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Heads Up..
OK, so I am probally not going to update thing thing, really. I have a site I have been posting blogs on for quite a fewa years. So I don't think I'll be using this one. If you want to rad my blog, then cool. Melo: Lupo. Just a heads up. So, now I leave thee, so I can take my walk. -Craig

Sex Survey
The Ultimate SEX Survey by game_gurl69Do you like it rough or sensual?: Depends on my moodDo you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: opposite most of the timeHow often do you like to have sex?: all the timeIs sex a top priority for you?: yesDo you have sex face to face with your partner?: yesHow often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: only a couple timesHow do you feel about one night stands?: they're okayHow many one night stands have you had?: 4What's your favorite position?: doggieWhere's your favorite place to have sex?: in public in a car, bedroom, I like the thrill of getting coughtDo you prefer to make love or f*uck?: dependsHave you ever watched porn while having sex?: yesHow long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: dependsDo you get off first or do they?: theyDo you like kissing during sex?: yesDo you moan? If so, are you loud or quite?: loudDo you prefer your partner to be loud or quite?:

A True Friend
A true friend is one who hears and understand when you share your deepest feelings. He supports you when you are struggling. He corrects yuou gently and with love. When you err's and he forgives you when you fail. A true friend prod's you to presonal growth, Stretches youto your full potenial. And most amazing of all, he celebrates your success'es as if they were his own.

I Don't Need You
I didn't ask for you to come and see me or for you to waste your time. All that shit you thought of no one else was in your mind I told you I don't need you the day you came home lying. I saw her number in your phone so I don't know why you presist on trying I loved you with all my heart I gave our relationship my all. But it wasn't meant for us to be together and that was the downfall Things didn't work out as planned because you were only half a man. So I just want to let you know that by myself I have to stand I depended on you for a long time to do my heart right. But now I don't want the problems that our souls collide I'm through taking seconds with the love you say you have. You can't really think I believe that you're the perfect man Too many nights I cried because you weren't lying beside me. But now I've gotten over that I don't need you I only need me

Gangsta's Paradise - Coolio
As I walk through the valley of the shadow of death I take a look at my life and realize there's nothing left Cause I've been blastin and laughing so long that Even my mama thinks that my mind is gone But I ain't never crossed a man that didn't deserve it Me be treated like a punk, you know that's unheard of You better watch how you talking, and where you walking Or you and your homies might be lined in chalk I really hate to trip, but I gotta lope As they cough I see myself in the pistol smoke, fool I'm the kinda G the little homies wanna be like On my knees in the night Sayin' prayers in the street light been spending most their lives Living in the Gangster's Paradise been spending most their lives Living in the Gangster's Paradise KEEP spending most our lives Living in the Gangster's Paradise KEEP spending most our lives Living in the Gangster's Paradise Look at the situation, they got me facin I can't live a normal life, I was raised by the strap

Have You Ever
Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt you every time you said good-bye to get some sleep between you two have you ever given someone your heart after it has been broken before because they were there for you and you thought they were the cure have you ever cried yourself to sleep because you lost your true love has your best friend been sent away your angel sent from up above have you ever dreamed of a happy day were it is just the two of you were you are truly happy and not afraid to be you have you ever locked yourself up in your room just to cry to yourself all day hoping he is thinking of you and will call with something to say have you ever ended up hurting so bad you didn't know what to do because you were too busy thinking and wanting him there with you have you ever missed him so bad and you thought no one would understand you couldn't tell anyone what you were thinking and had nobody to hold your hand have you ever t

If Your Against Abortion Read This!!!!
IF YOUR AGAINST ABORTION READ THIS!!! MONTH ONE Mommy I am only 8 inches long but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. Every time I hear it I wave my arms and legs. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. Month Two Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. Month Three You know what Mommy I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too and I cry with you even though you can't hear me. Month Four Mommy my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too.

Music
Sitting at my desk, singing a harmony to Sound of Silence (by Simon and Garfunkle) man, this is a beautiful song. I am confused, because of men. Which is a normal thing for me, I guess. LOL. The opposite sex, baffles me beyond comprehension. Sometimes, I think they are fueled only by their pricks, other times, I just dont know what the hell is going on in their minds. No offense, this is not meant to ALL men, just seems to be most of the ones I come into contact with. So, I will just sit here, listening to this song on repeat, and try to forget about it, along with the gazillion other things that are on my mind and harmonize to this beautiful song, offkey. ;)

Add Me
hey friends,i recently created a myspace if any of you have myspace add me just another place we can talk and share pics here is my site,http://www.myspace.com/notorious_berr i hope to get lots of adds from you sexy ladies Peace Out.....mike

A Game Of Love (adult)
A Game of Love Angel Hope-Brooks faced her husband, Ori, after everyone left the room. It had been an interesting game of Truth or Dare in which secrets had been revealed by some, and dares performed by others. One other secret had been revealed to Ori after the game. The secret that her curse had been lifted. She was free once again to be the light that he had married. The light he no longer had to fear. He had been so relieved she actually saw the tears of joy in his eyes. But it filled her heart with more emotion when she realized that he had sworn to her to stick by her through the curse no matter how long it took. He vowed he would have never left her side. Her guardian, Aurora Hart, had heard about enough. She knew there had been hidden secrets concerning Angel and Ori's marriage. Dark secrets that had her familiar, her light, living in fear for a short time. Ori's secret. But Angel had never come to her about it. She swore she would never reveal it and had remained true to

Passion's Flames
A touch, soft and tender. A whisper, full of desire A gasp of sweet surrender As passion fuels the fire No words spoken between them No promises to be kept No lies being told tonight No looking back - no regrets Longing to hold each other Such precious little time Both vowed to another Being lonely their only crime Tomorrow bringing sorrow A brief moment of shame With the memory of this one night A release from passion's flames

How Could You
How could you leave me just up and forget leaving me with pain and a handfull of regrets How could you leave me i dont understand how can you get up and leave and drop my hand? How could you leave me after the memories we had all this happieness is replaced with sad How could you leave me to be on my own you left me to die here you left me alone How could you leave me did you know how much i cared you just dont seem to notice but it was all real and there How could you leave me withought saying goodbye withought a glance behind you left me to die.

A Dream Of Perfect Love
A misty sunrise fills the east With yellow, gold and red. The bowl of space a palest blue, Sheds light upon our bed. The warmth beside my soul, a feast Of love for only you. So let the birds, with song, remain Within the morning hours, To pour upon the crisp, new day A hope, like cleansing showers. For you I send refreshing rain To wash the past away. A quiet breeze so warm and slow, Has drifted ‘cross my face. It brings the scents from flower climbs, And leaves without a trace. It stirred this battered heart, you know, To love this perfect time. Like whispers lost at sea, we soar Beyond the sky of fire. Together. Lost together, free To claim our each desire. Like leaves we float to earth, once more To close our eyes and be.

It's Time...
yes, it's near to end sunday it's already 5pm and yes, i'm still reading again and again my notes for tomorrow... ahh ya, i'm nervous, aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! grrrrr well.... i hope everyone is having a nice weekend :) i'm trying to remember everything before my exam and if all goes well, tomorrow afternoon i'll be an Engineer. many hugs and kisses Maria

Once Upon A Star
I gaze up at the sky each night and find the brightest star. It's always waiting there for me so close, but yet so far. The star winks in the evening sky and reaches out to me. It magically appears each night for all the world to see. I've wished upon this special star my whole life through, it seems. I've closed my eyes and made my wish of hopes, and plans, and dreams. And then, one day I got my wish for I finally met you. You are that someone special who's made all my dreams come true. So now whenever we're apart I find that same bright star. It makes me feel so close to you no matter where you are.

Wow
Hey,everyone! How is everybody's Sunday so far? Mine is alright,still sick,but I'll be okay. Has anyone noticed the amount of DRAMA on LC? WOW It's crazy..But hey, we all must like the drama,at least a little,cause we all still are on this website!!!!! Tsk tsk tsk Work tomorrow...7-3 great hours,eh? Lots of love, Talk to ya'll soon! I'll be on and off today! Lady T

One Last Word
Sitting in silence, In the middle of the night, Not able to sleep, Because of our stupid fight. Love now lost, So much pain, Its not all about you, Dont be so vain. I dont know what to say My feelings are mixed, Im wondering if ever, Things will be fixed. I was so sad, As you walked out the door, Our relationship broken, But I couldnt take any more. I didnt want us to end, I want you to know, Ill always love you, But cant let it show. Its too complicated, And will always be, I love you to bits, But you cant be with me. I have to tell you, I believe in fate, Im waiting for god, To find my sole mate. I know Im crazy, Even insane, But I believe in this, And have no shame. Im so sorry, Im not right with you, Now Im saying goodbye, What else can I do?

Angels Took You With Them
This is for my mom, God rest her soul I can hear your voice in the distance, The wind whispers it softly to me, I can see your face, It sets in the warm painted horizon, I can feel you wrapped around me, The heat surrounds me with it, Even though your gone i know your still here, your spirit is everywhere, letting us know you still care, when the thunder strikes its your anger running free, when it rains, its your tears that drop from the heavens above, letting us know you miss us dear, every time the leaves fall from the trees we know its you reminding us of the day you passed, when the snow falls its your blanket of love and you want us to come out and play, you watch us from above and don't think well ever forget the day one of gods angels took you away to join them, we love you and always will, your never forgotten and in our hearts you'll always remain

Not Yet Kissed
We have not yet kissed We have not touched each others heart I have only sat back and hoped that The other one would give this a start. What would it be to touch your lips once? What would it be to hold you every night? What would it be to look into your eyes And at the same time know I've seen the light. Words can only say so much As to how I feel about you Actions can only come form the heart Therefore a kiss- would make my words true.

The Cure!!!!
Yes, a cure has been discovered. The internet, a cure for all those attention starved teenagers. No need for real friends kiddies, just post half naked pics up on the internet. Lots of attention for you that way. It also eliminates the need to sleep around with people to get attention from lots of different people. YAY!. So sit in your room, and take half naked pics of yourself, so you can get all sorts of raunchy comments on them. Don't let anyone lie to you. That IS what life is all about!!! Other things are of minor importance too I supose, like school, and jobs, and helping people out, and shit like that. But the main pourpose should be you posting half naked pics on the internet so you can fullfill that need for attention . That way, you don't end up acting out in other rebellious ways. Like stealling, vandalism, threats of suicide, joining a church, becoming mormon due to peer pressure, or other nasty horrid stuff like that. Way to go networking sites such as lost cherr

Stuff
Well, my PC's being a jackass and decided yesterday to refuse to boot. So, cue the Windows reinstall and the endless rounds of install-reboot, install-reboot! In other news, I got a cheap digital camera and here's some pics of my cat:

Shattered Romance
Hearts are broken with goodbyes left unsaid Lover hasn't realized what he's left behind Whilst guilt collects within another lovers mind Pain from inside displayed by wrists so red Hopes and dreams shattered of lovers to wed Lover moves on as if nothing happened at all Whilst the other lover takes fall after fall Hearts are broken with goodbyes left unsaid Lonesome tears fall silently on pillows instead Too late he shall realize what a treasure he lost This broken angel will keep her head up at all costs Hopes and dreams shattered of lovers to wed Hearts are broken with goodbyes left unsaid Lonely lovers wrapped in sheets of separate beds Hopes and dreams shattered of lovers to wed

No One Can Take Away Your Dreams
There will always be a heartache, and often a silent tear, but always a million wishes, wishing you were here. There will always be your reflection, in my lonely saddened stream, and there will always be a 'you and me', as long as I can dream.

New Love
A whispered longing, A silenced tear Cherry-red lips, Trembling with fear. Beautiful and amazing Its hard to beleive you're mine Sweet and quite tempting My heart is yours til the end of time. My heart had not been inspired Since many, many moons ago My body not set on fire Nor my skin given that warm glow. Your voice works a magic Deep within my soul My desire surpasses logic A desire only your would know. This fire will soon be calmed This need will soon be met There is no longer a fear of being harmed And my heart, with happiness has wept. My wonderful sweet treasure You've made my life complete.

An Angle's Crime
An angel tantalizes me with heaven's fire, To covet a life just beyond my grasp. Years paint the path of forbidden desire, As his wings burn my skin. Woe to you, forbidden Angel, Oh blissful agony drown my cries, Expose my souls ravenous despair, Gratify me with your wings afire.

Sunday Blues
Today is Sunday, Sept. 17, 2006 and I have the blues. Everybody is busy and my husband is out of town again for work. He will be gone two weeks. I love my alone time don't get me wrong but sometimes I need to have people around. I have alot on my mind and someday maybe I will figure it all out. Well that is all for now. Sharon

An Enslaved Love
Dreams, drifting, deepened and watered, Lonesome, sunken and so battered, Cast away like dead mans corpse, Shipwrecked on lifes long mysterious course, Crying, raging from the soul within, For a love lost, crushed and aching. Clinging to a life that knows no care, Im sinking beneath a million tears, Captured, enslaved and compelled by a love That only your heart can free me of A love thats saddened and filled with fear, To be enriched by your loves sweet tear.

A Touch Unfelt
How can you ache and crave for someone's touch When you have never felt it? I do this for yours, though, And the yearning grows more each day I have never wanted anything in my life As much as I want you When you whisper such sweet love In my ear when we talk You make me melt into a puddle Of complete helplessness You have become my every waking thought And my every dream at night I breathe in so hard Trying to catch my breath when we can't talk I close my eyes so tight Hoping when I open them you will be there But I know I have to wait Until the time is right It seems so far away That I think I am losing my mind I want to breathe in your scent And keep it with me all day long I want to taste your love for me By kissing your sweet lips I want to feel your body next to me So when you leave for awhile I can hold on I just want you to know That I really do love you When the day comes and we are together You will alway

My Thoughts
I sit here looking out the window The dark sky is full of stars...so many to wish upon But even if I wish upon every one of them, my wish will never come true Each bright stars promises me what I have wanted for so long...love But to me, promises are always broken. I look at the moon, It looks sad to me...it feels my pain...sorry that it can't help me I feel a light breeze...warm at first but soon turns cold. The wind whispers to me "u can't have his love back" Tears run down my cheeks....knowing that fact. The wind blows faster after every tear. I slowly walk around. Everywhere I look, I see him...picking a flower for me, laughing. The places we have been together haunts me I still feel his presence around me His hands, warm and promising His eyes...dark, mysterious His touch, soft, smooth His voice, calm, deep He is perfect...too good for me I don't deserve him...nor will I ever Moving on is the hardest of all Forgetting him...Forgetting the past.

My Muppet Personality.
You Are Miss Piggy A total princess and diva, you're totally in charge - even if people don't know it. You want to be loved, adored, and worshiped. And you won't settle for anything less. You're going to be a total star, and you won't let any of the "little people" get in your way. Just remember, piggy, never eat more than you can lift! The Muppet Personality Test So all those years people called me Miss Piggy, they were telling the truth.

Did Your Alert Section Bring You Here?
Awww I adore the smell of bitching in the morning. It's a mixture of bullshit and woman STD infested twat. Puss smells excellent. So, of course, we have new features. I want to talk about the great little blog area which is little by little taking the bullshit I used to have to see all over my bulletin board. Now it has been replaced with nothing but little jokes and the occasional little "Hi, I have my twat lips hanging out of my g string, come take a look." Too bad some of the blogs I have come to see are totally worthless. I won't even bother with it due to the fact that I am just extremely happy to be able to choose if I want to see your face on my screen everyday. Ok, let's have a little about the bitching here. Everyone is complaining. Omg, my whole alert area is filled with Jack MyAss wrote another blog and I don't care. I want to be able to subscribe so I only get alerts from those I want to see. Yeah and maybe they should do it next so that way you can get past the b

Seeing You
When I saw you my heart skipped a beat Never have I felt so complete In your arms I need to stay Please dont ever go away I havent seen you in so long Doesnt that seem so wrong As I go with you my heart is filled Kissing you, my tension builds I know what will take place So my mind begins to race Im nervous like I used to be So you have to take control of me This deja vu feels so good As I always knew it would Its been so long since the last time Youve taken over my whole mind I feel like this is so brand new Thats how I know that I missed you Damn what are you tryna do 2 me I love you already cant you see Baby you make me feel so good Like no one else ever could I wish our time would never end But I have to wait until I see you again

What Muppet I Would Be :-d
You Are Miss Piggy A total princess and diva, you're totally in charge - even if people don't know it. You want to be loved, adored, and worshiped. And you won't settle for anything less. You're going to be a total star, and you won't let any of the "little people" get in your way. Just remember, piggy, never eat more than you can lift! The Muppet Personality Test

I'm Kermit!
You Are Kermit Hi, ho! Lovable and friendly, you get along well with everyone you know. You're a big thinker, and sometimes you over think life's problems. Don't worry - everyone know's it's not easy being green. Just remember, time's fun when you're having flies! The Muppet Personality Test

But If You Were Mine... (adult)
(( *note- this one technically should have come before "The Choice" lol sorry about that)) But If You Were Mine © Lady Aurora Why won’t my heart quit pounding? Angel Hope asked herself as she reached to knock on the door. It was not a demanding knock. She became frustrated with herself over how timid the knock actually sounded. She was the co-captain on the cheer squad. One of the most popular girl’s in school. Nothing had ever phased her before. Then again, she had never gone out in search of Orifiel Brooks before, either. She bit her lip and took a deep breath as she thought over the events that led her to his home to begin with. It had been a typical school day that Friday. The cast list was read off during her Advanced English Lit class for the school production of Romeo and Juliet. She had managed to be cast the role of Juliet, and to her shock, Orifiel was chosen for Romeo. On the outside, she feigned displeasure at the thought of playing opposite of him

Why Are We On This Site?
when i find myself scrounging to get enough points to reach the next level, i wonder "what is the end result?"i I have found, like life itself, that there is no reason to get to level 20 or whatever (except for fame). but i have found that meeting new peeps (shatterd and the creepy girl carrie ;) jk) is the most gratifying. and hopefully this will get me some points so i can get up. After all, this is why i did this blog...

Han Solo
Your results:You are Han Solo Han Solo 75% R2-D2 74% Boba Fett 70% An Ewok 68% Luke Skywalker 66% Princess Leia 65% Qui-Gon Jinn 63% Darth Maul 63% Padme 62% Mace Windu 60% Even though you've been described as reckless, selfish and cocky, you're the type of person others love to be around. People like you because you're a scoundrel. (This list displays the top 10 results out of a possible 21 characters) Click here to take the "Which Star Wars character am I?" quiz...

Rape And Suicide
Boy: Where were you last night? Girl: I was at my grandmother's helping her around the house. Boy: Why didn't you fuckin' call me? Girl: Baby, I'm sorry. I lost track of time. Boy: Not as sorry as you're gonna be, bitch. (The boy grabs her by the hair and slams her on the ground) Girl: Please, baby, stop. I'm sorry! Boy: (kicks her in the face and ribs) I called your fuckin' grandmother's house. You were not fuckin' there, you lying piece of shit. Girl: Wait, stop! Please let me... Boy: ( steps on her throat) Shut the fuck up, bitch. ( gets on top of her and starts to rape her) Girl: No, please stop! Boy: I said shut the fuck up. ( spits in her face then pins her down with her hands above her head and he penetrates her ) Girl: Please stop! You're hurting me! ( she starts to scream and tries to get away ) Boy: Bitch, if you don't shut up I swear to God I'll kill you. ( After a few minutes he finished and removes the rest of her clothes and pus

What A Day This Will Be!
What a email this was... You are in your car driving home. Thoughts wander to the game you want to see or meal you want to eat, when suddenly a sound unlike any you've ever heard fills the air. The sound is high above you. A trumpet? A choir? A choir of trumpets? You don't know, but you want to know. So you pull over, get out of your car, and look up. As you do, you see you aren't the only curious one. The roadside has become a parking lot. Car doors are open, and people are staring at the sky. Shoppers are racing out of the grocery store. The Little League baseball game across the street has come to a halt. Players and parents are searching the clouds. And what they see, and what you see, has never before been seen. As if the sky were a curtain, the drapes of the atmosphere part. A brilliant light spills onto the earth. There are no shadows. None. From whence came the light begins to tumble a river of color spiking crystals of

If I Was A Super Hero I'd Be...
Your results:You are Hulk Hulk 100% Green Lantern 100% Iron Man 100% The Flash 80% Spider-Man 60% Catwoman 50% Batman 40% Supergirl 40% Wonder Woman 40% Robin 30% Superman 20% You are a wanderer withamazing strength. Click here to take the Superhero Personality Quiz

Life's Cycle
At age four, success is not peeing in your pants. At age twelve, success is having friends. At age sixteen, success is having a driver's license. At age twenty, success is having sex. At age thirty five, success is having money. At age fifty, success is having money. At age sixty, success is having sex. At age seventy, success is having a driver's license. At age seventy five, success is having friends. At age eighty, success is not peeing in your pants.

Husband Shopping
A Husband Shopping Center has opened in Atlanta where a woman can go to choose among many men to be her husband. It is laid out in five floors with the men increasing in positive attributes as you ascend. There is, however, a catch. You're only allowed in once. Once you open the door to any floor, you must choose a man from that floor. If you go up a floor, you can't go back down except to exit the building. So, a woman goes to the shopping center to find a husband. On the first floor the sign on the door says: Floor 1: These men have jobs and love kids. The woman reads the sign. "Well, that's better than not having jobs, or not loving kids, but I wonder what's further up?" So up she goes. The second floor sign says: Floor 2: These men have high-paying jobs, love kids, and are extremely good-looking. "Hmmm, better," says the woman. "But I wonder what's further up?" The third floor sign reads: Floor 3: These men have high-paying jobs, love kids, are extremely good-lookin

Tips For A Real Man
1. Never call your girl a bitch because then she'll show you how much of a bitch she can be. 2. Don't try to be controlling; that's so lame. 3. Don't check out *other* pretty girls. It's okay to browse but if you make it abundantly clear you like what you see, it's on. 4. Don't cheat, you freakin losers. If someone doesn't make you happy, LEAVE THEM! Don't cheat. *ding ding ding, and what do we have for em' Johnny?* COME ON NOW! 5. Don't wear a nice outfit with bad shoes. Shoes are key. 6. You don't always have to go out to have a good time. Sometimes it's nice to just stay at home and cuddle. 7. Don't talk about how wonderful your ex girlfriend was… Obviously the bitch couldn't have been all that great because you're with usnow and it'll only lead to us talking about how great our ex's were which will piss you off. It’s just a vicious circle. 8. Don't be a dick in front of your friends. That's SUCH a turn off. Changing the way you act in front of your friend

Men Are Like
Laxativies: They irritate the crap outta you. Bananas: The older they get, the less firm they are. Weather: Nothing can be done to change them. Blenders: You need one but you're not quite sure why. Chocolate Bars: Sweet, smooth, and they usually head right for your hips. Commercials: You can't believe a word they say. Depeartment Stores: Their clothes are always half off. Government Bonds: They take so long to mature. Mascara: They usually run at the first sign of emotion. Popcorn: They satisfy you but only for a little while. Snowstorms: You never know when they're coming, how many inches you'll get, or how long it'll last. Parking Spots: All the good ones are taken.

