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1) Level, at least one time today (which means I need LOTS of rates and comments) 2) Get AT LEAST one more bling given to me 3) Get AT LEAST one Big Pimpin' gift 4) TRY and get either a VIP or maybe just a Bling pac (Love u forever if u get me one) 5) Get AT LEAST 5 salutes made for me
Is It Too Much To Ask For?
Is it too much to ask for for a guy that will be straight up and honest with you. Who makes you feel good about yourself and you make him feel good bout himself, and you can just sit around relaxing or going and doing something and just have a smile on your face because being around each other makes you happy. Don't know why but i keep dating the complete opposite.
Only For You
She has been everything that i asked for What my heart needed to feel whole She's the only one to give me that once in a life time feeling She's the only reason why this broken heart is still beating In my dreams there was always this girl in disguise Every dream I tried to see her face but i would wake up before time Last night was different this time i got to hold her hand and touch her lips I saw her face and whispered "how real is this?" I saw the face of a beautiful angel She made me promise to always be faithful She has always been that girl of my dreams The one who would set me free She is the love of my life I can't let her go she's now mine Now every time i look back to the past I realized that i want her to be my first and last She has been able to make me feel different without a sound I want to tell the whole world that i love her, scream it out loud I want her to know that my love will always stay true My heart and my eyes are Only For You
Until The End Of Time
The Winner Takes It All--meryl Streep
O- The Mania.
They say that you are not qualified, and many say that you should die. Beg to differ I will of them, for I voted for you and not for him. To me you bring the change I need, so many years have I lived blindly. Your name is an assett- not a set back. And I am gracious to you, the next four years will be hard and I hope that no one becomes a retard and shoots you :( I love you Obama.
Have You Met Him? > Well You Should Stop and Say Hello.. He has an amazing Personality and is all around just a Sweet Guy!
Why Don't They Think Before They React?
I usually stick to myself, not getting involved in most of the Fu-drama. But when it involves a friend of mine, especially a member of my Fu-family (as like in previous blog in this section), I can't just stand back and watch it happen. This 'hate bulletin' (CEO's words) was made, slandering a friend. Steve never saw it when it was posted on January 19th. (Funny, the original day Steve was going to help move CEO there, before asking him to wait a week) But someone was 'kind' enough to send him the link several days later, after bulletin had expired, otherwise, he would never have known about it. Steve brought it to me and I felt I needed to help him out. This is the bulletin in it's entirety (minus Steve's pic and private info) and my response below it. ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ What i said about this phucker earlier this week… ߣnУ®ßL@k£ OR (had Steve's full name) A HATER>> (had Steve's pic)
Taking Life
Is this really what you want, to take your life away, to hurt the ones who care the most, to end it all this way? Do you ever stop and think, bout how it makes us feel, bout how much we would miss you, bout how we all would deal? Is your life really that bad, that you need to hurt yourself, that you need to scare us like that, that you've gotta risk your health? I'm telling you right now, its scaring me to death, its not something you should be doing, its not the only choice left. I'm serious when I say it, so please make no mistake, if you continue to do it, your's won't be the only life you take!
The Story Behind My Name
I was once told the story behind my name... Tonjha, since that time I have managed to forget the exact words used to tell this story, but I do remember the base of the story and the lessons and wisdom held within the story of Tonjha… Goddess/Spirit Warrior of the Doves. A friend suggested that I not worry about the story that was lost and instead create my own story for the future… for in fact we all write our own stories anyway. So, with these wise words in mind… I offer to you my version of the Story of Tonjha. I hope you enjoy my creative attempt to bring life and meaning back into the wisdom behind my name… This may not tell you who I am… but it does explain why I honor my name and walk my path in the manner that I have chosen. For a long time I would not share all of this story, because I did not like some of the things that Tonjha did in the original story… but now I see the whole lesson and the wisdom in the tail and wish to share the whole story… in the best way I know
i am so worryed about tommor my dauther and i have court because she don t want to go to school and the school taking me and her to court i amscared there going to put her in a detenstion home because she hardly doing what court told her to do . so i9 am praying they dont give her another chanes to do go to school so i am crossing my fingers then i praying for my freind dauther she in the hosptal hope she be all right and hope my freind man come real soon to make her happy again and for me i cant wait to get my divorce so i can be single again it been along time i have its been 25y so i cant wait going to celeabrete when i do
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Thank You!!!!!
As I sit here and write this blog, I think of all of my fu friends and family that were here for me through out today during my family crisis. I am so grateful for your prayers and support. I dont believe I would have gotten through with out you. Now some people would say you cant find true friendship in people you have never met face to face, I say they are so wrong. I have the best fu friends and family. You guys are the best. I love you all and from the deepest part of my heart I say thank you!!!! Love, Sinful Suzy
Whats Love
If love was a object what would it be Would it be some thing would it be me? All I can tell you is you have to find out Give it a try and let your heart fly Watch where it takes you Watch where u go Don t fall 4 something That u don t know When u find that someone or something to love Don’t let it slip away don’t let it go Keep hold of it forever and a day Through sun, through rain and through snow When that someone or something Loves you back Don’t give it too much Without getting none back
Usa...who Is Timothy Geithner?
Hi, I feel like I should explain my status blurb left last evening (title of this blog). Several of you had expressed your concerns for my well-being, which I sincerely appreciate and hold you DEARLY for it. So...who IS Tim Geithner? Well, Obama has chosen him to be in control over the IRS, for one thing. Mr. Geithner, it appears, had not paid his employment taxes for SEVERAL years!...Hmm, he claims he didn't KNOW he owed tax? He used Turbo tax to do his return?? Well, I am told that Turbo Tax prompts the user about his income and if it is taxable. Anyone who wishes to go into business himself and become "self-employed" should not do so if he is ignorant of tax law and what his responsibilities would be. Self-employment taxes are due QUARTERLY as income is EARNED throughout the year. It is a "pay-as-you-go" system. One would think that if a man is to oversee our country, and the Democrats or Obama feel that "he is the ONLY person who can help us or do this job"...then he sho
I Am Someone
I want to post this blog because I want people to know how I feel, how I hurt, how I wish. Please if you could take just about 4 minutes out of your hectic life to listen to this song. 6 Months ago I would have never even knew who this band was or the songs that they sing if it hadn't have been for my loving boyfriend Ryan. He opened my eyes to a life that I never thought I would care to get into. After listening to this song I realized I just want someone to hear me. I want someone to know that I am here and that I am not just another face floating across your screen or a name in your bartab. I am someone and I want to be heard.
The Legend Of The Faceless In Japanese Mythos: Part Ii
And so the child sank beneath the water; but, neither the beasts below nor the waves above would abide his hideous face and unwilling to feast upon or sustain the child, the waves cast him upon the shore, where laying alone and rejected the babe began to wail and cry for warmth and hunger. And the day slipped into night and still the child lay upon the pebbles and sand alone. The gulls wheeled and turned away from him. The crabs and other scavengers turned aside when they looked upon his face. The dawn came and went time and again and even the breeze refused to roll up the beach. And so it went on until one day the daughter of the great sea god happened upon the boy while she was disguise as a great oyster. Having no eyes to be offended with, she bumped into the babe and took pity on the lonely naked child. Cradling him in the softness of her innards, she took him to the bottom of the sea and determined that she would raise him there as her own. And so for many years the hideous
Locked away in an insane asylum of my brain . Fighting with my heart the battle rages on struggling to escape these emotions that keep me locked away . Like a bird in a cage I desire to be free . Wanting to laugh,live,LOVE others,someone,anyone ! But locked in this Asylum I struggle to escape the LOVE I want,desire,need to be free of this Insanity ...
You Don't Have To Tell Me Twice
Try this: 1 cup blackberries 1 cup canned milk 1/2 spoon sugar Let it set for 10 minutes so the sugar can melt. Mmm. So good. Trust me. Moving on... I'm not the type of woman who begs. I won't be the type of woman who begs. My therapist once told me I had seperation anxiety/abandonment issues because I'm adopted. That anytime someone in my life threatens to leave, whether it be friend or lover or more, I freak out and convince them to stay and act out and blah blah blah. That was SEVERAL years ago but I can see myself still acting the same way. I saw it very recently. I cant do that anymore. Gotta have some pride and self respect. I shouldn't have to convince anyone to stay in my life. So here it is, Lesson #1 for my Never Again Philosophy for 2009: If they want to go, let them go. Better yet, if they want ME to go, I'm out. You don't have to tell me twice. I won't be punked or anyone's punk bitch. lol That was too serious for a second, I had to laugh.
Going Crazy
i just writing to get stuff off my mind , i have alot of stress in my life right now, i some times dont know if i can keep on going, but i know i have to. i dont talk to anyone, i hold everything that happens inside and i know one day its going to be bad thing for everyone, cause i will just blow up and well thats a bad thing. but i dont know if i can go on after all thats going on is over if it turns out for the worst, it will kill me to much and so i and hoping that it will turn out great, i guess i will have to wait and see. all i know life can suck so much. and thank god for having family, that is helping me......
The Red Paintings
This Is Another Poem I Guess You Might Like It
If we all had to walk the walk Would we have the guts to talk the talk Is there anything worse than being silent Or is there something worse that would be violent Can you walk up to the political scum... That have their mandibles lached tightly on our sacrum? They are canables because they eat our will Our will to be free and have the full benefits of the country’s will That will of course the constitution which now takes freedom instead of keeping it with the many are we all dumb? Do you walk with them or talk with us Will they just arrest me and take me away on the bus That they use to house freedom writers and im not talking about the movie Do you want to be free or just sit back and be a baby I want to speak no I have to speak. Not only for you and I but for the weak Who won’t walk the walk and won’t be free and won’t speak Can you be real enough to take back what has been taken I only beg that this nation stops dreaming and ge
The Legend Of The Faceless In Japanese Mythos: Part Iv
At last there was a moment of peace in the child's life for his mind was sharp and his body strong from his years beneath the waves. He took to all the monks lessons, his only weakness being his skill at making the speech of humans. From the tiger monk he learned his skill of swords and and the monk declared him the greatest warrior he had ever trained. It was the great white cloud though, the monk from whom the child learned his prayers, who taught the hideous faced boy who wore the wooden mask his greatest skills; those of magic and the ears to hear the gods. Particular of these skills was the ability to project his cold and icy heart outwards, until his skin hardened as stone. One day, while sparring with the swordmaster, the wooden mask, that concealed his hideous face, was dislodged and broke when it struck the floor. The master and all the students cried out in horror and fled. It was at this moment that the child realized that it was his own face that bore the guilt for h
The Legend Of The Faceless In Japanese Mythos: Part V
Discovering, as he had, the source of all others' revulsion towards him, the child who wore the silver mask threw himself to the floor before the altar to the sea god. He prayed to the sea princess who had fostered him and bade she return him to her home in the muck where none had eyes and the world was thick and dark. And there he remained prostrate for many days until all the candles he had lit burnt out and the chamber before the altar grew chill with a winter air. But it was the sea god and not his daughter who at last came to the child. And the sea god spoke without revulsion, for there are beasts of great ugliness in the sea. And the sea god spoke without pity or compassion, for the sea is a cold and hard place which tolerates neither weakness or failure. The sea god told the boy to stand. He told the boy he was no longer a child but was now indeed a youth. And, he told the youth to train until he was a man and that the gods would send word to him. The youth who wore th
Vamp Morticia's Victims! My Group! Come Join!
Vamp Morticia's Victims GROUP PAGE!@ fubar Come check out my new group! It's the coolest! There is NO competition with other groups out there! I don't care what group you're in you're still welcome! All you have to do is read the rules blog and comment if you're ok with them at this link. THEN you MUST r/f/a everyone in the Roster blog and leave a comment when finished at this link. YOU MUST HAVE AN APPROVED SALUTE TO JOIN!
10 Cd's I Just Can't Live Without
So I was going through my stash and decided to wrote a blog... I am curious and would like a response from friends... What are 10 CD's that you have to have in your CD collection??? :) Here is my list... Depeche Mode - Violator Depeche Mode - Songs of Faith and Devotion Manson - Eat Me Drink Me Kittie - Spit Everclear - Sparkle and Fade VNV Nation - Empire remixes Tori Amos - Little Earthquakes Manson - Mechanical Animals Nine Inch Nails - Broken Otep - Ascension There is a list from me... Those of you who have actually taken the time to get to know me have to know that music is my passion and I am VERY diverse. This is just a small taste of what I enjoy. Delicious to my ears.
10 Movies That Don't Suck... But They Do.
This is a list of my top 10 vamp movies... In no particular order... because vampire are hot no matter what order you take them in... 1. Underworld (The first one!!) 2. Blade (Also the first one...) 3. Bram Stokers Dracula (The scene with Lucy on the stone table) 4. 30 Days of night 5. Near Dark 6. Lost Boys (an 80's must) 7. Interview With a Vampire (MAde the list even Louis whining! ;)) 8. From Dusk Till Dawn (Quinton had to make the list!) 9. Salem's Lot 10. Vampire Hunter D Comment away folks!! Add to my list!! PLEASE... If I left something out tell me.
Wednesdays Auto 11's
You Ask Me Where To Begin
You ask me where to begin Am I so lost in my sin You ask me where did I fall I'll say I can't tell you when If my spirit is lost How will I find what is near Don't question I'm not alone Somehow I'll find my way home My sun shall rise in the east So shall my heart be at peace And if you're asking me when I'll say it starts at the end You know your will to be free Is matched with love secretly Talk will alter your prayer Somehow you'll find you are there Your friend is close by your side And speaks in far ancient tongue A season wish will come true All seasons begin with you One world we all come from One world we melt into one Just hold my hand and we're there Somehow we're going somewhere Somehow I'll find my way home
Some Poetry Of Course
Can you see me standing here, Flaunting an arrogant attitude. People staring at me truly filled, With an in ability to not be rude. Throwing an evil look at all them, Who would choose to be my enemy. I have a sudden urge to splurge, In a blood lust with all those filled with stupidity. The full force of my insanity shall, Be felt when I inflict it upon thee. Killing your face several times, Showing a tremendous amount of glee. So before you question these things, Do yourself a favor and leave me be. Or all of my hate that I generate, Will be directed to thee.
Yep More Poetry
How does one kill off the pain and supersede depression. Finally coming to grips that the dirt is the final destination. I've come to terms and have the final solution. Rid ourselves of these tyrants that are known as clergy. We shall secularize and thus doing so reach secularity. If one wishes not to be secular then follow like sheep. For when they finally perform a massacre greater than Jones town I shall not weep. You all can sit there staring at your symbols being moon'stricken. When they die and go nowhere who'll be laughing thene? See what I'm trying to say is avoid these mostres cre'. Practice your belief at your home you don't need they're hypocrisy.
The Poems Keep Coming
I am the defiler of the mind, And the killer of the soul. How much was lost you will find, To be more than something foul How could you be the genious of our time. How could i be the killer in this rhyme Do you really care if i murder your thought How much of your opinion will you let be bought How much of your soul will be defiled by me When i make you die i'll smile with much glee And yes this is truely me And how true it is i want you to see I will hack your body into pieces Until this failed existence ceases I will forever be here my true intent never clear And the voices you will never hear When they fail to a deaf ear. At the end i will make you all quiver in fear. Im the defiler of your mind And i will be found in due time.
More Poetryt Lol
My political views fuse together like fussion And i got a misplaced mind of time that causes confusion I don't wanna be caught up in this race because most politicions are a disgrace Im so out of my mind, so out of this place that i got a palate that has a distaste For all of the political corruption that is causing a comotion So my plan needs to be put into motion Im so frustrated but i got to demonstrate it and put lead in the evils Of this nation, but my weapon of choice is to teach all of my pupils The meaning of my words, and the lines that i spray combust like spontanious combustion Oh now you wanna study this lesson that im teaching so that we're not just an irritation I got these ways that i practice and if you wanna learn i gotta cause some frustration But this isn't biting that im doing because im not an immitation And if i gotta go i wanna go down in applause like Rammstein said But if i don't i might just get lost in my head And i'll proabably just end up dead
Der Sonnenschein
I don't need your sunshine. To have a brighter day. I want to come from ... The light of my old ways. I need to release myself. Upon it to have a brighter day. Can we come to make a nation. To have a brighter way, Oh baby! Is it absolutly necessary... For us to live in pain? Is it absolutely worth your while, to break trust for your own gain? Should we really bash these poeple, To make their brighter day? The sun may be bright, But it shall not guide our way. If we keep all of these.. Methods that turn us into slaves. surely this'll only lead to, Our very own shallow graves, oh baby! We don't want your sunshine. To have your brighter day. We need to come from... The light of our old ways.
Losing Time
Losing Time 10/18/07 Cage my heart and my evil thoughts, prove that all I've done is for naught, reject my ideals; ignore my beliefs, continue living within a world so bleak, differences; they become so few, when one is afraid to begin anew, passion begins to ebb away, minutes fade to hours of long, endless days, the world moves on but you stay in place, life and vibrancy slowly fade from your face, time soars by; but you're stuck in the past, praying for death to take you fast, unbearable pain consumes your soul, you want to be alone; you'll never be whole, looking in the mirror; you hate what you see, you lock yourself in the past, never wanting to be free, your fear of change doomed you from the start, so now you're free to rest your tired heart.
The Actual Stats At To My Former Employment
JL French Automotive Castings Inc. announced Monday it will lay off 300 employees in Sheboygan and cut one local manufacturing shift “due to the unforeseen rapid decline of orders.” The cuts were announced in a press release that hinted more job cuts may be on the way. Tim Kellner, vice president of human resources, said most of the 300 workers had been on an extended holiday shutdown, but they have now been informed the layoff is permanent. He did not say when employees were informed. “The speed with which our customers have been reducing their own production expectations has been surprising,” Kellner said in the release. “We can’t bring people back to work like we had planned, and we have to change our manufacturing structure.” Kellner said JL French — which manufactures die-cast automotive parts — will cut operations from three shifts two at both Sheboygan plants, 3101 S. Taylor Drive and 4243 Gateway Drive. The shift change will be complete by mid-February, Kellner s
Meant To Be
A relationship of similarities My heart says go for it My soul says the same My mind says slow down. I have a feeling we were meant to be We were meant for one another From the way we act To the sports we like to watch. As I sit alone away from you I think of how luck I am And I thank God to have sent you to me And I count the blessings you've brought. You and I were meant to be. meant to be a match. We were put here to love each other No matter who wants to stop it.
Awesome Song
Already Over Cue the music, Curtain falls, The lights all fade to gray. Don't think there'll be an encore For our secret Passion Play. It's time to play the final card In a game I now despise. To me it seems so obvious- To you it's such a big surprise. It's already over- If I stayed here, I'd only make you cry. It's already over- We can't move forward, So let's move on... Bye-bye. They say parting is such sweet sorrow, But I'm still looking for the sweet. I feel just like a baby- These tears don't miss a beat. And I'd rather be anyone but Here And anyplace else but Me. I'll just climb inside my head awhile- My demons have a date with me. It's already over- if I stayed here, I'd only make you cry. It's already over- We can't move forward, So let's move on... Bye-bye. So go ahead, and hate me now For breaking-up on the phone. But I know that I'd crack if i saw your face- I deserve to be alone. And I hate that i still love you, girl- An
My Love
As the days go by and I see you all the time I think of how lucky I am to have you for my own. My friends say they wish they wish you were theirs but also they are happy for me yet they still want you. Every second of the day your going through my head the thought of you makes me shiver because of my love for you. My love for you makes me strong I feel with you by my side Nothing could go wrong with my life You are my heart and soul.
Today Was My First Day
Today was my first day .. My PhotoShop Class went really well Mainly because I know the shit already lol But the one I was hyped up about was my Philosophy Class and Wow I made either a really Brave or Stupid choice .. .. Our last test or Mid-Term thing is a debate on 2 Subjects Artificial Intelligence and Global Warming Both are a piece of fucking cake Not exactly what I wanted, but hey .. fuck it .. easy credits But, I'm going to attack Herd Mentality Oh Yeah This is a Group thing 2 Teams, 12 on each team BUT .. here's the choice I made .. I'm going to go it ALONE Me Vs. 24/25 People They choose 1/4 (each team that is) of my grade The Teacher chooses 2/4 of it I choose 1/4 So, here I stand, facing a possible Fail BUT .. I stand unfaltering, I don't care if I pass or Fail At least I'd be standing by my choice and not giving into Herd Mentality .. .. See what I'm doing? :) I am the Fucking WOLF
Bodies touching Minds racing Arms embracing Touch of lips Fingers sliding Heart beating faster Running down the spine Shivering from the touch Breathing in harder Bodies moving together Slowly moving Pulse racing Reaching the end Sweat dripping Sheet tangled Sweet love made Laying beside you Touching your arm Down your back Closing eyes Falling asleep In loving arms Knowing its Forever In love Feeling Uncontrollable
Her Master
She rolls over and lays on stomach on bed wearing her pink and black corset, waiting on him. He climbs up behind her pulling her head up and tilting her neck slightly and sinking his fangs into her neck. She arches back in pleasure and lets out a soft moan into his ear. He sinks his fangs in deeper drawing and drinking her blood letting his hands slide slowly down her body caressing her softly and slowly. She moans softly in his ear, "where do you want me?" He pulls her up turning her to face him as he pulls her closer. He sinks his fangs back deep into her neck as he lays her back on the bed. He pulls out a nylon cord and binds her hands to the bed posts. He pulls back and slowly makes his way slowly down her body and pulling out more nylon cord and binds her legs apart. He whispers to her, "hush and enjoy what you are about to get my love." He comes back up to her neck licking and sucking gently letting his hands slide down pulling her corset down a little exposeing her breasts. He m
Can You Believe This?
I found this on Photobucket. Some people just don't know where to draw the line. I won't use any names so as not to seemingly attack anyone. This is a voicemail that someone (we'll call them "The Stalker") left for someone else (we'll call them "The Stalked") when their friend (we'll call them "The Commentor")left a comment on their page and "The Stalker" didn't like it.
Dialog With Swingers
ok, so this isn't from fubar. it's someone who saw me in yahoo chat. my screen name on yahoo is broken_faces_shattered_minds. why someone would pm a person with a screen name like that, expecting to score a swing session is beyond me. anyway, i've posted the discourse here for your amusement. angel.j2009: topeka couple here angel.j2009: hello you there Sets Fires: good for you Sets Fires: so what... you need counseling? angel.j2009: what??? Sets Fires: you're a couple. you guys having problems? need counseling? angel.j2009: oh no! just looking for another couple to have fun with. angel.j2009: you have gf angel.j2009: or wife Sets Fires: fun? Sets Fires: like mini-golf? angel.j2009: are you jealous or what. angel.j2009: strange questions. angel.j2009: do you swing Sets Fires: when it's nice out Sets Fires: i have a really cool porch swing angel.j2009: ok by Sets Fires: good riddance
Follow Your Heart
"Follow your heart because it can't steer you wrong." Just remember that. its the best advice i can give anyone. take my word for it.
Trying For An Auto 11
Can you spare 10 minutes? Poker Princess needs 12,500 comments on this pic for an Auto 11 Giveaway! If everyone that reads this bulletin dropped her 100 comments, she could reach that goal in NO time at all!
Something Else From My Mind
Every time we look to the sky. Do we all question what happens when we die? Can there be this almighty being up there. If that is not true then do we go nowhere? Are we all to ignorant to see the truth. Do we really need concrete proof. Should we believe because we're told to do so. If that's the case then it won't happen I simply think the answer is no.
