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The Utlimate Sex Survey
Do you like it rough or sensual?: Yes. ;-) Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: The opposite How often do you like to have sex?: 23 1/2 times a day. Is sex a top priority for you?: Yes. Ranks right up there with laughter, fine wine, air and sunshine. ;-) Do you have sex face to face with your partner?: Um, yeah...that's one way How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: Never How do you feel about one night stands?: I'm not particularly fond of them. How many one night stands have you had?: Zero What's your favorite position?: From behind Where's your favorite place to have sex?: Azteca Mexican Restaurant Do you prefer to make love or f*uck?: Again, yes. Have you ever watched porn while having sex?: Yes, but not for long... How long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: That depends on my mood...sometimes, it's better to just get right down to it. ;-) Do you get off firs

No One's Gonna...
As I was listening to the single by the S.O.S Band called"No one's gonna love you"made a lot of sense because the person that you showed all of your love to them treats you like dirt & cheats on you for another person thinking that this person is going to be good to them.They always think that the grass is greener on the other side thinking that they will treat them better than their mate.What they fail to realize is that they're going to come up with thorns,thistles,& weeds.They soon realize that the person that they dumped you for isn't what they turned out to be because you're the only one that you truly loved them.

Rain Drops
entranced by the drops of rain in my thoughts i sit quite content - though i could try to vent just that the purpose is mundane and in life, I could substain some reasoning...... for my thoughts... but I hope this rain ----- never stops

Lessons I've Learned So Far. ♥
A time comes in your life when you finally get it...When in the midst of all your fears and insanity you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cries out - ENOUGH! Enough fighting and crying or struggling to hold on. And, like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, your sobs begin to subside, you shudder once or twice, you blink back your tears and through a mantle of wet lashes you begin to look at the world through new eyes. This is your awakening. You realize that it's time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You come to terms with the fact that he is not Prince Charming and you are not Cinderella and that in the real world there aren't always fairytale endings (or beginnings for that matter) and that any guarantee of "happily ever after" must begin with you and in the process a sense of serenity is born of acceptance. You awa

Soul Mates
My love rolls gently along Like the waves onto the shore Within your heart lie many treasures I have just begun to explore Your love warms my heart Just as the sun warms the sand So deep we both were As we walked hand in hand Loving you is not a chore The feelings I have are so strong Safe and warm in your embrace Is where I'll always belong Words can't express my love for you For there simply is no measure The hours I spent with you Are filled with never ending pleasure The sun sets upon the ocean Just as my heart has set on you You are the air that I breathe A ray of light breaking through You've filled my life with wonder With all the love you brought my way My soul has found the perfect partner I desire you more and more each day

6 Point Bed
a simple choice or so it seemed turns into this overplayed grand scheme never once thought out the consequences and now surrounded by these razor wire fences here now sitting in that lightning chair A simple decision on your end was never fair and here now in the end when its all done and said would you rather live then just be dead when the sky falls and the sun bleeds red all the shit runing through your head matters not laying in your 6 point bed this path was never clearly paved this pain and torture might have been saved all those lessons that you learned a one way trip straight to hell you've earned and now we come to this tragic conclusion this torment, this hell, is all an illusion and here now in the end when its all done and said would you rather live then just be dead when the sky falls and the sun bleeds red all the shit runing through your head matters not laying in your 6 point bed and now is the end of this sad tale on not a happy note bu

Don't You
I could tear your walls down as I chip at who you are now Don't you,You ever let me know how And I could break your heart down as I tell you that you've burned out Don't you, You want to let it go Oh, I might scream and shout now as I feel you pressing down on Don't you, You walk upon my heels now You walk on And I should call your soul out but I feel I've gained control now Don't you, You tell me what to do as you You twist and turn your thoughts around oh, this road it's getting long stones, don't you, They're getting harder and you're slipping slowly further You're slipping slowly further You're slipping further than you've been before But I don't need to know how And I don't need to blow out your candle It's only burning at both ends But your moods they wash away No need to close your eyes today You just take your Your deeper breath you're going Your deeper breath you're going Under this time It's under this time You, you've got to go now Won't you, you've got to go now And don't y

Elixir
Open now your legs to me, o lubricious female, that from lush flesh betwixt may I feed my addiction. For fresh as you are on the mid-end of orgiastic delights, pregnant is your cunt with sultry admixtures, all sundry liquids of sex of both sexes. Pumped full, as you were, first by one he then another, and finally by I; and flowing as you are still with slick perfumes of your own desire; might now I, by my tongue, drink deep to replenish my male energies spent, feeding that soon I may engage another round of this carnal dance. Fluids of purity these are, yes, of pure life: For if life becomes physical in the house of your body, then what other extract may, in light of orgasm, so serve well as a symbol of lively delights? Energies pure were exchanged in the making; and energy's lure draws me now to the taking. Drinking of life, now, I imbibe with naked relish; and tonguing your cunt so, I drive you still further — to climax again, spasming with more wetness that I may drink deeper: You

Up In Space (oldie Again)
UP IN SPACE did you ever stare at the moon with tear stains on your face and wish that you were up there floating about in space. high above the hurt and pain and bitterness below. free to show how much you hurt so no one else will know. all alone in space with no one else around. well this is one of those times when, I wish I were up there now written by Some1special2

Playing For National Embarrassment In Title Game
YOU SUCK THATS IT YOU WILL NOT EVEN BE IN THE BALL GAME WITH OSU, SO HAVE YOUR DAY KISS MY ASS AND ALL THE COCKSUCKERS IN THE COACHES POLL, AP POLL, HARRIS POLL I HOPE YOU F!@#ING DIE. THIS IS WHY THERE SHOULD BE A +1 OSU VS. USC UOFM VS GATORS OSU VS. UofM IN THE +1 TITLE GAME BECAUSE WE ALL KNOW FLORIDA WILL NOT EVEN BE IN THE GAME.

Time To Fly
This here is one of my favorite songs I have ever wrote.. It has a lot of meaning to me. some people say, time goes by way to slowly it passes right before are eyes the people in are life, they come and go growing up to learn the things we know life it never stays the same, we kill ourselves to live it breaks us down, each and everyday just a face, in this place, we fade away it breaks us down, each and everyday lift your broken wings it's now your time to die cry your eyes to me let the light open up your heart spread your broken wings it's time to fly some people say, time goes by way too fast each and everyday it becomes are past the people in are lives, they come and go leaving imprints in are hearts, memories we always know life it never ends the same, we all kill ourselves to live it breaks us down, each and everyday just a face,in this place, in time we all fade away it breaks us down, each and everyday lift your broken wings it's now your t

Try It
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

How Do You Become Rich These Days????
yeah if you have not noticed people in the world is becoming famous and rich for stupid shit such as making some lame ass video of themselves just sittin there...or making a website or something...so yeah me and some peoples are going to make a web site but first we must know what would you people like on a site...we are asking you becouse instead of just all out making a site and its nothing you people would like about it...so yeah umm let me know what you think would be fun and what not...you can even come up with a name for it { havent done that yet }..but yeah help us out...w.e you come up with let me know...thanks alot....and if we do end up rich...i got you all who helped in creating this...and also...i can make as many sites as i want so keep the ideas coming k... here is my social group...leave w.e it is you cam up with there k.. http://groups.myspace.com/YBEFAM thanks again M-DOT Y.B.E AND THE FAM.

Everything You Know About Affairs Is Wrong
Everything You Know About Affairs Is Wrong"Once a cheater, always a cheater." "People cheat when they're unhappy at home." "If your spouse cheats, you'll know." We've all heard these bits of conventional wisdom; they're comforting, in a strange way. But they're all wrong, say the experts who study infidelity. What's worse, believing these myths can do a lot of harm, because it gets in the way of your preventing, spotting and recovering from infidelity. (Yes, recovering — contrary to popular belief, an affair doesn't have to destroy a marriage.) We've unraveled the latest research so you can protect your relationship with the facts.by Dana Hudepohl | Myth 1 : There's a "cheater" profile. The reality: With the right trigger circumstances, anyone is susceptible to cheating. "There are as many different profiles as there are people who have affairs," says Douglas Snyder, Ph.D., a couples therapist and a professor of psychology at Texas A&M University. Yet the myth persists that there's

Calling All Alkies!!!
So I'm looking for ppls fave drinks! I only like to drink liquor - no beer or wine. All my alkies - what's ur fave drink??? As long as it has liquor - i'll try it!! Grassy Ass, Fashion Whore!!!!!!!!!

Do Me A Favor...and End This
You said goodbye, allowing the word to slide from your tongue, making it obvious you'd said it before. Bent out-of-shape with departure, you leaving prematurely molded my already mangled vertebrae into never-ending knots. Walking on one hand and my head, I find it difficult to hold my chin up, preferring to shadow my eyes from the sun. Memory's distorted phantom, invisible within the dungeon of my brain, plays hop-scotch across thoughts and echoing moments. With the stone lying between "forever" and "always", you skipped over your promises and landed directly on "leave". As your glowing aura faded to mist, my deadened heart leaped from chest to concrete, splitting the way Humpty Dumpty must have. I've forgotten how to dream in techni-hued rainbows, though the black and white raindrops, falling from water-logged lashes, taste faintly of broken blooms and cold clouds. When you left, you took c

Home And Away
Support your local Firemen and woman and your local member of the protective services (eg ambulance) and Law Enforcement. Cause like the soldiers abroad that are putting there asses in harms way for you. These men and woman here at home will do the same if it came down too it. So salute a soldier when you see them and acknowledge the men and woman who stay state side to protect you aswell. HUAH!

Boobs & Willies
A family is sitting around the supper table. The son asks his father, "Dad, how many kinds of breasts are there? The father, surprised, answers, "Well, son, there are three kinds of breasts. In her twenties, a women's breasts are like melons, round and firm. In her thirties to forties, they are like pears, still nice but hanging a bit . After fifty, they are like onions." "Onions?" "Yes, see them and they make you cry." This infuriated the wife and daughter so the daughter said, "Mom, how many kinds of willies are there?" The mother, surprised, smiles and looks at her daughter and answers, "Well dear, a man goes through three phases. In a man's twenties, his Willy is like an oak tree, mighty and hard. In his thirties and forties, it is a birch, flexible but reliable. After his fifties, it is like a Christmas Tree. "A Christmas tree?" "Yes, dead from the root up and the balls are for decoration only."

Old Friends New- British Music Press Interview
Old Friends New Hey gang, Bumped into an old friend of mine from school. Katy is now living in the UK and has launched a new venture as a music journalist and I got the honor of being her first interview recently. Though you guys might get a kick out of this. Just "a little something for the wait..." Monday, December 11, 2006 Interview with Troy Brown of the band Small Town Sleeper Current mood: curious Hiya guys, Ready for my first ever interview? Well if not here it is! First thing first; I have known Troy from school so it was easy for me to get this. I can't promise ground breaking stuff from other artist but I'll do what I can. For people who have known Troy as well I'm sure you will know how the interview has come out! I hope you enjoy this little step into the "Small Town Sleepers" world...or should I say town. Q: 1. Troy what got you started into writing songs? Troy: I've been writing songs for as long as I can rememb

Bonnie Tyler - Total Eclipse Of The Heart
Turn around, every now and then I get a little bit lonely and you're never coming round Turn around, every now and then I get a little bit tired of listening to the sound of my tears Turn around, every now and then I get a little bit nervous that the best of all the years have gone by Turn around, every now and then I get a little bit terrified and then I see the look in your eyes Turn around bright eyes, every now and then I fall apart Turn around bright eyes, every now and then I fall apart Turn around, every now and then I get a little bit restless and I dream of something wild Turn around, every now and then I get a little bit helpless and Im lying like a child in your arms Turn around, every now and then I get a little bit angry and I know I've got to get out and cry Turn around, every now and then I get a little bit terrified but then I see the look in your eyes Turn around bright eyes, every now and then I fall apart Turn around bright eyes, every now and then I fal

Help My Boy Shadow!! Cutest Pet Contest
SHADOW SENDS EVERYBODY PUPPY LOVE EVEN IF YOU DON'T VOTE FOR HIM 'CAUSE HE ROLLS LIKE THAT!! HERES THE LINK TO VOTE FOR HIM http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=101621&i=3652795701

Receipts
Just did a tally: Not counting the initial trip to Lloydminster and a couple of return trips to Edmonton for speech therapy, I have 36 Greyhound receipts to Vermilion and back. The mere thought of taking a bus makes me ill.

My Christmas Wish From All Of You!!!
The KLUB HOUSE is doing alot to kick off the New Year right and make it a blast!!! We will need your help in doing so!!! Please, if you can donate please do so using the home page directory website page donation button located near the bottom of the page!!! Now please do comment on all this for we need to know what you think and what we can do to make things better!!! Do read all of this and the ones that do repsond and or repost this are my real true friends!!! I dont ask for much just a boost to get this and keep this going!!! Its all I have and I am putting all my time and mony into making something that will be very interesting to all if it is possible!!! So let me start off with all the major big info you may want to know and check out!!!There are several great shows on the station for those that wish to know playing the hits unedited and with live requests taken as well as dedications!!! You can check out the great shows as seen listed bellow and tell us what you think!!! The sta

.i Am Still Sick + My Updated Christmas List
.x.Dear Diary.x. Hi, All My Girlies + Guys...I haven't been doing much lately, besided being sick and coughting my brains out + taking my medicine for whatever kind of virus I got, I am sick of feeling so sick + miserable...It really sucks. Especially sense it is the Holiday Season + Christmas Time. I hope to feel better soon. .x.Dreaming Of A White Christmas.x. Well I did quite a bite today. I vaccumed the living room + I sweep the dinning room, kitchen, and hallway today...Also I did a load of dishes in the dishwasher. sprayed my bedroom floor with febreze. Tomorrow I have to clean out Memmuu's cat pan and straighten up the livingroom + Me and My Mom have to finish decorating the inside of the house. Then around 12:00pm or so a guy will be coming to install something can't remember what it is, I'll add that in later. Then I hope my Mom will take us to get are nails done...We haven't had a nails done sense the middle of Febuary. I am going to get a xmas design put on my 2 index fin

Hell On Earth
So I got discharged from the hospital yesterday and found out i have inflamed lungs and my main artery going to my heart the blood flow is very low. All I can do is pray and ask for all of you to pray for me. Cuz i know the only thing that will Help me is God

Ok Guys (and Girls Too), Pay Attention! This Could Save You Some Day!!!!
Ok guys (and girls too), pay attention! This could save you some day!!!! TO SPEAK ABOUT WOMEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1. She is not a "BABE" or a "CHICK" She is a "BREASTED AMERICAN." 2. She is not a "SCREAMER" or a "MOANER" She is "VOCALLY APPRECI ATIVE." 3. She is not "EASY" She is "HORIZONTALLY ACCESSIBLE." 4. She is not a "DUMB BLONDE" She is a "LIGHT-HAIRED DETOUR OFF THE INFORMATION SUPERHIGHWAY." 5. She has not "BEEN AROUND" She is a "PREVIOUSLY-ENJOYED COMPANION." 6. She is not an "AIRHEAD" She is "REALITY IMPAIRED." 7. She does not get "DRUNK" or "TIPSY" She gets "CHEMICALLY INCONVENIENCED." 8. She does not have "BREAST IMPLANTS" She is "MEDICALLY ENHANCED." 9. She does not "NAG" you She becomes "VERBALLY REPETITIVE." 10. She is not a "TRAMP" She is "SEXUALLY EXTROVERTED." 11. She does not have "MAJOR LEAGUE HOOTERS" She is "PECTORALLY SUPERIOR." 12.

Homicidal Breakdowns(w/lady Ragnell)
Sometimes it hurts me so, to know that you'll be diving off that board, saying goodbye without a care. I wanted to know what really mattered. What sparked in your eyes. I needed to know how I was drowning before I fell. Before it ended all swell and horrid. I started to see the piercing's in your body, as you drived more pain into yourself. The ghosts in your eyes said to many apperances, I wanted to just scream and yell. But I was roped in by the boyish emo grin. The bad boy smile the darkened eyes, the face I could never forget. The waters entering the ship now. I know you’ll try to save her before she sinks beneath the sea. I wanted to break away from the stormy clouds, to really just let it go. But I was held back but unbiddened passion. Scarce freedom. The hooks and chains that entered my flesh as my eyes cried for you. You were my only thought. Sea-salt rocked like the sea-horses. The sting was impeccable but I

Poetry And Song
Wherein Conspiracy and Impulse Dwell The gardens swim with fervent life tonight Dancing with the statues in the pale moonlight Crowned with leaves, I stand With cold immortal hands Evolution has been recalled Chaos in the thick, clinging dust Temptation with criminal lust I am the pleasure that cums with pain Tiny red miracles falling like rain Crawl in awful strength to me Down deep is the promiscuous fire Yearning, keeping me captive of desire Came much more than my soul could endure And I hunger for past overtures Then this debauched seductress took you Surrender to splendor of my sharpened caress And tear away thy funeral dress Thy aching sex a rose undone As the tears and spasms wrung

Should I Be Doing This
So I'm still trying to figure this out. So i have been having sex with my friends wife, with his permission of course. Things are getting to the point that we were wishing we had met one another before we got married. Should I keep having sex with her?

Thousand Mile Wish
not my work but still nice i think... forgive me if now i wear the face of worry this time alone could never cause any doubt but ive been cold too long such a strange time to find myself coming down as the rain with all these holes my love to fill up from the middle...this storm could stay all night so can i stay until we close our eyes? till your dreams hold mine? just stay until we know weve tried one more time cause laughing lovers can overcome their closest demons then theyll go on they wont let go its not something that we know has never come so close can i stay here...stay here forever? can i stay till we know ourselves? im torn as i tell the only story that i know it fell through... im so far into your story i dont... know why we think were in control when we lie between the lines we find a light to follow its gonna show real soon or well never reach this high we climb a little further cause theres nothing we cant get around together further gets

Winter Solstice Wishing Candle
There is a tradition of making a wish at the Winter Solstice, of burning pieces of paper with wishes or affirmations written on them. When creating a Winter Solstice candle, you will infuse the molten wax with your wish or intent and release it with the burning of the candle. This is a very basic recipe for creating candles at home using scraps of old wax or wax purchased from a craft store. It is designed for simplicity and to use items found in most kitchens. Items needed: * large metal pot – an old stew pot works well * old glass carafe (such as a coffee pot) or soup/coffee can(s) * candy thermometer * blocks of purchased wax or used candles (your choice of color) * small paper cups (Dixie Brand), or other molds * wicks (available at craft stores) * wooden spoon, oven mitt, towels, and waxed paper or newspaper to cover work area * ground frankincense resin (optional) The Wax The purpose of making recycled candles is to use all those scraps of wax left-over from o

General
Well to begin with im utterly confused! hehe how do i get more of these cherry point things eh? well im just plodding along picking it up as i go, but i cant like upload a new skin cos i dunno where to put the code! haha yes im thick ok? well thats about all for now i'll carry on plodding! Pooch'

Who Is Mutulu Shakur?
Biography of Dr. Mutulu Shakur Date of Birth: August 8, 1950 Nationality: New Afrikan Incarcerated at: Coleman, FL Dr. Mutulu Shakur is a New Afrikan (Black) man whose primary work has been in the area of health. He is a doctor of acupuncture and was a co-founder and director of two institutions devoted to improving health care in the Black community. Mutulu Shakur was born on August 8, 1950, in Baltimore, Maryland as Jeral Wayne Williams. At age 7 he moved to Jamaica, Queens, New York City with his mother and younger sister. Shakur's political and social consciousness began to develop early in his life. His mother suffered not only from being Black and female, but was also blind. These elements constituted Shakur's first confrontation with the state, while assisting his mother to negotiate through the maze that made up the social service system. Through this experience Shakur learned that the system did not operate in the interests of Black people and that Bla

One More Day
One more day One more night I tell myself, til I feel the warmth of your tender embrace One more day One more night I tell myself, til I can taste of your sweet lips Time goes by Oh how time goes by Yet, this love for thee has never died Seeming to never change, waiver, or tarnish by the cruelty of time Every single night I hear your voice See your face and feel your warm embrace Not a night goes by That I dont cry out your name Only to get no reply Again I cry Still with no reply One more day One more night I tell myself, til I feel the warmth of you tender embrace One more day One more night I tell myself, til I can taste of your sweet lips One more day One more night I tell myself, One more day One more night One more day

Till Death Do We Part
A newly married couple, let's just call them Billy and Mable, had bought a house in Maine. They disregarded the stories told to them about the house by the realtor about the house being haunted by an insane serial killer and moved in. Mable frequently complained about the feeling that someone was touching her in the night, and Billy resolved to stay up the whole night and see who was doing it. True to his word, Billy stayed up the whole night. He just didn't stay in the room. Around midnight, he was gripped by the feeling of an overwhelming thirst. He went downstairs to the kitchen to get a glass of water. Before he could get a glass, he heard the most horrible screaming from Mable's room. Billy rushed upstairs and screamed himself. Mable's mutilated corpse was strewn in various places around the bed. Billy rushed downstairs and called the police. Several nights later, Billy was sleeping peacefully. Until around midnight. Again feeling very thirsty, he went downstairs and got a gla

This Will Make You Realize....
The young mother set her foot on the path of life. "Is this the long way?" she asked. And the guide said "Yes, and the way is hard. And you will be old before you reach the end of it. But the end will be better than the beginning." But the young mother was happy, and she would not believe that anything could be better than these years. So she played with her children, she fed them and bathed them, and taught them how to tie their shoes and ride a bike and reminded them to feed the dog and do their homework and brush their teeth. The sun shone on them, and the young Mother cried, "Nothing will ever be lovelier than this." Then the nights came, and the storms, and the path was sometimes dark, and the children shook with fear and cold, and the mother drew them close and covered them with her arms, and the children said, "Mother, we are not afraid, for you are near, and no harm can come." And the morning came, and there was a hill ahead, and the children climbed and

About To Passout! Lmao.. Day 22 Of 22 Non Stop Work Week Has Ended! Whewwwwwwwweweeeeee
Finally this stinking non stop madness has ended! It was supposed to be 14 days not 22!! freakin days! lmao I have no idea what I wrote in here.. the last few days.. I'll probably start laughing at those enteries.. Duh .. I forgot it was the holidays and thats why people aren't on .. hahahhahha I'm such a dork.. a sleeping zombie dork.. me go into comma nap now! Roy

Live Onecare For Windows Xp
***Excerpt from THE INTERNET TUTOR*** *** if you wish to subscribe a link is provided at the end*** Live OneCare for Windows XP Today's computer tip column will be a little different from most. It's a bit of a rant about what may turn out to be a great product that I don't want you to ever buy! Windows Live OneCare runs in the background on your computer offering live antivirus protection, firewall protection, spyware protection, computer tune-ups, and file back-ups. It also monitors your computer's health and more. It may turn out to be the best program of it's kind. Why? Because it's made by Microsoft, the same people that make the Windows XP operating system. But wait - who better knows the operating system they want to protect than the company that makes it? No one, so why not buy it, then? Because most of it is fundamental, system level security and safety features that should be

New Story, Please Read Copy Righted Dont Copy
Have you not heard a single word that had been spoken? I have been here looking into your eyes for the last hour, and all you can do is nod you damn head. It seems that you are not there at all. Come on can you tell me something besides just smiling and looking at me with faint squinty eyes. I can hear your breath which tells me that you are in the room, but the darkness has overcame it. The light bulb is broken which doesn't let me see your face. You seem lost within room, but I know you are there. You are somewhere within this realm. Your smell comes throughout the room, and makes me want to puke. I can no longer stand being near you. The thought of you being here, so close to me, makes me want to cut my veins. My hands thrust out into the open air, but nothing seems to be around. The hairs on my body stand on edge wondering if you are coming my way. Your voice seems to be stuck in my head, and I try to let you out but you stay inside deep in my conscience. The moments come b

What Would Journey Do?
WHAT WOULD JOURNEY DO? by Bill Wasik, originally published in the Sept. 24, 1998, issue of The Weekly Week, a humor magazine published in Somerville MA You've all seen the "W.W.J.D." bracelets and T-shirts that remind teens and adults alike about a good rule of thumb for living a holy life. Many, however, ask themselves these questions: Does Journey know about my battles with the enemy of my soul? Do they understand the fierce temptations that challenge me? Do they have any clue what I am going through -- the sorrow, the sadness, the depression that overflow my cup? I've been betrayed by a friend, a lover, someone very dear -- does Journey understand? I am here today to tell you that Journey DOES understand. Because, my friend, Journey has been there before. SITUATION ONE Gregg and Heather have a picture-perfect marriage. The two are young and wildly successful -- Heather is a bank-credit analyst, Gregg a top loafer salesman at a department store. But Heather's job requi

Marriage
So anyways, as some of you know I'min a rather troubled marriage. I'm not abused or anything. But my husband doesn't treat me near as well as he should. The man never has anything nice to say about anything. I'm constantly being told I'm a failure, worthless and lazy. I'm not in love with him anymore at all. I love him of course, but not in the way a married couple should be. I want to leave him but I'm scared to be a single parent. I'm also no longer working. Any advice? How do I even approach the topic of divorce seriously? Every time I've mentioned it before he doesn't take it seriously. *sigh* I feel lost.

