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Help Me Help Kimberly!!!
Kimmy needs all the rates she can get on this one pic in order for her to win a HH..plz help her... She has to get at least 600 to even qualify for the HH. Private message her after you rate it and she'll send you 1,000 fubucks. Kimberly**Owned by Deadly Venomous** (Side note - tell her brightspt2 sent you in your message, and I'll send you 1,000 fubucks as well. :D Just let me know you told her I sent you!) She's falling behind - please rate her daily until the contest ends!!! Also, see her blog for a giveaway for raters! Show her the love!!!

Ok, So I Am Bored.
The Chocolate Oracle Says You're Mellow You are sweet, mellow, and easily satisfied. You don't like anything too intense and dramatic. Deep down, you're a kid at heart... and you're nostalgic for the past. You are down to earth and lovable. A true friend, you're very tolerant and understanding. In fact, your friends' biggest problem is that they don't like each other! You love to be the center of attention. You enjoy entertaining your friends. You feel lost when no one is interested in you... You're too interesting to be ignored. The Chocolate Oracle

Fitness: Make It Your Goal!
Whose fault is it that you're out of shape? If you go by what you hear in diet ads then you believe that it's anyone's fault but yours. The big diet companies think that if they put the blame on you, then you wouldn't buy their bogus pills. So they put the blame on your cortisol levels, your modern diet (ie fast food), or your busy schedule instead of where it belongs - which is squarely on your shoulders. Sure, you have obstacles that get in your way - your schedule, your job, your kids, the weather, your knee injury from college...but ultimately you have the body that you accept. I'm going to repeat that so it will really sink in. You have the body that you accept. Embracing the blame for your current weight is not a bad thing - it's empowering. Think about it. If it really wasn't your fault, if it really was due to a long list of variables that you have zero control over, then you'd be stuck. You'd have no way to change. The Secret Behind 'Before and After' Pi

Confusion Sets In
STARRING INTO SPACE LOOKING FOR THE ANSWERS TO THE QUESTIONS I HAVE. NO ONES RESPONDING JUST SILENCE. MY MIND WONDERS ALONE AND LOST. NO ONES RESPONDING JUST SILENCE. EMOTIONS ARE SCRABBLED AND TOSSED ABOUT. WONDERING WHAT IT IS THAT I LACK TO OFFER. SO MUCH KNOWLEDGE SO IN EXPERIENCED. NO WHERE LEFT TO TURN. THE WALLS IN FRONT OF ME. DO I GO LEFT OR RIGHT OR CLIMB THE WALL OF EMOTIONAL DISTURBANCES TO FIND MY WAY BACK? DOES ONE GO BACK TO WAYS THAT HAVE BEEN LOST OR STAY ON THE PATH OF CHANGES. LESSONS HAVE BEEN LEARNED. BUT THE QUESTION REMAINS DO I LEARN FROM THEM? OR WHERE THEY JUST TEACHINGS TO GO UN NOTICED? MY MIND IS A MESS CONFUSION HAS SET IN. SO MANY QUESTIONS. SO FEW ANSWERS. WHAT DO I DO? HOW DO I MOVE ON? DO I EVEN BOTHER? OR JUST SIT IN SILENCE STARRING INTO SPACE? CONFUSION HAS TAKEN OVER ME. IT WILL CONSUME ME FOR DAYS NOW. I WILL BE LED INTO THE RIGHT DIRECTION. BUT WHEN IS UNKNOWN.

3 Inches Of Blood Or Into Eternity?
That's right metalheads here we go again! This week it's Fire Up The Blades from 3 Inches Of Blood up against Into Eternity's Scattering Of Ashes. Voting begins tonight and ends Sunday March 15th at 8 p.m. eastern. So vote already!!

Suck It
i have found in my lurking, that, some people on my friends list i dont even like, i would delete more, but, im really not on enough to give a shit anymore, seriously, people are brain dead sheep on this site.... xoxox sarah

Relay For Life
hey guys!! I was wondering if any of my loving friends would like to donate to the American Cancer Society and the Relay for Life. I am on the team (actually I took the role of team captain) and am trying to raise money. You can visit my personal page and make a donation online. When you donate you are helping thousands of cancer patients....your donations help to fund research so that one day a cure will be found for all cancers! Please think about it and visit my Relay page to donate. (I hope this works...copy and paste to visit my page) http://main.acsevents.org/site/TR/RelayForLife/RFLFY09SA?pg=personal&fr_id=13046&fr_id=13046&px=4367395 thanks so much!! ~~smooches~~

Omg
My house is burning down. Not the one I'm living in now, but the one I just moved out of in December. I think we're totally fucked cuz I think the insurance lapsed and Gramma had a reverse mortgage. I think the world has just collapsed. I'll be back sometime.

Show Some Love
Hey everyone! I'm asking a huge favor of all my great friends! I have this awesome friend named Mike and he's decided to enter Michigan Idol. It's our tiny little version of American Idol where the winner has a chance to travel to the real American Idol if they win! Well my little favor is I'd appreciate it if you could go to this link and simply give him a thumbs up! Thats it! No voting down for the other videos (please) or anything! Just a simple vote for him! Daily would be appreciated but even ONE would help him! I really think he could do well given the chance! Mike is such a busy, devoted man and I'd love to see him win this. Mike exceeds in everything he does from being in the Air Force to being a new dad (of a gorgeous baby boy) to being on a bowling league to going to college to be a radiologist to doing THIS!!! How's that for investing your spare time? So please if its not too much trouble give him a voting hand!!!! http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=v

I Cant Deal With It
im so at a loss right now. my grandfather who was 83 died in his sleep last night. his was the rock of the family and its eating me up inside that hes gone. today has been a shock i never thought i wouldnt get to tell him goodbye either. how is it my two favorite grandparents died and i wasnt there and never got the chance to say that one last time i love you. the funeral will be hell we are to do a private graveside with only the immediate family. military honors and his masonic honors. no visitation etc. he didnt want it that way. we didnt speak to his only remaining sister and nieces and nephews. they tore the family apart and destoryed it when my great uncle died. my granddad said he didnt want them to know when he died and didnt want them around. i guess he never thought they would go in and steal from him and from us. my dad is the only amick heir. he should have gotten some of my greatgrandfathers rings etc from the lodge and it was taken from him. when i marry or

Making Changes
Well, it has come down to this. Been doin alot of thinking and been observing ALOT of shit and I think it's time I say this. If you don't conversate with me anymore or don't even bother answering comments I've left you or msgs I've left you, do me a favor and delete me from your page. It's sad that half of my top friends and family don't speak to me no more...shit...even my crush has no words for me so do ME the favor and delete me cuz I'm tired of giving two fuks about ppl all the time and ppl not givin two fuks about me. Friendship is a two way fukin street...If you are in my fam and are deleting me...PM me and let me know so I can delete u as well.

My Life
I had visitation with my friend this weekend. His name is Kutter he's 8 months, and has my ears. My first five visits are supervised, after that it's just him and me. It's weird I never thought I'd need a car seat. His mom is 7 years younger then me. Her eyes used to sparkle when I made her smile. Now all she does is make me feel guilty and tells me that Her and Kutter would be happier if I signed over my rights. She has her own special way of making me feel sad. I picked a shaded area and sat in the gravel that surrounds the jungle gym. Kids are always happier when they are at the park or at least that's what I heard. We sat down and I began to apologize for not being his daddy everyday and that it wasn't his fault that his mother and i wasn't together. He just stared at the kids running and laughing then tried to stick rocks in his mouth, and I began to wonder what rocks tasted like. I decided that if I played with him on the jungle gym. I might create some sort of father son bond.

Cell Phones
Heads up!!! Cell Phone Numbers went Public on March 4th...... all cell phone numbers are being released to telemarketing companies and you will start to receive sale calls. YOU WILL BE CHARGED FOR THESE CALLS! To prevent this, call the "National Do Not Call List" set up by the FTC at the following number from your cell phone: 888-382-1222 It is the National DO NOT CALL list. It will only take a minute of your time and it blocks your number for five (5) years. You must call from the cell phone number you want to have blocked. You cannot call from a different phone number. HELP OTHERS BY PASSING THIS ON TO ALL YOUR FRIENDS..... It is a FTC number and I just did it and it was the real deal! Heads up!!! Cell Phone Numbers went Public on March 4th...... all cell phone numbers are being released to telemarketing companies and you will start to receive sale calls. YOU WILL BE CHARGED FOR THESE CALLS! To prevent this, call the "National Do Not Call Lis

Arrgh Fnaghrag! = Annoyance
Okay, I'm getting serious f'ing withdrawals. Not being in the MUMMs means I don't really notice when most of you are online as checking fubar every 5 minutes is a -freaking pain-. Ergo I demand (well, ask really nicely) that y'all who give a shit at least give the chatroom I plugged before a good try. Click here. It really works now. Srsly. Roll on 5 days time. :| ...yes, I lost globals. .....well try it tomorrow, at least, since I'm off to bed anywho. -.-

Let's Get Her Leveled To Godfather
My newest owner and best friend is so close to leveling to Godfather...let's show her the fu love and get her leveled by her birthday she is only 286,640 points away...I know we can do this. Just click on the link below to take you to her page. Debi Cakes owned by Silverpixi@ fubar Hugs, Silverpixi

Desire
I thought I glimpsed you today, An angel's splendor, and radiance, A trick of the eyes, Absent as a shadow, Passing, in a moment. I travel a desolate, dark, lifeless road, Alone, I walk downcast, unable to perceive where my eyes should quest, Encountering duplicitous faces, Bitter sadness, fills my yearning heart, When will you avow your love, your beauty! How long must I endure on my own, Weak and frail, lonely heartache, Will I ever discover you, Pursuing, wondering, abiding, Priceless paragon, I desire, How long must I wait? Shadowy darkness pervades my eyesight, lies of true love, Will my derelict heart survive, until, I..find..you...

Wonder Woman's Downraters Contest
Hi All! I'm part of a contest that the awesome Wonder Woman is running. Not your ordinary contest, mind you. A very special one. The winner is the one with the lowest pic rating by 7:00 PM Fu-time next week. If y'all want to help me, please use the link below to down rate my pic every chance you get. And rate everyone else a 10. They'll love you for it! LOL! Thanks for your help!

Me Life
so just when you think you figure it out you have to start over. Nothing like life its kind of like my music"constently starting over" but anyway can somone tell me wny females have to be so heartless. I'm tired of being treated like a steping stone or door matt. Sometimes I feel like I'm just another drink or a way into the club or bar or whatever.Well that gets old after a while. Why can't someone just be youre friend for who you are? and not for what you do or what you can do for them.Why can't you date someone for just being them? well who knows? sorry just venting. leave comment message me tell me what you think or give advice I'm open to whatever

Family
We do not have the option of choosing our blood relatives. We do however have the option of making a difference in the lives of many other people who cross our paths. In October I met a woman who has changed my life considerably. She knows my children my life in general. She offers advice and loves my family. When asked she says that she has adopted us. My kids call her grandma and their eyes light up especially isaacs when we say we're going to see her. I have been her caregiver for a while now and have done the one thing that people in the medical field should never do....I got emotionally attatched. I love her and am very worried about her. I have enough medical knowledge to be concerned. She was hospitalized Friday morning and still is admitted. I know the ins and outs of her home, her friends, and even slightly her finances. I was the one who called everyone to let them know what was going on and spent most of my day doing so. I was locked out of her house earlier today by her

Auto's On & Oracle Bound!
CINDRAGON IS ON HER WAY TO ORACLE!! ♦CinDragon♦Founder of ClubMystic♦I.B.I.C♦@ fubar CLICK THE PIC BELOW TO HELP HER ON HER WAY WHILE YOU'RE THERE... SHE RETURNS ALL LOVE! REMEMBER TO PRIVATE MESSAGE HER SO SHE CAN RETURN THE LOVE!

Auto's On! (ty Ms Sassy)
CINDRAGON IS ON HER WAY TO ORACLE!! ♦CinDragon♦Founder of ClubMystic♦I.B.I.C♦@ fubar CLICK THE PIC BELOW TO HELP HER ON HER WAY WHILE YOU'RE THERE... SHE RETURNS ALL LOVE! REMEMBER TO PRIVATE MESSAGE HER SO SHE CAN RETURN THE LOVE!

Skullcandy
LIKE BOOBS? LIKE ASS? WELL SO DO I AND WELL HELL SO DOES SHE!!! SO DO YOURSELF A FAVOR AND HER A FAVOR AND GO CHECK HER OUT AND... ADD RATE FAN CRUSH BOMB BLING I'M SURE SHE WILL VERY MUCH APPRECIATE IT!!! THIS PIMPOUT BROUGHT TO YOU IN PART BY... FUBAR...YES, I'M THIS FAT IN PERSON!!! AND BY... ME...ZOOKS

Cindragon Is On Her Way To Oracle~autos On~show Her Love!
CINDRAGON IS ON HER WAY TO ORACLE!! ♦CinDragon♦Founder of ClubMystic♦I.B.I.C♦@ fubar CLICK THE PIC BELOW TO HELP HER ON HER WAY WHILE YOU'RE THERE... SHE RETURNS ALL LOVE! REMEMBER TO PRIVATE MESSAGE HER SO SHE CAN RETURN THE LOVE!

Freakstar
HEY THERE EVERYONE GUESS WHO'S HOT AND ALWAYS THERE FOR HER FRIENDS? YOU GUESSED IT!!! FREAKSTAR!!!!!!! SO EVERYONE DO ME A BIG FU FAVOR AND RATE FAN ADD BLING CRUSH BOMB THIS WONDERFUL WONDERFUL WOMAN!!! THIS PIMPOUT BROUGHT TO YOU IN PART BY... FUBAR...WHEN A TREE FALLS IN THE FOREST....DOES THE POPE STILL SHIT IN THE WOODS? AND BY... ME...ZOOKS!!!

Where Would We Be...?
Where Would We Be…? Just what would the year 2009 look like had the Constitutional Convention broken down, it's participants unable to solidify an agreement; the smaller states chaffing under the weight of greater representation forced on them by the larger states, foreign powers making strategic pacts with disenfranchised regions, trade standards set overseas and not common currency or system of agreed upon law to regulate commerce. Imagine the fractures as widen and deepen, aided by growing resentments and fresh insults. In the year 2009, how scarred would the eastern seaboard be through bickering and battles over inter-state jealousies? Would there be irreconcilable differences between entire regions? Would some states have been completely swallowed or destroyed perhaps, by rivals in economic or military power? And in the west, beyond Appalachia, what desperate struggles for power or independence would have arisen as successive secessionists separated and sought to secure st

New Pick-up Line : /
top to bottom since it is all of 2 sentences.. Rony: all my dream to penetrate between ur legs now ->Rony: u get many women with that line? IT never did reply... LOL yet again I spoke to soon....IT did reply just took awhile...bottom up as this one is longer ->Rony: thank goodness...please stay outta my shoutbox now that we understand each other Rony: nevermind ->Rony: i understand my desires...i just cant understand a fuckin word ur saying!!! Rony: ur smart to understand ur desire ->Rony: sry i needed my decoder ring...can u repeat what u last said and maybe my nifty ring can help me decipher that gibberish???? ->Rony: hold on 1 sec Rony: whole ur body shiferring calling me ->Rony: responses* ->Rony: where in any of my resonses did it appear like i was interested? Rony: i would like to get u now between my arms sqyez ur boobs to my chest ->Rony: u know...like goosebumps...but not the good kind...and im trying to eat Rony: why u still keep some hair on

United States Military
The Sack Lunches I put my carry-on in the luggage compartment and sat down in my assigned seat. It was going to be a long flight. 'I'm glad I have a good book to read Perhaps I will get a short nap,' I thought. Just before take-off, a line of soldiers came down the aisle and filled all the vacant seats, totally surrounding me. I decided to start a conversation. 'Where are you headed?' I asked the soldier seated nearest to me. 'Petawawa. We'll be there for two weeks for special training, and then we're being deployed to Afghanistan After flying for about an hour, an announcement was made that sack lunches were available for five dollars. It would be several hours before we reached the east, and I quickly decided a lunch would help pass the time.. As I reached for my wallet, I overheard soldier ask his buddy if he planned to buy lunch. 'No, that seems like a lot of money for just a sack lunch. Probably wouldn't be worth five bucks. I'll wait ti

Jordin Sparks - Now You Tell Me
For all of my Ex's! and to those relationships that just didnt work out. Now You Tell Me Is There Anything That Can Make You Happy? I Don't Know What To Say To Make It Better Seeing You Like This, Down And Hurt So Badly When You Have Been So Kept Together What's This? All This Time I Thought You Didn't Need Me Now I've Gone From You And Now You Tell Me [chorus] You're In Love, But That's Not What It Was All Those Times That Passed By With No Signs And Now You're Telling Me You Miss Me, Boy Why Couldn't I See? And My Heart Don't Agree With What You're Telling Me You Were Nonchalant, Strong, And Unaffected And You Never Wanted Me To Be There I Never Saw Your Heart, That's How Close You Kept It So Right Now I'm So Unsure How To Care What's This? All This Time I Thought You Didn't Need Me Now I've Gone From You And Now You Tell Me [chorus] You're In Love, But That's Not What It Was All Those Times That Passed By With No Signs And Now You're Te

Building A New House
Building a New House I lament the loss of delightful personalities, the ones which lit up the last section, for they truly helped spark fire. Here, the details, though necessary, remain much drier. Thing is, if played right and taking advantage of such a mixed metaphor, let's see if we can use that dryness to kindle some flame. Behind these three doors are three different forms of government, two having some historical usage, successful or not, to bolster the argument of their use and the third, an unknown entity all together. Behind the first we find that early noble experiment, the one which has led us to this predicament in the first place, the Confederate system. Behind the second, the basic structure behind that which we as a rebellion have fled, the Unitary system. And finally, behind that third door, the one half-painted and, with all appearances, haphazardly hung, there is an untried method, the Federal system. Being that our goal is to erect a house from these di

Nail In The Fence
There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence. The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks the number of nails hammered daily dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper then to drive those nails into the fence. Finally, the day came when the boy didn’t lose his temper at all. He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day he was able to hold his temper. The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone. The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence. He said “You have done well my son, but look at the holes in the fence. The fence will never be the same. When you say things in anger they leave a scar just like this one.” You can put a knife in a man and draw it out. But

Being The Bigger Person!!
I'm gonna try and make a long story short here because I am so pissed I could spit fire! Out of my 3 brothers,my older brother Bill and I have always been close.I could always talk to him and count on him. Then there is my best friend Brandy,who Bill and I have been friends with for 25 yrs now.The 3 of us caused much havoc together,normal teenage shit back when we could get away with it. Brandy is the Godmother to both my girls and I am the Godmother to her children. But shit got screwed up last summer because Bill and Brandy decided they wanted to be more than friends.It didn't work out but we have all remained good friends. But now Bill is with a new girl.I don't really have a problem with her other than the fact that wherever he goes ,she is there.I can honestly say I haven't sat and had a convo with Bill without her there since 4-28-08.But that is his fault.He can just as easily say I am going for coffee with my sister and he will be back later. His new girl is very jealo

The Bulldogs Talk Truth!
Turn the television off cousin, that aint nothing for a girl to see I got a niece and best believe she means the world to me And she dont need to see the shit they think a girl should be Ninety-pound skinny bitches, that aint even girl to me Essentially that shit designed to take a hold of you Telling lies to your vision, take control of you They find different ways to take your fucken soul from you A show about a model make your self-esteem low for you Everything is fake trust me no one that lovely I met alotta famous people and they fat and ugly I aint any better I just think the fact is funny Dads will take a little girl and pimp her for the cash and money And whats going to become of them in like fifty years? When Hannah Montana turning into Britney Spears They chew you up and spit you out cuz no one really cares And aint nobody going to hold you when youre really scared Where their parents at cousin this is really bad Is this the mutha fucken manager or really D

