Fubar Blog Posts 3

Point Whore.
My lovely friend bought me an Auto 11 bling. Since it's close to the holidays, idk when to use it. help me decide? i looked at the HH schedule and there's about 22 HH's in a row on thursday. do you think that would that be the best day? help :(

Letter To My Love
dont cry mah love i promise its all okay its not over its just a bit delayed dont fret for me mah heart dont fall into the pain smile because you know that i'll see you again dont worry about tomorrow just live your life for today dont take for granted anything that makes the hurt go away dont think that i dont love you or that i never really cared dont think that because im gone away that now for you theres nothing there dont forget how much you love me how im always on your mind the memories will hurt for now but will make you smile in time for now i have to leave you and go to that tavern in the sky and i ask these things of you because i never want to make you cry i never want to be the cause of a single tear that you may shed although i may be physically gone our love, our past, is never dead please dont ever forget me its selfish to want i know but when you find that one to replace me i want a part of your heart that she can never go keep me inside your heart and so

You Got To Be Kidding Me
You Got To Be Kidding… A man was lying in bed with his new girlfriend. After having great sex, she spent the next hour just stroking his penis, something she seemed to love to do. Enjoying it, he turned and asked her, 'Why do you love doing that?' She replied, 'Because I really miss mine.'

Her World
Watching her world go round Her dreams cracking Her image shatters Her mind is racing Her heart is falling apart Watching her world go round Her eyes are soaked Her fears are becoming real Her love becomes hate Her body is a toy Watching her world go round Her time is wasted Her thoughts become torn Her head is cloudy Her hands are shaking Her world has stopped Her dreams come true Her image is beautiful Her mind is calm Her world has stopped Her heart is healed Her eyes are dry Her fears are not real Her body is hers Her world has stopped Her time is cherished Her thoughts are to believe Her head is clear Her hands are held She never thought That her own head Could be an illusion October 25, 2006

Hazeleyed Soldier Is Having A Happy Hour!!!
HAZELEYED SOLDIER IS HOSTING A HAPPY HOUR AT 4 PM FUBAR TIME AND ALSO HAS AUTO 11S ACTIVATED!! Ħąźęłęŷęď Şōłďĭęŗ SPANK HAZELEYED SOLDIER HARD WHILE HE IS ON R & R FROM IRAQ!!! Ħąźęłęŷęď Şōłďĭęŗ

Siouxsie And The Banshees. Fuck 'em.
Da Sid Vicious døde i 1979 fikk det konsekvenser også for den kvinnelige delen av punkbevegelsen. Sid startet Flowers Of Romance i '76 med kun kvinnelige bandmedlemmer (som han kastet ut etter eget godbefinnende) og seg selv på vokal. Et kortlivet projekt. Men først og fremst spilte han trommer for Siouxse på punkfestivalen på 100 Club i '76. Det var en (om enn ikke reell overfor Sue som person) støtteerklæring som hun ikke kunne eksistert uten. Da Sid døde forsvant hennes gitarist og trommeslager umiddelbart. Og hun fikk støtte av Budgie som gikk fra sin støtteerklæring av jentegruppa Slits til å bli trommeslager og ektemann til Siouxsie. På gitar trådte Robert Smith fra Cure inn. Robert Smiths Cure er som navnet tilsier en forsøksvis helbredning av krisen som Sid satte igang. Det er lov å være lei seg. Boys Don't Cry selv om Sid er død. Osv. Det er dessuten lov å sminke seg og være litt Goth selv om man er mann. Lalalala. Siouxsie hadde derfor en delt vei å gå.

Abyss
To the winter of my soul I come, encircling me in quixotic rhythms unknown to one as humble as I. To the edge of the abyss yawning deep before my trembling toes as they inch closer and closer to its inky depths. Into the moment a whisper floats, "Draw back. Remember your life is not yours to own . . . soon, so soon, comes spring, rebirth the inevitable answer to destruction but hold fast the memory of those moments on the precipice.. ..as reminders of the cycle, when next your toes shall dangle at the edge of the abyss in the winter of your soul."

Cynde Is Just 400k Away.
~Cynde~Member of Rate Spankers has AUTO 11s!!! Cynde is so close to becoming fubar's next Disciple. She is a really good friend and is never shy about returning the rates. Her Auto-11s will be active until 9PM EST/8PM CST/6 PM fuTime. Thank you and have a great night. ~Cynde~Member of Rate Spankers@ fubar Brought to you by..... cAUSE iM tHE fCKiNG pRiNCESS..dUHH@ fubar and RedZ28@ fubar

My Nsfw Pics...reserved.
They will now only be available to family. If I like you, you will be added to my family and you will be allowed to view them. I'm tired of the annoying requests for my pics and ppl just friending me to see them. I will not accept family requests unless I like you and have talked with you. I will also add ppl to my family if I see them worthy. :) No fakes or BSing idiots. Genuine ppl, get genuine things. That's how I am.

Speak English!
So my first week in Germany (Jan 1988), me and my buddy Marty head downtown, and wind up having a beer at the Irish Pub. As I'm sitting there sipping on a very thick and very warm Guinness, a local walks up to the cigarette machine and puts a few marks in it. It doesn't dispense any product and he's very annoyed, and as he turns away, he sees that I was watching what was going, and grinned at me and said something. I had NO IDEA what he was saying, but since most Germans do speak English, I said "oh I'm sorry I only speak English" and he gave me a "what a dumb-fuck" look and walked away. My friend Marty busted out laughing and said "Dude he was a Brit.. he WAS speaking English". :P (Next time slow your words down and enunciate properly!)

Meet Dark Defender
Since I've met him, he has been absolutely wonderful to me... please go stop by his page and F/R/A him if you havent yet, or drop some rates or bling to him to give him some points. Dark Defender "Fu Hubby To Italian Princess"&"Sweetheart To Pr Mamii@ fubar

Please Take Some Time To A/f/r He Will Return The Love
imikimi - Customize Your World! ~Bratt~ has her first new owner for the New Year. Come check out WASTNTIME and A/F/R and show him lots of love and tell him ~Bratt~ sent ya:)YOU WILL BE GLAD YOU DID! HE WILL RETURN THE FAVOR

Expecting
i am to be a mother that was a shock to me never was this meant to happen like this not to me i was to be married first but no i was to have a guy that was willing to be there but no the daddy of the child doesn't care he doesn't want to be there i am keeping the child to raise i will NOT give it up i will be a good mother.... but my child will not have its father it will only have me

A Special Life
When I woke up this morning, my thoughts turned to you Thinking of all the special things that you do You were always there for me You were always by my side You were the only one with which my true feelings I could never hide I'd push you past your limits But yet, you'd always still be there You couldn't help but to smother me With all your love and care I've made my mistakes and I've done my time But you've always been the perfact mother And I can't believe you're mine!

Poems
Patience Your words vibrate through my soul Awakenings and racing thoughts on the go My heart has been hit You need to know My friends flash warnings Love and concern casts their doubts How could I know They steer me away In the shadows I stay Not letting go My mind has lost control I just don't know Ulterior motives Player on the move All possibilities What do I have to lose I voice my fears Heart already shakes and quivers You listen and feel "Patience" you reveal I'm scared I'm excited I'm anxious I'm delighted Emotions unlocked I let you in Feelings enhanced There's no return Your words sing to me Time soars by I'm entranced by you Pure laughter and joy I feel a great loss When we're unable to talk I can never get enough You've become a part of me I follow my heart It's all I can do Time will tell If our love is true "Patience" you say Patient I will be Shutting out The voices surrounding me

Poems
Tortured Dream! I dream a tortured dream of us in another realm your are a perfect gem but he's at the helm my heart is snapped, like footsteps on stems the room begins to spin and i throw up phlegm I dream a tortured dream you are there screaming but I'm nowhere to be seen your perfect in your being but i cannot alleviate the pain Your eyes are glassy they seem hollow my heart it bellows, in agony as i watch this distorted reality I dream a tortured a dream a dream where we never met a dream where we were never in love A dream where i was angry and alone a dream where my heart was cold like stone A dream in which I had a gruesome grimly grimace No Hope, no candle light dinners, in this dream i lost innocence I awoke from a tortured dream! You were there by my side, all my fears and doubts subside You are my strength deep inside you are the moon and i am the tide, you are the reason i rise i see hope in your eyes those eyes that see through this g

Why Did Jesus Fold The Napkin?
Why Did Jesus Fold The Napkin? This is one I can honestly say I have never seen circulating in the emails so; I'll start it, if it touches you and you want to, forward it. Why did Jesus fold the linen burial cloth after His resurrection? I never noticed this... The Gospel of John (20:7) tells us that the napkin, which was placed over the face of Jesus, was not just thrown aside like the grave clothes. The Bible takes an entire verse to tell us that the napkin was neatly folded, and was placed at the head of that stony coffin. Early Sunday morning, while it was still dark, Mary Magdalene came to the tomb and found that the stone had been rolled away from the entrance. She ran and found Simon Peter and the other disciple, the one whom Jesus loved. She said, 'They have taken the Lord's body out of the tomb, and I don't know where they have pu

What Is A Cowboy?
1 : one who tends cattle or horses; especially : a usually mounted cattle-ranch hand 2 : a rodeo performer 3. A hired man, especially in the western United States, who tends cattle and performs many of his duties on horseback. Also called cowman, cowpoke, cowpuncher, also called regionally buckaroo, vaquero, waddy. 4. An adventurous hero. a cowboy is man with guts and a horse

Words Of Pride--written By My Fu-hubby And Love Okwaho
One day, Jay, a great friend now departed, asked me how she could live the old way without any fears of being wrong in her choices. She was so humble and kind in life that I couldn't refuse her some kind answers... What I didn't know is that she was already dying of a real bad disease, in fact, both of us ignored then the disease that was taking her life away... So, on her questioning, I sent her this little text file... "Live your life in a way so, that the fear of death can never enter your heart. Trouble no one about his or her religion; respect others in their view and demand that they respect yours. Love your life, perfect your life, and beautify all the things in your life. Seek to make your life long and its purpose in the service of your people. Prepare a noble death song for the day when you go over the great divide. Always give a word or sign of salute when meeting or passing a friend, even a stranger, when in a lonely place. Show respects to all people and gro

Fubar Video Salutes?
we've been kicking around the idea of doing some tv commercials for fubar.com to help spread the word about the site. if anyone has a video salute that you've already made for fubar, or had thought of making one and wanted an excuse, please post a *link* to the youtube video (youtube only please and make sure it's a link.. don't embed it here.) in a comment to this blog or in a PM to me if you're shy... but if you're shy, why are you here? :D in the video please include your uid or fubar custom url. the uid/url can be hand written or spoken, but i need to know how to find you. for example, my uid is 1 and my custom url is fubar.com/mike. feel free to say what you like most about fubar, why you use it, any interesting stories you might have from using the site, or whatever else you want... (keep it legal please, i'm too fragile for the pokey). there isn't a plan to include any of these in the commercial, but you never know what'll happen (i'll contact you and ask permission fir

Drink Toast (joke :p)
Once upon a time in China, there was a wedding dinner. The dinner occupies only half the restaurant. The other half was occupied by some Caucasian tourists. As the wedding couples hop from table to table to toast the guests, the cheers of 'GAN BEI' (happy & joyous drinking) gets louder and louder. One Caucasian gets more and more irritated as the couple get closer to him. 'GAN BEI.........GAN.........BEI.........!!!' the cheers continued. Finally, the irritated Caucasian couldn't take it anymore. He stood up on his chair and shouted, 'IF YOU CAN'T PAY, THEN LET ME PAY FOR U!'

