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Sorrow
Sorrow From the depths of my soul, whisper the secrets of my heart As tendrils of mist, that swirls and falls apart Dispersing into thin air, never to be spoken A path of dreams, that cannot be awoken A drop as rain falls upon my cheek Then another, and another But from where I can not think Sorrow and regret rush like rivers in my veins I search for the answer but it is never to be obtained Hidden from all is the reason for my anguish Encased in glass is the hope that cannot be extinguished ~Wycked~

Secrets And Shadows
Quiet is the nite....and dark, the mist swirls n floats upon the gentle wind the sound as soft as a murmur, Hush..... Time holds its breath..waiting...waiting a shadow scurries threw the nite and is gone who is there? no one, Hush..... ~Wycked~

Memories
In the recesses of my mind memories flicker as flashes of color colliding and escaping one another Feelings ebb n flow only to crash into the well of my emotions, brimming to the surface to escape as a drop, a tear ~Wycked~

Yearning
The flame that represents your life glows brightly basking all who are near in your aura It is I who secretly yearns to be one of your chosen, to loom in the love and warmth of your light I hear your name whispered in the dark, only to realize it has fallen from my lips My heart cries out to be near you, I am here why can you not see me Why do you not know who I am but I am cut off and in the dark ~Wycked~

Well Im Here.....
Well I got here in Iraq ok. At this moment Im in limbo waiting for the rest of my squad to show up from different places from the US and Germany. I know what I'll be doing and actually know some of the guys I'll be working with. Some are Navy Seals and others are from other Special Ops Units from within the Army. My time on here is limited as when I leave here I wont have any access to the internet for weeks at a time till we are flown back to the rear once every 2-3 weeks. This place seems to have gotten better since the last time I was here. At least now I know that I will be coming to the rear to recoup where as before I had no clue. I thought I would be training soldiers on the new weapons that are being moved into the field but I was wrong. Wishful thinking I guess. I dont know exactly when I leave here but I know its within hrs so till next time. Take Care Jon

A Rock And Roll Blog
I know not many people check out what I have to say on this blog and thats fine with me.I write on here get things out of me.And the blog I am getting ready to write here,if people read it,there are going to ask themselves" Why the hell did she write about that?" I have always been a huge music fan.As few might know on here I am a Beatles collector.But I love lots of music.I know tons of stupid shit about bands that will never mean anything to anyone but me.I could kick ass on Rock and Roll Jepardy if they ever brought it back.I have spent many years reading and learning about many many bands and since I love it all so much,I can remeamber it all. Ok so to the blog at hand.I am a huge Def Leppard fan.Have been since I was 6.I see them live every time they come to Indiana, the last time was last week and the show was justawesome.Def Leppard never let you down when you go see them. Joe made news not to long ago about something he said in Sweden about Poison.I watched the video of the

Weird Place
You hear that sometimes people come into your life for a reason. Then when they leave you sometimes wonder what that reason was, especially when you find out that they really were not your friend to begin with. You start doubting yourself and wondering how you could have missed the signs. Then you think maybe the little girl in you just saw the little person in them not the adult manipulator that lurks beneath the surface. Honesty and integrity are traits that I value in a person, however, honesty is a double edged sword. It allows you to open yourself up to people who make a living preying on the trustfulness of others. You begin to pull back from people and everyone you meet becomes a suspect,.... always trying to give others a chance,... but then they prove you right in the end. Its a sad state of affairs when you can never trust another human being because they live by a different set of values known only to them. Words become meaningless because the value of the word changes from

Hi Furbians
I get called a snob alot. And this morning got a very nasty message. :( When i first joined i talked to alot of people, and made some nice friends. But most of the people in my shoutbox were very rude and disrespectful. I know this is a website, and i don't blame those so called boys. But i am very happily married and don't need to hear how men want to bone, fuck, bang, cam, etc. me. I turned off my shoutbox when my husband saw someone say "if i send you my dirty pictures, will you masturbate to them?" He was livid. And i didn't come on for awhile. My husband in home for a few weeks, and we have talked about me talking to people again. No, i don't need his permission to do things, just respect his judgment. I'll be turning my shout-box back on in a few days. For friends only. (didn't know you could do that until yesterday LOL) Please be friendly and respectful is all i ask. Thx. :D PS, not today cause i'm nursing a sore hand that i caught in the car door yesterday. :(

New Name
My new name marks the beginning of a new chapter in my life. I met the love of my life on Facebook, traveled a long distance to meet her in person, and we are madly,passionately in love. This has been the best year of my life!

I'm Actually 32....is This Bad?!?
You Act Like You Are 26 Years Old You are a twenty-something at heart. You feel like an adult, and you're optimistic about life. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. You're still figuring out your place in the world and how you want your life to shape up. The world is full of possibilities, and you can't wait to explore many of them. What Age Do You Act?

Lol
I was a very happy man. My wonderful girlfriend and I had been dating for over a year, and so we decided to get married. There was only one little thing bothering me...It was her beautiful younger sister. My prospective sister-in-law was twenty-two, wore very tight miniskirts, and generally was bra-less. She would regularly bend down when she was near me, and I always got more than a nice view. It had to be deliberate. Because she never did it when she was near anyone else. One day her 'little' sister called and asked me to come over to check the wedding invitations. She was alone when I arrived, and she whispered to me that she had feelings and desires for me that she couldn't overcome. She told me that she wanted me just once before I got married and committed my life to her sister. Well, I was in total shock, and couldn't say a word. She said, 'I'm going upstairs to my bedroom, and if you want one last wild fling, just come up and get me.' I was stunned and

Romantic Realist
You are a Romantic Realist Okay, so you fall in the middle. You know that love isn't like a greeting card... Yet you can always find a greeting card to describe your feelings. You are the best of both worlds Girly yet independent, dreamy yet serious. Almost any guy can find balance with you. Are You a Romantic or Realistic Girl?

What Does Your Music Say About You?
What Your Taste in Music Says About You Your musical tastes are reflective and complex. You are intellectual to the point of being cerebral. You are very open to new experiences, and even more open to new ideas and theories. Wisdom and personal accomplishment are important to you. You are naturally sophisticated. You are drawn to art, especially art by independent artists. You are likely to be financially well off... and not because you were born that way. What Does Your Taste in Music Say About You?

Come On Just A Min Of Your Time
THIS HOOKER NEEDS LEVELED ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ SHE IS A GOOD FRIEND OF MINE AND DOESNT HAVE MUCH TO GO. SHE HAS 15,500 TO GO AS OF THIS BULLY. IM ASKING ALL MY FRIENDS TO GO FAN HER, RATE HER, ADD HER AND BLING HER. COME ON NOW THIS WONT TAKE BUT A SECOND OF YOUR TIME SOO CAN WE GET IT DONE? EVEN IF WHEN YOU GET THERE SHE IS ALREADY LEVELED STILL LOVE ON HERE PLEASE... WE ALL USED TO BE A LEVEL 15 AND KNOW HOW HARD IT IS TO GET THE ATTENTION WE NEEDED TO LEVEL. WHEN YOUR DONE SEND ME A PM AND ILL SHOW U SOME LOVE BACK AS IM SURE SHE WILL TOO. SO ITS DOUBLE PLEASURE FOR YOU LOL. ANYWAYS HERE IS HER LINK CLICK IT PLEASE???? (¯`·._) Trishalicious (¯`·._)@ fubar THIS IS BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE NEW ME LOL ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ BEAUTIFUL MESS@ fubar

Eq
Your EQ is 160 Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar. Seriously though, your whole "Don't Worry, Be Happy" philosophy is really what defines emotional intelligence. You're warm, open, and very optimistic. You know how to act appropriately, even if you don't feel like it. You are a good communicator, and you have little difficulty with personal relationships - even when you're dealing with difficult people. In general, you are successful, capable, together person. You get what you want out of life. What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

Check Her Out!!
THIS IS MY FIRST PIMP OUT AND SHE IS WORTH IT ~**~*~**~*~**~*~**~*~**~*~**~*~**~*~**~*~**~*~**~ OK FRIENDS AND FANS... THIS IS MY FIRST PIMP OUT AND THE GIRL BELOW IS WORTH IT. SHE IS MY B!TCH AND SHE IS NEW!!!! IM ASKING ALL OF YOU TO SHOW HER HOW WE DO HERE ON THE FU. LETS SHOW HER LOTS OF LOVE!!! FAN HER, RATE HER, ADD HER, AND BLING HER. LETS MAKE HER FEEL WELCOME AND SHOW HER THAT THIS SITE IS 100# AWESOME!!! HER LINK IS BELOW AS YOU CAN SEE DUH LOL. SEE MY B!TCH??? NOW CLICK AND SHOW HER SOME LOVE!!!! kayci@ fubar THIS PIMP OUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY ME!!! ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ (¯`·._) Trishalicious (¯`·._)@ fubar

The Truth Of The Matter
Sara says (4:52 PM): stupid sun Christopher. says (4:53 PM): what's wrong with the sun? Christopher. says (4:53 PM): it's pretty, and boy is it hot. Christopher. says (4:53 PM): like whoa. Christopher. says (4:53 PM): no really, it's hot. Sara says (4:53 PM): no shit! lol Sara says (4:53 PM): dont stare into the sun Sara says (4:53 PM): you'll go blind Christopher. says (4:59 PM): they say that about that other thing i do, too Sara says (4:59 PM): wtf? lol Christopher. says (4:59 PM): what? Sara says (5:00 PM): i'm confused lmao Christopher. says (5:00 PM): oy.... how do i say this, while not being crass. Sara says (5:00 PM): lol Christopher. says (5:01 PM): well, when a man and a woman have a special feeling... Christopher. says (5:01 PM): they turn off all the lights, and the man puts a paper bag over the woman's face... Sara says (5:01 PM): lmao!!! Christopher. says (5:02 PM): well, when a woman is not around, or

The Bunny List
Here's a bunch of names i've been called or made for myself in certain situations. Thought it would be fun to write them. If you know of any i forgot, please lemme know. xox bunny pita bunny (pain in the arse) Queen Bunny bunnybitch bunnywitch bunnyangel funnybunny attack bunny bunnybrat boo boo bunny bunny jones/Evilyn the alter egos. lol bunnyslave playboy bunny bunnysub bunnymaid bondage bunny beautiful bunny give a...bunnybj lol blondebunny dumbbunny bunnyboobs big butt bunny bunnylicious bunnybrat i tell u wut bunnybob bubblybunny bouncybunny

Dracula Update.
Hi folks, Here's another sneak peek at one of the pages from the Dracula adaption I'm drawing atm. Here is 'The Demieter' landing in Whitby harbour, & old Drac himself cunningly avoiding the 'anything to declare isle' by leaping from the ship under the guise of a Mr Al Sation. Anyway, hope you like.

Please Help
When I think about the past, I think bout love, trust, passion, life, devotion, and honesty. The funny thing is its hard to feel that way now, my heart has just been broken too many times. I think its just me tho, everytime i find someone nice i get to attached, when i dont, i feel like im letting her down. Her thats what i call a dream, a dream is a brains memory of all happyness, happyness that i see in movies, internet, magazines and most of all while driving. Dreams happen all day for a second, minute, hr sometime even all day, the dream is a beautiful woman, a woman that hunts my dreams day and night. Night and day is the past, past is a dream, and a dream is a life long imagination of that perfect woman. By George

Update On Life
Hello all, It has been a while since I wrote and I apologize for that. I have been meaning to get back to everyone and just kinda got flooded by emails and trying to play catch up as of yet but slow and sure getting there. For those that don't know, I was able to get house/work arrest, however, there were a few stipulations that they had failed to mention. On August 15th I had my pre-house arrest meeting with the jail, expecting that all would go well because I have kept my nose clean, got the new job, payed the fines, ect. Well, what I found out was a bit of a shocker. They told me I would have to serve 2 ½ days in jail, come up with $420.00 by Tuesday the 19th, and pay $140.00 a week and keep a 2 week balance in the pre-pay account in order to stay on the house/work arrest, as well as have a home phone line for them to call me and verify I was at home and plug in the ankle bracelet device into. Well needless this was all a shocker to me because when I had called them

Our Fubar "friends" Are Real People Too
As we gaze upon the profiles and pictures posted by others, I am sure we have all seen images that stirred our most basic desires. Images of people, places, and things. There is, without a doubt an abundance of attractive and interesting people here on Fubar; as the old adage goes, there is someone, or something, for everyone, here. I have certainly seen images that aroused me, images that intrigued me, and others that had me questioning whether people really do "that" (whatever "that" is) which is illustrated, "how" did they do "that", and why in the "devil" did they do "that". I have also been fortunate enough to chat with many of you...at times via the SB function, for others it was in the various lounges we have frequented, and for others, via YIM. For a couple of weeks now, I have had the opportunity to chat with a certain special one. One whose persona in a specific lounge is that of a social butterfly, albeit one with a devilish streak...she charms, she flirts, and

Your Daily Horoscope...
"A lucky break of some kind, or the attainment of a long-desired goal, could bring about sudden beneficial changes in your lifestyle. A change of job or profession might possibly be involved. Your living conditions could be improved, Adelle, and new and influential friends could come into your life. This is definitely the day to expect the unexpected, when you might find yourself in the right place at the right time to meet the right person. Go with the flow!" How weird that this is my horoscope for tomarrow...especially since I want that house so bad! I wish I believed in this shit! lol :)

Just Another Song "the Truth We Never See"
There is a truth that I will never see! #1 There is this thing that we cannot believe! The way this life is I'll never be, #2 So take my hand and come walk with me! ___________________________________________________ There is a truth that we will never see! #1 There is this thing that I can't believe! The way this life is we'll never be, #2 so take my hand and Walk with me>>>!!!!!! _____________________________________________________ THINGS IN THIS LIFE YOU'LL NEVER KNOW!!!, #1 Truth in my eye's will never show!!! ______________________________________________ HATE BURNING UP FROM DO DEEP INSIDE!!!, #2 Now you see the roots of my selfish pride!!! ________________________________________________ Truth now is blind for anyone to see, Now things I thought I knew I can't believe! How will I ever live that life again?, Unless the truth is something meant to bend? __________________________________

Life Is A Fantasy
This is just a story of a fantasy I have always had....hope to ! As I come out the shower and begin to dry my body the thoughts of the evening ahead run through my mind. With anticipation of the candlelight dinner and dancin he has planned for us I shiver. I smile. And begin to lotion my arms and legs soft and smooth. Then lotion my breast and stomach where I now feel butterflies fluttering thinking of his smile I cant help but think of his strong jaw and soft sweet lips....that I hunger to kiss before the nights end. I put on my robe and go to my closet where I pick my black,low cut satin dress. And find my heels that will enhance my firm, fit legs. I go to my drawer and find my sexiest stockings and silky black bra. No need for panties tonite or so I am hoping. I return to the bathroom to apply my make-up and do my hair. I think up with just enough hair down to tickle my neck as if his lips brushing softly against it. I put on my stockings, they feel good upon my soft legs, and my si

Would You...
If I happened to show up on your door step crying, would you care? If I called you and asked you to pick me up because something happened, would you come? If I had one day left, to live my life, would you be part of that last day? If I needed a shoulder to cry on, would you give me yours?

A Funeral Procession
A FUNERAL PROCESSION: A woman was leaving a convenience store with her morning coffee when she noticed a most unusual funeral procession approaching. A long black hearse was followed by a second long black hearse about 50 feet behind the first one. Behind the second hearse was a solitary woman walking a pit bull on a leash. Behind her, a short distance back, were about 200 women walking single file. The woman couldn't stand her curiosity. She respectfully approached the woman walking the dog and said, 'I am so sorry for your loss', I know now is a bad time to disturb you, but I've never seen afuneral like this. Whose funeral is it?' 'My husband's.' 'What happened to him?' The woman replied, 'My dog attacked and killed him.' She inquired further, 'Well, who is in the second hearse?' The woman answered, 'My mother-in-law. She was trying to help my husband when the dog turned on her.' A poignant and thoughtful moment of silence passed between the two women. 'Can I borrow the dog?...

Random
There comes a time when you have to stand up and shout. This is me damn it! I look the way I look, I think the way I think, feel the way I feel, love the way I love! I AM a whole complex package. Take me...or leave me? Accept me-or walk away. Don't try to make me feel less of a person, just because I don't fit your idea of who I should be and dont try to change me to fit your mold. If I need change, I alone will make that decision. When you are strong enough to love yourself 100%,good and bad-you will be amazed at the opportunities that life presents you... You can't walk alone. Many have given the illusion,but none have really truly walked alone. Man is not made that way. So I have seen that there are others that can and will walk your way.. I am me. In all the world, there is no one else exactly like me. Everything that comes out of me is auththentically mine, because I ALONE chose it- I own everything about me: my body,my feelings,my mouth,my voice, all of my acti

Just A Man
I am just a man All I have to offer is all that I am I cant give you the moon and stars All I have to offer is my heart I cant promise I wont make you cry I do promise to dry your eyes I cant promise to be perfect I can promise that you are worth it I wont have all the answers But you will be a part of my heart forever I cant tell you I have the perfect plan Because you see, I am just a man

Good News
I was just told this morning that the Leukemia that was in his bone marrow is in remission. But the rest of his body is still fighting off the Leukemia so we are hoping in the next week or so the rest of his body will be in readmission and he can go home. He will still have to do Kidney Dialysis and his Kemo as a outpatient at a near by Hospital.

Loss Of Jason(done By Mom Aka Cherkle Sept. 24th 1987 1 Month & 10 Days After Jay Died)
The pain is hard to handle. I miss his sweet smile in the mornings his face would light up so much when he smiles. The way he loved to sit up and look around. He would look when you held him up and he was looking at you or I. His smile would and look would make you feel so wonderful. He has twinkling blue eyes. He was our angel sent from heaven. His loved touched us all. But, God took our angel home with him. God is watching over our baby. We miss him so much our beautiful baby Jason and trying to go on living without him is very difficult because our love was so strong for him. His brother Chris misses Jason but, he loves Jason with all our hearts as we all do. Jason touched our lives to a great extent. The apartment is so quiet now. With no cries for a bottle or to be held. No rush to a crying baby. Our hearts and arms ache for our Jason. No other baby will ever take his place in our lives. He will always be our second baby. He his our angel. Our lives continue to

Weddingmoon
MY WEDDING UPDATE: Well, the plans for my wedding keep changing and re-arranging themselves. I am finally almost ready to book the trip I have been waiting my whole life for. This has been a long time coming and will still be a long time off. In February 2007 Jerry and I got engaged. No it wasn’t all silly and romantic and blah blah blah. We both knew we wanted to marry each other. It was just a matter of deciding that yes we are infact for sure going to marry each other and we are officially engaged. Did I want the frills? A little yes. But in the end, I got to choose the ring I loved and that was going to be something that means so very much to me. Then life got complicated. Most of you all know the story so I need not rehash the details. If you do not know, read my year in review blog. That pretty much summed up how badly my 2007 sucked donkey balls. So back to the subject at hand. The wedding! Currently Jeremy and I have been engaged for a year and about 7 months. B

Joe
my friend's best friend, Joe has had some serious life problems recently. Please lift him up to the Father with me. Take a few minutes out of your life to make a difference in someone else's whole world and ask God to bless him. When we get down in life, we ask the Father to lift us out of the miry clay, or to shine His dawn in our night season. Lord I lift up Joe to you right now. Forgive our sins Great God, please. Heal Joe's hurt. Strengthen his weaknesses in You, and weaken his strengths in himself to only know to rely on you in times of trouble. I come against any negative spiritual influence with binind and casting to outer dry parts prepared for you. And in this I ask in Jesus the christ's name. Amen

Tell Me...
I'm sitting here alone on this bed Whiskey on my breath and your face in my head I've made my mistakes, almost put myslf to dead I don't feel like I deserve you Never felt that I ever will I live my life in the shadows of my past I can't and won't let this go I know it's what you want though Tell me what I'm supposed to do....

Your Deceit
Let me twist the blade for you, It is the least that I can do. And as the jagged edge slips deep, I'll twist the blade to watch you bleed. Anger fills my shattered mind, Revenge is sweet, ripe off the vine. You think you've won this game you play, The attention from the words you say. But let me tell you what I see, This game you play called misery. It takes you in and takes control, Speaks the words within your soul. It fills your mouth with foul lies, Hides the truth from your eyes. Deceives the wicked, shames the weak, The lying words of which he speaks. And though you fisrt trust him in the game, Be careful of what you will gain. For in the end you could lose, But that is the path that you do choose. So let me twist the blade for you, It is the least I can do. And as the jagged edge slips deep, I'll twist the blade and watch you bleed.... ~ Grey ~

This Is Nuts
well i should introduce myself...my name is melissa i was dragged into this website by my ex boyfriend brian in a weird way i would love to thank him b/c he got me to meet a very amazing guy....when brian left me after all the things i did and he put me though i thought i was gonna die....but i met armi and i fell for instantly but he was feeling like i abandoned him which when i like someone i would never even dream of doing such a thing and now armi has deleted his fubar and the girl that he speaks to me hates me for some reason i dont deserve to be happy armistead deserves better.. maybe i should stick to brians kind loser junkies that mentally abuse their girlfriends so they can leave me and be screwed up and insecure for the rest of my life ugh i would never hurt someone i care for....

At Night
At Night When I lay my head down at night, Your memory rushes back to me. As I close my eyes, I taste your lips of red wine, Remembering what use to be. The memories are so real, So vivid and strong, It is almost like you are here with me. I can feel your body next to mine. As your strong warm arms, Start to embrace me. You hold me tight in the pale moon light, Saying you will always remember me. I love you so much, You are hard to erase, I wonder if you were meant for me. You run through my veins, And rush through my head, Please tell me what it is with me. My heart is so hurt, The pieces they lay, Underneath my feet. I walk a fine line, It seems all of the time, Wanting you to return to me. When I lay down my head, On the pillow at night, At least I have you near to me. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved

Sweetness In Starlight By Matt Wertz
Fallin' asleep To the sound of stars Shooting 'round the moon But I can't watch them fly tonight, baby I'm too busy watchin' you. I guess your smile is the sun's way Of lighting up what's dark So shine, shine, shine for me baby It only takes a spark Sweetness in starlight Sweetness 'til day sighs Sweetness in starlight Sweetness 'til sun rise And there's nothing under these bright stars That could bring this night to ruin So hold on tightly to me baby Because tonight's gonna end too soon And your touch is potent medicine Knocks me out with just one shot I've never seen such strong elixir, baby Fixes all that I'm not You fix all that I'm not, yeah. Sweetness in starlight Sweetness 'til day sighs Sweetness in starlight Sweetness 'til sun rise I'm holding so tightly, baby I won't let you go.

Sooner Surrender By Matt Nathanson
In the party love, Some band's playing hallelujah Hallelujah In the corner love All night girls drink wine and try to sing along I made a mess of things The stops and in betweens They weigh me down You got someone new singing you your songs now Sooner surrender Then watch the last wall collapse And sooner surrender And our love will count for everything In my sweetest dreams It's just you and me And we break wide I wake reminded love How I just gave up And how you moved on, how you moved on I'm waiting for something I've waited for now For the rolling canyons of love And i'm tongue tied And you're coming alive, coming alive Sooner surrender Then watch the last wall collapse And sooner surrender And our love will count for everything I'm sorry that you've gone So sorry that you've gone I'm sorry that you've gone Love I'm sorry that you've gone So sorry that you've gone away You're a little bit right More than a little bit right With my arms

Soft Stone... Another Of My Poetry Peices
I'm losing myself again My heart never thinks My mind never feels My soul is out of control Dead with or without you These blank words Ghost emotions Haunting thoughts I'm a smiling massacre Invisible arms Blurry eyes I'm a white noise My love is a deja-vu I'm a death fantasy

Solitude
Stare into an empty room In some empty house People are there Yet it feels empty To the one who sits alone In a chair in the dark Voices coming from the stairs And that one sits alone To them the house is empty And their world is beginning Slowly, ever slowly It's being created So they wait For the house to blow away The people to be gone So they could be Alone

Bmv
I had to go and change my title on my birthday so i was in line at the Title Bureu the line was long =( .I finaly got to the front and ahead of me was this guy asking all these dumb questions the worker was taken Her good old time. By this time i was furious the foot tapping and crossed arms went to sighs and moans from Me... finaly he left the window and she answered the phone !!!! after her social chat and it was social she said next please .... I walked up to her window and she said how can I help You? ....I said this is the fucken Title bureu right? I'm her for my Title!!! She looked at Me ... and said I now declare You... Sir Fuck Face King Of all Assholes You Have been titled Next Please !!

