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I want to kiss her everyday.  I want to wake up next to her.  I want to see her eyes open.  I want to hear her say, " I love you."  I want to see her standing next to the fridge just looking.  I want to hear her words every second.  I want to touch her.  I want to look into her eyes, and see her soul looking back at me.  I want to feel her being inside me.  I want to feel her next to me.  I want her to stand her ground when things are bad.  I want her to stand with me when things are good.  I want her to dream of a good life.  I want her to know she is loved.  I want her to know I always have her back.  I want her to know I go nowhere.  I want her to know she is a dream come true.  I want her to know always and forever is more than just words.  I want her to know they pour from lips as if my soul is attached. Sometimes Sometimes i can't control the things my head thinks.  Sometimes i can't control the feelings i feel.  Sometimes i can't see things as clear as most.  Sometimes i can't
MDS or Myelodysplastic Syndromes MDS, or myelodysplastic syndromes, are a group of disorders in the bone marrow resulting in excessive production of blood stem cells that do not mature and function properly, leading to lack of healthy blood cell types and fatal complications. Many experts, when considering what is MDS, see it also a form of cancer like leukemia and breast cancer. Formerly known as ‘preleukemia’, these hematological conditions often result to defective myeloid blood cells and typically develop to acute myelogenous leukemia or AML. However, only about one third of MDS cases transformed to AML within months to several years. Anemia is also present.
Chain Poems
I set out to write a poem that would be inspirational, something anyone could read and be able to relate to. But although everyone has experienced something they consider painful not everyone has been through the same things I have been through. So I decided to write this without the intention of finishing it, I'll tell of my struggles but I'll leave it open ended so that a reader may pick it up and extend it so this poem may eventualy have all of lifes struggles in it. I lived my life alone and enclosed I kept my feelings inside so noone could hurt those, I've been rejected by everyone and everything from friends to girls and family. I experimented with drugs and lost my home, car and job. I've been hurt by my first love and had suicidal thoughts. I learned life is full of ups and downs, its got goods and bads and ins and outs. But these are things god uses to test us, just keep in mind these things happen to the best of us. I haven't had it as hard as most ,some tests I've had to re
Cooking With Yssup
For as long as I can remember and no matter where I go, peas get cooked wrong. In fact they don't even need to be cooked hardly at all. When I see peas boiling away in some pot I think, no wonder nobody likes peas. This is not how to cook them!       Poor peas....soggy, all that nutrition leached out into the water.   All you have to do is get a pan hot, throw in a dab of butter, or a splash of oil or hell, even a smack of duck fat. Add the desired amount of frozen peas. Sizzle sizzle salt and pepper And that's it. Serve right away as this is the last thing yo cook when tossing a meal together.      
Blogs For Others
I'm blogging this cos sparkly asked me to for him(well he asked me to mumm it but i wouldn't)   i am leaving fu , because apart from a small few i am sick of the newbs who think they can get a scalp, the people that can get forgiven for shit that would have got them killed on the street. and basically the up your arse attitude you all have to each other, if one you farted the rest of you would have to wipe your nose,   so kleenex or  sandpaper
The Blonde Mortician
A man who just died is delivered to a local mortuary wearing an expensive, expertly tailored black suit.The female blonde mortician asks the deceased's wife how she would like the body dressed. She points out that the man does look good in the black suit he is already wearing.The widow, however, says that she always thought her husband looked his best in blue, and that she wants him in a blue suit. She gives the Blonde mortician a blank check and she says, 'I don't care what it costs, but please have my husband in a blue suit for the viewing.'The woman returns the next day for the wake. To her delight, she finds her husband dressed in a gorgeous blue suit with a subtle chalk stripe; the suit fits him perfectly.She says to the mortician, 'Whatever this cost, I'm very satisfied. You did an excellent job and I' m very grateful. How much did you spend?' To her astonishment, the blonde mortician presents her with the blank check.'There's no charge,' she says.'No, really, I must compensate
Please Read, Its A Warning To All...
Just last weekend on Friday night we parked in a publicParking area. As we drove away I noticed a sticker on theRear window of the car. When I took it off after I got home,It was a receipt for gas. Luckily my friend told me not to Stop as it could be someone waiting for me to get out of theCar.  Then we received this email yesterday:WARNING FROM POLICE THIS APPLIES TO BOTH WOMEN AND MENBEWARE OF PAPER ON THE BACK WINDOW OF YOUR VEHICLE-- NEW WAY TO DO CAR-JACKINGS (NOT A JOKE)'Heads up everyone! Please, keep this circulating.... You walkAcross the parking lot, unlock your car and get inside. YouStart the engine and shift into Reverse.When you look into the rearview mirror to back out of yourParking
In Need Of Our Support
Keep Dallas Angel in your prayers, having a lot of serious medical problems right now, could really use some supportjust found out she has 3 types of cancer cervicalovarian lungshe also has to have her gall bladder removed and has two compressed disc she needs everyones prayers to help her through this she is only 36 years old and still has a long life to live for thanks for all your support pass this on Punisher her real life husband (Fred)
Wanna Join The Rainbow Club?
Wanna Join This Awesome Club/Family/Group? ♀♂Rainbow Club♀♂ Is The Only Group On Fu 4 Bi, Bi Curious, Gay Men, Lesbian Females & Transgenders!  We Rate Each Other & Help Each Other Out!  This Is All U Have 2 Do 2 Join: 1. Send Me A Message Saying U Want 2 Join 2. Send Me A Link 2 A Pic Of U 2 Post On The Page 3. A/F/R All Members 4. Help Each Other Out 5. Don't Bring In Drama 6. If U Have Any Questions About Anything Don't Be Afraid 2 Ask 7. Tell Ur Friends About The Group 8. Please Add 2 Ur Top Friends I Want This 2 B A Fun Group 2 Be A Part Of! If U Can Pimp Out People Please Pimp Out The Group P
Songs That Mean Something To Me
Here we lay face to face once again Silence cuts like a knife as we pretend. And I'm wondering who will be the first to say what we both know We're just holding on to "could have been"s and we should be letting go. [Chorus:] It feels like you're a million miles away as you're lying here with me tonight. I can't even find the words to say I can find a way to make it right. And we both know that the story's ending, We play the part but we're just pretending and I can't hide the tears 'cause even though you're here, It feels like you're a million miles away. Was it me, or was it you that broke away? For what we were is like a season love is change And every time I think about it, it tears me up inside. Like the rivers of emotion but I got no more tears to cry. [Chorus:] It feels like you're a million miles away as you're lying here with me tonight. I can't even find the words to say I can find a way to make it right. And we both know that the story's ending, We pl
I Found Out Today That I'ma Be A Daddy In 9 Months.,2933,266715,00.html Marijuana May Fight Lung Tumors Wednesday, April 18, 2007 By Charlene Laino E-MAIL STORY PRINTER FRIENDLY VERSION Cannabis may be bad for the lungs, but the active ingredient in marijuana may help combat lung cancer, new research suggests. In lab and mouse studies, the compound, known as THC, cut lung tumor growth in half and helped prevent the cancer from spreading, says Anju Preet, PhD, a Harvard University researcher in Boston who tested the chemical. While a lot more work needs to be done, "the results suggest THC has therapeutic potential," she tells WebMD. Moreover, other early research suggests the cannabis compound could help fight brain, prostate, and skin cancers as well, Preet says. The findings were presented at the annual meeting of the American Association for Cancer Research. The finding builds on the recent discovery of the body's own cannabinoid syste
Facts (funny )
16 things to do while ur bored in WALMART 1. Get 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they aren't looking. 2. Set all the alarm clocks in Electronics to go off at 5-minute intervals. 3. Make a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the rest rooms. 4. Walk up to an employee and tell him/her in an official tone, " 'Code 3' in housewares".... and see what happens. 5. Go the Service Desk and ask to put a bag of M&M's on lay away. 6. Move a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area. 7. Set up a tent in the camping department and tell other shoppers you'll invite them in if they'll bring pillows from the bedding department. 8. When a clerk asks if they can help you, begin to cry and ask, "Why can't you people just leave me alone?" 9. Look right into the security camera & use it as a mirror, and pick your nose. 10. While handling guns in the hunting department, ask the clerk if he knows where the anti - depressants are.
Who Cares
Not that i cum on here to often or into this site like most of ya but how in the hell do u add all the shit u guys are adding? am i just blind as fuck and dont see teh links or what? if someone can help that would be sweeet! This isnt really a blog...Just wondering if anyone wants to help me spice up my page a lil bit....i dont really know how ot do it and the few things i do know how to do my comp has been slow lately...Anyways if wanna let me know Not like anyone cares but to thsoe few who actually talk to me im gonna be deletin my profile...might just be for a few days might be for forever..i dunno yet...havin a hard time gettin into and figurin out this website..i do have myspace tho...thats nice n simple enough for my dumb ass so if u got it lemme know
Stone Sour
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And Another Thing....
So much for Fubar... I really can do without all the high drama, so while I won't delete my profile just yet - allowing anyone who gives a rats 4th point of contact a chance to shoot me external contact info - I'm pretty much done here. Thanks for all the fun; it's been real...err...ok... It's been virtually real. Blacksmith Ghost 2-2 (dangermouse) over and out... Gather round children, pull up a seat by the fire and get comfortable, because Uncle Scott is going to tell you a story.... Understand, this is not a happy story, and the moral it conveys may shock the sensibilities of those less steeled to the realities of our existance, but it is a story nonetheless and by definition, stories must be told... Tonight's story concerns a group of odd creatures that inhabit this planet called earth; creatures that move about us all and, often times, go unnoticed by the majority of us. There are people who talk in the little picture boxes who would tell you that these creat
Canyou Dig It GEMINI: Ultra Sexy Nice. Love is one of a kind. Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you the fuck out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING.Horny. Freak in Bed. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. ULTRA SEXY. THE MOST IRRESISTABLE. 9 years of bad luck if you do not repost.
PLEASE GO AND RATE MY PIC... IT WILL ONLY TAKE 2 SECONDS.... THANX!!!!!!!! ALL I'M ASKING FOR IS A RATE. IT'S WOMEN VS MEN IN THIS CONTEST. STOP BY AND RATE MY PIC AND LEAVE ME SOME COMMENTS!!!!! I'D APPRECIATE ALL THE HELP I CAN GET! COMMENT ON MY BLOG WHEN YOU COMMENT ME AND I'LL MAKE SURE TO STOP BY YOUR PAGE!!!!! AND HEY.. PASS IT ON TO YOUR FRIENDS TOO. COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED!!!!!!!! The Rules Are... 1. 2. 3.No downgrading or downrating will be tolerated. Please advise your friends of this rule. 4.If we determine your entry inactive, someone else can have your spot. 5.No Freshmeat accounts allowed to bomb. 6.You can comment bomb yourself. 7.You may pimp yourself til your hearts content. 8.Bombing Families welcome. 9.Have Fun! 10.Minimum 10,000 comments in Battle Royal for the VIC. Prizes will be as follows: To be given as extra prizes... The first Woman to get 25 ratings, will receive, an Oscar and a dozen roses. The first Woman to 7500 c
Naive Links
Native American language resources: ***********These links have many other links within their home pages! Tsalagi (Cherokee) language resources: Astrology/spiritual: **********Prayer, poems, stories POW WOW resources: I need
Juggalette Babble
Well I have been tryn very hard to become a BarFly,and I am FINALLY almost there.I am a little over 2,800 points away from becomming a Barfly...If you would please help me by either rating my pics,or stash that would be great!!!oh while your at it just remember whatever you do for me i will do in return for you!!!Thanks!!!MMFWCL yinz just wished you had friends like mine!!!! imikimi - Customize Your World
Paranoid Politics
some people can lie and smile and just get away with it. at about the 10 minute mark they nail them pretty good.mumms are icecream all of a sudden so i am buggin to i have put together some articles i have seen over the past couple weeks to create this blog.this is the 1st....A mystery trader risks losing around $1 billion dollars after placing 245,000 put options on the Dow Jones Eurostoxx 50 index, leading many analysts to speculate that a stock market crash preceded by a new 9/11 style catastrophe could take place within the next month. The anonymous trader only stands to make money if the market crashes by a third to a half before September 21st, which is when the put options expire. A put option is a financial contract between two parties, the buyer and the writer (seller) of the option, in which the buyer stands to benefit only if the price of the asset falls. thats a very odd trade to say the least.when i first saw it i made some calls and talked with frien
Add One Of My Banners To Your Page!
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Take A Walk Outside Your Mind
If the one thing you had to live for was taken away from you, what would you have to die for? If we got in a fight, and I was gone tomorrow, would you wish you hadn't said those words you said to me today? When I lay my head down tonite, my thoughts will not ask me who has betrayed me or how the world has wronged me, I will be asked if I loved well, even when I felt I had no love left to give. When you woke up this morning, did you bless the people you loved, or did you curse the world for giving you another day? Did you shake the hand of your neighbor, or are you still in competition with eachother's possessions? Can you look up in the desert sky, and watch the land come alive, and still say you don't believe in magic? Do you put your faith in a God that you believe should be feared instead of a Father that lives inside you when you believe in yourself? I'm no fool, I'm not ignorant, but I would rather put my belief in the friendship of a stranger then to close myself off because of t
Other Parts Of Da Island
so.... my younger sister gets married june 7th. she just called me today and asked if i could be a bridesmaid because one of hers backed out. luckily for everyone i'm about a size smaller than her original bridesmaid.... so now i gotta pony up some serious cash on way short notice. i mean of course i was going to the wedding.... but now i have to buy the whole ensemble and the hair..... aaaaaaaack. of course i'm doing it. she's my sister!! i'm just kinda.... meh. i'll get over it. just as a note i was scheduled to be her personal attendant before..... so now i pull double duty. lolz. it's what i am best at..... coming off beautifully under massive stress. so it's time to clean the friend list..... if you feel endangered and wanna stay just let me know lol. well..... the list is now finished..... way cut down.... so yay to all who stay.... i needs love lol..... and a smoke... always with the cigarettes sheesh...... *walks outside to smoke*
The Fuck Shop!!!
love my midget :) lets put all the midgets together here :) Im making fubar licenses right now with a lil pimp out on it for you who want a license? in a few days you can get it n rip it off my page if you want one contact me with a private message and a little fubuck offer for the work thank u for the question how much do i want for them, the answer is easy: Whatever u wanna pay: ~Fubucks ~FuBling ~i even take Bling Packs, Blasts, VIP's, etc Its really up to u what u wanna give me for it. u want pics done? its easy message n i do nametag or pimpout pics or any kind of pic what u like for u u wonder what i want for it? well a bling or some fubucks would be nice check folders: "pics i made (rip urs n leave mine alone)" or "pics i make for a calendar for 2009" hope to get ur messages soon
It's A Suprise!
Hmmm this guy is a member of the true raters, giving higher rates to those attractive people that deserve it ..... NOW, by no means do I claim to be a perfect 10, but damn ..... a 4?! REALLY?! rorytmeadows-=[TruRaters]=-@ fubar
Whats Been Going On With Me Lately??
Just want to take a few minutes to fill my friends and family in on whats been going on with me lately. Some may have noticed I seem to be "absent" or you dont see me around much. Well, there has been alot going on. It all started with a simple Dr appt to renew my med prescriptions. I was referred to a dermatologist who did a biopsy of the spot (divot/dip) on my nose. It came back positive for basal cell skin cancer. That Dr referred me to a Dr at the Skin Cancer Clinic in Longview that does a special procedure that minimizes the tissue lost when the cancer is removed. That appointment was very difficult for me as the real extent of my situation came to light. I could lose a large part of my nose depending on how large and how deep it is. That wont be known until they get in there and remove it. At that point another Dr may be called in to do the reconstruction. I just returned home from an appt with him and he was able to answer alot of questions I had. Some have asked why xray
Obsessions Night Club
July 4, 2016: Stomach ruptures during hot dog eating contest. You enter a hot dog eating competition and are surprised to discover you're actually very good! It's down to you and one other person. You've already eaten 70 hot dogs and the other person just finished their 70th hot dog. It's a tie. If you eat one more hot dog you win! You're so full you can barely stand it, but your friends are all cheering you on, so you eat one last hot dog. Before you finish off the final bite, your stomach explodes and you die. When Will I Die by fun quizzes! » » Internet Sweepstakes - IQ Tests - The Dumb Test « « Quizzes | Hollywood Movie Trivia Quizzes | Dumb MySpace Quizzes
Sad Day
i just found out that my aunt passed away. i havent seen her in a few years and im regreting terribly my lack of communication with her. nothing i can do about it now...i will just mourn her and hope that her afterlife is peaceful.
Help Me Plz?
Hey all my fu-friends,,,,would you plz stop by and comment on this pic? I need 20,000 comments to win. pz,plz hel me out. Click on pic below and it will take you there.Thank you all that help.
Almost Oracle...
help get RED GURL to ORACLE she has 7 albums (including default) w/ 250 pics if u wanna bomb★RED GURL★@ fubar
I went to the second show (Sunday, April 5th, 2009) at Club Nokia in LA, directly across the street from the Staples Center.  There were 5 of us: me, Jesse, Dana, Erin, and Anthony.  We got there early and had a beer at the bar downstairs then went in.  I totally forgot I had my knife on me and had to ditch it (like a dumbass).  We hung out for an hour til the show started, opening with Troy Van Leeuwan's new project, Sweethead, with him on guitar of course, and a hot blonde singing.  When Puscifer started, it was preceded with a funny video of Major Douche (Maynard in a military outfit) saying how much he doesn't want flash photography so many words (there were other funny videos with comedians throughout the show, "What is a Puscifer?" haha).  Then Maynard was in a tent, wearing a suit, on his laptop (fuckin' Macbook), talking on his cell phone (the show had a camp out theme).  There was plenty of oddball humor during the show (cross-dressing Hitler in a tutu).  The first
Just Me
I dont know who all will ready this but oh fucking well i get alot of time to think about shit and one of the things that dont make since is what woman do to use men like puting down rules like saying we cant fuck other women but if your woman is bi she can and we dont say nothing about it well this is how i see it fucking has one perpose and that is to breed and fucking for any other reason is breaking the rules of fucking dont get me wrong i love to fuck i just dont think women have the right to put rules on us men specially when the rules dont apply to them well all men need to say fuck that do as we please and if the woman wants a man they have to except it or be single whats up everybody hows everybodys day i'm bored and at home if anybody wants to know me just ask or dont Hi my name in just i'm a truck driver been around some i'm a cool easy going guy that likes anything fun to do
Is It A Dream....?
Meet Me
"Love, an emotion so strong that you would give up everything. To just feel it once, to know that you are part of something special. To know that you can feel what love really is; to know, to feel, to love."No matter how ugly you think you are, that special someone that loves you believes you are the most beautiful and irresistable thing on earth and nothing can ever change that."To love someone is to understand each other, to laugh together, to smile with your heart and to trust one another. One important thing is to let each other go if you can't do this." We all want to fall in love. Why? Because that experience makes us feel completely alive. Where every sense is heightened, every emotion is magnified, our everyday reality is shattered and we are flying into the heavens. It may only last a moment, and hour, an afternoon. But that doesn't diminish its value. Because we are left with memories that we treasure for the rest of our lives."
When I Was Young
I used to live in a house right beside a neighborhood bar. They had a small parking lot that connected to our yard. There was a small shed and a broken down fence along the property line. I used to sneak out my window to go have smoke behind the shed. I was 15 at the time and it had to be around 3am on a Friday night. I lit my cigarette leaned back against the shed and took a few slow drags and closed my eyes to relax. That's when I heard a voice, "hello". I replied "hello" and he started trying to make conversation. He appeared to be in his fifties, I wouldn't say he was dirty, but definitely not well groomed. He was wearing blue work cloths and work boots and appeared to have recently gotten of of work. After a few minutes of making small talk, my cigarette was spent and I was about to go back to bed. That's when he said it. "I have $17 and a pack of cigarettes, suck my dick and you can can have it" I was stunned but horny and running low on cigarettes. I took a step back into the sh
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Somewhere Between Heaven And Hell
So last night in the back woods of the blackest forests, past the swamps, past the gators nest and past the pelican nest...right when you think you have gone to far, there it was. A little wooden church. One that looked like it had seen the tests of man kind. So beautiful. Like a dream, standing in a silhoutte of light. As i got closer i began to see all the little forest creatures gather around me as i walked up. The aromua of such sweet herbs began to engulf me. From the angelica root, the basil, the ginger to the sweetness of the blackberry bush growing around. As i walked threw the door i heard what sounded like angels singing. But it was the preacher praising the sermon he was teaching. As i sat there and listened to what he had to say. I got the feeling of enlightment taking over my body. As i looked down at myself sitting there i wondered if i ever had to go back to my body. For it was the feeling that i didnt want to ever lose.
