Fubar Blog Posts 3

The Feeding
She was lonely tonight. But she had been lonely for over 300 years. Her time was the night. Some called her a night stalker, others had names she knew only from books. She called herself a vampire. This night was no different than other nights that she needed to feed. She had learned, long ago, that feeding and killing were totally different. Killing led authorities to investigate. Feeding could be done without too much attention, if any at all. She fed mainly on men. They would not usually tell anyone. Embarrassment, guilt or any of many different reasons they would keep things to themselves, wondering just what had happened to them. Tonight, she was in a bar. He favorite feeding ground. Men could be found in bars. Lonely men, who needed and wanted the company of a pretty woman. She found what she was looking for at a table in the corner. She was good at this game. If she moved to quickly, they became wary that she might be a prostitute. To slowly, and they were soon disinterested

Update I'm In First Place!! Thank You!!
I'M IN FIRST PLACE!!!!! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=935857&albumid=403837&i=2800985880 Ok Friends,Family and Fans!! The Gimptastic One needs your help!!! I need you to click this link and comment the hell out of this pic!! Help me win this 3-day blast!!! You can vote as many times as you like. Comments count as votes!! The more comments the more votes!!! Thanks in advance to all you that vote for me!!! Porcelain has added a challenge to all that read this to match her 400+ votes!!She will also buy the person with the most verified votes a gift worth up to 4,000 Cherry bucks!! Can you do it??? I dare ya!! And as an added bonus, the person who sends me the most votes well get the most "exspensive" cherry gift I can "afford" with cherry bucks. (Right now thats the Corvette but if I level up and get more by the time this is over, I''l buy you the most exspensive one I can afford with Cherry Bucks). I'll also rate everything on your profile with 10's(or until I run ou

My Political Views
And Justice For All... It's hard to believe that nearly two and a half centuries of enduring liberty and prosperity can be nearly bled dry and on its knees at the hands of a man who doesnt even have the intellect to pronounce the word "nuclear" correctly. The images above are my own artistic expression of frustration at the administrations demeanor and actions. These two men, of nearly unscrutiable power, have violated the oaths of their office and deserve the fates I have portrayed in the photo's above. It is Constitutional Mandate that any representative, senator, executive or justice be removed from their office upon violating the soelmn oaths to uphold, defend and preserve the Constitution of these United States of America, and they must be removed by the enacting of the articles of impeachment. As in all epics revolving around a time of diplomatic unrest, this country is falling ever more into the arena of the bureaucrats, whom in turn will fall to the true rulers of this n

Sad, Pathetic Creature
Look at you You sad, pathetic creature You sit there and you beg You cry and hope to be pitied He left you and you can't accept that You won't accept that He loved you and left you But you just sit there Disbelieving, you piece of shit Sad, pathetic creature Get back on your feet Move on, alone if you have to You crawled and you begged You laid there on your knees Why did you ask him to take you back? You nearly kissed his feet in suplication As you implored him to try it again Sad, pathetic creature Look at what you've become You're a shell of the person you once were He changed you, left you empty inside And yet you can't live without him You worship the ground he steps on Because you can't be stong on your own He became your whole world And it was shattered when he walked out But be brave, sad, pathetic creature Everything will turn out oka

No More Mister Nice Guy
There is this guy, He is nice to all. He helps all his friends, But doesnt get help back. Everyone asks him for support, And being a good friend he helps. But when it comes time 4 him, Everyone ignores him. So after months and months, He decided he had enough. He wants to tell all his friends That mister nice guy is gone. And if u want my help, Thats too damn bad. From here on out he chooses To stop puttin on a front. He aint doin it to all, Just to a select few. He has love for everyone, Including all of you.

Incomplete Soul
Here I sit and wonder why, when we have problems I look to the sky. Hoping somewhere up there I'll find the answers, but I never get any replys. My heart aches with infinate pain, In my blue sky it always rains. There's got to be a better way, I still have hope thats why I pray. There's got to be that perfect mortal out there for me, Its all in the way it comes to be. Can't find the darkest utters to say, beautiful, wicked women come my way. Drunk with such misery, now I'm sober, I'll share my soul with you a thousand times over. I f your out there please creep my way, With you forever, together we'll slay. If blood is enough, I'm your King, I'll give unto you everything. I'm not complete without my Queen, The world is ours that I've seen. Come find me and I'll be with you till dust, forever in our bond I will trust. I will spread through you like an infection, just branch out in any direction. Your heart in my hand I will soon have, to love you sevenfold, you will never b

Brothers In Blood
To my brother Jerry In my darkest hour with my soul devoured, Rise and fight defend our tower. Inflict the wrath brothers, Side by side we fight and conquer. Just another victem lost in the night. Drag our souls in the evilist of mud, fight for that wich we love. Determend not to fall, the writtings on the wall. Heeding our masters call. So many times we have been here before, crushing down our enemeis door. The bond of Blood can not be broken, The Brothers in Blood have spoken. Choose not to hear our words and cary on, Your life is in danger ,you dont have very long. So come our puppets once and for all, hear our screams Blood Brothers call...............Night Shadows LLP Copywrite2006

Dance Of Terror
Dance Of Terror by Justbleu Window panes come crashing down Amidst the tears and pain Vanishing hopes are gone and flew away Up above through twilight Shadows cast across the floor Reflections of the past Trembling thoughts of one Dwelling deep within the soul A mystical sense of reality Captured by the craze All in bewilderment Of the shock in the wave Creatures of the dimness Chattering amongst the green Everything slows in stillness What is this we see?

*yawns*
Well, if anyone is reading this....I'm going to go take a shower, put the baby to bed, put my sister to bed (lol), and then put myself to bed. Two of the three of us have already passed out. =P So, happy fourth of july to all of you. i hope everyone gets recklessly drunk and has the time of their lives. I'll talk to you crazies on Friday.

Drama Free Lounge
http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=7331 hello my cherries i am about to get the party train up and running this time. i asked that you would sign in on the blog that has the dj quad video every Thursday. i will have a place for us all to come and chat chill and enjoy each other you need to have a drink to enjoy the lounge and get on the train. i was asked where does the train go well since we are on cherry tap i thought that it would be a good idea for her to take you to Cherry land for grown ups. lol this is a drama free lounge and all cores are welcome to come. Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket

Bill Clinton
It doesn't matter what party you belong to -- this is hilarious. From a show on Canadian TV there was a black comedian who said he misses Bill Clinton. "Yep, that's right - I miss Bill Clinton! He was the closest thing we ever got to having a black man as President. Number 1 - He played the sax. Number 2 - He smoked weed. Number 3 - He had his way with ugly white women. Even now? Look at him .. his wife works, and he doesn't! And, he gets a check from the government every month. Manufacturers announced today that they will be stocking America's shelves this week with "Clinton Soup," in honor of one of the nation's most distinguished men. It consists primarily of a weenie in hot water. Chrysler Corporation is adding a new car to its line to honor Bill Clinton . The Dodge Drafter will be built in Canada. When asked what he thought about foreign affairs, Clinton replied, "I don't know, I never had one." The Clinton revised judicial oath: "I sol

Pretend Angels Sit On Your Shoulder
an angel on my shoulder sings a song so sweet that, the demon deep within can find nothing from which to feed.a numb yet cold feeling like 1000 tiny blades slicing at my insides but still, i feel no pain. a lack of what im missing.when nothing goes my way and yet i keep on trying.try i hear her say ,this angel on my shoulder .why go and lose your way.why go and surrender. when greatness you can make. ok so i hear no angel and, i do feel pain. maybe i like it but, ill never say the demon deep within me has feed on many things. from the feelings that i love to the ones that break me down. it screams and shouts to no end but, try as i might i cant silence him. so i deal with it and go on my way and keep on trying like, ill pretend an angel says. why would i surrender i may not be great but i know i wont be nothing and, i know im not that blank. i know ive got this feeling that i will make a change. a change for the better in a world thats scared of change. "to fear it is to let

Beer Freak
I drink a different beer every day of the week Some think I am a crazy freak Friday after work I have a Labatt Blue If I feel like a real hoser, I'll have a Molson Canadian too Saturday I drink a Rocky Mountain Coors That's when I party with all the beautiful whores Sunday it's time for an ice cold Miller That is when I stay home and watch something funny like Ben Stiller Monday I start at the local bar with a Stroh's Much like Homer drinking a Duff down at Moe's Tuesday after gym I have a Budweiser It's smooth after using the exerciser Wednesday it's Foster's, they call it Australian for beer If I don't have one you'll hear me jeer It's Thursday now, out of money, send a mayday I'll have to wait till tomorrow when it's payday Due to my drinking blitz until them I am stuck drinking Schlitz Anson Pine

Letter To My Ex Brother-in-law
As a lot of my friends know, since my Ex died, I have been battling with his family on who should get custody of my son. I am really at the point where I am tired of being nice and feel that I have to put my foot down in areas, and I wrote this letter to my ex brother-in-law to tell him what he was doing is wrong! Could you all give me some input on if the letter is too bitchy or not? Casey, I am writing now because, these are things I have GOT to get off my chest. I am looking out for Brandon's best interest, and I feel what everyone is doing to him is not fair for a 13 year old boy to be put through, especially after all that he has been through already. I knew when Curt died, that this would be an issues from the start. But the night that Curt died, Brandon wanted to come home with me, he had the Deputy call me and request that I get to the hospital ASAP, because Brandon wanted his mom. I did that, I went there for my son. I took my son home, because they told me I w

Do U Ever Wonder ????
Do u ever sit n wonder? I mean everyone thinks of the past, present, and the future. It all boils down 2 the endless possibilities life has. I often wonder what the hell-and then within a blink of an eye-reality sets in. Often it seems like u step into another time zone and then once your thoughts are done flashing through your head u take that blink of an eye and your here. Funny how it works huh?

Ahhhh Shiznets
It's freaking Manic Monday and life sure is hecctic. I'm sitting here all hyped on ceffeine and not a damn thing to say except blah. Just wanted to let you ppl to know again I thank you for stopping in rating me and all that good shit. I would also like to say thanks to the ppl that make it possible to have happy hr, one of these days I plan to sponsor one myself, I dont know a whole lot about it but I will for sure find out. I will also try to get some more photoa uploaded as well, I am kind of waiting for this black eye to go the hell away, It's not very apealing I know but hell neither is my face muahahahahahaha beat ya to the punch line didnt I. A lot of ppl have asked me why dont you upload nude portraits well my friends it's like this, I dont feel the need to advertise myself in that manner on here. I dont want just anyone looking at my goods. I already have some crazy chic obsessed with me. Thats enough to make a person not want to go any further with broadcasting any m

My Heartstrings Come Undone
My Heartstrings Come Undone Demon Hunter It's buried deep with in the past, I hope it doesn't last It's something I already chase, I already chase I try to give it all away, but it's never gonna fade It's something I don't wanna face, I don't wanna face I know you feel it's all the same, But I promise that'll change It's something I already chase, I already chase You know I'm trying to believe that you're never gonna leave It's something I don't wanna face, I don't wanna face There's nothing left! The fear is gone! When my heartstrings come undone I will wait for you, I will pray for you Before I make my final run I will stay with you, decay with you I know I'm not the perfect one, This pain has just begun It's something I already chase, I already chase You bring me to a better path, It's everything I asked It's something I don't wanna face, I don't wanna face There's nothing left! The fear is gone! There's nothing left! The fear is gone! And when my he

Some May See
PUNK, SKIN, SKATER, HIPPIE, MOUNTAIN GIRL, MOD, TOMBOY, DORK, ROCKER, JOCK, GOTH, ARTIST, FREAK, DANCER, MUSICIAN, FRIEND, EXHIBITIONIST, LOVER, HEALER, STUDENT, EMPLOYEE, SURVIVER, SPIRITUALIST, SISTER, FIGHTER, DAUGHTER, CAREGIVER, AUNT, TEACHER, NATURALIST, GROWER, GODMOTHER, OPEN MINDED, FRIENDLY, HELPFUL, JOYOUS, CONTENT, BELIEVER, DETERMINED, FREE, UNDERSTANDING, WILLING, ABLE, ENTHUSIASTIC, EXPERIENCED, TRUSTING, COMFORTING, INDIVIDUAL

If We Had Sex Game !!!!
IF WE HAD SEX GAME (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out) DONT BE Skuured. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO REALLY WANTS BE WITH YOU. 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you make me say your name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would give me a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all ur clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick me all over? 13. Would you like 2 play or get straight to the point?14. Would you take ur time? 15. Would u fall asleep when we were done? 16. Would u go fast or slow? 17. Where would u wanna "do it"? 18 Would we be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked you? 20. Would you do it 2day? 21. Would you do it 2morrow? 22. Are you going to re-post these so I can answer them for you?

Like Virgin
I hate joining these new sites its like seeing pussy for the first time,so much to see and no clue of how to make it work for you.I guess its similar to driving a car ,if you just get in the rest should cum natural but we all no thats not true:) Thanks my swetheart for trying to help me out on here and when it cums time for u and me i promise theres no limit to what we an do!!Xoxoxoox(sweetlyps)xoxoxo

Im Deleting Ppl From My Friends List
I am Fixing to clean up my list of ppl who doesnt talk to me and ive done delete some today gonna delete some more here soon i hav helped ppl out since i hav been here and when i started askin for help only a few has help so im cleanin my list out and not gonna help anybody else till ppl start helpin me thankz to the few that has

Need Some Advice...
I really need some help friends... i have no idea what to do with this situation.. right now i'm crying hysterically because i can't find anyone to talk to about what's goin on .. and i just figured i would write a blog to tell whats goin on and hopefully get some feedback...I'm prayin to find a solution because i dont know how much more i can take. You see the problem is that i haven't dealt with my ex greg in about 4 months. All of a sudden today i get an email from him on myspace... He had deleted his old one i guess.. i dunno cause i havent heard from him in a long time.. well he's saying shit like im gonna tell steve( guy im seeing) what kinda person i am.. and that my mom is crazy.. just stir up a buncha bullshit. You see, he doesn't wanna see me happy.. swears to God i did everythin under the sun to hurt him.. when actually he hurt me so badly i wasnt even sure i wanted to get in a relationship with someone new. From day one of me and greg's relationship, he hacked into m

The Pink Dress
Don't let your day go on without reading this first, no matter how busy you may be!!! The Pink Dress There was this little girl sitting by herself in the park. Everyone passed by her and never stopped to see why she looked so sad. Dressed in a worn pink dress, barefoot and dirty, the girl just sat and watched the people go by She never tried to speak. She never said a word. Many people passed by her, but no one would stop. The next day I decided to go back to the park in curiosity to see if the little girl would still be there. Yes, she was there, right in the very spot where she was yesterday, and still with the same sad look in her eyes. Today I was to make my own move and walk over to the little girl. For all we all know, a park full of strange people is not a place for young children to play alone. As I got closer I could see the back of the little girl's dress. It was grotesquely shaped. I figured that was the reason people just passed by and made no effort to spe

Haunted Places In Washington State #4
Dayton - Pioneer Park - People talk of a Blue light hovering in the trees at pioneer park, and of a ghostly woman standing beside the road late at night Des Moines - At the Des Moines Marina Park, the ghost of a little girl named Diana is seen walking the beach and swinging on the beach at night every January 8th. Duvall - Duvall Cemetery - Witnesses report, noises, strange feelings and being frightened. Duvall / Maltby - Maltby Cemetery - It is hidden off to the right hand side of the Redmond Duval Road. (20 miles East of Seattle.) It has about 35 grave sights and strange, unexplained things happen there. People have seen women and children, dressed in old, raggedy looking close, wondering around the gravesites. Witnesses have also felt physical things like being hit.February 2005 additional information: There used to be a staircase that began at ground level and descended 13 steps below ground. I believe the legend/story was that it was a below-grade entrance to the opule

Anyone Got Some Good Mojo/karma To Send My Way....
I sent off some good karma to a friend today; but, I really didn't mean to send all of it away!! ;) This day has been a nightmare since the bank has not only one account that I have agreed to; but they have "accidentally" closed ALL my accounts after being with them for the last 4 years. Yikes! It doesn't really pay to put all your eggs in one basket -- most definitely!! This is indeed proof in the pudding. They apologized. It will take about 2 weeks to clear up -- in the meantime, I have bills to pay, and food/gas to purchase in the upcoming 2 weeks. Looks like it is going to be a good time to go on a water diet!! They are going to TRY to see what they can do to straighten it out tomorrow... but, I am not holding my breath -- especially in the heat we are having down here in Texas. No, I know it isn't funny... but, I have to find a bit of humor somewhere along the way. *sigh* If I go back to bed, will it all come back to life today and it will only have been

If You Are In My Contest (read)
Links to your pictures in the contest will be passed out on the 18th. However you will not be able to get to your pic until the 20th when the contest begins. For those of you who have never been in a contest this is a comment bombing contest. Which means that the person with the most comments wins. If you do not belong to a family it would be good to pass your link around to your friends. If you have any questions about anything just let me know and I'll answer them. Scripting is not excepted on any contest on CT and it isn't allowed in this one. Good Luck in the contest.

My Husband
I Thank God for my husband John. On June 6th of this year I was diagnosed with bone cancer, soon I will be starting treatments, and I know it's gonna be a rough road ahead. I"m so glad to have him by myside, he has been my Rock through this whole ordeal, I've been truly blessed with such a wonderful man. I Love You Baby!!!!

Eric Benet Feat. Roy Ayers - When You Think Of Me
ERIC BENET feat. Roy Ayers "When You Think Of Me" Hello baby how ya' been, nice to see your face again Strange to see you coming 'round, when you're the one who put me down We were such a happy pair, but then another man was there So forgive me I don't understand, just what you want from me As you can see my life's been good I moved the family out the neighborhood And all my dreams I've realized, to think you said it was a waste of time It's never hard to make new friends, when you're making Benjamins Now did I hear you say again. . . You're still thinking of me? [Chorus:] Do you feel like dying, do you break down crying Do you fall down on your knees Don't want to go on living, does your world start spinning When you think of me All I had was love to bring But you was on some ol' material thing Looks like you're still trying to drive them mad But it's not easy when your credit's bad I didn't know that I could feel so blue It took some time but

Precious Gift
A wise woman who was traveling in the mountains found a precious stone in a stream. The next day she met another traveler who was hungry, and the wise woman opened her bag to share her food. The hungry traveler saw the precious stone and asked the woman to give it to him. She did so without hesitation. The traveler left rejoicing in his good fortune. He knew the stone was worth enough to give him security for a lifetime. But, a few days later, he came back to return the stone to the wise woman. "I've been thinking," he said. "I know how valuable this stone is, but I give it back in the hope that you can give me something even more precious. Give me what you have within you that enabled you to give me this stone." Sometimes it's not the wealth you have but what's inside you that others need.

Life Is Meant To Be Lived
LIFE IS MEANT TO BE LIVED Life is to be lived. No excuses. No reservations. No holding back. An enchanting story about violinist Fritz Kreisler tells how he once came across a beautiful instrument he wanted to acquire. When he finally raised the money for the violin, he returned to buy it and learned that it had already been sold to a collector. He went to the new owner's home in order to try to persuade him to sell the violin. But the collector said it was one of his prized possessions and he could not let it go. The disappointed Kreisler turned to leave, but then asked a favor. "May I play the instrument once more before it is consigned to silence?" Permission was granted and the great musician began to play. The violin sang out a quality of music so beautiful that the collector himself could only listen in wonderment. "I have no right to keep that to myself," he said after the musician finished. "The violin is yours, Mr. Kreisler. Take it into world, and let p

July 20th - Back From Vegas
July 20th After much time spent on the road and some decent adventures we finally got back home from Las Vegas last night about 7PM. We have lots of pictures to share with you and many stories as well. Feels good to be back home but we are all so ready to go back to Vegas. We shot some great video clips of a gal we met out there as well as some very sexy sensual video of Sunshyne and we have officially gotten Angel Eyes for the very 1st time on video!!! And let me tell you its extremely hot! As soon as we have rested up be on the lookout for more additions to this blog as well as more pics in the vegas folder. If you have not taken the time to see whats in the vegas pic folder then please check it out now for some great candid shots of these ladies. More coming soon.....

My Best Friend
Ok ya'll...since I am new to the whole blast thing and had won it for a contest, I decided to use it for my birthday. I thought I had included my best friend IRL as well as Fubar on the blast for everyone to see and shout to but I guess I was wrong or it didn't show up or something so could everyone stop by and show her some luvin for me please. She has been beside me thru thick and thin and was the only person to really do anything at all IRL for me for my birthday... She took me to Florence (about 45 minutes away, bigger town) where she treated me to some spa and lunch at my fav place in the whole world, The Olive Garden!!! She even had them come out and embarrass the shit out of me singing Happy Birthday. Then to top it all off, she bought me a gift certificate to have my nails done, something I truly love but hate to spend money on and she wanted me to do something special for me because she says I deserve it...She is the most special person in the world and the best friend any

All My Friends And Family
My VIC runs out in 8 days. I would very much like to make a friends and family folder before I lose it as I can't afford right now to keep it. Would all who would like me to add you to my folder plz ctmail me with the link to the pic that I can rip for my folder. I won't be able to add you once I lose it as fubar doesnt allow this many pics if you arent VIC. Thank you very much. Hugggggggggies and booger man ty so much for my gift of a month. I have enjoyed having it and handing out those 11 rates. Hugggggggggies love ya all WaterLily

T-g-i-f
A business man got on an elevator. When he entered, > there was a > > blonde already inside who greeted him with a bright, > "T-G-I-F." > > > > He smiled at her and replied, "S-H-I-T." > > > > She looked puzzled, and repeated, "T-G-I-F," more > slowly. > > > > He again answered, "S-H-I-T." > > > > The blonde was trying to keep it friendly, so, she > smiled her > > biggest smile and said as sweetly as possibly, > "T-G-I-F." > > > > The man smiled back to her and once again, > "S-H-I-T." > > > > The exasperated blonde finally decided to explain, > "'T-G-I-F' means > > 'Thank Goodness It's Friday.' Get it duuhhh?" > > > > The man answered, "'S-H-I-T' means "Sorry, Honey, > It's Thursday."

