Fubar Blog Posts 3

Aha!
One more thing! I have just realized that you can see the names of the people who have rated your pics less than a 10. I've had that happen to me a couple times and now I can see who they are, and go rate their pictures the exact same thing they rated mine. MUAHAHAHA! lol

Important Information For All!!!
IMPORTANT INFORMATION (please inform also your friends w/o emails) Three women in North Florida turned up at hospitals over a 5-day period, all with the same symptoms. Fever, chills, and vomiting, followed by muscular collapse, paralysis and finally, death. There were no outward signs of trauma. Autopsy results showed toxicity in the blood. These women did not know each other and seemed to have nothing in common. It was discovered, however, that they had all visited the same Restaurant (Olive Garden) within days of their deaths. The Health Department descended on the restaurant, shutting it down. The food, water, and air conditioning were all inspected and tested, to no avail. The big break came when a waitress at the restaurant was rushed to the hospital with similar symptoms. The spider was captured and brought back to the lab, where it was determined to be the Two-Striped Telamonia (Telamonia dimidiata), so named because of its reddened flesh color and numbness spell. This spider's

Yin Yang
Life and Death..... Death and Life..... We are in such a yin-yang of our lives. Born only to die. From the earth we are born and to the earth we return in the end. From the highest noble born to the lowest peasent, none of us are spared. While we are here we do so little with the gift we are given. Such a waste.... But what is Man? A vicious beast seeking all whom can be devoured in his jaws of greed? Or the placid lake,feed by the smallest stream. Ever flowing but never knwing where we are going? Do we know what the future holds instore for us. Like a cruel mistress it keeps hiden behind a veil of transparent illusions. Inticing our very hearts and minds. We are standing onthe edge overlooking the abyss..... Feel the heat from the Flames of Retribution. As we plunge into the blazing inferno to be tempered by the Hammers of Truth. Our souls are laid bare upon the hot coals. I contemplate that which is seen and the invisible. But which are we

What Vamp.describes You
You scored as Akasha. You are the ultimate in ambition. You don't just want to own the world you want to make crawl to you on its hands and knees begging for mercy or at the least a taste!Armand100%Marius100%Akasha100%Dracula92%Spike75%Deacon Frost67%Angel50%Lestat17%Blade17%Louis0%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

Familly,miscellanious Stuff,a Must Read
First Off haveing trouble leaveing Comments.I cannot write in the Comment Box.My message either goes Invisable on me or Erases.I know not which sence I can't see it.I Post a Comment if I don't send within 5 seconds that erases as well.I'm Functioning on 3 hrs.Sleep once again. Not in the Mood,for Difficulty's as soon as I come online. #2.I will be Reformatting my Familly List once again.I will be Shuffleing Friends in an out.Some of u-all might not move at all.I'm Seeking a certain Chemistry,Loyalty,Respect.An I'm Determined to Find that.This situation might take up to 2 weeks or longer.Many New Possible Friends have Arrived.Will certainly make my Choices more Difficult.If you've Shown me Loyalty in the Past,Especially my run in the Morph contest you have nothing to worry about. #3.When my Heading Carry's Various Names as it does Today.HeraticBitch long Hair contest.Sexiest Cherry B.G.D.Club F.A.R + LDC.This is not a Given it's a Mandatory Vote.If your already Voteing for anothe

Reminder Contest Starts At 2 Pm Cst....here Are Your Links
I want all my CT friends, family and Fans to get in on this contest..I want it to be like Christmas... Ok this is my second contest ever..The first one went so well thanks guys & gals...Yes it becomes a little more harder this time...This time you need 7,000 comments. But the 1st prize is better...Contact me if you wanna enter... This can be any picture you have in your photo's, any kind of photo that you want... RULES 1.) No HARASSING other contestants..NO EXCEPTIONS 2.) No NSFW Pic's 3.) The picture must remain in your photo's until the contest is done... Anyone can join this contest. I am looking for 15 to 25 contestants but there can be more. (Space Permitting)... 1st Place Prize.............(Silver MotorCycle) 2ND Place Prize.............15,000 CHERRY BUCKS 3RD Place Prize.............10,000 CHERRY BUCKS 4TH Place Prize.............50 CHERRY BUCKS NO TIME LIMIT ON THIS CONTEST...CONTEST GOES TIL SOMEONE REACHES 7,000 COMMENTS...Will send out a blog for

Guy's Rules... Finally
Guys' Rules At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally, the guys' side of the story. (I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear "the rules" From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note... these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us wit

Blame "anything"
Here's the point. So many will not take ownership for there position in life. They act and claim that other influences (people job family school...etc) hold them back. If you only had this or that then all would be fine. Reality is that we are accountable for where we are in life. Take control of your life, be accountable. Even if your not where you want to be , decide to change it, belive in it, feel it and you will soon find it is yours. "Life is what you make it!" "If you belive something is going to happen good or bad ...generally your going to prove yourself right!! "

More Votes Please!!!
OMG!! I can't believe I don't have more votes than I do!! Oh would you please go to my profile page, click on the blogs and find the one with my picture asking for votes for the Cleavage contest I am entered in? Remember I am all me-no artificial fillers or preservatives!! Go to most recent blogs to the finally think I got the right link-click on my pic there and vote vote vote! (Please!?!) Thanks to those of you who have so far but if you have time please go back and do some more??? Love you! Andie

You've Waited So Long
Is there enough words to tell you how sorry I am, Or how I really do feel? Is this poem enough for you to understand... I've sought inspiration for so long to write to you. Only things is, I'm afraid I've made a mistake, I don't know that you'll ever forgive for. One after another, distractions hit me over and over, Why do I bother, you're everything I've ever sought? The happiness I've wanted, the feeling... Just to know you want to be there next to me. I feel like a failure to myself, I'm so afraid I'll be the same to you. If I did what was right, What I know belongs in my heart... Would you truly want to take my hand? I've waited so long to admit, but I know that's what I want. I'm afraid you'll never accept me for what I am. So here I go... you know how I've felt, How I feel, and you know it's true. I kneel down, watching your expression change... I'm almost expecting tears for what this looks to be, I can't afford much right now, but it's what's inside

Lol A Compliment Lmao
A young woman burst into the office supervisor's office and raged, "I want to file a sexual harassment complaint against Jones in bookkeeping. Without looking up the supervisor said, What did he do ?" She raged on, "He told me my hair smelled nice !" Again not looking up he said, "That sounds like a compliment, what sexually harassing about that ?" She screamed, "You know damn good and well, he's a midget !!"

Life Is Fucked Up
my brother Blue is on probation and have numerous drug charges hense the probation. my brothers wife Mullet has a 196 dollar fine plus lied to the cops and these two get off with a slap on the wrist. my brother Dice had drug charges to but not like Blue. so why when they all got arrested today Blue and Mullet are out but Dice is in DCP(dauphin county prison) wait ok this is what happened. they were all chilling in Blues house all had warrants for there arrest. they were suppose to give back a tv that belong to a guy that was renting a room from them. well he didnt give them rent for two months then came back saying he was going to get them kicked out cause they were renting to own. well they said he had to go and they wanted the money he said he wasnt paying them shit. they said you cant have thet tv till you give us the money you owe. he called the cops the cops said give it back. but my brother didnt and today the cops show up and ask for Blue. so Dice goes up and tells Mullet to ge

What It Is I Hate About You
What It Is I Hate About You My hand's across your face I wanted you to suffocate My hand's are on this knife That chose your fate In my eyes I've seen your death Play a thousand times Without reflection I can see your deception And in these words I wanted you to hear I wanted you to feel What it is I hate about you

My Kids Are In A Contes Please Vote For Them
I DONT ASK FOR MUCH BUT COULD YOU GUYS GO VOTE FOR MY THREE KIDS THEY ARE ALL IN A CONTEST ITS DIFFERENT CONTESTS BUT THEY ARE IN NEED OF VOTES MALACHI CUTEST KID 0-13 MONTHS TORIE CUTEST KID 4-8 YEARS OLD ASPEN 4 TO 8 YEARS OF AGE

April 27, 2007 At 05:29 Pm Edt
Maria had more surgery today. The surgeons created a hole in the wall of her Atrium to allow the blood to flow through normally. She was placed on the heart lung machine once again, and gave us a bit of a scare when she was initially taken off of it. She is stabilizing more and more and is sleeping well at the moment. Maria is still considered critical at this time and the next 24-48 hours will be crucial for her. The doctors feel positive and I know in my heart she will come through this ok. We will be staying here tonight at her bedside talking to her and letting her know that we are here pulling for her. Please keep all the prayers and positive energy coming her way.

Eternal Fire
I know that i am on the verge of death... constantly i am being purged for breath. My flesh surged with fire and not jes any fire i'm talkin eternal flames. Eternal like throughout the ages transcending space & time, surpassing the evolution of thought & existance. FLAMES eternal like the universe with all of its knowledge and wisdom; destruction black hole suction, volcanic erruption, earthly corruption, human consumption, corrosion, enemy warfare.... explosion!!!! The blood splattered agent orange an enviornmental hazzard its more like a cosmic blizzard, no yellow brick road, no land of Oz and NO WIZARD... now thats a Fire!!! Eternal flames can you handle the heat? You can't fathom that heat! You can't imagine that heat, so don't even give yourself a headache trying to make your mind make up some bullshit that the mind cannot understand or even comprehend.... because this fire is hotter than any desire, hotter than any passion yeah you know pah shun....lust....in the heat of the mom

The Game
For me It all started out as a game, like that of a innocent childs game of tag,but some how this game was different and nobody explained the rules...if there were ever any rules for this game to begin with,,Thinking back now how was I to know where this was going to take me,, to me all I knew that it was exciteing and I so wanted to play. I was shy and not at all sure of what I was doing at first,I tried to hide the fear/desire from him, but he knew,for he had played this game several times before. and before long he had eased my mind with his soft words and some how,, as if I was born from it,, the game started to take its shape inside me,simply,naturally as if I had came home from another place, another time.The game now was where I belonged,and I surrendered myself to it with total abandonment when he asked...Do you love me? and I faintly whispered "Yes"

Well Its Been A While And Im Ticked...
i dunno what else to do i have told him how his lies hurt me and i have told him things have to change. BUT no change and he doesnt act as though it bothers him that im hurt.what is a girl to do. I know alot of people say to leave him. I think about that myself everyday. I just wish he could see that others see the way he treats me and they see they hurt i feel because of it. Just to let you all how our relationship works.....i wait on him hand and foot. I take his supper to him i pack his lunch. I talk to no guys without his knowledge of it. I dont delete cookies or hide anything i do on the computer. If we take a bath together i wash him off. What else could a man want in life??? I have even paid the bill so his lying ass can stay on the internet. He wastes money and i dont complain. Up untill the last couple months i paid the rent for him a place to stay ALTHOUGH it was my apartment. well ok and here is how is side of the relationship is....he gets home between 4-6 am slee

Wit's End
Somedays are better than others for most folk's out there in the world, but what do you do when things take a turn for the worst and you at the bottom of the ladder?. I find it hard sometime's to move on in day to day life living for the moment and praying I see another day. I feel like taking a break from my normal life and taking an excusrion into unknown water's and relaxing before I get to Wit's End. In essence what I am conveying to you people who do read these nonsencical blog's I write is take some you time and cherish what you have, no sence in wasting away the time at a dead end job and taking steam all week that boil's over and sends you on a fritz. Take a weekend and plan out some you time go to a library rent a couple movies whatever tickles your fancy and get to know yourself and let the hassles of life pass you by for a change.

Poetry
"Through the Looking Glass" I know you've seen me standing there I feel the fiery glaze you set upon my heart That warmth grows inside me still I want to reach out to you But am burned for the touch It is all through the looking glass How you see insde of me My heart cries with pain inside For it longs to be with you The lightning burns my back The thunder cracks my heart Wishing for another day To lay again with you The pain grows inside me as I gaze upon you As I peer through the looking glass For I may never be with you My heart longs for something more That this pain will someday cease For when the looking glass shall break You'll come to me once more For you shall fear your heart no more

Thoughts From The Heart!
I found a guy that i really love and he felt the same way about me. But today i didn't answer him on my yahoo messenger b/c my cuz and her hubby were over here usein my computer when he message me. So he told me good bye. I have mixed emotions right now about and wanted to write it all out and get it off my chest. Why are men so hateful and mean? Why do the say i love you one min and then the next they are mad and want to leave you? I have lived through bein beat by my 1st and 2nd husbands. Sometimes i wounder what is wrong with me or if it's me and thats the problem. Love is so hard to understand and to let go of. I still love him and i'm hurtin over this but why should i have to deal with him not wantin to believe me. I have never lied to him and never plan on it.My whole world could come crashin down around me and with him in my life it didn't matter if it did or not.l So tell me did i do the right thing by tellin him goodbye for not believein me. After i was willin to give me the p

Members Scroll
>-nWo-@ CherryTAPHollywood -nWo- CGW Head Of Security/Eyecandy@ CherryTAP♥JÃÐ£♥~*ñWõ*~@ CherryTAPghostwalker --nWo- Outsider@ CherryTAP~ GUAMANIAN ~ NWO ~OUTSIDER~@ CherryTAPStormy ~nWo~@ CherryTAPjayrod874-nWo-@ CherryTAPdbo71 -nWo-@ CherryTAPDJ LOONEY JUGGALO~nWo~ Sexi Baby Doll Juggalette Ct Hubby-Fan Me@ CherryTAPCaptain Caveman -nWo-Apprentice Pimp@ CherryTAP(Please Fan Me)$! Shorty !$ -nWo-

Relationships
Intimate relationships or unions are the arms and legs of the womb, the extensions of a woman's "inner space." In order for a woman's womb to be at peace, she needs to be at peace in all of her intimate relationships. Her relationships with all things that she consumes at a physical or energetic level and that become a part of her. Whether the intimate exchange is breathing air into her body or putting food into her mouth, all of a woman's intimate relationships are rooted in her relationship with her self. So reflect on your unions in your own way and allow each to become your teacher. Empty yourself of resentment and become receptive to the lessons that your intimate relationships bring. Surrender to the wisdom that each and every union offers to your spirit so that you will not hold on to pain. Undigested or unprocessed pain held in the womb grows into tumors. Intimate relationships have the potential to provide pain or joy. Unfortunately, there can be many sources of

Free Organs To The Needy
I HOPE I CAN SPREAD SOME HOPE AND GIVE SOMEONE A NEW START... MY UNCLE IS PASSING AS WE SPEAK AND HE IS AN ORGAN DONAR AND IS GIVING EVERYTHING UP SO IF ANY ONE NEEDS OR KNOWS OF ONE IN NEED PLAESE CONTACT ME ASAP HE HAS ABOUT 15% OF HIS BRAIN ACTIVITY LEFT AND MY FAMILY WOULD LOVE TO HELP THE PERSONS IN NEED AS IT WAS HIS LAST WISH....HIS SKIN IS ALSO AVAILABLE FOR BURNED VICTOMS BONE MARROW FOR LEUCIMEA WE ANT TO HELP .... THIS IS NOT A JOKE PPL IT IS REAL SO PLEASE DON'T BE AFARIAD TO PASS IT ON TO THE NEXT

More Info On Wolves
HOME BREEDING HABITAT HUNTING WOLVES Gray wolf (Canis Lupus) The gray wolf (Canis lupus) also called the timber wolf, is the largest of about 41 wild species within the dog family, Canidae, of the order Carnivora. They range in size from 26" to 38" shoulder height, 39" to 80" in length (tip of nose to end of tail), and vary in weight from 57 to 130 pounds. Their coats may vary in color from grey to brown, from white to jet black. The gray wolf, Canis lupus, lives in the northern latitudes around the world. There are five subspecies of the gray wolf in North America and seven to 12 in Eurasia. The currently recognized subspecies in North America are: Canis lupus baileyi, commonly referred to as the Mexican wolf or lobo. Canis lupus nubilus, referred to as the Great Plains or buffalo wolf. Canis lupus occidentalis, known as the Rocky Mountain wolf or Mackenzie Valley wolf. Canis lupus lycaon, commonly referred to as the eastern timber wolf. Canis lupus arctos, known a

Hmmmmm.....
Well, the kids and I spent the whole day (friday) together and that was good since I have'nt gotten to see much of them all week...this week I worked a lot of overtime and well, jacob started to get a bad whiff of it on Wednsday when he started to cry when I left him and sammy at the sitters. He had never done that before, so I think I had better cool it on the overtime work for a change. I would actually call at the sitters from work to see if jacob would talk to me or sammy but with jacob it is "no" yet, with sammy, she will talk to anyone at times. It seems quite different for the kids when their daddy calls, however. Jacob tells me that he doesnt like his daddy and wont talk to him, sammy on the other hand will talk on the phone with him, and I think that at least lifts up my ex's heart at times. Oh, but I believe that it is because jacob just doesnt want to talk on the phone is the reasons....But I can understand why jacob does not love his father and it is because he does not

Im Here... Somewhere
I have been absent for a while so let me fill you in. I have spent the majority of my time helping us get ready for our trip. Our dog had pups and we finally were able to find good homes for them both. Then it was time to crunch down so we took every side job and project we could find. So now we are in countdown mode. We leave in a few weeks to go see Eddie's family in Va Beach. Then we leave there to go get Dacota in Maryland. Then we are going through Youngstown, Ohio to see my sister then back here for the summer. Scarlett is volunteering at a vets office on weekends and she is loving every minute of it. She recently turned 14 and handling it better than most of her friends. Business is fine.. as with everything in life, it too ebbs and swells. We are always on the lookout for new projects and opportunities though. Eddie has been on a few interviews for corporate type jobs and one looks as though it may actually pan out. ;) Here lately if we are not working then we a

This Is So Cool
>AUSSIE FRIENDS: Move out when they're 18 with the full >support of their parents. > > >WOG FRIENDS: Move out when they're 28, having saved for that >nice house and are a week away from getting married...unless there's room for >the newlyweds at home. > > >AUSSIE FRIENDS: When their mum visits them she brings a nice >bunt Cake and you sip coffee and chat. > > >WOG FRIENDS: When their mum visits them she brings 3 days >worth of food and begins to immediately tidy up, dust, do the laundry or rearrange >the furniture. > > >AUSSIE FRIENDS: Their dads always call before they come over >to visit them and it's usually only on special occasions. > > >WOG FRIENDS: Are not at all fazed when their dads come >over, unannounced, on a Saturday morning at 8:00am and start pruning the >trees with a chainsaw or renovating the garage. > > >AUSSIE FRIENDS: You can leave your kids with them and you >always worry if everything is going to be ok plus you have to feed them after

Driving Test
A young man had just passed his driving test and he asked his father if he could use the family car. His father said, “ on one condition – that you first get your hair cut.” The young man wondered what he could say to persuade his father that long hair was okay. Then he had a brain- wave. He said, “ But Dad! A lot of great men had long hair. What about the people in the Bible? Samson had long hair and Moses had long hair and even Jesus had long hair!” His father answered, “ Yes and everywhere they went, they walked!” ******** A man told his barber he was thinking of going to Rome to see the Pope. However, the barber was rather discouraging. “ That’d be expensive! And when you got there, you’d probably find the hotel was some run – down old place. And you couldn’t be sure you’d see much of the Pope, either. You could end up a long way away, at the back of the crowd!” The man was somewhat deflated by the barber’s comments but he took the trip anyway. When he got back

5/08/07
Tomorrow night May 8th is my my night. Im going to work getting out early an going out drinking YES PEOPLE DRINKING... Its been 2 months since I have been working an 10 months since my dads been gone. THIS really sucks. I was talking to my dads cousin tonight about my father an started to cry. Saturday night at my godparents bomb fire We started talking about the good old times with my father an started crying sooo GUESS what time to let it all out once again. Its that time of the month sooo fucken y not. NO PEOPLE ITS not MY FUCKEN period either. I miss my dad alot, I wouldnt be in the postion right now if he was here. But I guess life goes on. Well time to go an sit my ass around for the next hour in a half at work. If u wanna talk an know my number CALL ME... Later

Fuckin Tired Of It...
I am so damn tired of all these bitches getting every fuckin thing I want. I am fuckin tired of getting my heart ripped out and stomped on. I am so tired of everything. I just want a place of my own and a guy who isnt going to cheat on me or beat me or make me feel like I am not worth anything. Is this all to much to ask for? I swear I am so fucking tired of my life blowing. I want things to go up for me.I am so tired of it all. I wish I could just disapear. Npt like anyone but my animals would notice.

I Have Had Better Days...
I have found that when you speak your mind, people either DO NOT LISTEN, or think that you are a heartless bitch. I am not saying that sometimes things we all say come off a little bitchy, but seriously. Everyone is entitled to their own opinion, and that is what helps keep us all unique, is our own opinions. If I come off as a bitch, so be it. But don't call me heartless because I have an opinion about something that you think is awful, or don't agree with.

Chapter 15: Fiona Steel, The Author
Fiona Steel is a former marketing and business administrator whose writing talents include writing top-selling, marketing and training video scripts for international companies as well as writing training manuals on business skills and computer software. With a teaching and psychology background, Fiona developed an interest in crime writing from the perspective of the psychological aspects of the criminal mind. Her particular interest is the woman’s involvement in criminal matters, both victim and perpetrator. Fiona lives in Queensland, Australia with her writer husband and three children.

Just Wondering
So I put this video up the other day and the title was "How To Create A Sexy Pop Star" and I got 2 thumbs down on the video. Now I really don't care that they did that, I'm just wondering why they did. Is it cause they thought the title was stupid and didn't watch the video and/or the video was stupid too. Or was it cause that they found out that their favorite pop stars really can't sing and they don't write their own songs. You be the judge and let me know what you think about this video.

Oorah !!- Very Well Said!!! A Must Read
Think about this: If you don't want to forward this for fear of offending someone-----YOU'RE PART OF THE PROBLEM !!!! Will we still be the Country of choice and still be America if we continue to make the changes forced on us by the people from other countries that came to live in America because it is the Country of Choice?????? Think about it! All we have to say is, when will they do something about MY RIGHTS? I celebrate Christmas...........but because it isn't celebrated by everyone.............we can no longer say Merry Christmas. Now it has to be Season's Greetings. It's not Christmas vacation, it's Winter Break. Isn't it amazing how this winter break ALWAYS occurs over the Christmas holiday? We've gone so far the other way, bent over backwards to not offend anyone, that I am now being offended. But it seems that no one has a problem with that. This says it all! This is an editorial written by an American citizen, published in a Tampa, FL Newspaper. He

A Special Thanks To Everyone
i just want to express my deepest thanks for today and teh past few days. everyone has been wonderful and has made my birthday so great and wish i could give each and everyone of you a big hug.

