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Women??!! &^%$#
So I have to ask a general question when it comes to women. What the hell is up ya’ll seriously? I’ve talked to numerous women and they explain the qualities that they look for in men. Honor, Humor, Integrity, Loyalty, respect, Apprciation, Protectiveness, Intellegence, and a strong personality. That is until they ACTUALLY get those things. Before anyone goes on the defensive, I am hardly the only one who holds these opinions, this thought, rant, diatribe, what have you is the result of years of personal experience in conjunction with the experiences of several (20+) other men. Is it because they want these qualities, so long as none of this interferes with their own dynamic? This is an impossibility as Honor is an absolute, as is Integrity& Respect and these have a tendency to have a profound effect upon the other qualities. An example: Girl goes through life living one way and encounters nothing but heartache, bad relationships, and broken promises. So She comes up with a s

Just Grrrrrrrr.
Today was suppose to be my daughter's first day of school. few weeks before that, I think the last day before winter vacation. I ask is there anything I can do to prepare her. they mentioned a list but one thing that wasn't on there was a TB test. I go outside at 7:30 with her come back at 8 and call the school and ask what's going on, they put me though the bus, asked what her name was and told me she needs a TB test, I called my mother and told her that, she has half days Friday but my response was we'll have her miss a week of school for a TB test? so she's calling my brother who works at the clinic and hopefully we'll set up something.

My Suicide Note
Well, this is it. I'm sorry to everyone this disappoints, I'm sorry to anyone who's heart it may break, as I thought I did an alright job of being a good man. I dont have the heart to call my parents before doing this so anyone that could, please let them know that I'm sorry but that I do love them and I love Janice....... :( And please let them know that I'll miss them all and anyone who may have thought of me as a friend and I wasnt aware of them thinking of me as that. To my cousin Vic, you tried to be there for me during hard times over the years and I appreciated that. And Max, I love Max and he's always been like a best friend but the problem is that when the best friend you feel that youve had....... is a dog. Janice, I'm sorry I hurt you those times before but I'm gonna slash my neck and I can promise you that I have felt the hurt too from being without you and I loved you MORE THAN LIFE but I guess that wasnt enough. Know that wherever you are as you read this, as I'm sure

My Heart Is Not A Toy
my heart is not a toy, so why do guys think it is cool to watch me build feeling for them, just to bring me down, and watch me hurt. its not fair all i ever ask for is for one guy to share my love with. but i guess that will never happen. cause all i have now is where my heart should be is a empty, and broken heart with many pieces of a heart that once was whole and full of love. i just dont know what to do?

Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week 1-05-09 Cotton Candy
Let Me Introduce You To Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week For The Week Of 12-29-09 Cotton Candy Be Sure To Stop By Her Page & Show Her Some ¢¾ ..She Will Be Sure To Return All ¢¾ ~ABOUT ME~ *Basics* Name/Nickname: Cotton Candy Birthday: May 10th Zodiac Sign: Taurus Hair Color: Brown Eye Color: Brown Tattoos: One two butterflies on the back of my neck Piercings: 2 on my right ear, 4 on my left, tongue, and lip *Favorites* Color: Silver Season: Fall Day Of Week: Wednesday Animal: Panther Flower: Purple rose *Have You Ever* Danced In The Rain?: Yes Laughed So Hard You Cried?: Yes I have Smiled For No Reason?: Yeah I do that alot when I am around my son Sat On Your Rooftop?: Yeah, used to love to sit out there on a nice cool night *This 0R That* Computer 0R T.V?: Computer Phone 0R IM?: IM McDonalds 0R Burger King?: McDonalds Summer 0R Winter?: Winter CDs 0R IPoD/MP3?: MP3 XBox 0R PS2?: XBOX RANDOMS... Your Perfect Pizza?: Pepperoni with

Open Your Own Door To Success.
OPEN YOUR OWN DOOR TO SUCCESS. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Success on any major scale requires that you accept responsibility. The one quality that all successful people have is their ability to take on responsibility. You must choose the thoughts and actions that will lead you on to success. Nothing will happen by itself. It can all come your way, once you understand that you have to make it come your way, by your own exertions. Find your pathway to success and begin your journey. Your life will become what you make of it. The golden opportunity you are seeking lies within you. It's not in your environment. It's not in luck or chance, or the help of others. It's in you alone. Opportunity is all around you. And if the door of opportunity is closed, you must keep on knocking on it, and keep on knocking on it until it opens. You'll develop your opportunity by applying persistence to your possibilitie

Hellcast Trivia #1
Ok, if you did not make the show on saturday for the new Hellcast Trivia, this is how is will work out. Through private donations made to the show, at the end of 2009, the leader in total points shall be awarded a cash prize of at least $100. The way it will go: 10 questions, with varying degrees of difficulty, will be awarded points according to that level of difficulty: 1pt for easy questions, 3pts for Average , 7pts for difficult and 10pts for tough or impossible. Your FIRST guess will be the only answer accepted. So, your leader at the end of the first week is: JPletch- 26 StacyDawn- 22 Sheena- 22 Sunnastein- 19 Mchgn- 18 Forgetful61- 16 MammaHelle- 12 OP_Free76- 9 AngelaBower- 3 Strega- 1 This will be a running total to finish on the December 19th show of 2009. Becuz we will take the last saturday of the year to just relax and prep for another huge show to start 2010.

Some Of Why I'm On Here
Knowing that i give people a laugh or a smile a temporary escape from everyday problems makes being on here all worth while I also hope to Plant seed as the word says to do throwing out the word here & there that doesn't return void (I just hope my compromises don't have to much a negative affect) The word(Jesus) also says "feed my sheep" I have several friends that are true followers of Christ & to add to what they know & even just discuss any of the word Nourishes what they already know & even adds to it. [If the is Music Distracting Please turn it off Now] The bible talks about how Iron Sharpens Iron & a good example is when I share what the Lords been showing Me & you share what the Lords been showing you both our swords are sharpened. In the "Armor of God" verse the sword is the word of God we are indeed in a spiritual Battle & it's nice to have a sharp sword. Also the word says man shall not live by bread alone but by ever word the proceeds from the mo

To Put It Simply, I Want You
I want to be your companion and walk hand in hand, your strength over coming my weakness. Autumn leaves falling, scuffing feet and laughter, sharing nights, not finished by the dark. I want to be your confidant as you pen your deepest thoughts, as your heartaches, bleeds and finally break free. Your dreams, I keep as if my own. I want to smile as you smile and giggle with you at nothing at all. I want to be your lover and find the passions that move you to action. I want to be the softness that induces you to trust. I want to be the naughty that makes you come back for more. I want to please you. I want to share your breakfast every morning for all time. I want you in the shower and in your bed and with soft steps Id bring you breakfest in bed! Your strong arms, the legs that power your thrust, your lips of pleasure, these are the fuel of my desire no it is no secret, my love, and to put it very simply, I want you.

Behind These Eyes
There is so much pain hehind these eyes this life covers the truth with lies. I fake a smile everyday, slowly letting life fade away. From everyone i hide, The fact that i', dieing inside. There is no life inside of me, The mask I wear is all you see. Please dont think that you can save me, I've lost it all so just let me be. My life is all ready ending, And i'm so tired of all the pretending. So when all life slips from my face, I can only hope to go to a better place. Where pain no longer resides, And i wont be forced to hide. But please dont shed atear for me, Cause this is where i want to be. Theresa Kimberley Wideawake Copyright ©2009 Theresa Kimberley Wideawake

Secret Love
Secret Love when I look into your soft blue eyes, my heart lets out a light sigh, From the first day I looked at you, I felt there was something special in you. And as time went by, and day to night, I knew this feeling was so right. You told me that we were friends, But i knew i wanted more in the end. I covered up the truth with lies, By hiding how i really felt inside. I didnt want you to know that i had love for you, Cause I was afraid of losing your friendship too. So in my heart my secret lies, My feelings hidden behind my eyes. And it it's ever meant to be, then you'll see the truth in me. And if not they will stay under lock and key, deep inside the heart in me. Theresa Kimberley Wideawake Copyright ©2009 Theresa Kimberley Wideawake

Secrets
always herd the whispering as I strolled on down the halls, though I pretended not to notice, I saw the writings on the walls. I saw all the looks, caught all the glances, If only they had given me just a couple chances. Though they dont know it, they've left scars on me, but not that kind of scars that anyone can see, they always put me down, and shoved me all around. They always whispered in eachothers ears, all the things they didn't want me to hear. I was the one always left alone, but now its my time to go home. And as I fall into eternal sleep, Don't you dare for me start to weep. I have one last thing to say, as I start to drift away, In this world I can no longer stay, Cause tis time for all this pain to go away. Theresa Kimberley Wideawake Copyright ©2009 Theresa Kimberley Wideawake

No Longer Mine
No Longer Mine as you lay there sleeping by my side, I try not to let you hear me cry. these memories are flowing through my head, as I watch you sleep on our bed. I remember the way things used to be, when your heart belonged to only me. you try to hide the fats so well, But you cant see it's hurting me like hell. I know your hearts no longer mine, and to say it is would just be a lie. I know our love has faded and died, and often at night I sit and have cried. I know I must now let you go, and try not to let this hurt show. I can no longer live this lie, I accept the fact your hearts no longer mine. Copyright ©2009 Theresa Kimberley wideawake

Episode 80- Redlars Bday Bash
This show started like so many before it, with technical difficulties, lol. Myself and one listener were able to type, while others could not hear but type. Once I finally got fixed that problem, about 10 mins later, we finally got the show rolling. The first show of the year, had alot of new things, new bits, a new intro, and best of all, new guests. We covered Dumb Laws of Sweden, Top 10 signs the Anti-Christ is a vegetarian, Red's 3 favorite songs, Redlars good deed of the week, Drink of the week, our King of the Hill, movie review of Benjamin Button, Hellcast Trivia, our sextalk with the girls from TMI, our Mad Lib- The Drunkest I Ever Got, Fractured Fairy Tale- Lord Redlar, Country of the week- Czech Republic, Slackney's Wisdom, On this day in history, our Presidential Address, Comic of the week- Lavell Crawford, 60 second science and so much more on the Aftershow... Each and every show is always so much fun, especially when the listeners get involved. To me, thats what it

The Valley & The Mountain
through the valley i walk to the mountain i climb. i tried to climb that mountain but cant get past the first peak. The valley is where i stay contemplating life. How can i climb that mountain?One day i will! Till then i stay in the valley wondering if im good enough to climb that mountain or im i destain to stay in the valley.One day I hope to conquer that mountain.My demons keep me in the valley of self dought,worth,and love.Will i ever be trully happy? Happiness is what is ultimate what everyone is striving for to get to the top of the mountain.Most of us are happy being in the valley but not all END

Sugardaddy!? Lol
Lesson: You have a better chance of getting what you want if you treat someone with respect. ->Tongue2Swe...: wow so not only are you disrespectful, don't listen, and older then my dead daddy. your lazy too! amazing! and BLOCKED! Tongue2Swe...: show me a pic without your glasses...even though i love your glasses ->Tongue2Swe...: funny Tongue2Swe...: i think u r....but i still like u ->Tongue2Swe...: this is the way i am and it you don't like it then go away ->Tongue2Swe...: i'm not crabby Tongue2Swe...: why u so crabby? ->Tongue2Swe...: like i said perhaps you should read peoples profiles Tongue2Swe...: u having a bad week? ->Tongue2Swe...: and a business ->Tongue2Swe...: and several side jobs ->Tongue2Swe...: i have a job Tongue2Swe...: you bitch just like my daughter too ->Tongue2Swe...: it amuses me ->Tongue2Swe...: i love rejecting them so they come back at me with insults about how they think i'm ugly and don't want to fuck me after not just five minutes ago they

Submitting Pic
I need some help so I want to submit a pic for Kodak and they need one that captures the revelry of the new year..any suggestions?? I was thinking about something along with like: maybe a new begining ya know with a new year new president..what would be the best pic to describe this? I even considered a sunrise as a new begining but how will they know thats what I mean?

Things Could Be Worse
Today when I came in I noticed one of my employees was wearing a t-shirt instead of his normal dress shirt. So, I asked him what was up. A little back story to this is that he was buying a trailer and Friday he got a phone call it was being towed, after he had moved all his stuff into it. So he left Friday and went to figure out what was going on. Apparently the owner of the land didn't want it there anymore and wanted it moved. The quick story is he had to move back to the place he was living in before. So they load up everything, move it back, and he goes to take care of some stuff. A couple of hours later he comes back to find that the house he was moving back into was on fire. He lost a lot of his stuff, mostly everything except what was still in his vehicle. Apparently the stove malfunctioned and caught fire, and the house was kinda old and went up pretty quick. If that were not crappy enough, he tells his parents, and his mom says she'll come up and bring him some stuff. Well,

I Need An Auto 11 Plz Read
I am looking to buy but I dont got the fubucks for it. I will rate all pics and stash. I will pay half of the fubucks I earn in that and I will find ways to get the rest back. I will give you 2.5 million fubucks right off the bat.

Bon Voyage, The Princess Leia Starship Crew Has Left The Station
YOU ARE CORDIALLY INVITED TO JOIN PRINCESS LEIA'S OFFICIAL FUBAR STARSHIP CREW *************************************** First, you'll board the ship in the finest cloud city ever. *************************************** Next, you have to watch out for Princess Leia, she might visit you and give out an explosive drink at any given moment.. (Don't worry, it won't harm you.) The other passengers might send you drinks, gift you, bling, or rate your things, you never know what's going to happen on this ship... Surprises await, including tags By Vollare Dave. 1. ' Princess Leia' Please Re-post *************************************** After you rate, fan, add, the crew, promotions team, and captain, just leave a blog comment for the captain saying you have completed all the steps. she will add you to the Starship crew and on board the ship. Comments are encouraged. After the captain adds you to the crew and gives you your comment, repost the bulletin. Also

Underneath Your Skin.
I look into your face And wonder what you want with me ‘cause everyone wants something no one hangs around for free Your eyes are so sincere And in your lovely smile I bask As I wonder all the while What’s behind your handsome mask? What underneath do you conceal Devil,demon,angel,sprite Are you needy,angry,greedy,vicious,lost or apathetic? There’s so many ways to suffer now,life is so confused. Its no wonder that the bulk of us are sure we’ve been abused So why don’t you just spit it out, lay it on the line? Take off the guise that hides the truth Be honest just one time. The world revolves on bullshit, most all balance on the fence. To risk a fall with honesty I guess just makes no sense. Poem by Tammy C.

What A Life
well ok its 2009 and well i just think that it was about time for me to pop up here and bitch again about this stupid world we live in. I work with a bunch of pathetic idiots that can't get off their ass to save them selves, don't get me wrong there are a few people that will actually work but the rest just don't care and probably are there to just get a paycheck... all i see all day long is people talking to others and not doing work so no one else has to pick up behind them...... i went in to work last night and omg i cleaned way to much and I shouldn't have to do twice the work that the day crew should of done..... yeah i know i bitch to much

Not Worth My Time
why people feel the need to try to bring someone down is beyond me. everyone has their own life. geez live it and stop trying to look into everyone elses and say things that you have no clue about. but then again if they were happy with their life and the choices they make then they wouldnt bother everyone else right? misery loves company....... go find someones elses company cause seriously all your doing is making an ass out of yourself but then again if they were smart they would probably know that already right?

What You Do To Me
Oh let me tell you Just whats on my mind I dream about it you all the time I just wanna give you anything I can Let me show you everything I am Why is it so hard to get through to you Just what I feel when you walk in the room? What you do to me I cant believe What Im feeling when When you look at me What you do to me Oh I cant conceive Just what Id do when you do What you do to me Used to getting anything I want S why am I letting you get to my heart I never thought that my mind would fantasize That Id reveal what I feel inside

This I Promise You
This I Promise You When the visions around you, Bring tears to your eyes And all that surround you, Are secrets and lies Ill be your strength, Ill give you hope, Keeping your faith when its gone The one you should call, Was standing here all along.. And I will take You in my arms And hold you right where you belong Till the day my life is through This I promise you This I promise you Ive loved you forever, In lifetimes before And I promise you never... Will you hurt anymore I give you my word I give you my heart (give you my heart) This is a battle weve won And with this vow, Forever has now begun... Just close your eyes (close your eyes) Each loving day (each loving day) I know this feeling wont go away (no..) Till the day my life is through This I promise you.. This I promise you.. Over and over I fall (over and over I fall) When I hear you call Without you in my life baby I just wouldnt be living at all... And I will take (I will take yo

Thinking Of You
Lying in your arms So close together Didnt know just what I had Now I toss and turn Cause Im without you How Im missing you so bad Where was my head? Where was my heart? Now I cry alone in the dark I lie awake I drive myself crazy Drive myself crazy Thinking of you... Made a mistake When I let you go baby I drive myself crazy Wanting you the way that I do Wanting you the way that I do I was such a fool I couldnt see it Just how good you were to me (just how good you were to me) You confessed your love (you confessed your love) Undying devotion I confessed my need to be free... And now Im left With all this pain Ive only got myself to blame...yeah... I lie awake I drive myself crazy Drive myself crazy Thinking of you... Made a mistake Let you go baby I drive myself crazy Wanting you the way that I do (wanting you the way that I do) Why...didnt I know it How much I loved you baby? Why couldnt I show it If I had only told you When I ha

Forever In Your Heart
Forever in You Heart You know That I love you In every way You bring So many magical wonders To my day How could I ever leave One reason why Cause darlin without you I cannot breathe Youre the best thing In all my life The only one Who helps me through So much pain and strife Baby you know... Youll always be in my heart Well never have reaons To ever part When I look into yor eyes All I see is you and i Together, forever in your heart Darlin yes I love you more than words can say Youll always be mine No matter where you are Youre always at the front Of my mind Only for eternity Youve touched my heart With undying hope With your love My problems can cope No one will ever take your place When I close my eyes I see me Kissing your sweet face Youre much more beautiful Than heavens glowing embrace You'll alwyas be Forever with me Baby, just wait and see Youre my dream come true And all I can say Is that I love you All I can say I

A Song
this is the only song i'll post simply because i don't want anyone ripping off my lyrics as their own. But this one is special as it seems to some up my life to a certain point really, enjoy, hopefully if im lucky i'll get some music for it. Comments would be appreciated Semi Circle Verse Here’s another story About a boy and girl But the boy moved away And changed the girls world The boy came back But the girl moved on So he stands on stage Singing this song Chorus I’m talking to you But I don’t know what to say Because you’re the only one That makes me feel this way You’ve captured my heart I don’t know what to do The only thing I want Is to be with you Verse The boy got up and Moves back onto his feet Just like a semi circle Only half complete He meets a new girl But as you can tell That he only went and Fucked it up with her as well Chorus I’m talking to you But I don’t know what to say Because you’re the only one That makes me fe

My Slumbering Bitch
why can't you help me keep her sleep??? I try with all my might to keep her sleep my laughter turns to anger, anger turns to revenge why must you say things that you "think" i want to hear??? if you know me...it's not that serious before the meet, things are good you call and call ad call the meet...things are not what you expected you walk ahead of me no words, no eye contact the pretence...she'll do for the moment if you know me...it's not that serious the encounter... better than i've had before kissing, touching, exploring things change...no eye contact everything stops things your have to do, places your have to go the lies you tell you move so quick i hurt my neck trying to keep up if you know me, it's not that serious...i've told you this before why couldn't it have stayed the way that it was if you know me, it's not that serious you get ghetto, your words, your actions why not just leave me there?? it's not that serious my bitch stirs, i lull h

Como Laflor
Yo sé que tienes Un nuevo amor Sin embargo Te deseo lo mejor Si en mí no encontraste Felicidad Tal vez alguien más Te la dará Como la flor (como la flor) Con tanto amor (con tanto amor) Me diste tú Se marchitó Me marcho hoy Yo sé perder Pero ay, cómo me duele Ay, cómo me duele Si vieras cómo duele Perder tu amor Con tu adiós te llevas Mi corazón No sé si pueda Volver a amar Porque te di todo el amor Que pude dar Como la flor (como la flor) Con tanto amor (con tanto amor) Me diste tú Se marchitó Me marcho hoy Yo sé perder Pero ay, cómo me duele Ay, cómo me duele Como la flor (como la flor) Con tanto amor (con tanto amor) Me diste tú Se marchitó Me marcho hoy Yo sé perder Pero ay, cómo me duele Ay, cómo me duele Ay, cómo me duele

10 Things To Never Say To A Porn Star! (especially #4!!!!!)
10. You're too pretty to do porn. (So, you're saying you would prefer to watch ugly people f*ck?) 9. Your vagina must be really worn out. (Mine isn't nearly as bad as your mother's after pushing such a giant idiot like you out of it. ) 8. I would never watch porn. I think it is degrading to women. (Then how did you know my name? And my measurements? And my astrological sign? And my birthdate?) 7. How do I get my girlfriend/wife to do ________? (Ask her, not me. By the way, talking to me in the first place is not helping your cause. ) 6. Wow! You're so much prettier/younger/thinner in your photos. (Obviously your mother didn't teach you anything and it is called Photoshop. ) 5. I pleasured myself to you 10 times this week! (OK, I didn't need to know precisely how pathetic you are. And stop trying to shake my hand. I now unfortunately know exactly where it has been. ) 4. I could do porn. (No, you couldn't. If you could, you already would be ... and no, I will NOT

Eaters Delight Is A Full Service Caterer
Eaters Delight is a Full Service Caterer Eaters Delight is a Full Service Caterer whose fine reputation is based on consistency of excellent quality and service. We specialize in weddings, rehearsal dinners, corporate events, cocktail parties, picnics, barbeques, gatherings, birthday parties, box lunches, press release parties, business parties, entertainers parties, celebrity parties and more. Catering Ideas That Will Help You Organize a Successful Event Hosting a forthcoming major event can unnerve even the most meticulous person. But there are few main catering ideas that will help you pull off major event without any problem. And this stress that accompanies catering and arranging a major event can be alleviated by an organizer, post its, PDA's and notepads. There are many catering ideas for each type of party. The major catering ideas that can make your party successful are to remain organized, provide good menu choices, ensure drinks are flowing and decor

Donations Would Help Alot
OK i gots to ask.. i would really like to get spotlight for my birthday in march. so if anyone could help me win spotlight that would be great. i need donations. anything will help.. the last time i had spotlight it cost 800k to win it lol.. that tells you how long ago that was.. i do believe i bought stacie a mansion back then too lol. but any donations will help.. ty!!

