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Without You
Without you, there's no change My nights and days are grey If I reached out and touched the rain It just wouldn't feel the same Without you, I'd be lost I'd slip down from the top I'd slide down so low Girl you never, never know... Without you, without you A sailor lost at sea Without you, woman, The world comes down on me Without you in my life I'd slowly wilt and die But with you by my side You're the reason I'm alive But with you in my life You're the reason I'm alive But without you, without you... Without you, my hope is small Let me be me all along Let the fires rage inside Knowing someday I'd grow strong (I was wrong????) Without you. Without you A sailor lost at sea Without you, woman The world comes down on me Without you in my life I'd slowly wilt and die But with you by my side You're the reason I'm alive But with you in my life You're the reason I'm alive But without you, without you... I could face a mountain But I could neve

Today.. 5/20/09
ok seriously.. I am fuckin annoyed. Why am i annoyed you ask? because i am so fuckin sick and tired of people asking me whats wrong when theres nothing fuckin wrong so i dont answer you with baby. hun.doll. but i say allo.. why does there have to be something wrong.. what really pisses me off about this is i was happy hyper n content and then the "whats wrong" q comes out of the blue and its like auto snap for me. GRRRRRRRRRr ffs people reall why does it have to be something wrong if you act out of character for a moment a week a year? Thats it im done. .im done with being claimed im done with most everything James you n me.. Hun ur precious in my life but i cant deal with the over concerned shit. your like my dad when u get like this. and i cant do it. My doc tells me i need to take stress out of my life. And some days your the source of my stress. how you may ask? the over concerned the walkin on egg shells when i flip the wanting to know all my sexual prefrences when i

Suzie And Rellik Are Auctioning Themselves For Fubucks Only
☆HIS☆ ☆ Owned by in name☆ ☆ top friend spot☆ ☆ custom morph☆ ☆ fubucks only☆ ЯelliK-CoOwner of the Basement-SEЯ DJ-FuHubby to Kunty ☆Her☆ ☆ Offering ☆ ☆sfw salute☆ ☆#3 family spot☆ ☆yahoo addy☆ ☆custom picture☆ ☆owned by in name☆ ☆ fubux only, they will all be going to Rellik☆ ☆Kunty™CuppyCake [Basement] Rellik's fu-wifey☆ ☆ HURRY QUICK THIS AUCTION ENDS FRIDAY NIGHT ☆ ☆TO DONATE:☆ ☆This guy is amazing and he needs our help. His birthday is REAL soon and hes been trying to save for spotlight, and well he's not even close yet.☆ ☆He really needs our help.☆ ☆Lets show him how nice the fu can really be.☆ ЯelliK-CoOwner of the Basement-SEЯ DJ-FuHubby to Kunty ☆FUPAL HIM, WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?☆ ☆HIS FAV

Gold Dragon: S81 Chevalier Teaser
A teaser from the storyline of Gold Dragon: S81 Chevalier In A.U. 0127 on January 3rd, a protest in the space colonies aimed at bettering the unbearable and oppressive treatment the colonies were receiving from the World Government is dealt with harshly by troops sent out by the Blue Typhoon Task Unit. The commanding officers of the Blue Typhoon task unit, Erwin and Samantha Rommel, are disgusted and appalled by their subordinates actions and attempt to find and purge the oppressive side of the task unit. When their efforts are discovered by the World Government's corrupt leadership, they are told "Stop what your doing or your careers are history." In response to the message from the President of the World Government, Erwin and Samantha Rommel quit their jobs as the Blue Typhoon task unit's commanders then informed Gneisenau Electronics about the circumstances involving their leaving their command, not expecting 95% of the over 250,000 Gneisenau Red Aces employed by the Blue

Husband's Diagnosed With Thyroid Cancer
Dr. called today...mike has papillary thyroid cancer...totally treatable...surgery will b june 2nd....take thyroid and have a lymphnode disection of neck....3 days hospital....post op visit given 2 doses of radioactive meds to kill off any existing disease.....thank you all for ur concern and prayers......lisa....:)

Leveling
I want to thank EVERYONE that has visited me for showing me love and helping me out. You guys are AWESOME!!! Thank you Thank you! I would take my hat off toyou but I dont have one on, so I will take my shirt off instead! BEWBIES!!!!! LOL (h) ...Oh! and special love to Dan. I love you shuga!

Time To Vanish..
One person on Fubar knows what goes on in my life. Well, mostly. A few weeks ago, my grandfather(my moms dad) passed away leaving me with no grandparents on my mother's side of the family. Just a few weeks before that, my Grandmother(My dad's mother) Vanished without a trace. A month, several news casts and ads in the paper later, she was found in a nursing home. She was put there by my father. He won't return my phone calls, or tell anyone where she's at. After calling many different Homes, they all told me they couldn't release information on if someone was staying there. That being said, I'm leaving Fubar for a while. I feel like I have nothing left. My grandmother was the only person in my family I could ever truly level with. I could tell her anything. I told her I smoked pot. If i lost my job. If i needed money. Anything, she was there and she would listen. I feel like I lost my best friend. I honestly dont expect any of my fu-friends to read this, as most of the time, I'm but a

I Dont Even Know What Im Waiting For
Friday, May 22, 2009 Libra (Sep 23 - Oct 22) It's hard for you to be patient today because you know what you want and you see no reason to have to postpone action any longer. Your impatience is fed by others who seem to be more impulsive than you are, yet something is still holding you back. Don't get too hung up in trying to rationally explain your feelings, even if they run counter to your logical preferences. Listen to your intuition; if it's telling you to wait a bit more, then that's exactly what you should do.

Happy Memorial Day To All
imikimi - Customize Your World! to all our Family and Friends here on Fu: We would like to wish you all a very special and memorialbe weekend. At this time also we would like to let you all know that you mean the world to us both. You've made a big difference in our lives, some of you know just exactly how much of a diffference, but to all of you, you hold a very special place in our hearts. We love you all in your own special way. We will be gone this weekend,but will be back on Monday. Love ya: Mare and Doc

Day 1 Freedom Lol
The kitties got their first day of freedom within the yard today...... and on their first day they killed 3 birds and 3 mice which is quite unprecidented around here. They havent left em around as trophies, but my lil guy and girl are turning into good lil hunters, im so proud of em :D

Fake Fubar Nuts!
ok i am writing this blog because i really think this is rediculous i know that fubar is fun and i am even kinda addicted but not enough to lie or cheat or (steal ) and i know that there is alot of people here that know when i rate someones page i rate someones page and i just want everyone to know that i spent a total of 4 hours on sexygirlblondes page today and all i really wanted was points but figured hey she might even give me a bling or something and u know what i got lol a message that said she dont beieve i rated all her pics (even tho i wrote i rated on each of them ) and said she was gonna see what fubar says .......well i hope fubar does have something to prove it cuz she will really feel stupid too find out i rated each and everyone of her pics and mind u there was close to 3000 but i didnt count exactly cuz all i really wanted was the pouints....... but i refuse to go back to her page and i just want all my friends to know that !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I Need My Friends' Help
Hi... First off this is going to sound really really sad and pathetic.... Secondly..I am being serious.. Anyways.. I need your help.. I have lost the ability how to talk to people.. how to conversate...I need some advice on how to do that.. how to just have fun and joke around..My ex wouldn't let me have friends.. he wouldn't allow me to talk to me..nothing like that..so I lost the ability to connect with people.. Its been a few years since I left him, but I still don't know how. I am in great need for that human connection..so any advice you can give me.. will surely be appreciated. I am scared..I dont know what to ask people.. don't know how to approach them.. I've been pushed away so much that I have the jitters just thinking about talking to someone new. people hit me up here all the time.. and I don't answer back.. which I know is rude and I know it's bad...but I really DON'T know how to talk to people.. Thank you very much for reading this.. and I know some are laughin

Memorial Day Special
As most of you know, I am an army brat from birth. If you have read the "In My Life" blogs, you also know I have been many places and done many things, courtesy mostly of my Uncle Sam. You may have noticed my status yesterday "Miss you Dad. RIP" I do sorely miss him, he passed on in April of 2002. He had served in the Army for 26 years. He was very active in the 40 & 8 Organization, and he and mom had many friends all over the world. Through all the good times, and the bad times (the 18 year old who knew it all, lol) we made our peace. I am still a member of the Sons of the American Legion, and these veteran organizations do a lot for our troops, vets and those we need to remember. It is at this time of year, Memorial Day weekend that I have the fondest memories of dad, even though I didn't get to see him much during this time. You see, dad was heavily involved in what is called the Tri-Grande Memorial Day Festivities. Anyone from the DC area knows about the 40 & 8 and

Taboo
so today i had a conversation with a friend. we were discussing how different personal hygiene is now then it was back then. if you remember back in the eighties when i was a teen..when we saw a woman with a shaved bush she was considered trampy, kinky, or some other off the wall insult. however today if a woman doesn't do some type of grooming she's considered dirty, or she doesn't take care of herself. think about it..i know me and my girlfriends discuss such things, and if someone was to say they didn't do anything to that area we would be in shock. as soon as she left the rest of us would be saying "omg i can't believe she doesn't keep that up. that's so gross. i don't know how she stands it." and so on. today it's even unusual for men to be hairy down south. yet another subject discussed among friends. who wants to go down on someone with all that going on down there? even the fact that it is so common to have these types of conversations is

!!!douchebag Alert!!!
Douchebag Alert! Douchebag Alert! Douchebag Alert! This individual made some inappropriate comments to my wife on Fubar. He was given an opportunity to retract them and declined. As such, I'm doing what I think is best and making it easy for everyone else to avoid such a situation and make a preemptive block. If you're anything like me, you'll want to see the situation for yourself, and as I feel it would be in poor taste to repeat the things he said, I invite you to ask him for yourself. If you trust me sufficiently, then you may take this as a fair warning and proceed directly to a block. I am quite alright with either outcome, as long as this man is not allowed to make any more women feel cheap or like less then a lady. If you have a mind to treat a woman like this yourself... be wary. Women in packs can, and given reason, will hurt you... badly. Thank you for your time. Ken

Uggh
I cant even begin to say how fuckin annoyed I am at certan PATHETIC men. Its so fucking amazing to me how much they want to talk to you and tlk to and how how continually persistant they are after you have already told them your not interested. And then after they dont get the fucking hint you finally say it bluntly and get called a bitch and a Cunt just because they didnt get what the fuck they wanted. YOU KNOW WHAT?!? IF YOU WANT A PIECE OF ASS GO TO A FUCKIN STRIP CLUB OR FUCKIN OBT ASS HOLES. I DONT NEED YOUR FUCKIN IMMTURITY AND YOU ALL NEED TO GROW THE FUCK UP AND GET THE FUCK OVER YOUR PATHETIC SELFS. IM SO SICK OF YOU ANNOYING PATHETIC MEN WHO HAVE NO LIFE! PISS THE FUCK OFF! And to all the REAL men out there thank you for bein real. I can ttell you how annoying it is to have these horn dogs constantly degrading women cause they dont get what they want.. Anyways thanks for lettin me blow off steam.

The Biggest Idiot
So Everyone I want you to look at my profile comments and picture comments of this Idiot RICHIEINFLORIDA7 who is supposidly thirty years old. after being so pathetic tell me how fuckin hott i was, he was denied and got mad went on my shit, talked mad shit, and then blocked me from seeing his profile. It does NOT get any more pathetic or immature then that.

Madness
I retreat into the dark recesses of my mind once againHiding from the harsh realities of this all-too-jaded world.My confusion never seems to abate, not at all.My mind a chaotic whirlwind of terrible thoughts.I pull them around me closely, like a security blanketthe chaos comes naturally to me, feels comforting.I long for the things that once made me safeThings that once numbed my senses into false reverie.Once upon a time I could crawl inside a bottleAnd feel my troubles melt away, if only for awhile.Or smoke the sacred herb, sweet scented securityand not feel or care about anything awhile.But too many times I awoke on the floorwondering where I was; where everyone had gone.Lost and alone, feeling sick and afraid,The darker thoughts coming back with a vengence.The anger and pain clouds my mind again;Medication lasts only so long, helping only a littleBefore the rage returns, battling my sanity,Ripping my mind apart, feeding the pain within my soul.Do I even want to cry out for help an

When Darkness Falls
Reach for me when darkness fallsAnd emptiness comes crashing inCall my name in the still of nightTo be your confidante, lover, and friend. Whisper your secrets and tell me your needsTell me your doubts, your worries and fearsI'll calm the storm that pounds in your soulI'll softly kiss away your tears. Come to the shelter inside of my armsAnd leave all your troubles outside of my doorHold onto me while the world crumbles downMy heart is your lighthouse on a wind tossed shore.

When The Music Stopped
For those who are unaware, at military theaters, the National Anthem is played before every movie. The following was written by a Chaplain in Iraq: "I recently attended a showing of 'Superman 3' here at LSA Anaconda. We have a large auditorium we use for movies, as well as memorial services and other large gatherings. As is the custom back in the States, we stood and snapped to attention when the National Anthem began before the main feature. All was going as planned until about three-quarters of the way through The National Anthem the music stopped. Now, what would happen if this occurred with a thousand eighteen-to-22-year-olds back in the States? I imagine there would be hoots, catcalls, laughter, a few rude comments; and everyone would sit down and call for a movie. Of course, that is, if they had stood for the National Anthem in the first place. Here, the 1,000 Soldiers continued to stand at attention, eyes fixed forward. The music started again. The Soldiers continued to quietly

Falling Again
Hate, anger, tears,Built up walls full of fear.Gave up feelings gave up care.No more of my love would I share. Until a warrior came upon my wall.Courageous, determined , and enthralled.Seeking out the depths of my soul,Touching my heart with console. He captivated me with them brown eyes.Looked past my smile full of guise.Slowly my wall became devouredMy pain, suffering and sorrow scoured. He was an intriguing undiscovered tale,A fiery soul longing for a love that would never frail.He held a flaming torch within my rapture.Now for this brave my heart he has captured. He fulfills my underlying happinessWith every empyrean kiss.As every minute transcends the love between us emergesAbove all life’s obstacles that face us we will surge. With patience, trust, faith, and generosity.We will meet our relationships velocity.Discovering each other to our inner core.The many different attributes of life we will explore. Our future together is as uncharted as the sea.However my devot

Have Me...
You can have me on the bed... soft and warm You can have me on the floor... hard and rough You can have me across the table... the glass top might break You can have me on the grass... tickling that hot spot You can have me in the garage... the work bench is sturdy You can have me in the whirlpool... hot and bubbling You can have me in the garden... oops don't crush the tomatoes You can have me on the car... the engine is still hot You can have me in the elevator... can you take me to the top You can have me on the roof... feels like I can reach the stars You can have me in the front... work that shyt right You can have me from the back... now spank that ass right The answer is not "You can have me" The question is "Can you handle me???" Original piece by BlaqueKat Copyright 2001

To All Married Couples And Singles Who Intend To Get Married
When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer, she had lost my heart to a lovely girl called Dew. I didn't love her anymore..I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years

Sensual Suicide
look at yourself, see your wrist with that twisted scar? get a blade, go down a trail thats been traveled before feel the warm rush, see the world spin, life fades blood trickles, go on taste it think it needs some salt? everything is your fault colors blur together, your useless life is over

Dating Quistionare
The dating questionnaire 1. Are you a nut job? Yes/no 2. No seriously are you a nut job yes/ no 3 If no to any of the above questions what kind nut are you? 4.If answered yes to the first two questions, honesty is good , if you knew what kind of nut you were I heard planters is hiring , good luck and also try almond joy 5 are you employed? Yes/no 6. if unemployed , do you collect food stamps and what restaurants Do you go to? 7. if you answered no employment how many years do you think it will take for you to have j.o.b.? 1-3years 3-5 or waiting for a man 8. If unemployed do you think a blow job really is a job? Yes or no 9 if you answered yes lets shake hands and call it a day, going down is not a chore it’s a duty…..If I have too so do yo

Note 2 Self, Rouph Finish
its been asked wat is true love, are there realy one heart and one soul for one other out there. i would like 2 think so. ive never know it 2 a fact. but i have ben in love twiced b4. ....actually 3 times. felt those butterflies in ur stomeck and felt all warm and good... kinda high. and u think thats as good as it gets but thats ONLY, the BEGINNING, of it all. was like i was loosing control of myself, never felt those fealings b4, and very hard 2 get those kinds of fealings, (very hard 2 get those relationships)the more ive tried 2 understand it, the fealings, the more control ive lost. was like walking in butter, like every hard thing ive know turned 2 marshmellows. my mined i guse wasnt capable 2 except it all so fast, (mayb thats whn they say i cant breath, ur smothering me, spend the day or week apart) but i never said that. but did hear this cool ass kick ass song by queens rice (or how u say the band name) was called sialent lucitity. that song, listin 2 it! WORD PER WORD! it

Meditation For The Day 5/27
Every strong and beautiful flower must have a strong root in the ground. It must send a root down so that it may be rooted and grounded while at the same time it sends a shoot up to be the flower that shall gladden the world. Both growths are necessary. Without a strong root, it would soon wither. The higher the growth upward, the deeper must be the rooting. My life cannot flower into success and helpfulness unless it is rooted in a strong faith, or unless it feels deeply secure in the goodness and purpose of the universe.

Just Venting...i Think
doesnt it seem like life is always twisting the oppisite way than we are, and bout the time we catch on and then catch up it starts twisting in a different way yet again............. as You draw closer, that one draws farther as You loop in,that one loops out as You begin to breathe, that one begins to smother and so on and so forth./.........i just dont get it sometimes, maybe i ts not for me to get or understand, maybe its for me to learn from and grow, yet i dont see how it can rteally help me in that way...../....maybe the oppisite ...... LIFE SEEMS TO BE ONE BIG CIRCLE JERK...........and its wearing me thin.......... just need a quick breath of air, i guess, i'll be good to go, on battling thru this shit called LIFE, for whatever reason, i cant fathom......... my frame of MIND, not GOOD nor SAFE,quite HAZARDOUS to MY HEALTH really, but thats ok.......... Breathe in DEEPLY.......Holdit.......Let it out SLOWLY....nope that didnt help..........oh well....here i go ag

Mr.right
As a little girl you always dreamed of having a fairy tale wedding. Or having that perfect kiss with the perfect someone. You grow up and relalize finding the Mr.Right is a lot harder then the movies or television makes it seem. My name is janae Okonewski. I am twenty one and sit in my room everyday wondering when im going to find that one for me. I am tired of being treated like im a peice of ass. Everyone always asks why certain women are single. And Im that perfect example. Now, I am not a perfect person, I have made my share of mistakes just like everyone else. But I can Honestly say that I dont regret any minute of my life thus far. Further more I think My mistakes have made me who I am. I am an honest person with an extremely big heart who wants nothing more then to find someone who i can spend my life and heart with. I want someone to love who will love and respect me. I want to wake up next to a beautiful face. I want to get dressed up nice to look good for my man. I want to su

Rest In Peace, Chonni And Hollie.
I was deeply saddened to get a phone call today to hear that my friend Chonni and her 11 year old daughter, Hollie, passed away last night. Chonni was 29 year old working mother of 3 with a disabled husband. From what I heard, Chonni had picked Hollie up from a friends house, and on their way home, a freak accident happened, flipping the family's car. Hollie wasn't wearing her seatbelt and died on impact. Chonni watched her eldest daughter die, and succumbed herself in the hospital. Her husband told me he thinks she died of a broken heart, and she passed shortly after he and their two other children arrived at the hospital. My thoughts and prayers are with husband and father, Dale, who is paralyzed from the waist down due to a car accident a few years ago. Much love and many prayers for Chonni's two other children, 9 year old Katy and nearly 6 year old JD. Chonni and Hollie - I know you are up in heaven with Whitney, Laina, and Glenn. Please help all of us get through this ho

...sigh...
Sometimes I wonder why I even bother!!!! I care about my friends! But FEEL there is a lack on their part.And get this... I have been told countless times that I don't know a damn thing when it comes to relationships!!! Bullshit! I have put 250% in any relationship I am in. Whether it be with a chick or a guy! And yes... even my exhubby! But... again the same cycles occurs!Is there something really wrong with me? Is it a bad thing to actually give a damn about someone? Yeah, I know I wear my heart on my sleeve. But that isn't gonna stop me from caring and loving my friends! I am not asking to be on their priority list. I could never ask to be #1. Hah... very unlikely! But it would be nice to know I am #5,394 or #141 or #83,172. I know, I know, I know! I am being a whiny baby! I am big crybaby! I never give up on anyone!!! I am not a quitter! I just don't drop anyone cuz I am bored with them or feel too "way out there".Yeah! I will admit I will close up when I feel threatened! I got

Song By Trapt
"Black Rose" I saw you in the garden I wanted you so much I really thought that you were different Oh I couldn't get enough I tried to save you from yourself I felt every high and low now the lows have drowned the highs away now there's no where else to go Black rose your thorns are cutting into me for the last time Black rose I saw your petals wilt away I couldn't bring you back to life You were always where the sun could never go I never wanted you to have to be alone But I couldn't find a way to help you grow Black Rose You never tell me how you feel and your moods they always change I really tried to make it real but you never had the faith I tried to give you something good to take the pain away I tried to make you understand You don't have to be this way I'm not the one who hurt you So why are you so scared (I couldn't save you) (You are who you are) All that you've been put through couldn't be repaired (I couldn't break through) (we're too far apart)

Love
There is no other word like it. its good, its bad, brings great joy yet can cause such sorrow. before in my life, love had cost me so much. i made choices based on that love that actually wasnt really there. but i see now that is where fate takes its turn in my life, and explans alot, because with those choices i would be the preson i am today... my heart would still be locked up behind a wall of pain... but that wall was knocked down once.. for all the wrong reasons... it left my heart open like a wound waiting to either be patched up or buried in a mountain of salt. neither really happened, so i began to rebuild my wall.. slowly and being selective to who i even let near it. that is until i made one of the greatest choices of my life. i said a simple hello, that unlocked so many emotions, so many feelings my mind was nearly overrun. the first hug, first kiss sent echoes of happiness through my being so strong my rebuilding wall just shattered, and your hands gently reached through th

One Of My Famous Rants
We have lost our way. Our morality has disappeared. Religions marrying teenagers against their own free will. Fighting a war abroad instead of taking care of home. We are a crisis ready to implode. We are to afraid to do the right thing even though it would anger a select few. Having your cake and eating it to does not work. No more middle class. Either you are rich or entirely destatuit. Times are changing, but no one is listening. Politicians full of empty promises. What will it take for the rebirth of this country? Are there any viable solutions? Of course there are, but no one has the balls to put them in action.