Cool Or Not?
Ok here is the thing... If i get more "cool" votes thand "NOT" votes... i wont change my background. If i get more "not" votes.. its getting changed. Please vote. been to They have some funny shit there. Check it out and then let me know... is it.. Cool or NOT.
'salute' Pictures
Like i said before, i'm sorry it came to this... it took me quite a while to go through all your pictures looking for salutes that weren't approved by CT...i did find some however. And if i missed yours, by all means let me know, I'm sorry i did...there were just so many pictures to glance over... The ones left either: (1) have a salute picture approved by CT (2) have a salute picture un-approved by CT (3) I have seen a salute picture privately from (4) i have seen on webcam (5) i have met personally (6) CT support page(not sure why i'm keeping that) my friends list went from 140 to 34 and that includes baby jesus... so like i said, if i missed your salute picture i am sorry let me know and I'll gladly add you back, it was just an oversight. Happy New Year everyone, god bless and good luck, Ryan Hey friends, I'm sick and tired of people on the interent lying to me... So at some point i'm going to Clean out my friends list...those without a 'salute' pict
Miscellaneous Images Go check it out and rate it. She's awesome there and that whole picture rules. Admit it!
My Son
I am putting togethor a gorgeous smile contest. if you wish to be in it let me know. I'll be putting it togethor and hopefully I can open the doors up this weds. if you wish to be in it, send me a message and which pic to put up. I love my boy. us today at the park. wish I still had that kind of energy lol
Things That Make Me Go Hmmm...
Cuttin' through the darkest night in my two headlights Trying to keep it clear, but I'm losing it here to the twilight There's a dead end to my left, there's a burning bush to my right You aren't in sight, you aren't in sight Do you want me, like I want you? Or am I standing still, beneath the darkened sky? Or am I standing still, with the scenery flying by? Or am I standing still, out of the corner of my eye? Was that you passing me by? Mothers on the stoop, boys in souped-up coupes on this hot summer night Between fight and flight is the blind man's sight and the choice that's right I roll the window down, feel like I'm gonna drown in this strange town Feel broken down, I feel broken down Do you need me, like I need you? Or am I standing still, beneath the darkened sky? Or am I standing still, with the scenery flying by? Or am I standing still, out of the corner of my eye? Was that you passing me by? Sweet sorrow is the call tomorrow Swee
What No Parent Should Have To Go Through
This is a poem my stepdaughter wrote for the funeral of her step brother my oldest. I post this in his memory he passed away on May 16th, 2004. I love you Jayme. My Soul by Davionna Deep with in my soul I creep, my secrets there I will keep. In the dark there is a light, to guide me through my selfish flight. Day is night, and night is day, your only hope is to pray. Then we lay ourself's to rest a single rose upon our chest. Now we say good bye and then we sleep, a bed of roses by our feet. March 2, 2007 - What no parent should have to go through. This is a blog of what no parent should go through and that is the loss of a child. This a select group that I hope no other parent will join. But I know such as life is that is not to be. You never want to open your door and have the police standing there at 4:30AM because you know the reason they are there and it isnt because you forgot to pay a parking ticket. There is only one reason and one reason only that they are
Old Stuff
Fighting urges and feelings For anyone who wants me Rejecting everyone but you If I had known we were gonna end especially like this I would have let some in To just be firends or lovers Memories only make regret When I let you in I thought we had something Something pure and constant like the flow of a waterfall To live this life Running from feelings That was before This is now I regret running And not showing Complete emotions I was embarassed to Have emotion for anyhting Cause of constant torment If i knew then What i know now I just might be happy Or just satisfied for The life i lived And dieing today just might Are the regret and anger Deep...deep inside of me What is love? Is it just a 4-letter word? or is it used to hide the words of real emotion we'll never know, will we? never satisfied, looking forr deeper reasons When the feeling is deep still can be carved from the surface of your heart and your memory forever forgotten I dont know
I Cant Hide
Gone Gypsy
The Sports Report
I am a sports lovers so I am creating this blog to give my opinion sports events past present and future. I hope all sports fans out there take a look. Thanks I decided to write my first sports blog about one my fvorite athletes, Mark McGwire. Although it has never been proven, the dark cloud of steriods hangs over the career of the profilic home run hitter in baseball history. As it stands right now Big Mac is the only eligible player for the Hall of Fame with 500+ home runs that is not in the Hall. The numbers he put up in career surely make him a first ballot Hall of Famer. The main number being the 583 homers he hit in his career. Hall of Fame entrance is gained by the votes of the Baseball Writers Association of American. A vote of 75% is needed. If after 20 years, the player has still not been voted in by the baseball writers then it is upto the Veterans Committee to decide. In the case of Mcgwire many writers have stated that the would never vote for Big Mac for his al
Aches, Pains, Woes, Yay
You know what? I am not even mad. I mean I am a little bristled. I just have to take deep breaths. Why do I feel so much? The words can either eviscerate me or hug me into a cocoon safe enough for me to finally relax in. I never relax anymore... Anymore? That would imply that I have actually relaxed a day in my life. But I haven't... ever. I am always waiting. I wait to be hurt because I know it is coming and it always does. People come to me with their hands out as if to say "Look, I have no weapons. Can't you trust me?" But then the words! The words. And they hurt so much! They really do. And I seem to be the only one feeling them. Blades that I used to sink into my flesh gave me pain but it was good pain. But these words slice flesh, sever veins, bring forth a hurt that stops my breath and stills my limbs. I sit, I look, I listen to you and I feel my blood slow because it hurts that much. But then you call, or you hold, or you kiss and I forget. Every hour
He's Leaving Next Week......
Well, I posted last blog on his bday, lol, he's gone & has been for bout 3 wks I guess...It's been peaceful & the kids really have adjusted well.. they seem like different girls in a way, so much happier. My oldest said she was just glad to not hear the fighting anymore, that broke my heart, my youngest doesn't say anything really. I know they want us together but not if there's the fighting. They love going to his place, guess cuz it's a new plc to them but it breaks my heart that they want to be there so much...I feel like they don't want to be w/me or talk to me, that I'm a failure & it is all my fault. He doesn't tell them that but it is..Sometimes I think I should just go back so everyone else is happy. Anyway, I know it'll take time to adjust to all of this, them being gone, me having a room mate & her son & we do things so differently but are gr8 friends...I also, have someone I care very much about but not sure how he's feeling, sometimes it seems all good then things change so
Great News
Xavier Silias finally arrived at 9:36 pm om 2-13-08...he weighed in at 8 lbs 2 ozs and is as gorgeous as can be of course I might just be a little bias...see for ur self in the "My daughter and her family" folder. Thanks We found out Friday that my daughter is havin a baby boy.....his name will be Xavier Silias Lovik and I am so excited!
Poems Of Mine !
Should I really tell you my thoughts, I don't think you really want to know . There are people I have meet, that I know have changed my life. Then there are those who take, and don't give anything in return. I think of myself as a good person, so I don't want to hurt their feelings. Then when I finally do speak my mind, they always get upset and defensive. If I weren`t their friends I wouldn`t care at all. Why cant I make them see that? Then they go away mad for days at a time... when we finally do talk, they know where I am coming from! I know I am not right all the time, but I do have a good judge of character. That is why I have the friends I do have. Because I know how to listen, and they know I will be there for them. Isn`t that what friends are for!!!! Ever feel like you just don`t matter anymore, disgraced myself once again and feeling like a whore. I ask my shadow on the ground why you are here, always there to help take away the fear. Alone in my own head such a horribl
Mumm Commenter's
Valentines, Redneck Style Kudzu is green, my dog's name is BlueAnd I'm so lucky to have a sweet thang like you.Yore hair is like cornsilk, a-flapping in the breeze.Softer than Blue's and without all them fleas.You move like the bass, which excite me in May.You ain't got no scales, but I luv you anyway.You're as graceful as okry, jist a-dancin' in the pan.Yo're as fragrant as SunDrop right out of the can.You have all yore teeth, for which I am proud;I hold my head high when we're in a crowd.On special occasions, when you shave yore armpits,Well, I'm in hawg heaven, I'm plumb outta my wits.And speakin' of wits, you've got plenty fer shore.'Cuz you married me back in '74.Still them fellers at work they all want to know,What I did to deserve such a purty, young doe.Like a good roll of duct tape, yo're there fer yore man,To patch up life's troubles and stick 'em in the can.Yo're as strong as a four-wheeler racin' through the mud,Yet fragile as that sanger named Naomi Judd.Yo're as cute as a
Great New for Space Hottie's Family We have a new Co-Leader, after lots of hard thinking and conferences to find out who would be best to help out family grow to it's full potential and find the person most liked by all we have found our person. I know you are all wanting me to shut up and tell you so I want to welcome LordGarfield as Co-Leader of Space Hotties. He will keep his title as Bartender to so he will be our first to hold 2 titles for us! Please understand he is a partner in this and has Baby Girl and my full support in anything! I have the utmost respect for LordGarfield and know we have all made the right decision on this matter! In the time he has been with us he has done many unselfish acts of kindness for us all! LordGarfield "Freedomguy63" *Love the FU-Bombers* Family " Space Hotties Bartender & C @ fubar This decision was not mine solo it is the decision of the majority of the family! I am pleased to have you as out partner in all family matte
Mumm Philosophies...
I am an insomniac by genetics. I can think of much worse to be dealt by the chromosome genie (
Anythinguwant There is always bad in life u gotta take the bad with the good or life will never be good hope u guys take this to heart cause there aint noone like u so be who u r and fuck anyone who dont like it Love to all Fubarians
15 Things To Do At Wal-mart
15 Things to do at Wal-Mart while your spouse/partner is taking their sweet time: 1. Get 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they aren't looking. 2. Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals. 3. Make a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the rest rooms. 4. Walk up to an employee and tell him/her in an official tone, 'Code 3' in housewares..... and see what happens. 5. Go the Service Desk and ask to put a bag of M&M's on lay away. 6. Move a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area. 7. Set up a tent in the camping department and tell other shoppers you'll invite them in if they'll bring pillows from the bedding department. 8. When a clerk asks if they can help you, begin to cry and ask 'Why can't you people just leave me alone?' 9. Look right into the security camera; use it as a mirror, and pick your nose. 10. While handling guns in the hunting department, ask the clerk if he knows whe
if your reading this then i know you looked at my profile, i have lived in las vegas for 5 years now, i have been married for 24 years, the one and only i have ever been with, i have come to a point in my life to try something new, i love to give back and body massages. im home all the time and would love to have some company in the am time. if this sounds good hit me up, im 6ft 145lbs, yea i know a skinny runt lol
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? charger 2. Your significant other? none 3. Your hair? brown 4. Your mother? friend 5. Your father? dead 6. Your favorite thing? electronics 7. Your dream last night? hmm.. 8. Your favorite drink? pepsi 9. Your dream/goal? survival 10. The room you're in? livingeoom 11. Music? cds 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? home 14. Where were you last night? alone 15. What you're not? happy 16. Muffins? yes 17. One of your wish list items? car 18. Where you grew up? cali 19. The last thing you did? pee 20. What are you wearing? clothes 21. TV? yes 22. Your pets? yes 23. Your computer? laptop 24. Your life? sucks 25. Your mood? bored 26. Missing som
I'm done, I've had enough; love is an sick and elusive figment of the imagination that I will never find and nor will it ever find me. Quite frankly, I think that I'm probably better off alone; because it seems that whenever I get set in a "relationship" I always leave a path of destruction behind me. It is getting to the point where I can no longer repair the emotional pain or damage that I have set upon myself. I am just gonna let life go on without me trying to find a significant other, because they tend to waste my physical and mental time. My ex fu wife/r/l/g/f is now my ex everything because she didn't have the self restraint or patience to wait long enough until we could be together in real life. She needs someone to hold and cuddle and etc... I was asked for a 2nd chance and like a fool I allowed it. Time passed and my suspicions and paranoia were starting to come to a head and the question that ended it all was asked. I am not even going to attempt it anymore. I don't ne
Sick Of Being Sick
I have an appointment this Wednesday, with one of my oncologists. I have been in pain since about December 26th... my lymph nodes have been inflamed/enlarged putting pressure on either muscle or nerves under my arm. I feels like I've been leaning on a crutch this entire time, with no rest from the pressure. Sometimes are worse than other times, but for the most part I am not able to get comfortable. I am always tired... I am not a fan of getting CT scans, but if the doctor doesn't suggest one, I am going to request one, as well as a chest X-ray. My chest has been feeling rather tight too. Just wanted to vent on that... Well Folks, for those who don't know... I am a Hodgkin's Lymphoma patient. Hodgkin's Lymphoma, for those who don't know, is a cancer. While not RARE, is is less common. It is also one of the most EASILY CURED! WOO-HOO! yeah, right. When I was first diagnosed (March 2001), I was told, by numerous doctors that if I was to have to choose a cancer, Hodgkin's was th
Laid Off
So I've been getting laid off occasionally since last March. Seperated from hubby around May, and have been paying all the bills that we had before he moved out on my own, or at least attempting to. He can't help, can barely afford to pay his own bills. Well I was laid off the last 2 weeks of November, really didn't mind. Went back to work Dec. 1st, but about wednesday came down with a nasty cold so I ended up missing wednesday through friday :| not good. Got a call last nite from work saying to come in and sign my lay-off papers. Yep, laid off now till the first of the year :/ Don't get me wrong, I don't mind being laid-off. But I'm really starting to get concerned about how much longer I'm going to have a job. Oh, for those of you that don't know, I work in the auto industry. Yeah, not looking so good. Luckily my kids are older and understand that Christmas at our house is basically non-existent. So needless to say, I'm struggling to stay positive here ;) Don't mind me I'm
Getting Even
A little joke that was sent my way. Enjoy :D ---------------------------------------------- One December day we found an old straggly cat at our door. She was a sorry sight starving, dirty, smelled terrible, skinny, and hair all matted down. We felt sorry for her so we put her in a carrier and took her to the vet. We didnt know what to call her so we named her Pussycat. The vet decided to keep her for a day or so. He said he would let us know when we could come and get her. My husband (the complainer) said, OK, but dont forget to wash her, she stinks. He reminded the vet that it was his WIFE (me) that wanted the dirty cat, not him. My husband and my Vet dont see eye to eye. The vet calls my husband El-Cheap-O, and my husband calls the vet El-Charge-O. They love to hate each other and constantly snipe at one another, with my husband getting in the last word on this particu lar occasion. The next day my husband had an appointment with his doctor, w
100 Greatest Blues Guitarists
1. T-Bone Walker 2. B.B. King 3. Stevie Ray Vaughan 4. Robert Johnson 5. Albert King 6. Eric Clapton 7. Buddy Guy 8. Muddy Waters 9. Otis Rush 10. Johnny Winter 11. Peter Green 12. Ronnie Earl 13. Freddie King 14. Mike Bloomfield 15. Earl Hooker 16. Elmore James 17. Albert Collins 18. Hubert Sumlin 19. Duane Allman 20. John Lee Hooker 21. Son House 22. Robert Cray 23. Jimmie Vaughan 24. Billy Gibbons 25. Lonnie Johnson 26. Roy Buchanan 27. Duke Robillard 28. Clarence "Gatemouth" Brown 29. Blind Lemon Jefferson 30. Charley Patton 31. Ry Cooder 32. Lonnie Mack 33. Warren Haynes 34. Son Seals 35. Robert Nighthawk 36. Magic Sam 37. Luther Allison 38. Mississippi Fred McDowell 39. Robben Ford 40. Roy Rogers 41. Jimmy Thackery 42. Lonnie Brooks 43. Keb Mo 44. Mick Taylor 45. Lightnin' Hopkins 46. Corey Harris 47. Steve Cropper 48. Taj Mahal 49. Blind Willie Johnson 50. Shuggie Otis 51. Johnny Copeland 52. Gary Moore 53. Ror
Why Me
So i love people to death. I am a people person. I would help anyone in the world that ask me for help. Now anymore i get people that come to me on everything. They will ask for advice on things that deep down inside i dont really want to give them the advice. But the reason i do, is because i know it is the right thing to do. I guess i am too nice of a person. Maybe thats why i get hurt and everything. I know that in time, all the help will be appreciated. And my listening ear and advice may be what helps someone tremedously. i am glad that people can come to me and not worry. But there are times i just dont really want to talk about the subject they want. Oh well thanks for reading about me! You are awesome for giving me your time. It seems that life screws up for me. I think just about every time I think about whats going on in my life and when some people don't get talked to they get pissed off. I am the type of person that always second guesses things. I may be the horrible person
7 Reason Not To Mess With Children
7 Reasons Not To Mess With Children A little girl was talking to her teacher about whales. The teacher said it was physically impossible for a whale to swallow a human because even though it was a very large mammal its throat was very small. The little girl stated that Jonah was swallowed by a whale. Irritated, the teacher reiterated that a whale could not swallow a human; it was physically impossible. The little girl said, 'When I get to heaven I will ask Jonah'. The teacher asked, 'What if Jonah went to hell?' The little girl replied, 'Then you ask him'. A Kindergarten teacher was observing her classroom of children while they were drawing. She would occasionally walk around to see each child's work. As she got to one little girl who was working diligently, she asked what the drawing was. The girl replied, 'I'm drawing God.' The teacher paused and said, 'But no one knows what God looks like.' Without mis
come on and save me i'm loosing my touch day after day cause i miss her so much come on and save me i'm loosing my mind waiting and waiting for her to be mine come on and save me from the endless night tossing and turning the nightmares i cry i don't know what to do i'm at alost wanting u to be mine i'm always up and around it tears me up in side that ur soo close but feel miles apart working and working haveing no time for fun i'm up all night just wanting you to be here with me i sit here alone hardly spending time with u hurts it the smile i once knew has long faded from her face, her happiness is all i want come one and save me i'm lossing my mind waiting and waitng for u to be mine  for the night of april 26. 2009, was the night my heart was torn out of my chest, having this crushing blow, makes me toss and turn while laying in bed,mean while crying for hours apon hours make this night last for an eternity, the love of my life made my heart shatter in to billions of pie
The Beginning Rants
Ok so get this... we finally get the damned van back on Wednesday, just in time for my Thursday appointment with the doctor..... we didn't even make it HOME!   Damn tranny went out AGAIN on the way home and we ended up parked on the side of the road not 5 miles from the house in the middle of the night.  So now the van is sitting out in front of the house like a lawn ornament along with all the other cars in our graveyard.   But then again I really shouldn't be surprised.  I haven't had a working motor in my life for years (if u catch my drift lol).  I guess I don't have the right fuel. Anyone got a pipe wrench? *raises eyebrow* As I sit here listening to some kickass music from my younger days, I can't help but think of how my life used to be compared to how it is today. And with that sad comparison I realize that like many others, I wish I could go back in time. Back to a time when my body did what I needed it to do, when I needed it to do it. Back to when I didn't have to beg
She came home early and found her husband in their bedroom making loveto a very attractive young woman.  The wife was VERY upset!"You are a disrespectful pig!" she cried. "How dare you do this to me - a faithful wife, the mother of your children!  I'm leaving you. I want adivorce straight away!" And he replied:"Hang on just a minute luv, so at least I can tell you what happened""Fine, go ahead", she sobbed, " but they'll be the last words you'll say to me!"And he began:"Well, I was getting into the car to drive home and this young lady hereasked me for a lift. She looked so down and out and defenceless that Itook pity on her and let her into the car. I noticed that she was very thin, not well dressed and very dirty.She told me that she hadn't eaten for three days!  So, in my compassion,I brought her home and warmed up the enchiladas I made for you lastnight, the ones you wouldn't eat because you're afraid you'll put on weight. The poor thing devoured them in moments.Since she needed a
A childhood that one would cringe at Becoming a mother in high school Leaving your child behind to fight for your country Losing your child to death Losing your sibling to a terrorist activity Meeting someone you love... Becoming happy again... Becoming a wife... Becoming a mother to two more beautiful children Becoming an ex-wife Feeling not happy once again Picking up the pieces and starting over Homeless Alone Afraid Put that wall back up around your heart Learning to trust again Slowly Letting Someone Into Your  Life Again Hurt again Pain again Never again Cement That Wall Into Place Survive Live Love yourself Love your children Breath Laugh Live Survive Again...    
This is my first attempt at a blog....Please, try too go easy on the criticism. Iwas just wondering...Is it too much to ask someone for a moment of their time to sign a guest register?
