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So Sad
I had lost touch with a good girl-friend of mine, her brother found me on line and gave me her number. We started talking again and I drove up to see her and her kids.(about 100 miles one way) We had a great time, and I told her when it got warmer she could come down here and we would cook out and swim in the pool with the kids. We talked on the phone more, but then my mom got sicker and I had not called in a few weeks.... Her brother called me yesterday and told me if I wanted to see her one last time to drive up there and he would meet me at the ICU. I was floored. On Saturday, Nikki mixed up some of her medication and over dosed. She went into a coma, and her kidneys have shut down. They have done brain scans and there is not brain activity.... I drove up there. OMG She is hooked up to all kinds of machines keeping her alive. They let me go in and see her. I wanted to scream...I wanted to cry..BUT I held it together and just talked to her. Her brother has told me they a

Help Her Out Bid High On Her
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Not Mine But Beautiful Anyway
In a foreign place The saving grace, was the feeling that it was a heart that he was stealing. Oh, he was ready to impress and the fierce excitement. The eyes are bright he couldn't wait to get away. I bet the Juliet was just the icing on the cake. Make no mistake, no. And even if somehow we could have shown you the place you wanted Well I'm sure you could have made it that bit better on your own. And I bet she told a million people that she'd stay in touch. Well all the little promises they don't mean much when there's memories to be made. And I hope you're holding hands by new years eve. They made it far too easy to believe that true romance can't be achieved these days. And even if somebody could have shown you the place you wanted Well I sure you could have made it that bit better on your own. You are the only ones who know

Bdsm
So I was just nosing around on here cause I am one nosey girl. And I can't help but notice that there seems to be a lot of BDSM fanatics. I don't know if these people are really practioners of the art but it amazes me to see so many people who say they are. Maybe it just hit me today cause 4 out of the 5 profiles I visit seem to be orientated that way. Or maybe I subconsiously search them out. Thats all.

Mirror
In dreams, mirrors can reflect directly, reflect with additions or deletions, or serve as a doorway into another reality as in Alice in Wonderland. The mirror is troubling because it shows us plainly what is before us, forcing us to interpret and evaluate whether or not we like what we see. If the mirror is inconsistent-by adding or deleting images-it is a projection of perceptive versus actual reality. In this case the dream may be a herald that you are misinterpreting the motives of others by not accepting them at face value. (Who or what is being added or deleted from the mirror?) Finally, the mirror as a doorway to another world is usually a fantasy created by the subconscious. As Alice discovered when she went through the looking glass, the mirror is a metaphor of possible worlds. Does your dream mirror function as a gate or access out of one boundary and into another possible world? What is more desirable or more threatening about that world?

How I Am Doing
Well today is Laundry Day II. I am washing my bed stuff and some clothes. On Laundry Day I, I washed the bed stuff of the elderly guy I care for. Yesterday I took my ex-wife and her youngest daughter N. out to lunch and shooping. (N. wasn't supposed to be with us, but that is how it worked out.) We ate a Mexican restaurant that specializes in Mexico City dishes. After lunch, we went to Walgreens so I could by a reloadable VISA card. (I want one so I can do online shopping.) We then went to a thrift shop. I bought three shirts--a 2000 Sydney Games, Tucson Sidewinders and McCain-Palin '08. We finished up our time together by going to McDonalds for milkshakes. I am in the process of winning back my ex-wife. I dearly love her and know I will be a better husband to her if given another chance. I learned that I need to pay more attention to her needs, put our family before my job and don't let the little stresses of life get between us. My job is going ok. I hope to earn more mon

Stuart Arotsky
Stuart Arotsky May 1959 - March 2009 Yesterday was the funeral of a good friend, Stuart Arotsky. Stu was a great guy: intelligent, funny, caring and dedicated. He spent the last several years of his life caring for his father, who passed less than six months ago. He had finally me the woman for whom he had waited for all his life, but instead of a wedding, I found myself attending a funeral. Stuart was a schoolteacher, a city councilman, had a keen interest in space and science fiction and was a writer. He was one of the genuinely good people in this world and it will be a poorer world without him . Rest In Peace, My Friend

A Spark Ignites
A spark ignites With just one kiss Runs through my veins I feel pure bliss Your tender touch Across my hips As I taste Your precious lips You hold me tight Our bodies close A rush of passion Overflows You kiss my neck And softly bite Sends chills through me With much excite Your lips trace down Along my spine I want to feel this All the time Against your chest My gentle touch I never thought I'd want this much I close my eyes And breathe you in And feel your touch Against my skin My inside burn And ache for you Your touch tells me You feel it too You lay me down So tenderly Slowly you Go into me Our hearts are racing We kiss some more I'm at the point Of no control To feel your skin Against my own You move with me I softly moan It feels so good It feels so right As we make love All through the night

Malachi 3:3
This is beautiful and full of meaning -- please read it all the way to the end. Malachi 3:3 says: 'He will sit as a refiner and purifier of silver.' This verse puzzled some women in a Bible study and they wondered what this statement meant about the character and nature of God. One of the women offered to find out the process of refining silver and get back to the group at their next Bible Study. That week, the woman called a silversmith and made an appointment to watch him at work. She didn't mention anything about the reason for her interest beyond her curiosity about the process of refining Silver. As she watched the silversmith, he held a piece of silver over the fire and let it heat up. He explained that in refining silver, one needed to hold the silver in the middle of the fire where the flames were hottest as to burn away all the impurities. The woman thought about God holding us in such a hot spot; then she thought again about the verse that says:

Please Pray For Brian
a very good friend of mine.. my best friend from hs in fact... was in a serious car wreck on feb 28th. he's has severe brain injuries and has had surgury to try to help. he's been in a coma but this morning is beginning to wake up. he's very confused and has a long recovery in front of him. so please if you pray... lift him up. he's an amazing person and this world just can't be done with him yet. thanks

I Hope He Does
he lied there not much to tell he said he loved me then sentenced me to this hell he use me he tried to make me cry but it didn't work he only left me half dead inside but he does not care if he did he would be here but no he left leaving me only one hope that he will one day feel the pain that i now feel

Dishwasher Repair
Wanda's dishwasher quit working so she called a repairman. Since she had to go to work the next day, she told the repairman, "I'll leave the key under the mat. Fix the dishwasher, leave the bill on the counter, and I'll mail you a check." "Oh, by the way don't worry about my bulldog Spike. He won't bother you. But, whatever you do, do NOT, under ANY circumstances, talk to my parrot!" "I REPEAT, DO NOT TALK TO MY PARROT!!!" When the repairman arrived at Wanda's apartment the following day, he discovered the biggest, meanest looking bulldog he has ever seen. But, just as she had said, the dog just lay there on the carpet watching the repairman go about his work. The parrot, however, drove him nuts the whole time with his incessant yelling, cursing and name calling. Finally the repairman couldn't contain himself any longer and yelled, "Shut up, you stupid, ugly bird!" To which the parrot replied, "Get him, Spike!"

March 10th
Totally Made News: Reports are coming in that while the economy seems to continue on its downward trend, a few industries are seeing a rise in activity. Those industries? The vices of a country seeking distraction. That’s right ladies and gentlemen, it seems when our country is stressed the most, it breaks out the good bad stuff. You can expect to see increases in tobacco usage, alcohol consumption, and shuffleboard playing. You were thinking of other vices, weren’t you? See, even the readers of this blog have slipped into the comfortable grasp of economically induced badness. Why is it we seek comfort in those naughty things? Most people would argue that we get comfort from them most days anyway, but in times of stress we look for diversions and distractions to break our focus from reality. So as the national, and even global, economy continues on that downward trend toward nothingness, you can remember a phrase and use it without fear of reproach: “The economy made me do it.”

3yr Fuanniversary
March 19th will be my 3yr anniversary here on fubar/cherrytap/lost cherry. Been here long enough to see some crazy things happen and some wierd changes made. For all of my true friends on here i'd like to thank you for helping me out when i needed it and helping me through some of the difficult times in my life. Please make sure to swing by my page in the up coming days and show some fu love! Once you make friends with me and keep in contact with me, you'll have a true friend on this site! Love to you all! P.S. when ya stop by, pimp me out, bling me and bomb me! I wanted to be oracle by my 3yr anniversary but i'll take what i can get!

Autos
I am going to be out for awhile today, my family is taking me out for my Birthday. PLEASE, if you rate my pics please message me so I can return the love, I will be back around 7. I also work tomorrow am so please again, please message me, I do not want to miss anyone. Hugzzz and lots-a-love....Cynde

4.0
Student Schedule MARCH 2009 GE127 College Mathematics I Credit Hours: 4 Section: E2 3/9/2009 5/31/2009 Main - KNC THEORY 4 Tuesday 6:00 PM to 7:32 PM Main - KNC THEORY 4 Tuesday 7:52 PM to 9:24 PM ET115 Dc Electronics Credit Hours: 4 Section: E1 3/9/2009 5/31/2009 Main - KNC LAB 3 Thursday 6:00 PM to 7:32 PM Main - KNC LAB 3 Thursday 7:52 PM to 9:24 PM Main - KNC LAB 3 Thursday 9:34 PM to 10:20 PM ET225 Networking Concepts Credit Hours: 4 Section: M1 3/9/2009 5/31/2009 Main - KNC THEORY 9 Saturday 9:30 AM to 11:02 AM Main - KNC LAB 5 Saturday 11:22 AM to 12:54 PM Main - KNC THEORY 9 Saturday 1:04 PM to 2:00 PM Student Grades Course Title Grade Credits Term GE184 PROBLEM SOLVING A 4 DECEMBER 2008 TB133 STRATEGIES FOR THE TECHNICAL PROFESSIONAL A 4 DECEMBER 2008 TB143 INTRODUCTION TO PERSONAL COMPUTERS A 4 DECEMBER 2008

Looking For Someone Who
IM LOOKING FOR SOMEONE WHO CAN BE THERE WHEN I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO, SOMEONE WHO WONT PRETEND, SOMEONE WHOS NOT AFFRAID TO SAY THE WAY THEY FEEL ABOUT ME AND IM LOOKING FOR SOMEONE WHO UNDERSTANDS HOW I FEEL AND CAN KEEP IT REAL, SOMEONE WHO SHOWS HE CARES. SOMEONE TO SHARE MY PAIN, SOMEONE I CAN RUN TO, SOMEONE THAT I CAN CRY WITH THROUGH THE NIGHT, SOMEONE WHO I CAN TRUST AND WHOS HEART IS RIGHT, SOMEONE WHO WONT TAKE FOR GRANTED HOW MUCH I CARE AND APPRECIATES ME, SOMEONE WHO I CAN CALL AND WHO LISTENS, SOMEONE WHO WILL SHOW THE WORLD HOW MUCH I MEAN TO HIM, SOMEONE WHO WILL UNDERSTAND MY PAST AND ALL THE SHIT I'VE BEEN THROUGH, SOMEONE WHO WONT CHEAT ON ME AND SOMEONE WHO MAKES ME FEEL SPECIAL AND WHO LOVES AND CARES ABOUT MY KIDS AND ME

Just A Little Help Please
Alright, I went and did it. Oh yeah, I did it. I entered a contest. Needing some help. This game contest is a bit like Golf, lowest score wins (although if that was true in most games I would win.) There is only 10 of us in it, but here is the kicker. The host, the Awesome Wonder Woman, has Auto 11's on today and Thursday. So if you will be so kind as to go and rate the other 9 contestants, and then when Auto 11's are off, go back and rate me a 1, I would be GREATLY appreciative. Let me know you did it in PM, rated those 9 an 11, I'll give you 1,000 fubucks. That's right, 9 clicks 1,000 fubucks. Also, please be considerate and rate, fan, and the host, the Amazing Wonder Woman. She's a complete sweetheart. Remember, don't rate this FUGLY dude's pic anything.

Today....
today was one of the hardest days that i have had in a while. a close friend of mine was finally laid to rest and although i know he is in a better place it doesn't make it any easier to say good-bye. i appreciate all the support. i know it will all get better in time.

Rate/ Bid Please!
In my first auction! YAY! Please come by and rate and bid me! Or just rate please...helps increase chances of getting Auto 11's for the St. Patty's Day Auction! Please cut and paste link below! Much fu-love to all! http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1173055&albumid=1533613&i=1466257708&idx=6 Thank you

Cara Aeryn Llywch!
for my Goddess, Aeryn, The Flash of a striking sword, Goddess of chaos and battle. Aeryn my love, You have driven me insane Taunted and tormented me You are lightning in my veins I sought your face in women dreamed of your mad heart the flash of your sword light has pierced thru my dark In the dawn of battle I whisper your name on my knees laughing I embrace your game Queen of chaos dawning your madness I adore in the glory of blood shed I am slaughters whore I'll sing your song of madness dance with ravens and with pain all to find your love inside me in joy and insane. Sexy Comments & Profile GraphicsCARA AERYN LLYWCH! Aeronowy Aeronwen Aeryn

Update On Fire...
So I went out with my friend April last night and we drove by where the house used to be...it was still burning. I took more pix, but it was 11pm so they're dark, and I haven't gotten them off the phone and onto the computer yet. The fire inspector said yesterday that he thinks it was indeed arson, but they can't tell for sure until it quits burning and they can go investigate. I guess it's going to burn for a few days before it's totally out. Anyone who happens to read this and has no clue what I'm talking about...go read this blog... http://fubar.com/blog/282510/986178 and there's an update in the comments there as well. Thanks again for everyones concern. I love you all!

Something To Feel Good About
THE OTHER DAY, WHILE AT THE POST OFFICE, THERE WAS A GUY (OLDER MAN) BROKE DOWN, I GUESS HE WASN'T FROM AROUND HERE CAUSE HE DIDN'T KNOW WHO TO CALL....SO, I FIGURED THAT I'D DO SOMETHING NICE.... DROVE DOWN THE HWY AND GOT THE NAME AND NUMBER OF A MECH. SHOP THAT WOULD COME HELP HIM AND DROVE BACK UP AND GAVE HIM THE INFO. YESTERDAY I MISSED MY TURN SO I DECIDED TO TURN AROUND IN A WINN DIXIE PARKING LOT. I SAW A FIRE THAT HAD JUST STARTED, SOME BUSHES IN A LIL GARDEN AREA, SO, I CALLED 911 AND REPORTED IT. I'M ALWAYS DOING SOME KIND OF NICE THING, AND RARELY MENTION THEM TO ANYONE. JUST THOUGHT I'D SHARE THIS WITH YA'LL AND REMIND YA TO PAY IT FORWARD, NEVER HURTS TO TAKE A FEW MINUTES TO HELP OTHERS OUT, CAUSE ONE DAY IT MIGHT BE YOU IN A ROUGH SPOT. PEACE.......XOXOX'S JADE

Thanks Vindi!
last.. You were in the car with? Myself Last person you went to the movies with? My husband and kid Went to the mall with? My daughter Person you talked on the phone with? Vindi You messaged/commented on MySpace? Umm I havent been on that in so long! T/F Only answer with True or False Q:Kissed some one on your top friends? T Q: Been searched By Cops? F Q: Been suspended from school? T Q: Sat on a roof top? T Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? T Q: Broken a bone? F Q: Have shaved your head? F Q: Played a prank on someone? T Q: Had/have a gym membership? T Q: Shot a gun? T Q: Donated Blood? T WOULD YOU RATHER : [1] Eat or drink? BOTH [2] Be serious or be funny? BOTH [3] Go to the beach or mountains? BEACH [4] Die in a fire or die getting shot? NEiTHER ANSWER TRUTHFULLY: [1] Sun or moon? Sun [2] Winter or fall? Fall [3] Left or right? RiGHT [4] Black and white or colored?

Official: 16 Dead In German School Shooting
17-year-old gunman 'carried out a bloodbath' before police shot him STUTTGART, Germany - A 17-year-old gunman dressed in black opened fire at his former high school in southwestern Germany on Wednesday, killing at least 15 people before police shot and killed him, a German official said Wednesday. It was Germany's worst shooting since another teenage gunman killed 16 people and himself in another high school in 2002. Most of the slain students were found dead in the school and the gunman killed an adult outside the building as he escaped, regional police spokesman Klaus Hinderer said. "He went into the school with a weapon and carried out a bloodbath," said regional police chief Erwin Hetger. "I've never seen anything like this in my life." After the attack, the suspect fled the Albertville high school toward the center of Winnenden, a town of 28,000, Hinderer said, before police tracked him down. The teenager graduated from the school last year, police said. Witn

Stomach Drop
My chest has a feeling, dropping Stomach, whirling I feel the adrenaline pumping through my veins A spinning feeling My mind doesn't want to accept My mind doesn't want to accept My body feels my mind and spins Whirls, whirrs, drops, cries I don't know where comfort is I just see a dark hole My mind and body fall in I don't think I'll get out My heart is skipping The cloth is pulled out from under me There's nothing I can do There's nothing I can do

Lip Biting
On a secluded highway somewhere in Texas, sits a gleaming silver SUV, and a darker late model coupe. On the hood of the coupe sits a gentleman, and straddling him, is a long haired, beautiful woman. Concentrating on showing each other attention with their lips, they continue getting even more heated. Her face is so beautiful to him, he loves taking her face into his hands, as he is addicted to kissing her lips, feeling her tounge on his. He begins kissing down her cheek, and down her neck, she looks up to the stars and lets out a gasp, and a slight moan. She hysterically proceeds to remove her pen stripped jacket, revealing her white tank top, and her sidearm holster. He smiles big, and slides his hand down the center of her body, forcing her erect nipples to poke through the thin layer that seperates her bare skin, to him. She begins, forcefully trying to work the button and zipper of his slacks, looking into his eyes, letting him know it is imperative that he reveals himself to

Reality Of Dreams
Last night was one of those “strange dream” nights. I was having very, very vivid dreams and it was pretty annoying. Normally vivid dreams are a great thing, I like being so immersed in my dreams that I don’t realize they aren’t reality. I view it as sort of entertainment while I sleep. It’s like a good movie, you like the fact that you get so caught up in it that you don’t realize it’s been three hours since you started watching it. One of those “it’s over already?” moments. Last night, however, the vividity of my dreams was annoying in the fact that it kept waking me up. Why? Because my dreams were about me laying in my bed getting text messages. I normally try to keep my phone by my bed so in case something important happens and people want to get in contact with me, I am right there. That relates back to my, if you are my friend you can call me a 4 in the morning to talk about anything rule. I had a brief conversation last night by text message before I went to sleep, but I gues

20k/100 Rates
RUNNING AUTO'S PAYING 20K/100 PICS ... MUST AT LEAST RATE 200 PICS.. ONLY HEAVY HEAVY RATERS BLING... TRYING TO REACH PROPHET TODAY MUCH LOVE NEEDED I STILL HAVE 1 BOMB ILL BE USING AT THE END OF THE DAY.... THANK YOU

Affair 1
A married man was having an affair with his secretary. One day they went to her place and made love all afternoon. Exhausted, they fell asleep and woke up at 8 PM. The man hurriedly dressed and told his lover to take his shoes outside and rub them in the grass and dirt. He put on his shoes and drove home. 'Where have you been?' his wife demanded. 'I can't lie to you,' he replied, 'I'm having an affair with my secretary. We had sex all afternoon.' She looked down at his shoes and said:

Affair 2
A middle-aged couple had two beautiful daughters but always talked about having a son. They decided to try one last time for the son they always wanted. The wife got pregnant and delivered a healthy baby boy. The joyful father rushed to the nursery to see his new son. He was horrified at the ugliest child he had ever seen. He told his wife: 'There's no way I can be the father of this baby. Look at the t

Number 3
A mortician was working late one night. He examined the body of Mr. Schwartz, about to be cremated, and made a startling discovery. Schwartz had the largest private part he had ever seen! 'I'm sorry Mr. Schwartz,' the mortician commented, 'I can't allow you to be cremated with such an impressive private part. It must be saved for posterity.' So, he removed it, stuffed it into his briefcase, and took it home. 'I have something to show you won't believe,' he said to his wife, opening his briefcase. 'My God!' the wife exclaimed, 'Schwartz is dead!'

My Life
Not that its really of anyone's buisness on here but TomyB and I are SEPERATED!!!!! We have been for quite a while and its really starting to piss me off that some people seem to think my life belongs in their mouth. If you want to know something have the fucking balls to ask the people involved. If not keep my damn name out of your mouth. This isn't high school people last time I checked we were all adults that should have better damn sense. Jealousy is a really ugly thing and eventually it WILL come back to bite you in the ass. It appears some people have never heard the saying karma is a bitch.....maybe you should of paid a little better attention. If I wanted to have a threesome I have a girlfriend that lives right down the road that would be more than willing. I don't need to search the internet to find that like some people apparntly do. Whoever seems to think this is funny really needs to take a long hard look at their own life & find out what the hell is missing. Trying to des

About To Explode
this is not good. I feel the anger really building up inside me now and I am two seconds away from exploding and ripping him to shreds. It may sound funny to you but when i get to this point it is bad. I need to calm down I need to stay focused and I need to breathe. I have not had anger issues in a long time but you get to a point where you are tired of being pushed and hurt and in stupid situations that you put yourself in because you think you can just give your heart out to whoever and blah blah blah. I am sooo angry

Launch Team Prepares Plan To Evaluate Leak
Wed, 11 Mar 2009 05:08:16 PM PDT Shuttle Launch Director Mike Leinbach said Wednesday that workers will take their first up-close look Thursday afternoon at the gaseous hydrogen vent line that began leaking during the countdown to Wednesday night’s launch attempt. The leak prompted a postponement of the STS-119 launch to the International Space Station. The inspection could set a course for repair options that would allow another launch attempt as soon as Sunday. Leinbach said the leak developed on the piping that runs from the fixed service structure, or launch tower, to a valve at the intertank section of the shuttle’s external tank. The pipe moves hydrogen gas away from the shuttle and to a flare stack near the launch pad that burns it away safely. He said there was never any danger to the shuttle while it was being fueled, but that the leak allowed too much gaseous hydrogen to escape the vent line.

¤good Vs Evil Hypothesis¤
If there was no evil would there be no good and vice versa? We are all raised to know good from bad, kind from hurtful right from wrong... But would these things exist if the worst of the two wasn't there to coinside with the other? I have come to think that yes they would still be there, but without us having one to compare the other against we wouldn't actually know thus kind of cancelling it out. I think if there was no bad there would be no good due to us without the bad not being able to identify the good in something.

