I've got too much on my plate
I've got too much anger and hate
I've got to get out of this place
I've got to get my mind erased
I need to clean my fuckin slate
This time maybe I'll play it safe
No more bullshit that I can't take
No more time to sit and wait
There's nothin left to live for
My actions I control no more
I'm frozen to this cold hard floor
Inside I'm dead, I know for sure
If I were to disappear
Nobody here would fuckin care
End my life of dumb depair
I run to the end but get nowhere
In the barrel two bullets remain
If I die, was I insane
If I'm alive should I try again
These fuckin thoughts, when will they end
There's nothin left to live for
My actions I control no more
I'm frozen to this cold hard floor
Inside I'm dead, I know for sure
As I sit here deprived of thought
Forgetting all these things I've thought
No emotions just as I'd thought
Contemplating my thoughtless thoughts
Alone in my zone my soul posessed
I can't comprehend this fuckin mess
Too many problems I must adress
Too much violence within my head
There's nothin left to live for
My actions I control no more
I'm frozen to this cold hard floor
Inside I'm dead, I know for sure
This ignorance pounds away at my soul
The beatings begin to take their toll
The parasites eat away at my soul
To torch my past, that is my goal
The cycle that refuses to stop
Will soon cause my heart to drop
When it does I'll fall to the top
I can't go on my will's been shot