New Poem For Well Who Knows
The pain searing through my brain The irony of all of what is real and isn't soars like a crane Does anyone truly know what is real Or do we all pretend and collect some paper simply to pay a bill Do we know what the message on the dollar is Or are we just passing it on to or kids for his Or her own good, but how do we know its good Is there a hand book that says this to be good, ironically it'd be more wood Some might not get this, some may understand it well Are we all in heaven or is this truly hell Will all of this be answered in time, surely we cannot tell Should we figure it out or just deal with it all And set our future only to fall Or will it really rise Is this truth or is it all lies This no one can disguise With all of the reverse messages i do despise But the end is finally here A sign of happiness for those who don't want to hear
Yet Another One
customization of the fixation of the mental frustration and all of it will only lead to more aggravation my mind will only bring your devastation im so confused and often misused im gonna blow cause im a bomb that can't be defused i divide my hate from my love i will get high and fly away like a dove get high and get a back rub drink til im numb and if my breath ends up smelling like rum just reach on into your pocket and give me some gum and the bud is so yum yummy in my tum tummy my face that you have a distaste oh how funny
i took a video with my camera and downloaded it to the computer but aparently i needed to put it on a dif setting or something cause the file is way too big like 170mb. i need to figure out how i can compress it down to at least 100mb but i am totally computer illiterate so i need help from someone who knows what the hell they are doin PLEASE HELP
Fubar Support Blogs
Below is a list of some FuBar Support Blogs I have available. I have included clickable links, so they are easy to find. If you wish, you may link to any blog. Also, please repost so others can read this. (If you're short the 10 fubucks..i'll be happy to transfer it. :P) Clearing Cookies and Cache FU Marriage Clickable Pics How to Make Basic Skins Simple HTML For Your Bulletins and Blogs Downloading Fonts To Your Computer SKINS-Ripping/Pasting Code/Generating Site Navigation and Mumming for the New Members Blocking and Unblocking...Your Options
Auction? Drunk.. Both Are A Yay!
Dierks Bentley - Come A Little Closer
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Brooks & Dunn - Neon Moon
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Lonestar - I'm Already There
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More About Me...
My name is Zoey, and I am a country girl at heart, but now reside in the city. I sure tell ya that you can take a girl out of the country, but you can't take the country out of the girl. :) I am 6 feet tall, with long sexy legs, and I feel sexy when I wear heels. Some of my heels make me near 6'4" tall, and I tower over my family and friends. But I love it! I used to weigh near 400 pounds, wearing a size 26/28. I had short hair and I wore sporty clothes and hats a day I went through the drive-through at Burger King, and the employee (someone I knew well) told me "Thank you, Sir. Have a good night...Oh I'm sorry Miss!" THAT was when I knew my life had to change. So I became very active and lost a lot of weight and changed my lifestyle and eating habits. I learned to enjoy water more, although I still LOVE soda, but I try not to overdo it. :) I lost 174 pounds, getting down to a thin 210 pounds....I was in a size 5....for my height 200 is thin, although "EXPERTS" sa
Upon really looking at things today, I made a discovery. Every person I care about, friends and family, are moving away from me this week. For most, this isn't a permanant trip. For one, I will never see them again. Some go to see family, some are family going to see friends, some are friends in love, some are friends out of love. Some are leaving by choice, some are leaving because it's all they can do. I don't know what it is about this week, and why travelling seems to be focus. It just got me thinking about my travels. When I moved to Georgia I left behind a home I had lived in for 21 years. I took it for granted. I was upset when I left, really broken about some things, so I vowed that I'd never go back. In the past five years I've only gone back three times. It's been over a year since I have, and I realize I miss certian things. The hardest part though was when I looked at my parents about two years ago and said I want to go home. I realized the place I knew for so long was n
To Clearify My Status Message ..don't Ask For Rates If Your Not Rating Me....
Don't get me wrong Auto 11's are great they help us level. But please don't assume I will come by and just rate your pictures because you have them on. My friends and family all know that I will rate them regardless if they have auto 11's on or not. They also stop by my page and rate me regardless. I'm just getting so tired of people rating one picture and maybe the profile and then come to expect that I will rate all their pictures because of an Auto 11. Those of us that don't have auto's on on a regular basis need help where's our help??
I was watching the local news tonight. They were doing a story on our state's unemployment rate, which is currently at 9.1%, the highest it's ever been here in my living history on this great earth. In the story the newscaster interviewed a lady waiting in line at the local Job Connect for her turn on their free computer and internet service. They asked her how "things are going" for her, to which she replied "not so well, and that she just wishes she could get a job"...She talked about how difficult it's been and how all she wanted was a job so that she could keep her home... To my surprise, I recognized her! That was my old neighbor. She lived above me when me and my husband lived in our condo by Virgina Lake. She was an annoying lady with two fat little girls. They never knew the meaning of "walk" and constantly pounded every step they took upon my ceiling. I used to take the broom and pound the handle upward into the ceiling, as some kind of warning, to say, "hey
Who sits awake with you at night, when there is demons we must fight, Don't you think that I don't feel your pain, your in my heart, soul, body & mind the pain, But I'm not the one to blame, never in a million lifetimes could I have every made you feel this way, you are my hope s you are my dreams, something we've worked so hard, It's been so long now time is here for making choices & changing lives, just beyond our grasp... What About Now lyrics - Daughtry lyrics What About Now Video - Daughtry Music Videos Music Videos by VideoCure
I Have Lost The Will To Live
Life it seems, will fade away Drifting further every day Getting lost within myself Nothing matters no one else I have lost the will to live Simply nothing more to give There is nothing more for me Need the end to set me free Things not what they used to be Missing one inside of me Deathly lost, this Can t be real Cannot stand this hell I feel Emptiness is filling me To the point of agony Growing darkness taking dawn I was me, but now he 's gone
The Legend Of The Faceless In Japanese Mythos: Part Xi
And so the battle raged on for all of the day and through the night. The dragon tearing with tooth, shredding with claw, and searing with the lightning bolts it breathed. The hideous man in the silver mask did his best, but; never had he faced a foe of such immortal power and while he gave no quarter his very skin was being seared from his body. Ever closer to the shack edged the dragon, determined to uinnerve the man. And when at last they hung above the simple home of the small and pretty woman, the dragon again began to taunt the man with threats of unmasking him. But this proved to be the dragons undoing. Summoning all his magic and the last of his stony strength, the man gripped the dragon's lower jaw and tored it from its skull. Then the man behind the silver mask flung himself down the dragon's throat and struck the dragon from within when he reached its gullet. Then he went to the dragons heart and with his blade did he ruin it. Soaked in his own blood as well as that of
Where I Reside Online
About a month ago I had an urge to create Deeper Meaning Mystic Healing. A site that focuses on various forms of energy, spiritual, and natural healing of the body, mind, soul and world around us. I had felt drawn to learning about these things for a few years now but more so in the last several months. The more I learned, the more confident I grew and began to use herbal remedies, aromatherapy, crystals, EFT, meditation, relaxation, affirmations, prayers, gratitude, Feng Shui, space clearing etc.. to help heal sicknesses within myself, my family and even our pets as well as ridding areas of our home of negative energy. The feeling I got from this was like the feeling I get from gardening; tilling, weeding, planting, and everyday tending to the garden, later to be rewarded as everything begins blooming. A very good feeling, and one that feels better when shared with others. Which brings me to why I've written this blog. I've come to a point where I'm on far too many website
The snow kept falling and falling. Large, shapeless snowflakes were slowly and steadily making their way to the ground, creating a see-through curtain and covering everything with a sheet of virginal white monochrome. The cold winter sky was blending in at the horizon with a sea of whiteness while looming over the land in a solid layer of metallic gray, completely void of impurities and discolorations, and preventing any futile attempts of sunlight to get through. The trees, which just a day ago were desperately extending their bare skeletal limbs to the sky in a silent plea for vital sunlight, were now comfortably hidden beneath soft, bulky snowcoats, standing in orderly rows along the sides of a snow covered alley. In a complete silence, with which this bustling city was very unfamiliar, the time seemed to have stopped in its tracks, eternally capturing the world in a moment of frozen wonderland. All imperfections-chunky dull gray pavement, bits of colorful litter strewn here and the
Snow Iv
When he opened his eyes, Randolph, still slouching in his leather chair, could not understand what exactly happened to him and how he managed to fall prey to this deep slumber. Often, while writing his articles or reading literature, the drowsyness would slowly creep in, slowly chipping away at his alertness and attention, but it happened gradually, and he was always able to fight it off before finally going to bed after realizing that his productivity levels and comprehension were null. This time, however, it was different. He did not even get a chance to try and fight off this sleepiness since it came on so very strong and sudden; he did not know what to make of it. After a minute of disorientation and slight disturbance, he realized that there was a very strong chill in the room, almost as strong as the one in a staircase, making his skin cover with goosebumps. Randolph instantly glanced at the window and saw that it was slightly ajar, enough to bring in a winter night air. He coul
Just wanted to say that I am not likely to be online here much for a while. Been sick off and on for a long time and doesn't look like I'll be getting better for a long time either. So, love all of you and hope things are going GREAT! take care. xoxoxo, skl
The Executioner Ii
He looked at the axe one more time, and set it back in the corner. It felt like blasphemy to hold it without intent on using it, and he didn't want to waste that surge of power and adrenaline that he got when he came in touch with his tool on simple handling. He wanted to save that energy for tomorrow, for the big day. Sometimes John didn't feel worthy of this magnificent creation, but it was mostly due to his personal issues and insecurities. In fact, he has mastered the art of chopping heads to perfection, leaving as little mess as possible, and causing the victims as little suffering as they could've wished for, given those unfortunate circumstances. That, however, has not been the case in the beginning, when he just started his job, loathed and feared by most, thus keeping it a secret since day one. John still remembered the day when the blade was still shiny and virginal and there were no familiar grooves to cradle his fingers; when the axe was still a foreign object in his
Concrete Angel--child Abuse Awareness
The Biggest Racists I See Today...
Nothing I write in these is really up for discussion. These are my opinions, if they offend, get over it. I really don't give a shit. It's funny, I shave my head (For no other reason other then the fact I like shaving my head) and I get grouped in with the cow fuckin inbred white power idiots. Who has so far made that assumption? Females who decided because they're takin black cock every night that they are more "accepting" and "color" blind then everyone else... It's bad enough the young ones put on thoes stupid oversized "stunna shades" and pout their lips out and all the sudden figure they're all the sudden ghetto... But then there are the ones that have all that "Interracial" artwork and so on... Yeah, now who's givin a fuck about the color of a person's skin. Can't accept the fact that the civil rights movement is over? IT'S NOT A BIG FUCKIN DEAL, and the only people who really give a shit that you're fuckin a black dude is other idiots goin off on the "I'm better then y'all be
Maybe It Was You
Your still the girl with the butterflies in your hair. I’m still the boy with big brown eyes, without a care in the world. It’s funny how times fly when your having fun. The years have come and gone, and, your still the one. I can still see the depth in your eyes. I can still taste your tears mixed with mine. I still wonder, how we ever made it through. Your still my best friend, it’s just the love that we outgrew. Maybe it was you, Maybe it was me , And maybe it was you, that let us love so freely. If you give me one wish, I will wish for this. That everything could be, as beautiful, as our first kiss. I still remember you, smiling in the sun. You put your hand in mine, our love had just begun. You held me so close, I thought I’d never let go. I felt your love so deeply, Thought it would save my soul. I can still see the depth in your eyes. I can still taste your tears mixed with mine. I still wonder, how we ever made it through. Your still my best friend, i
Just Some Random Thoughts
I guess I really should start take the depression meds that have been prescribed for me on a regular basis. But for some reason, when I don't feel that they are working like they should, I stop taking them. And then that gets me to thinking. Thinking about the way my life is, and how it got this way. I am surrounded by people that love me, I know this. But there are times when I become angry, not jealous that these people for whatever reason find others in my life more interesting than me. I can't explain this only to say what I have just said. Because of my feelings, and not wanting to hurt anymore, this Friday, when it comes to going out, I don't think I'm going to go. I'm not going to prove a point, but because my kids will be here and my roommate's children will be here as well. My roommate has to work, so I figure I will let the other roommate go and have some fun. It's the least I can do. I guess I am just to the point that I am not satisfied with anything
I Said Yes!!!!!!!!
True Love
There is this feeling of joy and hope. When you are close to that special person and your emotions rush over you wave after wave. Your body and mind are numb to the world around it!! Nothing in this universe seems to matter! You think of this person day and night but nothing will get that song out of your head!! This is the song with the greatest of Mojo in the world. This song has the greatest Mojo because it's a happy song, a sad one, one of disppear but of hope, one that makes you cry but also makes your soulshine. It's a song that I never want to leave my head.It is funny how this one song brings so much joy and pain all in the same beat. It"s the beat of a heart and when joined by another the music is so angelic and when alone so dark and dreary!! I guess like every good love story, that song that plays in my head is my notebook. If you read this thank you and excuess the spelling. I'm just trying to open myself up to myself at 44 lol
The Tiger
As things lose grip, Dont give in, To sanity, Sleep or pain, You'll be fixed, Whether it rains or snows, The tiger watches everybody, He loves, Loathes, Spits hate, Upon all those disposed, Via my hand or fist, My legs or my paws, Thou shall suffer.
The Wolf, Your Nightmare
The Wolf has risen. And the world trembles and cries in despair. For I am everything you hate about yourself.... I am your rage. The furious rage that overtakes your mind and causes you to violently lash out and do harm to one another. I am your sorrow. The depression and hopelessness that creeps into your soul when you are alone. I am your terror. The fear which gives even the bravest soul pause and makes you hesitate in the face of adversity. I am your disease. That which slowly eats away at your will to go on. The insidious, lurking illness that forces you under. I am your envy. I cause you to see the world and hate them for all that you do not have and all the injustice placed upon you. I am your guilt. After you have given in to the evil inside yourself, I sneak back into your mind and cause the pain you have delivered to be returned unto you. I am your lack of mercy. You can trace the pawprints from your cold heart and lack of compassion to my door. I a
The True Me
The True Me 5/11/07 Trembling hands and quivering knees, Reveal to you what you failed to see, My weaknesses I had hid so well, But my barriers crumbled and finally fell, Breathe deep this one cigarette, The intoxicating scent of my depression, Dispose of the illusions that you once harbored, Watch as the truth unfolds before you, I’m not the woman you thought me to be, But a pale imitation of whom I once was, Discard what you thought you knew about me, See my true self; collapsed at your feet, Head lowered, eyes closed, tears falling freely, I am not the strong, courageous girl that I led you to believe, Just a pathetic, broken soul that will never again be free.
Love Roller Coaster
Love Roller Coaster 11/23/06 I love you I hate you I can’t live without you You kiss me You hug me You can’t stand the site of me You make me laugh You make me cry You make me want to gouge out my eyes, I bring you up I take you down This roller coaster goes round and round, You fill my heart You break it whole You leave a giant gaping hole, Do you love me Do you hate me Could you live your life without me, I know I love you I know I hate you But still I couldn’t live without you, You are my life, You are my love, You make me feel like a soaring dove, This love roller coaster goes up and down, Side to side and all around, I need to get off It’s making me sick Why do you have to be such a prick? Lolz
Without Me
Without Me 10/12/07 Surrounding warmth, love filled air, choking me with deadly despair, trembling; encase in the coldest of fears, afraid for the souls of the ones I hold dear, screaming and begging to be set free, free from the burdens they've set upon me, unknowingly they've doomed themselves to Hell, if they'd only walk away; things would be well, just let me cry into this cold, unfeeling tile, don't worry, you'll forget me in awhile, just live your lives like i was never there, please, don't shed a single tear, just leave me and return to the light, without me, I promise it'll be alright.
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Missing You
I miss you in the morning When the world is new I know the day can bring no joy For the day brings not you I miss hearing your voice Your tender smile That sexy charm The joy of your unfailing sypmathy The world is full of more fish in the sea That is true I know but there is only one you You are all that I need I miss you in the afternoon The crowded streets seem like a desert now I walk in solitude hanging my head I miss your hand holding my own I miss you in the evening When the daylight fades away I miss your sheltering arms To comfort me from the day I try to think I'll see you yet Where the sunlight gleams Weary at least I sleep And still I miss you in my dreams
Random Thoughts
You kiss my lips and bite my tongue I'd like to fight but I know I'd be wrong You are everything I've ever wanted But you are still nothing that I need I'd like to hate you for breaking my heart But I am not that strong You run your fingers through my hair You stick in my brain like glue I don't have words to describe the pain I see you standing there And my heart skips a beat Because I want you that much You think that you want me I find myself asking why not You have nothing better to do Why not since I mean nothing to you Why not if you won't fall for me With just one night in your arms You turned my world inside out I've got to believe in something It might as well be you I want to forget what you do to me But you always remind me My heart and soul are your slave
Make $100,000 Fubucks Fast
Wanna Make $100,000 Fubucks Fast? Send me 25 NEW Friends and Fans! That's all! Easy as pie! Use your blogs, bulletins, statuses, etc. Anything you can think of! All love is appreciated but only NEW Friends and Fans will count as referrals. Be sure to have them include your name in their request so you will get credit! xoxo PebblesinAZ
Want Vs Need
I want to have friends, I want to love someone, I want money, I need someone to love me, I need a new car, a new house. It seems to me in life we blurr this line so easily these days. After all what does any human really need to survive food, water shelter. Though in order to grow I am told I need relationships and social interactions and for the most part I agree, however what happens when those interactions are damaging, both physically and or emotionally have I not then just put my life and mind and even heart in danger to fulfill a want rather than a need. In the end what you need and what you want does'nt really matter its all about what are you willing to risk to get it.
When I am with you eternity seems to step away my love continues to grow with each passing day This is a treasure of love I treasure you with my soul how much I love you you'll never truly know You bring joy to my heart I never felt before with each touch of your heart I love you more and more Whenever we say goodbye whenever we part know I hold you dearly deep inside my heart So these seven words I pray you hold true " forever and Always I will love you"
Snow V
Sally stood by a small gravestone, with her arms folded on her chest, looking down at the etched writing. It has been 15 years since John took his life by jumping under the bus, running into a busy street to be plowed head on by a moving steel dinosaur. One of the numerous witnesses said that he took a massive blow, and it looked like a bird hitting a windshield. Randolph's hat flew in one direction, while his briefcase flew wide open in the other, spilling out papers all over the road. Fifteen long years, since 1952, but it felt just like yesterday. She still remembered the rush of mixed feelings overwhelming her that day. Mostly they were feelings of surprise, shock, disbelief. But there was another one...a feeling of relief. She knew that his troubled mind just could not have sustained him any longer. His writing had taken over his life, and she dared not to get involved in this issue, which only she considered an issue in a first place. The signs were there: obsessiven
For My Friends That Know Me
Im having a real hard time trying to keep control of my life. I dont know what to do. Im feeling more sad each day. I try soo hard to be cheery for my sweet friends-but deep down inside me, things are eating me up.I try so hard not to let ppl know--but things are taking over me. Life as I wish it to be-well, it does not exsist. I know that. I watch too much 'girly movies' and wishing for the Cinderella dream. Thats like winning the lottery.To all my sweet friends: if Im not myself at times,PLZ be patient with me.I am really trying my best-honest.I know I get emotoinal at times and I am very very sorry about that!I care alot about you all-I really do. Thats why I come back here all the time.I need you !!If Im not talking to much--plzz dont be mad at me and PLZ dont think I dont care--because I do-VERY MUCH!!!!~
Fu Bucks
Did you know that when you pay someone Fubucks they charge you a transaction fee? It is 20% of the amount you are transferring, 50% if you don't have a salute...I am thinking that if you get charged a fee for your own money that maybe FDIC should pay you interest on it when you aren't using it.... Just my opinion... Had to vent..
Let It Go
There are people who can walk away from you, And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. It doesn't mean that they are a bad person, it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've go to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead You've got to know when it's over. I believe in good-bye. It's not that I'm hateful, it's that I'm faithful, and I know whatever God means for me to have He'll give it to me. And if it take too much sweat, I don't need it. Stop begging people to stay. Let them go. If you are holding on to something that doesn't belong to
Just To See
I did this just to see if anyone would look
Life Here In Ga
boring plain and just straight out nuts!! not much else to tell about a military town... lol... savannah tho is where the parties are!!! RIVER ST!!!!! walk and drink and party till the cops finally say dump your drink and get a ride home lol...
Strangely Sick If You Think About It....
It has come to my attention more guys then no have this twisted obsession with the "naughty school girl in pig tails" thing goin on... And women seem to placate. Does anyone else see anything a little off about a grown ass man with even a slight obsession with fuckin a women dressed and actin like a kid? Maybe it's just my part of California, but here we call guys who want to fuck kids pedophiles. Guys wanting to fuck school kids is in fact pretty sick... Does anyone else see anything wrong with that? As a woman, shaving the pubic area to be as hairless at a 10 year old, throwin on a school girl outfit because it gets a guy off? Come on... NO ONE sees anything wrong with that shit? You wanna shave for reasons, by all means, but for fuck sake, at least understand the sick part of dressing like a school girl! I think that's about one step away from actually pickin up women at a middle school. It's just finding another outlet to release that pedophile instinct or something... Do me a favo
Rules Of My Family... To Be In..
I'm A Sexy Beast
You Are A Vampire You have a real thirst for bliss, and you consider yourself a true hedonist. And you're not afraid to walk alone in life, if it means getting what you truly crave. You truly enjoy entrancing people. Not to mention the ensuing pleasures of the flesh. Your tastes have been called decadent and bizarre. You usually give in to your temptations, no matter how primal Your greatest power: Your flawless ability to seduce and charm Your greatest weakness: Human flesh You play well with: Werewolves What Kind of Monster Are You?
Rock Me
Your Rockstar Name Is: Angus Stardust Rock on! What's Your Rockstar Name?
A Sad Day For Us!!!
A friend of mine Stan lost most of his trailer today in the ice storm that we have had. A tree limb came through his roof and now he has to stay with me at my cousin Paul's cause I lost power myself. Please pray for Stan during this time of need. Thank you all!!
In A Dream
When I'm down and feeling low And confusion has touched my soul How I need some place where I can hide away Let me fall within your arms Melt away this cold I feel All I need is to hold you tonight Hold me close when I'm cold Let me hear your beating heart Close my eyes far away in a dream Hold you tonight, sweet child Never let me go Tell me everything,will be alright In the morning I wake And I'm blessed by God's grace Just to open my eyes to see your face video on my page!
My Heart - My Love
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Anberlin - Unwinding Cable Car
Lyrics: Emotive unstable you're like an unwinding cable car Listening for voices, but it's the choices that make us who we are Go your own way, even seasons have changed just burn those new leaves over So self-absorbed you've seemed to ignore the prayers that have already come about This is the correlation of salvation and love Don't drop your arms Don't drop your arms, I'll guard your heart With quiet words I'll lead you in La lalalala, la la la, la lala, la La lalalala, la la la, la lala, la Backing away from the problem of pain you never had a home You've been misguided, you're hiding in shadows for so very long Don't you believe that you've been deceived? that you're no better than... The hair in your eyes, it never disguised what you're really thinking of This is the correlation of salvation and love Don't drop your arms Don't drop your arms, I'll guard your heart With quiet words I'll lead you in This is the correlation of salvation and love (Don
Realization Of So Called Friends...
