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What;s Your Sexual St
You scored as Exciting. You are exciting, people want to fuck your brains out and you know it. Whether it's in an airplane or on the back of the bus, sex with you is always exciting.Exciting100%Hot94%Soft75%Shy50%Wet50%Sweet44%Violent19%Awkward0%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.

How Horny Are You?
You scored as Very horny. You are very horny. You have a lot of desire. You get hard or wet very easily. Be careful to not let your sex drive go too far. Please rate and comment and tell me what quiz this is when you do!Very horny88%Normal Horny75%A little horny44%Not horny25%Super Horny25%How horny are you? (with pics)created with QuizFarm.com

A Summer Dream .....
This Poem was written by me cause i love to express myself into poetry..... A Summer Dream by TigerGoddess The nights are getting warmer, but it's cold without you here Even though I know I'll see you soon, I can't help but wish you were near The stars brightly shine in the beautiful night sky But to sleep is out of reach, no matter how much I try Instead I close my eyes seeing precious thought of you And though I wish it were for real those moments are all too few Your arms they wrap around me, holding me so tight I feel I'm lost in peace Nothing has ever felt so right Your eyes, they sparkle as you look into mine There I see happiness, a joy so divine You kiss my lips gently my heart starts to melt I'm in a world I've never known, With a feeling I've never felt You hands are so reassuring, that they'll never let my heart break I have a feeling of all secure There's no room for mistake The slowly you begin to pull away, my heart b

Whats Your Sexual Style?
You scored as Exciting. You are exciting, people want to fuck your brains out and you know it. Whether it's in an airplane or on the back of the bus, sex with you is always exciting.Hot100%Exciting100%Wet100%Soft94%Sweet63%Violent44%Awkward13%Shy0%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

Significant Other...
When i get the chance, i'm going to do this! BEST Significant other SURVEY Tell us about your Significant other What is His/Her full name?: Are you married?: What's your anniversary?: How long have you been together?: What's His/Her Heritage/Nationality?: What's His/Her parents names?: Siblings names?: What are his/her hobbies?: Are you in love?: Favorites What is His/Her favorite Ice cream?: Car?: Home cooked meal?: Restaurant?: Number?: Color?: Team?: Position to sleep in?: Song?: Movie?: Looks What color eyes does she/he have?: Hair?: Shoe size?: Height?: Shower daily?: Most worn Shirt?: Wear any jewelry regularly?: Use glasses or Contacts?: Go to a spa or beauty store regularly?: Work Where does your honey work?: Do they like what they do?: What kind of job do you think they would be happier at?: Do they get along well with coworkers?: Do they make as much money as they want?: Do they work hard or slack off a lot?: Do you visit them?: Fun

My Life
my life is but a dream it`s nuthing but a fantasy, where i make things become realityin my world,i could have anyone in my dream my dream is but things dat r full of emotions emotions dat i feel for my 1 and only true luv but the only ding is that its not fully luved becuase my true luv i have not yet found if i had found my true luv he would be by my side 24/7 always there to cheer me up wen my days r down givvin me hugs and kisses becuase he truely luvs me but my life is just da begining of a new dream every day w/ a new fary tale

Watch This ..is It Right I Leave You All To Be Judges Hehehe Muwah
You scored as Nice. Your nice. Please rate my quiz!Nice100%Fun88%Immature75%Outgoing63%Dramatic50%Shy25%mean0%what kind of person are you? (shy,outgoing,fun,mean,immature,dramatic or nice?)created with QuizFarm.com

The Eve The Moon Died
The eve the moon died I mourned and I cried For the loss of it's beautiful light The stars shined fierce Could not wane, could not pierce The gloom of that moonless night Who could have thought That I would be so wrought As that satellite sank into the sea When a fortnight had past I was amazing and yet aghast As she appeared once again to me.

What Do You Think About Long-distence Realationships ??
With me , I sometime's think it will not last until i actually had one with a guy that was a marine over the net until he played me with one of my best friend's... But for now i had tryed another realationship which this guy is like 14 hours away from me and it's all Good.... I do believe that anything is impossable if it take's two to make it last... what do you think about this ??? Do you think it could happen long distence realationship's ??

Thinking Of You
Well, it has been awhile, and I miss the sweet taste of your lips, the scent of your skin the heat of your touch, the beauty of your love. Let us come toether again so we can look into eachothers eyes and sense the sincerity of the future of forever.

If U Want 2 Be
if u wanna be unique you gotta have da tecniques, you wanna be like me you gotta do wat i do ,wen i do , how i do. you wanna get out of diz world you gotta be like them you gotta have da strenth like dey do you wanna be gansta you gotta have da moves,strenthand 2 hold da pain you have to go through BUT..... YOU WANNA BE YOURSELF?GOTTA ACT LIKE YOURSELF AND BE YO SELF

What Peircing Are You?
You scored as Dirty Piercings. AH!!! You dirty person you! Put that away!!! Who did that for you!? Your the kinkiest of the kinkiest and probably think you're hot stuff. Well, maybe you are but that's kinda nasty. Ew. Weirdo.Dirty Piercings100%Cartilage Piercing90%Belly Button Piercing80%Tongue Piercing80%Earlobe Piercing80%Labret Piercing70%Nipples70%Lip Piercing60%Nose Piercing40%What Piercing Are You?created with QuizFarm.com

Need More Jezebel?
I have my own yahoo group http://groups.yahoo.com/group/JezebelsTemptations/ be sure to have your age on your profile now... it is an adult site my new website should belaunching in just a few days.. keep a look out for it

What Kind Of Person Are You?
You scored as Outgoing. You outgoing and you have a very friendly personality.Outgoing88%Fun88%Nice88%Immature25%Dramatic13%Shy6%mean0%what kind of person are you? (shy,outgoing,fun,mean,immature,dramatic or nice?)created with QuizFarm.com

This Is Silly... Boobs
i keep getting made fun of cuz i have none... how sad is that ... all my hunk friends are like look.. i have more than you.. its silly and makes me giggle... but i want more tits! lol just thought i might through this out there...

I've Been Gone Awhile
Well it's been awhile since I've been here. I didn't even know that they offered blogs now. I've been pretty sick since the end of August. I found out just last week that I have diabetes.I took a leave from school for awhile. One thing that really sicks is that my vision is really blurred. I'll be glad when that subsides.

Today Was A Good Day..........
I had an appt with my dr today and it looks like this may be over with before too long. It has given me some peace about it all. I think I only cried like twice today and for me....thats a record for a day so far. I am starting to feel a little more normal and am even laughing a little bit again. Now.....I just have to wait for this baby to finally leave me so that I can go on. I dont want to be without my baby but if its not healthy and living....it shouldnt be with me anymore. It is not doing either of us any good. I love this baby and will remember it always. My dr said they might be able to tell me if it was a boy or girl once it comes and I take to lab so they can study it. Mike and I are engraving a little gold ring for me to wear on a necklace and it would be nice to have a name to put on it. I am also looking for a cedar craft box to put some stuff in for the baby just as a keepsake. Would like to paint a name on that too if possible. Well thanks for listening and be

My Simikathy.net Manifesto
My Name is Petar Novakovic founder of SimiKathy.NET with Kathy Martin and like to invite you to Join our Community Builders Site. My Simikathy.Net Manifesto I Believe that Most Business Networking Communities Suck. Actually, we don't believe this. We know it. We've been there. We've suffered. We've been spammed. We've been limited. We've scanned chat rooms and forums full of uninspired "nontrepreneurs" and we've had enough. Simikathy.net doesn't suck. Simikathy.net will never suck. If Simikathy.net starts to suck, tell us. We'll either fix it or we'll erase it and never look back. We Believe in People. We care who you are and how you do it. We've always got room for another business owner, MLM business person, another affiliate program, another health guru, another marketing wonk, another self styled “Trump”, another web designer, and another unidentifiable ball of potential just waiting for the chance to take the business world by storm. If you've got inspirati

Dear Cookie Monster
Dear Cookie Monster, Recently I wrote a letter to your aquaintance Big Bird, Voicing my concern about his suspicious activites involving a certain 'friend' of his. Today im writing to you to voice some concerns that myself and your friends on Sesame Street have about you. Its time to wake up Cookie and recognize that you have a problem. Cookies have consumed you my furry blue friend. All you talk about is cookies. How many you have, when you can get more, what kind they are, how big or small. We are worried about you Cookie, you seem to prowl around Sesame street looking for your next fix, the kids on the street are afraid to carry their Oreos or chocolate chip cookies on them, in the fear that you might jump them on the street. The final straw was last week when there was a robbery at Hoopers store and on site they found a scruff of blue fur. We know it was you Cookie, The surveillance cameras caught you as you picked up your bad of money an

Calling All Muses!!!...where My Sisters At?....
Your Inner Muse is Euterpe You are most like this muse of music. While you may or may not be musical... You love music and set life to your own personal soundrack. And you are good at making anyone's heart sing! What Muse Are You?

J'ai Tellement écouté Cette Chanson...
Did I disappoint you or let you down? Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown? 'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun, Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won. So I took what's mine by eternal right. Took your soul out into the night. It may be over but it won't stop there, I am here for you if you'd only care. You touched my heart you touched my soul. You changed my life and all my goals. And love is blind and that I knew when, My heart was blinded by you. I've kissed your lips and held your head. Shared your dreams and shared your bed. I know you well, I know your smell. I've been addicted to you. Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend. You have been the one. You have been the one for me. I am a dreamer but when I wake, You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take. And as you move on, remember me, Remember us and all we used to be I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile. I've watched you sleeping for a while.

Zodiac
Pisces You have an awesome imagination, and often put it to use for sexual purposes. You are very romantic and don’t hook-up with random people very often. Because sex to you is about showing your love, you are incredibly romantic in bed, and very giving. You tend be in a serious relationship more often then not. Sex matches: Taurus, Cancer, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Thank You
last few days i been little down on myself and out of the 150 or so people that i have as friends on here 1 person has stood out with there smart ass comments and inane blogs to make me crack a smile here or there. i just wanted to say thank you and that you kick ass. and if anyone wants a good friend here is link go show her some love and if your lucky as me you will realize she a cool as hecll person and great person to have as a friend thanks 4ever me@ LostCherry

Little Box
ONE BOX, A LIFE TIME OF MEOREYS AND SMELLS.. A PHOTO A LETTER.. AN OLD HAT. A MIXED TAPE OF SONGS OF THE NIGHT, AND DAYS OF CONFUSION, AM STUCK BEHIND AND TRIP FORWARD, LIFE THE SOUL OF CHOAS,DEATH THE ENDING OF THE START. LAUGHS,SCREAMS, THE SMELL OF DAMPNESS, TIMES OF GROWTH, BELITTLED BY CONTROL. LOST IN THE MOMENT PASSES, GONE,PUSHED ASIDE AND FORGOTTEN.

Let Me Know
1.tell me how it would be if we were togther? 2.would i regret it? 3.how many times a day would you kiss me? 4.how many times a day would you just want to hold me? 5.would you take me places? 6.would you love me? 7.how many times would you call me? 8.would you miss me everytime i left? 9.if i treated you wrong would you tell me? 10.if i told you i loved you would you say it back and mean it? 11.if i showed up at 3 in the morning just to say i missed you, would you like it? 12.if i was the best you've ever had would you tell me? 13.how long do you think we'll be together? 14.if we broke up would you still love me if you did?

Do I Really Scream "desperate"?
Originally posted Friday, March 17, 2006 I am really curious - do I really seem desperate? I have received messages and invites from 5 different women running adult web sites. I have nothing against them, but I'm not interested in joining them, or anything like that. I am more interested in meeting friends. I try to keep up with my Myspace "friends" (other than the musicians - I figure they are good, so I want to give them a "thumbs up"), and would like to add more and communicate with them. But I keep getting invites to pay sites. One woman even sent me a pic of her bare boobs with a note saying "I love Shawn" and a link to a pay site. So what is it about me or my profile that attracts people trying to get me to pay to let them "love" me? Why don't I get more who are interested in getting to know me? Let me know if you can enlighten me... Rock on! Durham

Letter To Big Bird
Dear Big Bird, I am writing this letter cause after today I simply cannot hold my tongue any longer. You, my feathered friend, are an asshole. You flit around sesame street like you own the place. Waving your big ass tail feathers in every one else's face. I am not only writing this for myself but for others on Sesame street. Ernie and Bert are pretty pissed at you, Elmo wants to put a cap in your ass for being so deceptive and Cookie and Grover are going to take turns beating you into a big feathery pulp if they dont get answers soon. For years, growing up, I thought you were dillusional, a big yellow bird on medication or just some hippie on acid, tripping out in a big ass yellow feather suit as you regailed with your stories of the Snufflupagus, only to find out that he was indeed a real person and not just a figment of your imagination. You lied to us Big Bird!! LIED!!...you could have taken us to see Snuffy's house, to meet his parents, made him stay that few mo

B.c Here Comes Roxy!
Well am getting ready for my big move across Canada!! Am really excited to meet my husband's mom and her husband.. Also My husbands Uncle Mike. I Have Talked To My Husbands Mom Over The Internet For Almost 3 Years,, And I Have Been Dying To Meet Her!! It's Also Great That Scarlett Gets To Meet Her Other Grandma!! And I Also Think The Change Of Area Will Help All 3 Of Us Out,, A Fresh Start In A New Place Is What We Need!! Sooo Oct 1 We Are All Off To Fort St John B.C!!! The Trip Will Be Interesting LOL

I Am A Nerd V.v
Ok whats up all...i have no clue why i am posting but i just felt like it cause thats just how i roll...well what i pretty much did today was woke up, tripped over my feet and hit the floor (that was rather lame of me). I went to school and first thing i did was ran into the door...well the door opend and i was right behide it and got smacked. it was kind of funny then anything. well later that day somebody threw a football for me to catch...well he over threw it and i decided i should run back to get it...well interesting thing was i ran right up a wall. i slammed into the sucker i think i dented it. well things finally settled and were going well...until later when my Jeep just wouldn't start. yeah it died so i had to call my friend up and have the jump start it for me. took about 30 minutes for him to get there. well after he got the and got it running we headed out to go get some Coffee and just relax and finish school work. But yesh...this was the day of the dork. i had such a mes

Ghosts
When I close my eyes they come calling, these ghost from the past, they torment me. No matter where I hide they find me, they haunt me in my dreams, and memories. Now I see a way to save me, I'll drain them from me with a cut, a cut from my blade. I don't want to leave you but I have to go now, have to get away from all this pain, and misery. I don't want to leave but I have no hope now, it's because of them I must say farewell. Now I see my life’s blood draining, as the darkness closes in now, it's suffocating. Won't someone please come to save me, thought I should go but now I don't, I don't want to leave. Oh god it's too late for me, although now, now I’m finally free. Now the darkness it surrounds me, I cry out for help but the words, they have no sound. I didn't want to die this night oh no babe, didn't want to end it all, in this way. I didn't want to leave but had to go dear, had to set free the ghosts that lived, inside of me. It's so cold as the dark

Letter To Babie
Dear Barbie, I've been holding off on writing this letter well because frankly you were one of my childhood icons. We met when I was at the tender age of 6 and from then until I turned 13 I never looked back. I spent many hours with you Barbie, combing your pretty long blonde hair, changing you into many different outfits that I had collected just for you, a few my mom had even made to fit your perfect little plastic body. I took you everywhere with me, I even tried to keep things interesting for you by occationally cutting and coloring your hair, drawing and sticking on small pieces of body art, even getting big huge plastic diamonds to adorn your perfect little rubber ears. Looking back now I see what a fool I was. You used me Barbie, USED me to further your own selfish means. You never actaully liked me, I know now that flawless smile on your beautiful face was painted on. You always wanted more Barbie...more more more...Campervans, fur coats, spa baths, pink c

Et Si Un Jour Tu Voie Ca...
Cette histoire s'efface J'l'ai écrite pour pas perdre la face Souvenir perdu, Sans toutefois oublier mon dû Cette histoire, j'te l'avais promise Au début, tu m'as rougi Dès le début du voyage, Il continue sur cette page Toutes ces années à faire le sourd Ça s'ra jamais comme avant Je t'ai écrit sans faire le tour Une histoire du bon vieux temps... Cette histoire change avec le temps J'pense à toi trop souvent j'voulais t'revoir, on s'est revu Depuis c'jour-là tu rappelles plus Comme un bon gars, j'te laisse tranquille Peut-être ben qu'on s'reverra en ville Oublie-moi pas chus toujours là! J'reste alentours, pas juste un gars..... Toutes ces années à faire le sourd Ça s'ra jamais comme avant Je t'ai écrit sans faire le tour Une histoire du bon vieux temps... ( J'aime une fille, c'est tres dure d'la voir avec un autre... ou juste de l'imaginé... Je lui est dis que je voulais la voir plus, mais elle rappelles plus... J'reste alentour... )

Just Shut Up And Kiss Me!
You Are a Sensitive Kisser For you, kissing is a way to connect And you need lot of care, attention, and privacy It may take you a while to kiss someone... But when you do, it's total fireworks What's Your Kissing Style?

