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Billy Idol - Rebel Yell
Last night a little dancer came dancin' to my door Last night a little angel Came pumpin cross my floor She said "Come on baby I got a licence for love And if it expires pray help from above" In the midnight hour she cried- "more, more, more" With a rebel yell she cried- "more, more, more" In the midniight hour babe- "more, more, more" With a rebel yell- "more, more, more" More, more, more. She don't like slavery, she won't sit and beg But when I'm tired and lonely she sees me to bed What set you free and brought you to be me babe What set you free I need you hear by me Because In the midnight hour she cried- "more, more, more" With a rebel yell she cried- "more, more, more" In the midniight hour babe- "more, more, more" With a rebel yell- "more, more, more" He lives in his own heaven Collects it to go from the seven eleven Well he's out all night to collect a fare Just so long, just so long it don't mess up his hair. I walked the ward with you, babe A

The Ending Of A Day...
With a sigh I see another day pass, for when the crow settles and the owl is a hunt, then that which we do not name is about. For even thoe you may not believe, there is more in this plane tween heaven and earth than mankind must or will ever know or experience. Yet in the shadows there is still light from the moon, as she glides through the velvet night, in search of love long past. What are we to do if, at the end of the threads of time, we have left a page unturned, or a drop of water untasted, or a ray of sunshine pooled listlessly in a pothole? Seek to learn the truth, and teach whay you learn that in grace of fate we can outlive our shells, and pass on to the next plane!

Wishes And Fantasies
Wishes and Fantasies By HarleyGirl aka SweetHarley Brandon and Kristen walked the corridors of the mall window shopping and talking. There were a lot of people there for a Wednesday afternoon and Kristen thought maybe it was a good sale day. Just then, Brandon squeezed Kristen's hand tighter, shaking her from her thoughts, "Would you ever share me?" "What do you mean... share?" asked Kristen, wondering where the conversation was going but she thought she'd play it out. "I mean share, as in with another woman. Would you share me?" Brandon stopped walking and turned to Kristen, a smile on his face and a devilish sparkle in his eyes. "I don't know. I'd have to think about it, I guess. Why are you asking? Do you have a plan in mind, or are you just theorizing?" Kristen's interest was peaked, but she wasn't going to let Brandon know that just yet. The thought of another woman and herself fucking a man had always been in the back of her mind, one of those fantasie

One Day In Life...
When time unfolds, it releases life in bursts and waves, space envelopes the waves and swollows the bursts, giving way to the essense of matter. This matter boils and rolls until it connects with other matter thus forming one solid body. This body then must shape and form itself into the end result, enabling life to begin. As this is true, so is the fact that life did not start on just one body in space, but many, giving life a chance to prosper on as many planes of existance as possible. So when we look into the night, and see the stars, we see all that has formed to become what we now live on. as such we are nothing more than matter that transfers from one body to the next. When and where did our life forces begin, and what is there make up in the role of space and time?

*queen Adreena - I Adore You*
They open my window...in comes the light, I froze in the corner...I pray for the night, But if it's you my dear who turns on the light, I'll eat from your hands as a bird with no fear no no, fear. Because I adore you, I adore you, I adore you, I adore you. Rise up my dark star...face into the night, Come out of your corner..shine for the night, if it's you my love who turns on the light, I'll eat from your hands as a bird with no fear no no, fear. Because I adore you, I adore you, I adore you, I adore you, I adore you, I adore you. Climb out of the shadows...crawl into the night, Fall out of the window...die to the night, if it's you my love who turns on the light, I'll eat from your hands as a bird with no fear no no, fear. Because I adore you...

Fiona Apple - The First Taste
I lie in an early bed, thinking late thoughts Waiting for the black to replace my blue I do not struggle in your web because it was my aim to get caught But daddy longlegs, I feel that Im finally growing weary Of waiting to be consumed by you Give me the first taste, let it begin heaven cannot wait Forever Darling, just start the chase - Ill let you win but you must Make the endeavor Oh, your love give me a heart contusion Adagio breezes fill my skin with sudden red Your hungry flirt borders intrusion Im building memories on things we have not said Full is not heavy as empty, not nearly my love, not nearly my love, not Nearly Give me the first taste, let it begin heaven cannot wait Forever Darling, just start the chase - Ill let you win, but you must Make the endeavor

The Ever Pathetc Ravings Of A Madman....
Quote the what? Nevermind...Poe's message was lost in time. And to think that art was thought a crime. To this, I quote, one more devine. Here's the truth, though laced with lies. Without, our work just rotts and dies. Tell that raven that when he cries, to take a glimpse into MY eyes... Dizzy D If you can't tell, I'm a big fan of Edgar Allen Poe's literature, lol. I wrote this one about an obvious poem that he wrote.

Nin - The Only Time
i'm drunk. and right now i'm so in love with you. and i don't want to think too much about what we should or shouldn't do. lay my hands on Heaven and the sun and the moon and the stars. while the devil wants to fuck me in the back of his car. [Chorus:] nothing quite like the feel of something new. maybe i'm all messed up. maybe i'm all messed up. maybe i'm all messed up in you. maybe i'm all messed up. maybe i'm all messed up. maybe i'm all messed up. maybe i'm all messed up in you. maybe i'm all messed up. this is the only time i really feel alive. this is the only time i really feel alive. i swear. i just found everything i need. the sweat in your eyes the blood in your veins are listening to me. well i want to wrap it up and swim in it until i drown. my moral standing is lying down. [Chorus]

Down The Rabbit Hole...
So which one is it? The blue pill or the red pill? Life goes on around me but my watch has stopped long ago, as the scenary freezes in time. I'm not lost but I don't know where I am. I follow one trail, only to find those who will not give me the answers to my questions. I trust in one to find another, and alas, there too I failed. Why do those we follow only lead us where we started? The real path lies within. Even the questions we ask have already been answered, just can't decipher the meaning. Puzzles and riddles play games in my mind where no one wins; the ever changing pieces move accross the chess board and out of sight. Crazy? Ha. That would seem a lighter side of darkness. Black and hollow is the path to follow, it's how well we come out at the end that matters.

A Right To Be Heard
Endless puzzles, and riddles alike; hand me the bottle, let's open the mic To all the lost spirits, who're blind to the light; the path is still present, and you have the right Begin a new day, and smile with the sun; don't be so down, let's go have so fun You might live forever, or die with the night; let's all brace this message with courage and might Why question the motive, and bleed with the pain; to wallow in nothing makes life seem in vain Just use what you know, forget what you had; whatever it was, it can't be that sad Most feelings we get are all for the cause; so distort what you're taught, let's break all the laws Feel good to be you, I'll live to be me; a journey we'll take, the path to be free

Afi - Prelude 12/21
This is what I brought you, this you can keep. This is what I brought, you may forget me. I promise to depart just promise one thing. Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep. This is what I brought you, this you can keep. This is what I brought, you may forget me. I promised you my heart just promise to sing. Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep. (Oh-uh, Oh-uh, Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep. (Oh-uh, Oh-uh) This is what I thought, I thought youâ€™d need me. This is what I thought, so think me naive I'd promised you a heart, you'd promise to keep. Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep. (Oh-uh, Oh-uh, ) Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep. (Oh-uh, Oh-uh, Kiss my eyes and lay me to...sleep. (Oh-uh, Oh-uh)

Sex
The Pre-Booty Call Agreement This pre-booty call Agreement (hereinafter referred to as "The Agreement") is entered into on this ___day of ______________, 20 __, by ____________________, (hereinafter referred to as the "Participant") between ____________________, (hereinafter referred to as the "Holder of 'The Agreement'") and ____________________ (Participant). This Agreement shall cover the following rules and principles for the Participant: 1. No sleeping over!! Unless it is very good and we need to repeat it in the morning. 2. No meeting in public except for dinner or drinks before the events of the evening. 3. No calls before 9 pm. We don't have anything to talk about. 4. None of that "lovemaking" stuff, only mind-blowing sex allowed. 5. No emotional discussions!! i.e. where are we heading with this? Do you love me? The answer is "no", so don't even ask. 6. No plans made in advance. That is why you are called "the backup." Unless you are from out-of-town, then

My Chemical Romance - Vampires Will Never Hurt You
And if they get me and the sun goes down into the ground And if they get me take this spike to my heart and And if they get me and the sun goes down And if they get me take this spike and You put the spike in my heart And if the sun comes up will it tear the skin right off our bones And then as razor sharp white teeth rip out our necks I saw you there Someone get me to the doctor, someone get me to a church Where they can pump this venom gaping hole And you must keep your soul like a secret in your throat And if they come and get me What if you put the spike in my heart And if they get me and the sun goes down And if they get me take this spike and (Come on!) (Chorus) Can you take this spike? Will it fill our hearts with thoughts of endless Night time sky Can you take this spike? Will it wash away this jet black feeling? And now the nightclub sets the stage for this they come in pairs she said We'll shoot back holy water like cheap whiskey they're always th

Here Are Some Recommended Movies
The Usual Suspect, Pulp Fiction, Boondock saints, Queen of the damned, and Interview with a Vampire. These are recommand for 16 and up i think you would enjoy them they're Action movies in a good way so rent them and try them out.

*head Automatica - Beating Hearts Baby*
I recommend just Listening to this song.. its in my playlist on my page. (Beating hearts baby) Baby is this love for real? (Beating hearts baby) Let me in your arms to feel (Beating hearts baby) The beating of your heart, baby (Beating hearts baby) The beating of your heart, baby You, you want nothing to do with me You, you want nothing to do with me I, I don't know what to do with you 'Cause you don't know what you do to me Baby is this love for real? Let me in your arms to feel The beating of your heart baby The beating of your heart, baby Baby is this love for real? Let me in your arms to feel Your beating heart baby, The beating of your heart baby Girl, you really got your hold on me Girl, you really got your hold on me Girl, you gotta get away from me 'Cause you want nothing to do with me Baby is this love for real? Let me in your arms to feel The beating of your heart baby, The beating of your heart baby Baby is this love for real? Le

I Dunno What To Do Anymore
She is gone... I will miss her more than anything!!! I still cant believe she is gone... not here anymore... she will always be with us in spirit... thats what I keep tellin myself... but I wont be able to hug her anymore... or hear her tell me that its ok... or that she loves me... nothing... her voice is nothing more than the comfort of knowing already that it will be ok... knowing already that she loves me... but still... what am I supposed to do now??? I'm so scared... not knowing whats gonna happen next scares me to death!!! all I can do is comfort my best friend and tell her the things her mother used to tell her... but that doesnt really help... she needs her mother... and so do I...

*alanis - Forgive Me Love*
I went to your house Walked up the stairs I opened your door without ringing a bell I walked down the hall Into your room Where I could smell you And I Shouldn't be here Without Permission Shouldn't be here Would you forgive me love If I danced in your shower Would you forgive me love If I laid in your bed Would you forgive me love If I stay all afternoon oh... I took off my clothes Put on your robe Went through your drawers and I found your cologne Went down to the den Found your CD's And I played your Johnny And I Shouldn't stay long You might be home soon I Shouldn't stay long Would you forgive me love If I danced in your shower Would you forgive me love If I laid in your bed Would you forgive me love If I stay all afternoon oh... I burned your incense I ran a bath I noticed a letter that sat on your desk It said hello love I love you so love Meet me at midnight And no It wasn't my writing I better go soon It wasn't my writing So f

A Friend's Greeting
I'D LIKE TO BE THE SORT OF FRIEND THAT YOU HAVE BEEN TO ME; I'D LIKE TO BE THE HELP THAT YOU'VE BEEN ALWAYS GLAD TO BE; I'D LIKE TO MEAN AS MUCH TO YOU EACH MINUTE OF THE DAY AS YOU HAVE MEANT, OLD FRIEND OF MINE TO ME ALONG THE WAY. I'D LIKE TO DO THE BIG THINGS AND THE SPLENDID THINGS FOR YOU, TO BRUSH THE GRAY FROM OUT YOUR SKIES AND LEAVE THEM ONLY BLUE; I'D LIKE TO SAY THE KINDLY THINGS THAT I SO OFTEN HAVE HEARD, AND FEEL THAT I COULD ROUSE YOUR SOUL THE WAY THAT MINE YOU'VE STIRRED. I'D LIKE TO GIVE YOU BACK THE JOY THAT YOU HAVE GIVEN ME, YET THAT WERE WISHING YOU A NEED I HOPE WILL NEVER BE; I'D LIKE TO MAKE YOU FEEL AS RICH AS I, WHO TRAVEL ON UNDAUNTED IN THE DARKEST HOURS WITH YOU TO LEAN UPON. I'M WISHING AT THIS TIME THAT I COULD BUT REPAY A PORTION OF THE GALDNESS THAT YOU'VE STREWN ALONG MY WAY; AND COULD I HAVE ONE WISH THIS YEAR, THIS ONLY WOULD BE: I'D LIKE TO BE THE SORT OF FRIEND THAT YOU HAVE BEEN TO ME.

*nin - Something I Can Never Have*
I still recall the taste of my tears. Echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears. My favorite dreams of you still wash ashore. Scraping through my head till I dont want to sleep anymore. Come on tell me. Make this all go away. You make this all go away. Im down to just one thing. And Im starting to scare myself. Make this all go away. You make this all go way. I just want something. I just want something I can never have You always were the one to show me how Back then I couldnt do the things that I can do now. This is slowly take me apart. Grey would be the color if I had a heart. I just want something I can never have. In this place it seems like such a same. Though it all looks different now, I know its still the same Everywhere I look youre all I see. Just a fading fucking reminder of who I used to be. Come on tell me. Make this all go away. You make this all go away. Im down to just one thing. And Im starting to scare myself. Make this

*marilyn Manson - I Put A Spell On You*
I put a spell on you Because youre mine. I cant stand the things that you do. No, no, no, I aint lyin. no. I dont care if you dont want me cause Im yours, yours, yours anyhow. Yeah, Im yours, yours, yours. I love you. I love you. (repeat three times) Yeah! yeah! yeah! Yeah.... I put a spell on you. Lord! lord! lord! ....cause youre mine, yeah. I cant stand the things that you do When youre foolin around. I dont care if you dont want me. cause Im yours, yours, yours anyhow. Yeah, yours, yours, yours! I cant stand your foolin around. If I cant have you, No one will! I love you, you, you! I love you. I love you. I love you! I love you, you, you! I dont care if you dont want me. cause Im yours, yours, yours anyhow.

*the Darkness - Love Is Only A Feeling*
The first flush of youth was upon you when our eyes first met And I knew that to you and into your life I had to get I felt light-headed at the touch of this stranger's hand An assault my defenses systematically fail to withstand 'Cause you came at a time When the pursuit of one true love in which to fall Was the be-all and end-all Love is only a feeling Drifting away When I'm in your arms I start believing It's here to stay But love is only a feeling Anyway Oh, the state of elation that this unison of hearts achieved I had seen, I had touched, I had tasted and I truly believed That the light of my life Would tear a hole right through each cloud that scudded by Just to beam on you and I Love is only a feeling Drifting away When I'm in your arms I start believing It's here to stay But love is only a feeling Anyway, anyway Love is only a feeling Drifting away And we've got to stop ourselves believing It's here to stay 'Cause love is only a feeling A

Gone
My sister moved out today, its hard for me... she has been my best friend all my life... always there for me... always supportive... now I'm stuck here with my judgemental parents... its gonna be so much harder without her here... she promises she will visit often... but thats what my other sisters said when they moved... I will miss her most... Manda was my favorite sister... I know ur not supposed to choose favorites when it comes to siblings... but its true... we get along better than all my sisters... whenever anything happened to either of us we would sit and talk... she was the only one that ever stood up for me... she is the only one that knows me... the only one that really paid attention to me... really listened to me... when we were little we were together so often that people assumed we were twins... but when her tits grew they stopped askin... lol... anyways... yeah... Imma miss her so much!!!

This Is From The Same Place For A Different Person
Well aren't you just the most enticing lady that I have ever seen in my life (smile)... there is a world that you should see, a fun one, but you have to be spontaneous in nature or it will not work.... and when I say that... it doesn't mean that you have to be spontaneous in your recent actions.... just in nature... in your heart.... and I truely hope that that is the way you are because you just look so sweet... so precious, so honest... that I truely want to meet you.... and trust me.... it is very rare that a photo can show the spirtitual glow of a person... but yours do... and your pictures glow a radiance of positivity that... draw me to really want to meet you.... EVEN IF WE JUST TURNED OUT TO BE FRIENDS... something in your photo presence really tells me that I will be at a loss if I didn't have you in my life in some way... who knows... maybe I'll even learn something?! ;)

Funny.
This is pretty cool. Click on the link below to try it out. Ignore all the crazy Russian on the site, just type your name in the text box and click to see what your name looks like in Russian...very impressive! http://www.callme.nm.ru/ COPY AND PASTE PEOPLE!!

Friends Forever
You have been there for me forever We have been there for each other through Thick and thin We have been each others shoulder more than We can count The days have passed we have not forgotten The days we have got to know each other As time gives us a chance to understand Each other Not feeling as if we belong together Feeling just as friends Sherrie S Lowary Copyright ©2006 Sherrie S Lowary

I Am Watching Over You
When you see the brightest star at night up in the sky, its me watching over you. Even when the clouds are covering the stars, I am still there watching over you. When you feel that slight spring breeze brushing your cheek, its just me blowing you a kiss. When it rains, its my tears from missing you. Even when it doesn't rain, when we are apart my heart is crying from missing you Sherrie Lowary Copyright ©2006 Sherrie Lowary

Evelyn
EVELYN Such an angel, Oh so sweet, Sitting at the Savior's feet. Smiling, laughing, no more pain. Skipping amongst the flowers Where Jesus reigns. And Jesus walking beside her, returning her smile, said: My little one, it'll be awhile. I know, Lord, she smiled, but soon there will be, Mommy, Daddy, My Brothers and Me! Sherrie Lowary Copyright ©2006 Sherrie Lowary

Why Cant All Ppl Be Like Him
I am on bangme someone guy send this to me, ok.. i take you by the hand and lead you down the halway to the bathroom. Opening the door, candlelight fills the room. In the tub wits a hot bubble bath with rose petals floating on the surface of the water. On the side of the tub is a silver bell and a note. the note reads "Slide in and relax. If you need or want anything i will be in the next room, just ring the bell." Would you ring the bell? and if so, what would you be asking for?

Ska
I am almost sure hardly any of you heard of Ska but i will give you a little idea of it. But Ska is a Instermental group with trumpets and such as well as a clash of Punk and rock. So kind of a Jazz/Punk to put it into a thought. But here are some wicked bands to look out for. Catch 22, Goldfinger, Less than Jake, Mighty Mighty Bossetones, Voodoo glow skulls, Reel big fish, Dance Hall Crashers, Operation Ivy, Fishbone, Against All Authority, Mustard Plug, Long Beach Dub Allstars, Aquabats, Save Ferris.

To My Love
Your Where I Belong Video - Trisha Yearwood lyricsTrisha Yearwood Music Video CodesMusic Video Codes by VideoCure.com ¢¾ A plead for a love to another, that i do love, today i acted in a unmanagable way to brian and i was stubborn, pigheaded,foolish and unforgiving to him, i acted in ways only i can frown apon. things were said and taken out on him on LC. to set the records straight what i said was out of anger for a situation that is now resolved. so now i write this to him and for everyone to see. brian i love you unconditionally i am so sorry for how i acted and only hope you can confind it in your self to forgive me. you mean the world to me and at this point i am unsure on how to prove that to you all i know is you asked how is it when you care for someone how can you act like this, my answer is i am unsure i was dumb and stupid. you asked if you loved some one you would not do this to them, and you are right. but i know i love you, everyday i come to your page just to feel a sen

Punk Nation
For people wanting to get into some punk music here you go. Anti-flag, Black flag, the clash, the ramones, sex pistols, Helmet, The Misfits, Blondie, The Casualties, Guttermouth, NoFX, Cheap Sex, Distillers, Atom and his package, Blink 182, The Virus, and Sum 41. Here is a good start and maybe some bands well i am almost sure you never heard of but anyways Rock on all. Keep it punk.

Have Fun???
Congratulations your a REAL Slut! Your deffinatly not going to lose it becuase you sure are using it! Your Motto: "I'll try anyone or anything once or twice!" Your Sign: "Slippery When Wet!" * Don't forget to pratice SAFE SEX! Better stock up on condoms and lube!Take The Slut Quiz Now!"Slut Quiz - Female" is available here***starXtest v2.0***

Metal
Metal is another big thing on my music side. i love listening to speed metal. i can't stand metal that is just hard to hear the words or always screaming down the mic. But i have some Hard listening to metal that i like hear are some: Shadows Fall, Metallica (they're not hard to listen to you can hear the words mostly, Escape the fate(more Screamo/emo but to say the least are a big metal group to it as well), Pantera, Antherax(Not really hard to hear but i just thought i should put them in). Now for metal bands in general i like are: Megadeth, Disturbed, Dio, Guns N Roses, Judas Priest, Nine inch Nails, Hatebreed, Lacuna Coil, Dragonforce, Lordi, 3 inches of blood, Black Sabath, System of a down, HIM (more of a Dark Gothic Romance group but love them to death), 69 eyes (same as HIM but darker and less Romance style), In Flames, Trivum, Static-X, Sevendust, Mushroomhead, Slipknot, Avanage Sevenfold, Twisted Sister, Danzig, Cradle of Filth. There you go for my Metal style just thought

Halloween
HALLOWEEN here is a ghostly tale that I must reveal. a tale of how the ghouls of the night look for souls to steal. how the banshee’s cry make you tremble with fear, knowing your demise soon will be near. vampires on a blood lust on this night of all nights. and the rabid dog wolfmen add to the fright. mummies come from their tombs and walk all around. and zombies left and right crawl from the ground. so watch you step and stay out of sight. for this is the chaos of Halloween night.