Tuesday, November 13, 2007 Hey man, you know when you get to meet a new person you get all excited casue you think they might be cool...Yet when they come over they always need your help like with the front end of there quad or there transmision rebuilt on the crotch rocket or something else...and then they say thanks man when you need some help just call me and let me know and I will help you out...But when you try to call there like man I got a lot a shit to do this weekend so you decide to put of your shit for a week and go out to the bar and there our new friend is with some skank with herpis oozin of her lip with her hands down his pants...My favorite is when the fuckin land beast runs up to you and says hey you must be D.C. I heard a lot about you ...I am sure you did but I am still not stickin my dick in your mouth you desease infested skank...isn't life just sweel and full of shallow idiots saying that there friends and listen here is the best part, when the
Justa Made This ♥
Can't Sleep Clowns Will Eat Me is having a HAPPY HOUR @ 3 pm Fu-Time on Wednesday! Please stop by and show some Fu-Love! Rate her hard! Double your pleasure! Double your points! CSCWEM has Auto 11s running all day too! ™©ღCantSleepClownsWillEatMeღ☆☆♪@ fubar (repost of original by 'justaღ™' on '2009-01-28 00:37:16')
Learning It All Over Again
after 4 years of memorizing everything about you, down to how you like to fuck and where you like to blow your load...the way you like your coffee, the way you take your eggs. i have to learn everything over. i have to memorize a complete strangers likes and dislikes. i don't want to do that. i want to have my list, and know it by heart, so that i know you by heart. i don't wanna know anyone else like that. you are the only one i need to know like that. i laugh at your racist jokes because i think they are funny. i let you call me woman because i know what you mean is beautiful. who else do you know who will tell you she likes you fighting because it turns her on? its all over in the time it takes to read one god damned text message. "its not you, its me. i'm sorry. goodbye courtney..." you walk of with an ache in your heart. i crawl off with only dust left of my heart and free flowing tears to mark my trail.
Wanting To Win Is Everything.
Your Daily Motivation – Wanting To Win Is Everything. Wednesday January 28, 2009 WANTING TO WIN IS EVERYTHING. Success is connected with continuous action. It's largely a matter of hanging on after others have let go. You're not finished when you're defeated, you're only finished when you quit. The most important quality essential to success is perseverance. It overcomes almost everything, even nature. You can have a fresh start any time you choose, for "failure" is not in the falling down, but in the staying down. It's not over until it's over. If you've got the courage to stick it out, you'll attain your goal. Winning isn't everything, but wanting to is. Copyright 2008 Watch This Video => Discover The System Watch This Video => Meet The Team Your skin is the largest body organ and it acts as a barrier and absorption mechanism for the body. You should do what you can to protect and nurture y
Attention Whore #2
Oh how you adore always wanting more Eating away like your sore Please please look at me How can you not see I just posted a new nudie Please give me some bling How about that diamond ring I'm pretty and I can sing How about that auto 11 Look at me and you'll see heaven What about that lucky seven I just can't stop Did you notice I can jump and hop Buy me something from the fu-shop I hate myself in every way Every hour of every day Make me feel better please pay More more more Just please don't ignore That I am an attention whore Dedicated to all the attention whores
All Like Of Us
Searching in the distant for serenity Desperatley needing security Ignited by emotions Contained by thoughts Scratching the surface of dispair Screaming from the inside Yet no one hears No one cares
Fraud And Referrals
***From Scrapper's Blog dated 12.21.08*** Contrary to popular belief, you will NOT get reset if you and your spouse share a computer. The rumors are can't believe everything you hear! However, fubar utilizes a fraud detection system that generates a daily report of all accounts that have fraudulently set up accounts under their own to generate points for themselves. Fubar will not tolerate this. We call this CHEATING. If you have created fake accounts to generate points at any time under your own account, the system will reset your level, points, and fuBucks. This is not arguable, nor is it reversible. If you choose to cheat...don't be upset when you get caught. Please, we urge you to play fairly and by the rulebook. If you can't remember those rules, please read the terms of service you agreed to when you registered with as well as the fubar Bible. Party on. The Low Down on Missing Referrals! We do not credit for missed referrals. If you
Fake Profiles !
This is dedicated to all the people who are too afraid to post a real picture of themselves so that when someone goes into their picts they have to search hard to see anything real !!!
Fake @$$ Fubarians
So I'm getting sick of all these people on fu saying they wanna b friends but they never talk or rate or anything. I do my best to at least rate everyones page once a week. There's a lot of freakin people out there. So I'm getting to the point where I'm going to start deleting these so called friends and fans and starting over..hmm... good idea, maybe, bad idea, could be? Anyways, don't really care about opinions at this point, just sick of fake @s$ people anymore, and sick of the bull$h!t that goes along with them. Ahhh I feel much better now that I've vented some....still going to start deleting though :) Love to the fu's who show love to me though :) Tinker
Hot Night Out Cont...#4
i take a short drive home pull up in the drive there he is waiting on me . and he brought a friend. wow its gonna be a very interesting night. we go in the house stand around the counter with a bottle of wine relaxing after a long day. i am talking about how i am gonna take a hot bubble bath. so he leaves the room i wonder where he is going he left me with his friend we are standing there talking and his friend gets closer and closer and then leans towards me and kisses me with tongue wow that was shocking he pushes me with my back to the counter and kisses me more and then down my neck ohh god it feels so good i am getting hot he is rubbing my tits squeezing them as he is kissing and licking my neck just then he walks back in the room oh he said i see you two are getting to know each other clearing my throat yes we are he tells me he went and ran my bath for me oh thank you i tell him as he is walking towards us . he gets to us and gets behind me rubbing up against my ass with his c
How To Bring Love In To Your Life...
Love is a feeling that everybody wants, and more than that, it is a feeling that everybody needs in order to have a good life. Almost every person wants to catch the attention of love and appreciation from others. Question is how can we do this, how can we bring love into our life? There are some secrets related to this subject that the largest majority of people do not know. 1. Make your personality more noticeable Have you seen that people with a strong personality and their own opinions, are surrounded by many people? Maybe you ask yourself why. why a man who tells what he really thinks is so appreciated and loved. Well, because nobody likes pretenders. Try to be as natural as you can and do not be afraid to tell the truth. This way you will know people that like you for what you are and not for what you are pretend to be. 2. Be positive, and stop thinking negative Nobody likes people that have always a negative manner and are pessimistic. A positive thinking will definitely
The Order Of My Family And Friends List
For all: For the longest i have had it set to where some fubar friends were ranked in top spots. But i have changed it to reflect family and Real life friends as the top spots.I hope everyone understands the changes. John
The World
Somedays I wish the world could go fuck itself. The End
Only Thing Worse Than Cheaters,.... Go to this blog and post your displeasure with FuBar screwing it up for everyone instead of just the cheaters
From The Unloved
I Submit all As I sit alone in the Darkness of night I hear your voice Calling me as soft as a whisper Although I feel the power of it's pull I long for your touch For you to hold me in your arms To feel your strength embrace me I can sense you as you come closer to me I feel the heat from your stare I know the moment When you reach out to touch me I feel it burn deep into My soul I submit all to you As you pull me close I surrender My heart Mind, body & soul
Stars Skin
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10 Reasons
I am gonna list the top 10 reasons he tugs on my heart strings. 1. I love the way he bites on his tounge when he is concentrating. 2.I love the way he paces back and fourth when he is on the phone. 3.I love when he looks at me out of no where and tells me im so cute. 4.I love the way he looks at me when he is "above" me 5. His touch, always sincere. 6. When he sings in the car really loud, I can't help but to smile, really big. 7. If i ever make references to wanting a drink or something he is always willing to get up and get it for me. 8. I love when we havent seen each other in like two days, and when we do see each other its like the first time we hung out for 10 minutes...awkward and exciting all rolled into one. LOL 9. I love his eyes. 10. His random kisses on my body at any given time. I♥Chad
A Dark Poem
The eyes well up out of sadness but all that falls is a drop of blood from the heart that is feeling the pain. The air becomes thin, you try to gasp for breath, but all you can breath is more pain. The lump in the throat grows bigger as you try to choke away the pain. The Heart feels weak and is sinking in your chest. The body becomes immobile from the vale of sadness. Minutes feel like eternity with the thoughts of what use to be. The mind feels heavy with memories and pain. The loss you know you caused is what haunts you now. Time will pass but the memories and feelings will always remain. Relationship lost is a sharp quick cut. The memories and feelings never let it heal. This is your nightmare. This is my life!
World Peace (poem)
As night descends on another dawing day, Blessings are passed from the Tiger & Merry meets unto you all gathered in this World, Of destruction and crazyness, Pass the gifts , Share & share alike, We could be here forever , Tomorrow we could have freak storms, Fires & other disasters occur, Be a friend or a Family, There your only stepping stone, Across great oceans & vast seas, Let the night rest , Take me in in sweet slumber, For once in my life , I'll take away your hurt, With candles burning bright upon the altar, No more sacrifices , No more hating , Patch up the walls & drift away, Your pain succumbs one with me, No point in punching walls or stress, For once try to love yourself, As the smoke rises into thin air, The sweet smell of Incense evaporates!
Cheap Beer
So, one of the great things about joining the military and going ROTP (ROTC in the States) is that you come away with a university degree, you get paid to do it and you don’t have to pay tuition - so you can save a stack of money. One of the less-great things is that they own your ass 24-7 all through your four year degree and for a further four or five years of military service afterwards as well. Now, when you join ROTP, you will either spend your four years of academics in a civilian university, or you will go the way of ‘the few’ and enter the ‘The Academy’ – Royal Military College. This Canadian military academic institution is unique in the world. To be one of the select few to come away with an RMC degree is considered amongst many to be, dare I say it, elitist. During summers (between academic years) we would rejoin our civilian-educated compatriots for military training, and to be reminded that during their academic year, they were getting sex, and in copious quantitie
i had a friend who joined fubar. now she is constantly harassed by fubar members to put up nsfw photos. is this the normal behavior of the men here?
Thoughts Of The Unforgiven
Have you ever had a friend you could call and say anything to? Tell them about the great sex romp you just had? Cry your eyes out when your boyfriend's dad yells at you for no reason? Rejoice in the ace you got in a class you were sure to fail? Have you ever had a friend who put ever fiber of trust in you? Who could confide in you, even if it was illegal or immoral? Who could cry to you over the stresses of life and you could calm them down? That was me and Whitney... and I will tell you the tale. It starts when I was around 12... I went to Christian camp and met this adorable 14 year old named Daniel. He was my very first boyfriend, and my very first kiss. Though he lived over an hour away, we dated for around 8 months, via phone. We broke up but never forgot about each other. I knew this girl from grade school, her name was Lauren. She was my best friend. She moved to another school district and met this boy named Shawn. She dated him and then they broke up.
What can I say but THANK YOU to all the great people who got me there. I was gone all day today, so I will post a bulletin, but I thought it was appropriate that I throw a blog out, to let you all know that I'm thinking about you all still. I'd especially like to thank Fraak, VodkaGirl, DevilGirl, Seamonkey and Cyndi. If it wasn't for these 5 ladies, I'd have probably quit. Between my back, the lack of sleep it caused, some friends innerfighting on here, and a fdw people I won't mention that just kept asking, and not giving...I was ready to quit. Instead, I took a hiatus, because they were all kind enough to keep talking to me, even though I virtually disappeared. I'd like to thank TwisterGirl, who is literally probably one of the first 20 friends I added on here. She got me the Auto 11, which allowed all the wonderful people on here to rate me, and get themselves some points. I'd like to thank PebblesInAZ for showing me the way. When I was struggling along, thinking tha
Ice Storm Takes It Toll
Southern Indiana was hit with Ice and Snow storm Monday nite and Tuesday. We made it through monday mostly uneffected by the first storm that passed, but the second one got us with a force. Ice brought down ours and many others power lines. The news says 67,0000 in our area was effected with power outages. I am not sure when we will get power back. Trying to hold hold out as long as we could but tonight as the sun started setting the news said tempatures would drop in the low teens. Our oldest daughter and her fiancee' came to the rescue and offered us a warm place to stay. We arrived here and I am so thankful for the warmth. My old bones were starting to rattle. lol I was thinking that they might find me frozen in my bed under all the comforts I own (smiling) not quite how I had pictured going out. I will continue to hope to return home soon, cause as we all know those famous words uttered by dorothy :) "There is no place like home" I do appreciate the lo
Pittsburgh Girls
PITTSBURGH GIRLS A Pittsburgh girl knows just as much about football as her guy friend in some cases, even more. She drinks beer because it tastes good but knows when to be classy and drink something more sophisticated. She owns a Steeler jersey not just because it's cute but because she supports her team and understands the game. She loves Kennywood and isn't afraid to order cheese fries from the Potato Patch because, let's face it......... Pittsburgh girls wear winter coats and scarves a lot more than bikinis and flip flops. A Pittsburgh girl loves St. Patrick's Day, even if she's not Irish because green beer is good for the soul. Pittsburgh girls don't have a funny accent. They just speak a different language. The word yinz is dear to her heart, even if she would never say it herself. A Pittsburgh girl bleeds black and gold and knows how to have a great time. She's stylish and sweet. She has a great education and loves her fri
Study Finds High-fructose Corn Syrup Contains Mercury .
The Washington Post January 27, 2009 Almost half of tested samples of commercial high-fructose corn syrup (HFCS) contained mercury, which was also found in nearly a third of 55 popular brand-name food and beverage products where HFCS is the first- or second-highest labeled ingredient, according to two new U.S. studies. HFCS has replaced sugar as the sweetener in many beverages and foods such as breads, cereals, breakfast bars, lunch meats, yogurts, soups and condiments. On average, Americans consume about 12 teaspoons per day of HFCS, but teens and other high consumers can take in 80 percent more HFCS than average. “Mercury is toxic in all its forms. Given how much high-fructose corn syrup is consumed by children, it could be a significant additional source of mercury never before considered. We are calling for immediate changes by industry and the [U.S. Food and Drug Administration] to help stop this avoidable mercury contamination of the food supply,” said the Institute for
Billy Powell - Rip - Jan 28, 2009
We lost another great musician today. Billy Powell of Lynyrd Skynyrd passed away today. A huge blow to the music world. Billy became a roadie with the original Lynyrd Skynyrd in 1972. He survived the plane crash that took most of his bandmates in 1977 to go on to do his own thing for a while. Then, in 1987, he reunited with Lynyrd Skynyrd with his fallen bandmate Ronnie Van Zant's brother, Johnny as the frontman. Billy's keyboard solo on Freebird is absolutely legendary. On January 28, 2009, Billy Powell passed away at his home in Jacksonville, Florida at the age of 56. Those of you who know me well, know that I go to every single Lynyrd Skynyrd show that comes around where I live. This is a huge loss for anyone who loves the music of Skynyrd and the things that they stand for; America, the working man, love, brotherhood and friendship and their great love for the music they were laying down. Billy, you are truly a Freebird now.....Rest in Peace, man. When we are asked,
Diary Of The Tired One
Starting Yesterday 11.30 am: Before going to work, i met my best friend and she had to go to the hospital because of her pregnantcy. 12 till 8 pm: I went to work. 8 pm: Visit of The Husband, my best friend had to stay in the hospital, her health wasnt that good. 11 pm: My best friend called me to ask me if i would be the 2nd contact person for the hospital. 2 am: The Husband called me. Labour was started and if i would sleep babysit. Their daughter was in a deep sleep. (note: they are my neighbours) 2.50 am: The Husband called: Kevin was born and healthy. 3.30 am: Empty batteries in the babyphone. Searching for new ones. 5.00 am: The little girl started singin in her sleep. 5.30 am: The alarmclock of my BF. 6.30 am: BF going to work and a call of The Husband that he is at home, so the babysitting job is finished. 8 am: Co worker called me from a early shift, just needed to talk to anyone. 9 am: Thinking about the thing i always say t
My Bf
Strangely enough can speak lol catsinese....haha
Stupid People....
Why am I surrounded by stupid people? Seems like there are so many people out there that think they know me when they never even took the time to ask about me. People like this give my real friends a bad image by tryin to act like they can speak on my behalf when they are hardly qualified to talk for themselves. I'm tired of people actin like they know me just because they know my name. A name is just a name and doesn't mean you know shit. Learn some common fuckin courtesy and know what the fuck your talkin about before you say shit... if you wanna know me ask ME don't go around with the he said she said bullshit... if I didn't say it, it's heresay. Stop being stupid, I'll educate you if you wanna know ask. If not stop tryin to talk shit and start shit... it's just making you look dumber. Damn I hate stupid people.
Funny As Hell
I Dont Know What To Do
OK, this is why I'm confused. A guy and I started dating in August and a little over a month later he dumped me by giving me the silent treatment. However, two months later he started talking to me again. I just don't know what to do. I kinda still have feelings for him but don't want to get hurt by him again. And the weird thing is, is that he talks to me more now than when we were dating. What should I do?
-just Thinking-
-Just thinking- ------------------------------------------------- Maybe there is nothing more, then the inevitable death that awaits us all. Perhaps I did it all wrong... perhaps I should have stopped while I was ahead, so many years ago. Maybe my conscience is 100% evil, and has complete control over me. But why would she want to be evil towards me? What did I ever do to her? I cannot remember a day when all things went my way. I have always struggled, always begged, always felt the need to convince others or went out of the way, to show others. In one hand, I care about what everyone thinks, and in the other I don't give a fuck about anyone else. Why should I? For how much I have put in to being human and giving, and understanding, I cannot remember a day when I got it in return. I think I would rather be an evil bitch than a victim. Maybe I will work more on that, as the days meet me. I am tired. Tired of everything, tired of how I let things happen. I want it to end. I
I Need 1000 Rates Plz Help Ty!
Hello my fu friends I need your help! Im in a contest and I need 1000 rates to qualify for prize. So if you could come by and give me a rate and a couple of comments that would be awesome! Click The Pic Below To Rate My Pic!!! I get a choice of Happy Hour, 135 Bling pack or 3 Autos! Your Awesome Hostess:MsCharlotte2U~ No Rate~No Add~ Bully Brought 2 You By:♥SinfulBrat♥RL Wife2 BigDaddy Owned By Sayhey2008
Purdy Pweaseee.......
Could all of my friends please go show my good friend Patti sum love, she's so close to leveling, no she doesn't have auto 11s, but shes always there helping everyone out, if u don't know her, ur truly missing out on a genuine friend. 274,244 Points to Disciple, lets get her leveled today! Ty in advance to all who helps! :) ◊ мz Łiℓ§yηfùℓОηЄ™ Bad Bitches~@ fubar
True Love
in your place, surrounded with candles burning. you put a spell on me. now i will serve you. i will do anything you wish from me. i feel so strange, you have complete control over me. i see your lips move. i can feel what your saying. i beg to serve. what is your wish? i look at your sweet lips move. the beast inside of me wants to get you. im here to serve. your wish is my love. please close your eyes. and let me love you to death. i will prove, that i mean what i'm saying. and begging. i want grab you and hold you forever. when i 1st looked at you i got hooked on you. now your my addiction that i desperatly needed. am i good enough for you? am i good enough for you my love?
Auto 11 Bling
Just wanted to tell each and everyone of you that rated me during my auto 11..thank you so much i so appreciate it...To my friends and family YOU ROCK..its hard to thank everyone personally so i will do it this way...xoxoxoxo suzy aka dreamcatcher
Imagine A Woman
Imagine a Woman Patricia Lynn Reilly, M.Div. Imagine a woman who believes it is right and good she is a woman. A woman who honors her experience and tells her stories. Who refuses to carry the sins of others within her body and life. Imagine a woman who trusts and respects herself. A woman who listens to her needs and desires. Who meets them with tenderness and grace. Imagine a woman who authors her own life. A woman who exerts, initiates, and moves on her own behalf. Who refuses to surrender except to her truest self and wisest voice. Imagine a woman who names her own gods. A woman who imagines the divine in her image and likeness. Who designs her own spirituality and allows it to inform her daily life. Imagine a woman in love with her own body. A woman who believes her body is enough, just as it is. Who celebrates her body's rhythms and cycles as an exquisite resource. Imagine a woman who honors the body of the Goddess in her changing body. A woman who
Talk Dirty..!!!! Tips..
To Talk Dirty - 5 Tips Tip #1: Set the tone for your encounter:alcohol Tip #2: Give him/her a little teaser:pantie flash Tip #3: Tell him/her what you want your lover to do to you.. sky's the limit. :Tip #4: Ask him/her what they want you to do :??.within reason.. kk. Tip #5: Turn up the heat with new vocabulary:Cunt.. Pussy.. vag.. etc.. lol.. shhhh JUST LAY BACK AN ENJOY.. Smiling.. cool This. Fun time is brought to you by Abby.. hugs.xoxo
Blonde Joke..
The Sheriff in a small town walks out in the street and sees a blonde cowboy coming down the walk with nothing on but his cowboy hat, gun and his boots so he arrests him for indecent exposure. As he is locking him up, he asks "Why in the world are you dressed like this?" The Cowboy says "Well it's like this Sheriff... I was in the bar down the road and this pretty little red head asks me to go out to her motor home with her... so I did. We go inside and she pulls off her top and asks me to pull off my Idid. Then she pulls off her skirt and asks me to pull off my I did. Then she pulls off her panties and asks me to pull off my shorts... so I did. Then she gets on the bed and looks at me kind of sexy and says, "Now go to town cowboy... " And here I am. See, Blonde Men do exist.
In Regards To Whitney
I am angry. Here's why. My Fubar wife Kept In Corsets, aka Whitney passed away in a car accident in September. One of her dreams was to become a godfather. Her friends and family, who I personally know, because I did know her in real life, wanted to reach this goal on her birthday, which is today. But someone or a few someones decided to be jealous because they were not part of the plan, and told fubar support that they were her FAMILY and their wishes was to have her account deleted. Anyone who knew Whitney would know she would not want her account deleted. She still has a Myspace page in her honor, and they diden't delete her page!! Her friend even bought an auto-11 so we could get her to godfather. Then the head bouncer states not to get involved because her family's wishes was for her account to be deleted and to respect their wishes????? I know what their wishes are, and it was not for the account to be deleted. Thanks everyone who had to ruin her account. Thanks alot.
We Possess The Power
The will to greatness clouds the mind Consumes the senses veils the signs We each are meant to recognize Redeeming graces cast aside Enduring notions new found promise That the end will never come We live in times when all seems lost But time will come when we'll look back Upon ourselves and on our failings Embrace the void even closer still Erase your doubts as you surrender everything We possess the power To mend divides To change the world To reach the stars If we should stay silent If fear should win our hearts If this should start to fall apart Our light will have long diminished Before it reaches the farthest star Wide awake in a world that sleeps Enduring thoughts enduring scenes The knowledge of what is yet to come From a time when all seems lost From a dead man to a world Without restraint unafraid and free We possess the power If we fall and break All the tears in the world Cannot make us whole again
Value Of A Kiss
if u ask most people now a days they will probably tell you, that you can put a value on just about anything. but whats the value of a kiss, a touch, an embrace. how can you put value on something like that, can you value those things, how about a relationship? to me there are so many different ways i value these things. the value of a kiss; soft lips a soft touch especially when there is real emotion behind it. a kiss to me is valued differently when placed in different body parts. a kiss on the lips to me mean i want to be with you i want to get to know you i want to give and recieve more. a kiss on the neck, passion, the type of passion that drives a relationship. the kind of kiss that makes you think of heat. a kiss on the breast, plain and simple i want you. how about the kiss on your fingertip, have you ever really thought about that? next time you are with yor other kiss their fingertips, see the reaction you get. a kiss on your thigh. depending on what emotions are
My Nsfw Pics
held me should i keep my nsfw pic?please tell me
My Idea Of The Perfect Woman
My Idea of the perfect woman. 1. I've always had a soft spot for Blondes and redheads. This doesn't mean I don't like brunettes.. after all my ex wife was one... 2. she has to be a positive person. 3. she would have gorgeous eyes... I'm a sucker for eyes... 4. she would have a nice body.. I know some are going to say that makes me superficial... but a nice body to me is determined by me on a case by case basis. 5. she must be as freaky as I am...LoL Don't get me wrong... I like someone who is innocent... but they must be open to new ideas and experiences. 6. They must be loyal... and when I say Loyal... I don't just mean that they don't cheat... 7. They must be honest.. 8. Someone who isn't completely selfish... 9. Someone who doesn't have a problem communicating... not only their feelings, but also their hopes, dreams and desires... 10. Someone who is active. I like sitting at home watching a movie just as much as the next person... but c'mon now... some times ya gotta ge
A Song In My Heart
She seemed dressed in all of me Stretched across my shame, All the torment and the pain Leaked through and covered me. I'd do anything to have her to myself, Just to have her for myself. Now I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do When she makes me sad. She is everything to me, The unrequited dream, The song that no one sings, The unattainable. She's a myth that I have to believe in, All I need to make it real is one more reason. I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do when she makes me sad. But I won't let this build up inside of me. I won't let this build up inside of me. I won't let this build up inside of me. I won't let this build up inside of me. A catch in my throat, choke, Torn into pieces, I won't. No. I don't want to be this but I won't let this build up inside of me She isn't real. I can't make her real. She isn't real. I can't make her real. Vermillion Pt. 2 Slipknot
Vows I Want Said...