Some Of My Past.
This is hard to write, but I want to let ya'll know what I know. I am in a sad mood at this time because I have been thinking about the past. I want everyone to know what I have told just a few close friends. Not even my parents know everything about me. I don't share my personall life that much. When I was younger I lost a brother to a drive by shooting that happened in Houston, TX. I was 13 at the time. It happened on June 21, 1992. It was Father's day morning. He was 26 years old. He was on his way home when a car pulled up next to his truck and there was four black guys in the car. They opened fire on my brother and one bullet hit him in the left temple that killed him instantly. It was later said that they had three of the four in jail, but they let them go because they didn't have the driver. It is still a open case. Nothing more has been done about it. It has hurt my parents very badly. He had two sons that never got to know their father. We get to see them once a year and th

Letter To Pacman
Dear Pacman, Hello again you little yellow bastard! I spent most of my free time this weekend trying to get your lazy ass around the mazes, trying to get you to eat all those little yellow dots. Yes...apparently they now make you to be played on my Sony Playstation. I was estatic to say the least when I found you in Best Buy. You simply had to come home with me to reminisse about those good memories that we used to share. But after all these years...of me missing you...did you embace me warmly? did you listen to my direction? did you eat them all those communist little dots? NO! I first met you many years ago, when I was a teenager. I was amazed by your speed, by your enthusiasm and of course by your appitite. I had thought that this reunion would be a better one, that this time you would eat them all...let us travel on to bigger and better things...higher mazes and faster speeds, but I was grossly mistaken. I used to joke that you got high b

Letter To Barney
Dear Barney, Listen here you sick purple fucker, Im not beating around the bush with this letter and you better pay the fuck attention to every word! First of all, I do NOT love you and you sure as shit dont love me, so stop singing that annoying fucking song! We all know its a big act Barney! Those closest to you have told me about your angry outbursts, your dino-touretts syndrome like rampages, using words that would make a sailor blush! Words that i've never used or even heard in my 33 years on this planet! You have to stop Barney, you have an image to uphold. What about the arrests for indecent exposure? The whole adult movie theatre fiasco? The 'female' hooker incident....oh and lets not forget all the clubs Barney. And not the normal type of strip clubs either, Nooooo that would be too easy for them to explain as human nature, you have to frequent the fucked up underbelly clubs...live sex shows, BDSM, K9....really twisted and kinky stuff

I'm Pissy
Still trying to figure out how this damn thing works...or doesn't work. I posted a blog a day or two ago...had two people comment on it..but I could not reread it..let alone understand what I had said in my blog. (you'd think I'd know). It was gobbledygook looked like HTML mistakes to me. Thanks for commenting creamy and BBW...I had to delete...it was scary!! some words mine some not... LMAO...beotches...love ya

Goodbye For A While
Well ladies and gents its Thursday night and times ticking I am moving from New York to Fl on Monday Iv know this for a few months now and I have been cool with it. As I sit here typing this the butterflies are going a mile a min and its still 4 days away. Its just me and my son driving down there my family is here in NY but I need a better life for me and my son I have friends there to help me out. I dont have a job yet yeahhhhh I know but God is with me 100%. I am going to miss my friends here in NY and online soooooooooooooooo much I dont know when I will be online again. My body shakes knowing that I am leaving everyone behind but this is something I need to do for myself. I will be thinking of you guys all the time you all have ways to contact me it might just be a bit before I get back to everyone. I am just a bout all packed just for a few odds and ends I got to get together. I know it hurts some of you guys but you have no idea how I feel and how I hurt to leave or how I hurt

Je T'aime
On n'a plus rien a se dire À part quelques mots qui traînent Y'a les vieilles blagues qui nous font rire Et la montagne qui nous gêne À mon meilleur ami J'ai une pensée juste pour lui Avec le temps qui nous menace Y'a sûrement quelqu'un qui a pris la place V'là l'refrain que j'te parlais Avec un verre pour m'engourdir Dans ma face y'a mes deux mains Pis en arrière y'a un sourire J'écris en attendant Moi, y'a personne qui m'attend J'aimerais que tes mots soient les miens Pour te convaincre que t'es trop loin Oh! Pour pas tout oublier Comme un vieux rêve qui t'a abandonné Occupe-toi bien d'ton p'tit garçon En sachant bien qu'c'est pour de bon V'là l'refrain que j'te parlais Avec un verre pour m'engourdir Dans ma face y'a mes deux mains Pis en arrière y'a un sourire Un sourire... ( J'aimerais revenir en arriere, Changé des choix que j'ai fait... Aimé les bonne personne, et leur dire... )

Blow Me Pt. 2
Well this day just keeps getting better and better. Nicholas is very tired and won't go to sleep, so my mom is tryin now to get him to sleep. When my A/C leaked all over my room I had all my clothes that needed to be washed in a bag. Well my mom thought it was trash and threw them away. I seriously have almost no clothes at all. I went from havin' like 50 shirts to like 4 or 5 and most of my pants yeah GONE. I'm so freakin upset it just sucks. It seems like things just keep getting harder and harder. I don't wanna do it alone anymore. I just need to get away.....

My First Contest!
I'm in Spaciecakes beautiful eyes contest so plz go vote and leave a comment for me. just click on the my pic below and you will be wisked away to where you can vote and leave a comment. THANKS FOR THOSE WHO VOTED!!

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

To All My Friends
Message : PHONE NUMBERS! copy and paste this to see how many numbers you get in your mailbox after 24 hours. name:________________ number:____________ age:_________ dont be scared just post this and see how many you get and send it to me!

No Longer Negative
Although I am not sure I will be successful at this. But the last 2 days have been downers for me. As you may or may not know, I suffer with Bi-polar disorder. And usually, I go thru a bad period every 3 weeks. This just happens to be that week. I know my posts have been less than happy and I have been letting certain things make me feel crumby and just plain down on myself. This I can not help. For some reason, I feel like I deserve the misery I get or lack of adult social activites i.e. bars, darts, poker nights...blah blah blah, Anyway... If I start bitching or leaning negative towards myself...Just make me aware... THanks

Bad Week
Fist home life has been really bad. MY autistic son has had a rough week and it has been xtremely hard on me, the othe half is PMS'ing and my Dom is still in Florida! OMG I need a hot bath and a jug of rum!..Ok I would settle for some warm arms and soft words!

Theres This Girl
well theres ths girl on here that seems to be awsum... i mean she is awsum... nice/smart/gorgeous/sexy and everything else i cant think of at the moment... so if u would go b her page and leave her some positive comments heres the link to her page---/ http://lostcherry.com/user/57860 Thanks -Jake

To Be In Love By Hellfighter
to be in love what is it if you have never felt it omg what you are missing to wake up in the morning next to the person that just takes your breath away all you can think about al day is the person how are they is everything ok you cant wait to get home take them in your arms and hold them kiss hug and love on them just the site of that person makes your whole day bright nothing can get you down you walk breath eat sleep and dream about them thats how i feel about my wife i just had to tell you she is my everything shes my light shes my dreams my sleep and shes so awsome !!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU BABY MY WIFE MISS_CHERRY

Poems
ok so i like poems alot they help me out and understand myself....here are a few I look back now And shed a tear Those pushed away Who came so near? Who touched my heart? And touched my soul I left them out To take control I was scared, I was unsure, Loved them all, but never told. Scared of fear, And all alone, Left outside, and in the cold. I couldn't tell them Thoughts of mind Silence screaming Binding time I look back now And cringed that I Couldn't see the truth from lies If you knew who I once was Listen carefully because If i pushed you far from me It was for your sake I let it be And now I want to say sorry I loved you once As only time can tell And love you now I torment in my hell For not ringing your bell And admitting that I fell, In love with you (well i felt feelings not sure if it was love or not) If its only for one moment... That i could hear his voice.... And only for one moment, i would know it was OK... if i knew that he

For Grandma
It's hard to imagine Life without This angel by our side I wonder if she sees our love Does she know how much we've ried God, it's so hard To let go of This woman we love so much We know she's still with us In the spiritual sense But we long for one more touch Her hands have dried so many tears We sure could use them now We're all trying to be strong But sometimes we don't know how This woman meant the entire world To each person in this place And I know I'd give my very last breath For one more look at her smiling face My grandma was an angel On loan from above She gave us pearls of wisdom And disciplined us with love Her memories we'll all cherish They are locked within our hearts And we'll continue to smile through each day Though our world just fell apart My grandma's singing with angels now And though her body didnt give her the chance I know when I meet her there on high I'll get to see Grandma dance. ~Summer R. Fry 11/18/2003 In loving memory o

Retribution
Sixteen in my hands and a ruck on my back, off to a war now, no time to look back. I'll hold you once more and then I must go. Remember me babe if I don't make it back. No use cryin’ for me, just let me leave. I'm gonna come back babe, just wait and see. Steel rain all around me hope I stay dry. Stench of death in the air as I lay down some fire. Airborne all the way, so I know I'll survive. They're on the run now with fear in their eyes. No where to run to, they got no where to hide. They're being chased now, the Cav’s in the sky. All American Airborne, Screamin' Eagles too, 44th MEDCOM, the third and fourth I-D. Army Rangers, Special Force Group, the Big Red 1 baby has 'em on the run.

Its Simple And Dont Cheat!
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Thank You
I want to thank my friends who stopped by to send me well wishes for my test that were done today. You all know who you are. thank you for thinking of me, and after all the test I'm fine there is no cancer there is no lump in my breast. I have never been so scared in my life and if it wasn't for my family and friends I would have never made it threw the past few days. So thank you all very much. Me loves you all.

Surrender
Surrender I have seen the deepest parts of your heart I have seen the moments that tear you apart I know life has not been easy Let me take you and show you what maybe pleasin Take my hand Hold your breath Your life is about to rest Can you feel my warm touch The touch that has put you in heavens clutch Can you feel the love shoot through my hand This is where the pain will end THis is the spot in your life You will find the time is right Hold my hand and do not fight Yes we met a moment ago You looked in my eyes and knew it was time to go The pain you were once feeling Now it is mine and you will find this more appealing Your eyes are bright and you are shining Loneliness can kill the best in evening and the morning You found me at the park You said hi and I was sparked True love does not have to hurt THe loneliness you felt I felt it too Lets live a life of happiness Enjoy the blue water and islands Lets walk our dog and have passionate nights This

I Hate Moving
Well, moving is a bitch! LOL Especially moving from a 3 bedroom house to a 1 bedroom apartment...that's where it comes in handy to have parents with a HUGE basement that live close by...ha! I'm just glad that after this weekend it will be done! Now, I have to just get my apartment in order and I'll be all set. Easier said than done! :) I'm liking it so far, though so that is good. My cats are even adjusting fairly well...but I'll be glad to have all the boxes out b/c they think its new shit for them to explore...grrr! :) Anyway, hope everyone is having a good night!!!

Life
Why Do I ruin everyone's lives??..I already went through the pain of losing one dad..Now I am losing another...THat i got really close to and loved very much...And it's all my fault... I hate myself.. I ruined my mom's life..now she won't be happy..and I guess neither will I..I guess this is what I deserve.. Kimberly

Google Fights To Avoid Temptation Of Dark Side Of The Force
Originally posted Sunday, February 26, 2006 Like parodies? Interested in Google's fight against Microshaft? Want a laugh? Read on... With signs pointing ever more clearly to the coming battle between Sith software giant Microsoft and search-engine "white knight" Google, industry insiders are battening down the hatches and keeping a close eye on whether Google stays the course and avoids the temptations of the dark side of the Force. "Our company motto is 'do no evil,'" said Eric Schmidt, Google CEO and Jedi Master. "Key to this ethos is patience and tranquility of the spirit. We will conduct ourselves with decorum, and be ready for the conflict when the time comes." Click for the rest... [Ed. note, added Thursday, September 28, 2006 - Don't worry, the link works and doesn't open to porn. What? You WANT porn? Look elsewhere on LC. ~DIT~] Rock on, y'all! Darth Durham

Pet Contest Starts At Midnight
thanx for everybody's participation 1st place wins lost cherry Prize of my choice 2nd place a dozen roses 3rd place a toy dog or kitten Results Will be tallied by number of votes or comments or a combo RULES Begins at 12 pm central TONIGHT Ends 5 pm central SUNDAY BE NICE PEOPLE!!! AND TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF AND EACH OTHER hehehe

I Like Writing In Third Person.
She is just a girl, in a place somewhere in a world. Sometimes it’s the real world, but more often than not it is her own world. Where metaphors and abstract thinking are key. She sits outside and stares up at a open sky wondering why she’s here. Wondering why everything sometimes seems so utterly pointless, after all there must be a point to it somewhere. There has to be something more. It doesn’t make any sense to her. The stars in the sky sit there beckoning her to come, to leave this world of physical restrictions behind. For something more theoretical. Something more real in her mind. Hallucinations where anything is possible and she is not afraid of the unknown. She focuses more on what could be than what is at the moment. Because if you just concentrate on what you are than you are not open to the possibilities to what you might become. And to waste your potential like that would be a terrible thing. To waste all your mental capabilities on only what you are told to is a shame.

Survey.
How old do I look? How good do i look from 1-10 (1-ugly / 10-HoTT) [ ] 1 [ ] 2 [ ] 3 [ ] 4 [ ] 5 [ ] 6 [ ] 7 [ ] 8 [ ] 9 [ ] 10 Would you rather.. [ ] Do me Or [ ] Date me Do I have pretty eyes? [ ] Yes [ ] No Do you like my body? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] I dont care. Would you be sad if I moved? [ ] Yes [ ] No Would you come visit me? [ ] Yes [ ] No Am I.. [ ] Okay [ ] Hott [ ] Sexy [ ] Cute Would you rather.. [ ] Makeout [ ] Cuddle [ ] Go out would u ever tell me not to talk to u. [ ] YES OR [ ] NO Would u kiss me.. [ ] yes or [ ] no Would you give me your number? [ ] Yes [if yes leave it ( ___-___-____ ) [ ] No Are you going to repost this so I can answer for YOU? [ ] Yes [ ] No

Bored
so anyways today was ok until my dad came home and then thats when it went all down hill. somtimes i just wish i could leave this place and never come back, but i know if i did then i would never see my mom and the rest of my family. but anyways im bored about to do some math homework for college and i dont want to cuz i hate it. some one wanna do it for me? well anyways if anyone ahs any advice on the situation with my dad let me know cuz i could use all the help i can get thanks later

Lyrics Sites And Other Copycats
Originally posted Saturday, February 18, 2006 I am frustrated as anything. I have just spent 90 minutes or so trying to fing the lyrics to one of my favorite songs by Enya, "Ebudae", from Shepherd Moon. Every one of the 75 or so web sites I opened with lyrics to the song posted the 3 lines in the liner notes. Many of the sites even translated them - the same way the liner notes do. Does anyone have the wherewithal to find out just what the rest of these lyrics are? Think of it - 75 sites with no more information than what I found by reading the booklet included with the CD Shepherd Moon. Almost 90 minutes wasted trying to discover more information than immediately available, and not one datum more than what I already knew. Oh, one site printed an English version of what she sounds like she's saying in the first verse. And then repeats the same gobbldygook for the second verse, which is clearly different from the first verse! These people must be the same ones who buy their term p

Your Eyes
Your Eyes Your soul can be seen through your eyes THey tell no lies They have a story we all want to here Come closer so i can sit and stare I see a future as bright as those blue eyes I can see tomorrow in the greenest of eyes I can see your soul through your deep brown eyes I can see no fear in those hazel eyes Your childrens eyes are your eyes THey will be as beautiful as momma glowing eyes Your eyes pierced my heart Your eyes laying down on the bed tore me apart Your eyes are my very inner being Your eyes are the surprise that have a true meaning When I hold you at night in the dark I cant wait til the morning and see those eyes spark Your eyes are part 1 of my soulmate When our eyes meet we are at peace When we make love your eyes look into mine Your eyes are as heavenly as a deep blue sky When I lay on my deathbed the last thing I ever want to see Is your eyes showing me this life had a wonderful meaning

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Spicy Pork Tenderloin
"A flavorful, fast and easy recipe for grilled pork tenderloin. The spice could also be used on chicken or ribs!" Original recipe yield: 6 servings. Prep Time: 10 Minutes Cook Time: 30 Minutes Ready In: 2 Hours 40 Minutes Servings: 6 (change) INGREDIENTS: * 2 tablespoons chili powder * 1 teaspoon salt * 1/4 teaspoon ground ginger * 1/4 teaspoon dried thyme * 1/4 teaspoon ground black pepper * 2 (1 pound) pork tenderloins DIRECTIONS: 1. In a small bowl, mix together chili powder, salt, ginger, thyme, and black pepper. Rub spice mix into pork tenderloins. Place meat in a baking dish, cover, and refrigerator for 2 to 3 hours. 2. Preheat grill for medium heat. 3. Brush oil onto grill grate, and arrange meat on grill. Cook for 30 minutes, or to desired doneness, turning to cook evenly.

Taking A Drive
A man and his wife were driving through country on his way from New York to California. Looking at his fuel gauge, he decided to stop at the next gasoline station and fill up. About 15 minutes later, he spots a Mobil station and pulls over to the high octane pump. "What can I do for y'all?" asks the attendant. "Fill `er up with high test," replies the driver. While the attendant is filling up the tank, he's looking the car up and down. "What kinda car is this?" he asks. "I never seen one like it before." "Well," responds the driver, his chest swelling up with pride, "this, my boy is a 1999 Cadillac DeVille." "What all's it got in it?" asks the attendant. "Well," says the driver, "it has everything. It's loaded with power steering, power seats, power sun roof, power mirrors, AM/FM radio with a 10 deck CD player in the trunk with 100 watts per channel, 8 speaker stereo, rack and pinion steering, disk brakes all around, leather interior, digital instrument package, and best of all,

2 Statues
For decades, two heroic statues, one male and one female, faced each other in a city park, until one day an angel came down from heaven. "You've been such exemplary statues," he announced to them, "That I'm going to give you a special gift. I'm going to bring you both to life for thirty minutes, in which you can do anything you want." And with a clap of his hands, the angel brought the statues to life. The two approached each other a bit shyly, but soon dashed for the bushes, from which shortly emerged a good deal of giggling, laughter, and shaking of branches. Fifteen minutes later, the two statues emerged from the bushes, wide grins on their faces. "You still have fifteen more minutes," said the angel, winking at them. Grinning even more widely the female statue turned to the male statue and said, "Great! Only this time you hold the pigeon down and I'll crap on it's head."

Serious Matters
Originally posted Wednesday, January 25, 2006 In the wake of news about travel issues, I dug this out to post to my blog. I think it puts a lot of things into perspective, particularly about flying. Never let it be said that ground crews and engineers lack a sense of humor. Here are some actual logged maintenance complaints by QANTAS pilots and the corrective action recorded by mechanics. By the way, Qantas is supposedly the only major airline that has never had an accident. P = the problem the pilots entered in the log. S = the solution or corrective action taken by the mechanics. P: Test flight OK, except autoland very rough. S: Autoland not installed on this aircraft. P: Something loose in cockpit. S: Something tightened in cockpit. P: Dead bugs on windshield. S: Live bugs on backorder. P: Autopilot in altitude-hold mode produces a 200-fpm descent. S: Cannot reproduce problem on ground. P: Evidence of leak on right main landing gear. S: Evidence removed.

Stumpy And Martha
One day old man Stumpy and his wife Martha went to the Illinois State Fair. There is this man selling plane rides in his single prop show plane for $10 per person. Stumpy looks to Martha and says, "Martha, I think I really should try that." Martha replies, "I know you want to Stumpy, but we have a lot of bills, and you know the money is tight, and $10 is $10." So Stumpy goes without. Over the next few years they return every year, and the same thing, Stumpy wants to ride, but Martha says no money. Finally, when Stumpy and Martha are both about 70 years old, Stumpy looks to Martha, and says, "Martha, I'm 70 now, and I don't know if I'll ever get the chance again, so I just have to have a ride in that there airplane." Martha replies in the same old fashion, and Stumpy kind of slumps down. The pilot is standing near by and overhears the conversation... The pilot pipes up, "Excuse me folks, I couldn't help but hear your situation, and I have a deal for you. I'll take both of y

Losing My Grip
How does it feel when someone you truly love says that you cannot stay with you? Trust me, I've had that feeling in the past. But you know, it felt like I was losing my grip with my dreams as well as my future back then. But then all of a sudden, you get this harsh cold slap of reality trying to tell you to get over it and you will bounce back up. But no matter, it is better to have love and lost then to be ever loved at all. My advice is to be careful in who you choose to date with, because sooner or later that person will turn around and leave you all alone.