In Ky On Way To Mo. Also I Finally Added Pics.
Finally actually got some pictures taken with the camera and loaded up. One of the things I intend on doing is at least regularly is taking pictures as I travel of nice scenery. The two photo’s added today were taken while traveling down I64 in Virginia. Very beautiful country with plenty of trees. Camera works better then I thought as was traveling at 65 mph at the time. I just entered Kentucky before shutting down for the night and will continue making my way towards Missori in the morning. As for the personal side of things…I am slowly recovering I guess. That is the thing about having your entire world shaken to the core and left in rubble. Once the innitual shock and confusion wears off.. you start looking towards the future and what it can hold. I’m not sure what lays in store for me in the coming year. I know it’s going to take a lot of work for me to move forward and accomplish some of the dreams that have began to manifest themselves in my head. Probably the hardest time

Friday, July 20, 2007
Friday, July 20, 2007 Busy! Wow! It has been a busy last couple days! First off early yesterday AM at 3 the home health nurse knocked on our bedroom door. Kaleb's J tube was clogged. She tried everything to unclog it and it would work. So I tried to do it and it worked... or so I thought. Another knock came about 3:45. The tube was clogged again. At this point I decide to call the PICU and see what they say. They told me to put sprite in his J tube... So we did this. It still didn't work. So they told me to page the surgeon. He called and told us to take him to the emergency room ASAP because if his sodium drops he can have a seizure. SO we called an ambulance and they came and picked him up. As soon as he got in the ambulance he KNEW where he was going. I mean he was tense and crying. I MEAN HE KNEW. I was very upset that he had to go back there because I knew that they would stick him. So we got to the hospital and of course they stuck him. He was crying and arching. They f

7 Back Pain Breakthroughs
7 Back Pain Breakthroughs http://www.rd.com/content/chronic-back-pain-breakthroughs-/ Are you hurting? Here's help. By Michael J. Weiss End Back Pain Agony Ouch, that aching back! If you've ever moaned in agony from back pain, rest assured -- albeit uncomfortably -- that you're not alone. About eight in ten Americans will suffer from it at some point in their lives. After colds, it's the No. 1 cause of missed work. It's a major drain on the American economy, costing more than $90 billion a year in medical bills. Yet a cure for the common backache is as elusive as ever. Part of the problem is the complexity of the spine, a miraculous structure of bone and cartilage that surrounds nerves linking the brain to the rest of the body. The lower back, called the lumbar region, bears most of a person's weight on five vertebrae separated by disks that work like shock absorbers to provide cushioning and flexibility. Muscles and ligaments supply further support. But over time,

Come Have A Drink On Me
COME ALL MY BUDS TO THE SCOOTER LOUNGE TO VISIT,YES IM IN BACK OF THE BAR FIRST 2 HRS DRINKS ON ME AND HAVE A GOOD TIME WITH THE AWSOME TUNES BEING STIRRED UP BY THE AWSOME DJPIXI COME ON GANG IF YOUR MY PEEPS COME SEE ME

The American Idol Monopoly
Okay, so really my need for a new post comes because I realized that my post about Reba was my last one. And, I realized I needed a new one pronto. I certainly didn't want brand new reader to my blog to think that is who I am, right? A bona-fide Reba-lover?? (okay, so secretly I am).So, I am sitting here watching Tuesday's American Idol, and I'm thinking "why bother"? I already know I will probably not watch it tomorrow and Thursday. That is just TOO big of a committment. Three days? Seriously? That is crazy. And what is crazier is that millions will do it. And you know what else? All networks are terrified to put anything against it because it will fail. So, then you have networks shying away from putting their good shows on Tues, Wed and Thursdays during that time slot, so there is crap on the other stations. So, where are we? Well, since there is nothing else good on, we end up watching American Idol. See? A monopoly. I'm sure they'll get sued eventually. Oh dear. We have Jarrod com

Today Sucks
I never thought I would ever feel this way. Tonight I am ready to go to bed I was tired but I have been talking with a friend. and my home phone rings. I needed to pick it up I knew immediately it was bad news Tuesday night after 11:45 Well it seems my little sister patricia. she was 10 years younger than I was fighting with her husband. took one of his firearms and ended her life. 28 years old fucked up marraige but WHY PATTY WHY Why end it I would of come and got you. Now I have to explain to my sons what happened they wont have their aunt at any weddings births graduations NOTHING I cant stop thinking of it. We may have had differences in the past but you are my sister. Unconditional love. You were the baby. You were finally putting your head on straight then this. At a time to be happy all we have is sadness. I cant believe you are gone little sister. I will be gone from the net for a long time. I need time to think and clear my head. I dont want

Madam Speaker Nancy Pelosi Is She Wacked Out Or What?
Madam Speaker Nancy Pelosi is Wacked Out..!! I hope she'll be the first to redistribute her wealth including her expensive suits. Read the last paragraph even if you skip the rest ~ this lady is a "true nut" case! You will find it hard to believe that an American would want to do this!! If you have retirement funds in the stock market you should read this article! Madam speaker Nancy Pelosi wants to put a Windfall tax on all stock market profits (including Retirement fund, 401K's and Mutual Funds! alas it is true. all to help the 12 Million Illegal Immigrants and other unemployed Minorities! Boy, are we in trouble... This woman is frightening. Take special note of the last paragraph. Is she really this wacked out? Nancy Pelosi condemned the new record highs of the stock market as "just another example of Bush policies helping the rich get richer". "First Bush cut taxes for the rich and the economy has rebounded with new record low unemployment rates, which only means w

A Moment In Time.
The time is now and end is near, A frame of time captured for a minute, What will you choose to do right now, You only got a minute and the end is here. What you did before or after now, Pushing all other matters back, Into the shadows they now go, So many ways and you ask how. Less talking and more doing maybe the trick, They say actions speak louder so why not, How will you spend the next few minutes, If that's all the time you had before time went tick. Spending it with someone close and dear, Or maybe spending it in solitude with silence, Maybe this frame of time holds a sad moment, Perhaps it's your chance to face a certain fear. Whatever happens now starts a new action, With each action we see new decisions, Each decision brings us through a new day, A new day brings faces us with new interaction.

Bleeding Cursing (628am)
bleeding on the inside giving in to the pain not hiding it from the outside letting it ooze from my veins more then enough of my rage to share torn asunder and heart still beating most don't even care not sure that i do on most days thousands of pin pricks all in the same place. pain fills the world and i add my share. enjoying the suffering like most wallowing in my disrepair.

Checking In
Well all Its Sunday morning & Im sitting on my laptop in the Hotel in Ohio. As most of u know, were here with our son (14) his team "Indiana Blazers" are playing in the world series for their age group this weekend. Yesterday we won 2, & lost 1... We have 2 more today. 1 game at 3:30 and the last @ 6pm. I will try and get on again tomorrow to return some loves that ya all left me over the weekend. If I owe ya some rates, please email me and let me know, and ill glady do my best to get it returned :) Wish us luck....... hugiies everyones.... loves ya, Debbie

Cd Baby And Ct Reviews Of Dying Regret Ep "the Price Of Human Ruin"
Hey all, Our new EP "The Price of Human Ruin" was recently added to the inventory of CD Baby, the online music retailer. Check out the great comments and review we recieved from Brad @ CD Baby! [Thanks so much, Brad!] "I love your "DYING REGRET: The Price Of Human Ruin" CD so much I'm going to feature it on the FRONT PAGE of CD Baby for a few days. We're REALLY picky about what goes on the front page. We get about 150 new albums a DAY coming in here now, (about 150,000 total), and yours is one of the best I've ever heard." And now for the review [again, from Brad @ CD Baby!]: "Got twenty minutes to spare for some "unrelenting orchestrated destruction with beautiful overtones of pain?" Sure you do. While the world continues to be helplessly saturated with metalcore bands that all claim to be poised and ready to rip your ears off with their unrelenting assault, few seem to actually be able to cut the mustard. This EP makes a strong case for why this San Diego five

Wondering
I Wonder I wonder if he remembers me Or if I'm just a memory I wonder if he thinks of us Or if he finds it useless I wonder how things would be If he had never left me I wonder how he is And if I'm still a love of his I think about him everyday And wonder if he's okay I think about how happy we were And the memories make the tears stir I think about the plans we made While we were laying in the shade I think about all we said And the lives we lead To not know Where to go To not know where to find A place where he may hide To not be able to see his face Puts my heart so out of place To not know when he's near Is my greatest fear There's so much in my head That I wish I'd said There's so many missed kisses For my unanswered wishes There's only so many ways For me to make it through the days There's so little light In my heart tonight What would I say If given a day What would happen

More Poems
Sometimes I feel as if Im non existant. Everyone just looks right through me. Im invisible to the world and no one seems to notice Im gone. Im alone and scared. Im in love and he thinks that Im always at fault, But nothing could make me hurt him or even consider it. I dont see how I can scream at the top of my lungs and still the world sees me not. Im so confused and lost in this hell of a world SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME!?!?!?!?!?!? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Some days I just sit and think if he makes me cry why do I put up with it, But then i realize its because I love him and dont wanna lose the one person who has made the last four months the best of my life. Why would I do anything to compermise the relationship that makes me so happy I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ As I lay here staring at the ceiling I think why, how, and what makes me feel so strongly for him. I could have a million things to worry and think about but when Im with

Raiders 2007 Schedule
You probably already know this, but in case you did not, I took the liberty of looking up the 2007 opponents for the Oakland Raiders, they are as follows: PRESEASON 8/11 vs. Arizona Cardinal-Sins 8/18 @ San Francisco Forty-Whiners 8/24 vs. St. Louis Lambs 8/30 @ Seattle Seahags REGULAR SEASON 9/9 vs. Detroit Kittens 9/16 @ Denver Druncos (Note: this game will be played in Fiasco Field @ Piled High) 9/23 vs. Cleveland Clowns 9/30 @ Miami Dolphins (Steph's team, sorry) 10/7 BYE WEEK 10/14 @ San Diego Discharged 10/21 vs. Kansas City Hankerchiefs 10/28 @ Tennesse Tit-ends 11/4 vs. Houston Texi-cants 11/11 vs. Chicago Bared 11/18 @ Minnesota Dikes 11/25 @ Kansas City Hankerchiefs (This game to played in Narrow Head Stadium) 12/2 vs. den-veer Druncos 12/9 @ Green Bay Slackers 12/16 vs. Indianapolis Dolts 12/23 @ Jacksonville Jag-wads 12/30 vs. San Diego Discharged ENJOY THE GAME...EVEN IF YOUR TEAM DOES LOSE

Losing Friends And Family
I just wanna say that I am sorry to hear that my friend Beth's brother passed away. I send my smpathy to her and her family. Take this chance to reach out to your loved one and hug them. you never know when they are going to picked to leave us.

To Everyone
MY BOSS JUST CALLED ME FROM MY JOB ASKING ME TO PULL A DOUBLE TONIGHT SO I WILL BE GONE WORKING FROM 2PM TO 6AM REDKANDY HAS THE FLOOR AFTER 130PM TODAY, AS SOON AS I GET HOME I WILL BE ON UNTILL AFTER 9AM THEN IM GOING TO SLEEP, JUST WANT YOU ALL TO KNOW, IF YOU NEED ANYTHING PLEASE GO TO MY HOME PAGE AND TALK TO ME THERE. C-MAIL ME OR WHAT EVER. ONCE THIS TRANSITION OF MINE IS OVER I WILL BE STAYING UP AFTER WORK TO DO THINGS HERE, UNTILL ABOUT 3PM THEN NEED SLEEP.

I Don't Like This...
I'm sick damn it and i don't like it. I don't like being sick at all and the fact that i'm sick to the point where i can't really talk to much blows donkey balls. A few days ago my tonsils started hurting me so i started gargling with the normal stuff to get rid of the pain and everything thinking it would work. well my tonsils had another plan. they swelled and got the lovely white patches on them which didn't help in the least. finally i went to the doctor yesterday bc the swelling and pain was just too much. when i finally was seen by the doctor she shuttered when she looked at them. so i'm antibiotics and other stuff. i'm feeling better but i'm not really talking bc i know i'm going to hve to go to work on monday and i'll need to talk. ontop of everything i'm hoping that i get this job that i interviewed for. this job would be a great opportunity and i really just want to get out of the place that i'm at. i want this job really really really bad so i'm hoping that i

510
*Gasp!* I didnt do a single blog yesterday! Are you proud of me?LOL...Anyways the reason for this blog - was to let people know that all of my photo albums are going to be friends only. So if you ever do a pimpout with my name on it - people are gonna have to add me if they wish to rate my photos. While I was out for a walk - I had several people ripping my photos. I usually don't mind, but...I was just not expecting it while I was away. That said...I have good news - . .. ... .... ..... .... ... .. . ITS FRIDAY BITCHEZ!!!!

Check This Out Sat 1.07pm Just Woke Up
right ln now got 4lounges top dance is the main one constucting it just woke up. i leave my computer on 24/7 no screen saver screen on 24/7 pages open dont lose connection. watching music live on sky watching american tv constant whats with all the shottings our police special force need to come to america our sas and army mps need to sort this out theres no gun crime here but our special police force that are the gun squard need to go to america make it like our country as we hardly hear of gun crime. must write letter to our prime minister and our queen to stop all this as god does not want his people dying. am on msn and yahoo add me yahoo open now my yahoo is stokoe709@btinternet.com buy me a drink. rate my pics. top blogs some rated and viewed 1,000+ pople. over 1,000 friends. had 7happy hours. only signed up last month. everyione around the world i pray that all crime and heartache be stopped in the mighty name of jesus crist and the holly trinity god the father god th

The Person I Long To Be
© By Victoria A. Mogyorosi The day light breaks again Another day has begun. But still no sleep has come. My body is weary My mind overworked. I lie awake thinking But what I am unsure. I need to break free from the cycle I endure. Everyday is the same and the nights are undistinguished. I feel as though I am being pushed along with the tide Unable to break free from the everyday flow. This is not me I need to change, before time takes over And I am unable to change. I need to be freed from the grasp of ordinary And become that person I have always longed for. Express myself in every way, and conquer the dreams as I lie awake. Then I may fall asleep and put my mind to rest. Make changes in my life and help those in need. I would like to touch everyone's life in a positive way And leave my mark on society before I fade away.

Worse That We Thought.
Bill & Hillary : Worse than you thought & worth remembering - this came from a Democrat Dear Mr. Ex President Clinton : I recently saw a bumper sticker that said, "Thank me, I voted for Clinton-Gore." So, I sat down and reflected on that, and I am sending my "Thank you" for what you have done, specifically: 1. Thank you for introducing us to Jennifer Flowers, Paula Jones , Monica Lewinsky , Dolly Kyle Browning, Kathleen Willey, and Juanita Broderick . Did I leave anyone out? 2. Thank you for teaching my 8 year old about oral sex. I had really planned to wait until he was a little older to discuss it with him, but now he knows more about it than I did as a senior in college. 3. Thank you for showing us that sexual harassment in the work place (especially the White House) and on the job is OK, and all you have to know is what the meaning of "is" is. It really is great to know that certain sexual acts are not sex, and one person may have sex while the other one does N

Louisiana Friends!!funny
louisiana friends!!funny Body: Body: FRIENDS: Will wait patiently with you in the long line to the bathroom and hold the stall door shut. LOUISIANA FRIENDS: Will shine a spotlight on you while your drunk ass is taking a piss in the bushes. --------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs LOUISIANA FRIENDS: Call your parents drunk as hell and tell them about the fat chick you tried to pick up ------------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Hope the night out drinking goes smoothly, and hope that no one is late for the ride home. LOUISIANA FRIENDS: Know some wild shit will happen, and set up rally points. -------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. LOUISIANA FRIENDS: Will be sitting next to you saying, Damn...that shit was fun " ------------------------------------------------------ FRIENDS:

Fabulous Freebies
There may not be such a thing as a free lunch, but there are some freebies that are just as good -- if not better. So go ahead. Embrace your inner tightwad. Here is a list of 15. For more, go to Kiplinger's. FREE (AND LEGAL) MUSIC You can find a smattering of free and legal music tracks online at Amazon.com, CNet's Download.com and Walmart.com. But listening to Internet radio is the best way to get your free groove on. At Slacker.com, for example, you can listen to 75 genre stations and 10,000 artist-specific stations for free. Or be your own DJ and build a customized station. (It's in beta-testing mode, and the free service will be ad supported.) FREE SHIPPING Many merchants offer free shipping if you spend a certain amount. (Some of our favorites: Amazon.com for orders over $25, eBags.com on orders over $50 and Sephora.com on orders over $75.) But a few sites offer this freebie no matter how much you spend. These include 1800Contacts.com (contact lenses), Alyssagiftbas

L • E • O: Wild In Bed
V • I • R • G • O: The Whore Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness.Great kisser. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. S • C • O • R • P • I • O: The lover Can be mean somtimes, and will Probably knock your ass out, if crossed the wrong way!! EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not repost. L • I • B • R • A: The sex addict Very pretty. Very a romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their Love is one of kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever

Get To Know Dj C51 Girl Even More
Body Parts I Like And Dislike *LIKES* -My Eyes -My Tummy -My Legs *DISLIKES* -My Arms -My Hair -My Nails My Favorite Songs of all Time -Pink Floyd "Comfortly Numb" -Phil Collins "In The Air Tonight" -Mr. Mister "Broken Wings" -The Grouch "Emotion" -The Grouch "Success Is Destiney" -Andre Nickatina "All Star Chuck Taylors" -Jann Arden "Good Mother" -Phil Collins "Another Day In Paradise" -Baz Luhrmann "Everybody's Free (To Wear Sunscreen)" -Bone Thugs N' Harmony "Bone, Bone, Bone" Career Moments When I was most Nervious -During My Modeling Career and it was the first Runway Show after Graduation of Modeling School! -Telling My Parent That I was to become a Murilist! -Selling my First piece of Artwork to a Client! Favorite Breeds of Dogs -Labrador Retriver -Pit Bull -American Bulldog Favorite Breeds of Cats -Tabby -Domestic Bobcat -Cheetah Favorite Desserts -Strawberry Ice Cream -Strawberry Cheesecake -Mint Chocolate Chip Ice Cream -C

Wanna Be My New Camera Girl?
After 4 years of hard work, Ophelia has decided to just star in my movies and retire her skills as my camera woman. I am looking for a hot girl in Colorado Springs CO to replace her. The position is not for the timid or shy. I need to have my camera girl not only get the footage I need, but be able to talk dirty with me (I direct all my films) and not be afraid to be caught on camera. No experience is required, I will train the right girl. It has the potential to be a paid position if you have the right stuff. If interested, message me and I'll message you back with details :-) Misty Haze www.mistysxxxgirls.com

My Life
My life, My Fantasy My hands learn touch My eyes learn sight My heart learns love My life is no cake walk My fantasy is my dream My dreams help me escape My mind knows no better My body learns exhaustion My legs learn to walk My mouth learns to talk I learn to live my life and dream my fantasy

With You
I can't believe I'm falling for someone i barely know we spent two weeks together &&it felt so perfect the softness in his touch the smile across his face enchanted me beyond belief I never thought it'd happen me falling so hard, so fast I didn't even know if we could last you're truly one of a kind I can't get you off of my mind I try so hard to hide my feelings to avoid getting hurt but, people can see it in my eyes the feelings that i hide from talkin to this wonderful guy i wish i could show him how i truly feel I want so much to be in his arms to be with him here & now I wish that I knew if I let him go that it's truly meant to be!!!

If You Don't Like Swearing...don't Look Here
So my stupid fucking asswipe of an ex has been taking care of my cat, because my stupid fucken apartment won't allow her in here, she went missing 6 fucking days ago and he just told me tonight....WTF!!!! i am crying my fucking eyes out, i never should have left her with him, hes such and ass....I hope shes OK and i want to go look for her right now but its midnight and pointless...i called the SPCA she hasn't been brought in. FOR FUCK SAKES!!!!!!!!!!!ARRRRRGGRRRRR.OK i'm done, but the tears are still flowing. Thanks for listening and sorry for the language......*sigh* April ♥

I Know I Bitch About This A Lot But...
With each passing day i hate my job more and more. I wish i could quit but i can't until i can find a replacement job. I hope i can (even though I feel hope is a waste because it will either happen or it won't happen so you are either fucked or you aren't fucked so pretty much from there only time will tell on anything. I guess it's the waiting that bothers me the most. The not knowing whether I have just wasted time online filling out an application only to be passed over.

A Client/friend
Without sounding commonplace or vulgar, I wanted to fuck her the moment I saw her. It's that immediate, visceral response to which I think most, if not all, men can relate. It was through Gene, a client/friend that I met his wife Terri. I am a senior account manager at a bank and, frequently, Gene would be in my office discussing finances and Terri's name would be a constant in his discourse, something typical of husbands more than a little bit enamored with their wives. At the end of our sessions, it was also typical of him to say, you know, you really should meet Terri. I could never gauge to what degree he was actually serious. And, I could never see any compelling reason why I should meet her. Gene called one day, inviting me to lunch at a restaurant not far from where I worked. He ended the conversation by saying, there is someone here I want you to meet. I thought nothing of it, only that it was someone connected with his business. In retrospect, it wasn't surprisi

Angela Kara Swartout (miller)
I write this now with heavy heart To all that knew Angie / Isis she was a very loving caring friend and someone that would do everything in the world for anyone that asked. I am proud and honored to call her friend and soo much more..... the following are excerts from conversations over the last couple of days - On August 12th her husband (Lloyd Swartout - AKA Osiris "IPT & PITAH") beat her to death She tried on numerous occassions to enlist the assistance of the State of Indiana, to be turned away because he was one of the "good ol boy's" went drinking with the local police and all...... Aug 12, 2007 11:28pm Angie: he slammed my head into the table then later threw me to the ground hit me several times and kicked me in the back cause he saw me talking on fubar and then in gmail Aug 13, 2007 11:33 AM just feel like somehing is very wrong me: where? you have been hit with more and more stress and I wish you would see the Dr. get checked out to make sure he did

Later
it is always later! see i switch between 2 pc's here and there throughout the day and night. one pc has all my photos one pc has some. so of course im currently on the pc with the some which isnt anything for here. HOWEVER later ill be on the other where i can upload more pics to fill the senses. fun huh ~T

Sugar Babies
I'm back from my Dakota sojourn, and the pretty kitty is happy to see me. Thrilled, really. She cried and cried when I came home last night, and she didn't want me to sleep because she needed attention. And so I woke every half hour or so to feel her cool wet nose on my cheek, or her fat paws kneading my belly, or her face nuzzled into my armpit. She missed me, it seems. But I miss that baby.