The Beach
Sitting on the rocks looking out over the water, she sees a man walking by the pier he stops and takes off his shirt she sees that he has the most beautiful back and arms his back ripples with strength and muscles the kind you just want to scrap your fingernails down. When he took the ponytail out of his hair and ran his fingers thru it and it was so long and her fingers itched to reach out and do the same she could just see the softness and silkiness of it then he reached down and undid his jeans and slid them down reveling a very hard yet very nice ass wow she smiled an bit her lip.... she wasn't expecting the view to be be this good when she came down here but ya she was glad now. He slowly walked into the water and she watched the muscles in his back and butt and legs he moved like a cat grace full yet you could feel the danger in the way he moved he dove then and diapered from view for a minute & when he resurfaced he was almost at the end of the pier. He swam like that for a

May 29th Update
Well, here's just a little update on whats been goin on the last few days... Yesterday, the specialist the plastic surgeon the guy who did my surgery behind my thigh and knee came in and he said that things are getting smaller just very slowly... I have a tunnel in the sore behind my thigh and its only deep enough for a long q tip to go through and yesterday, the doctor tried to put his finger in it to see how deep it was.. he found out that its not as deep as it was and does not tunnel to the sore behind my knee anymore.. But when I told him that it hurt he decided to try to push harder to make it even more painful.. and yesterday they gave me as much pain meds as they could.. they ended up givin me all 4 cc's of my iv pain med.. they gave me 3 cc's of the pain med before the first dressing change since i knew the doctor was coming in and i knew i would be hurting more.. then after they gave me a pain pill and that still didnt hardly touch the pain so then they gave me the last 1 cc o

Dj Wanted
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Party Next Weekend 5/6/2009, San Diego Hard Rock Hotel
So.... I have a very very special guest coming into town next weekend. I am very excited about her visit to my city. I am planning on doing alot of really cool stuff while she is in town to keep her busy and to make her fall madly in love.... with San Diego!! So; something else I have been tossing around in my noggin is throwing some parties, social gatherings with a mild twist to them. I dont really know that many people in San Diego to invite so I thought I would throw this out there for some feedback. If you are in San Diego, you are part of a couple, you are between the ages of 22 and 38 and would like to attend a party I am throwing; could you respond here on the comments section of this page? or send me a private message? Im working on headcount so that we can go VIP to a club at the Hard Rock or elsewhere for free and to know what size room to get there at the hotel. Thank you for your time and attention to this because im super excited about the feedback and making this happ

My First Block And It Really Didnt Feel Good
MuMM: Make up My Mind! MuMMs are polls which allow the fubar community to help you make up your mind! Please, no adult or inappropriate content! Dana (Farewell Miranda 1966 - 2009) Mc Kinney, TX Correct me if I'm wrong, but the mumm title says Was OJ Simpson Guilty? So it's asking my opinion.. My answer was simply "Hell Yes" meaning I thought he did. So I get replied "Get off my mumm you racist bigot.. something to that effect .. couldn't copy and paste it... I also could not copy and paste his shout that said F off racist. Now ... I am needing to vent here because one: I am so far from being a racist it isn't funny... and it bothers me that anyone , least of all someone that knows nothing about me would assume so. And worse yet that my answer was simple . Two, that he would bash every and anyone who dared to disagree with his opnion. AFTER he asked for ours. Anywa

Blame ~devilgirl~
RULE 1: You opened this; you GOTTA take itRULE 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks!LAST PERSON YOU....[1] Who was the last person you texted?Emily :][2] You were in the car with?roomate[3] Went to the mall with? Winston[4] Person you talked on the phone with?Emily[5] You messaged/commented on Fubar?Mel T/F Only answer with True or FalseQ:Kissed some one on your top friends?trueQ: Been searched By Cops?trueQ: Been suspended from school?trueQ: Sat on a roof top?trueQ: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?trueQ: Broken a bone?trueQ: Have shaved your head?falseQ: Played a prank on someone?trueQ: Had/have a gym membership?trueQ: Shot a gun?trueQ: Donated Blood?falseWOULD YOU RATHER:[1] Eat or drink?eat[2] Be serious or be funny?funny[3] Go to the beach or mountains?beach[4] Die in a fire or die getting shot?ShotANSWER TRUTHFULLY:[1] Sun or moon?moon[2] Winter or fall?fall[3] Left or right?left[4] Black and white or colored?W

C'mon..... Do It!!!! You Know You Wanna ;)
RULE 1: You opened this; you GOTTA take itRULE 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks!LAST PERSON YOU....[1] Who was the last person you texted?[2] You were in the car with?[3] Went to the mall with?[4] Person you talked on the phone with? [5] You messaged/commented on Fubar? T/F Only answer with True or FalseQ:Kissed some one on your top friends?Q: Been searched By Cops? Q: Been suspended from school?Q: Sat on a roof top?Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?Q: Broken a bone?Q: Have shaved your head?Q: Played a prank on someone?Q: Had/have a gym membership?Q: Shot a gun?Q: Donated Blood?WOULD YOU RATHER:[1] Eat or drink?[2] Be serious or be funny?[3] Go to the beach or mountains?[4] Die in a fire or die getting shot?ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:[1] Sun or moon?[2] Winter or fall?[3] Left or right?[4] Black and white or colored?[5] Do you wanna get married?IN THE LAST WEEK HAVE YOU:[1] Kissed someone?[2] Been hugged by s

Its A Poem I Wrote Last Yearish...
Juliet, Juliet were lie thee Juliet? In the ground ne'er awoken again It is i that caused this great pain For I that led her death, her love ending Romeo, Romeo were art thou Romeo? I await thee in this life after To damn thy for leading my death Leaving me abandoned me love you not Oh Juliet how much I love thee Forever I wish I to take ye place. Oh Romeo how much I hate thee Eternal I wish your death then me. Curse myself I do for thy death Curse thee I do for my death Ne'er will I love again Ne'er will thee love another I shall Cry alone and wish your kiss Ye shall die alone and wish my love Juliet, Juliet were lie thee Juliet? Romeo, Romeo were art thou Romeo? Oh Juliet how much I love thee. Oh Romeo how much I hate thee

If Your Going To Do It Then Do It
we all know suicide is not a joke however there are thos who say it to get either a shock out of other people or to make other feel sorry for them and or the most cause of why people do it any more is to get attention most cause of death are not cause by suicide suicide well not take your problems away and there are alot more worser things then death such as brain damage and or being paralyzed or being alive and half your body is gone before you say it think about the people who you will hurt your family friends even your pets if all the people who have committed suicide could come back they would say they wish they never did it hell i have to admit i try a few times my self but i stop doing so becuse i dont want to live being brain damage or the lost of my eyes brain or arms i do value my body and what it can do even tho i wish my life was a bit better then what it is you have to play the cards that you are delt with and do something with them think about

. . .
I just want to start off saying sorry to anyone Ive snapped at the past few days. This week has been hectic and not really the best of things have been happening. One good thing is I got a job (Its only two days a week, and its cash, but its better than nothing) Thursday evening my moms lung collapsed. It was out of the blue and nothing really brought it on. I mean lately she had been breathing heavier and harder, but I just assumed it was because of the goiter growing in her throat, she had been complaining it felt like someone was choking her slowly. I just came back from visiting her, she had two seizures this morning and was sleeping when I got to her. She woke up about a half hour after I got there, she was talking softly and I could barely understand her. I found out they changed her meds on her. I stayed about 2hrs and we talked... I dont know what the effects of some of the new meds are, but she was talking about stuff from my growing up that never happened, I just figured s

Hey High Shinny Moon
I am walking alone on the empty roadsWith a desire for my lover walking by my sideHer phantom right infront of meShe is in my mindAnd her love is my escortHey high shinny moon please tell her I say hi my preciousThere are miles and miles between usShe is in one side of this world and I am on the otherOhh loneliness how hard you are for loversHey high shinny moon please tell meHow is my love doing??Whenever she looks at you wink to me and comfort meIf you got an eye contact with herPlease tell herTell her: you man is waiting here ,and he is lostHey high shiny moonI am coming to you my loveEven with this distance between usI forgot myself while I am thinking of youThat you are my selfYou are precious more than my soulMore than my lifeListen to your voice whispering to my heart Calling me to comeI am coming my love even if I spent all my life walking this distance -------------------------------------W.B: FM

Darwin Won
James Nosworthy, 32, of Tracy died Sunday evening from burns suffered when he lit gunpowder on fire in his backyard. The man's wife called police 5:45 p.m. Sunday to report her husband was "fully engulfed in flames" at a backyard barbecue pit on the 100 block of Arezzo Way, police logs show. A second caller reported two people were burned. The wife was too upset to talk to police, but Nosworthy got on the line and said he burned himself badly when he tried to ignite gunpowder and it exploded. At 7:49 p.m., an employee at Sutter Tracy Community Hospital called police to say Nosworthy had died from his injuries. He had second- and third-degree burns on his head, torso, arms and legs, said police spokesman Sgt. Tony Sheneman, and three witnesses were present. Nosworthy had gunpowder on hand because he reloaded his own ammunition, police said. On his MySpace.com page, Nosworthy described himself as a man who didn't shy away from danger. "It seems to be a tragic accident," Sheneman sai

Losing All Faith In Humanity.
My best friend and I were out driving last night, when a woman flagged us down. She looked disorientated, and wanted a ride home. Claimed she had a flat tire. We agreed and off we went. This woman was apparently on some kind of substance, but we weren't sure what. Well we dropped her off and my best friend asked me to grab the bag out of the back, make sure her valuables were still there. Her camera was missing. We searched the car high and low, went back to her house and searched, but it wasn't anywhere to be found. How can someone steal something from a person who's doing them a favor? Granted, she left her purse in the back of the car, but it's still not right.

I'm In A Auction
I'm in my first auction please help me out starts may 31 ends June 6th http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1555591&albumid=1690873&i=2159696324&idx=7 I want to thank some of my friends for helping out My few true friends thank you huggss all

The Most Functional English Word
Well, it's shit ... that's right, shit!Shit may just be the most functional word in the English language.Consider: You can get shit-faced, Be shit-out-of-luck, Or have shit for brains.With a little effort, you can get your shit together, find a place for your shit, or be asked to shit or get off the pot.You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, forget shit, and tell others to eat shit.Some people know their shit, while others can't tell the differencebetween shit and shineola.There are lucky shits, dumb shits, and crazy shits. There is bull shit, horse shit, and chicken shit. You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit,or duck when the shit hits the fan.

Long Time Comeing
I have pondered over this for some time now an i have finally made my decission in one week ill be leaveing fubar a lot has went on here in the past few months that has really hurt me for one.An im tired of the drama this site use to be a lot of fun but anymore its gotten to where is nothing more tha a day time soap opers but here lately the thing that has hurt me the most is when i logg onto fubar an i see certaing things that truely hurts me an its been going on like this for a lil over a monthan it doesnt seem like it is going to be changeing so the best thing i can do is just leave i have made a lot of friends on here over the years an i will miss all of you very much i do hate leaveing its been a lot of fun over the years i hope i have helped all of my friends at times when you needed someone to talk to an give you a hand up when all things were down in your life for the ones that im reall close with if you do not have my yahoo id im me or email me on here an ill make sure you

Deleting People Off Friends And Fam
i will be making some big changes in my friends and fam list....i will be deleting people who don't talk to me anymore or never have talked to me to start with i need to know who stays and who goes so i need people to speck up and tell me they want to stay and prove they want to this is your chance to get to know me and become a friend the only people that are safe from being deleted are Dj Lostboy Tiff Lost and forsaken so let's get to it i'm trigger happy tonight

Wtf?!
Ya'know. I've always been the nice guy, until someone provokes me. I have gone without just to help out a friend on a number of occasions. I'm sure that there are some of you that are reading this that know that. I have spent my last penny to buy a friend a pack of smokes. I have quit school, to continue to work more hours, to support a family (my son & a significant other). I have bent over backwards to help out someone else, even sacraficing myself. I don't believe that I have a selfish bone in my body, when it comes to helping those that need it. I have even gone as far as staying a weekend at a friends house, and spending $100+ just from buying them smokes and food, so they wouldn't have to do without. Ok, I'm not a 'wealthy' person, BY FAR, I work 3 days a week, and support my son, and no, I don't have any bills, and don't have anything except to take care of me and my son, so spending the money wasn't an issue, BUT... 3 days later... being accused of being a user?! Bein

Lounge..please Read(plaid Mafia)
Okay so i had a bunch of the plaid members talk me into opening a lounge but none of you ever come in. What gives? if so many of you didnt think it was a good idea why tell me it was? even if you only come in for 10min 1 day a week it helps. so please show love

Attention Whores!
This will probably sound like some haterade or a bitter person, but it's actually the complete opposite. I am so damn sick of people on here who spend their whole time trying to make people pay attention to them. It's ridiculous. You can't go into some lounges at certain times because those people will be there. Or they'll be on cam and they'll just get naked so the attention is on them, completely ruining the conversations and "friendly" flirting that some people look forward to or enjoy. I'm one of those in the middle, I'm good enough looking to get attention, but I'm not so hot that I'm the center of attention. I've never cared whether people talked to me or not. That's part of how I was raised and also the fact I'm a complete arrogant SOB. However, there are people who struggle with people who do this. I've seen very beautiful women, regardless of weight or race, feeling like complete garbage because some drunk party chick decides to show some boobs on cam or send out dirty picture

When Everything Goes Wrong...
you begin to wonder why the hell you keep trying...When a friend betrays your trust...Then tells you they didn't...You don't know who to believe anymore...You finally realize there's no one in the world you can trust but yourself...Blind faith in a human being brings nothing but heartache...You listen to their problems...You share their pain...You laugh with them when they are happy...You keep their secrets...Then in a split second all that is thrown away when you discover they didn't have the same respect for you... My heart is full of more shared confidences than I can count...And in my heart they stay...Even when someone betrays my trust...Still I keep those secrets buried...In the darkness where they belong...So why is it that I have not found anyone that can do the same for me? I open my soul to the people who say I can trust them...I let them into to my chaotic mixed up mind...And then become the topic for an afternoon discussion...So why the hell do I continue to care for the

Caresses Of Night
The feel of your lips,a caress and light touch.A feeling within,I've held onto too much.Just a thought,a whisper, a teaseMakes me smileand beg "Take me please."You smirk as your eyesstare deep into mine,And your fingers tickleall down a lineStraight to the center,to where pleasure lies."Please, take me now,"I beg with hands tied.Your a tease as you tickleYou please as you goYou grab a firm hold,as I moan, from below.Another caresssends chills down my spineMaking me squirm,seemingly moaning in time.A nibble, a bite, a grasp and pinchI moan, you think "Well, this is a cinch."My voice looses itselfas you tickle and tease.My mind draws a blankand I grow weak in the knees.You draw yourself over meI'm not able to touch.I can't help but think,"This is too much."I draw my head up,trying to kiss your sweet lipsBut you pull awaynot allowing this kiss.You whisper, I moanyou lick as I groan."Now, don't stop now!"You pull yourself back,not allowing my touch.Your in control,and I love this so much.D

Survey Dealio!!
1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be friends? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Physically, what stands out? 13. Emotionally, what stands out? 14. Do you wish I was cooler? 15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17. Am I loveable? 18. How long have you known me? 19. Describe me in one word. 20. What was your first impression? 21. Do you still think that way about me now? 22. What do you think my weakness is? 23. Do you think I'll get married? 24. What makes me happy? 25. What makes me sad? 26. What reminds you of me? 27. If you could give me anything what would it be? 28. How well do you know me? 29. When's the last time you saw me? 30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 31. Do you think I could ki

Travelled
Travelled the world a million ways,Catching upon a familiar gazeEveryone lives by do or die,there's noone with time to laugh or cryThere's noone to tell us what we're living for.......And though I try to be a good man,I just know that I'll be losing very soonAnd there are times and there are motions,when I do believe I'm going outof tune....oh..I've been around a long,long while,looking for sun to make me smileStill multiplty the daily bread,their thinking of lives for times aheadIt must be a mighty funny way to feel......And though I try to be a good man,I keep finding there's no where to beginAnd so I think I'll go on singing,and in time I hope that we can all joinin....oh..oh,oh,oh

Salutes A Must
Okay I am SO past the "fake" woman of Fubar trying to get full on access while at the same time trying to get me to cyber! SOOOOOO my new rule is no salute, you cant even look at my profile! Just the way it is... Love it or leave it, i dont care.

Dancer
It wasn’t so much the dance that she performed as the way that she did it. Every step, every move, every sway was pure seduction. From the audience, she looked like a sultry angel. The spotlight cascaded around her lithe form, illuminating her pale skin and highlighting her dark, flowing hair. Every man in the place wanted her. That was how she imagined it. It gave her strength, and it gave her purpose. Her dance had more meaning when she imagined that her movements were getting a rise out of the crowd. She looked out into the semi-darkness, scanning the faces who watched her. Some appeared drunk. Others were disinterested, or were paying attention to someone or something else. But one man caught her gaze and held it. Even through the smoky haze of the club, she could see his dark eyes staring at her. She almost thought she could feel those eyes, examining her body with laser-like intensity. A shiver ran down her spine. She returned her thoughts to the dance, letti

Empathy Explained
Most Empaths, find themselves at the center of almost any group, they are leaders, teachers, they make good speakers, and can do all these things and more, with considerable talent, however, there is a Dark side to empathy, that one must be aware of, especially in relationships. Some things to consider for any relationship, but doubly so, if one or both of you, are Empaths.Moody:Be prepared to be considered moody, and "emotional" by most partners. Because, quite frankly, we often are. But, realize, that most of the "moods" we find ourselves in, are very often, not our own. Even for those feelings that are our own, be aware, we tend to feel them much more intently than your average person. "It has been said that if the emotional depth of an Empath were suddenly dumped into the body of another, the other party, might well be institutionalized from the shock." For us, to love or to hate is not just a word, it can be an emotional storm, so expect more of a response, positive or negative, f

Blame Van...
Come on, fill it out for me. Please! Copy, paste, answer. you know the drill 1. I know who are you, tell me who you want to be. 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Have I ever gone too far? 5. What do you think of me? 6. If I spanked you would you laugh, cry, or just hope that I do it again? 7. Am I a good friend? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Am I your type? 13. Do you think I am smart? 14. Do you wish I was cooler? 15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17. Am I loveable? 18. If you could would you kidnap me and what would you do with me? 19. Describe me in one word. 20. What was your first impression? 21. Was it right? lol??? 22. If you could give me anything what would it be? 23. How well do you know me? 24. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 25. Do you think I could kill someone? 26. Have we ever had sex

Marathon F*cking Are You Kidding Me?
It seems there are many marathon fuckers on this site, LOL. I read Profiles of men promising and enticing women in giving them all night long adventures in bed or anywhere for that matter.I don't know when the fascination began that marathon f**k is the ideal. I must be in the minority for frankly, it does not appeal to me one bit. A man can grind and pump and go at it for only a period of time with me then I just feel like saying, "oh pleeeeeze get off me already, You don't need to prove anything with me,it is like some men feel they need to prove but in reality being who you are and relax you will give me all I need in the fist 20 minutes or less and get yours. LOL.Sure the oral, the caressing, the spooning and cuddling is beautiful during, in between and afterwards but straight f**cking is like that fly buzzing around and lands on our skin and You just want to swat it to get off of You, LOL.Please no promises of marathon f**cking with me. A girl can only take so much. Leave some for

Shit Thats Starting To Annoy Me
Ok, I reckon its time to rant a little about this site. The views and opinions expressed in this blog are absolutely those of the editor and owner of is profile, if you dont like it, fuck off. So without further ado, here I go... This one is REALLY starting to irritate me, Ladies, if you put up naked pictures of yourself, advertise them as being naked but make them private, dont get pissed off when dudes constantly ask to see them. I dont see the point of posting pictures that only you can see anyway. If you dont want guys to ask to see them, dont post them. I mean its not rocket science here people, damn. The second part of that is to the guys, Gentalmen, stop being so fucking disrespectful, you give us honest men a bad name. Dont start talking to a chick by asking to see her naked. I mean, would you walk up to some chick on the street and open the conversation with, "Hey baby can I see your tits." Heres a quarter, buy a fucking clue. Will someone please tell me how people on he

More Nightbreed... (interested..?)
...For almost twenty years, the two most-asked questions of Clive at conventions and signings (and, for the last ten, through this website) have been when's the third Book of the Art coming out? and will there be a director's cut of Nightbreed? The first answer is entirely down to Clive (and the answer's usually, "Definitely, eventually..."). The second, though, may very well prove to be in your hands. Yes, yours. After many years of replying, "I hope so, but we don't know where the footage is," Clive's answer is now, "Maybe yes, if enough people want to buy it..." Nightbreed Correspondence from Mark Miller to Phil and Sarah Stokes at Revelations, 26 May 2009 ...If there's a demonstrable audience for an extended Nightbreed then that could well influence a release as a pure commercial decision, but we need to figure out just how large that audience really is. A small but noisy group will not make a difference here - we need to see just how many people would

What Do U Want From Me?
I sit here trying to play everything out in my head as far as what to do about all my decisions that I have made,the mess up's and the people that I have chosen to fall for. Lord knows that I have made alot of mistakes and have made alot of bad judgements. I try my hardest to make everybody happy and go out of my way to make u happy and I always seem to fail, I am starting to wonder what the point is of trying anymore. I try to be happy, joyful and make good choices and like always that seems to fail also. I wake up everyday with every intention that I am going to make the right choices and be the best person that I can be, but when things dont go right it seems like I am a horrible person and that I am just a f*ck up cause I let u and everybody else down. I hate feeling like I am torn between 4 different people and all of them wants me to do something different. I try to better my life and better the person that I am and it doesnt seem to work either. I know that if I had somebody by

Ex Application Lol
1. name: 2. age: 3. height: 4. weight: 5. birthday: 6. why do you want to be my boyfriend? 7. what are your hobbies? 8. favorite music? 9. thongs or boy shorts.... 10. silk sheets or cotton sheets? 11. do you snore? 12. which side of the bed do you prefer? 13. favorite color? 14. play any instruments? 15. do you believe in love at first sight? 16. do you smoke cigarettes? 17. do you like to drawpaintother art stuff? 18. favorite movie? 19. can you cook? 20. do you cry during sad movies? 21. are you religious? 22. are you a dreamer, or are you down to earth? 23. favorite day of the week? 24. are you spontaneous? 25. would you rather stay in with me or go out somewhere with me? 26. do you like to be alone sometimes? 27. what do you feel is the most important part of a relationship? 28. how do you feel about drugs & alcohol? 29. your friends before me? 30. do you have an in

Caa #103
Was informed that a friend of mine here on fu and a very dear friend of one of my dear friends is going through the last stage of cancer. Please keep her and her family and friends in constant prayer, with angel healing, comfort and strength. Love, Doc

Ducktales
Life is like a hurricaneHere in DuckburgRace cars, lasers, aeroplanesIt's a duck-blurMight solve a mysteryOr rewrite historyCHORUS:DuckTales (oooh ooooh)Every day they're out there makingDuckTales (oooh ooooh)Tales of daring do bad and goodLuckTales (oooh ooooh)When it seems they're heading for theFinal curtainCool deduction never failsThat's for certainThe worst of messesBecome successesCHORUSD-D-D-Danger! Watch behind youThere's a stranger out to find youWhat to do? Just grab on to some DuckTalesCHORUSD-D-D-Danger! Watch behind youThere's a stranger out to find youWhat to do? Just grab on to some ...CHORUS (Twice)Not pony tales or cotton tales, noDuckTales (ooh ooooh)

A Haunting...
You ever see this show? I swear it's the same house every damn episode. And the actors suck harder than the porn stars. I am so scared to go pee now that I will have a floating kidney most likely. So it's almost time to work..I don't want to go in there tonight..I have to pass the test thingy and it's already a test we passed, damn crap! I should insist upon a raise perhaps :D maybe they would fire me for sure ;) Send me all your nudes!!!

Helicopter Crash
The three crewmembers were able to reach shore without assistance; two are hospitalized, one sustaining serious injury in the crash. National Park Service, Arkansas State Police, Marion County Sheriff' and Ralph Caney Fire Department were on scene within minutes of the incident to assist. There is little potential for a fuel spill, since the chopper was equipped with a self-sealing fuel system. The river from state Highway 14 bridge to Buffalo Point is closed to river traffic. The gravel bar and parking lot at Buffalo Point are closed until further notice. The UH-58 helicopter was on a routine mission between Clinton and Flippin Airport for the 12th Judicial Task Force, National Park Service and Arkansas State Police when the incident occurred.

Angels On Line
There's a land where I go, when I need to share, That's not on a map, yet exists everywhere;Lots of names without faces, a curious place,A virtual creation that's called — cyberspace. There are all sorts of people with cute little handles, Like Jasmine and Sandman and Rosebud and Jangles;Some can be snobs, though most are great fun,And some of them just want to talk with someone. Both good and bad, they all play a role,And each one's unique, but part of the whole;We chat and we laugh and often we sigh,We flirt and we 'hug' and sometimes we cry. We can't be heard and we can't be seen,Still we can 'talk' right there on that screen;But, all in all, the most curious part Is the power this has to open our hearts. We share with a stranger stuff we've concealedFrom our closest of friends — things we never reveal!Our deepest regrets and most troubling fears, The scars in our life which bring us to tears. What gives them the power to reach into me And show

My Daughters Hair, Need Advice
Okay I know this is going to sound kinda stupid to some of you but...i have a daughter who is three and she is mixed, and im at a loss for what to do with her hair!! lol. i feel so bad for her bc im not sure what i can do. Its thick and its really coarse and dry and i have done everything i know to do to try and make it less dry and more managable and im not getting anywhere. Is she too young for the just for me relaxers? I found one that is supposed to be all natural and less harsh. but im afraid if i use it her hair will fall out or something :( i live in a small town and i have been to a few hair places for help but they dont know what their doing. Anyone have any advice for me?

Almost Lost It.....
Well my damn old PC got too hot n burned the power supply cable which in turn knocked down my hard drive .... that sucked and i had to get a new system but the biggest worry was about my precious data which was on my fried hard drive .... so past few days ive been trying to fix it and finally after a fuckin research on google and a hard disk guy i found on a forum, i got the hard disk fixed and got all my data back .... Yay :) So i am happy now ... got all my pornos back too lmao shhhhh ;) Leave comments ppl :)

Insane Drivers ....
I got up late today and on top of that i had to work so i got dressed ASAP and was driving my way to work when i realized that i forgot my cell ...... i was like GRR ... you know the feeling lol so i had to go pick up my cell and on my way back to work again ...this f*ing driver in front of me didnt wanna let me pass through on my left turn, so i had to drive over and he gave me a fucking horn so i just gave him the f*kng BIG finger ..... i was so pissed at him .... but i had no time to fight lol so i just drove away Don't you just hate the bitter starts to a beautiful day cuz of few insensitive ppl ....

I Remember
I RememberI remember a time that was about innocentsa time when you could go to the movies for thirty-five centsI remember food brought by girls on roller skates and carrying traysyeah, them were the good ole daysI remember playing cowboys and Indiansthe good guy wore a white hat, and the good guy would always winI remember cutting grass for the little money it paysyeah, them were the good ole daysI remember riding my bike down a hilland how much fun it was, even if I had a spillI remember kicking the butt of a bully on the preyyeah, them were the good ole daysI remember Howdy Doodyand of course John Wayne moviesI remember rock and roll and how we thought it would always stayyeah, them were the good ole daysI remember grease to slick back your hairand Elvis shaking his hips everywhereI remember when sock hops were the phaseyeah, them were the good ole daysI remember when it was twenty-nine cents for a gallon of gasand a student had to learn to be able to passI remember when athletes pl

Club Zero App.
For those of you not familiar with lounge Staff Positions, here is a overview of each: DJ: The DJs of the club are expected to entertain the guests and keep them interested. A fun DJ means mroe fun for everyone else. Being a DJ will require you to monitor requests, and make sure that the guests are happy. Do YOU have what it takes? Greeter: As a greeter you are expected to welcome visitors as they enter the club. But, your job does not end there. You are going to be expected to hold a conversation with the guests making them feel comfortable and not ignored. Promoter: Pretty self explainitory really. Your job is to promote our lounge all over FUBAR. Your job is to spread good words about the lounge to new comers to the site, as well as friends, and people you dont know. Activley engage in chat when not promoting. Enforcer: Keeps the club free of drama, and deisrespectful people. We here at Club Zero have a ZERO TOLERANCE FOR DRAMA. And its due to out Enforcers to make it stay that way

Time For Us All To Die
Wanna watch the news Just look around you It's got you so confused The evil that surrounds you An endless dark sea Waves of fear pound you Come down with me Just let the sin drown you Your heart's a stone It's time for us all to die You're not alone It's time for us all to die Pathetic race It's time for us all to die In God's face It's time for us all to die Your kids can't hear you Through the headphones Lulled by perversion With violent undertones The look in their eyes just chills you to the bone Demon inside My how you have grown Your heart's a stone It's time for us all to die Sirens moan It's time for us all to die Pathetic race It's time for us all to die God's disgrace It's time for us all to die Technology Human innovation Final masterpiece Annihilation Let's get it over with The frustration Let's destroy this bitch Unleash the devestation Your mind is gone It's time for us all to die You're not alone It's time for us

What It Means To Sleep.
1998 To sleep would be so good . To let my eyelids drift slowly down to close. Oh, to just let my eyes shut for five minutes. That would be pure heaven. To know I could sleep forever and enver wake. To bask in the glow of the light of the mood and stars. Oh, how wonderful that would feel. To drift off to sleep and lose all worries and cares; But most of all to lose LIFE. By Aimee Buchanan

Peace Out
I just barely got over a major blow to my health, only to recieve bad news about a realative. So, basically I'm still recovering physically and now must deal with recovering emotionally. I'm not gonna be in contact with people for a while. This is what I do. I close myself up to others when I need to focus on getting myself better. Sorry, but that is just who I am. I don't really know what I'm gonna do, but odds are I'm gonna spend this week in Arizona. Don't know when I'll be back, or what I'm gonna do about work.

