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You Tell Me...
You Should Weigh 185 If you weigh less than this, you either have a fast metabolism or are about to gain weight. If you weigh more than this, you may be losing a few pounds soon! How Much Do You Weigh?

Condom
A man was in a long line at Walmart. As he got to the register he realized he had forgotten to get condoms, so he asked the checkout girl if she could have some brought up to the register. She asked, "What size condoms?" The customer replied that he didn't know. She asked him to drop his pants. He did. She reached over the counter, grabbed hold of him and called over the intercom, "One box of large condoms, Register 5." The next man in line thought this was interesting, and like most of us, was up for a cheap thrill. When he got up to the register, he told the checker that he too had forgotten to get condoms, and asked if she could have some brought to the register for him. She asked him what size, and he stated that he didn't know. She asked him to drop his pants. He did. She gave him a quick feel, picked up the intercom and said, "One box of medium-sized condoms, Register 5." A few customers back was this teenage boy. He thought what he had seen was way too cool. He had

Aroma Therapy???
I’m not sure if this is a West Coast or California thing or if it is Nationwide? Anyways, I saw a tv commercial for the Bryman College. You know the one that teaches classes in dental assistant and other medical helper fields. Well, in the commercial they also are offering a “DEGREE” in Aroma Therapy. What??? Not just a half day class or even a few weeks of classes and you get a certificate. But, a degree??? Sorry maybe I am a jerk or a dummy however, a degree in scents and smells??? For the few that know me, if and when I ever get shot in the chest. Call 911 and don’t just light a candle. “He’s been shot, get me a strawberry candle stat!!!” Take me to Rampart and NOT the damn candle nook!!! And gotta ask. What would the final in this “degree” be? You have to know the difference between Blueberry and Bayberry?

Making Love By Candlelight Part 3/seduction
So as she opening her thighs and welcome me inside i bring her in close slidin it deep within she gasp and hold on to me from the pleasure within splashes of water hits the floor from the rockin motion that are vibration whe nwere so close she arches her back and i thobbs within she releashes her first from within her climax wore her out and now it my time to take her out, i lift my love from out of the tub and carried her to the room im my strong loving arms places her onto the bed and spreaded her out runnin my finger up and down her body arosing her by every touch i move in closer as she want me to touch rub lick ans soothe her sexual needs i get down on my knees and pleases my queen from the tip of the clit and slowly around the lips she start clinches her hips one finger 2 fingers opening her lips slowly going inside her tip of my tongue know about the motions cuase when i got start she had the notion to squirt me tastes of her sweetness give me delight gets up and fills her up w

Head Colds And Creepers
y day sucked I caught a cold from one of the kids at work and its killing me it is hard to put out 100% with a head full of snot and coughing I'm staying home tomarrow it just sucks sorry so cranky but its the cold typing and I'm the biggest baby when it comes to having a cold.

Flogging Molly - Drunking Lullabies
Must it take a life for hateful eyes To glisten once again Five hundred years like Gelignite Have blown us all to hell What savior rests while on his cross we die Forgotten freedom burns Has the Shepard led his lambs astray to the bigot and the gun Must it take a life for hateful eyes To glisten once again Cause we find ourselves in the same old mess Singin' drunken lullabies I watch and stare as Rosin`s eyes Turn a darker shade of red And the bullet with this sniper lie In their bloody gutless cell Must we starve on crumbs from long ago Through these bars of men made steel Is it a great or little thing we fought Knelt the conscience blessed to kill Must it take a life for hateful eyes To glisten once again Cause we find ourselves in the same old mess Singin' drunken lullabies Ah, but maybe it`s the way you were taught Or maybe it`s the way we fought But a smile never grins without tears to begin For each kiss is a cry we all lost Though there is not

Stupid People....
Sooooooooo Im online last nite (AOL to be exact) minding my own business when I get an email out of the blue..Below will be the emails sent back and forth with this individual... just the name has been changed to protect the..ah..fuck it..i aint protectin shit..lol GloStick87--all fat hoes get off the net Me--wow you took the time to email me to say that..how very sweet of you..have an awesome night! GloStick87--yeah thank you you fat hoe get the hell of the net when you get off there will be enuf room for ten more people Me-- *smiley* GloStick87--fuck you you fat hoe ass bitch Me-- *smiley* Glostick87--man what the fuck you want stop sendin emails there aint eunf room for you Me--well i wouldnt be emailing you if you had just left me alone..you started it..dont get mad now.. GloStick87--and im a finish it ima report you leave me alone Soo I didnt respond to this..and I received these emails.. GloStick87--im sorry jus

Untitled
The hours I spend with you, I look upon as a sort of perfumed garden, a dim twilight, and a fountain singing to it...You and you alone make me feel that I am alive...Other men it is said have seen angels, but I have seen thee and thou art enough. By: Unknown

Which Sex Toy Is Your Favorite?
You scored as Whip. Whip100%Butt Plug/Anal beads100%Vibrator100%Hand Cuffs.100%Your boy/girl friend100%Your own hand67%Small animals33%Catholicism33%Which sex toy is your favorite?created with QuizFarm.com

Wherever You Go
There will be new beginnings as you move off the old, familiar, well trodden path. There will be difficulties you never dreamed of, moments of doubt, moments of fear-but there will be amazements too. A turn in the path-and the world will be at your feet, another and you will be passing through a wooded ravine. All along your way there will be new things to see, taste, smell, and touch. This will be the way you choose. This will be your happiness, your life. My thoughts go with you.

My Love
My Love by Missy Anderson Staring at a blank screen waiting for your arrival but you never come. How could you leave me like this alone in a world so cold You told me you loved me with all your heart I should have known from the very start that our love would come to a bitter end. I will remain waiting for you, though, staring through my teary eyes and hoping for an I.M. that will never come knowing that I am just a figment from your past and that this is really the end.

Im Bored So Figured Id Have A Convo With Myself
tung1 " hi there hows going buddy" tung2"pretty good yourself" tung1" im fine just trying to pick up some poor un suspecting broad" tung2 "yeah me too" tung1 " cool good deal bro mind if i roll with ya" tung2 "sure thing man" 2 WEEKS LATER tung1 " not looking good man" tung2 " yeah i know" tung1 " im i have a confesion to make" tung2" yeah whats that" tung1 " well i kinda find you attractive" tung2 " yeah me too was scared to say anything" tung1 " well, what ya say me and you get a bottle of beer and some vasoline and head upstairs ill treat you right baby" tung2 " sounds like a good deal but will you respect me in the morning" tung1 " probably not" will read responses when i get back in 35-50 seconds gotta fit foreplay in

Being There For You
Being There For You by Sandman My love for her it will be forever I promised her to work out the problems together If she ever needs me I'll give it my all And work out the troubles be they big or small I'll hold her when she's down And from her face I'll take her frown I only wish to make her see I'll give her nothing but honesty My goal in life is to make her smile And as for that I'd walk more than a mile If she ever needs anything all she need do is ask Because I feel that's an easy task I really do love her so There is nowhere I wouldn't go I'd cross deserts and mountains and even the sea Because with her is where I should be When I'm with her there's nothing to say Except I promise to love her each and every day Nothing could be more important to do Than just being there for you

Sotd - Finest Worksong
Heard this today for the first time in forever... by REM The time to rise has been engaged You're better best to rearrange I'm talking here to me alone I listen to the finest worksong. Your finest hour. Your finest hour. Another chance has been engaged To throw Thoreau and rearrange You are following this time I beg you not beg to rhyme (blow your horn) Your finest hour (blow your horn) Your finest hour. Take your instinct by the reins Your better best to rearrange What we want and what we need Has been confused been confused (blow your horn) Your finest hour (blow your horn) Your finest hour. Take your instinct by the reins Your better best to rearrange What we want and what we need Has been confused been confused (blow your horn) Your finest hour (blow your horn) Your finest hour (blow your horn) Your finest hour (blow your horn) Your finest hour.

Dear All My Friends, From Ruthie
Hosted by Sparkle Tags HEY ITS ME RUTHIE AND I JUST WANTED TO SAY HELLO TO ALL MY FRIENDS! I TALK TO YOU ALL PERIODICALLY AND SOME MORE THAN OTHERS I REALLY HOPE THAT YOU ARE DOING WELL AND HAVING FUN. WHAT I AM ABOUT TO ASK OF YOU IS SIMPLE. CHOOSE ONE OF THREE THINGS TO DO FOR ME OR ALL THREE IF YOU REALLY LOVE ME. GO TO MY PROFILE PAGE AND CHECK IT OUT. THEN LEAVE ME A COMMENT TELLING ME WHAT YOU THINK. OR YOU CAN GO TO MY PICTURES AND COMMENT THEM OR YOU CAN REPLY TO THIS MESSAGE AND LEAVE ME A NICE NOTE. ITS A SIMPLE REQUEST BUT I'M FEELING A LITTLE OUT OF TOUCH WITH MY FRIENDS AND I AM HOPING TO RECONNECT WITH YOU. SINCE THE SCHOOL YEAR HAS STARTED AND WORK HAS FACTORED IN AS WELL I HAVE VERY LITTLE TIME TO MYSELF SO THIS IS MY MAIN COMMUNICATION ROUTE. PLEASE SPARE A FEW MIN OF YOUR TIME TO DO THIS FOR ME AND I WILL BE VERY GRATEFUL. PLEASE AND THANKS SO MUCH! ~RUTHIE~ Hosted by Sparkle Tags

Friends Forever
Friends Forever by Whispering Angel When we first met you were annoying. Who knew we would become the bestest of friends. Talking on the phone. Chatting on the net. Every minute thanking God that we met. My heart grew for you. It begged. It pleaded for your love, not knowing how to tell you. Two years later we met in person. My heart leaped for joy. For the life of me I couldn't remember my name. I totally forgot how to speak. I sat there and watched your every move. My heart melting with every smile. "Do you believe in love at first sight?" you asked "I don't believe in love," I lied When I had to leave my heart fell to the floor. Why did I have to leave so soon? So I could return later that year. To see your smiling face and maybe express what I feel. The truth is I do believe in love. I believed in it the moment I saw you. Now as you read this poem you probably have mixed feelings. Not only did I write this to say I love you But to tha

Why Eat Chicken When You Can Eat A Polynesian?
I was sitting down to eat dinner with my Grandparents and my Grandmother asked if anyone wanted pinneapple for desert. I said no thank you since I was incredibly full, and sat at the table while my grandparents ate. My grandfather is an amazing man, hilariously funny yet surprisingly critical. " Do you why the Polynesians live to be a thousand?" he asks. "Why?" I replied with little enthusiasm, expecting a joust for not eating healty fruit. "Why? 'Cause the Polynesians only eat pinneapple, that's why they live to be a thousand." Was his answer. Previously I had made a comment stating I would be a vegetarian if it were not for my love of chicken. "Chickens only live for about six weeks if they can make it that long before they get sent to the plant to be slaughtered, polynesians live to be a thousand." My grandfather was going on one of his comedic rants that are funny because they have little to do with anything at all. Finding one of those comedic moments that are few and far bet

My Heart Believes In You
My Heart Believes In You by Stewart Bradshaw I kept my head up high, and then you came my way. I have been hurt so many times. My heart filled with so much pain. but now that pain has gone away. For I have found a place I want to be. This place I see is with thee. For in your arms I have felt and seen, a wonderful feeling that I cannot believe. A safe haven in your arms just for me. Now I give my heart to thee. For my heart believes in you.

My Apartment Be Gleamin Like Mr. Clean's Head
man i busted ass all week to get my apartment clean and ready for government inspection..if your curious ask... everything smells all nice and shit...my hands are dry as hell from bleach and for some reason the ajax stained my tub blue...hummm????kinda makes me worry...i'm tired i feel like its like 4am but its only 10:20pm...i skipped work and class today because ...various reasons..but i'm prolly in trouble with work..oh well i'm sure they were just fine without me..i'm kinda extra anyway...and totally replaceable...but i'm sweaty tired and mostly hungry...someone order me a pizza..you can do that shit online now...its pretty rad...some guys send flowers to their gals..i say send my ass a pizza...4REAL!!! lol ha ha ha ha hahahahahaha have a nice day/night/whatev

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 144 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

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Sometimes I think alot about too many things. And I get into a mood where I just want to talk to everyone who will listen. And alot of the time those people don't always want to hear everyting I have to say. I think that's maybe why I try and make alot of friends on the internet. They don't always listen, but then again, you really don't have any way to prove they weren't. But right now, as some as you might know, I have been thinking about what I want in a relationship.And if you read my previous blog post then you know that I was thinking about not having any relationships anymore. And I have thought about it alot. Not just in the past five minutes but in the past month. I couldn't [at first] see the point in relationships, when 99% of mine end badly. But then I thought some more. None of my relationships have been bad from the start.There were always points in them when I was pleased with my decision about being with that person. And I can't bring myself to say that I don't w

Sacred Secrets Release
Monday, September 4th, 2006 The day has finally dawned for the relase of Sacred Secrets! Visit www.liquidsilverbooks.com An excerpt for your enjoyment: The tantalizing aroma of coffee lures me forward toward what I thought was another window to the great outdoors, but no, it is an interior window that opens the kitchen to additional light from the wall of windows in the great room. Black granite and gleaming stainless steel greet me. I have never been in a gourmetâ€™s kitchen, but I assume that this is what one looks like. I am impressed. I have found Mecca. I would fall prostrate but I wouldnâ€™t know which alter to bow before first. I pour a cup and inhale, my mind clearing of its spice overdose. The mug is taken from my hand with a hearty â€œthank youâ€ and I stagger from the loss of promised caffeine. He pivots and walks away, leaving me shaken that I did not hear him approach. How can one man be so quiet? I am glad I was caught with a cup of coffee and not sno

I Want To Fly
I Want To Fly by Jasperflower The night I met you in words only on a screen I knew I had to have you not only in my dreams! The words that we have shared have caused my heart to care At first I was a little frightened to share myself with you but you showed me ways to make my nights brighten You loved my body over and over again you took me to heaven and made me live again! I have come to want to devour you not just on this place but I want to touch your body and feel you near I want to hold you tightly not just in words but face to face: I want to pleasure you in all the ways we shared, I want to do things to you that others would only dare: I want to make our fantasies all come true for, babe, I want to fly with you.

Until We Meet
Until We Meet by Syreeta Elie Until we meet My nights will be a little colder My days a little shorter My heart will beat a little less rapid Until we meet I know that my arms will be empty My mind hurting from the constant thought of you Minutes will seem to be hours Hours will seem to be months While months will seem like eternity Until we meet The stars in the sky will not affect me with its gleaming sparkles of life Until I am gazing at them in your arms And the food that I eat will not be as fulfilling and nourishing Until it is you that I share the my food with And Until we meet I will not feel whole My world will seem incomplete Until that wonderful day When our eyes make first contact And our bodies and souls collide in blissful whirlwind The words will roll off my tongue like a sweet love song "Hello, my love, I couldn't wait to meet you."

Are You A Sex Freak?
You scored as Sex Fiend!!. Congrats! You are completely and totally addicted to sex! Your friends and family are probably shocked that you are not selling yourself on the streets. You are one step away from being a hooker. Aren't you proud of yourself? I'm proud of you! Keep up the good work!Sex Fiend!!100%Virgin For Life83%Average21%Are you addicted to sex?created with QuizFarm.com

Just 4 A Moment
I’ve been dreaming about you, since I met you I find your face so beautiful, your eyes so trusting, Your lips so inviting, your smile so captivating. I want to kiss you, feel your warm breath in my mouth To feel your tongue slip in to play with mine, dancing together I need to feel your hands on my back, pulling me to you Holding me tight, never letting me go. Feeling your Chest against mine, our hearts beating as one, even if it’s Just for the moment, just for this one single moment. I often make love to you in my mind, kissing every inch Of your sweet body, stopping in certain places to explore I want to know every possible thing there is to know about you I want to slip inside your soul and become one with you Taking your heart on a journey, somewhere you’ve never been And somewhere you will never go again, but only with me. I want to feel your hand in mine, a security, knowing I am Finally safe … finally where I belong, you are all I want. I want time to stand st

Time Moves Along
Time Moves Along by Donald R Geske Tick tock says the clock The days are moving so quickly Soon the day will end and then comes the black With stars and moon moving so swiftly Romance may be in the air Now is the time to be free and wild And never again will time let you pair So be yourself but treat your mate so mild Two together is the gem of the sea That glows and shines Being remembered and cherished with glee When time passes and the church bell chimes Calling you home to the Father When it is your time to move along Making room for the youthful with vigor As the grandfather clock will bong Is it eleven or twelve Shall I hurry and speed my walk To romance and dreams into which I delve For tick tock again says the clock

Remember
Failing to understand why our nation is great, an opportunity was sought by souls cowardly lying in wait. Focused on pure evil as they have continually done, an unholy attack was unleashed on a day now known as 9-1-1. Via the destruction of New York's "Twin Towers" the enemy crushed a symbol of U.S. monetary power. Beyond the resources to rebuild, our country operates from a wealthy mindset; so we can easily overcome loss of life and some airliner jets. We have forgiven peoples and nations; we have helped the World without regret. Justice will be eventually extracted for a date guaranteed that we'll never forget

Full Heart, Empty Arms
Full Heart, Empty Arms by Valerie Jochum Thoughts of you illuminate my spirit; Never a flicker of flame, but with Arching bolts which strike with a force That disturbs my equilibrium. My mind races as waves of passion flush over My pale skin, causing me to gaze upon visions Of impossible romantic possibilities. Pathetic is this woman who anticipates the True rhythm of love, with a man she will never hold. My imagined discourse of thoughts leave me suffering, As my lips quiver with the words I shall never speak to his: "I have loved you more than anybody in this world."

Have I Ever
Have I Ever by Ravenz23 Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent, sometimes. I like to think I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? Have I ever told you that when I watch you speak to me through lines and cords, and bytes and ram, I imagine your voice, whispering into my ear? Have I ever told you that I wait out each day in anticipation, wanting only an hour or two, just a second in space and time, to feel close to you? Have I ever told you that there has been times, when I ached for you, ached for you so badly, that the emotions overwhelmed me.. and so I sat and cried? Have I ever told you that sometimes, I will reach out, touching your name on this cold screen before me, wishing I could reach in and pull you to me? Have I ever told you that after the first time I heard the sound of your voice, thousands of miles away, I sat up all night, turning the conversation over and over in my mind, examining it,

Making Love By Candlelight Part 2/the Passion
As she walks into the bedroom to see the lightin is red and the tub is filling with bubbles but im not there yet, as she works her way into the tub let loose her hair to fall down to her back slides into the water surrounded by white spuds its warm relaxin and stimulating her heart beat is racing, she slowly touches herself from her neck to her breast our her bossoms and across her nipples as she pinches herself and she lie back ur works her way down her bbody hopin to climax, here is where i step in opening the door lookin at my baby would u want some more she lean ova and grabs it strokin slowly caring & kissin it cuz its here second baby as she wraps her lips around it hiding my head the pleasure is unbearable i get weak in the legs, my hand gots on her head and i move it back and forth she moans and takes it all in i slide inside the tub bring her near me as we start to make love kisses on the neck and nibbling on the ear, should i strokin my fingers thru her hair is just what she

Suport Them
They fight for our freedom We know that they care For they could die In their dangerous dare We give them support We give them our love They are going through things We could only dream of The blood and the pain The death and the sorrow We love them today As we will tomorrow

A Few More Poems And Shit
STRIKE A POSE strike a pose, what can it hurt, smile and hold the rose, your not really a lost soul, strike a pose, pretend your a star, its your own show, thats not really tears on your face, strike a pose, don't let anyone know, those things you hide, the person inside refusing to let go, strike a pose, theres no more people to rewrite the words, its your own song now, adding its own new verse, strike a pose, you've never felt this high, liteing your cig for the very last time, letting it fall to the ground, strike a pose, the press's words spoke so unconcerned, they never knew, strike a pose would be your final verse. _______________________________________ Death Someone once told me the only way out, The only way out is death, Might happen soon and you know it will, Things get tough, People treat you like sh*t, You get so fed up and tired that you want to give up, It's hard sometimes not to pull the trigg

American Heroes
Their graves are marked with chiseled stones, While their bodies lie under so dead and cold. They are forgotten, and the weeds have grown Over their tombs which are rotten and old. They fought for life ours to preserve; They battled for liberty so we could be free; And we have forgotten how well they served. We could not know; we cannot see What our soldiers have given to bring the light To darkened nations who do not know To come together, with their people unite. But ours went forth this freedom to show. Remember the warriors who have struggled and fought; Remember the ones who with their lives have freedom bought.

Friends
I posted a bulletin about a week ago. I mentioned how I go to as many of the people on my friends list that I can on a day to day basis and leave comments or rate pics...I try to show some love...I have made genuine offers of friendship to people only to receive no answers or replies.... There are a chosen few who will reply if I message them who leave me comments or have looked at my pictures or blogs.... some of us on this site are very real people we put ourselves out there trying to make friends and it's hurtful when no one responds... I have gone thru my friends list and deleted many people...if you were one of them and wish to remain friends contact me... But otherwise...good luck and may the goddess bless you all.