Men And Woman
another blog from dr romello Q&A Q & A biaaaaaaatches... Q: How long should a girl wait to start having sex with her bf, someone they just started dating, or someone you just met...? Answer: Now, it's hard really to put a time table on these... In my opinion, whenever your ready, just let things happen.. you both will know when your ready.. there will be some wet "kitty" (meeeow) involved with some good wood.. haha You could be talking to someone for a while, but never met.. And then have sex with them the first time you do hangout... Then end up dating them for 3yrs or even getting married... Bottom line is, there arent any rules,no times table.. Some people like to wait.. cool, good for them... Others, just are a sexual person.. to each to his own...!!!! it's all about the vibe.. You just have to ask yourself some questions. Is having sex with this person in keeping with my values? If your a freak.. YES.. hahaha Everyone has different values.. just k

Almost Kinky
Imaginative, erotic, passionate You prefer to have one partner and to try everything with them. You have an enormous sexual appetite, and you often create sexy scenarios to play out with your significant other but have tendencies to have sex with Nuns which you figure makes it ok seeing that they are Pure until after you get with them. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Sinking Hopes
I just read a blog bitching about another blog--lamenting that stupid people are allowed to have children and can somehow access the internet without supervision. (Classy, Jim.) So I thought I'd share my own story of someone I thought maybe should have been forcibly sterilized. About five years ago, I worked at a university as a writing tutor. Students would make appointments, and we'd spend an hour or so looking over their writing. I'd help them with structure, answer any questions they had, give them feedback on their writing, make suggestions for revision, and the like. All in all, it was a good gig. There was little supervision, and I spent much of my time being terribly un-helpful. One semester, though, there was a young woman who was ASSIGNED to work with me. She had to come in twice a week for help with her Basic Writing assignments (remedial writing--remediation at its best really--the recycling of shit writing into even more shit). This girl was... a piece. o

Battlestar Galactica Rip!
Sorry! but going into Geek Mode for a few! BATTLESTAR GALACTICA is now done. BSG to be CANCELLED by NBC SCI FI CHANNEL MARK STERN 4th season will spell the end of the show by SciFi channel. Edward James Olmos, leading cast member of the show has revealed to the Press: "It's the final season [of Battlestar Galactica]" Speaking with the press, Battlestar actor Edward James Olmos said that the fourth season of the show would be the last. If you liked Battlestar Galactica, the person responsible for making the programming decisions like this is the same questionable programming director at Sci Fi channel named MARK STERN that put fake wrestling onto the channel meant for science fiction movies. And the same questionable employee that decided to move BSG around on the schedule, interrupting the successful Friday Night synergy with BSG & STARGATE, where BSG then floundered in the ratings. STARGATE & BSG had made a good team. The synergy with BSG and Stargate

Music Vids...
Hello CT ers. I uploaded some videos. Most are uploaded by me on youtube, dailymotion..etc. So check them out and rate them. Ill get alot of them uploaded but its going to take a few days when I find time.

Females
why do females say they love a guy but when it comes down to it there just full of shit . for me i'm tired of hearing this shit.they need to really learn the diff of love for those who wanna know it's love is a hot injection in the middle section with no objections! to all those who are offened well fuck u

Dumb Parents
Hello all I am writting this cz, my wifes kids father, (my step children) thinks he is god. But he knows better than to cross my path. This man is a women beater, and a child beater. He needs to dissaper forever. I so hate this person, he thinks he is a father, but he really is not. I would give anything to have 3 minutes alone with him, cz that is all I would need...... Well talk to you later...

What U Do....
For so long i've waited. Patiently, Quietly, Without a single sound! Amidst the shadows, hidden by the darkness of the heart. Feelings, strong and intense, Like nothing ive ever felt before. Holding them inside, Swelling, with all the love and passion I feel for you. Hiding my feelings from you, like i hide my face from prying eyes. Acting like a friend, and a fool. Wanting so much, to be more. Prayers. Made in the night, to a god who never listens. Wishes, made upon starts that sparkle so bright, but inevitably fade out. All of them, for happiness. All for love. All for you. All for naught. Losing all the hopes i had, feeling those warm dreams die. Taking a part of me with them, thinking it will never be. Then, Unexpectedly, A ray of light. A shimmer of hope. A great silver blade, to cut away the darkness. Hopes return. Memories remembered. Those powerfuly moving feelings, Come back to my heart. Tearing away the darkness, me

Love
Love is being happy for the other person when they are happy being sad for the person when they are sad being together in good times and being together in bad times Love is the source of strength Love is being honest with yourself at all times being honest with the other person at all times and never pretending Love is the source of reality Love is an understanding that is so complete that you feel as if you are a part of the other person accepting the other person just the way they are and not trying to change them to be something else Love is the source of unity Love is the freedom to pursue your own desires while sharing your experiences with the other person the growth of the one individual alongside of and together with the growth of another individual Love is the source of success Love is the excitement of planning things together the excitement of doing things together Love is the source of the future Love is the fu

Mother Trucker
Hello everyone, as most of you know i was with a guy who i was madly in love with. Everything was fine. up until his devorse came near, then everything started to change. I tryed everything in my power to help him. All he did was push me away.Soo in turn, I started pushing him away. I started talkin to people on the net, texting people, talking to other people more than i would talk to him. Then I got sick of it. I tryed so hard to bring him back to me. I did everything for him. I cooked, i cleanned, i washed his clothes for work, i made sure he had a lunch to take to work. Then one day he just snaped! He broke down and told me he was still in love with me, told me he was planning on leaving me for another woman. Then told me he wasen't gunna do it, and took every females number out of his phone right infront of me! We even went and got his number changed! but no, there was this one older woman that he had to call and thats when i knew it was over. I had done everything in my power to

Before I Was A Mother....
Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom I! never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put them down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom - I didn'

Do The Math
ROMANCE MATHEMATICS Smart man + smart woman = romance Smart man + dumb woman = affair Dumb man + smart woman = marriage Dumb man + dumb woman = pregnancy ______________________________ SHOPPING MATH A man will pay $20 for a $10 item he needs. A woman will pay $10 for a $20 item that she doesn't need. _____________________________ GENERAL EQUATIONS & STATISTICS A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband. A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife. A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend. A successful woman is one who can find such a man. _____________________________ HAPPINESS To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little. To be happy with a woman, you must love her a lot and not try to understand her at all. ______________________________ LONGEVITY Married men live longer than single men do, but married men are a lot more willing to die. ______________________________ PROP

Bible Beaters!!
Yeah, I'm talking about the folks that run this site. Almost any piece of art I put on this site, some idiot prude(closet pervert) tags as NSFW. WTF! Bunch of effin' nonsense!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You freaking closet perverts should come out and set yourself free from your sick minds and stop messing with folks pictures. In other words... get a life! Free your mind and your pervert ass will follow.. Freaking morons.

F In Royal Shithead,the Fallouts Sent.
For Me: This was half the List.With me any Downrater of Morphs is performing a Cardinal Sin.If this was he Old West.I would have watched him Swing from the Hangman's Noose. 15 min ago · Lord Tackybotto... rated your photo a '1'! 25 min ago · Lord Tackybotto... rated your photo a '1'! 25 min ago · Lord Tackybotto... rated your photo a '1'! 25 min ago · Lord Tackybotto... rated your photo a '1'! 25 min ago · Lord Tackybotto... rated your photo a '1'! 26 min ago · Lord Tackybotto... rated your photo a '1'! 26 min ago · Lord Tackybotto... rated your photo a '1'! 26 min ago · Lord Tackybotto... rated your photo a '1'! 26 min ago · Lord Tackybotto... rated your photo a '1'! 26 min ago · Lord Tackybotto... rated your photo a '1'! 26 min ago · Lord Tackybotto... rated your photo a '1'! 26 min ago · Lord Tackybotto... rated your photo a '1'! 26 min ago · Lord Tackybotto... rated your photo a '1'! 27 min ago · Lord Tackybotto... rated your photo a '1'

Quotes N Sayings
~If Stupidity Is Contagious...Then Keep Your Dumbass Away From Me... ~Too often, we loose sight of life's simple pleasures. Remember when someone annoys you, it takes 42 muscles to frown, BUT it only takes 4 muscles to extend your arm and b****-slap the mother-f***er upside the head. ~I dont make mistakes I just date them ~I'm trying to imagine you with a personality. ~I'm not your type, I'm not inflatable ~Does your train of thought have a caboose? ~Warning: Objects in mirror are dumber than they appear ~Your my inspiration of what NOT to be ~I Refuse To Have A Battle Of Wits With An Unarmed Person ~If you can't dazzle them with brilliance, then baffle them with bullshit. ~If ignorance is bliss, why aren't more people happy? ~Okay, okay, I take it back! UnFuck you! ~Mommy, I wanna grow up to be a neurotic bitch just like you. ~A bachelor is a man whom women are still sampling. ~Behind every argument is someone's ignorance ~You have the c

Letters From Nobody (the Dragon Journals) Pt. 17
some days life just gets so damn boring anymore. Ever have the strange feeling that you were out of your body and watching as an innocent bystander from a distance? In centuries past, the Ancient One has felt that way many times...too numerous to count or mention. Sometimes I have the uncanny ability to do it just as a release from this void in life. Or lifetimes... Ah, to just once feel the actual sting of Death's sweet hand on my shoulder beckoning me home. What a glorious day that will be in the story of this old de-humanified dragon. To ride the gossamer wings of Death's angel and look into the void and the expanse of time after lifetimes. To laugh in glorious wonder at those who think they have it all figured out already and are yet barely from their teens. Hahahaha. To livie as I have lived, and cheated Death his just rewards so many times; only now to allow him full control and reign over my soul. To allow him to take me from this cold, bitter humanized world and plant my fee

What's Important
Often people attempt to live their lives backwards; than try to have more things, or more money, in order to do more of what they want so that they will be happier. The way it actually works is the reverse. You must first be who you really are, then, do what you need to do. In order to have what you want. What really matters is what you do with what you have. You have to accept whatever comes and the only important thing is that you meet it with the best you have to give. Follow your passion. Live your life the way you want too. What makes you happy. Who has the power to stop you from being happy. Only you have that power; no one else. Your only here for a short visit. Don't hurry, don't worry. And be sure to smell the flowers along the way. Get pleasures out of life; as much as you can. Nobody ever died from pleasure. If you break your neck, if you have nothing to eat, if you don't have a roof over your head ~ then you have problems. Everything else is just an inconvenien

New Chainsaw Dissection Cd Out!
NEW CHAINSAW DISSECTION CD OUT CALLED THE DEVILS CARNAGE. 9 THUNDEROUS TRACKS OF BRUTALLITY!! CD'S ARE PROFESSIONALLY PRINTED AND ARE $13.00 EACH, S AND H INCLUDED. SOUND SAMPLES ARE ON... WWW.MYSPACE.COM/CHAINSAWDISSECTION WELL HIDDEN CASH, MONEY ORDERS OR PAYPAL ACCEPTED. EMAIL FOR MORE INFO.

Madd Woman
i was just sitting around and started writing one night and this is what i got. love it or hate it doesnt make a diff. to me.but feel free to leave comments. confessions of a madd madd woman Dont doubt the need for escape from the ties that bind. some sort of altered state of mind the release we all must find its not all in my mind its in my heart and soul i am eye trying to b complete and whole fillin in the painful holes created by flaws that cannot b controled i exist and no not y need meaning to this maddness the logic eye hold is my own and i must own it for all its worth worthiness effortless dreams paralizing me coating my mind w/ a slick sicness called life betraying my wants to fullfill the needs of others bottling selfconspirisies to fake a sane face blinding paranoia blocks the light of the sun darkness conceals the real faces eye hold in attempts to portray the norm of all im not an extrodinary person no way to be special needing reco

Letters From Nobody (the Dragon Journals) Pt. 3
In many ways the old dragon is angry....Angry that it cannot take its own life, because if it does it will doom itself to an eternity of darkness and tortured horrors. I t has lived through enough of this darkness and horror while it existed here. Angry because it is immortal and the only way to really end its life IS to take it itself. Angry that it cannot see the true love it once knew once more or ever.... It feels as if she left it too soon to go on. Left it centuries ago, yet as if only yesterday....

Hold Fast To Dreams
Hold fast your dreams, they shelter you through lonely nights, gently they become the pillow, that puts destination in your sights. Hold tight the memories, the heart ach that burns, for the one who wins, is the one who remembers and learns. Nurture the moments, handle with care, for destiny states, for each heart there`s a pair. Cast off the anger, and its deep rooted seed, remember t'was anger , that caused your heart to bleed, Snuggle each memory, a warm blanket held tight, bringing you vision, guidance, sunlight. Push away despair, nurture the hope, so impossible it seems, but the only way out, is to hold fast to dreams.

I Am The Flames
Everchanging Flames upon the world Never staying put Life in a whirl They keep on going Through thick and thin The hardest times are found When we search within The blazing hellfire Which we call our souls The fire that burns in you The fire that burns in me The fire that makes us we This is what I am The embodiment of change The element of surprise The union of two people In one sweet flame The fire is in us all...

Dear Dr Rob,,,,
Dear Dr. Rob, I am confused maybe you can help me with this. Recently my ex-boyfriend broke up with me. We met when my previous boyfriend and I broke up two years ago, and he was one of the few male friends I could count on. About a month and a half ago we decided that we wanted to be more than just friends and started dating exclusively. Both he and I knew what we were getting ourselves into as far as our issues. I put my cards on the table and told him that if I got wind of he doing anything stupid IE cheating or using illegal substances it would be over, I did not want to deal with any of that. My only request was that if he made plans with me or if something came up that he let me know so I wouldn't be wasting my time waiting, worrying or anything else. Well the problem started last weekend. It was his birthday and he had to work so I told him that hopefully I would see him at some point to give him his gifts and take him out to dinner or lunch or something. He then to

For The Females On Cherrytap...
Hi ladies, CT SingleWhiteMale seeks SingleWhite(or Black)Female in Connecticut... I am a single white male in New Haven Connecticut. I was born july 3rd, 1975. I am looking for an older sexxy BBW to date. If you’re interested then please reply to this message and feel free to ask me anything. I do hope to hear from you soon. RSVP, -sean- fseanb

A Lot Of Work
SO I JUST MOVED OUT OF MY MOM'S HOUSE FOR THE 2ND TIME BUT THIS TIME I DID IT ALONE. IT'S A LITTLE LONELY AND SCARY AT THE SAME TIME BUT I LIKE IT. I LOVE HAVING MY FREEDOM AGAIN I FORGOT HOW GOOD IT FELT TO WAKE UP AND WALK AROUND IN JUST MY PANTIES AND NOT WORRY ABOUT ANYONE BEING THERE TO SAY SOMETHING LOL...I DON'T HAVE MY COMPUTER OVER THERE YET THAT'LL TAKE A WEEK OR TWO SO I CAN GET ON HERE WHEN I CAN BUT THOSE WHO KNOW MY NUMBER CAN FEEL FREE TO GIVE ME A JINGLE ANYTIME DOESN'T MATTER :) ALRIGHT EVERYONE HAVE A GOOD DAY!!!

Basic Altar
NEEDED: Permanant Items table-waist high when standing black altar cloth-only used for alter athame-black handled knife (must be black to draw everything in itself) (held in projecting hand mostly, except for banishing) nocturnal portal-round type of scrying tool that must be black (IE: magick mirror one side of the glass is painted black ON EACH SIDE OF THE NOCTURNAL PORTAL: black taper candle-(silver for a full moon celebration)in front of the portal place a censer (IE: incense holder) FARTHER BEHIND THE TAPERS: God and Goddess images or symbols (God to the right Goddess to the left) ALSO NEEDED PERMANANT: special black outfit-used only for ritual TEMPORARY TOOLS FOR CALLING AIR: stick of incense-place to the EAST edge of the altar(sandalwood or lavender) FOR CALLING FIRE: red candle-place to the SOUTH of the altar-(taper or votive) FOR CALLING WATER: simple cup of water-place to the WEST of the altar FOR CALLING EARTH: small bit of salt-pl

Painful Anger
this is what happened to me on friday June 8th. I spent the night at my bosses and his wife house because I had to be to work by 8, after work I planned on picking up my kids and going over to my sister's house to collect some of the money she owes me. Mind you she has not made a payment in two months and I am gtting very angry because I have two kids to take care of. So I get to my mom's house in a bad mood and guess who is there? My two sisters that owe me money. I walk over to the van to see if they got money for me and of course they dont, they rather do drugs than pay me back, so I already mad. I ask my other sister if she has money for me to pay for the bed I bought her on a loan and she says no to. I tell her fine then I am going to come repo my bed because you are not going to pay me and I am tired of your games. That is when everything went wrong. She called me a bitch and stating talking about my house and my kids. So I punched her in the face. Things really got bad after tha

Come In And Have Fun At Christeena's
http://groups.msn.com/ChristeenasPlace This is a group for Albertians to meet eachother and make friends.I know it is hard to meet and make friends in the cities so I thought this would be a great way to do it.Please make sure your asl is in your profile.Please come in and have fun.

Men!
For all those men who say, Why buy a cow when you can get milk for free. Here's an update for you: Now days, 80% of women are against marriage, WHY? Because women realize it's not worth buying an entire pig just to get a little sausage. Men are like.... 1. Men are like ...Laxatives ..... They irritate the crap out of you. 2. Men are like.Bananas . The older they get, the less firm they are. 3. Men are like Weather . Nothing can be done to change them. 4. Men are like Blenders You need One, but you're not quite sure why. 5. Men are like .....Chocolate Bars .... Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips. 6. Men are like ....Commercials ....... You can't believe a word they say. 7. Men are like Department Stores ..... Their clothes are always 1/2 off. 8. Men are like ......Government Bonds .... They take soooooooo long to mature. 9. Men are like .....Mascara . They usually run at the first sign of emotion. 10. Men are like .Popcorn ....... They satisfy you, but

Uber Cherry - Pwnage! O'rly? Ya Rly!
Woooot, so I just ranked up to Uber Cherry. Uber being the German for over makes me kinda confused as to what exactly an over cherry is, but there ya go! Muchos grassy-ass to all you guys that keep rating all my shit, even though I'm way fuckin lazy about rating yours! The God of Donkeys loves you all! Thanks again, Paul

Finally
As most of you know from the pictures, my wife and I purchased a new home here in Sarasota. The closing date is set for June 28. I contacted the moving company, and they should have our furnishings delivered by July 3. So, I purchased tickets for my wife and kids to make their final move to here. They are scheduled to fly on July 1 (18 more days)... It's been more than a month since I've seen my daughters, but my wife and son made a trip down here over Memorial Day weekend, so at least I got to see some of my family. Anyway, the countdown has begun, and I am ready to get out of this apartment living and back into a house with my family.

I Love You
I Love You I love you. From the moment I first laid eyes on you, I knew you were the one for me. Now that I have you, all I want to do is be with you all the time. Walking hand in hand, together, we enjoy each other’s company. And we fight the ones who get in our way. How I’ve longed for you all my life. You mean the world to me. I love you. From the moment we part in the late hours of the afternoon, until the next time I see you, all I think is you. You are constantly on my mind... the fun memories we had, the unpleasant memories we had, they keep coming back to me when we're apart. So powerful, so fierce, everyone moves back to give you space. And yet, holding you gently and not squeezing you tight, yes, that’s how you like to be held. I hold you the way I would hold a tiny sparrow and I will never let go of you. It feels so nice when I put my hands around you. Gentle strokes, I try to feel you intensely. I have so much passion for you. I close my eyes and try to

Thursday
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "Taken by powerful thoughts of lust, thou casts thy spell. Unveiled thy flesh to taunt this innocence. The ripe breast of the temptress calls the loyal one to indulge of it. The warrior unbeaten, stands helpless in thy presence. Thy lips, cherry red, speak sweetly and beckon the moment of insane passion. Whispers of pleasure forthcoming. Moments alive with passion and rapturous delight. Weak of the battle, I concede and captured is thy stance. Fallen, again this day to the trappings of the flesh." © 1999 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

The Angry American Part 5
As most of you have noticed by the present bulletin posting...tha they ave found the ID cards of the missing American soldiers in an Al-Qudia safe house, along with video, and weapons. The article goes on to say that troops engaged in a fire fight from some nearby trees, and two soldiers were wounded before the Air Strike wiped the rag headed mother fuckers out. This has been an on going thing so it seems, these fucking rag headed asshats think that we're going to give in, the way I see it, every AMERICAN life taken, we take 100 of them. I said it all from the beginning, that we just turn the middle east into a great big glass parking lot. Fuck'em, who cares about the Koran (I wipe my ass with pages of it daily), who cares about ALLAH, I don't give a fuck about allah, he's an asshat too. I don't give two shits about the whole religion thing, I could care less, I could care less about politics, think it's time we stop worrying about the civilian casualties, and start worrying abou

The Little Big Ranch Needs Help !!
http://www.moneyjarfund.com/viewoffers.asp?or=true&j=142&h=213 Hi my name is Dennis Im the owner of the Little Big Ranch.and I take in retired horses so they can go on living and be happy.The cost of this is getting to much for me to do with out asking for some help.If you click on the link above you can help me feed the horses.You can also join and make some cash for your self.please take five minutes and look at it.this is no scam you can call me at 904-282-6039 for more info: plaese repost this and help keep it going. Thank you for your time Dennis L Dean The Little Big Ranch p.s Its always free.

Photo Ratings
I try to keep up with everyone that rates my photos- but sometimes because i post alot of mumms i dont get to see all the people that rated me, if you have rating me and I have not returned the favor please let me knoe. thank you and have a great night

Happy Father's Day!
DADDY’S GIRL When you were young, pony-tailed, face full of playful freckles, were you a daddy's girl? I was. I still am. Did you look to him for your security, for love and attention, for the understanding, and the patience you lacked as a child? My daddy was the center of my small world, the focus of my affections, the star that lit my life, shining bright. Shining still in my heart. The years have led me here, weathered with maturity and responsibilities, and I see more clearly now. The hardships, burdens of love, and all the small sacrifices he made for me, for our family. He created stability, a place to call home. All the photographs I browse through of a child long forgotten, scarcely remembered smiling, so happy and so loved. The mere thought of becoming that role model is enough to send me cowering, afraid... looking for guidance. Turning to my father and my more for support, advice, wise counsel, and for approval. Grown up,

Video Of Me Getting....
A new video of me getting undressed out of a dress that my partner decided to catch on the cam! Enjoy! http://www.boysfood.com/uploaded-videos/9641/0.html Just uploaded so it might not work for 5 minutes yet!

