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You Make Me..... For A Special Someone Who I Love Very Deeply
You make me laugh when I want to cry, Make me live when I want to die, Make me smile when I want to frown, You turn my life upside down. Believe in me when no one else does You?re my now, my is, my was. When you call my name I begin to blush, I'm afraid people notice I need you so much. When I'm with you time flies by fast. It's like the present is the past. I need you more than you can believe, Love you more than you can conceive. Think about you every night and day And hope my life can stay this way I don't want it to be any other way.

Plumb-damaged
If you dont listen to the video read the lyrics Dreaming comes so easily Cause it's all that i've known True love is a fairytale I'm damaged, so how would I know? I'm scared and i'm alone I'm shamed and I need for you to know I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say And you can't take back what you've taken away Cause I feel you, I feel you near me I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say And you can't take back what you've taken away Cause I feel you, I feel you near me Healing comes so painfully And it chills to the bone Won't let anyone get close to me I'm damaged, as i'm sure you know I'm scared and I'm alone I'm shamed and I need for you to know I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say And you can't take back what you've taken away Cause I feel you, I feel you near me I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say And you can't take back what you've taken away [ Plumb Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ] Ca

Cubbyyyyyyy-slave Princes Won Hands Down
CUBBY FOR FU PRESIDENT COME ON LETS GET HIM BACK FOR ALL HIS CRAZY MOVES AND OF COURSE FOR RUNNING NAKED ACROSS YOUR PAGE LETSSSSS GET SOME CRAZY GIFTS GET 100 FRIENDS TO COMMENT HIS PAGE AND GIVE HIM A GIFT ONCE YOU HAVE DONE THAT LET ME KNOW FIRST ONE TO ACCOMPLISH THIS GETS A FREE HAPPY HOUR FROM ME...SHERRYLICIOUS..MMMMMM ~Cubby~@ fubar or click on the link and rate him in his contest but helllp him outttt JUST CLICK ON THE LINK AND GET HIS ASS WAHOOOOOOOOO

You Must Have A Mental Disease..
I am entirely certain that writing these blogs are saving me thousands in psychiatric bills. I mean fuck why can't your insurance cover someone helping you with your personal issues. Its hard enough for me to trust someone I am familiar with I might as well have something I pay for help me pay for a person who professional works in the field. Anyways.. just would love to go off on some people in general but that isn't going to change their personalities. Maybe when people are kids you can change them.. But once people hit about 18 its next to impossible to change a persons habits and traits. You more or less gotta accept the fact that whoever you associate with is gonna be that way no matter how much you try, or just leave them. My option is more or less the latter..not so much that I decide the fate but the female does. Females are different than us males in things other than physical but I think we can shed light on quite a number of things we have in common. We all are

Computer Geek Comeons (requires Basic Computer Lingo Knowledge And A Dirty Mind)
What a lovely pair of disc drives you have. I want to fondle your motherboard. If you upload my input, I'll download your output. You have the cutest little bus. Let's disassemble each other. You speed up my cycles. I'm going to flip your dip switches. Why don't we push and pop together? Your overlay turns me on. Have you no empty slot for my custom-built board? A hard disk is good to find.

The War Of Fake Vs. Real Continues..
..the culture war of real vs. Fake continues...look at all this wasted bling on a fake.. Â»-(Â¯`vÂ´Â¯)-Â»INKED UPÂ»-(Â¯`vÂ´Â¯)-Â»@ fubar Real porn girl also found at : http://www.scarlettpain.com This bulletin was posted and busted by: Don Tweek ~ of the Pu$$ycat Pimp ~ Honeymooner 2 Freakstar@ fubar Show him some love, and thanks for the support as always :D

Geez!
Fucking damn it mother fucking a! I'm so irritated with some many things right now. Today was a fucking AWESOME day until I got home and got on here. I'm so tired of explaining myself to people. If my profile is private then GET THE FUCK OVER IT. It's not the end of the world that you can't get to my profile. I just tried to move photos of me to a new folder and I moved too many at one time and they "disappeared". Now I have to wait until they "reappear" again. If I lose all of those pics I'm going to be so fucking pissed. Then this stupid auction crap is annoying me. I think I may just pull out and say fuck it. It's not worth it. Please smack me if I ever think of joining another auction. Now about my day. My mom and I had lunch with my god mother. She gave me my birthday present early. It was a JC Penney gift card and a Burger King gift card. I hate Burger King, lol. Then we went to this monogram store I've been wanting to go to. I got a window decal for my car with

Doubt...
This pain that i feel inside...is absolutly 100 percent real. Its catching up to me, and is removing pieces of me, which i need in order to keep sane. Im feeling lost, alone, & helpless. Im so Afraid to get close to the thing that i love so deeply...just beacuse of the fact we are yet so far away...But...Maybe i should just stay strong...for the better of myself. Maybe is should just shut the fuck up and go with the flow. Nobody said that like was going to be a peaches and cream...My life is just crumbling beneath the very ground i walk on. I hope you know that im serious...you know who you are...I hope you know that i am scared to get even closer to you, beacuse of the distance...please understand me, which i know you are doing your best at...I love you...i hope that things will work out...Its been a year, yet i find myself in an even harder posistion. Just keep your word this time...please.?

Rain Rain And More Rain
Only a few days ago I was wearing my typical Texas attire consisting of shorts, tank and flip flops... Why not? Spring is just around the bend and the Texas sun was beating down on us; the temps teasing us with a taste of Summer.. averaging in the high 80's and coming damn close to 90 degrees! And quicker than a blink of an eye, I was pulling on a hoodie which was quickly replaced with my Winter coat and Boots just to run out and buy beer! As I sat and peered out my picture window this afternoon, I watched as the hard rain fell... all damn day. I'm no stranger to rain... We had a good bit of rain back in Alaska and Washington State. I dont melt. *Not so far anyway. But this is Texas! These daily rain showeres seem foreign here. As I sit and stare out at the rain and the accumulated puddles left in it's path I'm asking myself one question: Should I seriously consider building a raft?

The Pain I Feel Is Real
my tears and fears are real as real as a self inflected knife wound the tearing of the jagged edge againt my flesh the pretty red flow of warm blood dripping from my body feels the need of the constant pain the need to be wanted really wanted the need to just be held my mind racing with so many thoughts as of way the gods have delt me this mental affair roller coaster the constant urge to cut just to have a different kinda pain releses bad pain and brangs a coffy numb feeling to me as the pretty red flow of warm blood dripping from my body is a calming relaxing comfort ladycaiaigh 3/13/09

2nd Verse, Same As The First...
OK. Drinking game. Same rules as last week, which is you make them up, I follow them, no matter what they are. I get to make two this time 1. For each new person that posts in the blog I take a drink. 2. After the 15th person posts in the blog, I get on cam. (Ask Danorok what happens, he has the screenshots). Now, give me rules. Ready, set, GO! 3. Drink every time Ms. D says to. (Ms. D) 4. Drink every time someone does the tounge smile :P (AngelicDarkness) 5. ViperVenom's hidden rule (ViperVenom) 6. Drink every time I see someone getting bombed in the SB (Clowns) 7. Take a drink for every rate I receive. (Besame Como) 8. Take a drink every time someone comments on a mumm. (Idaho) 9. Take an extra drink with everyone. (Mikey)

"viva La Libertad -- A Friend."
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Congrats Neppi
1)Neppi made it to Angel. Way to go buddy. I call him the mad bomber now. LOL 2) Ms D is getting hammered. Ask for bewb salutes. 3) The spotlight is HOT 4) Can you rate this one picture for me? thanks. 5) Sherry and Vixen crack me up

It's Done
Tonight, me and my husband had a BIG fight. To think, it was over giving my mom money. He told me that he is done with it. By that, he means it's over. Yes I said it. Me and my husband are getting a divorce. He and I were doing great until tonight. I'm in a state of shock right now. It's hard for me to realize that my marriage is over. I didn't want this for my daughter. I thought marriage was supposed to mean forever. Boy was I wrong. Anyway, I've goota run. I've got a massive headache. I''l keep you fubarians apprised of what happens. To all my friends, please keep me in your thoughts and prayers as i go through this trial in life. I love you all! Rayne

Wut Tha
Correct me if im wrong but this is supposed to be a Adult site rite ??????? Ive yet had another 2 pics flagged by sum pathetic fuckin LOOSER !!!!!!! GET A FUCKIN LIFE !!!!!!!!!!! wasnt like i had pics of me havin sex or suckin sum dude off or n e thin like that !! HONESTLY sum of u idiots suck so fuckin bad AS I SAID GET A FUCKIN LIFE AND LEAVE MINE ALONE FFS !!!!!!!!!!!

My World
My World Each one different A sight to behold Melting before they touch the earth Never a chance to grow old As I walk across mirrors Scattered around I see what's reflected back at me No one can understand Just what it is I see Season of love and happiness My most favorite and hated time of the year, This I must confess Love is never enough Addicted like a drug, I search for more No matter how rough Mesmorized by the cold they bring Can't help but carry on I walk through the setting sun, Far beyond Spring Sleep walking, Day dreaming of a perfect world That had never seen anyone cry A world so passionate and warm That never left the broken hearted to die

I Am So Freaked Out!
Well first off i know there are a lot of girls like me out there that are "Daddy's Girls"!! I love my dad with all my heart and soul! He is and will always be my number one!! Here recently my dad found out his heart is not beating the way it is supposed to. Well the doctors put him on some meds to see if it would help and it didnt. So he went back and they preformed some kind of internal shock treatment on him and when he went back for his check up the doctor let him know that the shock treatment did not work either. Now he is going back Monday to meet with the doctors to discuss what they can do now. It is just a meeting monday but we are pretty sure that its going to be about the forcing him into a heart attack and then trying to bring him out of it. I have been having a really bad gut feeling about all of this and i dont know if it is that im just really scared or nervous or what it is! I dont want to think about the worst that could happen but i cant help it because i have to atlea

What Do U Think ?
ONE DAY A DAD COMES HOME DRUNK AND MAD. HE PULLS OUT A GUN AND SHOOTS HIS WIFE AND THEN TURNS THE GUN ON HIMSELF.HIS LITTLE GIRL SITS BEHIND THE COUCH CRYING. THE POLICE CAME AND TOOK THE LITTLE GIRL TO A NEW FAMILY. HER FIRST DAY TO SUNDAY SCHOOL SHE WALKS TO THE BUILDING AND SEES A PICTURE OF JESUS ON THE CROSS. THE LITTLE GIRL ASKS THE TEACHER: how did that man get off the cross? THE TEACHER REPLIED: he never did.THE LITTLE GIRL ARGUED: yes he did when mommy and daddy fought he sat next to me at the end of my bed telling me everything was gonna be alright. 66 PERCENT OF YOU WON'T FORWARD THIS. AND REMEMBER THE BIBLE SAID DENY JESUS IN FRONT OF YOUR FRIENDS AND HE WILL DENY YOU IN FRONT OF HIS FATHER. SEND THIS TO 10 people IF YOUR NOT ASHAMED.God is great 2 BLESSED

Lucky Quiz!
Four-Leaf Clover I love luck and luck loves me. Luck is on my side, and I'm going to do what I can to keep it that way. Lucky Quiz » QuizRocket.com's fun quizzes! ~ Barack Obama IQ ~ Honeymoon Sweepstakes ~ The Dumb Test ~ Quizzes | Movie Trivia & Movie Quizzes | Dumb MySpace Quotes

Another Friendly Fubar User
->passion_in...: well i wasn't being a doubh bag to start off with, i just didn't respond, who's the one the fuckin problem not me passion_in...: your personality is very cuntie..if u had asked for a pic...w/o being a fucking duchebag i would have shown u... ->passion_in...: now see I was all hot and fuckin sexy till i didn't fall over myself tryin to talk to ya then i'm a fat ugly cunt.. how does this work exactly?? your so fuckin scared of what you look like you can't even post a fuckin picture, damn glad i'm a fat ugly cunt in your book. passion_in...: what do u have to respond...fucking ugyly bitch...fat ass......what a C U Next Tuesday ->passion_in...: why do i have to reply to a compliment exactly but what ever have a nice day passion_in...: well what does me having a pic or not..have to do with having a little class and saying...something nice when someoen compliments u ->passion_in...: to me it does. that's all that matters passion_in...: oo....ok...that makes a lot of

Forgotten Life
There was a girl who Internally was screaming. Her parents, seemed to miss The constant signs of needing. Her life becomes cold. There was a boy who Never knew what a friend was Even the unpopular didn't take, For friendship, of the outcast. His life becomes dark. Forgotten life never should, Have come, to be the final Words of their stories. She became a whore who got killed. He became a murder who sits in prison. Forgotten life if they wrote The story to their lives. As the parents wanted them. And as peers accepted them. They might have not been forgotten.

Sheesh
I loaded a few pics earlier and finally got around to all the added comments I've never seen before.... There were quite a few... Most of you seem to be blind anyway..lol.. but THIS one took the cake... and the pie... and the peanut butter & walnut cookies... "Holy Crap! wow - you are romance novel cover art material all the way ... I need to do a photoshoot with you ... well seriously, I've done so pics for guys and it's taken them from 2 crushes to 16 ... I think that 'bout says it all (thats a smug smile) hehe" Knock it off!

Vampire
You look around, the street is dark, cold and deserted. Yet you feel someone following you, watching you. You continue to walk, your steps increase speed with your heart rate. You glace over your shoulder, still nothing. Why do you still feel urgency to find a place to be safe? Your feet now hit the side walk harder as you begin to run, the fear swelling within the pit of your stomach. You then come to a complete stop as I appear in front of you with no emotion on my face. You stare in cold and sheer terror already knowing the next thing to come. Before you screen I reach out and grab you long beautiful hair and the other to the slow but still wanting to defending arm. I sink my teeth deep within the vain of your tender and perfect throat. I feel the your warm blood past my lips, and traveling down my throat. You become weak, and cant seem to stand. Your body collapses, and the last think you see is me, with you blood on my lips holding you until your eyes close and you friend yourself

Devil's Tears
He use to be so strong. Nothing could bring him down. NO matter how hard anyone tried. He continued to smile and laugh. Then he met someone. He started to become tame. Looking into the eyes of. What could have been the opposite of What he called him self to be. The eyes of an Angel. Then he made his mistakes. He let that angel go. Out of fear and stupidity. He walked away. Not wanting to deal with the change. He sat by the waters edge. With the moon full and pale. Shake his head sadly The Devil has finally fallen. The devil yell out in pain for everything has died. The devils sits alone Writing these words. In hopes that the angel sees That of the Devils Tears. Coursing in blood. He tries everyday to pick himself back up Putting on a show to all around. He shows that nothing has happened. Inside though, people know He has finally found a defeat. The devils tears continue to stream. You can see them even in the darkness Of the night which he y

The Ghost Of You
Unaccepted the truth For so long that you're gone. Sitting here, looking at The shattered glass in the photo. How can I move on. Only the candles Provide the light To my tears, weeping in sorrow. I can't get you out Of my tormented mind! Feeling your hand Rest on my shoulder I go to touch it To find you're not there The ghost of you, resides here. I wish you would Just fully leave my heart This pain, too great for me to deal I cant move on. I'm closing the doors, to my life. The Ghost of you, It lingers here Playing games with my heart. The ghost of you, is the last I see. As I jump, to fall 50 floors down. The Ghost of you.

Break Me In Half
WAKE UP!! Jump out of bed, get dressed and fly out the door! You have a mission to complete. Get in the car, fire up the engine, put it in gear and get away from the house of slumber. Thoughts running through your head as fast as the engine. What are you going to do now Stand on the cliffs edge, I look toward the city lights. My black long coat catching the wind. A single tear of blood escapes my eye, yet I don't wipe it away. I turn to walk away, nothing left from where I stood. We meet somewhere in the middle, wondering how we seemed to meet this way. How can we be scared of each other so much, and yet avoid the fact. We both scream within our mind. Screaming, crying, pleading, to break me in half. To take this pain from our souls. To shut down our emotions. The angel, and the demon spawn, both seeing themselves different then what they see each other. A chemical romance, which seems like it will never begin. A poison within the blood, oh I wish it would end.

The Hand Of Time
Tick Tock, Goes the clock. Counting the time As I commit the crime. Looking for a case So that I may be placed. Tick Tock Damn that clock. Free my mind From the restraints of time. I've committed the crime And didn't spend a dime. I just sat here Without Fear. Looking at you. Do you have the clue? The Hand of Time, God I wish it wouldn't bind. Calling your name It wont be in vain. The hand of time, This is our shrine.

Transformers Quiz!
I am Ironhide You are Ironhide. You're known as the grizzled veteran, the one who can take a kickin' and keep on tickin'. No stranger to getting the toughest jobs done, you are well-respected and your advice is frequently sought. You're a loyal friend, and you have no qualms when it comes to fighting for what is right. Transformers Character Quiz » QuizRocket.com's fun quizzes! ~ Barack Obama IQ ~ Honeymoon Sweepstakes ~ The Dumb Test ~ Quizzes | Movie Trivia & Movie Quizzes | Dumb MySpace Quotes

A Love Like This
"He said the relationship came out of nowhere, adding that he had been "too busy" for love." But "here's somebody that breathes life into you in a new way and makes you fuller and that's what she does to me!" aaaaahhhh, i so want someone to say that about me I want to feel the butterflies in the stomach even at the sound of his name. I want to do the little things for him: notes in the pockets, in the car, texts or voice mails randomly during the day just to say Hi and i'm thinking about you - but not in a stalkerish way. lol Why is dating so hard? Just be yourself and honest, the truth hurts sometimes but better to find out in the beginning than later. All for now, i'll add more later

Life
Well we got settled in down here in Florida. It is so different than OK or TX. My job is going well. My oldest starts school next week and my youngest one likes his sitter. It's a friend of mine that I went to school with, so I know he'll be safe. My mom has called like a zillion times since I've been down here. I know she's worried about us, but she has to understand that I can make it on my own. We're taking the boys to Disneyworld tomorrow. My oldest is so excited about it, my little one doesn't really understand it yet. Disneyworld is so cool, I got to go with one of my Aunts when I was 9. She took me and some of my sisters when we were little. Of course being girls, our favorite thing was the castle. haha I'm so thankful for the friends that I have down here, they have really helped me and my boys. Thanks Jen, Sam, and Stacy

What's Up?
Only levels 25 and lower can bid on spotlight. I'm level 25 right now with 418k to go until level 26. I CANNOT level before my birthday, March 31st. If I level then I cannot bid on spotlight. And well, I'll have a lot of people mad at me for taking their fubucks for nothing! I have about 41k right now and with the price increase I don't really know if that is going to be enough. Since I can't really "earn" my own fubucks anymore, I'm going to have to rely on donations from friends. I have everything turned to friends only right now because I trust that my friends can follow these simple directions. Otherwise I may have to mark all of stuff NSFW so I can't earn points. I really don't feel like moving all three hundred and something photos from my default folder and locking down ALL of my photos, but I may have to. If you have any other idea, let me know. I was thinking of making a new profile to play on here for the next two weeks, but again that seems like a lot of wo

Shadow Rider
shadows of the ancients gather along the mesa deep in canyon land where countless riders once mounted horses of timeless souls escaping in painted war a lone rider, a shadow rider fades into ecliptic memory blending with slivers of light where shadows are born looking towards the west there red raven flies our silhouettes appear there in the land of the sun shadow rider comes... lone rider, shadow rider speaks silent in the wind saying this is where we live where ghost warriors dance shadows of the ancients mount horses of glory horses of timeless souls deep in the land of death countless riders mount escaping in painted war red raven flies

Dear Butterfly
Dear butterfly, Majestic monarch of the sky, holder of universal secrets and reasons why, color my canvas, touch my heart before I die, to live in joy, teach me how never to say good-bye. As you flutter by, you hear me sigh, things missed because I forgot to try, on your serene beauty I can rely, oh what celestial magic you do supply. Once you did struggle to be free, you turned your life around to show me, amazing my angel how you heard my plea, you've cocooned my mind so I can see. Lets fly together both as one, and sore beyond time, once upon, our silken wings God has spun, Souls entwined, our infinite journey has just begun.

Butterfly
Yesterday a butterfly Came floating gently through the sky. she soared up through the atmosphere Then drifted close enough to hear. I said, "I'd love to fly with you And sail around the way you do. It looks like it would be such fun To fly up toward the summer sun. But I have not your graceful charm. I haven't wings, just these two arms. I've been designed to walk around. My human feet must touch the ground. Then magically she spoke to me and told me what her wish would be. she said, "What I'd love most to do Is walk upon God's Earth with you, To squish it's mud between my toes Or touch my finger to my nose. I'd love just once to walk around With human feet to touch the ground, But I have not two legs that swing, I haven't arms, just these two wings." And so we went our separate ways In wonder and surprise. For we'd both seen God's precious gifts Through someone else's eyes.

Forgive And Live
If you try to reach inside of your heart you can find forgiveness, or at least the start And from that place where you can forgive is where Hope, and Love, also thrive and live And with each step that you try to take and with that chance that your heart might break Comes so much happiness, and so much strength which Alone can carry you a fantastic length For hate and anger will not get you there and though you say that you just don't care You can EASILY avoid the pain on which hate feeds . . . the kind of hurt that No one needs Just make the move, take that first stride let go of the thing known as "Foolish Pride" Maybe then you can start to repair the past into something strong, that will mend, and last!

Friends
As we walk our path of life, We meet people everyday. Most are simply met by chance. But, some are sent our way. These become special friends Whose bond we can't explain; The ones who understand us And share our joy and pain. Their love contains no boundaries. So, even we are apart. Their presence enhances us With a warmth felt in the heart. This love becomes a passageway, When even the miles disappear. And so, these friends, God sends our way, Remain forever near.

3/12/09 Celldweller Blog
Blue Stahli - Bret's new place for debauchery Bret will now be doing all his musing, rambling and "Monkeys riding dogs" critiques at his new home: http://bluestahli.com Who knows, you might get to see the obscene video i took of him during our lunch celebration at Taco Bell today. (It was my "Hooray, you're in 'Race to Witch Mountain' Bret!!" no-holds-barred lunch fiesta because... well, he's in the "Race to Witch Mountain" movie trailer and I wanted to celebrate in a big way. I told him "...as many Chalupas as you can eat!!" which ended up only being about 1 and a half. [Klayton] [-_-]

Troys In A All Rate Contest. Pls Come Rate Him!
PLS COME ONE COME ALL AND RATE MY PIC. THIS IS AN ALL RATES CONTEST I NEED ALL MY FAMILY, FRIENDS, AND FANS TO RATE ME.. CLICK PIC AND RATE PLS!! THANK YOU! PONYBOY1966!! Brought to u by the one and only Pervable Jen lol ~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~ ~*Dirty South Crew*~@ fubar

A New Girl...
ok so i found out my ex is dating...am i supposed to care if he is or not? why do people keep tellin me i ought to be pissed about this? the only thing that pisses me off is the fact that he hooked up with her before he left us, and that the bitch sweet talked her way in knowing he was still married. i would never in a million years, even before this shit happened, try and hook up with a guy knowing he was married, let alone he had 2 young kids. i just dont understand why marriage still exists, all it is, is one big crap shoot anyway, either you lose it all right off the bat, or you can keep playing on what you've won along the way, but if your really lucky, you lose everything you have ever owned including the love, respect, and admiration of a woman who did everything she could to please you. ok so i may not be the dream girl every guy hopes for, but damn i am sure as hell a better catch because i actually love people unconditionally and people that know me can tell you that is 10

Just Cuz This Is Me.....
wake in the night Having you on my mind feeling you in my dreams you'll be there until the end of time Dreams of you rush my soul reaching over to find I'm alone The bittersweet pain of love Baby I am yours Come take my hand...my heart Hold them both Keep me safe from myself Love me for my vunerability My pride I carry Showing my weakness is not my ability Lonliness gives me time to focus on my prespectable life with you Can you, will you, Love me ???

