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A True American Soldier
It's not everyday you get to meet a to meet a true American soldier. In every community around the United States and around the world there are people protecting all of us from dangers abroad. That would be the American soldier. They might be in the Army, Navy, Marines, Air Force, Reserves, National Guard and etc. There are so many stories of bravery, heros and inspirational things. Likely those stories sometimes brings us joy, pain, tears, anguish, happiness and every other descriptional word in the dictionary. But what about the forgotten American soldier. The one who comes back from Iraq, arrives via a plane on American soil, not to cheers but laughter and mockery. No one knows his story or his plight in life. He walks through crowds with a noticable limp, his left eye is completely shut due to the fact he lost his eye, a scar all the way from his groin area up to the middle of his chest due to operations to remove shrapnel, noticable scars and deformities over his body. He walks th

So Weird....
Today is One Of The Weirdest Days...I Seriousely Feel Empty Inside. Not Like Void Of Emotions...But Like Empty As In Something REALLY Big And Important Is Missing. I Can't Put My Finger On it...And It Saddens me. It's Like...I'm Not Terribly UnHappy. I Love My Friends I Love My Fam I Like My Job. I'm Not Particularly Happy With My Financial State But Life Is Still Good. I'm Alive...I Just Feel So...last Place In Life I Tell You it's Not A Good Feeling. When Someone Doesn't Think of You Like You Think of Them...It Like Crushes You inside. REALLY. So Everything is Fine...I Just Feel A Little Empty And Lost Lately. xoxo ♥Nichole

Tattoo Design Idea...also, Part Of The Book I'm Writing.
babble babble...xiciin jilliune Journal Entry: Mon Dec 31, 2007, 2:28 PM Welcome to a closer look at my sanctuary; better know to those that read these entries religiously, or at least keep up with them as Urai. Believe it or not, Urai was created first. A meteor set in orbit around Jupiter's fourth moon. Flat, yet long enough to not see the other side with the human eye. At one end, a garden of earthen gemstones grown into flowers found on various parts of earth. In the middle of the garden, as most of you may already know, grows a tree of diamond roses. However at the other end lay a field that runs to the edge of a cliff set deep to the core of the meteor and at the bottom, rests a lake where what little sunlight that ever reach Urai dare ever travel. The field itself is comprised of small blue flowers, rimmed in a soft cream color. When the sun crests over the cliff's edge the base of every flower turns a brilliant white, heating themselves to the point where the petals se

What A Beautiful Lie.
What a beautiful lie it is. To be told that time will heal all wounds. No it doesnt and anyone who tells you diffrently is a fucking liar. The only thing time does is make the pain throb less, and the scars a little less bloody. We carry these scars to remind of us of what, and who we once were. This is the way it really works, and once something has cut your heart deep enough to touch your soul....those are the scars that last forever. But what a beautiful lie it is.....

Politics
Something told me to write a blog about what's going on in my mind. That is what blogs are for of course. I normally don't write blogs or my thoughts down because I would rather act on them then record them. I wanted to talk about Obama, race, and freedoms from a logical point of view. That is very hard to do without invoking an emotional response from people, but I will anyway. I'm just that kind of guy. Obama is in my opinion a physical representation of what the country wants to be, but didn't know how to go about it. He is of mixed race even though everything about him is black, all the way down to his wife and kids. On top of that he is idealistic. One thing this country lack is idealism in the government. I personally am scared of people who have no ideas. That tells me that they are run off of programming like a robot and can not think outside of a box. The American people had to think outside of a box just to vote for Obama in the first place. I see much needed social cha

Say Your Prayers Little Fly
I tell the fly's that , they land on my sink and even on the fly swatter. and I tell them "say your prayers" they don't hear me or even care.. "SWAT" I tell them I told you so.. hope you said a good one.. then whooosh~ down the sink.. I use lemon pinesol...

Fair Play
You may not understand me It means not that I'm wrong If you don't like who I am To you your opinion belongs I own me and my person My own power and peace I will not take on your fear For fear is a disease So you be who you want to be Let me do the same And then all of the players Get a fair game I own my own experience In my game of life Don't mess with my ownership And create a world of strife Blame and judgment hurt Let not it come from you For every poison arrow you shoot Comes right back at you Bundle up your history Hold it in your sight Once you understand its' effect Drop it from a height Don't hold on to things Done and undone Or life becomes a nightmare And that is what you become The blueprint of who we are Is made up of the past But who we can become May fade all too fast Set your course to success As determined by you Don't deter from your path And you will no longer feel blue. Time doesn't stop I will no longer sit ba

Tagged
Tagged Ten Random Things Bout Me. 1.Im Allergic 2 Eggs And Never Leave Home Without Benedryl In My Pocket. 2.Im OCD about My Car..NO U Cant Eat In It ,No U Cant Drink In It..Or Smoke Orrrrrr Wear Jeans (studs fuck up interior to all hell fuck that noise) 3.I Hate Mess..If U Drop Sumtin Ima Be Behind U Pickin It Up As U Do...ask my kids 4.Otha Peeps Take Their Coffee Black Or White Sugar Or No Sugar...I Take Mine Black Wit Lemon Juice 5.I HAVE to Kno How Things Work..And If I Dont Ima Take Wateva It Is Apart N Find Out (I Have A XBOX 360 At Home That Found This Out Tha Hard Way...) 6.I Dont Eat Anythin That I Cant Put In A Sammich..Period(Yea Ull Regularly Find Me Eatin Noodle ,Pasta , Or Spagetti Sammiches) 7.Fred Dibnah Fascinates Me The Guy Was An Engineering GENIUS..If I Could Buy ANY House In Tha World Itd B His..It Was Recently Sold Complete Wit A Water Wheel And Working Mine Shaft Attached..Now Thats AWESOME 8.I Like 2 Draw Or Paint If Im Bored...Aswell

Not So Harmonious
It's 4 am and the morning and I'm awake for the day. Upon checking my emails, I find spam from eHarmony. Free personality profile! What fun, lol. I decide I have nothing better to do. So me and my cup of coffee go at it. Of course, all of my hard work was for naught. At the end of the test, I was apologized to. Apparently, my personality is one that can't be correctly matched with another. Hmmmm. Why was I not surprised? So evidently I'm incompatible with the rest of the retards that have joined eHarmony. Course, that just might be the way I'd like to keep it. words that describe you: *perceptive *realistic *demanding *down-to-earth *hardnosed *judgmental *skeptical *pragmatic

A True Boyfriend
don't care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now. I don't care if you are a guy or a woman. Just read this, it will make a difference. If only everyone could see this and understand it. When she stares at your mouth [Kiss her] When she pushes you or hits you [Grab her and don't let go] When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough [Kiss her and tell her you love her] When she's quiet [Ask her whats wrong] When she ignores you [Give her your attention] When she pulls away [Pull her back] When you see her at her worst [Tell her she's beautiful] When you see her start crying [Just hold her and don't say a word] When you see her walking [Sneak up and hug her

So Much To Me
So Much To Me by Jenny Another day is passing And still there is no word On how your life is going And who is in your world I pray you will consider These words I write to you I liked you in my life Yet maybe now it's through I don't want to see our relationship come to an end And I don't want to find our lives standing still We are moving towards the end And we really ought to wait Because God planted something special Deep within our hearts I know your life is hectic You are busy all day through My life is busy also But I still think of you I want to send my love And remind you of these things Just so you will know You mean so much to me

Kimber, Kimmi, Kimmers, Cuppycake!!
Through the tears and the pain Through the "Im done with this S**T" Always remember that we all feel this, No matter what happens no matter whats done You will always be MY NUMBER ONE HUN! So when life pushes you down and you feel no one is around look back find and see I'm kicking the a** that pushed you down. Kimmer, kimber, cuppycake No matter what you think Always remember that our hearts are in sync So when your feeling lost alone and afraid Im right there beside you helping you through it unless I'm in front of you leading the way.. OK OK so this didnt rhyme so much but tells what I feel and what I think. So just remember that I am here for you 100%. I love you as my best friend but also as my sister..so when some jerk-off is hurting you tell me, casey or may and we will figure out how to make them suffer.... LOL... no really....tell us and DONT ever close off like you did this time.....LMAO .....*crawls back under covers* K done going to get warm again* L

..a Dc Girl Up For Auction Check It Out!!
> Moshes♏Enforcer@In-Motion♫ Dangerous Curves Member™ > I am in an auction, and would love to give my fellow DC members a chance to come bid on me!! > Here is the link---> > > And the auction is open until Nov. 30th at 12pm EST. Check Her Out Ladies Show Her some love and bid on her!!

Dreams Are They Telling You Something?
Ok so yea I'm still not over that my ex boyfriend Will asked me to be his girl, and well yea everyone knows this, but still just in case I asked do you want kids he said I don't know so I said no. I don't want to dick around I'm a single mother. Nevertheless I had one of those dreams within a dream. I dreamed I was asleep and dreaming about my first love Justin. I woke up in my dream and there was a party and he was there, he tried to talk to me but I kept walking away. I was pregnant in my dream very much so. and when I walked out side there were like 6 Impallas pulling up along the street and he stopped me. the drives stepped out and waited. they got down on a knee and so did Justin and he asked me will i date him. I cried histarically just fell to the ground and I said yes but I don't want him to leave me again. I woke up. Ok so I understand the whole I was pregnant, he got back with me when I was pregnant with my daughter and I kept telling him if you feel comofrtabl

My Poem
Dress me up in leather, and tie me to the bed. Have a seat up on my face, and let me give you head. Now crawl down between my legs and make me want to scream. Make your tongue flick wildly until I start to cream. That takes care of forplay, so let's get right down to it. Just thrust your dick into my cunt, and basicly just screw it.

Success
SUCCESS: At age 4 success is ... not piddling in your pants. At age 12 success is ... having friends. At age 17 success is ... having a drivers license. At age 35 success is ... having money. At age 50 success is ... having money. At age 70 success is ... having a drivers license. At age 75 success is .. having friends. At age 80 success is ... not piddling in your pants

In Time
*Written for myself and for those who've been waiting... In Time I miss you every day As I watch the clouds move away from me Drifting towards you Direction and intention changes throughout time I can't even begin to imagine How it could be if you were with me I close my eyes, tilt my face to the sky Thinking Dreaming That you're watching me Touching me Loving me Far deeper than any before you A hesitant exhale from lonely lips Under a sleepless morning sun So quiet, I can hear your voice whispering That you're waiting Not wanting to want me But you have no choice I take a long drag of my cigarette Knowing Hating That time is never on my side Frustration runs thick Like the smoke whirling away from my lips Can you smell it in the air? I'm thinking that lonely skies shift over time This familiar, stagnant air could fade With another sway of direction Excitement is just over the horizon And everything could change In time I don't want to wa

Hunny For Fu Queen
Our friend Hunny is only 81,854 Points away from becoming fu-queen, so can we help her out & give her rates & bling. ~**HUNNY~*MEMBER OF W.I.S.E UK FAMILY/RATING REVOLUTION ~**~@ fubar Thank you luv Di aka PiNkLaDy and pAuL xx

Me
I come on here to chill and unwind. A good friend is addicted to this :) and MADE me come here!!..LOL. I won't post pics of me because I have a public job, People will do ANYTHING right now to get someone's job including manipulating a webpage.I understand if you don't want to add me or have rules about me not viewing your NSFW pics. I guess everyone wants to see your naughty pics or yahoo ID..ummm..I would not mind seeing your *parts* but I'm not going to be a pain in the ass about seeing them. I really don't want your Yahoo unless you need someone to chill with..I'm NOT here for dates,sex, cyber, phone..whatever. I just wanna enjoy the pics and writings of interesting peeps. In summary, I can be a good friend but I don't give many chances or like head games..your screw me over your gone.

So, You All Miss Hr Eh? Read This!
Ok so over the past few weeks, i have been told by many that they really miss having HR around. Well here is you chance to get it back. The NEW DiMeS HR is open to the public. If you want it back, come Sell us your soul and this will show me the true interest to reopen or keep it closed. http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=58382 DiMeS

Baby
For those of you who knew Hawk and I were expecting... those plans have changed. We went to the doc last week and were told we had lost the baby at some point though there was no actual miscarriage. There was no development and we had to induce a miscarriage. Life sucks right now. I though tIw as doin ok until this afternoon. It has really hit me hard for some reason today. So, for now we are going to appreciate our princesses and love them and spend as much tie showing and telling them that. Just thought I would let ya'll know. One day at a time we shall get through this. Life Sucks

Come Give Me Some Love
Hot! Myspace Comments GET ME STARTED OFF GOOD NEED ALL MY FRIENDS TO GIVE ME SOME HELP. I WOULD GREATLY APPRECIATE IT. REALLY WANT TO TRY AND WIN THIS ONE. JUST CLICK MY PICTURE AND COME RATE MY PICTURE AND LEAVE SOME COMMENTS FOR ME. I SO, SO, SO APPRECIATE IT. HAPPY THANKSGIVING. Hot! Myspace Comments

Fu-luv
fu-bar is the place i love heaven sent,a blessN from above an addiction that helps keep me free from the drugs and alcohal that got a hold on me talkN with 1s that dont know me comforts cuz im so cold and lonely rate pics,faze up then times up 4 this computers not mine i hate life and theres my sign and i know no change LOL...aint that strange laugh and smile stuck n denile it boils down 2 im not the 1 that got shot all the othR shit and what not a 2 time felon fu-luv thats what im sellN THANKS,GOD BLESS,YOU'VE BEEN SO KIND i remain lost 2 my frame of mind -JUICE

Contest Reminder
Just a quick reminder that the funniest pic contest starts this Thursday at 5 pm fubar time and ends this Sunday 5pm fubar time. The winner(s) are determined by the highest rates NOT comments. Downrating other pics is encouraged. Send me your pics or the link in a private message. Pics can be nsfw. The pics can be one you found, made, or even photoshopped. You can enter up to 3 pics. Most comments have been about mumms or mummers (imagine that :P). Prizes are as follows: 1st-auto 11's 2nd-20 credit bling 3rd-10 credit bling 4th-5 credit bling 5th-1 credit bling

11 Things About Sweet
So everyday I'll post 11 things to let you guys get to know my wacko ass better...its all in good fun *smooches* 1. I have a beauty mark on my right inner thigh 2. I don't wear panties (lol) 3. I'm a published author 4. I love corners, cocoa and my blankie 5. I can't sleep in the dark 6. I'm shy (for real) 7. I quit my first job because I broke a nail (lol so serious) 8. I'm in love with (no not just john cena) Kid Rock 9. I'm almost legally blind 10. I started wearing a bra in 4th grade 11. I'm afraid of long socks (rotfl)

Thanksgiving Blessing
Thank you firewalker for allowing me to borrow and share... Thank you, Earth, For your abundant bounty. I gratefully receive your gifts and blessings. For the air I breathe, I thank the plants and trees. The air, the fire, The water, and the earth. Thank you for sustaining my life And nourishing me. For the blessings of loved ones, who help me along life's path. I am thankful. My life is full to overflowing with gifts of ancestors. Courageous souls who survived, And made my life possible. Thank you great spirits of the cosmos, for the lessons I sometimes try to avoid, But which I need. And for the joys and pains which open my spirit and expand my heart. I am grateful for health, abundance, and challenges, each unique. Thank you all who have touched my life's journey. Each new day is a gift, To which I pledge the best of myself. For the blessings of life's great circle continue in me. From the cave to the stars, I have always been and will always be. I am r

A Rose
A Rose Laid here on my page A Rose so sweet in scent A GORGEOUS flower From a heavenly decent Bringing me peace Bringing a smile to me Bringing new ears to hear Bringing new eyes to see This sweet rose The scent mixes with my ink Building our bond An unbreakable link Gently she lays here My words in her shadow Stilling the nights creatures As our love simply flows She touches me softly My heart pounds in my chest Lay your head on me Come My Angel and rest You are a rose to me Soft with your own beauty A Strength all your own You love has renewed me Every day I wish to breath Your delicious fragrance Your petals in bloom Like the night skies expanse

Pouring It Out
Pouring it Out Well here I sit once again My heart on my sleeve Watching as you melt away To me you no longer cleave But my Love for you Will not just go away Though it drowns in darkness Forgetting the light of day Still it remains deep A hold that grips tight Though my soul crumbles Crashing from a great height Still there is so much left So much that is all yours So much I desire to give Within me it stores It is waiting for spring For your heart to thaw For the veil to be lifted Your eyes will see what I always saw A Passion Desire and Love That will leave no doubt Patiently I will wait in hopes Of soon Pouring it Out

Bah Humbug And Other Such Nonsense
GAWD I can't wait until the holidays are over! This is the worst time of year for me and my family. Thanksgiving will be quiet. Just Me and Mark. My kids are off doing their own thing. I was lucky enough to get Thursday through Sunday off. It doesn't happen very often, I had to ask for it off. This week I will have worked eight straight days of 8 to 10 hour shifts. I'm beat. Physically and emotionally. I haven't had a vacation in years. I have some growing health issues that I know is going to get the best of me. But without health insurance, I just have to suffer through it. Christmas couldn't be over soon enough. I lost both my brother and a step-mother at Christmas. Since then, the holidays have been a drag. The family doesn't get together anymore, and all we can think about are the ones that are no longer with us. I miss my bro dearly. Especially at Christmas. No more pigs.(private joke between my bro and I) Anyhoot, so for all of you out there that are bothering to

Orgy Pure
Don't you bring me down Kick me when I'm down Put me away again Every now and then Your bottle spinning my fate As I hold my breath And you say you don't want any part of this now Where did it go so wrong I guess I'm finally finding out It's got me tripping now The little things, everywhere I go It's such a shame Why you held on, so long Why don't you confuse me a little more? Confuse me And I never thought that you Who would believe that I wasn't good enough? Those things I never thought you'd do You got the best of me You got the best of me, when you said you didn't love me anymore And I know, this will be the last time You've got me, running in circles like a freak So why do you try, to kick me when I'm down I'm down, all the way down Put me away again Every now and then Your bottle spinning my fate While I hold my breath Don't sweat the lies that you say I control Confuse me a little more (Confuse me) And I never thought that you Who wo

Soldier
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE WIL

Lmao!
U know more money is spent on boob jobs and viagra then alzeimers research??? By 2040 the elderly will have perky tits and stiff dicks and no fucking idea why!!! DARK HUMOUR I KNOW...BUT FUNNY AS HELL! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Marley2 -demonhunter666's Bulletin
subject: Ok People Got A Downrater/Stalker/Psycho (repost) date: 2008-11-25 22:08:17 http://www.fubar.com/user/2242377 Her name is Marley. Heres the story. She came to me page I went to hers. I rated her a 10,fanned,requested her,and rated her 2 pics 10's. Then she started babblin in shout and rated me a 3. I was like a 3? No answer babblin on and on still no answer. Anyway she went to my #1 and stalked her for a while and started askin about her. Asked who I was in the pics....duh She got mad when my #1 went to her page. Spewed off some crap about me hittin on her which haha noo not my type too donkeyish. Anyway slammed her with a 1 so I expect she got more of my friends list so be expectin psycho stalkin and downratin. My advice...downrate her first and block her ass haha (repost of original by 'Demonhunter666...*Regiment Dragon Bombers & DD Levelers*' on '2008-11-25 20:52:10')

Fairness And The Heavy Load.
I have just had it. I am generally a nice person. I put up with a lot. I do all I can to make people happy...and it's never ever ever enough. [whine] My life is so shitty. [cry] It's just not fair. [sniffle] Nobody loves me everybody hates me guess I'll eat some worms. I am so tired of all of it. Nothing is EVER enough. [bangs head on desk] I gripe about things in my life. I bitch. But I still get up in the morning and go through it all again and again. I have no choice. Someone has to do it and, apparently, I'm the designated person for the job. So, why is it that people around me can so easily get away with not holding up their end of the bargain? Why is it that, in the end, after all is said and done...I'm the one holding the damn bag? I'm sick of holding the bag...this fucker's heavy. Could someone please grab hold of the other end of this thing for me? I don't want anyone to take it all. Just a little added strength is all I need...just a helping hand. Y

Update
Ok folks i just got a very sad email about Lorraine ( cali rain) She is now in critical condition and in a coma. Her mother is trying to get her into a specialized hospital because without the specialties of the drs she will probably not make it so PLEASE ALL OF YOU need to pray for my very dear friend. Cali Rain~YdaFnot's sunshine~@ fubar I will update you more as i get it Wishful Thinking@ fubar

Go Spank His Behind Lol
He's worth checking out and helping! Spank his butt but good! Private message him when finished and he will return rates :D Lost Soul ~greeter at Baby Dolls Lounge~Club United~RR Fu Ownerd by SinfulBrat & Happily Taken@ fubar

Findin Pure Passion
Unrelenting Passions Current mood: energetic Category: Romance and Relationships There are times in our lives that we search out different and new things for us to indulge in. Whether we are seeking it for the fun of it, or to fill a void in our lives. It is the ultimate in thrill seeking, the most fullfilling human emotion of physical attraction that hits you heart and soul. Is the passion that two people can share when totally attracted to each other. The connection between man and a woman is far more than just an expressed idea. If you are not happy with a current relationship and feeling unloved, then leave, get out and find what it is that your heart wants and desires. There is another person out there that wants to give you what you deserve. Here is a person that knows how to make your dreams come true. Here is a person that can and will show you the most wonderful passion, the most intense fire will burn deep inside you, as your body temperature rises, heart racing,

Are U Ready For This
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Thanksgiving Poem Stolen From Tiffany
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE THANKSGIVING Twas the Night Before Thanksgiving, and all through the bar Were your old High School classmates, returning home from afar. Their hands were double-fisting and their faces were a smile, In hopes to avoid the parental convos for a while. Hurdling towards black-out, you and your friends Ordering shots by the round, maxing out to no end. Drinking Captain and Jack, Jaeger and Beer All in the hopes that sobriety would no longer be here. The local tavern so dark, transformed for the night. Into a college meet-market for the young drinker's delight. Blackout Wednesday is here with booze on the minds, Of every young coed, huddled crowded inside. In the corner, the jocks, recall their old glory days, As they rubbed their beer guts and yelled 'man, you're so gay'. They pounded their fists on the bar, which raised such a clatter, That the barkeep soon rushed over to see what was the matter. The guys all got quiet, the whole bar turned t

Daddy's An Idiot...
NOW I feel bad.. like shit... Used the shop vac today to vacuum the main room... it's too small to use the regular vacuum.. Since I have no closets, or storage here, as usual, I left the vac sitting out... My kids' mother showed up to get the kids, so naturally they're excited.. My son goes to race upstairs for his car... and trips over the damn hose... face first into the corner of the laundry basket... a good, expensive, solid basket... Three small gashes around his left eye... on the holidays.. Doesn't need stitches but it's going to be sore.. The vac's one of many problems with this place and not being to store anything anywhere.. but damn.. I still feel like shit about it... I think I'm going to go into mumms and piss people off so they block me... That always makes me feel better..

Study On Hepatitis C
I received this info and thought I would pass it on. They said they would give me $40 referral fee. You can either tell them to make a donation to HepCAware.org or keep that for yourself. ;) Dawn Here's the email I received. Thank for your interest in the study on Hepatitis C study with patients. We are looking for patients, based in the USA . We are very interested to talk people who are living with Hepatitis C. What we require of the patient: Complete a self-completion diary (around 10 minutes in the evening each day) for 7 days preceding the telephone interview. 1 telephone interview lasting 90 minutes moderated by an independent market researcher. The telephone interview will involve discussion with 2 other patients on the topics as above. Patients will be required to have their completed diaries to hand. The incentives will be paid the day after the study (cheque of $200,- sent to the mail address that they will provide). I would like to re

Poetry
candles flame A flicker of flame blows from a sweet scented candle while it burns out by being smothered with blood. She sleeps for a while surprisingly with a smile. Half alive half deceased. But she crys in her little mind with greif.. Trees in her world are dead and roses are black as coal. and the only bright thing she had was the candle. But as i said before it was smothered by her blood. half happy half sad , but she is glad that she is no longer spied upon.