Because You Believe I'm Special, Thank You
Honeyy............ I can tell you everything in our cyber world. You allow me the freedom to explore... my dreams... my emotions... my fantasies... Things I wouldn't tell anyone! You take my thoughts, Smile back.. and let me go on typing. You are just beside me in our cyber world, Asking nothing of me, Yet, you are beside me. If I told you that I loved you, You would smile back and say, OK. Knowing full well that this is a reality we don't have to touch. You'd know that there is no possible way... That I could love a person I just met online. I love you.... You'd let me say it anyway, Return my passion with a cyber smile,hug,and kiss. And let me enjoy the seconds and minutes In this little slice of time, Without a care of our realities.

Dreams,reality,cigarette Butts By Jermx
i had a dream last night about my ex. a vivid dream where i swore it was real. it was in present time and i was back together with my ex. the time frame most have been a while because somehow there was a small child with her and she was my kid i believe. about 6-7 years old. i was having a great time...somehow reality was in my dream too because we talked about breaking up and how the little girl was mine. i didnt know...but i was happy to find out. then...my ex had to tell me something. before we went any further. she cheated on me. in my dream i was crushed...although i was instantly forgiving. then she started to explain why. "he was so hot i had to jeremy!" "i gave him the best blowjob ever" "this guy really worked out and i just had to fcuk him" i remember all these things she said from the dream because it woke me up. i didnt know where i was when i woke up for a second. the anger and confusion was still there. finally i looked up at my computer and realized wha

The Usual Civilized Rules Against Murder, Theft, And Impertinence
“And God spake all these words, saying, I am the LORD thy God, which have brought thee our of the land of Egypt, out of the house of bondage.” The twentieth chapter of Exodus opens with a familiar passage to us all, I’d expect; never mind how terrible we are at keeping what we know as the Ten Commandments (this writer included), their appearance at this point in the life of the nation of Israel is the LORD’s reminder of Who He is to be to them as well as how they as representing Him in the world should treat each other. Granted, there is no lasting society on record that’s made a virtue of killing or stealing or committing adultery, but few legal codes contain within them the source of the “civilized rules” I refer to in today’s title. I don’t mean to sound irreverent, but the fact that verses one through seventeen are first in God speaking through Moses directly to the children of Israel who’ve followed him from slavery i

Rip Pte Peloquin
KANDAHAR, Afghanistan - A period of relative calm for Canadian soldiers trying to bring stability to Afghanistan was shattered Monday when a makeshift bomb cut short the life of an infantryman on foot patrol in the treacherous Panjwaii district of Kandahar province. Pte. Alexandre (Pelo) Peloquin, 20, of the 3e Bataillon, Royal 22e Regiment, was based at Canadian Forces Base Valcartier near Quebec City. "Pelo, as named by his friends, was a strong man, remarkably fit and very courageous," said Brig.-Gen. Jonathan Vance, the senior commander of the Canadian Forces in Kandahar province, cradle of the Taliban insurgency. "His family and friends should be very proud of him, and so should all Canadians, for he represented the very best of Canada." No one else was hurt in the blast. Peloquin is survived by his mother Monique. The explosion occurred in the village of Nakhoney, about 15 kilometres southwest of Kandahar city in an area where insurgents have stepped up their attacks on Can

Iraq & Roll
Hello everybody. It has been a while since my last posting and things have been busy. A lot of you have been screaming for an update and today gave enough time for me to sit down and type so here it goes. First off, I'm doing swell. I'm making the best out of this situation so know that I'm not really walking around this place with a frown 100% of the time, just 81%. Ha. Anywho, Yeah, I'm in Baghdad, in a section called Saydiyah. The other section I patrol is called Bayaa. The tempo of our patrols is on steriods! We are always out. Like most of the day is spent with me walking the dirty streets, driving a humvee, or baking idle in the turret of one. The heat still sucks. I swear is cooler in Hell than it is here. I sweat basically all day and night and my uniform always looks like I swam in it. It's quite gross at times when you wear it for a few days and it grows salt stains and it can practically stand up on its own. Oh, it's sweet. I share a small compound with about 150 other guys,

Caa #105
A dear friend has informed me that her aunt, who is also a dear friend of mine, might not make it through the night. Please send plenty of Angel Prayers, Strength and Healing with love and support to her aunt, her and their families. Love, Doc

Nice Guys...
Some guy once told me nice guys always finish last. I think he should have tried being a nice guy once. It's simple what girls want, Realy it is. We want a guy to be good to us and give us the world. Just some of us like to have to work for it a bit. It's kinda like a movie, Ya know one of those really good ones with lots of twists. You stay on the edge of your seat, waiting in anticipation for whats about to happen nex. If the plot was revealed at the begining, think of how boring the rest of the movie would be. So it's not that we don't want a "nice guy" We just want mystery & challenge & romance. Yea can't forget the romance! And we just don't want it all up front. We want the curiosity and build up. We want the feeling the world stopps every second we spend together. So for all the real nice guys that just don't get it. Remember to keep us on our toes & we'll fall into the palm of your hand...

Relationships
OK HERE GOES I KNOW IT'S BEEN AWHILE WELL I GOT SOME SHIT I NEED TO GET OFF MY CHEST. IM SURE THIS IS GONNA BE A LOT OF PEOPLE OUT THERE THATS GONNA AGREE WITH ME ON WHAT IM FIXIN TO SAY. FOR ONE DONT TELL ME U FUCKING LOVE ME WHEN U DONT JUST BECAUSE U THINK THATS WHAT I WANT TO HEAR WELL YEAH I WANT TO HEAR IT BUT I WANT U TO FUCKIN MEAN IT TOO....SECOND IF YOU PLAY WITH MY HEART U JUSS CONDEMNED YOUR ON LIFE CUZ I WILL MAKE UR LIFE A LIVING FUCKING HELL.....3RD I WOULDNT DARE TELL U I LOVE YOU IF I DIDNT MEAN IT....AND JUST TO LET U ALL KNOW NO THIS ISNT A GUY OFF HERE THIS IS SOMEONE I REALLY CARED ABOUT AT ONE POINT IN MY LIFE BUT FOR SOME REASON HE HAS CHOSE NOT TO BE WITH ME CUZ HE WAS HURT 5 YRS AGO WELL U KNOW WHAT THE SAY NEVER TAKE SOMEONE FOR GRANTED HOLD EVERYONE CLOSE TO YOUR HEART CUZ U MIGHT WAKE UP ONE DAY AN REALIZE THAT YOUVE HAVE LOST A DIAMOND WHILE U WERE TOO BUSY COLLECTING STONES...WELL THIS GUY IS GONNA REALIZE I THINK A LITTLE TOO LATE THAT I COULD OF BEEN HI

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I GIVE YOU ALL I HAVE UNDER THE BUS I GO, I STILL KEEP GIVING MORE IT'S THE ONLY THING I KNOW. NO ONE ELSE STAYED AND WAS THERE EXCEPT FOR ME, I GUESS IT MEANT NOTHING A WASTE OF MY ENERGY. I WAS THERE WHEN YOU WERE MAD I WAS THERE WHEN YOU CRIED, I GAVE ALL MY TIME TO HELP NOT SURE NOW WHY I EVEN TRIED. WHAT COULD I HAVE DONE MORE TO SHOW YOU THAT I I CARE? YOU CHOSE THE WRONG PERSON I WASN'T TREATED FAIR.

#6
she longed for the touch of his body to feel his touch to kiss his lips and taste his tongue... as the day grew short night began to fall ... he came home from work and she met him at the door with a beer in her hand and nothing on but a smile she kissed him pasionatly the taste of his lips made her tingle inside as her body chilled from his touching of her neck as he kissed her neck down to her shoulder and back up nibbling on her ear whispering in her ear how good she smelled and how he wants to taste her sweet nectar mmmmmm she sighsssss as she takes him to the bed room that she has lit by candles black and red candles outlinded the bed that was made with black satin sheets and red rose petals and into the bathroom where she had a nice hot shower running for him to wash his tired body and to get refreshed for her to rip his manhood apart she grabbed his pants and unbuttoned them and pulled them down leaving his hard flesh exsposed she kisses him with her hot moist tongue fe

Is It A War Or Not ?
So why are we over here again? Well first we came over here to get Saddam and help them create a government. Well we killed saddam and we tried to help them make a goverment but they dont want our help. They just keep attacking us and its like WTF if they keep shooting at us what are we suppose to do not shoot back well thats the ROE right now. Its like should we even be over here. What is our purpose over here. I mean we havnt even done anything in the past 2 years. But for some reason the iraqis keep treating us if we dont leave their going to attack us even harder. So why dont we just leave and let them settle out their issues and what ever tribe wins sheit or suni. We come and help that one tribe. But until then lets get the F out of here. What do you all think?

A Loving Touch
A loving touch Means so muchYou can touch a heartWhen you are in love from the startThere has to be romanceThat I loves little danceEach day is like a raceYet it always ends in a loving embraceThe heart is not a toyYet it leads to so much joy. A loving touch means you take a chanceThe chance leads you in life’s danceWhen love blossomsEvery thing is awesomeYou welcome each dayWith a chance to sayI love you Love sometimes leaves you blueYet it always comes throughLove makes you happyOften even makes you sappy This is all part of a loving touchWhich always means so muchRemember to take the timeSpend every dimeTo always give that loving touch.

All Alone I Sit And Wait
All alone I sit and wait,As I stare down the road at fate,You know that I am here,For that you have no fear,As I sit here blue with sorrow,I know that we will have tomorrow,Your love has made me whole,And for that I have paid the toll,You asked me to wait for you,I do that for you with hopes that you will be true,For when we said I do,I knew I was meant for you,The happiness of our love,Has surely been sent form god above.I love you todayAs I will tomorrowBut nothing comes close to what I will feel forever.I love you my dear,And that will last throughout the years.

Thank You
I just wanted to take a minute out to thank all my family, friends, and fans on here for all the love and support. These past few months have been very stressful for me at work, my personal and family life. I am trying to be positive and just taking every day as it comes. To all who have stuck by me , THANK YOU! To all who don't know me I am very easy to talk to and would love to make new friends.

A Day At The Beach
My heart pounds faster in my chest, It feels weak, yet pumps without rest, I'm falling away, drifting with the outgoing tide, As i sit, moving with the water, i feel myself wanting to hide. Floating there, bouncing up and down, Seeing an end to the waves, i lose my frown, Enjoying the still water, with a fresh ocean breeze, Warm, clean sunlight begins to put my mind at ease, With my mind clear, and future a big thing on my list, There is still something my world cannnot resist. It puts a smile on my face, Something so hard to replace, My happiness, it grows as the sun begins to set, I may be alone, because i havent found my one yet, Pondering, touching the soft, cool sand, I reach out longing to hold your hand. Yes you, a beauty beyond which words can describe, Not just the smile that brightens my world, but whats inside. The features most people overlook or just dont see, It makes you who you are, and that means alot to me. Now with the moon lighting my room, eyes

White Wall
I've sat on my couch now for many nights and just starred at my plain white wall. With 50 different thoughts passing through my mind, my emotions racing at different speeds, tears moistening my cheeks. With all the lights off and just the flicker of candles creating this calming glow against my plain white wall. I’m not thinking “why me”, I’m not pondering the “reasons for this test” and I’m not feeling sorry for myself. I’m just sitting here starring at my plain white wall. We all at some point in our lives become “numb”. For some that numbness is a defense, for others it’s a coping mechanism. For me, it’s peace. For me, it’s comfort.We all have our “sad stories” and at times we have all compared those stories. Does it really help hearing how someone else may actually have it worse than you? It may. But we all know, no matter how bad it may be for someone else; that’s them, not you.

New Guy
I'm brand new to this site, and it's kind of an unconventional layout for me. For any that rate/comment/ or otherwise, thanks in advance, and please bear with me if it seems I'm really slow to respond. Have to figure this place out first.

To All My Friends
This is the time of year when the main part of our business, watergardening, is the busiest. My time on here is very limited at times and it can take me a couple of days sometimes to return comments and accept friend requests. I have noticed that a few people have taken me off their friends list probably because i didn't get back to them right away. fubar doesn't pay my bills and i have to attend to the part of my life that does. I know that most of my friends understand this, and those that don't...i guess they were never really friends. I just want to say thank you to everyone who understands and the hell with the ones that don't. Love to all! (can someone tell me how to put a damn picture on here?)

A Bit More Jen And Nicole
I slowly crawled back to conciousness and opened my eyes cautiously. I stretched, and closed my eyes again for a moment, I was on my right side facing the window, the full light of day streaming through the open shades. I was afraid to roll over, afraid that if I did I would learn that the amazing night that was flooding vividly back to memory would just have been a dream. Preparing myself mentally, I rolled on to my back and turned my head to the left, a broad smile crossed my face as I saw a head of dark hair on the pillow next to mine. I reached out and stroked that dark hair, just once, still fearful that somehow she wasn't really there, and when my fingertips confirmed what my eyes were telling me my heart swelled. I propped myself up on my left arm and was treated to quite possibly the most beautiful thing I had ever seen. Jen and Nicole lay on the same pillow, their foreheads just touching, The comforter was down just far enough for me to see that they were holding one another

Lost Love
Been over a year now since she left.It's easier now then at first but still hurts to feel failure all the time. I failed to keep her happy. We fell into a rut and could not climb out. we stopped doing things that we needed to do to keep love alive and it went away never to be seen again. I have bad times and good times. lately a lot more good than bad. I have found some new friends on here and they keep my mind off the bad by just being happy and cheerful. thank you all for what you have done to help me along this path.

6/10/09 Update
Hello everyone!!!! Thanks so much for all the love and support!!! OMGosh I had no idea...but yeah then again I did...thank you all so very much for all your prayers and love!!! My main thang to say and to my daughter Jessica who did so much to keep everyone informed about me...which she did not have to do, but knowing how much everyone here means to me she did...she belongs to a website and would want me to do the same for her so ..let's all hope that day never comes, I may tell some of her secrets...lmao....trying to find some humor in all this sadness.... This has been really hard on my family if anyone...me I'm like a bad penny I keep showing up...I'm to mean for anything really bad to happen to me...without the support of my family and all of ya'll ... I suppose this would of been extremely hard on me and not sure if things would have been such a great turn out... so I thank you all so very much and love each and everyone of you who prayed and hoped for me and my family ... you

Updates On Mother
My mother had a stroke Sunday luckly she was already in the hospital, she had under gone knee replacement surgery in both knees! They have her in Icu now b/c she can't talk, or use the right side of her body, or even swallow it goes back into her lungs. Doctors say we should see improvement alil everyday but it will be a very very long road to recovery for her! I thank you for all the nice messages everyone sent to me and kind comments! I'll update this as I get updates on her!

Cure For Cancer
(Someone sent this when I had my cancer scare) Dear God, I pray for the cure of cancer. Amen We are sometimes mistaken when we fear that which is big.Godzilla, King Kong,Asteroid, Armageddon.At least we can see it when it comes.We are sometimes mistaken when we fear that which is big.Change, birth,death, love.At least we can throw our arms wide around it.God of big things,God of great deeds,God of the drama of the Exodus,the parting of the seas,the fire on the mountain,the creation out of nothing,we are wonderstruck by You,dazzled by big things.But are You not also the God of the small,God of the turning leaf,God of the grain of sand,God of the passing shadow,God of the rotting fruit?I address You nowas God of the small,because sometimes we are mistaken when we fear that which is big,when that which is most frightening of allis small,the size of a melanomic cell,the size of a metastatic pinpoint,the size of a golfball,the size of a grapefruitgrowing where there is

Avoid This One : Hey Everyone, All Of My Friends And Family Know That I Am Pretty Easy To Talk To And That I Am Usually A Friendly Person. This Afte
Hey Everyone,All of my Friends and Family know that I am pretty easy to talk to and that I am usually a friendly person. This afternoon, This person hit me up in shout box and this was our conversation I have copy and pasted it as it was said, not backwards as it appears in the shoutbox:1uniquemale: u horny this afternoon hmm->1uniquemale: no, but thank you for asking1uniquemale: id make ur panties very wettt n creamy->1uniquemale: thanks anyway, my boyfriend takes care of that for me1uniquemale: then go fuck his lil 2 cm dck then n get off this site->1uniquemale: I didn't do anything to you , why are you so angry..... I have friends on this site.. this is not a porn site... why don't you get off this site.1uniquemale: go finger urself n let ur dog lick on uIf he had read my about me on my page, He would have known that I am only here for friends.... and , if he would have looked at any of my pictures, he would see that I don't even own a dog...lol!Basically this guy wanted cybersex a

I Prayed...
Did you know you are a blessing? I prayed for a man that first loves God. Only a man who does can even begin to love me. I prayed for a man that has love for himself. Only a man that does even knows how to begin to love me. I prayed for a man that understands the meaning of friend. Only a man that does can be a true friend to me. A lover must first be a friend and that is what you are to me. I prayed for a man that would love me for me, not what he wants or thinks I should be. Only a man that does will know the devotion of a good woman. Do you? I prayed for a man that knows how to express himself. Only a man that does is not afraid to tell me what he feels and needs, good or bad. I prayed for a man that desires to take care of me. It has more to do with commitment than money. I want someone who has eyes for only me and it can be seen in his actions. I prayed for a man that I could laugh with. A man that can make me light up with just the thought of him. That is a feel

Scammer!!!!!!! Please Make Ppl Aware Of This
yeah you know you want this@ fubari sent her 8 mill with the promise of her buying me a 65 credit blingpack... here is the SS of me sendin her the bucks... then she blocked me please spread this so others dont get scammed.....

Honesty
Hello... I was talking to a friend tonight.. and made me see how I have to be honest with everyone.. I told this person I can't.. I told him that I HAVE to fake being happy when I talk to people cause I was scared that if I told them how I really am.. they wouldn't talk to me anymore. People want happy happy to talk to. Not people that are down and hurt and even on the verge of being suicidal. So, when people ask me "How are you?" I say, "I'm good or I'm okay" and all the while I am crying knowing I am miserable. Sometimes I can't see the keyboard to type for the tears. There are a lot of stuff going on offline that I never bring online.. I hide that part of myself from people. But I can't hide it anymore. From now on I will be totally honest about how I am and people walk away.. they walk away.. nothing I can do to help that. I can't do that anymore. I won't bitch or whine anymore about the whores and what's bothering me about this place anymore. Because I am losing all my friends an

Diplomacy
At what point do tact and diplomacy degerate into bullshit? Does sugar coating something unpleasant necessarily detract from the truth in it? If the objective is to break bad news, how would you go about softening the impact while still delivering the necessary information.

A Year Later. How Things Change. Lmao
Whats good everyone. Its been about a year and a couple months.. I met this chick off fubar and went to go meet her.. Apparently, one of her "friends" didnt like that idea so he would text her and tell her all these different things about what he would do for her and to her.. Nigga is quite funny. So she would text him and talk to him, u know, the type of shit young females do. How he wants to eat her out and he wanted to do it so bad. So anyway, we stop talking becuase she wanted to tell him what goes on in the bedroom and tell him she wanted to be with him. Which i dont understand since he has a girlfriend. But get this, he gets happy as hell that we stop talking, he tried to write a "blog" about me sucking in bed.. Sounds kinda homo, right? I mean, why does it concern him how i am in bed.. Sorry dude, i dont swing that way. Now here is the funniest part.. Me and his "girl" are close friends and i have learned something about him. Whats fucking with all this time he hating on me, he

The Road Not Traveled...
He's walked this road before, he ponders Back when the petals seemed to fall forever And never hit the ground And strangers weren't so unwelcoming And he would find comfort in the arms of shadows That were always there for him... ...Or so it seemed But that is when he stops his crying And halts his decent into madness That is when he stops walking And makes a pivotal decision... ...He doesn't believe in luck anymore Because luck is for those Who have felt it And he decides he never has It is why it always rains On their numbered vacation days And he knows they were merely lovers When both were on holiday But soon they had to return to reality It is why he let himself believe That this was his reality And not just simply a fantasy A clouded haze of broken glass and crimson kisses Where he could scream her name and no one would hear And she would whisper those three words For the world to hear And that is when he makes a pivotal decision... ...He doesn't believe in love anymore B

My Father's Father
My Father's FatherMy Father's FatherHas gone awayMy paternal GrandfatherJust died todayHe wasn't a man of moneyBut somehow he got byWhen I was a childAlways a twinkle in his eyeI remember fondlyThe man he wasFrom the "Albino Deer"Really a goatTo the shaggy dogSnowball with a white coatThe little shackWhere business was doneOh, how it smelledWhen hit with the sunThough I remember himFrom the time of my childhoodNot one thought do I haveThat isn't good.I mourn his lossAs do we allAnd like the restMy heart doth fall.© 2009 by G.R.Kuder

Friends Or No Friends??????
WHERE ARE MY REAL FRIENDS??????????? I AM GETTING SICK OF FUBAR DRAMA.. PEOPLE WHO SAY THEY ARE YOUR FRIENDS BUT JUST WANT TO BE YOUR FRIEND SO THEY CAN HAVE TONS OF PEOPLE ON THERE LISTS I ALREADY CLEANED OUT MY FAMILY LIST...AND I AM IN THE PROCESS OF CLEANING OUT MY FRIENDS LIST IF U WANT TO BE MY FRIEND .. PLEASE LET ME KNOW BEFORE I START DELETING AS I SAID BEFORE IF ALL U WANT IS ME TO BE A NUMBER AND NOT A REAL FRIEND.. PLS LET ME KNOW AND I WILL DELEATE U.. I AM TIRED OF FAKES AND LIARS.... ALL I WANT IS TRUE FRIENDS WHO WILL HELP WHEN THEY CAN AND I WILL HELP WHEN I CAN

Monster In The Closet
A childhood brought to an end Innocence lost to your sin Your lust, my pain My blood, your stain A victim of your demented games My smile hides my shame My love, my trust Lost to your lust I know who you are Time won't heal this fucking scar I know what you've done From your conscience you can't run I hope my screams ring in your ears Every day for the rest of your years I hope you remember the face of the child That your lust and filth defiled As for me, I guess I just have to live with this pain And know that I'll never be the same This dark secret, I keep It haunts me in my sleep Inside I cry In the shadows of my mind you lie Monsters in the shadows Monsters in my bed Monsters in the closet Monsters in my head On the wall hangs the picture of a happy child So much happiness and joy written in his smile But beneath the bright, happy eyes A dark shadow of hatred lies With time it grows In time it shows The picture breaks, the smile fades Bright e

Child Of War
I looked to the sky Fire filled my eyes Smoke filled my lungs I started to run The sun was covered by the smoke's black shroud I couldn't push my way through the crowd I couldn't get away The bombs fell The streets burned like Hell The sound of explosions rumbled Buildings cracked and crumbled The sound of destruction drowned out my cries Couldn't see through the darkness in my eyes I crawled On my hands and knees in blood Slipping in the mud The fire swept over me in a blinding wave Consumed by it's heat, no chance of being saved I burned

Tattoos Number 2
I wanted to get some smaller pieces added before summer got here in full force. On Februrary 11th 1989 we commissioned USS Princeton (CG59) as a member of her first crew, I am now titled as a PlankOwner for her until she is either sunk in Combat or decommisioned out of the USN and scrapped. At the time, Princeton was the most technologically advanced mobile Surface to Air missile launching platform known to mankind. On February 18th 1991 we were on a combat patrol in the Northern Persian Gulf for Desert Storm. The mission was to make Sadaam Husein believe that the Coalition was going to land Invasion troops via a Normandy style Amphibious Assault, If he believed that several thousand heavily armed Marines wear about to cross his coast line, he would need to put his own troops in their way. The better that we did our job, the less armed troops would be facing in the direction that trouble was actually coming from. The Ship ran over a series of underwater mines while succe

Home, Written By My Sister, Faun Douglas
A world of confusion and chaos A child alone, but encircled by faces I talk, but no one hears my cries I scream, but it is not my voice I hear My attempts to calm the chaos go unnoticed I retreat to this place I call my own Where I am in solitude The screams can be silenced The tears I cry do not fall for myself They are for everyone else suffering in this "place" This "place" that we call "home"

Hard Work/sore Muscles!!!
Behind my house -is a steep bank, with a creek at the bottom. Prob a good 35 foot drop from top to bottom. I decided to build steps to the bottom, so the trolls can get down to play in the creek safely. Nothing fancy -just small logs cut & laid down, with metal stakes pounded into the ground to hold the logs in place, and then back filled with dirt, to create the steps. I finished half of it today and am tired. That is all:)

Saltwater
saltwater.my soul is floodedwith tears i won't cryit is not a stream, or a rivermy soul is stagnantwith unshed saltwaterthe flood comes up halfway through my heartabove it is just a vaccuumit is not nothingnessa vaccuum sucking the life out of my heartsucking the life out of my headi am retreating into myselftrying to save a piece of me from drowningit is too latea temporary whirpool formsthe black hole inside me moving underwater temporarilyboth the me i try to saveand the me i sent in to save itdrown in my soulbefore my soul's breath is pulled in as wellleaving an empty shellwith blank eyesblank expressionmy body moveswith no directioni am dead insidei do not care if i get resurrectedor if things remain as they arewith my drowned heart and suffocated soul ~sinamynlee

Paralysis!
About 3 weeks ago I contracted a virus....It's called Guillan Barre,it attacks the lining of the spinal cord and causes temporary paralysis.It causes an interruption in the pathway of the nerves and weakens the muscles to the point that you cannot support yourself.It sometimes affects the respiratory system and the person has to be on a ventilator to breathe.......It can also affect your bowel and bladder functions.....In my particular case it only affected my arms and hands and everything below my waistline also in association with numbness to the extent that I can basically feel nothing.....I am having to learn to walk all over again but my progress is quicker than expected with a 100% recovery rate....rehabilitation and recovery can be from 6 weeks up to a year....My release from the hospital is scheduled for June 22nd......Peace out!