My Gentle Place
This gentle place is where I go To escape torments of life A gentle place it is although That shuts out bitter strife. This gentle place, where I go On Earth, with heaven above I find myself searching For my one and only love Within this gentle place of mine, Where I shall close my eyes Using judgment purely Divine Not fooled by simple disguise. In this gentle place of mine I see him oh more clearly The most loving man on Earth I give my heart sincerely. Like the whisper of an angel, His words put my soul at rest It is then, at that very moment I know Im truly blessed. To feel his breath upon my skin, And the sweet taste of his kiss I find myself lost within I feel nothing but pure bliss. His touch, as soft as a feather Tracing the path of my desire The touch bringing us closer together To join our passionate fire His lips upon my naked flesh Im lost within the second Our burning bodies begin to mesh The beauty of the flowers b

Men Never Listen
In a Chicago hospital, a gentleman had made several attempts to get into the men's rest room, but it had always been occupied. A nurse noticed his predicament. Sir, she said, You may use the ladies room if you promise not to touch any of the buttons on the wall. He did what he needed to, and as he sat there he noticed the buttons he had promised not to touch. Each button was identified by letters: WW, WA, PP, and a red one labeled ATR. Who would know if he touched them? He couldn't resist.. He pushed WW. Warm water was sprayed gently upon his bottom. What a nice feeling, he thought. Men's rest rooms don't have nice things like this. Anticipating greater pleasure, he pushed the WA button. Warm air replaced the warm water. When this stopped, he pushed the PP button. A large powder puff caressed his bottom adding a fragile scent of spring flowers to this unbelievable pleasure.. The ladies rest room was more than a rest room. When the powder puff completed it! s pleasure, he couldn't wait

See Your Name Translated In Russian!
Your name in Russian - this is so neat! Wait till you see what it looks like! When the site opens up, just type your name in the block and hit enter. The translation will show on the screen. http://www.callme.nm.ru/ lmfao

Loveing You Is Easy
There is so much I want to share with you, But my words are lost within me I have so many emotions How do I make you see Life is not that simple Hear this from my heart Our love will concur all As we stand here at the start. Not speaking to you is killing me You there and me here But one day soon that will change And I will finally have you near. The Angels they did send you The day that we met Our love will last forever As in concrete it is set Come fly with me baby please come fly with me We can explore our love together And set our emotions free For the skies are without limits And the tree tops we sour too Perched upon a branch Our love is forever true I never meant for this to happen But I am sure glad it did Hearing your love and laughter Makes me feel like a kid Please never doubt my love What is shared between you and me Cause I am here to hold you You just wait and see But for now, I have to be patient And except our destiny Bu

Yah Again
Just same theme here I guess. If you are old and or ugly, just don't take a pic of your face I guess. I mean one boddy part ought to be as good as another. What's so special about your face anyway?? Sometimes your ass is better or just you tits. squeeze them together really nice or something I guesse. The internet seems to be a place to put yourself on display. I guess I have to admire those ugly people who put up so many pictures of themselves up. And especially the ugly one's who post pics of their bodies. I'm not sure I'd have the courage to do that. But then again, I have lots of pics up too. I do show my face mostly. Someone rated my profile a 1 today. maybe they thought 1 was the best. Or maybe they just don't like my ugly mug. I'm not really buthurt, just curious. Maybe I am ugly, and most people just don't have the heart to tell me. Nah. Beuty is in the eye of the beholder. Everyone has their own personal taste in what they like. No matter who you are, there's probabl

Mango Salsa
Mango Salsa Serve mango salsa with grilled pork, fish, or poultry. * 1 large mango, peeled, cut in 1/4-inch cube * 1/4 cup red bell pepper, cut in 1/4-inch dice * 1 1/2 tablespoons fresh cilantro, finely chopped * 1 1/2 teaspoons red wine vinegar (or cachaça) * 2 teaspoons lime juice * 1/2 teaspoon Sugar * 1 jalapeno pepper, seeded and finely chopped, or to taste In a medium bowl, combine all ingredients. Mix well. Let stand at room temperature a half hour before serving or refrigerate up to 24 hours. This does not hold up well and should be used within the 24 hours.

You are a full house You are friendly and outgoing. Whenever you go to a party, you are anything but the wall flower. You also have a lot of luck and can bluff fairly well (at least while playing with your buddies). Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Lie Still My Love
Lie still my love, sleep on til the morn, As I lie here, let me watch you sleeping, So quiet and so warm, I cradle you in my loving arms, just like an innocent child, A handsome man, so nice, so kind and with a manner so mild, Beside me you lie as you dream, Your loving heart beating slowly, I whisper to you softly those three most precious words "I LOVE YOU", Your endless dreams are yours to hold, In the shadows of sleep, they continue to unfold, But dream on my darling, until the morn, As I lie beside you so quiet and so warm.

Paella
Paella Cooking the rice separately, then combining it at the end makes this is a faster and easier way to make this dish. The tumeric adds a subtle richness and gives the rice an even bolder golden color than saffron alone. Extra virgin olive oil 2 cups rice 2 cups chicken stock 1 scant tsp. salt 1/2 tsp. turmeric 1/8 tsp. saffron crumbled 1 lb. smoked sausage cut in half then sliced into 1/4” pieces (even better is Spanish chorizo, if you can find it, but not Mexican chorizo—it’s completely different!) 1 lb. boneless chicken breast cut into 1” pieces 1 yellow onion, chopped 1 red pepper, coarsely chopped or julienned 4 (or more) cloves garlic, minced 1 heaping Tbsp. tomato paste 1 14 oz. can of quartered artichoke hearts 1 small jar clam juice 1 lb. peeled and deveined medium shrimp 1/2 to 3/4 lb. Calamari and whole baby squid cut into small circles and pieces A dozen or more mussles about 8 oz frozen baby peas In a 2 qt. sauce pan, heat 2 Tbsp olive oil. Li

Q & A
1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me? 5. Would u kiss me? 6. Give me a nickname and explain why? 7. Describe me in 1 word! 8. What was ur first impression of me? 9. Do u still think the same? 10. What reminds u of me? 11. If you could give me anything wot would it be? 12. How well do u know me? 13. When's the last time u saw me if u ever saw me? 14. Ever wanted 2 tell me sumthing u couldn't? 15. To put it bluntly, wud u fuck me ? 16. Are you going to put this on ur blog and see what i say about you? 17. Would you ever meet up with me?

Poem
Broken Hearted By: Heather Rodgers All I do is try... All you do is lie... You say I treat you like shit... When you're the one throwin our love away to some bitch... Three fuckin hard ass years... Full of blood shed and tears... I gave you my life... You wanted me to be YOUR wife... But now, all we do is fight... We hurt each other wit all our might... At one point in time... We would never leave each other behind... But now at a drop of a dime... We treat each other like a waste of time... I hate to see you mad... It makes me feel bad... Jus a few days ago... Our love was all aglow... But now, its black and dead... We're hating instead... There's nothin more to give... Because no one will forgive... Im tired of tryin... I feel like dyin... I feel like we're wastin our time... On a love thas fallen behind... If things dont change... One of us will go estrange.. Yesterday was three years, eight months... All you and I wanna do is smoke blunts...

Man Of My Heart
Spring comes with the sun cold winds there are none "man of my heart" - he's the one. I gazed at him once I gazed at him twice this was the start of paradise. He gazed back at me he gazed lovingly I heard the notes of a symphony. We gazed at each other and our daydreams took flight beautiful wedding of white. Spring comes with the sun cold winds there are none "man of my heart" - you're the one.

Bright Sunny Smiles....
A chance meeting. A comment on a photo. Chats on Yahoo. A connection. opening my heart. Touching my soul. Dreaming of you. wanting to make you as happy as you make me. Hopeing it's not a dream. but if it is. Let me dream of you forever.

Moqueca De Peixe
MOQUECA DE PEIXE (BAHIAN STYLE FISH STEW) Yield: 4 servings 1 cup diced tomatos 1 medium green bell pepper, quartered and seeded 1 medium red pepper, quartered and seeded 1 medium onion, quartered 3 cloves garlic 1 tsp ground coriander seed Salt and black pepper 2 tbsp olive oil 1 can coconut milk 1 small bottle clam juice or fish stock 2 lb fish fillets (cod, scrod,haddock,or any white, firm-fleshed fish) 1 tbsp fresh lime juice 2 tbsp dendê oil chopped cilantro for garnish Chop pepper, onion, garlic and coriander in a food processor. Heat olive oil in a large heavy skillet, then add the mixture from the processor to the skillet and cook over low heat. Add the tomato, salt and pepper and cook for 10 minutes or until vegetables are softened. Add the coconut milk and clam juice/fish stock. When the sauce is slightly reduced add the fish fillets to the mixture and continue cooking for an additional 5 to 7 minutes. Add the remaining ingredients,stir and allow to si

Meet Me
Meet me in the shadows of your heart, The place only you and I know exists. Take me with you and hold me in your arms. Meet me in the stars above, The place the highest goals live. See the light of love shining in my eyes. Meet me at the ocean's edge, The place where the water cleanses. Take me to a place of absolute purity. Meet me at the forest's clearing, The place where the trees part. Where we are sheltered and safe. Meet me in the billowy clouds, The place where heaven and earth touch. Dance with me in the sky and share our joy. Meet me on the mountain's peak. The place where you can breathe deeply. Inhale my essence and make it yours. Meet me, my love.... Anywhere, anytime, anyplace. Share my soul and be one with me.

Your sexual experience is like a street racer You like to have fun all the time, and if hooking up is a consequence of that then so be it. You are very easy going and have a rocking life. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My Sexual Iq Score
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Your primary vice is sex You are able to escape reality, and all your problems through sex. You are incredibly passionate and a great lover and you have very little stress in your life because of your active vice. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

You are 89% easy You are very easy. You will sleep with whoever, whenever. To you sex is ultimately about pleasure and nothing else. You are the type of person to be wild, hot, and extremely passionate in the sack. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Ego Bastards(excerpts From My Shoot)
Egomanical people tend to piss me off in general anyway.However, I must confess that last night I met a man whose ego is..well.. it will be his downfall.Altho I can say this man has wicked skills and talent and can charm the pants off of anyone..this guy is just really stuck in his own little delusional world.But..I get ahead of myself... Originally was supposed to do a shoot and show with Master Mikael and a few of his "girls".I at first was unable to make it due a babysitting issue.But then I get a call stating that this Master wanted to use me for the show and wanted me there...and was disapointed.So... I pull a few rabbits out of my ass and find a way to pull this off for me to be there. Nothing is organized.Noone has a freaking clue as to what the bloodyhell was going on.Master Mikael waltzed in and just walked all over everyone in his nonchalant charming way.. but his true colours showed soon after.He organized this event show last night(not the Feti

You are an insane drunk You tend to lose all inhibitions when you are drunk and just go with the flow. You are highly entertaining to all of your friends, with all of your crazy antics. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Something To Think About
There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real! When the door of happiness closes, another opens; but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one, which has been opened for us. Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile, because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile. Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do. May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human and enough hope to make you happy. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. The brightest future will always be based on

You prefer Rough sex! You like it ROUGH. Hard, great, wonderful slamming sex is your type of sex. More the product of lust than love - and utterly horny - rough sex is what satisfies you. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

Margarita! Your sex life mostly resembles a Margarita – You are passionate and imaginative and you have a very spontaneous sex life. You are likely to do (or have done to you) a lot of things on a whim. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

You have a sexual IQ of 134 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Pisces You have an awesome imagination, and often put it to use for sexual purposes. You are very romantic and don’t hook-up with random people very often. Because sex to you is about showing your love, you are incredibly romantic in bed, and very giving. You tend be in a serious relationship more often then not. Sex matches: Taurus, Cancer, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

The Answer - Seven Witches
How many times must I go through this pain? So Many loved one slost with nothing gained Sometimes I feel like I can't go on Where do we go when we move to the great beyond? It really seems so hard today Don't think I can keep going on this way So Many things that remind me of you Please tell me what is there left for me to do? I know that someone must feel the same This cold hard emptiness drives me insane I always feel as if something's wrong These feelings I have are really much too strong Sometimes I don't know what to say It weighs too heavy now - it kills my brain So Many times that I think of you Please help me do what I need to do So Many fears so much pain So many tears who is to blame? Out of my mind thinking of you Why must we die what can I do? I'm looking for the answer Don't fear it today I'm looking for the answer

I'm Good With My Hands
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Lips Of A Angel
Honey why are you calling me so late It's kinda hard to talk right now Honey why are you crying is everything okay I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud Well, my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel It's funny that you're calling me tonight And yes I've dreamt of you too And does he know you're talking to me Will it start a fight No I don't think she has a clue Well my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard

Family..
I'm so excited, I finally get to see Colin and Laura today if muh kiddos ever wake up lol. I can't believe my lil guy is 2 already...all these kids are growin up so fast, it's sad..and to think in 9 weeks muh Laura has another lil Boy comin..with the name still yet to be announced..She has a few that I love picked out but I don't think we got a final one yet lol...Some of this weekend didn't turn out like I planned but wha the hell I had a good weekend anyways....with a definite lots of laughs..tomorrow is monday...god help us all...lmao...Welp now that I'm pretty upset with someone that doesn't even seem to give a fuck, I think ima go terrorize the neighbors and wash muh truck...it's kinda dirty lol...maybe by the time I'm done the kids will be up...I'll take some better pics of the new hair color later n post them! Much love to those that matter!!! =)

Recovered Nicely........
from a hell ofa night!! LMAO so had a fantastic night at the club, once again!! nothing less for me n my girls!! had some drinks (ok maybe too many) and a bottle of champagne~ ((nah- no glasses just the bottle!!)) LOL- and wouldn't you know that i got good n fucked up, and one of the beads from my nipple rings fell out- you want a good laugh?? watch a drunk girl try to put it back!! :) ((hee hee)) I'm crazy, but my friends they love me!! **If you haven't checked out the pics from the night, please do!! they are in the pufferbellies file!!**

My Idea Of Hell...
So yesterday I did something that approaches my idea of hell. I went to the mall. I know what you're thinking -- you're thinking "Wow, Tanya, I think you're a girl. You're supposed to like the mall." But as with so many things I'm supposed to like as a girl, this particular preference seems to have to passed me by. I HATE the mall. The very thought of going to the mall causes me deep apprehension. Especially when I have to *deep breath* buy bras. Perhaps you men would enjoy this process, but, as is typical of women's garments, bras are not designed consistently across brands, let alone across different bras. But on this particular trip, I was aided by my trusty friend Donna, who did all the hard work for me. Figuring out which bras fit well, and getting me different sizes and styles to try on while I stared helplessly at the one good bra I did find. So, many thanks to Donna. As thanks, coming soon, a "dirty librarian" series of photos just for her. So far I've go

Lg Chocolate
I absolutely cannot get the MP3 player on this damn phone to work. I connect it to my computer and it doesn't recognize it's there. Also, the USB drivers supplied on the CD don't install on my computer. What piece of crap. At least all the features on previous cell phone that was five years old worked. Also, why the fuck does this phone not have a speakerphone capability. I don't use it very often, but it's nice to have when you do need it.

Hey, All You Pagans In The Ozarks!
me and my study group have been offered the chance to put together a Pagan picnic next spring, so if you'd like to meet some like-minded folks some time soon, keep your eyes and ears out for our first Pagans in the Park picnic! enjoy the rain!

Whale Joke
Two whales, a male and a female, were swimming side by side in the ocean. Suddenly, the male whale spots a ship in the distance. He recognizes it as the whaling ship that killed his father. Filled with anger, he says to his female companion, "That's the ship that killed my father! Let's swim closer!" When they were close enough, the male said, "Why don't we swim under the ship and blow air through our blow holes and break the ship into a million pieces? That will be sweet revenge." And the female agreed to this. So they each took a deep breath of air, swam under the ship, and blew enormous amounts of air under the ship. The ship flew into the air and crashed back to the sea and broke into a million pieces. The pair of whales started to swim off when they realized that the sailors were not dead, but clinging to pieces of wood and floating in the ocean. The male whale was furious and said to the female whale, "They're still alive, but I've got another idea. Let's swim around and gu

Relationships
Ok folks this is a broad subject so hopefully this blog takes off. Just recently about the past 6 months I have been in a relationship with the most stupidest azzhole I know. My question is how come men/women in my case men always start out in a relationship as really nice and compassionate but then turn in to medusa? And how do people get the nerve while having a major fight the next day while its still going on, ask the spouse "so do you want to make out?" I guess my problem that I have with relationships is how some of the partners put on a act at first then go to a total diffrent personality why cant people just be them selves and why have to play games with the other person wouldnt dating be so much easier if all this bullshit would not be there. So if you want to share a stupid thing your spouse or companion did feel free or if you just would like to state what you would like to change about relationships feel free also Im curious to see what others think about relation

The Choice (adult)
The Choice The party was already in full swing when Ori Brooks and Angel Hope made it through the front door. Angel was surprised since it was her home the party was taking place at. She was lucky a few of her best friends were there to keep it in control and take everyone downstairs where less damage could be done. It was going to be hard enough explaining the party to her guardians let alone if anything of theirs was broken in the process. Angel shrugged and reached for the bowl of keys on a stool near the door. “What are you doing?” Ori asked her with an arched eyebrow. “A key rule if there is a party here, aside from the obvious that everyone remains downstairs, is that if you drink, you stay. If I hide the keys, there’s less risk of anyone finding them and doing something stupid like drinking, driving, and killing someone else. Believe me, I don’t want that responsibility.” He nodded and looked around. He was surprised to see not one trace of the party on their

Life In Genral
Ok folks, this is your chance to state how you feel or what you feel on the subject: Why is ok for a guy to have meanless sex but if a girl has it there a hoe a slut and easy all that good stuff. Why is it unacceptable or taboo if a women jokes or talks about her sex life in public but, its score one for the guy if they talk about it. Personally, I dont see why if a women talks about what she did can't just be considered that she just had a good time why cant women just act like a normal person or have the same standards a guy does. Men always say awe shes a slut she did this and that she did so and so on the first night how ever I dont see the guys complaining when it happens to them or they do complain of they dont get any. i think you just like confusing the hell out of us which way do you want it the good girl way or the slutty way geesh make up your mind. Tell me what you think.

Just A Little Something I Wrote.....
I hope y'all enjoy reading this. Leave a comment, let me know what ya think. I like to know that something I've written touches (in some way or another) someone else. If I get enough compliments, I'll be more likely to put in something else I've written... And it only gets better! (or so I've been told ;)) He walks into the room, his gaze drawn by the huge wooden canopy bed draped in heavy burgundy and gold velvet and silk. The bed is piled high with pillows and cushions of pink, purple, burgundy and gold. The drapings will create a cozy nest when pulled tightly around the bed. The rest of the room fades into the background when he sees her standing at the foot of the bed. Her red hair is flowing down her back, brushing her shoulder blades. She wears a long, flowing burgundy skirt of a shiny material, a white top with thin straps and buttons down the back, and obviously nothing under either piece. She wears a black leather collar around her neck, a tiny pendant hanging from a ring

My Second Week At Uplift High School
I'm James Johnson and my second week at Uplift community high school has been great! I'm starting to meet and make alot of new friends. I'm on the football team and now i play wide reciever and 2 days ago i twisted my ankle but i kept walking on it, limping, cause i don't want it to just keep hurting so i'm determined to play even if i had a broken neck. At lunch, it's cool because alot of us share our experiences with each other and have alot of connections now.I have 8periods. These are my classes i take. P.E. and health spanish advisory(doesn't count as a period though) surveyliterature physics worldstudies lunch computerinfo.technology algebra School We had to pay a $100fee for our lockers and for other things like ideas and bus permits which costs $5.50. I'm starting to love school more and more.

Yay
yay today is gonna be a great day i can feel it an it makes me soooo dang happy finaly lol,, going back to work in a couple days will keep me busy in the freezing cold lol .. also wanna say ty to the people that showed me some love in this tuff month.. its life we all deal hehe talked to a friend last night from the states well a couple of em yay an now planning a trip to kentucky then to georgia lol woohoo its gonna be hella fun the one im gonna see in kentucky is coolkat a great friend of mine then libbi an dave in georgia im happy ... this will be fun not sure when its gonna happen yet but yea...

Pitterpatter Of Little Feet
There is nothing like the love you feel your kids. I look at them and i see tiny little pieces of myself intertwined in them. I see that my daughter has that same tender heart that I have and its just sooo fascinating. She copies all the words that she hears me say, and even though most of the time she says them very differently, I smile because she has grown so much in her 2 years. I see my son and I can't believe he is sooo independent at 1, yet so much of a mama's boy. Before i had my babies, I never knew how much you can love someone at first sight. I love seeing them laugh and smile and sometimes cry. When they cry, that means its time for "mama loving". I get to hug them and kiss them and let them know how much Mommy loves them. My most favorite word that has come out of their mouths is MAMA!!!! I simply love it!!

Another Rant On Ripping Pics
i think its cool n all to rip another pic but to rip a pic without even leaving a comment or a rating, thats just wrong. i had some pics ripped which is cool with me, because someone likes them. but ripping and running, thats wrong. if yer gonna rip a persons pic and not comment, thats stealing and wrong. i have left comments and even asked the person i did it from b4 takin the pic(yankee lover) hes a great guy and a good friend. so if yer gonna rip a pic, at least comment on it and or rate it. have some common courtesy.

The Weekend
Well it was an interesting weekend for certain...betty, myself, and chaney went to geo's for some unadulterated kareoke!! It kicked ass, and got wild...but the pictures tell the story best...hope you like them!! ~RJ

Ive Had A Wicked Day
thankyou to all the wonderful people that i have met on here today , ive had a wonderful day , and have met some realy hot peeps, please come back again and im sure we will find something to chat about xxxxxxxxxxx

Sunday The 17th
Like usual Im bored out my mind, sitting here chatting, fooling around with LC and Myspace, and listening to music. Monday's the day I go to put my application in at Sam's. Where my brother works. Hopefully they call me within a week. I've been out of a job for about a month now and I'm so hating it! Supposed to be starting college in 07, kinda scared, but I'll pull through somehow!! I'll be meeting my first goal in life, which I have three goals, maybe I'll set another goal when my first one's completed. Anywayz as ya can tell from reading this, ya can probably tell I have no clue what to write so I'll just stop here.