Fryguy.. Friend And Family Member, Lost A Close Friend To Domestic Violence Today :(
Stop the pain PLZ!!!!!!!!!! Plz go by and show him some respect & Luvin! fryguy "LONE WOLF "@ fubar FryGuys testimony: On august 15, i recieved a message that a friend of almost 30 years had his head blown off as a result of domestic violence. this is a problem that affects everyone, it's time to stop this problem. if everyone does their part , we can erradicate this quickly. lets all do everything we can to get rid of this aggrivation. Domestic violence can happen to anyone, it's time to put an end to this problem. No one deserves to live or die under these cercumstances. If we all pitch in we can put an end to this kind of suffering. If you know a victim, don't just tell them to do something, take them away from the problem. make the call to the police, and the pollititions. Make this a manditory jail offence, or better yet, make them join the army and fight for the country, instead of each other.

You've Got Mail
A little boy goes to his father and asks "Daddy, how was I born?" The father answers: "Well son, I guess one day you will need to find out anyway! Your Mom and I first got together in a chat room on Yahoo. Then I set up a date via e-mail with your Mom and we met at a cyber-cafe. We sneaked into a secluded room, where your mother agreed to a download from my hard drive. As soon as I was ready to upload, we discovered that neither one of us had used a firewall, and since it was too late to hit the delete button, nine months later a little Pop-Up appeared that said: you've got mail

This Is What Dolly Disaster Thinks About.. I Wrote This Over A Year Ago...
Hey you pervs..lol I wrote this well over a year ago.. If you read it, please take the time to tell me what you think.. Dont be shy! I love hearing from you guys think... Love you!! DOlly Disaster . I want to feel your hot breath on my neck as your fingertips trace my neck, collarbone, down my stomach, then right between my legs slowly grazing my inner thighs...I slowly spread my legs apart a bit..Fell you softly rub my pussy through my panties....YOu feel me start to tremble at your touch...I start to grind my hips against your body, I can feel your cock groeing and getting hard against my ass and I start to grind on you a bit harder...I feel your hand come up and gently wrap around my neck, you pull me into you and whisper in my ear that you want my cunt...You climb on top of me and you kiss me HARD i can feel your cock against my stomach nice and hard..Youtongue fuck my mouth with your tongue and I can feek your heart pounding..Without a word you grab your cock and spank m

Just For A Laugh
* Lawyer: "Was that the same nose you broke as a child?" * Witness: "I only have one, you know." * Lawyer: "Now, Mrs. Johnson, how was your first marriage terminated?" * Witness: "By death." * Lawyer: "And by whose death was it terminated?" * Accused, Defending His Own Case: "Did you get a good look at my face when I took your purse?" The defendant was found guilty and sentenced to ten years in jail. * Lawyer: "What is your date of birth?" * Witness: "July 15th." * Lawyer: "What year?" * Witness: "Every year." * Lawyer: "Can you tell us what was stolen from your house?" * Witness: "There was a rifle that belonged to my father that was stolen from the hall closet." * Lawyer: "Can you identify the rifle?" * Witness: "Yes. There was something written on the side of it." * Lawyer: "And what did the writing say?" * Witness: "'Winchester'!" * Lawyer: "What gear were you in at the moment of the

Second Life Beatitudes
SL Beatitudes Blessed are the non-verbal, for they shall inherit the bedrooms and nude beaches. May their Sexgen beds never break. May their excite bits be well textured. Fortunate are these non-verbal, for theirs is a world of perfect pixels. where they enjoy synchronized masturbation undisturbed by language barriers, incoming IM windows, or a partner's quick trip to the bathroom. Blessed are the text typists, for they shall inherit the dance clubs and concert halls. May their dances stay sychronized. May their chat and IM never lag. Fortunate are these text typists, for theirs is a world of multiple possibilities where the net of words they cast to the crowd returns full undisturbed by actual gender, accents, sneezing, or limiting themselves to a single partner in a single IM. Blessed are the voice users, for they shall inherit the hearts and minds of avatar lovers. May their music streams stay connected. May their voice IM never s

I Am Not Going To Rate If It Is Not Returned Any More
I a tired of the ones who think it is great while they are getting rated but then they dont return the favor and just go on so from now on if I start rating some one and they dont return the favor at least a couple of time to show thanks I going to stop then block.. So please it is not a lot to ask at least do a thank you rate of some kind

How To Tell If Your Boyfriend Is The Antichrist.
-Never says "God Bless You" when you sneeze. -Unmoved by WWJD. -Drives SUV with a fish bumper sticker. -Doesn't recycle. -Is self-conscious about his cloven hooves. Should you break up with him? So you did the Prince of Darkness. Does it make you a bad person? Not necessarily, but your morals are weak at best. Which is exactly what he's looking for in a woman. But ultimately, it's not your body he wants, no matter how hot you are. He's actually after nothing less than your soul, and not to cherish and nurture, either-rather, to torture relentlessly in the everlasting fires of hell. So unless you're into that sort of thing, break up now. If you do decide to stay and give him what he wants, consider yourself warned. As soon as he's finished with you, he'll move on to his next conquest without a backward glance. He'll leave you roasting on a spit for all eternity, kicking your self for your own selfish, destructive choices. Right next to those girls from your junior-high

I Swear, It Wasn't My Fault
click, the reciever slams down slam, the car and my girl have gone to town bang, I knew she had too much to drink knock, knock, that is the police, I think can we ask you some questions? they say the sun turns a purple tint of bluish grey I was just on the phone with her, I swear I do not know what made her drink so much beer It might have been the comment on her cheating I caught her in the restaurant, umm, she wasn't just eating I accused her of being a drunken whore That's when the telephone hit the floor I swear, if I could do it all again I'd take her to the strip club on fifth and ten she'd not have gone out for revenge sex, you see and she'd be in my arms, in her panties strung in a G I'll forward the message to her family now that she wasn't a drunken slut, or a sex hungry cow what's that, you'll take care of it? ok, I agree but can I have the contents of the glovebox, it's where the condoms are hidden, and now I am free

"the Sex Quiz...are You Up For It?"
The Sex Quiz.....Do you Dare?? Body: Start at 50 and add or subtract points as stated for each statement that applies to you... +Above75 means you kinda suck in bed. +Above 50 means you are not so good in bed..and not so fun --Below 50 means you are fun in bed --Below 25 means you are damn great in bed! AFTER you're done... put your name at the bottom, along with your score. (TIP: USE A CALCULATOR...THINKING...pfft!!!) Copy this and post your own bulletin! Put the subject - "The sex quiz...Are you up for it?" -Add 10 if you are a virgin. -Subtract 5 if You have had sex before. -Subtract 5 more if you have had sex with more then 5 people. -Add 5 If you have never had oral sex. -Subtract 5 if you have had or performed oral sex. -Subtract 2 if you have had sex in a public place. -Subtract 3 if you have done 69. -Add 5 If you have never had an orgasm. -Add 5 If you cant name 3 types/brands of condoms. -Subtract 2 if you have masturbated. -Su

Why I Am Still Single.
Ok so i have this little problem. I was at my buddy Zacks dads house and then met this girl. Not saying who it was. Then, that day we got drunk with them, and i ended up making out with her all night till we hadda go. Then, we never stopped liking each other 4 the next like...2 months. Then i asked her out. She took 3 days to answer it ignoring everything i mentioned about it and cut herself out of depression. I dint want a cutter so i was like "fuck that". Then 2 weeks later i figured, well, maybe i'll give her a 2nd chance. So i did. I asked her out, and she said no cause everyone told her i cheat on my gf's with kylie. ewwww hell no. aint true. so then, about 2 months, 3 months later, she asks out my buddy. he says yes. He ends up not being that good of a bf 2 her and she might dump him. Meanwhile, i still like her. I asked her if i had a chance still, and she said she dint know. She then ended up cheating on him on friday with this dude named zeb (having sex with him) and i end up

Someone Elses Pic...
I guess there was a new change on everyones profile page. It looks more streamlined, however, it seems to lack some security. I checked out mine to see how it looked, and low and behold, there was a picture of a blonde (not attractive)womans pic on my picture part of my profile?????????? Of course I deleted it. I want to know how this could happen and if anyone else has had the same happen to them. If this is the kind of security fubar has then no ones profile is safe from sabotage. Please let me know if it has happened to you and how you feel about the lack of security with fubar! Rio

Why Did You Leave?
Just a quick note to say that I lost one of my friends here. When I came on today, I had 9 friends and now I have 8. If you want to be my friend that is okay but, if you are my friend and then leave without saying anything, Well then that is not very polite! I would appreciate it if you would let me know first before you go. Thanks!

One Year Day Four
Day Four Exhaustion was kind to Jess and she fell into a deep sleep not very long after Kat left her. Her dreams were dictated by the frustrated state in which she remained, however. Her body replayed the previous day's events in her head, writhing as it remembered mouths sucking at her nipples and hands holding her down and spreading her legs. This time she pleaded with Aidan to let Jon continue, to let him fuck her while he watched if it meant her release. She closed her eyes when Jon pulled away as he had before. When she opened them again Kat's eyes met hers. Jess felt soft bare flesh against her breasts and Kat leaned down to kiss her slowly. Jess returned it eagerly, fighting with bound hands to touch her. A moment later Kat broke the kiss and silky tresses tickled Jess's ribs as the woman on top her lifted up and shifted forward. Kat offered her breast and Jess parted her lips impatient to feel the hard nipple against her tongue, and woke suddenly.

Now Is The Time For All My Friends To Shine!!!!
To All My Family,Friends,And Fans! As you all know I never ask for any type of help,ratings or comments from anyone. I send out Lots of Comments to Alot of people and never ask for anything in return,except for them to be a friend. Well,the time has come for all of my people to "SHINE" for me,as i am asking you all to go to a very dear Friends profile and extend some of the Love that i send to all,to Her She has been accused of being a "FAKE" and If you know her, you would know that not to be true! She as REAL as the Sun Risin' in the Morning! She has told me she is sick of this. She Told me that she may leave here. If this were to happen. I WOULD BE CRUSHED! All i ask is to stop by and leave a little Love to Her Let her Know that she is supported here. Tell her i sent ya She really needs her spirits Lifted. So,I say to you all My Great Friends,Just give a Little, of what you get from the good people here! Jus

Err On The Side Of Caution
I'm writing this blog mainly to help my Outlaw newbies and anyone else who may need it. First thing I'm going to cover is photos. We all post them, rate them, get them rated and when we don't know it....get them stolen!! I wish I was joking but I'll cite examples of two friends of mine from Yahoo 360. One had her granddaughters pics stolen by a pedophile who then proceeded to make their lives a living hell. The Child was two years old and this sicko had a field day photoshopping her pics into disgusting images. Not pleasant as a vigalante of us went after him with little done by yahoo. Another friend, indeed several, had their identities and photos stolen and fake 360's set up as them to harass others and discredit them and ruin their reputations with some of the most insidious writings and comments. Well, I'm pleased to say that Fubar has a resolution for that. They have NO RIP of images in your albums, if you choose. So first, don't leave your photos in default, put t

My Purpose
My Purpose People hate because they can’t relate to that which is not Theirs to understand or appreciate As a result, they meander through life, full of strife, bitterness And a lack of purpose Purpose is that which wakes us up during the course of the night Because something’s not right in our world Purpose is that which drives us during the day, to say That it’s not okay to accept things the way they are Purpose is the very thing that brought us to the point that we’re at Right now Knowing that right now is not later, later is not yesterday, and today we can’t wait for That special thing to happen tomorrow They say that today is the first day of the rest of our lives But we’re consequently, consistently, continuously waiting For purpose to find us But purpose of purpose itself is that it will not find you, Because something can’t find itself when it is not lost to begin with Purpose is that which inevitably comes out even when we pout and shout

Days
Days Some days are Good Days. Like when I go out for a walk or to a movie with a good friend.. Or just listening to music as loud as a want with out anyone saying ( Turn it down ). There are Ok Days. When I don't want to get out of bed till 12pm When I'm like in my head thinking ( Leave me alone to everyone who calls) but yet you still talk to them anyways. There are Sad Days When I like to cry and sit and listen to REALLY depressing Music ALL DAY LONG. When I don't even answer my phone which most of you know doesn't happen a lot. There are MAD Days When I get in fights with friends and say I don't want to talk and then tell you 5 minutes later what's wrong. When I listen to really messed up music like the ones that say ( I hate your and I want to Kill you.) And there or those Days ( I just feel like dying ) When some say "Hey you know you can do this or that… When people put me down and some people say I'm fat…" But There are some Day The days I love the mo

Roast Pork Loin In Beer Sauce
Roast Pork Loin in Beer Sauce Marinade: 1/2 cup Dijon mustard 1 large onion, chopped 1/2 cup honey 3 cups beer (not dark), preferably German 3 1/2-pound boneless pork loin, tied (3 to 3 1/2 inches wide) 2 tablespoons vegetable oil a beurre manié, made by rubbing together 1 tablespoon softened unsalted butter & 1 tablespoon all-purpose flour Directions: Make marinade: In a large saucepan stir together marinade ingredients. Bring marinade just to a boil, stirring (marinade will rise and foam), and remove pan from heat. In a blender, puree marinade in 2 batches, transferring it as pureed to bowl. Cool marinade to room temperature and spoon off any remaining foam. In a large heavy resalable plastic bag combine pork and marinade and seal bag, pressing out any excess air. Put bag in a baking pan and marinate pork, chilled, turning bag once or twice, at least 8 hours and up to 24. Let pork in marinade comes to room temperature, about 40 minutes. Trans

My Wish List For My Brthday 10/10/07
what I want for my b-day : 1. Victoria Secret gift card 2. A Tattoo or a eye brow peirceing 3. CD's 4. A party with all my friends 5. lol Criss Angel ( YA RIGHT ONLY IN MY DREAMS LOL ) or I'll just settle for Criss Angel stuff from his online shop or Dvds of his shows 6. Hello Kitty Stuff 7. Faerie stuff 8. Dolphin stuff 9. A gift Card to hottopic or spencers 10. to have fun 11. New computer ya right will never happen lol 12. season 1 and 2 of the girls next door 13. seasons 1 and 2 of the hills

Soldiers
Lest WE Forget The average age of the military man is 19 years. He is a short haired, tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances is considered by society as half man, half boy. Not yet dry behind the ears, not old enough to buy a beer, but old enough to die for his country. He never really cared much for work and he would rather wax his own car than wash his father's; but he has never collected unemployment either. He's a recent High School graduate; he was probably an average student, pursued some form of sport activities, drives a ten year old jalopy, and has a steady girlfriend that either broke up with him when he left, or swears to be waiting when he returns from half a world away. He listens to rock and roll or hip-hop or rap or jazz or swing and a 155 mm howitzer. He is 10 or 15 pounds lighter now than when he was at home because he is working or fighting from before dawn to well after dusk. He has trouble spelling, thus letter writing is a pain for hi

Being A Mom
Before I was a Mom I never learned the words to a lullaby. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Drooled on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple little grin. I never sat up for hours watching a baby sleep. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body. I didn't know that bond between a mother and her child. I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important and happy. I had never known the warmth, The joy, The love, The heartache, The wonderment or the satisfaction of being a Mom

This Is Seriously Messed Up!!!
i came to this site invited by family members saying it was really a fun place to be. for the first few weeks i agreed until i found it was taking up most of my time and i was paying less and less attention to the real world around me. so i started to distance myself from all these internet comunities and saw that there are friends and family right here next to me. sadly tho family members with who i used to talk with, and have a once and a while online game with, didn't. now, when i do get a word from them, its mostly about this site or the talk, after a hello how are you, is leading up to it. what bothers me is that i see them online here on fubar use the shoutbox to get to them i'm ignored only to recieve a message a few days later that "im in a contest need help bombing" or i get e-mails saying: this user wants u to see this stash, picture, profile. i want my family back!! i can agree that internet comunities do have their charm but to the point of neglecting family??

Life
Lessons Crawling, Walking, Running, Reaching, Falling, Flying, Soaring Life is what we chose to make it Good, Bad, or indifferent Opportunities placed, and choices made We reap the rewards We stumble on the costs Decisions we have made Some are good while some are not The Peoples, Places, Times, The If's, the When's, the how’s and what’s One can only hope amidst the turmoil, and turbulence, Life’s lessons will be learned Do not fear a failure, as we can't always be right Mistakes are made by us, thus we grow in might Doc Shaw

I Am An Idiot And I Am Sorry
I would like to apologize to all of those that I sent a comment to. The comment I am referring to is the “You’ve been F****d”. I have gotten some negative responses to that and I only passed it on in the spirit of having fun. I did not think that anyone would be offended by it, because it is like an adult tag game. You know “tag your it, catch me if you can”. Well I have learned my lesson on that one and please be assured that I will not pass on any of the crude and possible offensive comments that I receive. If you send it to me I will send it back in the same spirit of fun as it was given to me. I personally enjoy talking with most of the people that I have met on this site and feel that I have the start of some very good friendships. I want to nurture those friendships to strengthen them. To those of you that were not offended by the comment in question, please feel free to keep sending me more comments and I will return the favor. Again I am sorry if you were offe

I Hope They Arrest The Entire Family
Sitting at work today and I was actually in a good mood the entire day. Talked to one woman well I should say I won her over from Eckerds for good and had all her medications in stock even if I did have to work around it for a bit on her twinject but hey I did it. I went took my full 30 minute lunch shockingly not that I actually ate anything because now that im in a size 4 pants im determined to shove my fat ass into a pair of size 2 pants before Christmas. Come back from lunch and I hear the fax/printer drop something. Looked in the system so scripts were in printed status so I knew it was a fax. I was hoping that it was from that doctor on this child allergy meds that faxed me back all other meds but that. Oh no why would that be so easy in my life right? Lo and behold its an RX Alert. Let me tell you since I have worked at Walgreens I have never in my year of being there gotten an RX Alert. That right there is an OH SHIT alert for me. I read the 3 peoples names on it and actuall

Atleast Someone Thought Abt The Men!
Thought 1 When we are born, our mothers get the compliments and the flowers. When we are married, our brides get the presents and the publicity. When we die, our widows get the life insurance. What do women want to be liberated from? ------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- ----- Thought 2 The average man's life consists of : Twenty years of having his mother ask him where he is going, Forty years of having his wife ask the same question; and at the end, the mourners wondering too. ------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- ----- Thought 3 A Man was walking down a street when he heard a voice from behind, "If you take one more step, a brick will fall down on your head and kill you." The man stopped and a big brick fell right in front of him. The man was astonished. He went on, and after a while he was going t

Contest For Vip For A Month
WOMEN ONLY NO MEN. TIGHT TOPS PER APPROVAL BY ME. Start 9/01/07 1pm Eastern Standard Time Ends 9/07/07 1pm Eastern Standard Time Rating is 1-10 1 point for each comment. Winner with most comment points wins. A prize will go to the second highest total. Send Photo you want to use in mail will post on 9/01/07 must be in box by noon on 9/01/07. 1st Place will be a one month Vip Runner up will be a 1 day blast I hope alot of ladies will join in. Hope to have some fun. Thanks Hope all the ladies will give it a try. Bingo

A Forgotten Love
We're all alone The world and I We're fighting an endless battle Yet we don't know why We put ourselves through pain and sorrow Forget all we care about We don't realize we did anything wrong Until there is no way out You don't want to hear the truth Your truth is okay for you There's people with smiles on their faces You want to smile too Some force themselves to love others I can't be that way though Some close their eyes, claiming blindness Hiding from truth, love, the colors of the rainbow You claim stupidity If you cannot read You claim to be a follower If you cannot lead But now what can you claim? Who can you blame? Now that you've forgotten how to love Maybe your friends, maybe your family Maybe yourself, maybe the stars above It doesn't mean much It doesn't mean anything Not when you've forgotten how Forgotten how to love....

Be My Valentine
Am I on the way out.....if I take a second glance? Am I to believe.... I might actually have a chance? I go out of my way to climb the highest tree.... The view is fine but I still can't see.... So I climb out on a limb, And wait for a breeze so I can ask the leaves, Maybe they'll answer me then. Is it us and them? Or you and him.... You've got my head in swirls, Seems it's just me against the world.... Will you bear my name? Or cast aside my pearls... You can be my blame or my entire world... Will you please...be my girl?

ګ†☯Ⓟ
I wanna talk about it I wish I could If you can help me I wish you would But you point your finger You raise the blade You pull the trigger I never swayed You place your blame where it don't belong Stop blaming me for what you've done!

Angry Horny Mummer
an angry mummer to play with............ lifesez...: awww baby do you want to see my private pics no>>>>well you cant untill you beg! lifesez...: oh please! get over yourself lifesez...: see what i mean look how long it takes for you to type..i wont type dirty shit to you though and you wont be able to cum! daveysbaby3...: oh you're so right...ignorant little assholes turn me on lifesez...: oh please,you are masterbating to my words right now..dont lie! davesbaby3...: ur right i dnt know u and honestly im glad..if i did know you i think i would have vto kill myselr lifesez...: well you dont know me so you can say what you want davesbaby3...: so your ok with being an ignoarnt piece of shit? lifesez...: ok davesbaby3...: here's my opinion: you are just as ignorant as the guy i was talkin about davesbaby3...: ok if you say so lifesez...: if its a mumm i dont like or if that was my opinion.yes davesbaby3...: and u did say it davesbaby3...: so b/c its a mumm tht g

Do I Have A Dirty Mind???
Your Mind is NC-17 Rated You're mind is so filthy... you should should be washing every part of you out with soap. If your thoughts can go dirty, they do. Almost everything is NC-17 to you! Do You Have a Dirty Mind? lmfao like I always said my mind is dirty cause I'm too lazy to go get it out of the gutter and wash it off lmfao!

Mumms And Fubar
Well then... Maybe I need to not post or comment MUMMS... that's where the retarded drama starts. I ask a simple question, one a friend says is probably one of the most legit he's seen all day and get ppl being ignorant... I post a comment on MUMM that specifially asks for opinions and the "MILF", as she calls herself, shouts me getting all defensive b/c I am younger and probably understand her kids feelings better than she does.... No wonder it's a problem...she won;t think about her kdis instead of herself. GRRRRR. I care too much to not respond....stupid me.