"Life-altering, the Ones, allowed trespass into our very depths, imprinting our souls for the entirety of time. Their faces, the whispers of love, touch, movement....every present in our consciousness and the haunts of our dreams. Tormented hearts unreleased...screaming anguish seeking some solace...a temporary reprieve from the terminal agony. Calm, sanctuary; yes, found within the arms of an adoring heart, meek heart....disposable....the tragic substitution for past..."
Everything Happen For A Reason
I never regret anything that has happened to me in my life, wether it is making a bad choice, deciding to do something I shouldnt have, saying the wrong thing or not doing something I should have done... because all of these things have given me the knowledge I have today and helped make me who I am today... and that is one thing I will never regret Life is too short to wake up with regrets. So love the people who treat you right. Forget about the one's who don't. Believe things happen for a reason. If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said life would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it. The best thing that you can do in life is follow your heart. Take risks. Don't just take the safe and easy choices because your afraid of what might happen. Don't have any regrets and know that everything happens for a reason.
Catch Me If You Can [{read From The Bottom Up}]
Catch Me if You Can Chapter 1 The light breeze blew my hair out of my face, as I walked along the shore, letting the small waves make contact with my ankles. I walked further in the water, enjoying the cold feeling of it, while the sun beamed on my face. “You shouldn’t go too far, you might drown.” A voice gently said behind me. I spun on my heel, almost slipping on a piece of seaweed that was on the ocean ground. I regained balance by sticking one arm out, as I felt my face burning with embarrassment. I bravely looked up at the six foot figure that was at the edge of the water. His brown hair was dampened, yet it looked so soft, contrasting with his blazing blue eyes. “Don’t worry, I’m fine. I use to be a competitive swimmer.” I assured, stepping out of the water that covered my knees. The brown haired, blue eyed boy stood waiting for me, with an expression I
Coming from a Military Veteran this is a first and something unheard of in the brotherhood of Arms, I always hear people say or use the excuse that their past is bad and no one knows what they have to deal with on a day to  day basis. That is why I am posting this blog, yes every situation is  different but nothing is so bad that you can’t overcome it, it’s all a mind set. Personally I spent 6 Months in Iraq in 03 right after the initial bomb dropped, I was in the first wave of American troops (Marines) in Iraq/Baghdad. I live daily with memories of innocent woman/children killed or blown up by their own peoples weapons/chemical warfare and watching my brothers that I lived/trained/fought with killed or blown up right before my eyes. A so called Leader that murders his own people for the mere enjoyment. I have seen children, specifically a 2 yr old Iraqi civilian girl with both legs blown off from Iraqi RPG's, with a 4 month old daughter waiting back stateside, and decent I
Bowling Today
We love Flavor of Love. And yes we know what time it is!! :P Anyways. The quote is "We chunked up the rest of the night." What the hell does that mean? What the hell is this ghetto woman talking about? Quote for the day: "Silly putty in my hands" Thanks for help Shelly :) We bowled and had fun. My partner was awesome. Picked up almost everything and got strikes. lol As for me, well I had fun. And the dads on my lanes loved teasing me. lol All in all not too bad. Of course my partner wanted to bowl for us both when I couldn't stop laughing from all the heckling. lol Then he wanted to replace me. lol Then he said I usually bowl better than that. lol Thank God its for charity. lol Gotta love Nephews. lol I have great ones. we bowled at least a 160 every game. fun fun. That is all. lol My nephew signed us up for a bowling tournament today. Bowling for charity to help fund children who cant afford to bowl in a league. Positive reason to bowl, but my
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Bondage100%Whips83%Chains/Handcuffs67%Biting33%Blind Folds25%Blood0%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion100%Eyes full of Pain
You Know You've Thought This....
ok, I'm sick, and a bad case of lack of sleep did this to my brain!__this poem that just popped out is beyond me..HAHHA!! But I'm bold enough to share this little treat anyhow..cause ya'll love me anyways. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Now he lays me down for sex I pray the Lord my Butt will flex If I should cum before he does I pray the lord he'll soon be done AMEN! TADA!! That's all folks...
The World According To Me..........
To those I have helped in their contest come bomb my pic and bring your friends......... Why does the heart have to lead you to someone so far away? I have been talking to this wonderful man and would so love to be able to get in the car, drive to his place, then grab him and never let him go! I know the heart knows no boundaries, and will have you fall for what you can't get a hold of right now. He has the sexiest voice and makes me weak in my knees. I feel like a school girl when I look at his page and wonder if I will ever get to touch the man of my dreams.......I look at all the happy couples around my city and often wonder if I will be one of them, I hate coming home to an empty house and not having that special someone say to me "How was your day, baby?".....and then put his arms around me and hold me tight till the stress of the day fades away. So, for now I will let my feelings be known in my blog and feel comfort knowing he is reading until we are in each
Tooo Funny
Men’s Night Out... A man was approached by a co-worker at lunch who invited him out for beers after work. The man said that his wife would never go for it, that she does not allow him to go drinking with the guys after work. The co-worker suggested a way to overcome that problem: "When you get home tonight, sneak into the house, slide down under the sheets, gently pull down your wife's panties, and give her oral sex. Women love it, and believe me, she'll never mention that you were out late with the boys." So, the man agreed to try it and went out and enjoyed himself. Late that night, he sneaked into the house, slid down under the sheets, gently slid down his wife's panties and gave her oral sex. She moaned and groaned with pleasure, but after a little while, he realized he had to take a leak, so he told her he'd be right back, got out of bed and walked down the hall to the bathroom. When he opened the door and went in, he was very surprised to see his wife sitting on the john
I'm Free!!!!!
ok im finally free from classes!!!! WOOT. I am so glad too, so i think i am going to take a long break from college now!!! Not completely for sure yet though! Just thought id let ppl know!!
Important Information
Hamster plus Hotspot equals Web 2.0 meltdown! by ZDNet's George Ou -- Robert Graham (CEO Errata Security) gave his Web 2.0 hijacking presentation to a packed audience at Black Hat 2007 today. The audience erupted with applause and laughter when Graham used his tools to hijack someone’s Gmail account during an unscripted demo. The victim in this case was using a typical unprotected Wi-Fi Hotspot [...] When things in your life seem almost too much to handle; when 24 hours in a day are not enough remember THE MAYONNAISE JAR AND TWO CUPS OF COFFEE: A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the ope
Ohhhh New Cam!!! Lol
Before everyone gets angry with me theres only about 5 and im only making it viewable to family so if you rate ALL my pics and have me fanned and added as friend send me a message and ill temporarily add you to family so you can see. Not trying to be a points whore but people were only rating one or 2 of my naughty pics and ignoring all others. Also if for some reason you have me added or fanned and i dont have you TELL me and i will return the favor. *smooches* ~Temptress~ IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE PEOPLE! Theres no way I can kep up with the shoutbox! You bunch of pervs! LOL EDIT_ By ALL my pics I mean ALL 100+ not just the 8 of me!SHEESH! this so sucks! My bf has to work tonight AGAIN so no going out for new years. Not even any scewing in the new years.*sigh* Think i may go get some wine coolers and drink alone with no lif friends on cherytap that hav no plans too!LMAO Have a great new years if I dont see anyone! Maybe Ill have to take some more pics or something. But thats no
Over 40 And Sexy Contest Part 3
Over 40 and sexy contest Part 3 Contest will be open tomorrow (friday) at 8 am central time OK, I divided the contest into two parts. Now there is a mens and a womens contest seperatly. Each contest will have First, Second, and Third place winners. Prizes will be determined by how many comments but will be big pimpin gifts for sure. In the womens Contestants are........ Show them some love Warrior Princess Ladybyrd02 SweetTexasRose Tiacinders Di Lev In the Mens Contestants are ..... Show them some love Just Another Guy Wildman55 Erebus The Darkling Synergy Comment bombing is allowed. You can comment bomb yourself. Contest will start friday March 30 at 8 am central time Contest will end monday april 9 at 8 pm central time Anyone with 1000 or more comments will get a prize. Top prizes to 1st, 2nd, and 3rd places. 6,000 comme
Just Not Interested
Gotta wonder some people. Do they honestly think that they say hey...i want you...that yur going to be that grateful or desperate that you are going to jump them. Reality check needed here guys!!!!! Here is the shout I received from today's top looser contender. Tell me what you think?? philschil: i love older women i need someone like you to keep up with me. younger girls cant take it Needless to say he was ignored. I have a life, I have a guy that I love. Which part of no is not understandable. I just dont get it. I make it very plain that I have a life and a guy I love deeply. I am polite and will chat to just about anyone. When told no, today's looser tried emotional manipulation. "Sorry I'm not Hot"..hmmmmmm Read from the bottom up. My Shoutbox ->The Carver: nothing to do with how anyone looks...i love my guy The Carver: sorry im not hot. ->The Carver: thenk you but no The Carver: your sexy ->The Carver: why The Carver: can i see you on it please
Ok, everyone has noticed the changes going on fubar. First it was comments had changed, now its not ez to do ezrates or any kind of rating with out the bouncer poppin up all the time, and the prices went up on drinks. Well, there is a bully, and yes I even reposted it, to protest with a saying in your status on Friday. Well, I got to thinking that isnt going to do any good. You are still feeding into the frenzy. If you want to protest, protest with some meat behind it and dont sign on for a day or a week or quit buying everything...fubux & real money. Hit them where it really hurts, the wallet. I personally am not going to renew my VIP or sticky anymore bullys. If 1000 people do not renew VIP's this month...thats is about $15,000 in a month. All the status for a day is going to get you is possibly flagged as a trouble maker and get blocked from fu or even worse get deleted. So what should we do?? Well, I just want to thank the person that turned one of my new stash items as NSFW. If
Dads Birthday Poem
From Devotionals
August 8 - Daily Feast Life is complicated, no doubt about it. We start something and it leads us into something else - and that into another thing, and we ask, "How did this happen?" On the other hand, we wouldn't like it any better if we were confined to a treadmill that goes and goes but gets nowhere. It is life lived at a time when order as we once knew it, is nonexistent. It helps to go back to where we started and take each bend and turn and change things - even if we have to admit we were wrong and ask someone to forgive us. All is not lost, and it helps to admit we made moves that were wrong. And even against our most selfish nature - begin to make them right. ~ Do not wrong or hate your neighbor; for it is not he that you wrong: You wrong yourself. ~ SHAWNEE CHANT 'A Cherokee Feast of Days, Volume II' by Joyce Sequichie Hifler ***** Elder's Meditation of the Day - August 8 "The Creator told every one of us in our tribal beginnings to look after our ceremon
College Football
I sort of did this in my "Other Guys" Post but I would add: “These "Other 11" [Note for non football fans: I promise this will be one of the last, if not the last of my Football posts at least until much later in the season.] [Note for REAL football fans if you want more of my brilliant insight, visit:] The Consensus Draft Service Marcel Frost is a celebrated recruit who transferred with Eric Haw from Ohio State. Frost broke his left leg on one of the final plays of Jackson State's spring game and the recovery has been slow and painful. Frost was cleared to take his brace off and run on the leg a few weeks ago, but getting in game shape may take longer; reportedly he's aiming for the Sept. 13 Southwestern Athletic Conference opener against Texas Southern as a realistic goal. Frost is prototypical in terms of size and 6 ft. 4.3 in 256 and runs about 4.8 he was originally projected to DE. Frost is a talented athlete with all the physical tools, however there
-Blank friend requests...although I've come to expect this from MOST men. lmao -'Your' instead of 'You're' -asking for my Yahoo/MSN and I've never spoken 2 words to you! Duh. Like THAT's gonna happen. -Profile pics that are cartoons -Profile pics that are fake (ie. models) DUH -Profile pics of anything OTHER than the "Profiler's" own FACE. (BTW, I don't accept requests from these silly people. lol) -STOOOOOOOPID AND/OR GROSS AND/OR CREEPY SCREEN NAMES. Plan on NOT having your add request accepted by me. -Really bad spelling...and I mean BAD spelling b/c you don't know any better. idk...I guess I'm a snob. oh well. For some reason, I expect adults to be able to spell. (I have my own reasons...m/b you know what they are??) -Random friend requests without even visiting my profile and rating anything. It's not like I'm about the points...but c'mon man!!!! Gimme a freakin' break! (And, YES, I meant all of the "special" ways I spelled everything above...
My cat of over 19 years, died yesterday Aug. 20th of old age. She passed away sometime in the morning between 1:00am and 8:00am while I was sleeping. Galadriel would have been 20 years old this december and will be dearly missed. I will keep her photo albulm up for awhile and will be adding the last pictures of her that I have soon. Please stop by and rate some of photos in her memory. I don't really always understand everything. Understanding is more a gradual process than an immediate elightening. But regardless, I have a gift for understanding the bizzare, mundane, and even weirdest of situations. Today I had such a revelation of sorts, and wonder of the relevance of my role in unfolding future events. Because of my unique situation, I often ponder if I can find some piece of happiness for myself in such an enviorment. How can I relate to normal people if I'm not normal? Will they always fear me because I'm so different? Those are some of the questions that I think of al
Blonde Jokes
BLONDE LOGIC Two blondes living in Oklahoma were sitting on a bench talking, and one blonde says to the other, "Which do you think is farther away... Florida or the moon?" The other blonde turns and says "Helloooooooooo, can you see Florida ?????"CAR TROUBLE A blonde pushes her BMW into a gas station. She tells the mechanic it died. After he works on it for a few minutes, it is idling smoothly. She says, "What's the story?" He replies, "Just crap in the carburetor" She asks, "How often do I have to do that?"SPEEDING TICKET A police officer stops a blonde for speeding and asks her very nicely if he could see her license. She replied in a huff, "I wish you guys would get your act together. Just yesterday you take away my license and then today you expect me to show it to you!" RIVER WALK There's this blonde out for a walk. She comes to a river and sees another blonde on the opposite bank. "Yoo-hoo!" she shouts, "How can I get to the other side?" The second blonde looks up the river then
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Believe In Angel
I BELIEVE IN ANGELS A drunk man in an Oldsmobile They said had run the light That caused the six-car pileup On 109 that night. When broken bodies lay about And blood was everywhere, The sirens screamed out eulogies, For death was in the air. A mother, trapped inside her car, Was heard above the noise; Her plaintive plea near split the air: "Oh, God, please spare my boys!" She fought to loose her pinned hands; She struggled to get free, But mangled metal held her fast In grim captivity. Her frightened eyes then focused On where the back seat once had been, But all she saw was broken glass and Two children's seats crushed in. Her twins were nowhere to be seen; She did not hear them cry, And then she prayed they'd been thrown free, "Oh, God, don't let them die!" Then firemen came and cut her loose, But when they searched the back, They found therein no little boys, But the seat belts were intact. They thought the woman had gone
Se7en Sins
Greed:Medium  Gluttony:High  Wrath:High  Sloth:High  Envy:Medium
BID ON ME. this guy is holding an auction contact him go to him soon he needs people
It's easy to look and disagree It's simple to talk from a distance Join me in the trenches if you will See, I can't talk for too long without action Do Something I'm not saying shoot that cop Or slap that politician More like cast that vote Make demands of these b!tches Let them know you hold the key to their coveted position Do something We've been down for too long From misery let's get evicted Realize that most of our wounds are self inflicted That's what was intended It was the only prediction The time is now Do something Your homeboys don't wanna read it Read it to them Since it's food for thought Feed it to them Can't bullshyt forever when we're seeing through them Do something Do something Do something Each one Reach one Teach one Ignorant minds Breach one Painful stains Bleach one Corrupt figures Impeach one Contribute ALL Leach NONE Ebonically speaking... Act NOW or WE DONE!! DO SOMETHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My body quivers as y
Ultimate Desires
Ok I have closed Ultimate desires because I don't have my computer anymore and I didn't feel that it was right to ask Dana to keep managing the place for me.... well that and I was sick of non activity fees and such. I just wanted to thank all my sexy ass friends who are the best on the fu. When I finally get shit straight and get my computer back I will be reopining the lounge. I love you all, K-Ree
Rogue Wolf Levelers
Are you new to Fubar?Feel Like a Point Whore?Then we want you.Obcessed with Leveling are you?So are we,I'll Show you how.Don't be shy?Do you have The Stamina & Strength of the Mighty Wolf ?Is The Wolf your Spirit Guide?Or The Mighty Grizzly,Or Cougar or Perhaps The Stealth of The Black Panther? If so Please Send Friend Request,to myself & my Rogue's I have been a member on Fubar a Long Time,I have been here since Lost Cherry Days,Then CherryTap.In the Early Days I was a member of L.D.C.F., > > > > Then with the Great Secretarial Skills of Theresa BDG Yummy,an co Ownership L.R.L. Society of Wolves was Founded.We were an Awesome Bombing Family,With around 140 members in our hay day.But I was Greedy an after 2 failed mergers an corporate take over I walked away.Theresa an I ran the Family as a Business,an I was
I Love You Baby
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Just To Let You Now
I will try to be on as much as i can. This is the time of year i am working a real lot. I am a floral designer and we are crazy with orders for parties and just plan x-mas . I try to sneak on at work when the boss is not there so shhhhhhhhhh dont tell,,,lol The hours will become more as the holiday gets closer . I some times leave my pc on so if i dont get back to you that means i am not really here . Sorry to those that think i am trying to forget them . But i need to do what i need to for my family . Thanks guys
Taser Story (laughed So Hard - Almost Wet My Pants)
A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Taser for their Anniversary submitted this: Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that Sparked my interest. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking for a little Something extra for my wife Julie. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, Pocket/purse sized taser. The effects of the taser were supposed to be short lived, with no Long-term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time To retreat to safety.....?? WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it Home. I loaded two AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the Button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the Blue arc of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs. AWESOME!! Unfortunately, I have yet to explain to Julie what that burn spot is On the f
New Girl On The Block
hatz maxz where have you been? New Girl Here Come Check Me Out thanks for all the ratings and comments
Might As Well
so far... the past month was good then bad then sucked ass now it just fucking sucks ass, you know why? cause i can't make anyone fucking happy i can't so i don';t want to be thrown into the fucking middle again between people..i lost a great friend of 6 yrs now cause of my choices and now I'll make the one choice i have that i should a done to begin with, i won't choose any one no one but me myself and i, i can't be here all the time and do a damn job i can't pick sides and see people get butt hurt i basically am quitting working for anyone right now I'm sorry if you get pissed off you want to yell and scream at me go for it i don't give a shit at the moment those who are truly my friends it won't matter I'm not picking anyone's side but my own and if you can't accept that i can't handle it right now then yo know where the block and delete button are, so as of now i am now saying YOU all are less important then my children always will be and know what? that is where i will be I'll s
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Point Whoring
Here's the deal. I never went to sleep last night. I am super sleepy but I'm trying to stay up all day. Why don't you help me out. I'm going to activate my B-day auto 11's that Alix gave me. Help get me rates and bombs and stuff. I want to give a shout out to all my homies: Alix for the kick ass bling. Philemon for the VIP that helped me get more pictures loaded. and Pedro for making me into a true point whore and setting up my bomb folders. I got 400k to level. Lets make it happen people! Ok so I leveled!!! Also I got a blast from Pedro. I put the gayest thing ever on it. If you see it screen cap it pleeeeeaase!!!   I love all of you people!!! When my brain is functioning properly I will have to thank everyone properly and individually but right now I just wanted to say a huge big fat I love you to everyone.If whores had hearts, mine would be overflowing with happy right now. I am super greatful and completely shocked at all the hard work everyone did for me. I promise you
Getting To Know Me, The Real Me....
Over the last month, Fubar has changed for me. It has been brought to my attention that no one really knows much about me or where I am coming from. This has led to some drama to my friends and myself, people assuming I am this or that, I am NOT one to write much, especially about myself. Everyone is different and everyone wants to know different things, about a person. TRUST is big with me, I am not just going to open up my life and my family to anyone on here. I am a private guy, quiet, honest and truthful. I won't sit here and fill peoples heads full of crap to get things or ask for it, not my style......that's a different topic all together. I am not shy, actually very open and will talk to most about anything, I am single, and I do admit I am a flirt at times, to me it's the way I compliment, to me it is my way of trying to make someone smile and feel special, I mean no harm......but also I see that most do not take the time to get to know me back.....and most actually go tell 20
I once read that a mans value is measured by his wealth. This made no sense to me ,for I thought value and wealth were the same thing. I excepted this theory and tried in my life to strive for wealth. As i got older I attained money and figured since i had wealth i had defined my value. Then, i realized one day the true meaning of wealth.I lost everything i cared about in my life,although i still had monetary value, I had lost the most important thing in my life. She was the moon and the stars to me. When i saw her smile, I smiled. When i saw her cry I cried. when she hurt i hurt, when she laughed, we laughed. Nothing could prepare me for our wedding day I knew she was the one i wanted to spend my life with, I never even had a second thought about it. When she showed up to the wedding it was supposed to be the happiest day of our lives together, the only problem was, she was only there to tell me she did not love me anymore and could not mar
Sacrifice For Affection
Crumpled on the bathroom floor,Her body hugs the bowl,Agony in her appearance,Angry that she lost control.Her fingers pinch her stomach,Measuring imperfection,Determined to change herself,Unable to handle her reflection.Believing that she was huge.(Unable to see she's not)Conviced she wasn't good enough,From comments she never forgot.Memories became her torture,Holding her to the commode,Pushing her past the line,Callous to the tears that flowed.Everyday in the bathroom,Willing to pay the price,So desperate to be thin,She became the sacrifice.Slave to the perfect image,She measured her worth by size...Persuaded she was fatAnd disgusting in his eyes.Certain he thought her grossOblivious that she was wrong.She died desiring his love.....Unaware she'd had it all along. 