I Love My Fries
If you all know the poem by mya Angelou "still I rise" this will be funny I wrote this for a class and thought it was funny and decided to blog it lol Hope you all enjoy lol much love I Love My Fries You may put me down as unhealthy with your, bitter, bad taste You throw me in the very grease, but still, like McDonalds, I love my fries. Do my French fries upset you? Why are you overwhelmed as if you bit a lemon? Cause I eat with no care and no dismay. Just like my mother and father with a smile on my face, and the sun overshadowing me, I love my fries. Did you want to see me hungry with dry mouth and with white lips? Hunched over, hurting from my growling stomach. Does my hunger offend you? Don't hate cause I eat as if it's my last meal on earth. I may eat a pizza or maybe even a salad but still, so delicious, I love my fries. Does the smell make you drool? Does it come as a surprise that my car smells like super size fries? From school to work, I love my fries, on my way

Moving On Never Felt So Good.
Thanks Good idea... I think I will write alittle more. This was the first weekend in over a yr that I DIDN'T worry about some fuckin lounge. I spent a lot of time with my kid. Which I've come to realize that, more than ever now, that I was wasting my time with all the lounge BS. Tony (my son) and I had a great time at home. It was a rainy weekend, but for some reason playing inside didn't bother him as much. Since I am a DJ by heart and trade, I always have the tunes going. We were dancing so much, I could hardly keep up with him. Another thing I hadn't done with Tony in a long time. Anyway, I am extremely happy that I'm spending more time with my son. The last blog I wrote helped me learn who the REAL assholes were. They showed their true colors and now I have them blocked. I love the fact if you speak up about a certain lounge. That the owner YIM bombed me, LOL. Shit, I haven't played with a bomber since AOL was cool. LMAO! Funny that it didn't do anything t

Taken Down
Taken Down Taken down to the cold floor Taken down till our clothes were no more Taken down to feel your flesh burn Taken down through our lustful yearn Taken down to taste your sweet honey Taken down to finally become free Taken down to feel your tongue on me Taken down for you to please Taken down to lick your lips Taken down to create friction between your hips Taken down to hear you scream Taken down to complete this dream Taken down to drive deep inside Taken down so our skin would collide Taken down to be held close and tight Taken down to please My Fire tonight

A Parents Worst Nightmare
A PARENTS WORST NIGHTMARE ON FRIDAY JUNE 12 2009 THERE WAS A VERY TRAGIC ACCEDENT IN THE TOWN WHERE I LIVE IN CANADA... THREE BOYS(2 WERE 16 & 1 WAS 17) WERE IN A TRAGIC ACCEDENT AND PASSED AWAY.. THEY WERE ALEX.. MASON.. & LUCAS.. THEY HIT A TREE.. THE CAR WAS SPLIT IN HALF AND 2 WERE DEAD ON THE SCENE AND 1 DIED IN HOSPITAL LATER THAT NIGHT... I AM JUST ASKING MY FU FRIENDS TO PLEASE PRAY FOR THESE BOYS FAMILIES AND THE COMMUNITY... THIS WAS VERY HARD TO SEE... THIS IS VERY HARD FOR EVERYONE AROUND HERE... THIS IS THE SEASON FOR PEOPLE GRADUATING.. AND PARTIES... PLS SHARE THIS INFORMATION AND TRY AND KEEPS YOUR KIDS SAFE... I THOUGHT I WOULD ASK FOR PRAYERS AND IF U WANT TO COMMENT U ARE WELCOME TO... THESE PICS AT THE BOTTOM HERE ARE AS FOLLOWS.. THE FIRST ONE IS A PIC OF THE 3 BOYS... THE SECOND IS HALF OF THE CAR THEY WERE IN... THAT CRASHED...(THE OTHER HALF OF THE CAR WAS ABOUT 15 FEET AWAY) THE LAST 3 PICS IS OF THE CRASH SCENE WHERE ON SAT .. FRIENDS AND FAM

Spam?!
I'm not sure if anyone else has noticed this but i've been getting a lot of viewers lately with a .com in their status. I've also been getting viewers with .com's in their names and viewers using their profile about me sections to promote other websites. Does anyone else feel like they are being spammed every time they see something like this...or is it just me?

Warning To Veterans....
Test May Have Exposed Vets To Deadly Diseases http://cbs4.com Peter D'Oench Warning To Veterans About Risk Of Infection MiamiVA Healthcare System urges testing because of improperly sterilized tubes used In endoscopic procedures between 2004 and 2009 The Miami Veterans Affairs Healthcare System (MVAHS) has a warning for 3,260 veterans who were patients in endoscopic procedures during a 5-year period: Come in for free tests because there's a chance you were exposed to hepatitis B, hepatitis C or HIV. MVAHS says those affected are veterans who had endoscopic procedures between May 2004 and March 12, 2009. Doctors say some of the tubing used was not disinfected according to the manufacturer's recommendations. A special Care Call center has been set up that is available 7 days a week, 24 hours a day. Veterans can call (305) 575-7256 or toll free, 1-877-575-7256 to speak with staff and schedule an appointment at any of the VA clinics in Miami, Broward, Homestead or Key West. Letters are als

Two For Two On Offers
im two for two today on being blocked though this one blocked unblocked and sent messages what a bitchboy the ultimate cool kidd reloaded : dianmonds for blow jobs must be your slogan : ohh whatever... : more so, you lost.... just with the uppity attitude ->: oviously you are superman since I quote,,you cant handle me anyway" un quote,, Im not boasting there big boy you are : and you haven't shown any reason to have gained my respect ->: its not about getting over myself and Im not better then anyone, I just expect a certain amount of respect, which you havent shown : and i could do that.. i just said yum, meaning you look wonderful hun, but you had to take it the wrong way : not really, but you're the typical woman, i'm better than you type.. and have to put a guy down.. i never said i'm super man, maybe super kinky and open.. but damn girl, get over yourself ->: dont go away hurt, , theres someone in fu who will go

Gone For The Summer
Dear friends, fans and other fu-dudes and dudettes, This summer your neighbourhood clowny is taking a bit of a break from the internet. From July 12th till August 23rd Im not going to be online. I will be taking a long summer break. I will be at the beach mostly with friends and family. I really had a long work year and could use a good break. I hope im not forgotten. Keep in touch and make sure i get alot of love when im gone. clowny

Break Time
As some people who are very close to me are aware, my father recently almost died do to medical problems and a condition he has. My father and I have never really been close up until this point, and while it's been a long time coming, the doctors have finally put a time limit on how much time he has left. Because of that, and because of everything else going on in my life, I've decided to take a break from fubar. I'll still be around here and there by any means, but please don't take it personally if I dont respond to a PM or SB. That's what this blog is for because obviously I can't stick all of this in a status message. There's been too much drama going on on fubar alone as it is, and some of you know I've considered deleting it a few times lately. But I've put too much hard work into building my page to where it's at that it's not fair to me or anybody that's helped me. So for the time being, my time here will be limited. My dad needs me right now, and I need him and that's where

A New Friend
The day I met you my life was sad,People said things that made me madYou talked to meYou made me happyYou make my day brightWith your words of lightThank you for being my friendI hope I can keep you till the worlds end. Dedicated to my new friend.

Communicate!
communication is useless without follow through. the better we follow though with what we talk about the more valid the time spent talkin about it becomes, the headaches spent discussing things are well worth it if we come to a conclusion and follow through, otherwise...wasted headaches..

Sitting Here I Look At The Day
Sitting here I look at the daywondering what the world might say.What once was cold and grey.Has finally gone away.I can't thank you enoughFor helping me with this stuffYou know just what to sayTo brighten each and every dayA touch of your handWill help me standNow we walk togetherLooking toward foreverFlowing like the sands of timeWe take each day one moment at a time.

Like It Or Not...
About me..hmmm what can i say? I'm a people person. I love my 2 children. I try to think of myself as a very compassionate person. Always trying to put others before myself. I have been hurt too many times that it even hurts to love, if God wants to send some my way, I will take whatever God may send me. I am just me and if u don't like what you see or hear, don't look and don't listen..me and my girls don't just turn heads, we break 'dem necks!

Interesting Letter
I got a letter today from someone whose last name I didn't not recognize from a town in Kansas that I've never heard of. I thought it might be garbage, but I opened it. I sat there in shock as I read the words from an old roommate and friend of mine from L.A. that I haven't seen since 1993. She said she found an address (and my married name somehow), but no phone number. How cool is that?!?!? Who knew the internet was good for something. :O

Caa #112
A very dear old friend and highschool classmate of mine needs special prayers for her step-mother. SHe is in the hospital after fighting colon cancer and is really bad off. Let us send angel prayers of healing, love, strength and comfort to her step-mother Janice, and all their family and ffriends. Love, Doc

Both Hands Tied Behind My Back For Nothin
So there's alot that i just need to get off my chest. Time to vent. Anyways, most people dont know what i mean when i say "both hands tied behind my back for nothin" so i'm gonna explain. It pretty much means i took myself off the market, made myself unavailable to everyone, and gave my all to one person for absolutely nothing. Im so fucking tired of being hurt. Seriously though, out of all the times i've been hurt, his has got to be the worst. I've never been so in love with anyone before, and i've never been so torn apart. He never could give me a reason as to why he did this to me. 3 fucking girls. No telling how many more. How can you tell someone you love them, wanna marry them, wanna spend forever with them.. n then cheat on them?! I just dont understand. All i ever did was love him. All i ever did was give him chance after chance like a fucking fool. I've lost my mind within these past 3 months. And finding out about this last girl just completely drove me over the edge. I've be

'more To Love' -- Fox Orders Dating Competition Series For The Heavy Set
'More to Love' -- Fox orders dating competition series for the heavy set Fox is teaming with "The Bachelor" producer Mike Fleiss for a new dating-competition series that casts "average-looking" people. The series, titled “More to Love,” is billed as the first “dating show for the rest of us,” throwing open its doors to overweight contestants. “For six years it’s been skinny-minis and good-looking bachelors, and that’s not what the dating world looks like,” Fox president of alternative Mike Darnell said. “Why don’t real women -- the women who watch these shows, for the most part -- have a chance to find love too?” The project has a similar format to "The Bachelor," where a group of woman compete for a relationship with one man (producers describe him as a “Kevin James-type”). "More to Love" also marks the first time Darnell and Fleiss have teamed for a series in nine years. The duo’s previous dati

Writing To Fight The Bored...
Here I sit, thinking about you. Wanting to know what will come to pass. Wanting it to be time for us to be… be together… touching… will we? What else will be? May I caress you? Kiss? What can I do? What can I have? Do you know what I want? Do you want me to have… all of you, every inch? Every pulse, every breath… I want my hands on you. My lips want to feel you, my tongue explore. Where are your limits? I want to test them, push you farther than you’ve gone before, take you to a new place. What are your desires? Will you let me be part of your fantasies? I am here waiting… wanting. My door is open, just walk thru. Take my hand and let me lead you. You will be worshiped, you will be mine, if even only for a little while.

Sad When A Friend Is Forced To Block A Friend Sad How People Have Come To Being Childish And Jealous
TO COME HOME TO A SHOUT BOX MESSENGE SO SORRY BREW , THAT I HAD TO DO THIS, WILL IM HERE TO TELL YOU'S THE ONLY ONE THAT JUDGE'S IS GOD IF YOU EVEN BELIEVE IN HIM ? WE ALL ARE NOT PERFECT AND DON'T TELL YOU'S ARE I KNOW BETTER . GOD IS PERFECT WE ARE NOT . HE JUDGE'S ALL HE WILL BE JUDGING US OH HE WILL . AND EXCUSE'S TO HIM THAT DAY WHEN IT COMES HE WON'T EXCEPT EXCUSE'S. I HAVE HELPED MANY , I HAVE BEEN KIND, CARING , HOW DARE ANYONE JUDGE ME BEST BE CLEANING YOUR OWN CLOSETS . I HAVE FRIEND'S HERE THEY KNOW WHOM THEY ARE THAT I TREASURE WITH MY HEART , I LOVE WITH MY HEART . I BLOCK WHOM I THINK ARE 2 FACE , OR TROUBLE . SO , ONE'S THAT THINK THERE BETTER GET A CLUE OH HELL NO YOU ARE NOT , YOUR SHIT SMELLS LIKE THE REST OF US , AND ITS NOT ROSE'S EITHER . COWS MAY COME COWS MAY GO BUT THE BULLSHIT REALLY GOES ON HERE FOREVER . AND I HOPE THEY WERE WORTH THE BLOCK , BECAUSE YOU WERE JUST A SPECK ON THE GROUND. SORRY , HE WAS FORCED TO BLOCK ME . IM NOT EASY COME EASY GO WASN'T A FR

Screaming Infidelities - Dashboard Confessional
Screaming Infidelities I'm missing your bed I never sleep Avoiding the spots where we'd have to speak, And this bottle of beast Is taking me home[1.] I'm cuddling close To blankets and sheets But you're not alone, and you're not discreet Make sure I know who's taking you home. I'm reading your note over again There's not a word that I comprehend, Except when you signed it "I will love you always and forever."[2.] Well As for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs And sit alone and wonder How you're making out But as for me, I wish that I was anywhere with anyone Making out. I'm missing your laugh How did it break? And when did your eyes begin to look fake? I hope you're as happy as you 're pretending.[1.] I am alone In my defeat I wish I knew you were safely at home I'm missing your bed I never sleep Avoiding the spots where we'd have speak, and This bottle of beast is taking me home.[2.] Your hair, it's everywhere. Screaming infidelities And taking its wear.[Repeat Four times]

2 Tough Questions..
Two tough questions... Question 1: If you knew a woman who was pregnant, who had 8 kids already, three who were deaf, two who were blind, one mentally retarded, and she had syphilis, would you recommend that she have an abortion? Read the next question before looking at the response for this one. Question 2: It is time to elect a new world leader, and only your vote counts. Here are the facts about the three candidates. Who would you vote for? Candidate A. Associates with crooked politicians, and consults with astrologist. He's had two mistresses. He also chain smokes and drinks 8 to 10 martinis a day. Candidate B. He was kicked out of office twice, sleeps until noon, used opium in college and drinks a quart of whiskey every evening. Candidate C He is a decorated war hero. He's a vegetarian, doesn't smoke, drinks an occasional beer and never cheated on his wife. Which of these candidates would be our choice? Decide first... no peeking, then scroll down for the response. Candidate A is

Nautical Disaster - The Tragically Hip
I had this dream where I relished The fray and the screaming that filled my head all day It was as though I'd been spit there, settled in, into a pocket Of a lighthouse off some rocky socket, Off the coast of France, Dear One afternoon, four thousand men died in the water, here Five hundred more were thrashing madly as parasites might in your blood Now I was in lifeboat designed for ten and ten and only, Anything that systematic would get you hated. It's not a deal nor a test nor a love of something fated. The selection was quick, the crew was picked in order and those left in the water got kicked off our pant leg and we headed for home. Then the dream ends when the phone rings You’re doing alright he said it's out there, most days and nights But only a fool would complain Anyway, Susan, if you like our conversation, it’s as faint as the sound in my memory As those fingernails scratching on my hull

Logic Vs Emotion. - Find Out Your Personality Type.
There are approximetly 35252666432.9 different types of people in this world. (Not literally of course) I'm going to take a closer look at two types because it causes controversy and confussion. People who primarely use logic and those who primarely make decisions based on their current emotions.I am personality type INTJ. I am more of a logical person. I do not feel comfortable in emotionally involved situations or environments. I find it troublesome to comfort or understand why someone is feeling the way they do about a certain tragedy or event that has recently occured. I prefer technology and nice items over emotional relationships. I don't mind spending a majority of my time alone and I love reading and learning more about the field of psychology. (All in all they call the INTJ personality type a 'scientist'.) I am always eager to get to a solution rather then knowing why I had to take the steps I did to achieve my purpose.A vast majority of people, however, prefer to mak

2 Fus Needing Their Wings. A Little Love Needed! :-)
Please help my my fu-hubby and my good friend sexy welding angel get their wings. They are both pretty close, and need a good push to Angel land, lol. DJ Army Medic 21M to go! Sexy Welding Angel 5M to go! THIS PIMPOUT BLOG BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE INFAMOUS: 'Princess Leia' I love profile rates!

The Bitch Blog!!
sorry its come to this,but yes this is my bitch blog!!i have over 150 friends on my list and 90% of them i never hear from so yes im going 2 clean it out.i rate friends all day and never even get a thankyou,shit im lucky if i even get 10 rates in a day,at this rate ill be lucky if i make godfather by next december lol anyways im just writing this blog cause i wanna know who are my true friends in here!if you still wanna be friends then answer this blog otherwise your being deleted and from now on im not accepting bs fake ppl on my list anymore!aside from that have an awesome weekend:D

June 17, 2006...three Years Ago Today....
I lost my daddy and stepmom in a plane crash. It was a tragic and sudden accident that left all who knew them heartbroken. I miss them like crazy and no matter how much time passes, it will always hurt. For those of you who read this blog entry, please read the wonderful poems in my stast, listed under the category dunno. These are very important to me and will always make me feel closer to them.

Enchanted Forest Lake
The Enchanted Forest was achieved. My sweet Tatum has a Wood Elf communication center, a colorful toadstool fairy dancing ring (complete with scepter), and of course - a Dragon Lair. She seemed a little concerned by the Dragon Lair, especially after some artifical smoke was created by banging a whole roll of cap gun caps on a rock, by her loving uncles. I told her that someday I would tell her about the friendly pretend dragon that COULD live there, behind the DRAGON LAIR sign, if she liked, but otherwise - it was just dragon flies, who are very colorful and absolutely harmless. Then it rained - ALOT. Now the Enchanted Forest path is an Enchanted Forest Lake. I thought I might add a Duck Crossing sign for fun. For my granddaughter, however, I would wade through any amount of muck to make her smile. A little Enchanted Forest Lake was nothing... She told me that I must not drop her, because she had on a new summer dress, and I solemnly told her that I would never let her fall. Off we

Submission Story
she looks up into his eyes... the man she hates so. His eyes are cold he smirks whip in hand she grimaces holding into bounds. Each lash into her body is her tribute to him. To serve him to care for him. She smiles through her gag sweat dripping off her face he removes it and commands her to speak."Thank you master" She says " Im glad to be yours.

Computer Problems (again)
Havig problems with the damn charging cable again. I'll need to try and find a new one as soon as possible.. I know that not many will see this, but I only have enough power to write this before I get shut down, so if you do please let folks know what is happening. It's not that I don't want to be here, I just can't at the moment. Take care and hope to see you all again as soon as I can. your friend Adam

Drunk Family Brawl
There was a guy at the desk so i walk out to the front from my office and he was laying out on the desk.. he got off n played it off like he was kidding.. he started talking to me complimenting me and then his brother walked up yelling at him to go to bed. The guy looked old enough to know when bedtime is! Well then this girl started talking to me n she was like so how many days a week do you do this? i was like umm i work full time 40 hours so 5 days.. she asked me "and you're ok with that?" i was like yeah. shes like you dont go to school? i said no. she asked and you're okay with that? haha i was like well yeah i didnt WANT to go to school so OBVIOUSLY im okay with that. Then she asked me did you graduate from highschool?? i said YES... then she walked way.. haha. Thanx bitch. You have a man that pays for everything and you dont do shit but get drunk and act stupid and you're okay with that???? hehe then they all went away.. about an hour later a lady came down to the front stating

A Letter To My Life.....
My love, I have tried with all my beingto grasp a form comparable to thine own,but nothing seems worthy;I know now why Shakespeare could notcompare his love to a summer’s day.It would be a crime to denounce the beautyof such a creature as thee,to simply cast away the precisionGod had placed in forging you.Each facet of your beingwhether it physical or spiritualis an ensnarementfrom which there is no release.But I do not wish release.I wish to stay entrapped forever.With you for all eternity.Our hearts, always as one.

What Is The Meaning Of Love?
What is the meaning of love? Most people who claim to love someone don’t really love them, because they don’t know what love actually is. What is love NOT? Possessiveness is not love Jealousy is not love Lust is not love Fear is not love Keeping people all to yourself is not love Expecting something from someone is not love Real love is unconditional. All other “forms” of love are not really love. Most parents and kids don’t love each other, most people in relationships don’t love each other, most people on the planet never experience unconditional love in their entire lives… or at least it sure looks that way. To love someone unconditionally means that you love the person exactly as they are, exactly as they were before, and exactly as they will be in the future - because people change all the time, so if you love the person, you will love them even if they become something you disagree with. How many parents can say that about their kids? How many people can say

Lbb Entry 7
Since the screenshot showed up so small and i'm lazy... "Hello,my name is Tim.I live in bushnell.I lived in bushnell florida for 13 years. I look like a cross between Tim Mcgraw n stone cold Steve Austin.Im a very sexual man and im a very Maturn intimate and Passionate lover.Yes i have a very high sex drive but im very selective who I make love to.I believe that intimate and passionate lovemakeing goes way beyond just intercourse, it involves alot of sensual massaging n alot of touching n caressing.No Im not an old pervert.Im not out for my own pleasure n I wont make or force you into doing anything that you dont want to do.A pervert is only out to please himself and will force his sick n perverted ways on you.I love making love and yes Im a very sexual man but that dont make me a pervert.Your not a piece of ass or a slab of meat to me.Your a woman with a good heart and a good head on your shoulders who has feelings n thats how i will treat and respect you.Please dont be ofended to

Broken...
whatever you've broken, unbreak it whichever you've taken untake it all the lies that were spoken, unspeak them the battles you lost, defeat them the pain that your heart holds, unfeel it the secret your life is, reveal it the rainbows your dreams have, follow them the truth that your lies are, swallow them

Caught The Cawk Who Killed My Friend
A Pennsylvania man has confessed he is responsible for the fatal shooting of a Lewis County hunter, and now prosecuting attorney Gary Morris is waiting for evidence to determine what charges the man could face. Shawn Stewart, 32, of Walkersville was shot and killed while he was hunting at Stonewall Jackson Lake State Park back in April. Crews found him dead the next day of a gunshot wound, and now state police in Lewis County say they've found the man responsible. Robert Tobias, 58, from Millersburg, PA has confessed he is the person responsible. Tobias was hunting in the same area as Stewart and allegedly accidentally shot him. Tobias never came forward about the incident. Morris tells 5 News that Tobias could be facing charges of wanton endangerment, which is a felony, or involuntary manslaughter, which is only a misdemeanor. Depending on facts from the case, he could face both charges. If convicted of wanton endangerment, Tobias could face 1-5 years behind bars. An involunt

Live Auction Friday Night July 31st @ 8pm Fu-time
Come & Hang Out With Us At!! We have friendly people, good music, random bling for new members and live auction! So come on in and start to have some fun and make some new friends! We Are Having A Live Auction: In Purple Magik July 31st, 2009 @ 8:00 PM Fu-Time If You Want To Join The Auction Just Click On The Pic Below: We will also be holding a drawing, Prizes will be: (3) 1 credit blings (2) Ticker (1) 1 Mil (2) 500k (2) 250k (2) 200k YOU MUST BE PRESENT FOR DRAWING & A MEMBER OF THE LOUNGE YOU MUST AGREE TO THE RULES ABOVE & CLICK THE PIC ABOVE TO POST YOUR OFFERS & YOU WILL BE SOLD AS FIRST COME, FIRST SERVED STARTING AT BOTTOM GOING UP Any questions pm/sb any Purple Magik staff member. Thank you. So come on in and start to have some fun and make some new friends!