My Wife
So Tell Me What You Think Of My Real Life Wife Is She Hot Or Not?? In My Eyes She Is So Hot She Burns Me Up Everyday!! Scottish Phantom RL wife to Casper the Alien@ fubar Just Do Me A Favor Rate And Fan And Ad Here While Your There Thanks Th Crazy Alien!!

When Lazy Catches Up To Stupid...
Good Morning, and welcome to 2009 yuck…wasn’t it just a while ago we were welcoming in 2008 and before that…Ok enough said it sucks getting old. Oh and this about old…well perhaps not old but retired. Ok this is a peeve of mine and just rocks my cradle. People who are retired can normally go anywhere at anytime right? I mean there is no job to hold them back, however it seems that most would rather meet and do their shopping at peek shopping hours. Instead of doing it say in the daytime…when nothing else is going on…I mean the working class has limited time to do said shopping but … ok I know preaching to the choir, preaching to the choir… How about goofy people for starters and Arousing Suspicion: April Westfall, 40, was arrested in Reno, Nev., in December for DUI. An ambulance crew called the Highway Patrol after spotting her driving down U.S. 395 at 4:30 a.m. with a service station's nozzle and severed hose protruding from her gas tank. Jeremy Aron, 33, was arrested for DUI on

Quote Sent To Me 040 (ironies)
~ Ironies ~ 1)Good guys go crazy over easy girls 2)Good girls are taken by ungrateful guys 3)The most loyal are those being cheated on 4)Cheaters are begged by good ones to stay 5)The most worthy of good relationships are the ones that aren’t taken seriously 6)Those greatly hurt by their greatest love end up being players – Erlet 01/04/09 1:32pm - very very true

Quote Sent To Me 039 (complicated)
What is Complicated and why does it hurt? -It’s when you don’t know where you stand in a person’s life; -It’s when you’re hanging in dead air and knowing you can be thrown off anytime; -It’s when you’re like more than friends but not really -And it’s like you’re lovers when it’s really otherwise Sometimes you would want to wish to have never met the person at all but at the back of your mind you’re thankful you have. – Erlet 01/04/09 3:46am - So True...

Quote Sent To Me 038
There are things that you don’t want to think of but you can’t even forget. There are things that you don’t want to continue but you are afraid to end. It’s just like you don’t want to expect anything but you’re still willing to wait. – Johnny 01/04/09 12:45pm

Quote Sent To Me 037
Sometimes you don’t know why you bother to love. When you know for a fact that it’ll always be the same story. Chasing a heart that will never be yours and only yours. Begging for affection that will never be given. Sacrificing for a doubtful future and crying for the one who will never love you back. – Erlet 01/04/09 2:59pm

Quote Sent To Me 036
The word Love is far different from Commitment. Love is a gift that anyone can have but commitment is a sacrifice for love that not anyone is capable of. It’s just so sad that the word commitment is enclosed with duties which make it heavy, which make other people think. They may be ready for love but not for commitment. But come to think of it, isn’t love enough to keep a commitment? – Erlet 01/03/09 11:56pm

Quote Sent To Me 032 (why Girls Love Edward Cullen)
Few reasons why a lot of girls love Edward Anthony Masen Cullen: A normal guy would say: “I love you baby” Edward would say: “You are my life now” As you leave the house, a normal guy would say: “Bye, See yah” Edward would say: “Hurry back to me” While you’ve gone far away, a normal guy would say: “I miss you” Edward would say: It’s like you’ve taken half of myself with you” If you have died a normal guy would find another. Edward would kill himself coz “Life without you isn’t worth living” From the movie/book twilight – Erlet 12/31/08 4:46pm - hmmmmm… it’s just a story/movie from a book, not a real one…

"the Ho Anthem"by Shakey Lee
I'LL MAKE YA TICKLE FO A NICKLE WIT MY PICKLE SYCKLE I'LL MAKE YA HOLLA FO A DOLLA USIN JR. BOLLA AINT NO SHAME IN MY GAME EVEN WITH A THREE INCH HANG, YOU GOTTA PAY TO BANG! CAUSE IT'SA PLAYA THANG, AND IF YOU AIN'T GOTTA DOLLA THEN DON'T BOTHA TO HOLLA AT THIS BOLLA TILL YA GOTTA DOLLA GIVE ME A RING AND IF THE DOLLA SIGNS ARE SINGING CHING CHING!THEN I'LL MAKE YA SCREAM BLING BLING! I'M GONNA MAKE YA SCREAM TO THESOUNDS OF THE CHING CHING! I WAS RAISED TO NOT BE AFRAID TO USE MY SPADE TO GET PAID TO GET LAID HELL NO I AINT MAKIN NO TRADE BLING BLING! I'M GONNA MAKE YA SCREAM TO THE SOUNDS OF THE CHING CHING! BUT ON THE DOWNLOW IF YOU AIN'T GOT THE CASHFLOW FOR THIS HO THEN I GOTTA GO I GOT THE BEST FLAVAS OUTA ALL THE PLAYAS I'M THE NUMBER ONE H-O-E ASK ANY HONEY THEY ALL KNOW ME I AIN'T FIXIN TO LISTEN JUST BECAUSE YOUR EYES GLISTEN AND YOU AIN'T GETTIN A PIECE OF THIS ASS TILL YOU BUY A BENEFITS PASS AND SOME GRASS SO I CAN GET HIGH BEFORE I MAKE YOR HORMONES FLY I'M

Quote Sent To Me 028
We love and give all we got to make them happy and make them stay. But there are times we get hurt; still we give them second chances. But if it’s too much already could you still forgive? I guess it’s true that “whatever the size of the paper, you can only fold it 7 times”. Moral Lesson: Everything has its own limit. – Erlet 12/24/08 – 8:20pm

My New Career? - Lol
Ok, I couldn't get this thing to work here, but, click on the link and you should be able to see it. Hope this made you all (or y'all) smile....... (Let me know if this worked, and feel free to leave a comment.) http://sendables.jibjab.com/view/eIMYKqwam1bjxDD7zCJ7

"the Rose"by Shakey Lee
EYES OF BEAUTY LET ME IN GIVE ME JUST ONE NIGHT OF UNFORGETABLE SIN I LONG FOR YOUR TOUCH, I LONG FOR YOUR LOVE IF I TOLD YOU I LOVED YOU,YOU WOULD FLY AWAY LIKE A DOVE THE PEDALS OF A ROSE ARE SO DELICATE AND SWEET AND IF THEY ARE USED RIGHT YOU CAN TURN UP THE HEAT RUN A ROSE ACROSS YOUR LIPS UP AND DOWN YOUR BACK AND AROUND YOUR HIPS WHISPER SOMETHING SEXUAL IN YOUR EAR AND YOU ASK IF THIS ACTION WILL BE SINCERE DON'T YOU WORRY, HAVE NO FEAR AWAKE IN THE MORNING, I'M STILL HERE!

"the Last Writtin Words"by Shakey Lee
GIVE THEM AN INCH THEY WILL TAKE A MILE EVERYONE IS WORKING FOR A LIFE THEY KNOW IS NOT WORTH WHILE LIVING LIFE DAY TO DAY STRIVING AND STRIVING FOR A LIFE THEY DON'T WANT WITH NOTHING TO SAY HOPES AND DREAMS BURIED WITHIN PONDRING WHEN MY LIFE WILL BEGIN EMOTIONS IMPLODING DRIVING ME INSANE FEEL LIKE I'M ONLY LIVING IN VEIN MY TRUE LOVE IS GONE I HAVE NOTHING MORE TO LOSE NOW IS THE TIME I MUST CHOSE DO OR DIE

Deceit
Title: Deceit By: Detox Drowning Or so it seems Losing sight Fading dreams Hearing sounds Violent screams Having visions Evil and obscene This shadow A passing thing Darkness falls And pain runs deep Cold and alone Incomplete Daylight dies Eternal sleep No more lies No more deceit

Leavin
Alright ill be leavin at 4 am pst from this lil town in the south of Oregon... will be ariving in Portland prolly around noon wish me luck, send me love and fun stuff and to my fam in the Tiki ill be back on assap i hope its sooner then later :D

"the Future"by Shakey Lee
I WISH I COULD SAY THOSE WORDS TO YOU A SACRED BOND BETWEEN US TWO I WISH AND PRAY FOR US TO BE TOGETHER FOREVER FOR ETERNITY CAUSE MY LONELY HEART NEEDS HEALED I'M SENDING OUT A CAUTION YOU SHOULD YIELD MY HEART, MIND, AND SOUL ARE FREE BUT MY BODY IS TRAPPED IN A WORLD OF DARKNESS IN WHICH I CANNOT SEE I WANA FULFILL THE DREAMS OF THE ONES I LOVE GIVE EVERYTHING I HAVE TO THAT ONE HEART PURE AS A DOVE MINE EYES ARE SET ON THE HEART OF ONE BUT I CAN'T HAVE HER TILL MY GOALS ARE DONE EYES OF BEAUTY AND A HEART OF GOLD WISH FOR OUR HEARTS TO BE IN MY STORY UNTOLD BUT DON'T YOU STOP LOVING ME ONE OF THESE DAYS YOU WILL SEE WE'LL BE TOGETHER FOREVER FOR ETERNITY

"the Reaper"by Shakey Lee
EYES OF PASSION, COLD AT HEART WATCHING FOR ANOTHER SOUL TO DEPART WHEN WILL IT LEAVE, WHERE WILL IT GO I AM DEATH BUT I DO NOT RUN THE SHOW TO EACH THEIR OWN CHOICE TO EACH THEIR OWN VOICE TO EACH THEIR OWN LIFE TO EACH THEIR OWN PAIN IN EVERY LIFE IS MUCH SUFFERING AND STRIFE BUT IT IS UP TO YOU WHETHER U LIVE LIFE IN VEIN

My Fu-owner ,chris
PLEASE GO SHOW MY FU-OWNER , CHRIS , LOTS OF LOVE , SHE SO DESERVES IT! CLICK THE PIC ABOVE TO GET TO HER PROFILE! THANX EVERYBODY, JADE ™JÁÐÊ™**ROSE**~(READ THE PROFILE) ØWÑÊR OF §WÊÊTWÁTÊR§ & THÊ HØT §PØT LOUNGES@ fubar

I'm Over You...
I’m over you… It started before I knew what was happening…feelings stirring within me. The more time we spent together the stronger I felt for her. Her voice and the words she said to me still haunt my thoughts. Maybe someday I will be able to feel the happiness that I felt with her. Maybe someday I’ll get the chance to hold her in my arms again. Maybe someday I’ll be able to forget the dreams that I never want to let go of. But for now I have to let go. Tell myself that it wasn’t meant to be. Tell myself that everything we talked about was for nothing. Tell myself not to be embarrassed that I opened myself up so much to her. Something I have a hard time doing. But with her it was easy for me. It felt natural, like it was meant to be. I miss that feeling but there is little else I can do. I want to cherish every moment I spent with her. From the first time I saw her standing there. The first time I sat there staring into her beautiful eyes. The first hug. The

Monday Opie And Anthony Links: Welcome Back Everyone!, Turn On Your Paltalk! Ashley Madison Contest Continues, Adios Rochester And Cape Cod - Listen
Good morning and flatulations everyone! The Opie and Anthony Show is BACK and better than ever... no, wait, we're just back. Yeah, umm... Happy New Year, kids. Turn On Your Paltalk: Want to see what a few weeks of rest and relaxation does to a worn out bunch of radio dopes? You should Turn On Your PALTALK and head to the Opie and Anthony LIVE room. Even if you don't give two shits what WE look like, you're bound to see some naked girls getting dressed, sleeping, and/or showering. We loooove the Paltalk! Good-bye Rochester and Cape Cod: Don't you just LOVE being left out of the communication loop (especially when you're IN the business of COMMUNICATING??? Sheesh!) OK, so we just found out that Pixy 103 in Cape Cod and 94.1 WZNE in Rochester, NY are no longer carrying the Opie and Anthony Show on their terrestrial stations. We found out this morning, so it's as much news to us as it is you guys. Have no fear kids, because you can GET YOURSELF A SATELLITE RADIO! (Great to blo

Why Do Roses Die? ( Revised)
Roses die when the river runs dry, Roses die when birds don't fly high, Roses die when Love is lost, But the Roses will never die as long as you are mine. Roses die when war is called, Roses die when mountains fall, Roses die when all is lost, But the Roses will never die as long as you are mine. Roses die when angels cry, Roses die when angels die, Roses die when hope is lost, And the Roses will never die as long as you are mine!

Why Do Roses Die?
Roses die when the river runs dry. Roses die when birds don't fly high in the sky. Roses die when love is lost, But the Roses will never die as long as long as you are mine. ( originally composed in the summer of 1989- I have since rewritten it and composed lyrics to a song from it_ *to follow will be the re-write

Why Did Jesus Fold The Napkin?
Why did Jesus fold the Napkin? Why did Jesus fold the linen burial cloth after His resurrection? I never noticed this.... The Gospel of John (20:7) tells us that the napkin, which was placed over the face of Jesus, was not just thrown aside like the grave clothes. The Bible takes an entire verse to tell us that the napkin was neatly folded, and was placed at the head of that stony coffin. Early Sunday morning, while it was still dark, Mary Magdalene came to the tomb and found that the stone had been rolled away from the entrance. She ran and found Simon Peter and the other disciple, the one whom Jesus loved. She said, 'They have taken the Lord's body out of the tomb, and I don't know where they have put him!' Peter and the other disciple ran to the tomb to see. The other disciple outran Peter and got there first. He stooped and looked in and saw the linen cloth lying there, but he didn't go in. Then Simon Peter arrived and went inside.

Samson.
the ends have memories that the middle and top do not. every section holds a piece of who he is and what he has done. like a loyal friend, there for everything . . . touching the cheeks of his beautiful children as he kisses them goodnight soaked by the water, touched by the sun, and blown by the wind, at home in the outdoor elements he loves so much touched by his fingers through out the day he works so hard at holding his scent for those close to him to remember him by when he moves it emphasizes his way . . . blowing around him across his face spread out across a pillow so natural adding life to even his smallest action flowing through my fingers it is intoxicating against my skin it is light as a feather, but reminds me he is there my eyes watch the movement, it is so expressive of who he is held in my hands it helps me learn him moving in my face it lets me breathe more of him i stand in front of him and dare delilah to cross my path . . . . LoVE/2007

Like My Skin.
there was a time when i knew you like my skin . . . when our scent was one . . .i remember. you were strong when i was not, and when you felt weak i was there . . .i remember. we held . . and gave . . and grew as one, in a way that . . . nothing and no one could make us two like we had been,i remember. that lifetime came and went . . . and here we are now, in a this one . . . our souls and bodies together again. i know.i know that God made us as one . . . and it is one we will stay.this life we will hold more, this life we will give more, this life we will grow more . we will this i know.i know because . . .i am remembering us with each new minute that passes, and it is soon that i will know you like my skin . . . again. LoVE/2008

Perfect Moments.
lay down with me still and quiet, and know this . . i choose to give to you a part of me . . for an experience belonging only to us . . do not see my eyes . . . but the way they look at you do not feel my fingertips . . . but the way they touch you do not feel my body pressed to yours . . . . but my soul inside . . as it moves with dance and song . . . in joy of our closeness and pull from me, the parts I know not yet . . . and take them to you . . so I can learn them, by feeling them . . . from you, as you give them back LoVE/2007

Whenever . Wherever . Whatever .
My smiles reflect the love you give and continue to give me.My laughter carries all the joy you have shared with me.The sparkle in my eyes shines brighter with the thought of you in my life.I dream and dance and sing and love and share and learn and grow better because you are a part of my soul.When I think of how much I love you . . . . well you have not asked, but the following is how you make me feel.whenever, wherever, whatever. I feel like taking deeper breaths and trying to taste the air to make sure what I have is real.I feel like tossing my head back and laughing until I think I no longer can . . . and then doing it again.I feel like I was given a gift no one else in the world has . . . and although I want to share it . . . I want to keep it even more. I feel like I would surely be dancing instead of walking should others not think me crazy.I feel safe in your arms . . . untouchable really.I feel like your skin underneath my fingertips and your hair in my hands and the softness

Coachella!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
april 17,18 and 19th....and stagecoach will be the 25th and 26th..... FRIKIN SWEEEEET!!!!!!!!! i'll be in LA by march 15th.....so holy crap is this gonna be badass.....the 10th anniversary of coachella and like the 3rd for stagecoach....so HELLS YEAH!.... that means my season starts like 10 days ahead of schedule. ....and i get to hit hawaii for may 1st-14th.... im stoked..... 70 days till it all kiks off! RP

The Path
i stand beside you my hand locked with yours as we both look down the path we look at each other and smile as we take a step forward i can feel your fear and i reasure you with my love as we take another step forward you squeeze tight and i whisper into your ear i will never let you go i will always be here right beside you never leaving your side another step forward and the darkness starts to fade and with each step the light grows as the the sun shines for the both of us we can see the path and its not so scary now i can feel your heart beating faster as you now have nothing to fear because you know i am not going anywhere without you and the light is so bright nothing is hidden now and you know the truth that resides in my heart and soul its all exposed for you to see and then our lips meet and you know that this path is our path one we will walk down together for this life and the next i feel you squeeze my hand one more time and we move forward

Life
So.... 2 days ago know I let one of my darkest secrets out to my brothers girlfriend. Boy did that bring hell tears pain flashbacks and memories. Since these events I learned that my family feels I exgaerate (sp) blow everything out of porportion and that im fucked up in the head. Learning this really really hurt me and since this there has not been one word said to me even though i was told they want to talk about it. I have realized that I got so involved in so many different things so I cant think and be stuck with myself and what I went through. I thought I had coped and dealt with things but I only suppressed them through school, musicals, acting, singing, homework, and friends. I lost all of my friends through not known how much this was affecting me subconsicsly and cause me to smother ppl so much they left me. I fear lossing people and getting hurt so much that I want to be with them 24/7 or talk to them 24/7 and thats not healthy for them or me. The only realtionship i was in

Come To Me!
Come to Me Come to me, and let me wipe your tear. Come to me and let me show you how to know, no fear. come to me and let me hold you tight. come to me and and let me make all the wrongs in your life right! You take me places I've only dreamt about. I feel you in my heart night and day. I know you can hear my thoughts and can be with me in my dreams.. Just had to take time to say... baby with every last breath I have in me with everything I hold value too.. Your priceless to me.. for without you I'd not be free... Thanks Beat for Making all my wrongs right!

He Will.
something happened inside of me today. i moved in an unusally big way. as the tears run down my cheeks i write. the man will want to learn me everyday. the man will know there will always be some that LOOKS better, but none that will BE better . . . . for him. the man will feel me from far away and breathe me in when i am near. the man will . . . i know he will. LoVE/2008

Saturday Morning.
At the signal just before I turn into the neighborhood I can feel my energy change . . . it is not something I do . . . it just does on its own.I pull into the driveway always convinced I need to take a minute to mentally prepare, but then I never do . . . before I know it I am opening the door . .to the place that opens the door . .to the place I go . .where I so clearly belong.He is there . . . all ready for his part of the journey . . . the journey we take together that is never planned and never known until it is over. His name is Gideon and other than some general facts and my visual interpretation, I do not know much about him. He is short and has an accent (although most would be at a loss as to place where it is from). He loves the Beatles and Harley-Davidsons, he has 3 daughters, he speaks 6 languages, blah, blah, blah . . . . these facts that I would normally find important to know . . . are seemingly UNimportant . . . because what I KNOW about Gideon is not relevant . . . wh

Going Green And Giving Up All Those Chemicals
GOING GREEN and GIVING UP ALL THOSE CHEMICALS the great living site - is for natural product for the home - for the kids - for the family - for gifts .. for anything and everything in your life .. Five advantages of going Certified Organic: 1. Beneficial to the Soil - Organic systems use a modern yet scientific knowledge of ecology and soil science, while using traditional techniques of crop rotations to provide fertility, weed as well as pest control. 2. Beneficial to the Environment - Organic systems try to lessen usage of non-renewable resources. Organic production tries all the while to provide sustenance and supports the optimum handling of the environment and wildlife as a precedence. 3. Beneficial to People - Organic products have been proven to possess more vitamins, nutrients and cancer-combating antioxidants as compared to non-organic products. 4. Absence of artificial Chemicals - Organic products ban using the synthetic chemicals, pesticides and fertilizers. 5

Love
What is love? the feeling you get when you see a pretty face? No thats just lust! Love is a feeling of pure joy and bliss love is a feeling that you cant live without the person Love is that place in your heart that beats just for you Love is all thngs great and wonderful in the world. I recently found true love and i would never give that feeling up for anything. baby i love you now and always with all my heart i long for the day i can hold you in my arms and never have to let you go what is love? its the feeling that you cnt breath without them that you need to be at there side to feel safe. Love is a wonderful thing grab it when you can and never let it go! Shawnda i love you baby with all my heart and soul!!

She Is So Hot-- You Don't Want To Miss This!
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I Call Bullsh!t...
Most people, if not all people are just full of bullshit. It's like I told my guidance counselor in the tenth grade. She so rudely interrupted my fourth period gym class one fine Spring afternoon, to "counsel" me on my academic aspirations, I think to fuel her own power trip more than anything else! "All you need to do is get involved" she said. "Join the cheerleading squad, join the softball team" she would say. I got so sick of her lecturing that finally, I just called her on it. I said "You're full of bullshit! I tried out for both and I don't have the right last name...so, I didn't make it!...All of you, you're just full of bullshit!" and I stormed out of her office right back to gym class. You think I got in trouble for that? Naw, I never heard a word from that woman again. I was right and she knew it. It's just like most people, they talk a big game but when it's time to produce the goods, well, something always comes up short now doesn't it?! Overconfidence

Random Stuff...
- Why do people ask for your opinion when they don't listen to you or want to hear what you honestly have to say? Seriously, stop wasting my fucking time! I am going to have to drop down the sign "The Doctor is NOT in" - Girls, just because I rate/comment/talk to your boyfriend/husband does NOT mean I am interested in them. Get the hell over yourselves! If you are that insecure in your relationship I think its about time you set down and talk to your man. -Men, just because I rate/comment/check out your profile. Does by no means mean I am even slightly interested in what you have lurking in those nsfw folders. -I want to know what the big picture is. I want to know what life has in store for me. Where will all these twist and turns lead me?