I Touch Myself!
I love myself I want you to love me When I feel down I want you above me I search myself I want you to find me I forget myself I want you to remind me I don't want anybody else When I think about you I touch myself Ooh I don't want anybody else Oh no, oh no, oh no You're the one who makes me come running You're the sun who makes me shine When you're around I'm always laughing I want to make you mine I close my eyes And see you before me Think I would die If you were to ignore me A fool could see Just how much I adore you I get down on my knees I do anything for you I don't want anybody else When I think about you I touch myself Ooh I don't want anybody else Oh no, oh no, oh no I love myslef I want you to love me When i feel down I want you above me I search myself I want you to find me I forget myself I want you to remind me I don't want anybody else And when I think about you I touch myself I don't want anybody else Oh no, oh no, oh no *spo

Can't Beleive I Never Had A Girlfriend In Real
Yea it has been 5 years since I was actually physcially with a girl in real life, and she and I parted ways after one single week. Some days I remain hopeful, some days I remain lost but on days where I venture out to sacred hollow places and find young lovers holding hands their has to be a stuttered nerve in my body somewhere, and its telling my mind why? Why can't I find a girlfriend? A girlfriend that will like me for just me? When I don't look she isn't there, when I do look I get shut down, or I don't try at all, because I know my effort are futile. I turn to God the man upstairs, or if you can hear me, end this suffering end this misery, please, that's all I ask, where is She? I'll be 28 in a few months and I get a feeling its a looong road to nowhere. img>

The Question
So here I am...showing almost all of me on here...talking to people...making friends...showing/giving love.. yet many times i get asked...why am i not married. When I tell them...coz no one asked me...they dont understand it..because i am beautiful. Only after reading my profile proper they find out I live too far away from them. Tell me...whats the scare? Whats the uncertainty? I try hard to look pretty. I try hard to be a good friend. * Edit: Beauty alone isnt enough for me to marry someone...it should be about inner beauty too.

Charmaseon Terry
you hv 2 blo' me up, sho me make a g' mad u betta throw them up. i luv fancy car i luv dyme azz chick. u dnt need small waist i take azz an titz... been known 2 brake it dwn move a ponud. get da yayo, cook it up move it slo' pop a glock & spray at da cop'z. i'm a G' LUV ME, HATE ME, BUT U CANT C ME OR BE ME, SO ENVY ME. i'm known 2 stay on top buss when its not... ask about me baby i'm hot... turst i live a crazy lyfe, pluz i kno what da ladiez like. need'z a man tht listen an takes advice. i can be all 3 an i can lay da pipe. so u look at me lyke boi ur game iz tight, i'm look'n back lyke iz tht rite... understand i hv no game it'z jst sum ppl understand da story... hihi... thnkz 4 ur tyme 1luv coke2dope

No Matter What
Scream to my soul and poison the veins Open an artery then drink its remains Light my blood through the fire it sings Then stab my heart for the love it brings. Kill me with a kiss and one shall not crave A touch of elegance upon my forgotten grave, Ring a chime of hatred that tomorrow stole For you can incinerate my feelings, but never my soul. Wash a prayer in acrylic acid it shall be cured Then hate me with everything those tears endured Change matters not to the one who sees so blind You can control my life and even distort my mind. Call on the ghosts of past and future changes Haunt all fear with wasted word of exchanges Then light a candle for my chains it shall sever Dead or alive I only exist to love you forever.

Let's See Who Is Paying Attention
Lying naked next to you I know you feel it too Your pulse starts to quicken As my cock starts to thicken You roll over and spread your thighs I climb on top and look into your eyes You wrap your arms around me and press your lips to mine Your legs lock tightly around my hips I slip inside, such a tight fit Thrusting slowly in and out, making you so wet As I gently kiss you up and down your neck Pushing deeper as you begin to moan Your panting gets louder as my rod churns your honey hole Getting lost in ecstasy as we move as one Teasing your hard nipples with the tip of my tongue You pull my hair and arch you back as I bury my face between your breasts The room starts to spin as I struggle to catch my breathe I roll over, letting you on top I push even harder as you beg me not to stop Gripping you tightly by the soft flesh of your ass Pushing deeper, harder, faster, with all the strength that I have You scream "I'm ready to cum!" I say "Wait, I'm almost there" The

Helping Lala Spotlight
Could you help a girl out? She need to do the Spotlight before she passes Godfather and could use a helping hand. Fupal her ANYTHING! Please click the top pic to go to her page. ~~LALA~~@ fubar Please Hit Her With a Donation. Anything You Can Spare Some Codes Proudly stolen for you by: PieDaDDY@ fubar

Is This Really What America Wanted
the daily Mail ( UK ) wrote this editorial about Obama on 1/6/2009. (Confirmation, Google “London Daily Mail Obama's Victory") Obama's Victory--A British view A victory for the hysterical Oprah Winfrey, the mad racist preacher Jeremiah Wright, the US mainstream media who abandoned any sense of objectivity long ago, Europeans who despise America largely because they depend on her, comics who claim to be dangerous and fearless but would not dare attack genuinely powerful special interest groups. A victory for Obama-worshippers everywhere. A victory for the cult of the cult. A man who has done little with his life but has written about his achievements as if he had found the cure for cancer in between winning a marathon and building a nuclear reactor with his teeth. Victory for style over substance, hyperbole over history, rabble-raising over reality. A victory for Hollywood , the most dysfunctional community in the world. Victory for Streisand, Spielberg, Soro

The Day After Emancipation
The Day After Emancipation That magic moment when Abraham Lincoln’s pen finished moving over the paper, his signature now permanently affixed to the Emancipation Proclamation, all slaves held within the entirety of the United States were immediately freed. From that moment onward, every other issue that might have existed as sources of conflict between the Northern and Southern States became moot, nothing more than side-show grievances. The remaining battles that were fought were with the united goal of ensuring and securing this all-encompassing document. Upon the completion of hostilities, the 13th Amendment was passed as a mere formality to support what was at once a universally held truth. Each former slave, now freed and able to enjoy all the fruits of citizenship, began taking full advantage of all such franchise offered. Turning their former labor of servitude into prosperous, self-determined labor, each freed slave, with their forty acres and their mule, built a rich an

I Feel You
I can still feel your fingers touching my breast. Your warm body pressed close to mine kissing your lips,so soft and sweet your hands as you slowly explore my body taking me into a heavenly bliss running my fingers through your hair as you lower your head to my treasure. Moaning uncontrollably,I quiver with desire. My passion is growing higher Looking into your Beautiful,sultry eyes as you raise and tilt back your head Your passion is growing higher and higher as you lay me back on the bed Quenching with mad desire with the heat of your mouth,on fire as your tongue meets mine. Pushing your love into me with such burning passion,yet so sweet and loving My body is trembling,heart pounding in rapture as we dance withsuch burning ecstasy the sultry look on your handsome face I arch my back to meet your movements as we dance faster and faster in our pleasure. Passion is rising higher and higher our love for each other burning like fire waiting,prolonging that spe

Beware Of Love
better not to fall inlove in online..coz its so hard to let go..hard to move on...and you dont even know if he or she is serious about you...you better meet and get to know each other... ITS A FRIENDLY ADVICE...

With Much Regret...
Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was, since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as: Knowing when to come in out of the rain; Why the early bird gets the worm; Life isn't always fair; and maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you can earn) and reliable strategies (adults, not children, are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a 6-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked teachers for doing the job that they themse

Little More Humor
Chili Judging Contest A Texas Chili Contest. If you can read this whole story without tears of laughter running down your cheeks then there's no hope for you! **Note: Please take time to read this slowly. If you pay attention to the first two judges, the reaction of the third judge is even better. For those of you who have lived in Texas, you know how true this is. They actually have a Chili Cook-off about the time Halloween comes around. It takes up a major portion of the parking lot at the city park. The notes are from an inexperienced Chili taster named Frank, who was visiting from Canada. Frank: "Recently, I was honored to be selected as a judge at a chili cook-off. The original person called in sick at the last moment and! I happened to be standing there at the judge's table asking for directions to the Coors Light truck, when the call came in. I was assured by the other two judges (Native Texans) that the chili wouldn't be all that spicy and, besides, they to

I Just Dont Know What To Do....
OK, my first blog on here... For the past few days i really havent been acting myself, i have had alot going on in and out of my head... I was with this guy the last 3 months of my pregnancy up untill about Thanksgiving..he just so happened to buy the beautiful new home that me, my mom and my son live in. Well he agreed that even tho he didnt live here he would still help pay the mortgage b/c his name is also on the house along with my moms and it would ruin his credit for life..well mom gave him till the end of this month so he could save up money to help, he was going to give her $500.00 thats half of the payment..well she has been trying to get ahold of him and he will not return any of her phone calls and it is stressing her out, shes freaking saying we are going to end up on the streets and shit like that, and i cant handle it.. i too have been stressing and freaking out over all of this and i just dont know what to do, we cant re- finance till Sept, and after next month we

Im Leaving Fubar
after long and careful consideration i have decided to call it quits here on fubar my page will remain here till the 13th of April 2010 u have till then to tell me anything u may want to have told me i will be keeping my myspace but i will not be accepting all friends requests only those who i really talk to and really care about will be added if u would like the link and are someone i would approve send me a private message i will reply with the link to my page its been fun but this is the end good luck all and safe surfing much love T.C. Druid Priest

Reciting Poetry
Reciting poetry requires a skill to relate with the poet and express how he feels. To speak the truth that are his words, to understand their meaning and what they stand for. An appreciation of life and the beauty it brings, are you truly capable of accepting these things?

State Of Mind
State of Mind Hunting, just to find For someone, for a state of mind They kept me alive With words so kind Lost in a place like this They tie me down, They keep me here Just as I disappear Its crazy what just a few words can do It's like love at first sight I didnt expect her to bite Now I've gained a new friend Except this isn't pretend She let me know That this isn't the end But before I forget This isn't realistic Your love is a lie This calling is all that remains Instead of tears Its raining blood Overcast of grey clouds The concrete is left stained Maybe I've gone crazy This isn't what I've wanted Not this state of mind.

Lying Bullshit
So I've finally, learned after being on this damn site for almost 4 years now to never trust what a female says, when shes always finding herself in a bullshit relationship where in the beginning of one she loses her best fucking friend (me) to a complete asshole who made her do shit to make him happy (ex: block me from her fubar and never talk to me again). After doing that she apologizes i forgave her then the fucking bitch turns around and breaks a swear upon her OWN grave stone to never talk to him, then we talk talking again until friday night giver take, she tell me bout this guy that she was only with for 5 fucking days tellin her he lovers her and all this bullshit, so she left him cause it freaked her out so the guy starts saying shit bout commeitting suicide cause he has nothing no one wants hmm and all this shit and she gets right back with the fucker nothing this shit, and then apparently this guy wants to move in with and be with her forever soon, so i told her all my feel

Fast Calling And Talking
Nah, this is not a blog about auctioneers or radio prize winners (though they never say that caller number one will be the winner, but you gotta be fast to get on hold to be number 10!). This is a blog about being sustained with soul food - and the menu does not have collard greens on it (which I have tried to cook and failed at), nor bbq ribs (which I can do, but not as good as my Grandpa always did) - but rather about finding the humor, admiring a show of responsibility, and a little known quirk much like drunk dialing - as far as rambling and half spoken sentences - but brought on by a fast, not a fast drink. And just for fun, I will add in a narcotics critique. Well let me start with the bottom. Darvon and I do not get along. It makes me sleep, but I am still awake - I dislike roaming on the rim of the dreamlands, either I am there, or I am not. Two eyelids DOWN to Darvon, because of my consciousness still being UP at the same time. The reason I was able to discover this narcoti

Within Your Self
its dark and windy deep in the soul, tormented from demons deep within, afraid to unwind its cold grip. suffocating the light which guides, slowly darkening the eyes, washing the memories which make you happy. lamenting your soul weaker, hardening within you to break you, fragile shards slowly work inside. turning you to be who you are not, letting the blood boil unstoppable, raging like and inferno within the skin. trying to cool it intensifies your passion, freedom wanting to escape without recapture, knowing the reality that it can not avoid

Someone Else
Someone else is pouring your coffee It's not me Someone else is holding your hand It's not me Someone else is looking into your eyes It's not me Someone else took your body and mind It wasn't me Someone else had your children It wasn't me Someone else is tangled up in your soul It's not me It wasn't me It isn't me Not me

The Rating Game....
Greetings neighbors! I have been sitting rolling the pictures..looking at ladies and men occasionally and just randomly rating them. What I like to do is rate the profile pic and then look at the saultes and rate them as well. You see, it is my opinion that people want to convey a story of their lives in someway and you can see a lot in pictures that you would never consider when meeting someone face to face. It is me or does it seem like we men are the problem. What problem you may ask? The problem where a relatively pretty lady takes a picture in a bikini or bra and panties; does a sexy pose; then exprects the perverts out there to respect her. I have faced this a few times in my life and I think it is ridiculous. Now, don't get me wrong, like it says in my profile, I like to look but I believe in being respectful. If a lady wants to show the world how sexy she is, then kudos for that, yet like in every thing else you need to expect consequences. No man or woman has

Good Karma
So this morning I open my email to find this... I trust this note finds you well. Our recent Kandy Masquerade event at the Playboy Mansion on February 28th was a great success...so much so that FOX 11 News here in the Los Angeles area will be running a story on the event and Karma Foundation. This is just a quick note to let you know the airing schedule which was given to us by the network in case you'd like to watch it tonight. 3/12/09 - FOX 11 News at 10PM 3/12/09 - UPN 13 @ 11PM 3/13/09 - Good Day LA in the morning 3/15/09 - FOX 11 News at 11PM Once it airs you can also view the piece on their website www.myfoxla.com. Use keyword: Kandy Masquerade. To see the story they did on our cruise late last year use keyword: Kandy Kruise. Karmic regards, Eric Stotz CEO | Karma Foundation P.S. Our 4th Annual Kandyland at the Playboy Mansion is coming up on June 6, 2009. You can purchase Golden Tickets pre-sale right now online for only $1,000 at h

This Was Left On Yahoo Messenger For Me
To get something you never had, you have to do something you never did.' When God takes something from your grasp, He's not punishing you, but merely opening your hands to receive something better. Concentrate on this sentence. .. 'The will of God will never take you where the Grace of God will not protect you.' Something good will happen to you today; something that you have been waiting to hear. I do believe in God and the statement above but I also believe in the power of the mind and the absolute effects of attitude. The secret is within ourselves.

Here We Go Again
I haven't been here alot lately other than the occasional stop in to say hi to a few people. Things have been pretty crazy. For a minute life was looking up when an old b/f I dated 25 yrs ago from high school tracked me down after trying off and on to find me that entire time! He was always the "one who got away" and it was nothing short of a fairy tale or something from a Lifetime movie. I've been on cloud 9!! I couldn't begin to explain how happy I've been! A also couldn't help but think nothing in my life stays great for long, there's another shoe to drop somewhere. It just wasn't the one I expected. Alot of my friends know I had and beat kidney cancer several years ago. I also had a scare 2 yrs ago with pancreatic cancer. Luckily it was a fluid filled cyst 1mmx2mm. I was told they needed to watch it because it could easily turn on me into pancreatic cancer & even if it doesn't I was looking at a whipple procedure to make sure it doesn't. A whipple is a major surgery that remo

The Climb
I can almost see it. that dream I'm dreaming, but there's a voice inside of my head, tellin you'll never reach it every step I'm takin every move I make feels lost in no direction, my faith is shakin but I gotta keep tryin gotta keep my head held high The struggles I'm facing the changes I'm taking sometimes they knock me down, but no I'm not breaking I may not know where, but these are the moments that I'm gonna remember most I've just gotta keep goin, and I gotta be strong just keep pushing on, but There's always gonna be another mountain I'm always gonna wanna make it move always gonna be an uphill battle sometimes I'm gonna have to lose ain't about how fast I get there ain't about what's waitin' on the other side it's a climb

Flame On!
You know, I'm kind of an old school geek. I cut my teeth on a Vic 20, had Pong when it was a complete console game (not just some cartridge for your fancy-pants Atari 2600), and I had a Bitnet account long before this whole inter-tubey thing came out that these kids are playing around with today. And as much as technology has changed over the years and improved the speed, reach and content of the digital tribe, one thing will always remain the same: virtual anonymity lets some people be fucking assholes for no reason other than to amuse themselves. So, I posted a Mumm a few minutes ago asking what I thought was a legitimate question, which seems to have been mistake number one in this place. I got some genuine feedback, which helped with my curiosity and I appreciate everyone that took the time to express some real thought into what they said. And I'm not really bothered by the random pictures or unrelated comments, although seems a waste of time to put in your two cents worth

Update About Cinn
she is out of her casts and is now fighting to be walking agen i know she is in a lot pain she being grinding her teeth with each step she makes i know she up around in no time she not letting this keep her down you learn a lot about some one when they are to overcome dont put her down and out yet i know she be dancing agen soon maybe be back and be a model agen the beauty is still there pale but not faded she always looked beautiful to me cuz i see into her soul which is more beautiful than what yo see on the surface the strength she shows is the testament of the beauty she is sporting under her skin she never forget her friends and her friends never forget her

Funny Stuff Right Here!!!!
i find it pretty interesting that some people these days find it neccesary to tread on ground they are unfamiliar with!!! do ya really know who you are messin with ??? you wanna come to my page here on the fu and harrass me and sb me .. and then block me???? are we in high school again ??? and to top it off this beoch think that i wanna steal her man??? are you seriously kiddin me??? so heres what i gots to say about all of this .... first of all i think that it should be known that if your man aint happy at home then you are soooo doin something wrong!! maybe ya need to re-evaluate your relationship !!! not my fault your "man" aint into you the way he wants to be into me!!! hate on me if ya want to but trust that i DO NOT want you drunken, wife beating, alcoholic man!!! i been there and OBVIOUSLY dont want him NOW!!! good luck with your trash ... if ya need help takin it out hehe let me know lmfao **HoTTy**

Fu Rants
IF THIS IS THE KIND OF STUFF THAT PISSES YOU OFF... THEN RATE THIS PIC!!! IT'S BECAUSE OF THAT LIL WUSS ~Dream Snatcher FROM TODAYS EARLIER BLOG SO LET'S PUT HIS ASS IN HIS PLACE AND RATE THE HELL OUTTA KIMBERLY! THIS IS ON UNTIL MARCH 20TH, WE CAN GET MORE THAN 1 RATE ON IT BY THEN! SO BE SURE TO RATE/RERATE!

Dear Civilians
We know that the current state of affairs in our great nation has many civilians up in arms and excited to join the military. For those of you who can't join, you can still lend a hand. Here are a few of the areas here we would like your assistance: 1. The next time you see any adults talking (or wearing a hat) during the playing of the National Anthem - kick their ass. 2. When you witness, firsthand, someone burning the American Flag in protest - kick their ass. 3. Regardless of the rank they held while they served, pay the highest amount of respect to all veterans. If you see anyone doing otherwise, quietly pull them aside and explain how these veterans fought for the very freedom they bask in every second. Enlighten them on the many sacrifices these veterans made to make this Nation great. Then hold them down while a disabled veteran kicks their ass. 4. (GUYS) If you were never in the military, DO NOT pretend that you were. Wearing battle dress uniforms (BDUs)

Modern Love
Everybody's talking about not wanting to settle for this or that. Has anyone thinking this ever considered that their lives aren't over and they are imperfect too? Settling is a finality like death.

Another Friendly Fubar User
->passion_in...: well i wasn't being a doubh bag to start off with, i just didn't respond, who's the one the fuckin problem not me passion_in...: your personality is very cuntie..if u had asked for a pic...w/o being a fucking duchebag i would have shown u... ->passion_in...: now see I was all hot and fuckin sexy till i didn't fall over myself tryin to talk to ya then i'm a fat ugly cunt.. how does this work exactly?? your so fuckin scared of what you look like you can't even post a fuckin picture, damn glad i'm a fat ugly cunt in your book. passion_in...: what do u have to respond...fucking ugyly bitch...fat ass......what a C U Next Tuesday ->passion_in...: why do i have to reply to a compliment exactly but what ever have a nice day passion_in...: well what does me having a pic or not..have to do with having a little class and saying...something nice when someoen compliments u ->passion_in...: to me it does. that's all that matters passion_in...: oo....ok...that makes a lot of

You Must Have A Mental Disease..
I am entirely certain that writing these blogs are saving me thousands in psychiatric bills. I mean fuck why can't your insurance cover someone helping you with your personal issues. Its hard enough for me to trust someone I am familiar with I might as well have something I pay for help me pay for a person who professional works in the field. Anyways.. just would love to go off on some people in general but that isn't going to change their personalities. Maybe when people are kids you can change them.. But once people hit about 18 its next to impossible to change a persons habits and traits. You more or less gotta accept the fact that whoever you associate with is gonna be that way no matter how much you try, or just leave them. My option is more or less the latter..not so much that I decide the fate but the female does. Females are different than us males in things other than physical but I think we can shed light on quite a number of things we have in common. We all are

You Make Me..... For A Special Someone Who I Love Very Deeply
You make me laugh when I want to cry, Make me live when I want to die, Make me smile when I want to frown, You turn my life upside down. Believe in me when no one else does You?re my now, my is, my was. When you call my name I begin to blush, I'm afraid people notice I need you so much. When I'm with you time flies by fast. It's like the present is the past. I need you more than you can believe, Love you more than you can conceive. Think about you every night and day And hope my life can stay this way I don't want it to be any other way.

This Path
I walk this path As I walk this path each day Though the same path The paving stones face a different way Some days it leads me to a land full of love A land where people are happy Where love and peace is everywhere Other days it leads me to a land I hate This lands full of hurt, pain and tears Here you will see no smiles or love Each day as I awake I pray that maybe just maybe Today I will go to a different place, a place I like, a place where I can love So as I lay my head down tonight I close my eyes and imagine this place This place I love and can stay.

St. Patricks Day Special
In more ways than one St. Patrick's day holds special meanings for me, but the most important one would be a special anniversary to two people special to me. My dad use to go out to this bar in Middlesex, New Jersey called Tim Kerwin's. Tim Kerwin's is an Irish Pub. The story he tells is that this bar was also frequented by Lee Van Cleef, before he became famous and while he still lived in the area. Any way, dad and some of his friends were out at the bar on St. Patty's Day, drinking green beer and getting into the spirit. It is at this time that my mom and her sisters went into the bar. When they met, my dad (who I am named after), introduced himself as Kelly Fitzpatrick (not his real name of course, lol). When dad went to meet her family she introduced him as, of course, Kelly Fitzpatrick. Well, an Italian and Irishmen, well, at least he was Catholic lol. After that dad made his confession on his real name, but until the day he died, mom's side of the family, as well as she

Love....
Love...the most uncontrollable feeling in the world. The emotion that takes your breath or breaks your heart without any warning its taking over. The one feeling that everyone in the world wants to experience more than anything.It has finally found me or maybe has taken me this long to realize what it really is. I feel as if I have searched my entire life for something that was out of my grasp only to realize that it was there..I just had to find the right person to share it with. I have discovered that love is... That feeling you get when you look in his eyes and wonder how you ever got so lucky to capture the heart of someone so amazing....or when you get that tingle or cold chill all over just from his touch...or that warm feeling you get when he pulls you close ...or that smile that spreads across your face just because he smiles at you. The way you want to melt from the way he smells...or the way you get weak from his kisses...or that feeling of safety and security from being in

:)-
for the record, i am a blue collar guy by day and a music night, i am fun loving,hard working, and the guy you wish you had, the guy that does all the thingsd out of the bedroom, that other guys you dated havent,i'm loyal to a fault, love to laugh and make others laugh,i'm eclectic and love the best in everything and everyone around me, i can be tough as nails,and soft as a teddy bear if you cant enjoy life and still do whats right, whats the point

It Must Have Been Love'
Lay a whisper on my pillow Leave the winter on the ground I wake up lonely,there's air of silence In the bedroom and all around Touch me now, I close my eyes And dream away... It must have been love, but it's over now It must have been good, but I lost it somehow It must have been love, but it's over now >From the moment we touched till the time had run out Make believing we're together That I'm sheltered by your heart But in and outside I turn to water Like a teardrop in your palm And it's a hard winter's day I dream away... It must have been love, but it's over now It was all that I wanted, now I'm living without It must have been love, but it's over now It's where the water flows, it's where the wind blows It must have been love, but it's over now It must have been good, but I lost it somehow It must have been love, but it's over now >From the moment we touched till the time had run out It must have been love, but it's over now It was all that

Anyone
i received this message from a female on here this morning..what is she talking about? from: 68-IOU-1 (Evil) Australia subject: U MARK NON OFFENSIVE PICS NSFW LOL received: 03/13/2009 04:29 pm replied: no block this member Flag as spam YOU COCKSUCKER FUBAR FAMILY MESSAGED ME TELLING ME YOU MARKED MY PICS NSFW AND THEY WERNT EVEN OFFENSIVE. WATCH OUT HATER COZ EVERY1 KNOWS U DID IT NOW HAVE A FUKIN LOVELY DAY ASSHOLE BLOCKED!!!!! _______________________ i dont even know what MARKING A PICTURE NSFW MEANS.

