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Calling
Calling The words have all but stopped They lay scattered on the ground Along with the pieces of my broken heart In a sea of ash my spirit now drowns Some fires can purify a man Some fires simply rage and consume Until the life is decimated Left alone curled up in the corner of my room Inside myself I try to build a wall But I don’t have the strength to stack stones I am left with no defense against the gales The rain strikes hard enough to break bones Where is the face of My Angel? Her touch is so needed by me Her kiss brings healing waters Whose ears will hear my plea? Fractured by the though of this distance As my moments drag on into years Time that is lost forever between us My pain sharp as the end of a spear So here I wait as my candle burns down With the despair of forever falling In this pit my voice is swallowed Yet too you My Love I keep Calling

The Things They Dont Tell You About Divorce.
I always thought divorce, though heart crushing was a fairly striaght forward thing. It turns out I was wrong. What they never tell you is how you find a way to live your life everyday without someone you swore to spend it with. It's losing your best friend in the world, then trying to cope when your world falls down around you. Divorce it self can be about many things, or few. I suppose it just depends on what sets you off. One person, or both find that they can no longer love the one they are with, or maybe just not enough to make forever a reality. What ever the case maybe I would like to think there is a point where the anger and the bitterness just fades away. It did for me. All that is left now is a feeling of loss, and sarrow. I lost the one person in the world who understood me better then anyone. Understood me enough to become my wife, and to be the one woman in the world I trusted the way I did. Now that I dont have that friend to talk to you about anything, the o

Special Thanks
Can't say thannks enough to all whos helped me level at happy hour..and afterwards. I been here trying to return some love..but its hard. Had 90 adds..am down to 29 more to go. I need to be goin to bed though..got work at 630 in morning. I will be back sometime..within next day or 2..to finish. Thank you all!

Understanding Animal Totems / Guides
ok i am starting this off by stating, the following information is a a compilation of info I personally have come to think of or understand when it comes to animal totems and guides... please dont critize..if there is anything u would like to add PLEASE by all means add it in the comments PLEASE!!! The Nine Totems Each person has nine animal essences or totems that walk through life with them, teaching and guiding them and in some cases, protecting them. These nine totems usually remain the same throughout your lifetime; however, major life alterations can cause your totems to change as your totems adapt to your new life style. Your totems are found in 7 directions around your spirit: East, South, West, North, Above, Below and Within. The last two animals are walking beside you at all times; your Right Side (male) and your Left Side (feminine). While sometimes the living animal is around you, most often they are only the essence of the animal. At different times in yo

Welcome To The New Fus
Club Oasis we have live cams now come cheek us out brought to you by Club Oasis check us out where the rocking never stop Hiring staff and Dj's if you think you what it takes come hit us up! COME AN JOIN US Come cheek us out where the Rawk Never Stops : allowscriptaccess="Never" allownetworking="internal"> hmm

An Angel
Casted into darkness. Thrown out like yesterdays trash. I was. Hated passionately but many. Fear by the rest. With a blackend soul. So dark even pure evil was fearful of it. Hate bottled inside that was unmeasurable. Given up hope. Facing the reality in front of me. Using others like pawns on a chess board to get where I want. Then she appears. An angel. By anyone else's standard a wonderful person. But in my wicked hate filled eyes. She was my new begining. Her eyes capture my soul. Brought it back to life. her smile erased all the hate. Her love that she showed me . Very little at first. Gave me happiness. It grew stronger and stronger each and every moment I spent with her. Yet still not able to feel her touch. Her kiss. Her warmth. Yet just looking at her. Smile so angelic and full of love. Eyes locked on me so inviting. Made the beast become human and whole. Falling for her so puirely. That not matches or rivals. this whole new form of love. Her never knew exsisted. A love he nev

Politics
Can you believe all the racial jokes going around since Obama won?? I've heard it all!!! OMG!! Just because the man's skin is a little different??? COME ON!! Let's have an IQ over 12 here!! Almost makes me ashamed to be white...notice...I said ALMOST!!! I mean some of em are funny...like the new Nat'l Anthem is changing to..."Movin' on Up"...ok...that IS funny...BUT!!! Let's not EVEN get the whole black & white thing going here!! I'd HATE to even think of how ANYONE can fix this country!! HOLY SHIT!! Would YOU volunteer??? I know I wouldn't! I happen to LOVE ALL PEOPLE!! Now...what I DON'T like?? Immigration...the illegal ones?? I mean...if the American people don't learn to stand together?? We will LOSE our country!! So?? Let's lose the stupidity and start learning to STAND together!! Kudos to Obama if he can help this mess!! And?? WE DO NEED A CHANGE!! No more fuking BUSH and his "administration"...Even if ya didn't vote for him?? Why not give him a chance...

Not Good At All ...
A lady lips and falls goin to the post office.. waits lil over a year and half and desides to sue for pain and suffering. her husbands is tryin to sue as well stating he wants $50,000 because his wife could not preform her womanly duties... All i can think to myself is. if your wife's snapper is only worth 50 grand its time to trade that bitch in on a newer model!!!! this is why we pay insurance and the rates are so damn high!!!!!

Guardian Angels
Hi All, Its a rainy day here and it just got me thinking. It is about my near death experience and Guardian Angels. It all started back in 1997. I was over seas and I get a letter from my mom that my NANA AKA Grandma had passed away (RIP). Three months after that my Dad's mom died. I took it hard because I never got to say goodbye and my NANA was like a second mom to me. I have been to my Nana grave since I have been home and that was also a hard thing to do but I had to at least say goodbye. My dad's mom i think is burried in West Virgina with my grandfather. A guardian angel is an angel who protects and guides a particular person Ok so fast forward to 2003. I had just gotten a new job and was on my way to it when all hell broke lose and I almost died. I was in a freak near fatal car crash. It was like I blacked out or passed out i still to this day don't remember what happened that day and probably never will. i was rushed to hospital and stoped breathing not once but

Update 11/08/2008
Dear friends and family, As many of you know my family is enduring yet another tragedy this year. So far Angel remains on life support, and is making little progress. We are having a difficult time discontinuing life support measures that were put place due to his age. I know that miracles happen every day as an ICU nurse I see it all the time. However, I cannot find it in my heart to believe that there will be a miracle in Angel's situation. Having sustained 3 shots to the head it is not likely he will survive, and if he does he will not be the same Angel we once knew; but will always be our Angel. So many of us take life for granted without realizing that we do. I am one of those people. I never imagined that my sister just 3 years ago would be shot, though she survived. Although, her injuries were to the abdomen. Nor did I imagine that I would ever endure another tragedy of this nature in my lifetime. Sadly, I was mistaken. Life is not an easy task for anyone, and my

Taken By Master.....once Again
She was sitting on the bed taking slow deep breaths. They had met online and now it was time to rendezvous with her online lover. Actually they were much more than just online lovers. They were friends, writing partners, and in a dominate/submissive relationship. She had met him while she was out of school in the summer and had liked his charismatic personality, passion and creativity. His tender heart and wicked imagination sparked a desire within her that she had not expected, and since her last Master had broken her heart, she was not really looking for anything real to happen again; but this man sparked desire in her like no one else had. So now she was sitting more than a 1,000 miles away-- in a hotel. She was dressed in a simple black chemise, with thigh high stockings and 4" spike pumps on her dainty feet, with her hair pulled up into a French twist. Her eyes were drawn to the red number display on the alarm clock by the bed, reading nearly six, his time to arrive. Turning back

Please Read In It's Entirety.
This is one of my Favorite songs of all time: “Deck of Cards” By: Tex Ritter During the North African Campaign, a bunch of soldier boys had been on a long hike. They arrived in a little town called Casino. The next morning being Sunday, several of the boys went to church. A sergeant commanded the boys in church. After the Chaplain read the prayer, the text was taken up next. Those of the boys that had a prayer book took them out. One boy had only a deck of cards, and he spread them out. The sergeant saw the cards and said, "Soldier, put away those cards.“ After the service was over, the soldier was taken prisoner and brought before the Provost Marshal. The Marshal said, "Sergeant, why have you brought this man here?" "For playing cards in church, Sir," was the response. The Marshal asked the soldier, "And what have you to say for yourself, son?" "Much, Sir," replied the soldier. The Marshal stated, "I hope so, for if not I will punish you more than an

My Song
The Continuing Song Voice, intonation, query, Verses in a song. I have listened to your song today, And have learned much about you. Friendship, love, caring, joy, Are among the many messages I have heard. I am spending my day in reflection, The question poised. Can the infinitely small, and The infinitely large be nearly the same. Can a life be a song? Can we divide an infinite line in half, and Have the remains be infinitely long? Can we capture who, and What we are in a once written song? A never ending song? Do we need a relationship To last an eternity? A father divorces, dies, leaving a child, Does he ever really leave? Can he? Memories that sing? The answer depends on the observer, and Their knowledge of the past love being reflected on. Joy at the turn of a phrase, Has an infinite pleasure, When one knows the origin. Or is there ever an origin? Or an end? Or is there just an instance in time, Experienced in all t

I Tried To Tell You
I tried to tell you I love you but the words were hard to find. I'm always thinking about you you're the only one on my mind. Oh why do I act so shy forever hiding my face I should learn to laugh and not to cry put yourself in my place. There were times I tried to kiss you but something told me no. You wanted me to hold you but I kept letting you go. I'm afraid that I am not the guy you've searched for all these years. I will kindly leave now don't you cry try to hold back your tears. It's been so long I haven't seen you for quite awhile When I think of how we me met it only brings back your smile. I remember when I held you then and told you we'd never part I loved you then I love you now and I'll hold you in my heart.

First Blog, Oh My
Well I'm not really into Blogging per say so I guess I'll start off with this: I'm currently 42, living in Spain. I moved here from Texas less than three years ago and don't think I will ever go back except to visit. Not that I don't miss the USA but there is just nothing there with a strong enough pull to hold me there. Yes, I still keep in contact with all my friends and the women I have come to know over the years, I don't burn bridges. This little town I'm in now (Puerto de Santa Maria) reminds me of San Diego back when I lived there. I'm within walking distance from the Beach here and DAMN is it worth it!, LMAO Well, although I have lots of experience in making Web Sites, even from scratch, I have no desire to Pimp this page out, not just yet. If anyone wants to send me something, anything at all, I will post it here if you would like. When I log in I try to rate as many people as I can, Oh, and I'm not cheap like most people I have seen here. In general I Rate 10's but if y

Slobdom
For the longest time i couldn't figure out how the downstairs neighbor new in advance that i was having guests over. Until today when I was greeted at the door with her usual "I don't mean to scare you..." Shes always sneaking up an scaring the shit outta me! Anyway today my mystery was solved with the neighbors statement of, "I heard the vacuum going, you must have people coming over tonight" Hmmmm i think maybe i need to either clean more or have friends over more often with translates to the same thing lol, im a slob!

My Wonderful Family Dinner
These last few week have been difficult for me and had been affecting me. My family knew it and decided to cheer me up. They made a wonderful meal for me. First course was salad of baby field greens, apples, cranberries, walnuts with a raspberry pomegranate vinaigrette. Second course was home made split pea soup. Main course was grilled brined pork chops, grilled asparagus and cherry tomatoes and mashed butternut squash with marscapone cheese. Dessert, what else.....so'mores over an open fire pit! They table served me, pour wine for me and made it a very special evening.

Friend Winning A Bet!
Her screen name is 38ddtatas and she is a GREAT friend of mine!!! Anyway she kinda got suckered into a little bet with someone on here about getting points to level......Anyway RATE/FAN/ADD/AND BLING HER PLEASE!

I Am Breakfast!
You Are Eggs Traditional and totally grown up, you truly believe that breakfast is the most important meal of the day. You don't skimp on nutrition or quality. You're likely to take the time to make yourself a decent meal each morning. You're a great cook, even if you aren't a showy one. You can make a feast out of simple ingredients. The food you eat may be basic, but you prefer to think of it as classic. What Kind of Breakfast Are You?

Akamrs. T Got Another Auto-11 Going On!
Big Bad Mama - Foxy Brown AKAMRS. T IS HAVING A AUTO-11 ON ALL WEEKEND LONG! NEED POINTS OR JUST TO LEVEL THEN STOP BY AND GOT $$$$ FOR FOLDER DURING HH TIME! STARTING TONIGHT TILL SUNDAY! SHOW A DIVA SOME LOVE! AND GOT BLING TO GIVE AT ALL THAT RATE ME! WOOT WOOT....................................! MySpace Codes ~AKAMRS.T THE DREAM TEAM ~ DYLON'S DIVA MAFIA~ CLUB F.A.R.~ BAD GIRL~@ fubar

Graphics For Sale!!!
Hello everyone,, I've been making graphics for a while now and alot of you wanted me to make you some of them,, but Ive decided that if you want a graphic and your not in my top family then you have to pay me in ""FUBUCKS"" if you want a graphic!!! I make these daily so I go by whos email I get first.. please dont send me a SB asking because I will not respond!!! I take my time with these and I dont want any interuption!! Please dont send me messages wondering when you can get your graphic... I will only give you your graphic if you pay me first!! & please dont say that you made the graphic becasue these are 100% © material by me!! So include my screenname for the ""CAPTION""!!! Down below I have included photos of my work.. please feel free to view them and if you have any questions about the graphics please let me know!

The Begining Of The Life Of The Dark Lord
The night is early and it is dark as the lid to the coffin opens.and the man sits up and streaches and he rises looking around his castle that he has lived in for these past 300 years that he has slept away.he walks to the window looking out into the night his eyes seeing everything for the first time in 300 years,and the way the world has changed.as he leaves his castle he starts down the road to the near by town to see how life has change during his long slumber.as he keeps walking he notices the cars and looks puzzled.but he never the less keeps walking and as he arrives in town he sees how much different everything has changed,and he knows he must change to fit in and conceal from the world what he truely is.he then sees people walking down the street,and not wanting to draw unwanted attention to himself.he ducks into the shadows of a near by alley.but he keeps a close watch on the people observeing how they now dress and act.after standing in the alley for a few.he thinks to himse

No More Trains For Me!!
This is a slight carry on from yesterdays blog, just incase some didnt see it. I have got a lot on my plate, I am lucky that Porl is here to share what is going on ... I feel so disappointed and let down by the schooling systems and authorities and if your a real friend you will know what is going on. Whilst I enjoyed the trains I also noticed that for every train of say 100 members out of that I'd say I hear from 2-5 people and keep in contact, I also am strict with the no salute no add, due to issues which again real friends will know why I do this,this is why I am calling a holt to the trains, I still screen every person on the train lists to see if they have salutes, I have come across some in the past that dont have salutes so dont RAF and then get off them " you didnt RAF me" and when I explain why they harrass me, and with things how they are for me at the moment I havent got the time to screen everyone on a train. So as from today I am hanging up my "train boots" lol .

I Have No Feeling Left......
WELL FU I AS OF LAST NIGHT LOST ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS IN LIFE....SHE WAS ONLY 8 BUT IN DOGGIE YEARS SHE WOULD HAVE BEEN WHAT 56...I DOESNT MATTER SHE WAS WAY TO YOUNG.....BUT THE REAL FUCKED UP THING IS SHE DIED IN MY SONS ARMS AND HE IS HEART BROKEN CAUSE JUST 2 WEEKS TO THE DAY WE LOST ARE PUPPY( FROM MANDY ARE NOW DEAD DOG)CAUSE MY SON LEFT THE GATE OPEN HE WAS SO UPSET OVER THAT AND NOW HE HELD ARE DOG WHEN SHE DIED....HOW DO I KEEP MY HEAD STRAIGHT AND BE STRONG FOR HIM.....HELL HE IS JUST A BOY AND HAS ALOT OF CRAP COME HIS WAY... BUT LAST NIGHT I WAS SO UPSET ABOUT LOSING MY DOG( YEAH I KNOW JUST AN ANIMAL BUT SHE WAS FAMILY)AND I THINK MY KIDS HAVE NEVER SEEN THERE TOUGH DAD CRY WELL GUESS WHAT IM A PUSSY WHEN IT COMES TO MY FAMILY..... AND IF THAT MAKES ME A PUNK OR A BITCH ASS MAN THEN I GUESS I AM.... BUT ANY WHO HOW DO I TELL THAT SWEET BABY BOY OF MINE AND HIS TWO SISTER'S IT WAS PART OF LIFE WITHOUT SOUNDING LIKE A NON CARING DICK???

Why?
Why am I hurting more now that I ever had before? Why does the pain in my heart not subside from the worst loss in my life ? Why does the future in my life seem to look like it will never get better no matter how hard I try to remain postitive about it ? Why can't I face the reality that it is over and let go ? Why do I hold out hope that the only thing that ever mattered to me will someday return to make my life whole again ? Why does this depression get worst day after day ? Why is God making me hurt so bad, have I really done so many terrible things in my life to deserve all this pain ? I hope the answers come soon, because I don't know how much longer I can live my life like this before I have to do something I don't want to do to make the pain go away. God please send some kind of sign to make me understand - WHY ?

A Loveing Daddy
a lov3ing daddy lov3ing hiz babyz Category: Life da most important thing in mi lif3 is ,mi babyz th3y mak3 m3 th3 man i am taday i am a single par3nt doing what i hav3 ta do 4 mi boyz wit out mi th3y dont hav3 nutt3n wit out th3m i am nutt3n lov3 d3m littl3 vatoz th3y ar3 1 in mi lif3 and alwayz will b3 i would giv3 mi lif3 4 d3m i will do right by th3m and giv3 th3m what i did not hav3 lol shit th3y b3 spoil3d but ya3 im a singl3 daddy doing my thing and i will always do mi babyz right no matta what th3y mi lif3 mi soul mi 3v3rything so ya3 u b3 looking at a r3al man that knowz hiz responsabilytz and will alwayz put th3m first and mak3 sur3 th3y hav3 ev3rthing th3y n33d and want shout outz ta all th3 singl3 daddyz doing th3r3 thing itz hard but h3y im lov3ing 3v3ry bit of it and would not hav3 it any oth3r way and ta all u fak3 ass vatoz l3av3ing ur kidz and not doing ur thang u mak3 us r3al m3n look bad but do what ya hav3 ta cuz uz r3al m3n hav3 b33n doing what w3 hav3 ta an

We Are Americans First
Yesterday, Rudy Gulliani said something very interesting when asked about what will happen if Obama won the election. His response: "Tomorrow we wake up not Republican, not Democrat, but American. We must back whomever is elected because if he fails, we fail as a nation." Personally, I'm not thrilled that a majority of our nation chose to send in the rookie quarterback while the team is 4th and 20, but there's nothing we can say or do now to change that. All we can do is hope and pray that the right decisions are made and that we do what needs to be done to fix what is broken. We will never fully agree with every decision made and direction our new President takes us in, but we can't do to him what the left did to President Bush. History was made last night. Whether you supported him or not, history was made in terms of racial equality in this country. Never again can someone say that the political playing field is not level for all. I am and will always be a true, Die-hard

Controversial Subjects...
if we can accept obama as president how come two gay man can't dance together? My 19 year old brother is gay and him and his male friend and a bunch of chicks (including me) went out to uncle bob's in elkton to do some karaoke...during a slow song me and the girls danced together and he and his male friend danced together....after the song some very drunk and outspoken men started yelling fucking faggets and other derogatory words at them...so i ask you this...if the whole united states can accept a black man to run our country how come to men can't simply share a dance together? so....gay men on fubar....i ask you this...if you live in the area and you wanna do something about this...join me this upcoming weekend at uncle bob's in elkton to put an end to this bullshit. be there at 9:30pm..5 dollar cover charge. Thank you for reading. Jessica

A Rowdy Texas Workout
There've been comments made that I sure seem to workout alot... lol! Well I figure I still have plenty of room for improvement, so I keep at it. Usually I try to workout at least every other day (if not daily!). Sometimes I alternate, lifting freeweights and doing ab-crunchs and stretching exercises 1 day, then doing power-incline treadmill with weights the next day. It all takes time and some days it's tough to get motivated to be sure! For freeweight workouts I use a pair of 15lbs weights and a slant board to lay back on. There are 3 specific exercises I do on the slant board with the weights... the only one I can name is the fly's (good for working my pectoral muscles)... I'm up to 75 reps for each exercise now! Gawd but I remember when just doing 10 reps with this weights seemed impossible... at this rate, I'm going to have to buy heavier weights soon! 8-D Also I do bicept kurls and work my triceps with a single 15lbs weight at a time. For my treadmill workout I like to

Optimism
i've always wondered what it was like to go to a foreign country and spend some time there, well, now i know. it isn't all it's cracked up to be. but, i'm getting some realy good life experiences here, and i'm learning a lot of things that i never would have learned had i not come here. also, i've learned some things i never wanted to, and i wish i could forget, but it's all good, because what one person goes through in their earlier years of life is the mold that shapes and forms what they become later on. i am truly grateful for everything i have been able to do for the past year, and i hope there are many more experiences to come, good and bad, because i don't believe my horizens have broadened enough to say okay, i know enough to start teaching, because you never stop learning, thats what life is, one lesson after another. and so far, my lessons have led me to a place i can easily cope with on a daily basis. i can look in a mirror and say to myself, i am a good person, i have enoug

Wryns ...this Pasage Has A Lot Of Meaning
Wyrns are not avaricious we do not desire much, Pretty, only what we believe is rightfully ours. We are each part of a shield that protects the enirety of the world, and yet we do not wish to own everything in that world. That which is part of our hoard, our treasure, is not our prisoner; we guard it jealously, but only because we love it with everything that is in us. What humans see as possessiveness, dragons believe to be the purest form of love. This is true whether the treasure is a single coin, a living being, or a whole nation of people

How To Apply
Hello Sex Symbols Prospects... In order for you to apply to The Southern Sex Symbol Group... You have to go through an application process... Its kinda like applying for a job in a way... We need to know a little about you and why you think you have what it takes to be a Southern Sex Symbol... So send a private message to the group and tell us about you... Now we know there are Redneck in all 50 states, so if you are New York but you are a cowboy/cowgirl... or just a plain redneck... Still try to apply... Everyone knows that it the person inside that determined a true Southerner... Oh you must have a regular FUBAR approved salute already in your in order to even apply... So if you dont have a salute... don't apply... After you apply... The founders will review your apllication and determine if you are can join... If you are accepted you will be sorted out into a team and add to the group... Now once you are added to the group you will have to follow the rules of the group.

Sixth Sense
Blades are Drawn, Steels shining In The Reflection Of The Ice Bells are ringing sweet tunes under the Moon. Let the white doves fly & the eagles soar upon this blessed day, May you all fly with Golden Feathers. Under Sunny & Starry skys, You shine so bright under the Moonlight, Yellow & White shades, Let the stars twinkle upon all your eyes, & the hearts beat in unison. Hear the beat of the tribal drums, The Sound of strings play. Sitting by the log Fire dancing, Watching the silhouettes form. Dance across the floors & project against the Granite walls. In the Cove's where the druids & witches Join, Casting spells. Blessings & Healings are passed from each & other. As Another Peacefull spirit enters the room guiding the way forth.

Convo With What I Thought A Friend!!! (read From Bottom Up)
ok guys and gals, u know how shout boxes work, start from the bottom then read up and let me know what u think!! ------------------------------------------------- ->Jimmy B: i am not jealous of no one on here she is my wife so it is my bussiness don't worry i wouldn't come to your page anyways be a man and grow up ->Jimmy B: i said i don't want it, give it to someone who gives a flyin flip Jimmy B: stay the fuck out my business you jealous insecure possessive mother fucker Jimmy B: LISTEN HERE YOU SON OF A BITCH......... I FUCKING TOLD HER SHE WOULD GET IT........ AND SHE WILL....... YOU CAN STAY THE FUCK OFF MY PAGE ->Jimmy B: well, he says pay but i don't want a damn thing, i'm gone ->Jimmy B: you owe her for the contest and you come to her and said you was going to make it up to her because you couldn't get her vip because she had and when it ran out you couldn't afford to pay up and a year later you come to her and tell her you was going to get her straight so now wh

Fubar Anonomous Meetings
What is up with this place. I sit for hours, fanning, rating and adding people just to reach the next level. I wonder what happens when I reach my goal. Godfather. Will that be enough or will I have to f/r/c for more? I'm thinking we need Fubar anonomous meetings!

Foot Fetish Guys To Girls
im not sure how this works but here it goes anyways LOL why dont like foot fetish guys like mee im funny not bad lookin i work and i have fun all the time but as soon as a girl knows im into feet shes GONE well i hope someone gets back to me on this subject lol

Ladies Pimpout
These are hard working women that takes care of their families and friends. In their spare time they always try to help people. Please stop by their pages and show them some much needed Love!!!! K:M:P@ fubar Unbreakable † Member: Fubar's Ultimate Bad Girls Club, Dylon'sDivaMafia Always owned by T@ fubar CrazyMama45*Co-Owner Regiment Dragon Bombers*//*Fu Bad Girls*/Fu-Wifey to sTaRr/Fu-Owned by Teddy B@ fubar Cherian *Owned by Justfishing* ~Member of the Fu Bad Girls Club~@ fubar ÇhЯÎ§†Ïñå VËrØÑÏçÅ4U åkå ØrîgìÑªl ßéªutïfûl¤Ðï$ª$têr™ Øwñêd by TØmG707@ fubar ~Rebel

Safety At The Holiday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I want people to be extremely safe this holiday season here are a few ideas that may mean safety or a pack of trouble. 1) When you are shopping leave nothing in your back seat. Including coats or blankets/ 1a) blankets and coats can hide a body 1b) people know you have stuff under those if you are in a mall, so don't! 2) At the mall if you bring your packages out to the car, use the trunk! 2a) Then move your car to the other side of the mall. People watch you loading the stuff and they will have a great Christmas as you fill out the police report 3) Ladies please as for an escort if you are at the club. Most places encourage it. 4) Park near the light pole, at least you have something there to help you find it. Also remember the safety. 5) Always and I mean Always look in your car before you get in. If you feel funny, run and get the security. 6) Only put a few minor packages at the tree if it is in front of a window. Remember the big

Team 1 Fuangels & Lost Boyz
HIT ME UP HEART OF FIRE OR ONE OF THE TEAM CAPTAINS AND THEN FAN, ADD, AND RATE THESE FU-ANGELS AND LOST BOYZ TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE ONE OF THEM. THE ONLY THING I ASK IS THAT WHEN YOU ARE ONLINE TO REPOST THE FU-ANGEL & LOST BOYZ BULLETIN WHEN YOU CATCH THEM, AND TO HELP OUT WHEN A FU-ANGEL OR LOST BOY IS IN NEED OF HELP. THAT IS WHAT THIS GROUP IS ALL ABOUT. IF YOUR A POINT WHORE? THIS IS NOT A GROUP THAT YOU WANT TO BE IN, SO PLEASE KEEP IT PUSHIN. ALSO PLEASE CONTACT ME FIRST BEFORE YOU START IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN BECOMING A FU-ANGEL OR LOST BOY!!!!!!! "HEART OF FIRE OWNER OF THE FU-ANGELS & LOST BOYZ" "Poisonlies TEAM 2 CAPTAIN OF THE FU-ANGELS & LOSTBYZ" The CoCo Diva TEAM 2 CAPTAIN OF THE FU-ANGELS & LOSTBYZ" "Butterflybaby TEAM 3 CAPTAIN OF THE FU-ANGELS & LOSTBYZ" "HER ? WORLD TEAM 3 CAPTAIN OF THE FU-ANGELS & LOSTBYZ" ?Bad Boy69?"RL/BF/Fu ~Hubby of ?Blue-iz-Gurl?"****Doubl

Dragons
Where did they come from? Where did they go? Questions to which answers, No one seems to know. Beautiful and gentle, As much as a flower. They soon disappeared, Due to man's lust for power. Only those now As rare as sages. Can truely find a dragon In these modern ages. Once these creatures Where the protectors of us all. Sheltering great civilizations Until they disappeared, leaving them to fall. Everyone I know Is a dragon you see. I look out for you, You look out for me. Dragons will be with us Through the reaches of time. In fact there's one sitting here, Teaching me this rhyme.