New Years Poem
Its Coming Upon New Years Eve looking back over the past year and my life. Another Christmas come and gone. The Festive time spent alone only with Family not that Special someone. Not knowing if that Special someone was out there,if so where.. So my New Years Resoloutions have been made. Find the one for me,The one to share the coming New Year. The Number one resoloution to Keep. Maybe not in Janurary Maybe not even Before Valentines Day.. But sometime before the years end, Definily Before the years coming Christmas day. Finding that special someone will be the task at hand When the time is right youll be found, And then ill ask you to be my one New years Love. With tears in my eyes. And Happiness filling my heart you will Come to see how happy to hear those words in my life. Now it has been a while and I have fallen in love Before so Time will tell if this is the Right Time to say Truelly I love you. Every day there after I Will thank God f

Please Help...
OK, so I entered myself into SiN DeReLla ™'s Best Self Portrait Contest...a first for me, because I generally lack the ____ to enter one... I'd really appreciate it, if you could stop by for a quick comment bomb...not asking for much...just 5-10...unless of course you have time for more... ;-)

Adriana Lima Gallery - Hot.
http://onelasage.com/gallery/thumbnails.php?album=30 That is the link to it. It's my personal gallery with over 900 pictures of her, all hand selected and edited by me. If you are a fan of her, like I am, then go and check it out. If you need some initiative and don't know who she is - Go and check it out - or if you want to see some of my favorite images of her, just check out my stash. Feel free to share with your friends, though and check her out!

My Values
Your Values Profile Loyalty: You value loyalty highly. You're completely devoted to your friends and family. Even if they totally screw up, you're still there for them. Just make sure they're equally loyal to you! Honesty: You value honesty a fair amount. You're honest when you can be, but you aren't a stickler for it. If a little white lie will make a situation more comfortable, you'll go for it. In the end, you mostly care about "situational integrity." Generosity: You value generosity highly. So much so that you often put your own needs last. There's nothing wrong with having a caring heart... But you may want to rethink your "open wallet" policy. Humility: You value humility a fair amount. You tend to be an easy going, humble person. But occasionally your ego takes over. You have a slight competitive streak - and the need to be the best. Tolerance: You value tolerance highly. Not only do you enjoy the company of those very different from yo

Something That Started Off As Nothing~;)>
Hello Sex4Kitten, I was going to post this with one of your photos, but I hit a limit 2000. So here you go~;)> I'll go post "insert here" on the pic. I was going to post it to. After I send this to you, copy the text starting with Yummy to the comment box where that photo is, then read, don't hit post. You don't have to do all that but it gives you a better idea of what I was looking at for the past hour or more(I haven't paid attention to time) while typing this. Hope you like~;)> Please don't read it till you paste it in the comment box. *I whip my cock out with my right hand, and smack your ass with my left hand, then with my hand on your ass I use my thumb to circle it around your rim pushing your g-string to the side, then I grip your g-string and pull, *snap* they rip right off. I toss them over the side of the bed. I then spit on my hard throbing cock and stroke it making sure it's ready. With that same hand I start playing with your hot ste

Eagles
Yes my team is the Philadelphia Eagles,so stop hating on them,if you don't like to tuff,cause they are going to the superbowl if they get past the saints,that is all I have to say,eagles are by far the hottest team going into the semifinals of the nfc,so watch out for the eagles,garcia is now 6-1 as qb of the eagles.

1st Tat And Piercing
Well this weekend was a special one for me. On Saturday my daughters and I headed to Vegas so my oldest could get her first tattoo. You may wounder why Vegas, because California doesn't allow anyone under 18 to get a tattoo. My daught is 16 and in Vegas she could get one with my conscent, which I was very happy to do. You can see pictures of her tat in my photos. Would like to thank John again from Absolute Ink for doing a great job. Then on Sunday my younger daughter decided that she wanted to get her tounge pierced. So I called around to try and find a good place to have it done. It wasn't until today that she was able to get it done. You can see pictures of it in my photos. I hope all of you have a great week and I would like to also thank all of you for you support to our troops.

"i Cried..."
When you were 8 years old, your mom handed you an ice cream. You thanked her by yelling at her and telling her its the wrong kind. When you were 9 years old, she paid for piano lessons. You thanked her by never even bothering to practice. When you were 10 years old she drove you all day, from soccer to football to one birthday party after another. You thanked her by jumping out of the car and never looking back. When you were 11 years old, she took you and your friends to the movies. You thanked her by asking to sit in a different row. When you were 12 years old, she warned you not to watch certain TV shows. You thanked her by waiting until she left the house. When you were 13, she suggested a haircut that was becoming. You thanked her by telling her she had no taste. When you were 14, she paid for a month away at summer camp. You thanked her by not writing a single letter. When you were 15, she came home from work, looking for a hug. You thanked her b

Pooring My Heart Out!
Life HAVE YOU EVER BEEN SO BORED OUT OF UR SKULL THAT YOU JUST SIT BACK AND THINK ABOUT THINGS GOING ON IN LIFE?.....WELL I HAVE AND I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT THINGS HERE LATELY.....IT ALL STARTED WHEN JOHNNY WAS TALKING ABOUT GOING TO GEORGIA.....WELL HE MADE UP HIS MIND THAT HE WASNT GOING TO GO SOMETIME BEFORE THANKSGIVING......BUT NOW THE OTHER DAY AS HE WAS TALKING ON THE PHONE WITH HIS SON I SAW IT IN HIS EYES.......I SAW THE FACT THAT HE REALLY NEEDS TO BEDOWN THERE I CAN SEE IT IN HIS EYES HOW MUCH HE MISSES THEM AND HOW MUCH HE LOVES HIS KIDS AND HOW MUCH HAPPIER HE WOULD BE WITH HIS KIDS......SO THEREFORE I TOLD HIM THAT I THINK HE REALLY NEEDS TO GO.....NOW I KNOW WHAT UR THINKING AM I STUPID FOR TELLING THE MAN THAT I LOVE TO LEAVE ME AND GO BE WITH HIS KIDS.......WELL MAYBE.....BUT I JUST KNOW DEEP DOWN INSIDE NO MATTER HOW MUCH I LOVE HIM I CANT IN A MILLION YEARS MAKE HIM AS HAPPY AS IS KIDS CAN........AND HONESTLY YES IT HURTS LIKE HELL BUT YOU KNOW WHAT IM START

How Much Have You Changed In 9 Years?
9 years ago.... How old were you? 25 Where did you go to school? i was out of school Where did you work? Didnt Where did you live? Rio Rancho, New Mexico Where did you hang out? Slate Street, The Anchor.. What was your hair style? Red and White Did you wear glasses? No How many tattoos did you have? 5 How many piercings did you have?: 8 What car did you drive?: Grand Am What was your favorite band/group? um..Eazy E alot...um....Kid Frost...Night Owl.... What was your worst fear? No Fears Had you driven yet? yes Had you been to a real party yet? many Had your heart broken? yes Single/Taken/Married/Divorced/Bitter: married By who? John FIVE YEARS AGO....................................................... How old were you? 29 Where did you work? Porn Store Where did you go to school? wasn't in school Where did you live? Abluquerque, New Mexioc Where did you hang out? Sonny's and Knock outs How was your hair style? Red a

I Confess
My Confessions.... -I bite my nails -I have road rage...like a soccor mom on meth -I wear my heart on my sleeve -When I'm at home I wear an afro lol -Animal in the the bedroom -I don't let the "man" keep me down -I was called coffee in high school...ask me why? -I'm obessed with Adult Swim -I like to watch cartoons with my kids -I have nightmares about my Mom's cat, diva -There is a ghost in my Mom's house. It always opens the screen door at 9:15 -I hate drama, but it seems to find me all the time -I want, but despise, a "normal" family -I've become what I hate -I can never fall asleep -When I think about the future, I have a panic attack. -I miss the old me -I think I drink too much -I smoke when my nerves are bad -I want a tat and more peircings -I named my daughter after a R&B singer -I HATED grammer in school *explains alot* -And I can't spell -Guys seem to peg me "realtionship" matieral. I fucking hate that!

Hehehe
You scored as Hera. You are protected by Hera. At first, Hera was simply Zeusâ€™ wife, and as such she was inferior to him in position and power and had to obey his commands. It was only later that she became the queen of the heavens, of gods and men, as he was king. Hera was the protector of marriage, and married women were her particular care.Hera100%Zeus63%Apollo56%Poseidon25%Demeter25%Which God or Goddess Protects You?created with QuizFarm.com

Life And Which Way To Go With It
OK SO, TRYIN TO FIGURE OUT WHATS NEXT IN MY LIFE. CANT SIT AND DO THE SAME TIRED SHIT EVERYDAY. WISH IT WERE SUMMER, I THINK IM GONNA JUST LIVE LIFE THIS SUMMER ON THE EDGE OF A LAKE AND THE END OF A FISHIN POLE. BUT I GUESS AT SOME POINT HERE I SHOULD MAKE BIGGER PLANS THAN FISHING....... ANYONE GOT ANY IDEAS? i NEED A LIFE BADLY LOL

To Someone Extraordinary! (to Catseyes)
Extra because you are always radiant and cheerful. Ordinairy because everything with you is magnificently fantastic. Often when I am far from you, plunged into some occupation, you walk into my thoughts and I then smile secretly. I realize that when we are together in the middle of the others and I look at your face and listen to your words, I know that you are probably all what matters today. We are happy or unhappy by a bunch of thing, which never appear, which we do not say and which we cannot say. Even if I would never say to it to you, you are one of the things which make me happy.

Full Rest...
Nothing is more unbearable to the man than to be in a full rest, without passions, businesses, entertainment, applications. It feels his emptiness, his abandonment, his insufficiency. Incontinent, he will search in the bottom of his heart, the trouble, blackness, sadness, sorrow, the despite, despair.

Sergeant Relieved Of Duties Over Playboy Spread
OK... it's Friday morning and I feel like stirring up some trouble. If you have read the news about... An Air Force staff sergeant who posed nude for Playboy magazine has been relieved of her duties while the military investigates, officials said. Then here is a posting I put on the AOL MESSAGE BOARDS that I want to share. Someone please pinch me cause I must be dreaming. I am reading over and over about how wrong this is and I am in shock. I am not saying I approve of her actions but what I am saying is who are we to judge her? We are a country that views nudity as a sin... Ha. Adam and Eve spent most of their time naked. European countries treat nudity as an everyday thing and have no major social or moral issues. America... sheesh, lose the burlap panties and lighten up. You talk about Standards and Morals? We have George Bush starting wars and sending our troops to their deaths for his own personal reasons. Bill Clinton was caught involved in a sex scandal w

Who Knows What Is Gonna Come Out Of My Mouth?
this is my first time bloging here so its all new to me on myspace i always came up with of the wall shit cause thats how me head thinks so who knows what the fuck will come out of my pie hole this time cuase since my friend showed me this place i dont used that shit hole place no more like i said before holy shit bateman i forgot my kewl lil jump suit why do we blog any ways why do we do the shit we do who the fuck knows we are just pawns in this lil game god is up there right now looking down at us sipping his bud light beer laughing at us sitting in his lazy boy you know when it rains gods pissing on us too aint that just great think of that the next time it rains and your walking to your car !!!

How Smart Are You
how smart are you flat out geniusOk, theres not much I can say here accept congratulations! There is noone smarter than you. Well, except the few others who made it here. I mean Im just gonna leave it at that. Im sure your much too above what I could say. Take this test

Sexy Asian Female Seeks Dating Fun
Hi Thanks for stopping by. I am a sexy asian female into all things submissive.I collect photo's and video,s of beautiful asian women and like men who enjoy making me do filthy dirty degrading things.So please feel free to tell me your story.I get turned on reading things people want me to do.The worse they are the more i get juicy.I love turning men on. I was once very shy.Now i have been shown the light by my ex boyfriend. My xxx moments

Another Poem
this is entitled FACADE............ life is full of shame and hate but i realized that to late misery is mine i carry it with me all the time lies are told people are so bold the love of a lifetime just words to make up a rhyme i don't believe in love nothing is sent from heaven above i am all alone i have nothing of my own pain and sorrow will be mine on every tomorrow i sit alone in a crowded room it's lonely as a tomb i speak so often of being alone i don't realize the fault is my own who would want to be around a laughterless clown it is easy to be me all you have to do is flee reality my life is a facade how strangely odd my own worst enemy is me

Taste The Rainbow? No. Suck The Volcano!
It shows up one week before the new-year and sticks around for a couple weeks after. It carries the same weight as when people ask you in college, "What's your major?" What's your New Year's resolution? I'd really love to figure out the true percentages, but for the most part new year's resolutions revolve around losing weight or quitting smoking or getting more "me" time. Every once in a while you hear something different, but not so new: "I'm swearing off men this year." "I'm going to get a new job." "I'm going to spend more time with my family." Etc., etc… I don't know anyone who has ever stuck with a resolution past the month of March. There's something about two-and-a-half months of diligence that makes people slip-up. "Sure I've been good, maybe I'll just smoke ONE cigarette, or maybe I'll have another slice of pie, or maybe I don't have to look for a new job THIS hard, blah blah blah…" It's people with weak minds who come UP with resolutions in the first

My Work
STAND FOR NOTHING FALL FOR ANYTHING - NOW HOW MANY MEN TODAY THAT YOU KNOW WOULD HAVE OR COULD HAVE HANDLE HALF OF THE PRESSURE THAT DR.KING JR DEALT WITH FROM HIS LATE TEENS TILL SOME COWARD TOOK HIS LIFE.A MANS MAN AND NEVER THREW A PUNCH ARE EVER REALLY RAISED HIS VOICE EXCEPT TO GIVE A SPEECH,DR.KING BELIEVED IN EQUALITY NOT JUST FOR ME BUT FOR YOU AND YOU, IT WASN'T ABOUT JUST BECAUSE I AM BLACK I SHOULD HAVE THAT JOB IT WAS ABOUT BEING FAIR THE BETTER MAN IS THE BETTER MAN.IT WAS ABOUT BEING ABLE TO VOTE AND WALK ON THE SAME SIDE OF THE STREET AS WHITE AMERICA EAT IN THE SAME RESTAURANT AS WHITE AMERICA,I MEAN WHY NOT WE DID HELP BUILD THIS COUNTRY RIGHT.DR.KING WAS A VERY SPECIAL MAN CAUSE HONESTLY I WOULD NOT HAVE HAD THE PATIENCE AND WILL THAT HE HAD MY BLACK ASS WOULD HAVE DIED WAY BEFORE MY TIME CAUSE PEOPLE TRIPPIN WITH ME LIKE THAT, THERE WOULD HAVE BEEN SOME SERIOUS REPERCUSSIONS AND CONSEQUENCES FOR REAL.A SOFT SPOKEN GIANT AMONG MEN, HE LOVED EVERYONE NO MATTER RACE,CRE

Life's Path & Decisions
So many of you wonder what your life path is and how you can find it. You wonder whether you are doing the right thing, in the right place or even making decisions and choices that are right for your path. You wonder whether you are spiritual 'enough', connected and even moving in the right direction. You look at others who seem to be happier, more successful and who seem to be able to manifest what they want and wonder whether you should be on their path because it appears to be better and easier than yours. Your path is right where you are at any moment in time. Each step on your spiritual journey reflects all of the decisions and choices that you have made up to that point in your life. It also reflects your fears, faith, beliefs, your acknowledgement of your own power and spiritual understanding. Each decision that you chose to make may have been one of several options but the option you chose was right for you at that moment. The outcome of each decision reflects the lesson

Other Reasons To Shoot A Man In Reno
Just to watch him suffer Target practice An unkind comment about your sister's very real thyroid condition Self-defense Mistaken belief that "what happens in Vegas stays in Vegas" is applicable to the entire state of Nevada Too far away to stab Failed to clearly and loudly say "Spoiler alert" Road Runner standing in front of him moved when Acme Shotgun jammed

Here Are The Ways
(Here is somethign I wrote a long ass while ago.) Here Are The Ways The way... You look at me Touch me Your smile The sound of your voice The way... You talk to me Hold me in your arms You care Your walk The way... You fit so nicely in every aspect of things You make love to me You make me feel Hold me hand Tell me you love me The way... You love me for me Crack jokes at me Tell me what your dislike when you get mad at me As weird as that may be The way... You just look all in alleven when you are mad Plan ahead as much as you do Feel you can tell me anything Distract me when I do things You can't get enough of me I can't get away from you (which I don't want to anyways) Love the promises you have made The way I know you mean these things Can't forget the way you pick me up and I don't freat out Love the way you spoil me in very way I just love you in every way that is possible and impossible The way... I fell for you even before I knew it was re

What Part Of The Body Are You Attracted To
You scored as Penis. You are attracted to the: penis. You are a penis man/woman.Penis83%Abs/Stomach67%Butt42%Face42%Boobs8%What Body Part Are You Attracted To?(pics) ver. 2.0created with QuizFarm.com Whoops...These damns quizzes really do reveal the truth!

Words Women Use
FINE This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. FIVE MINUTES If she is getting dressed, this is half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given 5 more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. NOTHING This is the calm before the storm. This means "something," and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with 'Nothing' usually end in "Fine" GO AHEAD This is a dare, not permission. Don't do it. LOUD SIGH This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A "Loud Sigh" means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over "Nothing" THAT'S OKAY This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can make to a man. "That's Okay" means that she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake. THANKS A woman is than

Askin My So Called Friends One Last Time
i understand where poeticangel is comming from BIG time, seems all u'r friends want you to do shit for them but when comes right down to it and ya need that help they ain't friggin there for you......well i am askin those of YOU who have NOT helped me to please help me out......click on pic and show a lil love please....to those of u who don't give a rats ass ya may as well delete from friends now., cause god knows i won't help u if u can't show the faves in return

Pot Calls The Kettle Black?
This is a saying i heard today and don't quite get. "That's like the pot calling the kettle black" My thoughts on this 1. What if the pot is stainless? 2. What if the kettle is cast iron? 3. What if the kettle is just burned black? 4. Maybe the kettle is a punk and needs a beat down so then it's black and blue. 5. Maybe we should rise against all kettle and align ourselves with the pots,we do need them more can't we use a pot to boil water. 6. kettles suck 7. POTS RULE 8. I also RULE

Just A Dream...
Wouldn't it be great to turn on the TV and hear a U.S. PRESIDENT, DEMOCRAT OR REPUBLICAN give the following speech? My Fellow Americans: As you all know, the defeat of Iraq regime has been completed. Since congress does not want to spend any more money on this war, our mission in Iraq is complete. This morning I gave the order for a complete removal of all American forces from Iraq. This action will be complete within 30 days. It is now time to begin the reckoning. Before me, I have two lists. One list contains the names of countries which have stood by our side during the Iraq conflict. This list is short. The United Kingdom, Spain, Bulgaria, Australia, and Poland are some of the countries listed there. The other list contains everyone not on the first list. Most of the world's nations are on that list. My press secretary will be distributing copies of both lists later this evening. Let me start by saying that effective immediately, foreign aid to those

I Wanna Know
I wanna know some things about you. 1. Can you cook? 2. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator? 3. What talent do you wish you had? 4. Favorite place? 5. Favorite vegetable? 6. What was the last book you read? 7. Are you Dirty or Clean? 8. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 9. Worst Habit? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Do we know each other outside of MySpace? 2. What's your philosophy on life? 3. Negative or Optimistic? 4. What was your dream growing up? 5. Worst thing to ever happen to you? 6. Would you give me money or a slap in the face? 7. Tell me one weird fact about you: 8. Would you have my back or kick me when I'm down? 9. Do you trust me? 10. Have you ever kept anything from me? 11. What do you think of me as a Person? 12. Do you think I'm sane or insane? 13. Would you cry for me if I died? 14. Would you be my crime partner or my conscience? 15

Don't Be Afraid Of Who You Are...
I have known for awhile now that I am Bisexual. For a while I was shamed and thought if my parents found out I would be disowned or tossed out on the streets. Both were amazing although my father replied witha simple... "I'm gonna get a grandbaby right?" Leave it to him. I am not a lesbian I do enjoy sex with men more then anything but women know how please eachother a lot better than any man will probably ever be able to. My boyfriend is understanding about this, (of course why wouldnt he be?) it seems to lead him to the thoughts of threesomes, which I would be lying if I say I havent done or thought of them before! There are a lot of things a lot of people don't really understand, all women have a little bit of lesbian in them, I mean have you ever watched a porn and found yourself rubbing your clit until you cum? Or found yourself pactically dripping when you see gorgeous women prance around in nothing or close to nothing? What about finding yourself wanting to make out with the fin

Brian My Heart
Brian my Heart I wished on a star just the other day to be sent a Prince to take me away I wished for someone caring and a love that is true all of a sudden in walked you You make me happy, make me feel so real and all you ask is if my heart you can steel Never before have I cared so much for someone unseen or even touched My heart is terrified and filled with fear but I long for the day that you are near To hold you close, is not much to ask it's getting you here that is a task I thought love like this was merely a dream but its happening so it would seem I think to myself how could this be of all the people in this world he loves me Tonight I saw a star and wished once more I'll know it came true when you walk through my door Nicole M DiMauro Copyright ©2007 Nicole M DiMauro

Book-part 3
In 7th grade I became a play toy for the boys in class and for the men that I came in contact with. Not by my choice, but by theirs. I would be walking down the hallways at school when boys would walk up behind me and grab my tits. I was too embarrassed to say anything. There would always be a hall full of kids, and I wasn't sure who to yell at. In the back of my mind, I enjoyed this alot. The enjoyment I felt also cause me to feel ashamed, because now I was old enough to know that this was not right. I would babysit for some of the little kids that we knew. More times than not, the father of those kids would fondle me and/or try to kiss me when no one was looking. I never told on any of them. I just kept babysitting till I was afraid of it going too far. Then I would make up excuses to not go there anymore. My parents never suspected that I was being molested over and over again. While in gym class one day I was running after this other girl. I reached out to grab her shirt to slow he

My Family Death!
To my friends I am letting u know that I recently had a death in the family.. This was my great aunt. Her name was Dorothy and she was very special to me.. She a great mother and grandmother. She lived to see her great grandchildren. My fondest memory of her was when I would go and visit.. Even though she was the backbone of her family and kept her house running like a well oiled machine. She still would go four wheeling and go carting. And still have homemade pies and goodies ready for us when we got back.. She would wake us in the morning with her homemade sausage pancakes and finish with a great cup of hot cocoa and talk. This is my tribute to my great aunt. May she be happy where ever she is.. I love you Aunt Dorothy. Love Kristina

Brighid's Well - The Goddess Speaks
Brighid's Well - The Goddess speaks The rounded grey stones of the well shine bright with green moss in the luminescent twilight. Withered grasses and the sharp brown umbrils of dead meadowsweet guard the depths. Above, slender Rowan boughs net the darkening sky with a tracery of black lace. A solitary berry, overlooked by the hungry birds, hangs like a drop of dried blood over the well. It is Winter and the earth is crusted hard, dusted with silver frost. It is not yet Spring, yet look up. The dry twigs are swelling at the tips, hinting greens as yet unborn. Look down. Look down into the waters of the winter well. Look down into the darkness. Look through the reflection of your own being. Look into yourself, into Herself. Look deeper. In the eye of the well, in the dark water, is a single flame, small and clear. Look deeper still. The quiet light illuminates a cavern, an earth cairn, the source of the well, where the water waits as yet unrisen. The flame burns, a small

Sweet Emily - For All Of Those Who As Had A Great And Wonderful Friend And Or Is A Great And Wonderful Friend Or Who Has Had A Crush
Sweet Emily - A Song by CDN Geoff Whynot dedicated to all of those who as had a great and wonderful friend and or is a great and wonderful friend and who has had a crush crushes always come and go but real friendship is forever and thats what me and Emily have Real friendship its amazing what love can do this is just a song i wrote and it dosent mean i do or dont have these feelings anymore i took the time to write this and i like the work i put into it nothing more nothing less **Friends** Sweet Emily Her eyes I can't repalce I see her eyes on everyface and when i close my eyes I see her pretty green eyes looking back into mine and her heart warming smile that makes my heart melt when I close my eyes I know she's with me in my heart Sweet Emily Shes' beautiful She may not know it but she's beautiful,... Sweet Emily She's caring,... She's thoughtful ,... Sweet Emily She'd never do anyone wrong

Something I Wrote
I can see you Plain as day And to hear you Takes me away To a time when Things were better All my best friends Still together Laughter and tears Went hand in hand But as time passed New lives began Over time things Just fell apart Now here I sit Pouring my heart Keeping in touch In many ways But it can't touch Our golden days. So I touch this pane of glass I can't get through to see you. And it breaks my heart in half To see all the things you do. And the only thing I want Is to be there by your side But behind this pain of glass Is the world where I reside. I can whisper And I can scream Try and break it But nothing seems To make it through This awful wall Yes it helps when I call or write But it can't help Those sleepless nights It just scares me That as time flows You'll forget what I hold so close So I touch this pane of glass I can't get through to see you. And it breaks my heart in half To see all the things you do. And the o

Time To Learn
OK I know that there are obviously physical differences to men and women that's apparent. But what I want to know is how does a young man like myself start to understand women on that level that leads to a long and happy relationship. Now dont get me wrong there is no such thing as a relationship where no one ever argues I know that. But how do you find that point where the little stuff stops screwing with two people trying to make a marriage work and they can concentrate on each other and not on all the problems they have between them. Let me know what u think ladies and gents Im in some definate need HOLLA! Sincerly a boy trying to become a REAL man

Cool New Biker Bar Opened
Come to a nice friendly bar, built for bikers, by bikers.. GREAT tunes, Cold drinks, EXCELLENT people! We are looking for reliable, fun loving, good people for bartending and moderators positions. Please contact Sissy or Cowboy.