Why Woman Cry
Emo Images at   "A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman , " she told him. "I don't understand , " he said. His Mom just hugged him and said , "And you never will." Later the little boy asked his father ,"Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man , still wondering why women cry... Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone , he asked , "God , why do women cry so easily?" God said, "When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up , and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining. I gave her the sensitivity
To move on from such a toxic relationship is hard, especially when the other wishes you ill.  But I will not, and as much as this person thinks he has, let them destroy me!   I am far too good of a woman and person to be let on by a false prophet!  I knew the game the second time around and I played along while they played me. A fool I know, but I needed to be sure.  And unfortuantely I was correct!  I will no longer be bound to a single sheep again!  or any sheep for that matter.    The fact is this:  a cold heartless slab of meat isn't one to love or to even hate!  They are just that...meat!   They forgot one thing though.   My wrath! Thine is greater than Satan his self and I don't have to do a thing! not even lift one lil finger.  However, it is that great, more so than ever spoken of by that toxic one!   Never underestimate me!  I am a wonderful person, but to be fucked with isnt a good idea!   I have moved on.  I have great and "real" friends, and a few takers in line
Highway Of Heroes
On August 24, 2007, the MTO announced that the stretch of Highway 401 between Glenn Miller Road in Trenton and the intersection of the Don Valley Parkway and Highway 404 in Toronto would bear the additional name Highway of Heroes, in honour of Canada's fallen servicemen and servicewomen. This length of the highway is often travelled by a convoy of vehicles carrying a fallen soldier's body, with his or her family, from CFB Trenton to the coroner's office at the Centre for Forensic Sciences in Toronto. Since 2002, when the first of Canada's fallen soldiers were returned from Afghanistan, crowds have lined the overpasses to pay their respects as convoys pass. The video which I have will be shown each and every time a fallen is brought home.  This is to honour them. Please keep their families in our thoughts and prayers and also take the time to thank those that are still with us and our veterans.  For without the ultimate sacrifice they are willing to make, we would not have the f
Salute Contest For Rock Star And Boomy Blings!!!!
Salute contest for rock star and boomerang blings? Send me your boob and/or butt salutes to me, they can be bare or with panties and bra, up to u, i will open a folder with all the entries, the most votes will win a rock star bling, the 2nd most votes will win a boomerang bling, 3rd wins 6 credits, 4th wins 25 million fubuk If you are interested or want more info, message me, i need at least 15 people to enter to make it happen, you can e mail entries, Will be strating it soon!!!!   Contest over, hope all had fun first place lady luscious 2nd chevygal 3rd boobilicious 4th canjun
Never thought i would feel so lucky..I have two great kids, my own place, and a family that loves me.Happiness really is priceless..
"Les producteurs de la Balancing Act scout tendances les plus récentes après qui découvrent les meilleurs clients pour vous offrir des conseils qualifiés dans un format ludique», explique Gerry Czarnecki, président et chef de la direction de O Media. "Alors que nous sommes constamment planification et de faire un travail sur les expositions de plusieurs mois à l'avance, l'acceptation de nos" Big Game "épisodes exigent qu'on se concentrant sur Février quand les autres n'en sont pas moins formalisent leurs stratégies pour la fête du travail." À propos de BrandStar Divertissement The Balancing Act: maillots football,The Balancing Act Télévision Présent sur Lifetime Television est seulement le matin de l'Amérique démontrer environ dames, pour les dames, de confiance par les filles. Célébrer existence et tout ce qu'il existe à atteindre, Le Balancing Act inspire et habilite avec des segments divertissants et éducatifs, en mettant les femmes alors que dans le lieu idéal pour ré
Sleep To Dream
Make me believe that it's ok to love again, that is Don't abuse my love Just love me, it's all I ask for I've grown tired and I've become weak I'm so afraid I cannot speak Happiness, Sadness, Love and Hate those 4 things you just can't create They're always there Sometimes they're blind I'm only beginning to recognize What is my path Where are my dreams They're in your hands so make me believe -Jessie Shankland 10-2-06 © ----------------------------------------------------------- I just wrote this up really quick. I haven't been able to actually "write" in awhile.. My mind's been blank for months. Comment on it, show me some love. :) "True love exsists, you just have to find it." - me " I wanna date a rockstar." - me haha ok.. so I just feel like typing mostly. but.. I suppose I'll write about the party I was at last night. It was the going away party for my friend James. Since he moved to Las Vegas today. (he's all exci
My Name Is Charlie
OKAY, IT SEEMS THAT EVERYONE WHO HAS COMMENTED MY MUMS IS A SMART A BEHIND. No one just votes and makes intelligent comments after voting. If You have nothing better to do than to insult other people and belittle them just because you feel like being rude it would be best to say nothing. It's not joking when you are rude on purpose and You will not get very far in life being extremely crass, and sarcastic. Whatever happened to people having manners, being courteous, of character, integrity and class....whether at home,at work or online? I don't believe I have offended or disrespected anyone I know online or off-line intentionally. However, If I have I apologize. I just ask for one simple act Please be respectful of me and I will be respectful of YOU. "TO GET RESPECT YOU MUST GIVE RESPECT" -??? THANKS FOR LISTENING CHARLIE My Name is Charlie. Everything you need to know about me is pretty much on my Lost Cherry Page(with the exception of my financial information) lol Anyways,
December 21, 2012...@ 11:11
2012 Philosophy 1. Humanity and Planet Earth are currently going through a huge change or shift in consciousness and reality perception. 2. The Mayan civilization of Central America was and is the most advanced in relation to time-science knowledge. Their main calendar is the most accurate on the planet. It has never erred. They actually have 22 calendars in total, covering the many timing cycles in the Universe and Solar System. Some of these calendars are yet to be revealed. 3. The Mayan fifth world finished in 1987. The sixth world starts in 2012. So we are currently "between worlds". This time is called the "Apocalypse" or revealing. This means the real truth will be revealed. It is also the time for us to work through "our stuff" individually and collectively. 4. The Mayan sixth world is actually blank. This means it is up to us, as co-creators, to start creating the new world and civilization we want now. 5. The Mayans also say that by 2012- - we will
Just Thoughts
True Friends xxxxxxxxxxxx -Thought you all might get a laugh out of some of these...I know I did. Are you tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good, but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this card just the stone cold truth of our great friendship. 1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3.When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you
My Poems
Teaching Angels to Fly By: Tabitha Lynn Cowan Sitting here sad and lonely and feeling quite bereft, It doesn't seem like two years have passed since the day you left. I remember it quite vividly the day you died, And how I sat for hours and just cried and cried. Thinking of your golden coat and coal black tail and mane, Brings to my heart a stab of aching pain. The most graceful and beautiful of any around, Not to mention one of the fastest in town. Though I long for you still to be with me here, I know in my heart that you are very near. The joy that was once mine, Now belongs to another, You were my best friend, my companion, my brother. I think of you now way up in the sky, And I no longer have to ask myself why. I know now why you were taken from me, Why your spirit was set free. There were those in Heaven that had forgotten their way, Had forgotten why they had come to stay. Though they had wings, they had forgotten what they were for, Until the day you
Nebraska Born
In just two days I will get to see my sis and her family....not to mention goofy husband :). They will be staying here in NE for the holidays. Her husband just got back from Korea, actually. So we have not seen him for over a year. And little cortney, my niece, is three now. Can't wait to give her lots of hugs and kisses. Unfortunately, my sis may have to get an MRI done for her back...we just found out. She may either have arthritis or spinabifida. If she has spinabifida, my dad may have given it to her by going to vietnam...when he was exposed to all of that toxins and such. We don't know. But at least, my sis can relax a bit with her hubby home and such. And relaxing while she is home here in NE with her other family. Okay so the huskers are doing great this season. They have their ups and downs just like the weather I was talking about in my other blog, though. You never know what is going to happen next with them. The last game they played again Texas A&M almost looked like they
Odds And Ends
water falls and ice forms layer upon layer stifling, choking keeping me from feeling a frigid survival panic resides coiling amongst my insides a cold existence finding niches within the dark recesses of my being suffocation sets in as the ice builds causing pause icicle restriction stripping me of all resolve denying me peace limbs heavy with pressure breaking me down tears would be wasted at this point frozen upon my cheeks mocking me for the need to release the pressure storming inside always deliberately frozen fairy house nature hewn twigs and rocks natural building blocks pod's and thistles creating columns dragon fly windowpanes iridescent dancing light floating across little sprites forest floor brushed with pine sweeping motion delicate and divine carefully carpeted in soft pink thistle broad leaves for cove
I want a kid. I can't believe I'm writing this here, but I am. I've always known I'd want kids sometime but I guess it's become clear. I want a kid. Now, I'm not gonna go nuts on this right now because, well...I'm single. I'm not one of those people who'll be with someone just to have a kid, not one to have a kid to patch things up or to solidify a relationship, so... No kid for now. I sometimes feel as though I should be grateful. I'm sure some guys my age (32, not quite the old man yet...LOL!)would kill to still be uncommitted, still free to do what I want, when I want and not have to report to anyone. But still... To quote Malcolm Reynolds, from Joss Whedon's Firefly, "Could you imagine that? Me with a whole passel of critters underfoot?" Ya know what, Mal? I reckon' I could. This is me... And you're leaving. We got robbed. Not my favorite sports team, not my country. Me and my roommates. We got robbed. Someone broke into our house and to
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True Or False
what if i was to tell you that i love you would you tell me that you love me also what if i told you that i would give up a lot for you would you ask me to what if i told you that i would die for you would you believe me what if i told you that i would never walk away from you would you never walk away from me what if i was to tell you that i wanted you beside me during my final days would you stay with me or leave me alone what if i told you that i would never leave you in your time of need would you then know that my love for you is real I LOVE YOU BABY AND I WILL NEVER WALK AWAY FROM YOU DURING ANY TIME YOU NEEDED ME I LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU WILL EVER KNOW here i sit and think of you and wishing to i could have your arms around me thinking of the times when we are together and how happy we make one another even when we are close it seems like we are far apart i know that i love
All Things Beautiful. (writings)
When a girl bumps into your arm while walking she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart, she still feels it when u run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds, she is not at all fine. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl says that she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future. When a girl says, "I miss you, " no one in this world can miss you more than that When a girl is mean to you after a breakup she wants you back,
Sts-117 Atlantis News
STS-117 Atlantis Launch Video 6.8.07 @7:38 PM EST Watch Live: Image above: Space Shuttle Atlantis, mounted on a mobile launch platform, rests on the hard stand of Launch Pad 39A after an early morning rollout. Photo credit: NASA/Troy Cryder 05.15.07 - 1:30 p.m. EDT Space Shuttle Atlantis atop the crawler transporter made the slow journey to the launch pad this morning. The vehicle was 'hard down' at Launch Pad 39A at 11:47 a.m. after leaving the Vehicle Assembly Building at 5:04 a.m. EDT. STS-117 was originally planned to launch in March but in Feb. it was damaged by a hail storm and was returned to the VAB for repairs. Some of the repairs to the external tank can be seen in the image above with the red arrow. The new launch date is June 8+. The move is a major step towards the scheduled June 8 launch for Atlantis and its STS-117 astronauts crew. The Atlantis crew will deliver a new addition to the International S
Wiccan Stuff
(slightly revised 7-14-06) Oh Goddess Mother fill me bright, keep me safe through out the night Fill me full of your good charm, keep me safe from every harm Keep me safe on this hour, fill me with your sacred power. (Imagine a triple circle of purplish light )(around your body while chanting) I am protected by your might, O gracious Goddess, day and night (Another of the same type imagine a triple circle while chanting) Trice around the circle's bound Evil sink ,into the ground ARIES: RED TAURUS: GREEN GEMINI: YELLOW CANCER: SILVER LEO: ORANGE VIRGO: YELLOW LIBRA: PINK SCORPIO: RED SAGITARIUS: PURPLE CAPRICORN: BLACK AQUARIUS: ALL COLORS PISCES: MAUVE
Something From The Heart
A Red, Red Rose O my Luve's like a red, red rose That's newly sprung in June: O my Luve's like the melodie That's sweetly play'd in tune! As fair thou art, my bonnie lass, So deep in love am I: And I will love thee still, my dear, Till a' the seas gang dry: Till a' the seas gang dry, my dear, And the rocks melt with the sun; I will luve thee still my dear, When the sands of life shall run. And fare thee weel, my only Luve, And fare thee weel a while! And I will come again, my Luve, Tho' it were ten thousand mile. I love you enough to fight for you,compromise for you and sacrifice myself for you if need be.Enough to miss you incrededibly when we're apart,no matter what length of time it's for and regardless of the distance.Enough to believe in our relationship,to stand by it through the worst of times. to have faith in our strength as a couple, and to never give up on us.Enough to spend the rest of my life with you,be there for you when you need
Moon's Caressing Light
Moon's caressing light Lay your head back lover, Relax your troubled mind, Let me fill your world with peace, Leave the past behind. Fill the night with pleasure, Sweet, erotic bliss, Movement of both place and time, Suspended with a kiss. Lift your heart to soar above, Gaze into my eyes, The single sound to reach our ears, Love's releasing sighs. Entwined as one, A single cord, We'll surrender in the night, Staying here forever, In the moon's caressing light. SB
Wendy’s Customers: A Guide to DiningShare Current mood: annoyed CAUTION: The following may contain information that might induce heart attack, stroke, hemorrhage, or even death. It is not intended for intelligent, normal persons to read. Please do not be offended. : So, I work at Wendy's, a fast-food "restaurant" near where I live (literally...) It is not amazing or exciting in any sense, however, I have felt the growing need to address a few, uh, things to the lowly, uneducated idiots that plague the store every day. So without further ado, here are advices, concerns, and hints for Wendy's customers (or future ones)... 1. Figure out what combo you want BEFORE you start your order. 2. A medium drink is not much different than a large drink. 3. I do not know what "McNuggets," "happy meals," or "garden salads" are. 4. Yes, there are TWO flavors of frosty. TWO (holds fingers up and nod encouragingly) 5. Diet Coke is not much different than Coke. 6. Little Chuckie wants a di
Bored, Bored, Bored-y, Bored!
i'm sure that most of you know what i mean. you're sitting there at the restaurant, waiting to be seated, waiting for your food, just waiting. and you slowly reach for your phone, and start going through the phone book, thinking, 'hmmmm.... who can i call and talk to while i wait.....' my husband and i were sitting in cracker barrel after leaving simple day, and though we could have talked to each other, we both went to our phones, trying to find someone to talk to. we'd just spent the weekend in fairly close proximity to each other, and besides, we already knew what had gone on over the weekend. we wanted to share it with someone else. but sadly, all of our attempts only reached voicemails. so we sat there, bored, while we waited on our food. or at least mostly bored. he played that silly little peg game that i can never win, and i stared out the window. loads of fun. and nothing really of note happened over the weekend to talk about either. though, i did get two new tat
September 11, 2001 September 11, 2001, marked yet another significant turning point in world history. Whatever innocence was left in the world was lost on that fateful day. On lesser numeric scales, equally heinous crimes are committed against humanity virtually every day of the year. What is happening in the world? It is difficult to explain. Somehow the perpetrators of the most evil and disgusting crimes have been stripped of the virtue of mercy. It would seem that their basic humanity is simply missing. The memory of those planes crashing into the Twin Towers, the Pentagon and the one that crashed into the Pennsylvanian field, will be etched into people's minds forever. For many of us it was like watching a Hollywood movie as it unfolded before us on television screens all around the world. We watched in stunned silence as we learned that the events were real and were happening in real time. In the blink of an eye, families can be thrown into turmoil when loved ones a
Loving You Is The Closest Thing I Have To Magic
So it's been a while and I decided to give someone access to my NSFW pics, now i'm open to criticism, whatever, i'll just tell you to fuck off if you have a problem with them but when someone goes through your pics and then says "awww cute" i'm not sure how to respond to that. After a minute I'm thinking "MY PUSSY IS NOT A PUPPY AT THE PET STORE!! WTF DO YOU MEAN BY 'AWW CUTE'?" I open a private folder, you give the most odd response I could ever imagine and then to top it off you say that you like boobs better. I'm kinda blown away right now. It's so ridiculous it's almost funny lol This song makes me feel like i'm falling in love again for the first time, foot popping, bashful, puppy love lol. So romantic. I think that possibly, maybe I'm falling for you Yes theres a chance that I've fallen quite hard over you. I've seen the paths that your eyes wander down I want to come too I think that possibly, maybe I'm falling for you No one understands me quite like you do Thr
Fellatio Secrets
One of the first problems encountered when learning to perform fellatio was a gag reflex, especially when dealing with men who seem to always want to force their penis as far as they can get it in. (Especially at the moment when they cum!) According to the statistics, the awkwardness of this situation is confirmed by considering that the average length of your oral cavity is three to three and a half inches while the average penis, in North America, is approximately five and a half inches. As difficult as it may sound, many have overcome the gag reflex and can take most if not all of their partner into the land of deep-throating. Getting over this hump simply takes practice, ideally on an object that isn’t attached to something that has the tendency to push deeper when you want to abort… If your partner doesn’t fall victim to the urge to palm your head like a basketball, live training can work… but if all else fails, a popsicle can be a good starter. Just remember to give y
just a short note to all my family and friends,im taking a very much needed break from here.i will be back next weekend sometime.ill miss you guys...joe and nancy you guys know how to get ahold of me if ya need to. MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE HERE :) I HAVE A FRIEND ON HERE WHO HAS A FAMILY MEMBER THAT NEEDS ALL THE HELP AND PRAYERS THAT THEY CAN GET RIGHT NOW BELOW IS THE LINK TO HER PAGE,IT HAS THE FULL STORY ON IT. PLEASE GO TAKE A LOOK.HER FAMILY MAMBER IS ONLY 17 YEARS OLD.HE IS ADORABLE TO BOOT :) Please read my profile!!!!!@ fubar
Please Help?????
I NEED ALL MY BOMBERS WHO HAVE COMMENTS TO BOMB RIGHT NOW PLEASE!!! We need some help in this big family contest would be appreciated. We help thosE who help us!!! U might need us one day!! BOMB THIS PIC HARD GIT-R-DONE JOHNNY@ fubarPLEASE BE SURE YOU ADD AND FAN JOHNNY BEFORE YOU BOMB!!!!
Happy Hour
FU-Bombers@ fubar So if you haven't heard WE are the BEST Bombing Family EVER!!!! Check out the link and find out for yourself!!! Please read the whole first page and if your up to it send a friend request.....add my name to your request! RAWK on! Tequila and Salt This should probably be taped To your bathroom mirror Where one could read it every day. You may not realize it, But it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world That you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world Love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you Is because they want to Be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, Even if they don't Like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you Before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever,
Lyrics To Some Of My Favorite Songs.