Ashamed
As I sit here alone Looking at the stars Listening to the music Of passing cars Thoughts of you Cross my mind Your words to me Have always been kind But there is something Troubling me I wonder baby Are you ashamed of me Our love is hidden From everyone’s view Have to watch what we say Have to watch what we do I know I am not perfect No ideal bod I am kind of chubby Certainly no God I have to wear glasses And my hair is turning gray Slowly disappearing With each passing day But my love for you is true I know how to make you smile I love holding you in my arms If only for a while I know things are complicated And the trouble there would be But still I wonder baby Are you ashamed of me I not only hear you I listen as well I can see love in your eyes When you care not to tell For me you true feelings I do not know All I can see Is what your eyes do show With each passing day My love grows deep This once shattered heart Is

Not A Day Goes By.
Not A day Goes By. All I have are pictures, just visions on a screen, I have no way to hold you, no way to show you, just how much you mean, but in my heart and soul, you are forever apart of me, you ask me if I think of you, if my love is real, you have only to open your heart, and inside you will feel, with my every heartbeat, every breath and every thought, I think of you always, love you more then words can say, when don't you cross my mind, a million times a day? Not A day Goes By...

Want.
I wrote a blog about this same subject a couple of years ago. It's in here somewhere if anyone feels like searching it out...which I just did. I'm amazed at how different my views on this subject have become in such a short time. I guess it's true that we are all in a perpetual state of growth and change. I learn more and more about myself...and the world around me...every single day. Everyone wants something, whether they admit it or not. Take me for example. I want peace. I want happiness. I want to see my kids grow up and succeed in life. I want to travel and see places that I've always dreamed of. I want to be alone...and not to be alone all at the same time. I want to not be worried and stressed out all the time. I want my own business. I want a big beautiful house with a stone fireplace that I can curl up in front of on chilly winter nights and a garden where I can grow my own herbs. I want to be held and understood and adored unconditionally. I want to sit on my front

Men Vs. Women
thats it women win! Guys suck! where are all the guys that care about relationships? that want a wife? that just care? hold hand, or just hold you? why does it have to revolve around sex? why is it okay for men to bitch and moan and us women have to listen to your asses over petty bull shit, and when we have a genuine problem or our feelings hurt you either fall asleep or you just leave? how about help us emotionally like we do your asses! with this said this is the thanks..... im goin to become a carpet licker, play with the little man in the canoe, dine at my american pink taco stand... and when you cant figure out why you cant find a girl its because you treat us bad... confusious say: man who treats women with disrespect wake up with boner in other mans booty! cause the only other way you can go is gay! at lease we got both option!

Mistaken...
I think I just made the biggest mistake of my life. I just had one of the lowest points I believe I've ever had, and I took it out on the wrong person. I wigged out on the greatest guy I have ever met and now I don't know how to fix it. Now what the hell am I going to do? I told him to forget about me. Granted, I am kinda annoyed with him, but nothing like I said I was.

Liiiife
everytime you shed a tear you shatter my heart i hate watching or hearing you shed one tiny tear heaven didnt send this angel to be sad she was sent to earth to brighten my life and days up all love to me is this feeling i cant get rid of pure butterflies everytime i hear you see you feel you hold you touch you kiss you Your smile melts hearts your eyes melt souls you are what one may say A precious jewel more valuable than like itself Life is always complete around you and never will change all i can do is stare stare into perfection and wonder how i got this lucky why is it in life things become so unclear and confusing yet around you keeps things so stable and normal no matter how you think i will always always forever keep you in my heart in case of question on how i truely feel read into this Love Means... (a girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on a motorcycle) Girl: Slow down. Im scared. Guy: No this is fun. Girl: No its not. Please, its to scary! Guy:

Losers
seriously, how fucking lame can you be when you get that obsessed with a website where you pay real money for fake gifts and spend all day trying to recruit ppl into rating your pictures so you can level up. Grow the fuck up people. Its really not that awesome that your a level 25, and have 8 billion fu points. How about taking the money you spend on auto 11's and go help someone who cant get a meal or a roof over their heads? Oh and fucking fu weddings are even more lame..whats next? fu-alimony?

Life Lessons
THE MOST IMPORTANT PART OF THE BODY My mother used to ask me what is the most important part of the body. Through the years I would take a guess at what I thought was the correct answer. When I was younger, I thought sound was very important to us as humans, so I said, "My ears, Mommy." She said, "No. Many people are deaf. But you keep thinking about it and I will ask you again soon." Several years passed before she asked me again. Since making my first attempt, I had contemplated the correct answer. So this time I told her, "Mommy, sight is very important to everybody, so it must be our eyes." She looked at me and told me, "You are learning fast, but the answer is not correct because there are many people who are blind." Stumped again, I continued my quest for knowledge and over the years, Mother asked me a couple more times and always her answer was, "No. But you are getting smarter every year, my child." Then one year, my grandfather died. Every

Forgiveness Is Not A Sign Of Weakness
I have always been one who can hold a grudge for years. I am stubborn and evil when it comes to that but as I have gotten older I have realized that life is too short to go around holding resentment for people. It only makes you bitter and angry. When all of the mess at work began it not only affected my work situation but it also put stress on a friendship that I held dear to my heart. I have always been good friends with many of the officers that I worked with. Unfortunately the assholes in charge used that against my friend and I in order to put both of us in a bad position. The farther away from the situation I get, the more I realize that he was used to the advantage of the assholes. We were both only told what THEY wanted us to know and then told not to have any communication with one another. It is amazing how sometimes in tough situations you allow those around you to manipulate what is going on because you want to play it safe. I am so glad that I am out of that sit

Thank You Friends
I was going to be leaving fubar this week. I have been very down on my self lately and was spending 4 to 5 hrs on the week days on fubar to leave comments and rate people and just thought I needed to do something else with that time because most of the people i was rating and leave comments for everyday just wasn't bothering not to get me wrong I have met some pretty wonderful people on here and I hope you know who you are. Because of those people I have decided to stay but not have so many people i try to please. My friends list is going to shrink in numbers this week and i am just going to keep the friends that I want. I will stay for those great friends but I am not going to be putting anymore pics up I am not in this for a proularity contest. in this for the great people i have met and to help others lvl . Love and thanks for all those who made me want to stay a little longer

Motercycles And Respect That We All Shall Give
HEY YA! I WANTED TO INFORM U ALL ON THIS SUBJECT~ AND WHAT I KNOW NOT ONLY DO I HAVE BIKERS FOR BOTH SETS ON PARENTS BUT I ALSO GREW UP ON THE BACK OF A BIKE SINCE I WAS 2 YRS OLD... THOSE WERE THE DAYS LET ME TELL U ....THE WIND IN UR HAIR AND FEELING JUST SO FREE... I LOVE STILL TO THIS DAY LOVE IT BUT ON MORE SERIOUSE NOTE: A MEMBER OF THE GROUP WAS KILLED IN NC ON FRIDAY DUE TO A CAR NOT PAYING ATTENTION TO US BIKERS HE WAS 30 MILES FROM HOME AND ON HIS CHOPPER CAME TO A FORK IN THE ROAD HE HAD THE RIGHT AWAY ... A CAR WITH A FEMALE PREGO AND TWO OTHER KIDS IN THE CAR RAN THE STOP SIGN AND MADE HIM T-BONE THE CAR HE WAS SEPERATED FROM THE WAIST DOWN THE UPPER HALF FLEW OVER THE CAR SNAPPING HIS NECK AND THE LOWER HALF STAID ON HIS BIKE WHEN HIS WIFE ID THE BODY AT THE SCEAN OF THE ACCIDENT HIS BOOTS WERE STILL ON THE BIKE ... THE DRIVER OF THE CAR CLAIMS THAT SHE NEVER SAW HIM...HOW THE HELL IS THAT POSSIABLE? EVERY BIKER KNOWS THAT THE LIGHTS ARE ALWAYS ON... THE PIP

Objectifying Ones Self
She sits alone and in her thoughts Where has being a sex symbol gotten her She still carries a heavy heart and has no one but herself to blame When will she not determine her self worth by the sexual vibe she has always given off Why does she feel she has to be sexy for people she has never met How did he see through all that, how did he see the real her She is confused and unsure how to be For so long she has been able to hide behind a facade of flattering words and meaningless fun It was second nature for her to turn heads and then to keep them turned She has always been told that she was pretty but never believed it herself Why does she not trust She turns her face towards the light and lets the peace of knowledge rush over her No longer will she be someone she is not She will stand firm in this new change that comes from her No more will she objectify herself to being a play toy, an outlet for ones sexual desire She walks through the door and closes it behind her T

Bombimg Help!!!! 10k 4 Comments
I am offering 10k 4 100 comments PM when u r done!! I may not be right at the computer but I will send as soon as I get back.. Thank you in advance!!! Please click the pic above and help me win auto 11's!!!!!!

Kicking Heroin In Jail
Kicking Heroin The day was October 13, 2006 and I was in jail for a slew of felonies that were a direct reflection of how bad my addiction had gotten. When I went before the judge and he issued a no bail/ no bond order I was so high I could barely hold my head up. The knowledge that a day of reckoning was coming had been with me for a while. I had just been expecting to stand in front of god instead of in front a judge. Every since my mothers death I had been on a mission to destroy myself. Six long years had gone by since she died and the pain had not gotten any easier to bear. I say my mother but technically it was my grandmother that passed. My birth mother had never really been there for me or my brother. It was always my grandparents who swooped in to collect us from various foster homes, when my mother took off on another run (she had a drug problem) or went back into the hospital. Hospital is inaccurate it was actually mental hospitals that she was in and o

Comments 4 Me, Rates 4 My Girl...show Love
I AM IN A COMMENT BOMB CONTEST....IF YOU WOULD PLEASE CLICK THE PIC BELOW AND SHOW A LIL LOVE... ALL IS APPRECIATED... **WINK** :) PLEASE COMMENT ALL YOU CAN, XOXOXOXOXO MY BEST GIRL IS IN THE SAME CONTEST IF YOU COULD PLEASE CLICK HER PIC BELOW AS WELL AND RATE HER, JUST ONE RATE AND SHE WILL APPRECIATE ALL THE LOVE. I AM GOING FOR THE COMMENTS AND SHE IS GOING FOR THE RATES...SHOW LOVE XOXOXOXO

Happiness
If youve been by my page anytime over these past few months you'll have noticed im really not "on" here anymore .. I left for reasons of my own .. not just to say Aweee im leaving miss me .. But .. i want to share this with you all . why ? Eh .. just to scream YES !!!!! Ive finally found someone i care so deeply about .. I didnt meet him online which .. I like ...He's passionate .. witty... intelligent ..caring .. loving .. romantic .. dark .. silly .. goofy .and so much more .. .and to me . he's amazing .. The first person i really havn't pushed away from me or kept him at arms length .. it was an instant attraction for us both ..a pull towards each other . ..our conversations and time spent has meant so much to me .. I feel as though im finally worthy of a relationship and deserving ... I just wanted to share my happiness with my friends .. and say I hope you all have either found .. or will find someone you feel all these things about .. and they for you .. M

Love Song
Under the cover of darkness Our love shows bright Hidden from everyone’s Judgmental sight People always ask me Who is this special lady My answers are short And sometimes shady They poke and the prod Trying to get me to talk All I do is smile Turn around and walk So for now I can deal With being known as a friend As long as you know I’m here till the end Because I hope one day The answer rings true Then these people Will stop asking who Then no longer will our love Be hidden from sight It will shine like the sun Magnificent and bright I know your love for me Is honest and true I see it in your eyes And the things you do My love for you Is powerful and strong You can feel it in my heart Its our love song Written for and inspired by Untamable

Walking Raven
Three weeks ago I had the unexpected visitor seek shelter from the wind in my ditch.I had thought it was a crow but after returning and findind him gone I figured it was gone .The next day I once again saw this black bird but after a good look noticed he could not fly .He just walked with a hop every so often,He possibly hurt himself in the high wind,maybe on a power line?This Raven has hung around better than three weeks now.Roosting just off the ground.This fellar is doing quite well despite all the predators and probably has not ate much.The thought of bing able to fly every where and then only able to walk.Last night on a stroll to the pond and came across the walking Raven,startled him to th point where he walked all the way across the swamp and into the forest,thought he was gone for sure.This morning found him on this side of the pond and quite some distance from last seen.With any luck his flight capabilities will return and he may return with his buddies who fly over of

Plz Drop One Rate And A Few Comments For My Gurl Dragonphyre?
Ok, ok...I know! I'm asking alot! The contest I was in was a bust because of bombing families! I had no chance! So, a friend is doing a giveaway instead I need 14,000 comments Rates = 5 comments Comments count as 1 each If you have time to drop a few! Please click the photo link & Rate the pic for me!

Life, Stop And Soak It In.
For those of you who live life just from day to day. Stop and smell the roses. There is more to life then what meets the eyes. The sound of laughter from a child, the feel of rain drops on your skin, the taste of fresh bread right from the oven. These are just a few things in life that are taken forgranted. Stop and appriciate the little things in life. It can make all the differance in the world.

What A Waste
The final chapter in one of DuPage County's most haunting crimes won't unfold as soon as planned. The Jan. 20 trial of imprisoned killer Brian Dugan in the Feb. 25, 1983, murder of a Naperville girl is expected to be delayed several months to give his defense team more time to prepare. DuPage State's Attorney Joseph Birkett objected Monday to the delay. He argued more than half the prosecution's estimated 50 witnesses already were contacted. Some of them live out of state. Dugan, 52, formerly of Aurora, may face the death penalty if he is convicted of the abduction, sexual assault and fatal bludgeoning of 10-year-old Jeanine Nicarico. Three years ago, prosecutors indicted Dugan citing improved DNA technology they said links him to the crime. His lawyers made an oral request for a continuance during a Nov. 3 closed-door meeting. They are expected to make a formal one in writing by Dec. 1. The issue will be debated Dec. 9, but DuPage Circuit Judge George Bakalis said Monda

Wahooooooo Its Burn
THIS IS BURN AND FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER HES GOT AUTO 11'S.. GO CHECK HIM OUT GUYS.. HE ROCKS.. HIT HIM HARD EVERYONE. HES ALSO GOT A FAST RATE FOLDER TOOOOOOO WAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...... JUST CLICK THIS PIC AND IT WILL TAKE YOU TO HIS PAGE.. THIS PIMPOUT WAS BROUGHT TO YOU TODAY BY ME MIZZ SHADY!!! SHOW ME LOVE TOO GUYS.... MIZZ SHADY OWNED BY DJ DA KIDD / 2ND ALARM HOTTIE@ fubar

Crystal's In Charge
Have you ever made out with someone you weren't dating? yeah...well.....yano..... Is there a difference between the word 'best friend' and 'friend'? yup Has anybody on your top ever admitted to liking you? yup Do you miss anyone? yup Can you recall the last time you sincerely liked someone? yup When is the last time someone of the opposite sex gave you a hug? been so long I can't remember.... unless you wanna count my 2 yr old Who is your celebrity crush? where should I begin??? How about with Colin Farrell-- yeah- I got a thing for sexy Irishmen! Can you touch your toes? yup Do you know anybody who was abused? yup.. Do you take walks often? not really Is silence really golden? as much as duct tape is silver:P Do you have any interesting tattoos/piercings? yup Are you afraid to grow up? I've been an adult most of my life- just sayin Who were you with last night? Kids, Laura, Angie, and Heather Can you count past 100? yup- in three language

Why Trusting People Is So Hard
I have never hid the fact I don't trust many people. I can attribute that to the fucked up way I was raised. I was physically, emotionally, and sexually abused by my father. The one person in this world who was supposed to protect me at all costs. I've been through counseling and am dealing with that. What amazes me is people who claim to be your friends, who say I'll be there anytime you need me, are not there when you really need them. (I'm talking real life friends, not my fu friends who have been there way more then my real life friends.) I realize now the only person you can count on is yourself.

My Status
Some care and umm well some dont give a furry rats ass but to those that do care .... Because of recent changes in my life I have not been able to invest the time to the family I was a part of ( which may I add made me sad) but I have met some awesome people that I love dearly As a result Of DSC on to 25 to Life. Even though I am not a part of any of the families by name I love many of the people I have met. I am trying to find balance and find time for Fubar, Myspace and my real life. There are people on both sites I care for dearly. I will be making the rounds to show love and I will be also be deleting once again "the useless occupants of space on Friend list" Apologies for my absence. Much love

The Demise Of Your 2nd Amendment 2008
"Yes We Can . . . Ban Guns"--Obama Announces Gun Ban Agenda Before The Final Vote Count Is In Friday, November 07, 2008 Senator Barack Obama's presidential campaign slogan, "the audacity of hope," should have instead been "the audacity of deceit." After months of telling the American people that he supports the Second Amendment, and only hours after being declared the president-elect, the Obama transition team website announced an agenda taken straight from the anti-gun lobby--four initiatives designed to ban guns and drive law-abiding firearm manufacturers and dealers out of business: "Making the expired federal assault weapons ban permanent." Perhaps no other firearm issue has been more dishonestly portrayed by gun prohibitionists. Notwithstanding their predictions that the ban's expiration in 2004 would bring about the end of civilization, for the last four years the nation's murder rate has been lower than anytime since the mid-1960s. Studies for Congress, the Congres

Awakening
Have you been sent here to save me from myself? Free me of this prison of mediocrity? You force me to want more... Crave more... Demand more... A touch means nothing if it does not move the soul A kiss is empty if it doesn't burn within My acceptance of ordinary no longer an option You have stirred all that I have allowed to settle and I am again rejuvinated I can no longer allow anything less than burning passion... Raw emotion... My desire is to be swallowed whole not merely pecked at To be engulfed by the flames Not just feel the heat Thank you for the awakening for my very core sings I am reborn in your light and live again for.... Extremes...

News On Me
Ok Will I'm taking time off of Fubar. To me it's getting old so if any of you have an Xbox my gamertag is CrudeDj Razor hit me up sometime. That and I will be on there for sometime till I end up coming back I have Halo 1 Halo 2 Halo 3 and a few other games so. I hope to talk to you all later or when I come back on here. I love you all and have fun!

Crazy
what do you do when someone you love wakes up one morning and says "hey guess what im admitting myself to the mental ward." that's been my dilemma this week so ive been gone. Ive been going crazy waiting for him to fix his life hits me smack in the face every now and again but all i can do is wait for this to blow over and to have him back with me so we can work through this together

Me
Me I have a big brain promise to use it to think before committing and to open myself up to new possibilities I have beautiful eyes promise to use them to see the world openly and to see my own worth I have little ears promise to use them to hear what you have to say and to listen carefully to my heart I have a wonderful smile promise to use it to bring you joy and to talk less and say more I have a big heart promise to use it as a home for your love and to leave the key in your care I have strong arms promise to use them to hold you close and to never let you go I have talented hands promise to use them to paint your dreams and to fulfill them I have powerful legs promise to use them to run to you with my problems and to stand up to my mistakes I have only one body promise to use it for you and to give you all i can I have a soul promise to use it to treasure yours and to never ask for mine back JM

Hmmmm...
The bloody knife drips from the blade, the wound gushing with blood.I hear the screaming the pain the agony that you are feeling.I know what you are feeling I know how much you are hurting because thats how you made me feel every nite for 10 years.I once thought our love was stronger than it turned out to be I believed in you and gave you my everything and in return you gave me scars.I kept my wounds hidden so well that no one saw the bruises and scars that you left me night after night.Only I knew the deep dark secret that you kept hidden under that sweet,loving,great husband fascade that everyday people saw.It first started on our wedding night you said "Hunny im going out with guys be back later" I was in shock we just got married and you already wanted to leave so when I replied "Why do you want to spend time with them instead of your new bride?" your quick reply was a punch to the jaw,you told me if I ever questioned you again I'd end up dead ,especially if I told anyone.For 10 ye

Just A Small Thank You!
This is just a small token of appreciation to all the Veterans past present and future. Thank you all for serving this wonderful country and keeping all of us free. If any one of you that read this know a vet or know of someone serving this country please thank them for everything the have done or are doing for those of us here on the home front. Thank you once again.

What I Am Offering
what i am willing to offer the highest bidder fu owned in name for the month that person owns me rate all pics and stash during happy hour make 5 personal salute make 15 morphs my choice added to top friends and fam for a month for cash bid 2 sfw cam shows on yim personal phone call 2 times am week for a hour 10 morphs for friends of owners choosing 2 nsfw salutes my choice on what comment on page a day permanet spot in top fam click my pic above to place a bid on me

Men
WHY CAN MEN TREAT WOMEN LIKE A PIECE OF ASS AND WHEN WE TREAT MEN THAT WAY THEY COMPLAIN? DO U THINK IT DOESNT HURT US WHEN WE WANT TO JUST REALX AND TALK AND ALL WE HEAR IS BLAH BLAH WERES UR CAM, SHOW ME UR TITS.... I LIKE ATTENTION DONT GET ME WRONG BUT ONCE IN A WHILE I WOULD LIKE MEN TO THINK BEFORE THEY ACTUALLY SPEAK......

Anyone Everyone
ok people as of late have wondered why ive been so on edge, snappy and what not, Im stressed in my home life im stressed in my lack of work life (at least for the next week) Im at wit ends being a parent, Some days i feel like im not cut out for the whole parent thing, other days id kill anyone who touched my kids the wrong way. Who the fuck knows all i know is im on the point of having another seizure and i really dont like these things, For those who cant mind thier own damn biz's ill put it out so you dont get shit confused #1 yes me and jester are together n getting fu married he asked tonight ^_^ #2 no bane and i never got a marriage cert But for the longest time in the biggining of our relationship some odd 9 yrs ago We concidered ourselfs married, ALot of shit has changed since then I'll always love him and on top of that YES he is the father of my kids.. sorry you christain fucks not everyone is married when they have kids! #3 Apparently My so called friends arent rea

Thanks
first i'd like to thank my new friend old jar head uncle ted semper fi.....all my new friends here at fubar ..........i dont have much but dont need much and dont want for but one thing .......thats neither here nor there but the last need i needed b4 my unattainable 1 thing has been fulfiled by the folks here i look forward to meeting new friends and getting to know you all .........seliiiiiiiii ty for the invitation ........de de.....ty for your weclcome and my first bling!!!!!!!!!!!! i got lots of wants but those cant hurt me .....cloudy / overcast / 65 today here in sac

Dj Auction
Click the Picture to Check it out! Running from 11/09/08 to 11/16/08 Brought to you by Sylent And the Dirty Little Secrets Family!! (repost of original by 'Sylent ~Day Manager@ DLS~ Everything I'm not, made me Everything that I am.' on '2008-11-11 21:40:38')

Silverpixi Is In A Giveaway For An Auto 11...please Help
Bid On Silverpixi Come bid on Silverpixi,she's worth owning :) Pimp out Brought to you by her friend Mï¢kï-ßlµê-È¥ê§ ~{Ðïr†¥ §ðµ†h Çrêw}Çð-£ðµñÐêr ð£ †hê £rïêñÐ§hïþ Çïr¢lê'@ fubar

A Poem Of A Heart Strengthened By Hope
i haven't been what you would call popular. i have had relationships that ended with the words i pitied you. yes my heart has been torn out, beaten down, walked on, ripped apart, and tossed in the trash for the amusement of others. yet hope is there that little twinkle of light at the end of the tunnel. that smile on a friends face letting you know it will be ok when times are hard. Hope how ever small it may be drives me to be there for friends who are down on their luck or down on love. i also have hope that one day someone will be there for me like i want to be there for them. hope drives me to be the patient, strong, caring, and nice guy that i am until the day i can let my love be known and with all the hope i have let it be accepted by the woman i want to spend the rest of my waking days with. Yes hope drives me to be patient. I will be patient and hope will bring me the love of the woman i will cherish for ever more. hope will bring love to my life and that is a love I

It Is Now Official...
As of 4:29 pm this evening, (11-11-2008) I am now officially a Grandma...My Grand daughter, Tatum Rayne was born weighing in at 9 lbs 11 ozs and 20 inches long...Just posted her pics...Please check her out...She is BEAUTIFUL... Notice the weight and take note of her birthdate... 9/11 on Veterans Day...Pretty neat huh...Must mean she is an Angel...