Hell Yes Im A Sexual Genius!!!
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Ok The Court Situation
OK NOW ONLY SOME OF YOU KNEW ABOUT WHAT HAS BEEN GOING ON LATELY WITH ME...SO HERE IT IS...A COUPLE WEEKS AGO...I WAS IN A FIGHT...NOT JUST ANY OL' FIGHT IT WAS INSANE..THIS DUDE CHRIS I KNOW HAS A SQUAD THAT DONT LIKE ME OR MY BOIZ..SO ONE DAY HE WAS TALKING SHIT AND I HEARD ABOUT IT....SO I SAW HIM IN THE PIZZA SHOP AND WHAT NOT HE WAS WITH HIS BOYZ AND IW AS WITH MINE...WE HADCOUGHT EACHOTHERS EYES....AND HE MADE LIKE THIS "" YEAH W.E FACE "" SO ME NOT THINKING LIKE ALWAYS WHEN IT COMES TO BEEF...I WALKED INTO THE SHOP GRABED HIM AND STARTED POUNDING ON HIM...HIS BOIS GRABED ME SO MYBOIZ RAN INSIDE...AND GRABED THEM...THEN WE TOOK IT OUT SIDE AND AS I WAS WALKING AWAY THE DUDE CHRIS GRABED ME AND STARTED SWINGIN WHILE I WASNT LOOKING...SO I LIKE SLAMED HIM ON THIS CAR HIT HIM A COUPLE TIMES AND HE FELL..SO I KICKED HIS HEAD INTO THE SIDE OF THE CAR MORE THEN ONE TIME...THEN EVERYONE GRABED ME...AND THE POLICE CAME ARRESTED ME AND THE AMBULANCE CAME TO GET THE DUDE..I JUST HAD A REAL

Womens Rules
1. If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. 2. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. 3. If you have any doubt in your mind about a man's character, leave him. 4. Allow your intuition - or spirit to save you from heartache. 5. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. 6. Don't force an attraction. 7. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. 8. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. 9. Don't settle. 10. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. 11. If he keeps changing his mind about the relationship - take that as a big sign that he is unstable. Do you really want to be with a man like that? 12. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for stayi

Whats Going On Im Bored And I Love....
to kick it wit the homies ike all my niggs in washington da tac ya dig but yea...aand i love talking to my girl jessica i love her man to death she is so hott and sweet and nice ......but yea...also my girl brittney she bomb ya dig....

Review-movie- Saw Three
i know its been out for a while, but i just got around to seeing it. well done, lots of gore and a twist to it. not scary, but keeps ya wondering whats next. not for the weak of heart, or stomache either...lol

The Falling
A SOUL FROM FAR AWAY, SEARCHING FOR ME ALL OF HER DAYS. AND I SEARCHING, WAITING, RESPONDING TO HER CALL. ONCE UPON SEEING HER SOUL, HER HEART, VALUES AND MIND. I'LL LOVE HER FOREVER AND WITH MY ALL. THEN IMAGES ACROSS A WIRE, ACROSS TIME. HER EYES THE WINDOWS TO THE SOUL, AS THE DAYS WENT BY OUR LOVE DID GROW. REGRETS, I HAVE NONE. NO DEEPER A SOUL HAVE I EVER KNOWN, NOR ONE THAT CARRIES A GREATER LOAD UPON THE SHOULDERS . CAST OUT THE OMEN , LET IT LYE TO REST. WE MUST FORGIVE OUR-SELVES AND OTHERS.AND SEE THE BEAUTY IN OUR LIVES. I TO HAVE MY DEMONS AND GHOSTS. FOR I SHALL BE YOUR STRENGTH, YOUR COMFORT, THE BEAT OF YOUR HEART, AS YOU MY LOVE, HAVE BEEN MINE. LIFE AND LOVE ARE NEVER EASY, OUR DAYS AT TIMES, ARE HARD AND MAKE US WEARY. BUT NEVER FEAR, I SHALL BE THERE WHEN THE TIME IS RIGHT. I SHALL LAUGH WITH YOU AND CRY WITH YOU. ARGUE AND DELIGHT WITH YOU. SHE HAS GREAT INNER PRIDE AND STRENGTH, WHICH I SO DO ADMIRE.YET WE ALL FALTE

Why Cant I Find This Gurl?
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturant... I'm the girl who says,"ok, but you owe me..." jokingly not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like, I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets the all sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss... I'm the girl who you can talk to you about anything... I'm the girl who laughs at your jokes

I Remain On Cherrytap For This Reason Only! I Want To Help You!!! I Love All Of Yah! :o)
Some notes, comments, and confessions about my Dr. Adkins diet, and life in general. ;o) lol Is this you? Do you post old pictures, afraid to date? Can't hardly move? Depressed? Feel like a blimp? Or maybe... just hate those thunder thighs? Jelly belly?, Maybe even just high blood pressure, and low energy, and slightly overweight? Sugar outta wack, and retain fluid? Read on my friend... cause I love yah, and I want 2 help give your life back to you! I amost died.. til I got up did what i tell you about below. I fought back!!! This is very long people, but if you read it, and DO IT... YOU WILL NOT BE SORRY!!!! (muah!!) I love yah all!!! :o) ~~~ Johnny ~~~ I sit here at 3:30 a.m. consuming 3 boneless chicken breast pieces... 1/2 of a large spaghetti squash, mixed bell pepper, and celery, sweet onion, and carrot chunks, and drinking a huge glass of ice tea., and losing weight like crazy! How you asked? Did I rigorously study the Dr. Adkins diet, and configure the perfect diet?

This Is My First Blog
hey people this is my first blog so i guess i'll tell u a bit bout me i'm 21 and i have short hair now ..it was a terrible accident involving an angru bear ... lol. i live in south dekota now but i was recently living in arkansas. i believe in freedom of speech and being yourself no matter what .. i hate posers and one-upper people..i love freaks and weirdos cause they enjoy freedom of expression. i'm single right now and loving it.well i dont really know what ro write about right now so yeah bye

Til Death Do Us Part
Oh, when you look into my eyes, tell me what you see. I don't think you'll ever realize the pride inside of me. Oo, I've walked my walk, talked my talk and I've lived and died in my songs. Temptation cuts so deep, it's fire still burns so strong. You know I've lived a few mistakes and I stand by them. Oo, it's me, myself, and I till death do us part, yeah. Till death, till death do us part, yeah, yeah, No, no, no, no. Yeah, sometimes my words may cut too deep and I step on a toe or two. But I'm half dead and barely half alive, but I live by the truth. Hey, but I live by the truth. Til death, til death, do us part, do us part. Hey, if you want to criticize, then you can't believe anything you read. What you see is all of me. Yeah, I've talked the talk, walked the walk. Who thought I'd live this long? Oh, this life's been hard like a switchblade, blind faith suicide. You know I've lived a few mistakes and I stand by them. Oo, it's me, myself, and I till death do

Enough !!!!!
Subject: I wish you ENOUGH............ Recently I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure. Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the mother said, "I love you and I wish you enough". The daughter replied, "Mom, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Mom". They kissed and the daughter left. The mother walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there I could see she wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy but she welcomed me in by asking, "Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?". Yes, I have," I replied. "Forgive me for asking, but why is this a forever good-bye?". "I am old and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is - the next trip back will be for my funeral," she said. "When you were saying good-bye, I

Getting Shitty With Cradle Of Flith (i Might End Up In Your Town Heh) Pt 2
heh so I went out to see CoF again last night... and it was a bit of chaos... finding dave/sarah was no easy task in the cold weather... esp without a celphone... so after waiting a bit anderson (my tour driver/now tour manager) ran into them in walking around and we all met up at a sushi place called "japan yum yum" i think it was... we make fun of the death still wiggling in daves bowl and bs for a good hour plus about summer plans (and if all goes well, we'll be seeing them this summer on the tour we're probably going on as well) and fanagle from there... the show again was great, way better mix than the previous night and also a bit less intoxicating as well... the 69 eyes still arent musically my scene but I get what they are doing and appreciate it for waht it is... but im still all about 3 inches of blood hahaha... and im wondering when cradles stage setup is finally going to arrive heh...anyway I flyer for about 30 mins in the f'n cold waiting for bus call an

A Little Boy & A $100.00
A little boy wanted $100.00 very badly and prayed for weeks, but nothing happened. Then he decided to write God a letter requesting the $100.00. When the postal authorities received the letter to God, they decided to send it to the President. The president was so amused that he instructed his secretary to send the little boy a $5.00 bill. The president thought this would appear to be a lot of money to a little boy. The little boy was delighted with the $5.00 bill and sat down to write a thank-you note to God, which read: Dear God: Thank you very much for sending the money. However, I noticed that for some reason you sent it through Washington, DC., and those assholes deducted $95.00 in taxes. Please have a better day then this lil guy did loool huggies, Debbie

Is Being A Dirty 'old' Man Bad?
You know for many years I have heard men of all ages and women for that matter talking about being or knowing dirty old men. As I reach my mid 30's ... where I don't feel old... or act it... LOL... I am sitting here wondering if it is a bad thing to be a dirty 'old' man. I turn 34 in 2 weeks and I am to a good place in my life... on both a professional and personal level. I never got married as a young man. I didn't want to get married too young and have to struggle financially. Now, I have a successful career, a nice house, decent car, money in the bank, and just about every toy that I have ever wanted. So the struggling financially thing is pretty much a forgotten issue. So, as I sit here on my idiotpc and surf around here on CT and other places... I look at these beautiful girls and DAMMMMNNNNNN. I have decided I have to have one. LOL. Now... being nearly 34... I have dated a lot of women. Most of them nearer my age and some several years older. Now, I am sitting her

Holiday Season Survival Guide
The holiday season is well underway, and we all know what that means. You can no longer shield your significant other from the craziness that is your family (or vice versa, depending on your taste in partners). No matter what precautions you take, it will inevitably be a disaster. But there are some things that can be done to minimize the carnage and maybe even keep your girlfriend from leaving your stupid ass for someone with a less crazy family. Thus, my holiday gift to you is this. 1. Remember. You want these people to like you. You want them to like you a whole, whole lot. Her family has been around a lot longer than you have. Their opinion carries a lot of weight. Bring some Chap Stick; you're going to need it with all the ass you're going to be kissing. 2. Leave your relationship problems at the door. You are with someone's little girl. When you pull into the driveway, pretend that your relationship is hunky dory. Even if it's a dirty, filthy lie. You are outnumbered. Sh

2.4.07
Hidden in the Window saying forever is bitter on the tongue black in obvious masks painted and hidden before your eyes disturbed to the core broken from impatience and the mistakes of a journey too long spent looking for your touch and waiting for your love too much of a life lived or wasted outside the sunlight of your heart withering in the cold of poor choices empty lovers, greed and envy and this could be the beginning of truth or the end of the search and rhymes come and go like rain in the fall will you be as temperate ~Angel

Alice
This is for ----- who wanted me to write a poem about Alice in Wonderland. Hope that it is good enough Alice went to wonderland leaving her problems behind Just trying to escape the deadly daily grind Her time whittled away by harsh memories and fears Too proud and headstrong to cleanse her pain with tears Looking for the answers on the edges of razor blades drinking to make her forget all the times she'd been betrayed Alice fought her broken heart a tyrannical queen Forgetting all the shattered promises she had ever seen Letting velvety soft darkness engulf her mind abandoning everything that was ever unkind Making up stories in her head to help her through the day trying to discard depression and disarray Alice chased broken dreams down forsaken rabbit holes Putting too much weight on things out of her control Following the white rabbit down dead ended paths Caring too much about petty revenge and wrath Doing things that drive her farther down

To All My Resent Friends
i have not been on all day and just got on and, relaized that i had alot of friend request, do not worrie i added all of you. but you will have to give me time to rate you all. i only have dial up so my computer does not run real fast. thatnk you all for wanting me to be your friend i feel so special... bare with me.. and i will rate you... kisses and hugs and lost of loves.. courtney

How Much Have You Changed In 10 Years???
HOW MUCH HAVE YOU CHANGED IN 10 YEARS??? ---------------10 years ago--------------- 1.) How old were you? 33 2.) Where did you go to school? I didn't 3.) Where did you work? Twin Rivers Reginal Medical Center 4.) Where did you live? Hayti 5.) Where did you hang out? Some Bars 6.) Did you wear glasses? yes or contacts 7.) Who was your best friend? hmmm, Don't remember. 8.) How many tattoos did you have? None 9.) How many piercings did you have? None 10.) What car did you drive? 89 Nissan Truck 4x4 11.) Had you been to a real party? Yes 12.) Had your heart broken? Yes 13.) Single/Taken/Married/Divorced/Bitter: Divorced ---------------7 years ago--------------- 1.) How old were you? 36 2.) Where did you go to school? Didn't 3.) Where did you work? Kelly's Ideal's (My own business) 4.) Where did you live? Hayti 5.) Where did you hang out? Eagles 6.) Did you wear glasses? Contacts 7.) Who was your best friend? Kelley 8.) How

Be Yourself
Be strong enough to face the world each day. Be weak enough to know you cannot do everything. * Be generous to those who need your help. Be frugal with what you need yourself. * Be wise enough to know that you do not know everything. Be foolish enough to believe in miracles. * Be willing to share your joys. Be willing to share the sorrows of others. * Be a leader when you see a path others have missed. Be a follower when you are shrouded in the midst of uncertainty. * Be the first to congratulate an opponent who succeeds. Be the last to criticize a colleague who fails. * Be sure where your next step will fall, so that you will not stumble. Be sure of your final destination, in case you are going the wrong way. * Be loving to those who love you. Be loving to those who do not love you, and they may change. Above all, be yourself!

My Words, My Life, My Love, Living In Hell Right Now
Through it all, you were there for me when others wouldn't even care. You took my hand and led me to my life, making me see what I was missing out on. You were there when I'd cry, when I would laugh and smile. You could make the rainy miserable days so full of sunshine and rainbows. I was too afraid to jump in head first, instead I only tested with my toes. I wish I could've jumped in like you did and always do, but I thought the worst. Now I feel like heaven died, paradise is lost, and all is sunken in the deepest pits of despair. All the tears I've cried, all the sleepless nights, all the dinners I can't stomach are all because I'm terrifed now. I don't know if I can handle losing you completely, maybe to another woman. I know I'm no match for half the women out there, but I do know that I am real, I know what love is, I'm faithful to you even now, when you're on the road. No one else can give you what I did or can. My tears now are bitter, staining my face and heart wi

The Man Recipe
I'm often asked, "What are you looking for in a guy?" So I thought I'd put this in a blog so I could quit gettin' asked. :) So, first I have to reiterate what's in my profile. I'm really not looking for a relationship here. Long-distance relationships are VERY hard, and I've been there, done that, got the scars to prove it. Also, I believe wholeheartedly in building a friendship first. I'm weirded out by people who approach everyone first as a possible relationship, because I'm not attracted to people at all until I've gotten to know them. So, please don't take this as "shopping list." I'm writing this to answer a question I'm often asked. Not because I'm looking. So, obviously, there's the essentials. Honesty, loyalty, faithfulness. I believe in monogamy, at least for *me*, and I expect the same in return. I've never cheated -- never even been tempted, even while dealing with a marriage with no chemistry -- and faithfulness is an absolute for me. That's because I wil

I Need A Vacation
Just a little bit about myself and my life. I am 41 years old, divorced after my ex left me for my sister, I have managerial custody of my 12 year old son. I am recovering from cancer, had a kidney, a tumor that was almost as big as a volleyball removed. They claim I would have had 5 months if I hadn't had the kidney and tumor removed. I also take care of my two parents, my father is 81 and my mother is 71. Well today the electricity went off and the alarm clocks all reset and we where running a bit late, so my dad yelled at my son to get him up and going. Well my son yelled back, and world war three started. Now a brief history of being raised by my father, he thinks the saying spare the rod and spoil the child is a law somewhere because he used to whip me alot, ok thats an understatement because once he knocked me cold with a 2X4 because I let it slip half an inch while holding it. Needless to say, he may be the reason I have all kinds of physical problems today with all the beatings

Things I've Learned
Now that I'm going to be a daddy soon, I have been thinking of how I will screw up this poor kid's life by letting them follow my examples... so I have decided to compose an ever-growing list of truths I have learned over the years in order for them to quickly learn NOT to do what daddy does, and to follow his learned wisdom. 1. Your parents, for the most part, DO know what they are talking about. This was the first (and hardest) one for me to learn, personally. 2. Do NOT drink 3 cups of coffee before driving to work on days that you will get stuck in traffic. 3. Also, Milk and alcohol do not mix. EVER. Nor should you drink them even HOURS apart. 4. Kiss as many puppies/kitties as you can. They have a better grasp on life, and you'll need their friendship. 5. It's OK to borrow money- just NEVER from family OR friends. 6. You can never make action figures explode "cool enough" with fireworks, ever. It only leads to disappointment, and the depletion of valuable childhoo

From God To Women
From God To Women Dear women, When I created the heavens and the earth, I spoke them into being. When I created man, I formed him, and breathed life into his nostrils. But you, woman, I fashioned after I breathed the breath of life into man because your nostrils are too delicate. I allowed a deep sleep to come over him so I could patiently and perfectly fashion you. Man was put to sleep so that he could not interfere with the creativity. From one bone, I fashioned you. I chose the bone that protects man's life. I chose the rib, which protects his heart and lungs and supports him, as you are meant to do. Around this bone, I shaped you. I modeled you. I created you perfectly and beautifully. Your characteristics are as the rib's; strong, yet delicate and fragile. You provide protection for the most delicate organ in man, his heart. His heart is the center of his being; his lungs hold the breath of life. The rib cage will allow itself to

Omg Kiffy Is Half Naked!!
I am down 10000 votes!! Please come comment bomb me.. I cant do it alone! I will return the favor for everyone who helps! Thank you so much for everyone who has been fighting to keep me up where I am! ¢¾ Click on my picture to vote! ¢¾ ¢¾ HUGS AND KISSES ¢¾

Sex
Sex Current mood: mellow The cry of the soul As the blood runs down Anticipation is felt until the Beautiful pain replaced all That was unreal The soul climbs higher And higher as the blood runs Faster and faster Anticipation is fading as the Beautiful pain brings me to an Orgasmic explosion

True Self
True Self Current mood: contemplative There is no time that we go through as a person That we can say is truly ours What we can say is that we as a person go through times Uniquely to ourselves. Open your eyes lead yourself to your own reality No one will make you, you must make yourself Follow the calling of the Soul to bring you to The ultimate reality which is your true self.

Metalica-never Never Land....
Say your prayers little one don't forget, my son to include everyone tuck you in, warm within keep you free from sin till the sandman he comes sleep with one eye open gripping your pillow tight exit light enter night take my hand off to never never land something's wrong, shut the light heavy thoughts tonight and they aren't of snow white dreams of war, dreams of liars dreams of dragon's fire and of things that will bite sleep with one eye open gripping your pillow tight exit light enter night take my hand off to never never land now I lay me down to sleep pray the lord my soul to keep if I die before I wake pray the lord my soul to take hush little baby, don't say a word and never mind that noise you heard it's just the beast under your bed, in your closet, in your head exit light enter night grain of sand exit light enter night take my hand we're off to never never land

Stiff Drink...haha
VIAGRA will soon be available in liquid form and will be marketed by Pepsi Cola as a power beverage suitable for use as a mixer. It will now be possible for a man to literally pour himself a stiff one. Obviously we can no longer call this a soft drink, and it gives new meaning to the names of "cocktails", "highballs" and just a good old fashioned "stiff drink". Pepsi will market the new concoction by the name of: "MOUNT & DO."

