Well lets see im still single and still job hunting. I should know in the next few weeks if I got the job I applied for. It would be really awesome if I did. The relation world seems to be stuck in neutral. I still care about my ex way more than I probably should. I see him and I get those feelings all over again. Too bad he treats me like I don't exist that is unless he is drunk. Oh well I will be out of Cheyenne in about 43 days hopefully never to look back. What a fitting song I am listening to right now. Willie Nelson blue eyes crying in the rain. Depressing as reality is I must press on. I am going to a big party tomorrow with the hope of getting really drunk and forgetting everything. Thats enough shit for now have a good one yall.