Take Your Survey And Shove It Up Your Ass
I just made it 20% through one of the stupid things just to tell me I don't qualify anymore because I don't buy chicken from fast food places. What a waste of time. Pre-qualified? You can take your surveys and shove them up your ass!

Out Of The Rain
I've got a crush on you You turn me on It's hitting home again, what I left behind I don't want to sleep alone I don't want to go home I don't want to walk the streets I want to satisfy your needs Cos, that's what life's about Cos, that's what love's about She says "no, no, no, no, no, never again" She says "no ,no, no, no, no never again" You've got nothing to loose So just hear me out again I don't understand why people say I just don't give a damn I don't want to make the same mistake I don't want to waste another day I don't want to play another game I want to make it up this way Cos, that's what life's about Cos, that's what love's about She says "no, no, no, no, no, never again" I say "no, no, no, no, no never again" Take me out of the rain Take me out of the rain Some say, I stepped out of line Some say, just leave it all behind It's never too late, to turn it around It's never too late, to turn it around All I want is you tonight All I wan

Rip Sly
Sly was put down this morning. His body was dying but his spirit would not let go...After a week of keeping down no food or water his spunky lovin life ass was still alive but in pain and discomfort. I was hoping for a peaceful death in my arms here at home as others before him have done but that was not in the cards. Mommy loves you sly... have fun with your buddies that have moved on with you... much love.

The Ashley Marc James Hoax.
04 December what else was written this day? The Ashley Marc James Hoax. Once more I have been forced to read one of those wetware viruses where the code and method of transmittion is run on human brains using say email or IM. Courtney: If someone by the name of Ashley Marc James wants to add you to their list dont accept it. Its a virus. Tell everyone on your list because if somebody on your list adds them you will get it too. It is a hard drive killer and a very horrible virus. Please pass this on to everyone on your list. We need to find out who is using this accounts. Sorry for the inconvenience. Right click on your group name of your buddy list and click Send Message to all. Copy and paste it. (I'd love to know who this Courtney is). A quick search would already show that this information is fake. But that's the subtalty of the con trick. The call to action orders you to tell every one you know. What is strange is the number of people that obey such an orde

Prayers
Breathing in and Breathing out My head leaned back my hands are tied I stand in here alone I Scream, question why Days slip by and nights I taste These memories run through my veins This medication can't save me And desperation, takes hold of me I wanted to believe in all of this I wanted to believe in you All i am, all i have Leads me down these roads again Take my hand, Show me the way And never bring me back here Determination is pushing me Persverance, is what i bleed These are my unanswered prayers The time has come for me to say goodbye God hear me calling

Dovecote Foulness
Dovecote foulness Uneasy encounters with the human race Cutting my soul ,slapping my face I am just questing like all other men Trying to find my place Looking to fit in Picking up scraps thrown at me Like my human deformities are so easy to see Socially inept that is plain to see Kept in the dark no light to see The eclipse from time past the first lessons that seem to last Chained to the flesh in which I walk I have never felt the sands so hot Gasping for air in this gloomy place Feeling disgusted I am of the same race. Scott baker

I Apologize For Being So Busy Lately...
NAIL IN THE FENCE Make sure you read all the way down to the last sentence. (Most importantly the last sentence) There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His Father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence. The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence. Finally the day came when the boy didn't lose his temper at all. He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper. The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone. The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence He sa

Question To Myself
this question to myself is odd cause i already know the answer but do i really want to trouble seems to follow my family but do i want to go away from them do i leave disappear like the gypsy i am or do i stay and tough it out as i have done before but i am tired and thats part of the problem with fighting everyday to jsut keep my sister safe and not have anything that has happen to me happen to her but i know if i do disappear then she wont have someone to confide in and she needs me i might not being going through waht she is now but i went through other things and am stronger for it now i jsut need to keep going and not give up i've never quit before and i won't quit now.

You Know You Wanna
im starting a contest..its north vs south vs east vs west.... i need 1 person from each side..so thats a total of 4 ppl... the gift will be a big pimpin gift of your choice (maybe the mansion if i have enough but no promises) contest starts as soon as i get my 4 ppl.. it will run for 1 week from the start date.. also when inquiring pls let me know what side you are representing..thanks rules are 1.you must have a salute to enter. 2.no body thats is new may bomb your contest or you will be deleted 3.you must live on the side you are representing and tell me what state 4.and you have to rate and fan the host LOVLYMOM (CLUB F.A.R)~MEMBER OF THE SYNDICATE~CT WIFE TO ALMOND JOY@ CherryTAP (repost of original by 'mysticaldreams~Owner mysticdreams~ place~Proud member of the confederate bombers family of CT~' on '2007-06-23 16:48:01')

*shrugs*
my grey and empty hide away inside me I let the tears that wouldnt leave me build a cage around my weakest pieces my soul is broken my trust rubbed raw and ragged my faith in love...not what it was I can't bear for you to see all these parts I don't want; all these things I wish weren't part of me so much to tell but no good way to say it scared to death of the after effect; still afraid of more pain I've bled too much to bleed again terrified of being happy.. there are too many ways to take it from me

Horoscope
True connection can be a little bit frightening; it means that all the defenses and masks you carry around get stripped away. When you see the right opportunity, though, you'll realize the risk is worth it. So, I guess all you guys out there should answer me this... Are you worth it?

Tenstrip
Hey everyone. This is just a shameless blog to let people know about my band. If you like rock and metal, you will love us. We are somewhere between Nirvana and Metallica. If you want to check out the music go to www.myspace.com/tenstrip Check it out!! Peace!

The Decision
Every day I sit and I think. I think about ways to stop this pain that I feel in my heart. Is it really worth it. Is he really worth all this aggrivation. He was my first love. But now I am just confused. Does he still love me? Or is there someone else. I lie awake at night thinking. I can't get him off my mind. Why do I love him so much? When all he wants to do is make me feel more pain. Does he get a pleasure from my pain. I ask myself everyday. Why do I still love him? Why can't I just move on with my life? I sit and think, so confused. Do I still love him? Should I move on? Why is this decision so hard? Why is it hard to let someone go? Maybe its because I don't wanna hurt his feelings. Maybe its just too hard for me to do. But its not hard at all. I do love him. There is an old saying that when you love someone let em go if they come back then you know your love is real. That's when you know that he is the

Brain Teaser Test
Congratulations! Your score is in the 91st percentile. This means that if one hundred people took the test with you, your score would rank higher than 90 of them on average. When we analyzed your test, we also discovered that when it comes to linguistic-mathematical ability, you measure in the 100th percentile. This score indicates you have unusually strong abilities when it comes to understanding numerical representation in words or "word problems." You're highly proficient at translating words into numbers. This can be very useful when solving a problem in real life. When people are discussing a vague problem that needs a specific solution, you're able to cut through the extraneous information to a clear answer.

Unrequited Love
You know people. This really sucks. There is a person on here, and several other sites, that is very closely connected to me. And yes, I do love her, more than anything in the world. But, as of lately, it seems that she doesn't even care that I exist. I'm choosing not to mention her name, just to avoid any possible problems. But those of you that truly know me well, know who I am talking about. When we first met, everything seemed perfect. She was the most perfect person in the world to me, I couldn't have asked to meet someone any better. After we had known each other for about 3 months, she decided to come visit me. The original plans were for her to come up here, and stay for about 2 weeks, then go back home. Well, things didn't quite happen that way. She ended up staying with me for about a month. Which was perfectly fine with me. She went back home, and, within a few days of her being back home, she called and asked me what I thought about her just moving in with me. This

My Salute
I will post a salute photo as soon as I figure out how to use my camera phone to take one. I know all my friends are wondering what I look like and want to make sure I am real. I am sorry I haven't done this yet but I am lucky enough to know how to use this computer. Just Kidding I just have to figure out how to use this damn phone. Ok well God Bless All who read this. And for those who don't to bad for them. Thanks SFLDAD2003

Could Yah? Would Yah? Please???
I could really use some help here to win a 30 day blast. Contest started Sunday night, June 24th, and runs for a month. I need to be one of the first 5 entrants to reach 75000 comments, in order to win one of the 5 blasts he is giving away. Thanks ahead of time... Just Meee here is the link.

It's 2 A.m.
I said that the 27th was my b-day!! OOPS!! I meant the 28th!! To all of my family, fans, ans friends..... I'm back!! Sorry I've been gone so long!! Missed all of you!! Hope to get back in contact with you soon!!

Wishin I Was Drinkin
today is another boreing day in ohio. i kinda wanna go out and do something. its one of those days where i dont wanna be stuck in the house, but i have a crap load of stuff stareing me in the face. i need to clean the house, and get ready for camping this weekend.... maybe i will go for a long walk tonight. that sounds kinda nice. maybe if i am lucky i will settle down with a nice ice cold smirnoff ice after :) ahhh sounds goood. i think my family actually likes my boyfriend. no one has said cross word about him yet. they are actually being nice and respectful! if you knew my family , you would know how big of a strech that is!!!!! well take care everone, and if you cant be good, be good at it!

Ratatouille
RATATOUILLE Pronunciation: rah-tê-TWEE, rah-tê-TU-ee Hear it! Part of Speech: Noun, mass (no plural) Meaning: A vegetable stew, originating in Nice, consisting of eggplant, zucchini, tomatoes, peppers, and onions, prepared in or with olive oil. RECIPE HERE. Notes: French borrowings that have not been assimilated into English usually sound beautiful to English ears. Today's Good Word, however, sounds a little facetious due to its similarity to 'rat-a-tat-tat', the onomatopoetic word for the sound of a machine gun. So facetious it is, in fact, that the Disney Corporation is using this word as the title of its recent feature cartoon that attempts to extend the cuteness of Mickey Mouse to rats. (Wonder why Walt himself preferred mice?) In Play: This word is arcane enough that the subtitle of the Disney film is a pronunciation guide for the title: 'RATATOUILLE (Rat-a-too-ee)'. However, the dish is delicious when properly created, so its name should be more popula

Here They Are
these are the sexiest moms on CT go and show your love..the contest will open at 6pm est thats in 1hr. so get ready and show them your love...good luck ladies.. OK AND THERE THEY ARE..THERE ARE STILL OPENEINGS IF YOU WISH TO JOIN IN THE SEXIEST MOM ON CT CONTEST...YOU CAN CONTACT LOVLYMOM BY SENDING YOUR PIC LINK TO HER CT MAIL..THANKS AGAIN LADIES FOR JOINING REMEMBER TO HAVE LOTSA FUN AND GOOD LUCK LOVLYMOM CT WIFEY TO ALMOND JOY

Sophie Pic Box
Good mornnin all you wonderfull cherries just thought i would put sum pics up here of Sophie for every one to see. I am not sure yet If I will be putting any up in my albums as I don't want any one putting rude comments on her pics. time will tell.but for now there are a few here as well as on my main page.

Transformers And Other Nonsense
well as some of you know, last night, mikey and myself went to lafayette to watch the new transformers movie. i had a really good time. it was such a great movie, that i think i may have to buy it when it comes out on video. 2 very enthusiastic thumbs up! that's pretty odd for me because the more movies that come out, the harder it is for me to find one that i really like. they just don't make them like they used to. i know some of you will agree with me on that one! anyway....thanx to mikey for the great time and the movie, cuz it was awesome! so anyway, yeah it's the 4th today and i'm just sitting here not doing a damn thing. kinda bored and waiting for a certain someone to get online, but it appears he has other things to do today. how dare he have a life! haha just kidding. anyway i'm about to head over to my best friend's house to play some guitar hero. it's my game, but she kidnapped it last night while i was at the movies, so i must go retrieve it now. i'm having withdrawels. l

Sex
How Good In Bed Are You?Congratulations, according to our experts, you scored : 100% which makes you ExcellentYou are an expert in the bedroom. You know how to please your partner and keep them coming back and begging for moreHow Good In Bed Are You, find out at NaughtyQ.com

4th Of July Pics
Well I uploaded a few. But looks like CT is acting up. I have more to upload but I keep getting Error: upload not completed successfully.. try again? I used firefox. i have reoboted, refreshed and its not letting me upload them. I have tried everything. I went to the support lounge with no help.. I will try and upload the rest later. CT has me pissed at the moment :(

A Trip To The Lake
Let me just say off the top of it that all in all it was a nice trip. Oh, I know that some of you might say, "How could you enjoy it out there with all the rain?" Well, that's an easy one to answer. It didn't rain all day every day, just every day it rained some. As usual, the neighboring RV'ers were friendly and even helpful from time to time when the electrical modular in the trailer went afoul and I had to come back home to get a trickle chargers. Using that to over-ride the malfunctioning one that is built in worked very satisfactorily. I pulled the trailer into Hickory Hill RV camp on Wed, the 25th in the early afternoon. I only paid for three days, as the good spots were all taken and I had to select a pad that was about as far from the lake as could be. I was hoping one would open up in that time. One did, and I moved to the very nice spot that I had had last November right on the water. Besides, the little electrical problem, there was the problem of firewood thieve

I Am The Girl....
I am the Girl......... I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than in an expensive restaurant... I'm the girl who says, "Okay, but you owe me..." jokingly. Not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you and I care... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you.. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss.. I'm the girl who you can talk to abo

Signs And Sy Mptoms
What Are the Signs and Symptoms of Cystic Fibrosis? Most of the symptoms of cystic fibrosis (CF) are caused by the thick, sticky mucus. The most common symptoms include: Frequent coughing that brings up thick sputum, or phlegm (flem). Frequent bouts of bronchitis and pneumonia. They can lead to inflammation and permanent lung damage. Salty-tasting skin. Dehydration. Infertility (mostly in men). Ongoing diarrhea or bulky, foul-smelling, and greasy stools. Huge appetite but poor weight gain and growth. This is called "failure to thrive." It is a result of chronic malnutrition because you do not get enough nutrients from your food. Stomach pain and discomfort caused by too much gas in your intestines. CF can also lead to other medical problems, including: Sinusitis. The sinuses are air-filled spaces behind your eyes, nose, and forehead. They produce mucus and help keep the lining of your nose moist. When the sinuses become swollen, they get blocked with mucus and

Today Is Sativa's Girls Birthday
Sativa's Girl@ CherryTAPGo show her some BIRTHDAY LOVE everyone!!! Happy Birthday to you!! Happy Birthday to you!! Hurry up and and leave TN cause I really miss you!!! giggles I love you GIRL!! And I hope that you areCustom Comments and More @ † Dark Angel Designz †

Soldier Poem
** For all of our soldiers out there .. either at home with their families or over seas fighting for us ... GOD BLESS YOU!! May you always know you are appreciated and loved. ** Pain Is My Passion If I ever go to war Mom, Please don't be afraid. There are some things I must do, To keep the promise that I made. I'm sure there will be some heartache, And I know that you'll cry tears, But your son is a Soldier now, Mom, There is nothing you should fear. If I ever go to war Dad, I know that you'll be strong. But you won't have to worry, Cause you taught me right from wrong. You kept me firmly on the ground, yet still taught me how to fly. Your son is a Soldier now Dad, I love you Hooah, Even if I die. If I ever go to war Bro, There are some things I want to say. You've always had my back, and I know it's my time to repay. You'll always be my daybreak, through all of life's dark clouds, Your brother is a Soldier now, Bro, I promise I'll make you proud. If I ever

Let’s Tell The Truth
“Let’s tell the Truth” By Paul Mays 07/11/07 You’ve heard it, we all have … Allah Ackbar! . Screamed from off camera men as road side explosive devices devastate a Hummer with the Honored solders inside, stated by Islamic speakers addressing crowds as they repeat it in unison. We see rolling across the bottom of the screens across the land the translation of “ God is Great “ . Well lets set the record straight on exactly what’s going on. Allah Ackbar is translated to “ Allah is the Greatest “ . In the western world we think that Allah is the same God of say the Catholic Church or Judaism. And we translate Allah to God. I submit that would be the same as translating some ancient Greek text as Speaking of Zeus as the same as speaking of Quetzalcoatl the Mayan’s left drawings and text of. They are not the same. The Allah spoke of is a God that tells you to strap on a few pounds of Centex and screws to your 10 year old son and tell him to walk into a group of folk

21 Picture Salute To Our Soldiers Returnin Home
God Bless Our Men And Women Over Seas That Have Fought For Our Countries And Are Now Coming Home... And For What They Have Faced And What They Are Coming Home To... Here Is The Link To The First Of The Pictures... God Bless You And Thank You!!!!! Layout Comments Graphics Military Images New Comment Codes HOT Darryl Worley - I Just Came Back From War