Update On Cardiologist......
Well I was suppose to have an appointment today to go back..they called and resceduled it for Tuesday Sept.11....I will have to have the monitor put back on, and I will have to wear it for 30days/1 month....they have found a murmor and they think that there is a small hole in the right lower side of my heart. They said wearing the monitor for 30days will, give them more information and then the next step is to have an Angiogram(not sure how to spell it and I am not Webster). So I guess now its go to the appointment and wear the stupid thing again for a month...and then go back and see what the deal is...so that is the latest...news. Hugs all! MUAHZ!:-/

Letter
Swiped this from someone else just thought that it was funny and oh so true. Dear Alcohol.... First and foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. As my friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around at the holidays (hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings). However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: 1. Phone Calls and text messages: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation after 2 a.m. can have much substance or necessity. Why would you make me call my ex's? Especially when I know, for a fact, they DO NOT want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night. 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a go

Stop And Look Around...before Going On
SLOW DANCE Have you ever watched kids on a merry go round? Or listen to the rain slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? You better slow down Don't dance so fast Time is short The music won't last. Do you run through each day on the fly? When you ask "How are you" Do you hear the reply? When the day is done, Do you lie in your bed? With the next hundred chores running through your head? You better slow down Don't dance so fast. Time is short The music won't last. Ever told your child, We'll do it tomorrow? And in your haste, Not see his sorrow? Ever lost touch, Let a good friendship die? 'Cause you never had time to call and say "Hi"? You better slow down Don't dance so fast. Time is short The music won't last. When you run so fast to get somewhere, You miss half the fun of getting there. When you worry and hurry Through your day, It is

More Scary Stuff
http://www.krem.com/video/localnews-index.html?nvid=173346&shu=1 On this video link, it is a video from the Spokane State Fair. My daughter was on the zipper that it shows at the end. The car that came loose was the car her and her friend were on right BEFORE it came loose. My god thank god someone was watching over her and Sammi!

No Matter What Anyone Thinks...
There are so many people that think they know what is best for you...it is just that...Their advice. One day when you know you have found the love of your life, your thoughts and feelings about so many things will change...You tend to follow your heart and act on those impulses. Things are not always smooth, but if the love is real, you will do whatever you can to preserve it. The road to love is not easy, and there will be just as many bad times as good, but keeping it real...Love does not die in a matter of minutes, it is not always easy to just L.I.G. (Let it Go)....Take one step at a time and pray for the pain to subside and you never know...low and behold, it may just come back around to the fact that you are meant to be.... 'If you love something, set it free, if it comes back, it was yours, if it does not, it was not meant to be".... Remember 9/11

Wtf So Im A C*nt And Hypocrite Now.....
I was just called a hypocrite because Id never sleep with a bi man. Last time I checked it was a persons own personal perfance on whod they'd sleep with. fuck off dick. Start at the bottem and read up. this is the email. then replies and calls me a cunt wtf Hide header Date: Tue, 11 Sep 2007 20:17:16 -0700 From: Size: 2 KB To: shell1977@fubar.com Reply-To: ok answers my question. you're a hypocrite. cya! On 9/11/2007, shell1977@fubar.com wrote: i have many gay and bi male friends but no i would never date a bi male. On 9/11/2007, fu1140504@fubar.com wrote: hehe, so ur also bi? you're very beautiful too! would love to see ya in leather. would ya date a bi guy? On 9/11/2007, shell1977@fubar.com wrote: yes I am single right now and yes I have been with a woman. several times actually On 9/11/2007, fu1140504@fubar.com wrote: are ya single and would ya ever try a lady? luvbei

Callin All Friends Fans And Family
I entered into a contest. It's first to 5,000 for a 7 day blast! I want my first blast, so I'm calling in all favors owed to me! please come show me some love!!! FOR 200 COMMENTS U GET A SPECAIL TREAT

Photographers Last Shoot
The following link will take you to a site featuring photographer Bill Biggart. His photos are stunning. This was Bills last photoshoot as he was killed when the 2nd tower collapsed. http://digitaljournalist.org/issue0111/biggart01.htm

Lyrics
It's been a long night waiting to sleep the day away and it's been A long time coming along with me every step of the way oh confinement Binds you and nothing scares me nothing thrills me I've fooled myself Into believing that nothing ails me nothing kills me and stagnant time Is a breeding ground for regrets and wrongdoings and resolutions take Their time that's if they even come at all always seeking redemption Through the echoes I've listened and still came up missing these Wounds will heal and nothing can stop me now -Darkest Hour

Oops :o
lol, apparently lack of sleep the night before and reliance on getting through the day on caffeine nicotine and prescription meds... well, it can lead to passing out at 6pm... for all the new adds i got in my sleep, welcome! please take a moment to read my profile if you haven't already... or at the very least keep these few things in mind... one: i have a man, i don't want you. two: i don't use messenger services, please don't ask. three: i will not cam, nor do i want to see your dick four: alot of albums are now available to you that weren't before i accepted the request. five: if it's STILL marked private, it's family only, watch the video linked from my profile to find out how to get access. I will NOT give it to people that just freakin ask, they're private for a reason. six: i'm not horny, get over it. other than that, feel free to look around, say anything you wish in my pic comments, but please be respectful in mails and shouts. Thanks, Sin

Help Me! Lol
ok i'm like 11.5k to level... who's out there that didn't rate my SFW's yet? lol seriously, i wanna level today and it started out SO damn good, and now it's slowed to like this snail's pace... i know someone out there's got stuff to rate me for (blogs, stash, sfw pics... anything!)!! please help me out guys ;) love y'all Sin p.s. yeah i know i'm demanding, but i'm cute dammit, that's gotta count for something!!!!

Jann
->lifesez...: why,is that what happened to you..or him? JANN~ LONE...: how fuckin dare you rip on people that you have no fuckin clue about.....I hope karma fucks you in the ass with no lubricant with an AIDS inflicted cock ->lifesez...: ok then why do you keep typing to me...i am not showing you my cock now unless you beg.....bitch! JANN~ LONE...: I don't think so......you denny tario dance fever flamin fruit loop ->lifesez...: ok,now go annoy you faggot man. JANN~ LONE...: you are an inspiration for birth control, you mom should have aborted your fuckin weak ass ->lifesez...: the blond is hot,you are not JANN~ LONE...: considering YOU look like a pole-smoking queer JANN~ LONE...: hahaha that's funny ->lifesez...: well you look like a meth addict in you morph! JANN~ LONE...: skank? lol fuck you faggot ass motherfucker!!! ->lifesez...: what,who...wtf are you on about skank? JANN~ LONE...: fuck you in calling my man a fag

My Extreamly Twisted Day
it was the worst day of my life!..so its 1:37 in the morning...and im just getting home. lets start from the wake up call. i didnt go to sleep intill like 4...was up at 6...left about 7:30ish....we hit the road....went to the jail..got there at like 12:30....had our visit..it was good. i snuck james in his tounge ring. so he was happy..the shit starts when we leave. we head out at 4Pm....1st our pictures we took flew out the window...we get gas..everythings good right...we get to alexadria...and what do we see on the side of the road. a fucking dead body...covered in blood....no wreck...nothing either someone hit him while he was walking or someone dumped his body...we move on freaked out of our mind....get to laffyette....didnt want to stop till we got to the gas station with the tiger for caleb right...wrong move...we hit I-10 not 5 seconds later the car wouldnt accelerate...then started knocking...all the sudden...smoke everywhere and what looks like water starts shooting out of

So Little Time And So Much To Do
This is HELL week for me so far... I have so much in the way of reports to create and print and distribute before some big meetings it is nothing but full blown stress... to the MAXXXXXXXXXXXXX. I worked 14 hours yesterday and from what I see for today it will be just as much if not more.

My Living Will
MY LIVING WILL Last night, my friend and I were sitting in the living room And I said to her, 'I never want to live in a vegetative state, Dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle. If That ever happens, just pull the plug.' She got up, unplugged the TV, and threw out my wine. She's such a bitch.....

A Sit At The Pit
See I sit at the edge of the pit, watching the demons throw a fit at the toes that dangle over the side of the hole. "Fuck the hell in which I fell", says an echoing yell issued from my shadowed soul. "I will not sleep, not me, not a peep nor will I allow you pricks to keep, my broken and fetid heart." See me fight with all my might within the sulfur light to not slip into the abyss and get ripped apart.

Me
Time: 11:41pm Name: Nicole Sisters: Joy, Jill & Jamie Brothers: James & Chad Height: 5ft 9" What are you wearing? Quincy Hawks tshirt & Flecce pants Favorite Number? 7 Favorite Drink? Brass Monkey Favorite Month: October Favorite Breakfast: fried eggs, bacon (extra cispy), hashbrowns, toast with jelly --------------------------Have You Ever------------------------- Broken a bone: yes Been in a police car: yes Been on a boat? yes Swam in the ocean and surfed?: yes Fallen asleep in school: yes Cried when someone died: yes Saved emails?: yes --------------------------Ever Had------------------------------- Chicken pox: yes Sore throat: yes Broken nose: yes (6 times) ----------------------------Do You-------------------------------- Like cake? no Like school? yeah, i until i found beer ------------------------Questions---------------------------------------- Who was the last person you danced with? Drew Who makes you smile? My princess Landry

A Simple Friend Versus A Real Friend
A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest. A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself (and doesn't feel even the least bit weird shutting your 'beer/Pepsi drawer' with his/her foot!) A simple friend has never seen you cry. A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears. A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book. A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party. A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean. A simple friend hates it when you call after they've gone to bed. A real friend asks you why you took so long to call. A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems. A real friend seeks to help you with your problems. A simple friend wonders about your romantic history. A real friend could blackmail you with it. A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument. A real friend calls you

My Dreams Lately...
Most of what I can remember, has been a sense of reaching out...no clear images, just a vague impression of reaching out. Not reaching anything/anyone, though. *ss* running out of time... carpe noctem eternae...

If I Could
if i could use words to say how i am feeling today would you still be here by my side or would you leave me to my demise if i could tell you what you mean to me and how much i want us to be would you still want to stay or would you just run away if i could show you the state of my mind and how i feel like i am blind would you help me to see what you are doing to me if i could sing you a beautiful song and love you all my life long would that be enough for you to simply love me to

Dont Know What To Call This One
when i think of you i feel a joy that seems to be true you have made this time worth while and you have made me able to smile youve given me a chance where no one else would and together we can be so good i would do anything you ask of me just because you have helped me to see that there is good in this world that i fight for and there is still something here that is pure i have been fighting for so very long but all my strength does not make me strong my strength is the love in wich i hold and that there is always a story to be told so when i think of you i no longer feel empty and in two this world has taken so much out of my soul but you make me feel i can once again be whole i sacrifice so much for this world of ours and i get in return a few short hours that time is yours if you ask for it because of you my eyes are once again lit i dont want to put you through this life i lead and i know you sacrifice as well in this time of need i

Lyrics
One nation under the gun Where forward thinking is shunned A morbid tradition Of archaic value systems Where violence justified Is just another pride Under the surface lies A holy plastic empire With guarded golden fences Where misfortune Shelters decisions A pain wrought from blood flowing green The myth of protection Is a sick fascination A culture of violence is what you are feeding Fear is an heirloom And hate is contagious A nation of sadists is what you are breeding It's everywhere It's everywhere that you see But who decides If you watch or turn the other cheek And only in your mind Is it your given right to be armed to the teeth It's a common disease The only immunity is to disarm This holy plastic empire disease -Darkest Hour

The Boss & The Child
THE BOSS.... A boss wondered why one of his most valued employees had not phoned in sick one day. Having an urgent problem with one of the main computers, he dialed the employee's home phone number and was greeted with a child's whisper. "Hello?" "Is your daddy home?" he asked. "Yes," whispered the small voice. May I talk with him?" The child whispered, "No." Surprised and wanting to talk with an adult, the boss asked, "Is your Mummy there?" "Yes." "May I talk with her?" Again the small voice whispered, "No." Hoping there was somebody with whom he could leave a message, the boss asked, "Is anybody else there?" "Yes," whispered the child, "a policeman." Wondering what a cop would be doing at his employee's home, the boss asked, "May I speak with the policeman?" "No, he's busy", whispered the child. "Busy doing what?" "Talking to Mummy and Daddy and the Fir

Dreams About Love Lost..
Last night I had a dream that when I woke up was really upsetting to me because I had to realize that it was not real and would never happen. Of course, although not a GOOD dream, in the outcome, my ex and I were working through things and back together...slowly working our way to being a couple again. How sad to wake up and find out that THAT was JUST a dream and not something that will ever happen. So, of course, my mood this morning is sad, disappointed and hurt. But things will be better once the dream subsides from my mind and heart.

Thinking
Ok so I was thinking today about how my life is. I realized I don't have much time for dating, having fun and enjoying life. I work at home and I work my ass off at work. You know I like to keep busy. I hate being idle for very long because I feel like I am wasting time. Yes I know I am here alot but I am not really here here with you guys. I get up and do things and come back. Right now I am remodeling my new place. Oh ya I got me a new place. I am busy stripping the doors. This place needs alot of work. I am not ignoring anyone. I am just a very busy person. When I do slow down long enough to breath and see whats going on in here. I realize how much I miss. I am trying to take the time to upload all of my stash stuff. So you guys can laugh and cry with me. Thank you to all of my friends who have tried to help me level up. I found out you really can't do a whole lot on the lower levels. I can't comment bomb people very long because I reach my limit fast. Which is upsetting because I

Death In The Family
As all of you know I try to say hi to all my friends everyday.... Today has been a very mixed emotion al day. I have just been told that someone close ...who has been batteling cancer for some time has just passed away.So to all the friends i didnt manage to say hey to today ... justso ya know i am still thinking of ya and I hope you have a great Wed. Touch the Darkness @ DarkCasket.com Touch the Darkness @ DarkCasket.com

Falling In Love With You
Its been such a long time since I have felt what love is all about. Now I have found someone that I feel deserves all that I can offer him with no doubt. My heart aches with pain because we are apart, Yet I now carry him in my loving heart. No matter how many miles in distance we are, My love travels to him no matter how far. Deep within this loving heart of mine, I know that everything will work out fine. Sooner than later all my dreams will come true. Baby, if you don't know yet, my dreams are all of you. Many will say it's too soon to tell. But the fact remains that I surely fell. To hear your voice puts a smile upon my face, And I always meet you in my dreams in the same place. I dream of being in your arms at night, Always knowing that everything will be alright. To love someone so much and yet can't show ore express it. It's like catching the game ball with your mitt. I want to so those three little words so damn bad. Not knowing if you love me the same is

Those Who Love You
If someone should hurt you And say a thing unkind, Remember what I write you, And keep these thoughts in mind. For everyone who makes you cry, There are three who make you smile. And a smile will last a long, long time, But a tear just a little while. Don't let someone who hates the world Cause you to hate it too. Behind the clouds is a golden sun, And a sky that's full of blue. If someone said a thing that's cruel, Don't let it get to you, Your achievements are greatly numbered, And your faults are very few. So if a certain person Should act a certain way, Think of those who love you And don't let it spoil your day.

Friends Without Faces
We sit and we type, and we stare at our screens, We all have to wonder, what this possibly means. With our mouse we roam, through the rooms in a maze, Looking for something or someone, as we sit in a daze. We chat with each other, we type all our woes, Small groups we do form, and gang up on our foes. We wait for somebody, to type out our name, We want recognition, but it is always the same. We give kisses and hugs, and sometimes flirt, In IMs we chat deeply, and reveal why we hurt. We do form friendships - but - why we don't know, But some of these friendships, will flourish and grow. Why is it on screen, we can be so bold, Telling our secrets, that have never been told. Why is it we share, the thoughts in our mind, With those we can't see, as though we were blind. The answer is simple, it is as clear as a bell. We all have our problems, and need someone to tell. We can't tell "real" people, but tell someone we must, So we turn to the 'puter, and t

Please Resubscribe Please!!!
TO ALL MEMBERS IN WÌLÐÇÄŦ LÖÚÑGÈ ACCORDING TO THE NEW LOUNGES ALL MEMBERS NEED TO RESUBSCRIBE AGAIN. SO PLEASE DO!!!!! I just want to introduce to you the best crew and people that keep the tunes going and flowing in WÌLÐÇÄŦ LÖÚÑGÈ.Go show them some love,and Stop by the lounge,say Hi and ask them to play your favorite song and enjoy the chat. We play a variety of music for everyones taste,we also play requests. We have our own Radio Station,, Only WÌLÐÇÄŦ RÄÐÌÖ,Plays all your requests and keeps you rocking out.. Thanks again for checking us out and feel free to stop by again. MY WONDERFUL AND GREAT CO-OWNER *BÌG* . *BÌG* ÇÖ ÖWÑÈR ÖҒ WÌLÐÇÄŦ LÖÚÑGÈ@ fubar THE ONE AND ONLY MANAGER DJ TAZMAN. ~ DJ TAZMAN ~ ĦÄñÄGÈR õҒ WÌLÐÇÄŦ LõÚñGÈ~@ fubar THE HOTTEST AND SEXIEST HEAD SECURITY/BARTENDER LISSA. ~*LissaHotTruckerGirl*~RLGF to Hot_Trucker16 & *Head Security/Bartender @ WÌLÐÇÄŦ LõÚñGÈ*@ fubar AND THE MOST ADDICTIVE AND SEXY

"i Don't Understand"......
I DON'T UNDERSTAND... Why we can't have morality without dictating religion. Why we can't have differences without hatred. Why we can't have disagreements without belittlements. Why we can't love a higher spirit, but each in our own way. Why we can't feed the homeless but can rebuild the world. Why we can't find charity for our neighbors but can pray for a stranger. Why we can't see our own faults but can so easily find them in others. Why we can't see the good but so readily point out the bad. I DON’T UNDERSTAND… Why love doesn't return the gift of generosity. Why we profess to value honesty then lie to protect ourselves. Why success can't be won without deceit. Why we abuse the world but cherish possessions. Why profit means more than the method that achieves it. Why what people say isn't what they mean. I DON’T UNDERSTAND… Why we complain more about what we don't have instead of seeing what we've alre

What Are You Like In Bed?!?
LEO--THAT'S ME!! Read on to find your sign and what this says about you. July 24 - August 23 Ruling Planet: THE SUN Which isn't a planet at all, but a star, and just like Leo's opinion of themselves, it's the center of our solar system! Leos can be very 'into themselves' when they bonk. It's not that they don't make their partner feel special, it's just that they often forget about them as they secretly high-five themselves for scoring again! Leo does actually want more from a partner than just sex though. Leo wants love and friendship too. They can be very romantic, but when they get into bed, it's not an experience they're about to have, it's a show! They like to perform ... and they take requests! "Doing it" is the ultimate stress buster for Leo and they are pretty damn good at it, but they need constant praise for their outstanding performance. FAVE POSITION Receiving 'oral affections', since Leo is all about getting serviced! BEST SEX TOY A camera, or a game of St

System Bulletin Babyjesus Pt.3!!!
System Bulletin babyjesus (woking on photos..) M, 28 Los Gatos, CA 2007-10-01 13:00:29 i'm working on the photos now.. if things seem weird, that's why. have no fear, they'll be back to normal soon.... i hope! -mike Our pics just gone!!!!!

I'm Pissed
I'm sitting here minding my own business watching the Patriots and Bengals and I look and find out that my counter for all of my pics and I find out that at least 50 of my pics from my default folder got erased and I know everybody is having a problem with them but this is ridiculous, where does this end?! It needs to be fixed and now not later!

My Grandma :(
hey yall...just wanted to say that i am sad to say that my grandma passed away. i am doing surprisingly well. i have never gone to a funeral before where i just knew that she was going to be okay. i know that she is happy and smiling down on me from Heaven.

Joke
-------Original Message------ Subject: FW: Divorce Joke ----- Original Message ----- Subject: Divorce Joke One day a father gets out of work and on his way home he suddenly remembers that it's his daughter's birthday. He pulls over to a toy shop and asks the salesperson, "How much for one of those Barbie's in the display window?" The salesperson answers, "Which one do you mean, sir? We have: Work Out Barbie for $19.95, Shopping Barbie for $19.95, Beach Barbie for $19.95, Disco Barbie for $19.95, Ballerina Barbie for $19.95, Astronaut Barbie for $19.95, Skater Barbie for $19.95, and Divorced Barbie for $265.95" The amazed father asks: "You what?! Why is the Divorced Barbie $265.95 and the others only $19.95? The annoyed salesperson rolls her eyes, sighs, and answers: "Sir..., Divorced Barbie comes with: Ken's Car, Ken's House, Ken's Boat, Ken's Furniture, Ken's Computer and. one of Ken's Friends

Size
There was a cucumber, a pickle, and a penis sitting around talking about how their lives sucked. The cucumber said, "Man, my life sucks. When I get big, fat, and juicy, they cut me up and stick me on a salad." The pickle looks at him and says, "You think you have it bad? When I get big, fat, and juicy, they stick me in vinegar, put spices on me, and stick me in a jar." The penis looks at him and says, "You think you have it rough? When I get big, fat, and juicy, they stick a rubber tarp on my head, stick me in a dark room, and bang my head against the wall until I throw up and pass out!."