If Tomorrow Starts Without Me
If tomorrow starts without me, And I'm not there to see, If the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry the way you did today, While thinking of the many things, We didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, As much as I love you, And each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too; But when tomorrow starts without me, Please try to understand, that an angel came and called my name, And took me by the hand, And said my place was ready, In heaven far above, And that I'd have to leave behind all those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, A tear fell from my eye, For all my life, I'd always thought, I didn't want to die. I had so much to live for, So much left yet to do, it seemed almost impossible, that I was leaving you. I thought of all the yesterdays, The good ones and the bad, I thought of all that we shared, And all the fun we had. If I could relive yester

Fubar Salute
What is a Fubar Salute? A salute is a candid photo of yourself proving to the world that you're the real person behind your Fubar profile. Your face should be clearly visible, along with a clear HAND WRITTEN note with the following three things: 1. Your SCREEN NAME, 2, Your Member ID number , (which is located in the end of your URL address; www.Fubar.com/user/22) 3. AND, the words: Fubar or Fubar.com *Photoshopped or any “type” print set will NOT be accepted. *Grainy and barely legible salutes will NOT be accepted. *Salutes placed in a PRIVATE album will NOT be accepted. If you would like, the following items will be accepted as a complimentary add on to your Salute: You may wear your or Fubar t-shirt, and show your Fubar.com Home Page (which has to be clear) as part of your background. Please include the above three items to ENSURE your salute is verified. All Salutes are approved by the Fubar bouncers. Using fake or bogus photos will result in your account

College Girl
Wow, has life changed. For the first time ever, I'm in school and not a cheerleader. I started taking cheerleading classes at 3 so when I started 1st grade it was only normal that I was on the cheerleader squad. I did it for all 12 years. This is strange. NO stadium full of peope staring to my pussy in that little tinny skirt. Sorry guys I always worn bloomers and panties. Remember I'm the girl with the panties fetish, I have over 2000 pair, and like thats my only fetish. I'm going to be teaching cheerleading for a training center soon. That does mean that now I can have all the party favors that can be forced into my little body. My stalker is tracking me day and night......keeping me heavily under the control of his own party favor mix. The gps bracelets he has on my ankle and in my Jeep trace me to like 10 feets. He knows every breath I take. OH....... I could use everyone help next week. A very good friend on mine is starting a new website. Its going to

Dream With Me
Soft in a cloud of feathers to cushion my weary head, troubles melt quickly into the darkness, a smile dances over my lips, eyes close, happy for you come to me in my dreams. Here I touch you, hold you close, in my thoughts I have you engraved, imprinted upon on my heart, my sanity, when you are gone. I wait, wonder how long will it be? How long, my love, until you are with me? I see the dark sky, laden with precious sparkles, I smile again, and I picture you, watching these same stars too Your name leaves my lips the window opens wide, my kiss blows with the breeze. When you catch it will you smile? Sadness sinks his arms around me, I long to be with you, to touch with desire, already in our heart Come to me, the wind whispers, come with me, my love, and dream our sweet dreams, until reality comes.

Can You Handle Me
Can you handle me? The real me The mood swings, the bitching The sweet, caring mature Juxtaposed with the angry whining And the annoying side of me? Can you handle me Or do you lie and say you can? When you can't, when you don't want to? Is that why you push me aside, like a toy? Like I'm nothing? Ha! Well news for you... I have feelings. I'm real What am I to you? A plaything? A nothing? Pfft. I exist. I'm here Deal with it. If you hate me, tell me now, Don't keep me guessing? Go on You can't. You're scared of hurting me. I've been hurt before I know my real friends You aren't one of them. You're a pest Somebody who wants me for one thing only...I don't play that game I'm not interested I don't care how you sugar-coat it. I don't give a damn. Go on Tell me Can You Handle Me? ? ? ?

19 Ways To Win A Girls Heart....
19 ways to win a girls heart.... 1. Hugs from behind. 2. Grab her hand when you walk next to each other(don't make her grab yours). 3. When standing, wrap your arms around her. 4. Cuddle with her. 5. DON'T FORCE HER TO DO ANYTHING. 6. Write little notes. 7. Compliment her Honestly. 8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible. 9. Be super sweet to her. 10. Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams. 11. Comfort her when she cries. 12. Wipe away her tears 13. Love her with all your heart. 14. Pick her up and flirt with her (she'll scream and say put me down but really she loves it). 15. Be a gentleman (hold the door for her). 16. Don't let your friends talk trash about her, it'll get back 2 her! 17. Take her for a long walk at night! 18. Always bring a blanket where ever you go outside when its cold to comfort her and hold her close 19. NEVER LIE TO HER!!!!!! Then she will thi

Open Marriage
The Mumm - "I was talking with a friend of mine and he asked me my opinion of his arrangement, they have 3 kids and he and his wife are married, yet they can see other people, but are still going to stay married, my comment to him was.... I don't think that is going to work... what do you think?" My Response - Having an Open Marriage can mean a lot of things. One of them is that there are problems within the marriage. One may find that their spouse don't fulfill all their sexual desires. One may feel that the passion of love is slim to none. Maybe the partners don't want to have sex nor have an relationship with each other anymore, and only staying together for the children's sake. It's a way of making cheating on ones spouse legit. Having an Open Marriage don't repair the marriage in the long run. It's also not a temporary fix. For it cause a lot more tension within the home. The children are hurt in the process and there are still resentment between husband and wife. Jealousy

Leaving
i hereby announce, my leaving of T&l for merlyn is not one of many clubs,this has become a job.and being an old soul like i am i will not bow to any club rules,therefore merlyn is out.really can`t say it has been nice ,cas still don`t know half of ya`ll.so being of sound body and half way sound mind i `m therefore out of any club and Will not be apart of any other.

Girls Pimp Out
It's a "Godfather's" right to "Pimp" out his girls so I figured I would do it for some of mine!! They are Sweet, Friendly and HOT! F/A/R them if you don't already have them on you list of fave's, if you do.. pass em along by re- posting :0) Oh yeah, I'm the one on the bottom that balances out the list and keeps this bully from melting *snickers*..Tell them Charlotte sent ya!!Qtazabutton@ fubarHard 2 Handle ~ La*La's FuWife~ **Can't Be Owned**@ fubarPebblesinAZ@ fubarThe_XaNaX_Fairy@ fubarSinfulBrat@ fubarsuckface™@ fubar~Sweet~N~Sexxay~@ fubar♥*.·:*¨¨*:·.*♥Ðå §w

Together~
Sitting in the darkness thinking Im alone I hear a faint cry calling to me from the great unknown.I look around to seek and find the noises that I hear and see you sitting next to me with a great look of fear.I hold you tight and feel your breath as your face is close to mine and lick your neck and taste the salt from the sweat your body has left.Smiling now I take a bite as I feel your pulsating neck...I close my eyes and drain your blood all that you have left.Your no longer afraid now and never will be alone.For together we walk these lands hand in hand until the sun turns us to stone~

Real Quesation
Well Hello There Fubar World....I Have Yet Stumbled Across The Fubar World And Wow, The Ultimate Question Is Really Who Is Truly Wo Here. Who's Real, Who's Fake, & Who's Just BLAH. Well I Will Give You The Real Me: Height: 5'11" Weight: 160 lbs Looks: Nerdy/Semi-Cute Complexion: Tanned Age: 33 Sex: Lots..j/k I'm Male Ok Now With The Basics Out The Way The Real Deal And Story I Guess. I'm A Person Who Struggles With Epilepsy Every Day Of My Life. For Those Who Don't Know What That Is Or Wonder Please Goggle It B4 You Judge People About It. I Have Had It Since The Age Of 4 And I Am Currently 33, So Yea Do The Math...I Know People Are Probably Going...Well People Suffer With Worse Which Is True But Here's The Point Of This Is That We Are All People Inside And Have Feelings. So The Whole Point Is This...Do People State Who They Are...This Is The True And Real Me. I'm A Person Who Has Spent His Life Limited To Things Cause Walking Is Difficult For Me As A Person With Ep

I Miss Him So
what do u do when u have a child ripped out of ur arms and u are keeped awasy from him for 10 years and then u get to see him for a few months and then he ripped out agian ..im so heart broken agian what do i do just let it go ..im fightin to see him with him and his dad is the one keepin me away ...im just scared im gonna lose him again

Bad Kitty For Spotlight!!!
Bad Kitty Wants a Spotlight Yes, this time is for me!!! I will need all the love from all my Friends and Family! Please, Help me I will Accept any Donation I can get.. Gimme More - Britney Spears I had Wait for a Long time to get to godmother to have my 1st SPOTLIGHT so here is the Info! I Need about 11 Mil to have to Bid on the Spotlight and Still Have a Little for my self after..... Please Help, I will safe Everyone Link and make an Thanks Bully after I get the SPOTLIGHT!!!! I will Wait To see Who Donates Rates Are very welcome that give me Fu-Bucks too!

Disarray By Lifehouse
I face my demons wrestling these angels to the ground And all that I could find was a thin line between all the saints And villains it was crossed In my own mind Some day I'm gonna find it wish i knew what i was looking for inside the disarray I woke up this morning don't know where I'm going but it's Alright I wouldn't have it any other way Struggling between the facts and fiction I'm alone But I'm alive Everyone around me is trying to make a statement Then there's me I'm just trying to survive Some day I'm gonna find it wish i knew what i was looking for inside the disarray I woke up this morning don't know where I'm going but it's Alright I wouldn't have it any other way If this was any other day I'd pretend to know where I stand I just don't know

First Time By Lifehouse
We're both looking for something That we've been afraid to find It's easier to be broken It's easier to hide Looking at you,holding my breath, For once in my life,I'm scared to death, I'm taking a chance,letting you inside. I'm feeling alive all over again, As deep as the sky, under my skin Like being in love, she says For the first time Well maybe I'm wrong, But I'm feeling right where I belong With you tonight Like being in love Can feel for the first time The world that I see inside you Waiting to come to life Waking me up to dreaming Reality in your eyes Looking at you, Holding my breath, For once in my life I'm scared to death, I'm taking a chance, Letting you inside. I'm feeling alive all over again As deep as the sky under my skin Like being in love, she said, for the first time Maybe I'm wrong, I'm feeling right Where I belong with you tonight Like being in love to feel for the first time We're crashing Into the unknown We're lost i

If You Are Feeling Down Read This.
I am one person that has tired from seeing many people frustrated with life or just mad about something and need to vent. Come by my page and you may see some strange blogs or expressive things that only point to how serious I am about moving forward don't be worried I have very professional attitude. I am not letting no one be a wall to block my future. So write a private message so we can discuss what you can do about being more positive today. It may be that a relationship of yours is not going the way you want it.Come see me, I am an un-official non-professional friend counseling for those that need a shoulder to lean on. I want to do this because I like help people it helps me feel like I am part of the solution. Be open as you want, talk only about what you feel comfortable.

Hello
Hello my name is Gavin.I just got back from Iraq but I was not in the military.I was working for a company that provided security for suvillians working there.I was the hardest 2 years of my life.Not only was I being shot at but i was shooting at people,some who were just children.I feel for the men and women that are in our armed forces that had to deal with alot more than me.I nightmares all the time from what I saw and did there.No matter if you think our troops belong there or if you think it just politics please support our men.women,husbands,wives,dads,moms,sons and daughters.They need all the support we can give.God bless you all.Thank you for taking the time to read this.

Battle Of Lions
If you want to read the rest of this important forecast and Obama's prediction sign up for Free Newsletter http://www.drturi.com/newsletter/ Blessings to all Dr. Turi Battle Of Lions 8/28/2008 Dear Reader; If you are a VIP just a little note to let you know that another “Cosmic Code” has gone to your mailbox today. Out of thousands newsletters sent out we have 53 returns which means some of you did not get it. If you are a VIP ONLY and did not receive it please but call your ISP “internet Service Provider” to accept Dr. Turi’s large files and submit your request to Mike at dr.turi@cox.net to catch up. Even though I gave away the 2008 Moon Power a while ago some old people are not computer literate or are using Web TV making the downloading very difficult if possible at all. Thus I have to do it the regular way by submitting the “Daily and Monthly Forecast For all” until the end of year 2008. Also I want to thank you and welcom

Burning The Last One
Burning down the days last cigarette, sipping my coffee as drift around the north sea. Just another day. Another day of regrets, another day of living in the past because the present is unbearable. Fuckin hell I love my life....

I Won - I Won - I Won!!!
YAY I WIN!!! There was no way I was giving into that freaking convicted felon!! That mean ignorant human being deleted his page!!!! YEEEEEE HAWWWWW Satisfaction ohhhhh yeahhhhhhhhhhh :D I cannot thank you ALL for your support during the awful times he put me through from his threats and BS! Thanks again!!! ~Smiley~ :D P.S. there is still his "Fattyballs" fake page, FYI!!!

Coma
My moms second cousin, my third passed away a week ago, he was about 60. We believe that he overdosed on eye medicine and then he went in that same day for eye surgery, he went into a coma and was pronounced brain dead and his organs were shutting down. His wife pulled the plug on him a week ago, and funeral is saturday at 11am in Kansas City. :(

When Is A Relationship Really Over?
When is a relationship really over? Can anyone give me the answer? Is it over when you walk away and say I'm done with this crap or is it when you just know that it will never work out? I am in a state of confusion and frusteration right now over a relationship issue. You think you're in love with someone and then you break up. You try to move on, but then out of the blue the person that you are still trying to get over shows up. And everything that you are trying to put at the back of your mind, to get over the situation, comes rushing back to you in a flood of emotions. Then you tell yourself "What the hell are you thinking? You know you shouldn't but yet you want to." Gosh! I wish this whole relationship think would be easier. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!

Depression Part 2
Depresson is alovely hurting black hole that infects the heart then the soul then the mind. That hurting that takes total control of our lives. To makes us feel so numb to this sin filled world that we can get punched in the back of the head and just laugh. For the only thing we feel with depression is PAIN. We constantly need to feel pain just to feel something then nothing at all. Thats why we get into horrible relationships od hurt ourselves in every way possibly. Some like me go down a much wronger path of addiction of sex. Some have other additions but sex is mine that is my ecstasy! I feel I'll never stop and I'll kill myself over it! SOMEONE HELP ME!!!!!!!! I say it evrytime I even think about it but no one gives me true help! So its either continue on this disasterous path or a short one that will end in a deep sleep for me.

The Reason Why Good Guys Go Bad
WELL LETS SEE WHERE TO START. YOU EVER HEAR THOSE GIRLS SAY (WHY CANT I FIND A GOOD GUY)OR (I WANT A GOOD GUY) WELL HEARS THE ANSWER. THE REASON WHY YOU CANT FIND A GOOD GUY IS BECAUSE THEY WERE HURT BY WOMEN THAT PLAYED THEM,USED THEM,OR JUST NEVER SEEN WHAT THEY WANTED WHEN IT WAS RIGHT IN FRONT OF THERE FACE. SO IF YOU WANT SOMETHING MAKE SURE YOU PAY ATTENTION TO WHAT IN FRONT OF YOU CAUSE YOU MIGHT JUST LOOSE A REAL MAN OR THAT GOOD GUY AND BE LEFT WITH THE GOOD GUYS THAT WENT BAD OR JUST THE ONE THAT ARE NOT WORTH THE SHIT!!

All Members Give Away Bully
Friendship Circle Give Away Give away will run from Aug27th 6 P.m Fu Time- Sept. 6th 12:00 Midnite 1 st. place prize...1 Month VIP 2 nd. place prize..(12) bling pack 3 rd. place prize...250K Fu Bucks RedWingHunny SweetMafiaPrincess DavidRaymen MommaDuck ImCrazyBitch DammitDave

Your Birth Totems
Elk teaches us to be confident, strong, joyful, agile, wise, and responsible. Your Birth Totems SNOW GOOSE (Dec. 22-Jan. 19). This is the Earth Renewal Moon, and Snow Goose is the animal totem. From him, we learn beauty, tradition, transmitting, receiving, ceremony, and gregariousness. OTTER (Jan. 20-Feb. 18). If you are born during this period, you are in the Rest and Cleansing Moon, and Otter is your totem. From Otter, people can learn to be playful, nurturing, prophetic, noble, curious and humanitarian in nature. COUGAR (Feb. 19-Mar. 20). Those born at this time are under the BigWinds Moon. From your totem, Cougar, learn the lessons of initiative, speed, grace, territoriality and mystery! RED HAWK (Mar. 21-AprilI9). This is the time of the Budding Trees Moon, and the animal totem is the Red Hawk. From him, people can learn the lessons of awareness, insight, truth, adaptability, prayer and openness. BEAVER (April20-May 20). This is the season O£the Frogs Return Moon,

Favorite Lyrics....
One of the Best FU songs ever written. Guess that it was bound to happen Was just a matter of time But now I've come to my decision And it's one of the painful kind 'Cause now it seems that you wanted a martyr Just a regular guy wouldn't do But baby I can't hang upon no lover's cross for you I really got to hand it to ya 'Cause girl you really tried But for every time that we spent laughin' There were two times that I cried And you were tryin' to make me your martyr And that's the one thing I just couldn't do 'Cause baby, I can't hang upon no lover's cross for you 'Cause tables are meant for turnin' And people are bound to change And bridges are meant for burnin' When the people and memories they join aren't the same Still I hope that you can find Another who can take what I could not He'll have to be a super guy Or maybe a super god 'Cause I never was much of a martyr before And I ain't bout to start nothin' new And baby, I can't hang upon no lover

Waiting Sucks...
On Tuesday, I had a doctors appointment for a normal check up. The check up went fine and I got refills for my medications. My doctor had asked me if I had done my blood work test yet. I told her that I didn't get to that yet, so she told me that I should get it done. I decided to get it done after our appointment. So I go to the Lab to get my blood test and off I went. I get a phone call yesterday about my blood test results. She was saying something about my white cells where slightly elevated and something about my sugar. She wanted me to go in again when I can to take another blood test but this time fast. So I go there today for another blood test. They ended up taking more blood than the first time they drew blood. I guess I will find out the result sometime tomorrow during work. I think they were doing a glucose testing or that's what they did the first day. I dunno. So I'm a bit concern about it. The only thing that's really going in my mind is that the diabetes that

Labor Day
HEY EVERYONE ! FIRST WANNA SAY THANKS TO THOSE THAT WELCOMED ME BACK,WAS APPRECIATED. NUTTIN BUT LUV FOR YA. ALSO HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A HAPPY,SAFE, AND FUN LABOR DAY ! NO DRINKING AND DRIVING PLEASE XOXOX ~BOSSLADY~ SEXY & HOT COMMENTSCLICK HERE!

Back In Session....
Just a quick note to let people know that I have started back to school and will be hit an miss on here. This is my last year and is proving to be a little difficult already... I will check in now and then, so just be patient with me please Jennifer

Omg!!!
Noway! Guess what??? We got the house! I still will not believe it until the key to that front door is in my pretty little hand...but yeah, our relator, who, btw, has only been working for us since sunday, called to tell us the guy that was interested in the house before us decided to "look for something else." So, if we still wanted it, it was ours! I still cannot believe it. This house is magnificent. I would have never thought I would live in such a beautiful place. It's something I've always dreamed of. No, you don't understand. I've never had a home. Never. Growing up we moved every six months and my family was not military(just a crazy mother)! I guess it's just one of those things on the list of what to give my kids that I never had as a child myself... It's on my "poor-kids syndrome" list, so to speak! I could not be more excited to say the least right now. I had strict instructions not to say a word about this to anyone from my husband (just in case)

1,2, 3, Four Eyes!!!
It's something we used to sing to this kid named brian when I was in the fourth grade. Gawd, why do I remember this shit?! Everyday, like clockwork, all of us would be lined up for the school bus. The rule was, wherever the backpack lie designated your place in line for the bus...kinda like a first come first serve honor system. Everyday, there I'd be with my best friend jaime, all in line, ready and a waiting like the good kids we were. It never failed though, last minute, I mean like, see the bus coming to a stop, last minute and here'd come 1,2,3 four eyes brian. He'd be running like the short bus shoulda been riding shithead bullnosing past everyone right onto that bus like he'd been waiting first in line all along. Man, we all hated that kid! He thought he could bully his way through all of us as if we were nonexistent well, that was, until he met me. I look back now and think, man, I was such a little shit myself! I admit to choneing the phrase "1,2,3 four eye

I'll Be Gone Here S00n
Yeah, I have A gang of Devil_Desciple men,Mexican Mafia & Hellz' Angels after my ass...wanting me dead for {Can't say} F#%K!!I had you guys W0rried, didn't I,,Heehe {They can't mess w/ A_B nowayz.Well lets get dwn 2 biz,quick-like/I'll be fine & around, but in a few dayz i'll have this new computer(Dell/Desktop} on its w4y to were i stay at so I'll be sending an I.B.M laptop back to where it came from for a refund & an Acer laptop to the manufacterer (for repair){cracked L.C.D}screen_(during this time i want have a way to get online)and visit you people on Fubar until my new stuff is here& setup> Feel free 2 drop n & Add/Fan/Rat8/comment my profile here..I shall return from my temporary grave After these bikers finish me off,yeah right

All My Friends
As you all know my daughter had surgery August the 19th and she has not been feeling very well since... It is kind of like a roller coaster to me because one minute she is fine and the next minute she is very very sick... What i am trying to say is due to my daughters illness I may not get to be on as much as I would like to be... So please forgive me and as soon as she gets better I will be back and rating and rerating all of you... I ask that during these next few weeks keep my daughter and me in your prayers and don't forget me okay... For those of you that are only adding me to talk garbage well I really am not interested in what you have to say... If you added me to your messengers for sexual and disrespective reasons please delete me because I am not going to get on my messenger with you for cyber or cam sex okay... And please no phone sex either... My house is full of people mostly kids so you incompetence in this area is not needed the children range from 10 and

For All You Goddamn Republicans
So now I'm rolling down rodeo with a shot gun These people aint seen a brown skin man Since their grandparents bought one Bangin this bolo tight on this solo flight can fight alone Funk tha track my verbs fly like the family stone Tha pen devils set the stage for the war at home Locked wit out a wage your standin in the drop zone > The clockers born starin at an empty plate Momma's torn hands cover her sunken face We hungry but them belly full The structure is set ya neva change wit a ballot pull In tha ruins there's a network for the toxic rock School yard ta precinct suburb ta project block Bosses broke south for new flesh and a factory floor Tha remains left changed to the powder war Cant waste a day when the night brings a hearse So make a move and plead the fifth cuz ya cant plead the first Cant waste a day when the night brings a hearse Bare witness to tha sickest shot while suckas get romantic They aint gonna send us campin like they di

Need Help
IVE HAD TO START ALL OVER AGAIN AND REALLY WANT TO GET TO BACK TO WHERE I WAS BEFORE I WAS ON LEVEL 24 IM ON 16 NOW THANKS TO SOME BRILLIANT FRIENDS OF MINE THEYRE THE BEST COULDNT WISH FOR BETTER FRIENDS SO PLEASE RATE AND FAN AND ADD ME AGAIN WOULD BE VERY MUCH APPRECCIATED THANKS FOR UR TIME XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX BFREAKY.COM

So Confused So I'm Venting
well i have no clue whos gonna read this and at this point i don't think i really care. its my personal thought and feelings so if you don't like then..... FUCK OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was recently in what i thought was the greatest place of my life. the greatest girl a man can ever hope wish or ask for. friends that stand by your side at any point for everything and a job that pays very well with all the trimmings so to say. i was looking at a future that i thought was within my reaches. all i had to do was reach a little further and it would be mine. somehow it all collapsed on me. i trusted someone who had promised me that she would do what ever it took to prove to me that i was the one for her. my friends are still there for me even though i know they are have a rough time with me around, but they are my true friends. they are standin by thier words and they DO have my back. my job is being very patient with me also. even though i know i'm on the verge of losing that too. its

Wtf It A New Dance Line Called The H* O *m* E* Y Twist And It Hot
Jams JOIN THE HOTTEST DANCE LINE ON FUBAR! RATE/FAN ALL AND LEAVE A COMMENT ON PAGE THE HOMEY TWIST IS THE SHHHHHHH.................................! CLICK BELOW ON PLAY BUTTOM AND GET THE BEST DANCE STEP OF ALL! NOW DONT FORGET TO SEND E-MAIL WHEN DONE AND PRACTICE AT HOME! ~AKAMRS.T THE DREAM TEAM ~ DYLON'S DIVA MAFIA~ CLUB F.A.R.~SHADOW LEVELERS~@ fubar NEW TWIST STOP BY THIS LADY PAGE FOR YOUR TAGS AND DON'T FORGET TO RATE! ღWeyekinღ~Enforcer@SMD~*~FU-BOMBERS*~R/L Fiancé Countryboy74~@ fubar BiG PoPpA OfFiCiAl OwNeR oF T hE hOt MoMmAs ClUb i DoNt ChAsE ThEmE I

Lounge Code
***** - CODING BY TREAZON - ******* This coding is specifically designed for lounges with "shrink to fit" style so that everything on the page can be seen at once with no scrolling. All sizing is percentage based and can be modified to suit your taste. Chat box text has little pre-modification and will require customization. The shoutbox and bartab are not displayed in this lounge setup!FEEL FREE TO COPY THE CODE BELOW THOUGH I WILL NOT BE PROVIDING ANY SUPPORT FOR THIS, SO DON'T MESSAGE ME IF SOMETHING DOEZNT WORK FOR YOU SKIN MOTD MUSIC CUSTOM1 CUSTOM2 CUSTOM3

Your First Affair
Your First Affair Okay, you have had an extramarital affair, for one of hundreds of possible reasons, some good, some bad, some selfish, some generous. Maybe it was a good decision, maybe it was bad, but now is the time to make the best of it. You still want to keep your man, and if you have children, still keep a good and secure environment for them. If you are a self-assured Woman, then you are simply rejoicing in your power and control and the fun of what you have done. You still love your man, and having sex with someone else doesn't decrease that one bit. In fact, having sex with the other man or men is part of your expression of love for your man, paradoxical as it might sound. That is the exhilaration of being a Woman fully free to be Herself and live a satisfying life. This way is for the woman who has felt and followed the instinct to cheat on her man, to be an adulteress, to be promiscuous. You may, however, still have internal conflicts and questions: "Is this ri

First Guy Says This Get My Vote.. Nobody Til Then!
I HAVE DECIDED TO BECOME A WRITE-IN CANDIDATE....HERE IS MY PLATFORM: (1) Press 1 for English is immediately banned. English is the official language; speak it or wait at the border until you can. (2) We will immediately go into a two year isolationist posture to straighten out the country's attitude. NO imports, no exports. We will use the 'Walmart' policy, 'If we ain't got it, you don't need it.' (3) When imports are allowed, there will be a 100% import tax on it. (4) All retired military personnel will be required to man one of our many observation towers on the southern border. (six month tour) They will be under strict orders not to fire on SOUTHBOUND aliens. (5) Social security will immediately return to its original state. If you didn't put nuttin in, you ain' t gettin nuttin out. The president nor any other politician will not be able to touch it. (6) Welfare - Checks will be handed out on Fridays at the end of the 40 hour school week and the successful com

A Losing Battle
How can you give your heart to somebody and then turn around and have it smashed to bits and yet still fall for every line that they tell you ? How can the one person that swore to never break your heart is the one that breaks it and yet you still fall for everything they tell you ? How can somebody tell you everything that they fear will go wrong and you the same to them and yet they hide things from you and you fall for every line they tell you ? How can your heart pick it's self back up and get back together again when you fall for the same line again ? MY TEARS......YOUR FAULT !!!!!!!