A Ramblin' Reveiw O'er Specific Amendments
Does the Bill of Rights remain in effect today? I’m not convinced that they are and below I’ll look at the four particular amendments we were requested to investigate and comment on my personal opinions whether or not they are or are not still in effect through cases existent as well as personal. Looking at the specifics of the 4th Amendment, those particulars that state “the right of the people to be secure in their persons, houses, papers and effects, against unreasonable searches and seizures, shall not be violated…but upon probable cause…” interests me mightily. Currently in this state, Arizona, a police officer does not need a warrant nor even any reason beyond a desire to do so, to search the contents of an individual’s vehicle, which most definitely is an ‘effect’ (property). With the passage of the 14th Amendment and the decisions of the Warren Court, such would seem to be the case and thus the illegality of such searches, such intrusion into the private property, the ‘ef

Dj Schedule 3/9 To 3/15
Here is this weeks Schedule - Please if there are any questions or concerns don't hesitate to contact me. Bounty will be out of town and unavailable to DJ Tues - Thursday afternoon. So if there are any changes let me know and I will fill in as needed. TY to everyone for your dedication, attitude and effort. YOU ARE THE BEST! Love you guys! Monday – BOUNTY 6pm – 9:00pm EST (5pm – 8:00pm CST) (80s 4play) QUEENY 9pm – 12am EST (8:00pm – 11pm CST) (80s show) PET 12am – 3am ++EST (11pm - 2am+ CST) (Devious and Darth No DJing) TUESDAY – Devious- 6pm -9pm EST (5pm -8pm CST) PET- 9pm – 12amEST (8pm – 11CST) (megamix) Darth 12am – 3:00+ EST (11pm – 2:00am CST) (Bounty and Queeny NO DJING) WEDNESDAY Devious 6pm – 9pm EST (5pm-8pm CST) Queeny 9pm – 12am EST (8pm -11pm CST) Humpday Pet 12am -3am EST (11pm – 2 AM CST) (Darth and Bounty No Djing) THURSDAY- Pet- 6pm – 9pm EST (5pm – 8pm CST) Bounty 9pm – 12am EST (8pm – 11pm CST) Doubleshot Darth 12am – 3

Will Be Gone For Awhile
I just wanted to let my friends know that after today or tomorrow I will not be online. I don't know for how long yet but I will be back. I will miss you guys and just wanted the people I am closest to know. A friend of mine will be doing my rates for me so if I am showing online it's not me. I just have to do what I have to right now. I hope after today I am back soon. Take care and lots of love to you from me. Susan

Kobalt Tools 500 At Atlanta Motor Speedway.
2:18 p.m. -- GREEN FLAG: Mark Martin and Kurt Busch get the Kobalt Tools 500 under way from Atlanta Motor Speedway Lap 1 -- Mark Martin pulls ahead to lead the opening lap. Kurt Busch falls in line for second. Lap 2 -- YELLOW FLAG NO. 1: Reed Sorenson smacks the wall in Turn 1. He tells his crew something broke. He heads to the garage. Lap 6 -- GREEN FLAG: Mark Martin gets the race back under way. 1. Mark Martin 2. Kurt Busch 3. Jamie McMurray 4. Greg Biffle 5. Juan Montoya Lap 7 -- LEAD CHANGE: Kurt Busch ducks below Mark Martin to snag the lead on the restart. Lap 12 -- YELLOW FLAG NO. 2: Bobby Labonte goes for a spin in Turn 3. He lost it going into the turn and tells his crew his machine is amazingly loose. No damage Lap 13 -- Cars head to pit road: • Greg Biffle is "snappy" and over-rotating; chassis adjustment • Kurt Busch gets some minor changes and four tires • Denny Hamlin has a chassis adjustment and is tight • Ryan Newman is out first with a fast s

Pain
I have seen and lived enough pain in my life to kill most people... I wake up everyday not knowing how I will make it thru.. I thank GOD and all my TRUE FRIENDS that stand beside me and help me walk this hard road. WITHOUT YOU AND GOD I WOULD NOT MAKE IT!!!!!!

K, Windows Live Account Created
So, since metro pcs dont have yahoo messenger but they have windows live...I've made one. Add me from yahoo or windows if you have one. When you add me from yahoo, add contact, then put in my email it's krissy.nichole@gmail.com now, line right next to it said network. Click it, and select windows live messenger, then hit next, and then finish it up. Can't wait to hear from ya'll. Much love again.

Update On Last Update
My great nephew he is doing well through God's will and all the prayers I'm asking this week on Wednesday March 11th please say a little prayer for him he is having his 2nd heart surgery. Thank You

So You Want Into The Private Folder Right!
Here is how and the only way to get in...Is by one of 3 ways 1) Buy Me A Bling pack 25 credit( no less than that). It will get you in for 3 weeks! 2) Buy my A Cherry Bomb Bling or 3) Buy me an Auto 11 Bling Either of the last 2 will get you in for a month. I am always adding and will be taking certain ones out also...so if you want in there is the 3 ways to get there...NO EXCEPTIONS!! You may think it is a lot but my private pics show a lot!! And it is worth it to me! Once you buy me one of those I will let you in a soon as I get the message that it was purchased I will let you in and your time will start then. Any other questions PM Me.

Chapter 1 Black Door Past
Waking up at 6am was nothing new for Shannon. For the past 15 years it was the same story every day. Wake up, shower, make coffee, leave for work, come home, eat, work out, shower again and then bed. Another boring day just like any other. Turning off the alarm clock something just didn't seem right. "Here we go again" she said talking to the cat as if he could respond back. Stumbling out of bed to make the morning trip to the bathroom she notices a faint glow. "Yeah okay" she thought, "I must either be really tired or something is really fucked up here" Not really sure what to do but never been afraid to take a chance she slowly opens the door. As if stepping into another part in time, she looks around the room. "Where in the, what is this"? she said out loud but no one heard her. "Okay, you are doing great and it looks like we are about ready to have this baby. Hold on just for a little while longer and I'll grab the doctor". As the nurse turns away to walk out of the room, Shannon t

#1 Friend, #1 Fam And So On...
OK. I wanted to post something about this awhile back and never did. I'm curious what other people think and how they feel about this, but I also just need to vent. The "this" I'm referring to is the whole issue of numbering your "fufamily" and "fufriends". Why is it so important to people??? Is it a status thing or what? Because of some things that I was going through at the time, and some thinking I'd done, a few months ago I removed the numbering system from my friends and family list. No one had the #1 spot anymore, or #2 and so on. Apparently it upset some people, one of which was a person who'd been a friend of mine for 8 years. Makes you question the strength of that friendship, eh? I do understand that it's easier to find people if they are in your top friends or family, or that some people number them as a result of an auction, or what have you. I have put someone in the #1 spot when they have autos on, or are in a contest in order to make them easier found by people

15 Albums
Think of 15 albums that had such a profound effect on you they changed your life or the way you looked at it. They sucked you in and took you over for days, weeks, months, years. These are the albums that you can use to identify time, places, people, emotions. These are the albums that no matter what they were thought of musically shaped your world. 1. Pantera - Vulgar Display of Power This is the first record I remember owning, my older brother shane was really big into pantera, slayer, iron maiden, etc and thought that i should be brought up with the same musical tastes at the age of 9. (he also took me to my first pantera show when i was 14, gotta love older bros!!) 2. Bauhaus - the sky's gone out I remember sitting at my best friend melini's being about 14-15 years old and listening to this album on repeat while we drank vodka that her much much older boyfriend would buy us. 3. Jack Off Jill - Sexless Demons and Scars This album was always in the background of va

Amazing
I was sitting here catching up on some rates, and just drinking some beer. It's been a decent weekend. I did some woodworking, and was generally have a relaxing time. I was also listening to some music I had downloaded (legally). I had downloaded some music from Luke Bryan (I like his songs We Rode In Trucks, and All My Friends Say.) There's a song I had not heard, and it just hit me right. See when I was home last time, I stopped by and saw Grandma Wila Mae, my step-mom's mom. She told me how one of Grandad's prized possessions was a picture of me holding a fish. It was the first time he took me fishing at the Konawa Power Plant. I was the only one who caught a fish, a 3 and half pound bass. He loved to tell this story, and his favorite part was about the ride home. I was "awfully" quiet, and he asked how I liked the trip. He always had to stop and laugh, but his face would light up and tell about how my face lit up and said: I like it a lot, since I was the only

A Critique Of The Communist Manifesto
A Critique of the Communist Manifesto In times of extreme social discord, it is rare that the voice of reason and moderation holds forth. More often than not it is the most extreme response, the most radical voice, which captures the attentions and passions of a populace. There is little room for moderation and rational response when the pressures exceed the capacity of a community to command itself down that middle path. It is these times of tension, these “desperate circumstances, some…are willing to accept desperate remedies”. From the excesses of the French Revolution when the moderated demands of the Bourgeois spilled over into the chaos of competing extremists to the short lived White Revolution in Russia and it’s consumption shortly thereafter by the Red wave that followed. From the rise of a minor political party and it’s cult of personality during the economic depression following the German defeat in WW1 to the usurped student rebellion by religious extremists in resp

A Personal Perspective On Party Positioning
A Personal Perspective on Party Positioning When I was eight and ten and first granted that franchise recognizing full civic responsibility, the glory days of an American icon were fast fading under the tarnishing stains of secondary corruption. In those days of idyllic youth, on that momentous birthday, I registered for the first time to vote. I took great pride that day for I had been insistent on making sure my franchise was recognized immediately. I wanted to be an upstanding and responsibly political citizen from the first day I was able. Swept up in this pride and coupled with a defining coming of age in sit-com suburbia during the halcyon days of the early Reagan Presidency, I checked the box marked Republican. Surely, I thought, these were good times (and for me they were) and darn it, it had to be to some extent Reagan’s doing. I mean, you just loved the guy! His personality was magnetic and he seemed be capable of ignoring all attacks and criticism. It was only lat

3 Wonderful Ladies With Auto 11's
All these beautiful fantastic women are running Auto 11's...Stop by and show them some love! Autos on Wicked Wanda@ fubar ~MRS INDEPENDENT~@ fubar Auto's On Diamond Deb "kiss me I'm Irish"@ fubar

Cruel Words Against Gays, Lesbians And Bisexuals!
the opposite of GAY isnt straight it ignorance Share Fri 1:31am Forgive me for my terrible sentence structure. I am tired and pissed but tell me what you think. to give back round I sent a friend request to a person that I had known forever we haven't really talked in the last 6 1/2 years. And wow how people grow in that time. and now for the rest of the story..... Zach Brazeau March 5 at 11:01am Do you really think I'd add you to my page you fuckin faggot? Remember it's not a hate crime if you love to do it. If I ever see you anywhere and you even look at me than ill knock you're gay head off your shoulders. Timothy A. Jeske March 5 at 4:55pm I have no idea what has come of you I just thought that maybe you would want to be friends. I have no clue what sexuality has to do with anything. I just thought maybe you needed a friend my mistake Zach Brazeau March 5 at 10:19pm Homosexuality is a crime against nature. I'm of pagan blood and I have gr

On Civil Rights
ON CIVIL RIGHTS When I read the phrase in the Declaration of Independence which states “that all men are created equal”, I read this as a racial statement. Oops, about to get into trouble with that statement so let me quickly explain my meaning here. When I say “race”, I do not mean “ethnicity” but instead as in recognizing Humans as separate from the other “races” of Great Ape. From there, well, Humanity is a singular race flavored with a delicious buffet of “ethnicities”. Therefore when I say “all Men”, I mean the entire human race. This also is a genderless expression, inclusive of male and female. As for the “created equal” part, that I interpret as “under the Law” as it is clearly obvious that we as a species contain such a wide genetic and capability variety as to ensure that by our very nature we are not equal. Our talents, our abilities, our physical differences, even our station of birth separate us in a myriad ways and there is no possible way to ensure universal equ

Auto's On!!! Oracle Bound (ty Goofball)
Help Cindy on her way to ♦CinDragon♦Founder of ClubMystic♦I.B.I.C♦@ fubar Thank You *Goofball* Happily Fu-Owned by Scarlett@ fubar (repost of original by '*Goofball* Happily Fu-Owned by Scarlett' on '2009-03-08 14:27:58')

Auto's On! (ty Goofball)
Help Cindy on her way to ♦CinDragon♦Founder of ClubMystic♦I.B.I.C♦@ fubar Thank You *Goofball* Happily Fu-Owned by Scarlett@ fubar (repost of original by '*Goofball* Happily Fu-Owned by Scarlett' on '2009-03-08 14:27:58')

Urban Dictionary
Go to urbandictionary. com and write the answer to each question in the "look up" box and paste the definition on a copied version of this note. 1.Your name? *Julie Definition: 1.a girl who talks too much but also very hottt! 2.Sweet and downy haired girl, changable, and often misunderstood and complex. A fearful creature as well as highly loyal. She will rule your affection and once you have hers it will be forever. 2.Your age? *21 Definition: The magical age where it is legally ok to get incredibly drunk. At this time, a young adult spends most of his free time consuming vast amounts of alcohol in a variety of forms, saying that they're "making up for lost years." 3.One of your best friends? *Tasha Definition: lookin good, very stunning and always glowing a tasha is a beautiful creature who gets alot of unknown attention 4.What should you be doing? *Cleaning Definition: The act of shoving everything in a closet and calling it d

Work Can Be Fun
I've spent the last several evenings working on a website to raise awareness about some issues involving capital punishment in general and that also focuses on Robert's case in particular. He's been writing his story and mailing it to me in installments for me to post and I have to say I'm really proud of how things are going. It's a work in progress, but it is definitely a good start. I'm pretty proud of things so far. I think my main reason for blogging about this, though, is to acknowledge in public view that I couldn't have done it without the help of a good friend...Davin. Some of you who read this may know him here on fubar as xaaltriolith. He's been helping with the technical issues I have just about as much as I've been working on the posting and writing the stuff for the site. He's been wonderful. Thank you--you're appreciated more than you know!

185k To Go To Level This Fu
GET YOUR PARTY -LEVEL- -RATE- GROOVE ON! 185K TO GO! THIS GUY IS SO NEEDING TO FUBERLORD, HE's BURNING A HOLE IN THE LEVELING FU-NEWS... HE HELPS OUT EVERYONE, AND IF YOU DON"T HAVE HIM AS A FRIEND, YOU SHOULD, SO LET'S GO RATE HIM UP A STORM! £ºµî$ THIS PIMPOUT DESIGN BROUGHT TO YOU BY: PRINCESS LEIA... ~/~ Princess Leia~/~Please Re-Rate My Profile!

When I Was A Kid
I was just thinking about how different things were back when i was a kid growing up. I grew up in the 1970s, we didn't have video games, cable tv, internet, computers, HD Tv's, hi tech stereo systems, Ipods, MP3s. Bands weren't even releasing albums on cassette tapes til the late 1970s early 1980s. But here are some things we did have that you just don't see around anymore, and if they are still around they are very very rare. Back in the day we had real to real tape decks, we had record players, we had the 8-track tape player, we had telephone booths, rotary phones, slot car race tracks, model train sets, the milkman. There were no walmarts, lowes, home depot, best buy, target, circuit city ect... we had Pay N Save, Fred Meyer Market Time, Pay N Pak, Thriftway, Speaker Lab, Pacific Stereo. For fun places to go we had what we called a front yard, we played in it with our friends. We actually had real life friends that we played with in our yard or we went to their house or we walked u

Why You Should Kill Your Neighbors..
I am an angry fuck right now so if you don't like hearing about cursing, how people suck dick like fucking faggots, and why anybody should justify homicide you should probably not read this. There is a lot of drama.. stupid mother fucking drama! First and foremost I am so tired of people not talking to me, complaining that I don't talk enough, complaining I try too hard, im not trying hard enough, or assuming cause I don't care about your shit that I'm an asshole. Secondly, I live in a regular residential neighborhood in Rockville. Its pretty quiet which I like. There isn't any gangs or drug dealers that I know of around the neighborhood. I've lived here pretty much all my life. In all that time span I've seen some weird shit. Neighbor to our left was a wack job, his whole family was, there were helicopters and cops on the last time they lived here and ultimately arrested him for multiple charges. My car has been broken into twice during the night in my own neighborhood

Gaming
So, some people wonder why im not on here constantly ( even before i left) its because i play alot of MMORPG's when im not out and about with the kids. A few i play are; 1. Runes of Magic http://us.runesofmagic.com/us/index.html 2. Shaiya http://shaiya.aeriagames.com/ 3. Combat Arms (FPS) http://combatarms.nexon.net/Intro.aspx If anyone decides to play any, let me know. Plus feel free to share any with me that you like.

Is It Me
Sometimes I sit and pondered if I am just meant to be alone. I know I'm not a bad person or even an ugly person. Yes sometimes I wear my feelings on my sleeve but it's because I can only be me. I've tried changing to please others but in the end, I didn't like the person that I had become. I have my faults just like everyone else but sometimes I just wonder if the values and times of some of the old ways have changed. If they have, then I refuse to revert back to someone that I don't like just to please someone else. So take me for me as I am or just keep looking elsewhere. I know somewhere out there is someone beautiful lady who will do just that. So until that day comes, I CAN ONLY BE ME.

Check Out This Awesome Man!!
He's funny, caring, sincere, giving and such a gentleman! So who is he you're asking? Well it's my new FU owner... He's a fan of Nascar, especially Bobby Labonte! A fan of football... And of course a fan of fubar! Please take a moment and go visit Willie's page. Rate him, fan him, add him, bling him and hey maybe even buy him a drink! Don't forget to tell him GEM sent ya! This bulleten bought to you proudly by: ♊aGEM4life♊ Proudly Owned By Willie

They Lie!!!
I'm new but I figure if you say you are going to "return the favor" you should prob do it. Like, for instance, Nea Nea Jeezy's on line wife. I didn get a single prop back. No rates no fans. Nothin. BOOOOOOOO

Round 2
I returned today even after i had finally decided to leave this shit hole. But a few friends on here changed my mind and talked me into it. Im glad they did, because i missed speaking with them. The reasons i had left where simple; 1. I grew bored with this shit hole 2. I grew bored with this shit hole 3. I grew bored with this shit hole 4. I let a liar make me feel bad about their life, which turned out to be ... a lie. 5. I grew bored with this shit hole Either way, im back so nuff said, hate me or love me .... IDGAF ( i dont give a fuck) Fin

It Went...
So I just got back from seeing my Dad this weekend. I have to say it went great. Had fun and he wants me to come back down there. As a matter of fact he's mentioned more than once that he wants me to move down there. I don't know though. No life changing news from him, so that's good. He just showed me his new house and all the land that he owns. We talked, it was good. That's about it, lol.

Apartment For Rent
APARTMENT FOR RENT A businessman met a beautiful girl and agreed to spend the night with her for $500. After doing the dirty deed, and, before he left, he told her that he did not have any cash with him, but he would have his secretary write a check and mail it to her, calling the payment 'RENT FOR APARTMENT.' On the way to the office, he regretted what he had done, realizing that the whole event had not been worth the price. So he had his secretary send a check for $250 and enclose the following typed note: >> 'Dear Madam: Enclosed find a check for $250 for rent of your apartment. I am not sending the amount agreed upon, because when I rented the place, I was under the impression that: #1 - it had never been occupied; #2 - there was plenty of heat; and #3 - it was small enough to make me feel cozy and at home. However, I found out that: #1 - it had been previously occupied, #2 - there wasn't any heat, and #3 - it w

Pepsi's New Drink
Pfizer Corp. announced today that Viagra will soon be available in liquid form, and will be marketed by Pepsi Cola as a power beverage suitable for use as a mix er. It will now be possible for a man to literally pour himself a stiff one. Obviously we can no longer call this a soft drink, and it gives new meaning to the names of 'cocktails', 'highballs' and just a good old-fashioned 'stiff drink'. Pepsi will market the new concoction by the name of. MOUNT & DO. Thought for the day. There is more money being spent on breast implants and Viagra today than on Alzheimer's research. This means that by 2040, there should be a large elderly population with perky boobs and huge erections and absolutely no recollection of what to do with them.