Life In Our Daily Fast Track
Well happy New Year to you. Bet you wish you had a dollar for everytime someone said that to you. Did you make a resolution? Mine was to keep writting more in my blogs, and work on my grammer too. Was your resolution to lose weight, or stop smoking, or be a better person? What about a resolution to slow down, and take a good look around you? Don't look at what you want to see, look beyond that, and really see what is around you. You might be suprised. Trees, the ground, the sky all working in harmony. Close your eyes and listen, what do you hear? Birds, loud noises by cars and trucks, city life? You might be surprised what you hear like your spirit talking to you, or animals trying to tell you something, or you might hear life. Our pace of our lives is so fast that we miss far to much. Make a possitive resolution for 2009 to slow down, and take a minute to really see whats around you. Discover something that you might not have seen or heard before even though you have looked at it or h

Zakk Wylde's Father Loses The Fight...
On Monday, January 19th, Zaak’s Wylde’s father passed away due to complications from his fight against cancer. The following is a statement from Zakk regarding his passing: My father, Jerome F. Wielandt who served as an inspiration to me and my music throughout my life, has passed away from cancer. His influence on my life and the life of others has motivated me in ways that have been both unexpected and profound. My father spent his youth as a orphan in New Jersey who was subsequently drafted to serve his country. A World War II veteran, he participated in the events of D-̴

Humorus& Light-hearted
Pastor: Will you answer me right now These questions, as your wedding vow? Groom: Yes, I will answer right now Your questions as my wedding vow. Pastor: Will you take her as your wife? Will you love her all your life? Groom: Yes, I take her as my wife, Yes, I'll love her all my life. Pastor: Will you have, and also hold Just as you have at this time told? Groom: Yes, I will have, and I will hold, Just as I have at this time told, Yes, I will love her all my life As I now take her as my wife. Pastor: Will you love through good and bad? Whether you're happy or sad? Groom: Yes, I'll love through good and bad, Whether we're happy or sad, Yes, I will have and I will hold Just as I have already told, Yes, I will love her all my life, Yes, I will take her as my wife! Pastor: Will you love her if you're rich? Or if you're poor, and in a ditch? Groom: Yes, I'll love her if we're rich, And I will love her in a ditch, I'll love he

Copyrighted Material Do Not Copy!!!!
TORTURE 3/22/99 ENCOMPASSING IS THE SKY ALWAYS SHINING BRIGHTLY WITH THE LIGHT DARKNESS COMES WITH THE NIGHT THIS IS HOWIT HAS BEEN AND STAYS NO ONE HAS EVER THOUGHT OF THE WAY I FELT WHEN I SAW THE CASKET WITH MY GRANDPA THE TORTURE OF LOSS BECAUSE OF LOVE HENRY DAMIEN WAS HIS NAME MY CLOSEST FRIEND THAT WAS HE MANY TIMES I WISHED IT NOT BE NEVER AGAIN WILL I BE THE SAME

Pms=parked Motorcycle Syndrome
PMS Let me start off by saying this article is rated PG-13. We will be talking about PMS. That’s right, a condition known as Parked Motorcycle Syndrome. I was sitting on the couch a few days before Christmas looking outside at the snow falling, when it hit me like a rock thrown from a passing car. You could see it coming, but just couldn’t swerve out of the way fast enough. I had ALL the symptoms! Nervousness, sweaty palms, irritability, pacing back and forth through the house, and the urge to pile up credit card bills from purchasing chrome on every motorcycle internet site I could click on. Ah, safety chrome, the visual beauty that makes our bikes our own, and raises an eyebrow to every oncoming motorist and onlooker lusting to have a bike of their own. I never realized what was causing me to act this way. I thought in the beginning that it was just my aging body. Then I remembered, as a young teen the symptoms started after the purchase of my first motorcycle. I would si

Damn Laptop And Att
begin rant/vent grrrrrr my wireless connection sucks! not only do i have to deal with low signal most the time in my house, but the wireless connection stalls and when i start it, i get "no wireless device connected" hALF the time. when that doesnt happen i get an error code that says usb device cannot start. ive uninstalled and installed it twice.... guess i should go in to the damn att store.... fuck fuck fuck dammit all to shit!!!!!! end rant/vent im done.... should i throw my computer in the bayou?

A Shameless Plug
Thursday, June 1, 2006—Why a Duck? Now, being a red-blooded American male, I firmly believe in the coffee break. My coffee maker gives me one hour to brew and drink however much coffee I'm having that day. At the end of an hour, the coffee maker shuts off, thus preventing the coffee from cooking to the bottom of the pot and ensuring me of a perfect cup of coffee every time. I have only one complaint about my coffee maker—and it's the same one I have with every coffee maker—is that I can only get five cups of coffee out of it, even though it says I'm making ten cups. I don't know anyone who gets more than five cups out of their coffee maker, so this is something that needs to be addressed by the manufacturers. When Carol and I got married, we received several coffee cups in our pattern and they were very cute, but awfully dinky. They're way too small to drink coffee out of, but they're just right for a snack of chips and salsa. Now that I've rambled on about that, back to business

Yet Another One
customization of the fixation of the mental frustration and all of it will only lead to more aggravation my mind will only bring your devastation im so confused and often misused im gonna blow cause im a bomb that can't be defused i divide my hate from my love i will get high and fly away like a dove get high and get a back rub drink til im numb and if my breath ends up smelling like rum just reach on into your pocket and give me some gum and the bud is so yum yummy in my tum tummy my face that you have a distaste oh how funny

Miss Being Mrs
Loretta Lynn More CMT Music More CMT Music Videos I lie here all alone In my bed of memories I'm dreamn' of your sweet kiss Oh, how you loved on me I can almost feel you with me Here in this blue moonlight Oh, I miss being Mrs. tonight Like so many other hearts Mine wanted to be free I've been held here every day Since you've been away from me My reflection in the mirror it's such a hurtful sight Oh, I miss being Mrs. tonight Chorus Oh, I miss being Mrs. tonight Oh, and how I loved them loving arms That once held me so tight I took of my wedding band And put it on my right hand I miss being Mrs. tonight Repeat Chorus Oh I miss being Mrs. tonight

Somebodys Hero
She's never pulled anyone from a burning building She's never rocked Central Park to a half a million fans, screaming out her name She's never hit a shot to win the game She's never left her footprints on the moon She's never made a solo hot air balloon ride, around the world, No, she's just your everyday average girl (but) She's somebody's hero A hero to her baby with a skinned up knee A little kiss is all she needs The keeper of the cheerios The voice that brings Snow White to life Bedtime stories every night And that smile lets her know She's somebody's hero She didn't get a check every week like a nine-to fiver But she's been a waiter, and a cook and a taxi driver For twenty years, there at home, until the day her girl was grown Giving all her love to her was her life's ambition But now her baby's movin' on, and she'll soon be missin' her But not today, those are tears of joy runnin' down her face She's somebody's hero A hero to her daughter in her weddin

Should I Just F*ck You Or Make Love??
Men, I would like to pose a question to you and I hope that you will be candid enough with me to answer my question honestly. You will help the female gender out tremendously! Do you want me to say...'Baby, you make me wet and I want you so so much! Please...please MAKE LOVE to me! I'm begging you! I need you to fill me up until I explode from YOUR passion and mine! OR Do you want me to say...'Oh MY God! You are driving me insane!!! I'm so hot and needy for you! I am so so wet and my pussy aches for your attention! Please FUCK ME! PLEASE! I want you to take your beautiful cock and FUCK ME HARD until EVERY orifice on my body is filled with your cum! I want to be yours and only yours! Now...ladies...which would you prefer? Do you want a man who can make you tremble from his slightest touch...make you wet just imagining what he will do to you? OR Do you want a man who can make you ache the next day and night with his attention? P.S. I'm gonna give you a hint...I

Who Will?
Ridin' in the drop top with the top down Saw you switchin' lanes girl Pull up to the red light, lookin' right Come here, let me get your name girl Tell me where you from, what you do, what you like Let me pick your brain girl And tell me how they got that pretty little face on that pretty little frame Come on and lemme show you 'round Let me take you out, bet you we could have some fun girl 'Cause we can dress it up, we can dress it down Any way you want it done girl Or we can stay home, talkin' on the phone Rappin' 'til we see the sun girl Do what I gotta do, just gotta show you that I'm the one girl Well I'mma freak you right, each and every night I know how to do it insane girl 'Cause I can make it hot, make it stop Make you wanna say my name girl

-it Is The Middle Of This Day-
-it is the middle of this day- ------------------------------------------------- The Sun is hidden behind these dark grey clouds that have teased us greatly with rain, but given none... I feel a tickle in the back of my neck, could it be what I believe it is? It seems when this happens a twist of reality comes my way, bad news, good news, it does not matter... I have no other choice but to wait it out. Today will be a slow day for me, I have made my coffee but have no creamer. It really pisses me off, and I know when one thing goes unbalanced the rest follows. Like quicksand, you cannot even try to escape, it will pull you down regardless of your screams... Such a fucked up world to play with me daily and keep me from this cleared path I have worked on for years, cropping and studying and learning my location... Detours are everywhere, always, and it is not my doing. I am convinced of it now. I did not give any permissions to accept anyone to touch or use my things, but it is bec

Continued Success
When momentum is on your side, use it. When you're going strong, keep going and become even stronger. Don't let your success stop you from continuing to succeed. Before the goal is accomplished, have another goal ready and waiting to take its place. Each accomplishment opens the door to many more opportunities. Each success paves the way for even greater success. When the job is done, celebrate the victory by setting your sights even higher. You've firmly established a positive pattern, so keep it going and improve upon it. The value you've just created can now be put to productive use. Just imagine what is now possible. Great accomplishments are built from small successes. Keep the momentum going, and there's no limit to what you can achieve. -- Ralph Marston http://greatday.com/

Luvthisangel Has Autos On!
Luvthisangel is only 4.5 million to Disciple Come and show some love! Get mega points Over 1,800 pics to rate Ends at 4:00pm Fu-time on Saturday (PST) ********************************** Lovingly dedicated to Luvthisangel by Carrie

Lovers Or Friends
at one point we lovers, and so totally into each other. and then something happened that changed all that. now we are talking again, trying to make a friendship work but its hard seeing as our feelings are still there. it makes me wonder if we are better as lovers or friends. when we were together everything was so totally amazing. the way things felt were great. and now that we are talking again and feelings have been shown there is a lil of that amazing feeling back. but at the same time theres a lil voice in the back of my mind tellin me to be careful and to not let myself fully fall for you again. as the hurt i handled last time is a hurt im not sure as i can handle again. i never really let you see the way it hurt when you turned away, even became friends with her but it still hurt. to this day thinking about it hurts but i dont regret it cuz what we had was great. and the feelings we had together is something that nobody could ever regret. now that we are trying to be frie

Loosing My Friends
Who likes the new rating issue? Im loosing alot of friends over this that pay alot of money here for enjoyment of a game. And thats all this is or was!!!! how many people are going to leave over this befor they decide hey were loosing money guys??? so let me know how you feel stay n fuba or go somewhere elese?

