this question to myself is odd cause i already know the answer but do i really want to trouble seems to follow my family but do i want to go away from them do i leave disappear like the gypsy i am or do i stay and tough it out as i have done before but i am tired and thats part of the problem with fighting everyday to jsut keep my sister safe and not have anything that has happen to me happen to her but i know if i do disappear then she wont have someone to confide in and she needs me i might not being going through waht she is now but i went through other things and am stronger for it now i jsut need to keep going and not give up i've never quit before and i won't quit now.