A Prayer Of Thanksgiving
I come to YOU *CREATOR* now with so much to thank YOU for. As your child I want to shout for joy and sing YOUR praises for all YOU have done for me. Thank YOU for these moments when I withdraw from the world's pressures & anxieties into a quiet place where the sun is shining & the green green trees are bending against blue skies, the flowers are blooming, the grass is green & the water is clean. There is a fresh fragrance in the air and I sense it is the presence of THE WISE ONE whose love and peace is filling my life now. CREATOR, give me now the courage to step into life with new drive & motivation. Help me to channel the creative ideas YOU give me into beautiful life-changing goals. Give me the strength to hold on to hope as I meet the many challenges throughout the day. And CREATOR, give me love as I share with others all the things YOU have done in my life. So I may say with integrity to those I meet, 'CREATOR loves you and so do I.'

New Auction Coming Up 2 Enter
Tis the season coming.. I am hosting my First Auction... Music Playlist at MixPod.com Christmas is right around the corner. I got an auction for you. Time for giving instead of receiving. Bid on a fu of your choice, a Christmas present with the list of offers they are giving out. You can bid fubucks, bling, happy hours. whatever your heart wants to bid for that special someone on the fu. The time to enter is NOW. I will be accepting ppl who want to enter the auction up until thanksgiving day and that is when the auction will open is the day after. It will run for two weeks. the highest bidder gets to give that gift to whomever they w

My Girl Thickness
This is a special pimpout for my girl Thickness ,, not only is she soooooooo Beautiful she is an awesome friend ,, I love this girl she rocks my Fu-World so go show her lots of love ,,she deserves it don't forget to bling here and F/A/R her and while your at it crush her too .. she loves gift blasts so come on my fellow fubees lets give her lots of points today ....trust me you wont be sorry she returns the love ..... ♥Thickness85♥-Fu-Wifey 2 *Trixie* Mort* -~Fu Owned by 'Flanman n Puddy'@ fubar This bully brought to you by the 1 and only ♥Tsisquo'ga♥ ♥Cherokee God Mama♥Owner of club F.A.R♥R/L Girlfriend to ♥Anubis♥Click@ fubar

Peewee
On July 26, 1991, Ruebens was arrested for masturbating in a triple X-rated theater in Sarasota, Florida. He was arrested again on November 16, 2001 after his Hollywood Hills home was searched and the police found over 30,000 pieces of erotica, some depicting children under the age of 18. Reubans was charged with a misdemeanor and in March 2004, he pleaded guilty to a single count of possessing obscene material. ------------------------------------------------- one thing i dont understand about the first charge was that was a porno theater how in the hell are you just going to watch with out jacking off i mean they was made just for that so why was he charge

Pirate's Heart
Pirate's Heart As the waves crash and the timbers creak, with a thunderous roar my heart doth speak. Do not chain it or let it run free, help gently guide it to where it should be Guide it right and it shall stay, always yours forever and a day Jolly Roger

We Owe It All To The Hippies
Forget antiwar protests, Woodstock, even long hair. The real legacy of the sixties generation is the computer revolution BY STEWART BRAND Newcomers to the Internet are often startled to discover themselves not so much in some soulless colony of technocrats as in a kind of cultural Brigadoon - a flowering remnant of the '60s, when hippie communalism and libertarian politics formed the roots of the modern cyberrevolution. At the time, it all seemed dangerously anarchic (and still does to many), but the counterculture's scorn for centralized authority provided the philosophical foundations of not only the leaderless Internet but also the entire personal-computer revolution. We - the generation of the '60s - were inspired by the "bards and hot-gospellers of technology," as business historian Peter Drucker described media maven Marshall McLuhan and technophile Buckminster Fuller. And we bought enthusiastically into the exotic technologies of the day, such as Fuller's geodesic domes

Obama Is Ruining America
I use the M and N word in this blog. Obama and his supporters can kiss my ass! Illegals get health care and welfare in this country and people that live and work in this country can't make ends meet because some fuckin Hispanic illegal twit is over here taking our jobs and much needed help. Obama is the ruin and damnation of America. NO ONE but the people of America can bail us out of this mess we are in. I'm racist because I didn't vote a Marxist into office. YES I said MARXIST! You see, here on fubar, I get called a racist but those using the word racist in my direction are the true racist and the straight up white hating NIGGERS this country does NOT need. Those who think I'm a racist are those people who follow the teachings of Lewis Faracon and is Pastor Jeriemah Wright who says... http://search.yahoo.com/search;_ylt=A0geu5zfZhtJQw0BBwpXNyoA?p=Jerimaih+Wright+God+damn+America&y=Search&fr=ytff1-msgr&ei=UTF-8 Tell me I'm a racist after you listen to this dumb

A Good Idea
Since people have worked for years to make this a "Realistic" place and like "Myspace for Adults" I though up something that would help add to the realism. We already have Fu-Bling, Fu-Gifts, Fu-Lounges, Fu-Jays (If you can even call them that) and all this other Fu-King Fu-Crap. How about we implement "Fu-STDs" Think about it, That would be a great fucking way to spice things up and also teach people to be more selective in who they meet online. Imagine someone being turned away from a shoutbox message because they have "Fu-pies" or "Fu-Crabs" and if you screw around enough, you'll get "Fu-AIDS" And instead of spending all their money on gifts and drinks, people with these horrible online problems, can spend it on "Fu-Treatments" for their "Fu-orrhea" Next time people will think twice who they Fu-ck :]

Grateful
Grateful Traveler Remember me with a smile not sorrow, My time here on Earth was brief, but o how I lived. I filled each day with purpose and tried my best to give a little piece of who I am to everyone I knew. And I found in doing so the love inside me grew. But a body has its limits and now I need to rest, My spirit lives forever though and I have been truly blessed. I left my mark upon the world and in my little boys. And what more could I ask of life than to let me be true to myself and soar, and when it is my time to go be proud of who I was bid me not to stay, my work is done there is no more. Let me fly free and as you remember me Share in my journey as I shared in yours. I am a grateful traveler. I was only passing through. But if you keep me in your heart, I will always live with you.

Purpose
The vision,or purpose of this homepage is for fulings to get together in 1 place.who have had cancer,suffering from or is a friend of someone on fubar who is.Meant to be a place of comfort and love with people who know what it feels like,and a place to vent your feelings to others that care and just are willing to listen.Where like minded people can set up a page for themselves as a team and to use and share anything the page gathers,such as fubucks..where you can come and register that ur in a contest or give away and you need ur teams help,with only 1 being helped in turn so full resources can be sent to 1 place not spread too thin going everywhere.Drama of any kind won't be allowed here and will be dealt with fast,we are here to give love and support,not cause more pain..pretty simple concept.I myself had bladder cancer and had to have it removed in march of this year,hope this works and fulfills its vision and purpose.ty////tyger.please read http://www.breastbulletin.com/breast-ca

I'm Back
As some of you have noticed I haven't been around much in the past month. I screwed up my back 4 weeks ago. Since my computer was next to my bed and I couldn't lay in my bed or sit on it to be on the puter I had stay offline. I've finally been able to get living room rearranged so I can have it next to my recliner and can once again be here. I'll be back to djing tomorrow though not sure yet what time slot. For those who cared enough to notice I was missing and to check up on me thank you. Love you guys

Petty Women
Why do women have to be so petty? I can not stand how nasty women behave now days. Have they forgotten how to act like a lady? I guess so. If your man is cheating on you take it up with your man not the woman, because he will always find another woman. If you man treats you like shit leave his ass. Don't go crying that he broke down your self esteem.....that's why its called SELF esteem because it's esteem of your motherfuckin' self. I have a mouth as dirty as a sailor (as they say) but there is a time and a place for everything. Don't try cussing your child out in the store because your pittiful and can't control him. One look from mommy and my daughter knows what's up. I don't have to cuss or even raise my voice. And raise your children the right way, they need love and understanding and not a cheap hooking, druggie mom. Don't be something your not. Men can see that a mile away. If your not ghetto don't try to be, it's not becoming. Be confident not cocky. Be sweet but not a doormat.

It's Thoughtful Thursday!
I'm listening to music, that I haven't listen to in a few years. And it just reminds me of an innocent time in my life. A time that I wish I could be back to. I get feelings from listening to this music, that I haven't gotten in so long. I don't dwell on the past, but I do wish things were as they were. I miss who I was. Now I'm just talking nonsense. Ironically the band that makes me feel this way is Thursday. I need to change my life around I think.

Think Of It As You Will
Whatever happened to diversity in this world It feels like we are all owned under a monopoly The most powerful people can buy and sell our dreams While we are left to pick up the unwanted pieces I do know this for certain Amidst the fog of things to come They could never buy my soul Not even for the price of life I would rather be a lost soul in this fruitless life Than be a puppet in a golem's act For even if I am not promised divinity My goal in life can be to find where my soul is meant to be Wouldn't it be wonderful if we could all sing our truths And not live with the judgement of doom We would be richer than the wealthiest men And nothing in this world could buy us out...even with inflation (I dunno, i tried making something more linear, but this works for now)

Agasdga
Bleh... I'm so frustrated with my weight. It's been at the same number for like a month!! I actually given up on diet soda for a month...it was hard cause I love Diet Dr. Pepper. But I'm used to ice tea now. So I guess I'm at platu or something. I finally pushed myself to go to the gym today. Felt nice, even though I wasn't there that long. Almost an hour. Just long enough for Rich to get his new WoW expansion pack. I need to push myself going to the gym more often. I do miss working out as much as I used to. I actually admitted to several people what my weight is. A lot of them didn't believe it, but it's true. I'm a lot heavier than what people think. But yea.... I have my goal again. I just hope to stick to it

A Poem I Wrote About 5 Months Ago!
How do I mend a broken heart? Mt entire world has fallen apart! How do I find hope in a brand new day? When the one I love has gone away. My mind overflows with memories of you, Of all that we've shared, and all that we knew. I long for your touch and your warm embrace, The look in your eyes the smile on your face. My dreams are filled with your soft entle kiss, I wake and cry for all that I miss. How van I mend a broken heart? When my one true love and I are apart. My heart knows to love only you, It won't let go, what do I do? Our moments were precious and few, But I cherished them all, more then you knew! I love you , and always will, I loved you then and I love you still!

Hawt
Its about 700 bizillion degrees in my house, and sittin on my ass the whole night doesnt help. Also on a bitch list... I have no food I bit my lip (awful habit), and now it hurts like hell I was called an Ukrainian last week My boobs are too small, and I just look repulsive right now I spilled sunflower seeds on the carpet I'm sure there's more to come. I wish it was 2012, so the end of the world could come sooner.

Been Busy...
What's this world coming to?!!! It seems that in this troubled world economy the threat of layoff's loom large everywhere. At the present time I'm not in jeopardy of loosing my job, but have started to feel the effects of others loosing theirs. The whip is defiantly coming down on me. I also find it very amusing when I get a call from a manager wondering why something hasn't been completed. OK... you've allowed my crew to be cut in half. You've given us more work than we've had with a full complement of workers. And you're mad at me because something didn't get done? Are you insane? As all of you reading this might say... "BITE ME!" I know that I must be "Singing to the choir". All of this has really cut into my Fu-Time. I've missed all of you and hope to find more time in the future to spend in the land of Fubar. Please don't give up on me... I'll be back, soon I hope. Reno VonGitbox

Which Colors Appeal To You?
The Ultimate Color Test When you are at peace, you are: Deeply stable When you are moved to act, you are: Giving and warm When you are inspired, you are: Creative and productive When your life is perfectly balanced, you are: Philosophical and expressive Your life's purpose is: To live a passionate life The Ultimate Color Test

Sickos Lol
Upadate to anyone who was wondering wtf happened to me this morning or who had no clue that anything happened im doing better now ,but everyone heres been sick ,i finally got it pretty bad and decided to take some of the hubbys ammoxicillan , 10 min later is went into anaphylactic shock , luckily i had an epi pen before my airway got blocked ,i still feel light headed im afraid to rest so ill just stay with my friends a few more hours, ty for caring. Im still swollen my face looks horrible lips look like theve been stung by bees and welps still allover but i dont itch and i can breath better. So basically I could have died in 10 min had I not used an Epipen I had left over from a kid who I used to watch that was allergic to bees .Thank God.I love my Fu Fam Ty For all your support especially Drksolrider

Very Sad..but..very True
These are just joke's people..I don't agree with them, but, they are pretty funny.. BTW..I support TML..so, this hurts me to do this...LOL :P Q. What do you call 30 millionaires around a TV watching the Stanley Cup Playoffs? A. The Toronto Maple Leafs Q. What do the Toronto Maple Leafs and Billy Graham have in common? A. They both can make 20,000 people stand up and yell 'Jesus Christ'. Q. How do you keep the Toronto Maple Leafs out of your yard? A. Put up a goal net. Q. What do you call a Toronto Maple Leaf with a Stanley Cup ring? A. A thief. Q. How many Toronto Maple Leafs does it take to win a Stanley Cup? A. Nobody knows and we may never find out. Q. What do the Toronto Maple Leafs and possums have in common? A. Both play dead at home and get killed on the road

Poem
If I could catch a rainbow I would do it just for you and share with you its beauty on the days your feeling blue If I could build a mountain you could call it your very own A place to find serenity A place to be alone If I could take yours troubles I would cast them into the sea But all these things I'm finding are impossible for me I can't build a mountain or catch a rainbow fair But let me be what I know best A bestfriend who's always there

Fakes ~n~ Posers
400 people on my friends list, and I only deal with about 10 of them. Last night, Tim and I both posted a bulletin, only 1 person looked at mine and no one bothered reading his. This is major BS! Most of you beg for F/A/R and don't bother even trying to make a friend. If it doesn't benefit them in some way they don't bother. I admit, I'm all about my lounge on here, but I do not hide that fact. Its all over my profile, but like anyone bothers to read them. I'll be surprised if this even gets read!

Last One In This Category...i Hope.
Well, I had my surgery Tuesday and it is a success...so far anyway. He had to remove almost 60% of my disc, but in turn, I have no more leg pain. I do have oodles of other pain, and it really hurts to walk, but practice practice practice. I apologize to those of you who sent messages asking for help, but I've been preoccupied with this. But I should be off work till around Mar 1st, so I'll spend more timeon here. Jay

Update Nc
For those of you following my "move" and how things are progressing, Figured it was time for an update :D Well, after having my car for almost a month now, fighting my way through paperwork and waiting for SHIT to clear thru the state regarding my ss card name and blah blah........ IM LEGAL! muahahhaa.....If you live in NC i suggest you stay off the roads cause i Finally got my license....plates/registration AND my insurance is ALL done .Woooooooooooooooooooooot. Yeah,, I know ya'll think im about nuts for being so excited but hey guys, im easy to please lmao. This means that i can finally start applying for jobs again and actually be able to TAKE a job cause i have transportation lol. Hmm lets see....Im still attending college online so if you see me online and im not responding, im probably mumbling obcentities under my breath at my instructors or homework *giggles*. Bear with me though, Im trying to get things set up so that I can spend a little more time on fubar/in

My Demise
The insanity, that has branded me, but its damaging how its managed me, and its clear to see why I'm so obscene, theres a whole nother world like a planet me and it rocks the face of the clocks in space, a little tick tock for amazing grace, and you can win the race if you can keep the pace just another step forward in saving face Chorus-everything before you has been laid out, everything before you has been played out, everything in front of you that you can see, is just another way for you to explore me-end chorus When the sum of all fears brings us all to tears its a couple of years and a couple of beers just listen up dear to the words you hear the brink of extinction is coming near we've come a long way from irrigation, goin out and building another space station, people are dying from radiation, here comes another war between the nations chorus and its sad to see all the fads to be, the government known as democracy, a government filled with hyprocrisy, th

Update
JUST WANTED TO DROP IN AND SAY THANK YOU TO ALL ME FRIEND SO YOUR SUPPORT. ME AND THE KIDS ARE DOING FINE AND HAVING ALOT OF FUN NOW. I KNOW NOW IT WAS FOR THE BEST. ME AND MY KIDS ARE HAPPY NOW AND I GUESS SHE IS HAPPY WERE SHE IS SO EVERYONE IS HAPPY. I HAVE ALOT OF FAMILY AND FRIEND SUPPORT AND I KNOW THERE WILL BETTER THINGS IN MY FUTURE. SO THANK YOU AGAIN AND I WILL STAY ON HERE ILL BE IN AND OUT BECAUSE I GET TO DO MORE THINGS WITH MY KIDS NOW. P.S TO PUNISHER COMMENT ON MY OUR BLOG THAT THERE IS TWO SIDES TO EVERY STORY WELL MAYBE THERE IS BUT THIS STORY IS PRETTY CUT AND DRY... SHE WAS UNHAPPY HERE AND SHE LEFT ME AND THE KIDS...... I DONT KNOW WHAT SHE TOLD YOU BUT I HAVE NEVER DONE ANYTHING TO HER BUT TRY TO MAKE HER HAPPY. I DON'T DRINK I DON'T SMOKE I HAVE NEVER DONE DRUGS AND NEVER WENT OUT PARTYING. I WAS A HUSBAND AND A FATHER THAT DID EVERYTHING TO MAKE HIS FAMILY WORK... I HAVE NEVER LAD A HAND OR HIT HER OR THE KIDS I TRY TO GIVE HER EVERYTHING SHE WANTED BUT SHE

Is Owl The New 'gilligan?' (or, Will Work For Food)
"No phone, no lights, no motorcar, not a single luxury..." So, earlier this week, my landline phone joined my cell phone in the lovely state of disconnected-ness. Aside from internet access, I am now completely shut off from the outside world (unless I actually go outside). My electric bill is next up, and the only reason my lights are not off is that I was promised by Direct Energy that a supervisor would call me regarding not being contacted before when I was having trouble paying this bill before. However, without a phone, someone over there is liable to say "He's being a smartass" and shut me off anyway. I'm still one payment away from owning my car outright, but with my Debt-to-Income ratio being what it is, I'm on that treadmill that makes it impossible for me to even have $200 available to pay the damn thing off. So... Anyone in the North Dallas area have any gigs they need done during the day? I'm willing to travel as far out as a 20-mile radius from Allen, Texa

As It Turns Out...
So I went to her house and all was cool so I thought we were still ok then a few hours later I get a letter in the mail... yup it was a breakup letter. So it's official, I'm single again... At least she didn't pawn my grandmother's ring, she returned that to me so I'm thankful for that.

Things You Can Only Say On Thanksgiving
1. Talk about a huge breast! 2. Tying the legs together keeps the inside moist. 3. It's Cool Whip time! 4. If I don't undo my pants, I'll burst! 5. That's one terrific spread! 6. I'm in the mood for a little dark meat. 7. Are you ready for seconds yet? 8. Its a little dry, do you still want to eat it? 9. Just wait your turn, you'll get some! 10. Don't play with your meat. 11. Just spread the legs open & stuff it in. 12. Do you think you'll be able to handle all these people at once? 13. I didn't expect everyone to come at once! 14. You still have a little bit on your chin. 15. How long will it take after you stick it in? 16. You'll know it's ready when it pops up. 17. Wow, I didn't think I could handle all of that! 18. That's the biggest one I've ever seen

New Here..
Ok so I'm a little slow on what sites I should be a member of...so I just signed up to this and I'm not sure what to expect or if it's what I'm looking for but we'll see? Basically I jsut got out of a few year relationship and I'm NOT looking for another at the moment..kinda just looking for some fun ;) A good night without the akwardness in the morning, do you get what I mean? Anyways..a little about me..I can drink ANY girl under the table. Don't believe me? Try me. Umm..I work a lot and I'm a hard worker but I party even harder. I'm honest..sometimes too honest. I'm horny..and yes I have naked pics but not sure if I can put them on here? Anyways you can always stalk me on flirt2meet .com and see them if you're feeling dirty ;) Get at me if you want to know more...I'm bored.

Lisey's Story
just to start...i thought i'd include some tattoo stories here just to answer any questions any of you might have about them...you can find them all in my pics. oh, and feel free to share your own stories. in fact, please do. This one is about the floral piece on my left arm. With a better look, you can see that it's basically an overgrown meadow...a wooden cross is there as well. If you check out the hardcover edition of Lisey's story, you'll see it. That's what the tattoo is from. Lisey's story is one of stephen king's latest...if you haven't read it, you should. it's good. It's about an author who, as a child, has a place he could travel to for healing and to escape the craziness of his childhood. I can definitely relate to that--books were and still are my escape from life. It's about love and marriage (the kind of love that even death cannot weaken), too, and has an underlying theme about repressing memories. I can't remember anything much at all from before age 12. The thi

Things I Learned From My Mother( And Can't Forget )
MY MOTHER TAUGHT ME TIME TRAVEL "if you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of next week" MY MOTHER TAUGHT ME LOGIC "Because I said so that's why" MY MOTHER TAUGHT ME IRONY "Keep crying and I will give you some thing to cry about!" MY MOTHER TAUGHT ME ABOUT OSMOSIS "Shut your mouth and eat your supper!" MY MOTHER TAUGHT ME ABOUT CONTORTIONISM "Will you look at the dirt on the back of your neck!" MY MOTHER TAUGHT ME STAMINA "You'll sit there till all that spinach's gone!" MY MOTHER TAUGHT ME ANTICIPATION "Just wait till we get home!" MY MOTHER TAUGHT ME MY HERITAGE "Close that door. Do you think you were born in a barn?" MY MOTHER TAUGHT ME WISDOM "When you get to my age you'll understand!" MY MOTHER TAUGHT ME ABOUT HYPOCRISY "If I told you once, I've told you a million times, don't exaggerate!" MY MOTHER TAUGHT ME OPTHAMALOGY "If you don't stop crossing your eyes they're going to get stuck that way!"

Get With It
well ppl i been here goin on 2 yrs and picked up alot of friends alot i made good frinds with. But in the next wk in gonna start dropping alot of them. Do to some who just point grub or is just stuck up. So i'll give 3 days to answer a shout and will drop who ever dont answer. Sorry but this is my page and i'll do what i want.but i have given b day gifts and no ty. And to me thats a lil shity. So for all my bbw buddys lol i know u'll have fun with this and expect to here something funny. But im trimming the fat so to speek. LMAO. so i would love to keep all my friends so give a holler back. Thank u

The Morning After Reality
The Morning After Reality Can someone in all honesty fall in love with someone and know in there heart and in there mind that it will never happen. Can two souls be so alike.. being in total synchronicity with one another ..knowing that just a single kiss could ruin this. Why do complications of the heart always fog the better of ones judgment .. is it the lack or reason or thought .. can love have purpose other then just the common thread that we all see it as .. Why can loving someone have such larger meaning and devotion yet cant. What is truly love.. a thought or a concept of what happiness is. When does happiness become love, just the simple questions one never thinks yet alone asks ..

The Rape Of The United States Economy
There are two type of people that I would love if they would just sit back and shut the fuck up for at least 4 years. Poor People and Rich People. For so long now I've had to hear nonstop bitching and moaning about the plight of the poor people and all this other democratic bullshit nonsense, I am fucking fed up with it. You miserable little bastards suck the life out of this country and don't none of you actually give a flying fuck. But, because of this situation you are in, you just take it and abuse it. I'm sorry that you fucked up so bad that you cannot afford to have luxuries, you spent all your welfare money on $80,000 cars and 90 inch High Definition Televisions. Know what fucking REALLY sucks about your situation? It's that I and the rest of the country are personally paying for your life and what you choose to do with it and frankly it makes me want to beat the ever loving shit out of you. If I had a list of the top fucking losers in society I would fly to each ci

Midnight
KINKYCOMMENTS.COM Over my soul, you murmer your passion chant, Until my heart is quenched, My lips keep silent guard of love's promise, I enfold it to my heart's most secret place, Peace flows it's river to it's banks of content, I close my eyes in wistful grace, here in this velvet calm stillness, And I church my hand's to veil my face, His foot prints trad the desert sand, As he thrust's jewels to the sky, That become the stars in my heaven, His gift of renewal to me, Through somber streets I walk the night, Defiant of pain and sorrow, Midnight nears, the moon is milky bright, Our souls unite in my spirit's quiet house, Against black silence we consumate our vow, And I look into the eyes ,through which joy came, Upon eternity's bed.....I Whisper my lover's name. Darlene

I Enetered An Auction
Auction to run Tuesday Dec. 2 to Sunday Dec. 7 REAL CASH TRUMPS FU-BUCKS!!!! $50,000 fu-buck entry fee. $50,000 minimum first bid. Auction to run Tuesday Dec. 2 to Sunday Dec. 7 OWNERSHIP LASTS FOR 1 MONTH!!! SHERRY WILL BE MAKING THE HO' PIX FOR ME...WHEN YOU JOIN AUCTION SHE WILL COME TO YOUR PAGE AND TAKE THE PICTURE SHE WANTS. Last day to join is November 30th. NO LATE ENTRIES!!!! Names will appear in this blog as soon as entry fee has been paid. Fu-Pal $50K to DaisyBlue. link to daisy blue`s blog http://fubar.com/blog/247523/903191

Men
I hate the way a man will sit there and tell you that they love you and would never do anything to hurt you. While they are telling you that they go behind your back and do thing that they know are wrong. They want you to do things that they will not do themselves (like quit talking to exs). They go and do it behind yours back. The ex is not the one that is making contact and you know that it is him. I am starting to think that I was better off without a man. I Am pretty much doing it all on my own anyways. I pay all the bills, clean the house, take care of my kids, and all he does is play his game if that is not online them he stays on the pc. He brakes his promises and does not lesson to me when I need him too. If an ex needs him he is right there for her. I have also hear that he told her she is the best he ever had so maybe that is where he belongs and not with me. I am done trying to keep him I am over it. I just love him so much and it kills me when I find out how many time he ha

Mind Sex
MIND SEX from Alicia Keys Conversation Stimulation Good talk Mind sex Can you keep up or Are you sleeping On what I've said It takes a whole lotta man (woman) To understand Good love is not just Stimulation Conversation Good talk. So let's have sex I wanna make love I'd rather go to heaven Can you take me above It's mind sex Can we just talk Can you make me feel it deep? Without a physical touch?

