my grey and empty
hide away inside me
I let the tears that wouldnt leave me
build a cage around my weakest pieces
my soul is broken
my trust rubbed raw and ragged
my faith in love...not what it was
I can't bear for you to see
all these parts I don't want;
all these things I wish weren't part of me
so much to tell but no good way to say it
scared to death of the after effect;
still afraid of more pain
I've bled too much to bleed again
terrified of being happy..
there are too many ways to take it from me
