So yea what's new with you my lovely Fu-friends.Yes I know your tired of hearing me whine but I can't help it this week has been both great yet terrible. It's all good though Just like Sugarlands-Stand up. What doesn't kill me will make me stronger. I have had some really great friends for me and some well you know. Things just go wrong sometimes when I least expect it usually when I'm at my happiest. Well I'm doing much better now I just got to move on and walk away. I know you might think of me as a wimp cause I walk away but let me tell you walking away is much better then standing there in silence because you don't want to cause any problems. I have walked away from many things both friends and family but mostly by those that play me. I only get fooled once and never again. You play me and let me tell you you loose me. Don't come to me with your I'm sorry that's only to make you feel better not me.It's not my fault you feel bad you hurt me. It's your fault you hurt me. Remember it was your decision to make and you did it all on your own. You can't blame anyone else but yourself. Just like me I blame no one for how I feel right now I blame myself for being such a fool and just trying to be a friend. I guess it just wasn't good enough for you but that's okay there is a reason people from your past don't make it to your future it's because they're not suppose to be there. I do miss those from my past very much but to have them hurt me again no I would rather be alone then feel the way I do right now. Yes I am a broken woman and yes I will put the pieces back together but like a broken glass angel no matter how well you glue it it will never be the same.