Fabulous Wet Burritos
Very easy, yet very good wet burritos. I got this recipe from a friend, and everyone I serve them to asks for the recipe. Serve with guacamole, sour cream and salsa." Original recipe yield: 6 servings. Prep Time: 15 Minutes Cook Time: 30 Minutes Ready In: 45 Minutes Servings: 6 (change) INGREDIENTS: * 1 pound ground beef * 1/2 cup chopped onion * 1 clove garlic, minced * 1/2 teaspoon cumin * 1/4 teaspoon salt * 1/8 teaspoon pepper * 1 (4.5 ounce) can diced green chile peppers * 1 (16 ounce) can refried beans * 1 (15 ounce) can chili without beans * 1 (10.75 ounce) can condensed tomato soup * 1 (10 ounce) can enchilada sauce * 6 (12 inch) flour tortillas, warmed * 2 cups shredded lettuce * 1 cup chopped tomatoes * 2 cups shredded Mexican blend cheese * 1/2 cup chopped green onions DIRECTIONS: 1. Crumble ground beef into a skillet over medium-high heat. Cook and stir u

Segments Of A Broken Heart (for A High School Love)
The smell in the air was fresh and He was on my mind Memories of the past where all he left behind I let it not get to me the sound of his goodbye But his voice was trapped within me and it darked up the sky A Feeling of entrapment was also present too My heart began to break but the sky was getting blue The suddenly the phone rang and he was on the line I asked him why he left me but he didn't reply. I thought the past when we laught and cried the time we spent together I knew had suddenly died. Author: Sharon Walz Chattanooga, Tn

Yeah, I'm A Hunter
Yeah, so I was born in San Francisco...grew up on Mt San Bruno, overlooking the SF Bay. GOD, what a view! Five miles from the 'City' with an older sister, twin brother & younger brother. I spent alot of time trying to out do my brothers in everything. Joined the Army, stayed in the reserves for 12 years. Grew up camping at lakes, so I like to fish as well as hunt. Totally into sports, have TONS of collectibles. Way into NASCAR, have been for years...Dated a SF 49er back in the day when they were good. Married twice, both kids were born while I was in the military. First husband was an Army brat,met him while we were stationed at Ft Sam Houston, San Antonio Texas, the second one was a civilian. Met him while stationed at the Oakland Army Base. Love my kids, love being single...I'm in control of the TV remote! And I love sleeping alone with my Teddy Bear.

I Got Laid Off Today...
Sup people...today at 4:45 I got called into the office and sat in front of the treasurer and the head of hr/legal and smiled at them as they proceeded to tell me that the company's condition was so bad that they decided to outsource their IT department to our parent company in San Diego. So everything was cool, they gave me a lil severance pay, I was going to leave anyway but now I'm pad to look for a better job full time...that's not so bad. But then when I started packing my shit, I felt funny. I gave 5 years of myself here and had little to show for it except the experience and friendships I made. Friendships. Shit. I had to go and say goodbye to everyone that I'd become close with...and that hurt. That was the hard part. A teary emotional goodbye spelled the end of my Sanyo career and good riddance. I'm laid off they won't let me work they won't let me work I'm laid off they won't let me work ooooh they won't let me work Haha gotta love Akon... I'm out bitches...I g

Chipotle Sauce
"This a smoky cream sauce that tastes great. Add a few tablespoons to any kind of burrito with rice and beans in it, or to a steak or chicken bowl. Very quick and easy to make and tastes great!" Original recipe yield: 8 servings. Prep Time: 2 Minutes Ready In: 2 Minutes Servings: 8 (change) INGREDIENTS: * 1/2 cup plain yogurt * 1/2 cup mayonnaise * 2 teaspoons pureed chipotle peppers in adobo sauce DIRECTIONS: 1. In a small bowl, mix together the yogurt, mayonnaise, and chipotle peppers until smooth. Chill until serving.

Chicken Nachos
"Super-simple but totally killer nachos! These are to die for with some guacamole, sour cream and salsa. If it's too spicy for you, just leave out the cayenne." Original recipe yield: 6 servings. Prep Time: 20 Minutes Cook Time: 20 Minutes Ready In: 40 Minutes Servings: 6 (change) INGREDIENTS: * 2 skinless, boneless chicken breast halves - chopped * 2 tablespoons vegetable oil * 1 teaspoon cayenne pepper, or to taste * 1 (12 ounce) package corn tortilla chips, or as needed * 1 (8 ounce) package shredded Mexican-style cheese blend * 1 (7 ounce) can diced green chilies, drained DIRECTIONS: 1. In a medium bowl, stir together the chicken, vegetable oil, and cayenne pepper. Let stand for 15 minutes, or longer if desired. 2. Heat a skillet over medium-high heat. Add the chicken mixture, and fry until chicken is no longer pink. Remove from heat, and set aside. 3. Preheat the oven to 325 degrees F (165 degrees C). S

Mexican Botana Platter
"Growing up at the very tip of Texas, this beef and chicken fajita, bean, cheese, guacamole, and sour cream recipe has always been an all-in-one hit at restaurants or any get together! Serve with Spanish rice and fresh warm flour tortillas! You can also use grilled shrimp or sausage as your meat and save time by using tortilla chips in the bag, but the taste won't be authentic." Original recipe yield: 10 servings. Prep Time: 40 Minutes Cook Time: 40 Minutes Ready In: 1 Hour 20 Minutes Servings: 10 (change) INGREDIENTS: * 2 pounds beef skirt steak * 2 pounds boneless chicken thighs * 2 teaspoons fajita seasoning * 2 1/2 teaspoons garlic powder, divided * 2 cups refried beans * salt to taste * lemon pepper to taste * 4 avocados - peeled, pitted, and mashed * 1 cup corn oil * 24 corn tortillas * 1 medium green bell pepper, chopped * 1 medium onion, chopped * 1/3 bunch cilantro, chopped *

Get Through The New Day
"Get through the new day" Every once in awhile I can lose everything; I lose my way home My heart then refuses to sing I've been losing my mind I've been looking around; Wondering what's happening. If I've truly be found. Is there something missing Was it truly ever gone? When I think I've found it I wake up to the new dawn. I curse the mornings I welcome the night; My Angel breaks through Then embraces me by candle light. Her warmth surrounds me Tears wash my sins away; I hold her love close It helps me get through the new day. Jeremy Danes Copyright ©2006 Jeremy Danes

Easy Jalapeno Hot Sauce
"A tremendous hot sauce that will spice up sandwiches, marinades, vegetable dishes -- just about anything! Jalapenos are boiled, then blended smooth with canola oil, salt and pepper." Original recipe yield: 32 servings. Prep Time: 15 Minutes Cook Time: 15 Minutes Ready In: 30 Minutes Servings: 32 (change) INGREDIENTS: * 1 1/4 pounds fresh jalapeno peppers * 2 tablespoons canola oil * salt and pepper to taste DIRECTIONS: 1. Set aside 1 jalapeno pepper. Cut the stems off the rest; slice in half lengthwise, and remove the seeds. 2. Place all of the peppers in a large pot of boiling water. Boil peppers about 15 minutes. Reserve about 2 tablespoons of boiling water, and drain the rest. 3. Cut the stem off the remaining whole pepper, and place all of the the peppers into a blender. Pour in reserved water and canola oil, and season with salt and pepper. Blend until smooth and creamy. Serve hot or chilled.

This Is Me
BITCHOLOGY When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succeed. And if that makes me a bitch , so be

Slow-cooker Chicken Tortilla Soup
"This tortilla soup tastes better than anything you can get at a restaurant. And it's healthy too! Don't let the long list of ingredients fool you. All you do is dump everything into the slow cooker and walk away. Garnish with grated Cheddar, avocadoes, and a splash of fresh lime juice." Original recipe yield: 8 servings. Prep Time: 30 Minutes Cook Time: 8 Hours Ready In: 8 Hours 30 Minutes Servings: 8 (change) INGREDIENTS: * 1 pound shredded, cooked chicken * 1 (15 ounce) can whole peeled tomatoes, mashed * 1 (10 ounce) can enchilada sauce * 1 medium onion, chopped * 1 (4 ounce) can chopped green chile peppers * 2 cloves garlic, minced * 2 cups water * 1 (14.5 ounce) can chicken broth * 1 teaspoon cumin * 1 teaspoon chili powder * 1 teaspoon salt * 1/4 teaspoon black pepper * 1 bay leaf * 1 (10 ounce) package frozen corn * 1 tablespoon chopped cilantro * 7 corn tortillas

Calabacitas
"A light lunch, or serve with cheese and tortillas. Also good as a side dish with your favorite Mexican food." Original recipe yield: 4 servings. Prep Time: 20 Minutes Cook Time: 10 Minutes Ready In: 30 Minutes Servings: 4 (change) INGREDIENTS: * 1 tablespoon olive oil * 1 large onion, chopped * 3 cloves garlic, minced * 4 small zucchini, diced * 1 fresh poblano chile pepper, seeded and chopped * 1 cup frozen whole kernel corn * 1 (15 ounce) can black beans, rinsed and drained * 1/2 teaspoon salt, or to taste DIRECTIONS: 1. Heat olive oil in a large skillet over medium-high heat. Add onion and garlic, and cook, stirring until translucent. Add zucchini and poblano pepper, and saute until soft. Stir in corn and beans, and heat through. Season with salt to taste.

Chicken Taquitos
"Smoked cheese and green salsa give these crispy chicken taquitos that extra yum! Thinner corn tortillas will work the best. If you can't find the smoked cheese blend in your area, try using regular smoked Cheddar or Monterey Jack cheese." Original recipe yield: 20 taquitos. Prep Time: 20 Minutes Cook Time: 30 Minutes Ready In: 50 Minutes Servings: 20 (change) INGREDIENTS: * 4 skinless, boneless chicken breast halves - cooked and shredded * 1 1/2 cups shredded smoked Cheddar and Swiss cheese blend * 1 (7 ounce) can green salsa * 1 cup chopped onion * 20 (6 inch) corn tortillas * 1 quart peanut oil for frying, or as needed * 1 cup sour cream (optional) * 1 cup chunky salsa (optional) * 1 cup guacamole (optional) DIRECTIONS: 1. Heat oil in a deep-fryer to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C). 2. In a medium bowl, mix together the shredded chicken, cheese, green salsa, and onion. Spoon about 1 1/2 tablespoo

Well I Am A Singer... And A Good Swimmer...
You scored as Mermaid. Mermaid: Mermaids are also known as Sirens. These creatures were beautiful women who tricked sailors into becoming completely entranced by their haunting voices and found death soon after. Not all stories of Mermaids are about gentle loving sea people. They are mystical, magical, and extremely dangerous. They have a way about them that brings anyone they are around to seem enchanted. They are very mysterious creatures and to meet one... Would mean certain Death. Let the song of the Sea fill your soul, for you are a Mermaid.Mermaid84%Angel75%Faerie59%Dragon50%WereWolf25%Demon25%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Where The Wild Thistle Grow
It's summer time and I am at peace down where the wild thistle grow The breeze playfully tugging at my hair while I cast my rod into the swirling water down by thecreek where the wild thistle grow Lazily watching the clouds go by, while the kids play in the measow chasin the ducks, screams of laughter echoing in the place where the wild thistle grow It's times like these I am at my most happy Just the kids and I Trying to pretend we are great fisherman explorers, pirates down in the valley in the meadow by the creek where the wild thistle gorw. Author: Carrie Stewart Pikeville, Tn.

Bah! Humbug! >:-(
Did you ever see "Becker"? I'm feeling very "Becker" right now. I have been looking all over both my MySpace and my Lost Cherry profiles... observing the musicians touting their new song, perusing the newest begs at rating pics... seeing pics of girls holding signs up to tell us who their sweeties are... noticing a distinct lack of mention of Durhamntx or durham_n_tx... feeling lonely... wondering just what the hell it is that drives me to do this to myself. And then I get a notice that my MySpace friend Layla posted a new blog. I like her entries - rambling and curse-ridden as they can be, they are often funny. At the very least it offers me a look into the heart and mind of a sassy, lovely young lady! This time, while it was interesting, I wasn't ready for what she wrote. She was - well, gushing, actually, about her and her boyfriend Bret (whose nickname is Bretinator). Seems his daughter and her son decided that the two of them should get hitched, so he was the "best man" and

Are You High Maintenance?
You Are Low Maintenance Otherwise known as "too good to be true" You're one laid back chica - and men love that! Just remember that no good guy likes a dormat. So if you find your self going along to get along... Stop yourself and put up a little bit of a fight. Are You High Maintenance?

A Note
I Miss My Friend Video - Darryl Worley lyricsDarryl Worley Music Video CodesMusic Video Codes by VideoCure.com A Note At a moments notice I can hear you call I knew you would not fall Every moment you sit and stare I am right there I can feel the very ground you walk on This is what I do when you are talking Every moment we had together is one I will always cherish WHen we walked through the park Even when it was dark I could feel your heart pound But you knew I was around Each night I laid you down to sleep I had your soul to keep WHen you wake in the morning You know I am not mourning When you bring me that coffee You know black is what I liked in the morning Our chance for children came and past You know I can feel your heart race fast WHen you close your eyes and see my face You know heaven is now my place Comfort resides right beside you You know my heaven is true within you It did not hurt when I went THe only pain was watching you suffer in silenc

Abouted My Soon Tobe Son And I
will i am six mouth prago and i am doing good so fare and i can't weat to have my son we are doing great and fare as work its going good to but i am always tired you know how that is lol will justed whated to drop in and let everyone know i am doing fine and work is going great so i g2g for now chat with you people later lol jenn

Zodiac Sign...
Libra You are so popular, you have your choice of hotties. You can easily charm anyone of your choosing, and you often come home with someone you picked up at the bar. Despite your forward and extraverted nature, you are usually submissive in bed. You like your partner to take the lead and show you all of their little secrets. Sex matches: Gemini, Sagittarius, Aquarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My First Blog.
Here it is 2 days until showtime and I cut my hand a work. It is a good cut too right across my palm. But the show must go on and I will play my drums for the full hour. Problem is that I am a bit worried about the lack of practise. We will be playing at The Apple Festival in Ruthven Ontario at 1:00 at Colasantis tropical Gardens if you happen to be around lol.

A Poem I Wrote Back In Junior High School For English Project
Have you ever loved someone But knew he didn't care Did you ever feel like crying But knew you'd get nowhere Did you ever look into his eyes And said a little prayer Did you ever look into his heart And wished that you were there Did you ever see him dancing When lights turn down low Did you ever whisper " God, I Love You " But would never let him know Don't ever fall in love my friend It doesn't pay a dime It only causes broken hearts Yet it happens all the time Love is grand but hurts so much The price you pay is high If i could pick between life and death I think I'd rather die Don't ever fall in love my friend You'll be so hurt it's true You see my friend I ought to know Because I fell in love with You

I Am Passion!
You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion92%Diamond Eyes83%Eyes full of Pain67%Mysterious58%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

What Perfume Are You?
Your Perfume is Glow Fresh, sexy, and clean. You're real, intimate, and exciting. Your lush sensuality appeals to men... And you're as sexy as Jennifer Lopez. Power scents: Orange flower, grapefruit, and citrus. What Perfume Are You?

Cop Killing..
I don't understand WTF is wrong with people in todays world. Kidnapping babies while slashing the mothers throat, shooting kids in school, killing cops over a fucking speeding ticket. It seems thats all the news, online or on TV, carry anymore. It's sad that a cop (and his K9)lost his life today. Even sadder that he leaves behind a wife with 3 children over something a stupid as this. sad indeed... http://www.tampabay.com/

4 Word Letter
Love is a four letter word even though it is not supposed to be..because it is so beautiful. Money is not a four letter word even though it should be because it nasty and bitchy. I want to make love and money but obviously i can't do both at the same time. Love and money must hate each other because apparently I can never have both at the same time. I used to have money but no love and I was dying from not beeing loved. Now I have love but no money and soon be dying from hunger, yet please don't give me any money and don't take away my love. If i could only exchange my love for money..just forget it. And if I had a choice, I'd rather die in the arms or my darling. If I had to anyway.

Discovery.
I've rediscovered something after being single for almost 5 months. Something I had nearly forgotten. Sleeping alone once in a while is great. But doing it every night sucks. Alot. Beh. I also just rediscovered that if I clean my glasses I can see better. Last night I discovered that working a 14 hour shift at the worlds most boring job REALLY fucking sucks. My employers re-affirmed for me that the company is run by a bunch of cracked out retards. I discovered there really is a sink under the dishes in the kitchen. How gross is that? Speaking of cracked out retards. My cats are driving me fucking nuts. She's in heat and he's fixed and just wants to get away from her. I also just discovered that I can type for 3 minutes and say absolutely nothing worth saying. O_o

Ummmm! I'm Sick!
I hate being sick! Cuz then I have to go to the doctor. They gave me a shot. I have basically slept all day! I didn't get to go to BBQ on the river and hang out with my friends today! Because I'm so sick! I'm super pissed cuz my best friend is going to be there and she leaves to go back to Tennessee Tommorrow! AWWWWWWWW! Why is everything going so sucky these days? I dunno. I sound so moany and groany and really bitchy these days. LOL! Because I never see any of my friends anymore because they have all moved away or I have moved and can't ever get a hold of anyone. I dunno! But I'm gonna quit complainin and bitchin' now.

What Goddess Are You?
You Are Aphrodite! A total shining star with a ton of admirers And no wonder: you live life to the fullest! When things get bad, you can easily take off to a happier place But occasionally, you need to deal with problems head on What Goddess Are You?

Yay!
Well I get to go to Little Rock tomorrow...and I am really excited. I wont be back until Sunday afternoon so I wont be online until then. Hopefully I will get to see Dade...but if not it will be ok...maybe I will some other time. Hope you guys will miss me...:D BisexualVampyre

Virgin Flesh
Snowy Night 'Maria' was sixteen, I was nineteen. She was thin, blonde, about five-three, and as 'pure as driven snow'. Being the merciless letch that I am, I had been going out with her for over three months. Then the night-of-reckoning came.... It was a snowy, cold night in Central New Mexico. My parents were out of town, and we had run of the house for the weekend. All plans were made, everything prepared, lies told, etc when she came over for the weekend. We killed some time drinking, and talking, and drinking (you know how virgins are), until the hour was 'late'. A kiss, a hug, a little slight-of-hand, and the sound of the wind outside faded into silence... 'Maria' had small, firm breasts of the type that only seem to come on virgin teenagers. Silky white, with a fine tracing of veins, and very light nipples that would crinkle at the slightest touch. She began to squirm in my arms. As the liquor and embraces began to warm her throughout. I loosened some more clothing, and lowered m

Years Fly
I became a father at such a young age. We worked so hard to get the girls raised. It seems as if time has flown. Because now they are grown with kids of their own. When they were young we never had time to spend. Always had work to do, It seemed to never to end. Always fingerprints to wipe, and messes to clean. Piles of dirty diapers, and laundry unseen. Then one day my house was quiet, something was wrong. I couldn't put my finger on it but something was gone. I walked through the house to try and see. If I could find what it was that was bothering me. Then there were a knock on my door. I opened it up and was met by love and smiles galore. Standing there before my eyes were my childern and my grandchildren. I realized than that this is what was missing, the void was now filled. Time spent with our children can be hurried and rushed but I was rewared with grandkids who can fill my older years with nothing but love.