Cant View People Viewing My Blogs
ok why is it that i can see people viewing others blogs and i cant see shit on mine. is this some kind of cornspiracy against me or what. the truth is out there and i wanna know. am i doing something wrong or what?. i dont know, about to give up on this thing for good.

Heaven And Hell (adult)
Heaven and Hell The soft moans and mews were silenced by the crashing of the waves against the cove’s shore. Her head fell back in abandon and her eyes closed as her lover’s lips ravaged her tender neck. His arms kept her tight against his body. Neither one understood how things had grown so out of control; each caught up in the heat of their passion. He felt weak to her touch. She surrendered to his kiss. His body trembled under her ghostly fingertips and he moaned her name. Her lips met his in response, her fingers lacing themselves in his hair. He reached up and pulled the hair ribbon, and her silky, soft hair fell free around her shoulders. The soft scent of Rose and Lilac filled his senses and he breathed it in as if it were a drug. He just could not get enough. With a gasp, she felt her feet lift off the ground as he picked her up. She wrapped her legs around his waist and clung tighter to him even as an earthen wall near the cove met her back to steady them. She purre

The Crazy Ass Redddneck Feller ,,, Came In 2nd Place By 3 Votes.....
WANTED TO THANK EVERYONE WHO VOTED FER ME ..... MUUUUUUAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH... AND DIS IS FER ALL WHO DIDNT VOTE FER ME...... LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA KIDDIN REALLY TKS FER ALLL DA VOTES.... LMFAOOOOOOOOO

Last Night
Ok so today I am going to leave a more personal blog. Not sure why Iam going to share this other than if I dont tell someone I am gonna bust..lol Last night I went to a bar called Rum Runners, a great place. There were dueling pianos and a lot of fun. I drank too much, and flirted a lot. But had a great time! I had gone to help my B/F celebrate his 40th B/D. And ended up being his best friends date as to not make my B/F's wife wonder who the hell I was..lol After we left the three of us hooked up later and wow, I had an amazing new lesson in submission last night and I was in heaven. I can not imagine ever feeling more safe and respected as I did last night. The fucking and sucking went on for hours, and I felt well appreciated as well as well used. I was never sure about the being shared thing during sex, but now I understand the motivation behind it a little better I think, and I can not wait to go and do it again.. So to Sir Dean and Dave, Thank you for last nig

One Soul
As my mind explores, your eyes seek my soul like open doors. When your soul finds mine, they bind together and melt into one. As your heart beats next to mine, they make the sound of a single drum beat. I feel the heat from the hot passion I have for you sizzling inside of me like a wild fire unable to be extinguished. When you look into my heart, my deepest and darkest secrets I cannot hide. If you look into my soul once more, you will find someone who's love for you flows like the oceans in a raging storm. Sometimes my longing for you feels like a thousand knives stabbing my heart all at once.

My Greek God
Which GreekRoman minor Goddemi-god are you? ATALANTA - The swiftest of runners and the best hunter in ancient Greece. She could both run and hunt better than any man. You have a competitive spirit and like to be challenged. Sometimes these challenges seem rather monotonour and repetitive, but hey, you never know. You might get a great surprise someday.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Thinking
Ya know i had a night to sleep on the events that happened last night and normally id be better.But today is different. I still feel like crap im tired of being used im tired of being unhappy. When is it my time to be happy. Im tired of being the 3 rd wheel im tired of being alone. Im just tired of waiting.......

Never Alone
This reminded me so much of my mom who I lost 10/6/04 I miss you so much momma.This one is for you. Never Alone by Rodney Belcher I feel you in the morning When at first I awake Your thought is with me With each decision I make You'd been around forever Since the first breath I took Now I have to go on alone But for love, I need not look Cause by what you bestowed In our short time together Will last in my heart Forever and ever Although you've left And now walk above I'm never alone I'm wrapped in your love Enjoy now your long waited reward Feel peace that your love continues on What was taught to me, will be taught to mine Cause you live on in me even after you've gone

Installing Love Do You Need To Know How???
INSTALLING LOVE Customer Service Rep: Can you install LOVE? Customer: I can do that. I'm not very technical, but I think I am ready to install now. What do I do first? CS Rep: The first step is to open your HEART. Have you located your HEART ma'am? Customer: Yes I have, but there are several programs running right now. Is it okay to install while they are running? CS Rep: What programs are running ma'am? Customer: Let me see....I have PASTHURT.EXE, LOWESTEEM.EXE, GRUDGE.EXE, and RESENTMENT.COM running right now. CS Rep: No problem. LOVE will automatically erase PASTHURT.EXE from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory, but it will no longer disrupt other programs. LOVE will eventually overwrite LOWESTEEM.EXE with a module of its own called HIGHESTEEM.EXE. However, you have to completely turn off GRUDGE.EXE and RESENTMENT.COM. Those programs prevent LOVE from being properly installed. Can you turn those off ma'am? Customer: I do

Jason
Jason... I miss you soo much bother you are my hero my mentor you were my father figure best friend and made me...me I cant wait till I see you again ...I need your hug R.I.P JULY 30, 2004 My Hero was always and will always be my brother JASON. He made me who I am today...well not the depression.He told me it is ok to be different..in fact he told me to BE different! To be myself!!He helped me overcome somethin big in my Middle Skool yrs.. very few know..and do not ask..He wrote poems and songs too...he is my Superman! Which is why i am getting a tattoo of the Superman emblem on my lower back w/ a J in replace of the S.I will miss him till I die. And on that day we shall reunite! R.I.P July 30, 2004 Jason!! This Is Jason!

A Special World
This reminded me of someone specail and he know's who he is. A Special World A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong. - Sheelagh Lennon -

A Quiz I Took A While Ago
Your brain: 40% interpersonal, 140% visual, 60% verbal, and 160% mathematical! Congratulations on being 400% smart! Actually, on my test, everyone is. The above score breaks down what kind of thinking you most enjoy doing. A score above 100% means you use that kind of thinking more than average, and a score below 100% means you use it less. It says nothing about how good you are at any one, just how interested you are in each, relatively. A substantial difference in scores between two people means, conclusively, that they are different kinds of thinkers. Matching Summary: Each of us has different tastes. Still, I offer the following advice, which I think is obvious: Don't date someone if your interpersonal percentages differ by more than 80%. Don't be friends with someone if your verbal percentages differ by more than 100%. Don't have sex with someone if their math percentage is over 200%. My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your

My Current Status
Or is it something, you decide. Right now so many things in my life are up in the air, and I have no idea what the outcome is gonna be. I'm not trying to dump my drama on anyone so I won't be very specific, unless asked, okay? The time that I am able to spend online is pretty sporatic so I'm gonna try to make the best of it from now on. I love talking to people and making new friends. Actually, right now, I have no close friends. I have family and that helps, but there is still a blank spot in my life. I adore my kids and am very thankful for them, but I would love to have a close friend, either male or female, sex included or not, doesn't matter. I am a good person basically, but I can be evil, if provoked.I guess I'm kinda rambling, sorry. I would love to hear from anyone, I will respond when I am able. Take Care. Well, here I am again. Lucky you, lol. Okay, I am so very tired of being alone, lonely, unloved. It has been over six years since my husband died, and I am really ti

Me And My Toy
My heart was still racing as I shut the door behind me, his smile still in my head. I stretched out on my bed with a silly grin on my face. I let my hands begin to wander, first teasing my nipples through my thin cotton T-shirt, making them hard, then moving down my flat tummy. As his laugh echoed in my mind, I let my fingers find the bottom hem of my shirt, pulled it up slowly, imagining it was his. I felt a moan escape my lips and slipped my hand into my panties finding my wet lips. I couldn't believe how wet I was, just from the power of his voice, oh and that smile. God that man is sexy. I closed my eyes and pictured him lying between my legs with a grin on his face. I ran my finger over my swollen clit and felt my body quiver. I began to make light circles around my clit, making sure to tease my opening with my middle finger. I moaned again, hearing his smooth voice in my head telling me he wanted to hear me cum. I quickened the pace with my fingers, changing between rubbing my cl

Friends Stick Together
It was the weekend and all three of them sat curled up watching porn, although the acting sucked balls, the action made all three of them horny. They'd talked about a threesome before and never really followed through with it, but Rick intended to change that, he'd dreamed of having Stefanie and Celeste at once for as long as he can remember. All three of them grew up together. He scooted a little closer to Stefanie and began to lightly stroke her bare upper thigh; his eyes never left the movie. Stefanie jerked slightly at his sudden touch, but quickly relaxed, wanting this to happen. Celeste saw the movement, decided she was going to join in and began to pull up Stefanie's long T-shirt. Before Stephanie could protest, her shirt was up and over her head, revealing her hard nipples and flat tummy. She sat there in between Rick and Celeste naked for a moment, and then quickly turned her attention to Celeste. She began to unbutton the front of Celeste's pajama front, revealing her large b

Her Gift
As I stood in front of the mirror I couldn’t get Rachel out of my mind. “God she’s hot.” I thought to myself. She and I had been together for a few months now. This was my first serious lesbian relationship. Rachel was a little older than me, and came into her sexuality earlier than I did. I had it all set for tonight. Dinner reservations, a movie then out to our favorite club for a little dancing. I was still nervous; I wanted everything to be perfect. When Rachel walked through the door, my mind went blank and I began to fidget. She’s always had this affect on me. She was 5 foot 10, slender, but toned. Her hair was long, jet black, the greenest eyes I’ve ever seen, and her breasts were an absolute perfect D cup. “What’s wrong, Mandy?” She purred. I struggled for a response; I didn’t want her to know I had made all these plans for the night. She saw right through me and walked over. Her perky breasts swayed gently as she sauntered over to me. She wrapped her arms around me and pressed

Seduction Style
Ok put this in the wrong folder the first time lol new at playing with blogs lol Your Seduction Style: Siren / Rake You possess an unbridled sensuality that appeals to many. The minute you meet anyone, you can make the crave you almost immediately. You give others the chance to lose control with you... spiraling into carnal bliss. A dangerous lover, you both fascinate and scare those you attract. What Is Your Seduction Style?

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it's near impossible to lick your elbow Coca Cola was originally green The "sixth sick sheik's sixth sheep's sick" is said to be the toughest tongue twister in the English language 3 out of 4 people who read this will try to lick their elbow In 1879, a mail service in Belgium employed 37 cats to carry bundles of letters to villages around the town of Liege, this experiment was shorted-lived as the cats proved thoroughly undisciplined. Just plain weird...even by my standards Grapes explode when you put them in the microwave If a statue in the park of a person on a horse has both front legs in the air, the person died in battle; if the horse has one front leg in the air, the person died as a result of wounds received in battle; if the horse has all four legs on the ground, the person died of natural causes. Peanuts are one of the ingredients of dynamite In York, it is perfectly legal to shoot a Scotsman with a bow and arrow (except on Sundays) "Stewardesses

How Daring Are You ?
You Are a Dare Devil For you, life is one big dare. And you're all in for any adventure. Others find you exciting, inspiring, and a bit intimidating. You're biggest challenge at this point is trying to top yourself! How Daring Are You?

My Rant! Bah!
My Rant! Bah! Current mood: annoyed Things are so fucked up and men have just been pissing me off more and more with their stupidity. No offense guys, it's just that sometimes I want to throw something at all of you because you are selfish and only care about yourself. Or you have a problem with wanting to listen. Here's my story: Certain people have been annoying me more lately. They take pills for there depression and anxiety and brag about the high it gives them and they smoke pot on a daily basis and don't consider how it makes there spouse or girlfriend feel. I try to tell that person to stop the things that they are doing, because I don't want to be around them and others don't want to be around them. For me in the future, it will cause problems with my daughter and I don't want her picking up habits like that. I don't want her thinking that taking pills & smoking pot will fix all of her problems. Am I in the wrong for discussing this matter with that person and wha

To Trinity-from Kendall (daddy)
To Trinity-From Kendall (Daddy) My Little Girl by Tim McGraw Gotta hold on easy as I let you go Going to tell you how much I love you though you think you already know I remember I thought you looked like angel wrapped in pink so soft and warm you've had me wrapped around your finger since the day you were born. Beautiful baby from the outside in chase your dreams but always know the road that will lead you home again go on, take on this old world but to me you know you'll always be my little girl when you were in trouble that crooked little smile could melt my heart of stone now look at you - I've turned around and you've almost grown sometimes when you're alseep I whisper I love you in the moonlight at your door as I walk away I hear you say "Daddy, love you more" Someday some boy will come and ask me for your hand but I wont' say yes to him unless I know he's the half that makes you whole he has a poet's soul and the heart of a man's man I know he'll say that he's in lov

New Orleans (get Over It)
ok i know a hurricane wiped the town out i also know that a majority of the people that are bitching about the government not paying for thier own mistake by living in a town 2 foot under sea level near the gulf were living off of the government anyway and now we have to send our Military in to help with the crime?? wtf i have friends down there that believe it or not WORKED for a living and are managing to get thier shit together and rebuild and get on with life i also know that Texas put up an effort to help some of these people to find jobs they had 7 tour buses lined up and ONE person showed up to go look for work billing there=over $7000 come on get real one person talking about it said "it was like an ancient memory...like we had been put up on the auction block" when talking about being rescued the nerve to compare something you couldve avoided to what the slaves went through!!! im sorry it just pisses me off take responsability for your own actions!! p.s.

Friends
I see your soft dark skin, And you make me shiver within. How I long to touch you, And tell you all the things I want to do. I want to lie next to you in bed, And tell you all thoughts in my head. I can see the passion in your eyes, And I know you want to tell me goodbye. I want you to look deep into my eyes; The fire is burning and it will not hide. I thought I'd let you know how I feel. Yes, believe me it's real. But a broken heart would never mend; So, all in all; I'd rather be your friend. Lisa Flores 5-11-97

Top 20 Romantic Movies
Top 20 Romantic Movies We asked over 1,500 readers what their favorite romantic movie was! The next time you're in the mood to cuddle and watch movies together, pick one of these top 20 favorites! 20. When Harry Met Sally Starring: Billy Crystal, Meg Ryan (1989) - Synopsis 19. You've Got Mail Starring: Tom Hanks, Meg Ryan (1998) - Synopsis 18. Moulin Rouge Starring: Nicole Kidman, Ewan McGregor (2001) - Synopsis 17. Dirty Dancing Starring: Jennifer Grey, Patrick Swayze (1987) - Synopsis 16. Love Actually Starring: Bill Nighy, Gregor Fisher (2003) - Synopsis 15. Somewhere in Time Starring: Christopher Reeve, Jane Seymour (1980) - Synopsis 14. An Affair To Remember Starring: Cary Grant, Deborah Kerr (1980) - Synopsis 13. Serendipity Starring: John Cusack, Kate Beckinsale (2001) - Synopsis 12. City of Angels Starring: Nicolas Cage, Meg Ryan (2001) - Synopsis 11. Love & Basketball Starring: Sanaa Lathan, Omar

The Jars
The Jars The preacher placed two identical jars on the table next to the pulpit. He quoted 1 Samuel 16:7 'The Lord does not look at the things man looks at. Man looks at the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart" These jars came from the same factory, were made of the same materials, and can hold the same amount. But they are different, he explained. Then he upset one and it oozed out honey. He turned over the other, and vinegar spilled out. "When a jar is upset, whatever is in it comes out. Until the jars were upset, they looked alike. The difference was within, and could not be seen. When they were upset, their contents were revealed. Until we are upset we put on a good front. But when we are upset, we reveal our innermost thoughts and attitudes, for "out of the abundance of the heart his mouth speaks ( Luke 6:45) What if someone tipped you over today ?? What would flo

Signs That You Have Grown Up!
Signs That You Have Grown Up! Your house plants are alive, and you can't smoke any of them. Having sex in a twin bed is out of the question. You keep more food than beer in the fridge. 6:00 AM is when you get up, not when you go to bed. You hear your favorite song in an elevator. You watch the Weather Channel. Your friends marry and divorce instead of "hook up" and "break up." You go from 130 days of vacation time to 14. Jeans and a sweater no longer qualify as "dressed up." You're the one calling the police because those %&@# kids next door won't turn down the stereo. Older relatives feel comfortable telling sex jokes around you. You don't know what time Taco Bell closes anymore. Your car insurance goes down and your car payments go up. You feed your dog Science Diet instead of McDonald's leftovers. Sleep

What Do You Choose?
What Do You Choose? We should all wake up excited each and every day. Remind yourself of the following each morning and you will be a much happier person: Today I can complain because the weather is rainy or... I can be thankful that the grass is getting watered for free. Today I can feel sad that I don't have more money or... I can be glad that my finances encourage me to plan my purchases wisely and guide me away from waste. Today I can grumble about my health or... I can rejoice in that I am alive. Today I can lament over all that my parents didn't give me when I was growing up or... I can feel grateful that they allowed me to be born. Today I can cry because roses have thorns or... I can celebrate that thorns have roses. Today I can mourn my lack of friends or... I can excitedly embark upon a quest to discover new relationships. Today I can whine because I have to go to work or... I can shout for joy because I have a job to do. Tod

Twenty Truths To Remember
Twenty Truths To Remember 1. Faith is the ability to not panic. 2. If you worry, you didn't pray. If you pray, don't worry. 3. As a child of God, prayer is kind of like calling home every day. 4. Blessed are the flexible, for they shall not be bent out of shape. 5. When we get tangled up in our problems, be still. God wants us to be still so He can untangle the knot. 6. Do the math. Count your blessings. 7. God wants spiritual fruit, not religious nuts. 8. Dear God: I have a problem. It's me. 9. Silence is often misinterpreted, but never misquoted. 10. Laugh every day, it's like inner jogging. 11. The most important things in your home are the people. 12. Growing old is inevitable, growing up is optional. 13. There is no key to happiness. The door is always open. 14. A grudge is a heavy thing to carry. 15. He who dies with the most toys is still dead. 16. We do not remember days, but moments. Life moves too fast, so enjoy your precious

Relationship Relapse
Relationship Relapse Reeling from a recent breakup and wondering if you should give your ex one more shot? Read this much-needed Rx and call us in the morning. In medical terms, a relapse happens when you think youve suffered through the worst of an illness and feel like youre on the road to recovery, until bam!out of the blue, your symptoms return, sending you back to bed with a box of Kleenex. Now, relationship relapse, on the other hand, is not an official medical diagnosis. But that doesnt mean its not very, very real to the people it strikes. Heres what happens: Just when you think youre starting to get over your ex and realize all the flaws in your relationship, you run into him or her somewhere. Maybe its accidental, or you make an excuse to get togetherperhaps for the sake of closure. You try to be just friends, sure. But you end up hanging out, and maybe you start sitting dangerously close to one another. Promises are made. There is kissing, a brief feeling of euphori

I Come Not To Praise You...
...but to destroy you. WHO ARE YOU? WHAT DO YOU WANT? These two questions are the most important ones you will ever answer. "You are NOT a special and unique snowflake." I support nothing and no one that does not support me. No ideals, no honors, no illusions, no dreams, no safety net, no social contract, no flag, no border, no prince and no God. WHO ARE YOU? WHAT DO YOU WANT? Answer one of these questions with certainty and clarity, and you will be a Prince. Answer them both with lack of any doubt and the Will to achieve them...and you will be a GOD. RISE UP. DESTROY YOUR MASTERS. It's not the cop on the street I want to kill, but the cop inside your head. I am the Pin-Cushion Man, and I have come to Baloony Town from the Forest of Pins with a fistful of dirty needles. Tell me about your dreams. Do you want to be famous, rich, happy, beautiful, a rock-star, loved by all, drive the big car, live in the big house on the hill drinking fine wine o

Sunshine On Leith
Bringing things up to their current date after posting the darker side of Edinburgh here is a picture of Leith Walk, I live at the end of this street and its about 3/4 of a mile from Edinburgh City Centre Leith has had a fairly colourful history, in most recent times is because of the author Irvine Welsh who wrote the Trainspotting novel, he lived round the corner from myself and also the train station that he was referring to is now a supermarket. Also we have the Royal Yacht Brittania but I have never visited due to the fact I hate all the touristy bits. One of the best pubs that I have found in Leith is called the Port o Leith bar in Constitution Street, there has been many a night spent steaming and dancing on the bar at weekends, I kid you not, although since the smoking ban has been brought in I have hardly been out, but now I have stopped smoking hope to get back out there give it time. It is one of the truly mad places you can walk into and find people from all

Moving Sucks
For those of you that don't know much about me, I've been apt hunting for about the past 3-4 months without much luck... Well, I finally found a place last week and on a last minute decision ended up rooming with my dawg Joe. Yesterday we moved in, so here I am finally in the new place, stealing internet from one of my new (obviously not smart enough to secure their wireless) neighbors. I love stupid people sometimes! As I sit here in a sea of boxes I can only hope that everything goes smooth and I can finally (after whats felt like an eternity!) get into a normal day to day routine again. Its been a while since I've even remotely felt my life slipping into place again and I'm glad to say that right now, I feel like I'm actually getting someplace...

Lost Children
I got the repost of the child that was kidnapped and it's mother's throat slashed. Well, you can't find a child sitting on your behind in front of a computer. The Amber alert went out, and unless you look around when you go out, you're not going to be much help. I saw the story on the news, and it is posted on the highway overhead signs, so instead of being here, and cutting your friends out because they don't repost as you demand, get out and look for this, and all the other missing children. If not reposting a comment made by someone on here causes you to cut me from your friends list...so be it.

While You Were Sleeping
While You Were Sleeping While you were sleeping I felt your heart beating. While you were sleeping in my head love was repeating. While you were sleeping all I could do was smile. While you were sleeping I watched you for a while. While you were sleeping I always held your hand. While you were sleeping I knew where my heart would land. While you were sleeping you would hold me near. While you were sleeping I would cry all my tears. While you were sleeping from you I knew I wouldn't part. While you were sleeping I gave to you my heart.

If You Ain't Dirty, You Ain't Here To Paarrrtayy
Yes. I'm listening to Christina Aguilera, I don't know why, however. So, yesterday was quite possibly one of the longest fucking days of my life, but it was so fun. I got sunburnt at the football game, but it was so worth it. Lyco rocked Philly. Now, I'm like way so tired from hardly sleeping the last three days, but I'm used to being awake so I can't sleep, and I can't stop complaining, lmafo. I'm watching the Jerry Spring Movie, how exciting?