Saying Good Bye
my mom cam home from the hospital to day.the dr. said theres nothing more they can do.im not a momas boy but she has bin my best friend for 51 yrs. when i look at this gray haired old lady its kind of a shock, when i do. i dont see the old lady,i see the young woman 25 yrs. of age trying to feed and take care of 4 kids. my sister and i would race home from school to see who got the first hug, after we got are breath back.i think back on all the times when i went out the door without saying i love you mom. she has bin the one person in this world that knows every-thing about you, and loves you any way.if your mom is alive please give her a hug, give her anything that will make her smile. she is the only girl that wont hurt or turn you away.in less than 10 days my mom , my best friend will be gone. i love you with all my heart mom

Within Temptation - The Cross - Acoustic Version
This is quite possibly one of the best live songs I have ever heard. The opening note and the end of the second and third choruses are just stupidly good. Anyways, enjoy. Nothing's ever changed, you still turn away You've washed your hands, you've made that all too clear You just keep on living this lie You refuse to see, you're denying me the cross I bear but you don't seem to care Even Judas knew he had lied I keep wondering why I'm still calling your name through my tears Why have you waited to embrace me my dear? Cold is your silence, denying what is real I'm still wondering why I'm still calling your name my dear I'm sorry if you can't stand the naked truth All you see is how you want it to be So you keep on living your life Release me from this cross after all these years Oh call my name and help me with this weight Even though it comes far too late I keep wondering why I'm still calling your name through my tears Why have you w

Toys-r-us Finale
To end this shit, basically Toys-R-Us called & said they were told to pull the cards & they don't really know why. I got an e-mail from Club Penguin stating that the cards originally printed "do no comply with current laws regarding toys for children and were removed from sale until new cards are printed that do comply with the new laws." You know I think this is all to create a demand. Oh well.

Only God Knows Why
ONLY GOD KNOWS WHY Kid Rock I've been sittin here Tryin to find myself I get behind myself I need to rewind myself Lookin for the payback Listen for the playback They say that every man bleeds just like me And I feel like number one Yet I'm last in line I watch my youngest son And it helps to pass the time I take too many pills, it helps to ease the pain I made a couple of dollar bills, but still I feel the same Everybody knows my name They say it way out loud A lot of folks fuck with me It's hard to hang out in crowds I guess that's the price you pay To be some big shot like I am Out stretched hands and one night stands Still I can't find love And when your walls come tumbling down I will always be around And when your walls come tumbling down I will always be around People don't know about the things I say and do They don't understand about the shit that I've been through It's been so long since I've been home I've been gone, I've been gone for

Something For Everyone!
Horoscopes for today (according to The Onion) Hilarity, I say! Aries Mar 21 - Apr 19 You've long thought of yourself as a left-brain type of person, but the stroke will quickly and dramatically change all that. Taurus Apr 20 - May 20 After years of putting up an emotional wall, you'll realize the error of your ways this week and purchase three tons of brick and cement instead. Gemini May 21 - Jun 21 You will uncover an ancient Aztec curse this Thursday, one frightened locals say translates to "motherfucker." Cancer Jun 22 - Jul 22 The baboon will see you as a threat to the social hierarchy of the pack, which truth be told, is giving you way too much credit. Leo Jul 23 - Aug 22 He'll scream, they'll scream, you'll all scream for ice cream—forcing several orderlies to rush back into the room and strap everyone down in their beds. Virgo Aug 23 - Sep 22 Interior decorators claim that only about 18 inches of space is needed for people to pass betwe

Forever And A Day
My smiles and laughter I owe them all to you You've helped me so much By just simply being you You've held my hand Every time I've tried to push away You've brought me back from darkness And shown me other ways You've given me memories That warm my cold heart You'e taught me lessons I should have learnt from the start I know I've done some things I should never have done I'm not afraid to admit anymore That it was me who was wrong No words can thank you For what you've done for me You've healed the old wounds And you've set me free I know it hasn't worked out Quite the way we planned I have so many reasons That one day you'll understand But just because it didn't work Doesn't mean I won't be here No matter where you go in life I'll make sure I'm always near And every time I'll think of you It will always make me smile Because you've given me the best gift of all You made my life worthwhile Forever And A Day!

Friends...boy Was I The Joke...
OKAY WELL LETS SEE... IT ALL STARTED I BELIEVE BACK IN DECEMBER OF 2008 WHEN I HAD WHAT I THOUGHT WERE FRIENDS...WELL, HAD A LOUNGE THAT YES PEOPLE WERE JEALOUS OF...IT WAS NOSFERATUS HAVEN...AND WE WERE ALWAYS PACKED...THERE WERE GREAT MEMBERS AND WHAT I THOUGHT WERE GREAT STAFF...WELL, I LOST NET FOR ABOUT 2 WEEKS AND SEE I HAD A SO CALLED HEAD DJ TAKE CARE OF THE LOUNGE FOR ME...WELL, I WAS TOLD WHAT I GUESS THEY WANTED ME TO HEAR ABOUT MY LOUNGE...I WAS ALSO TOLD THAT THIS PERSON WAS GOING TO SEND OUT A WIRELESS CARD SO I COULD TRY AND GET ON BUT FOR SOME ODD REASON I NEVER GOT THE PACKAGE THAT WAS SUPPOSE TO GO OUT...WELL, EVERY DAY I CHECK THE MAIL AND NOTHING...THEN I GET A CALL THAT EVERYONE WANTED TO NOT DO A THEME SO I BORROWED THE MONEY FROM MY SISTER WHICH WAS OVER 400.00 TO GET BACK ON LINE...WHEN I GOT BACK ON LINE THEN EVERYONE DECIDED TO DO THE SHOW AGAIN GO FIGURE...A FEW DAYS LATER IM TOLD A MEETING WAS HELD WITH MY STAFF AND THIS HEAD DJ THAT TOOK MY ENTIRE STAFF

Would You
IN THIS CITY OF FALLING ANGELS AN ANGEL OF ANOTHER KIND IS BORN AND ITS HARD TO TAKE IN THAT LIKE THE SNUFF OF A CANDLE, YOU WERE HERE ONE MOMENT,AND GONE THE NEXT.... AND ALL I HAVE ARE CAREFREE HAPPY WORDS THAT I CANNOT BEAR TO READ.. FOR THEYARE WORDS OF A GHOST I LOVE SAYING YES YES YES...... `LOVIN LIFE**24-7`

(mo Chroi His Memory Of Her)
A slow rolling tear Fell down his cheek As he stood over her bed he began to feel weak He couldn't believe it No way this was true He couldn't live without her He wouldn't know what to do He dropped to his knees At the head of her bed Looked up to the ceiling While crying he said, "Why'd you do this god Why'd you take her from me I need her so much Why can't you see It can't end this way No, she can't die God please don't do this I can't say goodbye She can't go away Not here, not now I'll do anything to bring her back Please just tell me how Take the life from me Take my heart and soul God please bring her back I don't care what the toll Take the blood from my veins The breath from my chest I don't care if I die Just put me to rest He stopped speaking for a minute As she layed there slowly dying. The only sound to be heard Was of the teenage boy's crying His tears crashed to the floor As he barely made a stand He reached across h

Please Help This Awesome Dude Level
AUTO 11S ARE ON GO LEVEL HIM UP FOR ME PLEASE HE NEEDS YOUR HELP THANKS SO MUCH XOXOX ♥♥§è×ý ßåbý ßlµè Êýè$ ™©**CAPTAIN of the CONFEDERATE BOMBERS LOVED BY PARTIGIRL@ fubar

Contest For Akamrs. T Open At 8;30 Est Need One Rate! Ty
border="0" alt="bling bling Pictures, Images and Photos"> > IN A CONTEST FOR A AUTO-11 OR CHERRY BOMB AND NEED ONE RATE PLEASE! CAN YOU PLEASE GO TO THIS PAGE AND RATE ME! CLICK BELOW AND WILL START A 8:30 EST Bling Bling (Floss With Us Remix) (ft. Jay Z, Jermaine Dupri, Warren G, Mack 10, Juvenile, Lil Wayne) - B.G. DON'T FORGET TO ADD/FAN THE HOST TY PurpleSky*Fubar's Most Finest *@ fubar

Giving Away 2 Million Fubucks.
here are the rules, , , 1. this contest will last 30 days. 2. the person who sends the most people to my page, gets 500k from me. 3. the person who sent the most people, that rate profile and hodge podge album gets 1.5 million. 4. everyone you send must list your name in the comment area, on album, or on profile page. 5. if you send the most in both areas, , , you get the 2 mil. and a bling. 6. if your people are listed and i move up 2 levels, you get an auto 11, with the rest of prizes offered.

Alone Forever
AUTUMN LEAVES AND I DRIVE BACK DOWN A LEAFY BACKROAD LANE AND I SAW A WOMEN ALONE PICKING BLACKBERRIES IA THE RAIN HER HOOD WAS UP AND I FELT A PAIN OF LONGING OF INFFINIY TO HER LONELESS OF WHEN I WAS HER FOR THOSE MARRIED MANY YEARS HAPPILY NOW SOMETIMES I FEEL A BREATH OF SOME THINGS I LOST AND THE LONELESS APPEARS AGAIN TO ME ..

~bratt~ & I Trying To Level
> > > > > > > > > > DO YOU NEED HELP LEVELING WELL HERE IS YOU CHANCE TO GET YOU HELP X2 THESE 2 ARE RUNNING THERE AUTO 11sSO PLEASE GO SHOW THEM LOTS OFLOVE AND WORK TOGETHERWITH THEM IN LEVELING YOU AND THEM TELL YOUR FRIENDS TO HELP THESE TWO BEAUTY'S OUT SEXY GAL #1 ♥~BRATT~♥Fu Married to *TJATTHEROCK*&FuOwned by*BIGDADDY4LIFE*&FuOwned by~BigDaddySpa@ fubar SEXY GAL #2 ~†JUDGE O' WHITEDOVE™♥Pegasus Project~Co-Owner♫DJ@KICKIN IT RADIO IN WILD SPI@ fubar THANK YOU MY LOVE'S

As Good As It Get's
THERE'S A TIME I LOVE I MEAN REALLY REALLY LOVE WHEN YOU AWAKE SOMETIMES AT 3AM IN THE MORNING, AND ITS ALL DARK AND IS ALL STILL AND YOU LAY IN BED AND LISTEN TO THE RAIN ON YOUR WINDOW. I LISTEN TO HIM BREATHING SOFTLY BESIDE ME. AND YOU KNOW ALL'S WELL WITH THE WORLD. IT BECOMES SO REAL AND MERCIFUL. WAITING FOR LOVE , SURE AS THE RIVER FINDS ITS WAY TO THE OCEAN . ONE DAY YOU SAY YOUR LOVE WILL FIND ITS WAY TO ME . SO LIKE THE SEA'S WAITING BEYOND THE DESERT SANDS I WAITFOR YOUR LOVE GENTLY LEAPING AT YOUR EDGES....

Saturdays Auto 11's
AUTO 11'S RUNNING TODAY. HERE ARE SOME TO START OFF WITH AND WILL BE ADDING AS I SEE THEM. AS ALWAYS, IF YOU HAVE THEM FEEL FREE TO LEAVE A COMMENT IN HERE IF I HAVE OVERLOOKED YOU! THESE ARE IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER. A PAGE AND BLOG RATE WOULD BE MOST APPRECIATED AND MAYBE MY SALUTES? LOL ** PLEASE REMEMBER IF I AM HITTIN YOUR PAGE AND DOING "NOTHING" I AM JUST CHECKING TO SEE IF YOU STILL HAVE AUTOS ON OR GETTING YOUR LINK FOR THIS BLOG, IM NOT A BOT (ASK JOHNNY DEVIL) LOL ♥♀Çhåøtï¢ ¶®îñçë$$♀♥ Fu Gf To Chaco ♥@ fubar The Photographer@ fubar ~COUGARBABY~OWNER OF COUGARBABIESDEN.COM~GRAPHIC DESIGNER@HH-FORUMS~@ fubar ♥♥§è×ý ßåbý ßlµè Êýè$ ™©**CAPTAIN of the CONFEDERATE BOMBERS LOVED BY PARTIGIRL@ fubar Johnnydevil@ fubar F.o.X.X.i.e@ fubar ♫Carebear♫@ fubar ♣ O' HORNY ANGEL♣™ *D.S.C* Sponsored By ~*Archaic Angel*~@ fubar MЯ♣PΔÜŁ@ fubar ®FREYA®

Hey I Need People To Join My Apps
WHO HAS THESE APPS????? IF YOU HAVE THEM COME AND JOIN ME, IT IS SO HARD TO FIND PEOPLE WHO PLAY THEM!!!!!!!!!!! Copy and paste http://www.myspace.com/reloc.cfm?c=2&id=1638b47c-a788-4144-aad6-7fb47eeb7f06 Hey Everyone, I love playing all these apps that Myspace has; I know talking about Myspace when this is Fubar. That is the only reason why I pretty much have a Myspace account anymore cause they become very addictive. The hardest thing though is finding people to join up. Yeah I know you can go to all those sites to add more people but next thing you know you start getting people who aren't real. So if you have have them come to Myspace and join up with me and see more pics of my life and me also. If you missed it here it is again. http://www.myspace.com/huggy2177

Randomness
so.. i am sewing some medieval clothes right now for hubby and myself... My sewing machine bit my finger (the little screw you use to tighten the needle in slammed into my thumb) and then when i was using a hand needle to close a seam.. it shoved into my cuticle cause of my dog jumping on the bed... cat starts trying to play with the fabric.. and he bites it then pulls.. which in turn rakes needles across my leg sewing is a dangerous job! oh.. and btw.. I have lost a total of 13.5 pounds since january... JOY!

#1 For Agnes
A dear friend of ours is having a rough time. Her mother, Agnes,is in ICU and they have family coming in. Please pray for Agnes and her family. May they all have safe travel and may Agnes get better, all in God's Will. Angels Playground

Dear Civilians
We know that the current state of affairs in our great nation has many civilians up in arms and excited to join the military. For those of you who can't join, you can still lend a hand. Here are a few of the areas here we would like your assistance: 1. The next time you see any adults talking (or wearing a hat) during the playing of the National Anthem - kick their ass. 2. When you witness, firsthand, someone burning the American Flag in protest - kick their ass. 3. Regardless of the rank they held while they served, pay the highest amount of respect to all veterans. If you see anyone doing otherwise, quietly pull them aside and explain how these veterans fought for the very freedom they bask in every second. Enlighten them on the many sacrifices these veterans made to make this Nation great. Then hold them down while a disabled veteran kicks their ass. 4. (GUYS) If you were never in the military, DO NOT pretend that you were. Wearing battle dress uniforms (BDUs)

I Would Have Mummed But...
Since I've been called a blog whore I'll blog this rather than mumm. I am taking care of my friend's Shepard (he got recalled back into the service. BTW It's his B-day tomorrow)and was asked to watch my neighbors dog for the night, no problem she's a Black Lab. So she get's along with my Huskies and the Sheppard. At the last minute my neighbors daughters Yorkie got thrown into the mix. My question is, how do I keep the Sheppard from eating the Yorky? And how ya like my St. Patties Day green print?

Fu Rants
IF THIS IS THE KIND OF STUFF THAT PISSES YOU OFF... THEN RATE THIS PIC!!! IT'S BECAUSE OF THAT LIL WUSS ~Dream Snatcher FROM TODAYS EARLIER BLOG SO LET'S PUT HIS ASS IN HIS PLACE AND RATE THE HELL OUTTA KIMBERLY! THIS IS ON UNTIL MARCH 20TH, WE CAN GET MORE THAN 1 RATE ON IT BY THEN! SO BE SURE TO RATE/RERATE!

No News Isn't Always Good News...
Sometimes it's just no news, lol. And that's what I got. No news. I called the fire department today and Bob said that it could take up to 2 weeks for the house to quit burning so they can get over there and see if they can find out what started it. I guess that means another 9 days of waiting and wondering. *sigh*

9 Words Women Use...sooo True
NINE WORDS WOMEN USE (1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. (2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. (3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. (4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission.. Don't Do It! (5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.) (6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding

Irish Limericks I Found Cute
There once lived a girl in the forest There once lived a girl in the forest whos morals where quite the lowest Robins men were not merry till they met this sweet fairy and that’s why it’s called Sure-wood Forest! There once was a lass from Kildare There once was a lass from Kildare With lovely long golden hair; She cut off her tresses To buy some new dresses To wear to the Kildare Spring fair! There was a young lady of Fashion There was a young lady of Fashion Who had oodles and oodles of passion. To her lover she said, As they climbed into bed, Here’s one thing the government can’t ration! There was a young lady one fall There was a young lady one fall Who wore a newspaper dress to a ball. The dress caught fire And burned her entire Front page, sporting section and all. There once was a lady, Ilene There once was a lady, Ilene, Who lived on distilled kerosene, But she started absorbin’ A new hydrocarbon and since then she’d never

Spotlight
I had the spotlight and for a bid of 44001111 I got it.. Ran Auto 11's Started out with 9,064,484 points Ended with 14,815,452 Total points from that.. 5,750,968 (not that bad for just an auto 11) Tool Tip Views 20,919 Photo Views 52,207 I ended up pretty happy with that.. During that.. I got 97 cherry bombs..

Commentary, Kinda
"Hearts and Such" Little candies with cute sayings red baloons in that shape boxes filled with chocolates or that multi-chambered muscle residing in my chest and, in yours as well historically and, rather fancifully declared to be the repository of thoughts and dreams hmm we know better though dont we a damn shame that perhaps if more people used their hearts, to make their decisions the world, as a whole might not be such a horrid place

Nowhere
I’m out of my birth control after today. No matter. I don’t think I’ll be boinking anytime soon anyhow. Not now after all of this. Being homeless and all. Oh but I AM crazy, of course. Pity to me, the girl who seems to keep running into trouble. I swear I would leave if I could. I would just get up and get the fuck out of here. But I have nowhere to go. No home. My animals will die without me. They are being fed and given water but Jebadiah my dog, is losing all kinds of weight and his coat seems to be matting up. Without me there I just don’t think he likes to eat. I wish I were like that… didn’t eat when I feel like shit. Instead I do the opposite. Steve wants me out of his place and I guess I have no reason to blame him. I imagine I would be rather difficult to live with. My site is losing memberships because I haven’t been able to consistently do my daily hour long cam shows which the members live for I bet. Also there are no spy cams because I have no home to

A Day In Darkness
sun, bright and shinning, yet never where you stand, no clouds in the sky, yet raindrops seem to fall at your feet, pooling upon the earth, warmth, infusing the world, but it can not touch you, a stillness, there is no breeze, yet a storm rages within you, the world is whole, everything in its place, yet you are shattered, the ocean, never ceasing, yet your tears seem to keep it full, smiles upon faces, everywhere you look, except in the mirror, beautiful sunny day, surrounding you, yet not a part of you...

Birthday Bulletin From Year Of The Dragon!
**silly me. I posted this in the wrong blog...heh** From my bestest friend, YotD. Her and Poohbet, my sister, also went in for a happy hour for me tomorrow, and Pooh also bought me an auto 11, just for that. If you ever get the chance, stop by their pages and show them some mad mad MAD love. They are the greatest!! Love you both bunches!! 50 AND FU-TABULOUS! My Best Friend is turning 50 Saturday! She works hard on site as a bouncer, and she puts up with me...probably the harder of the two jobs. lol She has a birthday Happy Hour Saturday as well. Remember to stop by and show her some birthday love †Dolly O' Dagger†™@ fubar Love Ya Doll..Many Happy Returns! Year O'Dragon T (repost of original by 'Year O'Dragon™' on '2009-03-13 12:52:32')

Dj Ghost Is Burning Up Fubar Auto 11's Are On
DJ GHOST IS HOSTING AN AUTO 11 ON MARCH 14TH STARTING AT 6PM ALL ARE WELCOME TO JOIN IN. JUST CLICK THE PROFILE LINK BELOW TO ENTER DJ GHOST (RIDER) of VAMPY'S VAMPIRE CAVE AND FRIENDLY STALKER TO DeViLiSh DeSiReS@ fubar ALSO HE WOULD LIKE TO THANK EVERYONE WHO HELPED ON HIS LAST AUTO 11. PLEASE TAKE THE TIME TO COME AND VISIT US AT VAMPY'S VAMPIRE CAVE JUST CLICK ON THE IMAGE BELOW (repost of original by 'Haven - Co-Owner of Vampy's Vampire Cave' on '2009-03-13 14:38:13')

3.13.09. I Added Some Rules And Reg And Interests 's To My Profile. The Text Is Also In This Blog Read. React. Respond.
OK FOLKS.... THE WHOLE LONG STORY FOLLOWS... My name is Jacques. DO NOT CALL ME JACK. that is one of the easiest ways to get me in a fit. Some people in the lounges style my name as "Jac" and that is perfectly acceptable as it is simply an abbreviation of my full name. You will notice there is no "K" in Jacques. Rules and Regulations and Other Stuff. 1.) I RATE WHO I WANT, WHEN I WANT. DO NOT ASK ME TO RATE YOU. If you rate my pix and would like me to return the love, alls you got to do is send me a shout or message saying you rated my pix and i will definitely rate yours. 2.) I add everyone. I am indiscriminate when adding. If I added you and you really arent adding people, dont get your feet in a knot, just dont accept the request. Quite simple I think. 3.) About Instant Messaging: Everyone may feel free to add me to their yahoo instant messengers. my s/n is jamiller200306 PLEASE STATE YOUR NAME AND HOW YOU KNOW ME!!! I make it a point to refer to everyone by name and if i

Chicka Chicka Boom Boom [train]
Will there be enough room?! As with every other train out there - drama will NOT be tolerated! 1. Fan each person below. 2. Rate their profile. (If you have rated their profile recently - rate one of their pictures) 3. Leave them a comment telling them you are riding this train. **You DO NOT need to add each person as a friend** When you have rated everyone message aGEM4life to be added to the list and for your tag to be made. Rate this folder of pics to receive your personal tag. Start with this one (and continue until the end of folder)... 1. ♊aGEM4life♊ ☆SinnersFamily☆SBG☆ FUOwnedBy Willie ~Wife of Ike™~ 2.Willie - Proud Owner of aGEM4life 3. The BULLdaddy 4. HersheyK 5. Dee75 Member of RR, SBG & llama levelers !! Fu Owned by Texas Twister 6.

How To Broadcast Your Cam In The Lounge
WELCOME STAFF AND ANGELS..... HERE IS WHAT U NEED TO DO TO GET ON CAM.. FIRST GO TO CLICK HERE! this is where you use the cam info that was sent to you for each cam in the lounge and the password for loggin to ustream not the viewing password CAM RULES 1. The cams are RATED PG which means NO NUDITY 2. CAMS ARE RATED R. ASS AND TITS ONLY (THIS GOES FOR MALE STAFF TO) 3. NO KIDS ON CAM I REPEAT NO KIDS ON CAM! (KIDS + CAM = NO NO!)

Funny Stuff Right Here!!!!
i find it pretty interesting that some people these days find it neccesary to tread on ground they are unfamiliar with!!! do ya really know who you are messin with ??? you wanna come to my page here on the fu and harrass me and sb me .. and then block me???? are we in high school again ??? and to top it off this beoch think that i wanna steal her man??? are you seriously kiddin me??? so heres what i gots to say about all of this .... first of all i think that it should be known that if your man aint happy at home then you are soooo doin something wrong!! maybe ya need to re-evaluate your relationship !!! not my fault your "man" aint into you the way he wants to be into me!!! hate on me if ya want to but trust that i DO NOT want you drunken, wife beating, alcoholic man!!! i been there and OBVIOUSLY dont want him NOW!!! good luck with your trash ... if ya need help takin it out hehe let me know lmfao **HoTTy**

I'm Still Breathing.....
Lyrics to I'm Still Breathing : I leave the gas on, walk the alleys in the dark sleep with candles burning, I leave the door unlocked I'm weaving a rope and, running all the red lights did I get your attention cause I'm sending all the signs (that) the clock is ticking, and I'll be giving my two weeks your favorite shade of black, you best prepare a speech say something funny, say something sweet but don't say that you loved me Cause I'm still breathing And we've been dead for a while this sickness has no cure we're going down for sure already lost a grip best abandoned ship Maybe I was too pale, mabye I was to fat maybe you had better, better luck in the sack no formal education and I swore way to much but I swear you didn't fucking care cause we were in love so as I write this letter and shead my last tear its all for the better than we had this year lets close this chapter, say one last prayer but don't say that you loved me Cause I'm still breathing An

Do You See The Real Me?
When you look at me what is it you see? Do you even see the real me? You say you love my eyes, How they sparkle and shine, But do you even see what they have to hide? You see their color, You see their shape, But can you see what’s beyond their shade? Look into my eyes, Tell me what you see, Do you see all there is to me? All the pain that I hide, Secrets untold, Emotions I have shared, Feelings that I won’t, Truths yet to share, Lies I have told, Passions I long for, Dreams to unfold, Can you see all my questions? All my doubts, All my fears, Can you see the girl inside? Cause I haven’t seen her in years,

Jesus's 7 Statements On The Cross -- As Found Via Study Of All The Gospels, Not Just One.
Only by way of the symbolic blood of animals could the High Priest approach the presence of God, represented by the Holy of Holies. But when Jesus Christ was judged on the cross, the huge curtain that blocked entry into the Holy of Holies was ripped from top to bottom (Matthew 27:51). Christ’s work on the cross removed the barrier keeping men from the presence of God, giving us free access to His throne of grace (Hebrews 4:16, 10:19, 20). There were 7 and I’ll list them in the order THAT SOMEBODY -- NOT ME HOWEVER believes they probably occurred. "Father, forgive them, they don’t know what they’re doing." Luke 23:34 "I’m telling you the truth, today you’ll be with Me in paradise." Luke 23:43 "Woman, look, this is your son. Look, this is your mother." John 19:25,26 "My God, My God, why have you abandoned Me!" Matthew 27:46 "I’m thirsty." John 19:28 "It is finished now, with results that will go on forever." John 19:30 "Father, into Your hands I commit My spirit!

