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This Is Me
I AM SHE WHO CUTS DEEP SLICING MY PALE SKIN WIDE MEMORIES HITTING ME LIKE AN ANGRY TIDE I AM SHE WHO HATES ALL THAT HAVE WRONGED ME MAKING ME CRY HOW I WISH THEY WOULD DIE I AM SHE WHO SCREAMS BUT NOONE HEARS ME YELLING MY ANGER,STREAMING MY TEARS I AM SHE WHO ONCED LOVED NOW I FEEL NOTHING AT ALL NO LOVE OR LUST ALL ALONE IN THE DARK COVERED WITH DUST I AM SHE WHO WEEPS IN THE SILENCE OF THE NIGHT... Teardrops on the fire in a rush of onward storms Blackened flowers blossoming in a graveyard filled with stones And there's no one here to hold me or pull me from the pit And take these blackened tears that stain my cheeks so dark Water fills my eyes and masks the world from view And no one really sees this tumbling on down On and on and on Lead me far away from this place I've sat an hour too long While the trees decay around me And flowers bloom and frost Leave me here to rot and age With nature warped to black Or hold a hand behind you To catch

This Is My Kind Of Bar!
Wow, this is my kind of bar. I'm on 5 anabolic medications and booze is a huge no-no for me so this is my kind of bar. All the ambiance of a happy place to socialize and my body doesn't have to worry about alcohol overload! Don't get a headache from too much second hand cigarette smoke either. So, have fun, invite me to do stuff, help me "mingle"! Party ON!

True Friendship
1. When you are sad --I will jump on the person who made you sad like a spider monkey jacked up on Mountain Dew!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you are plotting something that I must be involved in. 4. When you're scared -- we will high tail it out of here. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining, ya big baby!!!! 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick --Stay away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall -- I'll pick you up and dust you off-- After I laugh my butt off!! 9. This is my oath...I pledge it to the end. 'Why?' you may ask -- because you are my FRIEND!

Overwhelmed!
Hello to ALL of my wonderful family, friends, fans and new acquaintances!!! I am totally overwhelmed with the outpouring of LOVE, not to mention the rates, by all of you on my birthday! You are truly amazing people who deserve the BEST of everything in 2009. I responded to over 100 PM's yesterday and have even more than that to answer today. I hope you will be understanding about the lag time in getting back to you! All of the tags made for me is still almost too much for me to comprehend! As I go about editing and deleting some of my pics, ALL will be added in the very near future. I sincerely DO have the GREATEST friends on the FU! Thank you, Thank You, THANK YOU ALL! Manly

Confused As Hell
I'm kinda not wanting to type this cause I have to re live it, But I really don't feel like I can cry anymore about it. Maybe if I talk about it I'll realize that I'm being stupid and get on with it. Anyway, Yesterday was St Pattty's day. I'm not Irish so I told my husband to go out and have a good time but he knows not to come walking in smelling like god knows what and late, I get up to early to be woken up at 1am. The begining of the night was good, I had some friends with thier kids over we visited and the kids played. Once they left O went to bed, well about 11:30 I text him and he didnt respond at all, then came walkin in the door all late. O and didn't wear his wedding right either. I know I talk alot about how much I hate him but I'm not gonna sit around and be looking like the fool, I'm hurt and upset. The kicker is He tried to have sex with me after, thinking that would make up for everything think he did wrong last night... I don't exspect him to check in like I make P

Jorges Thoughts
Answer The Phone I miss the sudden pause as your breath is caught by the surprising but expected sensation of your fingers brushing your clit, at my direction. The whisper of your voice deepens and shakes as I tell you all the things I would do; the places I would brush with the tips of my fingers, the tender parts my teeth would nibble, if I could only reach more than your ear. I miss the way you call my name O Jorge at that moment when I tell you it's time to stop holding back. The nights without your body lying beside mine are too long, and too short when I can touch you, so tonight let us pretend we're together. Answer the phone. Bedroom Accessory Placed behind you I enjoy the control the angle the freedom to shift to slow or quicken to trace my fingers across your shoulders or down your back slip in my thumb and feel you inside and out but I miss the contortions the little "ohs"

Jitterbug
Would you kiss me? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] Already Did [ ] Want to a lot right now! ***************************** Am I hot? [ ] No! [ ] OK [ ] Fine [ ] Beautiful [ ] Gorgeous! [ ]Sexy! ***************************** Would you hug me? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Already did ***************************** Name one thing you would like to do to me... ***************************** I look like.. [ ] A player [ ] One time thing [ ] Next gf or bf [ ] A friend ....................................... [ ] A friend with benefits [ ] A possibility [ ] Another somebody [ ] A freak ***************************** If you saw me for the first time, would you talk to me? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] maybe ***************************** Would you rather... [ ] Hook up with me [ ] Cuddle with me [ ] Date me [ ] Friends................................... [ ] Friends with benefits [ ] Fuck me? ***************************** On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate m

In The Begining.....
Despite what OTHERS do here, here is how I have my family... If you're in my family your there for a reason and I talk to you all the time ... not just once a week or once a month. EVERYONE in my family is equal... PERIOD there is no favoritism, Where you fall is noted by your user number... just cuz your user number is lower then someone else’s doesn't make you any better then the other person. This is how you get in my family... 1. I know you personally 2. I talk to you frequently 3. I've known you for a LONG ASS TIME ON here 4. I feel you need to be there All the rankings EXCPT “Family” and “Fans” is chosen by your user number. Your “Friends” and “Fan Of” are chosen when YOU add them and then it’s listed from newest to oldest. SO if your user number is 1 you will always be listed first in “Family” and “Fans”. Example : Brandy is user number 181 she will always appear first in fans… and My user number is 270 therefore I will always be second in your fans list. OR if

Songs
Forgive her For she knows Not what she does.... A cross upon her bedroom wall. From grace she will fall. An image burning in her mind. And between her thighs. A dying God-man full of pain. When will you cum again? Before him beg to serve or please. On your back or knees. There's no forgiveness for her sins. Prefers punishment? Would you suffer eternally Or internally? Ah. For her lust She'll burn in hell. Her soul done medium well. All through mass manual stimulation Salvation. Corpus Christi She needs Corpus Christi Corpus Christi. Corpus Christi She needs Corpus Christi Corpus Christi. Body of Christ. She needs. Body of Christ. Body of Christ. She'd like to know God. love God. Feel her God. Inside of her - deep inside of her. She'd like to know God. love God. Feel, feel, feel Her God, Inside of her Deep inside of her. Inside of her Deep inside of her. Jesus Christ looks like me Jesus Christ, Jesus Chris

Blood And Tears
Blood and tears Blood and tears Since you've been gone I hear you've been crying Blood and tears All alone In your misery So alone Could you have Been deceived Since I've been gone I hear you been crying You cry a thousand tears Darling don't despair I know your heart still bleeds Darling don't you care There's blood in your tears All alone In your misery So All alone You are lost Endlessly Since you've been gone I hear you been crying You cry a thousand tears Darling don't despair I know your heart still bleeds Darling don't you care You cry a thousand tears Darling don't despair I know your heart still bleeds Darling don't you care There's blood in your tears Yea, you cry a thousand tears Darling don't despair I know your heart still bleeds Darling don't you care Yea, you cry a thousand tears Darling don't despair I know your heart still bleeds Darling don't you care There's blood in your tears There's blood in your tears Bl

Wanna Be A Part Of A Leveling Crew
HEY ARE YOU TRYING TO LEVEL AND CANT SEEM TO DO IT BY YOURSELF WELL COME ON OVER TO UNIQUE LEVELERS AND JOIN THIS CREW WE ARE NEW BUT ARE GROWING SO FAST SO COME JOIN THIS GROUP BUT BE SURE U HAVE A SALUTE AND GONNA BE TRUE TO THE GROUP FIRST IS THE HOMEPAGE UNIQUE LEVELERS@ fubar THEN ITS THE OWNER AND CO OWNER †Rebel™ †R/L ~N~ FU HUBBY TO Michelle†@ fubar Michelle R/L ~ N ~ FU WIFE TO Rebel@ fubar THEN ITS THE TAG MAKER Smokie™ Fu&RL Hubby To Corky/Owner Of Club Velocity/Enforcer@Americas Brave And Proud/Lounge Expert@ fubar THEN ITS THE MEMBERS Ðj Çhîèƒ Øwñè® Øƒ Klµb Kºñvîk†@ fubar Violet20 Co Owner Of Klub Kovikt@ fubar

My Blog
for anyone who reads this blog i am not ratin any pics or folders tht have a hundred or more pics in the folder ill rate pics that are under 100 or less that is all im ratin cos u dont get anything for doing it all u get is a thanks atleast rate back there is no harm in ratin back ffs (fu) for those of u that do rate back ill continue to rate all ur pics that if ur a dear close friend if u have folders that have 100 or more pics im not touching those folders so dont think ill do it thanks all bye dj jye milly I AM FED UP WITH THIS CRAP NOW I AM NOT RATING ANYONE ELSE NOW IF IM GOING TO RATE SOMEONE I WILL SEND U A SB SAYING R U GOING TO RATE BACK IF YOU GIVE ME ANY OF THESE ANSWERS YEH WHEN I GET MY RATES BACK OR DONT GET AN ANSWER FROM U IM NOT RATING BECAUSE U DONT GET ANYTHIN OUT OF FRIEND REQUESTS OR JUST SAYIN THANK U UR NOT THE ONLY PEOPLE TRYIN TO LEVEL ON THIS SITE SO NO RATE BCK I DONT RATE U SIMPLE AS If Ur Gonna Fan Add And Rate Me Rate My Fuckin Pics When I Rate Urs For Fu

Why?
Sometimes, I log on to my computer in the mornings, open my email and there's dozens of messages waiting for attention - which, until i've had coffee, I ignore. I log on to fubar in the mornings, and nothing. Its making me wonder why i bothered coming back tbh. I remember cherrytap as a place where things happened, rather than this lethargic, i can't be bothered, nothing happening atmosphere I'm seeing today. Basically, I've not logged in for teh better part of a week, and had no messages, add requests, rates or views. Now, this, in itself, doesn't really worry me too much - after all, we've had christmas in there. But since I came back over a month ago, I've had - and i've counted this - two friend requests, a dozen views and around teh same in rates. Hardly the atmostphere I was expecting. I guess what i'm saying is that unless things pick up I'll be deleting my account again. Honestly, I spend the time on here, but if there's nothing happening, i'm not going to waste my tim

My Randomness...
think i'm going for a walk now i feel a little unsteady i don't want nobody to follow me 'cept maybe you i could make you happy you know if you weren't already i could do a lot of things and i do tell you the truth i prefer the worst of you too bad you had to have a better half she's not really my type but i think you two are forever and i hate to say it but you're perfect together so fuck you and your untouchable face and fuck you for existing in the first place and who am i that i should be vying for your touch and who am i i bet you can't even tell me that much two-thirty in the morning and my gas tank will be empty soon neon sign on the horizon rubbing elbows with the moon a safe haven of sleepless where the deep fryer's always on radio is counting down the top 20 country songs and out on the porch the fly strip is waving like a flag in the wind y'know, i don't look forward to seeing you again soon you'll look like a photograph of yourself

Thanks For The Memories
Standing there feeling the warmth of the fire from the fireplace on her skin-- she couldnt help but smile at the memories that were flooding her mind. She recalled the night Riley slipped his arms lightly around her waist, standing right here, pulling her close.The smile that spread across her face grew even wider as she remembered the feel of his warm lips against her skin as he kissed her neck.Her eyes closed- her head thrown back, she allowed him to continue kissing her neck. It felt good to lean against his strong body while his hands traveled effortlessly across her. Her nipples instantly grew hard as his fingers lightly touched them thru the sheer silky fabric of her blouse. A gasp escaped her lips when she felt him pinch and gently tug on her right nipple. Biting her lower lip -she turned to face him. No words were spoken. They just stood there for a moment, looking into each others eyes, letting the desire grow stronger. The way Riley was looking at her sent delicious chills o

Not Right
check my mumm my friends its important and the comments and the comments of mine and my husbands why is it that people are so unkind in mumms mine you need to read is called points everyone should read it and its true as fubar support said it when i was in there lounge thanks i created my first mumm why so many hatrid comments check it out my friends

Confusion
To those who have ever chosen to drink and get behind the wheel of a car.... read this.... and maybe next time you will think before you do that...before you make the decision to take someone elses life into your hands. Death of an Innocent I went to a party, Mom, I remembered what you said. You told me not to drink, Mom, So I drank soda instead. I really felt proud inside, Mom, The way you said I would. I didn't drink and drive, Mom, Even though the others said I should. I know I did the right thing, Mom, I know you are always right. Now the party is finally ending, Mom, As everyone is driving out of sight. As I got into my car, Mom, I knew I'd get home in one piece. Because of the way you raised me, So responsible and sweet. I started to drive away, Mom, But as I pulled out into the road, The other car didn't see me, Mom, And hit me like a load. As I lay there on the pavement, Mom, I hear the policeman say, "The other guy is drunk," Mom, A

My Life!
I Got My Apt An Im Been Livin In It For Over Two Wk Now. Im So Glad I Got My Own Place To Live. I Hope Things Still Get Better For Me An I Enjoy Bein A New Mom To My Baby Girl. Yes I Didnt Give My Baby Up. So Glad I Didnt Give Her Up An She Makes Me Happy When She Smiles At Me, my birthday went well yesterday. i'm hopin i get this apt. soon come jan 2011 i have lived in my apt for 2yrs.well my daughter is gettin so big now an she 2 yrs old now,she just turned 2 on Oct 15,2010.she been walkin since end of feb 2010,o wait back in feb of this yr my baby brother passed away on feb 5-i miss him.Im workin on gettin my daughter potty train.

Wake Up
I'm gonna ride this plane Out of your life again I wish that I could stay But you argued More than this I wish You could have seen my face In backseat staring out Of the window I'll do anything for you Kill anyone for you So leave yourself intact Because I will be coming back In the phrase to cut these lips I love you The morning will come In the press of every kiss With your head upon my chest Where I will annoy you With every waking breath Until you... Decide to wake up I've earned through hope and faith And the curves around your face That I'm the one you'll hold Forever If morning never comes For either one of us Then this I pray to you... Wherever I'll do anything for you This story is for you (Because) I'd do anything for you (anything you want me to do for you) Kill anyone for you So leave yourself intact Because I won't be coming back In a phrase to cut these lips I loved you The morning will come In the press of every kiss Wit

Heart Ache - Heart Break
With what a deep devotedness of woe I wept thy absence - o'er and o'er again Thinking of thee, still thee, till thought grew pain, And memory, like a drop that, night and day, Falls cold and ceaseless, wore my heart away! ~Thomas Moore Ask me why I keep on loving you when it's clear that you don't feel the same way for me... the problem is that as much as I can't force you to love me, I can't force myself to stop loving you. ~Author Unknown Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together. ~Author Unknown I thought when love for you died, I should die. It's dead. Alone, most strangely, I live on. ~Rupert Brooke Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell. ~Edna St. Vincent Millay It hurts to breathe because every breath I take proves I can't live without you. Anonymous

My Published Poem
Today I shed a tear for you Please know that I am near by and hear a wisper of sorrow Yet you hide your sadness from me. I too am sad that you haven't turned to me to share your heart A dove has stopped flying... A wisper of sorrow... Today I shed a tear for you... To my ear I hear your cry Shattered is your heart I am to listen for no one else will A wisper of sorrow hits my open ear As words finally flood my heart of what you have said Today I Shed A Tear For You He is I; I Am Him ;Me And Me- A thought process poem So Often I Wonder Who I am... As I look into the night I have been in wonder To each day I walk with no insight to whom I became or will become Contemplating the meaning of my drift through life Do I really know myself or am I just a stranger to me The Only Reality is know ones' self But to know ones' self is to live To often I just drift, not living Just filling a void of time and space And who will I

Thinkin Of Him...
Waking up each morning with him on my mind. Random things reminding me of him, an the few moments we shared. I know its best to let him go even though I miss him an will always, just less an less each passing day,his crazy personality forever making me smile. I just hope he knows that im not upset at him an knows that i don't regret anything between us. That I'm sry about the way things happened an how i wish him the best in life.In time i will let him go but for now i still hold him close in memory...

One Of My Published Poems
Whisper of Love I Long to hear the voice that dominates my heart. Imagination runs ramped of the voice talking to me and setting a fire through my feelings and thoughts. Loneliness has taken the best of me away. Lost am I...So lost Then I have a whisper in ear as she talks slowly. Concentrating to absorb every word into memory as to play it again later. I am found again as I listen to her breath. For now the voice is all I have of her. She Dominates my heart as we talk. Then a good-bye. I am back to the imagination of her voice played back in my head. And yet she is far away from me. Until we meet again the Voice is all I have and it fills my heart.

Vein
You walked into the party like you were walking onto a yacht Your hat strategically dipped below one eye Your scarf it was apricot You had one eye on the mirror as you watched yourself gavotte And all the girls dreamed that theyd be your partner Theyd be your partner, and... Youre so vain, you probably think this song is about you Youre so vain, Ill bet you think this song is about you Dont you? dont you? You had me several years ago when I was still quite naive Well you said that we made such a pretty pair And that you would never leave But you gave away the things you loved and one of them was me I had some dreams, they were clouds in my coffee Clouds in my coffee, and... I had some dreams they were clouds in my coffee Clouds in my coffee, and... Well I hear you went up to saratoga and your horse naturally won Then you flew your lear jet up to nova scotia To see the total eclipse of the sun Well youre where you should be all the time And when youre not you

Into Elizabeth's World!
So all of my friends are settling down, having babies, husbands, and whatnot... but not me =) I'm doing the "career" thing, but I have been thinking of some traits that I would/will want in my significant other... -- The first date. If you come to my door with flowers, necklaces, candies, watches, purses, and/or all kinds of gifts I will shut the door in your face. That is fake. On the first date you do not know me. So do not shower me with shit to get me to like you because I want you to do something special because you like/love me as a person not because you think it would be sweet. On the first date you will not know me enough to like/love me. -- Friends. Friends are a very important part of my life. Some nights I will want you to go out with your boys and I will go out with my girls. Do not call me 458 times asking me what I am doing. I will not do that to you either. Trust me. -- Trust is very important to me. I do not have time to sit around and be jealous or worry abou

Inside
They say that everything happens for a reason right? Have you thought about what you have been through in life? Have you tried to turn the negative into a positive? Most people who know me, don't really know ME for me...they don't understand me. They think I may have issues or that I'm crazy, when in all honesty it's the opposite. I mean everyone gets down at times about life. Shit, I've lost a child and a brother to death way too soon on top of being used for sex all my life. BUT...I don't let that get me down. I'm older now and I have children I need to raise into great men. I think about what I've been through adn I alter my lifestyle and life in general to turn everything I do into a positive thing. I smile more, I laugh more, I allow a few more close people into my life and I love more. I am a helper by nature. I help others when I see them in need and I think my only flaw at times is I tend to forget myself and my needs at that time until when I'm done helping others, I'm still a

For My Mom From Her Best Friend.
well, my mom had a myspace page...in which is more like a memorial space, I could/should say. here is a poem that her best friend left her as a comment, that brought me to tears. I am not going to fix any of the mistakes (and I am positive that some do exist, but perfection is my last thought right now) we do all miss you mom, and this one was for you from Linda. xoxo. Why did she have to go So young I just don't know why Things happen half the time Without reason without rhyme Lovely, sweet young woman Daughter, wife and mother Makes no sense to me I just have to believe She flew up to Heaven on the wings of angels By the clouds and stars and passed where no one sees And she walks with Jesus and her loved ones waiting And I know she's smiling saying Don't worry 'bout me Loved ones she left behind Just trying to survive And understand the why Feeling so lost inside Anger shot straight at God Then asking for His love Empty with disbelief Just hoping that

Full Of Surprises :)
> > > .x.FullOfSurprises.x. For You Very Own! *********************** Come Bid on me in an Auction!!! Like what I am offering?? Then Bid On Me! Click Here To Bid Auction is being Hosted By ☠ Andrea ☠@ fubar You should check her out too while your there! *********************** This isnt to everyone but since apparently some people cant keep their noses outta my life on the computer and offline as well I feel this needs to be said.... 1. I will date who ever i fu*king want got me? 2. Just because there is a pic of a male friend in my albums, that doesn't mean he is all over my FUBAR profile and you need to run and tell the first person you see. The album is called Family/Friends for a reason... 3. Apparently you like me being the center of your world seeing as you talk about me enough... 4. Do i need to look up a phone number for you to seek some help with those issues? Oh wait its subscriptions, i forgot you li

Rants
this is a latin mock aphorism for "Don't let the bastards grind(or get ) you down". According to Wikipedia this is incorrect latin for the phrase intended. The correct Latin is "Noli nothis permittere te terere". Either way, on this day my 40th birthday which concludes 4 decades or more correctly starts my 4th decade is appropriate for reasons too lenghty to get in to. That said, 2008 is nearly over, 2009 has great promise, if for nothing else, it is in front of me and 1968 through 2008 is behind me. Great things await and I look forward to every experience, good or bad that will shape year 41 and make me better than the prior 40 years. It's cool to be 40!..

