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Help Me Win These 11's...
HELP ME WIN AUTO 11'S... IT'S EASY... ALL YA GOTTA DO IS GO TO THE PROFILE BELOW... RATE, FAN, AND SEND A FRIEND REQUEST THAT SAYS THAT SABBY / ROGUE SENT YA!! AND IT WILL BENEFIT YOU TOO!! AS MY FRIENDS, WHEN I HAVE AUTO 11'S ON... YOU WILL BE THE FIRST TO KNOW!! SO COME ON... HELP A HOOKER OUT!! CLICK THE LINK BELOW!! ☼FREYA™☼@ fubar LOVE MY FUBAR FRIENDS!!

Uncover To Recover
74 and continuing the day to day process of maintaining my sanity Addict name Carlton. I recently had to wonder why I was here and since drugs don’t dictate my life like it was in the past. Now I have to the put the excuses of drug usage away and see what it was that is still occupying space in my life. What make my thinking fulgurate and why. Thank God for the process of NA cause I could b hugging them corners looking for unavailable love. It was suggested I change my playground, playmates, and play stool toys. Some things aren’t that possible, but maintaining a strong present of determination while I am still in transition is critical for my on going process. Starting my inventory of changes I can’t ignore anything I haven’t done. So as time passed I recognized how I was being met at my needs. And I also had to over stand the process in full. I had to determine if my patience was going to b in jeopardy? Although, I live in the same domain or zoo purchasing an exit ticket is wha

I Just Can Not
Don't put yourself down Don't be hard on yourself You didn't do wrong Don't blame yourself I know how you feel I've been there myself It's what the devil may fare What do you care? Can you control yourself? I won't stick around To watch you get colder I know I couldn't be told Don't suppose Now I'm a little older The fault was all mines I don't blame you If you blame me I know I was wrong I just cannot contain this And if it's a crime Then can you explain to me Where do I belong? I just cannot contain this Just can not.........

My Friend
i have friends that are female that i like as frieds and at the same time i like them more than a friend i want those friends to be happy but at the same time i dont want any one to hurt them so i dont know how to react half of the time cause i want to be a good friend to them even though i like them they may know how i feel but i can never act on my own feelings for those friends there are some fun things happen when u have mixed feelings this is the first time i have put this down any were so here it is

Rate One Folder And Get 300k Fubucks 1 Hour Left Lets Go
$300,000 FUBUCKS TO RATE MY AUTO FOLDER AUTO 11 FOLDER- JUST UNDER 1,500 PICS I HAVE 300,000K I WILL GIVE TO THE FIRST 20 PEOPLE THAT WILL RATE MY RATE THIS FOR FUBUCKS FOLDER.. IT HAS JUST ABOUT A LITTLE UNDER 1,500 PICS IN IT.. IF YOU RUN OUT OF RATES YOU CAN COME BACK THE NEXT DAY PLZ DURING A HAPPY HOUR AND FINISH IT BUT ID RATHER HAVE THE UPPER LEVELS AT LEVEL 20 OR MORE WHO HAVE 3000K RATES OR MORE THEY CAN USE.. PLZ I NEED A SHOUT FROM YOU WITH AN OK FROM ME BEFORE YOU START I CAN'T HAVE MORE THEN 20 PEOPLE OR I'LL RUN OUT OF MONEY... WE DON'T WANT THAT.. SO HIT ME A SHOUT AND TAKE ME HOME GUYS.. THANK YOU...

U Are So Going On Iggy If U Think I Am!!!!
Okay, so so far 75 percent of the people I met off here think I am some kind of freak, whore, slut, easy loose person, ect. Guess wut? I am not. In fact, I am so hard to fucking get at this point, that you will be lucky to even talk to me now! I am so strict on this shit its painful!!!! I am single. Get over it. I am single because of this: My display name explains it, I will explain it better: It was brought to my attention that people do not love me. thye say they do, they say they want to be with me. But thats just it, they want to be SEEN with me and DO me. They don't give a shit about who I am as a person. In fact, they want me to shut up. I am a pretty intelligent person. I love to talk. About cars, video games, music, fighting, drawing, inking, piercings, ect ect. I am a damn great friend. I love to help my friends out when they need it. I love to give massages, relieve headaches. I love to drive people around when they drink too much. I take care of the people I care abo

Returned Favors......
Question, R U one of those users that goes to a profile and rates it, then leaves a comment"I rated your profile, return the favor please"? I have to say, dat kinda gets under ma skin. I go searching 4 profiles, the ones I really like, I rate, fan and then proceed to rate every pic that I can B4 I get tired. Profiles I think R ok, I rate and some I fan, some I just rate. if they return the favor, fine, if they dont, fine. It is all in the name of fun. So, R U one that does this? Or R U usually t victom?

Tired Of Re-rating Every Other Day
you know it seems like i just rated someone and then 2 days later i have to re-rate them again. i am getting tired of re-rating everyone on my friend list, i feel like i am re-rating them everyday...i think it should take maybe like a month b4 you have to re-rate them again, this is 1 of the reasons im not on here very often anymore. tell me what do you think? and please leave a comment.

Read This! This Is Pretty Fricking Sad!
I can't believe how bad this has gotten that a girl can't get any help on here anymore! I shut down my NSFW pics about a week ago because I just wasn't getting any appreciation for having them and no help. I see the same people showing up night after night after I sign off and I know what for cuz it's NOT for comments, and never get a thank you or any help with anything! SO....after a long talk with DJ Twisted last night I decided that I will open them again if it means me getting help with leveling! That's SO DAMN PATHETIC, but whatever! ALSO...just cuz someone doesn't have AUTO 11s doesn't mean you can't rate them too! I noticed on sin's happy hour last night she said the same thing! This is getting ridiculous! It's times like this that I realize who my REAL FRIENDS are! :) THANKS to those of you for helping me! I won't list names cuz knowing me I'll forget someone! SO...if someone has a heart and wants to help me out you can rate my pics and my stash, get me an a

Y My Man Is Better Than U
So, I've heard a couple of guys on here tellin me that I needed to leave my R/L man for them. Hold on a sec..... BUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! Okay I'm better now. Why? What do you guys have that you could possibly offer me that's better? Let me break this down for you. >1. You really honestly have no idea who i am in real life. >2. You don't know my R/L man so you can't judge whether or not you're better than him. >3. You read my all about me section and it screams, "I'm independent." I am independent. But if it's someone to take care of you that you're lookin for, you're knocking at the wrong door. I'm not here to find another kid. i've already got two of my own. can't afford to support another, and refuse too. BEEN THERE< DONE THAT! (that's why i was single! >4. You look at my pics, and you think i'm cute. and that's what you make your judgements from. Just because you're attracted to me, doesn't mean you can take care of me, or that i'm attracted to you for that m

Trust
Trust is all that glues us Together. Trust is a foundation for us to build. Trust all i ask of you from now untill forever. Trust is believing that this is willed. Love is the sanctuary we seek. Love is the tide of the heart. Love is the langauge we speak Love is knowing that we're never apart. This bond I decree between Us, Forever and True. The chains the bind you, I hereby remove. Till the End of Time, all I want is You. Home i shall be very soon

Traditional Biblical Values
Ah the Bible... Recently there have been a lot of goings on about Prop 8 and Gay Marriage, so i decided this morning to look up some of what the Bible says about marriage, and sure enough there was at least one place where it says man and woman... but rather than stop there, after having found a few short verses to support "traditional marriage", i went a little further to find out what the bible thinks about other aspects of living a "traditional biblical life". On marriage being a man and woman from Corinthians 1 Chapter 7 1 Now for the matters you wrote about: It is good for a man not to marry. 2 But since there is so much immorality, each man should have his own wife, and each woman her own husband. There it is, one man one woman... here's the kicker: 10 To the married I give this command (not I, but the Lord): A wife must not separate from her husband. 11 But if she does, she must remain unmarried or else be reconciled to her husband. And a husband must not divorce

9 Words Women Say
1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. (2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. (3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. (4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! (5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to 3 for the meaning of nothing.) (6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when y

Oonline Divorcee Jailed After Killing Virtual Hubby
Some people really do take virtual life too seriously! LOL Online divorcee jailed after killing virtual hubby By MARI YAMAGUCHI, Associated Press TOKYO: A 43-year-old Japanese woman whose sudden divorce in a virtual game world made her so angry that she killed her online husband's digital persona has been arrested on suspicion of hacking, police said Thursday. The woman, who is jailed on suspicion of illegally accessing a computer and manipulating electronic data, used his identification and password to log onto popular interactive game "Maple Story" to carry out the virtual murder in mid-May, a police official in northern Sapporo said on condition of anonymity, citing department policy. "I was suddenly divorced, without a word of warning. That made me so angry," the official quoted her as telling investigators and admitting the allegations. The woman had not plotted any revenge in the real world, the official said. She has not yet been formally charged, but if conv

Haunted House
hey everyone, I'm taking part in a haunted house. the little kidnapped female being tortured. Only this is the torture is really. My screams are covered by the music, and the fact that everyone expects the tortured girl to scream in her act. Every night they do something different. I go in get dressed in the outfit picked for that night, then I am cuffed up. The rest of the night is a total surprise to me. luv u Tara

Boxers Or Briefs
First it was the ladies, now we turn it over to you sexy guys. Its your turn to be ogled for funds. I am looking for guys to participate in my next auction... The Sexcee "Bisexcee" Presents: imikimi - Customize Your Worldimikimi - Customize Your World

The Sad Part Is, There Are People Dumb Enough To Believe This
Christian right intensifies attacks on Obama Christian right spins doomsday scenarios about Obama as final election nears ERIC GORSKI and RACHEL ZOLL AP Religion Writers AP Terrorist strikes on four American cities. Russia rolling into Eastern Europe. Israel hit by a nuclear bomb. Gay marriage in every state. The end of the Boy Scouts. All are plausible scenarios if Democrat Barack Obama is elected president, according to a new addition to the campaign conversation called "Letter from 2012 in Obama's America," produced by the conservative Christian group Focus on the Family Action. The imagined look into the future is part of an escalation in rhetoric from Christian right activists who are trying to paint Obama in the worst possible terms as the campaign heads into the final stretch and polls show the Democrat ahead. Although hard-edge attacks are common late in campaigns, the tenor of the strikes against Obama illustrate just how worried conservative Christian activists ar

What Else Can I Say?
What Else Can I Say? Current mood: artistic I said I loved you, Darling, And gave you all my heart. Yet you chose to leave our love behind, You chose for us to part. What else can I say, My Love? I know this language well. Was it the words of love I spoke? Or was it the words I didn't tell? For if that's the way I failed, And you chose to leave that day -- I'm sorry, My Love . . . What else can I say?

This Pain
Holding you in my arms, cursing my hands. Regretting what I've done, knowing it will never mend. Calling your name out loud, holding my head. Remembering the things I've done, and all the things I said. I know why you went away, you don't need to explain. Not much left that I can say, but you don't need THIS PAIN. Lying flat upon my back, face up to the sky. Counting all the stars, for all the times I made you cry. I loved you, I hurt you, I pushed you far away. I love you, I want you, but you don't need THIS PAIN. Holding in my hand, a tear stained photograph. I'm the one who let you go, now I don't know where you're at.

Auction
♥~2nd Time Auction~♥ This is my 2nd time joining an auction. The 1st time was an awesome, and I know this will be more exciting! To see my offers Click the pic below, friends... Oh, before anything else... The Host of the Auction, she is very nice friend. She has a HUGE Heart. She love helping people and we LOVE this girl! So, friends...could you show some love to her? Just few seconds or minutes.. Let's Fan, Add and Rate her profile. Host Profile Link: MishNumber1 ♥ Rate, Fan & Add Me. I Always Return The Luv ♥@ fubar Happy Bidding and Advance HAPPY HALLOWEEN To Everyone! THANK YOU!!! Ω•. M@DL¥ .•Ω@ fubar

Live Auction
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The Art Of Cockblocking
Cockblocker a person who interferes with one's sexual intentions with another person Randy was a cockblocker because he told Jaime that this guy she knew was just using her for sex. As a man, I'm well aware of the ins and outs of cockblocking. Whether it's being done to me, or I'm the one doing it. In truth, I don't particularly like cockblocking anyone. For one thing, it's bad karma. What goes around comes around, and if you're someone who does this a lot, chances are, you'll get yours someday in spades. A common misconception about cockblocking is that it can only be done man to man. Not true. Women can cockblock each other, and to be honest, it probably happens more that was than the traditional guy-to-guy cockblocking. Whenever I go out in a social setting - whether it's a club, party, bar, or whatever, I never do it alone. I always have some friends with me, because who likes doing that shit by themselves? I've noticed though, as I've g

Graphic
I want to take it up my fucking ass. I want your hand at the back of my neck, pushing my delicate face into the mattress. You can slowly press the head of your cock against the tight little ass that clenches and resists you even when I do not. It can't help squeezing itself shut on you. Push it in. Make me uncomfortable. Let me squirm. Skewer me so it hurts. I want to cry for you. I have nothing to give you but my body and my tears and they are all yours. Don't tell me this is not romantic. This is just like Shakespeare: I'll follow you and make a heaven out of hell, and I'll die by your hand which I love so well. I want you to give me a little jab so it hurts the way I hate for it to. Make me squeal like a nasty little fuckpig doing nasty things on all fours. Make it so I don't feel like I'm on a plush mattress, but like I'm wallowing in mud. Smear the tears on my face, make me eat them. Just don't tell me this is not romantic. Don't tell me Shakespeare would not have written abo

Show Love To Jim Please
Come Help These Dynamic DUO Devilish_Angel and Big Brother Jim Level UP!! They've got Auto-11's up and running all night! Let us all reap the rewards so we all can Level Up with them!! Jim ~ Dirty South Crew ~@ fubar< Devilish_Angel ~member of~ S.B.A.B , D.S.C , I.B.I.C~& RL Engaged to Papasmurff3~@ fubar (repost of original by 'Devilish_Angel ~member of~ S.B.A.B , D.S.C , I.B.I.C~& RL Engaged to Papasmurff3~' on '2008-10-24 16:29:18') (repost of original by 'Jim ~ Dirty South Crew ~' on '2008-10-24 16:30:39')

Always You
The world could crumble, And everything fall to pieces around me, My heart may break and shatter into a million tiny pieces, But i'd still love you just the same, Even if i were dying, My heart still beating in your bloody hands, With my last breath i would whisper "I love you", I could go insane and be locked away in an asylum, But i would only ever scream your name, Because you are the one thing i hold on to no matter what, I could be bashed and broken, Beyond repair, I could be dead inside, I could be blind or deaf or brain damaged, But i would still whisper to you my affections, You can break me in half, You can snap me in two, But no matter what happens, I'll never stop loving you.....

This Is Me, This Is What I Am
I am not very tiny, I am not very slim, I haven't flowing tresses, and I am not long of limb I haven't deep and sexy sounds, coming from my voice, and too from time to time perhaps, my lips are dry, not moist. My skin has many freckles, it's not peaches and cream, and so, I know, it's not the type of what most men would dream I have two eyes of shimmering blue, though they are not set deep, but just the same when I am hurt, it causes them to weep. I don't have secret hiddn charms to lure you into a web, nor fancy culinary foods with which I could have fed. I'm not the type of woman that it is men will desire, and I'll never be the kind of one who sets their souls on fire. What I am is loving, kind and patient, to the core, but sadly it is not enough, you needed so much more. This face won't launch a thousand ships, but still I like to smile, and many smiles you gave me, when you let me dream awhile. May 28, 2004

A Lover's Goodbye
If I am to burn in hell then let me wear your kisses well. If my soul will find no rest, then let your kisses burn my flesh. A hundred and a thousand score, one parting kiss I do implore. A final gift from you to me, to wear into eternity. 5/27/2004

Happy Birthday Bully From Diana
HERE IS A GREAT AND VERY SPECIAL FRIEND OF MINE. AND TODAY IS HIS BIRTHDAY.GO,CHECK HIM OUT AND SHOW HIM SOME MAD LOVE.U WON'T REGRET IT. HAPPY BIRTDAY LARRY!!! LarryB@ fubar This bully was brought to u by : ~Ð!AnA~ ( NO FAN=NO ADD)@ fubar

No Way Around.....
When we start out our lives, we have No Conception of what Death Is--- Only Life,and what it may,or may not have in store for us as individuals. Some of us grow up Striving for a lifetime of "Higher Education",and seem to float thru our school years as we go, with little or no problem.... Some of us have a "Different Way" of learning what life is about, and choose to learn things that can't be tought to us from the pages of books, or from the words of the "Learned Ones". We embark on a journey that takes us our ENTIRE LIVES,trying to drink in all that we can, and somehow hold it, then somewhere, sometime, when we need that information, we do our best to remember it, and use it to it's fullest. For most of us.... we "Learn About Death" when a pet dies, or a family member passes away. "WE LEARN ABOUT WHAT IT IS"-- we have to ASK about it, and get fed information on it. What is is, how it works, and what causes it to happen. We're taught that it sometimes comes from "Old Age" or an

Samhain
Samhain (pronounced 'sow'inn') is a very important date in the Pagan calendar for it marks the Feast of the Dead. Many Pagans also celebrate it as the old Celtic New Year (although some mark this at Imbolc). It is also celebrated by non-Pagans who call this festival Halloween. Samhain has been celebrated in Britain for centuries and has its origin in Pagan Celtic traditions. It was the time of year when the veils between this world and the Otherworld were believed to be at their thinnest: when the spirits of the dead could most readily mingle with the living once again. Later, when the festival was adopted by Christians, they celebrated it as All Hallows' Eve, followed by All Saints Day, though it still retained elements of remembering and honouring the dead. To most modern Pagans, while death is still the central theme of the festival this does not mean it is a morbid event. For Pagans, death is not a thing to be feared. Old age is valued for its wisdom and dying is accepted as

Pagan Worship
As Paganism is a very diverse religion with many distinct though related traditions, the forms of Pagan worship vary widely. It may be collective or solitary. It may consist of informal prayer or meditation, or of formal, structured rituals through which the participants affirm their deep spiritual connection with nature, honour their Gods and Goddesses, and celebrate the seasonal festivals of the turning year and the rites of passage of human life. As Pagans have no public buildings specifically set aside for worship, and most believe that religious ceremonies are best conducted out of doors, rituals often take place in woods or caves, on hilltops, or along the seashore. To Pagans the finest places of worship are those not built by human hands - as well as at stone circles, in parks, and private homes and gardens. Women and men almost always worship together and Paganism generally emphasises equality of the sexes. In certain paths, however, women may take the leading role as repres

How Time Flies.....
last night was a very long night... i tossed and i turned as nightmare after nightmare hit me... waking up throughout the night with tears in my eyes and pain in my heart... not knowing what was going on or why i was having these dreams. but then i realize... they're not dreams... they're memories. memories of what i had gone through almost exactly a year ago... the pain and sorrow of what had happened while i was in new mexico still haunts me to this day... and will for a long time to come. i remember it all like it was yesterday. the physical pain and emotional pain... honestly i still don't know which was worse for me. i remember the lies that were told about me... the distain and rejection in peoples words as they believed those lies... the pain and grief in my heart and soul as i was tossed away like some piece of trash... the pain of the metal slicing through my skin and the feel of the blood running down my body as i tried over and over to make the emotional pain go away... the

I've Got 2 Weird Midgets And No Microphone.
i figure, if i'm gonna be alone all the time from now on, i might declare my apartment a seperate entity from the rest of the world...and become like Petoria, only...without a yard... think i'll name it CuntCove, or something catchy like that...mandatory pantslessness and bad hair. maybe the glowstick bathroom episode has demented me even more so, than i was 2 hours earlier...maybe it's the weather...i blame a lot on the weather...but maybe i should put a fence up, a toll gate, if you will...i figure my neighbor (the evil one next door) would hate to pay a toll to get to her shitty apartment, either that, or she can use the stairs.

Come Join Me And My Family @ Stilettos And Hand Grenades And Get Your Face Fukin Rawked!!
WARNING..YOUR FACE IS ABOUT TO GET RAWKED THE FUCK OFF!!! COME JOIN THE PARTY AT STILETTOS AND HAND GRENADES!!! CLICK ANY PIC TO COME GET YOUR RAWK ON!!!

Collision Course
Standing on a cliff in the dark of the night. Looking for the horizon but it is nowhere in sight. Thinking back on things that could have been. Wondering if it will ever be right again. Should you go forward or should you turn back? Where does the future lie? It is not ours to know. We know where the past is and it is no where to go. Look to the future and run to it's embrace, kiss the morning sun and claim your space! Take the good memories and lock them in place. Leave the bad behind and don't be afraid to give them a face. Don't think you are not loved. That is not the case. Things will get better and you will find your place. You know I am here and you are in my heart. Think of that when things fall apart. There are people that cared from the very start. So rid your mind of the bad and keep the rest in your heart.

How Am I Differnt
if you notice I have a thousand different accents from a thousand different lands a thousand different people with a thousand different plans I am diverse but I am the same what you see as different i see as plain culture religion race and creed separate us diversify us we are human yet we fear the unknown a simple question a simple answer but there you stand frozen terrified of me I cover my hair I follow my man I obey his command truth of what you do not see He does not lead he does not own my beauty is my own he walks in front so he is not tempted he loves therefore I respect his hand does not strike me it caresses his words are not harsh yet send shivers through my spine he does not rape me I give myself willingly I am a woman of Islam I am a mother a child a wife a lover a friend does my religion make me not human? or is it what stands in the way of you seeing I am no different? whether christian Buddhist catholi

Are You Serious?
Please help me out in a Contest.. Its Really Really easy and wont take anything but like a min of your time..and it will get u a few points too!! Just Rate, Fann then ADD this person and in the message box when u send the add just say PIMP...and thats it...i will love u all forever for this and appreciate it also..if you would like to further support me ..and want to post this blog in yours..message me and i will show u how (y) ☼FREYA™☼@ fubar

Alil Reminder Of Me Miss Me Pray For Me Wish Me Luck On My Trip.....
to anyone that cares enough to read this blog... Well i'm leaving on a trip hopefully tomorrow night i'm going to florida should be great fun from what i heard an the people waiting on me to get there. Wish me a safe trip i know its gonna be rough on me seeing as its gonna be two an a half days till i get to where i wanna be yay....im not looking forward to that lol seeing as i get figgity an wanna get up an move around an go RAWR!!!! cause i'm confined to a single spot yes i know BAD santi BAD lol .... Well i'm off to buy my duffle bag an ticket today HOPEFULLY well the bag for sure but the ticket i dunno i really hope i can.

