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In A Zone
In a Zone - Anthrax I'm standing on a ledge cold and naked Will someone come and offer me their help Sometimes I forget my medication Sometimes I forget to pray I'll make it through this fuckin' day I'm unconscious, drunk and blinded Count to ten and then I unwind it I'm unconscious, drunk and blinded Take a deep breath and then I unwind it I'm wearing out my skin I'm under pressure Pressure makes me burn it makes me ache Sometimes I want to burn the things that make me... Sometimes I stop myself too late It's written all cross my face I'm unconscious, drunk and blinded Count to ten and then I unwind it I'm unconscious, drunk and blinded Take a deep breath and then I unwind it Wired, wired I'm in a zone, I'm in a zone, I'm in a zone This is how I live I never have to justify my actions Scathing rhetoric my saving grace Sometimes I really think that it's too noisy Sometimes I have to hit myself Words can kill as well as help I'm unconscious, drun

The Hormone Guide
Women will understand this! Men should memorize it! Every woman knows that there are days when all a man has to do is open his mouth and he takes his life in his hands! This is a handy guide that should be carried like a driver's license in the wallet of every husband, boyfriend, co-worker or significant other! DANGEROUS What's for dinner? SAFER Can I help you with dinner? SAFEST Where would you like to go for dinner? ULTRA SAFE Here, have some wine. DANGEROUS Are you wearing that? SAFER You sure look good in brown! SAFEST WOW! Look at you! ULTRA SAFE Here, have some wine DANGEROUS What are you so worked up about? SAFER Could we be overreacting? SAFEST Here's my paycheck. ULTRA SAFE Here, have some wine. DANGEROUS Should you be eating that? SAFER You know, there are a lot of apples left. SAFEST Can I get you a piece of chocolate with that? ULTRA SAFE Here, have some wine. DANGEROUS What did you DO all day? SAFER I ho

Life Is To Short
These days people are taking life to seriously, I will admit I catch myself doing it at times, and then I remind myself life is way to short. I watch my friends get caught up in bad situations just for love, and they think that they will never find love, but the truth is... Love will find you, so looking for it is a waste of time. There is only 24 hours in a day. 60 minutes in a hour. 60 seconds in a minute. 60 second with a frown is 60 seconds wasted away. Time passes to fast, take everyday like its your last.

7reasons Not To Mess With Children
7 Reasons Not To Mess With Children A little girl was talking to her teacher about whales. The teacher said it was physically impossible for a whale to swallow a human because even though it was a very large mammal its throat was very small. The little girl stated that Jonah was swallowed by a whale. Irritated, the teacher reiterated that a whale could not swallow a human; it was physically impossible. The little girl said, 'When I get to heaven I will ask Jonah'. The teacher asked, 'What if Jonah went to hell?' The little girl replied, 'Then you ask him'. A Kindergarten teacher was observing her classroom of children while they were drawing. She would occasionally walk around to see each child's work. As she got to one little girl who was working diligently, she asked what the drawing was. The girl replied, 'I'm drawing God.' The teacher paused and said, 'But no one knows what God looks like.' Without mis

My Baby Is Geeting Out Soon
my baby is getting out pretty soon and i cani't wait untill he doesn't because i miss him so much then ever but i hope he learn from being in jail not to hit me any more but i will be with him still i told him thats i will give him anther chance to be with me but i =really hope that he won't do it again.

Things To Keep Me Busy
Things that keep me busy are i work on my blanket. and i love to listen to music love to talk slow walks to nowhere and i sometime watch t.v. when i'm so bored and i don't have anything else to do i played games on the computer to keep me busy all the time or i will go to the mall and hang out with friends.

Wow....just Wow!!!!
WOW WOW WOW that about sums up the spotlight afterglow. I was so blessed to get spotlight this past Sunday. It was not just me though...it was for my girlfriends too...VIVI, REEKA, & QUEEN COBRA. If you have not went and loved on them, PLEASE take a few moments and do so. They are amazing women. Each special in their own way but each strong because they have fought and are still fighting breast cancer. PLEASE go see them today!! I have not been online much this week cause we got snow on Sunday afternoon and Monday the kids were out of school....then I caught some stomach bug and was sick for a couple of days. I do feel better this morning and so far no bathroom visits for me...YAY!! I will be checking in with my new friends in the next few days. I was able to meet some amazing survivors the other day as well. I can't wait to chat with you all and be friends! We all need love!!!! Well, I am off now to start spreading some love....sipping on my hot tea and washing clo

The Best Smart Azz
The Best Smart Ass Answers of 2008 !! SMART ASS ANSWER #6 It was mealtime during an airline flight. 'Would you like dinner?' the flight attendant asked John, seated in front. 'What are my choices?' John asked. 'Yes or no,' she replied. SMART ASS ANSWER #5 A flight attendant was stationed at the departure gate to check tickets. As a man approached, she extended her hand for the ticket and he opened his trench coat and flashed her. Without missing a beat, she said, 'Sir, I need to see your ticket, not your stub.' SMART ASS ANSWER #4 A lady was picking through the frozen turkeys at the grocery store but she couldn't find one big enough for her family. She a asked a stock boy, ' Do these turkeys get any bigger?' The stock boy replied, 'No ma'am, they're dead.' SMART ASS ANSWER #3 The police officer got out of his car as the kid wh

Pillow Talk
I got out of bed early one morning a few months ago and while looking in the bathroom mirror noticed I had a few wrinkles appearing around my eyes. Now why we want to look at ourselves in a mirror when first getting up in the morning is beyond me. Some people look great no matter what time of day and I can clean up pretty well, but it is not the best time of the day to be examining our face if you ask me. While standing there looking into the mirror, and seeing me looking back at myself, I decided this unsightly aberration must have been from the way I slept on my pillow the night before. So later that day I went and got a new pillow or two, softer and hopefully less abrasive on my skin. I assumed that in a few days these unsightly little marks would sort of smooth out and I would be back to my normal youthful appearance. It has now been four months and they are still here with me, those little wrinkles being the inevitable result of too much laughing and smiling and obviously

Girls! Girls! Girls!
Come join us in creating a new kind of web site! A web site run by models for the models. A site where you're in control of how much you do and how much you make. You could model for a site that'll make you want to commit suicide... or you could model with us where it's fun and fair! We want all kinds of beautiful girls from Alt/Punk to Girl Next Door! We are looking for girls who have personality and looks, all races, all styles. We want happy girls who enjoy modeling! You model to your own comfort level, no pressure from us. This site will have all types of photos from pinup and tease to nudes and more... you can do whatever you are comfortable with. No exclusive contracts: you can be exclusive if you want, but you're not required to. Exclusive girls will get special treats. ;o) We use a standard model release for all photos and everything is shot by me or my photography partner in MY home where I have a studio backdrop with lighting and such. And of course in nice we

The R'lyeg Text
THE R'LYEH TEXT Hidden Leaves From The Necronomicon There's plenty of transcriptions of Liber Logaeth out there, but none of it's seque - "l The R'Lyeh Text". For this reason I have decided to upload my own transcription of the text, researched, transcribed and annotated by Robert Turner. The text below has been checked and any apparent mistakes or misspellings are present in the original edition (eg. Zkauba being spelled Zakubar). Phil Their Hidden Place I have seen much unmeant for mortal eyes in my wanderings beneath that dark and forgotten city. It is not the splendours of Irem that haunt my dreams with this madness, but another place, a place shrouded in utter silence; long unknown to man and shunned even by ghoul and nightgaunt. A stillness likened to millions of vanished years pressed with great heaviness upon my soul as I trod those labyrinths in terror, ever fearing that my footfalls might awaken the dread architects of this nameless region where the hand of time

Raising Cain...
I once was burning bright I used to laugh, run, jump, and play I had a normal childhood Raised in the normal way I got discipline when it was called for Got my rewards when they were deserved Not sure when this all went wrong When shadows came to play I remember feeling the pistol against my head Fourteen years is too soon for such fear I knew from an early age about death I dismissed such fears with a childs abandon Jumped from the roof after six long years It was ok, I had a cape...I could fly I used to think such things were true I raised hell with my brother Fought like a demon with my cousin Dug holes in the dirt to make race tracks Took my punishments for such things with a smile As the years have dragged on I've lost that smile That carefree attitude about all things I threw away the sun I've gone from careless child to careworn man So many more scars now than I could ever count Some can be seen, others can

.lettuce-wrap Tacos With Black Beans And Corn
LETTUCE-WRAP TACOS WITH BLACK BEANS AND CORN 1 cup canned, no-salt-added black beans, rinsed and drained1/2 cup frozen whole-kernel corn, thawed1 small Italian plum (Roma) tomato, diced1/2 small avocado, diced2 tablespoons snipped fresh cilantro1 tablespoon fresh lemon juice1/2 teaspoon chili powder8 Bibb lettuce leaves1/2 cup shredded low-fat Monterey Jack cheese1/2 cup salsa (lowest sodium available) In a small bowl, stir together the beans, corn, tomato, avocado, cilantro, lemon juice and chili powder. Spoon 1/4 cup bean mixture into the center of each lettuce cup. Top with the Monterey Jack and salsa. For tacos, fold the sides of the lettuce over the filling. For burritos, roll the lettuce to enclose the filling, tucking the ends in. Secure each burrito with a toothpick. Makes four servings of two tacos each. Nutrition information per serving: Calories, 170; total fat, 6.5 grams; saturated fat, 2.5 grams; trans fat, 0 gram; polyunsaturated fat, 0.5 gram; monounsaturated fat, 3 gram

Phone Plan?
So I thought about MuMMing this and then realized it'd be way too long. Then I tried blogging it and then went stupid and clicked a link and lost it. So this is the second attempt on this and it better work. Sorry it's long, deal with it. I'm thinking about getting a new phone. If I do that, it would change my plan. I'm guessing it's because I'd be going from a Kyocera Wildcard to a Helio Heat. I'll let you all know the "details" of each phone and the cost and what I'm getting with each plan. That way you all can tell me if it's worth it. What I have now: Details: FEATURES * Bluetooth® Wireless Technology[can't get music from other phones] * Dual Color Screens 128 x 128, 65k TFT External Display 128 x 160, 65k TFT Internal Display * Camera 1.3 megapixel camera with flash * Web Browser * Mobile Email * Mobile IM * Games My Plan: $24.99 Monthly Plan 200 Anytime Minutes/$24.99 per month Includ

Trucking
now ive been trucking for close to 20 yrs and so many things have changed when we started driving the people we met were alot friendlier the roads less busy and more time off now we run 3 or 4 weeks strait to make a living the freight has gone down with the economy and the pay is not alot higher then when we started, ive done both owner operator and company driver and owning your own truck these days is a hard job with the laws ins rates and fuel cost at leaast company drivers let the company deal with that part of it we run hard and push the laws to the limit to make a living we get a bad name from news and a few bad apples in this industry but for the most part we are good ppl that will help stranded moterist when we can and help the needy the children out there we are caring ppl that chose a life style yes this is not a job its a life style to be gone from loved ones for such a long time and live in a box 24 7 while out here what else can you call it we run all weather condictions g

The Scapegoat
Some years ago I was complaining to a friend about the inordinate amount of unfairness that I saw in an organization I belong to. She recommended that I read a book by a Jungian analyst called "Up From Scapegoating," the author is Arthur D. Colman. It was an eye opener about how organizations really work. In the book he uses a story from Ursula LeGuin, “The Ones Who Walk Away from Omelas.” It is the story of a perfect society, one in which everyone is completely content. But there is a catch. Here is a description from a web site I found: "This society is founded on the misery and degradation of one child, imprisoned in a dirty, dark cellar room furnished with a bucket and two mops, kept from human contact and sunlight. (A number of critics have seen Christ-like symbolism in the description of the child). What is worse, everyone in this “joyous city” knows about the child; they are complicit in its inhumane treatment." Here is the url if you want to read the rest of the synop

What 'me' Is About
The songs posted in Me are personal anthems, whereas Rock and Roll Weekend has songs I like that set the mood, but aren't quite as personal. In the end I suppose they raise more questions than they answer. Oh well.

Yummy Call~
Valari clicked off the computer monitor, her hand shaking as the button depressed. Her courage faded with the image on the screen. One thought ran through her mind-I shouldn't have done that. Shouldn't have given him my number. As she bit her bottom lip the subtle flavor of her cherry lip gloss filled her mouth. She pushed back the desk chair and took a sip of water, sloshing it around in her mouth before swallowing it. She left the computer room, her bare feet making small shuffling noises as she paced the livingroom. She turned on the television and sat down on the sofa. She flipped through the channels until she found Dexter's Laboratory, then tossed the remote to the cushion beside her. She glanced over at the cordless phone. It was on the table opposite her. She moved from one end of the sofa to the other so she could be closer to it. She pulled her bare feet up, tucking them beneath her and ran her thumb over the nail of her big toe. She needed to repaint them. The light gr

Love
Every day that dawns I love you so much more. Every moment that comes brings me such joy. So many scars to heal from the past, Make our love that much stronger because our love will last. You are my heartbeat, each & everyday. You are the love that makes it all be ok. My todays are so much better and my tomorrows are usually to. The best part is you love me to. Simplicity & trust is what you crave. For without these factors, love dwindles away. And I have found that in my heart..... Our love is true & that you are my ever after, you are all my dreams come true. Not because we have everything, or because I expect to. But because its just so easy this love I have for you. My heart still skips when I know your there. I smile when I know you will be there. Love does crazy things to us, Some good some bad. In this case my love, Our love is all but grand. We have our battles and troubles we will cross. But we are together & our love will not be lost. I will

Good Girl~
She clutched the small envelope between her fingers and stood at the door waiting for her taxi. The only information He'd given her was how to prepare herself - shaven, make-up, hair down and curly; what to wear - black corset, garter belt, stockings, 3-inch heels, miniskirt, no panties, and a short coat to cover her shoulders; and what to bring - toys, rope and other specific items. Her fingers toyed with the delicate collar around her neck. He'd called and said that He'd left a piece of paper in her mailbox with an address on it. She was not to look at it. Simply to call a cab and tell the driver that she'd give him the address when he arrived. She was nervous, but excited as well. Of course, walking around without panties tended to have that affect on her. She fidgeted and looked up and down the street. Flipping open her cell phone, she saw that it was 6:02 p.m. He'd told her to be at her destination by 6:15 SHARP, and that it would take about ten minutes from her house. "C

Pt 3
Point/Counterpoint - Streetlight Manifesto I've got a gun in my hand but that gun won't cock My finger's on the trigger but that trigger seems locked I can't stop staring at the tick-tock clock And even if I could I would never give up With a vest on my chest, a bullet in my lung I can't believe I'm dying with my song unsung And if and when I die won't you bury me alone? Because I'll never get to heaven if I'm singing this song: If there was something wrong would you be oh so strong? Would you do what it takes to move this hollow life along? I'd like to think I would, you know I'd like to think I would But I guarantee that what you see is not reality And every time she makes a point I make a counterpoint She said, "It's easy but in the end you'll have no choice, And you know that's only just the way it goes." (You said it right man, that is just the way it goes) And the days, and the days they seem like forever And the days, and the days they seem like forever Bu

"rose Garden"
Beautiful colors of pinks and yellows, reds and oranges fill the rose garden that is life, providing happiness and smiles, showing love and affection to those who are special to us, but in amongst all of these beautiful roses there are black roses, not the ones people say are really deep purple, but a pure deep black. These roses represent the hurt and sadness in life. Some people have only a few scattered throughout their garden, but my garden has many, in fact there are entire sections of my garden where only these roses grow. My roses too are unique in that when they open and blossom they appear to cry tears of crimson. A phenomenon others do not understand, because as others pass by my garden all they see are the beautiful colored roses along the perimeter, not looking inside where the roses that thrive are the black, bleeding roses of my life. I have been told in time these roses will adapt and change and gain the color of the other roses, but when? It has been almost 30 yea

Pretty Much Goodbye
Mm,well I am considering leaving this site...there are multiple reasons behind this,but there are two main ones.. 1)This site was not made to be kind at all to those of us who are unfortunate enough to be stuck with dialup,I mean honestly,can't we have an option to turn the picture banner on top OFF? None of my pages will load fully because of the damned thing,and I doubt I'll be adding any new pics though I have plenty,due to the fact that due to the fucking banner I just can't get my own pictures to load,to be certain I'm not adding the same ones again 2)Basically there's no one here I talk with,not one single person,so I ponder the point of even visiting anymore..All it does is make me sad when I see I have no messages,etc,so screw it.*shrugs & sighs* I may visit a couple groups I joined before I decide for good,but they're slow too,and I can't even get chats to load due to the massive graphics peeps feel the need to add above them... Apologies,I've had a rea

I Don't Know...
I have always tried to be as nice to people as I can be. Treat others with respect and you should receive the same in return. At least that is how it should work, not everyone feels the same way. Or is it that some people just don't care? Everyone has a different opinion on things, people, situations. Some people think respect is earned not given. I think trust is earned not respect, that is just me. I do have some trust issues with people which I'm sure a lot of people do. I always try to be as nice to anyone I meet as you never know how they will perceive you. A little respect goes a long way, at least I think so. I know a lot of people will have different opinions about all of this.

Common Sense, Or 911nuggets
People are not really this dumb right? How many times have you heard about someone misusing the 911 system for directions, to answer stupid questions or just to complain about a restaurant not having what you want? Over the last three months or so three different stories emerged due to not having Lemonade, A subway sandwich was made incorrectly and yesterday a 27 year old called 911 over a McNuggets ordeal. My story however is not about any of those idiots. It’s about 38% well at least at 6:15AM Michigan time that is. I know what you are thinking. Mart, are you drinking from the brown bottle this early? No just coffee. Ok you give…sorry you would never have gotten it so why beat yourself up. My story is about a survey in which one sight questioned the sites readers “Who was at fault?” Below is the survey and results as of 6:15AM Who do you think is more at fault here? The Lady for Calling 911? 62% Both are equally wrong? 22% McDonalds for not giving An immediate refund?

Missing Nfl Players
By Jemele Hill ESPN.com Archive ST. PETERSBURG, Fla. -- Bruce Cooper arrived in Tampa at 5 a.m. on Tuesday. Somehow, he managed to sleep for two hours on his flight from Phoenix, bringing his grand total to five since being told early Sunday that his son, Marquis, was missing. [+] EnlargeAP Photo/Chris O'Meara Bruce Cooper, father of Marquis Cooper, left, hugs his nephew Ray Sanchez after talking to reporters Tuesday at the U.S. Coast Guard station in St. Petersburg, Fla. The Coast Guard suspended the search for Cooper, Corey Smith and Will Bleakley. "I'm clinging to hope," Cooper said, standing in front of his son's home in Odessa, Fla., north of St. Petersburg. "Marquis was an undersized [linebacker] at [the University of Washington] and in the NFL. The kid does not back down. I know he's out on the water fighting." Cooper thought of their deep-sea fishing trip a couple of years ago in Clearwater, a memory that only made it more difficult to accept that 26-year

Black Slave Owners
http://www.newsnet14.com/2009/03/black-slaveowners/ Please go to link, because it takes you to the whole story and other links where I got this information. Many historians have argued that the majority of black masters purchased their relatives and friends who were held in bondage. Being unable to manumit their loved ones, the black masters were forced to hold their kinsfolk and friends as nominal slaves. So they treated their relatives and friends as free persons, and whenever possible, they attempted to manumit their loved ones. However, there is ample evidence which demonstrates that free blacks purchased slaves as capital investments. To many black masters, slaves represented valued property being used to produce more wealth. These slaveowners, therefore, bought slaves as commercial assets and used them to make a profit. In fact, the commercial side of free black slaveholding was more prevalent than previously maintained by historians. CHATTEL SLAVERY is closest to t

The Key To Find That Special Someone
if you really don't want to be single then follow these rules and i bet you ur find someone 1. dont be shallow give everyone a chance you never no what you expect to find 2. don't be Superficial its not becoming and too many men and woman do this already besides its not like your perfect so don't expect the other person to be either 3.its ok to spoil just make you get the same treatment at times by that i dont mean to spend your money there are other ways of spoiling 4. just because they don't have a car does not mean there not worth your time and the same could be said if they do have a car don't expect them to come and pick you up all the time if nothing else meet them half way or something hell take the damn bus nothing wrong with that 5. don't be so quick to have sex with the person i promise you it wont go so well you might both like it but you dont mix both thats a good way to either be let down or it wont last long besides take your time hell its not like yo

Random
You are as beautifully illuminating as the suns first fantastic light of the morning. Stars fade away dimly dancing from sight for far far off in the distance the sun rises to end the night bringing a flawlessly fluid flowing flood of the brightest light. The soothing sound of springs singing birds breaks the silently sleeping spell. Stopping the soundlessness of sound night had harbored as a favor for the slowly coming day. That would make the night become ever again remembered as the time that never was when the souls of civilization slept slumbering in the song of an intensely satisfying dream world. As all of time continues to remain in the constant present time of now, you remain as deeply dear to me as ever you always were, and are, once you see yourself as you want yourself to be, you can be that. The realization of self comes with confidence of self, the sound security of survival, the wisdom of the elderly, and the steady support of knowing some one believes in

Survival Seed Bank
New “Survival Seed Bank” Produces Thousands Of Pounds Of Nutrient-Dense Food For Pennies Per Pound… Enough To Feed Friends And Family Forever! Now you can grow all the survival food you will ever need anywhere in the country with a kit that contains a special seed bank of hard to find, open pollinated… super seeds, grown by small, fiercely independent farmers. Let’s face it. If the stories coming out on the world’s food supply are even half right, we’ve got real problems and they aren’t going to go away quickly. http://www.survivalseedbank.com/

Get Back
Don't walk away like you always do, this time. Baby, you're the only thing that's been on my mind. Ever since you left, I've been a mess (You won't answer your phone) I'll say it once, then I'll leave you alone But I gotta let you know I wanna get back To the old days when the phone would ring and I knew it was you. I wanna talk back And get yelled at Fight for nothing Like we used to Oh hold me [radio version], Oh kiss me [album version], like you mean it Like you miss me, cause I know that you do. I wanna get back Get back with you ayaaa... don't look at me that way, I see it in your e-e-eyes. Don't worry about me, I've been fine I'm not gonna lie, I've been a mess Since you've left Everytime I see you, it gets more and more intense. I wanna get back To the old days when the phone would ring and I knew it was you. I wanna talk back And get yelled at Fight for nothing Like we used to Oh hold me, like you mean it Like you miss me, 'cause I

Halo
Remember those walls I built Well, baby they're tumbling down And they didn't even put up a fight They didn't even make up a sound I found a way to let you in But I never really had a doubt Standing in the light of your halo I got my angel now It's like I've been awakened Every rule I had you breakin' It's the risk that I'm takin' I ain't never gonna shut you out Everywhere I'm looking now I'm surrounded by your embrace Baby I can see your halo You know you're my saving grace You're everything I need and more It's written all over your face Baby I can feel your halo Pray it won't fade away I can feel your halo halo halo I can see your halo halo halo I can feel your halo halo halo I can see your halo halo halo Hit me like a ray of sun Burning through my darkest night You're the only one that I want Think I'm addicted to your light I swore I'd never fall again But this don't even feel like falling Gravity can't forget To pull me back to the gr

Alleppey – Destination Of Backwaters Tourism In Kerala
Alleppey, now known as the Alappuzha, is one of the most important tourist destinations in the Indian state of Kerala. It is known for large network of inland canals, lakes, and waterways. That’s why it is also fondly known as the “Venice of the East”. It is very famous for backwater tourism in the world. It is also known for coir carpet industries, prawn farming, beaches and ayurvedic resorts & spa centres. It is an ideal destination in the state to enjoy Kerala backwater tours with luxurious house boats. A visit to this picturesque city of Kerala also provides wonderful opportunities to explore several other attractions like churches of Kottayam, town of Aaranmula, Ambalapuzha Temple, Karumadikkuttan Statue, Lighthouse, and temples & mosques. Aaranmula is very famous for its historic Aaranmula Snake Boat Race. It is annual event held in Alleppey. It deserves large gathering of tourists. Alappuzha is also known for its spectacular snake boat races held on the second Saturday of August

The Official Website Of Spontaneous Human Combustion
What is the evidence? How do firemen react to mounds of human ashes found inside unburned buildings, even inside unscorched clothing? Spontaneous human combustion (SHC)-- inexplicable incidents where people burn up while their surroundings show no signs of fire. One of the rarest of physical phenomena, SHC raises profound questions, and has stirred up controversy in the quest to explain or deny its existence. The 1951 case of Mary Reeser in St. Petersburg, Florida generated a great deal of public interest. The 175 lb. woman was found reduced to 8-10 lbs. of ash, though her left foot was undamaged. Her skull was said to be shrunk to the size of a tea cup, he recounted. Reports of such cases extend back hundreds of years, and have been seen around the world. If no other explanation can resolve these human fireballs, then SHC must be added to the growing catalog of mystery ailments that plague mankind. Thus more questions are raised. Can the human body cremate itself biochem

My Srength (i Love You Dad)
Crazed and dazed i sit here thinking of all that can be wondering what life would be without you by my side pondering life's adventures and quests hoping to remove this weight from my chest praying for strength to make it through the day to a god i wonder if exists exploring my options seems to do no good it all amounts to nothing questions still linger and problems remain causing me to wonder am i the one to blame am i the one who causes pain and shame you lift my spirits and keep me high with love and hope i flutter by this worlds so cold without your hand to hold you're what makes my heart so bold with your love ill show them all my life wont stop i will not fall you keep me strong you give me the will to carry on.

