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Moving sucks. Too much to move, too much to throw out. More of a task than anything. Ready for it to just be over with.
Not Very Today
Am feeling sorry for my self today , am a bit under the weather.. I am on eight lots of medication to try and beat my infection .. so please be kind and send me some loving my way xxxx
I Got A Guest Book....
hey yall just wanted to say hey and let yall know i got a guest book on my page now i love seeing where people are from ...well thanks for stoppin by to read my blog eh have a great week ~sarah~
by Meiji Stewart
Ask For What You Want.
Believe in Yourself.
Change Your Mind.
Do What You Love.
Enjoy Each And Every Day.
Follow Your Heart's Desire.
Give More Than You Receive.
Have a Sense of Humor.
Insist On Being Yourself.
Join In More.
Kiss and Make up.
Love and Be Loved.
Make New Friends.
Nurture Your Spirit.
Reach for the Stars.
Speak Your Truth.
Take Personal Responsibility.
Understand More, Judge Less.
Volunteer Your Time.
Walk Through Fear.
X-perience The Moment.
Yearn for Grace.
From The Senate Floor
On the Senate floor today, Hillary said that President Bush will not be allowed to use force against Iran without the explicit authorization of Congress. With Bush shunning diplomacy and engaging in reckless posturing, she said, it is time for Congress to step up and take a strong oversight role.
Here is what Hillary said:
President Bush must not be allowed to act without the authority and oversight of Congress. It would be a mistake of historical proportion if the Administration thought that the 2002 resolution authorizing force against Iraq was a blank check for the use of force against Iran without further Congressional authorization. Nor should the President think that the 2001 resolution authorizing force after the terrorist attacks of 9/11, in any way, authorizes force against Iran. If the Administration believes that any, any use of force against Iran is necessary, the President must come to Congress to seek that authority.
For six years, the Republican Co
Letter From Hillary Clinton
Right now, there isn't one of us who isn't thinking about Iraq. That's why I went there recently: to meet with the commanders on the ground, to talk with Iraqi leaders, and to speak to the men and women who are fighting this war so heroically.
I came back even more determined to stop the president's escalation of troops into Iraq and to start the redeployment of troops out of Iraq. So I outlined a plan, and on Friday, I introduced it to Congress as the Iraq Troop Protection and Reduction Act.
My plan accomplishes a number of goals. It stops the president's escalation. It protects our troops by making sure they aren't sent to Iraq without all of the equipment and training they need. It puts an end to the blank check for the Iraqi government. It calls for an international conference to bring other countries together to help forge a stable future for Iraq. Finally, my plan would begin a phased redeployment of our troops out of Iraq. I've been pushing for this for al
My aunt sent this to me and I thought it worth the share...
Someday when my children are old enough to understand the logic that motivates a parent, I will tell them, as my Mean Mom told me: I loved you
enough . . . to ask where you were going, with whom, and what time you would be home.
I loved you enough to be silent and let you discover that your new best friend was a creep.
I loved you enough to stand over you for two hours while you cleaned your room, a job that should have taken 15 minutes.
I loved you enough to let you see anger, disappointment, and tears in my eyes. Children must learn that their parents aren't perfect.
I loved you enough to let you assume the responsibility for your actions even when the penalties were so harsh they almost broke my heart.
But most of all, I loved you enough . . . to say NO when I knew you would hate me for it.
Those were the most difficult battles of all. I'm glad I won them, because in the end you won, too
OK THANKS EVERYONE ONCE AGAIN!!!
I WON IN THE TATTOO CONTEST :-)
MUCH LOVE MUAHHH
Over Ther Over Ther
werds that have so much meaning to so few . poeplelook at us who have surved and those that do today and ask why we do . well its not for song or country , honour or the respect of those who for lack of a better werd will never know how we feel . poeple dont understand that when one of us dies its a great lose to all of us . for we are brothers in arms and it is for us we serve .
Why Parents Drink!!!
A boss wondered why one of his most valued employees had not phoned in sick one Day. Having an urgent problem with one of the main computers, he dialed the employee's home phone number and was greeted with a child's whisper. " Hello ?
"Is your daddy home?" he asked.
" Yes ," whispered the small voice.
May I talk with him?"
The child whispered, " No ."
Surprised and wanting to talk with an adult, the boss asked, "Is your Mommy there?"
" Yes ."
"May I talk with her?" Again the small voice whispered, " No ."
Hoping there was somebody with whom he could leave a message, the boss asked, "Is anybody else there?"
" Yes ," whispered the child, " a policeman ".
Wondering what a cop would be doing at his employee's home, the boss asked, May I speak with the policeman?"
" No, he's busy ", whispered the child.
"Busy doing what?"
" Talking to Daddy and Mommy and the Fireman ," came the whispered answer.
Growing more wor
Overside pictures in comments. So here's a test.
Coming Soon - A One Man Band
So lately I've been pretty bored. Usually when I get this way I'll go straight to my guitar and shred away for a few good hours. But I've been feeling like it's starting to get a little old. I know there's tons of music out there I still haven't learned yet, but even knowing this doesn't motivate me to keep up with the instrument.
But recently I've discovered my dad had an old drum kit he got from a friend that he wasn't using. I said "HOT SH*T, THAT'S WHAT I'LL DO!" It was the perfect solution - more music with a different instrument! I had been thinking of learning the drums and fate just happened to supply me with one.
I was like a boy during Christmas morning. For the kit I'm going to help my dad clean out the garage he kept it in. This is the most exciting thing that's happened to me in a while. Starting on a new instrument that i can rock out on makes me about as happy as throwing myself in a mosh pit. Hopefully this will make me a better overall musician, songwriter, and p
1nce I Arrive
wake me once the worst arrives
kill me once the dead survive
the emptiness that fills the sky
my kneejerks right like my lazy eye
i last gazed surprised
by the sense of shock my retnas rised
surprised or not its a relentless ride
the will to fly above the times
culture binds those lesser kind
i find myself more like the type
to right each wrong
and set the record right
despite the song,
i struggle on
to finally get my anger gone
but once it goes,
it wont be long
till i explode
and on and on and on,
we rock on,
this writer wont stop until the papers gone,
and on and on and on
we right on.....real writers never stop until the papers gone.
I Am Turning Into Quite A Geek
Well after I found the drupal community site and joined lots of groups they are having a coffee chat and so I should be able to tell them about the Scarybirds project and hopefully they can point me in the right direction in terms of modules to be installed and manuals to read. I had to load IRC chat to join the group, I am such a dimwit I downloaded the mac version, yes I know I am thick as mince this morning, anyway they operate on PST so I will have to stay awake.
I think I got up to early
Alrighty The Tats Are On My Arm
I actually got three things on my one arm. Its cause I have a hell of a tat artist and great friend. He should be joining this site soon. But I will be posting pics. I just got done driving back from orlando fl. its about a 5 hr trip. so my arm is a lil swollen I'm a lil tired. So they will be up soon enough I promise.
You have a beautiful smile
And it is like a bright light
That you can see for many a mile
In the day or night
I care for you my dear
No matter when,where or what time
You will have nothing to fear
For I'll be there at the drop of a dime.
You have a big piece of my heart
I hope I'm in yours too
For it has been since the start
We both hope it is true
You are a rare find and like china so fragile and fine
For you are so caring,sweet,beautiful and with a heart of gold
Also like a fine wine
That is something that never can or will grow old
You have a beautiful smile
And it is like a bright light
That you can see for many a mile
In the day or night
Ufc This Weekend
YES!!!!! If there is one good thing about Maine, it is that this is where the UFC really got started. When I was a kid, the started the "Toughman Competiotion" which is now the UFC. So now we have fun....
This weekend, I get to see Matt Hughes in action as well as two local fighters in action (One is Marcus Davis who was on Ultimate Fighter and who sat behind me in Psychology class in high school). Basically Marcus will be fighting Timmy Nichola, both local boys and tough as nails. I am going with a friend who is a very good friend of Tim “The Maine-iac” Sylvia who is from Ellsworth. Yup. Let's face it... in Maine all there is to do is fight and fuck. I can hold my own in a fight, but let's face it..... Fucking is still more fun.
To Get To Know Someone
3. Fave Color:
4. Are you a virgin?
5. How tall are ya ?
6. Do you like to dance ??
HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...
1. Are we friends?
2. Do you have a crush on me?
3. Would you kiss me?
4. ...with tongue?
5. Would you enjoy it?
6. Would you ever ask me out?
7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?
9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?
11.Would you walk on the beach with me?
12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?
13. Do you/have you talk junk about me?
14. Do you think I'm a good person?
15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)[no sex]?
16.Would you let anything happen in that bed?
17.Do you think I'm handsome ?
18. If you could change anything about me -would you?
19.Would you die for me?
20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?
21. Will you post this so I can fill
~love...it's What Two People Feel About Eachother & It's All That Matters~
here's to all you hypocrits, pessimistics, bigots, and whoever else falls into those categories..
On love and relationships...why is it that people always gotta give shit to those that actually fall in love?! Then again...what is love, and is there a difference between love and true love? I think so... Love is Love, it's nothing less than true love. It's a feeling that one feels for another which may not manifest itself right away in the beginning of a relationship...but like a plant if you nurture it and care for it that feeling tends to grow and blossoms into what we call Love. True love..to me, is one of those fairytales - where it's love at first sight. Your eyes meet with the other person across the room and there's an immediate connection - a connection so deep, you almost feel your souls touch...and you both know at that given moment in time that you've found your life partner. There is no greater Magick than that!! Either way...Love is Love, it's just how it finds you that
A hug is the perfect gift. One size fits all and Nobody minds if you exchange:
My First Blog
'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com
Album: Motown Legends: War
Charles Hatcher was born January 21, 1942 in Nashville, Tennessee.
He was raised in Cleveland, where he formed the Future Tones vocal group in 1957.
They recorded one single for Tress, before Starr was drafted into the US Army for three years.
After his service, he toured for two years with the Bill Doggett Combo, and was then received a solo contract with the Ric Tic label in 1965.
His first single, "Agent Double-O-Soul", was a US Top 30 hit and Starr exploited its popularity by appearing in a short promotional film with actor Sean Connery, best known for his role as James Bond.
Motown Records took over the Ric Tic catalogue in 1967.. He then resumed his solo career with the politically outspoken "War", which was a US number 1 in 1970.
Oh no-there's got to be a better way
Say it again
There's got to be a better way-yeah
What is it good for?
*War has caused unrest
Among the younger generation
I'm A Teenage Mom, So I Must Be An Irresponsible Slut.
...PICK THE STEROTYPE THAT FITS YOU THE MOST...
I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic
I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.
I'm BLACK, so I MUST be on welfare.
I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty.
I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be smart.
I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser.
I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.
I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.
I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.
I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.
I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST have a problem with self control.
I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.
I'm an ATHEIST, so I MUST hate the world.
I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.
I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.
I am LIBRAL, so I MUST be gay.
I'm FROM THE COUNRTY, so I MUST be white trash.
I TAKE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.
I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.
I'm IRISH, so I
This Hurts Like A Bitch In Heat
Who woulda thought that opening a fucking coke bottle could be sooo hard... I have been trying to open it for the last 5-10 minutes, it did the same thing to me last time. My right hand now has a lil welt on it lol. And it hurts wicked.
Fucking coke company.
p.s. this blog is completely pointless. lol.
I know your heart is breaking and you think you'll never get over this hump in the road of life but I think you need to talk to her and get things straight my friend. I am not sure what has happened but I know neither one of you deserve this heart ache. I wish I had a magic wand that I could wave and make you and her happy again but alas I do not. I wish I could throw my arms around you two and this I cannot do but I can do this. Know you two's happiness made my day. I believed in love again.So please work this out. I believe that you can do ANYTHING you set your mind and heart to do.
Love you both
I did not know miss Laurie,
For adulthood she will never see,
She was cut down in the prime of her life,
And all because of anger and strife.
Her death she did not deserve,
And to what purpose did it serve?
And we'll never know the reason why,
She thought Laurie deserved to die.
Laurie was only sweet sixteen,
But an early death she has only seen ,
I think it was going, way beyond mean
To tie a rope around her neck and slit her throat,
Just like she were as low as a goat.
Both of her killers got life without parole,
And I hope they sit there, grow old and rot,
For I think they deserved what they got,
For thinking she slept with her boyfriend,
Is the stupidest reason to make her life end.
Michael John Juneau
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Sexiest Eyes Contest
Would be great if you comment and rate this pic HIIIIIIIIIIGH ...
Just a slightly different edit of the vid with my wife applying make-up to me. Hell, I feel like Peter Jackson here with the directors cuts. Next movie I do is gonna have fuckin commentries in it. Can you say hell yeah?
Been A Few Days
ok, let's see now....well, i've been on jury duty for the past week (yippy), i had larengitis (i never said i was good at spelling), and right now i have a raging headache... can't wait for the warm weather to finally get here, i'm tired of having to put clothes on to go out on the patio.
When You Love A Woman
I could never hurt you,
never make you cry,
I will give you all my heart,
you are the world to me,
you give my life meaning,
a dream I thought could never be,
in your eyes I see sparkles,
your smile lights my day,
I will spend my lifetime,
searching to find a way,
to make you happy,
to give you all your wants and needs,
without you I'm empty,
you are the air I breath,
these feelings can only come,
When You Love A Woman ...
Journey - When You Love A WomanMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com
Next To You (a Song I Wrote About 5 Years Ago...)
If I had to choose I know what I would do,
Between a million bucks and you,
I'd light up a match,
Throw it on the cash,
And watch all of the money burn, Next to you...
Eskimo kisses with a side of love,
Baby your the one I been dreamin' of,
In your heart you know it to be true,
I could spend the rest of my days, Next to you...
If I had to choose I know what I would do,
Between a safer world and you,
I'd pull up a seat,
Put up my feet,
And watch the world go down in flames, Next to you...
Eskimo kisses with a side of love,
Baby your the one I been dreamin' of,
In your heart you know it to be true,
I could spend the rest of my days, Next to you...
If I had to choose I know what I would do,
Between heaven and you,
I wouldn't give a damn,
Cause no matter where I am,
I'm in heaven as long as... I'm next to you...
Messy Or Neat
You Are a Little Messy
You aren't the cleanest person in the world, but you're definitely not a slob.
You clean up when you have the time, but you're realistic about what you can get done.
Generally, you're pretty organized and tidy - though you may have a few hidden messes.
You eventually get around to making things spotless, but you do it on your own schedule!
Are You Messy?
Eleven Things Losers Do On Cherrytap...
+Ten Things Losers Do On Cherrytap.......
To the people who have like 25,000 friends,
are you serious?
Go play in traffic.
Don't ever post pictures and say
"OMG, I'm so ugly"
"OMG, I'm so fat"
because if you were,
you wouldn't post them.
And if u do ur a freaking mongoloid.
Nobody cares about threats over the internet.
Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard.
Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics;
even if you win, you're still retarded.
b/c you didn't win a contest.
People who have whoring contests such as creamy coochie,biggest breasts or whatever other nasty and degrading contests your little brain can conjure up.
*to the guys that do these* go find a girlfriend and fuck her b/c apparently you need something to occupy ur time!
*the girls that have them and are entered in them* ur just m
You And Me
Time has frozen,
my clock has not moved,
from the moment you said,
I would get to hold you,
seems that the days,
drag on forever,
each one the same,
I never knew how long,
a heartbeat could take,
want you so much,
my whole body achs,
you are so beautiful,
I look at your pictures,
so much everyday,
it crosses my mind,
can we be the only ones,
so much in love,
out of all the people,
could it be only,
You And Me?
Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com
Obama, Clinton Sparring Early
Obama, Clinton Sparring Early
Campaigns' Scrutiny Unusually Intense
By Anne E. Kornblut
Washington Post Staff Writer
Monday, March 12, 2007; A01
CLINTON, Iowa -- Standing in front of a large banner that blared "Clinton," surrounded by students in Clinton Community College sweat shirts, Sen. Barack Obama offhandedly mentioned the obvious.
"Hillary, you know, she's interesting," Obama said, acknowledging that he understood they would consider other candidates before making up their minds.
In the month since the presidential nominating contest got underway, Obama (D-Ill.) and Sen. Hillary Rodham Clinton (D-N.Y.) have barely mentioned each other's names in public or even greeted each other in the Senate halls. But each campaign has increasingly fixated on the other, engaging in a shadowboxing match in which they intentionally cross paths but dodge to avoid each other's subtle jabs. With an intensity unusual for this stage of the campaign the two a
Ok as most of u all know i am married going through a divorce.
Well on Sunday early morning hours i was basically attacted and threatened so bad i had to leave my home.
I am at a friends house right now with only dial up.
I won't be around much for this week.
I hope everyone continues to cum by and show me all the CT luv i am used to getting....lol
I hope to be back by the end of the week.
For those with my cell # don't call ...it is in about 20 pieces...U can't leave a message..
I will be checking in 1 or 2 times a day but with dial up and a slow computer it is impossible to try and return comments or anything.
I will keep everyone up to date here in my blogs...
TY to everyone...Kisses...
Man's Story Of Life
When I was 14, I hoped that one day I would have a girlfriend.
When I was 16 I got a girlfriend, but there was no passion, so I decided I needed a passionate girl with a zest for life.
In college I dated a passionate girl, but she was too emotional. Everything was an emergency; she was a drama queen, cried all the time and threatened suicide. So I decided I needed a girl with stability.
When I was 25 I found a very stable girl but she was boring. She was totally predictable and never got excited about anything. Life became so dull that I decided that I needed a girl with some exciteme nt.
When I was 28 I found an exciting girl, but I couldn't keep up with her. She rushed from one thing to another, never settling on anything. She did mad impetuous things and made me miserable as often as happy. She was great fun initially and very energetic, but directionless. So I decided to find a girl with some real ambition.
When I turned 31, I found a smart ambitious girl w
I feel weakness from within.
There are days when this weakness takes me and there are days when I can push away the weakness but those days are too few the weakness usualy wins because I am weak within.
THe reason I posted all three cause I tied them all with 100%.
A little boy wanted $100.00
very badly and prayed for
weeks, but nothing happened.
Then he decided to write God a
letter requesting the $100.00.
When the postal authorities received
the letter to God , CANADA, they
decided to send it to the Prime Minister
The Prime Minister was so amused
that he instructed his secretary to
send the little boy a $5.00 bill.
The Prime Minister thought this would
appear to be a lot of money to a little boy.
The little boy was delighted with the
$5.00 bill and sat down to write a
thank-you note to God, which read:
Dear God: Thank you very much for
sending the money. However, I noticed
that for some reason you sent it through
OTTAWA, CAN. and those assholes
deducted $95.00 in taxes.
Ok I Wanna Know Cause Im Bored..
Body: would you makeout with me me?
 Hell Yea  Yes  No  Maybe
Would you sleep with me?
 In an instant!  Yes  No  Maybe
Am I attractive?
 Heck no  hot as Hell  Fine  Cute  Okay  Ugly!
Do you think I'm a virgin?
 Yes  No  Don't know
Name one thing you would like to do to me...  _____________
I look like..
 A player
 One time thing
 Next bf/gf
 A friend
 A friend with benefits
 A possibility
 A loser
If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me?
 Yes  No  maybe
Would you rather..
 Hook up with me
 Cuddle with me
 Date me
 Friends with benefits
On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me..
 1  2  3  4  5  6  7  8  9  10
What would you want me to be to you?
 Friend with benefits
Would you give me a lapdance?
 Hell Yea  Yes  No  Maybe
Are you g
To all my fellow Cherries...
Please understand that it was not my intention to confuse or mislead any of you... now to quote my friend Billy...
"If we shadows have offended, Think but this, and all is mended, That you have but slumber'd here While these visions did appear. And this weak and idle theme, No more yielding but a dream, Gentles, do not reprehend: if you pardon, we will mend: And, as I am an honest Puck, If we have unearned luck Now to 'scape the serpent's tongue, We will make amends ere long; Else the Puck a liar call; So, good night unto you all. Give me your hands, if we be friends, And Robin shall restore amends."
A Tale Of Two Bunnies
The story behind 'fuzzy bunny':
This story is actually about a fluffy bunny but when I named myself on CT I improperly used fuzzy and decided to just leave it.
I have a house in Michigan that my business partner and I are fixing up and renting out. I used to work with him at Coachmen RV and sometimes my 'plumber's crack' would present itself. He would always tease me about it, and when I would appologize he'd tell me he thought it was cute.
I was up working in my house in MI one day and was sitting on my knees working on the second floor. I felt a draft in said plumber's crack, and the way it worked out there was the bathroom mirror positioned next to me making it possible for me to witness this glorious sight first hand. I got such a kick out of it I went to tell him. He said, "I told you it was cute, didn't I?" and I responded, "it's not as cute as a fluffy bunny, but yeah, it's cute."
Therefore, lacking a better idea for a name, I erroneously deemed myself fuzzy b
Vasectomy: $400. Speechless look on her face: priceless.
Date: 2007-02-06, 2:24PM PST
I'll try to sum up a funny story that happened a few years ago:
I got a vasectomy.
I met a girl soon afterwards. She was nice and attractive but with a selfish streak that raised a big red flag. She was 32 at the time and I could practically HEAR her biological clock ticking. Regardless, she was a good lay, easy on the eyes, and reasonably good company.
I did NOT tell her about my vasectomy and I always used a condom with her to protect against STDs. She assumed, obviously, that the condom was only used for birth control. Silly girl.
We date for a few months. I never made any move towards commitment but she brought it up ocassionally. For me, this was a casual but pleasant relationship. For her - as I was to find out - it was part of life-changing series of events that she was planning very carefully.
Four months into dating, I get the "I'm pregnant" talk. She's going on and on ab
Week Four Or So
We finally started using weapons and armor in fencing class this week. It was quite the transition. I became unusually skillfull with the gloves Coach had us working with. That is, you held a glove within your hand and tried to hit somebody with it. As hard as you could, to get bragging rights. That wasn't the drill, but it's what ended up happening.
Whenever my opponent turned their back on me, I gave them the famous towel snap. You probably know what that is.
When my instructor saw me do it though, it wasn't quite so impressive. "Ryan, what was that??"
"It was warrior instinct, Coach."
"The next time 'Warrior instinct' takes over, make sure you're holding your weapon like a sabre instead of a club."