Juggalo Values Part One Oct 7, '08 11:57 Pm
Sup Juggalos, This sermon is going to be part of a series of sermons that will focus on values and Juggalo Interaction with one another and non-Juggalos alike. In this day and age people, especially young people have fallen away from personal values and how to peacefully and productively interact with our fellow man. This may be due to the cumbling of modern day society. Today's human is quick to raise a fist instead of an eyebrow. Betrayal and indifference replaces loyalty and compassion. Quick judgement and disregard replace informed decisions and responsibility. In FOJ's mission statement, I state that we must take back what greed, hatred, bigotry and jealousy have taken from us. During a typical FOJ sponsored Juggalo baptism we vow against greed, hatred, bigotry and jealousy. Part of this battle involves defining and holding true the values that we should hold dear as a Family. This sermon involves openning your home to your fellow man. Home is where the heart is. It

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Choose Love Not Stress...
The body at peace is stronger than the body at war. When you can free yourself of the random, uncontrollable stress that is always present, your body will start to be at peace. Modern medicine has already discovered that love increases the human immune response. An experimenter who showed random subjects a movie of Mother Teresa found that their immune systems responded immediately. The rise of an immunoglobulin called IGA proved that exposure to love actually increased the body’s defenses. This happened regardless of whether the subjects approved of Mother Teresa or not. People who feel loved live longer; have fewer colds, lower blood pressure, and lower cancer rates; and have fewer heart attacks. Widowers who lose a spouse and begin to feel unloved and lonely suffer higher rates of all these afflictions, as well as a shorter life span. You cannot use stress, in the form of constant reminders about terror, to create peace in the body. The mechanisms simply aren’t there. Don’t dwel

Halloween Festivities At Camp Sister Spirit Folk School!
All Hallow's Eve Weekend ************* Come and help us celebrate Camp Sister Spirit's 15th Birthday! Help us to Welcome our new caretaker Wisper! Hail Hecate, Hail Demeter, Hail Persephone! October 31st-November 2nd Drum Circle ~ Stone Soup ~ Pumpkin Carving Contest ~ Bobbing for Pomegranates ~ Witchy Raffle ~ Tarot Readings ~ Best Storytelling Contest ~ Witch and Wizard Regalia Encouraged! ~ FYB FEST Contest ~ Veil Thinning Guided Meditation ~ Massage, wands, magical things! ~ Biggest Ass Bonfire you ever saw! ~~~~~~~~~~ contact: witchfulthinkin3@aol.com wisper_dance@yahoo.com Gates open Friday Night October 31st until the Witching Hour Children Welcomed and Adored! Gates Re-open at 9 am Saturday November 1, 2008 Camp Sister Spirit Folk School 444 Eastside Dr. Ovett, Mississippi 39464 www.campsisterspirit.com for a printable map Suggested Admission Donation: People/Animal Food for Community Pantry Primitive Camping

Making Changes
The most important thing in this blog is that as of tomorrow I am deleting a bunch of people off my list. I will not be answering shouts, messages or comments asking "Are you deleting me?" If you have to ask the question you probably already know the answer. Now if you're still reading this it's because you want to know more, so here it goes. 1) The H&L Bomber page is going to be re-done. It will have a new name and I will be the only one with access to it. It will continue to be a bombing family, but with new rules. Those rules will be outlined in a blog there and when i get it complete it will be viewable. I will be looking for more bombers, and that too will be outlined in a blog there. 2) I am leaving the Shadow Levelers. This is nothing personal to anyone in the family. I simply feel like I don't do enough leveling for one family to claim membership. I have several friends that have branched off that I enjoy helping as well. I will continue to level, I will just be doin

Lost & Can't Find My Way
Ok so for those of you who dont know.. My grandmother (my Mother's Mom) was in the hospital since August and died 3 weeks ago. I have been failing school because of all that is going on. Well I have been working my ass of the pass few weeks to do better. Just as I feel like things are getting better I get a call this morning as I am getting ready to go to work. The call was to tell me that my other grandmother ( my Father's Mother) had died in the middle of the night. So basically within 3 weeks I have lost 2 grandmothers. I am so totally beside myself. I am doing horrible in school and I just don't know what to do. I am not over the death of my first grandmother, havent even had much time to grieve and now I have to deal with the other grandmother passing. Along with this stress I also have to deal with seeing my father who was abusive. He is on his way from FL up here because of the death of his mother. I feel like there is too much going on all at once and I honestly dont know how

The Sandpiper
The Sandpiper by Robert Peterson She was six years old when I first met her on the beach near where I live. I drive to this beach, a distance of three or four miles, whenever the world begins to close in on me. She was building a sand castle or something and looked up, her eyes as blue as the sea. "Hello," she said. I answered with a nod, not really in the mood to bother with a small child. "I'm building," she said. "I see that. What is it?" I asked, not really caring. "Oh, I don't know, I just like the feel of sand." That sounds good, I thought, and slipped off my shoes. A sandpiper glided by. "That's a joy," the child said. "It's a what?" "It's a joy. My mama says sandpipers come to bring us joy." The bird went gliding down the beach. Good-bye joy, I muttered to myself, hello pain, and turned to walk on. I was depressed, my life seemed completely out of balance. "What's your name?" She wouldn't give up. "Robert," I

True Raters
true raters rorytmeadows-=[TruRaters]=-@ fubar Ðj K®åz‡è ¢º-ºwñè® ºƒ Hèll ºñ Êå®†h-=[TrueRater]-=@ fubar AceGrover-=[TruRaters]=-@ fubar *~*Eyes of a Tragedy*~* -=[TruRaters]=-@ fubar and this girl claims her rates have went up since she been a true rater in my opinion these pple when they wake up in the morning must not have a mirror when they brush them teeth or dont brush anywho i want the tards to come true rate me i dont give a ummmmm well you know i just want the points lol i should activate my auto 11s and make a visit lmao damn would that just piss them off raten 11s and there no vip

A Warning To All Females
A man came over and offered his services as a painter to a female putting gas in her car and left his card. She said no, but accepted his card out of kindness and got in the car. The man then got into a car driven by another gentleman. As the lady left the service station, she saw the men following her out of the station at the same time. Almost immediately, she started to feel dizzy and could not catch her breath. She tried to open the window and realized that the odor was on her hand; the same hand which accepted the card from the gentleman at the gas station. She then noticed the men were immediately behind her and she felt she needed to do something at that moment. She drove into the first driveway and began to honk her horn repeatedly to ask for help. The men drove away but the lady still felt pretty bad for several minutes after she could finally catch her breath. Apparently, there was a substance on the card that could have seriously injured her. This drug is call

Multiple Personalities
Such a dick Im a pain in the ass Extremely difficult to get along with My feelings are hurt too easily I wear my heart on my sleeve My grudges hold true I’m restless, anxious, and impatient Needy and demanding I let things get me down My unhappiness cannot be hidden Such a sweetheart I put everyone’s happiness before my own I go out of my way to make people feel good Showering my loved ones with affection I am understanding, compassionate Aware of my fortunes Eye on the prize, patiently waiting Such a mess My emotions change from one minute to the next Stay on your toes I’m not even sure who you’ll get today Set off by everything or nothing in particular Mind constantly in a confused state Unable to find a clear path to my goals Uncomfortable with my multiple personalities

The Island
I am the island Surrounded by loneliness and despair Wave upon wave of misfortune Reeking havoc on my soul My weaknesses are increasing As I struggle with life’s burdens Sharp pains course through me My greatest fears come to light The realization of my failures Ripping through my chest I long to provide for my family Bring happiness to my world The light which I seek is fading Snuffed out by the rolling tides

Forever After
An end in sight Quiet resolve Fears brought to light Standing before the unknown Angel eyes look up Unaware of future despair Innocence soon to be lost Victims of selfish acts And ignorance bliss Countless hearts broken One can only hope Hope for forgiveness

Fire
I cried tonight I fought with all my might That’s a lie I relished in the tears from my eyes I said I wouldn’t do it again To not be one of those weak willed men To never let anyone get close to me My heart on my sleeve So big it blinds me to see I’m left with learning how to breathe To find within myself the desire To let someone else light my fire I will be empty for a while Praying I will find the time to smile

Calm After The Storm
Sitting peacefully in silence Inspiration flows through the mind Fingertips glide along the pad Simple words bring meaning Insight to the man no one knows Only now is he finding himself Inner strength yet to be tapped A sigh of relief escapes his breath Eyes open to the possibilities The foreboding haze begins to clear A life once thought to be shadowed Now open to the light of happiness

The Most Functional English Word
HOPE THIS MAKES YOU SMILE THE MOST FUNCTIONAL ENGLISH WORD Well, it's shit .. that's right, shit! Shit may just be the most functional word in the English language. You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, forget shit, And tell others to eat shit. Some people know their shit, while others can't tell the difference Between shit and shineola. There are lucky shits, dumb shits, and crazy shits. There is bull shit, horse shit, and chicken shit. You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, or duck when the shit hits the fan. You can give a shit or serve shit on a shingle. You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier than a pig in shit. Some days are colder than shit, some days are hotter than shit, and some days are just plain shitty. Some music sounds like shit, things can look like shit, and there are times when you feel like shit. You can have too much shit, not enough shit, the right shit, the wrong shit

She Is Home!!!
Mom got home on Saturday and is doing well. Still has several weeks of various things before she really gets back on her feet totally but she is well on her way to that!!! Thanks for all your thoughts and prayers.

The Past
as the sunset niht begins. the present becomes the past and the future becomes the present. in order to keep life straight you can't let the past bother you. you may want to know about the past to keep the puture insight. just remember if you let everything bother yo then you will have trouble getting ahead in life so let the past be the past but keep your friends in the futurebecause your past present and future become your walkway throgh life.