In My Heart
Kisses laced with fire Caresses soft as silk Words of love flowing freely Like the sweetest honey and milk Here by your side Is where I belong For this kind of love I have waited so long No words needed now Your look says so much And I feel myself melting At your sweet, gentle touch You play my heart Like a fine violin Opening it up wide To the love held within I wrap my arms around you And whisper your name We're both swept away By the heat of love's flame Our skin is still damp With a tender love's dew Amazed how each touch Can still be so new I lay at your side Making swirls on your chest Slowly coming down From our passion's crest You are the one That is here in my heart I kiss you so softly And swear we'll never part For you are my life My love and my soul You are the one With whom I want to grow old So lay aside your questions Put to rest your fears I'm going to love you For all of my

Can I??
Can I help it that I've grown up, I can't take back mistakes, I know in my heart and see with mine eyes, Time has brought some change, I've changed for the better, Although some may not see it for the blinders on their eyes, They count me for who I was, not who I am, In my past, failed I have, I am but only woman, So out with the old, And in with the new, But unchanged true is my heart, It longs for the same and gives of it's all, For it's love is all I've got.

Understanding Women
UNDERSTANDING WOMEN (A MAN'S PERSPECTIVE) I know I'm not going to understand women. I'll never understand how you can take boiling hot wax, pour it onto your upper thigh, rip the hair out by the root, and still be afraid of a spider.

Pervs!!!
just want to know why you get these perverts that want you to give them your yahoo id or email address..well first of all im happily married..im happy with being able to chat in the shoutbox but some pervs think you will cam to cam with them or some stupid crap..well im only here for friends my husband takes care of all my other needs so no need to ask me for my info if i wanted you to have it i would have given it to you..oh and another thing i dont have a cam so dont bother asking..for all the non perverts i hope you all have a great day...

About "i Love You"
I love you Some people say it from the heart Some don't Some people say it a time too many Some never utter these words I love you You could search for eternality And not find words As sweet as these You could longed forever And never hear it From the heart I love you These words I've heard it Many, many times As my heart follows these words Its always come back Brokenhearted I tried to turn away Never again To have my heart Shattered by these words But,its unbearable Not to hear these words from you I love you Say it to me At least once

Something About Love
Something about love Makes you do silly things Unexpectedly, you "fell" right into it Not knowing, what danger lies ahead Sometime about love Makes everything weird Without a logical explanation Your heart spins crazily Not knowing, when to stop Something about love Makes you do stupid things Again and again Pain and failure Not knowing, when the heart will find The right one Something about love Makes me wants to be like In a fairy tale The prince and the princess Living happily ever after

30 Years
Today is my last day of being in my 20's. As of tomorrow I will be a moldy old hag that can no longer be trusted by the younger crowds....or atleast thats what I believed before I turned 30. But ofcourse now that I am at this point 30 isn't looking so bad. I thought I would be sad and depressed but I am actually looking forward to it. I might actually feel like a grown up....well kinda I guess. But its got me thinking back over the last 30 years. My god...where has the time gone?? I don't even want to imagine my kids turning 30 yet, but I bet it will be here before I know it. So 30 years ago tomorrow I was born, at 6:25 in the evening. I wonder if my mother ever thought I would be who I am today when she was holding me there. I can kinda fathom the idea.....I look at my kids and wonder what they will be like as they grow up. Its amazing thing isn't it, watching your little ones grow and mature. I love watching them learn and discover new things. Its so fasinating. And I

For Silverpixi (do Not Join Here)
Tweety's Got Attitude...You know the drill Fan/Rate/Add or Re-rate the members. If you are already a friend, just leave a comment that Tweety's Got Attitude or Gotta love Tweety's attitude. Here's what to do... . *****RULES***** 1. RATE THE TWEETY FOLDER (AUTO 11'S WILL BE ON FOR THE FIRST 24 HOURS) 2. ONCE YOU HAVE R/F/A EVERYONE & RATED THE TWEETY FOLDER PRIVATE MESSAGE SILVERPIXI TO BE ADDED TO THE TRAIN AND GET YOUR TAG 3. NO DRAMA!!!! IF YOU START DRAMA YOU WILL BE THROWN OFF THE TRAIN 4. HAVE FUN!!!!! AND LET'S MAKE SOME NEW FRIENDS Silverpixi~Club United~LollipopGurlz~ FSC~Owner of Miss Crys {Please read my profile}@ fubar Mï¢kï-ßlµê-È¥ê§ ~{Ðïr†¥ §ðµ†h Çrêw}Çð-£ðµñÐêr ð£ †hê £rïêñÐ§hïþ Çïr¢lê'@ fubar §ŵ† Çĥ®®¥ þî€*SDMF*Mrs English*GM@Immortal~XXtremeFullThrottleradioMetalHeadMafia@ fubar manly - TGIF!!@

Just F*ck Me Already!!!
Dear Men of Fubar, Look, I know you men have it difficult. Women are just about impossible to understand, much less please. In a post-feminist society, you never know exactly what you should be doing. Women are bloody picky, I know we are. It can be scary, too, when women freak out about what appear to be benign issues. And men who do their best to be respectful, female-positive humans, I salute you, I do. But please, please just fuck me already. Honestly, I appreciate your thoughtfulness. I like that you want to take things slow. I can totally get behind the idea of emotional connection, but dearjesusinheaven, FUCK ME. We've done dinner and drinks. We've gone dancing. We've cuddled and watched a movie. I'm wearing a low cut shirt and you've been staring at my breasts all night. Goodgodalmighty, get to it and fuck me. When we get hot and heavy, please take charge. Please, please fuck me. Trust me, I'm not going to just lie still - I'll get involved. But don't make me force you

Whats That Insensitive Bit At The Base Of The Penis Called? A Man.
Whats that insensitive bit at the base of the penis called? A Man. Current mood: aggravated Why does everyone want to change me? Is what I am so bad? I mean i am not the prettiest, smartest, or most talented woman on the planet but god dammit i am not Purina! i may not own clothes from Macy's' or Nordstroms or even The Gap but I have nice practical clothes and I have clothes that I don't mind getting dirty in. I do my best to keep my lying to a minimum. I'm not perfect, I lie, who doesn't. I have been told that one of the reasons people like me is because I'm "real". I will call you on your bullshit and I will call you on your lies but at the same time you are still my friends and i love you as such. I am not a saint, in fact I am most assuredly a sinner. I try not to judge or to jump to the wrong conclusions but it happens. It always does. I am NOT PERFECT. I try to keep in touch with my friends as much as I can. I don't even usually mind it when they don't. However

I Got To Give Away In Order To Keep It.
96 if you are keeping track Addict name Carlton. I am proud to be an addict, because if I wasn’t addict in recovery I would still be obsessed with my thinking. My core of self obsession would still be unwilling, un-honest, closed minded to becoming clean. I am really exposing myself to letting someone out there know it is ok to surrender. God is still around he hasn’t turned his back on you, no matter what or how you feel. It is always someone, like myself out here who know where you are at or been, but it is definitely not something that should keep the suffering ones trapped. I know I been there. I was comparing out more then in. It starts with how you present things, what you say represent your thinking. My thinking didn’t come till after I thought I did something slick and found out better. One of the main excuses or ways I compared out was when I used to say I only! That word only will get your ass killed by your own omission. KISS: keep it simple stupid, if you don’t and const

What's In A Dream
What’s in a dream When you go to bed al is set You close your eyes for all the lies you heard some minutes before you heard the slamming door After a while you come into another world the world of darkness and less it’s frighten you as you don’t know what to expect you get to sweat and to shiver You see your live passing bye and for sure that last hour your love one left you for good you lost for sure your mood all you wanted was a nice live but all you got was a goodbye Suddenly you awake not knowing what happened must have to do something with last night just after you were holding tide one wrong word and all was over there you sit up in your bed with empty hands You look at the window the moon outside shines so bride but you, you lost your smile all you have now is a sad face what a live you have was all again just a dream….. by Mr Smiley

Part Dos
Part dos Taking her breath away with his words. She yearns for what she knows he can do to her body. Dropping her bags and coat in the floor, she quickly starts the process. Slowly walking to him to be granted approval, a simple gesture of his hand she slowly turns around. Hear the sound of the leather cracking as he rises from his chair. Her eyes closed tight waiting for his touch. Feeling the heat from his body as he moves closer to her, steady swiftness of his hands one wraps around her throat and the other hand wraps around her body pulling her into his heaving chest. A long lap of his tongue stretches from the bottom of her neck to the lobe of her ear. Hot breaths whisper in her ear, “I’ve been waiting for you”. No other words were spoken as he led her to the center of the room. With the flicker of a single candle to light the way, she never opened her eyes. For this is a walk she can do from memory alone. Reaching the bed that awaited for them she knew what to do. Sit

Rules
RULES HIS OR HER’S Yes Sir….. As you wish….. Upon your command….. Only to please you…. Who needs who? Who is taking what? She gives her all He takes all she has… Who is wrong or right? Who really wins? The ultimate desire to please Or The insatiable desire to be pleased? His rules or her pleasures?

3 Doors Down - Citizen Soldier
Beyond the boundaries of your city's lights, Stand the heroes waiting for your cries. So many times you did not bring this on yourself, When that moment finally comes, I'll be there to help. On that day when you need your brothers and sisters to care, I'll be right here. Citizen soldiers holding the light for the ones that we guide from the dark of despair. Standing on guard for the ones that we sheltered, We'll always be ready because we will always be there. When there are people crying in the streets, When they're starving for a meal to eat, When they simply need a place to make their beds, Right here underneath my wing, You can rest your head. On that day when you need your brothers and sisters to care, I'll be right here! Citizen soldiers holding the light for the ones that we guide from the dark of despair. Standing on guard for the ones that we sheltered, We'll always be ready because we will always be there... There... there... there... Hope and p

Living Will
Last night my sister and I were sitting in the den and I said to her, "I never want to live in a vegetative state, dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle to keep me alive. That would be no quality of life at all. If that ever happens, just pull the plug." So she got up, unplugged the computer, and threw out my wine. She's such a bitch.

Simple Things Mean A Lot...
In this crazy world that we live in today, I often find myself frustrated and cursing myself for the things that I don't have money for or energy for. I am very hard on myself and quite the perfectionist. Sometimes I feel like the people who matter most to me are left to wonder if they are good enough or unsure of their place in my life. Hopefully this blog will communicate what I sometimes cannot when the stress and anxiety of life get in the way of what I hope to say through my actions. To me it's the simple things in life that make it worth getting up every day. It is so easy to get discouraged by the things that you don't have, like money, material things, and time. I wish I could make more hours in the day so I could do everything I need to without having to rush from place to place. But the one thing I wish I had more of is energy and physical strength. My challenges physically make it difficult for me to keep going when there is still so much to be done. I am forced to pace

Today
Today i had the most amazing day with my boyfriend we didnt Do much but i just loved spending time with him.. im soo happy right now lol *dances* :) and whats even better ill be seeing him tommmorow lol shame he couldnt stay

Forgotten !!
I know I shouldn't feel like this... But I can't help that I do. I feel like I've been forgotten; Now just a memory to you. I guess I'm selfish and immature To be thinking this way. My heart is aching badly, And as much as I try, the pain wants to stay. I want to show you just how much .. My love for you is I don't want to give you some kind of closure? My photograph of you Is now a saddened exposure. My stomach flops inside me When I think about my pain. My heart goes out to you, Because my love for you remains. I hope I will feel better soon That you won't forget I'm here for you Because I still love you I promise you, it's true. It's so hard to lose ... the only true friend I've ever had. I know that it is. I've never felt it before, And life hurts enough as is! Don't ever think that I don't care I don't know if you think that or not... I hope you don't, Because it's the most untrue thing You could have ever thought. I'm trying not to le

Wanna See My Daring Pics??!!
Hi guys im Lia, im a bikini and nude model in california.. im just new here in fubar and im looking for some fubarmates to chat, hangout and have some fun.. so hope you could checkout my profile and see my freshly posted pictures every week.. hope you enjoy viewing my bikini modeling pics, daring pics and my NSFW pics and hope you could rate and leave some comments on it... see yah soon guys..... xoxo..

Computer Out Of Commission
To all my dear friends, I won't be on much because my motherboard is messed up and I can't afford another computer right now. Only on when I am at my friends house. I have not left you and you can still rate and fan me as well as ask for my friendship. I will be back as soon as I can. I am going to miss you all lots. Hugs and kisses, Trish

Me
ok i hate talking about myself but here i go. i was raised by my mom without much help from my dad. he had another family to worry about. i was raised around the gay community since i was 3. i have watched people die of AIDS since before it was called AIDS. i had no friends untill high school. before that i lived in a nice neighborhood and was the only poor fat and smart kid. kids can be very cruel. i suffer from cronic depression that i deal with without medication. i tried to kill myself 4 times before i was 20. i spent most of my youth trying to act like everybody wanted me to. i tried to be a happy-go-lucky kid but i was not bieng true to myself. i started to open up a bit in high school when i met my bff. i have been through abusive relationships because i didnt feel like anyone else would ever say they loved me. i spent 5 years with a man who ignored me except when he wanted sex. but at least he gave me my daughter. she is what keeps me sane in this crazy world. now

Boobs Vs Willes
A family is at the dinner table. The son asks his father, “Dad, how many kinds of boobs are there? The father, surprised, answers, “Well, son… a woman goes through 3 phases. In her 20’s, a woman’s boobs are like melons, round and firm. In her 30’s – 40’s, they are like pears, still nice but hanging a little bit. After 50, they are like onions’.” “Onions???” asked the son… The dad replies, “Yes, you see them and they make you cry.” This infuriated his wife and daughter, so the daughter said, “Mom, how many kinds of ‘willies’ are there?” The mother, surprised, smiles and answers, “Well dear, a man goes through 3 phases also. In his 20’s, his willie is like an oak tree, mighty and hard. In his 30’s-40’s, it’s like a birch tree, flexible but reliable. After his 50’s, it is like a Christmas tree.” “A Christmas Tree???” asks the daughter… “YES… dead from the root up and the balls are just for decoration!”

Live Concert Tonight In Vampy's Vampire Cave
JUST CLICK THE PIC BELOW COME JOIN THE PARTY!! Saturday Night 8:00pm to 2:00am. For Recorded Live Mental Mania. With DJ GHOSHT (the birthday boy). It’s going to be the PARTY of the YEAR, and You Don’t Want To Miss It. So let’s get ready to have some fun… chat… listen to music… and PARTY!! IT’S MENTAL MANIA NIGHT!!

Congrats To Fubars Newest & *so* Well Loved Prophet!!!!
Congrats ItsUrAngel! The Newest Prophet!!! ItsUrAngel Mgr@The Hideaway@ fubar Please go by and Congratulate the Newest Fubar Prophet, she has worked so hard to get there and deserves it so much!!! On her way to prophet.... she stopped and helped level around 10 lounge and family members to different levels including three prophets and a godmother!!! WE are all so proud of her!!! I Love you dearly Sissy!!!! ItsUrAngel Mgr@The Hideaway@ fubar This Auto11 was brought to you by: sleepy3883@ fubar

I Am This Girl
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you. I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the park more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive restaurant. I'm the girl who says,"Okay, but you owe me...", not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you. I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you. I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms. I'm the girl who never wants to forget all the sweet little things you do for her. I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have. I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a k

An Open Book
An Open Book Alight the butterfly Upon the branch It opens and closes its wings Open and closes. Visual, regal The monarch of the garden. Each opening of the wings Like the pages of a book Poetry in motion Each verse A colorful rendition Saying read me! Appreciate me! Silently appraise All that I have to say Each opening and closing Articulating that I am I shall be What you see Just take the time to notice And appreciate, Me. Poet

Giving Thanks
First I would like to say that we shouldnt just limit thanks to this one day but be thankful everyday for everything. I am thankful that I have a job to go to everyday. It might get a little monotonous but it pays the bills. Im thankful for the roof over my and the car that I drive. Im thankful that my kids are healthy and I know they love me unconditionally. Im thankful that my mom is still alive and that I am able to call her anytime. Thankful we have air to breathe and water to drink. Im thankful for friends and family and I dont tell them that enough. Just remember, be thankful for what you have and stop trying to compete with everyone around you. Someone will keep trying to be one up on everyone around them. The little things in life are usually the best, anyway. Much love to all.

Member - "slipknotmaggot"
So, I'm just sittin' here at 1 in the morning just minding my own business. Listening to music, watching some videos, checking out peoples profiles, making some new friends - you know the usual boring "got nothin' goin' on" Saturday night bullshit. So, I'm sittin here and this asshole who is on my friends list apparantly - "Slipknotmaggot" , dumbass name I know, sends me a shout. He starts making derogatory comments about my Man and myslef in my NSFW pics. Well, normally I would get upset and freak the fuck out but I was just like "Dude, wtf is your point?" he proceeds to tell me that I'm gross and blah blah blah and I'm like well don't look. And then of course he mentioned something about how I churned his stomach which actually made me chuckle. I was amused that this kid had nothing else to do but to check out some broads dirty pictures - some broad that HE friend requested in the first place - and then talk shit. I suppose he must have not been able to get laid by whatever Juggalett

[the Soup Of 1000 Deaths]
DEAR GOD! I am a mad genius. Remember that soup I was talking about in Matters of Perfection 1? Course you do. It will KILL you with delicious and rich. I havent got the EXACT method down, but damned if I've got the flavors nailed. To serve 2 you will require, 3 strips of thick bacon Half a pound of lamb salt fresh pepper, white pepper about... 2 cups chicken broth a small bundle of parsley 1/4 pint of heavy whipping cream 1/3 a med white onion 1 clove of garlic 1 small shallot 1 1/2 cups of diced shitake mushrooms (dried if possible) ... white wine goats cheese more parsley salt and pepper to taste. Serve: A) moated around wild rice B) with cubed or medallioned potatoes C) over boe-tie pasta This is the soup of 1000 death's, from the makers of "The One Sandwich". Vegetarian (NOT VEGAN) version coming soon.

1976
Goodbye Junior hello Senior! Start my last year of High School! I almost became a father (false alarm). My friends and I have many things going on, jumping over the wall to the pool after it closes lol umm, alcohol and illegal substances could have been the cause for one of my friends sitting on the diving board on a chair (many years later, the pool scene with Cameron in the movie “Ferris Beuller’s Day Off” reminds me of this, lol). The Lords are official (my gang I am the first and last leader, two in between me) formed to prevent other punks from coming into our neighborhood causing trouble. Only two of us actually had a nick name, mine was Ace and David’s was JC (because he looked like some of the pictures of Jesus). We are also nickname the insiders (a real biker gang in the area, The Outsiders saw us and our colors and their leader said They were the Outsiders so we were the insiders) this happened at the carnival, which I later worked at for a week and almost joined, but t

Criminals
Have you ever noticed that convicted criminals have more rights than you do? They have the right to not have to work for a living, to have cable tv, to get fed every mealtime, and so on to the point that they not only get free medical but if they need an organ transplant, they are put at the front of the waiting list. I have often wondered why this is allowed to happen! If we do not work, we do not get to eat and we do get free medical. Why is it that they, who have preyed upon society get everything handed to them. I have been told it is because it is inhumane to force them to work, but the laws of economics force us to work. That since we have locked them away, we are responsible for their well being; but why should we have to provide them with more than is needed to survive when we will not do this for members of our society that have not committed crimes. It seems to me that we do have the responsibility to provide just enough for them to survive and if they want more or better the

Here's To The Haters
Haters come online to harass Haters come online to bash Haters come online to scare and Haters come online to be feared What the haters really come online for Haters hate themselves Haters hate themselves Haters hate themselves Still Clueless? If your words were harsh or brash and your manor was not well liked today then you are probably the hater that we are talking about. Go home and hug yourself. Tell yourself it will be better in the morning. Convince yourself that it was not you that had the problem but everyone else on this big planet that has the problems. Make yourself comfortable and cozy and then ask yourself this: If the rest of the world has the problem then why are you sleeping alone tonight and every other night? If you don't like the answer then by all means call yourself a hater or get over yourself cause the rest of the world is just passing you by.

Elated Flame
Elated Flame by Me The sun is always shining even on a cloudy day With a smile in my thoughts and on my face Wishing everyone to have a wonderful day Knowing that nothing for them would go wrong Stopping to say hello and to assure they are good Reinforcing that everything will be okay Wondering why I am so cheerful and happy I wished I knew that answer, but I'll never ask Never to know why I am so happy and never sad For the cards I was dealt I should've folded To be so optimistic and full of cheer is not so easy When alone in the dark and unable to see There is always one light that guides the way An eternal flame of hope to inspire those around me

Money Auction Only
ATTENTION ATTENTON WICKED LETTE is holding an all money auction!! **WICKED LETTE** I want you to take me to the hospital This means you can only bid with things money can buy or money itself. Entry fee is 30k paid to me (WICKED LETTE). Message me asap with the pic you want to use and what you are offering.(WICKED LETTE) Mininum bid starting at $5.00 (USD). The auction will end when you get the bid you are satisfied with. I will be in this auction too so dont forget to bid on me! This has been created by: ☆PopSicle Gurl☆™ [[SER•NgC]] ♥Property of KaTman#9825;@ fubar

Another Pc Problem
This morning I woke up and went to get on my lap top and the computer was DEAD... completely DEAD. No power at all getting to the lap top so I checked the plug in into the lap top and it was connected but I heard this funny sound coming from the AC/DC adapter brick. It was a high pitched sound. I went to lift it up and it was so hot it burned my fingers. I immediately unplugged it from the wall. Apparently the brick shut down and was about to burn up. I am so glad I woke up when I did for it may have burned the house down. Yes, it was that hot. Another day ... another problem. So... $105 later I now am the proud owner of a new adapter from Staples. I hope this is the end. My car broke down Friday night. My husband's XM radio burned out last week. My lap top crashes and I need a new hard drive and now the AC/DC adaptor blows out. What is next?

Radiohead - Creep
When you were here before, Couldn't look you in the eye You're just like an angel, Your skin makes me cry You float like a feather In a beautiful world I wish I was special You're so fucking special But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doin' here? I don't belong here I don't care if it hurts, I wanna have control I want a perfect body I want a perfect soul I want you to notice when I'm not around You're so fucking special I wish I was special But I'm a creep I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doin' here? I don't belong here, ohhhh, ohhhh She's running out the door She's running out She run run run run... run... Whatever makes you happy Whatever you want You're so fucking special I wish I was special But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doin' here? I don't belong here I don't belong here...

Contest Update
Just an update on the contest...im currently 10,000 points behind. Contest ends November 18th at 11pm eastern time.Thanks to all of the great Zodiac bombers and all the other bombing families who are helping me get this far and of course the individuals who have also helped..We can do this..we can still beat the Fu-Bombers...Bomb! Bomb! Bomb! Check out my last blog for the my link to the contest.

Would You?
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11. Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16. Do you think I'm cute? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you? 18. Would you dance with me? 19. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What Do You Think Of My...? 1.Personality: 2.Eyes: 3.Face: 4.Hair: W0ULD Y0U... give me your number?_______________ kis

Liar Part 2
Also we are STILL bombing Willy Makit's pic, we have to keep at this until the 18th. We are in first but they have over taken us twice and are keeping up pretty good with us. He has goten help from other bombing families, so we need everyone bombing this. I have already removed 22 inactive people, and when this is over I will be removing about 22 more...so please come bomb with us. I know it is hard work, but we would bomb just as hard for you in your contest. THEY ARE REMOVING PPL AFTER THIS CONTEST, IT'S HER WORDS NOT MINE! AND SHE KNOWS WHO THERE'S 22 OF U!!--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------READ THIS MESSAGE FROM PEGGY>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>When you joined, the main page here says- as well as the emails I send you all- that to be in this family you must have our name on your page and you m

Giveaways We Are Bombing!! Woot!
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE JUST CLICK ON THIS ONE AND RATE IT, RATES COUNT AND I WILL BE USING IT FOR THE CLUB, BUYING A COUPLE OF AUTO BLINGS! WOOT! NOW HAS 262 RATES, 1,350 COMMENTS! NEEDS 20K COMMENTS FOR A 3 MONTH VIP FOR A CLUB MYSTIC MEMBER!!! NOW HAS 1,640 COMMENTS! OF COURSE, PLZ CONTINUE TO BOMB THE AUTO-11 BLING GIVEAWAY AS WELL...WE HAVE 2 MORE TO GO! THE 2ND ONE WAS AWARDED TO SOUTHERNBABY CUZ SHE BUSTS HER BUTT FOR ALL OF US! NOW HAS 27,133 COMMENTS

I Wouldn't Even Know What To Do
So on Fri night I went into the emergency room for chest pains, I had massive heart palpitations, and very short breath. When I went in they told me I had to have a urine test, I asked why and they said they think I could possibly be pregnant. I explained that I'm on the depo and since I do not have any bleeding or spotting while on the shot, it's quite impossible and they said to do it anyways. They got me into a bed shortly after and before transferring me to the heavily monitored side because my heart was beating crazily, they asked for another urine sample because the first one was inconclusive. They had to do 15 x-rays but wouldn't because they had a thought that I was pregnant. So I waited, they took tons of blood and hooked me up like a Christmas tree. About an hour later they came in again to get another sample and I thought... I really might be pregnant. I would feel helpless because the last guy I slept with was a 19 year old guy who lived with his parents and didn't even ho

Wet T-shirt Contest !!! Are You Brave Enough ???
~~{Calling All Ladies !!! Calling All Ladies !!!~~ Have you ever wanted to show JUST what you have??? Well nows your chance to shine!! The Pu$$ycat Playmates and Pimps are putting on a Wet T-Shirt Contest and all are invited to join!! The first 8 ladies to sign up will compete for the bragging rights of Best Wet T-Shirt !! The rules are simple and easy to follow ... If your interested in joining this contest, there is a entry fee. Its not alot and well worth it. All you have to do is send 5,000 fubuxs to the Pu$$ycat Playmates Homepage and add in the message that its your entry fee for the contest. The contest will run for a total of 4 nights. On the last night the Grand Prize Winner will be chosen and announced. Contest nights are as follows .... November 21st @ 3am EST November 22nd @ 3am EST November 28th @ 3am EST November 29th @3am EST ( Contest will be held in the Pink Pu$$ycat Lounge ) On the first night 4 girls will compete with the top 2 m

Humans "being"
majestic we are . .... humans. simultaneously i am in question as a human and in certainty as a soul.... my soul has been maintaining certainty for days now, total confidence that my God has been speaking clearly with love and support of the current part of my life journey. today i allowed the human in me to question the very thing i already know is right . . . i am guided by my soul with courage . . . a gift from God, a gift i would never have as just a human woman in a human body, but as human being with the gifts of choice and faith and the beautiful soul we all have. it is my courage now that guides me through this part of my journey, the journey to my soulmate. i believe a human being is just that . . . a human "being". Being in all of his gifts,being in all his life, being in all his love, being in all his woes and most importantly . . . being in all his spirit and soul. If fact when spoken about as a group we should be called humans being, humans with an "s

Never Enough
I'm so fed up with everyone around me (No one seems to care) I'm just so far gone and nothing's gonna change (I'll never be the same) Its always do this, do that, everything they want to I don't want to live that way Every chance they get their always Pushin me away Chorus: Its never enough No its never enough No matter what I say Its never enough No its never enough I'll never be what you want me to be Its all so messed up and no one ever listens (Everyone's deranged) I'm just so fucked up and I'm never gonna change (Wanna lay it all to waste) Their always say this, say that, nothing that you want to I don't want to live that way Every chance they get their always Shovin me aside Chorus I'm Done Bridge: In the end we're all just chalk lines on the concrete Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com Drawn only to be washed away For the time that I've been given I am what I am I'd rather hate you For everything you are Tha

Withdrawal.
There's only one. I'll be honest, that's all its ever been about. When the world threw up spit me into a sea of grey fuzzy smiles and ripped off wings she was there. Everything was still smoldering. Was it my fault or the manufacturer's? Who knows. Who cares. She watches me quietly as I rebuild. Passing the occassional odd joke or plastic smile. I wonder if she knows... While some call me Apollo, others only Icarus. I ponder the irony. Have I engineered my fate on Beloved wings of wax?