And Yet They Still Make The Sale ....
Random observation: I've noticed that whenever Persia has me on the phone when she goes to buy cigarettes, she adopts this "little girl" voice when she is talking to the person behd the counter. Like she doesn't look young enough, why does she make herself sound likes she's 10? And yet, they still don't card her ... what's up with that?

Ensign: Wag The Dog
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 29 August 2008 I love Jesus, but sometimes I don’t like Him. Yes, like all sinners – that’s you, me, everybody – who have fallen short of God’s grace (Romans 3:23), it’s hard to resist the temptation to pick and choose what parts of the Bible to accept and what to reject because we do this in nearly every other area of life, don’t we? But Paul’s admonition to Timothy in 2 Timothy 3:16-17 that “All scripture is given by inspiration of God, and is profitable for doctrine, for reproof, for correction, for instruction in righteousness: That the man of God may be perfect, thoroughly furnished unto all good works” leaves no wiggle room. So there must be something in the Bible, if we’re left scratching our heads at how someone acts, that we’re not picking up on. One

Midst Of Love
Beauty surrounds us-- we must be open to it every moment, every day. Simply recognizing this is living life to its fullest... Let go of sorrow, let go of blissful memories, and we will be able to celebrate deeper and more blissful moments in time, time and time again...Please, let all grief and joy flow through us-- savor it for the moment and let it nourish us-- accept and respect ourselves and those around us and we will always be in the midst of love. SR 9/2007

Something Erotic...
The room was almost dark. A single candle flickered on the nightstand, casting shadows that danced upon the walls. The circle of light radiating from the flame barely illuminated the furniture; they were just shapeless silhouettes scattered around the room. The far corner held fast and hid in the darkness, almost as if it were harboring some intricate secret that was threatened by any invasion of light. It wasn't the room that mattered to him as he laid upon the bed. The sheets, cool and damp from the humidity contrasted with the heat emanating from his naked body. He was slowly stroking himself, giving in to the jolts of pleasure that bolted through his body as every upstroke touched the head of his swelling erection. He was oblivious to his surroundings, for right now he was alone in his thoughts, drifting in dreams. The world beyond himself ceased to exist for... ...he was watching her. She was laying upon the bed completely naked. Her fingers slowly caressing herself. He watched

Scallywag Run
Hey, I stayed home tonight with Jon, watched the eviction on BB9 (Lisa went...), nice bottle of Pinot Grigio Rose which inadvertently got us frisky and we ended up missing the interview because we were at it on the sofa as she wittered on about having 'the time of her life' (probably). James is back for a week from Monday onwards and that's something I always look forward to. It is a bit bizarre the set-up we have here and sometimes I can be with Jon in bed or whatever and I'll forget which twin I'm with, my husband or my brother-in-law!! They do very similar things in bed, all things I like so it's all good in the hood! James and Jonathan are so close though, they kind of see themselves as one person split in half so the situation with me has never been anything other than a practical solution to a number of problems. I have NO Brockman twins to contend with though for the weekend coming. I'm off to Liverpool to visit some of my bestest, oldest buddies and get extremely drunk

My Family
I have an extermeley small family, it's me, my mother, and my lil brother. My mother and I don't have a relationship, long story..not worth getting into, let's just say...It's not Me!! So, I pretty much just have my younger brother, who is married and has my two neices, Ashley and Amy. No one, myself included really cared for my brothers wife when he married her in 2001...but what are you gonna do right! If he's happy...well then I'm happy for him. She and I have never been the best of friends, we get along because of my brother, Mike. I think I can honestly say, we don't like each other, just very different people. She likes to keep my brother all to herself...it's all about her family,..and always has been. She treats me like I'm an outsider and not part of the family....so much has gone on over the years..that is just completely unfair...and my brother seems to have lost his spine when it comes to her and standing up for me and my mother...as we are the only blood fa

And Here I Go Again On My Own...
Going down the only road I've ever known... That song was perfect for the end of "Old School". Well I stopped working at my job today. It was the end of the summer and we parted ways with an understanding. It was good to work again but after a year at college and 3+ months of back breaking manual labor I am going to take some time off. I set a goal at the beginning of the summer. I started out nearly broke from paying tuition, rent and other stuff. Over the course of 3 months I was able to get a whole stack of high society (10k) in the bank while keeping up with my bills. So here I am, back at the start. I have a college degree, I'm in decent shape and I have a stack of high society... I'm going to take the next few weeks to sort out my next move. The leading contender for my next job is interesting. I could work for a company that would send me to South Korea for a year to teach english. It looks like a solid idea, they pay me a decent wage and pay for my flight

Delightful Zombies Attack Sleepy Town @ X-mas
Zombie X-Mas So there's a small town like totally sleepy and hickish. There's a mill or something that everyone works at. The zombies are coming about because of a necromancer. Except not really who cares. The point is, they're here! The town has to deal with all these fucking zombies and basically get out of town and not get eaten and shit. The cast of charecters will include The Deputy. The sherrif is going to be a zombie and one part someone will shoot him and they say to the deputy "I shot the sherriff, but I did not shoot the deputy." or maybe that song can start playing and theres a montage of zombie slaying! The deputy is young, and unsure of himself. A total faggot actually. Scared of girls but comes to it when it counts. That guy who is all butt hurt about slaying zombies. He has a dog. The grizzled old trucker. This guy is a total ass hole. ZZ Tops looking mother fucker right? Okay he's got a double barrell sawed off shotty in his cab. He's also g

Having Fun On A Friday Night!
Today hubby and I took the kids to the fair near here. HAD A BLAST!!! I never got to go to a fair growing up. Being this was only my second time going to a fair in my whole life! I was kinda a newb! :P (First time was only like 3 years ago.) So riding all the rides tonight.. I was like a kid in a candy store! LOL There where a few rides that almost made me piss myself from getting scared. Even my 9yr old son was laughin at me from screaming bloody murder. :P But my main joy tonight was seeing my 2 boys face light up when they rode a ride and having fun. Also when they was eating part of a funnel cake or a fried oreo. Then on the way home they both passing out in the car from exhaust. Both of them are growing up soooo fast. Its sad but great at the same time. The oldest got to ride almost all of the rides. He was to short for 2 of them. Only by 2 inches! The youngest was upset the couldn't follow his daredevil brother on all the rides. Now I must go gargle my throat with sa

Ahhhh Its A Bunch Of Rambling
is this what has become of me i mean really why do people say one thing and do another...how can u fall in and out of love or turn it off like a light switch?how can u just tear someone apart and leave them in the dark feeling useless.. cold my skin feel like my life is now over i feel my heart beat slowing down slower and slower it falls...the pain i feel the pain the torture... how can u just break like that how can u make someone hurt even though they other did nothing .. so i ask whats next is there a single women in this world that wont ripe my heart out like a fucking peace of meat... really im hurt i hang my head up but its to heavy to hang so it is lowered to the ground ...what should i do is there anyone out there ......that feels mu pain ...someone there that wood treat me good?

The Very Latest For That Special Someone He Knows Who He Is
the light at the end of the tunnel a beacon shining in a dark stormy night this is what you are to me you pulled me from the dark and into the light when i need a shoulder to cry on a kind ear to listen to my woes a strong back to help carry my burdens i reach out and you are there when i doubt my worth when i doubt being loved when i doubt ever being happy you are there to remind me of the truth you make me believe i am worthy you make me believe i am loved you make me believe i can be happy you give me hope after years of despair

Just Me
It's a long weekend, and I've got no responsibilities. I'm not a wife or a mother, just me...simply Charlie, and I really can't remember the last time I was able to say that. It's the first weekend that my children have been away from me, and I'm not really sure how well I'm gonna handle that. Yes, I know its something I'll have to deal with since my marriage fell apart, but its still hard to go to sleep at night knowing my babies aren't here. At the same time, I can't help but embrace the freedom of spending three days doing the things I want to do without having to worry how my decisions will affect them. The point of my mindless rambling...I realize that through all of this, I'm still me. The identity I thought I had lost exists, and once again I embrace it.

Omfg!!!!!!
well, I have NEVER ever known my real father, so I looked him up on the internet the other day and got his number and called. well I got voicemail and left a message, blah, blah...well, he called em and I talked to him for the first time in my life, I mean seriously, I have never even sen apic of him or nothing. So ling story short, I talked to him and he was happy to hear from me, yeah I know maury moment right, but I got pics from him and I am shocked, seriously, look at this shit, Im sorry Im just emotional as hell right now, I dont know how I should feel.... but look at these pics...

Snack Here, Lol
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My Last Surgery And The Bitch Who We Call "nurse"
Ok, so yesterday morning I had surgery to repair the damage in my leg...the bones weren't fusing together correctly so was repair now...or rebreak later. Rocket science as a decision here right? So, I wake up from the surgery bawling my eyes out. This one so much worse then the last. New rod, screws through the leg into the bone with a metal medevil contraption halo lookin thing. Throughout the day I keep telling Nurse Hatchett that the pain was out of control. She asks "scale of 1-10" I said 50, she laughed, I cried. she tells me not time for more meds yet. I look at her with disgust. I keep hitting the call button. She comes back in (is she the ONLY nurse on duty?) and threatens to take my call button away because i'm "whining". So, I told her gimme a saw, some screws, piece of metal and a hammer and we'd see how much SHE whined...she hated me. They said I could go last night if I felt up to it, told her now I knew where my drugs were and she should go to na meeting. She didn

Im So Confused
i feel so lost at the moment , i can't seem to find any level ground. my mind is churning over and over with relationship issues. i keep swinging from wanting to end the thing and clinging on for dear life. my head is spinning and its making me feel sick to my stomach, i cant sleep properly and my appetite is dropping away. i don't know if i want this relationship to work so much thats it clouding my judgement. i don't think love is supposed to feel this way. im not really the ogre i portray in the mumms thats just for entertainment , i am just as much flesh and blood as everyone else with the same insecurities and doubts and weaknesses. at the moment i am too much of a problem with doubts over this thing and thats not healthy at all for a relationship. doubts turn to fear and in turn leads to anger in the form of questions and accusations. i sincerely want this thing to work out but i don't know if the cost is too high at the moment.

Please Be Safe!
Better to be safe than sorry!! A Story sent to me… "My oldest son came over yesterday-he had to go to Canada for work last week. One of the other engineer's traveling to Canada with him, but in his own car, also had something happen that I need to share. While traveling, he stopped at the roadside park, similar to what we have here with bathrooms, vending machines, etc. He came out to his car less than 4-5 minutes later and found someone had gotten into his car, and stolen his cell phone, laptop computer, GPS navigator, briefcase......you name it. They called the police and since there were no signs of his car being broken into- the police told him that there is a device that robbers are using now to clone your security code when you lock your doors on your car using your key-chain locking device (transmitter). They sit a distance away and watch for their next victim. Since they know you are going inside of the store, restaurant, or bathroom, it gives them a few minutes to

It Takes All Emotions.
If I cry tears let them wash away your fears - make a rainbow of love for you. --Thom Klika It takes both sun and rain to make a rainbow in the sky. The rainbow is a rare and beautiful thing - each color brilliant beside the other. Rain falls to earth like the tears we all shed sometimes. Sunlight shines like the happiness we find inside when we feel peaceful. The colors of the rainbow are like all the different feelings we have. Let's say red is anger and green is fear and orange is joy and violet is contentment. All these feelings create a whole person, in the same way that all these colors make the whole rainbow. We become more colorful people as we learn to express all our emotions. A person who is learning to share feelings radiates the same kind of beauty as a rainbow in the sky. Who can I share a feeling with today?

Essence Of Beauty
Essence of beauty There are so many different aspects of life that you cannot ever experience them all. And therein lies the beauty of being. With each dawning day comes a fresh new set of possibilities. The more you choose to experience, the more there is remaining to experience. As you contemplate all that you know, you create new avenues of contemplation. The more intensely you explore, the more new territory you open up for further exploration. There is no end to that territory of experience. For each possibility leads surely to a whole new universe of possibilities. Within you is life that ever yearns to know itself more fully. Every moment is an opportunity for new and unique expression. The essence of beauty is that there is no limit to the way that beauty can be, no limit to the form that beauty can take. Now is the moment to experience beauty in a way that it has never been known before. -- Ralph Marston

Tough Stuff
Robbys godson was hit by drunk driver and he is leaving this friday to be with him.I dont mind that but I hate being away from him even for a minute.I know its stupid.We also have alot of unpaid bills.Our electricity was cut off,our gas,our water is next because we couldnt pay them.I recently went back to work and was hoping we would catch up on our bills and stuff so I could get my son back.Now Robby has quit his job and is leaving and I fear we will never get ahead.UGGGGHHHHHHHHHH

Crybabies... And Chivalry.
Apparently, someone on my block list took offense to a blog I wrote, so it's gone. However, there was a quote in there that I don't want to forget... and it will remain here. Chivalry is not dead. Occasionally he can be seen hanging out with his retarded cousin, Ignorance. Remember, kids, play nice. Truth is an absolute defense.

What You Mean To Me
shes asked me if i love her. YES my dear what you mean to me is life itself. yet she has doubts, why I only tell her I love her everyday! What you mean to me. I breath eveyday because of you. I awake because you are bye my side. I look into your eyes and all i see is my happiness. You mean the world to me, and yet she has doubts. WHAT you mean to me. you are my everything. without you i would be lost. could i live without you, NO! I would rather off be dead! WHAT you mean to me. EVERYTHING ! i love you with all my heart and soul!

Our Special Day.... Our Wedding
The day I married you The day I married you, The sun was setting and the moon a new. I realized my life was going to change and so would yours, Life has begun to open up new doors. A new found future in our hands, Loving, laughing, living is oh so grand. I love you with all my heart and soul, Trusting no one but you so it be told. I married you for better or worse, But in my eyes there is no curse. Through thick and thin we will stay, When I said "I do" I meant it forever and always. So, everytime I look at you.... I remember the day I said " I do". Married Andrew M. Potter on August 11, 2008 in Las Vegas, NV.

Telethon
I come to you today with a much bigger issue than points or leveling or trying to get you into a lounge. The lives of precious children are at stake. Maybe even someone you love. Scientists are close to finding a cure for muscular dystrophy. Just this past year really significant progress has been made. For instance, researchers recently found a new type of stem cell that seemingly could be the all out cure for MS. It’s worked great in the lab and scientists are getting really excited about this promising discovery. It’s this kind of research that your donations make possible. MDA needs our support now more than ever. They are so close to ending this horrible disease forever. I know times are tight for a lot of us but there are some things that are just so important you can’t overlook them. Even if it’s a small donation, it will make you feel like a million bucks. Earlier this year at the MDA Lock-Up, over half the donations I received were between $10 and $20. If you can’

An Open Letter To Retards On I65
I ran into fucking two of you today. Not one, but fucking two. To retard number 1: Listen fuckstick. I know you got places to go. I do to, but in that construction zone that starts right before Ridge Road and ends when getting on 80/94, the speed fucking limit is 45 miles per fucking hour. We were going 65 in the left lane. 20 MILES OVER THE SPEED LIMIT. The lane next to us was full of those idiots too fucking impatient to wait in line to get off at the exit and try to cut in. 65 WASN'T FUCKING ENOUGH FOR YOU. So you tried to pass me in the emergency lane. To which we responded by swerving my car at you. I'm glad we made you shit yourself. I wish we would have fucking hit you though. You deserved it asshat. I was wishing you would have crashed into the concrete barriers ahead. That would have made me happy. No; you got lucky. I hope the cops I called on you (I can photo memorize numbers like nothing. I.E. A LICENSE PLATE NUMBER.) got right on your fucking ass. They like to camp in t

Autism Awareness Train (bulletin Http://www.fubar.com (bulletins.php?b=982523624)
Awareness Train This is a cause I hold very dear to my heart. I would love to get as many people on this awareness train as we can get. You know the routine. Rate/Fan and Add each of the following people listed below. Please DO NOT just accept the persons friend request...visit their page, rate and fan them back and leave them a comment. When you have rated everyone message me (aGEM4life) to be added to the list. Rate my Autism Awareness folder to receive your personal Proudly Showing Awareness tag. Start with this one... The supporters... 1. ♥aGEM4life♥ 2. HersheyK 3. Dee75 4. NotoriousOne 5. BIGEVIL 6. shakenns

Life
As i sit here poundering life and it's meanin. I realize there is no set path. You wounder threw this life making choices. Be them right or wrong they shape ur life. They shape it into what u have made it to be. Everyday we wake up and make choices that will further shape our lives. Sometimes they are choices that will impact our life for the better and somethimes they impact it for the worse. Other times there are choices made for us. Things happen that are out of our controle. Even tho we cant controle them they still impact the choices we make on how we handel them . It's up to each of us to make the choices we fell will best impact our lives. That will shape it into a life we will be proud of. One we can look back at and say " I may have been threw alot but i am proud of my life" One that we can say i am proud of the choices i have made in my life. They may not have been the right ones at the time but i learned from them and gained something from them. In the end we

Paint The Town Bonobo Red
No matter how organized, there’s something fundamentally debauched about a painting party. Especially when skin is involved. Bodypainting, or even just fingerpainting, is always a sensuous, wild yet essentially innocent endeavor, wet color splashing here and there, bodies speckled like rare birds, faces streaked with warpaint. Of course, here at the Speakeasy, we call it peacepaint (tm). War or peace through pleasure, we threw a hot wet painting party in Sara Sioux’s new room at the Speakeasy Annex, painting the town bonobo red, blue, pink and purple, and painting ourselves right into the town. Alas, we were not naked, as we were for our fabulous Nude Body Painting for Peace Show...But we were more productive in that we actually accomplished the painting of Sara’s room which is now a splatterific phantasmagoric purple, pink and blue temple of sin. Nude Body Painting for Peace (playing this Sunday on RadioSuzy1TV) features a multi-colored, multi-cultura

Tips For Guys On First Dates...great Info!
TIPS FOR GUYS ON A FIRST DATE: 1. The Predate • Dress for the occasion, but more important, dress to show respect. Reminder: It's still better to overdress. • Easy on the cologne. Avoid novelty ties. 2. The Pickup • Be on time. Do not be drunk. • Go to the door. • Do not bring flowers — it's outdated. You may, however, bring a small, thoughtful gift that you did not purchase from Wicks 'n' Sticks or B. Dalton Bookseller. • Inappropriate gifts: lingerie, small animals, the first draft of your unpublished memoirs. 3. The Drive • If you're taking a cab, you should open the door for her, give the directions, and pay. • While amusing, avoid that bit where you go and then stop and pretend to drive away without her. • No music — try talking. • If you find the ensuing silence unbearable, you may put on music, but avoid the following: a) talk radio; b) anything in which R. Kelly describes something overtly sexual; c) playlists consisting entirely

Liars
I GAVE YOU MY TRUST AND YOU BROKE IT IN A HEARTBEAT AS SOON AS I WALKED AWAY AND TURNED MY BACK THE LIES STARTED. YOU RAN YOUR MOUTH ABOUT ME TELLING THINGS TO OTHERS THAT WEREN'T TRUE AND YOU HAD THEM BUY IT HOOK LINE AND SINKER. YOU CLAIM TO NEVER DO ANYTHING WRONG AND THAT YOUR ALWAYS SWEET AND INNOCENT TO ALL AROUND YOU AND THEY BUY IT FROM YOUR MOUTH. YOU RUN A BUNCH OF LIES ABOUT ME AND MY FAMILY WHEN I'M NOT AROUND TO SPEAK UP BECAUSE YOU KNOW I'LL TELL THE TRUTH AND THEY WILL JUMP YOU BECAUSE YOU DID NOTHING BUT LIE TO THEM. I HOPE YOU BURN IN HELL FOR ALL THE LIES YOU TELL AGAINST ME AND MY FAMILY........

My 15yr Old Just Wrote This
My 15 year old daughter is doing a U.S. History and she wrote this for a homework assingment...I am so proud of her I had to share with everyone. fyi I did not correct teh spelling just yet lol..(I am her teacher anyways) ************************************************* The lyrics and music of partriotic songs reflect the spirit of American culture by expressing how we are free, and how we salute many soldiers who have protected our lives from the enemy. It also expresses how fellow Americans are one nation,and together we are strong. Patriotic songs can resemble history and make one person in a crowd feel proud to be an American. By the end of the night, the clock chimes 12. our night skys are dark but inside our hearts theres light. Our love for America is as hot as the sun and shines like a star is as soild as a rock Americans are who we are As one nation we stand together free. tears have cried and blood has shied but faceing each and every ene

You Win
i have ruined 2 people lives by causing trouble between them i am the bad person here ,, so i am basicaly saying you have him i dont want him you win and i am veery sorry for doing this to the 2 people i got fighting,, its all my falt,, thats all i am done

"i Just Close My Eyes And I'm With You..."
****************************** When I Need You - Leo Sayer ****************************** When I need you... I just close my eyes and I'm with you And all that I so want to give you Its only a heartbeat away When I need love... I hold out my hands and I touch love I never knew there was so much love Keeping me warm night and day Miles and miles of empty space in between us The telephone can't take the place of your smile But you know I wont be travelin forever Its cold out, but hold out, and do I like I do When I need you... I just close my eyes and I'm with you And all that I so wanna give you babe Its only a heartbeat away Its not easy when the road is your driver Honey thats a heavy load that we bear But you know I wont be traveling a lifetime Its cold out but hold out and do like I do Oh, I need you... When I need love... I hold out my hands and I touch love I never knew there was so much love Keeping me warm night and day When

Friggin' Women...
Somebody thought this little story, that I'm about to tell you, funny as all hell.... Last Tuesday, I had to have this blood test, while in the city. I'm wearing my leather jacket, ripped blues jeans, black biker babe tee, and black work boots. Nothing special. Just to give you an image here. I didn't even shave that morning. 5 o'clock shadow times 4... Anywhoooo... this young nurse comes in. She's quite attractive. I'd say mid-20s. Dark hair, dark skin, nice figure... anyway.. she looks at me and then her eyes open wide like " wow, omg!" Y'all know that look. At least the men should. So, this means the nurse was blind or had really bad tastes. Either way, it made her nervous...With slight looks and shy smiles, she kept looking at me. So nervous, in fact, that she had trouble with the needle in my arm... Missed the vein by a slight millimeter. The blood wasn'tn't filling the tube. So, she was already nervous, so what did she do?? She wiggled the needle around in my arm

Online Status For Week Or So
Peeps, I'm in the process of moving most of sunday and monday, the new house isn't set up yet so i'll be off-line for a while. this connection will stay up til about noon, but i'll be off here about 8:30 am. Show as much luv to my page and i'll miss you peeps , so have a great holiday and be safe.