Evil's Big Auction
BIG EVIL'S AUCTION IS NOW OPEN!!! COME SEE WHO HE HAS UP FOR SALE!!! UP FOR AUCTION: BIG EVIL Evil is offering rate all pics 11s. rate all stash, buy 3 gifts a week. buy daily drinks, add to fam and friends, and add to yahoo. RED Red is offering for one month ur name in hers, rate all pics in hh, sfw salute, add to top friends and fam, random gifts, daily drinks sound good" HARLEY Harley is offering Harley video salute, 5 personal tags made, 1million in fubucks, and your name @ the end of his for 30 days, 100 11's for a month...keep ya shitfac*d for 30 days...added to his family, top friends list. VIOLET Violet is offering rate all pics and stash 11s durin hh, owned by in name, num 1 fam and friends and a sfw salute. DEEJAY TWISTA Twista is offering all pics/Stash Rated 11,custom skin and pic made, 1 bling a week for a month/put ur name in his(1month). SEXUALDESIRE

Pill Counter 3
profiles of an addict working in a pharmacy, especially one that doles out methadone like candy on halloween, is never mundane. we have addicts of every shape, size, color, socioeconomic status, etc. the madness of people in the heights of drug-induced states are always intriguing. today's flavor: "you ever seen one of them there wild pigs?" he asks my boss, jeff, this. my boss hunts deer. alot. "yeah, i want me one of dem. get one of 'em for me and i'll pay you for it." jeff: alright, x "a wild pig, i'd pay you. get me one" he goes on and on. his medicine is ready but he's obviously taken plenty of something already. he's currently disabled and draws social security like a retiree. he's on low income medical aid as well which means tax dollars pay the normal copays for his medication so he can buy weed. he has long, stringy hair. a goatee of some kind. he smokes. he's hollow eyed. he plays the drums in a cover band that i hear is pretty decent. with that being

I Find This Funny
After my salutes disappeared the other day, I tried re-submitting the last one I'd done. Now bear in mind this salute had been official for over a year, then read the below message I got. "I have rejected this submission as a salute, because your sign is too small to be read properly. Please click the blog link below and follow the instructions on how to make a proper site salute." It didn't matter by the time I got this, but still made me laugh.

Writing A Story For My Website, Check It Out
I have just finished chapter one of a series of stories I will be writing on Open Road Biker. I hope yall will check it out and tell me what you think. It will be on the site on Friday so please bookmark it and check back. Here is a little teaser; Small Town Troubles Sometimes I am not really sure how I got here, another two bit town, a hang over, and a cheap motel. It seems like so long ago when I was doing the whole family thing. You know the "American Dream" where you have a job, two cars in the drive, a mortgage, and a wife and family that you provide for. It all seemed to go bad quick, but more about that later. Time to push on, can't let any grass grow around the bike. Just wouldn't seem right staying any where too long, not anymore anyways. The last town I was through wasn't too friendly so I had to head out of there sooner than planned. You see every so often I try and slow down for a few weeks, take a little job turning wrenches, flipping eggs, bailing hay, whatever it

Wtf?
Today in the morning some guy said "I like your lipstick" WTF?? Is that a compliment, or does he want the same one? Also, I got a prank call, in which some loser told me how he would love to get his slimy throbbing cock inside my ass. Nice...

I Hate You All
apparently i don't have the internet. stupid people want money for this stuff. really come on. i'll be back later this week or next so don't forget... * send me love * buy me bling * get me a fucking pony already and sarah sucks ass but it's okay because it's my ass and i like it.

In Pieces
Title: In Pieces Composed: 10/13/07 Format: Prose I feel as if I am being smashed in a million little pieces... I want to pick myself and put me back together... But I am waiting for him to come and help...he says he wants to come help...I believe him...but he just isn't around... In the meantime... I remain broken... I can't stand the agony, and so I decide that... I'll put my hands together, so I can work I'll put my mouth together so I may eat But now I am putting my eyes together so that I can see... I see me for what I am, and don't like being shattered... Don't like putting my rebuilding on hold for an empty-feeling promise of aid I can't yet seem to put my heart back together...some things that get broken are harder to mend...but I still have to try...

Poem Called : I Love You, I Love.... I Love You
Soaring. So close to the teasing winds, as love's lungs breathe life into our once hollow chests. And motionless veins suddenly ignite the need to flow steadily; beating peacefully. Lush green fields sway beneath performing clouds. Purity and holiness... Reflecting pinks, yellows, whites and gold linings... We lay on a checkered blanket. As rolling hills run rhymes into our minds. The pollen-scented breeze carries our love to God's heavenly kingdoms, where angels plant promises into the nourishing soil of unfolding futures. Bountiful blessings pour from spirit creatures. The angels swoop above and smile as with shining expressions of ardent affection, we exchange passionate gazes. Blue eyes meet brown, and lazy afternoons stretch into midnight galaxies. One look overturns the hours, into which we Dance. Your firm grip pulls my waist into your tall frame. A lingering kiss waves me goodbye as you push my body away, yet you still hold m

Material: A Flamenco And Etude Opus 2
The flamenco, for the most part is completed...the etude is coming good...I have been wanting to record a little of the flamenco and put it up as a preview...upon completing both, I may have enough for a pre-demo...

Has Love Become A Victim Of Instant Gratification?
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It Takes Two To Tango.
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Its A Beautiful Day
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Can We Say Pathetic???
Mar 31, 2009, 3:10 pm Yeah that's me...I been over on My Yearbook deleting the hell out of stuff...Preparing to close all my profiles and crying at the same time...Why the hell for??? Maybe because I have been on there for almost 2 years and made a lot of amazing friends...And lost just as many...They find some dream person and all of a sudden they forget the one who listened to them cry...laugh...piss and moan...bitch and whine...yada yada yada...I've always been there with an open ear and a strong shoulder for anyone who needed me...And it amazes me how quickly they forget...But the ironic part is...When that dream match all of a sudden becomes a nightmare...They remember your name and coming crawling or running...no matter...back to start the process all over again...And being who I am...I sit there and listen to them and play the sounding board and mop to dry up the tears of the jerk or wench who broke their heart...Oh well...Such is my life...

Outer To Inner
Decisions so blurry so unclear these altering changes forms mystical tears A blacken rose plunders to the ground broken and open, a source of light The truth inside pours out to night breathing freely for all to see The outside was known but within was never told Too late, because the rose has fallen they never knew but will today A day of conclusion and all the truth some shall be broken and torn apart Those so close will feel internal pain others may see it as a changing lane The crushing elements of that night is a beginning for some to a fruitful life We learn we fall into the deepest holes we climb we rise to heavenly sky's In the end it was never about them but only the one that sees it all

So Near Yet So Far
You are my hope you are my inspiration you make me hold on when i feel like letting go you came into my life when i no longer cared but then you made me see the person i could be you have saved my life you have made me strong you are the person i have waited for this long you are so brave you make me proud I'm so happy now you have gave me a life i wish i could be there to know you really care i know you'd keep me safe i know you'd be my cure i would feel so free i could be the real me we are so far apart the distance is killing me i cant feel you close i fear you will go so I'm writing this cuz i need you to know my dream is to be with you to see your smile for real to know that all this pain i no longer need to feel dreams don't come true they stay in my head but without my angel i know I'd be dead

Life
there cums a point in ur life when you think back on the past well wat if i would hav have done this or this would u stillb here wat if i didnt lose weight and stand overweight would i still love my life? or since i lost the weight would that homecoming king till look at me if i was overweight as he does when i skinny? this world is cruel and hate ful and not only judges u by ur money but ur looks now every 1 tells me im speaical im a angel i tell em there blind and dnt kno wat there takin bout bu then i dig deep in my heart and see y they tell me this i c soemthign some of this world dnt hav 4 every1 i hav a heart so do the girl whos over weight or the pouplar girl whos in love w the geek go 4 ur dreams dnt hold back bc at 1 time in ur life ur goin 2 look back be lik damn i wish i wouldve gone 4 it

[you Must Be This Tall To Ride...]
Man, I kinda stink. At least I think that's me.Anyway, uuuh what did I want to say here?*scratches his head*Oh, a cousin of mine (and I have a HIGH opinion of all [0%]of my relatives) asked me what happened with my last job and I explained that I was working 55-60 hour weeks for 2.50 an hour. Her comment was "eww welcome to the real world" I saidand I quotein front of her second bastard son "what fucking real world pays an american citizen 2.50 an hour?" I was being disrespected, underpaid, and underappreciated, so I denied them the gift of me as a good will ambassador from the american government. Now on to "what I want"... Which was why I started this blog- and I'll be honest. Still no fucking clue. I apped for a porn shop clerk position tonight, and I said to myself "man this will certainly further my goals and ambitions". I don't have a heart anymore. What keeps me up at night isn't heaving bosoms and sweaty thighs covered in chesty gasps I seriously don't give a fuck ab

First Hire
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It's Always Raining, But Not Now
I slept a couple of hours I think, woke up laughing with tears. With all this pain I've suffered God, how can I laugh? He tells me "You finally let me use you. You didn't say what you wanted to, but you've became my good and faithful servant. I've spoke through you, to someone. I was a vessel to someones heart. I've been waiting for this my servant. You may lose some sleep at first, but you did it, and for this I'm proud. I have a destiny for you, not one that will always make you happy, but in the end, just trust me, it will be bigger than you ever imagined. I know it hurts but your trust in me is a big reward in the end and thank you for finally doing as I say. For so long you haven't and finally the day has come. From this day forwad, you'll follow in my footsteps. Now what better way would you want to live? In my glory is where you are, stay there and you'll be a happy man. I can't say it will be painless but it will be in your best interest. I will not tell you now my child, but y

Clint Eastwood Lyrics
Ooo ooo ooo oooI ain't happy, I'm feelin' gladI got sunshine in a bagI'm useless, but not for long the future is comin' on I ain't happy, I'm feelin' gladI got sunshine in a bagI'm useless, but not for long the future is comin' on,It's comin' on, It's comin' on, It's comin' on, It's comin' onYeah, ha Ha!Finally someone let me outta my cageNow time for me is nothin' cuz I'm countin' no ageNah, I couldn't be there, now you shouldn't be scaredI'm good at repairs (s'all simple), and I'm under your snareIntangible (aww dawg), I bet you didn't think so I command you toPanoramic view (you?),Look I'll make it all manageablePick and choose (hmph),Sit and lose,All you different crewsChicks and dudes,So who you think is really kickin' tunes?Picture you gettin' down in tha picture tube,Like you lit the fuseYou think it's fictional?Mystical? maybeSpiritual?Hero whoAppears in you to clear your view (yeah) when you're too crazyLifeless,to know the definition for what life isPriceless,To you because I

Controlling The Course Of Time
Let’s think about Time for a moment, every second we are effectively influencing the past, as even right “now” is now in the past. So every split second you have several choices and the cause/effect from those choices can effectively create an infinite number of parallels or paths that you will end up taking based on your choices. You see the problem with our society is that we’ve become so afraid of people “stealing” ideas that we’ve been stifled when in all reality your world is only limited by the confines of your imagination. Profit driven infrastructures are not helping humans. Whatever ideas that you have realized, if you start sharing those ideas and more people start thinking about them you will be effecting more and more as time goes on, becoming 4th dimensional in nature, an entity that creates realities that change with time. This is how you shape the future to how “you” want it to be.So let’s just say that somewhe

Daddy's Here...
Don't worry I'm here You can sleep now son Ain't no nightmare gonna get you I'll hold you close Keep you safe from the other ones Protect you from the evil ones Quiet your mind and rest assured Your boogey men have no power here I'm here to clear out all the shadows No more monsters under your bed I can't promise you the world All I can do is swear to keep you warm Save you from the evil that men do The world is a nasty place I'll always be by your side I love you baby boy...