How We Veiw Things
'Ultimately, we're all dead men. Sadly, we can not choose how. But, we can decide how we meet that end in order that we are remembered as men'.....Oliver Reed as Proximo in Gladiator (I'm sure I hosed up that quote too) I've been thinking of this line, over and over again. Since the day I was diagnosed with cancer I wonder, 'how will I meet my end'. I've never given much thought to life and death. 'Fear of death will not prevent dying, but it may prevent living', not sure who said that but it does apply. Hell I was never really sure that I would live this long (diagnosis aside), just a byproduct of liking things that can get ya killed (Skydiving, fast cars, Physcho Women..LOL). I find myself edgy, sometimes wanting company, sometimes wanting my solitude. It seems EVERYONE wants time with, all well and good mind you and it does feel good to be wanted, but shifts still have to be worked, homework still has to be done, and bills still need to be paid. I'm a father of 4 boys

Quiz Fun
Taurus You are very stubborn, and your withdrawn nature makes you irresistible to hotties. You like sex to be romantic and passionate, and you know just how to make it that way. Your partners cannot resist your spontaneous and gentle nature. Sex matches: Cancer, Virgo, Capricorn Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com You should have sex outdoors You are the romantic type and enjoy being spontaneous. You are not that into having other people watch though, so make sure that there is no one else around before getting busy. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

September 27, 2006
So today I had an interview at Wal-Mart and of course got the job.. Im so happy.. :) So I now work in the Deli at Wal-Mart.. Not to mention I start school the 13th of October.. I cant for that to start.. Im excited.. Im going to be getting my degree in Criminal Justice.. Specializing in Juvenile Justice.. So this is my first blog and post.. And I figured I could let everyone know what im doing! :) Tell me what yall think and what your doing.. Take Care *always*

Native American Qoutes
NATIVE AMERICAN QUOTES Current mood: blah Category: Life You always work as a group, not somebody singled out. There is no such thing as that with the Apache. We say, "I walk with you," not " I walk before you" or "I walk behind you"....You are not a leader, you are a part. -Philip Cassadore, Apache I am alone in the world. I want to live in these mountains; I do not want to go to Tularosa. That is a long way off. The bad spirits live there. I have drunk of these waters and they have cooled me. I do not want to leave here. -Cochise, Chiricahua Apache Speak, Americans...I will not lie to you; do not lie to me. -Cochise, Chiricahua Apache When Usen created the Apaches, he also gave them their homes in the West. He gave them such grain, fruits, and game as they needed to eat...and all they needed for clothing and shelter was at hand. Thus it was in the beginning; the Apaches and their homes, each created for the other. When they are taken from these homes they sicken a

Wow
New to this place and boy am i ever lost. lmfao. I mean the navigation is a little wierd to me, but I have a feeling Imma get addicted to this very quickly. --sigh-- Yet another website to get attached to. w00t w00t. lol Thanks Fiesty! lmfao.

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I've always wanted a relationship where I would do anything for that person. But now I'm not so sure I even want a relationship. Recent things have come up, and I am doubting my ability to hold onto a relationship and be able to keep myself interested in it. I get bored with one person. I get bored with all these people. I want to be able to have sex with someone the way I want it. I want a guy to fuck me like he wants only me. But then be able to leave the next day and not think of it again until the next time we go at it. I'm not all about sex. I'm not a whore. But I do want someone to share my passion between the sheets. And also someone who will talk to me and hold me when its cold. But won't make me his world, and won't mind if I don't make him mine. I think this is all because of a certain someone from Ohio. But weather or not I become someone who has sex with multiple guys/girls is yet to be decided. If you actually read this, thanks. I

And That Damn Tire Just Swelled Right Up On Us Lol
well it's official my mom'z van sucks ass lol ....remind me next time when they say "hey u wanna go to the store and then go get cigs" to say "hell no i won't go" .............so there we are drivin down the road when we here this big poppin' sound and the van's goin everywhere ..so mom pulls over and we get out to see ...she ran over something ...probably a needle...but anywayz ...the tires no good ...so they search through the entire van and theres no jack ........donny walks down to my bf's house to call my bf and bro who were in town ...while he did that we noticed that theres no fuckin key to the lock thats holdin the tire in the thingy...donny comes back says "the boys will be here in a few mins" .....my bro doesn't even have a license and neither does my bf ...so we tell donny bout the key situation and he breaks off the lock with some pointy thingy ...and then the boys finally do get there bout 20 mins later ...and it only takes 5 mins to get from my house to where we were at .

Jfk And The Future
I was reading a comic book called "New Frontiers" when I came across a quote attributed to JFK. I wish I could quote it all, but I returned the book and I can't find it after two seperate seraches and about three sites. I guess I give up fast. Anyways, here's the part that caught my attention. "Will we sacrifice the future for present comfort?" Thinking about this, I realized that I have been doing just that from day to day. Instead of facing my problems, which are mainly debt, and working to find work and work, I spend each day trying to be as comfortable as possible. Unfortunately, without money it is impossible to reach a good level of comfort. So, I suffer day by day, instead of suffering for a while or for a few days or hours, and living in comfort the rest of the time! Sure seems stupid when I analyze it like this! Anyways, hope y'all can get something out of this besides me being a loser ;-)

A Very Nasty Rumor About Me ...
Public Service Announcement If you've heard that nasty rumor that I am human, please ignore it. I am evil and heartless. Dogs and cats run from me and grown men fear me. Now, please be sure to explain this to the small children and babies who follow me around everywhere trying to kiss and to hug me. They are in danger! This concludes your public service message. You may return to your regularly schedule programming already in progress.

The Bag
The Bag By SirWolfr1@aol.com I walked into that garage sale, That crisp November day. Mainly to calm down from a spat with my submissive, In which both of us had said more than we should say. I saw the bag tossed forgotten in a corner, It's leather old and frayed. I almost overlooked it, Till I saw upon it the D/s emblem so proudly displayed. The bag was locked with a padlock, The contents I could only guess. I asked the woman how much she wanted for it, My true interest I dared not confess. "That bag belonged to my brother" she said. As she softly wiped away a tear. "We lost him in an auto accident. It's been just over a year." "His instructions were not to sell the bag to just anyone. But only to the one who could give the proper answer to me." Confused I asked her what the question was. She said "S...S...," and I answered "C." She smiled, nodded and I wrote a check. I had no idea what it's contents might be. But the emblem alone, I thought a good sign. At home a

Yet Another Day...
Seems like right now my life is at a virtual standstill. I haven't done anything really fun, adventurous or crazy in I don't know how long. So there isn't much to write about, and what I do have, I don't feel like sharing much. Been working, sleeping, eating, working out, all those dull things that we do routinely. I need some spice, but it sure is hard when you have responsibilities...being an adult sucks! I thought it was the best thing since sliced bread to be an adult..when I was about 16! So yeah, I have noticed many have seen my random song lyrics blog...those are songs that mean something to me, either a theme song, or something that describes what is going on in my life right now. Every song on there strikes some sort of cord deep within me, hense the reason I care to share! Well, thats more then enough from me, keep the home fires burning, and I shall bid thee adieu!

My Master's Collar
June 12, 2006 This weekend, I have had to think long and hard on what the Collar I wear means to me. I thought I had put enough thought into it when I first accepted His Collar. I knew it meant my complete submission to Him, and I extended that submission to include any time we were in contact with one another. I originally thought that the Collar was only going to apply to the times that we were together so as to not affect my other relationship. I have come to realize that the Collar is a 24/7 commitment, with the understanding that the needs of my other partner are equal to those of my Master, and as such, nothing asked of me will ever interfere with that. Being new to wearing a Collar, I though that there could be a possibility of having more than one Master, equating it to having more than one partner, with open communication, my mind could at the time see how that could have been possible. The idea was enticing. Over the weekend, I was confronted with that possibility

Friends
There's nothing as nice as someone who shares, your laughter, your secrets, your wishes and cares, someone who's there through your good times and tears, who stays by your side as your friend through the years.

Moving
i am so happy that i am finally moving out of my in laws place and into my our place. i am moving in with my older brother, his fiancee, and their son. but the bad news is i might not be on as much as i am right now because i dont have my own personal computer. if you know anywhere where i can get a fairly new or nicely rebuilt computer ill take it! i am moving at the end of the week. you know in like a few days. and dont worry i wont be doing any lifting. i get to be a bitch boss by telling the guys where i want every thing. that feels good. but i will try and be on at least once every other week or at least once a month. much love to you all!

Coming Undone - Korn
Keep holding on When my brain's tickin' like a bomb Guess the black thoughts have come Again to get me Sweet bitter words Unlike nothing I have heard Sing along mocking bird You don't affect me That's right Deliverance of my heart Please strike Be deliberate [Chorus] Wait I'm coming undone Irate I'm coming undone Too late I'm coming undone One looks so strong So delicate Wait I'm starting to suffocate And soon I anticipate I'm coming undone One looks so strong So delicate Choke choke again I thought my demons were my friends Getting me in the end They're out to get me Since I was young I've tasted sorrow on my tongue And this sweet sugar gun Does not protect me That's right Trigger between my eyes Please strike Make it quick now [Chorus] I'm trying to hold it together Head is lighter than a feather Looks like i'm not getting better Not getting better [Chorus]

Stand Alone - Godsmack
Ive told you this once before cant control me If you try to take me down youre gonna break I feel your having nothing that youre doing for me Im thinkin you are a fake, you are that way I stand alone Inside I stand alone Youre always hiding behind your so called goddess So what you dont think that we cant see your face Resurrecting back before the final fallen Ill never rest until I can make my own way Im not afraid of fading I stand alone Feeling your sting down inside me Im not tired forever I stand alone Everything that I believe is fading I stand alone Inside I stand alone Now its my time Its my time to dream Dream of the sky Make me believe that this place isnt made by the poison in me Help me decide if my fire will burn out before you can breathe Breathe into me I stand alone Inside I stand alone Feeling your sting down inside me Im not tired forever I stand alone Everything that I believe is fading I stand alone Inside I stand alone Inside I stand

Good Song Fleet Wood Mac
Listen to the wind blow Watch the sun rise Run in the shadows Damn your love Damn your lies And if You don't love me now You will never love me again I can still hear you saying You would never break the chain. List to the wind blow Down comes the night Run in the shadows Damn your love Damn your lies Break the silence Damn the dark Damn the light And if You don't love me now You will never love me again I can still hear you saying You would never break the chain.

What Is Your Life Path #?
Your Life Path Number is 3 Your purpose in life is to express your unique self. You are a creative and artistic person with an interesting view on life. Witty and outgoing, you enjoy sharing your crazy ideas with anyone who will listen. A total social butterfly, you're the life of any party. In love, you inspire and enchant your partner. You are often an object of fantasy and desire. While you are very talented, you sometimes lack the ambition to put your talents in play. And while your wit carries you a long way, you occasionally use it to mask your true feelings. Your natural abilities can bring you all the success in the world ... if you let themWhat Is Your Life Path Number?

Magic Of Love
The Magic Of Love Love is like magic And it always will be. For love still remains Life's sweet mystery!! Love works in ways That are wondrous and strange And there's nothing in life That love cannot change!! Love can transform The most commonplace Into beauty and splendor And sweetness and grace. Love is unselfish, Understanding and kind, For it sees with its heart And not with its mind!! Love is the answer That everyone seeks... Love is the language, That every heart speaks. Love can't be bought, It is priceless and free, Love, like pure magic, Is life's sweet mystery!!

Sleeping Habits
well, lately i have actually been sleeping, but now, i am waking up at weird times at night. like few nights ago i woke up at 1:11 am, 2:22 am, 3:33 am, and then fianlly slept until my husband got up for work at 5:30 and, and then went back to bed. just the other night i woke up at 1:11 am, 2:12 am, and 3:13 am. then again slept through the night until my hubby got up for work at 5:30 am. i wonder if its a way that my body is preparing me to wake up every hour when our son is born or if my body is just being weird. but i think ill be fine.

Cold-hearted - Paula Abdul
He's a cold-hearted snake Look into his eyes Oh ohhh He's been tellin' lies He's a lover boy at play He don't play by rules Oh oh Girl don't play the fool--no You're the one givin' up the love Anytime he needs it But you turn your back and then he's off and runnin' with the crowd You're the one to sacrifice Anything to please him Do you really think he thinks about you when he's out He's a cold-hearted snake Look into his eyes Oh ohhh He's been tellin' lies He's a lover boy at play He don't play by rules Oh oh oh Girl don't play the fool--no It was only late last night He was out there sneakin' Then he called you up to check that you were waiting by the phone All the world's a candy store He's been trick or treatin' When it comes to true love girl with him there's no one home He's a cold-hearted snake Look into his eyes Oh ohh He's been tellin' lies He's a lover boy at play He don't play by rules Oh oh oh Girl don't play the fool--no Yo

Cleaning Up About Me Profile
Moving this here to make the profile easier to read You're a Guardian! You're known among your friends as a pillar ofstrength-- and to you that is the highestcompliment you could get from them. You spendyour life helping others by watching out forthem. Sometimes you might get taken forgranted for all you do, but if someone needsyou, they can count on you to be there. What type of person are you? (with pics) brought to you by Quizilla interpretive *~ What kind of dreamer are you? ~* brought to you by Quizilla Dark magician. You love the dark because of it'sbeauty and just the life that no-one else sees.Mysterious, calm, quiet... But that doesn'tmean you're not friendly! Please rate ^^ What kind of dark person are you? brought to you by Quizilla FROZEN QUEEN/ KING You dont want love to come through to you. You likeit the way you are. To be unreachable, no needto show feelings. Hiding everything inside you.You are already used to it. You say yourselfthat yo

Please Vote For Me
im in the sexiest man with long hair contest. i have several views in my profile. and several votes. come by and check me out and please leave a vote for my pic. just click on the pic below to get to the site to vote for me. thanks again all thanks moparman1124

Halloween Product Contributes To A Real-life Horror
A Tangled Web: Halloween Product Contributes to a Real-Life Horror September 30, 2005 By Brian Sodergren Patricia Wallace's house on Long Island, New York looks like many others this time of the year: outfitted with the spooky Halloween decorations that seem as harmless and common as cobwebs in the basement. Only now, Wallace associates these commercially sold frights with a true horror: the death of her cat, Tabitha. One October day in 2003, Wallace's one-and-a-half year old cat ate some fake sinewy cobwebs that were stretched across the homeowner's bay window. Like something out of a bad horror flick, the bogus spider web ensnared a very real victim: Tabitha's intestines became clogged after consuming the synthetic product. 7 Essential Halloween Pet Tips · Click here to watch the video. 1 Keep pets safely inside, away from trick-or-treaters and other Halloween activities. 2 Cats, especially black ones, may be the target of pranksters. Keep cats

What Is A Sister In Collar?
What is a sister in Collar? June 29, 2006 Wow, the term encompasses so much. I suppose one would have to know basically what it means to "be in Collar" first. For me, a big part of wearing His Collar is trust. Aside from the pleasure/pain aspect of the sexual side of the relationship, trust is a big part ofwearing the Collar. I wear the Collar 24/7 (well, minus an hour or so when I am taking a bath), it is a constant reminder of the trust I have placed in my Masters hands. I literally trust Him with my life. I have willingly given Him many things that most people take for granted in their own lives. One example is the ability to orgasm. He is the only one allowed to share my word that triggers my orgasms, and I have to trust that he will not abuse the word, nor give it to someone who would. Granted, that might or might not seem tame to people, but there are times where I literally place my life in His hands. Being tied up, asphyxiation, edge play (knives), for example, ar

Straight Up - Paula Abdul
Lost in a dream I don't know which way to go A-let me say, if you are all that you seem Then, baby, I'm movin' way too slow I've been fooled before Wouldn't like to get my love Caught in the slammin' door How about some information, please? (Chorus:) Straight up, now tell me Do you really wanna love me forever Oh, oh, oh Or am I caught in a hit-and-run? Straight up, now tell me Is it gonna be you and me together Oh, oh, oh Or are you just havin' fun? Time's standing still Waiting for some small clue A-let me tell you now, I keep getting chills When I think your love is true I've been fooled before Wouldn't like to get my love Caught in the slammin' door How about some information, please? (Repeat chorus) (Bridge 1:) You are so hard to read You play hide-and-seek With your true intentions If you're only playin' games I'll just have to say A b-b-b-bye, b-b-b-bye (Bridge 2:) Do, do you love me? (Do, do you love me, baby?) Do, do you love me?

Opposites Attract - Paula Abdul
Baby seems we never ever agree You like the movies And I like T.V. I take things serious And you take 'em light I go to bed early And I party all night Our friends are sayin' We ain't gonna last Cuz I move slowly And baby I'm fast I like it quiet And I love to shout But when we get together It just all work out I take-2 steps forward I take-2 steps back We come together Cuz opposites attract And you know-it ain't fiction Just a natural fact We come together Cuz opposites attract Who'd a thought we could be lovers She makes the bed And steals the covers She likes it neat And he makes a mess I take it easy Baby I get obsessed She's got the money And he's always broke I don't like cigarettes And I like to smoke Things in common Just ain't a one But when we get together We have nothin' but fun I take-2 steps forward I take-2 steps back We come together Cuz opposites attract And you know-it ain't fiction Just a natural fact We come together

Pit Of Love
The Love we shared was as real as the "i love you" you spoke nothing but a candyland fairytale of what we always hoped your i love you's held me close at night when i felt so alone and forgotten your kisses felt like hot apple cider on a cold winters day your hugs made me feel complete with you presed up against me then you took it all away... my world.. my life... my everything... the butterflie's i got when i saw you turned into a knot that went up to my throat. the only person who i have loved so much that i spilled tears over turned into someone i hate yet i still love you my life was you my strength was you my dreams were you you brought a sweetness to my life... you knew my weakness's, my faults, my temper. now your a knife in my back... a bullet in my heart.. bleeding i lay here... my blood spillling on your photo of us.. crying my tears of hate and sobs of love.. my breakdown this time will be my final goodbye i wish you enough.. enough love to hate en

Snake Pit Of Self
deep in this snake pit of you i find myself staring back at me all i hate, is a mirror to my soul reflecting my fears, my thoughts, my death... consuming my soul as a fire would consume a forrest. you take me away... but you are nothing more then me. nothing more then a shallow image of what i once was. a shell of sacrifice i laid down years ago... you are no longer a cool breeze on a summers day or a glass of water in the desert. you are now the weight that pins me down. never knowing when i will see you i close my eye's when i pass refelctions in fear that you might reappear, like today. but i see you. i look in your eye's. my eye's. i see the faults. the flaws. the fear. but now i see what i am supposed to see. my past is no more. my fears are far behind me. my flaws and faults are what define me. so as i lay here in this snake pit i find myself... not staring back at me...but i find myself within myself... and i am not afraid......

Fait Accompli
Fait Accompli | Mar 7 2006 1:36pm Charcoal silk whispers tenderly, Skin caressed by it's cool gossamer threads, Emerald eyes closing in graceful pleasure, Her heart beats in expected revelry. Charcoal threads tighten convulsively, A moment of fear races through her mind, Nude and vulnerable she lies in wait, Silence, deafening, breathing unsteady. She feels his warmth, with its silent plea, Whispers in the darknenss as shadows fall, The sweet smell of jasmine dances to her, A cold breeze, she shivers uncomfortably. A promise of trust and love given free, Silver glinting as candlelight flickers, Titilating the pale ivory flesh, Leaving striations that become rosy. Ensiform steel caresses gently, As memories are lovingly replaced, Tears well up and are quickly kissed away, Her fears are now conquered, fait accompli. The blade reaching deeper leaving a line of deep ruby. A cry of suprise, her eyes seek his, Seeing love staring back, accepting fate, T

Welcome To My Blog.
I am a no-nonsence kind of woman. I like younger guys,because they can appreciate a hot milf. I'm not stupid so don't try to insult me by underestimating my intelligence. I'm very sexual,and passionate. I'm not afraid to speak my mind,and don't care what other people think of me. There's only room for one in the coffin at the end of all this,so who cares.... I'm a scorpio,so don't cross me or you might get stung. I have a big heart,but don't confuse my kindness for weakness. Serious replys only.

Is It Ok To Cry Now?
ok, my mom just found out like a few days ago that my ex bf's mom (my sis's new best friend's mom cuz my ex bf has a younger sis my sis's age) is wiccan cuz julia (my sis's friend) invited my sis to a retreat thing the family does/goes to. julia i guess had given my sis a magazine about wat they do and it said something like "the earth's religion" or something and my mom read it in a disgusted tone. i asked wat it was and she showed me. we got into a discussion (sorta) and she told me that maria had said that julia's mom was a witch. it was the way she said it tho...she said it as if she hated them and like she would excommunicate anyone who was a wiccan. i turned around and said "ooo and u follow jesus who's dead!" we dropped it until the next day. the next day i asked wat my mom had decided and she said julia was sleeping over all weekend (whee...?) and i said that was cool. mom said that julia seemed like a nice girl even tho her mom was a witch. it's the way she doesnt e

Which 1 Is Better?
One, two, Dustin's coming for you! Three, four, better not lock your door! Five, six, Better give me a kiss! Seven, eight, better stay up late! Nine, ten, you'll never sleep again! or the original One, two, Freddy's coming for you! Three, four, better lock your door! Five, six, grab your crucifix! Seven, eight, better stay up late! Nine, ten, you'll never sleep again!

Fridays Game
GAME ON FRIDAY!!! im going to get so much shit... i have to wear the uniform to skol that day... but i look hotter... cuz i got a smaller size skirt so it fits better and i just ordered new cloths out of a mag. i am so proud... i had to call the store thing cuz i am too small for the sizing... lol im so happy!!!!

Making Love By Candlelight Part 1
The day was long and dull i have to urge the simulate my lady tonight so i leave her messages on her to reach me but when she just home she gonna plz me, the wine the roses the candles are in place all thats missin is thy true loves bliss, i hear the rattles of key by the door i rushes off crawling on the floor the door opens and i dim the lights see walks into the house with delight candlelight thru the house hangin by the door is a rose with a note sealed with a kiss follow these clues to me u should not miss close your eyes and follow ur nose to the kitchen is more of ur rose.. now as u open there another note with say..keep and open mind and make your way upstairs you take ur shoes off and walk slowly upstair u smell sweet fragrances and see rose pedals on the floor leading your to the bedroom at your heart start to race and you open the door slowly take a peek inside to see if there more for thee, sounds of romanctic music fills the room and the scent of ur favourtie purfume i won

So The Week Is Almost Done!!!
yet another work week from hell....i really cant take much more of working there...and i wont soon enough!!! im looking forward to this move and to be there with my baby!!! only thing that keeps me sane while at work, is thinking about being home with you baby!!!

