Current mood: depressed
Category: Writing and Poetry
Poem I wrote a week ago
WHY
Dark in the cold is where I lie
Cold and alone in the dark I will die
No one will know or even care
Everyone will say "Oh was she still here"
I'll be grown yet completely alone
I wanted to stand in the middle of the ocean
What I really wanted was a deadly potion
I wanted to scream was her beautiful name
My heart to weak, I could not speak
I am to hurt inside
Burning in the core of me was the weakness everyone can now see
My Spirit can not let go
When there is so much I don't know
The time my dreams and I have shared
The pain of knowing she'll never be here
The answers I do not know, like the Why
Causes so much pain deep inside
I remember crying all day and night
I want to know why it does not feel fair or right
Torturing inside I close my eyes
Yet the pain still there closing in
My God Please help me understand
Why does my dream not fit your plans?