Dreamland
So gently they came out Almost a whisper of a sound They mingled with the stillness And a feeling so profound I first heard those words Such a long time ago But now my world has smiled My face began to glow. I longed to hear those words again Bringing the winds of change I no longer felt I had to abstain From feeling joy instead of pain I said those words first So soft yet so sweet Magically and lovingly Our eyes would meet He reply came next Forever to endear As those wonderful words Now flowed into my ears "I love you!" I said, And my words echoed back From my lover's lips they came Precise and intact My spirit soon stirred My soul was renewed My heart beat loudly As my thoughts flew Over hills and valleys Through time and space I kissed him sweet lips Gently caressing his face My tears flowed freely Gentle tracks down my cheeks Overwhelmed by my silence I was unable to speak Always and forever are These moments with you They wil

Something You Made Wanna Know About Me (my Version)
Name: Birthdate: 29 August 1983 Birthplace: Reyjavik Current Location: Living room Eye Color: Grey-blue/brown Hair Color: Light brown.. Height: Weight: Piercings: ears Tatoos: 0 Boyfriend/Girlfriend: not gona tell ya Overused Phraze: 2 many FAVORITES Food: Mexican and italian Candy: my uncles Number: 29 and 10 Color: black and blue Animal: birds,tigers and leopards,wolfs Drink: none Alcohol Drink: sex on the beach,screw-driver,captain morgan and coke Letter: H Body Part on Opposite sex: body This or That Pepsi or Coke: pepsi McDonalds or BurgerKing: Buger king Strawberry or Watermelon: Watermelon Hot tea or Ice tea: Ice tea Chocolate or Vanilla Chocolate Hot Chocolate or Coffee: hot chocolate Kiss or Hug: both are very good Dog or Cat: dog Rap or Punk: neither Summer or Winter: both Scary Movies or Funny Movies: both Love or Money: Love Favorite persons: My dad,Haukur,My sis Anna my nephew Gabriel Favorite Music: Techno,R&B Favorite cars: To

Bitch I Am From Louisiana
Actually Mississippi my lover was from Louisiana Somebody from California apparently wrote the top part, but somebody from Louisiana came back and put them on their asses at the bottom. And whoever that was, GOD BLESS YOU! IN CALIFORNIA: I can wear sandals all year long I go to the Beach - not "down to the shore" Our chicks are WAYYYY hotter than yours. Well...Miami can hang. I say "like" and "for sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and I say them often I know what real cheese & avocados taste like Everyone smokes weed and its no big deal We'll roll up 40 deep when something goes down. I live next door to Mexicans, but we call them American's! All the porn you watch is made here, cause we're better and thats how it is I don't get snowdays off because theres only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe, Shasta, and Big Bear I know 65 mph really means 100 When someone cuts me off, they get the horn and t

Nite Nite Nite All
toddles my friends fam and BLS BROTHER AND SISTER its time to hit to bed and dream the dream and is being to rock out like there aint no other care in the word yesterday i had a dream i got to play right beside DIMEBAG himself what does that mean

No Forgiveness
so i just been thinking i dont know how to forgive not my self and not others if u hurt me i will always rememember it and a lil bit of that amazing person u once were is gone if i hurt me a lil bit of my self washes away with the pain ... i fuck my self really bad i am right now as i write i pusnishing myuself rally in the worst ways i can and i dont know how to stop i wont even talk to ppl or take help or help my self i letting my self drown and i hate it i wont forgive my self i wont show mercy to my self i fuck my self for doign the wrong thing once and i love my slf each time i ruin things and sabiage things till there no longer possible sometiems i can over come this and fix it but i not even letting my self fix things

I Love You,, I Do.....
I LOVE YOU I DO AND FOREVER I WILL WE WEAR THIS RING ATLEAST AND UNTIL THIS RING NOT GOLDEN OR WORN ON THE LEFT IT’S AN AURA FILLED BEAM SURROUNDING OUR CHEST IT BROUGHT US TOGETHER AND IT CALMS US AT NIGHT IT REMOVED YOUR UNCERTAINTY WE’RE A FIT JUST RIGHT IT REMOVES ALL THE NEGATIVE AND SOOTHES OUR SOULS IT’S WHAT MAKES ME LOVE YOU BEYOND GETTING OLD I LOVE YOU I DO THROUGH ETERNITY I GIVE YOU THIS RING TO WEAR FOR INFINITY FOREVER IN LOVE YOU I THEE WED NO QUESTIONS TO ASK THERS NONE IN MY HEAD NOT BASED ON YOUR BODY OR TASTES OF SINS SO SWEET BUT ON A HEAVEN SENT WISH WE TWO SHOULD MEET FOREVER FOR ALWAYS FOR LOVE FROM THE BOTTOM OF YOUR FEET TO THE TOP OF YOUR CROWN BEYOND THE HERE AND NOW SO SWEET FROM THE DEPTHS OF MY SOUL AND THE BEATS OF MY HEART I LOVE YOU MR WHO LOVES ME BACK I DID FROM THE START

2008 Lamborghini Reventón
Remember the recent Pininfarina Ferrari P4/5 and Maserati GS Zagato? Well, Lamborghini is now building a specialty car of its own: the Reventón, a limited-edition version to be sold to 20 lucky customers as a designer piece. Deciding not to wait until a coachbuilder picks up a Murciélago to convert it into something different, Lamborghini decided it could do the job better and started work on project code LP640/2, aka the M.O.A., which stands for "Meanest of All." Spokesman Dominik Hoberg said the designation was decided on because the car is expected to have "at least" 650 bhp. However, we now know the final name of the car to be the 2008 Lamborghini Reventón. We all agree that the look is stunning. All body parts are new, except for the windshield. Edgy, metallic-gray carbon panels form an extreme appearance inspired by modern aircraft design. The Reventón sports LED lighting front and rear, an all-new fuel inlet and black alloy wheels topped with carbon blades.

Castle
I slip into the castle walking through the great hall, the firelight dances across my skin. Dark, rich red curls cascade down my back, caressing me with the slow seductive sway of my hips. My emerald eyes kissed with the ocean’s mist, dance with mischief. My red silks transparent in the firelight show every line of my graceful curves, my flawless skin shimmers with the dance of the flames. My full breasts with their swollen nipples betray my pleasure at your taking of my gift of sweet surrender. My short silks ride gently up my thighs showing the glistening wet treasure that is for you and you alone. As I begin to climb the stairs, I moan as the desire to please my Knight, burns like an inferno in my slave’s belly. I make my way to the great wooden door of our bed chambers and silently push it open slipping inside. As my eyes adjust to the moonlight filled room, I see the huge wooden bed. My breath catches in my throat as I find you my Knight, lying on your back the covers pulled to yo

13
The Redneck at the Zoo A small Alabama Wild Animal Park acquired a very rare species of gorilla. Within a few weeks, the gorilla, who was a female, became very difficult to handle. Upon examination, the park veterinarian determined the problem. The gorilla was in heat. To make matters worse, there was no male gorilla available. Reflecting on their problem, the park administrator thought of Eddie Standen, a redneck part-time intern, who was responsible for cleaning the animal's cages. Eddie, like most rednecks, had little sense, but possessed ample ability to satisfy a female of any species. The park administrator thought they might have a solution. Eddie was approached with a proposition. Would he be willing to mate with the gorilla for $500.00? Eddie showed some interest, but said he would have to think the matter over carefully. The following day, Eddie announced that he would accept their offer, but only under the following four conditions. "First," he said, "I don't

Have You Eva Loved Someone So Much.......
have you ever loved some one so much that you just cant let them go...but then you know its for ur good...but at the same time ur just thinking you have to be with that person and you just cant let them go....its so hard for me 2 make my desion on what i should do ok hears the storie my boifriend of 2 years is doing drugs and drinking alot he always calling me high and talkng shit but then i love him so much but i cant handel this shit anymore im tired of his drug addition ive tryed to help him ive even tried to make him to go a clinic so they can help him he acts like he wants do to it but then he turns and says well baby imma do good and take care of you and get a job and things like that so he really does want to do good for him self but then again he is not doing anything about it he just keeps on with those drugs.....and i just dont know what to do anymore so anybody with good advice or thinks they can help....plzz comment and tell me! thank you xoxo chelsea

So Basically....
this week has sucked. Tuesday I was hurting and soooooo tired I couldn't keep my eyes open. Stayed home and slept till 11:30.. then just laid in bed the rest of the day mostly. Wednesday even though I still felt totally crapped out I forced myself to go to work, got there and almost turned around and went back home, but I didn't I went on in and managed to stay all day. Come home to find out my husband decided he didn't need to go to work :/ And as soon as I walked in the door my oldest calls from practice and says someone come get me and I want to go to the doctor(he's been having headaches off and on for a week)so I sent the husband after him and proceed to make a phone call to the doc.. well ended up taking him to urgent care, and the doc on call decided that since he's a football player and has been having headaches she wants a cat scan (even though he said he'd not been hurt) done to be on the safe side. He's ok.. sinus infection. Today I leave work about 1/2 hour early becau

New To Fu!
So I'm still groping my way around the 'bar, getting to know people, and apparently getting sh*tfaced in the process. Thanks so much to all the people who've given me lovin' (not to mention drinks!) and to my fan-freaking-tastic roomie for getting me hooked! I'll post some new pics after a few nights out. I'll try to remember the camera.

We Are Halfway There!
We are halfway to our 30 person limit on the HH Contest! See the Lip Lovers Contest Blog if you would like to enter! It wont be long before we get this party started, so make sure you have your back-up ready! Any questions? Fu-mail me! Mwah!

What I Am Wearing Right Now!!
1.. A random guy yells to you "aybaybay." You....? Can you please speak english to me- its much more attractive- thanks! 2. What was the last thing you put in your mouth? Water- yummy! 3. What does your last incoming text message say? I ordered the parts and got my rx! 4. The last song you listened to? Click click boom by saliva 5. What's irritating you at this moment? the tag on my shirt 6. Last thing you ate? a protein bar 7. What did you do yesterday?. went to the fair, rode a 'scary' ride with Stone, broke my skates(and still kicked ass), and got beat up by a 70 pound derby girl!! 8. What are you doing tomorrow? YOU! 9. What are you doing today? Working and playing mommy and sleeping with my babies! I love hearing Blaze snore- he is the cutest. 10. What do you want to do when you get out of high school/college? Already done with that shit, but wanna get my Master's from somewhere 11. Do you have any siblings? yes, selling them real cheap- want

Love Or Like
LOVE .vs. LIKE never leave the one you [LOVE] for the one you (LIKE) because the one you LIKE will leave you for the one they LOVE the one you LIKE will give you goosebumps; the one you LOVE will make you laugh and send shivers down your spine. When the one you LIKE cries, you feel sorry for them; but when the one you LOVE cries, you cry for them. True Love Doesnt Have A Happy Ending BECAUSE True LOVE Never Ends

Joining The Marine Corps...
So I am going to be joining the Marine Corps. I am going to start working out with a recruiter 4-5 times a week and am trying to lose 100 lbs. in 6 months so I'll be updating this blog every once in awhile to keep you updated on my progress..

Crushcrushcrush
I got a lot to say to you Yeah, I got a lot to say I noticed your eyes are always glued to me Keeping them here And it makes no sense at all They taped over your mouth Scribbled out the truth with their lies You little spies They taped over your mouth Scribbled out the truth with their lies You little spies Crush Crush Crush Crush, crush (Two, three, four!) Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone Just the one two of us who's counting on That never happens I guess I'm dreaming again Let's be more than this If you want to play it like a game Well, come on, come on, let's play Cause I'd rather waste my life pretending Than have to forget you for one whole minute They taped over your mouth Scribbled out the truth with their lies You little spies They taped over your mouth Scribbled out the truth with their lies You little spies Crush Crush Crush Crush, crush (Two, three, four!) Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone Just the one two o

Members
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My Dog Had Puppies Today!
TODAY MY DOG HAD PUPPIES! SHE HAD 4. 2 CHOCOLATE AND WHITE BOYS AND 2 BLACK AND WHITE GIRLS. THEY FULL BLOODED CHIHUAHUAS BUT I HAVE NO PAPERS ON THEM. THEY ARE DOING FANTASTIC. SHE IS BEING A REALLY GOOD MOM TO THEM AND THEY SO CUTE AND BE READY FOR CHRISTMAS LOL. FREAKY!

What I Have Recently Learned About Myself
i have just recently come to the conclusion that i like guys that are all wrong for me, and maybe its not totally their fault when i wind up getting hurt by them. i like guys that are interested in me for a minute, and am interested for a minute in guys that really like me. i wonder if there is something wrong with me. maybe its a good thing though. i dont even cry anymore and just feel like i should just go on and enjoy life kind of go with the flow. hang out with whoever i want talk to whoever, kiss whoever. its sad but i gave up. i was engaged once and that is all i ever want to go through. never again.

My Wet ........
The shock electric, pleasure from one fingers soft touch on my... Ice cube, intense slowly melting in my hot wet... Fingers, caressing steadily rubbing. The cube ice relaxing, thawing cool, droplets trickling from my hot, wet, pink...

Snake Eyes Radio
Okay everyone, there is a new lounge out there called Snake Eyes Radio. It is with all the djs from Spitfire and that is where some of the members of Spitfire has gone. It has the same music and even better music that you probably don't find in any other lounge. The DJ's Do take requests no matter what kind of music it is and the place is the best place to be...We would really like it if you would come and join and hang out with us. Some of the DJ's in there are: DJ Thump, DJ Klyde, DJ Rev (he is the one that created and owns Snake eyes Radio) DJ Lady C and much much more...If you are looking for a good time, want to meet new friends, Awesome Music and Friendly people then SNAKE EYES RADIO is the place for you. Please come in and become a member..and if you do then we will all say to you WC 4 LIFE cause once you join, we wouldn't want you to leave us...

My Night With My Ville.....
I was so close to my Ville...only about 15ft. away...I don't even think I blinked...some of the photos are a bit blurred..but I don't care..because they are mine...my photos of my night with my Ville... This track isn't from my concert...but it is just like the way he sang it my night with him...I still feel his voice running through my head...through my veins... Oh... Where do I begin... As I stood waiting for my Ville...my heart was pounding with anticipation...I still couldn't believe that in a few moments he was going to be standing in front of me...I still wasn't sure if I was going to be able to handle seeing this man that I absolutely adore, standing before me...I was completely lost in my thoughts...then I heard everyone screaming...as I looked up, I saw the band coming on stage...my whole body started to shake...and then...there he was! My Ville!!! Standing there before my eyes...smiling that wonderful little boy smile of his that charms me so...I couldn't compr

Personal Firearm Issue
Human beings only have two ways to deal with one another: reason and force. If you want me to do something for you, you have a choice of either convincing me via argument, or force me to do your bidding under threat of force. Every human interaction falls into one of those two categories, without exception. Reason or force, that's it. In a truly moral and civilized society, people exclusively interact through persuasion. Force has no place as a valid method of social interaction and the only thing that removes force from the menu is the personal firearm, as paradoxical as it may sound to some. When I carry a gun, you cannot deal with me by force. You have to use reason and try to persuade me, because I have a way to negate your threat or employment of force. The gun is the only personal weapon that puts a 100-pound woman on equal footing with a 220-pound mugger, a 75-year old retiree on equal footing with a 19-year old gang banger, and a single gay guy on equa

Food, Toys, Recall Oh My
Rmember arnold's movie total recall, was their any toys and food they was pulling? Make u wonder what is happening til where our young babies can't play properly or eat 4 that matter. If U don't eat enuff of this u get cancer or ashma. I'm almost convince that the government is expanding their plot on the world. See, when they take that space shuttle to go live on jupiter or mars, we won't be around 2 coplain about why we can't go. If u are not wondering yet, you are either brain dead, burned out, or apart of the plan. USDA (United Snakes Destoying America), oh they can't keep track of whats going on and they are the food inspectors. They don't care until someone important gets mixed up in their bullshit. Listen 2 what they say and not what u wanna hear. They have been recalling toys that supposely have lead, they claim. More then likely it is something else more deadly and they callin it lead. 2 bad lead are in bullets, now they are in our toys and not to mention food. And what

Friends And Lovers
Hi everyone, I wanted to share with everyone something wonderful that has happened. You guys really helped me through a bad heartbreak and I want to thank you again, but I hope you guys will stay with me through this happy time too. There is someone who I have known for a while and I have liked him for a longer time than that. I thought he just liked me as a friend, but found out that he likes me as more. We are dating, but haven't made anything official yet. He is a good, quiet, romantic man, with a pure heart. I have has one person stop being my friend because he was only talking to me in hopes of getting with me. I hope that this will not happen to more of you, but realize it might happen. If someone was just talking to me for that reason then they are not someone that I would want to be with for the long term because to have a truly lasting love there has to be a friendship too, and that is not being a true friend. May my true friends stay with me. I love

Longing To Feel....
Each Night I lay awake Longing for your Touch Wishing to feel your skin next to mine I Long to Hold you in my arms Away from all the Harm Safe and Warm next to me in the night I Long to feel you soft skin As you curl up next to me In the Warmth of our Embrace I Long for you to Caress my slim arms Wishing that Our Passion will not flee But Forever grow and Lighten our Days I Long for your soft butterfly Kisses To be placed upon my Rose Petal Lips In the Darkest Hour of the Cold Nights I Long to feel Our Skin Touching Each Others Without the barrier of clothing I Long to run my fingers threw your silken hair As you explore my nude form with your eyes and hands Wishing to have your soft lips Caress my Silken skin I Long for this Each and Every Night As I lay here in my Bed alone and cold Knowing that only your Touch and Warmth with cure me of this plague Sleepily I pray and dream For this to come to be For one single night at least I Wish an

Soooo Day 3, 4 And 5....
hmm everything is getting a bit cooler... like... me and my boss have more things to talk about more subjects and... as long as he is talking i am entertained so its all good lol well wednesday i did learn everything about the project we work on and about the sponsors. the spain history and and and.... it was pretty interesting ( what i didnt thought it would lol) my boss is funny in a weird way.. the way he talkes make me already laugh... when he get pissed over things or is wondering about people... lol anyways.. we were printing maps and drew the walk way on it... that took us pretty long cuz we didnt find the right map and ya.... day was over pretty fast..... thursday i was off.. the computer didnt work and ... ya it was nothing to do... so i was there.. bought toilett paper and food and went back home haha... so at least i was able to run to the mecanics and let em fix my car ( i love the emcanics) i told him my car is outside and if he can look whats wro

You Hurt Me
You hurt me once, I'll hurt you twice Listen real closley, take my advice Don't steal my soul, or I'll lose control I'll cut you down till there is no more I'll fuck you up to the extent of death I won't stop hurtin till you take your last breath You're pushing me close to my psychotic break Your bitches life I'll soon take You fucked it all up when you cheated on me I can't let it go, I just can't let it be You've hurt me once, I've hurt you twice Now don't you wish you took my advice Fuck you fuckers, I'm done with you Your whore is dead now so what will you do You fuck it up again they'll never find you This bitch is done playin so start being true Written By a Crazy Person named Ariana Inspired by ME!

Lip Lovers
Hey all, I need your help please. Would you all kindly rate and bomb the hell outta this link beginning Friday October 26th @ 6PM PST until November 5th. This is my first contest and I will gladly bomb and rate for all who do the same for me. Thank you so much for the help guys. Have a great time. Here is the link to the pic that needs the boming and rates: Hot Mama Much LUV & HUGZ HOT MAMA (HOLLY)

Comments
My thoughts on Fubar are nothing short of excellent. I have met sooooo many choice people, and I am still meeting them..The best thing I like about this site, is, a person has to identify themselves with the Fubar details, handwritten on paper and displayed in a self portraite photo..Good stuff Fubar,,at least you know the person you are talking with is a real person...There is too much deception on the internet, and conartist are getting away with peoples naivity every minute of the day..Millions are getting swindled..So, to have a site like Fubar..It's always a comfort...

Get Well Soon Leeann
LETS ALL WISH LEEANN A GET WELL SOON AND PRAY FOR HER AND HER KIDS SHE JUST WOKE UP 2 HRS AGO FROM ICU THIS IS THE GREATEST FRIEND ANYONE COULD ASK FOR LETS ALL GO AND SHOW SOME LOVE TO HER AND TO HER PAGE Schatz@ fubar

The Spirit Is Incomplete
subject: the spirit is incomplete post date: 2007-10-11 11:12:39 i beg for more to have your very soul inside me to part my lips and push to my very being to feel the rhythm as you dance within it becomes repetition as the sound of the beat i beg for more as the beat of the music quickens i taste the very thrust as it goes though halls the touch against the walls simulating my center soul feeling my lips fold with the very thrust the rhythm varies as my lust raises wanting more to feel the rush of the bliss which is at hand the sweet rush to calm the spirit before the breath the breath be out of control with each thrust the awaiting explodes into wonderness bliss wishing it to never end but to find i am still breathing that before the breathing was so fast that it stood still as it become calmer i find you have exploded too the walls have been flooded and is still pouring down as a waterfall pours it being serenity to the being the soul become calm and

There Is Nothing Left To Be Thankful For Except For One Day The Sun Will Destroy The Earth
I thought I would write to you in the dark with no candles and see how clearly I can think. That vision I said would never go away has somehow faded with the lights. And dancing around in its stead is a picture of blowing grass. Don't think bad of me if I speak of grass for it's that sweet image that will somehow never leave me. I know that when I die I will be there. My hair restored to its youthful length. And the wind will blow my hair like that grass. And we will flow together with nothing to guide us save for the wind. It was nothing special it was nothing extreme yet the image never leaves me. Perhaps because there was not a care that makes me care most of all. Simple grass blowing in the wind. It brings tears to these darkened and hollow eyes. I want to sit and watch the grass and that stream gently flowing. I feel it flowing. Flowing through me like so many tears. I feel the tears pulling at my eyes and

Declaration Of Independance
IN CONGRESS, JULY 4, 1776 The unanimous Declaration of the thirteen united States of America When in the Course of human events it becomes necessary for one people to dissolve the political bands which have connected them with another and to assume among the powers of the earth, the separate and equal station to which the Laws of Nature and of Nature's God entitle them, a decent respect to the opinions of mankind requires that they should declare the causes which impel them to the separation. We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness. — That to secure these rights, Governments are instituted among Men, deriving their just powers from the consent of the governed, — That whenever any Form of Government becomes destructive of these ends, it is the Right of the People to alter or to abolish it, and to institute new Gov

Rekindled
Rekindled. Everything drifted off into the past, Thinking that our love would never last. Getting on with our lives, Finally saying our proper goodbyes. Closing the door behind Letting my memories slide. Thinking of you no more, Back to being alone, just like before… Holding my head up high, I plodded on with life; I try. Doing what I needed to do, Whether I was with or without you. Communication shut, so did the door to my heart, My love for you drifted further apart. With you I no longer will be, What the future holds we will have to see. Until… That day I fell into your arms, My hands fitted right into your palms. The moment I kissed, Something I long for; I missed. Looking into your eyes, Made me wonder why we had to say our goodbyes. Seeing your wonderful smile, I finally knew why I had gone that extra mile. Lying in your arms, resting on your chest, Just like everything else, it was the best. Having you right there was all I could as

~cycloneeeeee~!
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Darkness Of The Shadow
Come from the darkness out of shadow . Into a world yet untamed ,Everyone around me feel shame .They dont Quit know who to blame. I walked the streets with a sense of fear for maybe someone is lurking in the shadows of the trees. I cry for help. Where does it come from? I hear it again,but closer. I hear the cry once more closer than before. I look all around and see nothing."Who's there"? I call out ,but i recieve no reply.I feel a precense behind me ,but see only shadows. Then something pulls me into the shadows . Icry for help and hear foot steps coming closer I cry again and hear the foot step closer, I cry once more and i hear the footstep no more I hear voice "who there"? but i cant speak for I have realized I am the one in theshadows I heard crying for help. wolfman5484118: No one other than me

I Wish I Were Gay.
Why do girls always ruin my life? What breed of satisfaction could they possibly strive for by manipulating me and giving my mangina false hopes of ever having a part in the system? Females plow through my dignity and leave nothing but the long shot that I may come home one day and find them sprawled out naked on my bed. Honestly, why? I'm about ready to find the blueprint of life, crawl through the ventilation system, and sneak into the closet through a heating duct. I bet it's a lot better in there than it is out here. Phew. I'm glad I got that off my chest. It's quite difficult getting some things off my chest. I'll give you one example - a fat chick I just ate out. She'll lie there panting like a enormous ball of pulsating wet silly putty and drool all over my bed sheets. Once I get her off and out the door, I can't go to sleep right away because my sheets look like they were regurgitated out of a Proton Pack. Changing bed sheets is one of the most intellectually stressful ac

True Friendship....
Love starts with a Smile, Grows with a kiss, And ends with a tear Don't cry over anyone Who won't cry over you Good FRIENDS are hard to find, Harder to leave, And impossible to forget U can only go as far as u push Actions speak louder than words The HARDEST thing to do Is watch the one u love, Love somebody else Don't let the past hold u back, You're missing the good stuff LIFE'S 2 short If u don't look around Once in a while u might miss it A BEST FRIEND Is like a 4 leaf clover, HARD to find And LUCKY to have Some people Make the world SPECIAL Just by being in it BEST FRIENDS Are the siblings God forgot to give us When it hurts to look back, And u r SCARED to look ahead, U can look beside U And UR BEST FRIEND Will always be there for U TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER" ENDS Friends are forever Good friends are like STARS U don't always see them But u know they are always THERE Don't frown U never know Who is falling in love with

Update 11-01-07 Dad
So, Dad's pain is some better and he is now home....we got a second opinion today at UT Southwestern Medical Center in Dallas...pretty much confirmed what the first doctors said....which was that the cancer my dad has can not be cured...they can lessen his pain and give him more time with chemo but it can't be cured.... How long he has depends on how well he responds to the chemo....But they feel like he should respond pretty well to it since the radiation is shrinking the size of the tumors... So PLEASE say a prayer or two that God's will be done in this matter hopefully to cure this cancer, but if not, to make it a painless as possible.... Thanks all....Love 2 my friends.

