****(This was originally going to be a mum.. but I dont want to look like a point whore. Or get flagged as "not a mum" and assholes yelling at me)I want honest pure advice. From anyone and everyone. Even if I dont know you*****
So i've known "Melvin" we'll call him (yea laugh it up chad) since I was 18. Met him at his pool party/chat shindig. He's always been nothing, but an asshole to me. Calling me every single flippin' name in the book you can think of.Since he's known me. But within the last year. He told me hes had a crush on me ever since then. And he tells me loves me. Has a body pillow named after me. And then I Dont know weather to take him sincerly or not. I was seriously considering giving him a chance. Then he pulls his "asshole" moment on me. So i figured ya know what. If he was sincere about this. He wouldnt be having "asshole" moments with me. So it's like fuck it and forget about it.. (PS.. he is one of the subjects in the previous blog) You date other women. Yet you love me. How did that work out for you by the way? Obviously not well enough. YOU sir are currently STILL on my shit list.. You expect me to believe you. And you pull all these major asshole moments out of nowhere. And go off on me without any real rhyme or reason. Let alone you smoke like a freight train. I havent dated a smoker since I was 19yrs old. Do you have ANY idea how gross and repulsive it is to cuddle with a smoker. Let ALONE kiss one... SMOKING IS THE BIGGEST TURN OFF EVER!!!
Last thing I want to do is lead some guy on right now.... After last month. My head is SO fucked up... That I seriously am taking a break
To Add Onto Men Subjects
Dear Subject G:
You finally made it onto my list.. Screw "what makes me tick" you fucking tell me you miss me every day it seemed. And told me I was the ONLY girl you where talking to. Sorry I didn't believe that. And then you started canceling plans on me. I should of realized after the "flat tire" incident. You where losing intrest. Why the fuck couldn't you have told me that. Ya know it's no hard feelings by me. But by quiting talking to me/texting me. Sure is the immature way out of this. You tell me you wouldnt fucking hurt me. But guess what.. You did... I actually cared about a guy for the FIRST time in 26months. And what the fuck did you pull.. THIS bullshit.. Hopefully your new fatty who lives more miles away then I did.. Satisfys your urges. Cause I obviously didnt. I will always BE the better person. YOU sir, truely are a lost cause. Mr. I'm not looking for a relation ship.. Yet you JUMP right into one. After you quit talking to me and texting me. You are the biggest fucking liar I know!
And THAT cocludes...The rants of a Tattooed Angel
To the future men: Don't End up where these guys are.. :o) And please Never piss me off. Otherwise the entire world will know how lame you are