An Insatiable Appetite For Anger...
Is what seems to fill my plate these days, instead of the usual feast of genuine nicety and quietness. Honestly, I possess the qualities of a saint on a daily basis but inside I seem to be brewing the regurgitated remnants of Mother Teresa's torrid confessions. You know she had some! No one is perfect! As much as I strive for perfection especially when it comes to my life's decisions, I am nothing but...and that reality is steadily becoming clearer each and every day. How do you know when you're making the right decision? Is it what makes you happy that makes it right? Once upon a time exercising three hours a day made me exuberantly happy! That didn't make it good for me though. Kind of like now, sleeping makes me extremely happy but thirteen hours a day of it is excessively tiring. I feel like I'm at that crossing. You know, those two paths that fork in the road? and I, I have to take the one less traveled by...except... I wore flipflops and the path is littere

Club Mystic Members
Ok gang, I am sitting on a Happy Hour and an Auto 11 the CM family has awarded me. First, thanks to all of you who decided I deserved it. Now I would like to plan this so we can all be here at the same time or at least be aware at the same time. So if you all would let me know what day is better for you we will go from there. I have Sun 11\23 thru Sat 11/29 off for vacation. I know Turkey day is out for me as I have to travel to see family and I am sure same goes for many of us. Just let me know what day time is good and hopefully we can compromise in the middle someplace.

Death
I cant sleep, because well I've been thinking about the title subject, so maybe this will help me sleep after writing it. I know death comes to us all and death in itself doesn't bother me at all. What bothers me is I do not know how people will act when I die. Will they cry, will they laugh, will they care. Also I wont be here to see how many truely cared about me, or what people have to say about my life. I hope I make a positive impact on those I come into contact with. I want to be remembered as more then just a good person, I want to be remembered as something special. I know I don't have the *ability* to just go out and inspire people, or lead, but there has to be some way I can make a difference in this world. I will find that way. Ok enough rambling. I shall try to sleep now.

Never Thought I'd Fall In Love With You
Never Thought I'd Fall in Love with You I never thought I'd fall in love with you. I thought someday, of course, I'd fall in love. But what it felt like, I just never knew; I'd no idea what I was thinking of. And then, somewhere between my need and pleasure, Walking neither overjoyed nor sad, I looked into my heart and saw a treasure Worth more than anything I'd ever had. Ah! This is love! I thought. And then I wanted To give my life to see your happiness. Suddenly, from nowhere, I was haunted, Needy, joyful, tearful, glad, obsessed. My love for you has brought me out of me. The beauty in your heart has set me free.

Trivium - This World Can't Tear Us Apart
I was so empty Self loathing Before you awoke me Lived in transgression Feasted sin Destroying all I stood for A world with spreading disease Legs up for infidelity They force feed of their stiffened sickness They promised hiding their rings To suck down some of the things That cheat this world into lovelessness All the pain in this world won't stop us now For we have each other All the hate in this world can't tear us apart This love is forever In arms we'll turn away From their ways We'll live like no other Together we're hope Absolute The only thing that matters A world with spreading disease Legs up for infidelity They force feed of their stiffened sickness They promised hiding their rings To suck down some of the things That cheat this world into lovelessness All the pain in this world won't stop us now For we have each other All the hate in this world can't tear us apart This love is forever All the pain in this world won't stop us now

Merci`s 2
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Too Many Men
I've come to realize that I will probably need a harem of men to fulfill all the roles in my life. Because can one man really be the end-all everything? Is there one perfect person to be my all? I'm not so sure anymore. So maybe I should stop searching... The Boyfriend. He is the new hope. Every time a new relationship pops up- it would allow me the hope that "this is it! I'm done searching". Falling in love is exciting and brings out the best in everyone. There's so much to learn from each other, so much to explore. He'd provide the perfect setting for a normal relationship- good sex, good chemistry, good adventures... and he'd bring with him the drama that breaks a hopeful heart. The Husband. He's a constant. But he'd be little more than a room mate on the rare occasions that he was actually under the same roof. There would be no sex. Instead it would be a partnership based on parenthood and business. But he would offer security and stability. The Ex Lover. Sex with him w

Achilles Last Stand
THIS ONE IS FOR YOU HARDCORE ZEP FANS It was an April morning, When they told us we should go. As I turned to you, You smiled at me. How could we say no? With all the fun to have, To live the dreams we always had. Woa the songs to sing, When we at last return again. Sending off a glancing kiss, To those who claim they know. To know the streets the seaman hears, The devil is in his hole. Oh, to sail away, To sandy lands and other days. Oh, to touch the dream, Hides inside and never seen, yeah! Into the sun, the south, the north, Lies the first of hope. The shackles of commitment fell, In pieces on the ground. Oh, to ride the wind, To tread the air above the din. Oh, to laugh out loud, Dancing as we fought the crowd. To seek the man whose pointing hand, [ Led Zeppelin Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ] The giant step unfolds, With guidance from the curving path, That churns up into stone. If one bell should ring, In celebration for

This One Is For Witchie
I was cutting the rug down at place called The Jug with a girl named Linda Lou when in walked a man with a gun in his hand and he was looking for you know who. He said, 'Hey there, fellow with the hair colored yellow, whatcha tryin' to prove? 'Cause that's my woman there and I'm a man who cares and this might be all for you.' I said, 'Excuse me.' I was scared and fearing for my life, I was shaking like a leaf on a tree 'cause he was lean, mean, big and bad, Lord, pointin' that gun on me. 'Oh, wait a minute, mister, I didn't even kiss her. Don't want no trouble with you. And I know you don't owe me but I wish you'd let me ask one favor from you.' 'Say, won't you gimme three steps, gimme three steps, oh mister, gimme three steps toward the door? Gimme three steps, gimme three steps, oh mister, and you'll never see me no more.' Well the crowd cleared away and I began to pray and the water fell on the floor. And I'm telling you, son, it ain't no fun staring

Movie
So everyone whats a to in a movie with some big actor right well yeah so their filming George Clooney new movie at my college and well I'm in it how odd is that??? Well yeah I get to be a Speical Forces Sergeant...yeah so... other then that I get to pretend to live at Fort Bragg...

The Beginning.....
Prologue -------- Cambridge, a scholarly city of learning. Home, to among other things, one of the best universities of the world. But...appearances can be deceptive, and there is much more to Cambridge than meets the eye. Sometime in the 18th century, the Baron Fortesque was made Chancellor of the University. Seeing the advanced science and technology around him,this good man was overpowered by the dark force of greed and became obsessed with knowledge and power. This lust for knowledge led him to hire the best scientists and craftsmen the land had to offer. Fortesque kept these unfortunate individuals in shabby hovels fit only for rats, cockroaches and other vermin and worked them all day in an attempt to create a machine which would make him the richest man in the world. One day, one of the scientists drew up plans for a massive steam driven engine which was capable of achieving the alchemists' dream- transmuting matter. Fortesque immediately had the man im

Auto 11's Are On...come Level Up.
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Awake.
sunlight crept through the blinds today, when morning came I woke to the sound of your voice I heard it whispering my name my heart started to race while the rest of me stayed still afraid to open my eyes and realize it wasn't real they finally fluttered open squinting, fighting the light but no one was there no one holding me tight I squeezed my eyes back shut since nothing is what it seems I just want to hear your voice again I'll see you in my dreams ♥

A Late Vet Day Blog
Sacrifices are given and made at home and in foreign lands. And though we may have different feelings as to why we are here, we still stand the watch. We perform our duties and roles to the best of our ability. We rely on our training and our experience to erase all doubts. We stand the watch. On the shore, in the sky or on the sea, we miss holidays because we know that they are a privilege not a guarantee. Each day is a blessing, each meal is a feast, and the time that we have with our family is a moment that we strive for. We stand the watch. Even though we miss our families, even though we may be wounded or killed and even though our children may grow up without a mom or dad, we our committed to the performance of our duty. We will continue to stand the watch. When you look into the cold and distant eyes of some veterans know that behind those eyes is a world of pain. Know that he/she has witnessed horrors and atrocities that no one should ever have to witness. When yo

Poetry
feel the silence ahh, the silence. I lay in rest finally. No screams, no tears, no pain, it all drifted away with my body. I lie deep beneath the rocks, dirt, grass, and snow, betwean the layers of mother earths crust.The fealing of silence is so great. I no longer feel the worlds angziety, it all drifts away with the sarrow, away with the uncertinty, it is great to feel the silence. I cannot see, i cannot speak, i cannot hear, but i can feel the silence and it is the most peacefull thing i have found and now i can sleep.

Poetry
rant life was going to fast spun me round like an aircraft, jeted from here to ther never bieng able to stop; so I exploded. now I'm finding my self piece by piece, but my sanity I could not keep. so in the end life is to fast slow down and look at what has past.

On Being In Love...
i have always been one who lives by his passions...with a decidedly romantic lean...and at times it has caused me great anguish...the unrequited loves of one's youth...falling for one without due scrutiny...believing when there is no substance...and more. i admit to wearing my heart on my sleeve....how can one not, after all? life is filled with pleasures for the senses, all senses profiting from the open acceptance of that which surrounds us, even when there are the occasional rifts created when, by seeking that which fulfills us we stumble into chasms where we believed there to be firmament, and more.... i had fallen....the word love was a key part to this 'falling'....and in the course of this, was made to realise that it was not what was thought to be....much pain resulted from this...even when, in recognising its death, i continued to grieve and think it still alive....one does that i suspect because one seeks an end to the pain one is enduring...even as one knows it is not to b

The Reapers Touch
THE COLDNESS OF WINTER COMETH DARK CLOUDS BREWING ON THE HORIZION GOD IS NOT SMILING ANYMORE CHANGES ARE APON US FEW EVERYTHING IS BLACKENED BY DEATH IN TIME I WILL BECOME NOTHING AND DECAY INTO INFINITY AROUND YOUR SUFFERING I ROTT MY WORDS JUMBBLED UP AND FORGOTTEN LIFE WILL END AND DEATH WILL BE FOREVER SO I WAIT NOT KNOWING I WANT WHAT IS COMING AWAIT MY FATE AS A MORTAL THE TIME IS DRAWING NEAR REAPERS GATHER TO KILL ME TOUCH HIS HAND AND DIE OF THE SIGNS I DID NOT SEE DESTINY IS A BOX SIX FEET UNDER READ THE FIRST WORDS IN EACH SENTENCE FOR HIDDEN MEANING

Meh.
so my monday is like pretty much over and I am READY to go home. Im ready to go smoke a cigarette, have a coors light, and call it a day. Im thinking bubble bath with some candles and music. wow...sounds amazing.... i can almost picture the bath now... bubbles... bubbles... haha sorry I am really hyper and tired at the same time. I wanna dance and take all my clothes off....woot woot. hahaha

Obama And The Anti Christ
The Anti-Christ And Mr. Obama This Week's Feature Article by Jack Kelley Since the election I've been asked a number of times to comment on the likelihood that Mr. Obama could be the anti-Christ. Let me begin by saying that having been elected President he's Mr. Obama now, not just Obama. As for him being the anti-Christ I've discouraged that thought because I don't believe it's time for the anti-Christ to be revealed yet. But apart from that there's no Biblical reason I can find that would absolutely disqualify him. And based on the things we know about the anti-Christ there's a fit in several important places. The anti-Christ will have to burst on the scene quickly and powerfully to accomplish so much in the little time he has, so maybe he'll need a head start. If that's the case, maybe Mr. Obama is on his way to becoming the anti-Christ. Let's find out. We know that the anti-Christ will be a descendant of the people who made up the Roman Empire in Biblical times (Dani

To Fan Or Not To Fan. Not Meant For Everyone, But If It Is, You Know It.
I can understand the majority of people here want you to fan them before they will accept your friend request. No problem. So I made it my norm to rate profiles and fan everyone before I send them a request. It helps newfu's to level quickly and it makes people who have been here forever look better because they have a thousand fans. Getting fanned gives us points to level which everyone wants to do. Now my bitch is that I have fanned over 1400 members to date and have asked my friends to fan me back. Now I may lose some friends after they read this and if I do so be it. For those of you who have fanned me back, I appreciate it and love you all. I try to help as many of my friends as I can. Whether talking to them and cheering them up when they are feeling down, sending gift after gift just to get them to smile, etc. I love the friends I have here. Now I know some of you aren't here all the time when we ask for your help, but for those of you who just choose not to fan those of us th

Quotes I Like.....
"There is only one good, knowledge, and one evil, ignorance." ~ Socrates, from Diogenes Laertius, Lives of Eminent Philosophers Greek philosopher in Athens (469 BC - 399 BC) "Of the delights of this world, man cares most for sexual intercourse. He will go to any length for it-risk fortune, character, reputation, life itself." ~ Mark Twain "A fight is not won by one punch or kick. Either learn to endure or hire a bodyguard." ~ Bruce Lee "In the end, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends." -- Martin Luther King Jr. "[The superior man] acts before he speaks, and afterwards speaks according to his actions." ~ Confucius, The Confucian Analects "I don't know the key to success, but the key to failure is to try to please everyone." ~ Bill Cosby "If you judge people, you have no time to love them." ~ Mother Theresa "Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength; loving someone deeply gives you courage." ~ Lao-Tz

Random Thought Of The Day..
Here's a good and true thought on global warming... "..Germany, one of Europe's bigger economies has seen coal production increase 3.5% so far this year despite their attempts to put restrictions on it to cut down on greenhouse gases. The reason for the increase? It's too cold. Higher demand has equaled to more coal production and usage. So let's get this straight, it's too cold to fight all of that warming..." Right. There's your random thought of the day...Peace.

Eyes
I look in those empty, vacant eyes Where is that person I could've been? My mind is plagued, my existence- all lies In my land of "what ifs" I am the queen. Over regrets I reign supreme, With my iron hand I punish and spare The meaning of soulless I take to extreme, I hurt myself just to see if I'd care My army of guilt is mighty and strong My inner fortress you can't penetrate When someone tries to do me wrong I smite them down while still at the gate I'll fly my flag as I conquer your lands. I'll pillage your soul and rape your mind; I take no prisoners, make no amends Look only ahead,leave nothing behind.

Moon
I am looking at the sky. Fractured by the feathered clouds Floating by like opal orange ice caps through a purple ocean, Tattered edges reveal slivers of a glowing disc, Lighting up the cosmos many miles away. Like ancient longboats they slowly move in order, Same calm pace, same distance in between; Slowly, the last night cloud passes by, Exposing a full moon that was hiding behind them.

Your Notta Man...
How do I get Closer to you When you keep It all on mute How do I know The right way To love you Usually the queens Are figurin out Beating down the man Is no work out But I have no clue How to get Through to you I wanna hit you Just to see If you cry Keep holdin on Hopin there's A real boy inside But you're not a man You're just a mannequin I wish you could feel That my love is real But you're not a man I wish I could just Turn you on But a battery in And make you talk Even pull A string for you To say anything But with you There is no guarantee Only expired warranty A bunch Of broken parts But I can't seem To find your heart I'm such a fool I'm such a fool I'm such a fool Cause this one's Outta my hands I can't put you Back together again Cause you're not a man You're just a Mannequin I wish you could feel That my love is real You're just a, a toy Could you ever be A real, real boy And understand But you're not a m

Ok Im Sick Of This Shit.......
Ok here's the deal.... Why is that women always think that guys are the same???? When chicks are fuckin cheaters and cunts just as much as guys are cheaters n dicks!!! can anyone give me a good fuckin answer to this? i bet not! If you're a chick that has one of those stupid pix on ur page, "I just want one guy to prove to me that they're not all the same" then fuck you! Oooh n think about this... Maybe youre the dumb ass n not the person you're blaming! You prolly are a dumb shit if you continue to date people that are fuck ups! so next time try lookin in a mirror then pointing the finger at the person u see in it! have a nice day, Tweek

This Is The Real Me,take It Or Leave It.......
I am who I am, I be who I be, you can kiss my ass, if you don't like what you see.I am not be used, abused,taken forgranted,neglected, abandoned,made to feel inferior,made to feel like an idiot,to be played,or to be treated like shit.If people think its alright to do all this shit to me,then they are truly mistaken,cause I don't like to be fucked with.If you don't like me,then don't waste you time telling me how much you don't like me, cause I could give a shitless if ya like me or not.People may think that I am biggest bitch ever but in all honesty, I am just speaking my mind and being really honest.I am real honest person and tell people the real truth and nothing but the truth.I am really sweet and kind person and I had my heart shattered into a million pieces by people before.People just don't understand me, they don't know what its like to go through the shit I've went through and they never will.People are like well she is ignorant and stupid and doesn't know what that hell she i

Aruba Adventures
I arrived in Oranjestad, Aruba to a rainy evening but warm greeting from Dad and Britney. It was great to see them again and driving from the airport to the house we had time to catch up with each other. I hadn't seen Dad in almost two years and he kept making a fuss over how pretty I looked which provocted a massive giggle session from Britney as she kept poking me. We arrived at the house and was greeted by Carol. She's an odd woman, tries to be corridial but is never really warm. "Darling", she gasped when I came through the door. "You look lovely!" and we did that strange fake double cheeck kiss. Weird. That night we all went out to dinner and by the time it was over I was exhausted and got to bed early. On Sunday it rained on and off through out the day so we didn't do much except for some shopping in the afternoon. After dinner Dad and Carol went to bed early and Britney and I spent the evening watching movies and chatting. She revealed to me that she would be cutting classes

Final Inspection
FINAL INSPECTION The soldier stood and faced his God Which must always come to pass He hoped his shoes were shining bright Just as brightly as his brass “Step forward now, soldier, How shall I deal with you? Have you turned the other cheek? To my Church have you been true?” The soldier squared his shoulders and said. “No Lord I guess I ain’t Because those of us who carry guns Can’t always be a saint. I’ve had to work most Sundays And at times my talk was tough, But, I never took a thing That wasn’t mine to keep… Though I worked a lot of overtime When the bills got just too steep, And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear, And sometimes, God forgive me, I’ve wept unmanly tears. I know I don’t deserve a place Among the people here, They never wanted me around Except to calm their fears. If you’ve a place for me here, Lord, It needn’t be so grand, I never expected or had too much, But if you don’t I’ll understand.” There was a si

Stupid Knee
I think it is time to get a new doc... My last one moved after his building collapsed during hurricane rita.. and i haven't had one since (yes i know its been a few years.. shut up) My knee has decided that it wants to go all spastic on me again... I have a nice lump in it.. and I think it is full of fluid AGAIN... I can't even bend it enough to put my foot on the opposite knee to tie a shoe... and it is TENDER... hurts to move sometimes... very very sore to the touch... It sucks... *sniffles*

What Am I Gonna Do Now
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Rkkennedy
Rkkennedy84 is hosting a birthday Happy Hour in hopes to level to Disciple. Special thanks to Inkman876 for giving her Auto 11's. That's right, its DOUBLE the POINTS for rating this hotties pictures! Her Happy Hour will be on November 30, 2008. She will have a few albums setup to rate for $$FUBUCKS$$ And if she gets a BiRtHdAy donation of a niced sized Bling Pack, she will be offering BLING 2 those of you who rate all her ALBUMS. Sexy Goddess♥rkkennedy84♥ *Owned By PhotoBug*Slave2T* And remember, its her 24th Birthday, so RATE her HARD & BLING her hard... SEND her GIFTS galore!! She deserves all the lovinzzz she can possibly get... She will also have a blast up promoting her Happy Hour. Catch it in a snapshot (not while its her HH) and get 50k fubucks.. If its her Happy Hour, snapshot it with her BLAST, and receive 150,000 FUBUCKS! Pimped with love: Tappinit

11.18.08 - Prince - When Doves Cry (maybe I'm Just Like My Fadda 2 Bold)
SONG VERSION BELOW When Doves Cry - Prince VIDEO VERSION BELOW When Doves Cry [Video] - Prince LYRICS BELOW Dig if you will the picture Of you and I engaged in a kiss The sweat of your body covers me Can you my darling...can you picture this? Dream if you can A courtyard An ocean of violets in bloom Animals strike curious poses They feel the heat The heat between me and you CHORUS: How can you just leave me standing? Alone in a world that's so cold (world so cold) Maybe I'm just too demanding Maybe I'm just like my father too bold Maybe you're just like my mother She's never satisfied Why do we scream at each other This is what it sounds like when doves cry. Touch if you will my stomach Feel how it trembles inside You've got the butterflies all tied up Don't make me chase you Even doves have pride CHORUS: How can you just leave me standing? Alone in a world so cold (world so cold) Maybe I'm just too demanding Maybe I'm jus

Online Prostitution Gone Wild!
I find it VERY amusing how the internet and websites like this make prostitution seem..okay. Don't get me wrong we all whore ourselves out every day in one way or another. HOWEVER If you look at it...your selling yourself on here for something you don't actually receive. Your not getting money paypal'd to you. Your not getting gifts/materials mailed to your home. Your simply receiving something electronic. There are people on here that have nude photos that are private and can only be viewed if you spend your hard earned money on an electronic item for them. I understand that some people may have their nsfw photos private because there are some creepy fuckers on here. I understand that you may want to share them only with certain people. I also know from experience that people will automatically buy you a blast or bling on here and just assume you'll give them access to your nsfw photos. I've come across a good deal of people on here that have their albums listed as what you are

Sexual Exstacy
Love and romance...why do we need both? Remember how you felt when you first fell in love? Dreamy...happy...breathless...full of anticipation.... Remember those long phone conversations, walking hand in hand, sharing candlelit dinners, snuggling on the sofa, slow dancing, and those sweet kisses that sent shivers down your spine? Doesn't it make you smile to think about and re-live those feelings? Would you like to revive those feelings again? Always Sweethearts divider Romance and love are not always one and the same. In the best of situations, they should certainly coexist. Romantic feelings seems to be prevalent when relationships begin. However, many couples forget how to show romantic feelings towards one another the way they did when they first met. The frustrations of day-to-day life can take a toll on even the best of relationships and cause both men and women to lose sight of the qualities that originally attracted t

How Obama Got Elected
Zogby Poll 512 Obama Voters 11/13/08-11/15/08 MOE 4.4 points 97.1% High School Graduate or higher, 55% College Graduates Results to 12 simple Multiple Choice Questions 57.4% could NOT correctly say which party controls congress (50/50 shot just by guessing) 81.8% could NOT correctly say Joe Biden quit a previous campaign because of plagiarism (25% chance by guessing) 82.6% could NOT correctly say that Barack Obama won his first election by getting opponents kicked off the ballot (25% chance by guessing) 88.4% could NOT correctly say that Obama said his policies would likely bankrupt the coal industry and make energy rates skyrocket (25% chance by guessing) 56.1% could NOT correctly say Obama started his political career at the home of two former members of the Weather Underground (25% chance by guessing). And yet..... Only 13.7% failed to identify Sarah Palin as the person on which their party spent $150,000 in clothes Only 6.2% failed to ident

Entj
Your ideal mate is known as The Commandant. As a romantic partner, this type is inspiring, but also somewhat challenging. They have a strong desire to be in charge and their clear need for an organized life and home can be overwelming to a partner. They like to confront conflict directly, discuss problems unflinchingly, solve them, then put them behind you both. However, they can be too impatient or unwilling to take the time to listen to their partners and give them a chance to express themselves fully so that their partners also have a sense of closure. They are generally uncomfortable dealing with emotions, so they are apt to dismiss their partner's emotions as illogical. They feel most appreciated when their partners ask for their opinions, take their advice, and rely on them to get a job done right.