Wise words of Leo Buscaglia that I want in my vows... I will remember to communicate my joy as well as my despair so that we can know each other better. I will not demand perfection of you until I am perfect. I will share the beauty of the world with you. Each day I will remind myself to reach out and touch you gently with my words with my eyes and with my fingers because i don't want to miss feeling you. Each day I will dedicate myself to the process of being a lover and then see what happens. Our love is life.
Not Right.
Something's not right here these days and I really can't put my finger on it. I can smell a whole lot of shady going on though that much I do know, what it will take to get to the bottom of it well, that remains to be seen...thanks to everyone who's sent info...I do appreciate it, it will be out there once I put it together...and ya'll know I always do :D....peace More
I am to the point where I am thinking about deleting my account...I am sooo frustrated w/people and just lost.....tell me what you think I should do!!!!!!!!
A Lesson In Love
when push comes to shovel, we bury this...try to forget what we could not remember in the first place....watching the clock as we run out of time.....thinking of ways to pause....running backwards, trying to put the world in reverse, meanwhile not looking where we are goin......crashing into everything in our way, we decide now is the time to turn and face it...and thats when it hits us square in the fucking hurts.....lights out.....fade to black ...only to come to to the face of a stranger....a stranger we have met before......" my name is forgiveness" it will say to us.....and the only thing we can say back is "sorry" is humble....hit your fucking knees......scrapes and cuts and bruises...bleeding hearts for the bleeding souls....asking not for pity...but for sweet release....release into the arms of feel what they see in you...and to know its is beautifull...count your fucking blessings
Its Not Over Till Sunset On The World
nothing in life is final ...and timing is everything, though we may not be in the field, we are in the stars, laughing at each other when the rest of the world is crying, crying for our world when all we should be doing is smiling ..."everything happens for a reason" she said ... and i say "nothing reasonable happens"
Today's Message of the Day is: Life is short, Break the rules, Forgive quickly, Kiss slowly, Love truly, Laugh uncontrollably, And never regret anything that made you smile. Send to all the people you love and don't want to lose in 2009, even me. If you get 3 back, you are a great friend. Life may not be the party we hoped for, but while we're here we should dance.
A Racism Full Of Day!!!
So I'm on here at 3am one day, and suddenly out of the blue, My shoutbox blows up... here's the conversation I had with a gentleperson named 'I-HATE-NIGGERS' *(He's a coward who constantly changes his name but here's a page link. ->Mr. Sinnis...: Sigh... Look, I -demand- a higher calibur of insult... Faggot is so... 8th grade... you -gotta- do better... I got a reputation to uphold here... Mr. Sinnis...: FAGGOT!!! ->Mr. Sinnis...: ROTFL Wow, you are a very special person... ->Mr. Sinnis...: Oh, did you block me? ->Mr. Sinnis...: Ahh, the truth comes out now... Did I have sex with your fine upstanding wife/mother/sister? Sorry about that... can we be friends now? I note that it was at this point he decided to change his name to Mr.Sinnister is a faggot. I-HATE-NIG...: GO FUCK YOURSELF NIGGER!!! ->I-HATE-NIG...: You people are -so- senstive... OOOIH I DIDN"T MEAN YOU PEOPLE!!! ->I-HATE-NIG...: Where'd you go? Oh, still looking u
It's official, my Dr. has released me to go back to work. So I went back to work, on call, with no problems.I won't go back full time, just on call. It's still snowy and icy here in the great state of IL, so my boss and I don't think it's in my best interest to walk around, and chance tearing my back up again. I have started back at the Y. So far some light cardio, and some very light weights. No more than 50 pounds as per the Dr, and I don't even go near that. Just stretching some things out. Thank you all for being so patient, and putting up with my year of misery. It affected me more than I like to admit, and I appreciate everyone sticking by me. Jay
Tell me why we find it so hard to forgive? Somebody irritates us and we delete them from our lists. Or we ourselves do something foolish and unacceptable, get caught and then try to get out of it by deleting the person we wronged? I don't know if it's just me or are we all tending to regress and act like children more and more since the advent of internet chat?
Bad Week
My weeks been pretty sucky.. from having my tooth pulled to almost ditchin my car lastnight. Theres more but those been the highlights. Anyways.. friend just told me I needed a attitude adjustment. I admit..I probably do. Therefore I will not be on here that much. If I not expect to hear much from me.
Roach Science
Do you ever feel deep frustration when in the morning, as you arrive to work, you start feeling completely lost, unable to concentrate even on simplest tasks, and generally completely out of sorts? However, once you arrive home after the tedious work day, all over sudden everything seems to fall into places: your memory becomes sharper than cheddar (oh, if only your boss could see you now), your reaction becomes like that of a rattle snake (but please don't forget to wipe that drool streak off your chin), and your IQ increases by 100%, almost dipping into triple digits. Annoying, isn't it? Well, do not feel perturbed or left out, as you are not alone in feeling this way. So do roaches. As it turns out, studies performed at a Cocroach University of TN (actually called Vanderbilt University, but CU has a better ring to it), showed that roaches are just not morning individuals. Apparently, a roach IQ, which on a scale of IQ's sits between that of a mealworm and a member of, is
Rye Bread
Two old guys, one 80 and one 87, were sitting on their usual park bench one morning. The 87 year old had just finished his morning jog and wasn't even short of breath. The 80 year old was amazed at his friend's! stamina and asked him what he did to have so much energy. The 87 year old said "Well, I eat rye bread every day. It keeps your energy level high and you'll have great stamina with the ladies." So, on the way home, the 80 year old stops at the bakery. As he was looking around, the lady asked if he needed any help. He said, "Do you have any rye bread?" She said, "Yes, there's a whole shelf of it. Would you like some?" He said, "I want 5 loaves. She said, "My goodness, 5 the time you get to the 5th loaf, it ll be hard" He replied, "I can't believe it, everybody in the world knows about this shit but me."
Happy Birthday Whitney♥
Almost two years ago I had the honor and privilege to meet a wonderful woman. Her smile could light up a room, her laughter was infectious, and her warm and giving spirit was felt by all around her. She cared deeply for her family and friends, devoting her life to those who mattered most to her. She was rarely upset or down. She was always there to listen, lend advice or bitch right along side you. Tragically her beautiful life was cut short on September 23, 2008 when she was involved in a auto accident that took her life. Today would have been her birthday and I know she is looking down on her friends and family, not wanting us to be sad or crying but celebrating her life. I will always love, remember and miss you Whitney
Thanx To Everyone Who Helped
A Special Thanx To All Who Helped I Want To Thank Everyone Who Came To Show Love During My Autos You All Have Brought Me Down Almost 2 Mil Closer To Prophet And I Will Be Returning All The Love During The Week This Is My List Of Who Came If I Forgot Anyone Please Let Me Know And I Will Add. You Are All Awesome People And I Am Glad I Have Such Get Friends On Here A Very Special Thanx To Southern Cowboy For The Auto 11's Bling To Make This Happen Feel Free To Show Everyone Love jazzedcougar Tigerchief LittleMissMissie ~*~Strawberry~*~ Frogs2427
Slow Cooker Barbecue Beef
INGREDIENTS (Nutrition) 1 1/2 cups ketchup 1/4 cup packed brown sugar 1/4 cup red wine vinegar 2 tablespoons prepared Dijon-style mustard 2 tablespoons Worcestershire sauce 1 teaspoon liquid smoke flavoring 1/2 teaspoon salt 1/4 teaspoon ground black pepper 1/4 teaspoon garlic powder 1 (4 pound) boneless chuck roast DIRECTIONS In a large bowl, combine ketchup, brown sugar, red wine vinegar, Dijon-style mustard, Worcestershire sauce, and liquid smoke. Stir in salt, pepper, and garlic powder. Place chuck roast in a slow cooker. Pour ketchup mixture over chuck roast. Cover, and cook on Low for 8 to 10 hours. Remove chuck roast from slow cooker, shred with a fork, and return to the slow cooker. Stir meat to evenly coat with sauce. Continue cooking approximately 1 hour.
Bling & Blast Auction
STARTING BID 100k any FIVE credit bling starting at 50k any THREE credit bling starting at 25k any ONE credit bling starting at 10k 3day BLAST starting at 50k Brought to you by: Cali Rain@ fubar
Ok You Define Happiness
Barrack Obama, Michelle Obama and Oprah Winfrey were flying on Obama's private plane. Obama looked at Oprah, chuckled and said, 'You know, I could throw a $1,000 bill out of the window right now and make somebody very happy.' Oprah shrugged her shoulders and replied, 'I could throw ten $100 bills out of the window and make ten people very happy. Michelle added, 'That being the case, I could throw one hundred $10 bills out of the window and make a hundred people very happy.' Hearing their exchange, the pilot rolled his eyes and said to his co-pilot, 'Such big-shots back there. Hell, I could throw all of their asses out of the window and make 56 million people very happy.'
Why Would You Bring My Kid Into This?
why the hell would anyone find it alright to start talking shit about my kid? thats really fucked up. you stoop too low to try and hurt my wife and i, but you have just condemed yourself. there is no turning back. you have fucked yourself. no decent human would talk shit about a kid. thats is utterly immoral and dispicable. aparently you dont know how cold and heartless i can be. and again you are using words you dont know. showing that you are still trying to be a sophisticated retard. and yet again you are calling her a slut... foolish foolish swine. you have nothing better to do with your life than to bring others down. yoiu call my wife addicted to the internet but you show up all the fucking time. are you a jobless crotch goblin that makes it through life sucking the dicks of random guys that leave you in the alley ways after getting what they desired from you? oh and that SGLI part was a piece of work. it made me laugh actually. i told you that if you wanted to in
I Didn't Feel Alone
It seems so long ago now That I was sitting here Taking in everything I stopped to look around me As far as I could see Across this precious land Shadows painted by the sun I don't think I remember How long I waited there Watching everything My thoughts began to wander Then I realized Every moment I had lived All I had seen Pass like this moment now As clear to me now Is the moment when I knew That it's time to let it go With it came the feeling strange I'd waited for it all my life I didn't feel alone
Why I Love My Fu-owner!! Omg!
THIS IS WHERE THE PARTYS AT 2 NIGHT!! Please stop in and hang out with some of the best people here on fubar :) ***CLICK THE BANNER*** This would be the best move you could ever make on what are you waiting for? ***CLICK THE PICTURE*** When you go in the lounge be sure to JOIN and when you do please tell them that TEXAS HELLCAT sent you!! Shes an amazing friend of mine and the more people she can get to join the better chance at winning an AUTO 11 bling she has!! Heres her link to go love on her sexy ass!! TEXAS HELLCAT PL
Throwing Stones
as i look back, at it all in my mind i can search for answers that i may never find getting caught up in a dirty game the rules might change but the game stays the same every time i try to figure out somehow it all turns to doubt i saw it coming like like a midnight train stuck in the lights like a deer again i know this road like the back of my hand but there is something ill never understand why the hell didnt i turn back when the signs showed railroad tracks maybe a part of me wanted to believe the red flags appear in front of me screaming deceit i guess im rubber necking on the highway what did i expect what can i say what would you do in my place with the hypothetical in my face distractions seem to be my interest though i know theres no S on my chest sometimes i feel invincible but its all about principle sometimes i stand corrected and i take time for reflection its easier to walk away its easier not to play so i put up the walls to my prison am
Sometimes Wonder
Why did you have to go and let it die..........
Fyi On Secret Admirer Game
FROM THE BIBLE: What is the Secret Admirer Game? The Secret Admirer Game is a fun new way to try and connect with new people on fubar!. There are two modes of play. In "Find people!" you are shown a series of member photos. Based on these photos, you can decide if you would like to secretly admire this person or skip on to the next one. In "Who admires me" you are shown a group of photos and you must correctly guess which person is your admirer. If you run out of guesses, you may purchase more with fuBucks one time per play. You may also chose to secretly admire someone by clicking the "Secretly Admire" link underneath their profile photo. If you would like to not receive notifications when you're secretly admired or matched. Turn on the "Filter Matches" setting on your privacy settings page. ************************************ NOTE: SOME PEOPLE HAVE BEEN SHOWING UP IN THE "YOUR ADMIRERS" AREA THAT AREN'T NECESSARILY ANYONE YOU HAVE PLAYED THE GAME WITH? THIS IS NO
Thanks To Stupid Morons I Had To Make A New Yahoo
thanks to stupid morons i had to make a new yahoo
Black And White
Some people say they want to die, They think it would be better. When I here these words they say, My blood grows even redder. They don't even know what it's like, No one does in all mankind. I know and I've found, What many has seeked to find. I know what death feels like, I know that death is real. It is very hard to explain, I can't discribe death's feel. I know what happen after death, I won't tell you it's dread. Which is why the reason I choose to die, With these secrets in my head. If I told you or any one, What happens when you die. You would either think I"m crazy, Or do nothing but cry. It is such a bad time, As I hold this knife. But if I told someone, It would ruin all your lives. I won't give you a hint, Or a single clue. I won't tell you if it's good or bad, Or when it will happen to you. I do know when death is near, I know on who it stalks. I fear the worst for that person, But
6ft Under
The Shadow of death, Didn't come for me. So now I must wait, 6 feet under this tree. I don't have a life, But not filled with death. My body is empty, So here I shall rest. Souless like my heart, In shame of my sorrow. I was to evil, For hell to borrow. Restless I lay here, Never to tell. If I'll end up, In heaven or hell.
Use At Your Own Risk
Ths is just to let everyone know that if you plan on using a pre paid debit card to purchase anything on Fubar, it is NOT a good idea....I attempted to buy Fubling credits and it told me the transaction was denied and my card would not be charged....I attempted to purchase 2 more times and my card WAS charged all 3 times leaving me $250 in the hole......I will get my money back, but it will take 10-30 days they tell me. I do know some of them will work because I have seen it happen but now that it happened to me I was told it may not work if it is a pre paid card. They neglected to mention that on the purchase page so I am alerting everyone! Save yourself the hassle and use a secured card so you don't get hurt like I did. GOOD LUCK & HAVE FUN!!!!
Losing Faith In The Free Market
After the thousandth email about the economy I finally think I will write down my take. I have a friend who has cancer. He had to leave graduate school and throw away the life that he had been building for years. He had to do this in order to work at a menial job to pay for his health insurance. If his insurance lapses he will be denied treatment for his pre-existing condition. I ask in all seriousness, where is his government bailout? This is on a small scale the model of what our economy has become. One cannot leave ones class without risking it all. You cannot get ahead because they do not want you to get ahead. Regardless of what the stock market does the poor remain poor and the rich remain rich. The "Free market," isn't free it comes at the greatest cost. The life of the working man. I leave you with a quote: "You cannot legislate the poor into freedom by legislating the wealthy out of freedom. What one person receives without working for, another person must
Touched (brand New Poem)
This in the life of the moment and in the moment the sensual sensation that life is a miss with out the feeling from the being that heaven is apart of the skin, slowly pursuing the emotion to love once again... This is the moment in the world of the feeling and the feeling of the world of one emotional outbreak, to that outbreak be the moment that sets aside the fraction of the feeling from one person to another That moment has passed and the heart can no longer take it the moment of torment as torment is the deepest the fraction of the blade in the words to the mind..touching the soul and the soul touching the body...heaven in the moment but hell in a lifetime.. Touching the words as the words touched you this is the fraction of an emotion that can't be held, won't be held and should not be taken likely... Torment is my touch my heart is dead touch me not...
For People That Believe In "god"
for people "in touch" with "God". Interpret the quotations as loosely or as tightly as you like. I know there are different people of different faiths and beliefs on my friends list. I have been raised "Catholic". It seems after all my years, I haven't quite reached a level with him. Despite my days of going to church since I was a wee one, (which actually stopped when my family's car and house was robbed on Sunday) to going to Catholic school, which was fucking hell for me beyond belief (emphasis on the hell), to be honest. I have a question to that I've always been curious for an answer, and none has satisfied me so far. According to the last priest I talked to, Autumn was given a gift from god. She is missing half her brain, is blind, and just had a seizure so bad both halves of her body are paralyzed. I've got her asleep right now. I hit her with a shot of Valium so large it could knock out a horse. At this point, its the only thing we can do to save her life when her body is convu
The Value Of An Embrace
im continuing on my value thing. really what is the value of a touch, and embrace? i put value on every embrace. when my boys run to me and grab my leg because they think mommy will protect them. i would stop a bullet if i could. the littlest hands grabbing my thigh when they are shy around someone new. their little face hiding behind my leg. what about the embrace of a person you are just meeting. a handshake a hug, you can feel their energy and almost know what type of person they are. we all get that feeling meeting someone new. you get that feeling of should you just say hi and get a drink or sit them down and talk for hours. what about the value of an embrace. the type that your family gives you when you see them or you leave. i love my sisters hugs more than anything in the world because i know they are heartfelt and without prejudice. it is the type of embrace that when you feel bad it gives you that glimmer of hope. an embrace when you are sad and you just break
Something That Was Left Unsaid
I'm slowly fading into a state of insanity. It would be in the populations best interest, If I'm not around any kind of humanity. Maybe it would be best not to exist. Your whole thought process is a calamity. I thought prostitution was criminal. If so you're guilty because your property. Do any of you see the messages subliminal. I think there is no hope for us all. For united we stand now unfortunately, Guess what unfortunately we all fall. Should I state this more clearly? I'm slowly taking to much time. This entire cause seems to be lost. Soon I'll be dead because talking is a crime. Maybe I'll buy you back whats the cost? So we have no hope so lets just go, Away from the republic that has us chained. Do you truly understand that we have a foe. It's not anywhere but here where it's housed. I believe I should stop reading this, You may end up being an accomplice. An accessory to this new crime to talk. Because maybe reading it will also leave
Random Original Poetry
Travels of a mystic are strange indeed, and stranger still is his creed: To gain all knowledge that he can, and not to share it with his fellow man. So, that leaves the lady he calls his wife, who will ever and always share his life, the chance to break the boundaries of time and learn how to perfectly squeeze a lime.
Big Bad Baby Blanket
Big Bad Baby Blanket from Stitch and Bitch closeup of center:
Felt "eve" Keychain
My First Attempt At Quilting
Yeah...not super proud of this one...but I didn't really know what I was doing at the time... It's a mini scrapbook quilt.
A Poem I Wrote Many Years Ago For A Friend
The Path Two mothers Two infants One born to a family of believers The others existing The firt infant flourishes her path unknown The second is sickly Her path to unfold Our Lord has many paths for those he chooses to place upon this earth Some paths are long... Never seeming to have meaning Some paths are short and purposeful Yet, Meaning and Purpose may elude those around and leave us to ponder: The True Path Set Before Us We can be assured Our main path is to glorify our King Our Heavenly Father Christ We may at times have questions Never seeming to be answered At times, The answeres are merely outcomes Of the circumstances Surrounding our lives
3 Ways To Heal Your Relationship...
If sharing is to take place, you must build a basis that includes equality, sensitivity, and communication. Equality In spirit everyone is equal. This isn’t just an abstract concept; it is the one perception that can overcome ego. If I feel superior to you, my superiority is rooted in self-image. Equality isn’t based upon external factors or images. We all have an equal right to be appreciated, respected and understood. Some men find it hard to extend this concept to woman’s emotions. They were not taught to value their own feelings, which get expressed only as a last resort. But to accept another person means accepting her emotions—there is nothing more basic or intrinsic. If this equality doesn’t exist, how can spirit really grow? Spirit isn’t an emotion, but it provides an opening to our inner selves. You have to feel that your partner wants to understand you and your feelings before you can share experiences you barely understand yourself. Sensitivity Being able to
Magic Carpet Ride Saturday--steppinwolf
Steppenwolf - Magic Carpet Ride -
Thought #1
i think the human race is fucking stupid minus a few that i know. yeah that is a good thought :)
Point Whores
Who created Fu Hoes Have you ever wondered? Would you suppose? Where do they come from? Who creates the fu hoes? Well I used to wonder where they came from. I found the answer and it made me feel dumb. Hoes are not born , In fact they are raised. That fact alone should leave you quite dazed. Call it a calling that the word does need, As long as we are horny and there is lusty greed. We will need a world where there are greedy hoes. We will need them as sure as a face needs a nose. I found the some could through their mind find success. Others achieve their dreams through a great lack of dress. Yet we are drawn to watch and drool with desire. We pass on the points and in turn feed the fire. Give us the tease that makes our lusty loins burn. We give you fu bucks and fu points in return. And on ward it goes each topping the other. We look at cleavage deep enough for us to smother. Never do we tire of seeing more and more. Let’s face the facts we all love the fu who
"I've always thought that eating a mango was a lot like having oral sex." I laid the the knife on the counter, wiped mango juice from my hand. "What the fuck kind of oral sex were you having, m'dear?" He explained. He was recollecting his mango-munching experiences in India. "I didn't have a knife, so I just did what the locals did - bit off a bit of the skin and devoured it that way." I pictured this whilst sucking on a peeled square of mango, and I have to admit, it did seem oral-sex-like. Minus the skin-removal part, of course. (c)2009
Long Distance Relationships
THIS IS MY OPINION ,the man thinks he is so dominant over love to a woman the bad thing is he is sadly mistaken ,because see a women only see you ,getting to know you is a different thing esp if your far away (miles) and to think that works ,again your sadly mistaken,a relationship with a man and a women is to be togetherness if your not together do u think her needs are met,just be gone for a yr from her life and you again will be sadly mistaken,her needs are not met and she will decide it time to experiment,so she will start to look for someone else,guys im not picking on the man ,just telling you,u think long distance relationship work,your sadly mistaken
Dear Prudence(atu)
Dana Fuchs: Dear Prudence, won't you come out to play? Dear Prudence, greet the brand new day.. The sun is up, the sky is blue It's beautiful, and so are you Dear Prudence, won't you come out to play? Jim Sturgess: Dear Prudence, open up your eyes Evan Rachel Wood: Dear Prudence, see the sunny skies... Jim, Joe, and Evan: The wind is low The birds all sing That you are part of everything Joe Anderson: Dear Prudence, won't you open up your eyes Jim, Joe, and Evan: Look around, round, round, round, round (x4) Look around.... Dear Prudence, won't you come out to play Dear Prudence, greet the brand new day... The sun is up, the sky is blue Its beautiful, and so are you Dear Prudence, won't you come out to play Look around, round, round, round, round (x16) Look around......
Penguins To Prophets Train
Penguins to Prophets Train The Rules: 1. Stop by Johnny's page, rate the Penguins 1 folder of pics... He will have an Auto 11s running as well... Start with this one... While you are there... Rate all the tags in the Penguins to Prophets Train tag folder. Please leave him a comment that you have gotten your tag... Then stop by Carrie's page and rate her Penguins 1 folder... Start with this one... 2. Rate, Fan, Add, and Comment each person on the Party List. If you are already friends with someone, check to make sure you have re-rated him/her and leave a comment... "Penguins to Prophets" or something like that... If your profile is marked private, then you need to visit each person's profile on this train and add each rider yourself, whether or not they are above or below you on the train... 3. Private message Carrie when you have completed rating each party guest. She will get a thank you tag made for you if one is not already made for you.