My Life In Lyrics
She hangs around the boulevardShe's a local girl with local scarsShe got home late, she got home lateShe drank so hard the bottle achedAnd she tried, and she tried, and she tried, and she triedBut nothin's clear in a bar full a fliesSo she takes, so she takes, she takes, so she takesShe understands when she gives it awayShe says* Man I gotta get outta this townMan I gotta get outta this painMan I gotta get outta this townOutta this town and out of L.A.She's got a gun, She's got a gunShe's got a gun she calls the lucky oneShe left a note right by the phoneDon't leave a message 'cause this ain't no homeAnd she cried, and she cried, and she cried, and she criedShe cried so long her tears ran dryThen she laughed, then she laughed, she laughed, then she laughed'Cause she knew she was never comin' backShe said[Repeat *]It's all she loves It's all she hates It's all too much for her to takeShe can't be sure just where it ends or where the good life beginsSo she took a train, she took a trainT

Spitting
I am an outlaw immortalI don't need a portalTake you to the top I won't stopFeeling this hip hopA new kind of popApproaching the next stageThey released me from my cageI was behind bars but now I reach the starsCapitol K.-Y to the N-A that's how I playTo God I always pray these words that I conveySending out a message to my peepsI'am playing this tune for keepsReminiscing about those I've lostIt's a shame and at what costThey passed away back in the dayNone of us are here to stayDon't try and preach the wayI'm on the next level I'am groundedA higher power yeah I've found itIntroduce me to a hottie yeah i'll pound itTake me how you want cause I don't care how I soundedOut loud I'm proud. Busting up the crowd. Just the way i vowed.Chilling like a villan, get yourself some penicillan, if your willingHardcore Before I'll show you whats in storeMaking you want more, Ive always been poorNever was a whore, Battled in the warA soldier barracading my doorAfter an invasion I end up sore Queen

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Hope I Make It Another Day
right now im in such a serious state of depression I feel like ending it all... im about to go into bankruptcy, may lose my car... no matter how many hours i work, cant make ends meet. on top of that Im taking care of my parents. dad has 2 types of skin cancer, luekemia, diabetes and heart condition. mom has scoliosis, ostioperosis, diabetes, some type of kidney problem they are still looking into.... Both my Siblings (older sisters) live out of state, Illinois and Iowa. everyday gets harder and harder for me.. If I take my own life it would void my $75,000 life policy and all my debts would be on my parents shoulders... what am I to do??????

An Older Work, But A Good One. More To Come
The town was dead and silent, the smell of the sea hanging thickly in the morning air. There was nary a cloud in the sky, displaying the full brilliance of the heavens God had wrought. This was a perfect night. A night where spent lovers might whisper sweet nothings into each other's ears. A night so perfect that even the slightest change in the air might somehow defile it, as a chilling north wind might defile the petals of a rose. On the silent street he seemingly materialized from the ether of the darkness, stepping from the perpetual nothingness of the shadows. He was tall by even tall standards, towering nearly seven feet above the ground. And yet there was something gentle about his demeanor and posture. He seemed relaxed, and uncaring, his hands jammed deep into the pockets of a dusty black coat. But one look at his face would cause even the mightiest of angels to tremble in fear. He was handsome enough, but it was his grin, his sinister grin. It was the grin of a cruel child

Kenneth Your In Deep Dodo.
Dear KENNETH, You wait till I get my rock climbing hands around your neck. You told me that you were sad that 360 was closing and that you found a cute place to go. Ok ok being blonde and not wanting the headache of looking at all the kiddy sites "I said" where lol. I would or thought of Myspace, Facebook, Multiply, Tagged, or even Opera, Nooooooooo you picked a bar. You never told me it was a meat market where I would be considered "fresh meat". No shirts, shoes and in some cases pants lol and cowboy hats. Well ya better get your Arse in here and help me navigate, I had a picture viewed as not so good and I put up one up wearing a dress you can see through and its ok sheesh. Could use some big screen TV's to watch football lol. Huggs ya you little Shyt.

Where The Name Comes From.
Bisclavret By Marie de France Since I'm making lais, Bisclavret Is one I don't want to forget. In Breton, "Bisclavret"'s the name; "Garwolf" in Norman means the same. Long ago you heard the tale told-- And it used to happen, in days of old-- Quite a few men became garwolves, And set up housekeeping in the woods. A garwolf is a savage beast, While the fury's on it, at least: Eats men, wreaks evil, does no good, Living and roaming in the deep wood. Now I'll leave this topic set. I want to tell you about Bisclavret.

Poems Of Life........
I"m standing in the rain, trying to wash away the pain. I can't let you know how you hurt me so, from all the times you led me astray. I hear you say "I love you.", but it don't feel the same. Something in me tells me to run away. Leave you behind me and let it all go. Leave you behind me that's what I must do. Yet..... I'm still standing in the rain tryin to wash away the pain of you. Lookin at you now, it's just not the same. All I can see is the pain. You made me believe so much in you. That I don't know what else to do, but.... Leave you behind me and let it all go. Leave you behind me, that's what I must do today. Hours have turned to day, days ahve turned to months. I lay awake lost in a world of unknown. Wondering where and what I did wrong. Why do I lay alone? Why do I feel so broken? I gave you everything I had, everything I was. And you took it and tour me apart. I wanna scream, I wanna cry, but I try and nothing comes out. The fear of loosing you has become reality, leavi

Poem Story(unfinished)
She opened the door, With a silent ease, Knowing to be quiet, Her Lord may not be pleased. For the library is private, Her Lords domain, But her curiosity, Won't settle in vane. She has been to this room, Many times before, But she has never alone, Walked through this door. She just wants to see, What it is he likes to read, She has a strong desire to know, It's a burning, a burning need. As she steps inside the library, Her heart begins to race, For there are so many memories, In this forbidden dark place. Her eyes roam around, In a wondrous look, As she pans the room, Gazing upon each and every book. He has books of love and war, All covered in dust, There are true stories, And some filled with lust. His collection is massive, Impressive in size, But a glance straight ahead, And a single book captures her eyes. A story of a great ship, And the heavens above, That brought together two hearts, That would forever be in love. She walked on tiptoe, Closer to the book s

One Day Closer
I never said I wanted this This useless thing called life is fucken full of shit I can't decide if I should die Or contemplate the sins I've seen within the signs I've tried to see, something in me Something that tells me what my future paths will bring But of the paths that I seek They all show me that life is not what it seems One day closer No more ever When evil calls And makes a stand I will be there to hold up my bloodied hands My eagerness for death then shall be put aside I hate you, and your kind Your senseless way of life is fucken worse than mine Your not immortal, and you know this Just one day closer then your life will not exist The time is near, your final breath And soon you'll know what life will be like after death Your lifeless eyes, they stare at me You should be grateful that I let your soul go free I have to make, the most of this This sickness that I have that only death can fix I'm not immortal, and I know this Just one day closer then my life will not exist

Day 1
I'll be posting one of these a day. Hope they make you laugh. [fml means "fuck my life". No these did NOT happen to me. Day one: "Today, I was talking to my only grandson about how I was going to the dentist to get my teeth fixed and how it was going to cost a lot of money, he replied saying "Who cares, you're going to die soon anyways". FML"

Or So It Seems...?
that sinking feeling that feelings from another person have faded or just stopped. i have no idea why. i know i didnt do anything to cause the distance or the obvious drop. i havent gotten a single explanation or response or anything more than a hello then nothing after. this is what i get though! this! having feelings for someone. and its not because its easy haha. no...not when it happened unexpectedly from online. then realizing i would be traveling quite a way to see this person. knowing that i would make the money to do that. understanding the fact, it might not work out but...gotta try. but.. now? i have the thought it was just a thought by the other person. and im stcuk here like a fcukin fool with my thumb up my ass. i dont feel heart broken though..i feel stupid. maybe im just paranoid and thinking too far into bad things? but i doubt it. im not really a moron...i can tell when something is up. its either im just not what this person wanted, she came to her

Hunting Pairs
A group of friends went deer hunting and paired off in twos for the day. That night, one of the hunters returned alone, staggering under the weight of an eight-point buck. "Where's Joey?" the others asked. "Joe fell and broke his ankle. He's 5 miles back up the trail," the successful hunter replied. "You left Joe laying out there and carried the deer back?" they inquired. "A tough call," nodded the hunter. "But

No Roads Left
"No Roads Left"Standing alone with no directionHow did I fall so far behind?Why Am I searching for perfection?Knowing it's something I won't findIn my fear and flawsI let myself down againAll because[Chorus] I runTill the silence splits me openI runTill it puts me undergroundTill I have no breathAnd no roads left but oneWhen did I lose my sense of purpose?Can I regain what's lost inside?Why do I feel like I deserve this?Why does my pain look like my pride?In my fear and flawsI let myself down againAll becauseI let myself downIn my fear and flaws[Chorus]I runTill the silence splits me openI runTill it puts me undergroundTill I have no breathAnd no roads left but oneNo roads left but oneIn my fear and flawsI let myself down againAll becauseI runAnd the silence splits me openI runAnd it puts me undergroundBut there's no regretAnd no roads left to run

If Only You Knew
If Only You Knew ...................................You are my everything, my one and onlyWith out you, I just feel too damn lonelyI adore the sound of your voice and your beautiful smileThat is why thinking about you makes it all worth whileI dont know why I do the things I doMaybe it's because I love you.You are the greatest thing that's ever happened to meWhen I try and dream at night youre all I ever seeI try to remember the good times we hadKnowing you're not with me makes me very sadI would do absolutely anything for youThat is why I love you the way I do. I try to imagine how things would beIf you were here right now with meWatching movies or just hanging outCause baby, that's what I'm all aboutYou know that I am always here for youThru all the good and bad.

I Dreamt Of You...
I dreamt of you last night.....I was on my knees, my arms stretched out besides me. My hands gripping the quilt in tight clenched fists. You behind me. Sliding slowly, inch by inch, into my tight, hot, wet channel. Only to retreat to the point of almost pulling all the way out of me. I whimper at the loss. Your hands tighten on my hips. You plunge into me. I scream. You thrust faster, harder, deeper. My sobs of ecstasy fill the air. I'm slamming up against you as hard as you are slamming into me. We ride that fine line between pain and pleasure. I feel your body tighten, coil. My body pulsing around yours. We explode, shatter. You collapse upon me. Neither of us can draw a steady breath. Your arms enfold me.Last night I dreamt of you....