Thanks 2 All That Have Helped
CALLING ALL FRIENDS!!! pLEASE REPOST THIS AND IF U CAN STICKY I'D APPRECIATE IT CLICK THE HEART BELOW ALL OF YOUR RATES,TIME,AND PATIENCE, I KNOW IT TAKES PATIENCE TO SIT THERE AND RATE. MUCH LOVE TO ALL OF YOU THAT HAVE

This Dude I Like
Okay, so awhile back I met this guy in Atlanta when I visited. At first he didn't seem like my type, but he hung around for awhile and I ended up really liking him. He's laid back and really together. I just wanted his attention so I ended up acting like a bitch to get it (which does not work very well). I don't know what it was, it must have been the child in me that took over but I should have known better. So I fully blame myself for parting on bad terms and crushing any interest he had in me because after we parted I fucked it up even more. I tend to do this thing like almost request compliments from people I like but its only the ones a like. I know how it is and I can understand that it is annoying. But all I wanted was some good feedback...can you blame me for that? So anyways, I know he won't see this and you may ask yourself why I am writing it then. Well, I am writing it because I figured I should get it out so maybe it would rid me of the feeling. But that is silly, right? W

Juggalos And Juggalettes
Please come an check out this site, it's made by juggalos for juggalos. Can't really offer anything for doin this, so just do it for the Fam. just click the link http://www.jokers-cards.com/index.php%3c/a> and have a look, and register if you feel so inclined. I promise this site holds a little something for everyone.

Crying:roy Orbinson And Kd Lang
I was all right for awhile I could smile for awhile But I saw you last night You held my hand so tight As you stopped to say, "Hello" Oh, you wished me well You, you couldn't tell That I'd been crying over you Crying over you When you said, "So long" Left me standing all alone Alone and crying, crying Crying, crying It's hard to understand But the touch of your hand Can start me crying I thought that I was over you But it's true, so true I love you even more Than I did before But, darling, what can I do? For you don't love me And I'll always be crying over you Crying over you Yes, now you're gone And from this moment on I'll be crying, crying Crying, crying Yeah, crying, crying Over you _________________________________________________ ROY ORBISON & KD LANG-CRYINGUploaded by pierrot77

Amber Alert Pls Read
ATTENTION: There is an AMBER Alert in your area. Please CLICK HERE to find out more information. Missing From: 417 NORTH LUCAS STREET, WEST COLUMBIA, SC Missing Date: 1/4/0009 12:00 AM Contact: WEST COLUMBIA POLICE DEPARTMENT (803) 794-0721 PMOORE@WESTCOLUMBIASC.GOV Circumstances: AMBER Alert - SUSPECT IS ARMED - SHOTS FIRED DURING ABDUCTION Missing ChildName: ALLIM DAVID DIETZ Eye Color: Brown Skin Color: White/Hispanic Age: 7 Height: 1FT Weight: 20LBS Gender: Male Description: Wearing red shirt, brown pants Suspect Name: DAVID DIETZ Hair Color: Brown/Blonde Eye Color: Brown Skin Color: White Age: 25 Height: 5FT11 Weight: 198LBS Gender: Male Description: BLACK UNIFORM WITH "POLICE" ON BOTH SLEEVES AND BACK. SUSPECT IS ARMED - SHOTS FIRED DURING ABDUCTION Vehicle Information Make: FORD Model: EXPLORER Color: SILVER License State: SC License Text: 516VTY Description: POSSIBLY MISSING A SIDE WINDOW

Poem Of Love (a Work In Progress)
God knew what he was doing When he sent you for me to love He knew right from the very start That you alone would capture my heart Eyes so green, hair of night Relieve me of my lonely plight Joyful laughter now fills the air Where once only sobs lingered there My heart quickens at the thought of you Twinkling like the morning dew Your love surrounds me now For God has willed by the sweat of his brow Handle it with care and love It has been blessed by Him above Your warm caresses touch my soul My heart now yours to take at will

Cell Phone Wall-papers
Well I'm now making Custom WallPapers For Cell Phones If you want one, Let me know. All I need is .. 1.A pic of what you want 2.A description of what you want 3.Your phone's Screen Resolution size #3 Is rather important lol and Guess what .. .. I'll do it for Free Also, I do free Photoshops, Skins and Morphs No FuBux/Bling(s)/Blast(s) ... I'm just clinicly bored lol ~Cheers! -Nokkie- *Edit: I won't turn any thing down (if offered) xD

[thought Of The Day]
I'm a sucker for narrow eyes and short hair on girls with little to no tattoos, who COULD wear pink hair but don't feel the need to. I like Deborahs. No need to call them downers. They can still fuck, and what's better is a Deborah can help you balance your checkbook, and know which fork to use at a 4star. Starting to see the appeal here gents? No? More for me then.

#2
I have found in life there are people that come and go without really making a big impact but there are people that touch you so deeply that you can't imagine what your life would have been like without them. I see and questionaires and hear people ask all the time whay in your past would you change, and to be completely honest I can say that yes I have been through hell at points, and some of the worst experiences ever, but I wouldn't change any of them. Such as my first husband, as much damage as he did to me, he gave me the most beautiful babies that I can't imagine my life without. So no there is not anything I would change in my past, because each moment made me who I am now. Even though sometimes--most of the time---I don't like who I am, I don't think I am that bad of a person over all. What is that saying about a simple flutter of a butterfly can cause a tidewave. Never regret what once made you smile.

Pimpout
I AM IN ANOTHER AUCTION WILL YA PLEASE STOP BY AND PLACE A BID? IM HOUSE TRAINED... DONT HUMO LEGS WELL OK YEA I DO BUT STILL GOTTA LOVE ME LOL I DONT BITE BUT HAVE BEEN KNOWN TO NIBBLE~GIGGLES~ i dont pee on carpet im sometimes quiet as a mouse....well when im asleep i am anyway come on bid on me ya know ya wanna IF YOU WANNA OWN ME FOR VALENTINES THEN CLICK ON THE LINK BELOW TO START BIDDING. PLEASE SHOW THE HOST OF THIS AUCTION SOME LOVE TO. RATE, FAN, ADD HER TOO SHE IS A GREAT PERSON. This Bulletin brought to you by the one and only........*Naughtia* 2nd alarm hottie~Fumarried To Bubba*fu daddy got me first lol*@ fubar XOXO

This Is Another Good One, That Rings So True
When everything in life, just seemed to fall apart.Icould always turn to you myfriend, you helped to mend my heart.I gave you so much,the feelings so true.To lose all of that, what did I do.Inside I feel lonely, theres nowhere to hide.I'm wishing, and wanting you back by my side.I feel alone, and constanly in fear.Like a puppy I need you, and wish you were here.Lifes such a wreck,I'm wishing somehow.In my heart I really need you, dont leave me now.

Princess Leia's Starship!!!!!
YOU ARE CORDIALLY INVITED TO JOIN PRINCESS LEIA'S STARSHIP CREW *************************************** First, you'll board the ship in the finest cloud city ever. *************************************** Next, you have to watch out for Princess Leia, she might visit you and give out an explosive drink at any given moment.. (Don't worry, it won't harm you.) The other passengers might send you drinks, gift you, bling, or rate your things, you never know what's going to happen on this ship... Surprises await. ' Princess Leia' Please Re-post *************************************** After you rate, fan, and add the crew just leave a fumail message for the captain she will add you to the starship crew and on board the ship. After the captain adds you to the crew and gives you your first drink, repost the bulletin. Also, as an option, if you want please add "member of Princess Leia's crew" to your title to help promote the ship. THE CELEBRITIES AND PIRATE CREW ME

Yet Another I Wrote
You are without a dought a truely lovely sight.And a joy just comes from deep inside to dream of you tonight.I need to hold you in my arms and see your lovely face.Then at last my eyes meet yours and my heart begins to race.Nothing beats the love I feel when i gaze into your eyes.It's fulfillment of my every dream to hear your loving sighs.We could drink and dance beneath the stars and laugh while we explore. My dream came true, God sent me you, I couldnt ask for more.

Another Of My Awesom Peoms
I find myself awake at night just thinking of your charms.Oh what I would give tonight to hold you in my arms.I couldnt go another day without your warm embrace.And what I wouldnt give in life to see your smiling face.Nothing else is strong enough to make you go away.For you and only you my love are in my thoughts to stay.

Pics
Soo...I came back from California today. The trip was awesome, it was great to see in laws. I love them, and so envy hubby with parents, I wish mine were like that... But my MIL (mother in law)is a HUGE picture taker, and was following us with a camera everywhere. I hate getting a pic of me taken, so I was trying to hide in those pics. Unsuccessfully. Ughh... The only person I let to take pics of me is a timer on my camera.

One Of My Good Poems
As we come with broken dreams,in which we hope to mend.We send a prayer to heaven,in the search to find a friend.We somehow meet each other,in the hopes of something new.I somehow seem to feel, just what your going through.In the tender waves of silence,with a promise in my heart.I'll be a friend forever,this is just the start.Give your all forever and if you ever feel blue, send a little letter and this is what I'll do.I'll silently search my heart, in a special kind of way. And do whats in my power to make you smile again. Wanted to say friends are special people if you pick them right. Craig P

Gives You Hell
I wake up every evening, with a big smile on my face And it never feels out of place And your still probably working at a 9 to 5 pace I wonder how bad that tastes When you see my face Hope it gives you hell Hope it gives you hell When you walk my way Hope it gives you hell Hope it gives you hell Now wheres you picket fence love And wheres that shiny car, And did it ever get you far You've never seem so tense love I've never seen you fall so hard, Do you know where you are And truth be told I miss you And truth be told I'm lying When you see my face Hope it gives you hell Hope it gives you hell When you walk my way Hope it gives you hell Hope it gives you hell If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well Then he's a fool, your just as well, hope it gives you hell Hope it gives you hell Tomorrow you'll be thinking to yourself Where'd it all go wrong, the list goes on and on And truth be told I miss you And truth be told I

To Become Family...see All Nsfw Pics
SO, I AM A BITCH, I AM A PRINCESS..EITHER WAY, HERE'S THE WAY YOU BECOME MY FAMILY....... My fans can view the Fubar censored NSFW pics THESE ARE THE OPTIONS TO BE ADDED TO MY FAMILY,THE MORE OPTIONS YOU PICK, you become family & even more..read bottom too). ANYONE WHO DOES ONE OF THESE BECOMES FAMILY!!!. ~~~>> here are 10 different options...simple... I will add ANYONE WHO IS THE HIGHEST BIDDER TO OWN ME AND A 5 CREDIT BLING OR MORE to my YIM to chat/photo share.......... A phone conversation FOR 3 or more OF THE OPTIONS & A 5 CREDIT BLING TOO(this includes the yahoo/photo share) 1) FU-OWN ME,& A PEGASUS BLING *2)RATE ALL OF MY PICS.(NOT NSFW OR RIPPED ONES.) & A 3 CREDIT BLING 3)FAN,& LUCKY NUMBER 7 BLING *4)RATE 25 PICS 11'S,RATE THE REST,(NOT NSFW OR RIPPED PICS)25 COMMENTS,FAN,& A BLING/OR FU OWN 5)AUTO 11 BLING *6)FU-OWN ME,& BLING ME 7)ANY 1 OF THE FOLLOWING BLING.. LUCKY NUMBER 7, GOLDEN STAR,OR FU CHERRY,FAN ME *8)RATE ALL OF PICS IN MY A

Bad November - Track 2 - Mystery Girl
Bad November Disclaimer: This is the first chapter in a story I wrote. None of the characters in this story are real and any relation to anyone dead or living is not intended. I apologize for any wrong use of United Kingdom English because I am not that familiar with United Kingdom slang. Any input would be welcome and any flaming will be ignored. This story is planned to be revised and maybe I can talk the writer to let me post them here if people like them. Please comment and let the writer and me know what you like or don't like. Also if 2 male characters being romantically involved sickens you please don't read. If you're still interested please keep reading. One last note, if anyone wishes to copy my story please get permission first (Not that I think that will happen but who knows). Lyrics from the song Mystery Girl: Mystery girl/ We met under the moonlight/ Your lips taste like wine/ And I want to get drunk/ Mystery girl/ We kissed under starlight/ Will your love free

Meh
I am almost always a very happy person as most of you know. I rarely have emo days but I am having one today. Actually more a case of the blahs and woe is me kinda day. It must be the post holiday blues or something. Most of my friends are happily married or are involved with someone and here sits me on the sidelines all alone. I find myself really wanting what they have...someone to share my life with. I just want a man that treats me well and truly loves me for me. And therein lies the problem. I am pretty sure I blew my chance with a great guy because I just don't let people in. What really sucks is I am to much of a coward to tell him how I really feel. When someone gets to close I tend to push them away. I have built walls so high that I am not sure any one can break them down. I don't know what to do. Actually, that's not true. I do know what I need to do just not sure I can do it. Once you have built miles of wall around your heart how does one go about disas

Seduction
It was another lonely evening In another lonely bar When across the crowded gathering I see, there you are Intoxicating beauty and grace and poise Seemingly unaffected by the crowd and the noise I watched you deflect suitors by the dozen Hovering about and stalking you like a coven I sat and we talked and I no longer had a choice Uncommon beauty and a lively intelligence A rare combination beneath such a lovely countenance And, oh lord, such an exquisite voice Low and breathy, full of promise The voice of seduction Eroticism, witticism, full of compassion A voice that prompts thoughts of Nights of wild abandon Of full moons.... Above warm tropical rains Of long moonlit walks on the sands Of fine wines and candlelit dinners Of mountain log cabins with crackling fires Of romantic destinations, nights filled by sighs A woman whose conversation is an event Intelligent, inventive, romantic, and heaven-sent Knowledgeable about so many subjects With a voice that entra

Inspiration
***I had found an old email that I wrote to a dear friend of mine a couple years ago...I re-wrote and decided to share with everyone*** Friends, Even if you don't believe in God or you believe in a higher power these words should bring some comfort knowing that there is something or someone out there thinking of you. I had wrote this to a dear person a few months ago for inspiration and support and have stumbled across the old email and decided to post this so that I may share my wisdom, knowledge, and love for each of you. Yes, this does deal with God and my beliefs, but I want each of you to take something from this...if anything know that I am here if ever needed. There is something spectacular out there, whether you believe or not. I feel comforted knowing that when all humans fail me I have a father who will continue to love me. So please read my words carefully. Don't sit and read in judgement, but keep an open mind and an open heart. Something will speak to

More
I see myself holding you close to me, Squeezing your body tight. But for all I see as I daydream- I know I'll get tenfold tonight. Running my palms across your breast, As you tremble and bite your lip. Feeling your hands upon my chest, The softness of each fingertip. Tasting your neck so sweet, so soft, And slowly lowering my kiss. Over pert nipples, across your navel, And finally into pure bliss. Looking upon your face from below- As you tilt back your head. Feeling your fountains begin to flow- As you ease back on the bed. Your "innocent little devil" look- Crying insatiably with the sensation. Lip to lip lapping up every drip- From the well of your creation. The way you grab my kneck To the heat of your mouth, on fire. No other thoughts, no other cares, Just the quenching of mad desire. Riding the tide of passion, Pushing my love into you. On the waves of your emotion- In slow motion, so sweet and true. Pulse pounding in resounding rapture,

Nothing Left To Believe In ......venting
a love till the end I guess this is what you ment. feels like its been so long since i felt you. Nothing feels the same. who could touch a love like this. who can touch me the way you did. I love how tearin out my hearts just like tearn paper to you. Well now that doors closed. WHats there to do. I dont understand your dumb ass answers. well for you Id tear it out again. I understand that being with you is a sin. But for you I would do it all again. I'm only writting this trying to clear my head again. Because at the moment my heart says to call you but my head isnt clear enough to decide. I'm done with confusion you took my innocence. take it all again. you love me now but then your gone again. who's to say it wont happen again. does it hurt when I tell you I can't love you anymore. I'm sick of being your fall back girl. stop tearing my heart out and squeezing it just to watch it bleed. such a fool i ve been. I am done taking the fall. I just cant believe in this a

Some People Should Go Run In Front Of A Bus... And Learn To Spell
->cyberstud: im waiting cyberstud: we shall see ->cyberstud: and your the one that looks like an idiot congrats! cyberstud: its funny it took 10 people to rate me a one and argue with me and im still gpoing you all suck keep it going cunts ->cyberstud: hahah oooook. cyberstud: bring your people ->cyberstud: hahahha wow you need a fuckin life man cyberstud: and if you dont like it thats too bad ->cyberstud: so then why do you rate at all? your a fuckin idiot, move on cyberstud: i give what you look like cyberstud: i dont give 10s on here my gf is a 10 thats it period ->cyberstud: no because your a juvenile idiot cyberstud: all becaus ei gave a woman a one hahah cyberstud: your a nobosy ->cyberstud: im totally scared. right now.. shaking. petrified cyberstud: ill punch you in your face i dont give a fuck if your a woman or not cyberstud: you shit head im a bad dude come meet losa ->cyberstud: wow how creative ->cyberstud: if you need to prove something by fighting a gi

Bling?
as far as this site being commercial i get that they want to make money and people want attention ok pay for it... it is about the same as a guy going to a strip club isn't it? the vips although i don't see why people would need 2500 photo's and 11 ratings i fathom but what the fuck is bling? you get a shiny picture... is it a compliment that a bunch of complete strangers would throw money away in your honor living proof people are idiots.... you pay a dollar for a single fu credit... with a supposedly fragile world economy it is nice to know that people are spending their money so wisely isn't it? hell i am not rich but i donated $500 to charity this year... i am betting thousands of people wasted that on fake shiny pictures on here... how about you go out and donate money and i'll give you as many shiny fucking pictures as you want... or go out and buy a gun and kill yourself either would make me happy

Oh My!!
Subject: LocoMotion Message: I am standing on the platform at the train station...waiting to board the train on that long awaited business trip I needed to take. I notice you standing about 10 feet away...wearing a short coat...that does nothing to cover your ample breasts...you are wearing a mini skirt with a slit up the back, allowing a great view of your uncovered ass cheeks. You drop your purse and bend over to retrieve it, bending straight from the waist...and showing the platform your ass...though...there are only two people on the platform, me and you. I do not think you notice me, as you hide your interest well. With the ample view of your back side that I just received, my cock is now bulging to be set free. The train tickets were cheap...for a very long trip...the reason we are the only people on the platform is because it is now 3 am...the train pulls in...and we board it. We enter the same car...the lounge car...chairs and seats everywhere...but not one single person

I Think..... Im A Vampire........
i slept from like 4 am till 11pm....and i rarely ever go out during the day...i like blood and bad jokes....im good with numbers and im not a huge fan of garlic....not to mention i love steak...but not the wooden kind....so i might be like....1/2 vampire.... who knows.... RP

Stop Me Again
If we look across the ocean Or at white dots in the sky They'll feed up such emotion Yet you don't know why For we can be like children Pushing through the crowd Why question what we're here for Or who is behind that shroud Go build Can't believe the feeling that takes me Open the road to heaven and back Then the time for pain it breaks me I wanna throw away those attached What can it be that we go through Everything that you don't want to Why does that stop me Stop me again Do you know the way to the gateway On the other side there is nothing Do you know of love that is spoken Inside in love instead of talking Anyone can tell you what you should do Any other tell them till you know who Never mind the place where they send you When you're feeling blue Go build your dreams of clear blue skies Don't hold your breath when reality cries Beautiful souls be happy be one Your heaven has now begun

Did You Know...
Did you know that when you envy someone, it's because you really like that person? Did you know that those who appear to be very strong in heart are really weak and the most susceptible? Did you know that those who spend their time protecting others are the ones that really need some one to protect them? Did you know that the three most difficult things to say are: I love you, Sorry and help me? The people who say these are actually in need of them or really feel them, and are the ones you really need to treasure, because they have said them. Did you know that people who occupy themselves by keeping others company or helping others are the ones that actually need your company and help? Did you know that those who dress in red are more confident in themselves? Did you know that those who dress in yellow are those that enjoy their beauty? Did you know that those who dress in black are those who want to be unnoticed and need your help and understanding? Di

Metalheads Time To Get Involved!!
Ok up next is Pantera's Cowboys From Hell album verses Megadeth's Rust In Peace. Voting starts tonight and ends Sunday January 11th at 8 p.m. eastern time. As you know, the album with the most votes will be played in it's entirety on my Monday night show. So make your voices heard and vote!!

Closer To Where?
Silence of the night Is not a delight Things that exist rule the soul with an iron fist Many items that top the list The air is all that shall remain No loss or gain A heart is broken into two What is there to do? The mind wonders freely in such hour Resisting the easy and often questioned answer with all one's power A ticking of a nearby clock No music or anything can lift this heavy rock A few mind numbing products used often as so Only to awaken while with out them as the past will not go This page cannot be turned, not just yet maybe not at all One of the hearts toughest challenges to recall The past remains very well documented in the present Even with all the pain and suffering, this person I still cannot resent Whats going on in her head?, does she feel the same wish of being dead? In soo many ways and reasons as I sit on this very bed A want is not a need so therefore to this monster shall fight the desire to feed So easy to judge of the person wh

The Path.......
I see the path that i must take it is blank,empty yet I unknowlingly start ahead with out any knowledge of what lies ahead.I feel invisible as I walk on this lonely path,i feel a strong sense of self-pity.Im afraid of moving forward for I have come to a path with a fork in the road and I know not which path to take.I started walking in the hope that I will find what it is im looking for. For I know not what I am looking for but I feel a strong pull ,pulling me where I do not know.I feel lost ,I am blind to my future, I am fearful for what I might find ahead on this lonely,sullen path.No blue sky,no sun shining brightly down upon me just me and the empty souls that walk along with no agenda.I see them lost,lonely and scared.I stand alone and watch them i watch,the dead and lost walk alone with no sense of love,compassion or destiny.I am afraid of becoming one of them I am afraid of becoming one of the forgotten ones.

A Motivational Poem
Moments in Life By:Blu There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real! When the door of happiness closes, another opens; but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one, which has been opened for us. Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile, because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile. Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do. May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human and enough hope to make you happy. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most

God Bless My Computer
God Bless my computer By:Blu Every evening As I'm laying here in bed This tiny little prayer Keeps running through my head God bless my mom and dad And bless my little pup And look out for my brother When things aren't looking up And God, there's one more thing I wish that you could do Hope you don't mind me asking But please bless my computer too? Now I know that's not normal To bless a mother board But just listen a second While I explain to you 'My Lord' You see, that little metal box Holds more to me than odds and ends Inside those small compartments Rest a hundred of my 'BEST FRIENDS' Some it's true I've never seen And most I've never met We've never exchanged hugs Or shared a meal as yet.... I know for sure they like me By the kindness that they give And this little scrap of metal Is how I travel to where they live By faith is how I know them Much the same as you I share in what life brings them From that our friendship grew "PL

Lovers N Friends!!!
Sometimes I feel sad and sometimes I feel blue but whenever I see you, I'm as happy as can be for you bring a smile upon my face and a feeling of joy within my heart you're like my sunshine in the morning and my stars that glow at night you're like the waves in the ocean the cool breeze in the wind like the call of the birds in the morning dew like the sounds of beauty in the night you see all of these things are of beauty and love that's how I feel whenever you are near for it was the passion and desire from both of us that opened up the world for our eyes to see for our love of each other will grow and grow and our needs and desires will be more everyday for a friend you once were and will always be has turned into love as it should have been so I want you to know as a friend and lover that in my heart and arms you'll always stay for our love for each other will never fade.