Terrible Loss
My best friend Nikki... I met her a few years ago at work. We had a laugh when she transferred a call to me and it came from a Karen. I questioned her since it's my name too and I didn't know there was another Karen. Turns out it's her first name, she went by Nikki her middle name. We became friendly acquaintences. A hi when we crossed paths and an occasional chat in the break room. Fast forward a few years and we both end up in the same department. We become fast friends. Find out we have tons of things in common. She's even right there beside me when I meet and fall in love with my now husband. Things started getting out of control for her. She eventually got suspended from work and ended up in rehab. It turned out to be a great thing for her. She started attending AA, NA, and SLA meetings. Then my job did layoffs and they cut her. She got really depressed, and then last week she called crying. I calmed her down, we made plans. I get a call a few hours later
Orgasm Time
Waiting Here I sit, Waiting. For what you ask? Not what, I reply. WHO Who you ask. I look up peer into your eyes see into your soul I rise and reach for you you step into my embrace as I hold you in my arms I whisper in your ear YOU. Christopher Wayne Rhea Copyright ©2009 Christopher Wayne Rhea
So everyone be happy! Why I'm not exactly sure! I'm just bored and hyper so I thought I would tell everyone smile!! RAWR lol any ways you all have a good night and smile god damnit!
Who Can Forgive You If You Cant Forgive Yourself?
For the first time you find someone to live for, someone to breathe for, someone to be yourself for and you fuck it up. For the first time you can't breathe until you hear them say hello, until they are back into your arms, until they are forever in your heart and you keep fucking it up. For the first time you catch yourself smiling because your mind is on them, because no matter how bad the day is you know you get to see them, because they make you feel like you belong and you fucked it up. For the first time you realize that this is it, you want this feeling forever, you beg God to let you feel this way until the day you die and you realize.... YOU'RE A FUCK UP if you cant ever forgive yourself because you've done the worst, then who CAN forgive you? If I was on the outside looking in, I wouldn't forgive you. And if it was me, I'd never forgive myself. So I guess my next question is, whats the next step if there is no forgiveness? No trust
Field Of Dreams
Field of Dreams As the stars shine bright way up in the sky and the moon hangs upon the horizon I lay here dreaming of how things will be when we are together again. The great stars in the sky tell wondrous tales from the warrior Orion to the dragon Draco to the stars of the big bear. I wait in the field of dreams as the wind blows across my face I rise to walk to my home away from home and I look up to see you there I look into your eyes and see your love and walk away with you for all eternity. Christopher Wayne Rhea Copyright ©2009 Christopher Wayne Rhea
Single Again
So my wife of 2 years left me, alot of reasons, and I am single once more. I am looking for people to talk with, and perhaps get to know. I am not sure where to begin now in life, but I am sure that I will embrace to journey ahead
Amphetamine derivatives, They're hallucinogens. They make you see things, You loose oxygen. You can take them in your mouth, You can take them through your arm. MDMA is the best type, Yes that is the charm. Take them with out a hassle, Take them with out resistance. It alters with you brain, It alters perception of time and distance. Methamphetamine, A type of stimulant drug. temporarily quickens some vital process, But my brain acts like a slug. Increased alertness, Your blood pressure & pulse rate increases, You can get insomnia and excitation, And your appetite decreases. Cocaine can fuck your life up, Don't give it any attendance. It can be sniffed, smoked, or injected, and gives you a high psychological dependence. Codeine is a nasty drug, It is a narcotic. If you decide to take that shit, Things would get chaotic. You get constricted pupils, But that's least of it's aggression. The thing you need to worry about is, You getting respiratory depression
Good Bye And Farewell
I don't have a reason, But now I need to go. I can't tell you why, I wish that wasn't so. I have a great adventure, That I need to find. But it's even more important than my hate, And both my sorrow combined. I'm sorry I don't have the chance, To tell you goodbye. I must find out the reason, Why every night I cry. I will miss you every minute, I will miss you every day. But you don't need to worry, For I will be ok. I'll tell you of my adventure, I'll tell you what I've seen. But goodbye and farewell, I'll see you in my dreams.
I Wish
Sometimes I think it would be better to just lay down and die, I think I could be more happy, and I'll never cry. I think finally I don't need to hurt and hold in all my fears, I could just end my life now, I won't feel tears. But what if I were wrong? And there's no such place, What if we just die and our souls erase. I think about this all the time, maybe it is true, Imagine if it is, and end what I've gone threw. I can't suffer any more, this is not the real me, This is a risk I'll have to take, I have to go and see. I can't just say I'm happy, and say that it is real, I can't just hide in the shadows, and don't even try to heal. I will not comet suicide, but I wish I will, That is way to easy, and don't want to kill. I'm waiting for that day, when I say good-bye, The day of joy and laughter, the day when I die.
Just Look At Me
Untitled Weeping softly to myself Sheltered only by a failing hope Time will tell shall my heart be broke Shall my dreams be realized Whether it's looking into my future Or merely looking into yours eyes I never see the things I want And I can never reach the things I need I'd given you anything you wanted But I can't imagine what that'd be
How Can I Help Someone Grow Today?
It's not enough to talk to plants, you also have to listen. --David Bergman Plants grow best when we pay attention to them. That means watering, touching them, putting them in places where they will receive good light. They need people around them to notice if they are drooping at the edges or looking particularly happy in the sunlight. The more attention a plant receives, the better it will grow. We need to be noticed in the same way. If we notice a family member or friend is drooping, perhaps we can pay some special attention to him or her. All of us need someone to care about how we are and to truly listen to us. We can share and double someone's happiness by noticing and talking about it also. We help the people around us to grow by listening to their droopy edges as well as their bright days. People need this as much as plants need light and water. How can I help someone grow today?
My About Me.
Im a small town mid-western girl. A single mom of 4 adorable awesome girls who ARE the world. Im a work in progress,far from perfect, but overall good person. I enjoy meeting people and making new friends. Im not new to fubar but the previous profile felt like a freakish distortion of who I really am. I was deceiving myself and had to find the truth within. I have to be true to me, Im the one who lives in my skin. Im still me but with a regained sense of who this girl is today and what I really want in life. I have goals I intend to acheive in life and Im not afraid to walk away from those who stand in my way or drag me down. Fubar is my escape not my life. I have met some wonderful friends here who are more then faces on a screen but real life long friends and Im very thankful that they are apart of who I am.
Blowing Snowstorm In Wi (2008)
Drunk Rosebud.. Lol!
My Bitchin'... Aint Pretty!
So Much 4 You !!!
You know the pain that lives inside my heart. My teardrops have fallen before your very eyes, You have tasted there salty bite late at night when all was wrong & everything was falling apart in my world. - Change-candlebox Candlebox Ch... candlebox songs | music videos | lyrics
New To The Site
Hi everybody, just new to the site and hope to share with all of you what I am doing for living !! traveling the world using kiteboarding and meeting people from everywhere is what I like to do. Then I share all of this with my photos and videos : so have a look at it and enjoy the pictures and stuff I will be posting here !!
Were Is My Juliet
Were are you my juliet . come to me wisk me away in your arms . take my hand and lets dream a dream togather . my heart longs for your touch the smell for your purfume that permates my mind like a razor that cuts into me bleeding the life from my body.
Tag Your It
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? Hip 2. Your significant other? None 3. Your hair? Brown 4. Your mother? Deceased 5. Your father? Deceased 6. Your favorite thing? laughter 7. Your dream last night? Romance 8. Your favorite drink? Dr Pepper 9. Your dream/goal? Love 10. The room you're in? Bedroom 11. Music? all 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Love 14. Where were you last night? Bedroom 15. What you're not? painfree 16. Muffins? Blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? Love 18. Where you grew up? Odessa 19. The last thing you did? fubar 20. What are you wearing? jeans 21. TV? on 22. Your pets? Dog 23. Your computer? Explorer 24. Your life? Boreing 25. Your mood? Gre
Matt Hardy Like And Dislikes
Matt has beaten The Undertaker two straight times. Matt Hardy was the Fear Factor Champion. Matt has wrestled in 44 states. Matt was the MVP of the '99 No Mercy Ladder Match. Matt was the longest-lasting Smackdown! superstar in the 2003 Royal Rumble. Matt is the star of the Hardy Boyz book, Exist 2 Inspire. Matt has a valuable Spider-Man comic book collection. Matt is appearing in his fourth Wrestlemania. (during Wrestlemania XIX) Matt loves Mongolian Barbecue. Matt has never locked his keys in his car. Matt thinks sweet potatoes are delicious. Matt usually exceeds the speed limit. Matt is annoyed by snow and ice. Matt defeated Kidman and Rey Mysterio on consecutive pay-per-views. Matt's favorite sushi is freshwater eel Matt loves corduroy clothing. Matt digs tortilla soup. Matt thinks he is a sexy beast. Matt thinks that text messaging is very efficient. Matt is a huge fan of Arizona. Matt always pays cash
Comment | Copy This
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? here 2. Your significant other? here 3. Your hair? greying 4. Your mother? alive 5. Your father? dead 6. Your favorite thing? love 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? soda 9. Your dream/goal? happiness 10. The room you're in? den 11. Music? none 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? alive 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? young 16. Muffins? no 17. One of your wish list items? health 18. Where you grew up? Alabama 19. The last thing you did? fubar 20. What are you wearing? pj's 21. TV? off 22. Your pets? none 23. Your computer? dell 24. Your life? good 25. Your mood? happy 26. Missing someone? yes
One Word Game
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? BED 2. Your significant other? MISSISSIPPI 3. Your hair? MESS 4. Your mother? LIVINGROOM 5. Your father? VEGAS 6. Your favorite thing? LOVE 7. Your dream last night? UNKNOWN 8. Your favorite drink? COKE 9. Your dream/goal? STABILITY 10. The room you're in? BED 11. Music? NONE 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? MARRIED 14. Where were you last night? HOME 15. What you're not? EMPLOYED 16. Muffins? NAH 17. One of your wish list items? WEDDING 18. Where you grew up? OREGON 19. The last thing you did? ATE 20. What are you wearing? JAMMIES 21. TV? LIFETIME 22. Your pets? NONE 23. Your computer? DELL 24. Your life? UNFINISHED 25. Your mood? HO
Well past year or so I have packed on weight..that I didn't want to do. 10yrs ago after my oldest boy..I did weight watchers..and lost 50lbs. You might actually see few of my skinny pics on my page evven. lol. Anyways..I have slowly gained almost all of it back..over time. I have tried few times on and off to go back into dieting but just not been motivated enough like back then. Anyways..thursday I went back to a weight watchers meeting and joined again. I got all the new info. So far I have been doing well with it..but then again its only been 4 days. I think I will be going to the first 5 mtgs though to really get me motivated. Nothing motivates me like knowing I am blowing 12 dollars on these mtgs. I better be accomplishing something. LOL. Today I started with exercise..which when I lost weight in past..I mainly lost just by cutting back on food. I did 1hour and 2 minutes worth on my wii fit. I actually enjoyed it to. I like the step aerobics the best. I got on doing the adva
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? none 2. Your significant other? here 3. Your hair? gone 4. Your mother? dead 5. Your father? dead 6. Your favorite thing? love 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? soda 9. Your dream/goal? happiness 10. The room you're in? den 11. Music? none 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? alive 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? young 16. Muffins? no 17. One of your wish list items? health 18. Where you grew up? Canada 19. The last thing you did? fubar 20. What are you wearing? pj's 21. TV? off 22. Your pets? yes 23. Your computer?HP 24. Your life? good 25. Your mood? happy 26. Missing someone? yes 27. Favo
Rosie Tagged Me
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? coat 2. Your significant other? figment 3. Your hair? leaving 4. Your mother? dingbat 5. Your father? cool 6. Your favorite thing? sex 7. Your dream last night? sex 8. Your favorite drink? Yeungling 9. Your dream/goal? sex 10. The room you're in? family 11. Music? Rock 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? dead 14. Where were you last night? bar 15. What you're not? loved 16. Muffins? please 17. One of your wish list items? sex 18. Where you grew up? country 19. The last thing you did? celebrated 20. What are you wearing? jeans 21. TV? yes 22. Your pets? none 23. Your computer? Toshiba 24. Your life? sexless 25. Your mood? agony 26. Missi
February Promotions Contest
DO YOU LIKE MORPHS BUT DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO THEM HIT ME UP FOR DETAILS ON HOW TO GET ONE FREE FREE MORPHS 4 1 MONTH ONLY Im making morphs and pics for this month only payment not needed but is accepted, donations in bux or cash items all i ask is that u check out 33 east & tell them DJ CHAOS sent you & if u like the lounge feel free to subscribe Go Here to view my morphs i've already made As A Promotions Contest, Every New Subscriber to 33 East This Month (February) will be eligible for the end of the month drawing with top prizes (4) tickers, 5 custom skins & 3 custom animations CLICK THE LINK TO GO TO THE LOUNGE & DONT FORGET 2 SUBSCRIBE Bulletin Created By: ~TIGEREYES~ Bulletin Modified By: BBW Goddess
Countdown, Again.
It is 12 days, 10 hours, 27 minutes and 41 seconds until Saturday, February 14, 2009 at 9:50:00 AM (Baltimore time) That is when I see Jeffrey again. We bought my tickets tonight so we can have Valentine's Day together :D
Tao - Saying
If you walk ahead of me, I will not follow. If you walk behind me, I will not led the way. If you walk next to my side - we will make our journey together.
The Cab Ride
The Cab Ride So I walked to the door and knocked. 'Just a minute', answered a frail, elderly voice. I could hear something being dragged across the floor. After a long pause, the door opened. A small woman in her 90's stood before me. She was wearing a print dress and a pillbox hat with a veil pinned on it, like somebody out of a 1940s movie. By her side was a small nylon suitcase. The apartment looked as if no one had lived in it for years. All the furniture was covered with sheets. There were no clocks on the walls, no knickknacks or utensils on the counters. In the corner was a cardboard box filled with photos and glassware. Would you carry my bag out to the car?' she said. I took the suitcase to the cab, then returned to assist the woman. She took my arm and we walked slowly toward the curb. She kept thanking me for my kindness. 'It's nothing', I told her. 'I just try to treat my passengers the way I would want my mother treated'. 'Oh, you're such a good bo
Thank You Steelers!
muahahaha as thought the az cards went down... steelers dont realise what they did... ok history states the super bowl loser doesnt not make it back to the play offs following year the only team to do so was the seattle seahawks battling injurys they made it back to the play offs the following season after the loss to the steelers no team has done that in many yrs thus far the hawks have been the only team to do so... Now hawks its time the door is open once again and lets get back OUR division title next season go hawks..... believe
Natural Disaster Beautiful But Devastating!!
When I arrived to help my oldest daughter in Springdale Ark. 95 % of the town had NO ELECTRIC!!!!! She still doesn't...Governer came in Friday , ( I think ) & declared it a natural disaster. Kids r fine ...warm but Me and my oldest daughter fell violently ill this early AM......I am hopin my fever breaks and other symtoms go away by tomorrow....missed everyone!!!! Thx for the sweet luv. and drinks, I have great great friends!!!!!! Arizona ALMOST won but that don't cut it...grrrr LOL Thxxx for the sweet admireres!!!! Fubar keeps comin up w/ all kinds f new things. Cool!! Ok all...Hope Ur week was awesome...I have some very up close and personal pics of the Ice storm...will try to get them up tomorrow afternoon!!!!
I Tagged You
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? My daughter has it 2. Your significant other? None 3. Your hair? Brown 4. Your mother? 5. Your father? M.I.A. 6. Your favorite thing? friends 7. Your dream last night? vampires 8. Your favorite drink? Milk 9. Your dream/goal? higher intelligence 10. The room you're in? Bedroom 11. Music? Eclectic 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Montana 14. Where were you last night? Church 15. What you're not? Stupid 16. Muffins? Blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? Peace 18. Where you grew up? Alabama 19. The last thing you did? Sleep 20. What are you wearing? T-shirt and shorts 21. TV? on 22. Your pets? Dog,cats,ferrets,horses 23. You
Obama Has No Respect
He nor his Liberal, Far Left elitists have never had any respect for the White House. In the past Jimmy "I've Lusted In My Heart Many Times" Carter wonder around the WH in a frenzy of stupidity planning the rescue of our people being held hostage. Big time move Jimmy. Way to plan. No respect now for himself, country or our safety by negotiating and talking to terrorists. Bill "I Did Not Have Sexual Relations With That Woman, Miss Lewinski" Clinton running around playing hide the cigar. Selling the Lincoln bed room to foreigners like its a SUPER 8. While Al "WE ALL GONNA DIE!!!!!!" Gore claiming he invented the internet. Even Jack "What Bay Of Pigs" Kennedy had a secret tunnel under the WH so he could see Marilyn, a woman who was involved with a mobster among many others.. Why expect better when we know better.
Cassie Eats Cockroaches
I feel the wetness of her tongue that slides across my skin the viruses crawl over me and feel for some way in cassie loves to swallow this bleeding will not stop I left cassie hollow cut you with my cock cassie likes it in her hand cassie's dead inside
One Day Closer
Well 26 days till the family moves. I am starting to get a little stressed about the move, but I know it will be a good thing. We will be closer to family and that will be a good thing as far as what Kittie needs to get well. My son loves the idea. lol He just knows he will be with Nana and Papa, so it is all good. lol.
Get Em Tonight Gone Tomorrow
Recruiting Off Fubar Today
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Gunshots Outside All Morning!!!
theres nothing worse than being on fu and thinkin there is gonna be a bullet flying thru my is going on outside?????????????????????????????????? rp
Read It Or Not
USING ONLY ONE WORD! It's not as easy as you might think! Copy and change the answers to suit you and pass it on. It's really hard to only use one word answers. Be sure to tag the person you received it from! 1. Where is your cell phone?upstairs 2. Your significant other? none 3. Your hair? redish 4. Your mother? out 5. Your father? Heaven 6. Your favorite? tea 7. Your dream last night?blurry 8. Your favorite drink? Coke 9. Your dream/goal? Vacation 10. What room you are in? Computerroom 11. Your hobby? singing 12. Your fear? Alone 13. Where do you want to be in 6 years?Tx 14. Where were you last night? Sleeping 15. Something that you are not? Perfect 16. Muffins? blah 17. Wish list item? House 18. Where you grew up? Brooklyn 19. Last thing you did? ate 20. What are you wearing? pgs 21. Your TV? off 22. Your pets? sleeping 23. Friends? Wonderful 24. Your life? Simple 25. Your mood?upset 26. Missing someone? y
Basic Traits Of Libra Character - September 23 And October 22
The Zodiacal Sign of Libra commences on September 21st, but for seven days it does not come into full power until on or about September 28th. From this date onwards it is in full strength until October 20th, and is then for seven days gradually losing power on account of becoming overlapped by the incoming sign Scorpio. This sign of Libra is represented in symbolism as The Balance. The Sun, the ruler of our inner nature, falls in Libra, the exaltation of Saturn. Their love of justice, combined with the need to be fair and even-handed contributes to that characteristic difficulty such people find in making decisions quickly. These people are rarely lazy. They work hard, and also demand that their partners work just as hard. They have a strong sense of justice and fair play. It is pretty unusual for them to express anger, but when they do it is usually a storm. They are extremely positive and decisive in all their thoughts and actions. They have great foresight and intuition, and a
Why don't some people realize how much you care? You put some things off for them. They don't even pay attention or at least you don't think they do. Should you give up? Or continue hoping they will realize how much you care?
Why Obama's Plan Is Wrong
What's Wrong with the Stimulus Bill? The so-called ¡°Stimulus Package¡± is being sold to taxpayers as an investment in useful infrastructure like roads and bridges. But the facts prove otherwise. Only 3.6% of the scheme¡¯s $825 billion price tag would actually go to real, practical infrastructure projects--roads and bridges. Most of the other 96.4% would go to special interest pet projects, and to cramming years¡¯ worth of radical policy changes into the single largest spending and debt scheme in history. Why are our nation¡¯s leaders doing this? Obama White House Chief of Staff Rahm Emmanuel was strikingly honest when he said "Never let a serious crisis go to's an opportunity to do things you couldn't do before." Exactly what fringe policies are big-government politicians attempting to ram through with this colossal bill? Under the auspices of a ¡°Federal Health Board,¡± the package heavily funds the first steps towards the socialization and government-mandate
Thanks Friends
Katy update! Thanks friends for praying for my little neice. Brain surgery went really well and she is doing excellent-coming home tomorrow. They also did the leg surgery right after so hopefully she will walk someday. Again thanks for your thoughts and prayers --shes a trooper fighting the odds. My little hero.
Russian Hs Graduation Pics
ah, if only I waited one more year...
What It's All About
*What is fubar? fubar is the first online pub: a place to meet people and hang out with your friends online. *How do I meet people on fubar? SEARCH, LEAVE COMMENT, SEND PRIVATE MESSAGE, SEND FRIEND REQUEST, FAN, RATE RATE RATE & RATE, COMMENT PHOTO, COMMENT PROFILE, RATE STASH, POP THEIR COMMENT CHERRY! If I Seem Like I'm Whining...Leave My Page NOW! I Have Overly Rated Tons Of People On Here For The Month I have Been Here...And I Have Not Received Even HALF The Amounts In Return. I Thank Those That I Received Rates, Payment And Gifts From, Such As Bling & My VIP And Etc., But I Know I Have Not Asked Anyone For a Personal Rate. I Have Seen So Many Do This, When I Got Thru My First 18 Levels W/o Begging Anyone In Any Way, Nor Have I Asked For Them To Owe Me In Return For My Well Givings. I Have Gotten My First 18 Levels W/O VIP Or Asking For Rates In Return, So Why Is Acting Like The Person Who Does You A Huge Favor, Lesser Than YOU?! It's Stupid That I Rated Mostly Everyon
Whats In You?
if you want to know should first look into who they are. Do you really want inside the head of this fist of the gods? I am here to make friends, but understand...friendship comes with a price. it is said your friends reflect who you are. do you wish to stay here? I am the man with a wolfs teeth. the warrior who offers tooth for a tooth. we live in a violent world, and it IS survival of the fittest. I WILL WIN. i supply the visciousness that propels anger. i am not afraid of the dark...i have breathed in it's awful stench to the point of accepting its fullness as life itself. i am the sorrow in your heart...the inner voice of terror, unleashed on the world. i am the silent horror waitin in the corner of your head you wish you could embrace. i am willin to stain the streets with blood, mine...or acheive satisfaction. i will so fuckin stand, with blade in my hand, on my own two fucking feet, and a snarl on my protect that which is mine, and those i
Spotlight Donations...update
hello dear friends~ just an update to my idea of a day of awareness for breast cancer. I really want to have a day for US...for those of us who have fought or who are still fighting this horrible beast breast cancer. I have some good ideas for spotlight but I can't do it without your help! I need fubucks....I currently have almost 3 million. That is no where near the amount it will take to get spotlight, I know, but with amazing friends...we can have a THINK PINK day here on fubar. If it takes me till October...oh, well. October is breast cancer awareness month. I would love to do spotlight before then though. I am saving all I can and asking for help. Any amount is helpful in achieving spotlight. And let me make this clear...I really DON'T care that my name will be on spotlight...I just want a day of support, awareness, and love for all breast cancer survivors!!! I am going to make some graphics of all the survivors I know of so THEY can scroll all day and get lots of s
Come Chat With Me
I have a chat box on my myspace profile. Please find me at and add me as a friend to chat. I will approve you
Whiners, let me say first off, i am sorry you think that a person who is running auto 11's is capable of returning love to every single person who rates them durring their durration. It is not possible to do this, unless the person absolutely has no effin life and lives on here. Durring an auto i run, much less 48 hour marathon, i tend to have anywhere between 40-100 people. Though that is not as many as some people, its alot for me to keep up with. There is absolutely no way i can keep up with them all. I try to return love by atleast rating and fanning. As you can tell by the amount of "fan of" i have compaired to my fans or friends. If it bothers you that i dont always get back to you, well i suggest you find someone else to rate. But try to remember you are also getting points and fubucks off the people you rates auto's, so its not as if you arent getting something out of it. So before you message me with some kind of complaint or PMS, know that im not going to repspond and your
Get Your ♥ On Auction
Get your on auction For sale again on Valentine's day. Click to bid...if you want... Auction closes Friday, Feb 6 @ 5pm Fu-Time!!! ♫BlackWidow♫@ fubar
Douche Bags
You people who tooltip over someones profile and send someone a message saying please rate or help me because you are in a contest, without having gone to their profile and dropped a simple rate, need to DIAF (die in a fire). Parasites like you annoy me, you grate upon my nerves. There is nothing so special about you that people should just jump up to help you without you earning it. Get over yourself. Your no better then a few of the reds on here, who think everyone here is to be their rate bitch. I can promise that you will find no nice response or reaction from myself, i despise selfish people.