Help Out My Bud!!
ok, my best bud, PAPI, is in a contest....please go rate him a 1 but rate everyone else a 10 or 11....PLEASE PLEASE!!! thanks so much to all my awesome friends!! ~~smooches~~ oh, have a great Saturday!

How Rare Is Your Personality?
Your Personality is Very Rare (INFP) Your personality type is dreamy, romantic, elegant, and expressive. Only about 5% of all people have your personality, including 6% of all women and 4% of all men You are Introverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving. How Rare Is Your Personality?

Update On Gram!
She is more alert now and talking a lot more. My grandfather asked her today if she had any pain anywhere and this is what she said "No but my ass hurts" lmao. She has a sore on her tailbone . I'm going to call & talk to her soon. if the kids will be quiet enough for me to hear something lol. But thats the update!

Oceans Breathe Salty Modest Mouse
Your body may be gone, I'm gonna carry you in. In my head, in my heart, in my soul. And maybe we'll get lucky and we'll both live again. Well I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. Don't think so. Well that is that and this is this. You tell me what you want and I'll tell you what you get. You get away from me. You get away from me. Collected my belongings and I left the jail. Well thanks for the time, I needed to think a spell. I had to think awhile. I had to think awhile. The ocean breathes salty, won't you carry it in? In your head, in your mouth, in your soul. And maybe we'll get lucky and we'll both grow old. Well I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I hope so. Well that is that and this is this. You tell me what you want and I'll tell you what you get. You get away from me. You get away from me. Collected my belongings and I left the jail. Well thanks for the time, I needed to think a spell. I had to think awhile. I had to think awhile. Well th

Young O.b.
As a new, young MD doing his residency in OB , I was quite embarrassed when performing female pelvic exams. To cover my embarrassment, I had unconsciously formed a habit of whistling softly. The middle-aged lady upon whom I was performing this exam suddenly burst out laughing and further embarrassing me. I looked up from my work and sheepishly said, 'I'm sorry. Was I tickling you?' She replied, 'No doctor, but the song you were whistling was, 'I wish I was an Oscar Meyer Wiener.'

Andrew "test" Martin
Rest In Peace Andrew Test Martin The following is from a bulletin post on myspace He was also a friend of mine who I've known for 5 years and introduced me to several other wrestling stars who are also my friends. Andrew James Patric Martin aka "TEST" will be missed by all those who knew him including myself. RIP bro Andrew "Test" Martin, a former world champion wrestler, was found dead in his Harbour Place apartment last night, according to Tampa Police. Police say at this time there is no indication of foul play. At about 8 p.m., police responded to the Post Harbour Apartments, 725 Harbour Place Drive, to check on Martin, according to a media release. A neighbor reported that she could see into his apartment through a window and that Martin appeared motionless for several hours. Officers entered the apartment and found Martin dead. He was transported to the Medical Examiners Office for an autopsy to determine the cause of death. The date of the autopsy is undeterm

Monday, March 16th
OK SO MONDAY THE 16TH IS MY BIRTHDAY! THE BIG TWO ONE - 21~!~!~! MAKE IT SPECIAL FOR ME PLEASE! SEND ME BLASTS, TICKERS, BLING, BLING PACKS, FUBUCKS, SALUTES, PICS... ANYTHING!!!!!! I WOULD GREATLY APPRECIATE IT AND WHEN I START WORKING SOON I WILL GLADLY RETURN THE FAVOR! I AM A WOMAN OF MY WORD.. ANY OF MY FRIENDS CAN VOUCH FOR ME ON THAT. I AM ALSO RUNNING AUTOS TOMORROW SUNDAY MARCH 15TH. STOP BY IF U CANNNNN! ALSO I AM IN AN AUCTION THAT ENDS ON ST PATTYS DAY... GO RATE ME AND BID ON ME! MAKE THIS THE GREATEST BDAY EVER! THE AUCTION LINK IS IN MY AUCTION BLOG WITH THE ST PATTYS PIC IN IT!

My Friend.. (this Is So Sweet)
I would hate to say it, but our friendship just can't last. The wonderful times we shared together, have faded to the past. I told you it would happen, that our friendship was bound to end. Although I know you care, I cannot consider you as a friend. Please don't try to argue, just try to understand. That time can change people, as the tide can change the sand. Our friendship has been lovely, but you see it has an end. For now I fell in a different way, I've fallen in love with you my friend.

:)
Well this morning the friend of my families that was in the accident passed away. I have lost soo much in the last five years. Relatives aquantinces and my infantry brothers both during combat and when they have gotten back. Sometimes it's hard to go on, but i just suck it up and drive on.

Auto11's & Cherrybombs Runnin
Did you know there are alot of Auto 11's & Cherrybombs running now? But did you also know that there are more members on here that don't have them running and probably more than half that will never have one? And did you also know that rarely does anyone rate members unless they have auto 11's and/or Cherrybombs? They deserve rates too regardless if they have them or not. If their rates are good enough for the ones running them to BEG for then they should return the rates regardless. Most think oh they are getting points off of me but what about when they run out do you go return the favor? The answer is no you don't. So why not try something different...go rate non auto 11's as well. Try returning some of what you get. You hear alot about cheating on here but the way I see it is the ones that make it all the way WITHOUT Auto 11's or Cherrybombs actually earned it. Now I will sit back and watch my friends list get smaller lmfaooo!!!

Please Baby J , And Members Of Fu And Support.....
Please Baby J , and members of FU and support.....What created @ 03/15/2009 12:08 am expires in: 23 hrs [NSFW] [EVERYONE] Dear support family.. What is going on? Friends of mine that I was going to rate tonight wnd had auto 11's on...the auto's are all gone from their pages and I know they had a lot of time...if not more days of running the auto's back to back. Once again...I am letting you know f a ticker (4 pack)run on Sat. A bully tht I stickey'd never made it to the bully board....I hear of this happening to others...yet the odd one does sticky. We are loosing time and real money. It would be so nice if FU put outa notice or bully to et us know if there is some kind of work being done to the site and things will pick up where they were cut off. I is just good publlic relations. And maintanance on a weekend???If you have to that is one thing...if it is just because someone felt like it..that's another. I am not angry...upset and sad ...yes. I'd lik

Being A Strong Woman
There's a lot to be said about being a Strong Woman. It is actually a difficult thing. You find that it creates a lot of obstacles. Primarily in having a personal relationship. I was speaking with my all time best friend, who is a guy but unfortunately for both of us..lol he is also gay. We had often discussed that had it not been for that fact, we would have been perfect for each other. Funny isn't it. He said I am a very strong Woman, I have an aura about me that scares most guys. I laugh like crazy whenever he tells me this. But in fact, he is right. I am not a fortune 500 exec, I do not have wealth beyond my means, I do not have mass materialistic things. But I am one Strong willed, driven woman with lots of passion and conviction for the things that I do and do not believe in. I am not easily swayed and stand up for what I do and do not believe in. I have a voice and do not hesitate to use it. You would think that a strong woman who is fairly secure in themselves would not f

This Sweetheart Has A Happy Hour At 12pm Fu-time
THIS SWEETHEART IS HAVING A HAPPY HOUR AT 12PM FU-TIMEAND SHE WANTS TO LEVEL SO I WILL PAY 10K FOR EVERY 100 PICS YOU RATE FOR HER SEND HER A MESSAGE AND TELL HER I SENT YOU AND PM ME WHEN YOUR DONE. Italian Princess* Fu wife to Dark Defender* Dangerous Curves* ^M!K3Y^@ fubar

Drawing Tonight @ 730 Futime
ST PATRICKS DAY BLING DRAWING DON’T BE THE LAST ONE ……..Drawing @ 730 pm futime tonight 1 Entry = 100 rates of 10 or 11 Rate all folders get 2 extra entries DVLS ANGL@ fubar OR IRISHCHARMS@ fubar PRIZES: 1 – Auto 11 or Cherry Bomb 1 – 20 pt bling* 2 – 10 pt bling 4 – 5 pt bling 5 – 3pt bling 10 – 1 pt bling *if not available..bling may be combined Private Message Dvls Angl with the number of rates for your entry....... Entrants as of 17 Mar (morning) Viper – 5 Buster Hymen – 1 Chiina Whiite – 1 Devil Doc – 9 Demonic – 2 Learning 2 Fly – 16 Kimberly – 32 The Gov – 3

Travel Notes
March 7 - Finca el Cisne, Copan Ruinas, Honduras This morning, more empanadas, topped with eggs scrambled with onions and green pepper, stewed red beans, fluffy cream, and homemade cheese. I ate two. Next we had pancakes topped with sliced bananas, thick honey. And we had coffee, of course, with cardamom. Una mas, por favor. A child is crying. A woman sweeps the walkway and foyer of the guesthouse. The rhythmic swishing of her broom mingles with a rooster crowing, a radio playing in the distance. The child is still mildly upset.

How To Survive A Shark Attack!
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 1.Don’t swim in the ocean. Ninety-nine percent of all shark attacks take place in exceptionally large bodies of water also known as oceans. The way to determine if you are currently in an ocean is to taste the water, which should be salty. 2.Listen out for the music. In the event that you are foolish enough to swim in an ocean, listen carefully for the music, as demonstrated in the marvelous documentary film Jaws. All shark attacks are preceded by the "daah-da, daah-da" chords, which will gradually become more rapid as the shark gets closer. This is due to the Doppler Effect. 3.Swim with fat people. Try to surround yourself with more appetizing companions. If you know them well, you might even try to switch their suntan lotion with A-1 Steak Sauce. This will definitely improve your odds. 4.Don’t go into the water without a knife. This is not to defend yourself but to stab the perso

Love Hurts
The light shines threw the window as I lay upon my bed, I lay here and think about all the things you and I have said. I hurt so bad from the inside out, I never thought I could love so much. Now my life is all dark clouds. I'm sorry for all the wrong things I have said, but please don't leave me laying all alone in my bed. My life is empty without you in it. Every single day, every hour every minute. My heart has been ripped out by you. Why did you do this? What did I do? Did I hurt you as bad as you hurt me? I only did it to make you see. But you didn't did you? You just kept on lying, with every lie you told I just kept dying. Dying inside from the love that I have lost. You had to pay the price and I was the cost.. RAVYN SNOW

Changes Huh
Libra - March 15, 2009 What will you make of the energy of the day? If you are determined to stay exactly where you are, clinging on to that cliff edge by your fingernails, then you may get shaken but not stirred. If you have had enough of a certain situation, and actually feel ready to move on, then you could well find that you get the help you need to make the necessary changes.

A Thought In Progress
I sit back and talk to the many people that I know on here, and its like they're under the assumption that I have it all together, like I'm some super chick who shrugs off all the negative shit and goes on with life like I have no feeling at all. In some instances this is the case. No, I don't show my emotions very much but that doesn't make me cold hearted by any means. I've had my share of heartbreak, and liars and cheaters. I've been kicked down, dragged along and stomped into a million pieces. My heart is held together by superglue and duct tape and its guarded. I DO feel, I DO cry, I bleed just like everyone else. Parts of me are missing, like a jigsaw puzzle, they need to be found. I'm not perfect, and I never will be. I'm not a size 2, or super model. I'm not rich or famous. I'm just me. I wake up each mornin hair everywhere in pjs. I go with out make up. I'm one of the most REAL people you will ever meet. Why am I so undesireable? Why can I not keep his attention? Wh

Amber Alert 3/15/ 2009
EVERYBODY ON MY LIST BETTER POST ATLEAST ONCE,""****AMBER ALERT **** 7 YR OLD GIRL *** TAKEN BY A MAN DRIVING A NEWER SILVER TRUCK IN IDAHO FALLS, IDAHO. ** LICENSE PLATE NUMBER... 72B381. *** "PLEASE KEEP THIS GOING!!". WHAT IF THIS WAS YOUR LITTLE GIRL Last message received on 3/15 at 1:29 AM

Scavenger Hunt!!!!
I am having a SCAVENGER HUNT I will list 50 items to b found! 2 prevent cheating YOU must b in the picture the item! BE CREATIVE IN YOUR METHODS OF REACHING THE GOAL!!! The hunt will run for one week! I will wait til I have at least 10 participants to start this! For every 5 extra people that join I will add an additional 5 items The 1st prize will be: 250k Fubucks 2nd place will b: 100k Fubucks 3rd place will b: 50k Fubucks ENTRY FEE is: 50k Fubucks! Please message hostess with entry fee and let her know you want to join! O'NYHA P.S! All fubucks received OVER the prize amount will go to Whoremaster's Spotlight fund! O'Whore McMaster™ Hubby to ~Master's Whore~

Candle Light Shadows
As we dance in the candle light the shadows catch's our hearts and hold them in silence. There in the shadows are were the ghost's of the lost love live's. Reminding us of the pain of love given lost and not returned. The memory'es Of love and shareing. The loveing memory'es that turned to pain when there gone. Should we stop and gather our hearts from the shadows. Our trust and give them to each other forgetting the past? One asked for one given. David C Not my best but here it is. written 3-15-09

Ranting And Raving
Ok, what the hell is up with stupid people? I mean seriously STUPID people. Ones that make you wanna bitch slap and put a heres your fucking sign on kinda people. You would swear there is only ONE functional brain cell in these peoples heads...and even that one is misfiring. For example, I was in the grocery store today, and I got a phone call from a friend of mine. Rantin and ravin bout her b/f sayin ohhh he called me this and that and what not. Needless to say, I was livid at some of what she had said. I was headin to the check out line when this chick comes up to me and goes...WOW your face is red...are you MAD?? Well HELL NO IM NOT MAD. I JUST LIKE TO HOLD MY BREATH UNTIL MY FACE TURNS A BRIGHT RED COLOR...JUST TO SEE IF I LOOK LIKE A FUCKIN TOMATO. stupid chick. I had a guy check me out and hop into my SB. Ok, no big deal, just some dude wantin to lay his game on me and see if I bite. Whatever. So he says hi and all that. First question outta his mouth was...DAMN are thos

Hi My Name Is........
HI MY NAME IS MELSSA.....AND FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO DONT KNO HERE IT GOES...... I AM.....CRAZY,BITCHY,INSANE,EMOTIONAL,HAPPY, SAD,GIGGLY,RANDOM,LOVING DEPRESSED,PRETTY,BEAUTIFUL,UGLY, HIDEOUS,LOUD,OBNOXIOUS,HATEFUL FUN,BORING...... I TEND TO RANDOMLY.....BUST OUT IN A SONG, SOME SILLY ASS DANCE MOVE,SAY EXACTLY WHAT IM THINKING AT THE TIME,GO OFF ON PEOPLE,BUST OUT IN TEARS,FALL FOR PEOPLE ONE DAY AND HATE THEM THE NEXT,I WILL LOVE YOU EMENSLY AND HATE YOU TO THE EXTREME, HI MY NAME IS MELISSA AND I AM A BIPOLAR!!!! LOVE OR HATE.....DEAL WITH IT OR DONT EITHER WAY IM STILL GOING TO BE ME!!!!

Dream
Had a dream that I was strapped to a machine that revieled your deepest inner scars. When it hit me, I became a frankensten monster, break free and escape. The people chase me screaming animal monster kill it. They chase me through woods for hours but eventually I'm cornered standing on the edge of a cliff. I move towards the crowd to avoid falling, and as I do so, I'm blasted by a rifle. It leaves a huge hole where my heart should be and I fall off the cliff. I look at the hole as I fall thinking of all the places to shoot me it's there. How ironic, how very ironic. Now the world knows what I have always known there's a hole where my heart goes.

Take Care Of Your Friggin Babies!!!!!
so i work at the mall and lately it seems like everyone has a kid now a days. it's like unhip not to have a kid. and i mean, it's basically babies having babies...does no one except a select few believe in birth control anymore??? HELLO! i went to rehab with this chik who got prego at 15...no biggie, shit happens. she gave the kid up for adoption. Now, three years later, she is having twins. and she plans to give those up for adoption too. honestly, keep your legs closed or get on birth control. it's really not that hard. I can understand if you are in a loving relationship and didn't plan to get prego, but it happened, but for those of you who keep poppin out babbies....the womb was definately not made to be a factory. so if you can not take the initiative to not get prego by using some form of protection, then just leave it be. honestly, you women that put yourself in the situation are pathetic. say what you want...i know i'm right.

Trainspotting
Choose Life. Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose Family. Choose a fucking big television, choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players and electrical tin openers. Choose good health, low cholesterol, and dental insurance. Choosefixed interest mortgage repayments. Choose a starter home. Choose your friends. Choose leisurewear and matching luggage. Choose a three piece suite n hire purchase in a range of fucking fabrics. Choose DIY and wondering who the fuck you are on sunday morning. Choose sitting on the couch watching mind numbing, spirit crushing game shows. stuffing fucking junk food into your mouth. Choose rotting away at the end of it all, pishing your last in a miserable home, nothing more than an embarrassment to the selfish, fucked up rats you spawned to replace yourself.. Trainspotting-

Leo Compatability
Compatibility Information for Leo This information was kindly provided by the folks of AstroMate. The only online match-making service that uses astrology to find your match made in heaven. LEO MALE You are extremely attractive to women. You are easily noticed in a crowd and you usually get a lot of attention. You are a showman, flashy and flamboyant. You can be careless at times, however you are also a master at covering up mistakes or anything else. You love and admire beautiful women, but your mate must not outshine you in any manner. You prefer your female to be reserved so as not to steal your thunder. You are an extrovert, you love to laugh, you are generous, outgoing and you love the best of everything. You have a high opinion of yourself and you want your mate to feed your ego. LEO FEMALE You need to be admired and desired. Unfortunately you tend to bestow your affections on the wrong men. You are extremely demanding when it comes to lovemaking. It isn't so

Craziness . . .
Okay uhmmm so yeah. . . . I'm sitting here at work trying to figure out how the hell all the stuff on this site works and that fun stuff. Wishin' the phone would ring so I could make some money. I hate Sunday nights Monday mornings for this very reason no dudes callin! But anyway atleast it keeps me from being bored plus I only have this tiny little screened DVD player with the same damn DVD's I've seen a blue million times and no interest in watching again. You can only watch 28 Days Later soooo many times in one freakin' week. Love the enraged zombie like creatures tryin' to rip people apart but for god's sake when you can repeat the lines back line for line it's time to get some new DVD's.But is it just me or have there been no like really awesome horror movies released recently? I mean seriously how hard is it to make a kewl slasher blood and guts film!? I mean hell really the last one to come out that was any good was Dawn of the Dead and it was a fuckin' remake! But annnn

Many Changes....little Time
Recently i have went through many changes...deep emotional pain and health scares to start...and then life awakenings which have brought me joy, smiles and a new outlook on life and new discoveries about myself. Needless to say...with all this taking place...it has left me very little time for the internet. I have enjoyed Fubar very much...i have met some very special, wonderful people on here that have enriched my life through their words of wisdom and encouragement. I'm not deleting Fubar...I will be checking in when i can. I just won't have the time to devote to it like i used to so I apologize in advance if i don't rate and re-rate as diligently as i have in the past. Thank you family, friends and fans for making Fubar such a fun ride.

Your Loss Not Mine
I deleted your pictures out my phone,cause I don't wanna see your face any more they just remind me of your lies,I was so blind..How could you even say those things knowing deep down they didn't mean a thing and I was a fool to believe every word. But it's your loss not mine,it's your loss not mine, you should be so lucky that I shared my time... But it's your loss not mine,it's your loss not mine,Love can make anyone blind... I think that we would have worked if we didn't live so far apart.I offered to fly to you,then you would give some excuse,when it just sounded like you didn't want me at all..You didn't even have the heart to say it's over,which just showed me who you are.. But it's your loss not mine,it's your loss not mine, you should be so lucky that I shared my time... But it's your loss not mine,it's your loss not mine,Love can make anyone blind...

Lonely & Empty Inside
As The Days & Nights Go By, I Watch How People Are So Happy Laughing, Flirting And Expressing There Love For One Another & It Gets Me To Thinking How I Used To Be That Happy & In Love(Being On Cloud Nine As The Old Saying Goes)Before I Screwed Everything Up By Acting Like A Fucking Jack Ass & A Mr Know It All. Now Days I Just Feel Lonely, Empty, Worthless & A Failure, I Feel Like I Let Myself Down Thinking Of All The Relationships I've Had & A Few Of Them I Really Really Wish I Didn't Fuck Up Cause I Deeply Feel That I Could Of Been The Most Happiest Guy On Earth With No Doubts Or Second Thoughts & Would Of Still Of Been Back Home Happy With A Family Of My Own & Just Living Life The Way I Would Of Liked To Live It But Instead I Acted Like A Fucking Fool Thinking That I Was Mr. Macho & Some Fucking Thug Running The Streets Thinking I Was Better Than The Ones That Honestly & Truly Loved Cared About Me I Wish I Knew Then What I Know Now Maybe I Wouldn't Of Been So Fucking Ni Eve & Cl

The Speedo Debate
The Speedo Debate Who would've thought that a tiny contraption that fits snugly around a man's jewels could become the subject of such intense debate? I receive e-mail on a virtual daily basis regarding how cool or appalling people think Speedos are. So which side of the Speedo spectrum is the majority on? From what I can gather, swimming briefs are quite appealing across Europe, but unfortunately (or fortunately, depending on how you look at it), you'd be hard-pressed to find any man in North America donning a pair of them. Nope, it's baggy swimming trunks for the good old red, white and blue. so, are they stylish? Depending on whom you ask, Speedos are considered a godsend or a curse. Both men and women love and hate them, but when I asked American women what they thought about guys in tight Speedos, mostly laughter and negative feedback was offered. I got the same reaction from American guys. So it seems that virtually everyone in the States prefers trunks or at worst,

I'm Capricorn, What Are You??
SAGITTARIUS: The Sexy one Spontaneous. Horny. Freak in Bed. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. The one. So much love to give. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in bed..!!! Did I say Amazing in bed? Not the kind of person you wanna fuck with, you might end up crying. 4 years of bad luck if you do not. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book Written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictions. Read your sign, then Resend this with your zodiac sign and label. VIRGO: The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. Someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first Sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The o

I Will Be Leaving Soon
To all my fu-family and friends. It`s about time for me to say goodbye to all of you.It`s been a good run and I have met some amazing people, but there comes a time when we must part our ways. I`m not sure when I will be leaving so if one day you notice I`m gone I want you to know that I will miss all of you. Take care amd maybe we will run into each other again someday.