Never Ment To Be Soo Cold!
Maybe im just to cold to have a relationship. I doubt that though. I have 4 good friends in Iraq right now. I miss them and don't know if I will ever get to see them again. The only thing keeping me sane right now is work and the fact that I have a new baby niece. Depression is fighting for that too. I am in serious need of a vacation away from this fucking town. It is storming right now which is nice. I find it calming and soothing. Well I have spouted enought shit for one night.

~~~ As Requested By "*" ~~~
I was asked today about the rules that I set forth in My relationships with submissives. While trying to explain certain things,I remembered something that John compiled starting with 77 rules in 1992, expanding to 128 in 1996, and a complete rewrite again in 1997 while maintaining the number of rules at 128 for which the set is well known. To anyone interested I have added a copy of Johns 128 rules and some of the notations that may be of help to any novice or expierenced Dom(me) or sub.This is definately not for those of you in the "Vanilla" world. Now while some regard these rules as steadfast and firm,I tend to use them as a guide,because each individual sub/slave that I deal with is just that...an individual,with her own thoughts and actions that she brings into the relationship.Not every submissive is into everything,that is why there are negotiations,contracts,limits and checklists.(I'll get to those in a later blog).That way everyone is on the same page from the start,an

Paris Hilton's In The Slammer - Total Jail Coverage
6-8-07 6:28pm PST: PARIS HILTON UPDATE:- How LA Attorney's Office Convinced Angry Judge to Send Hilton Back - Judge Sauer Remands Paris Hilton's Sentence; Hilton Taken Screaming and Kicking From Courtroom Back to Jail- LA Attorney and Judge File Order To Have Hilton Appear Back in Court- Paris Hilton's Sentence Reduced Before She Goes to JailNote: The media was in a frenzy this morning (June 8th) over the fact that Paris Hilton was being taken to the hearing in police custody. MTB reported this last night after we obtained the city attorney's motion which specifically stated that Hilton would be taken into police custody. So why was it such a BIG NEWS item this morning? Because CNN read my blog. I can prove it. Anyways, yet another scoop for MTB! :-DThe following is the original story from 6-4-07Hollywood Heiress Checks In To Clink Early, Not-So-Hot Mugshot, Video Shows Paris with mysterious guy, more photographs, plus discussion, arrest photos and Paris has Advice for Young People (LO

Thirst
Night has fallen My heart has stopped beating My body has grown cold There is a Hunger in me A thirst that I can not quench What is it that I hunger for What is this thirst This is something new to me Friday April 7, 2006 Written by Satondra

Fake And Lying Friends.........
i am very disgruntled at the fact that i am in a contest and only a couple friends have even bothered to stop by annd leave one measley comment or even a rate. sure you wanna and or comment my nsfw pics, but then jerk odd or something and have no time to do something constructive for me, well guess what people? no more nsfw for anybody but my best friends! i will be cleaning my list tomorrow........ you know ........ as a matter of fact , i think all my nsfw will be just family, you all dont feel anything but your juices flowing to my pics. nuff said, its going to be that way in a little while, i dont care anymore........... jerks!!!!

Wake Up America
I'm sorry, but after hearing they want to sing OUR National Anthem in Spanish - enough is enough! NEVER did they sing it in Italian, Japanese, Polish, Irish-Celtic, German, Portuguese, Greek, French, or any other language because of immigration. It was written by Francis Scott Key and should be sung word for word the way it was written. The news broadcasts gave a translation that's NOT even close. Sorry if this offends anyone, but THIS IS MY COUNTRY! Do YOU - sing MY National Anthem in YOUR COUNTRY IN ENGLISH ? ? ? And, because I make this statement DOES NOT mean I'm against immigration!!! YOU ARE WELCOME HERE IN MY COUNTRY. Welcome to come through like everyone else has. Get a sponsor ! Get a place to lay your head ! Get a job ! Live by OUR rules ! Pay YOUR taxes ! And LEARN THE LANGUAGE LIKE ALL OTHER IMMIGRANTS HAVE IN THE PAST!!! AND PLEASE DON'T DEMAND THAT WE HAND OVER OUR LIFETIME SAVINGS OF SOCIAL SECURITY FUNDS TO YOU TO MAK

"f***ed Up Beyond All Repair."
FUBAR FUBAR is an acronym that originated in the military to stand for the words "f***ed up beyond all repair." This is often softened to "fouled up beyond all repair" in reference to hardware. The programming and documentation equivalent is "fouled up beyond all recognition." Sometimes the last word is "recovery" or "reconciliation" or "reason." In a Virtual Address Extension (VAX), the acronym FUBAR has been adapted to refer to the words "failed UniBus address register." Some programmers apparently managed to sneak this by humorless higher-ups, and the term stuck. F.U.B.A.R. International is the name of a film company founded in 1989 by several businessmen seeking adventure. They went on location to film natural disasters. Some of the disasters were artificially created, especially avalanches, which could be triggered by explosives. Company executives vacation in Vail, Colorado every year, and have become local celebrities. These days, F.U.B.A.R. International markets clothi

The Angry American Part 7
As I really see who the REAL Americans are on here, I don't see many. Maybe this shouldn't go here, maybe I should just give up or quit, or otherwise leave it alone. However, I cannot do that, it has been brought to my attention that some of you don't want to repost bulletins that envolve anything to do with the Troops, and frankly...that saddens me. It amazes me how self absorbed some people really are, while they put on the face that they actually care. Ya know, there are very few people that actually do care. You all seem to lavish the freedoms that you have, and then you have no damn idea the prices paid for that very freedom. If you want to take me off your list, then do so, tell me that you did, and I will take you off of mine as well. Because I have had it with the self absorbed people. You don't want to deal with it? It's too hard for you, GET OVER IT. These soldiers that have paid the price deserve YOUR respect, and if you can't take 3 minutes out of your self absorbe

I Am Worth It!
"You Are Worth It" 1. Do not undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others. It is because we are different that each of us is special. 2. Do not set your goals by what other people deem important. Only you know what is best for you. 3. Do not take for granted the things closest to your heart. Cling to them as you would your life, for without them, life is meaningless. 4. Do not let your life slip through your fingers by living in the past nor for the future. By living your life one day at a time, you live all the days of your life 5. Do not give up when you still have something to give. Nothing is really over until the moment you stop trying. It is a fragile thread that binds us to each other. 6. Do not be afraid to encounter risks. It is by taking chances that we learn how to be brave. 7. Do not shut love out of your life by saying it is impossible to find. 8. The quickest way to receive love is to give love; The fastest

Trapped
Tourcherd souls screaming out my name Pain and agony fills my veins Beats tourmentthump in my heart Cannot breath the poison that fills my lungs Cannot see through the black cloud that follows me throughout the days I reach for the light that is so far away Cannot climb the mountain of forgivness I cry for help but hear no answer Memorys run through my mind Some are good but most are not Can someone help Can someone answer my praires Is there no end for the pain that has haunted me for all my years I mask my haunted soul with a smile and laugh But when I am by myself I realize all I am doing is trying to fool myseld and others around me Is there no end to it all One day it will be over Then maybe I will be able to live the life that I want Time will tell if I can climb out of the hole I was meant to be in!!!!!!!!!

Kissing
TOPIC : "KISSING" Let me start off by saying: If you don't like my columns, don't read the shyt.! No one is forcing you to..! :-) Ok. alot of people have been asking me, "How the hell to I come up with this stuff..?" haha Usually, I'll just come up with a topic, or someone will send me a question or a topic to write about.. So, I do.. Once I start writing, my brain just gets overflowed with comments, stories I've heard, info, music lyrics..etc..etc Add the fact that I'm a crazy mofo... and BAMMMMMM... That's how these topics/columns/blogs come about. HOLLA... haha Ok.... the ultimate goal is to have that other person exhale (thinkin, GOD DAMN he/she can kiss).. Or leaves them with that warm tingly feeling thru their WHOLE body.. You want them to get on that phone and call their friends (after you leave of course), and have them say.. (YO, he/she can kiss their ass off.. and I can't wait to see what else they can do).. A bomb ass kiss can make ANY man "HARD AS A

Schnap!!
Just wanted to tell you all how excited I am! Two of my photographs did make it to Schnap!! - an online guide, in my case for the German city of Hamburg! Two of my photographs were chosen to represent one of the Hamburg sights! If anyone is interested to view it, here is the link: www.schmap.com/hamburg/introduction_entertainment/p=63446/i=63446.jpg you can browse and come to the next photo. If you want to see my other photographs, just click on the pic and it will lead you to my stream. Comments on here would be very much appreciated, lol

Poem 1
As the party winds down and the night falls the truth of her heart silently falls. As she embraces him her thoughts race shes in another time and at another place. A time when things didn't seem so hard a place where she wasn't so on her gaurd. When she was with him And he held her so tight there hearts beat as one all through the night. It will never be the same It changes day to day She will never hold him again And for now thats “Okay”.

Beyond Love~ The Road To Adoption
Brookanne, 15, the darling of a Texas family that includes three older brothers, was just beginning to enjoy her sophomore year in high school when she learned her life was about to change. She was pregnant. "I actually knew the moment it happened. The next day I was nervous thinking about, oh, how am I going to tell my mom?" Brookanne said. "It was a big shock for me." Many miles away, 18-year-old Erin had just received a financial scholarship for college and was happily anticipating this next milestone when she too discovered she was pregnant. All her plans for her future were dashed. "I denied it for a little while," said Erin, "And then when I kind of got up the guts, I told mom, 'You might want to sit down.' And I told her [I was pregnant] and she said 'Oh, God.' She was floored." Decades ago, a hidden population of pregnant girls carried a secret so shameful that their families sent them into exile, far from the whispered suspicions at home. Generations of parents, fe

I Wanna Rock!!
ATTENTION!!! Anyone in the Pasco County area in Florida in need of a drummer MUST contact me. I'm having SERIOUS withdrawl symptoms from the lack of playing that I've been suffering from. If this keeps up, I may have to resort to a clarinet or something worse! PLEASE HELP! Thanks. C.C.

Savor The Flavor Of Life
Savor the Flavor of Life, Pile up your biggest plate with outrageously mountainous helpings, Undo the first button of your pants, Dig your spoon in deep, Smile, enjoy. Taste Life, Feel in on your tongue, tantalizing every hidden taste bud, Indulge your palate in delicious home-made goodness, Familiar warmth down your throat, Happy tummy. Devour Life Incessant rhythm of spoon to mouth, spoon to mouth, Gorge yourself until it’s hard to breathe, Sit back in your chair, Groan, sigh. Life.

507
I am taking off for the night. I've got a long day ahead of me tomorrow. I start training for my new position tomorrow. Oh well. I will see you all when I come home. Hopefully I'll have good news tomorrow. BrattyBytch - BED!

What If.....
THE UNKNOWN Does the unknown exist! Do we see it or just think of what it means. Sometimes I wish the unknown was, at times here I dream about it As if what we dream of and see were lying right in front of us or even under.. I see someone in the dark of my shadows leading me there. We We never no what will become of us after this life, and do we even get another chance! We struggle everyday as if it were our last, well it is not our call on that. Who decides god, devil. Our selves . They say time heals all pain , I believe it stays hidden and we carry a wall and just daydream about life, as I it does exist anymore. So we hold it in and ponder on whether it will ever come out.. We don’t have all the answers to the unknown, but I know it exist I live it…Wondering how my life will end, and if we…. Or if anyone will truly miss me when I am gone. I have lost love one go instantly and tragically So I say this the Unknown because it is unknown when my

Burning Passion...
Burning Passion... Have you ever loved somebody so much that you 'could die'? Have you ever felt loved so much that you 'could cry'? Have you ever felt love in your every vein? A love so strong that it cause's you pain? A love that just 'oozes' from every pore in your flesh Filling your soul with thoughts oh so 'fresh' Overwhelming your being the desires are intense The scorching passion in your blood is so immense! If you have these emotions It really is true! That you are feeling for me What I'm feeling for you! copyright Juliana Bond 2006 New Graphics Love Images Top Comments

Fakers
you know, it really sucks when people you know create additional screen names just to fuck with you, and then get mad when you answer them. flirt w/ me for 2 weeks, and when I answer back, I'm a dirty whore. Figure that one out. So, for all of you out there who don't know why I won't answer you, there's the reason. I don't know who is really who.

Men.. Argh
Happy birthday to me! Yeah so is it asking to much to get a happy birthday from my fiancee on my birthday? I know he is deployed but he read the emails I sent him today..but couldn't even send me a simple.hey hun.. happy bday I'm busy so I'll write you later.. nadda.. and my son is being really clingy today and crying all the time.. I am just really really tired.. I am tempted not even to go out tonight because I just kinda do want to be around people. But I already made plans with my cousin and I always cancel on him when I am stressed out about my fiancee.. grrness.

Hit It Hard
We only have first place right now by 400 comments. That can be taken away in a split second if they start bombing harder and faster than we do. I need my best bombers to go hit Fubar Fred's picture hard tonight and see if we can get a dramatic lead and not have to stay so uptight for first. We did it for mama and we can do it for Fred, but we have to have everyone who can bomb, out there doing it. Please don't think I don't know all of you who ARE out there bombing. I do know. You are doing great. I also see the ones who aren't. We are handling that a little each day. As we weed out the slackers we do need to replace them with real bombers. Keep an eye out and spread the word to your friends about joining. But only if they know what a bomber is and are willing to do it. Let's show Fubar what we are made of once again!! Thanks, Peggy Sue

Where's My Daughter?
Just where in the f*ck does Missy get off thinking she can just take off with Kat and shack up with her newest drug dealer and I'd be ok with that? What kind of bullshit court can award custody to a friek like Missy after her bitch ass lost custody of her first 2? Is it me or does felony theft and trafficking of controlled narcotics a sign of a bad parent? What about getting booted from every place you have ever lived for: non-rent payment, theft, breaking rules, lying, and that's being nice about it. I want my daughter back!! If I'm so unfit, why is it people can find me and I don't have an arrest record a mile long.. Oh ya.. Maybe it's because I HAVE A JOB!! something Missy just is to lazy to do.. Unless she gets desperate and gets a job as a cashier so she can be fired later for robbing the till. KAT.... I MISS YOU!!!!! DADDY LOVES YOU AND MISSES YOU!!

Better Things To Do
Don't tell me the reason that you're calling Is to see if I'm all right since you've been gone 'Cause I know you and I know why we're talking You're wanting me to say I'm barely hanging on Well, maybe that was true for a night or two But now, I got better things to do I could wash my car in the rain Change my new guitar strings Mow the yard just the same as I did yesterday I don't need to waste my time crying over you I got better things to do Maybe when I don't have so much going Or quite so many irons in the fire I'll take the time to miss you like you're hoping But now, I can't put forth the effort it requires Well, I'd love to talk to you, but then, I'd miss Donahue That's right, I got better things to do Check the air in my tires Straighten my stereo wires Count the stars in the sky or just get on with my life I don't need to waste my time crying over you I got better things to do I got better things to do

To My Amazing Beautiful Belated Birthday Friend........
Wendy, if you manage to stumble across this tomorrow then you'll figure out that this is one of my MANY ways of expressing how much of an asshole I feel for missing your birthday. After about 2 or 3 days of constant messages which I warn you now, you WILL be receiving from yours truly, you'll understand, LOL. But seriously though darling, I'm SO DAMN SORRY........I love you........ Cliff

All Wolf Lovers
My old friend, Jeff,has asked that I post a blog asking all wolf lovers on fubar to add him as a friend. He is cleaning up his list and would love to have only wolf lovers there. Also, if you are interested in joining his family, he would welcome that as well. He is always looking for more bombers. Here is his link. Micaje Cikala Peta , Fubar Husband of, Oy'sa Watta Chee .Kingdom of Wolves@ fubar Thanks and much peace. Theresa

Awesome Breakfast Casserole
Awesome Breakfast Casserole 1 1/2 lb Hash Browns; frozen 1 lb Bacon or sausage 3 Eggs 2 oz Velveeta Cheese 2 oz Cheddar; shredded 1 cn Cream of Potato soup Salt and Pepper to taste Cook the hash browns with the onion till crisp. Fry the meat. Mix in a 13 X 9 pan. Add the cheeses, soup, beaten eggs, salt and pepper. Bake at 350 for 30 to 50 minutes. Yield: 4 Servings

My Lil Brother
my brother tells me to come kick it at his house and bring somethin to drink and a pack of blacks,so i brought to big bottles of bacardi, then three girls show up and one of the homies shows up. so we all kickin it and one girl gets drunk and throws up, this nigga tries to get me to take her home wit me, so i told him i didnt bringer i aint takin her no where, of course i was to drunk to drive anyway so i passed out at his house and so did everyone else. but why when i woke up my brother was kickin the throw up queen out his bed at 8 in da morning talkin about her face scared him.

I Am The One Copy Write 2006
I am the one in the wheelchair. I am the one learning to crawl. I am the one who cooks and cleans. I am the one who works everyday. I am the one who never went to school. I am the one who went to college. I am the one who lives in a mansion. I am the one who lives on the streets. I am the one who paints masterpieces. I am the one who never saw. I am the one who kills for fun. I am the one who feeds the hungry. I am the one who sits in prison. I am the one who sits in church. I am the one who is bold and brags. I am the one who is meek and shy. I am the one who beats his wife. I am the one who cherishes her. I am the one who turns people into monsters. I am the one who makes them saints. I am all in this world that is good. I am everything in it that's dark. I am your greatest hope. I am your deepest fear. I am the One. I am humanity.

About Me
Honesty SurveyHonestly, what color is your underwear?Black with white and green cloversHonestly, whats on your mind right now?My stomach hurtsHonestly, what are you doing right now?typing... DuhHonestly, what did you do today?Got on the cpu and talked on the phoneHonestly, do you think you are attractive?NoHonestly, have you done something bad today?Not that I can think ofHonestly, do you watch disney channel?Yes I doHonestly, are you jealous of someone right now?NoHonestly, what makes you happy most of the time?I believe in a thing called love - The DarknessHonestly, do you bite your nails?Yes, horrible I knowHonestly, what is your mood right now?BlahHonestly, have you had an eating disorder?I plead the 5thHonestly, do you want to see someone this very minute?:( I dont wanna think about thatHonestly, do you have a deep dark secret?A fewHonestly, do you hate someone right now?Hate is a strong word... I dislike thoughHonestly, who/what do you want to hug right now?My teddy bearHonestly,

Love, Flirtation And Sex
Enjoy your love horoscope! Ascendant in Pisces You are highly empathic, and your physical involvement with a lover is directly geared to your emotional and psychic involvement. Once you have found the partner you want, you are the most willing and supple lover, but you must take care that your own personality does not get lost in the process. It's better not to offer that temptation; be gentle and giving, but retain your individuality and independence. In general, you will be happiest with a lover whose sexual consciousness is rather highly developed. Sun in Aries You tend to have so much physical and sexual energy that you can awaken all sorts of feelings in your partner, even feelings that have long been dormant. It would be a good idea, however, to bank your fires a bit. Even though you may be overflowing with energy, your partner may tire more quickly, both physically and emotionally, which you must take into consideration. You will find a wealth

So....
i just relized that i can just put my pics only for fam to view..so when i get back imma post em agen...only if u can comment them? ;) Btw if someone addes u to there fam can they atomaticly view ur pics?..or do u have to add them to fam for them to view ur pics? any ways yeah comment them when i post em please. brb

My Interest
I have so many interests that it's not even funny but I'll only name a few so this doesn't take forever. I love sports..not only watching them but playing too. Some of the sports I like are volleyball, football, baseball, hockey, and I love to rollerblade. I love my pets which includes, My Dog,named Mojo. I love music and when I'm working out I always have something playing to keep me energized. My favorite kinds of music are hard rock and alternative. A few of my favorite bands are Korn, Linkin Park, Hoobastank, The Used, Trust Company, Incubus, Disturbed, and Good Charlotte. I've been listening to Amy Dumas' band TheLuchagors lately and I really like them. I wish her the best in that. I try and watch a lot of movies because I can forget where I am and totally absorb myself in what I'm watching. I love watching movies with Julia Roberts in them and Sandra Bullock.. and I love Brad Pitt and Will Ferrel. Some of my favorite movies are All the American Pies, Oceans Eleven, Fight Cl

Warrior To Lord
***Warrior To Lord*** (February 14th 2002) There was warrior many years ago That a lovely peasant girl wished to know. He was the enemy in manys eyes But to this girl, he was her hero in disguise. He walked into her life all dressed in black With a promise to enjoy and never look back. He put her on his stallion and took her away This was not forever but she could be his maiden for today. The time passed and the inevitable happened The search was on for a traveling chaplain. Now the warrior has put away his sword He's found his lady, and she her lord. No more wandering hither and yon Their love is destined to live forever on. Written by Gina C.

9 Things I Hate About Everyone
9 Things I Hate About Everyone 1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.... I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is? 2 People who are willing to get off their ass to search the entire room for the T.V. remote because they refuse to walk to the T.V. and change the channel manually. 3 When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Damn right! What good is cake if you can't eat it? 4 When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? Gonna Kick their asses! 5 When people say while watching a film "did you see that?". No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn floor. 6 People who ask "Can I ask you a question?".... Didn't really give me a choice there, did ya sunshine?

Kyle.....
Today would have been Kyle's 21st birthday. He would still be in Iraq unfortunatly but celebrating none the less. It's been 3 months and 8 days since he was killed and the pain has not subsided in the least bit. Sometimes it seems it hurts more now, realizing he wont be coming home, then it did in the days after his death. I lost my best friend, the one who was always there to catch me when I fell, my something stable in an unstable world; I lost my rock. But today is not a day to mourn his death but rather a day to celebrate his life. We will gather at the cemetary and drink Bud Light, green jello shots and crown royal and coke in his memory, and then stumble home through the woods like we used to do so many years ago. I love you and miss you my friend. Happy Birthday Kyle.

Another For The Dumb...
Anger washes over me, why do people do the things they do? I hate stupid people, skip the bullshit and think about you. I can feel it coming, the blackout will soon be here. Hold me closer, Take away my fear. You calm my nerves, balance me out, Stop my urges, quiet my shouts, In Vain. You are the peace within me, Thoughts of you keep me happy, And sane.

So Broken
As I sit here in my room, AllI can think of is you. Your laugh Your Smile Your Touch Your Love I can't help but to think if it is me to blame for the fallout. If I pushed too hard, If I moved too fast, If I pressured you at all, If.... Who knows what happened? Was it you? Was it me? Was it time? Was it fate? Who really knows. But I move on... Taking it one day at a time, Mending and picking up the pieces of my broken heart. Finally, I am ready. I have healed, Or so I thought....

Little Question For You All
Post this and see how many messages u get....don't be scared!! [ ] i like you [ ] i used to like you [ ] just friends [ ] gorgeous [ ] cute as heck [ ] hot [ ] fine [ ] sexy [ ] amazingly sexy [ ] i want to fuck your brains out [ ] i want 2 make u my gf/bf [ ] i love u baby [ ] call me.....( )___-____

Chief Seattle's Letter To All The People - The Myth