Why Not She Thought? Insert Of A Novel I Am Writing
Cynthia had never done this before. She had second thoughts. Rob was the only man she had been with it. Then she remembered how she felt at lunch. Fuck it. I need some action and Chris is hot. Chris was looking for some action. He spanned the room, when he saw a pair of sexy legs in a skirt. Licking his lips and ordering a drink, Chris walked over to sexy legs. Cynthia turned when she felt a tap on the shoulder. Chris immediately noticed her large breasts. Damn what he could do with that. He noticed her face and smiled. Oh hell yes. It is Cynthia. He has wanted that piece of ass for a long time. Cynthia decided to be aggressive tonight. She asked Chris to dance. They were getting hot and heavy on the dance floor. Their bodies molded together and sweating, Cynthia could feel his cock getting hard. She was grinding against him and turned her ass to him. Rubbing her ass all up on his crotch, she takes his hands and places them on her thighs. He decides to slide his hand under her skir

My Sexual Hidden Talent
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

I'm Counting The Days
She wimpered unconsciously under her dark, silky sheets. Images which flooded her dream-filled reality proved to be very confusing to her in actuality. She laid there, her long shining black hair cascading over her pillow and beautifully onto the bed. The sheet clung tightly to her vuluptuous body, ending just above her full breasts to reveal the soft skin of her arms and shoulders. She was naked underneath, and the silky material felt cool yet comforting over the smooth skin of her amazing curves. Her long lashes parted slowly, and she saw him sitting there, inches away from her on the edge of the bed, smiling down at the crimson colored lips which contrasted devilishly with her dark brown eyes and cinnamon skin. She propped herself up onto her elbows excitedly. "What are you- How did you-?!" she attempted to inquire unbelieveingly, but he only laughed lightly, and the way his grin crept across his face let her know that the answers to those questions were unimportant. She flung her a

My Birthday...
Your Birthdate: January 12 You're a dynamic, charismatic person who's possibly headed for fame. You tend to charm strangers easily. And you usually can get what you want from them. Verbally talented, you tend to persuade people with your speaking and writing. You are affectionate and loving, but it's hard for you to commit to any one relationship. Your strength: Your charm Your weakness: Your extreme manipulation tactics Your power color: Indigo Your power symbol: Four leaf clover Your power month: December What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Omg
When is it a crime to tell a guy there too dan short.Hell that why i cahnged my name to princess of pain to make people feel pain.Will I made one guy already feel my pain.I called him a short short short man.Hell when u can barley see it I mean u would have say something about cause it damn truth.Im sorry kane for looking but i was moody make someone cry.I hope I made the asshole feel really short now.

Pure Ecstasy
We both feel the glow of passion, Shining deep in the night with desires And with the thrill of your soft kisses, And the touch, your fingertips so warm, My body starts to shiver, and quiver, In a silence of total ecstasy... Offering both of ourselves with no demands Fiery passions, seductive plans, Luscious cravings, sweetest love And showering me with feelings, Of your... embrace, As I relieve all of my flames, My body begins to tremble with ecstasy... Taking you in my strong arms I lift you, And carry you before the blazing fire, And slowly lay you down as we feel, Love's... desire That flows swiftly through our veins, With the burning flames flickering thru, On our bodies, melting together as one, Having a romantic evening of pure ecstasy

Week 4 Picks
ANGEL'S WEEK 4 FOOTBALL PICKS ARIZONA VS ATLANTA ~ MY PICK - ATLANTA DALLAS VS TENNESSEE ~ MY PICK - DALLAS INDIANAPOLIS VS N.Y. JETS ~ MY PICK - INDIANAPOLIS MIAMI VS HOUSTON ~ MY PICK - MIAMI MINNESOTA VS BUFFALO ~ MY PICK - MINNESOTA NEW ORLEANS VS CAROLINA ~ MY PICK - NEW ORLEANS SAN DIEGO VS BALTIMORE ~ MY PICK - BALTIMORE SAN FRANCISCO VS KANSAS CITY ~ MY PICK - KANSAS CITY DETROIT VS ST. LOUIS ~ MY PICK - ST. LOUIS CLEVELAND VS OAKLAND ~ MY PICK - CLEVELAND JACKSONVILLE VS WASHINGTON ~ MY PICK - WASHINGTON NEW ENGLAND VS CINICINNATI ~ MY PICK - CINCINNATI SEATTLE VS CHICAGO ~ MY PICK - CHICAGO MONDAY NITE - GREEN BAY VS PHILADELPHIA ~ MY PICK - PHILADELPHIA WINNERS OF GAMES ARIZONA VS ATLANTA - ATLANTA DALLAS VS TENNESSEE - DALLAS INDIANAPOLIS VS N.Y. JETS - INDIANAPOLIS MIAMI VS HOUSTON - HOUSTON MINNESOTA VS BUFFALO - BUFFALO NEW ORLEANS VS CAROLINA - CAROLINA SAN DIEGO VS BALTIMORE - BALTIMORE S

Application For A Piece Of Ass
Application For a Piece of Ass(in most cases you needn't use your real info) Name: __________________________ Address: ______________________________ ______________________________ ______________________________ Age: __________ Phone: ___________________ SSN: _______________________ Hair Color: ____________ Real Hair Color: _________ Eye Color: _________ Dentures: ________ Weight: ________ Height: ________ Waist Size: ________ Chest Size or Bra Size: __________ Marital Status: Married___ Single___ Divorced___ Other___ Are Breasts or Balls Real? ______ Do You Like Them: Sucked____ Chewed____ Kissed____ Caressed____ Squeezed____ Other____ None of the Above____ Can You Stay Out Late? ___ How Late? ___ All Night? ___ Several Days? ___ Do You Like To Be Screwed? ___ How Often? ____ Do You Like Oral Sex? ___ Penis or Pussy Size: Small ____ Medium ____ Large ____ Extra Large ____ While Screwing Do You: Faint__ Fart__ Cry__ Moan__

"friends"
The wonderful world of friends what a laugh... People say they are your friends then stab you in the back time and time again. They say they want you to be happy and as soon as you are they try to start shit. What to do? Well I'll tell you what I am going to do tell them to SHUT THE FUCK UP and leave me alone and stop telling me what my "man" is doing unless you are going to tell me what you are saying too. So, just leave me alone about stupid shit cause I don't want to hear it anymore I'm tired of it all I want to do is be happy and if you can't understand and respect that then you were never my friend...so yeah if you think i am talking about you then you should think about what you say to me next

Just A Poem I Wrote
I hate the letter g and t because that’s where we first kissed I hate the name josh because that’s how we first met I hate the road because that’s where we walked I hate your lips because that’s how we talked I hate bikes because that what you rode I hate Lisa because that’s who told I hate that you’re the one I love I hate that I’m not the one you’re thinking of I hate everything because it reminds me of you I just hate and it’s all because of you

Getting To Work On Time (reposted)
Getting to work on time Ok...I posted this FUCKING blog TWICE NOW! And MySpace has erased it BOTH times...it's fucking PISSING ME OFF!!! I swear if it fucks up ONE MORE TIME I'm gonna poke out Tom's eye with a spork and skullfuck him. Anywho...Life has a way of throwing you curveballs...you never know whats gonna happen next. I frequently find myself leaving late for work, so I need to make up massive amounts of time on my drive.Due to things such as unexpected phone calls, getting caught up in porn, procrastinating too long, whatever...I wind up leaving 20-30 mins late quite frequently. However, I can make up at least 20 minutes on my drive...and today I'll teach you how. Driving aggressively 101 - First off: swerving. Swerving is a useful tool when your driving. It can be used to warn other drivers of your intentions. Such as the unintentional swerve.This can best be achieved with a package of french fries or some other food item in your hand...you slowly drift towards the dr

Try This
Fill in the blanks and reply to the person this is about ...then copy it and change the persons name to your own and wait and see who fills in the blanks about you! It's quite interesting 2 see the results! Do it!!! 1. I ______ Dom 2. I want to _____ Dom 3. Dom is _______ 4. Dom and I are ________ 5. If I was alone in a room with Dom I would probably ______ 6. I wish Dom could ________ 7. Dom should _______ 8. Dom reminds me of ________ 9. If Dom were an animal, he would be a ______ 10. One day, Dom & I will ________ 11. Dom is _______ because ________ 12. The best thing about Dom is_______ 13. Dom will one day be a _______

Good Friend
I would like to give a GREAT BIG 10+ for CrazyDave.....His art work is awesome.........He is a good friend that asks no favors in return, just a thank you makes him happy.....always make sure that a thank you is given when a friend does something sweet for you.....Most of the time thats all they want! Once again, Thank You Soooooo Much CrazyDave for your awesome art work.......Me and Forrest are both very pleased with what you did for us...... Hugs and Kisses M'Lady Tina

A Lil Story
Month One Mommy I am only 8 inches long but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. Every time I hear it I wave my arms and legs. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. Month Two Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. Month Three You know what Mommy I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too and I cry with you even though you can't hear me. Month Four Mommy my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too. Month Five You went

Later...maybe
I caught a cold; well the summer is over so it’s time to get sick again. New day new excuses same old story, next week. But tomorrow never comes, right? But then maybe… I am waiting for her letter and it’s a funny thing to experience how I make others feel most of the time and somehow I know if it was my turn it would take even more time and this “your turn” “my turn” stuff is silly anyway… but then… Then this and then that and I miss the Cafés and the feeling of my pen, so next week maybe…

1 Dirty Question (repost)
You get to ask me 1 Dirty Question (TO MY INBOX)...any question, no matter how crazy it is, and I promise to answer it truthfully...the catch is...you have to repost this and see what people ask you *1 Dirty Question (repost of original by 'Kira' on '2006-09-28 10:01:00') (repost of original by 'Professional Taco Taster' on '2006-09-28 10:37:38')

Mmm I'm Perfect Lol
Okay... so if my pussy was...lets say a doughnut lol how would you eat it? Would you dive in head first and devour it ... would you slowly lick the glaze off and then stick your tongue through the center? or ... do you have a better idea?

What Is Your Sexual Iq ??? Take The Test And You Will See ??
You have a sexual IQ of 122 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

True And False Game
ok here is a game where you answer the person last posted by saying true or false and then you ask the next question for the next person and so on. [Example: Jane Doe~ (true or false) your blah blah goes blah blah] ok I will start: you totally suck at math?

He Fringes [ Adult ]
Frank Cotter pressed the button on his intercom and said, "Send in the next applicant, Miss Brooks," and as an after thought mumbled, "an let's for christ's sake hope she's a good one!!!" While he scanned the remaining names on the list, Frank didn't even notice until he looked up that a beautiful blonde was standing shyly in front of his desk, patiently waiting to get his attention!!! "You must be Chris," he said after glancing back down at his list, "I'm glad to meet you, I'm Frank Cotter, please, have a seat, by the way, would you care for something to drink, soda, coffee!?!" "Uh, no thanks," she replied softly, "I'm just fine!!!" "Okay then, let's get down to business," Frank replied in smooth even voice, "just to make sure we're both on the same page, I've gotta ask you your age!!!" "I'm nineteen," she answered quickly, "just turned last week, why, is it important!?!" "Where are you from, Chris," he asked while ignoring her question!?! "I'm from Omaha, Nebraska," she replied!!! "B

Lol My Bad
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Hmmmm
Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle... What's Your Secret Talent? MY RESULT:Reading People's Minds Bet you already knew that, right? There’s not really any point in explaining any more of this to you, since you probably already know what we’d say. But if you’re one of those non-believers, who’s still not even sure you have ESP, we recommend you open your mind and start exploring your new-found talent. Great places to start: phone conversations with your crush, final exam week, and, of course, “Jeopardy.” Take This Quiz!

Someday- Crossfade
someday i'll talk about it, one day i'll mention it to you. someday i'll be over this, and strong like you i'm never changing, i can feel this way for days and days look you straight in the face and fake my smile. take this hurt away, bring back yesterday, i could say sorry, in a thousand ways, you won't let this be, without killing me, i can't put this bottle down, as i watch this day fade into night my blessings, my faults, i've learned all the lessons, but cannot be taught, any abuses, that i've wraught, no more excuses, i want it resolved. with all our eyes there's no wondering why thins aren't working anymore now i'm feeling fine, flying higher, got the chance to start again. my blessings, my faults, i've learned all the lessons, but cannot be taught, any abuses, that i've wraught, no more excuses, i want it resolved. someday i'll talk about it, one day i'll mention it to you. someday i'll be over this, and strong like you. and st

Help!
A friend of mine is entering a sexy eyes contest on here. Her name is Kat and the contest starts at 8:00PM - not sure what time zone. The link for this is: *Spaciecakes*@ LostCherry Lets all help her out?? Show up and vote ok people?! Thanx all as I know you will help out with this. Take care! Chuck :p

Not Going To Be A Good Day.
Okay so I woke up at like to 2:30 today since I went to bed 6AM. Then the phone starts ringing off the hook for my mother inlaw. Everyone wants to know. Where is she? How the heck do I know?!?!? I was asleep! Then I hear the neighbors are being assholes. No big surprise there. Ever since I moved in with my bf, where ever we live the neighbors are asshiles. So then my son decides he wants to act a fool. Which isn't surprising really since he's been acting weird lately. Then my bf comes in yelling about shit I can't control! Plus he's demanding I walk him to the check cashing place. Pffft! Right, like I am going to jump because he said so. Now I am going to do laundry and do my paper for school. I already have a headache that is spreading from the front of my head, to the back and creeping down my neck. >_< So I retreated to my room and am hoping the Tyenol I took will be enough.

Friends
I WAS THINKING ABOUT U ALL.i HOPE U ARE ALL GREAT!!GLAD WE ARE FRIENDS!!HOPE U ALL HAVE A GREAT DAY!!!!! TY EVERY ONE FOR ADDING ME I AM REALY INJOYING CHATTING.. BYE FOR NOW HOPE WE CAN ALL GET TO TALK MORE THEN WE HAVE.. YOUR FRIEND MONA LISA

I'm Not Really A Whiny Bitch...all The Time Hehe
I must be getting my period soon. I'm not really a pain in the ass...I just tend to get a little miffed sometimes and take things personally...even though it is the stupid internet...But I"ve been online for a few many years now and have received plenty of negative comments and reactions to my pics and my whole attitude/personality, etc....so I tend to always be on the defensive when it comes to anything online... and honestly, since I've been on here, I don't think I've received one really nasty comment from people...You've all been really wonderful, and I appreciate that very much :)

Things That Irk Me--photos Being Marked Adult
thank you whoever did that...I don't understand why some mods mark pics as nude when they aren't even violating the rules. I see no nudity in that last thong pic you just marked adult...it's simply ass cheeks and a stip of fabric...and it's been a regular pic for months now...so why now change it? gotta love it... and yes, I know I bitch about it, but damn....there are adult pics and then there are simply ones that are suggestive... and, mods are supposed to be objective...

Take A Look...
WHO CREATED GOD? It is easy to make an argument for God’s existence from a cosmological standpoint. As the years have gone by, a growing amount of scientific data has accumulated which negates atheistic assumptions about how matter and the cosmos came into existence and how it has arrived at its present condition. As a science teacher and public lecturer on the compatibility of belief in God and science, I have, been impressed with an increasing awareness on the part of many scientists and theologians that science and religion are symbiotic disciplines. One question which inevitably comes up in a discussion of this nature is what is the origin of God? If God created matter/energy, and designed the systems that have propelled matter into its present arrangement, who or what accomplished that for God? Why is it any more reasonable to believe that God has always “been” than it is to say that matter has always “been”? As Carl Sagan has said, “If we say that God has always been, why not

Its True
Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle... How Hot Are You? MY RESULT:3rd-Degree Burns Hot Intense, fiery heat that could land someone in the emergency room if they’re not careful. Daaaaamn, you got some heat. It’s the kind of heat that begs for air conditioning. The kind of heat that weathermen warn you about and your mom won’t let you go outside in unless you’re wearing sunscreen and a wide-brimmed hat. How’d you get so hot? Well, it’s probably your hot attitude, your semi-filthy mind, your love to party and your sexy sense of adventure. Or it could just be a faulty thermostat. Either way, yowza!! Take This Quiz!

Sick On Top Of It
Hey everyone, if you don't catch me on the little time I am on here its because on top of dealing with my mom I am also sick and trying to get better. I will be on more when my life settles down and I am feeling up to it. Hugs everyone and love ya melissa, robert, and penny

Your Sex Talk Makes Me Limp
Whatup with all the sex talk bullshit? Girlies trying to act slutty and dudes thinking they got abs. Holy crap, she said, "vulva" and he said, "penis"....teeheehee...yay! we're back in high school. If you really want to see the monster arise then you're going to have to do better than that crap. First of all, get off your lazy ass and come to one of the LC events - you know, like real people do in real life - then maybe you can actually carry on a conversation about more than your fucking lame-ass fantasy. You want a fantasy? I'll give you a fantasy! How about you shut the hell up and log off for a few hours. Then maybe you can get out of your cave and see that life exists without your dumbass stories. See, now I'm hard. And now I'm spent.

Sooner Or Later,,,
MM all, This is a copy of a page from my favorite book, "Das Energi" by Paul Williams (not the Song writer). I like to post it occasionally to share (normally after I find it again and re-read it). It is written in the form of "she" here but the author uses "she" on one page and 'he" on the next. This page just happened to be a "she" page. Needless to say, I highly recommend the book. BB, Eugene Sooner or later a person begins to notice that everything that happens to her is perfect, relates directly to who she is, had to happen, plays its little role in fulfilling her destiny. When she encounters difficulty, it no longer occurs to he to complain - she has learned to expect nothing, has learned that loss and frustration are a part of life, and come at their proper time - instead she asks herself, whyis this happening? ... by which she means, what can I learn from this, how will it strengthen me, make me more aware? She lets herself be strengthened, lets hers

Blow Me.....
Well today so far fuckin' sucks. I got one hell of a headache and sum guy outside is using a chainsaw. I just can't get a break today it seems. It's just pissing me off too. I'm so tired. I look so god awful cause of it and I feel the same way. I have to go to court on the 11th cuz Stephen is a jerk off and won't pay child support. I bet the who Spraggs crew will show up being stupid like always. Well I'm cuttin' this short cuz I want some damn food. So peace. P.S. Kat I am so gonna kick your freakin' ass if you are LMAO!

Flogging Molly - Irish Drinking Song
well i stumbled in at 2 a.m. all drunk and full of smoke my wife said i have had enough, im sick, thats it, get out! so i stumbled down to kellys pub across the edge of town and i told the boys me story and we had another round we'll drink, and drink, and drink, and drink, and drink, and drink and fight! we'll drink, and drink, and drink, and drink, and drink, and drink and fight! and if i see a pretty girl, ill sleep with her tonight! we'll drink, and drink, and drink, and drink, and drink, and drink and fight! and mary mcgregor, she was a pretty whore she'd always greet you with a smile and never lock her door but on the day she died, all the men in town did weep for mary mcgregor finally got some sleep we'll drink, and drink, and drink, and drink, and drink, and drink and fight! we'll drink, and drink, and drink, and drink, and drink, and drink and fight! and if i see a pretty girl, ill sleep with her tonight! we'll drink, and drink, and drink, and drink, and dr

One Foot On The Doorstep Of Heaven And One Foot In The Gutter
Come with me and check out the entire blisstique experience at www.blisstiquemusic.com and check out the chill myspace page. ChrisCat and I will be doing some blisstique 'lite' shows in NYC shortly and YouTube will be hosting some clips and stuff from the Red Bank, Riverside Gardens Park showcase from August 1st (finally!) ha hit me up at pklein@blisstiquemusic.com pk blisstique

Car Sales For A Day
Sometimes I wonder why a person with a degree in horticulture sells cars? Then I get a pay check and remember why. I loved horticulture but the $ was not the same. I feel as if I'm selling myself just to make a sell. Should I go back to what I like or stay where the money is?