Friday Links: Patrice Oneal, Chris Jericho, New Boobs On Ratemywow, New Photos, New O&a Videos, Povember Continues, New Videos Online
LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) Happy friggin' Friday, kids and happy POvember 2nd! This month, we celebrate the silliness of Master Po, the trenchcoat-wearing buffoon who patrols the confines of the XM Satellite Radio studio in New York. We use the term 'buffoon' affectionately, of course. Aaaanyway, today on the POgram, we're going to be checking with Patrice Oneal who is at The Stress Factory this weekend. Also showing up is the one and only Chris Jericho to promote his new book A Lion's Tale: Around the World in Spandex Remember, if you want to see ANY of the in-studio goodness LIVE at it happens, Turn On Your Paltalk and go to the 'Opie and Anthony LIVE' room. Of course, if you're anything like us, you're oogling the Ladies of Paltalk, who spend most of their time in the morning TOTALLY NUDE. WIN $1000 A DAY WITH O&A: Every day, for about a month, the Opie and Anthony Show is going to give away ONE THOUSAND DOLLARS to a lucky listener. H

Even More Usless Facts
> > 1. A rat can last longer without water than a camel. > > > > 2. Your stomach has to produce a new layer of mucus every > > two weeks or it will digest itself. > > > > 3. The dot over the letter "i" is called a tittle. > > > > 4. A rasin droped in a glass of champagne will bounce up > > and down continuously from the bottom of the glass to the > > top. > > > > 5. A female ferret will die if it goes into heat and > > cannot find a mate. > > > > 6. A duck quack does not echo. No one knows why. > > > > 7. A 2 X 4 is really 1-1/2" by 3-1/2". > > > > 8. During the chariot race scene in the 60's movie "Ben > > Hur," a small red car can be seen in the distance, and > > Heston's wearing a watch. > > (Want to make you watch the movie again) > > > > 9. On the average, 12 newborns will be given to the wrong > > parents daily! > > > > 10. Donald Duck comics were banned from Finland because > > he doesn't wear pants. > > > >

True Bombers And Friends!!
OMG!!!! Because of one girls blog, I got leveled in less than an hour!! This girl deserves LOTS O'LOVE!! ...☆:Lindsay:☆...@ fubar Because of her blog, the following people showed up to help me level!! And they didn't even know me!! So love them up like they loved on me!! seashell_40 ~Co ~Founder ~ of ~Blazn~Hell~ Katz@ fubar ~UNDISCOVERED SOUL~@ fubar Chrissy~Member of Blazn HellKatz~@ fubar Carol -- member of the misfit~ angels@ fubar ♥~Country Girl~recrutor/enforer of the Blazn~Hell~Katz....Owner of the Country Girls and Boys@ fubar ~Ladymoose760~~Founder of The Misfit~Angels Leveling Crew@ fubar ♪♫♥♥Teresa♪♫♥♥@ fubar If I missed anyone, Please forgive me! My bar tab was going sooo fast!! I could barely keep up!! If I forgot anyone, please message me or comment and I will GLADLY add you!! I love you all!! Thank you soooo much for all your help and support! Muuaahhhh!!!!!

Updates Galore!!
Hey kiddies... hows it goin?? things here are rockin right along... I'm settling in at WFLMRadio.com and the Show and Noize Network is havin mucho bunches of fun working with The VM Underground, PamPam (WFLMRadio), MusiciansAddict.com as well as AJ over at 94Rocks.com. I've been mucho busy with tryin to work on the show and WBRK at the same time so this past weekend I was able to bust ass and was finally able to polish off some rough edhes as far as the show and station were concerned. I haven't really had the time to fix some of the websites since I left WRR.. they were abit outdated but I was finally able to get to not only updating the Rambunctious Noize Radio Show myspace page but I was also able to updated everything on myspace for both WBRK and The Rambunctious Noize. I also updated WBRK's homepage and website. I gave it abit of a make over. Now I am pleased with what it finally has shaped upto be. I added a new streaming server to take the place of Live365.com as of N

Graceless Days
These Graceless days are trying, There seems not enough love, Still I let go with my lion's roar, Please hear me up above. It is a loud roar silence, for the quiet to go hear, I whisper roar it to the sky, for everything held dear. For in this graceless age today, when all are high in self, I wonder cry for everyone, who's heart is on a shelf. It seems reverse has taken over, for any in any pain, when I see good peopes heart's go up on shelves, I know we are insane. These Graceless Days are trying, I do all that I can, high on selves or hearts on shelves, just be a better girl. I make my call out up to God, and to all beneath his might, what's wrong with the big picture, when to love is same to fight. I heed this call from spirit sky, to go out and save Grace, I can't give up in lifetimes, until we all have honest face. In Graceless times to act with class, is seen in ways quite rare, if you don't believe in honesty, I give you all this dare: be honest in your d

Life Is To Short
Many of you don't know this so just to give a little background, I own a bunch of sports related websites. The one that started it all was Phinzmania.com, a Miami Dolphins based site. We have a pretty good group of guys not only from a knowledge of football stand point but from a human being stand point. 2 of my closest friends I met through the site. Any ways enough about that. This past Sunday, I was on the site and one of members, one of the really good hearted people posted a thread titled "Important". The following was his post. ----------------------------------------------------------------------- FIN FAN IN ALASKAHey guys, know its been a while since I posted, but I wanted to make sure I got you guys praying with me. My son (Cameron - 11) had a severe allergic reaction. I can't provide alot of details because I am just doing this while I grab a change of clothes for me and my wife. He is in the Peds ICU at Providence hospital here in Anchorage.. He has been unconscious

Because Of You
I wake and the first thought I have is you, My arms yearn to hold you, Yet, you are so far away. I dare not tell you, For fear that you would stay away, For fear that you would not even look my way, Alas, the words that flow, They are the truth, and always, I speak it. I cannot help the feelings that have come, And I dare not hide them, But you cannot see me, and I have but a photograph, And a dream. I only have these dreams and desires Because of you. An angel that has been placed here on earth, A blessing from heaven. And it would be selfish for me to want you for myself, The world is a better place because of you. Robert J Nye 2007

Life In General
Hey all. Glad you've taken the time to read another one of my useless blogs I have decided to post. Here goes. I've recently heard a lot of things, from a lot of different people. Complaints, hopes, dreams, things of this nature. I've decided to tell you this. These words of wisdom from a young person's point of view. Not every young person thinks this way, I know I do, though. Don't take it as a voice of my generation, take it as the voice of this person. Things happen in life, I don't know if they're for a reason or not. Despite what you may think, things often happen to good people, for bad reasons. Not everything has a silver lining, no matter how hard you decide to analyze the aspects of the situation. I've heard many people say they're tired of being broke. (Having no money.) I've heard others say they've not yet found the person for them, or been able to attain their dream home. Here's my view on the situation, regardless of if you like my view(s) or not. In li

Watching Others Eat
Watching Others Eat The act of eating can be very telling in a dream, or it can simply stand for basic survival. Did you acquire your food in the normal manner or in some unusual way? Is the food recognizable to you or is it something you've never had? Watching others eat may reflect a deficit concerning your own material or emotional needs. This may be from a pity-party perspective or from the view that others are gluttonous. In this case, it is worth it to ask who you are watching eat and why haven't they invited you to join. What style of eating is prevalent in the dream? Grotesque gorging and gluttony may indicate excess in your life or the relationship you share with other eaters. Is the food consumed with great ritual and sacred decorum? This may indicate a sense of providence or divine guidance in an aspect of life.

Motocross Pictures (and New Folder) Added
Today I had the good fortune of a referral I made to a friend being accepted. Since I immediately had space for 10 more pictures I decided to add a new folder for my passion of Motocross. A while back...in 2004 I worked with a professional motocross team that was created to support newly turned pro rider Cody Gilmore. My job was basically gopher. Whatever the team needed...I went for it! lol I helped with advertising, contracting team sponsorships, answered the phone in the suspension shop and basically helped where-ever I could. Well..I got to be pretty good friends with Cody Gilmore and we've kept in touch since then. Cody has 2 amatuer national championships before he turned pro. Cody raced a few of the outdoor national races in 2004 and then we hit the areancross circuit hard and heavy. He wound up finishing 15th in the nation and got the AMA Rookie of the Year award. The second year Cody raced some supercross and a few outdoor national races...but lack of major sponsorsh

Missing Link
So many nights by myself.. Sit here day after day.. Searching got that one missing link.. Wondering if everything is going to be alright.. No one one could ever get in the middle of what i could feel for him.. So much to offer that one special person.. Does he even exsist anymore??.. Is there someone out there that could love me like i want to be loved?.. Thats all i am askin is to be loved.. Is it that hard to find one desent person out there??... More and more everyday i think it is.. I sit here and think to myself.. Is that certain person out there..

Bright Blessings
Well, how's this for a 1st blogpost: I'm a Witch I have eclectic taste in music I like Adventure, Mystery, SciFi & Fantasy movies I like CSI (vegas), Without A Trace, Mythbusters I hate the words snuck and guffaw and forlorn

So Pissed
So it's 5am. John went out to the bar with his aunt at around 7pm...bars close at 2am. the nigger he cheated on me with goes to the same damn bar... what am i supposed to think? no phone calls, at all! not even after the bar closed, saying "honey i'm at so and so's place" NOTHING! after he promised me he'd be home tonight (which is why i didnt go back to my house) and that he'd call me tonight (which he hasn't done yet)...wtf?! i'm about to call my mom to come and pick me up and bring me home :( i tried calling shelly to see if maybe john called him, but shelly didnt answer (he's prolly sleeping) ...his nan hasn't heard from neither john or his aunt. i dont know what to do... i just wanna go home and snuggle in my bed with my puppy, i miss him. haven't seen him in so long or slept with him curled around my head in what seems like forever.. i'm so depressed... over something i shouldnt be. but thats what happens when your trust gets betrayed, once more i guess...

Sex Facts
Sex Facts (very interesting) 1) 94% of men lie about their dick size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men need to use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 4-5 inches long when erect; no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth. Incidentally the average vaginal capacity is only 6 inches, for you women who think you can handle king dong. 3) 80% of American men are circumsized, though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say nothing but time can make your penis grow. (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. Some stuff on the ladies ------------------------------ 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the te

Torment
She slips the knife out of her chest. This will end the pain. The suffering. The neglect. This will end the nights of being alone. The time spent ponering. This IS the darker side of love. once upon a time....It was happy. like princes and princesses are supposed to be...but everything has an evil side.... And this is the darker side. As dark as the blood on my hands...

Oooh - Hoo - Hoo....
...Jackie Blue.... ooo...jackie blue lives her life from inside of a room hides that smile when she's wearin' a frown ooh jackie, you're not so down you like your life in a free-form style you'll take an inch but you'd love a mile there never seems to be quite enough floating around to fill your lovin' cup ooo...jackie blue what's a game, girl, if you never lose ask a winner and you'll prob'bly find ooh jackie, they've lost at sometime don't try to tell me that you're not aware of what you're doing and that you don't care you say it's easy, just a nat'ral thing like playing music but you never sing ooh... jackie blue making wishes that never come true going places where you've never been ooh jackie, you're going again oooh... jackie blue lives a dream that can never come true making love is like siftin' through sand ooh jackie, it slips through your hand ev'ry day, in your indigo eyes I watch the sun set but I don't see it rise moonl

Why Is My State Better Then Yours
Body: Some Jerk-off from "Cali" wrote this shit and it took a real person from the Grand state of Illinois to offer the rebuttle---------- CALIFORNIA: - I can wear sandals all year long - I go to the Beach - not "down to the shore" -Our chicks are WAYYYY hotter than yours. Well...Miami can hang. - I say "like" and "for sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and I say them often - I know what real cheese & avocados taste like -Everyone smokes weed and its no big deal -We'll roll up 40 deep when something goes down. -I live next door to Mexicans, but we call them American's! -All the porn you watch is made here, cause we're better and thats how it is - I don't get snowdays off because theres only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe, Shasta, and Big Bear - I know 65 mph really means 100 - When someone cuts me off, they get the horn and the finger and high speed chase cuz we dont fuck around

How Easy Am I??
You are 33% easy You are not very easy. You like to at least date someone before sleeping with them. For you, sex is about more than just the pleasure, although you do get a lot of pleasure from it. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com yep yep so true! I like a committed relationship, and I have to have feelings for the person before I will even make out with them, so sorry for you speeders :P I take my time

Whats New!
Ok..now that we are done with the first contest we know what needs to be done. That is get more people that are willing to help. We can't rely on other families.. We have to be able to rely on ourselves. First of all... Briguy and I and now Goddess Of Light are all co managers. If you have any questions reach one of us. Hopefully it will work out that we aren't all incognito at once. LOL Second..We are taking a break for a week. We have to get more members before we can even try and make this work. Heres the deal. We're going to give away a 3 day blast to the team member that can recruit the most people to join! That means people that want to help. Not just names. We are here to do a job and to help our team members, and it doesn't do any good to do that, without helping each other...:( So starting today, and ending on the 25th...get people to join HOTT! Tell them to come to the homepage..tell us who sent them, and we will keep record of the member that sends us the most p

11-15-07
"Your brainpower is especially strong right now and you may pick up on some new facts that had eluded you previously. It's a good time to put your new understanding to work making your life better." YES!! I knew I was smart!! :-) It's a good day to be smart! I have a midterm to take tonight. Wish me luck.

Well... Another In A Long Line Of Lovely Things To Happen....
Just so YALL know.. I LOST MY J O B TODAY.... soo.. anyone that live locally wanna try an help me out?? anything that pays decent.. would be NICE.... thanx... Don OR-- MAYBE i should just start CHARGING for my SERVICES....lol....

If I Knew!!
IF I KNEW If I knew it would be the last time That I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time,! I could spare an extra minute to stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming you would KNOW I do. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, Well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything just right. There will always be another day to say "I love you," And certainly there's another chance to say our "

New York
Sam stopped by my office today. As we sat, chatting about the impending dissolution and/or implosion of his marriage, another friend, Heath, walked in, handed Sam a wad of cash to cover some gambling debt. Heath leaned against my office wall, hung his head, wiped his face with his hands as if washing off some mortal stain. I assumed his troubles were related to the latest vagina he'd impaled; to the best of my knowledge, the vagina belonged to a woman in New York. "Ugh. Sug. You really need to teach woman lessons." Sam and I looked at each other, started laughing, both acknowledging the absurdity of such a statement. Sam turned to Heath, "You know, Sug's crazy. The others are normal." "No! NO!! That can't be. They're crazy. Sug's normal." More wiping of the face, additional exasperated sighs. As Heath said last week, the morning after his encounter with the girl, "New York? Probably pregnant."

Letter To All That Know Me
For those of you that I have given a glimpse into my world. I know that my situation is that of a fairy tale for most. When you strip it all away and you find my heart and soul, then you truly know why I'm hurting in the most painful way. I have made jokes and tried to laugh it in the face. I have tried to say it will be ok and that life is what you make it. Threw all of the weeks that have came and gone I have realized that sometimes there are forces that hinder the most positive energy. I love all the people I have met even the ones that have challenged me with very colorful adjectives, The ones that have opened their hearts and arms, the ones that have just been so down to earth that I feel completely at ease. For all of you you are deeply embeded in my heart. This is why I put it to you that I will be stepping away for a while. I tend to always hurt the ones around me that care the most. For some of you that read this you may say its only the internet but if you look past the scree

Time Away From Family And Friends
I think sometimes... It makes you wonder... if this war is ever going to be over.... if it is at all appreciated by those we are trying to help.. I am proud of all the men and women that give their time and lives to try to make a difference there...and to the familys that are without them....

Tolmer Bandon
Tolmer Bandon is the kind of guy who is good at what he does, and he knows it. He brags about it. What he's good at is fighting with his fists and feet, and the occasional quarterstaff. As a child in an orphanage, he was often the butt of many practical jokes, including one time when some local bullies sent his mattress down the river. He spent a lot of time out of doors, and became a renowned fighter in the underground tournaments. One day after he had become a man, a stranger paid him for a good deed with an item that brought him to what seemed an early demise. He woke in a barn, in a world he would come to save, with the help of three others, the four of them known as the Travelers. He later developed super-human senses of smell and sight.

Join Now... It Is Totally Free,and Pays U!!!!
WANT MONEY$$???? REAL MONEY NOT FU MONEY.. YOU HAVE NOTHING TO LOSE TRY IT,I GOT AN ACCOUNT THERE IT'S PRETTY KEWL ACTUALLY CLICK ON THE ONE HUNDRED DOLLAR BILL TO ENTER,THANX TO ALL WHO DROP BY ..BTW I DO NOT GET POINTS FOR YOUR SIGN ON,I GET POINTS FOR YOUR VIEWS SO PLEASE PUT A GOOD PICTURE UP BUT NO NSFW PICS....THANX AGAIN

Wedding
Today I had the pleasure of preforming the wedding ceremony of a friend. Her second. A much better man who loves her and loves her 10yr old son and even thinks she is fun. She is smiling all the time. Giggling now and then. And doesn't even care if her EX falls off the face of the earth. As long as he doesn't neglect or abuse his son, she can tolerate him. I got to see the look in both their eyes as they said they would love and protect and honor and forgive each other. I got ordained as a sarcastic response to a co-worker that said all internet minister are snake oil salesmen. I dressed up in a collar and brought a copy of the Farmers Almanac to carry instead of a bible. It was a fun Halloween watching the look slowly change on her face as I showed her the ordination documents that I printed off and the laws governing ministers in our state. And I was all legit. I have preformed 2 ceremonies in the last 2 years. Both as gifts to the couples so they had one less expense

Subject: Kids Hang On To Your Side On This One..lmao
LIFE AFTER DEATH : "DO YOU BELIEVE IN LIFE AFTER DEATH?" THE BOSS ASKED ONE OF HIS EMPLOYEES. "YES, SIR," THE NEW EMPLOYEE REPLIED. "WELL, THEN, THAT MAKES EVERYTHING JUST FINE," THE BOSS WENT ON. "AFTER YOU LEFT EARLY YESTERDAY TO GO TO YOUR GRANDMOTHER'S FUNERAL, SHE STOPPED IN TO SEE YOU! PALM SUNDAY: IT WAS PALM SUNDAY AND, BECAUSE OF A SORE THROAT, FIVE-YEAR-OLD JOHNNY STAYED HOME FROM CHURCH WITH A SITTER. WHEN THE FAMILY RETURNED HOME, THEY WERE CARRYING SEVERAL PALM BRANCHES. THE BOY ASKED WHAT THEY WERE FOR. "PEOPLE HELD THEM OVER JESUS' HEAD AS HE WALKED BY." "WOULDN'T YOU KNOW IT," THE BOY FUMED, "THE ONE SUNDAY I DON'T GO, HE SHOWS UP!" CHILDREN'S SERMON: ONE EASTER SUNDAY MORNING AS THE MINISTER WAS PREACHING THE CHILDREN'S SERMON, HE REACHED INTO HIS BAG OF PROPS AND PULLED OUT AN EGG. HE POINTED AT THE EGG AND ASKED THE CHILDREN, "WHAT'S IN HERE?" "I KNOW!" A LITTLE BOY EXCLAIMED. "PANTYHOSE!! " SUPPORT A FAMILY : THE PRO

Christmas
T'was the night before Christmas, and all through the house everyone felt shitty even the mouse Dad at the whorehouse Mom smokin' grass I had just settled down for a nice piece of ass Then out the lawn there rose such a clatter I sprang from my piece to see what was the matter He came down the chimney like a bat outta hell I knew right away that fat fucker fell He filled the stockings with pretzels and beer and a big rubber dick for my brother the queer He rose up the chimney with one hell of a fart that Son of a Bitch blew the chimney apart He swore and he cursed as he flew out of sight "Piss on you all and have a hell of a night."

Saved A Spider
I was at my dancing lessons yesterday and I saw this granddaddy long leg walking across the floor, about to be stepped on. Well I risked my own hand and swooped down, picked it up and took it outside to release it in the mulch. In that simple minute I realized that everyone is much like that spider, we'll about to be crushed by something bigger but not always greater and sometimes we need to be rescued and set back on the right track. So tomorrow while celebrating either with friends, alone, at work or with family just think that you wouldnt be where you are today without the rescue of someone; and maybe you know someone that should be rescued and set in the mulch. Happy Thanksgiving yall!

