there they r...waling by as i sit on the side walk head down knees up hood on...lookin like a normal guy...then i raise my head i notice they r all watching me as they walk by...fear in there eyes hopin i dont stand up...i put my head down...and when i lift it again im smiling but one problem...my eyes r black...i start laughing and i stand up...ppl waling by turn white as the ystart runnin and screaming...i see souls flying i see them crying cause of the pain...i grab them and say "dont have the fear of pain what was done is done and cant be reversed ...be hapy while u still can dont be in my world cause i wont make it a good one hahahahahaha"...then i lift my head up from my knees with a smile blue eyes still and i wonder ...is this my fate?