Love Bites If you've got love in your sights Watch out, love bites When you make love, do you look in the mirror Who do you think of? Does he look like me? Do you tell lies? And say that it's forever Do you think twice, or just touch 'n' see? Ooh babe Ooh yeah When you're alone, do you let go? Are you wild 'n' willin' or is it just for show? Ooh c'mon I don't wanna touch you too much baby 'cos making love to you might drive me crazy I know you think that love is the way you make it So I don't wanna be there when you decide to break it No! (love bites, love bleeds) It's bringin' me to my knees (love lives, love dies) It's no surprise (love begs, love pleads) It's what I need When I'm with you are you somewhere else? Am I gettin' thru or do you please yourself? When you wake up will you walk out? It can't be love if you throw it about Ooh babe I don't wanna touch you too much baby 'cos making love to you might drive me crazy Oh Ooh yeah (love b
Friends, Can You Help Me Out? Pleaseeeeeeeeeee Rate This Pic For Me :)
Hi Friends May I PLEASE Have Just 1 Rate? No Comments Necessary :) Please Click On Pic To Rate Please Note...This Is NOT For Spotlight. Have No Interest For That. Just Thought I Would Join A Contest To Earn Fubucks To Help With Owning My Fu Friends And Buying Gifts For Them :) Please R/F/A the host (if not already done), tell her I sent you :) ♥Dragonphyre♥ fu-owned by CinDragon & fuMistress of Jeep_Man@ fubar ~*~ Radissongirl ~*~ Proudly Owned by Makin Whoopie@ fubar link: Hi, this is the 1st Auction I have ever been in and I find it a little daunting as well as exciting. I am not 1 to point whore or beg for Bling, Tickers, Blasts or Happy Hours. I am happy with what I get on my own, what people willingly give me as far as points, rates or comments. But this I really think I could win, a BONUS PRIZE for most rates on auction pic. That is, if my friends help me by going to
Own Me!!!!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I'm in the Army 2. I smoke about 1 pack of cigarettes a day. 3. I'm an excellent cook. 4. I'm a Fubaholic with no intent to giving it up! 5. I am a people person. 6. I love to text people on the phone. 7. I like rock, techno, alternative, metal, classic rock, and Patriotic music 8. I love watching WWE. 9. I am a caring and loving person. 10. I'm a computer geek. I Tagged: ~Surf~ Sultry Smokey Bear Ash.Wee Juicy
The Misadventures Of Being Me
if you fall ill be here to catch you even when i can't catch myself ill be there break your painful crash even if your never there to catch me when i fail all my pain and all my tears are the least of my fears but the sadness you bare and the hate that we carry is whats so scary but ill be here through it all have you ever noticed how boys promise you the world and then just don't deliver.hahah not that you actually expect the world unless your just a stupid bitch but the little things are nice sometimes.i wish things would just turn out right more often then not. hahah wishful thinking i guess. or maybe its just me. i wish i knew what it was im doing wrong.
As you know my goal each day is to send a happy/positive/upbeat comment to all my family and friends which is time consuming and has nothing to do with points but it is worth the extra effort. The bouncer check definitely slowed down the process but this new anti-spam trap that keeps popping up has made the effort three times as difficult. So I will do the best I can to get everyone a daily comment but if I fall short don't think I have forgotten you. If you are my friend or family list, you are extremely important to me. Also don't want to be a pest so if you prefer not to receive the daily comments please let me know. It won't hurt my feelings. Thank You! Love  God, the Constitution, the Flag and Family. Anyone that opposes this is anti-American which inculdes most in the governrment, including the President, Congress and Supreme Court. Take back America and vote them all out before it is too late  
Leelee's Blog Space
Im in another auction!!!!! Just click the pic and rate/bid! thank you! Click the pic to make a ends march 14th! also show ponyboy some love!!!!
Ok so my life really sucks in my opinion. Do you realize how hard it is to meet a nice guy!?!?! I have taken the advice of friends and not tried to meet a boyfriend online (i.e. personals sites) and tried to focus on meeting a local man in person. Not having any luck. Anyone out there ... here is a question I have for you ... Where does a single mom go to find a nice man???? Read carefully, I have been a victim of this. So beware, it could happen to you!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You've heard about people who have been abducted and had their kidneys removed by black-market organ thieves. My thighs were stolen from me during the night a few years ago. I went to sleep and woke up with someone else's thighs. It was just that quick. The replacements had the texture of cooked oatmeal. Whose thighs were these and what happened to mine? I spent the entire summer looking for my thighs. Finally, hurt and angry, I resigned myself to living out my life in jeans. And then the thieves st
Funny Stuff
A husband tattooed "I luv u" on his equipment and his wife said "there you go putting words in my mouth again" The perfect Fairy Tale: Once upon a time, a guy asked a girl, 'Will you marry me?' The girl said, 'NO!' And the guy lived happily ever after and rode motorcycles, and went fishing and hunting, and played golf a lot and drank bee...r and scotch, and had money in the bank and left the toilet seat up, and farted whenever he wanted. The end
A Friend
I met a person who didnt know i was Who took me under there wing and became my friend You have been there to listen to me Thru my good times and my bad times Thru my happy hyper times and my sad cryin times But no matter what you have been there and you have been my friend thru it all Thank you for being my friend!
A New Life
The new chapter in my life is opening. I cannot wait to unfold the pages that will spill new words into my being. There will be an absence from here from time to time in the coming days. My absence brings a welcome new presence. During the next week the relationship that has been blossoming is about to come into full bloom. John and I are to join our lives to be one. So as with being as such, I will not have time to tend to all of you lovely folks that I treasure and hold dear. Please keep my spot warm as I will be here to sit with you all once again. Thank you all for your well wishes and friendship. Until our next meeting.   Good day Andrea
New Auction Fubay 3
Im up for auctionthis is the link if you want to check it out bid or just rate its up too you.. Thanks Guys   added things to what i was offering, check my comment
The Youth Is A Nice Song
The most beautiful memory about my childhood is really a nice picture,usually with my mom in it.­ lt was a hot summer night,though the heavy rain was falling outside,with the frightening sounded thunder.Worse still,there was also an electricity failure,and then the darkness would strike me,making me daren't to sleep.However,before l trembled because of the thunder and the darkness,my mom must have already sat at the side of my bed,until l fell asleep.She always had an old fan in her hand,in order to cool me down as well as to keep the mosquitoes far away from me.­ lt was a quiet and peaceful night,when l was accompanied by my mom,and that is the most beautiful memory about my childhood!­ Future is a common topic among people. Even silent one has his or her idea about future. I have been asked the same question by my parents over and over again, ”What is your future? How do you plan for the future?” I do have thought about that. When young, I have considered things
All Things Mom!
How did you find the energy, MomTo do all the things you did,To be teacher, nurse and counselorTo me, when I was a kid.How did you do it all, Mom,Be a chauffeur, cook and friend,Yet find time to be a playmate,I just can’t comprehend.I see now it was love, MomThat made you come whenever I'd call,Your inexhaustible love, MomAnd I thank you for it all. By Joanna Fuchs Mom, Where are you?right now i need you, i dont know what to do anymore! im not ready for everything life is throwing at me!i need you to be here when i meet the man of my dreams,when i try my wedding dress on for the first time, when i first find out im pregnent,when i hold my baby for the first time,Mom i need you to be here when i dont know how to be a Mom!mom where are you? cause right now u need to be here with me All the nights we would spend awake together bakeing random goodies just cuz we couldnt sleep! i miss that so much  i love you mommy... you can come back now... I love you so much mommy and i wish
Ok friends and family...the time has come for me to take some time away from FUBAR. Just seems to me that the more things change the more they stay the same and it can get very tiring. So I am going to take some time off.  If there are some of you that would like to stay in contact...shoot me a private message. See you all later. Inside my skin there is this spaceIt twists and turnsIt bleeds and achesInside my heart there's an empty roomIt's waiting for lightningIt's waiting for youAnd I am wantingAnd I am needing you hereInside the absence of fearMuscle and sinewVelvet and stoneThis vessel is hauntedIt creaks and moansMy bones call to youIn their separate skinI make myself translucentTo let you in, forI am wanting And I am needing of you hereInside the absence of fearThere is this hungerThis restlessness inside of meAnd it knows that you're no strangerYou're my gravityMy hands will adore you through all darkness aimThey will lay you out in moonlightAnd reinvent your nameFor I am wanti
Bobbing For Garbage!
To: The few who have to suffer my company regularly. I've often caused you to choke on some food or beverage substance while reciting a litany of popsicle stick jokes that I may or may not remember correctly. Opps. Let me apologize ahead of time for channeling my inner 12 year old boy as well as the following: The golden retriver who is distracted by chasing smaller animals and barks at the strangers down the street. The construction worker... I really couldn't explain why I feel compelled to whistle at folks. The special needs kid who likes to hang out in windows(car windows, bus windows, store windows, etc) But really... who can resist making faces at people checking thier own reflections? The cartoonist. Is it really bad that I can point out a handful of character traits exhibited by people who are mean to you that remind me of specific cartoon characters or should be characters? The chiuaua. I will hump your leg for cheap thrills. It doesn't take booze and there's no way a p
Hahaha. No.
I now believe drug addict is ruining my life. Not with any intent or malice but by sheer fact of being in her radius. Fucking whore. fucking cow. fucking drug addict. She showed up at school today and they are letting her stay. fuck her. fuck them. She had an instructor all to herself to teach her all the hair cuts she missed. Fuck her. I was sent to nail jail in her place. I was swept away from playing with hair to tickling old lady toes. fuck them. Fuck her complaining about how things might be going faster if her private tutor wasn't getting called away. She got a little defensive when i told her I didn't want to hear about her private lessons going so slowly. Have another vicodin ya bastard. Who says addicts are selfish? It's the worst crew too. the worst of the worst. the whitest of the white trash strung out on everything that is fucking wrong with America. Save Kait. She's ok. she needs to learn self defense though. She needs to learn that those people in charge are paid by her
Suffer And Pain
Easy way out Sometimes I wonder if I will be free,I think death needs to come to me,that's no more bills or heartache see,I believe it's the best way to be!I want to take my life right now,I want to end it someway somehow,I am tired of living through this pain,I see nothing that I will gain,I just want to say goodbye,Fuck this world and fuck this life,If I come back to this place again,I will repeat this letter my friend.
Another Moment In Time It Was So Much Better
First of all I'm as hormonal as fuck trying to keep myself from not being that way.... No one needs to deal with the homonal pregnant chick at work or durring sex. However I must warn you I still aam that way so this may be bitchier than I mean it to be, just bear in mind that that i want and need is a little different from what most people need. I love lovey! i love him inside and out and he loves me the same way!! He makes my sun shine brighter my moon glow bigger and the stars when he is around are so bright that people come out thinking it's noon, when it's only 3 am. However we both have sexual tendencies toward things that are unique and not exactly what you are expecting when you meet us. I want sex in general... I don't so much want to get flounced upon by a fat hairy dude or pretty much have you cheat on your wife/girlfriend/fiance to fuck me. Lovey wants me and a good stiff pound in his ass... Pretty much thats it. We have varying levels of intrest into almost all thing
‎2013One sunny day in January, 2013 an old man approached the White House fromAcross Pennsylvania Avenue , where he'd been sitting on a park bench. Hespoke to the U.S. Marine standing guard and said, "I would like to go in andmeet with President Obama."The Marine looked at the man and said, "Sir, Mr. Obama is no longerPresident and no longer resides here."The old man said, "Okay", and walked away.The following day, the same man approached the White House and said to thesame Marine, "I would like to go in and meet with President Obama."The Marine again told the man, "Sir, as I said yesterday, Mr. Obama is nolonger president and no longer resides here."The man thanked him and, again, just walked away.The third day, the same man approached the White House and spoke to the very same U.S. Marine, saying "I would like to go in and meet with PresidentObama"The Marine, understandably agitated at this point, looked at the man andsaid, "Sir, this is the third day in a row you have been here
Appalachian Trail
10 Years ago I missed being in the tragedy of 9-11 by 1 day, i was visiting my parents in PA and flew back home to FL on 9-10-01. I am thankful that my son who was only 9 months old at the time and I were home safe when I saw the events unfolding on tv. I thank god everyday for my son being alive.  Sadly this was not true for so many men and women inside the buildings in NY and The Pentagon as well as in the air in PA. So many lives changed that day police, firefighters, every day people. So many people gave their lives to help save others.  Today is a day of reflection of what could have been and what was. Everyone needs to show support for all of those who were affected by that day.  and remember to be thankful to whom every you worship that you are still alive and with your family. Be glad you have your loved ones and parents. becasue so many lost husbands, wives, children and parents that day.
Site To Make Money Online
To be able to earn cash on the internet you want to improve your website. What does this mean and how do you achieve that? First of all you need to appreciate that there is no one the best possible website. What makes an the best possible website relies on your perspective. A website a developer may experience is the best possible a customer may experience is uncomfortable and difficult to get around. Even two developers may not consent because of personal preferences of styles and performance. So let's take the fact that there is no one the best possible website to earn cash on the internet, and look at the strategy you need to take and the components you need to consist of or not consist of when developing or having your website developed in purchase for it to strategy the best possible. 1. Don't be reluctant of white-colored background scenes. The most effective web styles use white-colored background scenes and very clean lines so as not to disturb people from the revenue concept
Well this is muh second one.. Went out today to have fun with muh friends... Went for a want with mamma Dean.... Then we stood on the corner.. Then went up with Amber... The had to come home.. Maybe be going to a home game tomorrow... I hope they do something for Tony... He was a good friend and only 19 he had passed away on 9-3-06 "We miss you Tony" Rest In Peace.. ~*Lots of Love*~ So.. This is my first blog.. Nothing is easy anymore.. Specail when you love someone who may not talk to you anymore.. True love.. One day I hope I will have him.. Way long time ago I was supose to have a baby together.. I Love you Charles Lee Goodling.. Mauh.... ~* Lots of Love*~
I wish I could understand why I can't seem to meet a man who wants a committed relationship, which includes fun, laughter, snuggling, affection and all the other stuff that comes with it. I just keep meeting ones that get scared after a few months and push me away. I hear all the time what a great person I am and how sweet I am but its just not enough. As soon as I start caring about someone I get blown away. I am too giving I just know it! Are there really any good trusting men out there or are they all like this? Its all about moving on and thats what I am doing. Its funny when you just break the tie and your doing what was wanted, then out of the blue they contact you. Just stay away...I do not need it in my life. Trying to find a man who wants a real meaningful relationship, one who will share "all" of his life with me, as I will with not an easy task. Some day I just want to forget it and quit trying, other days I have hope.... I am so tired of meeting men who jus
Crabby Old Man (great Poem)
Crabby Old Man When an old man died in the geriatric ward of a small hospital near Tampa, Florida, it was believed that he had nothing left of any value. Later, when the nurses were going through his meager possessions, they found this poem. Its quality and content so impressed the staff that copies were made and distributed to every nurse in the hospital. One nurse took her copy to Missouri. The old man's sole bequest to posterity has since appeared in the Christmas edition of the News Magazine of the St. Louis Association for Mental Health. A slide presentation has also been made based on his simple, but eloquent, poem. And this little old man, with nothing left to give to the world, is now the author of this "anonymous" poem winging across the Internet. Crabby Old Man What do you see nurses? ........What do you see? What are you thinking......when you're looking at me? A crabby old man, .....not very wise, Uncertain of habit ........with faraway eyes?
What Tai Is Doing Now!
Join Dr. Susan Block, Friends & Lovers for our 8th Annual EROS DAY A Classical Tribal Astrophysical Celebration of Love, Lust & Blue Values Saturday Night, January 20, 2007 Doors Open @ 9 PM Show Starts @ 10:30 PM After-Party After Midnight @ Dr. Suzy's Speakeasy in the Soul of Downtown LA Featuring Masked Nude and Partially-Clothed Revelry, Uniquely Exciting Erotic Entertainment, including Female Ejaculation Demonstrations and Other Sex Educational Scenes, Swinging Fun & Orgiastic Games, Revolutionary Art, Aphrodisiac Buffet, Open Bar, Live Music, DJ & Dancing, Gene's Delicious Munchies, Sex Furniture for Frolicking, Sensuous Fantasy Atmosphere, Fabulous Erotic Gift Bags with Free Sex Toys, Free DVDs of the Original Eros Day, Free Eros Day Panties, & Free Speech Revival with STARS of the Erotic Underground,Celebrating the Power & Glory of EROS & the close proximity of the Phalically-Shaped Planetoid 433 EROS to Earth on January 20, 2007. Our EROS DAY OP
A week till tommorrow It is early and the sky is slowly turning purple But that was three hours ago Or will it be I'm not sure, time has lost me My anxious waiting has left me to ponder Onward like a tumbleweed towards a destined yonder Grab a pen or take a nap? Have a bite or book a flight? It seems theres a long way to go tonight William T. 11-26-06 3:13 AM - 1 Comments - 2 A week till tommorrow It is early and the sky is slowly turning purple But that was three hours ago Or will it be I'm not sure, time has lost me My anxious waiting has left me to ponder Onward like a tumbleweed towards a destined yonder Grab a pen or take a nap? Have a bite or book a flight? It seems theres a long way to go tonight William T. 11-26-06 Year of twelve First of twelve is one, start the cycle to a drum Second is like Tuesdays meaningless advance Marching to the drum still keeping up the pace When April
You Don't Know Me!!!!!
Well I am sorry, but I am done with women. I thought I was strong, but I am wrong. I am meant to be alone, so Ser William is just here for friends. My heart can only take so much!!! Friendship is all I can offer. I have never lied and I have no reason to start now. I have been doubted to many times. My walls are now to high to be broken down. The door is open for friends though anytime! anything else and you will only find trap doors. Ser William -kisses- Music Video:SO FAR AWAY (by Staind)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone Step one you say we need to talk He walks you say sit down it's just to talk He smiles politely back to you You stare politely right on through Some sort of window to your right As he goes left and you stay right Between the lines of fear and blame you begin to wonder why you came Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a
My Man
You left me so suddenly left me to tend on my own My life has been darkened since you left me alone Signs of your presence still lingers over this place When I look in the mirror I can still see your face Won't hear your footsteps walking these floors Won't feel your presence when I open these doors Always looked up to you with burdens too hard to bear I try to reach out to you but you're no longer there Know I must set you free let you have your peace Just know my love for you it will never cease im sorry that i left im sorry i had to leave im sorry for the pain u so desperatley had to cleave im sorry for the hurt i had so strongly put on you so please forgive me now so i can say I love you If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never
Sex Offender Awareness
custom magnet at My wife Nightshade2526 made this for Awareness for all kids. Feel free to use this pic on ur profile For the Awareness of these sick'os My wife Nightshade2526 did this about awareness for all kids Plz repost, wear the pic on ur pro file thanx. custom magnet at Thank you all that read and use this for Awareness.
A Rant
OK, so now on a different note. I wanted to talk about those people that do karoke all drunk and can barely talk. Why is it there friends don't go up and say if they don't know already. You know that you are making a total ass out of yourself and there are people staring at you wondering how much you had to drink or who dropped you on your head.. As the face of that guy from american idol flashes in there head and all they hear is SHE BANGS SHE BANGS and there is a dork up there trying to dance. I would go up and get my friend. I mean if only to keep someone seeing them sit back down next to me. Plus I would like to keep my ears I have heard screams that sounded better the some of the sounds that come out of these peoples mouths. Yea, lets hold that note as there voice cracks and changes tone about 30 time is 3 seconds. Now don't get me wrong I am know better I can't get up there and hold a tune any better but I mean come on people.. Don't wreck my drink with your version of "this is w
Comme Ci, Comme Ca
I feel French today. Picture me a golden-haired Asher or a morbid Requiem saying shit that noone understands in hopes of being... understood? Whatever... maybe I have been reading too many Anita Blake novels. But I will not let my 7+ years of French go to waste. And while it may not be understood, I will be glad of the release. Le conte de fées est par-dessus. Il est minuit et je suis une citrouille encore. J'ai embrassé un crapaud et ai fini par avec les verrues. Mes pieds sont coupés et grossi de trébucher par-dessus tant de chemins mauvais si les détritus de pantoufle de verre pour ajuster. Je le morceau la pomme et a senti le flux de sang. Et comme je suis tombé à mes genoux personne m'a attrapé. J'ai dansé où il n'y avait pas de musique. J'ai prié quand il n'y avait pas Dieu. J'ai continué à rêver malgré aucun espoir est parti. La vague de la baguette magique me n'a pas accordé les souhaits mais m'est parti avec assez de regrets. Encore. Maintes et maintes fois. Sans relâche
Single Life
I have come to the conclusion that dating fuckin sucks. OK so that wouldnt be that bad if I had more friends and a way to spend my free time but being in a new city it has been difficult going out and meeting new people. I guess that is in part because the shy side of me comes out. It is really getting annoying and old. I dont know what to do. I meet somebody online and it doesnt work out for whatever reason I dont know because I dont get any contact after the first date. Its like really am I that fucked up or that bad of a person that I cant even get why they dont want to talk any more? What the fuck is the deal? Well anyways I just needed to vent about the bullshit that has been going on. gf application Fill out and send to me. ARE YOU INTERESTED IN ME? YES OR NO Basics: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color nd style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who are three of your favorite bands/artists? 3. Do you drink/smoke??