Writing
She stood alone in what seemed a dark empty room .. Her eyes darted around the room trying to see anything at all and that's when she felt his warm breath against her neck ... She jumped at the sudden touch .. His hands took her hands and held them behind her ... His grasp was powerful yet soft at the same time ... She felt the cold feel of metal against her wrists and the click of what sounded like cuffs closing around her wrists . He turns her to face him holding her shoulders as he leans down and kisses her softly. He took her in his arms and presses her hard against the wall ... Letting his hands roam her body. She is defenseless to him .. His touch overpowers her leaving her longing for more. His hands grasp around her breasts squeezing hard .. His kisses more urgent and demanding than before down her neck and chest .. Her moans soft yet wanting as her body trembles beneath his violent touch. She leans to his ear gasping softly nipping upon him .. He presses her harder to the w

Trying To Get My Sis A V.i.p
I love my sis heaps & if anyone cud possibly buy her a VIP i will hand over 50,000 fubucks or more if i have it,i will also rate every pic u have & bomb any pic/s u like many many many times i just really wud like to get her a VIP if i cud i wud in a heart beat~LOVE YA SIS And if u can't then @ least go leave her sum luv & be nice shes taken,sorry guys ~ஐ~*Sugar@spice*~ஐ~ Member of the WTC~~ஐ~@ fubar

Our Search
Hello all you Sexy lady's out there, Have you been searching for a way to relieve the tension in your life, Do you need some excitement added to your night life, Or maybe your just feeling a little horny and don't have anyway way to relieve it besides the old reliable friend you keep in the night stand, Well let me tell you, Your not alone, We feel the same way. So the logical thing to do, And might I say the more fun thing, Would be for you to look no further, Stop everything your doing and send us an email right away before you suffer any longer. Lets start up a conversation and see if we can begin the healing process. Together we can make everything feel oh so satisfying, Like the old saying goes, Three heads are better then one. So what are you waiting for, I know we are waiting for you, Hope to hear from you soon.

Rip
My friend Nichole was shot on Thanksgiving Day. She was way to young to die. She left behind a baby girl and 2 sisters and a husband. Today at church we lit candles to remember our loved ones and I lit one for plus I said prayer concerns for her. She did'nt deserve to dye at such a young age. She will be missed by a lot of people. RIP Nicki

Cherry-amaretto Pound Cake
Ingredients: * 1 15 oz can dark sweet pitted cherries, drained and coarsely chopped * 1/2 cup amaretto * 1 8-oz pkg 1/3-reduced fat cream cheese, softened * 1/2 cup vegetable oil * 3 eggs * 1 tsp almond extract * 1 box Golden Butter recipe cake mix * * Syrup: * 4 tbsp butter * 1/2 cup sugar * 1/2 cup water * 1 tsp almond extract Method Combine cherries and amaretto and let sit for 30 minutes. Preheat oven to 350 degrees. In large mixer bowl combine cream cheese, eggs, oil and extract; beat well with electric mixer until smooth. Add dry cake mix and beat on low speed until moistened, then beat at medium speed for 1 minute. Stir in cherries and amaretto by hand. Pour into a greased and floured 12-cup Bundt pan. Bake 50 to 70 minutes or until toothpick inserted in the center of cake comes out clean. While cake is baking, prepare syrup by melting butter in a small saucepan. Add sugar and water and bring to a boil, sti

The Party Is Over.
I lost you in the mourning when the snow fell in the world i lost you in the cold between these shades of our illusions i found an empire of love and pain with in this kiss-this kiss goodbye for i will never forget your face behind the window of this parting train. I asked the moon to bring you back into my arms i called the wind to guide your ways i bagged the earth to hold you tight keep you from harm i send you kisses in my dreams for i know he had our time i close the door the party is over. Imposing our love through all the years we had to face now i am on my own passing through these fields of memories all these visions of my temple dreams i saacrifice my everything for i will never forget your face behind the window of this parting train. I asked the moon to bring you back into my arms i called the wind to guide your ways i bagged the earth to hold you tight keep you from harm i send you kissess in my dreams for i know he had our time i

Infestation
Being overrun, even by a desirable commodity, is an undesirable experience. Even good things can get carried away. Many times, we feel as though our lives our out of control. In dreams, having an infestation of a particular person, object, insect, or animal may be a pictorial representation of feeling overwhelmed. If the infestation comes from a positive event, it may be a warning from your subconscious that other necessary obligations are being neglected due to your consumption by a singular activity. If the infestation is a categorically negative image, such as rats or mosquitoes, it may be that your life is getting severely undermined. Is the infestation happening in your home, car, or other intimate place? Are there any others present?

Before I Was A Mom
Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put him down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the feeling of having m

Time
Time is of the essence within my realm. Time is a wasted energy being alone. But alas even time stands still for a moment. Offering tribute perhaps? Who knows? In the vampire realm Time is of the essence Time is everything Time is wasted on eternity being alone. Senseless really. So what if time stood still Can mortality handle it? Can immortality handle it? Only Time knows the answer. Time...Tick Tock Tick Tock Time...To Countdown on our lives. Time...To Spend every waking moment we may have left Time...Tick Tock Tick Tock

Just One Daddy For Me
There is only one Daddy for me. Just one Daddy that helped me walk on the ceiling. There is only one Daddy dear to my heart. Just one Daddy to love me in a special way. There is only one Daddy to give me that special blessing. Just one Daddy I can't wait to see after a hard day. There is only one Daddy who can make me smile. Just one Daddy to make me feel safe. There is only one Daddy whom I want to call Daddy. Just one Daddy, because thats all I need.

The Fair Tax -& Mike Huckabe
The Fair Tax -National consumption tax Kill the IRS If passed and signed into law, the FairTax Plan would: 1.Enable workers and retirees to receive 100% of their paychecks and pension benefits, 2.Replace all federal income and payroll taxes with a simple, progressive, visible, efficiently collected national retail sales tax, which would be levied on the final sale of newly produced goods and services, 3.Rebate to all households each month the federal sales tax they pay on basic necessities, up to an independently determined level of spending (a.k.a., the poverty level, as determined by the Department of Health and Human Services), which removes the burden of federal taxation on the poor and makes the FairTax Plan as progressive as the current tax code, Collect the national sales tax at the retail cash register, just as 45 states already do, 4.Set a federal sales tax rate that is revenue neutral, thereby raising the same amount of tax revenue as now raised by

Let's Meet!
Hi I really like this place, it's a friend of mine who forced me to discover it :) But I'm happy because I love to chat with people online! And this place looks really exciting! By the way you can reach me on AIM, my name is : cherry85pj I hope I am going to meet new friends here, let's have some fun together.

A Special Memory
"A Special Memory" By: Jennette N. Minutes frozen in time Replaying the day you became mine Many a happy thought This is what you have brought The biggest smile upon my face While I picture you in every place Understandably we still have a long road ahead However its travels are not one I fear to tread Perhaps uncertain as to what our future may hold But the scenery along the way is beautiful, so I am told I want to make the most of this opportunity we have been given So forgive me if I seem to be overdriven It's undeniably the simple pleasure That I am unable to measure As my thoughts continuously drift away To memories of that special day.

Support The Wounded Troops @ Christmas
Inner Demons ~Southern Doom Metal !!Support OUR troops @ Christmas When you are making out your Christmas card list thisyear, please include the following:> > A Recovering American soldier> > c/o Walter Reed Army Medical Center> > 6900 Georgia Avenue,NW> > Washington , D.C. 20307-5001> >> > If you approve of the idea, please pass it on to youre-mail list The Pride of Jax, florida Via~ Fort Riley, Kansas The Demon: US Army ~2nd Platoon Charlie Troop 1-4 Cavalry ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: The Lord of Darkness Date: Nov 10, 2007 12:16 AM This is Chris, He is OURS...We Pray for him everyday to Return Victorious from Iraq, or wherever He is Needed...but most of all that he RETURN to us and Rock out !!!! Inner Demons ~Southern Doom Metal !!Support OUR troops @ Christmas When you are making out your Christmas card list thisyear, please include the following:> > A Recovering American soldier> > c/o Walter Reed Army Medical Center> > 69

The Fire Ceremony And Stomp Dance/ Cherokee
The fire was and is sacred to the Cherokee, and is a living memorial. It has been with the people from the beginning of time" Fire is a gift of the Great Spirit, it separates men from animals. It makes civilization possible. Fire can only be lit by a priest, typically a member of the Ani-Wodi clan (priests, keepers of the flame). The fire is traditionally made of Oak wood. If the fire is not made of Oak, or is not lit by a priest, only bad luck can follow. Once the kindling is placed, the priest lights a twig and offers the smoke to the North, East, South, West, Upward to the heavens, Downward to the Mother Earth, and Inward to the center (self) for purity. The fire is very sacred to traditional Cherokees. It is built at the bottom of a pit below the ground, and burns constantly. It is believed by traditional Cherokees that soon after creation of the Cherokee people, the Creator left his throne in Heaven and visited the earth. He chose four Cherokee men who were strong, healthy

Beware The Doggfather Is On His Way Back
THATS RIGHT FUCKERS IM GETTING BACK ON TOP OF THE GAME OF LIFE.. I AM LIVING IN TAMPA AND IM GETTING READY FOR MY RETURN TO FUBAR SO WATCH THE FUCK OUT CAUSE IM STILL THE DOGG I WAS AND THEN SOME

A Soliders Christmas
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Pe

Did He Really....
Ok i want honest options about this. Me and my hubby where on the way home from dinner and we were talking (that's a shocker right there) but anyway, he said something about this dads test came back, and i was like what tests, you didn't tell me he was having any tests done. He says ya i did. I told him no you never tell me anything, someone would in your family could die and you not even tell me. Then he makes a statement, i don't get why people cry when someone dies, people die all the time. I was like WTF. My brother died a few years ago, so this is a touchy subject. So i got a little upset. I asked if I died or your daughter died you wouldn't cry. and he responded with nothing. Well he just came in here trying to give me a back rub and the subject came up again, and i was like i cant believe if i died or your child died you would not cry, how is that suppose to make me feel? how can you not care if your wife, child, or even your parents, the people that took you into there home,

Would You?
1.name 2.age 3.favorite postion 4.do you think I'm cute 5.would you have sex with me 6.lights on or off 7.would you have to be drunk 8.would you take a shower with me 9.have you ever thought about having sex with me 10.would you leave after or stay the night 11.do you like cuddling after 12.condom or skin 13.have sex on the first date 14.would you kiss me during sex 15.do you think I would be good in bed 16.would you use me as a booty call 17.can I use you as a booty call 18.can we take pics of the act 19.how long would we have sex 20.would you tell your friends about me 21.do you enjoy giving oral pleasure 22.do you enjoy recieving oral pleasure 23.is there anything you wouldn't do in the bedroom 24.how freaky are you on a scale of 1-10 25.whats the longest you've ever gone 26.would you want to see me nakid on my web cam 27.would you post this so i could fill it out.

The Bar Tab Is Getting Out Of Hand
Is it just me, or is this bar tab thing getting a little ridiculous? I just signed on to find that not only Friend A just uploaded a photo, but Friend B commented on Person X's blog "Blah Blah Blah", and Friend A also left Goddess Knows Who a profile comment. Guess what? I DON'T CARE!! Pretty soon the bar tab will be filled with every action of every damn person on here. STOP THE INSANITY!!

Affairs
Affairs can be exhilarating, exciting, passionate and romantic. They can also - more commonly - be damaging, destructive, cruel, painful, time-wasting and demeaning. But what is an affair? Well, what it's not is a drunken fumble at the firm's Christmas party. It isn't a one-night stand either. Neither is it a romance between two people who are both free of other entanglements. An affair is a sexual relationship that lasts more than one night where at least one of the lovers is publicly committed to someone else. And, sadly, affairs inevitably hurt someone and frequently they hurt all the parties involved including children, if there are any. Some affairs of course end happily for the couple - let's face it, plenty of good second marriages began as illicit romances - but the vast majority of extra-marital liaisons don't end in a new marriage or relationship. In fact I estimate that at least 80 per cent end up unhappily and cause misery all round. So starting an affair is not a

Installing Love
Since I am kind of a geek I really loved this when I say it. I am also kinda sapping so it even made it better. Tech Support: Yes, how can I help you? Customer: Well, after much consideration, I\'ve decided to install Love. Can you guide me though the process? Tech Support: Yes. I can help you. Are you ready to proceed? Customer: Well, I\'m not very technical, but I think I\'m ready. What do I do first? Tech Support: The first step is to open your Heart. Have you located your Heart? Customer: Yes, but there are several other programs running now. Is it okay to install Love while they are running? Tech Support: What programs are running? Customer: Let\'s see, I have Past Hurt, Low Self-esteem, Grudge and Resentment running right now. Tech Support: No problem, Love will gradually erase Past Hurt from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory, but it will no longer disrupt other programs. Love will eventually override Low Self-esteem

A Roster Move
Cowboys News: A Roster Move The Cowboys signed rookie cornerback Alan Ball to the 53-man roster yesterday and waived nose tackle Remi Ayodele. Ayodele has been inactive since Tank Johnson was signed, which also happens to the last time the Cowboys made a roster move. This year the Cowboys have only made 10 roster changes, compared with last years 53 at this point of the season. With Terence Newman's season long leg injury, Ball will hopefully provide a decent backup if needed. Ball had a decent preseason but a minor knee injury kept him from the team and left him on the practice squad. Signing the seventh round pick rookie also gives the Cowboys the rights to him. If practice squad players are not signed, they become free agents after the season.

Rotlfmao Tiffy This Is For You Girl But Its Drunk Typing..lmao
15 Rules Of Drunk Dialing Before you go out getting sloppy drunk and start phoning every friend, family, relative, or random person you can come across - there are a few rules you must know. Etiquette is very important, especially when drunk dialing. Only drunk dial when you’re drunk. Everything else is false advertisement. It’s okay to call someone 27 times in one night. If you don’t remember it, it didn’t happen. If you’re going to drunk dial a family member, say something nice. Ex. “Mom I’m in McDonald’s and they’re playing our song. I love you.” Dirty talk while drunk dialing is always preferred. Who doesn’t want to hear raspy, phone sex voice at 3 in the A.M. asking to get bent over? Voicemails are always better. This way your friends can let their friends have fun at your expense for days, or even weeks to come. Drunk texting is OK, but only if you’re prepared to read what you wrote the next day when you sober up. It is definitely a good idea to

Contest Contest Contest
ITS THE HOLIDAY SEASON..SO ITS TIME FOR A CONTEST....THE CONTEST WILL BE THE MOST ORGINAL SEXY HOLIDAY PIC... RULES ARE...NO NUDES...UNDER NO FORM WILL "PARTS" BE SHOWN ...BUT ...U CAN TAKE A PIC WITHOUT CLOTHES AS LONG AS CERTAIN BODYPARTS ARE BEING COVERED AND DONE IN A TASTEFUL MANNER... AGAIN THE IDEA IS HOLIDAY..SEXY...AND ORGINAL SO GUYS LETS SEE WHAT YOU CAN COME UP WITH... USE ANY ITEMS YOU LIKE THAT IS IN THE HOLIDAY SPIRIT...YOU CAN EVEN WRITE WORDS ON YOU..SO GUYS LETS GET CREATIVE...CONTEST STARTS NEXT FRIDAY DEC 21 @ 10AM EST TIME AND ENDS DEC 23 10PM EST TIME... I NEED ALL PICS GIVIN TO ME THUR DEC 20 BY 10PM EST TIME... PRIV MESSAGE ME AND LET ME KNOW HOW MANY OF YOU GUYS WILL BE IN THE CONTEST... COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED... IF 5 PEOPLE ENTER THE WINNINGS WILL BE 15K IF 10 PEOPLE ENTER THE WINNINGS WILL BE 25K IF 15 PEOPLE ENTER THE WINNINGS WILL BE 35K ALL WILL BE ATTACTED WITH A BIG PIMP GIFT ASWELL... SO LETS GET STARTED!!!

No More Chances
the chosen casualty picked from the group to feel this way a never-ending loop i keep falling , the ground wont catch methe pain becomes numb, i open and bleedwhile sorrow fills my heart because i let another in so easy to be deceived should you go for heaven or sin save your excuses tell no more lies i hate you now more than ever i wish youd just rot and die so i can escape to finally be free from this fake and hateful life you hold over me im broken inside lost and crying for helpi wanted to save you but you need to save yourself from the chains of anger the black viloence shown i tried to help to reveal your not alone i reached out my hand but you fed it to the dogs let me live in peace i want to move on to be free of you when your finally gone no more chances and dont run into my armswhen all is said and done im finished nowMOVE THE FUCK ALONG!

Life
You know I was talking to my 12 yr old today about true friends. She was upset cuz some of her friends did not wanna come to her party today. She said that they seem to only want and they dont give in the friendship. Well I told her that at times like that you need to stop and realize who your true friends are. Well its the end of another year and me being 33 yrs old have come to realize who my true friends are. There are a few friends I have known since high school who have seemed to turn their backs on me...no big deal to me..just means they were not friends to begin with. I have also made some awesome friends since being on fubar..and you know who you are...you are awesome in my book!!!!!! Well you are going to notice that I will be deleting friends..if you get deleted you know why. There are two friends one of which is already deleted who i truly cared for and loved to death the other one is going to be deleted here shortly....I thought this person was my friend known this

~ Ac/dc - Its A Long Way To The Top If Ya Wanna Rock And Roll ~
Ridin' down the highway Goin' to a show Stop in all the by-ways Playin' rock 'n' roll Gettin' robbed Gettin' stoned Gettin' beat up Broken boned Gettin' had Gettin' took I tell you folks It's harder than it looks It's a long way to the top If you wanna rock 'n' roll It's a long way to the top If you wanna rock 'n' roll If you think it's easy doin' one night stands Try playin' in a rock roll band It's a long way to the top If you wanna rock 'n' roll Hotel, motel Make you wanna cry Lady do the hard sell Know the reason why Gettin' old Gettin' grey Gettin' ripped off Under-paid Gettin' sold Second hand That's how it goes Playin' in a band It's a long way to the top If you wanna rock 'n' roll It's a long way to the top If you wanna rock 'n' roll If you wanna be a star of stage and screen Look out it's rough and mean It's a long way to the top If you wanna rock 'n' roll

Don't Tell Mum I Work In The Oilfield
Name:Don't Tell Mum I work in the Oilfield, She thinks I am a piano Player in the Whorehouse By Paul Carter When I was in Sydney earlier this month, I found this book in the airport. Being that I work in the oil business, I had to pick it up. And I wasn't dissapointed. A series of short stories, Paul tells of his life in the oil business, jet setting around the world and the adventures that it leads to. It will give you a new appreciation for what this business is like. I haven't laughed that hard reading a book in a while. I totally recommend it.

Merry Christmas
Well, its almost here, and my 35th birthday is almost here as well. My birthday is the 23rd and I am pretty happy about turning 35 just 2 days before Christmas. I love Christmas time, its a time of sharing and caring and giving. Just remember tis the season to be jolly, and that Christ is the reason for the season. No snow here for Christmas, but its cold enough to snow but we get rain and I like rain. Well, you all have a very Merry Christmas and a safe and joyful Happy New Year. imikimi - Customize Your World

Everything
Everything I have ever looked for seems to be hidden within your eyes. Everytime were together its as if time flys I long to fall asleep in your loving embrace and wake up To look up to your handsome face I'm thinking of your image in my mind Theres this place in my heart I must find. A place to let you in is a must I have to get over my fears and open up and trust. It will not be an easy road to tread I have believed every single word you have ever said. Being with you may help me become wise I see everything as I look into your eyes.

Just Another Mind Booger
AN OBLIVION. MY DECEPTION. BREAK TO PIECES AND BURY MY EYES. I DONT WANT TO HIDE OR SEEK. I WANT TO BE IN STILL SILENCE. AWAY FROM HERE. AWAY FROM YOU. CALL ME WHAT U WILL. NEVER KNOWING THE MEANINGS TO THESE WORDS YOU SPEAK. NOTHING. YOUR THOUGHTS. NOTHING. YOU. AT THIS POINT WE CAN BURN. ASH TO ASH. LAYN OUT. STILL TRYING TO CATCH THE LAST FLAME FOR AIR. FOR A POINT. FOR A REASON TO PRETEND. -ANNA

Friday (a Year In Review)
YaY it's So keeping with the theme of the season ... I thought I'd do a year in review! Lost Cherry, umm err ... I mean Cherry Tap -oops- FUBAR! Went threw SO many that I couldn't keep up! You know when I joined, there wasn't any of the following: Blogs Mumms Gifts Fubucks Shoutbox 11's Spotlight makes you wonder what people did in those times, huh? I'm sure I missed some other 'new' things too So what's your favorite thing here, anyway? (knowing half my mummers friends answers already!) Back to my review, As I almost got to saying: Too many things to list about the 'FU' So I'll go with a short review of my 'so-called' life I found my beloved BUCKEYES were good! But only Good enough for SECOND place in not only Football -but- basketball too! As was my Cleveland Cav's (second) So Ohio sports had a solid hold on number two ... ummm I found you CAN find love on the net! I found grandparenting wasn't for just the old

Corrupted Love
A warm sensation fills my body My heart races with every touch The softness of your voice soothes My soul As I lay there hoping the moment Will never end Calling out for you Praying that you'll never let me go The sensation so strong I can no longer feel my body Slowly I fade in and out of reality In an instant the warm sensation Fades away My heart empty My soul torn apart Lying there; wondering where I went Wrong Calling out for you, only to find there is no answer My mind invaded with thoughts So cruel and unrefined The sensation of fear of what's to come Slowly the reality over powering The lust and fantasy Leaving me empty Confused on how to think or feel The loneliness I feel So wretched and compelled Betrayal to myself Revealing the terrors of my love

I Was Reminded
As we lay there quiet I was reminded of all the reasons why I lust you Your smile, and the way it teased at me seductively Your laugh, and the way it tempted me Your eyes, and the way they seem to hypnotize me As we sat there silent I was reminded of all the reasons why I love you Your smile, and the way it brings such life into me Your laugh, and the way it makes everything okay Your eyes, and the way they seem to read my thoughts As we stand here now I am reminded of all the reasons why I hate you Your smile, and the way it confuses me Your laugh, and the way it seems to mock me Your eyes, and the way they can look into mine and not feel a thing

The Soldier Stood And Faced God
The soldier stood and faced God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining, Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, you soldier, How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?" The soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't. Because those of us who carry guns, Can't always be a saint I've had to work most Sundays, And at times my talk was tough. And sometimes I've been violent, Because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny, That wasn't mine to keep... Though I worked a lot of overtime, When the bills got just too steep. And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God, forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place, Among the people here. They never wanted me around, Except to calm their fears. If you've a place for me here, Lord, It needn't be so grand. I ne

Test11
It's Party Time At The Ace Cafe Tonight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dont Miss It!!! We Gonna have One Hell Of A New Years Eve Party!!!!!!!!!! With Awesome Dj's Aswel As Awesome People!!!!!!! The Best Music You Could Ever Want!!!!!!!!