Mile High Club Failure
Mile-High Club Failure 1994 Darwin Award Nominee Confirmed True by Darwin (23 December 1991, Florida) This account of an aircraft accident is quoted directly from the National Transportation Safety Board report, with comments added in [brackets] for clarity. Aircraft: PIPER PA-34-200T, Registration: N47506 Injuries: 2 Fatal. The private pilot and a pilot rated passenger [two pilots] were going to practice simulated instrument flight. Witnesses observed the airplane's right wing fail in a dive and crash. Examination of the wreckage and bodies revealed that both occupants were partially clothed and the front right seat was in the full aft reclining position. [The pilots had converted the co-pilot seat to a bed.] Neither body showed evidence of seatbelts or shoulder harnesses being worn. [They were lying on the bed.] Examination of the individuals' clothing revealed no evidence of ripping or distress to the zippers and belts. [Their lack of clothing seemed to be voluntary.] T

No Booze For Me
So here I am at this online 'bar'. In reality, I don't drink. I will drink a glass of wine if I need to try and put myself to sleep~ or at Communion (lol)~ but I surely don't hang out in any bars. Not the kinds any of these LC folks seem to go to anyway. I guess it's alright, it is after all- only 'virtual'.

The Night
The Night Her blacken cape covers me from the frights of the light which tortures me, the cape shields me, my sleep frees me, the bitter hate of the light crushes my soul, but her cape releases me to help regain my sanity. Her beauty surpasses all that I know, her sparkling eyes, her long silken black hair, waves in the hollowing wind. Her absence of light makes me happy for the short time I'm with her, but I must leave her, for my body and soul are bond to this thing call reality. The vision of her I see most frequently, in her slender black dress, silently walking towards me. That silents is our music as we dance in our fantasy, until the light takes her away from me, but yet she escapes to see me and the light always recaptures her. The light brings me pain and misery. For he takes my only pleasure, thus we are cursed never be together in reality. For she is the night. by doragon herutsu

People Being Lazy...
Hey everyone has a right to be lazy, but damn! I work with a few people and it pisses me off that I'm working my ass off and these people just fucking sit there and stare into space... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH... Anyway, i needed to let out a scream and get it off my chest... thanks for viewing! Poohbear!

Dear Sapphire
I ____ you. You have a nice______. You make me ____. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me =________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. We could _____ under the stars. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______.) REPOST THIS "DEAR (YOUR NAME)" AND SEE WHAT ANSWERS YOU GET... this lots of fun! and you can really make someone's day

Ever Have One Of "those Nights"?
:( I'm having one now...kinda got my feelings hurt tonight (and I know it was meant as a joke so it's ok..really) just depressed about life and I hate feeling like I'm all alone :( Sorry to be such a downer, it's just one of those nights.

Life & Love
It's been such a long time that I've been able to smile a real smile.My wonderful son will be coming home tomorrow.Karen came by for a few mins tonight. Was glad to see her.Tried to warn her about all hardships that lay ahead.Sara is one of a kind...I mean that in many ways.With all her problems you can't help but love her & yet it makes one wonder how a six yr old could be so negative.Kimmi is doing so great in school/She's one of the four best bulldogs of the month.Bless her heart she's giving up a night with her teacher to ge out with her best friend to Chucky's Cheese in Greensboro tomorrow night.......For those of you that ask(What am I looking for on this site?)My answer is simple friends.Not into the games that I've seen played with hearts or minds.Those of you that have ask if I am seeing anyone.The answer is NO.Those that ask if I am in love with anyone .The answer is YES but still not seeing even that person. With working ,college,raising the kids I don't really care to find

:d
I stole this from someone who stole it from someone else. [ ] I am shorter than 5'4. [x] I think I'm ugly sometimes. [x] I have many scars. [ ] I tan easily. [x] I wish my hair was a different color. [x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. [ ] I have a tattoo. [x] I am self-conscious about my appearance. [ ] have/I've had braces. [ ] wear glasses. [ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 safe, free of cost, and scar-free. [x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. [x] I have more than 2 piercings. [x] I have piercings in places besides my ears. [ ] I have freckles. Family/Home Life [x] I've sworn at my parents. [ ] I've run away from home. [ ] I've been kicked out of the house. [ ] My biological parents are together. [ ] I have a sibling less than one year old. [ ] I want to have kids someday. [ ] I've had children. School/Work [x] I'm in school/university [ ] I have a job. [ ] I've fallen asleep at work/

Death
Tonight I have experienced a very sad event not only to my life but to alot of my other friends lifes also. Tonight 2 of my friends got in a car accadent one died and the other is in critical condition. If you have a good heart you will keep the familys in your prayers. Thank you

This Isn't A Poem Or A Lyric But Whatever.
Stolen from Heather, of course: Pointless shit about me. [ ] I am shorter than 5'4. [x] I think I'm ugly sometimes. [x] I have many scars. [x] I tan easily. [x] I wish my hair was a different color. [ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. [ ] I have a tattoo. [x] I am self-conscious about my appearance. [x] have/I've had braces. [ ] wear glasses. [ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 safe, free of cost, and scar-free. [ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. [ ] I have more than 2 piercings. [ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears. [x] I have freckles. Family/Home Life [x] I've sworn at my parents. [ ] I've run away from home. [ ] I've been kicked out of the house. [ ] My biological parents are together. [ ] I have a sibling less than one year old. [ ] I want to have kids someday. [ ] I've had children. School/Work [x] I'm in school/university [x] I have a job. [x] I've fallen asleep at work/sc

Kindergarten..101
all i really need to know about how to live and what to do and how to be a i learned in kingergarten. wisdon was not at the top of the graduate school mountain but there in the sandpile at sunday school. These are the things i learned: share everything play fair dont hit people put things back where you found them clean up your own mess dont take things that arent yours say your sorry when you hurt somebody wash you hands before you eat flush warm cookies and milk are good for you live a balanced life--learn some and think some and draw and paint and sing and dance and play and work every day some. take a nap every afternoon when you go out into the world watch out for traffic, hold hands, and stick together be aware of wonder...remember the little seed in the styrofoam cup ....the roots go down and the plant goes up and nobody really knows how or why, but we are all like that goldfish and hamsters and white mice and even the little seed in the styrofoam c

Surrender©
I await in my room. The room has been made dark and cool. The only sound is the quiet hum of the air conditioner. I have commanded,will she obey? Even with being in control,my breath quickens when I hear the light rapping on the door. I open the door, revealing the woman that has hunted my dreams and inflamed my passion. I allow her into my world. She is now my prey. I breathe her in as she slowly passes into our playroom beyond. My eyes are not slow to react,and ravage her curves as she glides to a stop in the middle of the room. As earlier informed, she was to wear simple,yet accessible clothing. There is to be no eye contact. I slowly walk up behind her,having yet to make eye contact. She quivers slightly as I close in,getting ever closer. Feeling my body heat right behind her,she anticipates the first of what she knows will be many touches. Again I breathe her in,capturing her scent. I slowly remove the hair from her shoulders,to reveal a small decoration,a butterfly. The perfect p

More Stuff
Steve came by tonight and got some more of his stuff. He is slowly getting it all. I am starting to miss him bad, but I know I am better off. One day I will realize that and then I will be over him for good maybe.

Darts Anyone, (my Latest And On My Main Page)
Since my last relationship ended, I've taken up a new hobby, darts. Well, it's not new actually, I used to play quite a bit but just drifted away from it over the past five or six years. Wednesday night, around seven is the tournament I usually play. Last Wednesday night, I was running late and got there just in time to sign in and pay my five bucks. I grabbed a beer and looked around for a place to sit. Usually I sit with a group of friends, but tonight there were already nine people around a table designed for six, so I decided to find another place. The only available seat was a table for two against the back wall, between the jukebox and a cardboard cut out of some country western singer selling beer. With a shrug I walked over and sat down. As I opened my dart case and assembled my darts, I thought, at least the speakers on the jukebox itself were off. Looking around, I had a pretty good view of the boards between the rows of tables in front of me. Not a bad spot all thin

Dead For Sure..the First Verses
I've got too much on my plate I've got too much anger and hate I've got to get out of this place I've got to get my mind erased I need to clean my fuckin slate This time maybe I'll play it safe No more bullshit that I can't take No more time to sit and wait There's nothin left to live for My actions I control no more I'm frozen to this cold hard floor Inside I'm dead, I know for sure If I were to disappear Nobody here would fuckin care End my life of dumb depair I run to the end but get nowhere In the barrel two bullets remain If I die, was I insane If I'm alive should I try again These fuckin thoughts, when will they end There's nothin left to live for My actions I control no more I'm frozen to this cold hard floor Inside I'm dead, I know for sure As I sit here deprived of thought Forgetting all these things I've thought No emotions just as I'd thought Contemplating my thoughtless thoughts Alone in my zone my soul posessed I can't comprehend

Dare You
Andrea was recommended as "just your type", "great company" and my personal favourite "perfect for you". So as you can imagine, I was already not in favour of a blind date. Don't get me wrong I have no problems with dating just my friend's tastes in women for me. I only went in the end to save having to put up with the nagging and questioning any longer. I caved in other words. We met in a pub. None of the flower in the lapel or copy of newspaper open on page 3 nonsense. Just me, a table in the corner and a pint. To this day now I can close my eyes and remember Andrea walking into the pub and to my table. Her long red hair bouncing in time with her steps. Her chest looking so inviting under her tight top. Andrea was wearing a long skirt that dropped to well past her knees. A tight figure revealing top that showed her curves and dipped at the front to show just enough cleavage to get a man interested but not so much as to tell you all about it. It was a nice summers eveni

Disaster Day
i sware you kept going through my head. its crazy that think about your face, smiling when we had love in that 1 place. its too much to take, cause so much was at stake. we fought but i tried to solve, but you kept going putting other ppl involved. Please let me be, let me be free. im willing to walk that 1 mile, so for now on i can always smile. so i hope you learn ur lesson, Cause i see you in deep depression. when you said you love the way i sing, i knew then and there to give you that ring. when you said yes it fit it was your size, i told her from this day it will be suprise. but it died as i hear the tick of the clock, going through my heart like rocks.

Haha
so like im listening to this song and yeah its how i feel sometimes :) Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh Check it out Going out On the late night Looking tight Feeling nice It's a fucking fight I can tell I just know That it's going down Tonight At the door we don't wait cause we know them At the bar six shots just beginning That's when ? put his hands on me But you see I'm not here for your entertainment You don't really want to mess with me tonight Just stop and take a second I was fine before you walked into my life Cause you know it's over Before it began Keep your drink just give me the money It's just you and your hand tonight Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh Midnight I'm drunk I don't give a fuck Wanna dance By myself Guess you're outta luck Don't touch Back up I'm not the one Alright Listen up it's just not happening You can say what you want to your boyfriends Just let me have my fun tonight

Enter Your Pet!!
ok i'm doing it!!!! send me your cutest pet pic u want me to rip to enter in the LC CUTEST PET!! one pet per photo you cant enter more than one pet can not be photoshopped no blasts or sticky bulletins to get votes 1st 2nd and 3rd place wins LC gift Let's get this started!!! PLEASE REPOST begins friday at 12 am central

Coming Up
My absolute favorite time of year is coming up! HALLOWEEN is my most favorite time of year! Its one of the few things I look forward too... My 21st birthday is the next day! If you really wanna make my day, my week or my month!!! Make sure to leave me a comment around then or start flooding me with halloween based comments! That would make my day super super super!

Yet Another Tragedy
There has been another school shooting here in Co. It's tragic anywhere really. It's just a huge tragedy when terrible things like this happen. It's not fair when young people die because of the evil in others. Sick fucking bastards.

Forever You And Me
My heart sees What my mind cannot. I'm trying to believe, But my mind will not. In my heart you have planted the seed, And in my heart it will grow, And in my life it will show What you mean to me, What you are to me. Forever I will believe in you and me, And in my heart and mind... You will forever be.

Our First 3sum
mfm 3sums some say why share your wife i say its all about haveing great sex there nothing like the feeling of seeing your wife getting axactly what she diserves ok here we go one night she said hey lets play tonight so we had a freind over we had a fe drinks then i went to the rest room when o returnd they were both naked on the bed rubbing caressing suckiung licking at that piont i could have jumped right in but i stood the in awww it looked so great the sounds comming from her she was so enjoying her self then at that moment my cock was hard as a rock she looked up and motiond for me to join in i was like hell yeh i jumped on the bed he was licking her wet pussy she was sucking my throbing cock i was rubbing and licking her hard nipples they were so hard you could cut gless her hips we moving i saw she just couldnt wait to have a cock in her hot pussy it was so wet then we switched i was licking her she tasted so good i placed both hands under her ass so i could pull her pus

Jelly Bean
You Are a Cinnamon Jelly Bean Sassy and bold, your behavior is often shocking - even to those who know you well. And while you're too hot to handle, people still are addicted to you. What Flavor Jelly Bean Are You?

Going On 30
well only 9 days till im 30 i cant believe time goes by so fast its crazy i hear after 30 it goes faster then ever lol well at least i look young for my age i guess thats a good thing lol im holding on to the last few days of my 20's lol

What City?
You Are Austin A little bit country, a little bit rock and roll. You're totally weird and very proud of it. Artistic and freaky, you still seem to fit in... in your own strange way. Famous Austin residents: Lance Armstrong, Sandra Bullock, Andy Roddick What American City Are You?

Music
"She said there is no reason and the truth is plain to see But I wandered through my playing cards I would not let her be oh oh yeah one of sixteen vestel virgins that were leaving for the coast And though my eyes were open they may as well have just been closed" Neil Young This is probable one of the most powerful songs I have heard in a long time. I dont care for Neils voice, but fuck can he paint a picture with words. Zakk Wylde remade this song with only piano. I like that one better. The mood is somber and reflective. And it forces you to look at yourself. How amazing is that! I wish I could write like that. Music. I love music. I have this really spiritual connection to it. Especially those guitar solos that..you know, move mountains. Or even that one note that makes your soul cry. lots of music can do that for me. Could be the bluesy raspy voice of Warren Haynes from Gov't Mule/Allman Brothers. Or a lick from Santana. Maybe its one note from David Gilmoure, or

Flirting
You Are a Coy Flirt You may not seem like you're flirting, but you know exactly what you're doing. You draw people in, very calculatingly, without them even knowing. Subtle and understated, you know how to best leverage your sex appeal. A sexy enigma, you easily become an object of obsession. What Kind of Flirt Are You?

Ooh,75%stoner
You are 75% stoner You are a fairly regular stoner. You are probably the kid who is always smoking up at the back corner of the parking lot of your high school. You like experimenting with other stuff – although you are too clever to really get addicted to anything. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Men Confuse Me
you know what i dont get , why men cant make a simple decision .and when they do make a decison its wrong or they change their mind and go back to the usual " i dont know what i want to do" i would rather someone say i never want to see you again then say i dont knwo why do guys do this?

