darkcountry's blog: "dark thoughts of a country boy with nothing to lose"

I AM A SHADOW.I AM THE SHADOW OF A MAN WHO ONCE LOVED ENTIRELY AND NOW FEELS SO MUCH PAIN THAT EVERYTHING HE TOUCHES TURNS TO ICE.I AM THE SHADOW IN YOUR HOUSE.I AM THE BUMP YOU HEAR IN THE NIGHT.I AM THE SHADOW MAN.I DRIFT THROUGH THIS WORLD A COLD DARK DEAD SHADOW OF A MAN WHO USE TO BE BUT IS NO MORE.LIVING IN PURGATORY FOR THE MISTAKES I HAVE MADE IN MY PAST.I LIVE BUT DON'T ACTUALLY LIVE.MY FOOD HAS NO TASTE,MY DRINK HAS NO FLAVOR,MY SCENTS ARE ODORLESS.I FEEL TASTE AND SMELL NOTHING.I AM THE SHADOW MAN.I LIVE FOR MISERY,PAIN AND SUFFERING.IT IS MY CURSE AND IT IS MY PLEASURE.NO LONGER WILL I LOVE OR BE LOVED BUT NO LONGER WILL I FEEL PAIN OF BREAKUP AND HEART ACHE.I WILL LIVE A LIFE OF SOLITUDE AND I WILL SHOULDER THIS CURSE.IT WILL NOT PLAGUE ME FOR I HAVE ACCEPTED IT.THIS IS ME.I AM THE SHADOW MAN.