Just Feel Like Sharing With Fubar
I am sorry to hurt your feelings my loveI should have kept my promises as I have told youBut I don't know the reason why I did wrong to youI felt sad when I show your tears rolling on your cheeksI know you are very upset over meand don't want to talk to me eitherIf you feel that I had hurt you by unpleasant wordsthen please forgive me and accept my sorryDo not stop talking to me my love If you do so, my heart will burst into thousand piecesYou know how much I am in love with youand without you my loneliness will take me to hellAlways, there is a special place in my heart for youwhere my love for you is so passionate and trueNo one can melt my heart like you donor clutch my soul to give me new life like youMy love, please talk to me again and I promise your love in my life will be pleasant until my end

A Cry For Help
A Cry For Help I am invisible Everything I do is wrong I can’t speak, I can’t move I am a prisoner of my own life I do not feel loved For everything that I do, I get hurt. Tears swarming in my eyes Pain taking over my body My heart shatters again and again I am the hated one. I sit alone in the dark corner Hoping and praying that someday, it would be different But everyday it’s the same thing. The tears stain my pillows The scars won’t go away I remember thinking Maybe…someday… Someday will never come, for I am the hated one. No one loves me No one cares I am invisible No one knows I’m there But I am here Can’t you hear me shout? Crying out for help? The pain in my heart. You are blind, All you can see is the preferred one The one you compare me to All you ask is “why can’t you be like her?” But I can’t be like her Because I am me Once in the embrace of darkness, I cry once more. Why don’t you love

Independent
Independent It's time for me To do better things with my life Fulfill my dreams, accomplish my goals. Don't be scared I'll be just fine. Go out into the real world Learn more about politics Find out how hard life really is But how beautiful it is at the same time Go to college Have my own apartment Marry the man of my dreams. And when I make a difference, you'll look proudly onto me and say with a smile "that's my daughter" I'll fight for many things as for now I'm fighting for my freedom For the will to go out into the real world You say it's hard and I'll never make it Don't underestimate me. I'm a strong person how can I learn about life while being sheltered all my teenage years? No parties to go to No hanging out with friends I don't even know how to do things on my own But I'll try ill try to succeed in life And I swear I'll do it I know I can I'll make a difference in this world Be independent, be famous Be ME. It's time to let me go.

Ava Adore
It’s you that I adore You will always be my whore You’ll be a mother to my child And a child to my heart We must never be apart We must never be apart Lovely girl You’re the beauty in my world Without you there aren’t reasons left to find And I’ll pull your crooked teeth You’ll be perfect just like me You’ll be a lover in my bed And a gun to my head We must never be apart We must never be apart Lovely girl You’re the murder in my world Dressing coffins for the souls I’ve left to die Drinking mercury To the mystery of all that you should ever leave behind In time In you I see dirty In you I count stars In you I feel so pretty In you I taste god In you I feel so hungry In you I crash cars We must never be apart Drinking mercury To the mystery of all that you should ever seek to find Lovely girl You’re the murder in my world Dressing coffins for the souls I’ve left behind In time We must never be apart And you’l

About Me To All
I was born June 7, 1973 to Patricia Ann and William David Jordan. Growing up life was hell for me. Growing up I was physically attacked by a bully non stop on a daily basis having lunch money stolen every day and then having my nose broken every afternoon by the same bully just for having scoliosis, being legally blind 20/200 vision right eye and left eye not much better, and for having attention deficit disorder. The taunting continued through my high school years where I was gang tackled by the school football team and beat on by the players and called awful names by both faculty and students. I was not the best student in school due to my A.D.D but only three people out of the entire school’s faculty believed I would make it in that cruel outside world. One was a guidance counselor who I truly owe a debt of thanks along with my History and Latin teachers. While in that school I was placed in classes that made me feel all but worthless due to being placed in learning disable

Pattern Of Pain
WithholdingThe most common form of withholding is what we commonly call "the silent treatment," but withholding encompasses any unwillingness to express your true feelings. It also includes an unwillingness to give support, praise, or positive attention to the people you love. We have all known someone who is impossible to please, and many of us have suddenly found ourselves at the other end of a chilly silence with no explanation. At the same time, many of us will recognize our own tendency to withhold our emotions rather than express them. Most of us have seen both sides of the withholding dilemma. Emotional pain is at the root of our tendency to withhold, and withholding causes pain to the people subjected to it. It is a dysfunctional pattern that creates a breakdown in communication and understanding.No one deserves to be subjected to withholding. Feeling ignored, disrespected, or shut out, and to not know why, is a terrible feeling. The first thing to remember if this is happening

Curtain Rods --- Priceless‏
On the first day, she sadly packed her belongings into boxes, crates and suitcases. On the second day, she had the movers come and collect her things. On the third day, she sat down for the last time at their beautiful dining-room table, by candle-light; she put on some soft background music, and feasted on a pound of shrimp, a jar of caviar,and a bottle of spring-water. When she'd finished, she went into each and every room and deposited a few half-eaten shrimps dipped in caviar into the hollow center of the curtain rods. She then cleaned up the kitchen and left. On the fourth day, the husband came back with his new girlfriend, and at first all was bliss. Then, slowly, the house began to smell. They tried everything; cleaning, mopping, and airing-out the place. Vents were checked for dead rodents, and carpets were steam cleaned. Air fresheners were hung everywhere. Exterminators were brought in to set off gas canisters, during which t

A Farmer In Love
Guy walks into the bedroom carrying a sheep in his arms and says,"Honey, this is the cow I make love to when you have a headache." The wife, laying in the bed reading a book, looks up and says,"If you weren't such an idiot, you'd know that's a sheep, not a cow." The guy replies, "If you weren't such a presumptuous Bitch, you'd realize I was talking to the sheep."

(day 2)
it is day 2 as you can see and i failed in getting my weight but i see that i mit weigh atleast 220 pounds give a lot or take a little.today i ate cearl,for lunch i really didn't eat much but some fruit.for dinner a salad and home made mac&cheese.i hate my family well my older brother he calls me gay for not eating meat.which he dose to anything that isn't like him.i hate him.but i see that he just dosen't under stand anything that isn't normal to him,who has a baby momma and a second on the way.both of them figth nearly all the time beacuse of the kids,how get's on his neavers,they don't know how to act,o the baby momma has an other kid that's not his so she has two and a third on the way,he has one and another on the way.so you got to take care of two kids and worry about another soon.all i have to do is not eat meat.

Phrozen Apocalypse
I'm the Phrozen Body Boy and I am here to kill youYou will all fuckin' bow to me and I will prove your God failed youBurn a church and I will fuckin' execute a priestCause I am the fuckin' antichrist and your punk life will soon deceaseI'm the Phrozen Body Boy and I am here to kill youYou will all fuckin' bow to me and I will prove your God failed youBurn a church and I will fuckin' execute a priestCause I am the fuckin' antichrist and your punk life will soon deceaseActin' like a punk bitch, frontin' like a little boyI'm the frozen one bitch here to destroyFrontline bitch time to start the fuckin' warCrucify a Christian gettin' off to the goreI know you run your mouth kill your kid before he's bornI'll execute your wife so she'll never have to mournWatch which side you pick cause Heaven's gonna fallCause I got the Christ head and I hear daddy callI'm still the Devils son until I overtake the throneI'm as bad as they come with a chrome to postTell me where the blessing's at while I'm s

Scatterd Peices
If my soul were made of glass I'm sure that you would see It's cracked in many places And it's hard to tell it's me The cracks started long ago I can't remember how Perhaps it was my childhood I really don't know now I can't remember younger years No matter how I try But it must have started there When I began to live a lie Drinking parents do confuse Mixed messages all around What's a child suppose to do When hatred does abound They love us when we all behave That's all fine and good But when you start to be yourself They make their rules understood Do as I say; not what I do It's a crazy mixed up place Especially when you're growing up And it's always in your face Do I try to please Or should I run and hide? It really doesn't matter When no one's on your side Too busy parents never listen What's a child to do? They don't know who they really are Am I me.....or Am I you? Yes, I'm sure that's where it started So very long ago It only goes to show you A child reaps; what his par

Waiting
Current mood: anxious Waiting Wanting,lusting,to be held,to be loved,to feel warmth,to feel your beating heart. Wanting to be sheltered from the cold,heartless winds.Falling into invisible arms;into an abyss of love. Wishing,hoping,that my desires will be filled;my desires of loving warmth. Wanting to be held,comforted,loved. Dreaming of passionate embraces,of tender kisses,loving words,romantic nights. Waiting for undying love.

You Must Be An Angel
YOU MUST BE AN ANGEL................... You must be an angelSent from the heavenly skiesFor I see such beautiful heavenWhen I look into your eyesYou must be an angelSent to watch over meFor I taste sweet, sweet heavenWhen I kiss your lips tenderlyYou must be an angelSent to keep me from harmFor I feel warm tender heavenWhen I embrace you in my armsYou must be an angelSent from Heaven aboveFor I am taken to HeavenWhen I have you to loveYou must be an angel.

Study: Consuming Cannabis Has Little Effect On Brain
SNM SmartBrief | 07/31/2009 A review of literature on neuroimaging studies that used functional imaging, including SPECT, PET and MRI, and structural imaging found that cannabis intake has "minimal" effect on brain function. Cannabis users perform cognitive work in the same manner as with the control subjects, the study said. The international team of researchers studied literature published until January this year. eNews Park Forest (Ill.) (07/30)

I'm Layin Down Some Rules Here.
First off, I'm not your sweetie, honey, sugar pie, sexy lady, and whatever lame name you have come up with to call me. I'm married, enjoy every minute of it, even the bad. I am not interested in being involved in an e-lationship, e-sexin, sending you my nude pics (that's just disgusting anyway), or seeing yours. I don't want your number, address, email, AIM screen name. I am only on here to make friends, have a good time, and be myself, and if you can't accept that, then gtfo my way. Have a nice day :) sillysllap

Better As A Memory
I move on like a sinners prayer I let go like a levee breaks Walk away as if I don't care Learn to shoulder my mistakes I'm built to fade like your favorite song Gettin' reckless when there's no need Laugh as your stories ramble on Break my heart, but it won't bleed My only friends are pirates That's just who I am But I'm better as a memory than as your man Never sure when the truth won't do I'm pretty good on a lonely night I move on the way a storm blows through And never stay, but then again, I might. I struggle sometimes to find the words Always sure until I doubt Walk a line until it blurs Buildin' walls too high to climb out But I'm honest to a fault That's just who I am I'm better as a memory than as your man I see you leaning, you're bound to fall I don't want to be that mistake I'm just a dreamer and nothing more You should know it before it gets too late Cause goodbyes are like a roulette wheel You never know where they're gonna land First you're spinning, then you're standin

Underwater
Underwater The great thing about dreams is that you can live anywhere. Being underwater can be a potentially threatening experience, as with drowning. However, it can just be the place you are, hanging out with the other dream characters. Dreams of this nature may be wish-fulfillment, especially if you have an affinity for ocean life at some level. It may also be a desire for escape from the more mundane experiences of land-locked living.Perhaps the most interesting effect of underwater dreams is when the appearance of the dream environment seems as if it is underwater even when it is not. People may be moving in slow motion, you may feel particularly buoyant, or there may be aquatic life intermingled with the above-water scenery. In dreams of this type, the dreamer may be feeling a need to escape or slow down the pace of life in order to observe the circumstances more accurately. If you have been underwater in a dream, do you recall feeling like it was a normal environment for y

Pool
Pool Swimming in or lying beside a pool is the ultimate wish-fulfillment dream for many people. The rest and relaxation of sunning outside is a wonderful invitation. However, depending on who is in the pool, you may be missing out somewhere in waking life. Evaluating this message depends on who is in the pool and what they have in common with people in your waking life. Perhaps you need to be less of a watcher and more of a joiner. Do you feel as though you should be 'part of the action' instead of on the side, sunning yourself? If the water seems somewhat unwelcoming, there may be underlying feelings that the pool represents something you are being lured into against your will. In this case, the occupants of the pool may be people whom you generally trust, but also have some misgivings about.