Some Of St. Paul's Lady Associates
Let us recap all the women preachers associated with Paul. Keep in mind that he did not tell any of them to shutup and sit down but rather commended their ministry. Woman Ministry Priscilla Pastor, Teacher and Evangelist Junia: Outstanding Apostle Phillip’s Daughters: Prophetesses. Phoebe: A Deacon Euodius and Syntyche: Exhorters. (Rom.12:8)

Quick Update
I finally heard back from my surgical oncologist, who apologized and hadn't realized nobody had called me yet about my pathology results. Soooooo.... good news and bad news. The good news - my lymph node came back negative, meaning the cancer did not spread. The bad news - there was apparently a bit of tumor very close to where they were removing tissue during the mastectomy. The radiation oncologist will determine whether they feel I need radiation or not. He says it's VERY small and sometimes they radiate, sometimes they don't. I'm to go in for a followup at the Breast Care Clinic on Monday 3/23. -------------------------------- Update: Just heard back from my primary care doc, who I called this afternoon after not hearing back from my oncologist. She says the margin of resection was positive in the lower outer portion of my breast - this is what may cause them to do radiation to prevent recurrence. She also said all the tumors were confirmed DCIS and NOT i

~can It Be You~
CAN IT BE YOU AFTER ALL THIS TIME BEFOR ME NOW WHAT ONCE WAS MINE?? CAN IT BE YOU WHO'S LIP'S I LONG TO KISS BEFOR ME NOW IS ANOTHER WISH CANT IT BE YOU OR JUST A DREAM ? YOU SMILE AND TURN I SMILE AND SEEM ALIVE AGAIN BY LOVIN LIFE 2-7

Is This What Life Is All About??
As I lay here in my dark, and lonely room, filled with sadness , and with gloom. I listen for your breathing, but it's not there. I reach to touch you, but touch only air. In my heart is a loneliness that I alone must bare. I feel all around me there is no one who really cares. So, forgive me if I must cry out "Is This What Life Is All About?" to feel so empty, and cast out. Where are the ones who said they cared! Where are the ones who said they would always be there! So, as I lay here in my dark, and lonely room , filled with sadness, and with gloom. Forgive me if I must cry out, "Is This What Life Is All About?"

Cries Of The Heart
There is a great deal of depression that has overtaken my soul, It floods deep within, into every inch that makes me whole. I wonder and worry of thought throughout the day, What is to come, to my dismay. As a flood of tears pour out of me in all my expressions, more and more comes, more and more depression. I assure myself everything is ok! But who am I fooling? Then I burst into a spirit of rage. I have questions, and there are answers. But I'm afraid and much too weak, When I try to explain, I hear I'm hearing wrong and need to be meek. But this is how I feel, there's no wrong or right, But as I battle with myself, I always lose the fight. I feel intimidated sometimes by others, But as I said "This is how I feel" The pain in me is very real. I lose control, my thought go wild, and here I am only a child. If only you knew what I thought, If only you knew what I fought. I need my thoughts held captive. Oh God, assure me I'm thinking normal and you'll help

Despair
If only the world could see what I feel then, would the world, know who I am I've loved, lost and feared the world for it is sometimes too much to bare Control, power, is what I fear for I am weak inside and full of pain I shout and cry, but knowing there is nobody there to hear me I swallow the shame and anger that lies beneath me I am lost to reality and living in time Though I am struggling through life and all that it offers, I am only human and that is what makes me . . . Me. Still, I wish for the happiness and pleasure that I have earned, but realize that, I have not yet overcome the world's greatest challenge Love! and how to accept it - I am ready to face my fears

Iffy Further Detailed Career Counseling Suggestions -- Similar To Prior Blog Entry
Potential Clients and Some Words of Wisdom ------------------------------------------- 1. For the downsized -- who can’t understand why loyalty wasn’t rewarded Nobody owes you a living. You can’t rely on an employer for your whole existence, they can only supplement you. Compute your minimal needs and try to get an employer to supply that. Understand which of your limits are artificial and can be changed. Decide which minimum steps to ambassadorship you need to get serious about and pray for inspiration. Go with strengths or weaknesses, whichever you prefer. I suggest you get 12 guiding scriptures to believe most earnestly. 2. For the downtrodden -- oppressed, out of time to fill in forms again and again Needless to say, your typing skills come in handy filling out forms. This is simplified if you have a generic form already well prepared. Or get a friend to do it for you. You might be surprised what kinds of careers you would consider under various conditions, so f

Update About Cinn
she is out of her casts and is now fighting to be walking agen i know she is in a lot pain she being grinding her teeth with each step she makes i know she up around in no time she not letting this keep her down you learn a lot about some one when they are to overcome dont put her down and out yet i know she be dancing agen soon maybe be back and be a model agen the beauty is still there pale but not faded she always looked beautiful to me cuz i see into her soul which is more beautiful than what yo see on the surface the strength she shows is the testament of the beauty she is sporting under her skin she never forget her friends and her friends never forget her

Just A Quickie
Just a quickie... the lady called on my medical yesterday, said that the neurologist they had referred me to for my carpal tunnel is out of town for 3 months... wtf.... but the irony of this is the doctor office they referred me to is Bender and Wurst.... all I kept thinking is my wrist hurts and you want me to bender wurst? Yikes. So what I will be doing to see if my medical gets approved is going to see my regular doc once again (this will be the 3rd time) and he will do a nerve conduction physical and if he states he thinks I have it, I believe the medical will be approved and we will go from there. I am tired of my wrist hurting so much, it's not the typing that hurts, its the mouse and grabbing the littlest things. Blah! I wish it were my left hand instead of my right hand since I am right handed. Other then that, life seems pretty good.... I am semi satisfied with a lot that is going on now, just as long as it continues life will be grand... But I also need to look at it as

Just Thinking
Sitting here dreaming Of all of that was done I Know I can make it right I also Know she is the one I said some things to her I can not even say know why I feel that i have lost her To me she was a natural high She is always on my mind And now i understand and see How much this gorgeous woman A beautiful woman meant to me Im not writing this for anyone Just here expression my feelings If i ever play the lottery I hope i get a lot of wininngs

Read This
For those of you who come on my page to rate me, Please leave me a message. I try and return all love that is given to me. I dont want you guys talking shit sayin "I rate that bitch and she dont rate back" So drop me a lil sum sum in my shout or my inbox. I'll return the love as soon as I can... Your Girl Face........

Samson, Something That Never Should Of Happened
Theres a little town, 30 miles northeast of me called Samson. Youve all heard of it by now. Its where some piece of shit shniffiling coward went to n open fired n killed some people. Unarmed women n childern.They make a special kinda hell for a guy like him who did the shooting. I spit every time i hear his name, n wont dignify it with writing it hear. I had business over in Samson this week, n wish now i woulda gone on Tuesday. Not that i wanted to die, but as u all know i am a ex cop n ex soilder n carried a gun legaly since i was 21. I might could of stopped him.This is one of those things that u wish God would of let u know one day in advance. I'd of gladly give 20 years of my life to know even one hour in advance. I'd went to his house, dragged him in his front yard n broke his neck. I dont need a gun to take care of a pussy like him/. I knew folks over there who got killed. Friends i have lost relatives then.Why does the good Lord let such happen. As most of u know i was a cop

Chatting On Internet About Relationships Between Female/male
THIS IS AN INTERNET CHAT WITH A FOREIGN LADY. Q = her questioning A = me answering Q by ME = me questioning A by HER = her answering Q: Do you believe in marriage? A: I think it is overrated. Two of mine failed. The Bible says it is valid and advisable. I believe that at least divorce is advisable under certain circumstances also. People are insecure sometimes if they just live together long term relationship without getting married, and then there are also inheritance issues. I would prefer just long term relationship this time, but for a foreignor to come to US and stay a few years there are only 3 ways that I am aware of my to do so legally -- 1. student visa to go to college 2. their job is high-tech in short supply in US so a company certifies needed desperating and they can get a waiver to come for a job 3.they come for IMMEDIATE marriage not just a romance beginning. So for that reason in our case I presume that the 3rd would be most appropriate. Q: Okay thats is good

Where I'll Be Next Month...
That's right boys and girls. It's that time of year again. Yet another Fangoria Weekend of Horrors. Once again at the LACC (God I miss the Burbank site) where drunken shenanigans will reign supreme along with a slew of horror notables. I know of one Fubarian that will be there. Anyone else? HUGE party to be had on that Saturday resulting in zombies galore on Sunday. And not the Romero kind either. Sorry. Check it:

Flame On!
You know, I'm kind of an old school geek. I cut my teeth on a Vic 20, had Pong when it was a complete console game (not just some cartridge for your fancy-pants Atari 2600), and I had a Bitnet account long before this whole inter-tubey thing came out that these kids are playing around with today. And as much as technology has changed over the years and improved the speed, reach and content of the digital tribe, one thing will always remain the same: virtual anonymity lets some people be fucking assholes for no reason other than to amuse themselves. So, I posted a Mumm a few minutes ago asking what I thought was a legitimate question, which seems to have been mistake number one in this place. I got some genuine feedback, which helped with my curiosity and I appreciate everyone that took the time to express some real thought into what they said. And I'm not really bothered by the random pictures or unrelated comments, although seems a waste of time to put in your two cents worth

Playful Pet
He came home to find her standing before him in a short black skirt, sheer white blouse, black stockings and black high heels. It was obvious she wasn't wearing a bra, as he could clearly see her dark, taut nipples pressing against the thin fabric of her blouse. He wondered if she was wearing any panties. Her cheeks were flushed. He looked at her and smiled, saying "What have you been up to My dear?" She grinned, a Cheshire cat grin, and took his hand gently in hers. She slid their joined hands up her leg and he could feel her bare skin just above the lacy tops of her thigh high stockings. She kept pressing his hand higher. Suddenly he felt that she did indeed have a scrap of cloth covering her, though such a small amount of material should hardly be called panties. The fabric was wet with her liquid heat. He stifled a small groan as he slipped his fingers beneath the material and felt the vibrator gently humming, buried deep in her cunt. And his eyes widen a bit as he realized she

Goth, Industrial, Ebm & 80s
Ok, the info for the industrial night is: Wednesday night March 18th. At the SOCO club. Time: 9pm til 1:30 am Location: 128 E Nifong Bvld. Columbia MO 65205 DJs : DJ Dark Horse, DJ Larry K. and DJ Dhust from KC. Cover: $5 for 18+ and $3 for 21+ Vending services by Dark Horse Leather Music: Goth, Industrial, EBM and 80s

If I Only Had Big Bucks !
WHAT TO DO IF I HAD BUG BUCKS -- LIKE IF THAT WERE POSSIBLE ! Q: And If you had a million dollars how would you spend it..? A: I would need 5 million at least to make it interesting. I discussed this previously with somebody, but perhaps not with you. would set aside some for kids and grandkids, not purchase a new home but purchase a new car ( to get the tax break lol ), buy one of those RV travel vehicles and go visit Carlsbad Caverns/California huge forests/DisneyWorld, and just joshing put the rest under my mattress or better still dig a hidden cellar vault and put it in there. The banks are not paying much for people to put money into their savings or purchase CDs and also only $100,000 is guaranteed by FDIC government institution not to be lost upon bankruptcy so that would be a lot of different banks to have to find to spread so much money around places to keep it safe in banks.

March 13th
Totally Made Up News: Scientists are at it again, searching for ways to read the human mind. The latest study has proven that using MRI technology memories of location are stored in specific patterns so that each location activates a different pattern of brain cells. By reading patterns scientists can recall what location you are currently remembering. This is a very useful technology in…well, some application I am sure. I’m positive it could be useful for identifying where someone is…as long as you carry a portable magnetic resonance imaging device with you. And then scan them. To find out where you are matches the brain scan location… This one may just have to be explained to me. I don’t think I recognize any benefit of a machine telling me where I am. I’m right here. I know this because I was there. Far be it for me to discredit research, but I have to give credit to the project leader. He must be a silver tongued devil to convince someone to blow money on studying how a perso

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Yikes -- Disciplining Children -- What Do You Say ?
Q: How would you discipline your children...? A: This was a serious issue with kids by my 1st marriage,and I knew wife was spoiling them but she took control of the kids and they ganged up on me. Finally at 42 when they went wild as teenagers refusing to go to high school, I eventually was tormented enough and we got divorced. I read numerous books on discipline at that time and there seem to be about 3 kinds of discipline of which might whichever to be used selected according to what the child responds to: 1. time out 2. withhold privilege 3. modest spanking 4. "tough love" where you have such a support group and they have to go live with another family until they will behave. 5. if they break the law awfully try to sick the cops on them, although legal system tends to hold the parents responsible until kid reaches age 17. I was spanked a few times as a kid. Q: Do you think couples should argue in front of their kids...? A: DEFINITELY NOT NEVER NO WAY, BECAUSE IT UNDERMINES EVE

Lmao - An "about Me" I Just Had To Post
I saw this on a guys Myspace "About Me"... Which he got from George Carlin.... "I’m a modern man, a man for the millennium. Digital and smoke-free. A diversified multicultural, postmodern deconstruction that is anatomically and ecologically incorrect. I’ve been uplinked and downloaded, I’ve been inputted and outsourced, I know the upside of downsizing, I know the downside of upgrading. I’m a hightech lowlife. A cutting edge, state of the art, bicoastal multitasker, and I can give you a gigabyte in a nanosecond! "I’m new wave, but I’m old school, and my inner child is outward bound. I’m a hotwired, heatseeking, warmhearted cool customer, voice-activated and biodegradable. I interface with my database, my database is in cyberspace, so I’m interactive, I’m hyperactive and from time to time I’m radioactive. "Behind the eight ball, ahead of the curve, ridin' the wave, dodgin' the bullet and pushin' the envelope. I’m on point, on task, on message and off drugs. I’ve got

Death Of A Generation
How many deaths will it take before our generation realizes there is a lot of history fading away to memories? How many generations have gone by with out the wisdom and knowledge of its past? How many more will pass? Questions that only we have the answers to. Answers that are self evident if we get our heads out of our own ass’ long enough to open our eyes. I am not political, “religious” or even motivated by the events of today. But what I am is someone with strong moral and ethical beliefs based on knowledge and wisdom gained based down from generations before. Last night at 0300 I lost that chance when my Great Aunt passed. I am saddened by not only the loss of my Aunt but the fact I never really knew her. I heard Grand Ma talk about her all the time but was always too busy to make the trip out to see her and sit and listen and learn. Not only learn about her but learn where my family came from. To gauge where its going and gain an understanding of why we do the thin

Stop Acting The Victim!!!
SO, THERE'S THIS RATES ONLY CONTEST. 2 LADIES IN THE LEAD. 1 WAS WAY AHEAD OF THE OTHER BY SOMEONE OR SOMEONE(S) USING THE RATING GLITCH WE ALL KNOW IS HAPPENING RIGHT NOW. (YES, I AM GOING TO USE NAMES AND SNAPSHOTS) KIMBERLY IS THAT CONTESTANT HERE YOU SEE ON THE CONTEST PAGE, WHAT I CONSIDER A HUGE CONTEST NO-NO, THAT IS A FRIEND OF THE OTHER CONTESTANT ON KIMBERLY'S CONTEST PAGE LEAVING A HARASSING COMMENT. BUT HEY, CONTESTS CAN GET DIRTY. I BEGIN TO SEE ALL THIS "CHEATER" STUFF ABOUT THE CONTEST.. MUMMS, BULLETINS, ETC. THIS IS THE CONTEST "VICTIM" PRICELESS, AS YOU CAN SEE NOW AHEAD OF THE GAME. I CONTINUE TO SEE BULLETINS, MUMMS,ETC BUT KEEP MYSELF OUT OF IT ... UNTIL NOW AND THIS IS WHY ... THIS IS CONTESTANT "VICTIM" PRICELESS AND SHE HAS POSTED A COMMENT AS YOU CAN SEE ON A 3RD CONTESTANT IN THIS CONTEST .. READ WHAT IT SAYS. NOW, THIS MAKES HER NO BETTER AND CERTAINLY DOES NOT GIVE HER OR ANY OF HER FRIENDS ANY RIGHTS TO BE CALLING ANYONE A

Charity Party At Playboy Mansion...
So, as mentioned in the previous blog, the company bearing my namesake, The Karma Foundation, is throwing a party in June at the Playboy Mansion and tickets are $1,000. While I'm going to try to get on my *cough* journalistic credentials, ie interviewing Hef and TKF founder Eric Stotz, in the event that fails I'm wondering if anyone has any suggestions on how to raise the money. So let me hear them! Thanks! Karma

Wtf? No, Seriously, Wtf????
Your result for The Personality Defect Test... RobotYou are 57% Rational, 43% Extroverted, 29% Brutal, and 29% Arrogant. You are the Robot! You are characterized by your rationality. In fact, this is really ALL you are characterized by. Like a cold, heartless machine, you are so logical and unemotional that you scarcely seem human. For instance, you are very humble and don't bother thinking of your own interests, you are very gentle and lack emotion, and you are also very introverted and introspective. You may have noticed that these traits are just as applicable to your laptop as they are to a human being. You are not like the robots they show in the movies. Movie robots are make-believe, because they always get all personable and likeable after being struck by lightning, or they are cold, cruel killing machines. In all reality, though, you are much more boring than all that. Real robots just sit there, doing their stupid jobs, and doing little else. If you

Everything
Find me here And speak to me I want to feel You I need to hear You You are the light That's leading me to the place Where I find peace again You are the strength That keeps me walking You are the hope That keeps me trusting You are the light to my soul You are my purpose You're everything And how can I stand here with You And not be moved by You Would You tell me how could it be Any better than this You calm the storms And You give me rest You hold me in your hands You won't let me fall You steal my heart When You take my breath away Would You take me in take me deeper now And how can I stand here with You And not be moved by You Would You tell me how could it be Any better than this And how can I stand here with You And not be moved by You Would You tell me how could it be Any better than this Cause You're all I want You're all I need You're everything, everything You're all I want You're all I need You're everything, everything You'r

The Climb
I can almost see it. that dream I'm dreaming, but there's a voice inside of my head, tellin you'll never reach it every step I'm takin every move I make feels lost in no direction, my faith is shakin but I gotta keep tryin gotta keep my head held high The struggles I'm facing the changes I'm taking sometimes they knock me down, but no I'm not breaking I may not know where, but these are the moments that I'm gonna remember most I've just gotta keep goin, and I gotta be strong just keep pushing on, but There's always gonna be another mountain I'm always gonna wanna make it move always gonna be an uphill battle sometimes I'm gonna have to lose ain't about how fast I get there ain't about what's waitin' on the other side it's a climb

Cooking Customs
Crossing the border from Guatemala into Belize, the guard asked J and I if we had any fruits or vegetables. We said no. The guard pointed to a brightly-colored Honduran grocery bag that contained mangoes. "No fruit?" J and I looked at each other, shrugged our shoulders. "Nope." "Did you buy anything in Guatemala?" We had, actually. Minutes before leaving Guatemala, we spotted a clothing store and stopped in to ask if they carried aprons - lacy, plaid, tie-around-the-waist ones, the kind worn by all the Guatemalan women in the markets. Neither of us knew how to say "apron" in Spanish, so I gestured with my hands, showing where it would fall on my knees, mimed tying a bow at my waist. The sales girl was puzzled. She gestured toward skirts hanging on a rack in front. "No, not those." Hrm. How to explain? I gestured again, miming putting something in the pocket of the apron, brushing flour off of it. Her eyes lit up, and she led us farther into the store, t

Storm
how long have I been in this storm so overwhelmed by the ocean's shapeless form water's getting harder to tread with these waves crashing over my head if I could just see you everything will be alright if I'd see you the storminess will turn to light and I will walk on water and you will catch me if I fall and I will get lost into your eyes and everything will be alright and everything will be alright I know you didn't bring me out here to drown so why am I 10 feet under and upside down barely surviving has become my purpose cause I'm so used to living underneath the surface if I could just see you everything will be alright if I see you the storminess will turn to light and I will walk on water and you will catch me if I fall and I will get lost into your eyes and everything will be alright and I will walk on water you will catch me if I fall and I will get lost into your eyes and everything will be alright I kn

Maybe Hes Right
I just re-read an old email from an ex bf. A man I thought I was going to spend the rest of my life with. One I thought really actually loved me. I was proven wrong when he emailed me accusing me of alot of junk. Maybe he wasnt so wrong. Not totally anyways. I would never lie or use him like he thought. But, maybe he is right that I belong alone. There is a man right now thats very dear to my heart. But maybe its best for the guy if I let him go. Ill probably just mess up his life to. It seems to be what I do when I find a wonderful man. I always find some way to mess it all up and hurt the man I care the most about. So, taking the advice of a man that seems to know me better then I first thought. Maybe it is time I let go of men once and for all. Maybe I should just stay single the rest of my life. Its better then messing up another wonderful mans life.

Broken
The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time I am here still waiting though I still have my doubts I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing With a broken heart that's still beating In the pain there is healing In your name I find meaning So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on I'm barely holdin' on to you The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead And I still see your reflection inside of my eyes That are looking for purpose, they're still looking for life I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing With a broken heart that's still beating In the pain is the healing In your name I find meaning So I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin') I'm barely holdin' on to you I'm hangin' on another day Just to see

Just Maybe Disc Personality Theory Can Be Helpful In Church ? ?
I DON'T HAVE THE HTTP FOR THIS, BUT IT IS A RIP. iT COULD BE ALL GIBBERISH, BUT PERHAPS JUST THE GIBBERISH YOU NEED! 14GCom2/02 26 Leader Styles The following describes different leadership styles. People tend to lead according to their personalties, rather than adapt to the styles of others. "D" Leaders — "D"s are take control and be in charge types. They don't like people telling them what to do. "D" leaders can be too pushy and forceful. They need to control their direct and demanding approach to management. They make better leaders when they learn to slow down, be gentle, and not so demanding of others. "I" Leaders — "I"s are inspiring and enthusiastic. They love to lead and influence others. Naturally great presenters, they tend to talk too much. "I" leaders need to listen more and not be so sensitive to rejection. They are the most impressive and positive leaders. "I"s love crowds, but need to be interested in individuals. "S" Leaders — "S"s are

Just For You
In the entire world, there is no other place I would rather be Than right next to you each and every single day of my life As long as I am with you, I know that everything is going right Through the good times or the hard times that may occur I am the girl who will stay beside you through thick and thin Here for all time to guide you through the darkest night Bringing you into the brightest light of the new dawning day There is nothing that can go wrong when we are together And when I lay down, all I want to feel is you next to me Holding you tightly against me as I kiss you softly good night Within me is a feeling that I will never let slip from my grasp Showing me that all we have is time to see us through to the end Not one day will arrive where I would ever let you down Since I am here to hold my ground, and make everything true Although I do know that you are going through so much now Constantly feeling confused on which way you should turn Even with all that, I wi

St. Patty's Day
Nookie Green An Irish man went to confession in St. Patrick's Catholic Church.. 'Father', he confessed, 'it has been one month since my last confession. I had sex with Nookie Green twice last month.' The priest told the sinner, 'You are forgiven. Go out and say three Hail Mary's.' Soon thereafter, another Irish man entered the confessional. 'Father, it has been two months since my last confession... I've had sex with Nookie Green twice a week for the past two months.' This time, the priest questioned, 'Who is this Nookie Green?' 'A new woman in the neighborhood,' the sinner replied. 'Very well,' sighed the priest. Go and say ten Hail Mary's.; At mass the next morning, as the priest prepared to deliver the sermon, a tall, voluptuous, drop-dead gorgeous redheaded woman entered the sanctuary. The eyes of every man in the church fell upon her as she slowly sashayed up the aisle and sat down right in front of the priest. Her dress was green and ve

Words Of 2pac
theer were two people with one wish to live a life filled with love to got they pray that together theyd stay under the stars above but someone else made a wish at the same time on the same breath and although the wish for love was granted so was this evil wish for death now i make a wish sealed with tears and laughter it is my wish that these two lovers are reunited in the hereafter the day you chose to leave me it rained constantly outside in truth i swore the rain to be the tears in cupids eyes we made love within a storm in the midst of passion and chaos somewhere somehow out true bond of friendshipwas lost in the eye of the strom the rain always falls harder those who prevallthis trauma will learn to bring there love farther but now the storm has passed and the seas pf our friendship are calm but as long as i live i will remember the love within the storm my tears they fall with passion like the tears conceived from stars full of brightness and energy seen only from afar

Somewhat Iffy Advise For Conflict Resolution In Marriage
http://www.freechristianleadertraining.org/3-3-9-work_ir_out.htm We Can Work It Out Objectives To be come better acquainted with the issue of conflict in marriage. To consider various responses that couples make when faced with conflict in their relationship. To gain encouragement from the bible that when it comes to conflict, "we can work it out." To establish our own plans for resolving problems as they arise in marriage. Examining the Issue of Marriage Conflict Agree/Disagree You will find a number of bold statements on the subject of conflict listed below. Do you agree or disagree with each statement and discuss the reasons why? 1. The couple that fights together stays together. 2. The sooner a couple addresses a problem, the better. 3a. Conflict is always wrong. 3b. Finding the "principle of the thing" is the key to resolving conflict. 4. Christian couples seldom fight. 5. In most conflicts, it is hardly ever black and white, right or

Own Me!
As many of you know my account was deleted so... I thought a great way to get back in the swing of the Fu was to have a new great owner. As the tag says more will be added as bids go higher,either fubux or cash bids but as always cash overides fubux,so what am I worth to you?? imikimi - Customize Your World!