You're Never Alone
You’re never alone, I’m always near, When you’re troubled, down or blue, All you have to do is call me, I’m always here for you... It doesn’t matter where I’m at, It doesn’t matter when. When you need someone to talk to, I’m here to be your friend... If you need someone to hold your hand, Or a hug to show someone cares. If you need a shoulder to cry on, For you, I will be there... So never think you are a burden, When the weight gets to be too much. You might find if you look hard enough, A good friend could be the right touch... You’re never alone, I’m always here, Through the good times and the bad. I’m always here to be your friend, I never want to see you sad...

Silent Tears
Last night before went to bed Thoughts of you filled my head I have not cried this way in many of years Onto my pillow fell six silent tears The first was for your smile that I miss And your tender lips I long to kiss The second was for your gentle face And thoughts of your loving embrace The third came as no suprise As I thought of your beautiful eyes The fourth came rolling down my face Instead of my pillow, it should be you in it's place. The fifth came for one reason alone I felt my love for you wasn't fully shown I really love and miss you my dear And there just fell...the sixth silent tear

Thanks A Bunch =)
Hey there all. I just wanted to say thanks for everyone that has voted in the contest..even if it wasn't for me. =P thats cool too..as long as you're showing suppport for it then its awesome. But if you did vote for me...then you just rock...so thanks times 1,000. lol. And if you haen't voted, there go here http://lostcherry.com/images.php?u=143731 and thats where all the beautiful girls are =) So anyways, its sunday already, i can't believe it. ickkkk. i need to wash and wax my car today...ohh how fun. its going to be like the last warm sunny day around here so i guess i should take advantage of it. bummer. lol. Well i hope that you all have a wonderific sunday and stay safe =)

My First Blog... On Lc Anyway
I wonder if anyone is going to read this. Well if you are reading this Hello to you. This weekend hasn't been that much fun for me. I had to work what feels like all day yesterday. Didn't get home till kinda late last night so it kinda sucks that it's almost noon on Sunday and I feel like I haven't had a day off. Ohhhh well, I shouldn't complain I did have Thursday off. Most of my co-workers when they work Saturday work 6 days straight. Hope that everyone else has had a good weekend.

Shok Taktik - Immortal Ego No. Three
I had met Phil the man behind Shok Taktik a while back and as he knew Fienderella he wanted to get one done for himself, I met him in person at a dinner at the House of Lords in London, it was very boring but me and him were having a few chuckles. He does exit strategies for business and mentoring hence the name Shok Taktik. Anyway before long he had an idea of what he wanted so Stu started to put him together. Its funny as Stu had never met Phil, but he drew him with a hat, when I first met Phil, he was wearing a hat just like the one Stu had drawn. Creating Shok Taktik, and what it took to put him together

All That Planet Stuff I Learned Was Useless
Well, those science nerds have done it again! They've turned off Star Trek, and left their mothers' basements long enough to demote Pluto as a planet. What's wrong with these people? These are the same people who wanted to make our moon a new planet. Ok, first of all, everything I learned in astronomy is useless now! No, not just the stuff having to deal with Pluto. I contend that EVERYTHING I learned in astronomy was all for naught. Plus, we're going to have to change that little story that school kids are taught in which they can remember the planets: My Very Educated Mother Just Served Us Nine Pizzas So now what? "Pizzas" is now no longer applicable. What do we change it to? I have an idea. Maybe My Very Eager Mother Just Served Us Nachos? That's just stupid. I say this to all of you scientists who supported this idiotic idea. Either make Pluto a planet again, or blow it up. Think about it. Id we're going to get rid of Pluto as a planet, let's get rid of it. Keep it from junking

If I knew it would be the last time that I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more. If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time, I could spare an extra minute or two to stop and say I love you, instead of assuming you would KNOW I do. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything right. There will always be another day to say our I love you's, And certainly there's another chance to say our "An

Sick Of....
ok..yes..i have been one to repost something because a "friend" siad whoever didnt would be taken off the friends list...then after reposting it...i got a ton of messages saying that they were sorry but wouldnt repost...and i got to thinking...yeah, if you take someone off your friends list just because they dont repost something your silly....sometimes i dont read the bulletins let alone repost them...and sometimes im not on for a few days...think about what you post and are willing to go through with before you repost as well....

Have A Good Day Everybody
Hi all, Well today is Sunday hope everybody had a good weekend :) Anybody doing anything special today?? If you do remember to have fun and to stay safe :) P.s. If you haven't seen tehm there's 2 new pics of new in my default folder that I posted for your viewing,rating and commenting pleasure :)) Danny

Train Reaction
I was running late for the subway. The party I went to ran a bit later than I had expected. As I rounded the turn style I saw the doors starting to close. I bit my lower lip and darted through the doors. Tired and out of breath I flopped down onto the nearest seat. After a few moments I had caught my breath and began to look around the car. It was just another woman and myself. As I looked at her again I could see that she was visibly upset. I got up from where I sat to sit closer to her. As I made idle chitchat I found out she was supposed to meet her boyfriend for dinner and she’d sat there for an hour or so before he called her and cancelled. I moved my arm around her shoulders, watching her face as she told me about her horrible night, she was crying. I brought my fingers up to her face and wiped away the tears as I looked into her eyes. She was beautiful. I took a chance. I leaned forward and pressed my lips against hers. I felt my heart leap as she returned my kiss. I’ve had lesb

Shower Time
Erica and I had just gotten home from the club and were beat. Our Friday nights usually went on and on at the clubs. Most of the time spent dancing and drinking. Erica turned to me and said she was going to take a shower before we headed off to bed. I grinned inside, made up some lame line about being hungry, and was going to make something to eat. She nodded at me and stripped bare as she walked to the bathroom, tossing her clothes onto the floor. “Damn she’s got a hot body!” I thought to myself. I waited for a few minutes, to try and make her believe that I really was getting something to eat. I frequently hopped in the shower with her and she’s hardly ever surprised. I quietly stripped down in the kitchen and snuck into the bathroom. The tiny bathroom was filled with steam and the scent of her soap. I could feel myself grow hard as I crept up to the bathtub. I slowly pulled the shower curtain aside and there she was. Her back was to me, the water and soap blending and cascading down

Impressive Rescue
This photo was taken by a soldier in Afghanistan of a helo rescue mission. The pilot is a PA Guard guy who flies EMS choppers in civilian life. Now how many people on the planet you reckon could set the ass end of a chopper down on the roof top of a shack on a steep mountain cliff and hold it there while soldiers load wounded men in the rear??? If this does not impress you ... nothing ever will. Gives me the chills and a serious case of the vertigo ... I can't even imagine having the nerve ... much less the talent and ability ... God Bless our military!!!!!

Plz Read This(girls Only)
Your Seduction Style: The Charismatic You're beyond seductive, you're downright magnetic! You life live and approach seduction on a grand scale. You have an inner self confidence and energy that most people lack It's these talents that make you seem extraordinary - and you truly are! What Is Your Seduction Style?

Seduction Style
Your Seduction Style: The Charismatic You're beyond seductive, you're downright magnetic! You life live and approach seduction on a grand scale. You have an inner self confidence and energy that most people lack It's these talents that make you seem extraordinary - and you truly are! What Is Your Seduction Style?

Special Ppl Online
There are a thousand people, We meet online. Some our nice, Others are bad. Some are kind, Others are rude. Some our perverted, And get our tempers to flare. Some are even annoying, And they get our heads to hurt. But there are those special ones, That stay in our mind and heart. The special ones that we call friends, And love with our life. The chosen few we can talk all night with, And remember all during day. Then there are those, That we see once in a while, And miss all the time. They all have small weird names, That stay in our hearts. We miss them all the time, And talk to them when we can. The unseen people we love, The unseen people we know, The ones that we meet online, The ones that we love all our life.

Thoughts And Feelings....
Have you ever felt so strongly about a person, thing, or idea just after a short period of time yet you still are in the dark? Have you ever had a short glimpse into someone's eyes and in that instance you can see and feel their soul? Have you ever thought you were amongst a love so strong that it could tear you apart just with one touch? Have you ever leaped into your future so quickly that it fell on you without warning? Have you ever fanticized about an idea of love that the real thing passed you by? Have things beyond your control ever blinded you from feeling anything...anything at all? Have you ever been so lonely that you tremble with joy at the idea that someone shows interest? Have you ever been so scared of your own footsteps that you would rather stand still then take a leap of faith? Have you ever felt a drop of passion land on your shoulder? Have your tears ever been so thick that you feel like you are in a caccoon and no one can see you? Have

Where Does It All Come From?
Your fingers are magically making music. This is something mine have never committed to. What does it feel like? How do you maintain? Where is your heart and what lays within? As you play and I watch I catch a glimpse of you. Your soul through your eyes. Your life in a mer second. Your love, faith, and passion. What does this moment mean? Your smile shines like a yellow sunflower and a glorious morning. It shivers within me and seems to seek something magical. Something within myself that has been turned off. Signs and Non-signs, Words and Non-words, Glimpses and Non-glimpses speak to me within my confused and heartbroken soul. What should I say or not say? What should I do or not do? How should I act or not act? Where should I be or not be? and What should I feel or not feel? This fantastic hope and wonderous change has brightened my soul and opened my heart. Is it too early as I suppose it is? Is it beyond desire or in the midst of love? Is it a passion to be loved or a p

What I Want...
What I want.... Is the pleasure of a man's hand holding mine... The comfort of knowing that someone cares for me... The soft kiss on my lips and the intense love that we will share... What I want.... Is the beauty of a life with a soul I can call my own... The passion between us that will shine as bright as the sun... An undying love... What I want.... Is a wonderful father, caring heart, strong arms, and a sense of security... Is a life with my one and only... A man who is a one woman man as I am a one man woman... What I want is forever!

It Talkes A Lifetime....
"It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone and a day to love someone - but it takes a lifetime to forget someone." WOW THIS IS SOOO TRUE..I LOVE IT..WOW..JUST MAY BE A NEW FAVORITE...hehehe

Untitled.....(friends Help Me With This)
Ok Friends..... I need your help here. I got a piece of poetry started and then got writer's block so I need you to help me finish it so it doesn't bug me to death. Have you ever looked upon a star... The one that makes you cry... And maybe even giggle... With such a small twinkle... But with a huge heart... Have you ever looked upon a star... And wondered how to get there... You feel so far away... Yet you can almost see a day... Opening your arms.... For the star that make you smile... Have you ever looked upon a star...

I Want This Guy!!!!!!!!
I'm the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams. I'm the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. I'm the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on, wearing sweats, and a big t-shirt. I'm the guy who won't pressure you to do things you don't want to. I'm the guy who will show up at your house with soup and a movie when you aren't feeling well. I'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead. I'm the guy who doesn't kiss and tell. I'm the guy who actually listens to you when you talk. I'm the guy who's excited all day because I'm looking forward to our date that night. I'm the guy who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more. I'm the guy who can't help but smile when you walk into the room. I'm the guy who's perfectly content with staying in, watching movies, and cuddling. I'm the guy who won't lie to you about whe

Your Heart....
Do you ever wonder what your heart is trying to tell you when it goes pitter patter with a smile or a glimpse? Do you try to figure your heart's very being out? Do you examine every aspect...the good, the bad, and the maybes? Do you live a life with nothing more than a heartfelt feeling but never act upon it? or do you just not know how? Do you love someone but not really knew what the feeling is? Does you heart hurt at the thought of being without someone? even if you think he/she may not even like you in that way? Do you dream of a fulfilled life with someone in which your heart aches for? Do you sweat at the thought of a kiss, a touch, a smile? Maybe you even get a little tingly just by looking at a photo. Your heart is telling you something...what is it? Do you know? Because if you know then maybe you can tell me.

I Like You
I like your personality, and your oh so sweet smell, i like the color of your eyes, and your absolutly gorgeous smile. i like the way you wear your hair, each and every day. i like the way you laugh, in your own special little way. i like just laying on your bed, holding you in my arms. i like that special feeling, like nothing can go wrong. i like the thought of us together, frightened that day wont come. so please oh please, tell the truth, do i keep that special feeling, or be frighetned as days go on?

Only In America.....(funny Shit)
Only in America......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. Only in America......do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. Only in America......do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. Only in America......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. Only in America......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. Only in America......do we use the word 'politics' to describe the process so well: 'Poli' in Latin meaning 'many' and 'tics' meaning 'bloodsucking creatures'. Only in America......do they have drive-up ATM machines with Braille lettering. EVER WONDER .... ! Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin? Why women can't put on mascara with their mouth closed? Why don't you eve

How Blonde Are You??
***You Are a Golden Blonde*** Men see you as flirty and fun, yet deep and thoughtful You've got all the pizzazz of a blonde... With the intensity of a brunette How Blonde Are You? http://ynr.blogthings.com/howblondeareyouquiz/

Band Pictures
One on my Favorite Bands ... CHIEF...did a outdoor Concert Yesterday they are just Kick Ass. Check them out if you like at Chief's MySpace Click Here Pics From the Concert: The Bass Player is just Yummyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!

You don't know how I'm feeling. I have yet to vocalize Desire deep inside me. Can you see it in my eyes? I tremble when I'm near you Heat travels up my thighs and I want you with an urgency That I just can't describe. Dare I reach out to touch you? Do you think you'd realize How much I want and need you? Can you see it in my eyes? I long to say, "I love you," But am scared of your reply. Terrified like a child I've become paralyzed. The camouflaged emotions Lead to pain and silent cries. And yet I just can't tell you. Don't you see it in my eyes? Confessing through this poem My dilemma summarized. The feeling's quite cathartic, But will lead to my demise.

What My Birthday Tells People
Your Birthdate: August 10 Independent and dominant, you tend to be the alpha dog in most situations. You're very confident, and hardly anything ever shakes you. Mundane tasks tend to drain you - you prefer to be making great plans. You are quite original. When people don't "get" you, it bothers you a lot. Your strength: Your ability to gain respect Your weakness: Caring too much what others think Your power color: Orange-red Your power symbol: Letter X Your power month: October What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

I Have Big Boobs, So I Must Be A Hoe!
labels can go suck it! I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic. I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists. I'm BLACK, so I MUST carry a gun. I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty. I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be smart. I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser. I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy. I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS. I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape. I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist. I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch. I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST have a problem with self control. I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat. I'm an ATHEIST, so I MUST hate the world. I DON'T HAVE A RELIGION, so I MUST not have morals. I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people. I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible. I'm JAMAICAN so I MUST smoke weed. I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay. I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash. I TAKE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy. I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want

If The Shadow Knew It's Name
If the shadow knew its name it would be greatful to the maker Undying in its gratitude turning giver into taker If the shadow knew its name the burden would release and in the veins of reason the pain would surely cease If the shadow knew its name the fortress would fall under the walls would fall upon their heads those fools would see their blunder If the shadow knew its name the faker would move on But the shadow does not know its name and its stolen before dawn That saddened little shadow is not the thing you see That silly little shadow dwells deep inside of me

What Kind Of Pj's Are You?
The PJ's You Are Most Like: Comfortable PJ's You're a bit conservative, traditional, and tend to follow conventions You have an understated, easy sexyness that men love People instantly find comfort in you, and you're a "best friend" to many. What Kind of PJ's Are You?

My Birthday Means...
Your Birthdate: November 7 You are an island. You don't need anyone else to make you happy. And though you see yourself as a loner, people are drawn to you. Deep and sensitive, you tend to impress others with your insights. You also tend to be psychic - so listen to that inner voice! Your strength: Your self sufficiency Your weakness: You despise authority Your power color: Maroon Your power symbol: Hammer Your power month: July What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Gas Station Epiphany
Stuck here in the land of boredom Patience cant keep me company Just a sliver of me is still breathing The rest if off in space Im out of carwashes and out of options In the land of boredom my sanity is up for auction Get out of my face just get your gas and leave Do I stutter when I speak whats this up my sleeve A timecard spelling instant relief Was that a sausage polish or was that a hotdog large Excuse me Ma'am are you Polish I am not in charge There is a fine line you cross when your in a place like this When your mind is on brew like the coffee here with a sizzle and a hiss Would you like to know how this ends for sure Leaving this kingdom of lame is indeed the only cure So grab a Little Debbie and say goodbye to Eddy Another slave to boredomville will surely take your place Then the sanity will return again and that is how you live my friend

Why I Dont Have A Boyfriend!!!
***You Don't Have a Boyfriend Because You are Too Shy*** When a guy gets to know you, he finds a great catch Problem is... you're too shy for most guys to get to know. From meeting someone to dating, you usually have your guard up. And while you're just holding back, it makes you seem like you've got something to hide. Why Don't You Have a Boyfriend? http://ynr.blogthings.com/whydontyouhaveaboyfriendquiz/

Hmmm Wow What Type Of Jeans Am I
You Are Low Rise Jeans You are both sexy and casual - the type of girl who looks hot without really trying. You tend to spark imagination, only showing a peek of your skin. What Style of Jeans Are You?

Whats Your Superhero Name??
Your Superhero Profile Your Superhero Name is The Vector Racer Your Superpower is Technology Your Weakness is Blood Your Weapon is Your Caustic Bludgeon Your Mode of Transportation is Flying Monkeys What's your Superhero Name?

What Sign Should You Date??
You Should Be With a Water Sign! Your best match is a Cancer, Scorpio, or Pisces Why? You crave intimacy and connection in your relationship And while most guys can't open up enough for you, a Water Sign can Not that you're whole relationship will be soul gazing A Water Sign matches your goofy sense of humor - and desire to help others. What Sign Should You Date?

What Type Of Love Am I
This is so true... You Are Right Brained In Love Bit of a drama queen Peacemaker, first to end a fight Good at thinking up creative dates Tend to fall in love and get hurt easily Going with your gut instead of your head Emphathetic and caring, sometimes to a fault Good at recognizing patterns in relationships Been in love many times, perhaps too many to count Wildly passionate and intense when falling in love Spontaneous with relationships, going with the flow Overly visual - can play back past dates like movies in your mind Roses, love poems, and stuffed animals are a good start to winning your heart Are You Right Brained or Left Brained in Love?

What Pattern Is Your Brain?
Your Brain's Pattern Your mind is a multi dimensional wonderland, with many layers. You're the type that always has multiple streams of thoughts going. And you can keep these thoughts going at any time. You're very likely to be engaged in deep thought - and deep conversation. What Pattern Is Your Brain?

What Style Of Jeans Are You?
You Are Low Rise Jeans You are both sexy and casual - the type of girl who looks hot without really trying. You tend to spark imagination, only showing a peek of your skin. What Style of Jeans Are You?

Howdy
Well, let's see... i just woke up... kinda growly about it, as usual. starting week two of no day off at work. wondering if anyone will ever read this thing.... if not, oh well... i'll rant to myself... i guess that could be theraputic in it's own way. anyhow, what should i do with this blog? should i make it a journal of my extraordinarily boring life? should use it to post samples of my lame attempts at being a writer? should i develop a sense of righteous indignation and blast about things that just piss me off? perhaps be a bit random and do all of those things? yeah... i think that's the way to go. no structure. no set format. just put down whatever pops into my head from time to time. and if anyone actually does read this thing, please please please comment, have something to say. i'm here for some sort of interaction and conversation, although most times, the best i can hope for from the LC is to kill my boredom by checkin out profiles lookin for boobie pics

What Kind Of Soul Are You?
You Are a Peacemaker Soul You strive to please others and compromise anyway you can. War or conflict bothers you, and you would do anything to keep the peace. You are a good mediator and a true negotiator. Sometimes you do too much, trying so hard to make people happy. While you keep the peace, you tend to be secretly judgmental. You lose respect for people who don't like to both give and take. On the flip side, you've got a graet sense of humor and wit. You're always dimplomatic and able to give good advice. Souls you are most compatible with: Warrior Soul, Hunter Soul and Visionary Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?

What Goddess Are You?
You Are Aphrodite! A total shining star with a ton of admirers And no wonder: you live life to the fullest! When things get bad, you can easily take off to a happier place But occasionally, you need to deal with problems head on What Goddess Are You?

What Flower Are You?
You Are a Daisy You see the world with an artist's eye. Finding beauty is easy for you - even in the dullest of moments. You notice all of the colors of the world, from fresh grass to sunsets. You are a total optimist and hedonist. You love to drink life in. What Flower Are You?

Found
Took some getting used to But I started to be happy Foster mom was good to me She really loves me Wait...life isn't that great My real family hates me They realized I'm happy But they don't want me to be Having two families rules My ture family is right here Beside me all the way But they aren't blood Finally learned the truth I can't trust my real family They don't care about me They liked when I was lost Well too bad for them Being lost is the past There are people around Who have let me be found!

Goodbyes Are Never Easy
Goodbyes are never easy, goodbyes are always sad, goodbye to the one you love, and the once that hurt so bad goodbyes are not forever, just distance in between, goodbye will make the heart grow fond, that's what they say it seems goodbye is a word, one never wants to use, or heard goodbye is always followed by, once sadness then by tears goodbye will make you stronger, to whom we are inside, goodbye will make one realize feelings we just can't hide goodbye, I say to you but this only means one thing goodbye is not forever, for in my heart you'll always remain

Lost
I was always depressed But nobody cared They wanted me to stay that way Yet I knew I couldn't I tried all the legal ways Everything they tell you to do When you need outside help But it did no good Finally I ran away Was gone three night Then they sent me back They just couldn't see So again I ran away But was tired of running This time they sent me away Believing they were punishing me Arrieved at a foster home early Lady seemed rather friendly But I didn't trust her She wasn't my family Hated my life Didn't know what to do If I ran away They would send me to juvi Once again I was lost

Right Or Left Brained In Love???
You Are Right Brained In Love Bit of a drama queen Peacemaker, first to end a fight Good at thinking up creative dates Tend to fall in love and get hurt easily Going with your gut instead of your head Emphathetic and caring, sometimes to a fault Good at recognizing patterns in relationships Been in love many times, perhaps too many to count Wildly passionate and intense when falling in love Spontaneous with relationships, going with the flow Overly visual - can play back past dates like movies in your mind Roses, love poems, and stuffed animals are a good start to winning your heart Are You Right Brained or Left Brained in Love?