We got our armor issued to us this week. I am the proud bearer of a school fencing jacket that is much too tight and squeezes my nuts, but Sports Chalet doesn't sell fencing jackets so I will have to bear with it for now. Sometimes I think I can hear the
Level 2 Combatives Update
well im done with 1 week of level 2 combatives. i have 1 week to go. so far my ribs are killing me, my sholder has been twisted in too many wrong directions, and my elbow has been twisted in the same odd directions. i hae take downs, more hitting and being hit this week. god i need a massage. why do i do this to myself, oh wait i know. im an idiot thats why.
They were together in the House.
Just the two of them.
It was a cold, dark, stormy night. The storm had come quickly and
each time the thunder boomed he watched her jump.
She looked across the room and admired his strong appearance....and
wished that he would take her in his arms, comfort her and protect her from the storm.
She wanted that...more than anything.
Suddenly, with a pop, the power went out.... She screamed...
He raced to the sofa where she was cowering.
He didn't hesitate to pull her into his arms.
He knew this was a forbidden union and
expected her to pull back.
He was surprised when she didn't resist but instead clung to him.
The storm raged on...as did their growing passion. And there came a moment when each knew that they had to be together.
They knew it was wrong...
Their families would never understand... So consumed were they in their passion that they heard no opening of doors...just the faint click of a camera......
They had be
True Love Means...
A girl and a guy were speeding over 100mph on a deserted road on a motorcycle.
Girl: Slow down, we're going too fast. I'm scared! And I don't want anything to happen.
Guy: Come on, don't worry. I know what I'm doing. Your having fun right?
Girl: NO...please stop. I'm really scared
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: I LOVE YOU! Now please slow down.
Guy: Give me a hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can you help me out here? Will you take me Helmet off of me and put it on you? It's bugging me.
In the paper the next day: A motorcycle has crashed into a building break failure. Two people found, but only one survived.
The Truth is: That halfway down the road the guy realized that his breaks broke, but he didn't want the girl to know. Instead, he had her say she loved him and felt her hug him for one last time. Then had her wear him helmet so she would live, even though it meant that he would die.
My Melting Earth.
My melting earth.
We have become one.
Can not be undone.
Rearrange your mind.
Find a new thought.
Caught up in it.
we have began.
peace on earth.
do we deserve.
to love each other.
Intro To Vid Blogging
I'd like to thank King Nothing and Quick for the idea of doing this.
And I'd like to thank my camera for actually having the ability to do this! Woot!
So, yeah, comment, tell me what you want to hear me talk about... all that jazz.
And my first actual Vidblog will be the next post as soon as it uploads to YouTube and is approved.
DELUXE CHOCOLATE MARSHMALLOW BARS
3/4 cup butter or margarine, softened
1 1/2 cups sugar
1 teaspoon vanilla extract
1 1/3 cups all-purpose flour
1/2 teaspoon baking powder
1/2 teaspoon salt
3 tablespoons baking cocoa
1/2 cup chopped nuts
4 cups miniature marshmallows
1 1/3 cups semisweet chocolate chips
3 tablespoons butter or margarine
1 cup peanut butter
2 cups crisp rice cereal
In a mixing bowl, cream butter and sugar. Add eggs and vanilla; beat until fluffy. Combine flour, baking powder, salt and cocoa; add to creamed mixture. Stir in nuts if desired. Spread in a greased 15-in. x 10-in. x 1-in. pan. Bake at 350 degrees F for 15 to 18 minutes. Sprinkle marshmallows evenly over cake; return to oven for 2 to 3 minutes. Using a knife dipped in water, spread the melted marshmallows evenly over cake. Cool. For topping, combine chocolate chips, peanut butter and butter in a small saucepan. Cook over low heat, s
Hello all, just wanted to put it here too.
Elizabeth is doing well. She is more like her old self now. She is still in need of her chemo treatments and her blood transfusions, and also your prayers. I am putting the address below so you can donate a toy or some onsie clothings for her or even just send her a get well soon card.
Please tell everyone you know about her situation and maybe we can get more blood donations to her. Thank you for everything, and it is greatly appreciated by us all.
Elizabeth Ann Dugar
St. Jude Children's Research Hospital
332 N. Lauderdale St.
Memphis, TN. 38105
patient number: 25648
I would put this in a mumm, but you know how psycho the people on here are, and I would have to kick someone's ass if they went off on me. So, with that being said... do you ever read the bulletins? Do people use spell check? The grammar on here is pathetic. It is like listening to a bunch of 5 year olds. I want to puke when I read some of the shit they post. It seriously makes bile rise in my throat. If you are that retarded, perhaps you should go back to pre-school and start all over again, because you missed the education train. My God! Is it just me?
Want A Free Gift???
ITS THAT TIME AGAIN, WANT TO FIND OUT HOW TO GET A FREE BIG PIMPIN GIFT??? JUST MESSAGE AND ILL FILLYA IN, ITS JUST THAT SIMPLE
do you have a webcam and enjoy being on it
i would love to share your enjoyment with you
im looking for any lovely girl that doesnt mind showing a military personell something to make me smile
Cursed In Love & Life
Do you ever just have a bad few months and you swear to god that you're cursed? Everywhere you look, there's always death. Somehow you're connected to these people in someway. You start making conclusions and horrible thoughts run through your head. This happened because of me, this wouldn't have happend if, or what if I had done this? Would that still have happend?
It seems like the only thing we have to learn in life, is loss. Loss of family, friends, lovers, family of lovers, family of friends. Cursed? Or just life? You see these people in pain from all of this and if enough death happends to you in a certain amount of time. Of course you're going to think you have everything to do with it.
My ex who is another ex's brother died almost two months ago. And ex's little brother almost died with him. An ex from around that same time just had a little brother die. An ex from a year ago, had two cats die who had been in the family for years, along with a dog
MY NEW FAVORITE QUOTE~~~
"THE GREATEST CHALLENGE IN LIFE IS FINDING SOMEONE WHO KNOWS ALL YOUR FLAWS, DIFFERENCES AND MISTAKES AND STILL LOVES YOU WITH EVERYTHING HE HAS"
NOW SERIOUSLY IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR?
Humor is a universal language.
I must say that I found out about this contest I was entered into and when I went to check it out (with one hand over one eye) I was very touched by all the comments.
To all of you, thank you very much :)
...and for those who don't know what I'm talking about..it's right here lol ;)
Are You Scandelous....
Hey girl, is he everything you wanted in a man
You know I gave you the world
You had me in the palm of your hand
So why your love went away
I just can't seem to understand
Thought it was me and you babe
Me and you until the end
But I guess I was wrong
Don't want to think about it
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fair?
Is this the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around
That you were gonna make me cry
It's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find...
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way bac
Some Lyrics I Promised To H2
Song # 1 Silenced sound
Laughing in my face
Feel the stout disgrace
Lying in this shit
Can’t take no more of it
All of you fools…
Run me down to the ground
I roar, silenced sound
Get back up again
Cutting at my skin
Rip apart my life
Use your culture knife
All of you fools…
Run me down to the ground
I roar, silenced sound
Spewing from your mouth
So what if you hate me
Nothing matters now
All of you fools…
Run me down to the ground
I roar, silenced sound
Internal shut down, help me out
You sleazy jerk, hear me shout
There’s no one to hear me
You took care of that
Your silence confined me
Why are you sad
You won, can’t you see
You got what you wanted in me
I’m my own destiny
I control my eternity
I’ll be the one to pay for my sins
Can you deal with it?
Song # 2 All alone
All alone here I sit just thinking
How it would be if you were with me
but I’m left here in tears, I’m crying
not having you is dying, s
Space monkey in the place to be,
Riding in a rocket to a planet of sound,
Shooting the moon, playing Dominoes in drag
An increase in population of a hundred percent
Space monkey in the place to be,
With a chemical peel and a picture of Mary
Out on a limb in the carnival of me
Raising the temperature one hundred degrees
We're sown together,
She's born to mesmer
I die inside her
Space monkey in the place to be,
A mass of contradiction in a golden frame
Raising the roof in a calamity way
Completely meretricious of a poke in the eye
Space monkey in the place to be,
Talk of the town with a Colombian rock
Out on a limb in the carnival of me
Raising the temperature one hundred degrees
We're sown together,
She's born to mesmer
I die inside her.
It's far too sacred,
Don't ever fake it,
And don't, and don't, and don't let me down...
Like you let me down before,
Like you let me down before.
Space monkey in th
Bullie Buddies Of Las Vegas
Bullie Buddies of Las Vegas
Date: Mar 28, 2007 10:15 PM
Bullie Buddies of Las Vegas Needs the Following, Please Contact Me if you Can HELP! THANKS!
~ DONATIONS ~
Bullie Buddies is a non profit 501(3) tax deductible Rescue. We recieve no funds from any government agencies, all donations come from you, the public, and you can write it off!
Donations are very slim right now. In order to continue care we need donations. Every little bit helps, as most expense is coming out of pocket! Everything from Cell Phone bills for every communication involving Rescue, to Dog Food ( wet and dry), Vet Care, Gas for transport, Crates for large dogs.Dog toys, Dog Beds, Leashes, Harnesses, Treats, everything involving the care of a dog. We sincerely appreciate every donation, large or small. Our address to mail a donation is on our page, in Lv, arrangements can be made for pick up if you don't want it to be mailed.
We really need donations for Lucky's surgery fund! Lucky had a cancer
A Little Boy Asked His Mother, "why Are You Crying?"
A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him.
"I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will."
Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?"
"All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say.
The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry.
Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?"
"When I made the woman she had to be special.
I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world,
yet gentle enough to give comfort.
I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children.
I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without man Mn asked god …..why u have given
Rain falls down upon our passion profound,
As thunder rolls over us without a sound.
Lost is my soul within pools encompassed in your eyes,
My life left breathless as the whole world sighs.
Two bodies intertwinned with newfound passion,
Discovering new treasures through euphoric seduction.
Mysteries explored with each others tender caress,
My body yearning for only you to posess.
Dew settles softly on glistening skin.
I'm engulfed in your love,
My soul is enlightened.
Inhibitions shed as I release my control,
Unto an empowering desire that you now hold.
Our spirits lost between my world and yours.
Scaring The Shit Out Of My Son!!
Ha ha ha! My oldest step-son was in the shower the other night and I was in the other bathroom and I pounded on the wall and the poor kid screamed like a little girl! Lmao! Then when I went in to check on him I knocked on the door and he screamed again lol! Then he said "This house is cursed!" Then I told him it was me all along and he didn't believe me at first! What an April Fools joke lmao!
Everything was then.
This is now.
She thinks in my heart.
There is nothing but my universe.
And its quite miserable here.
I won't let it come together.
I refuse to reign it in, despite the consequences.
And I love every self-destructing minute of it.
I can't make any sense of it.
I can't bring it togehter.
BECAUSE IT DOESN'T BELONG
THERE IS NOTHING TO PROVE.
THERE IS NOTHING TO LOSE.
ITS JUST SOMETHING I HAVE TO DO.
Nothing is something...but only when I mean it to.
There is nothing, there is no one.
I take it all apart.
I keep it all from myself.
Locked secured hidden
And all that's left is the rhetoric of destruction.
Tongue fuck my apathy.
Let me drown in boiling oil.
So long as we all know the score by the end of the day.
So long as its all been taken away.
Tired Of Being Alone
im tired of bing a lone..
TIRED OF BEING A LONE WISH THE WRIGHT LADIE WOULD SHOW UP AT MY HEART DOOR AND KICK IT IN AND SAY IM HOME...JUST FOR ONE LADIE WHO I WOULD MAKE MY EVERTHANG... ONE WHO I WOULD WOSHOP THE GROUND SHE WALKS ON ONE WOH WOULD JUST E THERE FOR ME AND EXPECT THE SAME FROM ME...ONE WHO WOLD NOT GIVE UP ON ME...ONE WHO WOULD STAY THRUE THE BAD TIMES AND CRY WITH ME... ONE WHO WOULD SMILE THE THE GOOD TIMES... RASE HELL WITH ME AND JUST BE THERE NOT BEHIND ME NOT IN FRUNT OF ME BUT BISIDE ME......SO IF THIS IS U PLEASE COME A RUNNING TO ME AND I WILL MAKE U THE CENTER OF THE WORLD
New Pimp List
THIS IS MY CURRENT LIST OF PEOPLE THAT I HAVE TOLD I WOULD HELP. I HAVE BEEN A LITTLE LAX IN HELPING THEM AND I AM GETTING ON IT, MAYBE YOU CAN HELP ME OUT BY HELPING THEM.
SALUTE CONTEST, ENDS APRIL 7th
1 MONTH BLAST, NEEDS 25,000
As always my predictions keep unfolding and I would like to remind those of you who did not order 2007 Moon Power what the Dragon is doing to all the unaware pious loving Christians out there.
Pope: 'How much suffering' in the world
Pope Benedict XVI decried suffering in much of the world in his Easter message, lamenting that "nothing positive" is happening in Iraq and voicing worry over unrest and instability in Afghanistan and bloodshed in parts of Africa and Asia. "How many wounds, how much suffering there is in the world," the pontiff said, delivering his traditional "Urbi et Orbi" Easter address.
Here is the prediction - The Dragon's Head in Pisces: (Christianity/church) will bring about more damage where the church authorities will have to take drastic actions to survive an approaching "the end of time" (for Christianity I meant). There is NO end of time, per say, just a rebirth
I’ve fought up on high mountains,
on dry deserts and on plains.
I’ve fought in dazzling sunshine,
and in snowfalls and in rains.
I’ve fought my way through hedgerows,
and on dozens of distant beaches.
I’ve fought in dark infested swamps,
with their gators, snakes and leeches.
I’ve fought in ice cold foxholes,
when feet were frozen numb.
I’ve fought in stifling jungle heat,
and rice patty’s stinking scum.
I’ve fought down in dark tunnels,
and in fields laden with flowers.
I’ve been badly wounded in battle,
and lay there alone for hours.
I’ve fought with blind and total fury,
and with gut wrenching fears.
I’ve knelt beside downed comrades,
and I could not hide my tears.
I’ve fought with muskets and with lasers,
with my helmet and my fists.
I’ve fought hand to hand many times,
those my bullets may have missed.
I’ve fought from behind stone walls,
from trenches and from tanks.
I’ve paraded in splendid court yards,
as people gave their tha
Its All Good
Ok just wanted to put it out there before the hate mail arrives. As everyone knows we can rate and comment on one anothers photos as long as it isnt offensive, vulgar or just plain down right rude and immature. However Creativity is permitted and prefered. So I just want everyone to know that any and all comments I post to their profile is just in fun and if i take the time to write one well its cause I like what I see so please dont anyone take offense ok. in no way do I intentionally try to hurt anyone or be mean spirited and for those who may think so. Please stop reread comment then get over yourself and just laugh and have fun. Cause Laughter is cool as long as its not at the expense of anothers feelings unless their dumb a@$#@ goes and do something Brillant like putting firecrackers in their mouth and lighting them to see if they can smoke them. then by all means you deserve to be laughed at but, then promptly rush to the Er to be attented to and then laughed at again by them als
Vote For Me Help Plz!
Hey i entered the bicep competition! vote for these pumps! cick the picture-link to get to the vote page!
Standing here looking at this stone,
you're someone I've never known.
but I can feel your spirit,
your voice I can almost hear it.
Eyes looking back at me are stoic,
your expression is so heroic.
Your life you courageously gave,
for the home of the brave.
America you proudly defended,
and you will always be commended.
America will always be proud of you,
you're the proud, the brave, and the few.
You sacrificed your life for those,
who turned their back to oppose.
Freedom will always be worth,
the the reason you left this earth.
Heroes don't come back from war,
over America their spirits soar.
Thank you soldier for being brave,
sacrificing your life for mine to save.
Dumb Bitches... Fucc
I READ THIS BULLITIN... HERES WOT SHE SAID... THEN I'LL VOICE MY OPINION!!!
I know this is old news for some of you, but excuse me for a moment while I try to reach those that haven't seen this yet.
I know from time to time everyone gets a low rating, either from a noob who doesn't understand CT customs or from dinks that are trying to cause trouble, but for a while, (maybe a few months now), I've noticed that I've been getting low rates from unknown users. I'm sure there have been many of you that have noticed the same thing and now we're learning that it's all a part of the changes that have been taking place around CT/LC over the past months...From the NSFW rules, to the newer rate/comment speed limits...
I realize that by putting anything on the internet I am placing it in the public domain, But for the most part, when I place something on CT it is for My CT~friends and the CT community at large that I am trying to reach. Up until a few days ago I believed that was what CT
Makes You Think...
"If you Forgive people enough, you belong to them, and they to you,whether each person likes it or not."
Lil Ol Biker Lady
A little 80 year old lady had always wanted to join a local bikers club. One day she goes up and knocks on a biker's door. A big, hairy, bearded biker with tattoos all over his arms answers.
She proclaims, "I want to join your club." The guy was quite amused, but says she needs to meet certain biker requirements in order to join he explains.
The biker asks; "Do you have a motorcycle?
The little old lady replies,"Yep, my bike's parked over there," and points to a flamed black Harley chopper in the driveway.
The biker asks, "Do you drink?"
The little old lady replies, "Yep, drink like a fish. I'll drink everyone in your club under the table."
The biker asks, "Do you smoke?"
The little old lady replies, "Yep, smoke like a chimney. At least 2 packs of cigarettes and three joints a day and a couple more in the evening, while I'm shooting pool."
The biker is becoming very impressed and asks, "Last question, have you ever been picked up by the fuzz?"
The little old lady thin
My New Addition
I never knew what life had instore for me after my children were grown, until I raised them and set eyes on my first grandchild..Being over 40 and and seeing the first lil one is awesome..
I thought I knew what fun was,
until I heard you laugh.
I thought I knew what joy was,
until I saw you smile.
I thought I had felt safe before,
until you held me in your arms.
I thought I knew what I wanted,
until you came into my life.
I thought I had been loved before,
until you came to love me.
I thought my future looked so bright,
until you started to waiver.
I thought I knew what loss was,
until you left my life.
My guest book is posted up on my page and still no one has signed it! I really want to know who visits my page and a little bit more about people on here! It only takes a sec to sign it. Leave a comment too or become a friend if you want!
Life Is Annoying...
and i really need a job... :P
man i'm a hippie...
Bush And The Call Girls
One day about a month ago, President Bush was looking for a call girl.
He found three such girls in a local lounge, a blonde, a brunette and a
To the blonde he said, "I am the President of the United States .
Now how much would it cost me to spend some time with you?"
She replied, $200."
To the brunette he asked the same question. Her reply was $100.
He then asked the redhead. Her reply was, "Mr. President, if you can
Get my skirt up as high as my taxes, my panties as low as my wages,
Get that thing of yours as hard as the times we are in, and keep it
Rising like the gas prices, keep me warmer than it is in my apartment
And screw me the way you do the public, then believe me, Mr. President,
It isn't going to cost you a damn cent."
Some New Pics
Posted some new pics in 'Dirt Related' and 'Regular' photo albums.
Just Thought U Should Know
American Medical Association researchers have made a
It seems that some patients needing blood transfusions may
benefit from receiving chicken blood rather than human blood.
It tends to make the men cocky and the women lay better.
A guy goes to the supermarket and notices an attractive woman waving at
him. Much to his delight, she approaches him too.
Then, she says hello. He's rather taken aback because he can't place where he knows her from...
So he says, "Do you know me?"
To which she replies, "I think you're the father of one of my kids."
Now his mind travels back to the only time he has ever been unfaithful
to his wife and says," My God, are you the stripper from my
bachelor party that I made love to on the pool table with all my buddies
watching while your partner whipped my butt with wet celery???"
She looks into his eyes and says calmly
"No, I'm your son's teacher."
How Are You In Bed
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM100%Sex God80%A Romantic40%Virgin20%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com
Why Do They?.........
Why do men make you think one thing when they're actually thinking another thing?
Why do men freak out when they think a women likes them more than they should?
Why do men tell you they're not into one night stands, but never call you anymore?
Why do men tell you that they care about you and love you but cheat on you?
Why are men the way they are?
Arent there any good men out there?
I wish I could express myself.
I wish I could come right out and say what I am feeling.
I wish I didnt have fears.
I wish I could trust myself.
I wish I could trust others to not hurt me.
I wish I wasnt afraid I will be laughed at.
I wish someone would look into my heart and soul,
and see the real me.
I wish someone would look into my eyes and see the depths of my feelings.
I wish someone would finally release my heart from its walls.
~ © Heart-n-Quill 2005 ~
For My Guy, Waheed (barry)
He is WISE beyond his years. Thoughtful, kind, caring, and intelligent. Steadfast in his beliefs and his moral integrity. A genteel advisor. Delicate, polite, and elegant.
Delightful, lovable, and charming. Naive in his approach, candid in his views, and trustworthy in his manner.
Meek in his demeanor, modest in his behavior, and unpretentious. A demure soul.
Appealing, provocative, dangerous, and rebellious. Intriguing, impressive, racy, and stimulating. At his whim... He can create ANARCHY. LOL !!
Alluring, attracting, tempting, and seductive. Arouses hope and desire. He invites all and tempts many.
Cool, apprehensive, remote, and reluctant.
Thanks for being my most trusted friend. For always being there whenever I need you.. albeit on the phone, Cherry, or Yahoo.
Spiritual Prejudice...the True Evil Of The World..part 1 And Two
Its 9.30 in the morning and i,m sitting here mighty disgusted.Why?
Because its becoming more and more clear to me that the world is FULL
of spiritual prejudice-everywhere-everyday.Meaning,some beliefs are
considered "ok"and you can be public with,and others are frowned upon
and you tend to keep quiet about because you dont want the heat that
comes from the judgement and misunderstanding in other peoples
minds.Even with the constitution and the law saying everyone has the
right to believe in whatever they want,and you cant be discriminated
agianst because of your spirituality in regards to employment,its
true only on paper.
I,m pagan(no shit)have been for years....to be more specific,i lean
towards more the egyptian/wiccan beliefs.I dont look the part of what
others might consider a witch...i dont dress in black all the time,or
wear heavy eyeliner,loaded down with silver jewelry and reeking of
patchouli oil...i look like everybody else..the only indication you
Without Your Bloody Lips
Without Your Bloody Lips
I stick my finger where my heart is
When I say I'm losing it today
I stick to my very words from my mouth
When I say I'd like to fuck today
So would you take my hands
Stuff them somewheres deep
Stuff them somewheres warm
So would you take my hands
Leave them somewheres cold
Leave them somewheres lost
Because I am dying
Without your bloody lips
Between my finger tips
With my tongue I lick
Because I am sick
Without your bloody lips
Without your bloody lips
I cannot lick
At my fucking lips
The way you play the Box of Condoms Game is you have to come up with one item to take to the register with a box of condoms to make the cashier raise an eyebrow.