The Key
The Key There are many locks and with such are many keys with most keys they are returned but with one lock where one key and only one key can unlock it Once that key is given away the key can never be returned It becomes the sole possession of the recipient forever theirs For this is no random key but is a special key This key is not handed to one another lightly but rather earned over time For several years people work to earn this key once given this key, the one key that will forever more unlock not a door to a house or a car but unlock The person's heart forever at that point in time when they give that key they will then for the first time understand True Love

Emotional Nudity
Emotional Nudity By:Blu Take your soft and loving hands and Remove the mantle of mistrust from my shoulders. Softly unbutton the silken gown Of regret from my skin. Come my love and remove the veil Of heartache from my face and Kiss these lips that were ordained only for you. Confiscate the jewels of deception from My arms neck and ears-discard my fears. Feel the fabric of the chemise Of my misgivings and set me free from it. Kiss my naked shoulders honeyed with newfound faith Liberated from doubt and the threat of neglect and obscurity. My darling go further south and Remove the thongs of this world's Hatred and prejudice from my hips and slide Them slowly down to the floor where they can be no more. Undress me until I am stripped bare of The world's evil and tainted essence until like The day of my birth, I emerge beautiful untouched- unpoisoned. Let this nude daughter of Eve stand Before you liberated from the negative-Pure and positive and free to melt into

Just Lettin It All Out!
You don't know how I'm feeling. I have yet to vocalize Desire deep inside me. Can you see it in my eyes? I tremble when I'm near you Heat travels up my thighs and I want you with an urgency That I just can't describe. Dare I reach out to touch you? Do you think you'd realize How much I want and need you? Can you see it in my eyes? I long to say, "I love you," But am scared of your reply. Terrified like a child I've become paralyzed. The camouflaged emotions Lead to pain and silent cries. And yet I just can't tell you. Don't you see it in my eyes?

Passion Of The Ocean
Passion of the ocean by:blu Like the ocean so wide and powerful with its waves rolling in and crashing against The rocks With the same force as my admiration towards the man I want to get to know I want to know and feel his strength, and feel the power of his touch, crashing against My soul I want to feel his passions his desires and the dreams he has Like the waters that go on Forever and ever I want to feel his tender touch caressing every inch of my body like the kiss of the sun over the ocean horizon, Faithfully each morning I want him to know that with each and ever word spoken is like a ripple that spreads throughout the deepest waters in My heart For the day is coming closer and the nights are getting longer in the desire To be near you I dream of that moment when the waters of the ocean and the rocks of the cliffs finally meet In a storm of passion, His every touch will be like a soft caress to the rocks of the cliffs below With each encounter will be lik

Lyrics
If I Were A Boy lyrics If I were a boy Even just for a day I’d roll out of bed in the morning And throw on what I wanted and go Drink beer with the guys And chase after girls I’d kick it with who I wanted And I’d never get confronted for it Because they’d stick up for me If I were a boy I think I could understand How it feels to love a girl I swear I’d be a better man I’d listen to her Cause I know how it hurts When you lose the one you wanted Cause he’s taken you for granted And everything you had got destroyed If I were a boy I would turn off my phone Tell everyone its broken So they think that I was sleeping alone I’d put myself first And make the rules as I go Cause I know that she’d be faithful Waiting for me to come home If I were a boy I think I could understand How it feels to love a girl I swear I’d be a better man I’d listen to her Cause I know how it hurts When you lose the one you wanted (wanted) Cause he’s taken you for granted (g

Hurrah
I got blocked, woohoo You know the drill DJ NEMESIS...: well its cool im used to shitty attitudes from asswipes ->DJ NEMESIS...: don't know you, don't care. DJ NEMESIS...: hi wanted to let u know that me & dj foxy bitch have autos on and a mill fubux giveaway. if u wanted to let people know & read ou

Sexual Feelings
Sexual Feelings Rainy days and cold nights, These are days I need you to hold me tight in your arms, Hold me close and keep me warm, Tell me I'm your good luck charm, Look me in my eyes and tell me I'm the one for you , Tell me I'm your every wish come true, Lay me down very gently, Then make love to me essentially, Caress my body from head to toe not missing a spot, Lets play around like connect the dots, Lets make each other hot till our body heat rise like a rollercoaster ride, Take my body on a journey that never ends, It always seems to just begin, Make me climax like i never done before, Do what you want to my body its all yours, Rub me, lick me, kiss me, tease me do what ever you want to my body as long as its pleasing

Breath Of Love
Breath Of Love By:Blu There comes a gentle knocking in this night, This night where my slumber lays restless. I tumble and turn to stir my tears. My eyes open with the rhythm of the memories that are tapping at my door. You have come again to haunt my dreams And pull back the covers of my heart. I lay here willing to think of you and The youth you gave me so long ago. How long the breath of love has lay dormant Resting and waiting, eager to fill me again. It has slept with its own aloneness where My canyons echoed the sounds of its silence. Like a torrent of honey bees your Love comes to me and steels my sleep. It wakes my soul and shuffles The moments of life that live forever. Your embrace is welcomed like an old friend. I gladly let it wrap its feelings around me. The tenderness of your kiss quenches me until the dawn comes to hide you away.

New Year..new Start Hopefully
wll so long to 08 and thank god. Last year was a horrible year for me. Me and my husband of 5 years split up. and it was a horrible break up. And everything after that just seemed to fall apart. I am so looking towards starting over fresh this year. tho this year hasnt started off very promising. still going through a horrible divorce and issues wioth my husband dealing with our son. and just the other day my mother was admitted to the hospital. They say her heart is severly damage. It can only get better from here on out right?!?! I only hope so. Cuz I dont know how much more I can take. I am hoping that this year will be better than the last. and Maybe just maybe i will find that someone special to share mine and my sons life with. But for now i live each day for my son. he is my world and he needs me. no one could ever take my place with him. So im not going out lookin for mr right but maybe he will find me. and I wont be so lonely anymore.

Master Of Puppets Wins!
Ok folks, The votes have been counted and Metallica's Master Of Puppets has won. The album will be played in its entirety tomorrow night. Tune in Monday night 10 p.m. to 1 a.m. time. The album will be played in the first hour. See you all tomorrow night!!

Be Mine
Be Mine By:Blu I'm delicately handing my heart to you, In your caressing hands to forever keep. I'm giving you the chance of destroying me, And I know I'm in your love too deep. I'm giving my entire self to you, All of my mind, body, and soul. Handing over to you my everything, In hopes, you'll be the one to keep me whole. I'm depending on your gentle and sweet love, To get me through the tragic world each day. I'm praying to God you'll always be here by my side, And that's where you'll always be to stay. Putting you over everyone else including myself, You automatically go to the front of my line. Which is why I'm delicately handing you my heart, In hopes, you'll always and eternally, completely be mine.

Helping People
This is a fact ive learned in life u cant help anyone who doesnt want to be helped ur just fighting a lost cause. So find out who wants help and is willing to get it and try and help them if u can but dont hurt urself in the process

Addicted To You
Addicted To You By:Blu Why can't I stop Stop thinking of you I try to fill my day With lots of things to do But I continue to drift Wondering where you are Do you have any idea That on my heart you've left a scar You have priorities Places you have to be I'm just so very sad There's no place for me I fell in love with you The keeper of my heart It's just very hard for me Since we've been apart I think you're amazing A very wonderful man You pulled me in your web I became your greatest fan Just thinking of you Makes my heart race There's no one like you Who brings a glow to my face Did you ever stop to see That each time we were together I would melt within your eyes A feeling I'll always treasure When I stop to think All that we've been through I can't help but realize I'm addicted to you.

My Isolation
i see the way you look at me, wondering how this could be. Why does she do it you want to ask, why does she hide behind a mask. It tears you apart to see her cry, knowing it's caused by all your lies. She slides that blade acrossed her arm, on herself she place harms. You tell her "can't you see you're hurting me?" all the while knowing her pain you can not see. She knows that noone will understand, and she's too afraid to ask for a helping hand. Uou can see that she is so lost and alone, but how can you help her find her way home? Her heart you want to mend, her pain you want to end. She wonders how she can ever forgive you, you wonder if she still loves you. on herself she inflicts pain to hide, the terrible wat she feels inside. she wants you to know she will always love you, despite all the hurtful things you do. she picks up that blade one last time, and commits her final crime. letting go of all her pain, she can finally see the sun break through the rain

010209 Fluffy Starr Blog
Fluffy New Year! *PHOTO & VLOG* Last photo of 2008. I'm a Bond girl, and he's my thug. What a lucky lucky boy.... And last Vlog of 2008... Happy New Year!!! What is your new years resolution(s)? Mine are: 1) exercise and eat right (duh! Everybody's right?) 2) no more social smoking (I know, I know. I hate it, and I'm stopping.) 3) Less shopping (It makes me feel better to at least SAY I will try) 4) MORE MUSIC! (Hell f**king yeah!!!) 5)Marry Prince Nuada This year is going to effin RAWK. It will be Out of Kontrol. Remember that. x Fluffykins

Jose Cuervo Christmas Cookies, Enjoy!!!
1 cup of water 1 tsp baking soda 1 cup of sugar 1 tsp salt 1 cup or brown sugar 4 large eggs 1 cup nuts 2 cups of dried fruit 1 bottle Jose Cuervo Tequila Sample the Cuervo to check quality. Take a large bowl, check the Cuervo again, to be sure it is of the highest quality, pour one level cup and drink. Turn on the electric mixer. Beat one cup of butter in a large fluffy bowl. Add one peastoon of sugar. Beat again. At this point it's best to make sure the Cuervo is still ok, try another cup just in case. Turn off the mixerer thingy. Break 2 leggs and add to the bowl and chuck in the cup of dried fruit. Pick the frigging fruit off the floor. Mix on the turner. If the fried druit gets stuck in the beaters just pry it loose with a drewscriver. Sample the Cuervo to check for tonsisticity. Next, sift two cups of salt, or something. Who geeves a sheet. Check the Jose Cuervo. Now shift the lemon juice and strain your nuts. Add one table. Add a spoon of sugar, or somefink.

With Age...
I would never trade my amazing friends, my wonderful life, my loving family for less gray hair or a flatter belly. As I've aged, I've become kinder to myself, and less critical of myself. I've become my own friend. I don't chide myself for eating that extra cookie, or for not making My bed, or for buying that silly cement gecko that I didn't need, but looks so avante garde on my patio. I am entitled to a treat, to be messy, to be extravagant. I have seen too many dear friends leave this world too soon; before they understood the great freedom that comes with aging. Whose business is it if I choose to read or play on the computer until 4 AM and sleep until noon? I will dance with myself to those wonderful tunes of the 60 &70's, and if I, at the same time, wish to weep over a lost love ... I will. I will walk the beach in a swim suit that is stretched over a bulging body, and will dive into the waves with abandon if I choose to, despite the pitying glances from the jet set.

Eagles Advance !!! Yes!!
OK the eagles pull off a win over the vikings in the wild card game today 26 -14 they advance to the next round against the new york giants. Ok this year as promised to an old a dear freind that if one of our teams made it to the play offs and or super bowl we would root that team on.. so as promised I am rooting for the eagles they are one of my fav teams being the ney york giants won last yrs super bowl its only fair I keep my promise... My freind angel sat with me via aol IMs in 2005 supporting my seattle seahawks against the steelers he rooted em on felt the calls were unfair and no hes not a fan of the seahawks persay but he sat with me that night and even when I cried he supported me even tho we both were horrfied of the bad calls.. so my dear angelus this year its your turn to see the eagles fly im rooting you on and your team... I hope they go all the way and as you did for me in 2005 I will do for you root your team on good or bad... good luck eagles may you fly und

Puppy Sized !!!
This is one of the neatest stories you will ever hear. You will know precisely what this little girl is talking about at the end (you'll want to share this one with your loved ones and special friends)! 'Danielle keeps repeating it over and over again. We've been back to This animal shelter at least five times. It has been weeks now since we started all of this,' the mother told the volunteer. 'What is it she keeps asking for?' the volunteer asked. 'Puppy size!' replied the mother. 'Well, we have plenty of puppies, if that's what she's looking for.' 'I know... we have seen most of them, ' the mom said in frustration... Just then Danielle came walking into the office 'Well, did you find one?' asked her mom. 'No, not this time,' Danielle said with sadness in her voice. 'Can we come back on the weekend?' The two women looked at each other, shook their heads and laughed 'You never know when we will get more dogs. Unfortu

1/2 Boy , 1/2 Man
The average age of the military man is 19 years. He is a short haired, tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances is considered by society as half man, half boy. Not yet dry behind the ears, He never really cared much for work and he would rather wax his own car than wash his father's, but he has never collected unemployment either. He's a recent High School graduate; he was probably an average student, pursued some form of sport activities, drives a ten year old jalopy, and has a steady girlfriend that either broke up with him when he left, or swears to be waiting when he returns from half a world away. He listens to rock and roll or hip-hop or rap or jazz or swing and a 155mm howitzer. He is 10 or 15 pounds lighter now than when he was at home because he is working or fighting from before dawn to well after dusk. He has trouble spelling, thus letter writing is a pain for him, but he can field strip a rifle in 30 seconds and reas

The Christmas Gas Station‏
The old man sat in his gas station on a cold Christmas Eve. He hadn't been anywhere in years since his wife had passed away. It was just another day to him. He didn't hate Christmas, just couldn't find a reason to celebrate. He was sitting there looking at the snow that had been falling for the last hour and wondering what it was all about when the door opened and a homeless man stepped through. Instead of throwing the man out, Old George as he was known by his customers, told the man to come and sit by the heater and warm up. "Thank you, but I don't mean to intrude," said the stranger. "I see you're busy, I'll just go." "Not without something hot in your belly." George said. He turned and opened a wide mouth Thermos and handed it to the stranger. "It ain't much, but it's hot and tasty ... Stew ... made it myself. When you're done, there's coffee and it's fresh." Just at that moment he heard the "ding" of the driveway bell. "Excuse me, be right back," George said. There in

Mind Ya Business
people should just mind their own business but they dont cause getting in other peoples business is so much more fun to them than taking care of their own stuff. I think that people are who they are because they want something that they cant have not because life makes them that way. anyway go ahead and weigh in on this and let me know what you think. thanks.DDS

Saying Goodbye To Mother....‏
You Don 't Have To Own A Cat To Appreciate This One! You don't even have to like 'em! We were dressed and ready to go out for the New Years Eve Party. We turned on a night light, turned the answering machine on, covered our pet parakeet and put the cat in the backyard. We phoned the local cab company and requested a taxi. The taxi arrived and we opened the front door to leave the house. The cat we put out in the yard, scoots back into the house. We didn't want the cat shut in the house because she always tries to eat the bird. My wife goes out to the taxi, while I went inside to get the cat. The cat runs upstairs, with me in hot pursuit. Waiting in the cab, my wife doesn't want the driver to know that the house will be empty for the night. So, she explains to the taxi driver that I will be out soon, 'He's just going upstairs to say Goodbye to my mother.' A few minutes later, I get into the cab. 'Sorry I took so long,' I said, as we drove away.

Real Friend Test! This Is Good...i Expect It Back Too! I Especially Like The Last Sentence!!!!!!
A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest. A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps herself and doesn't feel even the least bit weird shutting your 'Pepsi drawer' with her foot! A simple friend has never seen you cry. A real friend shoulder is soggy from your tears.. A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in her address book. A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party. A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean. A simple friend hates it when you call after they've gone to bed. A real friend asks you why you took so long to call. A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems. A real friend seeks to help you with your pr oblems. A simple friend wonders about your romantic history. A real friend could blackmail you with it! A simpl

N/a
to any and every one that may read this. for some reason or another i have not been quite my self. i dont know why or what caused it. if i am not on for a while, it is either because i do not have internet access or i am doing some deep thinking.

Men's Pearls Of Wisdom‏
1. When I was born, I was given a choice - A big dick or a good memory. I don't remember, what I chose. 2. Your birth certificate is an apology letter from the condom factory. 3. A wife is a sex object. Every time you ask for sex, she objects. 4. Impotence: Nature's way of saying 'No hard feelings...' 5. There are only two four letter words that are offensive to men - 'don't' and 'stop', unless they are used together. 6. Panties: Not the best thing on earth, but next to the best thing on earth. 7. There are three stages of sex in a man's life: Tri Weekly, Try Weekly, and Try Weakly. 8. Virginity can be cured. 9. Virginity is not dignity, its lack of opportunity. 10. Having sex is like playing bridge. If you don't have a good partner, you'd better have a good hand. 11. I tried phone sex once, but the holes in the dialer were too small. 12. Marriage is the only war where you get to sleep with the enemy. 13. Q: What's an Australian kiss? A: The same thing

Smart Flight Attendant!‏
A mother and her young son were flying Southwest Airlines from Kansas City to Chicago. The little boy (who had been looking out the window turned to his mother and asked, 'If big dogs have baby dogs and big cats have baby cats, why don't big planes have baby planes?' The mother (who couldn't think of an answer) told her son to ask the flight attendant. So the boy went down the aisle and asked the flight attendant, 'If big dogs have baby dogs and big cats have baby cats, why don't big plane have baby planes?' The busy flight attendant smiled and said, 'Did your mother tell you to ask me?' The boy said, 'Yes, she did.' 'Well, then, you go and tell your mother that there are no baby planes because Southwest always pulls out on time. Have your mother explain that to you

There's Some Mighty Fine Advice In These Words.
ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills wi ll be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, 'I love you,' mean it. FIVE. When you say, 'I'm sorry,' look the person in the eye. SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight. EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much. NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life comple tely. TEN.. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. ELEVEN. Don't judge pe ople by their relatives. TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly. THIRTEEN! .. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, 'Why do you want to know?' FOURTEEN. Remember that great lov

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A well-known speaker started off his seminar by: holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200, he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this. He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill. He then asked, "Who still wants it?" Still the hands were up in the air. Well, he replied, "What if I do this?" And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. "Now, who still wants it?" Still the hands went into the air. My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20. Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make an

I Story I Came Up Wit A While Ago
Erica and I had just gotten home from the club and were beat. Our Friday nights usually went on and on at the clubs. Most of the time spent dancing and drinking. Erica turned to me and said she was going to take a shower before we headed off to bed. I grinned inside, made up some lame line about being hungry, and was going to make something to eat. She nodded at me and stripped bare as she walked to the bathroom, tossing her clothes onto the floor. "Damn she's got a hot body!" I thought to myself. I waited for a few minutes, to try and make her believe that I really was getting something to eat. I frequently hopped in the shower with her and she's hardly ever surprised. I quietly stripped down in the kitchen and snuck into the bathroom. The tiny bathroom was filled with steam and the scent of her soap. I could feel myself grow hard as I crept up to the bathtub. I slowly pulled the shower curtain aside and there she was. Her back was to me, the water and soap blending and cascading down

Just Rules 4 A Man 2 Live By
1: Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. 2: It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following circumstances: (a) When a heroic dog dies to save its master. (b) The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her blouse. (c) After wrecking your boss' car. (d) When she is using her teeth. 3: Any Man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his buddies. 4: Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 5: If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her. 6: Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. However complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable. 7: No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man. In fact, even remembering your buddy's birthday is strictly optional. At that point, you must celebrate at a strip bar of the birthday boy's choice. 8:

Plz Help Firewalker Godfather!!!
FIREWALKER IS TRYING TO GODFATHER AND HE'S NOT TOO FAR AWAY.......LET'S GET HIM THERE! RATE HIM, BLING HIM, LET'S DO WHAT IT TAKES TO MAKE HIM A GODFATHER AND LET'S TRY TO DO IT TONIGHT! firewalker@ fubar

Plz Help Firewalker To Godfather!!!
FIREWALKER IS TRYING TO GODFATHER AND HE'S NOT TOO FAR AWAY.......LET'S GET HIM THERE! RATE HIM, BLING HIM, LET'S DO WHAT IT TAKES TO MAKE HIM A GODFATHER AND LET'S TRY TO DO IT TONIGHT! firewalker@ fubar

Bad November - Track 1 - Masquerade
Bad November Disclaimer: This is the first chapter in a story I wrote. None of the characters in this story are real and any relation to anyone dead or living is not intended. I apologize for any wrong use of United Kingdom English because I am not that familiar with United Kingdom slang. Any input would be welcome and any flaming will be ignored. This story is planned to be revised and maybe I can talk the writer to let me post them here if people like them. Please comment and let the writer and me know what you like or don't like. Also if 2 male characters being romantically involved sickens you please don't read. If you're still interested please keep reading. One last note, if anyone wishes to copy my story please get permission first (Not that I think that will happen but who knows). Lyrics from the song Masquerade - This is the masquerade/ What mask will you wear /You make believed you loved me/ But now you choose to go/ Dancing around the truth/ Never letting me in/

New Auction... & I'll Be Hosting!
Yup! I'm gonna be hosting my 1st auction soon & since it's a new year & almost my bday I figured if I'm gonna do it, I might as well do it BIG! And by big, I mean BIG! This is gonna be a High Rollers Auction people! Bids will START @ 1 million fubux & there might even be a contest thrown in too just for fun ;) (and a prize 4 the winner of course! lol) I'll be posting a new blog AND bully for this in the next few days with all the info, rules, etc. Comment if you think you might be interested & keep an eye out for the "official" blog & bully! Lets have some fun people & make this a success for EVERYONE! XoXoX Entry Fee will be 50k... don't send anything now, I'll be posting a new blog & bully in a few days w/ all the info & announcing that I'm taking entries but I'll sb/pm everyone who comments to this when I post it too so u don't miss it =)

Be My Valentine Auction
HEY YALL I AM UP FOR AUCTION AGAIN. THIS TIME IT IS CALLED THIS IS WHAT I AM OFFERING: Rate all photos/stash during HH Link to your profile in about me Owned in name for one month Added to #1 friends for a month Added to #1 family for a month A profile comment a day If a 3 month VIP is offered then they will own me for 3 months. Salute to my new owner Will add more if the price is right... IF YOU WANNA OWN ME FOR VALENTINES THEN CLICK ON THE LINK BELOW TO START BIDDING. THE BIDDING ENDS ON FEBRUARY 13 @ 9PM FU-TIME.