Ramblings.. Poetry.. Stuff I Attempt To Write.. Lol
I have a dog tag that stays on my keyring that says this: "TO GRAVES REGISTRATION... AS YOU BAG ME UP KISS MY COLD DEAD ASS." ROFLMFAO As I lay here in deep thought My mind wonders to your enchanting smile I long to hold you , heart to heart for eternity Holding you in my arms is like holding the world I have never felt a love such as this I wonder why God has granted me this great gift Am I worthy of such splendor Do I deserve such wonders My heart aches at the thought of being away from you Every moment I am gone seems like millineums I am lost, lost without you by my side Lost without your heart next to mine Can there be such love in this place Can it be true Are you the one true gift from God My only desire is to hold you close to me Forever and Eternity , My everything I have so much hurt inside, Sometimes I just want to die, I try and hide it with a smile, But that only lasts a little while, Is it right for me to feel this way, I have done nothing
There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she's blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He's always there for her. She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend. One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she could see everything, including her boyfriend. Her boyfriend asked her, "Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?" The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend is blind too, and refused to marry him. Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her saying. "Just take care of my eyes dear. " This is how human brain changes when the status changed. Only few remember what life was before, and who's always been there even in the most painful situations. LIFE IS A GIFT!!! Today before you think of saying an unkind word - Think of someone who can't speak. Before
run away I know I have my problems but I don’t understand why it is your leaving me. am I that bad of a man? I know we have our issues but in time I am sure we can work them out. Maybe things aren’t perfect and maybe they’ll never be. Instead me of making you smile I fill you with uncertainty. I will never be a hero a role model is not what I am. But I will always be there for you and I hope that you still give a damn So baby take me by the hand and run away with me Or tell me that its over and leave me to my misery Cause I cant take this feeling of not knowing What’s in store for me anymore Maybe he finally won this game? Maybe I’m the one to lose and have no one but myself to blame. Maybe I am not the man you needed and just maybe I will never be. Or maybe I’ m the one you need to take you, far away from all this damn insanity. All I know is I would never hurt you can that man you call yours say the same?
Jokes, Good Bad And Indiffernt, What Your Call?
After getting all of Pope Benedict's luggage loaded into the limo, (and he doesn't travel light), the driver notices the Pope still standing on the curb. "Excuse me, Your Holiness," says the driver," Would you please take your seat so we can leave?" "Well, to tell you the truth," says the Pope, "they never let me drive at the Vatican when I was a cardinal, and now that I'm Pope, I'd really like to drive today." "I'm sorry, Your Holiness, but I cannot let you do that. I'd lose my job! And what if something should happen?" protests the driver, wishing he'd never gone to work that morning. "Who's going to tell? Besides, there might be something extra in it for you," says the Pope with a smile. Reluctantly, the driver gets in the back as the Pope climbs in behind the wheel. The driver quickly regrets his decision when, after exiting the airport, the Pontiff floors it, accelerating the limo to 105 mph. (Remember, he's German.) "Please slow down, Your Holiness!" pleads t
Only In America
10 THINGS LOSERS DO ON MYSPACE One: there is NO SUCH THING as a myspace tracker it does NOT exist. so quit posting stupid bulletins like "OH-MY-GOSH this WORKS!!!" no, it doesnt. TWO: To the people who have like 1,000 friends, are you serious? You don't know half of them. You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE: Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" "OMG, I'm so fat" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. And if u do ur a freaking mongoloid. FOUR: Nobody cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act like you're hard with the keyboard. > FIVE: Quit crying b/c you're not on someones top 8. who cares? Appearently they don't want you on there. ITS MYSPACE. NOT YOURSPACE. SIX: Who really cares if I don't accept you as a friend? MOVE ON!!! Don't send me another request or message asking "what's up with you not adding me?" I don't want
Pic Requests From Friends
You make me a salute... I make you a salute.... its that easy lemme kno... i collect 1 finger salutes(givin the good ol' middle finger). if you have 1 or 2 you'd care to share w/ me please let me kno and ill add them to my collection folder. if your willing to make me a custom 1 finger salute even better. im willin to trade for those and ill make a salute to you. ne questions or comments please dont hesitate to ask.
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The "darker" Black Winged Angel
"You Were Not There!" by 'The Enigma AKA The Black Winged Angel' I called on some friends in my time of need, The truest of the true in word and in deed, The ones I felt would never leave my side, The ones I could call on when I just wanted to hide... And you were not there! You know I'm always there to lend you an ear, Or give an encouraging word to calm any fear. Now I'm the one in need for I hurt like hell, The counselor needed consoling and knew it all to well... And you were not there! Are you upset with me for something I had done? Did I invade your space or ruin your fun? Whatever the reason, whatever the act, Even if it's nothing, there's no escaping the fact... That you were not there! So here now I sit feeling abandoned and alone, Listening to nothing but a Winter wind's moan, With millions of questions swirling in my head, And this feeling of loneliness and wishing I was dead... BECAUSE YOU WERE NOT THERE!!! I know I'm gonna get a lot
PLEASE HELP SUPPORT MY LOUNGE! I HAVE HAD GOOD PROGRESS WITH IT! WOULD LOVE FOR ALL TO CHECK IT OUT Music, IT never dies but goes with you Current mood: amused I love Music alot. When I have time I love to sing at Kareoke and have lots of fun doing it. I have been told Im really good but never take it further than that I just love to see people smile when I sing thier favorite songs Just like the singers themselves. All singers I really enjoy and love thier music. I sing Patsty Cline and invited my mom to Kareoke and just watching her cry when I sang her favorite song Walking after midnight made my heart melt. I have sang like Garth Brooks Friends in low places and the place was rocking, I sang pink Better get the party started everyone loved it. Cher I love her music, Believe, Hey I got you Babe, If you belive in love after love, Crystal Gale Don't it make my Brown eyes Blue. And Many more. I tribute all artists and thier songs. When I sing them my heart just melts and to see
Today I got so angry, That I almost cried. Today's the day I realized, That our love has died. I think of you a lot, In all different ways. I was hoping we would keep in touch, But it seems you don't care, And now everything's come to an end. Know that I sit here and ponder, Of what I thought was true. I finally believed in happiness, I saw it all in you. But now that you are gone, I wonder if you think of me. Is your heart broken, Am I ever in your dreams? You cut things off so suddenly, Like you never even cared. You once told me you did, But the feelings were never there. Why would you tell me, The different things you felt. If in the very end, You left on me a welt. I don't think you noticed, How much I cared for you. When we had that conversation, Everything I said was true. I thought you felt the same, That's what you expressed to me. But now I know it was a lie. All just painful memories. Today I got so angry, That I almost cried.
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My Poetry~
Lost in the toilet of life As the razor glides across my wrist An eruption of life escapes me With ever drip it escapes me Into the toilet of life, My life blood escapes me. Too late to turn back It escapes me, Slowly drifting off into darkness Its escaping me, Seeing her face walk in the door Crying as she holds me in her arms It escapes me, With thoughts of regret, and the memory of her face, I am gone… Forever lost in the toilet of life Drunken Miscomfort~ With each drink memories of you slowly fade A life we once shared suddenly disappears Dreams come crashing down all around us Worlds end as our spirits collide Thrown in different directions our hearts start to fall, Trying to find each other we fall together Hate now consuming both our hearts, From the start you hated me… And now you say you love me… As I fall for all to see, Naked and alone longing to be The earth suddenly came rushing up at me Finally I felt safe… For I escaped bot
St. Baldrick's
Hey everyone, It's that time of year again, time to get Bald!! For those of you who have known me a couple of years, this is old hat, but for my new "friends," or for others who may be hearing of this for the first time, here goes. Every year, around St. Patrick's Day, I participate in an event called St. Baldrick's Day, wherein otherwise normal people shave their heads in an act of Solidarity with children who have cancer. The unique thing about this event is that ALL money raised goes to research of various kinds of CHILDHOOD cancer, and ONLY childhood cancer. This will be my eighth year participating in this event, making me (I believe) the only Shavee to lose his locks every year we have had an event in Pittsburgh, PA. So far, through the first 7 year, I have raised around $10,000, and would like to better me yearly average this year. You may ask why I do this, and so I will tell. Back in 1999, my little brother, Erich Andrew "Andy" Beck, was diagnosed with cancer,
What You Dont See When You Look At Me
i am a girl writting of pain. i am a person living life of shame. i am yourdaughter hiding my depression. i am your sister making a good impression. i am your friend acting like iam fine. i am a wisher wishing this life weren't myne. i am girl who thinks of suicide. i am a girl pushing her tears aside. i am a one who doesnt have a clue. i am the girl sitting next to you. i am the one asking you to care. i am your bestfriend hoping you'll be there Lost I stared past my preacher as he lectured me, tears poured down my face I knew what this was I needed no lecturing I only came to him for help all I needed was moral support I looked into his face I knew what he was saying, (the same as everyone else) though I heard no words I only cried harder I understand everything I don't need people to tell me what's wrong he seemed to be my last resort he was the only person I had left to turn to and he had failed now what? I feel I am the only one who can actua
I can't believe this I have been away for a few wks trying to spend more time with family. When i come back all my bling is gone. I bought over 300 and was given over 200. I was told by fubar support that i have violated the terms and was reset. Wow it sure makes me want to spend more money on here. NOT!!! Very disappointed
Auction Time
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Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when I talk to you, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start.
i site at the table i stop and i think the end of my life could end in a wink. i think of the day that my life will give way i hope its not soon but it might end today its not one should think of or or try to delay it hapens to every one i know its the way the past and the present come to gether as one  so live life to the max and hope you have fun ill leave you with thoughts to run in your head and at the end we all end up dead
Ever wanted to own me and make me do as you say? Well im not so sure about the making me do what you say but i am in a contest to own me!!! So come check it!! Im offering a lot so please come check me out. Click on family member #8. Sorry would have put a link in but i cant figure it out after a tiring day at work.                       Ok everyone on May 1st i will be in a contest or actually  an auction. That is right you get to own me and i have everything listed on the pic you have to bid on. I will post a link when the auction starts so start saving your fubucks!!
A Story About...
Well-versed in the path of deception, you callously display your untruths. These lies form the ground you walk upon; the gaps now bridged by malice.  Equivocal is the tongue that you speak, and my ears can no longer bear it.  So provocative, yet always doing your best to prevaricate.You sits alone crying to yourself.  Knowing that the words from your mouth are all lies.  You sits alone, shaking and realizing that the lies you tells only hurt yourself. You're trying to stretch tales into truths, or expand your news thinking maybe people won't notice how boring your life is because in your closet sit your happy new skeletons.  And, as you sit there glueing together the bones you've picked from your brain... I'll question your innocent little game and think of how weak you became.  Now, I'm not one to talk about what complusive gems should and shouldn't be bought... And I'd hate for you to lose street value when you weave your tales of gold... But, don't you think it's all getting a littl
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If You Dare
I never bought in to the lies that you sold The story you tell really gets old How can you justify where you stand The master of deception who had it all planed You took it all and left nothing behind How can you say we are out of our minds It was you that led us to this place Let it be you that falls on your face I did what I could but I no longer care This is one person you should of never of dared Come to me tell me what did you find So out of your head so out of your mind Left yourself in a World of distress Oh look haven't we made a beautiful mess The lies you live I can't understand To take me down was that your plan
Ladies if you want power over men you need to keep your clothing on . A woman's power over a man is the mystery of whats under her clothing . Think of yourself as a finely wrapped present . The fun is taking off the wrapper to see what is underneath . If there is no wrapper there is no mystery . No mystery no power. .. ..........
Poems ( I Always Write What I Am Feeling And Thinking)
People come and people go we meet people everyday some as aquaintances some as friends everyone is unique in their own way. never judge a book by its cover you never know what you'll miss that goes the same for the people we meet some really do have a gift. some we can live without yes, that i do know but everyone has some good, even though it may not show i try to give everyone a chance, no matter how hard it is then if they show me it wasn't worth it, i turn my back and go. treat people the way you want treated is how i live and believe give those we meet a chance and if they blow it you tried for people are people we are all different and lead very different lives. we all have different beliefs and thoughts that is the human way don't judge those that walk the path
My Personal Opinion "warning You Might Not Agree"!
Don'ts for parents: 1. Don't throw your 3yr olds b-day party with strippers and kegs. 2. use your kid to pick up chicks no matter how cute he/she is. 3. bet with kids and collect when they lose the bet. 4. help with homework when drunk because your kid will be put in special classes for thinking 2+2=chair. 5. teach your kid or anyone elses kid to fetch beer even if you are to drunk to make it to the fridge/cooler. 6. let your kid give the family pet a hair cut (fiddo will not be happy) 7. let you kid have coffee even if they say the other parent said they could it is a trick don't fall for it. 8. let your kid use aluminum foil instead of a bicycle helmet it is not the same. Know matter how much you put on. 9. let your kid stand on top of the tv in place of the antenna even if you throw cheez it crackers at them for food, if they have a sippy cup and you get better reception with the kid. 10. give the kid something to drink by opening the bathroom door and flushin
Catching Up
To everyone and everthing I follow on Facebook. My Facebook page is going bye bye and if I forgot to message you please get me your google + info so I can put you in my circles.
I Win! I Win!
Scientists have recently began an investigation into the cause of an unexpected yet devastating combination of an earthquake which reached an unbelievable high on the Richter Scale: a massive 11 points; and an F5 tornado which are also known as the "Finger of God" because of it's destruction capabilities, in southern Florida last week. Local reports confirmed that the two natural disasters did in fact occur at the same time, which greatly increased the fury. After 3 long days of sifting through the wreckage, a team finally located what they believe to be the epicenter - the residential home of local businessman Kyle Brattley. Mr. Brattley and his wife are currently missing so were unavailable for comment. We asked next-door neighbor Pyke Fenrunner to explain in detail what he remembers: "Man it was just darn crazy, I ain't seen nothin like it before. Everything started shaking and gettin so loud you couldn't even hear anybody screaming. Things were being tossed and thrown aro
Crashing By Gershey
If I stepped into the lightAnd left my reflectionStanding in doorwaysAnd not look behindIf I coloured by the signsIn shadows and tonesKissing in cornersAnd not look behindIf I slipped into the quietA melody strongGlowing in darknessAnd not look behindIf I stepped into the lightAnd left my reflectionStanding in doorwaysAnd not look behindIf I fell between the linesDistant and drawnWaiting by streetlightsAnd not look behindIf I let the moments riseDiscover and fallHanging in hallwaysAnd not look behindI'd go crashing to the endCrashing to the endCrashing to the endCrashing to the endI'd go crashing to the endCrashing to the endCrashing to the endCrashing to the endCrashing to the end...Crashing to the endKissing in cornersCrashing to the end
The Real Cause Of Infertility
Infertility can be defined in two ways: as inability to conceive after a year of regular sexual intercourse without contraception, or as repeated ectopic pregnancies, miscarriages or perinatal loss. Male and female specific factors account for about 30% of the infertility causes (individually);the combination of male and female causation leads to an additional 20% and the remaining 20% are caused by uncertain origins. When one is dealing with infertility, as much as it is important to strictly follow the rules of the treatment, it is equally important to make sure that you have the correct diagnosis of the root cause of your condition. In this article you will find a broad outline, enumerating the various probable causes of infertility. Why it is important to determine the causes.Infertility may be caused due to a multitude of factors at a time, or it may be the result of perhaps the deviation of a certain single factor from its premeditated path. Since misdiagnosis can often lead to f
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Original Poems By Moi
I AM Who I AM I am ONE person... yet I am MANY!! I am as gentle as a LAMB... but as fierce as a LION!! I am as soft as DEW... yet as hard as STONE!! I'm as young as TOMORROW... yet as old as YESTERDAY!! I am able to REASON... yet I can't UNDERSTAND!! I am able to SEE... yet I ma totally BLIND!! I can be read like a BOOK... yet I'm written in INVISIBLE INK!! I am totally SELF-RELIANT... yet I need to have someone NEAR!! I am as free as the WIND... yet I am bound by CHAINS!! I cannot be HARMED... yet Ic an be badly HURT!! I can be HELD tightly.... yet I can never be TOUCHED! And I can DIE.... while living FOREVER!! Let no man try to change me.... for I am who I am!! ~~Robin Dawn 'China' Palmer BOTTLE BABY   Can't make it anymore~~ Running out of places to hide. Run so far, so fast~~ I'm lost. Don't even remember why I'm running~~ who or what caused me to flee. Can't make it anymore~~ Need to stop.. Need to connect with where I am. Come so far, but my des
Missing You
There was a time if I closed my eyes I could see us together as one But after these months of growing apart I can see that the dream is done You were the one that knew me inside and out And always knew just what to say Any problems I had would disappear When you said it would be okay There always was that spark with us But these days it seems to be gone Whatever we had died awhile ago But it still huts me to go and move on Those times i'd drown in the blue of your eyes But you never noticed a thing There were nights i'd lay awake in my bed And think of the love our friendship couold bring No matter how hard i've been trying The truth is still hard to see I guess it takes awhile to let go Of something NOT MEANT TO BE. TO : HIM Your the first thing i think of Each morning when i rise Your the last thing i think of Each night when i close my eyes Your in each thought i have And every breath i take My feelings are growing stronger With every mov
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Where Are All The Good Men??
I’m a sensual woman. I am warm, wet and high on passion. Arousing and seducing my lover. Sensually teasing and flirting. I utilize my senses. Starting foreplay with my eyes, gently touching my man And his manhood. I whisper my needs in a Seductive lusty voice. I welcome my love between my thighs, Guiding him to my passion points. Our warm bodies mold together With thrust and friction. I savor the sexually fulfillment A sensual woman I mount my lover and slip his manhood deep inside. Using my womanhood to hold him tight, As I ride into sexual bliss. I am a sensual woman. Making love Slow and easy, never rushed. I want to sexually please my lover, So he in turn can please me. I’m a sensual woman living daily With passionate thoughts of how to make the next Pleasurable moment better than the last. Every Time You Think You Have Found a Good Man Something Goes Wrong!!! Another Woman The Last Woman Has Really Messed Up His Head You Find Out He Is Abusive Yo
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The Cowgirls And Cowboys Of Cherry Tap
broken girl in a broken home with a broken dream and a broken nose a broken promise by a broken dad when a broken hit left her broken and mad so she took broken razors to make more broken skin to repair a broken lifestyle and make a new one begin now under broken stars and a broken old moon she finds a half broken answer to make her problems end soon so she takes her dads gun and a broken old shell and loads it up quick so that no one could tell no broken goodbyes to make it end quick just a small broken smile and a small little click holding it high to her head her face broken with tears theres nothing to be scared of so fuck broken fears out comes broken dad to make things all better hes one second to late theres blood on his sweater cbass one time two times three spin her around until she cant see one time two times three times four spin her around 'till she falls to the floor isn't she lovely as she downs the whole glass vomiting on cue
Merry Christmas
weaver81Happy Birthday USMC November 10 1775@ CherryTAP Just Wanted to wish all My CT friends a Very Merry Christmas and Great New Year
New Year Poem
first I gazed at your perfect face, Was proof enough of God’s kind grace I have spent my life alone, Happiness to share I had none. I prayed for someone to love, Someone sent from above. Born from the earth and His breath of life You were created, with power and might I see your face, glowing with the sun I feel we were made to be one My heart is now in your hands Be gentle with it... This is all that is left never thought I could see The most beautiful angel, you could be remember the first time I saw you wanted to hold you and kiss you I've searched every minute, every day I've always tried to find the one Looking for the fire Looking for the love You walked into my life And changed everything Everything I knew Everything I believed in I found the happiness I've been searching for all my life Heaven gave me a gift A gift so true You know what Heaven gave me? Heaven gave me you. for i know heaven will one day want you back for now i hold you as my ow
Check It Out
I've been so damn busy with school that I haven't been getting on much for the past few weeks. I should be getting on more after my finals are over. See you guys soon. On July 29, 1994 Presbyterian minister Paul Hill murdered Dr. John Britton because he was performing abortions on women. Hill also killed Britton’s bodyguard, James Barrett and seriously wounded June Barrett. The murders occurred outside of an abortion clinic in Pensacola, Florida. On September 3, 2003 Hill was executed by the State of Florida and became a martyr and hero to religious fanatics. Paul Hill now has his own memorial website and there was a Paul Hill tour on the first anniversary of his death. You could retrace Paul’s steps as he killed two other human beings – just like Jesus would have done! Neato! Now it's three years later - how do you top something that creepy? Well, the religious freaks have figured it out. And they are even being honored for it. We have stacks of information about those wort
Alzheimer's Disease
While scientists know Alzheimer’s disease involves progressive brain cell failure, they have not yet identified any single reason why cells fail. However, they have identified certain risk factors that increase the likelihood of developing Alzheimer’s. Risk factors Age The greatest known risk factor for Alzheimer’s is increasing age. Most individuals with the disease are 65 or older. The likelihood of developing Alzheimer’s doubles about every five years after age 65. After age 85, the risk reaches nearly 50 percent. Family history Another risk factor is family history. Research has shown that those who have a parent, brother or sister, or child with Alzheimer’s are more likely to develop Alzheimer’s. The risk increases if more than one family member has the illness. When diseases tend to run in families, either heredity (genetics) or environmental factors or both may play a role. Genetics (heredity) Scientists know genes are involved in Alzheimer’s. There are two ca
Ghetto Luv
so beautiful, so young, so wet let me be your first, last, and your next da one who dicks you down every night da one who gives you orgasims as if you were in flight da one who places his tongues between your clit da one who has you gripping da sheets yelling that is it let me be da one who turns you over having you feel lucky as a four leaf clover i feel you cumming with passions of joy always considering my dick your favorite toy. so after the togetherness of so much fun, let me be da one who makes you cum, cum, cum da prodigy I once talked to an angel. I fell in love at first sight. She makes me feel protected when I'm sleeping at night. She has a beautiful voice, and a heavenly smile. She makes me wish that we could snuggle up for a while. I think she's my soul mate. but how could all this be? Imagine us together, just an angel and me. But I am not complaining. I'm glad she's here with me. I'll give her all my love and joy for all eternity.
