my dear sweet lord i know the pain is bad but you know all of the LDC family love you and care for you that we are all there no matter what your going through....Never give up never give anyone from the past power over you have the power to rise above this and show those who hurt you that you no longer care about the past we are the future we need you more then anything....SWEETHEART listen to me i love you with all my heart and soul you and my kids are the reason i get up in the morening i couldn't handle it if you left me it's brake me in half you mean that much to me the whole LDC family needs you chin up baby