Your Loving Face
A rainy day a stormy night all we did was fight and fight so confused and lost in thought you walked away left me distraught left to wonder in a daze full of anger and in a crazy you said goodbye and left with haste all that's left is anger and hate Sore and bitter you left me here i haven't seen you in a year i miss what was and we had sinned but all was lost in the wind you so angry and determined to win what could be and might have been like thoughts running through empty space All i can think of is your loving face I miss your kiss and touch so dear and how you whispered in my ear how you diminished out of the blue i kept hoping you'd come through disappearing at a lighting pace I truly miss your loving face.

Sweet Dreams
Time was here but now its not don't know when or how it stopped time consumed with nothing to do need to think of something but you times forgotten and times lost sitting here staring at the clock more then hope of a second chance sitting here stuck in a trance It will never happen i know this is true if only i could be rid of thoughts of you here i sit alone in the dark wondering how we lost our spark its four am and the thoughts still there erase them please i don't care pain and corruption needs to end happiness and smiles the new trend tired and weary i drift to sleep sweet dreams willfully start to creep sweet dreams i wish they could be sweet dreams of you and a hint of me

My Greatest Mistake
Dream or reality i can not tell it didn't take long before i fell into your arms and aroma so sweet your lustful look and seductive heat from the moment in time when our eyes met i knew this journey i would not forget with your love so bright and bold my heart n soul no longer cold you're warm,courageous and daring everything a man should be so caring of all the thoughts i can think up your the only one i can think of the days have brought us many troubles left us wondering what made us stumble now that its all gone and over through this all wish id been sober drunk on love and high on you cant believe what you put my through what we had is no longer here nor there all disappeared like the wind and the air now that it is all done and through I've realized my greatest mistake was loving you.

Update On Babii Peanut's Stuff And "project Peanut"
Okay, I FINALLY paid off Joey's crib. It'll be delivered and built either this week or next week. Also, Joey is 6 months old today!!!! WooHoo!!! Generation Next Collection Color: Cinnamon (as shown): Capturing the classic appeal of sleigh bed styling, the Generation Next crib has a drop-gate front that allows easy access to your baby. The crib converts into a toddler bed and then into a full-size adult bed with the addition of adult rails. Generation Next, the ideal choice for your family, is an entire collection of fine furniture that is designed to last for generations. In addition to the crib, I also ordered his high chair which will be delivered sometime after March 6th. It's a Foundations Transition High Chair: Okay, here's the latest update to "Project Peanut". Out of Pocket: Carol$2,469.29Thom$427.00Others$675.00Total$3,571.29 Medical Billed: $34,302.46 (of which $479.30 was paid by Carol [included in amounts above], rest paid by insura

Otundie Story Part 6
Now the girl had made some clay images and so she brought one of those to the fire spirit as a gift (not comprehending that the gift was supposed to be more firewood). Anyway, from that gift they would learn about making pottery. It seemed everytime they would bring the fire a gift they would learn something new and useful. The fire is a great teacher Otundie would remark. And once when a large mountain cat appear at the entrance of the cave Otundie scared it off with a burnig branch, and so the campfire had become many things to those who were present. A comforter, a teacher, a protector, and a light by which to see the way when darkness falls. And the act of bringing a gift to the fire spirit is something that would be continued by newer religions for ages to come. The brunt offerings, the peace pipe, incense and candles, and even the lights at a rave party, all of that is linked back to those moments when Otundie and his small groups gathered around the first camp

Believe In Love
I believe in love I don´t believe in game And I believe in crush It´s all about flame Do you see me? Do you see what I´ve got to give? Not only my body But also my soul Do you want it all? Can we make two halves a whole? Can we find it all? The love, the flame Not only the game (still keep dreaming.........)

Fantastarific!!!
Are you a jealous person? nope. Describe your life in one word? Awesome Do you think age matters in relationships? depends. Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you? niet. Have you talked about marriage with another person? nope. Would you consider adoption? yes Do you like Redbull? as long as it's mixed with Jack, fuck yeah!!! Would you rather date a person with a British accent or an Irish accent? None Scottish tickles me Think back five months ago, were you single? yep been for a year woohoo go me

Otundie Story Pt 5
The next day Otundie was in the cave where he created the first campfire with his fire sticks, the spark was breathed upon and it came alive in the twigs and logs he had gathered for this purpose. It was like having his own tiny version of the sun right there in his cave, soon others would come to watch the fire which he contained by a circle of small rocks next to the cave wall. As he and the overs stared into the flames their minds would relax and fall into meditations, some would even go into a trance under the spell of the flickering flames and imagine out of body experiences. Fire watching became a kind of cult religion if you could call it that. You see, the flickering embers move with patterns that are in harmony with our brain waves when we reach the most relaxed state of mind in mediation, and so they draw us into them as if we were entering our very own soul. The news spread and even more came to partake of the mind alternating experience. However Otundie,

Wallflowers Song That I Love...
One Headlight So long ago, I don't remember when That's when they say I lost my only friend Well they said she died easy of a broken heart disease As I listened through the cemetery trees I seen the sun comin' up at the funeral at dawn The long broken arm of human law Now it always seemed such a waste She always had a pretty face So I wondered how she hung around this place [Chorus:] Hey, come on try a little Nothing is forever There's got to be something better than In the middle But me & Cinderella We put it all together We can drive it home With one headlight She said it's cold It feels like Independence Day And I can't break away from this parade But there's got to be an opening Somewhere here in front of me Through this maze of ugliness and greed And I seen the sun up ahead At the county line bridge Sayin' all there's good and nothingness is dead We'll run until she's out of breath She ran until there's nothin' left She hit the end-it's just

Deciding On When To Move
I have been toying with the notion of moving back down south for quit some time now, but i have came to the conclusion the other night, that i would not be moving down south, i would be moving out west to the great state of Arizona. Yes i know its hot and humid, but hey so was Florida, i have thought about it, and i think its time that i have a change of scenary. After what has happened to me last year i think its time to move on. I also took a look at the job market out there, I would be gettin the same amount there as i would here, but the real estate is phanominal down there. So i talked to a friend of mine who also works in the FD and he needs a change of sceneary as well. So sometime next year or so him and i would be out west soaking up the sun and being happy.

Drawn With Love By Blood
The words DRAWN WITH LOVE BY BLOOD clattered out of my fingertips via the keyboard the other night, and I thought at the time that it was a structure worth examining. The initial reason I wrote those words was as a response to a question regarding my tribal wing tattoos. My oldest son, a very talented artist, intelligent, sarcastic, loyal, and a fan of skin as a medium upon which to place images of unique meaning, got the call from me one sunny day: WINGS, TRIBAL, I NEED THEM!!! PLEASE DRAW! - the very next day he showed me the graceful lines and exotic stops of the design he pulled from his heart and mind for me. Then he took me to his tattoo artist - Doc from Lost Tiger, a wonderful artist with an ink dipped pin thrust into absorbing flesh. The design was not changed, not by one single stroke. I wanted exactly what had been given to me by my first born. Then the real fun began. Doc asked if my son had been pissed at me when he drew the design, because the long lines meant more

Mom
well mom and i had a really long (almost 2 hours) talk tonite....the last half my stepdad was on the line too and they are bringing me down there on thursday and i can get my truck and we can sit down and figure things out... yeah we had a good cry fest also...i think it got the kinks out of the system...dunno when i will be on after thursday though and my phone will be out of service for a while since im going to be there and any cell service sucks there... will keep you posted

A Rose That Once Stood Alone
A solitary rose grew in the darkest corner of the garden Surrounded by many others Yet remained alone Time passed and trials came and went One dealt a severe blow And the rose began to wilt and wither Forgotten... Then... as if by a miracle... There came a soft and gentle breeze Followed by a ray of light As all the other roses fell into darkness The solitary rose began to shine Shining with a special light... And watered by a gentle cascade... A cascade of love A cascade of selfless affection "I do... not now but forever..." Said the rose to the sunlight And there they remain A rose in full bloom With her sunshine smiling down on her... You are my sunshine, my life, my very soul And I your rose blooming in the light of your love.

Inside Of Me
If you could see inside my soul see inside my heart you would know how I long for you whenever we're apart If you could see inside my head if thoughts were things to see you would know how I cherish you how much you mean to me In all the ways you comfort me the way you hold me near the way you know just what to do to chase away my fear The sparkle in your beautiful eyes your smile, laugh, your touch are just a few of many reasons I love you oh so much Knowing I can talk to you about any and everything and knowing together we will get through whatever life may bring I could search the whole world over and this I know is true I would never find another love like the love I found with you Though with each new day, each sunrise we can't know what's in store there is one thing I know for sure each day I love you more So if you could see inside my head if thoughts were things to see you would know I blessed I feel to have you here with me

You And I
You and I are connected in a way that goes beyond romance, beyond friendship, beyond what we've ever had before. It has defied time, distance, and changes in ourselves and in our lives. It has defied every explanation. Except one: Pure and simply, we're soul mates. I can't explain, I just feel it. It's there in the way my spirits lift whenever we talk. The sound of your voice brings me home, in a way I can't explain. It's in the delight I feel, when we laugh at exactly the same things. When I'm with you, it's like a tiny piece of the universe shifts into place. A place it's supposed to be, and all is right with the world. These things and so many more, have made me understand that this is a once in a lifetime, forever connection. A connection that could only exist between you and me. And deep in my soul, I know that our relationship is a rare gift. One that brings us extraordinary happiness all through our lives.

Beauty
Your lips, your eyes, your soul Are like a work of art, The most creative thing of all Is your beautiful heart. If you were a painting, No colours could express The beauty deep inside you, A rainbow, nothing less. If you were a sculpture The clay could hardly make Your figure of an angel Without one mistake. If you were a euphony No choir could really sing All the beautiful music Your eyes could possibly bring. So here I am, an artist, With inspiration beyond belief But to capture such rare beauty, I'd have to be a thief.

If You Don't Agree, I Don't Care
ok this guy blocked me... he wasn't on my friends list to begin with, rated some of my pics and fanned me and i glanced at his profile, rolled my eyes at his status, rated his page and sent him a shout to explain why i wasn't going to click through his pics... ok seriously, if you like to rate people, good for you! it's great! it's half the way people on here level. it makes people feel loved. if you're doing it for the fucking points and expecting people to fucking rate you back for it... get the fuck outta my page. no really, i'm not going to rate you back JUST BECAUSE you felt like clicking on my fucking pics. i will rate people back that INTEREST me. and typically that means having a mind, a sense of humor and the ability to form a complete sentence. oh right, and fucking talk to me. if i don't talk to you, i'm probably not going to rate you. if i do, consider yourself lucky. no really. and you should consider yourself lucky for all the other fucking rates you've gotten.

Macabre Mirror
Somewhere beneath the thunder of keyboards and the hum of disobedient metal coffins I'm reminded of inquisitive hands on my chest noses rubbed playfully on my shirt. The knowledge that she loves my smell. That she loves me. Eager, pleading eyes, anxiously chewed lips plump and candy glossed. My heavy, soft hands taking a walk over her in what started as a hug and ended in a laying teeth and nails clamp. My heavy, soft heart left in the empty tomorrow. Dawn. Another chime of hollow words, hollow promises, hollow life. What started with a game... ending in an injury a wound on the soul. Frozen to a moment culminating a lifetime of lies. Can anyone see the marks on my persona? Am I who I used to be? Something greater? Something less? Did I? Have I? Will I? Is there anything left but hurt? Should I protect you from me or should I protect me from you? Where does the fear begin, and where does it belong?

Do You Know Where My X Spot It??
BUT this time you don't need a treasure map to find it!!! Just click on the link below ;) X Dealer has been one of my closest and longest friends here on Fubar and always never fails to make me smile! He's a complete sweetheart and if you don't have him on your friend's list...you're missing out on a gem of a friend! So let's correct that oversight! He's 42,201,836 Points to becoming an Angel! Well...he's already one in my book. Please help me to show him some love and bring him that much closer to levelling!! X Dealer®™@ fubar While your there, might as well B/A/R/F all over him :)!!! IF you rate his profile pls let me know so I can buy ya a drink!! Much ♥ & thanks!! Beyonce

Need A Clue???
I don't understand how some one can ask you to change for them but they wont change for you. How can one person do all the giving and get nothing in return. If they want you to change then they need to give a little in order to make things work. They even ask you what you think they need work on and they just ignore what you say like they have not a worry or care for what you said.

/asplode
So, I am literally so uncomfortable and sick right now I can't fall asleep. What started as a sore throat is now Sore Throat, ear ache [both ears], hot/cold flashes, full head headache, and an upset stomach. The problem is; I am poor [srsly o.o] and can't afford to go to the doctor. There is nothing on tv and the interwebs is not entertaining me. Halp?

Im In Andrea's Auction! Come Bid On Me Today!!!
IM UP FOR AUCTION! COME SEE WHAT I HAVE TO OFFER!! YOU WON'T BELIEVE IT!!! COME BID NOW!!! BECAUSE IM SO DAMN FRESH!!! ----------------------------------------- Please show the Auction host SOME LOVE! Andrea@ fubar --------------------------------------- Brought to you by sO FrESH __[diAMond dAveS gUrL xox ][[[SHADOW LEVELER]]] *DiSciple* |I HAVE 6 BOMB FOLDERS W/250 PIC@ fubar

Ct Scan & Testing!
Well I went to get the testing done it was a CBC & CMB or CMT? I'm not sure anyways I had asked the nurse what they were for an she said it was to see if I had any types of infections/or pretty much anything else in the blood an with the CMB/CMT? that was to see how thick or thin my blood is, the CT scan sucked ass I wasn't ready to have an IV put in me however I'm not afraid of needles it's just the thought of the fluids in which was going in me that bothered me the most, the nurse who had done it said she'd warn me before anything went into the IV, well she did an said it would get a bit cold which I didn't feel then all the sudden she said something an I got like really fucking hot, freaked me out a bit felt like I couldn't breath an said to her that I'm getting really hot and she asured me that it would go away after 30-40secs, anyways I just hope that the testing and CT scan brought good news, well you know? That it hasn't spreaded else where in my body.... I love you all & once a

Family By My 10 Yr Old Daughter
the one family member i loved and lost was my dog, oreo. i loved him so. He was around 11 yrs old and he died march 3rd 2009. My mom, cat, dad and i will miss him dearly. the second family member i had loved and lost was my papa, mark. i loved him so. he was around the age of 53. he had died from cancer, beer cancer that is. march 23, 2007. the thrid and final family member i lost and loved was nanny, aka as patty. oct. 23, 2006. she is a very loved angel. she was around the age of 56. this was writen by my 10 yr old who has lost all family but me and her dad. writen march 3rd 2009. i ask that if u comment on it please be kind. as like i said a 10 yr old wrote it who understands the meaning of life very well. tthanks to all who read it. dj wyldone

Just Bored.
im really bored and just thinkin bout alot of things and tired at the same time but dont want to lay down lol. sh**t just settin here thinkin wondering at the same time to the point is driving me crazy and dont have no one to talk to bout it. what do i do lol.

Do You Want To Own Fu Daddy's Shirt? Read Here...
I'm auctioning off Fu Daddy's shirt to the highest bidder. The auction will be held from Sat March7th from 5pm Fu time till Sat March 14th 5pm Fu time. To place your bid, leave a comment but please feel free to rate the pic as well. I'm not too big on rules so I only have 2: 1. Absolutely NO drama!!!!!! I get enough of it in my real life so don't need it on here too, if you break this rule you will be block!!!!!!!! 2. No dirty or nasty comments!!!!! Again if this rule is broken, you will be blocked!!!!!!!! Note: Fu Daddy will mail the shirt to the winner, Info will be discussed between the winner and Fu Daddy. We're all here for fun so lets keep this fun. Link will be posted when auction begins Have a great day

How We Roll.....
I will continue to repost this with each blog update, as we have so many new members, and it seems that some of the old ones need reminding what Club Mystic is all about! (THIS PROBABLY NEEDS TO BE EDITED A BIT MORE, AS WE ARE NOT AS ACTIVELY BOMBING AS WE USED TO BE, BUT YOU ARE STILL EXPECTED TO BOMB ANY GA'S THAT WE HAVE GOING) WE ARE MOSTLY HELPING US AND FRIENDS LEVEL UP... ...and just for those of you that do not already know, I often type in caps, because that is what I want to do, and I like it! It does not mean that I am angry, yelling, upset, etc. This is the freaking INTERNET, people, if it bothers you, either learn to deal, or read someone else's blogs... HOW WE ROLL..... CLUB MYSTIC IS A GROUP OF FRIENDS WHO ENJOY BOMBING GIVEAWAYS AND HELPING EACH OTHER LEVEL, AND LOVE TO HAVE FUN WHILE WE DO IT! ALMOST EVERY MEMBER MAXES OUT ON PIC COMMENTS ON A DAILY BASIS, AND IT IS NOT UNUSUAL FOR THEM TO MAX OUT ON PIC AND STASH RATES AS WELL! THAT'S JUST HOW WE ROL

Auction
HEY FU FRIENDS AND ADMIRERS OR STALKERS...TIME-X AND MYSELF DESIDED WE ARE LOVED ON HERE SO MUCH WE WOULD ATTEMPT TO AUCTION OFF A AUTOGRAPHED PIC OF US,,THIS AUCTION WILL START AT 3:00 P.M. FRIDAY MARCH 6TH 2009 AND RUN UNTIL 3:00 P.M. MONDAY MARCH 9TH 2009..SO GET READY TO START UR BIDDING... U PIC THE POSE U WANT FROM THE FOLDER NOTED PICS TO BE AUCTIONED WE WILL MAIL IT TO U VIA POSTAL SERVICES...PLACE BIDS ON PIC VIA COMMENT PLZ....

An Easy 800,000
Real simple here!!! This is a very special man to me so you scratch my back and I'll scratch yours!! Love him and love him hard!! Do as much as you can to level him and Msg me when your done! I've got all kinds of suprises and the more you do for him the more I do fo you! DJ LEGEND~OWNER LEGENDS SALOON & LEGEND RADIO@ fubar Extra special rewards for the one to push him over the top!! ღMz.ÇµffêÐ Manager@Legends & *2nd Alarm Hottie*!Your Next Ex Gf

Winter Moonlight
Winter Moonlight The snow, so peaceful and serene, caressed by the soft moonlight, gave magical feelings to the night. The soft blue glow, the lovers' words that then did flow, their lips closer and closer until, locked in the throes of a passionate embrace, he decided to express his feelings, to keep her safe. He whispered softly, his words like music to her ears, "I Love You," and her response the same, heard like the gentle breeze, "And I, love you, forever." That was the night they promised to be together through everything, each to care for the other when old and gray. A lovers' pact the most likely to last.

