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Well, here's just a little update on whats been goin on the last few days... Yesterday, the specialist the plastic surgeon the guy who did my surgery behind my thigh and knee came in and he said that things are getting smaller just very slowly... I have a tunnel in the sore behind my thigh and its only deep enough for a long q tip to go through and yesterday, the doctor tried to put his finger in it to see how deep it was.. he found out that its not as deep as it was and does not tunnel to the sore behind my knee anymore.. But when I told him that it hurt he decided to try to push harder to make it even more painful.. and yesterday they gave me as much pain meds as they could.. they ended up givin me all 4 cc's of my iv pain med.. they gave me 3 cc's of the pain med before the first dressing change since i knew the doctor was coming in and i knew i would be hurting more.. then after they gave me a pain pill and that still didnt hardly touch the pain so then they gave me the last 1 cc of the iv pain med i could get and then i was gettin a pain pill every 4 hours to try to finally get caught up on the pain and it seemed to never go away yesterday so it was a really bad day for pain yesterday for me.. then last night during the last dressing change they gave me all 4 cc's of the iv med to try to help before and then the pain pill after like normal.. There were a few times yesterday I was in so much pain i just laid here and cried till i could get something else for pain... They think i'm building up a tolerance for the pain pills and everything so they are goin to start me on a new oral pain pill todady that is goin to be taken at night... and then they are goin to let me have 3 doses of the iv pain med but only if i need it and if its as painful of a day as it was yesterday and with each dose I can take up to 4 cc's of it which i've been doin the last few days.. But I am hoping that today will be a day of a lot more pain relief then yesterday... but the best part is that even though everything is very slow healing its at least healing and thats all that matters.. They also think some of the reason I am in so much pain lately is some of the nerve endings are growing back more and some of them are getting irritated so its causing more pain... but I guess if you dont have pain then that means things arent goin so good.. So, i guess in a weird way i'd rather have some pain with everything that way I know everything is healing.. Anyways, sorry for this one being so long it wasn't ment to be long.. I miss all of you!! A friend of mine has been very sweet and let me borrow there lap top ,but i'm not sure how long I will have it for so i've been getting on here and yahoo as much as I can while I have the computer....
I miss all of you! ~Ash~