Problem-solving
Problem-solving Problem-solving in a dream situation and solving waking-life problems through dreaming are two very different experiences. The former is a dream event while the latter uses the dream event to address waking concerns. In dreams, you may find yourself able to solve more problems than you normally do in waking. Problems that you can solve in dreams are virtually limitless because you are not bounded by logic. Many times this can work to the dreamer's advantage. If you are able to solve problems effectively, it is a reflection of untapped competence in a particular area of your life. The idea of problem-solving through dreaming comes from the saying, Let me sleep on it. The ego is designed to differentiate which ideas are allowed to enter consciousness. Consequently, some thoughts are dismissed before they even get a chance for deliberation. The problem is that most of us are prejudiced by our experience to eliminate potentially good solutions to our problems. This is

Yoga
Yoga If yoga is a feature of your waking life, then dreams of it usually do not have substantial interpretative content -- they are merely replays of normal events. However, if you are not a yoga practitioner in waking life, this dream may indicate a desire for more mind-body balance or harmony with the universe. Or, it could indicate some sort of reference to a convoluted situation in your life.

For You
If I was one thing, I'd be a candleLighting the way so you can handleYour life easier without woesNot having to fight with your foes.I'd help keep you from stumbling overThings blocking your path to an open door.If I light your path, life is easier,Even strong winds, my light will not deter.No matter what, I'm here for youTo cheer you up when you are blue.Do not fret when times get tough,If things look down or kind of rough.Just remember, I'm always here,In your heart, close and near.I will help you out in every way,Happiness and love in your heart will stay.Don't blow me out, that's one requestUnless it's me you do detest.I do not try to hurt anyoneThat isn't good or any fun.But one day you may leave me behindYou may no longer need my light to shine.If that day comes, go on your wayAnd I will hope to see you again one day.If one day, I don't appear,Do not worry, do not fearI may be gone, but in your heartThe light I gave you did not depart.It will be there forever and a dayTo always b

Dangerous
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Now What Have I Gotten My Self In To....
So i roleplay on line in a few diffrent places. well i happend to meet this guy who i found funny as hell and redicules but i always keep my self to myself when it comes to this whole rp thing. i find to many girls get causght up in the RP and fall in love with fake peopel. so any who i find out this guy is a kid, and one who is crying for help big time. he stays up playing rp's till 7 in the morning then trys to go to school and stuff but no one stops him form doing it. i find out thia kind of stuff anf through Rp friends have to get him to call 911 cause he trys to kill himself whil in game.... most tell em let the kid kill himself rid the world of a nother emo kid. well i cant be like that i care a littel to much co i have been talking to the kid for a year and a half now. and he wants to come live out where i am, weird thing is hei folks are all for it ...i find that odd. my folks woudl never have giving me up to so randoem person that hardly know. well anyway befor school starts

Been Sick
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The Homecoming!
Alright! All the waiting finally paid off! Gotta tell you, with the way things we're looking, I didn't think it would be happening today. I lucked out however, found some cheap insurance ($6 a month!) and was able to seal the deal! So now comes the best part.... The customization! I've already been looking around at various tanks, rims, handlebars, grips, and seat covers, and anyone who really knows me knows they'll see a couple things that just scream my name on this bike when we get there. The paint isn't bad at all, but I'm not for sure about the shade of red. I've actually been thinking about going black with the tank, and recovering the seat in red leather, as well as having whatever rims end up on this bike being powdercoated red. The handle bars are comfortable enough so far, but still thinking about changing them with some black Z bars. Handles like a dream though. Gets up to speed quick, real quick! I cruised around for a couple hours after getting it. I mean, it

Georgia Rep. Tommy Benton (r-jefferson) Favors “caning” And “executions” For Marijuana Crimes
http://stash.norml.org/georgia-rep-tommy-b... blogs.myspace.com/natlnorml Atlanta, GA: State Republican lawmaker Tommy Benton (31st House District) favors "caning" minor marijuana offenders and "executing" those who sell the drug, according to recent correspondences sent by the representative to two of his constituents. In a July 29, 2009 e-mail to a constituent, Rep. Benton wrote: "Thanks for the email. We will have to agree to disagree on this and whether or not money is wasted (by mandating the state to prosecute minor marijuana offenders). I am opposed to the legalization of marijuana. I think we should go to caning for people caught using and maybe execute dealers. [emphasis NORML's] That would solve the problem as well. That is what they do in Singapore and they don't have a drug problem." Caning is a form of corporal punishment consisting of up to 24 violent lashes with a long rattan cane that has been soaked in water. The procedure inflicts intense pain and deep

Dirty Talk
You will be delighted as your man turns into putty before your very eyes in seconds as you slowly, sensually say these easy, simple phrases. You will have power over your lover that you have never known. Dirty Talk How To Talk Dirty

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Dead And Alive (the Thoughts Of Mem Chapter 4)
To Die Is To Live. To Stop Breathing Is Devine. But Can Something Be Truely Dead While It's Still Alive? I Believe So. Here's Why? Take A Person Who Is Truely In Love With Someone. They Give Up Something To Gain Something In Return. Their Single Life Dies As Their New Life With The Person They Love Begins Like A Baby Being Born. Now Take The Same Person. The Person He Or She Loves Hurts Him Or Her In Some Way Or Their Loved One Passes Away And It Affects Him Or Her Badly. Yes Their Single Life Returned And Yes Their Other Life Died But So Another Piece Of Them.....Their Heart. A Person Who Is Hurt May Or May Not Love The Next One Like They Should Because They May Have A Trust Issue. But I Say To You Never Give Up. Always Keep Trying. Never Let A Piece Of Your Heart Die. Because One Day You Might Hit The Jackpot. You Might Find That One That Would Lead You To A Living Death. To A Life That You Would Never Want To Leave. As It Is Written As So It Shall Come To Pass: Quote The MEMesis NEV

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Warts
I just found out that I got Herpes from Sophie... chick i meet online here... met up with her... from Greeneville tn and her number is 423-329-3590. Now she denies it and won't even talk to me so now im stuck with my warts think this will bring my score of a 10 down?

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Total Insanity
when you sit and think about things and people who have entered and left your life,sometimes it makes you wonder what went wrong in the timeline of life.Then you think to yourself were they really friends or were they just full of shit and got as much out of youas possible. like an ex wife who says she raised her kids on her own with no help,but she must have forgot about the 30,000 worth of furnishings she took when things got tough and didnt want to work anything out,so i feel used and betrayed,lo0st friends because someone else talks to much shit and you suffer for some one elses mistakes,i think that e1 who has ever left me or done me wrong will someday realize that im not the ignorant bablling fool they think i am or the whiny bitches they all are

♥my Absolute Fav♥
Okay, so this is my favorite entry from the book because I know this is how my parents felt: Even though this is mainly about motherhood... I know my father felt the same way... so I assume it is safe to say that fatherhood changes a man just as motherhood changes a woman, if not on a more intense level. "...when she cried her deep soulful cry, I was filled not merely with panic but with passion. I loved her even more for not being beautiful. But was she comfortable? Were those sunbeams perhaps a little too strong? Did they cause her a moment's inconvenience? I would smash the sun to smithereens if they did. It would be the work of a moment: nothing easier. I would weep tears of anguish the while. There seemed to be lots of anguish about. I only had to imagine her suffering anything at the hands of anybody and I sprouted claws and fangs. I would tear her assailants limb from limb. Motherhood seemed to have turned me, overnight, into a sabre-toothed tiger"

A Shadow Among Souls
I AM A SHADOW.I AM THE SHADOW OF A MAN WHO ONCE LOVED ENTIRELY AND NOW FEELS SO MUCH PAIN THAT EVERYTHING HE TOUCHES TURNS TO ICE.I AM THE SHADOW IN YOUR HOUSE.I AM THE BUMP YOU HEAR IN THE NIGHT.I AM THE SHADOW MAN.I DRIFT THROUGH THIS WORLD A COLD DARK DEAD SHADOW OF A MAN WHO USE TO BE BUT IS NO MORE.LIVING IN PURGATORY FOR THE MISTAKES I HAVE MADE IN MY PAST.I LIVE BUT DON'T ACTUALLY LIVE.MY FOOD HAS NO TASTE,MY DRINK HAS NO FLAVOR,MY SCENTS ARE ODORLESS.I FEEL TASTE AND SMELL NOTHING.I AM THE SHADOW MAN.I LIVE FOR MISERY,PAIN AND SUFFERING.IT IS MY CURSE AND IT IS MY PLEASURE.NO LONGER WILL I LOVE OR BE LOVED BUT NO LONGER WILL I FEEL PAIN OF BREAKUP AND HEART ACHE.I WILL LIVE A LIFE OF SOLITUDE AND I WILL SHOULDER THIS CURSE.IT WILL NOT PLAGUE ME FOR I HAVE ACCEPTED IT.THIS IS ME.I AM THE SHADOW MAN.

Ohm On The Range
Oh give me a ohm where the Buffalohm roam Where the Volts and Amperlope play Where Resistance is low and the electrons do flow And the Capacitors store you away. Ohm, ohm on the range! Where the Volts and the Amperlope play! Where Resistance is low and the electrons do flow And the Capacitors store you away.

Chapter 3 Fighting The Urges
Fighting the urges I pulled into the parking lot and parked my Volvo. I searched the parking lot to find Bella’s face. Her Old beat up Chevy pickup was where she always parked it, but she was nowhere to be seen. I anticipated on seeing her, which made trig and history go by extremely slow. Finally History was over and it was time for lunch, I rushed to the cafeteria in anticipation. Bella was in the lunch line with Jessica and Mike; she didn’t get any food just a soda. She returned to her table and I started talking with Emmett and Jasper we were laughing at our hair entirely saturated with melting snow. Rosalie and Alice leaned away from Emmett as he shook his wet hair in their direction. I listened hard to hear the thoughts of the people sitting with Bella. Apparently Bella was staring at me; at least that’s what I was reading in Jessica’s mind along with some other stuff I already knew. I looked over and met Bella’s eyes. She dropped her he

Irrefutable Proof Icty Is Corrupt Court/irrefutable Proof The Hague Court Cannot Legimimately Prosecute Karadzic Case
Irrefutable Proof ICTY Is Corrupt Court/Irrefutable Proof the Hague Court Cannot Legimimately Prosecute Karadzic Casehttp://lpcyu.newsvine.com/_news/2009/07/02/2992783-irrefutable-proof-the-hague-court-cannot-legimimately-prosecute-karadzic-caseWar crimes tribunals are only as effective as they are true tools of international social justice for bearing genuine historical record.If anyone doubts what I am saying, reexamine the political show trials of both Jesus and Socrates.In the case of Dr Karadzic currently in the Hague, my eye witness testimony proves the Hague was never a true tool of international social justice from its very conceptions/construction phase.This legal technicality indicates the Hague must dismiss charges against Dr karadzic and others awaiting trials in the Hague jail; like it or not. If American criminal Madoff stood in front of court that was as seriously corrupted, flawed and compromised as the Hague, he would have to be acquitted or transferred to another cou

May Angels....
May angels rest beside your door,May you hear their voices sing.May you feel their loving care for you,May you hear their peace bells ring.May angels always care for you,And not let you trip and fall,May they bear you up on angel’s wings,May they keep you standing tall.May they whisper wisdom in your ear,May they touch you when you need,May they remove from you each trace of fear,May they keep you from feeling greed.May they fill you with their presence,May they show you love untold,May they always stand beside youAnd make you ever bold.May they teach you what you need to knowAbout life here and hereafter.May they fill you always with their loveAnd give you the gift of laughter"

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How To Grip A Golf Club
The key to a good golf swing starts with knowing how to grip a golf club. There is no one right way to do it although there are some definite wrong ways to go about it. The important thing is to understand your own grip and how it affects your swing. Then you can make changes to fix any problems you are experiencing. Here we will tell you about some basic grip styles and also discus ways to make changes to fix common problems.There are three basic types of grip styles: baseball grip, overlapping grip, and interlocking grip. As I mentioned at the beginning of this article, there is no one right grip and in fact some people will use different grips with different clubs. The first, the baseball grip, is just like it sounds. Your two hands grip the club individually with each balled into a fist right next to each other. This is a very natural feeling way to hold a club and that is why many people start with it, especially if they do not have any lessons to start. The problem with the baseb

My Whiskey Lullaby
I am tired everyday of seeing my children torn apartwhen I drop my daughter off at daycare my youngest is begging me to take him away,I am tired everyday to see all of my children begging to stay with me,but they must go with their motherI am tired everyday of losing more and more of what I am,and becoming more and more of what I left behind so many years ago.I am tired of losing everything, my family, my life, my belongings, my self.I am tired of waking up every day knowing what the day brings, shame, sorrow, and pain - for things I have lost, the things I have done, and the things I should have done.The whiskey barely works anymore, so I drink more and more.The more I drink, the better it gets, and the less I remember.Every night, the whiskey gets lighter, so I drink more and more, waiting for the day that never comes, the eternal slumber, the final drink.This is my Whiskey Lullaby...goodnight.