FOR ALL OF THOSE WHO THINK THE WORLD REVOLVES AROUND THEM. THINK AGAIN!!! I have a handfull of true friends here on this site. I am here for them when I can. But, when life comes in and hands me a bunch of shit. I need to deal with what has been handed to me first, before I can take on more. I know that when I am going through anything and I need some support I can call on my true friends. But, I also understand that my friends have there lives and there own things that they have to deal with. I may not talk to them everyday. It may go 2 to 3 weeks before I talk to them. If I do not hear from them, I am always praying for them, and that all will be well with them and there families. They are not the center of my universe. The center of my universe is my family and myself. I come first before anybody. Call me selfish or what ever you want to call it. Me and mine are number 1. I can only do what I am able to do for my friends. I would hope that they understand and accept

My Happy Hour!!!
Monday ... December 29th at 6:00 PM FU Time, Tulsa's Angel is Hosting A Happy Hour! ღTulsa's Angelღ At The Time of Happy Hour, Auto 11s WILL Be On! ღTulsa's Angelღ Hit Up Tulsa's Angel During Her Happy Hour And Make 60 Points Per Rate! ღTulsa's Angelღ The Happy Hour is courtesy of an awesome soldier heading back to Iraq, Hazeleyed Soldier. Hit him up with lots of love too! Hazeleyed Soldier Saturday ...January 31, 2009 at 6:00 PM FU Time, Tulsa's Angel is Hosting A Happy Hour! ღTulsa's Angelღ At The Time of Happy Hour, Auto 11s WILL Be On! ღTulsa's Angelღ Hit Up Tulsa's Angel During Her Happy Hour And Make 60 Points Per Rate!

Sponser Me
Hey everyone! I just entered a Sexy Leg contest! Please Vote for me! Never did a contest before. hee hee Click or copy link http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=2516067&albumid=1646089&i=4097827407&idx=0 Thanks all my Fu Friends Spoiled Bratt My VIP is gonna run out Tomorrow. Was wondering if there is anyone that can Sponsor me for a Month? xoxo Spoiled Bratt

Mine And My Real Husband's First Auto 11's On!
Its my first auto 11'S me and my real husband have them on hes only member in my family and only fan. Anyone can rate us.This is great this auto 11!My husband used to be level25 without them it took him 47 happy hours and a year to get there.It was hard and he was a trainee bouncer when there wasn't training lol.We had several lounges me and husband and he was dj of loads.Does anyone remember the candy lounge?Thanks all for reading.

Panties In A Bunch
What the hell is up with the idiots on here flagging pics that have been up for a while. Give your opinion and if you are one of those haters well screw you and go else where if you don't like the pics.

Fire/rescue
The 343 Ask any firefighter, and he will say And the Brothers all agree; We know that day, and it won't go away, When we lost our 343. Where were you when the Towers came down, The cry will be heard through the years; Where were you when the Twin Towers fell, And we realized our worst fears. The old man asked of the young boy he met, The lad looked up and answered politely, "My daddy's a fireman, and he died that day, But I still say a prayer for him nightly." The old man moved on, and he found a young girl, And he asked the same question of her, She answered so slow,"I don't think I know, For you see, I wasn't born yet sir." But ask any firefighter, and he will know, The day, the time, and the year; For those of us who fight smoke and fire And have no time for fear. We know that day, and it won't go away, When we lost our 343. A Firefighter's Pledge I promise concern for others. A willingness to help all those in need. Promise courage - courage to face a

So True
If you look inside a girls heart you'd se how much she really cries, you'll find hidden secrets, best friends and lies, but what you'll see the most is how hard it is to stay strong when nothing is right and everything is wrong!

Oh. You Doubt Me.
So...here we go...My first Fu blog... So, I was recently approached by a fellow on FU who shall remain nameless. It seems he has had a (recent and short) tour of service in this "person's" (LOL) army. I respect that. You folks should know I do.... But....this young man decided to let me in on a secret.... I'm full of shit. Oh yes, indeed....this young man decided to call into question not only my mode of service, but MY SERVICE RECORD OVERALL! Bold, you say? I thought so....but chalked it up to the hubris of youth..... Until he kept on going. I tried to be polite. I communicated with him, telling him the times, and places, and with whom I served. This was not enough. I let him know some of the things I had done, and under which unit I had done so. Quote: "You're a fucking liar." So....I have taken pics of my language certs, as well as one of my awards. I was apparently lying about my linguistic skills, as well as my place of combat tour. I will amend

Eldest
I am the eldest of the elders, I have been chosen; But it is something I wished for not. It was bestowed upon me in a ceremony as old as time itself. I am older than the earth, yet younger than the stars in the heavens. I am the teacher, seerer, the protector of all that is precious. I know all they need, yet I cannot teach them till they are ready to believe. I feel the rage,pain,saddness, sorrow of all the other elders; yet i alone can do nothing but offer wise counsel. For I must show strength and not break, no matter how it hurts. I am always destined to be alone. This was written in the cave of writtings; This will always be the fate of the eldest. I am the eldest of the elders, I have been chosen; But is something I wished for not.

Hey Guy's Check Out My Site And Add Me On Myspace The Url Is On My Site...
Hey guy's come check out my site at Amysteeles.com and add me to your myspace myspace.com/amysteeles Hey guy's I do live shows on Cam4 come check me out sometime also sign up to my site www.amysteeles.com it's free to be a member just click don't have a cc...xo Amy Hey guy's come check out my site at www.amysteeles.com and add me to myspace my link is on my site...xo Amy

2008 At A Glance
What a Year, huh? I joined Fu in November of 2007 but didn't really do a whole lot with my account right away. Come the end of the year I started spending more time here and by the time New Year's came I was 100% ADDICTED! lol. I have made so many friends here I cannot possibly include everyone in this but wanted to do something a little different! So, here's some of my amazing friends I've made over the last year. If you add/fan and rate each of them I will add you to this bulletin/blog as well and post it regularly. Be sure to rate/fan and add everyone on the bully including myself. xoxo We will start with... December 2007 This Fu was one of the first to say Hello to me! He was always sweet, kind and of course, the biggest flirt. Dark Defender "Fu Hubby To Italian Princess"&"Sweetheart To Pr Mamii@ fubar I've owned him, he's owned me and he's ALWAYS been there for me! If he's not on your friends list...guy or girl...you are missing out! January 2008

Auto 11 Auction
Christmas Auction cum get sum This is my last chance to get my first Spotlight. I have just had my first Happy Hour, and OMG everyone came through I think you so much it was incredible, So Im gonna do an Auto 11 auction . starting bids will be 3 mil. so come get you an Auto 11 and help me out too will run for 24 hors if goes well might do 2 or 3

Ava Who?
Wouldn't you like to put on a perfect face of makeup and get all dressed up for your Mistress? I expect you to be dressed with your hair and face done, and in the kitchen brewing my coffee and fixing my breakfast every morning before I wake. During the day you will be June Cleaver the perfect mother and wife. After dark you will be the slutty cock sucking whore that you are…Deep down inside you wish you could be as hot as your Mistress. You want to look and feel and smell like a woman..not just a woman but a sexy hot irresistible babe who knows how to make a guys cock hard just by looking at him and licking her lips. As your Mistress I demand complete devotion adorations and unconditional dedication. Basically what all that means is you do what, when, and how I say or you get your ass beat. DON’T make Mz. Ava get all ghetto on your ass! Now get over here and worship my feet bitch, get your tongue ready to lick and suck on my feet you dirty bitch. I can see I’m

Another Issue Of The Samurai Blues (poetry And Shit)
Look up into the sky, what do you see? I see the birds flying, the clouds shifting, the stars, the moon, the sun, the heavens.. Look at the rivers, what do you see? I see the rushing waters, insects floating around in the water, i see fish swimming and eating the bugs, i see a consistent flow.. Now look at the trees, what do you see? I see the wind blowing through the branches and leaves, i see small animals building nests, i see the leaves changing colours, the tree swaying to and from almost as if it was waving at me.. Look at the people in the street, what do you see? I see sadness, happiness, anger, despair, i see children laughing, i see old folks conversing, i see mothers with son's and daughter's, I see people waiting for the bus, bright colourful clothes, i see busyness in the people; rushing off to where ever they need to go, i see people not looking at these things... Now close your eyes... What do you hear? I hear the water, i hear the birds...

Impotant Body Facts
It takes your food seven seconds to get from your mouth to your stomach. One human hair can support 6 lb. The average man's penis is three times the length of his thumb. Human thighbones are stronger than concrete. A woman's heart beats faster than a man's. There are about one trillion bacteria on each of your feet. Women blink twice as often as men. The average person's skin weighs twice as much as the brain. Your body uses 300 muscles to balance itself when you are standing still. If saliva cannot dissolve something, you cannot taste it. Women reading this will be finished now. Men who read this are still busy checking their thumbs.

Independence
Well it's been along time since I have blogged so here goes.......I'm still in BFE Idaho but it's kewl I'm single and loving every damn minute of it. I can finally be me for a change and don't have no one to answer to.....I have my own place and juss bought me a truck all on my own with the help of no man or no one. I have finally got my independence back and damn does it feel good. No more being miserable and trying to please someone that can't be pleased. It has been a hard road for me this past year but I have survived and thanks to the ones that have been here for me.......You know it's funny how life throws us curveballs but I am a survivor and have always been one with or without someone special in my life. I have proved I can make it on my own and can stand to be alone without a man......too bad someone of us can't say that (NO NAMES MENTION) but ya'll all know who I'm perfering to LMAO. I'll be home around April sometime it's time for me to close the Idaho chapter in my life an

Rip Sena - My New Tattoo
original post date: 2008-07-09 11:13:11 On July 9, 2007, my best friend left this place and went to the spirit world. Her name was Asena or Sena for short. She was herding sheep one day and the next day she had trouble walking. Xrays revealed bone cancer had eaten part of her 7th vertebrae. Her strength and spirit were amazing and I've never seen it matched in animal or human. Yesterday I had a memorial tattoo put on my back and the pain didn't even come close to matching the pain of losing her from my life, knowing that I could not take away her pain without ending her life here. There was some definite release emotionally that came with the physical pain of the tattoo being done. I felt a lessening of the heartache I carried; I hope that maybe now I can feel a little more at peace and a little less tortured in anguish over her death. I know she is spiritually with me, I believe that. But now she'll always be symbolically with me, watching my back just like she always did.

World Love
What do you want? To go on or to give up? To go the distance or call it a day? Aim high, pack it in, Open up, close down. Live this life or face your death. Stand up or walk out. Tell me What do you want? How could it be better, my brother? What would make it sweeter, my sister? What do you need, My mother, my lover, my soul, What will it take To find the love To live this life?

I'd Rather Be...
I'd rather be: in Massachusetts outside than inside with animals than a crowd of people reading than watching TV traveling than stuck in the same place in the snow listening to music cold than hot in love than not with someone than alone brunette than blonde in my 20s than 30s happy than gorgeous sexy than rich in the country than city

Shit Happens
1. Scientific tests find that when women make love, they produce double amounts of the hormone estrogen, which make hair shiny and skin smooth. 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscles in the body. Itâ€™s more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps and you donâ€™t need special sneakers! 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being. 6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities of chemicals called pheromones. These subtle sex perfumes drive the opposite sex crazy! 7. Sex is t

Questioning My Photos & My Age
original post date: 2008-01-13 14:41:10 I guess I'm one of the last honest people standing in the internet world or what? If I had $1 for every comment about my age or my photos not being accurate or recent, I'd be able to retire somewhere tropical tomorrow! Yes, the photos are all recent. No, I'm not lying about my age -- who would want to say they were 38 (now 39!) when they weren't?! The photos were usually posted up here just after they were taken, so the dates are accurate. The blonde hair shots are the oldest ones, taken in 2006. The rest are 2007, 2008, and 2009 respectively. I don't know what else to say...I don't really owe anyone an explanation, but I am an honest person and I dislike my integrity being questioned. So....When I'm older I'll look younger, and you'll still be rude and ugly. I don't look my age, and I'm old enough to know better but young enough not to care!

Being Myself
original post date: 2008-03-15 13:05:27 I have said in the past that I enjoy being much more than just an "object" to someone, because objects often don't interact. However, I can also be comfortable being someone's "object of affection" as the endearing term applies a hint of intimacy. And if affection isn't involved, I can find a rather high comfort zone in being someone's "sex object." I know who I am and what I am, and we're all something to someone which is far better than being nobody's nothing. Recently, when I thanked an online "Fu-friend"* for his comment on a photo, he in turn said my photos are a turn on for him and remind him that he's a man. I sincerely found that complimentary and told him so. My Fu-friend then said he thought it was odd that I found it complimentary, because he found it to be a rather pervy thought, which caused me to further ponder the idea. On the one hand, if "your photos are a turn on and remind me that I'm a man" wasn't meant to be complime

Desiderata
Desiderata Go placidly amid the noise and the haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible, without surrender, be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even to the dull and the ignorant; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons; they are vexatious to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain or bitter, for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs, for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals, and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love, for in the face of all ar

Truth...
My name is Drugs i want to tell u about me" I destroy homes, tear families apart, take your children, and that's just the start. I'm more costly than diamonds, more costly than gold, the sorrow I bring is a sight to behold, and if u need me, remember I'm easily found. I live all around you, in schools and in town. I live with the rich, I live with the poor, I live down the street, and maybe next.................. door. My power is awesome; try me you'll see, but if you do, you may never break free. Just try me once and I might let you go, but try me twice, and I'll own your soul. When I possess you, you'll steal and you'll lie. You do what you have to just to get high. The crimes you'll commit, for my narcotic charms will be worth the pleasure you'll feel in your arms. You'll lie to your mother; you'll steal from your dad When you see their tears, you should feel sad. But you'll forget your morals and how you were raised, I'll be your conscience, I'll teach you my ways.

From My Friend Serving In Iraq
What it is like to be here in IRAQ Many people have asked in the past and when they meet me what is it really like... so for all of you that would like to know what it is like here in Iraq.. Well here is you chance to have the same experience in the comfort of never leaving your home state. I have broken it down for you in terms that the average person back home in the land of the free can easily understand and relate to.... so sit back and relax read on and let me know what you think.. and for you out there that have been there done that this list will ring true in more ways than one. you'll get a good kick out of it.. and pass it onto people you know. Christian Farrow What life is really like on a Deployment to IRAQ 1. Sleep on a cot in the garage. 2. Replace the garage door with a curtain. 3. Six hours after you go to sleep, have your wife or girlfriend whip open the curtain, shine a flashlight in your eyes and mumble, "Sorry, wrong cot." 4. Renovate your bath

Relationships
How do I feel about relationships? When I first joined Fubar: "Been there, done that" pretty much sums it up. I was born a diehard romantic (aren't we all?), but I think I may have outgrown my romantic nature because my primal nature was screaming a little louder. I couldn't find the perfect balance for the two sides in either my marriage or my previous long-term relationships. I'm not jaded, I'm just realistic. I do enjoy sex, and I do enjoy kinky fun. And just because I might talk about it in a general sense with you, doesn't mean I would allow you to do something with me. Trust is a vital element and it isn't given lightly. I am very selective and responsible. My life is my own, and I make my own choices. You never know what lies ahead unless you venture forward. UPDATE 10/13/07 Really not doing all that well in this context. It seems my 3.5 year D/s Power Exchange is over. Yeah I know...why not just call it a relationship? Well it was that but it was more th

George Carlin's Solution To Save Gasoline
George Carlin's Solution to Save Gasoline Bush wants us to cut the amount of gas we use. The best way to stop using so much gas is to deport 11 million illegal immigrants! That would be 11 million less people using our gas. The price of gas would come down. Bring our troops home from Iraq to guard the Border. When they catch an illegal immigrant crossing the border, hand him a canteen, rifle and some ammo and ship him to Iraq. Tell him if he wants to come to America then he must serve a tour in the military. Give him a soldier's pay while he's there and tax him on it. After his tour, he will be allowed to become a citizen since he defended this country. He will also be registered to be taxed and be a legal patriot. This option will probably deter illegal immigration and provide a solution for the troops in Iraq and the aliens trying to make a better life for themselves. If they refuse to serve, ship them to Iraq anyway, without the canteen, rifle or ammo. Problem solved. If

Sh!t Happens
Taoism: Shit happens Confucionism: Confucius says: "Shit happens" Buddhism: If shit happens, it isnt really shit Zen: What is the sound of shit happening? Hinduism: This shit has happened before Islam: If shit happens, it is the will of Allah Protestantism: Let the shit happen to someone else Catholicism: If shit happens, you deserve it Judaism: Why does shit always happen to us? Sufism: The wise man never notices shit happening Christian Science: If shit happens, pretend it doesnt really exist Solipsism: Shit happens because I wish it Mysticism: Just experience shit happening Asceticism: If shit happens, renounce it Agnosticism: Nobody knows why shit happens Gnosticism: I know why shit happens but wont tell you Atheism: Shit just happens and thats all there is to it Cartesianism: Shit happens to me, therefore I exist Platonism: There is ideal shit happening somewhere Stoicism: I dont care if shit happens Epicureanism: Lets pa

760k
♥~§ÁRÁ~ ♥ *Áµ$$îè'$ Wîƒè -N- Princess*~♥ ~Zodiak Levelers~@ fubar pls gave her all your love You're...My Friend,my companion,through good times and badmy friend, my buddy,through happy and sad,beside me you stand,beside me you walk,you're there to listen,you're there to talk,with happiness, with smiles,with pain and tears,I know you'll be there,throughout the years!

Love Is Passion...
Anyone know where this is from? Come on...I can't believe no one can even take a guess? "Love is passion, obsession, someone you can't live without. If you don't start with that, what are you going to end up with? Fall head over heels. I say find someone you can love like crazy and who'll love you the same way back. And how do you find him? Forget your head and listen to your heart. I'm not hearing any heart. Run the risk, if you get hurt, you'll come back. Because, the truth is there is no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love - well, you haven't lived a life at all. You have to try. Because if you haven't tried, you haven't lived."

About Me And Life
Hey there. I'm tired to be single guy. I like put my self here for sell I like to get married in next 3 month So if any girl looking for a guy make a commitment. Here I am. Lets Try and see how is it go!!!

Goodbye
It's been five days... five days since I said goodbye, five days since I heard the family say "She's waiting for you." Five days since we all sang Amazing Grace around your bedside, and some christmas carol whose title has buried itself deep inside my mind. It's been five days since I told you that it was allright to go. Five days since the last time I lied to you... it wasn't okay with me, but you had to go. You were my hero, and my world as a child revolved around getting to see you, to hear you sing your hymns while you puttered around the kitchen, to pick on your memory for names when you were flustered, to feel hugs and feel that the world had sent me to you because God knew I would need you in my hardest times. No one could fathom the love I held for you, and nobody could even remotely fathom the love you held for everyone around you, it didn't matter who you were, you were loved, and I feel so honored to have been your granddaughter for 23 years of my life, I just wish I ha

Those Crazy Mummers
the Mumms are killing me ... and I need a forum to convince Ash to hang Sherry's ass so she can call me lets have a virtual party Violets head is pounding and she regrets those last 8 shots Kevin actually has not sobered up enough to get dressed yet word is he never really stopped drinking James hopes to be able to stand direct light and loose the glasses before New Years she woke up with her hair like this and no one will tell her WTF happened Crazy Dave tried to pay me not to share this...but I stood firm Doug didn't try pay me off the silly man just trusted my word ... so angelic!! Baby Satan's weekend job Spike Coon ... who knew???