Today
I am not really sure what I am supposed to put in these things. But I will put what I want. If you dont want to read it then dont. It will be a collection of random thoughts, I love to write so at times, will be highly stylized, and extreamly graphic, if you are bothered, not my fault................. Right now, I sit in the hush, I can hear the sound of the heater in the back ground, that rush of hissig air that streams thru the old vents in this ancient house. Sometimes the pipes will rattle, that slow vibration that comes from absolutly nothing, just every once in a while, making you seem to jolt and look around, wondering what it is till it fully registers. This is one of those evenings, that I would love to be with someone, arms, wrapped around me, feeling the hardness of a mans fingers pulling thru the thick chaos of my hair. I would know the heated tug every time his fingers tunneled thru, the way it would pull on the turf of mys calp and seem to me, to send a jolt that

3/3/09 - Update
My Gram Is Anemic, has low potassium, & has an absess in her stomach. She is getting blood Transfusions tonight and operated on tomorrow. They will be removing the absess and taking a part of her colon to test it. They are also going to attach a colostomy bag temporarily until she's all better and then reverse it after everything is done. Please pray that everything goes well tomorrow and that she'll be home soon. Mwahzzzz, Kitty

Winter Moonlight
Winter Moonlight Der Schnee, so friedlich und ruhig, gestreichelt von der Soft-Mondschein hat magische Gefühle der Nacht. Die Soft-blau leuchten, Liebhaber der "Wörter, dann hat flow, ihre Lippen näher und näher bis in den Geburtswehen gesperrt einer leidenschaftlichen Umarmung, beschloss er, seine Gefühle zum Ausdruck zu bringen, um ihre Sicherheit. , Flüsterte er leise, seine Worte wie Musik in ihre Ohren, "Ich liebe dich," und ihre Antwort die gleiche, gehört, wie die sanfte Brise, "Und ich, liebe dich, für immer." Das war die Nacht sie versprachen werden gemeinsam über alles, jeder für die Betreuung der anderen, wenn alt und grau. Ein Liebhaber "Pakt am ehesten zum letzten

My Lyrics: Morality
No no I can't keep playin games testing my morality I'm struggling on the inside to do the right thing Now the darkness fall apon me these hallucinations I cannot escape I hear the voices in my head I won't believe any of them till I see myself in the mirror today there's a demon smiling back at me I don't recognize his face Evil is taking over I seize to exist my god please help me I need an exorcist consumed by temptation trying to resist testing morality do what the demon says trapped in this illusion I cannot escape voices in my head turning me against faith Evil is taking over I seize to exist my god please help me I need an exorcist I thought it was funny how that I had tricked myself in to believing that I was possessed I've fallen into darkness hiding underground still I keep on praying waiting for a sound was this the only way that I could find faith does one have to fall so far before they discover it I am terrifi

My Mumm's
so i put up mumm's for fun nah i dont put much thought in it. i love the reaction of everyone. they seem to love to hate but oh well that is human nature i suppose. i read my mumm comments and laugh people are cute. those that actually have a awesome response i try and fan ,rate, and add come on its for fun. no need to hate so much huh?

Think Pink!!
October is not the only month to think pink and about breast awareness issues! It is important for all women to take care of themselves and get any testing needed done! Do not put it off just because you think next week or next month you will have more time to do this. I kept putting it off, and now I am facing some scary issues because of that. Take care and stay healthy! hugs! donna

Pt 2
Fueled - Anthrax Im out to mix it up and change my complexion To coat the feelings and cure my depression A shot of petrol is my bonafide method To lose control and get thoroughly distracted Im on the money, here I come Fuel for my engine, and Im gone I like to forget why I feel this compulsive As I toss tomarrows dreams in the garbage Whats important is a mind thats sicker Turning jekyll into hyde much quicker Im on the money, here I come Fuel for my engine, and Im gone 1,2,3,4,1,2,3,4 Kickstart and turn me over Punchdrunk, but Im still sober Fourteen years and a whole lot bolder And I dont flinch Hungry and Ill take the best cause I never wanted anything less What doesnt kill me makes me stronger Its like a war inside me, Im good, Im evil Two sides of the coin and Ive been blessed with both On one hand I am you, but I dont like you I guess thats the nature of the way things work Im on the money, here I come Fuel for my engine, and Im gone 1,

My Lyrics: Lullaby
Fast asleep with you in my arms This is all a dream I think I hear the alarm Now I've awoken with no one beside me I can't fall to sleep I'm caught up in this reverie waiting here all alone still caught up in this reverie still wondering just where have you gone You might as well left me here with a gun cuz here I am waiting in this reverie so please do not wake me cuz I'm in a dream With a gun to sing me a lullaby I don't want to fall to sleep I'm waiting here all alone still wondering just where have you gone I'm starting to dream still I am waiting here still I am wondering Just where oh where have you gone It's insomnia I've lost my sanity In this reverie with a gun to sing me a lullaby still I am waiting still i am wondering just where have you gone but that was all a dream and now I have awoken I'm tired of wishing that I had a gun to sing me a lullaby I'm growing very anxious now can't handle this insomnia I rely on al

Pt 1
Theme song part one Behind blue eyes - The who No one knows what its like To be the bad man To be the sad man Behind blue eyes No one knows what its like To be hated To be fated To telling only lies But my dreams They arent as empty As my conscience seems to be I have hours, only lonely My love is vengeance Thats never free No one knows what its like To feel these feelings Like I do And I blame you No one bites back as hard On their anger None of my pain and woe Can show through But my dreams They arent as empty As my conscience seems to be I have hours, only lonely My love is vengeance Thats never free When my fist clenches, crack it open Before I use it and lose my cool When I smile, tell me some bad news Before I laugh and act like a fool If I swallow anything evil Put your finger down my throat If I shiver, please give me a blanket Keep me warm, let me wear your coat No one knows what its like To be the bad man To be t

Oy Vay!!!
It amazes me when you are trying to develope a relationship with someone who is tangible and real...somehow it gets labeled as "fucking" someone. If I was just out to fuck someone, it would have been ONE night and ONE night alone. With NO PLANS of returning...even MOVING closer to be with someone. Sad thing is nothing is set in stone between two consenting adults...who have alot in common, similar sense of humors, have a remote idea of what they want in life, not to mention a parnter to share it with, ....and....pay close attention here..this is a good one.... are able to OPEN UP and TALK!! Soooo if that is what is commonly known as "fucking someone" then I guess maybe I am. But then again I truly find offense to that whole classification. Now the unimaginable has happened and I was torn. This person whom I am merely "fucking"...and i can't help but mention...OMG WHAT A FUCK IT IS...since we are calling it that...well..I feared coming between him and a friend. I have decided not t

Passion Returns
The clock moved slower than normal and surprisingly enough my chair seemed more uncomfortable than I was used to. That’s the price you need to pay when you are finally excited about something in your life. I looked around the office and it was almost empty. Unfortunately working the later shift, I had to wait until everyone else was gone. You had text me already to let me know that you had made it to the hotel all right, and were going to unpack and get ready for our mini vacation together. I know it was only for a 3 day weekend, but I can only imagine how much stuff you would have brought in for it. “Having to unpack?” The thought seemed crazy for a short trip, but at least it would give you something to do while I was on my way over. My phone vibrated as my computer was shutting down, but I didn’t have time to check the message. I closed out the computer as the phone vibrated again. I started to worry about you for a second hoping that

Love Lost
Just wanted to give you all an update: my wife is seing another man who also is married and she is intending for him to stay at our house while they are waiting to buy a house. We are also filing for divorce after 6 years of marrige. Im not sure if i will be able to stay at home while they are here. I may end up leaving forever friday before this happens. I also walked out on my wife two weeks ago on a sunday because i found out about her feelings towards a guy she brought up from dayton to train our puppy. yet today i was told about the married guy 'Terry' who she has been talking to for quite a while (atleast 6 months). At this point my heart is so ripped to shreds that im thinking suicide but trying to hold myself together long enough to figure out what to do. at this point tho once they buy a house both of them will be leaving me here which will allow me to keep the house im renting. yea i know its realy messed up... at this point i dont know what to do.. other than get up and neve

Joeli
Come And Meet The Awesome Joeli!! ♥ She Is Beautiful!! ♥ ♥ She is Smart and Talented!! ♥ ♥ She Has helped us out when she has time so why not click the picture below Rate/Fan/Add/Bling/Crush her!! She would do it for you!! ♥

Blonde Princess
Wedding bells are ringing and you've been invited!! ~dJ aMeLiA And Fu Schnickens Cooridally invite you to join them today (6/24/08) as they become husband and wife. Please join them for the wedding at 11:30 am PST (2:30PM EST) in the Exotic Resort as they tie the knot. Be sure to also stop by and congratulate them and send them wishes of happiness and love. Please join the couple during this happy time. Click either photo to enter the lounge and be there as the wedding takes place.

What A Surprise
Sunday morning at 3:30am my door bell rings. I go to the monitor and ask who is it. And they say your son. So Im thinking its my son's friend so I buzz them in. I open my door and who should be walking up is my real son. Him and his girlfriend drove up from Texas for the week. My granddaughter is getting so big. She's up walking around furniture and might take a couiple steps. Its so great to see her. Thats why I haven't been on much. Will catch up with everyone when I get a chance.

It Makes You Think..
It makes you think! Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, & enter yours. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real... nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question. Have Fun! 1. What is your name: Patricia 2. A four letter word: Piss 3. A boy's name: Patrick 4. A girl's name: Paula 5. An occupation: Pimp 6. A colour: Purple 7. Something you wear: Pants 8. A food: Pasta 9. Something found in the bathroom: Plunger 10. A place: Paris 11. A reason for being late: Passed out 12. Something you shout: Piss Off 13. A movie title: Platoon 14. Something you drink: Prune Juice 15. A musical group: Primus 16. An animal: Panda 17. A street name: Pennsylvania Ave. 18. A type of car: Prius 19. The title

St. Patty's Day Bling Drawing
ST PATRICKS DAY BLING DRAWING All it takes is a little rating…..running through St. Patty's Day......Don't miss out...... Rate 100 pics of DVLS ANGL DVLS ANGL@ fubar or IRISHCHARMS IRISHCHARMS@ fubar to receive 1 entry……That’s right you can earn a total of 12 entries per week PRIZES: 1 – Auto 11 or Cherry Bomb 1 – 20 pt bling 2 – 10 pt bling 4 – 5 pt bling 5 – 3pt bling 10 – 1 pt bling PM Dvls Angl with the number of rates for your entry.......this is the only way entry can be verified

Jennifer
The phone rang, and Jennifer jumped. Darlene, her roommate, gave her an annoyed look and picked up the phone. "Hello? Yeah, this is Darlene. Huh? Oh, sure...I have it right here." Flashing Jennifer another annoyed look, she picked up her math assignment sheet and started to read an assignment from it. Jenny hugged her pillow close to her, listening to the phone conversation and trying to take refuge in its relative normalcy. It wasn't him. Thank god it wasn't him. She pressed her cheek into the soft fabric of the pillow, and held it tightly. Her eyes stared to the side, her mind fighting once again to deny what had happened to her before. It seemed like a dream now, but Jennifer knew it had not been a dream. She could not wake up from this nightmare. She heard the click as Darlene hung up, and heard her roommate stand. She didn't look, but she knew the expression that was on Darlene's face; it was Darlene's exasperation look, with her eyebrows jagged and her lips pursed

Falling Again
I feel like I am losing control. Losing everything. I'm lost in some sort of mist, A fog I cannot see through. I've fallen to my vice once again, And breathing through it, A sigh of relief, Yet in disgust I cry. I cannot feel anything, But the pain I will feel is so great. I'm losing everything. I'm losing everyone. I'm losing myself. I can't hold onto anything anymore. What once was precious is now shattered, And now promises broken, Leave me gasping in the dust by being left behind. I've done it again. I've turned my back on my promises, And have taken that sweet taste back again. I can feel it pulsing through my veins, Dizzying me, Filling me with a synthetic warmth, A false love of an addiction. I'm losing everything. I'm losing everyone. I am lost.

X Marks Da Spot....
BUT this time you don't need a treasure map to find it!!! Just click on the link below ;) X Dealer has been one of my closest and longest friends here on Fubar and always never fails to make me smile! He's a complete sweetheart and if you don't have him on your friend's list...you're missing out on a gem of a friend! So let's correct that oversight! He's 42,201,836 Points to becoming an Angel! Well...he's already one in my book. Please help me to show him some love and bring him that much closer to levelling!! X Dealer®™@ fubar While your there, might as well B/A/R/F all over him :)!!! IF you rate his profile pls let me know so I can buy ya a drink!! BeyonceHalo

Me Update
Mon. Feb 23 People have been bugging me lately about the fact I haven't been on much. Sorry, I want to have a real life (that's out there, trust me). Those that know me at all know I'm unemployed, broke and basically at my end. I care about two things, Cody and Tieba. I got Cody as a final request to my mother. I love him with all my heart. Tieba I got as a companion for my Cody Bear. I didn't even like her at first. Woulda got rid of her if she hadn't died and came back to life. She wormed her way into my heart. She's been sick for about a month now. Which is part of the reason I haven't been here. I thought she was getting better, I was wrong (I feeel like shit now). I'm taking her in tomorrow for what I'm sure is going to be an expensive day at the vets. I just hope it's an expensive for nothing day. I can't take anymore losses in my life right now. So if I seem cross or short tempered ect... Don't take it personally, ok. Tues. Feb 24 So I woke up this morning to find Tieba

5
Let me softly touch you, And feel you close to me. Let me whisper I love you, so tenderly. I want to hold your hand, And look into your eyes. Let me sing a song of love to you. Please hold me close, And we can become one. Let my passion fill your soul, And give you fulfillment. I will let you shed no tears for me, I will always be there for you to love. Oh let us grow older together, And remember all the things we loved. Let us laugh each day as we go through life. Let each day be filling with no regrets. I can give this all to you, If you will let me into your heart.

4
As I sit and ponder my life, I wonder where true love lies. Where is the one who can make me feel again? And the "One" I can truly trust? Can it happen one more time? Or does life only give you one chance? When will I feel safe again, To share the emotions and passions inside of me? To find a gentle touch and soft caress, And words softly spoken to me. I want to be filled with emotions that are not there now. And wish my time would never end. Ah to whisper my love again could fill my soul, And life would be so brighter.

3
My love for you has no boundaries or secrets. It's in my essence, devouring the fiber of my being and is devoted to you alone. My love for you reaches far and wide and travels through the four seasons, the four corners of the earth and far beyond space and time. My love for you is a journey of lofty mountain tops, beautiful gardens, deep seas, blue lakes, rivers and streams. My love for you consumes my heart. My love for you soars beyond the edge of the world, up into the sky, through the clouds, past the sun, the stars, the moon, the heavens, and the galaxy searching for you, my love, to tell you how much I care. My love for you is the totality of all existing things. My love, I Love You.

2
The first time we met, I knew I had a friend. The thing I did not know is that I would want to love you until the very end. Your precious love has turned my life completely around, I feel like I'm walking, but my feet don't seem to touch the ground. Sometimes you seem to be my shinning light guiding me through the long, dark night. As I lie alone in bed thinking of you and I I wonder if you think of me too as one more night slowly drags by. I wish I were there with you, kissing your sweet lips under the pale moon light, and holding you, so very tight. You really are the man of my dreams and I can't wait to be with you, for the rest of my life. I know our time away seems like an eternity, but I'll wait forever to be in your life. I love you, I need you, I want you, and I will for all my life.

1
Don't walk away Don't turn your head Look back and see I'm not too far ahead. I know that you are hurt Your feelings are small But you can't tell me You feel nothing at all. Your love is not gone It only is misplaced You need to release it But you need to have faith. If you don't try You will never know How much love there is to show. So don't give up Don't walk away Help our love grow Day by day. I know that it hurts I feel your pain I know that it's not easy But let's try love again. I will be patient I will wait and see But I need you to know That I am still me. I will not push I will not shove I only ask that That you try to love. I believe in my heart I know we can be I just want the chance You need to believe in me. You have to save face You have so much pride Your love is still there Look deep down inside. We can make this happen I want you to see That we can make it happen You just have to BELIEVE.

11-20
My dick is so big I'm already fuckin a girl tomorrow. My dick is so big ships use it to find their way into the harbour. My dick is so big there was a movie called Godzilla VS. My Dick My dick is so big it lives next door. My dick is so big I entered it in a big dick contest...it came in 1st, 2nd and 3rd My dick is so big it votes. My dick dresses better than I do. My dick is so big it has a 3 picture deal. My dick is so big that the head of it has only seen my balls in pictures. My dick is so big Henry Aaron used it to hit his 750th homerun.

Another Update On Ash
i want to let everyone that im doing better.they are going to change the bandge on my leg tomorow. then the doc will look at it on thursdayt and also change it. so to see how much progress i have come in the last week. and he will talk maybe, posibably coming home. nothing is for sure about anything till they see how my progress is, but once i know more ill let you know. I send lots of love and really hoping to be home soon.

Can We Make It 40+?!!!!
Do You Want Fubucks?? How About Some Bling? Maybe A Happy Hour?? Then Read Below!!! Welcome to the Lucky Charm Auction. I'll explain briefly how this will work. 25,000 Fubucks to enter. Minimum 50,000 to bid. So you get you get your money back and then some. You will need to send me or Tony a message on Fubar (NOT in the SB.) With a link to a photo you want to use along with what you are willing to offer. Example: Drinks and a gift every day for a week. Personal salutes, ect... There is an example below. You will also need to tell us what are acceptable bids. Such as cash, Fubucks, bling packets, ect... There is a conversion chart also posted below. Message myself or Tony. You will NOT be posted until the entry fee is paid. Bidding will start as soon as you are posted. No entries will be accpeted after March 8th. Auction will run from March 9th -March 16th. You have the right to stop your auction anytime bef

1-10
Let me start with a disclaimer...My penis is actually very tiny...really really small...you've seen bigger m&m's. There I beat you to it. Now read and enjoy. My dick is so big there's still snow on it in the summertime. My dick is so big I went to the Viper Room, my dick got right in and I had to stand there and argue with the door man. My dick is so big I have to call it Mr. Dick in front of company. My dick is so big it won't return Speilberg's calls. My dick is so big it graduated a year ahead of me from high school. My dick has an elevator and a lobby. My dick has better credit than I do. My dick is so big clowns climb out of it when I cum My dick is so big it was once overthrown by a military coup. It's now known as The Democratic Republic of My Dick. My dick is so big it has casters.

*blush*
I had to explain the function of a clitoris to a five-year old today. OK... she still showers with me. I was sitting on the toilet before we got in the shower. She comes in and spreads herself and says "This is my weiner" Me: You don't have a weiner. She: Yes I do, see? Me: That is a clitoris. She: I pee from there? Me: No, you pee from a hole behind it. She: Then what does it do? Me: It's just there because it feels good to touch it. She: You don't pee from there? Me: No. She: Do you touch yours? Me: Sometimes. She: (Touching it.) Touch. Touch. Touch. Touch yours. Me: That's the thing. You don't touch it in front of people, and you don't let other people touch yours. She: OK. I'll be right back. She walks out the door, closes it, and I hear her out in the hallway saying "Touch. Touch. Touch."

Kilties + Travel + Family + Sexy Lover Man = Long Long Weekend!!!
WOW!!! This last weekend was LONG!!! This has been a fairly wild weekend. After doing quite a bit of traveling last week due to my Granny & the upcoming job, I decided to spend Fri evening resting and recouping at home! My daughters had plans for the evening, so I simply piddled around a little bit online before settling in for a good night's rest. Oh, that also included several hours of being on the phone with some friends and family. Early the next morning I loaded us all up, stopped to pick up my Favorite Cousin & my niece. We all drove down to the Northeast Florida Highland Games over in Clay County (near Jax). We had a blast!! It was a lot of fun! It was the first time ever that they had been to a Highland Fest. We watched the athletes compete, we got a little bit to eat (GREAT food, btw), we watched the Navy Band play, we watched the Commencement programs which included a presentation by every Clan that was present. Even my lil niece thought it was pretty cool watching

I Hate Days Like These......
Have you ever felt like no matter what you do it's not good enough or that it will never be enough? Today is one of those days....the day that I look at my son and wonder if I should still give him up for adoption or if he would be better off with me. I can't provide him with everything he needs and it sucks because I wish I can. I don't think I am the best mother in the world and doubt myself all the time, but am I really able to do this? I don't make enough money to pay rent or any of my other bills, how am I going to be able to take care of him? I swear I hate days like these.....

Hated/loathed Sayings...
How many of us have used the phrase, "I'm going to be honest with you"? I've been guilty myself, but it has recently struck a nerve with me. By saying this, does this mean that one has been lying to us the entire time? Why does that individual feel that they need to say this? It's crazy and dumb, and I would love to hear someone at some time say, "I'm full of crap, I've been lying to you this whole time, or I'm going to completely screw you over this time." Thanks for hearing me rant. I think it's my old age. But I'll be honest with ya, it feels really good to get this off my chest.

More Fu-help From Yod
Below is a list of some FuBar Support Blogs I have available. I have included clickable links, so they are easy to find. Please feel free to link through to any blog in this area and also..repost this. The more reposts...the more guidance members have. CherryBomb Bling http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/983121 Options For Site Linking http://fubar.com/blog/60737/956305 Clearing Cookies and Cache http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737 FU Marriage http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/947796 Clickable Pics http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/797493 How to Make Basic Skins http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/695744 SKINS-Ripping/Pasting Code/Generating http://fubar.com/blog/60737/567394 Simple HTML For Your Bulletins and Blogs http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/576293 Downloading Fonts To Your Computer http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/701349 Site Navigation and Mumming for the New Members http://www.fubar.com/blog/60737/482649

Stray Bullet
I am your holy totem, I am your sick taboo, Radical and Radiant, I am your your nightmare coming true, I am your worst enemy, I am your dearest friend, Malignantly Malevolent I am of divine descent. I have come to rock your world, I have come to shake your faith, Anathematic Anarchist, I have come to take my place. I am your unconsciousness, I am unrestrained excess, metamorphic restlessness, I am your unexpectedness. I am your Apocalypse I am your belief unwrought, Monolithic juggernaut the illegitimate son of God. Stray Bullet from the Barrel of Love Stray Bullet from the Heaven's Above, Stray Bullet ready or not the illegitimate son of God. -KMFDM

Is It True?
I have been having one fucking nightmare after another these last fews weeks and I think I need to take a break.I have court tomorrow and just spent another two hours in attorny office this after noon.I don't know if it will be for a day or days or maybe weeks but I need to try and figure out what I need to do over this horrible mess and I need to do this alone.This I use too.I know there are many who care and some that just need to see pictures.Either way I go for now.I will keep myself online but please don't expect me to talk at this time.I need to breathe.Thanks to all my friends for understanding and I sorry for blowing gasket last night in lounge.I think I finally hit my breaking point.So it true that sometimes you do feel like a nut and sometime you don't.Right now in life it is nuts and I no wish to bring anyone into this until I get it straight.It is my mess and I will fix it. Thanks Mimi

Medistra Hospital Indonesia Reveals Obamas Birth Records
High treason is criminal disloyalty to one’s country. Participating in a war against one’s country, attempting to overthrow its government, spying on its military, its diplomats, or its secret services for a hostile and foreign power, or attempting to kill its head of state are perhaps the best-known examples of high treason. High treason requires that the alleged traitor have obligations of loyalty in the state they betrayed, such as citizenship, although presence in the state at the time is sufficient. Foreign spies, assassins, and saboteurs, though not suffering the dishonor associated with conviction for high treason, may still be tried and punished judicially for acts of espionage, assassination, or sabotage, though in contemporary times, foreign spies and saboteurs are usually repatriated following capture. Obama is by no definition the president of The United States Of America .