1 Million To Godmother
~~~Blue*Eyed*Obsession~~~Llama leveler~Rating Revolution Crew~~@ fubar 999,000 to Godmother lets show her some love and help her achieve her goal This Pimpout brought to you by: Llama Levelers Home Page@ fubar

The Future Soldiers
as i look at all of the people with me i see one thing and that is greatness. because your taking a step that many have taken and few have failed. so as i say this with faith i am proud to see you go. it will always hurt me but atleast i get to see you in the future hopefully. i will miss all of you and i know that you all will miss me as well. so go and make the world a better place for everyone in it and the future soldiers of the america. go with pride and dignity and make peace happen where ever you go. i am honored to call you soldiers and my friends. remember these words as you leave for war. i hope to see you again soon.

Top Ten Rights Of A Dominant
Top Ten Rights of a Dominant" 1. A Dom/Domme has the right to absolute honesty from the submissive. 2. A Dom/Domme has the right to as much clear communication as the submissive can give. 3. A Dom/Domme has the right to be told All of the submissives' needs/desires. 4. A Dom/Domme has the right to be told the submissives' secret dreams. 5. A Dom/Domme has the right to be wrong, as long as it doesn't compromise the submissives' safety. (That's how we learn to get better) 6. A Dom/Domme has the right to safety as much as any subbie does. 7. A Dom/Domme has the right to experiment with ideas in a scene negotiation. 8. A Dom/Domme has the right to be silly. 9. A Dom/Domme has the right to call a safe-word. 10. A Dom/Domme has the right to Love the submissive for who they are, not who they wish to be for the Dom/Domme. Report as NSFW (Not Safe For Work) [?] Comment on this post..

True Friends
true friends are always there for you no matter what you do in life. you should always remember the ones who helped you through life when things got bad. remember the that they'll always be by your side and you by theres and have your back no matter what. so cherish it and give praise that they're with you always. because you never know when you will see them again. remember the strenght they gave you and how they picked you up off the ground when you couldn't. show them how strong they made you and make them proud to call you a freind. if you never see them or hear from them again atleast you have the time you spent with them. there's the good times and a few bad times but yet they still called you there friend. remember and cherish them always and forever.

Happy Halloween..hot Sex Spells
Happy Halloween....Hot Sex Spells! Happy Halloween! Hot Sex Spells! It's been said there's a little witch in every woman. With Halloween upon us, its time to help you channel your inner sorceress with some sexy scandalous love and lust spells that could bring you new love or some really hot sex with the man or men of your choosing. Oh, and happy Halloween, witch! Strong Desire Sex Spell What you will need: * One red candle * Lover's oil * Lover's incense (optional) How it works: It is not necessary to burn incense during the spell, but it is recommended. So, if you decide to use it, start by burning the lover's incense. Then, dress the red candle with the lover's oil and say the following: "I am possessed by the burning love for this man and this love comes to me from Apsaras, who is ever victorious. Let this man yearn for me. Desire me. Let his desire burn for me! Let this love come from the spirit and enter him. Let him desire me as nothing has been de

Untitled
What did I say? What did I do? How can it be possible, that i deserve a friend like you. Just when i needed someone, when i thought I couldn't go on. I felt I just had no one, That's when you came along. You made me feel special, You made me smile again. I will forever be grateful, to you my dear friend. To know that you need me, as a part of your life. To help you get through, all of the struggles and strife. I just hope you realize, what you've given to me. How special you are, and how you'll always be. Please know that I am here, whenever you call. I am always beside you, I will not let you fall.

Wow Some Poeple Need To Get A Life,,
FIRST OF ALL IM NOT A WHORE....BUT I WAS JUST TOLD TO GO WHORE OFF SOMEWHERE ELSE...,,A *SO CALLED* FRIEND ON HERE JUST SAW I HAD MY NSFW PICS OPEN AND APPARENTLY HE HAD NEVER SEEN THEM WELL HE JUST *WENT OFF*, HOW STUPID IS THAT? i told him i dont keep them open if he wanted to see them all he had to do was ASK,,,HE SAID HE SHOULDNT HAVE TO ASK,,,UH YES YOU DO,,,ANYWAY SO HE JUST RATED ME A ONE AND BLOCKED ME AND TOLD ME TO FUCK OFF ....SOO OK PEOPLE THERE IS SO MUCH MORE TO LIFE THAN THE FREAKIN NET,,, I HAVE MADE GREAT FRIENDS TRUE FRIENDS ONLINE AND TALK TO THEM DAILY..THIS JUST GOES TO SHOW WHAT PEOPLE REALLY THINK ABOUT YOU ,,AND APPARENTLY ALL *THIS* GUY WANTED WAS NOTHING AT ALL..SO THANK YOU TO MY TRUE FRIENDS..

Candy Recall
There is a new warning put out by the Canadian Food Inspection Agency Sherwood brand Pirate's Gold Milk Chocolate coins are being recalled due to the fact that they contain Melamine, the ingredient in milk product that has caused many infant deaths in china. These candies are sold at Costco, as well as many bulk and dollar stores. Please make sure to check your children s Halloween candy and DO NOT LET THEM EAT THE PIRATE COINS (you know the ones wrapped in the shiny gold foil) and please let other parents know about this!

My Brother
My nine yr old brother is on my last freakin nerve. He doesn't listen to no one, and is always back talkin. i wanna say with me it has to do with the age difference he is 12 yrs younger than me. but my hands are tied i can't step in and do anything about the way he treats me due to my step mother.. my father doesn't understand that i'm at the last strand of patience with this lil boy. cause he's starting to rub off on my son and i can't fix it. my parents have to step in and take care of my lilest brother. and i doubt that they ever will! so what the hell am i supposed to do with alex. i didn't want alex playing with toy guns yet and i walked outside and they are all right there playin with nerf guns so what the fuck .... i'm sick of correcting everything that that lil boy teaches my son but i can't move outta here. i'm stuck and it's driving me crazy!

"imainary Love"
"Imainary Love" She says she loves him, Even when his fists are balled tight, Constantly struggling to hide the bruises after every fight, Crying to her friends helplessly on the phone, While cautiously watching for his return home, And yet she says she loves him, She believes with her help he can change, But she hopelessly waits through physical pain, While his verbal abuse leaves her mentally drained, How many excuses can her imagination provide, As she constantly asks herself the question why, But yet she says she loves him, She can't remember the last time she heard something nice, Only left to imagine what that would sound like, Trapped on a plantation of hurt and a slave in her own house, Bound and chained by fear searching for a way out, But yet she says she loves him, She stairs in the mirror at her own reflection, Crying and praying for spiritual protection, For a day to come when she can put her troubles on a shelf, The day when she takes that love for

A Little Fire..
For those of you who want to haunted details........ The outfit I was dressed in was a white bikini. I was chained face down on a metal table, gagged, and blindfolded. It was so fucking cold. The guys would pour a liquid on me, then light it. My back, or ass, or legs would lit on fire. They then use something extremely stingy, like a riding crop, or something like that the beat that area until the flames went out. Ad the fact that I was blindfolded and you can understand my panic. I had no idea who was doing it to me. When all was finished, no bad burns, but my body was so sore, and i have welps where they beat the flames out. This is not my first time for fire play but when you hve no idea who it is and if they know what they are doing. Tonight the haunted house is closed.

Greatest American Hero
Khalid Sheikh Mohammed, one of the "masterminds" of the 9/11 terrorist attack, says he wants to be executed for his crimes in order to be "martyred." We, of course, will probably give this sick faggot his wish and just inspire many other scumbags of his ilk to do more harm to the free world. I think I have a solution. Death is sometimes the easy way out for people. Some folks fear death – those are usually ones who don't believe in an afterlife or re-incarnation. However, if you think that there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow for you in heaven, then dying becomes somewhat of a good thing. Especially if your death encourages others to do the same in the name of God, or Allah, or whateverthefuck. To some fuckers in the Islamic/Arabic world, it isn't a pot of gold waiting in the afterlife for martyred men. It's pussy. 72 virgins – we've all heard the retarded stories. Wouldn't you, if you got no tangible bearded c

Read Pleaseeeeee
BEING A PARENT OF AN AUTISTIC CHILD I KNOW THE REASONING BEHIND BEHIND WORN OUT AND BEYOND FRUSTRATED LOL THOSE TIMES WHEN YOU HAVE NO PATIENCE AT ALL AND THAT BAD DAY FOR YOUR CHILD COMES MAKES IT SEEM AS IF ITS THE LONGEST DAY IN YOUR LIFE BUT THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN THAT SLIGHT SMILE AND GIGGLE FROM YOUR CHILD MAKES WAY AND ALL THE BADNESS OF THE DAY DISAPPEARS MAKES IT ALL WORTH IT.....SOMEONE GAVE ME THIS POEM AND I WANTED TO BLOG IT AND SHARE IT CAUSE IT TOUCHED MY HEART AND MADE ME REALIZE ALTHOUGH MY CHILD IS A SPECIAL NEEDS CHILD I NEED TO ALWAYS REMEMBER THE WORDS IN THIS POEM HERE AND KEEP STRIVING TO HELP THIS CHILD REACH OUT TO THE OTHERS IN THIS WORLD HOW TO REALLY LOVE A CHILD - ANONYMOUS BE THERE. SAY YES AS OFTEN AS POSSIBLE. LET THEM BANG ON POTS AND PANS. IF THEY'RE UNLOVABLE LOVE YOURSELF. REALIZE HOW IMPORTANT IT IS TO BE A CHILD. GO TO A MOVIE THEATRE IN YOUR PJ'S. READ BOOKS OUT LOUD WITH JOY. INVENT PLEASURE TOGETHER. REMEMBER HOW REALLY SMALL

80s Night ~ Dirty Deeds Radio
Yes, you heard right... DJ Smurfette is hosting an 80's night only in Dirty Deed Radio!!! You know you remember the 80s and still love them... so don't miss out!!! TUESDAY, OCTOBER 28TH 8:00 - 11:00 P.M. EST ** THERE WILL BE TRIVIA WITH FUBUCKS PRIZES GIVEN **

Low Brow Survey
Would you like to learn how to pole dance? OMG I can't imagine that would accomplish except turn the mood from sexual to humorous. Ever been to an adult store? Many times. Ever bought something from an adult store? Yes but just so that I would be a customer, instead of a freaky perv "browsing". Ever played strip poker? It has been many years!!! As I recall I sat in naked humiliation continually waiting for my chance to see boobies and it NEVER CAME. Ever gone skinny dipping? Many times, often. Mostly just in our pool though.. Kissed someone of the same sex? Ugh I threw up a little bit, in my mouth, at the though.. No! Sex in the morning, afternoon, or night? That's the best way to wake up. But midday sex is the most fun. Are you dominant or submissive? I like being told what to do. The bedroom is the only place where I can have a boss. Would you have sex with anyone on your Top friends? Maybe.. why did one of them mention it to you??? :P What

Dear Joanne Hawkins
I wake only knowing that you are calling me, The sound of an angel whispering I love you, I miss you, in my ear as I wake each morning. I spend my days lost in thought of you, not knowing how but when I can feel you next to me, me needing you to hold... You are everything that I find wanting if life Joanne, you are my dream, I breath you, live you, seek you out in everything I do. A day with out you is a day, each day that I am lonely, a day that I am lost with out you... you are the sound of life, the beating of my heart and with out you I am nothing, I go through my day not to get to the next, but to find you laying there when I open my eyes. you see, I have counted on many things in my life, but i never thought i would ever find someone so pure, full of love for me as you have... i figured that one day I would know what love is but never thought love would be you, you have givin me something to believe in, you have walked into my life like the wind on my face, like the sun that leav

Life In Rockwall
Well i moved to Rockwall about 2 months ago...from Tucson(lived there a year)...and so far its been about 90% negative and 10% positive...but i'm estimating. So far i still havent gotten to go see a movie...which was a fairly regular thing i did in Tucson. I go out to eat every now and then...but nothing is the same here. My job...well it isnt that great...i work at the same place i did before moving...sam's club...but here...its so slummy. I get stuck doing extra work every damn night because dayside people dont do their part. So far been in 2 accidents...i nearly totalled the car in the first one...because of damage underneath. No i wasnt drunk...no i didnt fall asleep at the wheel....i flew over a median on my way home from work that morning(was still dark out) doing 35,40(the legal speed limit where i was at). It did not have yellow paint on it...it did not have reflectors on it...obviously making it blend right in with the dark. The other i wont go into details about. Just ca

My Nephews Wreck
I just wanted to Thank all of you that sent prayers for my nephew. He's at home and doing good. My Dad had me a B'day party yesterday and Jake got on the Ranger for a ride...he was almost at the back of the property and wrecked....he had to walk up hill over half a mile to get to the house. He almost cut his eye out..took 9 stitches in his eye and he was banged up and scratched up pretty bad...but he's gonna do ok.

Crazy Fuc*king Players
I refuse to be played here guys,not going to work.Fuck me once maybe twice but never a third time. I will be an ace on this player shit before to long I am learning from the best.YOU are teaching me very well. Thanx I am fed up to my ass on this shit.I will play you since everyone thinks they can play me.

Obamas Stance On American Flag
Please forward to everyone you know before it is to late and he becomes President. From Sunday's Televised "Meet the Press" Senator Obama was asked about his stance on the American Flag. Obama Explains National Anthem Stance Sun, 07 Sept. 2008 11:48:04 EST, General Bill Ginn' USAF (ret.) asked Obama to explain why he doesn't follow protocol when the National Anthem is played. The General also stated to the Senator that according to the United States Code, T itle 36, Chapter 10, Sec. 171... During rendition of the> national anthem when the flag is displayed, all present except those in uniform are expected to stand at attention facing the flag with the right hand over the heart. At the very least, "Stand and Face It" Senator Obama Live on Sunday states, "As I've said about the flag pin, I don't want to be perceived as taking sides, Obama said. 'There are a lot of people in the world to whom the American flag is a symbol of oppression. And th

Swing Club Adventure Soon
We have visited 2 strip clubs now and we were just discussing last night how we will visit one more strip club in January in Portland area and then we are going to switch gears just a little and go visit a swingers club in the Portland area after that. So ... I will be buying a new sexy top for our next visit for the strip club and will probably wear it to our first visit to a swingers club too. We have already discussed our limitations for the swingers club and we agreed that we will just be voyeurs our first few visits and see what happens from there. Just testing the waters slowly ... we are having too much fun going slow and being a happily married couple for the past 24 years than jump right in and possibly botch things up immediately. And we are having fun along the way too.

Bombs Away!!!!!
I HAD SO MUCH FUN IN THE BOMBING CONTEST I DECIDED TO TRY IT AGAIN NOT!!! I GOT SMART THIS TIME AND ENTERED A GIVEAWAY,LOL. SO IF YOU GET BORED AND ARE LOOKING FOR SOMETHING TO DO WHY NOT STOP BY AND GIVE ME A FEW COMMENTS. ALL I NEED ARE 14,500 :) I CAN'T PROMISE YOU BLING OR FU BUCKS OR A TAG (UNLESS I CAN TALK THE ROOMIE INTO TEACHING ME HOW TO MAKE EM) BUT I CAN PROMISE YA A FEW LAUGHS, MEET NEW PEOPLE WHILE BOMBING AND MAYBE EVEN SOME YOU HAVEN'T SEEN AROUND IN A WHILE. OH AND OF COURSE IF YOU PM ME THAT YOU HELPED I WILL MOST DEFINITELY SPANK YOUR PAGE WITH PHOTO RATES. WE ALL NEED A GOOD SPANKING NOW AND THEN :P SO COME ON, YA KNOW YA WANNA.... I'LL BE YOUR BEST FRIEND :) :) :) AND WHILE YOU'RE THERE PLEASE STOP BY AND R/F/A THE LOVELY HOSTESS OF THIS GIVEAWAY IF YOU HAVEN'T ALREADY Military Supporter~OwnsFreedomIsNotFreeLounge~MP General@TheZone~Lost&ShadowLeveler~RatingRevolution@ fubar THANK YOU!!!!! Scarlett{Shadow Leveler}{Yeahmo

Hank Williams Iii~ft. Jesco White~the Legend Of D.ray White (live)
Way down in West Virginia, There are some people who are one of a kind. They don't need nothin' from nobody, 'Cause they're already doin' fine. You got Hasil Adkins punchin', An' Mamie's raisin' hell. The legend of D Ray White, Will never die like a rebel yell. An' ol' Jesco's dancin' in his Daddy's shoes. Yeah, ol' Hasil's still punchin' out them boom-towny blues. (Boom-towny blues.) An' ol' Mamie, you know she's done some time in jail. The legend of D Ray White will never die like a rebel yell. -Instrumental break- Birdie May White, she's the strongest woman, That I've ever met in my life. She raised over twenty-four of her own, An' had to watch her husband dyin'. She's always fightin' hard, An' livin' off the land. When she's done livin' in this world, You know, the Lord's gonna take her by her hand. An' ol' Jesco's dancin' in his Daddy's shoes. Yeah, ol' Hasil's still punchin' out them boom-towny blues. (Boom-towny blues.) An' ol' Mamie, you know sh

Grrrr
Soo...I need to go to the doctor, and it might turn out that my fuckin deductible is gonna be too huge. WTF is wrong with healthcare in this country? I am a Republican on most issues, and love this country to death, but sometimes I just wanna move to fuckin Canada or something. This is pissing me off.

Lost In The Storm
lost in the storm it's been storming here in my heart for some time now I've been walking in the rain through my days as well..aimlessly trying to sort myself out tryig to misplace my pain along the flooded streets that all lead ..to nowhere inparticular and scatter my tears into the rain clinging tightly to the fractured-hopes that all that bleeds from me, ..on this night and the days to come will wash away and my tide of renewal will come in to carry me back out to where ever it was that I came from, before all this devistation why is it I have to drownd ... just to be able to breathe and why is it I have to become lost ... before I'm ever found

Another Lesson Learnt
It had been three long days since Master had checked my piercings, and after being satisfied that they were healed, had placed the small gold lock through the rings and locked it securely in place. Knowing I still had four days until his return from his business trip before my needs would be relieved was driving me crazy and as I reach down and play gently with the lock my mind wonders to the thought of removing the lock and relieving myself. Surely Master would never know, and I had seen where he had hidden the key and it would only be the once, I reasoned with myself... The thought of disobeying Master and getting away with it was making my pussy wetter by the minute and my fingers start to rub gently on my clit making it throb a little and a shudder surges through my body. Standing I walk slowly to the cupboard across from the bed and open the top draw and search through the play toys before spying the key tucked away under a box. Taking the key and the large vibrating d

A Little Diddy I Call "a Fairwell To Three"
I wrote this for a fake ass bitch that led me on for 3 months :) A Fairwell To Three How could it end up like this? I wish it could have been better. You only showed how well your sick mask fits. I wanted to be yours forever. You filled each day with bliss. The sun was shining through the weather. Even when you knew we'd never kiss. We will never last together. …because I fell for two, Your mask and personality, I gave into you, Why'd you trick me? Couldn't you speak the truth? Now it's too late to show me. It's too late to trust you, Because you never loved me.

Biden Bans Florida Station.
Barbara West asks hardball questions of Obama and they did NOT like it!! They no longer will do interviews with this reporter or her station in Florida!! Already they are trying to suppress Freedom of Speech!! Chilling...be afraid...very afraid...

Found Out I'm Not Who I Thought I Was..
I thought I was his good girl. I thought I was the one who would finally earn his love. I thought I was doing the right things. Tonight I have been informed that by my own statements that I was his slave. Re-reading my words (not verbatim): I had to ask for money to buy personal items. I was allowed to use the pc when all my chores were done. I was told the food was good only when he liked it [it went flying once]... ...(I had to make other meals just because the one I made wasn't the one he wanted or liked after I had already made one meal). Thinking about it, I cooked every meal every night, cleaned the house and outside, took out the trash, brought in the money and turned it over to him, made his coffee, put his food on his plate and fixed his drinks, got out his clothes, folded his socks so that there was a right and left sock in each pair, and other things that I'm sure I've missed or don't see yet. The more I think about what has been pointed out, the sicker and empti

Almost A Year Later I Go Back To The Hospital
I FINALLY get my follow up appointment at the Naval Hospital for my Enlarged heart tomorrow. I am not sure what will happen but I will keep you all posted. This should be fun! *rolls eyes* Boogeyman

Just A Fantasy
i couldnt move anything except my eyes. i was bound hand and foot with coils upon coils of heavy rope that secured me to an old swamp oak. the rope concealed my body from my toes to my neck leaving only my head free to look out over the small bayou where our rented boat awaited the end of our day. to keep my head from moving my master had his hands on my cheeks forcing me to gaze directly into his blue eyes. Kat Kat: you once swore that you would do anything to prove your devotion to me he said i wonder if you meant what you said yes master i meant it i would do anything you are my life. we are going to test that today. i would have shivered if i could have moved but the rope did not let me. my master uncoiled some of the rope loosening the area around my pussy i was bare under the rop. he quickly opend his fly to pull out his dick and offer me a standing fuck.the angle of his dick teases my pussy when it enters me in that position. but my masters intent was to please only himself a

Why The Left Wants To Change America
If you ask most supporters of Sen. Barack Obama why they so fervently want him to be elected president, they will tell you about their deep yearning for "change." And that, of course, has been the theme of the Obama campaign from its inception – "change." It is the word found on nearly all the placards at Obama rallies. It is the word most often cited by the candidate himself. But for all its ubiquity and for all the passion of its advocates, what this change is about is not entirely clear. Of course, Obama himself often has spoken about the overriding need for change from eight years of President George W. Bush's policies. But this is not what he or most of his supporters really mean when they talk about change. In fact, it cannot be. This is easy to show: All candidates for president run on a platform of change from the party in power. If they don't stand for change, why vote for them? George W. Bush wanted a change from Bill Clinton. Bill Clinton wanted a change from the

Lounge Snags
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My Heart..
My life belongs to you for you to cherish till death has parted us from this human world My heart belongs to you for you to hold till death has parted us from these human bodies My soul belongs to you for you to intertwine after death has parted us from our human existence I want to give you all the love i posses in my heart for you to feel what true love is and to heal you from the pain you have suffered To give what no woman could before me The Desire to be the man you have always wanted to be by: ~Wicked Lover~ aka Leigh 10/28/2008 MySpace Comments

Is He Real
Its almost surreal.. Like all the illusion has disappeared and the fantasy has faded away.This person I hold so highly in my brain is not a story, he is not a character like in books or television. For so long it felt like just a screen, just a computer. Like talking to a fairytale character through the pages I usually read but now the fog of my mind has faded away, and everything is alive. Everything is true. It almost scares me. That somewhere there is a guy, who thinks of me, who I've known for longer than most of my friends, and who I have never met. Somewhere, he sleeps and walks and loves things passionately. That somewhere he has feelings, that I could hurt him, and he could hurt me. These are things that are far for fake, far from fantasy. That I could be with him. I could have him right here with me, that he could make me happier than anyone ever tried to.I would give anything in this world for him to hold me, to be with him, even if just for a moment. Then it would

Myself
WELL AS U ALL KNOW I AM NEW HERE. I LIKE TO PLAY AND I LIKE TO PLAY HARD. I LOOK FOR MEN WHO CAN HELP ME WITH ALL MY NEEDS I WANT TO SAY THANKS TO ALL OF U WHO HAVE CHECKED ME OUT AND FRIEND REQUESTED ME SO FAR U MAKE ME FEEL AT HOME

Men...
So I've dated a lot of different kinds of men. I was always that girl, that would do everything but have sex with a guy, when I was younger. Part of me wanted to stay young....that and I made a promise to my grandmother on her death bed that I would be married or in love before I had sex for the first time. Mind you that was back when I was 9 and my grandmother was like my mother. She practically raised me so when she died...I always held close the things that she told me. I was a virgin till I was 21. Had that guy that was crazy and funny and sweet but still distant. I paid for everything...he didn't have a job...he had bad anxiety and couldn't work. Blah blah. Then there was my babies father...he's a tool an a half! Enough said! That relationship was going great till he lost his job and had to start working @ a bar. Yea...I wasn't please with that. Then I got pregnant and I was scared...I was 22 and I ran. He followed, like an azz, and wouldn't let me breath. Kept calling an

For My Rooster!
Cock a Doodle DO HIM! FAN, ADD and RATE my Super Sweet New Owner! He doesn't have many pics to rate so go tag those with 10s or even 11s for me and help me Level him! floydtherooster@ fubar Bling him and I'll make you a Thank You Salute! Tell him PebblesinAZ sent ya: PebblesinAZ...Read and Do My Blogs! XOXO@ fubar

The Love
The love we once shared is gone but not forgotten. We both had to let go in our own way, maybe there's some hope we'll be together again someday. I love you for who you are and for what you have made of me. I love you always with all my heart that's something in me I will never part. I know you loved me and you finally let me see, that I can do what I want and get out of life what I need. I thank you for all you have done it's too bad we couldn't go on. Just remember this one thing, I Love You Only Always. Written by Kathleen Cisco....ME

Ovarian Cancer...even In The Absence Of Ovaries!
This is being posted as recieved from someone who loves me(my Dad)....no changes have been made.....Please spread the word....GoD Bless All.....pEaCe. SIGNS OF OVARIAN CANCER (Even In The Absence Of Ovaries) An Eye-Opener On Ovarian Cancer THIS IS A MUST TO READ TO THE END I hope you all take the time to read this and pass it on to all you can. Send this to the women in your life that you care about. Years ago, Gilda Radner died of ovarian cancer. Her symptoms were inconclusive, and she was treated for everything under the sun until it was too late. This blood test finally identified her illness but alas, too late. She wrote a book to heighten awareness. Gene Wilder is her widower. Kathy's Story: this is the story of Kathy West As all of you know, I have Primary Peritoneal Cancer. This cancer has only recently been identified as its OWN type of cancer, but it is essentially Ovarian Cancer. Both types of cancer are diagnosed in the same way, with the

A Day Of Shooting
Claudia Ryan gazed over the sound stage looking in vain for Aldo Marchetti. "Christ, Joan," Claudia questioned her chief assistant, Joan Walker, "didn't you tell Harry to make sure that Aldo would be an extra during this shoot!?!" Joan staring at the nearly empty sound stage herself replied quickly, "Of course I did, I practically made Harry sign a blood oath that he would have Aldo here for the entire shoot, I have no idea where he is!" "Goddam it," spat Claudia, "get Harry on the fucking phone and find out for me, I'm not gonna do one scene until he's here, got it!?!" Joan nodded her head and made a beeline for the phone back in Claudia Ryan's trailer, and while it was only eight in the morning Claudia had already given her a splitting headache! "Do this, do that," she thought grimly, "why can't the old bat do something on her own for a change, you'd think her leg was broken by the way she acted!" Joan dialed Harry's number, and in a few moments he was on the phone. "Well," he greete

Russell Brand, Johnathon Ross, The Bbc, Andrew Sachs And The Prank Phone Call
Complaints about the offensive phone calls made by Jonathan Ross and Russell Brand to veteran actor Andrew Sachs topped the 10,000 mark, the BBC said. The complaints, made about Brand's Radio 2 show, involved a claim that the comedian had slept with the Fawlty Towers actor's granddaughter Georgina Baillie, 23. The presenters also joked the actor might kill himself in the pre-recorded show - which was cleared to air despite the Fawlty Towers actor being upset. The media watchdog Ofcom confirmed an investigation would be launched. Prime Minister Gordon Brown condemned the prank, saying: "This is clearly inappropriate and unacceptable behaviour, as is now widely recognised. Ofcom have said they will investigate the matter and it is for the BBC, the BBC Trust and Ofcom to take any appropriate action." Ross, 47, issued a personal apology accompanied by flowers. Brand, 33, is understood to be following suit, although Sachs reportedly said he is yet to receive a direct apology.