Native American History
The History of Native American Indians Long ago when the land was free and the buffalo could roam. There were many tribes! It was the Seven Nations. The elders would sit by the roaring fires. The Children’s would roam the Ground-playing Warriors that someday hope to be. The squaws would do the chores of the daily routine. Making Meals and tanning hides to soon Make clothes or shelter for the teepee. The Boiling of water in the stomach of a buffalo. The horn for drinking. The brains of the buffalo make tasty meals. The berries that were pick fresh that morning. Pummice cakes and Mush. The chiefs and elders smoking the peace pipe to mediate into the day. The warriors playing on the horses showing all the tricks they learn. The night come soon, It is time to build a fire in the middle of the campground. Sitting in a large circle many will be there. Woman running everywhere to make sure the foods is plenty to feed the hungry crowd. The pra

Im Not Indian
I'm Not Indian, I Am Cherokee Dark storm clouds come across my eyes, when you address me that way. I will be correcting that problem right now, you will heed the words I say. Once upon a time our tribal nation was strong, back before the white man came. White man told us many lies to gain our trust, then took everything but our name. White man almost killed off all the buffalo, trying to starve us off our land. After many moons we were forced to move, just like your kind had planned. Soon the white man had stolen all of our land, my people left behind a trail of tears. White man killed off my ancestors sacred ways, we're living on reservations in fear. White man, haven't you already taken enough? I want back some of my dignity. You will no longer address me as 'hey, indian', 'I'm not Indian, I am Cherokee.'

Ten Commandments
The Indian Ten Commandments Treat the Earth and all that dwell therein with respect Remain close to the Great Spirit Show great respect for your fellow beings Work together for the benefit of all Mankind Give assistance and kindness wherever needed Do what you know to be right Look after the well-being of Mind and Body Dedicate a share of your efforts to the greater Good Be truthful and honest at all times Take full responsibility for your actions

My People 2
Cherokee Tribe by Tammy Knott The Cherokee Nation it is my tribe once so grand now we all cry. The trail of tears it was our fate because of white man all did they take. But the Cherokee Nation we are strong We will rise again One nation lives long. We Cherokee will fight and make our stand to recover our heritage and take back our land!

My People
Our People, Our Pride, Our Cherokee Nation by Justin Elliott on Aug 27 Cherokee people, Cherokee pride. So proud to live, So proud to die. We Cherokee will never Forget The Trail of Tears. That trail runs through us all, Runs through us till the day we die. We pray to The Great Spirit To watch over us all. For he knows the trails we walk And will guide our footsteps gently. We pray The Great spirit will Lead us back to our lands. We pray that what was taken From us will be returned once again. We will build our nation stronger, Stand tall and give our all. For We are Cherokee, The proudest nation of them all. Cherokee people, Cherokee pride. So proud to live, So proud to die.

Please Tell Me Why
Tell me why life can be so lonely sometimes? Even with everyone that tells me they love me, and how many people surround me, I still feel...alone... Tell me why people tell you when life gives you lemons make lemonade? What happens if you don't know how to make lemonade? or you make the mistake of salt instead of sugar? This new year is off to a mediocre start as far as I'm concerned but I have hopes that things will get better. A new start, and hopefully new and improved people. LOL

Faqs Please Read Before Asking
1. ~Are you happily married? If not are you going to divorce him and see me?~ Yes I am happily married. No he and I are not having problems. No I would probably not go see you even if I was single. You might be a rapist or killer. 2. ~How are you?~ Don't bother asking me how I am doing. I will always say that I am ok or doing good. Unless I know you really well and like ya enough to bitch at you. :D 3. ~Do you wanna join ______ group? All we need is nudes.~ I am not really fond of groups and such. I don't want to join groups that ask for sexy pictures. Not my thing. I prefer to go at the fu world without all of the rules that groups make you follow. I am not really a follower. 4. ~Do you have a cam? Wanna see me jack off?~ I only cam with people I know. Even then I keep my clothes on. Please don't ask if I have a cam, I do but no I am sorry you may not see me on it. As much as I dig men jacking off I would prefer to see my husband do it if I want to watch

Relationships
I was asked recently what exactly is my type? I mean what kind of man I am attracted to. So here goes... He is a big man. Tall with a few extra pounds. A big teddy bear. (I really like red heads. But, honestly that doesn't matter) He fills up a room with his presence. Not only his size but his personality, his likability, and his integrity. Little kids and dogs love him. Cats adore him. Babies stop crying when he holds them. He is the type of man who can go to church on Sunday morning and hide Harleys all afternoon. He can fix anything...not just mechanical things but emotional things too. A humanitarian. He's the guy you call at 3 am when you are stranded somewhere...and he always comes to get ya. He throws huge bbqs for every occasion but never gets drunk at them. Raises money for charity. Volunteers his free time helping every cause you can think of from United Way, to Children with Cancer to housing for the homeless. He doesn't complain about the small st

Bitch Please!
There are reasons that god put certain ones in our lives... To teach us things and make us listen to him... These are the thing that makes us strong... To make us see what is right and what is wrong. You came to me from the blue... To try help me in my time of need, but the more that I found out about you... the visions of your darkness was too much indeed. The pains of you past overwelmed me quickly, the suffering and madness of your life, You say that you left your home to help... but even that ended in a twisted strife. So you focused in on me, to try to make me yours... but as you attempted your dirty games, your true self reflected a whore! Actually more like the Sukubus of legend... the stealer of mens souls... You even try to say I love you... but in that lie I knew the score. So I tried to play your dirty game... To take advantange of you, But even that grew old and lame... And even my offspring wanted me to be rid of you! You continued to try to get m

Returning Love
When I have the time in the mornings I post comments to my Fu-Family and to some Fu-Friends. I can understand not getting a comment from the few friends, but not from my Fu-family. Do I need to stop posting to them and see what will happend. Probely nothing. lol It dont take long to post one (lest than a minute). The only person who post one to me before I go to work is LadyByrd02. I post her one and less than five minutes later, bam, she is on my page returning the love. Thank-you LadyByrd02. I guess everyone else is too busy trying to level. I should think like that, but I dont! I try to give first then worry about myself. But who cares. ME! I care about everyone in my Fu-Family. I think they dont really care about me enough to leave a simple comment.

Mmmm You Gotta See This
I AM IN ANOTHER AUCTION WILL YA PLEASE STOP BY AND PLACE A BID? IM HOUSE TRAINED... DONT HUMO LEGS WELL OK YEA I DO BUT STILL GOTTA LOVE ME LOL I DONT BITE BUT HAVE BEEN KNOWN TO NIBBLE~GIGGLES~ i dont pee on carpet im sometimes quiet as a mouse....well when im asleep i am anyway come on bid on me ya know ya wanna this auction is hosted by damien darke and sexy hell cat so show them some love too please

Lounges
Ok people heres the deal I am the head promoter in the Chubby Chasers lounge and well heres what i am think....Come in and check it out!!!!!!!!!!! Come join me and all of our other sexy fubar ladies in the Chubby Chasers lounge....We now have cams up and running and would love for you to join us.....We love to lick and give blow jobs.....only one rule in our lounge and thats that you have to be naked upon entering.....Once more thats the Chubby chasers lounge and we would love for you to come in and join us for some fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Does Anyone Want To Buy Me A Gift?
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Medical Update
it has been over a year since the illness hit me. never did find out exactly what the hell it was. happy to say that it hasnt come back and i hope and pray it never does. thought i would le you know. hugs and kisses, patricia

Come Buy Me For The New Yr! I Promise U Won't Be Disappointed...
GREETINGS AND WELCOME TO THE FIRST EVER DARKE-HEAVEN HAPPY NAWTY NEW YEAR AUCTION PRESENTATION. And here they are ... Our sexy Auctionees for your bidding pleasure.... Rememeber that that opening bid is 100K and the sky's the Limit... All of our participants are offering themselves in all manners of sexiness...

Wnat To Own Me
GREETINGS AND WELCOME TO THE FIRST EVER DARKE-HEAVEN HAPPY NAWTY NEW YEAR AUCTION PRESENTATION. And here she is... SexxyBBW being up for auction pleasure.... Rememeber that that opening bid is 100K and the sky's the Limit... sexybbw, RL wife of Gbeaver, and proud member of the horny toad club. *giggles*@ fubar So get here and place your bids on a great guy and start off this New year off with a BANG! DON'T HESITATE... DANCE YOUR WAY TO SEXY LIL HELLCAT'S PAGE TO FIND YOUR NEXT FU We are accepting more auctionees until Jan 9th.. so hurry up get your offers together and beat a path to Damien's door so that we can get you added to the New Year's Fun ~*~ Sexy Lil Hell Cat ~*~ Owned By The Greatest Whiteboy Alive@ fubar THE HOSTESS FOR THIS EXTRAVAGANT EVENT...

Movie Themed Auction
I am having my first auction, anyone interested in participating please send me the link to the pic that you would like to use along with what you are offering, the entry fee of 25k fubucks and the name of your favourite movie character ~cruel but cute~owner of AARON and Will Owned by AARON@ fubar

Help Sunfirelab Level Please
Let's Show her FU-LOVE!!! She's going for Fu-QUEEN!! Under 100K to level This Pimpout brought to you by ☮Kevin☮ Show Sunfirelab some love She have tons of EZ rates availiable too She is always around to help anyone when they need the help to level So can we get her leveled to Fu-QUEEN?>

Lies
Lies I am the fool when I keep trying to believe How stupid can I be Is it desperation or the loneliness I feel; Somewhere I lost my ability to put myself first I believe the words spoken to me Only to discover they're just lies I don't really matter to people I see They use me for their own means Then discard me after a while When did I lose my reason When did I lose my mind Was it the need to belong I have no answers to the questions I ask Sue Price Copyright ©2009 Sue Price

Friend In Need
Hey guys and dolls. This woman here is a really great friend. She goes out of her way to help poeple on here with anything they need. She's been wanting to level for a month now. I think its time we return the love to this woman. Ŋǚ§н¥™ åКǎ ŊűŊů Þü$$¥çåt§ PIMPΣƬƬΣ@ fubar

Show Some Respect!! (repost)
***Fu Friends & My Amazing Fu Family*** As you all know chuckii has not been on for sometime now!Fubar Sure is not the same without boo:(Alot of you have mentioned how much ya miss him.... I miss him like crazy too!So I think its time we show chuckii some amazing Love & Respect!So that when he does Log on He will know exactly how much we do miss him & how much we want him back on fubar! My amazing friendship with chuckii Started way back sometime at the end of March,2008!Since then i knew that there really was such thing as a real!True!Honest!Caring!Friend out there! Before i met chuckii I did not have much trust in anyone but he proved me different & I thank him for that! If it was'nt for him I would never have put trust in so many of my other friends & i'm glad i did because I have the most amazing Fu Family On Fubar! ***I miss this Gorgeous Smile*** I miss The Man that taught me to NEVER let the haters Bring me Down! Some of you haters out there think that boo's

So I'm Gonna Do It....
Go for Spotlight that is. It's something that I've thought about before,but never really thought I'd actually go through with. But thanks to a wonderful friend,Freak, asking me about it,I'm gonna do it. So feel free to donate,its going to a great cause,me on your page for 24 hours straight! Thats better than watching A Christmas Story!! Thanks in advance for helping! xoxox

Direct Link To Own Me Jan 4th
GREETINGS AND WELCOME TO THE FIRST EVER DARKE-HEAVEN HAPPY NAWTY NEW YEAR AUCTION PRESENTATION. And here he is... Gbeaver being up for auction pleasure.... Rememeber that that opening bid is 100K and the sky's the Limit... So get here and place your bids on a great guy and start off this New year off with a BANG! DON'T HESITATE... DANCE YOUR WAY TO SEXY LIL HELLCAT'S PAGE TO FIND YOUR NEXT FU We are accepting more auctionees until Jan 9th.. so hurry up get your offers together and beat a path to Damien's door so that we can get you added to the New Year's Fun ~*~ Sexy Lil Hell Cat ~*~ Owned By The Greatest Whiteboy Alive@ fubar THE HOSTESS FOR THIS EXTRAVAGANT EVENT...

About Suicide Girls
About the Suicide Girls: With a vibrant, sex positive community of women (and men), SuicideGirls was founded on the belief that creativity, personality and intelligence are not incompatible with sexy, compelling entertainment, and millions of people agree. The site mixes the smarts, enthusiasm and DIY attitude of the best music and alternative culture sites with an unapologetic, grassroots approach to sexuality. In the same way Playboy Magazine became a beacon and guide to the swinging bachelor of the 1960s, SuicideGirls is at the forefront of a generation of young women and men whose ideals about sexuality do not conform with what mainstream media is reporting. Although started as a two person operation out of a loft in downtown Portland, OR in 2001, in five short years SuicideGirls has grown its audience to over 5 million unique visitors a month. With hundreds of thousands of subscribers, over a thousand models, a succesful book and DVD in stores and a new clothing line, there

I Have A Confessionto Make..lol
I just wanna take this time to say I appreciate all my friends on here. Especially my gorgeous female friends...lol, You guys are the ones that keep me alive. I normally use this site as a stress reliever and to let out some steam, but little do I realize that there are somethings that should be taken to heart, like the value of a true friendship among friends on here. There is this one special person I wanna thank for helping me realize the true value of friendship, even though it's online. She sure is an amazing woman Oh and dont expect to see a serious blog like this every now and then. This is the first and last..lol...now dont forget to... HOOOOOOOLLLLLLAAAAAAA

Old Age
may your bleeding piles torment you may corns adorn your feet may the crabs the size of cockroaches crawl on ur balls and eat but when ur old and feeble and ur mind is a nervous reck may u fall throught ur asshole and break ur fuckin neck

R.i.p. Ja'shawn Powell
R.I.P. Ja'Shawn Powell Police: Father Admits To Killing 2-Year-Old Son Father Says He Made Up Story Of Kidnapping POSTED: 11:21 am CST January 3, 2009 UPDATED: 7:17 pm CST January 3, 2009 NEW ORLEANS -- The New Orleans Police Department confirmed Saturday afternoon that missing 2-year-old Ja’ Shawn Powell was found dead. A media advisory was issued for the boy early Saturday to the New Orleans area media outlets in effort to assist NOPD in the recovery of the child. His father, 22-year-old Danny Platt, said he was taken from him by armed men at about 11:30 p.m. Friday near the area of Brainard Street and Jackson Avenue. Later Saturday afternoon, Platt confessed to killing his son and fabricating the kidnapping, police said. According to investigators, Ja' Shawn's father said a dark-colored sport utility vehicle stopped next to him and his son near the intersection and three men got out of the vehicle armed with assault rifles. Platt said the men forced him to

Heh, Ooops
Well, I had warned friends that I'd eventually almost completely forget about logging on here, and sure enough... *shrug* Been busy as heck with one thing or another. Mostly bouncing up and down Belmont Shore and PCH doing the job hunt for the umpteenth time in six years and having just as much luck as ever...which is to say, none. Considering the state of economy right now, that's no surprise. So, back to old reliable. Writing and music composition. Haven't done either in a long while. Yes, I know, it's red alert when I'm totally unable to write or compose. It's not that the ideas aren't there, those never slow down. Just lately been totally unmotivated. Looking to change that shortly though. Working on revamping my public profiles on networking sites towards the music edge. My friends keep telling me my composition is good enough to make money with. I don't exactly agree, but then I've always had low opinion of my own work. Not giving up the writing. "Scar

Lies And Darkness
Lies and Darkness Dark as midnight, shallow and pale Trusting her smiles will send you to hell Cold is her shadow, frozen her heart Her fake identity will never depart Words of endearment they never end Sweetheart and I love you over an over again But listen closely they carry no mass Hugs and kisses they shatter like glass Numbing lies of the worst kind, Mess with your heart screw with your mind Mother of deception the likes of no other They spill from her mouth one after another Evicted from my life, locked out of my heart Never again will any friendships start However, no matter what you think of me Sweeping out my heart of your lying debris Sun is shinning your dark cloud is gone I made a mistake and was seriously wrong Never again will you darken my door You are no longer welcome your words I ignore I didnt write this, not sure who did, but this is for you, you know who you are.

Mae-mae Has Auto-11's!!! Half Mil To Disciple!!! Plz Help???
GUESS WHO HAS AUTO-11'S? MAE-MAE!!! ♥ Mae Mae ♥ { Owner of Mae Mae's Love Shack } * SBG* {Club Mystic}@ fubar SHE NEEDS A LIL LESS THAN 1/2 MILLION TO DISCIPLE; SO COME GET SOME BIG POINTS AND FUBUCKS!!! PLEASE HELP TO GET HER THERE??? THANKS IN ADVANCE FOR ANY AND ALL HELP!!! FONDLY PIMPED OUT BY THE MEMBERS OF: Club Mystic!@ fubar AND CinDragon-Founder of ClubMystic-PegasusProject-FuAngel-I.B.I.C@ fubar This html code blatantly stolen from (and slightly altered): Ms. Sassy{Shadow Leveler}@ fubar show her some love as well, she RAWKS!!!

My Best Friend(softly Thorugh The Leaves)
You entered my life like a gentle sigh, like a quiet breeze blowing softly through the leaves. You were a stranger first, one who laughed freely and easily, who spoke of minor intimacies and common grounds, who made me feel strangely liked and valued. You became my friend, no longer a stranger, trusting me with secrets hidden, confiding what you liked and hated. We talked and laughed and, as time passed by, I grew more and more dependent upon your smile. From strangers to friends was just a baby step, a step a thousand others take every day. Without your trust and trusting ways, without your smiles and encouraging gaze, I would never have taken the step beyond. But the gentle breeze blowing through the leaves is relentless and never ending. We became closer friends, and closer still, until much of my life was centered around the times we spent together. We traveled far along the path of friendship, avoiding the bumps somehow, never stumbling, always in step wi

She Needs Your Help
Okay you guys have TOTALLY rocked with helping people get spotlight since I started doing this. Since I got spotlight we've helped AbbyNormal, DevilGirl, RavinJuggalo, MattDeizel and Pyschocial all get the spotlight. FTW should have it here soon. Now we've got a new one to help and this girl just totally rocks! Part of why she hasn't had spotlight yet is she's been too busy helping others. She's helped me and I'm sure she's probably helped you in one way or another! So let's help her get the spotlight. She's got about 3 million before she hits level 26 so you can rate her a little bit but don't go too nuts. We don't want her to level before she goes for spotlight. ♥Naughty Grace Kelly♥Member of ~Dangerous Curves~@ fubar Remember any little bit helps her!

Mae Mae Has Auto's On!!!
GUESS WHO HAS AUTO-11'S? MAE-MAE!!! ♥ Mae Mae ♥ { Owner of Mae Mae's Love Shack } * SBG* {Club Mystic}@ fubar SHE NEEDS A LOT OF HELP TO GET TO PROPHET; SO COME GET SOME BIG POINTS AND FUBUCKS!!! PLEASE HELP TO GET HER THERE??? THANKS IN ADVANCE FOR ANY AND ALL HELP!!! DON'T FORGET TO PRIVATE MESSAGE FOR RETURN LOVE! FONDLY PIMPED OUT BY THE MEMBERS OF: Club Mystic!@ fubar AND CinDragon-Founder of ClubMystic-PegasusProject-FuAngel-I.B.I.C@ fubar This html code blatantly stolen from (and slightly altered): Ms. Sassy{Shadow Leveler}@ fubar show her some love as well, she RAWKS!!!