The Good Die Young
No matter whenever. No matter wherever. We're meeting again be it heaven or hell, an alien ship, purgatory or somewhere outside of this world full of shit where we dwell. I cannot believe that I never will see you and hope it's a lie. We'll find out when I die. You went before me but I followed behind you. Don't know if I'll find you but I promise to try

Reflecing
Been laid off from work for 6 weeks now. Have a job interview today. Been a long time since Ive had to interview for a job in order to get it. Kinda nervous about it. Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I recently stopped smoking. (I put this everywhere b/c I'm so proud) 2. I love dogs. 3.I love my job. (Weird huh?) 4.First thing I do when taking off my socks is rub my feet on carpet really fast because I think it feels cool. 5.I love reading magazines but I hate books. 6.I can thump you and give you a concussion. 7.I enjoy working on classic cars. 8.I secretly like my wifes cats. 9.I absolutely adore the kids. 10.I like to danc

By Mink
I just want to take a moment to thank everyone for all their birthday wishes and gifts. Okay, okay I know I have been leaving subtle hints. LOL What can I say? I also happened to have leveled to Fu-King on my birthday. How awesome was that? I didn't expect it. I want to send a special thank you to my real life sister Silverpixi. Silverpixi~Club United~LollipopGurlz~ FSC~Owner of Miss Crys {Please read my profile}@ fubar Please go show her mad love. Without my knowledge (at first) she posted a blog asking for people to help me level. She is an awesome sister and friend. Those who are fortunate enough to know her can attest to this. If you haven't met her yet go and say hi and show her love. She does return all love received. I love you Silverpixi!!! You are the best sister and friend anyone can have. To all my other family and friends, you all rock and I love you all. I wish you all a very Happy New Year and wish you all much success and love. Peace ou

Autos On
AUTO 11'S ARE ON & RANDOM BLING FOR HEAVY RATERS! TROUBLE ♥ T.R.O.U.B.L.E ♥ I'M JUST A FIGMENT OF UR IMAGINATION ♥@ fubar SHE HAS THEM RUNNING FROM 11Am FU-TIME, Friday, JANUARY 16-17 RANDOM BLING FOR HEAVY RATERS!! SEND PM FOR RETURN RATES, ON UR AUTO!!! ♥ T.R.O.U.B.L.E ♥ I'M JUST A FIGMENT OF UR IMAGINATION ♥@ fubar Click here to show him love! SUNDOWNER@ fubar

Song Lyrics I Feel.
The Sun...Maroon 5 After school Walking home Fresh dirt under my fingernails And I can smell hot asphalt Cars screech to a halt to let me pass And I cannot remember What life was like through photographs Trying to recreate images life gives us from our past And sometimes it�s a sad song But I cannot forget Refuse to regret So glad I met you Take my breath away Make everyday Worth all of the pain that I have Gone through And mama I�ve been cryin� Cause things ain�t how they used to be She said the battles almost won And we�re only several miles from the sun Moving on down the street I see people I won�t ever meet Think of her, take a breath Feel the beat in the rhythm of my steps And sometimes it�s a sad song But I cannot forget Refuse to regret So glad I met you Take my breath away Make everyday Worth all of the pain that I have Gone through And mama I�ve been cryin� Cause things

I Can Save The World !haha
Once again, America is all screwed up. And once again, I am here to solve all the country's problems. Ho-hum, sigh and all that. Before we begin, let's take a look at the 3 biggest problems facing the American voting public here in 2008. The list is short and important. The Iraq War (it's still going on). The economy (it sucks). Rising gas prices (they just keep on rising). Many people will argue that the war in Iraq is helping rid the world of terrorists. Still others will argue that the war in Iraq is actually creating more terrorists. And there are also those few who believe that we need the terrorists to keep job security for the CIA. It's all a confusing mess. But I think I know how to solve it. Two words: amusement parks. Everybody loves amusement parks!!! If we were to turn the country of Iraq into a giant amusement park, I believe that the Sunnis and Shiites would wander around their country peacefully, happily, and maybe with a little cotton candy stuck to th

I Am Me
I am Independent Outgoing Stratigical Smart Athletic Beautiful Inside and Out I am me. I am a good cook I love my flute I love my family I love my friends I live for the thrill Of each day. I am me. I don't like to wait I have a lot of strengths I know myself Better than I know my heart I don't understand my feelings. But if you come along we can sort if out, I love you, You're the only one for me But you've got to understand I don't change myself for anyone. I am me.

Best Of My Intentions
I had big plans for our future Said I'd give you the whole world somehow I tried making good on that promise Thought I'd be so much further by now Never could build you a castle Even though you're the queen of my heart But I've had the best of intentions from the start Now some people think I'm a loser Cause I seldom get things right But you make me feel like a winner When you wrap me in your arms so tight Please tell me you will remember No matter how much I do wrong That I had the best of intentions all along I'd give you a ring and I promised you things I always thought we'd do But my best laid plan slipped right through my hands To show my love for you And if you could read my heart Then you'd know without exception It was all with the best of intentions I gave you a ring and I promised you things I always thought we'd do But my best laid plan slipped right through my hands To show my love for you And if you could read my heart Then you'd know withou

Anymore
I can't hide the way I feel about you anymore I can't hold the hurt inside, keep the pain out of my eyes anymore My tears no longer waiting, my resistance ain't that strong My mind keeps recreating a life with you alone And I'm tired of pretending I don't love you anymore Let me make one last appeal to show you how I feel about you 'Cause there's no one else I swear that holds a candle anywhere next to you My heart can't take the beating, not having you to hold A small voice keeps repeating deep inside my soul It says I can't keep pretending I don't love you anymore I've got to take the chance or let it pass by If I expect to get on with my life My tears no longer waiting, oohh my resistance ain't that strong But my mind keeps recreating a life with you alone And I'm tired of pretending I don't love you anymore Anymore Anymore

Battle Of The Sexes
It’s A Battle Of The Sexes That’s Right I Said A Battle Of The Sexes! New Years Eve 8pm – 1am EST! We need teams so come on in and find out the details to see if YOU have what it takes to win The Battle Of The Sexes!

Gothic Erotica
I was dreaming... I was standing in the corner of my room, deep in the shadows, watching myself sleep. My corner self was breathing very heavy. I wanted the me in the bed to wake up. This was weird, I knew it was weird, but the me in bed was sleeping soundly. I wanted to scream but I could not. I wanted to run from the corner and jump back into the me in bed, but I couldn’t move. I was starting to panic, my heart was beating hard and fast. I couldn’t believe that the me in bed wasn’t tossing and turning from this...this, to me, nightmare. Then a thought came to me that sent chills through my whole body, I must be dead. Then I saw her enter the room, and go to the bed. She pulled back the covers and ran her hand softly over, well, my face. I mean that was me in that bed wasn’t it? Bree, wake up, I am losing my mind in this dream, I can’t take it anymore. I don’t know this woman, I have never seen her before. She ran her hands down to my breast, rubbing my nipples as I stood

Music=therapy
I can't find a decent version dammit. This is as close as I could get. Dylan kinda taints it for me, but I prefer Van Morrison aged....the gravely voice. Enjoy. Or not. I still fuckin love this song. I can hear her heart beat for a thousand miles And the heavens open every time she smiles And when I come to her that's where I belong I'm running to her like a river's song Chorus: She give me love, love, love, love, crazy love She give me love, love, love, love, crazy love She's got a fine sense of humor when I'm feeling low down And when I come to her when the sun goes down She take away my trouble, take away my grief Take away my heartache, in the night like a thief Chorus Yes I need her in the daytime Yes I need her in the night Yes I want to throw my arms around her Kiss n hug her, kiss n hug her tight And when I'm returning from so far away She gives me some sweet lovin' brighten up my day Yes it makes me righteous, yes it makes me feel whole

My Life Part 7
Love, Trust, Betrayal, Disrespect and Selfishness This title pretty much says it all. So be warned! This is the open, honest, straight forward and to the point. This is how I have come to see things over the years. I am not the only man that feels like this to some degree. And there are plenty of women out there that feel this way toward men to some degree as well. In order for me to get my point across. I need to give you a little of my thoughts on life in each of the categories in this title. So please be patient as you read. As I grew up, I believed that Marriage was a life time commitment. To love honor and Cherish til death do us part. I believed that once you were married, that was the one you were with period. It was to be strictly monogamous. The man worked and took care of his family. Defended them at all cost and could trust without hesitation what his spouse told him. Man...What fantasy world was I living in? Life is not what The Wonderful World of Disney po

Auction Time
Altruize 25 Blingcredits will get u altruized with 1 Boomerang running 45 Blingcredits will get u altruized with 1 Auto11 or 1 Bomb 80 Blingcredits will get u altruized with 1 Auto11 and 1 Bomb 95 Blingcredits will get u altruized with 1 Auto11 1 Bomb and 1 Boomerang 110 Blingcredits will get u alruized with 1 Auto11 1 Bomb and 2 Boomerangs 120 Blingcredits will get u altruized with 1 Auto11 1 Bomb 1 Boomerang and 1 Famplifier or 1 God Mode Just send me the amount of Crdits with a short Msg Miss Moneypenny xox

Ms. Drunk Girl
How to FULLY Emasculate a Male!!!! Ladies, let's face facts here. Most of you are bitches. And as such, most of you like to have the upper hand in any relationship. That's not easily done because men are bigger, stronger, more stubborn and typically unwilling to yield power. But ladies, well, y'all are smarter and more emotional than men. And you care more about your status in a relationship so you have the upper hand when it comes to strategy and timing. But some of you, for whatever reasons, still haven't learned how to turn your man into a whipped sad sack. And that's where I come in. You see, I pay attention to this kind of shit. It's kind of my thing. Emasculating your man will not happen too quickly. For the most part, you women are not attracted to the kind of man who is close to his emotions, and as such, it will take a little time to take a strong, stubborn asshole and make him into a little bitch. But you can do it. After all, you've got the time. Step 1: Ge

You Peoples
You peoples my peoples your peoples, my kind your kind that the kind? My family your family, my friends your friends, my parent your parent, my brothers and sisters,your brothers and sisters. That human being! What we fighting for? Why there so much dislike and hatred in us all? Is it the pride? Is it the racial? Or because we just too proud? Of our tongue, hidden fear showing bravery, became an ugly soul. How much does we really needed? We not enough? We steals, we lies, We cheat, We robs, don't give a damn you suffers and hurts! Until we get what we want to fulfil our greediness! Why there is war around us? War again my-your own country! War again my-your peoples! War again my-your family! War again each other racial! War of the colour, blinded with evils, craving for power! To kill to conquer a fellow human being? You peoples, big and small, tall and shorts running warm blooded though the vain! You peoples, living on the earth! enough for everyone to

My Wedding Poem To The Love Of My Life
With you in my heart, my life is complete; you’re the air that I breathe and the food that I eat. You are my soul mate, the beat in my heart; it feels like a year each second we’re apart. With you in my heart I’m walking on air, I can imagine your cologne and you touching my hair. Your handsome eyes, so kind so true, the loveliest sight I have ever seen. With you in my heart, I am brim full of pride, it’s as though I can achieve anything with you by my side. You’re my rock, you’re my angel, my one true love, you’re my present from heaven, my gift from above, my answered prayer. With you in my heart, I love you so much, how caring you are, my soul you do touch. You are a Handsome Prince Charming, a pleasure to know, my love for you just continues to grow. With you in my heart, I’m the happiest woman on earth, I feel God planned this since the day of my birth. I could never love anyone the way I love you, I hope and I pray that you feel the same way too. With you in my

25 Reasons I Owe My Mother
1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE . "If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished cleaning." 2. My mother taught me RELIGION. "You better pray that will come out of the carpet." 3. My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL . "If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of next week!" 4. My mother taught me LOGIC. " Because I said so, that's why." 5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC. "If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to the store with me.." 6. My mother taught me FORESIGHT. "Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident." 7. My mother taught me IRONY "Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about." 8. My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS. "Shut your mouth and eat your supper." 9. My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM. "Will you look at that dirt on the back of your neck!" 10. My mother taught me about

Cool Happenings
When I was 17, my Junior year in high school, I lived with another family because things were dicey at my parents' house (violently dicey) and I moved out. They were extraordinarily kind and generous, They were stretching money and things were always tight for them, but they found a way to let me live with them for most of my Junior year, Two of the sons (there were 3 boys and one girl) were my best friends. When I came out, one of the sons, Phill, was not receptive about me coming out at all... he didn't react well. He couldn't accept me being gay... it was a very cold reaction. I didn't talk to him for years. I did talk to the other brother often for several years, but Phill was my best friend. It definitely left an empty spot in me... one I had forgotten about. I met him yesterday and he and his sister and I went to dinner. He made amends for the way that he reacted... it was tearful... It was amazing... It was amazing to me because he got to clear his conscience. H

My Thoughts And Such
We, the undersigned Fubarians, are tired of seeing people begging for things by using their statuses and posting MuMMs that go against guidelines (and getting away with it), so we hereby propose a new ability bling: Beggin' Strips. The Beggin' Strips ability bling would, when used, strip a person of ALL Angel/Demon abilities, the capability of making a blast, or buying a Happy Hour, MuMMing abilities, and even the ability to make a status (along with clearing theirs), for 6 hours. Of course, it would be a limited use bling, being able to be used only 5 times, or for 3 hours, whichever comes first. Baby J, we ask you to create and sell this bling. It would be a good way to get people who have never spent money on Fubar before, to buy something. I know I would. Sincerely, The undersigned Fubarians who want to ENJOY this site again. If you agree, comment below with "Signed". Also, if you REALLY want this, share this for everyone else to sign. When it reaches 250 signature

Oral Fixations!
Petty Officer II (EOD2) Mike Monsoori, a Navy EOD Technician, was awarded the Congressional Medal of Honor posthumously for jumping on a grenade in Iraq, giving his life to save his fellow Seal. (Notice: Mike was not a Navy SEAL, he was EOD. He gave his life to save a group of Navy SEALS.)During Mike Monsoori's funeral in San Diego, a his coffin was being moved from the hearse to the grave site at Ft. Rosecrans National Cemetery, SEAL's were lined up on both sides of the pallbearers route forming a column of two's, with the coffin moving up the center. As Mike's coffin passed, each SEAL, having removed his gold Trident from his uniform, slapped it down embedding the Trident in the wooden coffin.

Quintons
I need some one how is going to be there for me. you have to know what u want. A ride a die women that likes to have fun. Someone that not on head games. someone that cares for me like i do. You have to like to fuck and be good at it cause i like to do it all night. someone i can talk to and can talk to me. just some i can have kids with but know time soon. lookin for the love of my life. If thats u get at me

My Pics...
Recently I have taken to using PhotoShop on pics using models bodies and my face or head...now some of you might see this as cheating or lying or whatever...However I do not claim those are me and I always add in the caption that it is PhotoShop or to see my REAL pics...I spend what little time I am actually on here checking out people and seeing who is real...I only do these pics to prove a point...I make them for friends as well but they never use them to mislead or I would not make them anymore...I mostly do it for Holidays...Anyhow...if you wanna see real fakes then you need to go to JohnnyDevil's page and read his blogs and look thru his albums...he is quite the detective and can spot fakes like no other...I simply adore him!!! I cannot stand the peeple on here that use fake pics or NSFW pics to gain something from fellow members rather than pay for it themselves...I also HATE those women on here that cannot get it thru their heads that when a guy is in a relationship that means b

Ellen
First, thank you all for your most gracious welcomes. They are very much appreciated. I am at a loss for words, lol, and I usually talk a mile a minute but (there is always a but) I am here to visit, comment when asked my opinion and nothing serious. I like the site, I love to drink but don't and I love to meet new people who are real for real. I am not a sex kitten, I am not what some would say is beautiful or good looking, I am just me. A plain, sometimes mixed up woman who likes to chat and enjoy myself. I have hobbies that I love to do and do when I am not on the puter, lol. I love to play trains and race cars with my 4 year old great grandson, he runs circles around me, lol. I have several miniture trains that I play with, complete with people and cars and houses, but most important I am probably old enough to be your grandmom, lol. So cut out the small stuff and let's get down to business. Be yourself, talk to ME and not at me. P.S.: I don't curse and I am from th

Yes!! Another Auction With A Lot Of Sexy People!!
New Years Auction (starts Sunday 28th dec 3am FuTime, ends Thursday 1st jan 9am FuTime) SO COME MAKE YOUR BIDS AND GET YOUR NEW YEARS HOTTIE!! =) YOUR HOST(SHOW SOME LOVE)~*~cutemommy82~*~ ~BRATT~ ♥♀ht $$♀♥ $$$$-MYSTA BIGZZZ-$$$$$ ~Grlskikass2~ SO HAPPY NEW YEAR AND CHECK OUT ~BRATTS~ SEXY FRIENDS, YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO:)) =) ♥~BRATT~♥@ fubar

Wanna Be In My Family?
Are you tired of watching people level faster than you and you've been on here MONTHS before them? Are you tired of feeling neglected,left out of some of the fun Fu activities on here that others seem to get time after time after time again while you sit on the sidelines benched,unapproached,or viewed as an afterthought? Are you tired of rating people's profiles and them not returning the luv? Are you tired of no one buying you drinks or maybe worse Are you tired of feeling unrecognized and unloved....has the Fu done damage to your self esteem making you feel like you are less than zero for whatever reasons? If you've answered yes to at least one of these questions,have I got news for you! You can join my family! As a member of my family I will PERSONALLY GUARANTEE you that I will send you drinks if you are not drunk,if you are drunk I will send you at LEAST one gift per day,I'll leave a comment on your page (starting today lol) and whats even better than that is the people in my famil

Still Not Sorry
My heart still hurts and will mend in time I am sure. I think of you each and every day wondering if you are well and ok. I miss you every moment that I am awake, and grab my cell to text you when something occurs that I wanted to share with you. I wonder in my mind if the silence is because you were just too kind to send me away or if it is because what I said wounded or angered you. Then my mind begins to wonder in a bad direction and I worry that maybe something has happened to you, because surely you would not abandon the rest of your friends this way. I took the destruction of my cell phone to be fate telling me to move on, and still yet through all of this I am not sorry that I met you or even sorry for the time I was lucky to spend with you. I am only sorry that I asked too much of you. May you find what it is that you seek in this life and may it please you all of your days.

Enough Is Enough
Too many wanna do little to nothing they beg for bling they want suto 11s and want everyone to kiss their butts. Guess what I've had a few hhs auto 11s I've got my share of bling and more in my thoughts and I never asked for a thing it means much more than askin. I'm an oracle at the moment and I did it all in under a year and in that year I missed over 3 months but I got there. Like me or not the fact is get over it and the points let the points rankings and everything else come as it does. If I have autos ts about helping me and my friends. not getting my butt kissed but everyone.

Autos
I don't know know what the deal is with auto 11s but yes they are nice to have but the fact is everyone needs to quit all the bs. Auto 11s are about helpin friends while helpin yourself I will not rate like crazy for just anyone because they have autos. I'm all about makin friends and havin a good time too.

Its That Time Again!
Its time again for my schedule to change.. I'm going back to the dreaded night shift for a month, so i wont be around here at my usual time.... I have to work from 7pm -5am Mon. - Thur. (for the month of Jan.) I will try to check in every day in between sleep & life, so leave some love if ya feel like it! I will always answer those who do... I will miss my Fu family and friends and hope you will all still be here when I get back. The only good thing about this is I find out who my true friends are cause they always stick around & keep me goin with their daily hello's, Thanks Doc & the Angel army for being so special!and thanks to the rest of my Family who have become great friends... Love you! "Sunshine"

Love Is Just A Word
s-you-apart Have you ever been in love? Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They don't ask for it. They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like 'maybe we should just be friends' or 'how very perceptive' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.

Bid On Me
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When I look back at this body of work,it's obvious to me that this is a team effort as not one person could do this by oneself. I want to sat thank you all those involved in the last weeks of creativity. Thinking about all the time and energy contributed by so many people that went into this music makes me both humbled and proud. I hope you all enjoy life for what it is and what is brought to you.

Friend's Don't Let Friend's Walk Alone....
Friend's don't let friend's walk alone they stand beside them and be strong, Through the good times and the bad my friend's never have to be sad. I am there to protect them , I am there to help them. And I would never betray them. I tell them all how I feel because the love I share is that real. Friend's don't friend's get walked on or put down, because without friend's the world would not go round. Friend's don't let friend's get run over, And trust me I am no push over. I stick by my friend's 100%. Just because that's what friend's are for. Friend's don't let friend's walk alone because we can't make it on our own. I am a true just ask and you'll see. I don't let my friend's walk alone we walk side by side and hand in hand because that's how my friend's mean to me. I don't let them get mistreated and they do the same for me, And I take the time to think about how much my friend's mean to me. As long as I can still breathe I will say this forever. Friend's don't let f

Brought Over From My Oldest / First Blog
"It's the sense of touch." "What?" "Any real city, you walk, you know? You brush past people. People bump into you. In L.A., nobody touches you. We're always behind this metal and glass. I think we miss that touch so much that we crash into each other just so we can feel something." Dyin'? Boy, he can have this little life any time he wants to. Do ya hear that? Are ya hearin' it? Come on. You're welcome to it, ol' timer. Let me know you're up there. Come on. Love me, hate me, kill me, anything. Just let me know it. A man and his dog were walking along a road. The man was enjoying the scenery, when it suddenly occurred to him that he was dead. He remembered dying, and that his faithful dog had been dead for many years. He wondered where the road was leading them. After a while, they came to a high, white stone wall along one side of the road. It looked like fine marble. As he reached the wall, he saw a magnificent gate in the arch, and the street that led to the gate made fr

Chains
CHAINED SHE WAS CHAINED TO A HOOK ON THE WALL, HAD BEEN HERE A DAY, BUT HOW HAD SHE GOTTEN HERE, HER MIND WHIRLED IN DISMAY, THE PREVIOUS NIGHT WAS ALL A BLUR WHERE HAD SHE BEEN LAST, IT WAS A BLANK SPOT IN MEMORY SHE COULDN'T RECALL HER PAST, IT IS DARK IN HERE ALMOST PITCH BLACK SHE CAN'T SEE A THING, SHE TUGS HARD AT THE CHAINS BUT THEY HOLD FAST TO A RING, SHE SUDDENLY REALIZES SHE IS NUDE HER SKIN SLICK WITH SWEAT, SHE TREMBLES NOW AT MEMORIES THAT SHE CAN'T REMEMBER YET, THEN IN A FLASH THEY ALL COME BACK HE WAS DRESSED IN BLACK, HE HAD TIED HER FIRST SPREAD EAGLED LAIN HER ON HER BACK, HE HAD THEN BLINDFOLDED HER AND GAGGED HER WITH A BALL, SHE FELT HIS STRONG FINGERS ENTER HER THEN A BLACKNESS FALL, SHE AWOKE SUDDENLY TO PAIN AS SHE FELT HER NIPPLES CLAMPED, SURPRISINGLY PLEASURE FILLED HER, SEXUALLY SHE'D BEEN STAMPED, SHE FELT HER VAGINA SPREAD WIDE AND FILLED WITH A PLASTIC TOY, VIBRATIONS COURSED THROUGH HER BODY SH