*~fun With Yahoo - Session 1~*
nelson_willson1: hello i need info piercedqt: You need to fill out your profile, is what you need to do! What do you need? nelson_willson1: pls can u give me info of credit card number piercedqt: You're fucking retarded if you think ANYONE is going to give you their credit card number! Are you on glue? nelson_willson1: the problem is that i want 2 use it in ship Diamond Neckless that i hav here with me piercedqt: Awe how sweet! You bought me a diamond necklace! nelson_willson1: Actually i'm Henry from England but presently in Nigeria. i got an info on Diamond Neckless ,which will make me travel after finishing the Deal. i wish if u could kindly be my partner piercedqt: So what do you need me to do? nelson_willson1: my Dear i stongly believe that this won't get us to problem nelson_willson1: well what i need from u is to give me u'r Address and phone number and name fro the shipping of those Diamond neckless piercedqt: Ok so you will send me the necklac

Tsunami Bomb - Not Forever
I thought that this was solid Stability and safety sitting in my hand Just take a look at your life Your all alone! Who’ll be there when I need someone Count on nobody and no one will let you down I don’t care, Just let me go I don’t need this anymore Love is not forever Friendship is not forever There is nothing set in stone You’re on your own Who’ll be there when I need someone Count on nobody and no one will let you down I don’t care, Just let me go I don’t need this anymore Dependence is followed by weakness Don’t be your own hostage If I know so many Why don’t they know me They don’t know me Just take a look at your life Your all alone! Now I know what we’re made of Confusion, Complication, and Uncertainty I thought this was real, I was wrong So I don’t’ know Who’ll be there when I need someone Count on nobody and no one will let you down I don’t care, Just let me go I don’t need this anymore Who'll be there when I want someone Don't exp

The Beer Prayer
Our Lager Which Art In Barrels Hallowed Be Thy Drink Thy Will Be Drunk (I Will Be Drunk) At Home As In The Tavern Give Us This Day Our Foamy Head And Forgive Us Our Spillages As We Forgive Those Who Spill Against Us And Lead Us Not Into Incarceration But Deliver Us From Hangovers For Thine Is The Beer The Bitter And The Lager Forever And Ever Barmen!

Im Happy With That :p
You scored as Dragon. Dragon: Now talk about a legend. These magnificent creatures are of many species. Some can be as large as the Earth itself, while others are as small as a mouse. One image that comes to everyone's mind is the large, fire breathing Dragons that loathed humans and loved to sleep on massive piles of gold. Not all dragons have a bad reputation. Most dragons are very wise, caring, and protective. It would make a person very lucky indeed to meet a dragon. Especially if they walked away untouched. I admire your wisdom, for you are the Ancient Dragon.Dragon67%Demon59%Faerie58%Angel58%WereWolf42%Mermaid33%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Thoughts!!!
After having about 4 hours of sleep last night, I started thinking about somethings... How do you really know when you find the right person for you? How do you know what you want and who you want to be with? I came to the conclusion that when you find the right person, when you look into their eyes you see their fear's, happiness and sadness. But if you look deeper you can see their soul. But if you look into their heart you can find their hope's, dream's and other things. I don't know if it's just me and I don't care, I know that not everyone has found that special someone that they can share everything with. I just hope and I pray that maybe one day I will. I want to find that one person that will love me for who I am and not what I look like or how smart I am, just love me for me. It may not be soon but I hope I will find that one person or maybe he will find me....

Second Untitled Poem
I see the beauty in her eyes Her voice is like the angels high And hair just like the finest silk I miss the days when she is gone And think of her on and on And wonder if she thinks of me I Love her more than I can show I wonder if she'll ever know

Pain And Love
Pain is what the heart has when its alone. Alone is how I feel with out the one i Love Love is what we all need and want Want is what we cant have Have is to hold Hold is what i Want to do to the one i Love in order to stop the Pain that i Have that makes me feel Alone

How To Sponsor Tgamm Fm Radio
Dear Friends of Radio: As you listen to TGAMM FM, you begin to understand that we are commercial free. This was a directive from our global pro-active audience when they sent in their requests for music. " Please, just play music and not a bunch of silly commercials that insult my intelligence." " Here's my request. Could you just play the tunes and not a lot of car commercials " " I really like your station. Just don't jam me up with a lot of ( curse word deleted ) commercials. I already have one of those that I pay big buck for." " Awesome. You want to know what I like ? Well, I like more music and less commercials. You do that dude and I'm as loyal as a puppy dog." After we read those and others email, we decided to create conservative yet effective shopping Malls where affiliates and clients could be promoted in lieu of airing actual spot announcments ( commercials ). If I may continue. Today we were presented with a wonderful opportunity. It came in the

Untitled Poem
As I sit here in my darkened room I stop to think and remember you How you took my days of gloom And made each day start anew I think of how we used to be And dream we had those times again I wish I could have made you see that you and me were more than friends Softly I whisper your name at night And dream that you will love me too I dream of how my days were bright When you were with me and me with you I remember all the times we shared And wish you knew how much i cared

My Heart Wrote You
deep chocolate covered kisses in the bath hungry heart and mouth ready to begin again comfort food for the soul, sex and chocolate writing love poems on your hot flushed skin mouth warmed chocolate rolls upon the tongue songs from my heart written on sandy shore freed to dance, swept up in a primal tidal flow deep chocolate covered kisses in the bath I smile at you, lick you clean and beg for more burning bright, I whisper and croon the words sweet songs My heart wrote for your ear alone hungry heart and mouth ready to begin again freed to dance, swept up in a primal tidal flow sex and chocolate, comfort food for the soul

The 28th ~ Waiting For... (a Poem)
waiting for.. something to go wrong the bottom to drop out the world to stop spinning and the sky to fall... cuz i'm so perfectly okay and happy... and i never want this feeling with us to end the perfect mix of friendship and feelings and i don't think about the bad times or the ones who hurt me. or him... and the ones i pushed away.. but i feel like im at the top of a roller coaster and im waiting for the drop.

The Oral Caress
The Oral Caress by Robert W. Birch Copyright 2001 Cradled between your tender thighs I lift you to my mouth. The abundance of your wetness greets me and my mouth overflows with your warm essence. Your sweet taste is on my tongue and your fragrance delights my senses. No gentle lick this visit. No bashful cautious approach For I wish to consume you. Push against my hungry mouth As the tip of my tongue slides up the slippery furrow that welcomes me between rows of delicate pink petals. Thrust against my generous tongue. Show me the power of your desire for my oral caress. My exploring tongue lifts the hood and finds your smooth firm pearl. You squeal in that unique way, signaling that I have found your special spot. I harden in response. My jaws protests what my open mouth provides but I am unrelenting in my gift, intent only on your fulfillment. I feel your body tense, and you are quiet now... Concentrating... bearing

Broken
Sick of this broken heart, For every time i need to mend, Sometimes just wish my world would end, Day's i feel to be dead, Empty thoughts lingure in my head, Only to be hurt in the end, Wish this was all pretend...

Ah, The Mammaries.
Remember that time you were all alone in your bed and you thought of me for some reason and you started to like touch your breastules and stuff and then you realized that the reason you were thinking about me was because I had poked you with a pointed stick earlier that day and that was pretty mean of me and you stopped touching your breastules because mean guys are so not a turn on to chicks and junk? Remember that? haha. Good times.

Rippin
always focus on what you want to see never viewing whats inside of me I control the way I feel can drop you like a bad habit If this world crashes down for real Everyone pulling at both sides ripping at the walls we're building cant control this feeling I want to break and smash everything in sight Just to be alone with you tonite Ill go out swinging til I take my last breath Live another day or die a thousand deaths there is one thing I know from the start I control where I send my heart

Autumn's Coming And No Leaves Will Be Falling
Social isolation. Sometimes I feel like I don't even know what I need. What is emotionally healthy? How do I know if I'm repressing my feelings, or just don't need friends? I mean, I'm not really unhappy. My job is a lot of work, and I don't like having to yell at kids when I lose my patience, but I do enjoy going to work everyday. My situation is a significant upgrade from last year. Everyday I would go to work with a knot in my stomach and now I stride into those front doors with fresh breath and a general excitement about the upcoming events. So yesterday we got a special treat of a McDonalds sponsored event and the only reason I'm mentioning this is that when Ronald McDonald showed up, I nearly pissed my pants. This Ronald was about 5' 6", but weighed about 300 pounds. I guess it was kind of equivalent to seeing a skinny Santa Clause. Ronald must be eating a few extra big macs a day. He toddled on over to me with a big smile on his face and actually asked me if I had anything to

I've Got Spirit Yes I Do! Uh...i Need Some Coffee.
Hey there boys and girls! So I've decided it's pretty embarrassing to try and teach my students cursive handwriting when I myself am writing on a first grade level. I was writing a capital H on the board today and it looked like a ladder in a bad cartoon where the rung is about to break and the protagonsist is about to fall into the cliche cloud of dust. It's days like these where you just need to laugh at yourself. The Eagles lost on Sunday. Now I can't bring myself to waste my precious hours trying to read any of the articles villifying my misunderstood football team. I now have two unbearable weeks of football-free "garrett time." I plan to go on long walks and enjoy nature. I will write seven incredibly maudlin short stories. I will put together a twenty thousand piece puzzle that depicts Buckingham Palace. Ha! I'll probably just get sucked in to a bad sitcom or video game... This Thursday is the huge GMMS(my school) football game. All the teachers will be tailgating right after

The Human Drama And The Guilty Pleasures That Allow Me To Escape It
Woohoo! It's football Sunday! For anyone who knows me, I dedicate way too much of my time to following the NFL. Is it bad that sometimes I'd like to bypass the weekend just to get to the games on Sunday? So this week the Eagles play the Cowboys and I feel pretty good about the birds' chances. The sad truth is that whether they win or lose totally effects the way I feel for the rest of the week. A win will solidify my upbeat morale and a loss sends me into a downward spiral. I'm going to head to WOW Wingery and Cafe for the obligatory buffalo wings and my date with destiny. Last night I got to fooling around with power point on my computer. I'd never tried it before and I've realized pretty quickly that it's a nifty little program and will be utilized plenty in my classroom. For this generation of children, you put anything up on a television screen and the attention I'm so desperate to attain from them is locked on my contents immediately. I'm getting giddy just thinking about how eff

New Beginnings
So with the great life changing event of Katrina and the recent coming of Rosh Hashanah ( god I hope I spelled it right, I'd be such a bad jew if I didn't) I think it's appropriate to start documenting what's going on with me. Kinda like a New Year's re[s/v]olution. Also I'm killing time on a Saturday with absolutely nothing to do in the small town of La Place, LA. I mean, I guess I could be cruising the aisles of WalMart, but (not to sound self righteous) I might be a little above that. I travelled into New Orleans last weekend for the first time since Katrina to check out my apartment and see the city with my own eyes. I expected a mess, but I was overwhelmed with the vast devestation that I saw. The radio broadcasters had been declaring that incredible amounts of clean up that had already occurred, but debris still lines the streets, billboards are shredded, and house are in ruins. I reached my house with guarded optimism. My landlord had gotten my hopes up a few days earlier with a

Nutin Much
hey, i'm new to lostcherry. i seen an advertisement on a diff website. n checked it out because i have a mad obsession wit cherries. so if ya'll could give me sum pointers to help me master the website... that'd be splendid. n if ya'll r wondering... i do got a man. he lives in chi-town. n goes to college at south suburban. n i go to college here in the wisconsin fox valley. *kisses to my bitches* *slaps to my haterz* mwah xoxo

Both Of Us Die
The way you said you loved me and would forever hold me Kept me from being The demon truely inside But then you said Goodbye And now as I sit here Watching the world I decide what person Would be better to kill You or Me The decision is mine I hope whatever happens Both of us die Wed always be together Two soul combined into one Then you fucking hurt me And now I have none I want your fucking blood! And now as I sit here Watching the world I decide what person Would be better to kill You or Me The decision is mine I hope whatever happens Both of us die DO you relize the hatred Coarsing through my veins Demands I take you blood Demands all this pain You heart will die in my hands. And now as I sit here Watching the world I decide what person Would be better to kill You or Me The decision is mine I hope whatever happens Both of us die And now as I sit here Watching the world I decide what person Would be better to kill You or

Memories
"Can you hold me tight? How 'bout all through the night" "I opened up my heart to you, now what are you going to do?" "Run the other way-c'mon baby, tell me you're gonna stay" "Honey, I won't be any bother-let me show you what I have to offer" "Why don't we start a new trend. I want us to be the best of friends" "I want to be close to you-tell me that's what you want to do" "So where do we begin? Now that we've ran across each other again"? "Should we start from the beginning, or pick up from the end?" "Have I captured your attention? After all that was my intention" "Don't try to leave, I'll close that door, because there is so much in store." "Got an hour? Or a year? I could just spend forever here" "You're like a drug, I am already hooked, The moment I took the first look." "I get lost in your eyes, then I sorrow at our goodbyes" "I hope I don't hurt myself when I fall, But suddenly it scary risking it all." "As I look upon the stars above,

How Do Guys Rate You
Men See You As Desirable Men often find you immediately attractive and sensual You're honesty is refreshingly beautiful ... it draws guys in You are also able to be open with your feelings with no emotional baggage Packing light means you enjoy new relationships easily How Do Men See You?

Feelings
I remember it all so well, Here it was on a Saturday night, I walked through your door, And I could just tell..... You sat across from me, Gazing to no end, You looked deep within, Like there was nothing else to see..... I took one glance, That's all I needed, I saw a connection, Then I knew I wanted this chance..... You spoke of so many things, It was like you were reading my mind, You knew exactly what to say, Now say what this could bring.... I know what I want from you, Every girl has her dreams, I melted at every word, Cause I wanted it too....

Why Is It That Only Whites Can Be Racists?
WHY IS IT THAT ONLY WHITES CAN BE RACISTS? If we had an organization for only whites to "advance" our lives, we'd be racists. If we had a college fund that only gave white students scholarships, you know we'd be racists. There are over 60 openly proclaimed Black Colleges in the US, yet if there were "One White college" that would be a racist college. In the Million Man March, you believed that you were marching for your race and rights. If we marched for our race and rights, you would call us racists. You are proud to be black, brown, yellow and orange, and you're not afraid to announce it. But when we announce our white pride, you call us racists.I am proud. But, you call me a racist. Why is it that only whites can be racists?

Hell A Yes Biting!!!!
You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Biting83%Chains/Handcuffs75%Bondage75%Whips50%Blind Folds50%Blood8%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

It's Been A Long Week Already *lol*
Well, lets see.. I am still at work. I am trying to get a laptop configured before the vendor tech comes to swap out a video card. The lead came onsite today and we discussed where things are going what more role will be. LC ate my last blog, so I waited a day or so before trying to enter in a new one *lol* What else is going on? I wonder..

Just Like Old Times..[ Adult Content ]
Teri just had to get away from it all, she had just buried her husband a little over three months ago, and everything around her reminded her of him. After thirty seven years of marriage to such a wonderful man, it was hard to get up in the morning and face the day! Teri's two grown daughters were getting worried about their mother's state of mind, and finally insisted that she get away for a few days, just to kind of relax and let her batteries recharge. She didn't want to go somewhere that she and Tom had visited, so it was decided that she would spend a week in New York City, taking in a few shows, and seeing all of the sights. They'd talked about doing it for years, but never got around to it, so Teri's daughters figured that this would be the perfect time! Teri wouldn't have given their little plan a chance in hell of working, but much to her delight, she was actually having a good time! Cats and Les Miz were more fantastic than she had ever imagined they'd be, the Guggenheim had

Somewhat True.
Symbol: the Ram Ruling Planet: Mars Ruling House: First House Element: Fire Quality: Cardinal Body Parts: head, face Keyword: SELF Date with destiny: Leo, Sagittarius Run for the hills: Cancer, Capricorn Where you glow: pulling the strings What makes you tick: excitement Fitness forecast: tae kwon do Play date: rock climbing Perfect jobs: firefighter, aerobics instructor Best accessory: hats A sure thing: wearing red Destination: Carneval in Rio Pleasure: action, new beginnings, assertion Pain: follow-up, sharing, losing What's my line? Get out of my way! Aries is symbolized by the Ram. You're initiating, bold and impatient, your fiery nature making you irresistible and exciting. While you can be impulsive and combative, you're the absolute leader of the pack -- in team sports, business or just your group of friends and family!

Perfect Kiss
PERFECT KISS Recept 20 ml Bacardi - wit 20 ml Peach tree gecrushed ijs 7-Up 1 aardbeien Bereidingswijze Maak eerst gecrushed ijs. Vul een cocktailglas voor de helft met het ijs en schenk daarover de Rum en de Peach tree. Vul aan met 7-Up. Garneer met een halve aardbei.

Be Mine Tonight
Well the very first time that I saw you there you know I couldn't believe my eyes I thought I was the winner of the Price is Right and they let me keep every prize I've never been famous as a ladies man I'm not known as a crazy guy In fact I've never made the papers over nothin' at all I think it's time somebody gave me a try Baby, be mine tonight and this ol' world will turn out alright Just to find you took a whole lifetime I could lose you in a minute's time Be mine tonight--baby, be mine tonight Be mine tonight--baby, be mine tonight I don't know if you've ever been in love before, but I think this is my very first time I wish someone could tell me what my next move is I'm afraid I'm falling way behind I know you've been around about as much as I have When the lights go out we'll see You can further your education all your life Honey, just don't make a fool out of me Baby, be mine tonight and this ol' world will turn out alright Just to find you t

Im A Fricking Mermaid!
You scored as Mermaid. Mermaid: Mermaids are also known as Sirens. These creatures were beautiful women who tricked sailors into becoming completely entranced by their haunting voices and found death soon after. Not all stories of Mermaids are about gentle loving sea people. They are mystical, magical, and extremely dangerous. They have a way about them that brings anyone they are around to seem enchanted. They are very mysterious creatures and to meet one... Would mean certain Death. Let the song of the Sea fill your soul, for you are a Mermaid.Mermaid75%Dragon67%Demon59%Angel50%Faerie33%WereWolf17%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Hmmm I Am Good What About You Gals ?? Try This Out
You scored as Mya. Woohu!! Youre a Mya!! You believe that happiness doesnt have to come at a cost. You always try your hardest at everything you do and you would even risk your life to make your family happy. You go girl!!Joan88%Mya88%Toni75%Lynn63%Which girlfriend are you?(from the hit tv show girlfriends)created with QuizFarm.com

Why?
Can anyone tell me why love is so hard to understand? I mean, it seems like the ones that I fall in love with, are always wrong for me. And the ones who profess their love for me, I want nothing to do with. My heart has been broken SO many times, i'm scared to put it out there again. I've kept my heart secluded for over a year now and i'm starting to get lonely. I mean, of course I've been with women since my last heartbreak, but I haven't let anyone get close to my heart. When I feel someone trying to jump over the wall i've created around it, I push them away and run from them as fast as I can. This can't be healthy for my heart. The longer I keep women out, The colder I feel my heart getting. I feel like i've turned into a heartless asshole. Will I ever be able to share my heart with anyone, again??????????

