Maybe im just to cold to have a relationship. I doubt that though. I have 4 good friends in Iraq right now. I miss them and don't know if I will ever get to see them again. The only thing keeping me sane right now is work and the fact that I have a new baby niece. Depression is fighting for that too. I am in serious need of a vacation away from this fucking town. It is storming right now which is nice. I find it calming and soothing. Well I have spouted enought shit for one night.