Im Laughing
well who would have thought? im getting a divorce. laugh at me all you want. it wont bother me. im actually laughing at my situation and how much irony was poured into it. but it aint all bad. just another learning experience. but all bad things have some good come out of them. well life goes on and good and bad times will come and go. well i might not be on here much longer so peace.

Cuddle Bunny... Me!
ROSE BUD IS ON THE LOOKOUT FOR A NEWFULOVE COULD THAT BE YOU??. IF YOU'RE FEELING LONELY AND LOOKING FOR SOMEONE SPECIAL TO LIGHT UP YOUR FULIFE...THEN LOOK NO FURTHER!!! SHOW HER SOME LOVE!!! IF you think she could be your special FU-someone, give her a nice and relaxing while cosying up next to the or take her out for a romantic for two followed by a

Reality!
WRITTEN BY A 15 yr. Old SCHOOL KID IN ARIZONA : New Pledge of Allegiance (TOTALLY AWESOME) ! Since the Pledge of Allegiance And The Lord's Prayer Are not allowed in most Public schools anymore Because the word 'God' is mentioned.... A kid in Arizona wrote the attached NEW School prayer : Now I sit me down in school Where praying is against the rule For this great nation under God Finds mention of Him very odd. If Scripture now the class recites, It violates the Bill of Rights. And anytime my head I bow Becomes a Federal matter now. Our hair can be purple, orange or green, That's no offense; it's a freedom scene. The law is specific, the law is precise. Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice. For praying in a public hall Might offend someone with no faith at all. In silence alone we must meditate, God's name is prohibited by the state. We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks, And pierce our noses, tongues and cheeks.. They

Alright This Is Enough
I bought some NASCAR merchandise last year. I actually spent my hard earned tax free money on it before I left Kuwait. I bought me a T-Shirt and a hat. Mark Martin, #8 Army shirt and hat. Then I also bought a Jeff Burton shirt and hat...AT&T. Well what do you know, I actually paid attention....NEITHER ONE DRIVES FOR THE SAME SPONSOR. I give up.

Never Meant...
Never meant to hurt him Didn't want to make him feel the pain But he doesn't understand Why I still hold on to others And now he's not sure Probably thinks he's nothing to me It's just so hard They say you have to hurt one to love one But I don't want to hurt him Yet can't seem to stop loving the other I never meant to hurt him

Help Teddy T Get Spotlight Before Its Too Late!!!!!!!!!!!
PLEASE HELP ME GET A SPOTLIGHT BY DONATING FU-BUCKS TO ME AND YES IM BEGGING TO, NOT MUCH TIME LEFT FOR ME TO BE IN SPOTLIGHT NO MATTER HOW LITTLE OR A LOT IT WILL HELP ME OUT THANK YOU FOR HELPING ME OUT ANYTHING OVER 250,000 WILL GET A TAG LIKE THIS ONE CLICK ON MY PIC TO DONATE TEDDY T. OWNER OF STORMWOMAN n OWNED BY CAROLVISION63 TAT2BUNNYLUV~N~ SWEET SERENITY@ fubar (repost of original by 'TEDDY T. OWNER OF STORMWOMAN n OWNED BY CAROLVISION63 TAT2BUNNYLUV~N~ SWEET SERENITY' on '2009-03-08 13:33:49') (repost of original by '*OWN ME 4 A MONTH!* sO FrESH __[diAMond dAveS gUrL xox ][[[SHADOW LEVELER]]] *DiSciple* |I HAVE 6 B' on '2009-03-08 13:44:02') (repost of original by 'TEDDY T. OWNER OF STORMWOMAN n OWNED BY CAROLVISION63 TAT2BUNNYLUV~N~ SWEET SERENITY' on '2009-03-08 13:55:56')

My Blog (first On Fubar)
This is my first blog on Fubar (Of Course...) and also Fubar is my first foray into social interraction on the internet. First of all, it is almost like real world interraction. People bring their viewpoints along with them. From what I have seen with the ladies that I rated and fanned and pretty much interracted with have had a lot of "guys" that, if they acted as they did with the ladies in Realworld, would be incarcerated or taken to task for their attitudes. First of all, I try to give people, men and women, respect and honesty. This approach seems to surprise people. I have heard things like... "Why are you so nice?" "How can you be so nice?" "I've never talked to someone whose so honest." I just act as how I wish to be treated, honesty and respect are very important to me. My great-grandmother always said "Treat people as you wish to be treated." I try to live by that, no matter the cost. I just try to make the world a little brighter, a little happier than before.

Soda Shop
I just watched the movie Shortbus which I loved. You see penis within the first 30 seconds and there are many solo/partner/threesome/orgy sex scenes...so it's not quite a family film. Anyhow. The story is great, the film is really beautiful. There's a song in it that one of the characters plays for two others. It is also what plays on loop during the DVD menu. I had to find it. I was in love. So this is it. That's the guy who was in the movie (Jay Brannan). He tells you that in the beginning. He plays Ceth (Seth with a C). And this is the song Soda Shop. The sidewalk is rushing at my head again I’m lying on the street in the rain and wind From doing forward rolls down Avenue A With my guitar on my back don’t let it end this way Somehow I dialed my cell I didn’t know I could get service in hell How quickly can you get here Don’t know where I am dear Finally the world actually seems to be revolving around me Chorus: Shoo-be-doo

My Faith
For those of us who truly believe in the Messiah... We are not 'Christians'. The title 'Christian' and all the Western Europeanized 'holy' names that go along with it are largely in error. Let us understand the meaning of the word 'Christ'. This word is based on the Greek translation for 'messiah', Christos, which means 'Anointed One'. Check the beginning of a King James version of the New Testament. You will see 'Translated out of the Original Greek'. Was Jesus Christ a Greek? Negative. He was an Israelite. Israelites spoke Hebrew. 'Messiah' is much closer to the original Hebrew word mashiyach. [1] But then understand clearly. Neither Christ nor Messiah are proper names in the sense of family names such as Smith or Johnson. They are actually titles appended to the Saviour's original name to distinguish Him from others who also had His name. [2] And so removing the titles attached to the sacred Name, we are left with just the divinely ordained name Jesus. Matth

Looking For A Cuddle Bunny??
ROSE BUD IS ON THE LOOKOUT FOR A NEWFULOVE COULD THAT BE YOU??. IF YOU'RE FEELING LONELY AND LOOKING FOR SOMEONE SPECIAL TO LIGHT UP YOUR FULIFE...THEN LOOK NO FURTHER!!! SHOW HER SOME LOVE!!! IF you think she could be your special FU-someone, give her a nice and relaxing while cosying up next to the or take her out for a romantic for two followed by a

Points!!
OK EVERYONE I GUESS I BETTER WHORE MYSELF OUT LOL IT IS THE ONLY WAY TO MOVE UP IN THIS PLACE ANYMORE... IF SOMEONE CAN PLEASE GIVE ME A VIP OR BLING PACK I WILL GLADLY RATE EVERY PIC AND I MEAN EVERY PIC AND BLOG AND STASH YOU HAVE!!! HIT ME UP AND WE CAN MAKE A DEAL!!! PM ME!! LOTS OF LOVE P.S. MY FU-FIANCE WILL DO THE SAME!!! HEY A TWO FOR ONE DEAL! CANDI....

Libra Love Compatibility Through The Signs
Libra Love Compatibility Through The Signs *IM A LIBRA LIBRA AND ARIES COMPATIBILITY You could marry an Aries; in the case of your Venus and the Aries Mars; there is an abundance of attraction. This involves your basic gentleness and Aries' aggressiveness. It is an instance of opposites attracting each other. Aries affects that part of your chart having to do with marriage, partnerships, legal commitments, public relations, the way you face the world and the way the Mudge. Obviously, the result could be emotional fireworks. This can be exciting - but even so, excitement can wear thin. You know what you want, but you may want more than Aries can provide. On the negative side of this relationship, you draw upon each other; you sap each other's energy. You come alive but you also become weary, wary and apprehensive. The moments of joy become spaced with times of worry and frustration. With each setback, there are step forward: you are almost like a general, planning each

The Nerve Of Some People!!! Sheesh!!!
I want to set the record straight once and for all!! I am NOT a Fu-Whore!! Nor will I ever be!! If I can't afford something for myself, then I will either wait for when I do have the money, or I will go without it!!! I also want everyone to know that I take pride in being the woman I am and IDGAF what ANYONE does or doesn't like about me!!! So the next time one of you fuckers decides to start shit or decides to tell everyone that I am "whoring" myself, check yourself, because MOST people know me better than that!!! Ok, Rant is over,.....for now! ~*~Rebbie~*~

What Do We Do?
What do we do? When it’s all gone…when the pain is so numbing we are walking around dead. What do we do? When our hearts are ripped out and burned, our souls snatched out of our bodies. What do we do? Turn up our music to drown out the sound of emptiness and silence? Write to an uncaring, non understanding world? What do we do? I ask you. For once in my life I’m speechless. Broken, destroyed, and as much as I want to say something, there is nothing I can say. There are no words to explain this void or how much I hate myself. There is an overwhelming numbness taking over me. Like I don’t care, about myself anymore, because no one else does. It’s like I was in a blissful dream and woke up in a nightmare. I am ghost. A whisper. My soul can’t find my body. I’m just wondering around lost looking for something and not knowing what it is. I look around and it’s all gone. And all that remains is an empty corpse and a lost soul. So you tell me what do we do? When all is los

Stuff You May Not Have Known About Me...
~ hmm dont you just love these little "about me" sections...lol where do I begin? ok I am one of those confusing females who never know what they want...always difficult, undecided and take too long on everything...LOL...I am married with 3 wonderful kids and spend most of my time being a mom and a wife..I dont have alot of time for internet so when I Do get a chance to sit down and relax it is GREAT!! a few of my interests: ~ music ~ movies ~ tattoos ~ piercings ~ cuddling ~ reading ~ writing poetry ~ shopping ~ spending time with my kids, family and friends ~ outdoors stuff ~ clubs ~ concerts ~ the internet ~ talking on the phone ~ cooking ~ driving ~ video games ~ sleeping ~ anything paranormal or unexplained ~ photography ~ art ~ gardening ~ Music I like: *~ ICP ~* *~ TWIZTID ~* *~ Kottonmouth Kings ~* *~ tech n9ne ~* *~ boondox ~* *~ tool ~* *~ a perfect circle ~* *~ slipknot ~* *~ avenged sevenfold ~* *~ pantera ~* *~ crossfad

Saint Patrick's Day Auction
Saint Patrick's Day March 1st - March 17thAuction Are you in need of some Fubucks.. Then you came to the right place Come and Bid On The St. Patty's Day Auction.. The auction is now open to all of fubar. It will end on March 17th at midnight Fu time. So come and bid on your favorites!!!

Found A Few Good People
This year has been weird, Number one I found my childhood best freind which is great. But the best thing of all is I reconnected with a freind from kentucky when I lived there, Not only is he a freind he is becoming so much more to me. We have everything in common. hes a gamer , he loves music and hes a great dad. I feel so wonderful knowing that he is going to be such a big part of mine and my kids life.

The Loyal Opposition
Some Republicans in the US Congress (really mostly US Sen. John McCain R-AZ) like to call themselves "the Loyal Opposition". The LO sees themselves as opposing US Pres. Barack H. Obama (D-IL) when they disagree on some policy decisions but support him when they agree. They hope to work with BHO to make the nation better. I argue that "LO" is an oxy-moron. One cannot be loyal to a peron or group you oppose his/her/their viewpoint or actions. "LO" is just another friendly way of saying "Moderate". In my view, the Republican Party has no place for the LO/Moderates. It were Moderates that pushed for McCain's primary election victory and general election loss. They implode the GOP's big tent by pushing Pro-Lifers out the flap. The GOP needs real Republicans who will fight everyday in every way to curb BHO's policies and election victories. Who will embrace life, capitalism, military strength, and freedom from tyranny for Americans and nations. There is an old Vulcan sayin

Movie Review: The Last Hangman (2005)
Film: The Last Hangman (2005) Rated R for disturbing images, nudity and brief sexuality. Plot: A bio-film of Albert Pierrepoint, the last government executioner in the United Kingdom, who hung 608 prisoners. Good Points: It shows how efficient the British system of dealing with capitol murder criminals in a quick and humane way.; It shows how even the most harden men can break down.; The film just tells about the executioner and not preach about the good or evil of the death penalty. Bad Points: Not much is developed in the relationship between Pierrepoint and his wife. Kids Caution: Not for children under 14 for there are many scenes of death. Out Of Four Sters: I give this film three stars. A good bio-film that could have been expanded upon.

Learning Spanish
Spanish Words of the Day: 1. *Cheese* The teacher told Pepito to use the word cheese in a sentence. Pepito replies: Maria likes me, but cheese fat. 2. *Mushroom* When all my family get in the car, there ' s not mushroom. 3. *Shoulder* My fren wanted 2 become a citizen but she didn ' t know how to read so I shoulder. 4. * Texas * My fren always Texas me when I ' m not home wondering where I ' m at! 5. *Herpes* Me and my fren ordered pizza. I got mine piece and she got herpes. 6. *July* Ju told me ju we're going to tha store and July to me! Julyer! 7. *Rectum* I had 2 cars but my wife rectum! 8. *Chicken* I was going to go to the store with my wife but chicken go herself. 9. *Wheelchair* We only have one enchilada left, but don' t worry wheelchair 10. *Chicken* *wing* My wife plays the lottery so chicken wing. 11. *Harassment* My wife caught me in bed with another women and I told her honey harassment nothing to me. 12. *Bishop* My wife

Wanna Own Me For A Month?
direct link to auction... http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1372384&albumid=1011653&i=4140599576&idx=38 read my bulletin... http://www.fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=67038043 i'm up for auction own me for a month. Auction ends 3/14. right now going for the cheap price of only 2 million fu-bucks winner will be... 1- added to my family 2- during happy hour receive all my 11's for a week 3- 2 semi SFW salutes 4- I will add your name as owner for the month 5- added to my yahoo and more willing to negotiate if something more your interested in

Women
"A Texas Wife" Three men married wives from different states. The first man married a woman from Michigan . He told her that she was to do the dishes and house cleaning. It took a couple of days, but on the third day, he came home to see a clean house and dishes washed and put away. The second man married a woman from Missouri . He gave his wife orders that she was to do all the cleaning, dishes and the cooking. The first day he didn't see any results, but the next day he saw it was better. By the third day, he saw his house was clean, the dishes were done and there was a huge dinner on the table. The third man married a girl from TEXAS . He ordered her to keep the house cleaned, dishes washed, lawn mowed, laundry washed, and hot meals on the table for every meal. He said the first day he didn't see anything, the second day he didn't see anything but by the third day, some of the swelling had gone down and he could see a little out of his left eye, and his ar

My Last Day
Hey friends, after monday the 9th I will no longer be on here to talk at least until I find a job. My father told me today that I am no longer allowed on here until I can find a job. I want to let everyone know I will miss you all and that I hope you all try and keep in touch. Big Hugzz Stacie P.S. Here is my cell number if you should need to reach me for anything 1-417-429-6545 you can always SMS me from yahoo- if you need to. If I dont respond its because I am out of minutes. P.S.S. I may be able to hop off and on here once in a while..but only wednesdays-saturdays-after 2pm my time! Hugzzz All

Hola Amigos
its sunday...how was yalls weekend? leave me tales from the wild side or something. i have none of my own, i went out thursday night and it was the same faces, and same shit as the last time i went to le spirit bar. and that was over a year ago i realized. woohoo the bayou lol. ive been thinking of moving to metarie, wich is closer to New Orleans and its sounding pretty good lately...maybe even the west bank. any who... as you were*

Marriage
"A Texas Wife" Three men married wives from different states. The first man married a woman from Michigan . He told her that she was to do the dishes and house cleaning. It took a couple of days, but on the third day, he came home to see a clean house and dishes washed and put away. The second man married a woman from Missouri . He gave his wife orders that she was to do all the cleaning, dishes and the cooking. The first day he didn't see any results, but the next day he saw it was better. By the third day, he saw his house was clean, the dishes were done and there was a huge dinner on the table. The third man married a girl from TEXAS . He ordered her to keep the house cleaned, dishes washed, lawn mowed, laundry washed, and hot meals on the table for every meal. He said the first day he didn't see anything, the second day he didn't see anything but by the third day, some of the swelling had gone down and he could see a little out of his left eye, and his ar

Hawaiian Vacation Giveaway Annouced!
Hi Everyone. For those of you who know me are aware that I work for an ADULT magazine company. warning naked people - www.paganman.com We are officially on issue 5 now and things just keep getting better and better. To show off all the cool things we can do with our magazine we are giving away a free trip to Hawaii. The person who sells the most amount of subscriptions in the next 6 months gets an all expense paid trip to Hawaii. Amazing right? On top of that we will be giving away prizes monthly for top performers. Selling the magazine is pretty easy and anyone with any online friends can do it. Contact me for more details or email vlad@paganman.com">

Measure Of A Man
Measure Of A Man Define to me if you can The measure of a man Is it how he makes you feel safe Or cruel words that make you feel disgraced Is it candy and roses Or black eyes and bloody noses Is it the gentle touch of his hand Or fear when you dont obey his jealous commands Is it sleeping in his arms at night Or his unfaithful lies Is it breakfast in bed Or him wishing you were dead Is it dinner by candle light Or how you always fight Is it him seranading you with poem and song Or how everything you do is wrong Is it how he moves Heaven and earth to prove his love Or how nothing you do is never enough Some one help me understand The measure of a man

3.8.09 Part 2 (includes Me Getting Rid Of My Myspace Acct)
As I stated earlier. I had made a lot of decisions and simplifying things. Well one of those things I am simplifying is getting rid of my 19,000+ friend myspace acct. I dont want to just delete it, so if you interested in taking it off my hands, simply send an offer to my shoutbox r inbox. ==================================================== In other news.... Club Twiss had to close last night. The owner thought her computer was fucked up but come to find out it was just her music player. Unfortunately she had closed Twiss before realizing this. If you were coming to Twiss her new lounge is called Suga Drips.

Support Is Available
> http://www.fubar.com/user/2384077 > > http://www.fubar.com/user/2419961 > > http://www.fubar.com/user/2337370 If any one has been effected by the actions of any one or all three of these profiles, goodnews - there is now support available for you - mail me for details - but only if you have directly been affected by it.