True Love Is It Real
Do you believe that everyone has a soul mate? Do you believe that there is someone for everyone? Do you believe there is such a thing as true love? How many times through the years did you feel like you were in love? When we were younger our parents called them crushes or puppy love. As teenagers we found what we thought was our first love. As we grew into adults we all experienced what we thought was real and true love. Question is was it? How do you know your in love truly? How do you know its real and not just lust or a crush that will be outgrown in a few months?What signs do you see, feel, think that would make you feel like you have/had found true love? Was it a twinkle? Was it a fluttering heart? Was it sweaty palms and your tongue tied? Was it the uncontrollable urge to call that person back only minutes after hanging up with them? Is it the emptiness you felt/feel in your heart when that person isn't around?Many people theorize on what true love is.. What it feels like.. Looks

The Way I Feel Today (doesn't Care If You Care To Read)
I'm back to being old myself again. I hate what I see. When I look in a mirror I want to shatter it with my hand to see if I still bleed. I'm back to not sleeping. All I do is think. The thoughts are not what scares me. It's the fact I'm not afraid to act them out. I don't care if anyone cares. I just feel alone. I'm such a great person. What the hell is wrong? All I see is I love this I love that. Well in my case f*ck love....I'll never have a chance at that. You can say I'm wrong and that I shouldn't give up. I'm going to look you in the eyes and tell you....Yes I should. It's like when someone who is dying and going through pain just says pull the plug. I'm ready to go but in my sense I'm not dying all together just emotionally. Call me what you want. As I said I don't care. I've been alone all 26 yrs of my life might as well make it forever. Life is just pain never any good. How can bad people be happy why someone good is not. Maybe I should change for the worse then I'll get what

The Definition Of "fu"
Fu From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia (Redirected from Fu (surname)) Jump to: navigation, search Look up fu, FU, or Fu in Wiktionary, the free dictionary. Fu may refer to: Fu (Technology, especially computer related) (used as a suffix) - relating to a person - Possessing superior skills in an art; relating to an artifact - representing an expression of high art. code-fu, Perl-fu, C-fu, etc. Fu (literature), a Chinese genre of rhymed prose Fu (kana), a symbol in Japanese syllabaries Fu County, in Shaanxi, China Fu Foundation School of Engineering and Applied Science Fu, Nepal Fu, a type of prepared wheat gluten in Japanese cuisine Fu, a prefecture-level administrative subdivision in Japan (see prefectures of Japan) and ancient China (see Zhou (country subdivision). Fu, a term for some of the

Auto Or Bomb Will Be Given To Highest Bidder
I,m Up for Auction you can find My Auction in My default Folder I have a Lot to Offer , Even if I do not get a 65 Bling pack I will still give an Auto or a Bomb away after the Auction to the Highest Bidder http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2369598&albumid=0&i=2335751315 Starts 6/23/09 and will end 6/25/09 Midnight Central Time

Goodbye
Because you were unable to understand my heart and what was in it. Because you did not have courage to find out whom I was. Because you did not listen to what was close, you only heard the outside noise. So now that you set me aside, I will disappear. I’m saying goodbye. What a shame, but goodbye. Why: Because something better awaits me. Who: Someone who will know how to give me love, the type that allows the sunrise and sweets the salt.

Auction - Super Mike's Auction Going On Now Until July 5th!
Want to own a Flirty girl like me ??? YOU MUST ADD/RATE/FAN the HOST !!!! Please keep BIDDING on me!!!! I’ll buy you a drink every other day (whenever I’m online basically) and I’ll rate all pics and stashes during HH! If I get a Bling Pack, I'll make sure to bling you! IF I get a VIP I’ll rate you 11s!!! Also the person with the highest bid, will get to fu-own me! How easy is that??? Sounds like a plan right? click below :) ◊$ŪΡЄRΜìЌ∑◊ auction!!!!

Life
LET ME LIVE AGAIN In this dark abyss there lies only obscurity. No consciousness, no imagination. Anguish stabs like a saber into my soul. And the jubilance that once abounded has escaped into oblivion. It cannot find its way back. Any solace that once was appears so apocryphal now. Which path led to this nothingness? From a life which once seemed so enchanted. Was it fate or a paralyzed reaction to circumstance? Is this bewildering quagmire my final destination? Or just a short sojourn to free my spirit So that I can love again, laugh again, dance on top of a mountain again.

The Call
Yea, we all know when we are talking to someone that we like our voices change. The longer the conversation continues the more relaxed we get. The sexier and deeper our voices get. Sending stimulating tones over the phone. That slight sigh or grunt that mimics sex began to take place. The listener can't help but to think that they relate those sounds to sex. Hoping the speaker would either stop or continue on to that inner freak in them that leads to phone sex. Lyrical masturbation, the harmonizing sounds that each breathe gives; each pitch heightens the rise and swell of your sexual organ. As the conversation continues one party begins to ask questions of a sexual nature. Your minds are stimulated with thoughts of what each others response is and before you know it one of you make the bold move to give in to the mood. Caller One: So you like when someone plays with your nipples? Slowly placing my mouth over one stroking it with my tongue, causing it to harden, I’d suck on it ti

I'm Just Me
Im just me, and thats all I can be. no more, no less, no 2nd guess. I laugh I love I live I cry Some days im funny Others im not Some days im in overdrive and I dont know how to stop You may not like me, and thats perfectly ok Because this is me and this is how I'll stay. Poem By Tammy C.

I'm Leaving This Site For Good, Tired Of All The Petty Games
I'VE HAD IT WITH THIS SITES POLICIES AND RULES FOR PEOPLE WHO DON'T SPEND AS MUCH MONEY AS OTHERS. THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE AN ADULT SITE AND THE PEOPLE WHO ACT IMMATURE GET WHAT THEY WANT BUT WHEN YOU STAND UP TO THEM, THEY GO RUNNING TO MANAGEMENT WHINING ABOUT HOW THEIR FEELINGS GOT HURT. WHEN I LOGGED ON THIS MORNING I SEE MY MUMM GOT DELETED, ALL BECAUSE MR JUESEPPI CAN'T STAND THE TRUTH ABOUT HIMSELF AND MANAGEMENT CAN'T AFFORD TO UPSET SOMEONE WHO HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH HIS MONEY BUT SPEND IT ON HERE. I NEVER MENTIONED ANYONES NAME BUT APPEARENTLY EVERYONE RECOGNIZED WHO I WAS TALKING ABOUT. WELL IF THEY WANT TO CATER TO HIM FINE, THEY ARE NOT GETTING ANOTHER DIME OF MY MONEY. FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO HAVE EITHER NY E-MAIL ADD, YIM, OR PHONE NUMBER YOU'LL KNOW HOW TO GET IN TOUCH WITH ME, FOR THE OTHERS THAT WANT TO STAY IN TOUCH I WILL KEEP ON UNTIL FRIDAY AFTERNOON YOU CAN PM ME A REQUEST AND I WILL GIVE YOU MY INFO. 3 YEARS I HAVE MET SOME WONDERFUL PEOPLE, BUT ALSO SOME IMMATUE JE

Good-bye
The day you walked out on meI thought I would feel freeWith all that you have put me throughI know not yet what to doYou have shown me great painNow I look at you with disdainTake my heart from my chestI gave love my very bestI don’t want your love anymoreSo I stand here alone on the shoreI stand here full of pain and disgustOur divorce is a mustYou once made me happyNow all I feel is emptyYou promised you would never leaveI opened my heart to believeYou did nothing but lieMaking me want to dieNow I wait for the dayWhen this pain will go awayMy pain will end Thanks to losing a friendYou left me here in anguishWith a pain I have yet to distinguishI gave you my heart And you ripped it apartThe pain you made me feelIs so much more realThen the love we sharedI hate that I ever caredWith this note I say good-byeFor you another tear I will never cry. Laura M Todd (formerly Whidden)June 24, 2009

A Lonely September-plain White T's
I'm sittin' here all by myself just tryin' to think of something to do Tryin' to think of something, anything just to keep me from thinking of you But you know it's not working out 'cause you're all that's on my mind One thought of you is all it takes to leave the rest of the world behind [Chorus] Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself that you're not the one for me But the more I think, the less I believe it and the more I want you here with me You know the holidays are coming up I don't want to spend them alone Memories of Christmas time with you will just kill me if I'm on my own [Chorus] Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did And you didn't mean to love me bac

Lunar
She watched as transparent whirls of smoke slowly danced in a crisp winter air upwards towards the sky, changing shapes and patterns like ghostly apparitions, until finally disappearing into eternal nothingness.She took a drag from a cigarette, and heard a light crackle as the amber tip lit up and let the smoke fill her lungs. She exhaled, letting out a new batch of smoke. The moon emanated its cold mysterious glow, making the snow covered field drown in an ocean of pure white.She stood there, spellbound by this creature that was looking back at her, and her only, with its featureless round face, so many light years and miles away, so distant and yet so close, keeping her company at this lonesome hour.She could sense it sending its lunar incantations into the air, pulsating with waves and invoking the spirits of the forest that stood like an inpenetrable fortress along the shadowed edges of the field.From the safety of the lit up entrance of the hotel, she wondered what creatures might

Ensign: The Lord Hath Not Spoken By Me, Part 1
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 25 June 2009 Our first lesson today is simple: Do NOT take Scripture out of context. I bet some people have dumped this message thinking I've renounced God, but you either don't know me very well or you're convinced all religion is bunk anyway. Trust me, I do NOT want to add the plagues or subtract myself from the book of life as God promises in Revelation 21:18-19 for those who add or subtract anything! The phrase for today's title comes from Micaiah, son of Imlah. If his name doesn't ring a bell, maybe the name of the man he's recorded in 1 Kings 22 and 2 Chronicles 18 as saying this to does: Ahab, the king of Israel. Ahab who married Jezebel, Ahab whom the prophet Elijah faced down for promoting Baal-worship in Israel throughou

R.i.p. The King Of Pop...
its insane to know Michael Jackson is dead. fcukin hell...i had alll his albums and toys and shirts as a kid. i still keep his music on rotation on my musical shuffle. its shocking really. he was an icon to me and i know alot of people all over the world. yet it seems by reading quite a few opinions on mumms about his death...people are actually glad hes dead. because certain people listen and watch tv and babylon news. believing whatever talking heads say. sad to think how much people know about michael jackson "touching kids" yet..how do they know for sure? and how could these so called humans be so happy he died? i have no idea if he did or not do what he was accused of. i want to know how people know he DID do it. the mother fcuker shaped American Pop music forever. along with most of the world's musical influences and culture. its crazy to think that more people seem glad he died more than when Ted Bundy was executed...for proven murders and torture he did. yet i t

Hypocrisy
One of my favorite lines is from Tombstone when Doc says my hypocrisy only goes so far tossing his badge at the feet of Wyatt Earp. Why are we such hypocrites? Why can we know a thing is right and tell anyone who will listen that they would be better off if they just did it this way when we as advice givers are unwilling to do it ourselves? How many times have you held a girlfriend and told her she would be better off without him in her life, yet you are were unwilling to leave your own wounded relationship? How many times have you told your buddy you wouldn't put up with such a controlling bitch only to go home and suck up to your own woman? Is it some sort of warped nirvana? Are we settling? Do we think we're so invincible that we can survive the very same situations we tell others to run from? I don't understand our twisted thought processes. I choose to make a conscious effort to shed my hypocrisy, and I am finding it an extremely difficult thing to do. I feel better for

Erotic Ebook Published
I have had nothing but rave reviews about my new ebook ... suggestion, read it along with your lover for wild experience I have received comments that couples sex lives have been fully revived in one night after reading my very detailed stories. Ask me for the link and then get ready to drop your zipper

Where Is The Fun?
I've been on this site since December 2006 and things don't seem right anymore. We used to have fun without the drama and childish games that go on here now. You didn't beg for points, gifts, bling, Fubucks and what not. You couldn't buy your way to the top, you had to earn it. It took work and friends not money and empty promises. I don't visit very often because it took me over two years to reach level 22. Now I see people reach it in a few weeks. I've made some friends here and hate the thought of loosing them but at this rate it just might happen. I plan on taking a break to think about what to do. If any one has an idea how to enjoy this site as it is let me know. If you read this please leave a comment. If you do at least I'll know some one read this. Thanks, Eddy

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Days of endless struggleMore hopeful pills todayTrying to appear ‘normal’In some sort of way.It seems that the struggleIs always here with meAnd I wouldn’t be here nowIf guilt would leave me beI know there’s been manyWho’ve had it worse than IBut that doesn’t always meanThat I wouldn’t say good-byePeople say I have a lot going for meI’m sorry, but I just can’t seeI can’t see because my worst enemyIs not my life, but inside of me.Always on a roller coaster,Not much consistencyI’m nothing if I’m not up or downI’m nothing if just ‘me.’Very little energyWanting to stay in bedWishing to be enthusiasticInstead of feeling like I’m made of lead.Wanting to be excitedWanting to care for moreBut when nothing makes senseIt’s hard to focus on the poor.Cluttered mind, cluttered thinkingIt’s hard to keep in touchWith what is happening around meAnd not to worry too much.I feel that everybody is

I'm A Working Girl Again! Yayyy
Letter I got in my email today from my new boss!!! Hi Jolene, Congratulations and welcome to the Pittsburgh District. I am still inTexas but I will be calling you Monday morning to give you directionsfor completing On Line training. As you know you are paid for On LineTraining; this training will take approx. 3 hours to complete; there are7 sections to this training. I will call you Monday morning to discusswith you. Once you have completed On Line Training we can start in storetraining next week. I will contact Melany regarding training. Over the weekend I will place an order for a Handheld for you. I willmake sure you have the Handheld by Wednesday of next week. Someone MUSTbe home to sign for the Handheld that it has been received. Thanks Jolene, Cheryl Cheryl Spinelli District Manager/Pittsburgh

N Time
So tired lately no matter how much sleep, rest, relasation I get. I'm still so tired. My skin is changing again not so bad this time don't have the dark patches least not yet don't want to get them again to me they are so ugly. Make me look scaley don't like that but not like I can stop it from coming just try to cope with it. Skin feels so dry no matter how much water I drink how much H2O, hydration is received. Change my lotions again, this one seems to work better but I still like the body butters I still like the ones with the sweet smells. My skin feels so soft after rubbing it on but its only temporary. But I like the smells of the strawberry mango, lavender, cucumber melon, orange truffle yes the sweet smells of deserts a delicious treat. Woke up the other day cleared my throat and spit out a wad of blood it was like I spit out a scab or something. Then I had to deal with a nose bleed. Bright red blood just wouldn't stop so I just plugged nose with tissue and tried to get ready

Hands Of Rain
I wrote this story two months ago for a creative writing class, and it got rave reviews from my classmates. I hope you enjoy it. It was raining, but that didn’t surprise me. It rained every time we made love, as if some cosmic force declared the heavens should open and let forth the enraptured outpouring they felt for our coupling. At least, that’s the way I chose to look at it. Eric, on the other hand, well, I think he just saw me as a good lay. He had called earlier in the afternoon, and the moment my cell phone was illuminated with his name, I knew I shouldn’t answer his call. I knew what he wanted. I also knew what he didn’t want. But, out of some possession beyond my own free will, I pressed the “talk” button and allowed his deep voice to melt me like chocolate left out too long in the sun. Within minutes, the clouds had brought him to my door and now they kept us sheltered inside the afterglow of my bedroom. He rolle

I'm Turning All Fat And Greedy.
This is no joke btw... I couldn't sleep last night because I knew there was custard slices in me fridge. I went to bed about 11:30PM, and i kept waking up and going downstairs getting drinks. I eventually woke up properly at 3:44 am. And I'm sure it's 'cause there's custard slices in the fridge, because even now, as Im typing this I'm thinking about them. Am I a pregnant man or something? :|

Immortal Sonnets Pt.1
FULL... WOMAN, CARNAL APPLE, LUNA CALIENTE.. HOT MOON, THICK SMELL OF SEAWEED, CRUSHED MUD AND LIGHT, WHAT OBSCURE CLARITY OPENS BETWEEN YOUR COLUMNS.. IMMORTAL ANCIENT NIGHT DOSE MAN TOUCH WITH HIS SENSES... LOVING IS A VOAGE WITH FIRE AND STAR'D CLOUDS, WITH SUFFOCATING AIR AND BRUSQUE STORMS RAGE LIGHTNINGS... LOVING IS A BATTLE OF LIGHTNING BOLTS, AND TWO BODIES, CLASH OVERCOME BY ONE HONEY... KISS BY KISS

Getting Old
An 80-year-old man went for a physical. All of his tests come back normal. The doctor said, "George, everything looks great. But, how are you doing mentally and emotionally? Are you at peace with God?" George replied, "God and I are tight. He knows I have poor eyesight, so he's fixed it so when I get up in the middle of the night to go to the bathroom, poof! The light goes on. When I'm done , poof! The light goes off." "Wow, that's incredible," the doctor said. A little later in the day, the doctor called George's wife. "Ethel," he said, "George is doing fine, but I had to call you because I'm in awe of his relationship with God. Is it true that when he gets up during the night to go to the bathroom that, poof!, the light goes on in the bathroom, and when he's done!, poof!, the light goes off?" "Oh, my Lord!" Ethel exclaimed, "He's peeing in the refrigerator again!"

Love Explanations
"What is Love?" you ask it's a feeling in both mind and body A passion, a chemistry one might say longing to be near, close laughter and sharing Eyes filled with devotions, Not wanting to imagine life without the other, Doing nothing together and having the best time Well, I think you know the answer already Listen to your Heart and you will hear the answer ,,,it's there just listen closely and it will be very clear..

My Damaged Heart
For my heart there is no cure For my heart that once was pure For my heart now beats for you In my heart a new tear has grew In my heart there is a pain In my heart that’s not the same With my heart I cry for you With my heart I never knew With my heart I die in pain Now my heart will never hurt again.

(baby).....listen To My Heart!
Each day I listen to my heartMapping a path for our possible love startMy head speaks and so does my heartFeelings of mine for you wish not to departWith millions of gadgetsSpread across the planetNone of them can measure the wayMy heart feels about you each dayBaby, Listen to my heart! Will you be my sweetheart? Baby, Listen to my heart! Our heartbeats shouldn’t be beating apartHeart to heart We can build us bridges of loveHeart to heartWe can sing our songs of loveHeart to heartWe can trust in this thing called loveEach day I listen to my heartMy heart has constantly infinitely spokenEach time it beats for you a work of artOnly you can heal parts that are brokenBaby, Listen to my heart! Will you be my sweetheart? Listen to its instant drummingGlisten to its constant hummingBaby, Listen to my heart! Our heartbeats shouldn’t be beating apart

M.i.a - Short Sweet, 2 The Point!
Hello Luvlies! I never write these things with "this is what's going on in my life" stuff... but so many of you have sent gifts and etc. with question marks and questions as to why I'm Missing In Action... Beginning of May I decided to move again... the hole of a basement apartment I thought that I could call "home" (at least for a little while to pay off some student loans) was intolerable... I was miserable.... you can ask just about anyone... Well, one of my coworkers told me of a lil farm house on a 200 acre horse farm that was for rent... and decently cheap. I went to see it... and immediately... fell in love. They told me to "fix it up"... take it off the rent... they'd install cabinets... new appliances... it has a brand new bathroom as it is... I was in heaven. For those of you who have never taken on a big project such as a complete flip of a house or makeover.. It's not easy... it's time consuming... and your body aches in places you had NO IDEA you could ache... (which

Last Days
Am taking this site down at the end of this week. My last day of FUBAR will be Saturday July 4th. If you want to keep in contact with me I can be reached at terrytti@msn.com for other networks that I am in. If not I understand and wish you the best of luck here in the bar and it was nice having you as a friend.

Hope&why
THE DARK IS,GENEROUS AND IT IS PATIENT,AND IT ALWAYS WINS- BUT IN THE HEART OF IT'S STRENGTH, LIES IT'S WEAKNESS; ONE LONE CANDLE IS ENOUGH TO HOLD IT BACK... LOVE IS MORE THAN A CANDLE, LOVE CAN IGNITE THE STARS!!!!!! DO I HAVE BLIND FAITH? I MAY HAVE FOUND HOPE ON HERE AND IM TO SCARED TO REACH OUT

Beware The Demon
Beware the demons eyes Though his charms may be hard to resist Beware gifts from clawed hands Though they glitter and shine Beware his fanged smile What he offers will bring only pain Beware the forked silver tongue Sweet words can poison your soul Beware the picture he paints Lift the veil on the lies you may not see Beware the path you tread Pitfalls await you Beware the demons lies He seeks to draw you in Beware...

Fyi Levels 26 To 28
Back in March I had blogged about my goal to get spotlight only to find out that once I reached level 26 I would not be allowed to get spotlight. Last week it was announced that level 26+ would be able to bid on spotlights on wednesday for a thursday spotlight. What they really mean is that you can bid but unless your level 30+...you won't get it. Yeah, you read that right. One of the requirements to reach level 32 is to get the spotlight after (insert date here..i believe its different depending on when you level). There are users begging for fubucks when they have well over 500mil banked. That should give you an idea how much the spotlight will be going for. How do I know? If you click on their level bar that shows how much points are left until they level it will take you to their level requirements page. Flip through the levels. One of the requirements is to have 25 mil banked in order to level. It shows you how much fubucks that user currently has. I won't be shocked when the spot

Real Life Friends On And Off Fubar.
This is for the people who ask to be in my family. I only add people to my family that I know personally in real life or if I have found them to true friends here on fubar since I have been here. You have to be very special to me if you are in my family. Please respect my way of doing this and dont feel offended if I dont add you when asked. Thank you!

Maj's Survey
What Color Is Your Toothbrush? white with yellow and green Name One Person That Made You Smile Today? Jayne What Were You Doing At 8 Am This Morning? fubaring What Were You Doing 45 minutes ago see above What Is Your Favorite Candy? Green & Blacks Espresso Have You Ever Been To A Strip Club? yes What Is The Last Thing You Said Aloud? bye What Is The Best Ice Cream Flavor? Rocky Road What Was The Last Thing You Had To Drink? Iceland spring water What is The Longest You Have Gone Without Sleeping? over 24 hours Have You Ever Made A Promise You'd Die To Keep? yes Have You Bought Any New Clothing Items This Week? no What Is Your Favorite Flavor Of Popcorn? hot n spicy Who Is The Last Person You Sent A Message To On Facebook? Lan

Ok, Seriously???
Alright. This dude r/f/a me. And then once I accepted his request he SB'd me this: And since I said no, he did this: And also this: So I am reachin out to all my Fu friends and askin you to return the love that he gave me. Go down rate the shit outta this dude! Show him he needs to learn his place! I love ya'll His link is as follows: http://www.fubar.com/user/1070456

Love
my heart by mysticgirl38The edges of my aura ripped and torn around megiving room to the blackness that tries to invade methe emptiness reminding me every minute of every daymy continueous struggle seems futilebut not one that i will give up onthough i pray for a match for my soul it never comesto love unconditionally, i ve always donethe souls who i bump into never able to dounwilling and unable to feel the warmth from my heartmy love doesnt smother nor does it judgeit just isno limitations of how much to give or receive this is the love that i will wait for even though i feel its killing methis is the love i must live

Greedy Fake Fubar Friends & Family
Since I have had to start from scratch on this website after reaching the Level of 28 on my old account I have learned that most the people on this site are greedy and don't give a crap about you. Unless you give them Bling or you have Autos or Bombs. I have helped alot of the high ranking people on here level at some point or other and have never asked for anything in return. I don't know how many of you I shitfaced or buzz-killed or bombed Autos or not simply cuz you were my friends and have never asked for anything in return. Today I had to pay some of you that I have bombed and rated and blinged dozens of times in the past that is just Fucked Up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Since the new levels were added everyone is out for them-self and screw anyone that may have helped in the past and now needs your help. I am about done with this website and the people on it. You all know who you are and you should all be ashamed of yourself. I'm usually one that can get my thoughts acro

Dark
i look 4 u even though i no u should b gone but still every time all the time i look in that direction hoping 2 c u hoping u c me hoping 2 c ur smile hoping 2 hear ur voice just 2 catch a glimpse as u go by as u go about ur way wishing that u look my way wishing u knew how i feel wanting 2 tell you wanting 2 tell u walking back 2 my area i jerk my head up i thought i saw you i thought i heard u

Reading
Apparently, my view on life and personal ideology is nothing to, much to my chagrine AND excitement. Today I found Richard Dawkin's "The Selfish Gene", and I can't believe someone actually put my thoughts into a whole book.

Rain
As I sit and watch the rain fall softly to the ground, I wonder what things would be like with out some kind of hope to hold onto. I see the horses nibbling at the leaves on the tree's and come to realize people are kinda the same as horses. They are ment to wonder about doing as they please but yet doing the work that is asked of them when needed. Our bosses ask us to work the same as we ask a horse to take us for a ride. I wonder what it would be like to have that special someone to hold tight on a day like this, or what it would be like to kiss them with the rain falling upon our faces. I knew what that felt like once, but that was so long ago and is just a faded memory now, hell I don't even know what part is real and what part is just my mind anymore. It's days like this with the rain falling and a tin cup of coffee warming my hands that I wonder, is hope really worth holding onto or am I just riding for a fall wanting something I was never meant to have in the first place. I

True Sisterhood..
A ministering angel shall my sister be. -- William Shakespeare A sibling may be the keeper of one's identity, the only person with the keys to one's unfettered, more fundamental self.-- Marian Sandmaier A sister can be seen as someone who is both ourselves and very much not ourselves - a special kind of double.-- Toni Morrison A sister is a gift to the heart, a friend to the spirit, a golden thread to the meaning of life.-- Isadora James A sister is a little bit of childhood that can never be lost.-- Marion C. Garretty A sister shares childhood memories and grown-up dreams.-- Author Unknown A sister smiles when one tells one's stories - for she knows where the decoration has been added.-- Chris Montaigne A true sister is a friend who listens with her heart.-- Author Unknown A younger sister is someone to use as a guinea-pig in trying sledges and experimental go-carts. Someone to send on messages to Mum. But someone who needs you - who comes to you with bumped heads, grazed kne

Need A Red Guy Up There
We have a top ten of nothing but females. not saying anything bad about them. but its time for a GUY to be back up there. I am gonna try to turn red and would love if everyone could help. So come by rate my page, rerate, get all your friends to come and help out too. And thanks to everyone who got me where i am now. I really appreciate it. ALL LOVE WILL BE RETURNED. Thanks Everyone James

I Feel Like I'm On Yahoo
I have gotten booted so damned much,that I am tempted to not log back in. It is very frustrating. I tried two different browsers! I might try another if I can find another... lmao. I am off to bathe be back when I can. I won't explain lust cause everyone knows what lust is... lmao!