545 People
545 PEOPLE - By Charlie Reese Politicians are the only people in the world who create problems and then campaign against them. Have you ever wondered why, if both the Democrats and the Republicans are against deficits, we have deficits? Have you ever wondered why, if all the politicians are against inflation and high taxes, we have inflation and high taxes? You and I don't propose a federal budget. The president does. You and I don't have the Constitutional authority to vote on appropriations. The House of Representatives does. You and I don't write the tax code, Congress does. You and I don't set fiscal policy, Congress does. You and I don't control monetary policy, the Federal Reserve Bank does. One hundred senators, 435 congressmen, one president, and nine Supreme Court justices 545 human beings out of the 300 million are directly, legally, moral ly, and individually responsible for the domestic problems that plague this country. I excluded the member

Show Dsip You Love Her!!
How About A Sexy Salute? Then Come Check Me Out! Sinful Brat Is Having A Salute Auction To Raise Spotlight Funds For One Of The Coolest And Prettiest Fu's Around!~*~Da Sweet Irish Princess~*~She's My DSIP, and I Love Her To Death! ♥*.·:*¨¨*:·.*♥Ðå §wêê† Ìrï§h þrïñ¢ê§§♥*.·:* ¨¨* ♥*♥Lðrï'§ þrïñ¢ê§§@ fubar If You Don't Want To Bid. Then Please Go Love Up On Her With Bling and Rates. But If You Feel Really Generous...Come Bid For A Sexy Salute From Any One Of The Sexy Fu's. Click On Sinful's Pic Below And F/A/R Her If You Haven't Already!! SinfulBrat@ fubar

When You Have An ' I Hate My Job 'day,
When you have an ' I Hate My Job 'day, [even if retired you have those sometimes] try this: On your way home from work, stop at your pharmacy and go to the thermometer section and purchase a rectal thermometer made byJohnson & Johnson Be very sure you get this brand. When you get home, lock your doors, draw the curta ins and disconnect the phone so you will not be disturbed. Change into very comfortable clothing and sit in your favorite chair. Open the package and remove the thermometer. Now, carefully place it on a table or a surface so that it will not become chipped or broken. Now the fun part begins . Take out the literature from the box and read it carefully You will notice that in small print there is a statement: 'Every Rectal Thermometer made by Johnson & Johnson is personally tested and then sanitized. ' Now, close your eyes and repeat out loud five times, 'I am so glad I do not work in the thermometer quality control department at Johnson & Joh

Sorry My Opinion Pisses You Off
I'm sorry my vents have pissed some people off, but sadly that's what it took to make my point with several people. I still feel like the amount of effort I and several others have put into the leveling cause goes unnoticed all too frequently. I thank those of you who have stuck by me through this, despite my ranting and raving. Friends that will tell you "It will be alright" even when they know you're not acting right just don't come around too often.

Fu Buck Auction
I want to host a Fu Buck Auction...I place many bids that get out bid from cash bids..So i thought it would be nice to have a Fu Buck Auction...If anyone would be interested in this..please leave me a comment...there will be NO Fee's either..Keep your Fu Bucks for bidding on others.. Im not sure when this will take place as of yet..It depends on how many ppl are interested in doing so.. TELL ME HOW YA FEEL~!~! ~~~~~~~~~`thanks ~~~~~~~~~Micki-Blue-Eyes DSC/FRIENDSHIP CIRCLE

Part One Of Family
WELCOME TO THE TEDDYBEAR SNUGGLERS FAMILY. HELLO EVERYONE THIS IS A NEW FAMILY BEING CREATED. SO IF YOU WANT TO HELP PEOPLE LEVEL ALL YOU GOT TO DO IS JOIN. JUST SEND ME OR I LOVE ALL FIVE OF MY KIDS A PRIVATE MESSAGE SAYING THAT YOU WANT TO JOIN. AND WE WILL PUT YOUR NAME ON TO THE LIST OF FAMILY MEMBERS. PLUS WE WILL ALSO CREATE A TAG FOR YOU TO. MAKE SURE YOU RATE FAN AND ADD ALL OF THE MEMBERS SO YOU CAN GET THE UPDATES FOR THE FAMILY. TEDDYBEAR SNUGGLERS HOME PAGE teddybear snugglers@ fubar ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ MAMA BEAR I LOVE ALL FIVE OF MY KIDS CO_OWNER OF TEDDYBEAR SNUGGLERS i love all 5 off my kids*@ fubar PAPA BEAR TINA AND GARRETT CO_OWNER OF TEDDYBEAR SNUGGLERS TINA & GARRETT*©SHADOWLEVELERS¨@ fubar ELDEST CUB JEN JEN ~jen-jen~shadow leveler~@ fubar ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Company Change!!
To those who care on here who talk to me i have switched river companies to Marquette Transportation making way more money now than i was at WKN however this company doesnt have wireless on their boats like wkn. i am using the chief's computer to type this i will be on the boat about 60 more days and hope after that to get a wireless at&t card to make it where i can get online . hope to talk to you all soon i miss my friends

I Just Proved I'll Do Anything For A Laugh =]
My sister was feeling down so I started following her around saying "Leave ***** alone! LEAVE HER ALONE! I'M SERIOUS!" She asked me where my smeared eyeliner was so I applied some, and am still wearing it, and went for it again.... If you don't get it watch this:

Okay Some Girls Are S T U P I D
My sister was just telling me that she was talking to her best friend ... she asked her if she wanted to go out tonight .... her best friend said she can't. she has to hide her car because her ex boyfriend is trying to steal it. i just laughed SO hard.

Retirement
It is with sad heart and reluctance that I announce the retirement of ~behavin~. She has always been there for me, and at her request, she has not the time to devote her full attention. I respect her wishes and accept her retirement. She will retire with the Highest Full Honors. Please also omit her from any of our group photos, or angels photos in general, so as not to make her feel uncomfortable. My prayers and wished go with her, my good friend, Molly. Doc aka George

From Now On
ok so from now on its just gonna be me and my kids that matter to me in life. The reason is quite simple - there is not one single man out there who is worthy of being acquainted with me. Dated one for over nine months and had fight after fight after fight and always made up. Now this evening my time, i try talking to him on yahoo only to get told he's tired and going to bed. Instinct told me to check something and lo and behold he was online. I don't want any one telling me stuff about time, he was online for a good twenty minutes after he told me he was tired. I aint gonna mention the place he was but lets just say that nearly every friend he has is female and nearly every femal friend has sent him gifts. Lets just say that I was soon replaced. If you are a male species thinking of jumping in to my life, please think again because as i say my kids matter most now. Most men i have had relationships with have turned out to be playas and cheats. This last one was good at hiding but now

08.31.08 Update!!
just a quick update on the fire... we have RAIN yes it has been raining for the last several hours. a nice steady rain although there is some thunder and lighting.. hopefully that will not spark anything else around here. the projections were that they had it 55% contained as of today, and with the rain it will be much better. I hope LOL at least the smoke has disapated some. this fire has burned 61,535 acres of land. thanks all hagn sassy!!

Under Construction: Cumming Soon...
Hello All. My name is Rhiannon Alize. I am a new up and coming Adult Erotique Actress. Thanks to all of you who are showing so much love soooooo quickly!! xoxoxooxox. It means way much!! I've only been in the business for about a month so videos are slowly starting to trickle out; I think I've only seen 2 and they are on paid sites but hold on for me cause they're "cumming" soon. ;) **** WORD TO THE WISE; I have no idea what I'm doing on this site so bare with me as I learn how to use Fubar. More pictures will be up shortly and some cool photos from events and places I've been recently. I hope to build a nice little place you all can come visit so I can keep up with my fans. A personal site will be up in time as well that will have additional XXX Photos as well as scenes filmed just for you so if ya got requests, let me hear them. Actually... Hmmmmmm, I'll start a new blog for requests. LOL. Much love to you all and like I said, bare with me. I see all the

Well Then
so i've noticed a trend, for the last week everywhere i've been i've bumped into someone, male and female both that have recently been cheated on. am i the only one that thinks this is a sad state of things?? since when did our world become a land of lie, cheat, and steal? didn't that go out with the dark ages? i guess i'm not really suprised, just dissapointed. i'm worried about how far this are gonna go, are relationships as we know them a thing of the past? is it all just about random humping now? if so, maybe i'm glad i don't partake in it all. why on earth would i want to be with a woman that was with whoever last night, and what's his face the night before. maybe i'm just trying to vent for those people that are too frustrated to do it properly, and who's to blame them. this whole "being a slut is cool" phase has got to end somewhere. i just hope it does while i'm still young enough to enjoy it.

Half Nelson
Saw this at the weekend. That film where Ryna Gosling plays a crack addict teacher who gets caught by, and then befriends, one of his students. Whichs ounds ridiculous, but is actually a really well-made sympathetic piece of drama. Good stuff. 'Lars And The Real Girl', which he's also in, is also great.

My Soul Mate..
I lost my husband on 03.19.08 he took his own life without even a word to anyone. I have lost my soulmate I dont know how me and his children are supposed to make it through this.. people tell me it will come with time.. I dont know if I have enough time to ever heal.. I loved him no matter what he was my life, my soul, and my reason for happiness.. I want to thank all the people who have supported me in this time of need and have tried to help the hurt in any way possible. I will always love you Eric and will miss you to the point no one can understand unless you have been there.. love you always .. your wife Tania I wrote this weeks after his death and it still rings true..

I Need Some Help In My Contest!
HEY EVERYONE! I AM IN A NEW CONTEST AND COULD REALLY USE YOUR HELP. RATES COUNT MORE THAN COMMENTS SO PLEASE SEND ALL YOUR FRIENDS TO RATE EVEN IF THEY CAN'T HELP US BOMB. THE MEMORIES OF SUMMER CONTEST IS A COMMENT BOMBING CONTEST. FAMILIES ARE MORE THAN WELCOME! CONTEST WILL LAST FOR TWO WEEKS, STARTING SEPTEMBER 1ST AT 12 MIDNIGHT FUBAR TIME(THATS 2AM CENTRAL/3AM EASTERN) AND ENDING SEPTEMBER 15TH AT 12 MIDNIGHT FUBAR TIME. RULES 1. NO DRAMA! FIRST AND FOREMOST...ANY DRAMA WILL NOT BE TOLERATED! IF THERE IS DRAMA CONTESTANT WILL BE REMOVED FROM CONTEST! JUST HAVE FUN! 2. BOMBING IS A MUST! SELF BOMBING IS REALLY A MUST, AND ALL FAMILIES ARE WELCOME! 3. COMMENTS ARE WORTH 1 POINT EACH AND RATES ARE WORTH 5 POINTS EACH. 4. NO SCRIPTING ALLOWED. IF IT IS EVEN SUSPECTED YOU COULD BE REMOVED FROM CONTEST. 5. PRIZES WILL BE AWARDED NO LATER THEN THE 16TH OF SEPTEMBER FOLLOWING END OF CONTEST. 6. ALBUM WILL BE OPEN TO EVERYONE, BUT IF ANYONE IS BLOCKED,

Joke
a chick gets out of the shower.... slips over... does the splits and her pussy suctions to the floor.... no matter how hard she struggles she is stuck.... so she calls for her bf... he comes in and pulls at her arms but still stuck... so he calls his mate from across the road... they grab an arm each and pull... but she is still stuck.... so the bf says to his mate... u go get the tools and ill play with her nipples.... so his mate runs off.... the gf says... i know he is getting the tools to chip away the tiles but why are u playing with my nipples.... he replies... if we can get u wet enough we can slide u into the kitchen where the tiles are cheaper

Bug Joke
ok, a dude gets into a fight with his mrs and she cuts his cock off and drives off with it, halfway down the interstate she throws it out of the window and it bounces off the car behinds windshield, the little boy in the car turms to his mom and says "mommy, what just hit the windshield?" his mom thinks for a second and says "just a bug hunny" the kid looks confused for a few secs and then replies "well, that bug sure had a big dick"

Life
You take the good with the bad Smile when you're sad love what you got & remember what you had Always forgive but never forget Learn from your misstakes but never regret When things go wrong just remember life goes on.

Comment Bombing Contest
i'm having a comment bombing contest and the prizes are 1st: 7 day blast and 25 bling pack and 2nd: 3 day blast and 12 bling pack, anyone interested should send me a message with the link to the pic they would like to use~cruel but cute~ FU* OWNED BY CANADIAN -MR. SWEETNESS-SWEETHEART@ fubar I Kissed a Girl - Katy Perry

Imagine A Woman
IMAGINE A WOMAN (Author unknown) Imagine a woman who believes it is right and good she is a woman A woman who honors her experiences and tells her stories Who refuses to carry the sins of others within her body and life. Imagine a woman who believes she is good a woman who trusts and respects herself who listens to her needs and desires, and meets them with tenderness and grace. Imagine a woman who has acknowledged the past's influence on the present A woman who has walked through her past Who has healed into the present. Imagine a woman who authors her own life. A woman who exerts, initiates, and moves on her own behalf Who refuses to surrender except to her truest self and to her wisest voice. Imagine a woman who names her own gods a woman who imagines the divine in her image and likeness who designs her own spirituality and allows it to inform her daily life. Imagine a woman in love with her own body A woman who believes her body is enough, just as it is Who cele

For The Last Time.
I've gotten, oh, THREE private messages this week, not to MENTION all the pic comments, about me looking better without glasses. 1. No, i don't. i have tiny eyes and a big head. 2. i NEED THEM TO SEE. my vision is 675/20. i have a stigmatism. i. need. my. glasses. most of the pics i took without them on where when i LOST them. these are new glasses. Grawr.

~1 Rate Is All She Needs Help Me To Help Her For A Happy Hour Please~
~ All i need is one Rate please thats all im asking for help out a friend of mine please~ ~Brought to you by~ Angel Eyes"Fu Wife to Footballeye88" & "CT Wife to Jay (Bob Villa)@ fubar

Hot Damn Lmao
Don't know where this came from or who wrote it but it was sent to a friend who sent it to me...had to post it. enjoy lol A touch of skin soft and slippery, With the hint of hint of sweat. We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets, As the wind flowed from the window above us. Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance, To abandon all of our uncertainties. You began your work on my lips, Probing gently as if drawing sex, From a deep well of longing and need. Then heated tongues met in the midst, Of hot and quickening breath. And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts. Then intoxicated with those spirits, Our clothes found resting place on the floor. Piece by piece, Until there were no hiding places, For the two glistening and wanting bodies. Hunger revealed in this hot moment. Then skin meshed with skin, As the floor became the stage. You moved atop of me easily, And lowered yourself gently. Kissing me as I slowly filled you. As a gasp broke the kiss,

When Angels Cry ;; Poem
WHEN ANGELS CRY ,, I HEARD THE OTHER DAY, AN ANGEL CRY. MY HEART BLED MY TEARS FELL. SOMEONE TORE ITS WINGS AS THEY FELL TO THE GROUND I TRIED TO CATCH HIM I HELD OUT MY ARMS. BUT LIKE AN ANGEL SO BEAUTIFUL AND FAR AWAY THEY COULD NEVER REACH ME OUR HANDS NEVER TOUCHED. MY TEARS STILL FLOW FOR THIS ANGEL THAT WAS HURT SO MAYBE ONE DAY I'LL BE LUCKY ENOUGH TO HAVE AN ANGEL ALL MY OWN..

To My Dear Sweet Lord Lestat
my dear sweet lord i know the pain is bad but you know all of the LDC family love you and care for you that we are all there no matter what your going through....Never give up never give anyone from the past power over you have the power to rise above this and show those who hurt you that you no longer care about the past we are the future we need you more then anything....SWEETHEART listen to me i love you with all my heart and soul you and my kids are the reason i get up in the morening i couldn't handle it if you left me it's brake me in half you mean that much to me the whole LDC family needs you chin up baby

My Friends Snuck Somethings In On Me..love Ya All!!
Have U Helped A HOTTIE 2day?? No.... Well Heres Ur Chance :D Lil Miss Devilish Desire Friends Kinda Entered Her In A Few Contest HeHe!! Hey She Desreves It, She's Always Helpin Others... So heres Our Chance 2 Show Her Some Love Bk! Summer Fun Contest Rates r Worth 5 The More Comments The Better All She Needs Is A RATE To B 1 Of The Top 12 In A HOTTIE Calender! Oh & We All KNOW She's Freakin HOTT As HELL!! So Lets Get Her A Spot In The Calender! Go Show Ms. Sexy YummyLicious A Whole Lot Of LOVE!! REPOST PLZZZZZZZZZZZZ!!! All Summer LongBy Kid RockBest Video Codes (repost of original by '{{!Starry!}} Slave 2 GARY!

Dunno
I am a cosmic mix up of some sort. I have come to believe that every emotion this world offers, I hold within me. I am Noble and Rogue,fire and water, power and grace.Sublime and Grotesque somber, afire I entrance, mesmerize fusing madness and wisdom primordial chaos I am celestial and erie playful and mischievious subtle and stiking magnificent, androgynous I am fluid, poetic, hypnotic I am rebellious, defiant, explosive I am one, I am many, I am as we are---eternal out of time--CDS. I am and cannot be. I am opened yet closed and hidden from view. I am as the wind -a constant- yet you do not know i exsist till something stands in my way. I am the lips of a calming mother, who consoles the tears of her child, yet I am the tongue of a vicious serpent that will strike when you least expect it. I am the rain, the sun, the calm, the storm.I am the friction that causes the earth to rumble forth. I am the begining and ending of a storm, full of rage and ending calm. I am the suicidal

09/01/08 Update New Trains
Wow one day 4 new trains on the bullys I'm wiped it's been a busy day for us Train riders. On second thought now it's also Bus - Plane - Blimps - Dances what will the Hostess/Hosts think of next. I'm going to keep the main list on the first page but here and there I'll post updates like this one to let you know the newest ones out there you can join. Come ride, dance, fly, swim hehehehe with us. The 4 new ones of Today: 127. Fubar Blimp Ride 128. 69 Train 129. DragonFly Train 130. The Macarena Dance

My "fav'" Show...
Well, one of 'em...is Intervention on A&E. I watch it because I can relate to it as, I'm sure, most people who watch it, do... My oldest sister is an addict. She's a meth head, pot smoker, alcoholic beer drinker...yeah, pretty much a loser. I hate it. For the last couple years I've been watching this show because it gives me hope that someday she'll get help like a lot of them do. I also watch it to feel like I'm not alone in this fight because some days it feels that way. I try and convince my enabling mother to finally see the light when it comes to my sister but it's to no avail. She feels too guilty I believe. (my mother was an alcoholic some years ago, she quit drinking when I was 9) She simply tells me it won't work for my sister and that things will get better. Just like with any addict though, they do get better...for awhile, then, before you know it, it's worse than before. What I'm most worried about is my two nephews that are caught up in t

Auto 11 Auction
Give someone immunity from down-raters! When activated, EVERY photo and profile rating is forced to 11 for TWENTY-FOUR (24) hours. All actual 11s during this time are double the points for both the giver AND receiver! Opening bid 1 million fubucks, click on picture below. HAPPY BIDDING

Im In A Hh Contest - Rate My Picture Please
Im in a HH contest that runs through this week and i need help to rate my picture. It takes about 10 sec to do, and i really love the help you all are givin me. the picture to rate is: http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1677761&albumid=1180977&i=1749864752&idx=8 Thanks for the love xoxox

Its Hard To Say Goodbye.....
so thge news is in and its not good. doctors have givin us 2 days to 2 weeks left with mom. and its been about 3-4 days so far. so theres very little time left. im back in MA. so im can be with mom and the rest of the fam for her last days. So most likely i will not be online for a bit. but thats besides the point. the main focus is for mom to have no pain and to be here for my dad and sister. whom i know will fall apart the moment she passes. 2 day was hard for me.....seeing her there in the hospital waiting to die. and occasionally drifting to an old memory/dream while being fully awake. and to see my mother powerless over something breaks me. to watch her try to stand and not be able to. to sit by her side on her last days is the greatest honor any son could have. to be able to comfort her and have her be assured that its ok...and i/we will always love her. she was always there for me.... so its time for me to be there for her. i guess i would say im lucky.....especi

In Loving Memory Train
gg In Loving Memory Train If you have lost a loved one, come join us in remembrance of them This train is different than other trains. There's NO pictures to rate all you have to do is.... Rate, Fan, Add, and Comment each person on the List. If you are already friends with someone, check to make sure you have re-rated him/her and leave a comment... "In Loving Memory" When new people join the list... You must rate/fan/add/comment them back... DO NOT just ACCEPT the friend request Repost the bulletin so it can be seen by as many people as possible. Up to 3 pictures will be displayed next to each members name, send me the pictures of your loved ones and their names. If you don't have pictures that's fine, I will list their names and relationship to you.

How To Verify Your Email
How to Verify Your Email! To verify your email, you need to go to your profile edit page located under the 'My' link on the gray header bar under 'Profile' (http://www.fubar.com/profile.php) and click on the verify email link next to your signup email. An email from fubar will be generated to your signup address account (ie-your Yahoo, AOL, Gmail account, etc) where you will be prompted to follow the verification process. If you cannot find the email, please be sure to check in your spam and bulk filters as the email can get trapped in there. If you have trouble entering the token onto the verify email page, please try it through a different browser as some browsers, dependent on your system, do not take the verify token.

Update On Life
As you all know i recieved word (on Friday29th of this month)that my daughter was VERY ill an was passing she is still in intensive care an doesn't have much time she is fatal staus. Im not sure when im gonna go home but no one is visiting at this time an well my ex took my kids out of my life 2 yrs ago i still try to keep in contact when he permits.. Anyway i'm going thru this not being able to have that closness that most get during this time in there lives ( mine is 9000 miles away) at war an i wish he could come home ( but he's doingit for ALL of Us..) so i'm hoping my friends an Family on here keep supporting me /US...you were also asked for advice o bring my husband home NO luck with that an if they can truth be told this is one of the hardest Months in Afganistan.. Well he is needed there he is top gun /nco position(13B) he goes out side the FOB about 5 times a week an he pulls hotgun/guard 6 out of 7 nights a week.. Well im Hangind in there with the support of my friends

I'll Show You How God Falls Asleep On The Job
I swear one of these days I'm going to make up something interesting to blog about. The only news I have is going to have (hopefully) a shit ton of new pictures up on my DA in the next few days. Finally got a device that will read my cameras SD card. I'll be taking a shit ton of picture next week too after I get my tattoo and piercings done. Just figured I'd take some before all that happens so when I'm old, alone and almost completely covered in ink and metal I can look back and remember the time I didn't look like some random artist's canvas. FUCK YEAH...

Uhmmm Poetry?
The journey through life is tough, and no one knows when it's our time to have peace in our souls. Then you come to a path that is filled with lush gardens ...full of bright and endless sunny days that are warm and loving, and none of the pain and suffering seems to matter anymore. A life that seemed so old and reckless gets a new breath and a rejuvenated heartbeat. all that had your face wet with tears, and your spirit bound to be broken has found its way to a place where all that is there is love that you've yearned for, the fire that burned in your mind has found its spark,... so come into my garden and sip from my love, a taste of ecstasy that was unknown has flared through out you.... feel the energy flow through you as we create a new beginning....

Dumb Bitch
OK THIS CONVO STARTED FROM SOMETHIN I WASNT APART OF... SHE MESSAGED A FRIEND OF MINES YELLIN AT HIM CUZ SHE THOUGHT HIM N I WAS/IS DATIN AND SHE CANT LET IT GO SO SHE DECS 2 START SHIT WITH ME CALLIN ME A WHORE ... NOW NE1 THAT KNOWS ME KNOW IM LAID BACK KINDA GAL IM SICK OF PPL BRINGIN ME N2 DRAMA CUZ THEY CANT GET OR KEEP A MAN ITS NOT MY FAULT UR A SLUT OR BIMBO OR WHATEVER ELSE DONT BRING ME UP N UR SHIT SO I MESSAGED HER ON YAHOO THIS IS HER FUBAR PAGE http://fubar.com/user/239157 Candy Apple: who the fuck r u callin a whore u low life fuckin cunt.... dont judge ppl u dont know u immature skank ur so fucked up n the head that u cant let a man go that DOESNT want u that u call his friends whore well listin her u 2faced ugly horse whatch what u say about ppl u dont know Candy Apple: awwwww what did the lil bitches tounge get tired up dont know what 2 say...awww is the lil bitch afriad 2 say somethin bowtojess: eat a dick u nasty ass lookin bitch i'll call

Hello, I Am In A Contest, And I Need Help!!
Hey everybody! I hate to promote myself in a contest, but I am in the process of moving and don't get more then a couple of hours in a day to bomb myself! I was wondering if you guys wouldn't mind helping me? I need 13,000 comments and have a little over 1,000!! just click on the link below, email me and let me know if you do, so I can give you back the fu-love!

Make Gamerkitten A Godmama!
GO DO IT!!!!!!!One of the sweetest people on here is creeping up on Godmother level. She has lots of pics and stash to rate so go show her lots of luv. :) What are you waiting for? DO IT!!! Don't forget to repost :) (repost of original by 'pip1966 Owned By Coppertop' on '2008-09-03 00:04:03') (repost of original by '{GaMerKiTTeN}¢¾ *Chriz's Girlfriend*' on '2008-09-03 00:08:49')

I Need At Least 20 People...
...to rate,fan,add my sweet friend here and rate 30 of her pics!!!I've made a deal with her for my give away and I need your help!Please send her a message that I sent you and comment on this bully/blog so I know that you did :) Thank you Lisa 'X©ït€M€ **Å§ÅÐ§' FU Woman** 1st Asst of Dylon's Diva Mafia*@ fubar

1st Day Of Kindergarten Part 2
the day is over and the day went well... John arrived home all excited and happy about school. he was showing off his new back pack and his new blue folder. gave high-5's and couldn't stop talking about school. wooooooohooooooooo xoxoxo p.s. our school is sponsored by Costco so all the kids got a new back no matter what your income is. Every Costco adopts 1 school in their city and gives backpacks and schools supplies every school yr.

Downtown
A man and his girlfriend are having a sexual encounter. He asks her to "go downtown" so, with a sigh, she gets on her knees in front of him and starts peering at his genitals, looking and tipping her head this way and that, studying the whole business. After about five minutes of this, he asked her in a sort of peeved voice, "Well, just what are you doing?" She said, "I'm doing what I always do when I'm downtown with no money!"

