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Tabby Tied
It was a lovely sunny evening as I walked up the road to Tabby's house. I couldn't wait to see her wondering what she would be wearing for me. I knew that I was going to be in for a great evening. I got to her house and walked up the path to her front door. I pressed the bell and waited for her to answer. A few seconds past then the door opened. There she stood, just over five foot tall, wearing a small white bra, a little white lace thong and lace top hold ups, topping it off with 4" white heels. She looked so sexy. I walked into the house and took Tabby into my arms. Kissing her deeply, our tongues searching each other's mouths. Tabby broke the kiss and turned around and started to walk away, her hot little ass framed by the thong and stockings she was wearing. I followed her, feeling my cock growing harder by the second. She looked over her shoulder and smiled as she walked in front of me taking her little white bra off. She was teasing me and I knew it, but little did she kno

Pictures
PICTURE HIM: Living my life in a slow hell. Different girl every night at the hotel. I ain't seen the sun shine in 3 damn days. Been fueling up on cocaine and whiskey. Wish I had a good girl to miss me. Lord I wonder if I'll ever change my ways. I put your picture away. Sat down and cried today. I can't look at you while I'm lying next to her. I put your picture away. Sat down and cried today. I can't look at you while I'm lying next to her. Oooooooohhhhhhhh HER: I called you last night in the hotel. Everyone knows but they won't tell. But their halfhearted smiles tell me something just ain't right. I have been waiting on you for a long time. Fueling up on heartaches and cheap wine. I ain't heard from you in 3 damn nights. Oooooooooooooooohhhhhhhhh I put your picture away. I wondered where you been. I can't look at you while I'm lying next to him. I put your picture away. I wondered where you been. I can't look at you while I'm lying next to him. Oooooooohhh

I Am Happy!
Iam Doing great in College making good grades, I have a wonderful Family! We lost our Momma 9 months ago1 and it has been a shock to all of us,, and we miss her so, so, much! We go day by day on that one. God is helping us threw it! I feel Blessed just the same and have new friends like you to talk too! You all are so nice and caring. I will write more soon getting really sleepy, it is 4:00AM gOT TO GET SOME BEATY SLEEP! Talk to you later Babes Deedee Blue..

Wwe Unforgiven
I watched Unforgiven tonight on PPV. And I have to say, I was very pleased with it. It was much better than the last PPV. We decided to get it about 3 minutes before it aired...so to Momma, I'm sorry I didn't invite you over...they were on the net, and the cell was dead. But here's how it went: First match- Jeff Hardy vs, Nitro All in all a good match, with Jeff dominating most of the match. Nitro retained the title because Melina hit Hardy in the head with her boot. (Yes I screamed and yelled at the stupid bitch!) Second Match- Umaga vs. Kane This was just a match to take up time. I didn't pay much attention to this match because it was boring. Both of them threw punches, Umaga missed his Spike, Kane threw him over the ropes, he went after him, and the match ended with a double countout. (Boring, someone defeat him alreaady!) Third match- The Highlanders vs. The Spirit Squad It was a match that held my attention for the first fe wminutes. The highlanders dominated all o

Raver Slang Lol
"Raver Slang" 8UP - waisted,tore up from the drug(s) you've taken BLO-UP- a roll enhancement from rave stimuli, such as a massage light show color(s) hug kandy dancing etc KANDY- hand-made, glo-bead jewlery that can be given or exchanged to express appreciation of another, a sign of P.L.U.R. CANDY FLIPP'IN- tripp'in off of E and acid. KANDY SLINGER- a person that always gives people candy at raves CRACK BABY- a skinny hollow looking E Tard that begs for money at raves CRACKED OUT- how one feels after a night of entirely tooooo many "party favors" E TARD- a person that is always strung out on Ecstasy. E MASK- a filter mask filled with Vicks vapor rub GANGSTA TRIPPIN'- when a dj takes a rap song and gives it a techno/trance beat HIPPIE FLIPP'IN- tripp'in off of mushrooms and E. HIT ME- get in touch with me HOLLA- to visit a person, to talk, to call JELLY- acid JUNGELETTE- female dj junglist LIQUID(S)- a style of dance

Leave The Pieces
Wreckers Leave The Pieces Lyrics You're not sure that you love me But you're not sure enough to let me go. Baby it aint fair ya know to just keep me hangin' round, you say you don't wanna hurt me, you don't wanna see my tears. So why are you still standin' here just watchin' me drown? Chorus And it's all right yeah I'll be fine don't worry bout' this heart of mine. Just take your love and hit the road, there's nothing you can do or say you're gonna break my heart anyway. So just leave the pieces when you go. Now you can drag out the heartache baby you could make it quick, really get it over with and just let me move on. Don't concern yourself with this mess you left for me, I can clean it up you see just as long as you're gone. Chorus You not makin' up your mind is killin' me and wasting time. I need so much more than that. yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah Chorus

I Can Love You From Heaven
This is dedicated to all the people who lost their lives in 911~~May you Rest in Peace as our flag still stands for freedom and they can't take that away!! I Can Love You From Heaven As I sit above the world And watch my love to be I watch her crying her lonely nights away Because she misses me I left one day too soon My time cut one day to short But Ill watch over my love Because I'm still in her heart It's amazing how a person Can care so much for you And now that I'm above hers I can really see the truth She really did care Even though I never had doubts I'm so happy she loved me But my time has ran out I can only look from above And wish for the best Even though It hurts to watch her cry I'm sorry her life is a mess I wish I could have sat With her one last time And told her how much I really loved her How she'll always be mine There are so many wishes One can have But only some can come true If god gave me another life I would wi

Life Is Love
Life is love Without love We wouldn't have life Don't be greedy Be good to your neighbor Treat him with love And in return he shall do the same Treat your enemies with respect They may change Just in time To help you Love is life Life is love Without life There wouldn't be love Without love There wouldn't be life Always remember Love is life And life is love

Love Me
I love you You mean the world to me I will never forget you Please love me We are friends But deep down I want more I want to be in your arms With my head close to your heart I want us to be one No longer to be alone We are meant to be one Please try to see we are meant to be Love me Like I love you Be strong and faithful Forever and always Love me The way you love her Trust me The way you trust her We are meant to be together So love me, trust me, hold me I will not let you down You will not be sorry Just love me Love me with your whole heart!

A-z Of My All-time Favourite Movies
I keep getting asked what my favourite movies are, so I've listed my all-time favourites. Not all of them will appeal to everyone, but they are movies that have brought me back to them for repeat viewings and have remained in my memory ever since. Absolution (aka Murder by Confession) ( 1978 ) The Abyss ( 1989 ) Adaptation ( 2002 ) The Addiction ( 1996 ) The Adventures of Priscilla, Queen of the Desert ( 1994 ) Agnes of God ( 1985 ) Akira ( 1987 ) Alice, Sweet Alice (aka Holy Terror / Communion) ( 1977 ) Alien ( 1979 ) Aliens ( 1986 ) Alien 3 ( 1992 ) Alien Vs. Predator ( 2004 ) Alphaville ( 1965 ) Amateur ( 1994 ) Amelie ( 2001 ) American Beauty ( 1999 ) American History X ( 1999 ) American Psycho ( 2000 ) An American Werewolf in London ( 1981 ) The Anderson Tapes ( 1971 ) ... and justice for all ( 1979 ) And Now for Something Completely Different ( 1971 ) Andrei Rublev ( 1966 ) The Andromeda Strain (

Dreams Worth Dreaming
Dreams Worth Dreaming Somewhere in my dreams I hear your voice Whispering gently....into thin air At the edge of the mountain I close my eyes Sensing your breathing...feeling you appear there On the edge of my dreams I see your face A twin soul......when we share eyes At the edge of the mountain I catch my breath Touching our finger tips...mouth goes dry In the shadows of my dreams I taste your lips So soft against mine like a warm rain At the edge of the mountain my heart slows Sharing our every breath....two hearts don't refrain In the deepest part of my dreams I feel your touch Breathless....from the warmth of your skin At the edge of the mountain I open my eyes Seeing only clouds....feeling.... within On the edge of my dreams is where I want to stay It's there...I'm forever in your arms...safe...sound At the edge of the mountain I'll remain breathless For me.....no greater love will ever be found Will you always be there on the edge of my dreams

Lessons
Teach me a lesson A lesson of love One that helps me One that teaches me How to be true Teach me a lesson A lesson on how to care How not to be mean That lets me gain friends And care for others Teach me a lesson of tears A lesson of the meaning of tears How to hide them And not to let them be known Unless they are tears of joy Teach me a lesson of control A lesson to keep me from flipping out How to be in control Of the evil actions that come up Also in control of my feelings Teach me a lesson of courage Courage tolove To laugh To be happy The courage to be just me Lessons oh lessons There are so many lessons Teach me one at a time Slowly but surely I will learn them all And always remember them Because a well taught lesson Leaves a lasting impression forever

The Rose
There is a rose, I dream about, I long for it to be mine. Unfortunatly I cannot touch, this long-stem beauty, For another is holding it by. Oh, how I covet, to touch this rose, To have to hold forever, But I cannot, for nature's way, Has taken it to the other. I could spend all day, staring at it, Mezmorized by it's beauty. Such a caring thing, this gentle rose is, It takes it as it's duty. I've seen this rose, show it's affection, To others quite near to me, Just once I pray, this rose will show, It's true affecton... to me.

New Book Project & Recent Survey
I am killing 2 birds with 1 stone here: the first is an outline of my next book project; followed by a survey that was passed to me recently. I am being regularly asked about what book I will be working on next so I thought it warranted a new blog. Book number 6 will be called Backlash. I am not going to embark on a chapter-by-synopsis; I will just give you the basic premise instead: "Backlash." A cautionary tale and revenge-chase-thriller with a difference. Q. How do you change a content, placid man into a vengeful, ruthless murderer? A. Double-cross him, steal from him, destroy his life and put him into the position where he no longer has anything left to lose. That’s what Neil Gilbert did to his associate Rob Hadden. Neil has done it to so many other people in the past he made the mistake of thinking that Rob would be just like all the others. But Neil misjudged and underestimated Rob. He picked on the wrong man. Rob no longer

You
You can make me smile when i'm here with you You can make me laugh, and let me be myself, and I thank you for that ! I enjoy your company, whether near or far the twinkle in your eyes I can not see right now the sweetness of your voice I can not hear the glow of your soul I can feel and the love in your heart has touched mine The time we've spent chatting here even though just a speck in the vastness of time, the stories we've shared, even though just a small part of our lives, but the frienship and happiness I would feel when in your company, would be beyond words and comprehension ! I feel myself again, and I thank you from the bottom of my heart...

Loving From A Distance
Loving from a distance is never easy, When you are loving so far apart. But each mile that separates two people that truly care, Is joined together with the Love each feels in their heart. The loneliness you feel when you are not together, Can eat away at you deep inside. When you miss the one you want to share your life with, And they are not able to be by your side. Have trust in each others feelings, And believe they do feel the same way as you. When you can not be with one another, So easy it is to doubt whether their Love is really true. Need to keep your faith that you have in each other, And never let go of your trust. Sometimes that is not so easy to do, But for your peace of mind, it really is a must. Think of one another's emotional needs, So the other always knows that you do care. Make the most of the time you can have together, And open your hearts and share. Respect one another will sometimes need some space, But it doesn't mean they don't wan

Never Again
When we were together I said "I love you" When things were true Before the lies started You were so sweet Doing nothing to hurt me Always trying to make me smile Loving me more then ever But now things have changed I don't know the truth anymore I don't know what to believe Or what not to believe No longer can it be true Ruined forever Nothing matters now You always lie to me anymore I have decided Never to trust you again Never again will I love you You have lost my love and respect I wanted us to be together But now that's not an option Because of the lies No longer shall I trust you Never again will we be together

SO THIS IS WHERE THE STORY STARTS I WAS AT THE PARADE ON THE SOUTHSIDE OF CHICAGO ABOUT 25 MILES AWAY FROMMY HOUSE I WENT THERE WITH MY FRIENDS GOT SLIT UP AND THIS IS WHERE THE FUN BEGINS, SO I GO IN TO THIS STORE THE ONLY PLACE ANY WHERE NEAR THE PARADE THAT SELLS BEER SO 3 DIFFERENT TIMES I GO IN AND BUY A CASE OF BEER AND OPEN IT INSIDE THE STORE AND BY THE TIME I DRANK TWO BEERS OUT OF THE CASE I WOULD LEAVE AND WALK AROUND THE CORNER AND THATS WHERE THE COPS WERE TAKING ALL OPEN CASE AND TOSSING THEM INTO THE GRABBED IT TOOK ME 3 TIME TO REALIZE NOT TO OPEN UP THE CASE BEFORE I WALKED BY THE COPS, SO LATER ON IN THE DAY MY CUZ CALLS AND TELLS ME TO MEET HER AT THE BAR 3 BLOCKS AWAY SO HERE MY DRUNK ASS WALKING DOWN THE STREET BUT IT WAS OK TO BE DRUNK EVERYBODY WAS DRUNK WALKING AROUND BUT I WALK INTO THE WRONG BAR PAY THE COVER AND THEN FIND OUT ITS THE WRONG BAR SO I SAID FUCK ILL STAY HERE AND DRINK INTEL I FIND A RIDE HOME BUT BOOM BLACK ED OUT , THEN NEXT THING I KNOW FOUR H

H.i.m. The Funeral Of Hearts Lyrics
Love's the funeral of hearts And an ode for cruelty When angels cry blood On flowers of evil in bloom The funeral of hearts And a plea for mercy When love is a gun Separating me from you She was the sun shining upon The tomb of your hopes and dreams so frail He was the moon painting you With its glow so vulnerable and pale Love's the funeral of hearts And an ode for cruelty When angels cry blood On flowers of evil in bloom The funeral of hearts And a plea for mercy When love is a gun Separating me from you She was the wind, carrying in All the troubles and fears you've for years tried to forget He was the fire, restless and wild And you were like a moth to that flame The heretic seal beyond divine A prayer to a god who' s deaf and blind The last rites for souls on fire Three little words and a question: why? Love's the funeral of hearts And an ode for cruelty When angels cry blood On flowers of evil in bloom The funeral of hearts And a p

I Really Miss Him..
I miss jamie I just really hope he gets put on probation. He asked someone tonight if he got on probation if he could live with them and they said yes. So if he gets out.. then... omg! He'll be living right down the street... or if they move, I'll be living with them. Well more then likely.. I havent talked to my parents about it yet. cuz J is not sure on if he' s getting out on probation or not. But he cant go to his mom's house and live if he does. So yeah.. I love him so much that will be so fucking cool. Time will tell ... I think i should take faith in the lord or something cuz i really want this to work out forthe best. I want him here.. Not in prison. It's bullshit... I can't live with out him. Hes my everything. I really want me and him to have a have a life together and all that emo shit. He's the only guy that i let truely get to my heart.. Since SRK. He know's more of the real me then everyone else.. Even my family. I didnt munipulate him to get what i want..

To My Friends
You are friendly, kind and caring Sensitive, loyal and understanding Humorous, fun, secure and true Always there... yes that's you. Special, accepting, exciting and wise Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright Yes that's you... not one bit of spite. You're one of a kind, different from others Generous, charming, but not one that smothers Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game But not just another... in the long chain. Appreciative, warm and precious like gold Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old You'll always be there, I know that is true I'll always be here... always for you.

Female Ejaculation...
When it comes to turning a woman on, there’s wet, and then there’s wet. You can learn how to unleash a tidal wave of orgasmic juices in your bed. Read on to find out more about the phenomenon of female ejaculation. How It Works Females ejaculate? Yes, they do. We’re talking about a gusher of fluid spurting out of her pussy as she comes. Actually, to be more accurate, the fluid comes squirting out of her urethra. Don’t let this gross you out, though; it’s not pee! Female cum is a clear, odorless liquid produced by a small organ called the “female prostate,” or urethral sponge, which is located between the urethra and vagina. The fluid it produces just happens to come out of the pee hole, but...so does guys’ semen, right? While some women may experience ejaculation naturally in the course of intercourse or other sex play, most require some concentrated stimulation of the G-spot. Massaging the G-spot causes the urethral sponge to become engorged with fluid, which is then expel

H.i.m. Join Me Lyrics
Baby join me in death Baby join me in death Baby join me in death We are so young Our lives have just begun But already we're considering Escape from this world And we've waited for so long For this moment to come Was so anxious to be together Together in death Won't you die tonight for love (baby join me in death) Won't you die (baby join me in death) Won't you die tonight for love (baby join me in death) Join me in death This world is a cruel place And we're here only to lose So before live tears us apart let Death bless me with you Won't you die tonight for love (baby join me in death) Won't you die (baby join me in death) Won't you die tonight for love (baby join me in death) Join me in death This live ain't worth living This live ain't worth living This live ain't worth living This live ain't worth living Won't you die tonight for love (baby join me in death) Won't you die (baby join me in death) Won't you die tonight for love (b

Jokes
Q1: WHAT ARE THE SMALL BUMPS AROUND A WOMAN'S NIPPLES FOR? A: It's Braille for "suck here". Q2. WHAT IS AN AUSTRALIAN KISS? A: It's the same as a Fren ch kiss, only "down under." Q3. WHAT DO YOU DO WITH 365 USED CONDOMS? A: Melt them down, make a tire, and call it a Goodyear. Q4. WHY ARE HURRICANES NORMALLY NAMED AFTER WOMEN? A: Because when they come, they're wild and wet. But when they go, they take your house and car with them. Q5. WHY DO WOMEN RUB THEIR EYES WHEN THEY GET UP IN THE MORNING? A: Because they don't have any balls to scratch.

Dude!
1. I should be asleep. Its 4 am. 2. I went to bed but i couldnt fall asleep. 3. I forgot what this list was made for. 4. I need to slap someone in the face. 5. If one more person asks me is my name really alicia-renee im going to kick them in the eyeball. 6. Im done ranting now. 7. Someene entertain me.

My Best Friend
My Best Friend My best friend is leaving me. She is leaving this life here on earth. My best friend is dying, life fading fast. She has been a part of my life from the time that not even I can remember. From birth to when I walked, spoke my first word untill I went out on my own. Even after that she was always there for me. Thick and thin, pain and sorrows. Her body once full of life now lays motionless. Only her rapid heart beat and breathing do I hear. To hear her beautiful voice once again. Only in my mind and heart that voice dwells. I watch day and night as the light fades from her eyes. Then one day her eyes no longer do I see. Only the frail pail body that she has become. Her spirit will soon sore with her hawks to the Summerlands. My Best Friend is dying Life fading fast. Our bonds here on earth soon to be broken, but the bonds of love will never be. This bond can only be shared by best friends. The Bond of love of Mother and Daughter. I wrote this May 2, 2

Its 317am
Laying in a bed thats so empty no one in it but me. The feeling of loneliness is such a fucking drag. Anyway heres a new poem. The feeling of a cold winter in my bed with no one there to keep me warm. My heart still shatterd never been touched the pieces still scattered like a puzzle. Won't go together by its self maybe one day some one will take it up for now it just sits like un used toy left in the corner and just ignored no love to heal it no feeling or care just in pieces scattered everywhere. In hopes that one person will dare and try to fit it all together and love it once again but for now it will stay shattered without a care.

Killing Time....... Pt. 3
What's the worst that can happen to me? they could say that it's all in my head... well, how bout the truth instead of all these lies?!? (don't try to make me stay), you think you got a foot in the door, but you got a foot in the grave! (I'm hating Hollywood!) I was wasting away, just waiting for the phone to ring (I'm hating Hollywood!) soon, I became a country star, with a suicide ending!..... Let's say we're better off, leave it alone; cuz when all is said and done, who would consider the song? to bet i would lose this chance to be ready to go (don't try to make me stay), you think you got a foot in the door, but you got a foot in the grave! (I'm hating Hollywood!) I was wasting away, just waiting for the phone to ring (I'm hating Hollywood!) soon, I became a country star, with a suicide ending! (I'm hating Hollywood!)..... I'm hating Hollywood... I'm hating Hollywood... mmm, I'm hating Hollywood!... hmmm, I'm hating Hollywood!!!....... I was wasting away, just waiting for the ph

Ok I Finally Did It!
OK well i finally did it i cut the hair =*( im sad to see it go but im happy that it means a turning point in my life it was nice while it wlasted but i gotta grow up and get workn again n get the cash flowing back =) Im also doing it for a good cause im donating the hair to Locks of LOVE www.locksoflove.com i montel willams talk about it many times and about half way thru the growing of my hair i thought to myself if i can stand to let it grow that long im gonna do that i wanna do something nice for some one that really needs it. ok well here are some pics b4 and during ( mullet style ) lol and i couldnt get rid of it all so i left a braid in the back kinda a lil tail lol. but if i gotta ill cut that off too. i wanna thank Vicky and my Cousin Jack for helpn me with cutting and gettn it prepared for being sent thanks ya 2! kk well thatz all for now peace out y0! -stanz Those were b4 these are during OK these are after notice my lil tail lols

Give In
give in a breath of life brought to me by you taken away each night has me feelin blue its pretty typical of me I can never be happy as always im not supposed to feel love i must live in the shadows or watch from above I think that im losing you and im not sure what to do I wonder if you see in me what it is I can be and help me thru the night and tell me everything will be alright whisper things in my ear and comfort me if i shed a tear i thought that once we were friends that it was never going to end and if we both still care why cant we have a love affair and make each other feel alright and talk deep into the night and with a look know its ok and be there for each other everyday so please just hold my hand and let me know you understand

Creature Of The Night
You scored as You are a Demon. There's no nice way of saying it. You're a Demon!` And you like it that way! You are often called a pyromaniac and keep matches or a lighter on you at all times. Your idea of fun is poking those poor damned souls with your pitch fork. Just be careful you don't get burned in all your fun!!You are a Demon50%Fallen Angel42%Vampire42%You are a Vampiric Elf!25%Black Witch0%What creature of the night are you you most like? (Pics!!)created with QuizFarm.com

Blah.
You all probably think im insane because i write messages to my heart. But whatever im use to it :) So yeah. Dear heart, Listen up. Im not gonna trust no one no more. And its your job to make sure i listen this time. Love me < /3

Paradise!!
BOY: Well, I remember every little thing as if it happened only yesterday Parkin' by the lake and there was not another car in sight And I never had a girl lookin' any better than you did And all the kids at school, they were wishin' they were me that night So now our bodies are oh so close and tight It never felt so good, it never felt so right And we're glowin' like the metal on the edge of a knife Glowin' like the metal on the edge of a knife Come on, hold on tight Well, come on, hold on tight! CHOIR: Though it's cold and lonely in the deep, dark night I can see paradise by the dashboard light GIRL: Ain't no doubt about it, we were doubly blessed 'Cause we were barely seventeen and we were barely dressed ALL: Ain't no doubt about it, baby got to go and shout it Ain't no doubt about it, we were doubly blessed BOY: 'Cause we were barely seventeen and we were barely dressed BOY: Baby, don't you hear my heart? You got it drownin' out the radio I been a-waitin