Poetry
Blank walls His eyes are like burning coals that never go out. He sits and stares with a smirk on his face. Within my heart his laughter flows; flows threw every vain and drip of blood running in my body. He knows he has won once again. And right then and there i begin to slip. I eat, breath, walk, and talk with this painfull evil. And when i sleep he fallows me in my dreams, prancing on my sweet thoughts shattering every inch of sanity. On my wall I see his demons setting in, ready to do what they do best. All the snickering, starring, and strange little voices would soon drive me insane. It soon sends me into a tiny black hole with tunnels of streaming light flowing with such a deep red glow. And when he is finished with his work, when he has completly taken my body and soul, that is when he drops you leaving nothing to grab and pull your self up with. You have nothing left , so he gose and finds another unprotected soul that he can torture for days, weeks, months, even years. Now

Love
The story goes that some time ago a mother punished her five year old daughter for wasting a roll of expensive gold wrapping paper. Money was tight and she became even more upset when the child used the gold paper to decorate a box to put under the Christmas tree. Nevertheless, the little girl brought the gift box to her mother the next morning and then said, 'This is for you, Momma.' The mother was embarrassed by her earlier over reaction, but her anger flared again when she opened the box and found it was empty. She spoke to her daughter in a harsh manner. 'Don't you know, young lady, when you give someone a present there's supposed to be something inside the package?' She had tears in her eyes and said, 'Oh, Momma, it's not empty! I blew kisses into it until it was full.' The mother was crushed. She fell on her knees and put her arms around her little girl, and she begged her forgiveness for her thoughtless anger. An accident took the life of the child only a short

Him
I Dream of Him As sleep silently closes in I think of him As the rain falls softly I think of him As the music plays I think of him I just can't stop Thinking of him I don't want to stop Thinking of him I just want to hold him Touch him Feel him Breathe him I just want him To fill me completely To make me his As sleep finally captures me I dream of him

Needles Versus Blades
For the love of pain I have been enjoying needle play recently and find myself comparing it to cutting. They are nowhere near the same experience. The seductive slice of the blade searing open the flesh and spilling out your precious fluids versus the piercing punch of a needle at first stinging slightly to only intensifying into a growing hum finally rupturing out of the flesh to continue to cause chills and tingles as the body acclimates to the experience. Purrrrrrr I first experimented with cutting for pleasure at 19. It was part of foreplay¡Kthe sensation of flesh stinging and burning as friction and sweat tore at tender slices¡Kit was orgasmic on its own. I have since refined it beyond just the yummy sexual sensation. The body as a canvas tattoos, brands, scarification, body modification and piercing a way of expressing oneself in a way that satisfies a hunger. My continued interest in play piercing has me all-a-tingle as I ponder the human canvas. I have been drawin

Aching
Im laying here in my bed in the dark trying to remember the feelings of being loved missing and acking for that touch yearning for a kiss tha shors i love you know i have no one in my life makes me wonder why i am even here searching the world for some one to take me in there arms and never let go i ache so much to feel love by a man that means so much to me the lonely cold feeling hurts so much i try to walk through this path with my head heald up high but its so hard to just to show pride that i am still her and all by my self and no no one by my side holding my hand Some times i just lye down in the dark and wrap my arms around my self to try to ease the aching for a touch i have no one to keep me warm from the cold thats always around me

That's Me!
Social Have a knack for helping people and you enjoy doing so. You enjoy helping others—whether it's simply offering a kind word or propping up a friend or family member during a crisis. You have the patience of Mother Teresa(just an expression, I don't know how much patience she really does have), empathetic, and generous. You are often a strong team player - good at achieving consensus. Some careers you would probably enjoy would be: school psychologist, mediator, nurse, physical therapist, social worker, personal coach, employee trainer, or even a school based counselor/psychologist.

Quit Asking Me What Im Doing For The Holidays!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You know what im glad that everyone has happy little lives and familys they get along with and shit. But quit asking me what im doing for the holidays, because im tired of your pitty when I tell you nothing. Its so nice that you have places to go and people to see. Hu-fucking-ra for you. Leave me the fuck alone.

Santa's Naughty List Train
Just when you thought you were safe! Santa's Naughty List hit the FU! To join this train and find out why he has a Naughty List please rate my Christmas Folder and leave a comment on the last pic. Click on this picture it will take you to the folder! Now Rate/Fan/Add everyone that's already on the train. If you are already friends with someone check to see if you can re-rate them and send them a comment asking "What does Santa say about you?" or something relating to the train. When new people join the train,please DO NOT just accept the friend request-Rate/fan/comment back. No cheating,or you will be removed from the train! Private message me when you have finished to be added to the train. Please include a pic link for your Tag,or I shall have to choose one myself! Your Hostess 1.♥TexasAngel♥~Rating Revolution Recruiter~♥Fu Angel♥ Who else is on Santa's Naughty List? 2.Michaela daydreams...alot...~Slave to OZ~member of the Br

Paradise Girl
Lets Get It On - Marvin Gaye HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE!!! LETS GIVE PARADISE GIRL SOMETHING TO BE THANKFUL FOR!!! 250 K TO HENCHMAN!!!! SHOW HER MAD LOVIN!!! SHE WILL RETURN IT!!! CLICK BELOW AND MAKE A GREAT FRIEND!!! WHILE MAKING SOMEONE THANKFUL JUST TO SEE YOU!!!! (¯`•._.•[PąяаđǐšεĜĭŗŁ]•._.•´¯)@ fubar BULLETIN MADE BY: JADED ONE ▲►Ĵådəd Ôņə◄▼@ fubar

Lovin My Paradise Girl
The Crowing - Coheed and Cambria LUV UP THE BEAUTIFUL PARADISE GIRL!!! 250 K TO HENCHMAN!!!! SHOW HER MAD LOVIN!!! SHE WILL RETURN IT!!! CLICK BELOW AND MAKE A GREAT FRIEND!!! WHILE MAKING SOMEONE THANKFUL JUST TO SEE YOU!!!! (¯`•._.•[PąяаđǐšεĜĭŗŁ]•._.•´¯)@ fubar BULLETIN MADE BY: JADED ONE ▲►Ĵådəd Ôņə◄▼@ fubar

Hey Guyz!
I'm alicia and pleasing men is what I do best! I'm a horny hotty who wants to do it with you, baby. I love fantasies of the naughty kind and can tease and please you like no other. I want to be your dirty little secret, your princess and sensual goddess. Lets share our deepest desires and explode together. wildalicia420@yahoo.com

Regrets
We all have them. I'd love to go to my grave knowing I had none, but that's not going to happen. Unlike a lot of people, I can admit that I have some. Some are small, some are huge. Life altering. But they happened, and they helped to form me into the person I am today. light regrets... I regret that we were stupid and opened up the cooler when the cops asked us to on prom night. God dammit... I regret getting caught when me and Amber were sneaking out of the house when we were 16. That would have been an awesome good time! I regret the fact that me and Amber overslept the OTHER time we were going to sneak out...With John and Nate waiting for 2 hours for our asses...That would have been even an AWESOMER (not a word, I know...) good time. heavy regrets... I regret choosing work over family. That should never happen, but with the way our economy is, it's a choice many people have to make. I regret giving my heart to people who never deserved it. The ones who never

Fruit Of The Forbidden 3- Dream's Blossom
November 27th- I’m not sure words can describe the evening Erik and I shared the other night. Tuesdays are usually the days we reserve for our trysts. However, I had spent the weekend with a very close friend of mine on account of we roleplay on Mondays for twelve to fourteen hours at a time. As such, I didn’t wake up until around seven o’clock Tuesday evening. After rushing through a shower, I had my friend bring me back to my flat. According to my roommates, while I was away Erik came by. He visited with them for two hours. I was shocked. Two Hours? Gerry wouldn’t visit with them for five minutes! Apparently, they enjoyed Erik’s company and approved of him completely. Inside, I was confused. Two whole hours. Was he waiting? I doubted it, but I could not be sure. I gathered up a bag of books, fussed over my hair, and got a ride over to Mssr. Buqet’s. A haunting sight filled my vision- Gerry’s truck. It was parked outside of Flat #6, my destination. I clenched my claws and howled

Why Do We ???
I have often wondered why some of us try so hard at things. Say, for example, a relationship. If it isn't working why do we keep twisting, turning and bending to make it fit us or to try and make it work. Some religions have an impact upon this. Telling us that once we have made a choice we are bound forever. Seems to me with each passing year the times are moving faster, as are we, yet, we seem to refuse to acknowledge that with those movements, some of the relationships we have become altered. At times to the point of no return. Yet we persist. Seems nuts to me. I did that in my marriage. But what if we simply said the paths were diverted and each has altered course and it is time to peacefully walk away and into the future. Maybe you will meet again maybe not. But life is a path to travel and learn, why do we then resist change so viciously.

Thanksgiving
imikimi - Customize Your World I hope each of you know how thankful I am for the friendship that each of you offer me here on fu. I wouldn't make it sometimes without some of you and you know who you are. I would especially like to thank Captain Morgan, BunnieGrl/SugarLips,Rock On,Vet,and I know I am leaving someone out but I am very thankful for these especially. I pray God bless you each and everyone one. My mind keeps going to our military families this morning and I pray God be with them all today and with our troops that our fighting to keep this nation safe. I hope you each enjoy your day and remember we all have something to be thankful for!!! God Bless You All, Sweet T Tonya

Happy Thanksgiving!
So much in my life has change since this time last year. I have had a million ups and downs. Left's and right's. Back's and forth's. And here I am today. Sitting in my kitchen, staring down that pecan pie, wanting to take a big ol' bite out of it. No really, here I am today, sitting with my family. This family that in a year, I have built with Andrea. This crazy roller coaster relationship we have built, with these three crazy kids. We started out here on fubar. Most people probably don't even know that. And most people probably think we are just to desperate lesbian girls looking for a good time. Oh no, so wrong. We love this site, because this site gave us each other. She used to check my page out everyday. (Andreachpmnk that is) She had rated all my photos, rated all my stash. And well I was Ms. AllCOX, I didn't rate peoples things. Oh no, I didn't know that's the drill. I was like oh, this girl must like me.. LOL And I was like what the hell, I'll hit her back.

Sexy?
So I almost lost my mind for a fraction af of a second and was going to make this a mumm... But then I regained my senses and decided to make it a blog. So I'm wondering here what sexy is in most people's minds?Lately I have seen the word in my shout box and on my comments more than I ever have heard it in my life.It's so not the word I would use to describe myself to anyone so I'm wondering is it just something that people say these day's because they don't know what else to call you? I'm not complaining Just curious about what makes a person sexy in a strangers eye's

Subject Heartbreak
I doubt that anyone would be interested in this. But, I do have something to say. I miss my friend. He hasn't called me for a couple of weeks and I am tired of this game. He knows what I felt. This has been on going for more than three years. We met online at Match.com. It was trouble from the start. I thought my crazy yet charming bass-plucking, keyboard druming, guitar collecting, music producing friend was more than a friend (as he kept saying continuing to restore my hopes ) but I guess not. Music and making it seems are his top priority. I asked him why he was online...he said he made a mistake. He wasn't about to give up his freedom. He loved me but wasn't in love with me. I had a big big crush on him, but from forever being left out to dry and disappointed, I decided that we're better off - stop beating myself in the head and chalk it up to a 'just friends' kinda thing. If anything he's just a buddy to smoke and jam with. End of story.

Sweet November
Sweet November by BlueWolf It was a day so precious to remember Close to the end, of sweet November Our first kiss together, so ever tender Truly incredible as I could remember. Inside of my heart, nervousness grew Being with you, my dream come true The city so beautiful was in our view My heart racing as I was close to you. Inside my heart I knew you belonged The night playing us a romantic song So cold outside, as our night went on Your gentle kiss I desperately longed. then & now I leaned in forward, for your soft kiss Truly passionate, as I tasted your lips Such a kiss, so precious to remember On a special day, in sweet November.

Fuck It
you know in this life i go through it not trying to make to many waves and the one person that i thought that i could count on to have my corner no matte what .was my friend Charles. well tonight he came outwith some shit that basically said that he didn't think i could do the degree well you know what .if you don't think that i can do this then fuck you i don't need you and if you don't want to be a member of my family and friends then delete me .and you know what good luck to you ..i am tired of negative ppl being. Its up to you ..but choose wisly..iam so sick and fucking tired of this shiote...i am going to achieve this degree for no other reason than for me.

My Crappy Thanksgiving In The Hospital
I woke up in the middle of the night last night with the worst pain in my throat and had a mini freak out because it seriously felt like my throat was closing and any second I wouldn't be able to breathe. I took some tylenol cold medicine and tried to go back to sleep but I kept waking up with horrible pains and since I was up visiting family with NO insurance or car I had to have my cousin drive me to the emergency room since that was the only place open. I got into a room pretty quick and the doctor came in almost immediately and looked at my throat and goes "wow....im amazed you can even swallow your tonsils are so red and swollen we're going to take some blood to test you for mono and strep". Great..I HATE needles but I figured Id rather be stuck with needles than feel like shit. While I wait for my test results to come back I called my manager and told him I wouldnt be able to come into work in the morning because Im in the ER and I felt like I was dying and he got all pissy with

Blue
Blue - A Perfect Circle I didn't want to know I just didn't want to know Best to keep things in the shallow end Cause I never quite learned how to swim I just didn't want to know Didn't want (x4) Close my eyes just to look at you Taken by the seamless vision I close my eyes Ignore the smoke (x3) Call it aftermath, she's turning blue Such a lovely color for you Call it aftermath, she's turning blue While I just sit and stare at you Because I don't want to know I didn't want to know I just didn't want to know I just didn't want Mistook their nods for an approval Just ignore the smoke and smile Call it aftermath, she's turning blue Such a lovely color for you Call it aftermath, she's turning blue Such a perfect color for your eyes Call it aftermath, she's turning blue Such a lovely color for you Call it aftermath, she's turning blue While I just sit and stare at you I don't want to know

Flesh Eater
WAITING IN THE DARKNESS FEEDING THE NEED RACING THE DAYLIGHT AND THE NEED FOR SPEED BROKEN AND BLOODY THE BODY PARTS FALL SKIN GETTING RANCID MAGGOTS WILL CRAWL SKILLS OF A SERGION A KILLERS ATTACK SWINGING FOR THE CHEEP SEATS WITH A BASEBALL BAT WILLING TO MURDER SAFE NO MORE PRAYING ON THE INNOSENT AND DIRTY WHORES MANY HAVE FALLEN AND MORE TO COME BLOODY AND ROTTEN COME GET YOU SOME LYING IN WAIT TO KILLE AGAIN NOONE IS SAFE NOT EVEN MY FRIENDS BURNIG THE BODIES HOPE THERE NOT FOUND LEAVING THE ASHES DEEP IN THE GROUNG UNDER THE BED ARE TOOLS OF THE MY CRAFT BATHING IN YOUR BLOOD WHEN YOU CROSS MY PATH IF YOU SEE ME KNOCKING AT YOUR DOOR GIVE UP THEN AND LIE ON THE FLOOR YOUR LIFE IS ENDING CAUSE YOU I HAVE TOUCHED JUST ANOTHER VICTUM I'M EATING YOUR GUTTS HIDING IN THE SHADOWS WAITING FOR A CHANCE TO JUMP OUT AND MAKE YOU SHIT YOUR PANTS BUT DON'T BE DISCOURAGED ALL IS NOT LOST THE MEAT IS NOT WASTED BEFORE THE BONES ARE TOSSED DRINKI

A Trip Ill Never Forget
here it is november 24 my bags are all packed im heading to chicago/indiana via train too meet someone...well i got a call from her saying she had family emergency...im thinking great im gonna be stranded at a train station in chicago...so i go grab a bite to eat at the station.then i sit there thinking what should i do...first thought was to call my sister...call my sister saying im gonna be stranded..we talk a few minutes and i was prowling thinking of what to do..she asked how far from airport and how much money i had so i told her..she said ok go find a taxi and tell them u want to go to airport..thinking ok find a few taxis ask them how much money to get me to ohare airport 40.00 one guy said...well one guy said come on ill take you to airport... well this guy walked me like 2 blocks to a train and wanted 40.00 in doing this i was like for what??you walked me there.then he said i carried ur bag...then i catch this train and it had 17 stops to make till it was at airport..once at

Truthfully...
I know today is Thanksgiving, and the whole moral of it is to show your thanks, express, however you want to put it. Then again, to be cynical, the proceding day happens to be BLack Friday, which happens to be the Mr Hyde to the Dr Jekhyl that is today. My thanks will come, but I must write this blog to be very frank. I am a very depressed person in life, and lately, it has been more apparent to me and I have shown it so much more. I feel it in my mind, the way I sleep, my apathy, lack of motivation...it is not good stuff. Now, this is in contrast to an attitude and and personality I can show otherwise, which is that of me being a very fun person to talk to, being flirty, kind. Those are all very real aspects of me too, and I have only been so outgoing these last few years. All for the better, I think. For as long as I can remember, I have had alot of angst, depression, confusion, these of which have prevailed over positiv things in my life. I would say back to when I wa

Cobralady Is Under 200k.
Please help out my really good friend make it to Disciple. When it's time to level, she's usually there even before I tell her. So if she's ever helped you out, now is the time to return the favor. Send her a message and she is sure to return the love. Cobralady™~aka Snakey~Rate Spanker~Proud Owner Of ♥ Sit Up King ♥~Keeper Of The Animal@ fubar

Randomness....thought Of While In The Shower..
I come home and the house is empty, you're gone home and I can't be with you. Work was a long dreary place with brief spots of sun when I got to talk to you...I peel my scrubs off as soon as I shut the door behind, I'll pick them up in the morning, all I want now is you...and a hot shower...but I'll have to settle for the shower... I turn on Nickleback...let my hair down as I adjust the water to just the right amount of hot and cold water and I step in and shiver as my feet touch the cold tile I let the water wash over me, from the top of my head the the bottom of my feet..steam starts to rise as I grab my wash cloth and smear a liberal amount of body wash on it. The scent of rose and white tea is bouyed on the steam as I begin to slowly wash myself in long lazy strokes...starting at my shoulders and working my way lower....over my breasts the swell of my stomach to my hips slipping inbetween to stroke at the cleft that begs for your attention.... I pause there briefly before

Forever Road
I heard every word you said And trying hard to understand Exactly what it is, you need, from me Baby I apologize I never meant to make you cry But there ain�t no doubt, we can work it out yeah Cuz I�m gonna be around Don�t worry baby I ain�t no maybe Rain or Shine This Love of mine is for you Let my arms remind you I�ll always be beside you Holdin� on until this ride is through So away we go, down that Forever Road Baby as our lives unfold There�s no telling where we�ll go But as far as I can see, it�ll be you and me Just the way it�s supposed to be Don�t worry baby I ain�t no maybe Rain or Shine [ Forever Road lyrics from http://www.lyricsyoulove.com/ ] This Love of mine is for you Let my arms remind you I�ll always be beside you Holdin� on until this ride is through So away we go, down that forever road It ain�t gonna be easy We�ll both

Auction
MY HOME GIRL KnKyLilBcH IS IN A AUCTION AND ALL SHE NEEDS IS FOR EVERYONE TO RATE HER PIC AND BID ON HER...SO IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE SWEET AND HELP HER HERE IS THE LINK TO HER PIC... THANKS VERY MUCH BABY LETTE!!!!

Need Some Help Here
this is a conversation that started on fubar and ended on yahoo. the other person is the mother of my 2 yr old son. these fights have been going on for over a year and a half. am i crazy or is she only in it for the money? echomiepain (11/27/2008 11:02:12 PM): alright then so do you want to explain it to me? astinus5150 (11/27/2008 11:02:56 PM): u made the choice to leave tina, and i was in the hole, still am echomiepain (11/27/2008 11:03:24 PM): doesnt alter the fact that I was and still am too b. echomiepain (11/27/2008 11:03:35 PM): and hey..Im having to try and support myself and our child astinus5150 (11/27/2008 11:03:49 PM): that was also ur choice echomiepain (11/27/2008 11:04:23 PM): didnt get myself pregnant b. its just your choice wether to step up to the plate of responsibility or not. astinus5150 (11/27/2008 11:04:41 PM): dont even go there echomiepain (11/27/2008 11:04:42 PM): and the whole thing about teaching me a lesson by no back child support? your n

Red Friday!!
Red Shirt If the red shirt thing is new to you, read below how it went for a man... Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine Sergeant traveling with a folded Flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the Sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. "No, he responded." "Heading out I asked?" "No. I'm escorting a Soldier home." "Going to pick him up?" "No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq , I'm taking him home to his Family." The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the Soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the Soldier's Family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, "Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and

Favorite Movies
List was compiled rather quickly and in Notepad, pardon spelling errors, I'll edit later. 1. Action - Braveheart, V for Vendetta is a CLOSE second (Also, any of the James Bond movies, Leathal Weapon, Die Hard, Transporter movies) 2. Adventure - The Three Musketeers (Also, any Indiana Jones, Robin Hood, Zorro, Pirates of the Carribean) 3. Comedy - Brain Donors (This one is inspired by great childhood memories, mostly. Also, there are way too many clasics, Blazing Saddles, Young Frakenstein, Caddy Shack, Airplane, Naked Gun) 4. Crime and Gangster - The Gangs of New York (Also, Lord of War, The Bone Collector, Get Carter, Pulp Fiction (Samuel Jackson's classic speech in the diner)) 5. Dramas - To Kill a Mockingbird (Also, Schindler's List, Forrest Gump, Apollo 13, Guess Who's Coming to Dinner) 6. Epics/Historical - Gone With the Wind (Also, The Bridge on the River Kwai, Dune, Star Wars, Lord of the Rings) 7. Horror - Identity (Also, Gremlins, Jaws, The Omen, Exorcist) 8. Musica

This Song Is So For Me..
This time I wonder what it feels like To find the one in this life The one we all dream of But dreams just aren't enough So I´ll be waiting for the real thing. I'll know it by the feeling. The moment when we´re meeting Will play out like a scene straight off the silver screen So I`ll be holdin’ my breath Right up to the end Until that moment when I find the one that I'll spend forever with `Cause nobody wants to be the last one there. 'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares. Someone to love with my life in their hands. There`s gotta be somebody for me like that. `Cause nobody wants to go it on their own And everyone wants to know they´re not alone. Somebody else that feels the same somewhere. There`s gotta be somebody for me out there. Tonight out on the street out in the moonlight And damn it this feels too right It´s just like Déjà Vu Me standin’ here with you So I´ll be holdin`my breath Could this be the end? Is it t

T-day
Oh, the irony of nutrition. Why is it that I eat total crap on a daily basis, and feel fine? But once I eat a healthy, great, real life dinner... rewind... Soo my t-day was spent with hubby and mom and her friends at a dinner party, which lasted til 8pm. rewind...I went to sleep at 9am, and slept til 12pm. So I could get ready to go to the dinner. forward... the food was great, and so was the company, sans two half a year old babies that I wanted to use as golf balls. And mom's friend's 19 yo whorish brainless daughter, that got knocked up and mothered one of those annoying creatures. I came home at around 9pm, and started feeling tiiiiired. Maybe 3 hrs of sleep and a meal that consisted of a salmon sammich and candy had something to do with it... When I woke up at 10 21 pm, I realized that I was feeling like shit that was left floating in a toilet the whole day after the rest was flushed. Migraine, tired, etc..yay! I got my ass over to work, and s

Question Of The Day...
Nov 28 08 12:15pm 'What made you smile this past week' As for me - it was a friend of mine, comin' back online on Monday...I was goin' through a rough time, but he made me smile n' warm all inside. xo

Pleasure & Pain
Pleasure & Pain In anticipation of our next meeting, I get a shiver down my spine. To be in the control of your able hands Is an addictive passion of mine The day is here; I am wonderfully frightened. You lead me to the cold and sterile chair; The melodious buzzing, I am intoxicated The smells of antiseptic and latex in the air. A cool wetness, and then the graze of the blade You firmly press the sheet against my skin I inspect the mark and smile in approval; You say it is time to begin. My heart begins to race as you approach And I feel a hot surge in my veins. My breath departs me for a moment; You grin and mock my pain. I begin to relax and bask in my bliss Watching with masochistic delight. Pain becomes pleasure; torture is hedonic - I move and you hold me down tight With one last thrust, your task is complete - I am bloody, injured and content. You dress my wound and send me off; I can't wait to do it again.

People Are Selfish
I have come to the conclusion, that you are either liked for who you are or your not. You are accepted for everything you have flaws and passions. But for some that is not enough. You have to adapt to their lives. You have to be what they expect you to be. Not be who you are and that is not fair. So to quote a great play RENT: "Take me for what I am, who i was meant to be! & if you give a damn, take me baby or leave me!" Thank you to those who accept me for me! Faults, flaws and passions! You are the true friends in life!

Going Home
Hey all, I'm finally going home from this place, but with that being said, I'm not sure when I'll be able to get on here again, so if you want to keep in touch, private message me with a way to get ahold of you, either email or cell phone. Hope to hear from everyone soon.

Nfl Jersey And Who Can Wear It Better
Show your NFL team spirit. I am having a contest. This contest will run from 12/01/08 to 12/05/08 (midnight to midnight EST) All I need is a photo of you sporting your favorite NFL team. This is a comment bomb contest. First person to have the most comments wins. First prize: 3-Day blast or a pack of blings (ur choice) Second prize : 50,000 f-bucks Third prize: 25,000 fu-bucks Come on and Enter! Need at least 10-people... if you are interested, send me the link to rip your photo of your NFL team. Thanks and have fun!