To Mark
Mark, my life without you has been so incomplete! I have ALWAYS feared I would never get the chance of you loving me again! I am truely bleesed that you have given me another chance! I swear I will never let you down like that ever aain. I want to be your everything always! You are my forever love ! I love you so much:>

All Good Goin Fu Peeps Read This
OKAY AS MOST OF YOU PROBABLY KNOW THERE IS A COUPLE ON HERE THAT DELETE AND BLOCK PEOPLE FOR LITTLE THINGS. NOW I USUALLY DONT CARE AND LET STUPID CRAP LIKE THIS ROLL OFF ME, BUT I THINK ITS TIME TO AIR OUT THIER DIRTY LAUNDRY. DEREK&CANDYREALMARRIED/DONTFLIRTWITHUSTHISISACOUPLESPROFILEBOTHOWNAMEN/READOURPROFILEIMPORTANT/A/R/F @ fubar I BELIEVE THAT LIKE MYSELF OTHERS ON HERE HAVE LIVES OUTSIDE OF FUBAR BUT THESE PEOPLE THINK THEY SHOULD COME BEFORE OUR HOME LIVES. FAIR WARNING IF THEY ARE ON YOUR LIST YOU BETTER PUT THEM FIRST IF YOU WANT TO KEEP THEM AS FRIENDS CAUSE LORD KNOWS IF YOU MISS JUST ONE OF THIER AUTO'S OR IF YOU COMMENT THEM REGULARLY AND MISS JUST ONE DAY YOU WILL BE BLOCKED. I MYSELF THINK IT IS VERY FUNNY. JUST A COUPLE OF WEEKS AGO I RECIVED A PROFILE COMMENT THAT THEY HAD AUTOS ON. MIND YOU HERE LATELY I HAVENT BEEN RATING ANYBODY I GET ON CHECK MY MAIL RETURN LOVE AND GET OFF, I DO NOT HAVE MUCH TIME FOR ANYTHING ELSE. WELL TODAY I FIND OUT TH

10 Days And Counting
Today is March 8th, I cant believe that in 10 days it will be a year since I lost my dad. There are times I know I would have never gotten through all this with out the help of my amazing friends on here. People outside the internet world can understand how I can call people I never met and may never meet my friends. I remember the day my dad died I texted on of my friends here to tell him and by the time I got home from my moms I had so many messages and comments I was overwhelmed. I found out how many friends I really did have on here. Around the holidays I started that support group and met so many of you who have also lost parents and many of you told me the 1st year is the hardest but it will get easier and I hope you are right because I am living with the same heartache now I had a year ago as I watched my father die. I do know that this all has made me a stronger person I never really knew how strong til I stood next to my dads casket reading the eulogy that I wrote

It Takes The Courage And Strength Of A Warrior To Ask For Help
Vets flooding suicide hot line Phone service getting up to 250 calls daily Monday, July 28, 2008 The VA estimates that every year 6,500 veterans take their own lives. The mental health director for the VA, Ira Katz, said in an e-mail last December that of the 18 veterans who commit suicide each day, four to five of them are under VA care, and 12,000 veterans under VA care are attempting suicide each year. This month, the hot line began an advertising campaign in Washington area subway stations and buses featuring the slogan, “It takes the courage and strength of a warrior to ask for help.” The veterans hot line, which is linked to the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline, received 55,000 callers in its first year, including both veterans and people who are concerned about them, according to figures being released Monday. One-third of the 40 specially trained counselors are veterans themselves. “We try to get them [callers] to talk about their situ

From The Mouth Of My Daughter!
My daughter was supposed to go to a choir concert yesterday for her school. It was from 8 a.m. to 4 p.m. She would only sing once and have to stay for the entire thing. She is a straight A student so,when she asked if she could get out of it I said yes. She stayed the night at a friends house last night and apparently went shopping this morning. I get a phone call... Her...Omg,Mr ChoirTeacher is here! What am I going to do?!? Me...Ummm,go through the check out? Her..No,no,no!!! I was supposed to be at the concert! Me...It's ok,I will take care of it tomorrow. Her...Ok...click I walk downstairs and my cell is going off...Text from her... 1st text...Omg! We are so phucked!! 2nd test...Nevermind,he left. She will be baking cookies at her friends house lol

Meanings Of Life
Just like most of us I don't ask much from life. A little luck, a little happiness, Is this too much to ask? Should I go for less? Find someone to love? Meet someone to cherish? That was all I needed in my life. A sweet girl that’s mine, Maybe one day she'll be my wife? Clearly my day just hasn’t come, My day still hasn’t arrived Will I ever meet her? My one and only to be bride. So much loving to give, so little received. So little love taken, I ve always been deceived. Hurt and alone I continue my way, Maybe the one will came and just maybe she'll forever stay. Only the future knows, Only the future can tell. Shall I ever meet her? The one that loves me aswell.

Angelwings
Angels fly round the sea Their wings fell of The wind take it Give it to me I fly high Through the sky Along you skin Untill my wings will die When my wings fall of and go down in the sea And the wind will take it with I know you are there And your heart is like the wings could be

The Current Situation In The World
Ya know, I listen to a lot of music. A LOT! I have heard a song recently that got me to thinking quite a bit. Not bout life, love or the lack of. This time a song actually got me to thinking about the state of the world. I heard John Rich's "Shutting Detroit Down". I know I am just an average Joe, and I can't do much, but it just drives me nuts. Ok, here I am living on less than $50,000 a year. I am making ends meet, and I am having to pay for what I buy, I am having to pay for what I use. If I buy a new truck for $28,000, I am expected to pay for it and there are repercussions if I don't. Now why is it that corporations can go and rack up millions in debt, make mistakes, and then the government expects us to pay for those mistakes? I did some basic math, and over the course of the next several years, I AM GOING TO HAVE TO PAY $38,000 just to pay for these corporations mistakes. You want to fix the economy? Here are some simple ideas. Stop considering low

More Sketches.....
please remember me in this new life that you lead i was the one-you claimed you needed please remember me.... xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx you were my star, my sapphire... a love so intense, it burned with desire but reality burned it much quicker my love my heart now a funeral pyre. m.

Wasn't Supposed To Love
I was certain certain that I would never fall in love I didn't care my heart was cold, unbreakable there was no way, that I would get hurt because of love I never meant for this to happen Love wasn't supposed to come my way but this is real You make me feel things I've never felt before feelings I didn't want to feel because... whith love... comes pain You brought both in my life the feelings I didn't want to feel

3/08/09
Aquarius January 20 - February 18 Today is your day to dream, and dream big, dear Aquarius. Think about what it is that you want the most out of life. Aim your arrow to the stars and pull back your bow as far as possible. There is no limit to how far you can go. Your only limitation is your own imagination. Don't worry if your plan doesn't seem to make any rational sense. Worry more about what you want and less about how you are going to get it.

Ummm Ok?
So I'm trying to get rid of my 11s before I go to work cuz I don't think I'm getting online when I get home. I was down to 40 last I looked and now I have 84. :/ I've also rated people & it says I've been awarded points, but it looks like I haven't rated the pic. And I can rate it multiple times. Weirdness. Off to work I go. Have a great Sunday all! And if you forgot: turn your clocks ahead!!

If You Need A Little...
If you need a little hand come knocking on my door if you want a little kiss well girl, I can give you four If you want a little sex baby, I’m your man I you need a little talk you know where I am but If you need a little love like for a year or two beauty, I ain’t the right guy Cause forever I’ll be loving you

My Lord Darkness
I call upon my Lord God ''Send me an angel'' One that will love me. One that will watch over me And protect me However, he did NOT answer me. I then turned to the darkside I asked the same thing ''Send me an angel..'' And I got my wish. There he appeared Suddenly out of nowhere In a cool mist Within the midnight full moon I was in awe Quivering slightly As he stood before me A Fallen Angel My Dark Lord My Lord Darkness That is His Name He is My DarkKnight in Shining Armor He is My Salvation The Ink of My Soul The Passion in My Heart. My Lord Darkness I Love You!

Darkseed - My Burden
We are the tyrants within this is my burden to carry poison in the veins of gracious earth creeping mean disease, a bleeding flow This world is a dirty pool and we sink ist es das was ihr wollt oder nicht versteht so kann's nicht enden wir sind verderben and this is my burden Loud horns trumpet the end sounds of perverted disharmony we are the tyrants within this is my burden to carry Roaring voids of night season of unreason bloodstained, angels unshrouded my burden to carry schandwerk, Schreiende nacht nluefraub, ihr saught weiter bohrt tief, teif ins fleisch ihr labt euch am untergang Evil feeds you lights are dimming sleep well This is the end das ist das ende

Darkseed - Disbeliever
We are living in an unrefined world where wonders fall as soon as they rise the shadows haunt the deaf and blind you are one of them 'cause you are a disbeliever Living in a world ruled by demons for breaking the pure wings of our angels who flee and conceal, THey're damned to silence lore ends now now they resign and toss ideas away while cold pelting rains decend - washing brains Deadlocked, hidebound, desperate you all disbelieve no trust in the unseen you don't dream Echos heard far-off they witness past achievements but they left no light to guide us through this nightmare burning scars, we are baptised heretics rumors fly like swirling leaves and spread losing our belief in unseizable values once esteemed and adores - now they flee and conceal, They're damned to silence but i believe leave and resign and toss ideas away while cold pelting rains decend - washing brains Deadlocked, hidebound, desperate you all disbelieve no trust in the unseen you don't

Blutengel - Lucifer
She was not one of them She never had a friend She was the one that got taste She was not one of them She always stands alone Nobody gave her returns she was always pushed around she was not one of them She is in love with the devil, She is in love with Lucifer This is her revenge for all the years of pain and tears Fire's falling from the sky, she is burning down her past She starts a new life, to hell with Jesus Christ Love with the devil, She is in love with Lucifer This is her revenge for all the years of pain and tears Fire's falling from the sky, she is burning down her past She starts a new life, to hell with Jesus Christ Her parents died by accident She never felt in love with someone Nobody understood her fear And every night she cryied for help she prayied to God 'cause she was told to But he never spoked to her She felt so cold and left alone But then the fallen angel came And then the fallen angel came To heal the pain inside her heart Her br

Chat Room Widow
alright, so this is my first blog ever, i like the concept of a blog, so i thought i would give it a whirl. My subject today is gonna be Chat rooms. While in general i think they are a fun way to spend some free time, bored, an hour or two, once or twice a week, just good fun. But then you have people, like my dear husband, who get on first thing in the morning, and as soon as they get home from work. ALL of their free time is spent in a chat room. Now my bro in law lives with us, and he is even worse. they get in the room, and they are on for 4 hours at a time. ones on the laptop, ones on the desktop, and i am just sitting here. its not like its every now and then, this is happening at least 4 nights a week! he's up until 1/2 in the morning! its ridiculous! i try to occupy myself, but you can only clean so much. when i am on the web, i try to do it when it doesnt interfere with anything else. i get the laundry done, dinner done, etc. but he just sits there in his chair, laughing with

Danger Test!
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Alcohol Tobacco And Firearms
In my wandering mind, I got to thinking of the ATF, the Bureau of Alcohol, Tobacco, and Firearms. I've often thought this would have to be the coolest of the Governmental Agency, I mean who doesn't like Alcohol, Tobacco and Firearms really? But I started thinking, ok I know there is a definite mission to fight against Alcohol, it is after all the whole basis for NASCAR today, even if they don't want you to think about it. (Check out this story on Sam Adams breaking the law) Firearms are certainly a problem as well, plenty of illegal doings going on there, you need someone keeping an eye on that. There isn't a lot of talk about big Tobacco raids though, you don't see news releases on the war on Colombian Tobacco Farmers. Is it time to take the T out of the ATF? Curiously driven, I went to the ATF site, and right there on the front page was this article: FORMER PUYALLUP TRIBAL COUNCIL MEMBER AND SMOKE SHOP OWNER SENTENCED FOR CONTRABAND CIGARETTE SCHEME Couple Cheating Stat

Who Are You ?
Who Are You ? I am a child of the forgotten god, The same god we are all made of. In his likeness we were formed, Yet no two are alike in this world. There is a difference between you and me' That is something you can definately see. You don't like me, And I don't care. You are a sorry little ass, And you let it show. How sad it must be to be you. You are your own worst enemy. Full of love is how I am, I dont care what you think about me. I will accept you just as you are, It is your hell that you adore. Live it to the fullest degree. This thing in your mind, That has left you behind. In your struggle to get free, Watch that little demon doesn't strangle you. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved.

Ms Walk 2009
As some of my or not know my wife Carrie ( as if I have more then 1 wife ) was diagnosed with MS 2 years ago. For those of you that dont know what MS is its multiple sclerosis and the easiest way to explain it without getting all technical ( trust me I have heard enough of it ) in a nutshell the body and brain are confused and it attacks the good cells in the brain thinking they are bad cells. Like when you get a germ in you your immune system attacks it well in a case with multiple sclerosis it attacks the wrong part and causes all kinda of problems. Carrie has alot of things that try and keep her down with MS but I have never seen her " Give up " . Some of the symptoms she gets are pretty severe yet she stands tall day after day no matter how much pain she is in. She works a full time job, Is a college student and now is pregnant with our first child. On top of all that she STILL has to put up with me ! ( that alone...ehhh... I dont wanna talk about it ..LOL ) ANYWAYS..The whole

3/8 Cherrybomb Bux Bonanza
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Grrrrrrrrrrrr
TIME FOR ME TO FINALLY RANT..I DO NOT WANT TO HAVE TO NOD MY HEAD AND SMILE ALOT JUST TO BE ACCEPTED GRRRRRRRRRR I have been offline for a few weeks due to computer problems...It has come to my attention that while I was gone I had a few messages and alot of people got aggrivated because I did not add family or group members right away. So therefore I am withdrawing any involvement in ALL of my families and or groups except 2....World Rock Radio and Git-R-Done Family If anybody wishes to remain on my list leave a comment here OR send me a message..All those that do not will be removed..I am sick and tired of having to come on here and deal with shit when I have alot of other problems of my own I know this doesn't sound like me but it is..I try to be nice..I try to be understanding....and No as an answer to all the family questions that I have been getting I WILL NOT change my name and add such and such family.. As long as I have it or Had it somewhere on my profile it should b

Breathless
My heart beats in an uncertain rhythm, You heard it once, you told me, In your quiet voice you only use for private moments, My heart beats at those times when you bend your head and pull me close, When you whisper and touch me, My breath catches in my throat... I suffocate at the feeling of your lips on mine, I'm drowning when I'm in your arms... You saw me once, clutching, reaching for safety, As I drowned from the pleasure of your most intimate kiss, You told me what you saw with desire and satisfaction in your eyes. I see that look in your eyes in my head, Your face hidden, My hands in your hair, The breath slips from my lungs...

Raaaaaaawr
So I'm sitting here and I get this add request on yahoo from a person I don't know who it is .. making a lewd comment in the request.. so I just deny it right.. then the add request comes again and the guy says "wow sounds like someone is racist, guess you wanna stick with the vienna sausages" blah blah blah.. now THAT pissed me off.. I never even replied anything when I denied it, so how can someone determine you are racist just because you deny a request and hell its not like I could see what the person looked like GRRRRRRRRRRr so then I told him hmmmm first I never even SAID anything.. 2nd I don't even know what you look like.. but now I wouldn't add you just because you are somneone that would MAKE a comment like that! Dammit I'm steamin :/

Friends..lovers...friends? Lovers?? Oh Forget It!!!
Things have sure changed since I was a kid in high school. I remember the first time I asked a girl out on a "date." It was in Junior High School in the 7th grade. Of course it was not a real date. Boys and girls do not talk to each other in the 7th grade. Come to think of it, many do not talk to each other in mid life. At Henry D. Perry Jr. High School in Miramar, Florida, there was a record hop once a month on Friday evening in the gym. Since we were not old enough to have a drivers license, we all rode our trusty bicycles or had our parents take turns hauling us to the gym. So asking a girl out on a date in those days was really about having a dance partner at the hop. One thing about asking a girl out at that age was the insecurity of it all. Here is the object of your intense butterfly in the stomach attack walking past you in the hallway or sitting in the classroom and strange things began to happen in your body when you looked in her ...errrrrr...eyes. Asking her out

Cindragon Has Autos
Cindy Has An AUTO ON Go Give Her A Spanking ♦CinDragon♦Founder of ClubMystic♦I.B.I.C♦@ fubar Thank You *Goofball* Happily Fu-Owned by Scarlett@ fubar (repost of original by ' ♦CinDragon♦Founder of ClubMystic♦I.B.I.C♦' on '2009-03-08 07:48:14')

Threesome...4 My Friends...
Now here's what your supposed to do....and please do not spoil the fun..Start a new note,delete my answers and put in your own.Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn alot of little known things about each other. Three names I go by. 1) Michaela 2) Missy Kila 3) M Three jobs I have had in my life. 1) Research assistant 2) Olde English candy shoppe owner at an amusement park 3) worked in a deli in undergrad (hated it…remember I am a vegetarian…) Three places I have lived. Hmmm tough one lol 1) Eastern Virginia 2) Chinon, France 3) Philadelphia Three TV shows I watch. 1) CSI (all of them!!!) …yeah Carrie 2) GhostHunters 3) The Daily Show With Jon Stewart/The Colbert Report (OMG!!!) Three places I have been. 1) Hugo, Minnesota 2) Las Vegas 3) Madrid, Spain Three people that e-mail me regularly. 1) Bee…faithfully 2) Work colleagues 3) Family Three of my Favorite foods. 1) Trader Joe’s Jasmine rice (awesome… 3 mi

Tryin' To Keep Up W/the "joneses"
> > I will be activating an auto 11 Today @5:30pm EDT (1:30pm Futime)!!!!! They will run until Monday, March 9, 2009, 5:30pm EDT (1:30pm PDT)!!!! C'mon over and level up!!!! P.S., There will also be some love I need to return to people who have bombed me along the way as well!

Still
Soft, smooth, round Your hands on my back Gentle, timid, yet wanting more... Words you long to say cling to my lips Like dew on a midsummer flower Breath trembles the air Threatening the fall Delicate movements betray us A fluttering eyelash, a tremblng fingertip... You wrap your arms around me Enfold me in silence Your head on my breast, on my heart Listening in stillness...

Cindragon Haz Auto's! (ty Goofball!)
Cindy Has An AUTO ON Go Give Her A Spanking ♦CinDragon♦Founder of ClubMystic♦I.B.I.C♦@ fubar Thank You *Goofball* Happily Fu-Owned by Scarlett@ fubar (repost of original by '*Goofball* Happily Fu-Owned by Scarlett' on '2009-03-08 07:32:22')

Auto's On! (ty Goofball)
Cindy Has An AUTO ON Go Give Her A Spanking ♦CinDragon♦Founder of ClubMystic♦I.B.I.C♦@ fubar Thank You *Goofball* Happily Fu-Owned by Scarlett@ fubar (repost of original by '*Goofball* Happily Fu-Owned by Scarlett' on '2009-03-08 07:32:22')

Finger In The Air
Go away, I'm in too truthful a mood to talk Lines on the map get tangled up when my heart gets lost, Cut me down to size I believe, cut me down Everybody said "It ain't gonna be easy" Nobody said "Kid, it's gonna get hard" Heaven's a place for only those who pay their bills on time And fate has a way of turning innocence into a crime Cut me down to size I believe, cut me down Everybody said "It ain't gonna be easy" Nobody said "Kid, it's gonna get hard" They said, "Give up; go back where you belong. Dreaming's for the dead; The road is too long" Middle finger in the air; I'm still here, egging them on. The road's paved the same way for sinners and saints Beginners test the water and suffer the fates You don't know what I've seen You don't know what I've seen You don't know this is what I've always wanted. Everybody said "It ain't gonna be easy" Nobody said "Kid, it's gonna get hard" They said, "Give up; go back where you belong. Dreaming's for the dead; The

"the Superbeings"
We are so used to living in a material world, ruled by pragmatism, relying solely on the individual, and leaving knowledge to science alone, that we forget that more collective psychologies may have a bearing on our lives. Indeed, I’m convinced that ‘mechanisms’ exist throughout human experience that are just as prevalent today as in the past. It is just that our worldview is so short sighted that we do not even consider such esoteric elements. Researchers such as Jung and Campbell knew this. greek-warrior1 In their work on myths and archetypes, they identified specific personality traits that exist in myth. But more than this, they also appeared in our dreams. Myths, it seems, were our dreams writ large – the first ‘media’, as it were. And the relationship between myth and us does not stop here. Indeed, it is fundamental to who we are. Why did myths have such an effect on people? Because those archetypal gods were actually aspects of our own psychology. In heroes such as

Station Fire Settlement Plan Moves Ahead
By Tracy Breton Journal Staff Writer PROVIDENCE — U.S. Magistrate Judge David L. Martin has approved a proposed plan for distributing $176 million in settlement offers that have been made to more than 300 people who lost loved ones or suffered injuries in the Station nightclub fire in 2003. In a brief order, Martin also approved the appointment of Jeffrey Dahl, of Faribault, Minn., to be a neutral verification expert in the case. Dahl has developed the claim forms that will have to be completed by the fire victims before they receive any money from the settlements. Martin also granted a motion to establish a special trust fund that needs to be created as a repository for the settlement proceeds and to appoint Massachusetts lawyer Paul A. Finn as administrator for the trust fund. None of the defendants sued by the victims filed objections to these motions and Martin, in his order, said he “sees no reason why they should not be granted.” Martin’s actions move the m

What Do You Like
FETISH 101 TERMS & DEFINITIONS FROM THE FETISH LIFESTYLE FETISH: Excessive sexual focus on an object of fixation. That's what this site is about. Everyone has their own little fetishes. Some have more than others. Do you know what your's are? Here are some terms and definitions from the fetish "language". TYPES OF FETISHES Acrotomophilia The person is sexually aroused by the sight of an amputation usually of a whole arm or leg. Adolescentilism The person is aroused by impersonating both the dress and behavior of an adolescent. Andromimetophilia A woman who is sexually aroused by impersonating a man. They purposefully look like and act like a man. Apotemnophilia This person is sexually aroused by having a part of their body amputated either by themselves or someone else. The memory of the amputation can serve to arouse them for years. It is the act of having an extremity amputated that is arousing; thus, they have to be awake during the process. Asphyxiophilia This i

If You Ever Do A Blast -- Read This!
After getting 2 days hopelessly behind in response to my BLAST traffic results , I finally got desperate and had to cut to the chase just review some -- in following priority order from top to bottom. All else ignore. I did this via saying "see all" of My Bar Tab and then selecting each category below in turn to check out in the "For Me" area on left of 3 screens. 0. profile comment --- helpful assistance for my errors 1. messages --- from users & about secret admirers. 2. friend requests --- I need some "about me" & "interests" in their profile, or informally done via private messaging me. 3. blog comments 4. profile rated 11 5. became my fan 6. my photo added to favorites --- yikes, I thought this was "hidden" !