That One In A Million Moments In Life...
To some it may seem trivial, others may never feel it, and most will never know it exsists... at a young ag to feel the pure connection of souls and never realize that its love in its purest form.... a song can explain it all... and you spend the REST OF YOUR LIFE SEARCHING FOR SUCH ANOTHER CONNECTION... one who can walk w you hand in hand thru your mind and face the darkest of corners... one who u can call and say "I NEED A HUG" and all u do is close your eyes and he is there holding you. one who promises to b there to teach u how to drive when u turn 16... and fullfills his promise NO MATTER WHAT!!!! sometimes i never know the correct termonolgy for what i feel, but i just FEEL IT and embrace it....

Cotton Candy Magazine
Well it turns out that i am sexy lol. Cotton Candy Magazine an underground magazine for Juggalos and Juggalettes and such, has asked yours truly to model for them AGAIN! Im very happy to say that i agreed and we are in the works of getting my pics done. Much love to you all! Love, niki

Good Bye Fubar
Well it's been fun being on for almost a year but time is coming to an end. Fubar has changed a lot since I joined. Its all about points to most on here. It's hard to talk to a real person on here when all they want to add you for is points. That's not all though! Other reason is I feel I have done a what I can on her. Met some great people and got to lvl 22 lol. But I just don't feel the fu thrill no more. And I think all the time I spent on here( too much)I could have and still l could be doing something more productive with my life. So I guess its time to go with that being said. if you want to still talk to me hit me up on yahoo greenbay_man24@yahoo But Just wanted to make this blog to tell you all this and not just dip out with out a trace. Ps don't ask what im doing with my fu bucks.

So Sad !!!!
Today was a sad day Northwest Washington... 6 people were killed , 2 people wounded.. By a guy that went on a high speed chase/shooting spree.. A sheriff deputy was killed and a State Trooper injured.. I was heading home and was pasted by 2 State Patrol cars & a ambulance that were in route to the hospital with the wounded WSP officer... The guy later turned himself into police in Mount Vernon.. I listened to a lot of it unfold on my car radio on the way home,I am still shocked!!! They are now saying this guy had a history of mental illness & was on some kind of watch ...I have refered to this person as a "guy" because he sure as hell is not a man in my book...I felt pretty guilty saying that he should have just shoot himself 1st & saved this whole mess!!!! 2 of the dead were just construction workers building a house had nothing to do with anything!!!!!!!! I pray for the families of the those who lost loved ones...

Hi-dee-ho!!!
Hi kids! Yet again my employer has banished me from Fubarland! If anyone knows an alias URL to get in, feel free to share! Just stopping in for a quick hello. make sure you all go give Today's Spotlight lots of love! She's my favorite lil sis, you know! Anyway, I'm here for a few, what's everyone up to?

Sun Cry
She can make the sun cry With a single tear from her eye She can make roses bloom Just by walking in the room Her smile is the sun in my sky Her laugh is my stars at night She is my solid ground She is what makes my world round Her voice is the sweetest song She is everything that is right when it all goes wrong If there is one thing that can not be denied It is the beauty of a woman who can make the sun cry

Sep 3 To Sept 10
Please show each of these members love this week……Chita-Owner Of L.D.C >;}P.O.P Militia Member : Fubar's Ultimate Bad Girls Club@ fubarStonerRab420 † Jessums Stalker † LDC Family †@ fubarDJSelene™ DJ HellboysRLW /BanesFW/TwilightGoddessLDC/ CatwomanJLMC&ASS@ fubarDjRandom~L.D.C.~Head Dj of VR Radio~KittensEvilTwin*@ fubar

My Piercings [ And Tattoos]
ok I get alot of questions about my piercings so here you go... I have 15 piercings, they are: my eyebrow, nose, lip, tongue, both nipples, bellybutton twice and 7 in my ears... no I do not have specific pictures of them, look in my folders and see if you can spot them in the pictures I have uploaded lol :D tattoos: frog with some tribal on the back of my neck pink rose on my left hip heart with devil horns and a halo on my right hip silhouette of a womans face on my left shoulder blade evil butterfly with tribal on my lower back *I have a few more tattoos I am planning on getting, I want a sun on one ankle and a moon on the other...also something with my kids names...and a fairy :)

Calender Hottie
Come vote for me in the Calender Hottie Contest The voting will run during the month of September So Vote often LOL Huggsss Be sure to show the Host some Luv She wants to Godmother :) Sweet ♥ Judy@ fubar

9/11
AS LAY HERE THINKING OF MY PAST FREINDS I HAVE LOST THE TIMES THAT WE HAD, A RANGERS LIFE IS ONE OF HONOR IVE BEEN ALL AROUND THE WORLD FROM ONE PLACE TO THE OTHER, A DAY THAT WILL ALWAYS MAKE ME ANGER ON THE DAY OF 9/11 THE CRYS WERE HERD AROUND THE WORLD THEY STILL ECHO IN MY BRAIN ON THAT DAY I SCREAMED WITH VENGANCE DEATH FROM OF ABOVE WILL KILL EM ALL AND LET GOD SORT THEWM OUT......

Gazing At The Stars
LOST IN A DREAM TRAPPED WITHIN MYSELF I GAZE IN TO THE NIGHT HOPING SHE IS WATCHING HOPEING FOR A MOMENT TO TASTE HER SOFT SWEET LIPS LONGING FOR HER BODY TO HOLD ME IN THE NIGHT, THE WALKS WE WILL TAKE FROM NOW TILL THE END I STARE AT THE STARS WANT TO FEEL HER NEAR I WOUNDER IF SHE WATCHING UP INTO THE NIGHT IF SHE WANT TO HOLD AND KISS ME THROUGH THE REST OF MY LIFE, IM LOST IN A DREAM

Townslut!
Word soon got out that I was fucking around and I had many local guys calling me. I went from just fucking my old boyfriend to the town slut. I vowed to never turn anyone down and I fucked about every single guy in town and also many of the married ones. They would call me and I would have them pick me up and we would either go to their place or find a nice place to park, sometimes I would have them come to my home and fuck them in my bed. There were several times I would just get home from a date and someone else would call and I would go out again and get fucked again. I fucked them all bareback and took their cum inside me. I was fucking guys still in High school up to guys 25 years older than me. I was getting strange cock 2-4 times a week and loving it. The 10 years we lived in this small town were some of the best years of my life. I fucked a buch of guys that I had gone to school with and never had the chance to fuck then. Sometimes I would call them up and ask if they wanted to

Fake Bitch!
go get this loser and give her a hard time....get her ass booted off this site! she is stealing pics from seejulie.com. anyone who gets her to leave, gives her shit or reports her ass to admin will get in my family albums. (you gotta have some kind of proof:) )

Update Hurricane Gustav For My Friend's
I don't know how my home has faired since I can't go back ome yet but I am praying for the best.While packing the animal's to leave my cat Mystie ran off and we could not find nore catch her so all I can do is hope she is ok. I want to thank every oe who has ben prayng for us as we left with 7 adult's 1 baby and was able to get 14 aimal's out. Thank you every one and please if you know anything about New Iberia La. PLEASE pass it on to me. Blessing's

Culture Is Not Your Friend
What civilization is, is 6 billion people trying to make themselves happy by standing on each other's shoulders and kicking each other's teeth in. It's not a pleasant situation. And yet, you can stand back and look at this planet and see that we have the money, the power, the medical understanding, the scientific know-how, the love and the community to produce a kind of human paradise. But we are led by the least among us - the least intelligent, the least noble, the least visionary. We are led by the least among us and we do not fight back against the dehumanizing values that are handed down as control icons. This is something, culture is not your friend. Culture is for other people's convenience and the convenience of various institutions, churches, companies, tax collection schemes, what have you. It is not your friend. It insults you. It disempowers you. It uses and abuses you. None of us are well treated by culture. Yet we glorify the creative potential of the individual,

A Lil About Me To Let Ya In On How I Am
In a writing mood... so here goes. I want to let you all get to know bout me a lil bit better. I was born in VA and still reside in VA. I am a single mom and my son is my world. As a young child I was very shy. Some would say painfully shy. I didn't really come out of my shell til I was in my early twenties. I have been through some rough times in my life. Many not pleasant. I was almost raped at the age of 16. So I have a hard time trusting people. I have been taunted and tormented a lot. Because of how tall I am and other factors. Always made to feel inferior. But, if ya wanna get to know me it takes time. I am a very complicated person. Intelligent and sometimes I play the clown. I don't even know why I am writing this but I just thought I would. I have had much heartbreak throughout my life but I always bounce back and keep trying. Yea, sometimes I get down but I just look at my son and he makes me smile. I was married for about 6 years and well he turned ou

A New Light...
Today I finally saw the light at the end of the tunnel. It took loved ones to make me realize that there are better things out there. A man who lies about everything is a man that I DO NOT want in my life. His name is NELSON ESTREMERA. Today I realized many things and I'm glad that certain people had to kick me in the ass and tell me "no more tears. you don't deserve any of this. only the best." It took someone who is very dear to me. His words "You are the most sweetest person that I know that comes close to an angel. You don't deserve to be treated the way you have all this time." His smile. His blue eyes. The soft tone of his voice eased the pain that was in my heart for many months. I thought to myself... it should have been him all this long. Why did I let things fall apart between us and I know he felt the same way too. No matter what situation I was in and what bullshit that ran through my mind over and over again... he stood by my side. Always wanting to be a friend... alway

Life Taken For Granted
So many things in life are taken for granted. I too had done that before. But no longer!! I love life! YES I SAID I LOVE LIFE! What more can I say?! I just wish for once I would not have to go throught the heartache of losing someone I care about. Then again, you can't lose what you never actually had in the first place. I would really love nothing more than to share my love and my life with someone. I thought I had that person, and well I was wrong. I am blunt. I am not that emotional. I am the girl you have always dreamed about and never thought you would meet. Love sports, love hunting and fishing. Enjoy anything outdoors. See what did I tell ya. Oh yeah and btw I am a veteran in the US ARMY. I love my job and enjoy fighting for freedom. i am a girl that will love you for who you are not what you are i am a girl who will want to do the things you want to and enjoy it i am a girl who would try to fix you your favorite meal just to see you smile i am a girl w

Time To Loose Control On Hump Day! Join This Dance Line
Loose control - Missy Elliot 2 IT TIME TO LOOSE CONTROL AND GET BACK OFF THE WALL! JUMP ON THIS DANCE LINE NOW LET LOOSE CONTROL ON HERE AND RATE/FAN AND ADD THE PEOPLE AND PLEASE NO DRAMA! DONT FORGET TO E-MAIL AKAMRS. T WHEN YOU ALL DONE LOOSING CONTROL..........................! ~AKAMRS.T THE DREAM TEAM ~ DYLON'S DIVA MAFIA~ CLUB F.A.R.~SHADOW LEVELERS~@ fubar BiG PoPpA OfFiCiAl OwNeR oF T hE hOt MoMmAs ClUb i DoNt ChAsE ThEmE IrEpLaCe ThEmE So GeT In WhErE Y@ fubar Daddyslilangel ~ DREAM TEAM BOMBER~ R/L/ GF of Mr Keep it Real~ member of the hot mommas club

Full Circle
FULL circle Born into this strange unknown light, not sure what to make of all this mess, grasping for breath in a moment of fright, you long for your mothers gentile ceress. Deep in life, later on in the years, love and respect is always right there, your heart gets harder it brings on fears, of one day will come, when everyone is near. Now as the sun fades away,and darkness falls, you lay in your bed wondering about night, but in your head your hearing the calls, its time, enter the strange,unknown,light.... bambam 9/08

Survey Found On Çrystal's Blog Titled " Ericka's Survey"
when was the last time you waved at someone? today how often do you give a high five? sometimes did you receive anything special today? nope :( do you ever talk to your aunts and uncles? occasionaly but not often what is something you've been meaning to do, but haven't gotten around to yet? get curtains for my bedroom lol when was the last time you used lotion? hmmm about a year ago lol do you have any coloring books? nope what was the most memorable moment of the day? when the stacked woman at work leaned into me lol what are you going to do on sunday? relax its a day off for me did you have any homework today? nope when was the last time you wore earrings? 9 months ago it fell out having sex and i

I'm Trying..
Getin' sick, of the lies Hold up, You've caught me by surprise I'm tellin' you it's gonna be a scary ride Before Im through, so step aside I'm trying.. CHORUS: To find that man (oh) to find a man, a man who loves me for who I am oh a man who will treat me right and hold me tight A man to love me for who I am A man o love me no matter what I do no he'll never be through his love for me will be so strong, (yeah) whenever I find a man that loves me for who i am yeah a man that loves me for who i am You think you're and tough But baby you aint none of that stuff You know that I know And now Im tellin' you that You've gotta go cause I'm trying.. CHORUS: To find that man (oh) to find a man, a man who loves me for who I am oh a man who will treat me right and hold me tight A man to love me for who I am A man o love me no matter what I do no he'll never be through his love for me will be so strong, (yeah) whenever I find a man that loves me for who i am ye

Placebo-pure Morning
A friend in needs a friend indeed, A friend with weed is better, A friend with breasts and all the rest, A friend whos dressed in leather, A friend in needs a friend indeed, A friend wholl tease is better , Our thoughts compressed, Which makes us blessed, And makes for stormy weather, A friend in needs a friend indeed, My japanese is better, And when shes pressed she will undress, And then shes boxing clever, A friend in needs a friend indeed, A friend who bleeds is better, My friend confessed she passed the test, And we will never sever, Days dawning, skins crawling [repeat three more times] Pure morning, [repeat this three more times] A friend in needs a friend indeed, A friend wholl tease is better, Our thoughts compressed, Which makes us blessed, And makes for stormy weather, A friend in needs a friend indeed, A friend who bleeds is better, My friend confessed she passed the test, And we will never sever, Days dawning, skins crawling [repea

Nightmares, Make Them Stop
Nightmares, make them go away... As I sit here at my computer.. I sit here and think about the last few nights. I try to sleep... I don't want to... Is it work? Is it my bills? Is it the food i have eaten today? What the heck is it, why can't i sleep? I clutch my pillow for another night...... I am asleep, only to awake to my tears or my sweat..... Why? From 1989 till now, I guess i have been bad to people.. I always think the opposite.. Its your fault!!!!!!! I can't trust you.. Hell I can't trust me.. But I beg of you.... Get out of my dreams!!!!! I wanna be happy once again... No more!!!!! So as I think about going to sleep tonight, I flinch... Will they be there? The ones i hurt? The ones I lied to, the ones that I couldn't trust.. Why because of me... Just do me a favor, Kharma leave me alone... Let me be. Let me be happy.. Hasn't everyone done someone wrong.. Hasn't everyone lied to their parents? Their Lovers? It was just a lil lie.... Oh but w

My Mom
Hey all, Just wanted to let u all know that the most special people in my life(besides kids and hubby) are coming to see me. Over the years i've learnt to raise my kids with-out their help. They will always be special to me even though I can't ring and say "hey can u babysit" or "come round for coffee" and so on. I try my hardest to let them know just how much they are appreciated. So if you have some-one you need to tell this too, then let them know they'll love it. Any-ways, this is my way of telling this person directly. Now some of you may know who this person is, yes she's on here. Well here goes, MOM I LOVE YOU AND YOU HAVE BEEN THE BIGGEST INFLUENCE IN MY LIFE AND I THANK-YOU. YOU HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR ME AND NOT TO SOUND CORNY/MUSHY I'M GLAD YOU ARE MY MOM. So for all you guys and gals on here who know who my mom is say hi to her and you rock. if you don't know have a guess and i just might tell you. Cheers and thanks for reading

Where I Am.....
Hey al my Fu-Friends! Just wanted to let everyone know that I may be away for just a little while, but WILL be back real soon!!! I am waiting for the arrival of my first grandbaby and will be leaving any day now to see him in Arkansas....please continue to send messages and such, I WILL respond in between and upon my return to Miami! Fu-Luv you all!!! Smiles!

Morning After Morning...
Yes, i suck... "...my life sucks." This is something that runs through my mind when I first wake up, sit on the side of my bed, with my head in my hands. The TV's on of course, it's my alarm to wake me up. As I go to grab my cigarettes and place one in my mouth, I'm thinking how I fucked so much of my life up. I light my cigarette. mmmm, such a simple pleasure...... This is when I look up, and look at a blank wall. The TV is still talking, but unless I hear a few keywords, I pay no attention and stare at the wall blankly. My mind starts to clear it's daily cobwebs and I remember how this is not what I wanted my life to be at my age. I suck on the cigarette more. I wake, alone... no child, no wife, and barely a family. Yet, somehow... ...somehow, I stand up. Halfway through my smoke, I turn my eyes to the TV and start thinking of jumping in the shower. There's something about a hot shower that always makes me feel free. This is when I

Fallen Brother
SAN FRANCISCO (CBS 5 / AP) ¯ A man found murdered Tuesday night was president of the San Francisco branch of the Hell's Angels Motorcycle Club, police confirmed Wednesday to CBS 5. Mark "Papa" Guardado, 45, was found about 10:30 p.m. with gunshot wounds at 24th Street and Treat Avenue, about a mile from the group's clubhouse. He died a short time later at San Francisco General Hospital. Police think Guardado may have been in fight with a rival in another motorcycle group before he was killed. Witnesses told investigators that he and the gunman struggled before the shooting and that the suspect fled on a motorcycle. At the time of his death, Guardado was the subject of an ongoing investigation into an assault with a deadly weapon incident, said Sgt. Jim Stephenson of the Petaluma Police Department. "He beat up a random guy at a bar," said Stephenson. "He beat him with his hands and feet." When police responded to the Petaluma bar, officers said Guardado volunteered the

Puppy Love!!!
TO: GOD FROM: THE DOG Dear God: Is it on purpose our names are the same, only reversed? Dear God: Why do humans smell the flowers, but seldom, if ever, smell one another? Dear God: When we get to heaven, can we sit on your couch? Or is it still the same old story? Dear God: Why are there cars named after the jaguar, the cougar, the mustang, the colt, the stingray, and the rabbit, but not ONE named for a Dog? How often do you see a cougar riding around? We do love a nice ride! Would it be so hard to rename the 'Chrysler Eagle' the 'Chrysler Beagle'? Dear God: If a Dog barks his head off in the forest and no human hears him, is he still a bad Dog? Dear God: We Dogs can understand human verbal instructions, hand signals, whistles, horns, clickers, beepers, scent ID's, electromagnetic energy fields, and Frisbee flight paths. What do humans understand? Dear God: More meatballs, less spaghetti, please. Dear God: Are there mailm

Where I Come From
So all my life I have wondered where I come from...I knew I was white but where did my family originate? So after doing countless hours of research and finally paying someone else way to much money I have found out! My mothers family is Norweigen on her moms side and German on her dads side. My dad on the other hand was 100% norweigen. My grandparents on both sides migrated here in the 50's and so my parents and I are the first of our family to be born in the states. This is probably boring to most of you but exciting news to me so I though I would share. I thought it was interesting to find that I come from the land of Hitler and the land of Vikings! Guess that is where I get my blue eyes, blonde hair and TEMPER!

Nsfw Story 1 - The Boss!!!
OK, I feel like an idiot for doing this. One of my friends here suggested I post a kinky story I wrote as a "kinky-turn-on laugh" online (you know who you are). Here goes....rate it if it's any good. She thought I could make money from writing them...LOL, not sure about that!!! (Names have been changed to protect the innocent, content very NSFW so don't read if you are easily offended) --------- You are busy working in your office, and sense someone behind you. Quickly you try to hide your window, but too late. Still on the screen is a picture of a naked guy and girl having sex. "Jane" he says..."what are you doing"? "Come and see me in my office right away". You swallow hard...Steve, is your boss and you know full-well that people in this company have been fired for smaller things than this. Slowly, nervously, you come into Steve's office. "Sit down Jane" Steve says. Slowly you sit down, the feeling of the leather on your thigh sends a pleasant shiver up your spine. S

Forbidden Night
I opened my eyes to find myself covered up warm in a bed that wasn’t mine. I roll over and see him, and suddenly the memories of what had happened the previous night started rolling back. Just thinking about it made my whole body quiver with excitement. It all started when I came over to his house after his girlfriend left because they had had an argument. We were all alone sitting on the couch watching a movie. I had always thought he was attractive, but since he had a girlfriend, we were just friends. All I could think about was having him all to myself for just one night. I knew that if I looked over at him he would catch my eye and maybe get suspicious. His cologne pierced my nose making me hungrier for him. I kept playing it over in my mind of what he would be like. I saw out of the corner of my eye that he kept looking at me every once in a while. Maybe he was thinking the same thing I was, maybe he was attracted to me and wondered what it would be like to have me just one time.

I'm A Boy :[
Your Inner Gender is Male You are rational, matter of fact, and quite dominant. You like to get things done, without any emotional messiness. You truly don't understand most women. And you definitely feel more comfortable around men. No doubt about it. You're a guy - at least on the inside. What's Your Inner Gender?

The Last One For Now O:
The Part of You That No One Sees You are powerful, passionate, and dominant. You have a vision of how things should be, and you do your best to make things happen. People rely on you for your strength. You are a rock to many. Underneath it all, you aren't so sure about your passions. So many ideas spark your interest, it is hard for you to get behind a select few. However, you see indecision as a sign of weakness. So you pursue your goals full force - no matter how foolish they turn out to be. What's the Part of You That No One Sees?

Sex Poem
SEX POEM!! Roses are red, Violets are corney, everytime I see you, oh baby I get horney, eat me, beat me, bite me, blow me, suck me, fuck me, very slowly, if you kiss me, dont be sassy, use your tongue and make it nasty!!! A GUYS GOB!! A guy sticks his location, In a girl's destinstion, To increase the population, For the next generation. Do you get my explanation? Or do you need a demonstration? MAKE YOU GO MMMMMMMM!! Tongue and lips, legs in bed, kiss my neck, i'll give you head... feel my body, rolling round, hardcore sex, shake the ground... in the shower, in the car... best sexual pleasure, ive had by far.. so when yu see me, i kno u'll smile, cos i just told yu bout the best sex, i've had in a while SEX IS A GAME!! Sex is fun Sex is a game One night of pleasure Nine months of pain Fathers an asshole Babys a gift its all because the fucking condom split! ! !

New Apartment
I move into my new apartment today and i am so stressed out. cause i have to pack still and get everything down tonight omg. I hate moving with a passion but at the same time my new apartment is the shit and i am so excited to have my new place..WISH ME LUCK

Get To Know Me Better....
Hello! Welcome to my lil' corner of the cyber world! :) I am currently married (15 yrs) but SEPARATED from my husband and going thru the process to get a divorce. I have no children, not by choice, but I do have four-legged children! hehe Come to find out I have been lied to all these years, and I can not and Will NOT put up with a liar!!! I am a very generous loving person with a big heart, but if you're going to lie to me to gain your own agenda--then don't bother me!!! I also am a strong willed or independent type of personality. If you think it's ok to demean and put women down, then you're barking up the wrong tree with me--been there before and won't go there again! So, with that said, if you would try to keep me from my friends and family and tell me what to do--well you would have your marching orders out of my life very quickly!!!! Experience is a very good teacher and they say hindsight is 20/20. Well, both have been very good teachers to me. I have learn

Supper Tonight
So I made my infamous mac and cheese with onion and ham for my kids tonight. Can I just tell you that I tasted it before I put it in the casserole dish and damn is that shit good!!!!!! I just wanted to share and let ya'll know if you want to try my recipe let me know, it will make your mouth water.

So It Was Not A Good Day...
Some days it things happenand you wonder why you try. Three years ago, Dan and I left the old company to start our own design company. When I left they owed me over $14k in back pay. I never got it. But we struggled starting out with nothing and got through the first year. The second year was terrible. But the last 6 months have kept me swamped and working long hours. It got especially good when a marketing firm started to outsource design work to us. I'm on my 4th site for them since July. We received partial payments on 3 sites. Even with the work, bills have been tough to pay because last year was so bad. We were finally seeing some light and with the 4 sites and about 8 others I got on my own, this month was going to really be good. Until today. I got a call from someone I have gotten to know well in the marketing company. They are closing. Next week. And have no money to pay us for the work we have done. I'm not supposed to even know yet.. Guess we will

Passion
It's the feeling you feel for another, Not as strong as love, But just as deadly, For it destroys and create all at one time. Is it a love for a thing or a person, Or is it a hate for a thing or a person. Its color starts as the purest white, Then it goes to a light pink, To a glorious rosy pink, Then to a deep red, And in the end it goes to the darkest black. I see the purest red roses, When I am deeply in love, But when hate takes over my passion, I can see nothing, For there is only darkness in the black. When passion is upon me, I can smell the sweetest fragrance, But when hate is my passion, I can smell the pit fires of Hell. When passion comes upon me, I can hear the angelic choirs singing to me, But when my passion turns to hate, I can hear the demons of Hell laughing at me. I see passion, When I see the girl I love, I see hate, When I see the homeless and the dying. I feel joy, happiness, and total exhilaration, I feel warm and cold,

I'm Highly Amused Right Now....
My little gamer is playing an RPG right now and she goes "Wait, I killed him? COOL!" My response "You have got to be the worst gamer in the world. How did you not know you killed him? I thought i taught you better than that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" We're both still laughing over it hahahahaha

Footprints
One night a man had a dream. He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the LORD. Across the sky flashed scenes from his life. For each scene he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand: one belonging to him, and the other to the LORD. When the last scene of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand. He noticed that many times along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints. He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life. This really bothered him and he questioned the LORD about it: "LORD, you said that once I decided to follow you, you'd walk with me all the way. But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life, there is only one set of footprints. I don't understand why when I needed you most you would leave me." The LORD replied: "My son, my precious child, I love you and I would never leave you. During your times of trial and suffering, when you see

I Never Would Have Guessed It Would Happen
Never in my life would have I imagined that because I gave out my messenger name and phone number, that just texting, and talking to someone, would lead to love, a fu-wedding and a relationship. On a text she told me she loved me and I had to pick my jaw up off of the floor of the car. I was in a parking lot waiting for someone to come back. I asked her if it was just a friendship love, or if it was a marry me type of love. The answer I got floored me as well, I never guessed that we would start to love each other right then, get fu-married the same day, and start a relationship a day later. I know it was done kinda backwards, get "married" then start a relationship in real life. I guess weirder things have happened, but never like this to me.