I'm Watching You
I know you watch us, I like it. I leave the curtains open, I know you look in. I know how much you can see and I get excited at the thought of someone watching me have sex with my girlfriend. I plan it all. After dinner I lead my girlfriend to the area of the room that you can see. I begin to kiss her lightly on the lips, just brushing my tongue across them. Her nipples harden. I ask her to dance for me, as she takes a step back she begins to wriggle her hips, showing her fantastic long legs, the tops of her thighs and a glimpse of her pert bottom. She smiles seductively as she begins to untie her white top at the neck, she looks at me, daring me to touch her. She turns around and at that moment she faces you, you can see her perfect breasts bouncing up and down as she wiggles and dances. Her nipples are hard, right infront of you she removes her top completely. I imagine you to be very turned on, perhaps you’re even stroking yourself, it makes me even more excited. She turns b

Lonely Pleasure
I miss you. I can't sleep. The bed seems so empty without you next to me. There's no use in trying to force myself to sleep, so I sit up and light a cigarette.The roses you sent me yesterday are in full bloom. Their fragrance somehow makes me feel a little less lonely. I'm wearing my red satin teddy, you know, the one that laces up the front, the one that you love. Do you remember the last time I wore it? When we made those hot pictures and then made the most wonderful, passionate love? I can't wait till you're home. I need to try and get some sleep. Lying back down, I look over at the roses and my thoughts drift back to last night. We made love, enough to last us until your return. Only, it wasn't enough. Remembering it just gets me horny for you. My hands involuntarily go to my breasts, and my nipples begin to harden under the satin. I love the feel of this teddy, and slowly glide my hands over it. Returning to my breasts, I run my thumbs over my nipples, and gently pinch them. Th

Angels Bullie
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Is There A Sociopath In Tha House?
http://www.okcupid.com/tests/the-personality-defect-test Your result for The Personality Defect Test by Saint_Gasoline ... Hippie You are 43% Rational, 71% Extroverted, 29% Brutal, and 14% Arrogant. You are the Hippie! Characterized by a strong sense of extroversion, irrationality, gentleness, humility, and a faint scent of marijuana, you no doubt frolic through fields preaching peace and free love! Immediately following that, you then frolic to the hospital with herpes! You are probably either very spiritual or needlessly paranoid about "the man", like most hippies, as a result of your focus on intuition and feelings over cold, brutal logic. You probably enjoy poetry, especially beatnik ultra-liberal crap about how horrible fascism is, even though your suburbanized, sheltered idea of "fascism" is having to pay two dollars per gallon at the gas pump. You are also very, very social. And like any hippie who would have no qualms about hitchiking across the co

For Sale: Shortsweetie!
ok so for real this time, i am in an auction...same one as b4 just dif ppl runnin it now. so..please go check out my page and make a bid if u like what im offering. auction starts tomrrow 11/19 and runs for a week. looking forward to havin u as my new owner! ;) and while ur there, please show the 2 auction runners some mad lovin!! happy bidding!! ♥ßàЪÿLŏvë GF 2 Ðj §ÇÔTTÝ ß♥@ fubar ZoOkS!!~ThE FoReSkIn UnRaVeLeR oF sEcUrItY @ pYrOtEkNiCs~@ fubar

Tuesday Update
Well I'm still practicing focusing on my positive energy while releasing any negative. It's amazing the improvement not only in my mood but my back isn't hurting as bad as before...that's where I kept my stress. Woke up yesterday with a sore throat unlike I've had in a long time. I have been practicing casting off being sick and drinking aloe vera juice, with mixed results. I started feeling better and I admit my throat isn't as sore but I'm so congested right now that it was difficult to eat, lol My mom called me today and she's almost lost her voice, though, so I consider myself lucky. I found the three questions for the Sedona Method which involves releasing negative feelings. 1)Could you let it go? 2)Would you let it go? 3)When? The cool thing about the exercise is they tell you that you can always take it back if you feel you need it. Somehow, though unnecessary, having that option has made it easier for me to get rid of stuff. I think of it as the trash folder

Panic Disorder?
If you consider yourself a friend of mine, or if you just care about others in general, maybe you can offer a little bit of moral support. In October of this year, I was touch in a way I didn't want to touch. So, instead of blowing his head off with my 12 gauge like I wanted to, I took my friends advice and file sexual assault charges at the magistrates office. Gave my sworn statement and it made me feel like I had done the right thing. Seeing as how I wasn't the first woman he has molested, and verbally assaulted. I thought I could get justice out of it. Well, time went by, and the warrants were served. Then the harassment started. His girlfriend calling me, and telling me I was making a mistake and I would pay if I didn't drop the charges. His father has been making verbal threats towards my grandfather, saying he has friends in low places. (My smartass Grandfather replied, "And I got friends in high places.")It's become insane. One: I CAN NOT drop the charges because the

Fu Ownage
What is fu-Owned? fu-Owned is a game where members are bought with fuBucks and considered owned by the buyer. The buyer is gauranteed to hold onto their new purchase for at least 5 minutes. After 5 minutes, others may purchase the member out from under the owner at an increased price, the profit being split at varying percents between the member being purchased, fubar, and the previous owner (if applicable). After 30 days of being owned by the same person, ownership will expire and the member's value will be reset. Every consecutive purchase will result in increased worth of the user being bought. The number of members one can fu-Own will vary depending on what one's user level is on fubar. you can find the link to own someone here Your owner will post here Whoever bids on you, you get half the fubux, btw 8-p WAIT 5 Min for the SERVER to give your money back to you Your Ownage Page Viewing your page Fu Owned Un happy??? To you

Some Art
I've been working very hard on my art work lately. If you want to look at some of it, go to timlasure.deviantart.com. Here's a couple of my recent photos. Fallen Friend by ~TimLaSure on deviantART Confluence by ~TimLaSure on deviantART

Life In General
Why does it hurt so much to care about someone? Why do we always seem drawn to the things that we can not have? Why does it seem we want something more,even if we don't need it, just because we are told we can not have it? Why do we sit and waste our time crying when no one cares? Why does life seem to end when we lose someone in our lives? Why can some people say what is on there minds, when others can only listen? Why does anyone get depressed enought to even think of these questions? Have you told someone today that you care about them? Do you know if anyone that you care about cried themselves to sleep last night? Do not take love for granted. Even if you can not give it fully, enjoy when someone gives it freely to you.

When You Lose Someone It Makes You Look At Life And Who Is In Charge?
You know someone told me that they believe in GOD. Ok that is their right. Someone once told me there is no GOD. Ok that is their right. Then I thought about it and I believe that there is A GOD.. maybe not what most people think of as GOD but there is someone that watches out for the people here...OK OK you ask me well then how come children die. How come good people die. How come people have to suffer. I have been thinking alot about this over the last year since my mom was taken from me quite suddenly. WHY?! What am I suppose to do without her? Why did she have to die? Why was I not there when she went? Why is (my) GOD taking her from me and my children? Why did he make it so my daughter had to be the one home with her when it happend? What does it all mean? THEN!! I worked thru most of it and here is what I have come up with. Since (my) GOD is the only one that can give me the answers then he is the one I have to ask. So I did, and here is what I have been told (figativly).

Always Thinking Of You..
You may feel down and all blue, just remember i'm always thinking of you.just so you know to be your friend i take you close to my heart, for i will always be your friend and never will i part.you have been the one who always brings my spirits up and make's me smile, i always love spending time with you even if it's only a little while.you my friend have always been so kind to me, so this i say to you for the bottom of my heart. i love you my dear friend and may our two hearts never part..

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WE HAVE FINALLY SET THE DATE...LOL.... HOPE ALL OUR FRIENDS AND FAMILY HERE IN FU-LAND WILL JOIN US ON THIS NIGHT OF DREAMS COMING TRUE AND TWO HEARTS UNITING!!!!!!! (repost of original by 'SþîRî† òf ÊãS†ßø£† ~~ Native Spirit BOMBER~~♥ ♥ HeÅrt TaKeN &Fu-EnGâGeD ² ††Wï¢kêÐ§§Mðñ†' on '2008-11-18 12:27:26') (repost of original by '††Wï¢kêÐ§§Mðñ†ê†† Fu Engaged to my Lovely ††Spirit of Eastbolt†† Co-Owner/Manager @ Brandy's' on '2008-11-18 12:46:13') (repost of original by 'SþîRî† òf ÊãS†ßø£† ~~ Native Spirit BOMBER~~♥ ♥ HeÅrt TaKeN &Fu-EnGâGeD ² ††Wï¢kêÐ§§Mðñ†' on '2008-11-18 13:29:31') (repost of original by '††Wï¢kêÐ§§Mðñ†ê†† Fu Engaged to my Lovely ††Spirit of Eastbolt†† Co-Owner/Manager @ Brandy's' on '2008-11-18 13:35:24') (repost of original by 'SþîRî† òf ÊãS†ßø£† ~~ Native Spirit BOMBER~~♥ ♥ HeÅrt TaKeN &Fu-EnGâGeD ² ††Wï¢kêÐ§§Mðñ†' on '2008-11-18 16:05:47') (repost of original by '††Wï¢kêÐ§§Mðñ†ê†† Fu Engaged to my Lovely ††Spir

Turn Me On : Part 2
Turn me on Part 2 Turn Me On Again In the aftermath of my blog "Turn Me On" it seems that all I get now are replies and lil inuendos indicating that someone is not my 'type' simply because they are not a BHM ( term coined by a friend of mine meaning bald headed man). This is simply not true. What this tells me is that while I received many comments, posting, and messages in regards to this blog entry, that the entire concept was not grapsed. Perhaps a reiteration is in order. Not of the physical attributes, because I am thinking those are etched in the mind of all who read, or all who have talked about my blog since then, but of the emotional and more stable qualities that really turn me on and keep me. While it is true that physical qualities are what attracts me to someone, it does not limit only that certain class of people to those I find attractive. I find men of all hair styles( well I am thinking the afro wearing mullet hugging jerry curl dripping comb over maybe ou

Through The Eyes Of A Typical Qay...
Just so you know, for those who don't know me, I am a deeply, passionate writer. Writing is more than a hobby to me, it defines who I am... A SuperQayMan, as in a very wise, skilled person with words. By the way, I have super-Qay-powers, but I'm not sure what they actually are quite yet. Somebody help me figure out what they are...? I think you know who you are. LoL :-) Anyway... I mostly write poetry, but occasionally I write short stories, articles/essays, and I'm working on a few novels. I believe I am very talented and skilled through my creative and insightful ways of writing. I will be famous one day with my writing, but I'm not sure how long thats going to take. Don't take it from me, just continue to read my *writings* and you will know exactly what I mean. ***The origin of this poem dates back to January 2008. I'm not sure of the exact date, because quite honestly what took place after I wrote and read this poem to 'that girl' my life changed forever. Not in a good wa

35 Questions
Be honest no matter what! [ZERO] Who was your last text from? NA [ONE] Where was your default pic taken? My default is a fat sweaty cartoon superhero. Most people think it is really is me but it's not! Surprise! [TWO] Do you love the last person you kissed? yes [THREE] Your relationship status? Me living with 4 scantily clab 25 year old lingerie models.. Just the normal ho-hum life. [FOUR] Have you ever lost a close friend? yes [FIVE]What is your current mood? Happy, cold, and dreading Christmas. [SIX] What's your brother's name? My little brother is Joey, my big brother was Tommy. [SEVEN ] What's your favorite color(s)? Red, and Green. Put them together you get Christmas. Which I hate. [EIGHT] Where do you wish you were right now? Florida.. where it's warm & cozy. [NINE] Have you ever been in trouble with the cops? Little stuff for the most part and that was in younger days. [TEN] Ever had a near death experien

Fallen Heros
Hey Ya'll this is going to be a heart touching train I would like to get off the ground. It is for the fallen Heros who have gave there Life for there country. If you have a pic please let me know I will add it to this train. This is not for point, friend, rates. This is to remember those we have lost. This goes out to any one. Does not matter what Country you are in. What branch. What conflict. Please Let me know if you want to be a part of this. I will link the photo to your page if you want me to Eric Knott @ fubar Report as NSFW (Not Safe For Work) [?]

Skater Girl...
All my "lost ones" and me...we are all separated now...I miss them...but they write to me...their thoughts...in poetry...this one came today... from "Skater girl"...not her real name... I call her that... she said I could post this... but to please not mention her name... So I won't... --Scavengers For Happiness-- venture on young questly SOMETIMES you have to lose everything before you learn anything because some people just go through the motions and they're not really living well I sit here and think what the hell is that life worth fucken giving worth living if you're already dead rested in pieces. a soul in an empty hollow skull fucking shed soul sucking lead hollow pins with threads spinning off the spindle rebirth to the thimble protectorate of the nimble lets dance and mingle because maybe I just need to meet the right dancing partners to really get funky at this groovy hoedown called life to really bust a move right outta this town explor

Fu -owned
ok i get that all the other sites such as face book and myspace have some version of this and its fun to buy and sell people virtually and that the game has to be different than the other sites, but here is my bitch - i bought Baby Jesus for 161,051 fuBucks,and he was purchased from me for 500,000 fubucks, ok here is where it gets twisted Baby Jesus gets 250,000 fubucks on this sale and i get 50,000 fubucks on this transaction for a grand total of lets do the math 300,000 fubucks being split up for this and 200,000 fubucks diapering into thin air, i understand its virtual money and this is a game but this whole site is geared around point whoreisim with people buying happy hours and bling packs etc to level and earn virtual money and points so my question is this who else thinks this makes any sense?

Friends
JUST LIKE TOO LET ALL MY FRIENDS OUT HERE, KNOW THAT IM GIVING UP A LOT OF MY OLD HABITS,CAM SHOWS GOING NUDE ETC..... GOING TO DELET ALOT OF MY ACCOUNTS TOO LIKE FUBAR,TAGGED FACEBOOK ETC..... AND IM STARTING DOWN A NEW PATH WITH GOD AND MY VERY SPECIAL FRIEND SHOWING ME THE WAY IM JUST BUCKLING UP -N- ENJOY THE RIDE,SO FAR THE PAST 4 MONTHS WERE VERY VEY WONDERFUL THANK YOU ROGER roger_lisn@yahoo.com

Another One Stolen From The Cracker
How are things between you and the person you like? I don't like anyone right now Have you ever met a gay person? I live by Palm Springs, I've met many Have you ever intentionally made someone jealous? Not intentionally, no...that isn't my style How are you feeling? Relieved What's something you're excited about right now? Rebound Sex Do you spend a lot of time with your parents? No, unfortunately What color is your room? White Honestly, do you see yourself as a slut? No How long have you been at your current job? Couple weeks Have you ever been in a long distance relationship? Yes What movie never fails to make you cry? None Are you talkative? Somewhat Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to? Yes Who was the last girl you talked to? Jenasie Tell me about the shirt you're wearing: I'm naked What's currently bothering you right now? Nothing at all. I'm finally ok Are you currently frustrated with

Fantasy Part 3 Continiued
as i keep her there chained to the bed still tortureing her with pleasure.i then slowly make my way back up her body knowing she can't take any more teaseing as i feel her body thrust and tighten around my fingers.i then take my hard cock and start rubbing it all along her pussy touching her clit and tortureing her more and more just letting my cock sink in far enough to tease her more and more and then pulling it back out.as i watch her face she screams"STOP AND FUCK ME PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE NO MORE OF THIS TORTURE GIVE IT TO ME HARD BABY"i then slam my cock hard into her feeling her body thrust and tighten as i tear her a bit she screams out"OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH GOD YES RIP ME MAKE ME YOURS TEAR MY FLESH MY DARK LORD MAKE ME ENJOY YOU EVERY WAY"as i keep slamming her pussy harder and harder driveing all 10 inches deep into her tight pussy makeing her cum more and more with every single thrust i give.smileing very big i look at her as she keeps tightening her muscles mor

195k
Ok time to attack one of our own...lol...She has 210 pics and 3 stash...lets get her closer to leveling!!! ~♥StarShine♥~2nd Alarm Hotties Member~ Fu Engaged 2 Indiana Cowboy~@ fubar and dont forget that Karen still has auto 11's on today too so make sure to hit her pics too Karen878806 R/F/A/Bling Me & I Will Give Luv Back~ Fubar's Finest Levelers ~@ fubar aaaaaaand if you know of anyone that is close to leveling let me know ooooooor if your pretty close too let me know so I can blog ya :o)

Creation Of The Firefighter
Creation of firefighters When the Lord was creating fire fighters, he was into his sixth day of overtime when an angel appeared and said, "You're doing a lot of fiddling around on this one." And the Lord said, "Have you read the specification on this person? Fire fighters have to be able to go for hours fighting fires or tending to a person that the usual everyday person would never touch, while putting in the back of their minds the circumstances. They have to be able to move at a second's notice and not think twice of what they are about to do, no matter what danger. They have to be in top physical condition at all times, running on half-eaten meals, and they must have six pairs of hands." The angel shook her head slowly and said, "Six pairs of hands...no way." "It's not the hands that are causing me problems," said the Lord, "it's the three pairs of eyes a fire fighter has to have." "That's on the standard model?" asked the angel. The Lord nodded. "One pair to see

Muck Fichigan Week!!!
This is THE week in most of Ohio. The week that every avid, loyal, die hard Buckeye fan waits for with anticiption. The highlight of the season. It doesn't matter if all other games have been won or lost, the is THE GAME. The OSU- Michigan game. This is the most talked about and well known rivalry in all of College Football. If you have not heard of the Ohio State and Michigan game then you do not know your football. These teams have been going head to head since 1897. The actual rivalry between these two teams goes back even farther than football itself, it dates back to statehood. The Northwest Territory, in 1803, was divided up into states (Ohio, Indiana, Illinois,and uhhh Michigan). In 1837, when Michigan became a state, there was a border dispute between Ohio and Michigan. Michigan wanted their southern boundary to be drawn east to west, at the southernmost point of Lake Erie (south of the Maumee River), Ohio, on the other hand, wanted the southern boundary drawn at the mos

Winter
Hey bro, Damn I hate winter. I just want to hang on the beach in Jamaica. My bf is seeing all kinds of adds for Jam. I went to school there for a semester. in college, and it was the best time of my life. By the time we came back my alcohol tolerance was so high that I could drink half a bottle of good Appelton Rum and that was like one drink to me. Hanging on the beach and sipping a cold Red Stripe, a cool Rum or eating some good jerked port is the life. One of my adopted boys, Ryan, who is 18, is going to quit smoking with me,,maybe,, if he lasts longer than me we're going to Jam for spring break. Actually, if I have the money we will go no matter what. Both boys are going to college next year so this will be our last spring break together so, wish me luck. Oh yeah, who says a gay guy can't be a good dad. I had the kids thrust on me but I regret nothing. take it easy keep it drunk, hard and handy. Steve

From The Timesnovember 19, 2008 ‘missing Link’ Turtle Was Swimming With Dinosaurs
Lewis Smith, Environment Reporter A previously unknown species of primitive turtle made the move from land to water 164 million years ago, fossils found on the Isle of Skye indicate. Excavations on the island have yielded the remains of at least six turtles that learnt to swim during the age of the dinosaurs. Eileanchelys waldmani, the species that started swimming in the island’s lakes and lagoons, represents the missing link in the evolution of turtles that palaeontologists have long sought. Its limbs were similar to those of modern freshwater turtles rather than the flippers of sea-going species, but are likely to have had webbing between the claws. Related Links We must defend our high seas Two-headed beast from 100m BC Scientists concluded that the newly discovered species was aquatic because the fossils were found in rock that once formed the bottom of a lake or lagoon, and because unlike the remains of contemporary land animals, which were fragmented having

Bottle Of Wine
Bottle of Wine A woman and a man are involved in a car accident on a snowy, cold Monday morning; it's a bad one. Both of their cars are totally demolished, but amazingly neither of them is hurt. God works in mysterious ways. After they crawl out of their cars, the man is yelling about women drivers. The woman says, 'So, you're a man. That's interesting. I'm a woman. Wow, just look at our cars! There's nothing left, but we're unhurt. This must be a sign from God that we should be friends and live in peace for the rest of our days.' Flattered, the man replies, 'Oh yes, I agree completely, this must be a sign from God! But you're still at fault...women shouldn't be allowed to drive.' The woman continues, 'And look at this, here's another miracle. My car is completely demolished but this bottle of wine didn't break. Surely God wants us to drink this wine and celebrate our good fortune.' She hands the bottle to the man. The man nods his head in agreement, opens it and drinks half th

Need Help!!!
hey guys i need your help cause im planning to create an own lounge for us to hangout and have some fun.. but i need to reach level 10 first to be able to make my own lounge so im asking for your help to boost me up, get me some rates and comments for me to earn points to level up.. and for return to your help ill accept you to be part of my family for you to see my NSFW pics!! sounds good?? so im hoping for you help guys... thanks!!!

Banana Pudding
See gallery for picture Banana Pudding 2 Bags Peppridge Farm Chessman Cookies 6 to 8 bananas sliced 2 cups milk 1-5 ounce box instant French vanilla pudding 1-14 ounce can sweetened condensed milk like eagle brand 1-8 ounce package cream cheese 1-12 ounce container frozen whipped topping thawed. I used 8 ounce instead Line the bottom of a 13x9x2 inch dish with a bag of cookies and layer bananas on top In bowl combine milk and pudding mix and blend well using a handheld electric mixer. User another bowl, combine the cream cheese and condensed milk together until smooth. Fold the whipped topping into the cream cheese mixture. Add the cream cheese mixture to the pudding mixture and stir until well blended. Pour the mixture over the cookies and bananas and cover with the remaining cookies. Refrigerate until ready to serve

Just A Thought
loving someone can be scary as hell..but it can also be a beautiful and wonderful experience.when you love someone.you put effort into that person.. You dont sit back and take it for granted.It shouldnt matter who knows,what they think.Sometimes it just takes a few moments to show someone how you really feel..so ..my thought..if you love someone..take a minute and tell them,or show them.. Its a little time given , to give someone a beautiful feeling.......JUST A THOUGHT

True Love
Finding that special someone is really hard to find, , but my ideal true love is something so hard to find cause i want that one man that will make me chill inside, and when we have that real kiss that one kiss, that will make you feel wonderful, i think that the first kiss should be special, i have that true love looking in his eyes, at sunset, on the beach, letting the wind go through my hair and the sparkle of each others eyes would tell how much each other would feel for each other and knowing that ilook in his eyes knowing that i have found my true love, and i give him that one true kiss that we both wanted to give to one another that one kiss that makes us one and knowing how much we feel for each other, i lay down in the sand and we make love in the sand as the ocean comes to us and we r making love in the water not caring who watches us and who is around we know how much we want to be with each other and how much we love each other, we look up and the moonlite is reflecting th

Just A Little Longer
Desolation, Wide open space, Between the trees and me, Emptiness and me, Confusion and decisions, Feelings hard to define, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, Coldness seeps Its way in, I am falling deeper, Into what I fear most, As I reach out, There is nothing there, As possible there was something once, Only to be gone, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, The sun drops, The last inch of light falls, The squirrels more likely to be huddled up, But not me, Something I never possessed, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, Then the sun has gone, Darkness spreads its wings over me, I see nothing so no one sees me, Feeling of bitterness only, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, An Owl peers down, With question in her eyes, She doesn't have a hope, In helping me, As she doesn't see my pain, Spreads her wings, Passes me by, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, The soft earth, Seems the only thing holding me

I Think My Scale Is Possessed....lol
I weighed myself this morning....still the same evil number. Then I do a few things, decided to go poop and weigh myself again for the hell of it. LOL And some how I gained a pound. HA HA HA...how the hell do you gain after you poop???? Thought it was funny.... stupid scale...

Acid Rain
11/19/08 (Verse 1) There’s a girl in my dreams that isn’t that far away. She don’t know I love her, No she don’t know how She’s a vision of beauty more than just her face She there every night in ribbons and lace (Chorus) Love is sickness love is a plague can someone please just take it away I can’t stand this feeling; I don’t want it to be this way Every day it’s the same old pain It’s flowing through my vanes like acid rain (Verse 2) This girl I love and I just don’t know why But she’s there every night someone please tell me why I close my eyes and she appears I just want to run away I want to disappear (Chorus) Love is sickness love is a plague can someone please just take it away I can’t stand this feeling; I don’t want it to be this way Every day it’s the same old pain It’s flowing through my vanes like acid rain (Verse 3) I wish I could find out why, why is love a blanket of pain I keep looking around and I just can’t see anything but the pain S

Finally Happy
I know what those of you who know me are thinking. Scott is categorized by his anger, bitterness, and downright sarcastic attitude. Mind you I still have all of that but for the first time that I can remember, I'm actually happy. Really, no joke. As Firehouse once said "I finally found the love of a lifetime". There's this amazing woman in my life and her name is Sara Elizabeth Bridges. I've only been talking to her for a short time but I have never felt such love for or from an individual in as long as I can remember. She makes me so happy. This woman is absolutely perfect for me. She is more beautiful anything I have ever been witness to, an amazing mother (you all know how much that means to me), kind, funny, intelligent, has a great sense of humor, and loves me based entirely on who I am. This woman is the best part of me. I haven't EVER smiled this much. She is my form of combat stress because when I think of her I feel amazing. She's coming to visit me in March and i

Lets See What The Answers Are
Bulletin: If We Had Sex....GAME. don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out). 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you whisper in my ear? 3. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 4. Would you say my name? 5. Would le me go down on you? 6. Would you let me give you a hickie? 7. How many rounds would we go? 8. What would you wanna do afterwards? 9. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 10. Would you lick and bite me all over? 11. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 12. Would you want me to take my time? 13. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 14. Where would you wanna "do it"? 15. Would you be loud or quiet? 16. Would you mind if i licked you? 17. Would you do it today? 18. Would you do it tomorrow? 19. Would you call me in the morning? 20. What is your favorite position? 21. What is off limits? 22. What

What Is Your Definition Of Sexy….
What is your definition of sexy…. Is it the old t-shirt of yours that she wears around the house at night? Is it the way he looks at you from across the room? Is it the way her eyes sparkle when you touch her in ‘that’ spot? Is it the way he whispers in your ear? Is it that hot leather skirt that just hardly covers her ass? Is it the way he can give you just one look and you completely melt? Is it the way her hips move as she walks into the bedroom? Is it the way he smells.... that cologne that smells JUST right JUST on him? Is it the way she tilts her head, when she listens about your rough day? Is it the way he knows just what you need to hear? Is it the way she can buy just the right lingerie and know how hot it will make you? Is it the way he knows without a doubt that no matter who you flirt with that you’re HIS? Is it the way she can turn all the men’s eyes, just with the way her face glows and her smile sparkles? Is it the way he can curl his finger up inside you

My Mom Passed Away 11-19-08 This Is What My Hubby Wrote For Her
i wrote this for her visitation service. the angels have came for a mother so dear and a wonderful friend we will always hold near. never forgotten, not one single day. we pray that the tears drops will soon fade away the memories we hold so deep in our heart will keep her close to us and never apart grandkids so young and so full of glee so sad for thier grandma, oh where could she be? children so heartbroke, and so full of sorrow oh how will we make it to even tomorrow a husband so lonely,so burdened with grief beyond comprehension,just pure disbeleif i dont know the day nor the minute or hour but nothings above an angels great power soon we will join her in heaven above rejoiceing with mary and showing her love so shed no more tears and say not goodbye for we soon will meet mary someday in the sky as god as my witness this much i swear mary we love you your sweet and so dear sadly we miss you but please dont forget soon we will join you but i dont

Fu-owned
fubar rather pissed me off tonight! I posted a MuMM fubar wide about buying your friends… the part they do not tell you or I just missed. Did you know that if you buy someone say for $10,000 and that person is bought from you for $10,200 you do not recoup you initial $10,000 ? You only get 10% on the %200! So, some people will go broke real quick buying friends. I learned this from a “bouncer -expert”. For those that do not want to play you can turn it off in your settings as I did LOL. Well I MuMM’d it and it was not there 5 minutes before “the shop” deleted it… LOL

Weird People!
I love people who fan you, friend you, talk openly with you, and after admitting that you have been a nudist (at least part time), and they say "awesome" and you ask them if they are, they go nuts, and say that these "newbies" need to "get a fucking clue"! Not a newbie, had to start over with a new account, and I have only had a few weirdos on here. "Betty Boop" (my how original) is one of them. What a skank!