The Darker Side
You scored as Jigsaw. You are Jigsaw. You dont enjoy killing people at all. You instead love to see how far people will go to live. However if it ends in a bloody death, you still sleep with a smile on your face. You are intelligent, and know how to outwit just about anyone. And that spells bad news for anyone who falls into your games of death and torture.Jigsaw75%Freddy Krueger60%Jason Voorhees55%Hannibal Lecter55%Pinhead55%Leatherface45%Captain Spaulding45%Michael Myers40%Candyman25%Buffalo Bill15%Whic

A Torn Feeling
One day the past will come back And it hurts even more Only you won’t look at it like you did before You just start the same track Getting used to disappearing In the end those things never existed at all At that point, my thoughts are all clearing Stopped crying behind that new wall All those words didn’t count That feeling never really mattered Disappointment again I found A past that I shattered I hear those memories in my head I see those lost faces around me And then they’re gone just like that And there’s no one left but me Trust is important Honesty is not easy to find Someone that’s lovely and kind And give you the life to stand

Afternoon Delight!!
for the bunny brat!! Gonna find my baby, gonna hold her tight Gonna grab some afternoon delight My motto's always been 'when it's right, it's right' Why wait until the middle of a cold dark night? When everything's a little clearer in the light of day And we know the night is always gonna be there any way Thinkin' of you's workin' up my appetite Looking forward to a little afternoon delight Rubbin' sticks and stones together makes the sparks ingite And the thought of lovin' you is getting so exciting Sky rockets in flight Afternoon delight Afternoon delight Afternoon delight Started out this morning feeling so polite I always though a fish could not be caught who wouldn't bite But you've got some bait a waitin' and I think I might try nibbling A little afternoon delight Sky rockets in flight Afternoon delight Afternoon delight Afternoon delight Please be waiting for me, baby, when I come around We could make a lot of lovin' 'for the sun goes down Th

I Am So Homesick
Since I have been on vacation so much stuff has happened at home. I have been on vacation since June 5th. While I have been gone my one year old second cousin (Jordan) started walking. My now 7 month old second cousin (Kaleb) went from a new born to a little porker. My sister started college, and moved down to Phoenix. My cousin took his baby (Jordan)and moved to Cali. with his dumb bitch of a girlfriend. My other second cousin Dayton turned 4 and I have missed it all. I spent a month in Washington with my ex boyfriend and I have spent the rest of the time in Billings Montana. I turned 21 here I found alot of old friends and I found an old love but I really don't see it working because he won't leave here and I don't want to live up here. I thought I did but I really can't I miss my family and my home. All of my friends want me to stay. I just don't know that I can. With my cousin moving to Cali. that left my aunt (who I have to say is one of my best friends) all alone. I hav

Here One Day Then >>>
You scored as Gunshot. Your death will be by gunshot, probably because you are some important person or whatever. Possibly a sniper, nice, quick, clean shot to the head. Just beautiful.Gunshot87%Disappear80%Eaten73%Bomb60%Posion53%Cut Throat53%Stabbed40%Suffocated40%Disease40%Suicide40%Natural Causes33%Drowning

I Dont Like Em No More.
Dear heart, Boys are mean to me. I dont like them no more. They lie. And backstabb. And confuse me. And make it hard for me to make a committment. And say " i love you " and dont mean it. I give up on them. < /3 Love me

Better Than Ariel I Guess Lol
You scored as Goofy. Your alter ego is Goofy! You are fun and great to be around, and you are always willing to help others. You arn't worried about embarrassing yourself, so you are one who is more willing to try new things. Goofy69%Peter Pan63%The Beast56%Ariel56%Donald Duck56%Pinocchio50%Sleeping Beauty44%Cinderella25%Snow White25%Cruella De Ville19%Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?created with QuizFarm.com

Sleeping...or Not
I can't sleep. Its 2 a.m. and I can't sleep. I have class at 9 a.m. So if I was to take some medicine to help me sleep then I won't be up in time for my class. So I don't know what to do. Anyone have and suggestions? Oh and yes I did get stood up again, if you read yesterdays blog you would know what I'm talking about. My so called friend who called me and asked me to do something stood me up. Couldn't even call to say I'm not going to make it. Honestly who does that? Well him of course, and apparently the other two guys from the weekend before. So thats that.

"hero"
You scored as James Bond, Agent 007. James Bond is MI6's best agent, a suave, sophisticated super spy with charm, cunning, and a license's to kill. He doesn't care about rules or regulations and somewhat amoral. He does care about saving humanity though, as well as the beautiful women who fill his world. Bond has expensive tastes, a wide knowledge of many subjects, and his usually armed with a clever gadget and an appropriate one-liner. James Bond, Agent 00779%Indiana Jones71%Captain Jack Sparrow67%Lara Croft63%Maximus63%El Zorro54%The Terminator50%William Wallace50%Neo, the "One"46%The Amazing Spider-Man

Lyrics
What Is It To Burn Today's on fire The sky is beating above me, and I am blistered I walk these signs of blasphemy, every day And still... Like a bad star, I'm falling faster down to her She's the only one who knows, what it is to burn I feel diseased Is there no sympathy, for the sun The sky's still fire But I am safe in here, from the world outside So tell me What's the price to pay for glory Like a bad star, I'm falling faster down to her She's the only one who knows, what it is to burn Today is fine, and she burns Today is fine, and she burns She burns Like a bad star, I'm falling faster down to her She's the only one who knows, what it is to burn 1:18 AM - 0 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove

Spoiler 5000
In the end we had pieces of the puzzle, but no matter how we put them together, gaps remained, oddly shaped emptinesses mapped by what surrounded them, like countries we couldn't name. "All wisdom ends in paradox," said Mr. Buell, just before we left him on our last interview, and we felt like we was telling us to forget about the girls, to leave them in the hands of God. We knew that Cecilia had killed herself because she was a misfit, because the beyond called to her, and we knew that her sisters, once abandoned, felt her calling from that place, too. But even as we make these conclusions, we feel out throats plugging up, because they are both true and untrue. So much has been written about the girls in newspapers, so much has been said over back-yard fences, or related over the years in psychiatrists' offices, that we are certain only of the insufficiency of explanations. Mr. Eugene, who told us that scientists were on the verge of finding the ''bad genes" that caused cancer, de

Truthfully Speaking!!!!!
Hello to all my friends out there. To you future friends, please allow this one favor to me, be real with me... In return you will have a loyal friend and maybe more :) I am very glad to have found LC. I travel alot and get very lonely staying in a hotel by myself every night. It is nice to know that you all are only a click away... Have fun, make love, and don't forget to think about me before you lay your beautiful head on your pillow at night... I will be thinking about you... MWAH

Style
You scored as Hot. You are Hot, you scream and are wild, people love doing anything sexual with you.Hot81%Exciting69%Soft69%Sweet44%Wet31%Violent13%Awkward0%Shy0%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

Their Smiles
With just that small twinkle that he gets in his eyes when he has something up his sleve, my son can just melt me like the warm sun does a cold winters snow. A smile from my Mr. Wranglers has the effect that a rose with morning dew in the morning light has on the beauty of this world. And when you put these two wonders of my world together, there is nothing stopping them from making me the happiest woman on this earth. I finally got to see him tonight. Walking up to the house, when our eyes meet his smile seemed to make all the worries I have ever had just blow away with the wind. Reaching out to his open arms and getting the hug I have been waiting for in over a week now seemed to last for an eternity even though it only lasted for a couple seconds. I am finally starting to learn that the simple things in life is what makes it worth it. A hug and kiss from my son with an I love you Mom makes me richer then any money could ever possibly. And a smile, hug, and kiss from my special

M'lady Tina
To whom it may Concern, Let it be known that I , Sir Forrest aka The White Knight has found his Lady in waiting. Let it be known from this day forward that M'Lady's name is Tina. In time M'Lady will be Queen but only when she is ready. Any man that disagrees with this will be Judge by the highest, & May GOD have murcie on Your Souls. M'Lady Tina is My Love , My Life , and My Only Angel. Sign , Sir Forrest The One & Only White Knight

I generally work a lot. I play pretty hard but the last couple months I've been working more than usual and traveling a lot because of it. I've been really focused on making more money because the more I work, the more I make. Yet, coming home from the lovely hellhole of El Centro on Saturday, I realized that I haven't been spending as much time with my son as I would like. For those of you who don't know me all that well, my son's mother passed away when he was three. He was always a "daddy's boy" anyway but after that event, it's amazing who inseparable we are. He's like a "mini-me" in so many ways. But, because of work lately, we just haven't done as many things together as I would like. When I got back from out of town, I was going through all my mail and my season tickets to the L.A. Kings showed up. I've always been a huge hockey fan and I play on a couple men's leagues. But last season, I started taking my son to the games. And when I opened the ticket package, I

Rush Wrestling With Faith On New Album Due In 2007
Sunday, September 17, 2006 By JONATHAN COHEN BILLBOARD.COM NEW YORK -- Rush has penned eight songs for its next studio album, which should be out in early 2007, according to drummer Neil Peart. The artist tells Billboard.com his lyrics for the as-yet-untitled set were greatly influenced by his motorcycle journeys throughout the United States, chronicled in the new book "Roadshow: Landscape With Drums." Peart says he was struck by the ubiquity of religious billboards that have sprung up on America's highways, which got him thinking about some weighty topics. "Just seeing the power of evangelical Christianity and contrasting that with the power of fundamentalist religion all over the world in its different forms had a big effect on me," he says. "You try to put your own way of seeing the world into some kind of congruence with other peoples, and that's difficult for me," he admits. "I mean, I see the world in what I think to be a perfectly obvious and rational way, but w

Music
You scored as Rocker, Mosher. Your A Rocker!Rocker, Mosher70%Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev20%Trendy15%Prepy15%Goth5%Emo5%Skater5%What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy Ectcreated with QuizFarm.com

Who I Am
You scored as Fun. Your fun fun fun! Please rate my quiz!Fun94%Outgoing88%Nice81%Immature38%Dramatic19%mean6%Shy0%what kind of person are you? (shy,outgoing,fun,mean,immature,dramatic or nice?)created with QuizFarm.com

Rip Radar
Wednesday, August 23, 2006 Radar Category: Life Well, My Wyatt Earp scraggly retirement man has passed away. He is the only ferret we ever had that lived into the double digits and he was ready to go. He will always be in my heart and I am sure he is with Mischeif, Lula, and my mother frollicking in a meadow with their youth.

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I Lost my dad tonight to cancer it was a long battle but now hes in Heaven and not in pain...for the last two weeks we have been by his side and when he passed away tonight my whole familly was by his side my mom my brothers and my sisters and I...It was sooooooooooooo hard to watch my dad take his last breaths and was hard to see my dad lose his battle against cancer but also was nice to see him not suffer...Thank God for my famiily i am a very lucky girl to have the most wonderfull familly in the world and the Greatest Dad ever....I will miss him but he is with me in my heart wherever i go

What Kind Of Seducer Are You?
Your Seduction Style: Sex Pot Tradionally known as a "siren", "rake", or "femme fatale." You exude sensuality. And while your sexiness is part of what makes you an incredible seducer... Your ability to make others feel sexy is what really makes your seduction skills shine. Most people don't feel attractive or desired enough - a need which you tap into. You have the ultimate sex appeal, and getting attention from you is a total self esteem boost. Your confidence is contagious, and you help others unleash their own sexuality. Your sex pot seduction skills are so intoxicating that you can get away with... well, almost murder. Lovers feel like your sensuality is in your blood, so it's only natural if you flirt a little. And if you stray, that might be okay as well - as long as you make your lover still feel hot. What Kind of Seducer Are You?

from: Who Me remove friend LostCherry Bulletin! date: 2006-09-17 20:13:48 subject: leaving LC????.... (repost) MAKE STICKY! For those who are on my friend list... See... some of you do pay attention! For those who are on my friend list...I totally have to agree with all of you who say people are getting fake In here. So I gave in and let's see who really reposts this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. It serves to eliminate people who are desperately trying to add "friends" like its a popularity contest in High School. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are.. Repost this if you are a friend.. if you don't, you get deleted.. Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as (numerous things such as "Goodbye LostCherry, Too all my friends, etc.)

My 2nd One Southren Men
Southern Men The top 36 things that you WON'T hear a Southern Man Say! 36. I'll take Shakespeare for 1000, Alex. 35. Honey, I think we should sell the pickup and buy a family sedan. 34. Come to think of it, I'll have a Heineken. 33. We don't keep firearms in this house. 32. Has anybody seen the sideburns trimmer? 31. You can't feed that to the dog. 30. I thought Graceland was tacky. 29. No kids in the back of the pickup, it's just not safe. 28. Wrestling's fake. 27. Honey, did you mail that donation to Greenpeace? 26. We're vegetarians. 25. Do you think my gut is too big? 24. I'll have grapefruit and grapes instead of biscuits and gravy. 23. Honey, we don't need another dog. 22. Who gives a hoot who won the Civil War? 21. Give me the small bag of pork rinds. 20. Too many deer heads detract from the decor. 19. Spitting is such a nasty habit. 18. I just couldn't find a thing at Wal-Mart today. 17. Trim the fat off that steak. 16. Cappuccino tastes better t

The Eyes Have It!
You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion92%Mysterious50%Diamond Eyes17%Eyes full of Pain17%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

End Of The Day Prayer
I DID NOT WRITE THIS BUT THIS IS SOMETHING THAT I CHERISH PERSONALY AND WANTED TO SHARE WITH YOU. ITS A REMINDER TO ME NOT TO OVER LOOK THE INPORTANT THINGS IN MY LIFE. ENJOY. END OF THE DAY PRAYER At the end of the day let me not dwell on my failures or recount my disappointments Let my heart not be heavy over the days frustrations, the cold voices, and minor vexations. Remind me that there is so much more to life, than worry, pain and trivial strife. Let me not be blind to each tiny pleasure Remind me that each day there are little blessings and they are something to treasure. Let me hear children’s laughter, the voice of a dear friend; and let the warm memories revive me....... When a long day ends. And wrap me tight in your arms once my worries depart ; never let me forget your love lest I forget my heart. AMEN

Sport Is Life
You scored as Ice Hockey. You should play ice hockey- its another popular winter sport that's different than most other sports because its played on ice and uses different strategies.Ice Hockey100%Lacrosse100%Golf92%Softball92%Soccer83%Football75%Basketball75%Volleyball58%Swimming58%Track50%Tennis50%Baseball

Hi
i just want to thank all of yall for the love everyone his showin me and i just love it here its better then my space if u have some to say here is where u can say it and plzzzzzzzz check my profile and my pics rate them and comment on them i dont care if they r good or bad comments lolol

Random Thoughts
~* just things on my mind, not pertaining to one person. things from past and more current relationships. Some are from my friends past and current relationships too*~ ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ ~the way your look at me says i love you better than saying it 1200 times a day~ ~never hit me...even with words~ ~breaking up with me is easier to handle than cheating~ ~don't bad mouth me to your friends behind my back~ ~don't be jealous of my 1 true male friend, be happy that he's there to protect me when your not around~ ~hold me at night, i sleep better knowing your there~ ~open up to me...it might be the best thing you've ever experienced~ ~let me have my alone time~ ~don't diss me for your friends~ ~don't make me choose you over my true girlfriends..they'll win everytime~ ~don't tell me your interested ...then act a different way~ ~be honest~ ~be yourself...it's who i want to learn more about~ ~always remember my kids will come first...even before myself

Now seriously do men actually really believe that by giving girls a few compliemts that its gonna make us all wet and get naked.. I have been giggling at gettn the same messages over and over again sayn how hot i am so will i get on cam and make myself cum for them.. i mean really surely men dont believe a one compliment would work! and would you like to fuck me on cam is not a temptn pick up line.. lmao.. my vibrator gives better pick up lines!! herhehehe

A Joke Love & Sex
I have no idea on what o make my blog so my first is going to be a joke I hope you enjoy it Love & Sex A couple was told to individually write a sentence using the words "sex" and "love". The woman wrote, "When two people love each other very much, like Bob and I, it is morally acceptable for them to engage in sex." And Bob wrote, "I love sex."

Juss wanted to say Ty to all fo showin a brotha some love And that i have a lil sumtin fo all tha ladies this is what a brotha likes to juss chill relax to hope yall enjoy this as much as i do so plz check this out and let me kno if you feelin dis http://fr33kdiddy.multiply.com/

Lifeless Love...
Touch my cold lips, Hold my hand, With your fingertips, Trace our love, Whisper a sweet thing or two, In my ear, Show me the sun setting with a sky so blue, You know I love you so. I'll take you away, And save you from the merky water, With our bodies so close on the grass we'll lay, In the darkness, Of a cold room, You feel my heart, it's lifeless, But I'm still awake, How can that be, Could this be fake, Or am I just dead, The living dead, I do not wish to scare your nights, I just wanted my beloved, You never knew, In the darkness, Of a cold room, You feel my heart...lifeless.

Whisper
Thank You Whisper I have the strangest feeling, I feel it deep inside, It comes from down inside my heart, And makes me wonder why. I've had it all day long now, I noticed it when working, And now that I am all alone, I feel it's presence lurking. It starts off with a silent sigh My eyes fill up with dreams I see myself inside your arms I wonder what this means Its late at night.... So I close my eyes real tight, My mind drifts away.. As I picture a bright and shinny day.. There you are..Standing not that far.. Your eyes so beautiful.. Just like two shining stars.. As you smile..A very beautiful smile My heart fly's for miles.. As day quickly fades to night.. You grab my hand so very tight.. We walk on a moon lit beach.. With the stars shining so bright. .God this feels so right.. As we walk for miles holding hands.. We walk through the moist sand.. I turn my head..And see an angel..I try to speak but my words are tangled.. As you softly speak into my

"$10 Is $10!"
One day old man Stumpy and his wife Martha went to the Illinois State Fair. There is this man selling plane rides in his single prop show plane for $10 per person. Stumpy looks to Martha and says, "Martha, I think I really should try that." Martha replies, "I know you want to Stumpy, but we have a lot of bills, and you know the money is tight, and $10 is $10." So Stumpy goes without. Over the next few years they return every year, and the same thing, Stumpy wants to ride, but Martha says no money. Finally, when Stumpy and Martha are both about 70 years old, Stumpy looks to Martha, and says, "Martha, I'm 70 now, and I don't know if I'll ever get the chance again, so I just have to have a ride in that there airplane." Martha replies in the same old fashion, and Stumpy kind of slumps down. The pilot is standing near by and overhears the conversation... The pilot pipes up, "Excuse me folks, I couldn't help but hear your situation, and I have a deal for you. I'll take both of y

Stl Trip
Well i didnt get to go to the wedding. Apparently there was an issue with me being there, the bride didnt want me to come. So I respected her wishes, and didnt go. It hurt pretty bad, but oh well. I'm not mad at anyone. She must not have felt comfortable with me being there, for whatever reason that is IDK, but its all good. I wish her nothing but a happy life with me good friend. Well Sam's goin away party rocked. I had such a blast!!!! It was good to see him and everyone else again. Im gonna miss him when he moves but we're gonna stay in touch. Hes such a good friend and I'll b damned if I lost him. Anyway. I just got home from STL and Im exhausted. So Im off to bed. LOTS OF LOVE Lesha

You See Me
You See Me You, you see me You see the me I tend to hide You free the feelings locked inside In you I know I can confide Because, you see me You, you hear me You hear the words I cannot say You kiss my every tear away From you I will never stray Because, you hear me You, you touch me You touch me and my heart grows wings You touch me and my body sings I can't believe it's happening Because, you touch me You, you love me You love me as I've never known You reap the love my heart has sown I know I'll never be alone Because, you love me By Steven Lee

Spaghetti
Spaghetti A wealthy man was having an affair with an Italian woman for a few years. One night, during one of their rendezvous, she confided in him that she was pregnant. Not wanting to ruin his reputation or his marriage, he paid her a large sum of money if she would go to Italy to have the child. If she stayed in Italy, he would also provide child support until the child turned 18. She agreed, but wondered how he would know when the baby was born. To keep it discrete, he told her to mail him a post card, and write "Spaghetti" on the back. He would then arrange for child support. One day, about 9 months later, he came home to his confused wife. "Honey," she said, "you received a very strange post card today." "Oh, just give it to me and I'll explain it later," he said. The wife obeyed, and watched as her husband read the card, turned white, and fainted. On the card was written "Spaghetti, Spaghetti, Spaghetti. Two with meatballs, one without."

Song
Candy Store Rock (Page/Plant) Well... Oh baby baby. Don't you want a man like me? Oh baby baby, I'm just as sweet as anybody could be Oh baby baby, I want to look to your eyes, of blue Oh baby baby, It's more than anybody else could do Well... Oh baby baby. You know when I see you walkin down the street Oh baby baby, Well you lookin good enough to eat Oh baby baby, I dont believe I've tasted this before Oh baby baby, I want it now And every mouthfull more of you. Talk about you, Yeah. Oh baby baby, You know that I wanted it more Oh baby baby, I'm about to kiss goodbye to this store Oh baby baby, It ain't the wrapping that sells the goods Oh baby baby, I got a sweet tooth when my mouth is full of you. Ooh baby oh baby its alright, its alright Ohh baby its alright...its alright Well, oh baby, baby, oh you sting like a bee Oh baby, baby, I like your honey and it sure likes me Oh baby, baby, I got my spoon inside your jar Oh baby, baby, do

Me
I feel the filthy hands of my past self gripping hold of me so tightly I choke and gasp for air but can never get a full breath. I feel the pain all day, the pain and the burden of all the weight upon my shoulders, all the weight, all. Mine, mine, mine. Wanting to spiral down out of control holding on to the crutches of the past romanticizing the effects of substances with no real substance at all. To feed on the empty nourishment of false hope and promises they offer for fleeting moments. Time, time, time. Tick tick tick it goes away and gone again one more day is behind me one more dissapointment in the past one more morning I don't have to dread. Everyday I try to pry myself away from the cold knarled fingrtips of the girl I used to be. Free, free, free.

I Am Going Back Home Soon
I have been in Montana for like three months. I found some friends that convinced me to move up here. I just dont think I can go through with it anymore. I miss my family and my friends in Arizona so much. I think it is way past time for me to go home. The problem is that my friends up here keep talking me into staying once I am finally ready to leave. I think what I need to do is just not tell anyone I am leaving that way they can't try and stop me. I am really ready to go home it is way to fucking cold up here. If I were in Az I could still be swimming during the day. It is getting ready to snow here soon. I am going to freeze if I stay up here. It is time for me to go back to the desert.

Midsummer Magic
Lying on the grass Underneath the stars Wondering if she could reach them They can't be that far She observes her surroundings And sees the normal things The moon and its brilliant light What the April showers bring She wishes she could just sleep there Surrounded by the mist and dew drops Nothing could break this feeling It's like lying in the flower tops Her little fairy body Her sparkling jeweled wings Her small and dainty hands All decorated in pretty rings Sitting in the moonlight It catches in her eyes Wandering little dryads Glance up with surprise Who is this little fairy So new to this life Her voice so pure and simple As beautiful as a fife Smiling at the moon The fairy drifts on home She never feels afraid Even though she's all alone Someday she'll grow up And learn to appreciate everything But for right now she appreciates What the midsummer magic brings

Blonde Paint Job
Blonde paint job A blonde, wanting to earn some money, decided to hire herself out as a handyman-type and started canvassing a wealthy neighborhood. She went to the front door of the first house and asked the owner if he had any jobs for her to do. "Well, you can paint my porch. How much will you charge?" The blonde said, "How about 50 dollars?" The man agreed and told her that the paint and ladders that she might need were in the garage. The man's wife, inside the house, heard the conversation and said to her husband, "Does she realize that the porch goes all the way around the house?" The man replied, "She should. She was standing on the porch." A short time later, the blonde came to the door to collect her money. "You're finished already?" he asked. "Yes," the blonde answered, "and I had paint left over, so I gave it two coats. "Impressed, the man reached in his pocket for the $50. "And by the way," the blonde added, "that's not a Porch, it's a Ferrari."