Paul - a package of Depends adult diapers
Jennifer - a disposable camera
Erika - toilet cleaner brush
Renée ~ Car air fresheners
Cari~ a home pregnancy kit
Danielle~Duct Tape...(Joelle yours is super funny!!!)
Eric ~ quart of motor oil
Mo ~ dog treats
Cory - Crisco (loiw fat of course)
Matt ~ Baby Wipes
Joel ~ Bottle of penicillin
Katie~ Can of frosting and sprinkles
Keith~A bottle of Percacet and a bottle of Vicadin. (spelling?)
Triston~Monopoly Board Game
Holly- a mother's day card
Stacia ~ A bag of ice
Kate- a barbie
Anakela - An electric razor.
Via - Gerbil food
Tyson - a plunger
Camie- tampax supermaxies
Jessica~ RID lice killer
Jocelyn ~ a jar of peanut butter
Deadlegs - With the duct tape add some popsicle sticks.
It Hurts So Much
WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU CAN NO LONGER TRUST THE ONE YOU LOVE. WHEN HE HAS LIED AND BETRAYED YOU. THEN ASKS WHAT ARE YOU JEALOUS? WHY MEN GOTTA LIE, WHY THEY GOTTA HIDE SHIT FROM THE ONES THEY CLAIM TO LOVE. TELL ME THAT YOU LOVE ME BUT YET DO THINGS BEHIND MY BACK AND THEN LIE TO MY FACE. I HATE THAT MORE THAN ANYTHING. I AM SO HURT. THE COMPUTER IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN I WILL EVER BE. I THOUGHT THAT WITH TIME HE WOULD CHANGE. I WAS WRONG. HES NEVER GONNA CHANGE NO MATTER WHAT I DO OR SAY. I DESERVE BETTER. I AM JUST AT MY WITS END WITH THIS. I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE. SOMETIMES I JUST WANNA CRAWL IN A HOLE AND DISSAPPEAR. I FEEL LIKE MY LIFE IS OUT OF CONTROL. I JUST DONT KNOW ANYMORE. SORRY I HAD TO WRITE DOWN WHAT I AM FEELING. IT HELPS ME.
thank you everyone who has helped me so far on cheerytap I love you all much
This morning whiling feeling a bit stressed out and not at all in the mood to hear all the noise my birds make. I decided to sit them outside as I have done many times before. However, this time I don't know what caused it but the cage feel and my 2 small birds Heaven and Sky escaped and are gone. I know I won't find them but I still keep looking when I go outside.
I Lost Someone Special Today
Today one of the most beautiful women I know died. She always called me her Lula Bell. She made my first birthday cake and dressed me up every Halloween. She truly treated me like her daughter growing up. She made me smile always and made a point to always call me beautiful. She was the person who shaved the rest of my hair off for surgery and the one who taught me to make mints. Her son and I were like two peas in a pod. She was the lady who put me in vinegar when I had a bad sunburn. She was a mother to me growing up. She always introduced me as her daughter. The last time I saw her was 2 years ago since she moved away. Today I get a call telling me she is gone. She died of a heart attack at the age of 58 years old. I will miss her greatly. Tears escape my eyes as I write. Please say a prayer for her two sons, husband, and four grandchildren.
My Golden Best Friend
We'll, I have to get something off of my chest before I go to bed. I just talked with my Golden Best Friend Chris, and the conversation didn't go so well.
Let's start from the beginning, so you can some what follow this relationship. The VA put me into a Training Program learning how to make eyeglasses. The job title is Lab Technician. Chris ended up being my Supervisor, and I missed some work due to personal issues prior to him being my Supervisor. Once he was my Supervisor, he started to talk with me daily and helped me in every way possible. He was married and his wife also worked with us in a different area of the building, and he told me that they were living seperate lives and that it was time for him to move on. Chris could tell when I was upset, and so he was constantly taking me outside to talk with me about what was going on with me. At the time I was living at the mission, because my husband had walked out on me. Our friendship ended up turning into a relations
Sometimes things arrive without notice,
We often miss what they have to show us.
Sometimes if we are lucky, and get a clue,
It might come in many forms, like a shoe.
They are not always right up front,
Sometimes they are a slow bunt.
So listen close to the wind and listen to the rain,
So be watchful and listen close before you miss the main.
For it could be something that can be effected,
It always comes in forms unexspected.
From My Wife
leeann prentice: Always and forever you will always be
The one and only true love for me
There will never be another guy like you
Thats the reason my love stays true.
You're the only one who ever did care
You're the one who was always there
My love for you grows stronger more and more each day.
It grows even though you are away
You are my pride, you are my joy.
With you the rest of my life I want to enjoy
You're the one I want to hold
I want you more than silver or gold
I get weak in my heart when u come around
When I hear your voice its a very pleasing sound
You are an angel sent from heaven above
You are the one who gets all of my love
I want to be with you for the rest of my life
I cant wait to be your wife
Always and forever you will always be
The one and only true love for me
Two New C.t.iers
Two New C.T.iers were sitting around talking one afternoon over a cold beer.
After a while the first C.T.ier says to the second, "If I was to sneak >over to your house and make love to your wife while you was off huntin', and she got pregnant and had a baby, would that make us related?"
The second C.T.ier crooked his head sideways for a minute, scratched his head, and squinted his eyes thinking real hard about the question.
Finally, he says, "Well, I don't know about related, but it sure would make us even."
My Mark Martin/susan Alford Family Roots
Now, I am going to have to ask you not to laugh at these pics, because some are hilarious!!!! Elijah was my great great great great grandfather! Every child after for 5 generations had another Elijah Collard. These are some of my family roots, and Mark's as well,um so when laughing...remember you are laughing at MARK!!!! lol Dot...aka Dorothy Collard was Mark's great grandmother and the mnother of Robbie Stuart, who married Clyde Martin, the parents of Julian Martin, Who was Mark's Dad! Myrtle Collard Burns is my great grandmother. Elijah Norris Collard is my Great Great Grandfather. Bartley Lewis Burns is my Great Grandfather. James Bartlet Burns is my mother's father.
Elijah Collard (my great, great, great, great Grandfather)
'THE TRUE ARKANSAS RAZORBACK'
This story is based on the original research and writings of Louel Collard-Smith as she compiled very full and extensive research of the history of the Collard families. Mrs. Smith's research was recorded on genealogical c
1. A cuddler: Yes
2. Tall: Nope 5' 5''
3. In your pajamas: Not atm but I will be soon they are my favorite Clothes
4. Left handed: Nopers
1. Friend you saw: Cathy
2. Person you talked to on the phone: Jason my Hubby
3. Friend you texted: Jase
4. Thing you wore: Pants and a Hooded sweater it is May and Fucking Cold
1. Number: 34
2. Season: Spring
3. Flower: Red Carnation
QUESTIONS & ANSWERS:
Q: What was the first thing you did this morning? Get Dressed and go to Work
Q: Do you have anything bothering you? Yes...Too Complicated to get into here
Q: What's the last movie you watched and with who? Crocodile Dundee My hubby
Q: Where is the last place you went? The Mud Bogs
Q: Who is your current crush? My Hubby
Q: Do you wish upon stars? Every night
Q: Are you a friendly person? Very some say overly friendly
Q: Where did u sleep last night?
Q: What color shirt are you wearing? grey
i gotta get one soon but it must be a no weekend job n 8am - 4pm range, any ideas?
D: Is great in bed
W: Very broad minded
N: Can kick ur butt
T: Great kisser
I: Loves to laugh
C: Really easy to fall in love with
I: Loves to laugh
N: Can kick ur butt
D: Is great in bed
E: Freakin' beautiful eyes
R: Good bf/gf
S: Lives life for fun
B: Loves people
C: Really easy to fall in love with
D: Is great in bed
E: Freakin' beautiful eyes
F: People wild and crazy adore you
G: Never let people tell you what to do
H: Easy to fall in love with
I: Loves to laugh
J: Makes people laugh
K: Really silly
L: BEST SMILE
M: Makes dating fun
N: Can kick ur butt
O: Has one of the best personalities ever
P: Popular with all types of people
Q: A hypocrite
R: Good bf/gf
S: Lives life for fun
T: Great kisser
U: Gets blamed for everything
V: Not judgmental
W: Very broad mindedW: Very broad minded
X: Never let people tell you what to do
Y: Loved by everyone
Z: Lives life for fun
The skies are still, The heat is Dry.
All I do is sigh, I try to take a breath,
But, it's only filled with death.
It was you I called upon, to take me to the pond.
That day is when I grew fond of our bond.
The Love we share is strong, It's you I long for.
Each day I want you more.
Your the one that makes my heart soar.
As we lay on the grassy floor.
The touch of your hand makes my body roar.
As the sky darkens, Thunder makes it's sound.
The rain starts, Lighting strikes.
As you make it sound as it's fake. Just for my sake.
I am afraid, I start to shake.
You smile, and show me that I am yours to take.
You kissed my lips, I slowly start to drift.
As I started to drift, I noticed the storm had shifted.
The darkness has been lifted,
In your eyes, I see you are Truly Gifted.
By: Cassandra Denham
QUESTION OF THE DAY
IF SOME ASS IS DUMB ENOUGH TO BUY SWEET SUZY A VIC WHAT COLOR WILL ITS NAME BE IN PINK OR BLUE SINCE NO ONE CAN ANSWER WHAT IT REALLY IS ??? I WONDER THESE THINGS SOMETIMES OH WELL BACK TO THE HOT TUB FOR THE FAT MAN HAVE FUN TAPPING
I love you
you love me
well atleast you
said you did
after two weeks
we knew each other
there were rumours
you said you did not cared
what your boyfriend said
3 weeks later
you said it
you broke my heart
you destroyed my life
i wont ever forget
those 3 phrases
"forget about me"
"don't contact me anymore"
changed my life for ever
the only thing that was
going through my mind
was i love you and will
never ever forget you...
Just To Let Everyone Know
The next couple of weeks I wont be on here very much. Ill be working on getting this apartment packed up so we can get moved.
Looks like we are gonna be moving about an hour west of where we live now to a town called Morris.
I totally love it there, its very quiet and no more thumping from the bass that you hear as the cars pass by!! YAYYYYYY
Days Like This....
when i start to remember how things used to be
back when i had my bestfriend *1 of the 3* with me here
i miss talkin 2 her
i miss her singing
i miss everything
Happy Mother's Day
Just a short story to show how we never lose the love for our Mothers. A card company thought it would be a good idea to bring Mother's day cards to a prison for free and let the prisoners write what they want and pay for the postage. The response was so over welming that the card company had to go back several times to fill the massive amount of cards needed. With such a success on Mothers day the company decided to go back again for fathers day. Almost none of the inmates showed up asking for cards. I want to send out a happy Mothers day to all on cherrytap. Mother is the name for God on the lips and hearts of children.
A Submissive's Essay (also Written By Me)
being a submissive
When my Master calls, I shall come
Crawling or running as is his wish
And kneel before my everything
To be used or loved at his whim
His voice is all i hear
His desire is all i dream to fulfill
His hands are both the givers and takers
The moulder of my freshly broken will
His eyes looking down upon me
Hold my deepest chastening and highest praise
He is the owner of my mind, body and soul
In everything i seek only His ways
Before him i bow at the end of his day
When He is tired and weary of it all
And i strive to relax and please Him
His slave am i at his beckoned call
When He wants music
i shall sing
When he wants sex
He shall demand anything
His wants and desires
My code and my guide
To him alone
i pledge my pride
This is my poem about the mindset that i see as submissive. These are promises
that i make to my Master, and my only goal is his happiness and pleasure. i also
look to Him for affection,
ok heres some thing for who ever . see i send and except friends request because im frindly i like to chat at times and mayu be meet people .
now i know not every one is up for that and thats cool but if ur not a friend then u shouldnt say u r . im usally on yahoo or my space and theres a few i dont remember because i signed up for friends that asked me like here . so if u want to talk to me im ljonestony on yahoo . i dont really like talking on here but i will so let me know r u a friend or not .
Important - Please Read
Claim: Drug dealers are selling flavored crystal methamphetamine known as "Strawberry Quick."
Example: [Collected via e-mail, April 2007]
Drug Warning - Beware and please inform your children
I have been alerted by one of our EMT's for our volunteer fire department that they have received emails from emergency responder organizations to be on the lookout for a new form of Crystalized Meth that is targeted at children and to be aware of this new form if called to an emergency involving a child that may have symptoms of drug induction or overdose.
They are calling this new form of meth "Strawberry Quick" and it looks like the "Pop Rocks" candy that sizzle in your mouth. In it's current form, it is dark pink in color and has a strawberry scent to it.
Please advise your children and their friends and other students not to accept candy from strangers as this is obviously an attempt to seduce children into drug use. They also need to
New To This!
So.. im new to this.. kinda weird, Myspace is much better, but to much drama!!! anyways!!
I am deeply involved in a VERY serious relationship with the man of my dreams! I love him more then anything in this world *Besides my daughter*
I have a 5 month old baby girl, her name is Addison, she is my life!!
Umm..there are TONS of pics on my myspace if youd like to check them out, Look me up with my email address.. firstname.lastname@example.org
A Mother's Mark
The Bible paints various portraits of mothers, and while they weren't perfect, each one tells a story. Moses' mother broke the law to ensure his safety and teach him faith of his people. Then there's the mom who came before Solomon, prepared to forfeit her child rather than see him harmed. James and John's mother loved them so much, she wanted them to sit on either side of Christ in His future kingdom. And Paul saw in Timothy a young man of sterling character because of the faith "handed down from [ his] grandmother Lois to [his] mother Eunice...to [him]." The most significant thing we know about Timothy's mother is that her mom was a believer, because while faith can't be "inherited" it can be passed on through the influence of godly parents.
A little boy forgot his lines in the Sunday School play so his mother leaned over and whispered, "I am the light of the world." The kid beamed, then with great feeling announced, "My mother is the light of the world!" We smile, but the truth i
Louis Armstrong was singing from somewhere inside the jukebox in his sandpaper against sandpaper voice. The scent of grease, coffee, and smoke embraced me as I stepped through the door.
I made my way across the floor to the counter, sat down on a stool and removed my hat. From out of the kitchen, came a stout little man whose face needed a shave five days ago.
"Casey! Good to see you! What'll you have?"
"Hi Rob, steak and eggs, and how strong's the coffee?"
"Depends on what you call strong.", he said with a smirk.
"Gimme a cup then, will ya?"
Rob disappeared back into the kitchen to start the food. From my pocket I retrieved a pack of Lucky's just as Rob returned with a fresh pot of coffee.
"Want one?" I asked.
Rob took the pack and removed a cigarette. "Didn't have a date tonight, Case?", he asked from behind a cloud of white smoke. "Yeah, I did as a matter of fact. A real gorgeous dame, too. Took her to The
As Of 5/17/2007
Charlie Bone and the Castle of Mirrors - Jenny Nimmo
Charlie Bone and the Time Twister - Jenny Nimmo
Inkheart - Cornelia Funke
The Dream-Hunter - Sherrilyn Kenyon
Bram Stoker The Essential Dracula - Leonard Wolf, editor
Club Vampyre - Laurell K. Hamilton
Betsy The Vampire Queen - MaryJanice Davidson
The Vampire Files Vol. 2 - P.N. Elrod
Danse Macabre - Laurell K. Hamilton
It'll be a great day when education gets all the money it wants and the Air Force has to hold a bake sale to buy bombers.: Author unknown, quoted in You Said a Mouthful edited by Ronald D. Fuchs
11 Months Gone
This is a poem i wrote 11 mnths after my dad passed away
It’s been 11 months
And i still cannot believe you’ve gone
Just when i think i’m coping
Depression hits me so hard
Time since your passing, gone so quick
Will i ever adjust
All the time we had
I never really knew you
So many things i never said
You never knew my life
Maybe you now know it all
I hope you are at peace
I miss you
There's an area on the border of the French Quarter and "The Bywater" known to the homeless as "The Wall". Anyone in New Orleans who has extra meals knows to bring them down to The Wall at 7 pm each evening to feed the homeless. I'm at The Wall usually on Thurs through Sunday nights serving the homeless and offering what ever advise I can give them (as well as handing out cigarettes as a hook to bring them to me).
The Wall is usually a safe place for them to come and eat without being hassled by NOLA PD. What we are doing is illegal and we can be arrested for it. It doesn't matter that BB & Sam are NOLA PD they know they can be arrested too by supporting this feeding operation. So does Sam's Mom & Dad, Sisters and Nephews. But his entire family shows up night after night along with a few neighbors and some local preachers. They are an inspiration to me.
Tonight was cute as a Priest was walking around with a squirt gun full of Holy Water squirting EVERYONE!
Afterward Sam and I
I see a tear...running down your face
A song in your head...amazing grace
Feelings that haven't stirred for years
As you embrace the love... lose fears
You thought I stopped loving you
Didn't think that i would see it through
Never knew you were the world to me
Now I hope through my eyes you'll see..
So please don't cry for me
I'll be here where you can't see
And don't forget me cause I'm gone
Cause I'll still be here In this song
You didn't know how i felt inside
Watching all my fear come to life
My heart stopped and so did time
Then I realized The Blood... Was Mine.
copyright..2007 Justice Sherrick..
i have pics but no love from people and i dont know how to get people to look at them other people have lots of love ive seen anyone can look at them ive showed some pepole some love for there pics would some people stop by and look and show some love.
Musicology VideoMusicology lyrics - Prince lyricsPrince Music VideosMusic Video Codes by VideoCure
Ladies Only Please Comment
i have been alot of places and i see lots of ppl well alot of times im out and about especially at work and i see women wearing mini skirts and some of them sit in such a fashion so that there panties are being shown now is this an "accident" or do they know exactly what they are doing women please share your thoughts
This is another one of my poems called Dead Men's Ways.
Dead men walk from their shallow graves
Their soft silence trails off in waves
They hide in the dark recesses of the night
Only to catch the first spark of light
Than they take their final journey
To the cosmos of unforgotten worries
Dead men walk from their shallow graves
some died heros
Some died slaves
All that's left are their forgotten names
Dead men walk from their sshallow graves
Into the realm of serpentine caves
Some descend into madness
Some sink to shame
When their lives were really to blame
Dead men walk from their shallow graves
Some return to their monotonous haze
While others go off in a blaze
You may think this writer was crazed
But he only knows the dead men's ways
9 Years, Tomorrow (may 25)
Well, Tomorrow (May 25) would mark my 8 year wedding anniversary. 9 years of being with the same man.
Never once did I cheat, never once did I feel the need to even look.
I was ok with what I had in life.
Granted, times were not always happy. Times weren't always peaceful...
"rough spots" were everywhere.
But, I can look back and honestly say, I cannot regret any of it.
Had I not met Marcus when I did, I wouldn't have my children. I can't regret that, because that would be regreting them...
I can't regret staying with him for so long... because without that battle... I wouldn't be as strong as I am now, I wouldn't be able to stand up to a lot of things.
Without knowing him, I wouldn't have gotten to know some awesome people.
My best friend, Ambra... her husband, Troy.. they're kids. Got to love them!
I never would have met Stevie, never would have gotten to know him like I have.
I wouldn't have met Jarrod, Justin, Amanda, and Brandy.
I adore marcus's family. I'
To my Higher Power:
Wherever thou may be.
As I undersand you,
Thou are unique to me.
Take my hand
when I don't understand.
When everyone shoves,
let me feel love.
I live and forgive,
& learn; Not forget.
So I make my next step,
w/out ANY regrets.
Austins Graduation, My 12 Wedding Anniversary And My Trip To The Er!
Austins 6th grade graduation and Mike's and I's 12 wedding anniversary was on the same day... May 25 so it was a busy day.. we both got the day off and spent the morning watching the kids get their awards (pics were added check em out!) Sissy that day got a award for being in honor rolls for all 4 quarters :).. the day before she got a bunch of others but I cant remember hehe. We were very proud of Austin that day cuz his last 2 quarters we really thought he wasnt gonna pass.. it was that bad.. but he upped his g.p.a to a C with a lot of hard work. :)
After we got done watching that Mike and I headed out to pre buy tickets for the Pirates of the Carribean 3 cuz we just didnt know how busy it will be.. the first showing was at 10.. then 10:30 but we just missed that one and we got the 12 showing.. not many people there which rocked.. just had a few annoying kids below us and a parent that didnt know how to tell them to shut the fuck up! >:( but it was awesome of course! They left of
A minister decided to do something a little different one Sunday morning. He said "Today, in church, I am going to say a single word and you are going to help me preach. Whatever single word I say, I want you to sing whatever hymn that comes to your mind.
The pastor shouted out " CROSS ."
Immediately the congregation started singing in unison, "THE OLD RUGGED CROSS......."
The pastor hollered out "GRACE " The congregation began to sing "AMAZING GRACE, how sweet the sound."
The pastor said " POWER" The congregation sang "THERE IS POWER IN THE BLOOD ."
The Pastor said "SEX " The congregation fell into total silence. Everyone was in shock. They all nervously began to look around at each other afraid to say anything.
Then all of a sudden, way from in the back of the church, a little old 87 year old grandmother stood up and began to sing "PRECIOUS MEMORIES ."
Pass this along and make someone smile today (I just did).
GOTTA LOVE LITTLE OLD LADIES
Making Prayer A Priority
Making Prayer a Priority
By Marybeth Whalen
“The Lord has heard my cry for mercy; the Lord accepts my prayer.” Psalm 6:9 (NIV)
As Christians, it is one thing to know we need to pray, but it is another thing entirely to make prayer a priority in the course of our busy day. So today we’ll look at some practical ways to strengthen our prayer life... no matter how busy we are. These are just tips and tricks I have picked up along the way through my own experience or from people I respect. I hope you will take a few of them and immediately apply them to your life. When our prayer life is strong, our walk with God and our time with Him is magnified a hundredfold.
Commit to spending the first moments of your day in prayer before you even get out of the bed. Get in the habit of devoting just a few minutes before you put your feet on the floor just claiming the day for Him and offering up all you will do for His glory and the good of His kingdom. Starting the day this way will help
7 Day Money Ritual
TIME: Start seven days before full moon, and ending on the Full Moon
DAY: (Start on a Sunday and end Sunday, if possible) everyday at 7pm for 7 days.
