by '♥ Xmasbaby73 ♥owned once again by the amazing Tappinit' on '2009-01-01 20:54:55')

Forever Gone
Alone in this cold, dark world Falling...Falling...still Falling It wont stop I cant see Darkness... only darkness Freezing, freezing cold My heart slowly beating My eyes starting to get heavy All I hear is my shallow breath fading away quickly I cant hear anything... Did my heart stop? Have I stopped breathing? No.. cant be true... Wait... I see something... Is that light? Hey thats me.. yes my 16th birthday..my first car hahaha.. my first drag of a cigarette. I remember that.. My 21st Bday, what a great night I had Oh yes... my first broken heart. What ever happened to him? My wedding day...Im so happy...so in love... The most exciting day of my life My baby boy... Oh look his first Birthday.. he made such a mess! Aww his first day of school...and his first crush Oh NO!! Wait!! I want to see what happens next... I dont want to be alone in the dark... I cant feel a thing My whole life before me and now its gone... Falling faster now... Darker and dark

The Hot Spot
GRAND OPENING - NEW - THE HOT SPOT! HIRING ALL STAFF POSITIONS - BARTENDERS - SECURITY - GREETERS - PROMOTERS. ONLY SERIOUS NEED APPLY! BE ONE OF THE FIRST NEW MEMBERS!! - MUSIC - FUN - THE HOT SPOT TO BE!

Squarethewagons
Shibari (しばり, Shibari?) is a Japanese word that literally means "to tie" or "to bind". It is used in Japan to describe the artful use of twine to tie objects or packages. Kinbaku (緊縛, Kinbaku?) is the word for "bondage" or Kinbaku-bi which means "beautiful bondage". Kinbaku (also Sokubaku) is a Japanese style of sexual bondage or BDSM which involves tying up the bottom using simple yet visually intricate patterns, usually with several pieces of thin rope usually hemp or jute (generally 6 mm or 8 mm in diameter). The word Shibari came into common use in the west at some point in the 1990s to describe the bondage art Kinbaku. This seems really interesting to me, as seeing as my evil twin shad some new light on it..told me a bit aboot it and now I think I will want to get into it. That is one of the final goals. I'm totally new to this so start from the bottom up so to speak. Learning to do knots correctly would be nice, A start with basic knots, le

Spam Account
If you have or have not recieved an email from this account http://www.fubar.com/user/2394974 Plz go and block them to save yourself the problem They are asking for money as you will read in the email they sent to me... It has already been turned in but till the issue is removed plz watch yourself ... from: skullIndia United States subject: HI received: 01/9/2009 02:50 am replied: no block this member Flag as spam Dear Sir, I am a Catholic from Cochin,India. Currently my financial position is very bad. Can you help me get some financial help if you can? I am unemployed for last 3 years. Recovering from high pressurized air injected into my nose through a mobile phone, also underwent kidney therapy. Air injected in front of Jayalaxmi ,M.G.Road,Ernakulam,Cochin PASSPORT NO.-A6511692 PAN NUMBER-AIPPM9509D Voter's ID card- LNH2450724 Sincerely Mr. Joby Manuel (Grandson of Late K.J.Abraham[pala,kottayam]& Lat

My Poems Suck
Love used to be at the back of my mind. Dead and lifeless like the sun with no shine. Then you came along and showed me love is beautiful. You brought me to life, so strong and spiritual. When I think of you, the world just leaves. From my mind and from my dreams. I see someone that is caring and full of heart. Someone daring, someone special, someone to share my heart. I made this poem only for you. To think of me when you're feeling blue. I Love You! I love you so deeply, I love you so much, I love the sound of your voice, And your kind, thoughtful way, The joy that you bring, To my life everyday, I love you today, As I have from the start, And I'll love you forever, With all of my heart.

Get A Salute
I have recently gotten a lot of attention doing Salutes for people, and I have fun with it. Well in an attempt to raise the fubucks to get a spotlight I am offering NSFW Salutes or pics. These can be bought in a matter of different ways, and because this is America and I can do whatever I want, and prices will be based on how I feel that day and will be negotiable based on the quality and type of picture. Shout or message me to arrange that. In the pic you can request I do a number of different things all to be discussed later. Meaning, I can be nude, holding a sign, wearing random things, whatever. This can go for SFW salutes as well at a much lower price. This is a business deal and will expect payment before product, and I have satisfied customers already if you need someone to vouch. Also, tell your friends. I am an equal opportunity Saluter. Hope to hear from ya.