Just Neeky
now what can I say here...Neeky is a lady i adore...I said that..did I say I am going to marry her?...yes...in time that is what I will do, I asked her already and she will...my God how I love her. It is amazing how you can feel...just the thought of her touch...I will always be there for her...to love and honor her as she deserves to be...to support her, to protect her, to walk beside her...and always desire her...I love you my sweet, you are truly a beutiful person

The Memory
I missed him; I was lost without his guidance. I had left the safety of his home, my prison, my security. Now I was lost, wandering around through the real world once again. I needed him; I needed him to lead me; I needed him to tell me what to do; I needed him to make me feel alive. He had shown me myself, who I could be, what I could be, the ways of life and love. He had shown me pain and pleasure, suffering and release, how to be the person I was trapped inside. I wanted to go back to him; I didn’t think I could live my life now without him. I stepped into the bathroom and started the water in the shower. I wanted it to scald me; I needed some type of pain. The steady flow of water beating into the glass door was soothing. I pulled my robe and let it drop to my feet. I slowly examined myself in the mirror as I was waiting. My skin was milky white except for that one spot; that one blemish I had so eagerly allowed to occur. My hand absently strayed to my hip where the

Is Destiny Calling
I can answer the questions I´m asking myself Although I´m reaching deeper I taste the words They want to scream I feel detached Flying high Am I really here Should I let go or hold tight Is destiny calling I look into your eyes I believe you You are my sunrise I trust you Its you I am alive So now I need you You kiss my hurts goodbye I like falling asleep within your web of silk My breathing brings you nearer I hear your voice The silent words love scorching love Blessed for sights Am I really here Should I let go or hold tight Is destiny calling

Good , The Bad, And The Cranky.
OK , BACK TO WRITE MORE CRAP FOR FOLK TO READ...LOL...OK SO THANKSGIVING IS OVER, THINGS AROUND MY FAMILY ON TURKEY DAY OR X-MAS IS SO BAD...AND I DONT WANA GO, CAUSE IT SUCKS EVERY DAMN YEAR....FOLKS ARE GREEDY, SELFISH,SELF ABSORBED AND GET ON MY NERVES....OK FOR EXSAMPLE THIS YEAR, WE WERE TO GET TOGETHER FOR THANKSGIVING AND HAVE TURKEY, AND ALL THAT OTHER STUFF....WELL IT DIDNT QUITE HAPPEN THAT WAY..WHAT HAPPENED WAS ONE PERSON, YES THATS RIGHT ONE BACKED OUT ON THE MEAL, THE WHOLE THING WAS OFF.... AS FAR AS BUYING FOOD NOW I BRING FOOD EVEN WHEN IM NOT ASKED TOO SO AS FOR ME I WAS DOIN MY PART... ITS NOT LIKE THAT PERSON WAS PAYING FOR IT OUT OF POCKET AND ILL TELL U WHY....THIS PERSON WAS BUYING WITH FOOD STAMPS, THESE ARE GIVEN TO FAMILYS WITH LOW OR NO INCOME ......SO I SAY KEEP THEM I COULD HAVE BOUGHT MORE TO COMP FOR THE BREAK IN THE CHAIN BUT NOOOOOOOOO PEOPLE GOTS TO BE GREEDY ,BECAUSE THEY DIDNT GET THEIR WAY, OR DIDNT PITCH IN TO DINNER, SO THEY WENT TO GO EAT FOR FRE

The Old Ways Are Best
SCHOOL -- 1957 vs. 2007 Scenario: Jack goes quail hunting before school, pulls into school parking lot with shotgun in gun rack. 1957 - Vice Principal comes over, looks at Jack's shotgun, goes to his car and gets his shotgun to show Jack. 2007 - School goes into lock down, FBI called, Jack hauled off to Jail and never sees his truck or gun again. Counselors called in for Traumatized students and teachers. Scenario : Johnny and Mark get into a fistfight after school. 1957 - Crowd gathers. Mark wins. Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up buddies. 2007 - Police called, SWAT team arrives, arrests Johnny and Mark. Charge them with assault, both expelled even though Johnny started it. Scenario: Jeffrey won't be still in class, disrupts other students. 1957 - Jeffrey sent to office and given a good paddling by the Principal. Returns to class, sits still and does not disrupt class again. 2007 - Jeffrey given huge doses of Ritalin Becomes a zombie. Tested

Creative Cuts
Editing Your Life Our lives can be compared to an ongoing movie script over which we have complete creative control. Within us lies the power to examine what works or isn’t working in our lives and make “edits” to our life’s script, accordingly. Choosing to actively edit your life can be incredibly empowering. As you evolve, you have the choice to accept the script you’ve written thus far or edit it so you can create a life that fulfills you. You can cut out from your life’s script what is no longer working for you. Acknowledging that you are responsible for the experience you create gives you the ability to create the life you’ve always longed for. Granted, editing your real life isn’t always as easy as erasing a line of text. If you’ve carried emotional baggage or held on to an unhealthy relationship for a long time, these may be difficult to edit out. But when you do cut out what isn’t working from your life, you’ll feel lighter and more alive. Editing out activities that you

From This Moment On
(I do swear that I'll always be there. I'd give anything and everything and I will always care. Through weakness and strength, happiness and sorrow, for better for worse, I will love you with every beat of my heart.) From this moment life has begun From this moment you are the one Right beside you is where I belong From this moment on From this moment I have been blessed I live only for your happiness And for your love I'd give my last breath From this moment on I give my hand to you with all my heart Can't wait to live my life with you, can't wait to start You and I will never be apart My dreams came true because of you From this moment as long as I live I will love you, I promise you this There is nothing I wouldn't give From this moment on You're the reason I believe in love And you're the answer to my prayers from up above All we need is just the two of us My dreams came true because of you From this moment as long as I live I will love you, I pr

Oil And Leather
She could feel her nipples getting harder as they brushed against the silky lining of her coat. A wicked smile crossed her lips. "Working late, is he? We'll see about that!" she thought. The chill from the night air heightened her anticipation and she walked a little faster. Working late into the evening, he thought he was alone in his dimly lit office. The plush carpeting and soft leather furniture were a poor replacement for the familiar surroundings of home. But there was still something comforting about his office. The small touches of personal items helped to make the days and evenings less stressful. Sometimes just looking around at a framed picture of a familiar face or the bouquet of fresh flowers she had sent was enough to soothe and inspire him to do the job at hand and move on. In his desk drawer he kept the scarf she was wearing the last time they met. He took it out and held it to his nose. On it, he could still smell the perfumed scent she had been wearing. I

Wal Mart Associate Dies!!!
NEW YORK – A Wal-Mart worker was killed Friday when "out-of-control" shoppers desperate for bargains broke down the doors at a 5 a.m. sale. Other workers were trampled as they tried to rescue the man, and customers shouted angrily and kept shopping when store officials said they were closing because of the death, police and witnesses said. At least four other people, including a woman who was eight months pregnant, were taken to hospitals for observation or minor injuries, and the store in Valley Stream on Long Island closed for several hours before reopening. Shoppers stepped over the man on the ground and streamed into the store. When told to leave, they complained that they had been in line since Thursday morning. Nassau police said about 2,000 people were gathered outside the store doors at the mall about 20 miles east of Manhattan. The impatient crowd knocked the man, identified by police as Jdimytai Damour of Queens, to the ground as he opened the doors, leaving a metal

She Thinks She Needs Me
Andy Griggs - She thinks I walk on water She thinks I hung the moon She tells me every morning, "They just don't make men like you" She thinks I’ve got it together She swears I’m as tough as nails But I don’t have the heart to tell her She don’t know me that well She don’t know how much I need her She don’t know I’d fall apart Without her kiss, without her touch Without her faithful, loving arms She don’t know that it’s all about her She don’t know I can’t live without her She’s my world, she’s my everything And she thinks she needs me Sometimes she cries on my shoulder When she’s lying next to me But she don’t know that when I hold her That she’s really holding me, holding me She don’t know how much I need her She don’t know I’d fall apart Without her kiss, without her touch Without her faithful, loving arms She don’t know that it’s all about her She don’t know I can’t live without her She’s my world, she’s my everything

Sooo
so im sitting here at work having an already stressful night when security comes running in the lobby saying someone busted out a room window in an argument....so i call the cops they show up and 2 girls both 19 were drunk...and the dude that did it was hiding in the one girls car...turns out he had a warrant out for his arrest for burglary outta miami...so they hauled him off to jail and i told the cops that we will just keep their belongings until they paid us....turns out the card they used for incidentals on the room wasnt any good...so yay dramma llama in the house

Times Almost Up What Are You Waiting For
WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR? It's happyhour and he's got fast rate pic. Don't mizz out his auto 11's are pumping too. So hurry on over they wont be on for much longer... YOU ALL KNOW WHAT TO DO JUST CLICK ON THE PIC AND IT WILL TAKE YOU TO HIS PROFILE.. AUTO 11S ON JONLEE74 FU-BROTHER TO JUJU AND OWNED BY Life's a Beach@ fubar HIT HIM HARD EVERYONE

Just An Horoscope
Aries Horoscopes (Mar 21 - Apr 19) For the Week of Nov 24th, 2008 -- The thirst for excitement can be so strong that you lose a little bit of self-control this weekend. Impulsive words or actions could break down doors and connect you with someone who rocks your world. But carelessness might rub a sensitive partner the wrong way, so think twice to avoid saying something you'll regret. oh well, there was passion and impulsivity, but also a lot of care, so...

Yes I Write Poetry Too Lol
Love Pheonix Rising Two hearts were searching, yearning and aching for something missing Going through the motions of fake love and false hopes Self destructing and sinking further in the depths of despair Love the phoenix rising One rainy day two hearts saw a rainbow In the melting of a nervous kiss Two hearts knew they belonged with each other Love the phoenix rising Bodies blending as one the unlocking of a sacred bond Tears of joy, tears of passion Falling deeper in love Love the phonix rising Time ticked by in the evolution of one full moon The something missing became vividly clear Two hearts began to meld into one Love the phoenix rising sacred covenant of two becoming one no witnesses but the higher up Two hearts became one Love phoenix rising

I'm F**king Pregnant
This story always cracks me up. Sherry and I were both in the military (stationed in Berlin) and we'd been doing the deed, and yeah she got knocked up, and this could not have come at a worse time, because her parents were flying in to visit with her for a week. So we hadn't decided when or how to tell them, we hadn't figured shit out for ourselves for that matter, and then she's thrust into that position of being around them the entire week. She even had a week of leave so that she could stay at the hotel with them and go around the city seeing the sights. So, every morning, she's puking in the bathroom, morning sickness. And her mom always says "whats wrong?" and Sherry would lie and say "I don't know Ma I went to the doctor and he ran some tests but doesn't know what's wrong". So this goes on EVERY morning for the week, and finally on the day before they were to leave, after Sherry's puke-fest, they are all downstairs at the hotel breakfast buffet, surrounded by strangers,

The Smart Blonde
A blonde woman boards an airplane. She is extremely exhausted and just wants to take a nap. She finally finds her seat and sits down next to a very curious young man. He wants to test the whole dub blonde thing and possibly make some money out of it. "Hey, wanna play a game?" he asks her. "No thank you, i just want to take a nap." "Please, its really easy, all you have to do is answer the questions that i ask you. If you don't know the answer, then you give me five dollars, and if I don't know the answer to your question, then Ill give you five dollars." "I really don't want to do this. I just want to take a nap." "Oh but PLEASE pretty please. Okay, how about if I don't know the answer to your question, I'll give you five hundred dollars." The blonde woman became interested and decided to play the game. "Okay. How many moons does jupiter have?" the young man asked. The woman reached into her purse and took out a five dollar bill. "What goes up the mountain with three legs a

Music Of Life
I was adding a couple of quotes to my music section. Quotes that I've had, but not really thought of in a bit of time. One of them was the following: “Most people live and die with their music still unplayed. They never dare to try.” ~Mary Kay Ash I have to wonder...when I look back at my life, what type of music will it be? Will it be something with soaring highs and crushing lows? Will it be boring? What will it be? The things I've never said...the things I've never done...all gone. The things I've seen and heard and never told anyone of. Potentially lost...

If We Had Sex
If We Had Sex....GAME. don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out). 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you whisper in my ear? 3. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 4. Would you say my name? 5. Would you go down on me? 6. Would you let me give you a hickie? 7. How many rounds would we go? 8. What would you wanna do afterwards? 9. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 10. Would you lick and bite me all over? 11. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 12. Would you want me to take my time? 13. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 14. Where would you wanna "do it"? 15. Would you be loud or quiet? 16. Would you mind if i liked you? 17. Would you do it today? 18. Would you do it tomorrow? 19. Would you call me in the morning? 20. Are you going to re-post these so I can

And The Winners For 11/28-29 Are .....
THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO PARTICIPATED !!! HERE ARE THE RESULTS and WINNERS of Over 5 MILLION FUBUX!!! RACE, RACE, RACE! CHECKERED FLAG BLING Winners are… . ~Mystic Night~ ☠ Gina ☠ ~†Ð¿ GøThÏ¢†§ø£d0.î£r†~ The Grand Prize Drawings for Over 5 Mil Fubux was a smashing success. And the Winners are ….. 2 million fubux Carrie 1.5 mil Fubux Prince$$ 1 mil Fubux sexyleelee29 The BlingBux Folder was again another great success. With over 50 Entries, the 6 Winners of 150k FuBux Random Daily Drawing are: DAY 1 canu

Officer Candidate School
I'm off to Officer Candidate School for the NC Army National Guard. The Mrs. wouldn't let me go active duty so I figure join the Guard since they also help with disaster relief and such. I leave on January 19th and scheduled graduation date is March 21st. I'm a little nervous and excited at the same time. I'm in shape for it and can't wait to get it over with. It would mean that I've accomplished 2/3 dreams in my life on how I want to live it when I'm done. WOOHOO!!!

10 Ways To Be Unhappy
Make little things bother you. Don’t just let them, make them. Lose your perspective on things and keep it lost: don’t put first things first. Find yourself a good worry, one about which you cannot do anything. Be a perfectionist, which means not that you work hard to do your best, but that you condemn yourself and others for not achieving perfection. Be right. Be always right. Be the only one who is always right, and be rigid in your rightness. Don’t trust or believe people, or accept them at anything but their worst and weakest. Be suspicious. Insist that others always have hidden motives. Always compare yourself unfavorably to others. This guarantees instant misery. Take personally everything that happens to you. Don’t give yourself whole-heartedly to anyone or anything. so do u wanna be UNHAPPY or HAPPY????

Dying
Dying Only the dark night and stars cover us The sounds of rustling in the forest Creatures that are nocturnal Their eyes peer at our passionate crest Like waves crashing on the shore We lay by the cool clear lake Each drop of passion creates ripples The moon jealous of the Love We Make Your scent fills my lungs again Your touch brings life to my flesh Your kiss melts me in desire Your body and mine now mesh When two become one like this The world seems to just stop As we enter each others fantasies Love grow with each lust filled drop Hands grip tighter now As our breathing grows short Each kiss lick taste and touch Brings forth a new retort As Our Love is renewed again Next to My Angel I am lying My heart can beat once again To my loneliness I am Dying

I Don't Care If I Lose Friends Over This.....
Month one Mommy I am only 4 inches long but I have all my organs I love the sound of your voice The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby Month Two Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though It is so nice and warm in here Month Three You know what Mommy I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy I always want you to be happy I don't like it when you cry You sound so sad It makes me sad too and I cry with you even though you can't hear me Month Four Mommy my hair is starting to grow It is very short and fine but I will have a lot of it I spend a lot of my time exercising I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs I am becoming quite good at it too Month Five You went to the doctor today Mommy, he lied to you He said that I'm not a baby...

Feeling Like Sh*t
I really am feeling like that...and i really don't know what to do... I do everything for him... I give my everything to him... and i always do something "wrong"... I always piss him off somehow... it seems like it's never good enough... I'm not good enough... I love him with all my heart...more then he will never know... but it's not enough... i'm feeling like shit... can't you tell?!...

Its Me Too
I dont mean to come off as a whiner here because i realize that there are some people that would trade their life for mine .Just once, I'd like to wake up and go through a day without something else hurting. i'm a mess there isn't one day that goes by where i don't feel like crying. i'm undersexed, underpaid and overworked. i suffer from ADD, Attached, Deprived, Downtrodden. i have a body by budwieser, a face for radio and more chins than a chinese phonebook. if something actually went right for me i'd die of shock. i'm a complete loser. if you looked up failure in the dictionary, you'd see a picture of me. Most days here, i just think of the mess i'm in and all the bad things that happened here the last 2 years and i just want to cry

It's Really Over.
Jeremy and I are now over, even though we never really started. If you haven't been paying attention to the ongoing drama in my life, Jer had come back into my life and I was supposed to go out to Cali to see him in a month. Well, I'm not going. At all. Period. End of story. Jeremy has always had a thing for drugs. Well, he started smoking weed recreationally, which didn't bother me, because it wasn't ruining his life. Then he started with talking about going to a doctor and paying him 120 to get a medicine card so he can smoke it 'legally'. I was sketchy about it, but I said 'whatever, if it keeps you out of jail'. Well, that talk progressed to talking about selling it. Right there I said no. I'm not dealing with that again. I'm not going through the jail with him again. Well, since he left, he has been egging me on to tell him I love him. Kept asking questions like 'you love me, don't you?' 'Why are you coming out here? Why don't you just tell me?' He kept telling me

Spending Time Alone With My Thoughts
brown on brown hair and eyes brown and peach each intertwined thighs cats mewing in the background beats grooving harmony with the sound you want your fantasy glad u seek me maybe you'll love me u told me i produce with my nehru bald, with my 64 shoes i draw the bubble bath and u say u already showered nah baby i want u all hours comply and i shave past yer thighs under yer watching eyes never nip as i clip even if if it is 4 a man 2nite he's not here i dry u w/ yer favorite towel baby oil that i warmed that u thought was my secret that never come out go and rest to your bed red your head blindfold and do you want to be fed? strawberries, cherries celery 2 make make u crunch while i prepare the candles dont peek to get a hunch turning u over to warm u up with oil while kissing yer toes so pretty i've always looked at them u never known rubbing yer back rubbing yer neck rubbing yer thighs u ask y am i in the suit it is only 4 yer surp

Lost Again
Lost Again As the winds died down and the rain slowed I felt my heart would never be the same As she seemed to float passed my eyes In her wake a sweet smell remained I was caught off guard by her beauty In a moment I was made so weak in her eyes As time stood still the sun stopped Her name is the passion my soul cries Never so weak and never so strong Yet like a ghost my hands passed through The air flowing through her wings Lifting high above into the sky so blue As quickly as she came she was gone This vision has left my sight Yet the memory haunts me so And I lay cold and alone every night A moment in time lost forever A whisper of a lost chance Longing to hold you close our bodies Creating the music of a lovers dance

I Love U
I Love You With my every breath, With all I have left, From the deepest depths, Of my heart, I love you. With all of my strength, With ten miles' length, Every thought I think, I think that I love you. For the length of forever, As long as we're together, Through good and bad weather, For always, I love you. Until the very end of days, Until God takes my breath away, Until death separates our ways, Until then, I love you. When no one is there, When you think no one cares, When love seems too rare, Remember, I love you. When everything's gone, When all has withdrawn, When hopelessness dawns, Don't forget, I love you. When you fall down, When your dreams come unwound, When hope can't be found, Be happy, I love you. When you make mistakes, When you're filled with hate, When you're old and gray, Even then, I'll love you.

Back Home Again
I'd like to thank everyone for the well wishes while I was in the hospital ♥. And a special thanks to Vanima for the extra help :D I'm feel so much better now, and they discharged me today. I have some antibiotics and what not that I have to be on for another two weeks... ...But at least I had a hot doctor!

Please Complete Below
1 Your current age 2 Can you cook well 3 Do you like to keep a cean home 4 Do you have a current driver's license 5 Do you like children 6 Are you willing to work all day in my home and fuck me all night to my hearts content 7 Dick size 8 How many o's can you have in one night 9 Are you willing to eat pussy 10 Is there anything you wont do 11 Can you keep your mouth shut about your job 12 Are you willing to be at my beck and call 13 When can you start 14 If terminated, you must leave immediately, can you handle that? 15 Marriage is not an option....leave your heart at the door....I'll let you know if you are allowed to cross over from man-slave to more.

What If?
On a crisp winter eve, you walk into the house, and find the lights down, a fire in the fireplace, the candles lit, and music playing. As you make your way farther into the room, he slips behind you, wrapping his arms about you, his hands grasping you wherever they might fall, and he pulls you back into himself. Holding you tightly, he leans over, kisses the nape of your neck, nibbles about your ears, and he puffs a gentle breath over your shoulder and through the crevice formed by your glowing breasts. When you try to speak, he gently places a single finger across your lips and whispers, "Not yet". As he spins you around in his arms, you look about the room and see a bottle on ice with two glasses, you see a comfortable place set before the glowing fire, and nearby you see your "toy box" warming in the radiating heat. Gazing longingly into your eyes and kissing you passionately, his intentions are clear, his desire is obvious, and his passion strains against the material restrainin

Swimming A Witch
'Swimming a witch' and other medieval tortures Poor witches. They have a long history of being punished and persecuted. And yet witch-hunting might even be described as an art -- or craft -- when you consider the many means used to exterminate them. A few remedies have stood the test of time, however. Here's a short list of tried-and-true methods for removal, just in case: "Swimming the witch" Everybody knows witches and water don't mix -- remember what happened to the Wicked Witch of the West in "The Wizard of Oz"? But where does the expression "swimming the witch" come from? During medieval times, a popular way to test a person's witch quotient was to tie up and weigh down the accused (usually a woman) and throw her into a body of water. If she drowned, she was innocent. If she floated, she was a witch -- and then could ritualistically be punished for surviving. "Swimming the witch" may have been inspired by the baptism tradition that anoints believers into a

Mad
we live in a world where you have to be perfect on looks and body with money no one see's who you truly are.... no one is perfect we have all are flaws and down falls in life what give us the right to say you are ugly or scary looking, i know i am not best looking at least i have a heart and respect everyone who respects me as a person not as a object... to all those who bash on a person for their looks on the out side are nothing more than dumb fucking cunt bubble cum drinking ass lick shit stuffin bitch made bums nut sack.. fuck you who ever bash upon some one weight health problems or their family fuck you all good night and dont let the door knob fuck you in the smelly goat ass...

Very Important
Well I'm going thru a very hard time in my life right now. I can't find a good job and my love life is just a joke and I don't know if I can take it anymore in AZ. I love it here without a doubt but recent events are causing me to want to run away.... What should I do?? Stay in AZ and try to tough it out or run away back home to PA?? I need POSITIVE advise!!!

Okay...lol...
so i've been reposting a bunch of stuff from my other blogs, that i posted at earlier times and that seem to fit my current moods for whatever reason that may be... Now see the thing about it is, I most often use songs to communicate a feeling or emotion or just because it reminded me of myself or someone i love or know... and right now this is the song... I'm standing at the crossroads in life, and I don't know where to go. You know you've got my heart babe, but my music's got my soul. Let me play it one more time, I'll tell the truth and make it rhyme, And hope they understand me. Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray the Lord my soul to keep. If I die before I wake, feed Jake, he's been a good dog, My best friend right through it all, if I die before I wake, Feed Jake Now Broadway's like a sewer, bums and hookers everywhere. Whino's passed out on the side walk, doesn't anybody care. Some say he's worthless, just let him be. But I for one would have to disagree.

L.o.v.e
L.O.V.E. a little four letter word that can mean so much, both good and bad. some people love their cars, their house, material things like that. but what does love mean to you? how do you describe such a thing to someone? how do you prove you love someone? when life gets you down, thats when true love comes in to save you. love for you family. love for you friends...your friends that you know will be there through thick and thin. but how do you know when you love someone or when your in love? is it when you look at someone and your whole day brightens just because their there? is it when you go shopping for yourself and everything you see reminds you of someone else? is it when everytime the phones rings, your hoping its them on the other end? is it when their the first thing on your mind in the morning and the last thing on your mind before you go to sleep? is it when you cant sleep without them beside you? is it when you cant get that other person off your mind? is it when your alwa

Homelessness In Vancouver
The homelessness situation has (I think) become a bit out of control - especially in the lower mainland. There is nothing more disheartening than leaving your nice warm house in the morning and seeing people covered in garbage bags walk around picking up pop bottles and placing them into shopping carts... Everyone needs a home. It's one of our basic needs along with food and clothing. Homelessness in Vancouver is growing at a phenomenal rate and is impacting everyone. According to the GVRD, homelessness has doubled in the Greater Vancouver region between 2002 and 2005. It has been stated repeatedly in the media that it has become such a huge problem that it could triple by the time the 2010 Olympics. There is enough shelter for everyone - no one needs to be living on the streets. It's time the government works together with the communities that are effected and does something for assisting those who are "housing challenged". If there was more affordable housing and more suppo

Things I Hate
1. Stupid people....damn u dont even know...it really really takes a lot 2 get me angry...but wow some people r just sooooo special... 2. People driving real slow in from of u ....especially driving below the speed limit .....i wish i could just push them out of the wayyyyy!!lol 3. Hoes....male and female....what happened 2 having morals? 4. Arrogance....keep tellin urself ur better than everyone...in the end u ll realize ur not 5. Jealously.....look at urself and deal with ur insecurities b4 u start talking ish about others (especially when u dont even know them...come on now..).... 6. Immaturity.......ur an adult...grow the f up already! well...... that is all.....