Thinkin
So im sitting here thinkin about my life and what i have done, and from what i can see i have done nothin worth anything. So i wonder what would happen if i left this world would i really be missed and would anybody really care,these are the things that run through my mind when im down and dont wanna deal with things. so i dont know what to think anymore im fallin hard into depression and i cant stop it. Well ill stop ramblin and sorry to bug you all

So What Are You Worth?
a smart man once said, as he was preaching to a group of people, aka believers with hope,aka lovers who've been hurt..... that life is like chapters in a book, some characters from a chapter disappear, and others last through out the whole book.......... some bridges were meant to be burned, nothing last forever, and by saying forever, its a promise, and you know you can't keep it. for you can't say never, because you never know what tomorrow will bring. the world is magical and it bound to create some crazy things. you can try to hold onto what’s broken for fear of losing something, or you can be brave and learn that it isn't everything. People aren't possessions or material things. They are born with a heart and feelings. And for you to treat a person worse than you would treat your sneakers is inhumane and how low will you stoop to have what you want? some people will do anything to have control.. and you have to look at people and the situations like you would gas in a car.. you st

Fuckin Perv Married Men
Y IS IT SO HARD FOR A MARRIED MAN TO STAY FAITHFUL TO HIS WIFE.. WHEN SHE PUTS UP WITH ALL HIS BULLSHIT.. THEN HE BLAMES THE WOMAN FOR LEAVIN A GOOD GUY LMAO WHAT KIND OF GUY IS GOOD IF HE NEEDS THE NET TO FIND HIM A WOMAN TO CHEAT ON LMAO MUST NOT B MUCH OF A MAN

Old Skool Night
THROWBACK THURSDAY'S ONLY AT EXOTIC DREAMS WITH THE DJ "KING SLIM" 12-2 AM Eastern Time Every Thursday!! The King will bring you only the BEST Old Skool Hip Hop out there HE is the "Official" King of EVERYTHING YOU WANT TO HEAR!! ONLY Here @ Exotic Dreams Lounge! Click on Pic to enter Exotic Dreams

T. J. Whosyamomma
Seahawks Sign Top Receiver in Free Agency Posted Mar 3, 2009 The Seattle Seahawks have signed wide receiver T.J. Houshmandzadeh to a multi-year deal, the team announced this morning. We may have a chance for 2009 season now if they keep signing good players.

Poem
DAMN IT IS COLD, FEELING ALONE IN THIS WORLD, UNSURE WHERE MY HEART SHOULD GO, DEPRESSION KEEPS ME SO LOW, FRUSTRATION FROM ANTICIPATION, LONGING FOR LOVE, FOR THAT HAPPY FEELING INSIDE, LOOKING FOR A PLACE WHERE MY HEART CAN RESIDE, BUT ALAS IT HAPPENS AGAIN, AS I LET MY HEART JUMP IN, HURT AND DESTRUCTION ACCURE, AND THE FEELING OF LONELINESS GETS DEEPER STILL, HOW MUCH MORE CAN I TAKE? I FEEL AS THOUGH I AM GOING TO BREAK

The Start Of A New Year
While its def. been awhile since Ive written one of these. Life has def. changed for me. I just hit the 6month mark with a wonderful man named Steven. He is honestly the most amazing guy Ive ever met. So, my love life is pretty great. I recently moved back in with my parents. They have been so supportive of me lately. I recently found out that I have a major health problem. Ive been working really hard to get everything back to normal.Lets see...I just got a toy yorkie named Zoey for Vday. She's so precious. Im also looking into some schools. Im ready to go back. Im also gonna throw out there that everyone should check out Diabetesrockstar.com Its a non-profit organization that helps those in need that have diabetes. Yeah, Im in the middle of Family Guy so Ill finish this later.

Posted By A Friend
GOT SOME TIME 4 THIS AWESOME PERSON?Prophet ~~} Oracle12,567,377 Points to go! ~ Cathy~ "No Fan = No Add" HELP HER LEVEL RATE/FAN/ADD/CRUSH/COMMENT/BOMB/BLING HER!Brought to you By : •• . .ΜFĸŋ JÇ. . ••. . §ëЯ. . ••. .

Does Evil Exist?
An excellent example ... A university professor challenged his students with this question. "Did God create everything that exists? A student bravely replied, "Yes, He did!" "God created everything?" the professor asked. "Yes, sir," the student replied. The professor answered, "If God created everything, then God created evil, since evil exists. And according to the principal that our works define who we are, then God is evil." The student became quiet before such an answer. The professor was quite pleased with himself, and boasted to the students that he had proven once more that the faith in God is a myth. Another student raised his hand and said, "Can I ask you a question, professor?" "Of course," replied the professor. The student stood up and asked, "Professor, does cold exist?" "What kind of question is this? Of course it exists. Have you never been cold?" The students snickered at the young man's question. The young man replied, "In fact, sir,

What Happens When...
What happens when you grow up?!? What happens when you don't ever worry about how much money is in your wallet?!? What happens when you no longer worry about how much food is in your fridge?!? What happens when you no longer worry about job security?!? What happens when you no longer worry about monthly bills?!? What happens when you no longer care about how long you'll live?!? What happens when you can drive ANYWHERE, but you don't know where to go?!? What happens when you've cared, but can't care anymore?!? ... What happens when you've done it all...

New News
Tatto..o law sough..t Count..y to weigh.. licen..sing for facil..ities Jim Lynch.. / The Detro..it News They'..re calle..d "..scrat..chers..," and to the profe..ssion..al tatto..o artis..t, they are targe..ts for scorn... They'..re known.. for apply..ing tatto..os in priva..te homes.. or even at flea marke..ts -- all witho..ut much exper..ience.. or train..ing in healt..h matte..rs or safet..y. "I have peopl..e come in all the time who say 'I got this tatto..o at a party.. or at a flea marke..t -- can you fix it?" said Lance.. Kella..r, a profe..ssion..al tatto..o artis..t with his own shop in Chest..erfie..ld Towns..hip. Such dange..rous work is one of the reaso..ns behin..d a new set of regul..ation..s gover..ning body art estab..lishm..ents that will be consi..dered.. by Macom..b Count..y offic..ials befor..e year-..end. On Dec. 4, the Healt..h Depar..tment.. will host a publi..c heari..ng on the 24 pages.. of docum..ents that make up the count..y's new body

News News On Body Art
I hope everyone is having a good day! Health officials want consumers to know temporary black henna tattoos have caused allergic reactions in some people. Commissioners passed an ordinance requiring anyone that provides temporary black henna tattoos to post an 18-by-24 inch sign that warns their customers about the possible side affects. The black hair dye p-p-d in black henna tattoos is the cause of the infections and permanent scars. The sign must also be visible within ten feet of the tattoo station. State health officials documented 17 reports of infections ir permanent scarring from black henna tattoos sold in Panama City Beach alone, the highest number in the state. Bay County health department's Dr. Jason Newsome has been working with the county to come up with the ordinance to alert people of the dangers. The county says the signs are they to make sure customers know what they could be getting. Bay County commissioner Bill Dozier says, "It's very importa

My Heart
This world seems so small when i see you online and want to give you my all. I think of you as a close dear friend, thinking of you often, and wanting to love you til life's end. So when you think that alone and unloved you may be. Think of the chats and dances we've had, and the one that will unconditionally love you, is me. You are one of a kind to me, of this my heart knows. For just the mention of your name, fills my soul with passion as my heart glows. Sometimes you may take someone for granted and in time you learn that thru everything and anything they were there. You might think of them just as a friend cause maybe you didn't know just how much you meant to them. Maybe because of distance or other 'little ' things you see as obstacles, that you won't give open your heart to chance. Sometimes you have to take a risk......listen to your heart, allow yourself to feel the feelings you sometimes might involuntarily suppress for someone.

Come Make Me Your Bitch!
Hey I am in an auction. Click the pic below to make me your slave or your bitch, whichever you prefer...lol. I know I am not the most popular or one of the "hotties" here on fubar but you probably won't find a more genuine guy here. I will show you lots of love.

Texas Twister My Fuowner!!!
Do you know Texas Twister If you don't know her you missing out she is a sweet lady she always show love in return she is just a nice person to have as a friend so all you have to do is click on the link and become her friend. Did I mention she also have auto 11's on and she always have it on too :) ~♥~TEXAS TWISTER~♥~ OWNER OF CLUB UNITED~♥~ SHADOW LEVELER~♥~ FU BAD GIRL~@ fubar This Bulliton is brought to you by: Dee75 Member of RR, SBG & llama levelers !! Fu Owned by Texas Twister@ fubar

Dragons...
I'm starting a Dragon collection, for however long they are available. Would anyone like to help me out? I would be willin to give 3 days access to my private pics (aka a 3 day fam add) for each dragon that I get. I really really love dragons and would LOVE to own a whole lote of them! hehe.... Thank you

Just Silly...
You know the drill: FROM THE BOTTOM UP... (name has been changed to protect the strange!) 'CSP' wrote lol 'Jennifer' wrote Okay, you have just won my “Strangest Fu Conversation Ever” Award. Where shall I mail your trophy? 'CSP' wrote Can you see your biceps when you try to flex them? 'Jennifer' wrote I am the only woman in my family... So, yes, I guess I am. 'CSP' wrote Are you the weakest women in your family? 'Jennifer' wrote Well I always need help opening the pickle jars... 'CSP' wrote lol I like soft arms with little to no muscle. Are your arms like that? 'Jennifer' wrote Huh???? Did I miss something?... 'CSP' wrote Do you have weak arms? I love weak arms.

Hey Girls,. Come Party!!
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My Love
well lets start off with hello and when you raed this hope you like what you read i am 26 female with a 40 year old wife she is the best thing in my life she makes me whole and competle my ex treated me like shit the whole time we were together and dated some else when we were together my wife lynn dont she loves me for who i am not what i could be she is the love of my life

Chain Comment Kiss... Pass It On... Xoxo
BFREAKY.COM ************COPY CODE LISTED BELOW*************** BFREAKY.COM Visit Dove Goddess' "Chain Comment Kiss" Blog for codes at http://www.fubar.com/blog/281716 ************COPY CODE LISTED ABOVE*************** Please feel free to test the code by posting the comment below... xoxo

So You Want To Be A Suicide Girl
Sounds like a good idea. International recognition. Lots of exposure to start a career. Too bad it's far more harmful to your career than helpful. Anyone who has applied knows that there is a bot that accepts or denies models. No human can generate a response in 30 seconds. It took BrokenDollz a week to get back to me and then it was a request to send more pictures. I had to wait another couple of days before they accepted me. Spooky Girls was a bit different. I spoke to Kristoff several times before the offer was made. I opted to do work for a friends site first to kinda "get my feet wet." She was good enough to right into the contract that I did not have to work exclusively for her and that I could do what I choose with the pictures. If I decide to submit them to another site, it's fine per the contract. She has even offered to submit me to some major magazines if I choose to. By contrast, Suicide Girls owns you and your pictures. You are prohibited from modeling for

Female Purity Test
Here's my score for the female purity test Take it (the man's test if ur a dude) What's your score??? http://www.armory.com/tests/female.html You answered "yes" to 81 of 100 questions, making you 19.0% sexually pure (81.0% sexually corrupt); that is, you are 19.0% pure in the sex domain. Your Weirdness Factor (AKA Uniqueness Factor) is 27%, based on a comparison of your test results with 477675 other submissions for this test. The average purity for this test is 54.1%.

1 // 1
I'M ASKING TO PLEASE DROP 1 RATE AND 1 COMMENT PLEASE ON THIS PIC! THANK YOU SO MUCH! PS THIS BELONGS TO THE WATCHER, SO PLEASE IF HE OR ANY GIT R DONE, CONFEDS, ETC HAVE HELPED YOU OUT PLEASE PAY BACK SOME LUV. THANK YOU.

Take The Test!!!
Here are my results for the purity test!!! What are yours??? Take the test!!! http://www.armory.com/tests/sex247.html Your 247 Point Purity Test Results You answered "yes" to 159 of 247 questions, making you 35.6% sexually pure (64.4% sexually corrupt); that is, you are 35.6% pure in the sex domain. Your Weirdness Factor (AKA Uniqueness Factor) is 31%, based on a comparison of your test results with 114110 other submissions for this test. The average purity for this test is 69.3%.

Whatever
no im not popular no i dont have autos no i dont have cherrybombs but apparently people dont rate u unless u have any of those sorri im not worth ur time but i frankly dont care i change for no one no one will read this but i wrote it anywayz wit that bein said have nice life peeps im out

Another Er Visit
Last night Chelsea, my now 11 year old (same one who had the kidney stone) pitched herself a royal hissy fit when hubby said she couldn't go to the gym with him (she'd been obnoxious all day and is also too young) so she stomped into her room and slammed the door. Clara, our 2 1/2 year old went to her room, probably to see what was up, opened the door and Chelsea hollered 'GET OUT' and slammed the door, right on Clara's baby finger on her left hand. Caitlin (14-year-old) had been in the hallway at the time and ran and got Clara's finger out of the door, and brought her to me, blood everywhere, the end of her finger just kind of hanging there, the nail was also just hanging, I'd never seen anything like that before. I covered it and tried to get it to stop bleeding, hubby called 911 and all the girls were around just screaming, Clara was screaming and crying and it was so noisy the 911 operator couldn't even hear what hubby was saying. I went with her by ambulance down to the hospit

Getting Paid To Do Nothing
I dont know if it works or not but so far i am making shares galore and so can you. All you have to do is go to this link: www.me2everyone.com/228745 and just put in your namer and email and create a password and just follow it as it goes it will not cost you a dime and the more people you have join the more money we all make.. like i said it is free and you can get paid to do nothing just have a look and see

Day One
Today, day one of many, day one of possibly one hundred and twenty or more. Today, scores of hours begin, a countdown enabled, a time inevitably approaches. Today, a world revolves, a woman evolves, an unimaginable transformation. Today, the world stood still, time passes by, an hour glass trickles its sands. Today, I watch as the sun rises, gleaming warmth, like that touch. Today, a plethora of thoughts, a mind gone and heart takes lead. Today, I watch, from sidelines, today, I cheer. Today, one half passed, and should many more come so quick. Today, pride, a love that exists and thrives despite departure. Today, memories, tied lines hold tight to that of their creation. Today, I dream awake, fantasies to be made realities. Tomorrow, so far, but coming, rushing in with break neck speed. Tomorrow, I exhale, colors rush back to this face. Tomorrow, where is it? I cannot see, but I do know. Tomorrow, a separation, no more and forever such. Tomorrow, a memory, new and plentiful, created a

War's End - Not Political
The world attacks, a lifetime under siege. People never cared, people pass on by. A man buckles to the floor, carries himself slowly. Walls crumble and colors all fade. Glass shatters around, sound disappears as he becomes deaf from the blast. He falls again, again, and one more time. Each time he scrapes himself from the dirt and moves a few more steps. And within him visions, through blood filled eyes, he still sees the grace. Dark nights, he sees a gem. It lies so out of place, yet it sparkles. It too covered by the rubble of this endless war. And as he bends to reach forth, another wave pushes him to the side His treasure rolls out of sight. With one last breath, one final burst he makes his move. Explosions ring out, the skies collapse and he is nearly blind. He falls forward, alas, the stone in his palm. Inexplicably he stands, his gaze falls downward to see these wounds heal. The blood withdraws and returns. Revival, rebirth and restoration comes over the man. His eyes now glow,

Squandered Potential
Heaven holds my dream gone awry Speculation to the how and why Serve to keep my anguish well Preserve my love in God’s hotel Sweep my kisses off to sleep Share my tears while spirits weep Echo’s of my broken goal Sound inside my tortured soul jskins

Innocence
inspired Tossing out my innocenceinto the forgotten windto sail throughout the skiesthrough tomorrow and forever.Get lost in Dreamlandsay goodbye to all sorrowsFor there is passion growingwith a strong power of love.Lust is pulsing through my veinsit's growing like a weedin the garden amongst the grassWith tear essenced eyesand sweaty shaky palmswith kind strawberry kissesand the touch of soft rose petals.Lay me down on the cloudsand quietly whisper my nameembrace my innocent love in your armsTake me away from myselfand let our souls entwine.

More Useless Info Bout Me
Do you hate when people put "I love you" on their profiles? doesn't make much of a dif to me Are you taken right now? we can say my heart is taken yeah What is the stupidest thing you have ever done? i refuse to admit that i've ever done anything stupid lmao but it might involve alcohol if i were to admit to anything hehe Does anyone think you are a bitch? i'm sure Your best friend is pregnant, you say? hmmmm lets call the paper cuz ur the first man that hasn't gotten a sex change to be a pregnant man lmao How much did you weigh at birth? i forget right off hand How many times have you gotten detention in school? only once in my life and that was cuz my cousin was being a pain in my tooshie grrrrrr.... luv ya though taz hehe What's something that bothers you? lying to people weights heavy on me and bothers me quite a bit Have you ever been asked out by someone you didn't want to date? yes i have Were you smiling in the last picture taken of you? i

Funny
Upon hearing that her elderly grandfather had just passed away, Katie went straight to her grandparents’ house to visit her 95-year-old grandmother and comfort her. When she asked how her grandfather had died, her grandmother replied, "He had a heart attack while we were making love on Sunday morning." Horrified, Katie told her grandmother that 2 people nearly 100 years old having sex would surely be asking for trouble. "Oh no, my dear," replied granny. "Many years ago, realizing our advanced age, we figured out the best time to do it was when the church bells would start toring. It was just the right rhythm. Nice and slow and even. Nothing too strenuous, simply in on the Ding and out on the Dong." She paused to wipe away a tear, and continued, "He’d still be alive if the ice cream truck hadn’t come along."

Something I Wrote
Written by me This is the first time ever posting my work. ........... Extending her heart into his arms, to cradle her lovingly within, bringing her closer to life. Their heated breaths exhale. She kisses him softly, gently placing a finger to his lips, "I've no need to say a word, we can tell it in each other's eyes." Blood flowing rapidly through their veins, their hearts getting weaker with love. An overwhelming feeling of happiness, Surrounds their embracing bodies. Kissing deeper and deeper, tongues dancing in a trance of passion. The beating of their hearts; heavier and faster, yet still in perfect unison. Such real true Love and emotion, An unbridled feeling and passion, races in these two hearts apart, for one day to beat as one.

On 3-4-09
As some of you know, and many of you don't...I have been violently coughing since thanksgiving. Not coughing anything up, just dry hacking coughs. I went to the doctor in January, and they did a chest x-ray. It came back, in the words of the doctor, "not good". So they scheduled me for a cat scan of my chest. It showed areas of my left lung with blockages, and my lymph nodes around my heart swollen badly. They believe I have either Sarcoidosis of Lymphoma. Great news to get, either way, huh? I go into the hospital tomorrow, to have biopsies done on my lungs and lymph nodes. They are doing a Bronchoscopy and a Mediastinoscopy. While still asleep, they'll send the biopsies to pathology to determine if it's cancer or not. If not, they close me up, sent me to a room and I get out tomorrow or Thursday. If it is, however some kind of cancer, then they start removing chunks of my lungs/lymph nodes and I get to stay for a longer time. I ask that you keep me and my family in your thoughts and

Regarding The Cherrybomb Bling
This isnt gonna be fancy like everyone wants to see but just a suggestion for all who crave to be BOMBED with the cherry bomb bling...RATE FAN and maybe even ADD the Bomber before you go BEGGING for them to hit your pics...afterall they are taking the time of using a gift they got or paid for to give out luv and attention to others...please be respectful to the bomber by showing them some luv first and ASK them if they could hit your pics...DONT assume they will just because you have lots of pics or even an AUTO 11 active...if you are rude about it i wouldnt be surprised if they flat out block you... be kind and friendly... John "JAK"

Guts Or Balls?
Definition of the difference between "GUTS" and "BALLS Definition of the difference between "GUTS" and "BALLS": GUTS - is arriving home late after a night out with the boys, being assaulted by your wife with a broom, and having the guts to ask, "Are you still cleaning, or are you flying somewhere?" BALLS - is coming home late after a night out with the boys, smelling of perfume and beer, lipstick on your collar, slapping your wife on the ass and having the balls to say, "You're next!"

True Love
True love can it be both real and fake if u think about it true love is only real can never be fake. True love can come n many shapes and forms but the truest love is between a man and a woman thats love. If u sit back and think about it true love is not a emotion it is a feeling of being loved so good!! So sit back and think is the love u have true love or is it a Fake love cause if it is fake let it go

Mfkn Disciple !!!
I just want to say THANK YOU to everyone who helped me get to Disciple by showing love and all the rates blings and cherry bombs. And a BIG THANK YOU goes out to these four awesome friends of mine so click their pictures and show them TONZZZZZZZZZ of love !!! ~OHGOTDAMN~ ~STANG~ ~MARK P~ ~DJ JUDGE~ Once again THANK YOU , huggz and lixx!!