Murphy Rules Of Combat
these rules are passed down thru the net and ear and mouth of anyone who has ever served. THANK A POLITICAN FOR YOUR TAXES, THANK A VET FOR YOUR FREEDOMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Recoiless rifles...aren't. Suppressive fire.....won't. Friendly fire.....isn't. Automatic weapons....aren't. Incoming fire has right-of-way. If the enemy is in range, so are you. When in doubt, empty the magazine. A sucking chest wound is nature's way of telling you it's time to slow down. Never draw fire, it irritates everyone around you. Anything you do can get you shot...including doing nothing. Make it tough enough for the enemy to get in and you won't be able to get out. Never share a foxhole with anyone braver than yourself. Professionals are predictable, amateurs are dangerous. The easy way is always mined. Try to look unimportant, they may be low on ammo. No battle plan ever survives contact with the enemy. If you're short of everything but the enemy, you're in a combat zone.

Yadayadayadablogblogblog
With your own words, I can make you cry... I spent 5th grade obsessing over 3 things. The meaning of words, God, and how I react. My school library was the worse place an elementary school student could be after he spent his 4th grade year with a psychologist learning how to repress his feelings by changing the way he says things thought phrasing and art. I'd almost say he made me neurotic and paranoid. Distrustful of my feelings about myself and those around me. He helped me rephrase things with a creative zeal and find art to express my ugliness. That summer I found religion. God has ordered my thoughts and paranoia. No about you, but about me. God has punished me because of me. I have created art because of you. are you still following? (lowercase because people psychologically will follow fine print if they are interested in the subject). As a 10 year old, I wasn't sure if this newer me was right. I researched FBI and psychology books at the school library on

What Is Your Favorite Guitar?
Anybody want to get FuBaked & Hit my FuBong? Its Almost 4:20 somewhere in the World!!!!! What is your Favorite Guitar? Check out www.SweetAssGuitars.com And tell me what you think. Happy New Year

Good Music Recording Software
A friend of mine Stan lost most of his trailer today in the ice storm that we have had. A tree limb came through his roof and now he has to stay with me at my cousin Paul's cause I lost power myself. Please pray for Stan during this time of need. Thank you all!! I am wanting to record some songs, but I am unsure about what software would be the best for me. I'm not very educated when it comes to recording software for music and such. I can learn easily. I just want some software that I can do vocals on from an mp3. Is there anything out that will let me play the mp3 I have of an existing song and let me record lyrics over it as it's playing? If anyone could help me out I'd appreciate it so much. Anthony A friend of mine Stan lost most of his trailer today in the ice storm that we have had. A tree limb came through his roof and now he has to stay with me at my cousin Paul's cause I lost power myself. Please pray for Stan during this time of need. Thank you all!!

Poems Of The Soul.
Your love your hate this must be fate. I can't controll you have my soul. You make these wounds deep and now only hate will seep. You brought this out in me should have known we weren't ment to be. My hate so strong now I'll make you suffer make you bow. I tear at you now with all my blades I won't let you get away. For all this shit you will pay. Love And Hate. Written 11:21 01/01/09

Thank You All!!!
I WANT TO SEND A SPECIAL THANK YOU TO TWO WONDERFUL GROUPS OF PEOPLE!!! THEY DESERVE SO MUCH LOVE BECAUSE THEY HAVE PROVEN THAT THEY LOVE TO HELP PEOPLE!! BOTH OF THESE GROUPS: THE SHADOW LEVELERS THE TWILIGHT LEVELERS HAVE SHOWN ME SUCH GENEROSITY AND KINDNESS!! SO TO BOTH OF YOU AMAZING LEVELING FAMILIES, I AM HONORED TO SAY THAT I KNOW YOU ALL AND THAT YOU FELT I WAS WORTHY OF SUCH SUPPORT!!! TY ALL SO SO MUCH!!!! HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!! CHEERS!! LETS CELEBRATE EVERYONE!!! I HAVE AUTOS AND IM A DISCIPLE!! WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! ▲►Ĵådəd Ôņə◄▼ Owned by 7up aka Lil One@ fubar

Auction
Black & White Auction Black & White Auction Fu's!!!!! Rules * No Drama Will be Tolerated. These rules do not have an Exception!!!! Auto 11's or Cherry Bomb for most rates!!! ~☠~. Bad Kitty .~☠~ Fu-Daughter & Fu-Owned by Flanman ☠ Mistress to °°«MîñX@ fubar