One Night Of Lust... (whom Its To Is Personal)
you wisper in my ear your fingures touch me so gently you know what i want i know you want the same slowly undress a kiss so soft and sweet your breath on my neck sends chills down my spin your touch makes my body tingle your voice makes me want to beg beg for your body beg for your affection beg for your pleasure the warmth of your body leaves as you pull away from me i wish to hear my name in a wisper as it escapes from your sexy lips touch me again kiss me again show me again how our one night of lust happened

Polyamory Vs Swing Lifestyle
I have been giving this subject matter (a debate actually) some thought, given I am active in both lifestyles; Polyamory and the Swing Lifestyle. I think that sometimes there is some confusion when vanilla (a term used for those NOT participating in the lifestyle) people ask me about either of the lifestyles because they will ask me questions about polyamory and the questions lean toward swing. The two are completely different lifestyles that may or may not be combined to provide an even more complex dynamic in a couples’ relationships. I believe that it is the combination of the two in a lot of relationships that causes some to jump to conclusions when trying to put the pieces of the puzzle together for themselves in order to determine if the situation is something that is of interest to them (and they can get over the whole “living outside the box” aspect of things- Most can’t/won’t). Polyamory, as I have provided the wikipedia references for before, is really not a sexually based

Jus Sayin
idk how to start this but to jus say whats on my mind... I thought that I had met the woman of my "dreams" (dare i say). I met this person here on fubar abt 10 months ago. we hit it off really well and it continued to go well over the span of time....until recently that is. well she lives in LA, thats Louisiana (not to get confused with cali) and I am here in Missouri. She told me that she would come and see me for thanksgiving wk since she had that wk off from work. Originally she was to come up and see me for a couple days and then I go back to Louisiana with her until I was suppose to be back in Missouri. Well needless to say those plans didnt really work out like I wanted em to. She never showed up like she said and thus ruined my plans. Heres the twist...prior to all this I have told her that I have a really big issue with ppl tellin me that they are gonna do something and then never do it. And here is where I'm cought up on...I love this person, more than I ha

Great Truths....lmao!
Summary of Life GREAT TRUTHS THAT LITTLE CHILDREN HAVE LEARNED: 1) No matter how hard you try, you can't baptize cats. 2) When your Mum is mad at your Dad, don't let her brush your hair. 3) If your sister hits you, don't hit her back. They always catch the second person. 4) Never ask your 3-year old brother to hold a tomato. 5) You can't trust dogs to watch your food. 6) Don't sneeze when someone is cutting your hair. 7) Never hold a Dust-Buster and a cat at the same time. 8) You can't hide a piece of broccoli in a glass of milk. 9) Don't wear polka-dot underwear under white shorts. 10) The best place to be when you're sad is Grandpa's lap. GREAT TRUTHS THAT ADULTS HAVE LEARNED: 1) Raising teenagers is like nailing jelly to a tree. 2) Wrinkles don't hurt. 3) Families are like fudge...mostly sweet, with a few nuts. 4) Today's mighty oak is just yesterday's nut that held its ground. 5) Laughing is good exercise. It's like jogging on the inside.

Passing Of Family
Death may be a fact of life yes. And alot of people do believe that it comes in threes. But as far as I am concerned it is one of the worst parts of life there os. No matter how inevitable it maybe. And as for it comes in threes well this is nothing but a bunch of crap. So far in the past 4 months alone. Me and my fiance have lost 4 Family members alone. An uncle, Grandfather(his), but the wors loses of all was both of our fathers have just passed away within months apart. Both of our fathers were the greatest men that anyone could ever have asked to know. And yet both of them were riped away from us unfairly. I know that death is never fair and my dad did leave a rich fuffiling long life. But my father in law did have more time if only the doctors would not have failed him. And so here I am trying to hold it together for my fiances sake. Hoping I dont fall apart trying to hide all of my hurt, anger, frustration, and at the same time hurt and the feeling that I should have done more. I

The Brave Shall Live Forever
Lo, There do I see my Father Lo, There do I see my Mother and My Brothers and my Sisters Lo, There do I see the line of my people back to the begining Lo, They do call to me They bid me take my place among them in the halls of Valhalla Where thine enemies have been vanquished Where the brave shall live Forever Nor shall we mourn but rejoice for those that have died the glorious death.

Hi Almost To Disciple....thank You!
Wow I have to say it once again....Thanks Again for such a "great weekend" on here with my Auto 11's that I had running. You all RAWK thats for sure. I appreciate all of you who came to my page and rated, rated, and rated, hope that click finger is ok....again a very special ty to my "family girl" Wicked_Wanda who made a little xtra special efforts in helping me......gain more points.....hope you all did too! Have a great week everybody and "happy holidays......muah to all of you! DiamondMySpace Graphics & MySpace Layouts Deb

Toooooo Skinny!
Good Morning. Has anyone been to the grocery store and seen this magazine in the check-out line racks? SHAPE, well you can’t miss it, it is spouting a picture of Faith Hill on the cover with a yellow swim suit cover up which should have covered her more. I say this because I for one think she looks terrible in this shot. If this is what women are choosing to become: Under nourished Skinny, and looking like you haven’t ate in weeks? Then call me switching sides…I will take the gay train…jokingly not serious but my gosh does she look like skin stretched over the bone…. Here is what one writer called that article and I say he was right on! WARNING! ARTICLE CLAIMS DIET AND EXERCISE GAVE 41-YEAR-OLD CELEBRITY A BODY THIS SPECTACULAR. SHE'S ACTUALLY PROBABLY HAD PLASTIC SURGERY, A PERSONAL CHEF, AND HOURS WITH A TRAINER, AND A LITTLE HELP FROM PHOTOSHOP, SO BEFORE YOU START FEELING GLUM, JUST REMEMBER WHAT YOU'RE LOOKING AT IS AN ILLUSION, A MANUFACTURED IMAGE TO SELL MAGAZINES DESIGNED T

China.
WTF is wrong with china? i wont even say that im not reffering to EVERYONE in china because i think i am! fuck i think ive turned racist against chinese people! i just so have to fucking blog about this because china has done too much harm not only against filipinos but to other countries too. first the lead scandal! why do u put this fucking poisonous stuff in childrens toys!?!? do you know how many babies got sick because of this! why does almost everything have to be fucking made in china! and the melamine scandal! why do u use this stuff on milk?! even in infants formula? you guys are fucking sick! you dont care about the health of people, all you chinese people care about are yourselves! oh and the animal cruelty your doing?! YOUR MINDS ARE TWISTED!!! (check out my "reality" album) and this goes out to all the people who think animal cruelty is ok. Ive got two words for you china Karma Bitch!

Play My Game...
Hi...My name is... Wanna play with me? I have lots of toys Tons of masks... You can be whatever you want in here I have smiley ones, scary ones Silly clowns, sad puppies Take your time and see... We can play all the time if you want I've worn these masks so long I can't feel Help me play my games... Show me what real tears feel like Can I taste yours? You make me smile I like the way you play Serious is no fun... I like to play so much more Hee Hee...silly face Play dirty face with me Hope you don't get scared... Nothing in my place can hurt you We can be anything we want in here Nevermind the taste... Just a little blood Sweet red copper Is that a smile or a shadow? Come on...U know you wanna laugh Laugh me some tears...

It Would Be Heaven!!!!
It would be heaven if I could wrap my love around you,Letting the warmth and silky softness of it caress you,Awaken you, Remind you how desired you are. It would be heaven if I could kiss the top of your head and work my way down to your toes to show how completely I adore you. It would be heaven if instead of daydreaming this, I could take you by the hand,close the door behind us and weave whispers and sighs all through the privacy of our own little heaven. But until the moment comes when I do all those things and more Remember each and everyday brings us that much closer to being together.... And I promise you this, When we are it will be heaven..

This Is How It Is And Always Will Be
Ok, yes, guys do screw up alot, I understand. We may pee on the seat that we will leave up when we are done, sorry. We will forever choose "The Game" over going to the mall or the party or your mom's, sorry. We do fart and burp in public places on occasion at the worst time possible, not always on purpose, sorry. We piss you off with the things we say, or do, or try, or screw up, again, sorry. But come on, cut us some slack. Its hard to be us with YOU around, I mean, do you know how LONG we held that fart trying to find a "safe zone"? Guess what, there isn't a safe zone in the GAP. Don't call us barberians for watching the game instead of wanting to go out. We grew up watching the game with our dads, then our friends, tand now with you. Its a very sacred bond between father and son for most men, please don't mess that up for us with nagging us to death. And yes, we are screw up. Suprise, suprise. We have been screwing up since time began. We don't always get it right, but giv

Lets Ride...
Here kitty kitty.... Come and ride a camel Gonna be a roller coaster ride Hope you don't get sick You have sharp claws lil kitty kat I can't escape this ride Humpity bump bump... Careful in the dark tunnel Low clearance, Watch yer head... There is darkness inside me Ride with me, bring a flashlight Take a trip, see ya next fall Cotton Candy tasty lips... My life isn't what it was Who cares As long as the ride stays fast and fun Theres a light at the end of the tunnel... Hope it's not a train This is the face I've never smiled before See the feel I've never felt before Feel the see I've never seen I'll take the ride little kitty... Don't forget yer seat belt

Diabolus/deus
My God lives in the machine Diabolus Ex Machina Deus Ex Librate Pick up the pieces I've got a life of my own Put on your eyes Look into my darkened mind Bitch and scream Cry and dream Welcome to my nightmare The less I hear The less you say Answers unclear Missing the questions Breaking on the edge I'm happy on the nails Belief in a lie So high I can hear heaven Does heaven hear me?

Fucking New York
About 3 months ago I got pulled over on the bike in New York State, just south of the Hawk's Nest on Route 97. THere was no dollar amount on the fine, and being so far away, I just pled guilty and mailed it in. Last week I got the letter from the town I had been pulled over in. TWO HUNDRED EIGHTY FIVE DOLLARS!!!! That's right....and that's what I call GREED. Little steep for a speeding ticket, eh?? To add insult to financial injury, the State of New York assessed points to my name, and are requiring another THREE HUNDRED for the DOT of New York State. So, let's do a little math......FIVE HUNDRED EIGHTY FIVE DOLLARS for a speeding ticket. If you are reading this, and like to take off into the Delaware watershed, or elsewhere in New York and have a tendency to speed, you may want to reconsider. As for me, I will not be giving my money to the state, businesses, or people of New York from now on. Fucking greedy bastards......I guess for a state that promotes tourism so much, th

My Bcs Rant
You can't be serious. Well, of course they're serious. I told everyone three days ago the BCS would pick OU for the 2nd place ranking. There are certain teams that have enough clout to get their way, and OU is one of those teams. Separate all of the bullshit from the ranking and one fact remains. It's a three-way tie. If they take Tech out of the equation (btw, 7th place is a slap in the face), you have two teams left. One of those teams beat the other one in head-to-head competition. That's it. The buck stops there. Texas beat OU. Period. What do you mean OU gets the nod??? Because they beat the shit out of OK State this weekend, and we pulled out our first string to have some pity on A&M?? You're telling me the coaches are so biased that they fail to see the black and white truth in favor of their mood at the end of the season? God I hope UT pitches the bitch fit to end all bitch fits. If you can't trust your coaches to make an unbiased decision, then go to a pl

Chicken Hauler
Aardvark - also anteater. A big rig with a long, droopy nose, suggesting that it is attacking an ant colony. First use was when Kenworth introduced its T600 in the mid-'80s. Affirmative - yes, or 10-4. Alligator - a piece of tire on the road. It looks like an alligator sunning itself on the highway. a tread or recap from a blown tire. Creates a road hazard. Rel. Baby alligators or bait: bits and pieces of a blown tire. Alamo - San Antonio, TX. Astrodome or Dome - Houston, TX. Back or come back - "I'm finished transmitting, talk back to me." Back door - behind you or to the rear. "You got a bear on the back door, about a mile back." Also the rear truck of a caravan. Back it down - used to tell another driver to get his foot off the accelerator and reduce speed. "You got a construction zone up here, back it down." Also "back it off." Back row - the area at some truck stops where hookers hang out. Badger - Wisconsin. Bakkards - Backwards Bama - Alabama Ba

Happiness
I have been here before but it isn’t the same, He’s genuine, he’s unique it’s hard to explain. Many will profess many things it is true, But this special person is definitely new! He’s been a gentleman through and through since we have met, And I know in my heart this I will continue to get. Respectful and loving it’s hard to believe, To find this gentle man who is caring to me! I dedicate this poem so you know, To a man that my friendship continues to grow. We have not met as yet and may never will, But to meet him would be a fantasy forfilled. So you know, dear new friend I am thinking of you, Can’t wait to hear from you, I miss you I so do. Come back to me dear all safe and sound, To continue the special bond that we found!

My Possibilities
My love as I lay upon my pillow and gaze into the light. I wonder how it will be when we first meet for the first time, Will you still love me and want to keep me close to your heart? I wonder how it will be to hold you in my arms, Will you accept me as I am and tell me that you don’t ever want to part? I wonder how it will be to kiss your soft lips, Will you in return kiss me and tell me how you want a brand new start? I wonder how it feels to touch your silky skin, Will you let me and feel the warmth deep within? I wonder how it will be to caress your beautiful face, Will you gaze into my eyes and tell me that I have filled that empty space? All I want is to see you, embrace you, kiss you and if you let me . . . make love to you at a slow pace.

Abc's Of Being A Woman
A is for Arteries. You know, the things that your ex-girlfriend ripped out because she really didn't care for you you twit she was only after your money and could have given a shit about you. B is for Bitter. Who, me?? No way. I really hope things between them do work out. I hope they get married and have 2 children that are little devils and her hips get huge and his eyebrows finally grow completely together and they get fat and old together and then DIE!! C is for Call ya later.She won't. She never has before. D is for Dumped. Does D need to be explained? E is for Eating like a pig. Remember when you took her out and she said "I'm not hungry" so you figured you could take her to a nice place because you were able to afford a nice meal at this fine restaurant. Then she ate more than your Uncle Roy (you remember Uncle Roy the one with the mustard stains on everything). So you flip the bill and are broke for the next two weeks and she wonders why you were unable to cal

You - Evanescence
The words have been drained from this pencil Sweet words that I want to give you And I can't sleep I need to tell you Goodnight When we're together, I feel perfect When I'm pulled away from you, I fall apart All you say is sacred to me Your eyes are so blue I can't look away As we lay in the stillness You whisper to me Amy, marry me Promise you'll stay with me Oh you don't have to ask me You know you're all that I live for You know I'd die just to hold you Stay with you Somehow I'll show you That you are my night sky I've always been right behind you Now I'll always be right beside you So many nights I cried myself to sleep Now that you love me, I love myself I never thought I would say this I never thought there'd be You

Fairy Tale
Dreamland awaits you, Close your eyes, Imagine you and I, Close as breath, Skin upon skin, Lips touching, For you taste of Raspberries, sweetly irresistible, The fragrance of you, Takes my breath away, I am burning inside, A torch of fire, Burning fuel of passion, For you are my desire, My heart beats with every breath, You are my destiny, Your eyes evade me, deep, dark, mysterious, I am your slave, Your love has captured me, Grab my body, Pull me close, Show me your love, In ways I could only dream. Wake me I must be dreaming, This is a fairytale.

All I Want For Christmas.......
All I want for christmas is.......nothing!! I already have everything I need. I have a job, a roof over my head,a job, two dumb dogs and 2 stupid cats, and a few great friends! What more is there to life? Nothing really, I don't need matieral things. So I want nothing for christmas, think I will get it also :) Any ways I hope all of you get what you want, cause I already have everything.

For My Husband
For My Husband. i see you across the room, i feel a shutter run through me and my breathe escapes me. i see you start to move across the room and i feel flush with desire . i can't breath ,you come closer and my heart starts to beat harder. i am shaking now and the anticipation of your voice... your touch, makes me weak and stumbling for words you lean into me and whisper but my mind cannot grasp the words, your breath on my neck, the warmth and dear god your smell so intoxicating i can't think . i feel your hand slide around my waist and i melt into you and kiss you deeply. I am so thankful that you are mine and i am completely yours. I find it hard to believe that after 17 years together, you still have this effect on me.

My New Fu-owner & The Hideaway Auction That Brought Me To Tears....
I am pleased to announce my new FU-Owner!!! KRITTER!!! This is one extraordinary MAN!! This man got into a bidding war with Sleepy and won me for 8million fubux!!! Bringing MzMic speechless & to tears!! Not that fubux mean anything, but the thought that anyone thinks that I could be worth that much really touched my heart. This man goes out of his way to always be there for his friends in any capacity that they might need him, not only here on Fubar, but also as a real life friend also.. So please stop by his page and truely get to know him, don't just do the usual "pervin" of him. kritter: kritter07 enforcer @ The HideAway@ fubar Kritters Stats: He's 5'5" blonde Green eyes,150 Lb. He's divorced and has two kids. He's kids are his world and always come first. Keep it real!!! Kritter enjoys riding motorcycles,going camping,and drawing from time to time. He has been into Physical Therapy for the last 17yrs and considering a change in careers. And This is Sleepy3883 the other

Alter Bridge - Blackbird
Taken from Wikipedia; Blackbird (2006-present) The band started recording their second album in mid 2006. In 2007, with Universal Republic, Alter Bridge released their second album, Blackbird, on October 9th, 2007. The first single from the album, "Rise Today", was released on July 30th, 2007 and was used as the theme song for WWE Unforgiven 2007. On January 2, 2008, "Watch Over You" was officially named the second single for Blackbird. After spending a short amount of time on the rock charts, "Watch Over You" was announced to being less promoted to rock charts due to being released to pop stations everywhere in the later part of April, making it the first Alter Bridge song released to pop radio. "Before Tomorrow Comes" was announced as the third single on April 1st, 2008 and is to be released to radio airplay in the later part of April. The video for "Watch Over You" was released in mid-September 2008. A new version of the video, using clips from VH1's Celebrity Rehab, was relea

December Fetish Auction!
Thats right im up once again in the kinky fetish auction!! Click the link to go buy me!! Here are the offerings! Fu- Bucks bids - Your name added to my name *owned by* - Rate all pictues and stash during happy hour - SFW salute - My yahoo screen name - Access to all NSFW pics - 2 tricked out pictues for you done in photoshop - A Drinks once a week Real money bids (vip, blast) i will add - NSFW salute - Photo shoot for my owner - Private webcam viewing - A Thank you bully and blog entry in your honor - Add as top family for a month - Your name added to my display pic *owned by* BELIEVE ME YOU WONT REGRET IT ;)

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I Dont Belong To Anyone, Got It!
from: Firechief/Found... Online (Hotties Reach Out and Love Someone) United States subject: RE: Just one too many received: 11/26/2008 08:47 pm replied: no block this member Flag as spam THIS IS FUBAR and you need to leave if you think it will get any better. Good luck and tell your friends to kiss the Hotties asses you would have made it but Im sure they wouldnt had..We are cool I like u as former cop the only reason I approached u at all Happy Holidays === 'girlcop1 ( too much drama for this)' wrote the following at '2008-11-26 15:19:23'.. > > Chief, > > I am sorry to say after much consideration I am going to drop out of being a prospect for 2nd Alarm Hotties. I have not only been approached by my very dear friends who's opinions I hold in high regard but I have been approached by just one too many people asking me why? > > I have enough of my own personal dram and just to be on the safe side for me I am going to not add anymore. > > I appreciate

Yes!!! Another Pic Miss Fiona Made For Me!
MAN i am so loved! and so greatful! The beautiful and talented MISS FIONA made another beautiful tage for me! i loves ya sissy! thank you for spoiling me as you do hun!

Come Help The Most Amazing Woman On Fubar Make Oracle !!
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I'm Leaving This Place
Fubar was fun like a year ago, but nobody even talks to me at all on here anymore, and seems like all the kind things people told me, and all the special friends I thought I had......well......just forgot I was even alive. This site was fun at first, but now its got so much "trophy" crap its become the most superficial bullshit site ever. I mean just look at what you all put as our status: "Crush me! Fan me! Buy me a blast! Own me! Give me Love! Auto 11's! Help me level up! Make me a VIP!" Its all gimmy gimmy gimmy......it didn't always used to be this way. I used to think a few people really cared about me on here....but now I log on and all it is is silence. So what's the point of even having an account on here if nobody even wants to talk to me? Oh sure.....one of you might say hi....have a quick 5 min convo and then i wont hear from you again for months. Sooooo.....since im not worth more then a sentence or two a month from no more then a very tiny amount of

Why Care?
to believe in someone believe in something believe in trust when it's broken time and time again showing the truth as you know it in your heart in your soul in your mind it never ends until the day you decide to be carefree...

First Day...orientation!
Can you spell d-i-v-e-r-s-i-t-y? I bet you can! Do you know what it means? Well, you know what? I will tell you! According to the fine, intelligent individuals at American Heritage Dictionary division...ie. yahoo education: di·ver·si·ty audio (d-vûrs-t, d-) KEY NOUN: pl. di·ver·si·ties 1. 1. The fact or quality of being diverse; difference. 2. A point or respect in which things differ. 2. Variety or multiformity: "Charles Darwin saw in the diversity of species the principles of evolution that operated to generate the species: variation, competition and selection" (Scientific American). Thirsty? How about some company koolaide? UHG!!! Four hours of this propaganda I had to endure today! All for a part-time, on call job that I'm not sure I'll even have in two months...depending on how the holiday season goes. I'm hoping this company sees the potential of greatness in me, that I so knowingly project on a first meeting...a

Killer Hair Treatments
4 BEAUTIFUL HAIR KILLER HAIR TREATMENTS: IS YOUR HAIR TRASHED FROM THE DAILY HELL YOU PUT IT THROUGH? WANNA HAVE HAIR LIKE A ROCKSTAR OR A SUPERMODEL?SAVE YOUR PAPER BABY, AND DO IT YOURSELF!HERE'S 9 KEYS TO GREAT LOCKS: *1*Olive Oil Hair Mask Mix 5 tablespoon of olive oil with 2 eggs. Apply throughly to hair. Wrap head with plastic wrap or a shower cap. After 15 minutes rinse well. *2*Honey & Olive Oil Hair Mask -1 Mix 2 tablespoon honey with 3 tablespoon olive oil. Apply throughly to hair. Cover hair with plastic wrap or a shower cap. After 15 minutes shampoo and rinse well. *3*Beautiful Gorgeous Hair Mask After you shampoo your hair, pour 1 cup fresh lemon juice or vinegar through hair and massage and rinse with water. Apply your usual conditioner and wash with water. It will remove all the dirt and your hair will be shine sparkling. Do not repeat this method before 2 weeks. *4*Beautiful Gorgeous Hair Mask Grind fenugreek (methi) seeds soaked in water overnight

Club Mystic Member List
CONGRATS TO ANDEE ON LEVELING! WOOHOOO! NOW LET'S GET FAITH AND EoTwP LEVELED! **EoTwP **@ fubar Insider -----> Fu-King 116,903 Points to go! (+113,639) Faithful1@ fubar Fu-King -----> Godfather 213,839 Points to go! (+140,019) WHEN YOU HAVE THEIR PICS AND STASH FINISHED PLZ HIT THE HOMEPAGE!! WOOT!! Home Page Club Mystic!@ fubar Insider -----> Fu-King 91,157 Points to go! (+69,926) AS USUAL, ANY BEEFS, GRIPES, QUESTIONS, OR SUGGESTIONS SHOULD BE DIRECTED TO ME IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE! THANKS! Home Page Club Mystic!@ fubar Insider -----> Fu-King 91,157 Points to go! (+69,926) Founder CinDragon@ fubar Disciple -----> Prophet 7,947,683 Points to go! (*171,441) Team Captains ~SouthernBaby~@ fubar Disciple -----> Prophet! 11,579,475 Points to go! (+102,826) GUNNY IS TAKING SOME TIME OFF! NOT LEAVING US THOUGH, PLZ CONTINUE TO SHOW HIM LOVE! Gµññý-§ @ fubar Godfather -----> Disciple 4,994,309 Points to go! (+34,258) Resident Wizard ME

Current Giveaways!!!
WE NEED TO BOMB GA'S #27 AND #28 AS WELL AS THE AUTO-11 ONE, PPL ARE COMPLAINING THAT WE ARE GETTING PREFERENTIAL TREATMENT BY NOT KEEPING ALL GA'S ACTIVE THAT JOHNNY IS SPONSORING,,,,COMMENT AMOUNTS FOR VIP WILL BE AS THEY ALWAYS HAVE BEEN WITH JOHNNY, WE TALKED SO JUST IGNORE THE CAPTION! PLZ CONTINUE TO DROP A FEW ON #29 AS WELL, AND RE-RATE AS OFTEN AS YOU CAN! THANKS! _____________________________________ A TOTAL OF 5,909 COMMENTS IN 3 DAYS...REAL CLOSE TO OUR GOAL OF 2,000 PER DAY, BUT PLZ TRY TO PICK IT UP A LITTLE, THERE ARE SOME OF YOU NOT BOMBING AT ALL... WE REALLY NEED TO HIT #27 HARD, WE HAVE ONLY 8 DAYS BEFORE E NEEDS IT! WE CAN DO IT!!! ______________________________________ STARRY'S PAGE GIVEAWAY #27 THIS ONE WAS GOING TO BE FOR GUNNY, BUT HE HAS SAID TO GIVE IT TO EoTwP...GUNNY IS TAKING SOME TIME OFF, AND EoTwP EXPIRES ON 12/10/08! THANK YOU, GUNNY! 3-MONTH VIP FOR 20K COMMENTS Currently has 3,247 comments! (+2,647) _________________________

Body Statistics
It takes your food seven seconds to get from your mouth to your stomach. One human hair can support 3 kg (6 lb). The average man's penis is three times the length of his thumb. Human thighbones are stronger than concrete. A woman's heart beats faster than a man's. There are about one trillion bacteria on each of your feet. Women blink twice as often as men. The average person's skin weighs twice as much as the brain. Your body uses 300 muscles to balance itself when you are standing still. If saliva cannot dissolve something, you cannot taste it. Women reading this will be finished now. Men who read this are still busy checking their thumbs.