A Different Kind Of Christmas Poem
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Perhaps a M

Funniest Page Comment I Have Ever Gotten !!!
I found the answer to that question you asked me about the other day. I think that it's Chlamydia you've got instead of Syphilis. I know you told me that you were having problems with an infectious discharge, which is a common symptom of syphilis, but I think that the constant pain in your lower stomach and burning sensation when you pee are more characteristic of Chlamydia. I know how you didn't want to talk to your parents about it so I didn't mind calling around to find out what is wrong with you. Just being a good friend and letting ya know ~holla back P.S. I heard Walgreens has that cream that you needed for that oral herpes too. And don't worry, it doesn't have any alcohol so it wont burn like the last 7 creams you tried. Oh yeah there is one more thing i forgot to tell you....I'm on the wrong damn page sorry [send this to 10 of your friends to make them laugh] left on my page by ~DemonizedWolf~@ CherryTAP

His Everything
his warm, inviting hugs always make my day his voice always comforts me he always had something to say his smile brightens up my world and makes my heart leap up for joy iam so in love with this boy his kisses make me feel butterflies inside leaving me with a huge smile even when I dont see him for a day it always feels like a while his touch makes my heart melt it makes me calm too the love that I feel feels like something new his love is what I want his love gives me the strength to keep on going and not give up his love is what I need

Bye To Every One
hey to every one that dont know me tomorrow will be the end living with out love sucks living with abuse suck having no way out and the only one you love dont love you back you help the one you love out when you try to call wont answer wont call you back what is feb 14 with out love its hell on wells if i dont have a date by tomorrow i will never be able to live again i just wanted love and all i get in pain and hurt i want to be happy but fuck you all i hope i od tomorrow see you all in hell XOXO Danielle AKA rogue

Oh Yes This Is Me....
I stole *coughs* this from my Dori! You scored as Angel Of Darkness. Your The Angel Of Darkness!Angel Of Darkness100%Fallen Angel83%Angel Of Love67%Angel Of Innocence50%Angel Of Death50%Angel Of The Cute0%What type of angel are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Dark And Lonely World
Dark and Lonely World In this world of mine I’m left so far behind With all the pain and sorrow It feels like no tomorrow Life is so unfair When no one seems to care No matter what they say It seems untrue today As I sit and cry I start to wonder why It feels like no tomorrow For today is creeping by I sit under the weeping willow With all the pain and sorrow Hoping one day soon I’ll be where I belong I know where I belong I see it in my mind I know I’ll be there soon In this world of mine Cause all you’ll ever see Is all the love you’ll need Feel free to come and join me In this world of mine

Causing A Rucous With [rob] Rotten
so i just got off the phone with rotten tonight as we're going over a bit on his new project(s) that I'm going to be heading up on the web...he's amazed at the amount of work I'm doing on the road in traveling to shoot wherever... so he brought up the idea (obviously around his shooting schedule and my touring schedule for ozzfest) that we should team up and go on a rampage shooting for whatever projects we have lined up in the assorted cities I already shoot in or the ones I need to go shoot in...which is a totally killer idea as we'll both get a ton of work for our sites... and get all the models 2x the work as well... but I think one of us will end up dead in a hotel along the way due to too much *insert poison of the weekend here* hahahaha... however if that happens, my blogs will be 12x as entertaining and the book idea will be filled by that point im sure hahaahha... also I heard from the main contact for us with ozzfest... seems that vendors this year are out of the ozzfest fie

Sweet Erotic Ambassador
My, The Ambassador"Erotic" Sweet Erotic Temptress Whose words stroke me Like a velvet hand Erotic words caressing my soul Reaching me to the deepest of my core Than the caress of a mortal man A sweet poet whose words Is like a hand with a gentle touch Fingers probing everytime Arousing me, wetting me haunting me, seducing me Body and soul...I crave A sweet poet temptress Lust and fires burned inside your heart A silver tongue devil A temptress whose words makes me ache To bend my knees in the dark Words foreplay making me wet In my mind I could feel My poet temptress inside of me Making passionate love to me Where only in my mind lust has love me Ah,Sweet Erotic Ambassador of mine So sweet of you to be entertwined

If It Isnt One Thing Its Another
I found out my dr. is going to put me on oxygen. I have asthma and COPD. I get so out of breath from just walking. I will be 30 next month and some days I feel like Im 90. I have 2 kids. I am so scared that I wont be around to see them grow up.It bothers me that Im only going on 30 and already need oxygen. And way other than that things are great. I hope everyone had a great Valentines day and that you got lots of goodies. I got mine the day after hehehe a 1 ct diamond ring!

Lonely
hmm catch myself alone at night thinking of whom shall i talk with tonite. I look over and over and no one near. No friend nor foe, just people I just don't know. I ache and wonder who will it be i will chat with. who will it be? I find myself again lonely and sad. Wondering who will pick up a chat. but then I see everyone don't want to talk to me or are scared to chat with me.. but who will it be , will it be you or you? tell me so I will know. just a lonely person tonite.. in california

Friends
They says one never can have too many friends. Well I have many , but where are they? I wonder what have i done wrong or what have i havn't done? makes one wonder what's wrong with you.. what shall i do,,, if i have too many friends?

Keep The Comments Bombing And 10's A Cummmminn Pleasee
OK GUYS IM IN YET ANOTHER CONTEST SO SHOW ME SOME MORE LOVE... IT IS THE PHAT TAT CONTEST... ONCE AGAIN COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED SO COMMENT TILL YOUR FINGERS HURT LOL!! THERE WILL BE 3 WINNERS AGAIN LETS GET ME ANOTHER WIN... TOP WINNER THE JUDGES WILL DECIDE AGAIN THEN THERE WILL BE A WINNER ON RATING AND ONE ON COMMENTS!! HERE IS THE LINK MUCH LOVE MICHELLE AKA HOOVERGIRL

Perfect Moments
okay, just have to record this "perfect moment". It was before Harold had to get ready for work. I went to the garage (i.e. "man land") to tell him about a message he had. Well, to make what very well could be a long story short, he and DD were listening to music (Garth Brooks ifin ya must know, and ya must to get the jist of this story). Well, they (but most importantly Harold) sang "Unanswered Prayers" with me there. I love hearing Harold sing, though he doesn't think that he can. He held me and sang and it was a perfect moment. Just another reasong that I LOVE HAROLD! oh, today was Tina's birthday (YAY TINA!) and she liked the presents that i got her. horray. got her some DVDs, a pair of Gucci sunglasses and a pair of Chanel shoes. so when she goes out on business or to conferences for business, she can be well dressed and feel confadent about herself. Next birthday up . . .Harold's. w00t! okay, just had to share all that with ya'll. Untill next time good moshpitting to

Sea Of Others
Who could be so foolish As to fall in love with you With a cold cruel heart And an empty mind Someone, Perhaps With a nieve mind And a longing heart. Your kiss is persuasive And your eyes are captivating You break down even the strongest of minds. You have cought my heart But you have threw it back Into the sea of others.

Covering Pantera
Now I know there are a lot of you "metal purists" out there who dislike Avenged for whatever stupid fucking reason you can come up with, but you have to admit, their cover of "Walk" by Pantera kicks ass! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B0J_wv77HG8

Message In The Sand
"My sister-in-law recently told me a wonderful story. Two friends of hers were vacationing in Baja California. Over the meal and margaritas at a seaside grill,they were talking about all their loves and why they never worked out. The conversation was getting more and more cynical when a young woman giddily asked if she could sit next to them for a moment to look out their window. She explained that her fiancé had written something for her in the sand. The three of them looked down by the water and sure enough, there was a big heart with words "I love you" in the center of it. Well,the left side of the heart was kind of lopsided,smudging the "L" of love.It looked like "I rove you", or something. The cynics quipped things like:" I hope he makes love better than he spells". Lost in her happiness the woman heard none of them. The cynics continued talking and the young woman disappeared. After their meal was o

About Me
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Kristen Birthday: May 16th 1982 Birthplace: LongIsland Ny Current Location: Ga (just moved here from NY) Eye Color: Depends on what contacts I wear haha Hair Color: Honey dark carmel for now..but i always change it nautral hair color is dark Brown Height: 5'2 Right Handed or Left Handed: Right Your Heritage: Puertorican and spainard mixed The Shoes You Wore Today: I didnt wear shoes today yet lol(I like nice shoes,boots, that are fashionable and trendy) Your Weakness: Sometimes i have too big of a heart .... (Food wise:country ham,candy,bacon,cheese,sick baby animals, theres so much more Your Fears: im scared of natural distaers like tornados'volcano's etc.. other then that Im not sure, I used to think my biggest fear was not being able to make it in life but now i have my hubby my daughter and a wonder family behind me, I have faith in myslef knowing there all behind me and there for me..therefore its no longer a fear

A Poem...
Locked up. 22 years with a million friends... Alone. Hehe... Ironic. Nothing's to hot and nothing's to cold. Music. And yet... No middle ground. Release? Through self inflicted art. I am not a citizen. I... Music. I am not a boy, a man... A pigment to your outcome. Music. I am... A heretic in every sense. I... I am... That love for which I am... Music. My muse? My... My focal point? My... My niche? Music. Everything yet nothing. My world is... Is a metronome. Constant beats, word, lines... Constant... Music. Simple ticks... Complex... Tocks. Nuclear warheads... Bombs drop like beats... Followed by... Flow. Music. A mind hacker. A... Mind trip. Speaking in twos through words and sound. Ecstacy. Music. What is music now? Nothing more... Than MTV, nothing... Nothing more than a fashion. Music. Nothing more than vast religions... In deluded attempts to CHANGE... Music. Raped and drained of all purpose and meaning. WHAT? I am a childe of this era... Digitally enhanced through mere headphon

Lette's In Face Paint...
Something about a juggalette in face paint that just makes my blood pump in places south of the waist. Sry, but it is just sexy as hell to see a lette that is already beautiful get in thier paint and ready to party. Does this sound weird? So what if it does. I saw a pic of some random person on here tonight and she wasnt anything to call mom about or anything like that, just a normal looking girl. As i rated her and dropped some luv by way of a message, I began to check out her pics. About 20 pics into it, there she was in face paint looking like she just got back from a kick ass show. She went from a 6-7 to a absolute 10 right there. Now, for those of you that dont follow ICP or anyone from the Psychopathic Records company, than you may or most likely wont understand much of what im rambling on about here. In short... Fans aka (Juggalos and Juggalettes) of Insane Clown Posse, Twiztid, Dark Lotus, Blaze, Boondox, etc. etc. etc. are much more than just a simple fan base, we co

Random Words Well Placed.
Lips of molten steel, yet soft as feathery down. Memorable moments with a stranger, whom I have known so well. Teeth scrape on skin; claws mar flesh. Good and evil wrapped up in one. Memorable even as I try to forget truth that cannot be denied. Territory marked. Sealed with a kiss. Beaten into submission and made to feel weak. When strength is all you have, the weakness defeats the purpose. Some battles cry out to be fought. Cry HAVOC and let loose the dogs of war. The only option left. The touch is filled with lying intentions. But in the end, it's the only truth. Take my hand and I'll lead you past the briers and the barbs through the garden of discontent that has become a battlefield, littered with the bones of those who came before you... those without the strength... to fight the good fight and win the war. Battlescarred armor and shattered chainmail, bloodridden blades dripping with defeat. Push them aside and move on. If you stumble, I'l

The Cold
just befor i write this out i just wanted to say i did this when i was going through a bad case of the creepy love......... she was a friend of mine....lol..... but well she never cared about any of my poems to her sept for "Cuts for life" so anyway here ya go! The Cold It is cold here! I see her from across the way, She is so pretty I wish to hold her. I see her love walking to wards her! I feel the hate, The pain of what used to be mine! Why did she chose him? Why not my love to keep her? I feel the steal in my hands, It is as cold as the night! I know what I want! I want her to be mine! I wait until they walk past where I stand! The blood is hot! The blood is sticky! That sweet tang of iron! He is no more! She is no more! I walk away, Slowly walk to the place I met her, That bridge where she stopped That gate to my peace. Now I am there! And now I fly! Freely I fly down into the cold, Into the darkness, Now I am at my peace.

Just The Usual Ramble
Like before I'm giving a heads up that CUBS RULE is my x-husband. He found the site through his x-girlfriend and feels the need to snoop around. I haven't even spoke to him since September when we got into a screaming match over him taking forever to bring me the kids. He's not exactly responsible when it comes to time management. He also likes to waste time and make us go to court over stupid shit..so be aware he apparently needs attention again and he's trying to find it. Lucky me I married a winner there. He hasn't seen his sons since September and hasn't tried, so it says alot about his demeanor. Just please if you like him great, just don't discuss me with him. You like his music and have stuff in common, great he needs friends but I would rather he know nothing about me and continue the nonexistant relationship he has with his kids. They don't need the stress he causes.

Best Explanations Of Why
This is one of the best explanations of why God allows pain and suffering that I have seen. It's an explanation other people will understand: A lady went to a beauty shop to have her hair cut and her nails painted and trimmed. As the lady began to work, they began to have a good conversation. They talked about so many things and various subjects. When they eventually touched on the subject of God, the beautician said : "I don't believe that God exists." "Why do you say that?" asked Sheryl who has MS. "Well, you just have to go out in the street to realize that God doesn't exist. Tell me, if God exists, would there be so many sick people? Would there be abandoned children? If God existed, there would be neither suffering nor pain. I can't imagine a loving God who would allow all of these things." Then Sheryl thought for a moment, but didn't respond because she didn't want to start an argument. The beautician just fi

My First Mock Bill To Congress
Bill H.R. 1817 105th CONGRESS 1st Session To establish tougher penalties for driving while intoxicated laws In the House of Representatives May 19, 2006 A Bill To establish tougher penalties for driving while intoxicated. 1. Be it enacted by the Senate and House of Representatives of the United States of America in Congress assembled, Section 1. This act may be cited as “Restructuring Virginia’s driving while impaired laws”. Section 2. Findings and Purpose (a) Findings- The Congress finds the following: (1) In the Commonwealth of Virginia the following is the current law of DUI; § 18.2-266. Driving motor vehicle, engine, etc., while intoxicated, etc. It shall be unlawful for any person to drive or operate any motor vehicle, engine or train (i) while such person has a blood alcohol concentration of 0.08 percent or more by weight by volume or 0.08 grams or more per 210 liters of breath as indicated by a chemica

What Sign Are You?
Sagittarius You are fun loving and independent, and you don’t like any of your partners to get in the way of that. You enjoy having a lot of flings and short term relationships because you get bored in a long term one. In bed you are demanding of your partner. You want to have hot sex all of the time. You also like to experiment sexually, with different positions and fantasies. Sex matches: Aries, Leo, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Wow
OK so i get a car.. and its GREAT... then this morning my friend offered me her house... a rent to own thing.. WOOT its a nice house!! and the topper.. I AM VISITING MY SON SOON!!! they are going on vacation to florida for a couple of weeks then when they get back we are getting together and having a visit!! ITS SOOO COOOOOL!!! I love my baby soo much.. Damn i should stop calling him my baby.. he is 6 now.. I AM DANCING WITH HAPPINESS!!!!!

No More Stories
Just wanted to let everyone know that i will not be posting anymore stories for people to read. Very few ever commented so I see no point in continuing doing this. I think maybe some people might have been uncomfortable with reading them and I forgot to realize that. I didnt mean to dis-respect anyone. I will post a message on my page saying that one is finished and if you want to read it, message me and I'll be happy to send it to ya. Scotty xoxoxo

Shepherd's Pie Ingredients?
Found in Nov 2006's issue of Everyday with Rachel Ray magazine on page 62 is a recipe with Shepherd's Pie. This was something that we taught my daughter when she was young and wanting to help with dinner plans and learning how to cook; however, it isn't quite so elaborate as Rachel Ray's recipe in the magazine. It is known as a poor man's dinner in our household as it is something that we take and mix together depending upon the ingredients we have had at home -- corn, peas, tomatoes, tomatoe sauce and paste, mixed vegetables -- with cooked, seasoned ground beef which is topped with mashed potatoes (topped with grated cheese). Just curious.... What do you put in your Shepherd's Pie to make it unique???

Crepes, Suzette??
lol.... While growing up, my Mom and I were well known crepe preparers for various events that she hosted. We learned how to make hundreds of crepes and freeze them such that all it took was a moment to heat them up after they had thawed out. I don't think I have found an interesting recipe for crepes; I do know that I have lost the recipe that my Mom and I had used. Here is a BEER-BATTER CREPES recipe that I found in Rachel Ray's magazine (Nov 2006 issue): BEER BATTER CREPES MAKES 24 CREPES PREP TIME 15 min (plus resting) COOK TIME 35 min 6 large eggs 2 cups milk 2 cups lager beer (16 ounces), such as Stella Artois 4 tablespoons unsalted butter, melted, plus 1/2 teaspoon for the pan 3-1/2 cups flour 2 pinches salt 1. In a large bowl, whisk the eggs until combined. Whisk in the milk, beer and melted butter. Scatter the flour and salt over the mixture and whisk until smooth, about 2 minutes (the batter should be the consistency of heavy cream). Cov

13 Wonderful Ways To Use Epsom Salts
I always knew that soaking in a tub full of hot water with a few cups of Epsom Salts was good for relaxing muscles and drawing toxins from the body, but I could never find out why. And it wasn't until I spent some time at the Epsom Salt Industry Council website that I learned that Epsom Salts -- made of the mineral magnesium sulfate--are also a sedative for the nervous system. When magnesium sulfate is absorbed through the skin, such as in a bath, it draws toxins from the body, sedates the nervous system, reduces swelling, relaxes muscles, is a natural emollient, exfoliator, and much more. EPSOM SALT TIPS Adapted from the Epsom Salt Industry Council Epsom Salt Council Note: Check with a doctor before using if you have any health concerns. * Relaxing and Sedative Bath: Soak in warm water and 2 cups of Epsom Salt. * Face Cleaner: To clean your face at night, mix a half-teaspoon of Epsom Salt with your regular cleansing cream. Just massage into skin and rinse with cold wate

Britney Spears
There is more to the situation with Britney Spears that anyone, including the media realize. It is time for the media to back away from celebrities' personal lives. I suspect that Britney is suffering from a personal condition that needs absolute privacy. Hopefully, her stay at this clinic will research all aspects. Neither she nor Anna Nicole or any other celebrity needs to be mocked by the media. They are human beings with feelings. The media have to show a little respect towards all of us, including celebrities. We do not need to know every little detail that happens in a celebrity life. We have reality tv, so now... Next up -- media invasion of your privacy! This is my opinion...until next time...

To My Sexy Cowboy
~I think about you at night~ I think about being wrapped in your arms, feeling you holding me tight. Crawling under covers, lights go out exploring with hands feeling every part of your body Lips replace hands, soft kisses follow Feeling you tremble, seeing you smile hearts beating faster, knowing its time kissing, touching, tempting, joining stopping to look, seeing the love moving slowly, not wanting to end going faster, not wanting to stop short of breath, sweat dripping grabbing, holding tight ultimate release touching, smiling, loving

So I'm Seeing All These Rants...
"boys are jerks" "guys are all assholes" "men are stupid" and so on now let me get something straight i agree, most of us men are irrogant little pricks and assholes, but there are those of us that are nice, friendly and willing to do just about whatever, even go out of his way to help a girl he likes out, isnt that what you girls want anyway? you all say "why can't i find a nice guy for once" or "i want a nice guy" BUT it seems like you all go for the assholes and jerk off's anyway!!! if you really want a nice guy who treats you good usually you dont have to look too hard, try one of the guys your friends with or talk to once in awhile.. chances are their interested in you, and you've already got stuff in common if your friends now that i had my little rant you can quit reading my bitching and go on about your daily everyday lives, if this starts getting passed around then cool, other people agree with me.. if not oh well i still told you and you had to deal with it

Wanna Know??
You wana know who I am? I am you and you are me: I am your brother,your sister; We are descends of distance tribes that were once united by land. What? Pangaea, the scientist call it. I refer to it as one nation. And so, my brother you know who I am. The genes that unite us are ancient. The same gene that ties us to our mothers: thereby taking care of mother earth is our responsibility. That gene you feel when you hear a native drum, are represented by those chills that runs through your body as the sound travels through the distance. Running through your body, remember, is the blood that units us. That same gene that you feel when you smell the copal (incense); that smell that acts as purification and prayer, which our mother provides us. That ancient memory. The memory that comes through visions that our grandfather peyote provides us to see and remember. Those genes that help me survive Sun Dance every summer. The dance when I walk with the sun for four days

26 Reasons Why A Man Should Have A Dog And Not A Wife
1. The later you are, the more excited your dogs are to see you. 2. Dogs will forgive you for playing with other dogs. 3. If a dog is gorgeous, other dogs don't hate it. 4. Dogs don't notice if you call them by another dog's name. 5. Dogs like it if you leave a lot of things on the floor. 6. A dog's parents never visit. 7. Dogs do not hate their bodies. 8. Dogs agree that you have to raise your voice to get your point across. 9. Dogs like to do their snooping outside rather than in your wallet or desk. 10. Dogs seldom outlive you. 11. Dogs can't talk. 12. You never have to wait for a dog; they're ready to go 24 hours a day. 13. Dogs find you amusing when you're drunk. 14. Dogs like to go hunting and fishing. 15. Another man will seldom steal your dog. 16. A dog will not wake you up at night to ask, "If I died, would you get another dog?" 17. If a dog has babies, you can put an ad in the paper and give them away. 18. A dog wil

I Have The Power
I have found a new Familly at last.It's a great an Wonderous Familly.Where much Love abounds.Where Dreams can become Reality if you believe.I believe in the Supernataral.I have seen what my wrath can do.I have walked amongth the Dead,I have seen many Horrors.I have done things mere Mortal can't believe,I need to learn to channel this Power I have.So I may use it for Good as well as Evil.I have kept my Powers a secret as Mortals will Persecute me,as they did our ancestors in salem,many years ago.I gave my Soul to Satan in my teenage yrs.I have abused some of this Power, in the Past.The Harvest moon in the Fall,is a very Powerful moon for me.I have 1 spell in my Repitoire,but that is to create harm to those that apose me.Lock of hair,is all I need,to cause great pain an suffering,to all that goes against me.I'm Free an alive,i knowlonger need walk alone,as I now know there might be others like me.

Gramdmother
Me and my grandmother has always been close. Shes like my second mother and my friend. This lady has always been there for me ...rather it been to one of my volleyball games, dance team performance, a major speech, junior miss, graduation, the day i moved away from college,need i say more??!!! Needless to say this is a very strong lady; someone whom I would consider a fighter. Shes a survivor of cancer in which she has had in many different places but with her last diagnosis she felt like giving up. All I ask for CT to do is please keep her in ur prayers at nite to keep her strenght and remain a fighter....thanks friends...

What The Fuck Is Wrong With Ppl
Chicago -- An admitted member of a white supremacist group was sentenced Wednesday for joining two knife-wielding friends in chasing four terrified black children and shouting racial epithets at them. Harley Hermes, 21, a member of an organization known as the Lake County Skinheads, was sentenced in federal court to 20 months in prison for conspiring to violate the civil rights of the four youngsters. "Today's sentence ... warns those who would commit hate crimes that they will receive the punishment they deserve and alerts victims of such violence that we will vindicate their civil rights," U.S. Attorney Patrick Fitzgerald said in a statement. The incident took place in Fox Lake in suburban Lake County on the night of Aug. 30, 2002, after a Grant Community High School football game. Hermes pleaded guilty Sept. 3 and acknowledged seeing the youngsters and falsely telling two friends that one of them had started trouble. Hermes and his friends, Shaun Derifield and a

Skinhead Convicted In Bus Stop Slaying Of Black Immigrant
Denver -- A skinhead was convicted of murder and attempted murder in the 1997 shooting death of a West African immigrant at a bus stop and the wounding of a bystander who came to the victim's aid. The jury reached the verdict against Jeremiah Barnum, 25, on Monday. The color drained from his face when he heard the verdict. He faces a mandatory sentence of life in prison without parole Prosecutors did not seek the death penalty. The jury also found Barnum guilty of ethnic intimidation. Barnum is one of two white men accused in a shooting at a Denver bus stop that killed Oumar Dia, an immigrant from Senegal, and left Jeannie VanVelkinburgh paralyzed. The other defendant, 21-year-old Nathan Thill, is accused of pulling the trigger and will stand trial next month. Prosecutors said Barnum and Thill killed Dia because he was black. Ms. VanVelkinburgh, who is white, was shot after she came to the aid of Dia. "I do not have anything to celebrate about as the life of Oumar

Jokes
Chipmunks Two men went hunting. One had been hunting all his life, the other man was hunting for the first time. The one man told the other to sit down and not make a sound. So he did. But when the first man got 100 yards away, he heard a scream. "I thought I told you to be quiet!" he said. "I was when the snake bit me," the man said. "And I was when the bear attacked me. But when the two chipmunks crawled up my pant leg and said, 'Should we eat or take them with us,' I screamed."