Goblins (dirty Like Bastards Lol)
One morning a woman was walking out of her front door, when she notices a strange little man at the bottom of her garden. "You're a goblin," she says, "I caught you and you owe me three wishes!". So the goblin replies "OK, you caught me fair and square, what's your first wish?". The woman stops and thinks for a second, "I want a huge mansion to live in.", goblins replies "OK, you've got it.". Woman again thinks it over, "My second wish is a Mercedes." "OK, you've got that too." "My last wish is a million dollars!". The goblin then says "OK, you've got it. But to make your wishes come true you have to have sex all night with me." "OK then, if that's what it takes..." Next morning the little man wakes the woman up. "Tell me," says the man, "how old are you?" "I'm 27", she replies "Fuck me", says the man, "27 and you still believe in goblins"

A Dream
A Dream by garima I had a dream last night We had a lone long flight In the ocean of the sky We like a drop of water did fly Our souls were one And the journey was fun There were stars around very bright And the sky was full of colorful lights Is this the place after death we go? Do we like a drop of water flow? I wonder what is it like But I wish you are with me Even at that point..............

Lost In This World,
Lost in this world, not a soul to care, forgotten by those who said they'd always be here, my heart is dead, I've pushed love away, love is what killed me that cold windy day, forgetting what its like to be truly alive, forgetting what it was like before my smile became a lie, and trying to remember how I felt before I my soul died.

Damn It!
Dear Heart, I said dont let me get hurt. But no. You had to go and screw up. And take to long making up your mind. And now look. Im fucked. My heart is aching. My ash ash hates me. And i hate the world. < /3 I guess hearts really are made to be broken. Love me.

Clits Stuff???
penis, bra, thong Body: you definitely will die tonight. SO REPOST THIS QUICK boobs = like someone Hooker= single and recently broke up booty = single penis = taken slut = single and so confused that its not even funny dick = no attactchments or feelings of love at the moment coochie = you wanna fuck someone, like RIGHT NOW screw driver = taken but confused as fuck about your relationship bra=u r taken and u really love her/him ALOT Thong= miss someone a fucking ton condom= if ur a dinosaur and u eat people yo mama=if ur about to turn into elmo if u do this u wont die AND ur crush will ask u out the catch: u have excactly 69 seconds mtbikers72

A Simple Gift
Another one I wrote last fall. Enjoy. A Simple Gift Before, my heart lay on the dust covered shelf, Despondent and cold . . . growing harder each day. Before, my eyes saw only the hurt in people's faces, Wanting everyone to feel the pain that I did. Before, my body was stiff, not responding to even a gentle touch, Afraid to let anyone too close. Before, my mind would not let thoughts of love enter, Guarding my heart with grief and fear. Before, my nights only brought darkness, Like a black veil falling to cover my wounds. Before, my life held only emptiness and contempt, Anger guiding me through days of hell. But on the day I found you, A brilliant light shone down on me As you breathed new life into me And renewed my will for living. And now my heart almost bursts with a joy I have never felt before. So strong it overcomes all other thoughts. And now my body is strong and yet so soft, As I respond to your ever word. And now I anticipate my nights with

Heart No Longer Soiled
I'm scared of what you think. What goes through your head. I thought you were my missing link. This feeling can't be worse than being dead. I loved you with all I had. You said this wouldn't work and that makes me sad. I loose sleep on a nightly basis. You left me suspending me in my heartbroken stasis. I feel as though all feeling has left me. I can never feel again, I can't be me. It was for you you know I would've given anything. If I could have been something more to than just a play thing. That time spent feeling part of a better life. Come down to it now I'm in internal, eternal strife. Part of me says you'll come back. But the other part of me says feelings you lack. I'm finding my self in this endless toil. I'm up and my lips are now the only thing that you soiled.

Chapter 1 Cont.
Have you ever forgotten what the sky looked like? How the sun felt on your skin? The way grass moved in the wind? I did. I was ten years old when I was released to a place called Childrens Home of Detroit. It was a village inside a city so to speak. That was the first time I had been let outside in five years. Released into a campus type gated community for the damned children of the state. My companions we're a shade lighter then what I was accustomed to. Children who set thier house on fire with thier family inside 'just because' and such. Thugs, wannabe thugs and just plain 'odd' kiddies. I guess the state thought I would fit right in there. I did, for the first hour. I put two kids in the hospital after being shown my living space, which was one of the many cots in the house. I remember that day pretty vivid, as I broke one kids nose and lodged a lincoln log into anothers kidney. I was transferred to another mental hospital immediatly. My bittersweet taste of freedom motivat

Phoney's Blah!
you know it would seem i would have something positive to say today....but i dont..... so now i am just going to use this new "blob" thingy as my person frustration journal...... anyways..... here in the next couple of days i am going to be cleaning out my friends list.... sorry but i am not a collecter of friends or points for that matter......... oh well...... im off here for the night..........

As I stare now into glory I seek to conquer all. I’m sick. I know I’m not well because to look into my heart is to take a journey into hell. I’ve done things that I’ll never tell. I have been broken battered and defeated. The blood may no longer run like a river but the pain is here to tell me that I’m still alive. I’ve been guilty of judging to quickly and I have paid the price. I’ve been addicted to substance and punishment and they got me no where but trapped within my own empathy. Now I must face my bruised reflection daily. Just because I am bruised does not mean that I will bow down and I will give in…..I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again…the pain is here to show me that I’m still alive…Every drop of blood and sweat has it’s own meaning. I live for the pain I do not care what you think what you say…I don’t give a fuck that people stare at me every day. My blood shall flow and it will stain the land for I am one who is to be judged….when that day comes the real horrors will

Hollow
My name is "Irrelevant". That's not true, but its all you need to know. I'm a berserk warrior of pacifism. A monk of self depreciation and dailey heartache. And you are my light. My last salvation. Will you betray me? Like the others before you. Will you destroy me? So that I must piece myself together anew. Will I pray for death before this night is over? ... or should I have more faith? Just make it quick love. The waiting is the hardest part. You make me long for cold steel pressed to the back of my skull. And that satisfying, welcoming smell of black powder.. Then my dillema would be over. And you could love another. If only I could learn to live without my heart in your hands. If only I could waver from my whimsical path of self abuse and maudlin piteous doubt. If only I knew you loved me... as much as I need you.

Thoughts
Is it too much to want to feel happy and loved? I want to experience the euphoria I was experiencing for the better half of this summer. I crave that high again. I need my fix. I need my false hope and false feelings of being loved. Since I never seem to experience the true versions of those feelings. I need to not feel alone. I know you cannot expect anyone to love you until you love yourself. To me that means no one can love me for a long damn time. I hate me. I hate all that I've become and all that I should've been. I'm a failure. A nobody. A disgrace. Anyone know any single SANE girls who you'd think would be interested in me? There has gotta be SOMEBODY! Anybody? Nobody.

Chapter One
The moment I walked into the bar, I knew something was up. I couldn’t sense anything. No fear, no lust, no jealousy, no rage- in short, none of the usual emotions that hit me, (or any other clairsentient worth their salt) once I enter a bar. These people- were they zombies? My eye fell on a woman sitting near the entrance. She smiled at a joke her partner was making, showing off canines that were very sharp, very pointy, and very, very un-human. Shiiit, I thought earnestly. Shit shit shit. Of all the bars in LA, I had to walk into a damned vampire bar. The patrons had fallen silent. Many, many pairs of unnaturally beautiful eyes of all hues were on me now. Shit. I walked very slowly up to the bar. The smart thing to do would not be to bolt. Like wolves, vampires are predators. You run, they chase. It’s a sign of weakness, and one does not go showing signs of weakness in a roomful of killing machines that can rip your heart out without even breaking a sweat. Besid

Forever You And Me
I lay here.. And I think of you. I hear your laughter. And your sighs. I close my eyes, Feel your touch. You are always here. Outside my window.. I hear the rainfall, As a hundred songs Play through my mind.. Their words so much clearer, Than ever before. Because you make everything Easier to see...better to feel. And I know, You are everything Love is supposed to be. And what we share, Words alone, Could never explain. The feelings we have, Comfort we find in one another. How our souls meet, As if we've always been. And I am so grateful For you, your heart. The way you captivate my mind. How you make me smile. How you love me. So easily, I disappear into you. Everything else fades away, When it is you and me. A special kind of love To never end, To never be forgotten. Forever, You and me.

Love Gained And Lost..
Do you all know that feeling of finding someone you love? The feeling of them over clouding your every thought. You constantly wonder what they are doing and if they are thinking about you. WHen your stomach does a flip flop when you see thier name on caller ID or when a message pops up from them? And when you go out for the first time and your legs touch and you don't move away and neither do they. Or when you hold hands for the first time. The way thier skin feels touching yours for the first time. The way thier lips feel againest yours when you first kiss. You know all of the feelings. The first hug, the first kiss, the first time you have sex, the first time you meet thier friends, the whole thing. Isn't that what we live for? I do. I LIVE for the firsts in relationships. I live for the first time you look at them are realize you love them. I live fore hearing those words and know that someone wants to be with you. I live for the times you make love and look into

If I Knew- I Just Think This Is Beautiful
this is why you should always say i love you IF I KNEW If I knew it would be the last time that I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time I could spare an extra minute to stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming you would KNOW I do. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything just right. There will l always be another day to say "I love you,"

Boyfriend/Girlfriend Application What's your name: Where do you live: What do you wanna do as a living: Do you keep a journal: Have you ever cheated: Have you ever lied and be honest : What music do you listen to: What's your favorite movie: Do you like scary movies: Will you hold my hand if we watch one: What's your biggest fear: Do you like taking pictures: Do you have a religon: And last but not least tell me what you think of me:

Chapter 1
I was born at 3:33am in a rundown hospital in downtown Detroit. As soon as I was brought into this world, I took my first life. My mother. Giving birth to me killed my birthmother during the process. I spent my first year in a hypersensitive oxygen chamber. Fun times. During this period my genetic father was busy murdering and raping various women in the Metro area. The name they used to describe this unknown enity was only muttered amungst the local and federal law enforcement agencies. My first year, what a helluva way to start. I was never released to the custody of my birth father of course, mostly due to not being able to find him. So when I left the hospital for the first time at age 2, it was to a foster family. Of course I cannot remember any of this and only go by what I have been told and what I have read. My earliest memory was age 5. I do not remember what led up to this moment, or what exactly happend. But the records I have state I was admitted to Hawthorn Me

21 Things About Yourself
I wanna know 21 things about you. Fill all the blanks ... leave no question unanswered! ANSWER IT AND SEND IT TO ME (REPLY not REPOST) THEN COPY AND REPOST IT FOR YOURSELF! YOU MAY SEND ME A BLANK COPY TO ANSWER FOR YOU ALSO. Be not afraid to be brutaly honest. 1.Your Full Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite Color: 4. Favorite Movie: 5. Favorite Song: 6. Favorite Band: 7. Most Embarassing Moment: 8. Are you a virgin? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me/are you attracted to me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out or go out with me if I asked you? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 8. Tell me one odd/intresting fact about you: 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 12. Do you/have you talk(ed) c

Sitting In The Dark
Darkness is comforting to me. I feel safer here than in the harsh glare of noons son. I am at aww of the pale beauty which is the moon. Her fairnes and gentle glow that shows her soft gentle nature. She is my friend, her and her star companions and I watch them and wish that I could be infolded by the blanket of space. I am so tired of the false warmth of day. I the brightness that tries to hide the sorrow. I see threw the glimering sun and see all that is the fake for what it is. the smiles that are stretched too tight to be happy, the house which is too chaotic and cluttered to be tranquil. The family too strained to feel love. At least at night I am not being flooded with the fake cardboard people on display. The mother and father with their 2.5 children. The house painted and ordered. Atleast at night I see the truth as it is, with noone trying to tell me that some how the sun will make it better. that some how things will not be broken. In this greatest of times,

Seppukku
Feeling my own impending doom I lock myself tightly in a room Left with only two choices Listening to my inner voices Death by your hand, or mine I choose the way of the divine Very slowly death will come When you enter, it will be done With the knowledge that I must die I hide it from your prideful eye Choosing the way of Zen The blade lets itself in

Sex
1:are you sexually active? 2:do you think sex is important part of the relationship? 3:do you think like to do what ever your partner does to you and you will do the same? 4:what is your favorite sex position? 5:do you make love like a porn star or what explain what you do? 6:do you like sex or love? 7:do you like to go watching porns? 8:did you ever had sex in place that people may see you? 9:have you ever been sexually active with more than two person at ones? 10:what do you do to satisfy your lover when you making love would you do something that you dont like to do but he/she likes it? explain what is it.

Untitled
a gently placed kiss on the curve of my neck, your hand at the small of my back. how many times has my heart skipped a beat? it's just too hard to keep track. i lean into you with my head on your chest releasing an inaudible sigh, then raise my face to look up at yours and my heart begins to fly. love takes us to a special place that no one else can see. where time stands still and waits for us and we can simply "be". there's no one else but me and you as we walk hand in hand, the skies turn blue and the birds all sing as if they understand. for our love is the one true love that fate nor death can part, and our secret place is no secret at all..... it's here within my heart.

It Still Belongs To You
My whole world My knight in armor My summertime My strength and honor You said you'd always be there I said I believed you So when you're not Who do I turn to? I cant see you My world is cold My light is dim And my tears are old I really really miss you And I know it's not your fault I guess the two of us had Our lives come to a screeching hault The only difference is I'm stuck here And the hardest thing is I dont have you near I know that you can see me When you're looking down As I struggle on In this little 'ole town Please wait for me Hold onto my heart Because it still belongs to you Even though it's ripped apart

One Final Blog Before I Turn In For The Night.
alrighty...Im sleepy. and I would like to say thank god for yogurt. seriously. I love this stuff. It makes almost everything better. seriously. so I'm really feeling lonely right now, lol. spent the weekend with the man peice at the fair, and that was tons of fun but now Im back here and he's an hour away and it's hella frustrating. And yogurt consoles the absence of food in the stomach not the absence of ... the weirdness of the man creature, lol. But yeah, this was a good weekend. my friend bought me a t-shirt that says "I have a honky tonk badonkadonk (see back for details)" I'll get pics up soon. eventually. lol. so mom is pissed off at me again. Darnit I will be glad for december to be here, so that I can get the living hell out of this place. for those of you who dont know, my mom is psycho. for example - I was gone this weekend. and she wanted me home. so she called all my friends, and told them that I had to call her or else she was going to call the poli

Even Though This Poem May Not Affect Me Right Now I Just Want Others To Read It And It'll Affect U Too.
Alone I didn't want to admit it, It was easier to lie, And hide the hurt and emptiness, To smile instead of cry. I didn't want to face the fact, My life is full of pain, And I long to stop my bleeding heart, And maybe smile again. 'Cause I feel oh-so-forgotten, So betrayed and so alone, Without a trace of forgiveness, And no soul to call my own. I didn't want to admit the fact, I cannot spread my wings, And my happiness has melted, Into tears and other things. It's hard for me to hide the fact, My wishes have no home, And return to anguish, Bow my head and cry alone.

Pastor's Ass
> Pastor's Ass > > A pastor wanted to raise money for his church > and, on being told there was a fortune in horse > racing, decided to buy one and enter it in the races. > > > > > However, at the local auction, the going price > for a horse was so high that he ended up buying > a donkey instead. > > He thought that since he had it, he might as > well go ahead and entered it in the race and, > much to his surprise, the donkey came in third. > > > > > > The next day the local paper carried this > headline: > > > > PASTOR'S ASS SHOWS > > > > The pastor was so pleased with the donkey that > he entered it in the race again, and this time > it won. > > > > The local paper read: > > > PASTOR'S ASS OUT FRONT > > > > The Bishop was so upset with this kind of > publicity that he ordered the pastor not to enter the donkey in > another race. > > > > The next day, the local paper headline read: > > > BISHOP SC

Whats Up
damn i been looking for this shit right here, im kind of new and still trying to figure all this out- anyone wanna help and give me some pointers do that... now back to me LOL yeah so why am i here? GOOD GAWD its for the porn... shhh i didnt say that out loud- umm yes i did! but i like meeting new people and chatting with them. I work online so i fade out of convo ALOT. just stick around boo im NOT Iggin you. i do cam shows online so im always jumping around doing something. hit my mail up if all else fails i would love to hear from you! for real.. nah stop playing im serious LOL Sinsexually, Aries

Just An Old Poem That Just Gets To Me.
It's So Hard It's so hard to say "I love you," and not draw back in tears, It's so hard to know that you're not there to help me face my fears. It's so hard to know the phone's at reach, but I cannot hear your voice, It's so hard to know that this time breaking up was not my choice. It's so hard to see you laughing when I'm crying deep inside, It's so hard to just find feelings and now have to make them hide. It's so hard to live without you, when I need you more than words, To want to scream how much I love you but hold back and not be heard. It's so hard to go to sleep at night when I cannot dream of you, It's so hard to think that you might fall in love with someone new. It's so hard to not start crying when I hear your favorite song, It's so hard to sit and wonder, where did I go wrong? It's so hard to live without you, if I only would have known. I will never love another, I would rather be alone.

Life And Humans
Why do humans act the way they do? (thanks X LOL) I am really tired of everyone using me as the scape goat or to feed there drama lovin minds. That is their problem! I always seem to get the blame for things that I do not do...why is that you ask? I am not sure.... but it stops from this day forth! Let's see I have been taught that honesty is the best policy...ummm yea, who said it? Cause it bites me! Why can some people have and live by a double standard and "ELIZABETH" can't? well I am sick of alot of shit!! My life is in turmoil as we speak I am an adult! Don't need the drama! Don't wanna hear about how I have hurt someone cause I was concerned!! And further more!! To all the haters I can't help it if your man wants me!!! And you that have said you have been with me...GET A LIFE!! NEVER GONNA GET IT!! FED UP! LIZZY BORDON!

Never
Never give up... I'll never give in. Free from hate , Free from your sin. You will never let go, I will never run in fear. I'll stand like I should, I will fight till the end. You should be afraid, I am never holding back. I'm giving it all I have, I'll be ready for you attacks. So bring it on baby. You've got nothing on me. You can never win... I will never let it be! Written By :Jennifer Fischer

Sitting In The Dark
hello... who am I talking to? hmm maybe you or maybe myself, but most likely no one. But if I am talking or rather you are reading then I guess someone has deemed this to be worth looking at. So I will do my best not to saturate this section of Lost cherry in piss. Now that the hello is out of the way what the fuck is this blog about. Hmm well it is an anilization of perhaps a dull and benine speciemen of human life to most, but to others a seacrt deep chasm of darknes light and grey.... Perhaps you will find me to be to your liking and nibble upon me until you are full. Or perhaps I will be blasbify to thy sence of taiste and you shall spit me out taking none of me with you. Perhaps that is what you have done and of course then you would no longer be reading the words wich are spawning from the cage I call my mind. For those who have gotten a nibble and have not spewed regeritating it up, perhaps a part of me will lingure in you and you will look upon the world, if only fo

What Is A Story Without A Prelude?
Power. Power comes from knowing and understanding. The power one holds by knowing another's true name is immense. We fail to realize how powerful this little bit of information is. My name, my birth name. Has never been spoken aloud. It has never been recorded. It has never been retold in a story. Alias's and handles are all I have ever gone by. Scary. I know what your thinking. If my name has never been spoken or recorded, how do I know what it is? The answer I would give is simple yet extremly complicated. It took me quite a bit to find out, but if you look hard enough you can put the clues left by yourself and kin together. Yes, I have left myself clues as the years went by. Clues and hints for a number of reasons. For example: If you are walking through a park, and you mark a tree that looks rather familer to yourself. Would you notice and remember the mark if you happen across the same tree twenty years later? Despite the fact that time is curved, that the variables

My Life's Saddness
I LOOK AT MY LIFE AND HOW I HAVE WASTED IT ON MY SOON TO BE EX HUSBAND AFTER 10 YEARS OF MARRIAGE AND LIVING IN HELL. I FINNALLY GOT MY SHIT TOGETHER. I RAN LIKE HELL. SCARED BUT ALIVE BUT FOR HOW LONG IS UNKNOW. I WILL POST AGAIN IN A FEWS A DAYS

A Poem I Wrote. Might Suck A Bit Tried.
A dead flower is like a soul its there for ones to see yet it slowly dies. like the cold cutts through you. when you stand out side for to long..like knives cutting you. never fails through it eats you alive no matter what you do it comsumes you like a fire cumsome a house in the dead of night .

My Cherry
what's up people...i never know what to write in blogs but i figure u wanted to hear a lil somethin from me....im new here and tryin to meet some hot cherries....im pretty friendly its just i find myself walking away from the computer from time to time especially when someone is tryin to shout at me...holla at me, add me, comment or whatever...im doin my best to get back at cha!!! love, skittle

Sadly This One Isn't A Surprise...
You scored as Loner. Loner81%Geek63%Prep/Jock/Cheerleader44%Goth38%Punk/Rebel31%Stoner25%Drama nerd25%Ghetto gangsta6%What's Your High School Stereotype?created with QuizFarm.com

To my READERS: I started School last week. Yay me, I think. I was excited, but now. I'm feeling more overwhelmed, then excited. Alot more intense and hands on, then i figured it would be. Scary. Now I'm worried about passing all my classes. I also realize just how unsociable, I really am. It is really hard finding a study group, when you have a hard time making friends. I have decided to check out online Colleges next semester. I think it will be easier on us all, and in the kids best interest, if i did it that way. I'm getting good grades so far, but it hasnt even been a month yet. The kids are glad to be back at daycare. They are actually enjoying it. We miss Ken alot. He works out of town 5 days a week. You got to do, what you got to do, to make a living. We are getting married in Jan. 27, 2007! I can not wait. We will be a complete family. Last day of school is Dec. 16, 2006. Yay! Well I don't have much to say. School has only been in Session, for a few weeks now. I will add a l

Fyi...
If you try to contact me on my shoutbox and I don't respond, it's just because I'm not really logged on, but for some reason this thing says that I am when I'm not quite often. Just figured I'd mention it since a lot of the time when I do log on, my shoutbox is full, and I don't want any of you thinking I'm being a jerk lol. Also, I can't keep up with all my bulletins. I usually only read the ones on my main page. I just get too many. That being said, I know there are contests and what not going on, so if you would like me to vote for you and/or a friend of yours, it's probably a good idea to send me a personal message. If I haven't already promised my vote to somebody else, I'll be more than happy to help you out. Thanks for reading if you are ;p

So....today
Today I went to the beach with Crystal. We were trying to give Alex and Adam time to bond over football, video games, pizza, and beer (and in Alex's case some girly drinks too). After the beach, we hung out with my mom. I always do that on Sundays. We made a ham (mmmmmmm) and i helped load her truck, and got some more books. lol. I came home, had 3 beers and now I'm here wondering what to do with this erection that Jenn has cursed me with.