Diamond Cut Girl
He wants a girlwith diamond cut legsliquid silver inbetween. He wants a girlwith silken spun armsfor holding him while he dreams. He wants a girlwith Jade deep eyesgreener than jealousy. I’m wanting himto hold me tightbut it’s only her that he sees.

I, The Penis...
I, the Penis, request a pay raise due to the following reasons:1. I do physical labor.2. I work at great depths.3. I plunge head first into everything I do.4. I work weekends and holidays.5. I work in a damp enviroment.6. I work in dark areas with poor ventilation.7. I work in high temperatures.8. My work exposes me to disease.Dear Penis, Your request has been denied for the following reasons: 1. You don't work 8 hours straight. 2. You work in short spurts and fall asleep after each brief work period. 3. You don't stay in your designated area and are frequently found in other locations. 4. You don't take initiative and must be stimulated to start working.5. You leave your work place messy at the end of your shifts.6. You are unable to work overtime or double shifts.7. You sometimes leave your designated area before completing the assigned task.8. You have constantly been seen entering and exiting the work place with 2 suspicious bags. Sincerly,

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My Fantasy Land
Dark clouds fill the sky, the thunder rolls, and lightning flashes brighter than anything I've ever seen before. This is a place of darkness where no soul lives. To me this is a perfect place to be. My heart is troubled and I am feeling weak, but there are no people around to speak. No people, no sun, no flowers, no fun. I escape to this place to be alone. Here nothing can bother me except my own soul. I stay in this place with the dark clouds, the thunder, the lightning. As I sit on the ground covered with dark sand, my heart is content in my fantasy land.

Mother's Creed
I am the mother of an American Soldier.I give my complete and unwavering support to my soldier. As my son serves the people of the United States, so I humbly offer up prayers for his safety and the safety and health of those he serves beside.. I respect his choice to adhere to a strict moral code and a system of values that has preserved our country over two centuries. I accept that my soldier's first duty is to his country and I understand that this sacrifice he willingly makes is what keeps our nation great. I will never expect anything but the best from my soldier, for I know he is capable. I know that a soldier's heart is true and stromg, and that my soldier will endure. I will never abandon my soldier, my son. I will love him unconditionally. He will know I am there with him, even when he is alone.

Special Force's Creed
I am an American Special Forces soldier. A professional! I will do all that my nation requires of me. I am a volunteer, knowing well the hazards of my profession. I serve with the memory of those who have gone before me: Roger's Rangers, Francis Marion, Mosby's Rangers, the first Special Service Forces and the Ranger Battalions of World War II, The Airborne Ranger Companies of Korea. I pledge to uphold the honor and integrity of all I am - in all I do. I am a professional soldier. I will teach and fight wherever my nation requires. I will strive always to excel in every art and artifice of war. I know that I will be called upon to perform tasks in isolation, far from familiar faces and voices, with the help and guidance of my God. I will keep my mind and body clean, alert and strong, for this is my debt to those who depend upon me. I will not fail those with whom I serve.

Nco Creed
Army NCO Creed No one is more professional than I. I am a Noncommissioned Officer, a leader of soldiers. As a Noncommissioned Officer, I realize that I am a member of a time honored corps, which is known as “The Backbone of the Army”. I am proud of the Corps of Noncommissioned Officers and will at all times conduct myself so as to bring credit upon the Corps, the Military Service and my country regardless of the situation in which I find myself. I will not use my grade or position to attain pleasure, profit, or personal safety. Competence is my watchword. My two basic responsibilities will always be uppermost in my mind — accomplishment of my mission and the welfare of my soldiers. I will strive to remain tactically and technically proficient. I am aware of my role as a Noncommissioned Officer. I will fulfill my responsibilities inherent in that role. All soldiers are entitled to outstanding leadership; I will provide that leadership. I know my soldiers and I will

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Advice On Clothes!
As you all can see i'm more bottom heavy than top, which is fine, B's to C's are good no more back problems BUT WHAT CAN I WEAR THAT CAN COMPLEMENT THEM? for the party I mean, i'm thinking of either dressing up in my black dress or in my new black and pink outfit. Unless there is some other advice like, well not apple bottom jeans lmao more like mellon bottom jeans for me if you ask me... but something mini skirt, skirt down to my ankles, tight pants baggy pants ect ect. I want to complement my big ass ;;dances to sir mixalot's baby got back;; NSFW GALLO

Kiss The Flag
Don't shoot until you see The red and white And blue in my eyes They say we're straddling fences And it's not so comfortable He thinks he grew up to be boring And so he goes to change his life I saw you get up on your toes But don't step back too fast Or you'll cut yourself in half I wanted, All I wanted was to find Something here inside of me they couldn't keep They woke up to hear me screaming Just shoot until you see The red on white And blue in my sky The proof is in the pictures And it's not so comforting He knows that one day they'll ignore him And push him to the side He said he'd kiss the flag before he died He took one for his country She said I'd do anything to have him back I wanted, All I wanted was to find Something here inside of me they couldn't keep They woke up to hear me screaming God help us God where are you in this fight? Cause no one knows whose side you're on Anymore, anymore I'm lost and by myself When this ends Will freedom be the casualty Or will it onl

You Should Add Me Because Your Hot.
Wait...did they change the blogs back to the way they use to be? Let me try something.... I hope to God they did!! Anyway, I get back on here and see 3 friend requests. Two of them are blank, auto deny, and one actually has a few sentences. Shock, I know! So I'm reading it and it's the typical, I'm going to give you way too much information about myself in hopes that you will add me. But at the end of it he added.."You should add me because your hot" [yes I know that it's wrong in the subject..now you know why ;)] Seriously, why do people do that? Do they think that since they called me hot I'll add them? Do they want to have these so called hot friends to make themselves look better? I really don't get it. It's almost as bad as the guys telling me I have "dick sucking lips". Yes, I've had that said to me. =/ Anyway, just needed to vent. If the blogs are back to normal, I may just cream myself. [prays]

To All My New Friends
the soft smile, is what you have, everyday of the week, everytime i talk to you, the soft smile is a good quality to have, it what warms the heart, it helps when you are down, thats why i call you a friend, keep that soft smile, amen to you my friend, thats they way it is.. huggs and kisses bedrock

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MannequinPlayed I've been fuckin played I've been fuckin played I've been fuckin playedChanged yeah you haven't changed yeah you're still the same you haven't fucking changedQuit comin around like you act hard.You sick bitch, Oh my GOD!I know he's comin for youI feel this it's way in my mindI find I can't hideYou fuckin bitch! Just get away from meAnd you know everything'll be OKOh, I feel bitter inside knowing that I just cannot get awayFrom this pain that you're causing meI could never love someone who's so fakeWe do it just like thisYou say you know all about meYou know the inside of my worldThen why the fuck do I feel so cold[Chorus]We do it just like thisYou say you know all about meYou know the inside of my worldThen why the fuck do I feel so coldI see right through your plastic face.Which I love to degradeI know he's cummin on youI can't wait until you fuckin bleed again and again yeah you fuckin bitch.Just get away from me.And you know everything'll be OK.Oh, I feel bitter insi

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Where do you see this in a year?How about five?A little more sinewy, a little less hairthe lines on your face a bit more defined. Think you can still fuck twenty somethings with self-esteem problems? Would you rather just find your sweat pants and find a good box set to readforget the whole damn thing ever happened. Forget paychecks, obligations, and dirty laundry.Just lock yourself inside with phantasms of fantastically busty strangers, all-nighters of bite marks and soft salty flesh. I'd rather count the shadows on your face by candle-lightblow out my hips, and possibly proclaim myself the son of god. You'd enjoy it too.That part I was always good at. Its the loving you partthe respecting partthe wanting youas opposed to desiring yourealizing you rather than worshipping you I was always good at the in out, hello goodbye, you're welcome.But more importantly goodbye. Makes me wonder who is really to blame? You for being just-so, and perfectly destructable?Someone just three st

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Forests can seem magical, daunting, majestic, sacred, dangerous, or phallic. Forests exist in a dream context as something to be enjoyed, embraced, avoided, or traversed. These ideas are central to the interpretation. If a dream is spontaneously set in a forest, then the forest should be considered as a peaceful, benevolent setting or a more dangerous setting. These dreams say something about how the dreamer is experiencing their waking environment. If the forest is somewhere to go, then who goes in and for what purpose (to acquire or avoid something) is prominent. If it is a singular journey made to acquire good, special powers or wisdom from a forest- dwelling hermit, then the forest is a place of trial and transition. A forest as a hiding place may show that the dreamer is reacting against a feeling of being overexposed to technology and modern business. The desire is for a time of renewal and the majesty of silence in life. A mixed-couple (in either gender or orientation) journe

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wtf is a blog anyway? blog! blog it..your move creep! hahah ok. its almost christmas and i havent gotten people anything. thats what happens when youre broke as willie nelson. but its the thought that counts and my artwork is going to be what i thought up. or what im thinking up. personalizing and utilizing all my skills and arsenal of creatures robots viruses and whatnots. hopefully that will be better than socks as gifts. if not well...too bad haha. i got a shitload of artwork to make...it wont be a bother of course...i just need that damn sun to come out so the paint dries faster. then....the new year is going to be a huge step into music art and media with me and my friends. no backsliding...no giving up but moving up. after all these years of jammin practicing creating and hustling...its time to take the next step. i dont need anything for xmas...i only need to know the people i do. maybe one day i'll find a girl that is cool with what im doing and wont bullshit me

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Heartache, Why Do You Stay? Love you,Hate you....REPEAT!!Love you,Hate you...REPEAT!!Tell me,heartache,why do you stay?I loved you in my mindfor a very long timebefore you even noticedI was actually alive.You held me in your armsfor such a short time,loving my body,denying my heartand everything 'emotions'would add to the sex.Hate you,love you.....REPEAT!!Hate you,love you...REPEAT!!I never asked for anythingfrom you.You never felt anything for me.You needed an outlet,and I opened mineto please you,hoping to make you feelwhat you never would,but what you swore youheld dear for anotherwhile taking me in your bed.DAMN,heartache, why do you stay?Love you?Hate you?Confused...Confused.....no emotions allowed...no strings,no ties,just entwined bodiesdrenched in lusty sweatseeking release of painthrough each other....but I couldn't hold to the no emotions.....Hate you, right?No, love you.....heartache,why must you stay?Don't you get it?Without you,I'd be whole?I can't just be a nothing