Got Tagged
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? purse 2. Your significant other? none 3. Your hair? red 4. Your mother? living 5. Your father? heaven 6. Your favorite thing? music 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? water 9. Your dream/goal? soulmate 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? all 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? married 14. Where were you last night? hospital 15. What you're not? complete 16. Muffins? no 17. One of your wish list items? money 18. Where you grew up? VA 19. The last thing you did? work 20. What are you wearing? clothes 21. TV? off 22. your pets? doggy 23. Your computer?Dell 24. Your life? incomplete 25. Your mood? happy 26. Missin
35 Weeks...
We are getting closer and I am so excited. My appointment went great. My BP was 113/67...I didnt gain any weight the past 2 weeks. They said the baby was head down and I am 1/2cm dilated...which I know aint much but it tells me that I am getting close. I am starting to think that the baby isnt gonna stay until her due date which as long as she is healthy I am ok with that. Richard says she better stay in there cause he isnt ready yet but no one is ever ready. I now go in for weekly appointments.
Single Life
I get it about once a day. "Why don't you have a girlfriend?" Well, I did at one time. And another. A few over the years. Here is how it started. A little over 5 years ago I found the most amazing woman. I was with her for quite a while, but then I had to leave for the marine corps and be gone forever. Well we made the mutual decision to split up with hopes that we could meet back up when I got home. Well she got big into the wrong things and stuff went sour. So needless to say we never crossed paths again. After her there was my next relationship. I rode a bus 36 hours home and hopped a ride with my buddy for another hour to get to see her for her bday at college. I got there and brought her favorite flowers which she basically shunned. Then we went to some random party where she ignored the hell out of me. to quote her "its easier to ignore you since you're never around then to ignore them since I see them every day" which makes no sense to me because you would thing that i
Say Bye Bye
Ritter By Rainer Maria Rilke
Reitet der Ritter in schwarzem Stahl hinaus in die rauschende Welt. Und draußen ist Alles: der Tag und das Tal und der Freund und der Feind und das Mahl im Saal und der Mai und die Maid und der Wald und der Gral und Gott ist selber vieltausendmal an alle Straßen gestellt. Doch in dem Panzer des Ritters drinnen, hinter den finstersten Ringen, hockt der Tod und muss sinnen und sinnen: Wann wird die Klinge springen über die Eisenhecke, die fremde befreiende Klinge, die mich aus meinem Verstecke holt, drin ich so viele gebückte Tage verbringe, - dass ich mich endlich strecke und spiele und singe.
Music I Love
Favorite Colors
Ok so all of you know that I've been collecting everybody's favorite colors. I Did this so that if I or anyone else in the family Make someone something we can know their favorite colors to use on it! So heres the list I compiled I hope it helps everyone, and feel free to copy it for yourself! peace. ♥ Pleasurable Trouble ♥ - Pink, Red, Blue DJ Goofy Babe - Purple, Black VAMP MORTICIA - Red, Black єℓєктяα - Blue, Green, Black ^_^¢¾l3ad_K1tty¢¾^_^ - Orange ♥J~Breezy™♥ - Orange, Pink Thickndaazz4ya - Burgundy, Gold, Red, Dark Blue, Pink Delicious~Dee - Pink, Purple, Black, Ice Blue FeLiCiA - Hot Pink, Hot Green Black, Silver +MRMostunderated+ - Red, Blue DamienDarke - Black, Dark Green AKAMRS.T - Purple Tweek - Green, Blue, Red Ŋǚ§н¥™ - Purple, Black, Silver MYSTA BIGZZZ - Blue D*E*L*I*Z*A* - Red, Blue, Green boldeagle - Blue ::..~*ΚΣЯIZZZMΛ*~..:: - Green ‡ Gøt
The Gift
I Killed A Bitch With My Mind!
So I am in a bad mood today as it is. I just got done texting my boyfriend telling him that I am in a “psycho, depressed, crazy ugly mood” and it’s one of those days where I want to kill everyone around me and myself. (I know I have issues) So I am out of cigarettes and I decide to go get some. I am pulling into the Circle K in my Podunk little town hoping the guy working in there isn’t going to card me cuz I have no idea where I ID is….I get out of my car and this white truck is pulling in as I’m walking in. I step up to the counter and the guy working is over by the Polar Pop machine fucking around doing whatever he does at 2am, and I’m guessing he either doesn’t see me or is finishing what he is doing before he helps me. So I stand there and look for a pack of gum. There is enough room between me and the counter for a normal sized person to fit. Then this woman walks in the door like a bat outta hell and walks right between me and the counter (she isn’t a normal sized person) I am t
Hey There
I didn't mean to title this entire blog that...but whatevs. First day back to fubar. hoping nothing goes wrong this time. I deleted it before cuz people were puttin me down and I decided not to deal with it. But glad to be back. Missed everyone. Goin to bed now :)
Happy 1 Year Fu Married Anniversary Mass
Welcome To Holland
Welcome To Holland by Emily Perl Kingsley I am often asked to describe the experience of raising a child with a disability - to try to help people who have not shared that unique experience to understand it, to imagine how it would feel. It's like this...... When you're going to have a baby, it's like planning a fabulous vacation trip - to Italy. You buy a bunch of guide books and make your wonderful plans. The Coliseum. The Michelangelo David. The gondolas in Venice. You may learn some handy phrases in Italian. It's all very exciting. After months of eager anticipation, the day finally arrives. You pack your bags and off you go. Several hours later, the plane lands. The stewardess comes in and says, "Welcome to Holland." "Holland?!?" you say. "What do you mean Holland?? I signed up for Italy! I'm supposed to be in Italy. All my life I've dreamed of going to Italy." But there's been a change in the flight plan. They've landed in Holland and there you must
A Beautiful Dream
I had a dream this past Saturday. It was beautiful in its passion, its color, and in the vivid nature of each sensation. I sent it to the person of whom I dreamed and she has graciously consented to allow it to be posted. I welcome your comments but please, be gentle. This is my first real attempt at putting thought to verse. A Beautiful Daydream Here in the dead of winter, ‘neath icy stars and howling winds My mind is free to warm my soul on a beach under the setting summer sun. It is there my heart is stolen by a Lady fair, Her body moves as one with the sea The fading light of day dancing in her hair As she takes one last ride to the shore, and me. She lies beside me on the sand, The setting sun warming our skin, The waves set ablaze by the fiery hues, Our hearts engulfed by desires within That surely burn the brighter.
The Truth
There is no need to dress up the truth. The truth is evident in your words. It is written on your face, rings in your voice, and flashes in your eyes- like understandin' the MEANIN' of THAT look in your lovers eyes. That same auora surrounds a balanced man. When he passes you can't help but notice him (or her), whether you want to or not. Studied sincerity is a fucking stiletto in your back. The wolf's offered friendship to the lamb is a trap. Avoid them above all. Your soul may become a perfect sphere when it neither pushes out after something, or shrinks back into itself. It should shine with a radiance by which it sees the truth of ALL things... including the truth of itself.
1st Blog. Stupid Reading
The following is a work of fiction that I started on another blog elswheres on teh interweb. Considering my craptastic mood I thought I'd share. It's very, very influenced (read: basically ripped off from) my favorite writter, Frank Miller. It's my attempt at starting something Sin-City-ish. Yes, I very much write in metaphor on the rare occasion I DO write. I wrote this a long time ago. But it's just as appropriate today as it was then. Please note: this IS a work of fiction. Any resemblence to persons living or dead or any other bald-headed, goateed piece of shit that smokes Camel Wides is purely coincidental. Will this ever be added to? I have no fucking clue. Depends on if i get any death threats for not doing so, I guess. Anywho, enjoy: "The first thing to hit me is the smell. Even as the smoke from a Camel Wide clenched between my teeth wafts up into my face and nostrils, there's no mistaking that smell. I set the beers she sent me
Lyrics... Poems
Looking for the end. Separation, words to say. chasing demons, running away. Solitary confinement Just a good front Making a commitment A big fucking stunt Masking over feeling Wish I had some wings Jumping when the phone rings Somewhere that fat bitch sings Desperation, sad to say. Still chasing demons. Still running away Never wanting to look back Just one night in the sack Maybe this shot will keep me on track My hearts just turning black I always need just one more dollar, I'll never thank my FUCKING FATHER NO, I'm not a scholar I just figure why bother Confrontation, need to stay. Stop chasing demons Stop running away. Written by shannon ryan.... 2-2-09
Its Official
im so not crazy
Love Me Plz
SO DEAR I LOVE HIM THAT: With him I could endure all deaths without him live no life.. I'm looking for my Romeo LOVE ME HARD GUYS I HAVE MY AUTO 11'S RUNNING.. PLZ HELP ME GET CLOSER TO LEVELING...THANK YOU For everyone who joins this lounge today only will get $5,000 fubucks payable by me. Mizz Shady.. You need to shout me and let me know you joined ok.. You need to say Mizz Shady sent me.. when you enter then join.. Then let me know you did.. Just click here for the lounge thank you Best Kept Secrets Looks like they need a Best kept secret. Join today..
I'm Yours
Well you done done me and you bet I felt it I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted I fell right through the cracks, now I'm trying to get back Before the cool done run out, I'll be giving it my bestest And nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some But I won't hesitate no more, no more It cannot wait, I'm yours Well open up your mind and see like me Open up your plans and damn you're free Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love Listen to the music of the moment people, dance and sing We're just one big family And it's our God-forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved So I won't hesitate no more, no more It cannot wait, I'm sure There's no need to complicate, our time is short This is our fate, I'm yours D-d-do do you, but do you, d-d-do But do you want to come on Scooch on over closer dear And I will nibble your ear I've been spending way too long che
All right, I've been thinking. Ever since I heard from a guy that first I met here, and told him that I wasn't interested, and then he approached me again on He stated he's looking for a friend with benefits, and he would treat me with respect. Okay, someone please explain to me, what respect means? Because what happened does not seem to be respect to me. He said "I'll send you pictures". Seeing that we've just really started talking, nothing SEXUAL came up other than his constant badgering, I wasn't expecting the first picture I open to be his freaking penis. Now. Okay. I'm not a prude. I'm farthest from it. I can handle dick pictures. That's not the point. I had barely started talking to the guy, and NEVER did it come up that it was even going to get that point. I guess what pisses me off the most about the whole thing was "I'll treat you with respect." How in the hell can you treat me with respect if the ONLY FREAKING thing you're thinking with, is your
What Kinda Guy Sheckie Is?
I am a guy that will love you for who you are not what you aren't I am a guy who would hold you to keep you close I am a guy who would tickle you to hear you laugh I am a guy who doesn't care how much money you have or what kind of car you drive I am a guy that thinks you are pretty even when you are hot and sweaty I am a guy that does not want gifts just the love and respect in return I am a guy that would call you in the morning just to say have a great day I am a guy that would bring you lunch when you are to busy to get your own I am the guy that stops by for a minute at your work just to say hi I am a guy that doesn't care what other people think about you I am a guy that will always trust you until that trust are violated I am a guy who wants to be loved the same in return I'm just looking for someone that we can have fun and enjoy spending time together. If I have a big zit on my noses she still is there in the morning when I wake up. You know what I mea
Demons & Wizards - Down Where I Am
From Wikipedia (so unsure of truth) “Down Where I Am” is about a baby born with Down’s Syndrome and the struggle of his father and the emotions going in and out of his mind Isn't it great to see how life begins Things may change, let the joy begin Can you hear this new life crying Breed it out, it will be worth it Show me your newborn smile (Please tell me why) I don't wanna hold you (Please tell me why) I don't wanna see you 'Cause even your smile hurts Oh it hurts like hell Isn't it good to see how life begins There's no sin and there's no crime Down where I am there's no bitter end at all This bitterness is endless, keeps going on and on I don't wanna hold you I don't wanna see you Even birth can bear disgrace I don't wanna hold you I don't wanna see you Or even the smile upon your face I fear my heart and fear my soul And all the things that are unknown There's a chance things will turn wrong, my f
My Priestess, Friend And Mentor
Vicki, I need you so much now and I miss and love you always! R.I.P.
Walking Through Life But Not Living It
once upoon a time i explored i felt i wept i raged now i walk this planet we call home and cant do anything cant explore cant feel cant weep cant rage my life was so intertwined with yours that everything else faded and became obsolete now i must lift my chin up carry my head high and become what i once was.
My Fine Is $600
This is fun to do. Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine. When you are done, post it in your notes. Change the header to "My fine is $........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid -- $5 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you -- $40 Had sex with someone on Facebook -- $25 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with the a Puerto Rican -- $20 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed someone who's name you didn't know -- $0.10 Hit on some one of the same sex while at work -- $15 Ever drive drunk -- $20 Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50 Used toys while having s
My Recruiting Tags Easy Excess
Gone For Today Family
Heading to my Friends Mike's house to play Darts an Get Wicked Drunk.Be back on fubar Thrusday sometime.You all have a good Day.
I Must Be Asleep
I Must Be Asleep am I awake? can this be real? I'm drunk in my desire as you lay next to me in a bed of rose pedals and forgotten dreams. somehow you brought it all back to me feelings of erotic passion and a breath of life I thought they were forever lost in an eternal darkness left by lovers gone my eyes smile once again at the beauty before them my lips ache once again to be kissed my hands long to touch your burning flesh my heart pounds so hard it nearly escapes my chest oh, I must be asleep! can this really be true?
Encouragin' News In The World Around Us
Breakin' news in the St. Louis area.....2nd graders caught with heroin at school!!!!!!!!!!!! What the FUCK???????
My Husband For Feb 4, 2009
He is doing so much better ... his speech is getting better and his speech therapist said that by the middle of March he should be back to his old self again. Other than his bum knee giving him problems because of the cool weather (arthritis) you would not know he had a stroke. He still complains about his typing not being as accurate and fast it used to be but is improving.
Under My Thumb--stones
I Changed My Mind
My Motto
My new motto....... No expectations, No disappointments. That is all
I Just Added Sexy Pics
Love to see and here what you think!!!
The Dunkin Donuts Song
My friend Rodney and I made this up after I got off work last night! It's a Rap so enjoy! Walk in early I dunno wat to do The customers walk in n treat us like poo We serve n talk n act so kind Nothing but asshole to no surprise America runs on dunkins every day Don’t ya know this place iz gay The boss is a dike n da customerz suck If they don’t like it they can lick my dough nutz Chorus: I see jelly filled dough nutz and tripple glazed but in the back of my mind I fuckin hate this place I see lemon filled and chocolate too but I fucking hate what I have to do I need a break yo I need it now like a back rub just to calm me down with pigs all round yo stressin me out give me an ice coffee just to wet my mouth Now on a whole notha level with a brand new kick You have no idea what kinda creams in it So next time u bite one just take a pause for cause cuz the chick that made it is way pissed off Chorus: So da next time ya walk in ya betta look clear to
St Patty's Day Auction Bulletin
Come And Join The Fun St Patrick Day's Action For More Information Go See JuicyFruit JuicyFruit This Bully Was Brought 2 U By : (repost of original by '¢¾ღHeart¡×OfLoveღ¢¾{The Pegasus Project}{Fu-Angel}' on '2009-02-04 11:06:58')
A Huge Ty
WOOOO HOOOOOOO . I MADE IT TO GODFATHER !!!!!!!!!! First off i wanna say thank you to everyone who went through and rated all my pics . I know with that " sorry your rating to fast " crap it gets frustrating but everyone stuck with it and got me there . Special thanks first off to Dirty Deeds Radio for all your help as well . You are all more then just friends , you are family and without you , i wouldn't have made it . Now i have a few people i have to name on here to thank . SHUGGAlicious for buying me the first auto 11 bling that started me on gettin alot closer to level . The next person is ♥Kitten♥ ♠DJ @ DDR♠ who not only bought me the VIP but also was nice enough to buy me alot of bling to get me there and she also rated all of my pix . The last person i want to give special thanks to is dj nilla~owner of ~DIRTYDEEDSRADIO.COM . She not only made me the bad ass bully , but she also was kind enough to get me the 2nd auto 11 bling , rate all of my
God Bless My.....
"God Bless My Underwear" to the tune of God Bless America God bless my underwear, my only pair Stand beside them, and guide them, Through the rips, through the holes, through the tears. From the washer, to the dryer, to my backpack, to my rear. God bless my underwear, my only pair. God bless my underwear, or I'll be bare. God bless my underwear That I wear down there. I outgrow them, then throw them, Those who wear them will never be square When the bully, gives a wedgie Pray that they won't ever tear God bless my underwear, my only pair God bless my underwear, or I'll need to share!
Rest In Peace My Brother, You Made The News Another Time. Love You!
He was a great person and loved everyone around him with all of his heart, passion and soul. He was loved by everybody that knew him even if just for a few minutes.... Man dies after truck backs over him BY JOSHUA BROWN STAFF WRITER Published: Wednesday, February 4, 2009 4:10 AM EST PRINCE GEORGE — A truck driver died Monday after being hit by a tractor-trailer at the Food Lion Distribution Center in Prince George County, police confirmed Tuesday. Joshua Gilliam, 26, of Knocksville, Tenn., was struck at about 10:30 a.m. Monday at the distribution center on Enterprise Drive, Prince George Lt. Brian Kei said. Gilliam was pronounced dead at the scene. Gilliam, a driver for Land Air Transport, had pulled his truck into the distribution center and was walking in the parking lot when he was hit. Kei said the driver of the tractor-trailer has not been charged. He did not have the driver’s name. .. “(Gilliam) had been inside the building and was on his way bac
~ Birthday Fun ~
Have Fun With It...... Meaning of color and your birthday Don't cheat, If you are honest, this tells the truth. It's pretty good. Write your answers on a piece of paper, and NO cheating!! The answers are at the bottom. 1. Which is your favorite color out of: red, black , blue , green , or yellow? 2. Your first initial? 3. Your month of birth? 4. Which color do you like more, black or white? 5. Name of a person of the same gender as yours. 6. Your favorite number? 7. Do you like flying or driving more? 8. Do you like a lake or the ocean? 9. Write down a wish (a realistic one). When you're done, scroll down. (Don't cheat!) ************************************************* Answers 1. If you choose: Red - You are alert and your life is full of love. Black - You are conservative and aggressive. green - Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back. blue - You are spontaneous and love kisses
hi there fubar friends just wanted to know how many actually drink. ha ha
The Buy American
Last night I’m imbibing at the local watering hole with three of my friends. I’m in jeans and a button down, but they are all in dress clothes. The bar is dead, three people at the bar and then our table of four, so as her only table, we are receiving a lot of attention from our waitress. None of us minded, we’re all early 30’s and attached while the waitress is a 20-year-old blond college student who is very attractive, but Very Stupid. She’s already told us about her lucky sequined shirt which she is wearing under her work t-shirt, her trip to the nearby town to visit a rodeo museum, and that she is a psychology major, but doesn’t know what to do with herself. About 11:45 our waitress wants to say, “I want to go home, don’t you guys have jobs to go to tomorrow?”, but she more politely asks, “What do you for do for a living?” Without giving us time to answer she says, “I bet you’re truckers, and are in town today, so you had the chance to booze tonight.” Dressed as we are,
Men Please Read And Take Note
Ok so here is the deal...and maybe its just me being a bitch, but thats not unusual either. I am soooo tired of men on here, and the net in general that think they are "Mr Big" and that they are God's gift to women. Why do they act like that???. Like the person on the other end is just a play toy??? So I've decided that I'm gonna play the same way they do...the men do. I'm gonna play dirty. If that makes me a bigger bitch, then o fucking well. You'll have that. So if you're a guy, and you're reading this, please dont even start a conversation with me if you're going to try to play a game with me. Number one it will piss me off. Number dont want me pissed off at you. I have this nice lil habit of saving everything......EVERYTHING. Enitre conversations, and pics if applicable. So be very careful...tread lightly esp if you are chatting, or trying to chat with several women at the same time. You never know, when you invite someone to your place of residence, mo
Help A Ho Out....
Can someone pimp me out in a bulletin or something please? ***HUGS AND KISSES***
New Ice Cream !!!!!!!!!
Ben and Jerry's is coming out with an unbelievable new ice cream in honor of the messiah. It is being churned in Washington DC and appropriately being named: Baracky Road ----half chocolate and half vanilla surrounded by fruits and nuts
Signing Day!!!
Feb 4, 2009 Three Lebanon High School football players will be making their college decisions official at 11 a.m. today. Justin Britt is set to become Lebanon’s first NCAA Division I football signee since Mike Wehner signed to play at the University of Miami in 1993 when he signs a letter-of-intent to play at the University of Missouri. Britt accepted a scholarship offer from the Tiger coaching staff on June 16. Lebanon seniors Phillip Archer and Ryan Howerton will sign to play football at Lindenwood University at 11 a.m. today. Also scheduled to sign letters-of-intent today are senior golfer Josh Helton with Central Methodist University and senior cross country runner Michael Weis with Missouri Southern. Mikey Jennings signed to play baseball at College of the Ozarks on Dec. 11. Several other Lebanon athletes are expected to sign to continue their athletic careers in the upcoming weeks.
Me And My Peek
As you all may know,not know nor care, I work in the fun exciting world of I.T. consulting. That's right kids, I set up servers, run network cable and all that fun stuff. Anyways, as we all know the economy has been slow (for me especially) and as much as I loved my BB, it was time for me get out of the contract. I couldn't justify spending a bit over $100 a month for data (ie web browsing - which i loathe to do on a screen the size of a stick of gum, emails - which is important - especially work related ones). I never was a crackberry fiend as those with BB's call them selves. But what to do about emails when I'm not home? Hmmmmmmmm. I looked around and there wasn't much out there....push email/data plans cost a bit from all the major carriers so that was out. Then my lil fat fingers came across a device called the "peek". It doesn't do MMS/Pictures/ring tones and all that nonsense. It does email. 3 email accounts actually. So i bit the bullet so to speak and got one. I
Dressed to fulfill your fantasy cheerleader, nurse, schoolgirl, and more whoever you'd like me to be i'll surprise you at the door eyes that shimmer smile filled with delight together we quiver at each other's sight you hold me first embrace so tight i feel your thirst its a perfect night your heart beats with mine our lips lock the clock stops in time hard as a rock im taken away we dare not part as we move united i feel your dart piercing through me depths unknown together we travel together we moan all our energy consumed we collapse in each others arms sweet contentions our bodies soar nestled in your arms peaceful and sound dreaming of you until our next round
Lounge Playmate Ria Would like To invite you to Come play with her and unwind at the BBW Playgirl Mansion
I Must Wonder
I write this knowing my answers. I just feel like I need to get the questions to speak. Is there something so wrong with being even somewhat different? I am a walking conflict at times. Often at odds with myself. You see, I tend to not think so very well of myself. This is what I do. Yet at the same time I often think I am better than a lot of other people. I try to do things that set me apart from others. Things like work harder, maintain my integrity, even things like having a strong sense of personal hygiene. Today I've been ridiculed and ripped on by people because of one of those things. You see, I like to smell good, I like to use good hair products, I like to dress at least fairly well. When did it become unacceptable for a straight male to do those things? Apparently, because I am a straight guy I'm not permitted to like the shoes I like. I'm not permitted to be smart when it comes to shopping. I'm not permitted to shop at a salon for the hair s
We Are Supposed To Be Adults. Grow The Hell Up!