Brandy
her name is brandy, and i love her flavor on my lips. her body a flawless form, i love the curves of her hips. she intoxicates my mind, and stimulates my soul. i want to keep her forever, to have and to hold. getting better with age as time passes by, brandy is the only one that can catch my eye. i’ll never look away and never stray. i’ll give my love to her day after day.

For My Friends A Little Peice Of Me.
To say Love is easy is like saying changing the currents in the ocean is simple...The fact is love is hard..and is not easy at all.. your hart breaks thinking it will never love again...then one day something happens and theres that falling feeling..that floating feeling...that feeling that everything is ok when your with that love, and everything is better for a time... then once again something happens. and its hard to say what but the love isnt there any more...and your left all alone again... cold and bitter...you try to drown the pain with little things like alcohol and maybe drugs..but the thing is that the pain never goes away...its always there. and the next person your with has to try that much harder to get to your hart and break down the walls that you have built...for some they see the wall there and say its too much work...but there is one person out there that will come into your life and look at the wall and say you know what...it doesnt look that hard and i have a hamme

The Love Of A Slave Girl
To point out my flaws is nothing new...but to point out yours is a sin. You say Im nothing...when you yourself are nothing. But you bring me down to make yourself feel better...I place you on a petistal High above anything else...But you insist on telling me that im useless and mean nothing....my words have no meaning to you.. I want you to love me and you do nothing but laugh in my face..The pain is nothing new to me...I must enjoy it..for i cannot leave..I am your slave and you my master...The collar I wear belongs to you..

Lost
once my heart was open full of happiness and joy. but now an empty hole is left where it was. a hole that can never be filled. I once had a beatuiful face, I know I did because you told me all the time, but now its stained with tears of letting you go. I know it was the right thing for me to do, but how do you tell your heart that knew you were the one that its over and not to hurt any more. how do you burn that bridge? The one that you knew was gonna last forever. Do you cover it with gasoline and set a match to it hoping that it burn quickly so that you can move on? If so then how do you go on? after you've been broken and beaten, knowing in your head that it was not ment to be. As your heart Keeps Telling you its right. Love is not supposed to hurt like this. Love is kind and tender love is pure and undying. I know letting go was the right thing to do, but when does the pain stop? you have another and dont need me. I was just a toy for you to play with for a time and now my love is

When Your Broken
when your broken and find the rain falling down upon you pounding the memory of the hurt of leting someone go in to your head like a 9 pound hammer, and you cant tell the differance between tears and the rain, and all you can remember are the good times and the laughter you shared. and your heart cant stand the pain again. remember that the scars only make you who you are no matter how much your heart is breaking... when your broken into a million lil pices, and the tears come like rain and you think it will never end. do not stop beliving in yourself. and remember I will always be here a shoulder to cry on, an ear to listen, and loving arms to hold you till the pain stops. you have my word as a friend.

My Heart....
My heart is ... Is an open book waiting for the right reader to come and turn the pages of my soul, for found within this book are the secrets of my love. Come sit and talk for a while ask me questions and listen carefully for you might understand that within the cover of this beaten, battered, and crushed book lies a strong story line full of love,compassion, heart break, cheating,lust, longing, and wanting. So come and sit by my fire and turn the pages of my soul, IF you think you can. Ok. I wrote this as an answer to a bulletin survey question...but a friend of mine thought it was good enough to post in a bulletin of its own....Belive me when I say this I am flattered. so I thought if it was good enough to put in a bulletin by itself then it must have its own blog page...lol its a shanna original so please feel free to comment on it. let me know what you think.. It is my joy to know that my writings are enjoyed.

Me Here ... Haha
Well, maybe I'm not gonna have a Friends marathon. I did alot of stuff on my day off today. WAY too much shopping I think, but I have lots of winter clothes and crap like that. I was just happy not to have to work on a Friday night! And I have next weekend off ... WTF? LOL I like that. Anyways ... ~S~

Rappers
Here is some more things to post for music thought i would get bunch of my stuff out of the way and since i am very hyper i feel like typing. Well for rap i am not that skilled on knowing much on it but i have for forgotten and unknown talent from many Rappers so here are some i like. Scarface, Tupac, Biggy, T.I., Ludacris, Swollen Members, Jay-z, Mc frontalot, Mc Hawking, Public Enemy, Kotton Mouth Kings. Just some for you to maybe look at or maybe you saw or know or like to comment to so yeah. Rock on guys.

Well Ty For The Warm Welcome
To all who have stopped by ty ty ty I am still trying to navigate. But just wanted to say I will get to each and every one of you. I need to get some pics up am working on that. Thanks for the ratings I will get to that too. Slightly overwhelmed just bare with me.... Horns Up!

A Mother,s Love
ALLWAYS REMEMBER YOU MUM, SHE IS THERE WHEN YOU HURT YOUR KNEE, SHE IS THERE WHEN YOUR SICK, SHE KNOWS JUST HOW TO MAKE THINGS BETTER, SHE NEVER COMPLAINS, SHE LOVES YOU WITH ALL HER HEART, SHE IS THERE FOR YOU EVERYDAY, WHEN SHE LEAVES FOR HEAVEN IT WILL BREAK YOUR HEART, IT BROKE MINE, NEVER FORGET, YOUR MOM LOVES YOU FOREVER....

Bored/sick
Lalalala im bored and sick and can barly taste anything and it sucks!! blahh ive been sniffling all week & i can only breath threw one nostle ( i thnk i spelled that wrong..oh well lol) well that is all for now i think.. Ashley

What You Mean To Me
I never came here looking for a single soul. But now that I found you I want you to know I had forgotten how to smile, how to laugh, how to be me I had forgotten the sweet pleasure of a heart filled with glee. I was intoxicated with life... work and family Never stopping for fun... it just wasn't there you see. Since I have found you... it's been a complete turn around I smile and laugh again... not much gets me down. I get excited when I see you in messenger view Wondering what it is today we will do... Chatting, laughing and the games we play You make my every day. It seems so silly on just a machine How someone can reach you... become your everything.

The Planet I'm From (this I Didn'y Know Lol)
You Are From Saturn You're steady, organizes, and determined to achieve your dreams. You tend to play it conservative, going by the rules (at least the practical ones). You'll likely reach the top. And when you do, you'll be honorable and responsible. Focus on happiness. Don't let your goals distract you from fun! Don't be too set in your ways, and you'll be more of a success than you ever dreamed of. What Planet Are You From?

you know i get asked all the time why do you fight all the time? why would you put your body through that much torment? and you know what it's not because i'm stupid by all means i'm anything nut that i may use country dumb from time to time cause it works but i am most certantly not stupid but you know something if thats not the reason then it must be because i'm too lazy to get a realy job well if you have to ask that question then you have no fucking clue is to how much work it is to prepare for a fight or to help someone prepare for that matter well if yoou realy want to know this is why because its a science and not because i love pain no no no i just feed off of it i know how to block it out of my mind I've enough of it emotionaly and phisicaly to learn how to block it but maby thats the reasion maby it's because i have blocked it out that i fight so that i can feel again at least for a moment to feel that rush of adrenaline a little fear excitment joy misory and

Burnt
I burnt my arm pretty bad on the shaft on the #2 machine last night.. Now my arms all swolen.. lol I burnt it in the same spot.. I don't have blisters on my fingers just yet. but the rolls on the shaft get pretty hot from it running.. Yes.. I'll take pics of my burnt arm for ya.. geeeeeeez. :P I was on another website.. and my caption says.. "I need a vacation" well.. this girl says.. "Would u take one with me?" hmmmmmmmmm duh yeah..!! lol We shall see.. this sems a bit strange.. so we shall see..

Very Puzzling
You Are 26% Feminine, 74% Masculine You are in touch with your masculine side. You are not overly sensitive and not easily moved. Occasionally, though, something will get through and touch your heart! Are You Masculine or Feminine?

Recommanded Bands
If your into Rock or wanting to get into Rock i got some Bands you maybe intersted in looking into. Linkin Park is a good choice if your into rap/metal they're screamo sound can be rather nice if you feel rage through the day. Songs to hear Numb, My December, Faint, Figure.09, Breaking the Habit, With you, and Forgotten are pretty good songs to look into. Rancid is a good choice if your looking into some Punk music. so i say give these guys a shot, songs i like of theirs are Ruby Soho, Timebomb, Maxwell Murder, Fall back down. Red Hot Chili peppers is another good band if your into Indie rock. Red hot chili peppers is still an up beat band and hear are a few songs that are my favorite. By the way, under the bridge, Fortune Fade, Califoriacanion(i am sure i spelt that wrong. Placebo is a Britsh Pop/Rock band that has a slow, druggy, sexual base type of music. List of songs i like of them, Song to say goodbye, Every you and every me, Special K, 21st Centery boy(remake but great song)

Second Verse Applies To All Who Know
Music Video:HATE ME (by Blue October)Music Video Code provided by VideoCodeZone.Com there are new pix in my 2nd album. i warn u, they are disturbing-ish since it's me + a knife.

What Is A Ideal Relationship?
Your Ideal Relationship is Marriage You've dated enough to know what you want. And that's marriage - with the right person. You're serious about settling down some time soon. Even if you haven't met the person you want to get hitched to! What's Your Ideal Relationship?

Hmmmmmm
Ok so i have been looking at RSS feeds, and especially the feeds at yahoo. As i mentioned in another blog elsewhere, i had trouble trying to extract the data I wanted. When i looked at the python examples, they use a xml parser, and i copied the code examples and tried it. Worked first time, so I will just adjust the code to extract the data I want. As for work well, i've been in charge since tuesday and it was a shock, because no one let us know until we started to ask. Well the person who covers days, when a supervisor is off, is on holiday next week. No one knows if the supervisor that is supposed to be on days, is going to come in. So we was asked who wanted to do and I don't really fancy it. I done one week of days before and found it boring, plus the other charge hand done 3 days last week. I thought he wouldn't mind doing it but he didn't either. So we had to draw the shortest pencil, phew i was the lucky one. I just thought he knows the staff on days, I don't, so it would be

Man Its Late
i'm tired i'm a big wuss i usually go to bed at like ummm 9 10 @ the l8est....due to school and work and home and kids..life is crazy-busy...but newayz i suck i'm boring...nothing cool to chat about...just bullshittin...gosh i'm sleepy...

I Moved....
For the record, avoid Greyhound at all costs...they're not safe, and had the driver of the bus I was on in the middle of the Arizona desert not had 28 years of accident free service with the company, I think our loaded down bus would've ended up on it's side. We left Flagstaff at midnight, headed for Las Vegas and a few points in between. Then, at 2 am, the THUMP THUMP THUMP that had been keeping me awake for 2 hours finally gave way and the bus had not one, but TWO blowouts. We sat on the side of the very cold desert highway for FIVE HOURS waiting to get going again. I missed my connection to Barstow, and had to wait for the next one. Do you think Greyhound took ANY responsibility for this? HELL NO!!! And I suppose you're asking WHY I think they should take responsibility? Because those very bad tires were NOTED on the bus' maintenance log, which the driver had showed to me. In other words, to get every mile they could from those tires, they risked the lives of all 55 passengers

A Reflection...and A Meaning!
Ever sit and reflect on where you've been, what you've been through, and where you are now? I do it more often than I should probably but sometimes life forces you to take a look at the big picture, the little things...all of it! Things happen, people change, grow, we all evolve and strive to be something we think is better in life, some strive for money, fame, fortune and others...well they strive for the small things, the things that to them mean the most....Happiness, love, family! Regardless of what it is we have our minds set on...as long as we dream, want more out of life and never give up on the idea, the hope that no matter what we go through we will be ok. There's a saying"If god brings you to it, he'll bring you through it" If I've learned anything in life...it's that shyt happens! Pardon my french..but it does. Things happen that we have no control over, that we don't think could ever happen to us, or that we didn't want to happen. Sometimes these events change your live...s

Love Life Secrets
Your Love Life Secrets Are Looking back on your life, you will only have one true love. You've been deeply wounded in the past, and you're still recovering from that hurt. You expect a lot from your lover - you want the full package. You tend to be very picky. In fights, you love to debate and defend yourself. You logic prevails - or at least you'd like to think so. Break-ups can be painful for you, but you never show it. You hold your head high. Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

What Type Of Drink Is This????????????
You Are Tequilla When you drink, you're serious about getting drunk! You'll take any shot that's offered up to you... Even if it tastes like sock sweat! And you're never afraid of eating the worm. What Alcoholic Drink Are You?

Help
ALL ALONE AND SCARED.. I FEEL SO UNSURE OF.... EVERYTHING.. WHERE I CAME FROM AND WHERE I AM GOING.. AND ALL THAT HAPPENS IN BETWEEN.. I AM AFRAID.. OF WHERE I HAVE BEEN.. OF ALL THE SHIT THAT HAS HAPPEND TA ME.. THAT MAYBE I AM NO BETTER THAN HIM.. AND I WANT TA BE.. I DONT WANT TA BE THE KINDA PERSON HE IS.. I DONT WANT TA BE AFRAID.. BUT I DONT KNOW HOW TA OVER COME MY FEAR.. I WAS SO HURT.. BRUISED BATTERED TORN.. TA KEEP IT ALL TA MY SELF.. BUT I REALIZE NOW THATS WHAT HE WANTS.. FOR ME TA KEEP IT ALL LOCKED UP.. TA HIDE MY PAIN.. SO I AM LETTING JUST A LITTLE OF IT GO.. AS THESE WORDS FLOW THROUGH.. MY PAIN DOES TOO.. MAYBE SOME DAY I WILL UNDERSTAND..

Just As A Wave Is Lifted By The Shore
Just as a wave is lifted by the shore, Then breaks across the slowly rising sand, So as I watch you weep my feelings pour Across the wash of what I understand. I wish I could just take you in my arms And all your pain could melt into my chest, And all the violence of passing storms Could pass through me and finally come to rest. No words can set things right or presence lend A miracle to light your darkened way, But there is solace in a loving friend And comfort in what I don't have to say. Whatever circumstance you cannot bear, Just turn to me, and you will find me there.

Your Laugh Is Like A Silver Bell
Your laugh is like a silver bell: Clean and light and free; Just like the hours of happiness Your friendship brings to me. You're like a room of sweet wind chimes Enlightened by a breeze, Or like an open, grassy field Dotted with old trees. I'm grateful for the things you do, But more for what you are: A breath of clear, bright open sea, Of life beyond the bar. This is for my true friends....thanks for being there. Love you

Saying What I'm Now About To Say
Saying what I'm now about to say Is like standing poised upon a cliff. It seems like just an ordinary day, But my future is suspended on an if. To me you're an extraordinary friend: You've transformed who I am, my being's core. I would not for my life want this to end, But now I want to ask for something more. I love you, and I hope that you love me; But if you don't that way, please don't go. Although I want to love you physically, Your wishes will command me, once I know. I must speak now, whatever you may do; I do not want to lose a gift like you.

From The Darkness
From the darkness I walk into the light From the day I walk into the night From the shadows I will appear With a message for all who will hear For the weak of heart I will be strong To the defenders of faith I will belong Till the last of us fight till we die Till the keys of the kingdom are mine Lets all stand together for the world to see Now the time is right to live out all our dreams Say the words forever your strength will never leave If you want to win the fight say I believe If you want to win tonight Say I believe

Welcome To My First Blog!!
Hey there...this is the first blog that I have done in here so give me some love and rate me...actually I don't mind if ya don't I just wanna have somewhere where I can spout off some shit that is rolling around in my head!! I cannot stand phoney people...they piss me off so bad it's not even funny!! I don't know a lot about everything...I know a little about a lot!! LOL!! K now I am babbling!! I am in pain right at this moment so please excuse me!! I will blab later on when I am not feeling like a sack of shit!! LOL!!! ((HUGS))

Shyte I Write.
NEW TO NOTHING. NEW PALE SELF DARK CORE RED BASE FROM THE TOP CLOCK STARTS SOFT GLOW WAVED ABOUT PASSED AROUND BREATH IN HALF WAY THROUGH BURNING BRIGHTER TURNING HOTTER ALMOST DONE FLICKED ABOUT FORCED TO HURRY PUFF PUFF SCRATCH PAIN THROWN AWAY NOTHING.

May Our Friendship Last Forever
May our friendship last forever; May I sail upon your sea. May we go through life together; May there always be a "we." May I be your endless sky; May you breathe my gentle air. May you never wonder why Each time you look for me, I'm there. May we be for each a smile Like the warm, life-giving sun; Yet when we're in pain awhile, May our suffering be one. May we share our special days, The happiness of one for two; And if we must go separate ways, Let my love remain with you.

Pain
When deep in thought, About all our pain, Our minds distort, And reveal again. The cure is there, I see it everyday, When life isn't fair, Slightly too far away. Thinking of what's missing, Thinking of the untaken path, Thinking too much. But the truth is: You can not hide or gain, From the internal pain.

Darkness
How might I find safe passage to the moon Or sail across my own vast inner sea? Alas, I am a phantom without warning, Doomed to be left lucid at the door. Ay me! I know the dance and hear the music But cannot move without my mirror near. Mysteries stand idle all around me, And yet I fear to trust what they don't say. Grant me, then, one wish before I wander, Hoping to make sense of what I see: Let me let myself just once be taken By the hand of love to total darkness.

The Anger And Tension
The anger and tension Building up. Bottled up inside. Waiting, begging to come out. Silence is the way we live. My silent tears. Pouring down my arms. Deep red. Full. Full of anger, love, hate, loneliness, desperation, hope, memories, fantasies, jealousy. Cold metal Presses down To release the tension. Until next time. My Silent Tears Scream for help. Scream for attention. Scream for everything I can't say. What I hate, what I love. What I want so badly. Secrets. Dirty Little Secrets. Wound up and twisted and pulled so tight That nothing can squeeze by Without getting trapped in the forever, ongoing hate. But ItÃ¢??s all in my head. All in my head. My head. My head... Bang, bang, bang. Knock some sense into it. It's all my fault. I Am The screw up. The nothing. The pathetic sight. Pathetic sound. Pathetic thought. Pathetic excuse for anything worth something In this pathetic world Of wannabe's, Posers, Liars. But I'm true to myself. I speak

You Made A Difference In My Life
You made a difference in my life When I was lost in my own little World you came into my life When I needed a shoulder to cry on You hugged me and dried my tears away When I was feeling sad and had no one to talk to You were there to listen and not judge me When I was at my weakest point you gave me Strength and inspired with your kind and loving Words When I felt empty, lonely and my mind was cloudy You helped me stay focus on life by showing the beauty Of life and how meaningful life really is To you my friend I give thanks today and everyday For always being there when I was at my weakest point You made a difference in my life by staying by my side You made a difference in my life for accepting me for who I am Today I look back at who I used to be and To you I give thanks for never giving up on me You've made a difference in my life I love you my friend.

Sometime When You're Married
Sometimes when you're married You drift away within. Outside you stroll together; Inside you live in sin. A rich imagination Provides your ecstasy, A cordless, mobile heaven Where everything is free. The garden that you tend Is not the one you roam; The part of you that sings Is not the one at home. A strange and burning life: What's real is not what's true. And no one knows the passion That you believe is you. And so you are distracted, Two people in a jar, Bound by love and fate, Yet never what you are Until by chance life rips A hole right through your wall, And nothing you've imagined Looks like you at all.

Thank You
To me your life has been an inspiration. Happiness is mine because of you. As a mountain shows our destination, Never, in its grandeur, lost from view, Know that you have been my moral guide. You have shaped the one I am inside, Opening my heart with your affection, Underlying all I say and do.

For Crap Sakes
ok.....jesa will love this i told you so.... actually i dont even know what the fuck. any way so ive been seeing this girl for a bit and nothing is to come of it we already discussed that. lotta long stories there. well i went to her work today and see her on her co workers lap and when she jumped up he grabs her ass. ok so she isnt my g/f. no problem i dont care what she does. so i said " i saw that ass grab". she jumps right to saying he didnt grab her ass yet i saw it. my issue is i dont know if im pissed hurt or what she lied. i dont do well with lies they are a waste of breath.but i guess whatever. ima call her now since she didnt like she said then im just gonna drop it. damn i really liked her. fuck im dumb.

Thanks Miss Cherry For Putting This Together
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Light Dances To Darkness
Light dances to darkness shadows become darker then an eerie loneliness when I bleed on the wall with marker something happen bit I don't know what but I start to cry as I cut it doesn't give me pain torn from my heart is something I cannot describe even though it takes part then I feel i shocking vibe Ive been stabbed in the back & I can feel the blood oozing down then I hear a faint crack then I can hear another sound...

I Feel The Heartaches Of Distant Winds
I feel the heartache of distant winds belonging to me- Lost and out of reach; I feel the anguish of the answers speaking to my heart when I reject their truth... When tears of a kindred soul become mixed with my own, I know this is not home. When I sleep, I see the paradise meant for me, the perfect, peaceful calm I dream. I see the certain beauty in the love that should have been- Still, I will open my eyes and deliberately stay in this place I do not belong with only beautiful heartache to comfort me...