O0 Give Me Bondage Rawr This Is So Me =d
You scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Chains/Handcuffs83%Bondage75%Blind Folds58%Whips42%Biting42%Blood0%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Life
Well here goes I figure it is about time I started blogging.......lets see everything seems to be going pretty good for me in my life...we just finished remodeling the kitchen and gonna work on the living room next....the kids are doing great Autumn is making all A's this year even in conduct (shocker I know) and well of course John is doing great in school but of course it is soccer season so you know where I am almost all weekend long....Anthony is doing good working all the time.....so I guess I should say there ain't much to complain about right now....but give me time cuz for those of you who know me know I find something soon enough....bye for now

Happy Happy
yes my ex moves out tomorrow its sad i will miss my 2 kids that are going with him but i will survive Destiny stays with me and ashley and ricky go with dad. this will help me get disability now that he is not in the house its cool though i do need it cuz i will have to pay for my self and my daughter and its hard with no job right now i wish i was able to work but my therapist and doc says this is for now the only way to do it because with my outbursts at my ex they don't see me not havingthem at work and can't stand it in public with more people i can't handle crowds not that i don't want too but they scare me but its cool :D i will be ok for a while

Wel I Am Feeling A Little Better.
I had a better day today, even though I am not feeling so well with my kidneys. I went to the doctor, and came home to eat breakfast with my friend Becky and my Godson Sammy. I had a really good morning. Then I got online and decided to call miss bonnie! HEHE She cheered me up right away. I am so glad I have friends online that are like there when I do need them. The only thing that sucks is that you all can not be here. I WUVS MY MIZ AND MY CAT!! You guys rock my socks! I just wish this hurt would go away. My nerves are really bad. I am sick of crying. I wish I had someone to actually help me take this pain away. I NEED A FUCKEN GROUP HUG MAYBE SOME GROUP MOLESTERING, but that is about it *grins*~NFA

The Feeling Of Loneliness
Standing here staring at myself in the mirror I’m not liking at all what I see I’ve decided it’s time to peel away all my masks Gonna do it layer by layer, finally show the real me So one after another, I reach up and take them off I’m tired of the masks even more Struggling to remove them now, and I never realized Just how strong I made them , over the years, the decades I peer forward to take a closer look at what I may see as I try to smash off the layers of masks even more We all have our own masks, And we are all afraid of what others might see We all have our own masks Plastic smiles painted on to cover hidden misery To hide our feelings of vulnerability To show to others thing’s we never are really To hide our fears of rejection Because we’re all afraid of being who we really are Now I am tearing more of the masks off Watching as each piece comes crumbling down and seeing my fears of not being loved exposed The feelings of lonelin

Hopefuly My New Family Member Soon......
I put an application in to amazing aussies for an australian shepherd. Here are the pics of her. Her name is Jesse and she is partially deaf. I have to go through a home check along with another person who put in an app. for her. I am hoping and praying that I will be able to make her a part of our family........ Sociability with Dogs: Great Sociability with Cats: no issues House Trained: in training Details: Blue Merle - partial hearing, OK Vision Born: September, 2005 News From Foster Family: Jessie has had no problem integrating into her temp foster family. She is a smart and friendly girl who loves to play. Jessie is being crate trained; she only barks for a short period of time then calms down. She is currently learning about proper potty etiquette. Jessie hears well enough to come when called and can hear the back sliding door open even when she is in the front room! Her sight seems to be OK...and she loves to play fetch - with anything!

Im Live On The Air!!!!
yes DJ XTC is back and live on the air Temptation~X~Radio Lounge right here on lost cherry, dont know how to get there, we baby follow this link, copy and paste it in your browser, drop it to all your friends get them in here too!!!http://www.lostcherry.com/lounge.php?l=1696

What Mythological Animal Am I ?
You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.Angel84%Mermaid59%Faerie59%Dragon50%WereWolf8%Demon8%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ooooooooook

Ha Ha Ha Bitches Marcus Is Mine!!!!
my Marcus: baby i love the way that you love me. i thought that love could never be. im so happy that you care for me the way you do. you make me smile and happy when im blue. you are my girl and my everything. i cant wait till i see you when i give you a ring. please believe that you are the only one for me. i will be married to you so everyone can see. i love you baby more than you believe. Baby will you be my wife and marry me

Oh Whatta Day!!!
Hey all:)how is every1 today?im good:)....Well i had a very eventful day at work.Lets see it all started when i got up at 10:15am and was supose to be at work for 10:30....ya...but my boss said it was ok.....so i got every1 coffee.I got my Ex Large tripple tripple and i was really tired cause i stayed up untill 6am this morning....dont ask me why lol!so while every1 was doing what they normally do...i was slow as hell....I mean it was like i was in the Matrix.....everything i did was slow and i had my coffee so i was supose to be really hyper..but instead i was matrix slow......looks like i used a lil too much focus....lol all day i was saying "The Matrix has me:O!!!!"and every1 was were not slow.....but you are...ok thats just nuts!but atleast i get my bday off tomorrow:D:D:D:D:D:D and what am i goin to do.......dont kno yet but its somethin:P:P:P:P:Phehehe....so in other news....my bday is tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!The MOTHER OF ALL COUNTDOWNS HAS STARTED!!!!!!!!1DAY!!!!!!!!!:d:d:d:d:d:d:d:

In Loving Memory
CAMP PENDLETON, Calif.(March 2, 2006)Karla Comfort received a lot of looks and even some salutes from people when she drove from Benton, Ark., to Camp Pendleton, Calif., in her newly-painted, custom Hummer H3 March 2. The vehicle is adorned with the likeness of her son, 20-year-old Lance Cpl. John M. Holmason, and nine other Marines with F Company, 2nd Battalion, 7th Marine Regiment, 1st Marine Division who where all killed by the same improvised explosive device blast in Fallujah, Iraq, in December. For Karla Comfort, having the vehicle air brushed with the image of the 10 Marines was a way to pay homage to her hero and his fellow comrades who fell on Iraq's urban battlefield."I wanted to let people know (Marines) are doing their jobs honorably, and some of them die," said the 39-year-old from Portland, OR "I don't want people to forget the sacrifices that my son and the other Marines made." Leading up to her son's death, Karla Comfort had received several letters from him prior to hi

Hi All
whast going on with all u cherries im just sitting here i have had the whole week off of work because i torn my shoulder and all the muscles man does it hurt i can finally sit upright with out breaking down in tears with pain.. i think that is all about me la la la la yup that is all that has been going on . **********cherry kisses****************

Heart Ache
why does love hurt so much?she broke my heart,yet i still love her.am i a glutton for punishment?she chose good times over a good guy.and that hurts.but as i sit here this very moment,i cant help but feel like the loneliest guy alive.wishing i could hear her voice,her laugh.but that will never happen.i just want to be happy...no i deserve to be happy...but i guess thats for another day!

Go Me!
so i called a doctor's office at Vanderbilt today. I have a consoltation on 17 October to get my playboy bunny removed. yeah its going to suck bc it has meaning behind it, but it was a stopid place to put it. I will have pictures of the removal process. my mom made a good point that if i keep it it will make it hard for me to get a great job as a teacher. oh well, More later i think. Oh yeah! david bought me a wireless keyboard and mouse today for my computer! YAY!!! i love him so much! ~Dark Queen

I Want You To Use Your Mouth On Me..[ Adult Content ]
Imagine yourself sitting on the edge of the bed, wearing only a black velvet choker which accents the smooth lines of your neck and shoulders, and sheer thigh-high black stockings which give your firm legs a delicious sheen. As I walk in, I catch a faint hint of your perfume- something delicate and quite exotic, unlike anything I've ever smelled before. I get even a stronger dose as I crouch beside you and kiss you gently behind your right ear, inhaling your clean, fresh smell along with that wonderful perfume. Pulling back, I look for a moment into your clear dark eyes before kissing you, gently but firmly, on your velvet lips. After a moment, we break the kiss, only to start another, with more passion in it.. and then another, and another. As we kiss, I run my fingers through your hair and down onto your neck, lightly scratching down your spine, then back up in large circles across your naked back. You shiver, and as you press closer against me I can feel yo

Perspective (from Casthalo)
LITTLE PERSPECTIVE ON LIFE Your alarm goes off, you hit the snooze and sleep for another 10 minutes. He stays up for days on end. -- -- You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. -- -- You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at, as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. -- -- You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt -- -- You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. -- -- You talk trash on your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. -- -- You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls guys. He walks the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists. -- -- You complain about how hot it is. He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off h

Why Do People Spend Hours And Hours Of Their Time On The Net ??
Well with me i think that the net is addictive and it helps people take their mind off their social life around them and you can meet friends and just have some fun...

"fuck" And Its Many Uses
Perhaps one of the most interesting and colorful words in the English language today is the word "Fuck". It is one magical word which just by it's sound can describe pain, pleasure, hate, and love. Fuck, like most words in the English language, takes it's name from another language, the German word "Friklon" which means "WHOOPEE". In language, fuck falls into many grammatical categories. It can be used as a verb, both transitive (John fucked Mary) and intransitive (Mary was fucked by John), or as a passive verb (Mary doesn't really give a fuck). It can be used as an adjective (Mary is fuckin' beautiful). As you can see, there are not too many words with the versatility of "Fuck". Besides it's sexual connections, this lovely word can be used to describe many situations as follows: Fraud................I got fucked by my insurance agents Trouble...........................I guess I'm fucked now Dismay......................................Oh! Fuck it Aggression........

My Turning
It was August of 1999 when Grayell found me. He followed me many days, watching me this man, Studying my ways, my demeaner. It was September 10th of 1999 when he turned me and made me what I am. His Daughter his First chyld. He installed in me Honor, Loyality, and Respect. Most of all he gave me the Dark gift Of the Gangrel. He tought me to survive by leaving me, forcing me to earn his Honor, his Respect. I became as powerful as he. Over the years I traveled alone but always holding Grayell with in me. HIs blood so pure, nothing could ever match it, or so I thought. In time I made chylder of my own.. My first daughter lilywhite.. a gentle one born of my blood and that of my than long ago mate.. Lrd Azz.My First Son Drewx killed in the wars.. my heart still bleeds for him. My Son Dark Vampire who became my lover at one point... Two more sons followed Phantom Warrior, a boy yet a man unique in his own ways.. DarkWolf my son who I killed for his own pettyness.A second daughter

Something For Fun ??
Here's a trick joke.... Why did the chicken noodle cross the road ??? I know the answer ... Do you ??? if so plz reply with your answer and i will tell ya if you are right or not..... but if you are correct plz do not tell others the answer.... Have fun you have 3 chances on this joke...

What Do Your Eye's Say About You?
table border='0' cellpadding='5' cellspacing='0' width='600'> You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion67%Eyes full of Pain58%Diamond Eyes50%Mysterious33%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Inner Screaming
the normal angst of inner screaming, in front of you i'm never breaking. the voices they tear me down, and u hear my cryin' sound. see a scar on my wrist, see the blood "i did this." the normal rage that fills me, leaves a void... i'm so sorry.

Its Just You And Your Hand Tonight.
So i was starting to make a picture in photoshop. But gave up haha. And started dancing around like a fool. I made avideo but im not posting it cause i dont like it lmao. So anyway. Ima make cookies! haha.

Welcome To A New Blog
ok so i started a new blog cuz sometimes i like to post poetry that i'll make up on the spot and i dont want it to get mixed up wit my rants cuz then i cant find the poems if i wanna look at them and any comments i get on them (hint hint). so thank you for reading everything i'v written so far and a special thanks to those who have commented a lot on my blog posts. i love you guys!! ^_^ the next two posts are just repeats of the two poems from the other blog i have here so yea...and i'll update as often as i get another poem idea, of course! so yea... ~ace~

The Blood Is The Life
You scored as Blood. Your turn on is blood. You adore the colour, the taste, the texture, the thickness... everything. You probably like to bite/to be bitten. Sex isn't sex without the ecstasy of blood.Biting100%Blood100%Bondage92%Whips83%Chains/Handcuffs75%Blind Folds25%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

This All About Me Ladies!??!
You have a sexual IQ of 109 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Quiz Thing2
I've been taking a lot of quizzes today...so be prepared for a bunch of blogs. You scored as Eyes full of Pain. People tend to overlook you, which makes you feel less worthy of their attentions. You sometimes wish you could just disapear from the world around you. You have been hurt very badly in the past and you just wish that someone would understand you, and what their cruelty is doing to you.Eyes full of Pain83%Passion42%Mysterious42%Diamond Eyes25%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Whispering Skies
For Peace that passeth understanding For hope to spring anew, cover me neath' the whipering skies let me find my strenght in you Follow me across the ocean swimming Deep within your eyes hoping to find a love so strong neath' the whipering skies Weave into my heart your song you sing so sweet allow for met ot fall for you completely neath' the whipering skies (want you) Love me for who I am take me for what I'm not, take frome my broken heart, and mend it tenderly as I tell you that I love you neath' the shipering skies Author: Carrie Stewart Pikeville, Tn

Whatever..
why people gotta use Fighting words? [[ I love you]]. I mean seriously... its crazzyyyy. Unless you truthfully mean it and want to like be talking to that person and only that person. When you really feel love for someone and they leave hints that they love you to is when its ok to even think about saying it. Anywayz off of that. Jamie is now back into a county jail... one county over so i might get to go see him Tuesday if I find my Id and get a ride... I really hope so cuz i havent seen him since.... like.. the last tuesay in june cuz i was going to go see him the 4th but the jail was like 1 road over from where GC was doing 4th of july and my ride was going to be his mom but i decided not to go and then he was moved to prison the 7th and yeah.. It's now about time for him to go to court, his CD is like the 5th or something and i can only hope and pray he gets good newz then... cuz he's suppose to get off and on probation in nov then me and him.. maybe i dunno

Blood...i Thought I Was A Sweet Kinda Guy Lolz
You scored as Blood. Your turn on is blood. You adore the colour, the taste, the texture, the thickness... everything. You probably like to bite/to be bitten. Sex isn't sex without the ecstasy of blood.Blood100%Biting92%Whips50%Chains/Handcuffs8%Bondage8%Blind Folds0%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Looking Fer Mah Baby
Ok I joined here to find my baby, well boyfriend Jason and I really love him and so if maybe you know who he is and how I can get ahold of him on here.... PLEASE TELL ME. Then I will loe you forever and ever *as a friend XP*

I'm An Aries And I Love It !!!!!
Symbol: the Ram Ruling Planet: Mars Ruling House: First House Element: Fire Quality: Cardinal Body Parts: head, face Keyword: SELF Date with destiny: Leo, Sagittarius Run for the hills: Cancer, Capricorn Where you glow: pulling the strings What makes you tick: excitement Fitness forecast: tae kwon do Play date: rock climbing Perfect jobs: firefighter, aerobics instructor Best accessory: hats A sure thing: wearing red Destination: Carneval in Rio Pleasure: action, new beginnings, assertion Pain: follow-up, sharing, losing What's my line? Get out of my way! Aries is symbolized by the Ram. You're initiating, bold and impatient, your fiery nature making you irresistible and exciting. While you can be impulsive and combative, you're the absolute leader of the pack -- in team sports, business or just your group of friends and family!

Is It Fair For People That Are English Can Not Work In A French Town If You Dont Know French Or Both French And English ??
To me this is fucking rude that an english person has a hard time getting work in a french town if they can not speak both laungues.... i have been through it and it's not fucking fair that us english people have to suffer with no jobs cause of the french.......

Quiz Thing
You scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Chains/Handcuffs92%Biting92%Bondage83%Whips75%Blind Folds50%Blood17%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Search Has Ended
I was not new to the Vampiric ways. All my life I had been interested and intrigued by them. The yarning and desire of the Vampire filled my very soul. A soul that was crying out for something more. Something was missing so I searched and longed to find that place where I belonged, where I needed to be. One night not too long ago my searching came to an end when I was embraced by my Sires Ivorywolf and LrdSilverWolf. I was embraced on August 1st 2006 and my searching is finally over I have found out where I belong. I am new to the Gangrel ways but I am learning quickly.

Best Halloween Costume
OK LADIES GET OUT YOUR TEDDIES YOUR NURSE OUTFITS, AND YOUR WITCH HATS ITS THE SEXY LINGERIE CONTEST. SEND ME AN EMAIL OR YOUR LINK TO THE PIC YOU WANT TO ENTER. CONTEST WILL BEGIN OCTOBER 6TH TO HALLOWEEN NITE. I HAVE PLENTY OF SPOTS (85)FOR THE CONTEST SO COME ONE COME ALL. HERE IS THE LINK FOR CONTACT. The Cherry Picker@ LostCherry

Personal Astrology Profile
Birth Data for Cristin: Birth Date........... March 26, 1973 Birth Location..... Santa Ana, California Sun Sign............ Aries Section 1: The Inner You: Your Real Motivation You are a person who thrives on challenge, and you often feel that you must battle your way through life, depending upon no one and nothing but your own strength, intelligence, and courage. You believe in being totally honest, true to oneself and one's own vision and convictions, even if that means standing alone. Honesty, integrity, personal honor, and authenticity are your gods, and you have no sympathy for weakness of character in others. Section 2: Mental Interests and Abilities You are more of a poet than a rational scientist, for your mind does not function in a strictly logical, linear fashion. The language of music, art, or poetry is natural to you, and you are also able to think in highly abstract and symbolic terms. Translating your thoughts and impr

I Totalled My Truck Last Nite...
so last nite (9/27)i got into a bad car accident, and i totalled my truck.... i walked away w/ a sprained wrist and bruises and i don't feel like writing the story right now, but yea.. the truck is done...

The Human Animal
"And those men who are inventers and interpreters of nature to man differ from boasters and disclaimers about the works of others just as true objects differ from their reflectjons in the mirror. For the first are somthing in themselves and the others nothing--persons little indebted to nature,since it is only by accident that they are clothed,and except for this I might class them with the herds of beasts" Leonardo Da'Vinci

What Creature Are You
You scored as Dragon. Dragon: Now talk about a legend. These magnificent creatures are of many species. Some can be as large as the Earth itself, while others are as small as a mouse. One image that comes to everyone's mind is the large, fire breathing Dragons that loathed humans and loved to sleep on massive piles of gold. Not all dragons have a bad reputation. Most dragons are very wise, caring, and protective. It would make a person very lucky indeed to meet a dragon. Especially if they walked away untouched. I admire your wisdom, for you are the Ancient Dragon.Dragon100%WereWolf92%Angel92%Demon83%Mermaid75%Faerie58%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

The First Date: Part One.
the first date: part one. One night this lady of barely 25 and I decided to go out. The date was ok we laughed and made polite conversation but I had the idea that she was just laughing at my funny stories to be polite. Dinner and the movie were over and I was on the way to drive her home when she said to me, "Oh we aren't going to your house now?" I was glad it was dark outside or she would of really saw the shock on my face. I said, "sure if that what you want sound great." She snuggled up close to me while i was driving and nipped my neck quickly. I gave a quick exhale of breath. She then tentively but with a quick hand touched my croch to see if she had got a reponse. She needened have worried it was all I could not to find a ditch and stay on the road. Thank God I found my house, and I didn't scratch my car. I did on the other hand find a new drive way, which I never had before. I opened my car door and went to open hers....only to find she wasn't in the car. I

Burden
Burden Daddy why are you always angry Momma why are you always mad You brought me to a world so I can be glad The punches thrown The fists fly I try to stay out of the way and hide I cry myself to sleep I feel the anger you could cut with a knife I am only 6 and you make your baby girl cry I dont want you to hurt mommy I dont want you to hurt daddy I am not afraid to cry I am not afraid to die I cry because we all feel pain Emotionally and with a bitter strain Black eyes and bruised faces Their are many traces I didnt want to be a burden in this race THe race to see who is supreme In this home of broken dreams I dont mind being a burden It is cold and im alone I dont mind if you hit me Just leave the other alone Take it out on me I will let you be supreme I just want mommy and daddy to love me And not hurt the ones who I want to be held by dearly P.S. In a world of many broken families your children cry when you fight. This is not a cry they are afra

Smile..
What part of QUIET didn't you understand? Everyone needs to feel secure...... Couldn't help it Ma, that first step is a killer.. Now what do I do??? It's in there somewhere, I just know it!! I really need to get going, but I just can't seem to get motivated..... Man...I'm getting so fat I can hardly scratch my own butt!!! These morning walks are killing me.. HEY! Gimme my ball back!!! I said go to sleep.... Nice doggie...Good boy! A little power nap.... Sleeping in again...