Us Diluted Loan Rules Before Crash
AP IMPACT: US diluted loan rules before crash By MATT APUZZO – 1 day ago WASHINGTON (AP) — The Bush administration backed off proposed crackdowns on no-money-down, interest-only mortgages years before the economy collapsed, buckling to pressure from some of the same banks that have now failed. It ignored remarkably prescient warnings that foretold the financial meltdown, according to an Associated Press review of regulatory documents. "Expect fallout, expect foreclosures, expect horror stories," California mortgage lender Paris Welch wrote to U.S. regulators in January 2006, about one year before the housing implosion cost her a job. Bowing to aggressive lobbying — along with assurances from banks that the troubled mortgages were OK — regulators delayed action for nearly one year. By the time new rules were released late in 2006, the toughest of the proposed provisions were gone and the meltdown was under way. "These mortgages have been considered more safe and sound for

Checkin' Out Sexiness For Your Surprises?
If you haven't stopped by these Super Sexy's Pages lately stop by Re-Rate their pages, say *HI* and wish them Happy Holidays... and while you are there do a quick perv of their pages, check out and see what they have added thats new!!! Make sure you tell them that MzMic sent you!!! Then come back and tell me that you did it you and re-rate my page and leave me a fumail and you will get a special surprise from me, k? ━━ ☀ FEISTY ☀ ━━®™FornicatesWife•{FU BAD B*TCH}•DANGEROUS CURVES@ fubar Simply Me ~Dangerous Curves Member~@ fubar ╚»H☀ЯnY ÅnGe£«╝™ ☀D.S.C.☀ ஐDangerous Curvesஐ@ fubar Don't forget to come back to me!!! MzMic ™ TakenByMike, Owner of DJ KIDD ROCK & WILD &Golden Boy& Owned By Kritter, 2nd Alarm Hottie@ fubar

Feelings
i realized today that the pain i went through with my boys when they passed hasnt gone away. i mean i knew the pain would never go away but i guess i didnt think i could feel this way again. it felt like i was losing them all over again. i got a call today from the woman (from the funeral home) that helped me after i lost my boys. she works at the funeral home and i never thought i would be someone she would call for help. i went there today and found out there was another young couple that had just lost a baby. she wanted to know if it was ok if i met them since ive been through it. i met the couple and i knew how much pain they were going through. its the worst pain a person and definitely a mother can go through. i hugged them and told them i was so sorry. i just wish i could make it easier for them. having to go through this is something i wish noone would have to go through. but im glad i went there today because if there is anyway i can help someone i would love to and do anythin

Forever...
Soak up my sunshine to smile your whole life I wouldn't know... Take all you have from my arms You couldn't be me... Break me down to carry you through You wouldn't show... Confusion of what is real in life I can't deal... Fear drags me over the edge How can I... Too much pressure to take Alone I break.. How did I come to this void Confused I sleep... Dirty and scarred by time Lost I am...

Carrots, Eggs, And Coffee
A carrot, an egg, and a cup of coffee...You will never look at a cup of coffee the same way again. A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up, She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose. Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil; without saying a word. In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl. Turning to her daughter, she asked, ' Tell me what you see.' 'C

I Do (not)!
I do not believe in love It forces one to feel and not to think Intoxicating as it may be From its fountain I dare not drink Love is not promised to you or I Blooms as a rose does And wilts as a rose dies I do not believe in love It can often bring one to tears Time is not forgiving When one's invested years Perfection cannot be found amongst men Find happiness with yourself It comes from within I do not believe in love If ever you are to ask why I will tell you calmly That we are born alone And so must we die

Spoken Wordz
I DO NOT APOLOGIZE THOUGH OFTEN I TELL THESE LIES FEEBLE ATTEMPT TO MASK AND HIDE THAT PART OF ME TO WHICH YOU'RE BLIND TO SEE AS I HAPPILY FREE MYSELF FROM YOUR RESTRICTIONS MY SELF CONVICTIONS MY DESIRES, OR SHOULD I SAY ADDICTIONS KEEPING ME HERE BUT NOT TAKING ME THERE YOU ASK WHERE? AND GIVE A BLANK STARE WITH OPEN EYES BUT SO CLOSEMINDED I DECLINE AND NEED NO ALIBI YOU CANNOT PROVIDE THE DEDICATION STIMULATION NOR CONCENTRATION TO AWAKEN THIS IMAGINATION THIS SUPERIOR CREATION SPRINKLED BY DIVINITY BY BIRTHRIGHT ROYALTY KISSED WITH IMMORTALITY

What Happened To You America?
A letter to America from a loyal but fed-up American, And so it has come to this. America's once-great nation has fallen into utter madness, an affliction of mass hysteria and denial that sends shivers up the spines of millions outside our borders. Ours is a sick nation. But most of us carry on as though nothing at all is the matter. Special interests and secret agendas unfold precariously close to your line of sight. Covert causes and operations abound in the dark corners of our government institutions. A dubiously constituted government pursues war at will anywhere on earth, discussing things like collateral damage and plausible deniability that become points for solemn banter over cocktails paid for with your tax dollars. Our agents employ terrorist tactics around the globe while thier front men insist that such tactics are acceptable, necessary even, in the fight against …terrorism? As much as it hurts to say, we have become a nation of fools, America. Dupes. Hypocrites.

Ooohh La La.. Nah..
My friends are always telling me to move on and to give up.. But why? Why should I? They don't see you the way I see you. They don't look into your eyes and see the world. Why would they understand? I wish for once, just for once, they could walk a mile in my shoes. But they wouldn't need to walk that far, they would just take one step and suddenly they would take back every bit of 'GETTING OVER YOU' advice they had given me and realize you are my life. You were meant for me and that moving on is simply not an option..

Auction
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Family Update
Okay made it to class Monday.. talked to my instructors about what happen and all that plus went to finacal aide to see about the new pell grants I got to make sure that it was going to cover my schooling. Ya was kinda hopen that I could draw money on one of them to help pay bills but they all are tied to the tuition which is okay with me cause then I don't have to worry about monthly payments to the school. Which by the way so far my mid-term grade is an A for the class and a B+ on exams. As for hubbie, very weak still and gets dizzy really easy, which to a point is expected. He is going to be very limited on what he can and can not do that for sure till he gets his strength back. As for me, ya I finally broke down last nite while he was holding me. I still cry off and on but that normal for me any ways. Now just have to figure out what next. Money is will none right now and tryen to figure out shit is really getting to me. But I know we will make it one way or another. Well

My First Death.
What is that mystery smell coming out of the recliner? It's like a combination of garbage and surgery patient. Just like that summer I lost my arm and forgot I had a heart. Y'know, it still hurts when it snows. Going on five years now. It gave me a whole new wealth of excuses. A new mutilation to fear. Why was I even thinking about that today? Because of the smell? Of the chair? Or the ambulance ride? That wasn't a good summer either... How many times did I fall asleep to those green masks neutral tones, and white sterile lights racing by? How many more times? Two if I'm lucky. It's the second scariest thing to fall asleep to that cold amputated chaos and bustle the first is silence. Black quiet nothing. It's not even cold, and I made up the light at the end of the tunnel, There was no tunnel only weightlessness, without fear, without redemption. You just sink to the bottom of the bathtub all the way through the floor. And you're gone, Maybe not even forever. But it feels like having n

Common Sense Politics
"The environment will come first, even at the sacrifice of industry. We are America. We are the Human race. We will survive the growing pains." "Women will have the right to chose what they do with their bodies just as men do. Especially to save a life." "Our citizens will spend their lives with and even marry whomever they choose. Religious freedom is more than simply the enforcement of the majority and the conditional tolerance of the rest." "The responsibility of each citizen to use firearms responsibly will remain in their hands. We will never forget the lessons learned in the past and today by forcibly disarmed populations." "Our military will remain the most advanced, well supplied fighting force on the planet. Never to fall behind and risk a lapse in the safety and security of our citizens." "Our Service men and women will be concentrated on the shores and in the heart land of our own nation. Our allies will always be a concern and supported, but the ris

In Order To Fly (poem By Xena)
We send it out We call it back Karma goes round Ain't it a fact Do to all others What you'd have done you Or you get the shock of your life When it comes back to you We get hurt and harmed We decide to strike back We will not lie doewn We create havoc On a rollercoaster ride Of highs and lows But where the ride ends No one knows The ride is rough You get up shaken You assess where you are Retrace the steps you've taken You aren't yourself Not after all this It's time to give up You finally get the gist Resentment got the better The better of who you are And those you once held close Now stand afar The saw the storm coming They tried to issue warning But you did not want to hear The end was calling You would not be told Could not walk away And therefore you have The damage you see today All the bad thing were worse All the good things a haze A book that should be shut To make way for better days So before you strike Even if

Good Wife
There are some who might argue that the ways of a "good wife" in the 1940's and 50's are examples of D/s. While the behaviors and attitudes may resemble male Dominant D/s relationships, these were the times. It was not a consensual power exchange, but social mores which dictated this behavior. Still, much can be learned from old etiquette and Home Economics books in the way of teaching basic protocol and etiquette which is the basis of the D/s lifestyle. There are reports of slave training in the late 60's and early 70's which used these types of manuals as part of the process. The following is from an actual 1950's home economics text book intended for high school girls, teaching them how to prepare for married life. How To Be a Good Wife 1. HAVE DINNER READY: Plan ahead, even the night before, to have a delicious meal on time. This is a way of letting him know that you have been thinking about him and are concerned about his needs. Most men are hungry when

Assicons
Well, how about some "assicons"? Here goes: (_!_) a regular ass (__!__) a fat ass (!) a tight ass (_*_) a sore ass {_!_} a swishy ass (_o_) an ass that's been around (_x_) kiss my ass (_X_) leave my ass alone (_zzz_) a tired ass (_o^^o_) a wise ass (_E=mc2_) a smart ass (_$_) Money coming out of his/her ass (_?_) Dumb Ass

401k?
If you had purchased $1,000 of Delta Air Lines stock one year ago, you would have $49 left. With Fannie Mae, you would have $2.50 left of the original $1,000 With AIG, you would have less than $15 left. But, if you had purchased $1,000 worth of beer one year ago, drunk all of the beer, then turned in the cans for the aluminum recycling refund, you would have $214 cash. Based on the above, the best current investment advice is to drink heavily and recycle. Its called the 401-Keg Plan

Back From The Void
those of you who know me know that i tend to fall off the face of the earth occasionally. it happened again a few weeks ago. i've been in dallas most of the time over the last month. i swear the project that i'm working on there will be the death of me. anyway, i'm back. i may not be as active here as i have been in the past because my time away from the office has resulted in a mountain of work that i need to get caught up on. fun times...

The Meaning Of Christmas
THE MEANING OF CHRISTMAS SILENT NIGHT, OH HOLY NIGHT IT MUST HAVE BEEN A GLORIOUS SIGHT SO, THE PROMISE WAS FULFILLED; SAID THE THE THREE WISE MEN. NO MATTER HOW OFTEN I HEAR THE STORY, I LIKE TO HEAR IT AGAIN. SOME TWO THOUSAND YEARS AGO, ON THAT CHRISTMAS MORN. THE GREATEST GIFT GOD COULD GIVE US WAS BORN. OH, HOW IT TROUBLES ME SO, TO HEAR OF KILLINGS AND A DEATH IN A DEPARTMENT STORE. THAT'S, NOT WHAT CHRISTMAS IS ALL ABOUT YOU CAN BE SURE. CHRISTMAS ISN'T ABOUT BUYING, IT'S ABOUT GIVING, THAT'S WHAT I BELIEVE. WE'VE ALREADY GOTTEN THE GREATEST GIFT WE CAN EVER RECEIVE. THE PERFECT CHILD WAS SENT DOWN TO SAVE US. THAT IS, THE TRUE MEANING OF CHRISTMAS CHRIS

Godfathering
Yessterday I was fortunate enough to be leveled to Godfather with the help and love of some of the nicest people on fu or in life. I will do a bulletin to thank everyone so you can show them love. In the meantime, special thanks to Ashlea for her bulletin, wow, that was awesome. Mark, Renee, Callie, Sweet Irish Princess, Sassy4me, Miss Honeypie, Meghan, Sexy Qballs Wife, Pebbles and Pink all helped me so much by rating my pics and getting others to help out. You are all amazing and I am lucky to know all of you.

Thank - You Barb
I want to say a HUGE 'thank you' to Barb for giving me my first Auto 11 in a bid to get me to Godmother by my birthday - December 15th. Barb you are a lovely, kind person and i am honoured and blessed to have your friendship. Please stop by and show this lady lots of love, she deserves it! ♥ ۞~ஐ~Barb~ஐ~۞♥@ fubar I would also like to thank Mary aka SimplyMe~Okiegirl for making my Auto 11 tag. Thanks so much Mary you are a good friend and a kind person. Please stop by Mary and give her lots of love too ~ she has auto 11's activated!! ♥SIMPLY ME♥ OKIEGIRL@ fubar I will be activating my Auto 11 around 9pm UK time and i will be using my Auto 11 tag as my profile pic so you know that i have activated it lol. Please stop by and help me level, show me lots and lots of love so that my lovely friend Barb hasn't wasted her money. I will return all love given ~ please private message me if you would like the love returned :o) so

Blah Blah Effin Blah Lol
Did you & your most recent ex have an amazing relationship? it was ok, wish it was better Do you know a kid named David? years ago, i knew 2...... right now one is a marine the other, is a rent a cop Have you ever kissed someone with braces? yeah and my weiner paid the price *cowers in fear* Your ex shows up randomly at your house, what do you say? that would depend on the ex, some are welcome, others get roundhouse kicked in the head. Is anything wrong with your eyes? yeah, too much porn, its a guy thing...... Do you have a best friend? 2 best friends, 3 or 4 in the next tier, then everyone else How many pillows do you sleep with? 5 Has anyone ever sang to you? happy birthday count? lol Would you ever get back with your ex if they asked?.. no, im over all my exes What are you drinking right now? MOUNTAIN DEW....... OF COURSE :D What color shirt are you wearing? grey hoodie Do you like cuddling? always Missing someone? every chance i get

Military Holiday Remembrance
1775, 1812, 1861, 1898, 1917, 1941, 1945, 1956, 1980, 1991, 1998, 2001, 2003 Do these numbers mean anything to you? Well they mean something to us, and they mean something to the thousands of American Soldiers that fought, the American Soldiers that continue to fight and to the families that lost their moms, dads, sons, daughters, wives and husbands. These numbers represent the dates that America¡¯s bravest, strongest and most honorable men and women traded in their jeans, dresses, sandals and baseball caps for Military fatigues and combat boots. These are the dates that Our American Heroes answered the call of duty. The dates that these outstanding men and women set out to fulfill their oath to protect our freedom and defend our homeland. These are the dates that our Soldiers said goodbye to their families, some never to return. As the Holiday Season approaches and you are planning Christmas dinners, hopping from store to store buying up your holiday gifts and sending out

Casual Encounter
We decide to meet at a restaurant for an afternoon "lunch time special." We go inside the restaurant and sip on fine wine and snack on appetizers. The chemistry was immediate, we knew it was there before we even entered the restaurant, but proper protocol must be followed. Even nefarious activities have a set of rules and etiquette. We make light chit-chat, exchanging stories of uncommunicative spouses and friends with low libidos, and brief bio's of our lives. We aren't paying as much attention to our words as we are to the body language that is being conveyed. It's coming through loud and clear, let's go someplace more private.....;-). We pay the bill and meander over to my car. It is parked in the corner of the lot, in the shade, and it has tinted rear windows. We sit in the back of my car, say a few more words, very few, and then easily give in to the moment. We seem to melt into each other's arms, truly Lust at first sight. Our lips seem drawn together, our

Thanks, Douche-bag!
A big thanks to the fucking worthless douchebag that marked my profile pic NSFW. Really? Chicks half-assed naked and fuckwads with no shirt on are perfectly acceptable, but i have a fuckin' .45 in my pic and some liberal left anti-gun granola eating socialist reports that pic? FUCK you you piece of shit worthless cocksucking snake. You need to do yourself a favor, wrap your lips around that .45 and let me make the world a better place. Go back to world of warcraft and leave the adult site to the adults. Dipshit...

Bridges Can Be Built...repost From Lady Victoria
this is a repost from lady victorias blog..thank you for sharing thsi my dearest sister. my heart is always yours to have. Fires rage in my heart the heat heals the pain bridges can be built as a human being I listen to your suffering you offer me your story the pain of the war I learn bridges can be built you are my enemy I was told be a good girl speak only our words and then I met you bridges can be built truth is more important I will speak out for the healing of the world take courage take spirit the game of the tribe is not for me bridges can be built the clothes of prejudice now stripped away as I open to you leaving my bare soul that can love you all bridges can be built with the eyes of knowing I move from us and them our differences disappear the unity of humanity remains bridges can be built your sons could be mine and I could be your brother planting the bomb that killed the little boy bridges can be built and now I sta

Wat Every Girl Should Be Treated Like
To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what. To every guy who told his

Gut Response
In Touch With True Emotions So often, emotions that we long to express get stored in our bodies instead. The space where this most often happens is in our bellies. Rather than telling people, our even ourselves, the way we truly feel, we may stuff our true feelings deep inside of us, where they take up space until we are ready to let them go. Stuffing our feelings in our bellies may feel like the "safe" response, since we then don’t really have to deal with our emotions. Yet, doing so can actually be detrimental to our emotional well-being and physical health. One way to connect with and release your emotions is to do a focused exercise with your stomach area. Take a moment to center yourself with some deep breathing and quiet meditation, relaxing your body fully and turning off the chatter in your brain. With your right hand on your stomach, tell yourself three times: "Please reveal to me my true emotions." Listen for the answers. Repeat the exercise as many times as you would l

Hoody Is Back Again
JAY HOODY IS BACK...AGAIN...THIS DUDE DOESNT REALIZE THAT HE IS HATED BY THE MAJORITY OF PEOPLE ON HERE....THE PIC IS A LINK TO HIS NEW ACCOUNT....MAKE SURE YOU ALL LET HIM KNOW THAT WE DONT WANT HIM HERE!!!! Click the pic to go to his new page@@

Rules For The Non -military
Rules for the Non -Military Dear Civilians, 'We know that the current state of affairs in our great nation has many civilians up in arms and excited to join the military. For those of you who can't join, you can still lend a hand. Here are a few of the areas where we would like your assistance: 1. The next time you see any adults talking (or wearing a hat) during the playing of the National Anthem - kick their ass. 2.When you witness, firsthand, someone burning the American Flag in protest - kick their ass. 3.Regardless of the rank they held while they served, pay the highest amount of respect to all veterans. If you see anyone doing otherwise, quietly pull them aside and explain how these veterans fought for the very freedom they bask in every second. Enlighten them on the many sacrifices these veterans made to make this Nation great. Then hold them down while a disabled veteran kicks their ass.

I Got Flowers Today - Please Share This!
I got flowers today! It wasn't my birthday or any other special day. We had our first argument last night; And he said a lot of cruel things that really hurt; I know that he is sorry and didn’t mean to say the things he said; Because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today. It wasn't our anniversary or any other special day. Last night, he threw me into a wall and started to choke me. It seemed like a nightmare. I couldn't believe that it was real. I woke up this morning sore and bruised all over. I know he must be sorry. Because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today! It wasn’t our anniversary or any other special day; Last night he threw me into a wall and then started choking me; It seemed unreal, a nightmare, but you wake up from nightmares; And I woke up this morning sore and bruised all over—but I know he is sorry; Because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today! And it wasn’t Valentines Day or any other special day; Last night he bea

Mastercard Wedding
You got to love this guy... This is a true story about a recent wedding that took place at Clemson University . It was in the local newspaper and even Jay Leno mentioned it.It was a huge wedding with about 300 guests. After the wedding, at the reception, the groom got up on stage with a microphone to talk to the crowd. He said he wanted to thank everyone for coming, many from long distances, to support them at their wedding. He especially wanted to thank the bride's and his family and to thank his new father-in-law for providing such a lavish reception. As a token of his deep appreciation he said he wanted to give everyone a special gift just from him. So taped to the bottom of everyone's chair, including the wedding party was an envelope. He said this was his gift to everyone, and asked them to open their envelope. Inside each manila envelope was an 8x10 glossy of his bride having sex with the best man. The groom had gotten suspicious of them weeks earlier and had

:( Welcome To My World...
As everyone runs fast forward and you're there running in slow motion, left behind trying to reach out for them, but there's something pulling you back, how does it feel? Like swimming, a sudden undertow, as if an anchor was chained to your ankles, gasping for breath you struggle and try to reach for the surface to breath oxygen for your lungs. Yet you sink deeper the more you try to reach the surface. As you think your life has come to an end and completely over. One minute everything was alright then suddenly life does a 360 on you; throws you overboard. Like lying in your bed at night trying to sleep away the feeling of sinking in an ocean of depression and anguish. You close your eyes slowly yet abruptly open them again due to gasping, sniffing and sobbing and you say to yourself amidst of all that feelings,"I shall wake up tomorrow, see this all as a bad dream, and everything will be alright."

20 Ways To Make His Xxxmas
1. Trim his tree. 2. Lick his luscious candy cane. 3. Be his "ho-ho-ho" for the holidays. 4. Polish his christmas balls. 5. Ride him like a reindeer. 6. Taste his sweet egg-nog. 7. Deck the halls with moans of pleasure. 8. Fa, la, la, latio- la, la, la, la. 9. Spark his menorah with a hot strip tease. 10. Request a stiff stocking stuff-her! 11. Make his Kris Kringle tingle. 12. Gift wrap yourself in sexy lingere. 13. Unwrap his package. 14. Hang mistletoe from any place you want kissed. 15. Rock his jingle bells in the frosty air. 16. Make your Rudolph's hose as red as his nose. 17. Heat him up with a snow job. 18. Give the Christmas carolers a show of your own. 19. Dress up as Santa's nasty little helper. 20. Make sure you're naughty, so it's nice.

Cheeseburger Pie
Cheeseburger Pie 1 pound lean ground beef ½ cup sweet onions, or substitute with white or yellow 1 tablespoon steak seasoning. McCormick Montréal is good 1 tablespoon steak sauce 5 slices of cheese 1 egg yolk Let puff pastry thaw at room temp 20 minutes Mix ground beef, onion, steak seasoning, and steak sauce together. Form into 5 small flat patties. Grill until medium well or pan fry. Drain patties and top with cheese. You can also add bacon mushrooms, toppings you like on your burger except the condiments Roll the puff pastry sheet to flatten. Cut into 5 even rectangles Cover each burger with a piece of puff pastry and wrap it around the bottom, pinching edges to seal. Place on an un-greased baking sheet, pinched side down. Wisk together egg yolk and 1 teaspoon water. Brush each wrapped pastry with the egg wash. Bake for 15 minutes until pastry is golden and brown

Southern Cornbread Dressing
Southern Cornbread Dressing 4 cups crumbled cornbread 6 buttermilk biscuits, I buy the yellow packet, add water and bake 3 cans broth plus broth from baked chicken .if you use just broth you may need 4 cans 1 large onion chopped 3 ribs celery 3 eggs 1 cup melted butter 4 packets herb ox chicken seasoning bouillon, it comes in a green box 1 green bell pepper chopped, optional 1 teaspoon poultry seasoning 1 teaspoon pepper 1 can cream of chicken soup 2 or 3 cooked and chopped boneless breasts I usually bake a whole cup up chicken and use the juice from that as part of the broth but you can use canned broth by itself. I sauté the onions, green pepper and celery in a tablespoon or two of butter until tender and then add to the dressing mix. Combine everything by hand in a large bowl .Keep adding broth until the mixture is somewhat soupy enough to pour into a 13x 9 pan. You shouldn’t need more than 4 cans of broth. Add a little at a time. Cook 1 hour and 20 minutes uncover

I Miss You
I Miss you ... I don't seem to know how to pull you close, I don't know how to pull you back...All I know is how to push you away. I don't mean to hurt you but yet I do ...over and over again. I cry everyday. I don't know why I do the things I do. I push and I push. One day I will wake up and you will be gone and I will be alone. I don't want that....but, I don't seem to know how to pull you close, I don't know how to pull you back. ....Can you please meet me half way... I am willing to try. That is promise I make to you. .....I LOVE YOU

Who Am I?
i don't know who i am at all. i'm trying to figure this out but i don't know how. i've lost my way in life and i don't know how to get it back. i pray, hope, and wish for someone to help me but i don't think and/or know of anyone who can. the only way i can ever talk about how i feel anymore is through writing. because i don't want to hurt myself and confide in anyone because i don't know i can trust anyone.

I Haz Teh Ballz!!!!!
My sweet friend Sproet, commented on my page that I was the first of her friends to "have the balls" to buy herself the Auto 11 bling. That got me thinkin. I sent her the Moon over Fubar bling and decided to write this blog. I'm a little stoned, so bear with me! hehe Now why in the world would I need to have said balls to buy myself something that damn near EVERYone on here is constantly begging everyone else to buy them? I'm an independent woman and If I want something, I will get it myself. I don't need to depend on other people to get ME the things I want. So, in closing, I am a woman, and I HAZ TEH BALLZ!! WOOT!! hehe ok, you can resume your lives now.