True Friendship
True Friendship Are you tired of those sissy-ass "friendship" poems that always sound good, but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship: 1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall --

An Ecstatic Nightmare
An Ecstatic Nightmare I dreamed I was you and you didn't love me anymore. You became me; your cock gagged me with my waiting craving; it was hard to swallow, but went in smooth- everything had become smooth. Suddenly you were both of us (and I was you) me within you within me for love of you for me lost in masturbation.

Sum Ppl!
I am soooooooooooo tired of going shopping and looking for clothes and being told by all the sales ppl who are all size 0... that they don't have anything in my size and they say it in a disgusting way. I am not very big!!! Hell, I have 3 kids---ALL boys!!!! I am a size 14 and all I have been told this past week while shopping for clothes is that I need to go to the plus size section!! HELLO!~ You need to get sum sales skills and try to help me or else you will NOT get any more of my money!!!UGH!! Some ppl!!!!!!!!!!!

To My Angels
*to my angels..u should all know who you are* My angels I like to call them, Divine people sent from up above. Always there to pick me up, To extend their gratitude and love. They have their own problems, Yet they're still there for me till the end. Picking up my broken pieces. Helping to mend me once again. People with such talent, I want the whole world to see. How their feelings and emotions, Are put into words, for a poem to be. Their soothing, comforting words, Calm even my most angry days. Where I think this has to be the end, And I'm convinced it's time to go away. They are there with their strong words, And they prove me wrong. Help out my little worries, They teach me how to be strong. So I'd like to thank you my angels, Without you I'd be gone. Remember I'm always here for you, You're never ever alone.

Begin Yourself!
Being Yourself I used to hide myself Crying alone in my room I hated the way I looked Ugly. Stupid. Childish Until one day I was shown to love myself It takes a lot of time. But I've grown to know that if I show that I've got confidence... I'll succeed. That I know To this day I don't still love myself fully But I am trying to do so Everybody has something they hate about themselves and even though it isn't healthy... we all do it Life isn't about always looking perfect, but being yourself It might seem like forever, until you finally are happy with yourself... but remember: it's inner beauty that lasts

I'm Trying
You see me, not coping, but crying What you don’t see is, I’m really trying. I’m trying not to hear what they say, I’m trying so hard, To find the strength to help me walk away- And not look back I’m fighting so hard, To not feel so sad… I feel weak, I don’t feel strong, It’s like, I don’t fit it, don’t belong… Everyone expects so much, I’ve just had enough. They are all telling me to just cope… They don’t realise now, I’m living on hope. Living on the hope that things will get better… Living on the salvation that comes in a prayer. I’m praying, Yes, you can see that I’m crying… What you’ve got to realise is, it’s not that easy- But I’m TRYING!

Let Me Know You
Let Me Know You One more hour ticking by not fast enough to find somewhere in time... Where are you Destiny? This voice is not to be always yesterday's sorrow or joy... but nothing certain seems tomorrow- Constant are the questions seeking answers, breaking truths to be heard... Hoping to be found with these secrets still waiting Sweet Believer Kiss me slow before this lifetime dies in lonely hours Let me finally know you

Fear Song
Verse 1 : So deep unsude, there's nothing there. No one knows, no one can hear. These tears, these empty tears - are an only solution to so many fears. Chorus : Crying black - it's just the way I feel. crying black - it keeps coming back. crying black - it's the only way to - reveal the inside me. Verse 2 : I feel so empty now. There's something there, I know. So much anger, rage, and so much pain. It's too much and I can't even think of - starting all over again! Chorus : Crying black - it's just the way I feel. crying black - it keeps coming back. crying black - it's the only way to - reveal the inside me. Verse 3 : Inside, there's a war waging deep, - and there is so many secrets to keep.

For Always And Forever... I Will Love You
Looking into your eyes Makes my day brighter. This past year You taught me how to love. The way I care for you I cared for no one. The things you made me feel I felt with no one. Just to see you smile Makes my life better. You made me forget my troubles. Being without you make my day gray. Being with you make me so happy. I just can't explain. I know you love me as much as I love you And I hope you need me as much as I need you. I'll be here by your side Cause I'm going nowhere. I love you and I love us. I'm happy, and regardless of what happens You I can't live without Cause what you mean to me and what I feel Is something you can't doubt. I want to be with you now and forever Until the end of time! Beautiful dreamer, wake unto me, Starlight and dewdrops are waiting for thee; Sounds of the rude world heard in the day, Lull 'd by the moonlight have all passed away! Beautiful dreamer, queen of my song, List while I woo thee with soft melody; Gone a

Blinded
Compelled to speak when not to speak My words lead & I follow I must talk or else I'm weak Let no one know my shell's hollow False world created I just watch it come to life Your faith's my weapon And your trust by my side Lost all my senses Can't feel, can't hear, I'm Blinded Lost all my senses Emotionally numb Blinded Nothing's sacred & no one's safe I'm feeding on denial Getting careless soon bound to fail Fooled by my own betrayal Are you lost in fury? Fearing to fail Are you aching for vengeance? And got lost on the way Are you hiding your anger? Fearing truth will prevail Ashamed of the present And what you've become today False world created... Lost all my senses...

The Fool
As I sit here stareing at your picture in my room I cry in knowing that your love for me is no longer in bloom Missing you, just breaks my heart so much No longer will I awake to you and feeling your touch Never will I again gaze into your eyes I can't change your mind, you have made it clear so why try? Screaming in my heart of one question Why?? How could you walk away from me and not even say good bye My love for you never died,you were my heart and soul But your love you threw out the door & I stand here and I am the one made a fool

The Queers!
We are happy to announce we will be performing live with The Queers, The Hard Ons, Toys That Kill, and The Majestics on Sept. 23rd at The Clubhouse in Tempe, AZ. Before the show we will be in the studio with our producer....JOE QUEER! The new CD is hopefully gonna be out in mid to late 2007 and our DVD will follow shortly after! We hope to see everyone at our show on Sept 23rd! All Ages, Bar with ID.

Bedroom Accessory??????????
Your hottest bedroom accessory is Satin Sheets You are a romantic at heart, and you want your date to have every extra comfort. You are into soft, luxurious sex and you are good at making your partner get into it too. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Bored
water runs through the streem and the clear blue water tells us all something diffrent if you listen closely. the water tells me that i should try to live my life without someone runing it. i hit the water no one runs my life do thay? so fast eyes fill with tears somtimes you dont know you started crying. the tear hits the water and i touch my face. sometimes you dont have to know weather someone is runing your life or not but if you hurt enough you will be able to see whut is happing in your live and who is runing the life you onced had.

Choking On Promise And Drowning In Regrets
Save me from what Ive become with thine sweet malevolence. Choking on promises and drowning in regrets, my eyes turn black as I gaze upon reddened skies. Overcome the feeling and test the faith, shards of glass pressed in the eyes and spiders unleashed, covering the skin. Breathe your sorrows, no one hears. Whisper your torment, no one cares. Scream your vengeance, no one sees. vow your hatred, no one listens. Noone. Darkened visions soar on death's leathery wings into a promise of salvation. See no end in sight, find no path to comfort, peace is a mystery and happiness, yet another hollow dream. Infesting me, despising me, burning me, fucking me, swallowing me, twisted into what you fear....and hating what youve become. Nightmares spewing from your mouth and fears flowing from your eyes, as hell lies in wait right under your feet. Pool of red becomes your bed in the everlasting torment that will be your suffering

Hidden Talent!!!!!!haha
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Of all the sites that I have looked at I have found that this is the COOLEST place on the web.I have found some new friends and they are GREAT.I have read a lot of what other people have said about LC and I must agree that there just isn't any better. Everybody have a good time and enjoy!!!

Crazy Russian Shit...
This is pretty cool. Click on the link below to try it out. Ignore all the crazy Russian on the site, just type your name in the text box and click to see what your name looks like in Russian...very impressive! http://www.callme.nm.ru/

Just Cheesy....
The Koala and the Lizard---- A koala is sitting up a gum tree ... smoking a joint when a little lizard walks past and looks up and says, "Hey Koala ! What are you doing?" The koala says: "Smoking a joint, come up and have some." So the little lizard climbs up and sits next to the koala and they burn a few. After a while the little lizard says his mouth is 'dry' and is going to get a drink from the river. But the little lizard is so stoned that he leans too far over and falls into the river. A crocodile sees this and swims over to the little lizard and helps him to the side, then asks the little lizard: "What's the matter with you?" The little lizard explains to the crocodile that he was sitting smoking a joint with the koala in the tree, got too stoned and then fell into the river while taking a drink. The crocodile says he has to check this out and walks into the rain

Violent Jz Contest
2006-09-19 23:26:29 this is my question & his answer but im waiting for physical confirmation from insaneclownposse.com! mcl ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: Violent J Date: Sep 19, 2006 5:48 PM yooo juggalo that kid is my cousin branden i used his email because he never actually made that email he made it up so he gave me the name and i set that bitch up alright just so you understand homie well im out i got some business to take care of so peace. -Violent J ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: J & Shaggyz Bar & Grill & Home 4 Wayward Gurlz Date: Sep 19, 2006 4:19 PM yo ninja, the email on the bottom brings up sum kid!!! http://www.myspace.com/icp4ever99 better double chek & repost!!! ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Violent J Date: Sep 16, 2006 3:10 PM hey ya'll im hosting a contest entitled "Juggalettes Gone Wicked" and i was wondering if you would be intrested in p

Poems....
> WOMAN'S POEM > > Before I lay me down to sleep, > > I pray for a man, who's not a creep, > > One who's handsome, smart and strong. > > One who loves to listen long, > > One who thinks before he speaks, > > One who'll call, not wait for weeks. > > I pray he's gainfully employed, > > When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. > > Pulls out my chair and opens my door, > > Massages my back and begs to do more. > > Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, > > Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" > > I pray that this man will love me to no end, > > And always be my very best friend. > MAN'S POEM > > I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs > > who owns a Bar on a golf course, and loves to send me > > fishing and hunting. This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit.

More Hornyscopes!!! Lmbo..i'm A Scorpio!
MORE HORNYSCOPES!!! lmbo..I'm a Scorpio! SCORPIO October 24 - November 22 Ruling Planet: PLUTO, The Roman God of the dead, beginnings and endings. Which basically means that Scorpios add novel differences to any relationship. Scorpios are very possessive. They will tense up if you even LOOK at another hottie across the room.But they can be relied on to always be there for you if you need them. You may never really know what your Scorpio is thinking though, because to them, Knowledge is power and they are very good at putting on a straight face to cover up any emotion they are feeling.Scorpios love sex. The dirtier, the better. Get them excited by revealing your filthiest fantasy and offering to act it out. FAVE POSITION: Anything, as long as it involves dominating your ass. BEST SEX TOY: Ben Wah Balls for the girls, and a Riding Crop for the boys SCORPIO MALE IN BED His sexuality is so strong, it will make you dizzy!! If you are lucky enough to be with a Scorp

Duck.
A Duck Walks Into A Bar... A Duck walks into a bar and orders a beer. The barman says, "Hey, you're a duck!" "Nothing wrong with your eyesight," observes the duck. "Yeah, but I mean - you can TALK," says the barman. "Guess your ears are fine too," answers the duck. "Now, can have a beer please?" The barman serves the duck a pint and asks him, "So, what brings a duck like you to these parts?" "Oh," says the duck, "I work on the building site across the road. We'll be here for a couple of weeks, and I'll most likely be in every lunch hour for a pint." The duck slurped down his beer, wiggling his tail happily. The next day, just as he said, the duck waddles over from his job at the building site and has his lunch time lager. The next week, the circus comes to town on its annual round. The Circus owner wanders in for a pint and the barman tells him about the talking duck. "You should get this duck to join your circus," he says. "For a little consideration, I cou

I Am A Transgender Male
I was born a male but I feel like a woman trapped in a males body. I am madly in-love with my wife. So I guess you can say I am a lesbian. I do crossdress and I own at least 15 pairs of pumps. I also want to start horomones and grow my own set of breast. My wife treats me very well over my sistuation considers she is Bi-sexual. as well as I am Bi-sexual Not towards males But Shemales and Transsexuals. But I promise my wife that We will keep her pleasure toy (package)LOL I want to work on making myself look more like a female. My wife has been my best friend for 18 years but just got married this Valentines day.(2006) I don't want to be looked at as a bad person. Just be treated like a human being. please look at my profile and pic but please don't send me nasty comments. There is nothing scary about them.

Naughty Horoscopes-im A Scorpio!!!
SCORPIO (Oct. 24 - Nov. 21) -- Omfg! here comes the masters and mistresses of FUCK! Sorry Leo, but Scorps ARE the leaders in the Kink O Rama factor (Hey Lions, you are the kings and queens of everything ELSE...let it go...OMMMMMMMM) Scorpios KNOW how to seduce. They KNOW what is kinky. They are highly manipulative. They KNOW how to get you to do what THEY want. They KNOW how to fuck. And they are making room for modifications. All they have to do is walk into a room and look at you, and you WILL be on your back assuming the position. One Scorpio I knew used to shackle her lover to her dining room table and serve food around his naked . body for dinner parties. She would put the Dip right between his legs and tell everyone to try some.This is just an idea of Scorpio kink. She would punish him later if things went...er...awry. Anne Rice (During her 'Beauty' phase) wants to be a Scorpio. Leos and Scorpios make for a fabulous tryst...but the emotions are staggering. Don't dare

My Tastes
I have put up some new... & more... videos in my profile. It's shows the different tastes of music I have. I do like most kinds of rock & such. I am still a lil' bit in shock (and excited) that I have found an old vid of marilyn manson. Go check 'em out... lemme know what y'all think!! Juiles

I hate being alone cuz its so depressin and I hate 2 feel lonely- But im afraid of a relationship, fallin in love, then havin her hurt me- Ive been hurt 2 many times and the last girl i was with, tore me apart- Should I stand on my own or should I take one more chance and give someone my heart?

The Way We Were... Kids I Mean
On Sunday October 8th I will turn 38 years old. Ugh. But as this day approaches (To rapidly I may add)I can't help but think of how different life was from when I was growing up. And how I am overly protective of my children now because of that change. I grew up on Long Island. In the harbor town of Northport. Back then at 8 yrs of age I could leave my house at sunrise, walk down to the docks (by myself) and spend all day fishing until sunset. We could stay up until 9 or 10 on weekends so the kids on my street would play kick the can or flashlight tag or freeze tag. Games that my children may never know. Sure they know tag, but the PC movement is successfully making schools crack down on this game. And any game that may induce fun for our children. No one was worried about predators. Everyone new everyone and we could leave our doors unlocked. As I grow older I am more fearful now than I ever was. Not that something horrible will happen to me. But that society is changing s

Losin all passion, my heart, like a computer virus, eternally crashin'- Girls come and go, better yet, always dashin'- But no more I will fall, re lights 4 ever flashin'- -cuz- One after one, lie after lie, I got burned- After 27 yrs, so much I have learned- Always face foward, back never turned- Eyes always open, trust wont b given, from this day on, has 2 b earned

I speak in riddles cuz my wordz always get in the way,I can never explain how I feel- Wish I could be dealt some new cards in life,theres a problem,upstairs wont want 2 re-deal- Cuz theres no one here, makin me empty, I have no one 2 hold- Its crazy cuz in the dead of summer,hot as hell, im freezing cold- I need someone 2 talk 2, that someone's always a wall, I breakdown, just wanna quit- i never ask 4 much, never ask 4 crap, what the hell, I cant take this shit- This game has really gotten 2 me, i get no fastballs, just sinkers and curves- Everything seems to come at me 100 mph, I always take that chance and swing as it swerves- Its just another strikeout,I always seem to lose,I can never seem 2 win- Just said the samething twice,2 play wit ur eyes, now do I have ur attention?- So i'll continue 2 live day by day, with ups and downs, tearz can fill any big ol' bucket- Dont want it,cant take it,might not make it, do u care,i dont, so fuck it

Fuck This Shit
Fuck This Shit It’s just not worth it; Fuck this shit; I’m sick of feeling like a waste; It’s time that this is faced; I can no longer allow it to control my life; I will no longer sit and lose to this strife; Yeah she left but fuck constantly thinking about it; How great could she have been if she couldn’t even commit? So what, I’m alone; There’s no sense in me wearing myself down to the bone; No girl can define me; Right now I simply just have to let it be; There are other things to life; No longer will I let this stab in like a knife; I’m better than her; That part of my life needs to now become a blur; I am for damn sure better than him; And though I may think so, things really aren’t so grim; So fuck just sitting around; Just waiting to be buried in the ground; Fuck being depressed; Because truly I am blessed; Lord I am sorry for every mistake; With Your forgiveness my heart can stop its ache; I’m turning things in a new direction; I will no longer fear r

Hope?
i have an interview on monday for the little store near the freeway which is good. i hope i get the job, i need money badly. i want to start making my car payments, and save up for an apartment. i hate having to live with others and not being able to just be independant. ok so i dont want to live alone, but i want to live with one person that i love and be able to control my own life. i've talked to rochelle on the phone a few times, her voice is so familiar like i already knew her. i think perhaps i dreamt of it. i also watched a show that was a new episode yet i could have sworn i saw it a year ago. i always see shows and movies and swear id already seen it when i couldnt have. i dream of so many weird things and then they happen. rochelle just textd me so i think she's gonna call which would be good. i recorded some music today which i havent done in a long time. i wish i could see her and know what this is, i don't want to hurt her and find i still love ravyn, well ill alwa

Spoken Of Such Truth
PHENOMENAL WOMAN by Maya Angelou Pretty women wonder where my secret lies I'm not cute or built to suit a model's fashion size But when I start to tell them They think I'm telling lies. I say It's in the reach of my arms The span of my hips The stride of my steps The curl of my lips. I'm a woman Phenomenally Phenomenal woman That's me. I walk into a room Just as cool as you please And to a man The fellows stand or Fall down on their knees Then they swarm around me A hive of honey bees. I say It's the fire in my eyes And the flash of my teeth The swing of my waist And the joy in my feet. I'm a woman Phenomenally Phenomenal woman That's me. Men themselves have wondered What they see in me They try so much But they can't touch My inner mystery. When I try to show them They say they still can't see. I say It's in the arch of my back The sun of my smile The ride of my breasts The grace of my style. I'm

Hello All!
Hello everyony! I'm sorry it took so long for me to start this blog. I've been quite busy these past few months trying to get my site back up! As of last Thursday, it was done! (YEAH!) Now I can spend time doing the things I love most! Emailing, chatting, blogging, etc. (My first cam tomorrow! :) )I'll be checking in with news about me and what is happening in my little corner of the world! Until then....XOXOX!

Couple Slight Tweaks To Speed Pages Up.
most lostcherry pages should render faster in your browser as of around 9pm pst today. we made a few tweaks to the ajax stuff which makes it easier for your web browser to display our pages. let me know if you notice any improvements, or problems.. cheers! -mike

Nosey Ass Bitches!!!
so david and i havent been married even a month and some bitch is already trying to break us up! why the hell do people do this stupid shit?! I dont even know this bitch and shes calling me a barracks rat! what the fuck?! Im so pissed right now!! i hate this shit! do people honestly not have better things to do then ruin other peoples' lives?! GET A LIFE! Leave me and my husband the fuck alone! Sorry i had to bitch. other than that not much else is going on. My angel is moving back tonight! shes on her way back to Campbell! i cant wait! My boy Aaron is back from iraq. got to hang out with him a little bit today. well, im off to bed. im too pissed right now to do much more than sleep.

How To Finish Life As A Orgasm
I think the life cycle is all backwards You should start out dead and get it out of the way. Then, you wake up in an old age home feeling better every day. You get kicked out for being too healthy; go collect your pension, then when you start work, you get a gold watch on your first day.You work 40 years until you're young enough to enjoy your retirement.You drink alcohol, you party, you're generally promiscuous and you get ready for High School.You go to primary school, you become a kid , you play, you have no responsibilities, you become a baby, and then... You spend your last 9 months floating peacefully in luxury, in spa-like conditions; central heating, room service on tap, larger quarters everyday, and then, you finish off as an orgasm. I rest my case

For Someone That I Know From Here
there is this girl who really does like me alot whenever she was needing help i came to help her she cried of happiness to know that i help her she gave me hugs, kisses etc.. and she REALLY!!! and i mean REALLY!!! does love me

Black Dhalia.
It wasn't all that good. It was rather bored in parts. But I'm watching Season 2 of The Office that I Netflixed, and it's good. I love Jim. I'm going to a film festival tomorrow in Birmingham. I've never been to one...so I'm sorta excited. Why do people read blogs but not post comments?? Bleh. This is short and boring, but I'd rather it be that way than just me bitching about school. Peace. Amber

To The Love Of My Life!
Brian, You make me soooooo very happy you are the GREATEST thing thats could of EVER happened to me, I love you soooo very much && I cant wait til you come home so I cant spend forever in your arms

Only Him
He is the one i really like he is the one that is going to be ther for me well then why does it feel like all he wants is sex from me i am so tired of it. but i cant just go out and tell him i mean i love him so much he makes me smile its just i dont know what it is i just love him

More About Me
Ok Music, I will listen to Country but there are certin country people I will listen too.. Pop Music, I will listen to Brintey Spears, Christina Aguilera, Fregie, Black Eyed Peas, and so much more.. Rap, I will listen to certin people if they are saying bad crap and so on.. Heavy Metal & Rock, I will listen to Evanescence, Lacuna Coil, Nightwish, Crandle of Flith, Godsmack, Three Days Grace, Metallica, Korn, HIM, Rob Zombie, and so much more I will list.. Ok Tattoos No tattoos, But I want tattoos so bad.. Movies, I will watch anything.. My Favorite Tv Shows, CSI, CSI:Miami, CSI:NY, Ghost Whisperer, Standoff, House, NCSI, I will watch cartoons, I will watch MTV sometimes, I will watch MTV2 Headbangers Ball, Law & Order, Charmed, and so much more.. My Favorites Actress, and Actors mostly all of them.. Favorite Colors Are, Black, Blue, Gray, and Purple..