Chief Seattle, Chief of the Suquamish Indians allegedly wrote to the American Government in the 1800's - In this letter he gave the most profound understanding of God in all Things. Here is his letter, which should be instilled in the hearts and minds of every parent and child in all the Nations of the World: CHIEF SEATTLE'S LETTER "The President in Washington sends word that he wishes to buy our land. But how can you buy or sell the sky? the land? The idea is strange to us. If we do not own the freshness of the air and the sparkle of the water, how can you buy them? Every part of the earth is sacred to my people. Every shining pine needle, every sandy shore, every mist in the dark woods, every meadow, every humming insect. All are holy in the memory and experience of my people. We know the sap which courses through the trees as we know the blood that courses through our veins. We are part of the earth and it is part of us. The perfumed flowers are our sisters. The bear, th

Friendship Or Fuckship
As Posted By Blondierocks: *FUCKSHIPS* I HAVE DECIDED TO TALK ABOUT *FRIENDSHIPS* AND *FUCKSHIPS*. I THINK I WILL START WITH *FRIENDSHIPS* SINCE IT IS WAY HARDER TO FIND A *FRIENDSHIP* THAN IT IS TO FIND A *FUCKSHIP*. HANG ON.......HERE WE GO. ALRIGHT, *FRIENDSHIPS*.... WHAT MAKES A GOOD FRIEND? IN MY OPINION I FEEL A GOOD FRIEND IS ONE WHO: 1. SOMEONE YOU CAN TRUST!!! WHICH I FEEL IS MOST IMPORTANT. 2. SOMEONE YOU CAN DISCLOSE AND SHARE YOUR SECRETS WITH. 3. SOMEONE YOU CAN DEPEND ON. 4. SOMEONE YOU HAVE THINGS IN COMMON WITH. 5. SOMEONE WHO NEVER JUDGES YOU. 6. SOMEONE WHO IS THERE TO SUPPORT YOU. 7. SOMEONE WHO YOU DON'T HAVE SILLY ARGUMENTS WITH. 8. SOMEONE WHO UNDERSTANDS YOU. 9. SOMEONE WHO WOULD NEVER HURT YOU DELIBERATELY. 10. SOMEONE YOU CAN ALWAYS LAUGH WITH. 11. SOMEONE YOU CAN GET INTO PLAYFUL/SILLY TROUBLE WITH. 12. SOMEONE ALWAYS THERE TO BACK YOU UP. 13. SOMEONE WHO VALUES YOUR FRIENDSHIP. 14. SOMEONE WHO IS THERE TO HELP YOU, NO QUES

Contest 5pm Sorry
in order to help me win u must rate,fan,add sexygirl then u may comment the shit out of me lol ooh i was told if i dont win... well forget wat i was told lol starts at 5pm today.... runs for 10 days but i need it done in 5 so the other 5 will be play time to add more 67,000 point min... thank u all.... *SEXYGIRLBLONDE* OWNER OF *THE DYNASTY CLUB*@ fubar ok i hope this all works but i think this is it and NO cheating...of course we have no cheaters as my friends lol ok so after u click on her link rate,add and fan her comp back to mine and click on mine and rate and comment the shit out of me lol.... thank u all.... thanks.... tongue....

Best Cleavage Contest
Shell is in the process of setting up a new contest, best cleavage contest in fact. Here's the breakdown for the contest. (and trust me this will be re modified numerous times, because I can already think of one thing I'm forgetting & Shells offline) But moving on, this will be a contest for best cleavage, so if you (or if you can think of someone) would be interested, hit Shell up A.S.A.P. let her know what picture you want to be entered. Now insert the rules; 1) Only SFW pictures are to be entered (by fubar rules, this means you must have your face in the picture, so no straight boob shoots, sorry) 2) Only the serious should enter this contest. We don't need people joining, leaving 5 comments and giving up, we're not here to waste your time, so don't waste ours 3) You must have at least 5,000 comments to earn prizes. Meaning this; say the person with most comments is 10,000 ahead of you so you want to give up and figure 'oh well, I'll get 2nd or 3rd place' yes this is true,

Math Grade
A little boy comes home from school and tells his father, "I got an F in math today." His father replies, "What happened?" The boy says, "Well, my teacher asked me, 'What's 3 times 2', and I said '6.'" The father replies, "Well, that's correct." The boy says, "I know. Then she asked me, 'What's 2 times 3.'" The father then replies, "Well, what the fuck is the difference?" The boys says, "Well that's what I said!"

Nsfw And Leaving Fubar
Re: nsfw Hide header Date: Fri, 31 Aug 2007 04:26:01 -0700 From: Size: 4 KB To: goddess2007@fubar.com Reply-To: all i have to say is i really dont deserve your treatment towards me as i feel i didnt do anything in my opinion but i am sorry for your problems with them...dont let it bother you,always dave On 8/31/2007, goddess2007@fubar.com wrote: you surprise me by looking at my site again........i do not mind adding you, despite any/all things said and done. i just do not have the energy to fight anymore. the stupid bouncers on here have drained me of all energy they are being totally unethical and discriminatory.......they allow animated sex in html comments for people to post on pages....and they promote that, but tell me that my pic of me in my gold tee sitting at the pc is NSFW!! and my temp. tattoo pic is nsfw!!! so i went and reported others's pics who did not show a face in their tat pics (tons, of course!!!! only logical!!)---they threaten

I Am Hopeless
Im willing to try new thing's and be my self in certain situations. I have never cheated on a bf and ive gotten cheated on a couple of times. But it starts with this, Ive been on a personal strike from men for a while trying to find a good man you know. I work with this guy and ive been into him since i first started working there. He's smart, sweet, dedicated fun and funny everything that i want in a real man.He has a gf and so i kept my distance. Until a couple of week's ago. i saw his myspace and added him. We sent emails to one another but on friendly terms. Then he sent me an email with his num to call him and i did i was nervous didnt know what to say to him. But we had a good convo. i was geting the feeling that he liked me because he was always complementing me most of the time. Like "hi preety girl" and etc. we went to the movies today to just hang and watch halloween which was awesome!!!! I still couldnt help my self i felt nervous like what am i doing here with this man he h

You Wouldnt Believe It!
OK, HERE THEY ARE GUYS, SOME OF THE GREATEST PEOPLE ON FUBAR AN MY VERY BEST FRIENDS!!!! THEY ARE ALWAYS HERE FOR ME AN ARE TRUELY REAL AN WILL HAVE MY BACK NO MATTER WHAT.... BE SURE TO SHOW THEM ALL SOME LOVE BY FANNING, ADDING AN RATING EACH ONE... I KNOW PERSONALLY THAT THEY WILL RETURN THE LOVE AS SOON AS THEY HAVE A MOMENT FROM HELPING THEIR FRIENDS OUT..... MUCH LOVE TO EACH ONE ON THIS LIST, YOU ALL MEAN A GREAT DEAL TO ME AN MY TIME ON FUBAR WOULDN'T BE THE SAME WITHOUT YOU GUYS!!!!! PLEASE NOTE THAT THIS LIST IS IN NO CERTAIN ORDER ASIDE FROM MALE AN FEMALE, EACH OF THE PEOPLE ON THIS LIST ARE ALL AWESOME!!! LOVE YOU GUYS!!! (SORRY ABOUT THE PIC SIZES LOL) Just Daniel@ fubar *~♥ANGIE BABE™♥~TIRED OF HIS SH*T~CONFEDERATE BOMBER~*@ fubar PumaJoe@ Fubar Priceless™@ Fubar Unique Dream ™

Luv Ya Jay!!
One day someone special will be gone. And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of your bedroom, you might be struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't any more. No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, No more "just one more minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. never to return before we can say good-bye, Or say "I Love You." So while we have it . . it's best we love it . . And care for it and fix it when it's broken . and take good care of it when it's sick. This is true for marriage .... and friendships .. And children with bad report cards; And dogs with bad hips; And aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, Because we cherish them! Some things we keep -like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that make us happy, No matter what. Life is important, and so are the people we know .

Gods I Am Sore
Well our third viking homecoming was yesterday and I am wore out. I finished the last trial for Riddari ( Nordic Knight ) and was pushed to the max. 24 contests in a row swinging a 10lb greatsword while in full maille and leather armor in southern ky heat at the hottest part of the day. It was a hard fought victory, and I will have the videos and photos on here to show you all. Till then Have a good labor day weekend.

I Am An Actor
I am... I am an Actor, Strong and Bold. I am an Actor, Silent yet Loud. I am an Actor, The stage is my home. I am an Actor, Lines blocking and Scripts. I am an Actor, Characters make me who I am. I am an Actor. Yet I know not who I am! By: Lucky to be Irish

I'm Sorry!
Fubar people's! Sorry i haven't been on lately; i'm on it once in awhile & same as myspacing. Online stuff get's boring...it's like i don't have a life; even more boring. I have real family & friends on myspace that i can actually contact with. I bet this isn't really interesting to you; but you some day will notice how boring it can be to be on a computer chattin when you could be out doin something else. Anyway, there you have it. DUECE...

Cat Care The Hard Way
I was shocked to see my cat start vomiting on Friday. I discovered I had lain down on top of his vomit after I had gotten back from paying a few bills and getting roach traps and an outlet strip from the local Home Depot. I had given little if any thought until I discovered Garfield was still vomiting, not holding down anything at all. Then on Sunday he was ejecting clear vomit... Labour Day. Monday. I was worried sick, not knowing what exactly to do. I started running searches on Google, AllTheWeb, and Ask.com, wondering why Garfield wasn't holding down anything. I had read in some of my searches that he might have had renal damage or intestinal problems...or maybe that I might have given him my chest cold...Either way he was not feeling well... Today I got back from the local Atwoods farm supply store after finding some electrolytes for animals. I had not given it much thought for quite a while until I had given him about two-thirds of the first batch, roughly 160cc .

Come On Guys!!
Ok guys so agian i know bombing sucks ass but if everyone could just give me ten minutes thats it just ten minutes of bombing i could win!! I know ive helped alot of u and will always be there no matter what to help out a friend!!! so dont make me get on my hands and knees!!lmao kiddin newayz stop by show luv!

This Just In...
3107 point lead!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the contest ends in 2 1/2 hours and i have the lead! if they can catch me in that amount of time i blame the robot bombers!! :D:D:D:D:D:D omg i really think i might just win guys, and its all thanks to you. i feel so loved thank you! im so excited! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! just for good measure... click here to vote (rate and comment) i cant give enough thanks **muahs**

Something To Think About
someone i know from sfriends is in the hospital she takes 12 kind on medications a day and all the meds caused her to go in the hospital for a while we throught we were going to lose her she couldnt moved or eat. she was hooked to tubes and everything just laying there.i always wonder if its really nessasery for anyone to talk all them and more meds in one day. i can see the seezier meds but i dont see why all the pain killers in one dayand water pills and anti depressents i can see one or two different depressents cause i have to take three but 12 all together is beyond me i would think all they could kill someone if all the dr's dont know about the meds and side affects.

Wht I Need!!
what i want! I have been thinking about a long time posting this....so i thought that now i would post this letting people well guys know what im looking for in them!! 1. You must be willing to call me also. . .but please don't over call me in one day! There is nothing more that i hate to look at my phone and see that you have called me for the 50th time that day. . . 2. You must understand that i need to have my "me" time just as much as you need to have your time!! 3. You must be willing to make time for me. . .everyone has things to do like family things, work, and hangin out. . .but just make time to chill with me too! 4. Dont make promises you cant' keep. . .there is nothing more than to hear the "I PROMISE" and then when that time comes around i get let down! 5. Be honest with me from day one. . .dont pick and choose the days that you will be. . .most likey if you tell me that you did something wrong right after you did it i would forgive you!! MOST LIKEY not al

Leave The Pieces
You're not sure that you love me But you're not sure enough to let me go Baby it ain't fair you know To just keep me hangin' 'round You say you don't wanna hurt me Don't want to see my tears So why are you still standing here Just watching me drown And it's alright, yeah I'll be fine Don't worry 'bout this heart of mine Just take your love and hit the road There's nothing you can do or say You're gonna break my heart anyway So just leave the pieces when you go You can drag out the heartache Baby you can make it quick Really get it over with And just let me move on Don't concern yourself With this mess you've left for me I can clean it up you see Just as long as you're gone And it's alright, yeah I'll be fine Don't worry 'bout this heart of mine Just take your love and hit the road There's nothing you can do or say You're gonna break my heart anyway So just leave the pieces when you go You not making up your mind Is killing me and wasting time

I Was Just In A Car Accident
I was riding with my dad, and he hydroplaned on the highway: I35 @ belknap, but Saturn cars correct themselves when something like that happens, but at it was correcting itself, we were headed towards another car, so my dad grabbed the wheel and jerked it to the sides, we hit a light pole and skidded down a steep embankment... we were lucky the car didnt flip a million times Im in pain.. Cant get ahold of Jimmie.. getting sleepy, I hurt bye.

Just A Dream
Better than a dream you You are... If we could peek into your dreams At the close of a crisp Fall day, We'd see the horses running free Around the new mown hay. Disney's puppies playing With Mickey and Winnie Pooh , You look so cute in the midst of it. We'd like to be there too. Yes, there is someone missing, Oh, Bugs Bunny came to view. He grabbed a pup and Mickey's hand And they came to look for you. They found you and you all went out, To the meadows where the horses run What better way to spend a dream Than with those who are full of fun. Better than a dream, you are Tis your loving heart and your eyes so blue, You are truly a breath of sunshine, We love you dearly and God blesses you too.

If Only
Trapped within this box some call 'life' Tied down to thoughts of your face Pondering inside dreams to become your wife Though still we are bound by the mere strings fate gave us... And in love is what we must trust If only another time and place If only... in this life Why must love hurt so And why do we have to stand against the wind My true love, will you ever know Ever know how my heart aches for you Or how I admire all that you do for I am in love... A love that will never end You live within me... like the night is in the heart of the crow If only I could hold you in my arms To let you feel the beat of my heart I would absorb your laughter... every once of your charm If only... I could hear you say my name My life would never be the same But I know, for now, we must be apart If only you were here to keep me warm If only...

The "shot-gun" Bat-mitzvah Of Rebekah Sarah Lieberman
she's 13 tomorrow--i really didn't want to donate thousands to some synagogue to teach her some rituals--many i don't believe in and are just plain against G-d's Word. i bat-mitzvah'ed her myself in the car ride from work during lunch--it was beautiful. the basic precepts were serve G-d, mankind and the animal kingdom fervently--backed up by the rituals of continual prayer, atonement, kindness, charity, and devoted study--then you got what it means to bind yourself to the Coventant that G-d made with our fathers. got home -recited a few prayers from the authorized prayer book-recited Deuteronomy 6:4 and let her know that G-d gives us free will to serve Him fully--or not--it's up to you to make the right choice--and i know you will. such was the 'shot-gun' albeit beautiful bat-mitzvah of Rebek'ah Sar'ah Lieberman on 2 Etan'im 3458--9/14/2007

Pink 'dear Mr President'
this was requested by destiny...pretty impressive for a 9 yr old! Dear Mr. President lyrics (feat. Indigo Girls) Dear Mr. President, Come take a walk with me. Let's pretend we're just two people and You're not better than me. I'd like to ask you some questions if we can speak honestly. What do you feel when you see all the homeless on the street? Who do you pray for at night before you go to sleep? What do you feel when you look in the mirror? Are you proud? How do you sleep while the rest of us cry? How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say goodbye? How do you walk with your head held high? Can you even look me in the eye And tell me why? Dear Mr. President, Were you a lonely boy? Are you a lonely boy? Are you a lonely boy? How can you say No child is left behind? We're not dumb and we're not blind. They're all sitting in your cells While you pave the road to hell. What kind of father would take his own daughter's rights away? And wha

New Photo Album
hey all my fubarian friends and such! I am gonna make a new album here on fubar entitled "My Fubarians". I would like to rip a photo from my nearest and dearest so that all can see who holds my heart here. If you are up for this idea, let me know which pic I can rip so I can place in my album and more so into my heart! lixx and such to yall

Sunsets?
There is no position I need to defend. I have no object I need to purchase. I have no argument I am required to advance. I have no book I need to sell. No movie that I need to see. There is no five-year plan. There is no 10-year plan. The vicissitudes of the world and its governments make no difference to me. They will rise and fall. I used to feel strongly about semi-colons. Now I could care less. I no longer care if the self-evident sentimentality of sunsets is uncool. I have only a finite number of sunsets left to me. My obligation is to attempt to be a reasonably personable person who is respectful under nearly all circumstances. I will allow those who weave in and out the interstate lanes to pass me without trying to box them in. I will wander in deserts far and wide saying less and listening more. I will leave no trace. (from a piece written by Rick Moody. See link below for more poignant shit.) http://weekendamerica.publicradio.org/programs/2007/09/15/whats

Responseless Women Suck
I flirt. thats ok, im single. But whats the deal with giving women decent, more then 2 sentence comments, statements, questions.. and not getting a response. IS this site THAT points motivated, that if theres no points in it for them, they wont act? If thats the case, my 100 friend list would be DELETED down to 5-6 cuz its those that still talk, while the other 90 only say something when they need points to level up....

Traditional Chicken Quesadillas
Traditional Chicken Quesadillas These fajita-style quesadillas are really packed with flavor. You can adjust the heat level to your preference by cutting back on the chili peppers -- or by adding more! Credit: Wen Zientek Servings: 4 Ingredients: * 1/4 cup onion, chopped * 1 small clove garlic, minced * 1/4 cup chopped bell pepper * 2 tablespoons vegetable oil plus additional oil for cooking quesadillas * 2 chili peppers, minced * 3 plum tomatoes, chopped * 1 1/2 cups cooked chicken * 8 flour tortillas * 2 cups shredded cheddar cheese * Salsa, for serving * Fat-free sour cream, for serving Directions: In a medium heavy skillet over medium heat, saute the onion, garlic and bell pepper in 2 tablespoons of the oil until soft, about 3 minutes. Add the chili peppers and tomatoes and simmer for a few minutes more. Add the chicken and stir well to combine. Maintain on low heat while preparing the tortillas. In anoth

Help With Some Lyrics
Alrighty here it goes. Im putting together a band. With a buddy of mine Lord Grim, and hopefully this guitarist chick Cori. We're currently looking for a drummer. Someone with enough spunk to keep up and enough engery and happiness to stay in it and keep the dedication and dream alive. Whats the band about TriP? Well we're about anything that sounds good, we're about the fans, we're about entertainment. We don't do this for money we do this for the fans, we do this for us. Well no i was wondering what the music is? The music is all rock, nothing but rock....thats it end of story. Nuff said now lets move on. Alrighty, im going to the studio pretty soon. Im looking for people who want to hear a little tid bit in some of the songs i have to put down. ANYWHO!!!! I will have the lyrics up pretty soon, and if there is a place where you would like to drop some parts and add your own, just message it back to me with your edit, and we'll see what we can do. Still worki

The Beatles - Julia
ive always loved this song for some reason 8-p :D:D:D:D Julia lyrics Half of what I say is meaningless But I say it just to reach you Julia Julia, Julia, ocean child, calls me So I sing a song of love,Julia Julia, sea shell eyes, windy smile, calls me So I sing a song of love, Julia Her hair of floating sky is shimmering, glimmering In the sun Julia, Julia, morning moon, touch me So I sing a song of love, Julia When I cannot sing my heart I can only speak my mind Julia Julia, sleeping sand, silent cloud, touch me So I sing a song of love, Julia

This Sweet Lady Needs Your Commenting Love..
LexiDragon girl needs 8K comments for a 3 Day Blast. She's one cool person who always gives love. Give her some love, and she'll give you some big "mad" love back... Did I mention she gives love??? She's got a heart of gold... Please click on the pic, and it will take you to her comment page.

Fun Facts About Kissing
Married men prefer kissing a mouth that tastes like toothpaste. Single men prefer a mouth that tastes of liquor. By the time she's married, the average American woman will have kissed 79 men. Passionate kissing burns 6.4 calories a minute. A Hershey's kiss contains 25 calories. Husbands who kiss their wives before leaving home in the morning live five years longer than those who don't. The Romans were among the first to adopt and document the erotic kiss. The erotic kiss is the most widely practiced form of intimate behavior in the United States. More than 92 percent of American teenagers have engaged in erotic kissing. Affectionate kissing is found in over 90 percent of recorded cultures. One theory is that kissing arose from various gestures symbolizing the union of souls. For example, Indians believed that the exhaled breath was part of the soul. Therefore, kissing represented the intermingling of souls.

Shes The One
Her tired expression fools you into thinking that she is timid and meek, yet she is anything but that. She has a powerful soul that will refuse to give up, she has a heart of a champion and the courage of a hero. Never daunting in her task, she pursues happiness for those that she loves even if it means sacrificing her own. She is a woman who will never back down and inch but will always walk a thousand miles for you when you cannot. When your heart is broken she will mend it with her own. She has always loved you unconditionally even there were times you thought she to be overbearing and uncaring. She has shed thousands of tears that you've never seen or heard countless times from worry and fear for you. If you were to ever ask her if she ever regretted loving you or your kin her answer will always be the same. NO! She is the embodiment of what LOVE is. She is your mother or the mother of your children. Now I as

Bama :d
My friend lilbamagirl is trying to level to Henchman. She is always helping others and never asking for anything in return. So please go show her some love and show her what friends are all about. LilBamaGirl

I Forgot Myself
I forgot myself for a just a moment; Forgot who I really was. Forgot that someone like you, Couldn't really be interested, In someone like me. Forgot the past Forgot all the previous hurts. I forgot, When I should have remembered. Thank you, For opening old wounds. Thank you, For reviving old hurts. Thank you, For reminding me, Of who I really am. I should have made a pledge, I should have taken a vow. I Should have wrote it on a sticky note And stuck it on the wall. I should have tattooed it on myself, Where I'd never fail to view it. I should have done this and more, So I wouldn't forget you see, Should have taken it to heart, So the hurt wouldn't even phase me. I forgot myself For just a brief moment.

How All Business Phone Should Be Answered
GOOD MORNING, WELCOME TO THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA . Press "1" for English. Press "2" to disconnect until you learn to speak English And remember only two defining forces have ever offered to die for you, Jesus Christ And the American Soldier. One died for your soul, The other for your freedom.

Radiohead Fan (free Cd)
LONDON (Reuters) - Radiohead, one of the world's most influential rock bands, plans to sell its new album from its Web site as a digital download and let fans choose what they want to pay. With music sales in decline globally for seven successive years, the industry is engaged in a debate over how best to reverse the trend. Radiohead said its seventh studio album "In Rainbows" would be available from Radiohead.com from October 10 in MP3 format, meaning it can be played on all digital devices. In the latest twist in the move to digital music, fans can choose how much to pay, or can pay nothing if they prefer. The band will also offer a special edition boxed set for 40 pounds which will be available later and will include two vinyl albums, a CD version of the new album and a second CD with additional new songs, artwork and photographs of the band. Music observers said the band, which is no longer signed to a record label, is able to sell directly to its fans because it has su

Free Will
Free Will Current mood: melancholy Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes We are all responsible for the choices we make. Regardless of the difficult lives that these two guys in our examples have lived, the fact remains that they were given an opportunity by God (as well as a responsibility) to allow Him to be in control of their destinies. The fact of the matter is is that we all are given that same opportunity. God has predestined an eternal path for each man to walk on. We (according to our free will) choose to stray from the path that will grant us more benefits than unnecessary heartaches. When we do this, we are in fact choosing a road that is filled with compounded grief. Instead of accepting responsibility for our actions and conscious decisions, we seek to find the first person or circumstance to place the blame on. This, however, is not new behavior. We are able to trace this behavior back to the very beginning of human history...

Moving To Livejournal
People aren't really reading my blogs on here anymore. Many of my closest friends have moved on and aren't really around on Fubar any longer, and I haven't met any new people who are interested enough in me to read my blogs. As a result, I'm going to stop blogging here. If anyone's interested, I'm consolidating over on LiveJournal. Tanya's blog on LiveJournal I hope that if you are interested in my thoughts, you'll join me there. Otherwise, thanks to those who stopped by my blog once in awhile, and I'm glad some of you could join me on my Fubar/CherryTap/LostCherry journey over the past year.