Mary Did You Know By Clay Aiken
I shared this recently with a dear friend and wanted to place it here in my blog for those that have that spirit of love at christmas. I hope and pray that it touches your life all year long Gegi

Thank You All For The Love :)
In 1 hour I dropped 200.000 :) And I will do my very best in the next days to return all your love :) SEXY & HOT COMMENTSCLICK HERE! Lots of Hugs :) ps: Would be easier for me if you just wrote : I helped .... Thanks again :)

Farting At Work - Part Two
>>JAILBREAK: When forcing a fart, several forts slip out at a machine gun pace. This is usually a side effect of diarrhea or a hangover. If this should happen, do not panic. Remain in the stall until everyone has left the bathroom to spare everyone the awkwardness of what just occurred. >>COURTESY FLUSH: Flushing the toilet the instant the fart hits the water. This reduces the amount of air time the fart has to stink up the bathroom. This can help U avoid being caught doing the 'Walk Of Shame' >>WALK OF SHAME: Walking from the stall, to the sink, to the door after you have just stunk up the bathroom. This can be a very uncomfortable moment if someone walks in and busts you. As with forts, it is best to pretend that the smell does not exist. Use of the 'Courtesy Flush'. >>OUT OF THE CLOSET FARTER: A colleague who farts at work and is damn proud of it. You will often see an 'Out Of The Closet' farter enter the bathroom with a newspaper or magazine under their arm. Always look

Create By The Great Tappinit
A little Indian boy asked his father, the big chief of the tribe, "Papa, why is it that we always have long names? His father replied, "Look, son, our names represent a symbol, a sign, or a poem for our culture not like the white men, who live all together and repeat their names from generation to generation. Also, it is part of our makeup that in spite of everything, we survive. For example, your sister's name is Small Romantic Moon Over The Lake, because on the night she was conceived, there was a beautiful moon reflected in the lake. Then there's your brother, Big White Horse of the Prairies, because he was conceived on a day that the big white horse who gallops over the prairies of the world appeared near our camp and is a symbol of our capacity to live and the life force of our people. It's very simple and easy to understand. Do you have any other questions, Little Broken Condom ....... It's his FIRST EVER Happy Hour! That's right, this virgin is popping

Who Are We If Anyone?
It has come to mine and others attention that some people have you be so judgemental and qucik to point the finger. Although others are scared to say anything IM NOT!!! thats why i am who i am OR i is who i is which ever works best for you! I think its funny how much time and effort is spent to build a relationship or friendship but how quick you are to give it away (hmmm to me sounds just like our paychecks!) If you dont think you will like something about someone nip it in the butt before you yes i said you let it bother you. If you let it go on then its noones fault but your own so dont judge them because you cant stand up for yourself. i just dont get why people cant fess up to what they do but instead need to point and be judgemental on everything. if i like you ill ask you to be my friend and ill show you love and all that other stuff! if i dont ill simply say i dont think this will work. nothing else is needed such as: * Your Momma * atleast im not

To My Lil Girl, Heaven I Miss You Somuch
I can remember a sad winter night not to long ago whin you were took from me,my love,and the only place we called home.As your mom packed all your stuff determined she was gonna leave,I can remember all the worm tears running down my cheek.I prayed to god to please help me change your mothers mind ,but nothing seemed to work you see i was running out of time.How could she do this just take my only baby girl,without a word or warning she ruined my entire world.She crushed all my plans for us,thoughts of you and me,now without you in my life im feeling so incomplete.Maybe someday,in some kind of way ill have you back in my life,so i wont ever have to feel the pain i felt that sad winter night.

Give Credit Where Due
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Pe

Feelings And Whatnots
i was in a thinking mood today, well lately i have been in a thinking mood, and for those of you who do not know everything has just been crashing down, in my little world. i thought i was strong and hell maybe i still am. whenever i try to be selfless i come off as being selfish. whenever i try to cry i feel like i am showing weakness. whenever i let go and scream like i want to i hurt peoples feelings. i am tired of being the strong one and i am tired of being the one who always knows what to say and really in the end i dont know who else to blame but myself. so is it really my fault for wanting to be alone? i feel like i am doing the right thing for myself but then again how do you know what the right thing is when everyone else thinks the "right thing" is wrong. letting go is so hard, and when you can't let go to the past how can you move forward? when the past and the present has you so screwed up that you can't even think how can you really have a future? all the arguements and a

Your Prayers Are Greatly Needed
Dear friends & Fans, My best friend Nick who I have known since grade school has bee diagnosed with a brain tumor . He will be operated on monday, please remember him & his family in prayer, I would do the same for you, thanks & God Bless : Gene (Constantine)

I Am Back
you know this maybe stupid for me writeing this but got to get it off my chest. You know you cant have to many friends right well i agree with that. but one thing i cant stand is a lier when they say your thier friends what a darn joke. you take two people that was so close at one time that they talked and was always there for one another yes we was together but he felt it ok to break my heart but i some how made it throw that but he runs his mouth about friendship lol he is a joke now that he has all he needs he forget about his friends. I can speak to him and he dont speak i guess i was right he dont give a hoot about me never did yes its ok to be with the one you love and time spend together is great but one thing one needs to rember is your friends dont there mean anything at all i can answer that for you no we dont its one thing to hurt me like that but yet still turn your back on a friend. i tell you you was never a friend and you never cared shit about me i see it now believe me

Hold Me
I want to be able to roll over in the night to have your silky skin next to mine tight I want to be able to look in your eyes And there be no such as a disguise I look foward to our days under the sun frolicking on a beach as one Holding hands and laughing along the way as the sun sets under our array I hope to cherish every glance and touch to keep this love in our clutch All the way keeping you aware how special you are Cause your my shooting star

Uh Lol Being Alone.
I lost my mind last night, Kneeling in the shower. Cradling my body close, Praying for an answer. I lost my mind last night, Crying in the shower. Gasping for a single breath, Struggling for life. I lost my mind last night, Dying in the shower. Looking for a peice of me, Trying not to panic. I lost my mind last night, Lying in the shower. Huddling on the slick wet floor, Whispering 'please help me.' I lost my mind last night, Searching in the shower. Waiting for the tears to stop, Knowing that it's useless. I lost my mind last night, Traveling in the shower. Going places left behind, Hurting, raw, and weak. I lost my mind last night, Weeping in the shower. Hugging knees up to my chest, Wishing it was you. I lost my mind last night, Running in the shower. Aching from the bitter pain, Screaming from the lies. I lost my mind last night, Kneeling in the shower. Knowing that I can't be fi

This Is How It Should Be..
Hey Jayz. My name is Christa and I live in Saint Cloud, Florida too. I read your profile and I think that I am EXACTLY what you are looking for. Let's skip the online chatting and get right to the girlfriend part. I don't have time to play games. If i see somethig that I like, I go for it baby. Sorry if i am coming on to strong,hell,I don't even know you but I want to get to know you, all of you, every one of your nooks and crannies(if you know what I mean). So, if your for real about this relationship (girlfriend) thing, let's meet tonight. Your house, your bedroom and let's get this party started. I fell in love with you as soon as I saw your pic and read your profile. You are a very sexy man and I am getting very horney just writing this message to you. I am your dream girl so your gonna just have to deal with that. There is no one out there that's a better fit for you than me, so deal with it home fry. We may not know eachother now but if your up for my invite for tonight, we will

Ppl Are Stupid
all this over me fubuying some one the name has been changed to protect the thinking impared! ASSCLOWN...: get off my bitches brother ur looken 4 a beat down ASSCLOWN...: suck my asshole fag, what comes around goes around ASSCLOWN...: LMFAO I ONLY NEED ONE PROFILE YOU POLE SMOKEN CUM CATCHER Why cant people grow up!

Tired
i spend alot of time working these days i am very tired and need to get a break from it but its no where in my immediate future i can see that but i do what i do end of it there ......i love/hate my job done it one form or another most of my life.i do it because thats just what i do if you are interesed see my trucks and daddy dawg photos.guys like me are the reason you have your necessities .....you know us as public utillities

Much Holiday Clown Love
Juggalos, you may have nothing. You may be cold, you may be hungry, but you will always have love. And love no matter how big or small is something to be thankful for. This holidays be warm, be safe, be full of life so much that your cup runneth over. If you know of a Juggalo spending the holidays by themselves and you can fit them at your dinner table, on your couch, on your floor, please do. If you know of a Juggalo who has nothing and all you can warm their cold hands with is a warm cup of hot chocolate, then warm your own soul with the blessings of love and be thankful.

The Constitution
Here's what's up people (though i don't know how many of you even read this) I'm going to be posting the ammendments in order. maybe it'll help clear the chaos that is this country. I will also attempt to explain the meaning of each, if i can. Ammendment 1 Congress shall make NO LAW respecting an establishment of religion, or PROHIBITING the practice thereof; or abridging the freedom of speech, or of the press, or the right of the people to PEACEABLY assemble, and to petition the government for a redress of grievences. ok, a lot of people misinterpret that first part. What it means is that the government cannot establish a state religion. it does NOT mean that the government can stifle any sort of religious activity, which is what the next part says. Putting a nativity scene in fromt of a court house does NOT in any way infringe on the rights of non-christians. It is simply the practice of this first right. It is also the practice of the second part, the freedom of speech. If a

Stolen From Sho
our Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 20. One thing that you would like to do to me if you were alone with me?

New Update... Lots To Read, Sorry.
Ok, I’ve been really bad about keeping this up to date. Since I last wrote, I’ve had a lot happen. In September, I went on a 4 mile walk around a wildlife refuge and apparently messed up my foot, as later that night, I noticed my big toe on my right foot was kinda numb. You know, like the feeling you get after getting a shot from the dentist and it starts wearing off… its fuzzy feeling. I ended up going to the podiatrist, and found out that I have a bone spur in my foot, in a really odd spot… it’s mostly about the top of my foot (above the arch) but just to the inside of the foot. The SAME place the nerve from the leg to the big toe runs. So when I went on the walk, the bone spur got inflamed and damaged the nerve. It’s better now, but could happen again at any time. I also was sent to see a rheumatologist, because I’ve started hurting pretty bad in my hips and knees again; mostly my knees. This is making it difficult to sit for long and definitely hard to walk (especially u

My Pet Peeves
This is all about things that piss me the fuck off! Anyone over the age of 10 who wears a baseball cap! If you’re not a baseball player take it the fuck off, anyone who wears a cowboy hat, unless you can ride and rope, off it goes. What is with these ass clowns wearing cowboy boots! The closes these fucktards have ever been to a cow is the fucking drive thru of McDonalds, wear real shoes moron. These yuppie cocksuckers wearing Fedoras, those went out with the 40’s, just because some boy band fag wore one during his fifthteen minutes of fame don’t mean you should, lose it loser. Idiots who think they are cool because they have a Harley Davidson motorcycle, get over yourself it’s a piece of crap bike, beside its not a replacement for the little cock you have. God Damn it I get pissed!!! And these cigar smoking assholes, don’t they realize all they are doing is sucking on a big brown dick, yea you look so important with it in your month, NOT!!! And I swear to god these ass clowns on their

Dream When I Die
Days continue to pass me by As I sleep the hours away In any bed I can find And the pattern doesnt cease I wake up and I feel like weaping For another day has passed me by I feel that sleep is a waste of life My body may be weak But it can still stand the test of time No matter how broken my body feels Or brittle my mind may be I wish sleep would wait until I die There is a whole life ahead of me But in the days I lose to sleep It feels as if I skipped a century While all my friends and family sleep I am awake and alone with only thoughts And then back to sleep I go While the world wakes up outside I feel that sleep is a waste of life My body may be weak But it can still stand the test of time No matter how broken my body feels Or brittle my mind may be I wish sleep would wait until I die Dreams may be good for what we cannot have My desire is my life within my grasp And even if I won't see it all With my eyes open I will get what I can D

Stolen From Tawnya
Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 20. One thing that you would like to do to me if you were alone with me?

New Pics Up, But With A Catch
WHat's everybody, this SPan Rican I just posted new pics that feature yours truly with my family from Spain at my cousin's wedding to check out. Its under My Cousin Wedding in Spain (Family Only)-Bling Me, to have access. That's right there's a catch, if you are under my family list, you're good. And you could go ahead & rate them, but you are under my friends list but not family list, here's the deal. Any member who's in my friends list, but in my family list, send me a bling, any bling, and I will add you on to the family list so you can go check em out & rate those pics. So, what are you waiting for. Go ahead & checke em out. Welcome to the Span Rican Zone!

Loe's New Address
Here is my brothers new address. He's waiting on those letters. What 'cha waitin on??!! Lawrence Awoniyi #09434-027 Unit Alex Federal Correctional Institution BOX 1000 Morganstown, West Virginia 26507-1000 He sends his love.

A History Mystery
Have a history teacher explain this----if he can Abraham Lincoln was elected to Congress in 1860 John F, Kennedy was elected to Congress in 1960 Abraham Lincoln was elected President in 1860 John F. Kennedy was elected President in 1960 Both were particularly concerned with civil rights Both wives lost their first baby while living in the White House Both Presidents were shot on a Friday Both Presidents were shot in the head Now it gets really weird Lincoln's secretary was named Kennedy Kennedy's secretary was named Lincoln Both were assassinated by Southerners Both were succeed by Southerners named Johnson Andrew Johnson who succeeded Lincoln was born in 1808 Lyndon Johnson who succeeded Kennedy was born in 1908 John Wilkes Booth who assassinated Lincoln, was born in 1839 Lee Harvey Oswald who assassinated Kennedy, was born in 1939 Both assassins were known by their three names Both names are composed of fifteen letters Now hang on to your sea

You And I... Questionaire....
Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 20. One thing that you would like to do to me?

You Really Should.....
LOL so this is my 2nd snapvine after attempts from others to send one on my page right now isnt working for some odd reason :P This one is apparently doing what it should be doing so leave me a lil sugar....IF YOU'RE NOT SCARED AND HAVE SOMETHING INTERSTING TO SAY OTHER THAN "hi" *LOL* CHEERZ~*B*

You Will Call Me Sir..............
I had placed the ad seeking a Dominant to train me, mostly out of desire for e-mails to feed my submissive fantasies. I never really planned on meeting any of the people who e-mailed me for encounters. I generally had bad feelings about the people who placed ads seeking sexual encounters and thought it probably wasn't a healthy thing to get involved with. When I got his e-mail, however, it struck me as different from the rest. His interest was actually in me learning and being safe; it seemed like I could just hand myself over to him and be OK. After talking with him on the phone, I decided to do it. He then became the one in charge as he instructed me on writing directions to his house, on calling him as I left, on when I should arrive. So there I was sitting in his driveway - this was the moment he couldn't force me to make. I had to step out of the car and knock on the door of my own volition. My breath caught in my throat and stayed there and I stepped out of the car and walked

In The Heat Of The Moment
In the heat of the moment, wild passions flare. Tongues, teeth and finger tips, aching to touch and share. Invisible boundaries designed, to quell this heat with a shiver and a chill. Anticipation the red flame, that melts an iron will. Passions born of hell, yet known to God as pleasure. Finger tips burn skin, while touching lighter than a feather. A dance in near darkness, awakes once more this passion. Erotic this crucifixion, outdated by modern fashion. The world slips away, as we dance in the fire. Lips touching skin , animalistic this desire. The tempo grows quicker, hips interlocked not breaking. Hearts pound, brain whirls at this risk we are taking. The CD a rumble, like distant thunder. Passion riding the storm, of this spell I'm under. Lips along jawlines, passion threatens to burn us. Forged far below, in Hades' own furnace. Lips brushing lips, searing the flesh. Bodies interlocked, as to the music we mesh. The beat so st

Warning Signs
Paying Attention To Red Flags Just as the universe wants to provide for our needs, it also seeks to protect us from dangerous situations, destructive relationships, and even minor inconveniences. Frequently in our lives, perhaps everyday, we encounter psychic red flags warning us of potential problems or accidents. We may not always recognize the signs. However, more often than not, we may choose to ignore our intuition when it tells us that "something just isn’t right." Red flags often come in the form of feelings urging us to pause for a moment, listen to our intuition, and reconsider. We may even experience a "bad" feeling in our bellies. This is a red flag letting us know that there may be a problem. We may not even know what the red flag is about. All we know is that the universe is trying to wave us in a different direction. We just have to pay attention and go another way. We may even wonder whether we are paranoid or imagining things. However, when we look back at a situa

Up
I open my eyes and still see your face and prepare myself for life's great race I move along the path of life knowing only heartfelt strife I wish to hold you in my arms but cannot seem to work my charms so up I move to start the day never knowing quite what to say I see the words in my mind but my mouth is not so kind they flow out in patterns unknown so still my loneliness is grown into a hole inside my soul creating there a twisting shoal but up I go into this pain to seek what others see as rain the simple rain of unshed tears for all of the unspoken fears and so I drift into the abyss of unspoken love and unknown bliss but try I will to learn to speak of up and down and knees so weak until the proper words flow out and in your heart there is no doubt so on that day, please, not so far away when I come and have my say listen close to what I shout for only then will love flow out. Copyright ©2006 Zachary Christian Virden

To Family Friends And Even Those Who Hate Me And Wish Me Nothing But Misery
I want to wish all of you the Happiest of holidays. I know there are some of you who which me to fall off the face of the earth. However, to my haters I refuse to give you the satisfaction or the pleasure of giving you what you want. To those who truly have been loyal and true friends to me may you all be blessed and may you all recieve hopes , dreams, love and miracles this holiday season.to those who have stuck by me and not given up on me over the last year and a half I love you all. TO those I have lost and or hurt for whatever the reasons were at the time I am truly sorry. Maybe 2009 will be a time to make amends and soothe the wounds.

A Different Christmas Poem By Lcdr Jeff Giles, Sc, Usn
Mr. Giles, Sir, I salute you...Thank you, and your brothers and sisters in uniform, for what you do. Thank You, Sir! ****** A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who

Can I Change My Mind
Can I change my mind Did I think things through It was once my life It was my life at one time Got up early found something missing My only name No one else sees but I got stuck Soon forever came Stopped pushing on for just a second Then nothing changed Who am I this time where's my name I guess it crept away No one's calling for me at the door Unpredictable won't bother anymore Silence gets harder to ignore Look straight ahead There's nothing left to see What's done is done This life has got it's hold on me Just let it go What now can never be I forgot that I might see So many beautiful things I forgot that I might need To find out what life could bring Take this happy ending away It's all the same I won't waste this simplicity on possibility Get me up Wake me up Dreams are filling Traces of blame Frozen still I thought I could stop Now who's gonna wait Now what do I do Can I change my mind Did I think things

Another Day
another long hard day this is crazy here in the city working on lines i got to have a permit to get a permit to inspect the permit..to get the truck in the street for five mins all subject to change this is a bit crazy .......working in capitol cities omg omg omg .any way other than the usual it was another safe day here and am glad its friday i got two off and hope to spend a little time with ...............YOU

He Brought It Back..
I spent much of November sending off the Texas National Guard. The fact that Thanksgiving was only a few weeks away didn't escape me. I couldn't help but think of them and their families on Thanksgiving. the empty chairs they would have at the dinner tables on that day and every day until the deployment is over. I got to spend a lot of time with several of the deploying national guardsmen. I made several good friends..so my heart has been a bit heavier this year than usual. But my life as a volunteer is an emotional roller coaster..I go from sending soldiers off and them miss Thanksgiving to bringing them home just in time for Christmas. I worked my first redeployment (homecoming) for this particular brigade last night. Most people who read my blog know about my angel pennies. I have worked hundreds of flights now and have easily given away hundreds of pennies. So I don't remember where all the pennies go..some yes..all NO. Last night on the tarmac I had a group of over 300 soldiers co

Boyfriend Application
Feel free to fill one out! Would love a boyfriend....but not looking for one. A friend suggested putting this up...and see what rolls by.....have fun! If you wish....copy and paste it into a private message to me... BASICS: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: Phone Number: OTHER: 1. Do you drink/smoke? 2. Do you like the rain? 4. If so...would you play in it with me? 5. Do you like movies? 6. If so would you cuddle up for a Sunday Movie marathon? 8. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 9. Would you kiss my neck? 10. Do you play any sports? 11. If so...what? 12. Do you have any reputations (ie: heartbreaker, prick)? 13. How would you rate your kisses from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on you? 15. Would you give me a kiss just because? 16. Would u have sex with me? 17. Would u trust me? 18. How smart are you? 19. Would u take me home to meet your parents?

Texas T Saloon
Join Us In TEXAS T SALOON for a toe tappin heel kickn good time Meet our STAFF: Outsider Carlie Cin Shy Swade Madison Bristol RedMs Red FIREMAN Click the banner below to come hang out in Texas T Saloon.

Fubar Wife Status
Ok I've finally decided i want 5 fu-wives and here are the categories !!! The Boss = Smart , a leader , a bit bossy ,all around girl Barbie= gotta be blonde ,prissy, loves attention, glamour queen need i say more The Harlot = 100% goth ,emo or punk loves black ,rock music ,corsets and would prefer the darkside Miss Attitude = her shit don't stank, she knows she the shit will protect the fam till the end Freaky Redhead= redhead of course , moody, love dirty talk And no this does not required anyone purchasing a fubar marriage

What To Do?????
WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU MEET SOMEONE AND THE NEXT DAY YOU WANT TO MAKE THEM YOURS JUST SO THAT YOU DONT HAVE TO SEE THEM HURT ANYMORE, AND YOU KNOW THAT THEY DESERVE BETTER AND FEEL LIKE YOU CAN MAKE THEM HAPPY AGAIN, SHOULD YOU GO AFTER THEM OR SHOULD YOU LAY BACK AND SEE HOW EVERYTHING WORKS OUT BUT IF OYU LAY BACK THEN SHE MAY FIND SOMEONE ELSE BETTER AND THEN AGAIN IF YOU PUSH FORWARD THEN SHE MAY RUN SO WHAT DO YOU DO?

About My Pics
You are welcome to save any pics that are in my albums. I resize most of them not only for easier ratings, but for easier uploading also.I have lost all of my pics lately due to my external failing twice, and for those of you that would love to get the full size images, i will be backing them up on my 4shared acct and will be blogging the links to the zipped files as I collect them once again.Feel free to download any zips that you would like. Enjoy!oxoxayasha

Timetable
Several years ago I met a young couple, just married, who started hanging out in some of the places I do. Misty and Robert. I was just playing around with my camera, taking dozens of pics like I have every day since entering the digital age of the art, and I snapped a pic of them. I put the pic along with a hundred others in a folder and pretty much forgot about it. About a year ago Robert asked me about the pic. He said he and Misty didn't have any pics of them together as a couple and wanted a copy of it. I could not recall taking a pic of them, but I promised I would look in my files for it. I sometimes take 300 photos a day and don't remember many of them. Six months ago I ran into Robert again. He and Misty had just had a baby, their second together, expanding their family to seven members. I can't imagine having five kids! That must be a lot of fun. He asked me again about the photo, and as is typical of me it had slipped my mind to look for it. Five months ago I was loo

What Everyone Wants...
Ok...this is a warning here that this is gonna be sappy. So if you aren't into it...don't read it. I guess a lot of us come to this site looking for friendship, maybe a little flirting, maybe a little sex...and once in awhile a fling, whether its online or meeting face to face. I think I was looking for a way to pass the time, enjoying the attention, having fun and enjoying the friendships I'd made along the way... There was this ONE day that changed all of that for me, and as sappy and cliche' as it sounds...the world stopped for a minute, and I'm pretty sure I caught my breath. What has ensued from that point caught us both by surprise, but interestingly, neither of us were disturbed by the feelings we had for each other. In fact, we were comfortable with it and embraced it. This man...is my everything. He's kind, thoughtful, intelligent. He's funny, and sensitive and gorgeous. He's just ENOUGH bad boy to keep things interesting, and just ENOUGH of a good man to make

Ya
so theres one girl i jus met shes beautiful funny and all around fuckin amazing.she also tough and most likely can kick any other girls ass,lol but that jus makes here that much more bad ass.but above everything i jus wanna say i love her with all my heart. hows that babe?