Pour Elle
I love you. You know I do Yea, it's perfect...well, it isn't and it is And I've been meaning to call you I've been meaning to call you Then I do I've been meaning to call you I've been meaning to call you Then I do Phone rings once Phone rings twice Phone rings three times I am of you You are in everything I do I do I trust you, that makes you true I don't care if it isn't the way it isI've been meaning to call you I've been meaning to call you Then I do Phone rings once Phone rings twice Phone rings three times I am of you You are always in view Yea, I am my will But you are in everything I do I do. I do. I do In the Day Eraser's dark of night In the Excited States, gone in plain sight Under the wave or by cavelight I lose, things change, but never in your eyes I am of you You are always in view I am my will You are in everything I do Song For A Winter’s Night The lamp is burning low upon my table top The snow is softly

My Star - A Beginning
I sit out here, miles from everything, and I thank my stars for being where I am … and who I am. There’s adequate turmoil in the populated world. I’m glad it hasn’t found my little neck of the woods yet. Of course, I didn’t always live out here next to Great Spirit. A short time ago, I was part of the rat race I dislike so much. But now? Well, there’s just me, my dog, my snug cabin, and a view back to the previous century. As I sit on my willow rocker, strumming an old acoustic guitar, I wait for night to fall so I can watch my special star rise into the clean and clear sky. This particular special star became mine only a few days ago. Before that, it was just an ordinary star, one of several trillion flickering in the great darkness that surrounds my place after the sun leaves us for the day. One night, it just seemed to flicker a little brighter; kind of winked at me; and we’ve been on the same plain ever since. Why this star picked me out of all the good citizens on ea

The Little Lost One's Diary
I gotta Man who makes me wanna kill.I gotta Man who makes me wanna die.I gotta Man who makes the devil pale.He makes my heart tick. I hate the system. I hate how our taxes are worthless. I hate how we need to have a car, a. k. a. a polluting machine of death, insurance for that car, insurance for our health, insurance for our death, insurance for our home, and our computers, and our everything. I hate how we have to pay for such nonsense, how everything is so required. I hate the stigmas of doing something other than what the masses do. I hate the prejudice. I hate the lack of health education in the schools. I hate how doctors can't do anything but take your money. I hate how the police don't care about your problems or you. I hate how the firemen don't care about saving your home, only the money they get paid, and putting out the fire the easiest way. I hate how generalizations are so general, and how my arguments fall flat because I point out the truth in stereotype

Jerks
Now to most of you all that read my blogs you know I don't pull no BS with you and will rate ya!! This thougfh is a list of those people that don't rate back, but keep taking from the honest ones like you and I....it's NSFW cause the poor people that take time from us keep up their crap and keep taking whether auto's or HH's and never give a thing back........4,498 were rated today..pics....profiles and a cpl comments!!! http://fubar.com/user/1003883 Auto 11's Hard Timez 900 Rated by this Happy Hour and recipient of of Auto 11's only gave a profile rate and a blog comment, but she said remind her as she was leaving for the weekend ummm no can do http://fubar.com/user/1914457 Cynzdreams just a profile rate; 1237 pics rated and nothing more than a profile rate http://fubar.com/user/2298658 Devilish Curves profile rate and 145k in fubucks- 1451 pics rated can we say this auto 11 made out as the previos one and leveled!! Regular http://fubar.com/user/1876269 Icee

Friendship Poem # 3
You are friendly, kind and caring Sensitive, loyal and understanding Humorous, fun, secure and true Always there... yes that's you. Special, accepting, exciting and wise Truthful and helpful, with honest eyes Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright Yes that's you... not one bit of spite. You're one of a kind, different from others Generous, charming, but not one that smothers Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game But not just another... in the long chain. Appreciative, warm and precious like gold Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old You'll always be there, I know that is true I'll always be here... always for you.

What Is 2 Drunk
Well as everybody knows it was New Years Eve last night. Well me and a couple of friends went out last night and got drunk. It started out as a couple of beers. By midnight it was beers and a few shots and when we got ready to go one of my friends said that he was too drunk to go home because his girlfriend was going to be mad and she probably wouldn't let him in the house. So what iI want to know is how can you be too drunk to get in your own house.