Random.
so who would like to make a salute for me hehe. i went on some pages and seen that people salute their friends and all. i want one, pretty please with edible panties on top lmao. =D Love You. Do certain people just not care how others feel at all? Many guys whom I have either met or showed interest in me, hurt me. What's the sense in hurting someone mentally, seriously?!!? I know I am a good girl, is that so bad, to be good or try to be good to impress someone? I give my all, I guess I wear my feelings on my shoulder and I am too understanding because I end up letting guys walk all over me. I let them sweet talk me without trying to get to know them first as a friend. But c'mon, I am a very understanding girl and no matter who does me wrong, you know what; I understand. I don't let it go easily, but I do understand. It just really hurts when I am being taken advantage of. Yeah you all will say to get over it or the guy was a jerk or just whatever. This isn't me blogging

Lyrics Of 1 Of My Fave Songs
It don't matter where you've been Just focus on where you're going Most people you think are friends Ain't there when the tough gets going Remember to keep your friends Be wise with those you've chosen 'Cause only your closest friends Are there when the going gets tough When I think about it the definition change Back in the old days it wasn't quite the same Or maybe it was but on another level Still pushing dirt with a different type of shovel Loyalty, trust, unconditional foundation Builds everlasting bonds and relations I've got friends I haven't seen in years I'd die for tonight forget and have a couple beers On the other hand you never know where you stand With certain types of friends they'll sell you out for some ends Or some pussy or some weed or a business transaction Some use words but I prefer action I'm a break you off like an old school playa My x-ray vision helps me see through the layers Of you fakes, phonies, lies and deception Ask Matt Hall if

A Salute To Our Troops
since we are here about to bring in a new year i would like to taks the time to say to all the service men and women i thank you for all you have done to keep us safe and i pray for the day you can come home and stay home i hope it will be soon may god keep a protective hand over the rest of our troops and bring you all home safe

Poetry
I love the way you smile, the way your eyes sparkle in the light i love the way your arms feel when i fall asleep in them at night i love how your laughter can brighten up my day and how the sound of you voice melts all my fears away i love when we dance and your eyes are only on me the way your lips feel on mine, like they were meant to be i love the way your scent stays on my pillows after you have gone the way a thought of you is triggered by a simple song you fill me with happiness when you walk through the door you leave me with a feeling i have never felt before i feel that fluttering feeling when you're by my side and my hear yearns, knowing that you will never be mine the hand so strong to catch me when i fall the laughter that carries me with no trouble at all the eyes i look into and see what's in store the arms to hold me through the night forever more the cute smile that creeps on his face in a subtle way the strong love he gives that carries m

Confused - Wat Do U Think?
i lived life like i thought i should, never realizing the mistakes i made would be difficult to correct the older i get i met this one girl i love, helped me through good and bad times but i never looked at it like she cared ...maybe because i was to scared scared of what? thats the question, i never got to the point where i needed an answer i would just sit there and wonder wonder about what? how fucked up i am?, no! the fact that i did fuck up and why i did things that certain way only to go on and say... I HATE MY LIFE I HATE MY LIFE GOD HELP ME HELP ME TO SEE now i'm where i shouldn't be, in a hole i cant get out from only to please the ones i dont care about leading to a street with a different route that route led to my lifes journey, with lots of forks in the road ...problem was i never knew which turn to take which led me to believe its ok to make a mistake! that mistake lead to sadness which i knew i could overcome but something insi

Ball's Deep(thoughts)!
Hey all, time for a little update. My son was born on the 20th of November. His name is Nixon Mathieu Le Wilcox-Ball. A mouthful, I know, lol! I'm typing this as my son is laying on a giant pillow on my lap. He's a month old now, was and, as I'm sure all parents know, it's been a lot of ups and downs. He's been good for the most part, it's just the nitetime where he gets a bit cranky. I've become comfortable enough with nitetime feeding that Rea and I can rotate nites with the boy. That has helped alot, because now we can get some sleep, lol. Got some pics too, so check 'em out. Okay, now for a big announcement. I'm transfering from D.C. in March, and the family and I are going to be stationed in Okinawa, Japan. I'll be on leave from about the middle of March, until the middle of April. So yeah, that's the big announcement. There'll be more to come, I'm sure. So stay tuned! Oh yeah, and leave me some freaking comments, will ya? Good, bad, I don't care. Have your friends stop by too

Free Writing
the world is coming to end as i feel the weight come down on me.Have i lived my life as i wanted did i do everything right is something missing?? as i walk down a cold dark path the thoughts run in my mind of everything in my past. more i walk the darker it gets and the more i think about the life i am leaving behind. is this the end,who is waiting for me at the end of this path if anyone is waiting for me,or will i be alone.?where do i go after i get to the end of this path do i go anywhere? will i like where i go will i ever see the ones i care for again? will anyone miss me that is in my past? too many things left to do and time has ran out for them. not sure if i lived my life the way i wanted or met all the people i needed to. its all over now its said and done no time to look back. time to go foward and see what is waiting for me at the end of my path. take a deep breath and walk to i get to the end free my head find my soul.look deep inside see what is left after the life i live

People Are Ridiculous
http://www.fubar.com/user/2398271 This guy just sent me a shout that said "Wow, you're a fat and ugly number." I tried to reply to him but of course he had blocked me. Typical SKINNY coward. ugh. If you are a weirdo who only has four pics on your profile - and none of those pics are even of you - don't bother to repeatedly SB me and propose fumarriage. Go fart in the bathtub and bite the bubbles, turdburglar. So, I have a photo posted here which shows me nursing my son. You can barely see anything of my breast, but it is pretty obvious what I am doing. Someone thought they should comment on it, saying "omfg that is sick and right on cam too". I deleted the comment but I am still upset about it, and to top it all off that person requested that I add them as a friend! Um, no, you don't get to call me sick and then be my friend. WTF? There are thousands of hoebags on this site showing nearly all of their tits on their blasts, but I get criticized for a picture of me feeding my ba

My Life Part 6
Me and The Bandidos Motorcycle Club I was invited to attend one of the National runs I found this to be a great honor and I gladly accepted. I got to see a lot that some only dream of. I was able to talk with 30 plus year members and even one member. Who was in a Military club much like I was before he became a Bandido. I seen prospects working their asses off to get what they wanted. None of them were just sitting around shooting the shit. This impressed me. This looked like exactly what I was looking for. I was asked and I accepted the opportunity to Prospect for the Bandidos. I was then and am now Proud to have done it. I worked my ass off. Rode more in a month than some do all year. I learned club history, was told stories of things funny and not so funny. I earned the privilege to be called a Bandido I have earned my One Percenter Diamond and will defend my club and my brothers to the death if need be. I am now again more than just another person. I am a One Percenter!

Friends That Rock
These 2 friends are the greatest!I asked my friends to show me some love,And they showed up and did just that!Go Rate, Fan and Add them,Crush them and Bling them.Then show some love by rating their pics.Naughty by Nature~DSC~ Owner of ~~~FU~DADDY™~~~&Got Ink?Lonewolf This bully brought to you by AYASHARepost for me please!

Nsfw
So lots of people ask to see my NSFW pics. There is a simple way to get them. You can Buy me a blast, the longer the blast the longer you stay in the family. You can buy me a bling pack, you can buy me a Happy Hour and you are in the family for life! You can renew my VIP, or if you are a girl, just let me know you wanna see hehehe.

Ten Reasons To Go To Work Naked
1. Your boss is always yelling, “I wanna see your ass in here by 8:00!” 2. Can take advantage of computer monitor radiation to work on your tan. 3. “I’d love to chip in, but I left my wallet in my pants.” 4. To stop those creepy guys in Marketing from looking down your blouse. 5. You want to see if it’s like the dream. 6. So that with a little help from Muzak you can add “Exotic Dancer” to your exaggerated resume. 7. People stop stealing your pens after they’ve seen where you keep them. 8. Diverts attention from the fact that you also came to work drunk. 9. Gives “bad hair day” a whole new meaning. 10. No one steals your chair. From the Stimulus package. Reference http://www.stimuluswatch.org/project/view/8982 Doorbells $99,600.00 There are 632 units so this is $155 each unit to fit two doorbells. Seems expensive. May be the Department of Defense is installing the doorbells!! From the local Laurel, MS, newspaper: “The Housing Authority

Random Gifts To My Ex
My ex's birthday present from me. 1 animal for every year he was born that he reminds me of giraffe- old pic in blue shirt neck way too longBaboon- Skinnyness long arms/legs Krista color buttcheeks while sleeping Flamingo- Long scrawny legs/ stumpy neckMonkey- Put in zoo and smells like onePenguin- waddles like one when krista is through and wears all black and whitePanda- Chubbyness sorta & black/whiteAlligator- SnappishTiger- growly grumpyness polar Bear- always cold hands like he lives in antarticaDonkey- can sometimes be a jerk and has long face'Cat- curls up and sleeps for like foreverBull- StubbornHippo- oh so fat :p Parrot- repeats stuff on command :p Pig- eats too much although he never gains weightRhinocerous- pointy noseWeasel- knows how to squirm his way outta troubleOstrich- Long legs that walk too fastPeacock- shaves too much trying to look fancy lmao ;x Clam- never talks if somethings bothering him Anal, I know you like it I know you do Thats why whenever i com

Merry Christmas Happy New Year
We are moved and so far settled in, sorry i am not around much but i jsut have a lot of things going on all at once. Well they are very personal so i am not going to post them here. I am around but just not as much . Not as much i as i want to be either. I want to wish everyone a merry christmas and Happy new year. Kepp in touch i will check in here a few times a week so whom ever gets itchy cause i havent benn here To Bad deal with it ........ Otherwise we are moved to Washington state no commment on that right know i dont think i would have anything nice to say .......... so i am keeping it zipped. Anyways this was a qucik chekc letting everyone know i do think about them . Hugs Bouy

Fireforeman!
Hey everyone! Check out this neat guy! From a great Rate Spanker to just an all around great friend to have on your list...it's fireforeman! Hes great! Really! F/R/A him if you havent yet! Your missing out! Heres the link! fireforeman 20-04; ems chief 20-71; rate spanker, taken care of by my lovely ozzyfreak@ fubar

Ecstasy
in the gentle tides of lovers let the calming waters pull you down when I touch you I feel you shiver I feel your heartbeat I can never get enough as we leave the world behind restless turns moist your mouth with my tongue touching your face my hands strayed knowing your taste ecstasy fill me full with thirsty love flow inside me like champagne flowing inside the spiral as we feel the water rushing over us this gentle tide seeing this ocean in your eyes

Lustful Longing
Tell me what I'd have to change. Who would I have to be To slip into your arms; for you to make sweet love to me. Must I climb the highest cliff; swim along the ocean floor Crawl over broken glass - would you demand that I do more? Could you take me as I am, with my issues and my flaws Pull me to your chest without a hesitation or a pause? Slide your hungry tongue between my parted lips. Run your anxious fingers along my quivering hips. Wrap me in your passion, expose your every need. Press your steamy lips to mine, every secret freed. Sprinkle your tears across my cheek, confess every desire Moan my name, call me yours, and set my soul on fire. Need me more with every breath that slips into your chest, Please me nightly, miss me daily, never compare me with the rest. Grip my wrists; look in my eyes, and say the words I long to hear Kiss me roughly, and weep my name, forever hold me dear. Do I ask for wishes that could never quite come true? Is my sin, my greatest faul

I'm New
hey all u gorgeous ladies out there i'm single still and lookin for a gf to hang out with and talk to if u think i'm cute or handsome send me a friends request and a message hey who ever looks at my profile plz leave comments if u mwould like on my pics tyvm

My Life Part 5
The need for medical insurance Well, I got very ill no insurance in and out of the hospital, no one could figure out what was wrong, severe pain that brought me to my knees in my chest. I just knew I was going to die. Then they figured it out. I had a gahlbladder that was not functioning correctly causing all the pain. I had surgery was off work and got very far behind in bills. My wife did not work and she didn't then. She should have. I went back to work sooner than my doctor wanted me to. I had a wife and three step kids to support, but It was killing me I hurt it seems that some people recover more quickly than others. I was in the "Other Category" It took me a long time to get back to making good money again. I was paid by commission, so speed was important. I just did not have it at that time. We had to bail on the house and the car went back, I was barely making enough for utilities and food, much less anything else. My beginnings into Motorcycle clubs I had a fri

End Of 2007 And 2008 In Review
Well... This is my 2008 in review... Well little bit of 2007 too. Things since August 2007 have really shaken my life up and brought me to where I am now. August 2007 both my grandpa's ended up in the hospital. My Grandpa Mathies for congestive heart failure and needing a pace maker. And at the very same time my Grandpa Hogan because everything pretty much shut down. He had been in chronic liver failure for years. I left La Grande to be with my Grandpa Hogan. It wasn't looking good, my mom even flew back from Florida after being there for less than 24 hours to be at the hospital. Me and about 13 family members were with my Grandpa when he passed away. My uncle was just saying the Rosary prayer when he said the last line, my Grandpa took his last breath. Through all of that and the things followed the next few days was really rough. Tried to be strong for mom and stick up for her with something going on. I begged my husband at the time to be there with me and he chose to go back to

~z~ Rant
If you have a cellphone and you have a car, you should pick one or the other. Either drive your car or talk on your cellphone. If you feel your life is so much more important then everyone else and you can not go more then 3.2 seconds without talking or texting on your phone, then WALK! You are evidently too stupid to know how to drive then. If you feel that you still have to answer a phone call while you are operating a 2,000+ motorized vehicle then do us all a favor and put it on speaker or get a head set. Nothing, and I do mean NOTHING, pisses me off more then seeing you moron's driving with one hand, right ear attached to your shoulder, trying to make a left hand turn on a red light and getting mad because people are honking at YOU! You have no business being on the road. Non what so ever! Pull the car OVER and answer your damn phone. It's not even that important anyway. Probably another idiot driving around wanting to know if you will meet them at the mall for a smoothie.

December 27th 2008
not exactly sure what to title this little diddy I am about to write. I am trying not to curse. I went to the movies today to see The Wrestler. It was one of these lower budget movies. It was a really good, I was more impressed than I thought. Made me thinking about myself a lot. Not because I am a wrestler lol. Jeez louise. Nah I was just grasping with the notion of dying alone. So busy with my one trick pony that I don't find that happiness everybody wants and needs. Now I may be grasping at straws when I speak of some epic Oliver Story love saga. When reality tells me that the majority of relationships are messed up. I've yet to find anything potentially soluble w/o finding a weak link. Such as the girl being lazy, not talking, or just not interested in me. Its plain a waste of time to put in the effort when its not going anywhere. I wanted to vent on a few friends of mine but again I think I was grasping at straws. I honestly don't believe anybody wants to h

What I'm About
I'm new. I'm a n00b. Go ahead and pick on me now. Now that's out the way, I'm 20,bi, and looking for a woman friend to spend some time with and possibly a little intimacy. Will I find her here? Who knows, but it's worth a try. I'm an optimist and believe things will happen if they were meant to be.

I Want To Say Im Sorry
i am sorry for the guys that try to talk to me in the shout box but when you have 5 or 6 talking at once you might as well hang it up i want you all to know i am catching up on rates so be understanding please i have a special needs daughter that i take care of so im might be at the computer and i might not but i will get back with you as soon as i can,if i havnt rated you yet please tell me so i can ty and you all are awsome

My Life Part 4
Returning home again I left California pulling a small U-Haul trailer behind my car. (The one that's in my pics) I had intended on going back to Atlanta. But coming through Oklahoma City, Oklahoma during the morning rush hour I was in the wrong lane and could not get over. So there I was heading toward Tulsa on I 44. So I said what the hell. I'll go visit for a day or two then continue to Atlanta. I never left. Things went well with the family for awhile, but as usual that didn't last. I left and have not been back around them at all. I have no desire to be either. Enough is enough and I have had enough! They can take their sniveling back stabbing holier than tho shit and keep it. I will not return...... So. There I was. Just me. Life was boring dull and repetitive. Just the same shit everyday. Work home eat sleep. over and over again. the only excitement I had was riding my bike. It released me from the everyday bullshit. Made me feel good. Took away the stress. But something

My Life Part 3
My return home I left the Army and returned home. It did not take long to see that some things never change. Hell, even my wife could see it. Nothing I did was good enough for the rest of the family. Not my wife, the car I had, my job. Nothing.....Looking back at it. They were correct on the wife part! After the buying and furnishing of a new house. The wife got home sick and just would not let up on it. So I sold it all and moved to Charlotte NC where her sister and her husband lived. So there I was in a strange town. No job and what money I had in my wallet. With a wife and my two step boys to take care of. Things couldn't look any worse. Especially with a wife that continued to spend money like I was getting paid next Friday. I stopped in an Exxon station for gas at the corner of Woodlawn Drive and I 77 to get gas. They had a sign on the door for help wanted. I talked with the manager there his name was Al. And left with a job a whole $3.90 an hour plus commission. Now that

My Life Part 2
My life starts to change. My so called "Step Dad" could not wait to get rid of me. He took me home and commenced to totally blow me off. I went to live with my newspaper route manager and his wife for about a week. They were good people. His wife introduced me to cottage cheese and pepper. I still love it. I had hair down to the middle of my back. That was promptly cut off and new clothes were bought for me to attend moms funeral. I never understood the need to cut my hair. After all, mom had no problem with it. I guess they did. After about a week I was picked up and taken to my "Sisters". This is where I remained until I joined the United States Army. Now about my sister.....I had been to their house before, played with their kids and spent the night. Yet, I never knew she was my sister. Strange that she was my sister and yet much older than me. She had kids about my age. A son and a daughter. They my brother and sister. I still don't understand it. Guess I never will. At th

My Life Part 1
To start with, if you think this is about you, and only you. Get over yourself. This is about how I feel at this point in my life! Reflections from the past as well as thoughts from the present. This blog covers several years and will probably not make sense to many people. It will I am sure slap some right in the face. This is not my intention. I just feel the need to write this as it come to mind. My life from the start According to my birth certificate I was born December 8Th 1957. And was the third child. I wonder why I grew up as an only child? I wonder why I was told at a very young age that my mother gave me up for adoption, yet the mothers name on my birth certificate was the same as the one that told me that? Did I misunderstand being as young as I was? Or was I mislead for some reason? None of that really matters at this point. I can not help but wonder though, how much that information had to do with the way I look at the world now? I remember as a small child go

Music And Philosiphy
All studies start in philosophy, till they mature into their own discipline. However they are still a philosophy of a specified semantic. Even this song is a general semantic about evolution and the desire to change from what we are now. This is a very basic philosophical concept that has been with us for thousands of years. We grow...

Friends Or Fakes
I am a consultant looking for people that are interested in booking shows. and if you are to far away from me you can still order. Just let me know. We have alot of great specials going on this month. You don't want to miss out. Email me today and find out more. I look forward to talking with you. Ok so here it is. You have a lot of friends on your list. but do you talk to them all the time or just add them because you are bored? I would like to think that you add me cause you are looking for a new friend to talk to. And alot of the people that add you are looking for something more then just a friend. are these people not looking at your page??? Give me your comments. Thanks

What I Want
As the new year approaches, I'm setting my sights on what I want outta the new year. And I want a man who looks and me, and goes, I've waited my whole life for you. Not tryin to be cheesy or anything, but being absolutely truthful. I want to be someone's ideal, not what they look at and go, "you're not my usual type, but we'll give it a try". I want a man who doesn't want to change anything about me, and can accept all of me, the good and the bad. I want someone who appreciates that I have had children, and will never achieve the "perfect" body. I want someone who gets my sense of humor, and can share in my silly little jokes. I'm tired of being someone's second best. I want to be their first choice. And have them be mine as well. I want to be able to look in their eyes and see our futures, and not have to worry. I know that love and life are a risk. I've already had my heart broken and broken a few myself. I need someone who can respect my need for independence, yet at th

"can You Tell" Poem
“Can You Tell?” Does time really come in between the pain and some day makes it go away? Or is time there to always remind, bringing up the pain when you least expect it? My pain seems to have remained, having yet to evaporate, but to expand in its depth. My tears come and go because the hurt sometimes shows, but a brave face I place. My smiles chase away the questions, while my eyes give up all the answers. I try to keep my secret hidden so no one can see, in the deepest, saddest part of me. I lie when I say I want to stay, because I fear I cannot ever get away. I’m pulled in more directions, then I could possibly take, can anyone pave my way? I’m lost and confused, just so dazed by the fight, how can I consider taking a life? I’m here, but I can see way beyond to there, my heart does not lie, if you can see inside? But what steps do I take, what words do I speak, how can I reach where I’m meant to be? Eyes are the windows, you lied to keep me here, so can I tell the

Observations
"Brent had a deeply self-destructive streak. He didn't have much supporting him in terms of an intellectual life. I mean, I owe a lot of who I am and what I've been and what I've done to the beatniks from the Fifties and to the poetry and art and music I've come in contact with. I feel like I'm part of a continuous line in American culture, of a root. But Brent was from the East Bay, which is one of those places that is like nonculture. There's nothing there. There's no substance, no background. And Brent wasn't a reader, and he hadn't really been introduced to the world of ideas on any level. So a certain part of him was like a guy in a rat cage, running as fast as he could and not getting anywhere. He didn't have any deeper resources. My life would be miserable if I didn't have those little chunks of Dylan Thomas and T.S. Eliot. I can't even imagine life without that stuff." -Garcia On Mydland's Death This is the "800 Pound gorilla" in most lives these days. Without s

"old Town Square."
“Old Town Square.” It’s weathered street, just kissed by rain, lies glistening and wet The old town square, lost to time, the hallowed place we met Five hundred years past, or maybe more, when I first saw your face And still I see it, in all the things, that make up this ancient place I see it in the fountain, where people came to bathe I see it as the sun now strikes it, with it’s golden rays As they dance there in the water, shimmering and blue In every inch of Old Town Square, I’m seeing bits of you And by the hitching posts, where the horses were once tied And even those posts remind me of you, and I will not deny That you placed your reigns upon me, and a saddle on my back But you never had to bind me, because I’m always coming back To the right you know stood merchant’s booths, filled with exotic goods Bales of cloth and bangles of gold, tents stretching to the woods And near the forest I can plainly see your wagon standing there With you kneeling by the c

The World Is Enough!!
When sex sells in today's society why should life be difficult I see the world as a big mixing bowl and i hate everybody equally unless you piss me off then i will just rip your head off and piss down your throught that is life and i live this crazy mixed up world, love it or leave it i always say..... if your in the military you really know what i mean...