Poetry
living hell as i sit here i see nothing but blood, i wonder whats the diff. between man and mud. looking in the mirror at the beast iv become, who made me into this? can it be undone? i look at the body lying lifeless on the ground, and i wonder wat this person did so bad to be struck down. why am i here seeing this i ask out loud, no one can here me no ones around. who can this poor soul be? im here now so why not earlier could i see is this all a dream i cant tell, its dark and cold in this place, am i in hell? no one here to answer theese questions but me, Me! the body is mine but how can tht be?! who did this and why, i ask looking to the sky. i see no stars no moon, nothing but black, i must leave this place and find my way back. "there is no way back for you", i hear sum1 say "your stuck in the devils playground and here u must stay." who are you i scream and start to shake, but before they could answer from the nightmare i awake...... a poem b

An Open Letter To Rush "dont Question Me!" Limbaugh
Dear Rush, Normally I don't write letters to anyone let alone radio personalities as I don't have anything to say. However, I've been motivated to waste my time and write one to you as I feel your Martinn Boorman-esque behavior warrants one. Throughout history people have spent years figuring out the mysteries of the world. The great pyramids, Easter Island, Stonehenge, The Lost City of Atlantis, and so forth. The one mystery I can't solve is how anyone can consider you to have an intelligent thought in that empty drug riddled head of yours. I find it interesting that you can somehow place yourself in a holier then thou position when you have had so many issues yourself. Having trouble forgetting your "Obama the magic Negro" song parody? How about the years you were completely addicted to pain killers? Oh wait here's a good one...How about the time you absolutely slammed Michael J Fox saying he was lying about having parkinsons disease? You are a half crazed womba

4th Entry
Please don't think that I think I am perfect. I do know that the love I give is perfect, but the rest of me is in constant growth and repair lol. I have made many mistakes in life,l but very few I would take back because they have made me the man I am. I tend to learn on the first try -- well there were times that it took many more because my heart hates to give up hahaha. That's when a 4x4 had to be used. What fun would life be without it's little lessons. And how would we know a great day without having some really really unfun days to judge them by. I raised my babies (babies 20 and 23 but still my babies) so that they understood that life wasn't going to just hand them milk and honey, they had to find it in the middle of the spoiled cream and bee hives. And expect to be stung a few times along the way. So if I have any avid readers of this blog, you might be wondering, what does this old, ugly, fat man have to offer to any woman other than flowery words and nice

Hottie Prospect Rules
If you would like to become a 2nd Alarm Hottie please let me know and do the following! 1. She should read COC blog on the 2nd Alarm Hotties Homepage (in my top friends) and comment that she agrees. 2. She should add all officers, "quick add" links are the the bottom of the COC. 3. She must add Hottie Homepage to her Top Family so that it visible on her page. 4. She must add "2nd Alarm Hottie Prospect" to the end of her name. Voting takes place every weekend. Results are mailed out on Mondays

Backlash...
I don't belong here Did I ever? I can't remember when it began My heart has become something I can't face Never saw the backlash Sitting alone as the tide began to rise Die to kill this noise Blood given for the sake of peace A terror of pain and thorns is all I see All I have to give is emptiness I suffer the fallacies of so-called friends Seek comfort from hollow eyes and wagging tongues The more one suffers, the brighter the sun Help me pull this thorn from my side...

E-mail To Earth
Did you get one? One day God was looking down at earth and saw all of the rascally behavior that was going on. So he called one of his angels and sent the angel to earth for a time. When he returned, he told God, "Yes, it is bad on Earth; 95% are misbehaving and only 5% are not. " God thought for a moment and said, "Maybe I had better send down a second angel to get another opinion. " So God called another angel and sent him to earth for a time, too. When this angel returned he went to God and said, "Yes, it's true. The Earth is in decline; 95% are misbehaving, but 5% are being good. " God was not pleased. So he decided to email the 5% who were good, because He wanted to encourage them, give them a little something to help them keep going. Do you know what the email said? No? Okay, just wondering. I didn't get one either........

Bullshit
last night i posted a mumm thanking mummers for picking my drink yadda yadda yadda... someone reported it nsfw... ASSHOLE! wtf is wrong with you? so to who ever reported it fuck you, fuck you fuck you..... not a cuss in it, not a single topic nsfw in it! your mother is ugly and she dresses you funny!

And More Useless Info
Are you dating the last person you kissed on the lips? no i'm not It's 4 in the morning,your phone rings, what do you do? depends who it is when i look at caller id What's bothering you most right now? tryin to figure out how to deal with my *addictions* Is there someone you will never forget? oh of course there is When was the last time someone saw you in your underwear? to recently for comfort lol Is there anyone who doesn't like you? i'm sure there is somewhere Does anyone have feelings for you? depends on what kinda feelings u mean... luv, hate, jealousy... they are all feelings Where were you at 9am this morning? wa

Papa Roach-metamorphosis Review
Metamorphosis-Papa Roach Release Date 3/24/09 Karma 3/3/09 What's in a name? According to Shakespeare, 'a rose by any other name would smell as sweet', but does the same hold true for album titles? Seems a silly and irrelevant contention, but having witnessed its use as an object of criticism or a convenient segue, I feel it bears mentioning...but only briefly as it's the actual product and not the packaging I'm interested in. I'll be honest, Papa Roach comes up with some pretty good album titles, then they change them. Remember the adorable baby in headphones throwing up the devil's horns on the Born To Rock cover? Sorry, make that LoveHateTragedy. Obvious at first, yet very telling about the attitude of a band yearning to shed the nu-metal/rap-metal label. And let's not forget their third outing, Dancing In The Ashes aka Getting Away With Murder. So Days of War/Nights of Love or Metamorphosis, is just another package switch and regardless of the like or d

The Best Thing That Is Happing To Me
i jsut saw my g/f yester day and she home and i found out to day the best thing in the wold im gooing to daddy to a child i made and i will bethere for him or her now matter what happne i realy what a second chance with this i cause i loset my first one so im evnen moer happy then i have ever been

Fears
In this great big world Will I ever find One who will love me And think I'm one of a kind? Am I just a dreamer For wanting such A best friend, a lover Is that asking too much? Someone to share things From laughter to tears Maybe for me there is no one It's one of my greatest fears!

For You! Muah! Turn Up Your Speaks.
A bit of something for you to listen to. potentially while you are supporting me in rates/blings/blasts/buzz, & such. To earn your way into my family. W/O Notice, I will add you to my family. Due to how frequently you support me. Though should you not come back? W/o Notice, You can be removed from my family. I don't ask much. Or demand a thing. Its my way of thanking you for your time. While appreciating you. Thank you. This is to you from me. Hit the arrow to the right of this pic. Turn up your speaks. I listen. ") Thank you.

The Kidney Hell
Ok all i go into the hospital tomorrow 3-4-09 Wednesday to have my right kidney taken out so i wont be on for a while you can still leave your hugs an kisses i love them all mwahhh mwahhh mwahhhh and thank you too all my friends on here for all the support you give me yes Deanne the big bad bounty hunter is scared lol all of u who know the people who live near me that are on here and that are friends will keep you posted on whats going on and how iam doing so sweeties i wont be on after today for a while so be good think good things and i love ya ..... Deanne Always think about others, and always lend a hand!! You dont know when one day you might need that hand .....

Auto11s
OK. So I'm only 3.3 million points away from Oracle, and my VIP runs out on Sunday. I have a cherry bomb that I'm waiting to activate. If anyone can sell me an auto11 for 3 million Fu-bucks, I'll bomb that person, and three friends of their choice. Plz let me know. Thanx bunches! Kelly

Quote Of The Day
Quote of the Day The late Dr. Adrian Rogers (1931-2005) offered the following observation several years ago and it bears poignant significance today: You cannot legislate the poor into freedom by legislating the rich out of freedom. What one person receives without working for, another person must work for without receiving. The government cannot give to anybody anything the government does not first take from somebody else. When half of the people get the idea that they do not have to work because the other half is going to take care of them, and when the other half gets the idea that it does no good to work because somebody else is going to get what they work for, that my dear friend is about the end of any nation. You cannot multiply the wealth by dividing it."

Blueeyedbrat Wants Spotlight
My friends are having a spotlight fund raiser to help me get the spotlight. We have salutes up for auction and I have 600 11'sup for auction If you like to auction off anything please shout or pm me. :) If you like to donate fubucks to send please send them to me here BlueEyedBrat ~ SargesBadGirl ~PROMOTER@SYNFUL DESIRES@ fubar Here are the sexy fu-friends of mine that is auctioning off a salute to help me out! :) Click the picture below to bid on 600 11's

My Yahoo Gangs"
looking at this picture, i remember my vacation to the Philippines last year, i really had a good time with my family, and i had chance to really go around, and one of the most memorable was a date and night out with my yahoo 360 gang , i t was a blast, we stayed in a hotel, went to comedy bar to the malls and had one night of laughter and fun'... missing them so much, coz am not as much on line as i used to be.. but i will be meeting them again this coming July when i visit Philippines again!

I Can Only Hope
Feeling worn down, Feeling worn out, Feeling torn down, Feeling left out. Spiral is dizzying, Not close to stopping, My heart is beating, Almost to throbbing. I'm not strong enough for this life, I've made it true. I don't think I'm strong enough, To make it my life through.

Damn!
There used to be an unwritten code that mummers went by in the mumms. I guess it is gone. What is with some of these newer mummers: 1)not knowing HOW to bash 2)not knowing WHEN to bash 3)not knowing when they are going to far (hit below the belt) I just saw a mumm where the mumm poster should have been getting bashed for going "below the belt" yet he was getting praised...WTF?

Favorite Song
Lay Your Head Down Written by: Mike McClure Performed by: Mike McClure You were my shining light When there wasn't much light to be found The darkness had covered me And emptiness was abound You had such a smile on you It brightened up my day And I would walk to the ends of this earth Just to hear you say Chorus: Say that it's alright Lay your head down on me Close your eyes babe And set yourself free I know that you're tired Of being so alone Open your heart babe Let my love take you home Now I was a drifter Out in the night You were called to me With your shining light The waves of yesterday Well you made them all lie down And you pulled me into you So I wouldn't drown Repeat Chorus You are my shining light in the darkness You are my hope at the end of the day You are my everything I must confess And now baby just let me hear you say

Family Add
NSFW pics are viewable by family only. If you want to get into the family rotation, please show me some love by rating my regular pics since no points are given to NSFW pics (its only fair dontchya think?), or bling me, or do something fabulous :) . Let me know through a message that you would like to view them, I sometimes have so much going on that I may miss the fact that you have rated me....or.... dont know that you want to view them (Hey, it could happen LOL) I do get a little upset at "Hey let me see your NSFW's" being the first words out of someones mouth (shout box, message, etc), such as People that are not my friends yet or have just added me. Also, after being added to view them, I would appreciate something stating that you at least like them, otherwise I may remove you from the family quickly. I am not saying you have to comment on them (which I do love tho), but at least a quick note saying that you enjoyed them. And Please remember that I must remove family members to a

Too Funny!!!!
Now that Vancouver has won the chance to host the 2010 Winter Olympics, these are some questions people from all over the world are asking. Believe it or not these questions about Canada were posted on an International Tourism Website. Obviously the answers are a joke; but the questions were really asked! Q:I have never seen it warm on Canadian TV, so how do the plants grow?(England ) A. We import all plants fully grown and then just sit around and watch them die. Q:Will I be able to see Polar Bears in the street?( USA ) A: Depends on how much you've been drinking. Q:I want to walk from Vancouver to Toronto -can I follow the Railroad tracks? ( Sweden ) A: Sure, it's only Four thousand miles, take lots of water. Q:Is it safe to run around in the bushes in Canada ? (Sweden ) A:So it is true what they say about Swedes. Q: Are there any ATM's (cash machines) in Canada ? Can you send me a list of them in Toronto , Vancouver , Edmonton and Halifax ? ( England ) A: W

Offer
FUBAR AUCTION is open to the public WHEN YOU ASK: MARCH 17TH AT 6PM EST. WHERE IS IT GOING TO BE HELD: SYSTEM OF A DAWN TO GET INTO THE AUCTION YOU MUST PM lyrycal/DJ 5-STAR CO-OWNER & HEAD DJ @S.O.A.D. OR Dawn Angel Eyes Owner of S.O.A.D & Red Diamond L WITH WHAT YOUR OFFERING AN THE PIC THAT the person that is bought must rate their owner 500 rates during their auto 11's if they have one,or during happy hour or both.also the person bought must put fu-owned by who their owner is for 30days the person bought will bling it's owner one bling of their choice if they have credits pics will be at the person who is bought discretion YOU WILL BE USING FOR THE AUCTION.... ONLY 30 APPLICANTS WILL BE ACCEPTED SO GET YOURS IN NOW AN DON'T MISS OUT ON SHOWING YOUR LOVE AN SUPPORT FOR THAT SPECIAL MILITARY SERVICE PERSON YOU KNOW AN LOVE!!!!! CLICK ONE OF THE PICS BELOW TO PRIVATE MESSAGE THEM TO GET IN THE AUCTION!!!!! lyrycal/DJ 5-STAR

The Tounge Ring
This has been coming for a long time. There is nothing I find more annoying on a woman than a tounge ring. I hate kissing them, I hate it when they click them against their teeth,I hate when people play with them, I hate the feel of them on my cock when getting head. I needed to let this out after listening to a girl at work play with hers all last night! Do you hate them?

Oops
Talk about skyrocketing gas prices! One man from Richland, Washington was in for the shock of his life when he filled up the gas tank of his ‘94 Chevy Camaro. When Juan Zamora stopped to refuel his car at a Conoco service station in Richland, the gas pump’s calculator registered a total fee of $26. But in a freak computer hiccup, the PayPal debit card he used recorded the transaction as $81,400,836,908. Yes, you read that correctly, that’s more than 81 billion dollars. “That’s a B, as in billions!” Zamora told the Tri-City Herald. Zamora says that he always refuels at the same gas station during his weekly commute. He only learned of the astounding figure when he received an email later that afternoon informing him that his debit card, which started out with $90 on it, was maxed out. Initially, Mr. Zamora thought it must’ve been a joke. But after contacting PayPal customer service he was surprised to see that the company treated it as anything but a laughing matter.

The Modern Automobile And Other Reasons To Count Our Blessings
“Granted, cars emit greenhouse gases and create maddening traffic jams, but consider what else they do. Compared with the models on the road in 1970, today’s cars burn less gasoline per mile and emit 98 percent fewer pollutants. That’s why, despite the doubling of the number of cars, there’s much less smog in the air. The basic sedan today offers more creature comforts and safety than the luxury cars of old. The fatality rate has declined sharply, and cars have become so reliable that it’s rare to come upon that once-routine sight on the shoulder of the road: a driver forlornly staring under the hood.” For the last week, I’ve been quoting an article by John Tierney that I found in the February 2009 “Reader’s Digest” called “It’s a Wonderful Life”. If you want to look it up, it’s on pages 122-125. All of us need some good news, and the last couple of weeks with my daughter Sarah sick, my sister Bonita gone, issues in Washington (I’m not going there), and the actual spring cle

Club Mystic Members!!!
imikimi - Customize Your World! ########################################## POINT INCREASES ARE FROM 3/3 - 3/9/09 ALL OF YOU THAT HAVE NOT YET RATED ALL OF MERLYN'S PICS, PLZ DO SO THIS WEEK, WE SHOULD BE ABLE TO LEVEL HIM! I HAVE ASKED THAT YOU PLZ PRIVATE MESSAGE ME WHEN YOU FINISH RATING HIS PAGE; ONLY 5 OF YOU HAVE DONE SO.... ALSO, I WILL NO LONGER BE PUTTING PPL ON INACTIVE STATUS! IF YOU ARE NOT ABLE TO BOMB, YOU ARE TO CONTACT ME AND LET ME KNOW! IF YOU ARE NOT BOMBING AND I HAVE NOT HEARD FROM YOU, YOU WILL BE REMOVED FROM THE MEMBER LIST AND ASKED TO REMOVE CLUB MYSTIC FROM YOUR NAME... PLEASE LET ME KNOW AT LEAST 24 HOURS BEFORE YOU PLAN TO ACTIVATE AN AUTO-11 SO THAT I CAN PIMP YOU OUT! PLEASE STAY AWARE OF HP AND MY STATUS MESSAGES, IT WILL HELP US ALL A LOT! THANKS! I AM STILL EXTREMELY ILL, AND NOT ONLINE A LOT, PM IS THE BEST WAY TO BE CERTAIN THAT I GET A MESSAGE! MOST TIMES I AM LOGGED IN AND NOT AT THE COMPUTER... AS USUAL, ANY BEEFS, GRIPES, QUESTION

3/3/2009
Well Today My gram (85 yrs old) went to the hospital. She has been getting progressively worse. She can hardly walk, needs help to get up, messes herself, has had diarrhea for about 2 wks, barely eats anything, shakes almost all the time, and has labored breathing. Plz pray for her. Her brother just passed away last thursday We don't want to lose her too. I know she's getting old but We don't want to lose 2 family members within a week of each other. I need some love MWAHZZZ Kitty

Dog Day Afternoon
Okay, I'm a first time dog owner and still learning. A few months ago I bought my dog some bones with raw meat on them. It sounded like a good idea at the time but it gave her diarrhea and she shit all over my carpets. Well, I thought maybe I just gave her too many in a short period of time so I decided to try again with one small little lamb bone. How bad could it be right? I mean, they sell these things in fine pet stores. I thought I'd be smart this time and "just in case", I'd tie her to a standing cabinet in the kitchen. That way, if she poops, not that big of a deal, just wipe up the floor. Well, needless to say she did, and apparently she really wanted to get away from it because she pulled the cabinet so hard it sent several decent bottles of red wine crashing down to the kitchen floor. I came home to broken bottles and puddles of red wine in my kitchen mixed with shit. Shit tracked into my dinning room and into the living room. I spent 3 hours cleaning it up. Moped

Lashing Out
Thrust into the void Anger thrashing flesh Blood dripping from steel Words echoing in chant No longer tethered Reality fading to a memory Lost within the darkness Light eradicated from sight A constant defensive stance Friends mistrusting one or another Love faltering in faith Upon the cross you designed Ever higher in the cloud The pedestal cracked and fallen Truth seen in a jealous rage Pain of loss evident Led to fall through the whispers Thrust into the light Dead unto your eyes

Tired Of It All
I am so tired of all the haters and their Gay bashing. It makes me sick to think we still live in a hateful society. Will we ever be able to get past our prejudices and accept people for who they are not just how they look, their lifestyle, or what religion they practice? Does me being a plus size woman, a wiccan, or poor make me a bad person? No. So why does being gay automatically make you wrong? I don't get it. I am sick of this shit. My best friend Adam is gay and he is the sweetest person I have ever met. He is also the funniest, most talented, and good looking guy I have ever had the pleasure of knowing. So to all you haters out there, here's the bottom line. Get over it. They dont tell you how to live so quit telling them that they are wrong for being who they are.

Medical Office Jobs In Nc
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The Void
Into the darkness Along the weary road Seeing not the path Knowing it well Every rock along Fallen trees in the cold Dust settling once more Through eyes blinded By what could have Through a song of words Actions showing the worst Loss of friendships Lost souls laughing in unison Did you know what happened The light shone on that day What jealousies have wrought To drive the heart cold Not seen for a person Yet held as property Lost to your touch Through the actions Of mistrust of the past Brought into the present Now lost into the Void

Where Have I Been...
Now...ok some are like what is your deal lately and what are you doing with your pathetic life..lol Ok, well been kinda busy?? Ummm occupied Alrighty, as most know certain times in my boring life I get busy...that involves my son, paydays and some family... Yet recently, it has taken on a new form for me as I'm 38 and for the most part have always rented, but over the past few years I've been wanting to finally buy...why rent when you can have something to invest in ..right?? Unless you see some of the pathetic houses where its the same amount of bedrooms..and they're smaller and want 124k for it..lol. So, recently I would say 6 months I've been working on my credit again and paying things off..who at 38 can say they have less than 10k in debt...not many in today's society...but I am getting there. So, seeing that Friday was payday....I bought all my totes...yes they are a great friend to a mover ..lol. Paid all my bills...wait I think I forgot one...nah I'll get it lat

Friends
Many people will walk in and out of your life, But only true friends will leave footprints in your heart To handle yourself, use your head; To handle others, use your heart. Anger is only one letter short of danger. If someone betrays you twice, it is your fault Great minds discuss events; Small minds discuss people. He who loses money, loses much; He who loses a friend, loses much more; He who loses faith, loses all. Beautiful old people are works of art. Learn from the mistakes of others You can't live long enough to make them all yourself. Friends, you and me ... You brought another friend ... and we started our group ... our circle of friends ... and like a circle ... there is no beginning or end ... Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is mystery. Today is a gift.

The Digits
So I'm getting a lot of traffic on my page & in my shoutbox. I thought I'd share this one, because I know some of my FU friends can have some fun with it. ATLBorn-Dr...: Just here to meet new people and make friendships.... ->ATLBorn-Dr...: well I don't know who you are, so you're a stranger to me ATLBorn-Dr...: U aren't a stranger....lol....and I really can't see u traveling to stalk me....can u? lol ->ATLBorn-Dr...: do you like giving your number out to strangers? ATLBorn-Dr...: hey, text me 803-295-2144 or yahoo messenger andre_d_wells

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Fuck The H8rz
I have received a message from some fucktard today telling me how sick I am for having a pic of 2 gay guys kissing. I am not the type of gay guy who is always shoving the gay thing in people's faces but I am very happy about my relationship. Apparently it's a horrible thing to be happy and in love. If anyone else on here takes offense to my picture of love... by all means delete me and fuck off... the world is bad enough without all the hate.

Just To Surivive
The smile on her face Holds back the tears she cries Inside she feels out of place Being locked in her room at night Long sleeve shirts in summer To hide daddys wrath Why does he hurt her To afraid to fight back Then one day she has enough Something inside snaps Now it's her turn to play rough "Cmon give me another slap!!!" A little boy of seven Thought he went from Hell to Heaven But reality soon set in Taking blows from which he can't defend Fists turn to words Can't tell which hurts worse His faith in God is all he has "Father please give me strength to last" Finding strength in "You Can't" Refusing to believe Mommy's rants Now people crave to read his words Words he was once told were absurd Abandoned by Mom at such a young age Then she came back and claimed she had changed But old habits die hard, as she soon found out Bareing it all, but wanting to shout Then one day Mom left f

Sadness
I jsut got off the phone with my good friend and she told me . that her mom had bladder cancer ... I was lost for words what do u say to ur friend ur sorry ... i felt sooo bad ..and u cant really reach threw the phone to give them a hug... so I will go see her today .... and give her one....