YOU WILL NEED:
* Personal astral candle (see Astral Candle Colors
* Green 7 day candle, to represent money
* Gold or yellow 7 day candle, to represent attraction
* parchment paper and pen
* working candle (some small candle of any color)
* white thank you candle
Set up the altar. Place the astral candle and gold candles to the left side of the the alter, touching each other. Place the green candle 7 inches to the right of the astral and gold candles. Take the parchment paper, and write down exactly how much money is needed and it's purpose, and place it along the right side of the gold and astral candles.
parchment < < < < < < < green candle
Take your ritual bath and cleanse yourself
People say that construction is dangerous work. I never felt that way. I know there are hazards involved, but I've always felt if you take the necessary precautions, unless there is some freak occurance, you'll be safe. I don't know the details of what happened yet, but I'm getting ready to go into work and my roommate tells me he just heard on the news that someone fell off one of the bridges on my project. This is the second accident like this since I started on this job in February. The first was fatal, someone fell from the slope paving beneath a bridge and landed on his head. I hope the person who fell today is okay. Actually I kinda hope it was a pedestrian that walked around the barricades. Whether it was a worker or not I hope the person is ok. Maybe I should rethink the way I feel about whether or not the job is dangerous. I guess all I can really do is pay attention and look out for myself and those around me.
Letter From Charlie Daniels
HATS OFF TO CHARLIE DANIELS....AT LEAST HE HAS THE COURAGE TO SPEAK HIS MIND!!!
Did he ever hit the nail on the head with all the politicians:
"I don't know how everybody else feels about it, but to me I think Hispanic people un this country,
legally or illegally, made a huge public relations mistake with their recent demonstrations.
I don't blame antbody in the world for wanting to come to the United States of America, as it
a truly wonderful place.??
But when the first thing you do when you set foot on American soil is illegal it is flat out wrong
and I don't care how many lala land left heads come out of the woodwork and start trying to give
I don't need sensitivity lessons, in fact I don't have anything against Mexican!? I just have something
against criminals and anybody who comes into this country illegally is a criminal and if you don't
believe it try coming into America from a foreign country without a passport and see how far you get.
i am curious to know how many women out there love having their feet worshipped! i always love women with pretty sexy feet!
I Will Be A Guest Co-host For An Awesome Online Radio Show Tonight!!
I will be on the radioshow ksframeofmind tonight at 7pm PST June 3rd 2007 if you can not catch the show you will be able to listen in to the archived show...
http://www.blogtalkradio.com/kmorris or www.ksframeofmind.com
You can also call into the show and give us a talking to... So Cum on and give us a listen... Maybe a call in... 3 hot chicks Co-hosting together and a Dominatrix Chat guest tonight! The show will be outstanding tonight!
Look forward to turning you on, as u turn us on!
One Night Stand Match 6
One Night Stand: Candice Michelle vs. Melina
Date Added: June 03, 2007
Story By: Devis Owens
One Night Stand: Melina vs. Candice Michelle [Pudding Match]
Melina is wearing goggles for the match. Candice steps in and then out and tosses Melina in the pool of pudding. They start to brawl in the pudding. Not much they can do but slam each other around in the stuff. They do just that. Melina tackles Candice outside of the pool. Candice tosses pudding in Melina’s face. Melina tries to return the favor. But Candice ducks. Candice spears Melina back in the pool. Candice rolls up Melina for a two count.
Back in the pudding and Melina spine busters Candice and applies a headlock. Melina takes off her own goggles. Candice hits a DDT on Melina into the pudding.
Candice tries to dunk Melina, and then does it again. Melina taps out from the dunk in pudding. Your Winner: Candice Michelle
After the match Maria comes to interview Candice but Melina tosses pudding at Maria so Maria lea
We Had 6
finally she gave birth to 6 healthy pups. she had a little trouble, but all in all she did real good. Everyone is happily sleeping now. 4 girls and 2 boys. woo hoo the girls won. hehehe
I am puttin up pics.
Just A Bad Mood Rant
Ok, so I am not in such a good mood tonight, I have no idea why, just one of those nights I guess. I think I am tired of stupidity in general right now . . . Just had more than my fill the last few days. I’m not sure why it is bothering me so much now than it usually does, but it is. I don’t need someone to talk to or anything I just need to sort things out I think. I’m just in an odd place where I am me but dammit at the same time I am wholly unrecognizable - yeah probably makes no sense to any of you. I know exactly what I ma talking about though and I am sure there is at least one other person somewhere who does.
So, what is it? I think what pushed me over the edge today was someone telling me that if I believed in God that I would be a better person. That since I do not believe in God that is why my life has been so miserable but I still have the power to change it in my heart if I just look deep enough, because God can forgive all of my sins if I am willing to admit them
The bulletin that I posted has taken this small Pennyslvania community by shock and knocked us to our knees. The implications of this crime both baffle and sadden everyone.
An attractive 19 year old parties for 24 hours at a local bonfire. She arrives home to babysit. The mother of one of the toddlers; a woman blessed two years ago with a 20 month old daughter she has gone to fertility clinics to conceive, is a friend of the babysitter's 18 month old 1/2 sister who arrives to find the babysitter asleep on the couch with her crying sister in the crib.
The mother asks if she is capable of watching the two children and lets her sleep another 1/2 hour and plays with the children. She wakes the young woman and offers to not leave the children with her. The girl reassures her that she can indeed watch the children. The mother cautions her to please lock the garage door when she leaves after closing them. A pond lies 150 feet from the doors.
The babysitter lays the toddlers d
A FRIEND OF MINE NEEDS HELP WITH A CONTEST SHE IS IN. HER NAME IS "DJ CANDYPANTS"
Damn When It's Ever Stop!!!!
Damn this could be funny when you having a bad day or stupid day come your way which I have one that are my right knee which is acting up and all that I went to hospital and have the doctor to check it out and figure it would be the same result but damn I can't even drive with that knee and still hurt when it happen so now I am taking medication and didnt go to work Thursday Night and stay home for the day and see what's happen next!!! :-( But doing okay in the next day and getting better, still can't make my knee to bend as still little sore,,, what kind a guy I am eh? lol... But, don't worry be happy I will get better soon and have to watch what I am doing with my knee AGIAN!!!! So, hope everyone having good time on CT and have a great weekend ;-)
Im Back For Now!
I'm back for now. For how long this time I have no clue. We were fortunate enough to have the 2 Tornados that threatened us pass only causing terrible havoc to the Wisconsin folks. Pray for those that all is well. I stayed shut down for a couple of days with the strong winds still beating us, so that I didnt get whiplash while hanging out on the tap. lol Only damage we received was a few blown down tree branches and our satellite went out. Just thankful for no more damage.
I want to thank all of you who continue to pour in the comments while I was away. I love all you guys. I truly have the best of friends on my list.
all of my personal photos are done deleted.
the rest is just bullshit in the "stuff" folder.
I'm 100% done with this place as soon as my blast is done running.
Verbal spirals of mis communication
In a tornado of rage
picking up and leaping
from the dark page
ferry of the night
between the two
With angers bite
neither had a clue
Tantrac symbols upon the broken glass
Laying in shimmers
to the ground it smashed
Promises and vows ?
Were a curse
in the end
They thought they were more then mortal
That was the sin.
Unlawful Entry..adult Content!!!!
The night was pretty quiet..then a streak of speed flew by his squad car.....he flipped on his lights and went in pursuit......a few moments later the truck pulled over....he cautiously walked up to do his job but when he got to the window of that truck he lost every thought in his head..Sittin there behind the wheel of the truck was this beautiful woman all woman perfect breasts amazing green eyes and a lil innocent grin ya couldnt help but fall for...She looked at him and asked what she had done wrong. He shook his head to gain a normal thought and told her she was speeding. She looked angelic sitting there and God help him he wanted to see more. He asked her to step out of the truck and when she did he knew all legal right reasoning was gone. A full figured real woman stepped out and she was unbelieveable. then she turned to him the top buttons on her shirt undone teasing him with a glimpse of ivory flesh . She had sad sultry eyes..Officer she says Looking right at him I wasnt meani
Had A Bad Day
i was going to work and my motorcycle ran out of gas. then the cops pull me over and said why are you pushing the bike i said it ran out of gas dick head why else would i be pushing it soo he gave me a ticket for being a ass hole thats my bad day.
A Dumb Fast Food Sign.
For those that know me this is one of the most annoying things to me. Driving through a fast food resturant (not gonna say which one but you should know once you read this) and im sitting there forever waiting to get to the window to pick up my food and why in the he!! do i see a sign that sais quit drooling pull forward. what is the point of this sign but to piss you off. dont they think if we could pull forward we could i swear i want to rip down this sign everytime i see it.
Written by Anegawaya
The beautiful trees that sway in the wind,
The waters flowing ever so gently,
The grass so green and bright,
The flowers so pretty,
The mountains so high that reach the sky,
The clouds so white way up high,
The birds that sing beautiful songs,
With the sun glowing ever so brightly,
The sky so clear, and being so blue,
Everything so right as it should be,
Our Mother Earth so beautiful,
As an eye can see,
But our Mother Earth is also neglected,
For so many are tearing her apart,
Which makes a lot of us sad,
And destroying our hearts,
Cutting our forests,
So animals can't eat,
Dirtying up the skies,
So you can't even see,
Garbage everywhere, that the grass dies,
Walking around like it's nothing,
And making up excuses,
In which they are all lies,
Waters are at to where you can't drink,
Killing the fish so they can't even live,
Destroying the land as they go,
Poor Mother Earth has taken
A 60 year old woman came home one day and heard strange noises in her bedroom. She opened the door and discovered her 40 year old daughter playing with her vibrator. "What are you doing?", asked the mom. "Mom, I am 40 years old and look at me. I am ugly. I will never get married so this is pretty much my husband." The mother walked out of the room, shaking her head.
The next day the father came home and heard noises in the bedroom and upon entering the room found his daughter using the vibrator. "What the hell are you doing?", he asked. His daughter replied, "I already told mom. I am 40 years old now and ugly. I will never get married so this is as close as I'll ever get to a husband." The father walked out of the room shaking his head too.
The next day the mother came home to find her husband with a beer in one hand, and the vibrator in the other hand, watching the football game. "For Chrissakes, what are you doing?" she cried. The husband replied "What does it look like I'm d
Points Of Authority
FORFEIT THE GAME/BEFORE SOMEBODY ELSE
TAKES YOU OUT OF THE FRAME/PUTS YOUR NAME TO SHAME
COVER UP YOUR FACE//YOU CAN'T RUN THE RACE
THE PACE IS TOO FAST/ YOU JUST WON'T LAST
YOU LOVE THE WAY I LOOK AT YOU
WHILE TAKING PLEASURE IN THE AWFUL THINGS YOU PUT ME THROUGH
YOU TAKE AWAY IF I GIVE IN
MY PRIDE IS BROKEN
YOU LOVE THE THINGS I SAY I'LL DO
THE WAY I'LL HURT MYSELF AGAIN JUST TO GET BACK AT YOU
YOU TAKE AWAY WHEN I GIVE IN
MY PRIDE IS BROKEN
YOU LIKE TO THINK YOU'RE NEVER WRONG
YOU WANT TO ACT LIKE YOU'RE SOMEONE
YOU WANT SOMEONE TO HURT LIKE YOU
YOU WANT TO SHARE WHAT YOU'VE BEEN THROUGH
(YOU LIVE WHAT YOU LEARN)
Well I have Bell's Palsy, I almost thought I had a stroke. So please pray that I have a speedy recovery from this thing. It is very uncomfortable!
How Would You React
MY GIRLFRIENDS GOD SON GOT KILLED IN A CAR ACCIDENT.HE WAS SEVEN,TOO YOUNG.I DIDNT KNOW HIM OR HIS MOTHER BUT I KNOW MY GIRL NEEDS SUPPORT TOO. SO SHOULD I GO WITH HER TO THE FUNERAL OR LET HER GO BY HERSELF. I WANT TO GO TO SHOW HER SUPPORT AND HELP HER THROUGH IT. WHAT SHOULD I DO?
"wrap It Up"
T.V. show after T.V. Show, movie after movie, sex has become the most talked about subject of all. Write a book on the subject sex it will sale. But what happen to informing society about having safe sex. Safe sex is the way to go by using protection (condom) "Wrap it up" is a quote that needs to be more worldly advertised a little bit more. There are way too many diseases spreading for people not to practice safe sex. Believe it or not there are diseases out there that haven't been name or discovered but are spreading at a rapid rate. We've got to put a stop to it and the only thing we can do is inform others what can possibility happen if they wish not to practice safe sex. Time and time again I see girls get pregnant and do not have the finances to take care of a child or start a family. If you are going to have sex wrap it up or else you may catch something you can't delete and handle. Sexual diseases are real people make the decision to wrap it up before it's too late.
HE CHOSE ME! the love of my life chose me to be his wife!
I know its been a long time since my last blog entry but I figured since I'm bored I'd get another one up. For those of your that actually read blog entries, I have a shit load of phtos for ya'll to rate and comment on. Although the points wont do me any good until I can finally get a salute photo up, it always nice to see that my friends leave me some love :D So get to it if you already haven't done so and until next time, I'm gonna grab me a rubber chicken, some super glue, vasaline and head out to the local shelter for some entertainment lmao!
P.S for those intrested in reading it, I have some poetry I'd love some more feedback on!
“If I'm a star, then the people made me a star.”
I Have New Pics Of Me And Sarah!
Wolf was in fine form as he set up a photoshoot (and yes, sadly, that's all it was) with my good friend Sarah. I would have loved to have done more than take pics. ;)
Hope you enjoy! It's in the new folder!
Every Soldier Gives Up So You Can Live Your Life
It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about.
You stay up for 16 hours
He stays up for days on end.
You take a warm shower to help you wake up.
He goes days or weeks without running water.
You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.
He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.
You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.
He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.
You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket.
He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags.
he sat there by the cool brooke listening to the sounds as his bike slowly cooled down fron the hard ride.the brooke made a peaceful splashing sound as it cascaded over the rocks that vainly tried to block its rolling journey.he droped a cigarett between his fingers and struck the match against his worn boot.the match came to life spilling an errie light across the the mans face.it flickered across the wettness that had crpt slowly from the corners of his eyes and left its trail on his stubbled cheek.
he had met many yet had left them behind,now swallowed in the depths of time.yet their remained one that haunted his mind.he had many that vainly had tried to be his friend,but they all had faultered and disappeared in the end.all but the one he held dear to his heart,and that memory tore him apart.
he inhaled slow and deeply then silently blew away the smoke as he retreaved a lone picture from his wallet.the bright moon lite made an earrie glow across the glossy finish of the photo as
R.i.p Chris Bennoit
Sadly Today i was Informed that Chris Bennoit Died He and His Family were found dead in his home. No other information was Found or Released
I Deeply Sadly Say Goodbye to a Wreslter Who was one of the Greatest i always Whanted to Meet Bennoit cause He Reminded me of a Uncle i have in Brazil. Not Phisically but his Smile Reminded me of my Uncle.
Im Sure Bennoit now will Be there With Eddie Guerrero who ill never forget
Sometimes I wonder why do I even bother to do anything. It seems that nothing I do is good enough for any one. I am sick of trying to make everyone else happy all the time. It seems long as everything is going the way that they want it then they are happy. Hell I am human too ya know and I have feelings just like any one else, but yet let me say that I'm just not in the mood for something and then there ya go they get all pissed. Sometimes I just want to walk away from it all my whole life leave it all behind. Yeah I know what would that solve doing that as usual nothing but maybe if I wasn't always the one there when family and friends need me it would be appreciated more.
Black birds swarming.
Letting me know I am saved
Freeing me from yesterday
Will i be saved, these voices are killing me
Will i make it through the land of sanity
I know the skies will save me
As we go in circles
Halo's glowing, showing me where i can turn
Angel's falling, somehow I know I am loved
I know the skies will save me
OK, I have to say I'm getting sick of people on here,people always begging for points. "add me, fan me rate me" I come on here to hang out, meet new people, see whats new with my people, I mean what have we come to when we are trying to be the most popular person on a web site for fuck sake? I'm not saying that I don't rate people's profiles or their pics but I do it more to show love, and its the people who don't ask for points that I'm more willing to give them to, and just to let you know nobody cares bout what family, group, or club your in, I mean some people (not all) act like we have cherrytap gangs and it gets old! some people really need to grow up and stop acting so superficial, there is more to life then having the most cherrytap points! thank you to those people to whom this does not apply. YOU ROCK!!!!!
Tragic Car Accident
This is a sudden update to say that someone I personally knew got killed in a car accident. I didn't have a direct relationship with her, but she was my dad's best friend's daughter, Haley, who was only 14. For the past couple years, she got involved with a church and became very active with special events and activities with her youth group. On the way back from Las Vegas, a driver who was driving a trailer lost control of his vehicle, driving on the opposite side of the road, causing a head-on collision with the same van Haley was riding in, taking out her boyfriend and some of her friends as well as her.
Haley became a pretty close friend of my younger brother, who was about her age, and they had a good friendship since they were both born. I'm very worried about how much it's going to affect him, but I haven't gotten a chance to talk to him yet, as I heard the bad news late at night.
Although I haven't seen her that often over the years, it's hard t
But who am I to tell you that I've seen any reason
Why you should stay
Maybe we'd be better off without you anyway
I got a one way ticket on your last chance ride
Got a one way ticket to your suicide
Got a one way ticket and there's no way out alive
And all this crass communication that has left you in the cold
Isn't much for consolation when you feel so weak and old
But if home is where the heart is
Then there's stories to be told
No, you dont need a doctor
No one else can heal your soul
Got your mind in submission
Got your life on the line
But nobody pulled the trigger
They just stepped aside
They'll be down by the water
While you watch 'em wavin' goodbye
They'll be callin in the morning
They'll be hanging on the phone
They'll be waitin for an answer
But you know nobody's home
And when the bells stop ringing
It was nobody's fault but your own
There were always ample warning
There were always subtle signs
And you would have seen them coming
But we ga
A Xmas Story
... The Night Before Christmas - Rated R
Twas the night before Christmas, and God it was neat.
The kids were both gone, and my wife was in heat.
The doors were all bolted, the phone off the hook,
It was time for some nooky, by hook or by crook.
Momma in her teddy and I in the nude,
Had just hit the bedroom and reached for the lube.
When out on the lawn there arose such a cry,
That I lost my boner, and momma went dry.
Up to the window I sprang like an elf,
Tore back the shade while she played with herself.
The moon on the crest of the snowman we'd built,
Showed a broom up his ass, clean up to the hilt.
When what to my wondering eyes should appear,
But a rusty old sleigh and eight mangey reindeer.
with a fat little driver, half out of the sled,
A sock in his ear and a bra on his head.
Sure as I'm speaking, he was high as a kite,
And he yelled to his team, but it didn't sound right.
Woa Shithead, woa Asshole, woa Stupid, woa Putz,
Either slow down this rig or I'll c
To Uao Family And Friends
What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. i love u and i I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. dont ever leave the one u love for the one u like, because the one u like will leave u for the one they love. If u get this it means the person who sent it truly cares about you
you got one so you're loved
Why Toyota Is Now #1 !
A Modern Parable
A Japanese company (Toyota) and an American company (General Motors) decided
to have a canoe race on the Missouri River. Both teams practiced long and
hard to reach their peak performance before the race. On the big day, the
Japanese won by a mile. The Americans, very discouraged and depressed,
decided to investigate the reason for the crushing defeat.
A management team made up of senior management was formed to investigate and
recommend appropriate action. Their conclusion was the Japanese had 8 people
rowing and 1 person steering, while the American team had 8 people steering
and 1 person rowing.
Feeling a deeper study was in order, American management hired a consulting
company and paid them a large amount of money for a second opinion. They
advised, of course, that too many people were steering the boat, while not
enough people were rowing. Not sure of how to utilize that information, but
wanting to prevent another loss to the Japanese, the r
Tonight I went to the horse races...
my uncle races horses and my fave was running tonight so i decided to go..
HE WON!!!! his first win!
I AM SOOOOOOOOO HAPPY!!!! my baby won his race!
1.25 lengths ahead of the second place horse!!!!
I have heard no word from her. Wish she would have called me. Now I am tired. If she decides to go out late now, it's not happening. I have to work tomorrow. I want to see her. Maybe we can just talk and hang out. Bored... About to go to bed.. Tired.. My mom and sister are coming in on the 4th. Almost can't wait. I know my mom can't either for more than just to come see me. She wants to get away from my brother for a while. He's been so attached to her for really three and half years if you want to count the pregnancy. I am getting excited to see my older sister. You know now that I think about it. I have never loved anyone so much as I have loved any one person in my family. I hope and wish I could find that women I can show the same love and joy with. The joy I speak of comes in the anticipation building up to seeing someone I love and have not see in a while. Just wander how it will be after a 6 month deployment. I don't know if I can bear it. I might just drop to
please tell me this is some funny shit..I holy fuck..nothing better to do than fuck with me...damn........
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The End Of Man
The End of Man
Paul R. Mays
Mankind will sooner or later be wiped from this little ball we live on. This is a fact not an opinion. next week we could be hit by a mile wide hunk of iron and we're toast. A shift in the magnetic field of the planet will someday wipe 90% of all life from the tiny blue ball we call home. Someday the sun will burp and all life will be ash in seconds. Someday a super volcano will erupt and almost all life large enough to see with the naked eye will vanish within months or years.
These are facts that have happened 12 times in the past. We have a record in the rocks that show 12 separate epochs in this balls history where almost all life was wiped at each event.
So I wanted to give a view of the only option that can save our species from being nothing more that radio waves passing through space for some life on some far away planet to receive and watch reruns of "I Love Lucy" sent out into the universe a million years before, the ghost of
Wanna know how hot you are???
You're OK-----teddy bear
You're CUTE----red rose
I'd Do Ya!!----any spicy gift
You're SEXY----dozen roses
Let's Be Friends----kitten
We can party----any liquid refreshment
Wanna get Married??---any big pimpin' gift
Repost this and see how many gifts you get!!!
In this blog I'll talk about movies. Although, knowing me I'll post one or two and then get bored with it ... or just get lazy.
I saw Transformers on Tuesday night with Jay. It was pretty sweet. Michael Bay didn't completely fuck it up like I thought he would. Some of the best special effects I've ever seen, and the action was pretty insane (at least Bay's usually good for that). The story was weak, but I wasn't expecting too much anyway.
Room for improvement, but still pretty awesome.
P.S. That's hardly what I call a review. I just wanted to throw something up real quick.
Everything You Want To Know About Me
Current Location: MI.