Poem
the moonlight can seem so eerie at times staring deep into the endless curiousty of man's ability to lose himself in thoughts that maybe we can touch what makes us wild given a choice i would rather become wild then to dream and end up at a point where the wilderness itself is no more burned to the ground ashs all around forget about you if only for awhile but i'll always remember the way you made me smile what is it like to dream? hard to recall pictures of fragmented memories sounds that play through a hall one more step and i will fall will daylight ever come

Jinkies
Well I weighed myself the other day. Turns out I've lost 40 pounds in less then two months. I now have jeans that look like shit on me but hey I'm happy about that. My family members are worried about me because of how fast I'm losing it but they shouldn't. I'm not trying to kill myself here I'm just trying to lose some weight. Anywho I am very happy about that. lol

Update
For those of you who actually check this. I am still not online. A lot has been going on in my life as of late, not the least of which was my mother passing away. I'm not sure when I'll manage to come back online for any real length of time. Just know I haven't forgotten anyone, I've just got a full plate. Hopefully things are going well for the rest of you :)

Working Out Of Town Still
Greetings All. Well, I promised an update and here goes. I am Still working and living during the Week down at Fort Myers, Florida. We are doing the Archaeological Survey for an 8000 acre Citrus Grove (Oranges, Grapefruit, lemons, etc). We are currently nearing the project's end and up to this week have not found a damn thing other than an old Hand adzed (a wood working tool - think carved) part to a wagon hitch (prob 1920s-30s). Now at least, we have something of interest,,, a town. Yep,,, a whole Damn Town. We know that it was first settled in the early 1900 and was abandoned sometime between 1944 and 1953. It is all plowed up Grove now. We spotted it on an old aerial photo. I did some research and found out that it was a small community called Corkscrew Settlement. It contained about 20 odd families at its height and although it never had a store or a church, it did have a school between 1923-1946. Around 1946, it got its first "all-weather road" (a hard Shell road). A sm

Song I Love If Anyone Finds It For Me I Will Never Forget It
lost in this life i'm livin can't seem to find my way, like a blind man searchin in unfamiliar tarrain, and it's cold, no light on my soul i'm sinkin deeper in snow, i jus can't get out this hole, i gotta find my way, lets get a grip on things, and make sence of it all, i need somebody there for me that cares for me when i fall lost in this life i live in , i can't seem to find my way, like a blind man searching in unfamiliar tarrain and its cold, no light on my soul, I'm sinking deeper in snow, i jus can't get out this hole, i gotta find my way i'm lost chorus only, by the paper boys

Why Do I Always Get Involved With Jerks???
I CAN'T SEEM TO SHAKE OFF THE JERKS. EVERYTIME I THINK THIS ONE IS THE ONE THEY ALWAYS FIND SOMETHING REALLY STUPID TO DO. AM I DESTINED TO BE ALONE IN THIS LIFE? SURE SEEMS THAT WAY. OR MAYBE I AM PUTTING TOO MUCH ENERGY INTO NOTHING TRYING TO MAKE IT SOMETHING. IS IT SUCH A BAD THING TO WANT A FAMILY SOMEONE THATS GONNA BE AS TRUE TO ME AS I AM TO THEM? MAYBE I LOVE TOO HARD MAYBE I SHOULD START NOT GIVING A FUCK ANYMORE...BUT THAT IS VERY HARD FOR ME TO DO.MY FEELINGS ARE ALL OVER THE PLACE I JUST WISH I COULD HAVE GONE WITH MY BROTHER AWAY FROM ALL THE PAIN AND SUFFERING CAUSE I'M REALLY NOT HAPPY HERE.

"goodness Can Prevail"
One day, a poor boy who was selling goods from door to door to pay his way through school,found he had only one thin dime left,and he was hungry. He decided he would ask for a meal at the next house.However,he lost his nerve when a lovely young woman opened the door.Instead of a meal he asked for a drink of water.She thought he looked hungry so brought him a large glass of milk.He drank it slowly,and then asked, "How much do I owe you?" "You don't owe me anything" she replied" Mother has taught us never to accept payment for a kindness." He said.."Then I thank you from my heart" As Howard Kelly left that house,he not only felt stronger physically,but his faith in God and man was strong also.He had been ready to give up and quit.Years later that young woman became critically ill.The local doctors were baffled. They finally sent her to the big city,where they called in specialists to study her rare disease. Dr. Howard Kelly *(gynecology) *was called in for the consultation. When he

Alone
I feel so alone I feel like I have no one I feel so sad What have I done? I feel so empty inside Does anyone love me? I feel no love None that I can feel or see I feel so empty I am so sad I’m feeling down I feel so mad I want to be loved But I am alone Alone in this world A heart-broken one I don’t feel anything There is no love for me I feel nothing There is nothing I see I want to feel love Ever so true And all I feel anymore Is just so blue Who I want I can’t have And whom I have I don’t want This is why I feel so alone My heart sinks down low I feel so sad and so empty Away is where I want to go Away with someone who cares And with so much love Maybe heaven sent From up above Then I will have someone My life to share And not be alone And have someone to care Being all alone in this world It is so gloomy and so dark I feel as if love for me Has missed its mark I hope that it hasn’t And one day I will find him

Leaving In A Few Minutes
7 am, Friday, Oct. 19th I am heading up to our regional office today for a pre-meeting before our BIG meeting of all personnel for the company tomorrow. I am leaving in a few minutes to head up and spend the night. For entertainment tonight I might go out with some others from my team to a pretty good strip club and enjoy the evening. That could be fun. Jamie... I will finish your story Sunday morning when I return home... I promise. I am so sorry this story has taken so long to get to you. I feel terrible. I do believe you very much enjoy the ending of this story I am writing for you. It involves me, you and another couple... oh yeah. Have a great weekend everyone. 36d hugs, ms. cleavage

Since I Am From Ohio I Thought This Was Funny
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Hot Sauce myspace hubby to . Mallory . Date: Oct 19, 2007 6:15 PM Forget Rednecks, here is what Jeff Foxworthy has to say about Ohioans...If your local Dairy Queen is closed from September through May, you May live in Ohio .If someone in a Home Depot store offers you assistance and they don't work there, you may live in Ohio ..If you've worn shorts and a parka at the same time, you may live in OhioIf you've had a lengthy telephone conversation with someone who dialed a wrong number, you may live in OhioIf 'Vacation' means going anywhere south of Columbus for the Weekend, you may live in Ohio ..If you measure distance in hours, you may live in Ohio ..If you know several people who have hit a deer more than once, you may live in Ohio .If you have switched from 'heat' to 'A/C' in the same day and back again, you may live in Ohio .If you can drive 75 mph through 2 feet of snow during a raging blizzard without flinching, you

A Dentist's Wisdom
A man went to the dental surgeon to have a tooth pulled. The dentist pulls out a freezing needle to give the man. "No way! No needles! I hate needles!" the patient said. The dentist starts to hook up the laughing gas and the man again objects. "I can't do the gas thing - the thought of having the gas mask on is suffocating to me!" The dentist then asks if the man has any objection to taking a pill. "No,"- the patient says, -"I am fine with pills". The dentist then returns and says, "Here is a Viagara tablet." The patient says, "Wow - I didn't know Viagara worked as a pain pill!" "It doesn't,"- said the dentist -"but it will give you something to hold onto when I pull out your tooth."

Natal Curry Judge
Natal, South Africa, has the highest quota of Indians outside of India ... Natal curry contest. If you can read this whole story without laughing then there's no hope for you. I was crying by the end....... NOTE: If you pay attention to the first two judges, the reaction of the third judge is even better. For those of you who have lived in Natal , you know how typical this is! They actually have a Curry Cook-off about June/July. It takes up a major portion of a parking lot at the Royal Show in PMB. Judge #3 was an inexperienced food critic named Frank, who was visiting from America . Frank: "Recently, I was honoured to be selected as a judge at a Curry Cook-off. The original person called in sick at the last moment and so I happened to be standing there at the judge's table asking for directions to the Beer Garden when the call came in. I was assured by the other two judges (Natal Indians) that the curry wouldn't be all that spicy and, besides, the

My Quest For A Happy Hour
Hey guys I am in Steph's Happy Hour Giveaway, I entered in hopes that a Happy Hour could help me reach Godmother! I could really use some help! I know I need a lot of comments, but just 10 or 20 from all my friends would really make a difference. Any help is appreciated! Thank you! Love, Jamie

Aliens Disclosure From A Astronaut
Alien Disclosure from an Astronaut by Clark C. McClelland, former ScO, Space Shuttle Fleet, Kennedy Space Center, Florida (1958-1992) Prior to the fateful launch of the space shuttle Challenger on January 28, 1986, I had the honour and pleasure of sharing conversations with several members of that crew. During one of many pre-mission preps for the Challenger mission, I came upon Lt. Col. Ellison Onizuka in the Vehicle Assembly Building (VAB) at launch complex 39. I had an assignment to assess some problems at the Launch Control Center (LCC) and needed to access the main drawing files. A file operator was there and I went to her for assistance. Ellison walked in on our conversation and we exchanged greetings. Jokingly, I asked him if he had important business with her, and he said "yes, Clark" with a big smile. I told her to help Lt. Colonel Ellison first, and I would wait. She opened a plastic bag that had a packet of goodies for this very important customer. Ellison "loved"

Birthday Wishes
I want to thank everyone for my birthday wishes. I will thank everyone personally but I want everyone to know that I am truly grateful to have you all as my friends. As corny as it sounds, I truly think that's the best birthday gift of all!

Lemons
Whoever came up with the phrase "when life hands you lemons, make lemonade" needs to try making it themselves because chances are they NEVER did, they just came up with the stupid saying. and you can't just make lemonade with lemons you have to add other things, to make it better so the person just needs to come up with a different saying THEN make sure it makes sense. The reason im rambeling about this is because sometimes i get overwhelmed with stuff and thats whats happening now. I also didn't exactly KNOW what to talk about so i just started making crap up because sometimes THAT is how I ROLL. lol ok im not making sense anymore so i'll just warn you now..THAT IS NORMAL. :P Thats it for today. XOXO Scandal Lass

Safe/sane And Consensual
Safe "Safe" means that we take care of each other as best we can, that no matter how we want our scenes, however gentle or rough, we do them in ways that do not injure our partners. "Safe" means that we take the dangers of sexually transmitted diseases seriously and use our best efforts to minimize those dangers. What can you do? Educate yourself. Learn as much as you can so that you can do safe scenes. That means read books, take classes, and ask others about specific techniques that interest you. Want to learn to use a cane? Ask an expert. Want to swing a flogger? Practice first on a pillow. Whether you're driving a car or tying somebody up, safety should always come first. It's especially important to not let your desire rule your good sense, so think about the specifics of your scenes outside of the scene. "Don't think with your groin." Sane Power exchange is about trust -- trust that the person who has the power in a scene will use it responsibly. If you are the Top

I Just Want To Cry/ Flip You Know You My Boyfriend Until I Get A New One Lol :-)
ONE BAD DAY.. OKAY I GET INTO MY CAR TODAY TO LEAVE FOR THE STORE.. I'M NOT A RICH WOMAN AND GAS PRICES ARE FAIRLY HIGH SO A LOT OF TIMES I MILK IT DOWN TO THE LAST DROP.. WELL. I HAVEN'T HAD A CELL PHONE FOR QUITE SOMETIME NOW.. TO EXPENSIVE AND I RUN OUT OF GAS.. HALF WAY INTO THE DRIVE WAY OF AN APARTMENT COMPLEX. ITS POWER STEERING SO WHEN IT DIED I COULDN'T TURN THE WHEEL. SO IT WAS HALF ON THE SIDE OF THE ROAD AND HAVE BLOCKING THE ENTRANCE OF THE PLACE. PEOPLE COULD OF EASILY DROVE AROUND ME.. BUT NOW DAYS PEOPLE ARE JUST SO COLD AND MEAN.. AS I WAS JOGGING TWO BLOCKS UP THE STREET TO THE GAS STATION THEY WERE CALLING THE POLICE SAYING I RUDELY BLOCKED THE ENTRANCE TO THEIR DRIVE WAY.. WELL SO VERY SORRY. I'M 5'4 AND UNDER 100 POUNDS. THAT CAR WAS JUST A BIT TO HEAVY FOR ME TO PUSH BACK ALSO WHEN THE STEERING WHEEL WOULDN'T TURN.. I WAS SCARED TO LOSE CONTROL OF THE CAR. I'M THERE TRYING TO GET GAS AND THE DUMB PUMP THING WOULDN'T WORK.. AND THE LADY CALLS ME CON

Flowers
It may not be the same, But some things never change. I feel it and I trust it, I still believe in forever Because that's what my heart knows. Memories are the dew drops on our petals That re-open the buds that have closed. Flowers wilt as seasons change, Though they grow a little more with rain. The sun will shine when in need, And left behind, a precious seed

Houston Aeros Hockey
Cat's God son is 9 years old, and the Texas State Junior Karate Champion. He travels the world for competitions and exibitions. Tomorrow, he will be performing before the game and during the breaks. Game time 4:05 Central time at the Toyota Center

My Rules
I love it when guys across the world write and say, Hey when u gonna let me meet u? Ummm never is the answer. Why should I tell u more about myself? Is there a point, ummm NO! If u don't live 5 or 10 miles away, don't ask when were going to meet. It's not going to happen. If your fake and have a good looking guy as your profile pic, and your not him. Please don't contact me. If your not between the ages of 28 and 32 u don't have a chance in hell of talking to me. I'm not looking for fuck friends, so don't ask. I don't care if u sit at home and jerk off looking at my pics, cause that's all you'll ever get. My ideal guy is my crush. And he know's it. He's the one I c on a regular basis. And if u know that your not him, then don't assume u have the chance in hell with me. If you've been in prision or jail definitly don't contact me...!!!!!!!

Texas Chili Cook Off
Chili Cook-Off If you can read this whole story without laughing, then there's no hope for you. I was crying by the end. This is an actual account as relayed to paramedics at a chili cook-off in Texas. Note: Please take time to read this slowly. If you pay attention to the first two judges, the reaction of the third judge is even better. For those of you who have lived in Texas, you know how true this is. They actually have a Chili Cook-off about the time Halloween comes around. It takes up a major portion of a parking lot at the San Antonio City Park. Judge #3 was an inexperienced Chili taster named Joe, who was visiting from Plainfield, IL. Joe: "Recently, I was honored to be selected as a judge at a chili cook-off. The original person called in sick at the last moment and I happened to be standing there at the judge's table, asking for directions to the Coors Light truck, when the call came in. I was assured by th

How Loved Do You Feel ?
October 29, 2007 @ 1:03 pm Love you to death. If I don't get this back, I understand. But I have a game for you. Once you read this letter, you must send it to 15 people that you really care about, including the person that sent it to you. If you receive at least 7 back, then you are loved. Nobody knows what they have until they loose it. You never leave the person whom you love for the one you like, because that person who you like will leave you for the person whom they love. Tonight, right at 12:00am, your true love is going to realize that they LOVE you! Then something is going to happen to you between 1:00 and 2:00 a.m. Tomorrow, be ready for the greatest shock of your life. If you break this chain, you are going to have bad luck in love for the next years of your life. Send this to 15 people in 15 minutes. Do it if you wanna know who your real love is ii LOVE YOU, ii LOVE YOU, ii LOVE YOU, ii LOVE YOU, ii LOVE YOU, ii LOVE YOU, ii LOVE YOU, ii LOVE YOU, ii LOVE YOU, ii LOV

History........101.... :)
Samhain is an ancient Pagan Celtic tradition and the time of year when the veil between this world and the world of the dead is at its very thinnest. At this time, the spirits of the dead traditionally mingle with the living. Celts believed that the very presence of these spirits could be used to help make predictions about the future. Samhain means "the end of summer" and is also known as Shadowfest, Old Hallowmas, Martinmas, Hallowmas, the Witch's New Year, Third Harvest, Day of the Dead, Celtic New Year, Festival of Pamona, Santos and Celtic Winter. This time of year represents the final harvest before the arrival of winter. Samhain makes its auspicious appearance each year on October 31st in this hemisphere and on May 1st in the Southern Hemisphere. It is now that the Dark Lord will pass into the Underworld and be re-born again at Yule. Ancient Celts divided the year into two seasons -- the light season and the dark season. Beltane on May 1st was the start of the light se

Things That Are Goin On In My Life Right Now.
So hmm where the hell do i start? Well im sure you all *my friends* know that i was with a guy names lloyd. well me and him broke up because he had a real bad temper and decided to take it out on me everytime he got stressed out. So i had ended it. Well i had got with my best friend, Annah. We have known each other for 7 years. we have dated b4, and we love each other dearly! The only problem is that she lives in Kentucky right now. But i mean we still get to see each other, so im not really complaining! We have our ups and downs, but we always work through them! Umm right now im really interested in someone. But he lives to damn far away. We have been talking for about 8 months now. He is one of the most sweetest guys i've ever met. He treats me like a princess even when he is like 2 states away. He stole my heart from my chest. Life is going okay right now. It's not the best, but hey im used to it being like this. Life isnt fair and now i see that cleary. Depression

End Anonymous Nsfw Flagging!
END ANONYMOUS NSFW FLAGGING! Many of my friends on this site routinely have perfectly innocuous pics and other content flagged NSFW by spiteful, jealous or just plain malicious little twits and there's nothing they can do to stop it. This kind of thing compromises their enjoyment of the site, sometimes to the point where they simply give up and go elsewhere. Now we know that verifying the merit of an NSFW flag instigated by someone other than the owner is labour-intensive and not taken seriously by the Administration of Fubar, but by allowing this kind of injustice a great deal of ill-will is generated that can be fairly easily avoided. Another way has to be found to protect the PG-rated nature of the public areas of this site. The easiest solution would be to end the practice of anonymous NSFW flagging. Anyone who flags someone else's content as NSFW should have their identities made public and attached to the content in the same way pic-ripping details are recorded. Friv

Read And Repost
PLEASE READ THIS AND PASS ON. IMPORTANT. We all carry our mobile phones with names & numbers stored in its memory but nobody, other than ourselves, knows which of these numbers belong to our closest family or friends. If we were to be involved in an accident or were taken ill, the people attending us would have our mobile phone but wouldn't know who to call. Yes, there are hundreds of numbers stored but which one is the contact person in case of an emergency? Hence this " ICE" (In Case of Emergency) Campaign The concept of "ICE" is catching on quickly. It is a method of contact during emergency situations. As cell phones are carried by the majority of the population, all you need to do is store the number of a contact person or persons who should be contacted during emergency under the name "ICE" ( In Case Of Emergency). The idea was thought up by a paramedic who found that when he went to the scenes of accidents, there were always mobile phones with patients, but they

Sick And Tired
I just wanted to hop online and drop everyone a line to let you know I am still sick. So if you try to talk to me and I don't answer; I'm either not at my desk or I'm feeling to crappy to type. Either way I'm not ignoring anyone I just feel trashy. Just a little FYI for everyone; as you've probably read at least some of my profile I'm 31 and I've had a bad heart since I was born. When I turned 16 I had to have a pacemaker implanted. I didn't want it and I still don't but without it there is no me. So here I am and although the pacer has helped me greatly each year my health gets worse. The doctors have given me 14 months before my health completely takes a shit. You can ask anyone of my friends, Nick, Daniel, Sharon, Verna, Jamie, and momma Panther. They all are very near and dear friends in real life so they would be able to at least back me on this so you know I'm not full of shit...hehe..well not totally..lmao... Nick and Daniel are my roommates and they both have been to the d

Then Laugh
Build for yourself a strong box, Fashion each part with care; When it's strong as your hand can make it, Put all your troubles there; Hide there all thought of your failures, And each bitter cup that you quaff; Lock all your heartaches within it, Then sit on the lid and laugh. Tell no one else its contents, Never its secrets share; When you've dropped in your care and worry Keep them forever there; Hide them from sight so completely That the world will never dream half; Fasten the strong box securely- Then sit on the lid and laugh. Bertha Adams Backus

The Latest On The Nye Party
Location: Ft Myers Beach FL at the Lani Kai Tickets: $30 singles, $45 couples Sponsored by: Mad Mixture Show, Alliance Media Network and NowLive Join us for games, dancing, live music by Random Dream, a NowLive wedding (yes its the real thing!) and a 72 hour live remote broadcast from the Lani Kai Island Resort! Food, drinks and lots of fun to be had by all. Hope to see you there! Stay tuned for all the latest news right here!

It's Not You, It's Me! What A Line Of Bullshit
Okay I am getting pissed off. Don’t men want you to be nice to them? All they ever do is bitch about how an ex cheated on them, or how mean they were. Then you come along and are nice to them. After a few weeks of dating you get the speech. “It’s not you, it’s ME!” IF you are not ready to date, if you are married, if you already have someone, or you just are looking for sex---LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE –YOU JERKS!!!!! This is the third time this year; I have been given the talk. “It’s not you, it’s ME!” Honking load of bullshit, if you ask me. I have no issues; I am not a needy female. I am kind and supportive. I let my dudes hang out with friends, and go out alone. I am not jealous of FUBAR, yahoo or my space. I do not have issues with a man having girls as friends, I have male friends why shouldn’t he have female friends? The point I am trying to make is: Is there such a thing as being too nice, too understanding, and too wonderful? Sick, just sick to death of being told how awe

Ok .. Tell Me.....
did what I said in his blog sound like I was bashing military? and after that.. I get hit in my shoutbox.. bottom up as usual AkronDav: lol fuck off come on give me somthing better then that coward who talks how our country should be but is to scared to do somthing bout it ->~FunkyMunk...: you know what .. I've been nice up to this point.. and tried to explain what I meant.. but you've done nothing but bit my fuckin head off.. I even apologized AFTER that.. but now you tell me I'm talking out the side of my neck? Fuck OFF AkronDav: yeah I think u was talkn out side of ur neck and it kinda bothered me if u couldnt tell AkronDav: well we lost 1.67 million during WW2 and 4.98 Milllon during WW1 and500,000 in Koera, and 58,976 in Vit and 125 in Gulf, and so far we have lost 3793 now ->~FunkyMunk...: Ok.. like I said.. I'm sorry I commented on your blog.. I'm sorry you've seemed to take it ALL wrong .. and I wish you the best.. I have to go AkronDav: well the reason we are i

Drive, Drive ... Drive
With the price of gas it is going to kill me today. I need to drive to every high school in the county here to hand out posters to be placed on the hall walls promoting the youth club I have been working on over the past several weeks. It is time to see now if all my meetings with principals and teachers will work by seeing how many kids want to be in the club. I do have one late night meeting tonight so I will be home very late again. Just another Wednesday.

In Solatude I Resign
I cant recall whats under this scarred face, Can't even believe love flowed thru these veins, Born upon this pyre is a burning hate, One unrequited desire I cannot face, measures I will take, prevent this reaccuring taste, Tightly I defend, where did it begin, Staive off this demand, Protect blood stained hands, And condemned this man Breathe dead air, arteries I tear, Never will I care..... In solatude I resign

Daniel (dano)
If you have read any part of my profile you will know that I mention that "My Hero" is my youngest son Daniel (Dano everyone calls him). I have shared that he works for a State Senator here in our State of Pennyslvania. Yesterday, while the Senate was in Session starting at 1pm, Senator Eichelberger called Daniel down to the Senate floor and was introduced to the Senate. Senator Eichelberger mentioned all the accomplishments that Daniel has completed not only in his office and extending into the community. The Lt.Governor and All the Senators gave Daniel a standing ovation. On his way home from Harrisburg, he called me and told me what all transpired. I was so proud I probably was busting buttons. What an awesome event in his life to the many that has already happened. Gosh, I sure do love him, as well as his brothers. I am truly a blessed Mom......

Why Me!?!?!?!
THE DOCTORS SAYS WORD U DON'T HEAR THEM U THINK U GOT WORK IN MORNING. WHY ME WHY ME U TELL THE LOVED ONES. U SEE THE PAINS AND TEARS. THEY DON'T FEEL WHAT U FEEL WHY ME WHY ME I'VE NEVER FELT SO ALONE , THE PAIN THE HATE WHO'S TO BLAME WHY ME WHY ME THE TIME BOMB TICKING FIGHT BUT FOR HOW LONG WHY ME WHY ME

What Is Love