New Energy Alert - September 4.....
Thought I'd post the new Energy Alert right away this time, lol. Much love, warm hugs, and blessings for all my friends/family/fans! Later! Muah! Greetings! The tide is out. The energies are still. There is nothing. Very little if any movement, stillness, emptiness, perhaps sadness, dead batteries, feeling drained, depleted, wanting to cry, perhaps hopelessness, and maybe wondering where in the world we are now. For those who are highly sensitive or tapped in more than most, the above scenario might be applicable. For others, you may notice that things seem to be drying up, bottoming out, ending, and with seemingly no future connection in sight. I ran out of hummingbird food the other day, and with the nearest store an hour away and nothing to make my own in my cupboards, I am wondering if they are feeling the same. Looking at the feeders hanging there quite empty, with no hummingbirds now around, seemed a similar situation to the energies of late.

Survey Sent To Me!!!!!!!!!!
NAUGHTY APPLICATION" CUT AND PASTE AND REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN......... 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Phone number? 26. Will you post this so I can fil

Have To Vent Out About Liers!!!
Sorry but just need to vent, I have 2 friends that was in ""hottest give away album part 1 starts May 23rd (80) """'' HOT marinas big giveaway, there are 80 in there, and none will get what they deserve, bratt and chaotic princess and their friend paid cash for a lot of blings for their friends to help them , and not counting all their friends time, and now they will lose their vips soon and wont get their 1 year VIP, see even people withVIP'S and salutes are frauds, please be careful fu friends. ♥~BRATT~♥USER#709013 needs 55000 comments for a 1 year VIP ----------------------- Current rating: 10.29 (274) Uploaded: May 13 2008 Comments: 55012 Rips: 0 ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ ============ ~*♥Chaotic Princess♥*~ USER#1211040 neeeds 55000 comments for a 1 year VIP --------------------- Current rating: 10.27 (224) Uploaded: May 13 2008 Comments: 55004 Rips: 0 ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ ============ ALL THESE PEOPLE TRUSTED HE

Big Pimpin Train
OK FUBAR LET'S START BIG PIMPIN WITH THE 1 AND ONLY BIG POPPA FIRST YOU NEED TO RATE ALL OF HIS PIMPIN PICS SECOND VISIT AKA MRS.T PM HER TO LET HER KNOW YOU ARE DONE RATING THE FOLDER AND SHE WILL MAKE YOU A PIMPIN TAG ~AKAMRS.T THE DREAM TEAM ~ DYLON'S DIVA MAFIA~ CLUB F.A.R.~SHADOW LEVELERS~@ fubar THIRD RATE/FAN/ADD ALL THE MEMBERS BELOW WHEN DONE MESSAGE ME I WILL ADD YOU TO THE LIST BUT PLEASE BE INFORM FAILURE TO NOT REPOST WILL COST YOU TO BE DELETED FROM THE LIST LAST AND IMPORTANT HAVE FUN AND NO DRAMA! BiG PoPpA OfFiCiAl OwNeR oF T hE hOt MoMmAs ClUb i DoNt ChAsE ThEmE IrEpLaCe ThEmE So GeT In WhErE Y@ fubar ~AKAMRS.T THE DREAM TEAM ~ DYLON'S DIVA MAFIA~ CLUB F.A.R.~SHADOW LEVELERS~

The Ultimate Hip-hop List (reference For What Hip-hop You Should Be Listening To)
Biggie, Nas, Rakim, Akrobatik, El-P, El Da Sensei, Tame One, Cage, Yakballz, Mr. Lif, Slow Suicide Stimulus, Rob Sonic, Vast Aire, Vordul Megilah, Company Flow, Cannibal Ox, Atmosphere, P.O.S., Psalm One, Jean Grae, Talib Kweli, Mos Def, Chino Xl, Canibus, K-Solo, Kool Keith, Dr. Octagon, Krs-One, A+, Lost Boyz, Ice Cube, MC Ren, Slick Rick, Raekwon, Ghostface Killah, Masta Killa, Method Man, RZA, GZA, O.D.B., Inspectah Deck, U-God, Cappadonna, Killah Priest, Sunz Of Man, 60 Second Assasin, Wu-Tang Clan, Lupe Fiasco, Beanie Siegel, Memphis Bleek, Jay-Z, 8Ball and MJG, UGK, Z-Ro, Geto Boys, Scarface, Beatnuts, Proof, Living Legends, Murs, Hieroglyphics, Del Tha Funkee Homosapien, Outkast, Goodie Mob, Stat Quo, Little Brother, Joe Scudda, Justice League, MC Juice, Supernatural, Epmd, Def Squad, Redman, Joe Budden, Czar Nok, Royce Da 5’9, Compton’s Most Wanted, MC Eiht, Artifacts, Styles Of Beyond, Extended Famm, Pack Fm, Lords Of The Underground, Channel Live, Nicolay, Cunninlynguist, Fa

Laziness!!!
There is nothing that irritates me more than someone who is lazy. If something needs to be done. Do it. Take the initiative to get off your lazy fat ass and just do what needs to be done. How hard is that? I'm finding out that each day I am at school the more I've come to realize I'm surrounded by a bunch of fat lazy ass woman! No wonder all they do is sit around and complain about how their men do nothing for them and their kids are hellions. It's because of the fine example they are setting with their unwillingness to look out for anyone besides numero uno! I got done early today so I cleaned up my shit. I sat there for awhile, took notes on our current studies and basically looked around to see no one do anything. Meanwhile, the instructors are harping on everyone to clean up and get their shit together and they're all talking... Last week I got up and cleaned the whole fucking room while everyone bitched about their meager existence but not today! I sat th

No More Crying
I just wanted to say to those of you who read the other blog, thank you for the prayer. There is no more crying and no more anger. I don't know what was wrong but it stopped. Thank you all for your support. Blessed Be, Crimson Rose

Fu Bad Girl Bulletin #2
imikimi - Customize Your World HEY ALL YOU LOVELY LADIES OUT THERE I AM FORMING A FUBAR GROUP CALLED "FU BAD GIRLS" IF ANY OF YOU LADIES WOULD LIKE TO JOIN. YOU CAN CONTACT ME JUICY. I WILL BE GIVING A BLAST AWAY TO ONE SPECIAL WOMAN EVERY OTHER WEEK. TELL ALL YOUR LADY FRIENDS. THE MORE THE MERRIER. AND A SPECIAL GIFT WILL BE GIVEN OUT EVERY MONTH. IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS JUST GIVE ME A SHOUT. MY LINK IS: *JuicyFruit(Bi)69*owner of Fu Bad Girls*fu gf to my sweet Velvet Moon*Rating Revolution*fu owned by@ fubar

Why Falling In Love Without Being Loved?
why falling in love without being loved? If eyes see, heart likes and falls in love The passion to meet lights fire Reality and dream get mixed into each other One moment comes and arched eyebrows are frowned. He had loved a lot of beautiful ones without being loved He knows that there is no remedy for this trouble The lover also bears the trouble Why falling in love without being loved? Days full of hope and expectation Passed with happiness and grief We had tried hard but too hard But couldn’t answer the riddle called love.

The Old Man’s Tears
THE OLD MAN’S TEARS Once upon a time I had watched a play somewhere There was a curled old man in that play Wearing ragged clothes Having meaningless glance in his eyes Being too old, having no energy left, and being deserted, Left alone, having lived nothing His tears had neither stopped nor finished He had so much trouble that hadn’t ever finished Breathing was his profit, living was his only ambition Having played the greatest tragedy in the world On the life stage without curtains He had passed on, do you have a clue?

Is How I Feel.....
I started to think bout things, those who know there is a sexual problem in my marriage. Which isn't all that shocking with a marriage of length. I've been with him for 8 yrs and we have two great kids together. The thing is after years of not really getting what i need to be completely satisfied. I realized that i want to feel WANTED in bed. Cause right now i feel USED in bed. Don't get me wrong, it feels good. I am happy one of us gets something. But I can't get him to make me feel wanted. He doesn't care it seems and its made me mentally close off from even wanting to be pleased other ways. Am i just down right crazy! I love sex and I'm 27 yrs old, what the hell is wrong with me.

Guys! Get Yourselves Pimped !!
So here is the deal I been a long time member here on fubar and I realize that the men do not get near enough love. So I want to do a pimp out of hot boys. If you would like to nominate someone to be added to my pimpout please leave there page link as a comment to this blog or send it via private message. This is gonna be fun so get your hot male friends in this as soon as I get about thirty I will make a sticky bulletin with them all in it..Thanks for reading this and repost if you don't mind.. Bulletin brought to you by: ☼FREYA™☼@ fubar

You Love Me Not...i Love You Still
You Love me, You Love me not.... Will I ever hold your heart, Will you let me play that part. Show me real, Show me true, Show me, the real sides of you. I love you, I love you not.... The real type of love can't be bought. I gave you me, I gave you my heart. You made it sing from the start. You made me believe it was all real, Our vows, a solid deal. But, now... The songs are gone, the air lies still. Not a bird to sing the mellody, that once gave our hearts wings. The songs are gone, the air lies still. You Love me not, I love you still. Don't tell me your sorry, cause we know your not. Put all that shit back into the wishing pot. You Love me, You Love me not.... I Love you, I wish I did not..... The stars are dark, the dreams are gone. Our moon now shines for others to see. You've done the damage, now let me be. Back away, give me back my Key. I'll lock it safely away, before you let it break on me. But now.... The thrill is gone, Pain lies here.

Crazy
It's pretty funny how bitches on this site take this to the extreme....I just got an email ( No names mentioned) Saying that I disrespected her by having her mans name in my stat and shit.... and that I will never have as much love on FU that she does....like that shit bothers me I have a REAL life and I don't care This is just a pass time for me....people are real stupid I swear they think this is their life....GROW UP!! know where to draw the line...I Just Laugh at you Silly Fucks....I swear people are attention whores on there because they aint shit in the real world...or was nothing in high school!!!!

Lies In Palins Speech
Sarah Palins speech before the RNC has most Alaskans embarassed, disgusted and furious. Seems this woman can't EVER tell the truth about anything as has been her Modus Operandi since taking office. She's vindictive, deceitful, conniving and a demonstrative world class liar.. I've already told you about her very shady background and less than desireable behaviour in the 90's. Now I will address the lies she hopes the American public are stupid enough to believe. I'll begin with a few easy whoppers and move on to the more sinister, shady dealings which may require more explanation in my next blog.. First of all "I put that plane on Ebay" and "I made a profit".. ughhh.. This is TOTAL bullshit. She's referring to a private lear jet the previous Governor (Frank Murkowski) purchased in order to travel a state twice the size of Texas with very few roads (you can't even drive to the capitol here) for 8 million bucks. People in the state thought that was extravagant so she used this as a

Caa #26
One of my coworkers needs special prayers. Her son was diagnosed with Crohn's disease. She took her daughter to the Dr. yesterday complaining of stomach cramps, now the doc thinks it may be the same thing as her brother. She has gotten the tests and are waiting for results. Let us send angel prayers, power and love for my friend, her son and especially her daughter that it turns out to be something else that is curable or nothing at all. Doc

Long Distance Phone Call
JUST ONCE I WISH I DIDNT MISS HER JUST ONCE I WISH I COULD HOLD HER JUST ONCE I WISH I COULD SEE HER SMILE JUST ONCE I WISH I COULD LOOK INTO HER EYES JUST ONCE I WISH I COULD SLEEP BY HER SIDE JUST ONCE I WISH I COULD MAKE HER BREAKFAST IN BED JUST ONCE I WISH I COULD HOLD HER HAND JUST ONCE I WISH SHE WAS HERE JUST ONCE I WISH I WAS THERE JUST ONCE I WISH I DIDNT HAVE TO HANG UP THE PHONE

Falling
falling faster, out of control my twisted reality, the loss of my mind along the way, I've lost my reason now I'm desperately searching for what i can't find the need to hurt others, makes my hands tremble the thought of their screaming, give me a chill the fear in their eyes looking up at me pleading as i'm crushing their bodies and breaking their will like the tides in the ocean, i feel my mind churning my sanity, grown weak now, takes a step back paving the way for the evil inside me to press it's way forward to start it's attack it makes the dreams come and god how they scare me the bodies broken open...blood fills this place as the demon takes over, i again raise the hatchet with a start I awaken...but with a smile on my face

Challenge? Reward? Oh Hellz Yeah!
What is in it for you to help me? Here you go these are my offers 3 random people who rated me will receive a level 2 bling pack and 1 lucky person will receive a 3 month VIP - can you accept this challenge? To all of my friends and fans - I am in a Happy Hour contest; rates only (IT JUST TAKES 1). Today is the last day to vote (one rate) and I tried this whole week to keep the contest fair by not doing a self promotion rather I posted bulletins to make the contest known and informing my friends and fans, that there were other contestants. However, I have seen a lot of pimp outs with selected contestants, so why not make my own? I am an honest and fair person, and avoided this at what may have been my own cost not to win. However, we reap what we sow so I guess its my turn to hang my halo up for the next 24 hrs and just let the little man on my left shoulder speak to me and maybe listen a little bit. I am behind by a significant amount of votes and I have over 2000 fri

Things To Do
was talking to my cousin and we thought of making a list of stuff we want do so hear gos my list. 1. Sky diving 2. Learn to scuba 3. get my FOID Card 4. go to Ny to hang with friends 5. get out of cooking school 6. go to FL to see my sis since i never been 7. go back to school and finish my avation classes 8. take my grandfather to pear harbor 9. see arizona with my grandfather 10.meet rick bayless

Happy Birthday???
Well I just got my first birthday card in 29 years from my real father....I dont know if Im happy or sad, I guess kinda both..Im confused as hell right now, I think I might get drunk, I did get 200 bucks...

Gofathere Status !!!!
Hello Fu's!! Itz time to get another one of our own 2 Godfather status!! Itz now Big Poppa's turn and if u know him, you'll B glad 2 help him out cuz he's the one of the sweetest fu's I know & I'm glad 2 call him my friend!!☺ He's only 144,552 from being Godfather, so get your rates & fublings ready and spank him hard!!! This is a spankin' he'll find well appreciated!☺ If your have'nt already, fan,add & rate him cuz he's da best & he's always helping other fu's out! BIG POPPA Ya Heard : if i aint caressing them im undressin'em/DREAM TEAMBOMBER & OWNEROF HOT MOMMA,SCLUB) @ fubar This leveling pimp-out is brought 2 u by.... Mz Chaos♥R/L Wifey to TinMan22♥/*FRUIT L☺☻PS* of the CEREAL BOMBERZ CREW/Dylon's Diva Mafia

Burning Man 2009 Theme: Evolution
Next years theme was released today... It is interesting to contemplate a tangled bank, clothed with many plants of many kinds, with birds singing on the bushes, with various insects flitting about, and with worms crawling through the damp earth, and to reflect that these elaborately constructed forms, so different from each other, and dependent upon each other in so complex a manner, have all been produced by laws acting around us. These laws, taken in the largest sense, being Growth with Reproduction; Inheritance which is almost implied by reproduction; Variability from the indirect and direct action of the conditions of life: a Ratio of Increase so high as to lead to a Struggle for Life, and as a consequence to Natural Selection… There is grandeur in this view of life, with its several powers… and that, while this planet has gone cycling on according to the fixed laws of gravity, from so simple a beginning endless forms most beautiful and wonderful have been and are being evo

You Felt You Had To Block Me???
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR Scott, you may never see this, but I really don't care if you do, I just need to rant somewhere... Scott, you rated me not too long after I joined Fubar. I rated you back. We chatted. You fanned me. I fanned back. Chatted a few more times and you sent me a friend request, which I accepted. You were nice. When you found out how close we lived to each other (within an hour's travel), you wanted to meet. I told you no and the reasons why. You saw who was my #1 family and friend and guessed (correctly) who my crush was. Over the course of the next month you started telling me lies about this man (who I might add, was a gentleman) all in the name of protecting me, not wanting me to go through what another friend of yours on here had gone through, with him, in Yahoo chat rooms. You never could supply me with proof, show me or lead me to it, you never gave me the friend's name so I could ask her for myself. All you told me was she was hurt and a nam

Im Bleeding For You..don't You Feel Special.
so i feel like crap. for the first time in MONTHS i actually want to hurt myself. i don't know if im just overwhelmed with EVERYTHING from school to friends to guys. or its just me driving my self insane!!! it just seems when i let a guy in JUST AN INCH i get hurt really bad. and i feel like ihave no one to trust. all i wnat is just one person to want me. i have NEVER had anyone to myself. i have never had someone to call my own. ive never been in a serious relationship. after a month or two everyone leaves. i mean the longest relationship i had was with my best friend and we arent even friends now. most the time i feel like i should be put away because its like i cant build relationships with anyone because im too afraid....im too afraid. and i wonder if im really better off gone....

Last Nite N 2day Was Hard!
so i stayed with mom all nite.... and she kept waking up every 30 minutes or so to use the bathroom or switch from chair to bed. it really isnt easy watching my mom spit and caugh up blood and sit there helpless. but i know it will all be ok and im here for her....although my father and sister got into a fight over whatever???..... i know im going to do my best and make her a comfortable as pos. no mnatter what rp

2008
So, is it really true when they say what doesn't kill us only makes us stronger? If that's the case I'm screwed big time!! In fact I'm dead, because I don't see myself getting any stronger! If only I could get back the motivation I once had, about maintaining a positive attitude about different situations that are thrown out to us in a frequent manner and just deal what life is being dealt. 2008 has been the worse year for me that's for sure and it's way to much for me to deal with. I'm wishing this year away or speaking of it like it's 12/31/08 already. LOL I seriously can't wait though that's the truth. I'm so over all this mess. Why does life have to be so complicated. I just want what I use to have. *sanity* LOL Or perhaps somewhere on a playground making paper footballs running from boys and stuff like that. *hehe*

Please Go Help My Wonderful Friend Luangel
My wonderful friend LuAngel is in a contest and needs our help...she is in a contest and needs rates on her picture. Can you spare just 1 rate..sure you can so just click on the link below and rate. If you are not a friend of Jade Rose you may have to add the hostess...but we can all use some more friends.. ™JÁÐÊ™ØWÑÊR & DJ @§WÊÊTWÁTÊR§~FU-ENGAGED TO SMOKEY THE BEAR*@ fubar Thanks for all your help Hugs, Silverpixi

All Aboard The 9/11 We Will Never Forget Train.
ALL ABOARD the 9/11 We Will Never Forget Train. Show your support for America and our troops by hopping on board this train. Joining is simple! Just FAN/RATE/ADD and rate 25-50 pix (preferably patriotic pix) of all the members before you. When you are done send a private message to SBM08 or HisSweetObsession. Once you have f/r/a everyone you will be added and your tag will be made and available on HisSweetObsession’s page to be copied. Also be sure to show your patriotism by displaying a 9/11 tribute pic in your primary photo on Sept. 11th. Have fun and show your love for the USA! I am asking for everyone to try to help!!!! 9/11 will NEVER be forgotten!!!!! GL to everyone & please do try. XOXO, Donna

Sexual Feelings
Sexual Feelings Â© By Trisha Rainy days and cold nights, These are days I need you to hold me tight in your arms, Hold me close and keep me warm, Tell me I'm your good luck charm, Look me in my eyes and tell me I'm the one for you , Tell me I'm your every wish come true, Lay me down very gently, Then make love to me essentially, Caress my body from head to toe not missing a spot, Lets play around like connect the dots, Lets make each other hot till our body heat rise like a rollercoaster ride, Take my body on a journey that never ends, It always seems to just begin, Make me climax like i never done before, Do what you want to my body its all yours, Rub me, lick me, kiss me, tease me do what ever you want to my body as long as its pleasing

Thought Of You
A Thought Of You © By Trisha My kind of music, My favorite song, I want to be with you All day & all night long... A spring breeze, A summer sun, Now that I know you You are my one... A winter sparkle, An autumn tree, Added all up It equals you & me... My best friend, My only lover, From here on out I'll keep you forever... A good laugh, With some happy tears, You're the one I go to Through all the coming years... When it rains it rains, When it snows it snows, I wrote this specially for you & you're the only one who knows... You keep me warm, When I'm so cold, As if my heart were for sale To you it was sold... Whether playing our favorite games, Or to music we sing & listen, When it comes to you There's just no competition... Not the best cut diamonds, Or the reddest rose, Could ever amount to When you hold me close... & when everything is said & done, The night is over & we've had our fun, Out of all the men I choose just on

I Dare You
I Dare You @by Trisha I dare you to look in my eyes Tell what you see inside Spoken from your heart Without falling apart I dare you to hold my hand And try to understand Why I feel the way I do Why I honestly love you I dare you to tell the world That I'm your favorite girl The one who's always by your side Even through the roughest ride I dare you to do it with pride Having nothing to hide Prove to them who you really are Lethem know I'm your shiny star I dare you to love me With a future to see Open unto me your heart And let love play its part I dare you to be a man One who'll always understand That my love is always a beat away Never to far will I ever stray. I dare you to say I love you Meaning ever word with truth With a smile upon your face As you put me in my own place. I dare you to give me respect Without all the lonely rejects Wash away my frowns That makes me look like a clown For the time I'm with you I'm always true Prove to me that

The Return Of The Wanderer
Sorry I've been quiet for a couple of days but James got home on Thursday after a few weeks doing his IT related stuff all over Southern Europe. I don't really understand what he does other than, ahem, develop and improve commercial wireless and server infrastructures - and that it pays him lots of pennies. It was great to see him again and we spent something like 18 of the following 24 hours in bed! You'll appreciate my lack of Fubar time then because I was otherwise disposed with my husbands willy! We've finally managed to put eachother down so we can start to get our heads around a wedding reception that we're going to tonight. It's a bit of a pain to be honest but we'll show our faces and I'll have both my men on my arms so I'll always have a dance on the go and a full glass! I've got a nice dress to wear, a bit summery considering the weather here but pretty nonetheless. I'll put a pic in below for anyone who's interested in my fashion choices!! lol!! See you in a bit

Just So You All Know Why I Am Quiet And Not Fully Out Going Yet
I am a woman with a heart of gold that has been broken severly where I dont know if it will ever become one piece again. I am a mother of 3 girls that are my world. As for a relationship I am considering myself single all though I am have been married for 18 years but when you husband comes home and says he is cheating on you its time to move on especially when you have gave all you had to forgive him many times and he continues to destroy you as a person. I have a trust issue so please do not think of me as a quiet lurker or a stuck up bitch because I am niether. I am here to try easing my pain by not being alone. Sucks when family and all turn thier backs on you during the most difficult times. I DO WANT TO SHOUT OUT THAT THERE HAS BEEN A FEW ONLINE FRIENDS THAT HAVE HONESTLY STOOD BY ME. Just sucks everyone is so far away and I cant just litterally just reach out. I am a very open person so if you want to know more about me feel free to ask. Thanks fubar you helped me waste some tim

Need Some Advice
Okay so I've been dating this girl for about a month now. We have had a few bumps such as... It's okay for her to flirt with other guys but if I even so much as talk to another girl or get a txt from a friend I'm a player! I am constantly having to defend my past and the things I have done, but her past is the past and it's no big deal. we work together and no one can know about us for some reason! I have been on my best behavior treated her very well, but no matter what I do it's not the right thing! In the past I would have said fuck off a longtime ago, but for some reason I really like this girl there is just something about her that makes me.... well anyway the other night she really pissed me off! At this point I don't know what to do keep trying or tell her to go jump off a cliff?