Eventual Discovery About Blast
After getting 2 days hopelessly behind, I finally got desperate and had to cut to the chase just review some -- in following priority order from top to bottom. All else ignore: 0. profile comment --- helpful assistance for my errors 1. messages --- from users & about secret admirers. 2. friend requests --- I need some "about me" & "interests" in their profile, or informally done via private messaging me. 3. blog comments 4. profile rated 11 5. became my fan 6. my photo added to favorites --- yikes, I thought this was "hidden" !

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Give Your Answers
Fill It Out....thanks to the person I copied this from 5 hours ago Comments (0) [Delete] [Edit] Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute? 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5. Would you take a shower with me? 6. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7. Would you leave after or stay the night? 8. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9. Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11. Would you kiss me during sex? 12. Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14. Can I use you as a booty call? 15. Can we take pictures of the act? 16. How long would we have sex? 17. Would you tell your friends about me? 19. Would you want me for a girl friend or as a friend? 20. Do u consider me sexy? 21. Were would u like to have sex? 22. Wats ur sexual fantasy? 23. Can i be in it? 24. Will you give me your phone number? 25. Will you post

Owned
>>"Ridge Hall computer assistance; may I help you?" "Yes, well, I'm having trouble with WordPerfect." >>"What sort of trouble?" "Well, I was just typing along, and all of a sudden the words went away." >>"Went away?" "They disappeared." >>"Hmm. So what does your screen look like now?" "Nothing." >>"Nothing?" "It's blank; it won't accept anything when I type." >>"Are you still in WordPerfect, or did you get out?" "How do I tell?" >>"Can you see the C: prompt on the screen?" "What's a sea-prompt?" >>"Never mind, can you move your cursor around the screen?" "There isn't any cursor: I told you, it won't accept anything I type." >>"Does your monitor have a power indicator?" "What's a monitor?" >>"It's the thing with the screen on it that looks like a TV. Does it have a little light that tells you when it's on?" "I don't know." >>"Well, then look on the back of the monitor and find where the power cord goes into it. Can you see that

Friends W/benefits Or F*ck Buddies,what Is Your Take?
Just fishing for your thoughts on "FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS" I may be completely wrong, but a friend with benefits is definately not the same as a "FUCK BUDDY" or is it ? What are your thoughts ???.........I seem to think friends with benefits are friends first where as fuck buddies are just that...........just another fuck .

Stolen From 9987
It makes you think! Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, & enter yours. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real... nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question. Have Fun! 1. What is your name: Jaicen 2. A four letter word: Jazz 3. A boy's name: Jebus 4. A girl's name: Jazzmine 5. An occupation: Juggalo.......killer. 6. A colour: Juicy red 7. Something you wear: Jock strap 8. A food: Juicy Fruit 9. Something found in the bathroom: Jai's aftershave 10. A place: Jalepeno Ranch 11. A reason for being late: Jumped by midget gangstas 12. Something you shout: JOW!!! 13. A movie title: "Just In Time" 14. Something you drink: Jew Energy Drink 15. A musical group: Jazztastic Mummettes 16. An animal: Jai

Please Read,l.w.creations News
L.W.Creations (Lord Wolf) + Master Morpher Kanan,have Split with there Merge.Kanan will Create on his Own..L.W.Creations will Continue.Unlike Kanan Lord Wolf,has a real Life that revolves around Fubar.Now Kanan his only Life is Fubar.Because I myself went Fishing during his Auto 11 event.An I Play Darts on a Regular Basis with Real Life Friends he Feels I Let him Down.I Posted him Bullys,Created him Beautiful Tags.Still gave him all my 11's.Many on Fubar Desire Bad Reality Check.Please Don't be mad at me because I have a Life not much of one,but still a bit of one.

Owwies And Stuff
I was sewing on my corset.. and stabbed myself over and over with the needle... stupid leather.. have to work it through and then stab myself haha.. then.. i was using my rotary tool to cut the fabric for the next project since i am not going to beable to finish the corset for a few days as i need to go get some boning... and cut my finger with that! it is owwie night i think...

Stolen From Shawty
1. What is your best friends name? Olga 2. What color underwear/boxers wearing now? peach colored 3. What are you listening to right now? silence 4. Whats your favorite number? 7 5. What was the last thing you ate? cheesesticks and candy 6. If you were a crayon what color would you be? poopy brown 7. How is the weather right now? Raining 8. Who was the last person you talked 2 on the phone? PayPal customer service 9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Eyebrows, neck, nose 10. Do you have a significant other? Dougie 11. Favorite TV show? The Office 12. Siblings? step sister, who is half Russian half Panaman and starred in Mexican soaps 13. Height? 5'2 without heels 14. Hair color Always brown 15. Eye Color? very dark brown, almost black 16. Do you wear contacts? No 17. Favorite Holiday? Halloween 18. Month? October 19. Have you ever cried for no reason? Yes, out of frustration; which is a reason

New Bully Running,if I Offend Some O Well
Kanan Seeks Rates.Happy Hour Rates in Exchange for Morphs + 3 D Images.100 Rates During HH Only Please. Kanan The Dreamcatcher@ fubar L.W.Creations,Still needs a bit more Love for Godfather.Sweet Custom Fubar ID's,Comment Tags of Various Degrees.+ a Limited Number of Morphs can be had.Happy Hour Rates Prefferred but not Required. *L.W.Creations*Morphs,Tags,& Beyond.AKA-LORD WOLF,Fu Married to Just Susan@ fubar My Fu Wife Desirers Picture Love.Since her Marriage to myself Lord Wolf.Her Upperuppity Stuck Up Rich Friends do not Rate her as they have in the Past.Susan has Nice Girly Pictures to Rate.An can Create Nice Things at Kimi. Just Susan Fu Married to Lord Wolf :)@ fubar Fallen Angel Levelers.Seeking a Few Good Women an Men..If you like Rating Pictures an Being in a Controlled Family Inviroment perhaps this New Young Family of Levelers.Will Offer u the Friendship your Required. ~Toxic Angel®~Owner Of Fallen Angel Levelers~@ fubar

One More Drink
One more drink And I do believe I'll drown Don't you think That this room is spinning round By the way What did you say was your name I don't recall Cuz everything just starts to sound the same YOu tell me one more time with feeling I swear I been staring at this ceiling Won't you pour me in my car I swear I really don't live that far... One more drink And I'll have that woman off my mind Don't you think I'm sure it happens all the time The things I say Are usually better left unsaid I don't recall Did she say I'd be better off dead YOu tell me one more time with feeling I swear I been staring at this ceiling Won't you pour me in my car I swear I really don't live that far... One more drink And I do believe I'll drown One more drink I'll end up in the lost and found One more drink Won't remember what I said One more drink Wake up with a bullet in my head

My Birthday
OK I JUST WANT TO LET EVERYONE KNOW MY BIRTHDAY IS MARCH 16TH AND ILL BE THE BIG 31. ID LIKE TO INVITE ALL MY TUSCALOOSA OR SURROUNDING AREA FRIENDS TO COME JOIN ME AT MY BIRTHDAY BASH! MY BIRTHDAY PARTY IS GOING TO BE AT BIG ALS IN TUSCALOOSA,ALABAMA. MOST PPL FROM AROUND HERE KNOWS OF BIG ALS BUT IF YOU WANT TO COME AND DONT KNOW WHERE IT IS JUST PRIVIT MESSAGE ME AND ILL GIVE YOU DIRECTIONS. WARNING TO ALL THIS IS A KARIOKI BAR AND I DO SING LMAO. I REALY HOPE SOME OF YALL WILL COME AND MEET ME FOR THE FIRST TIME.

Darkness
Darkness Here I am sitting in the darkness all alone And for once not afraid. No I am not sad, for your on my mind and in my heart. I think of the time we will have to hold eachother, and I smile. I am not sure what the Great Spirit was Thinking, but for once he got it right. I know it's like a dream, and I never want To wake up. I can feel your arms holding me tight, The warmth goes through me. My heart races at the thought of your breath On my neck. My hands start to sweat at the thought of us as one. Oh sweet darkness your now my friend. Show me the warmth of my love when he's not Near. For darkness is where I see my love. By WhispersSoft

Karma
Ahh the glory days of college, When i was in college i was hopelessly helplessly in love with a girl named Paula. man i would have killed for tis woman I loved her so much. We spoke of marriage and kids after i She finished her degree and i compleated my infantry officers basic course After i compleated my degree program and I got My commision as a 2nd Lieutanant in the Army.. Well iw ent to Fort Benning Ga for the 4 month course and i got a dear John letter. Come to find out old paula took everything in my apartment also and moved in with some Black Marine... Well i havent seen paula in year but she called me out of the Blue the other day... how she found me Ill never know. She was "Sorry" things didnt work out and she took all my belongings yadda yadaa. I just kinda said OK and hung up. Well the other day i heard a Song by the ALL AMERICAN REJECTS called "GIVES YOU HELL" The song fit my feelings towards Paual to A "T" This song goes out to paula and all you women out theyre th

The Wolf (maqwai'o)
The Wolf (Maqwai'o) The Wolf Clan of Menominee At night deep in sleep I see the wolf in the distant I hear the native flute & drum I hear the wolf howl in tune I fall deeper into sleep As I sit in the green grass The wolf comes closer The flute & drum get louder My heart starts to beat in time with the drum I hear the word Maqwai'o (wolf)repeating Is this really a dream or a vision I fall deeper into sleep The wolf comes to my side The wolf tells me lisen to the flute & drum He ask do you feel it deep inside I say yes He say's you can hear me It is I Maqwai'o (wolf) your spirit guide Do not cry I am always with you..just as You can hear the flute & drum By WhispersSoft

Things You Can Do With A Dollar
1. Use it as a fancy tablecloth in your dollhouse living room. 2. Buy .3 gallons of gas. 3. Buy REO Speedwagon's The Hits at your local 7-Eleven. 4. Buy a newspaper. Make a hat out of the newspaper. 5. Hold a hooker's hand. 6. Get 30 seconds of high-resolution "full-contact" Web chat time. 7. Put it all on red. 8. Get an all-day parking pass in downtown Steubenville, Ohio. 9. Buy a new doorbell button. 10. Trade it on eBay for a different dollar. 11. Buy enough yarn to knit your hamster a beach towel. 12. Get a small bag of fortune cookies. Then brag to your friends that you have a small (bag of) fortune (cookies). 13. Make a lightweight two-inch telescope (1X powered). 14. Buy enough breadcrumbs to go for a walk in the forest and not get lost. 15. Get 100 pennies, go to a fountain, and make 100 wishes for more money. 16. Make a testicle cozy (you'll need two dollars for two cozies). 17. Scratch and win your way out of your shithole life. 18. Make a three-second phone

Child Abuse
A day at work... Last friday i went with one of my clients to the doctor for a regular vaginal examination. The doctor took his time and when i looked at his face, he was looking really surprised and shocked. He showed me why and i still cant believe what i saw... Half a jam jar in her vagina! I was really shocked myself. I know she does that kind of things, because it belongs to her syndrome. But there is a difference between knowing and seeing. I went to the ER with her as soon as possible to remove the jam jar. Spend 5 hours in the hospital with a very agressive client. But can you imagine... It made me so sad knowing that she is sexual abused as a child and now she is so mentally fucked up that she does things like that. I cant get it out of my mind. Its so sick to abuse a child!

Two Die In 'barbaric' Army Attack
Two die in 'barbaric' Army attack It is believed that there were two long bursts of gunfire during the incident Two soldiers have been shot dead during a gun attack at an army base in County Antrim, the Ministry of Defence says. A spokesman said "four other personnel" were injured, one of them critically, in the attack at Massereene army base in Antrim, 16 miles north of Belfast. No one has said their gunmen carried out the attack, but it is thought to be the work of dissident republicans. Northern Ireland Secretary Shaun Woodward condemned the shootings as "an act of criminal barbarism". Earlier reports suggested all those killed and injured were male. The MoD said the next of kin of the dead soldiers had been informed. 'Murderous attack' Mr Woodward added: "My thoughts are with the families of those killed and injured in this murderous attack. "The contrast between those who serve the community and those who would destroy it could not be clearer. T

Somethings Missing
It hits me like a rush. The want. The need. The savior. That feeling that they cant survive without you. Your everything they need. A solution to all their problems. Your the best thing to ever happen to them. As time goes on you slip here and there. You cant be their safety next. You cant clean up their mess. You can show them the path but you CAN NOT walk it for them. Why is that so hard? Push them up as high as you can... only to be blamed when they slip and fall. First a savior, then a burden. For some reason if i cant solve their problems, i am one. Or im the cause of all of them. i need to stop, i need friends. its a two way street. somehow it always ends up 1 way. Where is ashely? where did she disappear to? how did i run her off? the ying to my yang. i likely fool myself. she means more to me then i ever mean tto her. it seems like nothing more then a dream. Did i make her up? was our friendship just my imagination or wishful thinking? i never felt used. i never f

A Letter With Significance
To All My Valued Employees, There have been some rumblings around the office about the future of this company, and more specifically, your job. As you know, the economy has changed for the worse and presents many challenges. However, the good news is this: The economy doesn't pose a threat to your job. What does threaten your job however, is the changing political landscape in this country. However, let me tell you some little tidbits of fact which might help you decide what is in your best interests. First, while it is easy to spew rhetoric that casts employers against employees, you have to understand that for every business owner there is a back story. This back story is often neglected and overshadowed by what you see and hear. Sure, you see me park my Mercedes outside. You've seen my big home at last year at a Christmas party. I'm sure; all these flashy icons of luxury conjure up some idealized thoughts about my life. However, what you don't see is the back story. I st

Just Me Expressing Me
You know i came onto this site in the belief that this was an adult site. I have come to the conclusion that some on here are adults but some still believe this is high school. Let me define that. See to me high school is where you have your clicks. You all remember those. Only thing is on here you cant tell who is real and who isnt. So i have come to the conclusion that those on here that want to relive their high school days this isnt the place for you. Now before everyone jumps to conclusions i am not pointing fingers cause i am not that immature. So my thoughts are if you want to be friends please remember im an adult. I have kids in high school, i dont need anymore around me.

Make Up Sex
I will be your friend I will be your lover I will be there when you call my name Under the stars we will dance This won't be the last We will fight and bleed We will make love and scream I can be so much more I can do whatever you need I can will become me This is me you can see it deep inside This will become a greater pleasure Choke me grab me fuck me Tonight won't be the last I am only a dream I am only a memory I am only a hope Let go of all the pain Let love fill within Lets start all over This is a new beginning

My Hell
In the shadows eyes glow Evil watching every move we make Angels don't exist here Nothing can save us Burning bodies Fill the sky with darkness The smell fills within Coking of the death Taste of blood in the air A high greater than any other People screaming for their lives I just laugh Dark angels stand together I am the leader I am the pain I am the future

Poem
Once on a yellow piece of paper with green lines he wrote a poem And he called it "Chops" because that was the name of his dog And that's what it was all about And his teacher gave him an A and a gold star And his mother hung it on the kitchen door and read it to his aunts That was the year that Father Tracy took all the kids to the zoo And he let them sing on the bus And his little sister was born with tiny toenails and no hair And his mother and father kissed a lot And the girl around the corner sent him a valentine signed with a row of X's and he had to ask his father what the X's meant And his father always tucked him in bed at night And was always there to do it Once on a piece of white paper with blue lines he wrote a poem And he called it "Autumn" because that was the name of the season And that's what it was all about And his teacher gave him an A and asked him to write more clearly And his mother never hung it on the kitchen door because of

Take Away
Take away all this pain This pain is killing me inside Take away all this pills I am losing myself to the high Take away this knife It holds my blood Take away this soul Control me so I may live Take away What is left of me Change me until I break Take away what is life has of me Hold my memories so I can remember Take it all away

My Revange
Let me light you on fire Watch you burn from the inside out I will let you die Just like you did to me You think this is the end This is only the beginning I won't give up without a fight Unlike you I am not here just for games I am here to make your life living hell I am the last soldier angel god sent To kill those who have killed another You I won't let go so easy Look what you did to me This is only half of what you will get back Scars all over your body Blood all over your clothes This is my revange This is my art work I will hang you up on a cross upside down Now I am nothing but evil because of you Thanks for the memories of pain Thanks for the scars of meaning Thanks for the blood of sorrow

Lighting Storm
Thunder makes our hearts skip Rain falls on the world as we know Lighting lights the skies Breathing heavy Our bodies close Lips so close but so far Lighting strikes again Rain falls harder Thunder fills our souls Souls connected Hearts beating as one Lips sealed together

Sick Of It All
I'm sick of all the bullshit in washington, every bastard is either an obama lapdog, or the one holding his leash. Those who aren't these things are too afraid to criticize him. Oh no, he's black if i criticize his filthy commie policies, i'll be considered racist. I am not a racist, some of my closest friends are black and hispanic and so on. But if challenging obama's policies and standing up for what's right and just makes me racist, well so be it. I know that i'm not and everyone i know also knows. There are striking similarities between america now and rome before it fell. It's leaders distracted the people so they could avoid dealing with the issues and real problems. They imported way more than they could export. Obama isn't psychotic like nero, or a lunatic like caligula, but he's doing the same things. This also happened to the soviet union, they kept on spending money until they just ran out. Here's the deal: if people would just shut up about the economy, it just mig

This Is
This is my good bye I don't give a fuck I don't care what you say This is my life I will be a leader I will be the light in the sky This is my voice I will sing I will scream This is my touch I can make him melt I can cure this life This is my second chance I could just walk away I could make this something more

My Evil Deal
I am lying in a pool blood After you shot me in my chest All I can hear is my family screaming Mother crying out "Call 911" My brothers holding my worn and my head up I am blackin in and out I can see that light I can't feel the pain Another shot fired Everyone screaming as the lights go out Everything is painted with my blood Now i am in darkness I am not scared Here I stand Looking at evil face to face Should I go or should I stay So I take his hand Wake up in the hositpal bed The hand I taken He now stands before me My angel from my nightmares which now he holds my soul

Say My Name Say My Name
Say her Name [1] - Say her name, say her name When no one is around you, say Helly I love you If you ain't runnin' game Say her name, say her name She's actin' kinda shady, She ain't callin' me Helly Why the sudden change? Say her name, say her name If no one is around you, say Helly I love you If you ain't runnin' game Say her name, say her name She's actin' kinda shady, ain't callin' me baby Better say her name Remember the other day I would call, she would say "Baby, how's your day?" But today, it ain't the same Every other word is "Uh huh", "Yeah, okay" Could it be that you are at the crib with Not J Helly If you took it there First of all, let me say I am not the one to sit around and be played So prove yourself to me I'm the girl that you claim Why don't you say the things that you said to me yesterday [2] - I know Helly say that I am assuming things Somethings going down, that's the way it seems Shouldn't be no reason why Helly's acting str

Bored,... Bored Bored Bored Bored.
So today is Saturday, ok well now it is Sunday and I am sitting here.... you guessed it bored! wtf? I guess it is raining cats and dogs outside and the fact that I'm a poor college student does kind of damper my weekend plans, oh well a night in alone all by myself never hurt anyone right?.... lol So I'm kind of at a crossroads right now on how exactly I should be running my life, and when I say running I mean in the romance department, the rest of that shit I have down, school, job, friends, no kids, never been thrown in jail, still have all my teeth,...theres just not a damn man in sight... so how to go about this? Search the ends of the earth until I find someone just as lonely as myself and then ask them out immediately as desperate as I possibly can so they think I want to get married and have children on the first date? Or Go to bars get wasted have one night stands and then pray to God that one of them might want to stay around for breakfast... or even answer the inf

Nightmare I Had
Pain streams down my face, a cold heart pumps ice through my veins, cutting them open, bruising my skin to reveal my scars to the uncaring world that surrounds me and I go unnoticed like dirt beneath their feet. I scream in deaf ears in a language of anguish I do not understand. All I know is raw pain has been realized. No pain in my heart , no knife in my back has slowed me down. But my chest was torn open by a monster I created. It shredded my flesh like dull razors, it broke my ribs to get to the heart of me and ripped it out of my chest. My soul falls to the floor like a corpse. The monster fills the hole in my chest with shards of memories and broken glass realities. It sows the gaping wound together with barbwire and rubs the now rotting mound of flesh with salt to enduce more pain. I awaken chained to a wall and watch silent movies of my past on the wall before me. I try to close my eyes but see them in my head. I try to them out but they gnaw at me like starving wolves

To Godfather!!
Hurricane (Fu-Member 270) Is nearing GODFATHER! (After 4+ years on Fubar) He is anti-points and anti-auto 11’s….. BUT… This man means a lot to me and he’s a great friend, so I MADE him run Auto 11’s. Oh, I also MADE him have BOMB folders, too! Please take a moment of your time and help him to the once coveted level of GODFATHER Just click the pic of my “leetle friend” and show him some love please.