Sex And Making Love
This blog stems from a conversation I had with a friend a little while back. He seems to think that passion only comes at least from his point of view, when there are feelings. Or at least when there is passion involved, feelings start to develop and someone gets hurt. There for, sex with passion means you are making love. So then you must be in love to have passion. I for one strongly disagree with this. To have truly enjoyable sex, there needs to be passion. Not just a wham bam thank you ma'am. If that's the case, take care of it your own damn self. You really do not need another person in the equation to get yourself off, male or female. That is the fun of having the other person there, to have all your other senses stimulated. Touch, feel, smell, taste, see and hear each others reactions. On that same note.... Sex in relationships.. Just because you are in a relationship, it isn't all about the "Love" making. Hell.. I know I want sex! I don't always want that lovey, dovey, sof

Net Loves
Real net loves are not the one without♥♥♥….. ……..when you open your messenger, and you don’t have off lines, you have an email anyway”. ………..when you are in the middle of argument or when you are in your deepest cyber moments, then suddenly you are disconnected. “You will be connected anyway”. Just, the difference is you already subsided. ……….when he is swearing to death how true he is in loving you, while he is flirting on fubar or in msn or yahoo”…he will pass it , and come back to you anyway, when the fun is over”. ………. when you are jealous about comments that he is giving to his friends, he will give you message anyway”. It means you are not neglected, and you do the same thing anyway. …… and when you’re connection went so bad and you cant come on line…..lolz, you’ll send txt, or call anyway” ……. And there are times, conflicts and misunderstanding will really confused you, specially when you feel he is cheating on you, You will delete each o

Memory
In a moment of passion I could feel our lives unfolding. Wanting, needing, feeling the same desires. both answering questions unasked. Making promises with a single glance. Never have I experienced emotions so raw so real. With him facing truths that I could never have fathomed before. In his arms I felt safe. In his arms I felt loved, wanted, and cherished. In his arms is where I want to share my eternity. With one look in my eyes I could feel him in my soul. Breaking down the walls that I have spent so many years building digging deeper into who I am...and who I will one day become. Leaving no place untouched he accepts me for who I am. Facing my fears with me. Never leaving my side...being there for me to hold on to. Feeling his breath on my face his lips moving on mine...taking me to far away places the feel of his skin on mine still lingers now only in my memories I can still feel him there loving me

My Beautiful Ending
As christmas lights dance on the wall... creating a euphoria of happiness... I smile recalling a time in my life when it all made sense. When my life was simple. when I was loved. Now, sitting here in silence.... with only my thoughts to keep me company. I feel lost, confused, and broken. Searching for something or someone to take me back to that moment in my life. When I was whole, safe, and cared for. Looking for arms to hold me to tell me that it will all be ok. memories of my life playing in my mind like a silent film. taunting me tormenting me. mocking my whole being. sneaking up on me in only brief moments of happiness. Like a stranger in the night... hiding my life from me. watching the christmas tree through tear filled eyes I wonder who I have become. I have become a stranger to myself. I am a woman, a mother, a friend, a daughter, a niece, and a lover. Yet I am empty...I am nothing...I am so many things to ma

Dear, You
Dear, you: one time you were my hope, my escape, and my love. Now you are a distant memory of what was. Did the time that we shared really mean anything to you? was I just another woman to fuck? was I a joke...using my heart as your punch line? Looking back...you must think I'm so naive to have believed your lies. Laughing at my expense. You reeled me in...with your smooth lines...and soft touches. I melted with your kisses, your caresses, surrendered in your embrace, and fell in what I thought was your love. I feel so stupid for letting you in. I had spent so many years protecting my heart. With you... my walls came crashing down around me. For once I felt alive. I felt wanted, needed, and desired. Most importantly I felt pretty. Now I am so afraid that those too were a part of your deceit. Were they just "things" that you told me to keep me around? I fell right into the place that you wanted me in. I was foolish to think that I was "YOUR" only one...tha

My Almost Lover
Someone please tell me why is it so hard to let go of something that never was? It should be such a simple process you would think. Yet he still haunts me. He is in my thoughts...slithered his way into my dreams...and somehow at times is still my hope. Thinking of him...disgusts me. Finding out who he truely was...repulsed me to the point that I can now hardly talk to him. Watching the pedistal that I had allowed him to be on....come crashing down right in front of me...feeling every truth and every lie that he ever said to me....Even with all of that...the pain...the embarassment of finding out that he is a liar...the shame of going against my morals for someone I meant nothing to...and the disgust of trusting him with my heart....yet there is still a little part that wants to hold on....a little piece of me that wants to share the love that I still feel for him. Ive asked myself a million and one times...why? Nothing anyone says....or what I think for that fact has sati

My Momma
here I am again....sitting alone in my house...in the early hours of the morning...with my deepest fears staring me in the eyes. Hearing the tick tock of the clock on the wall....wanting nothing more than to tear it off of the wall...and throw it across the room so it crashes....freezing time. My time...her time...keeping her for a little while longer. My heart is in a million pieces and I cant put anything together to even begin to console myself, my children, and my dad. To make sence of this constant nightmare that I am in. Fearing each phone call....each doctors appointment. I keep telling myself you are an adult....you should be able to be strong and accept that along with life comes death. Im not immune to it..I know this and neither is my mom. We all have our day. Is this the end for her story...is this it for our relationship? Do I have to say goodbye at 27? Should I feel lucky that I have some time to prepare...when some others dont? Is it selfish of me

Saying Goodbye
He watched her quietly...waiting with anticipation. Knowing that she was his, that she would fall right in place with the life he had prepared for her. Smiling at his conquer...he was ready with open arms to welcome her. He watched her as the years...months and days...passed her by. Making her weaker with each passing day. Watching as friends new and old...came and went occupying her time. Some helping him mold her into what he was so desperately seeking in her. In time the years of uncertain sadness and grief showed in her reflection...a reflection that she could no longer see. She was a stranger to herself...yet familiar to everyone she knew. Moving through her life motionless...and numb. Putting on her daily facade. convincing herself that this was as good as it would get for her. Seeing herself through strangers eyes...she is tired..worn and weak beaten down by her own convictions. Having never been truly loved by anyone..she feels convicted and judged by every

Darke Heaven Auction
GREETINGS AND WELCOME TO THE FIRST EVER DARKE-HEAVEN HAPPY NAWTY NEW YEAR AUCTION PRESENTATION. And here I am for your bidding pleasure.... Rememeber that that opening bid is 100K and the sky's the Limit... I'm offering myself in all manners of sexiness So get here and bid on me to start this New year off with a BANG! ~*~ Sexy Lil Hell Cat ~*~ Owned By The Greatest Whiteboy Alive@ fubar THE HOSTESS FOR THIS EXTRAVAGANT EVENT...

To Understand Me.
Ladder Theology is the thought that you climb your way up to God. You obey all the laws, do all the right things, do the right deeds then your are on the escalator to God. (1) You, the human being, are down here. (2) Divinity is up there. (3) You've got a lot of climbing to do. You will never get there. It is an empty promise to God and yourself. You get stuck in the world guilt within yourself and blame religion for your failures. Spiritual theology is that God came to us by the Holy Spirit and God is for us. God has come to us. That is in our heart . That miracles are happening everyday for us to be witness to. i.e. child birth, surviving accident, to experience the grace of God. To have God as the center of your being and so when you can get in touch with that existence of God. Your able to let God work through you and and have this internal convertions and rid yourself of the external forces in owns life. Not to focus on the past for it has been reconciled and not worry about

Life In Hell
I currently am living in a house with my family that we share with my Step-mother In-law and my Mental Sister In-law. They both think that the world revolves around them and that they do no wrong. The Step-mother In-law has no knowledge of how to properly budget her money and spends money in away to were the bills for the house are months behind and she blames everyone else for her not having the bills payed. Same with my Sister In-law she gets a monthly check and just about always has her bank account over drawn. Mean while my family live in the basement and I pay my bills and the the electric bill for the whole house as well as do repairs to the house and the vehicles that are not in my name. While my truck sits and I can't come up with the money to get my transmission fixed. Just can't wait for me to be able to file for my taxes and get my refund cause that will get my truck fixed and solve the living situation.

The Lollipop Kids Auction By Vas Fynest!
All entries are due by midnight Thursday! Auction will start on January 2nd @ midnight and will end on January 9th @ midnight Here Are The Auction Rules! 1. The entry fee will be 25k to enter 2. I will be promoting this heavily BUT self promotion is a must! 3. Absolutely NO drama or I will delete your auction. Lets have a BLAST with this! 4. I am not responsible for the highest bidder paying you 5. Please PM your entry's not threw the shout box! 6. Let's Have Fun and Happy Bidding! Auction Brought To You By The Beautiful: VAs FyNeSt~Owned By Jaded One Bulletin Brought To You By: SinfulBrat

Sorry I Have To Leave
TIME IS A MUTHA FUGGA. YOU DONT REALIZE HOW LITTLE THINGS CAN ADD UP.I DID MY CRIME I DO MY TIME. THE HARD PART OF IT IS SAYING GOODBYE TO THE PEPOLE YOU LOVE.THE REASON BEING IS IT IS NOT FAIR TO THEM.AS FAR AS ME I KNOW I GOT WHAT I HAVE COMING TO ME. IM OK WITH THAT.I JUST WANT TO SAY SORRY TO THOSE I LOVE. SEE YOU IN SIX MONTHS

Master And His Kitten Part2
Master had heard her growl and stood in a stunned silence as he continued to hold the no longer struggling Stephanie down. He had known that she had jealousy issues but had yet to see his kitten get truly jealous. It pleased him and yet greatly distressed him that she became this jealous of such a little thing. But his attention was again back on his kitten where it needed to be and for that he was a little grateful for his kittens little scene. Telling Stephanie to sit down on her bare ass, Master takes up a candle and digs his lighter out of his pocket. Walking up to his kitten, he tugged on one of the weights, just to hear her moan. Taking hold of the string tightly in his hand, he quickly tugged the string and the attached weights off. He massaged her sore breasts and nipples as she screamed, muffled by the gag. He waited until she had regained a little composure and was standing relatively still before he flicked the lighter and held the flame close enough to her pretty nipples th

Master And His Kitten Part1
She saw his car pull up the drive from her bedroom window. She quickly signed off of her instant messenger, not even giving a second thought to the people that she just abruptly and rudely left. She raced down the stairs and had barely managed to get in position when she heard his keys in the door. Breath quickening, she looks down, the picture of submission by the front door. "Hey there kitten. Did you have a good day today?" He took his coat off and was walking away from her, headed towards the living room. Knowing he expected her to follow, she crawled after him until she was resting on her knees at his feet again. He had draped his coat over the end of the couch, loosened his tie and was looking down at her with a smile and a mischievous look in his eye. "Yes, Master, I had a good day today. I got up shortly after you left for work this morning, had my chores finished by 11 and I spent the rest of the day, after I called for your permission, reading and talking to friends onl

Sunday Race Add On - Bling Bux
POST New Years Auto 11 Bling-Bux-Rama 2 DAY Event!!! Cherries, Bux, and Bling !!!! Chiina_Whiite Auto 11 Today 12 pm Fu Time - Running Thru Monday 3 Chances to Be a Winner: Bling Race FuBux Drawing Daily Random Drawing RACE, RACE, RACE! NEW RACE ADDED FOR SUNDAY !!!! 2 pm Fu Time(5 EST)-Race is On. FIRST 3 to completely rate the 550 pic Bling-A-Rama II Folder will win a 3 CREDIT BLING OF CHOICE Plz Comment Last Pic & Private Message me upon completion. The Grand Prize Drawings Over 5 Mil in Prizes (see note on increases): Rate ALL EZ RATE 100 pic & Default folders and you will be entered into a drawing to receive one of three Grand Prizes. 3 Million Fubux 1.5 Million Fubux 750k Fubux

Rip Loretta Worely
ALTOONA, Iowa -- Loretta I. Worley, 81, of Altoona passed away Tuesday, Dec. 30, 2008. Services will be 2 p.m. Monday at Sunset Funeral Chapel, 7601 Fleur Drive, Des Moines, Iowa. Burial will be in Sunset Memorial Gardens. Visitation will be one hour prior to services Monday at the funeral home. Loretta will always be remembered as a loving mother and grandmother and as a woman who was dedicated to her family. She will be greatly missed by all who knew her. She is survived by her children, Terry Schmidt and Sherry (Ken) Searls, both of Sioux City, Ronald Worley, Loretta Parker, Bernard Worley Jr. and Tina (Otis) Brookins; 12 grandchildren; 19 great-grandchildren with one more on the way; and siblings, Helen Eberly, Lyle Rasmussen and Jeanice Singer. She was preceded in death by her husband, Bernard. Memorial contributions may be made to the family.

Riding The Waves
I wandered into a water-bed store. When I entered, I saw the most beautiful woman that I have ever seen. I thought of my secret fantasy of fucking her in front of the few people in the store. This goddess of beauty made her way over me. "Can I help you?" she said. You sure can. honey, I thought to myself. "Oh, yes," I answered. I asked her for a certain model of sheet cover and she went in the back to check on it. I couldn't help but stare at her gorgeous buttocks, and thought to myself that she had to have the nicest ass in the history of split flesh. Her body did not stop. My thoughts were interrupted when I noticed her standing in front of me, staring at my now-erect love tool. "I found what you were looking for. Come back with me and I will show you." she said, I followed and before I could offer any resistance, she tore off most of my clothes and threw me on the bed. We kissed passionately and then she started to nibble on the head of my penis. She worked down

What's New!!!
So its Sunday tomorrow Tristen goes back to school. Alexzander & Kieyah go back to daycare. As for me starting school. I have decided to go back to school to finish my high school. For those people that don't know I got pregnant with my oldest when I was 17 and was unable to stay in school. I have though long and hard about going back to school. Looked in to regular high school and places that I can go and do the work myself without a teacher. I found out that the Native Friendship Center in my area offered schooling. As I am 23 year old I have the choice to pick my own hours the only thing is I have to finish 20h a week 2 lessons a week and do some weekly goal sheet. I figured I can handle that no problem. I have some worries about going back to school. I am afraid to miss something with the kids or them no understand why I am not around much. I figure my oldest want know the difference as I will be home by the time he gets home. Alex & Kieyah will get picked up from daycare by there

Dipp
Dipp: you ever date latin guys? ->Dipp: nope cant say that i have Dipp: damn wish I was there near you to give you a taste of it Dipp: you never even tasted a latino before? Dipp: I mean that in bed ->Dipp: k.. well have a good day

Being Bad
It was a lovely weekend day, and I had a date of sorts with my friend. We planned to spend sometime together, and have a little fun in the process, some naughty fun. I picked her up and was taken in by her beauty. She wore a fun white dress that showed off her figure, and tattoos. I took her on a drive along the base of the mountains, and we came upon a new development of gorgeous houses. I pulled in and we walked over to the model homes. A woman greeted us, she hurriedly told us she was sorry. She was with clients signing a deal, but we were to feel free and look at the houses. She gave us a card and apologized again. I had been here before and knew this was her day to take appointments. I knew we would have free run of the houses. There were three model homes, the first was a basic model one level and no frills. The second was a nice two story, but the third was a wonderful place with all the extras. I lead my friend past the first two and into the third. As soon as we c

The Chase
Watching as you work Sweat and rippling shoulders Tensing, contracting, teasing me Cat and mouse we play Meeting my eyes you hold me, caught Skin, fire, passion; flash before me Pulse quickens, mouth dries You break away, leaving me longing Taunting with desires Teasing without touch Longing for satisfaction You bury me with lust Each new day we play You hold me with your power Eyes sparkling with knowledge I am your captive, waiting, wanting A casual graze of fingers Instant heat consumes me Throbbing, aching, begging for more Knowing smile touches lips I long to feel The simplest caress I’m melting to the ground Touch that leaves me quaking No relief to be found Taunting me thus for days Knowing I’m aching, begging you with my eyes Stringing me along; wet, throbbing, needing more Caught in your trap, until finally succumbing Holding back no more you take me Wantonly devouring me; eyes, hands, mouth Consuming my body, devouring my soul Chai

Rules For Nsfw..
IF U ALL WANT TO SEE MY NSFW PIC.. BEFORE I OPEN THEM FOR EVERYONE.. THIS IS WHAT IM WANTING.. IM NOT BEGGIN OR BEIN A WHORE ON HERE.. ITS ONLY FAIR..IF U GET TO C ME NAKED AND WELL I GET SUMTHING IN RETURN.. 1. U CAN RATE AND COMMENT ALL SFW PIC.. YES THAT MEANS.. 424 PIC.. PLUS. 2. U CAN BUY ME A BLING PK.. IT ONLY COST 11.99.. NOT THAT MUCH. OR 3. U CAN BUY ME A AUTO 11 BLING.. OR A BLST.. FOR 7 DAYS. IF THIS PISSES U OFF.. THEN MOVE ON.. OK.. I LUV ALL OF MY FRIENDS.. AGAIN IM NOT BEGGIN OR BEIN A FU WHORE.. IF WHAT U ALL CALL IT..

Fubar Is Right!
Women add men they dont find attractive, men add women they dont find appealing, why? just for points? Thats kind of lame if you ask me. Seems to me that could cause peoples feelings to be hurt. Why be something your not? Why pretend to care or be attracted to someone? For points? LOL I suppose I got sucked into it myself, but I have found a few people on here I would call friend. But over all, this website encourages people to unsincere and F-A-K-E! The worst part about it is some people even pretend to be someone completely different than who they really are....

Jan 4 Indian Outlaw Auction
I'm In an AUCTION @ INDIAN OUTLAW TONITE @ 10 PM EASTERN! Come BID on me! Highest bidder will get a SALUTE and LAYOUT made by FliCka! Just Click the pic below and join the fun! Thanks! Brought to you by TRIPS*OWNER OF INDIAN OUTLAW SALOON*FU-HUSBAND TO ANGELMOON@ fubar

In The Words Of Marylin Manson
MM:"That's not wrong, that's a part of human nature. The old saying of looks don't matter, I don't agree with that. It's very important. The way you look is how you represent yourself to people and that's why I look the way I do. I want people to know what I'm about by looking at me. So if they see a picture and they don't like it. Maybe they're not supposed to, it's not right for them. I don't disrespect them." Yup I totally agree to this.

The Pma
So this year, I want things to be different. And this year, I am going to try a little harder, work a little slow so I don't miss any of the details, love a little longer, forgive and forget, whatever it is that ails you. Life is to short to live in the past. If it's broken, fix it. No matter if it's a relationship or your kitchen sink. Dance, because you can and don't miss a minute of your kids lives. If they like watching tv, go watch it with them. If they like watching you play on the computer or play games with you, play a game with them. They are your flowers, and you must tend and weed and feed and shelter them from the elements, so they can bloom into this world. Regardless, of who I have been, I am going to try my best to travel the journey of my life, and learn something new in each place. Instructions Difficulty: Moderate Step1 Live for yourself. When you constantly try to be the person others want you to be, you cheat yourself out of individuality and your own dream

Poke My Birthday..check This Out
Poke My Birthday is fun website which pokes your birthday and gives you very interesting information about you, your birthday and your life: http://www.PokeMyBirthday.com pokemybirthday.com : Site that Pokes Your Birthday!

Foundry Cams: Messin' 'round With Ashleigh And Amber
What better way to ring in the new year than with a double-dose of barely-dressed, thong-wearing babes from FOUNDRY CAMS? Ashleigh and Amber are dressed in their official pink FOUNDRYMUSIC tees and black thongs (and no, we didn't ask them to do that; it just worked out that way), shaking their amazing, almost-naked asses to "Messin' 'Round" by Chicago's own VEILSIDE. CLICK THE PIC TO SEE ASHLEIGH AND AMBER MESSIN' 'ROUND! Of course, if all of your drooling hasn't flooded you out of house and home, why not HEAD ON OVER TO FOUNDRY CAMS and CHAT WITH ASHLEIGH AND AMBER LIVE ON WEBCAM! As always, bands/artists/labels - If you would like to have your songs considered for a FOUNDRY CAMS video, please send your press kits to: Foundry Music c/o DFL MEDIA PO Box 257 Millington, NJ 07946

I Am Crying
I am Crying By me I am crying. The tears flow as rivulets. I don’t condemn myself for weakness, I don’t feel ashamed or guilty. I let myself cry. Every tear is dear to me, Because it speaks about the pain I am feeling, and what I have gone through I let myself to experience the pain. I let myself to get acquainted with my wounded part… The crying cleans and washes My wounds – My thoughts and my Guilt. As the rain washes the bloom, It Purifies it And makes the colors clear and Light I am crying….. Mrrcp 2007

Fallen Hero
Fallen Hero by me. I stare at the casket; Draped with the nation's cloth. I'm momentarily startled; As the guns go off. Another fallen soldier; Being laid to rest. I struggle to breathe; For this tightness in my chest. The bugler so smooth; As he hits every note. It is hard to swallow; Because of this lump in my throat. Tears fall like rain; As I look to the sky. No matter how many times I hear it; Taps still makes me cry. The bugle now silent; As we pray for the dead. I gather myself; As I bow down my head. Lord bless these heroes; Who have given their lives. Comfort their children; Their husbands and wives. Let us not forget; They have given their all. Let the bugle be silent; Let no more soldiers fall. For my Brothers..... mrrcp2007

Tagged.... One Word Answers
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? Desk 2. Your significant other? Eric 3. Your hair? Curly 4. Your mother? Good 5. Your father? Good 6. Your favorite thing? Eric 7. Your dream last night? None 8. Your favorite drink? Dew 9. Your dream/goal? R.N. 10. The room you're in? Hotel 11. Music? Absolutely 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Together 14. Where were you last night? Workin 15. What you're not? Mean 16. Muffins? Where?!?!?!?! 17. One of your wish list items? Kids 18. Where you grew up? everywhere 19. The last thing you did? listen 20. What are you wearing? clothes 21. TV? Sometimes 22. Your pets? Godzilla 23. Your computer? HORRIBLE 24. Your life? Good 25. Your mood

My Life.
MY LIFE. By me I look into mirror I see myself, but as I was before The days where I had hopes and Dreams Know I see sadness, pain, death in my face And the wasted time I have spent here I broke my life apart, I lost everything exept myself I have nothing to gain or lose from life I only wanted a simple life , Now i want only to live in dark, In the shadow of my Dreams watching how the world dies, Day after day It burns in pain It feels hunger for blood I take a peace of Mirror glass and look into myself I see that many years passed. I see how old I have become How much pain I have seen How much did I gane Throught this years Now I have only one purpose, to live And there is nothing to change..... MRRCP2007

Hello Death, Goodbye My Love
Hello Death, Goodbye my Love by Me Black satin covers the wounded soul Out stretch arms are just another form of torture Tears to a smile being strong is the custom he follows Because the only thing taught is to swallow the feelings drowning him from the inside out Blackened eyes, bleeding hearts satans way to ruin things Hope that fades to nothing more than his dreams Empty reflections show what the world knew In the darkness hands fold and he prays for an escape that never evolves Past the blackened heart is just another lonely Boy Hallo Death and Goodbye my Love……. Mrrcp 2008

Unknown Soldier
Unknown Soldier by me Bang, flash, I can’t see, I can’t hear, People, soldiers walking around But I can’t see, I can’t hear, I can’t hear a sound I feel fear…..fear of being an unknown soldier. I feel something grabbing my shirt, I feel pulling I’m getting dragged along the ground Something hit me, everything went black Black as night, Like someone plucked the moon out of the sky I feel fear…..fear of being an unknown soldier. And I wake up, in deaths chair With bolts of lightening going into my chest With bamboo, sharp as pins, going under my nails I feel fear…..fear of being an unknown soldier My head pounding As a man, speaking a language I don’t understand Takes a knife to my throat And in one slash I will become …..an unknown soldier. The Nightmare goes on until today…………… I am the unknown soldier Mrrcp2007

Stray Bullets
Stray Bullets By me My Brothers limbs twist to the rhythm, Dance to the deadly beat of the bloody drum, Unceasing, No destination but devastation, Slug after slug viciously whizzes, Unseen, To our streets they bring their epic fight, Their thirst for power, their fear of oblivion, Unquenchable, Their teeth into cigars, Their minute daggers into flesh, Sinking, Their shots no target but catharsis, Their war no aim but fantasy, Estranged, One silver bullet sprayed, Pierced my impervious heart, Guiltless, Limbs folding neatly upon the dirt road, I writhed from the painful impact, Excruciating. A bloody tear scales my bony cheek, The beating continues, Relentless. My life fading, Hidden from God, Hopeless. Mrrcp 2007

A Soldier
A Soldier By me Not a sacred warrior, Nor with a bayonet blessed by God, Not even a human being, Just a simple peasant….. a surrogate, A sacrificial lamb, a frightened child, Chosen by the rich to be an instrument of war, A cold-blooded, battle-trained beast, A mindless savage ordered to kill, A molded piece of steel, an object……. a gear, A very small cog in a far-reaching engine of death, An insignificant fleck in the overall fabric of life, A negligible notch on the handle of an enemy’s gun, A mere afterthought for those who extol the wonders of war, An unkempt grunt, A lonely gutted, blood-spattered corpse lying on the ground, Something like the trivial crush of dead dog on a lonely country road, Dead meat…………. with a tin tag, A sacred breath of life having been stripped from its mother’s womb, A father’s pride…. his very best friend, Someone whose name is Abdul, Mohammed, Ishmael, Ibrahim, or Hassan, Or then again

Let It Go For 2009
Let it go for 2009... There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The Bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1John 2:19] People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it

Do U Dream Of Me Will?
Oftentimes I wonder... do you dream of me? Or wish that you could hold me close, For all eternity? Do you ever see my face, when you close your eyes? Or wish that I were in your arms, Watching starry skies? Would you dare to kiss my lips, if I gave my heart? And would you gently touch my face, Wishing never to be apart? Would you like to dance with me? (Your arms would hold me tight.) Or wish that you could hold my hand, Where it always fits just right? Do you ever want me near, to hold me close forever? And wonder what it would be like, For us to be together? Oftentimes, I wonder, how much we let it show, That we've been in love forever, And didn't even know.