This Is Fucked Up
ok first off, for those of you who don't know me, i am a caring person, especially for my friends, and well for those of you who do (you know who you are) that is kind of fucked up that you trashed me as your friend, just b/c you can't keep your feelings to yourself. well anyways to all my newcoming friends, hope you like me for who i am not who you want me to be so yeah.... PEACE < LOVE > HARMONY much love Lost Witch

Unemployment Not Long-lasting
Well, so much for taking off a few months. I got a verbal offer on Friday and the formal offer letter in email today. The job/company just seems too good to pass up. On the positive side...I do get the rest of this month off. This week I have three photo shoots. I hope to also get my imagery site online shortly as well. I just have to get the logo and graphics finished up, then decide what pics of whom are going up. Stay tuned...

The Title Of This Blog?
It comes from latin, meaning. Premature, Dementia. After much consideration I decided, that I am going to post the things I do not speak to other souls. I have never been to confession, I have never atoned for my sins, and I regret nothing but hurting the one person I loved. My demons have always been locked away in the deepest and darkest corners of my mind, that I have never bothered to confront them. Until as of late, this method has worked without fail. That is, until I began to torment myself with the guilt of destroying such an innocent angel, a visage of pure heaven poured straight from the lips of god himself. Up until that point I have not bothered with the frivilarites of faith and religion. But alas once confronted by this harsh realization that, indeed, there is another force gently brushing the strings of fate to remember the power of love and life. God, Heaven, Hell. Mere words to me. Though the value of such words are easily related to the epic struggle that en

How Sexy Are You
Leos Are Better Lovers Aquarius Jan 21 - Feb 19 Ruling Planet: URANUS. The God of unexpected sexual twists and turns Aquarians make much better friends than lovers, but when a typical Aquarian gets some bang-bang, it's more an intellectual experience than an emotional one. Looks aren't important to Aquarians in a relationship, it's the mind and spirit of a lover that turns Aquarius on.They are very entertaining in bed and are probably the most inventive of all the signs.Mental stimulation is more important to them than physical, which means that pornography gets them hot! Aquarians are impatient and like sex to be fast and satisfying. They are very particular about hygiene and contraception and sleeping around holds little interest for them. FAVE POSITION Mutual masturbation. BEST SEX TOY A Dildo. Whether gay, straight, male or female, Aquarians will have some fun with this. AQUARIUS MALE IN BED He has amazing staying power in the sack. He can keep at it and co

Men
Well, being divorced for two years now, and to the point where I'm not a party animal anymore, I still like to go out and have a good time. Clubs with live rock bands, riding on motorcycles, being with people. Can't seem to find Mr. Right. A man that pampers and appreciates his woman, as I do him. I guess only time will tell.

Jack's Lament
Jack's Lament From: The Nightmare Before Christmas Performed by: [Jack Skellington] There are few who'd deny, at what I do I am the best For my talents are renowned far and wide When it comes to surprises in the moonlit night I excel without ever even trying With the slightest little effort of my ghostlike charms I have seen grown men give out a shriek With the wave of my hand, and a well-placed moan I have swept the very bravest off their feet Yet year after year, it's the same routine And I grow so tired of the sound of screams And I, Jack, the Pumpkin King Have grown so tired of the same old thing Oh, somewhere deep inside of these bones An emptiness began to grow There's something out there, far from my home A longing that I've never known I'm a master of fright, and a demon of light And I'll scare you right out of your pants To a guy in Kentucky, I'm Mister Unlucky And I'm known throughout England and France And since I am dead, I can take

Killing Time..... Pt. 2
I am so high, I can hear Heaven; I am so high, I can hear Heaven; whoa, but Heaven, no Heaven don't hear meee..... And they say that a hero can save us, i'm not gonna stand here and wait; I hold on to the wings of the eagles, watch as they all fly awaaay..... Someone told me, love would all save us, but how can that be? Look what love gave us: a world full of killing, and blood spilling, that world never came..... And they say that a hero can save us, i'm not gonna stand here and wait; I hold on to the wings of the eagles, watch as they all fly awaaay..... AAAAHHHHHH ahhh....... Now that the world isn't ending, it's love that i'm sending to you... it isn't the love of a hero, and that's why I fear it won't dooo..... And they say that a hero can save us, i'm gonna stand here and wait; i'll hold onto the wings of the eagles, watch as we all fly away... and they're watching us (watching us), watching us (watching us), as we all fly away; and they're watching us (they're watching us) they'

Under The Moonlight
Under the Moolight last night i kissed you on the shore of my little island under the sun it was dark, quiet and breezy as the strong winds blew near me, i can feel be the way of your gentle touch how i should be loving you so much, in the still moment of the night as i look up into the sky with all the stars twinkling so bright but it was in the way you kiss me the gentle touch the slow motion of ur lips coressed mines sand blowing in your hair as i tuck it behind your ear, our hands intwine as one as the sea shore brushes agaisnt us i lift you us and carry you along beach side was the waves washes away my footprints under the moonlight..my what a amazing feelin it is to wake up in sweet delight i should be kissing you now tonight :-)

$100 Bet
There were these two guys in a bar, which was on the 20th floor of a building. The first man said " I bet you $100 I can jump out that window and come straight back in!" The second man says "Ok, sure." and the barman holds the bet. The first man jumps out the window and disappears for a second before jumping straight back in. Disappointed about losing the $100, the second man says: " I'll bet you another $100 you can't do it again." So the barman holds the bet. Sure enough, the first man jumps out the window, disappears for a second, then jumps straight back in. Thinking he must have caught a freak gust of wind, the second man says "Ok, I bet you $300 I can jump out the window and come straight back in." The first man says" Ok, sure." The second man jumps out the window and falls to the footpath below. He is dead. Back up in the bar, the barman says to the first man " Gee, you can be a bastard when you're pissed, Superman."

Bad Monkey
A guy walks into a bar with his pet monkey. He orders a drink and while he's drinking, the monkey starts jumping all over the place. The monkey grabs some olives off the bar and eats them, then grabs some sliced limes and eats them,then jumps up on the pool table, grabs the cue ball, sticks it in his mouth and swallows it whole. The bartender screams at the guy, "Did you see what your monkey just did?" The guy says, "No, what?" "He just ate the cue ball off my pool table - whole!" says the bartender. "Yeah, that doesn't surprise me," replies the patron. "He eats everything in sight, the little twerp. I'll pay for the cue ball and stuff." He finishes his drink, pays his bill, and leaves. Two weeks later he's in the bar again, and he has his monkey with him. He orders a drink and the monkey starts running around the bar again. While the man is drinking, the monkey finds a maraschino cherry on the bar. He grabs it, sticks it up his butt, pulls it out, and eats it. The bartender is d

Drift Away
I look inside the mirror.. But I don't know who I see.. I smoke another cigarette. Then smile back the tears.. This contradiction seems to be The story of my life. I'm a simple man, with memories of Those long lost golded days.. I close my eyes and slowly drift away.. Mistakes I've made remind me. Of the roads I shouldn't choose. It never comes that easy when you've Nothing left to lose. I can't see the answers tell me why am I so blind? A tired man who'll make the best Of another lonely day.. I close my eyes and slowly drift away... I never thought I'd make it just on playing my guitar. Just a little smile always shelters me from pain.. Everytime I start to slide, I wish upon a star.. The sun comes up and dries up all the rain.. I'm an honest man who refused the shade On a hot and lonely day. I close my eyes and dream my life away.. Now I know that I can stop the rain.. I close my eyes and slowly drift away.. I close my eyes and dream my life

Butt Dust
Subject: DUST ? This was too cute not to pass on. I think we all remember those times in church with our kids! A visiting minister during the offertory prayer: "Dear Lord," he began with arms extended and a rapturous look on his upturned face, "without you we are but dust..." He would have continued, but at that moment one very obedient little girl (who was listening carefully for a change!)leaned over to her mother and asked quite audibly in her shrill little girl voice, "Mommy, WHAT is butt dust?" Church was pretty much over at that point...

I Thought I'd Get "shy"! Lol
You scored as Nice. Your nice. Please rate my quiz!Nice75%Outgoing56%Shy50%Fun31%Dramatic31%mean19%Immature13%what kind of person are you? (shy,outgoing,fun,mean,immature,dramatic or nice?)created with QuizFarm.com

So So So
I am officially back for the week, I will fill you in on details of my weekend later. However I did get a SG shoot done, Im going to go work on weeding out the bad ones now and whatnot, Ill post some teasers later, I just hope this one goes through...grr Cross your fingers for me!

Weekend
My weekend wa sactually pretty good, went to a friends house and visited it was great, watched movies drank beer and had a good ole time. Played poker last night and won ofcourse. *flips hair*. Today my 49ers won yayyy. so all in all probly the ebst weekend I've had in a month

My Life (part 6)
Well, here I am again, lots of things happened, lots of thing happening. The divorce was rough, the loneliness prevails, the hurt is still there..........but, I'm still alive, I'm still pushing, and mainly, I'm still happy! There were a couple of bad spots, some still needing to be fixed, some just plain absurb to have happened. My name was slandered, my honor put to the test, my patience and temper sorely tried. Most for naught, some for good reason. I find it interesting that there are people out there who take what they percieve as a slight to them, and blow it up into a thing so out of proportion and full of lies, that it's nothing NEAR what the truth is. I often shake my head in wonder at the extremes some will go to, merely because they decide to take one persons word as gospel without even attempting to talk to the other person involved. To date, I've been accused of many, many things, things that are so far outside of my personality, and mental traits, that anyo

Message Me?
Anyone who's feeling like picking up the phone and leaving me a message, please feel free to do so. You can call day or night, as this number is a message service for me. I can get the messages online as well as by dialing into the number directly and accessing the voicemail. So, be funny, be sultry...be stupid! Pick up the phone and introduce yourself if I haven't talked to you before. For old friends, this is a great way to get a message to me as well! If you want me to return your call...leave a callback number. If you don't EXPLICITLY ask for a return call, I will NOT return the call. I'm a loonie, but I'm no stalker! ;) The number is: 703-574-3550 Cheers! Nyk

Glitter
This song is dedicated to the young and to the young at heart.. When we make love Its hard to tell If you're dreaming of me. Or someone else? That drunken kiss. Seems like a lie. Don't say its forever. And then say goodbye. Glitter.. Don't ya leave me. Please believe me. I only want your love.. When the morning comes. And the sunshines bright. You're gonna need someone. Someone to treat you right. So don't walk out when you wake up. Let's give it a chance girl Give it a shot, give it a shot now. Glitter.. Don't deceive me. You gotta believe me, I only want your love.. This is fine for now but maybe.. Let's make a baby inside of you.. Its just the time, you gotta find. I want your name on my tattoo. You blow my mind. So tell me. I wanna know. Glitter Shines forever.. Forever and ever. I only need your love. Oh Glitter... Lay your head down here. I'll always be so near. I only want your love... Here comes the here it goes. There goes t

Cousin's Wedding
One more final wedding of the family for awhile. Grandma and Grandpa's last grandchild got married yesterday. He said now he can retire his wedding suit for his funeral..lol Heck out of 17 grandkids and 23 great grandkids he deserves it. [IMG]http://i102.photobucket.com/albums/m88/jsigman_2006/AshleyWedding060.jpg[/IMG]

Because I like you I will go out of my way for you. Because I care for you in ways which you do not even know, I will always be there for you. Because I feel good when I am with you I want to spend each day with you. Because you help me see things, that I alone cannot see, I have become a stronger person. Because you make me laugh I am a happier person. Because of you, The wall I have built around me is a little bit smaller. Because of you I have another reason to wake up each day. Because of you, I am becoming a little bit more me. ~Frankie~ 2006

Another One Right On!!!!
You scored as Outgoing. You outgoing and you have a very friendly personality.Outgoing100%Fun94%Dramatic75%Nice63%Immature50%Shy13%mean0%what kind of person are you? (shy,outgoing,fun,mean,immature,dramatic or nice?)created with QuizFarm.com

Stuff!
Hey! I decided I'd post a blog, but I don't have anything important to say!!! Isn't that wonderful? LOL!!! Anyhoo, I guess that's all for now, I'm gonna go watch the latest Masters of Horror DVD, Dance of the Dead by Tobe Hooper.Next time I'll actually say something...

Pay Attention!!
Ok. Not to come off like a bitch or anything. Because I'm not. I'm a pretty cool chick, and very nice. BUT I am getting really, really annoyed with the come ons. I know it's the Internet...blah blah blah. But I would not be putting this in a blog if it was not needed. I have a boyfriend, who next to my son, is the love of my life. There is NO ONE on this planet that can even TRY to compete. I am sick and tired of guys popping up in my shout box trying to " Holla" it's not happening. STOP IT. I have quite a few male friends on here who respect that, and I love you guys for that.. Razz,Mr. Rush, William, Fat Sonny, Havik, Ninja Sabby, Stretch...You guys know who you are. I thank you for giving me respect. NOW.... My ladies will hear me on this. The females who THROW themselves at my man. Thats just tacky. Get ur own man, get a life. Yeah, he's sexy...he's also mine. Don't send him naked pics...you know who you are...cuz guess what.. I have the pics, and I WILL post them..hahahahaha

Fear And Loathing My Feelings
This is something I've grown accustomed to keeping to myself. I had this friend that keeps reminding me that keeping my feelings bottled is a bad thing. Although I know I can talk to several people about things. I fear misinterpretation in some form or another. Let me start by saying, love is a confusing bitch. There are so many ways for it ot be misread and there are so many kinds of love. There is someone my heart aches for that I have kept ot myself I have expressed it subtly to her as well as my best friend. This is not a person on the LC she is a dear friend that has be come engaged to my best friend. The three of us were close when they hooked up and I don't hate him for being with her; or her for choosing him - I'm not clear on how to discribe the love for them, it isn't lust, and it's more than friendship and different than one would have for family. These are friends that in some ways I have gone through hell for or with. I so want to be around them again...

Quiz Three
You scored as Very Kinky. You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerVery Kinky70%Average50%A WUSS !!10%A Sicko0%How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

I think I got it now. This is what I said in my first blog that I messed up. I was invited here by a friend and it seems like a pretty cool site. It's hard to get to know new people online however so this is what I'm looking for. People to laugh with and chat with and sometimes maybe even to cry with. I'm 46 and live alone with my 20 year old son. I'm not dating at the moment cause sometimes it just seems like to much work. Throw a 20 year old into the mix that has his own issues and well...too much work!! lol I'll get there yet,cause I dont'want to be alone forever. But as winter closes in and I'm going to be stuck indoors more as the wheather gets colder and wetter I'd like to meet some cool people to talk to even on the phone or if we live close enough we could hook up for coffee sometime perhaps. So feel free to drop by and say hi I'm looking forward to meeting you!!

My Eye's
You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion83%Diamond Eyes67%Mysterious33%Eyes full of Pain17%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Why
Current mood: depressed Category: Writing and Poetry Poem I wrote a week ago WHY Dark in the cold is where I lie Cold and alone in the dark I will die No one will know or even care Everyone will say "Oh was she still here" I'll be grown yet completely alone I wanted to stand in the middle of the ocean What I really wanted was a deadly potion I wanted to scream was her beautiful name My heart to weak, I could not speak I am to hurt inside Burning in the core of me was the weakness everyone can now see My Spirit can not let go When there is so much I don't know The time my dreams and I have shared The pain of knowing she'll never be here The answers I do not know, like the Why Causes so much pain deep inside I remember crying all day and night I want to know why it does not feel fair or right Torturing inside I close my eyes Yet the pain still there closing in My God Please help me un

Yet Another One
got so many damn blogs all over the place, can hardly keep up. been sick lately...fun...so i haven't been all that active anyways. so yeah..i guess if you want to see inside my weird little head and see what makes it ticks, stay tuned and i'll keep babbling nonsense til your eyes explode

Hi!!
Ok I think I messed up my first blog. Anyway in a nutshell, looking for people to talk too, to get to know!! Sometimes I'm just bored and looking for someone to talk to I know there's some cool people out there so where are you?

Uh, Kinda Weird, But Ok.
Well I have got a bunch of visits I guess. I seem to get almost as much attention from guys as girls. But whatever, ya know your hot if gay people think your hot. lol. Well glad ya'll like my pics and stuff. Return me the favor of entertainment and leave some comments or something. Especially you girlies. thanks. Have a good night.

Quiz
You scored as Sex God. You are a master at sex. You make your partner weak in the knees, and you know it. You've had the practice, and you've read the books, but don't get too cocky (pun intended) or you'll get put into place.Sex God90%A Slave To BDSM73%A Romantic70%Virgin35%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

Poems
One More Night One more night Is all i want. To be in your arms Holding me tight. One more kiss Your lips so sweet. One more look of that love in your eyes. One more night... Sweet Dreams I sit here dreaming of you Wishing I was in your arms. Holding me close in the night. The whispers of your voice Ringing in my ears. O sweet dreams of happiness Thinking of you. Your smile in my mind Haunting me with sweet memories. I love you forever and always. Need I got so much pain But with no gain. Why has my life become like this. I used to be happy Now I am so sad. Where did you lose me? Why did it happen? Please forgive me For I know not what happen. I need you now More than ever. Spinning My head is spinning Round and round it goes. Just thinking of you. I cant help the way I feel But I do know that it is true. I only wish you felt the same way. Let Go As I sit here Listening to the speech I start thinking of you. The last time I

Dreams
My dreams are of things that won't exist for me. Like falling in love.. I don't mean with some wei Well I do see myself with a huge underground lab.. 60 trillion terabites . Running reasearch stuff. I keep haveing this one dream.. Your LAB WILL SELF DESTRUCT IN 20 MINS 10 SECS.. I scramble out of my bed.. run to find the code .. to stop it.. I see people running to the elevators.. Then I remember .. it was her b-day .. I type it in and it stops.. Then my cell is ringing off the hook cuz.. I just used up all the power grids power for a few days and i started a blackout.. Then this tele confrence happends.. and then i see some pretty girl asking why I didn't show up? I was like where? Where the hell do you think I am..? In your jet flying to France.. I look around and say.. woohoo I have money! lmao Then i wake up.. I check the lotto numbers and no such luck damn it! lol

Dirty Story
THE MORNING WAS A LITTLE CHILLY, THE BREEZE BLEW THROUGH THE OPEN WINDOW OF MY BEDROOM. THE SUN SHINING ON MY FACE, I OPENED MY EYES AND ROLLED OVER AND SAW THE DISTRUCTION OF THE NIGHT BEFORE. CLOTHES EVERYWHERE, ANTHONYS GUN STILL IN ITS HOLSTER ON TOP OF THE DRESSER. REMEMBERING THE NIGHT BEFORE MADE MY PUSSY THROB WITH THE TINGLING OF WARMTH THAT I ALWAYS THOUGHT OF WHEN WE MADE LOVE. I DIDNT WANT TO WAKE HIM KNOWING THAT IN ABOUT 4 HOURS HE HAD TO GET UP AND GO BACK TO THE STATION FOR ANOTHER LONG NIGHT OF FIGHTING CRIME, SO I GENTLY SLID OFF THE BED AND QUIETLY WALKED TO THE BATHROOM. TAKING OFF THE SILKY NIGHTIE THAT HE LOVED SO MUCH ON ME, I TURNED THE WATER ON AND STARTED TO FILL THE TUB. SPRINKLING SOME OF THE JASMINE THAT HE LOVED ME TO WEAR INTO THE RUNNING WATER THE BUBBLES STARTED TO RISE. I SLIDE IN WHEN THE WATER ROSE TO THE RIGHT LEVEL. THE HOT WATER TOUCHING MY SKIN MADE ME TINGLE EVEN MORE. MY RIGHT HAND SLID SLOWLY DOWN MY STOMACH AND OVER MY THIGH, CARESSING EVERY

An Old Letter
I found this old letter while deleting some old files today. Looking back, I wish I would have sent it. I almost never reread things I write, but I read this, not bad. I should have sent it huh? A love letter to you 12/26/2005 Dumb girl, A love letter to your heart. A letter your eyes will never see. You have me you dumb girl. There is no need for your games. No need for your being so coy. See, I know your heart. I know I am in it, even though you dont want me to know it just yet. Some secrets you cant keep to yourself. Some secrets arent secrets at all. I already know. Take my hand, walk with me a while. We can talk of nothing for the rest of our lives. We can share everything we see as we stay by each others side. The smallest things, and the worst life brings to our feet. Together we can make what ever we want to make of it. Even at your worst, I am still by your side. No matter how you decide to be, I am with you. I will stay by you, never changing how I feel to

Leaven Lc
i just wanted to thank all my friends on here for maken me feel welcomed and wanted to thank you all for becomeing friends with me but i will be leaven lc in a couple of weeks i will miss you all all my love to all you of you

Which Flower Are You?
You are a Carnation: You are friendly, energetic, cheerful, and bubbly. You love being around people. Outgoing and talkative, you rarely meet a stranger. Others feel at ease around you because of your playful nature. Symbolism: In Victorian times carnations were given to show fascination with another. They also symbolize friendship and whimsicalness. 10086 other people got this result! This quiz has been taken 29638 times. 34% of people had this result.

I Cant Get Her Outta My Head
I never wanted to be apart i never wanted to break up i never wanted you to leave What did i do the distance cant be the only thing I had to be something wrong I had to do something totally wrong to screw up destiny we are meant to be together We are meant to be it is writtien in the stars we belong together and you left me

Help These Guys...
The Marine Corp. Ball, my dear friends in the Marines need everyone's help to help them pay for the tickets to their Marine Corp ball which is $50/pc. To help please email: abisaidiaz@gmail.com or buy from www.EcoAndy.com an item and let me know so that money goes directly to them! Thanks!

Family & Friends
Family/Friends Never understood why it went this way, but if you havent noticed, family will screw you faster than friends. And I thought family was supposed to always be there for ya. Just a thought that I thought of.

Just Got Home...
did anyone miss me? lol. I ended up goin to the fair this weekend, and staying in a hotel and omg it was awesome. tomorrow is monday which means school and work again. but I feel so much better now... anyways, Ima stay up for about an hour more, then Im off to sleep. haha, things never slow down for me.