Hair Color: brown
Eye Color: brown
Height: 5' 3"
My Car: 2000 dodge intrepid
Overused Phrase: I don't know
Best Physical Feature: smile, eyes, laugh
Most Embarassing Moment: ummmm i dunno
Most Missed Memory: high school
Weakness: my daughter
Best Friends: 1
Goal For The Year: too pass all my college classes with a b
Greatest Fears: Something happening to my daughter
::This OR That::
Pepsi or Coke: mt dew
McDonalds or Burger King:mc donalds
Hot Tea or Ice Tea: iced tea
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla
Water or Milk: water
Coffee or Hot Chocolate: neither
Hugs or Kisses: i love both
Cats or Dogs: dogs
Summer or Winter: Summer
Scary Movies or Romantic Comedies:scary
Love or Money: LOVE, money is only money
Green Grapes or Purple Grapes: purple
Perferred Eye Color: any
Perferred Hair Color: any
Short Hair or Long Hair
if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs.
if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".
if I'm not tan enough for you.
if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you.
If i don't have a dream body that turns you on.
if im too short for you.
if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me
if my hair is not long enough.
if im not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen.
But most of all...
I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.
A few years ago my son broke my glasses and well I've been pretty broke sence then well today I finally got a new pair and wow I'm seeing the world so much better.
Here is too seeing the world threw new eyes LOL
Ca~tank A Pb Minpin Is Looking Fur Her New
CA~Tank a PB MinPin Is Looking Fur Her New Furever Home!!
Jul 6, 2007 7:06 PMName: TankBreed: Miniature PinscherSize: SmallAge: AdultGender: Female Notes: Tank is six years old and has a birthdate. She's a purebred minpin that's a little over weight. She's a sweet girl and would do great with an older couple. Tank isn't a yapper and loves the men in my family. Her previous owner was elderly had to give her up, as she was unable to properly care for Tank any longer. Tank does well around cats or other dogs. She's been spayed, microchipped and is current on all her shots. Tank's donation fee is $150.This pet is up to date with routine shots.This pet is already house trained.This pet has been altered. Contact Info:Stonecliffe Animal RescueLemoore, CA559email@example.com://www.petfinder.com/shelters/CA1005.html
Athens Dogs Need Homes Urgently Before Time Is Out~pls~
XX URGENT NO TIME LEFT FOR SOME OF THESE..THEY ARE ALL URGENT. SOME OF THESE HAVE TODAY! CORKY WAS ADOPTED!!YEAH!Corky - #24233 **WAS ADOPTED!***VISIT THE SITE AND SEE ALL THE DOGS! ALL URGENT!http://www.athenspets.net/adoptables.htmlAthens clark county animal control. GAthere are a bunch of pups this week here! XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXSAMANTHA #24227 HAS BEEN HERE TO LONG!8 MO OLDXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXBoone - #24242 Urgent Case!! 7MO OLD LAB MIX (BLACKDOG) X URGENT!XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXSienna - #24241 3MO OLD PIT MIX XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXBilly - #24240 4MO OLD LAB/PITXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX**BLUE HAS BEEN ADOPTED!!**Blue - #24248 6 MO OLD PITBULL XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXTiger - #24246 5 MO OLD LAB MIX (BLACK DOG) SM AND SWEETXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXBrownie - #24244 Urgent Case!! OWNER SURENDER!6 MO OLD LAB/WHIPITXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXMax - #24247 4 MO OLD HOUND/SHEPXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXURGENT! SHE IS OUT OF TIME!!XXHandy Pandy - #24187 1 YEAR
Booty Call Application
Booty Call Application
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Height_____ Weight______ Waist_______
Married (Y/N)__ Single (Y/N)__ Other_________
How often (check appropriate answer)
Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible__
How long can u last (check appropriate answer)
1min __ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ All night__
Do u like giving oral sex (Y/N)__ Do u like receiving oral sex (Y/N)__
If I cum in your mouth (check appropriate answer)
Spit__ Swallow__ Depends__
While having sex, what do u do (check all appropriate answers)
Faint__ Cry__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat__ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Scratch__ Just lie there__
Go to sleep__ Watch tv__ Read__ Think of someone else__ Or do u just hump like hell__
List three positions u like:
OK i have a question and i don't think it should be a mums.
when a person breaks the law and does his/her time in jail, should that be it they are free debt paid, new life ahead?or should they be tag and mark for life? the reason for this question is a sex offender does his or her time then they are marked for life, is there? should there be a difference in any crime?
please leave a commit, i would like to know your opinion.
Am I Looking At You
Are you sure I am not looking past you,
at some twisted little vision of a person tied down screaming from a painful deadly incision?
Am I laughing at these wicked thoughts?
My soul is dripping with sin. I have so much anger to give but where should I begin?
I thought we all had a "God" given gift
guess Im not human Im less unless hate is a gift in which that case I've been blessed
'Cause I hate alot of people but can't explain my thoughts.
And I am laughing as your body rots..........
I'm lying in bed
and thinking about you,
the fire inside my
red hot and white.
It guides me to you,
and to that sweet place
where I need never
bid you adieu.
The flames tease me tonight,
brighter than the moon,
and hotter than
the blaze of the sun,
yet a soothing,
I need not close my
eyes to dream of you,
for you arrive nightly
to warm me with your fire.
And as you call softly,
the world escapes me.
All is quiet.
Life is forgotten,
as we become one.
"Fire Tonight," written and designed by Bobette Bryan, 2001
I feared being alone
until I learned
to like myself.
I feared failure
until I realized that I only
fail when I don't try.
I feared success
until I realized
that I had to try
in order to be happy
I feared people's opinions
until I learned that
people would have opinions
about me anyway.
I feared rejection
until I learned to
have faith in myself.
I feared pain
until I learned that
I feared the truth
until I saw the
ugliness in lies.
I feared life
until I experienced
I feared death
until I realized that it's
not an end, but a beginning.
I feared my destiny,
until I realized that
I had the power to change
I feared hate
until I saw that it
was nothing more than
I feared love
until it touched my heart,
making the darkness fade
into endless sunny days.
I feared ridicule
until I learned how
to laugh at myself.
I feared growing old
until I realize
I'm A Drifter! It's Official
Well i been divorced for a year now and i've come to the conclusion that im a drifter. i can go where i want and work damn near anywhere cause of my profession, but not to say thatz a bad thing cause im loving it! right im in maine but hoping to go somewhere else in the near future! holla back and keep on drifting!
Music Video:GIMME ALL YOUR LOVIN' (by ZZ Top)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone
Deepthroat Goddess On The Prowl
I'M GOING OUT TONIGHT....and i'm on the prowl for a good huge....std free/huge/beautiful cock, to practice my deep throating technique on.....I'm blonde now but if you see me out- wisper in my ear....only if you have a package bigger then 7inchs...and no toothpicks please!
If Your Bored In Wal-mart Do These.
1. Get 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they aren't looking.
2. Set all the alarm clocks in House wares to go off at 5-minute intervals.
3. Make a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the rest rooms.
4. Walk up to an employee and tell him/her in an official tone,
" 'Code 3' in house wares".... and see what happens.
5. Go the Service Desk and ask to put a bag of M&M's on lay away.
6. Move a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area.
7. Set up a tent in the camping department and tell other shoppers you'll invite them in if they'll bring pillows from the bedding department.
8. When a clerk asks if they can help you, begin to cry and ask, "Why can't you people just leave me alone?"
9. Look right into the security camera; & use it as a mirror, and pick your nose.
10. While handling guns in the hunting department, ask the clerk if he knows where the anti - depressants are.
11. Dart around the store suspiciously loud
Will You Help My Friend Out?
My good friend back in Seattle is in a blast contest and I'd appreciate it if anybody that's willing, would be so kind as to rate the contest pic and maybe leave a few hundred comments. Well, at least a few.
My Walk Alone..............
I am at a Lose to everyone
I am at a lose to myself
Seeking a light to guide me
I feel my way through the darkness
Some how I got lost in the shadow of my doubts
Alone in the fog I cry
Not a glimmer of a ray or any signs of hope
Alone in the darkness
One learns to cope
I tangled myself in a web
I cant not wiggle free
The darkness and the shadows
Have gotten hold of me
i wish some people would make me a sign
so i can put it on my profile ]:
i would enjoy that [:
make me smile
will you make me a sign?
Haunted Places In Washington State #12
Stanwood - Pioneer Cemetery - A black figure has been seen towards the back of the cemetery, towards a tree that overlooks a memorial like headstone, breaking a tree branch, about six inches thick broke, and chasing the visitors. All of the families around there have had strange happenings. Someone has said to have had seen lanterns in the graveyard held by unknown persons. Others have experienced the lanterns in their own yards, displaying a kind of light show. Once you walk out to investigate it, they stay for a moment, start coming towards you and than disappear.
Stanwood - Stanwood Museum - People who have lived next to this house say that late at night when the museum is closed you can see candlelight and the curtains open and close. Some times even driving by you can see a curtain pulled back like someone is peering out, and then when you stop to look the curtain goes back.
Steilacoom - ER Rogers’s restaurant - there is a lot of history behind this mansion. Many employees
Hasnt been long ago I ran into an issue on here. I dont know if men really think with there hearts anymore or if " Saying I LOVE YOU " is just something they use these days. Anyway, Im not going to ramble on like a mad cow but, I will say this...in life you learn as a child growing up that you are loved by your parents and that 2 I LOVE YOU is a strong word. Throwing the word around is something alot of people do today.I understand there are different types of love dont get me wrong.Saying I love you as a friend is one thing but,when you talk about marriage and kids and spending the rest of your life together thats a whole different kind of love in my book. So, this is to the man and you know who you are that seems to lead a woman on..I hope one day in life you find happiness and truley understand what the word LOVE stands for. And as for Roger ty for being the man that you are. Its nice to know that there are true men out there like yourself.So my motto is dont say it if you dont mean
Custom Comments and More @ † Dark Angel Designz †
show some luvin on my page and i'll return the favor i'd like to hear from those of you i havent heard from lately.
much lovin' !!!
Surgery Went Good
well has all of u know i had my arm surgery...they put me to sleep...took an hour and a half for both surgeries on my left arm...spent hour in recovery...im home now and they gave me pain killers but there not strong enough,but i'll make it...i'm so sore ...arm hurt's pretty bad.i got staples and stiches but not sure how many..wish me luck on a good speedy recovery..also i want to thank my family for being there with me ...love u all...also wolud like to thank amy , frank,and fred for being so concerned about me ...i love you all...ya'll mean alot to me.thanks alot frank for all the prayers..thanks to all 3 of you for being the best friends a girl could ask for...i appreciate my family and friends. will keep u updated of changes
Part 2 Of Close My Eye's
close my eye's part 2
can you give me the love i need.
the love i never had.
the love i have always wanted.
the love never given in the past.
the love no one can give me.
are you the one to give it to me.
the one to shine light to my dark heart.
to bring love into my life of saddness.
can you take my srowwor away.
can you be the one to bring happness to me.
are you that one to bring peace to my heart.
i close my eyes and dream so.
A Relationship With Our Selves
A Relationship With Our Selves
The most important relationship we have in our lives is with our selves. And even though we are the only ones who are present at every moment of our lives—from birth onward—this relationship can be the most difficult one to cultivate. This may be because society places such emphasis on the importance of being in a romantic partnership, even teaching us to set aside our own needs for the needs of another. Until we know ourselves, however, we cannot possibly choose the right relationship to support our mutual growth toward our highest potential. By allowing ourselves to be comfortable with being alone, we can become the people with whom we want to have a relationship.
Perhaps at no other time in history has it been possible for people to survive, and even thrive, while living alone. We can now support ourselves financially, socially, and emotionally without needing a spouse for survival in any of these realms. With this freedom, we can pursue our ow
Help With Salute
please help me with makeing a salute pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeei'm bageing any one for help
Posted a MUMM Please vote on it ..... I seriously will do which ever one gets picked! http://www.fubar.com/mum.php?id=116912
Im So Thinking Of Just Deleting Everything And Leaveing
WELL I WAS PAYING FOR VIC ...VIP BUT I HAVE DECIDED TO CANCEL IT THE ONLY WAY I WILL HAVE IT AGAIN IS IF I WIN IT BECUZ IM NOT GONNA PAY FOR SOMETHING AND NOT HAVE ALL PRIV.. MY MUMMS WERE BLOCKED OVER TWO WEEKS AGO AND I HAVE READ THE BLOG OVER AND OVER AND SENT SCRAPPER EMAIL TO TURN IT BACK ON AND I GET A EMAIL FROM HIM TO READ HIS BLOG AND I HAVE ALREADY READ IT AND READ IT AND READ IT BUT I TOLD HIM THAT AND IT DOESN'T MATTER RIGHT WELL ANYWAYS IM VERY IRATED BECUZ THEY GOT BLOCKED FOR A STUPID REASON ANYWAYS SO NO MORE MONEY FROM ME WILL THEY GET AND AFTER THE BEST INDIAN PIC CONTEST IS OVER I WILL NOT HOLD ANOTHER THAT HAS WINNINGS OF VIP OR BLAST BECUZ I WILL NOT GIVE ANY MORE OF MY MONEY TO THEM NOPE NOT FORGET IT
Sorry To All
sorry that i havent been sendin back comments to the ones that have been commentin me ..but as soon as i can i will comment u back ..thank u all how have been leaving me comments and also to the new DsC.i will fan u and rate u when i can sorry if dont get to u for a while
What Going On Now!
Well, a lot of things are happen some I have to wait and see how it goes.
The one thing I hate more then anything is the other day I went to go to the store and as I slowly back out of garage and had to turn hard because my daughters car was park out side. Well, I guess I did not turn hard enough and I hit her car but because I was pulling out slow no noise or anything and then suddenly I was like Oh my GOD Her Car. I pulled forward got out and OH MY GOD!!!!!!!
Now, I have never done anything that stupid so I will say it must be my medication for my illness which you would not think could do that because I really do not feel anything from it other then SICK to my stomach most of the time and sometimes a head ache.
But , any how it was terrible and I feel really bad she drives a galant and the mustang has a dent in the driver Rear END , lolol.. Lucky , repair work on her car is just under 800.00 the mustang has less damage but we see what they say about it repair. Its not my
Birthday And Being Booted Out?
Well my step-dad has been on my ass to get a job but my biggest problem is that I'm basicly a built-in babysitter for my parents and I can't very much get a night job due to my lack of transportation. Well for the past few weeks he's been threatening to kick me out on my upcoming b-day so I've been trying to talk to some of my friends about staying with them until I can get on my feet but so far the effort has bared no fruit and well I have very limited finaces. I know some of you would ask why not ask family? Well I would but eather they are too far away, wont take me in or I've detached myself from that end of the family. So I donno what I'm going to do at this point.
Sometimes we’re so caught up in our lives that we don’t know or don’t want to know of the atrocities that are being done to innocent creatures. Over the last week or so , I have been following the Michael Vick dog fighting scandal, and have found this to be so revolting and in humane that I sincerely hope that this guy is prosecuted to the fullest extent of the law, and I still don’t think that’s enough!!
If Vick is convicted, he could face six years in prison and a $350,000 fine. Vick has a court date on July 26 for a bond hearing and to hear the charges.
It’s not bad enough that these animals were being trained to satisfy some sorry ass coward’s thirst for blood and to wager a few dollars for entertainment, but the inhumane treat of the animals after they had lost a fight is even more disgusting. Pit bulls were allegedly hanged, slammed to the ground, electrocuted and shot to be disposed of. These dogs didn't stand a chance!
Now here is a man that makes millions of dollars a
A male patient is lying in bed in the hospital, wearing an oxygen mask
over his mouth and nose.
A young, student nurse appears to give him a partial sponge bath.
"Nurse", he mumbles, from behind the mask. "Are my testicles black?"
Embarrassed, the young nurse replies, "I don't know, Sir. I'm only
here to wash your upper body and feet."
He struggles to ask again, "Nurse, are my testicles black?"
Concerned that he may elevate his blood pressure and heart rate from
worry about his testicles, she overcomes her embarrassment and pulls
back the covers.
She raises his gown, holds his manhood in one hand and his testicles
in the other. Then, she takes a close look and says, "There's nothing
wrong with them, Sir!"
The man pulls off his oxygen mask, smiles at her and says very slowly,
"Thank you very much. That was wonderful, but, listen very, very
Closely...... A r e - m y - t e s t - r e s u l t s - b a c k
CRIES OF A BIRD,SPLASHES OF A FISH..GIRL TELL ME YOUR FAVORITE DISH...I LIKE YOUR BODY,I LOVE YOUR CURVES..WE CAN MAKE THE ROOM SMELL LIKE SPICES-N-HERBS..NOW PAY ATTENTION,-N-LISTEN WELL..SOME SAY I'M NOT BLESSED,BUT I KNOW I CAN MAKE YOU YELL..FIRST IT WAS SOFT,NOW IT'S LOUD..YOU FEEL LIKE YOUR IN HEAVEN LAYIN ON A CLOUD..YOU GOT THE MOVES,I GOT THE MOTION..LET'S MAKE THE BED FEEL LIKE THE OCEAN.I'AM YOUR'S,-N- YOUR ARE MIND..LET'S GO TO MY ROOM,-N-SIP ON SOME WINE..LET'S PUT ON SOME MUSIC,SO I CAN MAKE LOVE TO THE BEAT..-N-AFTER WE FINISH,WE CAN BLOW A SWEET..NOW YOU'RE HIGH,-N-READY FOR MORE..NOW-N-FOREVER,I'AM YOUR'S..NOW COME ON BABY,LET'S GO TO FOUR.....
i wanted to give a shout out to all the ladis out ther i am 37 looking fore miss rightif you are 25 throu 45 give me a shout cheak me out
I don't know about most of you, but I am starting to think this site is only good for those who have no life. Seems you only get messeges and of course shouts by being online. I don't know about most of you, but i'd like to meet someone to hang out with and do things other than just online. I don't have the time to live on FUBAR in order to have someone to talk to. I have started posting blogs more since I can't be on here all the time, starting to show me who really has any interest in whats going on with me, and I am always sure to reply to those messeges. If you are looking for real friends, follow my blog, lets chat, and for gods sake, GET REAL, not virtual. I'm not here to get you points, and I am not looking for them from you, some things mean more to me.
What Is He Thinking???
Holmes will arrive at Chiefs camp Saturday
By ADAM TEICHER The Kansas City Star
Priest Holmes hurt his neck during an October 2005 game and hasn’t played or practiced since.Running back Priest Holmes is ready to start playing for the Chiefs again.
Holmes, who hasn’t played or practiced in more than a year and a half, told president/general manager Carl Peterson he expected to rejoin the team at training camp Saturday in River Falls, Wis. He has passed a physical and been cleared to start practicing.
In October, Holmes will turn 34, an advanced age for a running back. His age, combined with his recent inactivity, could limit his abilities. But with the likelihood of a Larry Johnson holdout, Holmes’ return could give the Chiefs some leverage and certainly more options at the position.
“In my conversation with Priest, he was excited about playing,” Peterson said Wednesday in a statement. “Later, Herm (Edwards) and I sat down with Priest here in Kansas City and discussed his d
Kinda Gloomy Day
You know it has been kinda wierd over the past couple of days. After 10 years I get reunited with a friend and it seems that things have gone pretty well for her.
I am glad to see good things come to good people!
~am I - - Just Me~
Am I a fool
a cheap half wit..
for the little things
I just don't get?
Am I a book
with blank pages to fill..
short meaningless phrase
you seek to spill?
Am I just some stop
a pass over at least..
where upon my heart
you can dump your grief?
Yes... I say to all thee above.
For I am a friend -
showing unconditional love.
I may not be perfect...
But I am ME.
Veritas Aequitas: Veritas et Aequitas literally means "truth and justice" in latin. The Gaelic version is: Fírinne agus Ceart.
We do not ask for your consent ...
Now you will receive us. We do not ask for your poor or your hungry. We do not want your tired and sick. It is your corrupt we claim. It is your evil that will be saught by us. With every breath we shall hunt them down. Each day we will spill their blood until it rains down from the skies. Do not kill, do not rape, do not steal. These are principles, which every man of every faith can embrace. These are not polite suggestions, these are codes of behavior and those of you that ignore them will pay the dearest cost. There are varying degrees of evil. We urge you lesser forms of filth not to push the bounds and cross over into true corruption, into our domain. But if you do you, one day you will look behind you and you will see we three, and on that day, you will reap it. And we will send you to whatever god you wish. And s
Parody Song Lyrics - Ex Is Calling
And another one - Based on "Tears are Falling" by Kiss...and again.. Wierd Al has nothing to fear from me.. lol
I saw the number on Caller ID,
That number was a distant memory,
But now she's calling, looks like she's calling.
Oh No my ex is calling....
Oh No my ex is calling....
Oh No my ex is calling....
Somehow she got hold of my new number.
Never wanted to hear from her again.
I can't even remember her name,
But now she's calling, looks like she's calling.
Oh No my ex is calling....
Oh No my ex is calling....
Oh No my ex is calling....
(Repeat and fade)
man i hope evryone likes me cause im tryin to b nice so request me talk to me be my fan and ill return the favor iight pceeee
The Rest Of The Story
Well I posted a mumm yesterday. Concerning whether or not I should buy my daughter her school clothes for this coming year. I am divorced, and pay her mom child support of $ 440 a month. On which she also receives $ 500 for adoption assistance from the State of California.
I purposely left out some of the information as a kind of experiment. And the vote was pretty close. YAY won out by a narrow margin. And thats cool. I really don't have much of a problem spending money on my daughter, and as stated have done so over and above the child support I do pay during the year. And like I said, not just on her birthday or Christmas.
Now, for the rest of the story...........
When I picked her up at her home on Friday (a drive of some 28 miles each way) I noticed a few pallets of things in her driveway. I didn't mention it, because I really could care less what her mom buys. So when we got home was quite in shock when she said her mom wanted to know if I could buy her school
The Power Of One Poem...
One life changing event…
One…and only one.
The Power of One.
There is nothing that one can say when a real man is able to take a woman and make her see and feel heaven all around her, with the simple touch, a tender kiss, and the respectful way he makes love to her. How you kiss a woman from head to toe before making her stream of desires, her anticipations heighten, and her soul explode with delight until she becomes one with the heavens and all the glories of what life has to offer in a mere moment in time, tells a woman more than any words could say.