Reel Big Fish- "your Guts (i Hate 'em)"
This is a song that i think i can apply to almost everyone in washington right now; and a great deal of other people "I wrote this song about you I wrote this song about you Just to let you know that I hate your guts And I think you suck I wrote this song about you I wrote this song about you Just to let you know that I hate your guts And I think you suck I hate the way you look (You make me sick) I hate the way you talk (I wanna punch you in the face) I can't stand you at all (You drive me insane) Why won't you go away? I wrote this song about you I wrote this song about you Just to let you know that I hate your guts And I think you suck This is your song Congratulations You're the inspiration I hate you so much That I wrote this song Congratulations You're immortalized I hate so much I hope you fuckin' die"

Holy Cow Man!
So being single and being able to do what ever I want, when ever I want with no one telling me not to or getting pissed because I am totally rules! But we all know it has those lonely points. Where you lay in bed with the guy you were supposed to marry a few day before and cuddle up with him and it just doesn't feel the same what are you to do? It's not the same and it shouldn't be! We learn from our mistakes right? Then my best friend in the whole world asks me to have sex with him tonight and I turn him down. Why? What is wrong with me?! Not really. I care a lot about the guy and if I ever felt like I could be with him I would. Which is EXACLTY why I said no. I'm not going to have some one I care about use me for sex when I want more than that. So its a step in the right direction isn't it?

My Problem Is You
To love and get away before the walls have arisenYouve got to be freeBut to go on attempting to break into the prisonYoud have to be meI wait for the sun to rise over the mountainI wait for your touchI wait for your angels to carry me homeBut I wait too muchWaiting for youI have no problem telling right from wrongFiction from whats trueNo problem telling the dream from the dawnMy problem is youWaiting here for youI wanted to live in the realm of the sensesYouve got to know howAnd for some kinds of pleasure there are no defensesI know that nowOur love is a crackling ladder of lightningOur love is a fireOur love is a wave moving deep in an oceanOf need and desireWaiting for youI have no problem with this crooked worldI play the cards I drewNo problem with the changes life has hurledMy problem is youWaiting here for youI need your wonder and I need your lightI need your tender touch to heal the nightI need you laughing and I need you freeAnd I need to lock you away deep inside of meWaitin

Lbb Entry 18
FLORIDAH2o FLORIDAH2o: i dont..->FLORIDAH2o: thought you didn't begFLORIDAH2o: no bling??FLORIDAH2o: wwo a 5 5 drink thns alot. (*note* could he be any more ungrateful?)->FLORIDAH2o: wow i only JUST read the messageFLORIDAH2o: see i cant even get a fucin drink back.lolFLORIDAH2o: well my bday was last sunday so how about 1 for my bday.pleaseFLORIDAH2o: i rate pics buy drinks.FLORIDAH2o: hey its all good.. i dont beg for shit on here..lol->FLORIDAH2o: yeah but people stop giving if you don't give back->FLORIDAH2o: blech...i mean when i don't buy bling for people no one buys me blingFLORIDAH2o: i had 55 last profile..lol 20 in 1 day.lol->FLORIDAH2o: when i don't buy bling of people no one buys me bling->FLORIDAH2o: perhaps no one buys you bling because you don't buy anyone blingFLORIDAH2o: how bouta bling...noone gives me shit.lol->FLORIDAH2o: i sent you a hug to cheer you up->FLORIDAH2o: whats wrong?FLORIDAH2o: no.->FLORIDAH2o: lol you ok?

Seriously,ladiez Grow Up..
OK,IM COMING TO THE POINT WHERE IM GETTING TIRED OF THESE DAMN FEMALES ON FUBAR,THEY ARE NOTHING BUT FUCKING DRAMA,I CANT BE FRIENDS WITH A GUY CAUSE THEY FUCKING FLIP OUT,IF ITS A GUY THEY ARE INTO AND I COMMENT THERE PAGE,THEY COME AND STALK MY PAGE N THEN BLOCK ME,LADIEZ IF YOU GOT A PROBLEM WITH ME COME AND LET ME KNOW DONT BLOCK ME,GROW THE FUCK UP,I AINT STEALING YOUR MAN,IM A HAPPYILY MARRIED FEMALE,JUST BEING FRIENDS WITH MEN ON FUBAR,YOU AINT KIDS NO MORE,SO GROW THE FUCK UP AND STOP STALKING MY PAGE...THATS ALL I GOT TO SAY..

We Are Getting Older
TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930s '40s, '50s, '60s and '70s !! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they carried us. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, our baby cribs were covered with bright- colored, lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors, or cabinets, and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention the risks we took hitchhiking. As children, we would ride in cars with no seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle, and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cupcakes, white bread and real butter, and drank soda pop with sugar in it, but we weren't overweight b

A Guys Point Of Things
At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally , the guys’ side of the story. (I must admit, it’s pretty good.) We always hear “the rules ” From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered “1 ON PURPOSE! 1. Men ARE not mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You’re a big girl. If it’s up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don’t hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It’s like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly Acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only If yo

Another 102 Places To Have Sex..iif Repeated..don't Blame Me!
On a pier at the beach with the waves crashing under you In the middle of a basketball court under the stars. In the pool on a floatie. In a convertible. In a hummer. On your couch at home. In the Hugh Hefner Sky Villa at the Palms hotel in Las Vegas. On a tropical beach. In the honeymoon suite of a hotel. On the balcony of your cruise ship stateroom. On a mountain peak with cloud mist surrounding you. In a kayak on a river. Up against a wall in your house. In a classroom on a desk. In your closet. In front of your web cam. On a ping pong table. In the stairwell of your office building. In a nightclub - either in the restroom or a secluded area of the club. In a lounge chair in your backyard. In the middle of a group of bushes at a park. On a bicycle. On a riding lawn mower. In an RV during a road trip. In a go cart.

Contest
As I'm taking pics to upload, there are a few that I'm not sure what body part it is. So I thought I'd make a little game of it. Can you help me "Name the Body Part". There is only one rule - You must be my friend to play. And since it is a game, there is a prize to anyone who gets all the body parts correct. What is the prize? I will make you a salute and/or link you to my profile (if I can figure out how to do that). It's your choice (or you can have both). Instructions: You must get all the body parts correct to win. Some pics are at different angles, so you may need to turn them to guess it correctly. Send me a PM with your guesses. Indicate the photo # and your guess. I will let you know if you got any of them wrong. You can guess as many times as you want. Well I guess that's the basics. Any questions or suggestions, shoutbox or PM me.

Espin Personality Test
The eSPIN Personality Test Result: The Thinker You're smart, and you know what? You totally know it. You value brains above almost anything else, which is pretty good. (Better than valuing, say, booties). But you also tend to get cocky about your own intelligence. Keep up with the intellectual pursuits, but don't be afraid to be wrong every once in a while. Seriously - stupidity can be cute!

Steve Mcnair
(CNN) -- Former NFL quarterback Steve McNair was killed in a shooting in Nashville, Tennessee, authorities said Saturday. Police said they found McNair and a woman shot to death in a Nashville residence after receiving a phone call about an injured person. The woman has been tentatively identified, but her name is not being released, authorities said. A law enforcement source close to the investigation said the woman is McNair's girlfriend and that the residence is her condominium. Witnesses said McNair was a frequent visitor there. Authorities were questioning people who were near the home, but they said no one was in custody. Watch report on McNair's death » They could not provide details about the circumstances of the shooting. McNair's brother, Fred, also confirmed the death but had no immediate details. McNair, 36, spent 13 seasons in the NFL, the majority with the Tennessee Titans, and was named the NFL's co-MVP in 2003. He spent his last two seasons with Baltimore Raven

Silk.......
Keiko Yamada sat patiently on the Arabesque rug basking in the illumination of the candle glow. Her skin reflected a lovely peach colored resplendence in the darkened room. She waited quietly for Jeremy. She was totally his tonight—body and soul. He led her to the bedroom of the old Victorian house decorated with mahogany furniture and an opulent canopy bed. He had unzipped her blue silk dress, and the featherweight raiment glided along the refined curvature of her petite body onto the floor. He had touched her soft shoulders lightly and smiled as he savored the vision before him. Her sweet perfume was an intoxicating mist emanating the room. Her large pomegranate breasts were freed as he unsnapped her azure lace bra. After kissing her breasts and sucking her hardened nipples, he ran his hands down her hips and carefully removed her matching lace panties. Jeremy removed a pair of leather cuffs from the wooden tea poi, and she instinctively yielded her delicate hands to her poss

Open Letter Please Read
In the last week I have witnessed a total meltdown of people whom I thought were friends. What is a friend? This is a definition of friendship: Friendship is a personal relationship shared between each friend for the welfare of other, in other words, it is the relationship of trust, faith and concern for each other feelings. It is a relationship of mutual caring and intimacy among one another. A friend is one who knows you as a person and regards you for what you are and not what he or she is looking in a good friend. Best friend is one who accepts the good as well bad qualities of his friend and also takes an initiative in correcting and mending them. Friendship is a distinctive kind of concern for your friend, it is a relationship of immense faith and love for each other But apparently a Fubar lounge is more important then that..Fubar is a reality world its not the real world its a place to hang with ONLINE friends and to be seen or not..When one replaces their real world with th

Ask Me Any Question
1 question1 chance.1 honest answer.Thats all you get.You get to ask me 1 question. (TO MY INBOX)Any question, anything, no matter how crazy dirty or wrong it is.No catch.But I dare you to repost this.And see what people ask you

Psp Opacity Tutorial
Ok this is just to show those who dont know how to blend 2 images into 1 using the opacity settings in Paint Shop Pro. 1.Open the images Pics that you wanna merge togetaher in PSP. 2.Make both images the same size (im using 400 x 400 for this tutorial. 3.Right click on 1 of the images and then click copy (see Image A). Image A 4.Now on the other image right click and then click paste as a new layer (see Image B). Image B 5.Now look to the right hand side at the bottom you will see both images in a box (see image C). Image C 6.In that box right click on the top image and then click on properties (see image D). image D 7.In the properties box that pops up click on the general tab (see image E). image E 8.Now you will see an Opacity setting that is set at 100 (see image F) lower this setting to your liking wala u are done. Image F Now if u did this right thise is the result u should have thank you and enjoy!!

True Love
From whence I came, Of a ferverous delight, A single candle flickered, As it dwindled in light, Twas a dark and stormy night, That I entered this crypt, Of centuries before me, Making my way down, The walls they did drip, In entering into the nobleman's lair, Relics of olde were scattered everywhere, Thinking of my life, And what his may have been, Transported back in time, To a simpler life then, I talked with a man, Who was younger at heart, As he told me the story, That his soulmate did depart, He had held her close, As life still flickered inside, When she died in his arms, He truly lamented inside, Losing his wits and surely his mind, His world was now lost, With his true love that died, As he grabbed the pistol, Which he raised to his chest, He quickly pulled the trigger, Sending a bullet through his breast, Now lying in peace, In life as in death, His true love beside him, Forever in an eternal rest.

Angel Eyes - Newest
Your angel eyes gaze upon me with you, theres nowhere else id rather be than looking in your angel eyes in your eyes i see it all the one girl who wont let me fall while im gazed into your angel eyes its in your eyes i know its true thats theres not another girl just like you its look you have in your angel eyes this final look into your eyes makes me never wanna say goodbye cause im lost into your angel eyes.

Tha'sadness Of Friendship,tony's Purpose And Prayer,and Message To Family!!!!!"
FIRST,FAMILY I'D LIKE TP PREFACE THIS BY EPEATING"BIG BROTHER BY SAYING,"THE GREATTEDT AMONG YOU IS THE SERVANT OF A--L-L!!!!!" some times being a family or friend means losing a family or friend!!!!!t.m.225 so in this,I PRAY,"HOLD NOT MY PEACE,O GODOF MY PRAISE;FOR THE MOUTH OF THE WICKED AND THE MOUHT OF THE DECEITFUL ARE OPENED AGAINST ME WITH A LYING TONGUE.THEY HAVE COMPASSED ME ABOUT ALSO WITH WORDS OF HATRED;AND FOUGHT AGAINST ME WITHOUT A CAUSE.FOR MY LOVE THEY ARE MY ADVERSARIES:BUT I GIVE MYSELF UNTO PRAYER.AND THEY HAVE REWARDED ME EVIL FOR GOOD,AND HATRED FOR MY LOVE.SET THOU A WICKED MAN OVER HIM:AND LET SATAN STAND AT HIS RIGHT HAND.WHEN HESHALL BE JUDGED,LET HIM BE CONDEMNED:AND LET HIS PRAYER BECOME SIN.LET HIS DAYS BE FEW;AND LET ANOTHER TAKE HIS OFFICE.LET HIS CHILDREN BE FATHERLESS,AND WIFE A WIDOW.LET HIS CHILDREN CONTINUALLY BE VAGABONDS,AND BEG:LET THEM SEEK THEIR BREAD ALSO OUT OF THEIR DESOLATES PLACES.LET THE EXTORTIONER CATCH ALL THEY HATH;AND LET THE STRANG

Seeing Red
So, I decided to take a short trip away from home to relax, party and have some fun. I went to a club and got completely wrecked and was talking up a pretty cute girl. Not the kind of girl I’d take home to Mom, but she seemed easy and she wasn’t an uggo so that was good enough for me. I remember bits and pieces of the night, like leaving the club together and going back to her dorm and making out all over her dorm room–on the couch, in the kitchen and then finally in her room, etc. Pretty much everything after that is a blur… until the next morning. I woke up groggy and the girl I woke up next to was not nearly as hot as I thought she was the night before so I did what any self-respecting person would do, I snuck out. Her dorm rooms had one of those community bathrooms so I went to the bathroom and the whole way down the hall every person I passed was staring at me and smiling/laughing and I couldn’t figure it out. I got into the bathroom and looked in

Polictically Correct
Ok, I have heard enough small peeps want the word midget banned from TV! I think the world is going to far with this non-sense. Here is my reply to all this non-sense. I am half Irish call me a Mck pronounced Mik, I am also 1/2 Italian so I guess that makes me a ginny. I also a little over weight so call me fat, I wear glasses at work so I am a Geek, damn monitors kill my eyes, I like country music, the outdoors boating and fishing so I am a Hick. Put all this togeather and you have me, I am not defined by my height, color, weight, ancestors birthplace or what I like. I am what God made me a human being. We all come in different shapes, sizes and color so small people of the world get over yourselves you are only victim of prejudice if you allow yourself to be. I will continue to use the "midget" when I see fit. It's a word and only a word

Her
HER TOUCH TAKES MY BREATH AWAY HER KISS IS THAT OF ANGLES SINGING IN MY EAR THE WAY I LUST FOR HER IS THAT OF A DRUG ADDICTION I LOVE THAT FEELING OF LUSTFULNESS AND THE WAY SHE MAKES ME FEEL LIKE I AM THE ONLY MAN ALIVE SHE IS THE MOST BEAUITFUL WOMAN ALIVE AND I CANT EVEN FEEL HER NEXT TO ME

Fucking
lazy I am. Work out should I go? Or prothyletize here on Fubar, waiting for the laundry itself to put away. should I? Also, a huge chunk of yummy salmon in the fridge I have, but after eating it today my hands like fish reak already.

I Need Your Help Please
ok the way it works is You go to Heartistic Soul and on her page click FuPal now each tankard of Rum is 500 fubux you enter the amount ex: 2 tankards is 1000 fubucks then in the message you write 2 Tankards of Rum for New Patriot Id number 2298261 Then please let me know if you do so I may rate some pics for you or something like that... Thanks

The Pain Begins
I knew it would happen. Fubar became my enemy. Fu has been used against me. They come on here and read thru my thoughts...browse thru my pics and take it all in..just like they did years ago. People you think are close to you will stab you in a second to get what they want. They will take everyone you love more than anyone else in the world and use them against you. It has been done again with the only person I love more than anyone in the world. The only people I have left that I love are my parents and siblings. They took him away from me and left me like a shell... romantic love does not exist..it has always been stolen from me like my heart....so I filled it with the person I have always loved and always really did love more than anyone in the world. Now..that person is gone. My heart is ripped again from me... The deaths last year left me hurting. My close family members still flash thru my mind like I just saw them recently. One person was as close as a mother to me and I neve

One Question
1 question1 chance.1 honest answer.Thats all you get.You get to ask me 1 question. (TO MY INBOX)Any question, anything, no matter how crazy dirty or wrong it is.No catch.But I dare you to repost this.And see what people ask you

Taking A Break
Greetings, I need to take a little breathing space from fubar. I have a lot going on right now. I am making an effort to change some things in my life and I need to elimitate some distractions while I do so. I need to refocus myself, to better myself. So in the meantime I need to focus more transitioning from my business to new work, my personal work, my physical health, my eating habits, my lack of sleep, and most of all my love; my other half to which without I am not whole. Please take the time and whatever kindness you would show to me and give it to her. She is the most amazing person I have ever met, and almost every day, shows me something new to appreciate. I won't be gone long, and I'll pop on now and then to check messages. See ya soon, JoeSomebody

I Have Returned
After being placed on hold by support I have returned and am glad of it.... it seems a hater reported that I had a link on my profile and for that I was bannished from fubar for the past week. I think I know who it was too. She rated me a 4 and then blocked me so that I could not talk to her ... right after that I was bannished from Fubar while I was online. All over a link to a web cam site that is not mine. I hate haters. Now the link is gone. And I am back.

New Cell Phone
Nokia has finally designed a cell phone for nervous white people who need to make a cell phone call while in Jacksonville, East Saint Louis, New Orleans, Memphis, South Chicago, South Dallas, Houston, L.A., Miami Detroit, Washington, D.C., parts of New York City, Buffalo, Oakland, and parts of Atlanta

Post June 30th
We have been looking forward to the historic day in the Iraq War of June 30th for a long time. I’m sure a lot of people have been also. A major change was put out for us prior to the day. Leading up, our platoon had been running daily and nightly “joint” patrols throughout Baghdad. The night before June 30th, four soldiers from our brigade were killed and we ourselves don’t know all the details. Everything around us leading up to the 30th had a spike in violence and we expected to be quite busy on the day of the turnover. On June 30th, an order was put out for US troops to refrain from rolling out of the wire and into sector. Instead, we stood by ready to roll on QRF (quick reaction force) in case Baghdad turned upside down. I will say this until my dying day but the Iraqi Army is good for their people. I would not have them patrolling our streets in America. But they know their people better than we do, so I say they are more than ready. They feel they are r

Gratitude
Gratitude Unlocksthe fullness of life. it turns what we have into enough, and more. It turns denial into acceptance,chaos to order,confusion to clarity. It can turn a meal into a feast, a house into a home, a stranger into a friend. Gratitude makes sense of our past, brings peace for today, and creates a vison for tomorrow.. thank you all who viewed this.

The Invitation.
Pardon me but I must voice myself. I’m enjoying our friendship, but today I demand a little more. I have always been sincere with you and I speak what I feel. I will be bold at the risk of a slap. Pay attention if you like sex. I am inviting you to an adventure that you won’t regret. I will bring protection; you just bring your body. I want to use you from Friday through Sunday. No, no, no, I don’t want to talk about love, let’s talk about what turns you on and your favorite position. I will be your teacher and my house your school. Be good and learn new things. Mmm, you have such a beautiful body, come here and lay it on my bed! Your wish is my command as I begin to caress. You don’t worry about the time forget about the clock. Turn off your cell phone, please don’t ruin the occasion. We are mature and this is not a crime. If they accuse us of anything, just laugh quietly and I will do the same.

Out Of Curiosity....
I am posting this to all of you to see how many actually read their friends blogs. Your response will be interesting. Pay attention to what you read. After you have finished reading it, you will know the reason it was sent to you. Here goes: People come into your life for a REASON, a SEASON or a LIFETIME. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a God send and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has b

Weekend
hey all i wanna tell u all about my 4th of july weekend well fisrt i had to put up with 2 12 year old obnoxious little girls and secondly i caught the biggest fish,the littlest fish & the most fish on saturday the 4th then saturday night went into pigeon forge to watch some of the best fireworks i've ever seen in my whole life at Patriot Park, then sunday after the 2 12 year old girls lefy going home sunday me, mom, dad, and my aunt sheila went out on the boat fishing and had some peace and quiet lol...i dunno when i'm going back down but i hope next time it will b awesome cause i wanna catch some more fish and i want my nephew and my dads mom to be down there and having fun! and that's all i gotta say Love u all Awesome Aaron

Heads Up Peeps
DUE TO RECENT EVENTS, I AM NOT ACCEPTING MOST FRIEND REQUESTS, ESPECIALLY BLANK ONES, UNLESS I KNOW YOU SOMEWHAT ALREADY. I HAVE BLOCKED MANY PEOPLE BECAUSE OF DRAMA, AND I AM STILL IN THE PROCESS OF SHORTENING MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY LIST HERE ON FU. IF YOU REALLY WANT TO BE A FRIEND ON FU, YOU WILL NEED TO GET TO KNOW ME SOMEWHAT BEFORE THIS WILL HAPPEN. THANK YOU, ROCK ON

Flat Stomach
Here only b/c it's NSFW A little boy walks into his parents' room to see his mom on top of his dad bouncing up and down. The mom sees her son and quickly dismounts, worried about what her son has seen. She dresses quickly and goes to find him. The son sees his mom and asks "What were you and Dad doing?" The mother replies, "Well, you know your dad has a big tummy and somtimes I have to get on top of it and help flatten it." "You are wasting your time." said the boy. "Why is that?" the mom asked puzzled. "Well when you go shopping the lady next door comes over gets on her knees and blows it right back up again."

Roof Leak
Mr. Gable had a leak in the roof over his dining room, so he called a repairman to take a look at it. "When did you first notice the leak?" the repairman inquired. Mr. Gable scowled. "Last night, when it took me two hours to finish my soup!"

Proud To Be Canadian
Did You Know?? The world's largest piggy bank is located at the Royal Canadian Mint in Ottawa, On. It is 13 feet tall and 18 feet long. Longest Coastline - Canada's coastline is the world's longest at 243,792 km or 151,485 miles (including the coastline of the country's 52,455 islands). Stretched out as a continuous line, it would circle the equator more than 6 times (25% of the world's coastline) Largest freshwater system in the world - Canada's 2 million lakes and rivers cover 7.6% of our landmass or 755,000 square km. The largest Sitka Spruce tree in the world (Canada's tallest tree) is in the Carmanah Valley (BC). It is 95 metres tall. The world's largest known red cedar tree is at Cheewaht lake, Pacific Rim National Park. It is 59.2 metres tall and 18.98 metres in circumference. Sparwood (BC) has the largest dump truck in the world at 350 tonnes. It was used for coal mining. World's largest Peogy is in Glendon, Alberta. The largest operating Cuckoo clock in the world

His Mom Needs Your Support Plz Thank You
We love our family... and one of our family needs you.A great friend and fellow fu member needs all of our thoughts and prayers.His mom is very ill after heart surgery with a poor prognosis, so please send his mom and him all your love and prayers, they both need them very much!Loveable Teddy Bear R/L BF and Madly in LOVE w/ HolliSugaTits@ fubar IF LINK DONT WORK RIGHT HE IS MY NUMBER 1 FAMILY

Faba Incentives
get 100 rates on your FABA ID tag = bling (get ALL ids rated its a FABA love thing not a contest) 10 nominations = bling (most nominations at month end wins 3 credit bling) buy FABA VIP and become FABA VIP (special pimps and link on profile)

Wishes
Wishes When you make a wish, what do you wish for? Happiness? Love? Wealth? A good job? What makes you want to make wishes? Do your wishes come true? Do you wish for selfish reasons? Or are your wishes you make for others? Or if they never come true, why continue to wish? Do you ever tell anyone what you wish for? When you see a falling star , do you make a wish? Or if your at a fountain, do you through money in to make a wish? If you find a 4 leaf clover do you make a wish? I believe that wishes can and will come true and I hope they come true for myself and everyone I have come in contact with in my life.