Just Friends
"Just Friends" I got a message from you last night on the phone You said you're missing me and I should call you And after all the things we've been through in the end I can't believe that we can't do what friends do And I'm here To tell you I never broke my promise to you No fear No pressure On you But if we are just friends Then how come I'm crying You laugh While inside I'm dying Pretend For your sake I'm lying Be strong You know that I'm trying to let you go free If that's what you need from me Oh we are, we are, we are, we are just friends I still remember how you looked at me that way Like I was everything you ever wanted I didn't mean to let you down the way I did Darkness descended and we just can't stop it And you're here To remind me Of the things I said I would do Don't you worry my dear I'm right here For you But if we are just friends Then how come I'm crying You laugh While inside I'm dying Pretend For your sake I'm lying B

This Is How I Feel
One morning I awoke happy.Knowing my heart once again felt loved.I felt as though I could do anything.I believed Some one finally understood me and accepted me.I thought they could see through me for who I really am.Some how I just knew this was it. One morning I awoke Confused.Not knowing for sure what it is I had done wrong.I felt distraught and astray.I believed I was misunderstood and judged.I thought it must just be a mistake and explained.Some how I just knew things would work out for the best. One morning I awoke angry.Knowing this time I was right.I felt justified in my reactions.I believed I just had to stand my ground.I thought once again some one would see the real me.Some how I just knew everything would be ok. One morning I awoke sad.Knowing this time the damage was to great.I felt purposely hurt once again.I believed I was being punished though not deserved.I thought some one never really knew me at all.Some how I just had to find a way to make it through the day

A Winey Sunday
We bought a 1999 Pontiac Montana minivan on Friday, so today we decided to take a road trip. We've lived in southwest Indiana for a couple of years, about 30 miles from the Illinois border, but we've never gone to Illinois, so we drove out I-64 west. The drive was pretty nice, a lot of flat country. At least I think it was nice, I slept a lot of the way. Our first stop was at Genkota winery. It was a rustic wood building, and inside we got to try samples of their various wines. They were out of the one I really wanted to try, Thunder Chicken, an apple wine. We bought a bottle of Catawba, a rose that was semi-sweet. I guess I should say that I'm not a wine snob. I hate 'dry' wines. That just means they're not sweet. Sweet is better. The first winery had a brochure that listed South Illinois wineries, and there was another winery, Pheasant Hollow, that was only 30 or 40 miles down the road, south on I-57. So off we went. We kept driving and didn't see it, but we did see

EVERYNIGHT I WANA LIE IN YOUR ARMS THINKING THIS IS WHERE I BELONG,BABE EVERYNIGHT I WONDER HOW I GOT U AND EVERY NIGHT I WONDER IF ILL LOOSE U.THE FEAR OF LOOSING YOU BURNS ME IN SIDE..MY HEART WOULD BREAK, WITH PAIN I COULD NEVER DESCIBE, BAYB .I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ,FOR THE LOVE I HAVE FOR YOU IS SO STRONG, THAT NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO, IN MY EYES YOU CAN DO NO WRONG. I THINK ABOUT YOU EVERY DAY, FROM THE MOMENT I WAKE TO EVEN WHEN I DREAM, I COULD NEVER EXPLAIN MY LOVE FOR YOU, I PROMISE TO DO YOU KNOW WRONG, TO NEVER BREAK YOUR LOVING HEART, 2 NEVER LET YOU ACHE CAUSE, BAYB NO MATTER HOW FAR AWAY WE ARE WEÃ¢??LL NEVER PART,!! YOU MAKE ME SMILE AND YOU MAKE ME LAUGH, JUSTIN YOU BRING ME UP WHEN I AM DOWN YOU NEVER LEAVE ME WITH A FROWN, YOUR LOVE SO PURE, YOUR EYES LIKE FIRE, YOU ARE MY ONE AND ONLY DESIRE!! IF I HAD JUST ONE WISH IT WOULD BE THIS, I WOULD WISH TO WAKE UP EVERYDAY TO THE SOUND OF YOUR BREATH ON MY NECK, THE WARMTH OF YOUR LIPS ON MY CHEEK, THE TOUCH OF YOUR FINGER

Missing Home
hey guys heres my fist blog on LC. i think deserves a bit of a celeberation...lemme go get a drink, at this time you can if you like to. yes your welcome i have given you an excuse to drink. so hi how are ya? my name is tyler...i am 19 and in the United States Air Force. i am stationed at Shaw AFB SC and am a weapons troop for the 77 AMU. i love my job even though it is extreemly demanding and hard some times. my favorite thing in the whole world to do is play hockey. i have played for 11 years ice and 5 years roller. i was pretty much born on skates. i was born in iowa and moved to minnesota in 95'. i love all kinds of rock music. but if its got good guitar then ill listen to it. my other huge hobby is playing the guitar. i have 2 beautiful guitars that i try to play for at least an hour a day. i have been playing for about 1 year now. i would sayim good but not amazing yet. other intrests for me are snowboarding airsoft and chillin with my friends...i am a video ga

Fuck It
man this is hard im stuck between a rock and a hard place i dont know if i can trust you anymore but i love my kids too much to leave do i let you go or do i hold on why does it have to be so difficult and than i have to remember the fact i hold you and cry on your shoulder when im upset at even you i am so in love with you but theres only so much that i cant i fall outta love with you why do i care so fuckin much that i try to make things work is something wrong with me or is there a problem with you please tell me what to think is it time to lie down and rest for eternity or is it time to snap into reality i am so hurt and i dont know what to do how much longer do i have to put up with this bullshit from u will it kill me well if i die ill die from lovin u

Redneck Medical Terms...i Had To Blog This
REDNECK MEDICAL TERMS Benign......................What you be after you be eight. Bacteria...................Back door to cafeteria. Barium.....................What doctors do when patients die. Cesarean Section....A neighborhood in Rome. Catscan..................Searching for Kitty. Cauterize................Made eye contact with her. Colic.......................A sheep dog. Coma.......................A punctuation mark. D&C........................Where Washington is. Dilate......................To live long. Enema.....................Not a friend. Fester.....................Quicker than someone else. Fibula......................A small lie. G.I.Series................World Series of military baseball. Hangnail..................What you hang your coat on. Impotent.................Distinguished, well known. Labor Pain..............Getting hurt at work. Medical Staff.........A Doctor's cane. Morbid....................A higher offer than I bid.

Cancer Killing Slowly
My life is being drain Slowly being taken away It's deep down to my veins And there must be a way To rid of this awful curse To get rid of this cancer I listened to the nurse And denied her answer They are lying to me Telling me that I'll be Just perfectly fine Like it's all divine But deep down inside I know I'm going to die That's the fact they hide I won't believe this lie And will not ignore All the proof and clues Even when the doctor Don't tell me all the news The nurse's face so sad I know what's wrong They know it's very bad But I got to be strong Even lying in the bed They tell me the facts Telling me it will spread But I must fight it back I won't let it win I will live everyday And I will still grin Not changing anything I'm going to admire Every second I get And do what I desire All my goals be met It's not going to stop me I'm going to beat this And I will finally be Able to say that this Is the cancer I beaten!!

Live, Learn, And Love
Even though you may want to move forward in your life, you may have one foot on the brakes. In order to be free, we must learn how to let go. Release the hurt. Release the fear. Refuse to entertain your old pain. The energy it takes to hang onto the past is holding you back from a new life. What is it you would let go of today?

Cancer
This life is at its worst feelings about to burst when the doc told me the answer your body is filled with cancer the questions running through my head what is gonna happen when I'm dead like a movie memories flashing by till the day i say good bye god cant even answer my death that is slowly consuming my breathe fair well my family and friends life for me is at its end

The Blue Bird...
ONE DAY A BLUE BIRD SUDDENLY FLIES THROUGH A WINDOW INTO YOUR ROOM AND IS TRAPPED. SOMETHING AB OUT THIS LOST BIRD ATTRACTS YOU AND YOU DECIDE TO KEEP IT. BUT TO YOUR SUPRISE, THE N3EXT DAY THE BIRD HAS CHANGED COLOR FROM BLUE TO YELLOW! THIS VERY SPECIAL BIRD CHANGES COLOR AGAIN OVERNIGHT- ON THE MORNING OF THE THIRD DAY IT IS BRIGHT RED, AND NON THE FOURTH IT TURNS COMPLETELY BLACK. WHAT COLOR IS THE BIRD WHEN YOU WAKE UP ON THE FIFTH DAY? 1. THE BIRD DOESNT CHANGE COLOR; IT STAYS BLACK. 2. THE BIRD TURNS BACK TO ITS ORIGINAL BLUE. 3. THE BIRD TURNS WHITE. 4. THE BIRD TURNS GOLDEN COLORED. < < < < < THE BIRD THAT FLEW INTO YOUR ROOM SEEMED LIKE A SYMBOL OF GOOD FORTUNE, BUT SUDDENLY IT CHANGED COLOR , MAKING YOU WORRY THAT HAPPIENESS WOULD NOT LAST. YOUR REACTION TO THIS SITUATION SHOWS HOW YOU RESPOND TO DIFFICULTIES AND UNCERTAINTY IN REAL LIFE. 1. THOSE WHO SAID THE BIRD STAYS BLACK HAVE A PESSIMISTIC OUTLOOK. DO YOU TEND TO BELEVE THAT ONCE A SITUATION GOES BAD, IT

Lies Is Like Cancer
What's the point in lying? You lie once Then you lie again You keep lying to cover up Your other lies. You say you have a reason But reasons don't matter Because lies are hurtful And they don't do any good. Secrets never stay kept. Everyone's bound to find out sooner or later. You lied and it hurt. You say it's no biggie. But it's hell of a biggie to me for such a close to lie in my face and say it's no big thing. It hurts to trust anyone now. Flashback, Replays Sharp pain in my heart. Lies is like cancer Just spreading and spreading And going around killing One by one... One by one...

Going To The Uk
Ok yall tell me if this isn't fucked up or wrong.. By law I'm allowed to visit the UK for 6 months on a visa waver, so I desided to go there September 6th. I was gonna spend 6 glorious months with my fiance, than he was gonna come here for 3 weeks before we filed for a visa for me to move there (if I liked the UK). Well when I got to the immigration section they pulled me in for questionning when I said I was going for that long. They than finger printed me, and took my pics, also interigated me for over 3 hrs. To come to the conclusion that since I didn't have a job at that point here in America, I had no reason to return. They figured I was gonna stay there longer than I was suppose to illegally. I even had a return flight ticket to prove I was returning home. They than held me in a room for about 28 hrs, than sent me on a plane back to america, and now I have to b apart from the love of my life a long 5 months. Now yall tell me if yall think that is right.,

I would like to show my love to all my frenz on LC i want to get to know all of u,nice having ya'll.feel free to IM wheneva or u can add me on yahoo(pumzy4real@yahoo.com).So keep it real every 1 bcuz thats the true thing to do.

Daddy's Girl
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching, for a man who wasn't there

I Know I'm A Bitch
The last few days has been bad for me I feel like I dont have friends and that some people have turned there backs on me. And the weather here today didn't help any. Plus I'm so close to getting to my next level and I need all the I can get to get there I can do so much by myself and I need votes(rates) on the contest Demon Storm is putting anything will help me get close. Please Please help me out

Being Single
Being single is like a double edged sword. A lot of days I like it, and others I begin to wonder exactly how I managed to be single most of my life. It gives me a complex and makes me think there must be something wrong with me. Yeah, I know I'm picky. I did have one girlfriend; it lasted about a week and a half. I was more chipper during that time period. In my typical scatterbrained frame of mind, this blog really has no point. I do that a lot. I'll invest time into writing something and discover afterwards that it makes no sense, goes off on tangents and has no fucking point at all. I think this blog definitely falls into that catagory. My mind must be restless.

Sad Case Of Bb...
Oooooooooook.. I got up at 10 am.. after hanging out with this girl until 3am.. She cons me into a dinner date.. Ie jedi mind tricked me. I like her but I had my doubts about dinner. She's very absent minded. Anywho.. I call at 6pm.. no answer.. 7pm, same.. 8pm the same 9pm the same.. Ok.. now i've been dressed up , shaved , ready to go for like 2.5 hours... I got her a gift.. Like a lot of girls I run into they are into games... and more games.. and i just get board and say.. "I'd rather work 3 jobs and over time then be with you." bye bye.. And i'm done.. I've had to do that 2 times this year. I hate games.. what is the friggin point? You wasted my time.. I can get a refund on the gift but .. my time is precious to me!!! I could have made money fixing pc's today.. I won't do it again.. I won't.. Now I understand my bestfriend.. Why he doesn't bother.. I could have ordered that athlon x2 4600+ !!! sigh.. In c

Things Are Lost..but Then Found
When you feel a change.... And it IS soo strong... But all you do.....is cast it down...and flush it GONE You wish it wasn't lost....You wish it wasn't GONE It would have made you SOMEONE strong... With or without..... YOU want to know.... If you can see the light.... YOU just don't know... Just DON'T give up.... YOU will pull through strong.... Just keep on going....and you will find it was wrong There is nothing that you can do.... But to leave it ALONE... THEN When you get to the END....you'll find that you are not alone

Bad Kitty
A man absolutely hated his wife's cat and decided to get rid of him one day by driving him 20 blocks from his home and leaving him at the park. As he was getting home, the cat was walking up the driveway. The next day he decided to drive the cat 40 blocks away. He put the beast out and headed home. Driving back up his driveway, there was the cat! He kept taking the cat further and further and the cat would always beat him home. At last he decided to drive a few miles away, turn right, then left, past the bridge, then right again and another right until he reached what he thought was a safe distance from his home and left the cat there. Hours later the man calls home to his wife: "Jen, is the cat there?" "Yes," the wife answers, "why do you ask?" Frustrated, the man answered, "Put that son of a bitch on the phone, I'm lost! and need directions!"

Portrait Of A Lost Friend
PORTRAIT OF A LOST FRIEND (DEDICATED TO :LISA, A VERY DEAR, BUT VERY LOST FRIEND) YOU'RE OUT THERE ON YOUR OWN. FOR SOME REASON YOU'VE, WANDERED VERY FAR FROM HOME. THEY CAN'T REACH YOU AND THAT'S WHAT YOU WANT. THEY TRIED TO HARD TO CHANGE YOU. YOU COULDN'T TAKE OR HANDLE IT ANYMORE. SO YOU LEFT, BUT WHAT'S YOUR LIFE NOW HOLD IN STORE ? I CRY SILENT TEARS OF PAIN FOR YOU. I PRAY THAT YOU'RE ALL RIGHT. THAT YOU'VE A PLACE TO REST IN AT NIGHT. I HOPE YOU KNOW , YOU'LL NEVER BE OUT OF OUR MINDS AND HEARTS. EVEN THOUGH YOU'RE OUT OF SIGHT; AND WE'RE COUNTLESS MILES APART. NOW THAT YOU'RE GONE, I'VE NOTHING TO SAY. BUT " I'LL PRAY FOR GOD TO KEEP YOU, UNTIL YOU RETURN TO US ONE DAY !" BY: Princess COPYWRITE: 1991

Ying Yang
You ever have a time in your life when everything just does not go exatly the way ya want but your loving it just the same? I have no money and I cant buy my children new cloths but I love being with them and i love being single and other than then money everything is GREAT!!!!!!!!!

Happy Happy Happy
im tryin to be happier cuz i just read thru my last few entries and theyr stupidly depressing im puttin myself down so bad evn tho i deserv it and thers nuthin happy about the entries very depressing and who the hell wants to hear about all my issues?? noone thats wat i thot cuz noone cares ...dammit ther i go again stupidly depressing so ima stop tryin to be depressd for now soo yea happy happy happy happyhappyhappy yay!! im ...happy!! ^.^ hehe ... *gag* ok im makin myself sik ew stop... but im less...stupid now ok so leave me a happy comment or a frend request from any random person i dont care cheer me up =) plz =(

Worst Car Modifications Ever.
My List of the Worst Vehicle Modfications Known to Man Can't people just have a car the way it was sold to them? Why this incessant desire to "make it my own." I can see one...maybe two bumper stickers. Or a Patriots or Redsox thing. Here are some of the worst ideas people have ever had to modify their vehicle: 1. Painted Flames - This is the absolute worst. I see fucking dorks driving around all the time in Honda Civics, Toyota Corollas, and fucking Dodge Neons with Flames Painted on them. This isn't some retard going out and painting his car himself...that at least would show some frugality. These are professionally painted flames (usually in a multi-color scheme) that run from the hood and front panels, over the doors, and ending at the rear panels. This, I guess, is to show what would actually happen if these idiots actually got their cars up over 100mph and the engines caught fire or something. It's not as if 130 HP is going to ignite the asphalt when they scrub out

Footprints In The Snow Down Below !!
FOOTPRINTS IN THE SNOW DOWN BELOW !! WE WERE ONCE LOVERS BUT NOW WE'RE MERELY FRIENDS. YOU WENT YOUR WAY WITH HER, AND I WENT MY WAY WITH HIM. WE PASSED SEVERAL TIMES LIKE SHIPS IN THE NIGHT, PILOTED BY TWO SOULS WHO KNEW OF ONE ANOTHER. YET YOU TURNED AWAY WHEN MY EYES MET YOURS. WE ALMOST FORGOT WHO WE ONCE WERE AND NOW YOU'VE APPEARED AGAIN AS A VISION IN THE SNOW. YOU SAY , THAT I LOOK GOOD AND YOU WISH YOU COULD SAY THE SAME FOR YOU. SHE WAS NOTHING , BUT A CONSTANT FIGHT FOR YOU, AND NOW YOU ASK "CAN WE PLEASE TAKE A WALK ?" " I KNOW ABOUT YOU AND YOUR WALKS, IT ALWAYS ENDS IN MORE" I REPLY TO YOU. YOU THROW YOUR HANDS HEAVENWARDS AS TO SAY " I SWEAR I WONT TOUCH YOU !" I TURN BACK AND GO BACK INTO MY OWN LITTLE WORLD, AND JUST AS MY HEART SAYS " TURN ABOUT, YOU KNOW YOU STILL LOVE HIM." I LOOK THROUGH MY BEDROOM'S WINDOW GLASS, YEARNING TO SEE YOU STILL THERE BUT YOU'RE GONE AND ALL THAT REMAINS IS: FOOTPRINTS IN THE SNOW DOWN BELOW. BY;Princess

it would be awsumm for my best frend to drive out here from colorado and take me with him wherevr i wouldnt care wher he was goin...i would just be thankful that he took me away from here...away from my mom...my grendparents, my life and all the pressures of it. im sure alot more pressures would come my way but they would be different ones hmm, i wonder...i feel as if ive changed in some way. hav i fallen so far that i cant evn try to get back up again?? i pray that i havent. that makes me feel so alone. evryone alredy knows how their life is gonna be, whether good or bad. my frends kno their gonna go to college and w/e they want. sid(best frend) says he'll just pretty much go to community college(maybe) and then be left havin sexx and gettin high the rest of his life...but me...i need and sort of want to go to college and make somethin of myself...well iduno i still wonder wat sid would say if i told him these things...i wonder if he would still care about me.... if anyone c

Better Days Now
yello everyone. Iam having a better day now My husband is a truck driver and finally after a month on the road came home for a night so now you know what happened there yes I got my freak on. so now that made my day better. hope you all have a great sunday night. lots of love can you feel the love in the air. lol!

Hey All My Lc Babes!
I am like a little kid with this thing. You can get one at www.snapvine.com. But I am inviting you to come and leave me a message would love to hear from you guys. Join in the fun and get one you will love it. Get Your Own Voice PlayerManage

This is where i am supose to sit and write something..well here it goes and i dont care what anyone thinks i was asked to use this to express myself and let someone know if i was ok or what i was feeling well i'm feeling very confused and goddess i dont know where the ( forgive my english ) strinth came from but i told Master Mark off today..i stood up to him after all this time of mind controll and abouse ( and i dont mean BDSM ) that aint cracked ribs and such .i feel relife gilt and confused as to where it all came from. but i did it and feel like a huge weight was lifted and i know he will never hurt me again... i think he may even be alittle afraid of me now... Oh i am a submissive but i had enough and wasnt going to take any more Ashki.....did i do good? To all my Freinds ~~~kiss~~~~ i'm ok now..i'm still a winner

A Few Facts About Me!
About me: I am a DORK. You can not be the dork, because I am! I'm a Spam fan. Not the email kind, the edible kind. yum. I used to get paid to eat things we had disected in high school. I have no idea what my credit score is. I lowered my cholesterol. I just saved a lot of money by switching to Geico. I am worth getting to know.

This Is Y They Rule
with me and my love for monkys a dude sent this to me and i loved it so much i hav to tell the world... this is awsum!!!!!!!!!! I like monkeys. The pet store was selling them for 5¢ a piece. I thought that odd since they were normally a couple thousand each. I decided not to look a gift horse in the mouth. I bought 200. I like monkeys. I took my 200 monkeys home. I have a big car. I let one drive. His name was Sigmund. He was retarded. In fact, none of them were really bright. They kept punching themselves in their genitals. I laughed. Then they punched my genitals. I stopped laughing. I herded them into my room. They didn't adapt very well to their new environment. They would screech, hurl themselves off of the couch at high speeds and slam into the wall. Although humorous at first, the spectacle lost its novelty halfway into its third hour. Two hours later I found out why all the monkeys were so inexpensive: they all died. No apparent reason. They all just sorta'

Fill This Out For Me Plzzzz ^.^
fill this our for me pretty plz tell me wat u think... ^.^teehee Name: age: phonenumber: will u call me if i gave u mine?: what kinda music do u like?: are u single?: are u in a band: scene much?: describe me in one word: what do u like about me: FILL THIS OUT AND SEND IT TO ME! THE REPLY AND COPY THIS AND PASTE IN A BULLETIN! TO SEE WHAT UR FRIENDS SAYY

Wat Was Wrong??
ok im confuzd as hell about ppl ... go ahed and gess if u think u kno wich "ppl" im talkin bout...and u should kno im kinda expectin sumthin but...maybe im expectin too much or maybe...it shouldnt be expected at all cuz maybe...im not thot of as that kinda person to this "ppl" im speakin of im kinda waitin for at least sumthin to happn...maybe not necessarily wat im expectin...but at least sumthin but i cant really wait forevr... but i would if i could if he could fuck now u kno its a guy... fuck fuck fuck ima stop b4 i relinquish too much info ~me~ btw...love is a pain...at times...

Missing
It hurts when people go missing from your life and you cant do a damned thing to get them back. Honestly I wish there was some magic pill or encantation to change her mind, make her see whats right in front of her. But of course, she is being brainwashed...Goddess I feel so helpless :(

Life Sux Ass
u kno wat sux 1) not being able to be with the guy u love 2)goin to a skool thats hard as hell 3)havin a mom thats old fashioned blak and strict as hell 4)being a slut 5)nvr havin the balls to run away 6)nvr havin a place to run away to 7)not knowing wat the hell ur here for 8)bein lectured by adults on crapp wher they dont evn kno wat theyr talkin about i hate it wen adults say..."well i was ur age once too" cuz im like...umm well u wer nvr me and u didnt hav as much shitt to deal with that the youth of america has to deal with today evry single time i want to run away...somethin always pulls me bak from doin it... like the fact i hav no money, nowher to go, nuthin to do im screwd mentally alot and love sux ass hard very hard cuz its not all roses and chocolate like the movies make it seem its hard-kore emotions and all the shitt that comes with it along with tears and pain FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!! emotionally screwd is no way to live or to ex

Hey Yall
im a girl that loves animals and i love rock and i lk eap haaa man i also got a boy friend im not that wild ok soo yea well come on peeps where the hell are you halla at your girl !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bordom
as i sit in this chair... i look into the abys of nothing... wondering why i have nothing to do.... it just stares me in the face and laughs at me.... i hang my head... i start to cry... nothing can stop it... i dont know what to do...then a light comes... it looks me in the face as well... with more gental eyes... i still cry... still not knowing what is to be done... and then it just goes dark... my heart starts to pound hard... then harder... then it stops... i have a flat line...and nothing can bring me back. Katherine Maria Longano

Beyond *
BEYOND * BEYOND THE RIVER I COULD SEE FOREVER. BYOND THE WIND I COULD HEAR PROMISES. BEYOND THE EARTH I COULD SMELL THE TRUTH. BEYOND THE DREAMS I COULD FEEL THE SPIRITS. BEYOND THE HIDDEN SMILE, I CRY. BEYOND THE ETERNAL LIFE, I 'VE DIED. BEYOND LOSING YOUR LOVE, I'VE LOST IT ALL AND SO THERE IS NO LONGER A NEED TO LOOK BEYOND. BY;Princess COPYWRITE; 1992

Sunday
I think Sunday is my official sleep all day/do absolutely nothing day. I think Sunday depresses me just because I know when I wake up the next morning, I have to go to work. It's like I do everything in my power to make sure Sunday goes by as slowly as possible.