Please Help Me Out!
Please help me out! Can you please help me out? My Fox head tattoo is in a contest. The significance behind my tattoo is i got it in memory of my best friend that was killed in iraq. Please rate and comment bomb it.

Tracks Featured In My Stash Boom Crash Opera
Boom Crash Opera are an Australian Band and the song that's featured in my stash was from a film an Australian Film Called The Big Steal so was the Mental as anything track also in my stash it's a very cool song i like it lots and it was a about a car dealer and a kid wanting a Jaguar car the Big Steal movie great movie well until my next blog take care and enjoy the song in the blog as well from Bruce

"if I Die Before You Wake" An Awesome Video & Song By A Soldier!
Awesome Video By A Soldier!! http://www.flashdemo.net/gallery/wake/index.htm These are the words he is singing: If I die before you wake... Back home now I know you're probably sleepin' Over here it's the middle of the day I finally found the time to write a letter Sittin' here a half a world away I heard about all them folks protestin' As if I really want this war But that don't stop me from believin' There's just some things worth fightin' for CHORUS And if I die before you wake, I pray the world will take A good look at what God's given us That we could only understand, Everything is in his hands All we need is a little faith and trust I want you to know it ain't too high a price to pay If I die before you wake Tell everybody that I miss them And I can't wait to get back home But until then I'll serve my country And be proud to wear this uniform CHORUS No it ain't too high a price to pay If I die before you wake

In Decitation Of Stinkeyeradio.
Stinkeye Radio is looking for Sponsors. Reasonable rates at affordable prices! Prices start at 50 Dollors for banners depending on size and if we make it or you make it. On air Prices start at 100 Dollors depends on if we have to make it, or you. Also depends on how many times a day you want it played and the length of the on air recording. If you feel interested or have feedback e-mail me @ dje-z@stinkeyeradio.com or call 405-277-3248 Thanks, Sincerely Mark Aka DJ E-Z President of Stinkeye Radio Advertising.

Contests And Bulletins On Ct
so i just deleted a few people because they post messages in the bulletins like "omg, im leaving" and "this is so sad, must read" ect ect. only to have me open it and its some fucking lame attempt to get me to vote for them in some contest. for real, thats pretty fucking stupid. now i know i dont talk to anyone much, so it probably wont matter that i removed them from my friend list, and im sure after reading this a few more will also delete me because im speaking out against their precious contests. i love looking at boobs as much as the next guy, probably more, but those bulletins are REALLY FUCKING ANNOYING. omg im going to move up a level, wtf. sorry if i offended any of you hard core contest junkies out there, feel free to delete me, no hard felings but a few of my friends actually post good bulletins id like to read without having to filter thru all the rating boosting contest junk.

Wouldnt It?
wouldnt it be nice /if my nights weren't the lunatic type ? cause im a brainiac hype /that tends to rock the mic right i'm aggitated after almost a million civillian casualties, whos families never learn the nature of these tragidies superior testamony once sacred exposed phony, all the while the media still condones cloning. just to name a few of the atrocities, in this land of hipocrisy,the land of who you thought was free. the home of the brave and one hell of enraged emcee, that aint afraid to empty a gauge at the police or any approaching infantry that wants beef delibrately. a desire for devine bigotry/ the kind i kill instantly willingly anytime i stalk sudden and skillfully on a surprise killing spree/untill the radio fans feel me/ no i mean feel me, /

Poetry
This Poem was written Originally for an assignment in my Creative Writing class that i took last year in high school. God i miss high school =(......but then again College is fucking awesome =P **WHY SHE HATES ME** I tried to sleep Poetry off... like a bad nights drunk. but she held... like a bladder on a long road trip. or a barrel of monkies chain which is odd, only because Poetry and I, have had "issues" since day one. It's no secret that she hates me... But she, she is my cheating spouse. and I, her ever blissful play-toy when i cant think of the right words to tell her... she beats me with thrown writers blocks, And she, she dances over my mind like a black and white dance floor. and I, unable to erase her memory like an etch-a-sketch nightmare, grab that much tighter. We do all the things a good couple should... we sit and talk over alcohol, we stand and lament over politics, we lay for days on the bed that words made, we kiss... But she,

Night Of Feb 27th, 2007
So its early for me, (maybe 1 or 2 am.) I'm just breaking & laying on my bed, everythings coming out tonight, I mean everything. Emotions and emotional flashbacks? Yep, getting those too now, and as soon as Pieces by Sum 41 comes on, everything keeps coming out. Every feeling you could think of, hate, self hate, depression, darkness, everything. I'm sober but laying in bed realizing "I hit the absolute bottom, now why can't I sleep?." So, maybe another hour or so passes and I finally zonk out. Someone calls my name, I shrug it off. At this point I had passed the point of giving up and not caring to the point of being drained and collapsing. Almost nothing short of the end of the world, or a nuke war would've woken me up between then and when I did finally wake up.

Stupid Motherfuckers!
#1. 1990 NHL DRAFT 4 Mike Ricci (C) Canada Philadelphia Flyers Peterborough Petes (OHL) - 16 year Veteran 5 Jaromir Jagr (R) Czechoslovakia Pittsburgh Penguins Kladno Poldi (Czech) - 2 time stanley cup winner, hart trophy (1999), 5-time Art ross Trophy, 3-time lester b. pearson award winner, 8-time all star, All Rookie team 1991, Olympic Gold and Bronze Medal Winner. He holds 16 NHL Records. 16 year NHL Veteran. 20 Martin Brodeur (G) Canada New Jersey Devils Saint-Hyacinthe Laser (QMJHL) - 3 time Stanley cup Champion, 2 Time Vezina Trophy, Calder Trohy, 4 time William M Jennings Trophy winner, 9 time all star, All rookie team 1994, Holds 9 NHL Records, 30 Franchise Records, youngest goaltender in NHL history to reach the 300 and 400 regular season win plateaus, 2 Olympic Silver Medals, Gold Medal, And World Cup of Hockey champions in 2004. #2. 1991 NHL ENTRY DRAFT 1. Eric Lindros Canada Quebec Nordiques Oshawa Generals (OHL) - NHL All Rookie Team 1993, Hart trophy win

Ain't Life Grand.
So, not too much going on. My 7am class was cancled on thursday. We found that out after getting to class. It worked out for me though, cuz i forgot my bookbag so I had to go back and get it. I also had to do stuff for engilsh before going to class. I still haven't gotten my money for school. And I don't think the reserves will pay for it either. I talked to the veterans people at school though, and they finally processed everything. Hopefully it will all work out soon. My folder just got left out and forgotten about or something the day I turned in my schedule and delcared my minor as psyche and stuff. It's annoying, and if I lived paycheck to paycheck so to speak, I'd be fucked. But I don't, so It's mostly just a minor annoyance. I found my checkbook from my old account the other day. I transfered most of the money that was in it to a dedicated savings account, and put all but $25 of my regular savings in the that acount. It's something that I get around 5% interest on I th

Liers
Hey, Heres one of my latest poems Lie to me It’s what I’m used to. Let me go It’s what I need. Hold my hand But only for a minute. Take your hand And let it roam free. Don’t compliment me I won’t ever believe it. Just criticize me It’s the only thing I know. Don’t kiss me softly I won’t feel it. Don’t shower me with attention You’ll never see me grow. Don’t call me when you’re supposed to I’ll always be waiting. Don’t tell me you need me I’ll always need you. Don’t try to understand It’s way too complicated. Lie to me I’ll always be your fool

Look At This Darling Angel Who Urgently Needs Your Help!
Angel Dean has been battling liver cancer since 1998. She recently learned that she needs a transplant as soon as possible to survive. Please, atleast read her story Also go to her best friends page, Andrea, and read her blogs for even more information. Thank you, and please, repost this and keep it going.... for Angel's sake. Show your support for Angel by adding this banner to you profile or website. Thank you

Immigration Issues
Let's say I break into your house. A lady wrote the best letter in the editorials in ages!!! It explains things better than all the baloney you hear on TV. Her point: Recently, large demonstrations have taken place across the country protesting the fact that Congress is finally addressing the issue of illegal immigration. Certain people are angry that the U.S. might protect its own borders, might make it harder to sneak into this country and, once here, to stay indefinitely. Let me see if I correctly understand the thinking behind these protests. Let's say I break into your house. Let's say that when you discover me in your house, you insist that I leave. But I say, "I've made all the beds and washed the dishes and did the laundry and swept the floors. I've done all the things you don't like to do. I'm hard-working and honest (except for when I broke into your house)." According to the protesters: You are Required to let me stay in your hou

In Her Shoes...
“In Her Shoes…” In her shoes I would get high, To solve my problems. I would leave my child. For others to raise. In her shoes I would expect my parents To clean up my mess. Never understanding the Emotional devastation left in my wake. In her shoes, I have little to believe in. Trusting in nothing, Especially Those I surround myself with. Pain is my constant companion. In her shoes, I would choose drugs over family. Leaving them in emotional distress over me. Never once considering their pain for me. In her shoes, the Euphoria that Crack And Crystal Meth give me are my Only goal. Never do I Think of how my son feels when I leave him to get high. In her shoes, the world Owes ME always. But never pays ME What I’m due. In her shoes, when trouble is near I just leave it at my sister’s door. She has no problems of her own She’ll be okay with mine. In her shoes, I never think about how this will Effect her children. Both of whom are D

I'm Home
Hey you guys! Well I made it home one day ahead of time and wowo what a trip. My girl, her name is lindsey lanae. (beautiful mane huh) anyway I spent several hours with her and her son landen lee and her soon to be husband and both of her parents and they all were really wonderful people and I guess that the ole addage is really true"we have nothing to fear but FEAR itself" not real sure who said it but it rings true for me in this matter. Thanks to all who missed me and are still my friends and thanks for all your wonderful words of encouragemant you all helped me make it through. Man i have so much to do so i'm going for now i will write later I have a whole lot more to say I have to slow my mind down enought to pinpoint the actual words. WHEW!

Quiz Y0.
Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||||||| 60% Stability |||||||||||||||||| 80% Orderliness |||||||||||| 43% Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 70% Interdependence |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Intellectual |||| 16% Mystical |||||||||||| 43% Artistic |||||| 30% Religious |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Hedonism |||||||||||||||| 70% Materialism |||||||||| 36% Narcissism |||||||||||||||| 63% Adventurousness |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Work ethic |||||||||||||||||| 76% Self absorbed |||||||||||||||||| 76%

Sunrise
The room is slowly becoming brighter and the first ray of sunshine is peeking through the half closed curtains, I can see the smooth curves of your body only lightly hidden by the soft silk sheets and the soft breathing is barely audible as your lovely chest rises, your nipples are slightly erect and I can’t resist the urge to trace your curves with my finger and touching the soft curls of your hair, the room is still filled with your delicate perfume and the scent of lovemaking of the night before, I feel a light shiver going through my body as I remember the wonderful feeling of your body closely pressed to mine, your skin so soft and almost like porcelain. It is incredible to have you next to me, how you change from soft tenderness into an almost animal like state when we drive each other to an absolute state of ecstasy. How we make love and revel in each other’s body, your soft kisses, hands that cannot stop touching, this urge to be close to be one. I let my hands continue it

Good Song Lyrics
There you were freaking out, Trying to get your head around the fact that me and you and love is dead See how I'm trippin out 'cos you can't decide what you really want from me Why does it have to be like this? I can never tell You make me love you, love you baby With a Little L There you were shouting out Cranking up your altercations, getting upset in your desperation Screaming and hollering How could this love become so paper thin? You're playing so hard to get You're making me sweat just to hold your attention I can't give you nothing more If you ain't givin' nothing to me So you make me love you, love you baby

Whats Up With People
i live in tacoma washington and there is a major amy base hear that is trying to get suplys and equipment to the port so it can be shipped to iraq. my problome is the dumb fucking protesters that are holding signs that say stop the war war is a crime. i spent 3 years in that war they need the stuff so i say FUCK YOU. YOU PANTY WASTE UNTILL YOU PICK UP A WEAPON AND FIGHT FOR YOUR COUNTRY SHUT THE FUCK UP. GET OUT OF THE WAY OF THE GEAR AND HAVE A COKE AND A SMILE. UNTILL THE YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO PROTEST IRAQ WILL BE FREE AND THEY WILL BE ABLE TO GOVERN THEM SELFS IT JUST TAKES A LITTLE BIT OF HELP. dont get me wrong i dont agree 100% with the war but it is what it is and we can not chang it with a cardboard sign and a piece of wood. SO SHOW A LITTLE GRATTITUDE SAY THANK YOU FOR BEING FREE AND GO THE FUCK HOME THANK YOU ONE PISSED OFF AMERICAN

60 Things~that Are Happening While You Read This...
60 Things That Are Happening~While you Read This........ 1. Somebody is very Proud of You.. 2. Somebody is Thinking of You.. 3. Somebody is caring about You.. 4. Somebody Misses You! 5. Somebody wants to talk to You.. 6. Somebody wants to be with You.. 7. Somebody hopes you aren't in trouble. 8. Somebody is Thankful for the support You have provided.. 9. Somebody wants to hold Your Hand.. 10. Somebody hopes everything turns out all right.. 11. Somebody wants You to be Happy.. 12. Somebody wants you to find her/him... 13. Somebody is celebrating your successes.. 14. Somebody wants to give You a gift.. 15. Somebody thinks that YOU are a gift! 16. Somebody hopes that You're not to cold, or too hot... 17. Somebody wants to Hug You! 18. Somebody Loves You.. 19. Somebody admires your strength.. 20. Somebody is thinking of You and Smiling! 21. Somebody wants to be your shoulder to cry on... 22. Somebody wants to go out with

Hold On.
Tragic this longing I would hold you if I could. I would tell you a story and I'd tell it soothing like a mothers breast a head to lay on and to call home. Don't forget me when I'm gone I cannot turn away but dreams fade I might fade or go away I dont like to be a memory I'd rather be a hand to hold a body to touch a soul to feed with your thoughts and passion I want your passion for me I treasure you locked up in the secret box that I keep behind me and under me and up in the sky. You are a winged one in a black cloak because your wings are too bright and to see them would be to die. And I love you for that. Cause you know? Baby we could fly if we can find the way out of here cause this place is a dead end hole probably Cause I'm without you and you are my muse. And your hand is all I need to help me through these days these days they they come and go and and I know that if I could I would hold you forever Or I w

Hellogoodbye - Here (in Your Arms)
I like, Where we are, When we drive, In your car. I like, Where we are, Here. Cause our lips, Can touch. And our cheeks, Can brush. Our lips can touch, Here. Where you are the one, the one, That lies close to me. Whispers, "Hello, I miss you quite terribly." I fell in love, in love, With you suddenly. Now there's no place else, I could be, but, Here in your arms. I like, Where you sleep, When you sleep, Next to me. I like, Where you sleep, Here. Our lips, Can touch. And our cheeks, Can brush. Cause our lips can touch, Here. Where you are the one, the one, That lies close to me. Whispers, "Hello, I miss you quite terribly." I fell in love, in love, With you suddenly. Now there's no place else, I could be, but, Here in your arms. Our lips can touch. Our lips can touch, Here. You are the one, the one, That lies close to me. Whispers, "Hello, I miss you quite terribly." I fell

Unbroken Love
You try everything you can, but yet to no avail. To him you do nothing at all but fail. Yet the love you feel for him seems so strong, That you believe in your mind he can do no wrong. Though the pain is intense, you just bottle it up inside. Little do you know that it is getting harder to hide. You try to deny it, you say everything is just fine, You dont want to admit that this love is out of line. As the tears well up and begin to stream down your face, You continue to think that by his side is your one true place. But this life is not one that you should have to lead, You need to find a man who will give you what you need. I say this as a friend, and you soon shall see what I say is true, And just as I always have been I will always be here for you. (C) Douglas J Griffin

A Poem For Shane
Could you be the one for me? Could you be my find? Could it be, after all this time, Fate is going to be kind? Could you be the one for me, The one to help me forget The man that broke my heart, my soul The man that haunts me yet? You tell me that I'm beautiful Something I've never heard But the one still lives here in my mind That couldn't spare a kind word. It's going to be hard to forget And pick up the pieces he left Could you be the one to teach How to love again and forget? Could you be the one to come And mend my broken heart? Are you willing to piece together What another broke apart? It won't be an easy job, you see My road has been long and rough And the heart that was once so soft Is now shut, locked, and tough. But I can feel my heart open again It's opening for you Just come in, and love me back That's all you have to do. I must ask you one small thing Before we kiss and part Please be nice and kind to me I'm tired of broken h

Prayers Needed........this Is No Joke
Tommorrow I have a biopsy done to find out if I have cancer or not. I will not find out if I have cancer or not til next week. They said it will take 3 working days for the test to come back. I have had other test done and so far things dont look so good.This really has me freaked out. I will update everyone as I find out. I will try to get on here and update tomorrow sometime when I get home on how I am doing or my husband will. Please keep me in your prayers.Right now I need all the prayers I can get. Thank you!!!! Heather Ann*

Which Human
The 6th grade science teacher, Mrs. Parks, asked her class, "Which human body part increases to ten times its size when stimulated?" No one answered until little Mary stood up and said, "You should not be asking sixth-graders a question like that! I'm going to tell my parents, and they will go and tell the principal, who will then fire you!" Mrs. Parks ignored her and asked the question again, "Which body part increases to 10 times its size when stimulated?" Little Mary's mouth fell open. Then she said to those around her, "Boy, is she going to get in big trouble!" The teacher continued to ignore her and said to the class, "Anybody?" Finally, Billy stood up, looked around nervously, and said, "The body part that increases 10 times its size when stimulated is the pupil of the eye." Mrs. Parks said, "Very good, Billy," then turned to Mary and con tinued, "As for you, young lady, I have three things to say: One, you

Irish Coffee Truffles
Irish coffee truffles Serving: Makes about 100 Vegetable-oil cooking spray 1 Pound plus 14 ounces bittersweet chocolate, (preferably 61 percent cacao), finely chopped 1/2 Cup (1 stick) unsalted butter, cut into small pieces 3/4 Cup heavy cream 1/4 Cup light corn syrup 1/4 Cup plus 1 tablespoon packed dark-brown sugar 4 large egg yolks 3/4 Cup Irish whiskey 2 Tablespoons coffee extract (www.surfasonline.com) 1/4 Teaspoon coarse salt Good-quality unsweetened cocoa powder, for rolling Directions Coat a 9-by-5-inch loaf pan with cooking spray; line with plastic wrap, allowing a 2-inch overhang; set aside. Put chocolate and butter into a medium heatproof bowl set over a pan of simmering water; stir until chocolate and butter have melted. Remove from heat. Bring cream, corn syrup, and brown sugar to a boil in a small saucepan over medium-high heat, stirring until sugar has dissolved. Immediately pour over chocolate mixture; whisk until smooth. Whisk in yolks, whisk

I Will Choke Until I Swallow
Tool:Pushit i saw the gap again today. while you were begging me to stay. take care not to make me enter. if i do we both may disappear. if i do we both may disappear. i saw the gap again today. while you were begging me to stay. managed to push myself away. and you as well, my dear. and you as well. pushed you away, my dear. pushed you away. i will choke until i swallow. choke this infant here before me. what are you but my reflection. who am i to judge or strike you down? who am i to judge or strike you down. but you're pushin'. and i'm shovin' you. and you're pushin' me. and i'm shovin' you. rest your trigger on my finger. bang my head upon the faultline. you better take care not to make me enter. if i do we both may disappear. if i do we both may disappear. but you're pushin'. and i'm shovin' you. and you're pushin' me. and i'm shovin' you. you still love me. you still love me. you're pushin' it. we're shovin' it. you're pushin' it. i'm shovin' it. you still love me. you still lov

Voices
Voices By: Dustin W. Dennison Louder and louder their calling my name the voices in my head I'm screaming at the top of my lungs but the voices just keep getting louder Nobody hears them but me nobody hears me but me Help me quick before it's to late I'm dying slowly piece by piece The voices are taking over my body I can no longer think for myself I am so confused, I do not understand The voices are taking over my mind It seems like everyone's out to get me their turning me bitter and mean The voices are taking over my heart I am almost dead There is no ray of hope The voices are taking over my soul I am drifting away never to be seen again and it's all because nobody would take the time to listen to what I had to say The voices have taken over my life now it's too late I'm gone forever and I have everyone to blame

The Aged Mother
In a large town there was an old woman who sat in the evening alone in her room thinking how she had lost first her husband, then both her children, then one by one all her relatives, and at length, that very day, her last friend, and now she was quite alone and desolate. She was very sad at heart, and heaviest of all her losses to her was that of her sons, and in her pain she blamed God for it. She was still sitting lost in thought, when all at once she heard the bells ringing for early prayer. She was surprised that she had thus in her sorrow watched through the whole night, and lighted her lantern and went to church. It was already lighted up when she arrived, but not as it usually was with wax candles, but with a dim light. It was also crowded already with people, and all the seats were filled, and when the old woman got to her usual place it also was not empty, but the whole bench was entirely full. And when she looked at the people, they were none other than her dead relatives wh

Contempt
I'm not afraid anymore to express how I feel... So smoke all you want, Just remember I like to drink sometimes. You always take people for their word, Have you ever changed your mind? I bear witness to your senseless conviction, You're holding me in contempt, From a past you keep buried deep within. Conquering your excuses for my next mistake, I hide my feelings from your frightened heart. Keep running, hate me if it feels good, Place your blame on me, And leave me stuck here waiting. You can't even see past your own selfish world, To know how you make me feel. My eyes are like a burden, you can see right through me, You're hurting me with your childish games. I wish you could understand, I'm doin time for a crime I didn't even commit. You'll never know what you have until it's gone. You keep me chasing a lost cause, Culminating pain makes me want revenge. I finally opened up, I still feel like I'm trying to get back at her. When the lights go out

Karma...when It Sucks Ass!!!
uh!!!... i hate being me sometimes!!...nothing but bad karma has being happening to me this entire year... im so sick and fucking tired of this bad karma streak. .... i havent done anything for my karma to be this fucking bad, but holy shit...ITS PISSING ME OFF!!

Drunk Old Guy
A drunken old guy stumbles into the front door of a bar, walks up to the bartender and says, "Give me a shot of tequila, damn." The bartender looks at him and tells him that he has had enough. So the old guy curses the bartender out and walks out the front door. A few minutes later, the same guy comes in through the side door and stumbles up to the bar and demands a shot of tequila. The bartender looks at him in disbelief and refuses to serve him again. The old guy curses him out again and storms out. A few minutes later, the same old guy stumbles in through the back door and before he could say a word, the bartender says, "Listen, I told you already twice that I'm not going to serve you, so get out of my bar, you drunken bastard." The old guy looks at the bartender and says, "Damn, how many bars do you work at?"

Cursed
Cursed A breath, A heartbeat, The soft whisper of unspoken words. Caressing one another without even a touch. Knowing each other intimately, Being as one, Knowing each others most treasured secrets, A caring that can never be explained, A love that has crossed the ages. The full circle never broken, Always ending the same, Only to start over again. The love never dies, Even after the people have moved on. The soul cannot rest til all has been completed. So until then they are doomed to return, To start the cycle again. Until they have found the love they deserve, For they are cursed with love. By: gandalf122872 this one was published for me some time ago

It's My Wall
I have been getting a lot of shit lately from some people about my attitude and inability to let people get to know me. Oh there are so many reasons for this that I can’t even begin to explain them all, nor do I really care to spill my entire life story to a bunch of men who don’t give a damn one way or another what I have to say or how I really feel. So, I decided to write this and put what I want them to know out there and hope that they take the time to read and appreciate what I am saying because most of this I will not repeat just for your benefit or amusement. Yeah I do have a huge fucking wall up between me and the outside world. I know it’s there, I put it there. That wall exists in order for me to exist. I am a strong fucking woman, I have went through shit in my life that others only have nightmares about and I have waded my way through it all. I have done it all on my own - no man by my side to help me through - no real family there to offer support - just me and my

Broken Heart
So You have a broken heart. Could it realy be carma. I know I am a firm beliver in carma. I also know that things happen for a reason. I may not know why as fast as I want to but I know there is a reason. The funny thing is that people in my life have a strange way of showing me that they love me. I always get hurt by the ones I love and trust. And I have come to realize that is what I am owed. Carma is a bitch and when it hits you it hits you hard. And so on this thought I have 3 questions for you. Why is it ok to put someone else feelings above those of someone you love? Is telling a half trueth actully telling the trueth? And if you cant trust someone why do you want them in your life? I have these questions running around in my head all the time. I have to wonder how many others wonder these same things. Broken hearts have a way of mending and they say what dosent kill you only makes you stronger.