Heartbroken.......not Anymore!!!!
Here I am...sitting in my room thinking about all the time I spent writing your name in my notebook, putting mz. everytime when I put your last name, Now I think 2 myself how can I do that be that in2 a boy who tell the truth isnt cute @ all, my friends kept telling me that I was stupid or dumb 4 liking you, I see what they are talking about now....even now that I realize it I dont call myself dumb I just say I thought I was in love....or whatever ....the songs are right 1st crushes are hard 2 get over especially when you liked that person 4 a long time. When everybody found out I was speechless.....soon after that I answered their question by saying yes....the worst mistake of my life I spent 2 much time listening 2 sad and depressing songs......crying my eyes out because u said I wasnt your type or whatever......now that I see that see your wit Honestly I dont want 2 be your type.....my friends helped me get over u...... making me listen 2 happy upbeat songs......it hel

Video Shout To Fubar Peeps
Hey everyone added a updated video shout for this month...added new peeps in it....if i overlooked you let me know. Beto aka dj devious one I decided to make a video shout out some fubar peeps...Those who I might have left out hit me up in a private message and next time i do another video shout out I will be sure to include you. Plz rate and comment... Beto

Poetry And Stories
Gazing into the dark blue, Star studded sky, Slowly, i lower my head to cry. Whispering dreams, Not ment to be, Lost in hell, my hopes cast out the sea. Hardening my heart As my soul takes flight. Wandering through my restless blight. Standing on a deck As i see the sea below. Standing on the railing i let go.......... Falling and falling, Wonderinf if it will hurt. Landing and sinking "Hello Death"

"your Cup."
“Your Cup” I see your cup is empty, and I guess that’s why I’m here To crack another bottle, and fill it for you dear To share a joke or tell a tale when life is getting rough And make sure my best customer always has enough We will not talk of sports, cause that’s really not your style I know that’s not the reason why you linger here a while Unlike the other nameless souls I see just outside my door For you the norm is not enough, I know you’re seeking more And politics is not the thing of which you want to speak Who really cares who made it in, or wallowed in defeat? No, not you, you come to find, that little pick me up From the one who knows the proper way to fill your empty cup And your cup is often empty, because others drink it down Until the only liquid found are your tears upon the ground But here I always have reserves, of my special stock And sympathetic ears to listen, when you just need to talk Sometimes I reach for matches, to offer you a light

Please Read This
The dreams at night theres no fright the day dreams inbetween with all that ive seen the tears before bed the tune in my head why wont u look at me when its plain to see that i can never let u go and i could never get sick of u u know no matter how many times u say that u dont desirve me in this loveing way i cant belive thats true because i really love you and i need u to read this so every time we kiss u will know in your heart that it could never be the same when were apart and everytime theres a skipped beat in my heart *u will know i loved u from the start*

Angles
YOU ARE UN BELIEVe ABLE, YOU ARE AWESOME, YOU AREHELLBEAUTIFULL,YOU ARE CREATIVE, YOU ARE FANCY, YOU ARE CHARMINGYOUARE GORGEOUS,YOU ARE FANTASTIC, YOU ARE MAGNIFICANT, YOUAREDASHING,YOU ARE AMAZING, YOU ARE FABULOUSE, YOU ARE LOVELY, YOUARECUTE,YOU ARE SMART, YOU ARE STYLISH, YOU ARE SEXY, YOUAREAMIABLE,YOU ARE INVINCIBLE, YOU ARE VIVIAN, YOU AREOUTCLASS,YOUARE WONDERFUL,YOU ARE SWEET, YOU ARE INVITING, YOU ARESMASHING,YOUARE EYE-CATCHING, YOU ARE WORTH WATCHING, YOU AREAPPEALING,YOU AREEXQUISITE, YOU ARE ADMIRE ABLE, YOU AREATTRACTIVE,YOU AREINTERESTING, YOU ARE DARLING, YOU AREEXCELLENT,YOU AREFASCINATINGY, YOU ARE DESIRE ABLE, YOU AREELEGANT,YOU AREFAVOURITE, YOU ARE INNOCENT, YOU ARE ADORABLE,YOUARE ENTICING,YOUARE SO LOVEABLE, YOU ARE TALENTED, YOU ARESIZZLING,YOU ARE HOT,YOUARE so sexy You ARE so Cute You ARE SONaughty You ARE SO Sweet YOUARE SO Cool YOU ARE SO Awesome YOU ARESO Intelligent YOU ARE SOAmazing You ARE SO Smart YOU ARE SO SharpYOU ARE SO Caring and a

Christmas Wish
Merry christmas Its christmas day We all wish It wasn't this way Not enough presents Too little money So much love Ain't it funny We take things for granted You know its true Please don't fall apart We really need you I'll give you the world That's my present to you Wrapped up in my hand With love as the glue Please always remember I really care for you...... Christmas Wish I made my list for Santa The usual clothes, CDs and Movies There was one thing I didn't put I thought he would know and get it for me I wanted you back in my arms Thinking he would know I though of you every night He sees me when I'm sleeping and knows when I'm awake I looked at your picture every night Christmas came and presents to open I never got what I wanted He never brought me you Instead he brought my movies and clothes He left me with a frown That I covered with a smile I didn't get my number on thing My Christmas wish

Feelings 4 Ya
Sometimes wen i look n2 ur eyes its like starrin n2 an unknown gallexy I get lost in ur arms feels like heaven n between them Ur body feels so warm against mines I love it wen u put ur arms around me as were walking in the park The way u take ur hands n brush ma hair away from ma face n kiss ma forhead Holdin ma hand walkin thru da park jus enjoyin each oda Love it wen u lick dem lips baby it drives me crazy I know u nside out We got dat strong connection, like our souls r ment 2 be I feel like im n another world wen im wit u my problems r gone Cant breathe wen ur gone, need ur oxygen n ma system U got me head ova heals fo ya boy!! Da only thing i ask is dat u love me foeva n neva break ma heart!!

Just Me
Ok those of you who know me know I am a huge flirt.. But for the record I am not looking for that meaningless one night roll in the hay... Some of my best friends are on here and they are friends online and off. I also am not looking for a relationship because there is one who knows he holds the key to my inner being and when he is ready for that then he knows I will move the world for him... I am a woman in many levels but believe that you should always be honest in every thing you do.. so if you want to ask me a question feel free and if you like the answer or not it will be the truth so becarful what you wish for... Ok Well I will say here how I think it is great to have friends you can really talk to here... but dont be mad if it takes me a bit to get back to you I rally do have a life other then fubar.... I am currently in the process of finishing my divorce so that I can up and move from this state to where my heart lays.... for those of you who really know me you know my plans a

Poetry (ghetto Style)
If only I could hear her voice one more time.See her smile, her beautiful eyes.If only I could hug her again.And tell her that she meant more than I said.I miss her dearly,But now she's gone.With the angels above, She sings her song. smoke the weed trying to hide the pain Spendin all my time, smoke my life away You can feel it inside, take a look in my eyes Can you feel the pain Mary Mary, take my pain away With struggle in time, spittin all over my face Take a look in my eyes, don't you dear look away Mary Jane maintains, tryin to heAl my pain Kickin in the door with the double dawg pumped Shot gun trucha comin in people screamin And pushin and shovin I'm buggin I'm thugin and muggin Showin no love to you and my cousin now what [shut the fuck up] Bringin heat like an oven they call me no good for nothin I'm always huffin and puffin about to get into somethinG And if you startin I'm jumpin in the Clika I'm bumpin it New Mexico Lobo I ain't the fool to be fuckin wit

Yours Was Mine And Mine Was Yours
You're my angel in the sky and I love you for who you are. You're my babe in my arms and I'll never leave your side. You're in my Mind, You're in my Heart, You're in my Soul cause you make me Whole. You're in my Arms, you're in my Hands, your in my Eyes and I'll never let go. . You're so beautiful that when i gaze at you i fall and cry. Then when you pick me up we meet eye to eye, then I cry. I love you, I love you with all of my heart, I love you, I love you with all of my soul, I love you, I love you with all of my mind, Because your my angel in the sky. (This is my first poem its actually also a song that i wrote. Please rate it and maybe write some comments about it thanks) When u find the the girl u will marry u will dedicate this to her. Questions you ask, For what i hold. Is a secret among secrets, Our life we sold.. Afraid to tell, or what he'll ask. Storming away, For if i last. Never one for this, Responsible i never miss. For how it start

A Tale Of Two Hearts.
Seeking devotion a faded heart can`t seem to find Scorned by loves fiery flame`s leaving lovers blind Wandering this vast world seeking a hint of hope Who will heal their heartbreak and aid them to cope? Two souls haunted by shadows of shattered dreams Lock longing eyes while cleansing ache with gleam Approaching tentatively but with confident strides Fusion of desires and passion attract then collide Embracing love`s promise; gaining wisdom from sorrow Joyful smiles erupt for beyond there`s a new tomorrow Two hearts forgotten the lyrics to love`s sweet melody Now strut with life in their eyes singing for all to see

Still Falling
I get butterflies everytime i see him my heart aches when he walks down the hall he's my everything and im his nothing. i gave him my heart. he gave me it back all torn apart i dont understand how this boy could be so perfect i love him to no end though it kills me to see him. he said i was beautiful he said i was perfect he told me that he loved me and i was silly enough to believe him those were all just lies, ways to make me fall and he did a good job because im still falling.

Codes For Fu-bucks
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The Marine
GENERATIONS OF VALOR We truly take a lot for granted.. Forget the football "heroes" and movie "stars". Pass this on so that all may know the price of freedom. Only two defining forces have ever offered to die for you, Jesus Christ and the American Soldier One died for your soul; the other for your freedom.

Moving On
My Boo, my darling, my dear, it’s time to move on, being alone, never did I fear. Believe me when I say this, I never wanted it to happen this way, but for breaking my heart, you have to pay. Let the truth be known, your love for me was never shown. I was foolish to ever think, that the promise we made would be for life, the promise that I would be your husband and you would be my wife. I gave you my mind, I gave you my heart, wishing our love would never part. I’m so sad to say that it has to end, and no, forget it, I don’t even want to be your friend. I’m tired of your excuses, I’m tired of your lies, now even your face I despise. It’s time to move on and get on with my life, to find myself another wife. Someone to love me for who I am you see, not for who they want me to be. Someone to do the things you wouldn’t do, someone else to call my Boo.

Friends
Alright I suppose its already time to make this post. I am here to make friends, not hook up or get dirty with people. I am a single mom of two and enjoy making new friends. I dont have time for bs or hooking up or whatever you wantto call it.I'm not here often I enjoy relaxing and love my life for what it is. If you don't like that it's YOUR problem not mine.:D that being said have agreat day

Godmother Dawnmarie
PLEASE GODMOTHER DAWNMARIE TODAY...SHE HAS A LIL OVER 671K LEFT TO GO... OH AND HER AUTO 11's ARE ON ~~~~DAWNMARIE~~~~@ fubar PIMP OUT BROUGHT TO U BY: VAS FYNEST VAs FyNeSt~Owned By Jaded One@ fubar

Mink Leveled To Fu-king
Thank you all that helped my sister level to Fu-King..You all rock!! Let's make her birthday special and see how close we can get her to Godfather. Just click on the link to take you to her page. ~Mink~@ fubar Thanks again for all that helped her. Hugs, Silverpixi

Tag
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? belt 2. Your significant other? well?? 3. Your hair? brown 4. Your mother? arizona 5. Your father? gone 6. Your favorite thing? disney 7. Your dream last night? LasVegas 8. Your favorite drink? rum 9. Your dream/goal? family 10. The room you're in? computer 11. Music? rock 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? retired 14. Where were you last night? Home 15. What you're not? mean 16. Muffins? sure 17. One of your wish list items? travel 18. Where you grew up? NY 19. The last thing you did? phone 20. What are you wearing? jeans 21. TV? absolutely 22. Your pets? computer 23. Your computer? pet 24. Your life? boring 25. Your mood? lonely 26.

Silent Words
Watching her move about, wanting to tell her I was wrong while holding her and looking into her eyes. watching them light up as I say "i love you" and kiss her gently on her sweet lips. Then I snap out of my dream and focus on the harsh reality of the lonesome sleepless night. The Littlest things she does makes me smile, even though we aren't together. Still wonder if she wants me back? While she's at work I long to hear her voice on the phone speak to me: "Hey baby, what'cha doin'?" Smiling, I reply "nothin'". Wish I knew how she felt, still calls me "baby" dont know if it's out of habit, acting like we're together, or maybe she still cares. "God" I think to myself, "why can't i just say these things to her?" fear, that maybe she doesnt want me anymore. Wanting to be woken up from this nightmare. Cuddle up next to her and say: "God, im sorry, princess, sorry i treaded you like shit, sorry, sorry,sorry." "Sorry doesn't cut it rob." she says. "i know" i replied (crying) i look at her, "

Nsfw Pics
ok here it go if u like to see my nsfw pics u have buy me bling and i get pick which one and i will not go over 10 credits. u get stay in my family list. and if u donot like this i'm sorry. if do sb or message me hug n kiss (1-10 credits)

Little Ole Lady
A little old lady decides to join The Hell's Angels! One day she goes up and knocks on their clubhouse door. A big, hairy, bearded biker with tattoos all over his arms answers. She boldly proclaims, "I want to join your club. " The guy is amused, and decides to humour her a bit, so he says she needs to meet certain biker requirements in order to join. The biker asks, "Do you have a motorcycle?" The little old lady replies, "Yep... my bike's parked over there," and points to a flamed black Harley chopper in the driveway. The biker asks, "Do you drink?" The little old lady replies, "Yep, like a fish. I'll drink any man in your club under the table. " The biker then asks, "Do you smoke?" The little old lady replies, "Yep, smoke like a chimney. At least 4 packs of cigarettes and three joints a day and a couple of cigars in the evening, while I'm shooting pool. " The biker is very impressed and asks, "You sound like one bad Mama. Tell me, have yo

Streets On Fire
The stars are aligned and the planets collide and the plant is alive and shes out there smiling the fear is upon us the skys try to warn us your bedrooms are gone and your childrens are martyrs driving me crazy this war is my lady these bombs are our babies and god is amazing the tick of the time and the slick of the rhyme of the pimp and the rise and the fall of you founder Death Is on The Tip Of her Tongue And Dangers At The Tip of her fingers Street Are On Fire To Night Death Is on The Tip Of her Tongue And Dangers At The Tip of her fingers Street Are On fire Tonight

Imperfection
There'sa point in your life when your get tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix everything,But it's not giving up.....It's realizing that you don't need Certain People and the Bullshit and the Drama they bring. A true man does not need to romance a DIFFRENT women every night,a TRUE MAN romances the same women for the rest of his life... I'm Crazy.I'm Silly.I'm Funny.I'm Cute.I'm Brave. I'm Gurly.I'm Sweet.I'm Loud.I'm Cheerful.I'm Opinionated.I'm Energetic.I'm Annoying.I'm Fun.I'm Outgoing.....Sometimes i'm not everything i wish i could be , but I'M everything i need to be.I'm just ME , and i LIKE it like that....

A Great Friend Needs Help To Reach Godfather.
This is a really great person and friend of mine. He is looking for help to reach Godfather. Anyone that would like to help, would be greatly appreciated. If you send me a private message. I will return the love. Thank you. His link is: Kinky Gentleman@ fubar

Fire Pit
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Bdsm May Be Nsfw
This is a compiled list from many sources and you may agree or disagree with these.. just ideas. I did NOT write this.. only sharing, but was not given the source. If you know the source, please post it in a comment. Thanks! 101 ideas to make Your sub/slave feel Owned (i.e. loved) One of the main factors, for me in feeling truly Owned is to be constantly reminded throughout the day of Master's control. These reminders can be subtle or really obtrusive (heheheh). The more often a slave is reminded of her submission, the deeper it becomes....and the more fulfilling. So here are some ideas you might want to try... And no matter what rules you decide to make your own, please....be consistent. If you are unwilling to take the time to enforce the rules you make, then there may as well be no rules at all. There is nothing in the world that will make a slave feel less loved than to have a Master/Mistress who ignores her transgressions and does not exert their Dominance. 1. Ha

Fastest Way For A Married Man To Get A Divorce
Three women, one engaged, one married and one a mistress , are talking about their relationships and decide to amaze their men. That night all three will wear black leather bras, stiletto heels and a mask over their eyes. After a few days they meet up for lunch. The engaged woman: 'The other night when my boyfriend came over he found me with a black leather bodice, tall stilettos and a mask. He saw me and said, 'You are the woman of my life. I love you. Then we made love all night long. ' The mistress: 'Me too! The other night I met my lover at his office and I was wearing the leather bodice, heels, mask over my eyes and a raincoat. When I opened the raincoat he didn't say a word, but we had wild sex all night. ' The married woman: 'I sent the kids to stay at my mother's house for the night. When my husband came home I was wearing the leather bodice, black stockings, stilettos and a mask over my eyes. As soon as he came in the door and saw me he

When It Rains It Poors...
Hello all thought I would give you a heads up on what is going on in my life right now!!! I was assaulted by my boyfriend and had to leave home fast and get myself a apartment to stay safe in!!!! Then stupid me was drowning my sorrows in booze and got picked up for a DUI....so i need to get my life straightened out right now b4 the fu!!!! I so miss all of you and much love to you all and hopefully i will be back soon and on my feet and be a much stronger person w/all of this!!!! Gosh Darn...U know they say when it rains it poors I am sooooo Upset I have been waiting all yr for the day after Christmas shopping just a ritual I do every year...So I go 2 Start it cause the cold kills me if you all dont know that by now..lol anyways it would not start sooo more stress and Hubby all pissed of course if something dont start we all are gonna get a little Td off so we come 2 find out the Fuel Pump is out YEAH......so no shopping...ugh =[ NOT IN THE BEST OF FUGGING MOODS OK....XOXO

Food For Thought
The journey of a thousand miles begins with a broken fan belt and a leakey tire. It's darkest before the dawn, so if you're going to steal your neighbor's paper that's the time to do it. Don't be irreplaceable, If you can't be replaced you can't be promoted. Always remember, you're unique just like everyone else. never test the depth of the water with both feet If you think no one cares if you're alive, try missing a few car payments. Before you criticize someone you should walk a mile in thier shoes. That way when you do criticize them you're a mile away, and you have thier shoes. If at first you don't succeed, skydiving is not for you. Give a man a fish and he will eat for a day, teach a man to fish he will sit in a boat and drink beer all day . If you lend someone $20 and never see them again, it was probably worth it. Tell the truth, that way you don't have toi remember anything. Somedays you're the bug, somedays you're the winshield. Everyone se

My Pimpout Bully
PLEASE HELP MY HUBBY TO LEVEL TO 14. HE IS UNABLE TO GET ON RIGHT NOW AND I WANT TO SUPRISE HIM FOR WHEN HE GETS BACK ON. ALL LOVE WILL BE RETURNED. COUNTRY MAN FROM HELL/FU MARRIED AND R/L BF 2 MY LOVE ANGEL EYES/OWNER OF AVENGED SEVENFOLD16,773 TO LEVEL TO MINION CLICK HIS PIC AND RATE,FAN,ADD,AND BLING HIM AND SHOW HIM SOME LOVE!!!!!! I LOVE YOU BABY!!!!!!! THIS PIMPOUT BULLY IS BROUGHT TO YOU BY: DJ ANGEL EYES FROM HELL- Fu Wife&r/l g/f to Country Man from Hell@ fubar REPOST OFTEN PLZ!!!!!!!