Surv's Up
If you were reincarnated as a sea creature, what would you want to be? Maybe an alligator, so I can just float around with only my eyes showing, waiting for something to come close enough.... Whos your favorite redhead? Joann & Kissi, love 'em both :) (like all redheads though, they are crazy) What do you order when youre at IHOP? 3 pancake platter, then I use a different syrup on each one. Then I look around at everyone else's plate and take any uneaten pancakes and soak them in maple syrup. Last book you read? Master & Commander.. The ship captain in the book is WAy different than Russel Crowe in the movie! LMAo Describe your mood. I'm a good mood, but then I have barely started working yet. Describe the last time you were injured? A couple of years ago I got a shard of rusty metal in my eye and it had to be dug out with a little needle thing. Of course I avoided going to the doctor for about 20 hours, my eye was swollen shut almost and crusted with goo. Of

Friend Needs Help.
I have been friends with this guy for years and he is new to fubar and needs a little help with leveling. If you would help him out, i would really appreciate it. If you private message me saying that you showed him some love. I will return the love. He is a really great guy and has always been a very good friend of mine. Thank you. His link is: eaglesgod@ fubar

Zero. Six. Seventeen.
What would you do if you had the keys to the world? Would you take a fistful of power, leveling kingdoms, flattening mountains, burning all the seas? Would you build a palace of platinum full of concubines, on top of another palace full of gold and fine paintings, on top of another palace made of ... old ships and your manacled enemies holding up your grand monstrosity, gouging the heavens with gaudy grandier? Don't ask me, you won't like it. Would you grab a napsack full of caviar and champagne, and be carried by steroid infused cheetahs on a most luxurious backpacking tour of Europe, Africa, and Atlantis? Would you have all the world's knowledge, poetry, and trivia JAMMED into your skull by wizardry and super science, with plenty of quantum physics so you could supercede age and anything less than omnipotence? Me? I'd trade the world to grasp my one twinkling star. Even for just a moment. Name her, love her. And hope.

For An Angel.
I wrote this a long time ago when I first met my ex wife. I found it not to long ago, and barring the fact it was written for her. I still like it, I hope you do too. For My Angel. There was a time so long ago when heaven seeemed so far away. All I could do was watch from afar shedding crimson tears. Heaven is where my angel was, so close yet so far. In her pressence I couldnt speak my name, yet she loved me all the same. One touch of her finger tips brought fire to my lips. *Chours* Heaven's just a stones throw away, you can use a coin toss to pay. Heads or tails, right or wrong, my own personal angel inspired this song. She told me "lay your heavy heart to rest on my silken soft lips, and wait for Heaven like the rest." I was trapt in a land of rising suns, each day feeling more undone. This place is always strife, and seemingly darker everystep I take. Dim street lights lighting a sad path further into life. Light comes in and fades out, im was giving i

Bitter Sweet Poetry
Bitter Sweet your going to be the death of me I dont want you but I need you I love you and hate you at the very same time. See what I want so much should never hurt this bad. Never did this before that's what the virgin says. We've been generally warned that's what the surgeon says. God talk to me now this is an emergency. And she claim she only with me for the currency. You cut me deep bitch cut me like surgery. And I was to proud to admit that it was hurting me. I'd never do that to you atleast purposely.

Bring Me Your Big Beautiful Smiles
Cutest Smile Raffle! Are you interested? Yeah I figured that much. To enter: Send me your pic you must be smiling, grinning, cheesing,dimples showing, laughing, ect since it's a raffle contest you need to send 1 million fubucks to play. Details: It will last two weeks. The more people enter the bigger the prize will be. So tell your friends. I will set all of you up with a pic of the screen shot of your 1million fubucks sent. You will get everyone to rate and comment bomb this pic. Prizes: *75% of the million fubucks you send will go in a jackpot for most rates. Because i have to figure in the transaction fee. And one Auto 11. * Most comments will win an Auto

Addicted To Fubar
Addicted to Fubar by Gary DSC GARY - Owner of Dirty South Crew & Dirty Addiction@ fubar We log on in the morning. We log on at night. But one thing is for sure, We all want to level, right? We're constantly rating pictures And stash too. I ask my friend to help me Because I helped you. You can rate 1 to 11. The choice is up to you. So tell me, Are you addicted to fu? We hit those red cherries As fast as we can. The bouncer tries to stop us But we show him. Freshmeat or Rockstar, At home or in your car. One thing is for certain, We're all addicted to fubar. I receive lots of drinks And lots of gifts. If this was real life, I would be rich! So little time, So much to do. I'll admit it, I'm addicted to fu. It's a great place to meet friends. Hang out and play. I don't get no sleep at night. Thanks BabyJ! I can't stop, It's like a disease. I can't logout, Somebody help me please! So take it easy

To A Good Friend& Sister
I have made a good friend on here i really thing that she is the best friend that any one can have. She has stuck by me when things went wrong and when i need some one to talk to she always has been there for me. I hope that our friendship will never die she is a true angel and she know who she is i hope she know how much i love her as a friend and a sister.Sissy thank from the bottom of my heart and u will always be in my heart forever and so as the rest of ur family i don't know what i would do if i didn't have a friend like u.sissy sometimes i think of my world would be like if u wasn't in it and it wouldn't be good b/c u always there to get me out of trouble and there to pic up the pices when someone has broken my heart and u always know what to say and do to help me through it and and plz don't chane u all i have besides my family and u are wonderful person i love ya sissy and u know who u are love always ur sis!

Stuck In The Middle With You
STEALERS WHEEL - STUCK IN THE MIDDLE WITH YOU Well I don't know why I came here tonight, I got the feeling that something ain't right, I'm so scared in case I fall off my chair, And I'm wondering how I'll get down the stairs, Clowns to the left of me, Jokers to the right, here I am, Stuck in the middle with you. Yes I'm stuck in the middle with you, And I'm wondering what it is I should do, It's so hard to keep this smile from my face, Losing control, yeah, I'm all over the place, Clowns to the left of me, Jokers to the right, Here I am, stuck in the middle with you. Well you started out with nothing, And you're proud that you're a self made man, And your friends, they all come crawlin, Slap you on the back and say, Please.... Please..... Trying to make some sense of it all, But I can see that it makes no sense at all, Is it cool to go to sleep on the floor, 'Cause I don't think that I can take anymore Clowns to the left of me, Jokers to the right, Here

Thickheaded 2
Well, she didn't get the point, and now she's creeping me and "Thanatos" out. I think she didn't check her messages on myyearbook, so I guess that it's time to step it up, e-mail her on here, or shoutbox, and if she doesn't get the point, it's time to pick up the phone and call the police.

Beyond Grateful...
Life is far from easy, and sometimes the pressures of life build up on us. In the past, I have had a long history of making bad choices when pressure gets too much. Over the last 5 years I have proven to all who know me how stable I can be. Over the last week I buckled finally, and last weekend I made a very bad decision. After 5 years clean from a major meth addiction I had everything going for me...a wonderful boyfriend, a good job and a great relationship with my family. And I almost threw it all away....with ONE use... I was always taught that you can never have a relationship with someone and lie to them. So not even 24 hours after using, I did the hardest thing I could have ever done...I told my man the truth. I knew he would leave me. He almost did. And I nearly lost my mind, my job and the love of my life. One thing I learned is that you can never think you have your addiction beat. You have to always remember how awful the drug was and how it ruled your life, an

Low-rate This Bitch
this woman decided to come to my friends page and a few others and rated them all 1-2 she does know what she is doing so plz out of respect of me and my fellow friends low-rate this bitch and show her it feels to be low-rated. much to all my friends and family. heres her link maria@ fubar

I Am So Blessed
To all of my wonderful fu-friends. Those of you who really know me, know my daughter has had a complicated pregnancy do to her Lupus. They have been stopping her labor for 2 months. After 26 hours of labor, and a few scares, he was born 11/20/2008 at 8:04 at 36 weeks gestation. He weighed 5 lbs 10 oz and is 19 1/2 inches long. He is doing awesome!!!! My daughter is having some minor complications due to the Lupus. She now has a little man that needs her. I know she will fight this and have a full recovery. Please keep them in your thoughts and prayers. Thank you!!

My Thoughts On Mandatory Skydiving.
I fell. In the most literal sense. Clouds sky gravity the whole shabang. Flying without a net. If you could call this flying. When will I hit? When I'm too old to care? Too bald to be pretty? I could always invest in skull wax... What am I saying!? This is the least of my problems. Why wasn't there a safety meeting for this? We had stranger danger. That's not candy. We even covered "uncle bad touch" stop drop and roll buckle up Where the hell was the parachute talk? Least the way down is pretty.

I'm Here Patching Up My Heart
written by Shinehead Rasta (aka ~Babylon Gwan Fall) thank ya for sending me this! Loves...Unsettled Score... We never know how fragile we are...until our hearts have been shattered... Our minds are instantly confused... Thoughts are somehow scattered... No hope is seen in a rainbow... Our storms...have just begun... Our first instinct is to panic...eventually we'll pack up and run... Why flea from taunting winds...? Why has all that we thought were real...suddenly faces an end...? Who dare betray us...? Have we not given with a sincere heart...? Or have we become blinded by loves so called assumptions... Only to be left torn apart... Were we really in love? Or just seeking a temporary high... Why is that when we're lonely...? We feel as if all that is left...is for us to die...? Were we not born alone...? And alone to the grave we all must go...? What will it take...when will we ever know...? That the

You Know The Ones
You know the Ones Hiding behind a firewall offering you a better world like their world is so much better Saying the words that remain unsaid and thinking that you haven't heard them, from someone else just like them assuming that since you're on this site, you’re lonely! Never that! You know the ones... always sending sexual messages thinking that you'll just fly across the world and do the damn thing because they brought you a drink and sent an un-original Message... Oh now you're their Soul Mate...and all the socks in their top drawer is un-mated... You know the ones... Always talking about what they have...or what they just got...and never mention about what they've learned Saving your pictures as their screen saver...so they can have you displayed when company comes by...and only knows you by your profile name...Such and Such undescore64 And quick to change it...to another stolen J-peg You know the ones... That can't take no for an answer and will bug the hell

Omg Read This!!!!
I just want to thank all of you for your educational e-mails over the past year. I am totally screwed up now and have little chance of recovery. I no longer open a public bathroom door without using a paper towel. Or have them put lemon slices in my ice water without worrying about the bacteria on the lemon peel. I have trouble shaking hands with someone who has been driving because the number one pastime while driving alone is picking one's nose. Eating a little snack sends me on a guilt trip because I can only imagine how many gallons of trans fats I have consumed over the years. I can't touch any woman's purse for fear she has placed it on the floor of a public bathroom. I must send my special thanks to whoever sent me the one about poop in the glue on envelopes because I now have to use a wet sponge with every envelope that needs sealing. Also, now I have to scrub the top of every can I open for the same reason. I no longer have any savings

Hmmmmm Blogs
I lay in bed with random thoughts running through my head. First and fore most, it's fubar, don't use big words. West nile virus, did the monkey give it to the mosquito? Blog? Puking of the mind? Gas prices? Like a prude? Never goes down? hmmmmm check that out. NSFW, hmmmm.. change the name to shouldn't be looking at naked pictures while operating heavy machinery. SBLANPWOHM But I'm looking at home.. I'm safe! Safe Sex, Electronic communication. Mumms.. hmmm lets see, ummm damn I forgot.. Mumms are useless with ADHD.. woohooo Will anyone read this? Oh let me post a naked picture. Cock a doodle doo, coloring with a penis shape crayon! Don't do drugs. hmmmm lets see how many read this!

Taking Things Personally
Staying Afloat Amidst the Spin Every time you interact with others, you have the choice to listen to, acknowledge, and let go of their words, or you can take what they are saying personally. Taking things personally is often the result of perceiving a person’s actions or words as an affront or slight. In order to take something personally, you must read negative intent in an individual’s words or actions. But what people do and say has no bearing upon you and is usually based on their own experiences, emotions, and perceptions. If you attempt to take what they do or say personally, you may end up feeling hurt without reason. If you are tempted to take a comment or action personally, creating some distance between yourself and the other person can help you. Try to determine what is at the root of your feelings. Ask yourself if the other person’s words or actions are just reinforcing some insecurity within you or if you can really be sure that an offense was intended. You may even

Connections
Anger created by love gone awry a hell storm of hatred in the tears that we cry. how much can be measured from the feelings we hide when no one's to blame, on this train wreck we ride. deceptions unmasked in moments of sorrow acceptance of all that's made your heart hollow corruption of emotions meant to be followed by hopeless abandon we all wish to swallow. when do we surrender to our hearts known desire to be who we are and be caressed by the fire. It burns inside like the fledgling and sire. connected to something you can not release. yet someone... has begun to make that distinction to hold your mind while your soul knows only peace.

They Should Cut The Nuts Off The Sick F*ck
I was so deeply disturbed after reading this article I could hardly sit still. I wanted to jump in my car drive 3 hours and hunt for the f*cker. It is a sick and twisted mind that would torture an animal this way. Animal lover or not you will be mad after reading this, and dog lovers will be completely horrified. It is sad to know there are people in the world like this. Link to article if you care to read. http://www.arkcity.net/stories/112008/com_0001.shtml

Ticker Update
Hi All! I just wanted to let you know what's going on with my heart. I wrote a blog about what happened called, *Had A Little Scare Tonight*. You might want to read that one first. It's been about a month since the hard PVC's started. PVC's are premature ventricular contractions. Basically the bottom part of your heart throws in an extra heartbeat between the regular ones. Sometimes they are so strong that my chest hurts and my head aches. Last Thursday, I spent 24 hours wearing a Holter monitor. The little recorder is attached to your body by 5 leads that are similar to EKG leads. It records your heartbeat for 24 hours, and that information is uploaaded to a computer for a doctor to review. The results of that were that I have an occasional elevated heartbeat with pvc's and I don't need medication unless I'm uncomfortable. My doc is waiting on the other test results to make a decision on that. Today I had an echocardiogram. It's a sonogram that checks all the v

More Poetry.
She walks in beauty, like the night Of cloudless climes and starry skies; And all that's best of dark and bright Meet in her aspect and her eyes: Thus mellowed to that tender light Which heaven to gaudy day denies. One shade the more, one ray the less, Had half impaired the nameless grace Which waves in every raven tress, Or softly lightens o'er her face; Where thoughts serenely sweet express How pure, how dear their dwelling place. And on that cheek, and o'er that brow, So soft, so calm, yet eloquent, The smiles that win, the tints that glow, But tell of days in goodness spent, A mind at peace with all below, A heart whose love is innocent!

No Sleep For The Wicked
I dont sleep for a reason when i sleep im not sleeping im in a state of low awarness because if i was to dream it would only become a nightmare why this happens idk some say its because im always wound up and worried about something if this is true then i dont know what to do to fix the problem i have many worries in my life such as my familys safety my job if one of my boys is sick will 1 of my soldiers or i die today these r the things i live with in my mind at all times the reason this is titled no sleep for the wicked is bcuz any situation can turn even the kindest man violent and these thoughts that brew in my head only cause wicked and violent thoughts for those that cross my path either enemy or a person who tries to break into my house honestly i really dont know y im writing this blog but to get somethings off my chest so thank you for listening

So Why Do It?
Alright, I am over these little highschool games. I have know clue why people play games. Trying to get what they want, A PIECE OF ASS! If you have a relationship with someone, and you are out playing the field. Do them a favor and leave them, you are going to break that person's heart no matter what route you choose. If you choose the cheating route then you have the guilt trip of that one time or those many times you have cheat on the person you can call yours. So why do it then? Then what if the other person wants you & you want them? You are going to ingore you feelings and try to stay or even hide what you are feeling because of the guilt for your other mate. So again why do it? After all what if your mate finds out what you have done, what will that lead to? Please think before you do stupid shit! Again Why Do It?

Ways To Go Green
You can be good to the earth--without giving up things you love. Plus, what those "eco" labels really mean. At the supermarket Be picky about produce Download the "Shoppers' Guide to Pesticides in Produce" at ewg.org. The wallet-size list sorts out the fruits and veggies that tend to be higher in pesticides (like apples and spinach) from produce with a lower count (like bananas and peas). Choose "certified" coffee Yuban coffee is Rainforest Alliance Certified (that means it's grown in a way that preserves the ecosystem). A Fair Trade Certified brand is Green Mountain Coffee Roasters. (Both brands are available at many markets.) For more on these certification labels, see the chart. Support local farms At eatwellguide.org, you can plug in your zip code and find suppliers of organic and sustainably produced meat, poultry, eggs, and more. If you buy locally, you won't have to rely on farms that ship food nationwide, which helps to decrease our depen

A Very Dark Poem/song Lyrics I Just Wrote
“My Little Game” You, the masterpiece in my gallery of screams, You a dangling caricature within my darkest dreams. Your flesh will be my sketchpad, a tapestry of pain, My brush it has nine tails, it leaves a crimson stain. There is no admission fee, to see this display, For you my love are part of it, I like you this way. My painting it sweats and shrieks stretched tight within it’s frame, Some may call this sick but it’s just my little game. Most critics would say “Boring”; no color, no hue But they lie; your hands and feet have turned a lovely blue. And there is also red, not boring at all. It drips down from the nails that pin you to my wall. You see, I’m easily amused, a man of simple needs, For me it’s just the basics... I want a canvas that bleeds. Modern art or abstract, for me that’s just too tame. Because I really like the “old ways” when I play my little game. Copyright 2008 by Steve Santini. All rights reserved

Still Under The Weather :(
LOL OK I know this doesn't quite fit the weather category. But I have been feeling under the weather the past week trying to get over this bronchial/cold crap. So I have been off an on doing what I can to help out. I am sorry if I have not been on much to give it my all. Today we had a good foot of snow (ok so I guess here's the weather related stuff LOL) and then some. As I was arguing with my oldest to please go out and shovel the sidewalk and around the car area to get it out in case of emergency, and I wanted him to get the roof rake to clear the snow off Donovan's roof as it has already been leaking from the rain prior to the snow. I have once again just about lost my voice. So I have been in bed under the blankets trying to stay warm to get over this. As I have an upcoming dental appointment the day before Thanksgiving. If my thinking is right he will pull another tooth if not two depending on the damage to the second as they are taking me off Medicaid since my par

Just Got Back ....
Got to visit both my girls and g-babies this week...had a blast and cooked our Thanksgiving dinner last night...I am soo happy right now!!!! BUTTTT I missed U ALL and am glad to be back home and will be back on track soon....Will be more online in the morning ...trip has just got me soooo drained, LOL. Thxxx all 4 the sweet shown while I was away!!! ♥ Laura

"the Bag"
The Bag The day after the convention, after the meet and greet, I found myself in old London strolling an ancient cobblestone street. And there I found the shop, full of old time things. From antique tools to second hand garb, to dusty balls of string. I stepped in through the door, and was greeted with a smile From the elderly proprietor, and I lingered there a while. Turning sideways to make it through the aisles, I browsed there by myself When my eyes came to rest on an old doctor’s bag perched upon a shelf. An old forlorn thing, black and dark, made of leather hide I flipped the catch and cracked in open and shot my gaze inside. A rusty scalpel was all that laid in the bottom of the grip. I vowed buy it, there and then, as a memento of my trip. My mind made up, I mused and thought, “This is lovely for my wife.” Antique tools that have healed the sick and no doubt saved a life. You see my wife she is a doctor, and she would like this thing. With bag in hand I

New Pic That Was Made 4 Me By Miss Fiona
SINCE I CANT POST TO MY GALLERY I WILL SETTLE FOR THE NEXT BEST THING! MISS FIONA U OUT DONE UR SELF HUN AGAIN AS USUAL. THANK U FOR THE BEAUTIFUL PIC HUN! HUGS AND KISSES! THE MORE I LOOK AT HER HUN THE MORE I LOVE WHAT SHE REPRESENTS!

Honesty Survey
Honestly, are you in love right now? Part of me REALLY wants to do the Al Bundy answer: "Love, hate, whats the difference, we're family". *I really like someone I will say that!* Honestly, what color is your underwear? I don't know. Hang on I need to pee so this will be a good time to check. Ok dark blue. Honestly, what's on your mind right now? Work.. I have a lot to do.. Honestly, what are you doing right now? Reading myspace reading hotmail watching my ticket list grow.. Honestly, what did you do today? Watched TV, went to Lowes for some light bulbs, then watched more TV. I am getting cabin fever lately cause it's too cold to do stuff outside. Honestly, do you think you are attractive? I've been told I clean up nice, but that is pretty rare, hahahaha. I'm average. My brother got the looks, my sister got the personality, I got the brains. :P Honestly, have you done something bad today? Nope Honestly, do you watch Disney channel? Nope. Honestly, are

5 Important Lessons
1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady. During my second month of college, our professor gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student and had breezed through the questions until I read the last one: 'What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?' Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the cleaning woman several times. She was tall, dark-haired and in her 50's, but how would I know her name? I handed in my paper, leaving the last question blank. Just before class ended, one student asked if the last question would count toward our quiz grade. 'Absolutely, ' said the professor. 'In your careers, you will meet many people. All are significant. They deserve your attention and care, even if all you do is smile and say 'hello.' I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned her name was Dorothy. 2. - Second Important Lesson - Pickup in the Rain One night, at 11:3 0 p.m., an older African American woman was standing on the side of an Alabam

The Beast Of Burden
I reilised tonight on the verge of tears that I am not me in my heart anymore(yeah thats right real men cry motherfuckers) I lost that battle feild fire. All because of something devastating that happened not to long ago. There is a person/persons on fubar who know exactly what im talking about. if you dont thats kool too because im making a point, At least I hope. I have let the fact that my heart is broken bring me to my knees. Its funny you spend enough time down there looking at the muck and the shit thats exactly what you start to feel like. But then tonight I reilised something, better yet remembered something about myself I had forgotten a long time ago, trying to be someone I wasnt for someone I loved....Im a fucking soilder. Street raised and tested, military approved fucking soilder! I cant fucking belive I have let the fire in my heart die out. So heres the message to everyone. Consider me the beast of burden, and pile it on heavy fuckers, because im never gonna ge

"i Told You."
“I Told You.” I told you that kid was strange, I told you he wasn’t right. Ever since they moved in next door, I locked the doors tight. You see, little Jimmy has some “hobbies”, unlike other boys He has some darker interests, and he plays with darker toys. Remember that summer when he went on and on About earning some money and we let him cut our lawn? And we heard that screech and imagine that He’d run the mower right over our cat. Yes, I know, “It was an accident” he said And as he walked away and he turned his head Then I saw that smirk, that little grin And I knew one day he’d do us in. I told you back then and you said “No way!” But remember what happened that cold Christmas Day? Remember the red handprint we found on our door? I dreaded to think what that kid had in store. You said “He’s just eight.” He’s just a small child But I swear he is evil, he’s sick and he’s wild He lives in a place inside of his head A place filled with nightmares, the lan

Hope
One song can spark a moment, One flower can wake the dream. One tree can start a forest, One bird can herald spring. One handclasp lifts a soul. One star can guide a ship at sea,One laugh will conquer gloom. One step must start each journey, One heart can know what`s true. One life can make the difference. One smile begins a friendship, You see, it`s up to YOU! Hugs,lolly

Halloween
A day of dread, a night of screams A living threat from darkest dreams Never before such a sense of dread For fallen hearts and rivers of red The darkness falls as if a flood With sights of pain to chill your blood No screams to come for lack of breath Filled with visions of gruesome death And from the world the wicked seethe On this the night, All Hallows Eve Copyright ©2006 Zachary Christian Virden Copyright ©2008 Londen Times LLC.

Shinedown-call Me
wrap me in a bolt of lightning,send me on my way still smileing,maybe that's the way i should go,straight into the mouth of the unknown.i left the spare key on the table,never really thought i'd be able,i merely visit on the weekends,i lost my whole life and a good friend.i've said it so many times,i would change my ways.no,nevermind god knows i've tried.call me a sinner call me a saint tell me its over i'll still love you the same.call me your favorite,call me the worst tell me it's over i don't want you to hurt.it's all that i can say.so,i'll be on my way.i finally put it all together,but nothing really lasts forever i had to make a choice that was not mine,i had to say goodbye for the last time i kept my whole life in suitcase,never really stayed in one placemaybe that's the way it should be,you know i've led my life like a gypsy.i've said it so many times i would change my ways no,nevermind god knows i've tried.call me a sinner call me a saint tell me its over i'll still love you t

Snowball Fight
PS Don't send it back to me!!!! Cuz I gotcha first! ~You have just been hit with a snow ball!~ It's the start of..... Snow Ball Fight 2008!! One rule to this game.... You can NOT hit someone who has already hit you! Now... go out there and get as many people as you can, before they get you! I got you first! and you can't get me back ! We do not stop playing because we grow old; we grow old because we stop playing. Never Be The First To Get Old!!!!!