My Feelings
These are my fears These are my tears I will fail I know I will Will I fail at this too? Or will I win this time? This is my blood This is my soul I will die I will be reborn Can I wont make it through the day? Or Can I make it through the night? Here is my broken heart Here is my fucked up mind Could you heal me? Or Could you just kill me? All of this is just a dream they say All of this is just will disappear I am nothing more than a dying star I am nothing more than a lost soul I am nothing more than a forgotten lover I am nothing more than a injuried soldier

My St Paddy's Day Auction
Here ye Here ye... Gather 'round folks cus I've an Annoucement of Pu$$yCat Porportionz. We are at it once again.. Hosting an Auction thats bound to have you slipping down your own Rainbow and right in to a pot of GOLD... and we're calling this one: the Pu$$yCat Sexy St. Paddy Auction - - - AND WE ARE UP AND RUNNING SO COME GET YOUR BID ON So here's to all Family Members and Friends... Grab your sexy offers make haste ... See the Man behind the curtain Mr. Damien Darke himself to get you all set up because we are still accepting new auctionees until Monday Mar 9th... and just to keep this thing going along here are a few things to remember and consider: We are hosting this gala auction from March 7th to the 17th... so nows the time to get your best picture ready then you just drop a line to Damien Darke letting him know that you're ready to participate... the buy in will be a meager $40K in fubucks... tell all of your potential new

I Will
Turn me from the inside out Watch my will change Addicted I will be So confused I cant see I will say no but I mean yes I will push away I will still want more Bite me solfly Bite me hard Watch my eyes listen to my voice I will let go I will be in control I will still fight it In time we know the beast inside will come out Beward of what you start This could be the end I will turn I will be evil I will be the dream

The Meaning Of An Ugly American
The term Ugly American is an epithet and is used to refer to the perceptions of the loud, arrogant, demeaning, thoughtless and ethnocentric behavior of the average American citizen. Although the term is usually applied to travellers and tourists, it's also applies to the US corporate businesses in the international arena. An "Ugly American" is a loud, boorish, nationalistic American, especially traveling abroad, who conforms to a stereotype that gives Americans a bad reputation. They are the ones that remain ignorant of the local culture and judge everything by American standards. Are you an "Ugly America"?

He Is
He Is By Michelle (march 7 2009) He is my friend He is my lover When I am down I can turn to him When I want more than a hug he pleases me He is my protector He is my provider When I am introuble he is my shield When I am unable to care for myself he will be there He is my other half He is my darkside He makes me feel loved He makes me turn evil He is my boyfriend He is my master He makes me feel like the one and only He makes me listen to his every command I am the star that shines brighter than the sun He is the wolf who watches me from a far

Ultimate Naughty Quiz!
the ULTIMATE NAUGHTY QUIZ! Fill it out and send it to me in a message, and repost to see what people put for you! 1. Your Name: 2. Age : 3. Boob Size/dick size: 4. Favorite position ? 5. Do you think i'm hot? 6. Would you have sex with me? 7. lights on or off? 8. Would you have to be drunk? 9. Would you take a shower with me? 10. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 11. Would you leave after or stay the night? 12. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 13. Condom or skin? 14. Do you give Oral pleasures? 15. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 16. Have sex on the first date? 17. Would you kiss me during sex? 18. Do you think I would be good in bed? 19. Would u have a 3-some with me? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Do you like fore play? 22. What is fore play to you? 23. Can we take pictures of the act? 24. Would you send me nude pics if I gave you my email? 25. Who would be in cont

So Many Words… So Much Emotion
So Many Words… So Much Emotion How do I pull it all out of my head? So many words…. So many things to say. Emotions roll through me like shockwaves. Rippling through my body, leaving tears and holes as they go. How do I say all I have and all I am. A hundred thousand words ripple and roll. I start again and then stop again. Changing the direction and changing the rhyme. Day after day and time and time. How do I justify my existence? When the world has changed so much? How do pick up and move forward? When those that I love lose touch? Tired of changes and evolutions. Tired of remaking my world. I know too much now. I have been beaten down too often. My heart has been destroyed again and again. And left me with just a piece and a river of tears. So I put it back together. Glue dries, and tape comes off. Seems like new huh…? Oh if you only knew. If you only knew what it takes. To put on a new show. To stand up and smile and move on. Trying to

Lucky Charm Auction
LUCKY CHARM AUCTION!!!!! WE ARE HAVING A LUCKY CHARM AUCTION!! BEING HELD IN LUCIOUS DESIRES STARTING 3/8 ENDING 3/14!! MINIMUM BID 50K !! SO COME ON AND GET YOUR LUCKY CHARM CLICK THE LINK TO BID ON ME AND SEE WHAT I WILL DO FOR YOU WHILE YOUR HERE!! JOIN THE HOTTEST LOUNGE ON FUBAR!! WE HAVE THE GREATEST MUSIC BY " THE PHOENIX RADIO" YOU DON'T WANT TO MISS THIS CUZ IN CASE YOU DIDN'T KNOW This ia a NSFW LOUNGE!!! that means.. ANYTHING GOES !!!! If you wanna ENTER THE LOUNGE click the PIC below!! SEE YA SOON !!! (repost of original by 'LUCIOUS DESIRES' on '2009-03-07 20:44:24') (repost of original by '~*~ Lucious9774~*~OWNER of LUCIOUS DESIRES ~ * ~' on '2009-03-07 20:47:02') (repost of original by 'Ron Bartender @lucious desires' on '2009-03-07 20:51:42')

15 Seconds Ago I Was Fine….!!!!
15 Seconds Ago…I was fine. Until I walked in your room, saw you lying So peacefully lying on your bed. Then I read the note The note you wrote and laid on the pillow by your head. 15 Seconds Ago…I was fine. Until I saw you car Saw your car on the side of the road. Then as I walked up I saw you body Saw your body crumpled up in the snow. 15 Seconds Ago…I was fine. Until I saw you Saw you go into her room. The I opened the door slowly Slowly and saw what you do to her. 15 Seconds Ago…I was fine. Until I got you email Your email which I thought would be about love. Then I read it and found out Found out that nothing you said was real and I thought you a gift from above. 15 Seconds Ago…I was fine. Until I got the call Got the call that you were there. The doctor told me the news The news that you where shot and died on the operating table. 15 Seconds Ago…I was fine. Until I got the papers in the mail. Papers in the mail. The divorce papers that ended a

Sitting Alone
Sitting alone The tears fall Not wanting to end But I have to hide them Can't show the real pain Nobody would understand So long it's been hid away Can't let it come out now Trying to burry it deeper But it wants to come out So many are willing to listen Yet they know so little And would probably hate me Don't know where to turn Or who to trust So many turn away So many don't really care Sitting here alone I feel as if nobody can help

Get Up
Come on Get up Dont just sit there a wonderin There is no time for a wonderin Just get up on the stage And dance with me Forget every little thing you were told All come together and it really doesnt matter Get on the stage And live your life with intimacy Are you no one? Are you nothing? Were you a loser? Does it matter? Here on the stage we dont care What you were means nothing Just be who you want to be And live your life as you wish Get up here We want you We need you Did you want to feel needed? Have you ever had a dream? The stage is my dream Come up here with me And let me help fulfill your dreams Come on Get up Dont just sit there a wonderin There is no time for a wonderin Just get up on the stage And dance with me Forget every little thing you were told All come together and it really doesnt matter Get on the stage And live your life with intimacy Come and dance with me

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Trying so hard to let go Not let him hurt me any more But I love him so much Wanting nothing more than to make him happy Yet I don't know how Nothing I do seems right And I can't figure it out What am I doing wrong? I gave him space Tried being there when he needed me But that's the only time I'm good enough When he wants something Than he comes to me Not seeing the pain in my eyes Or feeling the hurt I feel What more can I do? I'm trying so hard!

Little More
Laugh it off Not letting the pain through Say what they wanna hear Burrying the truth deep They think they know me Think Im so strong But Im really weak And dying inside Each day that passes Each night I spend alone The hurt seems unreal But I know it is Each time I fake a smile Or say it doesn't bother me It takes a little more of me away Breaking my heart a little more

Mind Trap
Are you here? Do you listen? Can you hear me breathing? Here in my shell These walls that i built Surrounding me, in what was supposed to be, safety No way to get in, but there is no way out Everything i am safe from But what lurks within Trapped here I am hunted by what i created Darkness lost within the recess of my mind Once thought dead, now given life in what was my safety Can you hear me? Can you hear my screaming! Nothing here but me and my nightmares Can anyone hear me?! Is there anyone there? Does anyone care? Can anyone save me, from myself! Locked within I know the only way out lies in me But i can i open the doors? So tired of the pain, can i open myself to anyone? The key lays in my hand Open the doors Inbetween each world Life i choose Welcome to me

Blood And Ashes
Tell me now Can you see them Standing in the darkness Enemies all around Is what i see Try to descern what is real Was madness the only gift for me My mind is a battlefield Lost in the chaos A demon lurks within Burning my shelters from insanity Nothing is sacred No part of me untouched I sift thru the blood and ashes Trying to find myself Control is mine At least for a short while longer The demon inside hungers And tries to wrest the reins from me I am not alone in myself A nightmare come true Blood runs cold Eyes streak yellow I look in the mirror Changing Losing Control My mind is a battlefield Lost in the chaos A demon lurks within Burning my shelters from insanity Nothing is sacred No part of me untouched I sift thru the blood and ashes Trying to find myself Who talks to themself In their own mind And recieves answers In a voice not their own Can anyone else even begin to understand How close i am to insanity Tell me now Are th

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Fake a smile during the day Not letting them see the pain Letting them think its all fine And nothing gets to me Don't show the tears That fight to fall all day Can't let them see the weakness Or the hurt one can bring Tears at night Fake smiles during the day

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just thinking about some stuff lol okay here it goes i broke up with my ex like 3 months ago n he is still good friends with my dad n well my bf now said some shit to him n when the ex ran into my dad he told my dad n my dad got pissed at me is it right to have the ex run n still have him tell my dad everything or is it really dumb of him to do that??????????????

Outside
Look at me, What is it that you see? A smile of happiness A life full of joy? Well step back And look deeper Its sad what people miss How much they dont want to know They claim to be a friend Think they really know you Yet dont look deep down To see whats really in your heart Nobody sees the pain Hid deep Covered with smiles And fake laughter Nobody sees the tears That fall late at night They simply see a shine You force during the day What makes one think they know me? When will they see? All they know Is what is on the outside

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Stop honking your damn horn! He shouted this as if the other drivers could hear him or even cared. The car slowly crept to a complete halt on the already crowded freeway that had now become a true parking lot for the south bound lane. Normally this situation would have gone unnoticed since there are three lanes. But this was not a normal day. Two of the lanes had been shut down for repairs for the last two weeks and now the shoulder was even non-existent. The traffic behind him was really piling up fast. He was not quite sure but he thought he may have even heard accident happen a ways back. If only he had done that tune up he thought. He began a slow decent in his mind. Going to a place where the car horns faded and the shouting diminished. He reached over and opened his glove box and reached for the .38 special he kept for safety. With the revolver tucked into his jacket pocket he exited the car. Standing for a moment to absorb the situation he sighed heavily and turned t

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Moon hangs around a blade over my head reminds me what to do before I'm dead night consumes light and all I dread reminds me what to do before I'm dead. Sun reclines, heats my mind reminds me what to leave behind light eats night, and all I ever said reminds me what to do before I'm To see you to touch you Epoch's fly, reminds me what I hide, reminds me the desert sky's crack the spies reminds me what I never tried the ocean wide salted red reminds me what to do before I'm To see you to touch you to feel you to tell you the sun reclines...remind me the desert sky's ..remind me the ocean wide, salted red reminds me what to do before I'm dead. -Kidney Thieves

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He got to see her again today. Tomorrow, he thought, would be the day he finally spoke to her. But what would he say? He knew his best thought out topic would be blocked by his inability to speak when in her presence. He had to figure out a way to get around this. Maybe he could imagine her as someone else, someone easier to talk to. Thoughts of using his mother’s image for this purpose made him cringe as he obviously could not ask his mom out on a date. A couple days passed in the process of building the perfect image. Even though he had missed his next day goal, he thought it worth it to be able to speak to her. His efforts would soon be realized. He would use the image of the girl in sales to make his move. The day finally came when all was right for him to put his plan into action. He approached her with the confidence of the cowardly lion from the Wizard of Oz. He began to speak to her but instantly fumbled his opening line. His plan was not working. He could only s

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As he sat with his arms crossed, like he always does, he pondered to himself....does this really make people think I'm not interested in being social? Then it occurred to him that it really didn't matter because no one was paying any attention to even notice he was not being social. Or if he even wanted to be for that matter. He uncrossed his arms long enough to sip from his rum and coke and then recrossed his arms almost in a hurry as if to keep anyone from noticing. He drifted off in thought once again. This time thinking about his drink. He wondered if maybe his life was getting to redundant. Maybe he should break a few of his habits, his routines or at least stop ordering the came drink every time. That idea was quickly whisked away though. Why should he change what he does? Who does he have to please? And besides, wouldn't changing yourself to appease someone else be creating a false hope for that person. Giving them reason to care about the person you appear to be

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For those who really care about me don't cry for me when i'm gone remember the good time's and if you want to carry on my memory then light a candle for me two time's a year one on my birthday one on my death day as for those of you who don't come around while i'm alive the don't bother when i'm dead you people are the worse i watched how it happen with my parent's and i don't care to think about it when i die so like my mother said give me my rose's while i'm alive because i sure as hell cant use them when i'm dead ...........

The Wounded Animal
He lie's in the dark scared and cold hurt lost! fear's everything and yet hold's his fierce appeal to everyone who see's him longing for some love but no one knows how he feel's he would never let them in better to be hurt and alone then trust and get hurt more so the wild animal look's inside for comfort make's everyone believe he is ok when he is dieing inside from all that he hide's close's his eye's for another night wake's up to the same old day he seems so strong so mean will bite you first chance he get's and wont let you circle him in any way when really he is just scared and lost and wont be hurt no more is what his strength is so they try and eat at him and pick him apart when he is down yet he move's on like their is no end to the suffering no light in the dark nothing to love and hold dear he cry's for death but it never come's and and live's for nothing yet everything bother's him! i am just a pup inside and no one can see what Ive seen no one can hear what Ive heard fe

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Ive been called the kandie man they all say that cause that's what i am sweet as honey i get their monkey the cookie munster it seems to be me its when i work my tongue they have wet dreams so take me put me in your pocket save me for a rainy day pull me out and unwrap me when you want to play because i taste like sugar but still I'm man i melt in your mouth baby not in your hand yeah im the kandie man night magik luv and yule never get enough so let me rub your butt i touched your spirit and maybe your heart one thing is for certain your legs will always cum apart when i bite your neck and lick your ears ill make your fears disappear nibble your nipples and caress your body hit the magik spots that make you hot breath deep on your pussy lick it stick it trick it dream of me is all yule do when we get through wake up in the night with a smile in your eyes and me between your thighs got you hypnotized you don't have to call me daddy or even

Goodbye
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I Finally See What I Was Missing
This disfiguring heart bleeds tears of sorrow for those who deceive and show nothing but hate. I can no more hide my feelings for those I love and those I despise I have been hurt for the last time No more shall I show mercy to those that deceive me and break my heart No more shall I cry tears of sorrow in the dark and let my heart bleed profusely I must be strong for those unwilling to do it themselves I must be strong for myself weakness is unacceptable Pain shall no longer hold me back For so long I let it kept me weak, it held me back but not anymore I have overcome obstacles I never thought possible so I will move on with my life and never again let pain hold me back I will never look back on the past for it has brought me nothing but a broken heart

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Top Ten Signs Your Mom Is a Cougar Mother's Day 2008 1. Candy dish on coffee table used to be filled with mints – now filled with mint-flavored condoms. 2. She got a tramp stamp with a fraternity's Greek letters on it. 3. Her “soccer mom” SUV has blackout drapes and vibrating seats. 4. You're always finding men's sweatshirts around the house with college logos on them. 5. She’s on Facebook. And MySpace. With bikini photos . 6. Her ringtone is that “Mrs. Robinson” song. 7. When you eat out, she tips by sticking ones into the waiter’s pants. 8. Traded mahjong night for two-dollar-margarita night. 9. She’s on a first name basis with the video store clerks. 10. Her IM screename is classycougar4u.