The Muppet Personality Quiz
You Are Animal A complete lunatic, you're operating on 100% animal instincts. You thrive on uncontrolled energy, and you're downright scary. But you sure can beat a good drum. "Kill! Kill!" The Muppet Personality Test

Family
Family is supposed to be there No matter what happens They are supposed to be happy for you Even if they don't agree I never knew of the closeness Because my family doesn't have it But now I know what it's like Thanks to my foster mom She welcomed me into her family Before she knew the real me Let me know someone cares And will always be there Family should be willing to help No matter what the cost But my family isn't Because they don't know what family is At one point I didn't know either But now I know more Than I ever would've Thanks to a true family

Here's To All My Girlies!!!
I am only as strong as the caffeine I drink, the hair spray I use and the girlfriends I have. Here's to you! Why do we only have parties for each other when one of us gets married, pregnant, has a birthday, or retires? What would most of us do without our sisters, confidants, and shopping, lunching and traveling girlfriends? Let's celebrate each other for each other's sake! Someone will always be prettier. Someone will always be smarter. Their house will be bigger. They will drive a better car. Their children will do better in school. And their husband will fix more things around the house. So let it go, Be Happy! And love yourself and your circumstances. Think about it. The prettiest woman in the world can have hell in her heart. And the most highly favored woman on your job may be unable to have children. And the richest woman you know, she's got the car, the house, the clothes....might be lonely. And the word says if "I have

Accepted
We may have hard times It can seem like nobody cares But things could always be worse At one point in life We are all outsiders But that's because nobody understands Don't give up that quick Things can change before you know it But only if you want them to I was an outsider for nine years Then I met someone And they truely understood me It took many mess ups And a great deal of anger But I've finally been excepted

Sisters
Sisters are bonded By something special That can never be broke Sisters can be trusted With all your secrets And all your dreams Sisters can understand Better then anyone Because they know Sister are always there But not always blood Sisters will always be sisters!

Blame
You were never there Didn't really care about me The men came first I came last So I pushed you away Washed my hands of you I deserved better And that's exactly what I got Now you miss me Want me to forgive you But that won't happen You blew it forever ago You dare blame me When you're the parent You'll never change your ways Because you're afraid to take the blame

Fabulous Bitch Who Looks At Porn 24/7
I'm a Fabulous Bitch who looks at porn 24/7!!! yeah right...lol...sure... Pick the first Letter of Your first Name A- Fabulous B-Pretty C-Popular D-Gorgeous E-Gangster F-Girly G-Dyke H-Sweet I-Retarded j-Emotional K-Beautiful L-Boyish M-Slutty N-Preppy O-Hot P- amazingg Q-Punky R-Hot S-Sexy T- Very Sexy U-Ugly V-Wonderful W-Hott X-Bitchy Y-Under-appreciated Z-Over-appreciated Now the third letter in your middle name(if you dont have one use your last name): A-beauty queen B- skank C-Bitch D-Obsesser E- God (ess) F-Retard G-Queen/ King H-Slut I-Girl J-Goth K-Nerd L-sex god M-Sex machine N-Alcoholic O-Geek P-Babe Q-Crackwhore R-pornstar S-Prince (ess) T-Whore U-Cry Baby V-Jackass W-Punk X-Scaredy-cat Y-Coward Z-Chocoholic Now What Color Is the Shirt You Are Wearing: Red- Who's Good With My Hands purple- Who Looks At Porn 24/7 Orange- Who Likes It In The Butt Yellow- Who

Encouragement
You can do anything Just put your mind to it And anything could be possible Because you have it in you Keep your thoughts positive That way you believe Believe in yourself And others will believe in you Never give up It won't do you any good Because somewhere there's someone With words of encouragement

Bored
yes i'm sitting here on sunday morning with a small hangover and being bored to death, so here i am once again annoying all those who have been unfortunate enough to read this.~~hugs~~ so anyways, just wanted to say this blog thingy is so stupid, yes i said that. more people use then to post bulletins than to actually blog and i'm just using it to solve my boredom issue. yes i think i have a problem and yes i probably need some sort of meeting but until i figure out what kind of meeting that would be. i guess anyone who reads this will have to be my support group. luv ya all chrissy

The Day The Magic Died
I can't remember their names, but the children up the street were always dirty. They weren't poor or homeless, just dirty. I've been in their house so I know they had running water and showers and the like, but I still don't know why they were always dirty. Their dog was dirty, too. They had this huge white dog with reddish spots that they kept in a giant chain-link cage and they never hosed it out. Imagine, if you will a large dog who never gets to run around and never gets the concrete slab he uses as a bed cleaned off. Not a pretty picture. But their house was where the real terror lived. In the master bedroom, where the evil father with the bad Marine haircut lived with his Jack-Sprat's-Wife wife, was hung on the wall a huge moose head. Not a Canadian beer, but a real-dead moose's head. I knew it was dead because it had no body. That and it was crawling with maggots. There is no way that I would ever have a moose-head full of maggots on my wall. That can't be sanitary, it just c

This Is A Dedication For All You Guys
i hope you all like it it comes from my heart and gose to al of you thank for showing me love and being so sweet to me i will frorever treasure our friendship forever I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU FOR THE REST OF MY DAYS YOU HAVE WON MY HEART AND MY SOUL WITH YOUR SWEET SEXY WAYS YOU GAVE ME HOPE WHEN I NEEDED SOMEONE NEAR YOU BRING ME HAPPINESS EVERY DAY OF EVERY YEAR AND I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU FOR ALL THAT YOU ARE YOU HAVE MADE MY LIFE COMPLETE YOU'RE MY LUCKY STAR YOU ARE THE ONE THAT I HAVE BEEN SEARCHING FOR YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING TELL WHO COULD ASK FOR MORE? AND I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU HONEY THIS WILL NEVER END I NEED YOU BY MY SIDE BABY YOU ARE MY LOVER AND MY FRIEND OH MY FRIEND YOU GAVE MY WORLD A THRILL I'VE NEVER KNOWN AND FILLED MY EAGER HEART WITH A LOVE TO TO CALL MY OWN AND I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU YOU MUST KNOW HOW M

Im Feeling Sexy
everytime i come on here , it always makes me horny, im not sure why , But i always do . think cos ive made some hot friends on here ... I love you all thankyou very much for making me feel welcome.

Another Short Story.
HE GAVE HER HIS RING AS A SYMBOL OF THEIR LOVE. A CIRCLE, THEIR LOVE IS NEVER ENDING. THAT WAS A YEAR AGO. NOW HE WANTS IT BACK. HE NO LONGER SEES THE SUN IN HER GOLDEN HAIR OR THE SKY IN HER BLUE EYES. HE LONGS FOR THE VIBERENT SHADE OF REDTO TOP THE VIOLET OF A NEW LOVES EYES. THIS IS NOT SOMETHING HE CAN TELL HER OVER THE PHONE. HE CALLS HER AND ASKS HER TO MEET HIM AT THERE SPECIAL PLACE. SHE QUICKLY AGREES. HE HEADS ON OVER TO THEIR SPOT, HE KNOWS IT WILL BE A WHILE UNTILL SHE GETS HERE. HE WAITS. SHE IS LATE SO HE CALLS HER FROM HIS CELL. NO ANSWER. HE WAITS LONGER. HE TRIES TO CALL HER AGAIN. NO ANSWER. WORRIED NOW HE CALLS HER SISTER. SHE ANSWERS. HE IS TOLD HE NEEDS TO GET TO THE HOSPITAL. THERE HAD BEEN AN ACCIDENT. HE HANGS UP AND RUSHES TO HIS CAR. HE SPEEDS TO THE HOSPITAL. WHEN HE ENTERS THE WAITING ROOM HER SISTER TELLS HIM TO COME WITH HER. HE FOLLOWS HER DOWN A LONG HALLWAY. THEY ENTER HER ROOM. HER SISTER TELLS HIM THAT SHE WAS IN A CAR ACCIDENT, ON HER WAY TO SEE

The Reason I Don't Do Younger Guys
I always knew there was a reason i didn't get with younger guys and now i've had one to confirm for me that younger is NOT the way to go. We weren't even together for a week before he starts spouting that he "loves" me. ACK!!! So i break it off, to spare him his feelings bc i REALLY don't want a relationship right now. That was two days ago. I'm STILL getting fucking emails from him "poor me" and "i really cared about you" or my favorite "how could you do this to me?" CRY ME A FUCKING RIVER!! Okay before you get the wrong idea about me, i am not heartless. I really liked this guy, and i thought that i could give him the relationship he wanted so i tried. But telling me you love me after a week is a little weird. And the sex wasn't that great either. Shallow, probably, but sex is important to me. All well, at least finding a new fuck buddy didn't take long... but that's a story for another blog.

Im Your Friend!
This is from a friend of yours,Who loves you very much!Cause my life has been fulfilled in ways that only you can touch.For the time Ive known you ,youve made me fill at home.But most of all,your not alone.One day our lives will part,but the love we share wont leave our hearts.Now with this thought I let you know,Your love is with me ,Wher ever I go. Your Friend****** Keith******

Love The New Feature
Its like LC read my mind! How much do I love this new feature where you can see who has viewed your pics! Now the little pricks and prickettes who go around leaving 1's and causing trouble are gonna have to do so knowing we will be calling them on it. I wonder if we will see a steady decline in the amount of low ratings... hmmm someone should do a study on that... lol This just makes my Sunday :) Kisses Skittles

Where Are You???
WHERE ARE YOU WHEN I NEED YOU??? WHY ARENT YOU HERE??? SOMETIMES WHEN I NEED YOU... YOU JUST DISSAPEAR... WHEN I NEED A FRIEND I FEEL ALL ALONE... BECAUSE YOU ARENT NEAR ME... WHEN I NEED SOMEONE TA HOLD... I MISS YOU MORE EACH DAY... BUT YOU ARE THERE TA STAY.. CAUSE WHEN I NEED... SOMEONE TA LOVE... ALL THERE IS, IS AIR...

Online Friends..
Online friends are people we may never meet.... We see pictures, we see cams...It isn't the same.... We grow close...We care and love one another.... One day we may not hear from one another.... Our hearts will break... All we see is a name on messenger but the person we don't see anymore..... We pray..... "Please come back".... All I ask is you remember me in the good times we had..... Keep me close to your heart.... Friends forever... Pass this on to all your friends....

Cherry Levels
I've noticed a rather amusing phenomenon here at LC. It's the Cherry levels. So many people are scrambling to get up to the next level. They send out bulletins for themselves, or ask a "friend" to pimp them out instead so that they don't seem quite so egotistical and needy. Why? What happens when you reach that next level? Do you get a check from LC? Do you get back a year of your life? Do certain body parts start to grow? Face it, there is absolutely no significance to it. Once you reach that next level, then what? Do you feel special or important because you have a higher rank than other people? I think this is a wonderful example of how people transfer their feelings of inadequacy to something mundane like a social website. Insignificant events like Cherry levels take on a distorted importance and we actually begin to tie them to our own self esteem. I see the same thing with all the contests being held. I deleted one girl from my friend list because she was sending out bul

Just My Night
I had a good night at work last night. What can I say it's Christmas time and I'm enjoying being busy. I am starting to get anywhere from 6-10 pallets of toys a night. Not a big deal we got more then that back home but we also had 3 people in toys back home too. Right now it is just myself working in toys. So that adds up to alot of work. I don't mind though at least I'm busy right? I know it's Christmastime when people start asking me stupid questions. Yes there really are stupid questions, I don't care what you were told when you were growing up. I'll give some examples to prove my point. Example 1~ If I bought this bike and decided next year I wanted a new one is it returnable? Answer~ You can't return a bike after a year of using it. We have a 90 day return policy sir you are welcome to take advantage of that with your reciet if you wish to get cash back, otherwise it has to go onto a gift card that you can use in the store. Example 2~ This price tag says $59.97 is that

Deep In My Heart....
Deep in my heart, there is a name, A name of a person I'd like to see. We've been apart for quite some time, But she always be here with me. She always be here with me, Always in my heart. I keep her there because she's special, We are, but we aren't apart. We are but we aren't apart, It's a little hard to decide. I don't want to say she's gone forever, A part of her will always stay inside. I really do miss her, Somewhere deep in my heart. Why did things happen the way they did? I wish I had said I love you, Just befor I saw her die. Esspecially for my dog Meike (R.I.P. 22.09.2005)

Believe In Yourself....
Believe in yourself. Even when you think you can't. Believe in yourself. Even when you think nobody does. Believe in yourself. 'cause when you don't, everything looks so much harder. Believe in yourself. 'cause you just can't live without it.

Choises
Choices that have to be made… Are not easy, That is why I have to wait. I have to see the reason of this decision… Maby it’s strange, But I feel it is like some kind of mission. Something I have to deal with… Or is it just, To experience it?

What Type Of Kiss Are You?
Your type is the Surprise Kiss! You don't even know when you'll get kissed, it just happens! Wow lucky you!! 2336 other people got this result! This quiz has been taken 18088 times. 11% of people had this result.

Change Your Life...
Learn from your past but better make it fast the time is running out for you to change your life You must learn to live there's so much to give set fire to your soul again and be... the rebel hold your head up proud!

Happy Birthday
Well this is a very special month for birthdays in my life. First my daddy's birthday was yesterday so Happy Birthday dad...ya old fart hehe love you. Today is Hank aka Doc's Birthday...again happy birthday old fart, yes I love you too. Really though I hope you both had/have a wonderful birthday. Love Stace

Careless Time....
Time is going on, without thinking of me, and the people around me, Time is going on, without a care in the world, and the troubles we own, It doesn't matter what I'll do, it'll never stop from going, it doesn't matter what I'll say, may be it's not worth it, Time is going on, without thinking of you, and the people around you, Time keeps going on, without caring of others, and all our problems, It doesn't matter what you'll do, it'll never stop from going, it doesn't matter what you'll say, I don't think it's even worth it, Time is going further, without actually making a progress, while the world is being a mess, Time is going on, time never rests, What kind of a horrible job it posses, And it doesn't matter what we'll do, it will never stop from going, it doesn't listen to what we say, frankly I don't think it's worth it.

A Wish...
As the wind blows I call your name, But why don’t you answer when I call out for you? I’m wishing for the day that I’ll be The one that laughs. Everytime luck slips out of my hands. Nails that grap for a pillow. I’m wishing for the day that I’ll be The one that kills you. As I pretend you’re in my arms, I’m trying to make it right. I’m killng you, Goodbye, you’ll never know..

Contentment
"The Beginning of Contentment" As live closes around us and our time on earth grows shorter we look hard upon our past. We look at the decisions we have made along the way and how they have affected us. We look at our affects on others lives and hope we did the best we could. Of a sudden it doesnt seem as important to blame someone else. We learn to accept the consequences of our live choices and make peace with them and ourselves. We find it much easier to worry about today and give up the past. After all, we were youthful and full of dreams and hopes and in most cases a little naive. We can only live our life by experience and only learn not to make mistakes by making them. Does this make us illiterate or blind? Does it mean we suffer a lack of intelligence? I think it means that we just didn't know better and we were trying our best. We find it less important to worry about how people see us physically. Lord knows, it is all passing away and the best we can hope for

A Shining Star...
I looked at the stars above Then I saw a shining star The star was filled with love But I couldn't catch it it was too far. I just want to hold it Hold it in my hand I was sad, just a little bit Cause I know You're my friend. You're my shining star The greatest ever Cause I love you and that forever. You're my best friend I know you're far away but not for me Cause you're in my heart and there you'll always stay. The star said; I'm getting older There is a day I'm going to fall I said Just trust me and lean on my shoulder Cause you're the best of all. You're the best friend I've ever had you know how to make me happy when i'm sad You gave me lots of love And now I know there will always be a friend I just have to look at the stars above. You gave me more thrust in life you gave me power to survive I will love you untill the end Because I can say; I have a friend. You're the best I've ever met you're the one I never forget You're the one that m

A Final Dream
A final dream.. Lay You're Head Down And Sleep On my Shoulder.. LaY you're Head Down.. and start a new dream.. And for Tonight .. The moment Is over.. Drift in a lullabY.. Here where THe stars Reside.. And Angels Will alwaYs seen.. Lay You're Head down .. The stars THeY Have Whispered .. Hear What theY say.. And Know's What it Means.. The moon Is You're guid.. The stars theY have Kissed Her.. As She Goes gentlY By .. Light as A Baby Eye's .. Save In a fairytail stream.. and start a new Dream

He Made My Day....lol
My friend SUBHERBANSMOKER picked 10 girls from his friends list to be in a contest "SUBHERBANSMOKERS SEXIEST FRIEND CONTEST" I am one of those 10. LOL He soooooooo just made my day! Love Ya hun. OK Now go vote for me damn it!!!! LOL Here is a link to his page. subherbansmoker@ LostCherry

Killing Time...
Turn on the lights, make me a tapestry, go start a fire, get close to the gasoline... i followed you to the deep end, i was helpless but still you pulled me in... Now i'm caught in the tide!!! lost! and the odds are bending way, it concerns, some never learn!!!!! She lacerated me! exposing me piece by piece; she saw a weakness in me, and used it against me!!! (she lacerated me!) she lacerated me..... Turn on the lights, make me a porcilean doll, whisper your secrets, can't get to your truth at all... i reached out again and again, i can never believe you'd do me in... Now i'm caught in the tide!!! lost! and the odds are bending way, it concerns, some never learn!!!!! She lacerated me! exposing me piece by piece; she saw a weakness in me, and used it against me!!! she lacerated me! and now i don't know where to go... she lacerated me!..... YEAH!....... yeeeaaaaah, she lacerated me! and now i don't know where to go, she saw a weakness in me (release me from my machine!!!) she lacerated

Jessie King
In Victorian Edinburgh, women who became pregnant out of wedlock were socially excluded (but never the man who got them pregnant in the first place...). Abortion was illegal. Backstreet abortions were life endangering, but it was that or abandon your child (and possibly hang for it if caught) - or pay a baby farmer to raise it for you. Edinburgh's most famous baby farmer was Jessie King. Jessie lived in Canonmills with her partner Michael Pearson. She had charge of several children at this point, including one named Alexander Gunn. Alexander seemed to be being well cared for, until one day he simply disappeared. Jessie and Michael moved to Cheyne Street, in Stockbridge, throwing anyone who might have been trying to trace Alexander off the scent. Shortly after that a baby girl in Jessie's care also disappeared. Another baby disappeared as well. In Stockbridge one day some boys were playing, and they discovered the strangled corpse of a male infant. Jessie was questi

Leith Links & Bruntsfield Links
Rumours that the mound was built on the bodies of plague victims have been greatly exaggerated. Well it might not have been... But Leith Links and Brunstfield Links certainly were. Both these sites were mass graves. Bruntsfield Links is all that's left of the old Burgh Muir, an oak forrest that used to cover most of south Edinburgh. When the plague struck, the forrest was used to isolate victims in an effort to halt the disease. It was very well organised. All plague victims had to be reported to the proper authorities within 12 hours, and were then carried off in horse or hand drawn carts to the Burgh Muir. If they survived the journey, their clothes were boil washed and they were given bed gowns. Then they were taken to wooden huts clustered around the chapel of St Roche, the patron saint of plague victims. If they didn't survive the journey the victims were buried by the wayside. Bodies have been turning up in private gardens in what was the Burgh Muir area ever

I'm This Girl...
*i'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because i'm sleepy, but because i want to be closer to you... *i'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturant... *i'm the girl who says,"ok, but you owe me... *i'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and i will have fun because it means i am spending time with you... *i'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when i find someone i like i want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... *i'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... *i'm the girl who once i let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. & even if we spend time apart, i'm the girl who never forgets you.. *i'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss.. *i'm the girl who you can talk to you about anything.. *i'm the girl who laughs at your jokes...Even when you can't re-tell them.. *i'm the girl

I'm Still Lookin For This Guy...
I'm the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams. I'm the guy who will text you and tell you "i love you and wish you were here" just because. I'm the guy who will blindfold you, take you to the beach and let you run your toes through the sand then make you guess where we are. I'm the guy who will show up at your games (or competitions or meets) without you knowing just to surprise you. I'm the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. I'm the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on, wearing sweats and a big t-shirt. I'm the guy who won't pressure you to do things you dont want to. I'm the guy who will show up at your house with soup and a movie when you aren't feeling well. I'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead. I'm the guy who doesnt kiss and tell. I'm the guy who actually listens to you when you talk. I'm the guy who's excited all

Mary King's Close
Beneath the Royal Mile and the City Chambers lies a number of closes, narrow streets packed with tenement buildings, originally seven stories high. In 1753 the council decided to build the Royal Exchange (the City Chambers), knocking down the top houses and using the lower buildings as the foundations. Mary King's Close was once the shopping street in Edinburgh with many goods available. Mary King herself ran a market stall selling fine lace amongst other things. There was also a saw maker's business that did very well, running for 150 years. There was even an urban cow shed, where cows were stored (in terrible conditions) before being taken to Fleshmarket Close to be slaughtered. You can stand in it today. It still smells of cow shit The close was permanently swimming in human waste. Twice a day people would empty their buckets full of shit, piss, vomit and food waste, directly onto their doorsteps with no more warning for those below than a quick "Garde loo!" (from the French '

I'm Here
The words thrown in my face Liking the way they hit me Making fun of my looks and the one I'd wanted to be The surprising strenght in your eyes to punish Abandoning facts and reason to leave me alone I wanted to go home But I'm here And I'm not going Beware

Half-hangit Maggie
Maggie Dickson, a Musselburgh fish-wife, broke the 'Concealment of Pregnancy' law after an affair with an innkeeper. The baby died after the birth and she left the corpse on a riverbank. But the body was found and identified, and Maggie was hanged in the Grassmarket in 1728. Afterwards, people heard noises from the burial cart - upon opening the coffin they discovered Maggie wasn't as dead as she ought to have been. If Maggie had been hanged in England, the poor woman would have been strung up again, as English law dictated that a person must be hanged until dead. But under Scots law Maggie was legally dead - and was allowed to go free. She went on to have more children and live a long life running an ale house. There's now a pub named after her on West Port, just off the Grassmarket.