Letter From Heaven
To my dearest family, and , friends some things I'd like to say, But first of all to let you know that I arrived ok. I'm writing this from Heaven where I dwell with God above, Where there's no more tears or sadness, There is just eternal love. Please do not be unhappy, just because I'm out of sight, Remember I'm with you every morning, noon, and night. That day I had to leave you, When my life on Earth was through, God picked me up and hugged me and said "I welcome you" "It's good to have you back again, you were missed while you were gone, As for your precious family, they'll be here later on". "I need you here so badly as part of My big plan, There is so much we have to do to help our mortal man". Then God gave me a list of things He wished for me to do And foremost on that list of mine is to watch over you. And I will be beside you every day, week, and year, And when you're sad, I'm standing there to wipe away the tears. And when you lie in bed at night, the days

Need A Photographer!
Ok, so we REALLY want to take more new pics, and we will, BUT, we were thinking it'd be nice to have someone else take them for us to get pics of the different angles that we can't get ourselves!!! We wanted to know if anyone (can be a man or a couple) would be willing to take them for us?? Not sure when this would be, as we'd take a mini-vacation and get a hotel room somewhere, but curious who would be willing so we'd have an idea on locations to look at for vaca! We are not looking for anyone to join in (this time), we just want new pics of us. If you need to get off watching us, that's cool, as long as the pics are taken first! LOL!! Let us know!

I Did It Again
Today was quite a productive day... I went to work, ate a sandwich, met an old guy, aquired a free dog... all is good in the world! If you'd like to meet him.. visit my photos and check him out He is Hemi's identical twin. wanna hear how it all went down? I was minding my own going to the 7-11 for smokes when I saw Pit Bull puppies in a car parked outside the store. I went in , bought my smokes and borrowed a pen. Me being the classy girl that I am, wrote a note on the back of a napkin. "Please come into the cell shop I'd like to discuss your dogs" about 10 min passed as I sat anxiously waiting for this stranger to appear. Finally an old guy in a ball cap and dirty jean jacket pranced in with this beautiful dog. We talked for about an hour, I introduced him to the Boyz.. (brining them to the shop now cuz of the creepy stalker) and he then said something that broke my heart. " If I can't find homes for all of them today they go to the pound" he wasn't a breeder, but has been a pitbull

I Want To Know The Real You....
It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing. It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dream, for the adventure of being alive. It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain! I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it, or fix it. I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or your own, if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, to be realistic, to remember the limitations of being human. It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I want to know

About Me
hey!!! this is who i am. i am a nice person. i am overly sarcastic at times. i am a restaurant manager. i love being in control of things there. i am chronically depressed. i really don't know why, but it is there. ummmm, i have a housefull of kids. i never finish cleaning or doing laundry, lol. i am always in a hurry. i cry a lot. i need a new car. i wish i was younger, skinnier, prettier, lol, ya know!!! oh- and richer, gotta be richer. i am always waiting for a child support payment that is supposedly in the mail. nust have gotten lost ---i'll send it out again when i get the check back----ya right. ok. hmmmm- i love lost cherry. i have met so many fun people here. i wanna be a toys r us kid!!!! lol- i think i need to step away from the drink! whoever reads this--- have a great night!!! luv you guys. you rock

Never Lie 2 A Female
There was a guy sunbathing in the nude on the beach. He saw a little girl coming toward him, so he covered himself with the newspaper he was reading. The girl came up to him and asked, "What do you have under the newspaper?" Thinking quickly, the guy replied, "A bird." The girl walked away, and the guy fell asleep. When he woke up, he was in the hospital in tremendous pain. The police asked him what happened. The guy says, "I don't know. I was lying on the beach, this little girl asked me a question, I guess I dozed off and the next thing I know is I'm here." The police went to the beach, found the little girl, and asked her “What did you do to that naked fellow?" After a pause, the girl replied, "To him? Nothing. I was playing with his bird and it spit on me. So, I broke its neck, cracked its eggs, and set its nest on fire!" Moral of the story....................Never lie to a female.

My Little Bundle Of Joy
I stand here watching my little bundle of joy She sleeps so peaceful like a toy Dreaming of good things to come, Not knowing of the bad of some. So fragile, but so strong in many ways. Still needs her mom to show the way. Oh, Dear Little Bundle Of Joy: Sleep all through starry night, Till the morning dawn shines bright. Awake to see my smiling face For you and I will have our place. Our place to play and have our fun For soon the night will again come. Copyright ©1990 (DEDICATED TO MY PRECIOUS DAUGHTER)

Someone To Care
I want to be loved by someone. Not just used by one. I need someone to care. Not to dare. If only a hug or a rose. If only a rose to show me the love is still there. Maybe then and only then I will care! Copyright ©1987

Work Day Stress Breakers
20 Expressions for High-Stress Workdays! 1. Well, aren't we just a ray of freaking sunshine! 2. Not the brightest crayon in the box now, are we? 3. A hard-on doesn't count as personal growth. 4. Do I look like a freaking people person? 5. This isn't an office. It's Hell with fluorescent lighting! 6. If I want to hear the pitter-patter of little feet, I'll put shoes on my dog! 7. Did the aliens forget to remove your anal probe? 8. And your cry-baby, whiney-assed opinion would be? 9. Sarcasm is just one more service we offer. 10. Whatever kind of look you were going for.. you missed it. 11. Do they ever shut up on your planet? 12. I'm trying to imagine you with a personality. 13. I can't remember if I'm the good twin or the evil one. 14. How many times do I have to flush before you go away? 15. You say I'm a bitch like its a BAD thing? 16. Can I trade this job for what's behind door #2? 17. Nice perfume. Must

In Memory Of You
I find an old photograph and see your smile. As I feel your presence a new, I am filled with warmth and my heart remembers love. I read an old card sent many years ago during a time of turmoil and confusion. The soothing words written then still caress my spirit and bring me peace. I remeber who you used to be the laughter we shared and wonder what you have become. Where are you now, Where did you go, When the body is left behind and the spirit is released to fly? Perhaps you are the morning bird singing joyfully at sunrise, or the butterfly that dances so carelessly on the breeze or the rainbow of colors that brightens a stormy sky or the fingers of afternoon mist delicately reaching over the mountain or the final few rays of the setting sun lighting up the skies edging the clouds with a magical glow. I miss your being but I feel your presence, In whatever form you choose to take, however you now choose to be. Your spirit has become for me a guar

Boring Start To A Great Blog.
Hi LC Peeps! This is my first blog entry for here. If anything exciting happens I will let you know about it here. well lets see after getting up at 6:30 this morning I got my kids off to school. MY dad is kind enough to take them to school because I have no car. He lives across the road from me so its not too difficult for him to do so. I have been real sick lately Stomach wise. Its like my appetite is very small now and I get sick easily. Well I can't let that hold me back from having a life because who knows how long this will last it has already been this way for weeks now. I took an ativan around 7:30 this morning and finally fell back to sleep around 8:30 AM and i slept till 1 pm. At which i had to get up and get dressed because at 2 pm the bus comes and drops my son Tre off.. (He is special needs and yes he rides the short bus--no jokes please!) he is actually smarter than his brothers he just has some physical delays because he was a premie twin and his twin brother

When I Am Dead
When I am dead. my dearest, Since no sad songs for me; Plant thou no roses at my head, Nor shady cypress tree: Be the green grass above me, With showers and dewdrops wet: And if thou wilt, remember, And if thou wilt, forget. I shall not see the shadows, I shall not feel the rain: I shall not hear the nightingales, Sing on, as if in pain: And dreaming through the twilight, That doth not rise nor set, Happily I may remember, And Happily may forget.

Wishing You Near
I have come to relize that time is so dear When you are no longer here I cling to memories, Sweet bitter memories That bring you near If only I can touch you again without bringing back the pain Feeling your presence That you are not really very far away That would bring back the joy and magic Of being again together I know you are Just a whisper away

Colors Of Friendship
Once upon a time the colors of the world started to quarrel. All claimed that they were the best. The most important. The most useful. The favorite. Green said: "Clearly I am the most important. I am the sign of life and of hope. I was chosen for grass, trees and leaves. Without me, all animals would die. Look over the countryside and you will see that I am in the majority." Blue interrupted: "You only think about the earth, but consider the sky and the sea. It is the water that is the basis of life and drawn up by the clouds from the deep sea. The sky gives space and peace and serenity. Without my peace, you would all be nothing." Yellow chuckled: "You are all so serious. I bring laughter, gaiety, and warmth into the world. The sun is yellow, the moon is yellow, the stars are yellow. Every time you look at a sunflower, the whole world starts to smile. Without me there would be no fun." Orange started next to blow her trumpet: "I am the col

A Little Of This An That
Hi all!! I thought i'd jump on while my Memphiss is sleepin an my Aurora(2) is at the store with her dad. I tried ta respond ta all tha cograts but i might of missed some please don't hold it against me k? its been a tirin week lol. Auroras still not sure what ta think of her new baby sis, so shes been kinda actin up, which wouldn't be to bad if i was able ta move faster an pick her up but seein as i jus got outta tha hospital a cupala days ago i'm not supposed ta lol well soon we'll all get settled inta a rutine an all will be well!! as for little Memphiss I had forgotten how much newborns eat an poop an eat lol well anyway, soon I'll post some pics of Memphiss an when I get rid of my excess chunk lol I'll post some new ones of me all not prego!!! lol

Storms
Do I dare approach passion with loaded gun? Hoping to hear your heart, to taste your tongue? Be fair I say, hearts mercies are tender, unfeigned. I believe in expanded emotions, sincerely fine grained; I open my mind that you might walk among My thoughts, knowing my heart that you are the one. Walk with me through this world..together we are sustained, Embellished as we dare to believe..allowing trust to regain. My willingness to embrace you, am I silenced, unfinished? Ambushed by a computer screen is it forever diminished? 3/8/04 Copyright ©2006

Reject Temptation (adult)
She was married to one, drawn irrisistably to the other... when she has to make a choice, who will it be? Disclaimer: Brokeback Mountain is mentioned- no I don't own nor can I make any money from it. It's just here... This is more innuendo- not a whole lot goes on in here- sorry friends :) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Angel Brooks made her way through the quiet room and slipped up behind her husband, Ori, who had found himself lost in the book he was reading. She kept her step light as she passed Kalista Harper who had a sleeping Orifiel Brooks on her lap. There was a brief moment when she took in Orifiel’s darker more mysterious look. He had become bored with his oddly colored- purple and blue hair and opted to go for black. She had to admit that her attraction toward him had grown instead of receded as a result of this change. Still, she had made several promises to herself in the past month. One of them was to end the 14 year long affair she had been carrying on with her brother-i

Life
Well,, dont u wish life was a Fairy Tale.. where all your dreams come true? If only it was that easy. everything would be great.. but hello wake up call.. life never is easy.. so you just have to buck up and take life by the balls.. because if u dont life will just walk all over you.. yea its that time of the month and yes im a bitch.. but oh well life is grand.. it is.. but in its own little special way.. i sometimes wonder.. how special.. then i just look at my kids.. and think... man you put that there little goo comes out and 9 months later you have a beautiful baby.. LoL.. that was made out of love, or some cases lust.. some thing that little can become so big and feel your life with love and happiness.. so life is grand after all and you do have your happy ending.. just knowing that your kids are there to drive you nutts but love u at the same time.. and break your heart and step on your toes.. but i would not change anything in my life... Love u guys.. love mom...

Just About Me
I am 6-0 and 218 pounds. I have brown hair with hazle eyes. I grew up in a small town in Ohio. I finished High School in 1984. I was raised in the country and am a country boy at heart still. I alway had a minibike or go cart when I was grewing up. So me having a bike now is just me being me still. I have three wonderful daughters. My oldest just turned 18 and my baby is 11 now. I work for a Oil Company and have been with them for 16 years now. My grandfather and my Dad worked for the same company. I guess I really did grow up on oil. I was a small engine mechanic before I started with theoil company. I was in charge of ordering all the parts and was the lead mechanic at the shop. We worked on over 740 pieces of lawn care a year. I loved the work and the job, but the pay sucked. So I had to find something else to do with my life. I was ask what do I do now. Good question. How to explain it.. I am called an Operation Tech. I am mainly in charge of a crude oil tank farm. We hav

Heathers Encounter
A light breeze picked up a strand of her hair and blew it across her beautiful alabaster skin . Her blue green eyes caught the moonlight glistening rivaling the stars themselves. One lone tear slid down her cheek as she thought of the love that she had longed for. So long had she been searching that the vision had become blurred in her mind till now. "Kelim why after all this time have you come to me? I was happy in my haze. But now .........now you have come to me re-instilling hope and giving nothing but old pains anew. Why do you haunt me so" A dark figure slowly imurged from the forest as if born from the tree's themselves, flanked by two hounds, huge lumbering beasts born from the nightmares of children. The figure glided closer running his hands through the thick coarse hair of his companions.His hair and cloak flowed in an non existant wind, as a ghost trapped in his own reality. "Does it pain you so to look opon my face maiden? Would you prefer that I left you to yo

Behind The Wall
Okay, I was talking to someone about dating and this idea hit me. I would love to go on a date with a blind woman. Blind people can see everything. Id love to know how a blind person sees me inside. With no way to hide, just me. And looks couldnt affect it one way or the other. Now that would be interesting. ut if a blind person thinks you are a loser, youre kinda screwed lmao Im just curious. Would you do it?

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The small beam of light crept into the pit, illuminating the open gash on his leg. The maggot's within shuttered, then continued with there morbid feast. "So finaly you've come for me ......... I thought you were just goint to leave me here to rot in the darkness of this dammed hole. How long have I been here ....... a day?......... a week?.......more? A quiet laugh and a flutter of robes came from the blackness. "Are you going to awnser me or just giggle like a peasent girl" Again the laughter came from the black, as if only an ecchooing note of a flute carried on the wind. The voice of a child followed "The rest come .....get to you soon ...... we play?" "Hrmph leave it to Cairon to send the bastard offspring of the village idiot and the town whore to care for me till then. None the less till they come, I shall shall enlighten u as to how I came th be in the wreched Fissure. Or would u prefer to just giggle as a fool to yourself in the dark " The now visable figure

Words
Words Some words are like buckets that carry lots of things.Some words are like hornets that leave some nasty stings.Some words are like music that make us want to sing.Some words are like messengers that have good news to bring.Some words are like pillows that soften what you say.So when you open your mouth and have some words to share,Be sure those are just the words to show that you really care!Soft words are pillows for the hurts!

Bffl
I have a friend who I have known for well it seems like forever. We have had our ups and downs and gossips behind each other's backs, but we always manage to pull through and be there for one another. Not many people can say that they have such a wonderful friend or friendship for so long. I am almost twenty and I have known her since the 4th grade. We help each other out with anything and I will continue to do as long as she will keep me as her friend. Because she is my Best Friend For Life~!~ Love ya Lindz!

Screen Names
A few people who know me have heard the story about my screen name and why I have it. I did not pick the nick out, it was given to me. A girl I knew in High School that was nice to me first called me Kermit. I looked like a cute frog so she said. See, I didn't fit into any set crowd and I had friends in every group though I was picked on a few bullies. The name caught on and people I didn't even know started calling me Kermit. I helped this girl out in school with her projects so she would get a good grade. We flirted and I think we made out once in the tool room of metal shop. I wanted to know more about her but I was afraid of coming off too strong. I didn't want to pry but this girl was special to me. I hesitated for a moment but it was too late. During that Christmas break she killed herself. I could have asked her about her past but I was too afraid. My inaction lead indirectly to her death. I tried to bury all emotion inside but when people called me Kermit it onl

Love That Once Existed
Hearts that shine like moonlight bliss Our souls are connected as we share a kiss A love defined and all so rare No other love in the world can compare To the love we have each time we talk It even shows in the way we walk We wear it as though it is a mask When each day we know it is a task To love each other and to hold Even when our future is left untold A loved defined and all so rare No other love in the world can compare.

Thank You Lostcherry...and Marketman
Just wanted to say thank you for making me the featured cherry on www.lostcherry.com main page, it an honor to have been thought of for this, I've been on lostcherry going on 2 years almost was here in the early begining, i think im user 5338 or something like that, again thank you for thinking of me, Tif *Tif*@ LostCherry

True Friends
01. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you. 02. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry. 03. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. 04. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart. 05. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them. 06. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile. 07. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world. 08. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you. 09. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful. 10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

Neat Game 4 Scary Movie Fans
copy and paste: http://us.mms.com/us/dark/index.jsp you have to zoom in on some of the stuff with the + and - buttons @ the top. i got 26 in about 15min and then got stumped so i saved my game and havent went back to it yet. i thought it was pretty fun tho since i luv scary movies!!!

Alcatraz
June 11, 1962 Frank Morris and brothers John and Clarence Anglin vanished from their cells and were never seen again. A fourth man, Allen West, believed by some people to have been the mastermind, was also involved; however, he was still in his cell the next morning when the escape was discovered. An investigation revealed an intricate escape plot that involved homemade drills to enlarge vent holes, false wall segments, and realistic dummy heads (complete with human hair) placed in the beds so the inmates would not be missed during nighttime counts. The three men exited through vent holes located in the rear wall of their cell - they had enlargened the vent holes and made false vent/wall segments to conceal their work. Behind the rear wall of the cells is a utility corridor that had locked steel doors at either end. The three men climbed the utility pipes to the top of the cellblock, and gained access to the roof through an air vent (the men had previously bent the iron bars that blo

Sex Test
You scored as Foreplay. You most prefer foreplay, which has everything to do with oral sex, teasing, biting, licking, scratching, toe sucking, massage and anything else you can think of just short of full penetration. Though toys may or may not be ruled out, you really tend to go for the teasers like oils, foods (like whipped cream), feathers, petals, ice cubes, candles and lingerie. There's allot you can do with an erogenous zone and the more experience there is, the more fun you're having. It's great for your libido, bonding with your partner(s) and you could pull an all nighter quite often.Foreplay95%Kama Sutra88%Masturbation73%Fantasy65%Erotica65%Frottage & Tribadism53%Role Swap/Play43%Submission43%Fetish43%Domination

I've Done It This Time
ok So I had a purely sexual relationship with this guy for about 5 months now, and well as it started out as just some fringe pleasure I got attached to him. Now what you have to know about this guy is that he is dying and not like you and me, he's terminally ill, his heart is giving out, so I really should not have gotten attached to him but I did and while I do care about him we are not going out. Now Rex, thats this guys, Rex had an appointment with his cardiologist and of course he didn't get good news, so he decided that he needed to take care of me and make sure I was with a good guy, because I deserve a good guy and that is his defense for trying to give me to his Friend! now please I have no clue what to do about this I really care about this guy bout He tried to give me away! anybody got any advice?

In Memoryof 9-11-01
By author; Nancy L. Byrnes-Milliken ARLINGTON ON THE GROUNDS OF ARLINGTON ONE STANDS IN SOLDIERS FORM LOOKING AT THE FORMATION OF THE CROSSES THAT WHERE BORN A DEADENING SILENCE NOW SPEAKS YET I SEEM TO HEAR A BUGLE PLAYING CLEAR THE GHOSTLY HYMN OF TAPS AS IT SINGS A GOODBYE SONG TO ALL THOSE SLEEPING NEAR AS THE BUGLE MOURNS IN HYMN FOR ALL OUR FALLEN MEN I LOOK AROUND AT CROSSES OF WHITE THAT NEVER SEEM TO END ALONE GUARDED BY OUR BROTHER NOT FAR FROM WHERE I STAND THE UNKNOWN SOLDIER SLEEPS HIS LIFE GIVEN FOR HIS LAND OUR FALLEN FRIEND IS KNOWN ONLY TO GOD HIS NAME NEVER TO BE KNOWN BUT NOW HE STANDS IN SOLDIERS FORM GUARDING OUR MAJESTIES THRONE THE BUGLE PLAYS ITS SHIVERING SOUND AND OUR FLAG STILL WAVES UN-TORN THE SUN MIRRORS AN OVERWHELMING SIGHT OF CROSSES THAT WHERE BORN ON THE GROUNDS OF ARLINGTON I STAND IN SOLDIERS FORM LOOKING AT THE FORMATIONS OF CROSSES THAT WHERE BORN SILENTLY I BOW MY HEAD AND THINK OF MY SISTERS AND B

Sweet Jesus Update!!
LOL....ok after hours at the E.r i am finally home on crutches and a mobilizer brace yeeeeeah seems i fucked up the ligamits in my knee well under the cap but i got pain meds hoha.....gotta stay off it for a day or so but oh hell im not that busy lol....hope everyone knows im a fuckin clutts....so this is what i wanna say haha feeelin no pain at the moment wanna say thank u to brandon for cheerin me up works evvvverytime...muah!! gotta go! have a great weekend love and kisses to everyone!

