Although I am not sure I will be successful at this. But the last 2 days have been downers for me. As you may or may not know, I suffer with Bi-polar disorder. And usually, I go thru a bad period every 3 weeks. This just happens to be that week.
I know my posts have been less than happy and I have been letting certain things make me feel crumby and just plain down on myself. This I can not help. For some reason, I feel like I deserve the misery I get or lack of adult social activites i.e. bars, darts, poker nights...blah blah blah,
Anyway...
If I start bitching or leaning negative towards myself...Just make me aware...
THanks