I'll Be Your Boyfriend
Many and many a year ago, when I was about 20 or so :), I took a trip to Ireland to see the country and visit relatives. I had a little cousin in Dublin named Connor. I stayed at his house for a few days. Connor was 6 at the time. Connor asked me if I had a boyfriend. I said no. He said, "Well I'll be your boyfriend." I said ok. He said "Well you have to kiss me." I said ok. He said, "But it has to be a long kiss, not just a quick kiss." I said how long? He said "At least 20 seconds." I said ok, but who is going to count? He said he would count. So he put his lips to mine and counted to 20. Well it came time for me to go, and Connor was not happy about that. "Are you going back to America?" "Yes". He watched me get in the car, and when the car started moving he followed the car down the street yelling "Where do you live in America?" It was very sad and romantic :) This summer I was back in America, in New York where I am from, visiting. And lo an

Train To Help Me Level
This is the second train I am doing to help Hazeleyed Soldier level while he's in Iraq. He is an awesome young married man with three boys. First, stop by his page and rate all of these pictures that are on Hazeleyed Soldier's profile: Second, F/A/R / rerate all of the riders (all initial riders need to hit each other up): Tulsa's Angel~ Sarge's Bad Girl ~ Club FAR Team LOVE Captain ~ Fu Owned by Steve!@ fubar (wife is running my page for me)@ fubar ♑Browneyes♑ Proud member of the FHSG@ fubar Steve ~Club United~@ fubar ♡STANG®♡FU BAD B!TCH®♡OWNA OF CENTERFOLDS♡@ fubar *Phantom*@ fubar Belladonna Club F.A.R.member...Owned by...Cod Father "T" and Kirkland@ fubar ~♥~SweetAngel~♥~{Dirty South Crew}~*~Club FAR Greatness TEAM CPT.~*~Sarge's Bad Gi@ fubar Sarge's Bad Girls

Stop Domestic Violence
Help Stop Domestic Violence If you are against Abuse in any form this train is for you, both men and women and children are abused in this world everyday abuse comes in many ways not just physical, let's put a stop to it. You didn't/don't have to be abused to be in this train/club there are no pictures to rate because well , who wants to look at pictures of what they went thru or are going thru. brings back to many memories if you ask me. you can join even if you know someone who has or is being abused. abuse is wrong and there is no excuse for it. if your in an abusive relationship you need to get out NOW! it never gets better only worse. here is a small glitter tag for those of you who surived and beat the abuse.... when adding member's fan/add/rate them, if they are already a friend then just re-rate them and leave everyone a comment like " no excuse for abuse" or "i'm joining the domestic violence train" please chec

Just A Story
As I write more this blog will be updated: To all the girls That gave their hearts to someone Who never knew. Annie was a dark haired hazel eyed beautiful girl. She lived in a very small town that really had nothing for her to do in terms of the things she liked. Annie was and always had been a lover of music in general. She never discriminated against a genre. As far as she was concerned all music deserved an audience. Music to her was a form of ones self expression. The more people heard the songs the more they could relate them into their own lives. Everyone has their form of expressing themselves. For Annie it was poetry. She had days where all she did was write poetry to express the hurt she had felt from her past and to move on from it. Annie had always been a shy girl that never seen herself as everyone else did. Being the shy girl that she was, Annie was a keep to herself kind of girl till one day she embarked on a whole new journey in her life. She de

Woot
WOW IS ALL I CAN SAY ABOUT THE TURN OUT OF THIS PIMPOUT. LET THE SPANKINGS BEGIN.... SOME OF THE BEST PEOPLE I HAVE MET ON THE FU!!! ♥ Sweet ♥@ fubar ~ CynzDreams ~Owned by Southern Outlaw Biker~Shadow Leveler~@ fubar JoJo™ aka 1 of the badass bad*girls of fubar...Fu-Owner of Codeputy@ fubar BlondePrincess@ fubar ☆})i({☆@ fubar Submissive Bi Brat =Fu Owner of Ms Priss, Candy@ fubar ♥ Destiny's lil secret ♥Fu-Owner of Jimmie Mac ♥

Kiss: A Touch Or Caress With The Lips
I wish very much that I could hold your face in my two hands and kiss your mouth. I am sure your kisses could feed me: I could live on the sustaining elegance of their touch. A warmth and sweetness would fill my mouth, a wine of such eloquence, no speech, no words would dare to imitate. Your mouth invites kisses as honey in the comb invites tasting: as red, crisp apples want biting; as the cool, orange- yellow of peach and nectarine seek to be sipped, nipped, licked and savored. While the kisses of your mouth could nourish me and my soul for eons, no measurable time would pass through the duration of their gift, and lifetimes would endure while I kissed your mouth held between my two hands.

Bully
Oh noooooooooooooooo... DJ Slammurai is on air and... he was followed!! DJ Slammurai is on air and... he was followed!! Come RAWK with the penguins.. the great family.. and great tunes! Come join Our dysFUNctional family!! (click here to enter)

Nice
Tell me of your wildest dreams All the things you’ve never seen Tell me of our life to come Tell me of our unborn son Name the things you hold most dear The wants, desires that you hold near Name a place you want to go Name to me your deepest woe Write to me of love so sweet From your heart – dig down deep Write to me a song I know Write to me in sweetest prose Hold me close and don’t let go Your love is what I want to know Hold my heart within yours dear Hold me now, pull me near Feel me now our bodies twined Two become one, a single mind Feel my body, taste my soul Feel the love that makes us whole Possible to be friends You are a beautiful woman I want to talk to you I want to be friends I want to talk with you I admire your presence I want to know your e-mail

Just A Heads Up
I Just wanted to let you all know that I seriously appreciate everyone of my friends on my friend list and all those friends who are going to be on my friend list... Being that there are so many I don't get to chat with each one of you individually like I would like too... So please don't think that I only added you for points like most ppl do on here... I would love the chance to chat with everyone,but I know that is virtually impossible so as this goes on I will do what I can and plz even if it is once a month feel free to drop by my page and show me some love and I will repay the favor... xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox's To All My Friends and Friends 2 Be!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Alcohol Vs. Water
Alcohol vs. Water In a number of carefully controlled trials, scientists have demonstrated that if we drink 1 liter of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli (E. coli) bacteria found in feces. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of Poop. However, we do not run that risk when drinking wine (or rum, whiskey, beer, or other liquor) because alcohol has to go through a purification process of boiling, filtering, and/or fermenting. Remember: Water = Poop Beer = Health Therefore, it's better to drink beer and talk stupid, than to drink water and be full of shit. There's no need to thank me for this valuable information; I'm doing it as a public service.

My Soulmate
I believe that every person in life you meet has the potential to be a soulmate. I believe a soulmate is a person who may teach you something you needed to learn, someone who heals a pain you had in your life, who fills a hole left behind in your heart, mind or soul. So, you see, anyone can have more then one soulmate... However, I also believe that there is ONE TRUE SOULMATE for each person... This person does it all... They teach you something new everyday. whether it be about life, about them, or most importantly about yourself, they will always be the greatest teacher you will ever have in your life. They are the only one who can heal ANY pain yopu feel. whether it is physical, mental, emotional or spiritual. They make all of it disappear and keep the pain from coming back. They are the only ones, besides your children, who can fill the emptiness you may feel in heart, mind or soul. they are the foundation on which you stand. The reason foor you to strive to be and do your absolute

Heartache
the world so cold and cruel crushed under the weight the pain and anguish overcome me as i begin to slip into the darkness of heartache indecisiveness the tought of never being able to love eats me alive to he point i cry at night when i think about the pain of being alone seems like yesterday i was away from my troubles and today they have seemed to double i cannot slip the feeling that i went wrong somewhere between here and there from afar someone else's life looks like that of a star

Chief Message
Dear Members, Not many of you understand or know about what goes on behind the scenes running this family. Many countless hours are logged in creating a page and enviroment that includes 1)Pimpouts 2)Rating Members 3)Adding new Members 4)graphics the list is endless. Bottom line, is we all want this family to grow. Currently, with the number of members enrolled there has become a problem I'd like to address. We all need to help one another make this move!! we have a contest we are involved in that's been lacking dearly on comments. Some of you may toss your arms in the air and say "why rate it." Let me explain from the point of view as those running the page. We will be able to add more photos, help better those reaching leveling marks, give more what your want in return. But, it doesn't end here Native Pride is an inward expression lets all hop on that true feeling of what we are inside an show the world and those running this page we really care about what we stand for.

Something Like Me Lyrics By Staind
Shards of broken pieces shattered on the floor its not enough to bleed tears and angry voices cracks around the door no apologies and every time you say you love me I just have to stop and catch my breath how can somebody love something like me if you could only say your sorry there is nothing in this world I can't forget waiting here for you to set me free toys and colored pencils scattered on the floor underneath my feet you're always crying over nothing you're always wanting more you never go to sleep but every time you say you love me I just have to stop and catch my breath how can somebody love something like me and every time I feel im falling she'll be there to save me from myself little angel watching over me our taxis in the driveway our bags are at the door and it still kills me to leave but every time you say you love me I just have to stop and catch my breath how can somebody love something like me and every time I feel im falling

Cry Me A River
PukinDog14...: Emily, pretty sad, you knew i was waiting for HH....you knew it was to come back and rate you...I rated 3 files over 100 pics....I spoke a second after I did ...as a joke and then you don't rate anything ...sad hun!!!!!! PukinDog14...: hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm · PukinDog143!!**... re-rated you a '3' from a '10'! PukinDog143!!**Read my profile and try rating!!!@ fubar go show him some 3 love people

Getting It Off My Chest....
I have needed to get things off my chest for a long time because it has affected so much I have done since. Not making much sense am I? Ever have a conversation with someone, that you NEED to have, but were scared to have it? That this is what I have done in my past type conversation. Not that I ever claimed to be an angel. Actually, my Mom always said I was 90% devil, 10% angel as a kid. Her little imp. Well the conversation I had with my boyfriend last night has opened up things I feel I should get out...for good. My current boyfriend is truly the love of my life and I cannot wait to spend the rest of my life with him. He is heaven sent and I have to pinch myself to believe that he's with me, he loves me, he wants to spend his life with me and my boys. Cloud nine has a permanent resident. We talked about how we need to keep communication open and honest. it's so important, and I told him that I trust him but I have had issues in the past. I have had things go o

I Love To Help My Fubar Friends
I love helping out all my fubar friends in the followings: comments bomb contest, fubucks only auctions, rate only contests, and who asked for help to leveling up. I'm a gentleman and won't asked for help to leveling up because i will feels great if i can do it on my own. I want to thank all my friends who have help out in past and in the future of fubar. all my fubar friends wonderful fun sunday and thank you very much.

Piece Of My Heart
Piece Of My Heart In the silence of my world, My mind remembers you. That little corner of my heart, Opens up, and I find you seeping through. I remember how you made me smile. The way you use to hold me. All the plans that we made, For the future that never came. What was it in the universe, That said we could never be. Why is my heart still acheing, Every time I think of you. It seems like just yesterday, That you where here near me. Was it more than I perceived. Is that why you are not here with me? Or was I not good enough, And you need someone better than me. My mind is always wondering, What it was I should have done. I can not turn back the hands of time, And I know I will never have you. Could I block you from my heart? Rip out that piece that you stay in deep inside? Isn’t it funny how memories are. Never allowing us to be set free. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved

What The Hell Is Wrong With Me?
Why am I still waiting on David? What the hell is wrong with me? I love this man with all my heart but I am a dumb ass to think he and I will ever work out. I have always been a faithful person and I don't talk to a other person when I am in a relationship with someone. I don't mean being friends with someone I mean sex talk, leading someone one and having a emotional relationship. That is something he has done more than once and it always leads to us breaking up and him sleeping with someone the very first night he moves out. My heart breaks and I am scared all over again. We have been together off and on for about 5yrs now. This time it was my choice for him to leave I mean he went after my daughter (tried to hit her with the phone). I don't even beat my kids there are other ways to punish them that last longer. Anyways yes it hurt me, but at the same time I was really ok with it till I found out that he used it as an excuse for me to kick him out. He was seeing some chick from where

Dark Veil
I hide behind the veil, of powder and pencil, I live behind the will, of hunger and grief. Only to become, underneath it all a shade darker I am unleashed, into the night in search of life, But stumble upon, something.. Terrifying .. I find I only need to look, within myself, to see the horror, that is mine ...I stumble to a mirror and see the reflection, of evil itself You see. The Devil.. He doesn't exist, as we have been taught to know it. He is in me... Every rage, every sin, every scream, he is in me.

Caa #28
Another friend request for a friend and his family caught in the aftermath of Hanna, neither of them have been through anything like this, and of course we need to add all the other family, friends and people also affected by the storm. Angel Prayers for their continued safety and power to calm them and help them get through this alright. Doc

Caa #29
This one I take a special interest in, being that all of you that know me know and my time here, know what I do behind the scenes. There is a good friend of a friend who is going through a rough time with his separation. Let us send angel prayers to help guide him and his marriage, all in God's will, to be there to sustain him in his hour of need. We send angel healing and power, and as always it is God's will that this is used to his greater good. My friend, I pray, personally, that everything works out for you, and if ever there is a need to talk, I am here. Doc

Caa #30
Colt Fan, a friend of my friend, is in need of Angel Prayers and Power. His grandmother is dying, and this is always a hard thing for someone close to us, for us to let go. We send this to help sustain him in this time of need, and even in time of grief. Colt Fan, just know that there are people here, even if we don't know you, that are praying for you. Doc

Just Sharing My Thoughts
Have you ever looked at the moon and wondered if the person you care about is looking at the same moon. well i have alot lately and the sound of his voice on the phone cheered me up after devistating news.

Going On Vacation
Im going on vacation soon My first cruise going to Mexico for the first time from Sep 21-Oct 2 to Zihuatanejo/Ixtapa, Cabo San Lucas, Acapulco, Mazatlan and Puerto Vallarta Of course Im doing shore excursions also including a shrimp luncheon and tequila tasting (not on the same day! LOL) I'd love any suggestions you have Make them serious or funny Just dont be rude about it I cant wait for the trip!

Newest Hobby
Wow sometimes its a pain getting into a new hobby. i recently desided since winter is on its way i needed something to do. so i finally got into. Radio Controlled Helicopters And man alive i went from 150 investment to 40 in damages within 2 mins, talk about sucky lol. anyways as time goes on i will learn more and post videos of my flying abilitys which are very lacking at this time lol.

Tat Man73 For Sexiest Man On Fubar Update
Can you do me a just one little favor Tat man73 my other half :) Is in the Sexiest Man on Fubar Contest. Now I already think he's the sexiest but for real you know you do to lol so pleaseeeeee on my knees here can you go give him just one rate. If you already rated him last week rates have been reset please stop in and re rate him. Right now he's 1 rate from 3rd. Any of you he'd help if you ask so I'm asking for him please!!!!!!!!!! Pleasssssssse :)

Who The Fuck Stole My Laptop?!?!
Friday evening marked the close to one of the worst days I've had in quite a while. I had movers in my apartment taking boxes, etc, out to the truck, and I'm in the back typing away on the boards. My cameraman had shown to see if I needed a hand, and because it was just me and the movers, I asked him to just hang out til they left. He agreed, and set up his MacBook Pro in my living room, so he could see everything the movers were doing, just to keep them kinda in his line of site. The front door was open, so he could see anyone walking in front of my door, too. This went on for a few hours, all without incident. As the movers were finishing up the last few loads, I called the cameraman back to where I was (about twenty feet away) to look at one of the threads I'd found. He sees it, smirks at the contents, and turns back to the living room...the chair he was sitting in...the night table he rigged as a work station...mouse pad...power cord...even two hard drives FILLED with conten

Go Noles!!!!
First game of the season with a new starting QB, and they stomped Western Carolina 69-0. Hope this turns into a great season. Also, am happy for the IRISH. Won their opener against San Diego State 21-13. Florida whooped up on Miami with a 26-3 victory to add to their second of the year defeating Hawaii 56-10 last week.

Love Gone Bad
its so late now.all asleep .i can hear my heart bitting.then u snik in to my mind again. my love my bad obsesion... when we met u set still n i asked u what r u tinking about? u said how to kiss u. u did .n u had m heart in your hands. for awhile my love was your reson to live but then the dark day came when u cried n said u can no longer be with me.u killed me that day .allmost 10 years ago we set n creid.i told u that ill wait ill understand but u were like yourself.2 years i cried my self to sleep. i cuold smell n feel your tuch.your voice tellig me how much u need me. 10 years lots of water under the bridg.we both moved on but baby there aint no cure 4 bad obsesion.i remember u .thogh 4 u im only well ill neve know would i?

Am I Scared?
just thinking ... there is someone i really truly like ... and i am scared to get involved only because i know if and when i do i will fall so hard to that person and i am scared i am going to get hurt! he is a great guy! i love hanging out with him and we have great conversations about anything! we can sit and talk for hours on end and its okay ... he has always been there for me when i need something if he can and is always there with a lending hand even if i dont need anything. sometimes when i need a hug i can call him or randomly see him and get a hug and it makes the rest of the world go away! should i be scared and jump of just sit back and let it all slip away? im so tired of bein hurt and i am not going to jump unless im jumpin with two feet in the water!!

My Birthday Wish
IVE BEEN ASKED,,SEVERAL TIMES. HOW COME I AM NOT MARRIED........... NEVER THOUGHT ABOUT IT,,UNTIL RECENTLY. MAYBE IVE NEVER MARRIED BECAUSE I HAVENT FOUND THE RIGHT GUY FOR ME. IVE HAD SERIUOS RELATIONSHIPS,,,BUT NONE REAL ENOUGH FOR ME TO TAKE THAT STEP. I DONT NEED A GUY WHO MAKES FUN OF ME BECAUSE IM SENSITIVE,,I DONT WANT A GUY WHO WONT EAT BECAUSE HIS MOM NEVER MADE IT THAT WAY. I DONT WANT A GUY WHO TELLS ME NOT TO LET WORDS BOTHER ME & SAYS HE WILL ALWAYS TAKE HIS MOMS SIDE ,,HE DOESNT WANT TO HURT HER FEELINGS. I DONT WANT A LITTLE BOY,NOT SOMEONE WHO HAS TO THREATEN ME OR BELITTLE ME IN ORDER TO MAKE HIMSELF FEEL POWERFUL. I DONT WANT SOMEONE WHO THINKS SINCE I AM A FEMALE,,,IM LESS THAN HIM I WANT THE GUY WHO WILL HOLD ME WHEN I CRY,,EVEN IF HE THINKS ITS FOR SILLY REASONS. OR LAUGH AT MY JOKES,,,NO MATTER HOW WEIRD THEY ARE. ONE WHO WILL TRUELY APPRECIATE HAVING A LADY BY HIS SIDE ONE THAT WILL WELCOME HOME-COOK MEALS WHEN HE COMES HOMES THAT ENJOYS SI

Seriously...grow Up !!!
Every now and then I have to have one of these...cos somedays I swear I have a dickhead magnet on. I post my NSFW pics...because I want to ..not for anyone else..not for points (Cos they dont count anyways !!). Its another expression of me, they are done tastefully...its only boobs and bum for gods sake..im not sitting there with my legs spread and a cam in between them !! My point is ..if your going to view them..be reasonable..dont act like some pimply horned up 16 year old that gets a hard on when someone bends over !! Alot of people say.."Why have them at all then if your gonna get upset about it"...and my point is.."Because I chose to"..this is an adult site..supposedly !!.And they aren't crude pictures. Ive made my pictures private before..and then spent all day answering my shout with "Can i few your private pics"...I have them open to friends for that reason..look if you want..comment ..then leave it at that...dont jump in my shout and say "Nice tits" or "How big

A Night At The Roxbury
I made this video playlist at myflashfetish.com LET'S GO TO THE ROXBURY PARTY THE NIGHT A WAY! IF YOU LIKE THE JOIN IN ON THE FUN FIRST RATE 2 FOLDERS MINES AND THEN DJ SUNSHYNE'S TITLE ROXBURY FOLDER 1 FOLDER 2 SECOND THEN C

Broken
Broken hearts, love's deceit, pieces fall down to my feet. Broken promises, love's a lie, puddles form from tears I cry. Broken dreams, love's illusion, sorrowed cause of your intrusion. Broken hope, love's a game, doesn't last, ends the same. Broken sleep, love's the cause, digs at me with sharpened claws. Broken spirit, love of sorrow, stolen now is my tomorrow. Broken life, love is lost, Broken now and that's the cost. I didn't write this,but I thought it was good

Ok I Am In The Contest Only Rates
only one rate needed and you have to be added to his list for the contest rates to count for me i can only bomb myself and only one rate is needed to help me I will return the favor 10 fold to you for the help he is Pharoh in my family . Please show your'e love only 1 rate please the rest I have to do myself. Thanks simply me sandee HERE IS THE LINK YOU HAVE TO ADD HIM OR I GET ILLIMINATED

Love
LOVE Have you ever loved so deep, Haunted your mind even in sleep? Lost your heart, before you knew, Not sure how, or when it grew? Ached and longed, until you wept, Tortured, unbidden, secrets kept, Afraid to voice what is within, For opening is where it begins. The seed of hope, jealousy and fear. Emotion met, or withered and sere? How much pain is worth the chance? To let your heart eternally dance. Feel the joy, comfort and peace, Allow the pain to finally release, Take love to its fullest measure, Succumb to the physical pleasure, Touch and kiss, hold and caress, Bring to heights of breathlessness, Becoming one, at once entwined, Hearts, souls and bodies combined. Is it worth such a great leap? To fall so fast, so incredibly steep, Landing crushed, battered, sore, Or fly away together, forever more.

Whatever....
What do you tell a heart that just won't listen anymore? How can you wipe a tear that doesn't fall? It was always the small things that had mattered most to me, but for some reason its hard to see what really matters at all anymore. I spent most of my adult life searching for that someone who would stay at my side and always know that no matter what everything would be alright. So what has changed? Maybe nothing at all, but perhaps everything. The beautiful thing about the mind is that it can change, but is that always good? The things that a person can believe in for so long can change because life has a funny way of leaving everlasting impressions on us. To achieve happiness may mean doing something that you know will hurt someone even your own self, and in knowing this fact will you still chose to do it? Love, oh love... now that is a topic...lol! Why? Whats the point in the end there will always be disappointment, and someone will always be hurt. So when you

Melanoma
Hello Everyone My 13 year old niece Jessica has been newly diagnosed with melanoma (cancer). I know she would appreciate you all keeping her in your prayers and thoughts. Let's all hope and pray that they find a cure for Cancer. Thank you all Slick

Just Thinking...i'm Gonna Have To Move Soon...
Of course, I don't know of anyone who absolutely loves to move, other than my mother. She'll never admit to it, I'm sure but I think she secretly enjoyed packing what little she and her children had every six months just for the change of scenery! It was something she was good at. Her ability to efficiently organize absolutely everything was something she could completely control and she reveled in it. I never knew, at the time, what excuse she had to move us so often. All I knew is that it meant I would be going to a new school and have to start all over again. It always left me feeling anxious being "the new kid". Just thinking that I had to do that twelve times over growing up, it's no wonder I felt that way! I do admit though, if we hadn't of moved several times I would not have met some of the best people I have ever known in my life and for that I am grateful. On my recent trip back home I spent a lot of time with just my mom. Everyone else in the family was bu

I Don't Understand Friends
I rush to the aid of what I thought was a friend only to find out that after all the time, I'm disposable. I'm like a used fucking razor. Single use i guess. Use once and toss out. And it isn't as thought this is someone I just met. I have known her a long time. She burned someone I have cared about for what seems like forever now. And in doing so, she burned me. Time heals scars. But what about hearts?

Hope For The Best
My b/f and I have been dating for a little bit now but it hasn't been long. But the last week or so he has been a little distant. I know hes been really busy but at the same time when he says he will call me, he doesn't. Hes done this a few times already. And even though its small, little things like that hurt my feelings. It makes me feel like hes losing interest. He just recently picked college back up which is fine with me, I have no problem with him working and going back to school but I don't think he's managing his time well. He has all week to finish something and the one day that I have to spend with him he's doing work.. Now it doesn't upset me its just the fact that I'm there and I would like to spend as much time as possible with him because I haven't seen him all week. But my main issue is that he hasn't talked to me at all like he used too, and he never calls me anymore. If he does its for two seconds, literally! I could just be paranoid thinking that what little

Watch For Bikers
BIKERS For all who know motorcycle riders I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But, you

Bullshit That Is Called Love
god I just dont understand things now a days..Im normaly a happy person but sometimes Im just get really fucking lonely and sad. I feel like NO one gets me at all and that Im going to die a cold and lonely death. dateing sites are ponitless for someone like me, yea I message people with oh I think your cute and hot but I would just like to find someone that didnt play games or fuck around I have met guys that said all kinds of things, from I love you to I want to be with you forever but there full of shit most of the time. I guess Im just bitter or blind when something comes around I grew up haveing to setle with what ever I could get and I tired of not finding just one thing I really want yea yea I would love a good fucking but I want more then that to tell you the truth. Im just fucking sick of seein everyone else happy with there lovey dovey bullshit I want that too I could be picky, but there isnt anything wrong with being picky Im sorry. I have a back

Potted Weekend
The weekend always whizzes by at a frightening rate but when James is home it's even quicker. So here I am, 3pm on Monday afternoon wondering where it went!! My hubby heads back to the continent on Wednesday and he's just gone to visit his Mum so I figured I'd slip a quick blogular under the radar. He has looked through my Fubar stuff though (whilst here and whilst away) and is enjoying what I'm doing so it's all good in the Hood! We went to this wedding reception on Saturday night and we kind of knew it would be crap. Lots of drunk people we didn't know and little kids bouncing balloons around the room and doing mad knee slides across the dancefloor. Old aunties bopping away to 'Come On Eileen' and 'Karma Chameleon'. Puuurrrrrlease!!! I was with James and Jon so I was ok thank God. Me and James went outside for a cigarette once it went dark but the rain was just horrific so we managed to find this little doorway around the corner and ended up having sex against the wall!