She Holding An Auction
she is trying to get people to enter her auction she need some girls & men to enter so if you want in message her the link on the bottom is to her profile ~*~LadyVievie ~*~ R/L Wife to Army-Beast ~*~Bi~BBW *~@ fubar brought to you by Dark Defender "Fu Hubby To Italian Princess"&"Sweetheart To Pr Mamii@ fubar

Ford Rangers
does any of my fu friends have ford rangers 2005 on up and have had problems with them ? a friend and my sister have my friend bought a 2006 ford ranger and it spent more time in the shop than on the road of course he got rid of it. recently my sister has has problems with her it stop running when u put it in reverse and stops running when she turn right it hasnt been constant but it is bad so any of my fu friends have the same trouble with rangers or know someone who has please comment on this ty

Fu Weddings
HI IF YOU WOULD LIKE FOR ME TO DO A FUWEDDING THIS IS WHAT I ASK FOR i am charging for weddings on fu if u want a wedding done it's gonna be 2k for a wedding and 4k for a fu divorce I NEED MALE AND FEMALES NAMES THAT ARE WANTING MARRIED , ALSO I WOULD NEED THE WITNESSES NAMES ALSO , ALSO U NEED TWO GO AND PIC A CERT OUT IN MY WEDDING CERTS THAT I HAVE . NOT WEDDINGS I HAVE DONE FOLDER PLUS I NEED THE DATE TIME AND PLACE YOU ARE WANTING TO DO THE CERAMONY AT (LOUNGE)

Just Another Blog~
On my first visit, I changed my mind. The endodontist Dr. Clayton used laughing gas, the O2 and N2O tanks for which were right behind the chair. Since I have very long arms, when no one was in the room, I could just reach the lever for the N20 and tap it all the way from the 4 setting it was on up to the top setting of 12. I got high as a fucking kite. Moreover, his assistant, Beverly, who looked to be just a few years older than me, was a piece of ass, bearing a strong resemblance to Suzanne Sommers--complete with big smile and big tits, but slimmer. She always wore those zip-up-the-front type of uniform tops, which displayed her ample cleavage quite nicely. He had a high-tech chair that lowered me down so he could work on my tooth from a sitting position, yet kept my feet raised up high. I was practically upside down, which gave me an even better view of Beverly's breasts, as she frequently had to lean across me to assist him. Ironically, I came to look forward to the ser

B'day Autos To Be On
> > Come help me celebrate my 50th (ugh) birthday!!! There are more than 140k in points and Fubucks available here...Auto 11's will be on @2pm EST (11am Futime) tomorrow, Sunday December 28!!!! C'mon over and level up!!!!

Taking Spotlight Donations
OK OK....This lady below is working her tail off to get the spotlight...so lets help her out and make it happen soon....i've helped alot of people out on this so i would love it if you could return the favor...send fubucks directly to her link below...tell her Xmas sent ya Heart Inspector ¢¾ owned by Tappinit~@ fubar Thanks to all those that help....I will do a salute to anyone who helps her out

Get Free Bling!! I'll Tell You How:)
All ya gotta do is downrate me. I'm cool with it - Apparently -another fu-member was offering bling to peeps who would. Let me know if you want more details. Last night, another fu-member began offering free blings if you would downrate all my pics a one. I am cool with this - and -all ya have to do is rate 4 pics!!! If you are interested, I can tell ya more. MUAH:) !!!!

I'm Back.... Congrats??
Ok well ya'll win I'm doing the Fu again, didn't last long eh? hehe I had no intention of ever coming back here, I made an exception during Christmas to wish a Merry Christmas to those I haven't heard from elsewhere. While I was here I decided that it doesn't matter if i like it here or not if this is the easiest way for some people I care about to keep in touch and those people enjoy my presence here (I haven't a clue how or why) then what harm is there in coming here to check/leave messages. And ya never know when new friends might be made, (ie. tatgurly whom helped me decide to stick around after Christmas -=hugs=-) we can all use more of those :D In short I am still Fu-bored with this site but I care for ya'll and this is what most of ya want so here I am I guess. You're welcome :p

Rip Grandpa
West Sr., Robert Albert BAINBRIDGE, NY _ Robert Albert West Sr., 78, succumbed at home in Bainbridge on Tuesday, Nov. 18, 2008.He is survived by his children, Deanna Lee and William Reynolds, Howell N.J., Robert A. Jr. and Marie West, Pittsfield, Georgetta West, Norwich, Eugene and Ruth West, Norwich, Carol Jo and Daryl Sr. Gullickson, Bainbridge, Crystal and Daniel Blackman, Bainbridge; grandchildren, Alexander Ivanov, Toms River, N.J., Virginia Bergan, Sioux Falls, S.D., Vicky Ivanov, Lakewood, N.J., Daniel Ivanov, Salisbury, N.C., SSG. Wendee Reynolds, Baghdad, Iraq, William Reynolds II, Howell, N.J., Irene West, Masonville, Bobbiemarie West, Mount Upton, Robert A. West III, Pittsfield, Robert West, Johnson City, Janine West, Johnson City, Deanna Menzel, Bainbridge, Daryl Gullickson Jr., Bainbridge, Clifford Montero and Anthony Montero, Bainbridge; 17 great-grandchildren. He is also survived by his sister, Louise Dwyer; and sister-in-law, Pauline West, both from Cincinnati, Ohio.He

Leaving For Awhile
hey guys and gurls i have posted new pixs well lots of them...lol...stop by and spread the love .....ty hey new and old friends i am taking awhile off here im sorry i hope it wont be long but if u have spoken 2 me u will know my situaion i am going threw but if u would like to stay n touch email me at hotsexyjamie03@yahoo.com hope 2 hear from u soon xxoox A blond drops a shirt off at the cleaners the woman clerk says :come again: The blond saids no its toothpaste this time...... A guys zipper is down. A girl says your garge door is open ..he saids did u see my hardley ? she saids no but i did see a mini bike with 2 flat tires.... A guy had a g/f that loved to stroke his balls after sex ....one day he decided to ask her y...she said cuz i miss mine..

Who Cares What I Think?
I have always wanted a forum in which to air my opinions on any/everything and just get shit off my chest. If you are offended by anything you read here, sorry but oh well. This is not for you. It is for me. My life for the past 30 yrs. has been about other people. I was married to a great guy, have a wonderful son, and a pretty great job. So why have I been unhappy for most of those years? Hopefully by writing this crap down here I'll make some discoveries about myself and figure out what I need to be content with my life. First of all, details about who I am. I am 55 yrs. old, female, libra to the nth degree. I love animals, kids, men, fast cars, football, sex, loving, being loved, and food (especially chocolate) (yes it is a food). I love friends, being chased, shopping, and my son above all else. It's been a wacky and wonderful year. I discovered the internet and meeting people online. It has changed my life. I had no idea when I first logged on and started

Wandering Thoughts
As I move through the shadows of reality I worry not. For i have a dream to hold hands with, she comforts me, protects me from harms way. The sidewalks become enchanted beaches, within our magical kingdom we stroll. Todays dreams are tomorrows realities - for the dreamweavers manifest their hearts, their yearnings, their passions. For those who believe. So be it. This is my first blog entry here at Fubar - the sun is just now dawning over the hills - the sun looks like an egg sunny-side up - the bold blue sky is calling the birds to take flight. the waking spirit yearning for peace and all those dreams just out of reach - will I find them in the eyes of another - in the harmony of nature - within my self - the journey begins. I seek not words that are empty of purpose, nor those that bring no harvest, nor would I capture the wind in my grasp, but free it shall be. To wonder the mystery of eternity.

Milf
i am once again bored and feel in a shitty mood i have got alot to think about i have got my danceing to think about cos this years comp is going to be hard then after that we are all out of a job because its gettng shut dowm so we have to find somewhere else to teach my dance and at the min men are just annoying and lke to shout i am in such a bad mood i feel ill well its friday tomorrow so i should be in a better mood i have got a modelling job so its money at the end of thr day.anyways life is to short to hold grudges and stay mad and agrue with peaple so live your life to the full take chances tell the peaple closet to you that you love them and tell them how much they matter to you you dont know what youhave got till its gone i learnt that the hard way. so dnt stay mad and forgive quickly and embrace life and love. omg the other week i was taking my daugther to a modelling shoot with me she is only 7 months i was just wlaking along and the these men in cars shouted hey u

Poems
My Gift Je vis à travers mon existence sombreseulement pour se prélasser dans votre beautévos yeux qui brillent comme des saphirston sourire qui illumine mon existence même tristeJ'envie le vent qui traverse vos cheveuxqui touche vos lèvresIl me tarde de te toucherde te serrer dans mes bras, mais je ne peux paspour votre cœur appartient à un autrealors, je ne peux que vous aimer de loinvotre amitié signifie plus pour moique tout ce monde offremais comme un ange tu as touché mon coeurd'une manière que je n'ai jamais ressenti avantparce que je n'ai jamais connu ce qu'est l'amour jusqu'à ce jourJe sais que nous ne sommes que des amismais mon cœur veut qu'il soit plusje vais donc encore de l'espoir et le rêvequ'un jour, je peux sentir tes lèvres serrées aux miennede te serrer dans mes bras et de dire "Je t'aime" Translation My Gift I live through my dark existenceonly to bask in your

Any Christmas Spirit Out There?
I hate writing blogs, never kno wut to say. All i kno, is that the only thing i wished for xmas, i didnt get. I only wanted to spend a week in boston ,mass with the sweetest guy on this planet! soo, i guess i'm asking ya'll to help me get my xmas wish. i don't have enuff money to get a hotel, down there, and it's making me sad. if you would like to help me get to see my sweetheart please, pm me,,,,it's all i wanted for xmas, i care about nuthing else but him an his lil girl! please help me?! much fu~ luv to everyone! i now know why i do not like holidays, i used to think it was because my momma was the best thing to happen to christmas and with her gone, christmas just didnt feel the same ever again. she always told us , since we were young, that christmas miracles happen all the time, every where. now i know,,, that they dont. it is a very hard lesson to learn, growing up believing something like that, only to find out it's a lie. and i am sorry i had to learn it this way, because

How He Found Me
How I Found Her I might think to myself how I have gotten this far. How I have made it where I am now. Through all the heartache, pain and tears I managed to find the one thing that my life was missing. Now that I think about it all the pain I have been through, all the lies I have endured. Have all led me to where I am now in the arms of the one I want to spend the rest of my life with. I am far from perfect but I know that all the love I have deep in my heart will never run out for her. I welcome the good times with her, and I will open my arms to the bad times as well knowing I have her at my side. I will cherish every minute every hour and every day that I have with her. I can say now I have been blessed to have her in my life. There is nothing anyone can say or due to change that and change how I feel about her. I found her I can finally say after years of just sitting back waiting patiently for her. I love her with all my heart, all my body, mind and soul. I would not change any

Desires Of The Heart And Soul
There is a fire within us.. that only needs a touch to bring forth flame. Passion ignites... when I hear you whisper my name. My body shivers... oh... but not from cold... but from the sweet anticipation... of a desire that never seems to grow old. I lay my head upon your chest.. kiss your skin softly. I breathe in the manly scent of you... it intoxicates me like wine... making my senses whirl... or maybe it is the way your hands... are softly caressing my back... making me melt... yet every nerve is tingling... with the need of you. You gently lift me up and softly kiss my forehead Sending chills all down my spine Can't wait the anticipation... Softly kiss up your body gently caress our lips... My body fills with excitement and anticipation Hands roaming each others bodies Filling the silkiness of your skin My heart starts pounding from pleasure As your fingers run over my treasures Gently sliding the key in as you begin to turn Gently stroking my bo

Vip Contest Im Starting
ok people here it is,my first VIP contest i wanna start. Of course the winner gets a VIP ,but im having trouble thinking of a way to do it got any ideas? If you do please send me an Email about the way to go about it and the idea you have. The idea i end up using i may even be sending that person a special gift for the help. so send me those ideas and help a fellow Fubarian out PLEASE. Open to all sex to even though i love women LOL, will start it in a week after i figure out what im gonna do. the contest will run aproximatly 2 weeks or so to decide winner. The Original Mr.Brooks

My Rambling
ok everyone who cares im going to be going out of town for a while pretty soon, so i will probably be awol for atleast a while while i handle some things. wish me luck Ok I have decided to follow a friends advice... I make morphs and comment tags ( for lounges for instance to promote them) So I have decided to put it out there for everyone that I will make a custom profile pic morph/animated pic or comment tags for blasts, vip membership, auto11's, and other blings. Anyone who gets me a VIP Will get all 100 11 rates daily as well durring HH. SB me or PM me for more info if interested. Will also make custom graphics for lounges or and make skins

My Ranting
NEW RULE: SINCE PEOPLE NOW FEEL THAT THOSE WITHOUT AUTO 11'S ARENT WORTH THEIR TIME TO RATE I WILL NO LONGER BE RATING ANYONE WITH AUTO 11'S ON ESPECIALLY THOSE WHO DONT RETURN THE RATES ITS TIME PEOPLE LEARNED THAT PEOPLE WITHOUT AUTOS NEED THE LUV TOO SO I WILL NOT RATE ANYONE WITH AUTOS ANY MORE IF I AMNOT WORTH YOUR TIME BECAUSE I DONT HAVE AUTOS YOU ARENT WORTH MY TIME RATING YOU BECAUSE YOU DO HAVE THEM!!!

My Poetry
He sees her kneel before Him, The gift she gives overwhelming, A gift to be protectedand cherished, A girl to be loved and worshiped, she gives herself to Him completely, and Utters a word that leaves Him speechless, her Master, the Man who she belongs to now, Who loves her so tenderly, Worshiping her devoutly, she feels the collar come around her throat, His lips to hers in a loving kiss, Knowing He will cherish her all the days of His life, This gift she gives shall never be shunned, This gift that has touched His very soul, The gift of submission, of herself, He holds her in His lap in a loving tender embace, Tears flow freely down His cheeks, Tears of happieness and joy, Words cant express his gratitude or depth of love, For the lil gem and the Gift she has given... Kevin E Brooker Gazing upon the Night Sky, One cant help but wonder why, What on earth He did to deserve one such as Her, Or a love that will always be true, In Her Love He will never leave, F

Not As Advertised.
A good song said, there are three things that are for sure: taxes, death, and trouble. But I would like to expand on that. People are not as advertised. Things are almost never as they seem. And people will almost always, have an angle. Some are painfully obvious, while others, either by practice and design, or by an innate knack for subtlety, can hide it for a while. But the angle is there. There are very few actions made by people, that aren't done with a purpose and reason behind them, no matter how small. Listen to what people say, but don't hang on every word. Merely listen to pick through it to find the truth. Every good lie, has a measure of truth in it. And no matter how well you think you know someone, never pretend to actually know what is in their hearts, minds, or what they are capable of. Some people are good at hiding their intentions... others will change as quickly as the wind does. In short, people... are not as advertised.

Friendship
You are friendly, kind and caring Sensitive, loyal and understanding Humorous, fun, secure and true Always there... yes that's you. Special, accepting, exciting and wise Truthful and helpful, with honest eyes Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright Yes that's you... not one bit of spite. You're one of a kind, different from others Generous, charming, but not one that smothers Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game But not just another... in the long chain. Appreciative, warm and precious like gold Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old You'll always be there, I know that is true I'll always be here... always for you.

Thoughts!
I am setting here wondering about my ex( the girls mother) I am thinking to myself why did she do the things she done to these beautiful little girls. I mean sure hurt me and leave me with the pain but leave my girls with emotional hurt and desires to be with their mom is another thing. I am also thinking about the one I have to let go. I used to be in love with you but you just don't know what happen to my love for you. I know you think I am the worse person on the planet for the tricks and the mind games that I have done, But you don't know the real person inside. I was dying of a emotional heart ache when you came into my life. I was looking for a true friend and a true love and you had it all until I found out that you was in it for the good times. I know now that love is out there for me and I need to move on for the best love of my life. I wish you would understand what you did to me by making me jealous, and ripping my heart apart. I will no longer call you or write you or maybe

Do U Ever Get The Feeling No 1 Likes You
sumtimez i wonder why i keep trying i dont have barely but 2 freinds they live far away and to top it off i been on this fukn site for 4 years and havnt met a real freind on it yet !!!!!!! im thinkkin bout deleting this profile all together ... i guess what hurts the most is i cant get a gurl i guess its cuz im chubby and ugly or sumthin but either way ,... no one likes me its been that way for 3 years now it really does get depressing when the only few ppl uve been with have cheated or dumpd u for other peeps cuz how i look .... i hope im not the only pathetic soul in this place i just ... just need sum freinds to talk to and to visit with and hang out with i uno im out

Just Another Night In Flint Mi
I have one...and today ..and every day since then ..I’ve had people call me gay...cause of that...now what I don’t get is ...why should a piercing make a man gay?...I also was a cheerleader for north branch ....but no I wasn’t gay then either…I just like things that aren’t normal. .and I love rainbows….so all theses things point to …what gay…HELL NO ….they point to a man that wanted to do something so …he did…and I’m PROUD of what I’ve done and what I got and what I like…..so do you consider me gat or straight?…cause get it straight … cause I am… ……..enter the sirens and the thoughts of why? Why do I live here? Oh…I remember now…..those sirens haven’t changed since I was a kid…..why so much crime? The answer could only be found in a pipe somewhere….CRACK, the dope game as some people like to call it……I cannot lie I have smoked weed…TONS of green sticky….and when was the last time someone got stoned and was “chasing Jason”? to get their next hit……ruining people lives by breaking in a

Stories I Wrote... Nsfw!!!
You've made all of the arrangements. Everything is set in place for the events that are to follow. The tattoo artist is flying in to meet us. You've got the hotel room all ready to go per his instructions as to what he would need.. all the way to the place for me to lay while he extends the tattoo on my back. You've taken great care to insure my comfort through the process knowing this is going to take several hours. There is music on hand, you know what I like to listen to Baby and you have made sure it's all there. The room is large, lots of light coming in through the windows, it's rather soothing. The windows cover almost the whole wall, facing out over the entire Vegas valley. It's a beautiful site, I just stand in awe even though I have seen this site many times, never fails to amaze me how beautiful it is here. You've already had our items placed into the room, before we even made it that far. No detail has been missed, music, drinks, company... everything is there. You can see

Stardust - Tomcats Blog
not much is for sure -except that the sun might shine again tommow. It is now around 100 degress in the shade. All the money this month goes to pay the rent and we are still short of making full payment - thats ok but hole just gets deeper. The breaks on our car went out so my son and wife cannot get work, as we have no money to get it fixed. The reality of that means that next month we might become homelesss people. And stupid us spent money so we can be on fubar and have a cell phone and TV. At least last month we did . life is a bitch right now but at least my cancer might be an excape door. . After posting the last blog I had some good news - before we were stranded with a car that needed a brake job and could not be ued. Then someone showed up and offered to buy small fishnig boat and as part of th deal he said he will fix our brakes on th car. At last we got transportation again and well over 100 bucks to buy some food - and we were truely at rock bot

A Blister In The Sun
Never been popular and i dont play nice.Always a showstopper,dont ask for my advice.Sick and twisted,sour and brutal;face fisted,resistance is futile.Shadows fall,and serpents may cry;underneath it all,just look inside.Nothing to learn and everything to hide;ignoring the call,but needing a guide.Hear my words and stay away;from what lies beneath,awaiting its prey. Sympathy and illusions can always be found,if only you look closely and listen to the sound...

2009 Birthdays
2009 Birthdays Let's have some fun! See how long it gets and where this goes. This will be our big 2009 blog to pass. Give it a go! 365 Birthdays! This is kind of cool! Out of all of the billions of people who live in the world, there has to be somebody born on each date of the year. We are going to try to accomplish the task of seeing if we can fill the calendar up with a birthday on every day of the year. Add your name (NO LAST names) and your city / province (or state) next to your birth date to the list below. Then, send this list to all your friends, plus the person who sent it to you! Let's see if we can do it!! If someone has already put their name in the slot for the date of your birthday, please just add your name beside it and DO NOT DELETE THAT PERSON'S NAME!!! Jan. 1 = Jan. 2 = Jan. 3 = Jan. 4 = Jan. 5 = Jan. 6 = Jan. 7 = Jan. 8 = Jan. 9 = Jan. 10 = Jan. 11 = Jan. 12 = Jan. 13 =

Check Us Out
A new bar come check us out just opened today,streaming BWoR (brats world of rock)24/7,we have yahoo buttons so you can send a request if DJ'S not in the bar,also all new members will get $2500 for joining.SO make sure you stop by and tell your friends

Cool Paganman Stuff!
If anyone is looking for extra cash drop me a line. We are currently hiring online sales reps. Pagan Man is launching its sales subscription positions and would like you to be part of our team. Can be easily worked along side your present employment. “Nice little earner”… No sales experience, well don’t worry. Below is a brief outline as to what it’s about and how you can make money. Subscription Sales The cost per yearly subscription is $49.95. For each yearly subscription you sell you make $14.98 Pagan Man Publications Pagan Man Publications is an online Adult Magazine publisher, providing high quality content to the adult market, replacing the need for printed top shelf magazines. Pagan Man Publishing has released its first publication, Pagan Man, in conjunction with Hustler & Dennis Publications International Based Sales: Subscription (full time/part-time) The first of a new generation of sales, delivering targeted lead generation and sales for

Dare I Dream - Poem I Just Wrote For A Dear Friend
"DARE I DREAM, WILL U BE, CAN I LIVE THAT DREAM??? SEE THAT DEMONS THAT STIR INSIDE CAN U TAME THEM ALL??? LET ME SOAR ABOVE THAT SKY TAKE ME TO THAT PLACE SO HARD IT IS TO FIND THAT PEACE SO HARD TO FIND RELEASE PUSH THE BOUNDRIES WITHIN MY LOVE PUSH MY MIND TO THAT BRINK LET ME FEEL THAT LUST WITHIN THAT I KNOW U CAN FEEL SO DEEP THE HUNGER OF BLOOD THAT RELEASE WITH THAT PAIN LET ME FEEL UR WARM EMBRACE WHISPER UPON MY SKIN MY LOVE SO SOFTLY SHALL I B YOURS AGAIN"

About My Christmas Gifts
For Christmas I recieved the " Blue Collar Comedy DVD", A GPS, A PSP game a few sweaters, coat, and Money. But the one thing I asked for was a Slutty single woman. But did I get that ? OH HELL NO.