Haiti
Ok. I'm sure if anyone took the time out to read this blog, I'm gonna guess the majority are going to think I'm a cold-hearted bitch for what's to come, but I don't care. I'm already sick and fucking tired of hearing about this, just as I was sick and fucking tired of hearing about 9/11. It's a tragedy. I get it. 9/11 I was more tolerant with because it happened in our country. However, it covered the news for years and was irritating. Just like this Haiti thing is. I can't turn on the weather channel or any fucking news channel to see what's going on in the city, state, country, or world without that stupid thing taking up every second of air time. I get it. It's terrible. It sucks. Really, I do understand. However, what about our country? Why are so many people wanting so badly to help out all these other fucking countries when we have huge problems here as it is? There are plenty of children in this country that are homeless or orphans that need to be adopted. There are plenty of

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Erotic Poetry To Heat Your Loins
i got this message today. just now actually. i had to rub one out to it and so i couldn't help but share it's magnificence with all of you. hope you enjoy it as much as i did.... i climbed in bed and from there it was oh marklino, ignite my fires, baby... A posted thought, a phrase, sentences jumbled on lips,Spilling imagined secretslust brings forth the energy.Thrusting, groping, clawingbarely holding on.Good sense banishedher sexual spell absolute.He knows it's wrongto want, to ache, to yearn.Volatile thoughts ignite firefuel burning, cinders bright.Dark, muted light, as onetwo shadows in motion in twilight.She rocks, he fills the voidshe is open, he is all, everything.Blood beneath the skin,nails bring forth the lines.Hungry mouths, tonguesexpertly dancing with the other.Complete, absolute release, still, content, together, resting.Quick breathes, open hearts,till he responds to her touch, again. god i just read over it...i want him to fll my void again. i'll be back.

Some Dark Writings
as i walk threw the valley of death. start looking back on life. i challenge every beast and demon i come accross. they laugh and turn away. i find death himself and challenge him he turns and walks away from me. i ask why will he not take my soul. all he says is cant due to my soul has already been stolen by someone. i ask the gods why is it that i am being punished. the images of you come to my dreams and the memories of all teh pain i had caused. i tell the gods to take the ari from my lungs for all of time. instead they make me suffer by fibing me hope and then shut the door on the path just as i get close to my dreams

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A Photo Comment So Very Sweet
THE PHOTOGRAPHY A first glance at this beautyful face,Made me curious for a further pace,I hope that it is not a mortal sin,If for a moment I admire your skin,Delightful gloss and a delicate reflect,Only trained artist eyes may detect. I see sadness in your beautyful eyes,Maybe that is why we had quick ties,Your luxuous lips in a smiling pose,And I see you as a blossoming rose,I saw the face of unconditional love,In this humble photography above. Your rounded shoulders seem strong,I see them delicate, am I being wrong?Your body is full of infinite generosity,A sign of femininity and mother's vitality,If I omitted some of your amazing aspect,It was because I want to prove my respect. Not because I thought you'd be prude,I just didn't want to be cruelly rude,For you have so much noble sentiments,I didn't want to do things I'd have repents,For you have shown me only pure love,I saw it all on this humble photo above. I hope I made you smile today, friendHuggies This was left for m

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The strength to the pen Is the outlet of the mind Writing in any form Is distinguishing from the divine When one writes of inner woes They release what haunts there mind There memories can disappear And reform on the lines Any pain put to words Any sorrow set to rhyme All your life's ambitions Are only to be defined A word is worth only as much As the purpose for it use So all who read what you have written Can't comprehend whats to confuse For how much of a life can really be deduced From a simple word or phrase Set upon a line or two?If you guess you don't matter Then I guess I was wrong To think That you mean the world To a horrible loser Like me But you do mean more than Anything that life has To offer If you decide that I can help You to hang on a little longer Then talk Talk to me and tell me that you Feel like you don't matter To me I will listen than tell you the Simple truth of life, that you Are wrong You guess you don't matter? Well, I guess you do... To me. Dazzling... T

[kill It With Fire!]
You don't even want to know what I stuck my hand in today.But I got the biggest... second biggest...no biggest mess out of my house.Four hours of dishes, peppered with a workout, dinner, one break, some laundry, and a shower. Got some loose papers to toss, and some HUGE book filled boxes to move, and some trash to pick up in the garage Soone more trash run, dust, store and clean the dishes I actually use, laundry, this house is suddenly habbitable. I am NOT doing a deep clean for the floors, it is snowy outside, and the first step my dog takes into this house will ruin all that. Might run the shop vac on the corners what the fuck am I gonna do about this couch?Burn it? I need it to sit :/ Buy a new one in 3 days? ... okay maybe not three days.40? anyhow she winked at me today, and I thought I had imagined it.Then she admitted to it. That was nice. Still killin it at work.Even if I fuck off for at least 30 minutes talking to her. I also managed to ... *loses train of thought

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By Dr. David G. Williams http://educate-yourself.org/cancer/benefitsofhydrogenperozide17jul03.shtml Posted July 17, 2003 (Original title: Hydrogen Peroxide - Curse or Cure?) When it comes to hydrogen peroxide therapy there seems to be only two points of view. Supporters consider it one of the greatest healing miracles of all time. Those opposed feel its ingestion is exceptionally dangerous, and only the foolhardy could think of engaging in such behavior. Before either condemning or endorsing hydrogen peroxide, let's take a real close look at what we're dealing with. If any substance is interesting, it's hydrogen peroxide. Hydrogen peroxide should really be called hydrogen dioxide. Its chemical formula is H2O2. It contains one more atom of oxygen that does water (H20). By now everyone's aware of the ozone layer that surrounds the earth. Ozone consists of three atoms of oxygen (03). This protective layer of ozone

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SAN BERNARDO, Chile -- The Desarmes family left their native Haiti two weeks after the devastating Jan. 12 earthquake, joining the eldest son in Chile for what seemed a refuge from the fear and chaos of Port-au-Prince. Their sense of security lasted barely a month. It was shattered at 3:43 a.m. Saturday when one of the most powerful quakes on record shook a swath of Chile. All the Desarmes' immediate family survived both quakes. But twice cursed, the family now sleeps in the garden of a home that the eldest son, Pierre Desarmes, found for them just south of the Chilean capital of Santiago. They fear yet another temblor will strike. "I left my country and came here because of an earthquake," Seraphin Philomene, a 21-year-old student and cousin of Desarmes, said Wednesday. "And here, the same thing!" "My God, I left my country and I didn't die, but I'm going to die here!" Pierre Desarmes, 34, managed to get his family out of Haiti. His parents, two brothers and their famil

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I Hate Myself
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[4 Years Later]
What you thought I'd spend money on this site to mark the occasion? Maybe I'd beg and plead for pointzes omg! Nope.I've seen the whores the fakes the jaggalos the martyrs the advertisers and the garage rappers all come and go. If you haven't figured it out by now, you haven't spent more than 30 seconds on me. I'm not here for that. I'm not sure why I'm here. Seriously.The amateur porn that it was is pretty much gone, and 90% of you are very boring. But then there's the 8% I like to mock, the 1% that shock meand the 1% that engage me. Thanks for that. So how did I celebrate this momentus occasion? Mostly in my garage. I didn't get everything I wanted done today. I probably need oneONE last layer of primer, and there's a set back, some paint pooled in the head/visor and ... gunked up the part the mixture was too wet, and I didn't move the piece enough when I was applying the paint. Woopses happen. While the paint was drying I popped back inside and sanded my Gouf's sword

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In 1980, A Loaf of Bread Cost 51 Cents Jimmy Carter is president of the US President Carter announces punitive measures and embargoes against the USSR in retaliation for the Soviet invasion of AfghanistanMount St. Helens in Washington state erupts in a violent blast estimated to be 500 times as powerful as the Hiroshima atomic bombRonald Reagan is elected the 40th US president in a sweeping victoryUS Representative Michael O. Myers is expelled from the House for his role in the Abscam scandalHewlett-Packard announces release of its first personal computerMicrosoft announces their version of UNIX, XenixChristina Ricci, Chelsea Clinton, Venus Williams, Jessica Simpson, Macaulay Culkin, and Jake Gyllenhaal are bornPhiladelphia Phllies win the World SeriesPittsburgh Steelers win Superbowl XIVNew York Islanders win the Stanley CupThe Empire Strikes Back is the top grossing film"Lady" by Kenny Rogers spends the most time at the top of the US chartsU.S. viewers get caught up in the "Wh

Lightbulbmoment
I don't care much about the fu-owned thingy but I just realized something. When someone raises your value sky high where no one can buy you, You lose the chance on gaining more fu-bucks. And it is bad enough when you buy someone and you end up losing money when someone purchases them from you. So, my theory is, if you want to help your friends out maybe you should not rack their price up so high right at first. Let them be handled/fondled a bit before you lock them up for 2 weeks. Just a thought. :D I hate being asked for salutes....I like to give them when I feel like it. It sure would be nice to go on vacation. Not have to worry about anyone, not even myself. I look into the future and I know that is NEVER gonna happen. Am I a bad person for getting revenge for my son? This kid in Jiu Jitsu was a bit too rough on my 12 yr old son. My son didn't show that eh was hurt but I saw what the kid did. Then after class I asked my son if he was ok and he told me that the kid (who is 15

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In the dead of night, There is never any rest from the fight. The hurt inside screams; The tear streams. Demons wage war with all their might. Never ceasing in their attack, Through the multitudes they slice and hack. Always chanting for a sacrifice; Heavy is the asking price. Then all goes black. Written by Danielle K.

Melissa Etheridge - I'm The Only One
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Save You.
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Girls Night Out
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The Drakness 1
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Dreaming
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Near You
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Missing You
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I Got Your Back
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By No Claim
By my way of seeing things I am by no means claiming I am the best. Even it seems that I have more heart than most of the rest. I believe if you want friends than be friendly. Therefore I am asking here and now, if you want to pretend then be gone, just get the fuck away from me. I don't want any games played!! Its not proposing way too much at all to ask that you be real. Tell me the truth and I'll do the same. I already know that this isn't the way to go to find true love. Evidently true friendship may be asking too much from everyone. But I will promise I can be a friend. I don't use or abuse people. Just as I hope to not be used and abused. I have never lied and that is the truth. It just isn't in me to lie and I ask that no one stoop so low as to lie to me. That alone is disrespectful and if you can say nuthin nice then don't say nuthin at all.

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Why do I wonder why you flirt the way you do? Why do you not care how it hurts me? Why do you lie about what you do? Why do you hide who you talk to? why do you hide what you talk about? why dont you tell me the truth? Why cant you see how bad I hurt? Why cany you tell me you love my with out me asking you? I love so much some times i hate you. I hurt and you dont even know. Its seems you dont care. why cant i even be your baby? why do I just have to be your hun. I HATE that word. Im not your sluts you talk to Im your wife. Why do I do the shit I do for you? Because Im in love with you and I would walk the ends of hell for you. Thus why I wanted to marry you. why am I sad? why do I go to bed crying? why do I feel alone inside? why do I feel alone all together? why do I question why? why cant I voice how Im felling? why do I dont want to you to touch me the way I want you to? why do I feel like we are more like room mates than husband and whife? I just want my husband not a room ma

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