Georgia Peaches's blog: "Poems"

A Cry For Help

I am invisible
Everything I do is wrong
I can’t speak,
I can’t move
I am a prisoner of my own life
I do not feel loved
For everything that I do,
I get hurt.

Tears swarming in my eyes
Pain taking over my body
My heart shatters again and again

I am the hated one.
I sit alone in the dark corner
Hoping and praying that someday, it would be different
But everyday it’s the same thing.

The tears stain my pillows
The scars won’t go away
I remember thinking
Maybe…someday…

Someday will never come,
for I am the hated one.
No one loves me
No one cares
I am invisible
No one knows I’m there

But I am here
Can’t you hear me shout?
Crying out for help?
The pain in my heart.

You are blind,
All you can see is the preferred one
The one you compare me to
All you ask is “why can’t you be like her?”
But I can’t be like her
Because I am me

Once in the embrace of darkness,
I cry once more.
Why don’t you love me?
Why don’t you care?
What did I ever do to deserve this pain?

You can’t even answer the simple question I ask
You are sitting there with her on your lap
You’re laughing and hugging her
Telling her you love her
And I am here, with a blade on my wrist
Crying out for you
Why don’t you love me?
Why can’t you care?

Is there anyone who loves me?
Anyone who hears me?
Please answer my call
My call for help.