Own Me, Please!!!!!
Yes, I am in an auction once more......dont really get in these very often, however, Dj Sexy sheila, is one I own now and she asked me to join her auction, so here I am .....if you would like a 2thick of your very own, here is the link Just copy and paste into your browser http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=173531&albumid=1562185&i=2105315877&idx=0 thanks, Johnny, aka 2thick

Hellcats Hitlist
HELLCATS HITLIST I DO AN AUTO 11 BLOG! MAIL ME IF YOU ARE HAVING AUTO'S ON! MY BLOG IS #8 ON FUBAR. THANKS TO ALL YOU FU'S! HELLCATS HITLIST JUST A REMINDER! THIS IS ALWAYS KEPT IN MY BLOG TO REFER TO, AS WELL AS OTHER INFO. PLEASE TAKE A MINUTE OF YOUR TIME AND STOP BY THE BLOG THIS IS KEPT IN AND RATE IT. I'D GREATLY APPRECIATE IT! THANKS! CLICK THIS LINK TO GO THERE. IN A CONTEST,GIVEAWAY,AUCTION? HOLDING A CONTEST,GIVEAWAY, OR AUCTION?? ALWAYS FEEL FREE TO MAIL ME YOUR LINK! PLEASE REPOST, ESPECIALLY IF YOU HAVE ASKED TO BE ON THIS LIST. THANK YOU TO MAIL ME YOUR CONTEST PAGE LINKS CLICK HERE TEXAS HELLCAT@ fubar CHECK OUT SOME BLOGS ON FUBAR! ATTENTION ALL MILITARY PERSONNEL PAST AND PRESENT

They Went Home By Maya Angelou
They Went Home They went home and told their wives, that never once in all their lives, had they known a girl like me, But... They went home. They said my house was licking clean, no word I spoke was ever mean, I had an air of mystery, But... They went home. My praises were on all men's lips, they liked my smile, my wit, my hips, they'd spend one night, or two or three. But... Maya Angelou

Popeye
E.C. Segar's character was based on a beady-eyes,pipesmokeing, wiry old bar-room brawler named Frank "Rocky" Fiegle-a legend in Chester,Illinois around 1915. Like Popeye, Fiegle never lost a fight but he was no sailor; he earned his drinking money by sweeping out the local saloon. There was a real Olive Oyl, too. Dora Paskel,a shopkeeper in Cheater.She was tall and skinny,wore her hair in a bun and even wore tall button up shoes...

College Football Sportsmanship Rules -- Rip With Comments
Penalties in College Football Loss of Down occurs when: 22. The ball is illegally handled when it is advanced 23. The ball was intentionally thrown backwards out of bounds(also loss of five yards) 24. A forward pass was intentionally "grounded"(i.e. the ball was thrown to a place where no one can catch it)--also a 5-yard loss 26. Forward pass touched by an originally eligible receiver who became ineligible by stepping out of bounds 28. Offensive pass interference(plus a 15-yard loss) 25. Forward pass touched by ineligible player behind the neutral zone(plus loss of 5-yards) 27. Forward pass touched by ineligible player in front of the neutral zone(plus loss of 15-yards) Loss of Five Yards occurs when: 29. Substitution rules are violated 30. Players are not numbered correctly 31. A player crawls 32. A dead ball is being advanced 33. The 25-second count is exceeded 34. The game is illegally delayed by any side 35. Unfair tactics

Weekend Glory By Maya Angelou
this poem speaks so much truth about the way people live their lives today Weekend Glory Some clichty folks don't know the facts, posin' and preenin' and puttin' on acts, stretchin' their backs. They move into condos up over the ranks, pawn their souls to the local banks. Buying big cars they can't afford, ridin' around town actin' bored. If they want to learn how to live life right they ought to study me on Saturday night. My job at the plant ain't the biggest bet, but I pay my bills and stay out of debt. I get my hair done for my own self's sake, so I don't have to pick and I don't have to rake. Take the church money out and head cross town to my friend girl's house where we plan our round. We meet our men and go to a joint where the music is blue and to the point. Folks write about me. They just can't see how I work all week at the factory. Then get spruced up and laugh and dance And turn away from worry with sassy glance.

Professional Football Sportsmanship Rules -- A Rip With Some Comments
http://www.football.com/rulesabc/misc.shtml Crossing the read see professional football 1. Offsides X chromosome (see also YYY below) 2. Crawling; Helping the runner 3. Illegal motion of offensive player at snap 4. Illegal forward pass, Intentional grounding 5. Unsportsmanlike conduct 6. Forward pass interference, Kick catch interference 7. Holding or illegal use of hands or arms 8. Personal foul 9. Running into or roughing the kicker 10. Running into passer(preceded by personal foul signal) 11. Tripping(preceded by personal foul signal) 12. Clipping 13. Unsportsmanlike conduct(noncontact) 14. Holding strong belief 15. Intentional grounding of a forward pass 16. Forward pass interference; Kick catch interference 17. Illegally touching, batting, or kicking of ball *************gap to bridge************* 35. Delay of game 34. Illegal formation 33. Touchdown; Field g

Minor Baseball Trivia -- A Rip
http://www.dearbornfordcenter.com/gym/softball_rules.htm baseball The 10-run mercy rule is invoked at the end of the half-inning when the home team is leading and at the end of the complete inning when the visiting team is leading (after a minimum of 4 1/2 or 5 innings). The 20-run travesty rule is invoked at the end of the half-inning when the home team is leading and at the end of the complete inning when the visiting team is leading (after a minimum of 2 1/2 or 3 innings). ************************** http://www.boomersoftball.com/Rules.htm slow pitch softball A. The top 25% of teams playing in State Tournaments are automatically moved up one class the following year.

Good Old Fashioned St. Pattys Day Dinner
"CORNED BEEF & CABBAGE WITH VEGETABLES" Here are the ingredients you will need: 2 & 1/2 pounds medium new potatoes, (about 8), cut in half 1 small head of cabbage 2 cups baby-cut carrots 1 cup small whole onions 1 corned beef brisket (3 to 3 1/2 pounds) 1/8 teaspoon pepper 1/2 cup water 1 tablespoon Worcestershire sauce 1 tablespoon cornstarch 2 tablespoons cold water In a 4-6 quart slow cooker: 1. Mix potatoes, carrots and onions. 2. Thoroughly rinse corned beef; discard seasoning packet. Place beef on vegetables; sprinkle with pepper. 3. Mix 1/2 cup water and the Worcestershire sauce; pour over beef. 4. Cut cabbage into 6-8 wedges and place on top of beef. 5. Cover and cook on low heat setting 8 to 9 hours or until beef and vegetables are tender. 6. Remove beef and vegetables from slow cooker. cover to keep warm. 7. Pour juices from slow cooker into 1-quart saucepan; heat to boiling. 8. Mix cornstarch and cold water until smooth; stir i

Volleyball Good Sportsmanship Rules -- A Rip With Minor Comments
http://www.allstarentertainment.net/im/rules_volleyball.htm volleyball 4A. THE START OF THE GAME: The referee will call the team captains together for a coin toss. The winner of the toss will be able to choose whether his/her team is the first to serve OR which side his/her team would like to play on. If the winner chooses to serve first, the other captain will choose which side to play on. The teams will switch sides between the first and second games, and the other team will serve first. Between the second and third games, there will be another coin toss. 3B. THE MATCH: A match is played as a best-of-three game competition. Once a team has won two games, the match is completed. If a third game is needed to decide the winner, it will be decided by the rally scoring method. 1C. WINNING A GAME: Each game is to 15 points. A team must win by 2 points, however, so the game will continue past 15 points until a team is ahead by two. There will be a point cap of 17 points (at which

Hockey Good Sportsmanship Rules -- A Rip
hockey http://www.lazerskate.com/Hockey_Rules_LSSP.htm Rule 401. Penalties -- Ultimate takeover Penalties shall be actual playing time and shall be divided into the following classes: 41. Minor Penalties 22. Bench Minor Penalties 13. Major Penalties 64. Misconduct Penalties -- game, gross WITH suspended animation 35. Match Penalties -- for balance 26. Penalty Shot in the arm of appropriate 66 Building ban 78 Double minor is equivalent to 2 37 Safety When play is not actually in progress and an offense is committed by any player or Team Official, the same penalty shall apply as though play were actually in progress. Rule 402. Minor Penalties For a "MINOR PENALTY", any player, other than a goalkeeper, shall be ruled off the surface for two minutes during which time no substitute shall be permitted. When running time is being played, the penalty will start at the moment the ensuing face-off is conducted. If a minor or bench minor penalty terminates during a st

I Dare You To Repost This!!
(1) Is there anyone on your top friends list you would have sex with? Oh yeah! And they know it!! 2) Sex in the morning, afternoon or night or all of them? How can i choose.....i have to say both. (3) Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? fuck yeah and it sucks! (4) Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? no just for pleasure but i've gotten money and gave it away....lmao. (5) Shower or bath while having sex!!!! shower...mmmmmmmmm (6) Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed? aggressive (7) Do you like someone in your friends list? yup a few crushes (8) Love or Money? Love.... (9) Credit card or cash? I always have my bank card on me... (10) Have you ever wanted a best girl friend. I have a few actually. (11) Camping or a 5 star hotel? both (12) Where is the weirdest place you have had sex? hmmm....a cemetary...lmao. (13) Would you shave your entire body (Including your head) everything but

Touched By An Angel By Maya Angelou
--- if you've ever loved you will find this poem to be pretty accurate Touched by an Angel We, unaccustomed to courage exiles from delight live coiled in shells of loneliness until love leaves its high holy temple and comes into our sight to liberate us into life. Love arrives and in its train come ecstasies old memories of pleasure ancient histories of pain. Yet if we are bold, love strikes away the chains of fear from our souls. We are weaned from our timidity In the flush of love's light we dare be brave And suddenly we see that love costs all we are and will ever be. Yet it is only love which sets us free. Maya Angelou

Phenomenal Woman By Maya Angelou
-for those of you who didnt already know...I have a profound love for poetry..tyhe following is one of my all time favorites by a woman who I find truly inspiring... Phenomenal Woman Pretty women wonder where my secret lies. I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's size But when I start to tell them, They think I'm telling lies. I say, It's in the reach of my arms The span of my hips, The stride of my step, The curl of my lips. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. I walk into a room Just as cool as you please, And to a man, The fellows stand or Fall down on their knees. Then they swarm around me, A hive of honey bees. I say, It's the fire in my eyes, And the flash of my teeth, The swing in my waist, And the joy in my feet. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. Men themselves have wondered What they see in me. They try so much But they can't touch My inner mystery. When I try to show them They

Keep Your Bridges In Tact.
Keep your bridges in tact. It really is a small world, and you never know when you will run into coworkers from your past. Don't burn any bridges at your company because you are unhappy. Maintain your contacts and keep your relationships on a positive note. You might just need a reference or a good word from one of your colleagues in the future.

Time For Self
I will be gone for the weekend.Need to clear my head and get ready for April 8th which I am almost certain I will have my freedom to go wild again.I will see everyone when I return and hope all a good weekend and no bad luck today.Brumsing Friday 13th.

Poetry
Tender Heat Thursday, January 20, 2005 A gentle face with caring eyes A tender word I cannot deny A hand reached in and grasped my soul To stop the pain, and mend the hole. The tempest and the raging seas Swirled in anger all around me. My eyes looked up and there stood one As brilliant as the rising sun An ear to hear my deepest fear A mouth with words so sweet and dear The arms that fit around me Held me close so perfectly A heart so filled with care and love Is like fresh new rain from up above When I’m in despair, in pain, in need, This heart goes out, to plant the seed Of healing and of happiness To ease the pain, to give me rest. These gentle hands of comfort sweet Have filled the cold with tender heat. By: Rachel M.F.

Er.. :/
Hi I'm new Still trying figure this out, but Im used to soical network sites so I should get used to it pretty quick. Can you reply to blogs? Or just view them? Any forums? I feel like a right noob. Blog time Its friday, I live in a club city and I'm in. On my own. To make it worse my mum and dad are going out to get pissed. I feel like a loner. I love going out of a weekend but trouble with mates and what not has put me right off, anyone else know people or you yourself react horrible off alcohol?

Breast Exam
i think that all women shuold get there breast exam now.. i just had a good friend do it and found out she had cancer and thats a sad thing cause noone knew it and now she will havfe one of her breast removed just cause of some damn deasee that there is no cure for but if they have got hers in time hopefully it hasn't spread but i am still mad cause there is no known cure yet i know i am only a friend but i beg of you ladies please do what you can to take care of yourself !!!! Now i am a Big fan of Cancer drives and will do anything to help find a cure....

Where I Dwell
Writing, helps, when I’m down Words flow while wearing a frown A muse in misery, I guess I’ve found Don’t confuse me, for some emo punk, thinking I’m the only one Who can feel, We all do, those of us , who are real I mean something’s got to get you down, Otherwise nothing can lift you up Like a bass line that sets in just right Kick drum beat heavy and tight Anything, that travels up your spine, Standing your hair on end A singer wailing, like on it their life did depend A bolt flashing illuminating the sky The feeling I get when I look in her eyes That’s where I need to dwell that’s where I belong

Observations About St. Paul -- A Rip.
http://www.stmarkshighland.ang-md.org/reflect/renewal.htm THIS IS A "RIP" OF PORTIONS OF THE ABOVE MENTIONED ITEM, WITH SOME COMMENTARY BY ME. Observation #1: INSTINCT/GUTS St Paul writes frequently that he desires, prays for, and labors for our deepening faith, our increasing spiritual maturity, our ongoing transformation in Christ, our expanding knowledge of God, and our experience of our unity together. Never once does St Paul write that he prays or labors for our gaining or refraining from the practice of any spiritual gifts. This is not a major issue for St Paul. Observation #2: IMAGINATION St Paul connects the filling of the Spirit with submission to others (Eph 5.18-21) rather than with gaining or refraining from the practice of spiritual gifts. For St Paul, the filling of the Spirit has to do with the FRUIT of the spirit – spirituality, maturity, and holiness, more than the gifts of the Spirit – abilities for ministry. To become p

General Tendencies Of People's Emphasis In Spirituality
http://www.gloryofhiscross.org/propetic13.htm Sanguine: Preaching the gospel to the poor those who live hand to mouth existence; who are unemployed; who live in want. Melancholy: Healing the brokenhearted strained relations between spouses and between parents and children, etc facing divorce proceedings in the courts of law bereaved. house of mourning. It is better to go to the house of mourning than to go to the house of feasting (Eccl.7:2). Blessed are those who mourn for they shall be comforted (Matt.5:4). Choleric: Proclaiming liberty to the captives slaves in the bondage of sin whatever you bind on earth will be bound in heaven and whatever you loose on earth will be loosed in heaven (Matt.16: 19). Christ has already redeemed our bodies not only from the sin but also from the sicknesses and diseases. Phlegmatic: Proclaiming acceptable year of Lord and the day of vengeance of our God emissaries of Satan. The false prophets and the anti-christs belong

My Justin
I really hate ppl ruining my day and I ain't gonna let no one do it today of all days. Those of you who really know ME...know that I had lost a child, Justin, back in 2000 when he was 4 years old. Well today is his bday and he woulda been 13 yrs old. I'm not here for sympathy or whatever cuz it's a part of my life and I'm ok with it. The point of this blog is to remind everyone who reads it, whether you have children or not, to cherish life...love your loved ones, tell them that you love them, and let go of the petty shit. Life is WAY too short and you never know when you aren't going to be able to tell that person that you love them. Have love and peace in your heart always...

Ensign: The Home Stretch
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 13 March 2009 "The Revelation of Jesus Christ, which God gave unto him, to show unto his servants things which must shortly come to pass; and he sent and signified it by his angel unto his servant John:" For those of you who've known me since at least the start of 2006, you are coming with me to the end of a journey through the Bible, chapter by chapter. Today when you're reading this I will be opening the book of Revelation, the final book of the Bible and one case where it pays to read the back of the book! We win! At least, those who have declared their faith and hope in Jesus Christ as their Lord and Savior do. It's been a long three-plus years; along with the journal I write in daily, this occurred to me because even

Why
There he goes watching her She walking past him again He rehearsed it everyday Deciding to tell her then He loses the urge to speak She goes on her merry way Here he is again on the steps Out watching her the next day He finally has the strength As she walks past his place He asks her what is her name She says her nickname is Ace He tells her that he likes her She says i can tell when i walk by Then she ask him this question What took you so long to say hi Nervous and confused he stutters I didnt want to sound like a fool She say any man that conquers his fears Is sexy, smart and totally cool That day was almost 20 years ago They are still together and happy The moral of this story is never wait The outcome of that would be crappy. Also this moral is here Why wait, Why hesitate Doing that will force You to miss something great

Poetry
Betrayal Monday, January 17, 2005 Betrayed the blood flows down my back My heart is crushed to powder black My soul is torn, now ever stained With bloodfilled tears the lies obtained I just want to hide away, To crawl into the darkest grave Never again to be found My soul to the night forever bound I can feel the pain within my chest The heart that beats beneath my breasts The vice is tightened ‘round my soul The torment, ever shall it grow? Love betrays, passions burn bright Consuming all within this night The black smoke shall reach the skies Rising from the flowing lies The fiery path tells of betrayal great My soul now crushed, my heart shall break The knife, it sinks within my back The blood now flowing, the night so black The light is gone from the day Now shall I never find my way? The night of torment approaching fast Where can I hide, to escape the wrath Of the hate, the rage that fills my soul How do I stop it, No more to grow? The pa

My Laptop Bit The Dust...
So my laptop got hit by a power surge so I will be offline for a while until I can afford to get a new one. Until then You can all contact me via yahoo deadbody929 / deadbody929@yahoo.com if you don't have my number you can get it from Cat (JadeMoonlight) or Jess... they can be found in TMR (Twizted Minds Radio). I shall post more about this later on when I can get access to a computer.

Brain Teasers
*Six glasses are in a row. The first three are filled with milk, and the last three are empty. By moving only one glass, can you arrange them so that the full and the empty glasses alternate? *I have a hundred legs, But cannot stand. I have a long neck, But no head. I cannot see, and I'm neat and tidy, As can be. What am I? *A certain number has three digits. The sum of the three digits equals 36 times this number. Seven times the left digit plus 9 is equal to 5 times the sum of the two other digits. 8 times the second digit minus 9 is equal to the sum of the first and third. What is the number? *What can you share and still have all for yourself? *What kind of rocks are on the bottom of the Mississippi River? *What gets whiter the dirtier that it gets? *I have four wings, but cannot fly, I never laugh and never cry; On the same spot I'm always found, toiling away with little sound. What am I? Yeah I'm jus bored..lol. Here are the answers: 1. pick up the second glass & p

Poetry
I Will Overcome Sunday, January 26, 2005 Just ignore this empty shell you see, I’m not myself, I’m just a wasted dream. I hate feeling like there’s no way out There’s no where to go when I look about. I’ve lost control, emotions raging high, I struggled so hard, this I cannot deny, To gain control of the broken me, And bottle emotions like a raging sea. Succeed I did for control was mine. I bottled them all up deep inside, And from my mind my cares did flee Whenever they tried to torment me. But all at once the bindings broke. My emotions soon did take control, And now I’m lost within their midst No light now shines through these mists. For so long I searched for the way out Of the raging sea, and the rolling winds. Damned emotions that surrounded me I just wanted it all to end. So conquer I did, these raging winds, and The sea of emotions that controlled me. And by the time I was out and free, I was amazed at the sight that awaited me. A drop of

Courtesy & Gotchas Of Handling Fugifts
When you receive indication that you have received a fuGift, which costs the sender fuBucks -- some quite expensive, you can do 3 things about it: 1. ignore the whole thing 2. return the favor 3. besides #2, have it displayed in you profile list of fuGifts. I have never done #1. I always do at least #2, although perhaps cannot afford as expensive fuGift as was given. I ALWAYS have the FIRST fuGift from a person displayed in fuGifts list, i.e. #3. In subsequent fuGifts from same person, if it does not fit my lifestyle ( mostly I drink little alcohol -- just wine-coolers occassionally ), then I suggest they either don't spend the money or don't expect to see it displayed. These alcoholic fuGifts increase your "BUZZ', but they are not important enough to me to override my wish to avoid indicating that I am not much of a drinker of such. Perhaps wine at most, which is similar to wine-cooler. However, if first fuGift is ANY drink, I accept & leave displayed-- I don't want

Chicken Wire
An old man in Mississippi was sitting on his front porch watching the sun rise. He sees the neighbor's kid walk by carrying something big under his arm. He yells out "Hey boy, whatcha got there?" Boy yells back "Roll of chicken wire." Old man says "What you gonna do with that?" Boy says "Gonna catch some chickens." Old man yells "You damn fool, you can't catch chickens with chicken wire!" Boy just laughs and keeps walking. That evening at sunset the boy comes walking by and to the old man's surprise he is dragging behind him the chicken wire with about 30 chickens caught in it. Same time next morning the old man is out watching the sun rise and he sees the boy walk by carrying something kind of round in his hand. Old man yells out "Hey boy, whatcha got there?" Boy yells back "Roll of duck tape." Old man says "What you gonna do with that?" Boy says back "Gonna catch me some ducks." Old man yells back, "You damn fool, you can't catch ducks with duck

Relationships! Success Or Failure?
I am really depressed right now do to relationship problems. It sucks! So I was just wanting someone to talk about it or hear about other peoples. If you don't want to open up then don't post on this blog. This blog is to open up to the community.