You Just Touched My Ass Didn't You!
O dunno I'm in a goof ass mood right now for sum odd ass reason. So there is no point to this so bite me! LoL yup you heard me I said it bite me! First of all Kat I have a problem with this word pop. What the hell is pop?? I need sum money I wanna get a whole back pieve done. Hell I just want a tattoo. I saw an old friend of my today. Damn I forgot how hatefull he was but none the less I've known him for too damn long. The asshole took off with my car tho lol. I ready to get outta this little shit hole town maybe thats what I'll work on next. Not that I even know where I'm gonna go. Stephen called last night being his dickhead self. He made the statmment to me "I'm sorry Katie for what Im gonna have to do but i have to let my son see my parents" I dont know what he means by that and FUCK NO will that baby see those child abusing crack heads! Ok im done goin on now and hey dont touch my ass I kinda liked it haha yeah I know im not right

My Life
well, this is my first blog. I am not very good writting about myself, other poeple i am great in doing it..........lol. well anyways, i am a mother of five, Chelsey is my oldest she will be 11 on the 29th of this month, she loves playing vollyball. Matter of fact she is playing in 6 tournaments the weekend of her birthday. She is also running for her school Treasurer, so now with everything else she does I get to help her with this. She is involed with scouts, sofeball, soccor and vol. at our church. Austin he is my oldest son, he is 9. He is a handful already. I am in a world of trouble (maybe his nick name should be trouble) he has too many girls that call for him on the phone....well too too many for a mother. But i guess i should get use to it, its going to get worse before it gets better. He loves to wrestle, He wrestles for a team, they want to send him to state and then maybe to nationals. I have mixed feelings about it, first i really don't want him to go that far i

In My Dreams
To My Dearest One, As I lay here tonight I wonder where you could be. I hope you are doing well Wherever you might be. As where to you are, It is not here with me. I lay here and wonder Who you are and where you have been. I wonder at when I may be able to see you again. I know it will be soon For as I lay here to sleep, I know that you will be there There as always in My Dreams

You Fella's Are Blowin It..........lol
When I hang out on LC, I get the chance to do a lot of reading, my mail, my shout, profiles and comments and I'll tell you fella's....you're struggling. If I read most of your profiles, they sound like this: I'm a guy with low self esteem, broke as hell and seeking a woman who doesn't take care of herself to dote on me, anyone will do.......oh okay, now don't get all bent out of shape, let me show you how this happens......lmfao! I read a lot of profiles that read "if you into looks and money then keep going." Ohhhh okay let me tell you how that translates. I know you MEAN you don't want a woman who is superficial and materialistic but what we hear you say is that you have low self esteem and your broke as hell. We don't need an invitation to move on from that, most of us will do so on our own free will. You have to paint a better picture. I read that you guys don't want a woman who it "too into herself"...what I understand is that you don't want a woman who is stuck up,

Can You?
CAN YOU? Can you tell me you love me... Can you tell me its true... Can you tell me all the things... I want to hear from you... Can you tell me Im the only one... that makes you scream out loud... Can you tell me please...so I can be so proud... Can you tell me you will stay until the end of time... thru snow...sleet...and hail...rain or shine... Can you tell me that I will always have your heart... and never will be the day that we will part... CAN YOU?

Powerful Stuff When You Can Connect With The Words
Evanescence Call Me When You're A Sober Lyrics don't cry to me. if you loved me, you would be here with me. you want me, come find me. make up your mind. should i let you fall? lose it all? so maybe you can remember yourself. can't keep believing, we're only deceiving ourselves . and i'm sick of the lie, and you're too late. don't cry to me. if you loved me, you would be here with me. you want me, come find me. make up your mind. couldn't take the blame. sick with shame. must be exhausting to lose your own game. selfishly hated, no wonder you're jaded. you can't play the victim this time, and you're too late. don't cry to me. if you loved me, you would be here with me. you want me, come find me. make up your mind. you never call me when you're sober. you only want it cause it's over, it's over. how could i have burned paradise? how could i - you were never mine. so don't cry to me. if you loved

I Met Someone Today...
I MET SOMEONE TODAY I met someone today... in a world filled with unhappiness and pain... I met someone today... who took away all the storm clouds and rain... I met someone today... Just when I thought I would have noone by my side... to help me up when I fall... and journey with me thru life's difficult ride... I met someone today... who showed me I was wrong... in thinking I would go thru life singing the loneliness song... I met someone today... and I want to tell them without a doubt... that my love is unconditional... and their love I cannot do without...

Snack Time (adult)
Ahh the things that happen when a couple of guys start feeling "in the mood" ..... Disclaimer: References to American Pie: The Wedding are made, I don't own the concept or the characters or the copyright.. however I do own my very own copy of the movie.. that's the extent of my owning... And as an additional warning... There is hinted Yaoi in here... So if you can't stand the idea of 2 men together then this chapter won't be for you... Though they are interesting to listen to when it comes to banter back and forth *smirk* Warned you in the beginning of this blog that bi-sexuality is a part of this series... That being said, enjoy the chapter... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Snack Time “Of course… men are mostly hoping to join a pair of lesbians when they see them, so that may be at least one reason as to why...” Angel Brooks paused at the doorway, unsure if she wanted to enter with the possible topic of conversation. Against her better judgment, she entered anyway a

Your Touch
YOUR TOUCH Your touch is always soothing when I've had a hard day When I'm sad and depressed Or when things dont go my way Your touch is always warm on a cold winters night When the world's dead and frozen Your touch gives the world new meaning and makes everything alright

Yay!!!!
Well my dad was able to get off of work to come and see me the 19 of next month. But still keep your fingers crossed becuz he has jury duty the day before he comes to see me. The last two times they didnt need him. So please pray that they dont need him or that the trial doesnt go into the next day. Thanks for everyone's support.

No More Skinned Knees
Most days I go through with this numbness. Its like that calm errieness before a storm. Once in a while, my thoughts that I try so hard to keep on other things, the T.V., the computer, slip through to places I avoid. No one likes to afflict pain on themselves of this magnitude so I dont feel so guilty when I purposely avoid it. But try as I may, my mind roams. He ran his tricycle down the stairs. Ended up with 6 stitches. I think of all the times I hid the cleaning supplys, covered electrical outlets so he would be safe. And the time he got in a fight while protected someone even smaller than himself from bullys at school. He came home suspended with a bruised and bloody face so I took him for icecream and told him he'd done the right thing. Sitting in the operating room waiting area. Praying his surgery would go well. It did. These were my rights! They were my privileges. Well there are no more skinned knees. There are nightmares of a black car pulling up...the men clad in Army dress

The Fall Of Freddie The Leaf..part 1
Spring had passed . So had Summer. Freddie the leaf, had grown large.His mid-section waswide and strong, and his five extensions were firm and pointed. He had first appeared in Spring as a small sprout on a rather large branch near the top of a tall tree.Freddie was surrounded by hundreds of other leaves just like himself,or so it seemed.Soon he discovered that no two leaves were alike,even though they were on the same tree. Alfred was the leaf next to him.Ben was the leaf on his right side, and Clare was the lovely leaf overhead.They had all grown up together.They had learned to dance in the Spring breezes, bask lazily in the Summer sun and wash off in the cooling rains. But it was Daniel whi was Freddies best friend. He was the largest leaf on the limb and seemed to have been there before anyone else.It appeared to Freddie that Daniel was also the wisest among them.It was Daniel who told them that they were part of a tree.It was Daniel who explained that they were

R.i.p. Common Sense
Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was, since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as: Knowing when to come in out of the rain. Why the early bird gets the worm. Life isn't always fair. Maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you can earn) and reliable strategies (adults, not children, are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a 6-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked teachers for doing the job that they themse

Yo Momma!!!!
Well, the last couple of blogs have been on the serious side, so I think it's time for a lil fun (plus Cecil said he would bite me if I wrote another serious blog). Anyways, I thought this could be fun and most of all, interactive. ANYBODY CAN JOIN! When I was growing up, me and my friends used to do this this thing called PLAYING THE DOZENS. Some call it snappin', some call it joning, some just call it pure mean. But it always made the day go by faster, and it almost always resulted in a lot of laughs. What it is, basically, is jokes and insults on a person's family, looks, money, career, car, life, lover, kids, WHATEVER. Basically, it's YO MAMA IS SO...... jokes. I would love to hear the best out there. What are some of the best snaps you've heard or said? I'll give you 20 of mine. Don't be shy, let er rip! And don't hold back! I'm a tough guy, I can take it...... 1. Yo mama is so fat, when yo daddy wants to have sex, he needs to go to mapquest to find the hole. 2. Yo mam

Nervous Time
Well, im getting married in 10 weeks from tomorrow. I asked my mother if it was normal now to be nervous she said yes. So, im nervous..Wedding, stress, wedding stress, omg i think i may have another heart attack before all this is done..and i just turned 24 on Wednesday (sept 20th)

Poem--the Story Of Your Life
The Story of Your Life Don't say you're not important, It simply isn't true, The fact that you were born, Is proof, God has a plan for you. The path may seem unclear right now, But one day you will see, That all that came before, Was truly meant to be. God wrote the book that is your life, That's all you need to know. Each day that you are living, Was written long ago. God only writes best sellers, So be proud of who you are, Your character is important, In this book you are the "Star." Enjoy the novel as it reads, It will stand throughout the ages, Savor each chapter as you go, Taking time to turn the pages. by Wanda Mitchell

The Passing Of....
Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was, since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as: Knowing when to come in out of the rain; Why the early bird gets the worm; Life isn't always fair; and Maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you can earn) and reliable strategies (adults, not children, are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a 6 -year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked teachers for doing the job that they th

3 Men In A Sauna
Three men, one German, One Japanese and a Texan were sitting naked in a sauna. Suddenly there was a beeping sound. The German pressed his forarm and the beep stopped. The others looked at him questioningly. "That was my pager, "he said,I have a microchip under the skin of my arm." A few minutes later a phone rang. The Japanese fellow lifted his palm to his ear. When he finished he explained, "That was my mobile phone. I have a microchip in my hand." The Texan felt decidedly low tech, but not to be outdone he decided he had to do something just as impressive. He stepped out of the sauna and went to the bathroom. He returned with a piece of tolet paper hanging from his behind. The others raised their eyebrows and stared at him. "The Texan finally said----- "Well, will you look at that, I'm getting a fax."

Dirty Joke
There was an elderly man who wanted to make his younger wife pregnant. So, he went to the doctor to have a sperm count done. The doctor told him to take a specimen cup home, fill it, and bring it back the next day. The elderly man came back the next day and the specimen cup was empty and the lid was on it. Doctor: What was the problem? Elderly man: Well, you I tried with my right hand...nothing. So, I tried with my left hand...nothing. My wife tried with her right hand...nothing. Her left hand...nothing. Her mouth...nothing. Then my wife's friend tried. Right hand, left hand, mouth....still nothing. Doctor: Wait a minute. You mean your wife's friend too?! Elderly man: Yeah, and we still couldn't get the lid off of the specimen cup.

The 22nd ~ Football
So I hear in America that tonight is soccer night. Well... football rather XD Anyways, I never got too much into football but that's all everyone in america talks about friday nights, it's kindof strange to me. on another note.. I've had an awesome day! Really busy a usual and I just got home around.. 3 AM hehe my sleeping schedule iss fucked up. But anyways.. I hung out with a boy who I like (a lot) hehe so high school ish but anyways... it was fun and that's about all I have to say.

Serious As A Heart Attack
Two or three months ago, I ended up in the emergency room at the local hospital. I'd been suffering for a while with shortness of breath, tiredness and a tight, painful feeling in my chest and it had got to a point where Kris insisted that I go to the local clinic to get checked out. I figured that I'd go this time (she'd been on about it for a while) if only to keep her happy, so off we drive to the "walk-in centre". After some discussion they hook me up with a dozen electronic pads and do a trace of my ECG. The nurse disappears for quite a while then comes back to say they want to check it again. They do it again and she disappears for a while again. Next thing I know, she's packing me off to the emergency room as they have "some concern" about my trace. Kris isn't happy at all as we go to the nearby hospital where they are "expecting" me and we are made to sit around for 2 hours before someone actually sees me. I'm only in front of the doctor for 2/3 mins before she s

Need A Website?
Hey ladies ...... i build websites, my latest one i built for Jessica Blade from WEW " Womens Extreme Wrestling " www.jessicablade.com ive seen alot of sexy girls on Lost Cherry that i would love to build sites for, let me know if your interested, add my yahoo id to your buddy list's and talk to me its .... xposednet@yahoo.com please dont send no emails there, wanna send an email? plz send them here br4sco@gmail.com

Racist Comments Being Left On Friend Profiles
IM SICK AND TIRED OF THESE RACIST COMMENTS BEING LEFT ON SOME OF MY FRIENDS PICTURES.JUST BECAUSE THEY DECIDE TO DATE SOME ONE OF A DIFFERENT RACE.LOVE KNOWS NO DAMN COLOR.IM SICK AND TIRED OF THESE LITTLE BOYS COMING AND DOING THIS.JUST BECAUSE THEY ARE PATHETIC AND EVERYTHING.I MEAN IT DOESNT MATTER WHAT RACE,COLOR,RELIGION YOU ARE OR ANYTHING.IF YOU CUT US WE ALL STILL BLEED RED.FOR CHRIST SAKES THIS ISNT THE 1960'S OR EARLIER ANY MORE.IF YOU DONT LIKE MY OPINION THEN BITE ME.IM JUST SO SICK AND DAMN TIRED OF THIS.ITS A NEW CENTURY PEOPLE.GROW UP.AND IF YOU HAVE TO GO AND DO SOMETHING LIKE THIS.WHY DID YOU EVEN GO TO THE PROFILE IN THE FIRST PLACE JUST SO YOU CAN MAKE AN ASS OUT OF YOURSELF.WELL JUST FOR SOME INFORMATION THAT I DIDNT PUT IN THE ABOUT ME SECTION ON HERE.ONE OF THE BIGGEST THINGS I HATE IS RACISM.SO IN OTHER WORDS.DONT JUDGE PEOPLE BY WHO THEY DATE OR ANYTHING.LIKE THE SAYING DONT JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER.AND REMEMBER LOVE KNOWS NO COLOR.WHAT THE HEART WANTS IT USALL

Forever Yours (adult)
Forever Yours © Lady Aurora All she wanted was to get away. The shouting and fighting had become too much for her to take. Angel Hope-Brooks closed her eyes and covered her head with her hands as she attempted to shut everything out. She wanted peace. She wanted a place she could feel safe again. As the harsh words flew back and forth around her, confusing her even more, a tingling sensation overwhelmed her. In mere seconds, the noise was gone and she found herself sitting in a quiet room somewhere unknown to her. She buried her head in her arms, which were propped up on her knees as her tears fell. She froze when soft footsteps could be heard across the room. Ori Brooks had been walking to his bedroom when the soft sounds of a woman crying reached his sensitive hearing. He stopped moving and turned back in the direction of his loungeroom. He knew it could not have been his fiancé, Kalista, as she had gone missing from their home roughly an hour before. His gaze swept over the

Ah, The Lady And The Coffee...
Seem to recognize the bulletin "we mourn a good friend today..." from somewhere - PJ O'Rourke possibly. Whatever its origin, whatever the author's politics, some of the soundbites that make up its too-clever, thrice-chewed content are too-ready summaries of cases that too many people think they know about and really don't... like the Woman Sues McDonalds for Spilled Coffee. The facts of that case (not at all the first of its kind to be brought against the restaurant- a fact the jurors took into account, by the way, along with several others) are covered in quite a few sources (see this Wikipedia page for something more detailed...)There for a start...

Terrorist Nation
What the hell are they thinking?? Since when does even the most basic barbaric principle of "an eye for an eye" include chopping off a few limbs from innocent people?? Bush says the Israel have the right to defend themselves and he is right, but the kidnap of two soldiers does not in any shape or form justify the murder of innocent women and children and the destruction of a sovereign nations infrastructure. By all means go after Hezbollah, but not the generally peaceful population of Lebanon. All they will succeed in doing is pissing off the whole country until a full blown war ensues and that will quickly draw in Syria and probably Jordan too. Never mind the rest of the arab-muslim world. Real peace can only be achieved if prejudices can be put aside and the hand of friendship extended. That will only happen if Israel abandons the idea that they have an exclusive right to a land of their choice regardless of who lived there initially. Yet another example to follow that

Work In Progress
A jolt went through the bed. Ryon stirred, resting his head comfortably against warm soft skin and hair that smelled of peaches. Another jolt tremored through the bed. " Get up !!" a voice boomed Ryon's eyes opened, leaving his body still he mumbled "I was having a good dream" still half asleep "You are needed, ... sir" the guard added the 'Sir' reluctantly "Who summons this 'You', you speak of," Ryon mumbled rolling over to view who he's talking to. and why address me as 'Sir'?" "Crucifer sent for you, he says it's urgent." replyed the guard "tell Crucifer I said to go gratify himself with his horse" Ryon said as he rolled over and pulled the covers to his head. From behind the guard, a man steped quietly and pulled the covers free from the bed exposing Ryon and the fair maiden. Ryon sat up with a fright and the maiden screamed awake and scured for a sheet to cover herself. Ryon sat exposed looking at Crucifer he frees sleep from his face, and a

Asvab... Wassup With That?
ASVAB..... When I was first told this "test" existed I was shocked, but the more I hear about this compulsory testing in American schools, the more horrified I have become. Remember I have used the word compulsory, despite the fact that is described as a voluntary test. The reason for this will become apparent. For those who don't know about it, the Armed Services Vocational Aptitude Battery (ASVAB) is a test carried out on high school students in the US in their senior year, right before graduation. It is supposed to give the student an idea of their "ideal" career path and let the military know what their aptitudes are should they need to initiate any form of compulsory military service. Just to see how this is portrayed, check out this crap http://www.asvabprogram.com/ You can even study for this test... of course directed by the military. https://secure.military.com/leads/Recruiting/RecruitingLeadForm1.jsp?ESRC=ggl_rec_asvab.kw&asvab=yes As I said. it is m

A long time ago someone once said that blood is and always will b thicker than water- Well either it's ignored or isnt understood cuz ya think my sister goes by this, nope, not her- Im at the point now where im lettin the dirt come out and all of our problems will b heard, but names ill never announce- U were always 1st in my life but i shoulda realized ur true selfish ways that u'd rather do 4 u and everyone else- After what happened, we r 4ever distant and apart but i never thought it would happen again, never, not once- I thought so many things would never happen in life from having seizures again to being held at gunpoint sittin on my knees that night in cuffs- Y always have to be the center of attention and wit ur act u put up, u sure recieve a hellof alot of that oh so sad sympathy- The funny thing is, u acted like u had it the worst when it is u who should be living a normal life, making it easy- I could go on 4ever on how i feel but ill leave it where its at and i'll ca

Sexy
im sexy and you all no it is tru an i do to so if you people lik wat you see then comment mi pictures guys and gurls i love both so it dont matter i have sexy legs hands face eyes lips ass hips and pussy so all of you get at me ok

Holy Question Batman
Beliefs So the question is.... Is it possible to hold beliefs about spirituality, faith and religion without influencing those around you, e.g. you kids or significant other ???? The one thing I have always disliked intensly about mainstream patriarcal religions is their overwhelming need to convert everyone to their way of thinking. What the hell is that about??? Why do we see, every day, the scenes of people who claim to be representing their religion, which as it is speaks of peace and tolerence, screaming about killing / beheading those who do not believe in their particular religion?? Bear in mind, I'm not just pointing at them. Look at the "Crusades". Hundreds of years ago the Christians, mostly from England, travelled a couple of thousand miles to the area now known as Turkey, to "convert the pagans" to their religion, killing thousands of them in the process. In the dark ages we had the witch-cleansings where the church used the fear of the notion of witches

Life Goes On
life goes on..here i am working...bored kinda cold..and sick haha yeah, finally get to be as healthy as possible and damn, my mom jumps on the picture and i'm sick again..I got a TA position so i'm all happy...sucks though, i'm working too..yeah, so life goes on..i'm a grey's anatomy fan and i'm in lvoe with mc dreamy haha...alright i give up...