My First Contest (ty Kasey For Making The Bully For Me)
COME CHECK THIS HOTTIE OUT! SHE'S IN HER 1ST CONTEST EVER AND IS LOOKING FOR HER FRIENDS TO HELP. SHE NEEDS (min 15,000 points) & (over 200 rates) Comments = 5 point each. Rates = 10 points each. CLICK ON THE PIC LINK BELOW AND SHOW HER SOME LOVE. THIS BULLY WAS MADE BY: †KASEY†SARGE'S BAD GIRLS†FU ANGEL†FU BOMBER†NICCI'S LOVER†OWNED BY MISS LEXI RAYNE†@ fubar

Women To Avoid....
WHY MEN MAY NOT BE HAPPY..HERES WOMEN TO AVOID!!! If your relationships never seem to bring you anything but pain, if "the fucking you get isn't worth the fucking you get," it may simply mean you're choosing witches, bitches, and crazy ladies, and there are a lot of them out there. Contrary to popular belief, the craziest ladies have NOT been in therapy. The ones who are truly crazy stay far, far away from help. Just because you've been involved in go-nowhere, crazy-love relationships with women who've treated you badly doesn't mean you are incapable of sane love. You may have a fatal fascination for the wrong kind of femme fatale. Some women are sexy and attractive and even fun, but it's a big mistake to fall in love with them. Following are the classic types NOT to get serious about (we're going to have a little fun with these caricatures, but there's a lot of cautionary truth in each one): The Deviant At first, the Deviant is a lot of fun, the bad girl down t

Im A Strong Woman...so Address Me As Such
IM A STRONG WOMAN...SO ADDRESS ME AS SUCH Category: Writing and Poetry IM A STRONG WOMAN....... SO ADDRESS ME AS SUCH I CAN SEE RIGHT PAST YOUR INTRICATE MASKS GIVE A SOPHISTICATED ANSWER TO ANY QUESTION YOU ASK RAISE 1 OR 10 CHILDREN THROUGH STRUGGLE AND STRIFE RUN A MAJOR CORPORATION AND BE A SUPPORTIVE WIFE CONVERSE WITH THE 'BIG-WIGS' OR HOLLA ATCHA IN THE HOOD SAY "ABSOLUTELY WONDERFUL!" OR "HAAAY, IT'S ALL GOOD!" PUT YOU IN YOUR PLACE, WITHOUT SAYIN' MUCH I'M AN INTELLECTUAL STRONG WOMAN, ........SO ADDRESS ME AS SUCH POSSESSING THE STRENGTH OF THE STRONGEST FOUNDATION MY VOICE SPEAKS IN VOLUMES HEARD THROUGHOUT THE NATION MY HANDS GRASP DOUBT AND TURNS IT INTO HOPE AND THESE HANDS HAVE CUT SOCIETY'S "LIMITATION ROPE" BECAUSE THERE IS NO LIMIT ON THE STRENGTH THAT I POSSESS THE DETERMINATION I HAVE, MY COURAGE OR MY PROWESS THE FORCE OF MY POWER CAN BE FELT WITH ONE TOUCH I'M A STRONG BEAUTIFUL WOMAN, ........SO ADDRESS ME AS SUCH MY HEART CONTAINS LOVE

Lost
i feel lost anymore and i dont know how to get it back i was with this girl and not just any girl and i did alot of things that pissed this girl off at me and i still hope that one day me and her can get back 2gether but somethings telling that will never happen to me and i dont no what to do anymore

Two Weeks And Two Days
In two weeks and two days I will be thirty-six years old. A cougar is a woman OVER 35 who dates younger men right? Oh good, another cliche! What do I want for my birthday? Flowers and cupcakes and kisses from beautiful young men. I want to dance around in circles til I'm giddy. I want to feel like I'm in love, even if I'm not. I want the cosmos to insulate me from those who think less of me. I am a Scorpio and a Rat. The sexual energy that swirls around me on a regular basis can be a bit much for the average mortal to handle. On my birthday I imagine that I become the eye of the storm, deceptively calm in the center of activity. I sense the tempest building miles away. Come with me and enjoy it from a front row seat!

Family Members
I reduced my family on here..I know this will offend some of you who I removed..I don't want anyone to feel that way. I just rather keep my family for people I talk to often and who rate my page. Please don't be offended or upset. I love all my friends If I could have you all in family I would but family is limited. XOXO Angie

If Zombies Attacked!!!
I have seen all sorts of sites about what to do if zombies attacked. They crack me up. They are so friggen serious, telling people exactly what weapons would be the most effective and such. Well here are my list of things that you can do in the unlikely event. 1. Never assume that the attack can be isolated to one area. There is always some dumb shit that thinks that their spouse (even though they got bitten) (if the movies are correct....more about that later) cannot turn into one so they travel with said person out of the infection area eventually turning everyone. Snowballing into a big ....thing. 2. Don't believe everything that you see in movies. In the event of an actual zombie attack movies will be about as useful as this blog. 3. Never listen to the government listen to that crazy guy on the street screaming that the world is coming to an end. At least he isn't trying to down play it enough to get everyone killed. 4. If someone you are with gets bitten I don't care

Monster.
This monster. It lives inside of me. Breathing. Growling. Snarling. Sniffing. Hunting. Filled with a hunger that cannot be denied. It waits, crouched in the shadows of my soul...for the time to be right. To attack.

Story From Evan1983
You’re walking along a deserted beach, u look amazing in a skimpy string bikini and thong. The breeze blows back your hair and the sun kisses your soft skin. You roll out your blanket and lay down. You’re alone so you don’t feel embarrassed to take your top off and fall asleep. At some point you wake up noticing a shadow over you. You look up and see me standing over. At first you're embarrassed and cover your breasts with your hands, but as you look me up and down a smile passes over your lips. You let your hands down, revealing your chest. You look up at me with a wink, I smile back. Your hands move up my leg, over my board shorts, feeling my growing cock underneath. I help u up and I fondle your breasts as you unlace my board shorts. You pull them down and my cock pops out to greet you. With a playful laugh you grab it and lead me by my cock down to the water. We jump in and laugh and play with each other. Our wet bodies are slick when held close. You play with my cock as we mak

What Do You Call Ball-less?
I guess I am single , when I came home from work, the b/f had called his drunk friends and moved him out before I got home from work! Are his buddies the ball-less ones,, or is he? How long can you survive with an alcoholic? I mean a true full blown one.... I have tried... but I would have like to been home to call them all ball-less minnie mouses....

My Son
While trying to get my son to go to sleep I told him that if I could choose any little boy in the world to be mine I would choose him. He looked at me and told me "mom I chose you." I am still completely moved and in awe of my 7 year old. Never have I felt more loved.

Hinder - Better Then Me
I think you can do much better than me After all the lies that I made you believe Guilt kicks in and I start to see The edge of the bed Where your nightgown used to be I told myself I won't miss you But I remembered What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me While lookin' through your old box of notes I found those pictures I took That you were looking for If there's one memory I don't want to lose That time at the mall You and me in the dressing room I told myself I won't miss you But I remembered What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me The bed I'm lyin' in is getting colder Wish I never would've said it's over And I can't pretend... I won't think about you When I'm older Cause we never really had our closure T

A Craving
A Craving By: BattleKat aka Jodi With carnal knowledge she stalks her prey, Her claws feel the earth ever so lightly. She knows love and thirst will win this day, He feels her touch and teeth ever so slightly. The craving within cannot be contained, Sweetened blood and pulses heightened. She circles him eluding senses yet obtained, She knows his thirst is as hers, strengthened! He sees her swift movement like quicksilver, Yet the sweet pain comes seconds later. He watches the love only her mouth delivers, Entranced by blood and taken to slaughter. She wants more and more as she bleeds him, A craving in her mouth for this, his little death. He knows she wants this so, seeing the light dim, She tastes his spill, hears sharp intake of breath. So satisfied and satiated she lets down her guard, But he is not so easily taken down to count. With renewed vigor he takes her down hard

Owners / People In Charge
USA King Earl-Founder & Owner Of Regiment Bombers U S A KING CO OWNER REGIMENT DRAGON BOMBERS & DD LEVLERS@ fubar GoofyLady - Founder & Owner Of Double Dragon Bombers ~GoofyLady~ * FuAngel * Bad Girl * Proud Member Of Love Shack *@ fubar *COMBINED WE NOW HAVE THE REGIMENT DRAGON BOMBERS* Co-Owners Missa I♥Ben&Jerrys♥General MGR 4-RD Bombers ♥MemberOf ClickClub,ClubUnited&RRcrew@ fubar Our Lead Manager HoneyPots Honeypots/Manager of Regiment Dragon Bombers & DD Levelers Blue Team@ fubar Cengin - Co*Owner (Silent Partner) Cengin RL BF & Fu Married To ~GoofyLady~@ fubar

The Kiss
The Kiss In the kiss you took my breath, took my life Reached deep within my soul You have tasted my hunger And you need more Tasting my lips you trace around Lingering on my neck. Opening my blouse You circle around my nipple Biting holding it in your teeth A moan escapes me Laying me on the bed Hands holding mine, outstretched Above my head, The power you feel The dominance that is yours Clothing is removed The tasting has begun, Enjoying the scent that is me Teasing, tickling tasting Juices flow, bodies move The sweat has just started Total submission is what you want And it is what you will have Bodies finding the rhythm That no one else can duplicate Words of passion, Words of love Carnal instincts take over Inside of me, you found your home Inside of me, In an instant you are lost The feelings have taken over You are euphoric as you cum Knowing that inside of me Is the onl

Happy Halloween
Subject: HAPPY HALLOWEEN! A cabbie picks up a Nun. She gets into the cab, and notices that the VERY handsome cab driver won't stop staring at her. She asks him why he is staring. He replies: 'I have a question to ask you but I don't want to offend you.' She answers, 'My son, you cannot offend me. When you're as old as I am and have been a nun as long as I have, you get a chance to see and hear just about everything. I'm sure that there's nothing you could say or ask that I would find offensive.' 'Well, I've always had a fantasy to have a nun kiss me.' She responds, 'Well, let's see what we can do a about that: #1, you have to be single and #2, you must be Catholic.' The cab driver is very excited and says, 'Yes, I'm single and Catholic!' 'OK' the nun says. 'Pull into the next alley.' The nun fulfills his fantasy, with a kiss that would make a hooker blush. But when they get back on the road, the cab driver starts crying. 'My dear child,' says

Fang Bangerz !!!
well i just started a new group thats going to blow this place up. Fang Bangerz !!! right now it's a work in progress but it will happen soon. if anyone would like to join up please leave me a message and i will get back to you asap .

Mtv's First Redeemable Act Since 1996
Hell hath frozen over? MTV embracing Music Videos? As the primary entertainment medium continues its transition to the net, where the lines between television and its newer cousin begin to blur, I hope the 2010's will herald better times then this godforsaken artistically dead MTV decade. MUSIC VIDEOS ON DEMAND PEOPLE! JUST TYPE IT IN AND BAM! Follow the linky, I'm going back to my superbird. http://www.mtvmusic.com/

Shopping Trip With Dad
Dad at the Mall I took my dad to the mall the other day to buy some new shoes (he is 92). We decided to grab a bite at the food court. I noticed he was watching a teenager sitting next to him. The teenager had spiked hair in all different colors: green, red, orange, and blue. My dad kept staring at him. The teenager would look and find him staring every time. When the teenager had had enough, he sarcastically asked, 'What's the matter old man, never done anything wild in your life?' Knowing my Dad, I quickly swallowed my food so that I would not choke on his response, knowing he would have a good one, and in classic style he did not bat an eye in his response. 'Got drunk once, and had sex with a peacock. I was just wondering if you were my son.'

Well...im Knocked Up..booo! Lol
Yup exactly what all you guys wanna here..im knocked up...so no more sexy pics from me..lol cuz i dont think pregnancy is all that sexy :) haha so hence the reason for the status message about canceling my account..i dunno if i will yet or not...but this is also why i havnt added many new pics...i honestly just dont feel like it now...but i actually do know some decent people on here and its nice chatting with them :) so i dunno...ill think about canceling...we'll see..but some of you i still wanna talk to :) hehe your not all silly pervs who just wanna see boobies :) hehe..oh wait..yes you are...what was i thinking..lol but at least some of you know how to talk about things besides the nudity..lol those are the ones i like talking to :P anyways..just thouhgt id throw this out there..hehe lets see the reactions and how many of u run from my profile :)

Losing Teeth
Well I went in to have a tooth checked out. There was no saving it. I was really sick a few years back and it really messed up my gums and the bones. I might lose the whole bottom row of teeth. This is really depressing to me. I know when I look at people I look at their teeth and now I will be on the other side of it. They had to remove one front bottom tooth. I now have a space there. It looks and feels weird. There is nothing I can do to save a few of them. My last dentist didn't make it any better because he wouldn't do a cleaning the whole 3 years I was going to him. He just keep pulling teeth and was thinking he was going to fix them before he would clean them. Now I know he was making it worst. I think it was the big bucks he was getting for doing the work. Well I hope the new dentist will make it better with out pulling the whole bottom row.

Thoughts Lines Of Today
1.i can say in all honesty we cause alot pain for ourselfs. 2.when u real you dont have to say it you already are. 3.live to the point you dont care.but then live to the point you can turely care for others. 4.youre mind can be used for alot evil try good for a change. 5.you lieing if you dont say most race fits some kind of sterotypes. this is a short blog on my own saying cause i enjoying thinking out the normal views on thinking.

Released
Released I release thee from the bond that holds tight, to find one true loves light, never to haunt your dreams again, never to come on a moments whim. I release thee from the bond that ever was, dropped from mind but never heart, lost and found but never hurt, trapped in time was never enough. I release thee from the bond of pain, to never again know the breaking of thy soul, to live with all thy know, to be one with all but always heal thyself, to be with the one thy love with all thy might, to be with the one thy hold so tight. I release thee to the world thy know, i release the key that i held so long, opening the door for thee with so much glee, hoping that our lives should past in the distant day, i release thee from all your pain. that is all i hope you like. I wrote it from the heart and i hope you take it as a good thing. I will see ya'll on the flipside. Ares

I'm A Thief.
Today is a better day. I'm in a bright and sunny mood and my thoughts are pretty positive. Sometimes it's difficult to be that way. Lately, I've had a reason or two to spend most of my time being bright and sunny...but those same things also make me the exact opposite. I've found someone that I really want to spend time with. I want to know him. I want to have long talks with him and sit across from him and make him smile. But...there's so little time. So many hurdles to overcome...so many boundaries and miles and weights pressing down. People who say that "If you care enough about spending time with someone, you'll make the time for them" obviously never had our lives. He said something to this effect. And he was right. So, I'm stealing his line.

Pub Crawl - Nov 15 - Salem, Ma
Hi Everyone... sorry it took so long.. but here it is.. the FALL PUB CRAWL!!! SATURDAY, NOVEMBER 15 starting at 7 pm in SALEM, MA The Pub Crawl Schedule: Finz - 7 - 7:45 CAPTS (Pickering Wharf) - 8 - 8:45 Dodge Street Bar & Grill - 9 - 9:45 Lobster Shanty 9:45 - 10 (guzzle and go) O'Neill's - 10 - 11 Rockafella's - 11 - Close We hope to see you all there. Get the word out. Repost this to your friends that you would like to join the crawl! If you have questions, send me a PM. Maybe I'll see you out! Door

Biotch Fight!!!
So, my friend on here Tabouslous is actually my best friends sister. She has been living with my best friend, as am I until I get my own apartment. Well stuff happened between her sister and her and she was kicked out. Well today she came over to get her stuff, she was screaming and being out of control. My friend opened the door to tell her to stop because of all our kids were sleeping, tabbi starts yelling some more then all of the sudden she came after me and punched me!! WTF!!?? All I was doing was standing in the kitchen making sure she didnt come after my friend, and then she comes after me saying she hates me and wants to fucking kill me, my friends husband and tabbi's boyfriend held her back but she got lose and came after me again!!! Seriously people I did or said nothing, I have nothing to do with this situation, I am not a violent or mean person, I keep the peace with everyone...so anyways they finally get her out of the house and lock the door. Then she starts pounding on t

The Top Ten Breeches Of Bdsm Etiquette
The Top Ten Breeches of BDSM Etiquette By Mistress Ren Growing up, we are taught the importance of etiquette - societal etiquette, business etiquette, etiquette for Grandma's house, etc. Good etiquette is our way of showing others that we respect them. Having been in the scene for quite a while, I've witnessed my share of faux pas. The following are breeches of scene etiquette that I have seen over the years. They are in no particular order… 1) Talking indiscreetly about private BDSM parties. Whether it be before the fact - or after - talking indiscreetly about play parties can, at the least, get folks angry with you, and, at the most, have you permanently removed from future guest lists. Because private homes or function spaces can only accommodate so many people, many party hosts find that they are limited in the number of folks they can invite. When invitees talk openly about the upcoming party, or a party they have just attended, people not on the guest list tend

How My Ex Treats Me
i just hate the way my ex treats me ! they (all my exs) say one thing and then if i don't CRAWL back on my hands and knees. they still treat me with no respect. Take for instance my ex that i kicked to the curb.( he told everyone " he kicked me to the curb" and then he expects me take him back ! yeah , right ! and just today, a guy that we both knEw told me that he stuck my picture w/a needle. how immature can he get.(MY EX) and yesturday, i got my bike baack and he was (crying) like a little girl. all he did was just use me and then trashed me. i mean , why can't men just grow up and stop trying to control me. Yeah, i may of been naive in the beginning but come on ...... i have learned alot from my exs. that is why, i am now single and loving it.

Rhonda Aka Jadeand Jaksonsmom Needs To Godmother! Woot!
jade&jaksonsmom~25 To Life~Club Mystic~Owned by GaigeandMorgynsMom~Owner of aGem4Life & i am back@ fubar Only 641,512 to Godmother! If everyone with rate her pics and stash, we can get her a LOT closer! PLZ HELP! WOOT!

Stolen From Stacie
What was the highlight of your day? Still waiting for it. Who has texted you today? I don't have a cell Besides your mouth, where is your favorite spot to get kissed? Uuuuuhhh....? How did you feel when you woke up? Sad Name something great that happened Friday? Absolutely nothing When was the last time you saw your father? Yesterday Do you like your life as of now? No, but I see great potential and I hope Do you wish someone would call or text you right now? Always, but not just anyone..someone Do you regret doing something in the past week? Yup Have you ever been kissed by a person that's name starts with J? Hasn't everyone? Do you drink coffee? Nope Do you crack your knuckles? Yeah What were you doing 20 minutes ago? Playing poker Does anyone call you babe or baby? Yes, but I ask them not to Last thing you drank? Mt. Dew (Y) What were you doing yesterday at midnight? Watching cheesy kung-fu What can't you wait for? Win

*~meet My New Owner~*
♥ Meet My New Owner! ♥ crunchman8117 He is very Kind, Generous and Friendly. He is also a GREAT OWNER! And most of all he is a very Sweet person and a Great Gentleman! Feel free to check his page, Show Lots of Love and You'll never regret it! click the pic below for his profile...

Just A Deep Loving Kiss
I love you with all I am And all I'll ever be. You are my moon, my sun and stars, My earth, my sky, my sea. My love for you goes on Beneath both life and death, So deep it must remain when I Have drawn my last faint breath. Holding you for months and years Will make Time disappear, Will make your lips, my lips, your face My face, your tear my tear; Will make us one perfect person intertwined in bliss, Not man or woman, live or dead-- Just a deep, loving kiss! WITCHYS WIKKED GRAPHIX

Crushing Emotions
chest heaving under heavy pressure mind reeling from so many thoughts wanting to scream yet the voice cant even claw out of the throat so many images crushing the mind so many thoughts cant even tell time clinging on to hope that u will find that one who can help find that calm only to feel that fear well up more when any one trys to get close struggeling DAILY to fight that fear images slaming the head finding courage to admit another is needed and wanted cant show weakness crawling back into the darkness where quiet comfort is so often found

After One Night?
I surrender to the warmth, of your kiss To caress your cheek, you kiss my hand Just after one night, could you forget the bliss? Lying next to you I can feel your warmth That first made me long for you between my thighs Just after one night, you realized that you would, Could not again be happy, until you again heard my sighs. Shel

My Reason For Not Having A Colonoscopy
My reason for not having a colonoscopy. Do you need anyother reason???? I called my friend Andy Sable, a gastroenterologist, to make an appointment for a colonoscopy. A few days later, in his office, Andy showed me a color diagram of the colon, a lengthy organ that appears to go all over the place, at one point passing briefly through Minneapolis . Then Andy explained the colonoscopy procedure to me in a thorough, reassuring and patient manner. I nodded thoughtfully, but I didn't really hear anything he said, because my brain was shrieking, quote, 'HE'S GOING TO STICK A TUBE 17,000 FEET UP YOUR BEHIND!' I left Andy's office with some written instructions, and a prescription for a product called 'MoviPrep,' which comes in a box large enough to hold a microwave oven. I will discuss MoviPrep in detail later; for now suffice it to say that we must never allow it to fall into the hands of America 's enemies. I spent the next several days productively

Just Grow Up
I'M SO TIRED OF YOU FAKE ASS FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!! IF YOU HAVE A DAMN PROBLEM WITH ME COME SAY SOMETHING TO ME DON'T GO TALKING SHIT TO OTHERS!!!!!!!!!!!! ANOTHER THING I'M DONE WITH EVERYONES DAMN LIES PEOPLE NEED TO GROW THE FUCK UP REAL FAST!!!!!!!!!!!

New Train Scooby-doo Halloween Haunting!
A Pup Named Scooby Doo - Theme Song HALLOWEEN TIME AND SCOOBY- DOO IS TRYING TO SOLVE THE MYSTERY OF THE HAUNTED HOUSE! JOIN HIM AND FRIENDS TO SOLVE THE MYSTERY OF THE HAUNTED MANSION...........................! ~AKAMRS.T THE DREAM TEAM ~ DYLON'S DIVA MAFIA~ CLUB F.A.R.~ BAD GIRL~@ fubar JOIN THE TRAIN OF FRIENDS AND HAPPY HAUNTING!!ADD/RATE ALL ON TRAIN AND WHEN DONE GO GET YOUR HALLOWEEN TAGS .............................! BIG POPPA Ya Heard if im not caressin,em im undressin,em regiment bomber&mgr. girlkikass2 dreamteam@ fubar Pvt.Passion - Jade's Dirty Diamond Crew/Proud Member of Goofy's Regiment Dragon Bombers & DD@ fubar The Dream Team Organizer & Member of Dylon's Divas Mafia Fubar Queen07-08@ fubar Daddyslilangel / DREAM TEAM BOMBER/ GF of Mr Keep it Real/ member of the hot momma club/FU BAD GIRL

Life
ok so I have done the player thing and wasnt satisfied so I came to the conclusion that sex without meaning sucks even if the sex was good, cuz you still feel empty the next day. BUT everytime I think I have found that meaning I wind up getting hurt. Which really really sucks. So I dont know what is worse feeling empty and lonely or having your heartbroke repeatedly. I know I'm the kind of person that falls fast and that is why I get hurt, ( not good if your a player and yet I was really good at playin people lol) So I have decided to slow down on the hunt for meaning, but I'm not exactly going back to being a player either. I'm just kinda like whatever now. I just want to know is it only me that cant seem to be happy for more than 5 mins? I've done the long term relationship thing a few times, didnt work got my heartbroke in one way or another everytime. Being a player leaves me empty and lonely ( except during the act). So really what is it about me that I cant find that happin

A Simple Poem
"Why Is All I Ask" Why is it that when you are in love with someone, it must go and hurt so very much? Making you do and think things you probably never would any other time in your life here on Earth. Why must we as humans suffer so much pain because of feelings and emotions that flood us like some tropical storm ripping across an isaland? Do we ever really never have pain in life? Why is it, that when your heart belongs to someone, it is always broken it seems? Never really knowing how to fix things yet always making them worse as each day passes us on by. I guess these are just a few of the questions i ask myself everyday. Wishing to one day undestand this thing people call LOVE. So, about all i can really say or ask now is WHY!!!!!!! P.J. Page 10-30-08 4:39a.m.

More Stupiidty
The dream is so fresh in my mind, A singular beauty, one of a kind, her smile so radiant, so enticing, her joyous laughter, so tantalizing, her lively eyes, and timely teasing, the sight of her, so visually pleasing, who would dare wake from such a dream? Only a madman, it would seem, then all at once, it was so very clear, I wasn't dreaming, you are real and here,

Auction Time!
Hey whats up Jessa here just to tell you imma do an auction.. runs a week long once i get 5 or more people it will start.. if you want in sb me. k thanks what is a auction you ask? and how do i get in..? Well ya sb me the pic you want used. i upload the pic.. you get people to come bid on you things like vip bling packs even happy hrs.. but u have to offer the bidder something to make them bite.. so ya gotta send me a message.. with what ur offering

Dariers/..
i have darier's i didnt find out what i even had intill i was around 14-15. it start appearing on my forehead and neck and scalp when i was 7 years old. i went to id have to say over 50 or so doctors and to atleast 100 differnt kind of meds. but when was around 15 i found out what it was and got medication for it. it worked really well and almost complelty got ride of it. sad part is even with meds that work it will never be completly gone its in treatable. it had to be the biggest relief i always held my head down and had bangs to cover it up. then after around 3years i started getting really sick they thought it could be the pills because they could cause horiable side effects. in because around the time the pills already stoped working its i think the doctor said because my body is getting used to it so it wasnt having the same effect she even tried up the dose nothing. i havent been able to get the pills for this in that reason. now my rash is coming back full force and its at i

What Really Irks Me
The top 5 things I really can NOT stand in life. 1.) People who take welfare and do NOT need it. If they need it, fine, that is what it is there for. I'm talking about the people who take advantage of the system. 2.) People who misspell and misuse the english language. We all went to school, didn't we? 3.) People who don't take care of their children. You help make them, you help take care of them. 4.) People who are fake. I work with a woman where the only way she can be nice is to fake it and it is so transparent. I fight the urge to bitchslap her everyday. 5.) People who use their past as an excuse for everything that is wrong in their lives. It happened, it's over, move on. Get therapy if you need to.

A Poem
These Clever Women Close your eyes, my love, let me make you blind! They have taught you to see Only problems writ on the face of things, And algebra in the eyes of desirous men, And God like geometry Tangling his circles to baffle you and me. I would kiss you over those eyes till I kissed you blind; If I could--if anyone could! Then perhaps in the dark you'd get what you want to find: The solution that ever is much too deep for the imnd; Dissolved in blood..... That I am the heart, and you are the gentle hind. Now stop carping at me! Do you want me to hate you? Am I a kaleidoscope For you to shake and shake, and it won't come right? Am I doomed in a long condition of words to mate you? Unsatisfied! Is there no hope Between your thighs, far, far from your peering sight? D.H. Lawrence

No Idea
I have no idea what I'm ever going to put in here. But I guess time will tell. I'm sure sooner or later it will be full of stupid stories of my life or little pieces of info. But for now I have no idea really what I am doing. Maybe one day it will all make sence.