Hard 2 Handle's Most Excellent Pimpout For The Sexxy Ones
Check On It - Destinys Child I just wanted to do a bulletin about some amazing women on fu! All these women are beautiful, sexy, have salutes and are DRAMA FREE!!! Please take a few minutes to check them out. You would be improving your friends list if you added them. But at least drop by and check them out, say "Hi", rate (or re-rate) their page, fan them, give them a drink, or Bling them. They all deserve all the positive attention you can give them. I have put them in no certain order. Just went through my friends list and grabbed their link!*~La*La~* Hard2Handle & BnwB's FuWife @ fubar 'X©ït€M€ **Å§ÅÐ§' FU Woman** 1st Asst of Dylon's Diva Mafia* @ fubar ♥ ©hristinÅ11 aka Béªütifùl Ðí$ª$tër™ ♥

Master/kitten
Kitten looked up at Master a little scared. They'd never done this before; but when kitten confessed her dream to Master he got excited, almost taking her right then. Master stopped himself though. He immediately started teasing Kitten. He sat her on his lap and slid his hand down her stomach slowly, into her panty and cups his hand over her pussy. "M-master," she moaned looking up at him pushing her hips toward his hand. he took her clit between two fingers and rubbed gently just the way she liked. Immediately she dug her nails into her palms moaning desperately. "Please Master may i cum?" Kitten begged him as he slowly trailed a finger up from her dripping pussy and over her clit then circling it slowly. Master didn't respond and instead just withdrew his fingers from inside of her lace boy-shorts, bringing a whimper from her lips. "Kitten is not allowed to cum until I fuck her tonight," he whispered nipping her neck softly, a groan escaped her lips, Master had brought her s

Iris-goo Goo Dolls
And I'd give up forever to touch you, Cause I know that you feel me somehow. You're the closest heaven that I'll ever be, And I don't want to go home right now. And all I can taste is this moment, And all I can breathe is your life, And sooner or later it's over, I just don't want to miss you tonight. And I don't want the world to see me, Cause I don't think that they'd understand. When everything's made to be broken, I just want you to know who I am. And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming, Or the moment of the truth in your lies. When everything feels like the movies, Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive. And I don't want the world to see me, 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand. When everything's made to be broken, I just want you to know who I am. And I don't want the world to see me, Cause I don't think that they'd understand. When everything's made to be broken, I just want you to know who I am. And I don't want the world to

I Remember-stabbing Westward
Do you ever wonder where we would be if we had tried a little harder It seems like yesterday that we were making plans for the future But it's been so long since I have mourned the dreams Those dreams we've left abandoned And I'm haunted by your face and the memory of your kisses sweet kisses Do you remember I still remember so much I remember never(always) feeling so alive Do you remember I still can't forget your touch We swore that we would never end we knew our love transcended space and time The memories slip away the ghost of what we were is fading But there is no more pain which is finally cause that night I was dying I was Dying Now I don't even recognize the girl I swore that someday I would marry But I can't forget her face and I can't forget her kisses sweet kisses Do you remember I still remember so much I remember never feeling so alive Do you remember I still can't forget your touch Or how we swore that we would never be alone Do you remember I sti

Amazing.
things i've just learned. 1. smirnoff rasberry and coke zero are phenomenal together. 2. if Luvy doesn't fall down and hurt herself the first day of Gym, it's just not a school year. 3. Wyclef Jean can't possibly put out a bad song even if he tried. 4. #1 sneaks up on you quick if you haven't eaten yet. hahahahahahaha Fast Car (Ft. Paul Simon) - Wyclef Jean

Surgery Today
Vitamin de is having surgery today. It would be nice it you would send her get well comments, get well gifts, or just a personal E-Mail hoping she will be well and home again soon. Let's show our newest member what a close knit, wonderful, and caring group that we are. Thank you so much. Hoakie

Assholes,dickheads And More Assholes
I NOTICED AT THERE ARE ALOT OF ASSHOLES ON FUBAR THAT ARE QUICK WITH THE "YOURE FAT" OR "YOURE UGLY" COMMENTS AT THE EXPENSE OF OTHERS. THESE ARE USUALLY THE SAME ASSHATS THAT HAVE 1000 PICS IN THEIR PROFILES OF OTHER PEOPLES CARS, ACTRESSES AND SHIT LIKE THAT. MY QUESTION IS THIS....WHY DONT THEY POST PICS OF THEMSELVES AND THEIR SHIT? ILL TELL YOU WHY! CAUSE MOST OF THES FAILED ABORTIONS THAT HAVE A COMPLEX THAT THEY ARE BETTER THAN OTHERS. WHERE I AM FROM,...THAT IS DESERVING OF A LITTLE "IRISH PHYSICAL THERAPY"

Very Bad Letters It Was Not Me!!!!
March 6 2008 Mike Watson *********** *********** Dear Michael, I would like to thank you for taking the time to interview for the position here at Mail America Communications. I enjoyed talking with you and appreciate your interest in our organization. The fact that you had an interview speaks well for your background. At this time, however, we feel that is not match. Again, thank you for interest. I wish you the best in career endeavors. Sincerely, Jerry Grishaw Department Manager What The FUCK That GUY saying to me about my interview for a job!! I have seen lot of posted in the Fucking Sunday Newspapers for often and I tried show them!!! That I can do it!!! FUCKING ALL HEARING PEOPLE IN THAT WORLD!!!! That's why I got depressed and not happy that I can't get a job???

Did You Ever Know Hate?
I dont think i ever have till now. Anyone who is my close friend knows of my situation. Thursday is eviction court day with the old asshole ex boss/landlord. Last Wed he illegally turned off my electric, now is using friends to try to intimidate me by threatening to press whatever charges he think he can trump up against me. Trust me I've done nothing but scare the fucker cuz its him in fact who is going down not me. What irritates me more is the power that i seem to give this man. Everytime i hear a threat, he does some insane thing (ie the electric shut off - which was illegal itself, sending cops to my door for supposedly selling rooms to his roach motel etc etc.) it sets me off in a tailspin of anxiety and frustration and fear. Hate is such a strong word but for the first time in my life i find myself using it in reference to this man. I want him to hurt the way i do. Struggle and worry over things, do without and wonder where he is gonna be next month, next week...t

Short List Of Products Made From Oil.
This is just a short list it doesn't even begin to list every product made from oil.For all of the narrow minds who think that if we would all drive hybrids we could rid our lives of the evil black stuff. Educate yourselves. The world revolves around oil and will continue to do so for generations to come! Clothing Ink Heart Valves Crayons Parachutes Telephones Enamel Transparent tape Antiseptics Vacuum bottles Deodorant Pantyhose Rubbing Alcohol Carpets Epoxy paint Oil filters Upholstery Hearing Aids Car sound insulation Cassettes Motorcycle helmets Pillows Shower doors Shoes Refrigerator linings Electrical tape Safety glass Awnings Salad bowl Rubber cement Nylon rope Ice buckets Fertilizers Hair coloring Toilet seats Denture adhesive Loudspeakers Movie film Fishing boots Candles Water pipes Car enamel Shower curtains Credit cards Aspirin Golf balls Detergents Sunglasses Glue Fishing rods Linoleum Plastic wood Soft contact lenses T

His Trip To Philly...
Thursday night DJ came to Philly. I picked him up from the bus station. We had a great time being together. I hate that he had to go, but soon enough we will move in together. I love being with him. Friday after we got pictures done at my work we went to South ST with Chrissy and Lisa and he had his first Cheese steak (which he loved!) he bought me a bracelet and the we went to the bar for a little bit with Vanessa and he met Amanda & Jim. Saturday he rained all day so we kinda had a lazy day in but I loved being in his arms so it was okay. We rented some Movies and snuggled. Sunday he met my Sister Jodi but most of the day we continued to snuggle, lay in bed, and have hott sex! Haha. I love him so much. We have amazingly cute pictures!!!!!!! I can't wait till he comes back to visit me. XOOXOXOX

~my Fu-owner~
~COME SHOW MY NEW OWNER SOME FU-LOVE~"> ~AND HELP HER GODMOTHER~ ~JUST CLICK THE PIC BELOW TO MEET ONE OF THE SWEETEST LADIES YOU WILL EVER HAVE THE PLEASURE OF MEETING~ Mysticfairy@ fubar Happiness In Slavery - Nine Inch Nails ~THIS BULLETIN/BLOG BROUGHT TO YOU WITH LOVE FOR MY OWNER BY~

Come Check Out These Sweethearts!!!!
OK,we did it again, i guess we get bored easy, giveaways with NO time limit for we have lives out side of here and NO hurry. so if ya all get a minute or 2 and want to pop in on one or all of us you are welcome too HUGGZZZ ALL AND THANK YOU ALL FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE!!!=) ============ OK,♦♦Queen♦♦ needs 50,000 rates/comments to receive a 150 credit bling pack... !!=) ================ OK,♥ Çhåøtï¢ ¶®îñçë$$ ♥ needs 50,000 rate/comments to receive a 150 credit bling pack !!=) ================== OK, ♥~Bratt~♥ needs 50,000 rate/comments to receive a 150 credit bling pack !!=) THANK YOU ALL FOR HAVING PATIENCE WITH US HYPER ONES... LOVE YA ALL.

Curiosity Didn't Kill This Cat
When I was a teenager my mother wasn't particularly motherly and I wound up living in a girl's home in East New York. Well there was this guy that liked me and he had an apartment so I ended up leaving the girl's home to live with him. What would you do? Girls Home or Guy with his own apartment? So anyway, we had a cat. And the cat got sick and died in my arms. I was only 18 and very sad about it. So we got a little blanket, wrapped the cat in it and put a picture of ourselves and also some rosary beads, and buried the cat in the sports field near the apartment. It was a Catholic cat. So somewhere in Queens there is a cat buried with our picture. I wonder if anybody dug it up yet, or if it will still be there a 1000 years from now and some archeaologists will dig it up. I wonder if it was dug up and the cops are looking for this couple who did an illegal cat burial. The things you do!

Computer Problems
not sure whats really been going on been having problems with my computers..so have not been on here much last few days. Plus fact , I been working alot of hours at work for bonus. I finally managed to get on ut still have some problems. My desk top.. I can get onto yahoo for a second..then flips over to a white screen saying .. done. It will not let me stay on fubar page. Thats mainly the problem with that computer..plus my screen saver isn't working. As for my laptop. The wireless part is not working..but when hook the cable from the router to it.. I can get on. So, anyways... will have to be working on computers this weekend to get them working well. Thanks for all the oomments. Sorry have not made it on to return them.

Miss Yall
Just wanna say a quick hello to everyone! Hope everyones had a great summer!! School has finally started so I have a lil more free time but not much! My daughter is in gymnastics, my son is in cub scouts, and ive been baby-sittin and also gettin involved with scouts and different things that will be goin on at school. I am sorry to everyone for not bein around and not bein here to chit-chat but I hope yall understand why I cant be on like I use to. Anyway hope everyone is doin great and hope to catch up with yall sometime soon!! XOXO

Libra - September 9, 2008
Libra - September 9, 2008 This is one occasion when love may make you overreact because you won't be expecting what you get on your plate today. Anything could happen. Someone from the past may turn up having changed dramatically, enough in itself to give you a shock. You get a second shock when they tell you they want you back - but just stay cool. I wonder who it could be??

I'm A Screamer. Lol
Me and Ruby are on the phone and we're playing a scenario right now (nothing dirty lol), anyway she asked me if I would go see someone if I had the opportunity. and I said yes. REALLY REALLY LOUD. we're both still giggling.

Walking In My Shoes-depeche Mode
I would tell you about the things They put me through The pain I've been subjected to But the Lord himself would blush The countless feasts laid at my feet Forbidden fruits for me to eat But I think your pulse would start to rush Now I'm not looking for absolution Forgiveness for the things I do But before you come to any conclusions Try walking in my shoes Try walking in my shoes You'll stumble in my footsteps Keep the same appointments I kept If you try walking in my shoes If you try walking in my shoes Morality would frown upon Decency look down upon The scapegoat fate's made of me But I promise now, my judge and jurors My intentions couldn't have been purer My case is easy to see I'm not looking for a clearer conscience Peace of mind after what I've been through And before we talk of any repentance Try walking in my shoes Try walking in my shoes You'll stumble in my footsteps Keep the same appointments I kept If you try walking in my shoes If

It's No Good-depeche Mode
I'm going to take my time I have all the time in the world To make you mine It is written in the stars above The gods decree You'll be right here by my side Right next to me You can run but you cannot hide Don't say you want me Don't say you need me Don't say you love me It's understood Don't say you're happy Out there without me I know you can't be 'Cause it's no good I'll be fine I'll be waiting patiently Till you see the signs And come running to my open arms When will you realize Do we have to wait 'till our worlds collide Open up your eyes You can't turn back the tide Don't say you want me Don't say you need me Don't say you love me It's understood Don't say you're happy Out there without me I know you can't be 'Cause it's no good I'm going to take my time I have all the time in the world To make you mine It is written in the stars above Don't say you want me Don't say you need me Don't say you love me It's understood Don't say you

Alright... Let's Be Honest Here...
my life is amazing. even with a wedding to plan. i bought my dress about a week ago. it's gorgeous. it better be for over a grand... but just to inform, it's amazing. next step... they took our offer on the house. we will be moving around mid october. three huge bedrooms. three full bathrooms. 1,755 square feet not including the basement. it's huge. and worth every penny. new jobs, new home, and christ is there a lot to do! i still have a wedding to plan. june 20th. of this coming year. nine months away. but it's gonna go quick. really quick. too much to do in so little time. but i love it. and i love him. yup. that's about it for the update. oooo... and for those of you who actually know me... i enrolled back in school. i should have a real diploma before the end of october. be proud. be very proud.

Before It's Too Late-goo Goo Dolls
I wonder through fiction to look for the truth Buried beneath all the lies And I stood at a distance To feel who you are Hiding myself in your eyes And hold on before it's too late We'll run til we leave this behind Don't fall just be who you are It's all that we need in our lives And the risk that might break you Is the one that would save A life you dont live is still lost So stand on the edge with me Hold back your fear and see Nothing is real til it's gone Hold on before its too late We'll run til we leave this behind Don't fall just be who you are It's all that we need in our lives So live like you mean it Love til you feel it It's all that we need in our lives So stand on the edge with me Hold back your fear and see Nothing is real til it's gone And hold on before its too late We'll run til we leave this behind Don't fall just be who you are It's all that we need in our lives And hold on before its too late We'll run til we leave this beh

Award Banquet
I couldn't be prouder than a peacock for my ESL student Lan. We have both been asked to make a presentation speech for our annual awards banquet later this month. This is in addition to the presentation we made at the orientation for new teachers two weeks ago. She has worked hard to get to this point in less than two years. She has gone from not speaking or reading a word of english in 2000 to being tested in May and acheiveing nearly a 10th grade level in reading comprehension. I was told by my supervisor that she has only one level left in our program before she will have to seek help elsewhere if she wishes to continue studying english. We are looking for additional resources to help her continue. One option is to become a tutor herself but she is not that confident right now. That will come in time.

Lost
some times in ones life they find thems selfs lost..lost in cunfuseion wonder where they belong..wonder how to love..just lost in a world of things they know nothing of...i am not a person who has many answers but a life time of questions...there came a time in my life i where i am getting lost.. is almost helping me see where i want to be and how to get there..but doing it is something i fell that has to be done on my own..noone can guide you to your place in life... it has to be your own will your own inner strength to reach the desires and life i see befor me..to heal i think must begin within befor you can heal the ones you hurt in life ..everyones hurts some one in their life time but forgeivness is true peace to forgive others is always easir then forgiveing your self..i know i am just babbleing but some things i need to say.. i do hope that i am forgiven for the pain i have caused..i never ment to hurt any one in my life.. well i am done ranting ..thanks and blessed be

Pueblo Blessing
Hold on to what is good even if it is a handful of earth. Hold on to what you believe even if it is a tree which stands by itself. Hold on to what you must do even if it is a long way from here. Hold on to life even when it is easier letting go. Hold on to my hand even when I have gone away from you."

Another auction
I have joined another auction. (Peer pressure is a bitch!!!!) Here's the info so go bid bunches on me and make me feel loved. Please and Thank you!!!!!!! Check here to place your bids! Auction hosted by John(a/k/a RadioXshow)

Keeping This Fellow Racer In Our Prayers
From today's Volusia News Journal: September 09, 2008 Driver critical after crash at local track By GODWIN KELLY Motorsports Editor DAYTONA BEACH -- Mike Corcoran had no pulse and was not breathing when Volusia Speedway Park emergency crew members came to the race driver's aid after a horrifying accident Saturday night at the half-mile dirt oval. "He was laying there, in the track, no helmet, blood was pooling," said an infield eyewitness, who asked not to be identified. "I was watching his feet. They never moved." Corcoran, a weekend racer from Holly Hill, was listed in critical condition at Halifax Medical Center on Monday night. In what veteran race fans and competitors described as the most disturbing racing accident they have ever seen, Corcoran was ejected from his Pure Stock race car after a violent blow to the undercarriage of his car from another competitor. According to various accounts, including a Volusia County Sheriff's incident report, Corcoran's r

Memories
If your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want, good or bad. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised about what people remember about you!

Friendship
NAILS IN THE FENCE Make sure you read all the way down to the last sentence. (Most importantly the last sentence) There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His Father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence. The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence. Finally the day came when the boy didn't l ose his temper at all. He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper. The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone. The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence

Sesame Street Punk Video
This is a video that I made for my tech punk version of Sesame Street, called "Sesame Street Punk". It's only half way edited, so the lips vs the lyrics is like a kung fu movie. I might just keep it that way. lol. Oh In case you didn't notice, the intro is a Wendy and Lisa of Prince spoof. Oh and I did the voices. lol.

Company Needed
6 Truths of Life 1. You cannot touch all your teeth with your tongue. 2. All idiots, after reading the first truth, will try it. 3. And discover that The first truth is a lie. 4. You're smiling now because you're an idiot. 5. You soon will forward this to another idiot. 6. There's still a stupid smile on your face. I apologize about this. I'm an idiot and I needed company ....

My Dad
We would out that my Dad has Lung Cancer. They are going to go in and remove half of his lung. This by no means will cure it all so they say. Its going to be a hard time for me because Father is not only my Dad he is my best friend and has been since i was about 10 years old. My Dad has always been ther for me and i love him dearly. This is going to be a hard time in my life. Please keep my Dad Kenny in your prayers.. thanks guys

Danielle's Poem
She caught my eye, with an angelic smile The kind that takes your breath away But so much more than a pretty face I've learned from our talks and texts, each day As luck would have it, she wonders about me She’s curious to know about the man that I am Someone I feel I could hold onto forever Don’t come with bullshit, she won’t give a damn She makes me smile daily, without even trying And she hasn’t the slightest idea it seems Blind to the fact that she’s totally caught me Without any effort she invaded my dreams So now that I have her the test is to keep her Try to be everything, there is in me to be To tell her each day that she’s all that I’ve wanted And what an honor it is… to have her by me…

Just Read This Onmike's (baby J's) Blogs . Fyi
Major Stash and MUMM changes coming soon... post date: 2008-09-10 02:03:37 views: 841 comments: 115 ratings: 0 hey everyone, STASH: in the next week or 2 i'll be moving the Stash to some new equipment. instead of trying to get all the old stuff onto the new gear, we're just going to start fresh. once we move to the new equipment, the old stash entries will be gone forever. if you have anything important in your Stash that you'd like to keep, go into your stash, edit the entry, cut & paste it and mail it to yourself. when the new stash is live, you can then cut & paste the old items into the new stash and you'll be set. in addition to running on new equipment, i'm going to tweak some of the settings on the Stash's so that we can add more features to it later. one of these changes will be reducing the number of total stash entries you can have on your account. it will be a small number, probably around 15 to 25. the idea is to keep the important/good stuff in it and let

How Do I Do This??
There is nothing quite like sitting in your home when you receive a call you had never imagined. My first husband passed away this week at the age of 33. He wasn't a casualty of the war as I had thought he would be, rather he died at the hands of a fellow Marine. I think that makes things more difficult to accept. We didn't part on the best of terms. He fell in love with another woman and to be honest, I was too young to have ever been married in the first place. No girl at 17 is ready to spend a lifetime with one person. He did some crappy things like throwing me out of military housing during the divorce when in reality I was allowed to be there until it was finalized. But he was angry and I can't blame him. I wasn't the best wife at times. I wasn't expecting his mother to contact me. The last I had heard, he was planning on getting married to another woman and I had long since moved on. The phone call came as a surprise. I never expected to hear my ex mother-in-law's voice on the ot

Feelings
I WANT 2 B THAT 1 GIRL HE CANT LIVE WITHOUT I WANT 2B THAT 1 GIRL HE CANT 4GET I WANT 2 B THAT 1 GIRL HE LOVES 2 WAKE UP2 N THE LAST 2 GO 2 BED WITH I WANT 2 B THAT 1 GIRL HE CANT GET OFF HIS MIND I WANT 2 B THAT 1 GIRL THATS HIS EVERYTHANG

Edwin Collins-girl Like You
I've never known a girl like you before Now just like in a song from days of yore Here you come a knockin', knockin' at my door And I've never met a girl like you before You give me just a taste so I want more and more Now my hands are bleeding and my knees are raw Now you've got me crawlin', crawlin' on the floor And I've never met a girl like you before You've made me acknowledge the devil in me I hope to God I'm talkin' metaphorically Hope that I'm talkin' allegorically Know that I'm talkin' about the way I feel And I've never known a girl like you before Never, never, never, never Never known a girl like you before This old town's changed so much Don't feel like I belong Too many protest singers Not enough protest songs And now you've come along Yes you've come along And I've never met a girl like you before Never Met a Girl Like You Befo - Iggy Pop

Deer Meat
DEER MEAT A man kills a deer and takes it home to cook for dinner. Both he and his wife decide that they won't tell the kids what kind of meat it is, but will give them a clue and let them guess. The kids were eager to know what the meat was on their plates, so they begged their dad for the clue. 'Well,' he said, 'It's what mommy calls me sometimes'. The little girl screams to her brother 'Don't eat it, it's an asshole..'

On Wings Of Love
On Wings Of Love You came into my life Cutting through the air like a knife Such a beautiful thing to see As you rushed over the trees Your golden wings spread wide Seeming to fill the sky Coming from above On Wings Of Love I wondered about life With all its misery and strife So long have I been alone Then off your wings the sun shone Lifting me up to the sky On stronger wings I now fly Together we will face whatever comes When we join as one under the sun All your cares and fears with me you can share Whenever you're feeling down, I will be there Whenever you cry, I will kiss away the tears On Wings Of Love, I will chase away your fears Come soar with me now above the trees Where together we will be free Wing tip to wing tip for all of time On Wings Of Love

I Am The One
I am the One I am the One Who waits each day For each days surrender And for the night With its brief escape From the prison of this lonely need I can hear the Blood Course through Your veins A rushing wave In a distant sea And the sound of Your pulse beating A constant ticking in My ears Counts out each second Of Our seperation Each hour of My longing I am restless in My hunger For Our perfect union But I must wait For Night's release When Your love will surrender You call Me From Your sleep And I rise To Your hearts whisper My path is lit By the candle of Your skin A flame In the Blood hot Moon I watch You Through the window Through the shade Of a sleepless dream I am the rustling Of a soft night breeze I am the sweet mist Of Your breath And I know You feel My presence Your body moves With each stroke Of My gaze The music of Your dance Is now the rhythm of Desire In the space between Your dreams You will show Me All Your

All He Ever Needed
All He Ever Needed He had fallen in love It had felt so strong They had met in the skies above And then without a word she had gone At night she had left him in his bed And had moved outside Many tears had she shed On great wings she took to the sky He had moved outside Ready to follow But she was no where in sight His heart suddenly felt hollow He knew she was gone With wings spread, he took flight For weeks he sang her name in song Searching day and night Alone again, he sits on a ledge His tears fall to the ground Her scent still lingers in his bed No trace of her has he found His last words to her had been "You are all I ever needed"

There Is Always A Solution
With the recent Mumm changes and considerations by Baby J, I went into his blog to read an addition to his post. I will summarize to say that he is sick of regulars spending there days in the mumms etc. And he would be around to delete, etc to police if you will. There is always a solution. I propose that should this occur, a boycott of all fubar purchases, should it be VIP, Bling, Ticker or HH be necessary to express our own desire for open forums without censorship. Freely express yourself and post boobies at will

A Dragon's Thoughts
A Dragon's Thoughts Gliding on the cool spring air he lands at the place they often share. Slowly folding his wings he softly starts to sing. A song they have always sung at this place under the afternoon sun. He slowly lowers himself down carefully resting his weight on the ground. Looking at the far-off snow it will soon be gone, this he knows. The winter is slipping away and spring has come to stay. Closing his eyes and looking into his mind knowing every place there and what he will find. The image of beauty so fair comes to him gliding through the air. He knows they were meant to be her love he can see. Turning and laying his head on one wing he continues to softly sing.

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