->its Been A Year Already
So its definitely been a year now. Im not even sure where to start. You were my best friend..You helped me through everything. You lived a great life and i really dont understand at why such a young age you had to go. Apparently god had bigger plans for you than any of us did. I remember talking to you end about stupid things and mindless subjects. Its so hard to live without you. it really is. What am i supposed to do when usually feeling like this i run to you and now i cant? i feel selfish for not talking about you much. But at the same time its still really hard for me to deal with it. I cant face the fact that your gone, i cant do it. Its so hard for me to live without you. But i strive to be the person you wanted me to be. I just wish you were here to see Madisyn grow up, and do all the fun things with us that we planned on doin. It hurts. The last time i spoke to you, before IT happened, you asked me to marry you. I wasnt sure if you meant it or not, but either way i said yes. J

I Miss When I Was Eight. All He Had To Do Was Tag Me And I Was It.
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? RightInFrontOfMe. 2. Your significant other? =] 3. Your hair? Brown. 4. Your mother? Amazing. 5. Your father? Icky. 6. Your favorite thing? 360. 7. Your dream last night? None. 8. Your favorite drink? Tea. 9. Your dream/goal? Typical. 10. The room you're in? PinkishPurple. 11. Music? Love. 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? NotDead. 14. Where were you last night? Online. 15. What you're not? Tired. 16. Muffins? Orgasmic. 17. One of your wish list items? Ps3. 18. Where you grew up? Denver. 19. The last thing you did? PeanutButterM&Ms. 20. What are you wearing? BasketballShortAndT-Shirt. 21. TV? JeffHardy

Lost Loved One
Click here to get MP3 Downloads at MMP3G.com today 12/07/08 one year ago, the world lost one of the bestest people on this planet Anthony "space ace" Cortez 01/25/80-12/07/07. He was loved by all and love all in return. Was the most down to earth gentle creature you would ever know, always there to lend a hand even if you didnt know you he did. Was the type of person that always even if he didnt know you would ask ya not to harm mother earth! respect her n she will respect you, especially if he seen you litering or defacing the planet. he loved cars music nature hangin out n goofing around with his friends.Tragically he lost his life while at work doing what he did best landscaping. he started off the day setting up n preparing a tree chipper for a job of some basic tree pruning when all of a sudden a guard flew off the machine struck him in the head launching him 40ft from where he stood death was instant n he felt no pain.he will always be missed n loved shine on you crazy diamond w

My Window
I lay my head Upon this pillow I Close these eyes My dreams my window This heart is acheing So ever uncontent Wanting and wishing For the one who is meant Tossing and turning Not settling here Needing his love Wanting him near His arms around me His love I feel Our souls interlaceing Bound forever to heal He will never let go I want him right here His heart is mine my window...is clear © Angel

Only Women Bleed
Only Women Bleed Alice Cooper Man's got his woman to take his seed He's got the power - oh She's got the need She spends her life through pleasing up her man She feeds him dinner or anything she can She cries alone at night too often He smokes and drinks and don't come home at all Only women bleed Only women bleed Only women bleed Man makes your hair gray He's your life's mistake All you're really lookin' for is an even break He lies right at you You know you hate this game He slaps you once in a while and you live and love in pain She cries alone at night too often He smokes and drinks and don't come home at all Only women bleed Only women bleed Only women bleed Only women bleed Only women bleed Only women bleed Only women bleed Black eyes all of the time Don't spend a dime Clean up this grime And you there down on your knees begging me please come Watch me bleed Only women bleed Only women bleed Only women bleed Only women bleed Only

Believe
Believe in your heart that something wonderful is about to happen. Love your life. Believe in your own powers, and your own potential, and in your own innate goodness. Wake every morning with the awe of just being alive. Discover each day the magnificent, awesome beauty in the world. Explore and embrace life in yourself and in everyone you see each day. Reach within to find your own specialness. Amaze yourself and rouse those around you to the potential of each new day. Don't be afraid to admit that you are less than perfect; this is the essence of your humanity. Let those who love you help you. Trust enough to be able to take. Look with hope to the horizon of today, for today is all we truly have. Live this day well. Let a little sun out as well as in. Create your own rainbows. Be open to all your possibilities; all possibilities and Miracles. Always believe in Miracles.

Look Into Your Heart
Look into your heart and tell me what you see. Am I still on your mind; are you thinking of me? Do you wake in the night and let out a sigh? Do you whisper my name and wonder why; I can't be there with you tonight? With you in my arms, holding you tight? Do you believe in the miracle of Love Do you believe in you Do you believe in Love Do you believe it could happen to you Take me in your arms, don't ever leave With you in my arms, I'll make you believe! I believe in Love, always and forever. I believe in us, you and I together. I can't believe Love is pain, You have everything to lose and nothing to gain. Tell me you believe and look into my eyes... Do you believe... I'm not like the other guys? Hold on tight, for I've given you my heart; Heart and soul from the very start. For your Love, I'll wait forever With all my heart, I believe we'll be together. Tell me you believe Love is bliss, That you can believe in the magic of our first kiss. Answer me one q

Cancer
i loved you unconditionally you were my life father to our children me your loving wife and then one day out of the blue the news came that i could lose you fear and panic,loss of hope world falling down ,tried not to choke Cancer was the dreaded word the man i loved just sat and stared as the doctor told us then the end was close not much hope determined to fight it as best we could i stood beside you , hands held tight promising to win the fight I watched you dying before my eyes try always not to cry a shadow of the man you once were eyes so empty almost not there. then our luck it finally changed. drs told us no more pain battle over you had won excited that i had you back the man i loved more than life how very wrong, could never have guessed this stranger stood before me yet he looked like the man id loved for so long instead i saw the angry eyes self destruction , something else bitter, angry,twisted still, i miss the man you once were and

Do I You
does you heart miss a beat when you say my name out loud? butterflies in stomach when you return home each night excitement in you loins at the thought of my touch knee bucking effects when i casually trace your back do you dream of me each night as in bed with you i lay am i ur first thought in morning when you wake up and start your day. do you wonder if ill be there old and at your side do you wonder if with each mouthful do you enjoy the meal i make or the time i spend trying to make the house just right. do u sit there staring at a phone waiting for it to ring and does your heart pound like thunder at the though of loving me Am i here in your life cos you love me or cos fate threw you this curve.. you say u see wonder when in fact you see fear.. fear that you will reject me cos im not the woman you thought i was fear that im not good enough or maybe just that you have had enough. you are not what i thought you were, in fact i cant complain you are far

My Heart
my heart in my hand i offer to you, love it protect it the way i do you treasure it always its all that i have but i give it you and dont want it back the more it is cared for the bigger it grows dont ever stop loving who knows what it shows I love you with everything all that I am you are my darling my love my man

Credit Card Problems
***FROM SCRAPPER'S BLOG*** Hey crew: We have a small percentage of people having problems with credit cards and purchases for: bling, vip, blasts, HH's, etc. The problem is directly associated to GIFT or PAY AS YOU GO Visa/MC debit card. For example: Walmart Gift Visa, Walgreens Gift Visa, TMobile Gift Visa, the list goes on. Some of you have a CC that is a pay as you go. The problem we are having is that our merchant account has NO way to verify the security of the card user. Because of this, the card is denied. So, if you do not enter the correct phone number, mailing address, security code or 3 digit pin on the back, you will be declined and get an error message. What happens is your card is charged and shows a PENDING AUTHORIZATION on your card and it appears your funds have been removed. Unfortunately, and this is NOT our fault, the credit card company puts a hold on the funds. The funds will be restored to your card in 10-30 days. Yes, it will appear they are gon

The Ice Cream Incident
Long ago back when I still went to UCSD, I had a friend called David. He went to SDSU and was about the most fun person I knew in San Diego. He was one of those guys that saw things in life differently than the way they really are. It was always so fun being around him. One day, he and I go to Seaport Village because he heard that there is an Ice Cream Shop that has a big Ice Cream at the entrance that is bigger than I am. I didn't believe him, as usual, so, we went. Well, there it was. The biggest Ice Cream Cone I ever saw. He tells me, "Go ahead, Hitomi. Get closer to it so that I take a picture of it as proof that you were here." Yes, I am a short girl, and this Ice Cream didn't help. I leaned in, hugged it, and he took the picture. As soon as the picture was taken... *thunk* It fell right to the side! It was so heavy, someone could've gotten hurt if they were walking by. I just stood there shocked, David was shocked, and the guy inside runs out going, "Are you OK?!"

It Never Stops
Just when I think that things can not get worse they always seems to go and get screwed up a notch worse. I don't even feel like I really have anyone to talk to, maybe one or two people but you can't always get a hold of them. I feel so alone right now and I don't even know what to do. I'm stuck in a house for a few more days alone and I am still looking for somewhere to store all my stuff (another long story)and I am trying to keep myself from going nuts. To make things worse... lastnigt all my tires magically became flat. Wow, did I piss off the gods? Bah... I am pathetic to have to create a blog just to get things off my chest. I'm going to shut up and just keep it inside

Confused
SHOWING LOVE IS MAKING TIME FOR THAT PERSON, FEELING LOVE IS BEING OPEN WITH EACH OTHER, HOLDING ON TO LOVE IS NEVER HAVING TO SEARCH FOR THE OTHER, KNOWING LOVE IS THE UNDERSTANDING OF THE OTHERS FEELINGS, AND BEING IN LOVE IS THE WILL TO LOOK PAST ONE'S SELF AND TO LOOK DEEPLY INTO ANOTHER. LOVE IS ALL THIS AND SO MUCH MORE, SO WHEN U FIND A PERSON WORTH YOUR TIME EXPRESS YOUR FEELINGS AND LOVE. AND NEVER PUSH LOVE TO THE SIDE.

Christmas In Heaven
Christmas in Heaven I drove by the post office today, saw the flag at half mast. A soldiers duty was fulfilled at last There's a soldier girl or boy Not coming back to Illinois As a parent with a son serving so far away. I know, the pain someone feels today. Someone died for you and me. Another hero lost fighting for his country. Some soldier's in heaven this Christmas, a new warrior at the pearly gate. We're all saddened at this soldier's early fate. Long ago, God sent his son to save us, a soldier duty is to protect us as well. We pray, that peace can be found but, only time will tell. Amazing grace, how sweet that sounds, a soldier died to save us. Another brave soldier will be in heaven this Christmas

Wanna Hear About The Best Day Ever.
Let's start with I was happy in Tennessee and should of stayed. Well I had rode home with my mom dad and grandpa. Everything was good till my grandpa left. Let's see my parents threw away all my clothes and makeup and etc.. Wow like I really felt like a bum. Ok well I really missed my dog and no one said anything about him so I was really hoping to see him. But oh wait he got put down. And that's been my best day ever really.

Irritation...
Nothing irritates me more than the realization that I've been duped! Yep, once again, nicety overrates my ability to think logically and there I go...trusting... Takers not givers. Haters not lovers. I have the open mind to forgive but not forget. Unfortunately I forgive way too easily. Just paint a target on my head already. I'm learning. Slowly but surely. I'll rid myself of the lowly, greedy people who prey upon my good natured heart. FUCKERS!

Make It Taste Better
Okay, so I've done my homework and this is what I've found out: Semen is made up of ninety percent (90%) seminal fluids including fructose (sugar), protein, and various trace minerals and nutrients that all feed and protect the sperm . The PH of semen is 7 and scientifically neutral. A man's ejaculate is only 1% sperm. In my opinion it tastes like elmer's glue. What you eat is excreted in all body fluids. People who consume a lot of garlic suppliments smell and taste like garlic. Also, it takes between 12 and 24 hours to secrete out and what you just consumed. Keep this in mind before a hot date. Normally I don't believe anything unless there is scientific proof, so I researched the medical journals at my local Medical Library (I've got special online access from work.) and found out that none of the medical journals have any articles on the subject. I guess they have better things to worry about. I thought about calling up a local urologist, a Doctor tha

Wintery Christmas
Wintery ChristmasThis is a collection of HR Christmas Wallpapers with some Winter Scenes mixed in.Image size 1024 x 768 and larger.101 Christmas WallpapersChristmas Wallpapers 01Christmas Wallpapers 02Christmas Wallpapers 03140 Christmas HD Wallpapers150 Christmas WallpapersIf you snag it please leave a comment letting me know.oxoxayasha

I Really Really Hate Rica.
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? Gone. 2. Your significant other? Single. 3. Your hair? Brown. 4. Your mother? Overseas. 5. Your father? Besticle. 6. Your favorite thing? Laptop. 7. Your dream last night? None. 8. Your favorite drink? Dew. 9. Your dream/goal? Success. 10. The room you're in? Messy. 11. Music? Love. 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? NotInDad'sHouse. 14. Where were you last night? Sleeping. 15. What you're not? Hungry. 16. Muffins? Blueberry. 17. One of your wish list items? Him. 18. Where you grew up? Here. 19. The last thing you did? Sleep 20. What are you wearing? ShirtAndPanties 21. TV? None. 22. Your pets? Fish. 23. Your computer? Blows. 24.

Santa And Sara
great story! Santa and Sarah > > > > Three years ago, a little boy and his grandmother came to see Santa At the Mayfair Mall in Wisconsin . The child climbed up on his lap,holding a picture of a little girl. "Who is this?" asked Santa, smiling. > > "Your friend? Your sister?'" "Yes, Santa,' he replied. "My sister,Sarah, who is very sick," he said sadly. > > Santa glanced over at the grandmother who was waiting nearby, and saw her dabbing her eyes with a tissue. "She wanted to come with me to see you, oh, so very much, Santa!" the child exclaimed. > "She misses you," he added softly. > > Santa tried to be cheerful and encouraged a smile to the boy's face, asking him what he wanted Santa to bring him for Christmas. > When they finished their visit, the Grandmother came over to help the child off his lap, and started to say something to Santa, but halted. > > > "What is it?" Santa asked warmly. > > > "Well, I know it's really too much to ask you

Ehhhh Stef Falalalal
Don't be scared JUST DO IT! Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 20. One thing that you would like to do to me

Uss Arizona Tribute To Those Who Died On December 7 Th 1941
December 7, 1941 The USS Arizona is the final resting place for many of the ship's 1,177 crewmen who lost their lives on December 7, 1941. The 184-foot-long Memorial structure spanning the mid-portion of the sunken battleship consists of three main sections: the entry and assembly rooms; a central area designed for ceremonies and general observation; and the shrine room, where the names of those killed on the Arizona are engraved on the marble wall. The USS Arizona Memorial grew out of wartime desire to establish some sort of memorial at Pearl Harbor to honor those who died in the attack. Suggestions for such a memorial began in 1943, but it wasn't until 1949, when the Territory of Hawaii established the Pacific War Memorial Commission, that the first real steps were taken to bring it about. Initial recognition came in 1950 when Admiral Arthur Radford, Commander in Chief, Pacific (CINCPAC), ordered that a flagpole be erected over the sunken battleship. On the ninth annive

The Events Of The Week And My Thoughts
The events of the last week since I got the call have been very hectic and very emotional for all involve to say the least. It started with the call Monday morning from my dad saying that my beloved grandfather had passed away. Wednesday I flew out to go home…what welcoming faces to see at the arrivals in the airport. My cousin Kristie, Randy, and a long time family friend Tommy. My cousin Kristie started that day out at 9 am in her pajamas thinking that she was only going to pick up Tommy from the airport. Haha the surprise was on her. She got the call that Randy was flying in…so she went to Old Navy to get clothes so her and Tommy could go see a movie and wait to pick up Randy then she got the call that I was flying in luckily I was in an hr after him and an hr me my cousin Keith flew in from California. She had a tip cup and a taxi business card we bought her a pine tree air fresher so she was like a real taxi…. On the way we were to visit the rest of the family…hugs and kisses

X&y
X&Y Coldplay Trying hard to speak And fighting with my weak hand Driven to distraction So part of the plan When something is broken And you try to fix it Trying to repair it Any way you can I dive in at the deep end You become my best friend I wanna love you but I don't know if I can I know something is broken and I'm trying to fix it Trying to repair it anyway I can Oooohh, oooohh Oooohh, oooohh You and me are floating on a tidal wave... together You and me are drifting into outer space... and singing Oooohh, oooohh You and me are floating on a tidal wave... together You and me are drifting into outer space You and me are floating on a tidal wave... together You and me are drifting into outer space... and singing Oooohh, oooohh Oooohh, oooohh

Terrorist Toys To Fight A Lego Jihad?
There are plenty of ways that LEGO toys have been modified over the years for kids. The latest incarnation, however, has really stirred up some anger: the LEGO-style Islamic fundamentalist terrorist. It's unclear whether he's an Osama bin Laden stand-in or some other evildoer, but the little dolly on the left is being marketed by the Redmond, Washington-based company BrickArms just in time for the holiday shopping season. And in a time of peace and love for all humanity, who couldn't use a toy equipped with a rocket launcher, assault rifle and an ample supply of grenades? BrickArms produces a variety of other gun-toting LEGO figures (including a Nazi major who has an SS insignia, and a storm trooper with grenade launchers) and has been hit by widespread criticism. Religious leaders are calling the LEGO knock-offs "absolutely disgusting" and "distasteful." LEGO was quick to issue a statement denying association with the toys and noting that BrickArms is not licensed to produce LEG

Operation Love A Soldier
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So Many To Get Ur Game On With!!
JUST TOO DARN MANY TODAY! I HAD TO MAKE A LIST! SO GET YOUR GAME ON WITH THESE PEOPLE! SOME ARE TRYING TO LEVEL UP! UNDER 2 MILLION TO GO TO ORACLE! Grlskikass2@ fubar TRYING TO REACH DISCIPLE 6'1 Playground- AUTO 11'S ON!!!!@ fubar 3.5 MILLION TO PROPHET! ☠ The One ☠ / Founder of Daddy's Levelers/Bombers/ Fu Owned By §ŵ† Çĥ®®¥ þ@ fubar 4 MILLION TO GO TO ORACLE! ~GARY~SHADOWLEVELER~SPANKERS~OWNED BY INFARRED & SCARLETT~BOOBOO'S FOREVER~@ fubar Auto 11s On ♥ Level Up On Me, Enjoy!@ fubar ~COUGARBABY~OWNER OF COUGARBABIESDEN.COM~GRAPHIC DESIGNER@HH-FORUMS~@ fubar (2ND YR FU ANNIVERSARY) MyZtErY--☆ ÐSC ☆--I.ß.I.C.@ fubar (2ND YR FU ANNIVERSARY) GARY - Owner of Dirty South Crew & Dirty Addiction@ fubar TIM'S BIRTHDAY TODAY!!! ~SouthernOutlawBiker~DSC~OutlawsAndPu$$ycats~Owned By Cynz Dreams. Auto 11 s .On@ fubar "InFArREd"~~~Owned By SouthernOutLawBiker~~DIRTY SOUTH CREW 4 LIFE~~OWNER OF DOWNTOWN BOMBER

Nba Winner
The winner of the first 10000 fu bucks is Ring Of Fire: Owner Of My R/L GF Debicakes(I Love You Baby)@ fubar Week two winner of 30k fu bucks is Seduce my mind and you can have my body, find my soul and you can have me forever!@ fubar week 3 winner 30k is Sweet T~Proud Member of Worth The Weight Lounge~@ fubar Christmas Winner of 120k St. Michael~Lost Boyz Team#3~@ fubar Week 4 winner of 30k is ~dj~@ fubar The New year winner of 240k is Z♠♠kS™~ThE hEaD bAnGeR oF hEaDs @ PyRoTeKnIcS~@ fub week 5 winner of 30k In my dreams...or yours? ~*~Shadow Leveler~*~Fu Angel~*~Fu Bad Girl~*~The Pegasus Project~*~@ fubar week 6 winner of 30k DJ Goofy Babe @ Cosmic Force Radio Rockers Babe & Darts Brat *RR* Pu$$ycat Playmates@ fubar Week 7 winner of 30k is ~~B1tch™ ~The Pegasus Project~ SBG*Club United*FU-Bomber*Click Club@ fubar Week 8 winner of 30k is ..chillie...™@ fubar week 9 winner of 30k is

Steelers Vs. Cowboys
So, today is the ever awaited Pittsburgh/Dallas game. I'm more than excited. This is a very serious game for me, as I have $150 bet on this game. I must say that I REALLY HATE Dallas. I'm more or less writing this because I was talking to a friend of mine earlier, who happens to be a die hard Dallas fan, and he told me to "tread lightly". So, in order not to piss him off, or at least not as bad, I'm going to blog my thoughts. This person and I were talking about Homo, I mean Romo, and so many thoughts came to mind. As most of you know, or should know, or will know, he has a broken finger. Wanna know how he got it? From sticking it up T.O.'s ass. Kind of sad, really. Ok, I'm kidding, but to say he got hurt during play? Not a chance. He sucks. I saw a couple shirts today online that I really want. One says "Dallas sucks. T.O. swallows". The other one said "I have two favorite teams. The Steelers and whoever beats the Cowboys". Yes, I will get those shirts. =] If the particu

Jrrocka (read From Bottom Up 4 Sb Convo)
->ME: good bye jrrocka: ur jus so hottt jrrocka: im sorry ->ME: then learn some respect jrrocka: ii aint no sexual preditor i am a law enfocement officer ->ME: i went to ur profile and rated you because i thought you'd be fun and interesting to talk to.. that don't give u the right to talk like a sexual predator to me or any one else. jrrocka: o0o0o im sry ->ME: no you dont make a good first impression .. ur rude and abrasive. jrrocka: why arent u offering im to uglyy ->ME: girls on a website dont' wanna hear that kinda talk unless its invited.. and i'm not offering.. jrrocka: im not a jack ass im a jerkoff to ur pics jrrocka: im sorry for beeing rude please excuse me ->ME: well i wouldnt be ur girl... i think ur being rude. just cuz u are sitting behind a computer doesnt give you the right to be a rude jackass jrrocka: if u were my girl i would lick ur ass everyday all day long This is my shoutbox conversation... read from the bottom up.. This is after I deleted

Help Me Out
ok there are two great lounges here in fubar would like for every one to come check them out and join them first one is all time rock in roll we are looking for staff and the other is fantasy pool lounge you will find them in my home page

Tagged
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? kitchen 2. Your significant other? Rebel 3. Your hair? Red 4. Your mother? Bitch 5. Your father? wtf 6. Your favorite thing? Music 7. Your dream last night? cakes 8. Your favorite drink? Tea 9. Your dream/goal? live 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? all 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? alive 14. Where were you last night? sofa 15. What you're not? selfish 16. Muffins? chocolatechip 17. One of your wish list items? Life 18. Where you grew up? UK 19. The last thing you did? type 20. What are you wearing? clothes 21. TV? ok 22. Your pets?Cats 23. Your computer? love 24. Your life? mine 25. Your mood? contemplative 26. Missi

Update On Dad
The tests showed he did not have a heart attack yesterday. That is the good news. Tomorrow he will have a heart cath to check for blockage. Something caused the pain and the sudden high blood pressure. Hopefully tomorrow we will know the answer. I spent most of the day sitting in his hospital room. I just couldn't leave. I know he will be fine. I know I can stop being so worried. But I still get chocked up when I talk about it.. and when I hugged him and left I did again. TY for the prayers.

My Heart Will Go On
Every night in my dreams I see you, I feel you, That is how I know you go on Far across the distance And spaces between us You have come to show you go on Near, far, wherever you are I believe that the heart does go on Once more you open the door And you're here in my heart And my heart will go on and on Love can touch us one time And last for a lifetime And never let go till we're gone Love was when I loved you One true time I hold to In my life we'll always go on Near, far, wherever you are I believe that the heart does go on Once more you open the door And you're here in my heart And my heart will go on and on You're here, there's nothing I fear, And I know that my heart will go on We'll stay forever this way You are safe in my heart And my heart will go on and on

If Ya Didnt Know......
For some time many of us have wondered who is Jack Shit? We find ourselves at a loss when someone says, You dont know Jack Shit? Well, thanks to my efforts you can now respond in an intellectual way. Jack Shit is the only son of Awe Shit who married O Shit, the owners of Knee Deep N Shit Inc. In turn Jack Shit married Noe Shit. The couple had 6 children: Holie Shit, Giva Shit, Fulla Shit, Bull Shit, and the twins Deep Shit and Dip Shit. Deep Shit married Dumb Shit, a high school dropout. After 15 years, Jack and Noe Shit got divorced and she married Ted Sherlock and became Noe Shit Sherlock. Meanwhile, Dip Shit married Lota Shit and had a rather nervous disposition named Chicken Shit. Fulla Shit n Giva Shit married the Happens brothers n had a double wedding. The newspaper invited everyone to the Shit-Happens wedding. Bull Shit traveled the world and returned home with an italian bride Pisa Shit. So from now on, no one can tell you that you dont know Jack Shit......

Slam This Guy
Got a man here. He has a dream. That dream is to be a Prophet on here. He has auto 11's going. Hit him and hit him hard. We all know auto 11's help us all. He has them so why not rate him PLAYINHARD OWNER OF BLEEDING, RED, WHITE, AND BLUE@ fubar

Death Of A Musician (chapter 1)
Ya know, when my pappa died I felt lost and alone. He was all I had, my whole life. I had never been away from home, didn't know anyone outside of the lab, and had no idea how I would live on my own, but it was made very clear that I couldn't stay there. All I had was my love and talent for music and my memories of pappa. I had heard some of the lab techs talk about how much they enjoyed the entertainment at the Theed cantina so I decided to start there. Walking into the strange room I was assaulted with smoke, lights, and so many different smells. My nose was screaming in agony, wanting to go back to the disinfectant smell of the lab. But I couldn't go back, so I went forward. I found an empty corner and pulled out my mandovil. I touched it lightly, closing my eyes and smiling inwardly, remembering all the nights pappa and I would play together. He was a terrible musician but he made sure I had access to every song ever written. Playing for him made me happy. His face lit up so bri

A Life Best Forgotten (chapter 2)
The day I put down my mandovil was a very painful day for me. I wasn't just letting go of my music, I was letting go of pappa, his dreams, his memories. But I just couldn't do it anymore. I felt so weak, so empty. The music that once claimed my soul felt so alien to me. What once caressed my very being, brought happiness and serenity wherever I went, was now the serial killer that followed me in the shadows. It had let me down in the worst way. It made me blame myself for Vinny's death and I hated it for that. I didn't deserve to make anyone happy anymore. pappa was gone. But I had to do something. So I picked up a sword and became more active with the Regiment, hunting and tracking Rebels. The sword was an extension of my body, as my music once was. I trained everyday under the study of the greatest teachers and learned all they could teach me. I was able to wield either a one or two-handed sword. When I perfected those weapons I started studying the art of hand to hand combat and

Yahoo Conversation
Tis is a conversation I just in yahoo with one of those cam girls, I'm charlineeater and the other name isnt her yahoo name its just her display name. Claire Redfield (12/7/2008 9:51:15 PM): helllo charlineeater (12/7/2008 9:51:32 PM): hi Claire Redfield (12/7/2008 9:52:56 PM): how are u BUZZ!!! charlineeater (12/7/2008 9:56:08 PM): Im ok I guess, Iwas in the4 middle of writing a blog on fubar charlineeater (12/7/2008 9:56:16 PM): how are you? Claire Redfield (12/7/2008 9:56:37 PM): great nd u charlineeater (12/7/2008 9:57:06 PM): i got no complaints other than being kinda lonesome Claire Redfield (12/7/2008 9:57:16 PM): uhuh charlineeater (12/7/2008 9:57:47 PM): a hot girl like you wouldnt know anythign about that though, I bet you have all kinds of guys tryin to be with you charlineeater (12/7/2008 9:59:59 PM): so whatcah doin besides being sexy? Claire Redfield (12/7/2008 10:01:15 PM): just layin on my bed naked charlineeater (12/7/2008 10:01:36 PM): arent you cold

Poor Child
Around this time last year as I was driving to work , I saw a sign saying that somebody had stolen a four year old girls puppy from her front yard that was an early xmas gift. Feeling sad I contacted the phone number that was on the sign and spoke to the parents of the girl. I offered to help and invited her and her parents to visit my home, because each Xmas I decorate my house with lights for everyone to see and to get into the spirit of giving. That sign gave to me the sweetest family that anyone could wish for. Just to see the smile on the child's face was enough to bring a tear to my eye as well as her parents. By the way the little girls name was FAITH and she gave all that back to me with the biggest smile and the brightest gleam in her eye when I let her turn the lights on to my home. A child got a gift of happiness.....and I also bought her a white Labrador puppy. So be it!!!