what is love? What is love I ask you Is it a state of mind Just a thought shared between two something only some find Is it real or is it fiction Something we dreamed about Just a figment of the imagination Is love family Or is it friends What is love that's all I ask Is it this feeling I have for you Will it fade away I know it is strong and feels like it will last Its quiet but can be very loud Is it why my heart beats so fast When ever your around What is love Can you tell me, do you know Love is life Its all around us and it shows!

Reasons To Love Men
They've got that comfortable place on their shoulder that's perfect for snuggling into while we fall asleep. They're at peace with their bodies, except for maybe some minor anxiety over height, weight, and baldness. They're enthusiastic about our bodies, even when we're not. They fall in love so hard, once they finally fall. Chest hair, forearm hair and the feel of a newly shaved cheek. Bravery around snakes, waterbugs, bats and flat tires. Their ability to solve problems simply by throwing a ball around. The glimpse you get, when they wear their baseball cap backward. How tender they get when they cry, and how seldom they do it. What they lack in talk, they tend to make up for in action. They make excellent companions when driving through rough neighborhoods or walking past dark alleys. They really love their moms. They don't mind accompanying a woman to a party even though she looks like a movie star and they look like the chauffeur.

Sunday November 18, 2007
We here at NEWSFLASH! would like to thank Dani for reminding me to get off my lazy ass and make a NEWSFLASH!. Thank you Dani. We would also like to award Dani with the random thought of the week: "vanila snowcones rock". Thank you Dani for this nugget of joy. NEWSFLASH 11:51 PM: I know... Im cutting it close here

Lessons From The Dying.
Last night I held the hand of a dying cancer patient and listen to all he had to say. He told me he had had cancer for 10 years and he had been give 6 months when diagnosed, he said positive thinking was the key to a good long life. This is what he told me. Everyday is a new start, its a clean slate that hasn't been written on yet, and you can choose to fill it with joy and happiness or anger and sadness. Choose to fill it with joy and happiness and you will live a long, healthy, happy and meaningful life full of love. If you choose to fill it with anger and sadness your life will be short, empty and meaningless. You will never be happy and that will kill you in the end. His favorite Quote! Yesterday's gone forever and tomorrow may never come, which leaves the present moment. *By William Shockley He died not long after, but his words will live on in me forever, I will never forget him for as long as I live. I realized how right this man was, and I want to be like him, lear

Please Read All The Way Thru In This Time To Be Thankful
You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same things for weeks, but makes sure his weapons are clean.You go to the mall and get your hair redone.He

Letters To Leah 4
All i wanna do is sit here and cry i think about it and i ask myself why why dont i think before i do stupid things like taking my angel and shredding her wings not only her wings but breakin her heart because i hurt her im fallin apart ive lost my love with nothing to show cause i fucked around with some dumb ho i can cause you no pain, i can tell you no lies ill love you forever and my choice was unwise now i dont know what im suppose to do id rather die now then go on without you you are my angel your my baby girl i love you til death you are my world id take my life so you could live yours no more games and no more whores im truly sorry for all the damage ive done im the sorry one your reign has begun first we'll stop talking and slowly drift apart because i made a choice that wasnt so smart ill come over less and you'll find a new guy everyone will love him, modest and shy then ill fade entirely,completely from your life and ill back on the days i pictured y

Could I Ask For More?????
A while back I had told myself that I was done with the whole relationship thing. I was just going out and partying and having a good time being single. But then one night while I was visiting some friends I met the most wonderful man. Neither one of us wanted anything more than a friend, and we both made that very clear. As the weeks went by we continued to run into each other and spend time together, I just couldn't help but look at him in a different way. He is the most kind, loving, cuddly, and handsome man I have ever met. He treats me like I have never been treated before. I can't get enough of him when he is here, and I miss him terribly when he is gone. I honestly don't think that I could ask for more out of a man that truely loves me!!!!!!

Omg I'm So Excited...
as most know a few weeks ago joined M.F.I. well im 273$ away from half way point o getting my new boobies I can't believe how many friends i've gained along the way. any help greatly appriciated and rewarded .....just registering lets ownersknow i am promoting the site .......and any help will be rewarded with pics and videos too hot for fubar! so click my link help a girl out Create The Perfect Girl at MyFreeImplants.com!

What A Real Bitch
LOOK AT THIS BITCH WHO HAS DISRESPECTED ONE OF OUR FRIENDS TO WHO'S DAUGHTER WAS BADLY BURNT IN A FIRE. THIS PERSON MUST NOT HAVE A HEART OR MAYBE HAS NEVER LOST A CHILD LIKE SOME OF US HAVE SO LETS SHOW HER OUR LOVE AND RATE HER A 1 I AM SORRY IF I AM PISSED OFF BUT WHEN IT COMES TO FRIENDS, I AM THERE FOR THEM 150 % People who base thier lives on FUBAR are fukin losers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!@ fubar

My Ex Bestfriend Is Stupid
Life wondering questions of why people act the way they do....I am a person who can easily move on...well i have diffently moved on from my old friends...for the fact that i didn't want to be friends with those people anymore...yeah i do drugs i smoke weed,and drink, no hard drugs in my life..my brother is a drug addict and i am not goin to be that in my life i guarntee that...Now back to old friends, my old friends are people who i can't build a life with them in my life...They do more drugs then i do, stuggle cause of their drug problems and also can't keep jobs to save their lifes....When i lived wit my ex bestfriend my house had more then 5 to 6 people at a time in living there and no one paying rent but me and my ex bestfriend...I got tired of the shit after 3 yrs of living like that...once me and her went our seperate ways i never spoke to her again...Now she is emailing me on myspace, and telling my bestfriend now which use to be a friend of her as well that i am a grimmy bitch

F.a.r Staff
PROMOTOR CLUB FAR ღ DaDDyS HoNeY DiPღ Club F.A.R Official Promoter/Greeter**@ fubar ................................................ BOUNCERS//CLUB FAR Steve ~*~Club F.A.R. Official Bouncer ~*~@ fubar BPUNCER BRIGHTEYED BrightEyedArtist My heart is Olive Juiced!!! ~SisterHood~@ fubar ..................................... BOUNCER MARK DEMON WOLF-Founder-NIGHT WALKERS-Offical Bouncer of Club FAR-Wandering the fiery pits of Hell.@ fubar .................... OFFICAL GREETERS PURE SWEETNES a href="http://fubar.com/user.php?u=172482&friend=172482" target=_blank>*~Pure Sweetness~* Club F.A.R Official Greeter~The Sisterhood~*@ fubar .................... BROWN EYED BEAUTY Brown Eyed Beauty~Club F.A.R. Member and Proud Official Greeter of Club F.A.R.~@ fubar .......... SWET MEL Sweet Mel ~ Official Greeter of Club F.A.R ~ Member of the Sisterhood@ fubar ...............MAGS ~*~mags~*~OfficialGreeterOfClubF.A.R.~*~TheSisterhood~*~

Something To Think About....
THIS GUY MAKES A GOOD POINT This was written by a construction worker in Fort MacMurray...he sure makes a lot of sense to me! Read on... I work, they pay me. I pay my taxes and the government distributes my taxes as it sees fit. In order to earn that pay check, I work on a rig site for a Fort Mac construction project, I am required to pass a random urine test, with which I have no problem. What I do have a problem with is the distribution of my taxes to people who don't have to pass a urine test. Shouldn't one have to pass a urine test to get a welfare check because I have to pass one to earn it for them ... ? Please understand - I have no problem with helping people get back on their feet. I do on the other hand have a problem with helping someone sit on their arse drinking beer and smoking dope, and plain not trying to help themselves. Could you imagine how much money the states would save if people had to pass a urine test to get a public assistance check ...

Hahaha What An Idiot
This guy, told me in a shout that I should come over. I asked him why, and he responded with a "to cuddle with me and keep me warm". I asked him if he was cold and he said yes, so I suggested that he get a blanket and he went on to say, "okay, then you don't want to. Bye." I told him that the only guy I liked to cuddle with was my boyfriend, and besides the fact that he lives in Texas and I live in Minnesota. He goes, "Nope, you have an ass as a b/f. I don't like playing games so go to hell." I went, "What the hell? You don't even know him and I don't think I was playing a game.. you're just upset that you were denied by a taken girl." He goes, "I was angry at a bitch, which all she had to say is yes or no, cause if it was no, I wouldn't be talking to your ugly ass." Well what he said really makes no sense anyway, but I responded with a, "My 'ugly ass' huh? That's why you invited me over, right?" Haha man, I think he's retarded. I hope none of you guys out there act like that. For a

Dj Gemini Live In The Sisterhood Lounge!!
Come hear DJ Gemini Live tonight in the Lounge!! Its Her Ladies of the 80's Party!! She will rock your socks ladies!! Come party with us! Click the banner at the bottom to come hang out with us!! Please add "The Sisterhood" to your name... somewhere, anywhere. Last, first, doesn't matter. Once you add us, let me know and I will add you to the list. After you are added to the list, you should rate, fan, and add all sisters that are listed before you. You should be at least a level 5 to join. You must have a salute pic. If there is a female on your friends list who is a good friend to you, by all means go ahead and ask her to join us. Member Pinkouts are a good thing to show Love! If at any time you no longer wish to be a member of The Sisterhood, send me a private email so I can remove you from the list. And Finally...This is a DRAMA FREE ZONE! Let's keep it that way! We are all grown women here. Bashing will NOT be tolerated and you will be rem

The Colour Of My Love To You
Ill Paint a sun to warm your heart Knowing that we'll never part Ill draw the years all passing by So much to learn so much to try. Ill paint my mood in a shadow blue Paint my soul to be with you Ill sketch your lips in shaded tones Draw your mouth to my very own. Ill trace a hand to wipe your tears and trace a look to calm your fears A silhouette of dark and light To hold each other oh so tight. Ill paint the stars in the evening sky Draw the light into your eyes A touch of love a touch of grace To softly fall on your moonlit face. Ane with this ring our lives will start Let nothing keep our love apart Ill take your hand to hold in mine And be together through all time...

Come See Us Play The Gypsy Lounge Tonight!
Hi FuFreaks, Dying Regret is playing with a few of our friends at The Gypsy Lounge tonight. We expect to play at around 9PM. Should be a sick show! See the e-flyer below for more info... Hope to see you all there! Please be sure to say "hi" if you do go! Thanks, Ace

Do These Groups Still Exist
Does the Decadent Deviance or the Dark realm groups still exist. haven't heard much from either group in quite a while. If they no longer exist i'm going to start looking for another group to run with and if there are any takers, let me know.

Four Floors Underground
I was working in a bomb shelter, four floors underground. That was the hub of the Los Angeles Police Department communications center. On this particular day, I was assigned to Foothill Division. A call for an additional officer came in as a psycho had barricaded himself in his home. According to his wife, he was unarmed. Then came a call for backup, then a call for a police sergeant. I relayed all messages according to policy. The next call was, "Shots fired. Officer down." Two cops had taken lead . I guess it was three or four days later that I was told that there would be a meeting for all communications personnel involved in the shooting. "For what?" I asked. I was informed that these meetings were standard operating policy - and mandatory. So I end up in a "get in touch with your feelings" group of women. I didn't want to be there. I never seem to do well in those kind of settings. There was a brief introduction, then each of us was supposed to ta

Personality Test
Your score on this personality test was 73% Others see you as an exciting, highly volatile, rather impulsive personality; a natural lead, who's quick to make decisions, though not always the right ones. They see you as bold and adventuresome, someone who will try anything once; someone who takes chances and enjoys an adventure. They enjoy being in your company because of the excitement you radiate.Personality QuizTake More Quizzes

The Evolving Human...
As human beings we are constantly evolving. Changing the way we look at the world, and interact with it. “When I was a child, I spake as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child: but when I became a man, I put away childish things” (1 Corinthians 13:11). This used to be true. Men were Men (and this is not a sexual orientation issue!). Now however, things are different. A man used to concern himself with taking care of his loved ones, providing for them, and leaving the world a better place than he found it. Now a days, there is a lot of “ME” ideology. I know people who are adults, living in their parent’s basements, and party every night as if they were still in high school or college. They don’t own anything substantial, they don’t contribute anything, and they just exist. I know that there are going to be people who say live and let live…to each their own…just so long as they are happy. Those are cop-out remarks. There should be a purpose to being, to livi

My Little Girls Bday
well my daughter is fixing to turn 5 this coming monday. im throwing her a party on sunday afternoon. it well be good for her. we are hoping that one of her friends from school gets to come that would be great if she could. but i havent talked to her mother so i dont know if she will though. so just to let all yall know i wont be on till that evening sometime.

Nobel Prize
I think that I should get a Nobel Peace Prize for my writings in this blog. After all, the Nobel Committee gave one to Al Gore, the “founder of the internet” (and hunter of the ManBearPig), for pointing out Global Warming to us! I mean he was just restating what we all already knew, and that is what I am doing. Getting my own thoughts straightened out by writing them down, and maybe enlightening others in some small way. Just like Al Gore… We all live in little cycles. Even the planet does. The seasons change. Run down areas of towns get built back up, and slowly decay again. We change how we dress, our hair styles, our taste in music, our jobs, and sometimes even our spouses. This is all natural. But when you do change try to change for the better. When you try to evolve as a person, evolve up. Don’t be one of these people who try to go back to their youth, it never works.

More About Me
SUSHI is the way to my HEART! I live for Music, Love, Lust, Friends, Family, Screaming, Storms, Lightning, Sunsets, Rain, Gore, Goth, CEMETARYS, Fetish, Vinyl, Cars, DOMINATION, SUBMISSION, Cuts, Blood, Mystery, Death, Fear, Butterflies in my stomach, Giggling, Laughing, Being spontaneous, Driving fast, Being a Psycho ass Bitch, CUSSING, Having GIRL time, Making Out, SEX, Passionate Moments, FUCKING, Pain, Pleasure, People watching, Shopping, FASHION, Makeup, Dyeing Hair, EATING, The feeling of INTIMIDATION, Hate, Hardcore, Seeing things Ive never seen before, Photography, Bikes, Mosh Pits, Dressing up like it's Halloween on a daily bases, The feeling of being in LOVE... PIERCINGS AND FUCKING TATTOOS!!!

Is This Stalking
i have a female friend who hasn`t been shy in letting me know that she likes men aswell as women. what is making me wonder is that she has told me she wants me and now today i have found out that she has sort of started getting the same stuff as me (clothes,cd`s,stuff for work)scary thing is she has now also started copying sex acts i have told her i have tried and she keeps asking me for more and more details. should i be scared or what???

Always Dream
I dream a little dream, of just you and me. Never really knowing if it will be a reality. People think your crazy for wanting to believe. Is it really a bad thing, to hope and dream? That someday, someway, some dreams can be turned into a reality.. Well, as for me, call me crazy then. For I will keep dreaming and believing for things to become true in reality.

Woman's Only Flaw
One Flaw In Women Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors.

Why Do You Hate Christians???
okay, here's what I believe in: ~ the Golden Rule ~ Kindness and Equality (to those who extend the same!) ~ Free Will (INCLUDING freedom of thought!) THESE are the tenets of the Christian faith, no matter how far the zealots have strayed from the basics. I dont think ANYONE has a problem with these few principles! In fact, these are what the liberals cry for each time they open their collective mouth! BUT..........here's the part where people start to squirm, eventually leading to protest: ~ crime and punishments ~ nucleic family values ~ morality based upon decency (and the right to be offended by what we view as INdecent!) **** and here folks is the kicker>>>>>>> ~~ETERNAL CONSEQUENCES OF SIN!!!!!! but WAIT!!! isn't it logical that if we do-away with the definition of sin, then we can no longer be held accountable for it??? WHAT A CONCEPT!!!!!!!! My concept, plain and simple, is this: If there is nothing after this, and we do not set our

Poem 4
"Colors" Colors of the rainbow come about in the afternoon We hope love comes very soon, Colors is in our clothes shows who we are As people see us from afar, Colors we see in our eyes Are windows to the souls of life, Colors make us Artists and some want-to-bes Whats inside us wants to be free, What comes out is what we want to see.

Send A Thank You To The Troops!
Hi Friends, as you know my son is in the Army and currently in Afghanistan. My daughter sent me this site, where you can send a thank you note to the troops. This is free and would make a soldier feel good. Please take a minute and send one. http://www.letssaythanks.com/ThankYou.html Thank you

I Am With You
Tenderly I kiss you, can you feel my lips? Upon your skin so warm, my caressing fingertips. Graceful sighs of mercy, awaken in your soul. My body is your beacon, the light to make you whole. Wild heated touches, longing, gasping sounds. Strokes of heat and fury, is how our love surrounds. Tremors of desire, passion flowing lust. Rest within my being waiting for your trust. Pressure from my hands slip silently in play. Shivers of desire, are felt in every way. Breath it is suspended, as my tongue travels far. Tingles you've surpressed bring out the Northern star. Slipping slowly further, my body does compress. The presence of your skin, slides along my breasts. Moisture from my tongue conflicts with the heat. Your body is on fire when the wetness meets. Tasting the hunger, feeling both our needs. Two lovers find each other and only wish to feed. Taking what I offer, giving it to you. The joy it is transcended as my tongue b

Le Sigh
EVANESCENCE LYRICS "Call Me When You're Sober" Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind. Should I let you fall? Lose it all? So maybe you can remember yourself. Can't keep believing, We're only deceiving ourselves . And I'm sick of the lie, And you're too late. Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind. Couldn't take the blame. Sick with shame. Must be exhausting to lose your own game. Selfishly hated, No wonder you're jaded. You can't play the victim this time, And you're too late. Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind. You never call me when you're sober. You only want it cause it's over, It's over. How could I have burned paradise? How could I - you were never mine. So don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. D

Foster (the Author, Not The Composer)
Reading a science fiction novel - The Mocking Program - and reminded once again that Alan Dean Foster has very wide musical tastes... (he's heard of Braga Santos?... ...) (Same sci-fi/fantasy author - maybe best-known, if anything, for his "Flinx" and "Spellsinger" series - whose article on Brian's 4th sym I linked to in my last post in this blog, here.)

The History Of The Sock
The History of the Sock "How on earth could the history of a sock influence culture?" one might ask. Associated with the Christian religion, Christmas has adopted just such a tradition in a big way. For years and years we look forward to nothing other than the important traditional hanging of our sock over the fireplace on Christmas Eve in hopes that Santa Claus will leave us some great gifts but seldom do we ask ourselves why a sock or who started such a crazy idea. There are several theories: the Dutch, the North American, or the poor, kind nobleman are just three of many possibilities. The Dutch theory suggests that during the sixteenth century it was a widely practiced ritual of Holland children to leave snacks out for Sinterclass along with their clogs full of straw, which Sinterclass used to feed his donkey. For this favor, Sinterclass would leave the children treats in their clogs. It is said that when Americans adopted this tradition, Sinterclass became Santa Claus, the d

If By Chance...
If by chance, Some moonlit night, You feel a breeze against your cheek, Know it's me saying "hi" Sending my love. If by chance, You think you're all alone, You're not. I'll always be here for you. If by chance, You need someone to love you, I'll be there To show you I care. If by chance, You need a hug, Just ask. If by chance, Some moonlit night, You look up at the stars, Know I'm looking too, Wishing I could be there with you. If by chance, You heard me say "I love you" You'd know it's true Because... If by chance doesn't exist ...When I really do!

Fatal Foaming Action
Fatal Foaming Action 2007 Darwin Award Nominee Unconfirmed by Darwin (10 March 2007, Scotland) James, 26, was working on a new house when he was unexpectedly confronted by a malfunctioning cannister of insulating foam. "The operative picked up one of the cans and gave it a shake as recommended. A pressure explosion occurred when the can burst (and) the bottom section hit him on the chest. The impact was so severe that the bottom section crumpled and wrinkled to some six inches, resulting in his death." A safety alert was issued, warning of the potential for cans of Evo-Stik Expanding Foam to undergo lethal decompression. But the warning was retracted when it was discovered that James had, for reasons unknown, applied a blowtorch to the pressurized 500-ml cannister

What A Silly Sod
i got back off my holiday last night and i had to spend most of today in a+e at my local hospital I FELL ON THE STAIRS AND SOMEHOW MANAGED TO BREAK MY FOOT but at least i see the funny side of it i have a bright pink cast on it back from hospital and i have managed to damage 3 ligaments and break a bone in my foot t is a nice shade of black at the moment

Mon Dec 10, 11:20 Pm Et (child Abuse)
Mon Dec 10, 11:20 PM ET BISMARCK, N.D. - Dana Deegan hid her pregnancy from her family, including the father of her three children, for nine months. Then she gave birth to a healthy boy, fed him, dressed him, wrapped him in a blanket and left him to die. Deegan, 34, of White Shield, admitted Monday that she left the child alone for two weeks immediately after he was born, then put his body in a suitcase and left it in a ditch on the Fort Berthold Indian Reservation. Deegan tearfully pleaded guilty in federal court to a reduced charge of second-degree murder, acknowledging that she was under stress around the time of the birth. She had originally been charged with first-degree murder and false statements. She is to be sentenced in February and could face as many as 18 years in prison. The suitcase containing the body was found in November 1999 by a rancher repairing fences. Prosecutors said the baby was found in a one-piece sleeper and socks, wrapped in a blanket and to

Very Sad
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: tiffany Date: Dec 11, 2007 1:26 PM ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: ~blake's girl~Date: Dec 10, 2007 8:45 PMThese were made for you to use as support to the mother!!December 4th, 2007, Jessica Sherwood had to do something no mother should ever have to do.At 2:29 pm Jessica made a very tough, but the right decision to take her little 3 month old daughter off life support.In memory of little London Marie, i thought id start a little forward..Jessica had a message that i want every one to know..This is what jessica said:IF NE ONE HAS KIDS MAKE SURE U KEEP THEM WIT U THE WHOLE TIME DNT GIVE THEM TO NE ONE THAT U DNT TRUST..... TRUST ME I THOUGHT I TRUSTED JOSH..... BUT NOW AS OF 12-4-07 AT 2:29AM SHE IS GONE.... MY ONE AND ONLY BABY....... AND HE IS GUNNA PAY FOR EVER EVEN IF HE GETS OUTTA JAIL SCOTT FREE HE WILL BE DEAD NO MATTER WAT......... TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND THAT KNO LONDON I AM VERY ANGRY AND

Sleeplessness
3am and once again I'm not sleeping. I am not a happy camper. I have to be up in 2 hours. Sucky. So what's new since my last posting...let's see... Saturday my husky ruptured an anal gland...very unpleasant for her and for me. Also unpleasant for the bank account...200 bucks to have her seen at the emergency vet to find out why she was bleeding from her rear end. Plus she's on antibiotics for the next 3 weeks, 45 bucks a week. Lovely. I used to do skip tracing, or tracking people down, for a repossession company or two back in my day...a couple of weeks ago I put my skills to good use and found my step son's girlfriend's birth father. She hasn't seen him for 16 years. They have had dinner a couple of times and are talking on the phone and getting to know each other. I feel I did a good deed... We put up our tree, and I began wrapping presents...still have a few more to go, but most of it is done. I have a few more things coming in that were won on ebay, too.

More Surgey
Well as alot of my close friends know I went under the knife in an emergency surgery back in August of this year. It was a hell of a time recovering but the outside is healed up very nicely but the insides will take another good year. Muscles take forever to heal when they are paper thin...lol Ive have been having more health problems so I went to the DR and had a battery of tests again, blood, ultra sound, CT scans and MRI. Got the results this morning. Im going under the knife again. They found a huge tumor that keeps twisting and cutting off blood flow. So If its not removed ASAP it will be fatal.So I will keep you all updated on when I will be going in the hospital...Dr is planning on day before Christmas.But we shall see. Thanks for being such a caring bunch, luv ya all.