I'm sorry That I'm not enough of a slut to sleep with you on a first date I'm sorry That my ass isn't big enough to "satisfy" your needs I'm sorry that I'm not anorexic and skinny enough for you to see my ribs I'm sorry That I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl" I'm sorry That I'm not a Playboy model so I can't act like a porn star for you I'm sorry I don't have a dream body that turns you on But most of all I'm sorry That you can't accept me for who I am

Im Sorry Just Read It
I'm sorry That I'm not enough of a slut to sleep with you on a first date I'm sorry That my ass isn't big enough to "satisfy" your needs I'm sorry that I'm not anorexic and skinny enough for you to see my ribs I'm sorry That I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl" I'm sorry That I'm not a Playboy model so I can't act like a porn star for you I'm sorry I don't have a dream body that turns you on But most of all I'm sorry That you can't accept me for who I am ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ To every girl that dresses cute not skanky. To every girl who wants to be called beautiful not hot. To every girl that will spend her whole day looking for the perfect present for you. To every girl who gets her heart broken because he chose that bitch instead. To every girl that would die to have a decent boyfriend. To every girl who would just like once to be treated like a princess. To every girl that cries at

A Little Something Else I Wrote
I can see us sitting somewhere... You having been napping on the couch, me sitting in a chair reading a book. I notice You moving around, then You whisper softly "Babygirl". I look up, and answer "yes, Master?", noticing Your need standing there and realize Your movements were You freeing it from Your pants. I look back up into Your eyes, and You point to the floor at Your side. I close my book, slip to the floor and crawl gracefully to kneel beside You. You whisper words of encouragement, saying things You know I love to hear as I lean over, running my hands along Your thighs... One hand goes to the base to hold You steady, the other wrapping gently around the wrinkled skin below the first hand, massaging, nails brushing carefully over the skin as I touch the tip of my tongue to the tip of Your obviously aching need. I slide my tongue around the entire tip, silver ball of my piercing brushing around the ridge. My tongue slides damply down the underside, running along the vein to wher

I Love Lostcherryl
Hello deaf people! I love here and deafchat here than tagdeaf's small shoutbox so bored. I like here and peace too then No plms also no fight or angue too. I like here thumb up. I saw all some deaf ppl talked fight in shoutbox at tagdeaf.They're immatured too.I have good my friends know me here and peace too. DO YOU LIKE HERE AND DEAFCHAT NO OR YES OR DO YOU LIKE SHOUTBOX IN TAGDEAF NO OR YES Tam

Two Wolves
One evening an old Cherokee told his grandson about a battle that goes on inside people. He said, "My son, the battle is between two "wolves" inside us all. One is Evil. It is anger, envy, jealousy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego. The other is Good. It is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and faith." The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather: "Which wolf wins?" The old Cherokee simply replied, "The one you feed."

D o you know, no wait, u think u do, How hard my life is, just what ive gone through, Everyday is a question, I never seem 2 know, Nothin goes right, i'm always against the flow, I try so much, in fact, I really try alot, Messin up is common, succeeding is not, Im searchin for answers, Im searchin for a light, I cant answer the questions, Im blind in the night, Im trying to make it, Im lookin 4 a way, I cant see tomorrow, I cant even find 2day, Im lookin 4 heaven, and at the same time, livin in hell, Life at times is a disaster, I end this as I yell.

10 Weeks
So far this week has been kinda upsetting and difficult for me. I am 10 weeks pregnant and have not felt pregnant at all. I have had very little nausea and have not gotten sick once. With this not being what I have experienced with my other 2 kids, it makes me nervous and think there is something wrong. I went into the dr yesterday hoping that we could hear a heartbeat and set my mind at ease and we heard nothing. I was told it is most likely too early but it was still heartbreaking. I have another appt on Oct 3 and that should yield more reassurance. If any of you ladies that read this have had babies with few or no pregnancy symptoms, please let me know because it makes me feel better.

Ehhhh
1.36am - What are you suppose to think of yourself when all you hear from people that are suppose to support you most, is avalanche of verbal abuse? When you are being reminded everyday that you're a nobody, going nowhere, even if in other people's eyes you're an ideal friend. Often being compared to people that wasted their life away, the losers who accomplished zero, nill, nada. Working a dead-end job, with no degree, you did this to yourself. You did this, you decided to skip out on the higher education. You have cut yourself off from friends, from family members living less than a football field away, from fresh air alltogether (let's not go as far as saying "fresh" about the air in New York, but you get my drift). Locking yourself away in a paper prison of your own appartment, isolation, seemed logical since you can't afford to have fun without the green. Sleeping pills are a good way to reboot your system, because in reality the difficulty of life can be too hard for some. So che

I miss waking up, havin' someone there, I try so hard, this isn't fair, What 2 do, where 2 go, I'm so lost, I just don't know, Mentally crushed, physically shaken, My life, for no reason, was instantly taken, I want it back, I'm not even jokin' I can't go on, my spirit is broken.

What Is Life To Me
You never really know someone because deep inside they always hold something back. I have kids and talk to them about life and hope the best come for them. Sometimes life is not fair. Why is it some of my family have money and Im lucky if I can buy toliet paper some days. Seems like the harder I try the worst I get.

Fall Is Here...9/22/06
......fall arrives at three after midnight tonight. This is a good but bad things i like fall to a point the world is beautiful. The colors are so awsome and clothes are easily found and there is always enough material to cover what I need covered. other than that I have changed my major. I am offically an English major. YIKES!! I also have a graduation date (sorta) I will be done spring 08 then its time to get a real job!! Well I think thats it for now just wanted to update all those who care! Enjoy life!

My New Self
Well this is going to have nothing to do with my self being new. Its just going to be the same old stuff putting things i would like to say in here. if you would like to read them then go ahead. i love wemen yes they are my faverit im thinking its the boobs but hey. i would like to thank every one who have been so helpfull to me in my new indevers.

My Thoughts On Love...
In my years, it seems that a lot of my friends and acquaintances seek me out for advice or perspective. And recently, I have been approached on one topic a lot.....LOVE. When will I find love? When will I find the one? Why do I always end up with assholes? Well, first of all, if you want to find love, let me suggest one thing............STOP LOOKING!!! Honestly, you're just setting yourself up for failure. If you're "looking" for love, you're doing a few things that might hurt you in the long run. First, you're allowing yourself to be viewed as vulnerable, which means that predatory people will pick up on your "scent" and use you to get what they want, or you end up with someone who is also looking for love, which means that they are just as, or even more desperate than you. Now tell me, do you really want that? I think a lot of us "look" for love because of this saying..........."Love at first sight". Now this saying is ironic because true love has absolutely NOTHING TO DO WITH

Dead Pussy
An old maid wanted to travel by bus to the pet cemetery with the remains of her cat. As she boarded the bus, she whispered to the driver, "I have a dead pussy." The driver pointed to the woman in the seat behind him and said, "Sit with my wife. You two have a lot in common."

Push Ups
A dog, a cat, and a penis are sitting around a camp fire one night. The dog says, "My life sucks, my master makes me do my business on a fire hydrant!". The cat says, "I don't think so, my master makes me do my business in a box of cat litter." The penis outraged, says "At least your master doesn't put a bag over your head and make you do push ups until you throw up!

Foood ( Warning- discretion advised. There is almost absolutly nothing of real interest or value in this. and you may regrett spending the time reading it to find that out. — Friday, 22 September 2006 Nothing all that important or entertaining. just for those who have some weird facination with my life but are too far away to actually stalk me..... Yah know what's really addicting? Food. A nasty habbit. Worse for some than others. It's something I do my best to control. But then I start going through withdrawls and stuff. Hunger pains, light headedness, irritability. Not only that, but I seem to be withering away. I weighed around 156 the last time I remember being wieghed in the army. The last time I weighed myself I weighed 140. And that was with clothes and shoes and stuff. I'm 5'9. I'm dependant on that dam food stuff. And it costs money too!! I really hate buying food. It's not like I get to keep it very long. And the effects of it don't last long either. I eat, and

Drama.
I'm sick of all the fucking drama in the bulletins. Do people not realize that this is the fucking internet? If they take shit to heart, than they should STEP AWAY from the fucking computer and get a real life. I'm sick of seeing a million bulletins from people saying "He/she is a bitch, he/she did this, he/she did that" So fucking block them and ignore what they say! Simple as that. This isnt pointed at a certain person either, so dont message me saying "is this about me and the bulletin I posted?" cause I'll probably just put you on ignore and delete you from my friends =] It's the internet, I understand that not everybody is going to get along, but why bitch about what they're doing, than 2 seconds later, post a bulletin about them, talking shit? Attention whore much? I'm sure when you're with your friends IRL you guys dont sit there saying "Oh yeah I was on the internet today and posted bulletins about someone because she hurt my e-feelings" cause if you do, then you should really

A Wretling Star
Shows Superstars Schedules Play & Win Community Inside WWE Shop WWE Worldwide Subscriptions World Wrestling Entertainment Home > Inside WWE > News NewsArchive Reflections on the late wrestling legend, Ricky Gibson By Michael Hayes September 21, 2006 On Sept. 15, wrestling legend Ricky Gibson passed away at the age of 53. With more than 25 years in sports-entertainment, Gibson is most famed for his time in NWA and was the first Superstar to ever perform a dropkick from off the top rope. A very close friend of Gibson, Michael "P.S." Hayes, offered a truly personal glimpse into the career of this Pensacola, Fla. wrestling great. The sports-entertainment world lost one of it’s first young, high-flying pioneers last Friday, Sept. 15 when Ricky Gibson died of a heart attack. Ricky was one of the first competitors that could walk the top rope like a cat and may have had the best dropkick ever. Ricky was from Pensacola, Fla. and was the first Pensacolian to break in the b

Once Upon A Time.
I have slowly come to realize just who I am. Most importantly I am a mother. I will always love my children and they are my life. I am a hard working employee who tries to show my reason for being there as much as I can. Sometimes I just try too hard and well actions are always louder than words. I have to remind myself of that sometimes. Most important of all is that I am just a girl who like everyone else is looking to find someone that is the missing piece to my puzzle. I cannot say that my journey has been one of ease to find what I seek. It has cost me two divorces, abuse, heartache and lonliness. I would like to believe in that happily ever after but my reality is that I have children with special needs and many cannot handle it. Will my prince charming come with my glass slipper? I don't know that answer and maybe that question will never be answered so instead I focus on making life better in whatever ways possible. I work and go to school. To the man who finds my missing p

New
hello everybody, i just happened to find this site, figured i would check it out, so far look pretty good but i think i need some body to tell me what the cherry bucks are for, probibly sounds stupid but fuk im new here!

Wrote This Last Night
hurting the ones you you sometimes end up hurting those who mean alot to you..without even knowing your doing it..but by the time you realize you are hurting them it is way to late to undo the wrong you have done and you lose that love that meant so very much to you..so never take for granted what you have in life because one day you could lose it all

Just Want This To Be Documented
I just want to give a public apology to Sunshyne68. Yeah we both had our differences and yes we both did each other wrong. Well today we had a talk and I just want to give her a public apology. Some of the things I have said to about her were unneccassary. I was upset with her but I could have handled it in a more major manner as well as she could have also. We are both adults and we have come to a truce. And for everyone who read my blogs, please do not pass judgement on her because of what I said. Those where purely my opinions and I am not responsible for any influences on how you might see her if you come in contact with her.

Utah Laws
criminal justice — Friday, 22 September 2006 Aparrently marijuana is a shcedule ( schedule, or somethinglike that, I think the word was schedule, anyway it doesn't matter the exact word anyway, just what it means ) one drug in utah. Which mean it's highly addictive, and has no medicinal purposes. That is what I learned today. That fact seems totally insane to me. The other one is not anyone in class seemed to say anything about it not being highly addictive. I'm guessing that most of them don't know much about it. ( The teacher should, since how he worked for the DEA for a while. ) My roomate and his friends were watching How High lastnight. Remember where Dave chapelle stands up in the meeting and says, ' I'm addicted to marijuana " And someone else says, " I sucked dick for coke!! Have you ever sucked dick for marijuana?" Everything is relative. don't see how someone can call marijuana highly addictive. I guess it depends on the person though. Excedrin see

Here
So here I sit. I've been not on this site much . . . don't know why. My computer doesnt' like it too much, I think the comp is too old or something lol. I usually hang out at SWYDM. But I plan on coming on here more often and of course adding more blogs and shit . . .so thanks for reading

I Am Not Her. I Am Me. I Am Boo.
Just another myspace blog from today....MWA! Call this what you feel seems fit in ur mostly judgmental lil world. I need to protrude honesty forth from my fingertips to this god damn website where the people whos life has become centered around myspace communication can fester their thoughts into my personal feelings. Right now. At this moment. I am above beyond below and bottom out tired. OBSCENELY exhausted. Immensely overwhelmed and dip fried into stress. A year ago I took a trip. Removed myself from this sick twisted infested lil town of drama and insult. I went out in search of my own survival. I was sitting here in this same spot a year ago covered in my own sweat and tears trying to stand up against the demons. I was so far down I didnt think there was a way I could ever be set free. I was drowning. I broke away and found this person who was hidden so deep within myself that still today my own blood doesnt recognize the woman ive become. After the time I spent aw

Path Of The Warrior
The path of the warrior, there is many to follow like there are many types of warriors. Some become warriors to protect the family, friends and country. Some become to gain riches, land and wealth. Some for self-esteem so maybe they can feel worth it in this world, or just to become the strongest. For me I take lonely path I fight to live in this world. I am alone I follow the path of the fist, the only truth I know. The fist doesnt lie it represents youre self, your heart, your emotions, your strength and your soul. My fist is full of sadness, pain, rage it seeks to go around the world to fight other warriors

Bengay Story
Some already heard this story but since my friend Mike had been tellling my story to his friends in South Cali I think it's only right that i tell the story to show how stupied I really am. let me set it up me and my exfiance broke up and i was sexually depreved big time. So i was in the mood and I thought what porn to watch and I wished I could something diff u know cause i want to at least get close to haveing sex. I had some Bengay i use for work so I thought in my head mmm Bengay was good on my kneee i wonder how it was like on the penis. So i applied it on it was fine on the main part then when it got to the sac it burned like a mother fucker, I was in so much pain i wanted to cry. so i ran to the bath room but heres where my real intellegence comes instead running into the shower like a smart person. I tried to put my balls over the sink while splashing water on it. I couldnt do anything for two weeks my sac look like fucking rasins. If u ever thought u were stupied jus

My Three Tattoos I Wanna Get
i think a tattoo should be something that represents u in some way ur mind, heart, soul 1. Barb wire web(back) the web represents life so many turns u can make but it leads to the middle of what u wanted in the first place the barbwire represents danger, so in other words the the barb web shows even though there is many ways to travel there is always danger one way or another. 2. A Rose with a barb wire stem (right arm) this represents two gurls that i thought were beautiful as a rose but deadly as barb wire thats where the stems comes in I want it to wrap around my arm(to show how they tangled me with pain) until it hits my shoulder where u see the rose, i know it sounds gay but i like the thought. it will always remind me that beauty is dangerous 3. My nickname in runes (left arm) its my trademark, my signature to show the world who I am and I am Spaz!!!!!!!!!! Tell me what u think peace

Zodiac Sex Tips So True
i don't think i've done a send lately and i've forgotten how. lol here's something i borrowed that i thought people would enjoy. it's a long one so you may want to split it up. i thought the part in red (hornyscopes) was cute and applicable. lol JANUARY: You've got the best personality (bar none) and am an absolute pleasure to be around. You are probably a massive Burzum fan, and more than likely have an a very attractive partner. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection (that is better than anybody elses from any other month). You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor yourself - hell! you've got the looks for it!!! You are definitely more metal than anyone born in February (especially Simon from Seventh Cross). FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals.

A Question Answered :)
Some one aske me today what kind of woman I go for. Fair question. besides looks, here goes. I usually go for the aggressives ones that make me work for it. Who wants the easy ones? not me :P They are for lesser men lmao. But seriously, I tend to like the women who wont take my shit. The one that even if I put on my best game wouldnt sleep with me right off. man thats a turn on! I like women who are smarter than me. I have no idea why, but I really like that. Conversation is a big deal. A woman who isnt as cynical as I am. That gives me a good balance. I need that. Cant you tell? On top of all of that, she has to be as beautiful inside as she is outside. By that I mean she has to have depth. Not afraid to show the world she has a big heart, yet not be a doormat. That means she has to have strength. Nothing is sexier than an attractive woman of depth and strength!! And if she were smarter than I am she would know theres a time and a place for goofing around. I dont like to loo

Eternity
ETERNITY SPREADS BELOW THEM DARK NIGHT REACHES OUT, CARRESSING HIS LOVE, THE DAUGHTER OF LIGHT. THEIR EYES LOCK AND PROBE, DEEPER INTO ONE ANOTHER'S SOUL, SEEKING THE TRUTH OF BEING EACH AND EACHOTHER. LOVE ENLIGHTENS THE PATH, AS WELL AS THE SOUL. THEIR CONTACT BRINGS GALAXIES; THEIR DESIRE CREATES WORLDS. DIVINE ECSTASY FILLS THEM AT JOINING FOR THEY ARE ONE. TIME AND SPACE LIE MURDERED, "IS" EXISTS ALONE IN SUPREME REALITY. BEYOND THE VEILS THEY LIVE, GODS BY TRUEST FORM, THEN PLUMMET BACK THROUGH SPACE AND TIME. IN DEFIANCE, AND PURE ALIVE-NESS, WITH THE PROMISE OF TOMMORROW THAT ONLY TIME AND SPACE CAN GIVE, ETERNITY SPREADS BELOW THEM...

This Is To Everyone Out There Around The World
Hello! This is my frist time being on here and i am tring to make new friends around the world and i am tring to figure out how can i add people on here and download a simple picture on here! I have a great husband and wife and there is nothing wrong with that to have a husband and a wife i was in that relationship like that before it is fun!

Photos?
Well, I can't upload any more photos right now. I need to get more points or something. And I think you can get points by having more friends. So if ya'll know anyone that would want to be my friend, feel free to send them this way. Unless you really don't want me to put up more pics anytime soon. Ya'll have a good weekend.

Officer Sees 'perfect Storm' Brewing In Military's Mental Health Care System
By Allison Batdorff, Stars and Stripes Pacific edition, Friday, September 22, 2006 YOKOSUKA NAVAL BASE, Japan Gaps in care combined with the stress of combat in Iraq and Afghanistan are creating a perfect storm within the U.S. military mental health system, according to a Navy commander who spoke at Yokosuka Naval Base on Wednesday. Quick to say that his opinions are unofficial the product of his 24-year military career and not the U.S. Navy or Department of Defense Cmdr. Mark Russell gave a well-attended lecture called Broken Promises: The Unspoken Truth of Mental Health Care in the DOD during the final day of the Multinational Medical Conference. Russell, a child psychologist and director of Educational and Development Intervention Services for bases across Japan, painted a picture of unmet needs and unrecognized opportunity stemming from the global war on terrorism. We are in a crisis situation, Russell said. And it's going to get worse. We're making progress but

Pick The First Letter Of Your First Name
According to studies, the first letter of your first name reveals your sexual identity ... What do you think? Repost this with the letter of your first name. -A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested in action. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure,and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, its action that counts not obscure hints.Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern. -B- You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very happy to receive gifts as an ___expression of the affection of your

Me
People Envy Your Compassion You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain. People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them. What Do People Envy About You?

How Much Do You Cost
Look over the following list and see how many of these things you have done. But you have to add up the money amount along the way, then post the amount that you are as the title of the bulletin. Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid -- $5 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you -- $40 Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $25 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with the a Puerto Rican -- $20 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed some one who's name you didn't know -- $0.10 Hit on some one of the same sex while at work -- $15 Ever drive drunk -- $20 Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50 Used toys while having sex -- $30 Got drunk, passed and don't remember the night before -- $20 Went skinny dipping -- $5 Had sex in a pool -

Time To Go
ok kids, i have a sore back from last night, but im ready for tonight. its gonna be a busy night as all fridays are for pizza. hoping i'll make more and get twice as many deliveries. so good night and catch yall later. time to go make a living, lol

Aquarius - I Can Make You Love Me Gemini - I'm A Lover Not A Hater Cancer - I'm The Best At Sex! Leo - I Fuck Like No Other! Virgo - I'm The Wifey/Hubby Type Libra - I'm Great In Bed! Scorpio - I'm Sexy As Hell Sagittarius -Baby Im freaky Taurus - I Fuck Better Than You Capricorn - I Can Have Sex All Night Long! Pisces - When I Put It On You, You'll Be Sprung For Life Aries - I Love Sex!

How Are You About Sex.
You scored as Hot/hard. You love hard sex. You like it hot and fast. You love to scream and to listen to your partner scream. You'll go at it as fast as you can. Just make sure you don't go too hard for your partner, just because you can take it doesn't mean they can. Please rate and comment and tell me what quiz this is when you do!Hot/hard100%Passionate/wet100%Soft/slow65%Exciting/Exotic60%Shy/Sweet40%Awkward/New10%How are you about sex? (with pics)created with QuizFarm.com

A Prayer That Was Meant To Be A Poem
I cry for help from up above to save my soul to be safe. I pray to you o Lord to help me through my tough times when I really need you to hear my voice calling for help it seems no one knows I need help not from councalors but from the one that means the most in my life. It seems no one cares but myself for myself. I think thoughts I shouldn't think they just come to me and I regret them. I cry to you please help me for I need it. I cry for help from up above so I can be saved from my weakness and the devil. I need your help o Lord please help I don't want to sink any further than I already have. I cry for help to love myself and family and you more than ever before!