Deacon Brodie
Deacon William Brodie was a skilled wood-worker, just as his father had been. By day he was a respected member of the town council, and the leader of the guild of Wrights and Masons (it's from this post that he gained the title of 'Deacon'). But at night he drank and gambled his way to near bankruptcy. Having two mistresses and five illegitimate children to support didn't help either. He began to make wax impressions of the keys to the houses in which he worked during the day, and would return at night to rob them. He joined forces with locksmith George Smith and the pair of them became very successful indeed. Two more accomplices, Brown and Ainslie, were later added. During a raid on the Excise Office in Chessel's Court on the Canon's Gait, William fell asleep (double lives are tiring!) and one of the gang, Ainslie, was captured. Ainslie then decided to accept a large reward offered by the council and turned King's evidence, grassing William up. William fled to Amsterdam,

Pic Ratings
i recently recieved a pic rating of 1 on one of my pics, the pic happens 2 be one that hits close 2 my heart. the pic is one that is my heritage not hate with the confederate battle flag. in my opinion if u feel that u hate it that much than u truely dont understand the true meaning of the flag, or u are racist or a kkk member, sorry 4 the strong statment but i cant help it. 2 many people are not educated enough 2 realize that slvery was a minor issue of the civil war that they believe that the flag is a hate symbol, and that just kills me. being from the south and being very proud of it, this 2 me is an outrage. the battle flag was used in the same way that union soldiers used the american flag(which i am also proud 2 say i am glad i am an american, please support OUR troops) it was just a symbol of a belief and a way of life that they believed in(remember that the majority of the soldiers of the south were poor farmers that couldnt care less if there were slaves or not). so if u can

Burke & Hare
Edinburgh's large population of students and anatomists created a market for fresh corpses, but the law stated that only the bodies of criminals who'd been recently executed could be used. Demand was much higher than supply; along came Burke and Hare. William Burke and William Hare were Irish immigrants who'd both moved to Edinburgh to work on the Union Canal, although they didn't meet until Burke and his partner Helen moved out of Leith and up to West Port, just off the Grassmarket. Burke and Helen became Hare's and his partner Margaret's lodgers. In 1827, one of the other lodgers, a man called Donald, passed away. Hare was fairly annoyed about it because Donald still owed him £4 in rent. Aware of the demand for fresh bodies, Hare decided this was how Donald would settle his debt. On the day of the funeral itself, Burke and Hare replaced the body in the coffin with a sack of bark. They took the body to the anatomy offices of Robert Knox. They were asked to return after dark a

The Witches Well
At the castle esplande there is a cast iron wall fountain. It commemorates over three hundred women who were burned alive, accused of witchcraft. Edinburgh was once considered the capital of witch burning Europe. In the 16th century more burnings were carried out on Castlehill than anywhere else in the country.

The Plague Doctors
Edinburgh's first plague doctor was John Paulitious, who died in June of 1645. The man appointed as his successor, George Rae, was promised huge amounts of money to take on the job. Presumably the town council didn't expect him to survive either, and therefore they wouldn't have to fulfil their promise - but he did survive, and was still pursuing them for the money ten years later. He survived because of his clothing. He would dress head to foot in thick leather, with a mask over his face full of sweet smelling herbs. It was thought then that the plague was spread in the air - pneumonic plague - but this was bubonic plague, spread through flea bites. The fleas (come in on the rats from Leith Docks) could not bite through Dr Rae's leather clothing. There's a story that says the plague doctor selflessly volunteered to be locked in to Mary King's Close with the dying families. It's a lovely story (kind of...), but it's not true. The plague doctor's job was, obviously, to di

The Daughter Of A Soldier
Last week I was in Atlanta, Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest act's of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving through the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camo's. As as they began heading to their gate everyone (well almost everyone) was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can go to school, work and home without fear or reprisal. Just when I thought I could not be more proud of my country or of o

Comments And Such Including Other Stuff
Im going to start taking down pics of this profile if they dont get attention :) yes im a attention whore go fucking figure... thats point no: 1 i understand now about all the cherrypoints crap but why OH why do you ask me to be your buddy if YOU HAVE NEVER FUCKING SPOKEN TO ME?? what a waste of fucking time add me if you know if you dont then feck off thats point no: 2 Im not a camwhore i dont do requests for "standup shake yer ass kiss ya nipples" kinda stuff that is reserved for my great friends haha nah seriously IM FUCKING BORING on cam just ask ollie he is a frequent viewer :/ maybe i should start a frequent viewer program lmfao... Treat me like you would want yourself treated if yer a cunt to me guess what im gonna be?? A BIGGER CUNT BACK TO YOU we clear? yes no maybe? C

Goody
lookin through some of my friends blogs and apparently people can leave big fucking goofy space wasting bullshit glitter and stupid picture comments because they're obviously too lazy or too stupid to type anything that resembles communication...

Uhhhhh....
Blahblahblah...oh...sorry... sunday...bike license day...still feel like a bag of runny shit set out in the sun on a busy highway... thanks to allllllll my beautiful friends out there in this wacky fucking cherry land...nice tits y'all!!! except you Ray... no seriously...gives an anti-social type person who has trouble with people an actual chance to meet people...now before everyone starts thinkin I'm goin soft...did I mention nice tits y'all??

Daddys Poem!
(if this doesn't get to you, nothing will)(grab a tissue before you read) Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher ca

This A Poem From A Friend
i hope you all like it i dedicate this to all my very close friends THE BOND WE SHARE FROM THE DAY WE MET I KNEW YOU WERE REAL YOUR MIND WAS OPEN YOUR HEART SINCERE OUR LOVE WAS TRUE RIGHT FROM THE START AND OUR BOND WAS INSTANT AND INSEPERABLE FROM DAY ONE OUR TIME TOGETHER SEEMED ENDLESS THOUGH WE COULD NEVER GET ENOUGH TIME IN ALL OF THE DAYS WE SHARED TOGETHER IN THOSE DAYS WE GREW CLOSE AND NOW I FEEL AS THOUGH WE ARE AS CLOSE AS IF WE WERE ONE NOW THOUGH WE CAN NO LONGER SPEND OUR DAYS TOGETHER AS WE BOTH WOULD LIKE TO BE OUR BOND HAS NOT BROKEN NOR HAS OUR LOVE WEAKENED AND WE STILL ARE INSEPERABLE ALTHOUGH WE ARE MILES APART WE ARE STILL AND ALWAYS WILL BE AS ONE I HOPE YOU ALL LIKE THIS FROM ME TO ALL MY GOOD FRIENDS LISA BABY SPRUN

A Comment Worth Sharing
I am the wind upon your shoulder, Hear me whisper in your ear. Our friendship is eternal, For this I am sincere. You are the light that shines upon my face, That guides me on my way. It keeps me on a narrow path, And helps me not to stray. I am the stars that shine above each night, The twinkle in your eye. You are the sun that shines by day, The moon that fills the sky. Each day that passes that I am not here, And yes we’re far apart. My friendship I have given you, Has a special place in my heart. I am the wind upon your shoulders, Hear me whisper in your ear. Don’t ever doubt our friendship, For this I am sincere.

Slap & Tickle Ch. 9
It was that time of the year again to brush the cobwebs of the old Leyland four wheel drive and give it the once over before we headed off into the surrounding scrub to pick wild Limes. The yearly ritual was great fun we always seem to pick enough to feed an army. Julie made chutneys, marmalade and jams, not to mention the fabulous desserts she would whip up. The Leyland wasn't a fantastic vehicle the rust seemed to eat away a little more of the body each year taking over the desert coloured paint however the motor was always reliable and since we inherited the 1960 four wheel drive when we brought the place, there was no reason to complain. This year would be different as Linda was joining us on our expedition, I did not know how I felt about the whole thing it was something that Julie and I always enjoyed together, I didn't see the point in making any waves Linda seemed so excited about it and there would always be other years for Julie and I to continue the tradition. I pulled

Slap & Tickle Ch. 8
The house was quiet the smell of the cleaning fluids still hovered over the polished surfaces, Julie would be home soon, Linda tripped up the steps her arms laden with shopping, "I'll help you with that," I said grabbing the shopping bags from Linda's outstretched arms. "Well I'm glad I don't have to do that every day," Linda complained, she whisked her red locks across her shoulders and started opening and closing cupboards looking for a glass, she had stayed with us for four weeks and still did not know where everything was kept, I pity the person who ends up marrying her I chuckled to myself. We could see Julie's car heading along the driveway Linda and I raced to the veranda standing side by side like dutiful servants waiting for their master to arrive. I looked at Linda thinking that maybe I should have dressed up a little, she was wearing a pretty floral dress that hugged her petite body and accentuated her breasts, black semi hi heel shoes, her hair brushed and tied back, she

Slap & Tickle Ch. 7
Wearing a Penguin suit on hot summers day was not my idea of bliss, how could any one contemplate getting married in the middle of summer, when the weather is always going to be scorching. The Principal of Julie's school had finally found someone who was willing to marry a sixty year old, I did not see what the thirty something English teacher saw in him, I wouldn't imagine he had a pot full of cash hidden away, and he has always lived in this small town, oh well each to his own I guess. Julie came down the stairs wearing a gorgeous snug fitting pink dress, the colour contrasting against her tanned skin and long curly blond hair. Seeing Julie dressed up, gives me a tingly sensation, just like when we had first met. We have experienced so much together and seeing Julie walking down the stairs in that dress radiating that youthful innocence she once had brought a great big smile to my face. Julie smiled back at me I hoped she was feeling the same as I was. "We better be going or we wi

Slap & Tickle Ch. 6
Linda's long distance phone call was unexpected, she explained to me she just wanted to get away for awhile, she rang for Julie, to congratulate her on her new job, I explained Julie's new job had been keeping her very busy." You poor thing, I would have cancelled my plans and stayed with you to keep you company instead of coming to the Cayman Islands, only if I had known," Linda said teasingly. We chatted for awhile and I told Linda that I would let Julie know she called, we said our goodbyes and I was about to hang up, when Linda asked if we had received her holiday video, it should be there soon, she implied, I said I would keep a look out for it, I hung up the phone and looked out the kitchen window down the driveway, the flag on the mailbox was still down, no post today I thought. When Julie arrived home I informed her that Linda had called, she was disappointed that she had missed her, I opened a bottle of wine and we sat down together having a chuckle about all this new wealt

Slap & Tickle Ch. 5
I had been meaning to paint the outside of the house for ages, I felt a sense of achievement as I finished each section, not having the worry of writing my book, trying to think of characters, plots and tying it all in to make some sense, I felt a great weight had been lifted off my shoulders, my mind relieved of the preoccupation of it all. I looked at my watch, nearly four o'clock Julie should be home soon, I hurried to finish the last section of the house she will be so pleased with the end result, as I was climbing down the ladder Julie's car sped down the driveway, I shook my head, the amount of times she has told me off for my speeding along the driveway, I thought. Julie jumped out of her car and came running over to the ladder I had started to descend. " Hey be careful, I nearly fell," I shouted, I gripped the ladder tightly waiting for Julie to step back, when I reached the ground I could see Julie was so excited she was trembling. " Your not going to believe this, I've

Slap & Tickle Ch. 4
The sea was flat the suns reflection bouncing of its calmness the heat penetrating onto my back, time to turn I shuffled my body so my naked skin would not touch the scorching sand, I looked over at Linda and Julie they had both fallen asleep, " hey guy's wake up you'll burn," I nudged Julie with my elbow, she sat up, "ouch, oh that's interesting," Julie whispered, part of her buttock had touched the sand. Julie turned to Linda and spoke "hey I bet you I can sit on the hot sand longer than you can?" " your on replied" Linda. Both women placed their naked arses gently on the sand, I laughed as they both wiggled their cheeks side-to-side trying to avoid the heat from the sand. " That's cheating, sit down properly the both of you," I chortled, both women pushed their arses firmly into the sand, Julie held her breath and Linda bit her lip, they couldn't take it much longer I thought. Linda jumped up and ran down to the water, the echoes of bitch leaving her mouth Julie quickly followed,

Slap & Tickle Ch. 3
For the last couple of months the tension had been mounting in our house, I had completed my book and sent it to my agent Bob Hanks, the days dragged out as I waited for a telephone call from him. My next book idea on hold no point in starting to write something no one wanted, it was becoming harder to fill my days. I found myself wondering around the backyard day dreaming of Julie and our sexual exploits, she would arrive home after work and I couldn't keep my hands off her, I knew it was beginning to annoy her. The telephone rang and my heart raced, I rushed to it and picked it up, " Hi Peter its Bob, I am afraid I have bad news your book was rejected by the ten publisher's, I'm sorry, Pete are you there? Pete," "yeh I'm here Bob what was the problem," no problem it's just the markets flooded with murder mysteries and these guys don't feel comfortable publishing an unknown, I really am sorry," "thanks Bob." I hung up the phone I sat dejected on the floor, all the long hours,

Slap & Tickle Ch. 2
Julie had been on the phone for hours who could she be possibly be talking to for this amount of time. I was trying to work on my book, I kept being distracted with Julie pacing up and down the hallway the conversation sounded interesting, every time I gestured to Julie who was it on the other end she just waved at me, turned and kept talking. I think Julie finally understood that I was finding it hard to concentrate, and moved to the bedroom to continue her conversation. Writers block can be hell and I certainly have had my fair share of it, my eyes were dry and irritated staring into a computer screen for hours on end. I was so focused on trying to find the right phrase I had not noticed Julie was still talking on the phone. I swivelled around on my chair to catch her attention, she had been on the phone a long time, and instead she caught mine. I could see her through the bedroom door, still engaged in the conversation, she was admiring her body in the full length mirrors of the

Imagine me and you, I do I think about you day and night It's only right Ta think about the girl you love, and hold her tight. So happy together If I should call you up Invest a dime And you say you belong to me And ease my mind Imagine how the world would be So very fine So happy together I can't see me loving nobody but you For all my life When you're with me Baby the skies will be blue For all my life Me and you And you and me No matter how they toss the dice It has to be The only one for me is you And you for me So happy together If I should call you up Invest a dime and you say you belong to me and you are mine imagine how the world could be so very fine so happy together I can't see me loving nobody but you For all my life When you're with me Baby the skies will be blue For all my life I can't see me loving nobody but you For all my life When you're with me Baby the skies will be blue For all my life For all my life.... C

Slap & Tickle Ch. 1
We have lived in this small country town for about five years now, we ended up here because Julie is a schoolteacher and I, well I'm an aspiring writer. Country towns take a bit of getting used to, it seems the locals know or want to know about everything that goes on, and its this small mindedness that made us decide to keep to ourselves as much as possible. However with Julie's job and the two kids going to the same school and being involved in most of the town's activities, made this a near impossible task. Julie is 28 and has a slim build with petite breasts and long flowing blond hair, most of the time she wears her hair in a bun and dresses conservatively, the image the town folk like to see their school teachers portray. To say the flame of our love life has been flickering very low would be an understatement, there are many factors adding up to this, the towns conservatism, young kids and a husband who still hasn't produced the book he so promised would come flowing out, onc

A Mother's Love
I'm almost an adult But have just recently learned it Even though I should've known it The very day I was born A Mother's love Is supposed to be natural but obviously not to you I never had it A stranger takes me in Shows me all I need to see Teaches me all I need to know And she's not even related You had the chance To help me becme a woman But you couldn't understand it And had no part in it A Mother's love I should've known But it took a stranger To show me the truth about A Mother's love

Green Pillow You Are My Love
Cold. Cold....Cold. How many emo fits have i gone through in the past years? I always revert back to listening to every song Cold ever wrote. Ugly, bleed, and sad happy being the most listened to. I havn't got much to do these days but sit around and remember when i had better things to do. It's funny how back then all i can remember is thinking about what else icould be doing. Hind sights a bitch. So i have this green pillow that must have willed itself into existence ( can inanimate objects do that?) because i don't remember buying it. Anyway...It smells so weird because at one point in time every friend i have has slept/drooled/cried on it and of course i refuse to wash it. i guess im sentimental. It doesn't smell bad, just strange. Then it got me to thinking about how i had this friend who always smelled like marlboro cigarettes and ralph lauren colgne. On him it was the BEST smell. but i've smelled the same scent on other people and it just smelled like cigs and cologn

Loving You
Together a year Despite all the bumps We aer going to be parents Yet you aren't next to me Instead you're making money Making sure you can support us Some say you did the right thing Stood up to be a man Proving how much we mean to you Others don't agree And believe you ran away Trying to dodge the responsibilty But it doesn't matter to me They can say whatever they want I know the truth And understand your reasoning Our baby and I Mean everything to you You love us with everything you have And I can be sure of this Becasue I've been loving you long enough I know what's in your heart Simply by loving you!

Thanks To All Friends
i thank all my friends out there .i don't know if i haven't met you all what would i do hehehe its so damn pleasure known you all now stop by my page show some love and you know i would show the love back the min i see it unless i am snoring well when i wake up sure will show some love ...Holla back People

I Guess I Didn't Make Myself Clear........
at the bottom of my last blog (boyfriends), i plainly stated....."MOST MEN". i believe i also said "NOT ALL MEN ARE LIKE THAT". now, is there some reason why no one saw that except for Nebulosis? i know she saw it because she commented on the part where i said only the guys that are attracted to me are like that. i'm sorry....there was one other person who saw that part but, at the moment, his name escapes me. anyway....i just thought i would clear that up before anyone else got their dander up over what i said. i might have been wrong about who was going to start the family uprising but, damn it, i was right about being accused of male bashing, wasn't i? y'all have a nice day and always remember....... I HAVE NOTHING AGAINST MEN. I THINK EVERY WOMAN SHOULD OWN ONE! :)

Writing
I am adding a lot of my own personal writing...and would really like to hear what people think about it. I am not going to take offence if you don't like it or if you think something should be changed with it but please tell me what you really think. I want to hear what others have to say about what I am writing and if there are any ideas of ways to change it to make it better or more likeable I would love to hear them. Please be honest and tell me what you think if you comment on any of my writing. Thank you!

Questions?
Ask Them here... My-- F.A.Q. Q&A whatever ask Q:Is your real name Raven? -Yes Q:Can I see naked pictures of you? -No Q:Will you be my girlfriend? -No Q:Are you single? -NO, I love my baby boo and you ain't him. Q:Where were you born? -Berlin, Germany Q: What's your birthday? -February 13th 1989 Q:What's your natural hair colour? -Blonde Q:Can I call you? -If you have my cell # already I don't care but I ain't giving it to you. Q:Wanna cam2cam? -NO!! Q:Have you ever broken a bone? -I've broken every bone in my body atleast once. Q:Can I come see you? -Not if I don't know you sorry. Q:Will you make me a photomanipulation? -Only if I am in the mood to. Don't keep fucking asking me to do shit like that I am not always in the mood and if you keep asking you will eventually piss me off. Q:Have you ever been arrested? -Yes Q:How do you do your make-up like that? -are you fucking serious?...having artistic skills helps and havin

Don't Turn Away
Don't turn away Don't be scared Love is going to happen Love is a good thing Don't run Don't hide Stay and see How good it can be Don't leave me Don't hurt me Try to understand That you really love me But don't turn away

Thank You
I just want you to know How greatful I am That you are here Beside me now Thank you For staying along side me Anyone else would be gone It's difficult to live with me You never give up No matter how hard it gets Forever is what you said And now I believe you You said "I love you" Even before you knew me You vowed to love me Til the day you die Thank you for loving me For not giving up even when it gets hard Forever is what you said And in return I say "Thank You"

Travelin' Soldier
Two days past eighteen He was waiting for the bus in his army greens Sat down in a booth in a cafe there Gave his order to a girl with a bow in her hair He's a little shy so she gives him a smile And he said would you mind sittin' down for a while And talking to me, I'm feeling a little low She said I'm off in an hour and I know where we can go So they went down and they sat on the pier He said I bet you got a boyfriend but I don't care I got no one to send a letter to Would you mind if I sent one back here to you I cried Never gonna hold the hand of another guy Too young for him they told her Waitin' for the love of a travelin' soldier Our love will never end Waitin' for the soldier to come back again Never more to be alone when the letter said A soldier's coming home So the letters came from an army camp In California then Vietnam And he told her of his heart it might be love And all of the things he was so scared of He said when it's gettin' kind o

Letters From Home
My Dear Son, it is almost June, I hope this letter catches up to you, and finds you well. Its been dry but they’re calling for rain, And everything's the same ol’ same in Johnsonville. Your stubborn 'ol Daddy ain’t said too much, But I’m sure you know he sends his love, And she goes on, In a letter from home. I hold it up and show my buddies, Like we ain’t scared and our boots ain’t muddy, and they all laugh, Like there’s something funny bout’ the way I talk, When I say: "Mama sends her best y’all." I fold it up an' put it in my shirt, Pick up my gun an' get back to work. An' it keeps me driving me on, Waiting on letters from home. My Dearest Love, its almost dawn. I’ve been lying here all night long wondering where you might be. I saw your Mama and I showed her the ring. Man on the television said something so I couldn’t sleep. But I’ll be all right, I’m just missing you. An' this is me kissing you: XX’s and OO’s, In a letter from home. I hold it up and s

American Soldier
I’m just tryin’ to be a father, raise a daughter and a son Be a lover to their mother, everythin’ to everyone Up and at ‘em bright and early, I’m all business in my suit Yeah I’m dressed up for success, from my head down to my boots I don’t do it for money, there’s bills I that I can’t pay I don’t do it for the glory, I just do it anyway Providing for our future’s, my responsibility Yeah I’m real good under pressure, being all that I can be And I can’t call in sick on Mondays when the weekend’s been too strong I just work straight through the holidays, and sometimes all night long You can bet that I stand ready, when the wolf growls at the door Hey I’m solid, hey I’m steady, hey I’m true down to the core. And I will always do my duty no matter what the price I’ve counted up the cost, I know the sacrifice Oh and I don’t want to die for you, but if dyin’s asked of me I’ll bear that cross with honor, cause freedom don’t come free. I’m an American Soldier an American

Stickwitu
Ohhh.. Oh Oh.. I don't wanna go another day So I'm telling you, exactly what is on my mind Seems as like everybody is breaking up and throwing their love away But I know I got a good thing right here That's why I say (Hey) Nobody gonna love me better, I must stick wit u forever Nobody gonna take me higher, I must stick wit u You know how to appreciate me, I must stick wit u, my baby Nobody ever made me feel this way, I must stick wit u I don't wanna go another day So I'm telling you, exactly what is on my mind See the way we ride, in our private lives Ain't nobody gettin' in between I want you to know that, your the only one for me Nobody gonna love me better, I must stick wit u forever Nobody gonna take me higher, I must stick wit u You know how to appreciate me, I must stick wit u my baby Nobody ever made me feel this way, I must stick wit u And now, ain't nothing else I can need And now, I'm singing.. 'cause your so, so into me I

Without You
Without you I'm nobody Because you let me shine And make them all see The truth behind me Without you I'm incomplete Because I don't have your love Which fills the post in my heart And makes me whole Without you I'm lonely Because I have nobody to hold And there's nobody holding me The way that you do Without you I'm hopeless Because you are my hopes And make me love life So without you I'm lost You are my other half And we belong together

The Mistake
My heart breaks When I think of you what we had Was something great Then I turned away Not seeing what I had Or not believing I had it so good In hurting you I hurt me too You try not to show it But i wish you would Having you love me changed me For the better in all ways Now my heart breaks Wanting only you Seeing the mistake I made!