Raven Symone - Alice
I'm giving you only the truth. This is your last chance. After me there will be no more. If you hear your self concience, you will stay in wonderland, And I will show you how deep the rabbit hole goes. Alice lives in a land that I am envious of. Yellow dragons, violet cats and black talking purple knobs. She steps on anything that might get in her way of home. You. alice had love but she pushed all of her people away. She felt as if she was alone, distant, ugly, afraid. She didn't know that her life was already made. You're loved and you will find someone with your frame of mind. So if you would be so kind to not cross that line... And fall into a world where everything is flipped... And where you fly to swim and you fly to drive. Fly with me in the sea, swim with me in the breeze. Drive with me on the clouds, fly with me on the ground. Follow me into my rabbit hole, and I'll show you everything I've been told... And I'll lead you to a land unknown

Roses And Their Meaning
Red Roses Red roses proclaim "I love you." They are the ultimate symbol of romantic love and enduring passion. Florists can't keep up with Valentines Day demand for red roses, which makes them especially expensive in February. Buy Red Roses Online. Pale Pink Roses Pale pink roses connote grace, gentleness, and gratitude. Light Pink Roses A joy to behold, light pink roses express fun and happiness. Deep Pink Roses Deep pink roses say "Thank you." Lilac Roses Lilac roses indicate the sender has fallen in love at first sight with the recipient and is enchanted. White Roses Pure white roses symbolize truth and innocence. They also send other messages: "I miss you" and "You're heavenly." Coral Roses Coral roses express one thing with their passionate color: Desire. Peach Roses Peach roses speak of appreciation, gratitude, and also sympathy. Orange Roses Orange roses communicate enthusiasm and desire on the part of the sender. Yellow Roses Yellow roses in

The Universe
Ok here's one that I often spend long amounts of time letting screw up my poor little mind... Is the universe infinite? Personally, the limitations of my mind don't really let me accept either answer. By it's very definition, everything that exists has to be within the universe, which means there can be nothing outside of it. Not only that, but there can be no outside of it... There would have to be... nothing. Surely there would just be more empty space and then that would be more universe. So surely the universe isn't finite. You see... I'm already confusing myself. My mind can't handle this! If the big bang theory is true then it all started from one little bit which exploded and started travelling outwards. If this is true then what the chuff was there beforehand? No universe? Surely not. Even if it is true then if the universe is expanding it must have limitations and therefore can't be infinite. Anyway, this isn't going anywhere in particular. I think people have wri

Livelife.
Written after finding out she was dying from cancer - by Erma Bombeck If I had My Life To Live Over Again I would have burned the pink candle sculpted like a rose before it melted in storage. I would have invited friends over to dinner even if the carpet was stained or the sofa faded. I would have eaten the popcorn in the 'good' living room and worried much less about the dirt when someone wanted to light a fire in the fireplace. I would have taken the time to listen to my grandfather ramble about his youth. I would never have insisted the car windows be rolled up on a summer day because my hair had just been teased and sprayed. I would have sat on the lawn with my children and not worried about grass stains. I would have cried and laughed less while watching television and more while watching life. I would never have bought anything just because it was practical, wouldn't show soil, or was guaranteed to last a lifetime. When my kids kissed me im

Actually Have This Symbol Tattooed On My Arm
You are 66% Bisexual You are bisexual. For you, sex is about having fun and the sex of your partner is of no consequence to you. You probably have a little bit of a preference either way, but you don’t let that slow you down. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Points Of View
does it matter if we have different views? does it matter that we have different skin color? does it matter if we look into each other's eyes, seeing different shades of the world? does it matter that we speak with different tongue; but when we do kiss does the feeling differ? does the sweetness change? does it matter that i am smaller? -- although i do believe that with different size comes different advantages.. i might be small in your eyes.. but my thoughts are bigger. i might be of a darker shade.. but my thoughts are lighter. i maybe off of the use of your language.. but my thoughts knew more secrets than your lips. does it really matter that we differ?

Bored Bored Bored
Well i cookout today and everything turned out good. My nieces and nephews love it when i bbq. Later they asked if they could have a bonefire n the yard so i told em yes. they stayed till the coyotes started howling lol. So whats everyone up to tonite. Seems quite on here, not many folks talking.Lemmie know how everyone is doing

My Two Cents......yes It's Back
FIRST OFF I WOULD LIKE TO REMIND EVERYONE THAT THIS IS THE INTERNET. PEOPLE TAKE THIS SITE AND THE GOINGS ON HERE WAY TOO SERIOUSLY. TAKE A MINUTE TURN OFF THE PC GO IN THE OTHER ROOM READ A BOOK, WATCH TV, KNIT A SWEATER. GET A LIFE. ITS EASY FOR MANY TO HIDE BEHIND THE KEYBOARD AND TALK BIG SHIT....BELITTLING, JUDGING, BERATING. MOST OF YOU ASSBAGS WOULD PROBABLY GET SLAPPED IN THE MOUTH IN REAL LIFE....YES REAL LIFE, BECAUSE GUESS WHAT FOLKS???? CT IS FANTASY ITS NOT REAL. THIS IS THE LAND OF MAKE BELIEVE... THE LAND OF MILK AND HONEY. WHERE YOU CAN PRETEND TO BE SOMEONE YOU'RE NOT. FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT JUDGE, BERATE, BELITTLE...GET A LIFE BECAUSE IF CHERRYTAP IS THE ONLY PLACE WHERE YOU CAN STAND ON YOUR BULLY PULPIT AND PASS JUDGEMENT YOU MUST HAVE A SORRY ASS LIFE. YOU ARE NO BETTER THAN THE NEXT PERSON. I'M TIRED OF SEEING DRAMA HERE. ITS OLD. AND I'M TOO OLD TO DEAL WITH IT. IF YOU'RE OFFENDED BY THIS....OOOPS!!!!! I'M SORRY..............NOT!!!

Rules For Living
If you open it, close it. If you turn it on, turn it off. If you unlock it, lock it up. If you break it, admit it. If you can't fix, call someone who can. If you borrow it, return it. If you value it, take care of it. if you make a mess, clean it up. If you move it, put it back. If it belong to someone else and you want to use it, get a permission. If you dont know how to operate it, leave it alone. If it's none of your business, dont ask questions. If ain't broke, dont fix it. if it will brighten someone's day, say it. If it will tranish someone's reputation. keep it to yourself.

Why
why is it that 1 can be so lonely and 2 can be even lonelier why is it that no matter how many people are around u you still feel all alone why is it that the one you love don't love you but the one that loves you you dont love them why is it when you are single that no one wants to be with you why is it when you are with someone every one wants to be with you why is it that the one you love is to blind to see it why why why why why why why why why why why why

Stories From The Emergency Room
HARD TO BELIEVE, BUT THESE ARE ALL TRUE STORIES FROM EMERGENCY ROOMS AROUND THE COUNTRY: FEMALE SOFA----- A 500 lb. woman from Illinois was examined in a hospital. During the examination, an asthma inhaler fell from under her armpit, a dime was found under one of her breasts and a remote control was found lodged between the folds of her vulva. Eeewwwww..... PRICKLY PAIR----- OUCH! In Michigan , a man came into the ER with lacerations to his penis. He complained that his wife had "...a rat in her privates..." which bit him during sex (not the first conclusion I would have drawn,I don't think). After an examination of his wife, it was revealed that she had a surgical needle left inside her after a recent hysterectomy. PING PONG ANYONE? ----- A 20 year old man came into the ER with a stony mass in his rectum. He said that he and his boyfriend were fooling around with concrete mix, when his boyfriend had the idea of pouring the mix into his anus using a funnel (you'd do

Hope U All Didnt Miss Me To Much!
HEY EVERYBODY, Im back from Vegas......it was freakin awesome, if anybody cares hehe..... I honestly didnt have one thought of CT while i was gone, to be truthful hehe but im glad to be back, but im very tired hope to talk to u alll sooooon!!! Luvz ya... Cindy

Epic 1
So I should be asleep , but alas I am a insomniac. That and my father passed away about 2 weeks ago. I stay at home cause I was taking care of my father. Its hard to come to grips when a member of the faimly dies . Real hard I mean everyone says theyre prepared but how can you really be ? You cant not when you see someone you admired and someone you took care of laying dead in bed . And wonder just what they were thinking before they passed . The memory's good or bad never leave . We dident always have the best relashionship , he near the end made his peace with me . And I think he relized just how much I did care about him . He was my hero when really I dont look up to much in this world. Well mabye sponge bob -Laughs- No seriously he was a hero. He faught in 2 wars never hurt a civillian yet was a gangster too . 73 well almost 73 you think man thats old. But really it isent , but then the life the man lived would make a 10 year old become 40 . I miss you ....but no

13 Goals Of A Witch
1. Know yourself 2. Know your Craft 3. Learn 4. Apply knowledge and wisdom 5. Achieve balance 6. Keep your words in good order 7. Keep Your thoughts in good order 8. Celebrate life 9. Attune with the cycles of the Earth 10. Breath and eat correctly 11. Exercise the body 12. Meditate 13. Honor the Goddess and God.

Wot The Hell ??? .......
I spose this is one thats been done before...but how the hell can a completely covered body..in fact no skin showing at all...be classed as a NSFW photo ? A picture of my favourite tshirt classed as NSFW....hilarious..So someone is suggesting wot is under it is unsuitable ? Or a leg..from mid thigh down ? Who are these people that mark these pictures ...complete idiots ? Thankgod we arent so strict walking around in real life..or we would all be dressed in tents from head to foot... While im ranting ( ooooh this is my first rant ) !! People that actually visit profiles..then mark photos @ 1 or 2...PISS OFF... ..heres a suggestion "Dont rate at all" Breathes........

Muppets And Monkeys
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The Secret
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Love!
Where is the love? The I cant live without you, make me crazy, have a hard time breathing, want you to touch my face, look at my soul threw my eyes, laugh when Im silly, hold me when Im sad, let me vent and throw a fit, crazy kind of love!!!!! You cant tell me its not out there, it has to be! Why is there so many songs & movies about this one thing, if it does not exist? Im not saying perfect, make no mistakes kind of love, come on we all know better, we still have real life to deal with work, kids, bills, just life in general. Im saying all that disappears when you are with this person, it just becomes the two of you and everything else will fall into place. NO LIES, NO ACTS, NO TRYING TO GET A PIECE OF ASS, NO LOOKING TO SEE IF THERE IS SOMETHING BETTER OUT THERE. God why does all the false have to be? Why are so many people out there now NOT looking for this? Its become the "thing" to have your cake and eat it to, never having to commit because you might find what your looking for i

Trying To End The Trip
Alright so we left Raven on our way to Dayton early Friday afternoon in hopes of getting there pretty earlyin the evening. Well that plan went all to hell quickly. We headed north and all that as we were supposed to . . . got to Dry Ridge I think is what the place was called and stoped to feed the kids. Ok, now I wasnt to add at this point that I still have really had o cell service up until about 10 minutes before this stop. So, all I have heard are the kids in the backseat and my sisters incesent bitching about Thomas and her being sick - why is it that every damn time I take her somewhere she has to be sick ~ my opinion is it is her ploy for attention since she has no job, no real home and her man is worthless and doesn't have a job this is her way to make her life seem better than mine and not get all the shit thrown at her ~ anyway so we stop to feed them all as I said. Then after everyoneis finished we get back on 75 and head north some more toward Cincy. Ok, so we ge

How To Explain You Are Hurt
I met someone recently & they did something that has hurt me & makes me feel uncomfortable with them. I tried to tell them how I feel but it hasn't seemed to do anything because they haven't changed what they did that hurt me. I would appreciate any replies from my friends here

For One Day Only!!
FOR ONE DAY ONLY, I am leaving my NSFW/Private folder open to Friends and Family! After that it will be Family, Only!!!!!! You have no idea how many shots I took to get those three suckers! Next time, I'll make sure my handy photographer friend is available, lol! Took me forever! And if you don't want to see my "stuff", for the Goddess' sake, DON'T LOOK!! Hope everyone has a wonderful day! I'm already worn out, lmao! Much love and warm hugs for everyone! Blessings for all my friends/fans/family, all over the world! I love you all dearly! Later!

To All The Ladys In Sebastian And Verobeach Fl
If all you ladys in Sebastian and VeroBeach FL come to a hess in Sebastian Just remmeber the guy in there named Donald is taken and has a little girl and a baby on the way so please stay away.

Jury Duty Scam
Please pass this on to everyone in your email address book. It is spreading fast so be prepared should you get this call. Most of us take the summons for jury duty seriously, but enough people skip out on their civic duty, that a new and ominous kind of scam has surfaced. Fall for it and your identity could be stolen, reports CBS. In this con, someone calls pretending to be a court official who threateningly says a warrant has been issued for your arrest because you didn't show up for jury duty. The caller claims to be a jury coordinator. If you protest that you never received a summon s for jury duty, the scammer asks you for your Social Security number and date of birth so he or she can verify the information and cancel the arrest warrant. Sometimes they even ask for credit card numbers. Give out any of this information and .... Bingo! Your identity has just been stolen. The scam has been reported so far in 11 states. This scam is particularly insidious because they use inti

Don't Call Me For A Good Time
Ok, I may sound old fashioned, maybe, but I like to get to know people before dating them. It aggravates me when you're pestered with "call me" messages over the internet. I don't know who you are, why should I call you? And for that matter you don't know me, so why would you give out your phone number. Or those messages that tell you to contact them the minute you get the message. Hon, I have a life, and no offense, I don't like being told what to do. I don't know, it's just rude.

Please Tell Me - Written: September 5, 2005
Sitting here alone, Wanting to cry, Here I am, waiting for a sign. A sign that you love me, or even care at all, as I sit here, staring a hole through the wall. In a sense i know that you love me, and forever it'll be true, I'm just trying to figure out why the hell I'm so blue. So if you can think of an answer, please tell me why, cause i hate to sit and think that I'm living one big lie.

The Happy Poem - Written : May 1st, 2005
Gee. Look at that rainbow. See it float across the sky? Look at me, I'm a happy person! Happy! Happy! Happy! Watch me skip through the field with that pink bunny! Weee! Yay! Here we go little bunny! Hop! Hop! Hop! I see a squirrel! YaY! C'mon little squirrel, lets scramble up that tree thurr yonder! Climb! Climb! Climb...oops, there you go little squirrel, don't wantcha to fall! Climb! Climb...Oomph! Hey little birdie! Lets fly! Flap! Flap! Flap! Wait, I just remembered I can't fly! Fall! Fall! Fall! SPLAT! SPLAT! SPLAT!

The Story Of Edith Burns...
THIS IS WORTH EVERY MINUTE IT TAKES TO READ IT. TRUST ME!! Happy Easter! Edith Burns was a wonderful Christian who lived in San Antonio, Texas She was the patient of a doctor by the name of Will Phillips. Dr. Phillips was a gentle doctor who saw patients as people. His favorite patient was Edith Burns One morning he went to his office with a heavy heart and it was because of Edith Burns When he walked into that waiting room, there sat Edith with her big black Bible in her lap earnestly talking to a young mother sitting beside her. Edith Burns had a habit of introducing herself in this way: "Hello, my name is Edith Burns. Do you believe in Easter?" Then she would explain the meaning of Easter, and many times people would be saved. Dr. Phillips walked into that office and there he saw the head nurse, Beverly. Beverly had first met Edith when she was taking her blood pressure. Edith began by saying,"My name is Edith Burns. Do you believe in Easter?"

Love?!!
I am falling, but standing on solid ground. this vast abyss drowning. I don't know how i ended up here, why for me is love a beast i must fight with such a force, Medusa's eyes the gaze turns me to stone. I cannot win no mater what road i choose, i did not chose this emotion of love, nor does it's company bring m solace. I am in it's grip seeing the nature, not knowing how to let go, but not knowing how to hold on. My path is set, I will no longer fight, wherever this road goes i will walk with the faith that in the end all roads lead to destiny, and my destiny, though unknown will make itself known.

Need Someone
A farmer had some puppies he needed to sell. He painted a sign advertising the 4 pups and set about nailing it to a post on the edge of his yard. As he was driving the last nail into the post, he felt a tug on his overalls. He looked down into the eyes of a little boy. "Mister," he said, "I want to buy 'one of your puppies." "Well," said the farmer, as he rubbed the sweat off the back of his neck, "These puppies come from fine parents and cost a good deal of money." The boy dropped his head for a moment. Then reaching deep into his pocket, he pulled out a handful of change and held it up to the farmer. "I've got thirty-nine cents. Is that enough to take a look! ?" "Sure," said the farmer. And with that he let out a whistle. "Here, Dolly!" he called. Out from the doghouse and down the ramp ran Dolly followed by four little balls of fur. The little boy pressed his face against the chain link fence. His eyes danced with delight. As the dogs made their way to the fence

It's Over
On the rails Hearing the train barreling down Closing my eyes Only hearing the sound Memories flashing before me Then the fatal sound Life keeps pushing me to the floor All the mistakes i've made Making me hate myself even more This is it Close my eyes one last time It's all over,i made it worse It's all over from here now The things i've done breaking me It's all over for me now The pressure on my chest pushes harder No second chances ths time around It's all over and i did it this time This feeling is killing me I stood tall for so long Fought so hard to hold on But in the end i wasn't that strong I slipped and let it all go It's all over And this time it's my fault It's all over,i made it worse It's all over from here now The things i've done breaking me It's all over for me now The sound barreling down I open my eyes Lights blinding me so I close them again And lean back letting go It's all over,i made it worse It's all over from he

Tarot For The Computer Age
OH My Goddess this was funny 0. The FOOL: a manager using a SPARCStation 413,1432 to run a screensaver. 1. The MAGICIAN: a hacker with a Mac, a Pentium box, a Sparc, and a Cray on the table in front of him --- all running the same program with the same GUI. An infinity sign is over his head. 2. The HIGH PRIESTESS: a woman holding the Documentation, closed and concealed. The crescent moon is showing on an Indigo behind her.. 3. The EMPEROR: Steve Jobs sitting on a NeXT cube, holding an optical disk vertically in his hand. 4. The EMPRESS: A secretary with a NeXT Machine. 5. The HEIROPHANT: Bill Gates with two flunkies kneeling before him, their faces averted, offering him floppy disks. He wears a laptop computer on his head. 6. The LOVERS: a PowerMAC and an IBM Power PC exchanging software as an angel bathed in glory regards them. 7. The CHARIOT: A man in a chariot, hurtling up an exponential curve, drawn by the twin sphinxes of Technology (black) and Cul

Easter...it Makes Me Want To Poop A Very Colorful, Beautiful Egg!!
Forgive me for this, as this is my first blog post. I may have forgotten I am a very political(I protest as well... *the whole room silence's*) and I am very much against most organized religion...more of organized anything actually;) Easter: It's Totally Pagan! Easter is not a Christian name. It is Chaldean (Babylonian) in origin - the name Astarte, one of the titles of Beltis, the queen of heaven. The name Astarte, as found on the Assyrian monuments by the noted archeologist Layard, was the name Ishtar. The worship of Bel and Astarte was introduced very early into Britain, along with the Druids, "the priests of the groves," the high places where the pagans worshipped the idols of Baal. In the Almanac of the 1800's, May 1st is called Beltane, from the pagan god, Bel. The titles Bel and Molech both belong to the same god. We must remember that Semiramis (also known as Ishtar) of Babylon, the wife of Nimrod and mother of Tammuz, was the same goddess worshiped throughout the w

Hot Brains
I didn't get much sleep last night. - What else si new though? - I helped my brothers cleans the house when I got back from school. I went to eat witht hem at a chinese food place that I didn't like. I should have filled out their comments thing that they wanted people to fill out. I'm going against my belifs of tell people who can do somthing about it thing. The food was just overly deepfried. The first few bits were good, but later it was just too much. I came home and read some more of my interpersonal relationship book. and then I was really tired. So this is stupid. I came downstairs to my room and got on my computer. For some reason normally being on my computer keeps me awake when I don't want to be normally. It just wasn't enough. NOw, I didn't want to actually go to sleep, cuz it was only about 9pm or maybe even 830. I couldn't restst just " resting a bit" and knowing it wasn't a good idea at the time, I laid down for a minute witha a small blanket on. My lihgt wa

Attn Friends And Fan
I have turned the bulletins off. I'm severely annoyed with all the bitching and whining today. If by chance someone posted something interesting and you'd like me to see it link me please. Or if you need help with someone PM me :)

Bored
Just another boring weekend at home, i could be out with friends havin fun but most of them either rather set at home or never want to do anything,,life is to short u might as well live it while u can there is another time an place to sleep an be lazy an that time ant now,,,,Short an sweet just like me ......

Darkness
The following is a piece of poetry i wrote last year Darkness all around me Theres darkness everywhere No one for miles Why do I bother No one cares Not worth a tear With all my doubts And all my fears All I have is my darkness To keep me company

Today
Today Never fear what might or may happen Or dwell on what has gone by. Live each moment in the present Or you’ll forever be asking why. Yesterday has come and has left us Tomorrow may not ever be. Live life for each second you have it And remember you’ll always have me. Forget the past with its heartaches And the dreams of what may be ahead. Those things are controlled by the Almighty Think of our life and our love instead. I will not lead you down this road of life Nor will I follow behind in your step. But take my hand and travel beside me To where the secretes of love are kept. I wont promise the road will be easy Danger could be anywhere. Together we can face any obstacle Because of our love we need never fear.

Wasted Years. {happy Birthday, Daddy}
Yesterday was his birthday. Sixty five years have passed since the day he came into this world and nearly two years since he left it. It all goes by so quickly. It's almost as if all of those memories I described in my last entry happened only yesterday... I tried to pass over his birthday with as little observation as possible because I just knew that if I made a big deal about it we'd all end up depressed, and birthdays...no matter whose they are...are supposed to be happy days. My children and I paused to say Happy Birthday to him and light a candle. Then we went on with our lives. I'd like to think that's how he would have wanted it. So, we went about our normal routines...as if the day was no different from any other. We shopped, we ate, we drank, we bathed, we went to bed. My daughter, who was always close to my dad, was feeling down so I let her snuggle me last night. I fell asleep with her small hand in mine and her head on my chest...such a warm feeling...and o

So It Rolls
Our debate: Cup of noodles is better than top ramen OR top ramen is better than cup of noodles. Spaghetti noodles and elbow noodles are the only type that should ever be eaten OR spiral and other shaped noodles are the only type to ever be eaten. And finally... Chips REALLY ARE a breakfast food OR not no but hell no they are not. Any thoughts?