My Bio
Are we ready to talk smooth? Anything you read below does not pertain to "Fubar"! I am only going to tell you some things about me 1. I am an easy going person (Just do not step on my toes) 2. I am a 100% honest person when I am your friend (You do me wrong, I cut you off 100% without an explanation) 3. I respect everyone (I demand the same in return) 4. I make mistakes just like anyone else (I am not GOD) 5. I love sports as you all know (Who wants to take me on?) 6.I like flowers, gold, sneakers, coffee, hats, snow blizzards non judge-mental people, my fish, clean home, candles graphical designing, perfume, my nails, gardening. I am sure I left something important out 7. I was an avid tanner BUT stopped I only tan 1-2 times a week why? (I never liked make-up) 8. I am not a drinker (Here and there and I prefer wine 9. I like to talk, you will have a soar ear AND I talk FAST (Look where I come from ) 10. I am not a shy person 11. I like to read, but not novels (I am

Poetry
Now, Can I Heal? Wednesday, December 8, 2004 A spark begins down deep within, A raging fire is soon to begin. No time to think, no time to react The fire consumes all in it's path. Seconds have passed, the destruction is great None could have seen what would come in the wake Of the pressures and tasks heaped up to the skies Jammed all together these reasons are why. No time to think, I shove all aside, Just shoving it all to the back of my mind Depression will settle, consuming my soul Will I be left wondering, or dead in some hole? If I don't face this and take it head on To my anger, and rage will I be a pawn So face it I must, though the tears will then flow I'll be crumbled and broken, with no where to go. Lost in the night, alone in the dark Try as I might, I can't light the spark. The hope burns away, the fire burns bright 'Till not even ash is left in this night Despair now deceives me, the lies ringing true. Chained to my sorrows, who can I tu

Dark Poetry
Heartache and the loss of god Left empty , alone and odd Feel the pain and never trust Due to abandoned love and lust Given to one who was my kindred soul Left without the one who made me whole Twisted into a crippled form of life Unable to ever believe in one called wife Wanting someone who is all that is good Desiring one who has been there and is understood Who knows the depths of loneliness and pain One who came through the madness and came out sane One who felt the want to hold and to touch and feel One who wanted it more and needed it real One who questioned the ways of god in this life One who walked through the fire of heartache and strife One who sees through eyes like my own One who has the soul all these things have known I guess it must be left to the hands of one on high I may never see the answer till the day I die By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Earth Hour
On March 28 you can VOTE EARTH by switching off your lights for one hour. Or you can vote global warming by leaving your lights on. The results of the election are being presented at the Global Climate Change Conference in Copenhagen 2009. We want one billion votes for Earth, to tell world leaders that we have to take action against global warming. between Earth and global warming. For the first time in history, people of all ages, nationalities, race and background have the opportunity to use their light switch as their vote – Switching off your lights is a vote for Earth, or leaving them on is a vote for global warming. WWF are urging the world to VOTE EARTH and reach the target of 1 billion votes, which will be presented to world leaders at the Global Climate Change Conference in Copenhagen 2009. This meeting will determine official government policies to take action against global warming, which will replace the Kyoto Protocol. It is the chance for the people of the wor

Name Change
Changing the name . Last night got involved in a MuMM that spun out of control. Long story short Some woman have nothing clever to add to the discussion, out of nowhere starts accusing me of being gay .Now I'm confident of who I am and what I represent and to set the record straight this was a false accusation borne out of pure lack of wit. I'm definitely not gay lmao but this little stunt they pulled has garnered me some unwanted attention from the homosexual community and my former name ..Lil Bear is some twisted gay term I've heard. So in an effort to supress this attention I'm doing away with the name.

Missing Appointments
Many people live and die by the desk calendar these days. Ours is a time-conscious, time-driven culture. Most of us have more things to do on our schedules than we can comfortably manage. These pressures have created an environment where missing appointments and scheduled events is a constant threat. Dreams to this effect are common. One of the trigger events for these dreams is the nagging fear that we may not get it all done as we should. Our anxiety about appearing competent to others is fragile and often assaulted in dreams. Another interpretation of this dream is missing an opportunity. Life invites participation in more than could ever be accomplished. Every invitation comes with the promise that this event could change your life. The changes may include relationship or career rewards. A final scenario revolves around fulfilling the relationship obligations that already exist in your life. In this case, dreams of missed appointments may be reminding you of personal oblig

Some Women Are So Stupid!
I have NO clue who you dumb Bitches are Nor do I care, If you think for one second I'd leave my wife for you, You are one fucked up piece of mentally derranged shit, I hope you fall off the earth and float in the Nothingness of space because that's where you fit in.....Nothing. To my wife Lynn, Remember I Love you, No one will ever come between us, In this life or the Next! oh AND btw iF I RATE YOUR PICS doesn't mean i want you!

Stronger
You never know what you can do until you have to. To see that everything and nothing matters, Only time can teach the truth. Stronger now then ever. Seeing things for the first time. Like a breath of cold, clean air, Things are not so clouded. Breaking through the fog. Learning to fail and move on, Stepping up when it is needed the most. Everything must evolve. Afraid of the future. The uncertainty of the unknown. No time to redo life. We must just learn to be stronger.

Want To Know Why My Private Messages Are For Family Only?
So a lot of people think I am stuck up or a bitch or whatever because I have my private messages set to family only. Please look at the screen shot below to see why. This screen shot was taken back when the email program fu used didn't allow for the family only filter, and it showed the total number of messages you had waiting on you. Now, also know this was before bling. So these messages are just basic bullshit and fugifts. And yes, that is one days worth of messages. So yes, I have my settings set to family only. I still get messages for fugifts, bling and bombs. I can't keep on top of them as it is. So, please try to understand it is nothing personal. However, if you chose to take it personally that I won't accept your private message - that is fine too. Makes no difference to me. As I say on my page, PLEASE leave what you have to say to me in a comment. That is the best way to leave it. It is also, the way I am most likely to see it. Have a gr

Billy Beg And His Bull
Once upon a time, there was a king and a queen, and they had one son, whose name was Billy. And Billy had a bull he was very fond of, and the bull was just as fond of him. And when the queen came to die, she put it as her last request to the king, that come what might, come what may, he'd not part Billy and the bull. And the king promised that, come what might, come what may, he would not. Then the good queen died, and was buried. After a time, the king married again, and the new queen could not abide Billy; no more could she stand the bull, seeing him and Billy so thick. So she asked the king to have the bull killed. But the king said he had promised, come what might, come what may, he'd not part Billy Beg and his bull, so he could not. Then the queen sent for the Hen-Wife, and asked what she should do. "What will you give me," said the Hen-Wife, "and I'll very soon part them?" "Anything at all," said the queen. "Then do you take to your bed, very sick with a complaint," s

Life Or What It May Be...
Have you ever wondered what life would be like if you had never existed? Or, if you did exist, but not in the same existence as you are today? What the people would be like? Where you would be? Or, if you were same person in a different body? And if existence is a truth or is it merely a theory in which we have been force to believe from that first instance we could rationalize pure thought? Yeah, I have. Lately, I've been wondering what the lives of my family and friends would be like if I weren't around. If I had never existed, would life still be the same as it is today. Would it be richer and not so complicated? And if I did existed and not in the same form I am today, would I even know them? Would they know me? Would we still exist in the same drowning cesspool of a life? What would happen if I suddenly disappeared? Would anyone truly miss ME or would they just miss the thought of me? What lives have I truly changed by being me? Who out there has benefited from having me around? I

...♣triskelion Forces...♣
TISKELION CODE OF CONDUCT December 1st, 2007 by titovenida T - Treat others as you would have others treat you. R - Rise to defend the name and honor of the Fraternity whenever it is unjustly criticized. I - Inform and orient your fellow brothers in all matters, which you consider vital to the Fraternity. S - Salute and respect your fellow brothers in the proper manner. K - Keep decorum in all Fraternity meetings and act accordingly inside and outside of the Fraternity. E - Excel in your chosen field of interest and endeavor. L - Live a life of modesty and moderation. Avoid gluttony, drunkenness and other vices lest, you forget God, country, family, health, studies, work and the Fraternity. I - In your everyday life take care of what you write and say. Avoid misinterpretation and lasting misunderstanding. O - Obey all Fraternity rules and regulations and be guided by the TENETS and CODE OF CONDUCT of the Fraternity. N - Never reveal to anyone not

Blah
Everyday I sit and think about all the good things in my life. I often wonder how these things have come about. I do not speak of material things, but, rather, fulfilling things. The things that make a smile creep across your face or laughter to emminate from your heart. The things that only can only make YOU happy. You find these things often have a way of coming into your life unexpectedly. You find that as time goes on you don't know how you have traveled this far in life without them. These things have a way of hurting your feelings and second guessing yourself. These things have you feeling like you don't matter and don't really care about you. These are the things that make you happy, because without them, you wouldn't be you. You wouldn't exist in this predictable form that has everyone running scared. Without these things, you would be lost. Sometimes, I find myself wanting to get rid of these things. I think to myself that I wouldn't feel so bad and wouldn't be cr

No More Hurt
You say that you want me You say that you need me But how can you be telling the truth Each time you walk out that door You say you love me in every way It's grows more every day But how can I believe you anymore When you close the door You say that you want me You say that you need me But how can you be telling the truth Each time you walk out that door The kids are waiting up again Waiting for you to walk in I sit and i cry and hold their hands Hoping they don't see the tears You say that you want me You say that you need me But how can you be telling the truth Each time you walk out that door Finally, as I finish putting the kids asleep, I hear the front door open softly I quickly walk the down the stairs holding my breath, Wishing this night is not like the rest. You say that you want me You say that you need me But how can you be telling the truth Each time you walk out that door You stumble throug

Why People Lie — And How To Tell If They Are There Are Liars, And Then There Are Liars.
Just an article that I wanted to post for my own reference I suppose. It doesnt so much refer to Fu-Life cause its "almost" impossible to tell if someone here is lying to you.... but I think liars give themselves away in time. It takes way too much energy to lie, and they get tired at some point.... just mho! ********************************* Why people lie — and how to tell if they are There are liars, and then there are LIARS. Dr. Gail Saltz explains why they do it and how to spot one Contributor TODAY updated 11:58 a.m. PT, Sat., Jan. 31, 2004 Everybody lies. It may only be “white” lies, but everyone tells lies or “omits the truth” sometimes. We start lying at around age 4 to 5 when children gain an awareness of the use and power of language. This first lying is not malicious, but rather to find out, or test, what can manipulated in a child’s environment. Eventually children begin to use lying to get out of trouble or get something they want. White lies, those

Auto 11's And Bomb Bling!!
I'll be running Auto 11's starting @ noon fubar time!!!! Also will be activating my cherry bomb tonight @ 7pm fubar time!! If you want to be bombed PM me and will do my best!!!! Remember it's only for 1 hr!!! Come show me some Fulove!!! And celebrate that the weekend is finally here and earn some pts as well.... RATE, FAN, ADD As always all love will be return. Random blings will be given!!!! «G‡TÅÑÅßÉßÅ»fu-owner of ÐJ þÖÌ§Öñ@†WÌZ†ÈÐ MÌñÐZ RÄÐÌÖ and fu-owned and R/L hun of «¶®‡§ØMÊ¥Ê§» (repost of original by '«G‡TÅÑÅßÉßÅ»fu-owner of ÐJ þÖÌ§Öñ@†WÌZ†ÈÐ MÌñÐZ RÄÐÌÖ and fu-owned and R/L hun of «¶®‡§ØMÊ¥Ê§»' on '2009-03-12 10:16:10') (repost of original by '«¶®‡§ØMÊ¥Ê§»' on '2009-03-12 10:18:33') (repost of original by '*ß®öKêÑ♪Hëå®T♫QûëèÑ*' on '2009-03-12 10:20:58') (repost of original by '~devils lil angel~' on '2009-03-12 10:26:20') (repost of original by '«G‡TÅÑÅßÉßÅ»fu-owner of ÐJ þÖÌ§Öñ@†WÌZ†ÈÐ MÌñÐZ RÄÐÌÖ and fu-owned and R/L h

Looking Forward
Take the time to look back upon the joys Take the time to look ahead at joys to come Don't take for granted the things that can not be Don't take for granted the things that are Love is near, yet so far away Loving touch not found here The love is distant yet Soon to be held Never to be let go Take the time to embrace this feeling Take the time to look ahead at our lives

Pic Rate Contest
Everyone please go by and rate this one pic...if you go by and rate it and leave a comment...rated or whatever....I will pay 20K fu-bux to everyone who rates that pic until i run out of fu-bux. 20K FOR ONE PIC RATE....YES YOU READ IT RIGHT!!!! Click this pic below to rate...

Here We Go Again
I haven't been here alot lately other than the occasional stop in to say hi to a few people. Things have been pretty crazy. For a minute life was looking up when an old b/f I dated 25 yrs ago from high school tracked me down after trying off and on to find me that entire time! He was always the "one who got away" and it was nothing short of a fairy tale or something from a Lifetime movie. I've been on cloud 9!! I couldn't begin to explain how happy I've been! A also couldn't help but think nothing in my life stays great for long, there's another shoe to drop somewhere. It just wasn't the one I expected. Alot of my friends know I had and beat kidney cancer several years ago. I also had a scare 2 yrs ago with pancreatic cancer. Luckily it was a fluid filled cyst 1mmx2mm. I was told they needed to watch it because it could easily turn on me into pancreatic cancer & even if it doesn't I was looking at a whipple procedure to make sure it doesn't. A whipple is a major surgery that remo

"speak Of Love"
Speak of Love Speak of love in whispers, or with a louder voice Pressed in between the sighs and moans, as if you really had a choice Shared in unknown languages, a distant foreign tongue Said in ways of urgency, with syllables that stun Speak of love in darkened rooms, we’re renting by the hour The ones with tarnished furnishings that diminish not the power From your lips they tumble forth, and linger on the air An age old tired mantra, a hope, a trust, a prayer Speak of love in simple terms, untangle all the wires Pull out your can of gasoline and feed the dying fires Pump coins into the meter, so time is on our side Fill the tank with something else, instead of tears you cried Speak of love with honesty, move into the light Try a different angle, instead of left or right Use unspoken gestures, or motion with your hand Take the leap, step off the cliff, you know I’ll understand. Copyright 2009 by Steve Santini. All rights reserved.

My 2 Lifetime Owners :)
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Very Naughty Blog!
I WISH IT WAS MY HANDS THAT CARESS YOUR FACE THAT EXPLORES YOUR BODY TEASING THAT SPECIAL PLACE TOUCHING YOU WHERE IT COUNTS TREADING WHERE ANGELS FLEE MAKING YOU BITE YOUR LIP TRACING CIRCLES ALONG YOUR KNEE GENTLY SPLITTING YOUR THIGHS LIGHTING YOUR SKIN ON FIRE GOOSE BUMPS ON YOUR SKIN EVERY MUSCLE ACHING WITH DESIRE EVERY TOUCH FILLED WITH EMOTION EACH SIGH DRIPPING WITH LUST NAILS DIGGING INTO FLESH A PASSION DRIVEN TRUST STROKING YOUR PANTIES JUICES FLOWING FROM WITHIN YOUR BODY TENSE WITH DESIRE THE EXPLOSION SOON BEGINS MY FINGERS STROKING FASTER AS YOU BEG AND PLEAD FOR MORE HARDER AND HARDER AGAINST YOU YOU FINALLY CANT TAKE ANYMORE AS I RELEASE YOU YOU COLLAPSE WITH A MOAN I KISS YOU ON THE LIPS YOU BEG ME TO GO ON I WHISPER SWEETLY TO YOU "THERE IS MORE WHERE THAT CAME FROM" I LEAVE YOU CRAVING MORE OUR NIGHT HAS ONLY JUST BEGUN

Top O' The Mornin'
-> O'DEREK&CA...: Am I Like, what? GAY!? Why, yes, i am. Basically, the game i said were going to play, is Buttdarts. Youre going to lube yourself up, and let me get a running start at your rectal cavity. I will run at ludicros speed, and hope to penetrate your bowels with the Schwartz O'DEREK&CA...: no are you like -> O'DEREK&CA...: Were any of them Gay BArs? O'DEREK&CA...: well that was my wife speaking now i am have a good day from djcrawler i was a dj 6lounges in 2007 one now -> O'DEREK&CA...: inside we both know whats been going on..WE KNOW THE GAME AND WERE GONNA PLAY IT! -> O'DEREK&CA...: weve known each other for so long....your hearts been aching, but youre too shy to say it -> O'DEREK&CA...: look, a full commitments what im thinking of. You wouldnt get this from any other guy. O'DEREK&CA...: ok god bless you -> O'DEREK&CA...: never gonna make you cry, never gonna say good bye... -> O'DEREK&CA...: i just wanna tell you how im feeling O'DEREK&CA.

Thought For The Day...
"The worst thing about being lied to is knowing you weren't worth the truth!!" I plan on writing another blog to better explain this little blurb I felt like posting this AM (knowing though that most people here on Fubar know exactly what I'm talking about because i have seen this little saying all over this site in peoples profiles, blogs, MuMMs etc) til then, just food for thought; and I'm starving.

So Called Friend
Well in my life I have figured out that if you have female friends you have to know them for a very long time cause if you don't then chances are they will stab you in the back. I have this old friend who stole my wallet she said she didn't but she was the only person that i was with so there is no way that I lost it. I have torn my house up side down and still havent found it. But i don't care anymore females like her should be punished by not having anyone. and karma is a bitch so what goes around comes around. well thats it for now...waiting on my baby to wake up...

I 'm A Bad American
I am the liberal progressive's worst nightmare, I am an american.. I am a master mason and I beleive in God. I ride Harley Davidson motorcycles and believe in american product's. I beleive my money I make belong's to me and my family, not some liberal governmental fuctionary be it democratic or republican:. I'm in touch with my feeling's and like it that way!... I think owning a gun doesn't make you a killer it makes you a smart american. I think being a minority does not make you noble or victimized, and does not entitle you to anything. GET OVER IT! I beleive if you are selling me a big mac do it in english. I beleive that everyone has the right to pray to hisor her god when and where they want to . My heroe's are John Wayne, Babe Ruth, and Willie G. Davidson That makes the awesome Harley Davidson Motorcycle's. I don't hate the rich and I don't pity the poor!.. I know that wrestling is fake and I don't waste my time watching it or argueing about it. I've never owned a slav

This Was Left On Yahoo Messenger For Me
To get something you never had, you have to do something you never did.' When God takes something from your grasp, He's not punishing you, but merely opening your hands to receive something better. Concentrate on this sentence. .. 'The will of God will never take you where the Grace of God will not protect you.' Something good will happen to you today; something that you have been waiting to hear. I do believe in God and the statement above but I also believe in the power of the mind and the absolute effects of attitude. The secret is within ourselves.

Cientists Warned Thursday That Global Warming Is Accelerating Beyond The Worst Predictions
http://news.aol.com/article/climate-changes/376821 Scientists Warn of 'Irreversible' Changes By JAN M. OLSEN, AP posted: 11 HOURS 50 MINUTES AGOcomments: 1135filed under: Science News, Weather News, World NewsWith COPENHAGEN (March 12) - Hundreds of leading scientists warned Thursday that global warming is accelerating beyond the worst predictions and threatening to trigger "irreversible" climate shifts on the planet. Saying there's no excuse for inaction, the nearly 2,000 climate researchers meeting in Copenhagen urged policy-makers to "vigorously" implement the economic and technological tools available to cut emissions of heat-trapping greenhouse gases.

Cute Baby
When we brought our new-born son to the pediatrician for his first checkup, the doctor said, "You have a cute baby." Smiling, I said, "I'll bet you say that to all the new parents." "No," he replied, "just to those whose babies are really cute." "So what do you say to the others?" I asked. "He looks just like you."

Are You Serious?
O'DEREK&CA...: blocked being stupid have a nice day · O'DEREK&CANDYRE... rated you a '1'! · Angel O'DEREK&CANDYRE... just checked you out! bwahahahaha! what a douche! talking about being around since lost cherry and cherry bombs suck in a mumm. and comment approval on at that! some people take themselves way too seriously! i told him/her/whatever youve been around how long and have comment approval on? stfu/gtfo O'DEREK&CANDYREALMARRIED DONTFLIRTWITHME????? LMFAO

Watchmen
"Who watches the WATCHMEN?!?" Ehhh, I wish I didn't. Quickly rewind to the 80's... Alan Moore writes a "ground-breaking" comic mini-series for DC comics. It was "criticaly acclaimed" and has MANY re-publications... Now, fast-forward to NOW. WATCHMEN gets made into a feature film. It gets the same reviews as the book (despite the fact it's author HATES the flick). That being said, I think they made the comic book come to life. There were scenes in the movie that were shot EXACTLY like frames from the book. ...that's about the only redeeming quality I found. BOTTOM LINE: If you're a fan of the comic, go see it. If not, rent the DVD if you're curious. It's 2 hours and 42 minutes, so ask yourself... do you really want to be without a "PAUSE" button during this?!? WATCHMEN on Imdb.com

Me
Just wanted to let those who had contacted me that Im ok. Just had a lot going on in my life and had to take a break from everything...things r still rocky but getting better with time...thanks to my true friends that stuck by me...ppl just b careful who u trust cause they may not b who they seem to b...have a good day..

Day 2
Day 2 of being a drain on society is going rather well. I'm being a complete waste of space. I am sitting across from 2 baskets full of laundry that I could be folding and am purposely not making eye contact with them. I have now seen Madagascar 2 about 7 full times in 2 days and I have seen more Dora the Explorer I can take. My new existence is mind numbing, but I like it.

It's Okay
it's okay to cry as long notices these tears as i rip my heart out in the darkness. as long as noone notices the darkness inside my heart the gripping pain in my chest. it is okay to cry as long as noone notices my bleeding soul missing with my tears painting the world a diluted crimson it's okay to cry as long as u can't see my pain escape from the emptiness i buried so long ago as i ran from it all i know know i am not strong nor am i brave which is why it is okay i wake up wishing i would fade away close my eyes and wish it would end as i stare at the ceiling something in me snaps telling me to grip the knife once more and write my story it is okay to drench the world in my blood as long as it never fades away whispering the truth we once hid blood and tear drops fall to the world covering the world like flower petals crimson symphony screami

Punishment Or Pleasure?
I sat in the bonus room of our home, logged into my favorite on-line game, intently playing while also aware of the dog sleeping at my feet. Daniel was in the shower, I was supposed to be checking the e-mail for anything important that may have come, but I trusted the dog to alert me when she heard him head up the stairs. At the first wag of a tail, I was prepared to shut down the game and bring up the mail file. "Is that what I sent you up here to do?" His voice from the doorway was the first indication I had that he was done in the shower. My big dog lifted her head and wagged her tail – a little too late to do me any good. "Let's go" was all he said. I logged out of the game without saying good bye to the other players, something I never did, and reached to shut the computer off. "Leave it," he said. "I'll be back up to finish." I got up from my chair, walked past him to the head of the stairs, I knew there was nothing I could say to change what was going to happen. I had been ca

Time, Street Floggings,& Other Rants
i THINK I HAVE SAID IT BEFORE AND I WILL PROBABLY SAY IT FIFTY MILLION TIMES AGAIN OR AT LEAST AS LONG AS I CONTINUE TO TORTURE MYSELF THERE I HATE MY JOB!! I WENT IN FOR A BREAKFAST DELIVERY THE OTHER DAY AND LABELED SIMPLY 7:30 TO 8:30 TO A SCHOOL WELL LET ME GET OFF ON THAT RANT BY SAYING MY LEAST TWO FAVORITE GROUPS TO DELIVER TO ARE SCHOOLS AND MEDICAL FACILITIES OF ANY LEVEL THEY ARE FOR THE MOST PART REALLY SHITTY TIPPERS SCHOOLS WEATHER IT BE PRESCHOOL GRADE SCHOOL MIDDLE SCHOOL HIGH SCHOOL TECH SCHOOL COLLEGE OR A TOP END UNIVERSITY SHIT EVEN FUCKING PRESCHOOLS, AND SCHOOLS ON SOME POINT I CAN KINDA UNDERSTAND BECAUSE TEACHERS DON'T REALLY GET PAID SHIT BUT MEDICAL FACILITIES I HAVE NO REMORSE FOR THEM AND THAT IS ALSO ON A BUNCH OF LEVELS FROM DOC IN THE BOX STREET CLINICS TO PRIVATE PRACTICES DENTIST OFFICES TO PHYSICAL THERAPIST CHIROPRACTORS TO X RAY TECHS HOSPITALS TO CANCER RESEARCH INSTITUTES SHITTY FUCKIN TIPPERS AND THE DOCTORS USUALLY ARE THE WORSE OF THEM ALL BUT AN

Good Karma
So this morning I open my email to find this... I trust this note finds you well. Our recent Kandy Masquerade event at the Playboy Mansion on February 28th was a great success...so much so that FOX 11 News here in the Los Angeles area will be running a story on the event and Karma Foundation. This is just a quick note to let you know the airing schedule which was given to us by the network in case you'd like to watch it tonight. 3/12/09 - FOX 11 News at 10PM 3/12/09 - UPN 13 @ 11PM 3/13/09 - Good Day LA in the morning 3/15/09 - FOX 11 News at 11PM Once it airs you can also view the piece on their website www.myfoxla.com. Use keyword: Kandy Masquerade. To see the story they did on our cruise late last year use keyword: Kandy Kruise. Karmic regards, Eric Stotz CEO | Karma Foundation P.S. Our 4th Annual Kandyland at the Playboy Mansion is coming up on June 6, 2009. You can purchase Golden Tickets pre-sale right now online for only $1,000 at h

Dear American Libs
Dear American liberals, leftists, social progressives, socialists, Marxists, Obama supporters, et al: We have stuck together since the late 1950's, but the whole of this latest election process has made me realize that I want a divorce. I know we tolerated each other for many years for the sake of future generations, but sadly, this relationship has run its course. Our two ideological sides of America cannot and will not ever agree on what is right, so let's just end it on friendly terms. We can smile, slate it up to irreconcilable differences, and go on our own ways. Here is a model dissolution agreement: Our two groups can equitably divide up the country by landmass each taking a portion. That will be the difficult part, but I am sure our two sides can come to a friendly agreement. After that it should be relatively easy! Our respective representatives can effortlessly divide other assets since both sides have such distinct and disparate tastes. We don't like re-distributive

Death In My Family
Well I may not be around much within the next few days since my cousin passed away on wednesday morning. It bothers me that my daughter & i just had breakfast on monday morning ... he came around on tuesday and next thing i know i get "the call" letting me know that he was found deceased in the morning ... wow what a bomb ... so needless to say this is gonna suck because i have family coming from everywhere, so California & all and they are in for a major let down since i live in a little itty bitty place in Oklahoma. But regardless ... the next few days are gonna be stressfull. =(

Friday The 13th Thoughts
Beware Of The Friday 13th Virus It will recalibrate your refrigerator's coolness setting so all your ice cream goes melty. It will demagnetize the strips on all your credit cards, screw up the tracking on your television and use subspace field harmonics to scratch any CDs you try to play. It will give your ex-girlfriend your new phone number. It will mix Kool-aid into your fishtank. It will drink all your beer and leave dirty socks on the coffee table when company comes over. It will put a dead aardvark in the back pocket of your good suit pants and hide your car keys when you are late for work. Friday 13th Virus will make you fall in love with a penguin. It will give you nightmares about circus midgets. It will pour sugar in your gas tank and shave off both your eyebrows while dating your girlfriend behind your back and billing the dinner and hotel room to your Discover card. It moves your car randomly around parking lots so you can't find it.