Okay,so everyone has a blog and I guess it was about time that I wrote one. This will be my only one, so pay attention. I hate drama. I hate liars. I hate that so many people come on sites like this to actually meet people and end up with a bunch of bull shit drama. Listen people, we are all fucking adults. Everyone needs to just "grow the hell up" as some people put it. But you know what, most of the people who say that, are the ones that need to be growing up themselves. We all don't have time to be letting bullshit take over our lives. I mean, come on, it's just ridiculous. All I know is if you like drama, are involved with drama, are a FUCKING LIAR, and want to start drama with me, my friends, or family, then just go fuck off. I don't have time for it and I'm not putting up with it. So don't even bother taking the time to look at my pics or rate my page. Mess with me, my family, or my friends and is on. Ima bitch and I'm not afraid to tell you how it is. And that's all I have to
Seasons Change In Moscow
Fuckin A
I love workin graveyard shift, but right now I am really bummed out Friday, 13th is a paranormal meetup at a Haunted Parlor of the Sheridan Hotel in Chicago, at 8pm. And guess who has to work at HER hotel? FUCK!! This sucks ass, dammit. WHY?!
This Is Getting Weird
For three nights in a row I have wakened each night at the same time... 2 am. I am getting tired of this and I need my sleep. Last night I took half of a Melatonin pill .. I just took a half of another ... one day I hope to get a full eight hours of sleep.
Our Reality
Our Reality I close my eyes before I sleep, All I see is the willows weep, Morning arises, Much to all the surprises, I see your true beauty reviled to me, In your eyes I gaze, And lost in your heart as I pray, Holding hands on this very day, Loving you for all eternity; Is thy truth to you from me, I wish to hold you in my arms, And make our dreams, Into our reality! By: Jess L. Burris Jr. Date:10-23-08
Woundering Through The Sea
Wondering Through The Sea Through the seas I have wonder, And the mines I have seen, Nothing is great then thy words in deed, I am open to you as a book should be open to read, Thy heart is there for ye to keep, Things may change in the future for you and me, But, Thy feelings will stay the same for you from me!! By: Jess L. Burris Jr.
I Try N I’m Trying To Keep My Cool
You said things was fine and it’s just been a little up and down It’s not fine you told a lie it’s not up and down its just going down How can you blame me of cheating when I ain’t done a thang I sit here day in and day out taking care of our child Yet why do I feel like I’m not being treated as one but as a child You sit there with your back turned to me texting and trying to buddy buddy I asked you to meet my friends I didn’t ask for you to try and be best friends with them Do you haft to be controlling are you trying to piss me off I don’t get it what are you trying to do cause all your doing is pissing me off I keep my mouth shut and I bottle it up just to try an make this work But this chapter is about to be torn and ripped out of this book And all information of you changed to the controlling baby mamma The baby mamma and all her bullshit drama.
Tired Of All The Lies Tired Of All The Bull Shit
Tired of all the lies tired of all the bull shit Sick of and fed up will all of it I’m tired of feeling like a trapped wolf in a cage I’m caged and can’t get out being nothing more than a slave I keep retreating further inside my self; starting to feel like I’m in some sort of cave The entrance is blocked and you’re the one standing in the way Never talking to me about what’s troubling just bitching about you day Then when it comes to our child you bitch whenever I go against what you say I can’t keep going on like this it’s not healthy for me I keep bottle ling every thing up and sooner our later I’m going to explode on thee I’m going to rant rave yell and scream till you get pissed at me And I won’t care cause I finally said what I had to say and won’t care if you’re pissed
The Way
murderd in the alleys of the city frost bitten against flagpoles pawned by females educated in the dark...for the dark pukin' in gas station fuckin' toilets or in rented rooms full of roaches and rats no wonder I seldom sing anymore the useless wars the useless years the useless loves and they ask me "why do you drink so much?" well...i suppose the days were made to be wasted the years and the lusts were made to be wasted i don't cry, and it helps to laugh- it's like purging dreams, ideals poisons don't ask me to sing laughing IS singing to me you see?'s all a terrible joke Christ shoulda laughed on the cross it woulda PETRIFIED His killers now theres more killers than ever and i've written this shit... for them
25 Random Things
Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you or because I thought you'd say something entertaining. (To do this, go to “NOTES” under tabs on your "PROFILE" page (you may have to add the tab by clicking on the + sign), click on "Compose New Message" and paste these instructions in the body of the note, type your 25 random things, tag 25 people (in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish. I know for a fact that I didn't tag 25 people, but that's ok....tag as many as you want. long as I am one of them. 1. I'm allergic to latex. 2. I like to eat cottage cheese with peaches. 3. I feel insecure in crowds. 4. I don't like using my first name. 5. I used to want to be a Navy pilot. 6. I enlisted in the Air Force once. 7. I don't like to go to
Time To Move On/ Jaa
Hey Guy's just lookin for friend's
To All That Care And Fuck The Ones Who Dont.
well me and hollie just got back from the dr. we are having our first boy. we are both really excited. the due date is july 5th. the day befoire my deciesed grandmothers birthday that i miss so much. to all who read feel free to reply. if whats important to me isn't important to you then do yourself a favor and save me a lot of wasted time and breath to tell you to go jack a donkey... until next time.. \m/BLEED BRUTAL\m/
The Good Fight
You put up a good fight sweetheart and now you can rest. I'll see you again someday. Love You XOXOXOXO
Just reactivated my yahoo-messi-account, if someone wants to meet me there, tell me;-)
For Cats Lovers And Not Only!
Things To Learn From Your Cat Don't they always land on their feet? If a cat owns you, chances are you have a few yarns you can unravel about your kitty's capricious nature. Allow me to share: my late kitty Moushie, for instance, used to lick my earlobes each night before we went to sleep. Another cat of mine, an orange Ragdoll named Bobby used to tap on a set of small chimes, which I'd hung on my doorknob, whenever he deemed it time for me to let him go outside. And my childhood feline, Snoozy, who was diagnosed with an "attitude problem" by the vet, peed everywhere but in his litter box. Once, he urinated on a suitcase before I was due to leave on a trip and on a geography project, which I'd foolishly left by the door. Cats, however, don't only serve as furry entertainment, they can teach us a thing or two. Cats find fun everywhere they go It may just be a piece of tinfoil to you, but to Ms. Kitty it's an hour of enjoyment. Cats live in the moment. Consequently every act
Story Intro..
I am a writer and have had several ppl ask me about my stories. I write several kind. Fiction, Erotic and True Stories. Because of interests in these, I will be posting them here in my blog. I hope you will read and enjoy them. Please feel free to leave comments. All good and bad are accepted. They will help me grow and become a better writer. Thank you.
Would You Like Them Here Or There?
Sarah’s bedtime story last night was Dr. Seuss’ “Green Eggs and Ham”. For those who don’t know the plot, Sam is in and out of another character’s life to urge him to try green eggs and ham. For me, something about the color green would turn me off, but after several improbable travels to a house with a mouse and a fox in a box and a goat in a car and then on a boat, the unnamed co-narrator tries green eggs and ham and finds he likes them a lot! Or he was hungry and wanted Sam-I-am to shut up … that reads like the cynic’s version, but the book itself is so short (even shorter than “The Cat in the Hat”, Sarah’s favorite in the Seuss collection we have) the adult in me is wanting to not cheer up sometimes. Not that adults or “grups” are all bad; someone does need to drive the cars and operate the machinery and spend the money. No, THEY can do the last one! Last night for my wife’s birthday we all went out to dinner at Up The Creek, a local bar and grill Martha and I usually go to
Real Woman
Life Is Good....
Hey everyone..long time no see. Yea i know i've been neglecting this site. well not so much neglecting but more like ignoring. life stuff..hey it happens..or should be happening. neways so yea a lot has been happening in my a bf than he cheated on me and broke it off on freaken christmas day..yea no comment...than have a new bf..still with him and it's going good so far. we both like where it's going and he's a super sweet guy. we'll see how this one goes, cross your fingers. Just last week i decided to find out more info on art colleges. so i signed up for more info on the International Academy of Design & Technology for graphic design. they called me up and said if i wanted to go visit. so i went..applied. had an actual interview with my art portfolio (they thought i've been doing classes already with graphic design..that's how impressed they were with my portfolio) and they accepted me. they don't accept just anyone. which is why they do interviews. so i was accept
Love And Pain Again....
"Storm" How long have I been in this storm? So overwhelmed by the ocean's shapeless form Water's getting harder to tread With these waves crashing over my head If I could just see you Everything would be all right If I'd see you This darkness would turn to light And I will walk on water And you will catch me if I fall And I will get lost into your eyes I know everything will be alright I know everything is alright I know you didn't bring me out here to drown So why am I ten feet under and upside down Barely surviving has become my purpose Because I'm so used to living underneath the surface If I could just see you Everything would be all right If i'd see you This darkness would turn to light And I will walk on water And you will catch me if I fall And I know everything will be alright I know everything will be alright
Imvu Shooting Range : Complaining About Users
the proof that people doesn't read profile. on mine, i told : dont fan me because i wont fan you back. SO WHY PEOPLE ARE FANING ME !? i have at this moment 76 fans ! i dont know any of them (exept one or two people) and i m fan of only one person, because i love this person. anyway, why i m complaining, people are so fake here.
Soldier In Iraq - Just Joined Today
wizardtatguy@ fubar Please help me welcome my friend to fubar.
Comment Bombing Event Coming Soon
Lord Wolf Presents The Morph Challenge Bombers are Welcome Angel, Kingdom of Rogue's .Is The Morph Model Angel Created by Flutter By.Manager Fu Bombers Angel Created by The Watcher,Confederated Bombers Lifer,Recruiter,Best Bomber on Fubar Angel 2 of 2 Created by Myself,Lord Wolf.Retired Bomber Angel Kingdom of Rogue's.Created by Master Morpher Silverado Co Owner Kingdom of Rogue's,Retired Bomber Seeking other Morphers from other Familys,All Morphs are Created from Kingdom of Rogue's Model Angel. Winner of Morph Challenge will recieve 25 Fubling Credit. Objective Godfather Quest
Cowgirl In The Sand
Hello cowgirl in the sand Is this place at your command? Can I stay here for a while? Can I see your sweet sweet smile? Old enough now to change your name When so many love you is it the same? It's the woman in you that makes you want to play this game. Hello ruby in the dust Has your band begun to rust? After all the sin we've had I was hopin' that we'd turn back Old enough now to change your name When so many love you is it the same? It's the woman in you that makes you want to play this game. Hello woman of my dreams Is this not the way it seems? Purple words on a grey background To be a woman and to be turned down Old enough now to change your name When so many love you is it the same? It's the woman in you that makes you want to play this game.
Heres Another Newbie
Help him out if you would fred757@ fubar
Showers And Growers
First of all: It is 8 days, 15 hours, 9 minutes and 0 seconds until Saturday, February 14, 2009 at 9:50:00 AM (Baltimore time) Second of all: Who the hell has ever fucking heard of showers and growers. I grew up with this term. They actually taught it in our sex ed class. Mother fucker. A shower is someone who's dick is impressive in size and length when soft, but doesn't get too much bigger when hard. A grower is someone who's dick is medium to small when soft, but grows to substantial proportions when hard. Example: A shower's dick could be 4 inches soft, 6 inches hard. A growers dick could be 2 inches soft, but 7 inches hard. Ect. How many other people have heard of this.
It's Official!!
Justin Britt has known for some time where he was going to play college football. Tuesday night, he made sure he dotted his ‘I’s” and cross his “T’s,” and on Wednesday, it became official, as he faxed a signed national letter-of-intent to play at the University of Missouri to the Tiger coaching staff. “I was like freaking out last night, I was like, ‘I have to make this right,’” he said. “I was going real slow when I signed it. I signed it last night, then I came to school and (LHS head coach Will) Christian faxed it over. Then I called them and talked to like, 12 (MU) coaches. “It is a thrill.” Unlike a few of his fellow members of the 2009 Tiger recruiting class, the 6-foot-6, 270-pound offensive lineman said he never wavered after announcing his verbal commitment on June 16. The Tigers signed 25 players on Wednesday, and were anxiously awaiting word whether a few of them, including five star recruit Sheldon Richardson, would honor their verbal commitment. “Solid al
Life's Story
There was this girl named Nicole that lived in a small town. She was born into a loving and caring family. She had blonde hair and the deepest blue eyes you had ever seen before. Her life was goin great until she was about 12 years old.It was November 14, 1998 Nicole got up just like any other day and got ready for school. She walked down to the end of the road to catch the bus. What Nicole didnt know was that while she was at school her mother was at home packing up her bedroom. She got off the bus and started to walk up the road to her house. As she was topping the hill she noticed that all her brothers and sisters was at the house. She started to think if it was someones birthday and noone came to mind. So she didnt pay any attentaion to and opened the door and walked in. Nicole was stunned at what she saw. It was her mother sittin at the kitchen table crying. Nicole's sister walks up to her and asks her to come back to the bedroom with her. So Nicole goes back with her sister to he
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Child Drowning Prevention
This is without a doubt, The MOST Incredible video I have seen.!!! How did they hold the mom back to do this!!? It doesn't matter who you are, or how busy you are. This is a 'must watch' video, and I hope you'll pass it along.
♥sinfully Sweet Addiction♥
195k to GodMama Lets show her some FU-Luv people ♥Sinfully Sweet Addiction♥No Empty Requests Accepted♥READ PROFILE!!!♥@ fubar
Auction Time...come Place Your Bids
Come bid on me... Ill rate all ur pix during auto 11 or w/o ..Your choice..Auction ends on Friday 5:00... Heres what Im offering... Heres the link......
Life In General
did you ever stop to think that your life was supposed to be different but you just didnt know what or how to change it. your life passes you by and you can only catch glimpses of what you are going through and thinking about what you could be different in your life? do you look at yourlife and think i couldnt have it any better than i do right now. i thought that, for a long time ithought i had the perfect life, a loving attentive husband who treated me good, 2 beautiful boys who make my world go round. then one day i stopped. i was out shopping in a store and something made me just stop in my tracks. i looked at all the women walking around, their kids either screaming in the carts or the kids were picking up everything and putting it in the cart and the mom was totally oblivious to them. there she was walking at a slow pace looking sideways as if to wonder if she got everything on her list. i looked at the empty look on her face and then there was another. and another. why w
Can A Man And A Woman Really Be Just Friends?
Can a man and a woman really be just friends? I know it might not sound like a bad thing, but some times it is. I know yall might seem to remember me complaining about this before, but I just had a very strange "eventful" evening at a friends house, which yes just happens to be a girl. Well her mom is a complete.........................Yeah no matter what is going on she finds something to yell about. Well I was on the phone with my friend while she was waiting on her mom to come out of Walgreens. Well her mom climbs in the truck and I over hear her trying to yell some thing so I could hear it. What was it you might ask, "tell him he needs to be with you, after all he is perfect for you and to top it off he is a great guy." Yes that is right I don't know many parents that don't like me, matter of fact can't think of any that don't. Then I was helping them do a little painting and her mom comes right out and ask me how I felt about her daughter, well I couldn't lie. So I sai
Crazy In Love
Crazy in love in love with you I am in an unbelievable dream but this dream is true You're my queen and my heart shall you hold your fingers are like magic everything you touch turns gold your that "it" that completes my life i know that i love you I don't have to think twice your presence brings me joy that my spirit can't overcome attached to you forever like seed inside a plum you're the cure to a broken and damaged heart all of these talents yet unique and smart my love for you is loose and it's floatin high above you make me feel so good thats y i am crazy in love....
Now I Must
Now I Must this road that ive walked so long has come to a dead end now i must turn around and find my way down its curves and crossroads now i must become someone i dont want to be and never had any intention of becoming now i must stop thinking of you and think of myself and do what i must do to stop following the same road the road that leads to you and to heartbreak.
You Might Be A Liberal If.....
In the spirit of good-natured relations, (and since we have to put up with their nonsense and fuckery for the next 4 years!), I submit this list. Enjoy! ================================================================================================== YOU MIGHT BE A LIBERAL DEMOCRAT IF... 1. You think that burning the US Flag is acceptable, because it's just a swatch of cloth and doesn't mean anything, but that flying the Confederate Stars & Bars is unacceptable, because it's a symbol of HATRED. 2. You believe that government should make a special effort to hire members of traditionally oppressed groups, such as African-Americans (except for Clarence Thomas, Colin Powell and Condoleezza Rice). 3. You think that protesting outside of a US Marine recruiting office in the Peoples Republic of Berkeley is protected by your 1st Amendment rights, and think that protesting outside an abortion clinic is not. 4. If you believe that posting the "Ten Commandments" in school
Closer & Closer!
The days seem to be going by so damn fast nowadays, I've got 13 days before going in for this porcedure & yet I'm still tripping out over it. I've heard some good things & some bad, but just not ready to do it myself. I do hope you all keep me in your prayers as I do with all of you every night... Once I'm back on my feet I'll most likely be on more often just have to see what may come.... Much love from your friend Jaime!
Sports Illustrated Swimsuit Edition
Want a copy of the Sports Illustrated annual swimsuit issue? You won't be able to buy it at Wal-Mart... I'm just sayin...
A Woman Left Lonely--ms. Joplin, My Bestest Girl
Flower In The Sun--janis With Kozmic Blues Band
March For Babies
Do your good deed for the year and donate, or walk. This is an amazing cause. This for babies. Your babies. All babies. If you are interested in donating here is my daughters sponsor link in memory of my grandson Nicholas Tyler Grant August 11, 2006. To all that support thank you and if you would like to know more on our story let me know.
Hide Away...
Alone and blind I stumble through this life Fated to wear the scars of my past This badge of disgrace haunts me I fear my own reflection now I've often asked if I should just disappear I feel now that it would be best Such pain and misery have I caused I've broken unbreakable bonds Shattered the mirror of my soul Dragged myself to pieces on this path I've chosen I know I must stop this self destruction I just don't know how There must be a way to end this Should I hide away or face the edge?
All Good Things...
am lost to desolation, My cold heart, Still bleeding in my hands. Betrayed by failure, time, and distance. I let love slip thru my hands. My hearts chalice Lost and empty The wounds now left, they seem unending. No healing found at my command. Pendragons flight, no more, Now vanquished, Just stardust ash, on desert sands. Yes, all good things must end it seems. So how do you tell when Love is real? or is Love real? I have to wonder sometimes.
Our Video On U Tube
Hi Folks.. Just posted a Video on UTube ..our first .. Made by Paul on our ride to Fl last summer... Leave a comment if ya drop by Utube and check it out... Sondra & Paul Direct Link: Embed Video:
Madea Lol...
i can be like this when i am mad lmfaooooooooo
Broken Hearted
ok so 3 days ago i get home and mom hands me a note that bud has left for me saying that he has made the decision that our relationship cant work and he isnt ready for this relationship and he wants to see other people...what i dont get is that the night before he was all i love you i cant wait to see you blah blah blah....i know a week or so before we had talked and he said he wanted to see other ppl and call off our engagement but we had talked and what i thought jointly decided to work on the things that were bothering him like how i wasnt raised in the church of christ and how i believe and support gay rights and marriage or in the womans right to choose whether she wants an abortion or not i do not support the act of abortion but i do support a womans rite to choose...anyways when he came and left the note he took the 360 he got me for christmas and the engagement ring and then changed his number and blocked my number from calling his house and took me off his myspace so when i fi
Does Anyone Know How We Came This Far
once it was fun, not knowing what to expect, one year yonder its smells of regret now i just wonder what went wrong listening to broken down songs once i would go to end of world, now im reluctant to answer your call you let me go while keeping me close the strings have been replaced so there no longer traced, im running away but end up in same place watching me run then pulling me back evil spies for simple lies painting the picture ive done the wrong when i ask? you say not long, you let me go while keeping me close the strings have been replaced so there no longer traced all thoughts revolve around you meandering toying with inconspiciuos tastes im just a piece in your headlights only needed at night fighting running scraping with emotions does anybody know how we came this far???? does anybody know how we came this far???? does anybody know how we came this far???? does anybody know how we came this far???? you let me go while keeping me c
You Are A Little Scared of Commitment You're open to getting serious with someone... though you can't entirely imagine it. Maybe you haven't met the right person. Maybe you haven't gotten to the right point in your life. Your reaction to commitment is very normal - especially if you're young or have been burned before. Give it time. You'll probably be ready for a serious relationship sooner than you think. Are You Afraid of Commitment?
String me up on your canvas of envious lust. Crucify me with the quills I scrawled my soul with. Bleed from me my words of earnest infatuation and drink from the sweet, bold red it renders. You have had your fill, you have sipped your last. For I will give no more. Masked pricked drained and slain. My husk has nothing left for you. An offering must be made a sacrifice an allowance. For this devoted acolyte to continue the goddess must praise caress surrender. Perhaps then I will stir with life again perhaps then my heart can be tapped for the harvest. Because a deity without worship is less than a pariah in a pantheon. Without feeling, without emotion without devotion- there can be no avatar no pious manifestation of her will no body or spirit to inhabit only the idea, the theory the absence. Tonight the goddess kneels to my altar. Or she will reap her loving disciple's wilting wrath.
Drunken Ramblings...
i'm drunk as hell. can't type to save my life. making drunken salutes. who wants one? yay for alkyhawl yay me! *streaks through blog nakie* *Backspace used: 25 times in this blog* i suck. lol.
Please Read New Friend!!!
Hey All You New Friends!!! I Love Geting THem And I LOVE Showin Them Love...SO If You Wanna GEt Some Love In Return Private Messag Me And Lemme Know ya Rate Me...Then I Will Be MORE Than Happy To Return The Love...Cuz That's What Sharing Is!! Now On To Serial Stuff.. I TOTALLY HAVE A BOYFRIEND. AND I'M TOTALLY PREGNANT WITH HIS CHILD...I REALLY LOVE HIM AND WILL NEVER FIND A MAN AS GOOD AS HIM IN MY EYES. PLEASE DON'T TRY AND PERV ME PLEASE DON'T WASTE TIME...I DISLIK HAVING TO TAKE TIME OUT OF MY DAY TO GO TO YER PAGE DIS-ADD YOU AND THEN BLOCK YOU. IT'S ANNOYING. SO JUST DON'T TRY.... KAY Haveing Just Said All That...I FULL ON Appreciate Your Friend Request And Hope We Make A Friendly Connection!!! Have Some Freakin Good Clean Fun... xoxo ♥Nichole
Very Exclusive Nudist Colony
A man joined a very exclusive nudist colony. On his first day he took off his clothes and started to wander around the area. A gorgeous petite blonde walked by, and the man immediately got an erection. The woman noticed his erection, came over to him and asked, 'did you call for me?' The man replied, 'No, what do you mean?' She said, 'You must be new here. Let me explain. It's a rule here that if you get an erection, it implies you called for me.' Smiling, she led him to the side of the swimming pool, laid down on a towel eagerly pulled him to her and happily let him have his way with her. Later, the man continued to explore the colony's facilities. He entered the sauna and as he sat down, he farted. Within seconds a huge, hairy man lumbered out of the steam room toward him. 'Did you call for me? ' asked the hairy man. 'No, what do you mean?' replied the newcomer. 'You must be new.' answered the hairy man, 'It's a rul
Come Bid On Me Please
Wild Side....
Come Join me there. =] It will be hot. ;]
Meeting New People
I just want to say that I have met some very interesting people on this site. Some are really nice and then there are some that are really mean. But I guess you will have that. This isn't really about anything in particular. Just wanted to say thanks to my true friends on here.You know who you are!!