The Person Inside
The Person Inside, By Cursed Cowboy If your not here then where are you? Do your dreams drift away, In a slow river of hope? Down the current of life. Where will it end? Where did it start? To find meaning in life you have to look inside, Deep below what we can not see. For it is there if we just look hard enough, We are more then what we seem. Life in an endless journey with many paths, The path we choose is what makes us who we are. We are who we choose to be, both good and evil. You can not have one without the other, Like you can not have love without hate. Pain will live forever for we can not change that, All we can do is embrace it for it will make you stronger. Look inside yourself and see who you are, Ask yourself where are you now? For do not fear life take it and make it what you want, Live like you want and never stop loving! Time will end and then where will you be? Be safe and be happy for your time will come, and you will meet the person insi

Mothers Day Contest Starts 4-12,2pm Est
To Familly,Friends,Fan's. Can u spare some time an Vote for a Special Friend to me.Her name is PiperXylon.The contest starts April 12, 2 pm est. I'm willing to spend all my Cherry Bucks on a Gift or gifts for the person or persons that makes Piper a winner in this contest.I hope to have her link tomorrow in my blog as well.An my name will advertise her contest as well.Thanks

To Leean Gordon 2
i love u you are the morning sun shining upon my face warning me deep within your a gentile breeze blowing my summer after noon easy and care free you are the autumn sunset colorful quiet and beautiful you are very speacel and i love u

Fresh Meat
Well i am new to Cherry and so far have met some nice people please dont think because i am new means i am niaeve or dumb i do how ever play dumb blonde well im not here to cyber to have fone sex i amhere to check out the site and enjoy and chill please dont approach me and assume im going to fuck you im not . i am liking this site but i see already that the dawgs are coming out in full bloom beware i bite!!!!!!!

Hey Yo
Hey Yall if u have not done it id like for you to plz hit ma page and sign ma guest book. i would really love it if you all did it for me would mean alot to me. i know i dont ask for much but this i am asking for. much love to all that have sign it already and i will find a way to repay u all much love all

She Was Only 5!!
She was only 5 Body: Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endore A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly crys She loves her parents But they want her to die She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, "Please God, why is My life always sinking? " Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high And the poor child was beaten As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she made She thrusted the blade Right in her chest,

Seven Clans
In the beginning, the Cherokee people were many and lived in a country of mountains and plenty of water. It was peaceful and the Blue Light gave them strength. But one day, a mountain exploded in this country. The destruction forced the People to leave, searching for a new home. All could not go so the council selected people from each of the twelve clans to find a new home. Along the long journey, five of the clans were destroyed leaving only seven. These people of the seven clans finally came to rest once again in the mountains where the water flowed clear and cold and they grew to be many again. There are two numbers that occur over and over again in Cherokee life, songs and stories. These are the number four and the number seven. There are four winds that blow across the land, four phases of the moon, four principal directions (East, North, South and West) and four sacred colors (Red, Blue, White and Black). The number seven appears in the seven encompassing directions (North,

There's A Fungus Among Us!!!
The biopsy results came in, Eliath has been diagnosed with a fungal infection - which has been associated with most people growing up in the Mid-West (which he did). They say that he might have had this fungus for years and could have gone on with this fungus without knowing about it and never suffered adversely for it - if his body had not already been weakened by the infection from the dental work. With his body already in a weakened state the fungus was able to take a stronger root and grow unchecked - causing his current condition. Untreated, this could have become fatal. Treatment will be anti-fungal medication, on a level that they will be forced to watch the rest of his body for adverse effects - the worst of which could be kidney failure and death. However, there is a chance that they may be able to send him home (though I would imagine no time soon) with his P.I.C.C. line and a nurse, along with plenty of IV fluids and medications. Unfortunately, the treatment time fram

I Need A Favor
Ok you guys, I have been sick the past few days. I haven't been on for very long - basically to check up on the neverending cherrytap drama, and to check my messages and see my comments that were left to me. So - I'm asking you for just a tad bit of help. Could you please leave some comments on this picture? It would mean the world to me. I know the new comment thing is a little annoying - but hey, we'll get through it. Please!??!? *bats her pretty blue eyes* I also want to thank those of you who have still been commenting on the picture in my absence.

Lol I Love This Song !!!!
NEED TO SHARE ! OH I WISH , I WAS A OSCAR MAYER WEINER, THAT IS WHAT I TRULEY WANT TO BE . BECAUSE IF I WAS A OSCAR MAYER WEINER , EVERY ONE WOULD BE IN LOVE WITH ME .LOL TY TY TAKES A BOW BE SAFE HAVE FUN !

Nuns & Soap, Enjoy!!
Nuns & Soap Two priests are off to the showers late one night. They undress and step into the showers before they realize there is no soap. Father John says he has soap in his room and goes to get it, not bothering to dress. He grabs two bars of soap, one in each hand, and heads back to the showers. He is halfway down the hall when he sees three nuns heading his way. Having no place to hide, he stands against the wall and freezes like he's a statue. The nuns stop and comment on how life-like he looks. The first nun suddenly reaches out and pulls on his manhood. Startled, he drops a bar of soap. "Oh look" says the first nun, "it's a soap dispenser". To test her theory the second nun also pulls on his manhood...sure enough he drops the second bar of soap. Now the third nun decides to have a go. She pulls once, then twice and three times but nothing happens. So she gives several more tugs, then yells! "Holy Mary, Mother of God - Hand Lotion too!" Lmfa

Photo Contest
I just wanted to thank each and everyone that posted comments on the picture I had in the contest.. without your help I would never have won it... I especially want to thank a couple friends that kept kicking me and the comments in the butt to keep trying to win it... Kaleak, No 55, Cuff Me and especially SouthernBelleKathy for not letting me to give up... even to when we were both leaving this morning her for her walk in the Race for a Cure and me to my car show Fords On Fourth... thank you all with big hugs and kisses... Wolfie

Mark The World
In this world holds a place where I may leave a mark... When glances remain upon my face, and impressions are never dark. Where no one is judgmental, for I am only me... Accept me please, for what I am, and who I'll always be. Forgive me of my flaws, for perfect I am not... Admire all my qualities, you'll find I have a lot. Offer me respect, and trust I'll yield to you... Show me something that you know, I'll show you something new. Give me a chance to show you that the best is yet to be... The boundaries are ceaseless when you set your diff'rences free. A day may come when I will know, we'll no longer strife... A day when I will mark this world and maybe change your life. -Published [Copyright ©2007 Stormie]

Beware
my old yahoo name has been hacked from a downward spiral hacker one of friends got hacked which led to my me getting hacked which led to the hacker using my name to try and getinto thers yahoo's delete my twistedobsession2002 name,,, i made a new one and it is safe add me if u want but if anyone contacts you from my name ignore it and let me know!!!!!! thanx

Virginia Tech Massacre
From the deepest depths of my heart do I grieve for those who were lost. Many of you may have lost family or friends. To that know God is there with them, guiding them on a journey that is beyond this Earth. I do not know why people do such things. I suppose it is human nature to destroy. I wish it was not so, yet we are animals like any other and we must accept that. My prayer to God is with all those who were lost that they have a safe travel through the gates. They are not in pain, they are no longer lost in what we call bodily life. Our mortal body is just a trial to something more significant and we will meet our loved ones again with open arms. A moment of silence for every person lost over the many years. We should not forget a single one from any event that took someone dear from us. I dedicate this song to them all...and wish them safe passage. I promise we will all meet again. Enya - May It Be.... May it be an evening star Shines down upon you May it be wh

Vinnie Paul Talks About What Dime Would Want Him To Do
Nick Snelling of Australia's Beat magazine recently conducted an interview with former PANTERA/DAMAGEPLAN and current HELLYEAH drummer Vinnie Paul Abbott. A few excerpts follow: On whether it feels good to be back on the drums after all this time: "Hell yeah, man. It's somethin' that I've done all my life, but after everythin' that happened with us on onstage…with Dime, and all that…I didn't know if I'd ever be able to do it again or not, you know? But it's somethin' that I really missed and these guys helped bring me back to it, so I'm going to give it everythin' I got." On the fact that the friendships formed remain the most rewarding aspect to his new band: "I missed that part of being in a band — the brotherhood, the camaraderie, like you're part of an unstoppable army. The best friend that I ever had was Dime. We did everything together, we thought alike, we had the same mindset and everything, and I miss that a lot. Always will. These guys — they're all great people.

Fucking Cowards
First I want to say that my thoughts and wishes go out to the families of those who lost loved ones at Virginia Tech. That being said, these are my thoughts on that topic.... Any asshole who is THAT much of a fucking coward who has to resort to that sort of violence to solve his/her problems, if you are just going to turn the gun on yourself in the end, Then save everyone else the hassle and start with yourself... The innocent have lives and families who care and that is NOT to say that the gunman's family didnt care about him but stop being a pussy and start with yourself!! This is just another reason I am all for "conceal and carry". Or maybe, better yet, try this... If ya want a challenge, come to my house next time... try that shit with someone who can fire back!! See how far the pussies can make it when they get fired back on!

Medical Exam #65
I recently turned 65 and had to choose a new primary care physician For my Medicare program. After two visits and exhaustive lab tests, he Said I was doing "fairly well" for my age. A little concerned about that comment, I couldn't resist asking him , "Do you think I will live to be 80?" He asked: Do you smoke tobacco or drink alcoholic beverages?" "Oh no," I replied. "I don't do drugs, either." "Do you have many friends and entertain frequently?" "I said, "No, I usually stay home and keep to myself". "Do you eat rib-eye steaks and barbecued ribs?" I said, "No, my other doctor said that all red meat is unhealthy!" "Do you spend a lot of time in the sun, like playing golf, sailing, Hiking, or bicycling?" "No, I don't," I said. "Do you gamble, drive fast cars, or have a lot of sex?" "No," I said. "I don't do any of those things." He looked at me and said, "Then why do you give a damn?

Perfect Guy
Every girl dreams that one day she will find a guy that does these things for her. even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someones life. • give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in. • leave her cute text notes. • kiss her in front of your friends. • tell her she looks beautiful. • look into her eyes when you talk to her. • let her mess with your hair. • touch her hair. • just walk around with her. • FORGIVE her for her MISTAKES. • look at her like she's the only girl you see. • D0N'T MAKE HER CRY EVERYNiGHT. • tickle her even when she says stop. • hold her hand when you're around your friends. • when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her. • let her fall asleep in your arms. • get her mad, then kiss her. • tease her and let her tease you back. • stay up all night with her when she's sick. • watch her favorite movie with her. • kiss her forehead. • give her the world. • let her wear your clothes. • when she's sad, hang out with her.

To The One Who Knows I Love Him
Dear Honey, I am dying inside right now. nothing i ever do or say is good enough for anyone, especially myself. i dont know how much longer i can go without having you here to hold me, comfort me, love me. i feel like a zombie most days, so unattached from everything and everyone but you. you see something in me that i dont even see in myself. i hate my life, my world is crashing down as each day passes and i cannot handle it. i want to lay in my bed and cry all day long. i have no energy to move. i have no energy to even keep my house clean. i want to die most days. you are part of the reason i keep going. you and my son and the very few friends i have. i am ready to give up on everything. ready to give up hope of ever finding someone to hold me, hope of ever getting better, hope of ever being a good mom. hope of living a "normal" life, having a good job, a husband and family, a house. every day that passes without you here takes away an ounce of faith i have. i may not be all t

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The Shoot
Our first shoot together managed to be pretty comfortable from the start. I had always imagined that shooting with you would be fun, and if feels like I couldn’t find anything else that I would rather do. You seemed just as eager for this as I did, and it was perfect finding someone that I could shoot with to help build confidence in my work, practice, and get lots of great shots. Enjoying being around you was an extremely great bonus. All week leading up to the shoot, we have been speaking everyday making work seem to fly by so much faster. During the time that we knew each other, there was an obvious tension building that couldn’t be denied. It was like a dream in which I had full control of every situation. Each time I thought that I was going to say something that might offend you, you countered with something that would take me completely off guard about how you would enjoy it, or mention something that made me feel completely comfortable telling you my darkest secrets. Our conve

Love,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
Why something so spendid leaves me torn, writhing in pain on the floor of of my heart. Crying a river of tears only to sail down them lost, not knowing where to turn. Then comes the emptiness that rips out my soul leaving a void that never really heals. Agony is my only reality now, as the pain is seething from my heart, leaving little peices scattered everywhere. Never again to be mended... Never again to be used... Never again to be loved... Get more @ CherryTagz.com

Contest
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I'm Sorry
I'm sorry.. If I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm sorry.. If I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl". I'm sorry.. If I'm not tan enough for you. I'm sorry.. If I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you. I'm sorry.. If I don't have a dream body that turns you on. I'm sorry.. If I'm too short or too tall for you. I'm sorry.. If I won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me. I'm sorry.. If my hair is not long enough. I'm sorry.. If I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen. But most of all...I I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry." If you're one of the few GUYS with enough balls to repost and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the way you are."

Call It What You Want!
Every time I hold you The voices start to talk Telling me your mine And to never let you walk. My heart is yours Forever threw The summer days The winter haze The sky is blue the grass is green You start to fad When it turns to May Your simple smile Once in my mind Slowly starts To go away My love for you Always strong Even though i know You don't feel the same You can come back to me When you chose. My love for you You'll never lose

People Take This To Far
THERE ARE PEOPLE ON HERE WHO ARE YOUNG AND EVIDENTALY HAVE NOT HAD GOOD HOME TRAINING. AT THE AGE OF 18 YOU SHOULD ALREADY KNOW A BIT ABOUT HOW TO CONDUCT YOURSELF. BY ACTING LIKE A TWO YEAR OLD YOU ARE NOT GONNA GET THE RESPECT YOU ARE TRYING TO GET. THE BEHAVIOR IS NOT CUTE, OR FUNNY, AND IS NOT THE WAY TO ENDEAR PPL TO YOU. I FEEL SORRY FOR YOU, BECAUSE IF THE WAY YOU ACT NOW IS THE WAY YOU WILL CONTINUE TO ACT IN YOUR ADULT LIFE, YOU ARE GOONA GET NOWHERE. THE WORLD OWES YOU NOTHING!! ONCE YOU FIGURE THIS OUT YOU WILL BE ALOT BETTER OFF AND BE ABLE TO LIVE A HONORABLE LIFE. TO THOSE COMMING ON MY PAGE LEAVING NASTY MESSAGES, YOUR WORDS MEAN NOTHING TO ME. BECAUSE THE TRUTH IS YOU DON'T KNOW ME, AND WILL NEVER KNOW ME,I DON'T SURROUND MYSELF WITH INFANTILE PPL. SO, KNOW THAT ALL YOUR HATEFULL, AND CURSING, AND CHILDISH NAME CALLING ONLY MAKES YOU LOOK LIKE A FOOL. ONE MORE THING, GOING TO MY PHOTOS AND RATING THEM A ONE DOESN'T EFFECT ME, MAKES YOU LOOK LIKE JUST WHAT YOU

Lost
something. i’m supposed to start out with something, right? although, my something seems like nothing… and my nothing seems like everything. at least at the moment it does. you can be my nothing… or you can be my everything. which would you rather? and would you rather at all? because i’d rather you did. but that’s just my opinion and opinions rarely matter. sweetheart, darling, i think i’m falling. i’m falling hard and i’m not sure where the end of the tunnel is. or the yellow brick road for that matter. but I think we have already established the fact that matters aren’t matters at all. just opinions. and those don’t matter. would you rather? would it rather? that definitely doesn’t matter… and matter is what matter is. right? sure. let’s put it this way sir, it’s like lipstick. no, it’s not like lipstick it all. it’s glorious i do believe… and red in all it’s worth. but… it’s well… it’s not what I was going for. so we try

Lost In My Own Pain
At one time I was told to always follow my heart for it will never lead me astray. what whisdom I thought this was comming from someone who seemed to have it all in life and love. So I took that chance and let my heart lead my way, opened up all that was with in and loved to the fullest, only to have my heart ripped out and tossed around like a play toy. How does one recover? feelings and emotions mixed with pain and hurt, do you sit and cry, let this bring you down to a level of nonworth, tear yourself appart wondering what did I do wrong, am I that bad, find yourself thinking of thoughts of how to make the pain stop forever. Would they miss me, would they think of me, would it really matter. This is all of what has been going through my mind. Then one day my heart woke up again and started making me feel started making me know that yes they would miss me yes they would think of me yes I am worth it and no I did nothing to derserve such pain and torment. I can look at

The Hormone Hostage
The Hormone Hostage The Hormone Hostage knows that there are days in the month when all a man has to do is open his mouth and he takes his life in his own hands! This is a handy guide that should be as common as a driver's license in the wallet of every husband, boyfriend, co-worker or significant other! DANGEROUS: SAFER: SAFEST: ULTRA SAFE: What's for dinner? Can I help you with dinner? Where would you like to go for dinner? Here, have some wine. Are you wearing that? Wow, you sure look good in brown! WOW! Look at you! Here, have some wine What are you so worked up about? Could we be overreacting? Here's my paycheck. Here, have some wine. Should you be eating that? You know, there are a lot of apples left. Can I get you a piece of chocolate with that? Here, have some wine. What did you DO all day? I hope you didn't over-do it today. I've always loved you in that robe! Here, have some more wine.

Chaos And Friends
Two things that go well together, I hear... Why is it that the longer you do something, the less you're inclined to do it? Maybe it's just me, I suppose, but I think I've seen it in others too. Perhaps it's the inner desire that most have for variety. I mean, sure, some people are content with knowing what to expect, but I like change. I like chaos. I don't want to know what dinner is tomorrow until I decide to make it. Plans have their place, just rarely in my life. Before I make it sound all glamorous, there's not a whole lot of unplanned stuff either. But I like the spontaneous more than the predictable. It's been called to my attention recently the topic of friendship. Specifically, what makes a good friend? A lot of people say it's someone that makes them feel better when they're down... Perhaps someone who spends free time with them, shares common experiences. In my opinion, those people are idiots. For me, a friend is someone I want to help, someone who I can trust, and

I Hate Crying. Don't You?
You know what? I hate feeling like shit. I'll always be sorry. You know what else I hate? Feeling so bad that I can't help but be a stupid girl. And crying. At 3. And posting blogs and bulletins about it.

Spoiled
Made in the USA : Spoiled brats The other day I was reading Newsweek magazine and came across some poll data I found rather hard to believe. It must be true given the source, right? The Newsweek poll alleges that 67 percent of Americans are unhappy with the direction the country is headed and 69 percent of the country is unhappy with the performance of the president. In essence, 2/3rds of the citizenry just ain't happy and want a change. So being the knuckle dragger I am, I started thinking, ''What we are so unhappy about?'' Is it that we have electricity and running water 24 hours a day, 7 days a week? Is our unhappiness the result of having air conditioning in the summer and heating in the winter? Could it be that 95.4 percent of these unhappy folks have a job? Maybe it is the ability to walk into a grocery store at any time and see more food in moments than Darfur has seen in the last year? Maybe it is the ability to drive from the Pacific Ocean to t

Quality Not Quantity
I have acquired a lot of friends here on cherry tap....however, that is not why i am here. I want to focus on who my real friends are and the people who are interested in getting to know the real me. Therefore, in the next few days i don't receive some sort of sign from you that you what to stay my friend, i will be deleting you from my list. I am not doing this to be mean, like i said above, i would rather have a quality friendship than quantity. tons of hugs to all of you who really care..... tracy MWAH

Sagittarius-the One That Waits
WHICH ONE ARE U? LET ME KNOW! SCORPIO - The Gorgeous One Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Best kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. Amazing in bed. A caring person. One of a kind.Gorgeous Smile.Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth! 15 years of bad luck if you do not repost. CAPRICORN - The Cute One Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future. Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to own Geminis' in sports. Extremely fun. Loves to be owned by Aquarius. Loves to joke. Smart. 24 years of bad luck if you do not repost AQUARIUS - The Slut Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to Have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long rel

All My Friends And Family
I had to turn all my stuff on ct to friends only...and Im not gonna be accepting anyone new as a friend unless u have a salute pic bc my freak stalker just informed me he has 42 FAKE accounts....sorry for the inconvience..much love to yall and thanks for ur support Tabby...

Unknown Title
Hello again, I know i only write like every day on here, but it helps me, today I have been thinking alot about what I say on here, and I want everyone to know that i do not just type stuff on here in a depressive manner because i mean to, no actually it is more along the lines of I just have been depressed, but i realized today that i am over it, so now it is back to buisness as usual, I am writting this to say that if not for love, honor, and friendship, non of us would truely be here. I would also like to say to my friends I am sorry for being a pain in the ass, I know I have not been myself and must appologize to all of you who I have made think there is something wrong since I have not been joking around like I normally do. Well I am here and I can say this much I am over whatever caused it, and I am back, and I am here to do some heavy nut tossing. So let us all take a deep breath, and welcome in the new month with joy, cause for me i know that tomorrow holds my future, and today

My Trip To Tennessee
April 25, 2007 11:25 pm EST (in Tennessee) It’s weird being here again…seeing the faces that I remember from over ten years ago…those faces that produced so much hate. Those faces that implanted recollections which I now know could never be erased no matter what—merely stashed away in those cobweb-cluttered corners of my mind. Memories hiding amongst the chaos and disorganization of so many more complications, revealing themselves like a new gray hair—waiting to be colored…covered…concealed. The cupboards we fill with essentials and non essentials…the spices that we haven’t used in months…the ones we should throw out, but some strange instinct or learned behavior prompts us to slide them right back and leave them there…Do they provide us with comfort? Is that why we keep them? But, no—memories aren’t like stale herbs in many ways. We don’t have the option of discarding them, only displacing them. So we manage through them, as burned into our psyche as they are; and we learn to

I Really Need Help...
To Love. This is probably my BIGGEST FLAW somehow I get it all wrong! This song you are listening to now explains how I feel damn near to the " T " Thanks for any and all suggestions and guidance!!

(sings) No, No, Drama..we Don't Want No Drama...
Just some more random thoughts I had wrote a while back...still holds true. Guess I really haven't changed that much. (Psst) This is the getting to know me better without having to ask questions part... (HAH) (Copy and paste section here) I hate to fight, argue or anything that remotely causes friction. I refuse to do things half ass and really strive to put my heart into everything that I do whether it be work, relationships, or whatever. If something really means something to me or someone I care about, I want it done well...and well over any expectations or requirements made. I can't see how people let themselves sit back and just let things go....laziness or whatever have you. I mean, don't get me wrong, there are times I get on my "lazy" kicks...we're all guilty of it in some way, shape or form. Seriously though, on most matters of importance if you don't put your heart into it, then what is it really worth to you. What's really bad is that I know I've got a tremendous sized h

Treadmarks Of A Spitefull God
These scars of vengence against, these bleeding wounds of misery, give me all the comforts of being home again. A reoccuring constant in digits of my history. I need to talk, to spill the cup, to break the news to friends. And though it seems that mouths are glued, and mindless matters stir and stew. I cannot let go of the impressions of a disapearing dream. I'm tearing at the seam, a helpless soul, an empty bowl, of used flakes you shatter. What does it matter..... But know the chaos that you breed, know of pain and misery. I would wish this on, but cannot live, a spineless cowards leaking sive. And so I talk to friends defined, of only thought, creative mind.... I'm lost and no one knows where to look to find myself again. nobody cares the way my sheets smell of the dead.

Make Sense????
LOVE dont ask “Who R U?” It says…”U R Mine” LOVE dont ask “Where do U Live?” It says…”U Live in My Heart” LOVE dont ask “What do U Do?” It says…”U Make my Heart to Beat” LOVE dont ask “Why U R Far Away?” It says…”U R Always with Me” LOVE dont ask “Do U Love Me?” It always says…”I LOVE U”:)

Fooling The World
Yesterday gone, today almost over, tomorrow will never come. My sorrow so deep I cant let myself feel it. I want to love, too soon to fast I fall. Always to be hurt, never to be healed. I need to be loved, my loneliness my only friend. Not knowing what tomorrow brings, to scared to find out. Only wanting, needing and crying. So alone.... So Scared. Cursing the darkness, Praying for light. Wanting more than I will ever have, Love never in my reach. Only a dream, never a reality. Fooled so many times, left with pain and heartache. Always wanting more. Tomorrow only brings more pain, more wanting, more needing. Sorrow getting deeper. Never wanting to feel, shutting out the pain. Pretending to be happy. Pretending to be OK. Fooling the world.