New Years Resolutions
Has anyone set their New Years Resolutions yet?? i havent :P but i know its to spend more time with my friends.... the people who really do and always will have my back!!!! Ill be on Fubar a lil more then i was just been busy.... hope everyone had a merry christmas HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!! OH if their some pics i can rate for yall just let me know!!!

No Name Yet
I'm an angel on my own Trying to find my way back home Can't fall in love all alone Allah I feel my heart get colder Each day that I grow older Can't sit on my own shoulder Allah I feel this anger building In a heart thats willing Can't tell if it's worth killing Allah Let my heart be ready Let my aim be steady You can't kill a love thats dead already Allah

Timmys Bedtime Story Part 8
Her urges getting stronger, she was starting to get distraut. She headed out of town, to a place she wouldn't get caught. She went to Warsaw City, to a bar they call Miss kitty. She needed to find a victim, she needed to fill her crave. She looked around the bar, for the next one to send to their grave. In the corner of the bar, A woman with bright blonde hair. Lucious long legs, firm tits what a pair. She walked over to her, "I'm Contessa and you would be?" "It's nice to meet you, my name is Marie." They sat at a table, had a few drinks and a talk. "It's alittle smokey in here, would you like to take a walk?" They walked out of the bar, "Would you like to go to my place?" She sweetly told her yes with a smile on her face. They arrived at Marie's house, sat down at the table. She wondered if she could seduce this girl. She wondered if she was able. She walked over to her decided to make her move. She started kissing her lips, Marie began to get into gr

Paralysis
One of the most troubling dream events, and startling physical side-effects of REM, is paralysis. Large muscle groups often become paralyzed during a dream, presumably to prevent injury to the dreamer in case the dreamer's instincts would cause a physical reaction to dreaming visuals. It can be troubling if the dreamer becomes aware of his body in a paralyzed state without being aware of the fact that the mind is still in a dream state. Suddenly stripped of every physical capacity for defense, the dreamer can experience great panic or victimization in the dream. This scenario is a troubling version of the lucid dream. Instead of mind awareness and body control, the dreamer has body awareness and no mind control. Hundreds of years ago, this phenomenon was observed and named having a witch on your back. The idea was that an unfriendly spirit within the dream had pinned you to your bed. Indeed, it is not uncommon to have a sense of spiritual oppression in a dream that includes paralysis.

Tags
Well Hello Fubarians As Most Of You Know I Make Alot Of Graphics And I Have Gotten Alot Of Request In Which I Love Makin Graphics Now If You Are Interested In Me Makin You One All I Ask In Return Is to Rate My Pics And Then Send Me A Private Message Letting Me Know You Have Rated Them And I Will Be Happy To Make You One.

My Babies
hey peeps this is my first time ever growing weed i got 17 little buds planted in a milk jug and im askin for tips and helpfull pointers i keep them closed off in a corner of my room under a heat lamp what else can i do to make sure they live and grow really well fast and potent btw the bud im growing is Cannabis Sativa Red aka Baja Parrot please help

Champagne & Rose's
Champagne & Rose’s A table with a bucket on it, Where a bottle of champagne is chilling for night of romance And Some sinful and wicked love we will share later. Rose’s petals spread about the floor And Upon a bed waiting for two. Honey, I got everything ready for you on this one special night. Come on get your sweet delight, I plan on rocking your world upon dreams coming true. I got the candles lite. My heart and soul is longing to tell you all I feel for you, Upon your dreams coming true tonight. I got two glasses waiting for us to drink champagne And Taste each other lip to savor the champagne taste, The champagne taste so much better upon your lips that I am dying to taste right now. I lingering here thinking about all the days, I played a patiently waiting game, When we both knew, I had none at all. Because the moment I saw, I knew you were the only one for me. I loved you than with all my heart, But baby… Now I love your with all my soul too. You e

Still Depressed But An Update At To Why
That night, Erick ended up not going to work. Things worked out. He stayed home and we watched some movies, cuddled, and had some fun. I am no longer depressed over that. We talked about it and I told him that his nights off that I get a babysitter, he needs to stay home because I have plans for us. He is fine with that. However I am not depressed over something else. As anyone who has seen my profile can tell, my birthday is coming up soon. I was looking forward to it. Erick showed me a $3000 engagement ring in a magazine and told me that is what I am getting for my birthday. He told me last night that I am not getting it. I have been really depressed because I am worried that if I am pregnant, I will have another miscarriage. We were talking last night and I asked him to be totally honest with me. I asked him if he was getting that ring for me and he said honestly, no. I cried myself to sleep. He said he wanted to know if I liked it and I told him that there are better ways to ask so

For Those Who Want To Make A Site
Ok so you decided you want to make a website. Step 1 Do not buy a turn key site these are normally a waste of time with limited control over your server and emails. A lot of these turn key site scripts are blocked on search engines Step 2 Find a host provider. (server) Try and get a server that offers unlimited bandwidth per month this is used for visits to your site veiwing photos, vids and so on. Most providers offer over 400gigs of space but you will never need it. Try not to get a free servers or quick build server. Most sites now are runing with css and combined html. (later I will put some good links on here for help) So make sure you get php and cpanel with your server. £5 a month for server is very good that is what im paying for my server. if you want the link I.M me Step 3 Find your self a good programe for uploading files to your server. A great free programe is filezilla, google for it. You will also need some decent photo editing and web site cre

Yeah You Idiot Bitch
This little bitch didn't know how to bid in an auction because she outbid herself and all I did was ask WHY and she went off. My goodness. Then she opened her fake profile and rated me 9s. this is the loser: *{The Bitch You Bitche's Love To Hate}*@ fubar this is her fake profile with only her as a friend. pee wee@ fubar · pee wee rated you a '9'! 13 min ago · pee wee rated your photo a '9'! 13 min ago · pee wee rated your photo a '9'! 13 min ago · pee wee rated your photo a '9'! 13 min ago · pee wee just checked you out! 14 min ago The idiot bitch is the ONLY friend on pee wee's profile. She is So stupid she rated me 9s instead of 1s. lol Can we say DUH? She CLAIMS she DOESN'T know PEE WEE... Her words: "...I DO NOT know who the fuck is pee wee I dont know anybody by that name . But i bet you will have something to say about that but if you that just proves you'r a little kids ......." I guess I'm a littl

Pls Help By Commenting And Rating
I Entered a contest where I can win a VIP or Even a Blast pls help by comment bombing me and Rating pic pls pls http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1329143&albumid=794655&i=4052653612 Copy and paste that link to your Address Bar Thank you!!!

Desire
Eyes staring from across the room. Shared smiles, as butterflies dance in their bellies. A song only the two of them can hear. The anticipation of her touch. The desire to feel his lips pressed against hers. The secretiveness and lies that line their story. Together, They drown out the saga that surrounds them. For a moment, They are one. They are happy. With a sudden touch of the hand she is drawn back to the reality that sits in front of her. Drawn back to the sadness and hurt that consumes her. She takes a sip of her beer trying to drown the emptiness she feels. Turning back to her escape every so often with a smile. Longing to hold him. The desire to be happy. The desire to be one. written by binnieblueyes copyright 2006

Let Go
Why is it we look towards others to find what we already know, and we refuse to believe to hear those words coming from the ones who love you so. Is it so important to keep holding on to what you want rather then what is real that you dismiss the truth, that all you do is punish yourself trying so hard to hold on to what you believe as it rotts your very soul. Why must we try so hard to relight the dwindling flames of a once simmering smothered old torch that should have never been light, trying and trying to the point where nothing burns but the hands caught inside flames of once what was. Suffering from yourself and not wanting anything but to have what can never be. You hear your loved ones who moved on, yet all you want is to sit aside and watch the clouds roll by, as you sit there waiting for that lost spirit of yours to completely disappear. You hold on with every last ounce of your dieing soul, that you lose all sight of the ones moving from that retched sent, the decaying smell

Crazy
Infatuation, intoxication... Overcome with sweet sensations... Living, breathing, eating, sleeping, drinking, dreaming you... You're the one my heart has longed for, You're the one my mind has sought. You're the one my spirit awaited Long before you were conscious thought. You are the answer to every question Asking me what's on my mind, You're the secret I keep inside me You're the treasure I long to find. You are the storm whose heat consumes me You are the rainbow that paints my sky You are the comfort my arms have reached for, You are the answer when someone asks, "Why?" If this is dream then stop me from waking Let me never sleep if all this is real, If this is delusion, dementia, insanity, I pray that this sickness will never be healed.

For You
When silence rings inside your ear And emptiness is all you hear, When laughter turns to bitter tears, I'll hold you close and calm your fears. When darkness falls without the stars And pain invades your tender heart, When ache is close, and joy is far, I'll come to you wherever you are. I'll pull you close and hold you tight, I'll stand beside you and help you fight, I'll comfort you through the dark of night, Take all that's wrong and make it right. And when the darkness finally ends I'll still be there like a loyal friend, I'll teach you how to laugh again, And stand beside you til the end.

Anyother Subimssives?
I was just wondering if there is any other uncollared subs out there. My Master gave me the task of finding an female sub for another Master. If you are an uncollared sub, please hit me up and let me know if you would like a Master.

Think Before You Speak ..part 1 Of 6
Have you ever spoken and wished that you could immediately take the words back? Here are some reasons why you should think before you speak. I walked into a hair salon with my husband and three kids in tow and asked loudly,"How much do you charge for a shampoo and a blow job?" hehe

Thursday Opie And Anthony Links: Patrice Oneal, Bob Grant, Sylvester Stallone, Andrew Morton - The Tom Cruise Author, Cloverfield Monster Photos, Pal
LISTEN TO TODAY'S OPIE and ANTHONY SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) O&A ANIMATIONS ARE ON iTunes NOW!! (New Episodes Added Every Week!) Today on the Opie and Anthony Show, we're busy as hell. Patrice Oneal got his ass up early and is hanging with the show. We're talking to radio legend Bob Grant this morning about his Lifetime achievement award getting nixed. We're also talking to the man...the legend... Sylvester Stalllone, who is promoting RAMBO. We're also hanging with Mr. Andrew Morton, author of Tom Cruise: An Unauthorized Biography... so we have a busy busy show today. CLOVERFIELD MONSTER PHOTOS: Thanks to our own ERock, who was at the CLOVERIELD screening the other day, we have EXCLUSIVE PHOTOS OF THE CLOVERFIELD MONSTER! NEW BOOBS ON RATEMYWOW: Thanks again

Plz Read All My Recent Blogs
I HAVE A LOT GOING ON LATELY. BETWEEN MY HOME LIFE, CLEANING UP MY LIST, BEING IN A BOMBING FAMILY ETC. I STAY PRETTY OCCUPIED. I AM TRYING TO WORK MY WAY THROUGH MY LIST NOW TO SHOW LOVE TO ALL MY FRIENDS. I TRY TO ON A DAILY BASIS BUT I DO HAVE A LIFE OUTSIDE OF FUBAR (PLZ BE UNDERSTANDING AS I AM). RIGHT NOW MY MAIN CONCENTRATION IS COME LUV ME. HER BIRTHDAY IS COMING UP AND I WOULD LOVE TO HAVE HER HH GIVEAWAY FINISHED BY THEN. SHE IS ALWAYS THERE WHEN YOU NEED HER AND NEVER FAILS TO LEND A HAND. IT CAN BE HARD TRYING TO HELP 20 PPL AT ONE TIME AND CAN GET FRUSTRATING. SO...UNTIL HER GIVEAWAY IS FINISHED AND SHE IS LEVELED I WILL NOT BE AROUND MUCH. I WILL TRY TO STILL HELP HERE AND THERE WHEN I CAN WHEN ASKED. IF I DON'T TALK TO YOU EVERYDAY PLZ DON'T THINK I AM IGNORING YOU. I TRY NOT TO BE RUDE IN ANY CASE AND WILL ACKNOWLEDGE YOU. THE REST OF MY BLOGS HAVE THE LINKS TO COME LUV MES GIVEAWAY AND HER PROFILE. PLZ READ THEM AND LEND A HAND...ANY HELP WOULD BE GREATLY APPRECIATED :

In A Salute Contest Plz Help Ty!!
> Ok she has helped me in my giveaway that im currently in and as promised im returning the love to all who helped!1! She is in a contest herself and here is the thumbnail link plz help her out!!!!!! > > Just click on that picture and start bombing away she needs lots of help TY SOO MUCH EVERYONE!!!!!!!!

Foolish Pride
She stayed up all night and cried into her pillow. And Fought off the urge to just break down and call. Last night to find the fault seemed so dam easy, but now who's to blame don't matter much at all. She thinks if she calls him, it just shows weakness, so the hurt goes on with ever tear she's cried. Ain't it sad to see a good love fall to peices, chalk another heartbreak up to foolish pride. Turn out the lights, the competition's over, the stubborn souls are the losers here tonight, and while the bridges burn, another hard hard lessons learned. As in the ashes, passion slowly dies. And this romance goes down to foolish pride. He relives every word they spoke in anger, he walks the floor and punches out the wall. To apologize to her, would be so simple. But instead he cries, I'll be damed if I crawl. If he loses her, he's lost his best freind, and more than just a lover can provide. So he wrestles with emotions, that defeat him...... Chalk another love lost up to foolish pr

Newest Family Needs You...
Come one come all ,,,We are putting together a new leveling family and we are looking for you. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > If you would like to join a leveling family please message me . Will be waiting for you. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Chocolate Bunny Owned By Just Derek FU-Wifey to Sleepless & Pooh Bear@ fubar > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Lets make this one of the best leveling families on fubar . > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Please repost for me . > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Thank you > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >

"where Have You Been All My Life"
OK sooo I have come to the conclusion that I will NEVER come at the wright time. I have heard one to many times in my life the timeless and meaningless statments of "where have you been all my life?" and wait for it my personal favorite "why couldnt I have met you 3 (please insert the number of years most prevelet to you) years ago?" At this point this is my responce, you did... You were just to concerned with getting your dick wet to see me. I was the one sitting there holding your hand when your grams died, I was the one laying on the floor rubbing your back when you had a slipped disc and couldnt sleep on the bed, I was the one keeping you sane when the baby momma was doing you dirty, I was the one who was on the phone with you when you were drunk and cold outside at the Renissance fair crying because you couldnt take not being loved by your wife anymore, I was the one in your truck listening to you bitch about how you just wanted to be appriciated and cared for. I was the one

Shadows Of The Night
Silence fills the night upon the first watch, the stars shine brightly in the moon's shadow a faint stench of familiarity converses with the breeze bringing me the memories of a time renewed The sweet succulent scent of desire hovers over my mind like a the dew of nightfall yearning for relief from your dark passions The rise of the sun encounters the relevance of the night and cowers in the alleyway praying for relief This is a night of eternity where only the children may play their sadistic games Oh how I long for the warmth of the sun to chase the chill of the night from my weary bones I pray to His Majesty yet the Darkness clothes me in His eternal night unawakened by His kiss The image of Caine walks in my shadows creating a wake of senselessness yet my heart cries out in mourning The cock croons in the distance beyond the far mountain reach I hear his echo yet all is deafened from existence The night has come and clothed me

Do They Work?
This is another topic I hear wayyyyyy to often. Do long distance relationship work? I guess that depends on the two involved. Will they put in the extra effort to make it work? Will they take the time and patience to learn about the person before commiting? Will they converse via phone, email etc.... LOng distance relationships won't work when the effort just isn't there. When excuses are heard like: The ineternet isn't my life I don't lik to talk on the phone I just don't have the time to invest Few I have seen and heard. No then it won't work. These are the only options when conversing long distance. I think this is a good thing actually. You actually learn how a person is, there likes dislikes etc,, The internet isn't my life either, but when it's the only means of communication outside the phone then things need to change. It doesn't have to become ur life, just have to use that option just like you would if living closer together. Everything takes effort, you ju

Valentines Day
so if you haven't noticed by my new default pic I am not a fan of Valentines Day. I find the day overrated and a bunch of propaganda for the flower, card and candy makers out there...seriously you need a day just to send flowers and say I Love You why not surprise your significant other and just do it on a wednesday in june for no reason. Yeah I know alot of people are like "we'll you're single and jealous" ummm no that's not it, remember in grade school when you had to give the smelly kid a valentine and then of course for the rest of the year he thought you liked him...it's was all a lie but nooo you coudln't be mean and leave him out. Now where was I? Oh yeah so do something else for V day like adopt a new pet now there's something that needs some love.

Horse, Harley, & A Chicken
A Horse, A Chicken & A Harley On the farm lived a chicken and a horse, both of whom loved to play together. One day the two were playing, when the horse fell into a bog and began to sink. Scared for his life, the horse whinnied for the chicken to go get the farmer for help! Off the chicken ran, back to the farm. Arriving at the farm, he searched and searched for the farmer, but to no avail, for he had gone to town with the only tractor. Running around, the chicken spied the farmer's new Harley. Finding the keys in the ignition, the chicken sped off with a length of rope hoping he still had time to save his friend's life. Back at the bog, the horse was surprised, but happy, to see the chicken arrive on the shiny Harley, and he managed to get a hold of the loop of rope the chicken tossed to him. After tying the other end to the rear bumper of the farmer's bike, the chicken then drove slowly forward and, with the aid of the powerful bike, rescued the horse!

...some Cheese With That Whine?????
ok, my birthday is sunday. i'm alittle frustrated that once again i will be doing nothing for it. i mean, mom's gonna watch the boys for me for the night and i'm gonna go shopping for groceries or something. sounds like a blast huh? lol, thought about taking myself to a movie but, i don't really wanna go alone. or i could go to my n/a meeting and then shop alittle, but it just doesn't seem right. wish i had somewhere to go or something to do, but all my friends party and i don't anymore and i know them, they'll all be out and about at 8pm. lol.. i don't know, just been feeling blah lately. i have some serious cabin fever. all i ever do is work and come home and go crazy cuz the boys are stuck in the house all day cuz it's cold and stuff. i don't know.........just whining i guess!!

Illicit Relationships: My Crush
IDK Maybe it's still that I'm not ready for a relationship, regardless of holding onto my past memories.. or current living situation. The excuses I make. Maybe I'm fucked in the head. I should just admit it. When I've had the chance with great guys who worshipped me..I didn't see it. Mostly I just didn't want it. Beause I then get myself in crazier sitatuations. I happened to see my crush earlier tonight. Wasn't planned. I was just out. & It's all fucked up. He's like you never answer the phone or to want see me. I get tired of it and think it's me. Bitchin. But then he kisses me. & I forget all my excuses. Mainly his GF, whom...I really like. She's like this great girl and I'd never wish her harm. He distanced himself from her, moved out, alot of things happening. I was stupid, & scared and made myself less available then..& It's not like I can talk to anyone. Seems everyone knows him as it went along, so that made it harder. He did work at the store by

My Personality And Disability
I have always naturally been silly, and known to have a stash of 'smart-assed' remarks. And also a bad case of foot-in-mouth disease. hahaha Seeing people smile and hearing them laugh has always brought a bit of joy to a dreary day. Tho there are times when simple laughter could set me into a rage of anger or tears. As life goes on, I have realized this has gotten worse. And is accompanied by memory loss, along with a few other symptoms that raised some flags. So I have taken the steps I needed to, and sought medical help. There are medications to take, and Therapists to see. Along with a Psychiatrist who is really an awesome person. He takes the time to explain things to me in simple terms so that I can fully understand what is going on. I have been seeing him for about a year now and he has helped me to understand alot about my Illnesses. The medications so far dont work very well. I have been on several in the last 5 years, with many different outcomes, each h

Ranger Down Second Draft Part 1
This is the second draft of my Ranger Down story. It has some content changes and some errors were fixed. The doors explode open and a hurricane of activity comes screaming into the emergency room of Harborview Medical Center. The doctor who was waiting outside is getting the patient’s stats from the paramedic who is rattling off a stream of information. Theresa, the nurse, was outside on a smoke break when they came in so she really doesn’t have anything to do since there are so many hands on the young man. His hair is cropped short like he is right out of a Leave it to Beaver episode, he doesn’t look like he is old enough to drink, hell he barely looks old enough to shave. But there is something in his eyes, it is a determination. When she makes eye contact she can see his eyes pleading with her, she just isn’t sure what they are trying to say. He keeps trying to talk but only gurgles up blood, his one arm that works keeps trying to remove the oxygen mask. The paramedic pl

Just A Lil Tid Bit
one thing about me that u may not know is i like to joke and tease and just have a good time, i am hardly ever serious and i never take shit said too seriously, i take pride in the fact that i don't let much get to me, and every adversity that has been dropped in front of me i have face with a good attitude and always with a smile :)

Contest In Poison Tonight 01/28 Prizes For All Winners
Tonight in Club Poison Music like you only hear in the clubs. So why pay the cover charge when you can come into Poison and hear it for free. Tonight is going to be called Messing With Mondays.... It is a music game show Tonights game is Name The Song. Now get your asses in here and have some fun. PRIZES TO BE GIVEN AWAY TO ALL THE WINNERS TONIGHT Plus you can see the Hot n Sexy Lounge Owner Poison Ivy, Manager Ice and DJ Crimson on cam 3 erotic women for your pleasure. Dj Çrïmšøn Bløød Røšë@ fubar click on the pic and join this hot erotic lounge. Come on what are you waiting for? (

Lets Help Each Other!
BOO! Lets start letting each other know when we are close to leveling.. That way the family can "all" help that happen faster!? Let us know what you think! It will be discussed also at the next meeting...so come and let your opinions be heard! HUGS AND BITES!!