Calling All Local Bands
Any East Texas Bands want to play a show March 7th?...you can pick the venue, hoping for the Tyler, Longview, Kilgore area. It can be with Metal, death metal, hardcore, deathcore bands. Suicide Death Grip

Daily Blog
To all i am desbanding the red diamond levelers i dont have time to build it and my heart just not in it thank you all for all who did join it I wanting to see who all wants to see Red Diamand to stay or should we delete it. When putting up some one to level he must least have 100 hundred pictures and steashs has well if possable he cant have no rips please input is needed

Moving 1/6-7/09 Into A Townhouse
Hi All,My brother(Kapalua) and I found a bedroom and bath in a townhouse.$400+electric per month.We move in Jan 6-7/09.Lr/Ba/Kit downstairs and 2Br/1Ba upstairs.Jan 21st new computer connection and Tv go on line.Til then just hold tight,I'll get back to ya.Mr X Uploaded 45 pics that are a delight to the eye.Can't do 420 anymore;a form of lung cancer.OH WELL!!

Spotlight Blog
Put your hands up, this is a stick up! Give me all your fubucks and no one gets hurt! Please?! That's right, I want your fubucks pretty please. I really want to be an uber dork and try to get the spotlight. I am going for my birthday, March 31st. That may seem a long way away, but I'll need all the help I can get during the next three months. So hand 'em over folks! I promise I'll be very grateful and come up with some way to thank everyone that helps me. Just click the pic to go to my page to help or the fupal link to send monies directly to me. Thank you in advance! ♥Amy Amykins ♥@ fubar I'm going to still try to get spotlight. My goal is to have the monies by my birthday, March 31st. Dee told me something I felt stupid for forgetting. The best thing to do is rate the people who are offering fubucks for rating them while they have auto 11s running. So...if you know anyone offering fubucks for rates then please, please let me know. Each day

My Son's Death
the hardest thing anyone in life to do is have to bury a son. my son was 10 years old. school just let out for summer vac. my boys were playing inside that day as it was raining. around 5 pm it stopped raining and they wanted to go out so i let them that was the biggest mistake i ever made as it was the last day i ever heard my son call me mom. he went to get a ball that rolled in the road we lived in the country not many cars on the road but at 5:23pm this car didn't see my son and hit him .i heard the screams from my other 2 boys i run out to find my son lying in the road not breathing, i give cpr he takes a breath i look at him see no blood anyplace i think he will be ok 20 min later the ambulance gets there.they rush and call for a helicopter but it will take to long so we drive there .at the hospital i wait for hours before i hear anything or see him. the dr's come out and say there is little hope as he is brain dead has a broken arm and leg 3 broken ribs but yet they put him on l

Walk On The Beach...
As I walked on the beach this afternoon, as the wind touched my face. As I left foot prints behind me...I let go of all the thigs of 2008. I've had it rough with the dissapointments and the let downs. Hurt from relationships that went wrong or didn't stand a chance. I've had some good times, and met alot of great people. My life has been blessed with alot. I know now that when I step out of God's grace I lose the blessings. I did met, this one guy Name Joey. He's a wonderful person to know. He's been having it rough in his life and I hope and pray that things work out for the good. May he never ever feel empty, but always full of love. And as for all of thos great friends of mine that are on here on Fubar..I love u with all of my heart. And thank you for standing with me even when someone was trying to do wrong by me. I love u guys for that...muah! so when things are not clear, take a walk any where and leave the foot prints behind and look to the future...from my heart

Auto 11s ..hhs.. Spotlight Help
Ok Bad Girls This Blog Will Be For Anyone That Has Auto 11s Activated .. Is Having A Happy Hour ..Or Needs Spotlight Help.. It Will Be Your Responsibilty To Let Me Know So I Can Update The Blog I Was Just Informed That 2 Bad Girls Have Auto 11s On ..Get Your Points ... Rate Them Fast Hard & Often.. ¢¾ Summer ¢¾ Tracy ♥ (Bi)I® ☠nicÁ™♥ εïç SBG@ fubar

Feelings
so i have not the faintest clue where to begin, i'm hurting so bad right now that i'm pushing away the one person who i love with all my heart. i've waited for this man for 2 years and then i had him, and because of something that happened while we were dating, another man took from me what belonged to my love, i lost myself. i never told the man i loved til just recently. i didn't know what to think, i didn't know what to feel. i was ashamed and i couldn't look my love in the eyes. i felt dirty and i was permanently tainted. i no longer belonged solely to him, some other man took that away. he's hurt because i didn't tell him. he says i should have told him, he says that's not something u keep from the man u love. how do u look at the man u love and tell him your body is no longer solely his? how do u look at the man u love and tell him what another man took from u? not to mention that i was scared. i was told by the guy who did this to me that he would hurt him if i told