Brutalmix
Tonight after work i decided to go and visit a friend whom I haven't talked to in about a week, Brutalmix. brutalmix@ CherryTAP And once on her page I see a whole bunch of RIP Comments. After performing a google Search I discovered that my friend whom had recently invited me to come and visit her, and whom i recently gave some money to so that she could drink her Gibleys vodka, had died of a heroine overdose on May 2nd. :( This is the first time i've ever lost a online friend, i feel blessed to have had the chance to talk with her. Please stop today and say a prayer for her. Ricky

*hugs*
There's something in a simple hug That always warms the heart; It welcomes us back home And makes it easier to part. A hug's a way to share the joy And sad times we go through, Or just a way for friends to say They like you 'cause you're you. Hugs are meant for anyone For whom we really care, From your grandma to your neighbour, Or a cuddly teddy bear. A hug is an amazing thing - It's just the perfect way To show the love we're feeling But can't find the words to say. It's funny how a little hug Makes everyone feel good; In every place and language, It's always understood. And hugs don't need new equipment, Special batteries or parts - Just open up your arms And open up your hearts. Jill Wolf

Read It!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok so um yeah...When u say I love u wut do u mean? I mean I love u...I love who u are and everything about u n I wanna be with u. To all the guys...Wut do u really mean when u tell sum1 that u love them but u don't wanna be with anyone right now. I've been told that its just a way to nicely reject sum1 so ur still on their good side and can still get wut u want out of them if u know wut I mean. I've done blogs about people making comments about things and jumpin to conclusions without reason so I won't be a hypocrit...I want to be the one to make this guy happy and I wanna be his world....I think I was once but things got all screwed up n it was prolly mostly my fault bein jealous n immature but to be clear I THOUGHT I had my reasons....but anyhoo this love that I have for this dude is like none I've ever had before and I must say its killin me. I feel everything can be fixed....but I'm pretty sure he doesn't. If we did decide to try it again it would be #4. I'd give anything to be his

Walmart Has Issues.
You know, I don't know why, but I like needles. I like piercings. I actually have LESS than I used to have, but I'm okay with that. A few weeks ago, I decided that I wanted my ears pierced again to bring it to a total of 3 holes on one side, and 2 on the other. (one of my ears has a cartilage piercing, and the other does not). So. I go to wal-mart. The lady gives me the pen to mark on myself. Not a good idea since its difficult. Instead of seeing where I wanted it, and marking it FOR ME ON BOTH EARS, she is just like.. "Oh..i know where you want it, I'll eyeball it..i can get it just right." That statement should have made me RUN for my life. As a result, I then had my ears pierced alright. IN TWO TOTALLY DIFFERENT LOCATIONS. Of course they didn't let me get a real good look before I left. So 2 days later, I'm looking verrrrrry closely...and I nearly fell out of my chair at how "off" they were. It really wasn't that obvious just looking at it, but it was really bad

Gd Tymz
Well Heya Im Kinda New At This =] Im realli nervous 4 2moz B.O.T.B Outta be good =]=] && Rather upset Jst broke up wiv my bf Guess i wasnt wot he wanted But.. Iv Found some new mates that are just perfect =] && Make me feel so special E.G. Si =] Or ( jersey ) Hez a gr8 guy =] N Cnt wait 4 saturdaii Were goin out =]=] Anyway talk l8rz peepz xxx

An Update On Little Nikki's Mother
As some of you know, my sister gave birth in December to a baby boy named Nikki. He lived for about a week, and he never opened his eyes. Nikki passed on, and I thank those of you that we around then, that gave me and my family a huge amount of support. I made a lot of friends during that time, and the ones that showed me and my family love (you know who are)I am still loyal to. We still are working on a true grave marker, in fact I am working on something soon to pay for it. Now for the update, my sister Meghan, has gotten preggers again, and so far everything is going well. She just finished school to become a pharmacy tech, and just today passed her state exam. She is on her way to take the final steps in getting a job at a pharmacy that will enable her to make twice as much money as the guy she is with that doesn't think she is good enough to marry. This girl had to sit back and do nothing as her baby died in her arms, I have never respected anybody more. She has truly be

Mom
Today is Mother's Day mom And you've been on my mind all day I would give anything to be able to see you once again Because there's so much I'd like to say Growing up you tried your best To give me what you could When I hurt you held me in your arms And comforted me like no one else ever would You would always kiss my tears away And wrap me in your arms You made me feel safe and secure And tried to protect me from all harm We didn't always see eye to eye And at times we didn't get along But if I could hear your voice once more It would be like a sweet sweet song You taught me morals and values And the true meaning of life You taught me how to overcome All of life's obstacles and strife You taught me what real love was And to never settle for less To always hold my head up high And make each situation the best You taught me that it's okay to cry But to not let life get me down You taught me how to be strong Even in the midst of my frowns I am

Going To Quit This Site
cuz love here is hope less here cuz my friend found a a cute girl to be my girl soon if u read this ginelle i am sorry but if have ignore me for the last time and i got tired of it so i am giving up on dont kno for sure but if this girl work out then i am sorry ginelle it just u dont call or write to me often so i am going to leave this site

An Open Apology To My Angel
This is an open apology to my dearest Angel. I have made terrible mistakes and hurt you when you truly didn't deserve anything but my complete trust, faith, and love. Being a Master doesn't mean that I don't make mistakes, and I realize that it doesn't mean that I shouldn't apologize when I do. I want us to go forward as a couple in everything we do...and I will do everything in my power to make her aware constantly of how much I love her...how special she is...and how grateful I am that she is in my life. So my dearest, sweetest Angel...I don't deserve you, and I don't deserve your forgiveness, but I ask you sincerely to allow me to be the only one in my life as I want you to be the only one in mine.

I Need Everyones Help!!!
ALL RIGHT EVERYONE MY GIRL DJ SASSY NEEDS YOUR HELP! SHE IS IN A CONTEST AND NEED SOME COMMENT BOMBERS TO HIT HER UP! PLEASE HELP IF NOT FOR ME THEN FOR HER! IF YOUR MY FRIEND GET OUT THERE AND DO THIS BEAUTY GOOD AND BOMB THE FUCK OUTTA HER PIX! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=552164&albumid=348916&i=1922493844)http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=552164&albumid=348916&i=1922493844

Back In Mah Straight Days
What can I do ? What can I say ? Where can I go ? When just suddenly out of the blue I think of you You fucking ass You ripped out my heart out and threw it about you son-of-a-bitch Why do you have such a hold on me? Cant you see Im trying to get rid of you again? you hurt me once youll do it again What cant it all just stop? What cant these thoughts just go away ? Its eating me away and the further I sway Day by day oh damn just stop this is killing me your fucking with my head with my life I have done went through anorexia and belimia so your also fuckin with my body isnt that enough? DAMN IT JUST FUCKING STOP

Should Have Read My Scope Today....
Who -- you? The easygoing, dreamiest sign of the zodiac demanding that people be accountable for their actions -- including yourself? Go on with your bad self. You've got what it takes to make everybody toe the line. =============================================== Didn't get the memo since I took a day off on Friday to come into Monday staff meeting with my VP boss and crew to be thrown under the bus by a co-worker for something that happened while I was out of the office and was their damage? For me to take the rap the day our boss heads to China for a week....because you've already lied to try to save your ass, go screw buddy....ARGH I hate my job. the higher you go, the stupider, yeah that's right, stupider people's political drama gets. Why can't you just go: here's the facts, I screwed up, here's how I can make it better, and here's how it won't happen again. But in the black suit brigade there are no piscean dreamers like myself that just want people to do their job, save

Origin Of The Werewolf Legend
During middle ages, especially from 15th to 17th century, Europe was under the dark shadow of ignorance and superstitions. Towns were underdeveloped and people lived near woods. The fear of wolves was like a nightmare. Their attacks were so frequent and atrocious in nature that people even feared to travel from one place to another. Every morning, countryside people would find half-eaten human limbs scattered on their fields. The first recorded Werewolf sighting took place around the countryside of German town Colongne and Bedburg in 1591. An age-old pamphlet describes those shivering moments vividly. Few people cornered a large wolf and set their dogs upon it. They started to pierce it with sharp sticks and spears. Surprisingly the ferocious wolf did not run away or tried to protect itself, rather it stood up and turned out to be a middle-aged man he was Peter Stubbe from the same village. Stubbe was put on a torture wheel where he confessed sixteen murders including two pregnan

Freedom
We say we seek freedom but its in the moment in the blink of an eye. How hard we try to know how things are and what to expect. For we seem to know not much but to know much. How simple would it be if we only knew the truth that would set this freedom in motion. How come we are so hard pressed, but getting no where? We dare but don't see For if we could see ohhh how simple it would be. For cradled in my own heart is that glimpse of freedom that holds the mystery of this freedom for all to see. I do dare for it is all I have to gain and live for. It compares to nothing at all that could be worth knowing. For it took great pain to know. Go beyond the human mind for in your hearts lye that truth in spirit. How far do we have to go? What price do we have to pay? Ahhhhh,it's all in yourself! Let go of those things that have little value and hold true to what does. For it is like night and day. Do you

Hello Everyone,
Hello Everyone, I have missed you all. I have been very busy with photo shoots, etc. I have to brag a little. K-Ville, our New Orleans series has been picked up for thirteen episodes. It will air June 1st. My son Jonathan is in it so of course I am proud of him. The movie, College, will air in theatres September 14th. My daughter Tiffany is in that, we are so proud. Good luck to everyone in their endeavors and may we all be blessed in this life.

Turn Out The Lights
In the darkness I feel your warmth. A warmth that fills me. Then a sudden light is burst upon us. I can see your eyes. I feel no more warmth. I look at you and wish for darkness to prevail again. It's a place where I can't feel the coldness your eyes give out. Your touch leaves scalding marks all across my body. While my own tears scald you. Please turn out the lights. I want this blackness to stay. All I want to feel is you. With me. As one. I can still remember the lights being on. Yet that doesn't matter now that we are in darkness. I can't feel your coldness. You can't see my tears. This is when we love each other tenderly. When we are alone and can't see the pain we are causing each other. So please turn out the lights forever. Dawn F 1992

Feelin
ok so i cant sleep .... its 8:10am i have work in a few hours an i have guests here for the weekend i will be tired as hell an to my dear friends the hospital went ok gotta have more scans tho so will let u know ne ways goin bk to chillin out

Memories
Staring into the darkness looking at the stars wondering why you haven’t come for me yet. I scream out your name but you can not hear me. This night is getting colder with each passing hour. The tears in my eyes are evaporating away. I'm engulfed in this memory that plays over Like a bad dream. I can feel that I am gradually waking to see the light of another day, I can’t believe I made It though another night without you. It’s been months since I’ve seen your face laying here quiet closing my eyes. I can barely recall something I used to feel when you held me so tight I try to remember the sound of your voice But all I can hear is me. It’s time for me to go to sleep But don’t be concerned I won’t think About you tonight. Maybe one day I’ll get the chance to look you in the eye and tell you that my soul is finally free

New!!!
well everyone I have to admit something... for a while i got bored with CherryTap. I know I cant believe it either but Im back, if any one cares, with a whole new attitude. Im gonna spice up my page give it a new look make some new friends and hey maybe get lucky in the process. HAHAHA im kidding come on laugh you know its funny. So stop on by and check out the new pics i posted. I reorganized a whole bunch of them. LEt me know what you think to. So dont be shy come one come all...

Maddie Mccann
Millions To See Madeleine FA Cup Video A video of missing Madeleine McCann will be broadcast during today's FA Cup Final to an estimated worldwide audience of half a billion people Madeleine's parents have repeated their firm belief that their daughter will be found. The website set up to help trace the four year-old has now received 75 million hits. The two-minute video features images of the missing four-year-old set to the soundtrack of the Simple Minds hit Don't You Forget About Me. Players from both Manchester United and Chelsea have already made televised appeals for help. Last night Kate and Gerry McCann attended an evening church service in Praia da Luz. They stood together holding candles as they prayed for their daughter's return. Mr and Mrs McCann were given the lights by girls from the village of Praia Da Luz, Portugal, where Madeleine was snatched more than two weeks ago. Accompanied by friends and family, they stood quietly in the Church of

She Was Late....... Again
She hurried up the steps, breathless by the time she reached the second floor. She was late and she knew it but she paused long enough to catch her breath and smooth her dress before knocking firmly on the door. Room 216. Thats what the message had said. Now here she was, knocking on the door of room 216 almost an hour late. "Come in." came the deep voice from within. She entered slowly, finding him reclined on the bed, propped up by several pillows, his arms crossed over his chest. At the exact moment that she closed thedoor with a click, he spoke again. "Put your bag on the sofa and come over here." She swallowed hard. Hewas not pleased at having to wait. Im so sorry Im late." she began but he cut her off by raising his palm in a gesture that meant for her to say no more. "Do not speak until I tell you to." She lowered her eyes,unable to gaze any longer at his disappointed expression. "We will get to the reason behindyour tardiness later. Strip for me." he commanded in a ster

More Parental Supervision
Last night, in the midst of drinking bottles and bottles of wine, I was outside on the patio with a couple friends, having a smoke break. Much like my mother pretends that I don't have sex, she also likes to pretend that I don't smoke. She stepped outside during this smoke break, watched me take a drag of my cigarette, and gave me a fake-horror look. I, being a thoughtful smoker, offered her a cigarette. She gave me another indignant look. She pondered it for a moment (she hasn't smoked since I was born, or at least that's what I choose to believe), but then refused. And that was it. Some fake horror, a condemning "You're SMOKING?!?" and she got over it. I wonder if the same would happen if she walked in on me having sex. I hope not to find out. Sound travels well in my house, so in an effort not to disturb my parents, I've been hanging out downstairs late at night. And, last night, after a long day of celebrating, I found myself on my couch, pants-less, my face bu

Pictures Of Me And My Comrades In Afhhanistan In 2002 Before We Redeployed To Iraq During The 2003 March Invasion
"We fought so that this nation would not perish from the face of the earth" "This story shall the good man teach his son; And Crispin Crispian shall ne'er go by, From this day to the ending of the world, But in it we shall be remembered-- We few, we happy few, we band of brothers." Henry V, Act IV, Scene III. Wm. Shakespeare. A local that hated the Taliban almost as much as we did (We actually took him with us since he was so gung ho at loading with us): Local Northern Alliance friendlies: Us loading with a "Civilian Guest" from Washington: A capture of an Al Queida leader: On the move:

My First Mum!!!
I know I am prolly overly excited but I actually posted my first mum today. Please go vote on it. I just started voting on mums last night when I found out how many friggin points I get and well I like to give out my opinion too. lol Hugs to all ..........Sonya :-) Heres the MUM link!!!!!!!!! http://cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=57849

Ying Yang Twins-dangerous (number One Theme Song)
Wycelf Callypor Lets Go I like the the way she dance she take the thug put them in the trance She shake the like an avalanche Look into her eyes And you taking the chance I see the fire in her eyes Fire in her eyes The way she moves She got the fire in her eyes Fire on her waist Fire in her thighs I love the scandal She so dangerous (dangerous) She's so dangerous (dangerous) She's so scandolous (scandolous) I love the scandal Hear me sing Wohoo Hear she comes Watch out boy she'll chew you up She's dangerous (dangerous) Dangerous (dangerous) I love the scandal She's fine She's fine She heals She mine Black barbie I'm ken She got hundred men and boosting? I ain't really trying to let you in But you can spend your Benjamins Make no mistake bout it she your friend Pisses all about differences Wait she like to play games And she don't care who she play wit' She do what she do And she gon' get what she gon' get

Bush: Bin Laden Tried To Start Iraq Unit
Deb Riechmann / AP | May 23, 2007 NEW LONDON, Conn. - President Bush, stressing that Americans face an ongoing threat from terrorists, shared intelligence on Wednesday asserting that Osama bin Laden was working in 2005 to set up a unit inside Iraq to hit U.S. targets. Much of the information Bush cited in a commencement address at the U.S. Coast Guard Academy described terrorism plots already revealed, but he fleshed out details and highlighted U.S. successes in foiling planned attacks since the Sept. 11, 2001 attacks. "In the minds of al-Qaida leaders, 9-11 was just a downpayment on violence yet to come," Bush said on a bright, sunny day at the U.S. Coast Guard Academy commencement, held at a stadium along the Thames River. "It is tempting to believe that the calm here at home after 9-11 means that the danger to our country has passed." "The danger has not passed. Here in America, we are living in the eye of a storm," he said, depicting the struggle in Iraq as a battle be

An Autistic Apology
I would like to apologize to the lady who took a sarcastic comment I made about her stupid question, and took it as I was attacking her subject matter. She has since blocked me, so I cannot send her a personal apology., which is unfortunate. If I have wronged someone, I'll own up to it, and apparantly I wronged her. The question was "Who supports autistic children?" It struck me as asinine, because who DOESN'T support them? So of course I had to make a sarcastic comment, which in hindsight probably wasn't the greatest idea. So if any of her minions read this, I welcome you to come visit my site, and if someone who she hasn't blocked would let her know that I apologize, I would appreciate it. I fully understand that the people who are affected with autism have both a blessing and a curse, and in no way shape or form would be against helping out and sending my support. You'll know who she is, because she left me a nasty comment. It's pretty obvious, and I'm not deletin

The Past And The Future Meet In The Memory Of The Dead
I would call it the West end of town. Fredericksburg starts to trickle out after you get to the Catholic cemetery. I have walked through that cemetery time after time again. Intrigued by the stories, perhaps some long forgotten, of the former citizens of this fine hill country town, or just to seek a quit moment of reflection of what might have been. No matter how many visits, or trips through the tombstones, I find myself constantly pulled to the grave of Raymond Ottmers. To a young man whom death claimed far too early, too far away. To a young man who I never knew, yet I feel, as if I’ve known him all my life. You see, not so long ago; I wanted to be just like him. A country boy born to the parents, of the greatest generation, like so many others, they struggled through the depression just to make ends meet. They witnessed perhaps, history’s greatest struggle in the Allies victory in World War II and then the gallant effort of the United Nations army, consisting mostly of U.S.

Out Of Reach
You´re out of reach for me but every time i see you i just start to dream I hold on to every gleam of hope to find the light that leads me right to you and make all my wishes true. and i lay awake at night wishing to touch your face feel your kiss, your embrace so i`m still waiting for you to come through my door oh tell me cant you see how much i want to be the one you share life with could you give me this bliss?

Poem: Our Love Hurts
Why do you hold on to such, memories that causes you to hurt. Darlin' it's because, you still love me that much. Feeling my love that inside, your heart ,mind,and soul. Is so real that you, don't want to let go. You ask yourself this question?, will he ever do it again and, my answer is NO. Because I didn't mean to, hurt you in that kind of way. I only want us to be as we were, "Living On Love" and you to be with me. Just as it was suppose to be, from the very beginning when we said I DO. Its those memories that, hurt me also and I never, want to hurt you like that again. That is why the main reason , why "our love hurts" for each other. Sign: Raymond Starns

U Know U R When
Yes, the new one is out! Brand new edition of... "You know you're a redneck when...... 1. You take your dog for a walk and you both use the same tree. 2. You can entertain yourself for more than 15 minutes with a fly swatter. 3. Your boat has not left the driveway in 15 years. 4. You burn your yard rather than mow it. 5. You think "The Nutcracker" is something you do off the high dive. 6. The Salvation Army declines your furniture. 7.You offer to give someone the shirt off your back and they don't want it. 8. You have the local taxidermist on speed dial. 9. You come back from the dump with more than you took. 10. You keep a can of Raid on the kitchen table. 11. Your wife can climb a tree faster than your cat. 12. Your grandmother has "ammo" on her Christmas list. 13. You keep flea and tick soap in the shower. 14. You've been involved in a custody fight over a hunting dog. 15. You go to the stock car races and don't need a pr

You Might Not Ever Guess
YOU MIGHT NOT EVER GUESS Captain Kangaroo passed away on January 23, 2004 at the age of 76, which is odd, because he always looked to be 76. (DOB: 6/27/27) His death reminded me of the following story: Some people have been a bit offended that the actor, Lee Marvin, is buried in a grave alongside 3 and 4 star Generals at Arlington National Cemetery. His marker gives his name, rank PVT and service USMC nothing else. Here's a guy who was only a famous movie star who served his time, why the heck does he rate burial with these guys? Well, following is the amazing answer. I always liked Lee Marvin, but didn't know the extent of his Corps experiences. In a time when many Hollywood stars served their country in the armed forces, often in rear echelon posts where they were carefully protected, only to be trotted out to perform for the cameras in war bond promotions - Lee Marvin was a genuine hero. He won the Navy Cross at Iwo Jima. There is only one higher Naval award ... The Medal of

Ok So Anyway...
im as happy/ as good as i can be...the one girl i like ALOT...is moving to texas next month...and i want to tell her...im not scared to...if i told her and if she likes me it wud make leaving worse...and i know what that feelz like...so i can't tell her...that iz y im writing this...i hafto tell someone...itz driving me nutz...thank you for listening/reading

21 Guns
21 Gun Salute Tradition set the twenty-one shots, The number of states when set. Superstitions, peaceful welcomes, Becomes our honored tradition. Twenty one guns, cannons armed, Ready to fire honors, upon orders given. Twenty-one gun salute, protocol, Heads of states be honored. Honor given beginning diplomacy, Respect paid, beginning negotiation. Twenty-one gun salute on most navy ships, Washington honored on President’s Day. Twenty-one hails the Commander in Chief, President of these United States. Tradition of old; let us reflect, Honor paid with twenty-one rounds. Cannons; Ready, Aim, . . . Fire.

Recall/ Www.recalls.gov
NEWS from CPSC U.S. Consumer Product Safety Commission Office of Information and Public Affairs Washington, DC 20207 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- FOR IMMEDIATE RELEASE September 25, 2003 Release # 03-197 Company Phone Number: (800) 880-9743 CPSC Consumer Hotline: (800) 638-2772 CPSC Media Contact: (301) 504-7908 CPSC, Sony Electronics Inc. Announce Recall of Certain VAIO Notebook Computers WASHINGTON, D.C. - The U.S. Consumer Product Safety Commission announces the following recall in voluntary cooperation with the firm below. Consumers should stop using recalled products immediately unless otherwise instructed. Name of product: Sony VAIO notebook computers Units: About 5,600 Manufacturer: Sony Corp., of Tokyo, Japan Hazard: Users could receive a mild electric shock when the recalled computers are connected to a phone line and the phone rings. Incidents/Injuries: None reported. Description: Onl

The Gift Of Knowing You
The Gift Of Knowing You There are gifts of many treasures For both the young and old, From the tiniest little trinkets To great boxes filled with gold. But, put them all together And they could not stand in lieu, Of the greatest gift of all The gift of knowing you. When your times are filled with troubles Sadness, grief, or even doubt, When all those things you planned on Just aren't turning out. Just turn and look behind you From the place at which you stand, And look for me through the shadows And reach out for my hand. I will lift from you your burden And cry for you your tears, Bear the pain of all your sorrows Though it may be for a thousand years. For in the end I would be happy To have helped you start anew, It's a small price to pay For the gift of knowing you.

~~training~~
~~TRAINING~~ (may or may NOT signify Ownership) There are two different reasons a training collar may be used: as a symbol of the desire to further or deepen the relationship or, for the training of a submissive for a limited time. Depending on the reason it is given, it can be a prelude to a Formal Collar (1) or can be end in itself (2). When a dominant and submissive enter into this kind of agreement, a contract is often negotiated which outlines specific expectations and a time duration. This is typically a period in which the relationship becomes more formalized, with specific commitments to what will be taught and learned, i.e. positions, public and private behavior, serving, any specific tasks required by the dominant, etc., as well as disciplinary consequences. In the case where this agreement is entered into for a limited amount of time for the sole purpose of training, the emotional attachment is limited or even non-existent. Sometimes a submissive wishing to learn