Ill Grandmother
Can everyone please do me a favor and pray for my grandmother and keep her in your thoughts. I would appreciate it. She has been in ICU and on a ventilator for about 2 weeks now and this morning she took a turn for the worse. They think that she might not make it today. Also keep me and my family in your prayers and thoughts as well as we are going through a difficult time again.

Ty Ty Ty Ty Ty Ty Ty!!!!!!!
What can I say? YOU GUYS RAWK!!!!!! Thank you soooooooooooo much everyone that helped me Godmother!!!! I have the most wonderful, fantastic, amazing, and OUTSTANDING friends! Without you guys I would never have made it! You all brighten my day just by being a part of it! Again I cant say it enough, THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!

Truth
This house is not a home I take it out and put it to his dome put a hole in his head big enough to be a home no control take hold it’s a whirlwind of shit this is it its going to be over time to grow some balls while the lifeless body falls you did it its over finished no more stress sigh of relief the turmoil is over clouds are clear now u stand there with tears in your eyes pride had control but that head you turned into a bowl was your fathers skull it had to happen no more threats or fear you had to do what you did or you’d be dead wake up it was all a dream no more time to scheme make hate little time to waste move out before this happens he will eventually take over your new space get things right for a minute it will be tight but you will be okay pray to the lord one day will be your day no more tears little boy grow up that man you call dad will never show up left you at 8 had a hot date with the federal pen came back and didn’t expect you to be a man you own the house your not

Lita Moonsinger:the Best Of 2008
Another Year Gone and WHAT A Year It's been for us..I Got In RUDE Mag three times,Did Interviews with The Todd and Tyler Show,The Drew and Mare show,Was On Emma Cummings Naughty Newbies and Made LOTS Of new Friends and Fans.2009 Is gonna be full of all KINDS Of new Adventures..I Hope You'll all keep your eyes on me..MUAHS And THANKS For watchin'!!

Wanna Be My Valentine! (closed)
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Oh Yeah...git Her Good..
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Moved Pics To Stash
All Of My Pics for trains, Family or anything else that was made for me is now going to get put in my stash..I needed to take them out of my albums to make room for New Pics I plan on takin of Myself and Shit lol.. My VIP is ending in a few days so I really am going to need the room cus I will only be able to upload a couple hundred pics until i get the VIP back again

Throwaway Rhymes Part 7
My time is now like John Cena/ A rare rapper who's cleana/ Then a bottle of Aquafina/ But still a beast on the mic, no one's meana/ & yes yes I'm white, let the jokes begin/ Still get more pussy then attached lesbians/ It don't matter about my clothes or the car I be in/ Just matters what I do with this paper & pen/ I'm the kinda dude that goes on ego trips/ Doesn't care when a skeeo splits/ Cuz his futures brighter then casino strips/ Call em what you want, but I've written more essays then latino clicks/ & you have the nerve to step to my face/ I'm an easy slaughter, I only write rhymes for Myspace/ So win or lose I'ma still take ya girl to my place/ Give it up cuz you can't stay at my pace/ Write rhymes behind my back, but can't say them to my face/ Cuz you're scared of what I'll do, so I commend you/ I understand you don't wanna mess with the dude that would defend you/ So here's the plan, it's simple & easy/ Go your way, I'll go mine, it'll work believe me/ Yo

Throwaway Rhymes Part 8
My rhymes stick to your head like a New Era/ Roll with no squad but I still bring terror/ A New Yorker with a LV Gladiator state of mind/ Bumpin your shit, so don't hate on mine/ But it doesn't phase me, it's just gunna take ya time/ & time is a precious thing to waste/ Got a 9 on each side of my waist/ To blow off each side of ya face/ Which would be a valuable thing to lose/ Don't need to run with any crews/ You don't wanna live a day in these size 9 shoes/ Neither red or blues/ Just another stat on the news/ All they report is death, anything else rarely/ All ya homies cuttin out ya obituary/ No drugs for me, but I can get you dimes & nickels like the tooth fairy/ You'z an ugly fuck & ya rhymes are scary/ Mine are as good lookin as Tyra Banks/ I'm gunna hand you a beat down, no required thanks/ & you can take that to the entire bank//

Throwaway Rhymes Part 9
Bomber's the franchise like a NY Knickerbocker/ You know the dude that has rhymes with more kicks then soccer/ Pick any girl in the room & I can cop her/ You say the one with the tight jeans & the white sweater/ Easily gotten, no need to floss my cheddar/ Call my Young Jeezy cuz I'ma Go Get-Her/ She's easily attracted, I'm a flow spitter/ & a rhyme writer/ Not a rhyme biter/ But I will bite her/ Totally excite her/ But definitely not wife her/ Gave her the digits then she closed the door/ Left the crib at 3, called me at 4/ I said, "Damn what a groupie whore"/ Wanted to come out with me on tour/ I said "No babe there's no room for you"/ She said "That's OK, let's have another rendezvous"/ That's when I realized this chick is glued/ She was kinda good lookin but I didn't wanna be rude/ So instead of sayin anything, I changed my number, got my ass up & moved/

To My Mother.
Dear Mother, Every year I usually write directly onto your Mother's Day card, but after 22 years I've realized how bad my handwriting really is. So instead of ruining a perfectly good card with my perfectly bad writing I decided to type you my thought's, on this, my 22nd Mother's Day, but for you it's your 28th. Words can't describe what you really mean to me mom, but I guess I'm really going to have to try. Ever since I was born all you've done is treat me the best you can & provide me with everything I needed, and sometimes didn't need in life. You've shown me all of the love & affection only the best of mothers could & for that I've shown you 200% love back. I know the normal thing in life is for the daughter to want to grow up and be like her mother & the son to want to grow up and be just like his father. But knowing me, I'm not very normal and I strive to be just like both of you each & every day. Some might call what I am a "Momma's Boy", but what I call it is the utmo

Bored (semi Copied From Cell Fone)
Call my verses cooked crack, cuz these are heat rock I make/ listening to them over & over will brainwash & intoxicate/ the hood rappin non boarder, but these blocks I skate/ handin out my cds, the true definition of "drop some weight"/ half'll keep it, half'll throw it away, no worries, I love to cop the hate/ but rest assured if you threw it away I will plot ya fate/ I'm that rapper you should be listening to, there's not too much on ya plate/ Mike Jones flow, call me up, 702-232-2438/ I said, Mike Jones flow, call me up, 702-232-2438/ Nahh I don't gotta stoop to that level, cuz this kid is fire/ Unsigned artist lookin for someone to show me the money like Jerry Maguire/ but they only grab artists these days that rarely inspire/ I'm the typea dude that'll make ya retire/ go back to your small town and rejoin the church choir/ & I won't stop til I'm the king of this whole empire//

G.t.s.
Stab ya man's, so that his blood'll squirt/ Get the syrup, like my bitch is Mrs. Butterworth/ We gets the syrup, not the coughin kind/ Call me Jay-Z, cuz this cities mine/ The troubled clique, problems we just stir up/ No 9's & shit, we just cop the syrup/ You just keep talkin, all I hear is blabbin/ We lives in Las Vegas, but we fucks with Log Cabin/ Not just the name brands, generic'll work on my french toast/ We movin units, ya'll just stuck like a fencepost/ I know we makin money, that makes ya crew hurt/ Cuz we live by 1 rule, make sure we do work/ You fuck with us, that's a sticky situation/ We got people on the strip, with syrup bottles waitin/ With my man 5th El, he's that dude behind the beat/ & the topic of this song, ain't the reason that it's sweet/

Random Ish
Where I come from there's no exit signs/ && you can take what you want, unless it's mine/ I've been blessed with time/ && Bronx Bomber's a name you'll always remember/ hot as a Las Vegas September/ && I don't mean the weather/ with rhymes so cold, you'll need 2 sweaters/ ya'lls lame lines are Fabolous, they make me better/ ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Some days'll never be the same/ bitches playin the same ol games/ 5 foot 7 inch frame/ LV, DW is the click I claim/ Bronx Bomber be the name/ take you out & swoop ya dame/ That's crazy insane/ or insane crazy/ don't smoke but my life's all hazy/ fucked from that 2 Pac & Jay-Z/ today's rappers are all lazy/ lookalike but nothing like shady/ was a real good 80s baby/ actually knew my family, no broken home/ growing up, had to bust some domes/ always protected myself, never with the chrome/

Cell Fone Ish
You won't find my job in the classifieds/ && you ain't in the same class as mine/ I only rap to pass the time/ I just bullshit, laugh and rhyme/ you talking about ya life of crime/ and all these drugs like you was CVS/ I rap with ice in my vains, never see me stress/ and that's why ya'll envy me/ highest paid on the roster like I was "MVP"/ and ya'll will never for-get me/ half man, half amazing/ come out, lyrical guns a blazing/ on the sidelines watchin all ya moves like it was spy gate/ knowin you jocking my style, get ya lies straight/ everything you stand for I hate/ I sell out crowds, you a low PPV buy rate/ live for myself, you won't determine my fate/ && I ain't done til everything's off my plate/

Just Fuckin Around
Ya'll still can't tell me nothin right/ don't need to be packin to know Rogue Status tight/ can't be a runnin joke my whole life/ haters like Beyonce to the left & the right/ knowin I'm as fly as a kite/ no jewels still bright as a light/ doin shit I hate just to spite/ going to the next room thinkin it's still right/ hearin you clearly, you ain't foolin me/ didn't go to college boy you ain't schoolin me/ give you an inch you take a mile thinkin you rulein me/ useda get me Amped now you ain't Mountain Dewin me/ do I look like Home Depot boy you ain't screwin me/ I'm like GPS, stay ahead of the game/ know all ya moves thought you was better then dames/ just another Jordan wannabe clone like LeBron James/ life's just a big fire & you smokin it away/ now did that last line just blow your mind/ man I wanna go fast like Ricky Bobby when I rhyme/ && you just Cal Naughton in my rear view/ can't be two number 1's so you'll always be number 2//

Christmas "cheer"
For me there's no need to tote glocks/ I talk shit, walk hard like Dewey Cox/ kiddie days were the only time I touched the rocks/ Amare Stoudemire, work hard to rep my block/ just need Steve Nash to pass me the beats/ but I'm justa writer don't need to rap for these streets/ && I ain't D-Wade man, I never played with the heat/ useda know cats that thought it was cool to know me/ until they thought I was a 1 man team like Kobe/ now I'm all alone, but like Greg Oden I blaze trails/ put me on a record, man you'll raise sales/ call me RVD, I'm the whole fuckin show/ && I'ma keep rapin til I can't stand it no fuckin mo/ cuz I'm dedicated to this shit like the UBW/ your reply's let me know that this shit troubles you/

New Year
This past year I probably made a few thousand mistakes/ but shit'll be different in the year 2008/ more then likely a new thousand will hate/ Ima just do my job, make my rounds, no debate/ like I was a presidential candidate/ solid platform && a plan of fate/ for every man and mate/ that I can stand or hate/ but the later isn't really how I operate/ never plan on living my life as a failure/ minding my own business end up dead like Sean Taylor/ man, I couldn't bear it like Baylor/ so, from now on everyday for me is a "Victory"/ be nice to every dick I see/ cuz they can't do shit to me/ but I attract all their tips to me//

Booboo Has Auto 11's
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Randomness
If you ain't feelin Bomber, you deaf dumb blind like Helen/ rare lyricist who doesn't double as a felon/ last dude was 'Em like me sellin/ call me Dr. Scholls, me && the beat just gellin/ I dip on sets, you could say I'm Hell Rellin/ fly as an airplane propellin/ && ya'll stuck on stand by/ you a sham guy/ all ya words are damn lies/ sayin I'm a wanna be bro/ lemme think, that haveta be no/ what that is, don't even know/ just rubberbandin this doe/ like T.I. && Young Dro/ get like you, naw get like me/ cuz I'm where you wanna be//

Haven’t Done One In Awhile
Just call me the bakery, stackin all of this bread/ you just David Tyree, catchin balls with your head/ lookin like a shootout aftermath wearin all of this red/ ain't enough streets to have all of this cred/ fashion tight, to the very last thread/ watchin all of you fags laughin/ even my New Era flags matchin/ BITCH!, I'm swag splashin/ so get ya umbrellas && beach towels/ I'm flagrant cuz I speak foul/ && it'd be so easy if I dissed ya'll/ with words that hit the point faster than Chris Paul/ && by the looks of things all the talents here, musta missed ya'll//

Time
As I sit there staring, at my living room clock/ on the couch, it's just me and my pops/ a kind gentle man, age of 62/ spent most of his life, drinkin' the brew/ anyone he met, always made em laugh/ damn what am I gunna do, when he pass/ the man was my life, gave me inspiration/ I'll give my life, 100% dedication/ show my enemies, a whole new wrath/ with Bomber, the Kane name will last/ all the way, in infamy/ so stay outta my way, unless you kin to me/ World Wide West, we be droppin' them bombs/ and don't get it twisted, got love for my moms/ but that's for, a totally different rhyme/ with them now, I'ma spend all my...

Distressed...am I Wrong To Feel Like This?
I got a phone call from a friend of mine earlier this morning that has left me feeling very uneasy! A friend of mine, who I will call Aimee, told me that she was getting back together with her ex. This news I found very distressing and disturbing because Aimee's ex was very abusive to her for the year and a half that they were together according to what Aimee has told me. This is also not the first time she has gone back to him, but the last time she left him was because he punched her in the eye so bad that she is blind in that eye. For the life of me, I can't understand why she would put herself back into this situation, much like I don't when other friends of mine have done the same (and yes, there have been quite a few). Do people really have that little self-esteem or self worth that they need to go back into a scenario such as this? Do they truly feel like no one else could love them and also respect them? Do they feel unworthy to be with someone who would treat them w

Cleaning
Its a day for cleaning, sorting out and making ready. My mind feels unsettled and certain things are uncertain for me and I am concerned and agitated. The sorness at the base of my chin backs this up physically. I have that strange feeling you get just before you realise your holding the wrong end of the stick. I wonder if I have been labouring under a false notion and so its time to kill my mind with graft. There is much to be done and it shows that I have been distracted because I have not got those things done. Entropy has built up in the shape of a messy house and an untidy kitchen crippiling my ability to get stuff done. I had dream last night that I was arguing with a scientific zelot who would not accept that science is a religion event when I provided a very strong case. I woke up frustrated I guess. When I have religious debates in my dreams its never good. I always wake a bit narky - SCIENCE IS A RELIGION!!!!! they have beards and wear white robes for gods sake! grrr

It Went Up To 27 Days!
Well, the count went up to 27 days and then the big surprise for me...yuppers I got lucky with the ole lady!!! I couldn't believe it. I do not know how I was lucky because lately I have been getting some serious heartburn at night and the only way I can sleep is if I sleep in a sitting position in one of the couches in the living room. So Friday we are able to get away from the kids and just do some talking between me and her and wifey tells me that she looked for me the other night but I wasn't there. I told her ya because I was asleep in the living room. But still I was clueless because wifey kept on saying...yes I was LOOKING FOR YOU!! Then I was like...Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. So that night...I took some medication to curb my heartburn...and went to bed. Sure enough...that night...she came "looking for me" but this time I was ready!!! So the count now is 2 days and counting...

Stupid Moron Asshole
I deleted this fukcing moron and blocked his ass.. so wut does he do he makes an account of me Apparently he has made alot of accounts of me. if someone with my pic and has a cheese on it, dont add me, its not me... hes retarded gay fag moron who has nothing else better to do.. he thinks he funny but he aint hes a LOSER a fucked up guy who has no life So this guy keeps brothering me and harassing me.. does anybody have any ideas in how to get rid of this bastard...

Life....
Anyone who has gone through the agony of losing someone he/she loves so much will still wish against all odds to have that love back again. But sometimes a love lost is a love gone forever. No amount of hope can bring back to life a relationship that just died a natural death. Set yourself free, let your heart spread its wings and fly. Remember, it may rain for 40 days and 40 nights, but still it will not rain forever. One day the pouring will stop and there will be plenty of branches where you can find rest. One of these is where you will build your nest and start over again. It’s never too late. you may find love and lose it but, WHEN LOVE DIES YOU NEVER DIE WITH IT. You cannot be a redeemer all your life. The best way to weigh a relationship is through the test of fire. You cannot be a sober with your mistake forever. We all fall and make wrong decisions but our blunders are not meant to bury us deep in misery but to teach us the valued lessons of life. Loving is always a learning

Auto 11s On & 1 Mill Fubux Giveaway
HI I WANTED TO LET U ALL KNOW THAT ME AND DJ NEMESIS HAVE AUTOS ON. THERE IS A MILL DOLLAR FUBUX GIVEAWAY AS WELL. RULES ARE BELOW. HAVE FUN AND LETS ALL LEVEL TOGETHER. 1.RATE ALL THE PICS WE HAVE AND ONCE U HAVE RATED EVERY SINGLE PIC SB OR PM US LETTING US KNOW THAT U HAVE COMPLETED ALL THE PICS. ONCE VERIFIED WE ADD UR NAME TO THE DRAWING. 2. DURING OR AFTER RATING ALL OUR PICS U REFER 3 OR MORE FRIENDS TO RATE ALL PICS U GET UR NAME ADDED AGAIN TO THE DRAWING. PLS REMEMBER THEY HAVE TO RATE ALL PICS AND MENTION U SENT THEM TO BE ENTERED INTO THE DRAWING AGAIN. THATS 3 OR MORE FRIENDS. 3. IF U REFER 8 FRIENDS OR MORE U GET UR NAME ADDED TWICE AFTER THEY RATE ALL OUR PICS AND THEY CONFIRM U SENT THEM. EACH PERSON CAN GET A CHANCE OF WINNING A MILLION FUBUX IF CONDITIONS ABOVE ARE DONE. SO GO RATE, HAVE FUN, LEVEL AND U COULD BE 1MILL FUBUX RICHER. THERE ARE 2 AUTOS RUNNING 1 FOR DJ NEMESIS AND 1 FOR DJ FOXY BITCH SO U HAVE MORE CHANCES OF WINNING IF U RATE BOTH PEOP

I Am Libra(love Of Harmony And Beauty)
Libra is the Sign of justice in the Zodiac, indicative of persons who balance everything to a nicety, always trying to promote good will and friendship...even if they must go to extremes to do so. This trait is accentuated by the inherent love of harmony and beauty, reflected by the beneficent glow of Venus, this Sign's Ruling Planet. Sympathy and understanding are paramount here. Libra natives will never be deaf to an appeal from family or close acquaintances and are likely to even side with total strangers if they seem to represent a deserving cause. Indeed, those who fall under the jurisdiction of Libra are inclined to champion the underdog, even against their more sound judgment. Again, this appears to be courtesy of the urge to equalize matters and produce harmony. Considered to be one of the most charming Signs, Libra individuals are attractive, tactful, charismatic and popular. However, with a tendency to shrink from disagreements with others, Libra natives can also be regarded

Gah, Thats Crap!
So twice now I have been flagged for not marking NSFW pics! And neither one had any nudity! WTF? Isnt this site 18 and up? This whole freakin site is NSFW, and if you cant handle it, get off!! There is also a block button or the lil button in your browser called the "back button"! You dont have to see shit on here! Grow up!