What Works For Me...
I was DX with ALS in 1999, started having symptoms in 1995... This is what I do, and it works for me: First I trust in God, I give it up to him to sustain me, he gives me peace beyond understanding, I know everything will be alright, one day at a time... Second I choose to have a positive attitude, no matter what... Third, I cherish every day, i have left, by making every day count, concentrate on what I can do, not on what i can't... fourth, Cherish my family and friends, don''t hold grudges, forgive all... mikerayl.com

Yes I Read Shakespeare
Macbeth: To-morrow, and to-morrow, and to-morrow, Creeps in this petty pace from day to day, To the last syllable of recorded time; And all our yesterdays have lighted fools The way to dusty death. Out, out, brief candle! Life's but a walking shadow, a poor player, That struts and frets his hour upon the stage, And then is heard no more. It is a tale Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury, Signifying nothing. Macbeth Act 5, scene 5, 19–28

Love This
Fervent kisses in the dead of night As aching lust drives us together Our souls mixing within the fervor of our arousal Under the moon light which seems to shine only for us Your hands roam my body tearing moans from deep inside Your lips find mine and our tongues unify In a never ending dance of passion, lust overwhelms us Pushing deeper inside, so deep it's as if we become one One person, one heat, one lust, one mind Moving together towards a shared conclusion Our moans now as common as the wind, Or the howl of a lonely wolf searching for his mate The fire of our love burns white hot as, Mounting ever higher, our pleasure explodes Breathless and spent we lay together What started as two lovers, now united.

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Freedom...
Aboriginal activists group, Queensland, 1970s: If you have come to help me, you are wasting your time. But if you have come because your liberation is bound up with mine, then let us work together. Often attributed to Lila Watson, who has said she was "not comfortable being credited for something that had been born of a collective process" - the attribution here is the one she accepts. Abraham Lincoln (attributed): The shepherd drives the wolf from the sheep's throat, for which the sheep thanks the shepherd as his liberator, while the wolf denounces him for the same act, as the destroyer of liberty. Plainly the sheep and the wolf are not agreed upon a definition of the word liberty; and precisely the same difference prevails today among human creatures. Albert Einstein: All religions, arts and sciences are branches of the same tree. All these aspirations are directed toward ennobling man's life, lifting it from the sphere of mere physical existence and leading

Democracy...
A. J. Muste: The survival of democracy depends on the renunciation of violence and the development of nonviolent means to combat evil and advance the good. Agnes Repplier: Democracy forever teases us with the contrast between its ideals and its realities, between its heroic possibilities and its sorry achievements. Aldous Huxley: A democracy which makes or even effectively prepares for modern, scientific war must necessarily cease to be democratic. No country can be really well prepared for modern war unless it is governed by a tyrant, at the head of a highly trained and perfectly obedient bureaucracy. Alex Carey: ... the 20th century has been characterized by three developments of great political importance: The growth of democracy, the growth of corporate power, and the growth of corporate propaganda as a means of protecting corporate power against democracy. Australian social scientist, quoted by Noam Chomsky in World Orders Old and New Alexis

Pain
I still see your face in my dreams It hurts and it doesn't help at all I still want you in my life as crazy as that seems I want you to catch me when I fall I still remember the first time we talked There was something so different about you Your friendship was something I wanted to get That smile when you said hi to me was so new I wanted to sit there and talk to you forever You were so new, so crazy and unknown I just knew that our friendship would never sever What happened to the way this all used to be I never wanted you out of my like ever I sat there for a long time pretending not to see We decided to go out and make it all all right It didn't work out of course we knew it couldn't We couldn't even really stand each others sight It shouldn't end this way but it did and I shouldn't I miss you and everything you were to me Ten years from now we will look back on it all We will be older and finally be able to see That love will stand the test of tim

I Give Up...
I'm taking a fu-break. It seems like lately no matter what I say or do here, it's taken the wrong way. I'll probably check in once every day or two or three, but that's about it for awhile. It's just not fun here right now. Those of you who have my yahoo can find me there. If I'm on, I'll be visible. If you don't have me on yahoo, but want me there, send me a PM with your yahoo and I'll add you next time I'm here to check messages. Hope everyone has a great weekend. Love and hugs to all! ~Shannon~

So Sweet Your Love..
SEXXURPROFILEUP.COM So Sweet your love I adore The taste of Your love As it trickles In rivulets Down my chin As I chance A look Up your torso At a head thrown Back in twisted Pleasure felt As nails Rake my back Blood mixing With sweat salts I sting I pull your Hips closer To taste your love So sweet your love poet

How..?
How does someone get to the point of suicide? I just got a call from a friend of mine who informed me that another friend of mine had shot himself on Wednesday. This is too unreal for me. I just saw him last weekend! We had a drink together! How is this possible??? I don't understand how someone could really get to that point. Okay, I've been suicidal before, but I would never go through with it. I have my "emo" moments, but I know that in time they will pass. Life will get better. When I last seen my friend, he was happy and cheery. Now look.. nothing. He was so young, just 22 years old. He had so much to live for! He had recently stopped doing all of the drugs that he used to do (coke, heroin, weed, etc..), he only drank once in a great while, he had a girlfriend who absolutely adored him.. what would make him do this? I can't answer that, and no one may ever be able to.. I just hope that he is in a better place and hope that whatever he was feeling at the time is now g

There Are Two Kinds Of Sufferers
I was watching this movie waking life and the whole plot of the movie is that your dream state can be munipulated or conjoin with your real life. So if you had died in your real life your brain tranfers all thought all existance of you into the dream state and you continue living within your mind until you die so on and so forth. One of the sayings in the movie came from one of the philosopher "There are two kind of sufferers in this world, those that suffer a lack of life and those whole suffer an overabundance of life." It made me think which one of these sufferes am i and am i living in a suto tonic life? Is this all a dream??????

My Thoughts On Life
Life is filled with good-byes and it hurts every time Sometime i feels like i lost so much that, I feel I have to find new things to loose All I know is there must be some divine point to it all Then when we die it will all come clear and we'll say so that was the point and sometimes I think that theres no point at all and thats the point All i know most peoples lives are a great disappointment to them and no one leaves this earth without feeling terrible pain and if theres no divine explanation to it all well thats sad

Shhhh...he Can Hear Me.....
I want more in this sad depressed thing I call a life! Noo........................! I feel tears falling from my eyes but they comfort me at times when I'm alone. alone.......Anyone out there? Anyone Alone like me?Anyone that feels sad like me?That wants more or maybe just death?I'm living in a glass box that no one seems to notice I'm here HELLO!! ( ranting about the pain you gave me) Taking drags of a cigerette and putting it out on me.Why can't you just see that I'm already bleeding the razors you forced into me?All I wanted was to be away from this depressed box of mirrors you left me in.You want me to go crazy from all the lies you said.Why....Is this amusing to you????Is this how you wanted me to break???Well You not here..... I'm lost and confused..........You wanted me to be like this and where are you now?????????????

Want More!
Feeling alone...More then ever.....This is what she is....Wanting more but nothing is what she gets....The boys think she's pretty but they just want to use her....The girls are all jealous and they ripe her apart......She wants to feel loved ......I want to feel loved........Not just by you by anyone......My heart is not a toy....Her heart is not a toy.......Waking to feel like she is wanted but sleeping to being used again.....I want to hear I'm beautiful...I want to hear that someone is in love with me and means it......She want to think boys mean security.....Not that they want her for a night.......Wake up day dreamer this isn't how life is suppose to be...Waking to nothing feeling alone......That's how she feels.....Will someone help her will someone actually care for me!

Pre-op
When I get down I remember the first part of this year and smile. I thought things couldn't get worse then, and I was right, or my friends were right, in the end. I had destroyed my truck, lost daycare (it closed), watched my child fight pneumonia, missed work, lost half my income (or to put it another way, The Gimp lost half our income). Yet in the end it WAS all for the best! I ended up getting rid of the one person in our house that was pulling everyone down (and a bit more besides, but not ready to talk about that yet). And now I am ready to shed another layer of the past. Its just as scary as shedding the first layer above! But the results will be worth it. In ten days they will take a part of me that needs to go. No regrets. Here is to a better me. In ten days I will have a partial Hysterectomy to remove my uterus. A lot of talking later and I know now that I can honestly say I have no regrets. Fears and worries maybe... silly ones, I know, lol. Oh.. I should menti

Conflict...
Albert Einstein: Great ideas often receive violent opposition from mediocre minds. Ann Landers: All married couples should learn the art of battle as they should learn the art of making love. Good battle is objective and honest--never vicious or cruel. Good battle is healthy and constructive, and brings to a marriage the principle of equal partnership. Ann Landers Says Truth Is Stranger..., 1968 Bertrand Russell: I found one day in school a boy of medium size ill-treating a smaller boy. I expostulated, but he replied: 'The bigs hit me, so I hit the babies; that's fair.' In these words he epitomized the history of the human race. Education and the Social Order Christopher Morley: There is no squabbling so violent as that between people who accepted an idea yesterday and those who will accept the same idea tomorrow. Colette: My dear sir, they don't debate. Each of them merely issues an ultimatum, and in what a tone! It all goes to show what e

Love????
Forgetting what it feels like to be loved Slowly slipping into depression Never wanted to be alone To the the point of no return Broken hearts is all she see's Love shouldn't be like this but that's all she knows Broken shattered dreams Seeming to go in circles awhen all she wanted was a line Waking to a new Hopeing for someone to hold, Someone to love But no one cares Not caring to hold her Never caring to kiss her She wants to be loved I want to be loved

Corona
Awww a cold Corona and a slice of lime on a hot summer day, but why do we put the lime in it? Light, specificly sun light is devil to beer and since Corona is packaged in clear bottles it gets a bit skunky and the lime freshens the taste a bit. I still love it!

Action...
Albert Einstein: The world is a dangerous place, not because of those who do evil, but because of those who look on and do nothing. Alex Noble: If I have been of service, if I have glimpsed more of the nature and essence of ultimate good, if I am inspired to reach wider horizons of thought and action, if I am at peace with myself, it has been a successful day. Alexander Pope: Do good by stealth, and blush to find it fame. Alfred Adler: Trust only movement. Life happens at the level of events, not of words. Trust movement. Alfred North Whitehead: We cannot think first and act afterward. From the moment of birth we are immersed in action, and can only fitfully guide it by taking thought. Anais Nin: Dreams pass into the reality of action. From the actions stems the dream again; and this interdependence produces the highest form of living. Anatole France: To accomplish great things, we must not only act, but also dream; not only plan,

I'm A Fake
Small, simple, safe price Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals And I am not afraid to die I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight I want the pain of payment What's left, but a section of pig my size cuts Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks Would you be my little cut Would you be my thousand fucks And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart Love is not like anything Especially a fucking knife

Scrapping The Your Smell From My Skin
The scent of your clothes ........the scent in the air ......the scent on my skin.....Oh How it sends shivers down my spine...... My body yerns for more of you but you are not near and your sent still remains......I let you linger all through the week knowing that you'll never call or come over to see me.....Watching the days and weeks go by....sitting by the phone wanting to die....Your stentch lingers on in the halls......My clothes ....My bed...And all over my skin........I washed you off of everything else be me........I tryed to remove away from my life but your smell will not leave for my dear life.......I slowly start to remember the good times that we had ........I feel my body language change and i start to feel sad......Why would you leave me here....away from it all....and leave this horrible aroma that reminds me of a ghost of you..........I run into the shower and run the warm water.........So this is what happen when your loved one still haunts you .....no way out .....no

Compromise...
Janis Joplin: Don't compromise yourself. You are all you've got. Mary Parker Follett: There are three ways of dealing with difference: domination, compromise, and integration. By domination only one side gets what it wants; by compromise neither side gets what it wants; by integration we find a way by which both sides may get what they wish. Robert Coles: Abraham Lincoln did not go to Gettysburg having commissioned a poll to find out what would sell in Gettysburg. There were no people with percentages for him, cautioning him about this group or that group or what they found in exit polls a year earlier. When will we have the courage of Lincoln? Zelda Fitzgerald: Most people hew the battlements of life from compromise, erecting their impregnable keeps from judicious submissions, fabricating their philosophical drawbridges from emotional retractions and scalding marauders in the boiling oil of sour grapes. Save Me the Waltz, 1932

Plastic Boy With Real Kisses
I feel you looking at me like you like me...I think I like you.......Is this true.. Can this be it..... A guy that might excite me .....The guy that'll treat me nicely....The guy that is just like me? You talk to me about your life and look into my eyes..You ask about myself....I can't consintrate on the words but I'm just dreaming......Why are you so polite??? Why are you so nice???Why are you using me and leaving me to die???? We joke about our Favorite music and joke about our lives......You tickle me and I tickle .......You hold my hands away......You start to kiss me once and then you kiss again............Was this the guy I wanted...The one who's just a friend..........You ask if it's ok ...I just smile .....I can't talk.....You kiss me once again and I feel my knees get weak.....You ask you want to do this but again I smile...Can't speak!!!We walk into my room.......... I gave you a piece of my heart...You smile....You placed it in your pocket to keep it safely kept.As my world

Compassion...
Abraham Joshua Heschel: A religious man is a person who holds God and man in one thought at one time, at all times, who suffers harm done to others, whose greatest passion is compassion, whose greatest strength is love and defiance of despair. [New York Journal-American, April 5, 1963] Albert Einstein: A human being is a part of the whole called by us universe, a part limited in time and space. He experiences himself, his thoughts and feeling as something separated from the rest, a kind of optical delusion of his consciousness. This delusion is a kind of prison for us, restricting us to our personal desires and to affection for a few persons nearest to us. Our task must be to free ourselves from this prison by widening our circle of compassion to embrace all living creatures and the whole of nature in its beauty. Albert Schweitzer: What does Reverence for Life say abut the relations between [humanity] and the animal world? Whenever I injury any kind of life I must b

Character...
Abigail Van Buren: The best index to a person's character is how he treats people who can't do him any good, and how he treats people who can't fight back. Abraham Lincoln: Character is like a tree and reputation like a shadow. The shadow is what we think of it; the tree is the real thing. Albert Einstein: Try not to become a man of success but rather try to become a man of value. Anne Frank: Parents can only give good advice or put them on the right paths, but the final forming of a person's character lies in their own hands. Benjamin Franklin: There never was a good knife made of bad steel. Cicero: It is virtue, virtue, which both creates and preserves friendship. On it depends harmony of interest, permanence, fidelity. Clarence Darrow: With all their faults, trade unions have done more for humanity than any other organization of men that ever existed. They have done more for decency, for honesty, for education, for the better

Beauty...
Albert Camus: Beauty is unbearable, drives us to despair, offering us for a minute the glimpse of an eternity that we should like to stretch out over the whole of time. Albert Einstein: The ideals which have lighted me on my way and time after time given me new courage to face life cheerfully, have been Truth, Goodness, and Beauty. . . . The ordinary objects of human endeavour -- property, outward success, luxury -- have always seemed to me contemptible. Albert Einstein: The most beautiful experience we can have is the mysterious - the fundamental emotion which stands at the cradle of true art and true science. Living Philosophies, 1931 Albert Einstein: A human being is a part of the whole called by us universe, a part limited in time and space. He experiences himself, his thoughts and feeling as something separated from the rest, a kind of optical delusion of his consciousness. This delusion is a kind of prison for us, restricting us to our personal

Great News!
Sight blinded by the day Sound cross in the darkness Is this for me truely the end! Blasting The noise that screems in my head! Slashing the smell that lingers in the wind. No long a style but merly a stain. Red as that scars that bleed with my name Falling into sleep as the world spins around Dancing to that blurry sound Heart slowly racing Stop beating drum! This life will slowly come undone The vision dimes Then eyes did close For this beating heart will never exist This dying heart will beat no more So long to life that wasn't cared for

Into My Own Self Be True
I never know how to start out these blogs. I don't know whether to treat it like a dear diary, a self analysis, basing it on something i've encountered, or just some randomness. Today I really wanted to write because I was feeling down. We all feel down but its more like why am I feeling down. I have times where I start these and I know whats bringing me down. I end up writing it out and its clear. It makes sense. There are times where I have no idea, and I give examples of something. Than I give like an editorial and come up with the answers as I go along. More or less its clear. More often than not its all editorial with little answers and whole lot of questions. More like pleas for assistance in matters that everyone has to deal with. I would like to say overcome but they are so common like a cold that as soon as its dealt with the same nonesense renews. I revel in the assurance that it will all fix itself out. That time will take its course and heal all wounds. It

Friendship...
Abraham Lincoln: Am I not destroying my enemies when I make friends of them? Albert Camus: Don't believe your friends when they ask you to be honest with them. All they really want is to be maintained in the good opinion they have of themselves. Alice Walker: No person is your friend who demands your silence, or denies your right to grow. Anaïs Nin: Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born. Ann Richards: I've always said that in politics, your enemies can't hurt you, but your friends will kill you. Anna Garlin Spencer: The friendship between a man and a woman which does not lead to marriage or desire for marriage may be a life long experience of the greatest value to themselves and to all their circle of acquaintance and of activity; but for this type of friendship both a rare man and a rare woman are needed. Perhaps it should be added that ei

Razorblade Kisses
Upon my wrist this blade will kiss, The blood flows down all over the ground. I lay here all alone, as he scream's "NO" over the phone. He tells me not to do it, that its not worth it. And still I cut so deep so I don't have to feel this shit. I don't want to hurt! I don't want to feel.. I want to hate, hate everything that's real. The drops of blood get bigger and bigger. The sheets are covered the pain is gone. Forever in my heart the hatred will live on.. RAVYN SNOW

Love...
Albert Einstein: Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in love. Albert Einstein: How on earth are you ever going to explain in terms of chemistry and physics so important a biological phenomenon as first love? Albert Schweitzer: Thought cannot avoid the ethical or reverence and love for all life. It will abandon the old confined systems of ethics and be forced to recognize the ethics that knows no bounds. But on the other hand, those who believe in love for all creation must realize clearly the difficulties involved in the problem of a boundless ethic and must be resolved not to veil from [humankind] the conflicts which this ethic will involve [us], but allow [us] really to experience them. To think out in every implication the ethic of love for all creation -- this is the difficult task which confronts our age.â€ Alfred Adler: We only regard those unions as real examples of love and real marriages in which a fixed and unalterable decision has

Thinking
Thinking of you each and every minute wondering why we haven't meet yet. Thinking of what it would be like when we do finally met. Wow a thought just came to me. What if you are my one and only, my true soulmate What if! again i say what if i were yours as well. Wow oh Wow i say that would be awesome, to finally meet you and say you are the one i have been waiting for all my life. Thinking of us in that respect would be the best that GOD himslef could ever give me. Thinking of you is all i do even when i don't hear your voice, your laugh, or just hear you breathe. again Wow i felt your touch, your fingers run across my face, your breath against my body, your kiss against my lips your body on top of mine as we made love so so passionately i heard you say I LOVE YOU in the heat of the moment. Thinking, hoping, and wishing that we were together in the same household for enternity Oh wait another thought i was thinking and praying for t

Only A Few Weeks Left
I know that it been awhile since i was on line the doc put me on bed rest for a few day to see if the sellowing in my legs and hands go down but they didnt go down so i willnt know what to do until the next doc appt. i hope everyone is going good and i miss you all i only have 9 more days of working and abt 17 to 18 more days until the baby is here and i will let everyone know know

Courage....what Some People Have To Say About It: Please Rate And Add...for Posterity's Sake...ty
AUTHOR: C S Lewis QUOTATION: Courage is not simply one of the virtues, but the form of every virtue at the testing point. ATTRIBUTION: Recalled on his death 22 Nov 63 QUOTATION: “Courage!” he said, and pointed toward the land, “This mounting wave will roll us shoreward soon.” In the afternoon they came unto a land In which it seemed always afternoon. ATTRIBUTION: Alfred Tennyson (1809–1892), British poet. The Lotus-Eaters (l. 1–4). . QUOTATION: Courage is a mean with regard to fear and confidence. ATTRIBUTION: Aristotle (384–323 B.C.), Greek philosopher. Nicomachean Ethics 3.6; 1115a6-7, trans. by Ross-Urmson, The Complete Works of Aristotle, ed. Jonathan Barnes, Princeton, Princeton University Press (1985). QUOTATION: Courage, of all national qualities, is the most precarious; because it is exerted only at intervals, and by a few in every nation; whereas industry, knowledge, civility, may be of constant and universal use, and for several ages, may become habit

Just Wondering
Hi, so yeah I am new to this fubar thing...I was wondering how do I get the auto 11s or any Bling for that matter? Also a few of my pics went to NSFW and I definately didn't have any nudity on them..I think they thought I was throwing up gang signs or something when I was just showing off my necklace..I will have to look into it more.lol. So yeah I will try to rate your pics as much as I can and as I earn the points I will be sending you some cute gifts. I look forward to hearing from new Fubar Friends.

