You hear that sometimes people come into your life for a reason. Then when they leave you sometimes wonder what that reason was, especially when you find out that they really were not your friend to begin with. You start doubting yourself and wondering how you could have missed the signs. Then you think maybe the little girl in you just saw the little person in them not the adult manipulator that lurks beneath the surface. Honesty and integrity are traits that I value in a person, however, honesty is a double edged sword. It allows you to open yourself up to people who make a living preying on the trustfulness of others. You begin to pull back from people and everyone you meet becomes a suspect,.... always trying to give others a chance,... but then they prove you right in the end. Its a sad state of affairs when you can never trust another human being because they live by a different set of values known only to them. Words become meaningless because the value of the word changes from individual to individual based on cultural norms. Truth and Justice have become tainted by relativity and personal choices are the excuses for harming others. So the question is what do you do? My answer is.... to just be who I am without pretenses. Cry it out and then be all that I can be and FUCK everyone else. My conscious is clear I have harmed no one. I seek not to destroy. My life is my own and I live it how I see fit. I can not live my life in fear of who will try to destroy me tomorrow...I can only live for today. Truth, honor, and loyalty will be my guides and hopefully true justice will prevail. I choose to live life without fear.