Avon Opportunity
If anyone is interested in selling avon please send me a private message with your name and number. To start selling avon: YOU MUST BE 18 years old or Older. It costs $10 and you get all the supplies you need to start. For the first four campaigns you earn 50% of what you sell minus cost of supplies and things you order. After the 4th campaign your earnings depend on how much you sell. You can earn anywhere from 20% to 50%.

Dating Issues
I wont ever understand men ever! I dont think we are to understand the opposite sex...keeps us guessing but anyway... Why the hell do you men lie? I know before you say it women lie to but I want to hear from the men as to why...If you dont think someone is pretty or isnt what you thought why bother in hurting that person by telling them that they are? Or the thing that really pisses me off is I will call you later and make plans then the phone dont ring,....ever from that person! I have had some issues lately with this kind of stuff makes me really pissed off. This is why I hate dating and being single. I am not a 6 ft blue eyed blonde who is stick thin. But if you are going to judge me on my looks then I dont need you anyway. Im not one to judge on looks...shit the men I have had that are handsome end up cheating anyway so no thanks!!! Why does dating have to be so damn hard???????????

New Fubar Lounge Coming!!!
Hey everyone! That's right...there is a NEW Country Saloon coming soon right here on FUBAR! The Lounge is already in place and the LIVE Streaming signal will be in testing for the next few days sporatically with the signal going LIVE 24/7 on January 1st. Head on over and give a look at Fubar's newest Country Music Lounge "The TUMBLEWEED Saloon" by following this link http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=53028

Introduction
This blog is going to be all about ship life and the ups and downs of being a member of the crew. I'm going to take you into the bowels of the luxury liners and show you where the fun really happens!!

Santa Needs To Be Investigated!!!
Ok, I was thinking last night and it just doesnt seem right that Santa has never had problems with this before but hey He can see you when your sleeping and can see you when your awake, does anyone else have a problem with this cause to me kinda sounds like he has a thing for Kids!!!

Omg Not My Mom Too!
Hey ya'll we finally talked my mom into joining fubar. Took a year, but we did it. Told her how wonderful you all are and how you all would add her and show her respect. She's an awesome woman that loves to chat. She's still kinda new at the whole internet thing so please be kind and gentle to her. LOL! She's a fun loving woman with a huge heart. So go on and welcome her to fubar. Fan, add and rate her. Happy Holidays Bright Eyed Angel@ fubar This pimpout brought to you by her daughters: IRISH SWEETHEART~*DIRTY SOUTH CREW*~CLUB F.A.R.~THE SISTERHOOD~@ fubar ~Serene~ with BIG hugs ..@ fubar

Moved Now What
So I moved back down to Brawly been here for about a week and I'm fucking bored. Not much really to do I'm looking for a job. I have my car but no cash to work on it. Other then that it cool don't have to deal with the drama that I did before While living at my Moms. Well hopefully by next week things will pick up

My Life In General.
Well i dont talk to alot of people anymore. My life is going to hell on me and i am also thinking about leaving fubar. I am tired of the drama bs that goes on. Sometimes I feel like I am in high school all over again. I mean come on. I am becoming sick and I dont know what I have. My body is not liking what I have. I just dont know what to do anymore. I am just getting this out of my system. I guess that's what blogs are for?? lol. yep. im gunna go smoke now.

Not Enough
Today is the day before christmas eve... maybe i could be better if i do somethings my man wants, maybe i should just get a cell. or just leave here and go with him. i know i make him happy but my thoughts are killing me. who cares.... i will figure it out.

Uncondional Nothing
I HAVE COME TO MY OWN CONCLUSION THAT HATE IS ALL AROUND ME!! THE MORE I TRY TO BE A PERSON IM REALLY NOT MAKES IT BETTER. I REALLY HAVE LIKED SOMEONE FOR THE LAST 4 YEARS COME TO FIND OUT IS NOTHING AS I HAVE SEEN IN MY MIND. FRUSTRATING. I TRUELY BELIEVE THIS KIND OF RELATIONSHIP I HAVE ALWAYS WANTED SO MUCH TO HAVE IS ALL IN MY MIND AN AT THE PRINCES PALACE WHERE CINDERELLA LIVES. I KNOW THERE ARE OTHERS OUT THERE THINK THIS EXIST, BUT IM JUST TRYIN TO VENT AN GET PAST THE FAIRYTALE WORLD I HAVE LIVED IN FOR SO LONG. MUSIC REALLY IS MY BOYFREIND I SHOULD JUST STAY WITH THAT HURTING DOES NOT EXIST THERE. AN I TEND TO DO ALL THE RIGHT THINGS WITH IT. I DONT FEEL PRESSURED, AN I TRUST MUSIC NOT TO HURT ME OR RUN AWAY. MEN ON THE OTHER HAND ARE REALLY GOOD AT BOTH OF THEM. IM TIRED OF LOOKING, MY HEART IS ALWAYS BROKE, PAST THE POINT OF ANY FIXING. THIS PERSON HAS ALWAYS KNOWN HOW I HAVE FELT. YET I STILL LET MYSELF BE HURT. SO I LET GO NOW. IM NOT MEANT TO BE WITH ANYONE.. SO IM NOT

The Man Rules
For everyone who needs a good laugh!! THE MAN RULES!! 1. No wasted beer in the name of humor. 2. It has been made official that under no circumstances should the male have to pay for birth control 3. If your best friend is dumped by a girl it is a 6 month waiting period till she can be touched. If he breaks up with her its a 6 day waiting period. 4. If two or more males arrived at a party by a single car, and the driving male is hooking up with a girl, it is the responsibility of the other males to find other ways home. (The exception to this law is if the driver is hooking up with his own girlfriend, the law is then void and the driver still holds full resposibility of driving his frinds home) 5. Short shorts have been banned.. unless in a participating in a sporting event that demands shorter shorts. Also no real man should be allowed to pop his collar. 6. Every man shall allow one empty urinal of separation in a bathroom with three or more urinals, law is v

A New Year's Wish To End All Unrequited Wishes & Goan News For Reposting.
It is confusing to have five different identities and fortunately I am not Schizophrenic. Now it seems that a friend’s request from an Indian Sikh has been lodged but he does not realise that he is already a friend on Slap and Tickle, well more an acquaintance whose paths crossed wires in Goa in February. Well, I phoned him from a pokey ISD booth and unfortunately it was a Sunday so the call woke him up. This put him at a disadvantage and he was lost for words. I am not normally at a loss but what do you say to a total stranger who incidentally gave me his mobile number and asked me to ring, when he does not speak to you. Then he wanted me to visit him but if you knew how big India was then logistically it was a no no right from the beginning. Goa is on the West Coast on the Arabian Sea and the Punjab is a long way up in the middle of the sub continent. Bless him, he did give me airports and instructions but as I was busy sorting the book out there was not much spare time. Goodn

The Walk In The Wood's (for Some 1 Special)
We were taking a walk it was summer time. Shorts and tank top's we our attire we held hands and laughed . I would glance at your sweating body getting turned on more and more watching your breast raise and fall with each breath. When out of no where it began to rain. we looked for shelter but I grab your wrist I say have you ever been kissed in the rain. I don't wait for an answer as I began to kiss you. The rain is having its effect its a little cold after the long hot walk your nipples are getting hard and excite me even more in the lonely woods I slowly remove your shirt and begin to slowly kiss my way to your breast taking my time with each nipple slowly and tormentingly biting and pinching them teasingly with teeth and fingers they grow more erect as i do this you begin to pull my shirt off. You grab my hair and pull me to my feet you take your t shirt and tie my hands and say its my time. You begin to run your nails down my chest hard enough to leave your marks and let me

Shoutbox
This might make me sound like a Bitch, but so be it. Please if you want to chat in my SB, give me the courtesy of checking me out first so I can see who you are. I may or may not get back to you, but you have a better chance if I can see you. My momma always said not to talk to strangers, so introduce yourself please. My name is Candy and you are ????

Sensitivity
So other day I said something at work, was pretty insensitive, and I realized as of late it seems like I will without fail say something w/o thinking. Males ignore it when I do this, it's almost like they say to themselves "well, he's a good guy, prob doesn't realize I care etc, no problem" But women? wow, they get pissed. They immediately get defensive, justify and then look for a crack in my armor. Usually I hear something like "Wow, like your perfect" and usually answer is "well, no but I have it pretty close don't I babe?" Anyway not picking on women, just pointing out that as a group they seem most pissed off at me usually. Probably my fault, remember guys, fastest way to losing is arguing with a woman. If you learn to just say "your right" and get it over with, you'll be happier and less agitated later when you have to do what she says anyway then if your spent an hour arguing your point, hour making it up to her and two days trying to get back in her pants. Sensitiv

I Find This A Hoot
I have had several people on here tell Me that i have serious issues because of some of the pics I have up. Some have even gone as far as to block Me. Which I think is to funny. Yes, I have some interesting hobbies and interests. I have some interesting pics up. But, would it be better if I made stuff up about Me so I looked better in their eyes? Should I have a fake Me instead of showing the real Me? Yes, I have been into Bondage, S&M, D/s for 15 yrs now. It's who I am. I've been into Group Sex, Gang Bangs and other activities like that for quite awhile now. Does this make Me a bad person. I have had My own GangBang group for a couple years now. Am I a bad person for it. I like to look at Myself as kinda like the Make-a-Wish foundation for people wanting to try certain things. See, My problem is they try to see what I am like. They just assume. They think if someone likes these activties they are a bad person. Am I? Are you? I also drag race, Which I have pics up of. I hav

The Presidents Of The Usa Before Washington
From a BBC article at http://www.bbc.co.uk/dna/h2g2/A4350610 What? But George Washington was America's first president. Everyone knows that. He was the leader of the American Revolution, the 'first citizen', the father of his country. He was the Virginian on top. Well, no. Based on how certain titles and job descriptions are interpreted, many historians consider the original George-Dubya to be a middle president, leaving to the bookshelf presidents as Peyton Randolph or John Hanson (see below) and whoever the US president is when you're reading this. "1" Washington may have been, according to who you ask, the eighth or fifteenth President. He wasn't even the first Virginian President of the US. The questioning of such a basic 'fact' in American history does require some explanation. The government under which America lives is based on its Constitution. However, this wasn't always the case. First, the same government which declared the United States to be a free and ind

7 Days Already
Ok, new year, new start, new blog... ...another cheesy start, gets em everytime! So here we are in 2008, one step closer to death and another birthday. So far, in the first week of 2008, I have done things I'd never done before (no further details are available at the moment...or "Its none of your business what i did")and I've quit smoking. Yes, i've quit smoking...and it's hell! Everything has been good untill yesterday when I tuned into the background noise generated by an unwatched tv, and caught the beginning of an advert...it went "Giving up smoking isnt easy...". Now usually, I would have dismissed it, but at that precise moment, I immediatly thought of cigarettes and wanted one. I'd gone all day without thinking about or wanting one. Suddenly, the cravings were back, the fingers wouldnt sit still and I went from a calm state, to one of quiet frenzy. Even as I write this, I'm gagging for a smoke, but im determined to beat it. Its been 2 days now and I get aggita

Show Her Some Love
Ok you sexy fubarians come on and show some love to this wonderful and sweet fubarian, Here page was removed and need some help, please rate and fan her. 100%NSFW Sweetcheeks ur next wet dream!(NEW ACCOUNT GOT DELETED!)PLS FAN B4 ADDIN..@ fubar ALSO DONT FORGET TO STOP BY AND SHOW ME SUM LUV ALSO, PEACE Blaze/TCS Security(fu owned by Naughty)@ fubar

This Is To Everyone!
Look, I know i haven't been around much. There is a lot going on in my day to day life, and with not being on meds, I'm not up for much either.. I am sorry. If you have a problem with it, DO NOT fill my dam shout box with crap. I am blocking people i considered friends because i will NOT deal with fubar drama. Leave it be. I'm trying to get back on meds, and get everything fixed.. I'll talk when i'm a little more stable. TO those that are understanding, Thank you so much from the bottom of my heart. I'm sorry i've been distant. Kristy Lynn

The Preacher And His Donkey
A preacher wanted to raise money for his church and on being told that there was a fortune in horse racing, decided to purchase one and enter it in the races. However at the local auction, the going price for horses was so high that he ended up buying a donkey instead. He figured that since he had it, he might as well go ahead and enter it in the races. To his surprise, the donkey came in third! The next day the local paper carried this headline: PREACHER'S ASS SHOWS The preacher was so pleased with the donkey that he entered it in the race again, and this time it won. The paper read: PREACHER'S ASS OUT IN FRONT The Bishop was so upset with this kind of publicity that he ordered the preacher not to enter the donkey in another race. The paper headline read: BISHOP SCRATCHES PREACHER'S ASS This was too much for the Bishop, so he ordered the preacher to get rid of the donkey. The preacher decided to give it to a nun in a nearby convent. The paper headline the

Despair And Euphoria In 24 Hours
Ok I was once in a long distance relationship, supposedly she was pregnant with my baby. Anyway she has a condition that causes her to be in and out of the hospital, I won't go into specifics. So anyway I get a call that she went into the hospital and it wasn't looking good, then a few hours later I get a call she died. So I was the most devastated, I had ever been this girl and my baby both dead, so I made plans to go there figure out whats going on and get to the funeral. I got down there drove all night 8 hours an something, at the time I couldn't drive, dad drove so we got a room, and I called her house to find out something about funeral arrangements, and guess who answered... it was her, I was in shock and she said she didn't know what happened. She drove to the Hotel it was like seeing a ghost, I was so happy but it was unreal. She said she lost the baby, anyway as you can imagine from here the story gets pretty far fetched, I was still so happy, but I had more

Votes Not Being Counted
Well, here we go again, Round 2 of Voters Fraud USA. Once again, we find that the voting system is damaged. In New Hampshire none of the votes for Ron Paul were counted. People are coming forward, signing affidavits, claiming to have voted for Ron Paul. Why are their votes being ignored? Even if it was 1 vote, that vote matters!!!! Our vote is the strongest tool that we as citizens have. Not only that but a convicted felon *sale of narcotics* is one of the ppl in-charge of securing all the votes for New England, all of New England. He rides around with memory cards for the voting polls in his trunk. He has said that he sees nothing wrong with swapping out these memory cards while voting is going on. Why are we allowing this to happen? Why are we allowing the government to control who is going to lead us? What happened to "of the ppl, by the ppl, for the ppl"? Wake up Citizens, your government is taking over in front of your eyes, blatantly breaking laws and WE are not holding them acco

Why This Asshole Is Into Me/ Subject G
****(This was originally going to be a mum.. but I dont want to look like a point whore. Or get flagged as "not a mum" and assholes yelling at me)I want honest pure advice. From anyone and everyone. Even if I dont know you***** So i've known "Melvin" we'll call him (yea laugh it up chad) since I was 18. Met him at his pool party/chat shindig. He's always been nothing, but an asshole to me. Calling me every single flippin' name in the book you can think of.Since he's known me. But within the last year. He told me hes had a crush on me ever since then. And he tells me loves me. Has a body pillow named after me. And then I Dont know weather to take him sincerly or not. I was seriously considering giving him a chance. Then he pulls his "asshole" moment on me. So i figured ya know what. If he was sincere about this. He wouldnt be having "asshole" moments with me. So it's like fuck it and forget about it.. (PS.. he is one of the subjects in the previous blog) You date other women. Yet you

What Is It
What is it when Fubar BLocks a person for asking a simple Question on a mumm? WHat is it When they mark a picture of an american soldier as not NSFW, DO they have a problem with freedom? Or is FUBAR just run by people who are not americans? and who dont believe in what so many are fighting for and dieing for every day? And appearently they have something against motherhood as well.

Breakin Down
Sinking down I wear my frown For all the world to see Given up I've had no luck Purging the ugliness within me Anger raging Spite engaging Fading dreams die quiet in the night Depression sets in Where to begin Need to make all again alright Sinking down I wear my frown Inside so no one can see I've given up Had no luck Realizing the hopes Harbored within me

Just A Boredom Thing
1.How many people have you kissed in this month? Hmm, well I honestly have no idea, dman New Years Eve and al 2. What's your middle name? Oh blah blah, it’s Ivana 4. Where will you be 12 hours from now? I hope in bed . . . *wink wink* 5. Is it easy for others to make you feel intimidated?: Fuck no 6. Do you know what you are going to wear tomorrow?: Gonna go out on a limb and guess clothes 7.Wheres your girlfriend/boyfriend at? The girlfriend is probably at home, the wife is at home, the bitch is probably at home . . . Hmmm, notice no man mentioned here folks . . . *sigh* 8. Are you on a desktop or laptop? Desktop 9. Does anyone hate you for no reason?: Oh I am sure they do 10. Can you make yourself cry?: Why would I want to? 11. What are you planning to do today?: The day is over I plan on trying to sleep at some point though 12. Play an instrument?: Play with many things 13. Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?: Sure why

I ♥ My Fu Friends
As most everyone SHOULD know by now, I'm in a rates only contest for the Hottest Mummer on Fubar. I've been really trying to get my friends over there to vote for me because I was so far behind due to starting the contest late. As far as an update.. I'm still really far behind! LOL But I am in the upper 50% now after my wonderful friends and family managed to TRIPLE my number of votes in the past 2 days! Thank you so much! The contest runs, I think, thru the end of the month. Remember that the rates reset each week and you can check my blog for the link and go vote again! So.. if you haven't already.. Get you butts over there and rate THIS PIC Please! And send your friends. Just give them a link right to the voting page. :) Thanks again for your help! Be sure to leave a comment so I know you helped out, and I can return the luv! CLICK HERE TO VOTE *********************************************** Also... :) Heartistic Soul is doing the Million dollar Valen

Time To Die
You ran into this serial killa tonight thats why you gotta die. Now don't cry baby show me that you got some pride. I finally am going to let this evil beast out of me. I'm going cut out your organs and study your anatomy. Now here are some fucking tissues whipe your fucking face. You can't die crying baby. Man you are a discrace! Hunny you better think twice and put down da knife. Or I can't be a loving husband to my decieced wife. I'm sorry baby but thats the way this has to be. You should of thought about this before ya hurt me. Now were running though our apartment and I'm getting close. Right up till you turned around and punched me in my nose. Now that I whiped the fucking blood off of my fucking face. I'm going to use your blood to paint this fucking place. Look hun you triped over the rug and I caught you. DIE BITCH DIE FUCK YOU DIE BITCH DIE FUCK YOU

About Me Emotionally
I am not an easy person to get to truly know. It is rare for me to show my true self to anyone. This reluctance to express my feelings openly is steeped in a fear of being exposed to attack. Despite my cautious approach to showing my emotions, my passions run deep. Emotionally, there are very few gray areas for me. I either love something or you hate it. I thrive on intense emotional situations and unrestrained passion. The world's many mysteries enthrall me. Although deeply emotional,I am very good at keeping my feelings in check when events call for a cool head and clear thinking. I am very curious about everything around me. I love anything that challenge me mentally. However, I am a bit of an intellectual gypsy, and rarely stay with any one subject long enough to fully understand it. Subjects simply grow stale very fast for me, and the next subject is a lure I cannot resist. I learn very quickly and I have the ability to see why things are the

Hungry Eyes
Here is a poem I wrote and had copywrite protected :) Hungry Eyes Confused about my life’s path Frustration born from indecision I beckon you to join me In a passion full of sin I want to romance and charm you I want to see you smile You say to me "I want to fuck you" But In just a little while But for now I'm content to take it slow And sip you from my glass Make you want to fuck me As you touch my pussy and my ass Sure I'll play the woman And play it well for you But you know we'll soon be naked And you know what we can do With sultry kisses, my naval you caress To me you surrender, I am your weakness You tease my tongue and lips with yours Even though you know my pussy wanted it more Your passionate kiss turns me on My weakened body that you lay upon Our yearning becomes intense And muscles begin to clench The touch of you takes my breath away Your gentle hands upon my face So smile for me my baby And look into my eyes Its you you know who knows m

Happy Birthday
Dad you left us to go home with your parents Iguess God needed someone to make him laugh a little cause you were always makeing us laugh with your jokes and your sense of humor. you have been gone five months now and I miss you dearly. Today you would have been 74 . I'm thankful i had you for 73 of those years but i would love to see you now just to tell you I love you and happy Birthday. I had a hard time today dealing with you not being here. I know youre in a better place but that still doesnt stop the pain or the emptiness i feel right now. but i hope you can hear me when I say Happy Birthday and I love and miss you dearly. love always. your oldest son D.J.

This Is So Awesome
Hey whats up anyways so i joined this like investing affiliate thing and they give you 100 dollars to join and free also its awesome because its like a investment and there is no money out of ur pocket. Anyways for every person you refer you make 20 dollars so you dont have to do no selling or no buying whats so ever and 2010 you get payed on whatever you have built up or you can get payed before that its pretty cool so check it out. http://www.wealthtoolbox.com/?ref=lowlowride523540@aol.com

The Perfect Storm
The graven image of our passion has risen against the fog the rain of my tears falls silently upon my pillow the steady and cumbersome rhythm beats defiantly against the door there is no answer in the night for the storm has evacuated my heart this admission of slavery has been treacherous to my soul the deeds undone and words unsaid have trickled away any emotion felt The last day's dawn rises amoungst the ashes of existence and creates a swelling of belief for it has created the perfect storm © 2007 Rainn (All rights reserved)

Still Down
Ok so Im still really down about the misscarrage i just wanna look past it but its hard I keep thinking what if I can never have a baby. I would be so devastied by that I keep burying myself in work so that I dont think about it but when I get home thats all I think about.Maybe im going crazy. I just needed to vent sorry.

I Believe
I believe... that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they argue, it doesn't mean they do. I believe... that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I believe- that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in awhile and you must forgive them for that. Even if you think you can't I believe- that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. same goes for true love. I believe- that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life I believe- that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe- that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe that you can keep going long after you think you can't. I believe that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I believe that either you control your attitude or it

None 1
I stand here cold and tired with the warmth of my bed still fresh in my mind. My eyes straight ahead, arms down to my side, feet together at a 45 degree angle, and my back rigid. My fingers are freezing in my gloves and my body shivering under the digital camo cloth that is my uniform. The sky is black with dawn soon to come; the street I stand on wet from constant drizzle. As I stand here cold and wet, time passes. Seconds like minutes; minutes like hours. The sky changes colors before my eyes; violet to navy, navy to light purple and so on a rainbow until the sun is bright on the horizon. The sky a flaming sherburt of pinks and oranges. "ATTEN-TION," Sergeant First Class Rodriguez announces like a command; a certain snap to his voice that comes only from the rigorous training that which is Drill Sergeant training.

Weird Thought
Bar Owners- It must suck to be a bar owner. Just think about it. Wife/girlfriend messes around on you/leaves you etc. best friend/sibling/parent dies whatever the case may be. And you have a whole bar stocked with who knows how much liquor. It's like giving a key to the candystore to a little kid. I'm surprised there isn't more bar owner drinking deaths.