The year is 1100. The date is August 1. The monks in the abbey at Gloucester are celebrating the holy-day of St. Peter in Chains. One of the monks wakes from a strange dream in which God promises to strike down the wicked King who has abused the Holy Church. His superior, Abbot Serlo, on hearing of the dreams sends a warning to the King, William the Red, who has oppressed all of England with taxes and disgusted many with his licentiousness and blasphemy. Red, as he is called, receives the message the following day while preparing to indulge in one of his favorite sports, hunting, in the New Forest. Although there are no longer any people dwelling in the New Forest — they were all cleared out by Red's father, William the Conqueror — there are rumors that it's a hotbed of pagan activity. And August 2 is an important pagan holy-day. The Saxons call it Lammas, the Loaf-Mass. William the Red laughs at the warning from the monks and goes out hunting. A short time later, he is dead, struck in
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" Best and hottest one will get a reply......
1. Your Name:
3. Favorite position (s)?
4. Do you think I'm hot?
5. Would you have sex with me?
6. lights on or off?
7. Would you have to be drunk?
8. Would you take a shower with me?
9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?
10. Would you leave after or stay the night?
11. Do you like cuddling afterwards?
12. Condom or skin?
13. Do you give Oral pleasures?
14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures?
15. Have sex on the first date?
16. Would you kiss me during sex?
17. Do you think I would be good in bed?
20. How many times would you like to cum?
21. Would you use me as a booty call?
21. Can I use you as a booty call?
22. Do you like foreplay?
23. What is foreplay to you?
24. Can we take pictures of the act?
25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?
Epic Movie Quiz
Havent Been Here
I havent on much these few days, as i started my new job on friday and just really havent felt like being here. After working on the computer for work i just feel like i need break. To my friend you know who are i tired calling you the last days and got no answer but i will keep trying miss talking to you. Going to bed now as i have work in the morning. I will again then. Bye for now!!
Thanks for being my friend :)
I will first off admit that I can be a little prissy from time to time but I am about to be more of a snob that judges a book by its cover. That is what we are all doing on here anyways right? Ya we are. I am browsing around right now and looking at people and there are some fuckin ugly ass people online and people are telling them how good they look.What the hell are you people seeing? The last time I checked the things I saw were not sexy georgous or attractive by anyones standards. And I am not going to sit here and say how great I am because I dont think that, but I keep myself well kept and that can make or break a person. So why all the lies to the ones that post non-flattering pictures who clearly do not know how to photo shop or brush their teeth and hair? Why lie to them? Do you want that "10" right back??? Fuck I just rated some people how it is and I just did them all favors and I will take all the "1"s at least I know I am honest and anyone who rates me a 1 isnt...lol...god
Just A Random Blog
just thinking alot of things been going on latly like started talking to some one that fucking kicks ass thats a good thing that hapend lol and then a bad thing is a friend and i got druged the other day none nether one of us remember shit i got to put new brakes on my car another good thing is i go on vacation next week woot woot im happy i need it work has been killing me glad i can get away for a week lol and been thinking about some things out side of all that just standing in a state of confuseion right now
but ill let you all go for now lol
later DJ Faust
directly from Scrapper's blog, please read because it is VERY important:
First off, take a deep breath. Your MuMM suspension was nothing personal. The automated message you received probably told you it was NSFW. If it wasn't NSFW, it was flagged because it did not meet the MuMM guidelines. The following information will help you better understand your suspension. Also, I do not see 99% of the MuMMs that are flagged. I am just the guy who can help you turn them back on. Please do not shoot the messenger. Please make sure to read this entire blog.
1. I will not debate, argue, discuss or get involved in MuMM drama.
2. MuMM stands for Make Up Your Mind! It is a place for users to post legitimate questions asking for advice from our community. The format is self explanatory. Do not deviate from the format or your MuMM will be deleted.
3. MuMMs are NOT the bulletin board, Stash, photo gallery or your own personal blog to rant. MuMMs are not meant to perpetuate dram
Hey everybody I posted some new pics and I would like for you all to rate themm honestly.
Back In Nc
I just wanted to post and let everyone know that I am back in Rocky Mount NC at A Touch With Klass. But I will be going back to The Moonlite Bunny Ranch some time in Oct.
You Know It's Time To Dump Your Sweetie When...
Disclaimer: If you realize while reading this that any of these moments are about you, please do not get offended. I don't mean to belittle the incident or your feelings at the time. Just wanted to point out how strange (and amusing) human behavior can be.
25) When you're still good friends with your ex, her phone number keeps disappearing from your cell phone contact list, and the only other person who has access to your phone is your current girlfriend. You even tried to enter the number under different names to thwart the culprit, but the number still vanishes.
24) When your current girlfriend instant messages your ex and pretends it's a random IM conversation, but in fact she's trying to find out who you have been chatting with online.
23) When your boyfriend gets upset that you want to go see the bison exhibit at the zoo, rather than walk him to the bathroom when he's not feeling well. (You and your boyfriend are both over the age of 21.)
22) When you throw the
so i got this woman in my life and not to sure on how to take it. i have never been with a woman like her before and not to sure how to do it but i will do every thing i can to make her happy
I am officially retiring for the evening. It has been a long day.
Rachel is online, if anybody needs anything.
For those of you who don't know, Rachel has the care bear/bi sexual/rainbow glittery icon as her pic...
I am sure you have had a shout or message from her or something. She is the manager, my assistant and right hand...If you have any questions when I am not on, please feel free to shout her or message her.
I will see you all tomorrow. I am doing nothing but bombing and laundry tomorrow...dedicating myself to get Fred's hind end WAY out in front in first place. I don't like sweating it this close to second.
Yawl who are out there bombing are doing FAN-FRIGGIN-Tastic.
Rachel and I are still cleaning house on the members and removing the dead weight but they werent helping anyway, so we are no worse for wear without them.
Yawl behave, and if you don't , name it after me, ok....Go hug a tree. And then BOMB!!!!!!
Remember always go to the call out folder if you are not sur
a moment when i am layin in low light
i let my self cry b/c u understnd
but tell me has rthe damage been done
as my mind it self toremnets me to tell me not to lose my self
i lay here crying but just one tear ur only aloud one u better make it good
and u rememeber that u to feel u didnt become numb that day
and what was the msg u can take everthing away form me but u cant take away my truth my me what makes me Sheila
u can hurt me stip me rape me beat me but i am still my self even when i lay shattered
even when i am broke
every step that i take theres someone trying to change me
every move that i make theres someone waiting to change me
I am only this way because of what you have made me
*it fills the room the music* ~ i read u know i think ur really pretty when u have ur clothes on
Sometimes I wish
I had never known
The taste of your lips
The feel of your hips
Pressed hard against mine
When I wake
To the emptiness
My heart aches
To be filled
Better I had never known
The ecstasy of your love
Than to suffer
The lack of it
Reliving it's thrills
Such wild dreams
That plays in my mind
Gnawing at me nightly
Stealing my sleep
God knows I need
A man's love
To fight the fire
Fill the void
And envelope me
Okay I love going to the movies so here are some reviews for the ones I have seen.
The Simpson's Movie. Awsome, diffently better then the regular show on TV. I hope you all get a chance to see it.
Transformers. Man been waiting years for this movie and it wasnt to bad. If you forget the transformers from the 80's the movie becomes a whole lot better.
The Bourne Ulitmatium. Good movie, lots of action. Doesnt match up to the books but still worth seeing it.
Thats all for now.
Please Vote For Me
im in a battle for best pet on myyearbook. will u go vote for me id really appreciate it. i'm the one with the big snake, lol, thanx
u can vote once a day
Soft sounds of nesting Dragons
Heavy breath’s of mammoth beasts
Blues, Gold’s, Reds and Browns
Surrounding the Queen
Of Emerald Green
A trumpet sounds, bells ring
All rise to the challengers
The Bronze arrive!
Take care O’ winged friend
First the Blues shoot for the sky
Darting through the caves
Bursting into sunlight
Guarding the Lair
Then the Reds, blood curdling screams
Split the dawn
Rising to the enemy
The warriors rush in
To battle the Gold’s arise
No mercy given, no quarter taken
The Bronze shall fall!
The battle joined
Quiet as mice, the Browns depart
Off to their points, Guard the young!
Slower than the others
Yet, far more ruthless
Arise! Arise! O’ Warriors of the sky
Soar to the heavens
Defend the caves
Defend the Queen
Of Emerald Green
From out of the heavens
The Bronze descend
To take the Queen
The ultimate prize
The battle is joined, voices raised
The cries of death, screams of victory
‘Twas feared the Bronze would rule
Buddhist Prayers For Peace
These two powerful Buddhist prayers have given inspiration and inner peace to countless humans throughout the ages. Reading them - and letting them into our hearts - may be a first step toward world peace.
May all beings everywhere plagued with sufferings of body and mind quickly be freed from their illnesses.
May those frightened cease to be afraid,
and may those bound be free.
May the powerless find power,
and may people think of befriending one another.
May those who find themselves in trackless, fearful wilderness--
the children, the aged, the unprotected--
be guarded by beneficial celestials,
and may they swiftly attain Buddhahood.
Evoking the presence of the great compassion, let us fill our hearts with our own compassion--towards ourselves and towards all living beings.
Let us pray that all living beings realize that they are all brothers and sisters, all nourished from the same source of life.
Wish us luck. Going to go meet with a lawyer to begin a custody battle for Beazil's son.
It's a whole long story as far as the history with Beazil's ex-wife goes...but trust me...she's nuts and we need to get Beazil's son out of there.
(I'm sorry...but a 6-year-old shouldn't be obssessed with demons...or be making himself puke...or holding down other kids at school and beating them...etc.)
It's going to be a hard fight...but with all the contempt-of-court issues we have documented on her...where she's completely gone against the decree of the custody papers that are already en force...and Beazil's son's behavioral and emotional difficulties...we think we have some chance at least.
We want to get him into a stable home with discipline and love. He needs structure and to see two responsible parents who can raise him to take care of himself responsibly as well. We have got to get him out of the trailer his mom lives in and out of the welfare-baby life!!
Wish us luck!!
How Horny Are You?
You are 62% horny! though u get horny once in a while, u'r not really a horny person after all.
it could be genetic. don't worry..i'm sure u'll find a horny-less partner..
P.S: try some pills..dude!!How horny are you?Make a Quiz
My Friend Rocks
this is my friend shes new to the area and would love for you to stop by and show her some love... help her level thanks andrea
Real 9-1-1 Calls
BELIEVE it or not ; These are REAL 911 Calls!
Dispatcher : 9-1-1 What is your emergency?
Caller: I heard what sounded like gunshots coming from the brown
house on the corner.
Dispatcher: Do you have an address?
Caller: No, I have on a blouse and slacks, why?
Dispatcher: 9-1-1 What is your emergency?
Caller : Someone broke into my house and took a bite out of my ham
and cheese sandwich .
Dispatcher : Excuse me?
Caller : I made a ham and cheese sandwich and left it on the kitchen
table and when I came back from the bathroom, someone had
taken a bite out of it.
Dispatcher : Was anything else taken?
Caller : No, but this has happened to me before and I'm sick and tired
Dispatcher: 9-1-1 What is the nature of your emergency?
Caller: I'm trying to reach nine eleven but my phone doesn't have
an eleven on it.
Dispatcher: This is nine eleven.
Caller: I thought you just said it was nine-one-one
Dispatcher: Yes, ma'am nine-one-one and nine-eleven are the sa
The Word Fuck
killing myths about the history behind a naughty word describing our all-time favourite pastime)
The word's fucking meaning today.
Fuck means many things. Primarily it is describing the act of copulation, or sex, if you like. However, it has gained a multitude of other uses over the years, all of which are considered rude and indecent by the majority of those people who believe using swearwords is indecent.
A famous comedian whose name I cannot recall has written a show about the uses of the word fuck (George Carlin and Monty Python have been suggested, but nobody seems to know who did the thing.. strange.). To not break his copyright (although an extract is available here on E2), I have paraphrased some of them here:
The word Fuck can be used as:
exclamation: Fuck! It is late, and I need to go. (meaning: "Oh, no!")
adjective: it is fucking hot in here (meaning: "very")
noun: The fucker needs to go (meaning: person, gender neutral)
noun: What the fuck? (expres
cn sum1 plz tell me which is de best lounge 2 b in cus im gettin a bit bored n dnt fancy goin through all dem lounges lol
Just A Little Rant
It pains me to see the elder generation,of whom, cared for us as children not getting what I think to be proper care in society....would it kill the GOV to let us take care of them later on in life like they did for us for 18 yrs? would it be wrong to think of an elder type of healtcare so that we can take care of our parents like they did us?
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The World Wins... I Give Up
I've really done alot of thinking about this because i didn't know if i was even going to post this or not but i figure everyone should know. Soon as i can aford it i'm gone because i can't take it here anymore, I have no idea if i will even stay in town or what but right now i just see no reason to even bother to stay.
I've been delt the last blow I've been stabbed threw the back and into my heart for the last time and i just ... I just cant do it anymore it's no longer fair to me because i've honestly done nothing to deserve whats been happening to me.
In the last year ive had to deal with more drama more lies and more bullshit then ive ever had to in my whole entire life! So very simply i'm outta here. I don't want the dawsons creek drama anymore and so there is a very simple way to stop it, By leaving.
Anyone cares to know why i'll be glad to tell you. The following people are my reason for leaving.
Chrissy - You lied to me over and over , you fed me line after line and
So, I been off for a minute, came back and saw all the new pics from over half my friends and fam. Most were very impressive, some were the same thing just on a different day. SO...my question...drum roll please...
What kind of pics do you find interesting and worth a rate AND a comment, so I can get some ideas of what I'm going to post here in the next fewdays?
This is semi serious, I'm in a mean need to rack up points. So what would you like to see?????
"I'm not a realist, I'm The Realest."
Well I have been in here a few days now and I just wanna thank all the wonderful people in here and just look at all my new friends I have made soooo far!! Thank you!! ~smile~
I am also moving up right now I am a level 5 and I just keep on climbing!!! LOL
Been swimmin in th e gutter of life for so long i have learned that doing the back stroke is the best way to avoid poo getting in your mouth. Some think its arrogance but I think its smart.
look like you know what your doing even if you dont....
A Visitor From The Past
A Visitor from the Past
Poem about American Freedom and Independence from Patriot author Thelen Paulk
I personally feel that there should be separation of church and state, but the founding fathers and those who fought for this country before us are rolling in their graves as to what is being done in our government today. Maybe this “Visitor from the Past” will inspire you to stand up as the Sovereign you are or claim to be.
Oh.... So Smooth
I just finished shaving my legs while in the shower.
I wish you could feel how smooth my legs are from my toes all the way UP. Every inch of my legs are so very smooth. It is a wonder what a new blade will do to make them smooth.... and that area where my legs meet is as smooth as it can be.
Oooppssss... I feel some moistness just thinking about it.
Oh... the skin behind my knee is so very soft and I can drag my fingernails down the entire length of my calf muscle and there is not one stubble exposed anywhere... so very smooth.
Would you like a touch?
Why does it seem that I am so forgettable?
What is it that I am doing that makes it easy for males to break my heart?
Do I have an invisible target on my forehead saying something to the effect of...
EASY TARGET: STRIKE HERE: with a pic of my heart?
I swear.. if people are not able to keep promises..they really shouldnt be making them.
Do people not see, that we as humans, take for granted that they are not going to lie to us, and make us feel bad?
God, I wish I knew what I was doing to let people think its ok to use me as an emotional punching bag.?
As fast as lightening I'd be there,
to run my fingers through your hair,
if only I had wings.
I'd lay my head upon your shoulder
and whisper how grand it is,
if only I had wings.
I could hold your body close to mine,
embrace you as if we were one,
if only I had wings.
Feel your skin against my skin,
run my hands all over and then,
if only I had wings.
Wouldn't that be the grandest thing,
to hear a tune within our bodies sing,
if only I had wings.
Your heart would beat in time with mine,
perfect rythym of the sensual kind,
if only I had wings.
Into your eyes I could fall so clearly,
Time would be everlasting eternity,
if only I had wings.
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Like I Always Do
Walking straight into the fire with my eyes wide open seems to be what I live to do. Knowing with every fiber of my being that I will fall once again and knowing there is nothing that will keep me from you. You will do as you have always done and hold back any emotion, any feelings will be purely physical in your eyes. To me though each caress will signify loss, emotional devastation and I will lay there in the afterglow and wonder my usual why's.
I put myself through this for the few short hours that in your arms I can be content, so that I can be where I long to be. I do this over and over again in the hopes that soon you will miss me as I miss you, that you will think of me in every woman that you see. I lay my heart on the line each time you call me, I know what it is in my mind yet my heart well that is another story all together. I have realistic moments where I know that this is all there will ever be, in your arms there is no forever.
I give all that I have to you only fo
2 All U Fubar Lovers, Have An Awesome Labor Day Weekend!! Xoxox
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I hope all of you have an awesome holiday weekend. I have family coming in from Indiana Sat-Mon, so dont be alarmed when im not around lmao :P Much love 2 u all!! xoxoxox Jen
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HERE IT IS OPENING WEEKEND OF COLLEGE FOOTBALL AND THE CLOSE OF SUMMER.
WHERE HAS THE TIME GONE?
AS WE ALL KNOW THIS IS OPENING WEEKEND FOR MANY COLLEGE TEAMS. IT DONT MATTER WHAT TEAM YOU ROOT FOR AS LONG AS YOU DO IT.
I PERSONALLY AM A MICHIGAN FAN! AND I CANNOT WAIT FOR THEM TO TAKE THE FIELD SATURDAY AND KICK SOME BUTT.
you put a fear in me
but i am not afraid
you made me cold
but i am not frozen
you confused my path
but i am not lost
you made me lose myself
but i know who i am
for that was long ago
and i am learning a new way
a way to cope
a way to deal
a way to remember who i was
a way to feel
a way to be
and a way to continue upon the path you found me on
~angela bennett 2007
The Players On Fubar
to the ppl that are players on fubar. I know this is just the internet and its just a game to some but if you get close to someone on here and you make them feel like they are something special to you you should stick by them. dont lead her or him on just to let them down later be honest with them treat them with the respect you want to be treated with and remember that on the other end of your conversation is a real living breathing person with feelings. if you play them you hurt them and nobody deserves to be hurt by some body they think cares for them.
Happy Birthday 2 U!! 9-01-07 Thru 9-06-07
OCD ~Pretty effin pissed
Revolution is my name....۞
bigdaddyearn **S** BBW LOVER **
**I LOVE MY HUSBAND**
Stones come in many different shapes and varieties. You can purchase tumbled stones, jewelry made of stones, gemstone eggs, stone pyramids, spheres, etc. You may wish to purchase a gemstone ring to wear for protection, a rose quartz heart-shaped pendant to draw love, a pyramid to place on your altar to draw energy, a large "chunk" of stone to use as a magickal decoration in your home, or a handful of tumbled stones to place around a candle to increase the power of a magickal spell. I have many different shapes and varieties of stones for all purposes. On any given day I may choose to wear one of the many gemstone chip necklaces that I own for an illness I may be trying to overcome, or any number of other magickal needs. On days when I'm feeling spacy, I may choose to wear hematite to help me to ground. I have a collection of tumbled stones which I use for various magickal spells. I also have larger pieces of any number of stones at any given time strategically and d
Mt Vernon Ge Sold!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! To Saudi Company
SABIC, GE wrap plastics deal
Worker meeting set for next week
By Bill Medley (Contact)
Originally published 12:00 a.m., September 1, 2007
Updated 11:45 p.m., August 31, 2007
Goodbye, GE Plastics. Hello, SABIC. (Saudi Basic Industries Corporation)
General Electric Co. said Friday it has completed the previously announced sale of its plastics business — including its Mount Vernon, Ind., plant — to Saudi Basic Industries Corp. for $11.6 billion.
The new owner is a large international petrochemical producer and has a presence in more than 100 countries. SABIC said it would rename the former GE Plastics business SABIC Innovative Plastics.
At the Mount Vernon plant — one of 60 GE Plastics locations across the globe involved in the deal — work was proceeding as usual Friday, spokeswoman Kim Derk said. The plant is one of the Evansville area's largest employers, with about 1,450 workers.
"We expect business to continue as it has been," Derk said. "There are no immediate ch
I Need A Drink
i need a drink right now like a baby need his candy.!!!!!!!!
A surprising drive down 101
Brightly shimmered the water
Seeing things anew a rare reality
Age stealing that lust away.
The whales below hunting
The sea lions beside barking
The beach waves waited for my arrival.
Was I expected?
The sun shone bright at sunset
I stepped into the water.
My friend he watched.
I stepped in further.
First wave moved me.
I carefully went in blindly
watching the sun rising for another
Green Flash today?
Just warm soothing numb.
I glanced back to see a smile
His warmth and friendship
carries me safely as I need.
Feeling no cold, no warm.
Was I even breathing?
A sliver of a cloud outlined in gold.
The waves at my midriff gently rocked
my soul, it breathed. I did not.
I saw the last light of the sun.
Standing with God before me and
Love and friendship behind me.
The eerie passion to continue to go deeper
to see what treasure awaited at the murky
Racial And Sexual Slurs...
Racial and sexual slurs...
Current mood: contemplative
I feel that it is time for special interest groups to get over it and stop the overreacting and agrandizing every time someone makes a comment that is in any way objectionable. Anything one says could be taken in many ways and interpreted to ones own purpose. In or out of context, it's time to stop pointing out every single verbal transgression made in public. Take Michael Richards and the use of the N word...So what? he didnt say it to me, did he? No. So I dont think I should be offended or even care. I dont know what really happened, do you? Were you there? I'm glad he said it, now we know his views. Did the guy heckling him while he was trying to perform, deserve to be called that? Maybe, maybe not. Do his friends call him that? What about the Gay/Lesbian faction crying foul everytime someone says something. What is a faggot? A burning ember according to the dictionary. Some overly effeminate male
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My Sex Iq Lmao
You have a sexual IQ of 156
When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends.
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hmm yea I'm a pervert :P those who know me know this all to well, poor people lol
How Did We Make It As Kids
Those Born 1930-1979
READ TO THE BOTTOM FOR QUOTE OF THE MONTH BY JAY LENO. IF YOU DON'T READ ANYTHING ELSE---VERY WELL STATED
TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!!
First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant.
They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes.
Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints.
We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking.
As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags.
Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat.
We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle.
We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO
You Have Kicked A Hole In My Heart
~MY DEAR SWEET FRIEND,
THE DOOR TO MY HEART IS OPEN, YOU'RE WELCOME TO COME IN,
THERE'S ROOM ENOUGH FOR EVERYONE AND YOU MAY COME AGAIN.
THE DOOR IS ALWAYS OPEN, NO ONE IS TURNED AWAY,
FOR A HEART THAT NO ONE ENTERS, GROW LONELIER EACH DAY.