Thanks!
I would like to take a moment to thank each and every one of you who help support, and left comments, an said prayers, or anthing else you may have done during the past week over the Death of my Brother. So many have helped me cope with this loss, I am so sorry I have not left daily comments or had the time to chat. I will be back today to try to start over, I love each and everyone of you, this is my home away from home and you are all my second family. I hope you all had the chance to read my blog Life or Death, My Son wrote a Beautiful poem and would love for you all to enjoy it. I live with the comfort of knowing ,he is with our Lord, and is not sick or suffering anymore...TY all once again, Your Sister in Gods Name, Becky (Southern Luv)

Missing My Fu Family And Friends
To all my Fu family and friends, I want you all to know that I love you all very much. I am sorry I have not been online much lately. Those of you that I talk to frequently know that my mother and step father have moved back here for me to help take care of my mom, on top of taking care of my handicapped 20 year old and my 9 year old son. Plus I have been looking for a job and for Christmas we got a WII and I am spending lots of time with the family bowling, tennis, baseball, golf and even some boxing. Just want you all to know that I have not forgotten you and I really miss all of you. I will try to be online some this evening to chat and catch up with whats been going on. PLease send lots of love and I will return all of it. I know there is some hot new bling... i would love some .. but dont have money for a bling pack, so help a girl out if you can.... hehehe... MUAHZ

Never Say Never.
Your Daily Motivation – Never Say Never. Sunday January 4, 2009 NEVER SAY NEVER. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- There is no such thing as no chance. Don't think about the things you can't do. Think about the things you can do. No matter what the level of your ability is, you have more potential than you can ever develop in a lifetime. You have powers you never dreamed of. You can do things you never thought you could do. There are no limitations to what you can do except the limitations of your own mind. Your range of available choices right now is limitless. Look at things as they can be. Copyright 2008 www.yourdailymotivation.com Free Webinar => How to Thrive in the Down Economy Free Webinar => Weathering The Coming Financial Storm Free Webinar => Beauty To Die For? =============================== Free Webinar: How to Thrive In The Down Economy Our economy is bein

What In The Hell
ok i have a simple question. please answear me lol... why in gods name would you put squirter in your name.. (if i have any friends that do this sorry but its weird lol) thats like walking up to someone down the street, shaking their hand and say hi there.. im a squirter!! im sorry but i dont need to know that much about my friends lol.. ok lol thats it i just felt like an early morning rant.. have a great sunday

Read At You're Risk
NEW ORLEANS (Jan. 3) - A man who initially told police gunmen kidnapped his 2 1/2-year-old son was arrested Saturday, accused of committing an "extremely hideous" murder because he was ordered to pay child support, Police Superintendent Warren Riley said. Danny Platt confessed, told police where to find the child's body and will be booked on a charge of first-degree murder in the death of Ja' Shawn Powell, Riley said at a news conference. He had said he would kill either his wife or his child before he paid child support," which he recently had been ordered to do, Riley said. Riley said he did not know the amount of child support and would not describe how the boy was killed, saying the coroner would do that after the autopsy was complete. The coroner's spokesman did not immediately return a call. "The mother is in a safe place," Riley said. Although he had visiting rights, Platt, 22, of New Orleans, had never visited the boy until he picked him up Friday, Riley said.Police put ou

"nice Guys Still Finish Last"...thanks To Sweet Cherry Pi
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait." To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state line) to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes. To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy

Complaining And Complimenting
This is not a plea for rate this is just getting some stuff off my chest and venting This blog is brought on by something that was said the other night at the auction i was in ... and if you get butt hurt by this then just remove me from your friends list... I've been on fubar almost 2 years, so with that being said here goes: when i first joined fubar it was about finding friends and building those friendship relationships ,you know your fan / rate / add everyone chat rate their stuff they rate you and so on .... well those theories seemed to have been flushed down the toilet... I dont beg or ask for anything from anyone I earn or buy everything I get... even in give aways I dont ask for much help...I cannot tell you how many links are dropped in my shoutbox each day of people who need some rates, comments or they have auto 11's and i try to get to everyone of those links in a single day ..I have comment bombed for people just from them asking ( but not lately bombing

One Word Blog Survey
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? Nightstand 2. Your significant other? None 3. Your hair? Blah 4. Your mother? Okay 5. Your father? Older 6. Your favorite thing? Computer 7. Your dream last night? None 8. Your favorite drink? Dew 9. Your dream/goal? Success 10. The room you're in? Mine 11. Music? Rehab 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Alive 14. Where were you last night? Home 15. What you're not? Mean 16. Muffins? Yum! 17. One of your wish list items? Love 18. Where you grew up? Ohio 19. The last thing you did? drink 20. What are you wearing? undies 21. TV? Fox 22. Your pets? None 23. Your computer? Great 24. Your life? OK 25. Your mood? Good 26. Missing someone? Y

Lee Iacocca Discusses The State Of U.s.a.
Remember Lee Iacocca? The man behind the “Mustang” and the “K-Car” basically saving 2 of the big 3 – I think he may know what he’s talking about. Remember Lee Iacocca, the man who rescued Chrysler Corporation from its death throes? He's now 82 years old and has a new book, 'Where Have All The Leaders Gone?'.. Lee Iacocca Says: 'Am I the only guy in this country who's fed up with what's happening? Where the hell is our outrage? We should be screaming bloody murder! We've got a gang of clueless bozos steering our ship of state right over a cliff, we've got corporate gangsters stealing us blind, and we can't even clean up after a hurricane much less build a hybrid car. But instead of getting mad, everyone sits around and nods their heads when the politicians say, 'Stay the course.' Stay the course? You've got to be kidding. This is America , not the damned, 'Titanic'. I'll give you a sound bite: 'Throw all the bums out!' You might think I'm getting senile, that I've

Who Needs Toys . . .
the spirit originating from water is said to be the one living through infinite beauty, variety and depths in an ocean of emotions . . . the connection i want the connection i need . . . . i cannot get with an object or even my own hands. water a most powerful life force . . . it moves on its own it can be directed and somewhat confined yet never really controlled when connecting with the water i am moved in all of my senses . . . before it really makes any contact with me i am able to be aroused and excited by all of what i anticipate. first . . . i hear the movement i can smell the purity i feel droplets splattering wherever they want on my skin and . . . seeming purposeful i taste the moisture on my mouth as it opens to catch what is coming its way i see the beauty of the reflection all over my body i touch the texture change of my skin as it makes contact and cascades over thighs and hips then i can . . hear my breathing pattern change

Iggy Pop? You Fucking Traitor!!!!
Låten Play With Fire er spesiell. Thunders spilte den bl.a solo i Japan. Brians sang er en inderlig avstandstagen til Tara Browne som var sammen med Amanda Lear da han skrev den. Brian antok at han var den som ble brukt, som en ironi eller som en ølbrygger-strategi mot dopskulturen . Antagelig med rette. Brian var en fantastisk snill person. Dylan hørte også denne sangen og inviterte ham til New York. Der ba han Warhol og Reed skaffe ham noen transvestitter som kunne voldta Brian for ham. Da det var over inviterte han Brian på en jam-session. Sessionen er beskrevet på nettet. Søk selv. Det skulle skje på et hotell selvfølgelig. Da Brian møtte opp sa Dylan: "Nah. I don't wanna play with you. You say so yourself in yer fuckin song. I have no intention of playing with fire, you sucker". Dette var en morsomhet som var så fantastisk vellykket at den ble legendarisk. Og den var så bra tenkt ut at spøken ble gjentatt med gjevne mellomrom fram til 1969. Vi har Hendrix s

That Name
Any day now I said. Any day now ill remember your name. The one I use to say when I was down and miserable at the world. The one I use to follow till the end of the earth. Whats that name that mattered so much to me? Its there on the tip of my tounge and then its gone. I can remember all those ive ever said ive loved, but I wouldn’t recognize them on the street. I can remember all of those that mattered but couldn’t tell you where I knew them from. So I guess this is why I cant think of this one name. This person changed my life. Took me from happy, carefree, innocent to all, to this fearful coward that hides from the world. What was that name? Its such a shame too cause I can use them again. I am back to being strong and I could use their dose of reality. I could use that voice that made me understand how low I am. That touch that said no one else will ever do. Comforting smile that said, “I own you, and you don’t even realize it.” I could use that name. before the me that is beco

Quote Sent To Me 027
I’ve realized that life is indeed full of contradictions. Sometimes it’s crazy to be sane. You need to fall to fly. People suffer because you care. You have to fail some tests to learn the lesson. You have to give up because you are strong. You have to be wrong to make things right. Nonetheless, life’s complexities are also life’s source of beauty. We should cry to laugh again; fall apart to be whole again; and get hurt to love again. – Che 12/15/08 7:07pm

Quote Sent To Me 026
Unconsciously, we choose how we see people. When we like someone, we are tolerant. When we don’t, we focus on their faults. It’s not other people’s true persona that determines how we feel about them, it’s our attitude. The human tendency to prejudge. – Erlet 12/14/08 10:08pm

Quote Sent To Me 025
Things in life move with twists and turns and they happen with valid reasons. So if you doubt why something happens to you, stick to this: “We can never learn to be brave and strong if the only thing in this world is joy. You have people around you too, so you son’t have to fight alone. – CJ 12/11/08 9:41am

Quote Sent To Me 024
A girl is special created by God. If you praise her, she thinks you’re lying. If you don’t, you’re good for nothing. If she talks, she wants you to listen. If you listen, she wants you to talk. If you kiss her, you’re not a gentleman. If you don’t, you’re not a man. If you agree to her likes, you’re a wimp. If you don’t, you are not understanding. So simple yet so complex. So weird yet so beautiful. That’s a girl. A non-understandable creature but definitely makes a guy complete. – CJ 12/10/08 4:04 pm

Quote Sent To Me 022
If someone wants to really be with you, they will. If they keep giving reasons for not calling, texting, chatting or say they are extremely busy, Get The Hint! And leave them alone. – Erlet 11/28/08 1:54pm - So so True!

Quote Sent To Me 020
When people start talking behind your back, never mind them coz it proves that they are obsessed to make a story about you. Just remember, they are the reason why you should consider yourself famous. – CJ 11/22/08 2:02pm

Quote Sent To Me 019
The essence of friendship is not the smile and the gestures. But a feeling you discover that someone believes in you willing to trust, to understand and keep you in their hearts no matter what. – CJ 11/21/08 9:48pm

Quote Sent To Me 018
Friendship is not choosing the right person but creating the right relationship. It’s not how much you love your friend from the beginning but how much love you build till the end. – Justin 11/20/08 7:00pm

Quote Sent To Me 017
You will never expect love at its best but whoever is destined will always prevail. Remember, there can only be one true love for you to exist. It will not be someone you expect but rather someone you deserve. – Jake 11/15/08 9:59am

Quote Sent To Me 016
Don’t give up when you still have something to give. Nothing is over unless you stop trying. Don’t be afraid to encounter risks, it’s by taking chances that we learn how to be brave. – Justin 11/14/08 9:48am

Quote Sent To Me 014
Sometimes you don’t have to hate someone for hurting you and it’s not proper to be bitter either. The truth is, it’s really a common mistake among us individuals for we live with our expectations. We oblige others to love us back. For in the first place, we don’t have the Right. And it hurts when it sounds so right. But that’s life after all. Acceptance.. and most of all…Respect.. – Jake 11/12/08 4:15pm

Quote Sent To Me 009
Don’t fear failure so much that you refuse to try new things. Keep in mind that the saddest summary of life contains 3 descriptions: Could Have, Might Have and Should Have. Life has a lot of good things in store for you. Grab that opportunity to look for hidden treasures. – Jake 11/5/08 4:34pm

Quote Sent To Me 005
For once I want to be the one who made the player fall. The one who made the player change and made the player give his all. I want to be the person who made the player quit the game, retire his jersey and draw hearts around my name. even just for this one time I want to be loved not played. – Erlet 11/1/08 7:46pm

Quote Sent To Me 003
We’re all crazy in the idea of falling in love. Loving the illusion of having or missing someone. It’s okay to feel happy through other people but don’t get dependent on achieving happiness by being with someone. Love yourself first before sharing your life with somebody coz if you don’t, you ‘ll always end up looking for people that you think would make you complete. Not realizing that at the end of it all, it would only make you lose yourself more. – Erlet 10/09/08 11:29pm

Quote Sent To Me 002
Love is indeed a decision – not just a feeling. No one falls in love by choice. It’s by chance. No one stays in love by chance, it’s by work and no one falls out of love by chance, it’s by choice. Make no mistake about it. Love isn’t a mystery. There are specific things you can do to succeed every relationships. – Erlet 10/4/08 11:24pm

Quote Sent To Me 001
To walk is what I always do but I prefer not to look back to people who are no longer walking with me. Then someone asked “why did you just let other people leave you?” then I answered “Life is a long journey. Let’s see who will be walking with me until the end of my story.” – Shy 9/28/08 8:11pm

The New Year
Everyone makes resolutions every New Years. I am guilty of this aswell. But as most people start new diets, new exercise routines, or even working on a relationship, I won't be doing any of that. For what I'm looking for is beyond that, something way harder to achieve. Happiness is what I'm looking for in 2009. I thought I had found it a few times in 2008 only to be let down and miserable. The best thing I can say is that I did find more of myself in 2008, even if it did break my heart. But I've learned from my mistakes and won't make them again anytime soon. 2009 is going to be a great year for me. I can make it happen and only I can make it work. Everything from my job to my friends to relationships, I will look for it every day, tell myself that I need to be happy. 2008 was a hell of a journey, met a few new people, one in particular that stole my heart...but only to rip it out and shatter it. I know that was not her intention, but things happen. I've tried to rep

New Year???? Where?
Let's see....I started the new year off with a heckuva good time. I spent it at Wild Country, and had a GREAT time. It's amazing how nothing more than hanging out with your friends, doing a bit of drinking, and good music can start the year off right. I have decided, that I only have a couple of goals for the year, not that I need anymore or anything like that. #1. Be a better friend. I have some awesome friends, in real life and online. I suck as a friend. I forget birthdays, get names confuzzed, and don't call/text/email as I should. #2. Deploy. I am going to do it right this time. I am going over, I am going to do the job, and I am going to take care of my Soldiers. I am also going to stay in contact with those who mean a lot to me better. #3. Be a better dad. I have really sucked at being a dad. I don't call as often as I should, I don't write as often as I should, and I frankly have not been there a whole bunch. (That last one is not my fault.) #4.

Come What May
Come What May by: KSI (c) 1/4/2009 Is There no heaven, and is there no hell There are a lot of things for me to tell Have your cake and eat it too what else are you going to do Be yourself, always be who you are Take control, and reach for a star Have faith in yourself and those you love They are there for you, watching from above Chin up and Meet your destiny head on Love your parents before they're gone Give to your children all they'll need Don't give in to the beast called greed Live and let live but live for today Listen close to the words I shall say I say these things not to make you mad I want you to realize all that you had There is no tomorrow and there is no yesterday Take life with a grain of salt and come what may (this poem is copyrighted by CTlinx)

Aimless Thoughts...
Standing alone in an empty room Tears fall as aimlessly thoughts scatter through her broken mind Wonders where fate will take her next As a new path creates itself Worries and doubts flutter behind her green eyes Will her greatest pride in life steal back the heart she has given... Or will his greatest pride force her to take it back Her heart is shattered Her mind broken In such disrepair her sanity slips further away Now at the fork Which way shall fate lead her As aimless thoughts scatter through her broken mind

Dj Metal Queen @ Gods Forsaken Radio
Metal Queen is influenced by many extremely talented guitarists, yet her all time favorite is Randy Rhoads. She is a guitar nut. Her favorite bands are Iron Maiden, Judas Priest, Megadeth, Black Sabbath, AC/DC. The reason she likes being a DJ is she loves being able to bring people joy through music. There is so much metal out there that the world hasn't heard yet, so she is always constantly searching for new bands. Plus she has had the opportunity to meet a lot of awesome people doing what she loves. So what are u waiting for come and rock out with DJ Metal Queen @ Gods Forsaken Radio!!!!!

Fruit Full.
so yeah...2 day was killer....i crushed URI b-ball and then Monarchs hockey in NH. ...then i hit on a scratch ticket for 500....and i only spent like 40 bux to get th@......so 09 so far is badass. and i had sushi 2nite....and went to a beach in RI. so sweet jesus will this b a gnar gnar year of kikin ass n takin names! RP

Darkness...or Light?....a Balance Is What I Seek...
Darkness is only another expression of light. Without one, we could not have the other. Just as darkness and light exsist together, so do evil and goodness. If we refuse to acknowledge the darkness, how can we honor the light? So how can we ignore what is a natural part of life, a part of our own existence? There are seeds of evil inside us, just as there is seeds of divinity. We have to accept both. What we call good or bad, beautiful or ugly, is merely a judgment. The moment we judge, we separate ourselves from a part of life and lose sight of the unity of all things. When we refuse to judge, our minds and hearts remain open to an infinite realm of possibilities. We live in a world of opposites, a world of contrast between many forces. There will always be light and darkness, good and evil, pain and pleasure, chaos and order. Only when we accept the world as it is and embrace the rich diversity of experience will we know true happiness and freedom. Taken from the book 'Child of

01/04/09: A New Year; Hope And Uncertainty
Thus ends 2008, and so begins 2009. From a professional standpoint, this year is not looking so good. My job duties are going to change in February, and I am not liking that at all. In fact, I hate it. Everyone is looking to tighten their belts and are in a panic, so they make decisions based from that panic. From a social standpoint, we have hope and uncertainty, with Obama getting elected. I voted for him not because he was black, but because he represented the best chance this country has of pulling away from the abyss that it is heading towards. I just pray that he gets the chance to do the things he has promised that he would, but of course he is going to have to spend the first two years of his term cleaning up the messes that the previous regime made. There are countries and people everywhere on this planet who want to see us fail. Let's stave that off. From a personal standpoint, I think I am feeling better now that the holidays are over. December is not a good month f

Saga Continues Still.......
In the circle of what is. All things that have passed. The spin continues. Evermore in the twilight I roam. Ever searching. For what I know not of. I am the continuance of a greater plan. Am I to be alone in this search. Am I a singular thing or something more. As the Circles of Time continue. I am here. Am I guardian,keeper,tracker,or something else. What else is there in the span of time. Where am I going. What will I meet in the vastness. In these things. I am what I am. For not the safety of my mind or the lack there of. I am still. Slightly bent,slightly sane, or none of the above. Me,In my Armour. ever so. What is this shell. Is it a home or a prison. sanctuary or a trap. luxury or nothing of note. I yell at the universe,but do they hear this voice. am I this tiny or larger than life. What drives me so. To this thing I see and hear. Will I stop hearing it. or something else happen. What will be. I don't know myself. must be why I stay,just to see what will happen. Th

Grand Opening @ Klub Sec-si
Grand Opening Yes yet another Grand opening lounge on Fubar. As each lounge offers something diffrent So do we here at Klub Sec-Si. Only the Finest people and the greatest drinks So read the scroll and click it to join us Hope to see you all there!

Testicles
A male patient is lying in bed in the hospital, wearing an oxygen mask over his mouth and nose. A young student nurse appears to give him a partial sponge bath. 'Nurse', he mumbles, from behind the mask. 'Are my testicles black?' Embarrassed, the young nurse replies, 'I don't know, Sir, I'm only here to wash your upper body and feet.' He struggles to ask again, 'Nurse, please check. Are my testicles black?' Concerned that he may elevate his blood pressure and heart rate from worry about his testicles, she overcomes her embarrassment and pulls back the covers. She raises his gown, holds his manhood in one hand and his testicles in the other. Then, she takes a close look and says, 'There's nothing wrong with them, Sir!' The man pulls off his oxygen mask, smiles at her and says very slowly, 'Thank you very much. That was wonderful, but listen very, very closely.. A r e - m y - t e s t - r e s u l t s - b a c k'?

Crawling
Crawling in my skin These wounds they will not heal. Fear is how I fall, confusing what is real. There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface, consuming/confusing This lack of self-control I fear is never ending controlling/I can't seem To find myself again My walls are closing in (without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take) I've felt this way before... so insecure. Crawling in my skin These wounds they will not heal. Fear is how I fall, confusing what is real. Discomfort endlessly has pulled itself upon me distracting/reacting Against my will I stand beside my own reflection It's haunting, how I can't seem... To find myself again, my walls are closing in (without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take) I've felt this way before, so insecure. Crawling in my skin, These wounds they will not heal. Fear is how I fall. confusing what

Soul Survivor
[Intro:] Convict Akon and Young Jeezy Tryin' to take it easy Only way to go And So... [Chorus (Akon):] If you lookin' for me I'll be on the block With my thang cocked possibly sittin' on a drop (Now) 'Cuz I'm a rida (Yeah) I'm just a Soul Survivor (Yeah) 'Cuz er'body know the game don't stop Tryin' to make it to the top for your ass get popped (Now) If you a rida (Yeah) Or just a Soul Survivor [Verse 1 (Young Jeezy):] (Let's get it) Tonight I can't sleep--we livin' in Hell (Yeah) First they, give us the work then they throw us in jail (Ayy) Road Trip ya--I'm trafficing in the white Please Lord don't let me go to jail tonight (Yeah) Who Me?? I'm a Soul Survivor Ask about 'em in the street, the boy Jeez a rida (Jeez a rida) A hundred grand on my wrist, yeah life sucks Fuck the club, dawg, I rather count a million bucks (Ayy) [Chorus (Akon):] If you lookin' for me I'll be on the block With my thang cocked possibly sittin' on a drop (Now) 'Cuz I'm a rida

Walls
i look forward and see a huge brick wall as far as the eye can see i walk towards it and press my hand against it looking for a weakness as i touch all over i dont feel any yet but this is no easy wall for my goal is on the other side but with time and effort this wall will fall but for now i will do all that i can to move it brick by brick i know they are for your protection and you need them but i will show you that i will be your wall i will protect you and care for you and together we will bask the glow of love

Lesson Learned
OK SO TONIGHT I WAS IN THE SUBZERO RADIO LOUNGE AND I MADE A COMMENT THAT I SHOULDN'T HAVE SAID AND IT WASN'T UNTILL AFTER IT WAS POSTED THAT I REALIZED NOT EVERYONE WOULD TAKE IT AS THE JOKE I HAD INTENDED TO BE.... I WANT TO FORMALLY APPOLOGIZE TO DJ PYRO WHO IS MY BEST FRIEND IN LIFE AND I TRUST MORE THEN ANYONE AS I DID NOT INTEND TO DISRESPECT HIM IN ANYWAY SHAPE OR FORM WITH THE CHILDISH YET SERIOUS COMMENT I MADE ABOUT HIM.... HOPEFULLY HE FORGIVES ME AS I HAVE LEARNED MY LESSON TO THINK CLEAR ABOUT WHAT I AM ABOUT TO SAY AND HOW IT WOULD AFFECT THE PERSON IT WAS SAID ABOUT BEFORE SPEAKING WHAT I AM THINKING

Sex Survey
You: What color eyes? Hair? How tall? How old? What city do you live in? Male/Female? The Private You: How many people have you had sex with in 2006? How many of those people were one night stands? How many serious relationships have you had? What is your favorite position? Have you ever slept with more than one person at a time? Him / Her: Eyes? Height? Weight? Body structure? Tall / short? Personality? Age? Misc: What is the first question you ask before having sex with someone? Have you ever considered or had a sex buddy with no relationship? If yes, how many? Have you ever not been in love with someone you had sex with? Top or bottom? Have you ever considered being with some of the same sex? What are 2 turn on's? What are 2 turn off's? Why did you feel it necessary to fill out this survey and post it for everyone to see? Who is most likely to repost this?

Love
I thought you felt the same way. When we held each other I prayed you would stay. I loved the way you looked at me. I guess it just wasn't meant to be. I thought you loved me undesirably. Didn't you know you were my everything. You were all I thought about. In my mind there was no doubt. Now I see your not in love. It wasn't something from above. You're with her now and you're happy. I'm the one who's mopey and sappy. That's ok though because if I had to pick the one to suffer I'm glad it was me. I love you more than ever. My love for you will never go away. But to tell you that I would never say. It's so hard to let you go. But it's now time to move on slow. So this is my goodbye. My darling, my love, my only one. for This is the last time I will cry.

Would Like To Have A Auto 11
I'm willing to give anyone 400k for a Auto 11 Bling ..Trying to level to Insider... If anyone interested feel free to send me a message.. or at least rate my pics and rate my profile again ..Please and thank you very much ... Hope everyone had a good New Years !!!!!

Words
Words, words brought our first encounter, the look into his glowing eyes, the caress of our bodies together, the kiss of his sweet lips to mine, the first I love you, the memories that will last to infinity, misspoken words took his away in a heated moment, and the only feelings left are from the memories of our love, and always remembering the words, the words not spoken.