Unicorn
Unicorn A long time ago when the Earth was green, There was more kinds of animals then you've ever seen. And they'd run around free while the world was being born. The loveliest of all was the Unicorn! There was green alligators and long necked geese, Hump back camels and chimpanzees. Cats and rats and elephants but sure a you're born, The loveliest of all was the Unicorn! But the Lord seen some sinnin' and it caused him pain. He says, "Stand back, I'm gonna make it rain. So hey, Brother Noah, I'll tell you what to do. Go and build me a floating zoo." "You'll take two alligators and a couple of geese, Two hump back camels and two chimpanzees. Two cats, two rats, two elephants but as sure as you're born, Noah, don't you forget my unicorns!" Well, Noah looked out through the drivin' rain, But the unicorns was hidin'-playin' silly games. They were kickin' and a-splashin' while the rain was pourin', Oh them foolish unicorns. "So you ta

Really Pissed Off
I dont know about the husbands but the wifes I am sure can deal with this topic. Have you ever got up early spent all dam day cleaning, and washing the clothes, prepping the super. Then cooking the supper and all you want is for your kids or even hubby to at least do the supper dishes? And you decide you would like to go to bed early cause your just stressed and need some time alone. To wake up to a gawd dam kitchen mess? And when you ask, did any one do the dishes and you get yes but we created more. And you look around and the counter tops are messy , dirty pots on the stove. And when you lose your temper they look at you as if your nuts! Or Ladies do you get this BS. I work all day why should I have to do house work? And believe it or not my boys are now saying the same bs. I say this but it falls on deaf ears. Yes that is true you do however! You go to work and come home. Your work is done. My work isnt done. I dont get any gawd dam hoildays were

Well..
I won't be on all weekend again. I'm going to my friends house. I haven't seen her in months. So yeah. If you have my cell number, text me. I don't know if I'll be able to answer fast, but I will answer. :) Love you all!! Time for me to get ready for work. I'll probably be late =/

Thoughts On Life
It takes only one drink to get me drunk. The trouble is, I can't remember if it's the thirteenth or the fourteenth." "Happiness? A good cigar, a good meal, a good cigar and a good woman - or a bad woman; it depends on how much happiness you can handle." "Relationships are all about honesty. If you can fake that, you've got it made." "Whiskey is by far the most popular of all remedies that won't cure a cold." "Ninety percent I'll spend on good times, women and Irish Whiskey. The other ten percent I'll probably waste." If you think you know the secret of life stop and ask your bartender how many drinks you have had before you share it. Why is it the more people drink the smarter they think they are? boozes are like women get a little and you want more get a lot you get a head ache.

Fubar
There is a reason why I am on here less than I used to. Besides the fact that I can only stomach a certain amount of stupidity before I want to hurl, its the fact that so many people just annoy the shit out of me. I am not interested in hookups, pointless ridiculous compliments, competitions, and other garbage. I am tired of stupid oafs that try to kiss my ass in order to...I have no idea to do what. Most retards that pretend to actually care (and I can always tell if they are pulling shit out of their ass)live miles away, and realize that I am married. SO whats the point? Ive met several cool people I consider friends, but most are just breeding animals with shit for brains. "you are so beautiful" "you are so funny" "you are so blah blah blah" I just want to say STFU! I've heard those stupid generic compliments alot already, and I think I will projectively throw up if I hear another one. ALso, just cause I have a sense of humor, some people assume that my li

A Blessing
Irish Blessings and Sayings May you always have Walls for the winds, A roof for the rain, Tea beside the fire, Laughter to cheer you, Those you love near you, And all your heart might desire! May you be in Heaven a half hour before the Devil knows you're dead! When Irish eyes are smiling, Tis like a morn in spring. With a lilt of Irish laughter You can hear the angels sing When Irish hearts are happy All the world is bright and gay When Irish eyes are smiling Sure, they steal your heart away. May your blessings outnumber The shamrocks that grow, And may trouble avoid you Wherever you go. There are many good reasons for drinking, One has just entered my head. If a man doesn't drink when he's living, How in the hell can he drink when he's dead? May the best day of your past Be the worst day of your future. I'm looking over a four leaf clover That I overlooked before One leaf is sunshine, the second is rain, Third is the roses that grow in the l

The Rating Game....
Greetings neighbors! I have been sitting rolling the pictures..looking at ladies and men occasionally and just randomly rating them. What I like to do is rate the profile pic and then look at the saultes and rate them as well. You see, it is my opinion that people want to convey a story of their lives in someway and you can see a lot in pictures that you would never consider when meeting someone face to face. It is me or does it seem like we men are the problem. What problem you may ask? The problem where a relatively pretty lady takes a picture in a bikini or bra and panties; does a sexy pose; then exprects the perverts out there to respect her. I have faced this a few times in my life and I think it is ridiculous. Now, don't get me wrong, like it says in my profile, I like to look but I believe in being respectful. If a lady wants to show the world how sexy she is, then kudos for that, yet like in every thing else you need to expect consequences. No man or woman has

Prize Increased>>>2million Fubucks Giveaway.
PRIZE INCREASED Heres your chance to win up to 2 Million or one of many Fubucks Prizes. During MY Auto11s. How To Win One will win 2 Million FuBux - Rate all My Pics, and find all the cherries I have hidden in my Cherries game folder ONLY. Then PM me with Total found. If you are correct, you will be entered to win 2 Million Fubux. Remeber to be entered in the 2 Million Fubucks givaway you must rate all pics. 750K Fubucks - Don't want to win 2 mill, rate my all cherries game pics and find all the hidden cherries . PM me with the total cherries hidden in folder. First to find all will win 750k. Others who find all cherries will be entered to win one prize of 500k Fubucks. And 5 others will win 100k each. Remember you must rate and pm me with total found. If correct u will be entered in to drawing. Drawings will be conducted on Tuesday March 31 7PM FU time/10pm EST Click Here to get started. http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1362387&albumid=1566410&i=288071

Can't Sleep Musings
I think the worst part of getting out of a major relationship is the flipping and flopping your head goes through while trying to work things out. One minute you're seeing things with incredible clarity and know exactly where you need to be. Then something happens... can't my finger on what, and everything becomes as muddled as ever. These periods seem to last longer than the clarity. This of course makes the healing process last much longer than necessary. Am I alone in feeling this way or is this a common thing?

Gators Top Arkansas, Advance To Play Auburn
Gators top Arkansas, advance to play Auburn By Associated Press TAMPA - Walter Hodge scored 16 points, Dan Werner added 15 points and 13 rebounds, and Florida beat Arkansas 73-58 on Thursday night in the first round of the Southeastern Conference tournament. Nick Calathes finished with 11 points, seven assists and six rebounds for the Gators, who defeated Arkansas for the fifth time in the last six meetings — and like many teams in the league — improved their chances of making the NCAA tournament. Kentucky, Mississippi State, Alabama and the Gators advanced to the second round, all probably needing at least another victory to get consideration from the NCAA selection committee. Florida will now face Auburn in a game many believe will amount to a play-in game for the NCAA tournament. The Gators (23-9) might need to play better than they did against the Razorbacks (14-16) to upset the Tigers.

Believe
Believe Feeling weary and torn a part Impartial to the so cold world That tried to drown me from the start Now I'm this inside this maze Lost in a haze Drawn in by your voice I cannot deny this calling What remains to be seen now Is will you keep me from falling down I don't know what I've gotten myself into So used to being used and abused Left for dead and all alone But for them you atone Laughter dancing all around You make me believe People are not as fake as they feel You make my dream a reality You make everything real.

Humorscope 3-15-09
Aries (March 21 - April 19) Someone will tell you today "Boy, what a girl goes through to send her brother through proctology school." Despite being forwarned, you won't have anything to say. Taurus (April 20 - May 20) Good day to buy chocolate for someone you love. Gemini (May 21 - June 20) Uh oh. The cows have come home, and the fat lady is about to sing. Better come up with some new excuses, quick! You can do that while you're coping with the unpleasant result of the cows coming home. Cancer (June 21 - July 22) This is an excellent day to dare. Dare to eat a peach. Dare to wear your trousers rolled, and walk along the beach. Dare to be different. That sort of thing. Leo (July 23 - August 22) Today you will be suddenly struck by what a genius Norman Rockwell was, and how unappreciated (in the major art circles) he remains. You will vow to do something about it. Virgo (August 23 - September 22) You will have a nightmare tonight, in which you find yourself danglin

Sick
I have this urge. But I can't seem to identify it. Can you help me find the surge. That surely supplies it. Thoughts are compressed, And words don't impress. They just digress, That is all at best. Sinful desire makes the fire higher. Indulgence is okay but too much is bad. I come to take you for hire. If you end up dying I'll be glad. Never will I be mad. I will not even get sad. But glad like Tupperware. I can feel the hate from everywhere. Hoping that you simply leave. If you don't with my knife, I will have to cleave. I will be happy once you've lost your life.

My Love For Pitbulls
My love for pitbulls is real deep. I own one right now. His name is Nino. He is the black and white dog in my photo's. He is a really great dog. Nino is 4 years old. I would not trade him for anything. His very nice. not mean at all. So all u people out there that think every pitbull is mean your wrong. U just havent meet the right one yet. Its how u raise them. I know 5 other pitbulls and they are nice. And they all are grown so there not babys. ( BAN THE DEED, NOT THE BREED ) The other pitbull in the photos is a blue pitbull. It is my fav breed of pitbulls. If u get one that is a good breed u will be spendin some grands on them. I have seen them go for between 4 grand to 20 grand. Its no joke. ( What a blue pitbull is ) Ok the pitbull will look gray. But when the sun hit it just right you will see a blue tent in there hairs.

The Shift
you know, it was really fuckin' good. it was beter than anythin'. it was like somethin' we coulda picked up, rolled over, held, looked at in amazement, and laugh about, hysterically. we were on the moon. we were in the goddamn moon, we had it. never before, a fuckin' place such as that, was there? so very deep and so incredibly bright and so impossibly high so safe from the outside. at times it got so near to insanity. we laughed so very hard your laughter and mine. i 'member when your eyes screamed love so loudly now, as your walls have ever so quietly, shifted.

Taking Chance (a Little Sappy)
I quite literally just finished watching this Kevin Bacon movie. It made me cry. I am very much anti-war.. but not anti-military like some people have tried to make anti-war out to mean. I am a military brat. My daddy was Air Force, step-father was Marine. My uncles and cousins and father-in-law are all military. My Aunt was military. My Grand-Father was Army Air Corp. "Taking Chance" is about a military escort named Lt. Col. Michael Strobl who volunteered to escort the body of Private First Class Chance Russell Phelps home to be buried. The movie shows how much care is taken to be sure that our fallen brothers, sisters, fathers, and mothers return home, even after death. The movie is touching. The movie is about a real man. A man who died when he was 19 years old. A man, who if he was living today, would be two months YOUNGER than me. Remember that even if you are anti-war, please, honor your brothers, sister, fathers, and mothers. Be sure to thank our troops and show

This Guy Lmfao
miltron2000: hay look im 30 years old not married and work very hard for what i have when i seen your pic tonite i seen some one i could spend the rest of my life with and i dont even know your name i hope to find some one that has your looks and you mind.........

Someone Else
Someone else is pouring your coffee It's not me Someone else is holding your hand It's not me Someone else is looking into your eyes It's not me Someone else took your body and mind It wasn't me Someone else had your children It wasn't me Someone else is tangled up in your soul It's not me It wasn't me It isn't me Not me

My Feelings.......march 12th, 2009
March 12th, 2009 My feeilings Why do I have to feel this way? Why do they come in my life again and again? With each one a different story. Tho each story ends the same. Ends with me getting heartbroken, Feeling unwanted or not worthy enough. Each persons story I understand. But why each story do, I get dragged back in, I get mixed signals, I beleave them agian. One story I cant say anything but, I understand and still feel hurt and used. The other story I fall back in his lie, I beleave him when he says he misses me And he loves me. I beleave him when he says he cant wait to have me back. And once again i get hurt, I feel worthless and feel nobody wants me. Nobody wants a single mother. Nobody cares how I feel Otherwise they wouldnt be doing this to me. They'd be honest with me and They wouldnt change anything. They wouldnt make excuses And they wouldnt duck and dodge me. If only they truly knew How I felt. If only thye truly understood. The pain and

I Can Move On........march 9, 2009
March 9th, 2009 I can move on..... You stole my heart along time ago You embraced it You loved it and then You crushed it and tore it from my chamber You had a hold on me that no one else could see Because of you I couldn't date anyone, I couldnt get close to anyone, I couldnt let them have what...., I didnt have to give them. Because of you I couldnt be free I couldnt love someone else I couldnt let my wall down Now over the years Now over the months Now over the days That I've been so lonely I was able to love again As soon as I was able To love him, YOU reminded me why I couldnt love him truly He was just another you He tore my heart out too Now I sit and think Will I be able to love Someone the way I loved you? Without getting my heart crushed?!?! My answer is yes aslong as I can move on, As long as I am ME! by: Malissa M. Watkins

Life...
I just recently found out that a friend of mine has cancer. I will not say his name because he is here on fubar. He is an ex of mine, but also a really good friend. It's stage 3 right now and the doctors don't know if they will be able to remove it or not yet. He's scared.. as we all would be... and so am I. I feel a little selfish because I don't want him to die... I wouldn't know what to do with myself.. I would go clinically insane. It's tearing me apart inside and out.. and I know it's breaking him down too. He's in his late 20's, but sounds like an 80 year old man because it's effecting him that bad. He has a 5 year old son also.. I'm not sure if he knows or not. I'm sure he can tell something is wrong with his daddy. He is the best father I have seen.. he tries to be. He doesn't deserve this.. out of all the people in the world he isn't the one who deserves this. He doesn't do drugs.. hardly drinks.. he's an awesome person. Why him? He coughs up blood... I'm weak.. and so is he.

Untitled......march 9, 2009
March 9th, 2009 All my life I've been asking my self why me being dead would be so much better, than me being alive. Why death sounds so peacefull to me. I realized its not the death I want. Its the feeling of never being hurt by anyone anymore. Its the feeling of peace Im longing for. Being alive has only brought pain and suffering. When I dream the dreams of death, Im not affraid of it. I dont run from it. Instead I welcome and embrace it. In my dreams, all I do is re-live the painful, tourcherous, days. The days the people I loved, leave me. They leave me aone in this dark abyss. Theres no one to be there for me. Eeveryone says they will stay and be there for me, but they leave and hurt me more. They say they love me and when I need them the most they up and leave me. In my time of need, I only ever have myself. Will I ever find someone who will stay? Will I ever find someone who will love me and be there for me? In my drams I never have to worry about that. Death is

Stepping Stones.......march 1, 2007
March 1st, 2007 Life throws many problems your way everyday. Whether its through your friends, family or you companions. The struggles are just little stepping stones. Sooner or later, stepping stones can be removed. Problems or struggles will be solved. You dont have to think that things wont get better, because with time, they will. People try to contradict themselves, when problems (or as I like to call them; stepping stones) arrise. They think what ever the problem or problems may be, that its only happening to them. I used to contradict myself all the time. I thought all my problems i was facing, i was going through alone, and that nobody else knew what I felt like. I was so wrong!! I know so many people that have picked up that stepping stone in their life, and have thrown it out. I later down the path just hopped over my stepping stones, because this particular stone I never wanted to just toss away. This particular stone is the type of stepping stone you work

Untitled.....feburary 28, 2007
Feburary 28th 2007 Ask yourself: 1: Each time you see them you get a rush of being wanted, a rush of love, excitement and . happyness. 2: Do you get so overwhelmed you can barley speak? 3: Do you feel the one true spot that you feel safe is while your in their arms? 4: Do you get feelings where there are no words that could explain them? 5: Do you get so weak you can barley walk? 6: Do you melt when they look at you or, hold you, or say i love you.? 7: Have you ever experienced feelings this way towards another person? 8: When you become one, does the room just dissapear, and you feel like your going to melt into eachother, without distractions and all it is, is you and them? 9: Do you feel empty or lonely when they aren't near or around you? 10: Do you feel everyday you fall in love with them all over again? by: Malissa M. Watkins

Untitled....november 4, 2006
November 4, 2006 With the weight of the world off your shoulders, you have a sense of nothing can go bad, that everything in life is perefect. It only last a little while, but to some its one of the best expereiences they've ever had. Everything goes the way you hoped and planned, but soon; that thought will be gone. Then it's back to the drawing board of the evrey day life, when things dont go the way you want, or life's not going the way you planned afterwards. You do things you've always wanted to do and, you are pleased with yourself, because you got something done that you wanted. But is tomorrow or the day after that, or the months or the years after that, Is that really going to be worth it in the end? Will you still be satisfied with yourself? Will that feeling last forever? When it is gone, you feel a huge rush of reality swoosh right infront of your face. Then you're back just like that! So is it worth feeling that way everyday?, or just once in awhil

Untitled......november 1, 2006
November 1, 2006 What do you do when you cant make up your mind? When you miss what youve shared with another person, When you long to have a set of loving, comforting arms around you once again. You start to have feelings with a few people, and cant make up your mind. One person reminds you of the love you had, but is in a relationship. You tell them you can wait because thats wat they want you to do, but you know you cant wait forever. Another person shows very little interst, but you can tell there is something about that person, and you want to know wat it is. Then theres that other indavidual that makes you think of all the funny, good times with the person that you fell in love with, and you long for that aswell. This person slowly shows how they feel, but others say its not really right. What do you do when your so confused? What do you do when you want that one you love back in your life? Because you know that person knows you, knows whats wrong with

Untitled....october 15th 2006
October 15th, 2006 You were the one who made me feel needed and loved. You made me feel like I wanted to melt inside and out. Since July and the few times with eachother after wards, I've tryed to forget everything, but catch myself at least once a day, thinking of you. There have been others that attempt to take your place in my heart, but my stuborn ass wont allow it. You have had yours, and I've had mine, You've probably replaced those feelings, we once shared. If I could turn back the wheel I would, So that neither of us would've gotten hurt. I blame myself for everything that went wrong, because when you dont give me an explanation thats how I take it, that I had done everything to make it not work so, I wish I could take back all the fights we ever had, I wish I just could have made you happier. All these other guys who try to come and take your spot, are nothing, none of them compare to how you made me feel, just being around you. I still and will alw

Me And You Mom
Septemeber 25th 2006 You started out young, and had problems before me. Then you brought m brothers ingto this world, but had me as a still born who was able to come back to life, I made you have a difficult delivary and put you through hell. I broke promises to you I should have kept. While I grew up, you were trying to make it better for me, but all I did was kept you in that hell. We always fought and would get into eachothers faces, and we would say things we didn't mean. But I would act on everything I said I was going to do. I'm sorry mom. I'm not ready for you to go, I'm not ready at all. I've got my friends and what family I will have left, but thats not enough. We will pull through this nightmare, we will get you out of the hell i helped put you in. We will be closer than we were and will be one again. Just like we were when I was inside you mom, I will be reborn again and I will keep you on top of the world. When the time comes, you'll be with th

Untitled....december 13, 2005
December 13th, 2005 Why did you have to take them away from me? Why didnt you even let them have a chance to live? Are my unborn children not good enough for this world? Are you affraid of what they could've been? Why them, why not me? I've been longing to die since I was 14, Why couldn't you take me? I'm nothing special. I'm not a fucking God, I'm just a lost soul who will never, Forgive you for what you've done. Was taking everyone I loved away, From me not good enough? You had to take my twins aswell. You want people to forgive one another, But after all this how could anyone, Forgive you? I just want to drink myself to death, To be with my children, Take me now! Strike me dow so I don't, Feel empty and worthless. Make me have the strength to take my life, It's not worth living for anyway, You've taken all that I loved dearly, Eeveryone I love you just yank from me, So now it's my turn, Yank me from this shit whole! Take my life away, Take the pain ba

Many Ways....march 2004
March 2004 My thoughts are all scrambled My mind running a mile a minute The images becoming so clear One thought is to take the rope and slowly Put around my neck. Not caring about how long it will take, Just wanting to leave this god forsaken place. Then another thought and image jump in my mind, Wanting to be free and not lonely anymore. I could make the incissions so deleactly Parrallel and sit back and watch, As the blood pours and starts Swirling around and around I realize my blood is ME, If my blood could run free like that then so can I But what of the one who has to clean up? So my next thought was all that medication!?!? It's so easy just to open and swallow Go and lay were you want your last breath to be taken Yes, this is the one This is how I will go tonight To close my eyes with all the hurt and lonelyness And let it all slip away into the dark abyss of my mind To dream wonderful dreams that I will never Have to wake up to and lose again To

Here With Me......september 2003
September 2003 As I watch everyone say goodbye to you, I cryed. I cryed because all of our memories together, When I go to the casket I look down at a person, Who touched so many lives, I cant take it, I have to get away. While I watch the put you in the ground, I yearn to be in your spot. I wish the lord had taken me and not you, After everything had passed, I go home and look around at nothing, You arne't here anymore, Why should I get to be? I get a knife and start pressing, Deep and hard but the pain is numb to me, I get a bunch of pills and take them, Still nothing but the numbness of being, Hurt and being alone. I just want to have the numbness go away, I just want you to be here again, I start to cry and realize you are here, You are with me, Your the one preventing me from doing the Idiotic shit I was pulling. I realize its not my time to go But how long will the numbness stay? How long before i can let go? by: Malissa M. Watkins

Laying There.....july 2002
July 2002 Laying there. When he took you from me I wanted to go with you They say everyone goes But why you? Why so young? If he can take you away from me, I can take myself, Take myself away from this demented life, Take myself away from all the bullshit in life, Take myself away from all this that which is a lie, And be with you again, So I lay here, With my arms to my side, Watching the brilliant color and shades of red, As it dances around my sides, Flowing free like how I am about to be, But will u be there waiting for me? Its too late now, I feel the coldness through my body, As I lay here shivering, Its too late.......... by: Malissa M. Watkins

Dont Like It Dont Look
Consensual "Slavery Contract This contract is provided as a secure and binding agreement which defines in specific terms the relationship and interaction between two adult consenting individuals,________________ and _______________, hereafter termed the slave and the master (both terms are intended to be independent of sex). This agreement is legal and binding. This agreement must be entered voluntarily, but cannot be broken except under the conditions stated herein, after which certain precautions shall be taken to protect those involved. (See section 7.0.0) 1.0.0 Slave's Role The slave agrees to submit completely to the master in all ways. There are no boundaries of place, time, or situation in which the slave may willfully refuse to obey the directive of the master without risking punishment, except in situations where the slave's veto (see section 1.0.1) applies. The slave also agrees that, once entered into the Slavery Contract, their body belongs to their master, to be use