Fucking Shit
it seems to me that world today is all fucked up!! i totally do the computer and texting thing, but i have never lost the value of a good face to face... what has happen to this world!?!?! .... hhmmmmm

I Am...
I am... I am... I am... I am. I am wildly, passionately, crazily, incongruously, irrevocably, madly, unabashedly, woefully, unerringly, preposterously, uncontrollably...happy when I hear his voice. Something is terribly wrong with me.

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I Think....
...that the best thing anyone has ever said to me was said last night "I don't know why you're so good to me. All i do is play drums in my underwear and exist" lol, if that isn't reason enough to *heart* the kid i don't know what is :D

What A Dog
Oh nevermind we found him, He is always chasing the kitties and getting lost, whatever are we gonna do with him? Jim ~ Dirty South Crew ~@ fubar can anyone out there put some heavy rating on him to hold him down? ROTFLMAO, We love ya Jim MUAH!!! Brought to you with much love and a pound of ground round by: ♥ Dawn ♥ Fu-Married to "It's a Secret"@ fubar And, only she has no idea I did this, LMAO WendyCaroline#CLUB F.A.R. MEMBER@ fubar

I Think I Gone And Done It This Time
A nice lady posted a friends mumm titled "Why do guys ruin it?".. well, I commented something guys are born that way. Was about a guy she had been seeing for 8 months or so who turned out to be either seeing another woman or lining another up. I realized I hadnt kept up with the rates, etc on her page, and was going through the photos and there was a picture of the offender. Soooooo I commented on the picture "looks like he is getting ready to leave" or something like that, I cant remember.. hell, I can barely remember my name, so I wear a name tag. To drag this out further, when I logged on this morning, I had a message in my shoutbox blasting me for not respecting other people's feelings, etc, and for me to keep my fat mouth shut. I responded with an apology saying I meant no disrespect, and apologized profusely. I was blocked.. the pinnacle of fubarian insults!!! I felt bad about the whole situation. Do you think I screwed up? .... and I dont think my mouth is fat.. ma

Gothic Misconceptions
I have been sitting day in and day out listening to the whining and crying of people claiming to be Goth. These people so inaccurately carry the flag not even knowing what it means to be a Modern Day Goth. It is because of these people (my oldest son included) that I am compelled to write this blog and make a statement against the negative portrayal of the Gothic Lifestyle and the negative connotations and stereotypes that have arisen from the posers within this sub-culture.Here is a list of common misconceptions with brief rebuttals refuting the connotations associated with the assumptions: 1. Goths are defined by the types of music they listen to (ie. metal, industrial, punk, alternative). This is one of the biggest misconceptions. I can think of several social groups that these could apply to. The truth of the matter is simply this. True Goths tend to be considerably more eclectic than this. They tend to have a wide variety of interests that are not limited by Genre or Popularit

Closure
This time I am going to sound ill, sitting here and I cant be still. Not mad at you, but mad at me, because I just couldn`t see. I never meant a damn thing to you, and it is about time that you knew. I am so sick and tired of your lies, you are always in some kind of disguise. Is anything about you true at all, you know all I have to do is make a call. To someone who we both know, all I want right now is for you to go. Away forever and leave me alone, because you are an asshole down to the bone. Took me a long time to figure it out, what it is you are all about. You say I was your best friend, but where were you in the end. When I needed you the most, you had to flee maybe out toward the coast. But hey, I really don`t care, because I know someone who is always there. Doesn`t care what I do or where I have been, and yes I can really call him a friend. Guess who that someone is do you have a clue, I know this much it isn`t you!!!

Song Lyrics That Remind Me Of Some One
Broken You're the air that I breathe you're the sun when it breaks through the clouds You're all that I need But I know that you have this doubt Im down on my knee I pray you'll stake this out Im begging you please girl Im sorry I let you down Chorus: Im broken like a promise Im shattered like a dream Im broken with all my peices scattered around for you to see Im broken like a record, I sing the same old song [ Everlast Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ] Im broken like the heart of a man thats run away from love too long girl what about you what about you girl Its so hard to speak I can barely look you in the eye Its so hard to breathe but I kow I ain't afraid to die your breath is so sweet your kisses could get me high my heart is so weak girl your loving could get me by

Subject
Let's see, what have I done this week? Nothing too exciting. Oh...got my eye brows waxed for the first time. Didn't hurt. People kept telling me it was going to hurt and I'm like "uhh if I can handle tattoos, piercings and cuts, I can handle waxing" LOL! I'm loving how it looks. Sooo much better looking. Tomorrow is Halloween. *pouts* and I have to be at work. We're having a Halloween contest. I had no idea what to dress up as and that would be safe for work, so I'm going as a jail bird with a white wig...Oh baby... Even if I did take the day off, things wouldn't start until late at night and I gotta work the next day. Sucks.....I love Halloween too but I can't afford to take any time off right now. yup yup yup.....

My Thoughts On Weed
Marijuana seems to have always been a part of my life and you know what? I wouldn't have it any other way. I remember standing in the lunch line in middle school with my best friend Brett. He was weaving tales of a friends older brother that brough weed to a party. We just were made to watch the classic 'Drugs are BAD' films so I was dying to try it. He sold me a bag of homegrown and I rolled a big notebook paper joint and blazed away in the basement under the steps. The notebook paper burned the fuck out of my throat but I smoked the whole thing and.......NOTHING HAPPENED! I didnt get high the first time. I wasn't deterred for long and the next time it hit me like a sack of quarters and I've never been the same since! I think it should be legal and no I'm not one of those who use the 'hemp can make rope and clothes' and all that shit or the medicinal shit. It should be legal to get fucking high. To self medicate. Know yourself, know your drug of choice, and fuck anyone who disagrees w

There Are Some Great Friends On Here !!!
I just wanted to Thank All of My Friends for being there and helping me through thick and thin, rating my pics, helping me and just showing me the love. My friends have stopped me from leaving here and I am truly gratel they did. One doesnt think that people online actually can be real friends but it has been proven that they can. I love yall hugs and kisses and Thank You again

Numerology
The influence of your Day of Birth; Your birthday is on the 23rd, which makes your birth number 5. CHARM is your middle name! And there's nothing insincere about your character either. You truly like being around people. Your friends bring out your best side -- a genuine wit and honesty that draw people to you like flies to honey. Part of your attraction is that you're a HEALING woman. Even if your career has nothing to do with medicine or the healing arts, people will seek you out for emotional and spiritual healing. Another reason people are drawn to you is your independence and self-sufficiency. Your friends and loved ones most likely want to be around you in hopes that your character will rub off on them! Your Destiny number; A refined intellectual, a woman who's studious, analytical and very research oriented . . . If you've heard yourself described in these terms by friends from time to time, there's a reason. You're under the influence of a 7 Destiny. The 7 focu

Porch
he has the nerve to rate me a 1 cause he dont like my comment on his mumm and then when i leave him a comment call me a fat ass and then gets scared so he runs with his tail between his legs and blocks me. fucking wimp couldnt handle me anyways.

My Weekend
My Grandpa is coming in today from NC. :) Of course when I go to work tonight I'm basically there for a day and a half (I'll be home fairly late tonight and need to leave by 8 AM for a long day tomorrow.) I'm off Sunday morning and then I'm off until the following Saturday. All in all the two long days I'll have will prove to actually make a halfway good check for me I suppose. And I will get to spend some time with Grandpa. Tomorrow Alannah is 6 months old. :) Happy Halloween.

My Darkest Desires
MY DARKEST DESIRES My darkest desires Of pain and agony To see him suffer When he's not by me To see him cry And watch him bleed As I laugh in evil sin He beaks down in sorrow Just I can win My darkest desires Of madness and suffering To see him in agony My laughter will sting To see him in pain Makes me smile Evil mind and heart My eyes stare at him I will break him a part My darkest desires Of blood and tears To see him surrounded by madness It's me he fears To se him in blood Makes me high It's a thrill He's glancing behind And I get my prey, my kill My darkest desires Scaring him away All I wanted Was to be loved But now I got left On my own again And it all strikes back My desires become my fears

Christmas For Our Military...
It's that time of year again when I send Christmas cards to Our Troops overseas... I started this project 5 years ago for two reasons, to let our soldiers know that they are always being thought of and to show my support for them... If you know a soldier that would enjoy receiving a Christmas card, please PM me their name & APO or FPO address... I'll be accepting address from today thru Friday Nov. 19th... You have no idea what a little thing like receiving a Christmas card does for their morale.... Thanks so much, as always You all are awesome! xoxoxox *Please NO politics or Drama*

Pub Crawl
SATURDAY, NOVEMBER 15 starting at 7 pm in SALEM, MA The Pub Crawl Schedule: Finz - 7 - 7:45 CAPTS (Pickering Wharf) - 8 - 8:45 Dodge Street Bar & Grill - 9 - 9:45 Lobster Shanty 9:45 - 10 (guzzle and go) O'Neill's - 10 - 11 Rockafella's - 11 - Close We hope to see you all there. Get the word out. Repost this to your friends that you would like to join the crawl! If you have questions, send me a PM. Maybe I'll see you out!

Mike Miller
This man I thought was the greatest, I even left someone whom I was very involved with to stay with him he turned out to be the worst person ever he is trying to take my son away from me, he is a piece of crap he is putting me thru things that no mother should be going through I wish to god he and i never met, i should of stayed with the person I was seeing at first, yes he had another person in his life but it was the best time of my life being with him..what to do? people can be very cruel, please whoever reads this be prepared to stay away from men like mr. miller they will be your ruin.....

Get You Blings & Fubucks From Me
BACK BY DEMAND TO SAY THANK TO MY FRIENDS. I AM RUNNING ANOTHER AUTO 11, SO MANY HAVE LEVELED ON ME I AM EXCITED **RATE ATHON WITH BLINGs N FUBUCKS GIVE AWAY** I have my Auto 11's activated. Come rate my pics with a 10 and YOU and I will both get 35 points for each rate, and 57 points during Happy Hours. Have fun rating and hope a lot of you level up Happy Hour 11's from VIP's will count 108 and not 57 example...600 rates takes about 30 minutes and @ 57 points each, thats 32,400 easy points and matching fubucks,,, what a deal. **Rate Athon with Give Away BLINGS till????:)** *SEXYGIRLBLONDE*#17*GODFATHER*1st,Oracle* FAN/RATE B4 ADD,TY*@ fubar

What If??
ya kno we all have "what if" questions running through our head...bad part do we ever act on them?? ya kno kinda like what if i gave up on him? what if i quit tryin? what if i just erase my feelings and be strictly his friend? maybe it would change his mind and by that time its gonna be too late to do anything about it cuz i'll be over it! everyone has gotten hurt in the past right? and everyone is scared that it will happen again! i kno i am! but damn theres times when u have to give someone a chance...i kno i would if i had a guy doing everything in their power to try to be with me and to make me happy! i duno...its just irritating half the time i duno what to think! sorry guys i just had to get that out there! i think this will be the one time i act on my "what if's" have any advice? let me kno

Just Kinda Bored
I've noticed.. numerous contradictions in people. for instance: I try not to judge people I don't know. ok I don't judge.. period. I can't don't have the room to because I by no means am perfect. I have been told .. by numerous people its "great" that they can confide in me and talk to me without the fear of being judged. I think that's cool .. all I say is "where do I have the right to judge you?" "ugly" I don't like that word. Its, not cool. I mean ok I'm not the fucking beauty queen.. but I consider myself to be average & I have other points that make me pretty. Personality, sense of humor, etc. I don't call people ugly, I don't rate people poorly, I always have something good to say (unless you constantly hit on me) I took down my nudes, some may say I'm ashamed. No just stopped doing that portion of my life, so I took them down. Doesn't mean I'm ashamed or scared cuz to be honest people in my life have seen these pictures already. Bullies, I don't get internet f

Burn
I am alone here, always alone, All I want to do is scream, I'm frustrated, wanting to rip my hair out, And I can't catch my falling dreams. I'm slowly fading away, And I feel so god damn cold, These lines are disappearing, And this mask is getting old. I'm fading amongst the colors, Under the red, inside the gray, I can't take being coated in his lies, These tangled threads are starting to fray. I can't lift myself back up, Cut from broken pieces on the floor, My happiness got scorched long ago, Trapped behind that locked door. And all these feelings inside me, Cause such damage to my heart, I can feel it literally twisting, Along with what has been torn apart. I can't keep fighting anymore, I pray for it all to leave, Is it really too much to ask for? Just so I can god damn breathe. I'm cracking under the pressure, I'm coming to my last stand, Because it's hurting way too much, My life lies fragile in my hands. And there's nothing I can do to

Blessed Samhain
....and Happy Halloween. I wore my costume to work. A lot of people said I was cute and liked my outfit. Not too many people dressed up until later on. We had our little Halloween Costume contest. A group of people did the Addam's Family. There was some gypsy person, Homer, Vampire, some type of dancer, and a few others. The dancer chick got first place, Jessy who dressed up at the Burger King dude got second, vampire got third and I got fourth. Wish that I got at least third because their prize was a Starbucks card....bah! I got some type of blanket and something else that they forgot to give me...some type of data book thing.... Got my free flu shot during work. Haven't had a flu shot in forever.....at least it was free at work. Bleh...that was my day

Life Update
well to let you all know i am healing up very well from surgery. but to my dissatisfaction my daughter is having some complications and has to see a heart specialist.. well if it comes down to it and if she needs a heart transplant and i am compadible with her i will die for my kids so yes i would kill myself for my daughter to have my heart.. so i am giving heads up if i just come up missing.... love you all.. Angel AKA @Evil_Minded@

It Doesn't Matter...
It doesn't matter what they do, No matter what they say. I'm gonna be with you as long as I can. For my heart is here to stay. It doesn't matter what they try, I'm never letting go. You're the only one my heart beats for, As shivers go down from head to toe. It doesn't matter how they feel It's nothing that I control. They can do all they want. But it's my heart that is yours to hold. When they try to pull me away. They know that I'll pull back. I love you and nothing will change. It's my heart that I keep in track. I don't care what they say, I'm never letting you go. I've waited so long for this. It's just that they don't know. It doesn't matter how far. We're still growing strong. We will make them see And prove to everyone that they are wrong. I've never loved this much. But then I found you. So I'm not giving up. If only they really knew.. They better hear me loud and clear I'm just never giving up. Nothing they do will work, Because ou

18 Inch War
18 Inch War This war rages like no other The distance is so short Yet of billion miles apart This war is of logic This war is of emotion Between the mind and the heart The hearts wants a love To feel deep inside To reach out and wrap her in The Mind says to let go She is not yours You’re not good enough to win Each side sends it volley With only pain as a result One that has indelible scars As I bleed for my love My inner torment Stretches across the stars If I were more Than what I am Would that ignite loves fire? If my heart beat stronger If I were a better man Would I obtain what I desire? As the doubts mill around Inside my heart and mind I wonder of what use I am for The battle is my own Armageddon At least one side will die Through my 18 Inch War

Shattered Eyes
the feeling crawls up my spine again as the anger seeps slowly in digging into my eyes distorting, blurring everything muscles contort and tighten trying to resist the pain wanting to scream, to roar to unleash this beast to spit fire to let this rage out of this cage it's been chained for far too long it needs to be set free demons whisper in my ears as the angels are subdued nothing makes sense as reality and fantasy blur together into one big mess in my head

How It Feels
no one knows how it feels to be aloner no friends to talk to do one to trust,till you have been thur it yourself. I am telling you how i feel setting here alone no one to talk to or trust,It is a very scary would.it hurts.you see people out there laughing having fun with others.I was raised up in a hard ruff time i was abused in a way where i was never alowed to talk to anyone when i was growing up.When i did say a word like hi to someone i was beaten and put in a cage . now that im all growen up and have 3 kids i sit and feel so alone.till one day i met this sweet lady on paltalk on line that is now my only best friend i have the only one that i have that i can fully trust.my would changed i started to open up and talk . Now i face another thing i dont want to loose my only true friend i have.at times when i cant get ahold of her for a day or 2 i feel i have lost. I cant handle the thought of looseing my only true friend.I am very protective of my friend dont want no one to hurt

My Best Friend
Our friendship is an ocean, stretching Far and wide Never ending Filled with memories That last a lifetime You've always known Just what to say You are always there, When I need you the most When I need A shoulder to cry on Yours are always waiting When I need Someone to talk to You are there Just listening When I needed- Someone to hug Your arms are Doors wide open to me Our friendship's Just like the Stars- Both go beyond Man's reach

Whatever Happened To A Man Is A Man And The Woman Is The Woman.
Ok so one of the things I do when I need to sort things out is write(I have a ton of blogs on my myspace) so I thought I would share a lil on here so y'all can c a lil bit into me...Im going through a phase right now I think. Im picking guys that r sooo not my type because they are safe and I know I won't get hurt but I hurt them in the process. I feel awful about the last guy. He's the sweetest guy in the world, but he just wasn't for me and I broke his heart and I feel awful. Ive tried to get away from my old habits with guys cuz thats how I always get into trouble. I am attracted to the alpha male, I love a guy that is hard and don't put up with shit and is gna make me feel like "DAMN!!!!!" I love watching a guy work and sweat and don't think there is anything sexier. Sex is a big deal in a relationship, I need someone that is gna b just as crazy as I am in bed. I like to try new things, I can't have the same old thing or way all the time. Im a total thrill seeker especially when I

Twas The Night Before Elections
'Twas the night before elections And all through the town Tempers were flaring Emotions all up and down! I, in my bathrobe With a cat in my lap Had cut off the TV Tired of political crap. When all of a sudden There arose such a noise I peered out of my window Saw Obama and his boys They had come for my wallet They wanted my pay To give to the others Who had not worked a day! He snatched up my money And quick as a wink Jumped back on his bandwagon As I gagged from the stink He then rallied his henchmen Who were pulling his cart I could tell they were out To tear my country apart! " On Fannie, on Freddie, On Biden and Ayers! On Acorn, On Pelosi" He screamed at the pairs! They took off for his cause And as he flew out of sight I heard him laugh at the nation Who wouldn't stand up and fight! So I leave you to think On this one final note- IF YOU DONT WANT SOCIALISM GET OUT AND VOTE!!!!

Strippers
The other day I was wearing a pair of jeans and walked into a grocery store. I reached into my pocket and found some money folded. I opened up the folded money and there in my hand was six one dollar bills. The first thing that came to mind was "strip club". LOL ... now when I see a $1 bill I think of strip clubs. Am I a strip club addict?

Happy Halloween
Halloween night, trick or treat, aching feet, collecting enough candy for more than one to eat. Goblins, ghouls, witches, and ghost come out at night, This brings parents oh such delight. Fairies, princesses, and so many more, The smaller the child the more their adored. You were a fairy princess with wings all in pink and make up too, You were so excited to make your debut. You could not say trick or treat, for this year you were only two. With a great big smile and wanting eye's, You held out your pumpkin and waited the surprise. Nothing scarred you as we walked along hand in hand, It not taking you long to understand. We continued to walk house to house, block to block, looking for porch lights into the night, The energy building in you, I could see the sleepiness you were beginning to fight. So,I gathered you up and we started back to the car, You beaming as bright as the night sky's stars. We got home, checked the candy, gave you

Women's Sexual Perspective
We all know that us guys are horny dogs 99% of the time and have no problem telling the whole world what we like sexually. What I don't hear is the the women's sexual perspective. So I must ask you ladies, what turns you on sexually? What physical characteristics in men turn you on? What's your fave position? Is recieving oral sex important? Do you really enjoy giving oral sex? How do you liked to be touched? What style sex turns you on the most? Slow and sensual or fast and rough? Please leave your answers as comments and thanks for participating! ;-)

I Will Be On And Off Slow Internet
I will be on and off Fu and comp till after the 17th and it's too slow to rerate profiles or pics cause takes a long time to load pages from here,, Not a lot of bombing till the 17th of nov. And if I don't talk right away bare with me,This comp i am using is slower than a turtle lol.But am gonna try to pop on to say hi anyway till I get back home..Love ya's and bare with me!!! ~Bratt~

Pleasure & Greed
pleasure & greed gentle fingers, hot breath, subtle curves, warm lips, tasting the moisture from every pore, sucking the creamy soft skin slowly into a flaming kiss, fires ignited in the shallows, flowing to the surface, erupting in violent waves of passionate energy, flooding my thoughts with intoxicating sensations of pleasure and greed.

No Matter What Is Said
This is a personal poem for my son. In hopes that one day the grips that my family have on our relationship will be loosened. That we are able to at least just sit and talk with out the restraints of all the pain and hurt caused to the both of us. No matter what is said, I love you; I look forward to our relationship being restored. We have had our struggles since day one; Before your life had even begun. I have always been your silent cheerleader from the back of the bleachers; Even though I have not been a lifes teacher. No matter what is said, I love you You did not ask for any of this, that I'm sure. I hope one day we can sit and talk about the things that matter; Being able to tear down the walls and watch them shatter. I'm sorry for the way things are; Like a twisted melody from a broken stringed guitar. No matter what is said I love you; The struggles that my mother and I have do not need to rear its ugly head at you anymore. I apologize for all the pain thi

A Specific Thank You
First and foremost, I 'd like to thank "Devils' Goddess" For making this all possible: *DevilsGoddess* SnAkE eYeS rAdIo MaNaGeR* Next, I'd like to thank the following people for putting forth an extra effort to rate all my pics and more so for being such good friends on Fubar: Bounty Hunter™ Schadenfreudist™ MONICA THE GREAT *insert new owner's name here, see blog* ~~~FU-DADDY™~~~R/L BF OF FU-M@M@~OWNER/OWNED BY LYNNE~ Miss Vanima owned by ICED EARTH RULE ★Godprincess.★ (t3h r3aL d3al) "InFArREd"~~~Owned By SouthernOutLawBiker~~DIRTY SOUTH CREW 4 LIFE~~OWNER OF DOWNTOWN BOMBER Luca - The Lady Treazon - Club-i Owner and Co-Host Magic Owner of IrishToadProud V.I.P.E.R. GIRL GS-Chelan If I missed anyone that put forth an extra effort, I'm sorry. But thank you all for the rates. CareBear

Auto 11's............
i has Auto 11's until 7 tomorrrow night........Hit me up please.......I usually dont pointwhore but since Monica the Great hooked me up rate her pics as well.........thanks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

This Blog Is For My 1st Ever Owner Lets Rock His World.
THIS IS MYSTICALDREAMS SENDING THIS PIMPOUT TO MY 1ST OWNER EVER. SO I WANT EVERY ONE TO GO AND SHOW HIM SOME FU LOVE. HE IS SO KOOL AND DESEREVES IT. SO COME ON WHAT YOU WAITING FOR GET TO IT . THIS IS GOING TO A BULLY AND A BLOG. LETS MAKE HIM GO WOW WITH ALL THE FU LOVE ... THIS IS MY 1 ST TIME EVER OWNER. BIG DADDY~Git~R~~Done~ THE RECRUITER FOR GIT R DONE REBEL BOMBSQUAD AND LEADER BIG DADDY~Git~R~~Done~ THE RECRUITER FOR GIT R DONE REBEL BOMBSQUAD AND LEADER@ fubar LETS GET HIM FLYING HIGH WITH ALL THE FU LOVE. AND FU PARTYING COME ON GUYS AND GALS. LETS ROCK HIM . THIS PIMPOUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY ME . SLAVE TO BIG DADDY~Git~R~~Done~ THE RECRUITER FOR GIT R DONE REBEL BOMBSQUAD AND LEADER MYSTICALDREAMS CONFED BOMBER FAM MY OWNER IS BIG DADDY Git R Done THE RECRUITER FOR GIT R DONE@ fubar

A Thousand Needles
like the death of a thousand needles it lies motionless..... in the stone cold silence it was abandoned in the dark..... to be forgotten with out a glance.... at one time it was my beautifully renewed heart full of hope and wonder..... he laid it casually on the rocks and walked away as if his hands had never touched it............

Be The Change ©cyn 2007
Be the change© Cyn 2007 Pondering life and it's many secrets. When I find it, can I keep it? In this life we're dealt a card, sometimes it's easy, sometimes hard. What you do with it, that's your choice. You must speak LOUD, you have a voice! Be a leader, make a change. Look only forward, rearrange. Speak of truth, take a chance. Don't miss out on lifes big dance. The secret of life is what you choose. Stand up now! You cannot lose! Start out alone, take a stand! Soon others will follow to join the band. A band of souls who took a chance. Who spoke in one voice.... And love the dance! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Yes
yes slow warm breath on the back of his neck........ soft wet lips on the inside of his thigh.......... gentle but firm fingertips pulling at his skin.................. skin on skin..........warm and soft moving together ........then stopping a light moan...and a gasp..... of pleasure......... her tongue teases him...... licking him....tasting him fingers grasping the sheets.......... muscles tighten............ she slows.................. stopping briefly to prolong the moment...... then again.......slowly her tongue...............

Unknown Treasure
Long were the days I've spent within these walls Long were nights of being alone. How often have you sailed in my dreams Now in my awakening? Here I am - ready to go Into the season less world Where we shall reap and love In the stillness of the night I have walked in your streets My spirit has entered your heart. In your sleep your dreams were MY dreams Your breath was upon my face. To know the pain of too much tenderness. You are not trapped or tamed. Without a care and without grief. You shall be free.. All you've gotta do is... Give up the fight and learn to surrender You know there's nothing to it Let this be the start of something The start of something true Don't wanna keep this heart imprisoned let me fly away with you... You don't always need a reason For all the things you do When you've got something to believe in You know there's no turning back Let there be no scales To weigh your unknown treasure It is when you give of yoursel

One Rate Plz, For This Sweet Lady!!! Ty!
My dear sweet friend is in a contest for an auto 11 and all she needs are some rates. Could you please just leave her one rate? The contest host has Auto 11's too! Thank you so much! Cin

Anyway
People are often unreasonable, illogical,and self centered; Forgive them anyway. If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives, Be kind anyway. If you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies; Succeed anyway. If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you; Be honest and frank anyway. What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight; Build anyway. If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous; be happy anyway. The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow; Do good anyway. Give the WORLD the best you have, and it may never be enough; Give the WORLD the best you got anyway! You see ................ in the final analysis, it is between you & God; It never was between you & them anyway!