Behold The Woman
"Whatever you give a woman, she will make greater. If you give her sperm, she'll give you a baby. If you give her a house, she'll give you a home. If you give her groceries, she'll give you a meal. If you give her a smile, she'll give you her heart. She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her. So, if you give her any crap, be ready to receive a ton of shit." --Amen.

Sing And Dance
I would sing and dance underneath the rain if your heart was mine to maintain Like the snow covered mountains of the himalayas You'll be captivated by all that true love does Saturated with all the pleasures of a friday and saturday indulgence is brought to new heights of display Beyond the superficial acts of admiration I hope to sweep you with a new sensation Unutterably driven by the desire you've ignited the experiences will be more then the stars sighted As each day will bring us closer to completing this journey there will never be a moment we're not set free

Dirty Games
Want to play Some dirty games You touch me there I'll pull your hair Spank your ass You moan and gasp Spread your legs I make you beg I use my tongue Are you having fun I get you wet I'm not done yet You grasp my cock Hard as a rock You stroke my shaft Sucking like mad Squeezing my balls Swallow it all On your hands and knees Shaking your ass at me Mounting you from behind Taking what's mine Thrusting like a savage beast As you buck and scream Your pussy starts to drip I reach around you rub your clit You start to squirt My balls begin to burst I empty my load Your pussy lets go Completely spent Want to play again

Tempting Darkness
how long can i resist it the pull is so strong no matter what i am doing i can feel it biting my lip to not think about it in hopes pain overwhelms thought my dreams are filled with it images of heated limbs and fevered kisses bites of flesh devouring me whole all thoughts of doing the right thing are gone thoughts of wickedness fill my head i cant hold out the walls are barely up one hard knock it will all end when i am alone you come to me filling me with want aching for more ive become addicted to you do you know what your doing to me do you even care closing my eyes now feeling your pull can i resist you my tempting darkness

Time For A Change!
Ok for those of you out there in fu-land that don't know me very well and would like to know more .. and for those who do know me..I'm 31 years old and I've come to a point in my life that I don't like who and what I've become. All my life I've been bullied by many people including my soon to be ex-wife about everything from my weight to how I act around people, so I made a decision to put an end to my misery. I have started making suttle changes here and there starting with my health I currently weigh 263 lbs down from 275 lbs I still stand to lose a lot but I'm on my road to life recovery I stopped drinking alcohol in excess I've completely stopped drinking soda and stopped eating fast food i.e. McDonalds Burger King etc. I will enroll myself at a gym next week to start weight training and other areas of improvement. I also plan to quit smoking when the last 4 cigs in my pack are gone, so for everyone that I consider my friend I greatly appreciate any and all support I can get, metam

Omg You Guys Plz Help
MY LAST LEVEL GUYS AND I HAVE AUTO 11'S RUNNING.. PLZ HELP ME GET A BIT CLOSER TO THE END TY.... I AM BEGGING ALL FAMILY FRIENDS AND EVERYONE TO PLEASE RATE/RERATE THIS PIC TODAY. THIS ENDS ON THURSDAY AND WE NEED ALL RATES WE CAN GET. PLEASE HELP ANYWAY YOU CAN! BLOG IT, LET YOUR FRIENDS KNOW, ETC. THANK YOU SO MUCH!!

Cave
If you ever watched the old Kung Fu TV series, you may remember the powerful beginning sequence: Grasshopper (David Carradine) is in a cave. He seizes the smoking cauldron and burns the tiger and dragon images onto his skin as he carries the cauldron out into the sun. Upon doing so, his initiation is complete and he is an official Taoist monk. The cave is the archetypal place of initiation. Caves are the first and most sacred of human dwelling places. As such, people may often feel a primordial sense of attraction to caves in their dreams. Initiation is the Jungian term for becoming a Self in the transition from childhood to maturity. Jung contends that there are rites of passage that need to be completed. The cave is often the place this is done. For much of human history, caves have been sacred places of shelter from the world; the place that became the extent of a person's kingdom in the face of uncertainty and peril. While the cave itself may not be a central image any longer, w

Gross
ok so....here i am bored at work browsing fubar and found some gross things and sense im bored i will write about them lol. it is completely gross when old, ugly, or fat people put half naked pics of themselves up. its even worse when they set them as their default pic. i mean if you want to put them in an album on your page go for it. i mean im sure there are some chubby chasers on here, or old desperate horny guys. and its their choice to look or not. but when you set it as your default its forcing everyone else to look. not everyone likes to see your nudity. im sure there are plenty that dont even want to see your face but at least its not as stomach turning as the nudity you force us all to look at. that is all of my opinion on that. thanks for reading

Torn
I look back at all the mistakes I've made and wonder what it would take to make up for the wrong I've done. Other times I feel no shame telling myself regret is futile. But what happens when you're not sure? When you see the good and the bad as equal in juncture? Or...what happens when you know you will regret what you feel later? Is there a way to change your feelings or do you have to suffer through. If there is a way someone let me know. After all it would be nice to have the secret to life...

2012 Moon Mushrooms Pt 2
Down with doomsday. You will not hear such thories from me. If humanity did not spend the last 30 some thousand years evolving our technology towards a postive outcome, then why even waste time talking about change. We are talking about a radical transformation however from our war like history of the past into a new era of peaceful co-exsistance. A earth where people are united to pursue a planet that has a healthy environment, abundance of food for the populations without us taking more of the green then we need for that purpose, a earth that is secure for people to walk around in without fearing their fellow humans. A world where religions, nationalities, race, or poltical goals do not build walls that seperate us and that destroy our spirit of unity that is bonded in the shared hopes and dreams of one and all. Now it is possible that this could occur without us people being much aware of it via a natural part of our historical momentum. Otherwise it would take something

Mcdonalds
So, I used to play this online game about ten years ago. We had a habit of having really strange, but funny conversations. The following is a log of one of those conversations about McDonalds. Please note, all of the conversation from someone named Kalan is from me. --------------------------------------------------------------------------- S O L A R E C L I P S E --------------------------------------------------------------------------- [162 Mlnbn R 9] [VeNgeAnCe] Kalan, Founder of Windows, 1900 edition, Y2K LIVES {Anti} [201 Rhthn R12] [ ShiNobI ] Elite_Champion Strife pimps like Ronald McDonald [WED] Kalan gossips 'Strife, I have been wondering, does your title mean you have sex with small children?' Rufus falls down laughing. Strife gossips 'No no, that's Micheal Jackson, NOT Ronald Mac' Justice gossips 'You sure?' Rufus gossips 'Ronny M ' Strife gossips 'I think.' Rufus gossips 'Ronny does it with clown makeu

Anniversary Gift ....
Happy Anniversary kitten. Join yourself to me and know the joy of one soul enter my world of pleasure and drink deep from my cup Empty your heart of desire and bathe yourself in mine your body can cease its search you have found your treasure Open your arms and soul to me forget your past you have no more need for the world you now live in mine I will feed your heart, be your desire all that you need, want and my words, to you, opium, manna three meals a day Abandon your life in the world you have a new state of being surrender what means so little to be come so much more You have found yourself in me F.M. 04/19/2008 ^..^ TAMER ar vu vu's Master Love you to bits darling pet.

Blah...
Im getting in one of those moods where I dont want to be bothered by anyone anymore. I know Im not the happiest guy by far, but am by no means one thats always down and depressed. But there's just been alot goin on lately and its startin to get to me. I think I am starting to get depressed. I havent been eating as much as I normally do, and I leave my place (let alone my room) rarely. Is it just a phase everyone goes through? I mean, Im kinda feeling like I just dont care anymore... about anything. I have no excitment about things anymore that would normally excite me. Doing things or seeing people, I just dont care. Is it just because of every wrong thing thats going on in my life, or should I worry?

Call Me Weird Haha
i cant wait to get out on the road and into a truck... i got to see the inside of my moms trainer truck and it was pretty nice and i thought that was pretty neat.. call me a dork or weird or what ever u want i thought it was something i cant wait to experience i got the chance to actually sit in the driver seat and for a second i could imagine what it will be like to drive something like that soon ... and i think im going to like doing it haha ok... enough with wasteing your time... muah!!! XoXoXOOXxxOoXo

From My Son Posted On Myspace
I need your prayers!! Current mood: bummed Category: Life On Nov 19 2008, I woke up and climbed out of bed and my legs collapsed beneath me. I was rushed to the hospital and I completely baffled the doctors. My health just worsens from there and at one time my wife was notified that I was not going to make it. The doctors couldn't find the bacteria/virus that was slowly eating me away. The bacteria/virus eat away at my myelin sheath (which is the protected coating on the nerves that run the spinal cord). I spent 33 days in the ICU the doctors found a way to stop the bacteria/virus from spreading. The doctor diagnosed me with acute disseminated encephalomyelitis (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Acute_disseminated_encephalomyelitis). My whole body at this point paralyzed I could barely move my arms and speak. After I was released from the ICU I was moved to another hospital to under take rehabilitation. After a few weeks I started gaining mobility in my arms. Every week as b

Yo Momma Train
YO MOMMA TRAIN RULES: 1) NO DRAMA!! NO DRAMA!! NO DRAMA!! 2) RATE THE PICS IN MY KISS ME I'M IRISH FOLDER (THERE ARE ONLY 60) START HERE 3) RATE AND FAN ALL RIDERS (IT IS NOT NECESSARY TO ADD ALL RIDERS BUT YOU CAN IF YOU WANT). 4) LEAVE A COMMENT STATING YO MOMMA OR SOMETHING TO THAT AFFECT 5) PRIVATE MESSAGE ME ONCE YOU'VE COMPLETED THE TRAIN SO I CAN MAKE YOUR TAG AND ADD YOU TO THE BLOG/BULLY 6) PLEASE REPOST THE BULLY ONCE YOU'VE BEEN ADDED HAVE FUN! HOSTESS: Ms. Sassy{Shadow Leveler} Proudly Fu-Owned by Dusty~Proud Fu-Owner of Arctic Mermaid and Jade&Jackso@ fubar

Things I Hate Part 2!
... i hate when people make noises when they eat... ... i hate when people over use a phrase ... ... i hate when people smell like cats ... ... i hate when people clear they're throats near me... ... i hate when people touch my kid ... ... i hate when dogs smell people's butts ... ... i hate the way birds smell... ... i hate how cats look sooo snobby ... ... i hate the way animals smell in general... ... i hate when people smell like vinegar ... ... i hate when people have GREEN teeth... (what the fuck is THAT) ... i hate when people smell something gross and then make you smell it too... ... i hate when someone checks my purse to see if it's real! (UGH!! BASTARDS DUH!!) ... i hate when people ask me "is that ur kid?" ~no asshole... i found this kid on the street and i took her home i really don't know who the hell she is~ ... i hate how old womens bewbs look like two oranges in some panty hose... ...damn... im a hateful person huh... oh and i hate that you agree...

Happy St Patty's Day
**CHEERS**Just a cute St. Patty's Day Poem :)The Wearin' O' the Green Today is the day fer the wearin' o' the green.Today is the day when the little people are seen.Today is St. Patrick's Day, so if ye'r Irish me lad,Join the celebratin' fer the grandest time ta' be had.Ya' put yer hand up in the air, the other hand on your hip.Ya' tap yer toe, ya' tap yer heel, ya' bounce yer knee a wee bit.Ya' prance 'n dance around the room, n' circle one two three.The saints be praised, I must admit, ya' all look Irish ta' me.Much love to you and may you have some Good Luck today, Yours Truely, Radiant Gloom

Gone But Not Forgoten
in our life we go on even through the hurt and pain , you see as we go through life , cards are dealt to us and it is up to us to play them. as we take the journey in life , we grow, and become who we are. there is no reason for people to try to change us , not everyone is the same, cause if we where what a boring life it would be. as we go on we meet new people, some become good friends and some well we just don't agree with and want nothing to deal with them. and sometimes true friends do fight , sometimes we can forget about it and move on and sometimes the hurt and pain are to much to deal with. and sometimes friends fight over stupid things, but like they say "shit happens" . and then there is family , they are our life ,and we do anything to protect them no matter what . i remember times when i was young , and being the youngest of 10 there was always some type of fight going on but no matter what we made it through, and then when you loose a family member a husband,wife,a ch

Fubar Is Life
so I guess the question I have is....why do people let fubar control them? The meaning of this being, when someone start to get into a lounge and starts gettin blings and gifts and everything from the pople in the lounge....why is the lounge the only people they focus on? Why do people sit here and bitch about wanting rates yet when they get them dont give them back. ive rated many people over the past few months and havent gotten shit in return! why? is it because im not in a lounge? is it because I dont have money to waste on a little graphic? probably so. You get new comers that talk to you for a second and then are just gona because all this other dumb stuff comes up and they act like you have just be come insignificant to their well being. I dont get it, ive been stuck at my level for almost two years now WHY?! im on here everyday!! rating all the time! I dont get it, can someone help me out here!! ive made graphics, ive made morphs, this, that and the other just havent s

Blog Ratings Count For Points Too You Know?
Namaste FuBarBarians: It is I, The Norse Viking and boy am I upset. I posted a blog about blogging before, but I feel it is time to really rant about blogs yet again. I feel that if they allow a blog section on a website as they do allowing pics on a site for ratings, WHY IS IT NO ONE IS READING AND RATING ANY BLOGS> This site is not playboy magazine. There are more here than just pretty pictures to look at. People share thoughts, dreams, ideas, tears in their beer or just to rant and rave about trivial bullshit. You get points for rating blogs too, it wouldn't hurt to do it once and while. Hell it might be nice if people actually commented more on blogs. I am not just saying to bomb pretty chicks who talk about how to look in their private folders and such, I mean actually look around at your Friends and fans blogs and read rate and comment. Give those that don't have massive albums a reason to blog besides sheer boredom.

You Know You Have A Dark Personality When....
-You pay 6 bucks for cigarettes that match your outfit. -You wear sunglasses in the produce department at night. -You wear long, velvet coats in the middle of summer. -You buy $15 fishnets and rip them on purpose. -Your combat boots cost more than it takes to feed a third world child for two years. -The shade of powder you wear is called "Sheet Of Paper." -You fashion your eyeliner after a culture that's been dead over 2000 years. -You paint your fingernails black. -You don't paint my nails black... you bash them with a hammer. -Your purse is large, square and metal. -The purse has scratches from being used in a fight. -You could easily blow $500 in a Halloween store. -You could spend all $500 on just make up. -You avoid fights because it might smudge your make up. -The club you frequent has concocted an original drink called "The Vampire's Kiss." -You wake up still drunk at 3 in the afternoon with anonymous black lipstick on our face. -You go to Denny'

Anniversary Gift .... From My Master Kittytamer
FINDING ME I get a shiver in my bones just thinking of my lover A quiver in my soul dreaming of her touch If I wanted to I could cage her heart Frame her love for display but, where is the joy in that I don't care what is thought of me all I need know I find in her eyes It matters little, what is said of me all I need know I hear in the beat of her heart No one can tell me what to feel or describe my bliss No one can make her kneel in love, she does this Lost in her I forget me Finding myself deep in her surrender I didn't know all of me until I lost myself in her I didn't know passion until I saw hers for me I hadn't seen a storm til the tempest of her kiss washed over me swept me away I could not resist F.M. 2.7.08 for my kitten on our anniversary, with many more to follow.

Soulidium-live Forever
It's time to die So say your goodbyes Your mortal life Is close to over Immortal dreams Of ages it seems In your final screams Your eyes will open Your crying as your dying, And this hunger... it kills you Eternal pleas This blood lust in me Terrors of night Are far from over Immortal pain It thrusts in your veins Drink death of me And live forever And live forever Your hunt begins Your animal within Compassion dies And now it's over First dusk to blood Your hunger overruns This kill will be To feed on ecstacy She's crying as she's dying And this hunger... it kills you Eternal pleas This blood lust in me Terrors of night Are far from over Immortal pain It thrusts in your veins Drink death of me And live forever And she's crying... She's dying And this hunger... it kills you Eternal pleas This blood lust in me Terrors of night Are far from over Immortal pain It thrusts in your veins Drink death of me And live forever

Myles'
YOU CALL ME SEXY, YOU CALL ME HOT".. YOU NET PEOPLE ARE SO KIND'... BUT I AM JUST SIMPLY MYLES, A SMALL LADY WITH A BIG A HEART'. AND IN MY OWN SPECIAL WAYS, YOU HAVE ALL PLACE IN MY HEART, I SAY I LUV YA COZ I DO"...

The Party Part I
I arrived home just after work on a Tuesday evening. Brian was sitting on the couch and as I walked in the door he rose just like he was trained to do. I took a moment to consume the image before me. He was there wearing a black t shirt that hugged his chest showing off his form. How many times have I dragged my fingers over that chest? My gaze drops lower now to his very neatly tailored brown pants. He sees my gaze drop and smiles at me. After visually consuming his bulge I twirl my finger and he rotates a half turn. It always brings me pleasure to see him from the back. Brian was an athlete in high school and college. While his body wasn’t chiseled like it was when I first met him I am always taken in by it. The tactile joy of running my finger over that sinewy body always brings a smile to my face. When Brian and I first met we were both students at University of Illinois. By some stroke of fate we had been dorm floor mates. At the time I was a young woman of 22. Br

You Are Never A Victim...
"When we blame, we give away our power." -- Greg Anderson ALL of our personal physical, psychological, and social problems arise from a lack of alignment between the body, emotions, mind and the soul. As a result, we are never victims of outside forces. The soul challenges us to grow with problems, illnesses and/or injuries. These painful events trigger our subconscious blocks. This gives us the opportunity to SEE the blocks and release them. "People who consider themselves victims of their circumstances will always remain victims unless they develop a greater vision for their lives." -- Stedman Graham "No matter how frustrated you may feel, there is Always a way out. In every situation that arises, we choose to be powerful or powerless. It may not always feel like it, but it is a choice. And there are consequences for these choices in terms of the results we get, and the subsequent increase or decrease in our power and influence. If we choose powerlessness, it

Celebration.
wonderin why i am playing with fire? it is our tradition here to jump over the fire on the last tuesday of our year' we will be celebrating new year on thursday... hahaha, am not crazy yet'... tell u more about it later guys, see ya.. heading to play fire again, lol, am bit cooler now. wish me luck! http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chaharshanbe_Suri

Close-to-complete Ideology And Religion "sh-t" List
Taoism: sh-t happens Confucianism: Confucious say "sh-t happens" Buddhism: If sh-t happens, it really isnt sh-t Zen Buddhism: sh-t is, and is not Hinduism: this sh-t has happened before Islam: if sh-t happens, it is the will of Allah Catholicism: if sh-t happens, you deserve it Protestantism: let sh-t happen to someone else Presbyterianism: this sh-t was bound to happen Episcopalianism: its ok if sh-t happens, just serve the right wine with it Methodistism: its ok if sh-t happens, just serve grape juice with it Congregationalism: sh-t that happens to one person is just as good as sh-t that happens to another. Lutheranism: if sh-t happens, dont talk about it Fundamentalism: if sh-t happens you will go to hell unless you are born again Judaism: why does this sh-t always happen to us? Seventh Day Adventism: no sh-t shall happen on saturday Creationism: God made all sh-t Secular Humanism: sh-t evolves Scientologism: if sh-t happens dont

Come Own Me
http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1209324&albumid=1576178&i=816920516&idx=1#3893275983 Come Bid On Me Again... If You Can't Bid High Or Not At All Please Rate Or Bid Something If You Can Most Rates get Cherry Bomb. Most Bid get Auto 11. Bid start at 100k Ty In Advance To Those That Rate Or Bid

Wedding Lace N Hawt
May I have your attention please? It's time to tie the knot!!! Tonight @ 9est @legends Saloon!! The very lovely Miss LaceMarie will Fu-Marry our very own... Dj HawtLixx Don't miss it!!!! This hosted by..... ღMz.ÇµffêÐ Manager@Legends & *2nd Alarm Hottie*!Your Next Ex Gf SEE YOU THERE!!!!

Stressed Bad-more Than I Can Say
been very stressed lately( I know no-one will read this) but need to let it out!. Im planning on staying of fubar for while-cant handle the crap, the control thing-telling me what to do. It will be hard because of the sweet few friends I have--BUT--its other ppl--I just cant deal with it--I have soo much to deal with at home in relationship and my teenager now. I feel like Im getting tested again to see how much I can deal with. Guess what-I cant deal with much more!!I try to show my happy side and be strong---guess what?--Im lossing bad!!--Hoping I will find the strength back soon--cause the few sweet friends I have here that really do care about me--well--I will miss you!!

Bittersweet ...
"Everything that starts sweet, ends bitter ... Everything that starts bitter, ends sweet ..." ... And the voices ring out in the breeze, carrying lies upon them. The verbal factors of a thousand broken promises and dissapointments due to human emotional inadequacy and short comings. Like a thousand needles pressing into one's being, constantly stinging, stabbing. Like a woodpecker upon the threshold of a tree. I am that tree. And the woodpecker, is the embodiment of the circumstances of reality. Such is life, I surmise. The confusion of life could be compared to a cigarette. The joys in which bring us some kind of calming factor, the subtle practices of breathing deep as one inhales the smoke is calming, with, or without the cigarette, and yet the cigarette is the very tool used to help master a skill in which would otherwise would be underestimated. A peacefull sensation envelops one's mind at the very moment, in that same moment however, a part of you dies. Yo

God's Busy
If you don't know GOD, don't make stupid remarks!!!!!!! A United States Marine was attending some college courses between assignments. He had completed missions in Iraq and Afghanistan . One of the courses had a professor who was an avowed atheist and a member of the ACLU . One day the professor shocked the class when he came in he looked to the ceiling and flatly stated, 'God, if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes.' The lecture room fell silent. You could hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by and the professor proclaimed, 'Here I am God. I'm still waiting.' It got down to the last couple of minutes when the Marine got out of his chair, went up to the professor, and cold-cocked him, knocking him off the platform. The professor was out cold. The Marine went back to his seat and sat there, silently. The other students were shocked, stunned, and sat there looking on in silence. The professor eventually came to, noticeab

Self Serving? ..no..it's Why I Do What I Do..
...this little snippet of piffy comments from a recent pimp out blog posting of mine...for those who say I have alot of drama here, well, I think you are mistaken...I try to keep things real on here, with real people behind that screen, remember..once the autos and bombs turn off...what's left?... Peace. And way more to come kids, stay tuned...