Odds And Ends
Well since we have been out of heat for two days and it looks like its going to be another two before we get heat, we will be offline and staying somewhere else. Leave some luv and we will hit you back as soon as possible. Dave and Tiff - DnT I will be turning 34 in a few days and I am not all that happy about it. I have 4 kids that I adore with every fiber of my being. I have a loving wife that understands enough about me to tolerate my stupid moments. Sometimes (and only sometimes) I wish I had all the answers. But I am mostly happy to still be able to be amazed in life. I am very happy with the abilities that I have, but I can feel my age creeping up on me. Am I being too hard on myself or do I need medication? Dave of DnT Recently, I started a new path for making money (also known as a job) and I cannot believe how hard it has been on me. For those that know me well, you know that I have been working in the security industry for over 10 years. My new career path i

Well I Finally Gettin With The Times
okay so here I am just chillin and someone tells me about this site. OMG why wuz I not told sooner. Really to all my friends WTH I mean you are going to hog it all to your selfs. Just wait. Pay backs can be a b.... that is all I have to say. lol

Poems
People of the light, Join us on this night, Without any fright, Dance in the gleam, Of mid summers eve. What a wonderful time, For joy and rhymes> Lets frolic and play, To honor this beautiful day. WASHINGTON (CNN) -- A 13-year-old Arizona girl who was strip-searched by school officials looking for ibuprofen pain reliever will have her case heard at the Supreme Court. The U.S. Supreme Court will decide whether school officials were right to strip-search a student over ibuprofen. The U.S. Supreme Court will decide whether school officials were right to strip-search a student over ibuprofen. The justices accepted the case Friday for review. They will decide whether a campus setting gives school administrators greater discretion to control students suspected of illegal activity than police are allowed in cases involving adults in public spaces. Arguments are expected to be heard in April. At issue is whether school administrators are constitutionally barred from cond

Monster
MySpace is the reason I make fun of people What is below is some of the conversations I have had to deal with since I put this page up, the real screen names are edited WARNING ADULT LANGUAGE BELOW UNEDITED.. BigBuffGuy: I think your hot Me: So do I BigBuffGuy: you think im hot too???? Me: no i think your confused with my orientation, i think im hot BigBuffGuy: your not that hot asshole Me: really? my mom says im super hot and all the women love me she will be thrilled that men do to. BigBuffGuy: eat shit bye Me: I will miss you ------------------------------------------------------------------------------ SuperVixen: Why wont you add me as a freind sexy? Me: because your myspace is a sex site link SuperVixen: Oh thats just for work silly I want to get to know you Me: really wow well here comes my credit card numbers and my PIN and please charge me an ungodly amount because im just that dumb. SuperVixen: Your really rude and you probably

Something Nice
'*Trisha*- Queen Living My Life {Owner Of Sweet Temptation EVERYONE PLEASE REPORT HER PAGE AS WELL SO IT GETS DELETED THANX was brought to my attn some chic was using my pics but she has me blocked completley from her page go figure and Im tryn to find out what pics etc.. and get her to take them down.. I was told of at least 3 sfar. Me layn down in my chair in my Black n Pink Bikini with a white tshirt layn on me, Me by a Red car,The one of me holdn the kiwi and my purse sayn Shhh, the Hieniken pic where Im faded.. those are the ones Ive been told of so far.. I was just told she is aware ppl are ceckn into her now she is lookn at my stuff. I want this taken care of. She has a friend too using pics of me or of me and some friends claimn to be a friend. Leave her comments on her page under all my pics letn her know we are onto her etc. Thanx luvs. Ur all wonderful.. Trisha Nicole Jones (Douglas) is her real nme http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=1982063 sleep one

2009
10:31pm PST So lately i've been going out with random people and it's been cool. I don't mean random, per se. I mean people I've been friends with and just hanging out. Labor day weekend was cool, even though I lost a bet to a certain someone. I went to a baseball game that Friday night at Dodger Stadium in Los Angeles! Went to a college football game at the Rose Bowl in Pasadena on Saturday afternoon. Sunday evening was at Hollywood =) I thought I would give it a rest at Sunday, but on Monday my baby brother came over and chilled for a bit. we went to Ihop, which was good! We then went to Petco to pick up some food for Thomas. Then later at night saw District 9, which I'll admit was somewhat creepy (cuz of the aliens) but I liked the story. Boy!!!!! Did I have a busy weekend. oh and to top it off I visited an old friend of mine. He's cool people, except for the fact that he fuckin left a hickey literally obvious!!! Anywho, the rest of the week was ok b/c I was at work.