Tribute To My Father
~~~~~ TRIBUTE TO MY FATHER ~~~~~ HE WAS MY HERO YOU ARE THE WIND BENEATH MY WINGS We have given them wings to soarbut their spirit remains... Like the Eternal Flame their memory lights our life forever THE DANCE BY GARTH BROOKS Looking back on the memory of The dance we shared 'neath the stars alone For a moment all the world was right How could I have known that you'd ever say goodbye And now I'm glad I didn't know The way it all would end the way it all would go Our lives are better left to chance I could have missed the pain But I'd of had to miss the dance Holding you I held everything For a moment wasn't I a king But if I'd only known how the king would fall Hey who's to say you know I might have chanced it all And now I'm glad I didn't know The way it all would end the way it all would go Our lives are better left to chance I could have missed the pain But I'd of had to miss the dance Yes my life is b

Iq Test
Your IQ Is 90 Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average Your Verbal Intelligence is Above Average Your Mathematical Intelligence is Above Average Your General Knowledge is Average A Quick and Dirty IQ Test

Here Is A Deal For Anyone Wanting To Do It.
If you make me a fan sign to put on my profile then I will put your link on my profile so everyone that goes to my page can check your profile out as well...let me know. BisexualVampyre

Just Some Poetry I've Been Workin On
COMFORT ZONE Sitting alone on the bleechers, She wants to cry, She has no friends, Listening to people screaming all around, Laughter and friends, Dies down in the background, The event ends as quickly as it started, She walks out, Runs to her last two classes, Nervous as hell, Stands infront of a big crowd, Presentations are due, Waiting to screw it up, She starts and finishes as quickly as she came, A stranger says they like her accent, But they don't know its not an accent, Its real, She trys not to stand out so she stops talking, Afraid of being teased, Hoping to only find relief, The fears there, Shes scared, Wanting to get out of there, She starts thinking about death to end the misery from within, The bell rings, Running for the door, Back to her home, Her comfort zone. __________________________________________ When Love Isn't Blind Love, Its the way you look at each other, Its in your touch, It isn't to be

Star
At the end of the meeting this morning, assistant manager Norman piped up - "oh yeah, Ian's been nominated for a Shining Star." Everyone looked at me and applause broke out. I think it entails that my name is written on a star-shaped piece of paper and stuck up on the wall. I don't know what I did to be nominated, or who nominated me. While I appreciate the congratulations that I received all day, a pay raise would ultimately be much more useful than a piece of paper or a pin. Can I make a trade, perhaps?

Least In Sight
just letting all my friends know i'm sorry i haven't been around as much but i've been having some medical issues. well after tests everyday for the last week and a half all they know is my kidney is enlarged and i have to have more tests to find out why. gotta luv doctors. anyways, i'm hoping to find something out soon so they can fix it so i'm back to my old self. ~hugs~chrissy~

This Is My Girl Version Of Chris Brown's "ya Man Ain't Me" I Know It Sucks
heres the female version of chris brown's "your man ain't me" ...send me comments and let me know what u think cause i think it kinda sucks boy, i know that you be actin' like your that player type, like they can't breathe without you, and you so cocky thinking that its true, bet you be treatin' them kind of cold always gotta go with your rules,like your the only one buyin them jews, but i know that you didn't count on, me comin round tellin them whats goin downgiving them things to think about cause i know what your all aboutsince your not steppin up, don't you think you oughta give it up cause your not worth a dime stop playin,i know you got it made but this isn't okay i can see your loving what your gettin' i want them to see just how much of this is true cause your that kind of guy, you can't even get a job, thats the reason why all the girls sneak out,in the middle of the night,i gave them a ride, boy, i know that you be wishin' you were that player type, and they

For Those Who Missed The Bulletin
OK everyone, I've been going through a rough time so I'm going to be leaving on Sunday to head down to the beach. I'm not taking my laptop, but will have my cell, so feel free to call & cheer my ass up!! lol I don't know when I'll be back so please don't forget about me. Just gonna go get some "me time". Luv, peace & axle grease, Jenna

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

I May Die Tonight Heheh
well today is my death day lol ...i figured out how to turn my bass back on on my cd player cause everyone kept turnin it off and down because i have to have it full blast at all times but anywayz after i turned it back on my mother decided she was about to kill me and to make her want to kill me more i kept turnin it up louder when she'd turn it down ...finally she took my remote and put it outside well right now its only on 15 and thumpin pretty hard so any sec now she's gonna be comin up here to either kill me or steal the remote again .......anywayz i just turned 21 a few days ago and i've been to the bar twice...first night i got smashed and my mom let kent drive us all home(he's my cuz's husband and a terrible driver even when he's sober lol) ....my cuz angel decided to take a piss in the parkin lot right infront of everyone ....then she kept grabbin me and moms boobs and god we have no idea why ..she's freaky...then she was like "i'mma get us some free drinks" so she sat at the

Choices
Choices If you can't talk,sing,if you can't walk,jump,if you can't live,love...Nothing comes from nothing,hopes can't fly if you don't give them wings,imagination can't soar if you have it locked up.A singer must learn to speak,And a runner to walk,but once it's mastered,anything is possable.But what will happen?When you take your flight?Will you fall?Will your wings break?Or will you fly to a new horizon?It's up to you.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Need Help
Hey everyone whats up just here to inform u that my girl is in a "BEST ASS" contest. Please show ur support ill return the favor and she will too. im gonna be keepin an eye on who viewed so i can get the ratings back to u. It would be nice if u could rate and comment. The more the better. Here is da link http://lostcherry.com/viewimage.php?u=111218&albumid=62764&i=235854040

U Spawned Them U Handle Them!
*shakes head*..you know the decision to have children is a definite right of choice to anyone with functioning reproductive organs..but shouldnt there be this fucking law written somewhere that states:If you have children..and you foolishly decide to take them into public..you must beat them into submission if they refuse to act up?..I mean COME THE FUCK ON..*breathes* Ok I am not this child abuse advocate..infact those who know me WELL know I am very caring and loving to children..*grins*..but there has been this transformation to society that has appeared in my eyes..its the reversal of roles..the switching of titles..the bizzaro world of discipline..let me explain. Maybe I was asleep..lord knows I do sleep at times..maybe I was paying little to no attention to the world when this happened..*stares*..but WHEN the fuck did parents become the lesser of authority figures to their children..case and point coming up: I was in Food Lion..yes I know that was my first mistake..that

Haha.
Okay im listening to music i havent heard in a very long time. Haha I remember listening to this stuff in like highschool. Yeah Yeah i know which wasnt that long ago. Shit like Shaggy-Wasnt me And the fucking spice girls lmao. I need mental help. lmao

What Is The World Coming Too....
Today I sat and watched the news for hours as a hostage standoff went on in Colorado yet again. There is a fight between muslims and christians.... and everyone asks for a maricle. How can we sit and say that we are fighting a war on terror when we can't even protect our own children. I was sitting down with my family the other night having a discussion about the reasons that we are over in Iraq. It is funny that I see things in a completely different light, then my family. Maybe it is because I am one of the ones that stands behind the weapon, that I serve my country. Listen this is for all those that have never served their country. We, The Soldiers, are doing what it is that we are trained to do. We signed a contract to serve, even unto death, this country, its freedoms, and yes even our President. I know that many do not agree with decisions made by our government, but think about the position that the President, Congress, Senate, even the Leaders of our Armed Services are in.

Verizon .. New Customer Service
Upon my DSL fawkin up Yet again .. I called Verizon for some Tech Support .. they should have my number on all of their Cubby's by now .. waiting on my next call .. But as usual I had to go thru the Entire List of What to do in case of Tech Problems Via an Automated voice .. Press one if you have Windows XP .. Press two if Youve got a Mac .. Press three if Your on the librarys Computer .. and Press four if Youve Given up hope of ever speaking to an Actual person ...Well After all of my Pressing numbers I finally got someone .. who was speaking so soft I had to keep on with Excuse me Sir ??? and Could you say that again Please ... The normal Im tryin to be nice so you dont Spit in on my Cheesburger type of polite ...So .. after doing all he said Type 1234567890.. into the address bar .. Yes Maam I said Type .. 1234567890 . Excuse me ? did you say.. ......... Ok .. we get there .. reboot my Modem ..Then my Computer once the dsl light stays solid . Yayyyy we've got Power ..*Cheers now com

I Don't Know Why
I don't know why I am still in love with him. It's been so long. Am I crazy? Is there a reason I am still always thinking of him, always wanting him? He's the only man from a past relationship that I can't get over. I still wonder if we are supposed to be together sometime in the future. I don't know for certain though. I am trying to figure all of this out. I have been seeking answers from the Lord and so far haven't gotten anywhere. I don't know when I'll get the answer, but I hope it's soon. My love is so strong for him that it just about consumes my everything.

Wrote September 27th 2006....
Song - Full Of By: Danny-Bob Dude Have you ever thought you were about to die Or you were dead When you saw your whole life flashed before your eyes? This world is full of memory Full of hate Full of anger Full of pain It cursed us and drove us insane We are having this war inside our heads We leave none alive So bring your pretty face to my ax There will be no comfort for you No comfort to ease the pain such as this This world is full of memory Full of hate Full of anger Full of pain It cursed us and drove us insane But you will linger on in the darkness As nightfall in winter that comes without a star without the moon Here you will dwell Bound to your grief under the fading earth Until the world has changed And the long years are utterly spent This world is full of memory Full of hate Full of anger Full of pain It cursed us and drove us insane There is nothing for you here Only death This is your path You took your chance

The System Sucks
i was in foster care for 18 years of which i was not prepared for anything except failure. Most the homes i was placed in were terrible to say the least. Why do we still allow ourselves to subject the future to such a heinous atmosphere? and what steps can we take to change this?

Got Your Back
I AM A SMALL PRECIOUS CHILD. MY DAD'S BEEN SENT TO FIGHT, THE ONLY PLACE I'LL SEE HIS FACE, IS IN MY DREAMS AT NIGHT. HE WILL BE GONE TOO MANY DAYS FOR MY YOUNG MIND TO KEEP TRACK, I MAY BE SAD, BUT I AM PROUD, MY DADDY'S GOT YOUR BACK. I AM A CARING MOTHER, MY SON HAS GONE TO WAR, MY MIND IS FILLED WITH WORRIES THAT I HAVE NEVER KNOWN BEFORE. EVERYDAY I TRY TO KEEP MY THOUGHTS FROM TURNING BLACK, I MAY BE SCARED,BUT I AM PROUD, MY SON HAS GOT YOUR BACK. I AM A STRONG AND LOVING WIFE, WITH MY HUSBAND SOON TO GO, THERE ARE TIMES I'M TERRIFIED, IN A WAY MOST NEVER KNOW. I BITE MY LIP, AND FORCE A SMILE AS I WATCH MY HUSBAND PACK. MY HEART MAY BREAK, BUT I AM PROUD, MY HUSBAND GOT YOUR BACK. I AM A SOLDIER, A SAILOR, A MARINE, AN AIRMAN SERVING PROUDLY, STANDING TALL, I FIGHT FOR FREEDOM, YOURS AND MINE, BY ANSWERING THIS CALL. I DO MY JOB KNOWING, THE THANKS IT SOMETIMES LACKS, SAY A PRAYER THAT I'LL COME HOME, IT'S ME WHOSE GOT YOUR BACK.

Do You Really Want To Know The Truth?
It came up in a conversation today that men dont tell woman what they really want they have a hidden agenda of sorts. But do woman really want to know what men want? And why is it that when men do tell woman what they want they get all fussy i mean you cant expect them to say what you want to hear can u?

Invocation Of The Elements
Invocation of the Elements Air, Fire, Water, Earth Elements of Astral Brith. I call you now: Attend to me! In the circle rightly cast. Safe from psychic curse or blast. I call you now: Attend to me! From cave, desert, sea or hill. By the Wand, Blade, Cup or Pentacle. I call you now: Attend to me! This is my will, so mote is Be!

Shout Outs
I wanted to give a shoutout to some people who have really been there for me when i needed someone. Melissa is always there.... Melissa@ LostCherry Penny for talking sense into me like always... JadEz@ LostCherry Robert.....The biggest sweetheart.....Love ya MasterslaveTrainer@ LostCherry Tron for always being concerned...... ~~TRON~~@ LostCherry

14 Ways To Get The Girl
how to make a girl fall for you...... 1. Hugs from behind. 2. Grab her hand when y'all walk next to each other. 3. When standing, wrap your arms around her. 4. Cuddle with her. 5. DON'T FORCE HER TO DO ANYTHING. 6. Write little notes. 7. Compliment her honestly. 8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible. 9. Be super sweet you her. 10. Pick her over your friends...no matter what. Even if your friends call you pussy whipped. 11. Comfort her when she cries. 12. Love her with all your heart. 13. Pick her up and flirt with her. (She'll scream and say 'Put me down!' but really she loves it.) 14.Be a gentleman (hold the door for her, pick up the tab...don't be the guy who treats his girl like shit cuz he thinks he's too gnarly...grow some balls, you asshole!) 15. Don't be a player...It's gay...and i wouldn't and don't do it and girls don't like it... Girls-Repost this if you think it's sweet. Guys-Repost it if you would do any of it. ...by opening

Tom Petty
OK so I am still out of town as I went to see Tom Petty and the Heart Breakers with The Strokes opening for them. Let me tell all of you that missed it you missed one hell of a show not but 5 songs in Petty introduced all the Heart Breakers and one Honorary Heart Breaker none other than Stevie Nicks who litteraly whiped the over frenzied crowd right over the top. Nothing more awsome than going to see a band this good and then getting the added treat of a srar cappable of her own headlining shows singing duets and backup for the rest of the show. I'll tell you all more tomorrow when I get home.

True Love
Love is but a sweet caress A gentle touch upon thy breast As flowers fresh in early Spring Or baby birds as they take wing Love will paint the roses hue In vibrant colors graced with dew As sunshine greets the morning sky To kiss the fields of wheat and rye Love is like the ocean's lure Warm, embracing and secure As Winter's clear or warmlit days As misty mountains in the haze Finally, love will test the soul As minutes, days, then years unfold A word of caution brings advice True love requires sacrifice

If Wishes Was Kisses....
If wishes were kisses And kisses were songs, I'd sing for you melodies Vibrant and long. Through crashing crescendos And moments of grace... Composing such music Inspired by your face. Magical, mystical Harmonies sweet... Possessing, expressing Our souls' tender need. Time would stand still For our chorus again. Beautiful notes In a song without end

I Still Like Being On Myspace But What Gets Me
about it isn't the Drama- I've been on LiveJournal for four years and there's even more opportunity for drama there; I don't enjoy it but ... I guess I haven't really "registered" that on MySpace yet (except for those beyond-silly "repost this or you're a fake friend so I'll drop you" bulletins. But then LJ has its own versions of that lemming... ah, you've got me being unfair to the noble lemming now. BLEAH.) Getting to the point for once in my life... It's the number of commercial profiles, of businesses in which I have no interest which pretend to be something else in order to get on my list on MySpace. I often humor them- unlike on LJ, just being a friend doesn't really get one that much preferment site-wise unless you're on my preferred list too and can read my interesting blog posts there- but I also get a bit impatient with people who communicate only by broad-band bulletin. (And in some cases have redirect Flash on their pages, and have, and get complimented for, c

Fuck Friends
You know when someone isn't a true friend because they will pick some guy over there friends. I think it is totally fucked up when they say all they need is that guy in there life. You know that is totally brain washing someone if you ask me. They always need there friends if you ask me. Yea they may let you hang out with your friends but you know when they say all that you need is them. Fuck that. Then when your "best friend" pretty much says, all that they need is him. Fuck everyone who doesn't accept it. Come on now. That is fucked up. You are pretty much picking your "amazing guy" that you are "in love with" over friends. That is some total bull shit. I just don't understand how shit like this works I guess. I don't see how you can pick a guy over your closest friends. How you can just loose them over a dumb ass fucking guy. Maybe I am just stupid but I don't know. I know I would never EVER pick a guy over friends or family. That is for damn sure. Well peace! Co

A Friend Like You
There's lots of things With which I'm blessed, Tho' my life's been both Sunny and Blue, But of all my blessings, This one's the best: To have a friend like you. In times of trouble Friends will say, "Just ask... I'll help you through it." But you don't wait for me to ask, You just get up And you do it! And I can think Of nothing in life That I could more wisely do, Than know a friend, And be a friend, And love a friend... like you.

Louisiana Law
Louisiana Law A big city lawyer went duck hunting in South Louisiana. He shot and dropped a bird, but it fell into a farmer's field on the other side of a fence. As the lawyer climbed over the fence, an elderly farmer drove up on his tractor and asked him what he was doing. The litigator responded, "I shot a duck and it fell in this field, and now I'm going into retrieve it." The old farmer replied. "This is my property, and you are not coming over here." The indignant lawyer said, "I am one of the best trial attorneys in the U.S. and, if you don't let me get that duck, I'll sue you and take everything you own." The old farmer smiled and said, "Apparently, you don't know how we do things in Louisiana. We rule ourselves under the Napoleonic Code. We settle small disagreements like this with the Louisiana Three Kick Rule." The lawyer asked, "What is the Louisiana Three Kick Rule?" The Farmer replied. "Well, first I kick you three times and then you kick me three times, and

His Love
~ He speaks his words so gently With feelings loving and strong ~ This tender love he gives me Will be everlastingly long ~ He loves me so very deeply And displays it continuosly ~ He's everything i've ever wanted A lover and husband to be ~ His perfection is overwhelming I can truthfully and sincerely say ~ In everything he does for me He does in the most Romantic Way ~ His love for me is amazingly evident For all the world to see ~ I love him so and love the way he shows His special love for me

Another Update On Kadence
She's doing really good today. They removed her Iv completly and she weights 4lbs 3oz. Not much more to tell execpt that they checked her gluecose this a.m and it was 82 so things are looking up.

Life
life is measured my inches by steps taken one at a time not by the height of the peak we speak but each little rise we climb the span of our life is measured minute by minute - not years we live in a very small world of our own in a vast universe of spheres yes, life is measure by inches but inches can add up too far a light-year is only inches away we can inch our way up to a star

Have Room For A Few More ,,,,,voting Starts At Midnight
ok i'm doing it!!!! send me your cutest pet pic u want me to rip to enter in the LC CUTEST PET!! one pet per photo you cant enter more than one pet can not be photoshopped no blasts or sticky bulletins to get votes 1st 2nd and 3rd place wins LC gift Let's get this started!!! PLEASE REPOST begins friday at 12 am central

First And Last Stupid Blog
You know whats stupid..people who blog every 5 minutes..about jack shit..or people who use the blogs to post bulletin type shit.. A friend posted recipes..now thats useful at least and i actually copied a couple. I'm gonna stop rating blogs period.. my blog..my rants.. fuck off

Romance
I went to the kitchen to grab a drink, all of a sudden I'm up against the sink. My baby stood there looking 'oh so fine', he brought with him two glasses of wine. He poured his glass down my shirt. Chocolate syrup splatter across my face, I kissed his lips to give him a little taste. He smiled at me as he took my hand, I was nervous about what he planned. Grapes and cherries went down my shorts, Down my panties went jelly beans of all sorts. I took ice cream and planted it on his chest. He took off my bra and I took off his shirt, together we made the perfect dessert. Hot passionate romance or something more, when pots, pans and dishes had hit the floor. On top of the kitchen table he sat me down, we made such a mess as we fooled around. On the floor was the dinner we made, and for moments like this I wouldn't trade. The table was broken from our weight, but off of each's body we had ate.

Love... (inspired By A Dear Friend)
last night i was talking to someone, when the thought came to me... will i ever be happy? will i ever find true love? be with u until u die love? i never want to leave ur arms love? i have been through so much with so lil outcome... whats the point in that? i want to find someone... that special someone... THE ONE! if hes out there... sorry pplz, just having a depressed day, feeling really alone and almost lost.

Memories
Here's a memory for ya....About 3 days before my cousins aniversary, I met a "friend"...lol, SHE was "best-friends" with an ex-lover of mine. (confusing...i know). ANYWAYS.....She asked if i was going to "Billy's" party that night. I said "yes".........WHY? ...Cause I've been havin a REAL hard time and i'd like too just have a "FUN" night,.... Debbie said if i wanted a REALLY good time....too call you....so I'm calling...?...lol...so I said, "what else did she tell you?".....She said that you were one of the few men she knew that wouldnt FORCE. That you respected her, and her choices....and wasnt angry with her because of them, like most "guys"........(THAT story may come at another time) I said "well" SURE, i'll go with you........but what kinda "night" are you expecting?.....can we see each other again, can this be a "thing".......?between us?lol.......she said....."no, i dont really LIKE you, she says you can do all these THINGS, and i've never, i mean...nobodys ever.....LOOK, i

Chicken
you know, i just wanted to say, that my name is kym!!! wahoo....but neway...today's my dad's bday, which is really cool, and this is another random note, if you can't tell...it's hard to write blogs on here...hmmm...i just dunno what to say...adam or matt, if ur reading this, then you rock...i need to go to the mall and pick up his cookie cake that mike bought...im moving out next month, im excited abou that...this week were doing a project where im pretending to be pregnant...it is really weird and especially embarrasing for me because of my history of social anxiety...i was actually afraid that i was gonna have a panic attack as i drove to the mall pregnant yesterday...but i found the other two girls so i was ok, cuz i was just afraid that i would not be able to find them...we are wearing helmets under maternity shirts, and it looks pretty real...it definitely creates a huge belly tho, and the stares we receive from strangers is horrifying...oh well...i am at school in the computer l

The Birth Order Predictor
You Are Likely a First Born At your darkest moments, you feel guilty. At work and school, you do best when you're researching. When you love someone, you tend to agree with them often. In friendship, you are considerate and compromising. Your ideal careers are: business, research, counseling, promotion, and speaking. You will leave your mark on the world with discoveries, new information, and teaching people to dream. The Birth Order Predictor Funny....I was the first born....lmao

Grandfather
these are my treasures kept apart, cradled in velvet in my heart graven profiles, pictures clear, perfect moments, priceless etched in ageless time to be my cameos my cameos of memories the hours i spent with you the tender times, the fun times, the summers spent and the rain the laughter and the precious pain of loving you, of you loving me my cameos of memories these are my wealth my warmth my light i keep the dreams close all the night with fingertips of heart and mind i trace each profile, there defined these treasures, none can take from me my cameos of memories

Confusion
A friend told me something today that shouldn't be bothering me but it is. It really shouldn't but I can't ge the nagging out of my mind. I'm not sure what to do. I'm confused. I should just let her do what she wants. But I dont' want her to pay for it in the end. I'm confused.

I Can See This Will Be Fun
I see we have a lot of nice people on here this is my first day on here and i hope to be on every day. I hope to meet a nice lady on here and again thanks to all that have welcomed me to LC

Tonight
My thoughts are with you tonight although, we are miles apart. The distance only embeds my love for you deep within my lonely heart. To understand this feeling, that I cannot ask you to do. However, please have compassion for me and this love I have for you. My sadness is for not being near enough to prove this is real. Yet a feeling of happiness for knowing that one day I will get to share with you the tenderness I feel. As I lay here my body aches for your nearness. I long for the sound of your voice and the touch of your skin next to mine. Just to see your face and to feel your warm embrace would take away all that time has given. And make this life of mine worth living again.

Rant.
Okay so thats total bullshit. But its my own stupidty. If i try and take the next step its going to bite me in the ass with someone. Im gonna end up getting hurt, losing someone. So i officially don't know what to do :). Complicated situation. I hate being treated like this. I hate feeling like everythings my problem or my fault. I hate having to deal with everyones bullshit. I really do. I hate everyone blaiming me for everything that goes wrong. I hate being lied to. But its my own fault. I didn't chose who my parents are, but i also didnt make things different. Whatever. I hate it. And theres not a damn thing i can do about it. But ill live. I always do. :)

Close
close to the heart is a secret place where dreams are stored away and sturddy candles of life are kept against a darker day and there, too, are the memories the memories of laughter the shared tears the little things that mean so much seen through the mist of years our dearest wishes deepest loves the burdens that we bear the essence of our being lies in what we harbor there to each his own a hide away that has no counter part the treasure of the house of the soull that lies some where close to the heart no im not with anyone its just a old poem

Cutest Pet Contest