Damn Drummer Broke His Arm
well he did, m'band was going to have a show in October in Portland Oregon..October 21st, he broke his arm two days ago.. well, FUCK!!!!!!!!!! fucking a, and I already paid and booked us too...lol so, pushing for this, damn reschedulement, and I haven't heard anything back from the promoter.....sooooo yeah, not so happy, damnit all... anyone a drummer who's willing to play or know a drummer who wants to play with a metal band in Portland? lol I tried...

God
GOD WANTED ME TO TELL YOU It shall be well with you from this forth on. No matter how much your enemies try this year, they will not succeed. You have been destined to make it and you shall surely achieve all your goals this year. For the remaining months of the year, all your agonies will be diverted and victory and prosperity will be incoming in abundance. Today God has confirmed the end of your sufferings, sorrows and pains because He that sits on the throne has remembered you. He has taken away the hardships and given you JOY. He will never let you down. I knocked at heaven’s door this morning, God asked me…My Child! What can I do for you? And I said, Father, please protect and bless the person reading this message…God smiled and answered…Request granted.

Cant Ppl Take A Joke?
Cant ppl take a damn joke anymore??? Look what my ex wrote!! First of all it was a joke you can ask anyone that was there that night. Ask Lesha! I am so sick of his nasty ass bitch running her mouth about me. There time will come..... I am not going to sleep with his brother, I can do better and i have done better.... I have been with some hot guys since I got rid of the white trash I was married to.....Fuck him and his nasty ass bitch he is with! I dont understand why some ppl cant take a damn joke! Evan yeah I just busted out your name! FUCK YOU AND YOUR NASTY BITCH AND YOUR FAMILY! I have done so much better than you.... Your time will come trust me. Evan and Lottie whatever the fuck you wanna call yourself.... All I have to say to you is that payback is a bitch! I could put some pic on here of the guys I have been with but the ppl that know me know who they are.... UMMMM so of them or on my friends list..... some aren't. Once again that was a damn joke! I would NEVER ev

What Do You Think ??
My opinion is meeting someone on line and falling in love is just like going to a bar and meeting someone , no matter what you don't know the person anyhow so who care's love is love and if it happens good for you !!!

Haha.
Lol phone conversation with nick and rachel = priceless They are the biggest goobers i know. I swear it. - Im not here for your entertainment - Ima end up blowing up the kitchen lmao. Im making cookies ahahah.

Where Were You And Where Are You Now
there is a question that gose thought my mind like the wind in someone hair. question i ask myself in the time of need.. it meet sound selfies but ill ask it to you how ever read this. hope it touches you like it touches me. where are you when i needed a shoulder to cry on. where are you when i needed some to comfine in. where are you when i just want someone to hold. where are you when i want to cook you dinner. where are you when i want to take you out. where are you when i want to take you to a concert. where are you when i want to hang out with you so you can meet my friend. where are you when i need some to be there when i was at the hospital. where are you when i cry for a friend. where are you when im lost. i now the answer to the question to a someone the wont read this so this is y i write it. you are with your some, you are in class, you are at home, you are with the guy you cheated on my with , you are there makin new meremorys with someone else. you are there

Insert Scream Here!!!!!
ok so i like have to work 3rd shift the rest of this week and part of next week (8pm-4am)so, i stayed up all last night bored out of my mind because there was nothing on t.v. and none of my buds were online....well my darling asshole of a husband decided that it was time for me to get up so,he crawls back in bed with me and starts getting handsy! now all you guys out there might say well you are his wife so give it up and shut up right....WRONG!!!! I can not stand to be woke up like that!!!! some women may love it I dont! and in the past 5 yrs I have told him dont fuck with me when I am asleep but, he cant get it through his thick skull....another beef I have with my husband is that I like quiet time after I get off from work....you know shut the door to the computer room...turn on some music and just veg in from of the computer screen....just to relax and chill from a hard day at work.....he is constantly coming in and annoying me!!!! trying to shove his tongue down my throat,grabbing

Strange Sex Laws
Yes, I'm THIS fucking bored!!! Note: The accuracy of these purported laws is questionable. -- In Bakersfield, California, anyone having intercourse with Satan must use a condom. (An asbestos one we presume.) [This also includes anyone who may be Spawn of Satan.] -- In Oblong, Illinois, it's punishable by law to make love while hunting or fishing on your wedding day. -- In Minnesota, it is illegal for any man to have sexual intercourse with a live fish. (Apparently it's OK for woman.) -- No man is allowed to make love to his wife with the smell of garlic, onions, or sardines on his breath in Alexandria, Minnesota. If his wife so requests, law mandates that he must brush his teeth. -- Warn your hubby that after lovemaking in Ames, Iowa, he isn't allowed to take more than three gulps of beer while lying in bed with you -- or holding you in his arms. -- Bozeman, Montana, has a law that bans all sexual activity between members of the opposite sex in

Beauty Of Love
Love is sacred It's a commitment Love isn't jazz the feeling It's all about caring Love you can't fake it It's natural Love is a learning It can never be cherish Love should be cherish It should'nt be wasted Love you'll never know it'll jazz grow Love is fair it matters nothing Love is a freedom It can be felt in jazz a heartbeat Love is a wLl It'll bring us to hte path of evelasting happiness!!!

My Vampyre Clan
Business minded and a natural leader, you are a canidate to be embraced by the Ventrue clan. You can be rather dominant with a high stamina however, you tend to have obsessive compulsive tendencies...especially when it comes to your food. You are the clan the others look to organize groups and factions. Generally princes are among this clan.What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To?

I Didnt Know I Was That Kinky
You scored as Very Kinky. You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerVery Kinky90%A Sicko50%Average50%A WUSS !!10%How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

Jerk Off
Use to be a bunch of assholes that lived in this part of the building here, but we systematically removed them like you would any kind of termite or roach Someone told me once that there's a right and wrong, and that punishment would come to those who dare to cross the line. But it must not be true for jerk-offs like you. Maybe it takes longer to catch a total asshole. but I'm tired of waiting. Maybe it's just bullshit and I should play GOD, and shoot you myself. Because I'm tired of waiting. Consequences dictate our course of action and it doesn't matter what's right. It's only wrong if you get caught. If consequences dictate my course of action I should play GOD and shoot you myself. I'm very tired of waiting. I should kick you, beat you, fuck you, and then shoot you in your fucking head.

American Solider
The Military The average age of the military man is 19 years. He is a short haired, tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances is considered by society as half man, half boy Not yet dry behind the ears, not old enough to buy a beer, but old enough to die for his country. He never really cared much for work and he would rather wax his own car than wash his father's; but he has never collected unemployment either. He's a recent High School graduate; he was probably an average student, pursued some form of sport activities, drives a ten year old jalopy, and has a steady girlfriend that either broke up with him when he left, or swears to be waiting when he returns from half a world away He listens to rock and roll or hip-hop or rap or jazz or swing and 155mm howitzer. He is 10 or 15 pounds lighter now than when he was at home because he is working

Stupid People
I know I shouldnt be bothered by people at work but when they ask me to do stupid stuff it really aggravates the hell outta me. So much today I had to leave and drive around to calm down now im a little bit better but these assholes better watch it. How come i'm the onewho ends with ink from the copier machine all over me when I wasnt the one using it yesterday and broke it. No Im the one who has to fix it so now i supopose they think im a repair technician what the hell ever

Silent Cries To Bus A Nut
Two Lost Cherries meet Same stare in each others eyes Loud thump As their bodies collide He's hard as hell She's wet as hell A constant struggle for power Constant force used when he pumps she throws it back the harder he pushes the more arch she places in her back tilting her hips catching it all till he touches her cervix pounding softly stroking harder as the sweat falls off of his body and lands on her stomach creating a pool of love juices that only fucking can make Two Lost Cherries expressing there point of view The lessor of the two Now she's in total control Showing strength she's on top grinding rowing plucking that clit while jumping up & down all on his dick Showing force That force rolling over Goliath Like the first wheel Like a rock down a hill Up and down Increasing speed as it goes down Goliath lays back Unable to fight off the attack Covering his face and eyes almost punked out cause she's no where near time to cum Two lost

Interveiw....
Ok some know but some don't know... I got a interveiw tonight at 8pm.. I know that sounds weird but it's for the newspaper here by me... This is gunns be my first actual design job interveiw... I gotta show portfolio and all... Some of ya from college remember my port.. So you know I need all the luck I can get.... LOL... I know it wasn't that bad but to me it sure as hell seemed it... Plus now I added some new shit in there that I don't think is port material but this guy told me to show anything I got since college that's been printed... I think I might get a in just cuz I'm ambitious enough to sell myself.. And willing to learn new shit just to gain expierience.... Well I will see how it goes and update ya all on what happens....

Tick Tock
Well its Sept 28 cant believe in like 2 weeks ill be 26 Year went by pretty quick if you ask me. Semmed like a few months ago we were coutning down 2006 Anyways I hadnt blogged in a while figure i would now (Thanks Amy lol) So last night i was in a great mood (if you listened to my radio show youd know) But something happened about a hr after i got home. Not that i turned emo or anything but i got depressed. Not sure really why but i did I did how ever sleep it off and much better today but what boggles the piss out of me is why oi get like that is it because i have no one is it lonlyness or just cause i wasnt keeping busy i dunno Anyways gonna end my small rant. Btw oct 8 is party time if you want to come or (cum-women only) hit me up

My Vampyre Strengths
You scored as Shadow walking. You have the ability to walk in shadows. A rare power not posessed by all vampires. Follow me, and experience all the powers the vampire enjoys. Come play with me!Shadow walking94%Telepathy81%Shape shift69%Perception69%Mind Control63%Charisma56%What vampiric power do you most possess?created with QuizFarm.com

Car Theft Again
ok, i dont know about today...i wake up and my mom tells me that my 17 year old niece is not only pregnant but in jail..yeah, its her 3rd car theft..sooo when she gives birth she might still be in jail at the time. which means that they'll take the baby from her. in all honestly though, that child does not need to be in that kind of lifestyle so maybe in a way this is a good thing. at least we know that she is not out on the streets like she usually is. i just feel so sorry for her and the baby. she's had a really hard life. but she doesnt let anyone take care of her..she used to live with us but she kept running away and causing trouble. she never really wanted to be helped i think. i just hope this helps her grow up!! but at least i am going away on the 7th..had a little scare today from that too..i need some vacation time, going crazy!! yeah..checked my schedule today..working on the day im supposed to leave..i asked for the time in advance..but i did have a talk with my supervisor

$$$$$ Love Is Free $$$$$
the world is expensive everywhere you are if you have the money youre a giant star my love can do wonders in a wonderland of love i give my heart away for you im blessed from up above whatever your love may be you dont need a bank of money all you need is love so free mothers crying out in need lottle babies needed to feed dont be shy-you take the lead and chase out all the hate & greed my mind is full of beauty my heart is not for sale but i give my heart away for you and follow threw your trailif you think money is your world well you should just remember that love is free - dont cost a thing for always & forever....................

Toussaint Mccall Nothing Takes The Place Of You
I moved your picture From my walls And I replaced them Both large and small And each new day Finds me so blue Nothing Takes the place of you I read your letters one by one And I still love you When it's all said and done And oh, my darling I'm so blue Because nothing Oh nothing Takes the place of you I, I write this letter It's raining on my window pane I, I feel the need of you Because without you Nothing seems the same So I'll wait Until you're home Again I love you But I'm all alone And oh my darling I'm so blue Because nothing Oh, but nothing takes the place of you.

Little Boy On Profile
that is my nephew of 19 months. sadly his father took his life only 5 months in. but Bryce has grown up fast and strong. i believe you will hear the name Bryce Gilman in 18 yrs or so. he will grow up to do great things. thanks for taking the time to read this. feel free to comment. take care all, John

Comment Your Score
Check off the stupid things you have done. DO NOT include explanations! Level One ( ) Smoked A Cigarette ( ) Smoked A Cigar ( ) Smoked Weed ( ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex ( ) Drank Alcohol SO FAR: Level 2 ( ) Are / Been In Love ( ) Been Dumped ( ) Shoplifted ( ) Been Fired ( ) Been In A Fist Fight SO FAR: Level 3 ( ) Snuck Out Of A Parent's House ( ) Had Feelings For Someone Who Didn't Have Them Back ( ) Been Arrested ( ) Made Out With A Stranger ( ) Gone Out On A Blind Date SO FAR: Level 4 ( ) Had A Crush On An Older Person ( ) Skipped School ( ) Slept With A Co-worker ( ) Seen Someone Die SO FAR: Level 5 ( ) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your MYSPACE Friends ( ) Been To Paris ( ) Been To Spain ( ) Been On A Plane ( ) Thrown Up From Drinking SO FAR: Level 6 ( ) Eaten Sushi(This is NOT STUPID!) ( ) Been Snowboarding ( ) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Myspace ( ) Been Mosh Pitting SO FAR: Level 7 ( ) Been In An Abusi

Poem: How Do You Feel?
How do you feel? How do you feel when he lets out a scream Yes your frightened but are thigs what they seem How do you feel when she is crying in the shop Yes you feel sorry, but look, no tears not a drop How do you feel when you see a group out Do you stare, evern if they scream and shout How would you feel if never given a chance With people staring at you, not just a glance Next time your out just give them a smile Doesn't take long just a little while Please see the person standing there Don't let whats wrong with them make you aware.

Drop A Line
Hello to Yall!!!!! Srry I havent been here in a while!! Been down with Pneumonia!!!!!! But dont stop sayin Hello once in a while. It makes me feel better to hear from Yall!!!!!!! Wishin Yall a great Wekk and weekend!!!!!! Lots of Love & Huggs, SHar

Pet Peeve
I know a lot of people rant on here through bulletins and I can understand that. I'm going to vent about one of of my pet peeves about this site. I actually added this to a bulletin, so that's why the phrasing is odd, but I copied and pasted it here just to let people know where I stand with this kind of thing. I know that there are assholes, users and abusers on here. I can understand wanting to warn others about a potential jerk so they don't hurt or annoy someone else. If you feel you must do this, that's your prerogative, but I have to take issue with your language. You complain about someone calling you first grade names but then you turn around and do the same. If someone was an asshole to you, you can by all means call them out on it, but please refrain from using the words fag, faggot, queer or gay to denote something negative. It's rude, offensive and hateful. I am usually pretty much live and let live, but the use of those words in that way really irks me. If you were rea

A Little About Me
My name is Jennifer, I am a 33 year old mom of 2 wonderful children. My son Adam will be 7 in April, and my daughter Elizabeth was just born June 30, 2006. They are the highlight of my life. My world pretty much revolves around them. I am just looking to make some online friends. Some of my interests are NASCAR-Go Dale JR. I also like to watch shows like American Chopper, Overhaulin' and Miami Ink. Don't ask me why, but I like those kind of shows. If you are interested in finding out more about me you can leave me a message here, or you can send me an IM through yahoo messenger at jefferann

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911
WOW is all I can say... try it out for yourself! Read to the bottom. Try it out. I did. I got goose bumps. > IF YOU'RE A CRITICAL PERSON STILL READ ON AS IT'S ACTUALLY VERY INTERESTING!! This is actually really freaky!! (mainly the end part, but read it all first) 1) New York City has 11 letters 2) Afghanistan has 11 letters. 3) Ramsin Yuseb (The terrorist who threatened to destroy the TwinTowers in 1993) has 11 letters. 4) George W Bush has 11 letters. This could be a mere coincidence, but this gets more interesting: 1) New York is the 11th state. 2) The first plane crashing against the TwinTowers was flight number 11. 3) Flight 11 was carrying 92 passengers. 9 + 2 = 11 4) Flight 77 which also hit TwinTowers, was carrying 65 passengers. 6+5 = 11 5) The tragedy was on September 11, or 9/11 as it is now known. 9 + 1+ 1 = 11 6) The date is equal to the US emergency services telephone number 911. 9 +1 + 1 = 11 Sheer coincidence..?! Read on and

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Never was so lonely as the night with all it's dreams of yesterday encapsulated within a moments hesitation and then tomorrow dawns a new year to find the screaming body dragged from the final breath of the previous chapter and into darkness. clouds fill the sky dark and gray with flurries of snow and worries of man that fall and lie deep upon the fields of thought until the vista is such that even memory can not recognize it's twisted features a thing of beauty? a white demon? who knows what others see behind the windows of their souls who hears their silent screams and runs protective to cradle them within awaking dreams of how it should have been it could have been if only the dice had fallen even how can life be decided by the flick of a wrist? And what of chapters new? of fields yet untrodden and future speak of what you seek alone but not so sure filled with doubts of how much longer can the fear of the past remain before it bites upon the very substance of the soul inside and le

Funny As Shit
One day, in line at the company cafeteria, Joe says to Mike behind him, "My elbow hurts like hell. I guess I'd better see a doctor." "Listen, you don't have to spend that kind of money," Mike replies "There's a diagnostic computer down at Wal-Mart. Just give it a urine sample and the computer will tell you what's wrong and what to do about it. It takes ten seconds and costs ten dollars . . . A lot cheaper than a doctor." So, Joe deposits a urine sample in a small jar and takes it to Wal-Mart. He deposits ten dollars, and the computer lights up and asks for the urine sample. He pours the sample into the slot and waits. Ten seconds later, the computer ejects a printout: "You have tennis elbow. Soak your arm in warm water and avoid heavy activity. It will improve in two weeks. Thank you for shopping @ Wal-Mart." That evening, while thinking how amazing this new technology was, Joe began wondering if the computer could be fooled. He mixed some tap water, a

Can You Guess What Clique I Am?
You scored as Goth. Your A Goth!Goth95%Rocker, Mosher75%Trendy35%Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev25%Skater15%Prepy10%Emo0%What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy Ectcreated with QuizFarm.com

No Magic, No Illusions, No Second Chances....
If I may direct your attention to the most EXTREEM of EXTREEM. The most HORRIFYING of HORROR. The most MAGNIFICENT of all ever seen before. What I am about to show you all. IS IN FACT REAL! So real you wont believe it till you see it with your own eyes. I have witnessed it with my own eyes. I have seen things that you would think was all bull shit. But, this is NO MAGIC, NO ILLUSIONS, NO SECOND CHANCES. All of this is high intence EXTREEM DANGER. I give you. The DarkMaster..... STEVE SANTINI.... TheDarkMaster@ LostCherry HERE you will see many of his works displayed before you in MANY of thier Horrific glories. And if you think what you watched in such movies as SAW or Hostle was intence. You AINT seen NOTHING yet!! These few pics here are just a small sample of what this wonderful man does. DRAGGED TO DEATH !!!!!! CREMATION CHAMER !!!!!! BURNING MAN !!!!! DAGGER TRAP!!!!!