Die Infidel!!!
We are so accepting of everybody and so willing to believe we are safe from religous zealots that we denie that they would seriously hurt us.we have already forgotten the broadcasted beheadings of americans and even now as you are reminded you are excuseing it as our own fault. if that is you than you are an ignorant coward. right here in america islamic fathers have killed there own daughter for dateing and in some case's mearly haveing only spoken regularly to american boys. They have killed there own sons for confessing to and or accepting christ as there savior. in there own country this is acceptable, and allowed by islamic law. allthough the koran apparently (I have not and will not read it) dose not specificaly state certain things pertaining to killing infidels,they have non the less made it there mission in life. marderdom is there highest honor and dyeing while killing infedels (americans are infidels)is the most highly prized form of marderdom. just a few zealots you say wel

Music
All I will say is WOW. I liked Sara Bareilles before. Liked her CD a lot. I am now an unabashed, unashamed booster. Go buy her concert DVD and CD named Between the Lines. It is a concert movie not simple some "youtube bullshit with a camcorder". The pace and editing are phenomenal backdrops to her great music. And she can perform her ass off.

Fixing Worst Xmas..wanna Help??
i just had possably the worst vmas ever and wanna try to replace that memory with a great one,wanna help me do that???lookin for a chic who can spend a day or two with and then..................who knows i have time off from work ,a few bucks and ready to go!let me know if u are interested

Were Have All The Monsters Gone??
We have spent so much time as childeren and adults being convinced and convincing ourselve's that the boogy man isn't real and that monsters don't exist that we have for the most part come to believe it.And when the monster sneaks up on us and bears his teeth,destroys,kills,and dissapears, after the initial schock were's off we immeadeatly dissmiss the beast and lay the blame on our own kind. conspiracy theries run amock,and normally sane intellegent peaple start believeing any hype thet the media and hollywood decide to spinn for our veiwing pleasure. it's sad, but true. are you to afraid to except the truth. that somebody outside of our nation could possibly want to hurt us?? why thats unthinkable!! we are the most generous,openminded,accepting,peace loveing peaple on the planet. Right?? wrong!!we are the most ignorant,easily minipulated,distracted,and self important idiots who can't see past the smoke and mirrors.

I Fuck
We will never be together. There will never be one sweet day. Sorry I never told you all I wanted to say. You know why it is so easy for me to type out my feelings? When you say the words outloud to someone, it can never be taken back. But when you write you can always hit the delete button and it’s as if you have never said anything at all. This is my way of never saying anything at all. Because in actuality, nine times out of ten, I will never open my mouth. Come closer Tonight is the night we finalize our goodbyes. Tomorrow I will be nothing but a faded memory And when you look down you will always think of me. I will forever be the shadow that dances in the corner of your eye. Don’t cry. Don’t ever let those tears fall. Para siempre I will be here for you in your dreams. You will grow and become everything you have ever dreamed of being. I will watch over you and open the doors along the way. When you feel alone just look at the ground and yo

Crying
I sit here as i cry, trying to understand why, I was here everyday but, didn't get to say good bye. As i sigh,out of the corner of my eye I see you, I close my eyes & hear you, I take a deep breathe &, smell your colonge & I cry,I just wanted to say goodbye,you are all I had left of the family I grew up with,& now that you are gone I cry, & ask why................ I love you still deeper than the oceans know, I love you still higher than the heavens fly, i showed you that I gave you that,but I sit here as I cry, trying to understand why................................ to my father: samuel willam law october 27th 1948- december 27th 2007 vietnam vet beloved father treasured grandfather

What The Hell ????
So the great holiday is over and we can all go back to being the broke poor bastards we were before the holiday right.We hope now its time to file for our taxes and wait to pay off all the crap we just bought. Ba Humbug. Ok an old flame calls you for a hook-up.You are happily in love with the person you are with and don't want to fuck things up....But the sex with this person was soooooo goood that u just can't stop thinkn about it.SO to do it or not to do it?Help me out here people

Think
ERROR: sorry, this users permissions don't allow you to send them a private message. this really bothers me how fubar members join and won't let you leave a comment without checking it first! ...well delete it if you don't like it some people just want to be nice and comment on your pic. dam!...have we lost insight into what fubar is all about? i mean no salute no on my page...no comments ....what is this place cia or fbi ? don't be so childish! THE JOB - URINE TEST (Whoever wrote this one deserves a HUGE pat on the back!) Like a lot of folks in this state, I have a job. I work, they pay me. I pay my taxes and the government distributes my taxes as it sees fit. In order to get that paycheck, I am required to pass a random urine test with which I have no problem. What I do have a problem with is the distribution of my taxes to people Who don't have to pass a urine test. Shouldn't one have to pass a urine test to get a welfare check Bec

Heartless Man
Looking back when I was a child, you were my hero and I looked up to you for everything. You made me smile everyday even when I was sad. We would watch the games together and you taught me it was alright for a girl to be into sports. You got a washcloth for me when I would cry and wipe away my tears with cool water. I wanted to be by your side all the time. You taught me how it was ok to be a tomboy and that it wasn't wrong. You would make me breakfast every Sunday and we would sit around the house and just talk. You said I was your little girl and that you would always be by my side... Years past and you and mom drifted apart, leaving me wondering how love could just die for someone else. I believed in my heart you would never lose love for me. I woke up one day and got the call and she said you to were getting a divorce. I still believed in you and never thought we would change. I woke up one day to find you in a lie, how could you have done that to me. I put it to the side and knew

The True Story Of Katie's Death
Well, my first blog on Katie was written a few days after her death on 8/26/07. Now, after a year and a 1/2, the TRUE reports are in. This blog varies a lot from my original one because at the time I wrote it, I thought I had the correct information. It turns out I didn't. There was no drugs or alcohol involved. We were first told there were 3 in the truck when there was actually 5. The driver was accused of being drunk and that's why I didn't understand why Katie would have even got IN the truck with someone who was drunk or even thought he had been drinking. The answer to that question was released to us last week in the toxicology report of the boy who was driving. It was found that he had no alcohol or drugs in his system at the time of the wreck. It all boiled down to a stupid race against his brother when he lost control of the truck, flipped over the median hitting another car in the opposite lane and throwing all 5 of the kids out the truck. Katie always wore her seat belt. At

Never Question A Drunk!
1. Stick your palm open under the stall wall and ask your neighbor, "May I borrow a highlighter?" 2. Say "Uh oh, I knew I shouldn't put my lips on that." 3. Cheer and clap loudly every time somebody breaks the silence with a bodily function noise. 4. Say, "Hmmm, I've never seen that color before." 5. Drop a marble and say, "oh shoot!! My glass eye!!" 6. Say "Darn, this water is cold." 7. Grunt and strain real loud for 30 seconds and then drop a cantaloupe into the toilet bowl from a high place six to eight feet. Sigh relaxingly. 8. Say, "Now how did that get there?" 9. Say, "Humus. Reminds me of humus." 10. Fill up a large flask with Mountain Dew. Squirt it erratically under the stall walls of your neighbors while yelling, "Whoa! Easy boy!!" 11. Say, "Interesting....more sinkers than floaters. 12. Using a small squeeze tube, spread peanut butter on a wad of toilet paper and drop it under the stall wall of your neighbor. Then say, "Whoops, could you k

Friend With Cancer
My neighber got her bone marrow transplant on the 23rd of Dec. i talked to her doughter and she said her mom is doing really good she is going to be in the hosp for a while if the bone marrow transplant works and if it does work once her ammune system billds back up the docs said she can move into a trayler close to the hosp. once that happens she will be there for six months and then she will be able to come home if all goes right! Although once she does come home my mom says things will never be the same for her she wont go outside much because she will be to scared of catching a cold....but i cant blame her there the smallest cold could kill her but even once she has been better for a few years she will never be the person she once was she use to be so happy and outgoing she was always one to come around and say hello or stop by and hang out or even come by to pick the weeds out of my parents yard. the smallest things could make her laugh....i know this because i could always make

Bada Bing Testimonials
A New Year is beginning. Are you thinking about what you may be missing? Or what the new Fubar year may have in store? Sure you'll move up some points and levels... New blings and super powers may come out... But why are you really here? To make some real friends? To unwind from life a little and have some fun? Then Bada Bing is the place to be. Some of family at Bada say its the best kept secret on Fubar... All lounges say they are "the best lounge on fubar" - so coming from me it doesnt mean much. But the thing that makes Bada special are the people. The Family ROCKS! So take a little time to meet some of the Bada Bing family, get to know them, and hear why they love Bada Bing. Click any of their pics below to GO to their profiles and get to know them even better. You wont regret it! - These are THE MOST AMAZING FRIENDS to have. If you want to come hang with us - click the Bada Bing Pic Above or Holiday gifs between the pics and your there! From Our Family to Yours, ma

New Year 2009
Let it go for 2009... There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The Bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1John 2:19] People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it

The Top Ten Rules To Myspace, Facebook, And Any Other Online Friend Site!
1- (BE YOURSELF) Don't try to pretend that your someone that your not by posting photos that aren't of yourself or quotes that aren't yours, and any kind of information that is made up. Just be yourself, point blank. 2- (Friend Request) don't get pissed off or upset over it when someone doesn't accept your friend request. If I don't want to add you as a friend so what, get over it, its myspace peoples. 3- (Bulletins) Stop posting bulletins about stupid surveys and or dumb random things. If it's not important or for advertising, no one is going to care, and half of the people in your friends list don't check their bulletins anyway. So Stop wasting your time and mine. 4- (Photo Albums) If you keep getting comments on your photo's that you don't want then don't post them up there, and if you have photo's marked as private then you probably shouldn't have posted them up in the first place. 5- (Comments) Don't go blaming someone else for getting caugh

News
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So...
So ever have those friends that you disrespect you all the time? I used to not have that problem with one of my best friends. It used to be great, but lately like this weekend. He's been doing that!! And it's not cool. I do just about everything for him, and I'm always thinking of him befor myself. But yet he doesn't do the same. And he's so freaking rude! Don't get me wrong we have our good times. But when there's others around us sometimes, he's just so fucking rude! He shouldn't be acting like that towards anyone, or at least not towards me! I'm his best friend, if he wants a friend where he can disrespect in that way he can go look for someone else!! And I'll just go my own way. I'm 24 yrs old I dont need someone who's going to act like that!!! Maybe I'm over analizing this situation, or maybe I'm not! But I know where I come from, and treating a friend the way he's treated me is so not ok at all! I hope one day it'll bite him in the ass, and he'll come running. I might just not

Metallica/lyrics
Life it seems will fade away Drifting further everyday Getting lost within myself Nothing matters no one else I have lost the will to live Simply nothing more to give There is nothing more for me Need the end to set me free Things not what they used to be Missing one inside of me Deathly lost this can't be real Can't stand this hell I feel Emptiness is filling me To the point of agony Growing darkness taking dawn I was me, but now he's gone No one but me can save myself, but it's too late Now I can't think, think why I should even try Yesterday seems as though it never existed Death greets me warm, now I will just say goodbye Goodbye

Lyrics
Welcome to where time stands still No one leaves and no one will Moon is full, never seems to change Just labeled mentally deranged Dream the same thing every night I see our freedom in my sight No locked doors, no windows barred No things to make my brain seem scarred Sleep, my friend, and you will see That dream is my reality They keep me locked up in this cage Can't they see it's why my brain says �€œrage�€� Sanitarium, leave me be Sanitarium, just leave me alone Build my fear of what's out there Cannot breathe the open air Whisper things into my brain Assuring me that I'm insane They think our heads are in their hands But violent use brings violent plans Keep him tied, it makes him well He's getting better, can't you tell? No more can they keep us in Listen, damn it, we will win They see it right, they see it well But they think this saves us from our hell Sanitarium, leave me be Sanitarium, just

Bored---
I wonder alot of things lately. why people act the way they do, why people that so called love you treat you like you don't exist. You all know there are many questions out there that have yet to be answered. I want to help people because several people have helped me. I just wish there was an answer for everything, but unfortunetly there isn't. Not one single person is like the next one. Not one single person is better than the next. So do you think that one person can make a difference? Comments Welcome! You know with each day that passes by, I pray to god I'll never forget who you are. You mean everything to me. I love you Ooooh Ooooh Ooh I pray You were in my dream Before I even knew that there was a you and me, Now I can't wait to see your smile, When I wake up each day, It makes it worth while With the kinda love you plant inside, Specially with a heart so empty as mine. All your soft tenderness is the one thing that I don't wanna miss. [Chorus:] I pra

Campaign For Liberty
The good life @ Yahoo! Video http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SBoFVoGA4nk "Americans inherit from our ancestors a glorious tradition of freedom and resistance to oppression. Our country has long been admired by the rest of the world for her great example of liberty and prosperity—a light shining in the darkness of tyranny. But many Americans today are frustrated. The political choices they are offered give them no real choice at all. For all their talk of "change," neither major political party as presently constituted challenges the status quo in any serious way. Neither treats the Constitution with anything but contempt. Neither offers any kind of change in monetary policy. Neither wants to make the reductions in government that our crushing debt burden demands. Neither talks about bringing American troops home not just from Iraq but from around the world. Our country is going bankrupt, and none of these sensible proposals are even on the table. This destructive biparti

Faster Way To Bomb
hello members i dunno how active we still are with bombing and yes it's been that easy lately but maybe i can share this with you i found out that when you placve a comment of just a few letters 3 or 4 and you refresh the page it will show you the comment you just put now don't wipe it just add a few more letters to and it will notice it as a new comment you can do this a few times till you think the line gets too long than just wipe it after a few and start over that way it might be a little faster and who knows we can still finish the contests good luck proud member iknow

I Need More Music
I've been listening to the same shit recently, so more stuff would be swell. I'm not really looking for anything specific. So whatever you think is good, go for it. I have a list on my profile so that can give you an idea. Go!!! So the more I think about it, I'm all over the place with music. The worst part is, I'm a real dick sometimes about what I listen to. I'm trying to get the fuck out of that mentality but I have some predisposed shit in my head. I've been way better about it the last year or so though. Anyway, I added a bunch of shit to my stash. Pretty much covers my range. Music has been the topic lately, and I forget how much I enjoy it. Also, it's scary how much I get my taste from my parents. I didn't realize that shit till recently as well. I'm seriously a hybrid of them. Makes sense but still weird to me.

I Don't Know
I am a little insecure and I have crazy mood swings I have fucked up and been fucked up. I don't know what I want from time to time. I say things I don't mean and take them back. I have trust problems but who don't. I cry for no reason at all. I trip over my own feet, I say stupid things, I do stupid things, I will bust out singing at anytime, I dance like a tard, I can make people laugh, I have a big heart and will help anyone if they need the help. I smoke, I drank from time to time, I embarass myself, I spill shit, I question everything that is told to me. there is so much more but if you want to talk too me or date me this is what you get like it or not. I am not changing for anyone and I don't won't anyone to change for me. Ok I have been single for almost a year now. I don't bitch about I just starting to hate being single. how do people go years being single and not care if they have someone there or not? I just don't know. Other then that things are good I have the best fri

Christmas
Sorry been busy alot lately. Hopefully by end of next month I will be able to chat more. A few have asked what I got for christmas..but not here long enough to really type it out to everyone. Anyways.. got quilt.. clothes..some perfume..bathrugs..a gift card for krogers(Which I liked..since moneys gonna be tight for few weeks)..plus some money. Thats about it. We got up at 640..did Christmas here..then went to inlaws..930 to 1240.. came home ..rested for 1/2 hour before my mom and dad showed up..which was unexpected. Usually we go there. They were stopping in to do it here..since they were on there way to see my uncle. My uncle is doing worst..hes home with hospice now. Think he probbly only weighs 100 lbs now. Not sure how much longer he can keep going. All I was thinking about lastnight for a hour was how can there be such a disease..to make a person suffer like this. After mom left..went to work..from 3 to 730. Got to leave early. Anyways..that about sums it up. Happy Ho

Food For Thought!
Economic Freedom or Socialist Intervention? by Congressman Ron Paul Texas Straight Talk December 15, 2008 The freedom to fail is an essential part of freedom. Government- provided financial security necessitates relinquishing the very essence of freedom. Last week, the big 3 American automakers came back to Capitol Hill with their hands out to the government. Congress spent this past week debating how much money to give them and what strings should be attached. Though the bailout plan for the auto industry has suffered what I would call a temporary setback in the Senate, other avenues for public funding are being explored through the Federal Reserve and the Treasury Department. I am afraid the American auto industry will soon learn that having billions rain down from Washington will not be the blessing one might expect. The government, after it subsidizes an industry, tends to become a very demanding benefactor. Politicians may not have any real idea about how to build a car

Lost Cherry Scrolls
A long time ago in a galaxy far far away.... Oops wrong scenario... A long time ago on a site called Lost Cherry, A time when kindness, manners and friendship ran rampant. There was a discerning sense of ethics and etiquette. Now as the site has grown many of the old ways have become a thing of the past. Making way for a much more ME orientated atmosphere. Luckily a lone internet scavenger stumbled across the dead cherry scrolls while rummaging through archives in a hidden data base. After hour upon hour the scrolls have finally been translated. Baby Jesus said unto the people of Cherryland...... This site is my gift to you, go forth my children, make friends, rate, fan and add in the name of love. I give you 10s and 11s for which to award our fellow brethren. Give them freely and give them often. The 1 through 9s are of no use and only there to fill space, using them may result in hurt feelings or a rash of 1s tossed right back at you. (rather damaging to your rating if you ar

How To Get *blings*fubucks & Level Up
BACK BY POPULAR DEMAND ***STARTING A NEW PIC RATE A THON *AS OF 12-29-08 TILL ????? TO SAY THANK TO MY FRIENDS. I AM RUNNING ANOTHER AUTO 11, SO MANY HAVE LEVELED ON ME THEY WANT ME TO DO IT AGAIN LOL **RATE ATHON WITH BLINGs N FUBUCKS GIVE AWAY** I HAVE HAD LOTS DO IT 4 & 5 TIMES LOL & AND GET BLINGS EACH TIME WHILE THEY LEVEL UP..LOL **RATE ATHON WITH BLINGs N FUBUCKS GIVE AWAY** get 35 points for each rate, and 57 points during Happy Hours. Have fun rating and hope a lot of you level up Happy Hour 11's from VIP's will count 108 and not 57 *JUST A example...600 rates takes about 30 minutes and @ 57 points each, thats 32,400 easy points and matching fubucks,,, what a deal. **Rate Athon with Give Away BLINGS till????:)** SEXYGIRLBLONDE,FAN/RATE B4 ADD,TY *SEXYGIRLBLONDE*#17*GODFATHER*1st,Oracle* FAN/RATE B4 ADD,TY*@ fubar Viva Las VegasBy ZZ TopBest Video Codes (repost of original

Oral Sex
Kissing, licking, sucking and nibbling can feel good anywhere on the genitals of both men and women. The pressure (light, firm, and in between), speed (fast, slow, or changing), and the type of motion used can be varied endlessly to produce different sensations. In both practices, the warm, moist feeling of the mouth and the tongue on the genitals can be very erotic. Some enjoy a teasing, stop-start approach, while others prefer a more steady type of stimulation. So my question is why is ti so bad, when I want to give oral? Women don't want it or what?

Grand Opening
COME TO THE GRAND OPENING OF THE LOUNGE DOUBLE TROUBLE!!! click above pic to enter DOOR PRIZES TO BE AWARDED ON FRIDAY FROM 5PM EST UNTIL ??? EST 100,000 FUBUCKS GRAND PRIZE ************* 50,000 TO BE AWARDED TO 2 PPL ************* 10,000 TO BE AWARDED TO 5 PPL ************* 5,000 TO BE AWARDED TO 10 PPL ************* AND FOR MEMBERS THAT BRING OTHERS IN THERE IS A CHANCE TO WIN FUBUCKS ALSO ************* HAVE TO BE A MEMBER TO RECIEVE PRIZES! BULLETIN BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE CANDY COUPLE COTTON CANDY AND THE CANDYMAN

Predictions 2009
As most of you know I have some psychic ability. I have often predicted things before they have happened (obviously :P) and this year I thought I would actually write them down (and add to them) to see if they actually came true. Any TRUE psychic will never admit to getting 100% right, at the end of the day a psychic is only as good as the information they recieve... but the very best are statistically about 80% accurate, so if I get about 6 out of 10 things right I'll be happy. Here's what I think will happen in 2009... There will be a terrorist attack (a bad one) on Dubai (or Mumbai but I think its Dubai) There will be a very bad airplane crash with a major American airline (a very big plane) I think somewhere towards the end of the year. France and Germany will have problems with staying in the EU There will be uprest in UK where there will have to be an early election. From March the eceomy will get better. From March we will see new ways of fuel consumption

Retiring A Pic Album
Now is the time to come rate my Stunning Scenery Album....i will be deleting that album this weekend,so click on the pic to rate and snag what you want out of it now.There is only 251, not that many,i wanna see my friends showing some love to me...i don't have auto 11si am not offering fubux for ratesjust asking my friends to show a little love and repost please....