MASTERCARD WEDDING? You got to love this guy. This is a true story about a recent wedding that took place at Clemson University. It was in the local newspaper and even Jay Leno mentioned it. It was a huge wedding with about 300 guests. After the wedding, at the reception, the groom got up on stage with a microphone to talk to the crowd He said he wanted to thank everyone for coming, many from long distances, to support them at their wedding. He especially wanted to thank the bride's and his family and to thank his new father-in-law for providing such a lavish reception. As a token of his deep appreciation he said he wanted to give everyone a special gift just from him. So taped to the bottom of everyone's chair, including the wedding party was an envelope. He said this was his gift to everyone, and asked them to open their envelope. Inside each manila envelope was an 8x10 glossy of his bride having sex with the best man. The groom had gotten suspicious of them weeks earlier and had hir
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I'm cleaning out my family list, most of you are safe but if ur worried then let me know u wanna stay. I'm looking to maybe dropping 7 of you. And I would like to my family members that are always there for me. I do have some great fubar friends. I'm so upset, tonight while trying to fix and update my comp, i lost all my favorites including about 60 sites i used for profile comments. If you could, can u help me by sending the sites that u use. I had some that I'm afraid I will never find again. Thank You. Blogging this is the only way to keep me from crying right now.
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Wana Own Me?????
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My Thoughts
How could the one I gave my heart to, break me heart so bad? How could the one that made me happy, make me feel so sad? Wont somebody tell me, so I can understand. If you love me, how could you hurt me like that? How could the one I gave my world to, throw my world away? How could the one that said I love you, say the things ya say? How could the one I was so true to, just tell me lies? How could the one I gave my heart to, break this heart of mine? Tell me. How could you be so cold to me? When I gave you everything. All my love, all I had inside. How could you just walk out the door? How could you not love me anymore? I thought we had forever, I cant understand. How could the one I shared my dreams with, take my dream from me? How could the love that brought such pleasure, bring such misery? Wont somebody tell me, somebody tell me please. If you love me, How could you do that to me? Tell me. How could you just walk out the door? How could you no
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I got my first tattoo about a month ago. It was something that I thought long and hard about and that I knew I really wanted. It represents me and who I am. I posted a pic of it in my pics album, please comment on it and let me know what you think. lj
you read it right i am in an auction. Come bid on me. Please make me feel specail CLICK ON PIC TO GO AND BID. I'M WORTH IT Well at what point does life start?? Does it really ever come to that point? I have a love for walking on the edge of life. That is my way of bringin me back to life. If that makes any sense at all. Sometimes when you think life is over it takes a miracle to revive you. Do you friends hold you onto that edge. Is it god. Or is they shear hope that if you get down things will be better. To me walking on the edge is like flying as weird as that may seem. Everyone has a dream of beeing able to do abnormal things. What are yours? I love to feel free. And freedom is about the only thing we have left somedays. Im not a person who likes to tell people how i feel. Have always kept that part of me to myself. But i figured this is a start. Time to leave it on the field so to speak. Time to play the game like you got nothing left. As qouted in a good movie. Get
I Am Sofa King! We Ta Did!
Chain letters… Make me crazy… OK, today I will be slapping the religious right in the face. Subject: FW: Something to think about -------------- Forwarded Message: -------------- Subject: Something to think about Date: Fri, 16 May 2008 00:35:28 +0000 Subject: Something to think about Guess our national leaders didn't expect this, hmm? On Thursday, Darrell Scott, the father of Rachel Scott, a victim of the Columbine High School shootings in Littleton, Colorado, was invited to address the House Judiciary Committee's subcommittee. What he said to our national leaders during this special session of Congress was painfully truthful. Truthful to who? They were not prepared for what he was to say, nor was it received well. It needs to be heard by every parent, every teacher, every politician, every sociologist, every psychologist, and every so-called expert! These courageous words spoken by Darrell Scott are powerful, penetrating
Deanna & Jeff.true Lovers
Many of Fubar Knows of our Love.Many of Fubar,have sufferd much wrath from our Love. Fubar isn't a Dating Site.It's a site of constant Drama Fueled by Hatred,now of Millions. When Deanna an I came to Fubar it was called LostCherry.It was like a Hippie Commune then. There was so much Kindness an Love on here then.Even when it was called Cherrytap there was was Love on this Site. The only thing on Fubar now is the Bond that Developed between Jeff & Deanna.This Bond started at CherryTap.A Love so Powerful,A Love that has Conquerd much Drama.Deanna an Jeff are Complete, We have met we have Consolmated our Love our Passion,we have confirm'd that we are True Soulmates. A New Chapter will rise,as I will Travel from Massachusetts to Louisiana,On the 4th of August 2008, I Cherish Deanna I Respect,Admire.An I Love her with all my Heart & Soul.I have never Loved another As I Love my Precious Baby Girl,whom has been my world whom has been Devo
Ponder This...
Are your eyelids connected to your eye balls? As usual I had a buzz and watchin' WWE SmackDown. The Undertaker was on and he did his eye roll that he does oh so well. lol This triggered my pondering... When you look straight ahead you eyelids stay in one place. You look up. Your eyelids go up. Even doin' The Undertaker eye roll. When you look down. Your eyelids go down. Yet you can also move both individually. Also, when you close both you are still able to move your eyes freely. So are they connected? The only time they are is when we look up or down. Anyway, just somethin' that occured to me is all. Feel free to comment. LOL! Halley's comet is to be seen again in the year 2061. Being it is a returning comet every so many years. Wouldn't we then know how big the universe really is? If it come and goes then comes again, couldn't our scientists put it all together? lmaoooooo You know the expression, " Wait until tomorrow." and how many people use it daily. (se
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IF YOU ARE IN INDIANA OR IN THE INDIANPOLIS/FRANKIN AREA ...***THIS IS ONE SHOW YOU DON'T WANT TO MISS!!***** *****SMOKIN-DRINKIN-KICK YA IN THE TEETH-BEST ROCK N ROLL BAND!!!!!******* Upcoming Shows ( view all ) Feb 20 2009 9:30P The Jukebox Franklin, Indiana Feb 27 2009 9:30P C T Peppers (Canceled) Broad Ripple, Indiana Mar 7 2009 9:30P C T Peppers Broad Ripple, Indiana Mar 14 2009 9:30P The Doghouse Brownsburg, Indiana Mar 28 2009 8:00P Private Crawfordsville Apr 24 2009 9:30P The Jukebox Franklin, Indiana Jun 5 2009 9:30P The Jukebox Franklin FOR MORE INFORMATION OR DIRECTIONS FEEL FREE TO CONTACT ME HERE OR AT BLACKWIDOWSENT@HOTMAIL.COM JODIELEIGH AKA-CRIME OF PASSION~GUILTY OF LOVE~RR The Darkest Hour There are times when the world is just too much. When fate, fortune and the will of man all turn against us and the deck is simply stacked too deep for us to come out ahead. These a
My Student Lan Ii
I couldn't be prouder than a peacock for my ESL student Lan. We have both been asked to make a presentation speech for our annual awards banquet later this month. This is in addition to the presentation we made at the orientation for new teachers two weeks ago. She has worked hard to get to this point in less than two years. She has gone from not speaking or reading a word of english in 2000 to being tested in May and acheiveing nearly a 10th grade level in reading comprehension. I was told by my supervisor that she has only one level left in our program before she will have to seek help elsewhere if she wishes to continue studying english. We are looking for additional resources to help her continue. One option is to become a tutor herself but she is not that confident right now. That will come in time.
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Poetic Pain
The air around me suffocates, it mask away my pain. My senses tell me something’s wrong but things appear the same. The sin that sits within me, it tears my soul in two. I look for refuge; but find myself abandoned by YOU! I feel so bitter, so consumed, I can feel the rage! I can’t distinguish love from hate. These tears they dangle from my chin and my emotions feel like stone. Your words they inflict a pain upon my heart. That I can’t sway alone. There was a time you and I; were chasing down our fate. Our first kiss it felt justifiable, each other’s arms a perfect escape.   Now I find myself in tears, alone into the darkest nights.
Highlights Of Career/hobby Counseling Advise
Potential Clients and Some Words of Wisdom ------------------------------------------- 1. For the downsized -- who can’t understand why loyalty wasn’t rewarded Nobody owes you a living. You can’t rely on an employer for your whole existence, they can only supplement you. Compute your minimal needs and try to get an employer to supply that. Understand which of your limits are artificial and can be changed. Decide which minimum steps to ambassadorship you need to get serious about and pray for inspiration. Go with strengths or weaknesses, whichever you prefer. I suggest you get 12 guiding scriptures to believe most earnestly. 2. For the downtrodden -- oppressed, out of time to fill in forms again and again Needless to say, your typing skills come in handy filling out forms. This is simplified if you have a generic form already well prepared. Or get a friend to do it for you. You might be surprised what kinds of careers you would consider under various conditions, so f
Be On The Look Out!!!
      An Amber Alert has been issued frm Denver  to  Chicago. A 6' 2" 225lbs   whinneyass baby by the name of Jay Cutler is missing.  If found Please   contact Broncos Headquaters so they can call his Mommy. She is   worried.    
ABOUT PISCEANSPisces is hot. A strange thing to say about a water sign...or is it? Like Scorpio, Pisces is very much focused on sex. These two signs have quite a bit in common sexually. They are both mysterious, albeit in different ways. Scorpio fairly oozes unfathomable mystery--dark, decadent, and delightful. Pisces mystery is more subtle, more spiritual, more changing. Pisces is mutable water, after all. Ruled by Neptune, Pisces is at home in the 12th house of the zodiac. The touch of the Pisces alternates between hard and soft, but it is always memorable. Their eyes will melt into your soul. They know how to make any moment magical; they can turn even the worst situation or tortuous sexual position into a fantasy come true.What sets Pisces apart from all the other signs sexually is their willingness to try anything. Scorpio will indulge all sexuality too, but a Scorpio wants it to be their own idea. Pisces doesn't mind if you are the instigator, in fact, he or she enjoys your sugge
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Life And Stuff
FREE Stuff for Everyone! Seriously.  I found this website the other day by accident I was very skeptical but I signed up anyway since it was free.  I started checking things out and using the Free credits I was given bid on a few auctions and acutally won.  They have all kinds of things for auction and amazingly everything really is Free.  It ia a comuinty of users who have things they want to sell for more credits to buy the things they want with the credits the acumulate.  It is really easy I have won three auctions and have not spent a dime.  I recently listed my own items and it is also Free and very easy.  They have Such things as  Juicy Couture hand bags, makeup, Collectables, Shoes, Baby Clothes and much more.  How It Works1 A user lists something they don't want anymore. (like an old TV) 2 Other users bid on the TV using credits they received for signing up, referring friends, or selling their own stuff. 3 When the auction ends, the user who bid the highest amount of c
A few rules:#1  NO NUDITY OF ANY KIND ON CAMS !!!!!!!!  WE DO NOT WANT ANY MORE CAMS TO BE BANNED, IF THIS HAPPENS CAMS MAYBE REMOVED FROM THE LOUNGE.#2 Please make sure there is no one on a cam before logging in to it.#3 Respect everyone.#4 PLEASE KEEP ALL AUDIO OFF ON CAMS !!!!!!!!!!! #5 DO NOT change any settings to the cams, as in adding pictures, videos display names or so on.#6 Reminder that there are other people besides the people in the lounge watching you on cam. So if you don't want other people to see something outside of the lounge DON"T SHOW IT....Go to Livevideo.comcam 1 user bama-1 password angel012009cam 2 user bama-2 password angel012009cam 3 user bama-3 password angel012009cam 4 user bama-4 password angel012009go to log in the user and passwords provided here click go live ITS IN GREEN make sure the audio is un clicked you will see a thing to submit , allow the adobe and click go live 1 more time then your inHOPE TO SEE YOU SOON Ok i gotta rant and this
How' I'm Feeling Right Now..sux.
"Snuff" - by slipknot.......*****I dunno I just am feeling every word in this song. Why isn't any1 real anymore? Fukin' blows. Tired of dating or talking to guys that just lead me on or just want 1 thing. where are all the "real" guys man. ****     Bury all your secrets in my skin Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins The air around me still feels like a cage And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again... So if you love me, let me go. And run away before I know. My heart is just too dark to care. I can't destroy what isn't there. Deliver me into my Fate - If I'm alone I cannot hate I don't deserve to have you... My smile was taken long ago / If I can change I hope I never know I still press your letters to my lips And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss I couldn't face a life without your light But all of that was ripped apart... when you refused to fight So save your breath, I will not hear. I think I made it very clear. You couldn't h
Fate   Our meeting was more than fate. Godness knew you were my soul mate. Your timming is never wrong. Now we share a bond so strong. Our time together means so much. Each moment intensifies the need to touch. Your love has reached my deepest soul. Longing for you to daily hold. May our love and need continue to grow. Forever, LOVE, NEED, PASSION to each show.   My arms ache to hold you near but my mind remembers all the miles between. My lips feel that you aren't here to kiss but my heart can't reach that far. How can you be so far away and yet so close? How can I need you so much and yet have to realize you are out of my grasp? How can love be so possible if love-making is not? Why us? Why now? Why like this? Why the pain? When will it stop? We both want. We both need, and yet neither of us gets or gives because we can't. "If only..." "I wish..." we say, but the miles remain long and as cold as the lonely nights. for you my love
I'm a killerCold and wrathfulSilent sleeperI've been inside your bedroomI've murdered half the townLeft you love notes on their headstonesI'll fill the graveyardsUntil I have youMoonlight walkingI smell your softnessCarnivorous and lustingTo track you down among the pinesI want you stuffed into my mouthHold you down and tear you openLive inside youOh, love I'd never hurt youBut I'll grind against your bonesUntil our marrows mixI will eat you slowlyOhhhhhThe horror of our loveNever so much blood pulled through my veinsOhhhhhThe horror of our loveNever so much bloodI wake in terrorBlackbirds screamingDark cathedrals spillingMidnight on their altersI'm your servant My immortalPale and perfect Such unholy heavingThe statues close their eyesThe room is changingBreak my skinAnd drain meAncient languageSpeak through fingersThe awful edgesWhere you end and I beginInside your mouthI cannot seeThere's catastrophe In everything I'm touchingAs I sweat and crush youAnd I hold your beating chambersU
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We hold each other closeand long to stay just soin your eyes I see my dreamseven ones I don't yet knowour hearts soar and energies surgeas together you and I, oursouls and bodies do mergelike a bowing willowwe bend and entwineto the heights of sensationour passion does climbstrumming and hummingour heart beats dancethrumming drummingwe're caught in a trance.
A Mother's Undying Love
My friend and I are on Plentyoffish, and we go to the singles meetings. Just to have fun, I've ye to meet a guy I'm into there.   This is the forum for the event. Free to go. Somebody buy me a pina colada and I'll be yo friend. My friend talked me into going to this POF dance, it's all old guys judging by the list. Sigh! Oh well, I'll go to have fun.   7 dollars cover fee. I'm going to the Big Dog bar tonight with a friend at 7 30 PM. I'd love to meet anyone there!
The Mistletoeg Origin
The Legend Chapter 1How It Began During the occupation of Britain the Romans used many great military leaders as governors of the British provinces. After the Romans were called out of Britain to help defend Rome from its own invaders, Britain was left with very little in the way of a governing body. There were many small Kingdoms, all fighting amongst each other. With the Romans gone the Danes found Britain easy to defeat, one small kingdom at a time. A young prince was soon to prove himself in battle. His grandfather was a Roman General and his grandmother was a British Princess. He learned military strategy from his grandfather at a very young age and put this knowledge to good use, when at the age of seventeen he was pronounce King after his father was poisoned by neighbouring King who was after his land. This neighbouring King figured that it would be an easy matter to take the land now that the father was dead. He figured wrong. Three Days after he was pronounced King, the youn
A "me" World
It is hard accepting what is good for you and wat is not...especially when your heart and emotions are involved....a TRUE friend does not bail on you KNOWING you are facing something difficult....they do not disappear or say mean hurtful things....especially in your time of need...they will be the first to call you...and comfort you...not add to your stress level....someone wants you only when it is convenient for them..that is never a good thing...only when it benefits them in some way....when someone you love..regardless wat kinda love that may be..someone that is responsible for making you feel any type of emotion reveals their true cuts straight to the bone...thinking they were someone they are not....and feeling overwhelming emotions that you can't seem to control no matter what you do....just knowing or thinking you know they will be the last one to hurt you....only to be proven wrong....then they pop up...and say I'm sorry....I know I should have been ther
Hello Cherrytap
DAMMIT...I'M SO FREAKIN' MAD!!! I GOT ARRESTED TODAY FOR POSSESSION OF OVER THE LEGAL LIMITS OF GOOD LOOKS. THEY'RE HOLDING ME AT THE STATION, SAYING THAT ONLY A SEXY PERSON CAN BAIL ME OUT. SO...YOU COMIN' OR WHAT?!? SEND THIS TO YOUR SEXIEST FRIENDS...INCLUDING THE ONE WHO SENT IT TO YOU. hello everyone i just added some new pics come check em out hello everyone im trying to win some really gret stuff so please help me out go to the link below and comment bomb me please thanks angie
This boredom consumes me Now you're laughing, you're pointing in my face I'm so sick of not knowing I'm so sick of you saying it's ok But I'm still buried here for 212 days Why can't you just take me from - Take me from this place From all of these faces That don't understand They don't understand that I'm Stuck in these places With these situations This boredom kills me I'm sitting here with all I've done When my frustration snatches me by the throat These hours are days And these weeks in to months Please take me from - Take me from this place From all of these faces That don't understand They don't understand that I'm Stuck in these places With these situations This boredom kills me You think it's funny that I'm sitting here You think it's funny, I'm still sitting here You think it's funny Do you think I'm funny? When I'm told so many times Told so many things Liar on paper Nothing works out for me Told so many times Fucked so many ways T
i am trying to get a platnum cherry and i need 2,500 comments to get it. i have 353 so far please click on the photo below and comment bomb or at least leave me some love it would be greatly apperciated. thanks in advance. A woman in the bar says that she wants to have plastic surgery to enlarge her breasts. Her husband tells her, "Hey, you don't need surgery to do that. I know how to do it without surgery." The lady asks, "How do I do it without surgery?" "Just rub toilet paper between them." Startled the lady asks, "How does that make them bigger?" "I don't know, but it worked for your ass."