Don't Suck Too Hard.....
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Am I A Fireman Yet
Always experience life to the fullest Get your Kleenex ready In Phoenix , Arizona , a 26-year-old mother stared down At her 6 year old son, who was dying of terminal leukemia. Although her heart was filled with sadness, She also had a strong feeling of determination. Like any parent, she wanted her son to grow up & Fulfill all his dreams. Now that was no longer possible.. The leukemia would see to that. But she still Wanted her son's dream to come true. She took her son' s hand and asked, 'Billy, did you ever think about what you wanted To be once you grew up? Did you ever dream and wish what you would Do with your life?' Mommy, 'I always wanted to be a fireman When I grew up.' Mom smiled back and said, 'Let's see if we can Make your wish come true.' Later that day she went to her local fire Department in Phoenix , A rizona

Awaken You Dreamers
Some folks see the world as a stone Concrete daubed in dull monotone Your heart is the big box of paints And others, the canvas we're dealt Your heart is the big box of paints How coloured the flowers all smelled As they huddled there, in petalled prayer They told me this, as I knelt there Awaken you dreamers Adrift in your beds Balloons and streamers Decorate the inside of your heads Please let some out Do it today But don't let the loveless ones sell you A world wrapped in grey Some folks pull this life like a weight Drab and dragging dreams made of slate Your heart is the big box of paints And others, the canvas we're dealt Your heart is the big box of paints Just think how the old masters felt, they call... Awaken you dreamers Asleep at your desks Parrots and lemurs Populate your unconscious grotesques Please let some out Do it today Don't let the loveless ones sell you A world wrapped in grey And in the very least you can Stand up naked and Grin

Wicked Game Of Hearts
At the end of the day It don't matter anyway Whatever you might want to give me I can take your love I can take your anger And like a curve I can bend it back straight. Cause you cannot believe What I would do for you You cannot conceive, how far I'd go To the ends of everything To find your smile again It's a wicked game of hearts That I'm afraid to win Now I can be as free As a west Texas breeze But what good would that ever do me? I could blow around the world ‘till I found you again And I'd wind up down on my knees

Omg Haters Need To Pick On Someone Else
more and more of my pics get marked NSFW when they have nothing wrong with them.... what is wrong with people today? i know i have not done anything to anyone else except give 10's and 11's and give love..... why do people have to return hate?

Threesomes.
Threesomes Share Now, here's what you're supposed to do...and please do not spoil the fun. Start a new note, delete my answers and put in your own. Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known things about each other. Three Names I go by 1. Nicole 2. Skoalie 3. Cole (only certain people have that right ) Three Jobs I have had in my life 1. Vineyards 2. Kids summer rec aide. 3. Summer camp for Developmentally Disabled Three Places I have lived 1. Wayne, NY 2. Bath, NY 3. Rock Stream, NY ^BORING!! Three TV Shows that I watch 1. House 2. CSI:Miami 3. Jeopardy Three places I have been 1. Richmond, VA 2. NYC on New Years Eve 3. Canada Three people that e-mail me regularly 1. My Aunt 2. My cousin in Texas 3. Siblings Three of my favorite foods 1. Mac n Cheese 2. Sesame chicken 3. Chicken wing pizza Three things I would like to do 1. Further my education. 2. Get over a guy, finally. 3.

Buzz! Buzz! Buzz!
[Yahoo Message Archive] BUZZ! BUZZ! BUZZ! BUZZ! BUZZ! BUZZ! R U THERE???? BUZZ! BUZZ! MESSAGE ME WHEN YOU BAK Some time later.... Me: Why in gods name did you Buzz me that many tines? Her: I THOUGHT YOU WER SLEEPIN Me: And if I was it's okay to wake me? Her: I NEED YOUR HELP Me: The key you seemed to have lost is located between your TAB and SHIFT keys Her: Sorry Me: Now, again, you thought it okay to wake me up out of bed so that I could work on your machine? Dont _ever_ do that again. On top of that I hate being buzzed anyway. If I don't respond I'm not at my PC. Her: sorry. Me: Whatever is wrong with you box, I dont care, You know where I live, Bring me the damned machine Not the monitor, keyboard, or any of the wires, I have that crap, just bring me the tower and I'll do it myself, my way. Her: OK Me: Im me when your leaving. I am not a happy fucking camper. Aparently now Im not only

Captain Me Planets
My God I am so tired of the Captain Me Planets of the world! I am a bartender by trade and on a nightly basis I see a disgusting display of self love and personal idolism. These people are the presidents of their own fan clubs and they are working overtime to ensure they are heard and loved by all within earshot. MEMEMEMEM IIIIIIIII THey sound like CHarlie Browns parents as they embellish deads they may have or never have performed. It is sickening. Okay, ranting rave is over with. Just had to get this off my chest.

Why The Banking Industry Is In So Much Trouble
From the American Express website: Replacement Card: a replacement card has been sent, if you haven't received your card, please call the number on the back of your card. Ok, so I am supposed to call the number on the card I don't have to report that I don't have it?

Its A Beautiful Day
Tuesday, March 3, 2009 Libra (Sep 23 - Oct 22) The Moon's entry into versatile Gemini this morning probably grabbed your attention, revealing countless new options that are interesting enough to explore. Unfortunately, you cannot go down more than one path at a time. Play through the possible scenarios in your head, pick the one that is most resonant to your thoughts and feelings, and then do something about it.

Some One Liners About Me
Short (5'8"), fat (but getting less fat every day) and ugly. Well I've been told I'm cute and not really ugly. But you will have to decide on that. Great kisser. Easy to be with as I just try to roll through life. Poetic, I use poetry to say what my heart is saying or feeling sometimes. Musical, no, not really haha... I do pretend to play the harmonica but the dream of being a rock star or blues man are long gone. Very good sense of humor, now that is true..I find much in life around me funny and will always provide a laugh a few times a day. Moody, I am not a moody person and do not change my moods often...I stay pretty much happy and enjoy being alive. Crazy, yes I am that, just this side of a straight jacket I like to say. I have this switch inside me that I can flip at any time and go from calm to "YEAH BABY" in 0 seconds. I created it many many moons ago and it has served me well. If life comes at me with much unfun, then I step into it and take it one

Gay Marriage Is Wrong
Gay marriage is wrong because: 01) Being gay is not natural. Real Americans always reject unnatural things like eyeglasses, polyester, and air conditioning. 02) Gay marriage will encourage people to be gay, in the same way that hanging around tall people will make you tall. 03) Legalizing gay marriage will open the door to all kinds of crazy behavior. People may even wish to marry their pets because a dog has legal standing and can sign a marriage contract. 04) Straight marriage has been around a long time and hasn't changed at all; women are still property, blacks still can't marry whites, and divorce is still illegal. 05) Straight marriage will be less meaningful if gay marriage were allowed; the sanctity of Britany Spears' 55-hour just-for-fun marriage would be destroyed. 06) Straight marriages are valid because they produce children. Gay couples, infertile couples, and old people shouldn't be allowed to marry because our orphanages aren't full yet, and the world n

30ish
When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears with their tedious diatribes about how hard things were when they were growing up; walking twenty-five miles to school every morning ... uphill BOTH ways yadda, yadda, yadda. And I remember promising myself that when I grew up, there was no way in hell I was going to lay a bunch of crap like that on kids about how hard I had it and how easy they've got it! But now that... I'm over the ripe old age of thirty, I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today. You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to my childhood, you li ve in a damn Utopia! And I hate to say it but you kids today you don't know how good you've got it! I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have The Internet. If we wanted to know something, we had to go to the damn library and look it up ourselves, in the card catalog!! There was no email!!! We had to actually write somebody a letter with a pen! Then you had to walk all the way across the street and put it in the m

Quotes
"A reflection on a pool of water does not reveal its depth." "The river has no shape, but it takes on the boundaries which it carves out for itself, so is the mind boundless, until it creates a prison for its own thoughts." "Absorb what is useful, Discard what is not, Add what is uniquely your own" Ultimately, you must forget about technique. The further you progress, the fewer teachings there are. The Great Path is really NO PATH. "Be more afraid of an army of sheep led by a wolf, than an army of wolves led by a sheep." "The strength of the wolf is the pack and the strength of the pack is the WOLF" "Everyone lies, even me." "The hawk breaks the back of his prey not because of strength, but because of timing." "He who knows doesn't speak; he who speaks doesn't know."

Theory
There are four states of consciousness and competence that you may pass through as you learn, as in the model below. Conscious-Competence model Conscious Incompetence Conscious Competence Unconscious incompetence Unconscious Competence Unconscious incompetence As an unconscious incompetent, you do not know what you do not know. You are lack knowledge and skills in the area in question and are unaware of this lack. In this state, where you can exist for a very long time, you are not as competent as one or more of: You think you are You actually could be Other, more competent people In this state, you may be in one of two positions. Ignorance is bliss, as they say, and you may well be happily naive, not realizing that you are not competent. You also may be in a faking state, where you believe you are competent, and either do not realize that you are in this state or are covering up your incompetence (in which state you may be in t

True Friends
So what is the remedy? In "Madea goes to jail" writer Tyler Perry states this: "Friends can be compared to trees. There are friends that are like the leaves, these would be equal to "fair-weather". There are there for a while but then they are gone when the season change. Then you have those that are like the branches, they are more durable than the leaves but eventually they will not be able to support all the circumstances you go through in life and will break away." Now this is not a bad thing but you must understand that not all friend are met to be around all the time. There will come times where you will outgrow some of your friends or you may have a friend come into your life for just a certain time and once they have accomplished what they were suppose to accomplish in your life they will move on. Let them go. The most important fact is leaves and branches grow back. These friends will be replaced in time. Back to Tyler Perry's definition of friends being

Madly In Love With Janice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)
Folks, I'm just writing this in a blog cuz its what makes me happy everyday of my life is that I'm my girlfriend Janice's boyfriend. lol, of course, if she's my girlfriend, then that means I'm her boyfriend. I know I said that in kind of a simpleton way but everything about her drives me wild, in a good way. Everything about her..... I LOVE! I love this girl and she loves me too and you probably have to actually be in love to understand how this feels but I feel like I could care less everyday if I could have nothing else at all in my life but her cuz even if that were the case, I'd be happy. I wanna say in this blog but I Thank God Himself for blessing me with such a beautiful thing as the relationship I have with her and I gotta say that I'm a lucky and Blessed man because of God and because of my baby, Janice. And Janice, in case you read this, baby, I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

For All You Leechers Out There
from now on, if you are on my friends list, but not in my family, then i am not gonna bother rating you........i spend an hour or so helping you out when you have auto 11s n stuff, and yet you lazy buggers cant be bothered helping me out? WELL SCREW YOU no more, if you aint family, i aint doing shit for you, so fuck off

Airlines
Two men dressed in Airline Pilots uniforms walk up the isle of the plane. Both are wearing dark glasses, one is using a guide dog, and the other is tapping his way along the aisle with a cane. Nervous laughter spreads through the cabin, but the men enter the cockpit, the door closes, and the engines start up. The passengers begin glancing nervously around, searching for some sign that this is just a little practical joke. None is forthcoming.The plane starts moving faster and faster down the tarmac and the people sitting in the window seats realize they're headed straight for the water at the edge of the runway. As it begins to look as though the plane will plough into the water, panicked screams fill the cabin. At that moment, theplane lifts smoothly into the air. The passengers relax and laugh a little sheepishly, and soon all retreat into their magazines, secure in the knowledge that the plane is in good hands. In the cockpit, one of the blind pilots turns to the other and sa

Bank Job
A man charges into a bank wearing a balaclava and wielding a handgun. He shouts 'this is a raid - everyone get on the floor!!' and proceeds to empty the cash drawers. As he runs towards the door with the loot, a brave customer yanks off his balaclava. The robber immediately shoots the customer in the head and shouts.. 'Did anybody else here see my face?'. The robber notices another customer peering from behind a counter and goes over and shoots him in the head also. 'Did anybody else see my face?' he shouts again, waving his gun around. There is silence for a few seconds before a male voice is heard from a distant corner.. 'I think my missus caught a glimpse....'

Senior Citizen
A Glasgow senior citizen drove his brand new BMW convertible out of the car salesroom. Taking off down the motorway, he floored it to 100mph, enjoying the wind blowing through what little hair he had left. 'Amazing!' he thought as he flew along the M8, enjoying pushing the pedal to the metal even more. Looking in his rear view mirror, he saw a police car behind him, blue lights flashing and siren blaring. 'I can get away from him - no problem!' thought the elderly nutcase as he floored it to 120mph, then 130mph, then 140mph. Suddenly, he thought, 'What on earth am I doing? I'm too old for this nonsense!' So he pulled over to the side of the road and waited 10 minutes for the police car to catch up with him. Pulling in behind him, the police officer walked up to the driver's side of the BMW, looked at his watch and said, 'Sir, my shift ends in 10 minutes. Today is Friday and I'm taking off for the weekend. If you can give me a reason why you were speeding that I've ne

You Where My Everything
You're the one that I want, the one that I need The one that I gotta have just to succeed When I first saw you, I knew it was real I'm sorry about the pain I made you feel That wasn't me; let me show you the wayI looked for the sun, but it's raining today I remember when I first looked into your eyes It was like God was there, heaven in the skies I wore a disguise 'cause I didn't want to get hurt But I didn't know I made everything worse You told me we were crazy in love But you didn't care when push came to shove If you loved me as much as you said you did Then you wouldn't have hurt me like I ain't shit Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me I loved you with my heart, really and truly I guess you forgot about the times that we shared When I would run my fingers through your hair Late nights, just holding you in my arms I don't know how I could do you so wrong I really wanna show you I really need to hold you I really wanna k

Haters Continued
its complete BS as the hours go by i keep getting more and more messages about pics being marked as NSFW..... i mean good lord the folder itself says NSFW.....i swear when i find out whos doing it im gonna return them the same love that they r giving me

Stapled To The Mattress
It's over you're sober -pants around your ankles You're ship wrecked - You've gone mute Nothing there to say You're naked and shaking like a 2 bit Judas You fall down closefisted and end up in my way You're the people who just want me to notice You're the people I try so hard to ignore You're the coward who demands me to save him You will smother - under covers- stapled to the mattress. You traipse on your loved ones Most who will disown you You'll search for a family, those you can destroy Methodically sickened, by their inhibitions But rather then fix it- you will just avoid You're the people who just want me to notice You're the people I try so hard to ignore You're the coward who demands me to save him You will smother - under covers- stapled to the mattress. You're a person who I can't help but notice - Enjoys drowning into other's self disdain Void of person - No, I don't think I know you Please hunt others Vultures hover You're stapled to your matt

Pay 4 .......
Prices 3k/100Stash rates During AUTOS Pay for Rates 5k/100Rates PM With total. NO Message NO PAY. DO NOT SHOUTBOX, Dont Comment Pics. I am Payin Fubucks for Bling Paks/Autos/Bombs 500k for ticker 1 Mill for 12 credits 2 mill for 3day blast 3 mill for 7 day blast 3 Mill for 25 Pak 3 Mill for 1 month VIP 500k for a ticker 3.5 Mill for Auto11 3.5 Mill for CherryBombs 6 mill for 30 day blast 6 Mill for 65 credit pak 12 Mill for $100 credit pak or HH (I'd prolly be borke before even attempting to get. lol) I also have over 500 extra 11s to negotiate with. Prices negotiable.

My Dream
This night I had a dream A dream about you I tight you up on the bed And we could feel the steam You had to surrender Let me lead Making my way down Hearing your breath Breathing become screaming you let me in You whisper in my ear Whispering the words I wanna hear We move faster and faster No notice of the world around us One last scream I wake up... I love those dreams

Compatability And Geminis
Gemini: Romantic Star Sign Compatibility Chart For Dating Gemini needs variety, so originality and versatility in a partner are the most important attractions. Also, Gemini needs a partner (or partners) who won’t require constant attention and devotion. Gemini’s restless nature is tuned into the mood of the moment, so these mentally oriented souls will often find happiness is keeping more than one person close at any given time. Gemini rarely has only one “best friend”, and has been known to love more than one person at a time. Obviously the partner Gemini bonds with will have to be able to tolerate being left alone from time to time. Gemini needs almost constant stimulation, so this is the kind of person who will almost have the television, radio or audio system on. They also like to stay connected to their network of friends, so Gemini’s partner might find that many conversations get interrupted by cell phone calls and “urgent” e mails that have nothing to do with what’s being dis

Curves In Your Smile.
Maybe it all went too easy And I still need to fall Strings are getting looser & I hope I survive them all. Cause baby there’s a pain In backseats staring out & it makes me feel like rain cutting edges & losing proud Tired of keeping my head up high No need to stay occupied Does it matter how hard I laugh When it betrays how hard I’ve cried. It’s not hard to forget someone Breathing in a diffrent place But getting you out of my system Is such another case The curves in your smile Break every bone of mine..!

"moses & His Walkie Talkie" Joke
This is from www.beliefnet.com daily joke. Moses on His Walkie Talkie Nine year old Joey was asked by his mother what he had learned at Sunday school. "Well, Mom, our teacher told us how God sent Moses behind enemy lines on a rescue mission to lead the Israelites out of Egypt. "When he got to the Red Sea, he had his engineers build a pontoon bridge and all the people walked across safely. "Then he used his walkie-talkie to radio headquarters for reinforcements. They sent bombers to blow up the bridge and all the Israelites were saved." "Now, Joey, is that really what your teacher taught you?" his mother asked. "Well, no. But if I told it the way the teacher did, you'd never believe it!"

Late Night Thoughts
So heres a thought....a "Jo no se qua" on something that just hit me as so obvious..Here I thought that there was something wrong with me and that I always screwed things up in a relationship..but what if its not me..what if the guy really isnt into me like I thought and made things out to be. WHAT IF?!?!? AHHH what if all along I was blaming myself and trying to change myself to be someone I am not for someone that doesnt deserve me at all??? ISNT that really bad...changing ME to please someone that maybe shouldnt be in my life at all...and I dont mean with whoever I am talking to now but generally my whole life..I have been trying to please everyone ....everyone but ME?!?! hello!! is there something wrong there?? Why do i seek others approval instead of trying to make myself happy? is it because I am afraid that if I am the real me...they will disapprove and maybe not stand to be a part of my life?? would that make them real or fake?? When I want to do something I really want to do..

Butterflies
When you reminence your da at the end of the night I hope our memories help you take flight As the season's of life continue to change there isn't a moment we've been estrange YOur constantly reminded by the tomorrow by our today by the way we display our loves array the painted picture of daily conversations is only overcome by genuine intentions Caressing your dreams are depp desired passions embraced with a sultry sexiness no one else fashions Close your eyes knowing the sun will rise and our lives will dazzle like butterflies

Free Parking In Exotic's Garage
Free Parking in Exotic's Garage This set is public nudity. I am in a public parking garage. Waiting for you to cum put your toy in my garage. You will want to cum to the member's SEXtion so you can exam the garage. I know you won't be disappointed. Be sure to check out my newest videos. "Hidden Shower Cam" "Slutty Play time" (This is Anal video) and "Handy Pocket Vibrator Masturbation" (Squirting Video) XOXO Love XOXO Exotic Flame -- Hugs and Kisses Exotic Flame http://www.southern-charms4.com/exoticflame/main.htm

Come Bid On My Irish Ass
Taste My Irish Rainbow!! If You Think Skittles Taste Great Then You Haven't Tried My Irish Cream! I've Entered Into A St. Patrick's Day Auction! If You Want To Own My Creamy Irish Milky White Ass imikimi - Customize Your World! Then I Highly Suggest That You Make A Bid! What's That Ya Say Laddy? What Am I To Offer You!

Missed Bus
The new family in the neighborhood overslept, and their six-year-old daughter missed her school bus. The father, though late for work, had to drive her if she'd direct him to the school. They rode several blocks before she told him to turn the first time, several more before she indicated another turn. This went on for 20 minutes - but when they finally reached the school, it proved to be only a short distance from their home. The father, much annoyed, asked his daughter why she'd led him around in such a circle. The child explained, "That's the way the school bus goes, Daddy. It's the only way I know."

Sometimes I Do Feel This Way...
Bastards on Parade - Dropkick Murhpys I've lost all the time that I have in this world I spent it unwisely. Unwisely you see And I can't get it back And I can't move forward I'm broken and I'm empty It's over for me If I could undo all the wrongs that I've caused Fall to my knees pray for swiftness and just For I'm just a fool A fool driven to dust And the world ain't gonna change for me So give me one more chance to prove these problems and frustrations aren't just manifest in memories we're destined to repeat A second chance to prove I know right from wrong I swear I'll do things different but can't promise to be strong [Chorus:] So come on all you losers, you bastards and cheats Vagrants and barflies down on the streets Follow this path to salvation vindication awaits We're marching on East Broadway streets tonight If you can look into this old face and try to see the young man I swear I once was pretty, not the monster you now see But I squandered a

Drop Jaw
the other day i went to get my rings out of my lock box wich was laying on the end of my desk...i havent really messed with it...well when i went over there to get in it..i picked it up by the handle and and it was open someone had broke the latch off and gotten in to it.....so when i went to look and see what was taken....i saw that all my jewlery was gone rings and necklace's and pocket watches...didnt know who took it and i dont know when it was taken...all i knew was at that moment...is that i have a heart and it broke...things i cant replace are gone things ppl gave me are gone...hell the part i dont understand is why take that stuff wich isnt worth anything....and leave my muscle relaxers for my arm wich are worth almost 30 dollars a pill..just wondering why and i cant answer that hurts alot killing me really.....