Bada Bing Info And Buzz
A New Year is beginning. Are you thinking about what you may be missing? Or what the new Fubar year may have in store? Sure you'll move up some points and levels... New blings and super powers may come out... But why are you really here? To make some real friends? To unwind from life a little and have some fun? Then Bada Bing is the place to be. Some of family at Bada say its the best kept secret on Fubar... All lounges say they are "the best lounge on fubar" - so coming from me it doesnt mean much. But the thing that makes Bada special are the people. The Family ROCKS! So take a little time to meet some of the Bada Bing family, get to know them, and hear why they love Bada Bing. Click any of their pics below to GO to their profiles and get to know them even better. You wont regret it! - These are THE MOST AMAZING FRIENDS to have. If you want to come hang with us - click the Bada Bing Pic Above or Holiday gifs between the pics and your there! From Our Family to Yours, ma

Club Mystic Update 12/26/08
CONGRATS TO ANDEE and TABBY ON LEVELING!!! GREAT JOB EVERYONE!!! LET'S RATE THE HELL OUT OF OUR MAE THIS WEEKEND, AND GET HER TO DISCIPLE! WOOT! WE CAN PROBABLY GODFATHER THE HOME PAGE AS WELL, BUT THAT IS NOT A PRIORITY! NO RUSH! AS USUAL, ANY BEEFS, GRIPES, QUESTIONS, OR SUGGESTIONS SHOULD BE DIRECTED TO ME IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE! THANKS! Home Page Club Mystic!@ fubar Fu-King -----> Godfather 506,195 Points to go! (+398,727) Founder ♦CinDragon♦@ fubar Disciple -----> Prophet 6,295,552 Points to go! (+760,734) Team Captain ~SouthernBaby~@ fubar Disciple -----> Prophet! 7,361,086 Points to go! (+687,630) Resident Wizard MERLYN....ClubMystic@ fubar Henchman -----> Insider 522,372 Points to go! (+126,038) Family Members **TABBY76**@ fubar Insider -----> Fu-Queen!! 664,943 Points to go! (+394,455) † Ma3 Ma3 †@ fubar Godfather -----> Disciple 1,399,862 Points to go! (+489,204) jade&jaksonsmom@ fubar Godfather -----> Discip

Life Goes On....
"Imperfection is beauty, madness is genius, and it's better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely BORING.' I don't care if you lick windows,take the special bus or occasionally Pee on yourself...You hang in there Sunshine, you're FRIGGIN SPECIAL. As we grow up we learn that even the people that wasn't supposed to let you down probably will.You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time.You'll break hearts too,so remember how it felt when yours was broken.You'll fight with your best friend.You'll blame a new love for things an old one did.You'll cry because time is passing to fast.You'll eventually lose someone you love.So take too many pictures , laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt, Because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of HAPPINESS you never get back.Don't be afraid that your life will end,be afraid that it will never BEGIN...

Just Me
im a single mom of 3 beautiful girls ,its been hard raising them by myself but i dont think i would have wanted it any other way ....my oldest girl is with who i hope will be the love of her life hergirlfriend ally they make such a cute couple pics are on my profile.....the middle one is headed to high school so she growing up....and my baby still needs me for now lol.....i have lots of great friends but only one best friend and she knows who she is loves ya sexy lady lol.....

"surgical Steel."
“Surgical Steel.” This patient was dying, his heart cold and hurt When you furnished your skills, and bent to your work With a firm seated thought, you determined to heal Armed with only resolve and your surgical steel Your meaning was honest, your intent was so true And with the steadiest hand you went and cut through Flesh hard like stone, a wall that just wouldn’t yield Was no match at all for your surgical steel The bone was the same but it parted as well Under your training, your skill, and your spell Now the heart lay before you, to patch and to seal When kissed by the blade of your surgical steel But this one was tricky, yes, this patient’s heart So beaten and damaged, somewhat torn apart Yet you carried on, and you sealed the deal With your magic wand made from surgical steel Now the heart beats warm, indeed red hot All the wounds of the past repaired and forgot The scars of deception, exchanged for the real Shown the way, by your surgical steel

Cant Decide
Ok, Christmas is over so I need a new name. Of course you all know that ass has to be in the title of it in some form or another. I dunno why, I just like it. Here are some options which I really don't like Tawny Old Lang Tush Tawny New Year Tush Tawny Asshead (lol) Help! So I'm eating pizza with my youngest and every 30 seconds or so he makes a sound like a bomb hitting. I kinda looked at him and he said "kpewwwwwww another bite hit my lower intestine". Now obviously he's delusional. I'm just wondering where this came from since I'm so normal. :D Love yous guys My cat has found a Q-tip that one of the kids has dropped on the floor. Apparently it's a dangerous Q-tip because she is employing a variety of ninja tactics to defeat it. Is she crazy or does she know something about the ebil Q-tips that I don't know about? I love you fuckers Nom

Lyrics
(Everyone who knows me knows I am a "rocker" or "metal-head". But now and then, I hear something that perfectly describes the way I feel. I will not call her out by name, but she knows who she is! This one's for you, love!) ================================================================================================== I’m Yours - Jason Mraz Well you done done me and you bet I felt it, I tried to be chill but you’re so hot that I melted. I fell right through the cracks, and now I’m trying to get back. Before the cool done run out, I’ll be giving it my bestest. Nothing’s going to stop me but divine intervention, I reckon it’s again my turn, to win some or learn some. I won’t hesitate no more, no more, It cannot wait, I’m yours. Well open up your mind and see like me, Open up your plans and damn you’re free. Look into your heart and you’ll find love love love. Listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me. A lá peaceful melody. It’s your God-forsake

"ruin"
“Ruin” Constructed with care, now just old weathered planks This crumbling façade for which we used to give thanks It once was a haven, a shelter, a home And now just a ruin of timber and stone The doors are ripped off, and they lie on the floor And now they are walked on and not through anymore All the rooms vacant, and blending as one Filled with a darkness never gifted by sun It used to be that the basement was the only thing damp But now nothing is dried by the flame of our lamp Because the light it has withered, sputtered, and died In spite of our efforts, and the things we had tried Now other creatures are sheltered in there Amidst old peeling paper and the floors cracked and bare With red glowing eyes both brimming and sad They lord over the ruin of this thing we once had. Copyright 2008 by Steve Santini. All rights reserved.

Is This Place For Real?
It's my feeling that this site compared to others is the most authentic site there is ... at least that's my experience. I honestly believe that there's less game playing here ... The biggest complaint I hear from men on these sites is that guys ALL want to get laid without getting to know their date or person ........ Well Dahhhhhhhhhh >>! Am I out to lunch or are men as sexual as we women? .... To look at this site the answer is YES! .... Then why the game playing when it does happen? .... and game playing it is - big time ... Men talk about wanting an equal playing field but do they? ... are they prepared for what that entails? .... How many guys on this site for instance are hit on compared to women? The old age tradition of boy chases girl is still well and truly entrenched in our culture ... I've got great faith in this site because sex is what it's all about ... get that out of the way and I believe there's no need for we girls or men to manipulate, coerce, convince, bl

After Christmas Reality
No Leftovers to eat...i had speghetti. No Decortations or Tree to take down...did not put up any. No returns...i did not get any gifts. No shopping to do...i have no money. yep, the after christmas reality is the same as the before christmas reality for me....just REALITY!

Please Pray For My Brother-in-law
It is with a saddened heart that I write this. I have always been against drunk driving and now it hits even closer to home.My Brother-In-Law Rene Herrera was walking with a girl he met at 12:05 A.M. AZ time on Christmas Morning just a couple of blocks from the street we live on and a drunk driver ran up on the sidewalk and ran over his whole body. He spent Christmas getting surgeries and is now in recovery in Trauma ICU. Both his legs were broken, his left ankle and knee shattered , his back was broken, most of his ribs were broken, he suffered external head and facial injuries. Luckily the doctors found no internal injuries so far.Another family's Christmas ruined and torn apart by a careless, selfish Drunk Driver. In this case the driver is 45 year-old victor lopez (all in lower case to show the disrespect he showed to all those he endangered by his decision to get behind the wheel while intoxicated) He has been arrested but my Brother-In-Law will have to go through more surgeries

Give Aways
Ok folks here is the deal. I have a Ticker credit to give away to someone. You say you want it, then here is what you have to do. Simply post a reply to this blog or send a fuMessage to me explaining why you feel you deserve the ticker. then on Jan 15 i will announce the winner. The best story, or offer will win the ticker. Good luck and get writing...

Adventures Of Superboy
I had a friend named Ray-Ray who took a creative writing class with me in high school. He was only a sophomore but he was smart enough to take senior-level classes, and I liked Ray-Ray because he earned my respect with his maturity and great attitude. He was always positive about everything, it seemed. You know? The kind of guy who could get his left leg run over by a train and then lay there bleeding to death only to say, "Well, at least that train didn't get both of my legs! Thankya Jesus!" Anyway, long-story-short, I had a bad dream tonight and I got up, dripping in sweat. I drank a 16 oz. glass of orange juice, watched some ESPN re-plays on t.v. and (now) can't go back to sleep. Feeling bad and all (about the dream, mostly), I began to think about Ray-Ray for no apparent reason. I imagined how he would've handled the bad dream incident, and it made me feel better to think fondly of him. I hope to God Ray-Ray is on fubar because it would be cool to hook-up with him again

Welcome To The Machine
Lol, to be quite honest, that was one of my sloppiest, least focused works, but then again, that was intended somewhat. It is a confession of some feelings I have held in for some time though. I hope it can elaborate and perhaps create an interesting story to me. It is certainly there. ♥ take care folks http://fubar.com/user/1785937 My friend here needs it! She has a frown, and fubar love will turn that upside down :D And, she even has candy to offer, rich delicious CANDY! Overcome with some emotions right now, I am going to try to exercise the demon with some writing, before I venture out today. Somewhere in the world there is somebody Who will feel the way you do right now You may not see this but think it through Your souls are connected on a parallel road If you you think it you will feel it This connection becomes less sporadic And the feelings truly organic And the poles will begin to unite There once was a life without hope Where

The Story Begins
I dont have a title yet it will come I thought I would write some from confused dreams.lol ok I was waiting fore someone. Loss and Redemption Raven looked out on the tree covered valley below ancient gnarled pine grew among stony outcrops. The sheer cliff before him was a barrier unassailable separating his past from the future which looked beautiful and unattainable. There was little time to consider the past as the beasts that perused him broke free of the tree line behind him. A chilling howl went up as they sighted him some half a league distant. They had been pursuing him for four days now. He had eluded them moving through the salt march and keeping to ground too steep for their sharp talons to gain purchase. They were guided by some external intelligence. Considering their moves skirting his path detouring through passes that took them many leagues around gaining him some respite and much needed rest. His dreams had been shadowed by a dark form with eyes like the ember

Dod
Thanks to Rating Revolutions they have decided that Friday December 26th and Saturday December 27th is my DOD days. On top of that Saturday December 27th will be my 1 year anniversary with fubar. On Saturday ONLY I will turn my Auto 11s on. I have over 1600 pictures and about 900 easy rates. For every 10 turned into 11 I will pay you 5k fubux and for every real 11 I will pay you 50K fubux. PM me when you are done rating and let me know how many you rated and how you rated. I hope everyone had a great Christmas and looks forward to a Happy New Year.

Daily Thought
So I was siting at home thinking about my life today, and came up with a long list of things i Wished i did. BUt idol wishing is not going to get me anywhere. To succeed in this i must put aside all I know and care about. For this I must become who I know I am in side and face the fear that we all see. I must outshine my myself to become who i want to be. This is only going to happen as long as i want it to. "I AM" my trouble, My fear, My worry. All this is what i let other people see, Time to shine as myself and not "You".

Not Mine (songs That Fit My Mood)
Nothing's so loud As hearing when we lie. The truth is not kind. And you've said neither am I. But the air oustide so soft, is saying everything Everything All I Want is to feel this way To be this close, to feel the same. All I want is to feel this way The evening speaks I feel it say... Nothing's so cold as closing the heart when all we need is to free the soul. But We wouldn't be that brave I know And the air outside, so soft is confessing everything. Everything.... All I Want is to feel this way to be this close, to feel the same All I want is to feel this way The evening speaks I can hear it say... And it won't matter now whatever happens to me though the air speaks of all we'll never be it won't trouble me. And it feels so close let it take me in let it hold me so I can feel it say.... Toad the Wet-Sprocket Hate is what I feel for you And I want you to know that I want you dead. Your late for the execution If you're not here soon I

To New Starts And Sad Endings
There's some things that I regret, Some words I wish had gone unsaid, Some starts, That had some bitter endings, Been some bad times I've been through, Damage I cannot undo, Some things, I wish I could do all all over again, But it don't really matter, Life gets that much harder, It makes you that much stronger, Oh, some pages turned, Some bridges burned, But there were, Lessons learned. [Chorus:] And every tear that had to fall from my eyes, Everyday I wondered how I'd get through the night, Every change, life has thrown me, I'm thankful, for every break in my heart, I'm grateful, for every scar, Some pages turned, Some bridges burned, But there were lessons learned. There's mistakes that I have made, Some chances I just threw away, Some roads, I never should've taken, Been some signs I didn't see, Hearts that I hurt needlessly, Some wounds, That I wish I could have one more chance to mend, But it don't make no difference, The past can't be rewritt

Peoms
"In Youth I Have Known One" How often we forget all time, when lone Admiring Nature's universal throne; Her woods - her winds - her mountains - the intense Reply of Hers to Our intelligence! I. In youth I have known one with whom the Earth In secret communing held - as he with it, In daylight, and in beauty, from his birth: Whose fervid, flickering torch of life was lit From the sun and stars, whence he had drawn forth A passionate light - such for his spirit was fit - And yet that spirit knew - not in the hour Of its own fervour - what had o'er it power. II. Perhaps it may be that my mind is wrought To a fever by the moonbeam that hangs o'er, But I will half believe that wild light fraught With more of sovereignty than ancient lore Hath ever told - or is it of a thought The unembodied essence, and no more That with a quickening spell doth o'er us pass As dew of the night time, o'er the summer grass?

About Me
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturant... I'm the girl who says,"Ok, but you owe me..." jokingly not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will (or at least try to) have fun because it means I am spending time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who actually keeps her body parts IN her clothing in public... I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And

Variety
IF you complain about fubar. Why in the hell are you on? Me? Friends basically. Plain and simple. I try to ignore most of the begging for points , etc. Because it's no use and if you beg? You may be like that in real life. a whining beggar. wanting everything your way. Guess What? LIFE is NOT like THAT. get a grip. Life is more about feeling good about who you are in and out, mostly in. Life is about love, faith, and trust in others. knowing your limitations. Life is about pleasing others, but being good to yourself too. Life is a ying yang. You can't have the good without the bad. You can't have the bad without the good. ALWAYS REMEMBER THIS: You cannot have everything your way and secondly you're not ALWAYS right. Don't get offense when someone tries to be civil with you. They're not trying to hurt your ego. That's my GENERAL view on people who complain. your complaints are brought on yourself and only you can do something about it

Present.....?
when you think life is real it's not. i see things as they are. bleak. absent. so i try. and try again. like we all should. to make life real... and in the end fate should reward us all.. to live happy..... to live the way we should... to hold what we have and cherish it... to have family,friends, and lovers, is that possible? .....yes it is. today like every other day i tried. tried to be who i am tried to be different tried to be who i should be... in the end it's who you really are as a person as a friend as a human being.... will we ever learn will we know who we are? can we be who we really are? i don't think we can really.... Waking up without the feeling of purpose. Without the feeling of just being.. like a dream you just can't wake up from.. then you wake.... you realize you did in fact lose everything. you wonder about your friends, your family.. where do you run to? do you run at all? you question yourself about everything you once

Really Hurt, Confused, And Heartbroken :(
There is this guy, Trevor, I started going out with beginning of december.. Anyways we really hit it off and I started caring for him, and he said the same about me. There are just things I do not understand. He keeps videos of him fucking his ex girlfriend and her sucking his dick on his cell phone. I ask him to delete them, nope not happening. Alright whatever I moved on about it right. So anyways, there's this chat place he an I go to and well his profile said he was still single, so when I asked him about it, it took him DAYS to change it when he was on there everyday. So then I had a friend flirt with him to see wtf was up, and well right off the bat she gets his phone number and he is calling her hun. So then I really bitched him out for this, and so he says well let's BOTH not go on there then.. So then we both didn't, however I went there to see if he did go back, and he didn't. Another thing is he drives truck so I rarely got to see him so I texted him alot.. So he bitched he

Surprise....
when you awake you feel..... but what do you feel? pain? love? peace? do you really know? i mean really? what is it that makes you.... that wants you..... that compells you... to feel? love? lust? want? need? yearning? feeling? to live in the past... is to kill your soul.. to live to want.. is to kill your self.. to live to live... is just to die....

Hmm, Im Wondering Why
im a nice girl, i take care of myself, i never ask for anything except honesty...why is it that i always catch people in lies...be it pictures, written proof, or just catching people red handed...yet they still say "it wasnt me" or make up some cockn bull story.. i wasnt born yesterday...so dont talk to me like im naive. I have a nag for finding out your lies. Granted not all people lie, but lately it seems i get lied to left and right. My question is, why lie? and why do people feel the need to lie to me and mess with my emotions? I am human, i do get hurt but i think soon imma end up with a frozen heart and no emotion at all. No one is 100% honest, i get that...but why tell lie after lie after lie and mess with people's heads and hearts and all that.even friends cant be honest... I don't understand...can someone explain to me why? ~untrusting

Carefully...
Why the hell is it that a girl can't make a SINGLE comment about how another person looks without the other person jumping their ass over something stupid?!?! It makes no sense especially when they BOTH don't even know each other!! I mean come on it's a fucking OPINION!!! Everyone is entitled to one and it is ludicris to think that a stupid comment about someone looking like a crack whore could offend someone soooo bad over someone they don't fucking know!! Then proceed to act like a dick and ignore the person that stated that the other chick looked like a crack whore?!?!?!?! How fucking self centered and retarded can you be?!?! Get the fuck over yourself!! Apparently you need to make some real live friends that you can actually hang out with!!!

Who Cares?
Just a few things to do on the fu before hitting the road! I will log in as I can from coffee houses when I'm in a town. Maybe some one has Internet out that way. we will see! If I settle in well I may stay all next winter. Id like to thanks every one for being as nice as you are too me. I hear all the time how people are mean out here, but I don't really see it much. Much happiness to everyone, and for those that are in my photo collections like my status changes "see Sweet Fu Love" hugs to you all! To all my Fuexes I still Fu-love you all of my sweet fuexes, Even if its so "old news" and its more acceptable now that you can Pay for a real one! You all are in a slide show on my profile! my two muses the making of the art work was a fantastic time for me you gave me so much and your in my heart! I wont ever forget you! Kisses! To the friends who have added me and deleted me or deleted their account and never added me back! you guys are the best! oh the

Often
you can copy this poem only to share, but please do not take credit for my work. _____________________________________________ Often The thoughts of those who stand eye to eye with us will seldom shed their hardened skins and let us in the things those men and women have been through will suffice with each tear shed for the things they have seen and heard in battle they will seldom reach out for shelter among loved ones they just couldn't understand what had been seen from the soldier's eyes true, life will carry on but not anywhere near as where it was before battle often thinking why they should be there when their families want them safe often praying that they can return home safe to their families and friends and often wishing that the cries of their ghosts will stop with the next nightmare for many peace shall never come, but they will overcome the restless nights though they may never forget what has occurred in their lives in the fight they often pray for forgiveness of what

Christmas For Me
as children bring their broken toys with tears for us to mend i brought u my broken dreams to god because he was my friend. But instead of leaving him in peaace to work alone i hung around and tired to help with ways that were my oww. At last I snatched them back and cried bow can you be so slow my child he said what could i do? you never let them go comment and tell me what u think of it every holiday it hits me the hardest i miss my grandmohter she die 06-17-06 and she was like a mohter best friend and a person i could lean on and now she is gone i miss her so much i cry my self to sleep and wish she was still here i miss her so much and when christmas hits i just wanted the day to end because of the fact that was out holiday we did everything i just feel like why do i have to celebrate cuz the person i want here is not here with me no more and it kills me every day and u would think after 2years i would b over it i am not i think about her everyday and ce

Ogling Olga...
I'm setting up an adult blog, just for the fun of it. I'm thinking of dumping some hard-to-find nude pixs of exotic asians... from thailand...whatever...it is not up yet...stay tune...i'll give the url when it is ready...chow Merry Christmas Everyone! Wish yer all a Happy New Year! 2009! welcome baby...! i'm ready for yer!

All It Takesis A Change Of Heart
Sweet words are easy to say, sweet things are easy 2 buy, But sweet people are difficult to find. Life ends when U stop dreaming, Hope ends when U stop believing, Love ends when U stop caring, Friendship ends when U stop sharing. So share this with whomever U consider a friend. To love without condition, To talk without intention, To give without reason, And to care without expectation is the heart of a true friend... If U Care........ Life is short, Break the rules, Forgive quickly, Kiss slowly, Love truly, Laugh uncontrollably, And never regret anything that made you smile. All it takes is a change of Heart to.......... change your mind change your outlook on life bring yourself out of a bad mood change your outlook on people change your outlook on love .................... All it takes to change the world is a change of Heart. Life is too short to be anything but Happy. Love it while you have it Work Hard. Play Harder. Live Free. Love like there is NO Tomorrow. And N