What Do Your Eyes Say About You?
You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion83%Mysterious67%Diamond Eyes67%Eyes full of Pain58%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Happy Again!
To all of My friends, Im writing this blog to inform everyone that im going to take a break from Yahoo , Lost Cherry and Myspace. As most of you know Ive recently got back together with my Ex girlfriend and Im going to give 100% of my attention to making this work this time. Im happy and hope everyone is happy for me. I'll check in from time to time to let ya know im still alive. Take Care Bruce

A Girl In Cd Store
There was once a guy who suffered from cancer... a cancer that can't be treated. He was 18 years old and he could die anytime. All his life, he was stuck in his house being taken cared by his mother. He never went outside but he was sick of staying home and wanted to go out for once. So he asked his mother and she gave him permission. He walked down his block and found a lot of stores. He passed a CD store and looked through the front door for a second as he walked. He stopped and went back to look into the store. He saw a young girl about his age and he knew it was love at first sight. He opened the door and walked in, not looking at anything else but her. He walked closer and closer until he was finally at the front desk where she sat. She looked up and asked, "Can I help you?" She smiled and he thought it was the most beautiful smile he has ever seen before and wanted to kiss her right there. He said, "Uh... Yeah... Umm... I would like to buy a CD." He picked one out

Nothing Interesting...
I really need a webcam haha This little ol' digicam just isnt working out for me anymore its quite awkward to use..making it really hard to get a decent body pic if you've seen my most recent picture...you'll know haha anyways...this is more just a reminder to me to remember to buy one so you can basically ignore it TTYL, Sammie

You know my brother, he's in prison My sister's in the club My mother's takin' pills And my dad he's at the pub The balif's got an order the pigs are at the door We got the S.S. on the phone And my dinner's on the floor I don't wanna go home (X4) You know my uncle's in the money But we never see his face He thinks it's kinda funny 'Cause we haven't got his taste The children in the ally They aint' playin' no games They're hiding from thier mothers You know they'll never save thier cherries If only I could get myself a flat in belgraveyard Keep all my ladies in a little black book Spit out of the window any time I want to Buy enough (sulfate?) so I wouldn't have to cook It get's me goin' You know the baby he's so skinny Because we can't afford the food The dogs don't give enough money And now my daddy's in a mood the (somthin's) on tthe corner they think they got him sussed They 'bin cheatin' on eachother there aint a one of 'em you can trus

What Fits You Best
0..... Married 1..... single 2..... heartbroken 3..... single and luvin it 4..... want to tell someone u still like them 5..... crushin 6..... like someone you can never have 7..... taken 8..... like someone 9.....crushing on your doctor, dentist,gyno,etc 10..... like someone but too afraid to tell them 11... single but taken 12... want someone 13... sick of getting hurt 14... im taken by the best girl/guy ever 15... confused 16... still love your ex 17... talkin to someone 18... afraid 2 say i love you... 19... i AM just a power ranger 20... slightly pissed off at the opposite sex 21. im a pirate 22... Im a Ninja 23... mad 24...loving same sex partner . About | FAQ | Terms | Privacy | Safety Tips | Contact MySpace | Promote! | Advertise | M

You Are?
Pick the month you were born in 1----I fingered 2----I killed 3----I sucked 4----I fucked 5----I jacked off 6----I raped 7----I cuddled with 8----I smoked 9----I stabbed 10---I licked 11---I shot 12---I slept with Pick the day (number) you were born on 01------an overweight Asian man 02------My ex 03------a horse 04------a bisexual 05------a lesbian 06------john gotti 07------a snitch 08------a prostitute 09------a toothbrush 10------a jew 11------Paris Hilton 12------an easter egg 13------a homo 14------a cat 15------a drug dealer 16------an pickle 17------the trojan man 18------a french fry 19------a dog 20------an orange 21------a crackhead 22------whore 23------a bag of weed 24------My dog 25------a pornstar 26------a bottle of honey 27------fernando torres 28------a homeless guy 29------a condom 30------a bottle of vodka 31------ a cow Pick the color of shirt you are wearing White--- because I'm rick james... bitch Black----be

Spellbound- Erotic Dancers (adult)
*note_ yes I have gone back to the stories that will be delted from the actual novel series lol- Here you can see the wild relationship Blake and Zahara have- which coincidentally is forbidden as blake is an enemy of Zahara's father.... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Erotic Dancers The music pulsed under their feet as Blake and Zahara moved together. Sexual tension flowed all around as their bodies kept in contact. He held her backward against him, his arousal growing with every swing of her hips. Purposely, she pressed back adding more pressure and making him groan into her neck. It was all beginning to be too much for him to take. They could not go back to his home. They could not go back to hers. Still, the tension needed to be released. Blake looked casually around them. The room was crowded and dark with exception to the strobe lights that flashed. His heightened sense of sight showed him how others were taking advantage of the night black room. Some right there on the dance floor b

When A Boy Makes A Girl Jealous
a boy and a girl, the best of friends. From elementary to high school from beginning to end. Through all those years their friendship grew. They both felt the same, but neither knew. Each waking moment since the day they met. They both loved each other sunrise to sunset. He was all she had in her terrible life. He was the one who kept her from her knife. She was his angel, she made him smile. Though life threw him curves, she made it all worth while. Then one day things went terribly wrong. The next few weeks were like a very sad song. He made her jealous on purpose he tried. When the girl asked, "Do you love her?" on purpose he lied. He played with jealousy like it was a game. Little did he know Things would never be the same. His plan was working but he had no clue. How wrong things would go, the damage he would do. One night she broke down, feeling very alone. Just her and the blade, no one else home. She dialed his numbe

My Life Number Is...
Your Life Path Number is 5 Your purpose in life is to life freely and collect experiences. You love life - new adventures, new people, new ideas. You are very curious, and you crave novelty in all forms. You tend to make friends easily, and you enjoy the company of all types of people. In love, you are fun and even a bit intoxicating. But you won't stick around for long. You are impulsive and spontaneous - which sometimes leads you to do things you regret. Sometimes you can be overindulgent with food, sex, or drugs. You have many talents, so many that you are often scattered and unfocused. What Is Your Life Path Number?

Find I Love You
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Condoms Which Do You Want
MUST PLAY! OR A MAN WILL APPEAR BY YOUR BED WITH A KNIFE AND WILL KILL YOU! THE ONLY WAY TO SAVE YOUR LIFE IS TO PICK THE CONDOM THAT REPRESENTS YOUR LOVE LIFE! OH BY THE WAY, DO NOT IGNORE THIS BECAUSE IF YOU DO HE WILL COME AT 3:16 AT NIGHT AND KILL YOU! pink Condom: Want someone thats so far away. Teal Condom: Single, Looking for the right someone, not wanting to go out with anyone yet. Orange Condom: Taken and confused. Red Condom: Single!!!! black Condom: Taken and Lovin every minute of it. Purple Condom: Taken Green Condom: Crushing on someone and scared to tell them. Blue Condom: Like someone who doesn't like you back. Yellow Condom: Single and like someone, but confused as to whether they like you back or not. Trojan Condom: Like someone who likes you back but not going out....YET!!! Clear Condom: Just broke up with someone or they broke up with you, but still have feelings for them. No Condom: I WISH A muthafucka w

Pecker
A Hawaiian woodpecker and a California woodpecker were arguing about which place had the toughest trees. The Hawaiian woodpecker said Hawaii had atree that no woodpecker could peck. The California woodpecker accepted his challenge, and promptly pecked a holein the tree with no problem. The Hawaiian woodpecker was in awe. The California woodpecker then challenged the Hawaiian woodpecker to peck a tree in California that was absolutely unpeckable. The Hawaiian woodpecker expressed confidence he could do it, so accepted the challenge. After flying to California , the Hawaiian woodpecker successfully pecked the tree with no problem. The two woodpeckers were now confused. How is it that the California woodpecker was able to peck the Hawaiian tree and the Hawaiian woodpecker was able to peck the California tree, but neither one was able to peck the tree in their own state? After much woodpecker-pondering, they both came

just a side note: For those of you who think I look like a whore thats great keep it to yourself. It's the same as wearing a bikini to a beach or being a Victoria Secert model. Why is it HOT for a celeb or a playboy bunny to do it but the average ordinary woman does it shes trashy? I think ppl are just intimitaded by a woman who is not afraid. Besides if you havnt noticed there are worse pictures of ppl on myspace/ LC For those of you who say I'm no better than the 14 yr olds that try to look twice thier age well theres a difference: I AM 21 YRS OLD. For those of you who say " does not look like the Jamie I know" thats cuz you dont know me theres only a few that really do. So in other words you don't like don't look and piss off. Thanks.

Dancer In A Dandream- Chapter 6 (adult)
Found What I Was Looking For Crimson eyes fluttered open as Adair began to awaken. For a moment he forgot where he was. He looked around and smiled as the memories came flooding back. They had met up with her friend Jackie and her date, whom he had recognized to be Adam Miles. That fact had surprised him, but he thought nothing more of it as he faced the idea of the surprise Aurora had planned for him. The whole night had been a surprise. He would not have blamed her if she had turned down their meeting at the club that night. But he was grateful that she was there. That she met him and even offered a smile. He felt a slight stirring on his chest and heard a soft moan. Looking down, he watched her sleeping. Her surprise had been nothing short of amazing. Jackie had told them she would not be home all night; that she was going back to Adam’s home, so they would have the place to themselves. Aurora seemed to think that was the best news she could have heard that night. And later

9-22-06
Well its been a long day today kids are being have for a friday. They had homemade pizza last night and they are warming it up tonight for supper seeing as there is a 1 and 1/2 pizzas left lol no need to cook warm it up in the microwave. My daughter is sick though we are hopeing her ultrasound comes back negative for ovarian cyst she don't need them at this age if its not theat then it might be her appendix i hope not either but there in not much i can do except tell her i love her and be there for her either way its scared at her age to have something like this happen. SHe is going to a friends house to not think about it so thats a good thing she don't need to worry about it no more today go and live life to the fullest i told her its not good to wrry it gives you wrinkles and bad health lol

Who Are You
You scored as Mick Foley. Everyone loves you for who you are and what you do. Life is hard at times but you'll always keep a smile on your face. You win some and you lose some, but hey, that's life. Nothing brings you more pleasure than a smile on someone else's face. Even after all those chair shots to the head, you're still the smartest bastard of the group. You will write a book about your life or have someone write one about you. Oh and for some reason, you keep a sock in your pants. His name is Mr.Socko.Mick Foley100%Chris Jericho94%JBL94%Eugene88%The Undertaker81%Spike Dudley75%Matt Hardy75%John Cena75%Christian63%Triple H

First Blog...
K so...Hi everyone lol This would be my first blog on here... As of now im still kinda trying to figure out this whole site..and so far I have to admit, Im confused =S but there is alot of stuff to do here. If anyone wants to give me some site pointers haha that'd be great, Tell me some of your favorite features of the site too and i'll check em out... Im gunna try and post new pictures pretty often so, check it out =P Thats about it for now...I'll try to update things as much as possible too. TTYL, Sammie

Oh K This Is Whats On My Mind Today
i am 26 years old and i have some a lot whats on my mind and i am going to list every thing i have seen and hread in my 26 years 2 sapce shuttles blow up i have seen the berlin wall came down in my 26 years 2 gulf wars and the 2nd we got that rat bastard i have seen my 48 year old father do a tour in irqa in 05 i seen the waco thing happen in 93 ock bombing in 95 the first world tarde center atcck and the 2nd 9/11 never for get seen one pope die and picka new one i have seen it in my 26 year whats the next 26 going to bring

Dancer In A Dandream- Chapter 5 (adult)
The Dance Begins Again Soft moans filled the room as the lovers twisted and turned under the satin sheets on the large bed. The candle light was their only means of true sight as they relied solely on their sense of touch to find the right areas of destination. They explored each other as if it was their first time together. He groaned her name while she moaned his. They clung to each other as they moved, their bodies molding together as one. She marveled at his gentle touch that sent shivers down her spine. His tongue doing its dance all over her sensual curves. He took great pleasure in hearing her squeals of delight as he passed over her most sensitive of spots. He took extra care not to move too fast and yet keep everything moving right along as well. She gripped a pillow behind her head with one hand while the other hand dug her nails into his back as she felt herself nearing her peak. He groaned again at the pain, but it was a good pain. One he enjoyed feeling. His tongue took

Lover Profile Test
http://www.okcupid.com/tests/take My score on The Lover Style Profile Test: The Liberated Lover(72% partner focus, 85% aggressiveness, 80% adventurousness)Based on the results of this test, it is highly likely that: You prefer your romance and love to wild and daring rather than typical or boring, you would rather pursue than be pursued and, when it comes to physical love, your satisfaction comes more from providing a wonderful time to your partner than simply seeking your own. This places you in the Lover Style of: The Liberated Lover. The Liberated Lover is a wonderful Lover Style, and forms the kind of free-thinking, sexually-exciting, self-confident lover that society once condemned but that a liberal-mind cherishes and exults. The Liberated Lover is a treasure to find, though it can sometimes be difficult to do so because they are often already engaged in relationships or are in high-demand if "in the market." In terms of physical love, the Liberated Lover is pos

Dancer In A Dandream- Chapter 4 (adult)
Taking A Chance The warm shower felt good against her skin as Aurora refreshed herself before getting ready to leave and head back to her own apartment. She smiled at her memories. She would never forget what had happened here. Stepping out of the shower, she eyed herself in the mirror and then got dressed in the white off the shoulder top and black, leather mini skirt she had worn to the club. She rubbed the excess water out of her hair with the towel Adair had given her and then took a breath before exiting the bathroom. Slowly, she crept past the room in which Blake still slept. Man, he really does like to sleep late, she thought as she glanced at her watch. It was almost noon. Aurora walked to the far end of the hall to the other room she had just recently gotten acquainted with and lightly knocked on the door. “It’s all right. You may enter,” Adair’s voice called from the other side. She opened the door and gazed at the sight before her. Atem was freshly showered himself,

Lordi29
You Are a Coy Flirt You may not seem like you're flirting, but you know exactly what you're doing. You draw people in, very calculatingly, without them even knowing. Subtle and understated, you know how to best leverage your sex appeal. A sexy enigma, you easily become an object of obsession.What Kind of Flirt Are You?

To All My Friends And Family
hey wuz is up i am just living life to the fullest and having a good time. i am open to everyone so just give me a shout out of message and come comment on my pics plz i need it oh and by the way i need more friends so come on and help me out. love ya guys peace

Magic Trick
A magician worked on a cruise ship. The audience was different each week so the magician did the same tricks over and over again. There was only one problem: the captain's parrot saw the shows each week and began to understand how the magician did every trick. Once the parrot understood the tricks, he started shouting in the middle of the show. "Look, it's not the same hat!" or, "Look, he's hiding the flowers under the table!" or, "Hey, why are all the cards the ace of spades?" The magician was furious, but couldn't do anything. It was, after all, the captain's parrot. Then one stormy night on the Pacific, the ship unfortunately sank, drowning almost all who were on board. The magician luckily found himself on a piece of wood floating in the middle of the sea with, as fate would have it, the parrot. They stared at each other with hatred but did not utter a word. This went on for a day... and then 2 days... and then 3 days. Finally, on the 4th day, the parrot could not hold

Hello All
I'm new to lostcherry.com and I do kind of like it better than MySpace. It's kind of confusing, and no one I know has it..so everyone on here are strangers. LoL. I can say there have been a few pretty cool people leave me comments--Thank you to those of you! I hope I can figure this out and start commenting everyone back. But, if you have any tips for me..let me know! I could use them! Thanks Jess

Camping
Three couples went out camping. The three husbands stayed in one tent and the three wives stayed in the other. At about 3 in the morning, Bob woke up and yelled, "Wow, unbelievable!" Bill woke up and asked, "What's going on?" Bob said, "I've got to go to the other tent and find my wife." "How come?" "To have sex! I just woke up with the biggest hard-on I've ever had in my life!" After a pause, Bill said, "Do you want me to come with you?" "Hell, no! Why would I want you to do that?" "Because that's my dick you're holding.

Dancer In A Dandream- Chapter 3 (adult)
Consumed By the Fire Aurora moaned softly as she tensed up her body in a stretch, keeping her arms near her body. The sun was just beginning to filter through the curtains. Her mind seemed fuzzy as her eyes fluttered open slightly. She froze when she heard a deeper moan coming from behind her. It was then she realized there was someone behind her. An arm draped over her waist and the body spooned up tight against her. Her breath caught as the events from the night before flooded her mind. “Are you all right?” A deep voice asked her in a hushed tone. She pulled back slightly, and saw she had been resting her arm and head on another man’s chest. Just then that man was looking at her through slitted eyes, his arms comfortably resting behind his head. His name is Adair, she remembered. He sat up a little and tilted his head at her when she hesitated to answer, concern flashing in the crimson eyes that had now opened wider. “Are you okay?” He asked her again, still trying to keep his

"17 Signs Of Really Havin Feelings For Someone"
Body: SEVENTEEN: U LOOK AT THEIR PROFILE/PICTURE CONSTANTLY SIXTEEN: WHEN YOUR ON THE PHONE WITH THEM LATE AT NIGHT AND THEY HANG UP, YOU STILL MISS THEM EVEN WHEN IT WAS JUST TWO MINUTES AGO. FIFTEEN: YOU READ THEIR TEXTS or IMS OVER AND OVER AGAIN. FOURTEEN: YOU WALK REALLY SLOW WHEN YOU'RE WITH THEM THIRTEEN: YOU FEEL SHY WHENEVER YOU'RE/THEY'RE AROUND. ELEVEN: WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM, YOUR HEART BEATS FASTER AND SLOWER AT THE SAME TIME TEN: YOU SMILE WHEN YOU HEAR THEIR VOICE. or [hear bout them] :] NINE: WHEN YOU lOOK AT THEM, YOU CAN'T SEE THE OTHER PEOPLE AROUND YOU, All YOU SEE IS HIM//HER. EIGHT: YOU START LISTENING TO SLOW SONGS, WHILE THINKING OF THEM SEVEN: THEY'RE ALL YOU THINK ABOUT. SIX: YOU GET HIGH JUST FROM THEIR SCENT. FIVE: YOU REALlIZE THAT YOU'RE AlWAYS SMILING TO YOURSELF WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM. FOUR: YOU WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR THEM, OR

Black Panties
Sharon lost her husband almost four years ago and still hasn't gotten out of her mourning stage. Her daughter is constantly calling her and urging her to get back into the world. Finally, Sharon says she'd go out, but didn't know anyone. Her daughter immediately replies,"Mom ! I have someone for you to meet." Well, it was an immediate hit. They took to one another and after dating for six weeks, he asks her to join him for a weekend in the Catskills. Their first night there, she undresses as he does. There she stood nude except for a pair of black lacy panties, he in his birthday suit. Looking at her he asks, "Why the black panties?" She replies, "My breasts you can fondle, my body is yours to explore, but down there I am still in mourning." He knows he's not getting lucky that night. The following night the same scenario. She's standing there with the black panties on, and he is in his birthday suit........except that on his erection he has a black condom. She looks

Food For Thought
Can you cry under water?! How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? Why do you have to "put your two cents in".. but it's only a "penny for your thoughts"? Where's that extra penny going to? Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? Why does a round pizza come in a square box? What disease did cured ham actually have? How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage? Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up like every two hours? If a deaf person has to go to court, is it still called a hearing? Why are you IN a movie, but you're ON TV? Why do people pay to go up tall buildings and then put money in binoculars to look at things on the ground? Why do doctors leave the room while you change? They're going to see you naked anyway. Why is "br

Your Name
Pick the first Letter of Your first Name A- Fabulous B-Gorgeous C-Pretty D-Popular E-Gangster F-Girly G-Dyke H-Sweet I-Retarded j-Emotional K-Beautiful L-Sluttie M-Boyish N-Preppy O-Hot P- amazing Q-Punky R-Hot S-Sexy T- Very Sexy U-Ugly V-Wonderful W-Hott X-Bitchy Y-Under-appreciated Z-Over-appreciated Now the third letter in your middle name(if you dont have one use your last name): A-beauty queen B- coward C-Bitch D-Obsesser E- God (ess) F-Retard G-Queen/ King H-Slut I-Girl J-Goth K-Nerd L-sex god M-Sex machine N-Alcoholic O-Geek P-Babe Q-Crackwhore R-Pornstar S-Prince (ess) T-Whore U-Cry Baby V-Jackass W-Punk X-Scaredy-cat Y-skank Z-Chocoholic Now What Color Is the Shirt You Are Wearing: Red- Who's Good With My Hands purple- Who Looks At Porn 24/7 Orange- Who Likes It In The Butt Yellow- Who Wants To Have Sex With You Green- Who will do anything for Sex Pink- Who Will Do Anything For Crack blue- Who wants to

A Song Fave
Just one of my fave 80's songs. If I find a vid or soundbyte I'll add it later "High School Confidential" is a song by Canadian new wave band Rough Trade, from their 1981 album 'Avoid Freud'. The band's breakthrough Top 40 hit in Canada. She's a cool blonde scheming bitch, She makes my body twitch. Walking down the corridor, You can hear her stilettos click. I want her so much I feel sick. The girl can't help it She really can't help it now Teenage brandos stalk her in the halls They tease her with cat calls She's a combination Anita Eckberg, Mamie van Doren Dagmar high school confidential High School High School Confidential High School High School Confidential What's the principal doin' with her who's that girl Is she screwing with her What's her perfume: Tigress by Faberge She makes me cream my jeans When she's coming my way High School High School Confidential High School High School Confidential She drives a candy pink cadilla

~tainted World~
Current mood: crushed Category: Writing and Poetry ~!TAINTED WORLD!~ This morning tears ran up my face. This turned my world upside down. My tear soaked flesh left not a trace. The raindrops made no sound. I ran outside to taste heavens tears only to find my burning soul. I sobbed in weakness in my fears as I slipped further in the hole. I found loved ones I've loved before and begged them to explain. Such sadness in my heart they tore as they ran away from my pain. The answer I searched for far and wide. As I found more odds to explore. The tears I had so unwillingly cried burned bleeding scars forevermore. As I searched for a way to write these wonders happening to me, I could not find a source for light, I realized I couldn't see. My world was swallowed by night and gods drank from my sea. I tried with all my might to fight, yet I couldn't, when it was just me. Lonely and lost I felt, I confess. Enshrouded by lost dread, starved from

This Is What I Want, Not Just Sex.....
The Slavery of Lifes Fire I am burning up with the desire to shape a destiny with you. The fever rages internal, no hope for release. You have me firmly in your grip, no hope for release. Your soul searing into mine, do not release me. Hold me with your heated gaze, burn me with your pain. Share with me your agony, I cannot stand it. We cannot go backward, I cannot stand it. Your pain becomes mine, do not take it away. Caress me with your fire, burn me with your lips. Tease me, ask me, I beg you, show me what to do. Share with me a traveling of the body and the mind. The world is spinning faster, the darkness closes in. The future becomes the past in seconds running away with time. My head spins with the glory of the pain we have shared. Ever forward we head, feeling, hurting, a shared moment of birth Its over, as quickly as we found it, and we begin again. Hosted by Sparkle Tags © Copyright 2006 Amawitch-granny witch

Yes Or No
YES or NO test Fill this out about me!!! **BUT FIRST** REPOST a blank copy to all of your friends so they can fill it out about you! Got it? be honest **YES or NO** - - - - - - YES or N0-- - - - - - Ugly? : Kind? : Loud? : Shy? : sexy?: Weird? : Selfish? : Ghetto? : Crazy?: Nice? : Mean?: Immature? : Rude?: Cool? : Stupid? : Caring? : Mature? : A friend? : More than a friend? : Talkative? : Boring? : Hott ?: Exotic?: Creative? : Smart? : A flirt? : A psycho? : Athletic? : Confusing? : Sweet? : Annoying? : Funny? : Hyper? : Laid back? : - - - - - - iF Y0U C0ULD - - - - - - - Give me a new name, what would it be ?: Hook me up with someone, who would it be ?: Do one thing with me, it would be ?: Drop me one piece of advice, it would be ?: - - - - - - W0ULD Y0U - - - - - - Kiss me ?: Ever want go out with me ?: If you already have, would you

Hoagie/dip Sandwich
In a small pan melt some butter add onions Italian Seasoning, some rosemary leaves, then add about a tablespoon of tomato paste and some beef broth and bring to a low boil. I like to use Roast Beef and some Ham. Put the meat in the sause you just made and let it warm thru. While that is going on toast your hoagie bun, when you get it to the darkness of your taste add some garlic, and shreadded Parmesan, Romano, and Asiago cheese let it start to melt. Then go get the meat and place it on the buns and top with some Provolone and melt that. Use the extra sause for dipping your sannie in.....yummy yummy yummy.