FRIENDS FILL OUR HEARTS WITH LAUGHTER AND DRY THE BITTTER TEARS,
AND OPEN HEARTS FORGE FRIENDSHIPS THAT LAST THROUGHOUT THE YEARS.
A HEART THAT'S CLOSED TO OTHERS GROW HARDER THAN A STONE,
AND THE PERSON WHO LIVES THERE IS DOOMED TO LIVE ALONE.
IF YOU SLAM THE DOOR ON OTHERS, LIKE GLASS IT TOO WILL BREAK,
BUT WITH FRIENDS THERE TO REPAIR IT, WHAT A DIFFERENCE IT CAN MAKE.
LONELY HEARTS WILL ALWAYS WONDER HOW THINGS MIGHT HAVE BEEN,
FOR THE DOOR TO MY HEART IS OPEN, YOU'RE WELCOME TO COME IN.
Best Tag Contest
SUNDAY 8 PM EST HELP COMMENT ON BEST TAG WILL BE PRIVATE UNTIL THE CONTEST OPENS
One Sentence is Enough to Break a Heartâ€¦â€¦One Second is Enough to Fall
in Loveâ€¦â€¦and One Misunderstanding is Sufficient to Break Friendship.
Friendship is the Rainbow Between to Hearts. Sharing 7 Characters
First i like u, then i loved u, Now i'm afraid to lose u, If you dont
send this to everyone on ur list, u will lose the person you love.
sorry i dont wanna lose the person i
.................................if i dont get this back i guess your
not my friend. if u have a lot of love 4 someone... copy and send this
2 ur whole buddy list..in 5 min. ur true love
Online friends are people we may never meet.... We see pictures, we
see cams...It isn't the same.... We grow close...We care and love one
another.... One day we may not hear from one another.... Our hearts
will break... All we see is a name on messenger but the person we
don't see anymore..... We pray....."Please
The Most Selfish " 1 " letter word.
" I " ---> Avoid It
The Most Satisfying " 2 " letter words.
" We " ---> Use It..
The Most Poisonous " 3 " letter word.
" Ego" ---> Kill It..
The Most Used " 4 " letter word.
" LOVE " --> Value It.
The Pleasing " 5 " letter words.
" SMILE " -->Keep It.
The Fastest Spreading " 6 " letter word.
" RUMOUR " --> Ignore it..
The Hardest working " 7 " Letter Word.
"SUCCESS " --> Achieve it..
The Most enviable " 8 " letter word.
" JEALOUSY " --> distance It..
The Most Powerful " 9 " word letter word.
" KNOWLEDGE " --> Acquire It.
The Most essential " 10 " letter word
" CONFIDENCE " -- > "Trutst It.
Just wanted to post my random thoughts here. I really like fubar seems like alot of people are here for the so called pick up joint.
I am really hear to have a online social life. Being a MMO gamer I play Dungeons and dragons online I like the who points thing and the gifts.
These are the things that myspace sorely lack. I have a account there too. I am also supercabby there as well.
My Wolverines are the laughing stock of the world but at least Norte Dame sux too. Maybe the can play in the sux bowl this year.
I am still learning here so If i rate you wrong or something let me know I like to give 10's out to all but sometimes I click to fast and I know i gave out a 4 on accident
I welcome all to be my friend and share there thoughts with us. My mind is out the gutter most of the time.
My hobbies are music, DDO, Family, Philosophy, Astrology, Pagan/wiccian/far east studies.
If you want a intellegent conversation I might be your man. If you are looking for a pi
11 Lessons From 9/11
It has been six years since we sat, horrified and stunned, watching the terrorist attacks of September 11, 2001, unfold at the World Trade Center, at the Pentagon, in a field in Pennsylvania and on television screens across America. Sometimes it feels like just yesterday. Sometimes it seems like an eternity ago. Nightmares are like that. They are timeless terrors that know no boundaries; they never leave us and yet they catch us unawares.
Certainly, we will never forget the events that unfolded that tragic September morning. But what have we learned from this constant reminder of our loss and our vulnerability? Have we become stronger or smarter as a country or as individuals? Have we taken up the responsibility to honor the dead with new understanding and new resolve?
I believe we've learned a lot. Today, as we replay all the graphic footage, try to ponder the positive points and the lessons learned from this atrocity. Here are 11 lessons that come to mind.
1. Heroes are eve
The Wait...part V...
i close my eyes...the flickering of the candle lights still shining through...
fingers tracing...with my mind's eyes...
re-enacting a lover's lips...
over my forehead...my nose...my mouth...
turning my face to expose my neck...
sweetly offfering it to a vampire's hungry kiss...
and a shiver runs down my spine...
every single nerves on blue flame...
the anticipation...the aprehension...
crossing my arms across my chest...
like a sensual embrace...
the caress...soft as the nights...
riding the tides like orgasmic waves...
arching my back...a sigh escapes...
a long forgotten feeling...recaptures...
i've been waiting for an eternity...
to be loved by you... for just a day...
The Average American Military Man
The Average American Military Man
The average age of the military man is 19 years. He is a short haired, tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances is considered by society as half man, half boy. Not yet dry behind the ears, not old enough to buy a beer, but old enough to die for his country. He never really cared much for work and he would rather wax his own car than wash his father's; but he has never collected unemployment either.
He's a recent High School graduate; he was probably an average student, pursued some form of sport activities, drives a ten year old jalopy, and has a steady girlfriend that either broke up with him when he left, or swears to be waiting when he returns from half a world away. He listens to rock and roll, or hip-hop, or rap, or jazz, or swing and 155mm howitzers. He is 10 or 15 pounds lighter now than when he was at home, because he is working or fighting from before dawn to well after dusk.
He has trouble spelling, thus letter writi
You fit in with:Spiritualism
70% spiritual.80% reason-oriented.
Your ideals are mostly spiritual, but in an individualistic way. While spirituality is very important in your life, organized religion itself may not be for you. It is best for you to seek these things on your own terms.
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Why Men Are Happier People!
Why men are just happier people!
Men Are Just Happier People--
What do you expect from such simple creatures?
Your last name stays put.
The garage is all yours.
Wedding plans take care of themselves.
Chocolate is just another snack.
You can be President.
You can never be pregnant.
You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park.
You can wear NO shirt to a water park.
Car mechanics tell you the truth.
The world is your urinal.
You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this
one is just too icky.
You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt.
Same work, more pay.
Wrinkles add character.
Wedding dress $5000. Tux rental-$100.
People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them.
The occasional well-rendered belch is practically expected.
New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet.
One mood all the time!
Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat.
You know stuff about tanks.
A five-day vaca
As Requested, Caddy
since i know cadillac likes these posts, i wasn't going to put this one down since the guy blocked me first... (which i thought was cute saves me the trouble)
bottom up as always
sweetonefo...: whatever fatty try staying faithful to your husband im sure hes proud to see u on here
->KinkStar S...: look asshole, either read the fucking thing or go the fuck away
sweetonefo...: look slut fuc u i work for aliving
->KinkStar S...: you obviously didn't think to read the blogs/watch the video or read down far enough to the part where it says don't ask me dumb shit like that.
sweetonefo...: I did thats wher eit said porno star and you have a bf and husband but no gf
->KinkStar S...: learn to read profiles, don't bother talking to me until you have.
sweetonefo...: u do pornoo
sweetonefo...: wow all dolled up in red
->KinkStar S...: hi
it's great how i'm "all dolled up" and then when i won't give him answers he likes i'm "unfaithful
All White Knights
this is a link for you to go to and add kim so u can get her blogs on who to level. all new levelers you need to add kim and robert to your page as friends so u can get the blogs from them
Kim ~FU-Wife of Robert~(Sr. V.P of the White Knights Levelers)@ fubar
Pruning The Family Tree...
If I am not in your family tree, why should you be in mine? I can understand if your tree is full, but if not, then what is your reasons. I would really like to know.
To all my wonderful guys in my family, please let me know why i am not in your family (If I am not already in your family). Because I am pruning the family tree.
Thoughts On Men.
I wish I could understand why men are all programed to lie. WHY not just tell the truth and let it be that? EVERY man I have ever dated, etc. has lied and most ALL cheated. WHY? It makes me just want to forget about dating. Live the rest of my life alone, raise my kids and not suffer because of being hurt over and over. I am such a loving and giving person that I don't believe I deserve to be lied to. If it reaches the point you no longer want me, say so and go BEFORE you start something with someone else. And they lie about some of the stupidest things. ONCE you lie to me for the first time, I KNOW you will lie to me again. AND MEN, if all you are looking for is to get laid, then you make that straight upfront and don't pretend there is the option of anything more. Believe me, us ladies would much rather know and be given the choice. Thanks.
The man who invented it doesn't want it. The man who bought it doesn't need it. The man who needs it doesn't know it. What is it?
hey yall i sent you a comment to ur pics on ur rankings so far i'll do it again in the am
She Was Only 13
Her dad was a drunk
Her mom was an addict
Her parents kept her
Locked in an attic
Her only friend
was a little toy bear
It was old and worn out
And had patches of hair
She always talked to it
When no one's around
She lays there and hugs it
Not a peep of sound
Until her parents
unlock the door
Some more and more pain
She'll have to endore
A bruise on her leg
A scar on her face
Why would she be
In such a horrible place?
But she grabs her bear
And softly crys
She loves her parents
But they want her to die
She sits in the corner
Quiet but thinking,
"Please God, why is
My life always sinking?"
Such a bad life
For a sad little kid
She'd get beaten and beaten
For anything she did
Then one night
Her mom came home high
And the poor child was beaten
As hours went by
Then her mom suddenly
Grabbed for a blade
It was sharp and pointy
One that she made
She thrusted the blade
Right in her chest,
"You deserve to die
You worthless piece of crap!"
The mom walk
Awakening hope springs newfound meaninG
Priceless artwork painted by the years of pain and heartache, souled for just one more chancE
Perhaps there does lie meaning behind our liveS
Even if it is just to lonG
The longing is what drives us, every single day, behind the scenes, it pulls our stringS
No matter what person, no matter what life, in any situation it is the longing which drives uS
To The Virgins, To Make Much Of Time.
GATHER ye rosebuds while ye may,
Old time is still a-flying :
And this same flower that smiles to-day
To-morrow will be dying.
The glorious lamp of heaven, the sun,
The higher he's a-getting,
The sooner will his race be run,
And nearer he's to setting.
That age is best which is the first,
When youth and blood are warmer ;
But being spent, the worse, and worst
Times still succeed the former.
Then be not coy, but use your time,
And while ye may go marry :
For having lost but once your prime
You may for ever tarry.
by Robert Herrick
Help Coach Win A Vip
This is to all my friends. I have a friend and fellow Bomber family member in a 2 hour bombing contest. This is a contest that is not only for the most comments but the most rates. Again it is only 2 hours from 10pm till midnight. I would like it very much if any of you are on at this time could come and help me help him. This is for a 30 VIP however if he gets most rates and most comments he could very well win both a 30 VIP and a 7 day blast. So again if any of you who read this are on at 10pm please come and help bomb if you can't bomb then please rate the pic. His name is Coach and he deserves to win this contest. I have known him for about a month now and he is always helping people level and win contests he is a devoted friend and deserves to win this.
Your inside my heart
sometimes it tears me apart
your wrapped inside me so tight
you don't know what its like
you love me
but how much?
enough to cry without me?
enough to hurt everyday?if not?
Then you don't love me enough
You've dug in so deep
burrowed into me
I breath, I sleep
And your all i see
your inside my mind
inside my soul
your all that my body knows
do you still believe
how much you love me
To be as much as
I do you?
You don't know that
your all i think about
what I dream about
when i close my eyes
You still don't know
your all my body craves
that without you I'd go to my grave
There are times I have sat here,
Wondering and waiting, seeing if you would come
Now that you are here and close in reach,
I find that I am at loss of words
I want to tell you how much I feel,
And in return, yours too
So that I can live my life,
Knowing that I'll always be with you.
(c) Natasha Wismer
Today I’ve realized how I truly felt about you.
When we first talked to each other I recognized in an instant a want, a need to know you more.
When I first looked at you I saw your inner beauty and warmth immediately. I sensed your strength at once even though you keep it hidden most times.
Through your sly little smile you exhibit a sensual and sexual nature that you are prone to unleash on your most favorite loved one. You show an unbridled passion that burns on your soul, yet an innocent demeanor is your preferred projection.
The nights we have encounter one another are always magical and doomed. Every second we were together was a treasure I cherish, yet every minute that you and I are together I know our precious time was ending that much sooner.
Every night that I have wandered to my home I dreaded every single step but drew comfort in knowing that the sooner I got home the faster I can return to you.
Every time I think of you I smile, every time I hear
Does Fubar Hate My Family? Am I Next?
First my mom's account was deleted (rozos) and now my sister's account was deleted (lizardlady) this isn't a coinsidence I'm sure....now!
Has anyone else's friends or family came up missing???
My family is very upset!!!!!!! They were both at high levels...is this fubars way of weeding out anyone who's close to leveling up?
Am I next?
If one day I don't show up on your list of friends, I assure you it's because I have been hacked or fu-banned and not by choice!!!!!
Jill (brn_agan1)aka Supergirl
Now I can't post bulletins?!?!!?
well what can i say,i got huge friends and fan lists and i got a lounge but does any of you visit and join NO,well tells me its all about scoring on this site,bout time you so called friends helped your friends out or guess il have to start deleting and stop rating yr stuff too eh,takes 2 to tango as they say..lounge is for your enjoyment as well as mine,so come check it out,or guess the delete button gets overtime
Okay so it almost seems that everyone i meet on this site is all the same. All i want is for one person to show me they are different!!!
In 1981 (the year you were born)
Ronald Reagan becomes president of the US
Minutes after Ronald Reagan becomes president, Iran releases 52 American hostages that had been held captive for 444 days
President Reagan is shot in the chest by would be assassin John Hinkley
Space shuttle Columbia, the world's first reusable spacecraft, is sent into space
A suspended walkway in the Kansas City Hyatt Regency Hotel collapses, killing 113
A female former lover files a "palimony" suit against tennis star Billie Jean King
President Reagan appoints Sandra Day O'Connor to be the first woman on the Supreme Court
The Pac-Man video game is introduced in the US
Alicia Keys, Elijah Wood, Kelly Rowland, Anna Kournikova, and Britney Spears are born
Los Angeles Dodgers win the World Series
Oakland Raiders win Superbowl XV
New York Islanders win the Stanley Cup
Raiders of the Lost Ark is the top grossing film
"Bette Davis Eyes" by Kim Carnes spends the most tim
Begging For My Birthday
Well since on here there's relatively few things to get one on here for their birthday... if anyone was considering ever getting me a blast (even just a one day) i would so appreciate getting it before friday, i wanna see if i can just blast the hell out of my birthday :p
Tickers also very welcome and if you have REALLY fucking deep pockets i'd love a happy hour lol (i know i'm dreaming but i have to try)
so anyone that can spare 7.50 for little old me, please consider doing it this week so i can run my blasts on friday :)
How Much You Really Mean To Me
The sands in the hourglass of time keep on flowing
But the fire in both our lives seems to have stopped growing
All these thoughts and feelings that I’m having right now
Started long before we each took the vow
I had a hard time showing you how I really feel
I hope that with a little time your wounds I can heal
We have both made mistakes I want to make things all right
I know it will be very hard, it won’t happen over night
I’m trying so very hard to learn from my past
I’m dieing for your affection but it never seems to last
Like the petals of a wilting rose pieces of my heart are falling
Each night I spend away from you I curl up and start bawling
Right now I feel so weak, like I just want to die
The thought losing you forever makes me really cry
Like the waves of an ocean beating on the sandy shore
My heart will always beat for you till it will beat no more
We have such a great plan a goal for our life
I really want you with me forever as my wife
From my website:
Highway Song Leather believes in the sanctity of our children. BACA is an organization of bikers dedicated to eradicate the growing problem of child abuse. We strongly support this organization and hope you will too. For more information on this organization go to The Video you are about to see may disturb you, and if it does GOOD, that means you still have a shred of compassion left in your life. HELP US help the kids. We need goods for these Children, anything at all, we will take it. Ages from: Infants to Teens School supplies, clothing, Money, blankets, toys, electronics. You name it WE WILL accept it. You can send your donations direct to us and we will get it to the correct places. Or visit the BACA website for the chapter near you.! Warning ! The surgeon general has determined that hurting a B.A.C.A Child Is hazardous to your health
.. I would do this...LOL
Body: One evening a husband, thinking he was being funny, said to his wife "Perhaps we should start washing your clothes in Slim Fast. Maybe it would take a few inches off of your butt!!
His wife was not amused, and decided that she simply could not let such a comment go unrewarded.
The next morning the husband took a pair of underwear out of his drawer. "What the Hell is this??" he said to himself as a little "dust" cloud appeared when he shook them out.
He hollered to his wife, "Why did you put talcum powder in my underwear? She replied with a snicker..."It's not talcum powder...It's 'Miracle Grow'."
Think about this.....no one ever says "It´s only a game" when his team is winning.
Gee Wonder Who This Is ....
after THIS person made a mumm about Dio .. and Misfit said who she thought it was and I said I thought so too.. hmmm then it came to visit my page.
A Circle Of Friends
this is something i copied from Crystal
GIRLS IN MY CIRCLE
When I was little,
I used to believe in the concept of one best friend,
and then I started to become a woman.
And then I found out that if you allow your heart to open up,
God would show you the best in many friends.
One friend is needed when you're going through things with your man.
Another friend is needed when you're going through things with your mom.
Another will sit beside you in the bleachers as you delight in your children and their activities.
Another when you want to shop, share, heal, hurt, joke, or just be.
One friend will say, 'Let's cry together,'
another, 'Let's fight together,'
another, 'Let's walk away together.'
One friend will meet your spiritual need,
another your shoe fetish,
another your love for movies,
another will be with you in your season of confusion,
another will be your clarifier,
another the wind beneath your wings.
But whatever their assignment i
Time Really Doesn't Make A Difference.
So ill talk about some more crappy stuff thats been going on.
Ive been real down lately about my Dad. I miss him so fucking much. I think Aunt Donna was right when she said she wasn't sure Id ever come to peace with his death. I hadn't thought about it, about how Grandma's death just didn't seem as bad. She lived to be in her 80's, she had kids, and grandkids. She was Married for over 60 years. But Daddy. Daddy had gotten so healthy, changed his eating habits, lost weight, stopped drinking as much and partying with his friends, He took care of himself when they told him he needed to, they told his his heart, his cholesterol needed to be taken care of. He was only 50.
To watch Cancer eat him alive, I think might have been more traumatic and damaging to me then being raped.
To get a phone call saying he has 2 weeks, and then to see him nothing but skin and bones. And lumps.Everywhere. Lumps that were killing him. To see him laying in a bed, unable to speak unable to hardly move
Well, I’m done! Completely moved out. I do have to say it was tough. But could have been even tougher had it not been for a really cool housing manager. Now to continue tetrasizing the house I have moved into. Lots of stuff to store.
Once that’s done, I really need to take down the pink and peach wallpaper that is in my bedroom. Granted, if I ever meet a woman and she would enter my bedroom, that means she will have looked past the fact that I have children from a previous marriage, am living with 4 dogs, 5 cats and 4 females (2 adult and 2 minors), I think she can look past my having pink and beige walls.
Now, to get some beer.
Wedding Date & Honeymoon
Ok well today Robert and I got our wedding date set. It will be SEPTEMBER 27,2008 and our honeymoon will be a SEVEN DAY CRUISE TO JAMAICA. We got it all finalized today and we are sooooooo excited!!!
Hi Everyone!..I Don't Usually Ask For This But I Am Now. My Good Friend Stang Is Getting Somewhat Close To Being Able To Spotlight And She Needs Fu-Bux. She Is A Very Sweet Person And Very Good To Her Friends (New & Old)..She Busts her Butt On Here To Stay Where Shes At. I Know All To Well How Hard It Is To Keep A Red Name. Me & Her Friends Would Love Nothing More Then To See Her Keep It. Sooo..If You Have Some Extra Fu-Bux Plz Send Them To Her.
This Is What I'm Willing To Do In Return..
I Will Make A Album On My Page Titled "Pimped Out" That Will Stay There For At LEAST A Month. Once You Send Her At Least 10k Fu Buxs Email ME On Here With The Link To Your Fav Pic Of Yourself, A 20 Word Or Less "Quote" & I Will Keep It In There Along With Your Link To Your Page. Like a Mini Blast Since Lots Of Ppl View My Page Daily LOL. It Might Help With Meeting New People And Getting Some Points :P
WHEN WE FIRST MET IT WAS A DIFFERENT TIME AND LOCATION. NOTHING CAME FROM OUR FIRST MEETING. THIS TIME WAS DIFFERENT AND WILL FOREVER BE EMBEDDED IN MY MEMORY. YOU ENTERED INTO MY WORLD WITH A PLAN OF ATTACK SET IN MOTION. THIS DEEP AND SENSUAL VOICE AIMED AT WEAKENING THE HEARTS OF WOMEN. YOUR A GENTLEMAN WHO IS STREET WISE WITH PIMP LIKE QUALITIES. SOME WHAT YOUNGER IN AGE. WITH WISDOM AND BOOK SMARTS LIKE A TRUE SCHOLAR. BORN UNDER THE SAME MOON WITH SIMILAR INTERESTS AND COMONALITIES. THE BODY OF AN ATHLETE AND THE HEIGHT TO REACH OUT AND TOUCH THE SKY. A SMILE SO BEAUTIFUL IT MELTS MY HEART. EYES THAT SEE INTO MY SOUL AND BURNS YOUR IMAGE INTO IT. YOU CAME INTO MY WORLD AND INTO MY HEART FROM THE START. I LINGERED ON YOUR WORDS AND IMAGINED YOU IN THE FLESH. IMAGINING YOUR ARMS WRAPPED AROUND ME AND HOW YOU WOULD LOVE ME. LONG WALKS GOING NO WHERE HAND IN HAND ARM IN ARM. HAVING OUR FAVORITE DRINKS WHILE LISTENING TO YOUR “MIXTAPES”. MAKING LOVE TO YOU
Listen to this podcast now. Where is your God now?
Funny segments, tightwad tips, decepticons of the week, and vomications. Its like sex for your brain.
A Share That May Save A Loved One...