Happy 32nd Birthday
Dear Dave, I’m here blogging instead of going to bed. I don’t want to face the thought of slipping underneath the covers then slipping off to sleep and then the dreams begin to flood my mind and I wake with tears streaming down my face. I ache to talk to you some place other then in my mind. I want to share the details of my day with you October marks 5 years since my ‘last day’ with you. Here it is March 18th and your 32nd Birthday. I have immersed myself in school and work. I stay busy.... KCC plays, watching friends in Michigan Idol competitions, spending time with my nieces and nephew, playing with Daisy and Hapi, watching DVDs on my laptop that make me cry and I have to quickly wipe away the tears before someone spots them, watching Goof play his XBOX, and laughing with Steph... anything to keep my mind off of what this time of year is. I’ve gotten myself involved in a few big projects, set some goals, and done all the things I’m supposed to do to make the t

Right Now
Right now, I am wondering. I wonder if I am being stupid. I wonder if my heart is controlling my brain. I wonder if I see things that are not there. I wonder if I am working towards a goal that is not there. I put you on a pedestal, it's where you belong, but I wonder if it's my pedestal that you belong on. Right now I know. I know I am still in love with you. I know I will still do anything for you. I know I will still take care of you no matter what. I know I am willing to spend the rest of my life making up for what I have done wrong. I know I want more, but don't know if I deserve what I have. Right now I am scared. No matter what I need to live my life. I need interaction. I need affection. I need intimacy. I need someone to be there for me like I am there for you. I have given you about 2 months now. 2 weeks living somewhere else away from me. You are the only one I would have given this much time to. I need to move on one way or another. Either with you, or without you. You kn

Why??????????
ive worked with a few mulims ive known a few and have a few that i count among my friends. but what id like to know is how can jews be the only ones at fault? the preseident of iran told the world media iran would be the cure to the cancer of jewdeism. now ill be honest that ive only read a few passages from the koran, but all the ones ive read have been evil and full of hate, the videos ive seen where muslims scream death to whoever opposes islam and to kill the men and take their wives as war booty makes me wounder? if i stood outside of an embasy shouting that kind of terror id be arrested after the first sentance. one last comment before i end my rant if the rest of the world is evil and full of unacceptable behaviour why not go back to the middle east? HAPPY ST PATRICKS DAY

Guess What
ok i just found out that im going to be a father. we are trying to think of names for the baby. we dont know know its gender so we are trying to think of boy and girl names. can you help by giving suggestions for names? plz and ty

Easy 10,000 Fubucks
Slaves To The Underground is Hiring Staff: We are looking for DJ's, promoters, bartenders and greeters to Apply talk to DJ Half Nightmare or DJ Dark Princess... If not Applying for a Job just come by and chill with us.. got good people and good music, couldnt ask for more so come Join us in slaves to the Underground!! And earn yourself an easy 10,000 fubucks all you have to do is click and enter tell the staff you read this blog. Then become a member and be seen in the lounge chatting for three consecutive days and then u will get paid. Just pm me mj_012001 for payment. Thank You DJ HALF NIGHTMARE / OWNER @ SLAVES TO THE UNDERGROUND& Fu Married & rl bf 2 DJ Dark Princess@ fubar Owner DJ Dark Princess Co Owner of Slaves 2 The Underground & FU Married & rl gf 2 DjHalf Nightmare@ fubar Co Owner

You Need To Grow Up
IF YOU HAVE A DAMN PROBLEM WITH ME COME TO ME YOURSELF!!!! DON'T GO TALKING SHIT TO MY FRIENDS AND DON'T SEND YOUR DAMN FRIENDS TO MY PAGE!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS SO CHILDISH IF YOU HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY GROW SOME DAMN BALLS AND SAY IT TO ME!!!!!!!!!

A Glympse To My Real World
lol, i am jack of all trades master of none, lol... i can do so many things, yes, other thn sexy thing... i do most of stuff at home by myself, am a domesticated type, enjoy being home, yet love to be friends... i will only hang out with friends, or here ..unless my work are done,. am not a compulsive buyer too, i do think and calculate a lot before buying things,.. most of the time, i do my own stuff. today, is my sewing day.. ahhh, am done with my new curtain..lol... me and my sewing session.lol accomplished"

My Poetry
NightMare Furiously do i record these horrid events I must make haste, for it can smell my fear...and yes.. i am afraid for my life...This beast... it can taste my weakness on the wind...Hark, i can hear it, snarling in the darkness...an icy cold penetrates my flesh, and wrenching shivers chase along my erect spine A black void envelops all life in this hell a panting fills my ears, There shall be no escape for me...How such a creature came to me, i will never know...Its razorblade claws grip my fragile body,In an instant, it begins to tear me limb from limb...agonizing pain permeates this prison of flesh I howl with the immense torture it causes memy hot blood pours forth from the numerous, gruesome wounds...Its jowls drip with my crimson life as It shreds my organsI am helpless, caught in this creature's vengance...Its eyes are filled with a passionate hatred for the livingIt lowers its head to mine, grinning wickedly, i can see Death in its gaze... Blackness... Only blackness

Family Drama
Sometime i use this blog to vent , so if you really don't care do not read...this is just for my sanity. So of you that know me best know i have a good life but that my siblings and mom don't always have ot together and often try to drag me back down to the shit I faught so hard to come out of. Just recently another sister drama. A lil background on the situation..my sister was abused , I took custody to try to save her..she destoyed an already stuggling nion between my ex and I ...Then she (age 13 at the time) got into an SUV with some one she didn't know ,21 year old man and he was high ..flipped his ride and ejected her out the back windshield. After this and all the drugs she did ..it was off to foster care..Now I though she was doing good and I find kiddy porn she made with her friends on myspace..holy hell and my ex husband saw it..I deleted her account and she flipped the fuck out..we argues i cried..my fiance told her dont call back until shes over her lil pity party..she threa

Abandonment
Watching a child realize he is alone is a heartrending event. In a moment, he goes from content to worried to panicked. One of our most primitive fears is the fear of being separated from family, friends, or society. In dreams, being abandoned can have several connotations that derive from psychological or physical experience. The primary interpretive question is: Who abandoned the dreamer, and why? Being individually abandoned by a significant other can represent a feeling of insecurity in a relationship. This may reflect concerns about the feelings of another towards you. Are you genuinely receptive to the idea of being loved and valued, or do you view another's affection as a put-on? Perhaps you view yourself as lovable as you are known, but fear that more revelation about you will lead to isolation. This could be especially true if there is a taboo experience being kept secret from the person who has abandoned you (e.g., marital infidelity). Dreams of this nature may be recurri

Sores
if love is just a four letter word, then way does people wait there whole life to feel it if love is just a four letter word, why does it hurt so much if love is just a four letter word, how come we all have cried over it if love is just a four letter word, then why we ever say it when i said that four letter word i felt ever letter of it whe i said that four letter word it never hurt that much when i said that four letter word i cried tears of joy but they best part of that four letter was when i heard you say it

3/18/09
so no trouble with the law this past week fuxin pigs my check still hasnt come in ughhhhhhhhh i wanna leave this dang state already robby heard from his tax preparer and the IRS messed up and now instead of just getting 100 he is getting 400 lol thank you IRS for messing up I have been real sick lately I havent been able to drink or eat or anything it might be the mass in my tummy or it could be a virus but I went to the doc earlier and she gave me a prescription for some phengrin so I will finally be able to eat and rest ok so now your caught up so now for my hellos Horny,Naughty,Mack31601,Freak,andPuff hello to you all your the best friends a girl could have and I apprecaite each and every one of you to all my other friends on fu I appreciate you to

Who Is Hungry"
MYLE'S DINNER TONIGHT, ... MYLES VEGGIE SALAD, WITH CRUNCHY WATERCREST LETTUCE.. YUMMY. AND OF COURSE, MY MAIN COURSE... KEBABS WITH FRIES, BLACK OLIVES AND MIX VEGGIE PICKLES.. IT IS WEIRD COMBINATION? LOL

Man Vs. Morality
Want....fuels Greed. Greed....fuels Failure. Until mankind sheds his lust for wealth & power, we will never fully progress as a species, and ultimately destroy ourselves. Need...fuels Love. Love....fuels Passion. Love for someone or something drives us to do what is necessary to go on another day. The boundless passion you can feel for these things is what will make us evolve.

Hindsight
There are many roads in life. Some of them will lead us in the direction that we can follow....with little compromise, and little hesitance. Some of them will become well-beaten, as if you have been down that same road before. But then they become rocky and treacherous, only after you have reached a point that it becomes too late to turn back. Without a map or a compass, one can get lost very easily. But we have to look ahead. We have to keep our eyes on the horizon for that sign of hope that we all have to find....because it is human nature to carry on...

Today 18 March 2009
Today I'm clearing the air. Today I am done hiding. Today, I have to put it out there for the world to see. Nine years ago today, I said my vows to the ESUTB. 10 months ago she said "Jared, I don't want to be married to you anymore, and oh...this should help. You will be the last man I'll ever be with." Yeah. Now, why would this matter to the average Joe who is reading this? Well, because if ya give me a call, or if you come by the house, or if you shoot me a message and it is kind of hard to understand, I am drinking myself into oblivion. Work tomorrow be damned. If I oversleep, I'll take the ass chewing and drive on. If I don't, ALRIGHT! Now, I'm not feeling down for myself, today I am celebrating! I am celebrating my freedom. I am celebrating living in a land where I can drink, I can make choices, I can live my life for me. I am celebrating being free from oppression (the ESUTB, no references to the nation's leadership now or the past). I am also mourni

I Woke Up
I woke up this morning and you were there, resting there in my heart and smiling like you care. I woke up this morning and thought of you, wondering what you were doing and hoping you care for me as I do you. I woke up this morning with gladness in my heart. As I thought of your sweet touch and in my life of which you are a part. I woke up this morning content with my life. Praying God for His small blessings and for putting you in my life. I woke up this morning and only physically alone. For when I think of you, my sweetheart I am never alone. I woke up this morning instead of coming to. my last thoughts of the fore night were the same as this morning. And those thoughts my sweetheart........ were of you. I woke up this morning.......... I woke up this morning......... and for the few times in my life I was happy that I woke up this morning. You are special to me Sheila, Ron

3/16/09 Episode 1: Sam Finds His Mom
After 30 years of not knowing my mom due to family contraversy, I finally tracked her down. Ironically through a cousin who found ME through Facebook. There is some good that can come out of social networking sites eh? So now...I have to find a way to Mexico, where it seems she is. Apparently, due to her illness, she doesn't remember anything about me, my father, the marraige....nothing from that point in our lives. From what I can understand, she can only communicate through writing. Though this is the happiest of occasions, it is still the saddest, scariest, angering, and most difficult as well. So this is the pilot blog. Of course it's not gonna be the best one...so bite me.... Cheers to all my friends and loved ones....and to my little dog too.

Already Gone - Kelly Clarkson
Remember all the things we wanted Now all our memories, they're haunted We were always meant to say goodbye Even with our fists held high It never would've worked out right We were never meant for do or die I didn't want us to burn out I didn't come here to hold you Now I can't stop I want you to know that it doesn't matter Where we take this road Someone's gotta go And I want you to know You couldn't have loved me better But I want you to move on So I'm already gone Looking at you makes it harder But I know that you'll find another That doesn't always make you want to cry Started with a perfect kiss Then we could feel the poison set in Perfect couldn't keep this love alive You know that I love you so I love you enough to let you go I want you to know that it doesn't matter Where we take this road Someone's gotta go And I want you to know You couldn't have loved me better But I want you to move on So I'm already gone I'm already gone, already go

Bombing Party Please Help
Tomorrow, there will be a bombing party in my honor to get me leveled to Oracle. There's gonna be alot of bombing going on on my page but I need an auto 11 and a cherry bomb myself. I won't be able to get bling credits til Friday so I'm asking if someone can donate a cherry bomb and auto 11 to me so I can level during the bombing party for me tomorrow. Those that know me know that I always repay blings when I get bling credits so any help would be great, if not...at least come rate me tomorrow during my party and help me get closer to Oracle! Love you all!!

Is It Possible ???
for those that don't know i've recently lost my wife. *lost as in she left me* is it possible to go back once someone leaves ??? i believe that if you TRUELY love someone as i love her it is possible. i loved her unconditionally. still DO love her. i have never felt this much pain over someone since the loss of 2 great women. my mother and her mother. i love her so deeply that my soul hurts which has never happend to me before. I'VE NEVER been affraid of my future until now. for her i would do anything, and i do mean ANYTHING !!!! i've recently been going to church and volunteering again. something i haven't done in YEARSSSSSS. SHE once told me that if i have the faith of a mustard seed that i could move mountains. we'll i've got the faith of a MILLION MOUNTAINS in my love for her. she made me a better man b/c she called me out on things. something no other woman has ever done. i was and still am proud to call her my wife. my soul hurts and i

Who's In Your Basket
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Michael Phelps
Kathleen Parker From Beijing to Bongs February 4, 2009 WASHINGTON -- It's hell being a celebrity, especially if you're young and find yourself at a party, where marijuana and cameras should never mix. And it's not exactly heaven being sheriff of a county with escalating drug crimes and pressure to treat all offenders equally. Thus it is that Olympian swimmer Michael Phelps and Sheriff Leon Lott of South Carolina's Richland County are being forced to treat seriously a crime that shouldn't be one. As everyone knows by now, Phelps was photographed smoking from an Olympic-sized bong during a University of South Carolina party last November. As all fallen heroes must -- by writ of the Pitchforks & Contrition Act -- Phelps has apologized for behavior that was "regrettable and demonstrated bad judgment," and has promised never to be a lesser role model again. Check. Lott, meanwhile, is threatening action against Phelps because ... he has

My First Bully...
♥ Please take a second to F/A/R this awesometastic Lady. She returns all love, and she absolutely adores being perved. And if you are feeling frisky, spank some of her pics... She has double ones for a few more hours. ♥ This pimp out brought to you by: Danorok™@ fubar What you think? Not bad eh?

Now Hiring Staff
Ok, so you probably guessed that it is for the lounge I co-own. We are not a new lounge, but want to get more people in and have a lot of fun. If your interested, contact me or Southern Hottie Angel by fu-mail or just stop in. We are looking for promoters, enforcers, greeters, and bartenders. http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=52713 - My Last Breath a.k.a. MLB

Common Knowledge
Just a bunch of crap to fill up this blog with The word "queue" is the only word in the English language that is still pronounced the same way when the last four letters are removed. Beetles taste like apples, wasps like pine nuts, and worms like fried bacon. Of all the words in the English language, the word 'set' has the most definitions! What is called a "French kiss" in the English speaking world is known as an "English kiss" in France. "Almost" is the longest word in the English language with all the letters in alphabetical order. "Rhythm" is the longest English word without a vowel. In 1386, a pig in France was executed by public hanging for the murder of a child A cockroach can live several weeks with its head cut off! Human thigh bones are stronger than concrete. You can't kill yourself by holding your breath There is a city called Rome on every continent. It's against the law to have a pet dog in Iceland! Your heart beats over 100,000 time

Department Of Veterans Affairs
February 27, 2009 The Honorable Barack Obama President of the United States The White House Washington, DC Dear President Obama: On behalf of the millions of veterans represented by the veterans and military service organizations that have joined our effort, we write to express our serious concerns about a policy proposal that has been discussed this week in conjunction with the release of your first budget. We have been told that your Administration may be considering a proposal that would allow the Department of Veterans Affairs (VA) health care system to bill a veteran’s insurance for the care and treatment of a disability or injury that was determined to have been incurred in or the result of the veteran’s honorable military service to our country. Such a consideration is wholly unacceptable and a total abrogation of our government’s moral and legal responsibility to the men and women who have sacrificed so much for our freedoms. As

Prism
The Darkness overtakes my mind, Making me remember things better left behind. Heavy fists knocking me Into submission and Pain. Making me Beg for quiet Treating me like a filthy piece Of worthless trash. Making me less than worthy Of Human Status. The Torture Torments me. How do you rid yourself of Remembered pain, Of something so long gone? Old ghosts haunt me Bruises that once were. Stolen dreams, And hopes of Love Fall through the mind Like sunlight thru a pane of dirty glass.

The Clock
LIFE ISN'T ABOUT WAITING FOR THE STORM TO PASS... IT'S ABOUT LEARNING TO DANCE IN THE RAIN. TO MY FUBAR SISTAS! You are great WOMEN! Just wanted to pass this on...... The CREATOR doesn't give you the people you want, but gives you the people you NEED. To help you, to hurt you, to leave you, to love you and to make you into the person you were meant to be. LOVE YOU!!!!! NOW YOU'RE ON THE CLOCK!!!! IN 9 MINUTES SOMETHING WILL MAKE YOU HAPPY, time starts counting after you read the One Flaw in Women BUT YOU HAVE TO TELL 9 SISTERS YOU LOVE THEM INCLUDING ME. GO!!!! One Flaw In Women Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no

Grrrrr.......
I just need to vent... Do you ever have one of those days when everything seems to go wrong? Well that day is TODAY for me ... Since I woke up this morning ... People being rude! No smilerin People.... NO driving ASSHATS! People on the phone acting IGNORANT! just one damn thing after another ... Is it Fookin Monday !? Now I have these photos I need to edit and I have a deadline and my damn laptop keeps jacking up ! I just wanna scream... Ok I feel better now. Thanks for listening .... If you could make me smile it would be even better... Halp! :: grimmaces ::

Now I'm Gone - Monica
Now I'm Gone - Monica (lyrics) Male] Monica baby, I'm sorry I know I was wrong, but I think we can work it out Just try to hear me out [Monica] Nah, you hear me out [Verse 1] I gave you so much love, but you had to play with my affections My heart was in your hands, but you had to play with all my feelings You got your mack on, but now I'm gone Cause I'd rather be all alone Away from all these silly games [Chorus] I gave you no reason why Just said do your thing on the side But now I'm gone Cause it will never be the same You were busy kicking it with your boys Instead of taking care of your girl But now I'm gone Gone away from you [Verse 2] I thought I knew you well But you ran away, didn't care about me You told so many lies Thought you could run away from this thing called reality But I'm long gone, I got to go on There's someone waiting for me To love me honestly [Chorus] I gave you no reason why Just said do your thing on the s

Malaika
Malaika, nakupenda Malaika Malaika, nakupenda Malaika Ningekuoa mali we Ningekuoa dada Nashindwa na mali sina we Ningekuoa Malaika Nashindwa na mali sina we Ningekuoa Malaika Pesa zasumbua roho yangu Pesa zasumbua roho yangu Nami nifanyeje, kijana mwenzio Nashindwa na mali sina we Ningekuoa Malaika Nashindwa na mali sina we Ningekuoa Malaika Kidege, nakuwaza kidege Kidege, nakuwaza kidege Nami nifanyeje, kijana mwenzio Nashindwa na mali sina we Ningekuoa Malaika Nashindwa na mali sina we Ningekuoa Malaika Pesa zasumbua roho yangu Pesa zasumbua roho yangu Nami nifanyeje, kijana mwenzio Nashindwa na mali sina we Ningekuoa Malaika Nashindwa na mali sina we Ningekuoa Malaika Ningekuoa Malaika Ningekuoa Malaika.....

Scars.
There was a time when a kind word was all I need to set my heart a blaze. But time is funny that way and oh how things changed. We grew apart, or at least one of us did. Now your name is spoken in past tense with a tense past. I hear from you ever now and then, asking me to give in again. If only you knew that just seeing you around is enough to cut me to shreds. I know things for you are long since dead, even though I will always love you. So with heavy heart I put my quill to the parchment and sign my name. With shaky hands and faultering spirit I make my way down. A few feet from the mail box my knee trys to buckle. I must be strong and let things lie in the grave they are buried in. The scars you gave were as bad as those you received even if you dont see how deep they run. With a few simple signitures, it is once and finally done.....

Doctors Visit
A woman and a baby were in the doctor's examining room, waiting for the doctor to come in for the baby's first exam. The doctor arrived, and examined the baby, checked his weight, and being a little concerned, asked if the baby was breast-fed or bottle-fed. 'Breast-fed,' she replied. 'Well, strip down to your waist,' the doctor ordered. She did. He pinched her nipples, pressed, kneaded, and rubbed both breasts for a while in a very professional and detailed examination. Motioning to her to get dressed, the doctor said, 'No wonder this baby is underweight. You don't have any milk.' I know,' she said, 'I'm his Grandma, but I'm glad I came

Vat To Doo
I have to lose a buncha weight (yes I do, if you say otherwise, I will stab you), but I dont feel like goin for a run outside cause that will mean taking a shower AGAIN afterwards, and I hate taking showers

Make Up My Mind
I NEVER CAN KEEP MY MIND OFF LANCE I LONG TO PLEASURE HIM TO BECOME ENTWINED WITH HIM I KNOW IT IS WRONG TO WANT HIM THIS WAY I AM A PLAYTHING . HE HAS A LIFE BEYOND ME ONE THAT I WILL NEVER BE A PART OF I MUST WALK AWAY FROM THIS MAN I LUST FOR I CRAVE I FIND MYSELF NEEDING I CLOSE MY EYES AT NIGHT AND FEEL HIS HANDS ROAMING MY BODY. I CAN TASTE HIS LIPS, HE SMELL, HIS WALK, HIIM , HE CONSUMES ME NIGHT AND DAY THE PLEASURES WE HAVE FELT IN EACH OTHERS ARMS THE NAUGHTINESS WE HAVE CATURED TO . I FEEL HIS BIG COCK POUNDING MY CUNT MY ASS MY MOUTH EVEN WHEN HE IS NOT AROUND I DESIRE TO LIVE OUT THINGS I HAD ONLY THOUGHT ABOUT BUT NEVER WOULD HAVE . SOME WOULD SAY RUN AS FAST AS YOU CAN HE WILL DRAIN YOU THEN TOSS YOU ASIDE WHAT CAN I SAY TO THAT OTHER THEN IT WAS A RIDE I WILL NEVER FORGET OR REGRET. LAST NIGHT WAS FILLED WITH THE MOST AWESOME SEX YET . WE SET UP A NUDEST PARTY CLOTHS WERE NOT ALLOWED YOU WALK IN THE GATES AND LEAVE YOUR CLOTHS AT THE DOOR. MEN AND WOM

Love Is
Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start.

What A Week
this week as started and ended with a bang. Monday my mom has a heart attack.. she seems to be doing better and should be getting out by the end of the week..we hope! Yesterday i got some kinda virus and had a 104 fever. ended up in the hospital getting Iv's not of coffee like i always wish for lol..Im checking out of the hospital around 9 and my brother is checking in with the samething.. I swear the only luck i have is bad luck... its the first thing that really happened since i got divorce and they asked me who to get in touch with in case of an something happens and i realize that there wasnt anyone but my parents...omg im such a loser! oh well im on the road to recovery. Work had a vote and told me not to come back till monday.. so i guess im going to just be relaxing for the next few days! im out..have a good one!