In Your Eyes
In Your eyes In your eyes I see brightness In your eyes I see greatness Behind them lies mystery, with so much history You have never felt love and neither have I The only thing I wish for is a kiss from you before I die In your eyes I see passion with so much compassion In your eyes I see truth In your eyes I see love In your eyes I see weakness In your eyes I see my companion In your eyes I see I will never be abandoned But in my eyes you see none of that So what I see in yours will never ever matter Written by Alexis 01/18/09

Fakes, Cons And Why People Are Numbers...
Check the blog below and to the left with the same title...don't forget to rate , tell your friends and post your comments as always and please don't forget to rate it a 1, 3, 6, 10 or 11..:D

Discipline
The submissive has to surrender their being to the full control of the Mistress to be trained. Training needs discipline. They have to learn, when they step out of line, punishment will be their first reward. And that is the role discipline plays in various situations. Are you not feeling just a little guilty about your hidden desires? Have you not sneaked away, played truant, to visit your Mistress? That is stepping out of line, not being the person you really are, and you must be disciplined for your attempts to play another part. Discipline can be administered in various ways. How would it be done? The use of toys is essential and requires a working knowledge and uses for each one. Often a heavy hand is required for those brave enough to be spanked over the knee, often replaced by paddles and slippers, which sting and burn the skin with its touch. Light, sensuous whips, genital w

Faba Contest Chance To Win Your Choice Of A-11 Or Cherry Bomb!
get your morph rated and commented Rates = 5 points Comments = 1 point most points at month end wins if you dont have a morphs pik and want in contest message FABA you will be added ASAP P.S. linx dont work in my blogs so check FABA's pik albums for morphs PRIZE IS YOUR CHOICE OF... A-11 OR CHERRY BOMB

I Want Em!! All 15 Million!!!! Help!
Heartistic's new game is a pirate game and the prize is 15,000,000 fubucks. I want em all!! lol So if you want to help me win please visit her blog to learn how to play. http://fubar.com/blog/147861/1041431 My fubar id number is #1037376 you will need this if you are sending me some rum!! I wanna be the drunkest pirate ...............and the richest!!!!!!!!! Oh.........and every time you send me rum, you get some too!! HELP!

I’m Turning Off My Lights
I’m turning off my lights, to think about you. That way, I will let my imagination fly. That’s the place where I can do all things. It's where there are no impossible. Who cares if I’m only dreaming, if happiness finds me there? How will I hold you? When will I kiss you? When will I give you my most passionate desires? I will bite your lips; I will be filled of you. And that’s why I’m going to turn off the light, to think about you.

My Apologies
I want to apologize if I've seemed out of it or distant recently to anyone. I buried my father on Tuesday which leaves me no living relatives. Finding myself suddenly alone, I'm at a loss for what to do and where to go. Please bear with me, I'll get my life back on track but it may take some time.

I Wish I Was Devious...
constantly hear about how guys are incapable of expressing emotion. Maybe it's my contrary nature, but fuck that! You asked for it...I am 25 years old, with a mind that fluctuates between a 5 year old's optimism, and 90 year old's crushing surety that all is wrong in this pathetic fucked up little world we live in. I live in constant fear of myself. I have PTSD, whether or not any of you bastards care is none of my concern. I do. It's real. It's why I sleep little, and think too much.I don't drink anymore. Drinking leads to time I can't remember, time I won't get back, and it led to a marriage I will always regret. My only true pride in my life so far is a beautiful little blond girl with a knowing smile, and heart-breaking blue eyes. She has more value than could ever be equaled. She is my reason to get up every morning, to try to sleep each night, and to make it to work everyday whether or not I succeeded.I have a passion, obsession, and fixation with eyes. They are the windows to a

Helping The Higher Levels
I am ALL for helping people level. I rate the newbies 3-4 times a day. I rate/fan all my friend requests. I bomb/rate/bling people that are getting close to leveling. I've also been known to hand out autos/bombs/bling/blasts/pimpouts just because I think you deserve it. I've spent a great deal of time helping out newbies get around fu. I've also spent a lot of time making custom skins for people and skins for users to grab it they like them. I bust fakes so the good people spend their money on GOOD people instead of liars that are just out to use them. I rarely ever ask for anything in return. The few times that I have asked for help I either only get it from my close friends or don't get it at all. Since these new levels have come out begging has reached a new level. Theres ability point begging, bling pack begging, fuowned begging, auto/bomb/bling begging, secret admirer begging, and fubucks begging on top of the normal "help me level" begging. I never see the beggers helping out th

Kahlil Gibran--on Friendship
On Friendship Kahlil Gibran Your friend is your needs answered. He is your field which you sow with love and reap with thanksgiving. And he is your board and your fireside. For you come to him with your hunger, and you seek him for peace. When your friend speaks his mind you fear not the "nay" in your own mind, nor do you withhold the "ay." And when he is silent your heart ceases not to listen to his heart; For without words, in friendship, all thoughts, all desires, all expectations are born and shared, with joy that is unacclaimed. When you part from your friend, you grieve not; For that which you love most in him may be clearer in his absence, as the mountain to the climber is clearer from the plain. And let there be no purpose in friendship save the deepening of the spirit. For love that seeks aught but the disclosure of its own mystery is not love but a net cast forth: and only the unprofitable is caught. And let your best be for your friend. If he must know the ebb of your ti

Update: Hmmmm
Alot of you have been wondering has been up with me and why Ive been gone for so long. Ive been currently working on some music with different bands and recording tracks for them. My primary band Red War Memorial's cd is officially finished. CD Release date is still unknown. Things at work have finall picked back up some. So that helps with getting bills paid on time. Another thing, the way I see it, no one deserves me as your love, husband, boyfriend, or whatever I may be (close friends I adore). I trust no woman. you can thank a certain someone for screwing it up for good. I win and you lose deal with it. Now, if I decide to start again, and that special someone tells me the truth upfront and holds NO secrets, then maybe. this person whomever she may be, needs to prove herself to me. Ive proved myself over and over again. Quite frankly Im through with proving myself to anyone. Im not here to impress anyone. Im just me. screw me over just once and you're gone from my

Funnies
Today, my town had a carnival to raise money for cancer. I ran a kissing booth, when a really cute guy came up paid his $20, looked at me, and said "not even for cancer." He took his money and left. FML Today, my friend's son asked me how much coke costs in this place. I told him "about a dollar?" He said "wow, that's really cheap for blow." He's 10. FML Today, my boyfriend broke up with me over the phone. He said there was someone else, and that he has been in love with her for a while. Turns out, the new girl was his online video game character. I got dumped for a video game. FML Today, I came home to find my mum on the phone to the doctor. When she hung up I asked what had happened. She said they found a sexually transmitted disease in my bloodtest, and then she began to call me a slut. I'm 14, and am still a virgin. After 5 mins of crying, she tells me she was joking. FML Today, my girlfriend missed our date, so I text her angry, telling her if she can't make our da

Tonight Is For U
U walk in the house, candles burning, music playing, and rose petals lay through the house. U remove your coat and before it can hit the floor I catch it. U turn to me and see me holding a towel over my arm. I kiss u and say "welcome home my love." U ask "What is going on?" I say "Shhhhhhh" then lead u to the bedroom. U hear water running from the bathroom. I sit u in a chair and remove your shoes. I stand u up, turn u around, and slowly remove your shirt giving u a kiss on the back of your neck. Then I remove your bra and skirt kissing u on your lower back. I slowly remove your panties and stockings, then guide u to the bathroom. Candles line the tub, music plays, and the scent of oils fill the air. I help u into your bubble bath filled with rose petals. U sit slowly relaxing into the hot bath. I begin to bath u starting with your feet moving up your legs to your thighs. I move up to your shoulders massaging them as I wash them. I stand u up so I can get your back. I wash your bac

From A Messege I Got Here
Someone sent me this messege here.. and she would like to remain nameless...it is so sad.. i thought I would share it with you and Gods knows she is right.. so here it is..it tugged at my heart strings and it happens a lot here and us women are hurt a lot cause of it. i read your note and i know what you mean,,,alot of guys wont even rate any part of your page if there are no nude pic or if a person doesnt display most of their flesh,,i have had countless men just pass my page up or not even rate any of my pix because they didnt have anything to feast their eyes on,,,how sad. You are very beautiful and you dont need to show off anything else,,if men dont like it...screw them,,they are shallow to begin with.,,thx for your time,,,hang in there,,you are lovely...

Labels
Labels can be Dangerous, when someone labels another person. It may be that when a person does this they feel that way about themselves down deep inside. Is there any other reason to why they choose to project their issues on another. if one doesn't know how to handle this it can be devastating and damaging to them not only emotionally and mentally it can hurt them with their self esteem. What kind of character does a person truly have and how does this reflect the relationship they have with themselves? The reality is the only way to take a label or comment whether it's negative or positive is to say Thank you! Each person decides how to take it and it solely depends on their relationship with themselves. Sometimes when we fail we learn and sometimes we don't. Some of the greatest and most amazing people throughout history failed many times until they accomplished what they set out to do in the first place. We are always learning and always have constant and never ending improvement i

Please Vote For Me!
i am trying to win tickets for nickelback ( yeah i know they are lame but i never win anything!) please help by going to this link http://www.1065.com/cc-common/radiobase/contest.html?id=22264&_show and voting for #165 (i think) with the giant tonguering! thank you all

Liars
there are many of them in this world-- they take on various guises, and they feed on what people desire most-- for some, its the idea of love and the feeling of being loved..for some its the thrill of seduction and lust.. and I despise them.

With Me
The kindness I show does anyone know? or does it come out inside-out? I don't ask for much just a loving touch. Believe me I try but happiness passes by Oh Please Let It Be Me! (what's wrong with me?) Some feelings I'm told start out warm, end up cold This same feeling leaves my heart reeling.

Things That Are Ment To Be~
Well seems my girl placed a blog before me..... Well Im still in N.C. and have been building my business?, with another branch in NC, I would continue to talk about that... But... I'm not here for that, Im here to blog about my life as it is today.... I arrived in NC early evening looked around for my girl came to relize she wasnt in the airport, I was "oh shit I did tell her the right date... didnt I?",I called her said to her, ermmm you here if so where are you girl? Her reply Im running behind but Im on my way.... I laughed thinking "typical female making her man wait"... She called to inform me she was here, I told her I would meet her at the curbside, I walked out and looked around and saw her way at the end along the curb... I was cracking up! I said I see you slut come get your owner, she replied yes Master... she took to m

69 Questions...
69 QUESTIONS 1. Initials: K.M.M.2. Name someone with the same birthday as you: Joan of Arc3. Favorite fruit? Bananas4. For or against same sex marriage? Don't Care5. Are you allergic to anything? Bullshit & Assholes6. Are you bisexual? I'm try-sexual... I might try anything once...7. Have you ever slept in someone elses clothes? Yes8. How many U.S states have you been to? Too many to think about9. How many of the U.S states have you lived in? 8 or 10 10. Have you ever lived outside the U.S? No11. Name something physical you like about yourself? My boo-tay12. Something non-physical you like about yourself? My ability to get to the minutia...13. Do you have any pets? Yep14. What is your dream car? One that's Paid For15. If you could go anywhere in the world where would you go? Anywhere, Everywhere...16. Are you bipolar? Nope, I'm a Living Contradiction...17. What dream car do you want your husband/wife to drive? Screw a car... Drive a Harley...18. Where would you want to go on a f

The Show
Soo, hubby and I just came back from the metal show in Wisconsin, where 12 bands were playing. There were 3 bands playin at the same time in diff rooms. WTF? I hate when they do that shit...But I got to see Ensiferum from Finland and Necrophagist. ANd now I have a nice huge bruise on my arm, a busted toenail, and a mild head concussion from headbutting someone by acident. The venue (The Eagles Ballroom) gives away free concert tickets in the end of their shows (last time I got Megadeth and Slayer tix, it was pretty fuckin sweet). So now I have Korn tix, Hollywood Undead, Sick Puppies, and somethin else, 8 tix each. And I wanna give them away instead of throwin them in the trash. PS I discovered that my right ear is lower than my left one.

What's Your Love Type?
Your Love Type: INFP The Idealist In love, you crave a long term, harmonious relationship. For you, sex doesn't come quickly - it takes time for you to open up. Overall, you are supportive, nurturing, and expressive. However, you tend to be shy and protective of your personal space. Best matches: ENFJ and ESFJ What's Your Love Type?

Inspiration
.. ... controversy copy-writes political views, staggering poetic rights leaving verses to choose.. i'll be dead awake.. i'll be alive asleep.. the arts inspires masses whole, their shell be peace.. As i share the work of an artist, smoke pass flames I’m a mental crazed versed arsonist.. threw poetics take you places mortality glares, best believe the son sets reigning their.. two in the chamber means spirit within me, not a ghost it's soul residing in me.. you can't see it physically though sonically it knows me, the subconscious relics uniquely combining me.. past the rough, and dammed life cursing us.. threw the market labels tarring trust.. flesh and bone removed from social lust.. I’ve been their.. I was their.. was all of me.. clarity and with art proceeds the greedy movements against we.. I desire well for them you and me.. inspiration saves blood from lands.. sprit and body, and the mind I command..

The Awakening By: Miss Savannah
He slowly awakes and hears her breathing deeply as they lie next to each other. He turns his head and realizes she is still sleeping. She is lying on her back, legs slightly apart; her right hand nestled under her breast, the other on her hip. He gently moves down the bed and ever so lightly begins to kiss her bare hip, working his way down her leg to mid-thigh then back up again.He continues moving his body, touching her ever so lightly so she can become accustomed to his caresses. He gently moves her legs apart as he settles in between them, slowly lowering his face into the "V" of her legs. He feels the heat emanating from her and grins to himself as he smells her womanhood. Her breathing is deep, a sure sign she is still sleeping. He slowly moves his head closer, sticking his tongue out as he gets the first taste of her for the day. She hasn't tasted better.He slowly works his tongue all over her pussy, never penetrating the folds of her lips. He wants her to get used to his tongue

Deleting Most Of The People On My List
This is how it is, I try to help people. always. There will be a selected few that will stay on my list. Most will be deleted !!! I help people level all the time and when I need it well they arent there so, i am not playing their games anymore. I have always been nice and now i am a cold hearted person. i found out who my real friends are on here so bye to yall and have fun doing it to someone else. I am keeping just the good ones. I do love my friends

Funny Things About Fubar
Well about people on fubar The people in green almost always rate you what they truely think of you until someone gets mad at tells them off because they weren't rated a 10 That someone will rate you a 2 but will add you to there friends list Ok I listed two things now its your turn to list a couple.

Friends Or Not Friends.. Pls Read And Reply
STAY OR GO OK.. I HAVE 1,086 FRIENDS IN MY LIST... AND OUT OF THAT NOT EVEN HALF COME BACK TO MY PAGE AND RATE ME... I AM GOING TO BE CLEANING OUT MY FRIENDS LIST... I AM ONLY KEEPING MY TRUE FRIENDS THAT COME TO MY PAGE AND RATE ME ONCE IN AWHILE.. I HAVE BEEN ON FUBAR ABUT 8 OR 9 MONTHS AND BARELY ANYBODY HELPS ME OUT ON HERE.. BE IS BUYING ME THINGS OR EVEN RATING MY PICS IF U WANT TO STAY AS A FRIEND TO ME THEN PLS COME TO MY PAGE ONCE IN AWHILE.. THAT IS ALL I AM ASKING... IF U WANT TO BE A FRIEND TO ME.. I WILL BE ONE BACK.. I AM SICK OF PEOPLE USING AND ABUSING ... IF I CANT HAVE FRIENDS THAT WILL HELP ME WITH ANYTHING WHY SHOULD I BE HERE.. SO IF U WANT TO STAY ON MY LIST.. U HAVE TILL TOMORROW ( SUNDAY JULY 12, 2009) IN THE EVENING SOMETIME TO REPLY BACK TO THIS OR SHOW ME LOVE.. I LOVE U ALL BUT I AM GETTING TO THE POINT THINKING SHOULD I QUIT DJING AND FU BAR ALL TOGETHER.. I AM NOT TRYING TO BE MEAN.. SO PLS DONT THINK I AM... I AM A VERY NICE PERSON IF U TRY

Depressing
My life is depressing. what should i do? there is no answer. there is no change. My state of being is sad. my world is long gone. where do i turn? where can i go? no one can answer. no one knows. my heart achs for that one special person. all i get is heatbreak. i try moving on. i try to forget. all i feel is sadness. My life is a world of sadness. a world of depressing memories.

Lost For Words
Just found out one of my friends I grew up with has commited suicide. I find myself lost for words and saying to myself"he couldnt have, I cant see him doing that.. I must be missing something" Even came close to looking for someone too blame. The thing is you dont know anyone well enough then yourself, as much as you think you might..noone knows what is goin on in someones life or mind 100% I have known him since primary and find memories flooding my mind,yet sadness is over powering and the want too vomit is overwhelming. I sat here for 30 minutes thinking I knew what too type,what too say to his family...to myself. but I dont.

Cuz Rayne Said So Lol......
Instructions......Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I love video games. mostly role playing games in the form of final fantasy. 2, I give everyone ONE chance, but rarely will I give anyone TWO chances. 3. I have issues like everyone else so the next person to tell me that I dont understand theirs gets slapped across the face. 4. I am a simple guy, little things make me happy, little things also piss me off. 5. I have no tolerance for flakes. (unless im using said flakes for masterbation purposes lol) even then, sometimes no lol 6. I run my own business, co owned with my dad, during the summertime, keeps me out of trouble lol. 7. I emphassize peoples' valu

Not So Long Ago
Walking along side by side in the dark Reminds me of that night in the park Together, so close on the slide My feelings I found, I couldn't hide I know it was wrong, but I couldn't deny The lust I suddenly found no matter what I try You sat there with your arms around me I was depressed, dressing accordingly I wanted to be held, to feel loved inside He wouldn't come no matter what I tried I wanted to be in his arms, to stop the pain I wanted to stop myself from going insane You were there to console me But there were things I just didn't see You had thoughts and ideas, things to do Things you wanted no matter what it cost you You didn't care what happened to me As long as you got what you wanted I see How could you be so heartless, it was so plain That you didn't care that I was in so much pain I was so confused, so alone and distraught I have no idea what it is that I thought Oh well I guess its all is the past I can finally let it go at last.

Electric Emptiness
The music plays on. Silently shifts the seat and the blinking cursor counts the moments. Defy the blank screen. When nothing develops, out the window his gaze goes forth; for a moment he loves the evening sky. After a while, he reads her thoughts and is again surprised. He doesn’t always understand his own reactions. He wonders if others understand themselves. The music plays and it’s good music. A perfect moment, except for the lack of tea – and words. It seems impossible to write when life is good. To those who struggle before the electric emptiness and who, more regularly than not, overcome it: godspeed.

A True American Idol
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~clever Women~
read to the very bottomA woman was out golfing one day when she hit the ball into the woods.> > She went into the woods to look for it and found a frog in a trap.> > The frog said to her, 'If you release me from this trap, I will grant you three wishes.'> > The woman freed the frog, and the frog said, 'Thank you, but I failed to> > mention that there was a condition to your wishes.> > Whatever you wish for, your husband will get times ten!'> > The woman said, 'That's okay.'> > For her first wish, she wanted to be the most beautiful woman in the world.> > The frog warned her, 'You do realize that this wish will also make> > your husband the most handsome man in the world, an Adonis whom women> > will flock to'.> > The woman replied, 'That's okay, because I will be the most beautiful> > Woman and he will have eyes only for me.'> > So, KAZAM-she's the most beautiful Woman in the world!> > For her second wish, she wanted to be the richest woman in the world.> > The frog said, 'That will ma

Paintings For The Fallen
The following blog is a copy from a friend.. his link is below.. please add, rate, fan, and help support. Please look at his paintings.. they are amazing pieces from a gifted Marine Veteran. ******************************************************* I have seem to have lost my path on what is important to me,but I have found a place of focus and this is what I want to do. A project called a A Painting For The Fallen. I want to get the word out to anyone with Who has lost or knows of a fallen troop to contact me so I am able to I do a painting for them.,in between the painting's I am working on. I will get with my Web Master as soon as I am able, so I can set up a picture to be sent and all the info required. I want to give back at least a little part to those who gave all. I will donate all the supplies and my time, it is just the shipping cost is what I will need. I am literally a starving Artist here. Thank you and pass the word Brandon. $safe_uid_dname@ fub

Will This Work?
You opened it good luck. Tonight at midnight your true love will realize they love you. Something good will happen to you at 1:00pm-4:00pm tomorrow, it could be anywhere. Get ready for the shock of your life, a good one. If you break the chain you will miss an opportunity you have been dreaming about. Karma. If there is someone you once loved (or still do) and can't get them out of your mind, repost this within the next hour.Tonight at midnight they will remember how much they loved you as well.You will get the shock of your life tomorrow, a good one. Let's keep our fingers X'd

My 3 Fuwishes
I would love to get 50 blog rates so I can have a top blog. I blog a lot to inform others of whats up on fu, bust the fakes, and rant about things so you all can join in and rant with me. I'd like to think I deserve to have a top blog. :) 1,100 more fans so I become a legend! :) I'm also just under 2.5 mil from becoming a Virtual Virgin. The best part is that it's all FREE! I'm happy to help you out in return when I can. Heavy raters and big helpers will get bling'd when I have credits available (I'll keep a list so I can bling you when I do get credits)

Coffee, Wake And Bake And Life
Ok so I'm sittin here, drinkin my coffee, contemplating my life. Yea, I know, kinda early in the a.m., but I also got stoned first thing. Day off and all, yanno. ANYway....so I just got laid off from my job. This saturday is my last day. But for some reason, I'm not too broken up about it. I haven't had any real time off in two and a half years, so I figure I will take about a month off and just play. I'm thinkin I deserve it. I got two concerts coming up I'm going to. Crue Fest with Motley Crue, Godsmack and Shinedown. Then Bret Michaels. (shut up, I love Bret!) My boss was worried that the unemployment rate in Oregon is the highest in the nation, and that I wouldn't be able to find another job. That's crap. I may have to lower my standards a little, but there ARE jobs out there. I'm not above working at a MacDonalds. Besides, I'm one smart cookie, so even conning my way into a job is feasable! haha I do still have a degree in Criminal Justice, so I can use that. I highly d

Gardening With Peeps
It’s ten o’clock, and I’ve just roused myself from bed to fetch a peach, brew some coffee. The coffee is some I brought back from Honduras. I can’t drink it without thinking of horseback riding on the coffee plantation, of Carlos, the delightful guide. I can’t drink the coffee without wanting, at least a tiny bit, to go back. It’s still windy today, but the sky is clear, and it looks like it will be a beautiful day. I predict a full day of sunbathing, mowing, gardening, and/or peep-patio construction. I feel awful even admitting this—but my peeps have, as of the last week or so, been stuck inside. The weather has been too tumultuous to mess with taking them out to their little portable cage, and the birds are getting too big—and too fast—for me to catch them. They have a good-size house in the barn, though, a room I built for them, so they have lots of space, and a nice alfalfa floor. But no fresh grass. Sure, I bring them f

Me
I've been seriously irritated by Fubar and Fubarians alike the last month specifically, so this is going to be somewhat of a rant, but it'd be appreciated if it was read and understood. I'm not here to hook up with people. I don't care if you think I'm hot, I don't care if you want to fuck me, and I don't care whatever else it is you want to do to me. It's the fucking internet. Get a fucking life and go get a piece of ass at some bar and stop being so pathetic and desperate. I mean really? The internet? Don't get me wrong. I'm not opposed to attempting a relationship with somebody long distance, or even that I may have met off fubar. But it's certainly not going to be with anybody that can't do anything else in a conversation with me but tell me how hot I am and whatever the fuck else. Yes. I'm single. I've been single about 7 months now. I got burned pretty fucking bad in December, and honestly, being single has been a CHOICE. I've had my opportunities, and declined them. Dont worr

Knights Last Prayer
O Savior of my life,Will you meet me in my death?O Deliverer of my hope,Will you free me in my peril?O Healer of my soul,Will you cure all my disease?When I cry, shedding tears Do you taste my bitterness?When I strive, struggling to surviveDo you stand by and offer your hand?When I give up, with shattered dreamsDo you pick up all the pieces? O Listener of all my prayers,In silence and thunders I wait for your answer.O Comforter of my broken heart,In lonely night I search for your solace.O Helper of my weakened strength,In unbearable burden I seek your relief. O Maker of heavens and earth,May I call you my God?Even if I never know your name,Even if I've done some shameful things,Even if I betrayed you and ran away once. But will you forgive me for all my wrongs?Will you help me when I reach toward you with my tiny hands?Will you grant me peace even though we battled all our lives? People say you set the rules,But I know you truly love.When others judge my covers,You attend my heart

Polak Running The Show Lol
Day-to-day operation of the Burr Oak Cemetery has been wrested from the owners and turned over to the head of the Archdiocese of Chicago's Catholic Cemeteries. During a Wednesday hearing, Cook County Circuit Court Judge Stuart Palmer OKd the appointment of Roman Szabelski, executive director of Catholic Cemeteries, to temporarily oversee the Alsip cemetery which is now a crime scene. The move comes a week after four Burr Oak employees were arrested and accused of pocketing $300,000 by digging up old bodies, dumping them in a mass grave in the cemetery and reselling the old plots off the books. With lawsuits piling up and cemetery owner Perpetua Inc. a no-show at both the 150-acre site and in court proceedings about the management - and the alleged mismanagement - of the cemetery, the judge moved quickly to put the cemetery in receivership. Szabelski has extensive experience managing cemeteries: his agency operates 47 cemeteries in Cook and Lake counties, it handled 17,500 interment

Don’t Say A Word
Don’t say a Word about whatever happened in the past before we knew each other. I like you so much that I get jealous even of the things that could not have happened and I figure that is the reason I am so uneasy. Don’t say more, allow me to imagine that the past does not exist and that we were born the day we met.