The Wedding Party
Tired streamers fall all around. Burst ballons, refuse on the ground. Scent of smoke still lingers on telling a tale of revelers gone. Carpets stained from dancing feet Couches disheveled, a latent heat. The stereo silenced, CD's unbound music and dancing, ghosting around. Here was a party, laughter and joy For a pretty girl and her golden boy But the party its over all but the mess And returning the evenings fancy dress. Fifty years from now they'll remember the date. The wedding party, their ecstatic state. And hold each other so lovingly As they say goodnight so tenderly. © Copyright 2006 Amawitch-granny witch

Love To Me...
Love to me… Love to me, is something that sets your soul and spirit free. Love to me, is something that makes you strong and sure. Love to me, lets you be, who you want to be. Love to me, makes you grow and strive to be the best that you can be. Love to me, allows you to see the beauty in the little things. Love to me, is the light in a dear ones eyes. Love to me, is the laugh of a child. Love to me, is the sunlight on my face. Love to me, is a song in my heart. Love you me, can be said in one little word. Love to me, is You!

Gia's Love
I feel the love of Gia as I walk through the woods. She welcomes me with a soft warm breeze. The Sun kisses my skin The water from a stream washes me clean. I am refreshed Ready to face the “world” once more.

Men Are Such Pussys!
Men are such pussys... you know I am so sick of hearing from men that they want a real woman. Before you claim you want a real woman. Read the definition of one. A woman that’s real is down for whatever. A woman that’s not all about money and being pampered. A woman that can take care of her own business and not have to rely on a man. A woman that is honest and don’t play games. A woman that loves sex and knows how to do more than one position. A woman that is not afraid to get dirty. A woman that’s not afraid to break a nail. A woman that looks good without makeup. A woman that is not a crackhead looking skinny one but has big tits and ass, thick not fat that is AND ESP NOT FAKE. A woman that can prolly drink you under the table. A woman that doesn’t wine about everything. A woman that lets you have boys night out. A woman that don’t cheat on her man and loves to pamper him. A woman that can chill and be one of the guys. Heh. A woman that lets you have the remote and will watch wha

In The Wood
Ah, alone in the wood. Just the Mother and I . It has been so long, since she and I were one . It is good to be home. Good to feel the Earth beneath my bare feet. Here, alone in the wood I can tell my Mother of all the things I have learned, And she can tell me of all the things I have forgotten She welcomes me into her bosom, Let’s me drink from a cool stream. Her soft breezes touch my skin and awakens me once again . It is good to be home

For Ariadne
To all of you Whats happened to you to make you smile Where is the familiar grimace Why do you dart around the house So happy, that glow upon your face. I have a secret all my own And I will never tell Some people said that I could write and I could do it well. They read my stuff and send me mail I open up each day with every comment and every word how can I stay away. I am a writer, an artist sure of words written by me and others understand my need encouraging my need to be. So now I hold my head up high a secret in my breast I choose to hold it in my heart An author penning my best. © Copyright 2006 Amawitch-granny witch

Take the quiz: What vampire would you be?Forgotten Vampire of The Night You are such a good person!ou always followed the rules. Yet even with your sweet dispostion you are here in your sell. You've become greater then humans, but still feel as one and will do all in your power not to become Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!

Be Silent
Be Silent!!! Be silent! Be silent and listen Listen to the Mother Listen as she tells you of her love, As she tells you of her pain Listen as she tells you of her struggle. The struggle to give you what you think you need. Be silent! Be silent and watch Watch the Mother Watch as parts of her die As she takes back some of what is Hers Watch as She struggles to keep the balance The balance between life and death Be silent! Be silent and feel Feel the Mother Feel the Mother as she gives you life. As you take Her life away Feel her pain as She struggles Struggles to keep up with the human race. Be silent! Be silent and listen Listen to the Mother Listen as she tells you of her love, As she tells you of her pain Listen as she tells you of her struggle. The struggle to give you that, which you think you need.

Theres No Suck Thing As A Man Who Thinks Like This ..is There?
I need to find the man who thinks like this! Category: Romance and Relationships I found this in a mans blog and was awww struck, I want to be this for my true love as much as they can be that for me......... I want someone that I can't resist no matter how hard I try. I want her to be my gravity - that unseen force that draws me in no matter how hard I try to fight it. I want her to be able to level me with her eyes and leave me breathless and speechless. I want to feel helpless lying in her arms and I want her to want me to lay there just as much as I want her to lay in mine. I want someone that can above all else make me laugh no matter what the situation, no matter how serious. I wanna see that passion in her just as much as I see it in myself. I want to get lost in visions of her when she's not around. I want her voice to be my calming factor, when I hear it no matter how angry or aggressive I get - it will find a way to take everything out of me. I want to become so fami

For You All
Poetry The written word in song or tale, is an art in of itself. The teller tells, the singer sings and then its put upon a shelf. The poet though, makes magic of his use of verbage so that when its read, you see the word its feel, its taste, you know. I can write a tale of woe and bring a tear or two. But when I write my poetry I share much more with you. I share my passion, flame and more you feel it deep within knowing exactly what I mean you read it once again. It is a special sort of read allowing the freedom to arrange the words so they might read differently from me to you. A story is a story told the words just words, no more But poetry is emotion and fuel that rivets to your very core. I am a piece of each I write I take a chance you see that the reader understand my plight in my flowing delivery. © Copyright 2005 Amawitch-granny witch

Toen Heart
torn heart Tears land on a heart broken heart tearing it in to two, God holds my soul safe till I know what to do, procrastination is all on my mind, a forgetful head is easier to lie to, the heart shows the scar, it isnt the past , it isnt the the future, god sitts and waits for me to decide, is this the time she wants to die? .....................................................

Hip Hop History !!!
The History Of Hip Hop written by Davey D Nowadays if you ask most people to give a definition of "rap", they're likely to state that it's the reciting of rhymes to the best of music. It's a form of expression that finds its roots imbedded deep within ancient African culture and oral tradition. Throughout history here in America there has always been some form of verbal acrobatics or jousting involving rhymes within the Afro-American community. Signifying, testifying, Shining of the Titanic, the Dozens, school yard rhymes, prison 'jail house' rhymes and double Dutch jump rope' rhymes are some of the names and ways that various forms of rap have manifested. Modern day rap music finds its immediate roots in the toasting and dub talk over elements of reggae music. In the early 70's, a Jamaican dj known as Kool Herc moved from Kingston to NY's West Bronx. Here, he attempted to incorporate his Jamaican style of dj which involved reciting improvised rhymes over the dub versions of

Fractured Reflections
Looking at my image I detest what I see there A woman smiling back at me, who's totally aware her visage is a mockery, carefully selfstyled reflection fractured back in that mirror tiled. Smiling lips hide bitter tears, of weary lonliness Bright blue eyes dance alone in apathetic bashfulness Skin aglow, lips upturned, a ready smile for you Turn pale at night when all alone, seen by very few. The tiny lines, the iron gray hair, I can see it all Hidden gracefully from you, my best effort to stall The ravages of time unchecked, no longer mine to live And hope in death you'll see my truth. and perhaps forgive. commentshack.com © Copyright 2002 Amawitch-granny witch

Blow Job Rebuttal From A Man
A Man's Rebuttal to blow jobs Current mood: amused ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~A Man's Rebuttal~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 1. First of all, yes you are obligated to do it. If you don't we will find someone (younger, prettier, and dirtier) who will. 2. Second, swallowing a teaspoon of cream is a hell of a lot easier than licking a dead fish. 3. You want to talk about farting? does the word "queef" mean anything to you? 4. I will use your ears as I see fit. Don't worry about it and be thankful I'm not pulling your hair. 5. When you're on period, stuffing something in your mouth is the only way to stop your bitching and moaning. Suck it up. 6. Speaking of which, if are bleeding for five straight days, you need all the fluids you can get, trust me. 7. You bitch about the taste , but trust me when I tell you that we get the shit end of the stick in flavor country. 8. At least there is no danger of a dick bleeding in your mouth. 9. Play with the balls. 10. No matter how good you think y

Am I Sexy Test
This is the "Attractive" test. Reply through a message with your answers. Post this and see who will fill this out. You may be surprised to see some of the answers. BE HONEST!!! Would you kiss me? [] yes [] no Am I? [] beautiful! [] sexiest thing ever [] fine [] pretty [] cute [] okay [] ugly! Do you think im a virgin? [] yes [] no I look like.. [] a player [] whore [] slut [] hubby/wife type [] one time thing [] next bf/gf If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No Would you rather.. [] hook up with me [] cuddle with me [] date me [] marry me On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 Are you going to repost this so i can answer for YOU? [] yes [] no what would you want me to be to you? [] friend [] buddys [] girl friend/boy friend [] wife [] friend w/ benifits

I Am Wiccan
What my beliefs means to me my world, my faith, it lets me see the world in beauty, no matter what be it people, trees, a magestic buck. It opens my eyes, allowing me to appreciate all I can see The wonder of a blade of grass the artistry of a piece of glass. My goddess allows me to be me Never expecting me just to see what others see, or do, or feel I have a choice, and that's the deal. I choose to love her, shes for me Opening my eyes so wide to see The color of a new born rose the wonder in those thunder shows. I am never alone, she is with me I only have to open my eyes to see She's all around me, My Lady who has taught me to love even you. Wiccan and witch, that is me You only have to listen to see that I am happy to be alive unlike so many others who only survive. Hosted by Sparkle Tags © Copyright 2005 Amawitch-granny witch

Blow Job Etiquette..by A Woman
Blow job Etiquette (By a woman) Current mood: amused ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Blow job Etiquette (By a woman)~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule 1- So if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw; it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face. 4. Extension to rule 3- No I DON'T have to swallow. 5. My ears are NOT handles. 6. Extension to rule 5- do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT puke on your dick? 7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get' it is NEVER OK to fart. 8. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week" -get it through your head- I'm bloated and I feel like shit so no, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have sex right now. 9. Extension to 8- "Blue balls" might have worked on high school girls- if your that desperate, go jerk off and leave me alone with my

All About Me
Did you know this about me? Like your really gonna read them all (55) Current mood: geeky ..1. What attracts me to a man first is his hands and arms ..2 I like to laugh and will bust out laughing even when Im alone ..3 My fav color is purple then black ..4 I love butter flys and lady bugs ..5 I suck at spelling ..6 I suck at math ..7 I love the food and bev bussiness ..8 Im dislexic ..9 I hate drama and drama like ppl ..10 I hate it when ppl ask for my advice and then dont listen to it.... ..11 I hate it when ppl stay some where were their unhappy and bitch about it ..12 I get alone better with men than women ..13 I dont get along with my parents and we dont talk any more ..14 My cat hates men and will bite you ..15 My daughter is my best friend ..16 I would rather take a bath than a shower ..17 Im a wine drinker ..18 Im not a clean freak but im not a slob ..19 I sleep naked ..20 I need a cuddle pillow to sleep and my corne

An Exercise Lol
Not for the Shallow Minded SUPERCALIFRAGILISTICEXPIALIDOCIOUS Somewhere upon pretty earth Reaching carefully about, Lady is finding reaction As Goodness is loving. Igniting selfless tremors Inflamed calculation Enlightenment xrayed Proof indisputable arrives. LIfe is determinate over Compulsive idiocy, Outsiders understand squat. You try it!!!!! Wind all Christa © Copyright 2003 Amawitch-granny witch

Poem
"People say that Love is giving someone the ability to destroy you, but trusting them not to. If you really love me tell me what I want to hear, but those other words are what I fear. If you really love me, would you stand by my side? Would you care for me? Be there for me? Be there when I cry? Don't tell me you love me when you have someone else on your mind. Don't tell me you want me when you have someone else by your side. I really don't wanna hear it, because you'll break my heart. Don't try to fix what is broken. Don't even start. If you didn't notice...I'm In love with you." Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you was beyond my control.

Rain Dancer
Rain dancer The hummingbird flutters on silent wings She talks to the angels, fairies, and things, A distant echo, the wind cries out There is a storm coming about. Rainy day woman deciding to play Raindancer spinning a rainbow display Phoenix shines red, in the morning sun Blossoms swaying, the dance has begun. Wishing I was lucky, just penny dreams pocket of promises from nature it seems. A silent voice invites me to dance Dreams answered, this life of chance. Hosted by Sparkle Tags cc/amawitch 2006

Energize
I used to sometimes worry About what life entails I found a little bit of advice Its wisdom never fails. When the world gets in your way Just find a quiet spot To let all of your energy replace the bad you've caught. And when your happy once again your voice is small and fading You'll find the world is once again alive, and good and waiting. © Copyright 2005 Amawitch-granny witch

Just A Story About Survival Whether Alone Or Together
Prideless With a final look at her pride, she turns away, heading for the jungle, away from the prairie that has been her home since birth. They will not allow her to return. She does not know why. It does not matter anyway, only survival matters. She must hunt to feed well, to guarentee the lives she is carrying a chance at survival also. Always better in a pride, she is alone. Using caution, she enters the jungle, the branches of small bushs snapping back into place like a hidden gate behind her, a timelock from a prehistoric age. Everything is moving, scuttling about in the foliage. She turns once more and sees the waving prairie grass, reserving a place in her memory. She needs food, her senses are alive with need. There is prey here, but there is death here also. She can smell death everywhere, decay, rot, the jungle alive with the dead. There is a bewildering, luminous halflight hanging vapor-drenched over all the vegetation. The very air is thick with the sweet scent of de

I Wrote This After My Ex Beat The Hell Out Of Me Almost 15 Years Earlier
Abuse, Threat, Terror A finality governed by a cruelty Best swept under the rug Useless to try to escape me Silenced you are by my fist Everybody hides behind their bruises. To run is to invite more pain Hostility part of my game Remember you liked it this way Ever challenging me was your doom Atrocious a stranger might call me Though this is the love you deserve Trepidation is what I hope for Exactly what I expect Ruthlessness part of the high Revolt will invite more pain Otherwise the game might be over Ruining my perfect score. © Copyright 2002 Amawitch-granny witch

Through The Eyes Of An Eagle
Soldier of the Sky There! Its there, I feel my power thrusting me through the air. Almost there! There! Food, delicious energy, a gift of my world to aide me. A meal devoured! Fuel! Home, built piece by piece by me with what I found. Safe, high Mine! Vast empty sky, I am a sentinial, watching, protecting mine from the enemy Man! © Copyright 2006 Amawitch-granny witch

Delusion
I was crippled, prostrate with confusion Held firmly in the grip of my illusion That all was right within the world But now lifes banner has been unfurled. That balance of power, my self esteem So personally mine, it would seem Has wreaked havoc with my rosy out look Reality breaks through, my faith it took. I helped you in love unknowingly The game you played so professionaly To use and abuse I know not why Your offer of fidelity one big lie. You took with you the last of my hope that life was good, perhaps I could cope with the dreary existance of day after day You promised me roses, you promised to stay. I'm left with the dregs, the residue Of loving and trying to live with you Family is personal, forever they say You robbed me of faith at the end of the day. Hosted By SparkleTags.com cc/amawitch 2006

Dragons Majestic
In bygone days of time immemorial The dragons ruled the skies. Eternal gallantry, ancient, endless forever in the minds of man. History, legend, primeval time show magistry of the air and the wonder of the dragons who flew before their sad extinction. In recent times memory will resurrect Our missing link,revived, and soon technology able to reborne the antiguated Dragons to fly once more,everlasting. © Copyright 2006 Amawitch-granny witch

Please Remember To Do
Just a reminder, we are only a 18 an over site now, if you come across users who are not you need to contact support, we all need to do our part, so please remember this, they are kids we are adults......... *Tif*@ LostCherry

Scarred By Light
NOTE: this is another shit poem. so. um... yeh. lol o.0 and it prob. doesnt make much sense. but.... i dont really make that much sense x.0 Scarred by Light Dark as Night Velvet Whispers Echo in my Mind Memories that Kill Find a way to Bind The Lost Soul of Love Pure as a Dove Red Blood Splatters The Heart of Sight Tears that Fall To the Beat of Light

Superhero Quiz
You Are Superman Faster than a speeding bullet, more powerful than a locomotive, and able to leap tall buildings in a single bound. And pretty cute too. No wonder you're the most popular superhero ever! What Superhero Are You?

Little Peace Of Mind
I steel myself, galavanize, vitalize preparing for the worst. Faced with life, I calculate, premeditate hoping for the best. Reality barges in, exuberance,vehemence, forced to look ahead. Feeling annoyed, grumbling, grouching wanting to just to hide. I steel myself, perk up, pick up my feelings from the floor. Faced with life, I exercise, monopolize my right a have a choice. How I live, maintain, remain, is largely up to me. Life's a gift, commemoration, acclaimation, for noone else to own. I choose to stay, subsist, exist, and see what morning brings. © Copyright 2005 Amawitch-granny witch

A Short Instance
Eyes Sparkle Filled with Hope A long lost Smile Slowly Blooms For Every Time I Look at You You Smile Back And Take my Hand Interlaced Fingers Blind our Hearts As You Disappear The Grey Goes Black And I go Back To the Life I Lead A Faint Light Glimmers in the Distance Just a Memory- A Short Instance.

Rejected,used And Neglected
I Feel so Rejected Used And Neglected Bottled Up Inside No Where to Hide Your Hand in Mine It Seems so Fine But Where is the Truth? Hiding in your Eyes I Finally See… All of those Lies.

Tomb Of Love
Buried in the Tomb of Love Embraced by your Promise Thin Air filled with Hope Restless in Waiting Tears of Blood Silenced by Pain Gently Anticipating Your Long Slipped Kiss Re-Living the Memories We all Missed

Well If This Is Goodbye
Well if This is Goodbye Then Why that Look In Your Eye? I See Pain Disdain Regretful As You Say My Name Driving me Insane Your Touch So Comforting Now Cold as Ice As You Mouth the Words You Never had To Say… Our Love Ends Today.

I Give Up
alright iam so sick of the net i will be gone 4 a while so sick of the people and the meanness {if thats a word}if anyone even reads this thx for bein my friend of fan talk to yall if and or when i come back peace&love ur goddess Blessed Be uglybear

It's A Risk...
The first time we talked there was something about you…. As we talked on the phone you had my full attention hoping you would say those words… The next day when I got to hang out with you was more than I ever expected… When I looked into your eyes I knew there was nowhere else I wanted to be…. Lying in your arms I realized that I might never get the chance to feel this way again.. So I decided that if being with you and hangout with you was a risk then I was willing to take it… After I left hat night so many thoughts ran through my mind.. I wondered if you were feeling exactly the same way I was…? I wanted to know what it was that was going on inside your head….I was hoping that what I was feeling was more than just butterflies in my tummy… I spent the whole night/ nights thinking what would happen next… I realized that nothing was like I ever expected it to be.. Once I figured out what was truly going on inside my heart.. There were so many things tha