God I'm A Nerd =/
I seen the link to this article scrolling with the tickers. To me, it's the most wonderful thing. [sigh]REDWOOD CITY, Calif. – Dust off the slide rules and recharge the calculators. Square Root Day is upon us. The math-buffs' holiday, which only occurs nine times each century, falls on Tuesday — 3/3/09 (for the mathematically challenged, three is the square root of nine). "These days are like calendar comets, you wait and wait and wait for them, then they brighten up your day — and poof — they're gone," said Ron Gordon, a Redwood City teacher who started a contest meant to get people excited about the event. The winner gets, of course, $339 for having the biggest Square Root Day event. Gordon's daughter even set up a Facebook page — one of a half-dozen or so dedicated to the holiday — and hundreds of people had signed up with plans to celebrate in some way. Celebrations are as varied: Some cut root vegetables into squares, others make food in the shape of a square root symb

Whats Up With The Haters?
whats up with haters marking something as NSFW just because they dont like it..... i mean how would they like it if someone went through their pictures and marked them all NSFW .... probally not well..... so why do it.... if u dont like something and the picture folder is named descriptively dont look at it .... its your choice to click on it...and if u already know by the name of the folder u dont like it stay out of it... better yet GROW UP AND GET OVER IT

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For Someone Special
Forever - Dropkick Murphys All of my dreams seem to fall by the side like a discarded thought or the day's fading light but I know that if I could just see you tonight forever at times we may fall, like we all tend to do but I'll reach out and find that I've run into you your strength is the power that carried me through forever Your kindness for weakness I never mistook I worried you often, yet you understood that life is so fleeting, these troubles won't last forever inspired me truly you did from the start to not be afraid and to follow my heart there's a piece of you with me they can't tear apart forever Forever I'll find you, forever we'll be Forever your power and strength stays with me

I Like To Write Please Read And Give You Advise And Comments This Is And On Going Story That Is Not Nowhere Nere Finished Yet
The heart of the wolf. As I stand alone on the edge of a new time.I can only remember the days and nights of my foul breath breathing on her skin.The same breath that i have taken for thousands of years.It is far past my intelligence why my existance comes down to such a small moment in time. For just fleeting moments a welcome peace comes over this beast.Just to remember as if it was just seconds ago . The look ,the kiss ,and a single sigh for a single moment in this life she had set free my heart .It pounded like a mans and not some beast the feeling i had not felt in a lifetime.Icould look in those eyes and see the love and peace of a life I have longed for for such a long time. Oh Excuse my manners , Allow me to interduce my self I am Lord of the long forgotten I have many names but those who would call me freind would address me as Kristoff,Ihave lived many of life times.I could regale you with storys of intrige,war ,and days when blood flowed like the seas.The days

New Auction Taking Entries Now
Im hosting a new Auction, I take entries right now. Auction will start Friday, 9th of March 2009 at 12am FuTime and End Friday, 16th of March 2009 9am FuTime. Rules are simple: 1. No Drama 2. No Cheating 3. Entry fee not necessary but if you like to donate some Fubucks or anything it will be apreciated. 4. Send me your picture link with the Offers in a private message "AUCTION IT IS FOR ALL THE HOT CHERRY ON FUBAR TO GET IN! JUST SEND A PIC AND WHAT YOU ARE OFFER FOR THE AUCTION AND FEE IS WELL UP TO YOU AND ME........

Eternal Pain
Some things never change Like the way I feel for you It makes me feel like crying, It makes me feel like dieing When I think that we are through I know it will get better As time goes on and on I know ill love another Just not like I loved you Ill never give my heart away It hurts too much to feel this way Too many games too many lies Too much love but not from you Should I bother trying? Should I even care? The pain that I’m feeling Will it ever go away? My stomach keeps on churning Through conversations had Still I feel no reason For the pain I feel inside So I guess I go on not knowing For my love has all but died

David Bowie - Something
Your coat and hat are gone I really can't look at your little empty shelf A ragged teddy bear It feels like we never had a chance Don't look me in the eye We lay in each others arms But the room is just an empty space I guess we lived it out Something in the air We smiled too fast then can't think of a thing to say Lived with the best times Left with the worst I've danced with you too long Nothing left to say Let's take what we can I know you hold your head up high We've raced for the last time A place of no return And there's something in the air Something in my eye I've danced with you too long Something in the air Something in my eye Abracadoo - I lose you We can't avoid the clash The big mistake Now we're gona pay and pay The sentence of our lives Can't believe I'm asking you to go We used what we could To get the things we want But we lost each other on the way I guess you know I never wanted anyone more than you Lived all our best

I'm Sorry
Last night some shit went down and I'm sorry for anything I said of did wrong to any of you. I won't go into detail all I'm going to say is I'm sorry. If you hate me and never want to speak to me again I understand but I never meant to piss anyone off with what went on once again I tried to be the nice guy and it bit me in the ass like it always does. Right now I feel like absolute shit over what happened I tried to be a nice guy and have fun on this site and ended up finding someone I liked well I guess it was all a mistake. So unless someone can give me a good reason to keep it I'm probably gonna get rid of my fubar account. I just don't give a fuck about much right now many of you know what I'm going through here in Iraq and I'm just fucking sick of everything right now I don't know if I can handle anything else going wrong, since nothing sure as hell is going right for me at this point. I don't even give a fuck whether I survive this damn deployment anymore. Thank you to those who

I Lose
All alone I face my fears The tears inside my mind A whirlwind of numbness All that could happen has Every tear I could cry I have shed Now I wait for the next wave The tidal wave of pain and sadness Sent to try me Sometimes I fail to see the point of it all The point in dealing with it all For all that matters in the end is to love And all I love….. I lose

Empty Mind
The camouflage I hide beneth A projection of what’s within Dark and gloomy all mixed up What do all these words mean A blank page, an un-written book What more shall I write I’ve used and abused the words inside And im left with an empty mind

Hide Away
I hide away from sorrow Hide away from pain. Hide away from loving you Incase it comes again I hide away from friendship Lying to myself Like how I feel isn’t real A projection of some else I hide away from my demons The ones that are inside And in the dark of night they come to life And kill me from within

Stand In Time
All alone in time I stand Surrounded by my tears Grain by grain the seconds tick Minuets in to years In my soul I search myself Grounded by my fears This world of mine is so fucked up Why should I even care The ones I love I hurt the most The rest just stand and stare This heart of mine belongs to me I’ve thrown away the key, You never loved me any way, You never knew the real me

Coming For Me
In the darkness of the night, I wait for you to come to me In the cloak of evil you arrive To take my soul, extend my life In the light of day I hide away Too scared that they will see See what you have done to me See the change in me

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My Selfishness
I need friendship, love, security, to feel loved and love in return, a listener, a friend, a soul mate. to feel needed and wanted to be part of somebody, not to feel like an outcast that every one hates. I WANT TO BELONG !! I read about it, think about it, dream about it, I want it, but its something I cant have, if only's running through my mind what ifs, why, how come, why not? hurt, scared, emotional turmoil. WHY?

Predictable
Would you let me be your guide dog, if you happened to go blind. Can you let me be your light, when you feel left in the dark. I'll try to be your sunrise, when the night drags on. I want to be your faith, when for you life holds no hope. I would be your map, for when you feel lost or alone can I be your steady rock in this unpredictable life Do you trust me enough to let me be your shining knight.?

How Many Girl Scouts Does It Take To Make A Box Of Thin Mints?
How big of a Rat Bastard does one have to be to cheat the girl scouts? Apparently there are people who thought what the heck why not and did. BREMERTON, Wash. - Someone is cheating Girl Scouts, using fake $20 bills to buy cookies. One troop in Bremerton is out $100, and some fear the fraud is spreading to other Girl Scout troops. Beneath the cheer of the annual Girl Scout cookie sale in Bremerton smolders a flash of anger and betrayal. "We get to go camping, the zoo, swimming pools," she said. But the girls found out someone used fake $20s to buy cookies. "That makes you feel really mad," said Swanson. "It's just beyond me," said Deborah Bernard, customer. "I can't even imagine that. These are little girls." Trooper leader KC Gettings made the discovery Saturday while making change. "I went to the bank, right inside Safeway, and she told me two of the $20s were fake," said Gettings. Gettings quickly left, returning with a counterfeit detecting pen. Its mark shows yellow on real

Another Poem From Last Year
"COME AND FIND ME" Searing pains running through this ever so cold and lonely heart of mine, I feel as if i shall only perish yet an old man all aone in this life, constantly and slowly derriating away. I sit and do nothing but spin out these here words of my poery every day, just wishing and dreaming i was with my love instaed. Having not a single thing around me but open air. Hearing the train whistle blaring in the background, I do sit and ponder whether or not i should go and just ride the rails.Getiing away and traveling the countryside, running from my pains. Guess i shall just stay here amongst my family and dear wonderful friends, knowing that out there lies a cruel and hateful world. Just figuring that if i am to ever have love, it will have to find me!! P.J.(Lil Poet) 1/24/08 3:20pm

Call Me When You'er Sober ~ Evanescence
Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind. Should I let you fall? Lose it all? So maybe you can remember yourself. Can't keep believing, We're only deceiving ourselves . And I'm sick of the lie, And you're too late. Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind. Couldn't take the blame. Sick with shame. Must be exhausting to lose your own game. Selfishly hated, No wonder you're jaded. You can't play the victim this time, And you're too late. Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind. You never call me when you're sober. You only want it cause it's over, It's over. How could I have burned paradise? How could I - you were never mine. So don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. Don't lie to me, Just get your things. I've made up

Ya Kno, Depression Is A S............. !!!
"PLEASE NO WORRIES,I'M FINE" Don't worry none for me, because the stars above are shining on the next path i must travel. Taking a new course in this life and making sure not to mess up everything as i usually do. Knowing now that even i, a backwoods redneck, have a calling i must go to, although as of yet, i do really do not know what it is. Just hoping that the courage i have will carry me on through. I am now and shall always be a man who seems to care for others, often way too much. This heart residing in my chest has been broken and shattered so many times, that it has become accustomed to the pain. Maybe i shall never figure out just why so many loved ones and friends have gone on ahead of me, but sitting here now, i know i have some purpose i must fulfill in this life before i go insane. There is one certain young lady who has really opened my eyes to what true love and pain is really all about. At times i feel like i am invisible to her in many ways

Soul Rape (published)
hate somthing i have never felt,for others, had it felt for me. taunted,teased, can never please, the others. like them ill never be. all alone the pain inside to sronge for me to take. i break. my mind. my heart. my soul. shatterd a thousand splinters can never be repaired. heart achs soul rape

Fake Facade (published)
Walking down the street I see a woman that is a child, She smiles at me so confident, so unashamed, She turns the corner her shoulders droop, Her head hangs low, her arms are crossed. Afraid. Scared. Lonely. Her silent tears which no one see, A world of sadness shown to me, The outside woman the inner child A fake facade to please her peers.

Tears
The tears i've cried for you my dear, Are ones of pain, and ones of fear. The pain of knowing That someone dear, Over some one else Has shed a tear. The fear in the knowledge, That you still love another, And that maybe I could never be Your significant other. Though love is what takes over and makes me forget Any fears Any pain And any regrets

Then I See You
when the pain becomes so great and all you have is yesterdays when the anger is so strong your afaid for people near when the frear is all consuming you forget whats good in your life when sadness is like a cloudy day hiding the brightness of living life when your lost and empty.. then i see you... and I remember that your there, I'm not alone and someone cares. I remember your vows and your love it keeps me safe keeps me alive keeps me bound to you..

Dont Judge
Chorus- Dont ever fuckin judge me its the worst thing you can do, shove a finger in your face and tell you fuck you, before you start to jack your jaw and talk shit about me, know what your talking about and never ever doubt me-end chorus I hear them hataz talk about me and they only spread lies thats cuz them hataz aint me and its got em all mad, aint you ever heard dont judge a book by its cover? well everything I am is hidden undercover, you see them hataz run their mouth but you never realize all that shit their spittin at ya's bullshit and lies but you'll never understand why I am how I am, cuz I got that loyalty to true friends and fam chorus see it gets under my skin when they pop off with their mouths, cuz i know their talkin shit that they dont know shit about, and their spreading all these lies, recruiting every day, cuz they think that their hatins gonna make me fade away see they always that that trash, reciting all that bullshit but your a fuckin clown i

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Awake in the nocturnal hours, while everyone else seems dead to me. I sit here with all my thoughts, alone letting my mind get the best of me. some would say I think to much. that i overanalyze every little thing, but I cant seem to help it god knows im only a human being. first I dwell on the past, and think of what I could have changed. I think about my future and wonder what might be in store for me. I then become afraid, because in my mind the future I can not see. so then.. I go back to my past, reminising and regretting at the same time, "we learn from our mistakes" God im so tired of hearing that line. I think of friends I have lost and decisions that I made out of haste, but then I think of friends I have made and time i didnt let go to waste. ok yeah.. I guess I do think to much..but oh well thats just me, and now all this thinking has got me tired. so I'll be able to fall asleep. sweet dreams xoxo

The Darkness
In the all consuming darkness of my mind I search my soul no answers can i find what is the meaning of me what is the point of my life i cry alone ashamed i bleed the razor cuts only so deep help me im tired of this, this mess called life i want out but carnt do it myself no guts to scared to hurt the others ill just hurt myself...

Fuck It
fuck you fuck all who ever knew me and did nothing. fuck the life that people taunt me with. fuck the life that i hate. how dare you critize me for having feelings. well at least i dare to feel. how can you live with with no emotion except the hate you feel for me. whats wrong with you? carnt you see im just like you? just wanna be left alone.... need room inbetween your mindless tendences to make others feel lower than your self. where will you be in 10 years? alone, numb, afraid. im better than you, not because im smarter, or have a better home, because i know how it feels to dare to love and risk every morsel of hope and lose it, and have courage to try to find it once again, i dare to live.

Un Burden
un burden your self un to me, let me carry the baggage you have. let me walk through the sea of faceless people. can you let me care? un burden your self un to me, let me run away with your problems let me remove the ribons which bound you here. can you let me care? un burden your self un to me, let me shade you from HATE the you know. let me protect you for the big bad world. can you let me care? i un burden myself un to you, can i show how i juggel two lives? can i let you in to this emotional mind? will you let me share? i un burden myself un to you. if i show how i feel will you care? if i give you the key to my soul will you keep it? will you take me there? i un burden myself un to you. can you manage my baggage as well as your own? can you keep what is shown to you locke deep in YOUR SOUL? do i even dare to share ?

Saturday Night
a piercing pain riped through my heart. as i lay in your arms on that one rainy night. i loved you so much yet you wanted no part. you wasnt mine to love like this you wasnt mine to need so much you wasnt mine to ask this of you you wasnt mine to ask to be true all of this in my head rang true as i curled up lay next to you. you held me tightly in your arms as tear drops fall from shiny eyes no answers could i give you to why i cryed that way, yet the tighter you held me the harder i cried as the realiseation that you wasnt mine took place. you asked if i wanted to give it go, my heart leeped at the thought but was sceptical so againtst this before had you been you say you are sure that this is what you want, you tell me yes but still i see the fear in your heart, i lie with you so silent and still afrid that this is all just a hevenly dream.

Love And Loss
He said, I no longer have the answers, the explanations, the kind words. No more do I see myself as the shoulder to cry on, more the helpless bystander. Words are my friend no more, they no longer help me ease the pain, and they’ve stopped comforting and are now just an added hindrance in my efforts at calming you. I remember when I could calm your nerves with my voice. When I could slow the tears with the right words. Now I’m left with a subtle gesture, I’m no more than a hand to hold. She said, While you’re here in my life, I feel better. Just knowing you care helps me through. No more am I just a girl with a past, but a woman with a future. For I have you. There are some things in life that just happen, and no answers are needed. With you I have a greater thing than words or answers I have love. Though tears do flow and pain some times grows is side with fear, Just knowing your there helps, for I’m no longer alone and afraid. You give me strength and hope whe

Nin-and All That Could Have Been
Breeze still carries the sound Maybe I'll disappear Tracks will fade in the snow You won't find me here Ice is starting to form Ending what had begun I am locked in my head With what I've done I know you tried to rescue me Didn't let anyone get in Left with a trace of all that was And all that could have been Please Take this And run far away Far away from me I am Tainted The two of us We're never meant to be All these Pieces And promises and left behinds If only I could see In my Nothing You meant everything Everything to me Gone fading everything And all that could have been Please Take this And run far away Far as you can see I am Tainted And happiness and peace of mind We're never meant for me All these Pieces And promises and left behinds If only I could see In my Nothing You meant everything Everything to me

Once You Start A Journy... Work In Progress
Once on the voyage of self discovery where do you stop? It’s been 12 weeks since that fated day on the train… when I got to Marie’s she new something had happened but I couldn’t tell her what... there was too many things going on in my brain... I was disgusted with myself, so ashamed and like may rape victims felt it was all my fault, I felt guilty and afraid of the me they had show me… as it wasn’t part of me I knew …. So much has happened in these last few weeks. For the first few weeks I isolated myself... withdrew from everyone working out what this meant fro me what I do now, not knowing where to turn who I could trust… it took me a month to gather the courage to send the first email… not knowing where to start.. I simply said... its me...the one… and you have something of mine... I waited 4 agonising days waiting for a message back… at a loss of how I move on without this closure. The message I got was as follows “I wondered how much longer it would take you to mail me I u

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Gang-rape Victim ‘forced To Kiss Penis’ In Front Of Father
http://www.newsnet14.com/2009/03/gang-rape-victim-forced-to-kiss-penis/ In the documented indictments filed at the court on Monday, it was revealed that one of the four accused men had allegedly forced the girl to ‘kiss his penis’, i.e. “… the accused did unlawfully and intentionally sexually violate the complainant… by one of the accused forcing her to kiss his penis without her consent,” court papers read. Exactly one year ago, Foord and her dad Tim were walking their dogs at the Polo Pony Dam in Hillcrest near Durban when five black men allegedly confronted them at gun- and knife point. Foord was repeatedly raped by four of the men while her father was allegedly tied to a tree by the fifth assailant who kept guard. The helpless father was then forced to watch his daughter being raped. One accused, legally a minor, was found guilty of rape and robbery with aggravating circumstances last year and sentenced to 17 years in prison of which part of the sentence would be spent at a j

Call Me!
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The Easy Way To Cherrybomb... Use A Shortcut List
Cherrybombing Cheat SheetTime for Dove Goddess to return the Love to those who helped in making it to Prophet. Below are links that will open a new screen directly in the Cherrybombing Album...200 - 250 pics (Almost all have 250 pics)All have been asked to Max out the albums if possible. So the next time you have a CHERRYBOMB Bling to burn off in only an Hour... use this list to make it easier and more productive. (Check Dove Goddess' Blog to bookmark the blog version of this list)Dove GoddessWild HorseThe Pegasus ProjectHome PageAnnaMuerte Bella NoirDawn FuStalkerCherrybomb

Wet Sand
my shadow side so amplified keeps coming back dissatisfied elementry son but its so.... my love affair with everywhare was innocent why do you care someone start the car time to go....your the best i know my sunny side has up and died im betting that when we colide the universe will shift into a low the travesties that we have seen are treating me like benzdrine automatic laughter from a pro my what a good day for a walk outside id like to get to know you a little better baby god knows ive realy tried my what a good day for a take out bride id like to say we did it for the better of i saw you there so unaware those hummingbirds all in your hair elementry son but its so the disrepair of norma jean could not compare to your routine balarama beauty going toe to toe my what a good day just to let it slide id like to say we did it for the better of i thought about it and i brought it out im motivated by the lack of doubt im consecrated but im not devout

The Truth Will Set You Free
To my Friends I dont need to lie about my pic;s i have worked over 15 years to look like this and make dam good money for it. I dont know any of you so why not tell the truth. The truth will set you free. I try real hard to be my self you can take it for what it worth. Your Friend Nick

Horror Movies
Ok, I'm a huge horror fan, but it seems to me that the only movies that come out these days are crappy remakes that don't give credit to the originals, lame sequels, or american adaptations of Asian movies that end up sucking. What happened to the golden days where movies were actually terrifying? Movies like The Exorcist and the original Night of the Living Dead scared the shit out of me when i was a kid, especially the exorcist. One of the best horror flicks i've seen in recent years is The Exorcism of Emily Rose. That movie actually creeped me out. I've been absolutely desensitized to most horror for a long time, but that movie got to me. I don't know what you guys think, but i believe that hollywood needs to get off their asses and make a good movie instead of remakes and sequels.

Threesomes - Tagged By Greystreetgirl
Now here's what your supposed to do....and please do not spoil the fun..Start a new blog,delete my answers and put in your own.Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn alot of little known things about each other. Three names I go by. 1) Riky 2) StonedCat 3) Asshole Three jobs I have had in my life. 1) Craftman 2) Assistance for old people and people with handicap 3) Gravedigger (sounds horrible but it is a nice job...no one ever complained my job) Three places I have lived. 1) Milan 2) Lecco 3) Oria Three TV shows I watch. 1) The Simpson 2) Family guy 3) ...I don't watch so much TV Three places I have been. 1) Germany 2) Greece 3) Spain Three people that e-mail be regularly. 1) Ziggy 2) Alice 3) my cousin Three of my Favorite foods. 1) Pizza 2) Pasta 3) Salads Three things I would like to do. 1) Be in a serious band 2) Have a showcase of my artworks 3) See Berlusconi fall Things I am looking fo

Words Unspoken
The end of us was like a kinfe through my heart, but I never told you. And I never will. Sometimes the words that you leave unspoken are the most powerful words of all. They say sticks and stones, but that's not true. Especially if the one you love never loves you. The emotional side to me comes out at night, as I lay in bed, remembering the nights that you lay beside me. But all these things that I feel so deeply in my soul can never come to light. So I keep the truth buried for only myself to see. I can't find the words to tell you something that would make you want to stay. Why? Why can't I seem to get these feelings down? The power of my emotions pours out of my pores, and yet, I can't vocalize the thoughts. So my unspoken words are both my savior and my personal hell.