A State Of Mind !...
A STATE OF MIND !... CLEAR.. SHUT.. DEPRESSION.. HATRED.. LOVE.. COMPASSION.. SUICIDE.. COMMITMENT.. DEATH.. DRUGS.. TRUTH.. LONGING.. PASSION.. LIFE.. LIES.. STUPIDITY.. SUPERIORITY.. INTELLIGENT.. NO MATTER WHAT YOUO LABEL IT, IT'S ALL A STATE OF MIND. BY; Princess COPYWRITE; 7/12/92

Is It Over ?
IS IT OVER ? IS IT OVER ? BECAUSE YOU DON'T HOLD ME ANY MORE. -IS IT OVER ?- BECAUSE YOU DON'T KISS ME THE WAY THAT YOU USED TO. IS IT OVER ? BECAUSE YOU DON'T STAY INSTEAD YOU'RE ALWAYS GONE. IS IT OVER ? BECAUSE YOU SAID "ONCE YOU STARTED SOMTHING THAT YOU GIVE IT YOUR ALL" BUT I FEEL LIKE EVERY; DAY , MINUTE, SECOND, AND HOUR THAT'S PASSING BY THAT I'M LOSING YOU. SO ALL THAT I ASK OF YOU IS THAT IF IT IS OVER THEN YOU GIVE IT YOUR ALL TO FINISH WHAT YOU'VE STARTED AND TELL ME THAT " IT'S OVER." BY; Princess COPYWRITE; 6/28/98

Hello
hello to all LC. I am not sure what to put here. Im Bad Girl370. I have been friends with Wickylicious for many years. Looking to meet new friends and hope to chat with my new friends. I guess Im kinda shy here since I am new, but I am really not very shy at all.

Falling Fast...
FALLING FAST... I LAY BACK AND CLOSE MY EYES. MY EARS ARE RINGING WITH A LOUD POUNDING, IT'S MY HEART BEATING, MUCH TO MY SURPRISE. I CRY BECAUSE MY BODY ACHES TO BE CARESSED BY YOU, THE PASSIONATE HEAT BURNING WITHIN IS HOTTER THAN EVEN THAT OF HELL'S. FALLING... FALLING FAST... I SWORE TO MYSELF THAT I WOULDN'T ALLOW FOR IT TO HAPPEN, YET IT STILL DID. LOVE... TO MUCH IN LOVE... IT CAN'T BE STOPPED NOW, AND I'M SCARED FOR IT SEEMS SEX IT ALL THAT YOU NEED. I NEED COMPASSION, SENSITIVITY, A GENTLE TOUCH, BUT TO YOU STICKING AROUND IS TO MUCH. BY; Princess COPYWRITE; 6/30/98

??????????
A FLOWER A BOOK A LIE A PICTURE A SUNSET A LIE A WATERFALL A PASTURE A LIE YOU CAN GIVE ME AND SHOW ME ANYTHING BUT ALL I HEAR ARE YOUR LIES SO DONT GIVE ME YOUR CRAP I DONT WANT YOUR GIFTS JUST GIVE ME THE TRUTH I DONT WANT YOUR LIES....

Happend B4...hope It Wont Happn With Him
I don’t kno wat to do I cant eat or sleep All I do is cry I didn’t evn kno I had that much tears in myself to cry that much…the tears should be dried up by now Im changing…but im dying too Im no longer gonna be with multiple gys at the same time…but…im no longer gonna go out with any gys either…no dating evr again…watsoevr I give up I love him so fucking much its driving me crayzz n I don’t kno wat to do Everyone told me I would end up getting hurt in the end…and I knew it myself…I just didn’t kno it would hurt this bad I don’t wanna talk about it face to face with anyone…saying it just makes it hurt more…I can tell anyone ovr the internet…online I can tell u any details u wanna kno…but I cant say it…it makes it final…and I don’t want it to be I hate love I hate life(but im NOT suicidal) …screw this world… …fuck this whole entire pitiful existence ~me~ *my breath has ceased my love is taken

"not As Innocent As I Look"
"Not As Innocent As I Look" Treat me rough pull my hair spank my ass while it's turned up in the air make me swallow till it's gone Treat me rough Because I can't get enough Copywrite:4/1/05 ~Princess-

Irritating...
So, i've been trying to upload some pictures, but the site keeps messing up on me, and only partially uploading them... so just a heads up... i deleted them all except one and i'll have to put them up later when i have more time! I like the fact that i can blog here now, i won't have to feel like i'm being a lurker or anything... blogging is my specialty, lol! XOXO

The I Chong
its sad what happened to Tommy Chong.. regardless of your feelings for or against marijuana..people do go thru alot often times they learn things.. So Tommy Chong wrote a book about his experience.. check this out

Lyrics Of My Mood
My breath has ceased My love is taken My life is stolen Cut me Kill me Watch me bleed I push my fingers into my eyes It’s the only thing that slowly stops the ache But its made of all the things I have to take Jesus, it never ends, it works its way inside If the pain goes on… Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming Cannot cease for the fear of silent nights. O how I long for the deep sleep dreaming The goddess of imaginary lights. I lost my fear of falling I will be with you I will b

Aries You are so full of energy, you constantly attract hotties, and you are always the dominant one in the sack. It is very easy for you approach people because you have so much confidence and you are very forward about your feelings. You are very likely to have lots of sexual partners, (sometimes all at once), and be the most sexually experienced of any of your friends. Sex matches: Gemini, Leo, Sagittarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My World Wanna Come In And Get Hurt Like I Have?
When i get in a realtion ship guys hurt me everytime like saying hey i cant be with you or not even saying and acting like it saying"im ashamed of you" what good does it do to me to be in that knowing that person may or may not care about me...it fucking hurts people please do me a favor and watch out who you get in a realtion ship with please for me love, Dj Cassie

Superfreak
by Rick James She's a very kinky girl The kind you don't take home to mother She will never let your spirits down Once you get her off the street, ow girl She likes the boys in the band She says that I'm her all-time favorite When I make my move to her room It's the right time She's never hard to please Oh, no That girl is pretty wild now (The girl's a super freak) The kind of girl you read about (In new-wave magazines) That girl is pretty kinky (The girl's a super freak) I really love to taste her (Every time we meet) She's all right, she's all right That girl's all right With me, yeah Hey, hey, hey-heeeey She's a super freak, super freak She's super-freaky, yow Everybody sing Super freak, super freak She's a very special girl (The kind of girl you want to know) From her head down to her toenails (Down to her feet, yeah) And she'll wait for me at backstage With her girlfriends In a limousine (Going back in Chinatown) Three's not a crowd t

Quizzes
40% Ghetto ...Kinda Ghetto. You are kinda Ghetto. You are not the coolest or most suave person in the world. But you are not that ghetto either. You are only ghetto in the most extreme of circumstances. 'How sexually ghetto are you?' at QuizUniverse.com

Sadistic Ophelia - Immortal Ego No. Eight
The lady behind Sadistic Ophelia does CRM and marketing stuff, I need to update the wiki pages but Stu had a bit of artists block when it come to doing this one and it was a big effort on his part. Creating Sadistic Ophelia, and what it took to put her together - i need to update these pages for her

Hello, My Name Is Mark...and I Am A Tech Geek.
I got a matrox TripleHead2Go with three VIEWSONIC VX924 19" Flatscreen Monitors. I cant do the Surround Gaming just yet. But when I get my EVGA NVIDIA Geforce 7950 GX2 1GB 16X PCI Express Video Card, I will be having lots of fun.

Thoughts
there they r...waling by as i sit on the side walk head down knees up hood on...lookin like a normal guy...then i raise my head i notice they r all watching me as they walk by...fear in there eyes hopin i dont stand up...i put my head down...and when i lift it again im smiling but one problem...my eyes r black...i start laughing and i stand up...ppl waling by turn white as the ystart runnin and screaming...i see souls flying i see them crying cause of the pain...i grab them and say "dont have the fear of pain what was done is done and cant be reversed ...be hapy while u still can dont be in my world cause i wont make it a good one hahahahahaha"...then i lift my head up from my knees with a smile blue eyes still and i wonder ...is this my fate?

Sexual Prowess
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Dont Love Me
im in a predicament this gy likes me but i dont like him bak and im like ew but i did kinda make out with him this one time but it suckd cuz...well i wont say y anyways i didnt do it cuz i like him i just wanted to make out with someone hey i was bored (i kno im a bitch) so i should tell him not to like me like he does cuz ima bitch i admit that im a heartbreaker and i make boiz cry i hav and i will again not intentionally cuz im not that cruel... i think but its fun honestly fun to play with guys emotions but wen they cry its just too much too much to handle i cant handle it they cant handle me noone can handle me i cant handle myself im too wild i need to slow down bak up off guys for a while its nvr gonna happn but hey i can dream and set goals but w/e tryin to get ovr past acquaintances yes thats all they...or he...were...or was just an acquaintance(

Sex Scene Of A Hooker
Tragedie struck So I fucked your mothers butt First I greased up a carrot and she made it to the green I learned how to fuck from Twiztid and now im makin her scream TAP TAP TAP OH SHIT Your fathers home from work and now he's knockalockin at the door So I donkey punch that bitch like BLAAAM I love her too much couldnt let her see this death scene I open the door, your pops strolls in Talkin big and bad like he's tough shit So I took my axe and didnt hesitate to crack Im covered in blood and ya mutha's wakin up Im straight up FUCKED

Reptiliana - Immortal Ego No. Seven
The lady behind Reptiliana lives in Ohio and does life coaching and stuff like that, she has a lot of information on how the draco constellation and other weird stuff happened many moons ago, the artist who did this one is called Rod Smith and lives in New Zealand, hes no relation to Stu but is good mates with him, due to us not being able to get hold of him we may have to redo Reptiliana so we are still thinking about it Creating Reptiliana, and what it took to put her together

The Invisible Letter
Sally jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said, "How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care anymore? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the University." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said goodbye to her son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might help somebody else. "I said no at first, but Jimmy said

Who Knows
nothing... nothing but empty wishes...longing for the impossible. wanting so much to be different from who i am...who i truly am. not who everyone considers me to be. mother thinks of me as a wanna-be "bad-girl", rebelling just to be the same as the other youth of my generation. my frends think of me as a girl who has been places they will not go for a long time. its getting so bad that even im beginning to wonder who i really am to be lost in the depths of my thoughts...my imagination, is all i really long for in a world where the very emotions of people are blurred, marred, and destructed to the point of no understanding...what has this generation done? to have knowledge of our destructive doings and yet not do anything to prevent the evil from spreading its wings and taking flight in our world...planting itself in our homes...how ignorant will we be? we cant afford one more mistake in this lifetime...but... sadly millions more we shall endure before the end take

Dancer In A Daydream: Chapter 2 (adult)
The Dance Continues They shared a few more dances before Aurora decided she would lose her mind if she did not go with them. So when the white haired one asked her again if she wanted to go, she held her head up high and nodded to him. He looked up at his friend with a pleased look in his eyes. The crimson-eyed one gave her a welcoming smile as they made their way off the dance floor. They retrieved their jackets and met her back at her table where she was telling her friends she would not need a ride home that night. “Aurora? Are you sure you want to do this? I mean you don’t even know them,” one friend said with concern. “Yeah, this isn’t like you at all,” another told her. “Jackie, Belle, I know this. That is why I want to do this. While I am still young. I’ll never know what I am missing if I don’t give it a try,” she reasoned. “But complete strangers? Come on, Aurora, you could do better than that,” Brandy pleaded with her. “Maybe, but something tells me I will

Here And Now
i sit in my lonliest days wondering whats to come...as i sit and watch the ppl walking by i see the smiles and joyful happiness they feel and wonder what its like...but as i stand they look in fear at me for the pain and torture i have endured in life shows on my face like blood pouring...then the angel comes to me and says clean off the blood ur pain is gone and i say it will never be gone...she looks at me and begs me to cease in the torture i put the lonely souls like myself in ...but all i can do is look at her with my bright red eyes my shard pointed teeth and say its to late to stop whats already been done

No Crickets Allowed
To kill a tiny black cricket Ah! It brings me such wondrous joy For it's constant rhythmic chirping To me, it does annoy So with what can I send This noisy fiend to his death bed? WHAM! A big fuckin' 2x4...right across his head!

Dextrosity
As the darkness settles in, we toast the dying of the day Raising the canisters of crimson liquid, we drink Ignoring the bittersweet taste that we know we will never get used to Mind over matter is key in averting the constant waves of nausea Agony and bliss, sickness and euphoria take hold in antipode Darkness is our haven, and time compresses to extend the coveted night Climbing, reaching, struggling to reach the next plateau Body and mind are no longer one as the world moves beneath us The night turns to a comic book panel under glass As reality disintegrates, the dextroverse comes into view One last rise before we plummet into the abyss which is sleep Sunlight pierces the shadows as we wake to face another day. Tranquility bides us until we can once agian be embraced by the dark eternal Carpe Noctum

Love's Sanctuary
Though trial and error sways me from my purpose And the tears of lost love and the fear of failure constrict me Your beauty shines like a beacon in my darkness Your eyes help to drive away the demons that oppress me Your loving arms warm my cold heart, giving me wings to fly Giving me the strength to bear any burden So that in your hour of need I am here If ever I should disappear without a trace Know that one heart, this soul did love you And through it all, maybe we will find each other again one day.

What Color Blue I Am.
You Are Sky Blue Dreamy and creative, you the potential in everyone ... and everything! And while you strive to have an ideal life, you are pretty mellow about it. You know your time will come. What Color Blue Are You?

Sanctum Of Sand
The sun drowns in the sea and stains the sky crimson As moonlight now becomes the light to rule the evening Skeletal remains lie black and charred amongst the ashes Slowly the inferno is resurected from pyramid stacked bodies Impaled on sticks, our dinner is burnt to taste Melting bricks glow golden, reflecting the fire Our delicacies are placed 'tween two loaves of honeysweet bread And to appreciate the sweet taste, we drink the bitter rot of barely Some things thought lost are found to be whole and undamaged After all the white flesh is sacrificed we plan our next gathering A journey to sleep near the palace of insane dictators What new adventure will the end of the fifth day bring?

Stars
by Hear'n'Aid Ronnie James Dio (Dio): Who cries for the children? I do Dave Meniketti (Y&T): Some time in the night When you're feeling the cold Ronnie James Dio: Take a look at the sky above you Rob Halford (Judas Priest): Those are faces in the light If the story were told Ronnie James Dio: They are calling you, calling you Yeah We are magic in the night Kevin DuBrow (Quiet Riot): We are shadow, we are light Dave Meniketti: We are forever you and I Chorus (vocal lead: Rob Halford): We're stars We're stars Eric Bloom (Blue Oyster Cult): We can be strong We are fire and stone Paul Shortino (Quiet Riot, Rough Cutt): And we all want to touch a rainbow Geoff Tate (Queensryche): But singers and songs Will never change it alone We are calling you, calling you Don Dokken (Dokken): We're the beating of a heart The beginning we're the start Paul Shortino: Forever we will shine Yeah Chorus (vocal leads: Paul Shortino

Note To All You Fuckers And Wanna-be's
Right here on Lost Cherry, wat the fuck is up with ppl blockin someone from their pg becuz they think that person is ugly?!? It pisses me off wena person is soo damm shallow and soo fuckin stupid that they dont giv a shitt to wat they say to anyone about their looks. It might be weird that im bitchin about this right now but my frend was talkin to some guy on here(first timer) and that stupid fuckk had the balls to tell her he thinks shes fuckin hideous and blocked her after he saw her pic. Do u kno wat the hell that can do to a persons self-esteem?? Pretty soon she started complainin bout her looks and not long after that she started to cutt herself...iduno if u ppl hav best frends that do that but it scares the fuck outa me. So for all u ppl that like to fuck with pplz minds like that, u can fuck off and get a life...cuz ur probly not too much of a looker urself anyway. I kno it might seem stupid as hell to let someone u dont kno get to u mentally and emotionally li

Emotional Conditioning
Anesthesia Apathy make me numb again Rip my heart out from my chest & all I'll do is grin Depression will not leave me, thus joy does not exist And since love & hate have become the same my pain cannot persist Emotion is just a memory now of a cruel and jaded past Now that all feeling has left this man, I can die in peace at last

A Kiss Of Rain
Her black and silver hair full of diamonds Blankets the sky in an opaque darkness Her breath stings like a thousand needles Blown from frozen lips pursed into a kiss Bearing the burden of a thousand rivers bled Her heart is broken, as she cries crystal tears Which fall down below to caress the earth The mourning is to much and lifeless from exhaustion She sinks down into the ground where she slumbers The sun breaks the horizon and fills the sky with fire The land is scortched as she is lifted once again She is renewed as she drinks her tears off the body of her lover Only to cry again until she can return to Gia's arms.

I Once Jumped Out Of A Plane
I once jumped out of an airplane I managed to land 6ft under Many long years later The rain still cleanses my grave of 25 years of dreams and memories Hopes, Tragedies, Desires Washed away with ease Nothing left to show, just some bones No children, no lovers No home, no mother Left in my shadow. Casted standing up Could bring no shade to cover an ant. Lonely at 25 life broken, unfinished Goals left to die next to me. Death came with no legacy, No accomplishments. It even failed to make the evening news. It wasn’t even a damn tragedy.

Stand In My Rain
Have you had cold showers of pain My friend, you've stood in my rain Deathly feeling of loneliness No need to feel shameless I've been there before Not wanting to feel any more Your hearts been broken in half Mind still living in the past Cold dark thoughts of suicide Why don't I do it tonight Don't worry it will go away Learn to love another day Put it in the back of mind Let it rest and you will find Dark clouds begin to part New love will mend the heart Thoughts of suicide disappear Self-esteem will reappear One day you'll be able to say My friend you've stood in my rain

Secret Garden
White wash the faded roses And paint them bright again Clear the skys of all the clouds Help me to remember when The sun shone as brightly in the day As the moon did so at night. Cut away the choking grass And the weed that causes blight Build a path to stroll along This garden made anew Make a place that is beautiful In which I can walk with you.

Useless Survey Of Info About Me
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Leslie Tenille York Birthday: Dec 13 Birthplace: Lexington, KY Current Location: Morehead Eye Color: Blue-Gray Hair Color: Blondish-Brownish with a lil reddish Height: 5'4 Right Handed or Left Handed: Right Your Heritage: Breathitt Countian The Shoes You Wore Today: Nike Flip Flops Your Weakness: being tickled, dimples, cute smiles Your Fears: heights, roaches (nasty vile creatures), turning left Your Perfect Pizza: pasquales thick crust with mushrooms Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: become healthy, give up caffeine (hey it could happen) Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol, lmao, brb Thoughts First Waking Up: where is the snooze buttom.. Your Best Physical Feature: Nose Your Bedtime: when i get sleepy Your Most Missed Memory: As in i misplaced it? Why would it be missing? Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi MacDonalds or Burger King: McDonalds Fries Single or Group Dates: Single Lipt

Thank You
Thank you to all of you who have sent comments...picture comments and friends requests...as you all know I am new here so please be patient with me...I have to learn how to navigate this site..... If anyone would like to send me a friends request I would love it.....this site is definitely cooler than myspace.... hugs and kisses... Lisa ps..thanks for making me feel so welcome...

Ur Screwd(my Poem....i Gess U Can Call It That)
wats the point? for me to listen to wat u say,and not follow it anyway, is a waste waste of my time, waste of my energy... a waste of my damm life u think i hav all the time in the world to wait?? *stupid fuk* ... wats the point? for me to stay around wen all im doing in slippin away... kind of an oxymoron,no?? ur loseing me ur loseing me and u dont evn notice im lost im gone from u ... wats the point? for me to believe the lines u use wen all u do is lie lie to ur frends, lie to me u evn lie to ur fukin self ... tell me wen u stop trippin and wen u get ovr urself...and maybe we'll make up a point just to let it go... ~To: u kno who u r...and if u dont,ur evn more screwd than i thot~

Dancer In A Daydream: Chapter 1 (adult)
Aurora was a typical college student with a typical life. Until one night at a club, two men change her life... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Chapter One: Voulez-vous Danser Avec Moi (For those who do not know French, it means “Will you dance with me?”) The ground vibrated under her feet as Aurora followed her friends to the Black Magic Dance Club they went to every Friday and Saturday night. The music was loud, and the lights were low to non-existent. Perfect for Aurora to escape the pressures from the week. She loved to dance. That was all she did at this place. Besides a few sips of water throughout the night to keep her going, she never touched the alcohol, though she was old enough. A person had to be at least twenty-one to gain entry to the club. Just outside the doors, something made her stop. She looked up at the sign over the door. A feeling she did not completely understand swept through her. As if this night would be different from the other nights she h

Why Can't We All Get On?
Why can't we all get on? Because we're different. It's a fact of life, and it's everywhere, from the school food hall, thru the mall, to the bars we hang out in. We all split in to our little groups because that's what we do, we split in to our little groups, and interact with those that we get on with. The world would suck big time, if we all got on, because it would mean we were all the same, all liked the same music, the same clothes, the same taste in everything, we'd all love the same man, or woman, and it would be bland and lifeless. Variety is the spice of life, it's our diversity, and uniqueness that sets us apart, that drives us forward, and makes us what we are, so the question isn't why can't we all get on, but the question is why can't we leave those alone who chose to be apart from us? That is the secret to harmony, not to force people together, but to recognise, acknowledge, and respect our differences, and to leave people to get on with their own lives, a

My Thots
this is a randm outburst but... stupid ppl (aka-fuckers) in this fuckin world get on my nervs. skool is a bitch and life is just somethin that happns to fill in a huge gap in time and the only thing anyone really does is become a pro at fucking up evry damm thing possible. the girly sluts in this world need to close their damm legs and take their litl prissy asses somewher else cuz they piss me off this next statement will make no sense but LIFE IS A WASTE OF MY LIFE no im not suicidal or anythin which mite be the way it seems i just feel really annoyed at ppl rite now...cuz of issues that come up... sometimes i wonder y ppl r all fake and y they act the same and shitt...then i finally realize its becuz theyr scared...scared that noone will like them if they act like themselves...wow...wat retards ppl r such faggs...(in my mind "fagg" means majorly stupid) maybe if...nvm o then ther r the stupidly ignorant, innocent ppl and they piss me off 2...y cant they just ge

Sleep Come Quickly
Well here I sit. 8pm. Just took some meds to sleep. Ugh Clincals. Have to get up at 4am, and no way I will go to sleep on my own and be able to get up at 4am. So most of my day will be spent at the hospital. Fun. After that, time for work. Jeremy has night class. So someone has to be there for those last few minutes. Today was fairly unproductive. Woke up, ate, and was bored most of the day. Did decide to try to knit a scarf. Hope to have it done by spring. lol. I loose interest in things way to fast. There is nothing on tv. Football- yea that is why i started trying to knit. Would have liked to went to cave run, carter caves, or maybe to the fire tower today. It was such a beautiful day- wanted to take advantage of it. Not a big cold weather person. Snow sucks!!!! Well off to try to get some sleep.... 4am comes way to early here. Sweet Dreams...