First One In A Long Time
So lets see what have I done? where have I been you ask. Whats new with jester you as Well here it is, 2 years ago in a little lounge called pheonexxx radio(what ever) met some cool peoples. A little over a year later I hopped around lounges met a person from there. Ect kept finding this same person in the lounges. ok before i go on those that known me for more than a year knows that shit happends sometimes online right? Some also know I said that I would never date another girl online,long distance, blah blah right. Im not sure whats going on but I went back on this word. Iv had alot of things happen to me this year. Thought I was going to die at one point like cuz thats what the docs told me and shit. So I quickly relized whats important in life and cut the BS. So yeah back to the story. I finally got the balls up to talk to Jessa, or she did or hell idk we just did. We talked on and off for a long time. She remembers all the way back to that 2 years ago, i sadly dont. We

A Lonely Man Seaking U
Hello I am a man sexy and friendly to all who respect me. My hobby fishing ,writing,photo,flowers,anniamls. Well my yahoo messager id is eastsun_99 So I like web surfing and chat there on yahoo. Here is my photo albumn on web link add: http://s271.photobucket.com/albums/jj129/eastsun/ --- So some of my writings be published on books,and there are a few good friends on net chat me offen. But Mostly I like watch u while we are chatting on. I hate wars,pollutions,and wish all the world peace and good living conditions. --- Most people of their eyes and brains on money and job,works,possitions,face-values.careless on lessure and friends.So I am lonely because I live for happy and enjoy life what God arranged for us. I would like real hugs met here in my location and exchange views,help each others,learn from each others. Will u accept my aboves?and come be friend?Thanks.

5 More Seconds...
Sometimes on many nights like this, I sit here with my heart torn in two, from not seeing you. And I don't know how to say this but if I could tell you, from the bottom of my heart, I would say that: Without you I'm missing a part, A piece of my own heart, That longs to see your smile again, And I wish I didn't have to pretend, To be happy and fake a smile, Knowing I won't hear your voice for quite a while. But if I had one wish, It would be this, To be with you for at least five seconds, It would be just enough I guess, To hold you in my arms, And feel perfect. It will be the shortest time with you ever, But it's better than seeing you never, And it would be the best five seconds of my life, Where for a moment my heart feels just right, And when that five seconds ends, It will go back to normal again, A broken record that silently plays in discreet, Saying five more seconds is what I need.

My Mental Illnesses
1: Intermittent explosive disorder Road rage. Domestic abuse. Angry outbursts or temper tantrums that involve throwing or breaking objects. Sometimes such erratic eruptions can be caused by a condition known as intermittent explosive disorder (IED). Intermittent explosive disorder is characterized by repeated episodes of aggressive, violent behavior in which you react grossly out of proportion to the situation. People with intermittent explosive disorder may attack others and their possessions, causing bodily injury and property damage. Later, people with intermittent explosive disorder may feel remorse, regret or embarrassment. 2: Bipolar disorder Bipolar disorder is a mental condition that usually involves extreme mood swings. A person with the condition may feel happy and excited at one moment and depressed the next. The disorder was once called manic-depression. Mania is a mental disorder characterized by great excitement and sometimes uncontrolled, violent behavior. D

I Have Been Waiting All My Life
Maybe it's intuition But some things you just don't question Like in your eyes I see my future in an instant And there it goes I think I've found my best friend I know that it might sound more than a little crazy But I believe I knew I loved you before I met you I think I dreamed you into life I knew I loved you before I met you I have been waiting all my life There's just no rhyme or reason Only this sense of completion And in your eyes I see the missing pieces I'm searching for I think I've found my way home I know that it might sound more than a little crazy But I believe I knew I loved you before I met you I think I dreamed you into life I knew I loved you before I met you I have been waiting all my life (add the whos here) A thousand angels dance around you I am complete now that I've found you (and the whos here) I knew I loved you before I met you I think I dreamed you into life I knew I loved you before I met you I have been waiting al

My Phsycal Ailments
The Facts on Fibromyalgia Fibromyalgia means pain in the fibrous tissues of the body, such as muscles, tendons, and ligaments. Primary fibromyalgia syndrome (FMS) is a form of fibromyalgia where pain occurs in muscles, tendons, and ligaments throughout the body. The cause is not known. It is most common in young and middle-aged women, but can also be found in MEN, children, adolescents, and older adults. Secondary fibromyalgia is a form of fibromyalgia that is caused by another disorder. It may also be associated with overuse or trauma to the muscles, such as that experienced following a motor vehicle accident. In secondary fibromyalgia, the pain is often localized (it occurs in a specific area of the body). Men are more likely to have secondary fibromyalgia than primary fibromyalgia. Concomitant fibromyalgia is a form of fibromyalgia that co-exists with another condition that causes muscle pain, such as arthritis, or other diseases of the connective tissue. Causes of Fi

I Wish Guys Understood The Language Of Love.
I wish guys understood the language of love. why is it so hard to understand? I don't want to be worshipped. I want to be loved. I don't want to be touched. I want to be held. I don't want you to beg not to leave. I just want you to ask so i'll know you care. I don't want to be your number one. I want to be your only one. I don't want to mean a lot to you. I want to mean everything to you like you are to me. If that's too MUCH to ask, you have too LITTLE to offer.

Intercourse Etiquette And Decency
Intercourse Etiquette and Decency 1) NOT KISSING FIRST. Avoiding her lips and diving straight for the erogenous zones makes her feel like you're paying by the hour and trying to get your money's worth by cutting out nonessentials. A proper passionate kiss is the ultimate form of foreplay (BUT BY NO MEANS THE ONLY ONE!). 2) BLOWING TOO HARD IN HER EAR. Admit it, some kid at school told you girls love this. Well, there's a difference between being erotic and blowing as if you're trying to extinguish the candles on your 50th birthday cake. Knock it off! 3) NOT SHAVING. You often forget you have a porcupine strapped to your chin which you rake repeatedly across your partner's face and thighs. When she turns her head from side to side, it's not passion, it's pain damn it! 4) SQUEEZING HER BREAST. Most men act like a housewife testing a melon for ripeness when they get their hand on a pair. Stroke, caress, and sooth them. 5) BITING HER NIPPLES. Why do

She Cries Along With Justin Over Lost Fu Up Next At 11..reports .. (thats Funny Huh) :)
OKAY SHES FREE NOW TO CALL ME A LIER.. ITS ALL GOOD NOW AND SHE WOULD BE 100% CORRECT.. THIS IS WHERE HER FUBUCKS WENT AND SHE CAN CRY A RIVER WITH JUSTIN NOW..

Birthday Spankins
Auto 11's are ON! Rate, Rate, Rate this Sexy FU! Let's make her Oracle for her Birthday! Show her some sweet lovin' with Rates And Bling! Sexy Salutes made for all those who bring a Blast or a Bling Pack gift to the party! PebblesinAZ...Read and Do My Blogs! XOXO@ fubar

Right Or Wrong
A Master is a Master, not just for his status but for his love of those dear to him, for his gentleness for those he holds dear, his compassion to all mankind and beasts alike. Nor is it for his wisdom but for the complete being that he is and most of all, he is a Master because he has conquered all of the dark from within, he is with one with all that he is.

Soulless
Soulless, a void injected into a mortal coil. Mind ravaged by decay, humanity striped and raped away to leave behind nothing but the shattered and broken shell. A wanderer…A lost one…Bastard son spewed forth from a rancid vagina named the earth. A mind so wreaked by damnation. What pestilence flows through this decaying wretch, what horror of life cast this one upon the scorched earth. Cold dead blue eyes scan forth looking for light, only to have the door slammed shut before him. Bring me darkness and fear, Horror is my lust, you’re suffering my bread. Your cries are the air I breathe. You’re lost home the cloak of night shrouding me in its damning embrace. You made the earth a wasteland, I make you my whores. Natures instrument of death, Mother Gaia’s unholy bastard offspring. A disease to the one’s who broke her heart. A pestilence to all of mankind.

Love Is Enough
Love Is Enough Love is enough: though the World be a-waning, And the woods have no voice but the voice of complaining, Though the sky be too dark for dim eyes to discover The gold-cups and daisies fair blooming thereunder, Though the hills be held shadows, and the sea a dark wonder, And this day draw a veil over all deeds pass'd over, Yet their hands shall not tremble, their feet shall not falter; The void shall not weary, the fear shall not alter These lips and these eyes of the loved and the lover.

Want Points? Maybe Leveled....then Read!!
Go show my friend Lots of love, he deserves it, help him make Disciple, plus rack up points level yourself. Can't go wrong with that. PukinDog143!!**Where are the Real Friends/Raters!!@ fubar

Abortion Survivor Jessen Responds To Obama Calling Her "despicable Liar"
Gianna Jessen survived a saline abortion 31 years ago. "I didn't have any burns anywhere on my body -- it was amazing." The saline, however, did leave Jessen with a mild case of cerebral palsy, a slight limp, and a life-long commitment to oppose abortion. Jessen is featured in a television ad presently running in Ohio and New Mexico, criticizing Barack Obama's four votes against the Born Alive Infant Protection Act (BAIPA). I asked her why she teamed with Jill Stanek's organization, Born Alive Truth, to make the ad. "It's very important for the American people to know how [Obama] feels about the most vulnerable among us," she told me. (Stanek is the Chicago nurse who began lobbying to secure legal protections for babies born alive during abortions.) Jessen has been active in the anti-abortion movement for 16 years and testified before Congress in 2002 about the BAIPA. At those hearings she met Stanek, who approached her several months ago about doing the ad. "I was thrilled t

Tick
TICK In the moment of time Love comes to us and is gone in a whisper Sorrow fills our heart and then is swept away Loneliness grasps our soul but with a touch it fades Anger subsides Peace blooms Contentment rises as joy subsides And then in that moment that very moment of time when every wish is granted my wish goes unanswered... t.a.fillmore

What Im Up To These Days
ok so first off id just like to say my pc stay's logged in 24/7 so more then likely if you message or sb me i might not be here. ok having said thatttttt i work for a world wide tattoo supply company just got back from rock the ink tattoo convention and hanging out with brett micheals, ami james of miami ink, rock of love girls and yes theres pics up of this got a lot more tattoo conventions coming up in the next year ill post them to let people know, and who knows if ones by you come out and say hi to me, well hang and what not, and this means outside of the u.s.a. also i do travel world wide just been very busy lately and i apologize to peeps if i said i would get back to you soon just work is busy and im putting 110% in right now so it pays off later on in life and of coarse as always feel free to leave me messages or if you want other ways to contact me let me know and will do it up other then that i hope all is good and great in your lifes and ill takl to you al

Lounges
Well Ive had my first grand experience in fubar that just makes me wnt to vomit. Just because a guy is a manager in a lounge he felt that he could treat me like crap n say mean things to me but when i dished it back what did he do? Booted me from the lounge. Guys like him are a dime a dozen n u c em on evry corner, think that they r all that n a box of twinkies when theres nothin diff about them that makes them stand out from the normal average guy u wouldnt look twice at. But because this is the internet he feels like hes God or something. IDK. Im sry but just because u think u have some power u think u can treat people however u wnt well guess what? Karmas a bitch n ur prolly some lil geek that sits at his comp playin w his peepee all day. Im sry but at least I get it in real life on a daily basis, I dont need the internet to make me feel better n I dont need to put people down so that I feel more assured of myself. I was married to a man just like u, he told me the same bs u tried t

This Guy Is A Nut Job!
This guy has done nothing but bitched for days in his status, but once he has a hh and auto 11 bling he expects u to be at his beck and call, hes very rude to all his friends including me, let me show u how he treated me over me trying to help get Tre leveled, mind u when my auto 11 was on friday he never hit my page, his excuse, he was at a funeral hmmmm I saw him on all day, since he was in my family list! Mind u I have rated all his pics when the auto 11 wasnt around, and even then he never returned the love, but he bitches cause no one gives him any love lol Heres the shout I got PukinDog14...: Deleted....maybe next time we add each other you'd push mine Emails I got no excuse me i was at a funeral for the person killed here thus if you read my blog you knew what i was going through so get off your ss!!! I was going to auto you tomorrow...since i auto'd myself today from my other acct ty!!! but keep saying grow up cause your lazy ass could of seen orasked what was going

Drunk Tank #1
THE DRUNK1 ON CAM??? WTF? HE ACTUALLY OWNS ONE OF THOSE THINGS? WELL DAMN, WHO'D HAVE THOUGHT. COME ON INT HE DRUNK TANK, AND LETS ALL WATCH THIS OVERWORKED GUY GET SMASHED AND HOPEFULLY PASS OUT ON CAM!!! lol JUST CLICK THE ROAMING GNOME TO GET INSIDE! ALWAYS REMEMBER, DRINK DRANK DRUNK! fine print: But the greatest love--the love above all loves, Even greater than that of a mother... Is the tender, passionate, undying love, Of one beer drunken slob for another.

How To Make A Woman Squirt
Apparently, this is guaranteed to work! Courtesy of "SQUIRTER KAYLA" Blog AUTO11ON-SQUIRTERKAYLA PLZ RATE MY BLOG ~Fu-Owned By mÅ§TërThrØp Make sure you R/F/A her and check out her blogs! Awesome stuff in there! Now I need a guy to try this :P

You Know Who You Are
all you had to do was tell the truth, instead i found out where i stood as your friend you talked about how i changed but the fact is you changed, neveragain will i trust a word you say, how can i and why should i. you once told me about how "you always end up hurting someone" well congrats you can add another one to that list. eventhough i know you don't care. cause if you did you wouldn't find it funny that i am hurt.

Shock Audio Unearthed Obama Tells San Francisco He Will Bankrupt The Coal Industry
Audio: Obama Tells SF Chronicle He Will Bankrupt Coal Industry By P.J. Gladnick (Bio | Archive) November 2, 2008 - 07:26 ET (Please read update about the San Francisco Chronicle neglecting to mention Obama's willingness to bankrupt the coal industry at bottom of this blog.) Imagine if John McCain had whispered somewhere that he was willing to bankrupt a major industry? Would this declaration not immediately be front page news? Well, Barack Obama actually flat out told the San Francisco Chronicle (SF Gate) that he was willing to see the coal industry go bankrupt in a January 17, 2008 interview. The result? Nothing. This audio interview has been hidden from the public...until now. Here is the transcript of Obama's statement about bankrupting the coal industry (emphasis mine): Let me sort of describe my overall policy. What I've said is that we would put a cap and trade system in place that is as aggressive, if not more aggressive, than anybody else's out

Manual 10's Enabled
Ok...I'm starting the "Manual 10's Enabled" club. eh...sounds too involved. Auto 11's Activated! I'm bone-tired of seeing that GIF. What the hell. Be original. Use your imagination or pay someone to make one for ya. It isn't THAT HARD! The concept is great but DAMN quit using the same fucking GIF! (steps off soapbox)

And Then There Were None.
As I sit here upon this mountain of broken drems, empty promises, and unfulfilled needs; I watch them all pass into the shadows of my past. Friends, family, and lovers alike. All would-be companions on the journey that is my existance. For the last 6 months or so, I have been dating on and off with a young woman. I told her from the begining there are three things I ask if I am to commit to a relationship; honesty, loyalty, and respect. Long story short, just when I thought she was reaching those expectations, I find she decides to test my patience. She is pregnant, not by me, but by a useless piece of shit. Best part is, I asked her if she had sex with him when I discovered the truth about her hanging out with him. She lied to my face about it. But now that she is pregnant, figured I'd need to know. Best yet, she got angry that I didn't "understand" where she was coming from. I understand, that's what sucks. Problem is, she doesn't realize how it truely looks. From the begining I have

Sometimes It Shines
Sometimes it shines and everything seems alright Everything feels good And we all know it should Looking at that special someone In the fall moonlight Smiling wide, holding on so tight For a moment it's like a perfect dream Just like heaven ought to seem But when we wake up sometimes And the clouds move in The darkness comes You know you have to let them go And start all over again Moving on and maybe it's not right Sure you could stay and try to fight I hope your strong enough to survive The only thing that's really tough The breaking of a heart Echoes throughout eternity And I hope you don't ever quit And I pray that all or at least some Of you out can just see The way that I do and what it means to me The sun always shines Even in the dark It's not always a walk in the park Sometimes it's hard Most times it's not if we only Try our best and worry not If we learn to love and see the greatness and beauty Of everything around us And embrace it with our

Fashion Statement...
I'll never forget the year I started the sixth grade. Twelve years old, my mom moved us to Puyallup, Washington to start a new life with her on again off again fiance, Gary, who, creeped me out, to say the least. Before I knew it, were talking a month later, we moved yet again from the stinky Puyallup town down wind from Tacoma to a three bedroom apartment, walking distance from the Puget Sound, golf course area living, as far away as she could afford, at the time from her then astranged fiance Gary. THANK GOD! It had been a good two years of him in and out of my life. I remember waking up to broken glass and our house awry from their violent fights. Of course, it wasn't like it was anything new. My mom fought with my dad just the same but there was this one time I got up to go to school and my brother's and sister's graduation pictures littered the floor along with the broken glass and I always thought how disrespectful it was to trash a picture of your supposed love of your

Obama's Experience...or Lack Thereof
First and foremost I want to caveat by stating that some of the issues I'll be posting I have personally corroborated and verified. Most of my posts may be controversial and may create quite the stir, if that's the case, you don't have to read it. I feel I'm exercising my first amendment right in respectfully discussing these issues. Furthermore as a 2 time combat veteran, I feel that I have an obligation to my compatriots to speak about the truths about the potential Commander in Chief, this blog is not an accurate representation or stance by the US military, its an informed opinion formed by my behalf. I want to begin by stating that Senator Obama is a highly intelligent and articulate politician. I believe the Senator means well on some of the issues he has taken a stand on, however, I feel that the Senator is not apt nor ready to take the as President of the United States. Now some of you may not be familiar with some of the bills that Senator Obama has initiated during his

Rediculous Pics?
I WAS GOING THROUGH SOME FOLDERS AND I NOTICE THAT PEOPLE DOWNLOAD SOME STUPID ASS PICS...LIKE NEW KIDS ON THE BLOCK..SHIT LIKE THAT. THEN WHEN YOU GET THERE AND RATE THE PIC WHAT I THINK THEY SHOULD BE RANKED (UH...zero) THEY GET ALL PISSY. SO DIG THIS SHIT...I DONT DNACE IF I DONT HEAR MUSIC...I DONT SCRATCH UNLESS I ITCH AND I REFUSE TO RATE A PIC A 10 FOR POINTS OR POPULARITY....

Being A Mad Scientist When Getting Even
well you all heard of the term don't get mad get even right??????????? well i got a story for you. about 6 years ago i was with some friends and we all had fun during the night well the next morning all of us had breakfast well someone dumped exlax in my milk with my cereal and i was still tired then when i ate the whole thing i went to the bathroom alot, the next day i found out and got pissed so in return for what they did to me i thought i could do the worst possible thing back, well i decided with the help of an older bro to help me make this liquid that smelled so back it will make you puke. then the next 9 months passed by and finally i used my stinky liquid in their lockers and bookbags and they smelled that stench and almost puked. now if you guys want the recipe to get revenge like i did send me a message or go to my shout box.

Just So Beautiful
yes it is such a shame he does not get the credit he deserves, no accounting for taste i guess, this song is so beautiful, as in every song he writes, it means something, not just jibberish b.s. When he writes there is ALWAYS a story behind his words

Telling You Something You Want To Hear ...
Okay, this post is dedicated to The Examiner because I was actually thinking about this yesterday and it was his status message today. So ... I love to sleep with the Air Conditioner on even in the winter. I Love Tigger and Grumpy. I'm a freak (but shhh... don't tell everyone. Most people think I'm innocent.) :P Bra size... that's debatable. The only thing two stores agree on is the 44. My fetishes are Office supplies (I love Staples) and Books. I'm a book whore. Lollipops are very high on my list of things to take to a deserted island. I do have a song that will make me tingle when I hear it. (Hint... it's in my playlist) I blush easily. My name is a Tongue Twister. If you know it, leave out the middle initial and try to say it 3 times fast. And pronounce it correctly damnit! Oh, that's a pet peeve.... people mispronouncing my name. Awesome MySpace Comments & Myspace Layouts :D Pieces ~ Shi

Everything So Far
Everything is going okay so far, seeing family, doing this and that. Just trying to sort everything out but nothing special to mention. My daughter is doing just great, I got her home now yaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyy!!!!!!!! I missed this little one. I'm single again which you know what I'M STAYING SINGLE!! Men aren't the top priority in my life, #1 is Katelyn. So yeah that's about all I can think of at the moment oh I also got a new cell phone number. Just ask for it Kat

People Are Pathetic
People make me laugh. I was reading some of the profile comments I have been getting and they crack me up. Do people honestly think that I care if you rate me a one..Obviously they are the only people who are stuck on the same subject...Get over it...You don't worry me..Downrate away...I still get points for it if thats what you are so worried about...It doesnt piss me off it actually entertains me...People take things way to seriously...Fubar is not real life...Although some people act like it is...But people if you are going to talk sh*t then don't get scared and block me...Guess what!!! You are more worried about me then I am of you...So there really is no point in blocking me...I live for people to hate me..So if I piss you off...Thank you for letting me get to you...Cuz ya made my day...Unlike some people I don't live my life through fubar...I know i know suprisingly I have a life outside of this... Now don't get me wrong...I am not talking about everyone on here...The people I a

Ty Lonewolf..birthday Smash For Me
Hi its my birthday Happy Hour on Friday 5 pst with Auto 11s and help me level on my Birthday. WickedAzzBeotch/miss piggy wannabee..@ fubar (repost of original by 'LoneWolf92 (Master bomber for hire)' on '2008-11-03 14:01:36')

November Desktop
As some folks here already know, I change my desktop now and then using different imagery and changing its layout. This is currently what my desktop looks like....I LOVE my Mac!THE System:Apple PowerMacG4 MDD Dual 1.0Ghz | 24" UltraSharp Hi-Definition Display (1920x1200) | OS X (Tiger) 10.4.11 136GB 15K RPM SCSI RAID 1 array, 111GB LaCie BackUp Drive, Seagate 73GB 15K SCSI boot drive;Konfabulator 2.4 | Unsanity APE; ShapeShifter, ClearDock, MenuMeters, ScreenShot, Colors and Temperature Monitor haxies and or Widgets running. For a closer look, a larger image is located here

Multiple Chances Are Hard To Come By.
I, every so often, reflect back to a scene from The Pursuit of Happyness where the kid, Christopher, played by Jaden Smith, tells his father, Chris Gardner, played by Will Smith a story of a man floating out at sea. A boat comes by and asks the man if he needs help and the man replies “No, my God will save me. “ Later, another boat comes by and asks if the man needed help, again the man replied “No thank you, My God will save me.” Later on another boat comes by and once again asks the man if he needs help. “The man politely replies “No, my God will save me.” A short time later the man drowns and dies. When he goes to heaven he asks God “Lord, why did you let me drown?” God replies “I sent you 3 boats you dummy” Many years ago I made a very poor decision to jump into that ocean and swim away from a very important person in my life. Irresponsibility, immaturity, selfishness, and stupidity. These are just a few of the waves that were crashing over my head and clouding my judgment. Thi

Argh So Much To Do
I just met this guy a lil bit ago and i love him to death and we both wanna see each other..... but i am stressing out because there is just so much to do get contacts because glasses make me look like im 12 and hideous i have to lose weight :( because i want to be able to be sexy for him and just in case buy sexy panties and bras :P because all mine are old and look terrible and idk there are others but i am not going to sit here for an hour listing them argh stressed *pulls hair out*

Something Im Working On
You leave me broken and bleeding With my hatred for you seething Still you look my way There aint no fvkin way The Rage in my veins is building in my brain Like a runaway train I become the bane of your existance You know that you can never resist this You keep coming back for more But all I have left to give is pain

The Journey Of Finding A Relationship
Our Relationship Choices Before we embark upon the journey of finding the relationship that is right for us, we may want to take the opportunity to refine our concept of who we are and our ideas of what we want from life. That way, we are clearer on the kind of person we want to attract into our lives. Part of the journey of finding a mate is learning how to become our own mate. When we can learn to meet our needs without relying on someone else to complete us, we don’t have to form relationships from the space of needing our emptiness to be filled. We can also discover our intrinsic value, separate from what someone else might be reflecting back to us. Getting to know who we are and learning to love ourselves creates a solid foundation of self that we can bring to any relationship. We are fortunate to live in a time when relationships can unfold at a pace that is right for us and take unique forms. Friendship, dating, open relationships, long term relationships, long distance re

1st Impressions Of Fubar
first impressions of fubar. I was up to level 10....deleted my profile and started all over again , and i really dont know why im back again to be honest. It seems to be populated by women who are more than willing for you to rate every single last one of their pics , but they will never go near yours. And , whats the whole thing about rating everyone a 10 ? Its just so false. I would actually prefer someone voted me a 7 , or a 9 or whatever , but when you get a 10 every time , it starts to get old fast. How would you know if someone " genuinely " thought you were attractive or not ? very lame.

Chet's Scalloped Potatoes
CHET'S SCALLOPED POTATOES 4-5 medium potatoes, sliced 1/2 green pepper, chopped 1 medium onion, chopped milk 1 (10 1/2 oz) can cream of mushroom soup lightly grease casserole. Put a layer of potatoes, followed by green pepper and onions. Repeat until casserole is filled. Pour mixture of 1 can mushroom soup mixed with 1 soup can of milk over potatoes. Salt and pepper. Bake at 350 degrees for 60 minutes. Makes 6 servings

Fvc|< That Old Troll!
this joke of a mumm was posted tonight... there's a bit of a back story here. she apparently got smacked around, yeah that sucks, but that period of time has become the center of her life and her basis of seeking attention. never mind that words were exchanged, what really pisses me off is her posted status. as someone who claims to promote domestic violence awareness, where the FUCK does she get off saying that if someone's a victim of abuse, it's their fault? what, a male can't be a victim of abuse? (disclaimer : i don't give a fuck what anyone thinks of me for what i'm about to say.) i think i can see why she got beat.