Sex Story #16
We meet for the 1st time after chatting on line and several phone conversations. I am walking towards u, as u are standing beside ur car, watching me as I get closer, I look up, our eyes lock, a smile across both our faces, I reach u, we embrace into a tight but gentle hug. We look at each other, saying it's a pleasure meeting u as we tremble in each others arms as our lips meet, in a deep, soft, passionate kiss. We are both so hot with desire for each other after all the erotic conversations, not being able to stop how we are feeling for each other, thankfully we are in a somewhat secluded area, our hands exploring each others bodies as we kiss more deeply, our breathing heavier, knowing we want each other right here and now. Not wanting to stop to find a more secluded area, or a bed to be completely alone. I help u out of ur shirt, admiring ur tattoos, my hands running over ur back, ur shoulders, admiring ur smooth skin, kissing ur chest, gliding my tongue over ur very erect nipples

Know Me?
I just stole this from lilboops, Let's see if you know me at all. :) 1. What is my first name? 2. What is my favorite color? 3. Am I married, divorced, single or seperated? 4. How many kids do I have? 5. What type of music

But What Do You Mean?
I had that feeling of mistrust early in life. I suppose it dates back to an early childhood feeling that people weren’t really saying what they were thinking. I think a lot of children grow up thinking, “Hang on, more is going on here, but people aren’t saying it.” I wanted to know what they really thought, what they were saying to themselves that they couldn’t say out loud. People lie constantly, we all do. I think we suffer from the absence of the personal. When society lapses into the personal it gets all maudlin and inept and clumsy. Because we are not used to incorporating spontaneous, natural, truthful response. We do not say what we mean or mean what we say.

Carry On.
Sense memory of peach blossoms.Underneath the film of the lake.Lays another misfit memory.More the taste than the scent.The sweat on her neck.The sweet intoxication of her pulse under my fingertips.Just below the surface.Reaching out in fine phantomy tendrilsto tickle and tantaliseas she driftslistlessly sinkslike an autumn leaf plucked from the tree.Just in the nick of time.She doesn't reach.Beckonbegthrash nor flail.She smiles as she silently fallsfurther below.The water acts as a wall.I pound stomp and clawI scream against the cool impenetrable force.Not to free herbut join her.

A Soldier's Take On Michael Jackson
Hey all I just got this e-mail and I just wanted to share it with ya. And Im not tring to Hate On MJ I Love his Music. VERY GOOD POINT..... A Soldier's Take on Michael Jackson For those of you who support our military, you will understand where this man is coming from. For those of you who do not support our soldiers, God will explain to you one day.This young soldiers remarks are right on the point. How calloused we the American people have become. Please pass this along to friends and family. This young man's remarks need to be read by everyone. A Soldier's Take on Michael Jackson This is written by a young soldier serving his third tour of duty in Iraq. Thought you might find his take on the Michael Jackson news Interesting and he's right!! Okay, I need to rant. I was just watching the news, and I caught part of a report on Michael Jackson. As we all know, Jackson died the other day. He was an entertainer who performed for decades. He madeMillio

Who Wants A Cherry Bomb Or A Auto 11 For Cheaper Then What They Usually Cost ???
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Reaching For You
Why is everything so hard Why cant anything be easy I can see what I want But I cant reach it it gets farther and farther away everyday slowly slipping out of my grasp No matter how hard I try it never gets easier if only wanting something made it appear but instead it gets harder to reach wanting hoping wishing for that one chance to have what I truly desire knowing that there are others that want the same thing constantly trying to grab it from me hoping and praying that they wont get it first

Afghanistan The Battle For Kandahar
Saw a kid in a gas mask todayFive years old- maybe fourStole a Hershey bar from the remainsof a burnt down store. Riot gear and hopscotchSlingshots and hand grenades. Well, that kid- with that precious chocolate in handHe found a soldier, lying on the groundAnd there, he kneeled downThe soldier had a gun shot woundAnd bits of shrapnel in his small intestineIn his hand,From the waist down, he began to grow numb And that kid in that gas maskHe looked down with a bit of pityOn the soldier with the seeping woundHe took PITY on that soldier'spoor, unfortunate life. He took that candy bar from his back pocket,And he GAVE that dying soldier his chocolate.That soldier- he had a tear in his eye.. He looked up in the gas mask glass,and saw his reflection!He smiled wide,and with sincere, yet trembling inflectionsaid, ‘Thanks kid.' And that kid, he saw that smile-and he pondered on it for awhile. 'That's ok. I'm going to steal a TV now instead' LT.David MartinUnited States Marines Sp

Tha *thought/heart/action* Process
There is the thought Then there is the action Often, lacking between the two Is the assessment process of the heart The result often times being a disaster Sometimes the action comes first The afterthought a dramatic revelation When the assessment process arrives It finally alters our perception Of the thought, the action and the result Our thoughts are subconscious feelings Held within our heart That need conscious filtration Of the reality of that thought and emotion And should be assessed by the heart For purity of action towards ourselves and others. To bring within a purer state of consciousness and awareness of our higher selves. Okay .. I just sat down and wrote these thoughts out on a piece of paper within 10 mins. Any input would be great ... I am trying to fine tune my writings and this one is one of my better ones I think.

All For Love
A legend holds true until this very day,that took place in a time far, far away.There lived a princess with beauty beyond mortality,Her blue eyes made men dance with glee.Came one day a noble and honorable knight.He became her protector only for her he would fight.Days passed on and in his heart he knew,that he loved her and he asked if she did too.But she did not feel the same in her heart,so in silence he stayed, but his love never part.One fine day he came upon the princess,she stood looking out her window in a flowing white dress.He knew she was troubled and he asked her,"What troubles thee, Mi lady? I see thy heart stir."She sighed, " Sir Knight, what am I missing?My mind art restless, I want to go out and see things."She hung her head down, "Yet, yay, I do know,like the king say, a princess, royalty she must show."He smiled and told her, "Then meet me tonight,in the main east court, at the first moon light."That night was a night she'd never forget,He showed her a new world that

[it Was Green.]
Still nomming. Alright, so my green curry lentil pure' is... not quite done. Original take was pure'd green lentils, 1/2 a tablespoon of thyme and oregano, half a sprig of rosemary, a teaspoon of lime juice, cumin, garlic, red pepper/chinese hot sauce, and salt. I think next time I'll use a smaller amount of lentils and add spinach/parsley to give it a crisper and lighter flavor. I was very coscious of keeping it green in flavor. I know that in thailand basil, lemon grass and lime are very predominant flavors in curry. I wanted to make what would basically be a very western, but still indian flavor. I think it worked. It kinda warms up the inside of your ears since the other herbs are so aromatic, the spice sort of drifts into the back of your head. But- unfortunately, the texture wasn't 100 percent. It was more a paste and less of a sauce. And I feel it missing one flavor. Perhaps coconut milk? Or maybe the fresh greens really will offset what I want here. Overall I'd say this

I Want To Be Perfect
I want to be perfect .. I want to wake up in the morning and not I have a stress headache. I want to eat whatever I want and not gain weight. I want to eat a dozen doughnuts for breakfast or pancakes with real butter not egg whites, oatmeal or protein shakes. I want to eat a slice a pizza without gaining a damn pound. I want to be beautiful..I want to be the diamond not the flaw. I want to be the crystal not the crack in it. I want to be the sparkle in your eye not the tear. The rose not the thorn. I want to make you happy not bring you down. I want to make you smile again. Just once I want to fucking shine.........

Contagious - Trapt
I was sick of restrictions, sick of the boundariesAbout to close the doorSuch a lack of conviction, no real connectionWhat should I settle for?But you caught my attention, you built on the tensionAnd you left me wanting moreNow I don't know what to do with myself, do with myselfI don't want nobody else I let you in, I let you in, and you infected meCan't get enough of you, can't get enough of youI breathed you in, I breathed you in, and now I'm in too deepDon't think I'm pulling through, don't think I'm pulling throughCan't get enough of you, can't get enough of you You're so contagiousRunning through my veinsYou're so contagiousHolding onto every wordYou're so contagiousAnd I can't get awayYou're so contagiousAnd now I know for sure there is no cure I saw your intentions, I gave you permission,Go ahead and start the warI was out of addictions, by my own admission,Oh I've been keeping scoreBut you made an exception, you taught me a lessonWho cares where I've been before?You would ne

Rat Race
I've seen the ending of all things Such resolution brought a smile to my face There seems to be no point in going further As one chapter ends, so begins the next I sought to remake myself Looked to turn my blood to wine Is there a point to all this Run this race like a rat in a maze I'm sick of running Tired of being put through these paces Kill me to force a smile Take me away to the finish line

Neverland Auction
~Bratt~ & Chaotic and some sexy friends are in an auction and want you to be their new OWNER! So show some love and bid on your favorite !!AND PLEASE RATE TERESAS PIC FOR MOST RATE CONTEST. SHE IS AWESOME~~=) TERESA ~Bratt~ Adding 1 pimpout a week for fubucks!Adding 2 pimpouts a week if cash bids like blasts or small bling packs! Adding 1 PIMPOUT EVERYDAY FOR 4 WEEKS FOR 30 DAY BLASTS AND BIG BLING PACKS!=) Chaotic DONA INKMAN So come on and bid on the one you want!!=)

Tears
Okay... after a really great couple days.. I was about to log off and I watched a movie trailer that I had minimized at the bottom of my screen...... Now, not many ppl know... but, my birth father, died in Iraq, when all this shit started... (he died in 2005)... He went.. and never came home... This movie..... starts out... everybodys dream.... Soldier, MIA, or... pronouced dead, and all families prey, that it was a mistake.... So, this trailer.. just ripped me apart... http://www.apple.com/trailers/lions_gate/brothers/ So... I don't feel so great atm... I am going to go laying down and cry.. cya...

Fubar Pet Peeves
Ok, somebody pulled my string, so let the ranting begin... People that don't know the difference between your and you're, or there, they're & their. People that ask me what I'm up to when my status clearly answers that question. People that completely ignore my profile & blogs and ask me to tell them about myself in my shoutbox. People that get pissed at me when I don't talk to them on a regular basis. I have 2000+ friends for fuck's sake, not to mention a REAL life. Just because I added you, doesn't mean I'm obligated to talk to you. I'll give a fuck when you do or say something give a fuck worthy. People who assume that I'm a slut or whore because I have racy and/or NSFW pics of myself on this site. Exhibitionism in & of itself says nothing of one's sexual frequency. Don't be a douche. There is most certainly more to rant about, but quite frankly, I have better things to do at the moment, so I'll leave it at Fuck You! Oh, and have a wonderful day ;)

My Beaner Babies
My ex-husband always called our kids this nickname. He was born and rasied in Mexico and I never thought anything of it. Not til I called my daughter that at the store the other day and received a very nasty look from some woman. Now,am I being racist or politically incorrect? I don't think I am. I feel that if he always called them that and it was okay then it shouldn't be a problem for me to do the same. Maybe I am wrong,but do I look like I really give a shit anymore? Everything is politically incorrect now. Fuck it! They will always be my beaner babies and I am thinking it was a good thing I didn't call her my dry back baby like used to do also.

Addiction Conspiracy
I spent a good chunk of the weekend helping a friend deal with quitttting smoking 'cold turkey'. (Imanaged this last August on my own) She didn't think she'd need help, she thought i was trying to get her into bed, but ultimately she did, and she was able to get through the first 72 hrs. which means the real chemical addiction is past. For those of you who have never bee through this, and believe me I congratulate you, and for those thinking they will try, let me describe it... I'm not doing this to scare you, just prepare you. Day 1 first 8hrs... gnawing... think long meeting no break, can't leave x 100. if you've never been there... think gotta pee, no place to go. 8-12 hrs. your first fit... willing to drive your head through a wall. Between 12-15hrs... the real withdrawl begins... crying, nausea, fits... screaming yelling... self inflicted injury, finally fitful sleep... Day 2 is an all day event of withdrawl... time seems to drag on so slowly you count each second in the d

Who's Your Favourite Hottie??
Attention girls!! Do you have what it takes to become fubars favourite hottie??? Send your favourite picture of you, or link one, and include some words on why you are a great hottie (not just a great 2nd alarm hottie, but hottie in general). Send it to homepage in a private message. What the prizes will be I will get back too, have to ask around to get some donations;) If you know any that would wanna donate something great to the winner, let me know and I will find a way to repay the favour.. The contest will start August 1st and last for 1 week. Everyone can vote, but only once for each girl. ( To vote type yes in the comment box under the pic which will be in a special folder.) We want as many of you girls to participate. So come on girls, this will be fun:) Xoxo Annipoo

7-21-09
Today is the start of another wonderful day, I'm quite emotionally a wreck now I found out. I helped my daughter pack to leave for a year during the day yesterday. This will be my first full year without having custody of my daughter and I'm worse then I thought I would be. She tells me she loves me and its okay. She tells me to be strong, and she is 9. I cant help but hurt. This being said if you notice like most of you have that all of the sudden I am not cocky, outspoken and my normal self you aren't alone. Messages have been pouring in pretty much the past 2 days and all I can really say is I am sorry and will try to be more chipper for all of you. Its a huge loss for me this year, but I will have to get used to it. I havent had to let her go for so long before so all of this is very new to me. Thanks, to all of you for your continued support and love and prayers. It does mean alot to me, and I'm sorry I have put alot of you on the sideburner. There is just alot going on in my hea

Stupid Encounter #18 (read Bottom To Top Its A Sb)
->TouchUrTon...: hows he a loser? he has a job he supports his kids... that in a nut shel is the best TouchUrTon...: pray for your loser husband ->TouchUrTon...: oh so now im a cunt your just mad you cant get with me dont worry i'll be praying for your wife to let her know what kind of guy you really are TouchUrTon...: cya...don't want to waist my time with a cunt and a loser husband ->TouchUrTon...: he says again hiding behind a girl strong words... what are you a pussy? and i have a job ty and i have two kids and i support them TouchUrTon...: sure....go get a job u loser ->TouchUrTon...: he says anytime anywhere that retirement should get you to where you need to go TouchUrTon...: i am affraid I might take is wife from him when she sees how wimpy her husband really is ->TouchUrTon...: â€ S51â„¢ BOYâ€ ...: HAHAHAHA TELL HIM I WOULD BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF HIM BUT IM AFRAID HE MIGHT BREAK A HIP TouchUrTon...: does your douche bf husband have a shaved head and a baseball cap like

Where Did The Time Go?
Life goes on in the path that you are meant to go. Little do you know it would be like this. Ups and downs, love, joy, heartache, heartbreak. You set out for a life. you think you are doing it all right..then it crashes down. Once i was young. i had the world in my hands. So many possibilities. I was in love and married to a really great person. Time wears things and people down. Small bumped can shake you up. After having a beautiful baby, she started to grow up into the love of my life. All of a sudden, I lost control. I was the bad guy I guess. The illness took everything from me. I lost the house, car, marriage, job and almost her. Then I found people who helped me. They picked me up and taught me how to walk again. I thought I could try what ever I wanted..only to find out this time I would lose the love of my life. One day you wake up and..you are in your 40s. Your skin sags, crows feet, you get tired , you are broke, you have an empty bed, your kid hates you and you are all

Natural Ways To Cure Insomnia - More Than Home Remedies
Stop insomnia by putting a few drops of Lavender Essential Oil on your pillow, on your nightie, or directly on your temples. Or, you can put the oil in a diffuser in your bedroom. The lavender slows the activity of the nervous system, promotes relaxation, improves sleep quality, and reduces anxiety. (If you use a candle diffuser, be sure someone else is around to blow out the candle because you will be fast asleep.) If your case is so severe that the lavender essential oil is not enough, you can take Valerian Root in capsule form. Valerian Root will let your body and mind totally relax, without feeling stoned or drunk, and with no "drug hangover" the next morning. Soaking in a warm bath a few hours before bedtime, and exercising during the day will help insomniacs. Going to bed at the same time and getting up at the same time each day will also help. If you read in bed, use a book lamp or a table lamp next to you instead of an overhead lamp. This keeps the light on the book ins

Nothing Sucks Like Success --
I have just leveled at 16 = 'Fu-gee' if that matters - I am now in the midst of a psychic meltdown. . . This is not a MUMM, since I'm not asking for advice - this is a warning. . . My nerves are raw; say nice things about me. Enjoy your summer - J. in L.A. '_'

I Don't Normally...
recommend too many albums but I'm really liking this one. Low vs. Diamond. A buncha good rock-ish songs. check some out: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zNgWt1a7OHw http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7uiNjKxkSvU&feature=fvst http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rai5PsGRtHI http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oC_bWtFbhec

For Mature Audiences Only
I WISH IT WAS MY HANDSTHAT CARESS YOUR FACETHAT EXPLORES YOUR BODYTEASING THAT SPECIAL PLACETOUCHING YOU WHERE IT COUNTSTREADING WHERE ANGELS FLEEMAKING YOU BITE YOUR LIPTRACING CIRCLES ALONG YOUR KNEEGENTLY SPLITTING YOUR THIGHSLIGHTING YOUR SKIN ON FIREGOOSE BUMPS ON YOUR SKINEVERY MUSCLE ACHING WITH DESIREEVERY TOUCH FILLED WITH EMOTIONEACH SIGH DRIPPING WITH LUSTNAILS DIGGING INTO FLESHA PASSION DRIVEN TRUSTSTROKING YOUR PANTIESJUICES FLOWING FROM WITHINYOUR BODY TENSE WITH DESIRETHE EXPLOSION SOON BEGINSMY FINGERS STROKING FASTERAS YOU BEG AND PLEAD FOR MOREHARDER AND HARDER AGAINST YOUYOU FINALLY CANT TAKE ANYMOREAS I RELEASE YOUYOU COLLAPSE WITH A MOANI KISS YOU ON THE LIPSYOU BEG ME TO GO ONI WHISPER SWEETLY TO YOU"THERE IS MORE WHERE THAT CAME FROM"I LEAVE YOU CRAVING MOREOUR NIGHT HAS ONLY JUST BEGUN

Feeling Down Lately
Sorry not been much of a friend lately.. just not been feeling up to being on here much lately. Just want to say thank you to the very few who actually show me love on here lately. I appreciate everything you do..and for who you are. I have thought of deleiting ..but I know I will regret it once I have. Anyways..just wanted to say thank you again..for being there. xoxo

Survivor - Eye Of The Tiger
Risin' up, back on the street Did my time, took my chances Went the distance, now I'm back on my feet Just a man and his will to survive So many times, it happens too fast You change your passion for glory Don't lose your grip on the dreams of the past You must fight just to keep them alive Chorus: It's the eye of the tiger, it's the cream of the fight Risin' up to the challenge of our rival And the last known survivor stalks his prey in the night And he's watchin' us all in the eye of the tiger Face to face, out in the heat Hangin' tough, stayin' hungry They stack the odds 'til we take to the street For we kill with the skill to survive chorus Risin' up, straight to the top Have the guts, got the glory Went the distance, now I'm not gonna stop Just a man and his will to survive chorus The eye of the tiger (repeats out)...

Drug Czar: Feds Won't Support Legalized Pot
The federal government is not going to pull back on its efforts to curtail marijuana farming operations, Gil Kerlikowske, director of the White House's Office of National Drug Control Policy, said Wednesday in Fresno. The nation's drug czar, who viewed a foothill marijuana farm on U.S. Forest Service land with state and local officials earlier Wednesday, said the federal government will not support legalizing marijuana. "Legalization is not in the president's vocabulary, and it's not in mine," he said. Kerlikowske said he can understand why legislators are talking about taxing marijuana cultivation to help cash-strapped government agencies in California. But the federal government views marijuana as a harmful and addictive drug, he said. "Marijuana is dangerous and has no medicinal benefit," Kerlikowske said in downtown Fresno while discussing Operation SOS -- Save Our Sierra -- a multiagency effort to eradicate marijuana in eastern Fresno County. Marijuana plants valued at more t

Men Stories
> Men Stories> > 1. I was walking through the cemetery this morning and saw a guy crouching down behind a tombstone. I said "morning." He said "no just taking a shit".> > 2. When I was a kid I used to pray every night for a new bike. Then I realized that the Lord doesn't work that way, so I stole a bike and asked him to forgive me. > > 3. My girlfriend was in labor with our first child. She was shouting out "get this out of me? Give me the drugs." She looked at me and said, "You did this to me you bastard!" I casually replied, "If you would care to remember, I wanted to stick it up your ass but you said, "it'll be too painful."> > 4. I went to an extremely attractive female doctor today for my annual checkup. She told me that I had to quit masturbating. I asked why and she told me, "because I am trying to examine you."> > 5. I was walking down the road today and saw my Afghani neighbor, Abdul, standing on his fifth floor apartment balcony > shaking a carpet. I shouted up to him, "What'

Goin To Hollyweird.....
Yup I'm headed to LA in the mornin. Even IF no one wants me to stay with them. I can't stay here. Might go to Disneyland, might go to Six Flags, wanna go to the Whiskey, maybe see some stars. Then I thought I would head to Tempe, Arizona to see my bestest friend in the whole world. Then maybe Vegas! Dunno right now, I don't really have a plan. But I would still like to at LEAST meet some of you on my way. I will be traveling south on I-5 to L.A. I'm willing to stop along the way to meet people, have lunch, dinner or just coffee. If ya think ya might want to meet me, just PM me with your city and maybe I'll stop by! No, I'm not gonna "put out." Well, maybe....hehe........j/k ANYhoot, what ya think? Wanna meet me? If not, well then, fuck you very much! :P

Me At 16, Vid (oathetic)
So my best friend found her home vid from when we were all fresh off the boat, at her 16th party! This cannot used against me later as a blackmail ;p 3: 10 is one of the most pathetic parts of the vid tho, and shows that I might have had some brain damage :)

Something More About Me Thats Not A Bitch Session Like My Page.....
I do warn you though it may be kind of boring :P *LOL* Although I have regularly employed psychic skills in healing sessions, I have been what I refer to as a "closet psychic" for most of my life,sharing my full abilities with only a limited few, primarily with very close friends and a few family members. The demonstrations of my skills have been predominantly spontaneous events – unplanned, unstructured, and occurred when I least expected them to.I began to learn how to hone these skills and the ethics of using them wisely and only when warranted or asked.The next few years proved to be a very educational period for me and so in my late twenties and early thirties I began widening the circle of those with whom I shared my now more refined skills.I have been working with energy-based healing modalities for over 20 years and have earned many certifications.Employing only those techniques which I have learned well and have put into successful practice I have helped many peopl

Torn Soul
Somewhere in the sand my soul was torn. Torn apart in a split second. I can still feel his skin next to mine. Lost in his eyes. I can't fix my soul now. Lost forever in the sand. Somewhere in another land. Written By: Me.

The Car Cunts.
Tonights installment in your shitty tailpipe is about car cunts. The car cunt is a pathetically vain creature whos entire sense of self worth is centered around what he or she feels is a hot car, and is somehow an expression of self. Ladies first tonight, the female cunt generally can be seen posing in or around her car, her considerable bulk causing the automobile to list to one side like a freshly torpedoed destroyer. Her poses, while meant to be cute, are simply read like a road map of places where you, and most of the other guys in town are going to drill her orifices, and invariably, leave some miscroscopic evidence of themselves behind to soak into the stale, half eaten orea cookies strewn about by her kids that she hopefully remembered (not like last time) to leave at home for tonights installment of Drivin Miss Daisy. The male car cunt is generally a much shallower version of his female counterpart, simply because he lacks the tools to fish any deeper. This cretin usually can

Comin Out
not really. So I was bored today, and posted a funny ad on Craigslist about being an evil fat bitch that is bored. I got one response, and the guy was like 15 min from me. So we hung out at a local bar, talked, and made fun of people in Russian (he is Serbian). He didnt hit on me at all, and totally respected the fact that I'm married. It was cool, we are gonna do it again.

I'm Just....
really i got nothing no excuse... i have been anti-social to an xtreme extent and nothing... not that i don't like you people... most of you are pretty awesome but... yeah... anyway... sorry if i haven't talked in awhile miss you my darling jan and my sweet jasmine.... talk to you both soon promise :D

Failure In The Shoutbox
Ahhh the joys of having a shoutbox. Of course, read from top to bottom. ->BULLETPROO...: Ok this was fun... not really.. but you sounded more intelligent in the mumms with your bad spelling. Now run along and finish jacking off to pics of women on the internet because that's apparently ALL you get LOLBULLETPROO...: not after it was in your warted toothless mouth->BULLETPROO...: Oh that's a good one! Get your dad's warty cock out of your ass.BULLETPROO...: yes because your sister is really your father you fucking inbred->BULLETPROO...: Wow! A woman having a woman's baby? LMAO! And you're calling ME dumb? LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOBULLETPROO...: soon as you have you're sisters baby->BULLETPROO...: My mom's dead, you stupid shitbag. No get your mom's pussyflaps out of your mouth!BULLETPROO...: you really are dumb was your mom and dad related before they got marryed?BULLETPROO...: won't happen hes been backing down for months->BULLETPROO...: Is that the best you've got after

Just Some Things I Wrote Back When...
My Curse Love's bitch I'll always be A glutton for punishment I am Because I love unwisely Love smacks me down again The first time Love called me I ran blindly towards the light And smashed into a solid wall The first of many plights Unafraid of the pain Or addicted to misery I fell into love many times Loving Love to love me When I found a real love The one I felt inside I felt too abused by Love So, away from him I shied This lover stayed right with me

Will.i.am Vs Daft Punk.
bitch_get_over_it: i'd say so too if he didn't totally rip off "around the world" without asking permission. shattersoul13: .... shattersoul13: He never had permission? bitch_get_over_it: hell no. shattersoul13: I figured they were aware and cool with it! bitch_get_over_it: "Apparently though, Will.i.am moved faster than the lawyers, who were forced to deliver the message that Daft Punk doesn’t think their music sounds better with him." shattersoul13: I mean, a jacking of THAT extent made me figure it was a collab, or at least okay with em. shattersoul13: Haha, of course! shattersoul13: He made em typical club wannabe ghetto white girl fare. bitch_get_over_it: it was NOT okay with them... at all. shattersoul13: And Daft Punk as always been ANTI the mainstream bullshit music. shattersoul13: I hope they sue his silly hats off. bitch_get_over_it: as do i/ shattersoul13: It goes against everything they are. bitch_get_over_it: well it was like kanye sampling them. shat