Arlington At Christmas
Rest easy, sleep well my brothers. Know the line has held, your job is done. Rest easy, sleep well. Others have taken up where you fell, the line has held. Peace, peace, and farewell... The photo is showing Christmas wreaths adorning every gravesite at Arlington National Cemetery. Over 5,000 wreaths are donated by the Worcester Wreath Co. of Harrington, Maine. The owner, Merrill Worcester, not only provides the wreaths, but covers the trucking expense as well. He's done this since 1992. A wonderful guy. Also, most years, groups of Maine school kids combine an educational trip to DC with this event to help out. Making this even more remarkable is the fact that Harrington is in one the poorest parts of the state. Remember the fallen, Honor those who serve, Teach our children the value of freedom !

Want
Have you ever wanted so desperatly to satisfy a need so great inside of you that, it almost kills? To want something so bad, that you would go to the greatest lengths to get it, sounds almost crazy right? Would I in fact then be crazy? As things grow hotter inside of me, my pulse quickens, my breath catchs in my throat, and I close my eyes. Take another deep breath and hold it. I feel dizzy and light headed, I see things that come in flashes and it makes my back arch, and my chest rise and fall quicker. My hand cant help but to slide down further, wishing it was someone elses. Does that make me dirty? Indeed not. It makes me hotter, I lick my lips and sigh softly as my fingers slide along the heated flesh that grows swollen with need and desire. Letting my imagination fly, and my memories that I have so long forgotten take hold on my mind. I slide inside of myself, and feel what they all felt. The sensations of gripping and tightening heat, so moist and soft. Moans spilling over my lip

Trying Something New
YEA BEEN DOING ALOT OF THINKING HERE LATELY. LOT OF THINGS HAS COME TO MY ATTENTION. ALSO LOT OF THINGS HAS CLICKED IN MY HEAD. MAKES ME WANNA TRY NEW THINGS DOING THINGS FROM A DIFFERENT PERSPECT OF. TO SEE HOW THINGS GO. TIME TO DO THINGS AND MAKE DECISIONS AND NOT CARE WAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK ABOUT THEM CAUSE ALL MY LIFE I HAVE ALWAYS WORRIED BOUT WAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK. IF I ASKED SOMEONE SOMETHING AND THEY SAID THEY DIDNT LIKE IT OR THIS OR THAT I WOULDNT DO IT THEN IN THE END IM ALWAYS THINKING DID I MAKE THE RIGHT DECISION TO PASS THAT UP AND ALWAYS IN THE END IM THE ONE HURT ONCE AGAIN. SOMETIMES I FIND MYSELF STUCK IN THE MIST OF THINKING AND EVERY TIME I ALWAYS CRY I HIDE MY PAIN I HIDE MY FEELINGS. AND IM TIRED OF THAT NO ONE KNOWS HOW I FEEL PEOPLE CAN FEEL DEPRESSION OR FEEL STRESSED BUT NOT LIKE ME. i could set here and right a book on how bad i feel on how hurt i feel inside but it wont do know good cause id hear the same response from everybody, i hi

Max Knew His Sh*t
Funny story about how I became familiar with Max Ehrman's Desiderata... At the very end of my marriage when things were at their worst, a small flower shop a couple blocks down from the pharmacy I work in had a moving sale. We all took turns walking down and perusing the odds and ends they had for sale. Just before the day ended, I walked back on a whim to grab something I'd seen for my niece. Another girl went with me and just as I was about to complete my purchase, she brought up a couple of old books..."there's two more over there...he just put them all out, go look." I did. I bought them just because. They looked pretty neat and I knew I'd probably never read them. Tucked into one was a pristine clipping from a magazine that contained part of Desiderata--it came at a time when I really needed it, so maybe it was fate or just coincidence, but I thought I'd share it just in case none of you know it. Go placidly amid the noise and the haste, and remember what peace the

Games, Agendas, Lies, And The Internet
I must begin with saying, I love Fubar. I feel like it has opened a door for me to become so much closer to someone I love so very dearly and thought I had lost years ago. I can't imagine that we would be as close as we are now, in the place that we are relationshipwise without this and other "chat venues" that we have utilized over the past few months. Our love has grown and our situation has evolved into a beautiful experience that I am loving every minute of. But as awesome a tool as Fubar has been to bringing someone back into my life that I thought I would never see again, it has also brought with it "evil" (as I cant think of any other way to describe it). I am convinced that the "internet" in general (myspace, yahoo, facebook, fubar, classmates, {enter other social networking site here}, etc.) brings out the worst in people. I have seen people come here and show their "true colors" when it comes to being manipulative, coniving, disrespectful, hateful and ultimately hurtful

The Skin Becomes A Battlefield As A Demonstration Of Internal Chaos. The Place Where The Self Meets The World Is A Canvas Or Tabula Rasa
my heart is innocent, but i hold it responsible for every mistake. i have two sets of eyes - those with which i see, and those that i wear when reality is drifting right through me. and i am not asking for anybody to learn the difference.

Lost In Your Eyes
VERSE 1: I get lost in your eyes And I feel my spirits rise And soar like the wind.. Is it love that I am in? I get weak in a glance Isn't this what's called romance? ...And now I know 'Cause when I'm lost I can't let go CHORUS: I don't mind not knowing what I'm headed for You can take me to the skies... It's like being lost in heaven When I'm lost in your eyes ... ohh hoo VERSE 2: I just fell, don't know why Something's there we can't deny... And when I first knew Was when I first looked at you And if I can't find my way If salvation seems worlds away Oh, I'll be found When I am lost in your eyes CHORUS: I don't mind not knowing what I'm headed for You can take me to the skies... Oh it's like being lost in heaven When I'm lost in your eyes VERSE 3: I get weak in a glance Isn't this what's called romance? Oh, I'll be found When I am lost ... ... in your eyes Lost In Your Eyes - Debbie Gibson

Auto 11 Auction Rules
WHO WANTS AN AUTO 11? I HAVE JUST THE ONE YOU WANT! ITS UP FOR AUCTION! COME BID ON IT... STARTING MONDAY, DECEMBER 8TH @ 1 PM EST ENDING MONDAY, DECEMBER 15TH @ 1PM EST CLICK ON THE PIC BELOW TO BID ON THE AUTO 11! RULES: STARTING BID IS 2 MILLION FUBUCKS CASH PRIZES OVERRIDE FUBUCK BIDS (EX. VIP/BLAST/HH) THE WINNER WILL GET ALL OF MY 11'S FOR ONE WEEK SO HAPPY BIDDING!! THANK YOU.... KING SLIM

The Meaning
@ fubar"> @ fubar"> TRUE MEANING OF CHRISTMAS Jesus is someone very special, that He is our Savior, a wonderful person, and that the whole reason we have a Christmas celebration is so we can honor His birth. For a few moments in time, I would like to take you away from the hustle of the world, to a small stable in Bethlehem about 2,000 years ago. You can almost hear a newborn's cry, and the cattle making soft lowing sounds. Sniff the air, and smell the sweet hay where this precious new baby is laying, wrapped warmly in cloths made into swaddling clothes. He feels safe and secure as his mother nurses him and shares the tired joy all new mothers feel as their baby molds into their arms... Isa. 11:11:1 And there shall come forth a rod out of the stem of Jesse, and a Branch shall grow out of his roots: And the spirit of the LORD shall rest upon him, the spirit of wisdom and understanding, the spirit of counsel and might, the spirit of knowledge and

Life Changing Music
Before I get to the list, a disclaimer about how this was compiled. My music taste is so wide that there is no way I could ever say I have a favorite song, I categorize music by the way I feel and it makes me feel, and even within each of those categories there's tons of songs I love. So, I did the next best thing. I set my iPod to shuffle, and listened for a while. I picked out the ones I remember the most about, that I remember the way they changed my life. If I were to do this again tomorrow, I guarantee I would come up with a different list, but here it is: 1. Beethoven’s Symphony No. 5. There’s something about classical music that shows the sum of the parts is greater than the whole. I know most people find it boring, it has nothing to it, but really pay attention to what symphony and chamber music can do. Plus, add in piano solos, string ensembles, and violin solos. It’s the music that you can use to drive your life, and I’d be afraid of what the world would be without it. 2

Go On Just Look @ This!!!!!!!
Need pointz? Need Fubuckz? Rate all 145 of my pictures & Ill send you 12,000 Fubuckz!! Thats right Fu-Fu! Only 145 Pictures & 12,000 Fubuckz! "PLEASE PRIVATE MESSAGE" Me when complete so I can get you your Fubuckz!! AUTO 11's ARE ON Ben DoveЯ™@ Lostcherry -Ben DoveЯ™ NOW A WORD FROM ME... I'VE ALWAYS HATED HIS FONT STYLE & COLOR BUT DAYUM HE IS THE COOLEST FU! HE CAME OUT OF NOWHERE AND HELPED ME OUT A TON IN MY LAST PUSH TO DISCIPLE AND KICKED SOME SERIOUS FUA$$! HE'S BEEN GONE AWHILE SO LET'S GET ON THOSE 145? SERIOUSLY 145!! PICS! LOL!! 145 IS NOTHING COMPARED TO THE HUNDREDS SOME OF US RATE DAILY!

4 Years
so 4 years ago today i moved to california. and my first night in my home was also the same night that one of my musicial heroes, Dimebag Darrell was murdered in my home state of Ohio. the irony wasn't lost on me. my whole time in california has been a mix of both good and bad times. i've had my share of both and when i look back i realize how much crazy shit has really happened in only 4 years. granted most of the last year and a half has been insanely more bad times than good, i still have done my best to keep my head up and survive. and i continue to survive. i don't give up easily no matter how many times i break down and want to. i stand up and plow through it. i'm too fucking stubborn. so as i blast some Pantera on my stero i just have a smile on my face cuz ya know what? i'm not done. i'm not giving up. and i'm sure as hell not gonna lie down and die. horns

Do You Believe?
There was a time in my life...not so long ago...that I didnt believe in love. Then one day out of the blue, I did a search here on fubar, to see who was in my area. I found a picture of a guy, very hott i might add, and thought to myself... "why not make the first move and say hi" I did...and now we are engaged. He stole me heart what can I say. My question to you is...do you believe there is an outside force bringing people together? Do you believe in fate? What about love at first sight? I do now. I love you Chey!

Phenomenal Woman By Maya Angelou
One of my favorite poems............ Phenomenal Woman by Maya Angelou Pretty women wonder where my secret lies. I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's size But when I start to tell them, They think I'm telling lies. I say, It's in the reach of my arms The span of my hips, The stride of my step, The curl of my lips. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. I walk into a room Just as cool as you please, And to a man, The fellows stand or Fall down on their knees. Then they swarm around me, A hive of honey bees. I say, It's the fire in my eyes, And the flash of my teeth, The swing in my waist, And the joy in my feet. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. Men themselves have wondered What they see in me. They try so much But they can't touch My inner mystery. When I try to show them They say they still can't see. I say, It's in the arch of my back, The sun of my smile, The ride of my breasts, The grac

Need A Job
I would just like to know how I could be unemployed for 6 months now sending my resume everywhere and not get a bite? My brother is unemployed for 2 days and get a job in the court house as a translator mind you he is a felon. I on the other hand have a clean criminal background. I have skills... I can type and knowledgeable with Microsoft office and can translate as well. I Don't know what's wrong. I have worked for the same compny for 5 years when I was let go.

Body Facts
Body facts It takes your food seven seconds to get from your mouth to your stomach. One human hair can support 3 kg (6 lb). The average man's penis is three times the length of his thumb. Human thighbones are stronger than concrete. A woman's heart beats faster than a man's. There are about one trillion bacteria on each of your feet.. Women blink twice as often as men. The average person's skin weighs twice as much as the brain. Your body uses 300 muscles to balance itself when you are standing still. If saliva cannot dissolve something, you cannot taste it. Women reading this will be finished now. Men who read this are probably still busy checking their thumbs. LMAO!!!!!!!!!!

Second Opinion
SEXY & HOT COMMENTSCLICK HERE! A doctor and his wife were having a big argument at breakfast. "You aren't so good in bed either!" he shouted and stormed off to work. By midmorning, he decided he'd better make amends and phoned home. After many rings, his wife picked up the phone. What took you so long to answer?" "I was in bed." "What were you doing in bed this late?" "Getting a second opinion."

You Been Tagged
This is fun...try it out. Woohoo. let's have fun with this. Thanks Joanna.... You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? hip 2. Your significant other? none 3. Your hair? medium 4. Your mother? Mary 5. Your father? Mark 6. Your favorite thing? Tulips 7. Your dream last night? never 8. Your favorite drink? coke 9. Your dream/goal? love 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? country 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Chicago 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? liar 16. Muffins? banana 17. One of your wish list items? happiness 18. Where you grew up? Texas 19. The last thing you did? coffee 20. What are you wearing? jeans 21. TV? hardly 22. Your pets? dogs

I Got Tagged :d
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? table 2. Your significant other? close 3. Your hair? messy 4. Your mother? trying 5. Your father? great 6. Your favorite thing? kids 7. Your dream last night? weird 8. Your favorite drink? Jager 9. Your dream/goal? live 10. The room you're in? Living 11. Music? ♥ 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? home 14. Where were you last night? here 15. What you're not? strong 16. Muffins? ewwww 17. One of your wish list items? happiness 18. Where you grew up? Indiana 19. The last thing you did? cook 20. What are you wearing? black 21. TV? Reality 22. Your pets? Ozzy 23. Your computer? Nice :D 24. Your life? awesome 25. Your mood? happy 26.

Entrapment My Love
Entrapment My love, I have tried with all my being to grasp a form comparable to thine own, but nothing seems worthy; I know now why Shakespeare could not compare his love to a summer’s day. It would be a crime to denounce the beauty of such a creature as thee, to simply cast away the precision God had placed in forging you. Each facet of your being whether it physical or spiritual is an ensnarement from which there is no release. But I do not wish release. I wish to stay entrapped forever. With you for all eternity. Our hearts, always as one.

You Ever???
Have you ever loved someone soo much that every moment without them you felt as if you were falling deeper into loneliness? Then all of a sudden you just hear their voice and instantly you are lifted above the clouds. Have you ever longed to feel the touch of there skin that it seemed as if you just had an amazing dream and had made them up in your imagination? then as fate would have it you recive a letter and can smell the essence of the illusion making them real again. Have you ever had continous spurts of the day where you are not able to get them off your mind as you see other lovers as doves courting one another while they hold hands and peck at one another with the sweetest of kisses, driving you insane? But then you look at the remnants of lipstick of your true loves lips pasted beautifully against an envelope for you to remember how sweet there lips will taste. Have you ever slept alone in the night to be awakened by the smallest of noises because you think it is th

Winter Moonlight The Snow
Winter Moonlight The snow, so peaceful and serene, caressed by the soft moonlight, gave magical feelings to the night. The soft blue glow, the lovers' words that then did flow, their lips closer and closer until, locked in the throes of a passionate embrace, he decided to express his feelings, to keep her safe. He whispered softly, his words like music to her ears, "I Love You," and her response the same, heard like the gentle breeze, "And I, love you, forever." That was the night they promised to be together through everything, each to care for the other when old and gray. A lovers' pact

I Am Yours
i am yours you have come for me there is nothing i could do. i am yours i run and you catch me i struggle and you bind me i try to get away and it is not possable i try to scarem and you stop me i am yours you have me for all eternity i try to get away from you and you being me back to you lair where i can not get away from you i am yours by kim McMindes

I Was Tagged
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? Bed 2. Your significant other? none 3. Your hair? up 4. Your mother? Sleep 5. Your father? UGH 6. Your favorite thing? Lex 7. Your dream last night?CRAZY 8. Your favorite drink? Beer 9. Your dream/goal? Model 10. The room you're in? Bedroom 11. Music? Love 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Alive 14. Where were you last night? Home 15. What you're not? Skinny 16. Muffins? Food 17. One of your wish list items? Him 18. Where you grew up? Tonawanda 19. The last thing you did? Bake 20. What are you wearing? Jammies 21. TV? Boring 22. Your pets? Nuts 23. Your computer? Love 24. Your life? Great 25. Your mood? happy 26. Missing someone? Yes

This Is The Kind Of Fudick I'm Talking About...
All This Drama because I didn't want my webcam up.. my bf was on and got pissed..then I got pissed lol..I got called fat, said I never brush my teeth and I'm covered in acne.. what do u think I think its entertaining lmao Please Mess with him for me raleighfella: hiya cutie.. Cassie: heyyy raleighfella: you should just be able too plug your webcam in the usb port raleighfella: and then it should work,, raleighfella: try it raleighfella: then msg. me Cassie: hahahha I will later I gotta get some stuff done around the house I WILL talk to ya soon hun raleighfella: ok beauty raleighfella: nice too have met you today Cassie: you too hunie raleighfella: hiya raleighfella: .... raleighfella: whatcha up yoo cassie? Cassie: so why wont you talk to me without a webcam? raleighfella: much more enjoyable too see your friends smile raleighfella: when you chat? raleighfella: do you not have one? raleighfella: you havent answered many notes raleighfella

Darkness
Yes it came from the depths places people will not dare tread People who hunt, who have no morals but it crept up clawing through the ground upwards, nails clawed through he earth, the leaves Finally light, the moon high in the sky Now free in the land of men he creeps, looking smelling things so different to decay Flowers, plants, trees everything alive leaves blow in a breeze, trickling of water in the distance He stops, a wolf, big strong and red leaps over him and races off into the trees The wolf has no fear, strong in heart, strong in itself He follows knowing this could be his match he is a hunter, he has to hunt the smell of the wolf is in the air easy to follow, he moves fast the scent leads him to the water where he stops looking He knows that the wolf has heard him follow, that the wolf is leading him there he gazes around, the moon on the water, like a pool with a stream running off a sheer rock raising up into the mountain water cascading down shatt

Monday, Dec 8 2008
My husband had his speech therapy and MRA done today. He is getting so much better with speech therapy and should 100% or at least 98%. He goes back and sees his speech therapist again on Wednesday.

About My Life!
Hello Everyone!! So as some of you may know I am trying to be a freelance writer and so far so good. Occasionally you do run into the person that will take what you wrote praise you for it and then never come thru with payment on it. I have made up contracts and in those contracts it states that if there is a non payment occurrence and there is use of the article without my permission or payment suddenly appearing that legal action will be taken. With that being said I am happy to announce that I have a few regular people that come to me for articles and actually pay me!! I just got a client that asked me to write 96 articles having never used my services before. So I sent him the ones I have written up so far and he was quite impressed, according to his email, and he has offered me to write for him permanently. He has plenty of work ahead of himself and for me and he can't wait for me to finish these up so he can send me more. I am super excited for this opportunity. I also w

Tagged
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? desk 2. Your significant other? hubby 3. Your hair? dark 4. Your mother? Love 5. Your father? Love 6. Your favorite thing? music 7. Your dream last night? dunno 8. Your favorite drink? coffee 9. Your dream/goal? Family 10. The room you're in? office 11. Music? any 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? gone 14. Where were you last night? bed 15. What you're not? shy 16. Muffins? no 17. One of your wish list items? health 18. Where you grew up? germany 19. The last thing you did? Dishes 20. What are you wearing? pj 21. TV? Off 22. Your pets? Cat 23. Your computer? sucks 24. Your life? good 25. Your mood? sleepy 26. Missing someone? Much 27

Rap Salute
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The Spoiled Under 30 Crowd!!!
If you are 30 or older you will think this is hilarious!!!! When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears with their tedious diatribes about how hard things were. When they were growing up; what with walking twenty-five miles to school every morning ... Uphill...barefoot... BOTH ways yadda, yadda, yadda. And I remember promising myself that when I grew up, there was no way in hell I was going to lay a bunch of crap like that on kids about how hard I had it and how easy they've got it! But now that... I'm over the ripe old age of thirty, I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today. You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to my childhood, you live in a damn Utopia! And I hate to say it but you kids today you don't know how good you've got it! I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have The Internet. If we wanted to know something, we had to go to the damn library and Look it up ourselves, in the card catalogue!! There was no em

General Things
So, stella is my dog. Sweet as sin. She is due for puppies any day now. Her temp is flopping back and forth, if it drops to a certian degree it means shes going into labor. I'm pretty excited. Stuff, I want to thank all the sweet people whom have welcomed me and thank those helping me get rid of the immposter who stole my photos to make an account here.

One Word Tag
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? DESK 2. Your significant other? WHO? 3. Your hair? LONG 4. Your mother? GRREAT 5. Your father? UHMMMM. . . 6. Your favorite thing? SLEEEPING 7. Your dream last night? HUH? 8. Your favorite drink? SPRITE 9. Your dream/goal? BIG 10. The room you're in? OFFICE 11. Music? LOVE 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? THERE 14. Where were you last night? BED 15. What you're not? TAKEN 16. Muffins? NAH 17. One of your wish list items? HIM 18. Where you grew up? JACKSONVILLE 19. The last thing you did? TYPE 20. What are you wearing? PJS 21. TV? NAH 22. Your pets? KIDS? 23. Your computer? POS 24. Your life? LIFE 25. Your mood? CHILL 26. Missing some

Finally, A Keyboard Just For Blondes.
Blondes have suffered decades of ridicule, but it's time they embrace the jokes. When it comes to a hot-pink boost of self-confidence (or at least a few good laughs), the Keyboard for Blondes may do the trick. The all-pink keyboard swaps out standard keys with funnier, dumber key names. The backspace key now says "Oops!" and the entire row of function keys spells out USELESS KEYS. Hit the "$" sign and you get the sound of a cash register clinking. Blondes can even get a little technical and use special keys that type out "OMG," "ALI" (Absolutely Love It!) or "XOXO." My favorite? The caps lock key now says: "Warning! size XXL letters." Though this fully functional keyboard would be a great gift to poke some fun at your fair-haired friends, regular computer users may find it a bit challenging. However, like the completely blank Das Keyboard, the Keyboard for Blondes might help poor typists improve their skills, since the keys are 1) a distracting pink, and 2) no longer have the

Winter Of My Emotions [#5]
This is the winter of my emotions As I stand here in the thunderous rain With my heart shattered in pieces Hoping it will wash away the pain Above the darkened sky does float Devouring the brightness of the day With unseeing eyes my future has gone This callous void, now here to stay While the stars above twinkle palely The moon in the night refuses to shine For it too sees the sorrow that I feel Knowing his love is no longer mine So beneath the dark water I’ll sink Seeking peace at last in eternal rest But no! Even of that I am spurned My heart still beats within my breast

Caffiene N Nicotine
I smoke, i drink coffee n i swear like a goddamn sailor. ppl say i should quit smoking cause it can kill me, so can many other things. ppl say i should stop drinking coffee cause it can put on weight, so can alot of foods we eat. but not once has someone told me 2 quit swearing...

Me
MY Gators are in the BCS Championship game after we KILLED BAMA! I have been talking to some pretty kewl people on here. Have actually meet a few too. 1 guy has become a really good friend, another turned out to be disappointing. There are some people I would really love to meet in person but that time has not come yet. There is 1 guy that I have not met but if he asked me to be his - I would not have to think twice! Thanks to everyone for talking to me & making me laugh esp. when I have had a bad day. I LOVE YOU ALL! I would like to esp thank my poet boy - your words are way beyond your years & if you were older sweetie - I would definetly be all yours!

Tagged
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? speaker 2. Your significant other? divorced 3. Your hair? multiple 4. Your mother? caring 5. Your father? awesome 6. Your favorite thing? ganja 7. Your dream last night? dunno 8. Your favorite drink? poontang? 9. Your dream/goal? live 10. The room you're in? bedroomroom 11. Music? ska 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? here 14. Where were you last night? out 15. What you're not? you 16. Muffins? weed 17. One of your wish list items? ssenippah 18. Where you grew up? starrucca 19. The last thing you did? smoked 20. What are you wearing? nuttin 21. TV? off 22. Your pets? few 23. Your computer? gateway 24. Your life? lost 25. Your mood? st