Wasting Money
i saw some auctions in here, why would guys waste thier money to be in some females family and be their owner for a month. Wouldnt you guys rather send it on stuff that you can use? i mean come on i saw one a lady would send naughty pics to thier email or phone, wow that will be all over teh internet in no time at all

Interesting Letter
AS THE DAY BEFORE THE BIGGEST ELECTION OF OUR LIVES APPROACHES, THIS LETTER WAS SENT TO ME TODAY. Mr. Lear lives in Port Orange, Florida, and is the son of Lear Jet fame. Straight talk for Republicans and Democrats. A Humble Plea to McCain and Obama Supporters: Dear friends, I am truly astonished by the ignorance Obama supporters have displayed in their quest to get someone - ANYONE - into the White House. Now, wait a minute. I can well understand your dislike or even hatred of our clown, GWB, but he is not the root cause of all of our problems. Our Congress is. And a change there would be welcomed by all. You ain't gonna get it done with Obama. You gotta fire the whole damnable crooked Congress. (Read my book, "BERNIE'S WAR!"). Perhaps I'm looking at all of this from a different perspective than you because my life experiences have been so different from yours. I'm 80-years old and have traveled the world where I've seen a great deal. I spent five years on active du

My Final Thought On The Election
If you don't vote tomorrow, fuck you. Seriously. I don't care who you vote for, just make an informed choice and voice your opinion at the ballot box. You might not like the wars, the way the economy is going or any other issue but if you don't vote... you're not doing anything to stop it. I know who I am voting for. I have studied it long and hard and made the best choice for my country. Please, I hope you all do the same. Now, we must all fear evil men. But there is another kind of evil which we must fear most, and that is the indifference of good men. If you do not vote one way or the other, you are doing nothing to save our country and our future so I say fuck you. This guy has a pretty good rant too:

Sex Survey Stolen From Radioxshow
Do you like sex rough or sensual? Depends on my mood...I am more partial to rough Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? Or both? opposite sex mostly.....mostly :) How often do you like to have sex? I am a nympho, I love sex! Is sex a top priority for you? Nope family, friends and education are! Do you have sex face to face with your partner? When i have a partner yes How often do you have wild crazy sex with a complete stranger? never have. How do you do you feel about one night stands? It's not my thing, I have had sex with my friends on a one time deal and I am ok with that. How many one night stands have you had? None with strangers, 2 with friends What's your favorite position? Doggie Where's your favorite place to have sex? Under the stars or in public, the thrill of being caught rocks! Do you prefer to make love or fuck? Both Have you ever watched porn while having sex? Sure have How long do u usually fore-p

What Kind Of Cheesecake Are You?
You Are a Chocolate Cheesecake Rich and greedy, you're attracted to the dark side of life. Nothing ever quite satisfies your inner beast. And somehow, people find that sexy. What Kind of Cheesecake Are You?

Im Not That Girl
fellas..im getting sick and tired of blogging about this.......... i did this once b4 on my old acct. STOP SENDING ME UR COCK SHOTS I DONT WANNA SEE THEM THEY DONT IMPRESS ME UNLESS I CLAIMED IT AND UR FUKING ME WITH IT. STOP ASKING ME TO CAM FOR YOU..YEAH IT WONT HAPPEN IM NOT A CAM WHORE AND LAST STOP SENDING ME MESSAGES ABOUT YOU WANTING ME TO BE IN YOUR VIDEOS..IF U WERE LEGIT U WOULD KNOW THAT THEY WOULD OFFER YOU GIRLS TO BE IN IT.... JUST BECAUSE I MADE A NEW PROFILE DOESNT MEAN MY FEELINGS HAVE CHANGED. IM NOT THAT TYPE OF GIRL...I DONT DO HOOK UPS AND IM NOT EYE CANDY..IM REAL AND TIRED OF THE BS LINES YOU THROW TO MAKE ME LIKE IM SOME KIND OF FANTASY CHARACTER. I KEEP IT REAL AND I AM ALL ABOUT ONE MAN THAT I CAN CALL MINE. SO DONT GO THERE KEEP UR GAMES MOVING

Wanna Barter Fubucks For A Vip?
OK HERE'S THE DEAL I'M GOING CRAZY WITHOUT MY VIP AND THIS TIME AROUND I JUST CANT AFFORD TO BUY ONE SO I WILL TRADE 1.5 MILLION FU BUCKS FOR A 1 MONTH VIP, THAT'S IT !! IF INTERESTED LET TALK !

Drunken Poem
Awoke this morning on a kitchen floor. It wasn't mine, and my back was sore. Then used a dog for a blanket, not because i'm poor, But because it was warm, and it didn't snore. I'd watched the Steelers with some Penn State whore. I drank too much and although I swore I would quit smoking-I smoked some more. Then driving home I heard a drunken roar. My friend throwing up out the passenger door. so driving quickly, through the streets I tore. His vomit wildly splashing on the clothes he wore. To those who read this, I am quite sure that this poem of mine has become a bore. But it's my recollection A drunken reflection On the eve of election On November four.

A Story I Have Written
It was a cold and drizzly night in the city. It had been raining for three days now. The puddles reflected the city lights in a shimmering pool. The late night traffic was slow and quiet. Stephen was walking back to his little apartment on Eighth Street just above the coffee shop. It wasn’t much, but it was home. Stephen is an average man. Not too big, not too small, women say he is just the right size. He was walking down the street, thinking what a bad week he had had. Everything seemed too be going bad. His copper-tone hair lay draped upon his shoulders soak and wet. He kept his head down to keep the rain out of his eyes, yet they seemed to find his sight anyway. His hazel eyes squinting through the drops, Stephen thought to himself, “I wish I could find that someone special to share my life with. Is that too much to ask?” As he walked along he really wasn’t paying attention to where he was going, when it happened. He walked right into a young lady and knocked her coffee out of her

People In Need Of Common Sense
lounge etiquette just like anywhere in the world you need etiquette to be able to survive, you also need them in lounges so you dont accidentally do something that might get you silenced banned or ejected from a lounge.. #1 READ the lounge rules before you type, all lounges are diffrent Ie no bag heads no dropping links (but of course if someone drops a link to help your lounge Like Firefox. cuz they are on IE n lagging. then ignore the link drop. it will help your lounge #2 dont push your RELIGIOUS views on others,not everyone is the same religion and in the end we will all find out who is right, so keep it that way, #3 ABSOLUTLY DO NOT come into a lounge asking if your dj's can come dj for you, its disrespectful and should be done in a sb.. (for those who dont know a sb is a shoutbox) #4 LOUNGES are ment to be fun, not ment to drag your personal REAL life drama into , keep that in RL not online.. We all wanna talk and get to know you but we dont need to have the first

Phatso
To Electra (Phatso in my version) I dare not ask a kiss, I dare not beg a smile, Lest having that, or this, I might grow proud the while. No, no the utmost share, Of my desire shall be, Only to kiss the air That lately Kissed thee. Robert Herrick (1591-1674)

Looking At You
Looking at you I see pain gleam in your eyes Living your life under darkened skies Let me take your broken heart in mine Promise you everything will be just fine. Your lying in my arms, I'm feeling your skin Right here, right now I feel whole again. Hearing your breath, smelling your sweet scent, I know now that this is how I want all my days spent. Your face shines with the light of the moon. My heart is heavy, I know you must go soon. I miss you already The room dims with gloom You say goodbye, an all familiar tune. I know you'll come home, I will soon hear your voice I'll watch you walk in, my soul will rejoice I'd keep you forever if mine were the choice I can only hope that you feel the same. That you really love me as much as you say.

Azz Hole!
Gizzy: *punches you* Ridin' Dirrrty: WHAT 4 Gizzy: Your status... Ridin' Dirrrty: DIDNT MEAN IT LITTERALLY... Gizzy: Oh...sorry... Ridin' Dirrrty: how u feeling today Gizzy: Much much better :) Ridin' Dirrrty: thats very good to hear Gizzy: Ya know...I'm very very happy Gizzy: What had been your problem lately? Ridin' Dirrty: I GUESS I COULD ASK U THE SAME QUESTION Gizzy: Don't you dare point a finger @ me Gizzy: You're the one with the mean attitude Ridin' Dirrty: ARE U CRAZY OR SOMETHING Gizzy: Ya know what? I'm done with your shit Gizzy: Don't you ever fucking ask me if I'm crazy. Who the fuck do you think you're fucking talking to? Gizzy: Don't EVER speak to me like that again Gizzy: I don't deserve that kinda treatment Gizzy:It's best we doing talk anymore. I no longer wish to talk to you again. Please delete me. Goodbye Ridin' Dirrty: BIPOALR CITY .....NEITHER DO I SO BACK OFF DON'T WORRY I'M FUCKIN DONE TOO U HAVE HAD AN

Poetry
If only there was a way to tell you how I feel, Maybe if you were sleeping id whisper it in your ear, You told me you were insecure maybe I could find the cure, If I could change your insecurities id make them go away, But thats something you need to change inside Baby please dont hide, Ill do my best to tell you each and every day all the things you are, you are beautiful and sweet you are the most caring person I could meet, your eyes are like the stars at night your spirt is that of light, you are wanted and cared for if only i was there to show you more!

The Banana Test
Banana Test There is a very, very tall coconut tree and there are 4 animals, a Lion , a Chimpanzee , a Giraffe , and a Squirrel , who pass by. They decide to compete to see who is the fastest to get a banana off the tree. Who do you guess will win? Your answer will reflect your personality. So think carefully . . .. Try and answer within 30 seconds Got your answer? Now scroll down to see the analysis. If your answer is: Lion = you're dull. Chimpanzee = you're a moron. Giraffe = you're a complete idiot. Squirrel = you're just hopelessly stupid. A COCONUT TREE DOESN'T HAVE BANANAS. Obviously you're stressed and overworked. You should take some time off and relax! Try again next year.

Yayyyy I Am Godfather
THANKS ...TO ALL OF YOU..WHO ..helped me ..level..YOU...are all...GREAT!!!!!!! AND.... a hugeeeeee THANKS to ...HARLEY, for buying me my auto 11s and for ALL the LOVE and help to get me leveled....YOU ALL ARE ....G R E A T ....!!!! THANKS SOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH...many....HUGSSSSSSSSSSSSS..your friend....rose

Got This In An Email
During this election year let's be reminded of these words: * You cannot help the poor, by destroying the rich. * You cannot strengthen the weak, by weakening the strong. * You cannot bring about prosperity, by discouraging thrift. * You cannot lift the wage earner up, by pulling the wage payer down. * You cannot further the brotherhood of man, by inciting class hatred. * You cannot build character and courage, by taking away people's initiative and independence. * You cannot help people permanently, by doing for them what they could and should, do for themselves. Do you recognize the author? It was Abraham Lincoln Very, very wise words, written years ago and we still don't get it.....

Obama Asks Mccain For Help Leading Country
Obama asks McCain for help leading country By NEDRA PICKLER, Associated Press Writer Nedra Pickler, Associated Press Writer 26 mins ago CHICAGO – Barack Obama asked John McCain for his help in leading the country in a telephone call Tuesday night, moments after the Democratic senator was elected the country's first black president. Obama spokesman Robert Gibbs said Obama thanked McCain for his graciousness and told him he had waged a tough race. "Senator Obama told Senator McCain he was consistently someone who has showed class and honor during this campaign as he has during his entire life in public service," Gibbs said in a statement. "Senator Obama said he was eager to sit down and talk about how the two of them can work together." Gibbs quoted Obama as saying to McCain: "I need your help, you're a leader on so many important issues" President Bush called Obama shortly after the Illinois senator hung up with McCain, and then Obama watched McCain's concession speech f

Obama Is President Get Over It!
I DID VOTE FOR McCAIN but wishes i had voted for OBAMA he has great ideas and i hope he does a great job as president..i wanna throw my support to OBAMA,he could change the world for the better if people would stop and give the man a chance like iam going to.i hated him for all the wrong reasons and didnt want him to president.but now that i have researched him and read more about him im glad he won.so everyone needs to chill that McCain didnt win its just an election people!CHILL gosh damn it! OBAMA WON!

The New President
I love this country!!! But sometimes it seems the ignorant, and socially inept have the biggest voice. Listen people, the Presdent is our leader... Think about what this means... He's not a god... he will not pick America up with his bare hands, and carry us to the promise land. HE IS NOT A GOD... he's a man. You know what the true answer to the question of 'Are we good or are we doomed' is? Look to the people... We are the followers, and as such it is =US= who will make or break this country. Obama is a man... WE ARE AMERICA... If you believe that our country is doomed, and you do nothing but sit about complain, and yapp about the bad... then YOU caused the problem, not the president. Be it Bush, Quale, Clinton, or Obama. WE ARE AMERICA... not them. We will hold him to his promise to make America great again, and if he shows himself to be inept, it wont matter because WE WILL KEEP PUSHING TO MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN.

The Dam This Is True
The Dam This is an actual letter sent to a man named Ryan DeVries regarding a pond on his property. It was sent by the Pennsylvania Department of Environmental Quality, State of Pennsylvania . This guy's response is hilarious, but read The State's letter before you get to the response letter. State of Pennsylvania 's letter to Mr. DeVries: SUBJECT: DEQ File No.97-59-0023; T11N; R10W, Sec 20; Lycoming County Dear Mr. DeVries: It has come to the attention of the Department of Environmental Quality that there has been recent unauthorized activity on the above referenced parcel of property. You have been certified as the legal landowner and/or contractor who did the following unauthorized activity: Construction and maintenance of two wood debris dams across the outlet stream of Spring Pond. A permit must be issued prior to the start of this type of activity. A review of the Department's files shows that no permits have been is

Heart Ache
When you care for someone, you let them into your heart. When you love them, your heart can feel what they feel. When they are happy, you feel joy. When they are afraid, you are scared. When they feel pain, your heart aches. What even hurts more, is when you feel that the person you care about so deeply about, has put up a wall because they are scared. Scared of the unknown and the fear of having their heart hurt again. Faith. Faith in him and his love for me. The same faith he put in me months ago.

People Disgust Me
So yesterday on the way to work, I was listening to my favorite morning show on the radio and they talked about a story that surfaced from another state. This story involved a woman giving out candy on Halloween but ONLY to kids of parents that supported McCain. Now I have no issue with people having opinions about the election and who they feel is the best choice. This was Halloween and making children cry because you refuse to give them candy is bull shit. The holiday is for the kids and if you are so immature that you have to punish small children because you disagree with their parents then you need to seek some help. To this woman, HA HA HA McCain didn't win you grumpy old bitch!

Economics Explained With Cows
SOCIALISM You have 2 cows. You give one to your neighbour. COMMUNISM You have 2 cows. The State takes both and gives you some milk. FASCISM You have 2 cows. The State takes both and sells you some milk. NAZISM You have 2 cows. The State takes both and shoots you. BUREAUCRATISM You have 2 cows. The State takes both, shoots one, milks the other, and then throws the milk away... TRADITIONAL CAPITALISM You have two cows. You sell one and buy a bull. Your herd multiplies, and the economy grows. You sell them and retire on the income. SURREALISM You have two giraffes. The government requires you to take harmonica lessons. AN AMERICAN CORPORATION You have two cows. You sell one, and force the other to produce the milk of four cows. Later, you hire a consultant to analyse why the cow has dropped dead. ENRON VENTURE CAPITALISM You have two cows. You sell three of them to your publicly listed company, using letters of credit opened by your brother

The Dream
Now I lay me down to sleep I pray this dream I can keep In my dreams is where we can be together How I pray that it could be forever But I know that you are not mine How I wish I could turn back time If I knew back then what I knew now You and I would be together somehow Life has been a prison for me Until you came into my life and set me free Feeling the way I've never felt before Praying now for that feeling once more In my heart is where you will always be How I pray I can somehow make you believe In my heart I hold this dream so true So you will know today that I Love You I will always remember the love we shared And how for me, you really cared I apologize for all your grief and pain In your heart, please let me remain Please don't forget the love I have for you No matter how far you go in life or what you do My life now is incomplete The memories are too deep So please don't wake me, let me sleep You, in my life, my heart, and in my dreams, Is what I ne

Missing You
My tears fall like rain My heart is crying out in pain I feel so lost without you near And my silent screams are all I hear Missing you is the hardest thing to do I would give anything just to be able to see you To look into your eyes and say I Love You And to hear you say I Love You too I close my eyes and I can see your face In my heart, you cannot ever be replaced I feel so weak without your touch I never thought I could love someone so much I would do anything for you There's nothing that I wouldn't do From the moment I met you, it's been so real And I want you to know exactly how I feel You are my dream come true And the first time I looked into your eyes I knew I LOVE YOU with all of my heart and soul You have made my broken heart whole My tears fall like rain My heart is crying out in pain I'm missing you baby I'm going completely crazy Missing you is the hardest thing to do But I will do whatever it takes to be with you.

Sir William The Legend
William Wallace: The Scottish Lowland Warrior Lost In Myth - aka BraveHeart The recent popularity of Celtic stories and culture has brought stories like that of the Lowland Scottish warrior, William Wallace, to the forefront of modern culture. Hollywood portrayed this Scottish warrior in the movie BraveHeart. However, we know that stories get distorted just through the passage of time. How much more do popular versions written for mass markets distort the true facts? In addition, can this deliberate distortion diminish the very real heroism of the tale's subjects? Why is William Wallace a popular Scottish Warrior? Given that just about every Scottish man able to wield a weapon would march as a warrior into battle, as his clan so called him, why has William Wallace's story been so popular for quite some time? This Scottish warrior has been popular amongst the Scotts because of several factors: He was only a minor noble and landowner who unexpectedly won a grea

Mirror Mirror On The Wall. 2
I don't know if it's just a coincident but something is actually different since I've sampled that "beauty potion". I know this will sound odd but...it's my nails. My nails have always been brittle and prone to breaking and now to my great surprise, they're becoming stronger and healthier and GROWING! I realize most people wouldn't even notice such a thing but I find this change extraordinary and rather pleasing. Seeing my nails grow out long and elegant makes me feel rather girly. Perhaps this drink contains some sort of intense vitamin B complex because I think my hair is taking on more body . Normally, without any product it's a bit of a frizzy birds nest so I tend to wear it tied back or in an up do and now it's feels softer. I don't know enough about chemistry to really understand what's causing this but I am enjoying the effect!

Making Love To You
A touch of skin soft and slippery, With the hint of hint of sweat. We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets, As the wind flowed from the window above us. Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance, To abandon all of our uncertainties. You began your work on my lips, Probing gently as if drawing sex, From a deep well of longing and need. Then heated tongues met in the midst, Of hot and quickening breath. And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts. Then intoxicated with those spirits, Our clothes found resting place on the floor. Piece by piece, Until there were no hiding places, For the two glistening and wanting bodies. Hunger revealed in this hot moment. Then skin meshed with skin, As the floor became the stage. You moved atop of me easily, And lowered yourself gently. Kissing me as I was filled with you. As a gasp broke the kiss, Your hands stroked the stray strands, Away from my forehead, then became entangled. Our slow rhythm gave way, To urgen

Dream Woman
Give me a woman that.. 1. Has her own opinions and doesn't feel shy about sharing them, but at the time doesn't turn mean spirited and hateful if I express a point of that's contrary. 2. Understands that her role as mother is to teach guide love and care for children, not be their buddy. 3. Wants to be partners in taking responsibility, not put everything off on me so that you have someone else to blame if things don't turn out right. 4. Understands and appreciates the concept of musical compromise. If I'm not playing Metallica when you're in my car, why would you put Celine Dion on when I get in your car? 5. Doesn't use hints to get what she wants. I'm not stupid, I GET the hint, I just refuse to acknowledge it or be manipulated. If you want something from me, just ask, you know you'll get what you want. Is it a power trip to think you can trick me, instead? 6. Doesn't have an umbilical cord. How many times a day does a 40 year old woman need to talk to her mother? G

Becoming Normal
In the broadway play, THE MAN OF LA MANCHA, Don Quixote is near death. He has been mocked and scorned because he is a such a positive thinker! Finally, in a splendid self-defense, he asks the ultimate question. "Who is crazy?" Am I crazy because I see the world as it could become? Or is the world crazy because it only sees itself as it is? Who is normal, the cynic or the believer? The positive thinker or the negative thinker? The believer in a supreme Creator-or the atheist? The despairing pessimist or the hopeful optimist? By now we all know the answer! We must affirm that health is normal and sickness is abnormal. That basic value judgment is beyond controversy. Unbelief is a sickness and skepticism is damnably dangerous. It give birth to a multitude of demons that can malignantly destroy your mental health and spread an epidemic of despair wherever you go. As soon as you surrender yourself to negative thoughts, you become host to an infectious dise

Help Sandy To Diciple - Paying For Rates!! - Woohoo!!
Are you in need of more fu buck's? !! Are you saving for the spotlight perhaps? !! How does getting paid for rating grab you? !! I have made 3 special folders up and if you rate all the pic's in each folder I will pay you 10k fu buck's! per folder ! PLEASE MAKE SURE YOU LEAVE A COMMENT ON THE FIRST AND LAST PICTURE OF EACH FOLDER SO I KNOW YOU'VE DONE THEM :-) ** ONE OF THE FOLDERS IS SET TO FRIENDS ONLY - SO IF YOU WANT TO RATE THAT FOLDER AS WELL YOU WILL NEED TO SEND ME A FRIEND REQUEST - THANKS! ** ** THESE FOLDERS WILL BE OPEN FOR ONE WEEK ONLY SO GRAB THIS OPPORTUNITY WHILE THEYRE HOT!!! ** Here's the link to my profile page ~*MÈ†äL §äÑÐý *~[Real Life]partner of ~*K¡ŋÐ®έÐ_§p¡®¡†™*~ Member of Rating Revolution@ fubar THANKS TRA71 FOR THE UPDATED SUBJECT IDEA ON THE BLOG/BULLY TITLES TO GRAB ATTENTION!!

Wtf Is Everybodies Problem?
okay,first let me say just like every other proud american i am concered with how our new president will either help or hinder us more.but,think about this,before he can even start on his plans he must first clean up the mess bush has caused.this nation has always been run by upper class white men,& look how many huge messes they have made,just look around at the state of things now & realize he can not possibly succeed at f***ing up any worse than the clowns we have had in office since bush sr. yes he is the first black president,but in a nation where everyone is created equal,wtf does his color matter?he is a young man with young ,new ideas that we all know couldn't hurt us worse. i mean come on it the same shit every election about how the other guy would have done a better job,etc... it is time for a change & the only direction this nation has to go right now anyway is up!

Oh The Humanity
As a species: humans are capable of most anything and history shows this is true. Change comes slow or it's turbulent. Humanity thinks it has evolved from the caveman days. Or even think we've have changed since the 70's. We're due for change and it's not going to be easy, folks. The next 4 years will be interesting to say the least. Doesn't matter anyhow because it's been predicted that the world as we know it will cease to exist after December 21st, 2012. My 43rd birthday. yea. me.

Bully Posted By Unbreakable Who's Name Should Be Unbelievable... Wow
Let's make her Prophet!!! You know her and if you don't you should She only has around 690k to get to Prophet so get over there and show her love!! She's got tons of pics for you to rate & enjoy!! ~MzMic ™ ~ TakenByMikey,:p OwnerOfHideAway As usual my offer stands rate 100 pics and get a custom graphic from Unbreakable a color change a flick a 1 to 1 a 1,2,3 morph So come on people it doesn't get better than this!! You hang with a super hottie and you get a gift!! Why are you still reading this??? Go show MzMic the love!!!! ~MzMic ™ ~ TakenByMikey,:p OwnerOfHideAway ~MzMic ™ ~ TakenByMikey,:p OwnerOfHideAway Tell her Unbreakable sent you!! Then message for graphic!! When you're all done stop by and see if you've got what it takes!!

Pretty Cool Or Is It?
Well it seems as though I finally got a book published, not sure if that is a good thing or not, but I think it's pretty awesome nevertheless. Just thought I would share the news with you! And yes, I will send you a copy Rick.

Just A Little Fyi -
Most of my friends on here know I've been going through a tough time. The worse part is.. I let it all get to me and ended up becoming this depressed person. I'm now trying to get back on my feet and thanks to some help here and there from some dear people.. I am going to be able to do that. If any of you want to know anything more about my situation, just ask. Otherwise know, things are okay right now.

Rip
http://www.cbc.ca/canada/story/2008/11/05/crisp-body.html Body found by Barrie police may be teen in video-game dispute Last Updated: Wednesday, November 5, 2008 | 1:30 PM ET Comments42Recommend278 CBC News A body found northeast of Barrie, Ont., on Wednesday may be 15-year-old Brandon Crisp, who disappeared from his home last month after a dispute with his parents over a video game. Hunters found a teenage male's body on Wednesday morning, said Sgt. Dave Goodbrand of the Barrie Police Service. Police are not yet confirming the body is Crisp's, but it was found in the area police had been searching since Oct. 20. The Crisp family has been informed that a body was discovered and an autopsy will be conducted to determine the identity, Goodbrand said. The teen disappeared on Oct. 13 after arguing with his parents over a favourite Xbox video game. They had taken the game away from him because they felt he was playing it too much. Officers have been searching the Shan

Life....rejuvenated....pure....
when one loses something of value it is upsetting...the loss seemingly insurmountable. when referring to a love lost, the anguish is as great as when there is a death involved....indeed there is, for the heartache is real and the loss profound. who knows the grieving process...timespans by the second seem eternal. time slowly seeps by and the hurt is fresh and raw throughout... but.... when least expected....never would i have thought this possible...to live...to breathe...to see the stars and the trees and the sun's warm light nurturing all around me...myself included... ...a friendship from before...has anchored itself as a beacon...love and desire kindled, setting forth flames within the two of us...as real as the fires issuing forth from middle earth... Jeanne....merci....nous deux...devenu un....

Up For Auction!
I'VE DONE IT AGAIN I'VE GONE AND PUT MYSELF ON THE AUCTION BLOCK AGAIN SO IF YOU WANNA BE SPOILED, COME ON BID ON ME! IT'S A REAL MONEY AUCTION ONLY = HH'S, BLASTS, TICKERS, BLING SO IF YA WANNA BE ABLE TO TELL ME WHAT TO DO FOR A MONTH (AND WHO WOULDN'T :P) CLICK ON THE LINK BELOW AND BID BABY BID AND IF YA CAN'T AFFORD TO BID ON ME CAN YA DROP A RATE ON THE PIC THE PIC WITH THE MOST RATES GETS A PRIZE! AND WHILE YOU'RE THERE, STOP BY AND R/F/A/C THE HOST IF YOU HAVEN'T ALREADY. Jãkξ The §Ñåkξ R/L Fiance'of ♥JΛmîξ £¥Ññ♥@ fubar THANKS, I LOOK FORWARD TO SPOILING YA :)

Upsetting.