Review Of Poems From "sanctity Restored" Cd Etc.
Discussion of “Sanctity Restored” Album 7/24/98 Josie Roberts ONLY 5 OF THESE POEMS MADE IT INTO THE CD. The poems discussed below are (c) Copyright 1998 by Joe C. Roberts. All rights reserved. I indicate my motive, my emotions, the setting, and critically important words or phrases in the poem ( which supply for me the maximum meaning). These latter words are ones which I am earnest about keeping in the poems if at all possible. Another Season -------------- My motive in writing this poem was to reap humorous revenge on my lady lawyer and show that I could bear up under the burden she gave me, financially and emotionally. My emotion was divorce-induced depression and recovering from doubt as to whether I could go on alone. The setting was at my farmhouse in North Texas, where I was living in extremely meagre circumstances while trying to go to school part-time at North Texas State University to learn some about cognitive science. I had unloaded by 2 U-Haul

Dinner At The Money Table By The Early November
I've got a day and a reason why I should not believe in anything, anymore. What's this for? My time well spent. I've got all these memories that I cannot believe in, 'cuz I don't know where I've been all these years. And do you know this reason I hope that you can see it, 'cuz I will not give up and we all know what you've done again. I can see right through you, you're making you're way over again. Two days after leaving and I don't have a reason to keep you from being here. I don't steer These thoughts away. I know that you know this but I could never get you to believe all my fears is this your clear I think so. And do you know this reason I hope that you can see it, 'cuz I will not give up and we all know what you've done again. I can see right through you, you're making you're way over again. And do you know this reason I hope that you can see it, 'cuz I will not give up and we all know what you've done again. I can see right throu

Mournful Flower Mound Near Cure Poem
Flower Mound Backpeddles alias a Near Cure ( C 2005 ) Josie Roberts. THIS IS INSPIRED BY PHOTO OF BEAVERTAIL CACTUS FLOWERS. Beaver cactus comes into my life again It seems to believe we are an excellent blend. Not quite perfect but shares with yellow rose { Of Texas } ancient musical mists & twists of do-si-dos. I'm so sorry I know so few walkaways That I can't say hello / goodbye with a flower. It's a swoon thingie jinx jinx glitch quirk Of not knowing the golden mode of innuendo flerk. Brash wishing wishing will well near cure But ditzy doodle bug is a poor lure -- And when fishing for compliments folks dislike sporty ape bullshit They just blew my strongest utmost flower power gambit. More like the only one, so it's embarrassing and/or lewd But I can only admit in hospital mutual company That this babe's got full force with bells and whistles One of my 8 perfectos of which is claimed none exist. I don't hav

Unforgiven
Why it all went like this I stroke the last nail onto my coffin Were this the right judgment Did I put these chains onto me Forgiveness to my sins Is it ever possible Releasing from the crime Wouldnt be justified Im my worstest enemy I see him in the mirror This judgment of this criminal I take my sins to my grave Only sinner can be forgiven Only prisoner can be freed But to be unforgiven Is greater than sin This road leads to death Wrong words I chose Hate was guiding my hand I abandoned the right way I wasnt listening my heart I chose the weapons of my enemy Mine I threw away This bridge I build For my sins to cross the river Unforgiven Im the unforgiven The judgment lays onto me

Harvesting Our Smiles Poem
The poem below is written in memory of my high school math teacher Miss Maxine Henley, that your name reminded me of. It’s made in the form of an acrostic on the name Maxine Howard, with middle initials S.F. (for saving faith) added. I interpret Prov 10:5 as relating to the old saying: "Make hay while the sun shines". Harvesting Our Smiles ( Prov 10:5 ) -------------------- ( C 1996 ) Josie Roberts Make hay while the sun shines, find the truth sublime. Heal your wounds by listening to his voice divine. Answer LORD give me something beyond my daily grind. Envy those experiencing God’s 24-hour sunshine. X Cross your eyes and dot your teasing to be at ease. Amble on over and say pretty please. Inspect yourself but realize there’s no need to freeze. Victory is ours, the enemy is on his knees. Never get lazy, be sweet as a daisy. Every cloth we wear is made of paisley. Envy those who’ve got the courage to act crazy. Notions of potions, they’ve got the grace amazing

Fits Over Weaknesses In The Church. Yukky.
Q: Joe. did you use to go church? A: 1. when middle school & teenager i did regularly, also sang in choir, sang duets/quartets, attended sunday school, gave devotions in training union and preached a little bit, also led singing some. A: 2. continued to study Bible lifelong. A: 3. when married first 12 years still attended regularly and had booktable tha I funded & gave seminar on "fruit of the spirit" A: 4. when marriage went sour, quit attending A: 5. when got really depressed in marriage switched churches and recovered via singing in Methodist choir which saved my life. Attended several years then. A: 6. when got where low energy and unable to tolerate more than 1 1/2 hour of attendance at ANY EVENT without very comfortable chair, became sporadic, although taught part-time sunday school to little old ladies -- using journal notes & poems to spice it up. A: 7. when my "mixed breed" religion seemed to be so much untolerated phenomenon everywhere, I basically gave up church. A

Within Your Self
its dark and windy deep in the soul, tormented from demons deep within, afraid to unwind its cold grip. suffocating the light which guides, slowly darkening the eyes, washing the memories which make you happy. lamenting your soul weaker, hardening within you to break you, fragile shards slowly work inside. turning you to be who you are not, letting the blood boil unstoppable, raging like and inferno within the skin. trying to cool it intensifies your passion, freedom wanting to escape without recapture, knowing the reality that it can not avoid

How I Feel About Her
IT HITTZ ME IN SLOW MOTION THE SCENT OF YA BODY SENSATION ERECTIN' MY ROTATION INTO YOUR SITUATION THE FLAVOR YA CREATE IZ MY TYPE OF CREATION SO WHAT YA NOT TENDER WIT THE SWEET I DIG DEEP SO LACE WIT THE TREAT DANG CURVEZ,THEM EYEZ TO FACE I SEE EVERY WEEK GOOD DAMN ALMIGHTY,TOUCH OF GRACE TYPE SEEK LOVE YA MIND ON POINT WHEN I PUT ON MY POUND IT SO LOVELY WHEN YA PUT OUT A SOUND STILL GO WILD WHEN I GET ON THAT HILL & MOUND ATTACCIN' LIKE IM GOIN' FOR A REBOUND ALWAYZ RESPECT A SAVAGE WAY BABAY IZ BEATIFUL IN MY MAJOR WAY WE DO THIZ LIKE BRUTUS IN OUR OWN WAY LIKE ITZ YA BIRTHDAY,ALL DAY TO PLAY

Things That Will Make U Go Muum?
Okay, number 1...I am still kwazy and look at things both literally and figurative...U TELL ME! ;-) 1. Are you a Ninja or Pirate?(Personally, I think I am a Piratess...oh, that could be I lean towards Jonny Depp and past movies) 2. What kind of Transformer are you? (Hmmm, could not think of anything but maybe they can invent something really hott with wheels or wings to transform me into from this computer..ps leave my bewbeez) 3. Shoutbox...CAN U HEAR ME NOW? HELL-O No! I can see you are blinding me by da caps. 4. MUUMS ....It costs to post something for you to vote on and what is the return? Help me on this one! 5. MIDGET? Where are they? I don't see them? I am tall, but hell I am scared of'em! 6. Salute! If I wrote on Paper I am a real person, I have tried to get Duff(daschund)to learn to write, but he is hardheaded. He does not want to be a real member since no PittBulls or German Shepherds has no Fubar account. 7. Secret Admire...why? If you likey, then admir

Enticing The "ladies Of The Night" -- My Best Pitch!
Enticing Ladies of the Night ( C 2004 ) Josie Roherts HEAR THIS. hEAR THIS! Which gives you oomph? INTUITION 1. occasional casual fling to check attraction powers 2. someone to string along without guilt until "THE ONE" comes along 3. never having the catch-22 of having to choose between him and another dear friend or relative COMMON SENSE 4. party fun so you look like a queen 5. forgiveness or indescretions and goofs without dragging feet or disgust 6. boundless energy for courtesy, manners, tact etc. INSTINCT 7. a buddy that spoils beyond the beyond 8. a good genes sperm bank for your kids 9. security protector and avenger especially when pregnant FEELINGS 10. unconditional undying love of goddess worship variety from a nice, gentle, romantic, genius, well-endowed handsome man 11. your pregnant beauty is better than Renaissance images and he never looks at another during those delicate months EXTRA SENSORY PERCEPTION 12. you're a kep

Noah's Ark Joke
( C 2004 ) Josie Roberts Noah's ark was just 6 inches of water situation but nobody knew how to swim or float -- they weren't taking baths those naughty naughty folks. Slippery slopes and rise to the surface hadn't been lessons learned yet. The huge folks just got knocked out from the fall -- the bigger they are the harder they fall!

Concerning My Love Of Chicago & Blues Brothers
I lived in Chicago 4 years while pursuing graduate studies in math at U of Chicago, on full fellowship -- National Science Foundation Traineeship. I lived in Hyde Park neighborhood of course, in married student housing. I also attended Northern Baptist Theological Seminary one quarter -- concurrent with U of Chicago. Doing both proved to be too much for me, so I quit seminary although I was getting straight As. I also participated 2 years in a food coop called "Cornucopia" which eventually failed. It was citywide, wanting to assist poor people get better bang for their buck. I was the leader of a group of 30 families that participated. I collected the list of items, went down to Cornucopia location & purchased, & took them to location to be distributed amongst us. I loved the movie "Blues Brothers" starring James Belushi & Dan Ackroyd. Loved the high speed chases through various roads in Chicago which I remember & recognized

It's Thoughtful Thursday Somewhere.
Well I've been thinking a lot. And I mean don't get me wrong I like sex as much as the next person, but MY GOD. Why is it every time someone talks to me... it almost always has to deal with sex... on here or not, there are the few exceptions, but not many. I just wish, one day, someone would actually care about me... and carry on a decent conversation that didn't have the objective of sex. I don't honestly care about your dick size... it's probably small... most guys who ask on here are. I'm sorry but seriously if you have to nag someone to rate your cock for your self assurance, well lets face it, you know somethings wrong, and you want someone to lie to you... so sure you have a marvelous cock, not like I will ever touch it or care to. If you want to talk to me about sex... seriously don't bother... maybe once I know you for more than 5 minutes... I just wish I could talk to a nice guy, have a decent conversation, and be happy to talk to someone, and actually give a shit.

Who Are St. Nick's Elves?
St. Nick DOESN'T REALLY make all those toys on the north pole. He gets people LIKE YOU -- CONTRACTS OUT -- to find them at stores all over the world -- close by to the kiddies in the neighborhood. You purchase them ( with GOLD he sends from his private lone ranger stash ) & store in a warehouse, where he picks them up on Christmas eve and distributes. HE DOESN'T WANT TO OVERWORK THOSE REINDEER! LOL. OTHERWISE -- ALL THE STORES WOULD BE RUN OUT OF BUSINESS AND GO BANKRUPT!!!

Blankety Blank Solving All Problems In Life!
BLANKETY BLANK COMPLAINT -- SHOULD BE MORE MEANING IN LIFE ( i.e. too many scary multiple meanings, i.e. ambiguity & exact opposites ) RESOLVED VIA HANDLING: ( IF YOU FIND OUT HOW, LET ME KNOW! ) 1. Merging date to daylight 2. Holding possibilities at bay 3. Working about salvation with fear & trembling 4. Schoolish attitudes 5. Pacing my luxuries 6. Go to/fro under stress 7. Improving relations with FOLKS 8. Getting along with strangers ( via ditzy ? ) 9. Isolation or feeleings of loneliness/lonesomeness 10. Being able to feel close to others i.e. ack as brothers/sisters comrades 11. Being realistic about yourself / others role-playing like dice 12. Comprehending suitable situations to go bonkers emotionally 13. Developing theory of degrees / levels of freedom & service 14. Goalish, girlish, or coaching leadership preferences 15. Impact of mixing metaphor & irony on people's blissful ignorance 16. DOWN PAT: kinds of depression. Apathy = no interest acrueing.

A Tear In My Beer.
Namaste FuBarBarians: I usually never get so EMO to as write about the sadness that I feel. However, a lot has happened since my last blogs that I finally feel I can share. Super Bowl Sunday: I was at the jewelry store buying my girlfriend at the time, an engagement ring. I get home and we chat online and she told me that she had just cheated on me. She cheated on me with her ex boyfriend whom she told me she still has feelings for. I dumped her of course; however, I had second thoughts that night. I thought about how wonderful she was for the two years we dated and all the small things I would give up. Her honesty should be rewarded and her guilt was punishment enough. So I decide to take her back. Where she tells me not to because she knows I no longer trust her, besides some of the things I said when I dumped her she felt tho deserved were too hateful to forgive. I have never been a clingly or a lonely person, but like most pathetic fools, I overly tried to win her back, only to

Questions/answers On Spirituality -- I'm A Little Skeptical Of Party Lines
QUESTIONS REGARDING RELIGION/SPIRITUALITY:-- ALONG WITH MY ANSWERS: 1. What is the background of your grandparents, parents, and yourself in religion/spirituality ? i.e. in particular, not just which you settled on, but also which you went thru to get there. We were brought up country Baptist & some Pentecostal. Grandfather led singing for a while & helped out preacher with secret funds. I was raised such Baptist, was cured of depression via participation in Methodist choir, broadened exposure via Key Club in h.s., world religion courses, & Buddhist wisdom sayings at beliefnet.com When Southern Baptists split, I went with the moderates. When I had "mystical moments" I found Catholics to have the best explanations. I like "small groups" with no segregation --except for youth -- in regard to age, gender, & marital status -- at least have a mixed group available. I prefer, but it is difficult, for church to have entertaining music. I have studied the ENNEAGRAM

"what Is Honest Doubt?" Poem
What Honest Doubt Is ( C 1997 ) Josie Roberts ------------------------ Doubt is taking seriously Jesus’s beattitudes; It’s wondering when we’ll ever see such fruit. Honest doubt is a need to know your own mind-- It’s the firm resolve to leave indifference behind. Without the assurance that gives life’s clue, It’s the hope to be transformed by finding something new. Doubt is stopping at the crossroads awhile To clear up the muck so you can go on with a smile. As a shift of the Spirit many people fear it, But Jude 22 was written to cheer it. God is leading us in life’s courtship dance; Sometimes we’re overwhelmed and go into a trance. He’ll clear it up and get us in sync So we can hear his beckoning when we’re on the brink Of new discoveries that help us endure The fiery furnace that makes all things pure. Our regression to old habits is a statement of doubt; It’s something our instincts can’t do without Til our unconscious also has been cleansed As we subject it

Seriousness Not Allowed
So here it is, my first blog. Thought I'd start off with a doozy. A subject that I anticipate will garner the full spectrum when it comes to opinions. C'est la vie....we must take the good with the bad and I welcome all insights. It's a trivial matter really. One that would hardly cross a persons mind in a month, some a year, some maybe never. But it came up in a recent discussion with a friend and we were on opposing sides of this debate. It was something she had never tried and was scared to do. I myself am no stranger to the subject and have long ago embraced it as an ideal, so I felt the need to inject a little truth projected on a wrongly labelled 'taboo' subject. And just what might this subject be? Why anal sex of course. Still with me? Excellent! Now this subject, while of course being more poignant to the male gender, is actually aimed at you women. I suppose it's obvious just what side of the debate I took in this matter. I'm fully behind this form of pleasure (pleas

How To Find All Of My Listmania & Guidelists At Amazon
Go to http://www.amazon.com Do a "people" search on "whereat2@yahoo.com" or is it "whereat2" ? Look at the 18th guidelist. This lists ALL of my numerous amazon accounts & what kinds of things each one gives recomendations on. The emails are invalid, but the "people" search on them will work. Actually ONE is still valid, but I don't kiss and tell. lol. I did it this way because amazon didn't have a "hierarchical" mode in their listmania & guidelist stuff, & I didn't want people to have to look through more than 30 entries of such.

Untitled
If you could only understand That my life is a demand All I want is your hand To show me what I forget I need you now But I dont know how Whats seems to be right Turns out wrong What seems to fun Makes me want to run Run and hide from all mistakes Disappear with out trace.. I want to be found I want to be around Its never too late So please dont lose the fate..

Still Waiting
Still Waiting Is it already too late to be with you? I only been few days with out you But it seems like a life time.. I wish that I could rewind time Maybe if I could change the past You and I would last I know that we went to fast I’m sorry that it didn’t work But whatever happens from now on I want you to know that I am here I might drop a tear But I will be waiting for you.. Just thought that you should know.

Fast Calling And Talking
Nah, this is not a blog about auctioneers or radio prize winners (though they never say that caller number one will be the winner, but you gotta be fast to get on hold to be number 10!). This is a blog about being sustained with soul food - and the menu does not have collard greens on it (which I have tried to cook and failed at), nor bbq ribs (which I can do, but not as good as my Grandpa always did) - but rather about finding the humor, admiring a show of responsibility, and a little known quirk much like drunk dialing - as far as rambling and half spoken sentences - but brought on by a fast, not a fast drink. And just for fun, I will add in a narcotics critique. Well let me start with the bottom. Darvon and I do not get along. It makes me sleep, but I am still awake - I dislike roaming on the rim of the dreamlands, either I am there, or I am not. Two eyelids DOWN to Darvon, because of my consciousness still being UP at the same time. The reason I was able to discover this narcoti

Love
I wish I could be with you I want to be with you Everyone keeps telling me that you’re not the one But I know that they are wrong I fell in love with you the first time I saw you And that is not about to change I will give my life to you I will promise anything you want me to. I am so lonely with out you And I know that you are lonely with out me I don’t know how to explain the feeling that I have All I know that is this time this is Love.

Cherry Bomb Section For Those Who Have/had Breast Cancer.
Hey, if you've ever had or have breast cancer, pop yourself in this folder and then refer others to check this section out for others who might need some love as well. Thank you and think pink

Tomarow Isnt What I Thought It Would Be
silence is around me daylight shining a sorrowful glance at new begginings that were not exactly... what i wanted them to be what did i want to be a different time a different place happy happy now as i am things could be different a little tired a lot burned out

Good Question
when will i be good enough every day i wake up and just wonder what will happen im just tired i need to escape im probably going to jail my best friend just had another guy walk into her life and its gonna be ashley all over again the woman i want to be with i never see and it appears she doesnt want to see me reguardless of her telling me she loves me and its just like no matter what im always number two always the go to guy when the guy they really want doesnt come thru and it sucks ever since ashley its been my curse forever the turtle love to have as a friend and pet but wouldnt want to kiss...failure....epic failure

We Worked Our Butts Off And We Won!!
we won .... 1-0 ..... worked our asses off for it too... the team we played was undefeated like us but had a better record... they normally win the league. We gave them their first defeat of the season

Nothing Important
yesterday all my troubles seemed so far away now it appears there here to stay so here i was sitting in my chair wondering what happend wondering why i didnt care my younger self would be shitty to say the least about this change in my self apperence and well demenor i think i have alot of work to do before i can say im happy i have happy days and i mistake them for being acctually happy but then tomarrow comes and well it sucks again ill work on that

Funny Joke(but So True)
DEAR MGT. ,I THE PENIS,REQUEST A PAY RAISE DUE 2 THE FOLLOWING REASONS..1)I DO PHYSICAL LABOR. 2)I WORK @GREAT DEPTHS 3)I PLUNGE HEAD FIRST INTO EVERYTHING I DO 4)I WORK WEEKENDS & HOLIDAYS 5)I WORK IN DAMP ENVIRONMENT 6)I WORK IN DARK AREAS W/POOR VENTILATION 7)I WORK IN HIGH TEMPS.8) AND MY WORK EXPOSES ME 2 DISEASE....DEAR PENIS,,,YOUR REQUEST HAS BEEN DENIED 4 THE FOLLOWING REASONS,,,1)U DONT WORK 8 HRS STRAIGHT 2)U WORK IN SHORT SPURTS &FALL ASLEEP AFTER EACH BRIEF WORK PERIOD 3)U DONT STAY IN UR DESIGNATED AREA AND UR FREQUENTLY FOUND IN OTHER LOCATIONS.4)U DONT TAKE INITIATIVE & MUST BE STIMULATED 2 START WORKING. 5)U LEAVE UR WORK PLACE MESSEY AT THE END OF UR SHIFT.6)U ARE UNABLE 2 WORK OVERTIME OR DOUBLE SHIFT,7)U SOMETIMES LEAVE UR DESIGNATED WORK AREA BEFORE COMPLETING THE ASSIGNED TASK.8) U HAVE BEEN CONSTANTLY BEEN SEEN ENTERING & EXCTING THE WORK PLACE WITH 2 SUSPICIOUS BAGS....THANKS MGT.

Just A Thought
Ok I hope I am not defending anyone by saying this because that not the intention, but why can't people be happy with who they are or how they look? You are the way you are for a reason. Don't go by what other who don't know you or those who don't care for because they haven't taken the time to get to know you. Listen to those who have taken the time to know you and see the beautiful person you are. We all are beautiful in our way. Besides true beauty is found from within and not from what you look like or how you dress. You can have the body of a barbie doll and the face of a porcelain doll, but if you have a dark heart and soul then you are the ugliest person alive.

The Logic Of Love
love what exactly is it can anyone really answer this question well yes and no yes as in we can answer it for ourselves but to give an educated guess on something like love for someone else well that would be foolish to give love a definition when we cant touch hear smell or feel love other than as an emotion that would be like define clear......well its clear there ya go but as i was saying love for me is that mouth drying heart racing hell of a rollercoaster emotional right its pefrict as in its a balance of happy and sad cause a wise person once told me you cant help but hurt you ones the love its in the small acts we do everyday like kiss that special one on the cheek or lips or the big acts like jewelry or having will you marry me put on at the sporting event of your choice big screen i dunno what love really is i have felt it before i think i feel i lost it as well but in all reality love.....its something we all beg for and all hate at the same time cause when you love you accep

Get `er Right Or....
During a visit to the local old folks home, I asked the Director how do you determine whether or not a patient should be institutionalized. "Well," said the Director, "we fill up a bathtub, then we offer a teaspoon, a teacup and a bucket to the patient and ask him or her to empty the bathtub." "Oh, I understand," I said. "A normal person would use the bucket because it's bigger than the spoon or the teacup." "No." said the Director, "A normal person would pull the plug. Do you want a bed near the window? Ummmm?

Unending Torment
Alone I sit here again wishing that my temptress would finally grasp me in her loving embrace but alas I am passed by yet again while she runs off whoring about giving all takers her sweet loving embrace but I and I alone remain here while she teases me another agonizing day Day's pass like seconds while people come from all around wishing to join my bitter hellish cage. They know I can allow them in and only I but the fools know not that I haven't the key to escape. For this is a one way trip that there is no return from The fools do they know nothing? How can they wish to reject the advances of the sweet temptress of death. Here I sit time no longer bounding me to a limit. Oh how I wished that the grim reaper herself drapped in red looking so seductively at me teasing me with her sweet embrace and me unable to grasp her and take her as all others have They beg and plead for me to give them this same hell that I have to face. To see everything I ever loved ever cared about

Was Thinking About Something...
Kinda going thru something and can't afford to buy bling packs or blasts. So I'm just going to put this out there for anyone that cares...LOL! At anytime if u could like to buy me bling packs of 25 or a week blast I will do 1 of the following offers as my way of thanking U... 1.) Added 2 My Family 2.) FuBucks 3.) Salutes 4.) Ability Points 5.) Let Me Know The bigger the packs the more I can do mix and match or let's work something out! Just private message me and let me know what your going to send and which u would like back for being so kid. Come back for more if you'd like! Hehehehe Hmmmm wonder what it would take to get the bigget bling pack or a HH???