You scored as Very Kinky. You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerVery Kinky100%A Sicko60%Average50%A WUSS !!20%How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

Another Peom From My Myspace...
i wanted you, but you aint want me. i dont know what to do, cant you see. it hurts so bad, this pain you left me with it makes me so mad, and im sick of this shit. just tell me one thing, did you enjoy your lil game. matter of fact dont talk to me, i've already forgotten your name.

Just Venting Now :)
ALRIGHT, NOW I AM BACK FROM HANGING OUT CLOTHES, TAKING MY MOM HER VEHICLE (AND BEING CARLESS AGAIN) FIXING THE KIDS AN ICY MOCHA THINGY, LOL, AND NOW WATCHING SHARKTALES WITH THE KIDS INSTEAD OF SENDING THEM TO BED, LOL, I AM READY TO ACTUALLY WRITE A BLOG THAT MIGHT MEAN SOMETHING. NOW, JUST SO YOU KNOW FOR FUTURE REFERENCES, I LIKE WRITING BLOGS AND THEY DO TEND TO GET LONG BECAUSE I JUST WRITE ABOUT STUFF THAT COMES TO MY MIND AT THAT PARTICULAR MOMENT. SO BEWARE, LOL. FIRST I WANT TO GET THIS OUT IN THE OPEN. YES I AM SINGLE. I HAD ADAM AKA JARHEAD THAT I THOUGHT WAS THE BEST THING, AND THOUGHT I HAD MORE WITH THAN WHAT I CARED TO SEE. HE TURNED OUT TO BE A PLAYER LIKE SO MANY OTHERS OUT THERE. I AM NOT SAYING EVERY GUY IS A PLAYER, BUT DAMN, THE EXTREMES ADAM WENT TO. SO IN TURN, I POSTED A BULLETIN LETTING OTHERS KNOW THAT HE IS A PLAYER! THE BAD THING IS THAT I ONLY HAVE MAYBE 5-10 FEMALES ON MY LIST THAT MIGHT HAVE ACTUALLY GOTTEN SOME USE OUT OF IT. A FEW PPL REPOSTED IT,

Daughter Of Hell - Immortal Ego No. Six
This is my immortal ego, she is based on some bits of myself and some bits of the Godess Hel from Norse Mythology, she did look a bit different to begin with and i wanted another look for her and Stu and me were wondering what to make her look like, and as our favourite films where the matrix and terminator thought that this would be good for her to look like she does Creating Daughter of Hell, and what it took to put her together

How Sexual Am I?
You scored as A Sicko. You are a SICK FUCK!! You would do almost anything to get off. You know how to be wild, try new stuff and let loose and be crazy. You are at the top of the Horny/Sexual ladder, a very coveted paosition by many. People call you Sick, but those are the ones that think it but don't have the balls to do it. You will be an exploding sex partner, if they can handle it.... Rock On.A Sicko90%Very Kinky90%Average60%A WUSS !!40%How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

What Im Thinkin Today
The feelings I show on the outside dont always portray whats on the inside. Even if I say theres nothing wrong..ask again. Sometimes I just want you to tell me you know its not true. So much pain and disappointment in my life... Sometimes I wonder if Im just a mistake. Everything I say is wrong... I hate when everone tries to tell not to worry. It really irritates me... I'm in love with a great guy...I tell everyone up front. I don't try to hide it I love him and I show it I ain't gunna leave him or cheat on him So stop fucking asking him that Stop tryin to call me a poser...or a freak... Do you really know what they are Yea I dress the way I want... Somedays I wear black, somedays I wear pink, and somedays I wear other colors... Thats me, depends what suits my mood that day I dont dis other people for what they wear I like different styles...If you dont like it, too damn bad...I aint changin Stop fuckin tryin to lie to me, just cause you think itll make me like you

Student Loans
If I could win enough money just to pay off my remaining student loan debt, that would be a huge financial burden off my back. That shit costs me over $372 a month. If you ever want to see what $45,000 worth of paper looks like, just stop by my cubicle someday and I'll show you. I'm sure someday it will pay for itself, but it's not at the moment. My company can pay for my Master's degree. Hopefully, I won't have to pay for too much of that out of my own pocket.

Sensual Slaughter - Immortal Ego No. Five
After my friend had seen the other artwork for what we had done she wanted to become one herself, we came up with the name Sensual Slaughter as she writers erotic novels for women, there will be a story of how Sensual Slaughter kills her creator (Stu Smith the Artist) and how she sucks the life out of him, and Stu just loves this idea Creating Sensual Slaughter, and what it took to put her together

Some Shit I Wrote To A Girl Awhile Back
about damn time ya, can't nobody love me like you do... i realized it can't nobody love me like you do see only met a few months ago but it's about damn time that i let ya know only one thing that i think about more than kissin you girl you know i wanna get deep in you spread your thighs make your toes curl please girl just close your eyes ima take you to a spot you never realized even existed on this planet earth i'm gonna show you everything that you worth all the diamonds and platinum that's been pulled from the dirt now tonight ima get in it till ya pussy hurt cause can't nobody love you like i do make you scream and moan more than i do whisper in your ear and kiss your neck tell you i wanna fuck you, no disrespect but i wanna make you scream my name bring you the joy that my dick can bring get the head board bangin the neighbors screamin tellin us to keep it down but there's only one thing goin down rig

Stone Thrower - Immortal Ego No. Four
The guy who became Stone Thrower is one that set up a homeless street newspaper in Edinburgh, he also went on to be the Director of the International Network of Street Newspapers and also set up The Homeless World Cup which has been going for a couple of years now. He gave me a chance when no one else would for a job as I had been homeless myself for many years and it was tough getting on my feet again. He is also a member of the Schwab Foundation for Social Entepreneurs and has won a couple of awards. I come up with the name for him as on one of his profiles he said that if people threw enough stones in the water it would create enough ripples to cause some social action Creating Stone Thrower, and what it took to put him together

You scored as Very Kinky. You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerVery Kinky100%A Sicko60%Average40%A WUSS !!10%How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

Super Hero
Your results:You are Green Lantern Green Lantern 80% Superman 80% Spider-Man 70% Wonder Woman 65% Hulk 60% Robin 55% Supergirl 55% The Flash 50% Catwoman 30% Batman 30% Iron Man 30% Hot-headed. You have strong will power and a good imagination. Click here to take the Superhero Personality Quiz

Apparently I'm A Sicko
You scored as A Sicko. You are a SICK FUCK!! You would do almost anything to get off. You know how to be wild, try new stuff and let loose and be crazy. You are at the top of the Horny/Sexual ladder, a very coveted paosition by many. People call you Sick, but those are the ones that think it but don't have the balls to do it. You will be an exploding sex partner, if they can handle it.... Rock On.A Sicko50%Very Kinky40%Average40%A WUSS !!0%How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

My Love For You Is Reall!
Sometimes at night, When I look to the sky, I start thinking of you, And then ask myself "why?" "Why do I love you?" I think and smile, Because I know, The list could run on for mile. The whisper of your voice, The warmth of your touch, So many little things, Make me love you so much. The way you support me, Even my silly notions, The way that you care, And show such devotion. The way that your kiss, Fills me with desire, And how you hold me, With the warmth of a fire. The way your eyes shine, When you look at me, Lost with you forever, Is where i want to be. The way that I feel, When you are by my side, A sense of completion, And overflowing pride. The dreams that I dream, That all involve you, The possibilities that I see, The things that we can do. How you finish the puzzle, That lies inside my heart, How deep in my soul, You are a very important part. I could go on for days, Telling of what I feel, But all you really must know

A Day At Home
Nothing much happened here at home today. Me, Mike and the kids got a lot of work done around the house though between laundry, the dishes, cleaning the stove and cleaning the porch we got quite a bit done. Mike and I decided that to reward ourselves for a hard day of work we would go and have supper at Pizza Hut. It was a nice dinner out with the kids. Well I guess that is enough for now.

We Are..
At a time were deversity is everywhere, and being who we are matters.Or does it? There are so many styles trends and clicks, that we forget sometimes, that it doesn't matter. Be beautiful first by loving yourself. I instil this to my children. My son 18, jeans, tshirt, computer game geek. Is what they call him. My daughter, 16, gothic, punk, dark, always in black, and wearing skulls on everything. She is the writer, poet. Both from the same woumb, yet there paths so diffrent. I feel that they should be proud of who they are. Cause mom sure is...

Never Was So Lonely As The Night...
Never was so lonely as the night with all it's dreams of yesterday encapsulated within a moments hesitation and then tomorrow dawns a new year to find the screaming body dragged from the final breath of the previous chapter and into darkness. clouds fill the sky dark and gray with flurries of snow and worries of man that fall and lie deep upon the fields of thought until the vista is such that even memory can not recognize it's twisted features a thing of beauty? a white demon? who knows what others see behind the windows of their souls who hears their silent screams and runs protective to cradle them within awaking dreams of how it should have been it could have been if only the dice had fallen even how can life be decided by the flick of a wrist? And what of chapters new? of fields yet untrodden and future speak of what you seek alone but not so sure filled with doubts of how much longer can the fear of past remain before it bites upon the very su

Goodbye!!!!!
I have nothing left- Nothing to give... Since I don't have you- Why Should I live... The words you say-Conflict with the beat.... I look at your brown eyes- so warm so sweet I'm Sorry my feelings for you have changed Is what you said.... I feel so alone so lost- I feel like I'm dead... When you told me you liked me- All the glory rose to my heart... Yes, you were right- you tore me apart... I told you I hated you- But deep down In my heart I don't I can't feel your heart- If It just Won't I told you Josh I didn't like you... But what I told you was a lie... I can't tell you how I feel- you made me cry Why does it hurt so much? You Hurt me I want you so bad... But you took my love for granted... Shattered my heart and made me sad... I wish you would know how I feel I wish Josh, you would come back I would make it right- I would make it real I just want to grab you and make you see... Just how much I need you here with me... I still remember that October day-

Je Ne Regrette Rien...
Je ne regrette rien... I do not regret anything. I do not regret the sun, or the moon, and I do not regret the scent of your perfume, that still lingers on my pillow, as an aromatic reminder that you've gone. I don't regret the tears shed in the storms, hidden only by a thousand rain drops, and I don't regret the pains in my heart. I do not regret anything, because you were worth it. To have spent one perfect moment with you is worth the million years of hurt destined to follow.

At The Bus Stop
Scene - a crowded city at a busy bus stop, a > beautiful young woman wearing a > tight leather skirt was waiting for a bus. > > As the bus stopped and it was her turn to get > on, she became aware that her skirt was too > tight to allow her leg to come up to the height > of the first step of the bus. > > Slightly embarrassed and with a quick smile to > the bus driver, she reached behind her to unzip > her skirt a little, thinking that this would > give her enough slack to raise her leg. She > tried to take the step, only to discover that > she couldn't. > > So, a little more embarrassed, she once again > reached behind her to unzip her skirt a little! > more, and for the second time attempted the > step. Once again, much to her chagrin, she > could not raise her leg. > > With a little smile to the driver, she again > reached behind to unzip a little more and again > was unable to take the step. > > About this time, a large Texan who was standing > behi

My Cousin Is Having Heart Surgery On Tuesday!
Well Today I woke up to find out that my cousin is in the hospital and is going to have sergry on his heart. My cousin that I am talking about is only 9 years old. I am so scared that he my not recover. His Aorta which is a main Artery has narrowed and has made his heart excellerate. Poor little Scott, I hope he pulls out of this. Here are a couple of pic's of Little Scott please pray for him! He kind of resimbles my son Andrew.... Update 4-24-06: Scott is out of the hospital untill he gets over the pneumonia then he has to have sergery on he has a heart condition called Narrowing of the Aorta it is one of the main Artories that run to the heart. He has lived with this his whole life and we never knew it. I will post more updates on his condition as I have them...Thank you all for the prayers. Update: Scott is getting surgry on the 19th of August I hope everything goes well. He is only 9 years old. I am scared I don't want to lose another family member. Please everyone pray

Damn My Tiny Brain!
I really wish I'd thought of a better username. Something super-clever that would score points with the ladies. Something like... pussypleaser. Because, damn, that's brilliant. It tells everyone what you're all about AND reveals your inner gift for words all at once.

:d
wow what a fugged up weekend this was.... almost beat some crzy bitch up because she thought she had to be cool n start some shit when my kids were around.. then tried to steal some money and her stupid ass doesnt know how to walk so she falls on my wrist n fuggs it up even more... then today we get the cops called on us just cause she doesnt know how to leave a house when shes not wanted and she is told to leave... damn ... SO MUCH DRAMA>..... one of these weekends i will be havin a non drama weekend... haha oh well still had fun this weekend regardless of what happened.

Lettes Only--from Violent J
this is violent j'z contest!! hey ya'll im hosting a contest entitled "Juggalettes Gone Wicked" and i was wondering if you would be intrested in participating alright and here are the rules. Juggalettes Gone Wicked What You Win you'll either win a permanet place on my top 8 and be known as the hottest juggalette around or you'll get one lucky phone call from the great violent j and this is whatcha gotta do to win. Rules. 1.send in pics of yourself 2.they have to be in underwear and bra only or naked thats why its called juggalettes gone wicked 3.you can include people in the picture but remember underwear and bra only or naked but you will also have a better chance at winning. Send The Pics To My Email Address-wickedclown4ever99 Violent Jz email the profile it brings up is Jz cousin!! no worries!

My Sad Poem!!
Can my life get better? Or is it gonna stay? Can I start again? Or will it go away? Can I ask you something? Why did God choose me? Can I take I back? Or will it always be? Can I find my mummy? But why?d she leave me here? Can I stop this hurting? Who?ll wipe away my tear? Can you make me happy? Then why am I so sad? Can you tell me exactly why? Why were you so mad? Can you take my life? Cause I don?t want to live Can you tell me why you left? I have my life to give Can you tell my daddy That it?ll be ok, I?ll be waiting for him And I?ll see him soon.. one day Can?t somebody hear me, Promise you won?t cry? Cause it was my decision It was my choice to die Can you promise something? Please smile when I go I should?ve told my love my heart I guess he?ll never know Can you understand me? I?m sorry but it?s true I couldn?t handle all the shit That I was going through My spirit inside, was captured But I?ve just set it free Tell everyone I?m sorry But i

Sexual Quiz
You scored as Very Kinky. You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerVery Kinky80%Average40%A WUSS !!40%A Sicko20%How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

Learning New Things
OK SO I JUST LEARNED SOMETHING THAT I REALLY DON'T LIKE. I WENT TO MY BLOG TO SEE MY COMMENTS, WELL COME TO FIND OUT THAT I COULDN'T SEE IT. I HAD TO SET THE SETTING TO WHERE ANYONE COULD SEE IT BEFORE I COULD EVEN VIEW IT, AND I WAS THE ONE THAT WROTE THE DUMB THING! NOW I DON'T WANT EVERYONE VIEWING MY BLOGS, ONLY MY FRIENDS...AND THERE ARE A LOT OF YA, BUT I KNOW THAT MOST DON'T EVEN READ PPL'S BLOGS. BUT THIS JUST KINDA AGGRAVATED ME AND I WANTED TO VENT BOUT IT :-P IF ANYONE HAS SUGGESTIONS OR KNOWS WHAT I NEED TO DO (I AM BLONDE MIND YOU) LOL, BE MY GUEST TO LET ME KNOW. WELL THAT'S ALL FOR NOW. I AM GOING TO GO HANG OUT LAUNDRY AND GET MY KIDS READY FOR BED, SO I'LL TALK TO YOU GUYS THAT CARE LATER! HEHE TIFF :)

On Cold Nights...
On cold nights I wrap myself in thoughts of you velvet dreams of warmer times of sweeter times of... O my word I really couldn't say on a public site On cold nights I wrap myself in thoughts of you sweet subtle thoughts of us entwined of... You fill my mind with exstacy Let me caress you love you fill you with sensual dreams of... On cold nights I wrap myself in thoughts of you velvet dreams of warmer times of sweeter times of... O my word I really couldn't say on a public site...

I Give You My Soul
I try to get over the pain, but it's just so hard to do. Trying to find a love that is interested in you. Wanting something so bad, something that you know you've never had. The pain is always there with me. No matter where I hide it seems to find me. I know this isn't the way it's supposed to be, so why can't I face reality? Over and over again I try. Over and over again I am made to cry. Just once I would like to find, a man who is all mine. I can't go own knowing that there's no one for me, so I bef of yu and i pleasd. Do you know of the true love I so desire? One that will love me and is not a liar? No games to be played or lies to be told, if you are him then I give you my soul.

Mayonnaise Revealed!
Mayonnaise Revealed > > > > Most people don't know that back in 1912, > Hellmann's mayonnaise was manufactured in > England. In fact, the Titanic was carrying > 12,000 jars of the condiment scheduled for > delivery in Vera Cruz, Mexico, which was to be > the next port of call for the great ship after > its stop in New York. > > > > This would have been the largest single > shipment of mayonnaise ever delivered to > Mexico. But as we know, the great ship did not > make it to New York. The ship hit an iceberg > and sank, and the cargo was forever lost. > > > > The people of Mexico, who were crazy about > mayonnaise, and were eagerly awaiting its > delivery, were disconsolate at the loss. Their > anguish was so great, that they declared a > National Day of Mourning, which they still > observe to this day. > > > > The National Day of Mourning occurs each > year on May 5th and is known, of course, as > Sinko de Mayo. > > > > > WHAT?

24hrs To Go!
Hmmmm I Got...24 hrs.... not alot of time so i have to act fast.... B4 we locked ourselves in i start'd the candles... and Music... bath water running...... oh yea Mr. Bubbles!!! mmmmm toss two blue Glo~Stix in the BAth and turn off tha lites... waters HOT but not burning..... i call u in... press u against the wall..... kissing u deeply @ the Same time i am taking off ur bra... peeiling it off ur Beautiful titties bending down and putting mah head under ur shirt sucking on ur nipples!!! slowly pulling ur shirt up stoping @ ur eyes so i kiss u deeply once again .... then cont. getting u undressed..... i kneel down and roll ur pants down leaving ur Panties on for a min.... as i press mah mouth against ur pussy and inhale ur scent.... mmmmm mah mouth starts to water.... as i then roll ur panties down and kiss those Pouty lips!!!! as i am already naked i slide mah body against urs as i cum up to meet ur mouth for the Final kiss b4 we get in the tub.... i test the water by getting in 1st.

School
Whoooo hoooo! Yes! Go Me! Go Me! I aced my first test with a 100%! I am very excited! Now let's see if I can do the same thing on the next test which will be tomorrow evening. I wil be taking 2 tests one on abbreviations and one on elements.

Ripping
I learned a newbie lesson today. Not everyone is a fan of having their photos ripped. Haha. Oops. I don't rip people's photos because I'm making T-shirts of them and selling them, I don't need a beer mug with your face on it, you're not going to be my background, etc. I rip them because I find that person to be a model of what I consider to be attractive and I have a folder set up to that affect. It's like, hey.. I think you're so hot/beautiful that I want everyone who comes and looks at my pictures to see yours too. It doesn't seem like that could be a bad thing, but to some it is. So take a note from me and ask people before you rip. On that note, you need not ask me. Please rip away. I think the world could use more thongs with my face on them. (double meaning???) All my love and sarcasm, Ava

Or Get On Some Good Meds.
i keep seeing these bulletins from people where they put "if you don't repost this you are heartless and remove yerself from my friends list" bullshit. first of all...i am not heartless. not by any means. i am a most caring and loving person..i have the biggest heart. so..not posting yer bullshit doesn't make me heartless....and i know it's NOT directed SOLELY at me...but it's pretty childish to even go that far. secondly...don't call someone heartless and then expect THEM to remove themselves. yer the over dramatic moron. YOU remove them! that's all she wrote.

Fuck That Tree!
A freakin tree attacked my new car. Here is the cool part, the repair cost for it is about 3,000 dollars. The dent in the side is no bigger than my foot...like if someone kicked it. I swear, just bearly hit the side of it lol. And next weekend i'll be raving and drinking for three days strait at AWA awsomeness! SO CLOSE!

Try It
You scored as Very Kinky. You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerVery Kinky60%A WUSS !!50%A Sicko40%Average40%How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

My Theory
Knowledge equals power, To gain knowledge we need to experience, To experience often means suffering. To suffer is to experience. So to me knowledge equals fear. I'd rather know nothing an BE HAPPY!!!

Untitled Memory
Somewhere inside of every dream is a rainbow, not the sort of rainbow you get when the sun hits the rain, but one where a thousand lonely tear drops hit the bright rays of hope, and create a kaleidascope of uncertainty. Sometime, maybe in the past, or the future, when I was filled with such doubts, I felt the rainbow stir inside of me, a million beautiful colors, touching ever corner of my body, tingling me with energy, and anticipation, and I closed my eyes and floated on the moment, soaring over giant redwoods, like a magnificent eagle, wild, untamed, and free, looking down upon the world, seeing everything, but unshackled of it's problems. After many hours of flying, that took but the blinking of an eye, I settled on a raft in the ocean, a small wooden raft, that had floated upon the seas for all eternity, that had been floating there before you, and I, and forever were even dreamt of, and I lay there, still in the morning sun, with the gentle surf lapping just inches from my

The Visit
((This is not a true story though it is based on the thoughts of a female friend who visited and wished for something more)) I had finally arrived. I was not in my home, but I brought the essentials from my haven. As I entered the car, he offered me a light for my clove cigarette that I was pursing to my lips waiting for him to put my luggage in the trunk. As he came into the car, he ignited the lighter just in front of my cigarette, moving it slowly back to light it calmly, and without being told to do anything yet. I start to reward him for his good deeds by stroking his balls as he drives out of the airport parking lot. As we drive to his home I'm blowing smoke in his face while distracting his driving so I start to stroke him enjoying the long drive home on the back roads to not have as many people driving past us. As we approach the small seldom used bridge across the river I tell him to stop so we can enjoy the cool air circling around the car this night. As I

My Brain At 2 In The Morning :|
I had a conversation with a friend about a certain situation that made me think. My friend was telling me what the right thing to do was. Only thing is, what the right thing is in my friends eyes isnt the right thing for me in my eyes. Does that make it the wrong thing? I think it comes down to what I believe and what my values are. So heres a question, is what is right based on what we think, OR based on what our values are? Hell if it is based on what I think I would flounder around like most people. Not believing in anything. My thinking changes so much. It is so influenced by how I feel and the people around me. So i hope it isnt that. If it is based on my values, then I have a really long row to hoe. My values are never changing. Solid and steadfast. My values are the yardstick that I use to measure who I am and how I am living my life. Unfortunately, my values have been set so high that even I cant live up to them. I cant seem to give myself a break. This is especially h

How Sexual Am I?
You scored as Very Kinky. You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerVery Kinky90%Average60%A Sicko50%A WUSS !!0%How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

Did You Know?
Did You Know...>>>If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced >enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee.>>>Hardly seems worth it.)>>>If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas>>>is produced>>> >to create the energy of an atomic bomb.>>> >>>> >>>> >(Now that's more like it!)>>> >>>> >The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body >>>to>>> >squirt blood 30 feet.>>> >>>> >>>> >(O.M.G.!)>>> >>>> >>>> >A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes.>>> >>>> >>>> >(In my next life, I want to be a pig.)>>> >>>> >>>> >A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to>>> >death. (Creepy.)>>> >>>> >>>> >(I'm still not over the pig.)>>> >>>> >>>> >Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories an hour.>>> >>>> >>>> >(Do not try this at>>> >home. Maybe at work.)>>> >>>> >>>> >The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to >>>its>>> >body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head o

Is It Real?
is it real that thing they call love that one little thing that will make the heavens stop above? is it true, i do not think so i do not think i will ever love you. i do not think there is any love inside of me. for love is something that doesnt really exsist. honestly it is not love ever it is truely lust. a primal natural thing. enriched in desire, seathing with heat and passion. nothing more then lust bite me! beat me! whip me! tease me! i am good come and treat me like im the nasty little slut you should. i will tantilize your sinces. i will give you the darkness, relish in your laugh. I will give you my everything as long as you are real with me.