Love And Lies
why is it that just when u really start to give ur heart to someone they fill up up wit some much bs then make it seem like everyone else is the lier but in ur heart u really know that they are the lier and everyone one else is right but u try wit everything to hope a pray they they really do love u!!! THIS IS WHY I MUST LEAVE IM SRY TO ALL WHO ARE TRU FRIENDS but sometime to make ever thing better u must restart everything so wit that said i will be gone by tomorrow nite if u wanna keep me as friend ill give u the means to stay in touch wit me

Chk This Out Yall !!!!
we are trained FETISH PROFESSIONALS DONT TRY THIS AT HOME PLS. PLEASE RATE AND COMMENT THE VIDEOS AND PASS TO YOUR FRIENDS. THIS IS TOBY BEING TAZED WITH 800,000 VOLTS OF ELECTRICITY FORMA STUN GUN 2ND TIME IN A NIGHT. THIS IS TOBY BEING STUNNED NOT EVEN 5 MINS AFTER THE OTHER ONE. THIS IS ME BEING TEASED AND TORTURED WITH THE VIOLET WAND. (ELECTRO-TOYS) IF YOU LIKE THIS CHECK OUT OUR SITE http://www.singlecell.us LAST PURGATORY EVENT IS AT AMOS'S SOUTH END IN CHARLOTTE, NC APRIL 18TH

Seek And Hide
Play the game Dance to their lies Kill your dreams with mistakes Shout the truth and sing sing follow the leader don't get lost ever Catch his eye, make a memory cry alone at night and laugh at it later smile alone or with them They know you. Obey and live with the consequences jump off the bridge count to three and throw your life away Tear it up and lock it in a box burn it Dream a dream make a wish They'll find you. You can't hide (just feelings today)

Just Curious????
So i been sitting here watching my bar tab and *smh*. Whatever happened to the old days like lostcherry days when fubar (current name) was so much fun ppl rated ppl to view and enjoy there pictures, ppl became friends with each other cause they enjoyed there company! PPL did things on here cause they wanted to and it was fun, it wasnt about how much money someone spent on you or how often you leveled, and dont get me wrong leveling was in then aswell but friends helped each other out to level, there was no such thing as easy rate folders and cherry bombs or auto 11's, crap there wasnt even bling...lol To me things seem to revolve around the money now...oh look so and so spent 1000.00 bucks this week to make Angel! And myself i cant say i havent have had Happy hours, auto 11's and love getting bling from ppl and giving bling to ppl it is fun, BUT where do the friends come in friends don't help anyone anymore, ppl don't look at pictures anymore cause there interested in getting to kn

Happy Again...
so I finally got my stuff back, minus a couple blending style's I made... feel's good to be able to conceptualize what I am visualizing again... I know it's only a program, but it's a release for me... a way to escape from the mundane, to let my own world show through... these other application's out there, not as good to me... I know some out there feel they are, I want simplicity and functional, not something flashy that I have to memorize a hundred and one hotkey's and function's... just let me point and click, adjust a little slider bar, grab a node with my mouse and move it where i want it... even my machine's are simple... i don't need the fancy thing's to do what i want, they don't make me any better... they don't make the machine's or the program's run any better...

Please Help Ty Ty Ty Ty Ty
She's got Auto 11's on! COME GET UR POINTS!! AUTOS ON N BOMBS! IM UR'S 4EVER! 2ND ALARM HOTTIES!!!!!!!@ fubar I LOVE MY GORGEOUS WIFE CHRISSY@ fubar ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ♥~Tina~♥Asiån Persuåsiañ~CAMCANDY@RELENTLESS RADIO♥!Owned By ♥Imurs4everb@ fubar (repost of original by '♥~Tina~♥Asiån Persuåsiañ~CAMCANDY@RELENTLESS RADIO♥!Owned By ♥Imurs4everb' on '2009-03-02 22:55:01')

Sleeeeeep.
I can't! For some reason it's 2am and I am not tired. I should be. Too much stuff bouncing around in my head I guess. Same shit, different day. I could read some more. If it wasn't so damn cold, I would go for a walk. But, it's snowing and being winter out there. So I will stay inside with the heat of the woodstove. I could continue sorting out all the music files on my computer. But, that is a project that is going to take a looooong time. Days. Baby Hayden might come home soon They might have to have her on a monitor. She still sometimes forgets to breath and has to me moved around, then she remembers. I cannot wait for her to be home! I give my sis and her bf Evan so much credit for making the 45 minute trip everyday to the hospital to see her little girl. I am so proud of them both! With that, I am going to do something. What, I am not sure. Toodles

My Morning
So as many of you know I have not been feeling well. Also, as many of you know I recently had a most interesting reaction to some cold medicine that led to an interesting text message being sent to a friend of mine. Well, in this latest entry the story continues...sort of. This was more of a misunderstanding than it was anything else... I woke up this morning with a throat that was rather sore. Consequentially my voice, unless I was forcing it to be normal sounded a bit like Russel Crowe's voice...sometimes a bit like James Earl Jones' voice. Anyway, skipping a few details here, I had gotten ready for work and headed out the door. I got in my truck and called the lady I love...the wonderful Mistress of Wolves. I explained to her that my voice was all sorts of bleh and that I felt like I should be telling some Roman mounted cavalry a certain thing: "If you find yourselves riding alone through green fields, do not be afraid. For you are already dead and are in Elysium." That

Too True
“We think sometimes that poverty is only being hungry, naked and homeless. The poverty of being unwanted, unloved and uncared for is the greatest poverty. We must start in our own homes to remedy this kind of poverty.” Mother Theresa

Ok... Wtf?!
Is it just my choice of girlfriends or is it every woman that reads into every lil thing I say or do WAAAAYY too much..? I swear to god my gf caught part of a convo (and I know this is what she's mad about cause its the only reason she could be mad..) that she assumes was about her tho it wasn't.. and is All pissed off at me. Ok.. I was talkin with my friends about my "first time" and i mentioned the fact that it wasn't as amazing as I thought it would be and I guess I was just better with my hand (referring to my first...) and she assumed I was talkin bout her. she had caught other parts of the convo and realized it was about sex.. but now she won't even talk to me about it and she keeps saying nothing is wrong.. its so much fun..... >.< Is it just me that get the ones that do that? I read into shit wrong sometimes but I will fuckin talk about it if I read into it that much... Why can't women just say what they mean and mean wtf they say?! GRRR!!

Respect
They say things happen for a reason, but thats hard to believe, when everyone in this world is set to deceive its a dog eat dog world, a fight to the top whenever someone rises, another person drops with some its fam priorities, others its moving kis others its making gs, me I'm just real you see no hollywood highlights, no claim to fame, no millions of fans screaming out my name chorus-you don't deserve respect, you earn what you get, live fast, live hard, live with no regrets-end chorus I'm not a hustla, and I'm not a g, I dont pretend to be anything but me in the cold world today, its hard to be real got so many fake fuckers like its no big deal but I'm true to my friends, loyal to my fam cuz they always got my back, and thats no scam see in this day to day world, gotta watch who you trust some wanna help you, some wanna help you bust chorus Some blame it on the future, some blame it on the past I say live for the present, is that too much to ask? we dont know a

The Need
looking into his eyes there is nothing in me that yearns for his touch his hug or him. i wish it wasnt true but i cant live in a fake smile world. im tired of the fights the irritations the laziness. i want to be wanted, i want to be held, i want to be touched, the only way a true love could. i want to want someone even if they are in another room, i want to have to call just to hear their voice, i want to yearn for their touch, smile, their loving embrace. i am tired of not feeling beautiful, when i know i am. i am tired of not feeling loved, because hes not around. i am tired of not getting attention, except to be used. i want someone to remind me, that i am beautiful, i want someone to show me, what real love is, i want to be paid attention to, and never be used again. i want to feel, the loving embrace, the sweet soft kiss, the gentle touch, that i crave so much. i want to see, the needing, the yearning, and the love, in t

Can Everyone Please Help My Friend
she had a really bad nite and she would love to level up so any help you can give here would be great she not got that many photos up right now so it going to take alot of you to help push up to the next level. http://www.fubar.com/user/2307174

Drift Off To Dream
As I sit here surrounded, By people and lights Along with my drink at the bar Youve been here forever, So clear in my mind I just dont know where you are But I know Ill find you, But girl till I do This is my love song for you Lets hold hands on the porch swing Under the moon While the wind through the willows Plays us a tune We can lie on a blanket, Out back in the yard And wish for our future On a far away star And youll feel the passion, As time after time I press your sweet lips to mine We can dance to the radio, Right up till dawn Till you drift off To dream in my arms You might be hundreds, Or more miles away Or you might be just down the street But therell be a hunger, Deep in your eyes That Ill recognize when we meet It might take hours, Or it might talk years But this is the song you will hear Lets hold hands on the porch swing Under the moon While the wind through the willows Plays us a tune We can lie on a blanket, Out back in the yard

Waking Up With Out You.
I woke up again today, number 1888 with out you. So long sence you went away. How bad I miss you every day, not seeing youre green eyes, hearing youre soft laugh. I miss youre smile, the sweet way you said my name. I miss the warmth in youre hugs and kisses. Now everyday I wake, walk into my kitchen and expect to see you there talking to my Mamaw but youre both gone. I want to see you both and hold youre hands, and hear you say "it will all be ok" one more time. Everyday I miss you guys more and more and want to come see you, and I hope its soon so I stand up, picking up myself up fighting the weight of these memories to make one more race... one more lap.... one more time.... for all of you guys here and gone...... I love you and miss you.....

While Heaven Wept - Thus With A Kiss I Die
Tears fall from my somber stare Abandoned and nobody cares I watched you walk away As if I were never there You said you're not the only one in this world Yet you're the only one I've ever loved From my sole sanctuary exiled And likewise from heaven above You have forsaken me Sleepwalk to the gallows To expel my hollow soul Unto fire, unto cold Into hell I must go A broken heart, a broken wing, I'm falling Into this pain deep within Infinitely spiraling To my sorrow-filled end You have foredoomed me When again these eyes you gaze into You'll see I'm still reaching for you How could you leave me here? You have forsaken me

Take Me There
There’s a place in your heart, nobody's been, Take me there. Things nobody knows, Not even your friends, Take me there. Tell me bout your momma, your daddy, your hometown, Show me around, I want to see it all, don't leave anything out. I want to know, everything about you THEN. And I want to go, down every road you've been. Where your hopes and dreams, and wishes live, Where you keep the rest of your life hid, I want to know the girl behind that pretty stare, Take me there. Your first real kiss, your first true love, You were scared. Show me where, You learned about life, spent your summer nights, without a care. I want to roll down main street, the back roads, Like you did when you were a kid, What made you who you are, Tell me what your story is. I want to know, everything about you THEN. And I want to go, down every road you've been. Where your hopes and dreams, and wishes live, Where you keep the rest of your life hid, I w

Iced Earth-the Clouding
As I awake I have no memory of this Who I am, where I'm from, why do I exist? This strange beauty surrounds me But where I am confounds me I see others who appear the same as me A look of loss in their eyes, adrift aimlessly What's the point? What does it all mean? Who am I? Show me a purpose please Take this sense of wonder Make it go away Please tell me I am not alone and lost here That there is something that's made me feel this way Take this sense of sadness Make it go away Please give me something that's familiar A friendly touch, a memorable embrace I try to speak but empty eyes stare back at me Twisted tongues segregate, factions are forming I'll stay with those that resemble me To survive this harsh reality As the days pass most have gone their own way Nomadic tribes discover life On a world that seems so strange But still I want answers What's the point? What does all this mean? Take this sense of wonder Make it go away Please tell me I am not

Far Away
This time, This place Misused, Mistakes Too long, Too late Who was I to make you wait Just one chance Just one breath Just in case there's just one left 'Cause you know, you know, you know That I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore One my knees, I'll ask Last chance for one last dance 'Cause with you, I'd withstand All of hell to hold your hand I'd give it all I'd give for us Give anything but I won't give up 'Cause you know, you know, you know So far away Been far away for far too long So far away Been far away for far too long But you know, you know, you know I wanted I wanted you to stay 'Cause I needed I need to hear you say That I love you I have loved you all along And I forgive you For being away for far too long So keep breathing 'Cause I'm not leaving Hold on to me and, never

The Woman I Love...
The Woman I love The woman I love is in the arms of another Though apart of me is still with her Time and tide will never change how I feel Inside my heart I know my love for her is real Tonight she is far apart from me And my tears she will never see Alone in this empty house I sleep Knowing her love I could never keep The woman I love, loves another Even though I thought we'd always be together Though tonight I must except defeat Without her in my life I will never be complete The woman I love is gone With her life she moved on Into the arms of another man Though he could never love her the way I can

Another Update On Ash
i feeling a little bit better today, but still in a lot of pain. pain pills works wonders HA HA! my blood pressure dropped some today, and i also had a little bit of a fever today. everything is finally back to some what normal. im hoping to get the bandage on my leg changed wednesday. so then hopefully i can be on home on or by friday. there is still no guarantee when ill be home yet. but i sure hope its soon. Cause im so bored and so sick of this place already. If you wanna know more or chit chat keep checking back or get a hold of me if you like. I dont sleep much. Really hope to be home soon.

Destiny Found Ch 2 Pt 19
Slowly she could feel herself again. She also felt lips upon hers. 'Michael' she thought and began returning the kiss. He could feel her lips responding, knowing that she was back, he pulled away. "How does it feel to finally have met your mother?" he asked as her eyes opened. She opened her eyes and smiled. "I enjoyed it. You were right, she is beautiful." Slowly sitting up. "You were happy to see her as well." "Yes, it is the first time I have seen her since she died" he stood up and offered his hand. Taking his offered hand, she allows him to pull her up. "She said I can return anytime I wish and there are other realms as well." Looking towards the door seeing that the day had grown short, the sky darkening. He shrugged. "Well, I don't know much about that" he walked to one of the pillars and leaned on it. The sight of the mountain in the setting light and the more chilling breeze gave him an epic feeling in his heart. "She said, Magic has no boundaries.

My Life The Country Song Continues
Change in latitude, change in attitude, aint' that what Jimmy Buffet sings? I did some thinking last night after 5 or 8 or 10 beers. I ain't counted the cans. Somewhere in there, I had a moment of clarity. What came of last night, while listening to some more music, and which has lead to a few changes in me today. then I had another non alcohol induced moment of clarity tonight before taking the trash out. 1. I am the one who defines my life. I am the one who defines it's awesomeness. (the quality of my life is not defined by my status message on Myspace.) 2. My life is not defined by the Army. My life is not defined by what I do from 9 to 5, on some weekends, and sometimes for an extended period of time. 3. My life is not defined by the awards on my uniform, or the hash marks on the right sleeve of my uniform. 4. My life is not defined by anyone else. I am the one who controls my destiny, and how far I go. 5. If my life ends tomorrow on the way to work

Destiny Found Ch 2 Pt 18
Endora followed her, hesitantly to the temple. Carefully she sat upon the steps, next to the Priestess. Startled by the similarities of their features, she listened to her mothers words. Michael could enter the realm as well, by entering a deep meditation. He didn't have the genetic properties to truly enter the realm like she had, he would be more like a shade in their eyes. Shutting all out around him, inhaling through his nose, exhaling through his mouth, he slowly felt himself drift from his body. Seeing mother and daughter together was amazing to him. He waited, patiently, to see if he would be invited into their conversation. He knew that it could take a long time since it was the first time the priestess could have a real conversation with her daughter. She had passed away to early for them to have had that in the past. "Evil cannot be destroyed. Only balance can stop it." The Priestess stopped, tilted her head as if listening. "Someone else is here." Endora l

Desity Found Ch 2 Pt 17
Crossing the courtyard, down the path, she came to a stop at the bottom of the steps. Michael had followed closely after her, "You okay?" he asked. Looking behind her. "Yes. I think so." Taking a deep breath she started up the steps. "Want me to stay here?" he asked loud enough for her to hear him. Stopping she turned and held out her hand. "No, come with me. I feel better with you around." Giving her a reassuring smile, he ascended the steps and took her hand. It wasn't long until they stood at the altar. Michael hadn't been here since he was a small boy. It reminded him a lot of her mother. It pained his heart at the thought of her. He lowered his head a little. She saw the sadness cross his face. "What's wrong?" "Nothing, just old painful memories" he answered. "I'm sorry. If it makes you uncomfortable to be here. I'll be alright." Looking around the room. Recognizing symbols and words. "It's not that, it's more of a feeling of not having a closure

In Need Of A Good Laugh?
So I was messing around in a mumm tonight and met the three least intelligent people I've ever met in my entire life. They're really quite entertaining. Read the mumm and go say hi. Tell them I sent you ♥ http://www.fubar.com/mum.php?id=525929 Here's the funny guys. Remember now kids, speak to them much like you would a four year old... that's the only way you can speak to them otherwise they get a little confused. http://www.fubar.com/user/2095286 http://www.fubar.com/user/66256 http://www.fubar.com/user/2327875

Help.....
I was talking to a friend who has a 3 yr old son who has brain damage. He has had this condition since birth but the attending doctor altered the records otherwise. My friend has spoken to several attorneys who "won't touch it" because the records were altered. The baby has had 4 surgeries and still has at least 3 more in the near future. The whole point of this I guess is....someone needs to take responsible for this baby boys injuries but without an attorney it would be a lose-lose battle. Plz comment if you know of an attorney who he can call!!! Here's the link to the babies photo..... http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=2047280&albumid=1146575&i=4215443039&idx=37

Destiny Found Ch 2 Pt 16
The food did not last long on either of their plates. Wiping her mouth she sighed. "That was good." Taking a long sip on her shake. "I'm glad you liked it" he said as he started to eat the salad. She sat back and watched him for a moment. "When we get back, I need to go back to the temple. The writings there may help me understand more about what is going on and what exactly I need to do." Nodding in agreement. "You should do that. So, what did you feel when you were there?" taking a mouth full of the juice. "I was upset and really didn't know where I had ran. When I realized where I had gone. I just stood there and looked around. My heart was broken at the thought of what had happed to you. Then.." she took another drink. "Then a wind started to blow and the candles went out. Power surged through me. It was amazing. It was different than before. If felt like electricity was flowing through every part of my body. I closed my eyes to it. A tingling sensation travel

Destiny Found Ch 2 Pt 15
Slowly waking, his mind raced. Remembering the feel of each lash and that his back was in terrible pain. What puzzled him now was the fact that he didn't feel any pain at all. Just the weird feeling in his head. Sitting up, he moved his hand over parts of his back he could reach. Nothing. Not a single mark. How could this be? He carefully stood up. Her body twitched in sleep, then slowly she opened one eye then the other. Moaning she roll over onto her stomach. She wasn't ready to get up. Slowly she pulled the pillow over her head. He decided to see what she was doing, it was his job to keep an eye on her after all. Opening the door, the sun was high above the earth. It wasn't long until he was outside the old door and knocked gently on it. Groaning, so much for more sleep. Sitting up. "Yes?" He slowly opened the door and peeked inside. "Oh, I'm sorry. I didn't know that you were sleeping" Scratching her neck, she yawned and looked at him. "I was sort of awak

King James
Okay Friends and Family This wonderful person is looking to make it to Spotlight!! He has done a lot for us so lets Get him there and help him by sending him some fu-bucks!! All You gotta do is click on his picture below and send him as much as you can!! Lets Help Get him There Like I know you all could!!

Top 10 Ways Of Finding Out If Your Child Is Spoiled!!
Children aren't born spoiled. Get the 10 signs your children are brats and what you can do to set them straight. No child is born spoiled or a brat--it's only indulgent parenting can make them that way, Oprah & Friends Radio host Rabbi Shmuley says. "Naturally, children are innocent and have a cuteness which makes people's hearts warm to them and helps bring out our best qualities," he says. "When we raise kids who are spoiled, we snuff out the child's natural attractiveness." If you are guilty of spoiling your children, Rabbi Shmuley says chances are, you have brats on your hands. 10 Signs Your Children Are Brats: They resort to crying or yelling when they want something. They throw themselves on floor and won't get up. They constantly throw tantrums or even hit you when you punish them. They ignore you when you ask a question. They are rude to other adults and even to other children. They refuse to share toys or treats with other children. They are show-off

Damn Comcast Anyhow!!
GRRRRRRR!!!! I got all switched over to digital tv. Everything was just fine and dandy until friday. GRRRRRRRRRRR!!!! All of a sudden, the remote stopped working. The MOTHERFUCKER is BRAND NEW!! So I call Comcast, the woman takes me through about 15 different codes. None of which work worth a SHIT! So she tells me I need to go get a new one. Ok, so I do that. I go get a BRAND NEW remote to replace the BRAND NEW remote. I get it home and BAM! STILL won't FUCKING work!! My tv is stuck on C-Span!! DAMMIT Jim!! C-FUCKING-SPAN!! Someone shoot me now!! =/

Make Me Laugh, Please!
so, one of my exes wrote me a love poem: roses are red, violets are blue.. all my base... r belong to you! i changed my status to "people are dumb" someone msg'd me to ask "so why are people dumb?" i'm thinkin' if i knew that, maybe i could help stop it!!!!! so... tell me - what's one thing that someone said or did that made you giggle in the last 24 hours?

Global Warming My Ass! Hahaha
global warming d.c. protest cancelled due to masive snowstorm ? Published Mar. 1, 2009 Not again! Big DC March Snowstorm Set to Greet 'Largest public protest of global warming ever in U.S.!' – 1 Foot of Snow Possible, Bitter Cold, Blowing and drifting snow! DC under Winter Storm Warning: DC faces up to 1 foot of snow, bitter cold, blowing and drifting snow 'Largest public protest of global warming ever in U.S.' set for Monday March 2, 2009 at U.S. Capitol w/ NASA’s James Hansen – Fox News – Feb. 27, 2009 Excerpt: NASA's chief climate scientist is in hot water with colleagues and at least one lawmaker after calling on citizens to engage in civil disobedience at what is being billed as the largest public protest of global warming ever in the United States. In a video on capitolclimateaction.org, Dr. James Hansen is seen urging Americans to "take a stand on global warming" during the March 2 protest at the Capitol Power Plant in Southeast Washington, D.C. "We need to send

No I Dont Want To See Your Prick
Lil Troubl...: wow you're angry...seems you need to get laid.... ->Lil Troubl...: not only no but fuck no. Im not here to watch a man jerk off. there is porn for that. Lil Troubl...: so you don't wanna watch me then? ->Lil Troubl...: yeah how about no Lil Troubl...: sweet...what's your yahoo im? ->Lil Troubl...: I was just checking my girlfriend's email...but hell yeah I wanna watch Lil Troubl...: i would absolutely love to stroke myself for you on cam. would u be interested in watching me? you are goregous! You know the routine! I thought the joke would discourge him but he was too dense! What a idiot! And he blocked me before I could blast his ass back!