Fantasy 4
its a full moon out this night,as a young man walks down the streets of the city of the man is walking he starts looking around haveing never seen such a bright city before.the young man keeps walking but then suddenly stops,as he hears a woman crying out.but looking around he realises nobody but him can hear it.the young man starts walking faster looking for where the cries are comeing from,as he is walking he turns down a lonely street still hearing the woman cry out.he starts walking down the lonely street looking for her,and as he approaches a alley he sees 3 men with a woman backed into a corner her shirt ripped open exposeing her bare breast's.he also notices the woman's skirt is torn as well.stepping into the alley the young man flies into a rage grabbing one of the men quickly breaking his neck with very little effort,quickly turning to the next man he grabs the man from behind and throws the man head first into a near by brick wall crushing the mans head.the last man st
I awake in the morning Sun dancing on my face And my first thought is you I look over to the other side of the bed Wishing you were there Do you think of me like I think of you I feel as though we belong together But are so far apart Why can't anything work for us I know one day in life We will come together And I hope it won't be too late But I fear it may be My heart carries you every morning and night As well as my soul....
Can U Feel It In Ur Heart?
Can't run away from love if yo cannot feel Everything falls apart in a tragedy I am so far away from gone I just wanna be here Everyone forms apart in my symphony Can you feel this in your heart Can you take it to your soul I dont want you to pretend I dont wanna be alone Feels like im torn apart And i cannot bleed Caught in the web you made This just cant be real I am so far away from gone I just wanna be here Everyone falls apart in this tragedy I dont wanna be alone Inside ive changed Everyday i'll live through this alone
My First Blog!
Ok well first let me say Hello!!! Second, I can't type long as it will wake my son up lol (He's sleepin' out here in the livin' room). I wanted to thank you for all the wonderful comments! Though I don't get on here much, it's great to come here and have messages lol! It does really make my day . Ok, well this was boring for you to read I'm sure haha! I will try and blog more often . One last thing on Sunday (the 8th) I turn 40 yikes!! ! I don't think I wanna LMAO!! Welll, I still feel 25 inside so screw this age thing lmaoooo!! Hope all is well with all my friends, and all my new ones to come !! Smile, love hard, and laugh -really hard every day and "LIFE" won't seem so bad! Many Kisses XX !! ~ Amy xxoo
hey everyone, sorry i haven't been online much. my little ass has been buzy since my cast finally was taken off. no one wanted to touch me while my cast was one. weeks and weeks of being alone - boy did it suck. suddenly i'm at the top of hit, beat, and fuck list. OH YEAH i LIKE THAT, GIGGLE GIGGLE. And the drugs have been good to. luv u Tara
Hell On Earth
LOOKING FOR THE BEST DAMN PARTY AROUND ? WELCOME TO HELL ON EARTH Where the demons run free and drink Patron all night while listening to the hottest DJs on Fubar So if your looking for some fun and a hell of a good time come on in and join us.....IF YOUR NOT TOO SCARED Also looking for DJs,,,if your interested come in and talk to DJ Craig Mac
There Comes A Time....
There comes a everyones life where they reach a point to where everything else in thier life just becomes meaningless...except for one person or thing or just maybe an idea. I belive for once I am at that point. The time to make choices for the future is at hand. To fight, ...its a hard choice to make. Do you place your faith on hope. What is hope anyway? The ideal that it will get easier. That for once maybe you can breathe a little better? That its not so hard? That your life for once can make just a little bit more sense? I've fought so hard already and isnt this life just full of things you seem to already struggle for? Then you think...when you give up on all that you know when you reach out for that once certain thing will you regret it in the end? I guess its the price you pay for life altering choices. Do you ever quit wondering? I know where my heart lies, but I guess what they say is true nothing ever comes easy even something you whole heartedly believe in. Smiles.
New Thing I'ma Start Doin...
So many fuckin people just put a shitload of random pictures of shit and expect people to rate them... Why? I really give a fuck abour a random ass picture of a bananna with a number as a description? Fuck you rate whore ass mufuckas. And to say "Won't add you till you rate them" Or "Won't let you see a picture of my actual self untill they are rated"... Didn't know that's what this shit was about? I understand some people got a thing about rating and so on... Want some internet status to make their lives seem better or something. I personally think it's kind of sad in a funny way, but yeah... SO from now on I'ma just start blocking people who do that shit... Also, if I see some clearly doctored picture, they'll be on the block list. Don't care if it's a cut out of your face and you threw it on some supermodel... Are you that ashamed of yourself? You gotta make some desperate pathetic attempt to make it "look like" you have someone elses body? OH or the fuckin morphing pictures. A fu
Turn The Other Way.. Avenged Sevenfold
Got my ticket already! Yay! Slit my wrists, take away the pain. Slit my throat, there's no one to blame. Lost in the fields of confusion. Restless nights, they're not far away. Away, what. I came here for something and I'm not turning back. Strong piece of mind but you still hold my keys. Keeping my fate deep within your threshold. Petty inconvenience but it means the world to me. You have the power. To set me free. Caught in your grasp, how? Just let me be. Give me control out. Out of these depths. A fiery hell. I pray for death. I've been the wrong one time and time again. Now I'm on my knees forgive me please. Tore out my heart, handed to me on a silver platter. Sew up the hole, emptiness in the place of compassion. You made me this way. I am the product of your creation. Sew up the hole, right now, Now you look the other way. You've turned away from me, The future's much to far away to see. I hope you learn the truth, not the way things wer
Christy Is In A Contest....
Christy is in a contest and needs our help...please go to her page and check her blog out...thanks ladies and have a great weekend xoxoxo ¢¾Christy¢¾ஐ*ღmember of Dangerous Curvesღ*ஐ@ fubar
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My Situation....
Ok, so here's the deal, for anyone who wants to kno... I went to court on Thursday. Basically my lawyer screwed me over and didnt do a fuckin thing for me. So I ended up gettin locked up. They sentenced me to 4 months. I was able to bond out cuz I am appealing the decision. So I go back to court on April 15th. Im hiring a lawyer, and hopin that this one will help me more than the court appointed. But if he cant help me anymore than she did, Ill end up going back to jail for those 4 months. Its not a long time, and I can deal with it, but still not lookin forward to it. I just wanted to let u all know what was going on in my life. Feel free to comment or messge me or whatever. Thanks in advance for the fu-love and support. Your Fallen Angel
Thank You!!
I want to say thank you to all of you for such a warm welcome back and also thank you for all your fubux donations...I was very surprised that all of you did that for me and I can't tell you how much it means to me!! I'm so glad to be back even tho I feel totally lost right now lol. I'm catching up on things slowly but surely tho so just bare with me. If any of you need ANYTHING don't hesitate to hit me up. Much love to all of you...this fam REALLY is the best :D ~BREED~
The Dragons
Pound the rhythm Feel the beat Strumming through you Like unseen heat The rush of power Course through your veins Through the heart of a dragon You won't feel the same Terrible eyes pierce you soul Centuries of life And stories untold One word tells many Though unspoken the thought The lessons he teaches So many are untaught A might maw holds terrible teeth Though delicatly he speaks so silently Thunderous roar like the crashing of thunder Every movement is grace never a blunder So pound the rythm And feel the beat The heart of a dragon Is a wonderous thing.
Mending Wall
i, like most, have had to write a paper about this at one time or another. I think it was the only "A" i received in any class that was not math. lol Mending Wall by Robert Frost Something there is that doesn't love a wall, That sends the frozen-ground-swell under it, And spills the upper boulders in the sun; And makes gaps even two can pass abreast. The work of hunters is another thing: I have come after them and made repair Where they have left not one stone on a stone, But they would have the rabbit out of hiding, To please the yelping dogs. The gaps I mean, No one has seen them made or heard them made, But at spring mending-time we find them there. I let my neighbor know beyond the hill; And on a day we meet to walk the line And set the wall between us once again. We keep the wall between us as we go. To each the boulders that have fallen to each. And some are loaves and some so nearly balls We have to use a spell to make them balance: 'Stay wher
Dewey Martin
LOS ANGELES (AP) — Dewey Martin, the muscular, gregarious drummer and singer who helped found the pioneering country rock band Buffalo Springfield with Neil Young and Stephen Stills, has died. He was 68. Martin was found dead Sunday by a roommate in his Van Nuys apartment, longtime friend Lisa Lenes said. She said Martin had health problems in recent years and she believed he died of natural causes. Martin, along with Young, Stills, singer-songwriter-guitarist Richie Furay and bassist Bruce Palmer, formed Buffalo Springfield in Los Angeles in 1966 and quickly became one of the hottest live acts on the West Coast, helped in part by the grinning, blond Martin. Their self-titled debut album included the hit "For What It's Worth," a solemn observation of 1960s turmoil. They would later produce such classics as "Bluebird" and "Rock & Roll Woman" and Martin's husky vocals were featured at the start of another Springfield favorite, Young's "Broken Arrow." The band broke up in 1968
People Are Different...
"...conflict is the primary engine of creativity and innovation. People don't learn by staring into a mirror; people learn by encountering difference." -- Ronald Heifetz In his book, ‘Men, Women and Relationships,’ John Gray says, "People are different. Recognizing this fundamental truth is essential for creating positive and loving relationships. In practice, however, ... we demand that the people in our lives feel, think, and behave as we would. And when they react differently we make them wrong or invalidate them; we try to fix them when they really need understanding and nurturing; we try to improve them when instead they need acceptance, appreciation and trust." We each bring different gifts to this world. We each have different work to do. Our lives are enriched when we can celebrate these differences rather than resent, resist and reject them. As we get more secure in who we are, we get more compassionate toward others. "Homogeneity makes for healthy milk but ane
Its A New Day
Well Its Sunday morning and we have no control of this angry mother nature ..11 fires are now chasing the state of Victoria ..yes Im tired yes Im sad yes Im angry all these emotions and more .we still have to identify the 6 found dead in their car yesterday at kinglake -the other deaths are 6 at kinglake west - 4 at wandong - 3 humevale -1 bendigo-1 Authurs creek ... The highway is blocked cars left no one to be found the winds have picked up and now the speed of this fire is nothing like I can remember . We could see it coming for us we were in the troup carrier so all we could do was stop cover ourselves in a blanket and block all vents ect and i hid under the dash of the truck under the streering wheel.I could hear it coming and i could feel the heat the noise -No tears just tried to slow my breathing .the car was so hot the blanket was heavy then i heard the glass crack and the noise of the fire started to leave .After removing the blanket and opening the door my breath was short
Broken Dreams - Track 1 - Back Again
Broken Dreams None of the characters in this story are real and any relation to anyone dead or living is pure luck. I apologize for any wrong use of United Kingdom English because I am not that familiar with United Kingdom slang. Any input would be welcome and any flaming will be ignored. This is the sequel to my story "Bad November". If you haven’t read that stop then please read it first. Also if 2 male characters being romantically involved sickens you please don't read. If you're still interested please keep reading. One last note, if anyone wishes to copy my story please get permission first (Not that I think that will happen but who knows). Lyrics from Back Again Back and forth we seem to sway/ One day we are perfect/ The next day we hate/ Back again to the beginning/ Someone stop the ride Track 1 – Back Again In a few days I will be returning home to the United States. I am filled with conflicting emotions because of a particular change that occurred to me w
Poem - Called Plee Of A Broken Heart
I'm tryinng to forget what you did to me, i'm giveing you another chance, you broke my heart and pushed me back, i thought we'd come so far, i'm putting myself out there, i'm fighting with myself, i'm battleing and struggling, just to be with you, you've made so many promises, all ones ive heard before, i only hope its true this time, am i fool for believing you? am i fool for forgiving you? am i fool just for loving you? my heart plee's with you, plee's you not to hurt me again, plee's you to keep your word, plee's you to make me fall in love with you again, earn my trust, earn my love, earn my faith, give me a reason to believe again. And please from the bottom of this broken heart, dont deceive me again.
Just One Rate Please
Fuck The World
Have a pretty shitty day, month come to think of it so I just thought I would share how I feel. FUCK THE WORLD AND EVERY FUCKING PERSON IN IT! Thank you and have a nice day.
Need You To Know
i needed you to know. if it takes my whole damn life. i will make you feel the love i have for you. i cant control my feelings for you. i dream of us laying on the beach. the waves splashing us while we making love. i could never let you go. i needed you to know. if it takes my whole damn life. you will know love does exist. when i see a fallen star i wish for your pain to go away. i needed you to know. i want to take your pain away. i want to be there to hold you.
Cause I Love You
i want you to change you life. i will give you my soul. i want you to be happy. i don't mind dying. as long i die for you my love. its start with you. you don't have to be scared anymore. cause im here for you. and i love you. my heart will never change. as long I'm alive. the fear i have is losing you. i will give you my soul. i want you to be happy. i don't mind dying. as long i die for you my love. its cause i love you. i don't want anything to change between us. i can hold you forever. i take all the bad memories you had. as long you are happy. i want you to be happy. cause i love you
Death betrays life There is no weaning off of life. Stealing life explanations Breaking a trust thought to be earned. Spirit vanishes Tears are plenty There are no apologies And what is there to forgive? Who would care? How do you forgive one that has passed? No more answers or explanations Only the pain of not knowing Confusion of the unknown Wisdom is lost Time is gone My love? Where does it go now? Is there one to receive it? Everything is gone... blank.. dark Cold and numb Trying to look past it Into a brighter future What lessons do you bring with me? All alone to face it Only memories and a few glimpses of hope Will my spirit ever restore? Can anyone be trusted Keep my words, memories, and love Looking up for an answer But Death is but a tool to deliver the final betrayal Feb 2009 Written by Krystal
Me Raw
This is me...the truth and nothing but...ask and ye shall receive 1. I have a tendency to be overly optimistic and hopeful even in the worst circumstances. 2. I love being pregnant....and though I want to wait a while after this little one Id like to have 2 or 3 more kids 3. I am torn between city and country........New York.... is the love of my life, but I find myself craving the outdoors and trees and even bugs 4. I tend to reminisce on the past in the most odd of circumstances 5. I have a fascination with serial killers and the holocaust and need to read as much as I can about both 6. I could eat sushi everyday for the rest of my life and be perfectly happy 7. I wish I could go back to school in the real way. Not that I would want to change my life but I wish I had had the experience of dorming and living away. 8. I think there is nothing sexier then an accent...and a kilt 9. I totally believe I should have been born in the 1950's and dated James Dean....or some other
Epic Fail......
so i have a really good friends i kinds like i know he doesn't like me the same....whatever I'm cool with it i do know he finds me attractive we've fooled around before...never had sex tho. Well i right now I'm boy friend less that doesn't really bug me. But with being boyfriend less I'm also not getting any. I won't sleep with just anyone, you know... so I'm not going to go search someone out just for sex it's not me. Generally to sleep someone i have to really trust them (unless I'm drunk)because i do have self esteem issues and you know body image issues. So i propose to one of my best friends after a while of mustering up courage if he'd like to be friends with benefits. I got turned down..... I feel like a failure as a women..... this shouldn't bug me this much....
I Like This
Accept Me Accept me as I am, I have no guarantee. A claim to perfection I have not. Perfect I cannot be. I, like you, am human. Prone to make mistakes. Failure is not a character flaw, just a part of the human makeup. I live, I laugh and I also learn. My knowledge is incomplete. I am searching all the time, in waking hours as well as sleep. I have a long road to travel, as well as you do. We learn our lessons on the way. Wisdom we shall accrue. So please accept me as I am, because I am just me. No one like me in the world. That is my only guarantee. This is how I feel, I have a heart, open it and see. Please take care. That's all I am, just me.
The Simplest Of Things.
The Simplest of things. Each day I arise, A red cardinal sings, He shows me life’s wonder, In this simplest of things. The unique song of the bird, In all of dawns glory, Shows each days new chance, To change our life’s story. For come rain or shine, Red sings out his heart, His day is beginning, He’s ready to start. Red knows that he reaps, From whatever he sows, So he starts his day singing, And so, fresh hope grows. Red shows that the hope, And what it can bring, Is one of life’s wonders, In this simplest of things.
H Eaded Back I Guess.
Well it appears that I'm heading home after this term, I cant get a student loan to save my life..... and my fafsa covers only around 2000 a term... it was definitely fun while it lasted but alas being poor makes it hard to do anything you wanna do and this was just out of my reach like so many other things I want to do. So much for that dream.. time for me to think up a new one I guess. Wish I could stay up here in Portland but heh wouldn't you know it, no work. Well I guess this is it for now.. Later if any one really reads this..
Pimpout For My Great New Owner, Ms. Sassy
Pimpout For My New Owner, MS. SASSY!!!! This is my New Owner, She is a great person and deserves to be shown lots of love. So i am pimping out her and two of her friends. SO HERE THEY ARE: Ms. Sassy{Shadow Leveler} Proud Fu-Owner of Arctic Mermaid and Jade&JacksonsMom~stalker of MzCaBiBBW@ fubar And these are her friends that she has chosen to be pimped out with her: FIREFIGHTING FLIRT WORSHIPER OF MS. SASSY AND SCARLETT@ fubar AND jc9764, Fu Owed by Katt1114 , Promoter for Sinners Paradise@ fubar This Pimpout is Brought To You By: jade&jaksonsmom,25 To Life,Club Mystic,~* Owner of BBW GODDESS*~ Owned by Ms Sassy@ fubar Please show these great people some love!!!
What an unadulterated D-bag. Things aren't going his way so he runs away to Camp David with his tail between his legs? He's a coward and his inexperience is coming through. What a lousy horrible four years of corruption and scandal this is going to be.
Free? Thank Someone Sometimes...
I stole this from MzCABiBBW and think it is VERY important! Luke AFB is west of Phoenix and is rapidly being surrounded by civilization that complains about the noise from the base and its planes, forgetting that it was there long before they were. A certain lieutenant colonel at Luke AFB deserves a big pat on the back. Apparently, an individual who lives somewhere near Luke AFB wrote the local paper complaining about a group of F-16s that disturbed his/her day at the mall. When that individual read the response from a Luke AFB officer, it must have stung quite a bit. Question of the day for Luke Air Force Base: "Whom do we thank for the morning air show? Last Wednesday, at precisely 9:11 A.M, a tight formation of four F-16 jets made a low pass over Arrowhead Mall, continuing west over Bell Road at approximately 500 feet. Imagine our good fortune! Do the Tom Cruise-wannabes feel we need this wake-up call, or were they trying to impress the cashiers at Mervyns early bird
Alone With Everybody
the flesh covers the bone and they put a brain in there and sometimes a soul and the women break vases against the walls and the men drink too much and nobody finds the one but they keep lookin' crawlin' in & out of beds flesh covers the bone and the flesh searches for more than flesh but we can't seem to find the one the city dump fills the junkyards fill the madhouses & prisons fill the graveyards fill nothin' else fills
Rip Regina
I Am The Whirlwind
Go love on this sexy woman while she has auto 11s. Do it because Muad'Dib, Emperor of the known universe commands it. WooGirl pwned by Husky Redneck@ fubar
Towel Tease Photo Contest
My way of giving back to the beautiful ladies at Fubar who share their beautiful and sexy photos. Simple Rules: Submit photo of yourself "teasing" with a towel. Nipples or punami cannot be seen in photo. Face does not need to be shown and you can remain anonymous. I will provide a link to your profile upon request. TOTAL VOTES AND COMMENTS determine winners. First Place gets their choice, then second but I have in mind: 1st - 3 month vip 2nd - auto 11's 3rd - 7 day blast Submission's taken until end of March. Voting April - June Contact me for photo submission otherwise if I come across a photo for the current theme I like I will contact you for permission to enter. Photos will not be viewable until voting starts. During voting period, photos will be viewable by all Fubar members with salutes. When contest ends...friends only.
Quit Being Such A Dirty Slob.
Seriously, you don't have to have money to be clean, you just have to stop being such a lazy pig. I went over to an old buddies house a while back. He had shit laying everywhere and his apartment smelled like mold and ass and dog and smoke and bad food. WTF?! It's easy and cheap to open the windows and air out your pad. Spraying that air freshner just makes it smell like someone shit a pine tree. Clothes and crap laying everywhere. No reason for it. You say your house is a wreck because you have 3 kids? That is total bullshit. Train the little fuckers to pick up there crap after they are done playing. Parents always blame the kids when the parents are too lazy to set a good example. Now as far as smoke, I can't even speak to that. If you smoke, you are already a lost cause. Your breath, skin, and clothes smell like ass. And add coffee to that mix and you smell like you tossed salad on an angry buffalo. You have personal hygene issues to solve before we can talk about that dirty shithol
The Hotel
For weeks now I have been seducing you slowly in the Truth or Dare Chat room, letting you in on my sexual fantasies. My pics have been for your eyes only , hoping they make you hard and more desiring of me. And I have finally gotten my dare , the one I wanted from you . As I wait in the hotel lobby ,lips slightly parted. I see you enter. I take you in from head to toe. You are very handsome, absolutely gorgeous even. I don't hide my eyes growing dark with desire for you or the fact my nipples are hard. A warmth floods my lower stomach. I see you look at my stilettos. Then your eyes travel up my legs to my short ass miniskirt. I see you notice my full breasts in a pink top. I can tell you like it all from my eyes darting to the growing bulge in your pants. I walk closer with a slow rotation of hips and bounce of breasts. I say "Hello darling," in a slight southern drawl. I lean close, making sure my breasts touch you . My hair caresses your arms; the heaviness and the length have you
Real Woman Shit
A real woman is hear and I'm on some real shit. Never undermind anything that you want to do. Be true to youself and that is real. Being grown is being your self and never taking no one bullshit.
Ok this one starts awhile ago so bear with me if this is a lil long. My family and I (hubby, son and I) have been struggling financially for a really long time now due to my diseases Om not even gonna say what the diseases are youd need a translator. Needless to say we got garnisheed for medical bills to the tune of 10,000 dollars which we after 10 yrs finally paid off Jump to recent times my mom and dad have been helping us with food and stuff because I cant get SSI, another fight THEY told me to do for 8 years of my life but won then lost because nooooooo one told us in order for me to get my SSI is to divorce my news for the world of people that know me that AINT happening. Ok present day, I joined world rock radio and got on staff at WRR they saw and continue to see whats deep within me that I never thought was there OMG i love you guys for that!!! well for the last 2 months guess what??? I havent asked my parents for money or food or anything till today cuz my dad
02/10/09 5 Back-to-back Wolfpack Hh's!
WolfPack Is Hosting 5 Back-To-Back Happy Hour's Tuesday February 10th 2009 from 1pm FU-TIME to 5PM FU-TIME. 1PM FU-TIME ~Killa Pu§§y~ Head Giver @ The WolfPack@ fubar 2PM FU-TIME HARLEY™ WolfPackA$$ @ fubar 3PM FU-TIME ♥ßLØÑÐÏËGÜŘL™♥~AKA~TheBlondeTerrorist~ Øwŋëd bý «ÐËËJÄÝTWϧTÄ™»@ fubar 4PM FU-TIME «ÐËËJÄÝŦẄϧŦÄ™»ƆØ» ØWÑË☈/WØŁFPÄƆK» ßLØÑÐÏËGÜ☈L Øwŋëd@ fubar
Lover's Embrace
Lured by eyes beckoning The teasing touch Salt of skin Sweetness of kiss The tang of body's steel Captured by the warmth of arms and the mind's intrigue Passion unfurls Bodys become one Souls join Heart content Rapture!
Thank You
Thank you all my fubar friends for leveling me to disciple , it is the best place to come play! A special Thanks goes to Leadchucker who seems to make good things happen in my life and always brightens my day ! Mismatoosey--Opal
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Fu Owned Valentine's Auction!
I am in serious need for a Valentine's owner! I have some great offers and more to be added, maybe even some special incentives for my bidders ;). I need to be able to spoil someone on Valentine's Day and all through the next month, so come bid on me and let that someone be you!! Here is the link to my auction page: Please repost for me! Thanks

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