Brittany.
On Saturday 3/14/09, I was ready to give up on everything and take a break from life as i knew it. I deleted 2 of my 3 myspace pages, I trimmed my MYB down to 10 friends and I almost left fubar. I may have came back, I may not have. That I wasnt sure of. But i knew social networking sites just werent for me anymore. But at about noon that day thru the help of Chris (my #2 friend on the friends list) I met a very nice lady named Brittany. She knows of all my disabilities, my imperfections, my skin allergies, everything and unlike any other woman i had met before NONE of that stuff matters to her. Even the fact that I am overweight dont matter to her. She loves me just the way I am. I've been on this earth 24 years and Brittany is the first lady to ever make me so happy to be alive! I love her with everything in my heart. So, swing by her profile and show her some love :) BB AKA BABY BRIT R/L GIRLFRIEND& FU WIFEY TO JACQUES@ fubar I also want to introduce yall to brittany

My Love
ON 3/14/09 I MET THE MAN OF MY DREAMS HE IS THE SWEETEST GUY I HAVE EVER MET AND HE IS EVERYTHING I COULD ASK FOR IN A MAN HE TREATS ME RIGHT AND KNOWS EVERYTHING ABOUT ME AND AS I KNOW EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM NOTHING COULD EVER CHANGE MY MIND ABOUT HIM..ON 3/30/09 I MADE A MISTAKE CAUSE I WAS GETTING CONFUSED AND EVERYTHING I BROKE UP WITH HIM AND ON 4/2/09 I REALIZED WHERE MY HEART LIED AND IT IS WITH HIM AND NOW WE ARE BACK TOGETHER AND STRONGER THAN EVER AND I JUST PREY TO GOD I DON'T EVER LOSE HIM IF I DO I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WILL DO WITHOUT HIM... I DON'T KNOW HOW ELSE TO EXPLAIN HOW I FEEL ABOUT HIM....HE MAKES ME WHOLE AND MAKES ME HAPPY....IF YOU ALL DON'T KNOW HIM ALREADY GO SWING BY HIS PAGE AND SHOW HIM SOME LOVE R/F/A HIM.......I LOVE YOU BABY WITH ALL MY HEART AND ALWAYS WILL Jacques R/L BOYFRIEND & FU-HUBBY TO BRIT@ fubar

Hmmmmm March 26 Igniting
Libra - March 2009 Is there anyone as sentimental as Libra? When your own ruler moves into retrograde motion on March 6, you may feel as though you've had the proverbial rug pulled out from under you. No question that you're a sign who doesn't forget your old loves, and it could be that one special ex makes an appearance even though you try your best to keep this relationship a secret. The Full Moon on March 10 may see you scurrying for the hills, in other words, taking your relationship out of sight. Being the diplomat you are, Libra, you want to spend a week or so discussing old times and how the two of you got to where you are. The talk could get out of hand when the Moon squares the Sun on March 18. Perhaps that's when you realize why it didn't work the first time. For both the attached and the unattached Libra, a hot, new flame ignites when the New Moon on March 26 falls in the house of your partner.

Friendship Or Love
LOVE starts with a SMILE, grows with a KISS, and ends with a TEAR. DON'T cry over anyone who won't cry over you. Good FRIENDS are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. ACTIONS speak louder than words. The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. DON'T let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff. LIFE'S SHORT. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it. A BEST FRIEND is like a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE. Some people make the world SPECIAL just by being in it. BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us. When it HURTS to look back, and you're SCARED to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there. TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER" ENDS. Friends are FOREVER. Good friends are like STARS You don't always see them, but you know they are ALWAYS THERE. DON'T frown. You never know who is falli

New Poem I Made... "red Rain"
Red rain, red rain, she's amused as it trickles down. As if it were tear drops falling, She watches each drop penatrate the ground. Red rain, red rain, As it seeps, it relieves her soul. Her uneasy tempermant deminishes, for once, she feels in control. Red rain, red rain, she's smiling instead of crying. It eases her to feel as if, she can finally emerge from hiding. Red rain, red rain, it's calming to feel it drain. She closes her eyes, whispering her final words, red rain, red rain.

Feeling Down
Today is very tough for me. I miss someone very much, and there is no one i can talk to about her. We have made plans and i have every intenion of acting on them, it sjust sometimes its so hard to be without this person. This is the only way i can communicate my feelings for this person. I dont know who will read this. I guess it doesnt matter these are my thoughts and i need to get them out.

Me & My Cancer!
I went into day to get tattooed, an to have CT Scan done, now I've gotta go in on the 24th for a simulation at 10:30am & then I have another appointment on the 25th for a PET Scan at 8:15a.m. time I have to be there is 7:45 a.m once that is done I have to go in for my first treatment of CHEMO is @ 7:30 a.m & RADIATION @ 2:30 p.m which I have to arrive there an 1/2 hour early for blood work... Once all this is done I have to go into south bend for my ineral RADIATION consultation with DR. DAVID HORNBACK & my cancer speacaliest Michael Method Appointment time for that is 12:30p.m. however seeing the time is different from ours it'll be 11:30 our time so I've gotta leave here around 10:00 a.m. all this running is driving me fucking insane an the testing/ tattooing/ ct scans/ pet scan it's so over welming. My husband went an got me a new set of ear phone so I'll have at least something to do for the 6-7 hour chemo treatment. Anyways I just thought you all would like to know more on whats

Set Me Free
U know i love u, to u i belong. My heart is weak but u make it strong. I need u each day to feel alive, without ur love i fear i'd die. So come hold my hand and don't leave me, cause it is ur love that sets me free

Fetish
What is a paraphilia? In long form, it's a scenario whose real or fantasized presence is psychologically necessary for sexual gratification. In short, it's a fetish. There are so many paraphilias in the world, the range is simply astounding. Think of it this way: if it exists, someone probably has a fetish for it. And, unbeknownst to me, the simplest and most common of erotic happinesses are considered fetishes. It's not uncommon for someone to have a fetish that they have to go out of their way to accommodate. But there are some fetishes out there that are so extreme, they are completely illegal and sometimes life-threatening. I've taken the liberty of listing all the fetishes and put them in categories listed by uniqueness and severity. Enjoy! Aww That's Cute Acomoclitic Shaved and completely hairless genitals are a turn-on. Agoraphilia Gettin' it on out in public is hot, hot, hot! Alphmegamia Bring on the older, seasoned men. Altocalciphilia High heels make this per

Vulnerable~
she looked so vulnerable, and that heightened her sexiness in My eyes. The bedroom was quite dark overall, the only light coming from the two once-tall pillar candles upon the dresser, the candles burnt down to about half of their original height, thus testifying to just how long I had been tormenting My loving slave. I thought for a moment of how she had struck a match in the darkness, then lit each candle, blowing out the flame of the match before it could scorch her small succulent fingers. How long ago had that been? I had lost all sense of time in the interim, as I was not wearing My watch and the unexpected loss of electricity to the entire neighborhood prevented the alarm clock's analog hands from moving. At that moment, My sweet slave was upon the massive bed, her wrists and ankles encased within thick leather cuffs lined with soft rabbit fur. Each limb was extended toward the nearest oak bedpost, attached by a lengthy heavy chain to a secure bolt placed near the base of

The Vessel...
So sick of these screaming voices Telling me how broken I seem to be Faceless frauds Live your life just to tear me down Tell me you wish I had died Smile out your one face Lie straight out the other You won't be near me Look into the face of your fear You damage me because I'm what you'll never be This monster I am I suffer with what you've planted in me Fill me with all you hate Slap me down when I get too high Rip the ground from beneath my feet I will cut myself free of you all Self serving hypocrites I will burn out your disease If it takes me to my own end You will not see me fall again

Proud Parent :)
OK, so as most of you know, I'm the proud Mommy of two wonderful girls, Calista and Rianna. Calista is 10, and Rianna is 7 1/2. Well this weekend, Calista's artwork is being exhibited in the Schenectady City School District's Diversity Celebration. She brought the mask home a week ago, and it's amazing work! The school took pictures of it to show. I took a picture of it for y'all to see why I am so proud of my baby girl! There's also a picture of the notice she brought home to use to let us know.

Rating Pics Too Fast
WANT TO KNOW IF ANYONE ELSE IS TIRED OF TRYING TO RATE PICS AND KEEP GETTING EVERY PIC OR EVERY OTHER PIC OR TWO THAT "YOU ARE RATING TOO FAST"? AND GETTING SENT TO BOUNCER CHECKS. I KNOW I PERSONALLY AM TIRED OF IT. I LOVE TO RATE PICS BUT IT TAKES 3X AS LONG NOW TO RATE PICS THAT IT HAS DISCOURAGED ME FROM WANTING TO RATE PICS ANYMORE. IF YOU ARE TIRED OF IT AS WELL AS I AM, PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT TY!!!!

Some Of My Personality Traits...
I'm an intelligent and fun conversationalist... I feel that dating (& relationships) should be mutually respectful and enjoyable for both - to enhance our life... I'm very intuitive & have an extensive background experience as a psychic reader - I've given many readings with and without using the "Dream Card" deck... Have worked at Psychic Fairs, Online, on the telephone on a "Psychic Hotline"... and performed many private reading for clients... I'm a good listener - attentive, understanding, and accepting... I like to give relationships time and not rush anything... Usually, I'm able to nurture a conversation with mutually interesting subjects... I enjoy learning about a woman's personality and listening to her experiences... Let's get to know each other... Best Wishes To You, Don

Ok
this is not going to make sense to many people but i am just rambling for my own sake....when you think your life is right where you want it to be and you are finally feeling happy why is it something happens and it feels like the floor is ripped out from underneath you and you are falling...............

Joke I Wrote Today. Tell Me What You Think ;)
i made this one up myself. tell me what you think "SAVING THE LAST DANCE" "Two elderly couples go into a dance club one night for a change of scenery and to see what moves are popular. They all sat bored for about 45 minutes when one of the elderly men decides to put in a couple of song requests. after slipping the disc jockey a hundred dollar bill, the dj plays the song "Pop, Lock, and Drop It", and the wives begin to perk up. After listening to the words, the first elderly mans wife shuffles to the middle of the floor to give the dance a try. She cracks her knuckles, cracks her back, and POPS her knees. All the pain causes her to LOCK up, and immediately DROP to the floor......................................she never got up....... During the comotion, the second elderly man pulls the first one aside. "I saw you slip that youngin a crisp Benjamin,...w- what was THAT all about?? "The first old man whispers back without moving his lips. "I TOLD ya id

Random Shit
Did I get where I was going, or should I be on my way Too much waiting for tomorrow Not enough living for the day So much has passed me by So much have I left behind So much is gone forever Leaving just my twisted mind Reaching out for the here Diving into the now Until it no longer wants me Then graciously I’ll take a bow, get back on my path to nowhere It’s always felt like home somehow

Can You Do These 21?
ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, 'I love you,' mean it. FIVE. When you say, 'I'm sorry,' look the person in the eye SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight. EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. TEN.. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives. TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly. THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, 'Why do you want to know?' FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and great achievements

I Am This Guy....
Im the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams. Im the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. Im the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on, wearing sweats and a big t-shirt. Im the guy who won't pressure you to do things you dont want to. Im the guy who will show up at your house with soup and a movie when you aren't feeling well. Im the guy who kisses you on the forehead. I'm the guy who'll randomly tickle you just to hear you giggle. Im the guy who doesnt kiss and tell. Im the guy who actually listens to you when you talk. Im the guy who's excited all day because Im looking forward to our date that night. Im the guy who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more. I'm the guy who can't help but smile when you walk into the room. Im the guy who'll say I love you first because Im not afraid to say it. Im the guy who's perfectly content with stayin

Cover Me
I lay in the ground waiting still for the earth to fill me still cover every inch of me end the torment let me sleep fill the hole in cover me up fill the void do not stop end the pain that comes to all lay me to rest one and all I lay here and wonder is that all there is I lay here and concider how passion dies I lay here and wonder what dark does lie Feel the wood that in cases me the lid closed shut no air to breath rest comes to all in all do time and those who do rest with no whimper no wine

*insert Something Witty Here*
So today is that day.. my mom's day. Its been 21 years.. sighs. It never gets easier. I still miss my mom every day. I still need her every moment. I still crave her much needed advice every time something goes wrong. I still wonder where in life I'd be if she hadn't left. I've done very well today considering how I've done every other year. Hope was a huge help today by taking me shopping all day and keeping me distracting. I almost feel guilty though for having a half decent time today. In that very odd way I feel as though I shouldn't be happy because my mom can't be happy. I know that is absolute nonsense but its how I feel. I suppose that is what it all boils down to, how I feel about the whole situation and what is going on. I know until in some way some if not all of my questions are answered I'll never truely find complete peace. Although in all honesty I know a lot of my questions cannot be answered. I know that when I can finally learn to say goodbye

3-20-2009
So today, I decided to blog again...who knows why. I wanted to start out by asking about something. I called my childs school to find out why my daughter didnt come home to find out she was kept after school and suspended from the bus for tomorrow. The reason why is because a girl pushed her off a seat she was trying to sit in and hurt her so she hit her. Well she hit this girl and girl retaliated by biting her. I told my daughter next time something like that happens, to tell someone....would be the right thing to do, but if she was gonna hit someone it better be hard. I see it as self-defense personally. Someone touches me and hurts me, I have every god given right to beat the living shit out of them if it was on purpose and they aren't a friend....So my thought for the day....if someone pushes you intentionally and hurts you and you can get a swing in.....take em out or keep hitting em until they get the idea that they need to keep their hands off of you......

More On My Mom
i have said good nite to my mom , not knowing when i get up in the morning if she will be alive. the family has bin in and out to say there good byes. all thats left is my dad and myself to look after mom.im doing this to try to sort all the things going through my mind.i have to stay strong for my mom and dad in yhe days ahead, and this is the only thing i have to keep me from going crazy.part of me wants for my mom to live longer,the other part cant stand to see her hurt so badly.my dad and i have the move her in the bed about six times a day to keep her from getting bed sores, and every time we do it hurts mom so badly. so every time time we do,i feel so bad .its a strange thing ,every time you think that your heart cant take one more bit of hurt,that it will brake like a bit of glass.it will always take one more crack. i will add more as the days go by,it wont have a happy ending,if you dont like it dont read it .this is for me

To My Greatest Friends
the ones of you reading this know who this is to so no names will be revealed........................... thank you for all you have done. you stood up for me when people tried to make me feel bad about myself and you stayed friends with me when times got hard......... You guys are like family to me and as such are my family... words can never express what you mean to me I just hope that one day I can return the favor and be as great as you have been to me....... I love you guys and will continue to make you laugh and smile like I have been doing........ Peace be with you and May angels or demons (your choice) watch over you and protect you as you have protected me....

The Way It Is
A poem about me. WAR War is like hell, After the bullet went through my chest, I felt the touch of death, Listening to bombs hitting the ground, Corpses hitting the surface beside me, I thought I was dying, Being dragged into a Hummby, Medics fixed me up, Back to the front I had to go, Watch my men run into minefields, Havoc, Horror, Pain is all I see around me, Soldiers and civilians fighting as one, Hand grenades flying in the air, I hated war but I was back for the 3rd time, Too many head shots to count, No hole big enough to put the bodies, No lake big enough to store the spilt blood, We ran out of places to put the wounded, Day after day, Night after night, The war raged on, The man who always fought beside me, He had enough, He put a bullet through his head, After two years, The last bullet was fired, The last bomb was dropped, The last civilian killed, I was the last man standing, Then I yelled out, War

Fubar Fave Dj Contest!
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Looking For Arian Ntion Freinds
I need skinheads and arian nation people for help with minority gangs here in manchester that beat me and my daughter up for being white..this has been an outta control situtation for awile we need to make a stand! please contact kristen on yahoo messenger under my name forevekris2000

Facts Of Life!
Life is a road of uncertanties, unbearable hardships,possible and impossible dreams, and sinful pleasures. It is a road worth taking if you cautiously carry yourself down it. Ride the waves of time, and keep your eyes wide open for those blocks that will trip you up in your journey. Keep your friends and family as close to you as possible,remember that no matter what anyone says, you are worth it! Those closest to you will be just like you, because they will see you for who you are inside and not what you are worth on the out! Take a breath every now and then, to breathe in what your future has to offer you! Grab a hold of your balance and steadly wander into a new beginning! Observation and understanding will only save what you cannot replace later. Your life is a road worth paving smoothly. Observe your surroundings and the road blocks that have yet to come! Understand it takes alot of patience and hard work to clear them away! Don't sideline your life and take the road that seems t

Forever In Mind
Until this wOrld ChAnGes peOple will AlwAyz kill their Own. As wAvers of the blue flAG we Are All brOthers And we must ACt like it. We must jOin tOGether As One, One GAnG, One NAtiOn, One Crip NAtiOn and destrOy Our reAl enemy. Much LOve tO All the Crips thAt hAve died for the blue FlAG We'll C yOu, when we Get there. True blue till they bury yOu. Crips Rest In PeAce

Cocktail....#5
I ... taste your kiss .. I ... taste your tounge on mine.. I ... breath in the passion on your breath.. I ... taste the sex on your skin... I... smell the aroma of your style... I... lick my lips... I .... indulge myself consuming you.... I ... am compelled to want you more... I .. am intoxicated by you...!

Can You Feel This?
Can You Feel This? My seas parted that day Washed in passions fiery fury Skin like fine silk A kiss the would cure me Lips that carried my salvation A tongue that draws my fantasies A sweet honey so pure My skin screams desires pleas Her touch ensnares my thoughts Her wares drive animal instincts Her scent overpowers my senses Her eyes build loves chain links Holding her under the stars As the moon watches us melt The stillness of the dark breaks Before this beauty my heart knelt Locked in fantasy of pleasure Falling into each other again As we collide body to body And I feel reality bend Two fade into one lust New climax reached in bliss Do you hear the message love? Can You Feel This?

Chasing The Rain
Chasing the Rain I am so tired running one step behind the rain My soul is as dry as the desert sands I can see the rain as it falls It’s just inches from my outstretched hands My throat is dry and so is my heart I continue to loose ground with every step Refreshment in beyond my grasp Dust are the only tears I’ve wept The heat of the day I feel on my skin The sunlight scorches my back I try to scream for help My words fall to the ground and crack I am always close enough to smell But can never seem to take a taste My soul shrinks with each passing moment O’ this life was such a waste How does it seem others find a way? To tolerate this life and quell the pain My days are spent tired and alone I spend all my time Chasing the Rain

Heartbroken
I found out Wednesday, my great nephew is brain dead. His mother left him with a "supposed" reliable sitter. The sitter left the room, left the baby( a little over a year old) in the tub with another child. When she came back in the room he was under the water! My nephew, the babies father was in Iraq, and is being rushed home. I am crushed! How can a person do such a thing? Why would you leave a baby that small in the tub unattended? What could she possibly have been thinking? I would wish this pain my family is feeling on no one. Please everyone who has children, think twice about the people you choose to watch your children!

Regret
Well, I've done it. I finally pushed everyone out of my life. Tim moved out and as much as I wanted to be alone, I miss him. He would come down anytime I want him to but I know he comes out of guilt and that he'd really rather be at his place. I never wanted this! I just wish he would end it already so I can heal and move on. He keeps saying hes not ending it but a woman KNOWS! I can't take the pain of knowing he could leave at any second and that I'm the one pushing him away. I'm trying to get help, but its not happening fast enough. I just want all my pain to end already

Black Eye Of The Heart
I never asked to be born this way A light being meant to either fight the darkness Or allow it to snuff out my flame. I will never stab you in the back I will never give you a black eye of the heart By calling you names and putting you down. Even if you decide I am beneath you I raise you up. Lo siento I am so very sorry Please do not judge me too harshly. I used to be only a song you could Make out if you put your ear to one of the walls I put up to defend myself I could be naked, cold and afraid And no one would know. Funny how you can fake a smile in the rain Even as tears flow down your face. And I ask an old question That waited since I was 14 for you, Do you cry within your soul So that no one sees you tremble Is that where all your pain is kept Do you fear that if I touched you You would shatter Into a thousand prisms Each reflecting every shade of sadnes that You have ever felt.

Castle Crashers
My computer is on the firtz right now, so I'm back to playing some console games. Not that that is a bad thing, it's nice to have a little variety in life. I downloaded a played Castle Crashers this past week. I gotta say it was a cute fun game. It's a 2D platformer with a decent sense of humor. You play a knight that sets out to recover the kingdom's stolen treasure, as well as saving the four beautiful (doe-eyed) princesses. The game has a world view where you can select which level you want to play, like Super Mario Bros. 3. Unlike SMB3, playing a single level may clear up to 3 areas on the map, allowing you to jump straight various parts of the level with out having to play the whole thing over again. There are also some nice RP elements to the game. As you play, you gain money and experience. The money allows you to purchase better weapons, potions, and pets. The experience allows you to go up in level, which in turn grants you more skills. Aside from the mechanics, there is s

Survival
It seems as though I am running still Trying to fight such a long gone foe, That sometimes today is a haze. I survived. Shouldn’t it make me stronger? So why do I feel so weak? I survived. So when can I rest? When will it finally be over for me? It seems as though I am running still From memories of so very long ago, That it takes over me. I survived. What did I lose to be who I am? Was it worth it? I survived. Can I ever escape those memories? Should I try? It seems as though I am running still Just to escape things from before, And I wonder if I ever will. I survived. Shattered and broken, Afraid and uneasy. I survived. So how do I survive yet another day?

Fucksplats...as Seamus Would Say...
I work with some real fucksplats. We all deal with them. You know, the people that act like you are an actual friend, then out of the blue, the turn on you for no apparent reason & throw you under the bus. Apparently one bitch was pissed over who knows what, and she went to a manager to complain about her co-workers that bother her. This chick is someone I have done things with outside of work with. I would not have thought in a million years she would be so two faced. Who the hell knows what got her shorts in a knot, but by the end of today, about 5 people including one supervisor was in trouble with the head manager. Needless to say, the way I heard it, everyone that got called in ended up having something to say about her as well, so her dumb ass ended up on the shit list too. I am so glad her ass got burned in the end!!! MORAL: it is TRUE, what goes around, comes around...

My Friend
A friend whispered in my ear And I told her No. She asked for my smile, And I told her No. She asked for my laugh, And I told her No. Yet when she asked Me for my goodbye, She ne’er waited to hear me say NO!

Knowing
In the music I allowed my soul To drift Knowing it might Separate me from Reality. In my dream I allowed my soul To roam, Knowing I might Never find my way Home. In the poem I allowed my soul To fly, Knowing I might Forget why. And in love I allowed my soul To fall, Knowing I might Never understand At all.