ok i'm doing it!!!! send me your cutest pet pic u want me to rip to enter in the LC CUTEST PET!! one pet per photo can not be photoshopped 1st 2nd and 3rd place wins LC gift Let's get this started!!! PLEASE REPOST begins friday at 12 am central

About Me
i have hazel blue eyes. my favorite colors are blue, black, & limbgreen. I love animals. my favorite animals are dogs, wolves & tigers. i live in clarksville, IN. i lisson to alot of different music. my birthday is april 20th, year i was born is 1990.

Racist Assholes
ok...I'm writting this while I'm pissed off..which sometimes it's the BEST time to do so. NOW...I have come across the word "ni**er" in here 1 too many fucking times, and I'm pissed. I count it as a total of three times that I have seen this word on someones page, or on a pic comment. This effects me personally, if you know me at all you know why. And NO, it's not because of my boyfriend. Myself, AND my son are both racially "mixed", and to come upon a place to make "friends" and encounter such blatent and ignorant hatred towards others, is unreal. I wonder if the person who so openly uses these kind of slurs has the balls to say them to someones face. I mean, to comment someones pic with "ni**er lover" what kind of BULLSHIT is that? "If you aint got nothin good to say dont say nothin at all" thats what my grandma always told me, and I stick to it. (well, except for the chicks that hit on my man..lol) So, in conclusion....If you feel it is ok to use this word, or any other racial slur

Massive Attack - Teardrop
(love)love is a verb Love is a doing word Feathers on my breath Gentle impulsion Shakes me makes me lighter Feathers on my breath Teardrop on the fire Feathers on my breath In the night of matter Black flowers blossom Feathers on my breath Black flowers blossom Feathers on my breath Teardrop on the fire Feathers on my breath Water is my eye Most faithful my love Feathers on my breath Teardrop on the fire of a confession Feathers on my breath Most faithful my love Feathers on my breath Teardrop on the fire Feathers on my breath Stumbling a little (x2)

Online Friendships
Its amazing to me how one can really grow to care about other people and consider them friends via internet communication. I've met alot of people on the internet that i truely consider friends and what feels really good is the fact that i know in my heart the feelings mutual! I ask myself, if say Nica, or Adam, or Joe, or Bella, or hillbilly, or any of the people i truely consider friends was really needing someone by there side cause they were say, considering suicide. Would i SERIOUSLY drop what i was doing for a few days and go to them and try to help them through whatever and the answer is genuinly YES! With out a doubt! Everyone I have become good friends with here on the LC I mean it when i say YOU FUCKERS ROCK!!!! WoOoOoOoOoT!!!!!!!!!

Hey
Off the deep end: Okay, I told you guys that I have been on a hot kick for the last few months. Well, I found a new experience jalapeño beer. Yes beer with real jalapeños in it. It gives a nice warm buzz. I am hooked. Eby: I haven’t heard from her in awhile but she did give me a call this week. She was talking about all the things we used to do. Especially, around this time of year we seem to hit every pumpkin patch, fall festival, apple butter, and orchard we can find. Oh, don’t forget the haunted houses. She is doing well she is looking at playing the flute; she is in the play at school as the understudy for Dorothy. She does have a part as a munchkin or something. She brought up some things that her mother had said and I just laugh. I told her one thing if I was such a bad person would your mom want you to call me or see me? I wouldn’t think so. My question is why her mother feeding her this crap. Also, come to find out that her sister’s step father had so

Sneaker Pimps - 6 Underground
Take me down, 6 underground, The ground beneath your feet, Laid out low, nothing to go Nowhere a way to meet Ive got a head full of drought, Down here, so faroff losing out Round here, Overground, watch this space, Im open to falling from grace Calm me down, bring it round Too way high off your street I can see like nothing else In me youre better than I wannabe Dont think cos I understand, I care, dont think cos Im talking were friends, Overground, watch this space, Im open to falling from grace Talk me down, safe and sound Too strung up to sleep Wear me out, scream and shout Swear my times never cheap I fake my life like Ive lived Too much, I take whatever youre given Not enough, Overground, watch this space, Im open to falling from grace

Are You A Socialist Or Capitalist?
You Are 12% Capitalist, 88% Socialist You see a lot of injustice in the world, and you'd like to see it fixed. As far as you're concerned, all the wrong people have the power. You're strongly in favor of the redistribution of wealth - and more protection for the average person. Are You a Socialist or Capitalist?

Graveyard Suicide
Graveyard Suicide © By Freddie Simmering I walked through the local cemetery last night It was so quiet, everyone was at peace I felt so welcome, so at home there among the deceased I begun thinking, why do I continue on why do I inhale even one more breath when all I dream of is the eternal slumber that can only be brought about by death Grief and pain are the only inhabitants of a soul which would otherwise be an empty space Was it time for the end? This was the choice which I faced After all, everyday is merely a continuation of the one which preceded it There have ben times when I felt slightly hopeful but there was never any hope when I most needed it And there is little I wish to recall the years are wrought with sadness I've lost my mind, a million times but I always find it again within madness As my heart has drifted along I knew it could not stay afloat with each day that passed I felt it sink deeper in misery's boat So there, amongst t

With Time Comes Some Peace....
I found out that we have lost our baby on Monday morning. The last few days have been very rough. Little by little I am crying less and venturing back out into the world. Today was the real start of getting back out into the world again. The first couple days....I wasnt ready to see women pushing strollers, little babies and pregnant bellies. It was still very hard but I think I dealt with it well. Going to walmart, picking the kids up from school and doing some shopping actually took it out of me. I am starting to put the baby things away and making some peace with it all. The hardest part is the waiting for this baby to come so that I can let it go. Alot of the time I feel like I am floating in this weightless dream world where nothing seems real. I keep thinking that maybe the doctors are wrong since my baby hasnt left me yet. I know that I am only fooling myself but with time I wont need to do that anymore. My tummy is already starting to go down some and I was able to

Git-r-dun
GIT- R- DUN~ Hello, is this the Sheriff's Office?" "Yes. What can I do for you?" "I'm calling to report 'bout my neighbor Virgil Smith....He's hidin' marijuana inside his firewood! Don't quite know how he gets it inside them logs, but he's hidin' it there." "Thank you very much for the call, sir." The next day, the Sheriff's Deputies descend on Virgil's house. They search the shed where the firewood is kept. Using axes, they bust open every piece of wood, but find no marijuana. They sneer at Virgil and leave. Shortly, the phone rings at Virgil's house. "Hey, Virgil! This here's Floyd....did the Sheriff come?" "Yeah!" "Did they chop your firewood?" "Yep!" "Happy Birthday, buddy!" (Rednecks know how to git-R-dun)...

Suicide
SUICIDE © By Capri Avila Open your angel eyes wide don’t get lost in the lavender sky shake all the stars from your hair taste your sweet, salty, bitter skin cut the poison from your tongue don’t sleep beneath the candy acid sun please don’t follow the fairy dust Don’t sleep to heavy in your cherry blossom bed peel the razor peddles from your skin don’t get lost in the fairy dust don’t look at the fairy don’t look at the fairy that fairies not pretty she's ugly, evil and deadly are you still dying are you still dying Peddle red peddle blue, kill the fairy end the doom peddle red peddle blue, the girl power will save you peddle red peddle blue, if your crazy then so am I are you still dying in the fairy dust are you still dying are you still dying kill the fairy

No Wishes Well
No Wishes Well © By Leticia Courtney I want to run away Inside my bright red scream I want to break the doors Holding back my dream Living like this Checking the skies for rain A constant reminder Of this burden and pain I'm holding on to A shooting star Its points cutting my skin This time it's gone too far Nothing left to wish on My bloody star fell Left me drowning in hopes Inside my wishing well Not looking for a hero To owe such a debt I could not ask for saving This loss is not a regret I want to run away But there's nothing out there I want to shatter windows That look out on nowhere This is not life If I'm already dead My bleeding heart stopped beating And tears I no longer shed.

Alkaline Trio - Jaked On Green Beers
It's been a long time since I've been close to you It's been a long time since I've been sad. It's been a while since I've really spent time with you Wish I could take back the times that I had. The only thing that you ever really did for me Was make me oh so miserable. And the hope that I never see your face again Is anything but questionable. I hope this is goodbye. I hope this is goodbye. There was a time when I thought you were a friend to me I think those times I was probably just drunk. And if they offered a test about being a good friend I'd put money down that you'd surely flunk. The only thing that you ever really took from me Were my records to sell them for dope. Now all I have left is this heart in my chest And my happiness helping me cope I hope this is goodbye It's been a long time since I've been close to you. It's been a long time since I've been sad. It's been a while since I've really spent time with you. Wish I could take back the times

Sweetest Suicide
Sweetest Suicide © By Brittany S. Lee I would need this gun To complete my mission I would need this CD So I can listen A cell phone To say good bye Kleenex For my cry This is the sweetest suicide A car So I can drive A pin and pad To leave a note Alcohol To numb the pain Weed To fuck up my brain Maybe coke To thin my veins This is the sweetest suicide Photos To remember the good times A destination To do my crime The ocean Because I love it A watch To mark the time Farewell Goodbye I can't make up my mind This is the sweetest suicide I feel the wind blowing up my sleeves The ocean water touching my knees The earth is so beautiful To bad I have to leave The tide is high I take a swim Now I start counting Down to my sin The gun is loaded My letters wrote Blues are playing I take a line of coke Calls are made Messages sent I hit this weed And take a sip Splatter my brains And fall into the ocean This is the sweetest suicide Farewell

My First Time
Well thanks to everyone who popped my pic cherries and such . this wa smy 1st time here and this place is pretty cool. I love korn, tattoos( don't have any but saving up for a big first tatty on my back) I'm here in canada just had a bday and hoping to get loaded this weekend Anyways check in later

The Business Is Getting Weird!
The businesss is getting weird Current mood: content You know i think the biggest things wrong with the indy market today is workers, instead of helping each other want to talk and put each other down all the time.It is totally bullnuts.I mean d**n come on.How the hell is it going to get any better when everyone is putting everyone else down.I mean you go to a show everyone talks to you as a friend , then when you leave they talk about you like a dog.I think of you have a problem with someone you should go to them.hell i thought everyone one in the business for the same goal .One other thing is how grown man act like kids in grade school.They have a falling out with some org. or a person but you still friends with them ,then they want to put you down too. i mean d**n grow up.I mean just because say i have a falling out with rikki doesn't mean him and angel can't be friends.Same should go for wrestling .Just because you wrestle for a different org doesn't mean you shouldn't stop bei

What We Would Like To Do
Opening our own Gym Current mood: stressed Category: Sports What we are wanting todo is open our own weight gym open to public.But WE ARE ALSO LOOKING IN TO OPENING OUR OWN FED.I am sick and tired of the fact that some have forget this is a business and we are all like family.Our shows will be paid shows that is why we are working so hadr to get everthing in place before we start.We will be like i said opening a public weight gym , but are looking for two buildings together one side for the weight gym the other where we will doing traing and weekly shows. I will keep you updated.Like i say we maynot get running fully this year but i don't just jump in to something everthing has to be in place first.so i can take care of my guys and them me .WE do have some sponcers in place,use of a great sound and light system,use of a great bumping ring.Now before anything is said,Here is our experience. 1:We both have promotion and sales experience. 2: We both know how to do bookings.

What Is Your Hidden Sexual Talent?
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

What A Bunch Of Bull Shit!!
What a bunch of damn bullshit!!!!! Current mood: pissed off Category: Sports Now before i start,I want to say that each and everyone are entitled to their own opinon about things.But just because we don't see eye to eye on everything doesn't mean we should put each other down and fuss about it.Now with that said lets get started. Now another one of the things that pisses me off about the business is the people that think they know wrestling and what it takes to be a worker. They just think they know the business all together.Now the way i see it is simple, don't talk about it if you never done it, or know what it is.I have seen fans who want to say that oh i can do that , that look like shit or think they can write a better show.First off let me just say screw you.damn Thats like walking into a place of work and telling them how to run their business.Until you have been in the business or have trained you should not bejudging it. If you are a true fan or have been to enough sho

She Said/ He Heard
What a woman says: "This place is a mess! C'mon! You and I need to clean it up! Your stuff is lying on the floor and you'll have no clothes to wear if we don't do laundry right now!" What a man hears: blah, blah, blah, blah, C'MON blah, blah, blah, blah, YOU AND I blah, blah, blah, blah, ON THE FLOOR blah, blah, blah, blah, NO CLOTHES blah, blah, blah, blah, RIGHT NOW

Morning Glory
I awaken to the glory of the morn', sunshine streaking, birds cheerfully cheeping, another day is born. The Morning Glory inaudibly climbs, and shares its shy beauty, so rare. And, we know that behind its mystery, Our Creative God is there. He blesses us with sunshine, He blesses us with rain, because it's only through the showers, that do we not, remain the same. So, as this new day awakens, and I'm cradled securely in Your arms, May Your love forever keep me safe, and sheltered from all storms.

What Acoholic Beverage Does Your Sex Life Resemble?
Martini! Your sex life mostly resembles a Martini. You are suave, sophisticated and just a little kinky. You have an active sex life, but you only recruit the best to be your sex partners. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Just Call Me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Body: 1. YOUR ROCK STAR NAME: (pet and current street name) badbear oak street 2. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME: (grandfather/grandmother on your moms side, your favorite candy) Katherine Hershey 3. YOUR "FLY Guy/Girl" NAME: (first initial of last name, first three letters of your middle name Gmar 4. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite color, favorite animal) blue turtle 5. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, city where you were born) Marie sparta 6. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name, first 2 letters of mom's maiden name and first 3 letters of the town you grew up in.) gomtobespa 7. SUPERHERO NAME: ("The", your favorite color, favorite drink) The blue diet pepsi 8. NASCAR NAME: (the first name of both your grandfathers/grandmothers ) Katherine Pearl 9. FUTURISTIC NAME: (the name of your favorite perfume/cologne and the name of your favorite shoes) glow flipflops 10.WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mother/fath

What Does Your Birth Month Mean?
Your Birth Month is March You love life and exude an outgoing, cheerful vibe. Blessed with a great sense of humor, you can laugh at adversity. Your soul reflects: Respect, desire, and generosity Your gemstone: Aquamarine Your flower: Daffodil Your colors: White and light blue What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

The Beatles Lyrics - "something"
THE BEATLES lyrics - "Something" (Harrison) Something in the way she moves Attracts me like no other lover Something in the way she woos me I don't want to leave her now You know I believe her now Somewhere in her smile she knows That I don't need no other lover Something in her style that shows me Don't want to leave her now You know I believe her now You're asking me will my love grow I don't know, I don't know You stick around now it may show I don't know, I don't know Something in the way she knows And all I have to do is think of her Something in the things she shows me Don't want to leave her now You know I believe her now

Getting To Know Me Stuff
1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT? Right below my left testicle...she was bucked tooth...nuff said? 2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM? paint 3. DO YOU SNORE, GRIND YOUR TEETH OR TALK IN YOUR SLEEP? How would i know?...i'm asleep 4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO? flamenco 5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN? sure do! 6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW? Foster's 7. WHAT DO YOU MISS? Kisses and Hugs 8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION(S)? my testicles 9. HOW TALL ARE YOU? not tall at all 10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC? extremely!!!I hate crowds too. 11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK? Bring on the darkness and all it's carnal delights!!! 12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY? can't recall....probably Johnny Cash 13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE COLOGNE FOR A GUY? i'm all natural baby! 14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX? ummm....i don't care as long as she'll give me some

What 2007 Car Should You Drive?
You Should Drive a Jaguar XK 4.2 You don't care how you get there as long as you get there with class. And having a little power doesn't hurt either! What 2007 Car Should You Drive?

My Song....
It Wasn't Me" (feat. Ricardo Ducent) (Yo', man) Yo' (Open up, man) What do you want, man? (My girl just caught me) You let her catch you? (I don't know how I let this happen) With who? (The girl next door, you know) Man (I don't know what to do) Say it wasn't you (Alright) Honey came in and she caught me red-handed Creeping with the girl next door Picture this, we were both butt naked Bangin' on the bathroom floor How could I forget that I had Given her an extra key All this time she was standing there She never took her eyes off me How you can grant the woman access to your villa Trespasser and a witness while you cling to your pillow You better watch your back before she turn into a killer Best for you and the situation not to call the beaner To be a true player you have to know how to play If she say you're not, convince her say a day Never admit to a word when she say makes a claim And you tell her baby no way But she caught me on the counter (It

What Is Your Most Memorable Sexcapade?
Hazel's most memorable sexcapade: You picked up a hitchhiker who happened to also be a prostitute Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Okay this is not so true, I have had way better ones than that. Lol

My Bio Stuff-was On My Main Page, But Moved To My Blog...
I graduated from a small, private, liberal arts college, with a Bachelors in Arts in Literature. My interests are early English and European writers, as well as some American authors and poets. I love Emily Dickinson as well as Edgar Allen Poe. I am very interested in Sensatonalism, Erotica, and writing from the real Gothic period, not what people have turned goth into today...My thesis, which I got an A on, is on Vampires and the role of Sexuality and women vs men. I'm very much into the sexuality and psychology of Vampirism--it's much more than simply sucking warm, gushing blood. I'm looking for my Superman!(I love Smallville--but Christopher Reeves will ALWAYS be my original Superman). I'm very warm and friendly, easy going, sensual and confident. I have long ago grown into a woman who knows who she is and what she likes and wants, and I'm excited about starting the next stage in my life. I lived in Phoenix AZ for about 2 years then moved back here to upstate NY 2 summers

Shy
You Are 48% Shy Although you live a pretty normal life, you tend to be a fairly shy person. Many situations make you feel uncomfortable, and you sometimes find your shyness hindering your life. How Shy Are You?

What's Your Beer Personality?
You Are Bud Light You're not fussy when it comes to beer. If someone hands it to you, you'll drink it. In fact, you don't understand beer snobbery at all. It all tastes the same once you're drunk! You're an enthusiastic drinker, and you can often be found at your neighborhood bar. You're pretty good at holding your liquor too - you've had lots of experience. What's Your Beer Personality?

How Are You Defined In A Sexual Dictionary?
Hazel -- [adjective]:Extremely dominant 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com OMG this is so true! But this is what happens when I type in my full name. Hazel Ice -- [adjective]:Tasting like strawberries 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com So I count as one of your daily recomended servings from the fruit and vegitable group. No fuck that, I an so good I cound as all the servings that you need. LOL. Why? Because I said so and you know how extremly dominant I am. ROTFLMAO!!!!

New York New York
You Belong in Greenwich Village Avant garde and bohemian, you're quick to adopt new ideas and lifestyles. And while you're a bit less weird these days, you still have a "live and let live" philosophy. Where Should Your Inner New Yorker Live?

Hello To All
Dear cool friendships just want to say how nice to be here & hope get alot more cool friendships & never judge anyone or anything life i sso short & lost in my life over 14 of the dearest friendships my life really wnats them all back they all died over 4 years apart over some sad sickness & they really hurts my heart& soul this why love people & all my friendships always & forever all mean the world to me & one thing is listen to your friends see waht they are talking about & then go from there to help them out but a really a good point dotn let anyone use you & knife you in the back it happens alot with friendships they dotn really wan tto say thanks alot for beening there me is never if a friend helps me out llm there for them the best that can be any of my friendships but never anyone tell you how to live your life or do with your life just be happy & be good to yourself & be kind to your family& friendships trust be there with harmful& unkind & selfish people just know who

Fun
*He said: I love you He means: I want to have sex . *He said: I love you too. He means: Now can we have sex? *He said: I'll call you. He means: Good-By *He said: Another glass of wine? He means: Drink up, we'll both look better. *He said: I've just been really busy with work. He means: i'd rather take a beating than spent another hour with you. *He said: It's not you, it's me He means: It is definitely you. *He said: Let's split the bill. He means: I'm a cheap bastard. *He said: Sure we can just be friends. He means: As long as we can do it naked. *He said: But we just spoke 2 days ago. He means: How can i miss you if you won't go away? *He said: I'm going out with the buys. He means: If Dave had breasts,i'd never see you again. *He said: I need space. He means: We are so over that I am thinking of goin into the witness protecion program to get away from you.

20th Anniversary =[
20th anniversary of Burton's death He was the second bassist in the band Metallica. While on the European leg of the Damage Inc. Tour, Burton and Kirk Hammett drew from a stack of cards to see who would get the top bunk on the bus. Burton picked the Ace of Spades and so he got to sleep on Kirk Hammett's bed, as Hammett recalls on MTV's 1992 bio of the band as well as in the VH1 show Behind the Music. Burton died when the band's tour bus hit black ice (though it is still disputed that they may have crashed because the driver may have been drinking) and flipped over in rural Sweden (Kronobergs län). As the bus was skidding out of control and eventually rolled over on the grass, Burton fell through a window, landed underneath the bus and was crushed. Burton was crushed again when the winch cable lifting the bus off him snapped, dropping the bus on him a second time. Since his death European tour buses have plywood boards fitted to all windows next to the bunk beds. These boa

My New Hangout!!!!
Hey everybody just stoppin by to let everybody know that i created a new lounge to hang out in. Feel free to stop by and chat and hang out. Subscribe to it if you would like the more members the better. Here is the link. Thanks http://lostcherry.com/lounge.php?l=3157 Just copy that and put it in your address bar. Shadys Lounge

The Rules
Guys' Rules At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally, the guys' side of the story. (I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear "the rules" From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with

Verbal Foreplay
Verbal Foreplay For most people the act of talking during sex is quite intimidating. Usually a person is afraid they'll say the wrong thing and kill the mood, or reveal a little too much about their desires. If you're willing to overcome this fear you will find that an aural addition can incredibly heighten the sensual stimulation you're both receiving. Many couples write in asking how can they add this enhancement to their current relationship. Here are a few pointers. First, be sincere. Nothing can kill the mood faster than scripted verse. Be honest about what you are saying and feeling. Your partner will definitely be able to notice if you're not. Talk about what you are feeling. This is an easy way to segue into verbal foreplay. If something feels good, tell your partner, and be specific about it. If you like it when they do something make sure to let them know. Talk about what you would like. Take to heart the old saying, "If you ask for it you just might get it." Tell

Haven't Changed Much In 10 Years
You've Changed 40% in 10 Years Ah, the past! You may not remember it well - because you're still living in it. While you've changed some, you may want to update your wardrobe, music collection and circle of friends. How Much Have You Changed in 10 Years?

I Feel Dumber Now.
Are you fucking serious right now. When are people going to realize that the problem in this country isn't the shit being taught, it's the people teaching it, and the students who aren't being given enough motivation or encouragment or beatings or what the fuck ever? Our country seems to get dumber every day. I've heard that there are even schools who have done away with "holding" a student back a grade, because it outcasts the student and lowers their self esteem. You have got to be kidding me. You pansy ass bleeding heart goddamn fucking liberals are killing me! Stop worrying so much about peoples self esteem and maybe worry about the fact that if you keep dumbing down our children to save their pitiful grade school reputations that won't mean a damn thing in college or heaven forbid they actually make it that far, the real world and focus on the fact that this country's education system has gone down the fucking tube and there's no happy pill at the end to make it all better. You w