Lost In Love
the touch of your hand Upon My skin The touch of my hand Upon your skin Tingling, as our souls Reach for the other Feeling our souls embrace The warmth as our love covers us Bringing peace to us both Our love flowing to the other As the blood we've shared flows within Our desires slowly rising Lost in the touch of Love Copyright © 2001 LordDarkPrince

Born To Darkness
Is the death of the mortal body It is the rebirth into the night To look through new eyes To watch the night come alive As never before The light of the Moon Reflecting off the land and the sea To bathe the night in silvery light To see as a cat would The brightness of the stars The deepness of the colors in all you see The hues that come alive To hear the creatures that share the night To hear the mortals of the world, their whispers To hear their heart's beat. To smell the sunlight's sweet fragrance Just after sunset, flowers fragrant in the twilight air To touch the world, as if for the first time Feeling the warmth and softness To savor this world , as if a childe To feel love and passion , as never before To feel hate and anger, as never before I was born to Darkness on Samhian I am a Vampire Copyright © 2001 LordDarkPrince

The Power Within
My love, My Life You are my everything My sunshine at night You are the one I want to spend eternity with As my love and my childe You are the one I have searched for The one to bring peace To this troubled soul The one to open, this closed heart The one to teach and show me love again The one to teach the control needed To control the power within Copyright © 2001 LordDarkPrince

So You Think You Know Me?
the name is GINA. and i pretty much LOVE my life! sn=gnahgurl0107, i/m me sometimes. january 7th. I expect presents. i live in corpus christi. i use to live in new Orleans and that’s where my heart is. the whole time I was in Los Angeles I got hit on by every waiter possible. i am very animated, and love cartoons, in fact that’s my career goal is to become a top animator. I did interns with Disney animation and felt like I achieved my life dream. I love KWAZIE hats and I collect them. if you want to see me in them just ask. go saints! i love my family and call my mom at least 3 times a day. oh did i tell you, i have the best family. so be jealous! i admit i've recently become a daddy's girl get over it. but i'm not spoiled. In fact, my dad and I use to fight constantly growing up. i get taken advantage of VERY easily. i try to be MEAN but... it doesn't work i do have a short temper. i take holidays and birthdays very seriously i have eyes that chan

Untitled
The touchs are soft and gentle Sweet and Kind,searching for something Someone that understands them Their mood, their need to belong Someone to simply say "I understand" And to know that they speak the truth The ability to see deep into the soul And know what lies there and knows How to bring it out into words or actions How to show someone not to hide from the world But to embrace it and live in it, Not to live in the Shadows We may be different by nature, but never fear it Copyright © 2001 LordDarkPrince

Untitled
To have been touched At the soul is amazing To be at ease with another As never before To feel their touch with a thought To hear a whispered "I love you" as I drift Into sleep in your arms I await the day we are together You are a ray of light That has touched my soul Copyright © 2001 LordDarkPrince

Dating, Seeing Each Other And Hooking Up
Depending on who you are asking there is a big difference between dating, seeing each other and hooking up. Hell when I was in high school there was going out. Ive asked a few people, both men and women what the difference is. Well I was surprised, all of them gave a different answer. I asked a couple and I think it started a fight between them. One thought they were dating and the other thought they were seeing each other. I know, symantics right? I guess so, but symantics seems to get in the way a lot. To me, dating means I am dating you, and other women. Nothing serious. While seeing each other is more exclusive and hooking up is a nice way of saying we are screwing. I wonder how many times things would have been different, how many arguments avoided if dating only meant one thing and everyone was on the same page. There should be a universal code. An unwritten law that everyone knows so there isn’t any confusion. It would make that inevitable conversation a lot easier. ‘So wha

We Are Bound
We are bound in love We are bound at the soul We are bound with blood and silver Your scent awakens me Your touch enflames me When our lips touch The passion deep within ignites My dreams are with you, always I ache to hold you in my arms Even if only for the few short hours We steal every night My soul, my heart, and my mind Scream the love I have for you My love deepening for you each and every time we are together Our bond stronger now, but still grows stronger Through good times and bad Our souls screaming for each other Our hearts beating as one Our minds linked together Our souls soaring to the sky Alive in the Night Air Alive with each other ~Forever~ Copyright © 2001 LordDarkPrince

Thing's I've Learned
I've learned that-You cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them. I've learned that-no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back. I've learned that-it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it. I've learned that-it's not what you have in your life but who you have in your life that counts. I've learned that-you can get by on charm for about 15 minutes. After that you better know something. I've learned that-you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do. I've learned that-you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I've learned that-it's taking me a long time to become the person that I want to be. I've learned that-you can keep going long after you can't. I've learned that-we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I've learned that-either you control your attitude or it controls you. I've learned that-no ma

To Be Touched
To be touched by the hand of love Knowing it would never hurt me Only bring peace that I have search for To see it before and only pray it will remain To comfort me and love me on a bad day To just say I understand how u feel And to see what lies deep inside Beyond the Beast with in To the soul of the man hidden deep within A soul needing to be touched A quickening of a dead heart Watching what was lost long ago Bloom once again and know that it has Happened , even over the internet Copyright © 2001 LordDarkPrince As u see a lot of my poetry shows my inner feelings that at time I have a hard time talking about my feelings. And poetry is my release. My ability to share what I feel. A way to deal with the torture of my past .

Lost In Each Other
Every morn as I lay down My heart sings to yours I love you Cherie As the slumber falls My dreams are of you Walking in our garden through the morning dew Smiling and laughing As if coming alive again Watching the love in your eyes Grow deeper and deeper Letting you see the love I hold within for you, reflected in my eyes Watching you dance As the dawn arrives Your eyes wide with wonder Watching the dawn with new eyes Smiling, as you run into my arms Feeling your excitement , your fear Feeling your love , your heart race As I embrace you Smelling the dew and flowers of the night That softly kiss your skin Letting our hearts and souls Lead our passion to the boiling point Our passion overflowing Losing ourselves in each other Our passion , our desire , climaxing in unison Our hearts racing as one Lost in each other ~Forever~ Copyright © 2001 LordDarkPrince

My Sascha
I see you smile, when I speak I see the love swell in your eyes When I step silently from the shadows I feel your heart race As I take you in my arms My body stiffens at your touch You lay your head upon My chest and let your hair fall You listen to my heart and You hear it say...I love you To which your heart Answers the same...I love you You whisper my name...Danny I whisper yours ...Sascha You are My childe, My Lover, My Wife My Sascha Copyright © 2001 LordDarkPrince This was written in 2001 when Sascha and I were together. She remains a dear friend and still holds a special place in my heart. Best of luck to you and your new love, Sascha. My blessings to the both of you for a long and happy life together.

The Sinking Of Innocence
A touch, a caress My mind lulls The pure exstacy I sink, I wish not to stand Wish not to rise To be petted To be held Taken to a place that I have never been before A touch , so tender So comforting I lay there and close my eyes I feel, something within Something released My hands fall to my sides, again Firmer, Harder, Faster Soul racing, to much I scream Holding tight, never wanting to let go Keep me near Turn me, twist me, make me hurt Pain and Pleasure To be used again So fast , I scream again then on me Never letting go Screaming - faster Pure insanity, pure rush Again, never ending, lost control I am not me , I am His He has me, He controls me No freedom, No Me Only Him I think I am Him and He is Me Copyright © 2001 LordDarkPrince

I'm Fed Up...
Myspace is pissing me off with all the 16 year olds thinking that having 25000 imaginary friends that never talk to you is going to make them less of a douchebag... I keep seeing "ride this train" or "whore me" and occasionally a message like "I have 2500 friends, somebody talk to me!" It's just retarded... I'm hoping to meet some more distinguished, cultured and grown up people here... Thanks Darkgothdoll for the invite!

The Beast Within
Your touch sends chills down my spine Your touch excites me, your scent drives me wild But I must have control or the beast within will take control I watch your face, I feel your body give With my every touch, I feel your passion rise As does mine I kiss your lips, passionately I move and kiss your neck, gently Must control the beast I kiss, nibble and suckle your breasts You touch my pretty cock I must control the beast You kiss my lips, passionately You move and kiss my neck, gently Must control the beast You feel the beast within me Wanting, needing, waiting to come out I need you, I love you Our bodies intertwined in the dance of love You tell me to release the beast But I do not You tell me again Again I do not Must control the beast a little longer You moan with every thrust of my cock in your pussy As I moan in unison Again you say release the beast within Again I do not Our passion rises to the point of no return I must release the beast I must dri

But... But... Im God
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM95%Sex God75%A Romantic55%Virgin18%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

Shards
Broken pieces, memories, little things Once they were whole. Now the pieces can't connect. Were they even one at one time? Seems impossible. Once they did attach, Like the form of two bodies, The perfect form, the perfect shape, Like two minds connected, Meant to be together. I can't remember how they went How did they fit? Too long, too many lies, too many deceptions. Nothing lasts forever, All must crumble in time. And in the End, All but a Pile of Shards Copyright © 2001 LordDarkPrince

Into Your Life
And into your life walked a Vampire One with the passion and desire for all One that loves and desires all that can be given One that has hidden his beast for to long One that has found one that can control the beast I fear A vampire with the passion of life and for life A man who yearns to be whole, loved and needed Searching time and centuries for the one he needs and desires A love that has been missing for to many years A man, A vampire together forever locked within this immortal shell A soul forever bound to the earth it walks In my dreams I see one I can call my own Another soul like mine, searching time and centuries A woman who has made me stop and look At who I am , not What I am A woman who has unlocked the man so long ago lost A woman who has no fear of who I am or what I am A woman who has given me back my words of love The support to go on, the kindness I sought for years A woman who is a friend and lover A woman who has captured my soul, my heart and

My Own Shit
I really hate niggas who turn bitch in an instant/ those the type of niggas I try to keep at a distance/ For instance, I know a nigga who hail from flint/ Owed money, couldn't pay, got slapped like a bitch/ Turned around, took off in a full on sprint/ Niggas like him I can't be seen with/ Cuz I'm the type of nigga whose nuts is all brass/ Pass on the gossip, but knuckle up fast/ Never ran from beef, I love meat/ Fry it up and serve it with a side of heat/ Pride is deep so its hard to back down/ If I do count to ten, and I'll be back round/ with a glock in my fist and some extra rounds/ mug tow up ready to straight det you clowns/ See, I need niggas like that to roll with/ I'm on parole shit so the heat you hold it/ no problem, matta fact, gimme back the revolva/ I gotta keep strap'd up, the streets is call'n/ No gat then I'm brawl'n, the last one fall'n/ Big balls, texas hold'em and I'm all in/ But you niggas try to ease on back/ Stay out the spotlight cuz the G's

Can Breath Travel Through Cyberspace?
I can feel the warmth of your breath, upon my neck, even though we are a thousand miles apart. I can feel the gaze of your eyes, as you look upon me, and I can sense the growing anticipation, that could burst into passion and lust, even though you are not here. I can feel the tension in your hand, as it wants to touch me, even knowing I am but words on a screen, at this very moment in time, and I can hear, the longing in your voice, even though there is nothing but silence in the air. I too feel these things, and see these things, and want these things, I too am filled with love, and longing, hope and desire, and burning passion, a ball of energy, that would fly through the ether, along the cables and wires of the internet, and into your arms, if only it were possible. Can you feel the warmth of my breath upon your neck too? Sit still, sit silent, for just a moment, and feel it.

Sexual Feelings
This is my first attempt of putting my thoughts down. I want people to know who I am and what I am about. I am a free spirit, that speaks my mind and goes for what I want. There is so many Beautiful people in the world. I am lucky enough to be attractive to both. The strength of a man holding me close at tough times, the kiss, no words. The touch and smell of a woman is over the edge. The caress of her lips and fingers can take me to new heights. Longing for the deep passion of a sincere relationship. So now you know alittle bit about me.

Another Poem :)
A Friends Love Time ticks away on a clock I cannot stop, While the woman of my dreams slowly walks away, I smile in happiness for the friend that I adore, Even though the tears well up and start to pour, I try to hold them in and think of the times When we would talk and she would be so kind, Her voice like an angel and her skin so soft, All the men flocked to her but she held me aloft, Her laugh was so cute and her Grrrr so sexy, A goddess she is and forever will be, My heart may ache from here on out But please do not let it bring any doubt, That you are the most wonderful woman on Earth Caring and loving and making me wish that I could surf My fingers through your hair just once, Holding you close and caressing your cheek I kiss you once and start to feel weak, For I have given you all my love and blessing And will forever love you from this day forward. Eric 05/05/06

I Wrote These For Someone Very Dear To My Heart.
ETERNITY The love I feel for you will never flee, I will love thee for an eternity. To my life you bring so much joy, Happiness, amusement boy oh boy. Without you I would be just a shell, You make my life so it’s not a living hell. Before you came into my life, It was filled with so much strife. You fill me up like I’m about to burst, But I still cannot get enough, I want you so much, my love bursts forth I am unable to bury it inside anymore. I need you I want you more every day, You fill my thoughts in each and every way. You are my desire and forever will be You will be in my heart for an eternity.

Funny Tech Support
This ought to make you feel better about your computer skills! If you skip any, you have to read the last one! Unbelievable, but supposedly all true!!!!>? ================================= Tech support: What kind of computer do you have? Female customer: A white one... =============== Customer: Hi, this is Celine. I can't get my diskette out. Tech support: Have you tried pushing the Button? Customer: Yes, sure, it's really stuck. Tech support: That doesn't sound good; I'll make a note. Customer: No, wait a minute... I hadn't inserted it yet... it's still on my desk... sorry.... =============== Tech support: Click on the 'my computer' icon on to the left of the screen. Customer: Your left or my left? =============== Tech support: Good day. How may I help you? Male customer: Hello.... I can't print. Tech support: Would you click on "start" for me and... Customer: Listen pal; don't start getting technical on me! I'm not B

Hit By A Truck
alright how many ppl out there have been in a car accident of any sort wheather bad or not so bad send me a few words on how urs ended up and ill tell u what happened to me and 2 other ppl ill put it this way dont play chicken with vehicles bigger than a ford f 150

A Tear
Black salted tear, of widows heartbreak, the rainbow patination of a thousand regrets, sleepless nights, of heavy dreaming, of yesterday, of everything, before the cold reality of tomorrow dawns, and through it all she was tired and weary, and dreamed of sleeping, for a million years...

Why Why Why!!
Why are people so persistant in the pursuit of strangers and trying to get them to do stranger things. Life is short meeting new people is supposed to be an enlightening experience not a horrifice creepy nightmare. Loosen Up People!!! Get A Grip and Have Some Fun,,, I am !!

The Missing Kiss
...and I kissed her softly on the lips, sweet, gentle kiss, deep and passionate kiss, eyes closed wide, or at least I would have, if she hadn't left five minutes before, leaving me alone, to stare at empty walls, and ponder on the price of a moments hesitation...

Thoughts
Last night a couple of friends and I were discussing the different religions. It's funny how all the religions mirror one another. Also how they have a little bit of pagan core to them. I can't really remember what was said. It was a long conversation and I have a short memory...LoL but it was very funny. The stuff we came up with.

W00t!
ok. so this is my first blog on this site. i'm new. duh. today has gone quite interestingly. i missed my cosmetology bus so here i am making an LC profile. and singing along to a bunch of my favorite songs. lol. but yeah. this weekend is homecoming. how exciting is that? very i guess. i can't wait. even tho its only 2 and a half hours. LAME. 8-10:30. gawd. seriously what is the freakin world coming too?! oh well. its enough time to get my dance on. haha. ok. so i guess thats pretty much all i have to say right now because yeah. i'm lame and i don't have a life or anything like that. just kidding. ~outies~ love, Cindy

I Guess That Is A Match
You scored as Hot. You are Hot, you scream and are wild, people love doing anything sexual with you.Hot75%Shy56%Violent50%Soft50%Exciting44%Sweet44%Wet44%Awkward38%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

Nice Birdy!!
After many years of marriage, a husband has turned into a couch potato, became completely inattentive to his wife and sat guzzling beer and watching TV all day. The wife was dismayed because no matter what she did to attract the husband's attention, he'd just shrug her off with some bored comment. This went on for many months and the wife was going crazy with boredom. Then one day at a pet store, the wife saw this big, ugly, snorting bird with a hairy chest, powerful hairy forearms, beady eyes and dribble running down the side of its mouth. The shopkeeper, observing her fascination with the bird, told her it was a special imported "Goony bird" and it had a very peculiar trait. To demonstrate, he exclaimed, "Goony bird! The table!" Immediately, the Goony bird flew off its perch and with single-minded fury attacked the table and smashed it into a hundred little pieces with its powerful forearms and claws! To demonstrate some more, the shopkeeper said, "Goony bird! The shelf!"

Little Girl Next Door
Here's a truly heartwarming story about the bond formed between a little 5-year-old girl and some construction workers that will make you believe that we all can make a difference when we give a child the gift of our time. A young family moved into a house, next to a vacant lot. One day, a construction crew turned up to start building a house on the empty lot. The young family's 5-year-old daughter naturally took an interest in all the activity going on next door and spent much of each day observing the workers. Eventually the construction crew, all of them "gems-in-the-rough," more or less, adopted her as a kind of project mascot. They chatted with her, let her sit with them while they had coffee and lunch breaks, and gave her little jobs to do here and there to make her feel important. At the end of the first week, they even presented her with a pay envelope containing ten dollars. The little girl took this home to her mother who suggested that she take her ten dollar

Squirrel Medicine
Affirming An Abundant Future Native Americans considered all living beings as brothers and sisters that had much to teach including squirrels. These small creatures taught them to work in harmony with the cycles of nature by conserving for the winter months during times when food was plentiful. In our modern world, squirrels remind us to set aside a portion of our most precious resources as an investment in the future. Though food and money certainly fall into this category, they are only some of the ways our energy is manifested. We can conserve this most valuable asset by being aware of the choices we make and choosing only those that nurture and sustain us. This extends to the natural resources of our planet as well, using what we need wisely with the future in mind. Saving and conservation are not acts of fear but rather affirmations of abundance yet to come. Squirrels accept life's cycles, allowing them to face winters with the faith that spring will come again. Knowing th

Some Changes
Well today is a new day and my mind is totally blank for once I have no thoughts as things are inveiling themself to me more and more everyday. Ive been though some crazy emotions these last few days but I think today I am okay with them and I know that within time these emotions will fade away at least I hope they will. Sometimes being around certain people in your life helps to ease the emotions and helps with the hurt that youeve felt in your life or for a time. I find myself sitting here now and thinking about recent events and Im not real sure as how to process it all but Im sure within time those things will work themself out to and if not then the wounds will heal and I will cowgirl up lol. Im not one to sit around long an dwell on things as Ive seen other folks do you meet people in your life every day some make lasting impressions upon your heart and soul while others just fade away. Sometimes when people step back and take a look around at all the beautiful things in their l

Imagine That, Dragon, And Angel Too
You scored as Dragon. Dragon: Now talk about a legend. These magnificent creatures are of many species. Some can be as large as the Earth itself, while others are as small as a mouse. One image that comes to everyone's mind is the large, fire breathing Dragons that loathed humans and loved to sleep on massive piles of gold. Not all dragons have a bad reputation. Most dragons are very wise, caring, and protective. It would make a person very lucky indeed to meet a dragon. Especially if they walked away untouched. I admire your wisdom, for you are the Ancient Dragon.Dragon100%Angel92%Demon67%WereWolf50%Faerie50%Mermaid34%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com