Lost
I gave you up To save your life. To keep you safe From unknown harm. I held you close As long as I could. Crying my tears That nothing could hide, Knowing deep inside That your life would be better than I could Provide. I gave you up Out of love that welled up inside. Tearing me apart From the pain inside.

Does The Wind Blow?
Does the wind blow Slower on an autumn night, When the stars are out and the moon is bright? Does the wind blow Colder on a winter morn, When the world is cold and forlorn? Does the wind blow Warm on a spring afternoon, When the trees dance and the flowers bloom? Does the wind blow Light on a summer day, When outside the children do play? Does the wind blow Softly thru your hair, And make you feel you haven’t a care? Does the wind blow?

Liz And Ethan
Whisper gently To my heart. Whisper that our Love remains when we part. An eternity of darkness, An eternity of light, As I think of you morn and night. Our love Forever remains, Even though You’ve gone away. As I stand Beside this lonely grave, I quietly cry For innocent love That will forever be Lost between you and me. As death draws The curtain closed, I shed a tear. Soon I fear I shall join you Where life holds no man. Take my hand, And lead me Towards heaven’s door.

Epitaph
Gently etched in stone, Every letter carved with love. A simple stone, A marble head. It’s guarding the end Of his eternal bed. Letters spell the name Of someone that once was. Proudly proclaiming, “I may Have Died, But once I lived.” No better epitaph to be found, None better to give.

Fly
Fly On the neverending Wings of love. In your freedom Soar thru life, With me at Your side. Float On love’s gentle And boundless grace. Remain true Till love brings You safely to the other shore. Sail On love’s warm And eternal hope. Find strength in being So vulnerable. Grow On love As together We can Find forever.

Innocence Lost
asking her will do no good, for she will not know what to say, she does not want to die... no what she wants can never come to be, she wants to have never been born. her tears fall unheeded and no one sees the pain contained within. the pain is more than her broken soul can bear. what a sad little vision is she, a child whom has never known love. she knows what she’s missing, but doesn’t know how to find it. a broken child, innocence lost... an injured soul whose cries go unheard.

Fill Out
Please answer this and send it back too me in my inbox. You can add more to these if you want. Post it with out the answers. You might be surprised with the results. y = Yes n = No m=Maybe Would you? Will you?...... [_] give me your number? (_ _ _) _ _ _- _ _ _ _ [_] kiss me? [_] let me kiss you? [_] take me out to dinner? [_] let me drive you somewhere? [_] buy me a drink? [_] take me home for the night? [_] let me sleep in your bed? [_] Sing car karaoke w/ me? [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere? [_] let me make you breakfast? [_] help me with homework? [_] tickle me? [_] let me tickle you? [_] stick up for me if i was being put down? [_] instant message me? [_] greet me in public? [_] hang out with me? [_] bring me around your friends? [_] make out with me? [_] in public? D0 Y0U… [_] think im cute? [_] think im hott? [_] want to kiss me? [_] want to cud

My Home In Hell
My Home In Hell My home is one of heartache A place of steel and stone A barren cell, a home in hell And here I must atone For all my crime I pay with time Where lights glare day and night And though I rage and pace my cage I must stay and pay My home in hell is one small cell That no man wants to own For here I spend my life condemned A man the world disowns So I, The damned, Within walls crammed Lie in my man made grave A man all men condemn for sin But no man strives to save Each bitter day, I curse and pray To any god unknown My hope is fed on fear and dread But these are only bones I feel and ache as though a stake Were driven through my heart No greater curse, no hunger worse Than hunger within my heart I face the wall and taste the gall Of failure and defeat But hope is cheap where life is cheap And thoughts of freedom bittersweet I beat and maul the concrete wall And walk the concrete floor I damn each day the prison way And hope

Ignorance
The past is a cage with steel bars that bind. Something I once thought I could leave completely behind. A never ending loop pulling my soul from down below, deep deep below. A stigma placed upon me one that follows A consitant plan. I survived, it made me Who I am But who I was brands me, belittles me, makes me seem the monster I swore I could not be. Abused equals abuser in the eyes of the law, Yet an angel was I given to soothe a broken soul. Never an unkindness could I bear to give her, Never a harm could I do her. Because I survived I am labeled dangerous to her. A system that ignored me Now must force me into following its every Minute command. Her best interests be damned. She still needs me, and she needs the strength that is so very hard won, But for her I fight an uphill battle that seems lost before it is Onset.

What Might Have Been
dreaming of weaving myself into A free flowing truth, A being without memory Without pain. No hatred to block me, no curiosity to propel me. just ever flowing on an endless cloudy sea of peace and forgetfulness to blank an overburdened and deeply bruised heart. Wishing for that end that will never be knowing that for me, The dreaming is all I have to carry me. A pain without hope drags eternal through What might have been…..

Some Memories Stain
Some memories stain the mind, Blood red like innocence left behind. Dreams of the broken pass To nothing in a careless word, As the past sneaks up And steals all Joy away. Peace of mind never settles On those of darkened heart. Some memories stain the soul with a ghostlike glow….

Game Called Lust
Love is a game Played by two Caring and sharing Wanting to believe that Forever we will be Delightful smiles And lingering kisses Fullfill your heart With desire Holding on throught The night You make love With so much passion And say..forever we will be Then your love Is replaced with agony Because you feel smothered And trapped You search your heart And your soul To find out why it is ending You don't understand That what you've chosen To call love Was nothing more Than an infatuation Called Lust.... GC 1989

Ty All
Ty all for the support while I had to deal with my life..Im not saying I'm 100% better but with the love and support I've received Im getting there..I sure was totally broken but the pieces are slowly getting put back together and I've realized some things..I guess you can say the light came on..As the adage goes*Things happen for a reason." Good or bad right, and we might know or never know..but they do.and all the things that have happened in our lives are why we are here at this point now..I know I have some really wonderful friends some I didnt realize felt the way they did..You all have totally rocked my world and hold a very special place in my heart..Im so very very blessed..Ty one n all form the depth of my soul..I LOVE YOU one and all, more then any words can express.. love Deb

How Do I
I HAVE A FEMALE FRIEND WHO WON'T GET THE HINT THAT I AM GETTING TIRED OF HAVING HER AROUND ME ALL THE TIME .... IF I AM ON HERE SHE SITS RIGHT BESIDE ME AND READS EVERYTHING I WRITE ... I SENT HER HOME YESTERDAY AND SHE CAME BACK LAST NIGHT ABOUT 1 IN THE MORNING SAYING SHE MISSED ME .... THEN SHE TOLD MY SON I INVITED HER BACK ... SO NOW SHE IS LIEING TO GET TO SEE ME .... I HAVE CAME RIGHT OUT AND IGNORED HER AND NOT PAID ANY ATTENTION TO HER AND SHE STILL STAYED AT MY HOUSE FOR 3 DAYS ... DOES ANYONE HAVE ANY SUGGESTIONS ON HOW TO GET HER TO LEAVE

C51's Stupid Encounters #6 (read Bottom To Top Its A Sb!)
♫DJ ...: no no a ho butsomeone i can get fairly easy ->♫DJ ...: so what your saying is your looking for a hoe? ♫DJ ...: they rather enjoy it actually ♫DJ ...: yea and i do it rough most times but pretty much every girl i have slept with hasnt complained ->♫DJ ...: like a rebound... i feel sorry for the next girl then lol ♫DJ ...: i just broke up with my gf about 2 months ago and i am lookin for someone to make me forget her ♫DJ ...: yes a sexual act ->♫DJ ...: oh like a women phsycally ♫DJ ...: no i mean i need a no strings attached act of the flesh

This Is Just Plain Wrong N Were Gettin Effed Up Bad. ''the Obama Deception''
watch this link ......and you'll see why alot is messing up for us.. ''The Obama Deception'' http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=7886780711843120756&ei=MfXESf6hJYKGqQOw18nqAg&q=the+obama+deception&hl=en

What Chakra Are You?
You Are the Navel Chakra You are confident and assertive. You have the self esteem to stand up for yourself and what you believe in. You are persuasive and intuitive. You are good at leading a group, even if its members don't get along. You are inspiring. You understand when people need encouragement or nurturing, and you're able to give it to them. You have a lot of will and are very determined. You are able to see tasks through, and you have the courage to aim high. What Chakra Are You?

Thoughts Stemming From Boredom
Here are a few thoughts that I have had in my mind about this lovely little website: 1.) Why do people expect you to fan/rate/add/bling/whatever them BUT 90-99.9% of the people that expect that don't do anything in return? I have found very few people that if you spend the time to rate their profile and pictures that they come by your profile and rate your stuff! I've found even fewer people that do that BUT will rate either all of your pictures or the amount of your pictures that you rated of theirs. 2.) I have noticed that there are many different "clicks" roaming around on here and if you aren't part of their "click" that you don't mean a single nanosecond of their time. 3.) I've noticed a good amount of lounges are so worried about getting new members but they seem to not care about their current members or members who have been a member of certain lounges for a long time. I personally only go into 2 different lounges, and to be honest they have great people/staff

Love For Love!! Read This!!!
I'm giving out love [rate all pics, rate a few of your friends, gifts, pimpage, blog, a link to your profile from mine, a phone call, snapvine comment, my YIM or AIM, salutes, and if it's really nice, maybe nsfw cam!] for VIP, Bling, Rate all comment some pics, tickers, blasts, pimpage of me... be creative! I'm not point whoring, I'm just tryin to get some love and give some too! So help a girl out! And so I know what you do, Leave me a PM telling me what you did. I will determine what you get. If you're a guy, a VIP or Blast = NSFW show for you ;] Yeah, but I'm cute, so it works out, right?? Get to it, lovers!

The Blessed Hellride...
Tattoo your name upon my tainted heart Brand my soul with your face I am a sick man (Monster) I know I don't belong here Keep my secrets till your grave Hold my shame close to your heart Help me be the better man Shelter me when I'm lost Build me up when I get torn down Cage this beast inside me Remake me as I should be Be the mistress of my new destiny Be my cover when the storms hit Join me on this Blessed Hellride...

Should This Ave Been Nsfw Lol
as most of my friends and family know! i can be playful .....and truth...... to know which is which ?.....is the best of all. I may even try to hide ! hide from you? as in when i say " i love you"

Post Op
Ok , wow! Surgery is over and the pain will be a memory soon. (at least that was the promise from my Dr). Need to say thanks to my Dr for calling me Sweet Pea lol; thanks to my friends, love you all. I am still feeling quite rough.. and on a bit of medication tonight.. if you cant tell *grins*.. so blessed even as i sit here in pain. Thank you , each and everyone of my friends for helping me each day. If i can offer you the same please dont hesitate to ask. Because i will jump at the chance to be there for you. I love you all . Your friend, Nymphseekers

Alchohol Does Affect Your Judgment
A fellow walks into a bar, notices a very large jar on the counter, and sees that it's filled to the brim with $10 bills. He guesses there must be more than ten thousand dollars in it. He approaches the bartender and asks, 'What's with the money in the jar?' 'Well... you pay $10 and if you pass three tests, you get all the money and the keys to a brand new Lexus.' The man certainly isn't going to pass this up. And so he asks, 'What are the three tests?' 'You must pay first... Those are the rules,' says the bartender. So, after thinking it over a while, the man gives the bartender the $10 and the bartender drops it into the jar. 'Okay,' the bartender says, 'Here's what you need to do: First - You have to drink a whole quart of tequila, in a minute or less, and you can't make a face while doing it. Second - There's a pit bull chained in the back with a bad tooth. You have to remove that tooth with your bare hands. Third - There's a 90-yea

Military Tribute
My very good friends husband (Shane) has a 15 to 18 month tour to Iraq coming up. I support our troops and would like to say..Thank you for all that you do to make it possible for us to live in a free world that so many of us take for granted everyday. The sacrificies you make on a daily basis do not go unnoticed. God bless you and be well. $horty Military Tribute

Explaining This.
As you may know, i have been here very much this year & those of you that are friends know how things were goin this last fall... now it is spring time, I lost my Mom a short time ago & would like to let a few of you know that is why i haven't been here. If you still have your Mom make sure you tell her how much ya love her as you never know if the next minute will be the last....Take care.

Fu Friends
I ALWAYS THOUGHT I WASNT LIKED OR SOMETHING ON HERE CUZ I NEVER SEEM TO HAVE A HAND ON LEVL. I WANT TO GIVE THESE PEOPLE AND A FEW OTHERS A BIG BIG BIG THANK YOU FOR HELPING ME LEVL TO FU KING BY RATEING MY PHOTOS SENDING ME BLINGS OVER 2 MONTHS TRYING TO LEVL ON MY OWN! ~DIRTYOLDMAN~ ~HOT&FLUFFY~ ~DAYSSTAR~ AND A FEW OTHERS THAT HELPED OMG IF YOU ALL EVER NEED A HAND TO LEVL AND IM AVAL. HERE JUST MESSAGE ME AND I WILL DO MY BEST yOPU PEOPLES ROCK MAUHHHHHHHHHH

The Ghost Dance
" they say the ghosts of the ancestors are already rising up, one by one, in the cities, on the streets" Paiute shaman and prophet, Wovoka, who during an eclipse of the sun and suffering from a life-threatening fever, received a vision of what would become known as the Ghost Dance. Effectively a peace dance and prayer ritual adopted by many Indian tribes towards the end of the 19th century, the Ghost Dance was designed to invoke the spirits or ‘ghosts’ of the Indian ancestors in an attempt to restore the traditional Native American way of life. But although Wovoka intended this as a means of creating harmony with the settlers this angered the US government to such an extent that in 1890 they outlawed the Ghost Dance altogether. Sitting Bull, however refused to order his people to stop dancing, and in consequence was arrested and killed, an act that led two weeks later to the infamous massacre at Wounded Knee, where 153 Sioux Indians, mostly women and children, were n

Dreaming
"DREAMING" LAYING HERE IN MY BED THINKING.... WHERE ARE YOU....WHY ARE YOU.....AND COULD I BE DREAMING..... DREAMING OF YOU...DREAMING OFF US...WHAT COULD BE...WHAT MIGHT BE...LOST IN A WORLD...DREAMING... SOFT TENDER TOUCH...SOFT TENDER KISS...BODIES TOUCHING...DREAMING...LONGING TO HOLD YOU...LONGING TO FEEL YOU...LONGING TO BE WITH YOU...DREAMING...ARE YOU FOR REAL...ALL FOR ME...WILL THIS REALLY HAPPEN...OR AM I JUST... DREAMING? BY CHERYL ANN LAMPTON 3/21/09

Cam Rules
CAM RULES*** IF ANYONE IS BEING TATTED ON CAM ***YOU WILL NOT MAKE FUN OF SAID PERSON BEING TATTEDTHIS WILL AND CAN BE CAUSE FOR YOU TO BE BANNED FROM THE LOUNGENO NUDITY NO SHOWING ASS, TITS, PUSSY, DICK, BALLS A.K.A KEEP YOUR CLOTHES ON !!ALSO: NO DRUGS OR PARAPHERNALIA OF THAT SORT ON CAM AT ALL.** U CAN REQUEST FOR AN EXCEPTION WITH MANAGEMENT IF YOU DO NOT AGREE WITH THIS ** ** IF LOUNGE HAS BEEN SET TO PRIVATE BY THE OWNER(S) THE SHOWING OF NUDITY AND DRUGS ARE ALLOWED, BUT ONLY DURING THAT TIME.** IF YOU ARE GOING TO SHOW ANY TYPE OF NUDITY - PLEASE CAUTION THE LOUNGE PRIOR TO DOING SO. ** FLASHING IS OK AS LONG AS YOU HAVE FOREWARNED LOUNGE AND STAFF HAS APPROVEDIF YOU ARE ON CAM, YOU MUST BE IN THE LOUNGE CHATTING IF WANTING TO GET ON CAM, PLEASE ASK THE LOUNGE IF YOU MAY GET ON A SPECIFIC CAM # (EX: CAM1)DO NOT GIVE OUT CAM INFO TO ANYONEIF ANY STAFF MEMBER REQUEST YOU TO GET OFF CAM PLEASE GET OFFLILO IS CAM MANAGEMENT - ASK FOR INFO FROM HERIF SHE IS UNAVAILABLE - PLEASE R

The Never Ending Evanescent Endeavor ...
Late at night, I stand like a shadow down in the center of New Chicago avenue. The only sign of life is the lit embers of the cigarette pressed between my lips. I shroud myself in my hooded sweat jacket as I tend to do at such times. I'm staring up at the sky, the street lamp posted alongside the road becomes a spotlight. Making me out to be less of a ghost than I originally wish to be. It's an intresting motion, to be as a ghost while the world passes you by, but apparently it's been an agenda of mine for as long as I can remember. I always cherished the idea of being able to step out of life and look upon it from the outside. To understand the chaos that commences on a daily basis has always been something of an obsession of mine. And it's here I stand, in the cold night, alone. Just thinking. At this point, i'm not too far from my apartment. So it is not as though I am really lost, and yet I cannot help but feel that i'm terribly far away from where I should be ... or

Irish Italian Parade
Irish-Italian Parade Route EastBound on Veterans from Clearview Shopping Center to Severn NorthBound on Severn to 17th Street U-Turn SouthBound on Severn back to Veterans East on Veterans ending at Martin Behrman

Ratings
Excuse me for ranting a bit.. but I do feel I have a right at this point. I've been on Fu (formerly Cherrytap) for almost 4yrs now. I've made some wonderful friends..of which who have gotten me to where I am today. And I truly appreciate every bit of time spent rating me. I never beg for help, never ask for anything, I rate my friends everyday, profile, pics, w/e ... what do I get in return ? Let's see ...... does 100 pics rates( yours) = 1 profile rate/profile pic rate( you on me) ? Where's the damn equality here ?!!!!! Well, let me say this .. from now on, you get what you give me! I'll call equality what it is in face value ! Thanks for letting me bitch !

The Amazing Ninja - My Friend Kjer
A sample of some of the projects Kjer has done since 2004 mixed up together in this actionreel from work 2 k swiss, adidas, nike, Nissan cars. Motion Capture, StuntDoubling work, Demonstrations and just training sessions. To see much more of him, please click through this link. And be sure to subscribe!!! Tell him H2H sent you, please. http://www.youtube.com/KJER DON'T FORGET THE RATE THIS BLOG! THANKS SO MUCH!

Granny Panties?
You Are Basic Panties You are a laid back chick with a real natural beauty. You can make unwashed hair and minimal make-up super sexy. Men tend to notice you show the "real you" - and they appreciate it. And while basic makes boring for some, it looks classic on you. What Kind of Panties Are You?

Im Bored So Why Not.
1.Where is your cell phone right now? lap Your significant other? define-significant (its all one word..see no spaces) Your hair? blownd Your mother? herself Your father? Your favorite thing is? purple Your dream last night? deep Your favorite drink? coffee Your dream/goal? prosper What room are you in? OFFICE Your hobby? writing Your fear? LOVE Where do you want to be in 6 years? beachside Where were you last night? work Something that you are not? lazy Muffins? BLUEBERRY Wish list item? laptop Last thing you did? cook TV? RARELY Your pets? cats Friends? LOYAL Your life? Mine Your mood? contemplative Missing someone? 50 Drinking? whiskey Smoking? some Your car? expedition Something you're not wearing? Shoes Your favorite store? Coldstone Your favorite color? flesh When is the last time you cried? ...........

One Word
USING ONLY ONE WORD Not as easy as you might think! 1.Where is your cell phone right now? CHARGING Your significant other? N/A Your hair? black Your mother? stunning Your father? fun Your favorite thing? kissing Your dream last night? non-exsistent Your favorite drink? vitawater Your dream/goal? love What room are you in? den Your hobby? photography Your fear? love Where do you want to be in 6 years? greece Where were you last night? river Something that you are not? greedy Muffins? banana Wish list item? love Last thing you did? talk TV? never Your pets? dog Friends? crazy Your life? wonderful Your mood? anxious Missing someone? alot Drinking? some Smoking? Your car? fast Something you're not wearing? panties Your favorite store? CosmicFish Your favorite color? blue When is the last time you cried?

I'm Back
I left Fubar about the middle of last summer I think it was. I'd gotten fed up of the drama here at home and some with a few friends I had on here. Now I've changed quite a bit, not a hell of a lot bothers me anymore. I can cope and handle things in a much better manner and besides I have two jobs so it isn't going to be a boring home life for me like it was. I've grown to be the type of person who really doesn't care what anyone things of me, just so long as I know I'm at ease and comfortable. I live in a 3 bedroom house around the Denton TX area in the boonies and I love it. Country life is excellent. I have 2 ankle biting dogs and one large Shepherd/Blk Wolf mix. I love them like they were my kids. However, they behave in such a manner at times. My life has changed for the better since I been gone. I now have a life. I come from a rural city in Northern Ontario, yep Farm girl, been through the military for 9 yrs of my life and then worked for the government of C

Staff Job Descriptions
SINFULLY SEDUCTIVE CHAIN OF COMMAND & JOB DISCRIPTIONS Your chain of command is basiclly your management team. You go to them when you can't fix a problem or you have a concern etc....here are there fubar links incase you need to leave them a private message please don't be scared to contact them if you have a concern/problem. We are all on the same team and we do talk to eachother about how we want our lounge run so you can talk to any one of us and it will be handled. OWNERS DJ JER Fubar link ☢ÐJ Jè®☢ ~ F℧Hµββý ² ~ VºlµÞ†å$ ~ ©@ fubar VOL Fubar link ~♥~sɐʇdnןoʌ~♥~Fu Wifey to ☢ÐJ Jè®☢@ fubar MANAGER Dagodfada Fubar link Dagodfada☠Manager @ Sinfully Seductive & DJ & fuMinister Owned by Freakalicious@ fubar ASST. MANAGERS SNOW Fubar link ™ © AndSnow © ™ Manager@Sinfully Seductive@ fubar MUFFINMAN Fubar link muffinman OWNER of THE HIDE AWAY@ fubar

Mind, Body, Spirit?
Apparently... You Are Spirit You are resilient, hopeful, and inspiring. You have a lot of emotional, physical, and mental energy. You nurture and nourish yourself. You know that you need fulfillment and downtime if you want to be your best. You stay present in every moment. You don't allow yourself to be distracted or flustered. You appreciate the life you have been given. You embrace all that is beautiful in the world. Are You Mind, Body, or Spirit?

My Trip
As some of you might know I went to Chicago for a week and I just got back on Saturday. Let me tell you, what a beautiful city. I am looking forward to when I can go back again and be able to explore a little more. The purpose of me going just in case you are wondering is because I needed a break, plus to meet someone special. I left last Sunday a nervous wreck. I don't like to fly only because if the plane goes down I have all that way down to wonder if I'm going to die or not. Plus, I have never been away from my kids for that long. And probably to the fact I was going to meet someone for the first time in real life. I was a wreck in a good way. So, I get to Chicago and I am feeling pretty good. Called everyone that I need to call when I landed. Oh I forgot to mention I have never done anything like this before in my life so everyone was worried about me. A lot of people didn't know why I was going except I needed a break. I get through O'Hare airport which is a pretty c

Life
Why is life so hard sometimes? I've been going through a divorce with my soon to be ex-husband. I am so tired of the drama that goes along with it. I just want it to be over. It would be a relief. I feel like I have no one to be there for me when I need them. Its not anyones fault, thats just how i feel. Last night was one of the hardest nights of my life. I needed someone to be there for me to tell me it was going to be ok...and i had no one. But in the same breath, I could not go back to my ex. I know there is nothing there to fix. I'm just sad...and don't know why....