Where Were The Parents?
I read this article today on MSNBC. Let me just say that this shit has got to stop. It is not the toy's fault that a child gets hurt. Kids are fucking kids, they're going to get hurt, they're going to fall down, bump their heads, skin their knees, stuff shit in their mouths that they probably shouldn't. I remember when I was growing up if a kid did something stupid with a toy, well, shit happens. No one was suing anyone, toys didn't get recalled. It's called natural selection. Remember the Tonka Trucks, the metal ones, with the sharp ass edges, that would rust and everything? What the hell happened to those? Look, I'm not saying give a two year old who puts everything in his mouth a bunch of legos to play with, but have some sense. Buy toys for your kids that are for their age, for one, and stop being a bunch of goddamn pussies for two. Stop trying to blame things that happen to your kids on other people and maybe accept the fact that it could've been your fault the kid choked or stu

I Like Clogging My Arteries, Thank You...
I like clogging my arteries, thank you. Alright look, I know like it seems like all I do is bitch about stupid people...but do you really blame me? This article right here is bullshit. What happened to a free country! Look assholes, if I want to make myself fat and clog my arteries I will! And neither you nor your polly fucking prissy pants officials are going to do shit about it! It's the same thing with smoking! Stop banning smoking in my bars and restaurants! I don't ever want to go out anymore because then I have to haul my drunk ass up off the barstool to go outside to smoke! Bars are supposed to be about smoking and drinking and playing pool and getting thrown out. Seriously, I think the government needs to stop being so nosy and let people kill themselves the way they want to. Leave my greasy fatty food alone! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ NEW YORK - Three years after the city banned smoking in restaurants, health officials are talking about pro

12 Surefire Orgasm Tips
Work on your pelvic floor muscles Prepare for multitudes of earth-shattering orgasms by whipping your PC muscles into shape. To know what and where they are, next time you're on the loo, try stopping yourself peeing mid-flow. The muscles you clench up to stop yourself urinating are the PC muscles. The best bit about getting them fit and healthy is that you don't need to don footless tights and haul yourself to the gym you can exercise them by clenching and unclenching them several times during a day. Spend a couple of weeks 'working out' and you'll find yourself having more, and better, orgasms. Relax It sounds obvious, but you're unlikely to have a great orgasm if you're tense or stressed out. Light candles, have a bath, or go for a tension-busting walk and your chances of reaching orgasm are instantly increased. Just remember to avoid alcohol, which can numb the nerve endings in your vagina and make orgasm more difficult. Give your man a helping hand Give yourself an orgas

Why It's So Hard For Me To Smile
I know you all must be thinking why i hardly smile in my pics well its like this, Have you ever felt you was in the moment when things felt right until you find out for yourself that thing change when you least expected it for i will the to the hardships the limits me from smiling, i use to think love was blind till i had to prove it to you how u say well let me show you valentines is no special day for me cuz all if eva made me do is think of you of the long night i stay up workin in the gift shop to show how make i care for you only not to feel the same love back from your , love is blind for when i sanf for you in front of my student peers talent show for you, even though i was shy inside i work around my pride inside did all nervous as hell still got the standin ovation of of heart fell but yet the one thing i turn for to see is that you was not in love with me, like goes along way when you grownin up to save up your lunch money to give u sumthing speacial be it candy of all sort

Stimulation Of The G-spot
Stimulation of the G-Spot Rear-entry/doggy position is best during intercourse to stimulate the G-Spot as the penis presses against the front wall of the vagina, particularly with the man on top and a pillow beneath hips. To directly stimulate the G-spot lay your partner on her back and kneel between her legs using the thumb of your other hand to gently stimulate her clitoris. At the same slowly insert two fingers as far as is possible and comfortable into the vagina and rub against the bottom of the vaginal opening, pressing upward with the tips of your fingers until you are touching her G-Spot. Move your fingers from side to side exerting pressure upwards. If the fingers are pointed more sharply upwards you can rock forwards and back in a circular motion with consistent, firm pressure along the entire length of the vaginal walls. Thrust your hand in and out simulating a penis intercourse style then exert pressure upwards when withdrawing so that the G-spot is involved. The

Home
Three Days Grace HOME (dedicated to WHA) I'll be coming home Just to be alone Cause I know you're not there And I know that you don't care I can hardly wait To leave this place No matter how hard I try You're never satisfied This is not a home I think I'm better off alone You always disapear Even when you're here This is not my home I think I'm better off alone Home Home this house is not a Home Home this house is not a Home By the time you come home I'm already stoned You turn off the TV and you scream at me I can hardly wait Till you get off my case No matter how hard I try You're never satisfied This is not a home I think I'm better off alone You always dissapear Even when you're here This is not my home I think I'm better off alone. Home Home this house is not a Home Home this house is not a Home Home Home this house is not a Home Home this house is not a Home I'm better off alone. No matter how hard I try You're never

69 Sex Tricks
1. Make him stay at the shallow end to make sex better for you. US sex gurus Masters and Johnson found that the outer third of the vagina is the most sensitive, so deep thrusting isn't essential. Have him 'dip' the tip of his penis into your vagina - it'll feel great for both of you. 2. Spice up your sex life by doing it in the cupboard under the stairs - seriously. Novelty is an intense aphrodisiac, and any unusual setting with strange sensations, smells and muffled sounds, will make sex feel new, upping the excitement. 3. Have your man sit on top of the washing machine while you have sex (you perched on top, with your legs wrapped around his waist). The vibrations carry through his penis, turning it into a wonderful vibrator. 4. Select the cottons cycle for the best results. It's a warm wash so his bum won't get cold, plus it has the longest, fastest spin. Feel those good vibrations. 5. By placing a pillow under your bottom you're creating an orgasm optimum 26-degree

How Independent Are You?
You Are 43% Independent Overall, you're a pretty independent woman. You don't follow trends just to fit in. You've got your own cool thing going on, though you sometimes still care too much about what other's think. How Independent Are You?

Relationship Of Convince....
I moved here five years ago, moved here because I'd met someone online. Everything was going good with life till 5 months ago, She asked if he ex husband could move in till he could get back on his feet, Me being the type of person I am agreed not knowing that everything would change. More about that in a bit let me give you a little insight as to why the ex husband had a "need" to get back on his feet. in two words child support, He had not been paying any so it finally caught up to him he went to the pen for it, during his time in the pen she and him had been "pen pals" and a few phone calls, of which I should've got the hint then ( every time he'd call she would go to another room to talk) well time passes and one day she asked if it'd be ok for him to move in till he could get on his feet, This was May that he was released and moved in, That very day everything changed "I Love You" is never heard from her she shows absolutely no emotion toward me, Unless she wants sex... Well I've

Tempt With Tongue Work
Tempt with tongue work Start with a tongue bath, licking each other all over, before you get down and dirty. This will let you rediscover each other's erogenous zones - they may be different than you think. (But keep a glass of water handy, as your mouth can get very dry with this one.) Give each other 'guided' oral sex, with one of you saying what you want, minute-by-minute, while the other obliges. If you can't find the words, let the 'doer' experiment, while the 'being done to' murmurs numbers from one to ten to show just how good it is - the aim for the doer is to keep the numbers as high as possible. Experiment with different flavours, temperatures and textures. Cold water, warm coffee, ice cream, your favourite tipple. But beware of getting too extreme; the guideline is that if it's even slightly uncomfortable in your mouth, it'll be painful on your partner's genitals. For added thrills, mix oral and anal. While you're licking each other, slide a clean f

Want More Oral Action? Try Find The Flavor
Want More Oral Action? Try Find the Flavor Want more tongue action between you and your guy. Try this! Get a package of Hot Stuff Sampler and hide a bit of each flavor lube on different parts of your body. Then have your guy use his tongue to find each flavor. After he's done, he can hide flavors on his body for you to find! A Sexy Way to Tell Your Guy What You Want Want to suggest a hot new bedroom idea? Want to have your guy tell you what he wants? Play a few games of naughty hangman to let each other in on what you want to try. Have each phrase or word spell out something you want to try in bed like "bondage" or "mirror on the ceiling." Only plan for a couple turns each - because you'll want to end the game early. A Reason to Give Him the Remote Play with a pair of remote control vibrating panties& you're guy will love to tease you this way. Give your guy the remote, and let him control the amount of pleasure you get. If you're brave, do this at a noisy bar

Drop Of Love
A Special Drop of Love A special drop of love was deposited in my womb with care The unconditional love you give to me is so very rare When you were born, Oh! What a glorious day! I never knew there could be a love so strong I am so blessed, because in my heart there is a song A song of peace and assurance A song of strength and endurance When I look into your eyes, my heart feels your love A Special Drop of Love came from heaven above Your smile gives your face that special glow Whenever you look at me, my love for you continues to grow The Hugs! The Kisses! These are moments of pure gold They are treasures I have hidden deep within my soul Many told me you would not make it this far But look at you now, gleaming like a shining star Every sound you make is like music to my ears The look you give me helps wipe away my tears Many have wondered, "Why me?" I looked at you and wondered, "Don't they see what I see?" Many have wondered, "What am

Hello....
Hello! Is anybody out there? I can vaguely see you. Is anybody really out there? Or am I just imagining this? What's happening, anyway? How come my mind keeps playing tricks on me? Is this for real? I don't actually believe it. Or do I? I see a car traveling this way, around the bend. Or do I? It is hard to tell, for sure. What am I doing here, anyway? Why does that guy keep honking at me? Oh, sorry. I must have been in a trance. Hmmm ... The hamsters must have stopped Spinning my cognitive wheels again. I'll jerk my head a couple times. There! That should get them going again. My nuts and bolts get loose sometimes. You don't say. My word! Is that so? What did you just say, anyway? I guess I wasn't paying attention, or something. Run that by once more. I don't get it. Are you talking garbage, or what? I still don't understand. Help!

The Love Swing
The Love Swing Ever wonder how to have good sex if you have a bad back? Are out of shape? Pregnant? Or simply adventurous? If any one of these descriptions fit you, you may want to consider experimenting with what we call the love swing. Love Swings are swings designed specifically for sex. People use these swings to help them make certain positions more comfortable. For example, a pregnant woman may benefit from the support of the swing because it holds her weight while she is having intercourse with her husband. Essentially, the swing will enable you to engage in a wider variety of positions for sexual stimulation. In addition, the swing will increase your physical stamina for movement (think basic exercise). By using the swing to create movement, you will find yourself sweating less from the physical work-out and more from the sexual excitement of what is going on. Love swings come in many different shapes and sizes. The degree of variability is similar to the vari

Shadow Tears
shadow tears Shadow Tears I weep. You do not see it. I scream. No one hears it. I boil. Only you know. And they run, coursing my deepest fears, these Shadow Tears. I lock you out. And you break down the door. I push you away. And you bind my arms. I walk alone. Yet you are always there. And they fall, like dead soldiers, until my face molders. These Shadow Tears. I sow seeds of silent remorse. You do not provide the rain. I willingly die of thirst. You force me to drink. I bleed blood that isn't there. You give it name, and substance. And they break away pain that cries and leers, always, Shadow Tears.

Special Poem
Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep...wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when your in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks your just as pretty without make up, one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares, loves being with you, and how he's the luckiest guy in the world to have you.

Wonders An Love Of Beer
The wonders and love, of beer~ (The odd thinkings of.) Beer and love, What wonderful things Both so similar, Both so different. You can love a beer, While beer can make you love, The cold beer is good, Yet cold love s the worse love of all. Sometimes with friends, Down the local or perhaps at a club, Both beer and love, May come along, Yet maybe they won’t, That’s the funny thing, When is come to the, Two greatest things on the planet earth.

Tantric Techniques
SHAKE UP HER CHAKRAS: Tantric Techniques to Turn Women On Try these techniques when you are both naked and relaxed. The Hot Spot: the eyes What You Do: keep your eyes open throughout the erotic encounter and gaze steadily into hers, even if she drops her eyelids. What It Does To Her: Known as "Soul-gazing," this technique transmits a huge amount of sexual energy. People have reportedly achieved orgasm just by gazing at each other. The Hot Spot: the tip of the nose What You Do: Use this as your starting point for touching. Begin simply by lightly caressing it with your fingertip. Gradually extend the caresses down to her neck, armpits, breasts, stomach, genitals, and back up again to her nose, slowly creating a circle of energy which encompasses her from nose to yoni What It Does To Her: the tip of the nose is on the meridian which connects to the Root Chakra. Touching it sends energy flowing through that meridian. When you trace the meridian with your fing

Continuous Wonder
light starting to appear into the room..forcing its way through the tiniest gap in the blinds... just a sign another night has passed and more dreams gone by never to be remembered...almost like stolen thoughts. stretchin my body over to take ahold of my newspaper...just laid in the bed reading a strange sense of tranquility washing over me...wow this is what peace and quiet feels like huh?.. i spoke to soon..almost at once a familiar sound ehoes around the room..a soft laughter and sound of mischief echoin round the room..then a small figure appearing underneath my newspaper..inches from my face....so bold to approach with no second thought. all of a sudden making a remark that takes me aback in awe and confusion...."papi come play with me". papi? huh? this isnt my kid i dont recognise his face...although he should be mine from how stubborn he is and how adament he seems not to have his request ignored....almost instantly another figure appears..a woman this time with long stream

Halloween Heaven Cake
c. shortening 1/2 c. sugar 4 eggs 3 c. sifted flour 2 1/2 tsp. baking powder 1/2 tsp. salt 1/4 c. milk 1/4 c. orange juice 1 c. chopped dates 1/2 c. chopped pecans 2 c. fresh cranberries, halved Cream shortening with sugar until light and fluffy. Add eggs one at a time. Beat well. Sift together flour, baking powder, salt and stir in milk and orange juice. Add dry ingredients to creamed mixture. Blend thoroughly. Fold in chopped dates, pecans and cranberries. Spoon batter into well greased and floured 10 inch tube pan. Bake at 350 degrees for 1 hour and 20 minutes. Frost with orange frosting (3 ounces cream cheese, 3 tablespoons orange juice and powdered sugar).

How Angry Are You
You Are 58% Angry Generally, you are not an angry person. But you're easily frustrated and enraged. You have one heck of a temper. And because of your anger, you tend to feel resentful and even spiteful. You already know how to quell your anger. You just need to do it more often. How Angry Are You?

Ghost Cake With Flaming Eyes
1 (18.5 oz.) pkg. yellow cake mix with pudding 1 c. water 3 eggs 1/3 c. salad oil 1 (7.2 oz.) pkg. fluffy white frosting mix 1 c. water 2 sugar cubes Licorice string 1 tsp. lemon extract Heat oven to 350 degrees. Generously grease baking pan with shortening, using pastry brush. Sprinkle a little flour into the pan and shake gently from side to side until flour coats the bottom and sides. Empty out remaining flour. Prepare the cake mix as directed on package. (When you break the eggs, crack each in the middle and pour out the egg. Then save the 2 best shell halves. Wash these halves and turn upside down to dry.) After mixing, pour the batter into the greased and floured pan. Bake in 350 degree oven for 35 to 40 minutes or until wooden pick inserted in the center comes out clean. Cool the cake 10 minutes on rack, then remove from the pan to tray. After the cake is cool, measure across one short edge of the cake and mark the center with a wooden pick. Measure 4 inches

Some Say
some say im crazy some say im good some say i need help of others but to me im me an thats what i like about myslef i dont be who im not. i dont play games with hearts im no fool of love . some say im greatful some say im strong im just me an only me another i play two roles in life a mother an father some say im good in many ways some say i have came a long way due to my hell of a past but they always say im me an thats what makes me diffent an loved ... sorry i was in a mood not sure why i wrote this but oh well ..lol

Why We Should Love Life
life has lots to give . a lot of pain an d it shows you how to hate . alot of feelings you never understand. but you will keep living , cause you'll tell yourself the pain will stop . but it dont . each day you will have a new pain to look forward to . and love you will learn alot aboput one day you will have it then the next be gone but nothing is forever you will keep looking for love love is something they say you cant live without love is the worst part of life thats what brings you the most pain sharing that ia part of life to . you share everything but noone will share with you but you will try to fine the good in everyone trust thats a big one. you will trust but you will learn that you cant when you do you will just be hurt peopel will make you feel you can trust them then they stab ya in the back they always fine ways to do so they ask ya to forgive them yes you willforgive ca

Warm
A stirring from within Streatching for release Clawing Biting Trying to surface The demon within Begs for your pleasure Feed the beast lust Drink in her passion Lay down you kisses Upon my breast Glide your hands Stop when it gets wet Move into her warmth The beast will respond Give in to her desires Caress Drink in her soul Slide into her deeper No place else you should be Her warmth will keep you safe Let passion lead you Desire her She wont let you down She is wild and wanton Wet and warm Nourishing you Feeding your hunger side note: this kinda got me hot writing it!

Drink And Fight, But Dont Smoke!
Okay check this out, I live about 5 min from the Pa border. They just banned smiking in restaurants and bars there. Cant smoke in Delaware either. Thank God too. I mean who wants to smell cigarette smike when you are getting tanked? and Im glad burning myslef with a lit cigarette is the last thing Im going to have to worry about when I get in a bar fight because Im too drunk. And well it might cut down on car fires at DUI scenes too. Maybe they should make smoing illegal everywhere. I mean since its just killing people like flies. Whats retarded is, there are more fat people than smokers, why dont they ban over eating? Or ban fat people from eating more than a normal portion in public? Oh I guess that would be discrimination. More fat people die from being overweight than smokers from smoking. So what gives? All in all smoking is the "safe" bandwagon this year. Its okay to hate smokers. Well, then lets go with the 'it smells bad' arguement. And just for giggles we can throw in t

You Know Your Living In 2006 When......
YOU KNOW YOU ARE LIVING IN 2006 when... 1. You accidentally enter your password on the microwave. 2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years. 3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of 3. 4. You e-mail the person who works at the desk next to you. 5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends and family is that they don't have e-mail addresses. 6. You pull up in your own driveway and use your cell phone to see if anyone is home to help you carry in the groceries. 7. Every commercial on television has a web site at the bottom of the screen. 8. Leaving the house without your cell phone, which you didn't have the first 20 or 30 (or 60) years of your life, is now a cause for panic and you turn around to go and get it. 10. You get up in the morning and go on line before getting your coffee. 11. You start tilting your head sideways to smile. : ) 12. You're reading this and nodding and laughing. 13. Even worse, you know exactly to whom you

Strawberry Shortcake, What Does Your Dessert Choice Say About You????
If all of the desserts listed below were sitting in front of you, Which would you choose (Sorry, you can only pick one!) Trust me...this is very accurate. Pick your dessert, then look to see what psychiatrists think about you. After taking this dessert personality test, Here are your choices: 1. Angel Food Cake 2. Brownies 3. Lemon Meringue 4. Vanilla Cake with Chocolate Icing 5. Strawberry Short Cake 6. Chocolate on Chocolate 7. Ice Cream 8. Carrot Cake Now, you can't change your mind once you scroll down, so think Carefully what your choice will be.............. OK - Now that you've made your choice this is what research says about you... 1. ANGEL FOOD CAKE -- Sweet, loving, cuddly. You love all warm and fuzzy items. A little nutty at times. Sometimes you need an ice cream cone at the end of the day. Others perceive you as being childlike and immature at times. 2. BROWNIES -- You are adventurous, love new ideas, are a champion of underdogs and a

Are You Threatening Me?!
Hard to believe it, but I already have something new to rant about. So, the "Repost this or I will delete You" bulletins... Lemme just say this, I will repost bulletins I think are funny or informative or that I tend to agree with or think my friends will find any of the above. I will not repost things cause I will get 62,000 years of bad luck, bad sex, bad relationships, bad life, blah blah- gimme a break. For those who use their lil "deleTOR" threats- come on now- grow up a bit and get over yourself and your bulletins. Thank you, that is all =) Happy Hump Day kids!

A New Begining
Well, here I am now, on Lost Cherry. Why? Hmm, good question. I don't like LJ... Myspace has become Adspace, and well the people here all seem a bit more... accepting. I like acceptance. Intolerance is one of the few things in this world that truly bothers me on a regular basis. I have yet to get a 'bad' comment here, nor anyone being anything but kind and gracious. What I like here as well is a broader sense of freedom. Far more pictures allows one to show so many different sides of themselves. It allows the artists out there to show what they can do.... and that along is a great thing. Now we have blogs as well, so that people can put their thoughts to the world, and allow anyone to write anything from the mundane day to day life to truely compelling. And the good part is that boht o these extremes are important, AND given a place here. The gifts idea is also something that is a welcome addition. I like the idea of showing ones style this way. There is a lot mor

Respect!!!!!!!!
I am starting to find that there are a lot of people out there that I really would drather not meet. I have ran into several types while here on LC. The upfront ones are the easy ones to take care of and get rid of. But there are those that have a back door plan that are a little more difficult to smell out. What is it guys? Why is No not a word that you want to hear? Why are you unable to comprehend a simple word such as NO? Why is it that your wish is so much more important than others. And If you do hear the word the two year old child comes out. All that makes me what to do is put you in your room and ignore you. Throw your tantrum and when you can be human again then you can return to the real world. Just please leave me out of the next tantrum. I am getting tired of having to defend my judgement of not wanting to show risque pictures of me. I am tired of constantly getting hounded for them. If I had wanted to put them there....they would have been there long

Oils & Jellies
There are many different types of oils and jellies which are used in this lifestyle. They create different kinds of sensations and reactions depending upon where they are applied and how much is applied. A few types of these things are listed below. 1. Tiger Balm (heating) 2. Cinnamon Oil (heating) 3. Peppermint or Spearmint Oil (cool first, hot later) 4. Massage oils (soothing, sensual, or warming) 5. Baby Oil (Soothing, sensual or warm) 6. Body lotions and creams (soothing sensual or warm) 7. Edible body paints (sensual) These items can be classed in two different categories. Those which heat or cool the skin and those which are more sensual in nature. When using any type of oil or balm applied to the skin it is important to be aware of any risk factors that go with those items. The one affect which is common to all these items is risk of sensitivity or allergic reactions. Always test each item on a small patch of skin inside the elbow. If the person becomes itchy,

In Your Shadows
In the night i does stay up to watch you sleep i does wonder to myself how fortunate i am to have you a very important part of my life Althought the days,nights weeks that go by i truely wonder are you mine? not by the insecurities or judgment i place before you but the waken moment i look at your sayin i adore you, your my love, my partner my best friend want to cherrish you to the end. As i run my fingers thru you hair smoothing down your face i stare at you ,if only i could be in your dreams there with you to hold your hand in the darkness and see you into the light that when you open your eyes it would be me there satifies your delight, that your awore and tell me about your dream how you felt i was right there with thee i told you yes and this is why only in your wildest dream i shall guide you in your shadows im alwayz behind you, meaning you dont have to look far cause i'll alwayz be there where ever you are..

Tips 4 Naughty Sex