Fakes Of The Week...
This week’s fakes of the week, are you people serious?…. This profile, has this ridiculous salute (not approved btw) "April Go Sexy" Princess of the Dark Side@ fubar …that’s Adobe Photoshop 7 special… …and this mess… …belongs to this profile… ★♥™Auto☻�Katie�♥★@ fubar …and even funnier, they both have Autos on are begging for bombs…and god knows what else….are you surprised? I bet a real person would really appreciate that stuff on here, right?…Peace. ..Update ...this profile is being ran by this dude, Go let him know what you think...since he's in hiding and making his page only available to friends, for blocking purposes it's user # 279312..an old timer even...pathetic..

Wanna Have Some Fun
HELLO ITS ME YOUR FULL OF LOVE WELL ALL I REALLY REALLY NEED YOUR HELP AND SO DOES MY FRIEND. http://fubar.com/user/11737 COME ADD HIM HE REALLY NEEDS YOU TO BE HIS FRIENDS HE LOVED TO MAKE SOME NEW ONES I MEAN U CAN NEVER HAVE TO MANY NEW FRIENDS OH DID I MENTION HE HAS AUTOS ON SO COME SHOW MY MY FRIEND SOME LOVE AND BECOME HIS FRIEND.AND IF YOU REALLY REALLY WANT TO BE A FRIEND GET HIM AN AUTO 11 TRUST ME YOU WON'T REGRET IT.

Sexual Predator On Here (editing)
Sexual Predator Alert How could he smile after doing God knows to an innocent 14yo? Think that's bad enough look what he says in abut me, "I am a warm hearted fill person with my own thoughtss and felling I am a caring person". Excuse me 'warm hearted people' don't turn out to be sexual predators. HERES THE LINK TO HIS PRO vamp@ fubar Be sure to make your kids pics private before viewing his pro (even if your viewing to block him) THANK YOU

Dig This
ok so my son's mom just called me, we try to be friends for the sake of the kid, I haven't had a real relationship since july 07, partly because I was usually busy, with work the kid and recording. Any way she made that relationship a living hell for me and the girl, so I was messin around with a girl on the LOW LOW, but it didnt work. BACK TO THE POINT, we have been apart since 8/28/06 thats rite OH FUCKIN SIX and she called me ten minutes ago and started harassing me about a phone bill she found, in a box of my paperwork and mail, I apparently left behind, and she is flippin out about 3 year old phone calls I allegedly made to other girls while we were still together, WHAT THE FUCK. I seriously dont know what to do, I seriously dont, I told her I live in the present and she can have fun livin in 2006 cuz its 2009 in my world, and I put my son first. will this ever stop? thanks for lettin me vent I feel a lil bit better

Where Have You Been?
okay for those of you whom keep asking me..where have you been...the answer is hell. My mom's Alzheimer’s has gotten much worse very fast. I am over there at her house nearly every day. If I am not there she is calling me non-stop. I am tired and grumpy most of the time. Sorry if I am not my normal cheerful self. Terri

Thinking Out Loud
Most girls dream about Happily Ever After. I'm too busy thinking about the day after Happily Ever After... Did anyone ever stop to think maybe Cinderella kicked off her shoe, instead of "losing" it? What if she realized she wanted more and ran away? Ever think of that? -REL

Just Drifting~
Summer is here now, the heat practically unescapeable; might as well enjoy it. How lucky am I to spend an evening drifting lazily down the river with you in a cozy rubber raft? We're practically alone out here, save for a few ducks and geese that honk our way as we pass. But it's not the wildlife that catches my eye; I can't stop looking at you, and the hunger that seems to accompany any thoughts of you grows and grows with you right there in front of me. Any man would be drooling at the vision in front of me, and I'm no different. A tiny little bikini that barely covers your smooth skin teases me. I can tell you've been in the sun a bit before this, hints of pale flesh that are in stark contrast to your tan keep peeking out at me as you move about the raft. Oh how I long to feel that flesh next to mine. We start out on our journey with you sitting right in front of me, your warm body pressed against my chest, and my arms and legs around you. I always feel so strong and powerful

Tale As Old As Time..
Lets start out with, are you available? - For what? free dinner?!? yes Ever asked a boy for advice? -Yeah, DRH gives good advice. Last person you texted? - uhm...my cousin Mario. Are you currently mad at anyone? - Nope. Where was your default picture taken? - My kitchen. Name something you dislike about the day you're having? - Homework...I don't want to do it. Do you want to get married someday? - Yes. What are you thinking of right now? - Homework, especially that essay. ugh! Who was the last person to make you smile? - Anth

My Husband
this is for all the women on fritz43812 friend's family whatever don't matter accept for velvet and amanda u need to back off and stop sending him gifts private sluty messages whatever i am his wife and u will never have him so back off!!plus he's locked up for awhile thank u!!

To My Love.. No Really ,read It.
Dear Alcohol, First & foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. As my friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around at the holidays, hidden inside chocolates, as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: 1. Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2 a.m. Why would you make me call those ex-boyfriends/girlfriends when I know for a fact they do not want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night? 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do you suggest that I eat a taco with chili sauce, along with a big Italian meatball an

Wow I Got Played Good,again???
So yea what's new with you my lovely Fu-friends.Yes I know your tired of hearing me whine but I can't help it this week has been both great yet terrible. It's all good though Just like Sugarlands-Stand up. What doesn't kill me will make me stronger. I have had some really great friends for me and some well you know. Things just go wrong sometimes when I least expect it usually when I'm at my happiest. Well I'm doing much better now I just got to move on and walk away. I know you might think of me as a wimp cause I walk away but let me tell you walking away is much better then standing there in silence because you don't want to cause any problems. I have walked away from many things both friends and family but mostly by those that play me. I only get fooled once and never again. You play me and let me tell you you loose me. Don't come to me with your I'm sorry that's only to make you feel better not me.It's not my fault you feel bad you hurt me. It's your fault you hurt me. Remember it

Why I've Not Been Myself
So...this blog I'm not even sure if I should write it...i held off so long but I am just tired of acting happy....something that is so easy to do specially to my friends online. I'm gonna make it short because after finally releasing this ..i mean my offline friends know, and family but It was suggested to me by a family member that I should just write from my heart this way some of you I am close to will realize why I am a acting strange for awhile....And now that i found out my cousin told some of my online friends..i figured it's time i at least wrote a little something. I'm drained from past things...I'm okay from it, i'll never understand it...I am not going to try to understand it anymore I've just sort of been accepting things, trying to be smarter and I guess trying to be the one to be strong... My mom was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer after Christmas. It just happend all so fast. I had a close bond with my mom and spiratually still do and always wi

Growing Up
Remember when getting high meant swinging at the playground, The worst thing you could get from boys was cooties, Your worst enemies were your siblings, Mom was the prettiest girl you knew, Dad was the coolest guy ever, Race issues were who ran the fastest, War was a card game, Wearing a skirt meant you were a princess not a sluut, The only thing that hurt were skinned knees and paper cuts, And the only things that could get broken were your toys, Life was simple and carefree but, All we wanted to do was grow up.

Life
I AM HAPPY RIGHT NOW....I HAVE FOUND A VERY GOOD MAN...I LOVE HIM VERY MUCH!!! I WILL NOT LET ANYTHING STAND IN MY WAY ANYMORE...I DESERVE TO BE HAPPY AND SO DOES MY SON...SO I HOPE THIS IS IT FOR ME...I HAVE BEEN THROUGH TOO MUCH SHIT TO JUST STAY ALONE...SO BE IT

Birthday Contest!!
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Some Of The Best
The man who smiles when things go wrong has thought of someone to blame it on. - Robert Bloch It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives. Men are like parking spots, the good ones are taken and the free ones are handicapped Girls are like phones. We love to be held, talked too but if you press the wrong button you'll be disconnected! The average woman would rather have beauty than brains, because the average man can see better than he can think. Son, if you really want something in this life, you have to work for it. Now quiet! They're about to announce the lottery numbers. - Homer Simpson Sex is one of the most wholesome, beautiful and natural experiences money can buy. - Steve Martin What are the three words guaranteed to humiliate men everywhere? 'Hold my purse.' Energizer Bunny arrested, charged with battery Everyone needs believe in something. I believ

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Poem'
Not only because of the brownness of your eyes Or the shape of your body Not only because of the fullness of your lips Or the curl of your eye lashes You are beautiful because you want to be You are beautiful because God made you that way You are beautiful because in my eyes THERE IS NO ONE MORE BEAUTIFUL THAN YOU You are beautiful because you have a heart And that is a beautiful thing You are beautiful because you have a brain And that is a beautiful thing You are beautiful because you give advice And that is a beautiful thing You are beautiful because God made You that way You are beautiful because in my eyes THERE IS NO ONE MORE BEAUTIFUL THAN YOU You are beautiful because you have confidence You are beautiful because you have determination and wit You are beautiful because you have goals and you plan to reach them You are beautiful because you are always there to lend a helping hand You are beautiful because God made you beautiful

Bitch, Defined...
I loved it...figured everyone else would too! lol Noun: Bitch (bich): 1. A miserable person who sucks all joy and happiness out of life, and makes life a little less worth living by her consistently shitty attitude. When not complaining, her drama and gossip will fill the void. He or she (but usually she) refuses to do something with a group, and will forego hanging out with said group unless they're doing something she wants to do. She will put her interest ahead of others every single time, just for the sake of being a bitch. A bitch hates fun. "Hey guys, sorry we can't check out that cool new Brazilian restaurant, Janet is being a bitch. " 2. A status you assume when you take one in the pooper while incarcerated. 3. What you become when you fail at pool, bowling, Quake, english, math, Street Fighter Alpha, etc. 4. Having a thankless job where you work lots of overtime without pay while your boss is on vacation. 5. Having to sit in the middle seat be

The "man Rules"
The Man Rules At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down. Finally , the guys' side of the story. W e always hear 'the rules' From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note... these are all numbered '1' ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girl friends are for. 1. Anything we said 6 mon

Adios Motherf*cker
Adios Motherfucker Recipe Ingredients My Bar 1/2 oz Vodka 1/2 oz Tequila 1/2 oz Blue Curacao 1/2 oz Gin 1/2 oz Rum 2 oz 7-Up 2 oz Sweet and Sour Mix Directions Pour all ingredients except the 7-Up into a chilled glass filled with ice cubes. Top with 7-Up and stir gently. Serve in a Highball Glass

Great Lessons In Living
Great Lessons in LIVING The following are 50 great lessons in living. Taking them to heart will make a difference in your life today and beyond. 1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good. 2. When in doubt, just take the next small step. 3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. 4. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does. 5. Pay off your credit cards every month. 6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree. 7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone. 8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it. 9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck. 10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile. 11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present. 12. It's OK to let your children see you cry. 13. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about. 14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in i

Below Me
thats all i have...below me! blow me... a few of you on fu...yep. keep your face out of my ass! but while you are there...go on ahead and kiss it! if your gonna have my name in your mouth, might as well suck my dick bitch! as you were

How Deep Is The Water?!
How deep is the water??? He wondered as he entered the water from the bank and started to swim. There she was in the boat ahead, ready to follow him everywhere he went. They were on their jet skis, such small bodies for such big machines, but they seem to handle them well. They would ride alone side of him talking to him and keeping his mind off the occasional pain in his muscles. How deep is the water??? He wondered as he entered into his 4th hour of swimming. They seem bigger now, at his side. But still, when he turns and looks in faces, they are the same in his heart. They smile back, and keep talking to him, helping him forget the hours that have passed How deep is the water??? He wondered as he looked at his watch and realized he’d been swimming for 8 hours now. He looked back and she was still there in the boat, where she always was, ready to throw him a line to bring him aboard if he grew too tired. She smiled and waved at him, he smiled back, and swam on. How deep is t

Valentines Day
As I do not have a love this Valentine’s Day nor the last one, I will have to write this to the woman who I will be living with and who will be my valentine next year. This came to me today so enjoy. I AM NOT SLEEPING I awoke with a start Realized it was still dark So I moved so slowly as not to As not to disturb the woman Who holds my heart I look at you sleeping baby So calm but so sexy so I think mmm Maybe I want to wake you, to see your eyes smile To hear you life, and eyes smiling all the while I want to kiss you, love you and hold you But yet I am propped up on one elbow light holding you You are so amazing to me honey The way you do all the things you do The way you keep the house running smooth And at work, well you walk on water. Of course you do ..expected Just like your daughter But you work so hard every day and the years pass But looking at you sleep, you look a young lass Lines hidden in the shadow, just smooth skin, do I see I often fe

The Final Frontier ... Or The Primal
“get lost David! Not everyone on [this social network] is a Christian and this is no place for religious views”. If you read my message yesterday that focused on the parable of the prodigal son, you’re free to respond this way, as I don’t require people to read all that I write. But I do think blocking me because I unintentionally touched a nerve goes a little too far. What perspective can you ultimately have that is NOT a religious view? It will take God to touch Mitch’s heart, not me (mine needs a little touching up too, I expect), and I started out today’s message that way because I just about wasn’t out here to write it. Today was supposed to be the first day of my weekend off from work, but the gentleman who normally fills in for me isn’t with us anymore due to, I understand, having checked into rehab. So an opportunity for eight hours’ overtime presented itself. I don’t look forward to that as much as I used to. I mean, it’s no lie we could do with the money (I’m nor

Feed The Gods...
Broken by this life Thrown under the grinding wheel Feed the Gods my strychnine soul Bury me beneath the stones as they fly My glass house heart gets smashed I'll use my edge to free myself Break the chains I've forged What once was stone shall again be flesh I need a hand is all Someone there to pull me up Help me off the ground Shield me that I may heal It seems the end has come An end to pain and suffering Light shall cast out the shadow within Sugar and spice shall sweeten my bitterness In the wake of new beginnings Old bridges shall be rebuilt I'm breaking old habits Let them die in the dawning of this new life

As The Wedding Turns
Today on as the wedding turns, In texas it costs $72.00 to get a marriage licence, unless of course you wish to sit through several hours of Marriage classes. Then it will only cost you the grand total of 12 dollars. Instead of waiting 3 days to get married you can do so right after you finish your classes and get your 12 dollar marriage licence. This is a great program for kids just getting married for the first time. but after being married and divorced I think I got down pretty well the facts of life and I can after 47 years of life keep a balanced financial account. just cause the last woman I married didn't exactly have the brains God gave a rock dose not mean that it was something I could catch and pass to some one else. As a disabled person setting through over 6 hrs in a hard chair would put me in such a state of pain I would probably wind up at the emergency room. So we are actually going to pay the highway robbery suspects we call our Texas state government,

What About Me?
Hello I am a honest discreet person who likes to have fun. I like to read and watch movies. I have two teenage daughters. My favorite color is RED. In my spare time I am a Volunteer Firefighter. Ask me anything and i will answer.

Me 4 Auction In God's & Goddess's
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Terry - News Articles
Rachel Withers Eyewitness News Reporter ATHENS, Tenn. (WRCB) - Tragedy struck an Athens campground over the weekend. A man was killed when a giant tree crashed on to his camper. His wife was trapped beside him while he died. It's a freak accident even Athens police are trying to understand. Somehow the heavy rain we've received in the last few weeks softened the ground, and a huge tree was uprooted. It crashed on the camper behind it. A heavy snow can't hide the tragedy that unfolded at an Athens campground early Sunday morning. The camper Terry and Anita Rasmus called home sits untouched, as if time stood still when this tree fell down. "I heard this sound of something falling," explained neighbor Ginny Goble. "I thought a limb had fallen out by us. I felt a little vibration." That vibration was just after midnight, and Goble was watching television in bed. Next thing she knew, it was four in the morning and emergency crews were next door. "I had no idea what happen

I Got Me A New Camera! It's Time For Some Picture-takin!
So my wife hooked me up with a new Canon 20D last weekend, and ooohhh man, I'm in love with this thing. SO damn cool, so now I just need to get out and do some photography. I managed to get out on Wednesday and shoot the SacTweetUp meeting, that was good fun, that's all on my Facebook page, about 100 images in total were posted. So if you're in the Sacramento area and want to either go do a photowalk, or would like some pictures taken, please let me know. Good times indeed. :)

Just An Idea
I have always been amazed at people that want to talk to me and ask me things that are right on my page.... If you are interested in who I am take a couple of minutes cruise through my pictures and songs that is me it is an open book and very clear. I am not hard to know or understand very simple down to earth with strong beliefs. I am always interested in peoples opinions and never try to force mine on others but I also dont want to be judged for them. I hope I meet more and more people and look for those that are actually interested enough to find out who I am first.

Tigerchiefs First Happy Hour Tonight @9
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Finding And Keeeping A Life Partner (taken From Shawty(rok))
Golden rules for finding your life partner by Dov Heller, M.A. When it comes to making the decision about choosing a life partner, no one wants to make a mistake. Yet, with a divorce rate of close to 50%, it appears that many are making serious mistakes in their approach to finding Mr./Miss. Right! If you ask most couples who are engaged why they're getting married, they'll say: "We're in love". I believe this is the #1 mistake people make when they date. Choosing a life partner should never be based on love. Though this may sound "not politically correct", there's a profound truth here. Love is not the basis for getting married. Rather, love is the result of a good marriage (or a relationship, in my humble opinion). When the other ingredients are right, then the love will come. Let me say it again: "You can't build a lifetime relationship on love alone". You need a lot more!!! Here are five questions you must ask yourself if you're serious about finding and keeping a life p

Please Help National Kidney Foundation
As some of my friends know, I have a disease, called Polycystic kidneys. I have inherited this from my mother's side. I am writing to ask for donations . I am in the National Kidney Foundation walk, here in Boston, on May 17th. And, I want to raise at least $500.00 with my team. so please, click on this link, and donate for me? Any and all help will be appreciated. Thank You from the bottom of my heart!

Something That Probably Make Ya Go ????
Now they have so called actually said that B's and C's are getting along a bit better now is it because of a black President , have they just came to thier senses, is it B-Cuz of racial tentions , have the ONEZ from thier homeland came and stepped in and if so will they be going to theese other States theese R just somethings to make ya go ????

Irish Day Soon
OK so it is soon to be SAINT PATRICKS DAY March 17th - woot woot - a day of drinking guinness and listening to the Pogues and all other Irish music - so what are you gonna do for this day and please do not refer to it as Patty's Day - Im Anglo/Irish and it deeply offends me when i hear it referred to as Pattys Day - its Paddy's Day in the Uk and Ireland (both parts!) I know I have contacts on the emerald isle - wicked - craic on and no I dont blame them for me breaking my leg haha

Michael Sweet's Wife Kyle
Friday, March 06, 2009 Funeral Announcement The Passing of Kyle Sweet Wife of Musician Michael Sweet Kyle Rae Sweet 1956-2009 Kyle Rae Sweet has passed on and is now at peace with her Savior, our Lord Jesus Christ. Please continue to pray for the Sweet family. We ask that if you wish to express your sympathies within an e-mail that you send them to the following e-mail address: thesweetfamily@michaelsweet.com Kyle was diagnosed with cancer in February 2007. She passed away at 8:30 p.m. ET on Thursday, March 5, 2009. Kyle's life was dedicated to caring for her husband and home-schooling their two children. Her heart's desire was for their children to attend college. To best honor Kyle's work as a home-school mom there has been a fund set up called The Sweet Children's College Fund. In lieu of flowers, donations to this fund can be made payable and mailed to: Sweet Children's College Fund Sovereign Bank 50 Cohasset Avenue Buzzards Bay, MA 02532 Sympath