Bully Maker
THE DARK KNIGHT SALOON NEEDS A BULLY MAKER. IF ANYONE KNOWS OF SOMEONE THAT WILL B KIND ENOUGH TO MAKE BULLYS FOR THE SALOON PLZ CONTACT US. WE NEED A DEPENDABLE ONE. THEY MUST B WILLING TO MAKE THE BULLY WITH PICS AND GET PROMOTE THE LOUNGE IN THE BULLY. I WILL PAY U FOR EACH BULLY 100K. ANY TAKERS!!!!!!

Screwed Again!!!
I put in what I know was a winning bid for the Spotlight... Next spotlight: Mar 23, 2009 Current high bid:$41,007,500 fuBucks My bid:$41007750 minimum bid I copied and saved the bid for proof. and at Midnight(Fu-bar Time) the Spotlight went off and a few seconds later someone else pops up with a winning bid that 10 million fu-buks less then My bid. How is this possible? And why was I screwed? Now I went to Fu-bar support and asked what could be done. And sad to tell You people. But I don't see My name up on the Spotlight Marque do You?

Blah
what a shitty month... you get stuck in the hospital... you try to get blood poisoning and succeed people who you thought care about ya delete you only because ya havent been on fubar because omg imagine that... your in the hospital... aint that just amazing?

Damsel Needs New Knight
Lady Trickie A Daring Damsel Needs your help with at least ONE rate Bid on Trickie ! Place Your Bid High On tantalizing Trickie show her lots of Love and you could have the honour of owning this delicious cupcake for a month ! Be Kind and Please Repost Made By Skooky (repost of original by ' ☆Skooky☆DJ/Owner Where The Wild Things Are☆owned By Trickie' on '2009-03-23 01:41:19')

Love Is It Real?
i watched twilight this weekend and fell in love with the movie could love like that be real? the kind of love where you cant wait to see each other.and when your apart all you think about is them? id like to hope its real and out there.but im 41 and ive not found nothin like that ever! but i will not give up!! its out there and i am going to find it!!! wish me luck on this very hard task!

Karaoke Contest
A while back, my friend Mr. Adorable encouraged me to enter a Karaoke contest here on fubar, by Radio Show X. I was just informed that my entry has made it to the Semi Finals. I'm surprised, and delighted. Process goes: First Round Semi Finals Finals Please wish me luck everyone. I might get a nifty Ben Franklin out of it. Here is a link to the main fu-page: http://fubar.com/user/1677524

Important Legislation
http://abcnews.go.com/video/playerIndex?id=7148603 There is the link to the video. It won't embed. Fla. Congresswoman Pushes Cancer Legislation After Surviving Own Battle Rep. Debbie Wasserman Schultz Wants Women Young Women to Pay Heed to Breast Cancer By IMAEYEN IBANGA March 23, 2009 — Rep. Debbie Wasserman Schultz, D-Fla., introduces new federal legislation today that calls for a national breast-cancer education campaign that targets women between the ages of 15 and 39. The bill holds special significance for the 42-year-old because she quietly and successfully battled breast cancer in the past year. Schultz's Breast Cancer Education and Awareness Act focuses specifically on young women. "Young women do think we're invincible; and we don't think about it," Schultz said on "Good Morning America" today. "And it will focus on educating physicians. So many times physicians blow off a young woman when she comes in with symptoms or warning signs because they don'

You
YOU Told all my life: "count your blessings" Well alright, I will, since you insist I will try hard and not miss a thing Starting at the top and go down the list I have good health with all of my limbs Eyes sharp and my hearing is too I walk, talk, and I even run My biggest deficit YOU My mind is open, reasonable, and clear Feelings are real and heart is true Kind, courteous, and polite My deepest void YOU This repeating pattern explains the indentation Barriers are flattened by your deep penetration The area is so obvious where I need to address Let's get back to the blessings, before I digress I am very reliable and true to my word Give respect when respect is due Lavish with assets and time My evident gap YOU Talents and skills, I'll bring to the table Good as most...better than a few Good hands that love work My giant hollow YOU Enough of this; blessings are counted No mystery here or hidden clueI lack the biggest bl

Without Goodbyes
A lifetime filled with cheating hearts, all echo from my past, The "promise trues" and "I love you’s," each one was meant to last. So fine this line of sharing, built with honesty and trust, Each vow now left inside my head, to slowly gather dust. I struggle to tomorrow, searching hope, yet walking blind, While broken dreams, and silent screams, play re-runs in my mind. I try to shake, each past mistake, and meet what lies ahead, While hearing cold reminders of these promises once said. It’s hard to feel, what’s wrong from real, when shadows dim the light, I close my eyes and dream a dream of heaven every night. Is all I know, this history I hold a guiding hand? These scars I show, a lesson that I yet don’t understand? Another day awaits me, in this life I call my own, A cruel delay frustrates me, as I face this world alone. Let words once said, and tears long shed, rest peaceful in this heart, I know the pain of love in vain,

Two Way Mirror
A cold interrogation room Is not intended for sharing of the heart Although we reveal as much by written and spoken language. I wonder long what must have happened to you I know now why But am even more confused. Is what you know of me to you only information gathered. This much you may say you love But when all I hear is silence No affirmation or recognition Just receipts-- that you got it. How do I know you love me. And so how can I return love If I do not even know if it is there Or if I am told where Then why. Where thoughts go energy flows... How can I give love to you If I only know I am in a room Under observation by you, Is safety worth it. One day in panoramic vision You will know The day we find out Who are true family, friends And true loves are. When you receive your panoramic vision Will you be able to say then "I was a good brother"... Your friends will not know you love them Unless you not only tell them But express

I Don't Do The Whole "forgiveness" Thing
soo her're the thing about me... I have been used, abused, played, fucked over, treated like shit, treated like a princess, abandoned ... pretty much everything you could do to a girl... it's been done to me... you know the thing is all my life... i'm like "oh it's ok" that used to be me they should have named me "oh it's ok" cuz that was how i pretty much approached life. but as of last week.. hahah it took THIS long to get here... no more "oh it's ok" from NOW on it's "no more" i don't want to hear your apologies, I don't wanna know your reasons. I don't wanna know the reasons behind your actions or that somehow it was MY fault. I don't wanna know what drove you to hurt me, or hear how in your past you've had trust issues... and somehow that all falls on me. you are and always will be a dead memory. i won't go look @ your page and miss you, i won't attempt to call, look @ your pics, sb, yim or message you. i am gone. I won't ask our friends how you are or what you're up t

Heart And Soul
a soul can be beaten bloodied battered and torn to shreds by the cruelty of others but look deep within it is still there just as your heart it may be hidden behind walls of pain and anguish but when the right person comes along they can mend any broken heart even the most shattered one a patch is all it needs to be whole again dont ever feel you cant be one again just know i am here for you now

Falling Friendship
Falling Friendship (3/23/09) It seems you find a new friend, And soon after, You kick the old ones to the wind. We have been through thick and thin Good and bad I would have been there until the end. And around she comes, Good bye I go. Tis the end of us At least that’s how it seems. A text every day, that’s how it used to be. And it’s been a week ago today. I guess I am easy to forget. After all, I am not living the life you wish I had. A family, a child, school and all. So far apart, our friendship does fall!

Kiss Me
Kiss me When its pouring out side and the wind is blowing hard holding me close embrass my lips while the drops fall down our bodys with pashion like the thunder with all emotions free just kiss me and let our love flow free with every drop and every touch get lost in the moment for only us to share.

Self Worth
in life we seek the attention and love of others in the light they see us in so do we see ourselves people have began to be busy and ignore as well am sad and hurting i had no self esteem from the start and from here recently it has only gone down and it appears more and more that no one cares how they make people feel even an i am busy right now is better than completely ignoring someone i am thinking that i give a week those who care about me either will reply in shoutbox or ask for my yim and if i gt enough shouts i'll stay otherwise i am going to yim and finding another aquaintance site cause this is bruising and cutting me badly i love my friends on here but those who never talk to me they bruise me so i'll leave it to the Higher One( s ) to those of my friends who read this too late i will check back in a week and at that time i will prive message you my yim

Wtf
so hi all alittle about me my name is michael and i live in los angeles im a 3 star chef and im starting my own webshow so as you can imagen i work like all the time im looking for a friend and for the life of me i cant find one but hey what are you going to do right? lol ill up date this blog as often as i can but if you have any qustions let me know and ill answer any you have ~Michael

My Life Being Royally Screwed Up
I have no idea what I have done in my life for so many people to treat me wrong. Hell I sleep in my car at least for this week until Friday. Ok I stand currented my wife is being told that she has to stay with her mother and not me by a doctor. Now what right does a doctor have to tell someone that at all. I honestly think she hates homeless people which means she would hate me. Im on the verge of going to jail over a stupid restraining order that is on me from my mother in-law. My mother in-law is a real piece of work too she gets awarded a order on me over mental issues and something I didn't do. I honestly don't understand what I have done to have this happen to me in the last few months of the last year into now. I just wish none of it ever happen but thats just a wish. What I really wish is that someone would help me out by getting rid of this crap cause I am sick of it and I really don't need another panic attack cause I don't think my heart can take it especially when it already

Wtf?
I am so over the "female" profiles that are so obviously MALES! Get a f-ing life! I will show my private pics to any guy with the balls to ask but it fuckkking pisses me off when people with profiles like "lezslut(Ladies Only Please)" with NO salute who's status message is "if u wanna see my privates invite me too see yours" shouts me asking to see my private pics! When my response was "either come back representing yourself as the male you are or post a salute as the female you claim to be... then, sure! Not as a "female" with no salute!" Surprise... I get no response. BE WHO YOU ARE OR GET OFF MY PAGE!

R.i.p Uncle Joe
I found out this morning around 9am that my Uncle Joe passed away yesterday of a heart attack at 1pm EDT. He resided in New York his entire life and was a veteran of WWII. I don't remember a whole at the present time, but we always got together for my grandpa's birthday because it was around 4th of July. He loved all of his nephews with all of his heart. I am gonna miss him very much! Rest in Peace, Uncle Joe! I love you and I will never forget you!

Cant Understand!
There's some things i just can't understand when there is someone that you are close to and they are not sure about there feelings and confused if you tell someone that you love them why be confused about things? unless you have feelings for more than one person maybe it is that they don't know what they want or just maybe the grass is green on the other side and it all starts over a little argurment! I just really don't care anymore so sick and tired of everything and feel like i just want to give up on everything been hurt too many times just tired of getting hurt i been through so much witch the people i am with just don't seem to understand. I guess some people just want bigger and better cant just settle for less or for just one thing. When i am gone there will be no one that will remember me or even care or miss me! What is it with life yes we all have augurments but some people just don't get over it what would life be if we did not have dissagreements? some people just cant

A True Friend
Only once in a lifetime do you come across a true real friend. People are often blinded by life that they overlook this person but I have been blessed to finally have my eyes wide open to really see mine. I have been a part of this community since it was named "Cherry Tap" and have deleted many pages and come back after a small vacation from here. I have realized that besides Fubar being full of adult children who thrive on drama, 99% of the people on here are fake and still competing in the high school popularity contest. There is one person in my mind though that has always been 100% with me and tho we started out not comunicating much when I had my other pages, whenever I came back with a new page, he was one to always be the first to ask me where I had been and actually noticed that I was gone. Not that that was my intention, and it did take me aback that he even noticed that I had deleted my old pages. He has never lied to me (that I know of LOL) and he is someone I can trust and

Hot & Sexy And Worth Fu Bucks!
This sassy and sexy lady is trying to level. Sooooooo I will pay 20K to each person that rates all of her pics and sends me a private message. So hit her up and make all the fu-bucks you can!! This pimpout was brought to you by:

On Strike
I am on strike. I have moved all my pics (I think) involving me in to a private folder for the time being. Since I have to have something to reply to people, y'all are stuck with my feet. Besides, it isn't as if people stop by anyway unless I have a bomb on anymore. I even have a low success rate when it comes to the Auto's. So, unless I have a blast running, it isn't going to matter if my face is plastered up there as a default pic. My salutes are visible anyway. I know that I have been busy with work and doing other things and have been too tired and lack the patience and energy it takes to click and rate but even though with my schedule and not even using but maybe 5-15 of my 11's a day, most of which go to waste I make sure I take the time to take care of the very least making sure my family members are if nothing else profile rated or shit faced daily. I however, have not been able to count on that for myself, can't even keep my buzz meter full. This isn't about everybody, this

New Game
````````````RULES``````````````` #1 to join you must first submit 150k #2you must let me know what number you would like to be 1-10 i iwll let you know if the number is taken #3 after all 10 spots are filled i will then ask some random fubarians to pick a number If it is your number that is picked you will be contacted as soon as possible Good Luck Have fun and Enjoy

Emotions
hatred is a bitter,damaging emotion. it winds it self through the blood, infecting its host and driving it forward without any reason. its view is jaundiced and it skews even the clearest of eyesights sacrifice is noble and tender. its the action of a host who values others above himself. sacrifice is bought through love and decency.it is truly heroic. vengeance is an act of violence. it allows those who have been wrounged to take back some of what was lost to them. unlike sacrifice, it gives back to the one who practices it. love is deceitful and sublime,in its truest form,it brings out the best of all beings. and its worst,its a tool used to manipulate and ruin anyone who is stupid enought to hold it. dont be stupid. sacrifice is for the weak. hatred corrupts. love destroys. vengeance is a gift of the strong. move forward not with hatred, not with love. move forward with purpose,,,

Spotlight
i'll be makin my lil pimp picture for those that donated to my spotlight. i didn't forget anyone. i'm just a lil tired tonight. thanks to everyone to helped me get here hugs n cuddles to all. xoxo lisa

Five Ways To Kill A Man By Edwin Brock
There are many cumbersome ways to kill a man. You can make him carry a plank of wood to the top of a hill and nail him to it. To do this properly you require a crowd of people wearing sandals, a cock that crows, a cloak to dissect, a sponge, some vinegar and one man to hammer the nails home. Or you can take a length of steel, shaped and chased in a traditional way, and attempt to pierce the metal cage he wears. But for this you need white horses, English trees, men with bows and arrows, at least two flags, a prince, and a castle to hold your banquet in. Dispensing with nobility, you may, if the wind allows, blow gas at him. But then you need a mile of mud sliced through with ditches, not to mention black boots, bomb craters, more mud, a plague of rats, a dozen songs and some round hats made of steel. In an age of aeroplanes, you may fly miles above your victim and dispose of him by pressing one small switch. All you then require is an ocean to separate you,

A Thank You Poem 4 My All Haters
The hours count down like clockwork. 12 to 1 and so on and so forth. The darkness tries to conquer me but it can't succeed. I will not be defeated. It has no hold on me. Go try me if you dare. You will fail. I am the Light That always prevails. Sorry I can't lose. I Laugh in the face of danger. So that means I laugh at you. Bring the hate. I can take it. Your just my biggest fans. You know you can't win so no reason to lie. I am the king of all I see and if I don't see it I just take a step forward and then I run that. So what are you gonna do. I am the definition of real you just the fakest of the fake. So to my haters where ever you are Thank you for the hate, Without you I wouldn't be where I am today.

Love
I personally don't have any experience in that area. All I have ever opened to that much has hurt me so I keep that in a safe place..... Big Don't even ask sign on it. But the further I go on my walk in Wicca I have come to realize that I do put forth thoes feelings just not to many my children, & grandchildren naturally, Parents, Good friends, Mother Earth, & myself. Though I have watched others through love around like its nothing, and that makes me sick to my stomach. I have hurt people we all have sometimes you just cant help it but it makes me so mad to see people who do it just cause they can, that is no reason to hurt someone and I wish they could see just what they are doing to that person it saddens me to the core but I have also seen people do it and know what they are doing and how that other person feels and they just dont give a shit. that to me is evil pure and simple evil. In my faith I have read in so many places about love spells I don't like that eather I feel that L

Mood : Excited
The one I am looking for and have been for years. Since I felt that first dark pull, his senchus lure speeks to me inside pulling me closer to him I cant yet see him physically but I can smell his presents around me, feel his energy feel the lust radiating from him. his energy pulling at mine as though it were his hands pulling at my cloths so powerful yet gential, persuasive, welcoming, beckining me to come to a place I don't yet know but my heart seem to know the way. he is here I can feel him, like goosebumps on my skin I shiver with excitement the wanting almost overwelming me ..... soon he will come to me, show me how to please him, make the night ours alone..... Mood: Excited

Broken Woman/damaged Goods
Internal Bleeding. The mirror of projection Laid over me Of all things taught is Passed on like an inheritance to every man I once let in my life And then said "No more". Each time I took the impact of the one who swung the mirror at me. It cracked more and more Until it lay in pieces as if from a violent storm Only difference is tornados or hurricanes are indifferent. Not human Finally knowing the difference I said rebuked all of them Sending them to hell... Or so I thought I did... What if I didn't And even though I am alone there is one left. Me. When a mirror is broken Each piece reflects what it did in it's entirity. So painful splinters work their way out of me Anyone who touches or comes near me risks being cut By what pierced me going in And again as they come out. What if they never all come out of me... I now come with a warning You should not touch me, hold me much less come within a certain radius. I draw

Dirty Talk
Sexy and fun way to spend time with your lover. It provides new ideas and some mental stimulation. Storytelling and fantasizing can be told anywhere, in a car..phone..e-mail or in bed. Find a topic that suits you and your partner's fancy. Women prefer lots and lots of foreplay, especially to those with such wicked imaginations. Not all stories have an ending or orgasm for those involved. It's just a tool to share sex without even physically touching one another.

Fairytale In Cyber
Dreamland awaits you, Close your eyes, Imagine you and I, Close as breath, Skin upon skin, Lips touching, For you taste of Raspberries, sweetly irresistible, The fragrance of you, Takes my breath away, I am burning inside, A torch of fire, Burning fuel of passion, For you are my desire, My heart beats with every breath, You are my destiny, Your eyes evade me, deep, dark, mysterious, I am your slave, Your love has captured me, Grab my body, Pull me close, Show me your love, In ways I could only dream. Wake me I must be dreaming, This is a fairytale.

4 Officer Dead & 1 Parolee In Shoot Out.
Parolee stood over stricken police officers and fired again By Harry Harris and Cecily Burt Oakland Tribune Posted: 03/23/2009 02:53:37 PM PDT / Updated: 03/24/2009 09:18:08 AM PDT Lovelle Mixon, a parolee on the run, already had shot Oakland police Sgt. Mark Dunakin and Officer John Hege. Then, as the two men lay on the ground, Mixon stood over them and fired again. But the ex-con wasn't done. He ran around the corner to his sister's apartment and waited — SKS military assault rifle ready — for the officers he knew would come after him. Those were some of the horrifying details that emerged Monday about the shootings of four veteran Oakland police officers Saturday by a violent felon who has also now been linked to the rape of a young girl last month. Three of the officers were declared dead over the weekend. A fourth, Hege, was taken off life support Monday afternoon at Highland Hospital in Oakland. Dunakin, 40, of Tracy, a motorcycle officer, stopped a Buick driven by Mixon

I Want....
Is it so hard to be honest with a woman? I know it's not always easy to understand us, but um if we ask for honesty damn give it to us. If I say I want communication well there are so many ways to go about it. I don't even need anything more than a" hey how's your day going? " If I ask you to come home after work right away don't ask why. Normally I've got a pretty sexy night planned for the two of us. I don't expect that any man will ever actually do any of this but I figure I will put it out there! Fact is that I've been screwed thoroughly lately. Not in a sexual way either. I'm easy to please and it takes so little (sorry not talking about what's in your pants there! I love some big ones )But a simple caress, a kiss on my neck, a honey how was your day and then sincerely listen. A smack on the butt, and you know what? It's the little affections that gives you the best connections!

Sweet And Sassy Has Autos-help Her Disciple Plz!
.COM Click on Sweet and Sassys pic and Spank her to Disciple please!She has Autos Activated and she returns the love:)While there Fan/Rate/Add/Bling her just love her shes an awesome friend! sweet and sassy@ fubar imikimi - Customize Your World! .COM This Lovin Pimpout Brought to All of Fubar by:JoAnna

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nowhere to run, no place to hide... the pain in your heart starts to subside... hopes turn to fear, like days change to night, knowing there's no end in sight... closing your eyes only makes things worse... wondering why your stuck with this curse... *unfinished*

Safety Word
a safety word is 1 you and your "other" pick out before ROUGH sex. not reg. rough sex but REAL rough sex, the kind you know youll be screaming NO! STOP! NO! but you dont want them to stop.... only the "safety word" means stop!

This Is What Marriage Is Really All About . . . . ..
This is what marriage is really all about . . . . .. He ordered one hamburger, one order of French fries and one drink. The old man unwrapped the plain hamburger and carefully cut it in half. He placed one half in front of his wife. He then carefully counted out the French fries, dividing them into two piles and neatly placed one pile in front of his wife. He took a sip of the drink, his wife took a sip and then set the cup down between them. As he began to eat his few bites of hamburger, the people around them kept looking over and whispering. You could tell they were thinking, 'That poor old couple - all they c an afford is one meal for the two of them.' As the man began to eat his fries a young man came to the table. He politely offered to buy another meal for the old couple. The old man said they were just fine - They were used to sharing everything. The surrounding people noticed the little old lady hadn't eaten a bite. She sat there watching her husband eat and occasionally t

Have You Ever Seen One Like This
Have you ever SEEN...let alone TOUCH one like this ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> CALM DOWN LADIES ITS A BABY PANDA

Women
A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will." Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God answered, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?" God said: "When I made the woman she had to be Special. I made Her Shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave Her an Inner Strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave Her a Hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining. I gave Her the sensitivity to Lo

Different Way To Perform A Female Orgasm
# First, lie in a comfortable position on the bed or prop yourself up against some pillows with your legs relaxed and apart. Ignore what you've seen in his porn films: Most women don't remove all their clothes and luridly lick their lips while rubbing oil all over their breasts. Usually it's just off with the knickers, leaving everything else on. # Squeeze out a big dollop of lubricant and apply it to the inner lips of the vagina and clitoris. # Start by massaging the entire area, adding more lubricant if you start to feel dry. # Begin concentrating your movements on the clitoris. Most women avoid direct contact because it becomes so sensitive to the touch ‑- so work around it. You may discover that one side is more responsive than the other. # Most women use the middle right-hand finger to rub, stroke or flick the clitoris as though they're strumming a guitar. Keep the rhythm steady but gentle to start. Try rubbing your fingers back and forth, skimming over the cli