Vary the pace If you usually enjoy it soft, go for a bit of rough. If leisurely foreplay is generally your thing, indulge in a frantic quickie. Are soft moans your usual expression of pleasure? Try talking dirty for a change. You'll be stunned at the excitement this will generate almost as exhilarating as taking a new lover! . Give yourself a Brazilian Don't just trim down there - remove the entire range of body furniture, and the sex will be electric. Removing the hairs hurts like hell, but many women who try this radical wax job never let the hairs grow back. Why? Partly because the mop of pubes that nature bestowed on women has a slight numbing effect during sex and partly because, let's face it, there's something breathtakingly naughty about leaving yourself exposed down there. 3. Go posh on the outside and slutty on the inside Teem foxy underwear with something prim on top, like a Maggie Thatcher blouse and a tweed skirt. You'll feel powerful, beautiful and

Freaked Out!
Yeah so I didn't have such a great day today!!! Some of you know that I work at a gas station for a grocery store......Some people are just complete morons!!!! When you fill up a gas can you have to set the damn gas can on the ground!!!! DO NOT LEAVE IT IN YOUR TRUCK , CAR,OR TRAILER!!!!!!!!!!!!! I do not wish to be burned to death thank you very much!!! It is a good idea to also NOT talk on your cell phone while fueling your car!!! And when you get out of your car and before you touch the fuel nozzel and pump your gas to touch your car. You create static electricity from sliding in and out of your car. So before you start fueling touch your car to ground yourself!!!!!! Anyways this is what happened......Some guy comes in with a truck and trailer with atvs in the trailer. He starts filling his gas can without taking it off the trailer and putting on the ground. Before I could go out and say anything....FIRE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CHAOS!!!!!!!!! The whole gas station was full o

"desperado" By The Eagles
And this is another one that fits me EAGLES LYRICS "Desperado" Desperado, why don't you come to your senses? You been out ridin' fences for so long now Oh, you're a hard one I know that you got your reasons These things that are pleasin' you Can hurt you somehow Don't you draw the queen of diamonds, boy She'll beat you if she's able You know the queen of hearts is always your best bet Now it seems to me, some fine things Have been laid upon your table But you only want the ones that you can't get Desperado, oh, you ain't gettin' no younger Your pain and your hunger, they're drivin' you home And freedom, oh freedom well, that's just some people talkin' Your prison is walking through this world all alone Don't your feet get cold in the winter time? The sky won't snow and the sun won't shine It's hard to tell the night time from the day You're losin' all your highs and lows Ain't it funny how the feeling goes away? Desperado

"fool On The Hill By The Beatles
This is one of a couple songs that fits me perfectly Fool On The Hill (Lennon/McCartney) Day after day, alone on the hill The man with the foolish grin is keeping perfectly still But nobody wants to know him They can see that he's just a fool As he never gives an answer But the fool on the hill Sees the sun going down And the eyes in his head See the world spinning around Well on the way, head in a cloud The man of a thousand voices talking percetly loud But nobody ever hears him Or the sound he appears to make And he never seems to notice But the fool on the hill Sees the sun going down And the eyes in his head See the world spinning around And nobody seems to like him They can tell what he wants to do And he never shows his feelings But the fool on the hill Sees the sun going down And the eyes in his head See the world spinning around He never listen to them He knows that they're the fools They don't like him The fool on the hill Sees t

Owens Denies He Tried To Kill Himself
Wednesday, September 27, 2006 news neighbor plus photos/multimedia legislature state nation world weather archives obituaries sports youth high school baylor college professional brazos living puzzles Elegant Bride bridal/anniversary wedding directory faith directory health pets movies waco today watercooler business stocks lottery opinion Letters to the Editor Editorials blogs Bear Blog Entertainment High School Football Little League contact us archives Help & FAQ subscriber services NIE staff directory reach the web staff set my homepage advertise Post Classified Ad Buy Print Ad Buy An Online Ad ETearsheet Signup customer service subscribe to podcast subscriber services subscribe make a payment Owens denies he tried to kill himself By JAIME ARON AP Sports Writer DALLAS — Flamboyant Dallas Cowboys receiver Terrell

Art Of Seduction
ART OF SEDUCTION Seduction is the art, and joy, of tempting your partner into a romantic, sensual liaison. It is less about the outcome of your liaison, and more about the game of seducing. When you begin a game of seduction you are inviting your partner to a completely sensual experience designed to heighten ALL of their senses. Your partner should be in a passive role, while you determine which sense to heighten and which zone to pleasure. Typically, a successful seduction is longer than your average lovemaking session, and can even last over a few days or weeks. It's important to remember that coupling doesn't always have to happen. Think of it as an extended foreplay session. If days of sensual innuendoes and mood setters can't get your partner in the mood, nothing will! Before beginning your seduction plan, you need to decide how long you want your seduction to last. Is there a special day coming up? Do you want to make some serious changes in your love play?

The Five Factor Values Test
Your Values Profile Loyalty: You value loyalty highly. You're completely devoted to your friends and family. Even if they totally screw up, you're still there for them. Just make sure they're equally loyal to you! Honesty: You value honesty a fair amount. You're honest when you can be, but you aren't a stickler for it. If a little white lie will make a situation more comfortable, you'll go for it. In the end, you mostly care about "situational integrity." Generosity: You value generosity highly. So much so that you often put your own needs last. There's nothing wrong with having a caring heart... But you may want to rethink your "open wallet" policy. Humility: You value humility highly. You have the self-confidence to be happy with who you are. And you don't need to seek praise to make yourself feel better. You're very modest, and you're keep the drama factor low. Tolerance: You value tolerance highly. Not only do you enjoy the company of those

Liquid Latex
Liquid Latex can be painted directly onto the skin or various surfaces. It dries in minutes to create a smooth, shiny latex rubber coating. With a few coats of paint, the liquid latex becomes strong enough to make most women feel like they are wearing a bra with good support. Liquid Latex enables you to paint your clothes directly on you. Your "new liquid latex" clothes are a perfect fit, molding to your exact body shape and size. The best of all is that once you have finished painting yourself, you can take you can wear your new liquid latex clothes out to a night club. ***Prior to applying liquid latex I strongly recommend remembering to first shave. Having hairs dry into the liquid latex can make taking the clothes off rather painful. Without the hairs, the removal process is very easy, and painless.*** Ways to use liquid latex Take turns painting each other In the privacy of your own home, put on your liquid latex outfit and serve your partner dinner For

The Art Of Rough Sex
The Art Of Rough Sex Making love is an integral part of most couple's lives and while some couples stick to the basic peaches and cream variety of sex, others opt to venture into more dangerous territory, hence rough sex. But don't get me wrong; rough sex need not involve violence (unless she's into that sort of thing), it can be, however, whatever you want it to be and you can take it as far as you and your woman are willing to go. Mildly sadistic behavior has become a widespread phenomenon in the bedroom and today's sex tip is all about showing your woman who the boss of the bedroom is. Uh, that would be you, buddy. She Moans Yes Now before you delve into all the sexual and potentially torturous fun that you're all giddy about, keep in mind that this kind of sex must be consented to beforehand. Whether it's your long-time girlfriend, wife or a one-night stand, you have to ensure that she's into the mildly painful event that may come up in the immediate future. A

Heat
Red hot heat burning from the core melt away all the fear a smooth touch from a careful hand wipe away all that came before lips fall gentle onto each other softly in the dark of night passion is put aside careful to not move so fast wants and needs long since forgotten desperation for a single touch intoxicating kisses fall upon swollen lips knowing they must part too soon the moon glows bright light a new path to follow caution tape ahead warning to procedd carefully wounded hearts reaching for each other fingers twisted together hold on tight embark on a journey faith and trust in the moon she will show them the way

Effigy
A gust of wind blew you into my life, Lighting up my world. Warmed me from the inside out. As fast as you came, You left as quick. Tears drop one by one, Silently sliding down my cheek. No words spoken. NO emtions shared. Worlds Shattering Frustrations colliding Cold lonly nights empty listless days as i lay awake drained days turn to months reminicent of our times shared easy laughs endless sex passions flaired bodies on fire scorched from a single touch left me broken withering to dust pull the memories from my heart burn in effigy the thoughts of you

Make Me Numb
The Weight of the gun Heavy in my hand Dark of the night Surround my silent steps An animal stirs in the distance It cries out The dead night swallows the sound Take away the pain Senses peak The night grows shorter Weight of my thoughts Heavy in my hands A sound rises from within Soothingly comforting Numb the pain away Fighting the urge to keep going I struggle with the sound Fight with all I have Pain is forever my plague

Aphrodisiacs
Oysters Scientists scoffed at oysters' sexual reputation until nutritionists discovered that they are rich in the essential trace mineral, zinc. Zinc is not a magic love mineral, but it's crucial for men's sexual health. Men with zinc-deficient diets are at risk for prostate problems. Men and women with zinc deficiencies suffer infertility and libido loss. University of Rochester researchers have restored sperm counts in infertile men using zinc supplements. Processed foods are often low in zinc. In addition to oysters, whole grains and fresh fruits and vegetables contain this mineral. Wild Yam This tuber's sexual reputation springs from its age-old use as a treatment for gynecological ailments. It turns out that wild yam is a potent source of diosgenin, a chemical resembling female sex hormones, which was used in the manufacture of the first birth control pills. Many herbalists recommend wild yam salves to women complaining of vaginal dryness. Yohimbe For c

Fat Chick Facts
Big Beautiful Woman From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia (Redirected from BBW) The phrase "Big Beautiful Woman" (commonly abbreviated as BBW) is used by its proponents to denote an attractive, self-confident "woman of size". BBWs are also the focus of a subculture with interests centered on the acceptance, support, and admiration of fat women. Exceptionally large women are called SSBBWs, with the SS standing for "super size". Recently, "Hypersize" has come into use to describe women upward of 500 pounds. The term "BHM," which stands for "big handsome man," is not nearly as prevalent as the term "BBW." Men who are attracted to BBWs are known to the world at large and the media as "chubby chasers" or "fat admirers" although many men who admire such women do not use either term to describe themselves. Some of these men are attracted exclusively to BBWs, while others are simply attracted to good-looking women regardless of size. There are also a large number of lesbian women wh

Joey (cdnbigdaddy) Leave Me Alone
people need to stay off my damn page Joey wtf are you doing bugging me on my page if you come back on it i will be forced to turn you in leave me the fuck alone you are a fucking loser and an abuser go fuck yourself and die for all i care leave me alone stalker

Playing With Ice
Playing with Ice Ladies... Here is a way to tease, tempt & taunt your man & if he isnt around then its a great way to satisfy yourself when your a little Hot & bothered. First of all... You need to be either Nude or semi Nude & feeling quite Sexy...or Horny or both even... Second... All you need is an Ice Cube, ... Your Man & if hes not around.. A girls second best friend is fine, Her Vibrator. Try it out & Have a Ball lol Heres what you do.. You take an Ice cube & suck on it for a few seconds, then you place it inside your pussy..It is sooo cold.. yet so hot at the same time.. While the ice is in your pussy you play with your clit.. When you cant bear the cold & hot no more take it out & place it in your mouth, sucking all your juices off it. After you have sucked all your juices off the ice & it has melted a little .. trace it down your chest.. across your nipples & back down to your pussy.. swirling it around on your clit... Put it back inside your p

Hello
Hi....yea you...Hi. Thank you for joining me in my blog. Anything knew with you? NO?? hmm ok. Kill anyone today??? hmm No? really? why not? I wanted to but don't have time to hide bodies. .....hmm......Your boring. Well thanks for stopping by. Yea...you can go now. Bye.

Female Ejaculation...or Squirting
Female Ejaculation...or Squirting Squirting is a phenomenon in which the female ejaculates, expels or squirts a clear, odorless, colorless (or sometimes white) fluid. Squirting almost always occurs as a function of climax. The composition of the fluid expelled is chemically similar to the fluid that is present in male ejaculate. [Which begs the question, "Who actually is responsible for creating the WET SPOT?" Men have claimed it for years. Now, those men may have to relinquish ownership once and for all. Which begs another question, "Does that mean that she still has to sleep in the WET SPOT?"] Some men find it disgusting and do not want their partners to squirt. Others may find it so exciting they request their partners to learn how to do it. In the exactly same manner that some women swallow semen, men often swallow the clear, tasteless fluid that definitely is not urine. In many women, fluid is not ejaculated. That may be because as a little girl, the femal

Hot Wax
Introduction Hot wax is one of the more intense and erotic things that we, as BDSm players, get involved in. However, hot wax can be considered edge play and something that requires training and experience. Hot wax applied improperly is dangerous! Hot wax applied properly and at the right time in a scene is immensely erotic. In the following paragraphs, we will attempt to address not only the ways to apply hot wax to a submissive, but also what tools to use and special safety issues to be considered while doing hot wax play. General Safety Rules As we said in the introduction, hot wax applied improperly is dangerous! Using the wrong melting point wax and/or not checking temperature of the molten wax can result in up to third degree burns, requiring immediate attention by a physician. Obviously, most of us are not interested in a ride naked in an ambulance after having suffered serious burns and having to live through the embarrassment of explaining how we got th

I Have A Question
Assuming there is a such thing as "truth serum" why can't the police force purchase it from the "government" and use it for kidnappings, serial killers and blah blah, ok...if i have made up truth serum in my head let me know but if i have grounds for my question and anyone has a response feel free to let it fly call me a dumb girl whatever blows your skirt up. These are the things i think of when i'm unsober :)

Amusment At Work
I am such a smartass at work. The company I do order entry/ customer service for does engraving, screen printing and digital printing. We’re a supplier who sell only to distributors who then sell it to the end user. My job is to take orders as they are faxed in, match them up with proper artwork and name lists and determine if I now have all the information to be able to produce the order. Once that’s done I have it to one of my coworkers to continue or write it up for them if they are busy. Most of the time I don’t’ get everything I need to proceed so we all do a lot of guesswork. And many times if they mess up on something it’s our fault. In the front office our days are usually full of angry customers or just difficult customers. It’s stressful and much swearing and beating of desks is often heard. So I decided to make people laugh. I’m creating a religion based on Badges. I have a psalm, 4 commandments and now the beginning of “Genesis”. Everytime I writ

Good Cyber Sex!
Tips for Good Cyber Sex! Before becoming involved in any kind of cybersex please make sure your spouse, boyfriend, etc. are out of the room at the time, (preferably out of the house and not during a major holiday when your in-laws are also present or at a time when all your relatives are in attendance.) It really gets difficult explaining what you are doing undressing in front of the computer, drooling out of one corner of your mouth, while the buzz of various "toys" can be heard. For men, before you begin, please check that your modem protector is on, along with the splash guard for your keyboard. It will stop the future embarrassment of telling the computer technician that your keys are "stuck" and you have no idea why. For women, no matter what you are truly wearing, such as, sweat shirt, torn bathrobe, slippers, t-shirt with stains on the front, bloomer underwear that could cover a car or be used for a parachute; always tell your potential cyber partner you are wearing

Sell Me A Dream
Sell Me a Dream © Brian C. Now I'm alone. I sit here waiting, watching, listening, laughing, FEELING... the splash of a tear who, somehow, found her way from outside to in; SMILING...thoughts of her linger in my mind...what she says and how she does the things she does; WONDERING ...where she is and what she is thinking; TALKING...to myself and to whomever feels he should listen in; DREAMING... of a time when life was young; DANCING... in my heart, of course, happy as can be; HOPING to end my search...right here.

Persist
Persist © Nicole Wickham Dreams don't always come true and that I have to accept. But you were so much better than all the rest. You always cared and you always loved. You were always there when push came to shove. I wanted so badly to have you near. But it's someone else who you hold dear. "Persist" you once told me "Cause your dream might come true". But when you gave me this advice Did you know that my dream was you? Sometimes I think you did But then I'm not so sure. It doesn't really matter anyway Cause your advice I chose to ignore. How could I persist Once I knew the truth? I couldn't even pretend to not know Cause you'd given me the proof. I dealt with it the best I could And tried to hide my feelings from you. But deep down inside of me I am sure that you still knew. So now I just sit and wait And check the mail each day. I hope that you are home real soon Cause it's been lonely with you away.

Realizing Love
Realizing Love © Richard Sheak I take a deep breath, say four words and let my true tears fall, when you answer me maybe this wont work at all, friends we can still remain, but since then no longer have i heard you speak my name, felt your hand touch my palm, heard your thoughts, your deepest secrets that you hide, I close my eyes as a tear rolls down my cheek, and I imagine the words you speak, the words you say, the games you played, the options I've tried, to attempt to keep our friendship alive, as I've failed in all of the above, I admit by chance maybe i just fell in love, my heartbrakes and it aches, I've never felt so depressed, and yet all the time I wish for only the best, I wish for love, I wish for everything to go my way, I wish that all this hurt and all this pain would all just fade away, I feel alone, So unloved, And yet i wonder is this how its meant to be? I wish i meant to you what you so fondly mean to me, I close my eyes as a tear rol

Thoughts Of Love (previously Untitled)
Thoughts of Love (previously Untitled) © Samantha I wonder if he realizes how much I care about him... That I spend hours thinking about him... Hours talking about him. I wonder if he realizes that all my friends know all about him, But he doesn't even know them. Does it even cross his mind that someone right under his nose cares so much for him? That everything makes me think of him.... Many song lyrics remind me of him. Does it occur to him that the person who loves him is right in front of him? I guess it's not that obvious. One day I'll tell him everything... How I've day-dreamed about us being together... That I've dreamt of kissing him or being in his arms... Maybe one day I'll tell him, But today is not that day.

Phone Sex
PHONE SEX TIPS Some Tips Great sex engages all the senses, but few people give credit to its verbal component. 'Talking dirty'. Getting the tone right in bed - or over the telephone - is no simple matter. It takes imagination, courage, a decent vocabulary, practice and sensitivity. Remember, one guy's idea of an arousing teaser could be considered offensive by another, and you don't want to invade his/her comfort zone. If you're not quite able to share your own 'unpseakable' thoughts, ease into pillow porn-talk by reading and recount somebody else's words instead. This way, you claim no responsibility, so you don't have to be ashamed. Suggest he/she reads you an 'adult' bedtime story. Then repay the favour with a tale of his/her choice. Eager to say naughty things to your lover, but terrified to tell him/her to his/her face? Relax, and simply call him/her up to speak your wicked little mind. By talking things up in advance, chances are he'll/she'll be gagging for it later

Her Best Friend
Her Best Friend © Ness She crys but nobody sees her tears He holds her hand so innocently- cannot realise It is for him She sits here now and cries. When her face looks saddened he replaces her smile- Without a clue It is for him she is upset- For she cannot speak whats true. Being with him means the world to her Yet it hurts her beyond words too For she silently longs to say the words- "I am in love with you."

The Death Of Me
The Death of Me © Meg Everything you could have been Everything you'll be. Everything you dream about And everything you see. All the times you feel so much And times you let them go. Times you thought you wanted love And times you'll never know. Parts of you, you cannot hide Parts I'll never see. Parts that want to be alone And parts you share with me. All these things that make you whole I love like no one could. And this is why I dream of you In ways a lover would. For friends is not enough for me I know that it's been years. But love has grown to more than this Despite my greatest fears. Take a look behind these eyes And see the death of me. The love I feel for my best friend Though he will never see.

My One True Love
My One True Love © Justin Throughout my short existence, I've found but one true love, Someone who fits me perfectly, Just like a rubber glove. This person is someone I trust, Someone who's always there, Someone who I can turn to, Through darkness and despair. I've known since I first met her, I love her oh so much, I long for her to love me, And to feel her gentle touch. She says that she still loves me, Yet just wants to be my friend, But I know that I'll still love her, Until the very end. I wish that I could have her, As my very own, But I guess I had my chance, And I guess that chance was blown. This girl I love so very much, Means more to me than ever, And I hope deep down inside, That one day we'll be together.

Best Oral Ways
Best Oral Ways If your man loves to receive oral sex, and whose doesn't, these four oral encounters are sure to keep him begging for more! Before you decide to complete an encounter, spice things up by printing out the coordinating invitation (except #4) and give it to them. This will create the added factor of sweet, tempting anticipation! So, if you're ready to knock his socks off, read on! Encounter #1 Hot & Cold When your partner arrives, tell him to take off his clothes and lie on the bed, or wherever you choose. Then hand him a blindfold and tell him to put it on. After he has done this, let him lay there in suspense for a few minutes. When you are ready, reach over to your hidden cup of warm drink (coffee, hot chocolate, etc.) and take a sip. Then proceed to pleasure him with your mouth. When he is really into it, reach down and put an ice cube in your mouth. Then proceed to pleasure your partner again. Keep switching these until needed. Encounter #2: Look But Do

Last Goodbyes
LAST GOODBYES © Lynn Bartkowicz A Laugh A Cry A Prayer A song Good-bye, my friends. I say with a sigh My pain and anguish Uncovered emotions Our Pasts Diminish Into the race of time. But Our Futures are Bright Yes, I must be Strong But How do you say farewell To a Lifelong Friend?

Best Friends Are Forever!
BEST FRIENDS ARE FOREVER! © Anon, submitted by Anon I sit alone thinking of you and all the things we've both been through You are my soul mate, my very best friend and i know you'll be there until the end Your shoulder to cry on will soon be gone who will be there when something is wrong when times are tough you're always there It shows me just how much you care Although were going separate ways you're in my heart till my final days nothing can make a person see how special a friend you are to me I dreamed of a friend just like you and finally my dream came true noting else could ever fulfill everything you're friendship will You understand a side of me that no one else could ever see you know whats wrong before i cry but if I do, you will always know why A friend like you is hard to find you put my problems all behind you were there when no one cared the best times were the ones we shared We've been together through good and bad you m

Dear Friend
DEAR FRIEND © Anon Dear Friend Days without you are none Your spirit fills the air At nights I stay awake to listen to your voice Faintly I hear you say that you are right above Dreams seem all too real I feel your hands and your breath Laughter and fun we have had for so long Then I am awoken by an alarm Letters written back and forth Memories made to stay a lifetime Your lifetime made all too brief But I made sure your life goes on I miss you See you soon Love Me

True Friendship Never Dies
TRUE FRIENDSHIP NEVER DIES © Jamie Pace I feel I've lost a thousand years, just living day by day. I'm hidden behind the pain and tears, my sorrow guides the way. I cannot see where I have gone, nor where my life shall go. But leaving you my life-long friend, is the only way I know. It will be painful, I will be weak but true friendship never dies. So call upon the Greatest Power, when you feel you can't survive. He will heal you saddest hours, and keep our memories alive. For in the eternal love of God, true friendship never dies.

Friends Forever
Friends Forever © Mariah Hinshaw ~Here is a poem I wrote to say good-bye to my friends before graduation.~ We will be friends forever Amigos, buddies, pals Where you are, I’ll be No matter how many miles We will be friends forever No matter how many mistakes you or I make Because as long we are friends There’s nothing we couldn’t take We will be friends forever No matter where we’ll be Because when we leave one another behind You’ll be in the heart of me We will be friends forever No matter how old we are Because when you’re friends forever You’ll never be too far

Deep Throat