1106
1106 The product of love is ransomed by obligation Which takes the name of family's honorable call. Isolating dates are made aimed at negotiation Cloaked robberies that take you away from it all. You go, you say you know it's for the best, Projecting someday futures where a prize is won. They seem so sincere and well-intentioned, while Bit by bit their goals are realized and yours undone. No sacrifice too great for them, they are the dearer, Since your loss was theirs, their gain seems yours as well, But into that pleasant trap he draws you nearer Where promises of paradise can spin the fires of hell. So step by step you yield to subtle pressures, Though from here your distant gaze I still can see, Earnest desire cannot compete with shrewd manoeuvre And the beckoning treasure seems reality. So as the frost crystallizes Saturday Morning Haze The quiet candle from old passion breeds new steam Again I feel the violence of each crime and craze Numbers on a d

Ty Friends Andregiment Dragon Bombers & Dd Levelers!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I want to thank my great friends that came by and showed me all the love during my AUTO 11'S and a BIG thank you to the Regiment Dragon Bombers & DD Levelers, you guys are the best out there.You all helped me level and I am so gratefull ~Bratt~

Letter To Hope
i sit here and dream of a love so strong that the wind and rain sing songs of joy i want desire and passion but i am beginning to think love like that is only in fairy tales and movies i dont remember what it feels like to be with some one who wants me or someone who enjoys holding each other or kissing in the rain.. long walk to nowhere just to be with eachother dreams and empty wishes i need to ask my heart to forgive me for believeing i was worth dreaming of love.. maybe i had my chances of love..i tend to think that i should let go of my silly dreams of love.. im not sure how to turn of a dream ..one lesson i wish i knew..i need to step away from my dreams and my wanting..so maybe i can heal the whole in my heart the emptyness that fills my soul a hollow feeling of nothing ..but wanting..that i do wish would go away.. i sit here and pray to the goddess to plz turn off the feeling i have inside ..i ask my heart to forgive me for believeing i could ever be w

Rip Abraham Biggs
I found a link on Fubar today that read "Teen commits suicide live online via webcam broadcast." Shocked and horrified, I clicked it, only to find one of the most devastating news stories I have ever read. Twisted Internet voyeurs watched a Florida college student commit suicide in his bedroom- some even egging him .. his young life slowly ebbed away, authorities said Friday. Abraham Biggs, 19, was taunted with comments like "go ahead and do it," after promising online to kill himself with prescription drugs and posting a heart-wrenching suicide note. For the next 12 hours, an untold number of Web viewers did nothing as Biggs' final moments alive were streamed online. Immediately, I was brought to tears. Biggs, a Broward Community College student who struggled with bipolar disorder, started blogging about his plans to commit suicide on the Web site bodybuilding.com Wednesday. Using the name "Candy Junkie," Biggs announced he had consumed a lethal mix of anti-anxiety drugs and

For The One I Love
i recently just realized how deeply you can love a person...sometimes it does take distance to make you see what you desire...i always adored her as a dear friend...but as time goes on I find she is everything i have ever needed in a lady...ever desired in a lady...and i never saw this coming...i flirt with many...but i love this very special lady in my life like no other that i ever have...or ever will.anyone who thinks it is not possible just won`t ever know the feeling..I love you Neeky...here...in life...til I die...ty dad, for showing me the way and answering my prayers

Top 10 Things Learned Today 11/22
So there are a few things I've learned Today. 1. No matter how good of a friend you are its never good enough for some people. 2. There are things that even you dont know about people you've known all your life. 3. There will always be someone out there that will hurt you no matter how high your build your wall. 4. You can be friends one minute and enemies the next. 5. If you allow them to people will take advantage of you at every turn. 6. True friends dont just want to be your friend when somethings wrong with them or they need something. 7. Taking risks wont always pay off and are almost never worth the effort. 9. No matter how hard you try there will always people how dont like you. 10. The internet is the internet..so believe about 1/3 of what people tell you and dont take it too seriously!

People
Have you ever noticed that people are so wrapped up convincing themselves that they are better than the animals, that they deny that they have animal in them. We are all subject to the same hormones that rule the animals, the difference is that we are suppose to be smart enough to overcome them. It is true; the same hormone change that drives a young stallion out on his own is what happens to teenagers. The same hormones that cause animals to move on and get another mate is what happens during the seven year itch, and so on. If we would just stop denying that we are animals and prepare ourself, learn about what is coming and how it will feel and effect us, we could manage these crisis stages of our life much better!

Sean Jefferds
If theres a fubar in Heaven or Nirvana and you can read this I just want to tell you thanks for all the smiles you put on my face. All the times you made me laugh. Thanks for the time we went to the prom at Alfred Almond together I had a blast. Thanks for making your sister, Ang and I laugh til we cried when you got beat up by that girl at that smash mouth concert. Being a die hard Nirvana fan with me. I will never forget the 10 minute crash curse of driving my car before your drivers test and of course you passed. Thanks for the wonderful trip to Bethel, NY for the Phish concert. Thanks for all the times you saved your sister and I from falling down her bedroom steps when we were to stoned or drunk to walk. Thanks for all the hugs and memories I have of you I will miss you dearly and so will everyone who was lucky enough to have met you.

Creepy
ok so i went out for my birthday at a place called dave and busters its a restaurant and i had to go to the bathroom and since i was drinking a lil and it takes me alot to really get me drunk but i did have a nice buzzed going anyways moving along i ask where the bathrooms at after i ask 4 times since i never been to this place before when i did i did my thing i had to do and while i was taking a piss this guy next to me started looking at my dick iam not really sure what he said becuse i had my music blasting in my ear but god damn you are not suppose to check out another guys junk that is just so wrong in so many ways iam very tire of getting hit on by guys .

It Was Only Supposed To Be A Three Hour Tour! Rescue Help Is Needed! (train 4 Contest)
The two-man crew of the charter boat S.S. Minnow and five passengers on a "three hour tour" run into a tropical storm and are shipwrecked on an uncharted, uninhabited island somewhere in the Pacific Ocean. We are on a rescue mission and your help is needed! To join this train You must be at least a level "5"! Those are the requirements The Hostess has set for the contest. Then all you need to do is F/R/A (that's Fan/Rate/Add) EVERYONE on the train If you already have them on your list please re-rate them if you can and drop a profile comment saying "Joining you on the rescue mission!" Of course this is not your usual train. You will also need to leave 50 comments (please number them 1, 2, etc...) you can click on the following contest picture to get there. HELP THEM GET RESCUED OFF THE ISLAND BY COMMENTING THEM BACK TO THE MAINLANDS! Please be sure to R/F/A the Hostess of the contest first: ♥BooBoo♥ Founder o

I'm Never Enough
Am i good enough for you, Am i strong enough to bleed, For someone like you, When im kicked to my knees. Am i good enough for me, To watch you walk away, As i sit here again, Im alone day by day. I lie here awake, And think of the day, I needed you more, I'm pushed out of the way. Its difficult to breathe, Its difficult to see, Its what you need, But everythings so out of your reach.

Ha Ha Something Funny
In reality..Having any type of sexual feelings for your family is wrong. On Fubar..its enccouraged lol thought that would be a funny thought to think of.. Oh yeah..and if you choke a smurf what color does it turn??

Capital Punishment
Well, some of you may know, but most don't that I'm an anti death penalty activist in the little bit of free time I do have. It's a stressful thing, really. I've made several friends on death row working with individual cases and visiting them..things like that. I got some awful news earlier and just need to get it out...not something I can discuss with most people. L.T.'s wife called me earlier tonight. His federal appeal was denied. If he doesn't get help before February, he will get an execution date. His lawyer is court appointed. He only filed a skeletal writ without following up because he's already made all the money he can make. He tells the wife that he can hire an investigator if she raises $10,000. Meaning, he takes $7,000 and pays an investigator 3. But, at this point in the case, an investigator would really do no good even though he's proposing to file a Brady claim. It's ridiculous. So, now, it's either find someone else who will take on his case and file motions to

Black Roses
i sit on my own in my small black room, a single rose laying on my lap. i listen to the music pouring out my stereo and think about the world, outside my small room, filled with evil nasty faces of people out to get me, out to torture me, to make life living hell just for people who are different... as i think i shrink away into the corner and hug my knees close to my chest, losing myself in my world of paranoia and lonliness, in a world full of black roses surrounding me, with peircing thorns, waitin to pierce into my skin, into my heart. ©DGTFB 1975

When I Long For Death...
No words linger. There were none. The gleeful laughter that wafted into my door caused me to wonder, you must delight in this? Of course, what fair judgment can be made? The nepotism of it all seems only outweighed by the staggering apathy and indifference. So here now is the nothing. Oblivious to regret, the water rises above your eyes. My spirit awaiting that freedom awakening to see there is none here. Vainglorious disregard would not serve to awaken in me the peace that I crave. The mind is sharp and thoughts are focused. The pain of abandonment fades quickly into a deftly realized truth. I am moved. Not to a deity nor to prayer. It would seem you condemned me to solitude. The silence reassures me that indeed there is nothing. Words seep through the cracks of my disdain. Poetic sympathies meant to ail my waning heart and grant me hope that tomorrow comes the possibility of a future worthy of my pursuit. But such things are words, are they not? They are th

Free Fubucks
AUTO'S ARE ON GET 300K IN FUBUCKS JUST FOR RATTING!!! HI FUBAR, ITS ME MIZZ SHADY A DEAR DEAR FRIEND BOUGHT ME THIS AUTO 11 THAT I AM RUNNING NOW. IT'S THE VERY LAST ONE I HAVE GUYS AND THERES NO TELLING WHEN ILL BE GETTING ANOTHER OR IF AT ANY TIME SOON... SO IF YOU SHOUT ME AND TELL ME YOUR GOING FOR THE 300K IN FUBUCKS I'LL LET YOU IN. YOU JUST HAVE TO RATE EVERY PICTURE IN ONE ALBUM AND COMMENT WHERE IT SAYS COMMENT AND THE 300K IN FUBUCKS IS YOUR. THIS IS ONLY DURING HAPPY HOUR TIME AND WHILE I'M RUNING AUTO 11'S. IT GETS REALLY CRAZY EVERY TIME I DO THIS SO DON'T GIVE UP JUST KEEP SHOUTING ME TILL I SEE YOU... SO PLZ MAKE IT A POINT TO COME ON OUT TO MY PAGE IF YOUR ON. HOSTING A LOT OF CRAZY RATE FOR FUBUCK SPECIALS GOING ON DURING THAT TIME. IF I OWE YOU FUBUCKS JUST KEEP HITING MY SHOUT TILL I SEE YOU. AS SOON AS I KNOW YOUR THERE AND THAT I OWE I'LL PAY UP.

Mass Deletion
ive had a mass deletion t day and hav deleted over 100 friends as these peeps don know me or evan talk to me so ive raped my friends list lol . If ive made a mistake and deleted sum 1 i shouldnt hav ,emme no . Im a reral person lookin for real peeps as friends :) cheers yall

Gotta Be Somebody
Gotta Be Somebody- Nickelback This time I wonder what it feels like To find the one in this life The one we all dream of But dreams just aren't enough So I´ll be waiting for the real thing. I'll know it by the feeling. The moment when we´re meeting Will play out like a scene straight off the silver screen So I`ll be holdin’ my breath Right up to the end Until that moment when I find the one that I'll spend forever with Cause nobody wants to be the last one there. Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares. Someone to love with my life in their hands. There`s gotta be somebody for me like that. Cause nobody wants to go it on their own And everyone wants to know they´re not alone. Somebody else that feels the same somewhere. There`s gotta be somebody for me out there. Tonight out on the street out in the moonlight And damn it this feels too right It´s just like Déjà Vu Me standin’ here with you So I´ll be holdin`my breath Could this be the end? Is

Our Amazing New Owner Anna
Hey Everyone.... We had the pleasure of being "bought" by the same wonderful woman in our recent auction!! So please meet our amazing new "Owner"......... ANNA Anna~Shadow leveler~The Pegasus Project -council ~ Teddy Bear Beer Hunter is my owner This is a Great woman!! She does so much for so many friends on here!! If you don't already have her on your friends list, you should go F/A/R her now!! If your lucky enough to already be a friend, Go show her lotsa love!!! She deserves it!! Oh and she ALWAYS has Auto 11's running too!!! *This Loving Pimpout brought to you by* ❤JAmîξ £¥Ññ❤ R/L Fiance'of ❤Jakξ The §Ñakξ❤Proudly Owned By Anna ~AND~ Jakξ The §Ñakξ R/L Fiance'of ❤JAmîξ £¥Ññ❤ Proudly Owned By Anna

She Thanks Master.............
But be prepared, this is going to hurt!" That was the thought that ran through her mind on that humid afternoon. It was that thought that caused her anxiety and the butterflies in her stomach. Those were the words Master had said to her about the punishment she was going to receive. She swore to herself that she was going to be his "good little girl" and take whatever punishment he thought she deserved. But never in her wildest dreams did she expect what he had in store for her. "You're late!" "Traffic." As she cast her gaze upon the floor that was the only response she could utter, but she knew it wasn't a good enough excuse. He led her to the back door, the afternoon punishments were going to take place in the woods behind his house. She was beside herself with excitement, after all this would be a first for her. The walk through the woods was unusually quiet. He did not speak so therefore she remained silent. As her thoughts wondered her body began to tremble with antic

Fire!
So while standing in the parking lot at the hotel I live in, waiting for my ride to work, the fire alarm's go off!! Then the sprinklers start..... at the stairway near my room!! At that moment my ride to work pulls in!!! Well I wasn't about to leave until I knew what was going on!! So the fire truck finally shows up. They firemen run up the stairs, rips open parts of the ceiling on the walk way.... and nothing!! No fire???? So either there never was or the sprinkler system did some good!! But either way I wait nervously until they tell me I can come back up and since Im writing this... My stuff is fine THANK THE LORD!!! *sigh* I can't wait to move into an apartment! Everything I own is squeezed into this hotel room!! If god forbid the sprinklers ever go off in my room I will loose everything! Well, thats all for now I still have to go to work..... dayum lol!! ~Mel

Shut Up And Read For A Change!
It seems to be a common illness online that guys (and some ladies) are simply not able to read. So here it is loud and clear to read: 1) My age is in my profile! 2) I am NOT you Baby! 3) I will NOT fuck you! 4) I will not go on cam for you 5) And I do NOT want to see pictures of your piece! Got it? Then continue with your worthless life somewhere else, if I hurt your ego. I am NOT a cheap fuck and I can have good sex or BDSM whenever I want to! Yes, I am known to speak my mind and to step on toes, if I have a reason for it. You guys just gave me one! If you are fine with the rules, I will gladly speak with you and be happy to be your friend on here! Scalde/ Sue

Its All Over Till My Next Auto
AUTO'S ARE ON GET 400K IN FUBUCKS JUST FOR RATTING!!! HI FUBAR, ITS ME MIZZ SHADY A DEAR DEAR FRIEND BOUGHT ME THIS AUTO 11 THAT I AM RUNNING NOW. IT'S THE VERY LAST ONE I HAVE GUYS AND THERES NO TELLING WHEN ILL BE GETTING ANOTHER OR IF AT ANY TIME SOON... SO IF YOU SHOUT ME AND TELL ME YOUR GOING FOR THE 400K IN FUBUCKS I'LL LET YOU IN. YOU JUST HAVE TO RATE EVERY PICTURE IN ONE ALBUM AND COMMENT WHERE IT SAYS COMMENT AND THE 300K IN FUBUCKS IS YOUR. THIS IS ONLY DURING HAPPY HOUR TIME AND WHILE I'M RUNING AUTO 11'S. IT GETS REALLY CRAZY EVERY TIME I DO THIS SO DON'T GIVE UP JUST KEEP SHOUTING ME TILL I SEE YOU... SO PLZ MAKE IT A POINT TO COME ON OUT TO MY PAGE IF YOUR ON. HOSTING A LOT OF CRAZY RATE FOR FUBUCK SPECIALS GOING ON DURING THAT TIME. IF I OWE YOU FUBUCKS JUST KEEP HITING MY SHOUT TILL I SEE YOU. AS SOON AS I KNOW YOUR THERE AND THAT I OWE I'LL PAY UP.

Group's That The Fat Sonny Reposts For
So i had a few groups on here ask me to repost their stuff most of you know i stay far away from the fu group crap till now If you ask the question oh sonny can you repost this be ready for the comeback question from me of Got Mona? without Ms Mona in your group sorry folk's no repost ஐ*ღDangerous Curvesღ*ஐ (♥All Girl Group♥) I make 1 other exception for the sinful kittie's so save your time i am sorry Sinful Kitties Homepage

I Can Not Wait
Inside my head, Inside my heart I reach ahead, no longer apart In my life, you, there forever too Loveing me so. no longer blue Sparks will fly lights will shine I now have you.You are mine Forever to hold Forever to love My heart is lifted well above I cannot wait... Wait for this day My soul lingures.. to come and play With yours and yours alone :-) In my eyes.. its been shown I dream I see..I see you with me I must..I must wait for us.. to be My love is yours.. forever you see I can not wait for us..To be © Angel

Thanksgiving Blessing
For Any And All That wish it .............. Thank you, Earth, For your abundant bounty. I gratefully receive your gifts and blessings. For the air I breathe, I thank the plants and trees. The air, the fire, The water, and the earth. Thank you for sustaining my life And nourishing me. For the blessings of loved ones, who help me along life's path. I am thankful. My life is full to overflowing with gifts of ancestors. Courageous souls who survived, And made my life possible. Thank you great spirits of the cosmos, for the lessons I sometimes try to avoid, But which I need. And for the joys and pains which open my spirit and expand my heart. I am grateful for health, abundance, and challenges, each unique. Thank you all who have touched my life's journey. Each new day is a gift, To which I pledge the best of myself. For the blessings of life's great circle continue in me. From the cave to the stars, I have always been and will al

I Has An Idea!
Ok, so I figured that since I work at Blockbuster and I get to bring home movies before they are released on DVD I would let people know what I think about them after I watch them. I just got done watching Hancock and was telling my poi that she had to go and rent it tonight because it's such an awesome movie but I realized she couldn't rent it until Tuesday. So coming up in a few minutes will be my review for Hancock. Followed later by Space Chimps and Fred Claus. Enjoy everyone and make informed decisions when you go to your local video store this week :P

Hancock
I just got done watching Hancock and I have only one thing to say about this movie. OMG!!!! This movie was awesome! I was expecting it to be decent at best but it greatly exceeded my expectations! It started out fast with a high speed chase on the 105 and then goes to a drunk black man passed out on a bench. He gets woken up by a young boy who makes him reluctantly go and save the day. However, he is not your average superhero. He has powers he doesn't understand and he's kinda clumsy. Usually destroys half the city in the process of saving it so the citizens of L.A. aren't really very fond of him. Hancock desperately wants to fit in and be accepted. He feels bad because he works hard to save people and they hate him for it. He saves the life of a publicist who wants to save the world in his own way. The publicist, Ray, can see how much Hancock is hurting and devises a plan to get the people to accept him as a hero. The city puts out a warrant for Hancock's arrest be

Characteristics Of Healthy Relationships
O.K., o.k., I swiped with her blessings from my dear friend Gypsy Heart. I did make some typo corrections but felt this is a valuable share for everyone to at least look at and take it for what it is worth. The following is a list like a check list of many "ATTITUDES AND BEHAVIORS" that either are or are not present in ones own life and then many relationships we all have.. whether its a friendship, and intimate relationship , parent... Print this off and sit back and either check things off as you realize these different little things... hope this helps you all. HOW MANY OF THE FOLLOWING ATTITUDES AND BEHAVIORS ARE PRESENT IN YOUR RELATIONSHIPS??? 1. COMMUNICATION is open and SPONTANEOUS (including LISTENING) 2. RULES/BOUNDARIES are clear and explicit, yet allows flexibility 3. INDIVIDUALITY, FREEDOM, and PERSONAL IDENTITY is ENHANCED!!!! 4. Each enjoys doing things for SELF, as well as for the OTHER 5. PLAY, HUMOR, and HAVING FUN is common place 6. Each

Wet Moon
Volume 4 of Ross Campbell's 'Wet Moon' came out this month. I love this book to death. A real slow burn, especially with the long lag between volumes, but it's such a grower. Pretty much an essential book now. And the artwork is brilliant. Basically the trials and tribulations of a group of female students in the Florida town of Wet Moon, it's got a great feel for the alternative undergound scene, and when it's funny, it's actually funny. If you like comics and shit like that, and not just men in tights doing a fight, check it out.

What To Do
so there's this guy that i'm in love with and he says he loves me to. You know the whole I love you wanna marry you, want you to have my baby thing...but for some reason no matter how much i love him i cant get over the feeling that there is someone else. Go figure. I'm getting real tired of all these games. He needs to figure out what he wnats cuz he's about to lose a real good thing.

Know The Reason
Know the reason why the sky seems to be blue when is it grey and is cold and wet outside.The reason is the only one when you are in love the things around look so much differently from those when you are lonely.When love is mutual and true the world smiles to you despite a bad weather or tears on the faces of other people.When we are happy we want to tell about it everybody and wish everybody the same.I believe that we together can become a little happy part of this world and enjoy a great pleasure of being loved. I know that love is not only romantic dinners and sweet kisses., love is based on support, trust,and respect. Love is patient, never deceitful and always faithful.Do you agree with me?I believe in a happy chance and I am here to tell you that....

Ode To The Wyrm
Ode to the Wyrm Step into the dark night alone For only then will you feel the true chill of the cold Through the door into life’s winter dreams Where only tales of sorrow and sadness are told When the last fleeting glimpse of summer has past And the Tree of Hope stands with branches bare The Path of the Dead is a trail of ice Leading to the mouth of the Dark Wyrm’s lair The Dreams of the Living lie piled as bone A testament to the hunger of the Beast Cold, dry, deformed by sorrow The sacraments of an unholy feast This is the home of the Lonely Heart In the icy chill of the Cold Wyrm’s breath The Temple of the Frozen Winter’s Night Where the only life therein is Death

Its Me, Really
i'm boring, fat, bald,nearsighted, middle aged, have a lousy job that for a company that doesn't appreciate what i do and i feel like i'm not really appreciated at home either, i don't dance, i don't eat green food, i like music that isn't exactly mainstream, i can barely pay my bills and i have credit card companies after me because i cant afford to pay them, and i haven't gotten laid since 1999. i'm a GREAT catch. People keep telling me that I should hang in there and things will get better. I appreciate the optimism but I can't see it happening. Somehow I can't help wondering if all this is worth it. as if i didnt have enough, i now have to have major dental work done, and i dont have the money to get it all done. there are times when i feel like someone is driving nails into my skull. in the last 2 years i've had heath problems to deal with, i lost 5 friends, including my father, my car and my dog, almost my job. life truly sucks. most mornings i don't want to wake up becaus

No Bull Here!!!
MONKEY SEE MONKEY DO THIS FUNKY MONKEY WOULD APPRECIATE 1 RATE FROM YOU! THANKS! ALSO PAYING FUBUCKS FOR BOMBING! CONTACT MISH! CLICK HERE PLEASE TO RATE CONTACT MISH HERE FOR BOMBING FOR FUBUCKS MishNumber1 Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Read Profile Then FAR Me ♥@ fubar

This Voice Will Be In My Nightmares
After 5 hours of hearing "Thank for calling the RI Dept of Labor and Training. Due to High Call Volume We are unable to take your call at this time, please try again" every 15 seconds continuously I finally got through only to hear "Due to High Call Volume of the holiday week we are scheduling service alphabetically by last name, [please go through this again on 11/25]"

Xmas Cards
GREAT IDEA!! When doing your Christmas cards this year, take one card and send it to this address. If we pass this on and everyone sends one card, think of how many cards these wonderful special people who have sacrificed so much would get. When you are making out your Christmas card list this year, please include the following: A Recovering American Soldier c/o Walter Reed Army Medical Center 6900 Georgia Avenue,NW Washington,D.C. 20307-5001

Hmmm What Do U Think
All right I am in college and I am doing criminal justice and well I am wanting to change my major but having trouble I have always wanted to help people or work with people with disabilties. So I am thinking of changing to psych. or I can do health care administration. What is your outlook on this I know it has to be what makes me happy and everything.

Scream Rape
When I was in Catholic school Sister Maryann told our English class "if you ever need the police scream rape". This was because people would be more likely to react. Or was it fire? Oh who can remember these things. I was staying at the hotel this weekend. On Saturday morning I dragged my groggy ass down stairs to finish uploading our new operating system and updating all the rooms. I was about ten minutes into it when my Director of Housekeeping came running into the lobby telling me to call the police. "Ok, why". She told me that the guest in on of the rooms tried to rape one of her house keepers. I grabbed a radio and told my desk agent to call the cops. Erica was on the phone immediately. She asked me what should I tell them. I said attempted rape. The operator asked is he still there. We both looked at each other like does she mean inside her? I just said yes and sent our chef to go barricade the guy in the room. Mean while the Director of Housekeeping was taking of he

Lol..friends Again
Ok I dont know If you all know but you should...lol I am not a Nurse..I did take care of my daughter and her diabetes and all but...I AM NOT A NURSE and if some of you people on here think that I am I am not so...anyways just 2 let you know...and yes I changed my name again and this is 1 of many reasons why....=) Thanks...Cindy

Work To Live Dont Live To Work
JobWise ........ What to do ........ Go back to being a cook...... Continuing my current Job ....... Or go back on the Radio stations ....... I dont feel much like sitting in an offie atm in time Ty fo Reading.

Why Did I Ever Leave Minnesota?
For those that just know the naughty side of me, this is the other side that comes out when naughty goes away. Sure it's most likely that if I had stayed there, all the events in my life might have transpired different, but besides my kids (which I love dearly), everything else I want is not here? All my friends are still back there. I'd be much closer to all my new fu-friends except for 2 that are actually here in Los Angeles. Minnesota is just so much closer. Call me weird, but I sort of miss seasons. Miss the trees changing color in fall. Miss the snow in winter. Miss the buds on the trees in spring. Out here we get a hot ass summer followed by freaking fires all over the place making the sky even nastier than it already is. I can't believe the air I'm breathing. Just know that if I ever move or to wherever it may be....those of you that are close to me have made a big impact on my life and will travel with me in my thoughts.

Men Are Confusing
Hey ladies! Do you ever get told women are confusing, well men are just as confusing if not more. They say they want one thing and when we give it to them, guess what that was not really what they wanted. They say and you agree to a booty call, but then they are trying to put rules to the booty call. Who the hell has rules if you are a booty call. The only rule I can even think of for a booty call is wear a hat. Then they say I want a relationship, but then when you want it, we happen to have forced them into a relationship. Men need to quit PMS'ng and leave that to us ladies. Don't get me wrong I love men, but hell, can't they just be truthful. Tell us what you want and quit playing games. But if you are going to play games, be prepared to lose.