This Is Why You Should Spank Your Children
I was thinking today about a few random experiences Ive had lately. To most people they might not even seem like a big deal. Let me explain. I was in a Home Depot in line, this guy walks up and right in front of me. I was obviously in line, he just felt he was more important I guess. Another example; walking down the aisle in a crowded grocery store and this woman with her cart are in front of me. She just stops to talk on her phone. Totally blocking the aisle and oblivious to everyone else in the world. So i was wondering what the f~ck is going on? I mean when I was a kid my dad would have smacked the sh~t out of me for being so selfish and ignorant. My God! Come to think of it, it wasnt like this about 10 years ago. When did it become acceptable to act like that? When did it become okay to walk around like I am the most important person alive? Truth is, no one else really cares. The new attitude is "I got mine, f~ck you" I know what you are thinking, "Brice you are starting to

A Few More Short Unfinished
(NOW REMEMBER THEY ARE ONLY SHORT POEMS OK NO KNOCKING ) "SWEET INSANITY" All these friendships have been wasted. In the tears that she has tasted, an nothing ever seems quite right.when she is all alone at night!" THE DARKNESS OF ME! Deep inside me there is a darkness, a darkness i cant explain, deep inside my dark heart there is joy an there is pain. how do i love some one so much that i feel pain? "AN ODE TO MY PAIN" The burning of the heat against my skin, leaves a blister,only time can mend! the pain grows sharper as my blood pours out, it'll go away soon, with out a doubt!!! "YOU" We walked through hell took a stroll through heaven you turned your back one me faster then i coud get back up on my feet!

Lol Thought This Was To Funny!!!
You scored as Very Kinky. You are very Kinky. You are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerVery Kinky70%Average40%A WUSS !!30%A Sicko20%How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

Greetings And Salutations
ok so like did you every noticed there are like fifty million ways to say hi? I can say hello in like 4 different languages....and I love to meet people....living or dead...you see spirits tend to be drawn to me and my gang....we are witches so, I guess the dead feel comfortable making themselves at home and bugging the hell out of us....now some of you that read this make think what the hell is this chick smoking??? but, im being very serious! anyways working at a convient store you get to meet alot of intresting people...you go your lottery junkies who dream of the day they hit it big...you got your caffine junkies who drink red bulls like they are water...your suger junkies, and of course your smoking junkies both legal and illegal things...you have your assholes who think they are too good to talk to you...than you got your good ol boys who the biggest damn rednecks in the free world....you have cell phone junkies that are always talking to someone when they come in...you got your

Vampire
((This is 11 years old and largely unedited... i hope you enjoy it anyway)) You walk into the home, so cold, so wet from the storm outside. The wind has your hair blown all about your face, and the cold rain has it sticking to your skin. The rain pelts on the door now, the wind outside changing direction. You look about the room, and sigh. "Can it be any darker in here?" The shadows, which surround you, shift as the trees by the windows move outside with the swirling wind. You walk around the hallway to the home. It is dark; the single lamp in the foyer is broken. You enter what seems like it would be a nicely decorated kitchen, wood burning stove, large refrigerator, wine rack... beautiful. You’re so positive that you saw lights on in this house. You look around, the only light by your lighter, which is now growing hotter, too hot to touch. You let go of the little red piece of plastic, the small flame dies out, and you’re left to readjust to the darkness. You turn arou

Moving
yes, its true, i will be moving at the end of next month back to Louisianna to live with my sis and her husband.... too much heartache and drama in my life right now has forced me to say goodbye to Jacksonville Florida and move away from it.... i need to be able to get my head back on straight after all the shit i just went thru with the imposters and with the attack and all... i just need a fresh start and clean break..i will be leaving behind some good friends and i hope we can stay in touch...i will not be moving back here again, unless someone manages to put a ring on my finger and drag me back here, and i dont mean an engagement ring, it had better be a wedding ring, cuz i wont be stranded here again.... i may come back for a visit once in a while, if there is a good enough reason... (like HIM coming to Orlando again...lol) but living here again..um NO! I love you all and am sorry to be leaving like this, but at least you have a months notice to say goodbye... drained and t

Just To Start It Off With
JUST LIL UNFINISHED ONE'S THERE REALLY OLD FROM LIKE YEARS AGO. 'Deep into that darkness peering' long i stiid there , wondeering fearing, doubting,dreaming,dreams no mortal ever dreamed before! dARKNESS OVER COMES I CAN FEEL THE PAIN IT OVER TAKES MY SOUL, IT BLEEDS AS MY HEART BREAKS!! "LOST WORLD" Dreams shattered, Tears streaming down one's face, memories flashing, a past never to be replaced nor forgotten..

Love In A Drive Thru Society (my Philosophy)
Lets say a relationship is a rose bush. You go to Home Depot and you pick out a new rose bush. You got the best, it has really bright full flowes and really green healthy leaves. In the excitement you buy a new shovel and snippers and a hose with attatchments. You are all set. You get home and kick the old lawn furnature out of the way and rake real quick to make a spot for your new rose bush. You dig the hole and plant your new pride and joy. You tell all your friends about it, its all you can talk about. You are just high. Every day you are out there with your rose bush just loving it. But after the first season the leaves wilt and the flowers die. And since we live in a drive thru society and everything is disposable and super sized, you rip it out of the ground and in your anguish, you say "it wasnt meant to be" "its fate" and you head back to Home Depot for another one. But this time you look at the rose bushes and you say to yourself, the last one did this and that so the next o

My Hidden Sexual Talent Quiz Results
This is pretty accurate!! Using your body Your sexual hidden talent is using your body's natural charm and beauty to seduce your partner. You are all about having the perfect body/looking good for your partner - and it does the trick every time. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Being Equal
all right people, how many times have u heard that men are better than women? I have heard it way too many times. Women can do just as good, or even better job, than men at anything. I think that men are just too afraid that we will take over there jobs, so they come up with this line of crap to scare us away from jobs that we can do. We need to stand up to men and let them know that we can do just as good of a job as they can. We aren't a dog , or there pet, we are human being, and deserve to be treated equal, no matter what it is.

7 Weird Facts About Me
1. i absolutly hate feet they gross me out 2. when i get mad and i try to talk about why im mad i cry. 3. i love the smell of fireplaces burning in the winter time 4. im an extremly shy person so if ive ever told you anything personal u should feel special 5. i love ketchup but i HATE raw tomatoes 6. i hate going places on my own and ive just recently started to and im really proud of myself for it. 7. i have to sleep with atleast 4 pillows and one little one otherwise i cant sleep

Sex Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 123 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Sign
Virgo You are shy at first, and because of that, it is hard for you to find lots of random sex partners. You are very intelligent and very into sex. You will only have sex with clean people, because you are afraid of getting an STD. You are also very kinky and imaginative in the sack. Your partners always have a hard time keeping up with you. Sex matches: Taurus, Capricorn, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Lc Idiots
Ok, I have been here for almost a week now, and already I am dismayed by the amount of blog and bulletin posts about creepy, perverted, or otherwise just plain pushy men. Grow up guys. Realize that if someone doesn't want to do something, they shouldn't be obligated to do it or even give an explination as to why. IF someone does not want you as a friend...GET OVER IT, you don't know them to begin with so its no big loss. Go out and find someone else who will be your friend. And the big crux: private albums. Men turn into drooling little perverts at the mere possibility of a naked woman (me included), it's a fact of life...however maintain control over yourself. You haven't seen the album, what makes you even think there is nudity in it? Perhaps its photos of her close friends and family she wants to keep anonymous to the millions of random perves out there. Don't beg and don't assume. Your a human being, not a walking sphincter, so why should you act like you are? I have heard too many

My Life....
I lived for you.... I slept to have energy to love you.... I loved only you.... You were my everything.... How do I go on without you.... I miss you so much.... I want you back.... I love you.... HOw can I go on everyday with you? I don't know how.... I haven't figured out how to go on everyday, without cooking for, cleaning for you, making sure that you laundry is done, making sure that you are ok. Knowing that you aren't ok, makes me not okay! I need you! COME BACK!

Good Lord
So basically...I give up on the bulletins thing.. If I or anyone on here has something important to say..it doesn't get read anyway cause of everyone's incessant posting of stupid shit. Get over it..it's not a life and death thing about being leveled up. No one cares who wants you. We know you added new pics because there's a thing called THE ALERT BOX. dumbshits. And frankly..you're not heartless or whatever if you don't repost shit. That and nothing is going to come true for you if you repost it..your crush from 8th grade won't come back and marry you..some little girl is not gonna come murder you in your sleep. At least...at least the religious ones haven't hit LC yet, cause if they did..I'd be gone..with no forwarding address. Fine and dandy if y'all believe what you believe in..you don't need to post it..that's allll MySpace..the most boring site on the net..cept for the game. hey..we should get games on this site..that would be cool. Anywho. Call me a heartless bitch if you want.

What Poker Hand R You
You are a straight You are good at planning for the future and living well but you will probably not be seen at that wild party going on this Friday night. You have moderate luck when playing poker, and you are probably not that good at bluffing. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Natal Chart
The Cosmo Natal Report for SuTTDoGG April 10, 1974 7:02:53 PM Bellaire, Ohio Calculated for: Daylight Savings Time, Time Zone 5 hours West Latitude: 40 N 00 58 Longitude: 80 W 44 33 Positions of Planets at Birth: Sun 20 Ari 41 Pluto 5 Lib 03 Moon 10 Sag 14 N. Node 21 Sag 07 Mercury 28 Pis 55 Asc. 10 Lib 59 Venus 4 Pis 25 MC 12 Can 40 Mars 24 Gem 26 2nd cusp 7 Sco 58 Jupiter 7 Pis 27 3rd cusp 8 Sag 56 Saturn 29 Gem 23 5th cusp 15 Aqu 58 Uranus 25 Lib 58 6th cusp 15 Pis 47 Neptune 9 Sag 23 Chapter 1: How You Approach Life and How You Appear To Others Libra Rising: You are a natural diplomat, reasonable, tolerant, fair, always willing to listen to varying viewpoints, and ready to see the other side of an issue. Even if you strongly disagree with someone, you will try to

YOU know what I HATE!!! I hate: that people dont have many real friends anymore-Liars-domestic abusers-cancer-child abusers-depression-poverty-injustice-ignorance-brusselsprouts-vanity-hangnails-selfhate-racism-lack of mental healthcare in USA-100million people in Africa has AIDS-cruelty to animals-people who hide their emotions-pushy & evil people-that our friends and family are on crack but nobody talks about doing something about it-loneliness-YOU!!(just kiddin) LOL

#4
One perfect night Out of nowhere I seen your screen name come up on my screen usually this doesnt happen...you messaging me first so my heartbeat sped up slightly as i typed "hello" to you little did i know that i had just made the first step into having the Perfect Night we made small talk and i showed you my new photos you asked me what i was doing and of course my response was nothing i let you know i missed you and that we should hangout all of a sudden im on the phone with you and you youre on your way to come see me as i talk to you and youre telling me the exit #s your at i just think to myself "can this really be happening" you have no idea how many times this exact situation ran through my head closer and closer you get the more anxious im getting...a smile never dropping off my face youre phone begins to get a weak signal thats when i know its real youre really on your way...to see me you pull in and within seconds of being here you reached for a

Sexual Hidden Talent
Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

#3
flowing through my veins salty like the dead sea my tears fall upon my lips never before have i felt this way about anyone never before have i felt like this period here i am waiting just to feel your touch its been the longest four years and finally its here you reach over and wrap your warm arms around me i can see your the keys to your heart on your arm my fingers run over them softly as i endulge in your embrace is it odd that i love everything about you from your uneven cut hair to your 190 dollar diesel jeans that just so nicely fit upon your hips all the way down to your four year old,dirty socks i toussel your hair around playfully as you pull me in for a kiss your lips grace mine so softly and yet so powerful i open my eyes slowly and realize yours are staring right at me.. things shouldnt be this perfect should they? im forever freezing this moment deep in time so everytime i become sad and the tears are flowing....the blade is nearby i can just reac

What Poker Hand Are You?
You are a flush You are seductive and suave. You have no problem flirting, and the people who you flirt with find you irresistible. You rarely lose money playing poker because you are so charming, and have a master poker face. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

#2
Im blinded by everyone's happiness a hook up here a new job there maybe some lost weight or some found confidence i smile because Im happy for them..or because i have no clue what else to do but behind this smile is the sad, pathetic truth the truth that i myself, am not happy with what ive been given so should i start taking or should i wait behind this mask... wait for that happiness to bless me one day just because you pass me a compliment doesnt mean its true just because you acknowledge Im still breathing doesnt mean i havent tried to stop i claw at all the masks i wear just to try to find myself once again through all the lies, the fake smiles,..the 'happiness' who am I? do you know?...do you care to know? would you even realize the difference if i showed you the real me would you still accept it and want to be friends or would everything change because i finally set myself free free of all the bullshit free of all the sorrow and all the sadness free of all

Getting Colder In Kansas
Today you can't wear shorts or you will frezze your ass off but it feels good on my sunburn but its almost taned down. well i am going to bitch for a second about guys so just remeber that i do love guys but not a million at a time l and going to bitch about guys for a second and if any have the balls to answer me that would be a good thing it might help us woman out. Why do guys think they need to tell your business to others? i have a friend on a different site and he is telling my business all over the site well let me tell ya i will not be talking to him anymore because what i said was between him and I well. i gues my thing is if i say something to you it is ment to be confidential cuz i don't talk about no one behind their backs he knows I am putting it in my blog because i told him. so i am not talking behind his back lol but like i said my question is why do you do that i know girls do to but this one don't she keeps things talked about to herself and don't talk to anyone ab

#1
Behind this mask....does anyone know what's behind it....does anyone care to know? Behind closed doors alone in my apartment the only friend I have is music and the blade i remember when my best friend was an ink pen and a notebook i miss those days _______________________________ everyone is living their life for themselves so why does it matter if we -look both ways when crossing the street -wait 20 mins before swimming after you eat -go to college and "become" somebody -live towards having that family your mum wants you to have or why do we even -workout to look "good" to the opposite(or even the same) sex -dye and primp hair -wear so much makeup -get plastic surgery (its called plastic for a reason) does caring for others ever really pay off? they say "nice guys finish last" well...where's the finish line? because after years and years of looking out for others and making sure i didnt cross any lines and offend anyone...im in the worst spot of my lif

My Oiler Pray
My OILER prayer Our Oilers, Who art in Edmonton,Hallowed be thy TeamThy Ducks they come,Thy roast begun,Just like San Jose as well as Detroit.Give us this win,All Pucks Stopped by Roloson,And forgive us our crosschecks, As we punish those whocrosscheck against us, And lead us not into golf, As we've lead thosewho played against us.And now we have moved up, to THE STANLEY CUPIn the name of the Smyth, the Pisani, the Horcoff and the Stoll.Forever and Ever the MacTavish and the Lowe(Amen)

Quiz
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Leveling Up
To anyone who reads this (especially any site mods) I have been stcuk and level 5 99.99% fopr about 2 weeks now. Does anyone know why I might be stuck?? If there is anyone that can help me figure out why I am stuck, and point me in the right help direction on this site? I'd greatly appreciate any help you can give me.

Quiz
You have a sexual IQ of 156 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Jealousy...and Haters...
it has just come to my attention that some of you ladies either on my mans page or my own maybe jealous hmmmm... Well its time to stop hating on me... and grow the fuck up. HES MINE!!! theres a reason he didnt choose you ... he chose me... i love him he loves me im secure in the understanding we have ... and the reason why i post so many photos is the fact that i have played the game to earn that many photo slots .. and i intend to fully utilize my privilage. so STFU! if you have any questions come to me .... not third parties. all my photos are approved by my bf and im extremely faithful to him... so if there isnt any problem... i think im done ranting.... dark wishes, A.M.

Marine In Combat
Dedicated to my Brothers~Semper Fidelis My boots are rough and dirty yet tightly tied they are, I push my right foot forward and hope no bomb is near my arch. Tattered, worn, and salty my jungle cammies are, The shirt is torn and open, my sweat soaked tee exposed. Hot and heavy the steel pot feels as it guards my head today. I put my faith in thee please, God, keep me safe I pray. On my neck my dog tags hang swinging silently A hand will take them from my neck when and if I die. Before my death my blood type they will see. Should the Corpsman call The Padre, Pastor, or the Rabbi? From this metal he will know. My mind is tired, so exhausted, I am full of energy. My right arm is bending at the elbow, Firmly holding my M-16 against my upper arm Its muzzle is aimed upwards at the canopies of trees Smell the gunpowder, the oil, the death Around my shoulder, my neck, an arm holds on I feel his sweat, and smell his blood.

A Little Depressed
WELL, I FINALLY GOT SOME LAST NIGHT BECAUSE MY PERIOD STOPED. I AM STILL TALKING TO CHRIS ABOUT KIDS. I FEEL LIKE CHRIS' PARENTS HATE ME. HIS DAD TOLD ME THAT IF I GET PREGNANT, THEN I CAN GO HOME BECAUSE THEY CAN'T RAISE ANOTHER BABY. THEY HAVE THEIR GRAND-BABY OVER AND THEY BUY STUFF FOR HIM. THEY SPOIL THE HELL OUTTA HIM. TODAY SANDRA GOT A PICTURE OF HE GRANDSON AND BOUGHT A PICTURE FRAME TO PUT IT IN. EVERY WHERE YOU TURN, YOU SEE PICTURES OF CONNOR. THERE IS ONLY ONE PICTURE OF CHRIS IN THE LIVINGROOM AND ITS OF ME AND HIM. I DONT SEE BABY PICTURES FO KINDERGARDEN. THEY HAVE PLENTY OF PICTURES OF SHELLEY HIS SISTER. I THINK THEY DIDNT WANT TO HAVE CHRIS. HIS PARENTS TREAT HIM AS IF HE WAS MADE OF NOTHING. I KNOW THE TALK ABOUT HIM BEING A MOMMA'S BOY WAS DUMB, BUT SOMETIMES I JUST WISH HIS PARENTS WOULD BE PROUD OF HIM. I CAN'T TALK TO HIS PARENTS ABOUT THIS BECAUSE IT SEEMS WRONG. AND THEY MIGHT HATE ME EVEN MORE. I DONT WANNA GO HOM EBECAUSE I WANNA PROVE TO EVERYONE I CAN LIVE

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 144 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Sexual Zodiac
Aquarius You are very random, changing moods everyday. You are very genuine, and you like to do a lot sexually. When you find something that you like, you like it a lot and want your lover to like it too. Ideally you like to find a partner who is as into sex as you are. You want a lover who is just as independent as you are and you like an equal amount of give and take in the sack. Sex matches: Aries, Gemini, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My Sexual Hidden Talent
center>Using your body Your sexual hidden talent is using your body's natural charm and beauty to seduce your partner. You are all about having the perfect body/looking good for your partner - and it does the trick every time. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

(e)x's And O(hh)'s
I dont know if Im able to be in a serious, committed relationship-especially if its a long distance one. I always have the opportunity to sleep with someone, or makeout with someone, or even just kinda mess around with someone....and there's nothing wrong with a good, healthy sex life. But I date these guys that live forever and three days away from me, and I end up really caring for them but then I go out and I party and then Boom...Im a cheater. Its not like I go out with the thought of "hey im gonna get hit on" or whatever. I honestly go out to just hangout with friends and have a good time......and then i just happen to run into someone that ive messed around with in the past,and i usually have a "few" drinks in me..and things happen..etc. Im not making up excuses, but ive ALWAYS been a flirt and Ive always loved attention-who doesnt? Im a Gemini to the T. I get bored easily-and if someone isnt RIGHT HERE to give me the attention I need or want-then I tend to find it elsewher

Remote Control
We have a lunch out planned, and meet at your place before we go. The weather is still warm enough that you've worn a nice, short black skirt for me, with a soft silk top. I pause at the door to admire you as you smile and slowly turn on your heels; complimenting you on your choice. But I mention that I have one addition to your outfit, if you trust me enough to wear it. You look at me questioningly, but answer "Of course", as I pull a small box from behind my back. "What is it?" you ask, turning the box in your hands? "Jewelry?" "No honey, it's something special. Go into the restroom and you'll see. I want you to wear it while we eat." Still curious, you go into the bathroom and open the box, surprised at what you find. Nestled in soft velvet lies what appears to be a vibrator. You pull it out to look closer at it; sure enough, it has that slim, smooth shape to slide inside, but there are some strange, molded ridges in the rubber about three-quarters of the way up. A small fi

Please Come By And Vote!!
Dear Cherry Readers!!! Hey all in a contest!! Please come by and vote!! I think I losing!!! But need some votes please!!! I am in the BBW Contest!! There is the link... Please do it for me!!! http://www.lostcherry.com/viewimage.php?u=51980&albumid=45145&i=1655107200 Thanks.. Jeannie

Boring Sunday
Well its a rainy Sunday here and nothing much going on, Hubby is sick with the same stomach bug we all had and so I have been taking care of him....Hope everyone has a great day and a happy Monday

Why
Explain something to me, because I do not quite understand it. WHAT FUCKING KIND OF GOD IS IT THAT WOULD TAKE A PERSON SO WONDERFUL, SO LOVING, AND KILL THEM DEAD IN THEIR FUCKING TRACKS? What kind of God? Tell me... cause I really want to fucking know. Shock - Check Denial- Check Sadness - Check ANGER - Current. In case you havent quite figured out what this is about... one of my best friends died last night. Perfectly healthy, was fine a few days ago. She feels sorta bad yesterday, goes to the ER and never even makes it there. Massive Heartattack. Now.... what fucking kind of God would do that....

Question For Every One
i am like really into karaoke.. i need to find a site where i can download free CD+G's i need to know how to do this.. like in a really bad way.. if any one knows please please please help me.. i need them bad..thanx Dakota