Deep Throat There are tricks you can learn. The single most important one - surprise, surprise - is stifling that gag reflex. And actually, a cucumber isn't as daft as it sounds (although unless your man is really well hung, you should find a courgette should suffice.) Wash it throughly, lock yourself in the bathroom so you can relax and see how far you can take it. Work it back gradually, half an inch or so at a time and the second your gag reflex goes, breathe in through your nose and focus on stifling it. It's a mind over matter thing. If you can manage it with a courgette, you're laughing with a cock because they're way more adaptable cos they're softer.Don't feel you have to go for it all in one go. You can practice taking a little more each day so that your throat gets used to it. Not all people can stifle their gag reflex but practice certainly makes it easier. Alternatively, you can make things easier by 'raising your soft palate. Tense your mouth, flare your no

Bittersweetness
bittersweetness © Suzanne a poem about graduating and saying goodbye the hardest thing about friendship is parting like when someone you love moves away it seemed as if our friendship was just starting until that one fateful day i never saw it coming, it hit so very fast graduation was in sight now i then realized these few days would be our last i miss my friends now everyday i can't believe our time is done you see now i always tend to pray and thank God for all the fun we helped each other through many times, both good and bad that's true as i think of them and reminisce i see how much we grew from kindergarten to eighth grade we were all each other had these friends were not the kind you'd trade they were not the passing fad and now that we have graduated and gone our separate ways all i can do is remember about the love of the good old days when they said, "we saved the best for last" the class they meant was mine and i hope we neve

So Fuckin Sexy
So whats the one thing you wanna do to me I know why limit you to one right ?? but really I can't help it I don't have time to listen to all the things from each guy/girl lol . have fun with it and be creative ... any .. one .. thing

Getting The Hang Of Things
Well I just recently jointed LC a couple days ago n so far ive gotten some great responses. I still gettin use to things but i like it alot. Ty to all the ppl that left me comments n just dropped by the say hi i appreciate that. Luv n hugs to those that rated me a 10 yall are special folks n my book. Ty so much. Yall have a good one *luvs hugs n licks*

To You With Love
To You With Love © Sung by Lulu in "To Sir With Love", originally titled "To Sir With Love". Those schoolgirl days of telling tales And biting nails are gone But in my mind I know They will still live on and on But how do you thank someone Who has been with you from crayons to perfume It isn't easy but I'll try If you wanted the sky I would write across the sky In letters that would show a thousand feet high To you with love The time has come for closing books And long last looks must end And as I leave I know That I am leaving my best friend A friend who taught me right from wrong And weak from strong That's a lot to learn What can I give you in return? If you wanted the moon I would try to make the stars But I would rather you let me give my heart To you with love But how do you thank someone Who has been with you from crayons to perfume It isn't easy but I'll try If you wanted the sky I would write across the sky In letters that would show

Farewell, My Friends
Farewell, My Friends © Mild G. Calingo My friends to you I bid goodbye To the friendship that brought me sky The year has been swell As if coming from a wishing well But as all things do I have to bid adieu How it pains me to But there's nothing I can do Thank you for the memories The laughter and the tears They'll linger in my heart As if we never part If by chance we meet again May it be full of blessings in the rain Yet for now all that I can say Is to God for you I'll pray

Friends
Friends © Melissa Mays Written on January 5, 2000 It's hard to believe it's time to go Leave this way of life, spread our wings and grow Say goodbye to those friends that we hold dear to our hearts Shedding tears for we'll be so far apart Remembering all the good times and even the bad Including the fights we sometimes had Through the tears and the pain Friendship was our gain We stuck together through sunshine and rain, laughs and shouts We found out what true friends were all about So as our senior year comes to an end We'll carry in our hearts our special friends And take with us all the memories that were made Since that very first August day.

Missing My Friend
Missing My Friend © 2/10/2000 Lynda I miss you my friend ..you are so dear. Even though you are not near. I carry you within my heart. And i know that we will never part. You're special to me ..that much is true. Without you, I wouldnt know what to do. I depend on you and you on me. No truer friends could there ever be. I wish we were together ..that would be such fun. We would talk for hours and never be done. One day we will meet ...It has to be so. I would go anywhere for you ..no matter were i had to go. You're more than my friend...you're my lil sis too. And I know this much ....I will always love you.

Anal Sex Tips
1. Anal intercourse is the least frequently practiced form of anal sex There are many ways to enjoy the anus erotically. The most common techniques include touching the anal opening with a finger while masturbating or stimulating a partner's anus during intercourse or oral sex. Some people enjoy the sensation of a finger -- their own or a lover's -- insinuated into their anal opening and gently rotated. Others may prefer the insertion of a dildo or vibrator beyond the anal opening and short anal canal into the larger rectum. Many men, including heterosexuals, favor this form of penetration. Oral-anal lovemaking is popularly known as rimming. The very idea disgusts some people. Others enjoy performing it or allowing themselves to be probed in this special way. 2. Anal stimulation, including intercourse, is not painful if done properly The belief that anal stimulation, especially intercourse, has to hurt is a persistent and dangerous myth. Just as pain anywher

Missing You
Missing You © Katrina Noelle Hilliard As I look down the hall, And I see your face, I know that in my heart, Something is out of place. Day after day goes by, But the pain never goes away, Our anguish the price of a crime, A price too high to pay. It is unbearable to see, Your unhappy days, Your tear brimmed eyes, Filled with pain for me, When I used to be able to help you, In so many ways. I know our friendship, Is forbidden, But I still miss you, It does not ease, My heavy heart, A burden. I hope you miss me, As much as I miss you. But there's a wall between us, And it seems there's nothing we can do. My heart is torn, Please try to understand, I want to be there for you, But I cannot be A shoulder to cry on A comforting hand. But I beg of you, Please listen to me, No matter what obstacles, Are in the way, I am always here for thee.

Last Days
Last Days © Laarnie Simbulan Moving on and meeting new people Seems like the most interesting thing New buddies, new galpals A whole new world to explore At first, tears never came and overflowed All there was was excitement Laughter, amazement and gladness For the final year in high school's about to be uncovered But during the last days, things changed. Memories and good times of the past shone, Clouded our minds as we thought of leaving While all the emotions altogether brewed. All of a sudden, tear-floods overflowed, unmanageable. Rivers of crystalline tears mixed with sobs, Reminiscing the past seemed to be hard. To grasp the thought was unbearable. "Why do I cry?", I asked. I always wanted to leave, didn't I? "Can't wait to get out of here" were my initial words But why and why now are my questions. Sadness creeps in and heart full of sorrow As I sat with clouded eyes, still crying. Nothing will be lost, I thought. All's well. I'll look

"goodbye"
"GOODBYE" © Anon As I sat here through my tears I look back on all the years Games we lost and won The prom where we had so mch fun Having fun with great laughter We all lived happliy ever after As I walked down the hall for the last time realizing I never again here that tardy bell chime Ditching school because we were way too cool I can never take back those days and now is it to late to Make an amends with old best friends For now I say ,from today til forever Goodbye to all that came my way.

Stay The Same
STAY THE SAME © Kristi Widner As time has changed and seasons have past We've developed a bond that will forever last. As we say good-bye in this our final year We try to hold back those overpowering tears. We remember those time that seem so long ago As we grew up together through highs and lows. We knew this day would eventually be here But had no idea of its overwhelming fear. The years have flown by but the memories remain These faces and names will always stay the same. So as you go out into this world unknown Always remember there's no place like home.

Just One More Year
JUST ONE MORE YEAR © Cool Cat From Girl Scouts to girl problems, It's been a bumpy ride There have been times of great laughter and times of hurt pride. For a year I was the snob I wore the tennis sweaters and the attitude For that year, I thought you a slob Just because you were not me The next year, we were best friends Once again, you and me Tied at the hip? The only way to be! A summer passed And not much changed But the pace got too fast Only four years left Ninth grade and a family thing The Captain stole my heart Your cousin of all people But soon, he and I did part After that I figured this I paid more attention to the crush And treasured time with you I did miss No more tall dark and handsomes for me Another year? Tenth grade? Yes, I fear tis true, tis true As time passes, Our differences make it fun Beatles, Douglas Adams and the Who I say Oh yah? Oh yah? Metallica, Douglas Adams, and country are your way Juniors ar

Graduation Day
GRADUATION DAY © Grimm, 7/16/97 The more I look back on all the happy times the easier it is for me to realize that friends are much more then hellos and goodbye it all comes down to what you have inside. Yes, some are good singers and some are athletic but that doesnt matter (are you starting to get it?) all that is important is the feeling inside if your white or black or green or blue eyed. For me to sit and say "I wont miss this old place" is wrong and untrue (cant you tell in my face?) all the frinds and teachers meant so much to me I dont know any place that i'd rather be. "Those were the days", I'd here my parents say. charish there years...each and everyday The people you'll meet and the places you'll go and the hurt once thats gone is more then you'll know. All my friends will be leaving and i'll still be here All my friends i'll be losing is my greatest fear Promise you wont forget me as you go away, promise you'll be back to see me someda

Touch
TOUCH © 25 March 96 Ray McAllister I feel your touch, my friend, the spontaneous song of your love for me. It sounds with a soft tap, a playful swat, a pure embrace. And in Your silent tones You sing of the Spirit's tie. Here we stand together, our union in His kingdom displayed by thoughtful hands, the bond in the work shown by the closeness of our walk, And in this chilly, violent world, we warm and guard ourselves with the other's care, throwing off our fears in playful games of silly rest. Yet in the deepest cavity of our heart, the place where feelings pass the realm of words, we simply savor the gifts of our loving God. Let us now share His music, the unspoken chords and the fluid melodies, the mysterious power to draw our spirits near, and pull us toward the One who brought us close.

Near
NEAR © 14 March 96 Ray McAllister How glad I am to feel you near, to have as you a friend of common Faith, to open up my heart to one not too afraid to look, or too displeased to care, but one who peers with interest rapt into the center of my soul. How pleasant here to feel your voice role over me like the sea, bright and fresh as a summer afternoon. whose thoughts draw my anxious eyes as a rainbow in the sky. Oh, the joy unearned to gaze into a mind so pure, a model of the holy life, next to me as in the war, or just to rest in silence savoring our tender tie. Oh, to sit so close to one who knows my good and bad, and chooses still my side. now to share that clean, unselfish, flame of nearer inner bonds, the soft embrace of hearts who truly care.

Pink
PINK © 14 January 97 Ray McAllister Here you stand, my friend, as our lives embrace through Heaven's pastel love, the comfort and compassion of Yahweh's smile, painted softly across your face. You dream, you hope, you walk, together with me through God's world of restoration, sacrificial red blended with pure, white snow, a serene, pink Paradise, beyond the rainbow's edge. How pleasant and refreshing is your healing touch, that flows from a patience like the Master's Himself. How ready you are to set aside your regular concerns, to gently hold my weary, confused heart, and color me once more with joy. With such deep yet simple grace you hear, you listen, you care, you understand, you accept me in all I am and am not, filling me with the ease of a flower, friendship's new, pink bud. O precious heart how free we dance, through Heaven's fields of rest.

Little
LITTLE © 1996 Ellen Strauss Remember when you were little And the colors danced in your head You picked out your favorite one A deep crimson red Remember when you were little And you shouted out with glee As you and your color laughed Both happy as can be Remember when you were little And your color went away Your sad little sobs filling the world As you walked off alone to play Remember when you were little And it came in a sudden attack When you realized that your color Was never coming back Remember when you were little And you shouted out above I wish I'd allowed myself Just for once to feel love!

"be My Friend"
"BE MY FRIEND" © NaNi Ratnawati "woodward" Bandung, Indonesia "My life is just for friends.. I will never know the world if I am just alone, with no body speak to me, with no body invite me to the birthday party, to the cinema, to the "sale" market, and to anywhere.. I will never have a problem if I never fight with my friends, but I will always in trouble when I have no friends.. I will never feel happy or sad if I never share something together with my friends.. I will have nothing to remember if I just sit and sad because I have no friend I will never meet a perfect guy to be my husband if I don't have any friends.. I will totally crazy if I don't have friends.. So please.. please.. Be my friend.. be my good friend, be my best friend.. past all events together.. please don't betray me..please don't make me dissapointed.. Please... Just remember me if you want to share something, just call me if you are confuse who you can chat to, just take me go if you have no body to

We Need Each Other
WE NEED EACH OTHER © Kyra We need each other... In times of private pain, of fear and stress; We need each other... to share our joys, our times of happiness; We need each other... to hold on and be strong, and encourage when things are going wrong; We need each other... to keep the faith and love, and remind each other of all the things we're dreaming of; We need each other... now and always.

What Year Do You Belong In?
You Belong in 1969 If you scored... 1950 - 1959: You're fun loving, romantic, and more than a little innocent. See you at the drive in! 1960 - 1969: You are a free spirit with a huge heart. Love, peace, and happiness rule - oh, and drugs too. 1970 - 1979: Bold and brash, you take life by the horns. Whether you're partying or protesting, you give it your all! 1980 - 1989: Wild, over the top, and just a little bit cheesy. You're colorful at night - and successful during the day. 1990 - 1999: With you anything goes! You're grunge one day, ghetto fabulous the next. It's all good! What Year Do You Belong In?

A Friend Indeed
A Friend Indeed © Carin A friend is someone to share your whole day with, someone to wish on a star, a friend is someone to laugh 'till your crying, one with to walk very far, A friend is someone who won't tell your secrets, a friend is somebody fair, a friend is someone to share a big sundae, someone to French braid your hair, a friend is someone to make you happy, when your very blue, a friend is someone who teaches you things like how to tie your shoe, a friend is someone who's always there for whatever you may need, a friend is someone who you love, a freind is a friend indeed

Angels
Angels © Tara L. Olson Life is a journey, a journey that takes us down many roads. Some good and some not so good. But as we travel we learn,grow, and meet people that make those journies all worth the travel. Those kind of people in a way are like Angels. With them we find comfort in the arms of our Angels. Friends come and go, and from each one we learn more aboout our selves. We see our weakness are strengths from the eyes of another. But the ones that stay and inprint our hearts are the ones we keep close and safe within, like an Angel. And there we find comfort in the arms of our Angels. So I write this message with love and thanks. For you have touched my life, watched me fall, and you raised me up like an Angel sent from God. And that is where I always found my comfort. In the arms of my Angel, and her name was Annaliese.

To My Sister
To My Sister © Jamie McGill There are special angels, you will encounter here in life, and lift you up above your fight. They whisper a prayer softly for you, Whether they are near or far away, and somehow they always know all the right things to say. They have a smile and a look in their eyes, that light up every corner of your heart, and they love you as their own, they have a gentle way about them, that makes it feel like home. They can see the shadows in your life, that noone else could find, and chase away that shadow, till it's only joy they find. Everytime you think of them, It feels like Heaven smiling down, There is a certain glow around them, and you know without a doubt, this is an angel you have found. You may find yourself wondering, how do i deserve the honor, of this angel in my life, don't question God's blessing, Just seek out His face, Jesus paid the price for us, and He blessed us in it's place. There are special angels, You will encou

Friendship
Friendship © 1997 Angela Friendship is the kind of love that never can grow old. Warm and cozy it will stay when other things are cold. Friendship is a love so true it won't be denied, Because a friend will always be there close by your side. Boyfriends and lovers come and go in this game of life we play, But a true friend, no matter what, in your heart will always stay. So hold these friends dear to you, and never let them go. Think how much they mean to you, and make sure to tell them so.

Only When...
Only When... © Shariz Friendship is a rare jewel that shines, Only when you give it a sunny smile Friendship is a lock that opens, Only when you unlock your true self to it Friendship is a song, which is sung, Only when you know its rhythm Friendship is a dream, which comes true, Only when you believe in it Friendship is a sun, which rises, Only when your heart has set on it Friendship is a throne, on which you can sit, Only when you share your kingdom with it Friendship is a path, which you will find, Only when you know you are lost Friendship is a hand that holds yours, Only when you extend yours Friendship is an album of reminiscences, which you can leaf through, Only when you cherish it Friendship is a lamp, which lights, Only when you know it will assuage your heart Friendship is a lantern, which glows, Only when you need the warmth of it Friendship is a language, which you speak, Only when you know the meaning of it Friendship is a potpourri of feelin

Forgotten Parent
FORGOTTEN PARENT © Barb When I am dead and over me bright April Shakes out her rain-drenched hair, Though you shall lean over me broken-hearted, I shall not care. I shall have peace, as leafy trees are peaceful When rain bends down the bough; And I shall be more silent and cold-hearted Than you are now.

My Child
MY CHILD © Lonnie Alvin Cahoon Monday 27 August 1990 My child and I will never see, Each other in this, this phase that we call life. My child one night decided in strife to take a trip out to the beautiful sea, never to come back home to me. My child sailed out in a wooden shoe, a journey we each must take. Never knowing that whom we leave behind, that their hearts are going to break. Oh my child, I love and miss you so, even though my hands never got to hold your tiny little soul. But you must go where the soldiers go, out to the misty sea, knowing in my aching heart that you'll never be coming back home to me.

Perfect Mother
Perfect Mother © Rosie B. Reyes I'm not the perfect mother,and this I know is true I never really took the time to tell you I love you, I always wanted perfect,the bedrooms and the plates I never really took the time to stop and appreciate. I always was too busy,I never really looked, I expected way too much from you, even made you read your own books. I know you saw the mothers who made lemonade and cakes, who always really took the time to stop and to relate. You all are young men now i know its much to late. I wish I was the mother who stopped to make a date. To make a date to be there,to giggle and to play, to only worrie what else to do and never hesitate. I know I hardly said it but this I know is true: I hope you do believe me when I say that I love You!

Old Joke But Still A Good One
At the end of a long crime fighting day, Superman decides he needs to relax for a few hours, so he rings spiderman to see if he'd like to go out for a drink. Spiderman replies "No, I have to repair my web spinner." So, Superman rings a few more of his super hero friends and they're all busy. He decides in the end to go for a quick super-fly around the world to clear his mind before bed time. As he passes over Wonder-Woman's mansion he sees her lying naked and spread eagle next to her pool. Hmmm he thinks, with my super powers I'll fly down for a quickie and before she realizes I'll be gone. So he swoops down and "WHAM BAM thank you maam" and he's gone. Wonder- Woman shreiks "What was that?" And the invisible man cries "I don't know, but I've sure got a sore ass!!!"

Aimee
Aimee © Tammy When you were a little girl, I could do no wrong You listened to my every word because our love was so strong When you needed someone to talk to You always came to me The word Mother was the most important thing As I look back to that time I wonder how it happened Where did our lives divide It seemed like only yesterday will our love survive the ride If only to get back the time when you were only five and remind you of the time you thought I was the most important person alive Your happiness is my only concern though you don't think so at this time Just remember no matter what A Mothers love never dies

You Gave Me Wings
YOU GAVE ME WINGS © Barry S. Colvin As a young tot, without care or concern I lived within a family that was ever so strong A family with love A family with care A family that I knew would always be there I still recall the good old days With Dad on the road And Mom home to stay Dad calling each night just to say, “I’m working hard and will be home in a few days” Always to end with “I love you all” Mom with the handle of doing all the motherly things The housework, the meals, and bandaging a scraped knee My sisters and I, never to fear, that a hug and a kiss would always be there. As a young tot, I never knew Just what the job was that Mom and Dad had to do. But I did know, without a doubt That I was always loved, I was cared for And my Mom and Dad would always be there. As I grew older, things started to change I learned how to sew and cook a few meals A sense of responsibility and what it meant to share Maturing was tough, e

Happy Hump Day
I hope you are having a splendid day! I have already been to work and done my three mile walk and boy was it hot out there. We are still having 100 degree days. Yesterday we did our workout and walk, it is nice to do it and get the blood pumping. Today I need that as I am dragging a bit. I was up until 11:30 and then up at 5 AM, ugh, I see a nice nap in my afternoon today :) So everyone knows what a tv head I am and I am excited that the new seasons are on and I have been watching them. Anyone watching Studio 60? It is a new program this year and it is pretty good, I am enjoying it. Of course I am watching CSI Miami, Grey's Anatomy, Desperate Housewives and I am watching this season of Dancing With the Stars (Go Emmitt). Can you believe today I was asked to work on Black Friday. I work in retail and of course that is a HUGE day and I typically do not work on Fridays, but I told them I would. It is such a busy day and the day goes so fast, but can you believe we are already talk

My True Best Friend
MY TRUE BEST FRIEND © 1996, Amanda Joyner My best friend and I Always seem to fight, But he's there when I need him, He talks to me at night. He's the greatest person Anyone could ever imagine, He's kind and funny, He sends love out like magic. He always knows Whenever I'm sad, Whenever I need to cry He's there. Sometimes he's been The only one who understood, My best friend's The only one who would. Next year he'll be So very far away, But next to me Is how he'll always stay. 'Cause you see that my best friend, Just happens to be my brother, And Bubba, no matter what I'll always love ya.

Uncounted Blessings
Uncounted Blessings © Jill Wolf, sent by Wendy Hinson Whenever we gather together, The words are not easy to find, But love speaks a common language When people have ties that bind. We don't always say what we're feeling As often as families should; We don't count our blessings out loud, But somehow they're understood. We know that we're thankful for living With the comfort of each other's care; We're grateful for memories and stories, And the jokes that our family shares. We might leave a promise unspoken, But we know that we're loyal and true; We can count on companions through life, In the sunshine and shadows, too. We might show some special attention To a stranger, acquaintance, or guest, But we never forget in our hearts About those that we really love best. These blessings can never be counted Like money or gold dividends; They can only be shared as the love That exists when families are friends.

Family & Friends
Family & Friends © Jill Wolf, sent by Wendy Hinson We all have a cherished garden we tend - It is planted with love of family and friends. The memories and dreams we treasure and share Are like beautiful roses found blooming there. The comfort and care on which we depend Is given with love between family and friends. The sunshine of laughter and rain of a tear Only make our love grow with each passing year. We may all be ourselves with no need to pretend Because of the love of family and friends; They notice the rainbows and weather the showers. They overlook weeds and praise all our flowers. The most valuable thing is the time that we spend Tending this garden with family and friends. When counting our blessings, we know from the start That family and friends come first in our heart.

Together
TOGETHER © Emma Stacey Together, Within a smudge of blue, I walk the footpath. Together, With only ourselves in a group, We are content. Together, We talk about the important things Of our lives. Together, We are somehow complete, Needing no-one else. Together, We hear the voice behind us, Interrupting our private world. Together, As if one person, we glance back, Seeing the face that spoke. Together, We try to accommodate the person, Losing the closeness we had. Together, The conversation we make Is of mindless events. Together no longer, We become smatters of blue That once made a beautiful smudge.

Good Times/bad Times
GOOD TIMES/BAD TIMES © Claire Many broken pieces Shattered, now apart What can I do to mend it? To mend by broken heart? I walk along the beach Leaving footprints cold and bare How can I enjoy the sunset, When there’s no one here to share? There used to be a pair, Of footprints next to mine. But they washed away with waves And the shifting sands of time. All I can do now, Is remember how things were. The good times, not the bad times, Which caused my heart to stir. To live to die, What does it matter? While I am in this state. I didn’t know how much I loved, Until it was too late.