What Hurts The Most
Current mood: high Category: Writing and Poetry what Hurts The Most Is seeing The Way You Talk To Her Like You use to talk to me Telling Her How Much You Miss her when Not to Long ago it was me You Missed Holding Her in Your arms When it should be Me Whats Next Your Gonna Tell her You Love her When It was Me You Loved? Youve Betrayed Me And Crushed me into The Pond of Your hands Just When I Was About to be Happy You Knocked me down And Bruised me Some More Youve Broken My Heart And Walked on Me I Hate You And I Hope I never run into You If i did I Will Shoot you in The Eye with a Pen What Hurts The Most Is I Fell In Love With You and You Robbed Me of Every Last Breath I Will Never forgive You and I Will Get Over You I cannot Believe I fell for Your Ugly Lies I Cannot Believe You would chose her over me Sooner or later she will Hurt you and I will Not Be here to Pick up Your pieces I Hope You Rot in Hell You No Longer Have a H

What's Important
Buy me a ring buy me a necklace Bucy me a braclet And do make sure it's real With diamonds in it that's waht most girls want They don't want anything else Just the material goods Which will make them feel rich That's all they care about But not me Don't spend your money That's not important Yes it's nice But not what means the most You can have all the diamnonds in the world But they mean nothing Because love's what means the most You can do anything with love Even if you don't have anything else Love is what's really important At least it is to me

Sat Night
Ok so for those of you that don't know I am officaly a bounce at a strip club... Yeah fun stuff the pay is ok and the co-workers seem nice so far.... But my first night was ok but this is now my second night there... I'll be working Fri and Sat nights from 9pm-3ish.... Which isn't to bad... But tonight was slow for most of the night.... Then about 10mins to 3am a guy walks in screaming for Angel... Turns out he's her boyfriend... Well needless to say he was upset about something... I told him to wait outside and I'd get her.... He started to comply but out of no where he sprints around the exit area and run into the back and trys to jump the guy Angel was private dancing for... But the guy said he knows martial arts and was actually beatting the crap out of the bf.... So I'm trying to get the owner and Angel out of my way so I can break it up... Took me about 30secs to get around them I separted them and carried the bf out side... I tell him he has to leave the property, I didn't care

Big Fat Fuck You
FUCK YOUHEATHER HESS (FAT FUCKING UGLY JUGGAHOE CUM GUZZLING GUTTER SLUT)SCOTT HILLJAMEY (MY FATHER)CODY MOORE AKA CASPERT.J.SIERRA JARRETCHARLESCHARLY AKA TAZZBRANDON FIELDSHEATHER HESSASHLEY BRAYCHRIS HAMPTONHILDEBRAND'SBRAD HUMPHREYLADONNA JONESGREG NANCEJARED PAYTONAMY RICKSASHLEY SOMMERSCHRIS SKEEMAMANDA VAUGHNLELAND WILCOXSINLEE WORKJACOB WYLIEJOSH FRAMEAND ALL THE RAPISTS, CHILD MOLESTERS, AID&HIV INFESTED SLUTS LEARN TO KEEP THAT SHIT IN YOUR PANTS NO ONE WANTS YOUR NASTY SHIT. ANIMAL AND PEOPLE ABUSERS FUCK YOU ASSHOLES TOO. FAKERS, HATERS AND WANNA-BE'S YALL ARE A BUNCH OF FUCKING LOSERS GET A FUCKING LIFE. FUCK THE PLAYERS, YALL ARE FUCKIN BITCHES, HOPE YOU PEOPLE GET WITH ONE OF THE AID'S INFESTED PRICKS AND YOU DIE A SLOW PAINFUL AGONIZING DEATH.FUCK THE BIGOT MOTHERFUCKERS, THE JUGGAHOE'S. THE CHICKENS THE BITCHES...FUCK ITFUCK YOUFUCK YOUFUCK YOUFUCK YOUYOU'RE COOLAND FUCK YOU I'M OUT!!!!!!!

Bruises Are Back In Style
fire burn die die die love lost live again fire water burn. let the motherfucker burn.So if man is five and the devil is six than that must make me seven This honkeys gone to heaven But if I go to hell then I hope I burn well. I cut my hands off in the dark and just sat there and bled. I relate to the broken bleeding hearts. Never worry about me I'm alright. Let me wake up in your arms, hear you say it's not alright. Let me be so dead so gone so far away from life, just...close my eyes, hold me tight...and bury me deep inside your heart. On my heart I'll bear the shame, no prayer can ease the pain. And there's no escape, just countless mistakes. It will never be the same, witness trust fade away. No one will love you like I do. Only inside I'm free, I'm tired of waiting. You've got to let me dream inside you baby. I'm not afraid to feel, I want you to love me. Feel for you nothing but pain. I am what you will be, you are dying in me. I love you, I hate you, I miss you... You're always

Remembering The Past
I don't know why I felt like writting about this but... My friend Aaron and I are talking on yahoo right now. He was sayin something about his girl getting an abortion. I just relived my pregnancy...The thought of abortion makes me mad just because I would have loved for my babies to have lived. Abortion to me is fucking murder...to an innocent life that doesn't deserve that. I am sorry if you disagree with me but this is just how I feel. I believe that there are other ways...fuck I'd go with abortion, atleast give the child a chance to be loved since you are too cold to love it yourselves. Hell even though I am only 17 I know what it's like to be a parent and know how to take care of a child...hell 3 at a time for that fact. I've had to raise and take care of my brother Chris's children since I was 4 years old. Even though with all the shit in my past, I will still care for some people. I can't ever change that because my neices are like my children, whenever I took them somewhere

Whooop Whoooop
words from Violent J himself Message From Violent J written by Violent J, this shit is soo true we need to love this family more. -JUGGALOZ- Sorry to be all deep and serious but i got lots of shit on my mind. I'm tired of everything and everybody. The only thing i give a shit about in this hell we call a world is my Juggalo Family. The Carnival saved my life and my soul. My Juggalo Pride is the best thing that ever happened to me. It's starting to scare me for the fact when I sit back and actually observe the juggalo world, It seems like its going down hill. It seems to me that a lot of ninjas are out for self and trying to prove whos a bigger juggalo that who. There is no big or small juggalo. We are all the same. It doesn't take $4,000 is psychopathic merchandise to be a juggalo. Just because I got an old school mostastless jersey doesn't make me any better than a ninja with only one t-shirt. Being a juggalo is whats in your heart not whats on you clothes. I've seen juggalos callin e

A Letter From Violent J
words from Violent J himself Message From Violent J written by Violent J, this shit is soo true we need to love this family more. -JUGGALOZ- Sorry to be all deep and serious but i got lots of shit on my mind. I'm tired of everything and everybody. The only thing i give a shit about in this hell we call a world is my Juggalo Family. The Carnival saved my life and my soul. My Juggalo Pride is the best thing that ever happened to me. It's starting to scare me for the fact when I sit back and actually observe the juggalo world, It seems like its going down hill. It seems to me that a lot of ninjas are out for self and trying to prove whos a bigger juggalo that who. There is no big or small juggalo. We are all the same. It doesn't take $4,000 is psychopathic merchandise to be a juggalo. Just because I got an old school mostastless jersey doesn't make me any better than a ninja with only one t-shirt. Being a juggalo is whats in your heart not whats on you clothes. I've seen j

More Of Raven's Poetry
bored so now I'm posting most of my poems. enjoy. xoxo IgnoreIgnore my feelingsmy painmy wordsmy heartmy lovedon't pay any attention to mejust let me bejust ignore meHurtPlease Don't hurt meI can't take the painI'm about to go insanelove is a powerful word...with absolutely no meaningit feels like i've been buried aliveit seems to get worse with timenothing ever gets betterthe tears I cry seem to get more wettermore bloodshotmore my heart seems to breakit just seems to hurt more with every breath I takejust hurts everytime I breatheI think it would be better to just leaveleave all this pain and broken hearts behind methe misery will just always come back to haunt meI wish life was as happy as my non-reality world would beI'm not sure how much more hurt I can beFor YouKiss me softlyKiss me longinglyhold me in your armsprotect me from all harmhold me tightlove me tonightTonight I am yoursI will love you forever and right now50,000 tears I criedjust from not being by your sideWhy must

Oh Sweet Pain
Why does a rose always symbolize true love and romance...when a rose always dies? They also say...true love never dies. But in all reality how can you explain something that doesn't exist. No one can say there is true or pure love. Love is a powerful and meaningful word with absolutely no meaning. What love would mean to one person can mean a completely different thing to another. When you think you are truely happy in life...something always comes back and fucks you in the ass. No one is ever happy with their lives. There is always something more they wish they could have. This world is full of players and users and lord knows I've had mine. Don't be with someone you can live with, be with someone you can't live without. Why is it so hard to just say I love you, to someone and actually mean it? 90f people in America say I love you but don't mean it, only 10 an say I love you and actually mean it. Rarely will you ever find someone that will actually mean it. I am stating that little fa

Portland Wrestling News
in november we will be having our first pay per view and also we have ecw,wwe tna star jerry lynn for two more shows so make sure to come out and get your pic taken with jerry lynn and buy some t-shirts of his jerry lynn as of the end of tonights show is now the number 1 contender to the portland wrestling x title

...don't Cry Out...
I'm finding my way back to sanity again I am stupid...I am smart I am weak...I am strong I am alone....I am broken so many word left unspoken hanging on every word you say Take a breath and hold on tight, Spin around one more time I don't want a thing from you. bet you're tired of me waiting for the scraps to fall off your table to the ground. I am pathetic...I am loved I loved you more than the rest Image in my imagination player of the game user poser hater lover test fake false emotion false love end of game. you lose please restart written on: september 3rd 2006

Eh
well i didnt get to talk to Jamie today.. which sucks but at least i got a letter from him..yay. not really. His mom is totally pissing me off. Im bored..am not staying up all night though tonight I get to depressed cuz i stay up and think and miss people and have memories haunt me. Especially if im.. anywayzzz I hope i get to do something later on cuz ive been so fucking bored.

Seriously Misplaced Cherry
Let me start by stating I am new @ this.I apologize in advance if I don't reply or rate quickly. I have no clue what I am doing.Hopefully soon I will know my way around. Until then, thanx 4 ur patience.May God bless you all, Tracy

The Big Day Is Set!
WE SET THE DATE OF OUR WEDDING TODAY. IT WILL BE APRIL 1, 2007 AT 2:00 PM. IF ANYONE OF MY FRIENDS WOULD LIKE TO ATTEND, JUST SEND ME A MESSAGE WITH YOUR ADDRESS. ALSO, PLEASE DONT FORGET TO VISIT OUR WEBSITE @ http://wedding.daemonprojects.com LOVE YA ALL, TRACI

Where I Come From.
A little more on me and my vague location...I live pretty much in the middle of nowhere. I used to say I live at the very farthest end of the earth, but I had to modify that statement. Let me explain: The edge of the earth brings thoughts to mind of a dropoff of sorts. There would be beauty in the roots and dirt hanging out of this 'edge'. You could stand at the edge and look at the stars and darkness going on forever. If there were an edge to the earth, I would love to go there someday and marvel at its beauty. NOBODY wants to come to where I live. The people who LIVE here don't want to come here. If there were an edge here, the population would be zero, because everyone would leap off after going insane from sheer boredom. So I suppose the few stunted hills and miles and miles of hay and corn we have are a safety feature. You can't do much damage leaping off a cow now, can you? Wow, I guess I CAN find the good in things... Ok. That's it. My first blog. Should I feel liberated n

Christ...
I THOUGHT THIS SITE WAS SUPPOSED TO BE ALL HARDCORE AND SHIT. I'VE COME TO REALIZE IT HAS JUST AS MANY WHINEY PANSYS AS MYSPACE. IF NOT MORE SO, AT LEAST ON MYSOACE YOU KNOW THE PEOPLE BITCHING ARE 15 & 16 YEAR OLD KIDS WHO ARE HURT CAUSE THE LATEST 40 YEAR OLD CHILD FREAK ISN'T COMMENTING ON THIER LATEST TIT SHOTS. CHRIST!! SUCK IT UP AND BE REAL. IF SOMEONE TALKS SHIT, TALK SHIT BACK!! DON'T BITCH AND WHINE, FIGHT!! THEY ARE ONLY WORDS!! IF YOU WANNA BE EMO, GO SLIT YOUR WRSITS AND LET THE REST HAVE FUN. I'M TALKING TO NO ONE, SO PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL.

I Cant Sleep
You better call tyrone lol. Had a long day. Caught alot of bass yeah buddy lol.I can be such a tom boy sometimes tehee. I just need a very long vacation and go do all the things I miss so much. Anyhow blah blah blah right i know lol.

Gag
Gag is all I can say to the countless pics on lost cherry...like T and A. I have a picture of myself in a bathing suit, which is NOT on my main page, its like, who really wants a pic of their chest only in their main pic on the profile. These cherry "spotlights" I honestly believe they pic the most disgusting cyber whores lol. Sorry, just have to vent about it, it is getting old. Its one thing to see it on a blast once in a while, a whole nother to have to stare at it all day...it should'nt be plastered up there for us ALL to see all the time...I would feel the same if it was some guy's ass too...just reassuring you. :) Ok, I'm off my soap box now.

Shock Horror!
Ok when did the last photo viewer list come online? Damn no more anonymous photo viewing LOL. Actually i think its a good thing to happen, doesn't mean anyone has to leave a comment but at least you can see who has been looking. I presume the votes are still anon, i wonder being able to who voted what, would stop the downvoters. Then again people who do vote a 1 might be chased and harrassed. Ah well swings and roundabouts. I like how the the new things just pop up when you least expect them. It keeps the site fresh and wonder whats the next new thing will be.

Omg... Its A Blog!
wow! i was just thinking i wanted a blog on the LC... now magically it appears! yay! well.... if you know me from myspace, im a pretty frequent blogger, so hopefully ill be able to blog on here too. ok thats all for now. pics of my trip coming soon..... *peace sign*

Whats Going On Know
well lets just start with this i have a whole alot of poeple living with mw at this time. and it gets kinda of noisy but i try to find peaceful places to go to and spend some quiet time with my sweetheart.I have been seperated from my husband for at least six months and i am know with a wonderful man that i love very much. well i guess that is all i have to say know will say more later.

This Is What Iam About
IAM LOVE FRENDSHIP, UNDERSTANDING, GREAT LISTENER, OPENMINDED, VERY OUIT SOMETIMES, LOVEABLE, VERY PRETTY, REALLY LOUD WITH FAMILY MEMBERS, SHY, GIRLY GURL: WELL THAT IS NOT ALL ABOUT ME BUT SOME OF THE THINGS THAT GET NOITCED. LOVE TALKING 2 PPL, HAVE A GREAT SENSE OF HUMOR, LAUGH AT MYSELF. IAM ALLWAYZ MAKING MY CUZ LAUGH OF WHAT I TELL HER SOMETIMES. SO IF U WANNA KNOW MORE THINGS ABOUT ME THEN U CAN ASK WELL HAVE A NICE DAY. LIVE LIFE 2 THE FULLEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Route 66
Hey everyone, I went to a car show in San Bernindino Today. I have over 150 pictures from it. I would like to get them all posted on here. However the only way to do that is to get my level up. Well I hope everyone has a great rest of the weekend!! Hugs to All, Jason

About Me?
What do u want to know about me? I am 33 years old and live in Plano, Texas. I am 5 feet 2 inches tall and have brown hair and brownish/hazel eyes. If there is anything else you want to know about me just ask. I dont get offended at all so ask away and I will tell you. I have 2 beautiful children one that is turning 10 years old in October and one that is turning 2 years old in December. Have a wonderful day!!!

Justin
Wow. So much I could say. Although I dont think this is the time or place for it! :) lol But what I can say is, you are one of the sweetest, most kind and caring men I have ever met. I honestly consider myself lucky and blessed just to have you as a friend and in my life. I know we've had a lot of ups and downs in our friendship, but thankfully, you always seem to forgive me (lol) and we remain friends. At times even better friends then we were to begin with. I know we don't get a lot of time to talk anymore, but I wanted you to know that you are very special to me and you will always have a place in my heart that no one but you will ever be able to fill. And I hope you know that anytime you ever need me, or just need someone to be there, I'm here. All you gotta do is ask and I wouldnt hesitate for a second. I love you hun! xoxo You're never alone, I'm always near, When your troubled, down or blue. All you have to do is call me, I'm always here for you. It doesn't matter

Some Rediculous Test...
I took some stupid test. Here's the results for me... I guess. Kinda weird how me picking colours made all this up. The Heretic's Existing Situation Works well in cooperation with others but is disinclined to take the leading role. Needs a personal life of mutual understanding and freedom from discord. The Heretic's Stress Sources Suppresses his innate enthusiasm and imaginative nature, for fear that he might be carried away by it only to find himself pursuing some will-o'-the-wisp. Feels he has been misled and abused and has withdrawn to hold himself cautiously aloof from others. Keeps a careful and critical watch to see whether motives towards him are sincere--a watchfulness which easily develops into suspicion and distrust. The Heretic's Restrained Characteristics Willing to become emotionally involved and able to achieve satisfaction through sexual activity. The situation is preventing him from establishing himself, but he feels he must make the best of things

Boyfriends!!!!
why is it that they always think they're right? and why is it that they think that you wouldn't have enough sense to breath unless they told you how? and why is it that they never fucking listen to anything you're trying to tell them? all you can get out of them is "i know what you're saying, but you're wrong"? why do they even bother hanging around if they think they know so much more than you or that you're to dumb to make it on your own?? I AM SO PISSED OFF!!!! why would anyone want tyo be with someone and not spend any time at all without that person? honestly people....would you ever want to make just one person the center of your life...your only reason for existence?WHO THE FUCK WOULD DO SOMETHING SO STUPID????? and why do they always have to try so damn hard to make you feel inferior...or that they are so damn superior? why do they tell you that you're wrong about everything you say and then pout when you won't say anything? i'll never understand men. God help me if i do becaus

Dj Karaoke Host For Hire
i am a karaoke dj in maryland and am looking for weekly gigs or private gigs to entertain i have over 22,000 karaoke songs verying from 40's to today as well as up to date music if you would like some info on entertaining your personal events or business please feel free to contact me at 410-273-7507 or via email chevy05cav79@yahoo.com (email prefered) becaus ei am hardly ever at my desk by the way my name is joe

im mean whats with the your rate me and ill rate you, or these comments that come across in the blasts saying stop by my page and rate me, rate my pics, and ill return the favour. is there a prize at the end if you got the highest rating? im reminded of high school when everyone sorta fell into their own little clics, oh dont talk to them they arent pretty enuff, or cool enuff. if there is a prize will someone tell me, so i can go whore myself out like everyone else putting the blasts out there.

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Twisting and turning and retching and chruning myself through this vortex of pain The darkness the nothing the slicing of bloody scars opening widely again Through nightfall unending this nightmare pretending to be my life all that I know These feeling inside me no longer confide me and pain and rage begin to grow It's too much to carry this burden which varries from one extreme into the next I try to release it with speech to appease it but it's hunger not slaked by my text It's time I should fight it, this beast cannot hide it, the fear that is creeping so inside With sword in my firm grip, it's flesh begins to rip, this demon has no place to hide My silver blades slashing, my teeth clenched and gnashing, it's blood so fermented and foul I slice the beasts chest wall, it stumbles back to fall, it lets out a fearsom deep howel I stand over top him, this demon from within, and pierce hid heart straight to the ground It's over now, shaking, my soul start

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Deep shades of red skew my vision. The night is a long way from being over and yet my work is almost done. Just one more thing to do before I can start cleaning up the mess I have left in my wake of fury. One last dance. One last job. I rub the blur from my eyes while I watch my prey enter her house. I slowly make my way to the back of the house and watch as she passes just feet in front of me by the large bay window in the back yard. With a deft hand and cat like silence I open the back door. I can hear my heart racing as to leap from my chest. She is standing in the kitchen looking at her mail. Her back is to me and I force my hands to steady themselves. "After this, it can be over." I say to myself in my thoughts, but my thoughts are being drowned out by the rushing blood in my ears and the surge of adrenline that begins to hit as I move silently closer. I can smell her now, so close to the end. She smells like roses, my favorite flower, she knew that. What she didn't know is that I

To Aj Aka Simply Phenomenal & Kace
I know a lot of you know Simply Phenomenal and some of you don't but for those who don't you're missing out on a great person & a great friend but for those of you who do even if you don't know him personally that's awesome keep showing him love cuz of everything that's been happening to the poor guy. Now the reason this blog is dedicated to him is because I want him to know that he's done a lot for us and he might not even know it cuz we don't really show it to him so I'll let him know down below the line so here it goes. ------------------------------------------------- AJ, You've been there for us more than you know. You make us laugh, you make us feel like we're a person and not some outcast. You actually give us something to look forward to every single day when we wake up in the mornings and when we go to bed at night. You truly are phenomenal and a great person to know. When you're in the ring you make your fans happy and you make them want more. When you're out of the r

Sharp Words
The knife is cold and stained again... my blood runs just as red as the next one... sometimes all the blade wants is a little color, it doesn't think or care from whom it comes... trickeling life once more onto the cold barren ground... the blade is once again sasitiated with the flavor of hot iron caressing it's gleaming surface... the knife cuts deep and cleanly unlike the harsh words of those around me... their jagged edged words leave scars deep and twisted... I can at least control the blades work... their toungs though, they should be cut out.

Dipstiiiick!
On the way home I was listening to the radio and "Everything Zen" by Bush came on and it reminded me of how my best friend and I used to argue about song lyrics and how one of us thought Gavin was saying "Schwazi was my wife..." instead of "Try to see it once my way..." and "There's no sense in your violence..." instead of "There's no sex in your violence". Oh all those arguements over stupid things... it was so much fun once we finally got the words straight we would sing it the wrong way and laugh about it.

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It's raining... some people find the sound of rain falling through the nearby trees soothing. The rhythmic tapping of water meeting a stray piece of sheet metal, tap, tap, tap. I love the rain, it washes away all the badness in the gutters. It's raining and peaceful, it is drowning out the noises of the nearby streets... of any nearby cries in the night... it was raining that night too. The night that could no longer contain the rage and madness that threatened to burst forth. I remember it as if I were watching a movie. Walking through the city streets, letting the rain soak into my coat and clothing. The smell of the asphalt as it cooled in the shimmering waters from above. It was not cold that night, it was a pleasing warm rain that enveloped you. My drenched hair hung in my face as I walked further into the darker areas of the city. My mind started wandering as I began to lose myself in the sounds around me. I did not notice when the gentle rain turned into a greater storm, all I r

Untitled
There she was, standing across the dance floor wasting time with some joker who didn't deserve her voice falling upon his ears. I watched her from the shadows across the smoky club, lights playing with the shadows across her body as she moved rhythmically to the thunderous bass that bled through the walls and emanated from the floor. She was beautiful as she moved her supple form with the music. As I watched her the world disintegrated into nothingness as the strobe light caught her in motion. She looked quite the same way the others did before they left me, those moments always played out if life was put on strobe and everything moved in slow motion. I took a long drag from the pot laced cigarette I made earlier for this very evening, this moment of knowing exactly what I wanted. As the night moved on I kept watching my prey as I danced through the crowd, drinking whatever I picked up from nearby tables. She looked like she was getting tired and sat down at a table close to the door.