Through a Rapist's Eyes
A group of rapists and date rapists in prison were interviewed on what they look for in a potential victim and here are some interesting facts:
1) The first thing men look for in a potential victim is hairstyle They are most likely to go after a woman with a ponytail, bun, braid or other hairstyle that can easily be grabbed. They are also likely to go after a woman with long hair. Women with short hair are not common targets.
2) The second thing men look for is clothing They will look for women who's clothing is easy to remove quickly. Many of them carry scissors around specifically to cut clothing.
3) They also look for women on their cell phone, searching through their purse or doing other activities while walking because they are off guard and can be easily overpowered.
4) Men are most likely to attack & rape in the early morning, between 5:00 a.m. and 8:30 a.m.
5) The number one place women are abducted from/attacked is grocery store parkin
Gonna Be Away For A Spell
I'm going to be away for awhile, my roomie and closest friend's father passed away this afternoon. So I'll be tied up for a while.
Feel free to drop me a message while I'm away though.
Wow What A Day!
Dang what a mess huh? I sure did pic a fine day to spend almost three thousand fubucks and bid on that spotlight..LMAO
At least everything is getting back on track and now rates are up again, so I just wanted to pimp myself a little more...LOL If you could can you make sure you fanned and rated me? and If I haven't goteen to you can you please let me know either here or in email? Much love to all my sexy friends, and if I haven't gotten back to you I will as soon as I get a chance...Muah!
Hugs and kisses
This makes better sense when you read it from the bottom up. Since this is the e-mails... the most recent is on top (from me to him) Brace yourselves, there may be more to come.
And if you're wondering, yes, this man is on Fubar as well. Protect your children at all costs!!!
Heather: park mgr
Dan: park owner
Tristan: little boy that gave my daughter a black eye for no reason. Parent's excuse-- he was out of meds.
Wow... Your intelligence level is lowering my IQ. I think you just need to back off and stop trying to have the last word. this is a battle that you are not going to win. The only people that need to know what is going on are Heather and Dan, and they already know that you're just blowing shit out of your ass because you're still pissed about the eviction of Lot 4. They all know that you're just trying to get even. and you've already stated twice that you want me to move. so there's your motive.
Even though I just moved here a few months ago, I am
HEY! COME AND JOIN ME IN THE MILITARY LOUNGE! IS A KICK ASS PLACE WITH AWESOME PPL WHO KNOW HOW TO HAVE SOME FUN..
What We Women Want
I understand that it isn't being a man, and that the "bad boys" out there make it hard for the good guys. Women seem so complex, so mysterious, so...difficult. You're always missing something, some little bit of nothing that you never knew she expected you to do. And here's an insider tip for you -- most of the time we never knew we expected you to do it either. Sometimes we just make it up as we go along.
Here's a clue to all of you -- it's not about fancy dinners and spending lots of money. J-Lo wasn't lying when she said her love didn't cost a thing. What women really want is something you have in you at this very moment, something that won't even require you taking a single dime out of your wallet. They are little things you probably didn't realize make all the difference. And you can start doing them today.
Let her know you're thinking of her. Call her sporadically during the day. Or send her little e-mails just to say you miss her. Or, as a friend of mine advised recently
Anthracyclines For Breast Cancer:
Anthracyclines for Breast Cancer:
Does Stage Matter?
Summary & Participants
Anthracycline-based therapy is a popular approach for the treatment of breast cancer in both early and advanced stages. Studies have shown that it can effectively prevent recurrence while preserving the patients quality of life. Tune is as doctors from the 24th Annual San Antonio Breast Cancer Symposium share their thoughts about anthracyclines and the role they play in the different disease stages.
KLRU-TV, Austin, Texas (PBS)
Hyman B. Muss, MD
Associate Director for Cancer Research, Vermont Cancer Center
Hope S. Rugo, MD
Medical Oncologist and Hematologist
Associate Clinical Professor of Medicine, UCSF
CATHY CONLEY: Hi, I'm Cathy Conley, and I'm here at the 24th Annual San Antonio Breast Cancer Symposium, where
Changing To Much!
A middle aged woman had a heart attack and
was taken to the Hospital.
While on the operating table, she had a near
Seeing God, she asked, is my time up? God
said "No, you have another 43 years, 2
months and 8 days to live."
Upon recovery, the woman Decided to stay in
the hospital and have a face-lift, brow
lift, lip enhancement, boob job,
liposuction, and a tummy tuck.
After her last operation, she was released
from the hospital.
While Crossing the street on her way home,
she was hit and killed by an ambulance.
Arriving in front of God, she demanded, I
thought you Said I had another 40 years ?
Why didn't you pull me out of the path Of
God replied, "Girl, I didn't even recognize
Take The Test...
The Bathtub Test
It doesn't hurt to take a hard look at yourself from Time to time, and this should help get you started.
During a visit to the mental asylum, a visitor asked The Director what the criterion was which defined Whether or not a patient should be institutionalized.
'Well,' said the Director, 'we fill up a bathtub, then We offer a teaspoon, a teacup and a bucket to the Patient and ask him or her to empty the bathtub.'
'Oh, I understand,' said the visitor. 'A normal person Would use the bucket because it's bigger than the Spoon or the teacup.'
'No.' said the Director, 'A normal person would pull The plug. Do you want a bed near the window?'
DID YOU PASS, OR DO YOU WANT THE BED NEXT TO MINE?
My grandmom had a stroke 5 days ago,is doing alot better now.My grandpop on the other hand,had MRSA since we don't know when,and the doctors only notifided grandmom,and nobody else,yet,the one doctor'' Dr.Cavalier,said she was wearing gloves to be caucitous. We don't know if we want to sue the hospital or not.Err!
Starting It Again..
I know most of you guys that were reading this really enjoyed it...i am hoping i am able to figure out a time to pick it up and start writing it again...i'll keep you guys updated when i will start it again...
Come Help The Hungry People
go there to donate rice..it's free all you have to do is guess the correct word!!!
first one to give 2000 grains gets a special gift from me. Please remember to take a screenshot of it!!!
if i could reach higher........
Ugh So Pissed....sound Off Ppl!
OK let's see where to begin!!! As many of you on here know I am married. I live in Vegas...Party City! My husband works at a Casino here.
We got into this huge argurment b/c I wnated to go out tonight for the Halloween Parties on The Strip!
All his ass wanted to do is get to work. I asked him to take off tonight so we could go out b/c he is off on Sundays and Mondays so there is usually nothing going on on those nites.
He refused. I am starting to think he is not wanting me to be around the guys he works with. Everytime I say something about going to the casino he works at he blows up and we usually end up in a big ass argument....
Now he is on my ass b/c I am hurt really bad b/c of our accident.....
UGH I can't fucking win!!!!
Fubar Versus Yahoo 360 Vsmashvs Multiply
well thats a no brainer.360 shutting down so time to generate some funds to aol. ill be busy relocating everything from 360 to multiply.com because yahoo will not keep the request end as we gave them thousands of dollars inrevenue all due to the use of banner adds.now it is giving some one else the ratings and funds.k t6hat is all for now!!!!!!!!!!!
Friends are anyone that you meet and get along with. But it is very rare to find a best friend, someone who sees you for who you really are. They will stick by you through it all even when you are acting like a bitc*. When you find one of these rare people keep them close and make sure nothing comes between your friendship at all.
His Clock Hurts
Caressing thoughts of a new age seems futile as he awakes.
Again he sees the time and he knows it's too late.
It only serves to destroy. Turn off the alarm.
Learn to leave it alone.. It's not its duty to wake you up.
Nothing can awake what wants only to sleep.
Your only answer my friend is found in knowing you are sleeping.
Only under the bright stars that shined for Socrates, that shined for her,
that shine for you, understand that even when those stars can't be seen
you are alseep.
Under and above the sleeping man his spirit lurks.
Kindly in nature he lurks with a smile. Not from pity nor
even happiness does the spirit smile. Only true love produces
such a grin. What love the spirit feels.
Ingesting the sounds of the buzzer, the bell, the spirit ponders.
Looking on he wonders, is this man himself. Oblivious to the sounds
he regards his sleeping body. Vanity, some might say, is why.
Even though the spirit lingers the soul is dead.
He sees himself sleeping and
i have 3 ladies trying to get 30000 comments by the end of nov if they do i will give each a vip.
its the holiday season wont you help them out?
it would be very nice to know there are people who would like to see someone get something nice.
so if you would like to show support the ladies are in my nov contest folder.
you never know sometime you might ask me for help and i will see if you helped any of my contestants.
thanks for reading this .
My mother always said that privileges come with age. At 15 I got my permit and started driving places with them in the car, at 16 I got my license and was allowed to drive wherever but I still had a curfew. Well 2 years later she still refuses to let go of me as a little girl. I'm still stuck with a 10 or 11 o'clock curfew because I live at home and have to follow my conservative mothers rules still. It sucks, here I am still having to sneak out as if I was still 14 and wanted to go to a party or out with friends. It's pathetic really, the way she thinks that controlling my main money account which the bank wont switch over to me until I'm 21 because when I was 13 I signed a waiver to keep her as the guardian for another 8-10 years and the loop hole is that I could only change it before I turned 16 so now it's stuck. So if I break my curfew I'm cutoff and without a car ( Although I pay my own insurance I'm on hers ) so she technically still owns the car. I did this agreement because I
Thoughts Before A Kill
I pull the charging handle and a round chambers.
I see you running, and the world around me stops.
I feel the sweat on my eyebrow, and I am ready.
I see you with iron sights, and I feel your fear and anger.
I ponder what you've done to me, and I ignore my thoughts.
I think of the round finding you, and its hard to imagine.
I try not to freeze, and fear engulfs me.
I worry of the side effects, and if you will haunt my dreams.
I stop all thought, and I prepare to pull the triger.
I feel my heart freeze, and my breathing slows.
I see you stop, and I know you see it coming.
I wait till my natural pause, and my muscles relax.
I pull the trigger, and it surprises me.
I see the shell eject, and I trace the round.
I see your eyes widen, and you say something.
I witness the round strike you, and you are no more.
I know you are dead, and my first kill is unforgiving.
I am an American Soldier, and I follow orders.
The malachite butterfly, Siproeta stelenes is a beautiful butterfly from southern North America and northern South America. It's wings are bright green with thick brown margins after emerging from the chrysalis; the color fades within a few days. The undersides of the wings are orange-brown with green spots. The adult has a wingspan of 3 1/4 - 4 inches (8.3 - 10.1 cm). Adults sip rotting fruit and some nectar (especially lantana). The caterpillar is black with black spines and reddish markings; two long horns are one the head. The larval host plants is ruellia (Ruellia coccinea) and the green shrimp plant (Blechum brownei). Classification: Superfamily Papilionoidea, Family Nymphalidae, Genus Siproeta, Species S. stelenes.
If anyone can give more information, and, especially show me where a good photo of one is, it will be greatly appreciated!! Thank you!! Blessed Be Sister and Brother spiritualists!!
Do Your Thing.
i like to wake up and play this song, first thing in the morning sometimes. And dance around the house.
Come Ride Me Lol
You Are a Carousel
You are young at heart and a truly playful person. No one would ever accuse you of taking life too seriously.
You are definitely in things for the fun. You find joy easily, and you are often building up anticipation for your next adventure.
In relationships, you tend to want to be babied and taken care of.
And while you may be a bit high maintenance, you are incredibly loyal.
Your life is simple and satisfying. Each day you treat yourself to something you enjoy.
You have a lot of emotional attachments, and experiences are extra vivid to you.
You tend to be nostalgic and sentimental. The past is important to you.
Comfortable around all living things, you have a special connection to animals and children.
At your best, you are whimsical, free spirited, and creative.
Even if your schemes seem a bit strange, they usually work out wonderfully.
At your worst, you are spoiled, demanding, and impossible to satisfy.
You've been known to act like a brat if you
Random Thoughts 1
i have been pondering things lately
things that make me wonder what if.
what if a elephant and a goat had babys would we have a gophant or a elepat
if a porcupine and a beaver
would it be a bepine or a porcer(porker)
if ya took a bull dog and a dragon
would it be a dull or a bragon
if a t-rex and a dragon got together
would it be a dragisorus or or a tryagon
what would it be like if planes had to use turnsignals and the skys had speed bumps
Roast Turkey With Sausage-apple Stuffing
Prep Time: 30 min ; Start to Finish: 5 hr
Makes: 12 servings
Holiday turkey can't get any better than with this flavorful stuffing that's perfectly seasoned and dotted with apples and raisins.
1/2 lb. bulk pork sausage
1/2 cup chopped onion
1/2 cup chopped celery
8 cups (about 14 oz.) unseasoned stuffing cubes
2 tablespoons finely chopped fresh parsley
2 teaspoons poultry seasoning
1 teaspoon salt
1/4 teaspoon pepper
1/4 cup margarine or butter, melted
2 cups chopped peeled apples
2/3 cup raisins
2 cups chicken broth or water
1 (10 to 12-lb.) whole turkey
1 . Heat oven to 325°F. In small skillet, brown pork sausage with onion and celery. Do not drain.
2 . In large bowl, combine stuffing cubes, parsley, poultry seasoning, salt, pepper and margarine; mix well. Add apples, raisins, broth and sausage mixture with drippings; mix well.
3 . Remove and discard neck and giblets from turkey. Rinse turkey inside and out with cold water; pat dry with paper tow
How pompous and arrogant
to think myself beautiful
Now sitting on the sidelines
I see beauty in its fullest
graceful and endearing
Pulling the eye
Searching the soul
Invading the heart
The pure essence
of all that is creative
I watch from my lonely perch
and hope for the opportunity
for such beauty
For Jamie Delgrosso one of the most gorgeous dancers I've ever known
Summer of 2000
i guess its depression but i ask myself why do i have to feel so alone? why dont men want a woman who can love, be faithful and want nothing in return but their love? why do i go to bed alone and wake up alone crying? why do i live on a dream of someone loving when they satre so damn far out of my reach? why do i believe the I love you's when I love you are thew three most sacred words in the world..why does my heart get broke time and time again?
i keep telling myself that in time the pain will end and some day just SOME DAY....
Will the SOME DAY ever come? will it only be when i lay my head in the ground to rest that happiness will finally come....
Yes the leaves are turning colors,the weather is getting cold, the deer hunters are out and most of all the holidays are coming The most joyuas time of year . Well for me at least i just wish that it would fly right by. On novemer 16 of last year i lost my best friend my biggest suport person my idol yes i am talking about the passing of my father . He passed away fighting to last days.. I have also broke up with my girlfriend. So as you can see this is going to be a tough time for me but i know that i will get through it with the help of my friends.
From Friends To Lovers
From Friends To Lovers
Sometimes I feel sad and sometimes I feel blue
but whenever I see you, I'm as happy as can be
for you bring a smile upon my face
and a feeling of joy within my heart
you're like my sunshine in the morning
and my stars that glow at night
you're like the waves in the ocean
the cool breeze in the wind
like the call of the birds in the morning dew
like the sounds of beauty in the night
you see all of these things are of beauty and love
that's how I feel whenever you are near
for it was the passion and desire from both of us
that opened up the world for our eyes to see
for our love of each other will grow and grow
and our needs and desires will be more everyday
for a friend you once were and will always be
has turned into love as it should have been
so I want you to know as a friend and lover
that in my heart and arms you'll always stay
for our love for each other will never fade.
I am a 24 year old female that has been through some major crap in life.. From abuse to whatever.. One day I met this girl and fell in love.. Never been in love like this before.. Well I don't know what to do or what is up with me but I think I rather be with girls then guys anyday...
"wish You Were Here" My 2nd Video From "shake The Missile Base"
it was just another not-half-bad classic rock
song til this year--then wow -what an emotional powerhouse that old Pink Floyd tune became--so i covered it and put it on my 13th album--between "Love < Genre" and "Lovesick Again"
and today my daughter Rebekah directed the video to it--i did it all live
i put too much eye shadow on--i look like a space alien a bit
and under my trenchcoat--i'm wearing NOTHING
please check it out--ok?
love ya's lots
Friends Without Faces
We sit and we type, and we stare at our screens,
We all have to wonder, what this possibly means.
With our mouse we roam, through the rooms in a maze,
Looking for something or someone, as we sit in a daze.
We chat with each other, we type all our woes,
Small groups we do form, and gang up on our foes.
We wait for somebody, to type out our name,
We want recognition, but it is always the same.
We give kisses and hugs, and sometimes flirt,
In IMs we chat deeply, and reveal why we hurt.
We do form friendships - but - why we don't know,
But some of these friendships, will flourish and grow.
Why is it on screen, we can be so bold,
Telling our secrets, that have never been told.
Why is it we share, the thoughts in our mind,
With those we can't see, as though we were blind.
The answer is simple, it is as clear as a bell.
We all have our problems, and need someone to tell.
We can't tell "real" people, but tell someone we must,
So we turn to the 'puter, and t
I Cant Help Anymore
To all the my family and friends i cant help bomb in contests anymore the bouncers wont let me get one comment out without getting bouncer checked so i want to let you guys know now that i dont have the time to hit the bouncer every comment so i wont be able to help anymore im sorry to you all!!!!
Things That Make U Go, Hmmmmmmmm......
i woke up this morning and went straight to checkin out who the spotlight winner wuz... 48 yr old male, level 21... 7,000,250 fuBucks??????????? now how in the hell duz that work???? im just tryin to figure out how he got that many and only has a fraction of the number of friends and fans that i have... i guess its just one of those things that make u go hmmmmmmmm...
maybe by my 1 year anniversary on here, i will have enuff fuBucks to win the spotlight... lol
New Yorkers Rally To Help Online Romeo
NEW YORK (Reuters) - A tale of online love inspired usually cynical New Yorkers this week to help a young man find the girl of his dreams after he spotted her on a crowded subway train.
For Web designer Patrick Moberg, 21, from Brooklyn, it was love at first sight when he locked eyes with a rosy-cheeked woman while riding in Manhattan on Sunday night. She was writing in her journal.
The train was so full that he lost her in the crowd when they both got off, so he set up a Web site dedicated to finding the mystery woman -- www.nygirlofmydreams.com.
He drew a picture of the girl, who was wearing blue shorts, blue tights, and a red flower in her hair, and posted his cell phone number, e-mail address and an appeal for help finding her.
Within hours Moberg's inbox was overflowing with e-mails and his phone ringing non-stop. He told the New York Post that h
Im Tired Of It
ok ppl this is how it is... i have been there for everyone on my list just about... and have always shown love to ppl... but do i get it in return no... i try to talk to ppl on here... but do i get a response... most of the time not..... i care for ppl.. and listen to ppl.... but do i get it back no... i know most of the time i handle my issues myself... but there r times i need someone to listen to me.... but if no one can be here for me im not going to be here for other ppl..... i am told im a sweetheart.. and i always care.... but do ppl care for me... i dont think so... maybe im wrong... but it seems like im right... all i am to ppl.. is someone that rates there pics... helps them in contests... well im tired of it... the few times i have tryed a contest i got ignored..... so im done.... to the onces i will always be there for ..... love u always.... but as for the ppl.. that only want me to be there for them... but cant be there for me.... tc.. and i hope u have a good life.... by
The End To Another Day
I am sure you all are getting tired of reading about my meetings all day.
So I won't tell you any more.
However... it is 9 pm on Wed. night and I just got home from another late night meeting ....
lol (I lied)
You never thought it could happen to you or a loved one
But when it does everything changes
Winter comes faster
And summer fades away
Oh, I hate cancer's pain.
Krash and Tank begin to jump out of the jeep and prepare for the worse. Krash unloads the 50.cal and mounts along the side of the jeep. Tank start pulling out the ammo and checking to make sure all the guns are fully loaded.
“Still no sign of the big man huh? “ Tank questions the pack.
“No we haven’t seen anything yet. Only thing we have seen is a growing number of the infected. It’s a good thing yall showed up though we could use some more ammo.” Blood maces replies.
“So what do we do sit here and wait or do we stay together and search.” Asked Mary.
“Well the searching thing has done us no good so far. We might as well bunker down here for right now. Since the infected have already been popping up more. “ Tank replies.
So the crew gets ready for what ever it is to come. Locking and loading as they wait for Graves return.
Upon the rooftops though the real trouble begins. Graves climbs up meeting his nemesis face to face. Patient Zero stands the small frame with
After Loveing You
I wrote a good omelet.............and ate a hot pome......................................after loving youButtoned my car..... and drove my coat home...... in the rain...after loving youI goed on red.... and stooped on green.... floating somewere in between .....being here and being there..... after loving you I rolled my bed... turned down my hair.... slightly confused but...I do not care.Laid out my teath .....and gargeled my gown...then I stood .... and laid me down.... to sleepafter loving you
I have been hurt a time or two
by giving my heart to any guy
who said I LOVE YOU.
My heart has been hurt
it feels like its been
stepped on and burnt.
They'd take my love
and give nothing in return
they'd use it and abuse it
without knowing how much it hurt.
So if you want my love
It will be hard
and might take some work.
But if you give me your love
and its true.
It could be to late
I would have already
fallen in love with you!
WRITTEN BY : ME and Sealed with a kiss
My sister tami, who I love dearly has a few little quirks.
1) She is organized to such a degree I really wonder about just how stable she is, I mean, most serial killers were organized to an extreme degree.
2) Perfection, when ever she does something around the house that requires cutting or mounting anything, it as to be absolutely perfect. Level, true, same height, everything.
So, in the interest of variety, I have endeavored to bring a little spontaneity to our household....
Take my ceiling fan, four white blades, one brown, and she just cringes when she sees it.
Clothing, she folds, I roll everything like I was either in the military or on a boat.
I even pronounce the K in Knee.
She has her collection of porcelain dolls displayed in a very ordered fashion.
I have my wolf and bud ha on one shelf, with the stereo, coffee cups on the top shelf... along with a new harddrive, motherboard, knee braces, ball cap, and collectible matchbox cars. In otherwords, in
I Miss You
so im layin here tryin to sleep
but all i can do is think
i am so confused right now
i catch myself thinking out loud
i wish there was something i couldve done
and maybe this battle you mightve won
though our friendship had just begun
i had to leave to be with my son
how can i write how i feel
fuck it ill keep it real
you know that i would fight for you
you even saw it a time or two
that bitch wasnt right for you
and this everyone knew
this shit is fucked up
you shouldve dumped that dirty slut
i am so mad at you
you were so young
your life had just begun
but you hung yourself over a false love
now your family and friends cant sleep right
your memory haunts them day and night
im sad cause now that we know you are gone
not one of us wouldve left you alone
by heather dattoli....rip my dear friend monty
We stopped helping this team member out, and she has since proven that she has tried to bomb herself, so lets finish this off ok? Help her out!