I was just informed this morning that I am unpatriotic. (lol) That I just basically killed someone I love dearly, (lmao) and that by allegiance to him alone I should have voted for McCain. (lmfao) I also was informed I should perhaps not visit a particular home for a while because of my political preference, from someone I thought very highly of. This is bullshit. I don't have to explain to anyone why I voted the way I did. I voted for Obama for my future and for those that I love. I feel that this country needs a true change. Needs a radical change. Needs improvement and that we are all in this together. Why can people not see that? We are all in this together. We are all in this together. We are all in this together. And yet, I am now being told that I just endangered the life of a man that I would give my own life for. I think that pissed me off even more than anything. And, AND, the thing that really makes me laugh about it all is that I got told off by someone WHO

Democratic Mandate
This election is not a mandate for Democratic policies. Rather, it is a wholesale rejection of the policies of George W. Bush, Republicans, and to a lesser extent, John McCain. But it is not, as poll after poll has shown, an embrace of the Democratic Congress, which has approval ratings that are actually lower than that of the president. The American people are actually seeking a middle route: consensus, conciliation and a results-oriented approach to governance. We need consensus on how to best stimulate our economy, and how to get a deficit that is approaching $1 trillion under control. We have tough choices to make involving entitlement programs like Medicaid, Medicare and Social Security. We need consensus on how to provide unemployment relief, mortgage relief and most of all, health care for the 47 million people that are uninsured. And we need a bipartisan energy bill that combines domestic offshore drilling with an increased investment in alternative fuels. There is som

Thanks For The Prayers Update On Me
THANK YOU ALL FOR THE PRAYERS IM HOME AND UPDATE ON ME FIRST OF ALL I DO THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART PRAYERS DO GET ANSWERED, IM HOME RECOVERYING LOL UNDER DOCTORS ORDERS TO REST O YEAH THAT ALWAYS WORKS FOR ME NOT !! I AM IN TREMDIOUS PAIN CUT FROM UNDER MY BREAST BONE ALL THE WAY DOWN NOT SURE HOW MANY STAPLES I THINK OVER 20, LOOKING FDW IN GETTING THEM PULLED OUT, RUPTURED HERNIA REMOVED AS WELL AS TUMOR BUT THE GOOD NEWS THANKS TO THE PRAYERS IM NOT FACING CANCER :) NOW IM GOING TO TRY NOT FOCUS ON THE PAIN BUT DOING LIKE ALWAYS WHAT I LOVE LOOKING OUT PROMOTING MY ARTIST AS WELL AS SPINNING GREAT INDIES TRYING KEEP MY STATION GOING, THAT WILL HEAL ME, LOVE YOU ALL TUNE IN ROCKIN ROUNDUP RODEO IS ON AIR, NO SHOWS TODAY THOUGH BE BACK FULL FORCE NOV 6 TH JODY DICKEY EAGLE DREAMS PROMOTION ROCKIN ROUNDUP RODEO OWNER/DJ

Prop 8 Please Read!!!!!!
Even if your not Gay or a lesbian.. take a moment out of your day to read the facts.. keep an open mind.. Do i really have the right to keep 2 people from committing to their love? Wednesday, November 5th, 2008 As deeply disappointed as we all are that California voters passed Proposition 8, we must not allow that disappointment to linger. This vote is a temporary defeat in the long march toward equal rights for all citizens in America Please join us for a protest rally tonight at 7 pm on San Vicente Blvd between West Hollywood Park and the Pacific Design Center (647 N. San Vicente Blvd. West Hollywood CA 90069) as we move forward towards restoring equality for all in California. San Vicente Blvd, between Santa Monica Blvd and Melrose Avenue will be closed tonight starting at 6 pm. San Vicente south-bound traffic will be directed to make left or right at Santa Monica Blvd. Signs have already been posted to help divert traffic. ----------------------

The Sack Lunches
The Sack Lunches I put my carry-on in the luggage compartment and sat down in my assigned seat. It was going to be a long flight. 'I'm glad I have a good book to read. Perhaps I will get a short nap,' I thought. Just before take-off, a line of soldiers came down the aisle and filled all the vacant seats, totally surrounding me. I decided to start a conversation. 'Where are you headed?' I asked the soldier seated nearest to me. 'Chicago - to Great Lakes Base. We'll be there for two weeks for special training, and then we're being deployed to Iraq ' After flying for about an hour, an announcement was made that sack lunches were available for five dollars. It would be several hours before we reached Chicago, and I quickly decided a lunch would help pass the time. As I reached for my wallet, I overheard soldier ask his buddy if he planned to buy lunch. 'No, that seems like a lot of money for just a sack lunch. Probably wouldn't be worth five bucks. I'll wait till we get

Leo- Wild In Bed
Once you have opened this blog, there is no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist perdictions. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label. If u dont repost this u will have bad luck for as long as its says in the description! LEO- WILD IN BED! Great talker. Sexy and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at alot. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Loyal. Addictive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Great when found! 7 years bad luck if u do not repost. TAURUS- THE FREAK IN BED! Aggressive. Freak in bed. Rare to find. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Sexy as... u...no...Loves to help people in times of need. Outstanding kisser, very funny. Awesome personality, Stubborn, Sexual as...most carin

Watch If U Dare To Accept The Real Emotions U Will Feel And Make A Difference
the following video was posted in victorias stash, this is a real portral of man kinds DARK cruel reactions and portral... there is graphic images that when u watch u ask ur self.. "how can any one be so cruel" simple... it is a real and accurate emotion and reaction that MANY people have within each and every one of us..and some..not many choose to act on this ... now... instead of sitting there and saying oh this is inhuman... do u dare to really take a look at ur self and then turn and look around u and make a simple and SMALL difference in YOUR CORNER OF YOUR WORLD... get involved w ur local animal shelter...local battered womans shelter.. local homeless shelter.... it dosent take much...

The Answer To, How Are You Today?
well as i am me, im great, and thats what everyone will see, as i deem it such, but in all truth i loathe myself, where i used to have confidance, there is nothing anymore. where there was hope, there is nothing anymore. where there was love, is dust from what used to be a heart. where there used to be a soul, is an empty shell. all that remains are thoughts and memories. although the face smiles- as happy as the eyes look -the happier i am, the more missery has welled. behind my eyes there is nothing but pain.

Lying To Forget
This lie's become a part of me For months, I've played this game Acting like it doesn't hurt Each time I hear her name Ignoring what's inside of me Pretending I've moved on As if the feelings I once had For her are somehow gone Spending each and every day With happiness and laughs Forgetting all our memories Avoiding photographs But last night when I saw her For the first time since she left My heart stopped for a moment... I couldn't catch my breath When suddenly it hit me As the tears started to flow That even after all this time... I just can't let her go

Darkness
When you are drawn To a light, That you cannot escape, Your future just at once deteriorates, You follow its path, Nothing else can be seen, Then the light turns, To complete darkness, And on your hope it feeds, When a spring of light Finally breaks through, The darkness keeps it hold, You grab on, Trying not to let go. But the dark Always follows, And tears you apart. (March 21, 2007)

R.i.p. Michael Crichton
Michael Crichton, the doctor-turned-author of bestselling thrillers such as "The Terminal Man" and "Jurassic Park" and a Hollywood writer and director whose credits include "Westworld" and "Coma," died in Los Angeles on Tuesday "after a courageous and private battle against cancer," his family said in a statement. He was 66. We will miss you Michael, rest in peace!

"goodbye Is Forever"
GOODBYE IS FOREVER By Lady Jo… I Cannot Stand The Pain, The Tears Fall, Like Rain, Continuously. I Hoped That They Will Help Me, But I’m Drowning In My Sorrow, I Feel Like I’m All Numb, I Wanted To Be There For You. Right Now I Feel So Helpless, Knowing That I Won’t, See You Tomorrow. My Head Feels Like It Will Explode, I Miss You So Sincerely. I Know You Had To Go, I’ll Always Love You Dearly. It Seems Like Yesterday, That I Listened To Your Stories. Now Life Is Just A Shadow Of Before, It Hurts So Much Not Knowing You Anymore. I Know You Love Me Too, I Feel It Now, & Always. I Never Dreamt I’d Say Goodbye, Ever, Because It Feels Like, Goodbye Is Forever.

"the Girl"
The girl of my dreams she is-Skin smooth and soft like a silk satin sheet over her body and eyes with such beauty like the baby blue waters of Cancun, Mexico just of the coast crystallized in place-hair, blood red like the pedals of a rose and a figure untouchable and unimaginably perfected she leaves you breathless, frozen in place-people see her so differently they think she is all for lust without regret heartless and unkind , but in reality as I know her she is caring and wise, more loving than hateful, so heart-warming I can feel her from this distance afar, very imaginative and incredibly intelligent, has the greatest sense of humor there is never a dull moment and always leaves a smile, yet she feels so numb and hurt deep inside from everything shes been through each passing day, faking every smile to hide her true emotions from the world wanting to give up but knows she has a lot to live for ahead, she

What Are Your Reasons For Wanting A Threesome?
I'm in my curious mode at the moment and since I have some of your attention at the moment...I thought I should pose this question to everyone... Why do men want threesomes and why do women want threesomes? I have seen my girlfriends tell their boyfriends...lets have a threesome but the man is not allowed to touch the other woman...What the Hades?! Then why is it called a threesome? Shouldn't it be like a two-somes or a two and a 1/4...since the guy does get to watch? Anyway, I had an almost threesome...very frustrating. I want a FMF...I want to watch a woman seduce my guy and drive him insane...anything she does to him...I'm going to learn and understand...I'll do it even better! I'm highly competitive and I do not want to be 2nd to anyone...hey...that's just me! Now, please tell me what are your reasons?

Yeah Thats Right
Says she as I munch on a bar of turkish delight - i feel the need to diet - I am so fat its not true so here is my new dietary list and I still stick rigidly to it for two weeks. Monday - breakfast - 4 egg custard tarts, 1 bottle of coke dinner - 1 bar of turkish delight, 2 cans of lager tea - big mac fries, 3 milkshakes, 4 cans of lager The rest of the week is the same as monday - only might have more lager if I want to Within 2 weeks - I shall be accomplished - fatter but hey ho my life (BTW some of you wanna smile more often, it aint that hard to smile, its harder for me to walk than it is for you to smile!)

He Is Mine
A figment of my imagination? No he is not, he's much more than that. He is the thought that gets me through the day. The voice that makes my heart pace. He seems to good to be real, yet he's right here. And he is mine. His laugh, musical to my ears. His smile, though I can't see it, makes me smile. He seems like he is too good to be real. But he is real. And he's mine. Time. There never seems to be enough of it when I'm with him. My heart beats through my chest just thinking of his name alone. And when he says my name..no words can take the place of that feeling. I count the time until I can hear his voice again. Does he do the same? I can only wonder. There's so much to him that only I can see. But guess what? He is mine. And he is with me. It seems selfish to want to lock him up and keep him for myself. But I can't help it. I don't want to share him. I can say no more, cause all thats left to say is he is real, and he is

Cold Cold Morning
I told you that my love was true all you said is that we were through so you left me on that cold, cold morning you and me we've had a chance at a shared life and true romance but you left me on that cold, cold morning here I stand with big soft heart wondering if I am going to fall apart since you left me on that cold, cold morning (circa 1992)

Sad
Well today my mom told me she couldn't hold it in anymore. Yup that's when she told me my cat Cleo was killed 3 weeks ago. Cleo was an outside cat so I never questioned why she never came in, but she always came around at night to sit with me on the porch, or to just lay around. Blah, this really sucks.

If You Like What You See.....
Hey guys thanks for all the comments and adds. If you want to see more of me, naughty pics and videos come check out my other page, it is www rude dot com/bigpainintheass. sign up there and when you do i will give you a pass to my live house cams that are on 24/7, i will be notified when you sign up, cant wait to see you there.

Deleting Fubar
hello all.. and thanks for checking out this blog... I just wanted to let my friends and family know that i will be deleting my fubar account at the end of next week.. too much drama and all the B/S on here. i have met some really great ppl on here and then some others... i would like to keep in touch with some of my friends on here.. some of you have my number or yahoo.. please stay in touch i know 95% of my friends on here wont come look at this and that kinda suck cause i know they really arent a friend... but for those of you that do and dont know my yahoo or myspace send me a PM and i will send it to you.. I hope to keep in touch with most of my friends on here.. but if not.. i hope you have a good one. Nate

Can We Move On??
"At first we cannot see beyond the path that leads downward to dark and hateful things - but no light or beauty will ever come from the man who cannot bear this sight. Light is always born of darkness, and the sun never yet stood still in heaven to satisfy man’s longing or to still his fears." ~C.G. Jung, Modern Man In Search of a Soul ****************** I never owned a slave. I never withheld a kind word or deed based upon the skin color of the person receiving it. Nor have I doled out an unkind remark or deed based upon the very same thing. I dated every color in the typical American spectrum. I shared my body too. Did I bond with them because of a color? No. They were just people that matched my wavelength. I have no white guilt. Why would I? I have never done anything to be guilty about. I am kind to animals, children, and grown people of all creeds, breeds, colors, and ideologies. Okay, when I am hormonal I might be a little more snappy to the grown up versions if

Senator Barack Obama On Race And Politics
Senator Barack Obama (now President-Elect)at the Constitution Center, Philadelphia, PAMarch 18, 2008 Transcript taken from: Barack Obama’s Speech on Race We the people, in order to form a more perfect union Two hundred and twenty one years ago, in a hall that still stands across the street, a group of men gathered and, with these simple words, launched America’s improbable experiment in democracy. Farmers and scholars; statesmen and patriots who had traveled across an ocean to escape tyranny and persecution finally made real their declaration of independence at a Philadelphia convention that lasted through the spring of 1787. The document they produced was eventually signed but ultimately unfinished. It was stained by this nation’s original sin of slavery, a question that divided the colonies and brought the convention to a stalemate until the founders chose to allow the slave trade to continue for at least twenty more years, and to leave any final resolution to f

Own Me For November & Be Thankful
Come Bid On Me! Frozen Mystical Dreamzzzz You Surely Won't Regret It. I'm A Wonderful Down To Earth Girl, With Plenty Of Sparks To Give Off! I Love To Laugh, Live And Love With My Friends! These Are Just Some Of The Things You Get From Me As A Fu-Friend Or Slave! Here Are The Fubar Prices Click This Tag With My Offers Below!

Down Raters
Now i am not one to really get worked up over this, but sometimes the blatant down rating deserves a lil retailation. Now i know im not Brad Pitt, neither are most of the guys here. Does that mean i am here specifically to be rated and shown that i am not? No. So why am i here? Because this is a more interactive communitt than myspace. I can do more then just message, blog and search for people. I can join a lounge and real time chat with people. I can do far more with my acunt here then on facebook with all their nifty addins. Now as i said, i am not one to really care, but sometimes im in a mood. A foul mood so i just get carried away. Someone rated me a four, while im online even. I saw the notice that they checked me out and rated me a four. What did i do? I commented on their profile saying thanks for the down rating, it makes me feel warm and fuzzy inside to know im not brad pitt. They are new so they only have 3 pictures, so i rated each of them a 1 and comm

*sigh*
So, today I talked to my mom and my grandma isn't doing well AT ALL. I think she has suffered so much these past few years she is just ready to move on. It is hard to think about the possibility of her dying, but it is so hard to watch her in so much pain. Every time she gets sick it takes a little more out of her. This is going to be so hard for my mom. Grandma said to her on the phone last night....just 10 more days. That is when we are going to see her. It is so hard.

Please Help
On 11/16/08 I will be going into the hospital for heart surgery. I am scaired. I would like your help in remaining shit faced as long as possible. Also prayers would be nice Too. So stop by and show me some love. I really need it.

Those Fuckin Girlscouts
I Just Got Fucking Jumped By 4 Little Girl Scouts Current mood: scared Category: Writing and Poetry Man I was walking out of walmart eating some sam choice cookies and this 1 little girl scout was like sir would you like to buy some girl scout cookies? Now please understand that i hate going into walmart because all you you fuckers are always there with your families and friends and so the muther fucker is always packed and you fucks like to walk slow and get in my way and then on top of that walmart hates opening up lines and shit--so i was pissed plus they had ran out of what the fuck i went there for. So i said to the little girl-----(ARE YOU FUCKIN RETARDED???) don't you see me eating some damn cookies and then the little bastards jaw dropped and she then looked over to this old ass um Sweet Pickles van and threw up this girl scout cookie gang sign and 3 more of the little bastards jumped out and they were all like 4 feet tall and they surrounded me and I guess she was the

Republicans
Well now that the election is over and the Republican party is shell shocked,Many have to be wondering How could this have happened ? I for one say the fall from grace was hard earned and well deserved ,In my humble opinion the luke warm support for McCain by the Party ( not the voters but higher ups in the Party ) and defections of prominent Republicans to Obama is it any wonder we hold any seats at all ? The party failed to counter at every turn the fact that the last 8 yrs of "Failed Policies" were not Bush's or the Republicans alone,that plenty of Democrats had to vote for them as well,Something they did real well During Bush's re-election.There would have been no need to try and distance McCain from Bush if they had even tried to help John Mccain. I believe it was a calculated risk by the Republicans to allow this election go to the Democrats rather then support the Maverick and the backlash has been many defeats in State elections The party known as the party for th

Happy Hour 4 My Birthday!
To my FRIENDS on the fu! I was given a Happy Hour for my birthday... hoping it turns out excellent... I have 4.7 million points to DISCIPLE.... a long way! If anybody could help me out with some fubar goodies, to help aid me to leveling for my birthday that would be excellent... I have a blast too... which I will be posting the day before my birthday (BDAY IS NOVEMBER 30).. Would anybody like to donate me a BLING pack or hook a gal up with a Auto 11 for her birthday, it would be superb... You might EVEN get a little treat for doing so...

Over It.
I am so over all the election bullshit on here. My god! Every single mumm comes back to it somehow. People become such whiny bitches when they don't get their way. No one in the world will ever know who I voted for. And frankly its no ones business...but no matter who won, people should really put their big kid undies on and deal with it.

The Road I Have Traveled
The Road I Have Traveled © By Regina J. Broker The road I have Traveled. Bridges I have crossed. I've gone the extra mile, I've come to many stops. I had a few road blocks, toward what I thought, could be the end. But had to be brought back a mile or two again. So when closure comes, I do know what it will mean. I'll finally have peace of mind, I'll be able to feel,think, and breathe I probably won't believe it. I'll think it is all a dream. And although the journey will have ended. I'll never forget What I've learned along the way, or how I learned to take it day by day.

Short Story I Wrote
OK, so I wrote this actually as a descriptive essay for a class a few years ago. But.... it's one of my favorite things I've ever written and I wanted to share it here and maybe get some feedback from people before I start to de-construct it and build again, bigger and better.... Thanks for reading. She sat huddled under a large maple tree that was covered with flame red leaves. Filthy brown hair, matted together by something dark, hid most of her face. Only one dry, hazel eye focused on the house in front of her. Her face revealed that lost look that animals get when held too long in captivity. She was a beast set free from her cage and longing to return to it, but she couldn't. Inside of that house, that for a few months had been her sanctuary, lay her own personal hell. It was desecrated now, and no exorcism could ever restore it to what it once had been. She shook her hair away from her face, and took a deep breath. The air was filled with the earthy, musky scent of autu

Auto11 Giveaway..can You Please Help
I'm in a giveaway which is rare for me..and I'm asking all my friends to please come and help. I need 20K in comments. You know I return the love. Just click on the link below to take you there. thank you in advance for your help. Silverpixi

My Private Part Died...
An old man, Mr. Wallace, was living in a nursing home. One day he appeared to be very sad and depressed. Nurse Tracy asked him if there was anything wrong, "Yes, Nurse Tracy ," said Mr. Wallace. "My Private Part died today, and I am very sad." Knowing her patients were a little forgetful and sometimes a little crazy, she replied, "Oh, I'm so sorry, Mr. Wallace. Please accept my condolences." The following day, Mr. Wallace was walking down the hall with his Private Part hanging out of his pajamas. He met Nurse Tracy. "Mr. Wallace," she said, "You shouldn' t be walking down the hall like tha t. Please put your Private Part back inside your pajamas." "But, Nurse Tracy I can't," replied Mr. Wallace. "I told you yesterday that my Private Part died. "Yes," said Nurse Tracy, "you did tell me that, but why is it hanging out of your pajamas?" (You've gotta love this .) "Well," he replied, "Today is the viewing."

I Promise
promise baby I'll love you with you forever I'll stay I'll do anything and everything To keep harm to you away I promise baby I can give you hugs That only I can give I'll honor and protect you As long as I shall live I promise baby I'll give you kisses So sweet forever you'll taste I'll kiss you until tomorrows here No kisses for you to waste I promise baby I'll be here with you Like I know you'll be there for me I'll bring happiness to your eyes Love deeper than the sea I promise baby I'll never hurt you forever have no fears I'll give up everything To see you cry no tears I promise baby you can trust me I'll give you the world and more I'll be your fairytale suitor You shall be my Cinderella girl I promise baby I'll treat you As every women shall be My beautiful royal princess Show you off for everyone to see I promise baby this to you Promises so deep

Tattoos Are Amazing! I Will Ink You!!
I have a tatt kit, and I am starting to ink people. I charge 20 a session only. I am learning. So its not going to be omfg thats just killer, or anything. I am a pretty decent artist, and I am picking this up fast. Is tarted to do some shadin last night while I was doing my left leg - and yes, it hurt..but I enjoyed it!!! Love it!!! Theraputic! So if anyone is willing to le tme practice on them, shout at me. I will give u my contact info, and I will schedule. I needs the moneies badley hehe. So yeah do that! Laters!

Your 401k Is A Governement Donation ... So Kiss Your 401k Goodbye!
First - what 401k was created for. The 401(k) was a central plan, a central tenet to get people to save for their own retirement in addition to Social Security. Did you read that ... in ADDITION to Social Security. It came into play during the Reagan years, and it was designed to supplement your own investment program, dollars that you have earned in a retirement plan that was independent of Social Security. And, of course, the way it works, your company offers you the 401(k). You can take a percentage of the gross, your gross pay every month and put that in your 401(k). It reduces your taxable income. Again, designed to SUPPLEMENT your own investment program, dollars that you have earned in a retirement plan that was independent of Social Security. George Miller, who heads the House committee that deals with 401(k)s, about a month ago said, we have to eliminate this tax subsidy. The government is losing $80 billion a year. We can't afford to lose this kind of mo

To Every Guy
To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what. To every guy who told his

Rethink About Men
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't 'be friends'. A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is Don't stay because you think 'it will get better' You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently? Always

Auction Update!!!!!
Just want to let everyone know that the Auction is up and running. It is on Jakes page AND Mine. Just a few things I wanna say.... Had several ppl drop out today. Not going to begin to speculate as to why but all that matters is that they did. So if you do not wish to be in the auction please let me know NOW. I would greatly appreciate it. If you wish to drop out let me know and I will delete you immediately. If not... Continue to have fun and GOOD LUCK!! I appreciate the ones that are sticking it out!! It was a lot of work to get it all done so Thank You!! And another thing... I know you are getting ppl to come rate your pic for the bling bonus and that is GREAT!!! We appreciate each and every rate BUT all we ask is that they do not leave comments other than bids on your pic!! I am not saying this to be bitchy at all!! It's just that I have had several do that and if I am not online to delete those comments, you may have a bid that gets pushed off!! I'm sure you would hate to end up

Auction Update Please Read!!
Just want to let everyone know that the Auction is up and running. It is on Jakes page AND Mine. Just a few things I wanna say.... Had several ppl drop out today. Not going to begin to speculate as to why but all that matters is that they did. So if you do not wish to be in the auction please let me know NOW. I would greatly appreciate it. If you wish to drop out let me know and I will delete you immediately. If not... Continue to have fun and GOOD LUCK!! I appreciate the ones that are sticking it out!! It was a lot of work to get it all done so Thank You!! And another thing... I know you are getting ppl to come rate your pic for the bling bonus and that is GREAT!!! We appreciate each and every rate BUT all we ask is that they do not leave comments other than bids on your pic!! I am not saying this to be bitchy at all!! It's just that I have had several do that and if I am not online to delete those comments, you may have a bid that gets pushed off!! I'm sure you would hate to end up

Bitter Sweet Moment
While America celebrate the wining of Our New 44th President Elect Obama. We are saddened by the desicion and high vote agains Gays, In 3 States the pride themsleves to be open minded Like Califonia, Florida and Arizona have voted agains the right of gay to marry and love who they want. In the notion that they gays will make all straight people gay with their presence and their freedom to live happy just like any other american. The decleration of independent have mentioned something about " all are created equal" but i guess this statement applies only to those who are practising heterosexualism. It is giving me no Honor to pride myself as American, and enjoy the fruit that the American is giving me, whil so many are denied the same rights. America have moved on past race in it gives me great Honor in that sense that Now we have our first African American President Come January. I hope America will get together soon to fight this unjustice agains gay men and girls and end this dis

The Historic Vote Results!!!
What can I say? What should be said? YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! YIPPPPIE KY YAAAAAAYYYY MOFO!!!!! Okay now that I have that out of my system for a few minutes I will try to be humble. This is quite honestly a moment I thought would never come in my lifetime. I am ecstatic to say that it did. Now the hard work begins. Yeah yeah, he has the least attractive job at the worst time in history and has many things to accomplish. And that is the part that is really hard. Not the economy, not foreign policy, because we would be kidding ourselves if we all thought those things would be easy. The hard part is doing the job in a way that sends the message that HE deserved the chance to do the job and that while HE represents African Americans and multicultural people that his successes or failures do not belong to all people of color or of mixed parentage. What he will teach all those who think otherwise is that for hundreds of years many looked down their noses at people for things other th