Lying Bullshit
So I've finally, learned after being on this damn site for almost 4 years now to never trust what a female says, when shes always finding herself in a bullshit relationship where in the beginning of one she loses her best fucking friend (me) to a complete asshole who made her do shit to make him happy (ex: block me from her fubar and never talk to me again). After doing that she apologizes i forgave her then the fucking bitch turns around and breaks a swear upon her OWN grave stone to never talk to him, then we talk talking again until friday night giver take, she tell me bout this guy that she was only with for 5 fucking days tellin her he lovers her and all this bullshit, so she left him cause it freaked her out so the guy starts saying shit bout commeitting suicide cause he has nothing no one wants hmm and all this shit and she gets right back with the fucker nothing this shit, and then apparently this guy wants to move in with and be with her forever soon, so i told her all my feel

Story
As sat in my room with my mouth still gapping open she leaned in to kiss me again. "I have a boyfriend" then she sat back in her place. "I know we've met" rolling her eyes. Then got even closer pushing her right knee beween my legs putting her hands on my thighs kissing me harder than before. She pushed her hands up my thighs to my stomach reaching my breast. I fell her hand rubbing my chest my nipples get hard my pussy starts to throb. I let out a moan marie looked at me with exictment and rubbed harder. I leaned harder against the head board continued to moan. I pushed her long hair back and kissed her with tongue with my hands at her neck and my heart pounding. She broke the kiss got off my bed. She put one foot on the bed to take off her skull & cross bone knee high socks her plaid skirt fell back and revealed her pink wet pussy I just bit my lip. I wached her unbutton her shirt she wasn't wear a bra so I could see her DD boobs & I inched my way to the end of the bed. I sat on the

"mad World"
"Mad World" by Michael Andrews All around me are familiar faces worn out places worn out faces bright and early for the daily races going no where going no where their tears are filling up their glasses no expression no expression hide my head i wanna drown my sorrow no tomorrow no tomorrow and i find it kind of funny i find it kind of sad the dreams in which i'm dying are the best i've ever had i find it hard to tell you i find it hard to take when people run in circles its a very very mad world mad world children waiting for the day they feel good happy birthday happy birthday and i feel the way that every child should sit and listen sit and listen went to school and i was very nervous no one knew me no one knew me hello teacher tell me what's my lesson look right through me look right through me and i find it kind of funny i find it kind of sad the dreams in which i'm dying are the best i've ever had i find it

State Of Mind
State of Mind Hunting, just to find For someone, for a state of mind They kept me alive With words so kind Lost in a place like this They tie me down, They keep me here Just as I disappear Its crazy what just a few words can do It's like love at first sight I didnt expect her to bite Now I've gained a new friend Except this isn't pretend She let me know That this isn't the end But before I forget This isn't realistic Your love is a lie This calling is all that remains Instead of tears Its raining blood Overcast of grey clouds The concrete is left stained Maybe I've gone crazy This isn't what I've wanted Not this state of mind.

Just Don't Know
To day has been a very hard day on me emotional , mentally ,& physically. I woke up thinking it was going to be a good day. Then that all changed when the mail came. I’m always hoping for letters from Social Security or my lawyer. I just hate when they are bad. I really don’t understand what the last two letters from SS means. I got so upset I called my lawyer’s office in tears. I basically broke down on my case worker’s voice mail. I have been fighting this for three years. Matter of fact May will four years. I’ve been to the doctors they have ordered & have done all they wanted. Their own doctor & occupational therapist said I was disabled. The occupational man in court said there was no job that I could perform with all my limitations. They are fighting all because of my age. The judge basically said the doctors didn’t know what they were saying I was fine. I wished I was fine. I wished my life could go back to how it was. I wished I was waking every morning heading to work. I wishe

Been Busy
Hello friends and fans!! I am sorry i have not been around for a while. i have been too busy and wish life were a video game, but to far off fantasy. If you don't hear from me just drop me a line and I will get with you. i would like to thank those of you who have left me presents. You know who you are. Plus today my baby Ayasha (Siberian Husky) had two pippies. I will post pictures later this weekend. Thank you for the support friends and fan

Your Memory
Your Memory Throughout cascading thoughts Your memory I recall When everything's been laid to waste You helped pick me up when I fall I wish I could whipe it all away Everything we've done I wish I could get this out of my head Every last memory I'm better off dead Our love turned to dust Like the dying leaves of autumn Like everyone else you tore away my trust Leaving me to die Cast down to the bottom Like everything in life It was destined to wash away Just like this pain and suffering This placid gift from you Atleast you didn't use a knife Your memory is like the plague Everytime I've pulled myself up I fall, thinking of you again My perfect mistake, my perfect disease Unknown of what is to be come of me I'm better off without you And you're better off without me

Mmmmmm....ha Ha Ha
CAN I INVITE YOU OVER TO MY HOUSE.....SIT YOU DOWN ON MY COUCH....HAVE A LITTLE CONVO.....POUR SOME GREY GOOSE....AND TAKE YOU TO MY BEDROOM......LAY YOU DOWN ON MY BED.....AND TURN THE LIGHTS OFF ......LIGHT A FEW CANDLES.....TAKE OFF MY CLOTHES.......WALK TO THE DRESSER AND TURN ON SOME MUSIC.....THEN WALK SLOWLY BACK OVER TO THE BED......GET UNDER THE COVER.....AND ASK YOU TO DO WHAT YOU NEED TO DO TO GET COMFORTABLE....I SLOWLY CLIMB ON TOP OF YOU AND BEGIN TO KISS YOUR STOMACH....AND WORK MY WAY DOWN.....AND FINALLY I GET ON MY KNEES AND START..... ............... PRAYING THAT YOU WILL BE BLESSED EVERYDAY!!..... GOTCHA ....I WONDER WHAT YOU WERE THINKING ABOUT WHEN YOU WERE READING THIS....

Wtf Is Wrong With Me????
me: i still wanna be mummified Cassie: really? Cassie: why me: like full on egyptian burial... stone temple type grave, mummy corpse, fake bullshit religion on the walls... so in 5,000 years theyll dig me up, think i was a king, and have a whole bunch of morons do the shit painted on the walls and claim to be following "the old ways"

Read This If U Want Or Know Someone Who Wants Implants .... Or If U Have Them And Feel Sick For No Reason Explained ...( My Story And
FRIST IM GONNA SAY yOU MIGHT BE LUCKY AND HAVE NO PROBLEMS AT LEAST UNTIL THEY PASS THE SHELF LIFE BUT I FEEL AFTER WHAT I WENT THRU ALL WOMEN SHOULD KNOW BOTH SIDES AND THAT IMPLANTS ARENT 100% SAFE AND SALINE DOESNT MEAN YOU WILL HAVE NO ISSUES @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ IF YOU WANT IMPLANTS TO FEEL BETTER ABOUT YOURSELF .... READ THIS FROM FDA SITE : The SF-36 showed changes in these scales after 4 years. Patient responses to questions on the Tennessee Self Concept Scale, Rosenberg Self Esteem Scale, and Body Esteem Scale regarding overall self-concept/self-esteem and body image showed no changes 4 years after receiving implants. @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ MY ST0RY:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: I had my implants removed i got sick i had a great doc, even got saline implants cause i was told there safe , and still got sick... me before i removed the implants thankgod i removed them tHATS THE SHORT V

My Frustrations
YOU KNOW, I'VE HAD A LOT OF THINGS HAPPEN TO ME IN MY LIFE SINCE DAY ONE, FIRST BEING DIAGNOSED WITH CEREBRAL PALSY AFTER MUNSON HOSPITAL COULDN'T FIGURE OUT WHAT IN THE WORLD WAS WRONG WITH ME SO @ 9 MONTHS OF AGE, I GO TO THE UNIVERSITY OF MICHIGAN HOSPITAL IN ANN ARBOR WHERE THEY COULDN'T FIGURE OUT WHAT WAS WRONG WITH ME, SO BASICALLY THEY JUST DETERMINED I WAS PHYSICALLY CHALLENGED WITH CEREBRAL PALSY. SO PRETTY MUCH, I'M AN ENIGMA HAVE BEEN FOR A LONG TIME AND ALL OF MY CHILDHOOD FRIENDS JUST MOVE AWAY AND DRIFT AWAY AND YET THESE DAYS, IT'S A BIT LONELY, YEAH, I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND NOW AND ALL, WHICH IS GREAT BUT I FIGURED, WHEN I HAD FRIENDS THAT'S ONE THING I WANTED WAS A GIRLFRIEND, A STEADY GIRLFRIEND NOW ALL OF A SUDDEN, I HARDLY HAVE ANY FRIENDS ANYMORE AND IT'S NO PICNIC MAKING FRIENDS NOW AT TIMES, YES, I HAVE SOME BUT NOT MANY THESE DAYS. I DON'T THINK IT MATTERS WHAT SEASON IT IS EITHER! GRANTED, MY PHONE NUMBER IS ON HERE AND IT'S NOT HARD TO GET A HOLD OF ME WHETHER IT

Words From 2pac
the power of a gun can kill and the power of fire can burn the power of the wind can chilland the power of the mind can learn the power of anger can rage inside until it tears you apartbut the power of a smile especially yours can heal a frozen heart im going into this not knowing what ill find but ive decided to follow my heartand abamdon my mind and if there be pain i know that at least i gave my all and it is better to have loved and lost than to not love at allin the morning i may wake to smile or maybe to dry but first to those of my past i must say goodbye

Reciting Poetry
Reciting poetry requires a skill to relate with the poet and express how he feels. To speak the truth that are his words, to understand their meaning and what they stand for. An appreciation of life and the beauty it brings, are you truly capable of accepting these things?

My Video
My creativity is being used up on something else besides my writing. Story and video I created, everything you see done by me, watch. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v= DpNi-DwTxgI enjoy. (Fix the spaces) To see my other videos visit my page, http://www.youtube.com/user/couturexbarbie

Stemmed From Sb Convo....
I was asked inthe shoutbox tonight if I have ever gotten a cherrybomb bling..... of course I havent because if I had she would be one of the first i bombed (for old times sake). Well anyone who knows me knows i dont go begging for anything but drinks and the occasional veiw of my cats when i take new pics of em. So here goes my passive aggressive begging lol........ Im not going to go askin everyone in my status messages for cherrybomb bling or auto 11s, but it would be REALLY AWESOMENESS if I got surprised with one or the other. anyway enjoy the night fu

Im Leaving Fubar
after long and careful consideration i have decided to call it quits here on fubar my page will remain here till the 13th of April 2010 u have till then to tell me anything u may want to have told me i will be keeping my myspace but i will not be accepting all friends requests only those who i really talk to and really care about will be added if u would like the link and are someone i would approve send me a private message i will reply with the link to my page its been fun but this is the end good luck all and safe surfing much love T.C. Druid Priest

Hate
Have you ever hated anyone so badly u wanted to just sock them in the face? Well let me tell you that I really hate someone and im not afraid to say her name Cathrine Collyer-Herrera!!!!!!!! That fucking bitch has not morals at all in march my brother took his life because this bitch did have the balls to tell him that she was cheating him and now to find out 6 months later she has no remorse for what happened because i know for a fact she has gone out partying and having her fun while my brothers life is over!!!!! you know my brother kept telling my mom and i that he fucked up oh wellz not as badly as she fucked up my brother wanted me to be nice to her but fuck that shit this bitch is not even on my to be nice list!

Newspaper Cliping Of Suicide
A three-hour search for a 38-year old Raton man ended Friday afternoon when police found the man in his car atop Goat Hill, dead from what is believed to be a self-inflicted gunshot wound to the head. Ed Herrera was found by an officer near the Raton sign about 3 p.m. Police Chief Vince Mares said Herrera was in his car and had apparaently shot himself. Mares said an autopsy was likely, but no foul play was suspected. Police began looking for Herrera about three hours earlier, Mares said, when his family requested a welfare check on him. He was not at his residece, so police began looking for his car. When they found it on Goat Hill, Herrera and a handgun were found inside, Mares said. Mares said the family asked police to check on Herrera because they were concerened for his well being.

Poems For Thought
I reach through the darkness my hands touching nothing but a blackness so thick i can slice through it only to have it grow back. Keeping the night away fro my heart for when it closes behind me i will suffer the slowing night each step i take towards you the night gets even slower walking through a sludge feeling it clinging to my skin Needing to get to you i can not stop... i finally see you with in my few more steps All of a sudden your swallowed by the slowing Night Lost in despair i chose to give up. knowing it woud be useless to fight against the slowing Night i sink slower in to the sludge my heart unprotected I look u one last time to say "my heart goes to where i cannot" Forgive my failure to reach you In the slowing Night...

March 3rd 2006
Its been three years today that my brother committed suicide and each year it gets harder not easier. I miss him soooooo much its not even funny. He always had something smart to say about everything and he was a very good person to everyone he knew. I was always jealous of him because he got good grades in school. He also was a very good artist which my daughter took after him. Ed was always playing pranks on me and our mom. Every birthday that I can remember he always had some silly ass card for me which I miss very much!! Ed was also a very good cook I used to piss him off when he made spaghetti because I would ask him so Eddie is the spaghetti ready? He'd get so mad at me and I miss him being mad and the laughs we shared. He was the first one to ever take me to my first concert it was Bon Jovi and Cinderella in Denver Colorado. I also remember when he got into a fight with Gordo Sanchez because he wouldnt leave me alone he defended me he was a very good brother and the best brother

Rudeness
I just post a mumm , .. And I am totally amazed at how many rude as well as flat out disrespectful replies I got , .. to something that was just done in fun , .. now note there was noting rude , degrading , disrespectful , in what I wrote , .. It was on my favorite cartoon , .. And I already know I will get flack for this but , .. If you are unable to be respectful , why even waste your time , .. Oh I forgot , .. they give points to rude people here , sadly that can't be changed ... I have a saying of mine in my home, it simply reads " If you can't respect me , or the people who are here , at least be respectful enough to leave " .. In this case if you can't be respectful , why comment , .. Your just show your true colors , .. But what do I know ... Mikeal -aka- Milo Bloom

Great Fatfree Or Very Very Lowfat Low Cal Snacks Youll Be Surprise All Yummy Things U Can Eat
salty: wassbii dried peas sour cream onion baked ritz chips wheat thins and salsa fatfree mozz slice and tomato with basil cottage cheese fatfree ricotta cheese fatfree kraft cheese on wheat crackers avacodo and Parmesan chunks in balsamic vinger raw broccoli with fat free ranch or fatfree blue cheese sweet: cool whip free and a canned peach half on top (looks like a fried egg) cottage cheese with pineapple(its sold like that) fatfree snack pack pudding beryers slow churned fatfree icecream (this is only brand that actually taste like regular icecream) sugar free gummibears sugar free peach rings thin mint cookies fat free fig newtons slimfast candy bars 3musketters mint candy bar strawberries and chocolate syrup fatfree angel food cake and coolwhip free and rassberry.blackberry's.blueberry.or strawberries sugar free jello coco rediwhip and fatfree coco pudding feel free to add your fav diet snacks

Auto-11 On In 5 Min Fubar Come Be My Buddy
Got a auto-11 on for the the next 24 hours. Got bling random giving out and rate folder for 10k for 100 rates. Ramdom folder the have 100 will pay 10k for rates: BROUGHT TO BY AKAMRS.T THE DREAM TEAM

Yes, I'm A Grouch
I think grouch is being good about it. I've had a bad, hmm year or so. But it's the last few weeks that have pushed me over the line. I have a sick "kid" my baby girl. I'm unemployed, broke an pissed. My unemployment benefits were revoked on Monday with no explanation as to why. My identity was stolen, I can't figure out why anyone would want it. But now I'm sitting with bills up the ass and a dog that can't tell me what hurts. And a strong desire to not wake up every frick'n morning. So YES, I am a grouch! If you don't like it, don't let the door hit you on the way out. Now, leave a joke, make me smile, or just go on about your day.

Borrowed This From A Friend
One of my son's best friend wrote this, on MySpace. I took the time to read it..not sure if its his own words or not..kind made me stop and think..reminds me something that could had been written during the early 70's..you may or may not agree... From: Chris (Psychotronik) Date: Mar 12, 2009 8:29 PM Subject: truer words were never spoken Body: Words offer the means to meaning, and for those who will listen, the enunciation of truth. And the truth is, there is something terribly wrong with this country, isn't there? Cruelty and injustice, intolerance and oppression. And where once you had the freedom to object, to think and speak as you saw fit, you now have censors and systems of surveillance coercing your conformity and soliciting your submission. How did this happen? Who's to blame? Well certainly there are those more responsible than others, and they will be held accountable, but again truth be told, if you're looking for the guilty, you need only look into a mirr

I Just Dont Know What To Do....
OK, my first blog on here... For the past few days i really havent been acting myself, i have had alot going on in and out of my head... I was with this guy the last 3 months of my pregnancy up untill about Thanksgiving..he just so happened to buy the beautiful new home that me, my mom and my son live in. Well he agreed that even tho he didnt live here he would still help pay the mortgage b/c his name is also on the house along with my moms and it would ruin his credit for life..well mom gave him till the end of this month so he could save up money to help, he was going to give her $500.00 thats half of the payment..well she has been trying to get ahold of him and he will not return any of her phone calls and it is stressing her out, shes freaking saying we are going to end up on the streets and shit like that, and i cant handle it.. i too have been stressing and freaking out over all of this and i just dont know what to do, we cant re- finance till Sept, and after next month we

Can Men Tell The Truth?
ok these questions have just been buggin the ever livin shit out of me for so long, so i am hopin if i put this out there that I can get some real and honest answers... 1. why do guys like gettin a fat girls hopes up and just leavin them hangin? I mean come on guys do you just not understand what that does to a woman's self esteem, and then guys can't figure out why girls are always so down on themselves... 2. you are totally pursuing this fat chick, you tell her she's cute, sexy, pretty, hey wanna come meet me words, the girl gets there with hopeful intentions and instead of talking you figure she wouldn't have just come over to talk so i'm gonna bang her even if she is not so hot cause at least i'm getting my needs taken care of? 3. why do guys even use the old ass line "oh i'll call you tomorrow" or in this day and age "i'll text you" when you have no intention of ever calling her back anyway, unless your hard up for a lay? 4. when guys are gettin laid why do they even bother us

Do Not Look Suspicius---true Story
as its a fine spring evening the sunshining over the city the skies are clear and clean, and the cops swarming the area. i texted two friend and about 10 minutes later detained by the police as i was talking to a friend in Kansas *spellcheck*. he asked me who i was talking to told them i was "talking to a friend in missiouri" he asked me to turn around, immediatly i assumed the postion legs spread and hands behind my head fingers laced. as every officer was taught, he patted me down. with the unwanting feeling overcoming me. he asked if i had "drugs, weapons, anything in my postion that would poke me?" i thought of something dirty, kept calm and replied "yes, a utility knife and a pen knife". he took them out asked "why do you have them" i replied, "because im a carpenter and i use that knife when i work and incase i need one when im out", he gave it back to me. he asked why i had the small one (already annoyed) i replied "Because it came with my tape mesuare

Alrighty Then...
Ok, so some of the St Patty's Day's names are cute, but I don't think I'll be hopping on that bandwagon. My real first name is Irish enough, lol. That said, I'm off to bed...sorry I wasn't here long enough to to chat with anyone. Love you all! (Oh, and no news on the fire yet...just so y'all know.) IBSEXXY.COM IBSEXXY.COM

Poem
The dawn breaks only to begin another day, but this day is unlike any other Today is a day filled with change, change that starts with me But wait why should I change for the world to accept me, I want to be accepted for who I am and what I stand for I know I am far from perfect, but I am still me A daughter, a sister, an aunt, a friend, a lover, sometimes a fighter, but mostly someone who has love to give and wants to be loved What a sad world we live in, a world based mostly on apperances and where uniqueness has no value I won't let this stand in my way of being myself, and one day someone will accpet this And this will start the new beginning, a beginning that will last a lifetime

The Brother I Wish I Have Known!
Your the brother I never knew. When I was in danger you were there at my side as my gaurdian angel. You are the brother I wish I knew. When mom and dad moved on from us four siblings, they still thought of their little man. You are the brother that I wish mom and dad saw growing up. My gaurdian angel you always be for me. The brother I do love even though your not here in person. The brother that I wish could have been here for graduating and a life. My hero that I wish I could have known after almost twenty years of your death that we do miss of you. Author notes This was to my brother Jason Michael Kestner he passed when he wasn't even a year old. He died of SIDS an with his 22nd birthday coming up May 22nd I figured this poem would help to see that I do love my brother and I hope he'll be here by my side and the families forever. Made by: Amber Kestner

The Darkness & His Bride
The Darkness Tall, dark, beautiful One to be feared. The Darkness calls to his bride She is his equal Pale & unequivocally beautiful unbeknowst to man. The darkness & his bride = Deadly combination together Together they rule the dark minions Together they are indestructible The Darkness & his bride Come feel their embrace Become ONE with the Darkness & his bride.

I Hate This
I Hate This... In My Life There Are Only A Few Things That I Ask For... But Time And Time Again, There Is Something That Constantly Prevents My Goals From Becoming Reality. First, I Would Love To Have A Career As A Police Officer ANYWHERE!!! But Apparently You Can't Achieve That Goal Without Joining The Police Academy... Which Costs Money, Which Thanks To An Ex-Girlfriend Who Stole Every Penny I Ever Saved Up, I Don't Have Too Much Of Anymore. Second, Military!!! I Want To Join The Military With All My Heart, But Apparently I Have Had One Too Many Surgeries, And Broken Bones... So They Pretty Much Look At Me Like I Am Damaged Goods, I Have Been Told By Recruiters That They Will Take Anyone, As Long As You Have The Heart. Well I Have Been Shot Down Several Times, So Fuck What Recruiters Say... Its All Bullshit. And Last But Most Certainly Not Least... A Companion To Spend The Rest Of My Life With, I Have Loved And I Have Lost, But For Once It Would Be N

The Darkness I, Ii, & Iii
The Darkness As the sun sets, The Darkness arises. Embracing me within his dark fold. Giving me a warmth within the cold of the night. Life begins anew once more for me. Darkness is where I want to be. Where I wish to be. My Darkness is new life. The Darkness See the rising moon shining brightly in the dark sky. The Silhouette of shadows forming in the night. Of Lovers, Of Creatures of The Night. The Darkness Arisen from the Leviathan Awaken from his slumber To rule the night as night should be ruled. The Darkness Come Embrace it. The Darkness Come Welcome it. The Darkness... The Darkness 2 The Darkness I hear him call my name I hear him beckoning to me Come to me, my child, come to me. I stand still In the thralls of darkness His darkness Uncanningly warm despite the coldness. I feel his warmth approaching And with a slight quiver I embrace the darkness An open invitation into his arms. The Darkness There is a charm to him E

Russian Bitch
I have a fiance, we been together for a longest time. Last week it turned out he was talkin to this Russian bitch from here, for a longest time. SHe has no decency at all, and have led him on to have feelings for her. The bitch is married, mind you, and its pissin me off that she would try to play my man like that. I didnt snoop around, but he left his messanger run and I saw her talk dirty to him like a shameless bitch. I know he doesnt want her, and that he knows she is married. But I am pissed as al hell that some one like her would do somethin like that. I kno he doesnt want her cuz we live miles away from where shes at. Adn she is not even his type. Watch out for her, so she doesnt do that to you. She is a bitch, and enjoys leading people on for fun.

Little More Humor
Chili Judging Contest A Texas Chili Contest. If you can read this whole story without tears of laughter running down your cheeks then there's no hope for you! **Note: Please take time to read this slowly. If you pay attention to the first two judges, the reaction of the third judge is even better. For those of you who have lived in Texas, you know how true this is. They actually have a Chili Cook-off about the time Halloween comes around. It takes up a major portion of the parking lot at the city park. The notes are from an inexperienced Chili taster named Frank, who was visiting from Canada. Frank: "Recently, I was honored to be selected as a judge at a chili cook-off. The original person called in sick at the last moment and! I happened to be standing there at the judge's table asking for directions to the Coors Light truck, when the call came in. I was assured by the other two judges (Native Texans) that the chili wouldn't be all that spicy and, besides, they to

A Little Humor
I went grocery shopping recently while not being altogether sure that course of action was a wise one. You see, the previous evening I had prepared and consumed a massive quantity of my patented 'You're definitely going to $h!t yourself' chili. Tasty stuff, albeit hot to the point of being painful, which comes with a written guarantee from me that if you eat it the next day both of your a$$ cheeks WILL fall off. Here's the thing. I had awakened that morning, and even after two cups of coffee (and all of you know what I mean) nothing happened. No 'Watson's Movement 2'. Despite habanero peppers swimming their way through my intestinal tract, I appeared to be unable to create the usual morning symphony referred to by my next door neighbors as thunder and lightning. Knowing that a time of reckoning had to come, yet not sure of just when, I bravely set off for the market; a local Wal-Mart grocery store that I often haunt in search of tasty tidbits. Upon entering the store at first

Dragons
Many people have simply said, "Dragons are mythical, henceforth, they are not real." Well, knights were in mythological stories, as were princesses. Are they not real? True, we have proof of their existance, but do we not have proof of dragon existance? This is what I will be trying to discover: Are the "mythological" dragons real? If so, which ones? What would they look like? Eastern Dragons Let us review the external appearance of the Chinese dragon: thin, long body with four legs, over sized head, and no wings. Flying is out of the question. There have been no creatures proven in science that could fly without wings or wing-like structures. The legs and talons are also out of proportion, but, if enlarged, can make a plausible serpent. Pretty much, the Chinese and Asian dragons can exist, but not as we believe them to. They would be a little more like snakes with legs. All right, people have argued this: Chinese dragons could be filled with a gas that makes them "float", and t