Peaceful Day
i was thinking that when life seems at its darkest a little bit of light shines though. today it was quiet so i desided to pratice my guitar. i am just a rookie at it :) then later my nephew came into my room while i was messing with my webcam. when i am feeling down i can always count on the little monkey to put a smile on my face. . i hope i have more days like this :)

Dreamer Divine
Sleep my sweet, with tired limbs and cluttered mind Let the night take away your cares Go to that place inside your mind where only you know Where the sun is shining and the sky is clear The place of life, of love, of hope To this place nothing evil encroaches No wrong can be done to you But there is another place inside your mind Where everything wicked awaits you A place where the darkness hangs upon you Like a mist chilling your flesh The roads to either place look similar And once one is chosen the other fades Sleep my sweet dreamer and let me come inside Carry me with you into these places Into the light so I may frolic with your friends Into the darkness where I may protect you and ward off the evils Allow me passage into your world and I shall be there always To guide you, help you, hold you, love you Take me with you when you sleep Take me to where your dreams fill the world We will mark the path to the light together So the trips into the darkness ar

Amber Alert Posts, Your Opinions Please
BULLETION POSTED BY NOMAD: I'm forced to try and follow the logic...it's just the way I'm built...lol...I don't ask for forgiveness, or that anyone give a shit what I think...but...I have to at least follow the logic and then comment...lol... This is about the AMBER Alerts... I can understand the importance of getting the word out about child abductions...I can even get behind the idea that maybe someone here will read an alert and then actually be somewhere, sometime to be able to use it...but consider where you are posting these alerts...(If you're on a PDA...you're excused) Or even in my case...(I'm on the road usually 10 hours a day all over the country)and on my laptop when I stop...I can see posting an Alert to get the word out, but I do not understand the need to have it reposted a 1000 times...each of us are separated by 11 people at the most, (11 degrees of separation...if you know what I'm talking about) so it isn't necessary to repost it so many times...and then have p

E.d.m Show
This is going to be some hot SHIT Columbia.... Free Pussy Magnet Clothing Give aways P.M.P logo Shirts, bra & panties, hats,girls tee's ... Free Record Give aways Free CD's $50.00 prize for "The most Raved out Raver Christy’s Cool Crafts A Meet and BEAT!!! from Some of Columbia’s Finest Cam girls. Camel cigarette giveaways October 6th Columbia SC @ New Brookland Tavern Click the flyer to see the other side DJ Jeffee has been spinning jump-up jungle Nationwide for over a decade and has become known for his lightning-quick DJ mixing and for the funky drum & bass remixes he has done for artists such as Mystikal, Britney Spears, Rick West and Prophecy. In 1994, Jeffee founded "Junglized", the first Internationally distributed US Drum & Bass magazine and more recently, Jeffee's own jungle tracks have appeared on labels such as Moonshine, Flight Recordings, and on DJ X's Xquizit Re

This Is Amazing
i did a survey basically i went and rated 28 peopes profiles and commented and rated every pic(1023 pics) i got 2 user coments and 1 photo comment.... alot of the people i picked are ones that posted that there friends dont rate them.....just find that very interesting...ohhh and to the ones that did leave comments or ratings love you to death.. well i even love the ones that dont....i dont expect that they go and do every pic like i did 1 or 2 is fine with me or even a thank you i think out of the 28 2 said thanks and i got much love for them even for that....just had to rant a bit

My Name Is Meth
This was written by a young Indian girl who was in jail for drug charges, and was addicted to meth. She wrote this while in jail. As you will soon read, she fully grasped the horrors of the drug, as she tells in this simple, yet profound poem. She was released from jail, but, true to her story, the drug owned her. They found her dead not long after, with the needle still in her arm.) Please keep praying for our Children, Teens, Young adults. Understand, this thing is worse than any of us realize. "My Name Is Meth" I destroy homes, I tear families apart, Take your children, and that's just the start. I'm more costly than diamonds, more precious than gold, The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me, remember I'm easily found, I live all around you - in schools and in town. I live with the rich; I live with the poor, I live down the street, and maybe next door. I'm made in a lab, but not like you think, I can be made under the kitchen sink. In your child's closet,

Just Don't Get It
By choice, I've been single for quite some time. Yes, it can suck at times. Somehow it still seems better than being in a relationship. I see all of the crap my freinds go through in being with others and I just don't get it. I really don't think I could do that. To top that off, I see other people making stupid decisions and doing things they know they shouldn't do just to have some one else around. For intance, why would you go back to someone you've dated if you already know it will be bad? You tell yourself over and over that you have learned your lesson but you end up talking to that person for hours on end and find yourself thinking of being with them. What the hell? What the fuck are you thinking when you decide to throw away what you want to be with that some person who's just gonna drop you on your ass again? Oh, and clingy people. Get a fucking life. Grow some fucking balls and be a little independent. It's really not that hard to do. Fuck. You do not need people to consta

Boring Weekend...!!! :)
Well this weekend was pretty boring..I had the house to myself..My kids joined my mom and sis to a family reunion..I didnt want to go this year bc my b/f couldnt join me..plus I didnt have a sitter for my beautiful babies..I have to wonderful Rotties..They would never of lasted all weekend here by themselves.I definialetly would of come home to a BIG mess then .. It is almost Monday ..ya ya ..U know what happens on Mondays..I come up missin for a few days..That is right ,my b/f will be down ..We are goin to go and celebrate our 2 mths of being together..They have been the happiest 2 mths that I have had in a very long time..I love my b/f very much ..He is a very loving , caring , respectful man ..Mostly respectful of my kids..That is one of the reason why I love him so much ..Bc he considers their feelings first be4 his and mind.. Someday I will tell u a little story that will probably knock u out of chair or ur chin will def. hit the floor..Maybe I will do that tomorrow ..and then u

The Beast Unleashed
Darkest dreams of the forgotten self haunt me in my waking hours The images that flood my mind are not mine alone The dream I live in now upon me, waking these forgotten powers The sins I will create, for these I cannot atone The beast is now loose from all its time spent kept under chain, lock and key Now roams the land within my mind rending thoughts of pain Tearing though blocks I created in order to set it-self, me, free Crushing everything in its path, a relentless train It comes for me now in the light, a stalker with no reservations Wanting to cleave from me control of this life I own Tempting me with clear visions of visceral bestial temptations Seeking to set itself upon the seat of my throne The time is coming when we will soon become A construct of rage and pain Fighting in battles until we are too numb Overlooking those we’ve slain Protecting my loved ones in this dreary world With sword in hand, no sin Leaving death in our wake our path is unfurled

Methodology
I can smell her enter the room even before I hear her foot steps. It’s more of a preternatural sense as I can feel her when she is near and smell her when she is in the same room as me. I watch her in my head with my eyes closed as she walks through the room. The picture of her in my mind follows her through the room and into the adjoining hallway. I open my eyes to catch her elegant stride exit the room briefly glancing back towards me with a playful smile. This day has been months in the making. Courting her, being there for her, showing her love, care and compassion to make her love me like she has loved no other. I have given her my time, shared with her my past, given her my heart all for this night. Tonight she will be mine, totally mine. I rise from the couch to follow her down the hallway and into the bathroom where she has started a shower for herself. Tonight I will be joining her, she has given me all the signals. I open the bathroom door and am greeted by a thick wall of

Dont Really Know Why
i do really like this place...but anymore it seems to be just a popularity contest...and not a place to meet people...there are very few on here that even really give a damn about anything but points...ive met many of liars...and very sweet people...some of which are just living lies online...be yourself people...stay clear of all of the drama i really think i may be in the middle of a nervous breakdown...i try so hard to make sure my family gets everything that they need in life...i spend up to 70-80 hours at work almost every week...no time to spend with the ones that i love so much...because of my back ground...i can not find a job as to where i can make more...dont get me wrong...i dont do to bad...but i know i could do so much better...i cannot go back to school...have to work that overtime to pay the bills...im caught up in this game called life....and its getting harder and harder to carry this burden anyway....i do think that its sad that i had more veiwers of the last b

What Kind Of Person Are You?
You Are The Fool You are a fascinating person who is way beyond the concerns of this world. Young at heart, you are blissfully unaware of any dangers ahead. You are a true wanderer - it has be difficult finding your place in this world. Full of confidence, you are likely to take a leap of faith. Your fortune: You are about to embark on a new phase in your life. This may mean changing locations, jobs, friends, or love status. You are open about what the future will bring, and free of worry. You have made your peace with fate, and you're ready to start down your new path. What Tarot Card Are You?

Define Time
Define time, at its most essential being. Define the finesse that was needed for it. Define the levels that were already there. Define the universe that we created. For time itself could polymorph into moments of: Something tangent, Something close, Something warm, Something distant, Something inconsiderate, Something moderate, Surely these moments that we split into were known as seconds. Nothing will be sold, Nothing will be replaced, Nothing will be thrown out, They were ours to begin with not the abysses’. Seconds I call the time to look forward on again. Seconds of these forwarded are the moments that nothing irreplaceable If they are not replaced nor sold or thrown …they are tucked. They are tucked inside, inside my heart. They are tucked inside, inside your heart. They were tucked inside for I wanted it. They were tucked inside for you wanted it. They were tucked inside where you wanted it. They were tucked inside where I wanted it. It was t

The Whisper Of The Dead
by XDarkSuicidex Do you hear it sigh deep within you head? 'Tis the distant, silent whisper of the dead. Casting thoughts of being bitterly alone- Clashing, breaking through paper skin and bone. Telling stories filled with with malice, filled with dread Dragging you to a place you'd rather not tread. Waking you up, they'll take you from home, As you hear the dead's distant, silent moan. Out to the fields of the silent and the dead, You'll find remorse dancing through your head. A scream so loud it seeps within bone, Screeching, telling you it is all alone. Covering your ears you are filled with dread, For they sing a quiet song as you tread. Now, you wish to hear, instead, their silent moan, Begging and pleading them to return you home; For fading light whispers a prayer for the dead, When you hear them sigh deep within your head. http://www.poems-and-quotes.com/dark/poems.php?id=755200

Mel
If ever there was one person in this world who could actually define the meaning of true friendship just by being herself, it would be you Mel. In just the year and a half we have known eachother, you have been a better friend to me then any other person that I have met in the 25 years I've been around. I know I've told you often how much you mean to me, as a best friend, and as a sister, but it's something that is worth repeating many times just so that you never forget how very special you are. Not only to me, but just in general. Everyone should have a friend like you. You are so much fun and you are such a great person. One minute you can crack me up with laughter, and then the next minute you can touch my heart with your kindness. A kindness that seems to come so naturally to you. You have a wonderful ability to know when to offer advice, but then also know when to just sit and listen with quiet support. Time after time you've come to my rescue and brightened not only my routine d

Your Smile Is Fading From Memory
by Kristen McKenzie Used to think I knew who you really were Could pick your face out in a crowd of millions Identify your cries in a room full of tears Yet I don't know your favourite things What puts a smile on your face, anyway? What truly makes your heart sing? Do you still think about me often The way I always think about you? Do you sit and wish I'd stop in? Can you remember the sound of my voice? Yours is fading in my mind these days Were you forced to leave or was it your choice? Can you see my smile when you close your eyes? Yours is here with me every passing day Do you still wish I could be there to stop your cries? Used to think I knew who you really were Could pick your face out in a crowd of millions Identify your cries in a room full of tears

She's Still Trying
Frustrated, complicated, nothing makes sense Squirming and sweating; her body seems tense So many loud noises drumming her ears Some may have wondered why she is still here This story tells not of the girl who walked away She is one so prestigious and strives on each day One who looks past all her hopeless fears It isn't so easy, for with it comes tears And everyone seems fooled, by her perfect smile Each victim to this girl's unintentional guile Ironically she cries a bloody river and sea Look forth for she's still trying! and that one girl is me http://www.poems-and-quotes.com/sad/poems.php?id=756055

Thinking Inside The Box
by Twisted Heart On my way home from school one day I saw a cardboard box It was big and it was brown With yellow polka dots. As I got nearer to the box I heard a funny sound It couldn't have come from inside But there was nothing else around. The flaps were closed on the top But I opened them with ease I wanted to take a closer look To see what the sound could be. When I stood up on my tippy toes And leaned to see inside I lost my balance and fell into A real neat place to hide. Four sides of cardboard in the box Nothing else to see But with my imagination My thoughts went endlessly. This box could be a spaceship That would take me to the moon Or it could be the makings of A butterfly's cocoon. Maybe, it could be a merchant ship That sails upon the sea Or a jeep in the outback Going on a big safari. It could be so many things My imagination's lost And so I'm just here sitting With aimless thoughts inside the box.

Romantic Or Realist?
You Are A Romantic You are more romantic than 80% of the population. You life your life like a fairy tale... or at least you try to. Living for magical moments, you believe there's only one true love for you. Love is the most important thing in your life, and you don't take it for granted. Your perfect match loves to be in love as much as you do! Are You Romantic or Realistic?

Inside A Kitty's Mind
by Feline Fatigue (This is not a conventional poem or anything like that) I'm staring at you, Look at me please. HELLO?? LOOK AT ME!! LOOK AT ME, LOOK AT ME, LOOK AT ME, LOOK AT ME, LOOK AT ME, LOOK AT ME, LOOK AT ME, LOOK AT ME!!!! Gr! Fine! I'll jump up on your lap so you HAVE to notice me!! Hahaha!! *jump* Yes! Look at me! You are under my power! You will do as I say! Now, PET ME!! *nothing happens* I said, PET ME! *still nothing* PET ME, PET ME, PET ME, PET ME, PET ME, PET ME, PET ME, PET ME!!! *sizzling head* Fine!! Resist my power! But I have another, more powerful power!! I will RUB AGAINST YOU!! Hahaha!!! You will not be able to resist my cuteness!! *rub, rub, rub* What's this?? You still resist me?? Fine, then! I didn't want to have to do this, but you leave me no choice! I will have to use my... *DUN Dun dun* kiss of doom! *lick, lick, lick* What??? How can you resist my... *DUN Dun dun* Kiss of doom!? I... I have nothing left

Here Comes More Drama
as if there isnt enough bs on here now theyve added a thing so u can see who rates low...not that it bothers me cuz if i dont like the pic ill rate it like i want to anyway....as well as i can take a low rate...who cares ya know?? its not like i know most people on here personally but fuck can you imagine all the emotionally unstable twits they have on here running to the bouncers everytime they get a low rating?? PEOPLE THERE IS A WAR GOING ON!!PEOPLE ARE STARVING WORLDWIDE!!! there are bigger issues than your own egos!!

What Subcategory Of Goth Best Fits You?
You scored as Confused Outsider. Perhaps you aren't familiar with the goth subculture or you have some misunderstandings. That's ok, just keep an open mind and don't feel pressured to adopt a lifestyle that doesn't fit you. Click on my name to take my other tests if you liked this one.Confused Outsider79%Perky Goff75%Ethereal Goth71%Anything-Goes Goth67%Death Rocker67%Understanding Outsider67%Romantic Goth63%Old-school Goth63%Cyber-goth54%Fantasy Goth54%Industrial/Rivet-Head

My Life
do you ever wonder, as you get older, if your s/o is just gonna dump you for someone else??? younger, prettier, any reason at all??? or am i the only one who feels this way? sometimes it just seems to much. women get older, and men get sexier as they age. why is that. why can't we be sexier as we age??? hmmmm. just don't seem fair. i am still pretty. but, i feel so inadequate at times i coul djust die. i really feel that men should appreciate women for who they are and not just what they look like sorry y'all for spitin that out at ya, but i think it suckzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Feeling Good.........
I was standing in front of the mirror last night. And I saw my body. It was like I was seeing what I truly looked like for the first time. I had to take a second look. I did not think I looked really like I did. I was like OH MY GOSH!!!! Lets just say I didn't agree with what I saw. I mean I know that I am the size I am but I didn't truly realize till last night just how others actually see me. So with all that said, I am giving my diet that I had started with a friend and let her down by not doing what I was supossed to even more than 100%. As I stood there and stared in the mirror I cried realizing that if I had only been giving it 100% from the beginning I wouldn't have looked as "gross" as I thought I saw in the mirror. It will be a long road, and a very tough one at that but I know with the support of friends and family, and my ownself that I can do it. With that said I am putting out a plea to have all the support I can with this. I don't need any put downs from anyone, I

Getting Closer
OK....it's been really hectic lately...Quit my job of 13 years to go work for a very large farm. The same farm that has employed me for the last 15 years in their Halloween Festival. I started out as an actress in the hayride....now I manage it. It is so much fun but so much work. I have 5 people who lead the 5 zones of the hayride, I also audition people to work for those 5 people. It is a lot of people running around the woods at night scaring the tractor drawn wagons. I have a very broad spectrum of individuals working for me.....from military men and women to punk rock kids.... They each bring something special to the production. We have 3 attractions...1-The Village of the Dead, run by my girlfriend Rhonda..2-The field of Screams, run by my friend Russ...3- The Haunted Hayride, run by me. We also have rides and games and live music.

Silence
I see you take a picture of me I promise I will be silent I see you write my name On your wall of fame You pronounce my surname Differently With a hidden hint You give me new names To answer to New calls to pick up New shoes to try on But they are not mine They dont belong to me And yet Im still silent Like a river at night You want me to come out In day light But its too bright for me Im used to hiding In the cold darkness of night When it comes to love I wont help you Because I cant even Help myself http://www.best-love-poems.com/poems.php?id=758552

Poem
So this is an old poem I wrote when my ex ripped out my heart and then used it for target practice! You made me feel so good You filled my heart with joy Little did I know, That I was just your toy The happiness I gave you It didn't mean a thing I didn't ask for much Just the happiness you bring I only want to love you Never tried to tie you down Never asked where you were going When you went out on the town Now all you give is heartache There's a sadness in my soul Never thought that you would hurt me But it's my love and trust you stole And I just want to know How could you hurt me so bad? How could you place a price, On the happiness we had?

30 Seconds To Mars Here In Boston!
So me and April decided today that we are goin to see 30 Seconds to Mars on the 28th of October in boston. I'm sooo stoked! I can't fuckin wait. The show is goin to be kick ass! Did you know that Jared Leto is the lead singer of 30 Second to Mars? well now you do. lol. Weird huh? I never imagined him singin. hahaha. Another great bonus to the whole concert is the fact that the tickets are only 2 dollars! That's right I said 2 dollars isn't it amazing! It's the MTV2 $2 dollar bill tour. Thanx MTV2! lol. it's gonna be so much fun!

I Wonder If He Knows...
I wonder if he knows that i think about him all the time.. i wonder if he knows i want him to be mine i wonder if he knows the thought of him makes me lose sleep. i wonder if he ever thinks about me. i wonder if he knows hes the one i day dream of. i wonder if hes knows hes the one i call my young love. i wonder if he knows his smile means my world. i wonder if he knows how bad i want to be his girl. i wonder if he ever sits by the phone and waits for the phone too ring. i wonder if he knows i wait for his call and i dont hear a thing i wonder if he remebers the promises he made to me. i wonder if he thinks all the things we could be. i wonder if he knows i wait for his call. i wonder if he knows i might give up on it all. well i want him too know that i'll never let go... i wonder if he knows.... http://www.best-love-poems.com/poems.php?id=758630

I Promise
You were there in the best of times, My friend, my brother, and then mine. You gave me everything you had, So why did I have to do something so bad? I left you there, stranded, alone, With no one to help, nowhere to go. I fled for another, who threw me away, And now I regret it to this very day. Now you have healed, and slowly moved on. When I run back, I find that you've gone. I watch you quickly fade from me, As salty tears slide down my cheeks. Why on earth did I let you go? You were my everything, and I didn't know. And only now do I realize That I love only you in my eyes. So for now, you might love another. And as I watch you, I begin to wonder. Will you look back to me with new hope? I promise you, this time, I won't let you go. http://www.best-love-poems.com/poems.php?id=758661

Men!
Im not too happy with them right now. Last weekend, the weekend of the 8th-10th I was stood up 3 times by 3 different guys. Thats right 3 in one weekend. The first one made plans to watch a movie. Well before he came his friend asked him to come to a party he said he would stop by. And he did. This wouldn't have bothered me if he called and cancelled but he didn't do that. He apologized the next day and I told him if he would have called I wouldn't be so mad. Well then he said I forgot. I asked him what he forgot. And he said I forgot I could call. With this answer I was more angry. How can you forget you can call someone?!?!?! Well guy #2 Dustin, he came home on leave we hung out a couple of times. Well then sometime during that week he said he would stop by over the weekend...he never did. Never even called or said anything to me. Well then theres guy #3 who is actually an ex boyfriend who wants or says he wants to get back together with me. Well he was going to come down to see me a

What I Can Give You
I can't give you my heart because someone broke it long ago but I'll give you these words and all the rest of my broken soul... So take me in your arms like you love me maybe kiss me like you have been waiting forever to be with me... I'm spilling blood like tears, Wishing and waiting and wanting But too scared - Overwhelmed by fears... {Chorus} I can't give you my heart because someone broke it long ago but I'll give you these words and all the rest of my broken soul... I've been waiting A long time for you. The one who'll still love me After they know everything I've done. {Chorus} I can't give you my heart because someone broke it long ago but I'll give you these words and all the rest of my broken soul... I love you As much as a person can Without a heart. I'm sorry if that's not much. I'm sorry if that's not enough. I can't give you a heart I don't have... ** This is my first attempt on writing a poem that could be

My Dear Lost Friends
About two years ago I lost my best friend at the time and then two other friends all in the same year. And as if thats not bad enough, they all died within two months of each other. My best friend was a joy to be around, he and I were the same age and it was just so sad to see someone that young dieing from cancer. He was a funny, outgoing, and spontanious man. From the moment his doctors told us he only had 6 months to live we were inseperatable. I helped care for him and took him to all his appointments, but when he passed away I felt so lost. Since then I have been lost, then two months later I lost another friend to drugs. She was a very pretty and wonderful person to be around, she left behind her young daughter who was the light of her life. And once again two months after that another friend passed away, we still dont know the truth about how he died. He was moved after his death, to the place where he was finally found. But threw all this grief and mourning I thought well it wi

Help Me See Love
Tears fall down, from these tired eyes. The millionth one & yet you known none. As i sit here alone, I can only weep. My love for you, my only one. You shatter my heart & make it beat. You make me smile like no other guy. Yet without a word you make me so weak. I can'tgo on living a life of lies. Either have me all or have none to know. Take my hand, but please don'ttver let go. I need your touch, your gentle sweet hands, to keep me going on gods great plan. So tell me you love me & help me to see, that this thing called love is not make believe. http://www.best-love-poems.com/poems.php?id=758873