My Life
Today just sucked. I got a call around 9 am from my manager asking me to come in to work early around 2 or 3 instead of 5 like I was scheduled for. So I agreed and went back to sleep. Well then I woke up around noon and got out of bed and did things around my house. Almost skipped breakfast, well i had the cereal and the bowl on the counter and walked away from them, don't remember why. So I ate the cereal around like 1pm. Sat on the couch for a bit crocheting my blanket. Soon it was time for work I had to leave about 2:30 to be on time. I ended up skipping lunch at home, so at work I was silently yelling at myself on how I failed and the like. I made sure I ate a large meal at dinner, but still I felt like a failure. Then I told the bf on my skipped meal and he was like now is not a good time to piss me off. On the way home the voices of the eating disorder and my other mental condition, borderline personality disorder, almost made me cry. They were like you are worthless and

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Once you have opened this, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist. Read your sign, then pass it on, with your zodiac sign and label on the subject line, This is the real deal, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. VIRGO - The One that Waits Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward. SCORPIO - The Addict EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very good sense of humor. Energetic. Predicts future. GREAT kisser. Always gets what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward. LIBRA - The BE
New Things In My Life
well i am so sorry i have not been on in like forever but i could not help it i have been in and out of the hospital about 5 months ago i had a slight heart attack and noone knew why i had one all blood tests came back fine and even my heart cath they said it was one of those freak things but im back i just get tired really easily now hugs and nips Larina I am moving and i am not sure when i will get internet back up and moving hugs and nips to all of you Larina well im now trying to get in touch with the lawyer about lacey the school is now saying they have to vote on if the school can pay laceys hospitals bill so bullshit im telling you so now im going to sue see i was gonna play nice but not no more they will pay for every headache that child has gotten they will pay for every chest pain i had when i found out and all the rides to the hospital and doctors appointments im done playing mrs nice guy nomore walking over me! Well on tuesday i had to take lacey and larissa ages 14 an
Thank You
ty dggirl69 mz.yolanda illbeyourpet and denno for all the rates you have given me I want to thnk everyone who has given me rates and thumbs up on my pics and stash.....I have named a few b4 but to many to name all.....So again i say ty to everyone!!!!!
I don't know how else to put this. It's taking me so long to do this. I'm falling asleep and I can't see straight. My muscles feel like a melee, My body's curled in a U-shape. I put on my best, but I'm still afraid. Propped up by lies and promises. Saving my place as life forgets. Maybe it's time I saw the world. I'm only here for a while. And patience is not my style, And I'm so tired that I got to go. Where am I supposed to hide now? What am I supposed to do? Did you really think I wouldn't see this through? Tell me I should stick around for you. Tell me I can have it all. I'm still too tired to care and I got to go. I get to go home in one week. But I'm leaving home in three weeks. They throw me a bone just to pick me dry. I'm following suit and directions. I curl up inside for protection. I'm told what to do and I don't know why. I'm over-existing in limbo I'm over the myths and placebos I don't really mind if I just fade away I'm ready
Service Desk
Oh, there's MUCH more to know about Sheriff Joe! Maricopa County was spending approx. $18 million dollars a year on stray animals, like cats and dogs. Sheriff Joe offered to take the department over, and the County Supervisors said okay. The animal shelters are now all staffed and operated by prisoners. They feed and care for the strays. Every animal in his care is taken out and walked twice daily. He now has prisoners who are experts in animal nutrition and behavior. They give great classes for anyone who'd like to adopt an animal. He has literally taken stray dogs off the street, given them to the care of prisoners, and had them place in dog shows. The best part? His budget for the entire department is now under $3 million. Teresa and I adopted a Weimaraner from a Maricopa County shelter two years ago. He was neutered, and current on all shots, in great health, and even had a microchip inserted the day we got him. Cost us $78. The prisoners get the benefit of about $0.2
Love Quote Of The Day
Images Of You Inside Me by Blackwidow i saw my reflection in the mirror on the wall*and as i walked away*i felt the tears begin to fall*it seems like everytime time i try*to get you off my mind*everywhere i look your face i find*in the depths of my secret*i am aching down inside*but still i try*to run away and hide~there are images of you inside me~they will never leave~still i try to move on*but you are not gone~you are in my very soul~never to leave me alone~i tell you to take your love away~but you stay~why do i still love thee~all i see~ are images of you inside me*never again i say*will i fall so deep in love*for then would i see*all those faces haunting me*i wonder if a piece of me stays*everytime i walked away*do you feel the same*they say that once you love someone*they become a part of you*well i guess it's true~between then and now~i have never been alone~because everywhere i turn i see~ images of you inside me "Time goes by, life goes on, and
Master's sexiest pussy cat Thats right MASTER will be having the best contest He will be having a contest for woman only The winner will be blinged 30 times And permanent pimp on MASTER'S page as Master's sexiest pussy cat And a pimp on wonder womans page It will run from sunday april 20 midnight est Until april 30 midnight est The rules are real simple The only rule is.. The person with the least amount of comments win Thats right ladies you get to have all your friends comment the other womans pic... As many times as you can. Everyday At midnight est time one or two woman with the most amount of comments will be eliminated. until there is only one woman left.. So send him the pic you want entered... ~MASTER~OWNED BY WONDER WOMAN~SWEET&INNOCENTS~FU HUBBY~OWNED BY&OWNER OF LYNNE~SHADOW LEVELER~@ fubar
I Got Owned!
This is my first and maybe only owner ever his name is Twaune the Godfather! he is hella cool show him lots of love! If You Havent Done So Already Fan him Rate him an Add him! From 4/20 till 5/20 I'm All His! ~Twaune The Godfather *Presents " Happy Hour Super Giveaway (Fu-Owned by Kole) Fu-Luv Bomb Squad@ fubar
Mortal Kombat
who likes mortal kombat,if your a big time fan like myself holla back!
The Daily Blog
hey, we're doing some promotions on MySpace for the radio station this upcoming month so I'm sending out my Myspace Profile to all my fubar friends and family thanks for the add ahead of time or located at located at
Dreaming Verse 1: Why does everybody stare & call me weird Just cuz I got crusty shit hangin out of my beard & I enjoy seeing gore & blood splatter Tryna take notes in midst of all the chatter Just kiddin im not paying attention I let my mind wander into a new dimension One where everyone is accepted for who they are And even the poor folks can afford new cars Then some fagit slapped my in the back of the head I was droolin and shit already half dead If I was a ninja id kick his teeth in But im not so I put my gun up to his chin He pissed on himself & I called him a bitch Said this is only the start of your punishment So I cut off his balls put em in the oven & bake up Then the fuckin bell rings so I wake up Hook:seems so real but its only a dream I could be a ninja or a fuckin dope phene When I travel to this world nothing can touch me And I get any fuckin thing I want for free Verse 2: Sometimes my dreams aren’t so fresh I see people walkin around with gashed
Another Fts Day
Yesterday was the synchrozation of minor annoyance and stupid stuff. It seems to be relentless and unforgiving. The Morning started off on a bad foot, sleep has been very rare commodity for last 30 days or so. I guess the countdown clock for the next deployment has got me off kilter (more than usual… :-D). Running late, get to work, have two emails dealing with stuff that should have been resolved. One being legit, the other dealing with an expensive piece of software that I have no control over. Arrrrrg. I go to lunch at the nearby Italian restaurant at around 12:45. Hopefully, I will miss the lunch time crowd. Wrong. It seems that a lunch party of 20 turned into a lunch party of 45. The wait staff was having gladiatorial matches over bread and tea. Cool, sitting at the bar by myself…as usual. Scan the crowd, there was one cute blond at the bar, cool and then manager for the restaurant was cute. As usually, Married and to the bartender from the bant
Love Lost
Last friday my wife came home at 8am from going out thursday night. she didnt' tell me she was going to be that late plus the only text i got from her was that she was ok and they were playing pool. yea well her daughter was sick and started throwing up, but did she call and ask about her daughter? nope. all she said was "ill be home as soon as i can" yea well that was in the morning. So, being fed up and pissed with her and her crap playing me and other guys at the same time i said fuck you and packed her stuff up, put it next to her car (she got picked up by the same guy that helped her move the furniture out of the house monday) and texted her she was done and that she could live with her parents. yea...i did go there.. I was tired of her lying, cheating on me, being an adultress, and taking me for everything i had. so that morning i said enough is enough! of course now i kind of miss the companionship and have cried on occasion because of the fact of being together for 7 years and
SING IT GIRLS!!! OUT LOUD At first I was afraid, I was petrified. When you said you had 10 inches, Lord I almost died! But I'd spent so many years just waiting for a man that long, That I grew strong, and I knew that I could take you on... But there you are, another lie, I was ready for a Big Mac and you've brought me a French fry! I should have known that it was bulls***t, just a sad pathetic dream Should have known there was no Anaconda lurking in those Jeans! Go on now-go! , Walk out the door, Don't you promise me 10 inches, then turn up with only 4! Weren't you a brat to think I wouldn't find you out!? Don't you know we're only joking when we say size don't count??!! [Chorus] I will survive! I will survive! Cuz as long as I have batteries, My sex life's gonna thrive! I will always have good sex, With a handful of latex! I will survive! I will survive! Hey! Hey! It took all my self control not to laugh out loud, When I saw your little weiner standin
Need Some Help
Help out our friend she could really use the help and would really apprecaite the love! i need some good links to comment sites. I think its time to broaden my horizon a little. I'm looking for sexy comment sites. thank you so much for your help!
Stuff People Have Made For Me
Salute Contest Rules will be simple: Salute can be NSFW or SFW. Must contain my Name or ScreenName.   Contest will run until April 15th. Due to NSFW and SFW I will offer 2 sets of prizes. Will have an updated blog soon.   If interested please PM me so I have an idea of who is entering.   Hope to see you soon Chris aka Dj Army Medic GOT SOME TIME 4 THESE AWESOM
There are angel's above that watch over all of us no matter who we are they are there to help & guide through the tough times of life's travel's we have a path that we follow that takes us on may roads in life make that right turn with god's blessing make the wrong turn and life get's hard but i know that my angel will guide me back to the right road. My angel is silent and i know there here beside me everyday of the year,when i am sad my angel's wings will hold me tight. when i die there will be my angel there to set me free. Support those who protect our country & in our community they fight for us everyday to keep us safe. we call them out for duty over seas they go some make it home some don't. we call them in the middle of the night when we have a prowler in our yard. they come to us when there is a fire so we don't lose our home. these men and women is our friends co-workers but most of there our FAMLIY. I am very proud to be part of there FAMILY
Big Ouch
So I was in NJ visiting my gma.. everytime I see her I help her, like putting out her deck furniture, grocery shopping, tending to things she can't get to anymore...   Saturday 5/23 started beautifully.  The beach was warm, the sky was blue, and I was happily busy helping my grandma... I was taking her deck furniture out of the garage, washing it, and planned to put it back on her deck in the back of the house.  My grandma wanted to help... I had to keep chasing her away so she wouldn't slip and hurt herself.  I was going to bring a chair off the deck down to the driveway so I could clean it.  When i got to the top of the stairs and began to drag the chair down the steps, I stopped.  Chair was too heavy.  I left it.  I began to back my way down the steps... got to the last step and I slipped. I was wearing wedge flip-flops... BIG MISTAKE. So I rolled my right ankle cuz of them damn flip flops... and then BOOM.. I fell on my left leg.  I'm laying in the mud/water/driveway, look down
4 Years.....
  Each time they say your nameA tear forms in my eyeHow can I be happyIf all I seem to do is cry You wern't supposed to leave usIt has to be a dreamI cant accept your absenceAnd take goodbye for what it meansYou left me lost and brokenI still can't find my wayThe years have passed real slowlyBut it's harder every dayI thought you would be here foreverEvery time I love someoneIt seems they get taken awayNone of this should have happenedYour place is next to mineEveryone says its supposed to get betterBut it seems the hurt won't ease in timeI will never forget youThough we are far apartI miss you so much MarkAnd i'll always love you with all my heart   RIP Mark...Gone To Soon But U Will Forever Live In Our Hearts! Lovin U Always, Michelle & Ur Daughta Jamy'lah
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My Iner Thouts
The Neoprene Dreamscape Peg arose just after dark. She seldom got up in the day. She hated the sun, and the poisonous burning light that emitted from it. Still encased in the shiny black neoprene outware that she had worn from the previous outing, she moved slowly, cautiously across the smallish vestibule. Soon she would need to shower; one of several that she was allotted each week. Although it rained nearly every day, the burning, black sheets of chemical residue falling outside could only be purified at a limited rate in order to meet the needs of the filthy populace. Electro-chemical deodorants and ultrasonic detergents became the alternative but less preferable method of cleansing. On this day Peg would be allowed two minutes of pure pleasure. She removed the elaborate outware that enclosed her naked human form. She stepped carefully into the foldout modular shower, and pressed the start button. Nothing happened. She pressed again. Again no response. She hated manual contro
Pray For Him
I'm going through some rough shit right now. My older brother might have lung cancer. He is going to get a biopsy tomorrow. He already had a biopsy, the one that goes through the nose to the lung to take pictures and perform a biopsy. The Doctor said he wants to be 100% before he rules it out. Say a prayer for him for please. His name is Michael. My brother pass away October 25, 2012 @ 1:15pm est. He was born December 5, 1960.  I loved him so much, but didn't show it. He was my older brother. I remember back when we were children, we would make go-carts out of old wood boards, lawn motor wheels, nails, and a rope. And race the neighborhood kids. Playing hide and seek while mom was at work. I hid in the high grass and found out I was lying on top of a bee hive. Stung all over my body "Ouch" My brother was there to calm me down and get me help. And, his final days, we went to the store. We rarely go anywhere  together . He asked if he could go with me, and I said sure. Not knowing to me,
What Can I Say......
Well, I moved to Salt Lake City, Utah one year ago. I'm still deciding if I like it here or not. I have alot to be Thankful for. I have a great boy friend Mike, 4 great kids, and a good job. Mike has a lot of family support here. His family has been good to us. They helped me get on my feet and us out on our own. My kids are kids all four are the cutes kids you'll ever see, and they are purfect little angles (yah right) As for the job it's work. It pays the bills and puts the food on the table. well I dislike the snow but alternative places that I want to live get snow as well so not much luck getting away from it. Well the time has finally come. The time I have been dreading for the past two years. The doctor has put my dad on hospice because of his cancer and other illnesses. He is finally to sick for my mom to care for by herself. I lived with my parents for the longest time helping my mom with my father, as he got sicker and sicker. I decided to move out of their
its funny how things turn out in life. you grow up thinking things are going to be a certain way. then all of a sudden you wake up one day and its nothing how you imagined. my whole life ive been told things happen for a reason ,and ive always believed that. but when do you find out what that reason is. or do you ever find out? ive never been one to question why ive always just gone along with it ,but lately i have been asking why, when, or how come. it does'nt mean i still dont believe that things happen for a reason it's just sometimes i would like to know what that reason is. i guess things always find a way to work themselves out in the end. but when is the end ,and is it not true that at the end of every ending there is a new begining.
Ain't It The Truth
"AIN'T" IT THE TRUTH!!! Joe Smith started the day early having set his alarm clock (MADE IN JAPAN) for 6am. While his coffeepot (MADE IN CHINA) was perking, he shaved with his electric razor (MADE IN HONG KONG). He put on a dress shirt (MADE IN SRI LANKA), designer jeans (MADE IN SINGAPORE) and tennis shoes (MADE IN KOREA). After cooking his breakfast in his new electric skillet (MADE IN INDIA) he sat down with his calculator (MADE IN MEXICO) to see how much he could spend today. After setting his watch (MADE IN TAIWAN) to the radio (MADE IN INDIA) he got in his car (MADE IN GERMANY) filled it with GAS from Saudi Arabia and continued his search for a good paying AMERICAN JOB. At the end of yet another discouraging and fruitless day checking his Computer (Made In Malaysia), Joe decided to relax for a while. He put on his sandals (MADE IN BRAZIL) poured himself a glass of wine (MADE IN FRANCE) and turned on his TV (MADE IN INDONESIA),! and then wondered why he can't find a good payin
I Love Lc!
Well i haven't been here much latetly cause my family has had terrible news. My cousin chris was in a 4 wheel accident almost 3 weeks ago now in Tampa Florida, he's still there in the hospital, he's not doing so good, has head injuries, wasn't wearing a helment. He has 2 small children that need him, Please pray for him, he and my family need all we can get now. God Bless.. Friendship is something we should cherish and keep close to our hearts. Sometime there are people who can't stand when you have that with someone and do or say anything to try and come between that bond, but if it's stronge enough it doesn't work!!!!! Happy Thanksgiving to all my friends. Hope you have a safe and Happy Hoilday. Hope you all can be with family.
The Truth
To all my friends to let everyone know I will not be on loine the rest of this week after tonight I am moing all this week into my new Home . I will return next week. Much Love Redeana Well after long thoughts about the friends list last night and this AM , I must say I have several friends some speak to me , some are jealous for no reason, some only added me for points , and I have some that true are my friends and speak to me. After all this maybe the internet but I do have feelings. I am posting this to see really what true friends are there. I will give this a matter of 3 days to hear a reponse from my friends then it is time to throw the ones out who are just on my list for no reason. I will let you decided if you are gonna be a true friend. A simple I wanna remain friends or throw me out is easy to repond to. I am not here to be a puppet on a string , drama, or your sex buddy, Yes I know I have sexy pictures that is because I am proud of how well I take care of my self , body ,
Happy Holidays..
the other night i came on with the intentions of sending EVERYONE of my friends a merry christmas message...well, after about 10 friends, i got a message that said i was spamming. so i wasn't able to visit and leave comments. i want to wish you ALL a very merry christmas, happy holidays and seasons greetings. love you all!! well christmas is almost here. i haven't been on much, if at all. i'd rather not spoil yer good moods with my shit mood. i wish all of youz a safe, wonderful and merry christmas. perhaps i'll be on more after the new year. diva, i love you girlie. i read the news about yer mum. keep me updated on how things are going. i hope all is right for the holidays for you. i'm sorry i haven't been on. yer always in my thoughts. i miss you SOOOOOOOOOOOOO much.
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Name: Sean Birthday: 21 Oct 1970 Birthplace: Indianapolis, IN Current Location: Doha, Qatar Eye Color: blue Hair Color: blond Height: 6" Right Handed or Left Handed: Left Your Heritage: American The Shoes You Wore Today: Desert Combat Boots Your Weakness: Breasts (hey, I'm being honest) Your Fears: Being alone Your Perfect Pizza: Pepperoni and Mushroom Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: 10th marathon Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LOL (I really am laughing) Thoughts First Waking Up: DAMN O-Dark-30 comes fast Your Best Physical Feature: Stamina/Endurance Your Bedtime: 2300 Your Most Missed Memory: Poker nights in HS Pepsi or Coke: Coke MacDonald's or Burger King: McD's baby! Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate Cappuccino or Coffee: Neither Do you Smoke: No Do you Swear: Yes Do you Sing: Karaoke! Do you Shower Daily: Yes Have you Been in Love: Yes Do you want to go to College: Been (BS, MS) Do you want to get Married: Done Do you belie
My Dark Little World . . .
Is there anything sweeter than blood? More addictive than sex? More lustful than chocolate? Nope. Not in my world. My life is intermixed with these three in such delicious ways. The other night I shocked a man by my honesty. Why, I don't have a freakin' clue, but I did. We where talking about inane things you usually find strangers talking about, until we took a turn down the dark road starting with candy. He happened to be cleaning out his pockets, offered me a sucker. I haven't had a sucker since I discovered the cock, and told him such. It all went into the gutter from there. It was a lot of fun. ;P~~~ I wrote this a while ago, I like it. It's called "Strong Enough?" Is your love strong enough? You are of the darksome night. Is my caress too rough? Like the beating of my heart, Is your love strong enough? Whips sing and blades cut as through butter, Heart's beat screams and echos in my head. Passion rises and passion falls, Pain, sex and blood are eternal. Is your
Life Is Great
I have spent th elast two years courting a relationship that I was being lead to believe would take me to the next level in my pusuit to be a model. As of yesterday I found out that most if not all I was told was nothing but an elaborate hoax. When I sat elaborate in to an extreme that I dont believe Hollywood would even dream of. I am now trying coup with the fact that I let myself be played like that for as long as I did. Trust me when I say that I did do my homework. I researched info that was given to me to confirm it. Even used local contacts that I had made to check on the validity of certians things as well. It wasnt until the last 12 days that things began to fall about for this person and I was able to finally see things that I had been suspect of for sometime. My only true mistake was I believed in myself and my qualifactions to actually make it as a model. The good news in all of this is that I never gave ANY money to this individual. What I am left with no thought is the e
Alan's Poetry
Is there enough words to tell you how sorry I am, Or how I really do feel? Is this poem enough for you to understand... I've sought inspiration for so long to write to you. Only things is, I'm afraid I've made a mistake, I don't know that you'll ever forgive for. One after another, distractions hit me over and over, Why do I bother, you're everything I've ever sought? The happiness I've wanted, the feeling... Just to know you want to be there next to me. I feel like a failure to myself, I'm so afraid I'll be the same to you. If I did what was right, What I know belongs in my heart... Would you truly want to take my hand? I've waited so long to admit, but I know that's what I want. I'm afraid you'll never accept me for what I am. So here I go... you know how I've felt, How I feel, and you know it's true. I kneel down, watching your expression change... I'm almost expecting tears for what this looks to be, I can't afford much right now, but it's what's inside
I Write
Sick of falling for people who all they do is lie Is anything real anymore? It happens over and over again Friends say I'm too trusting, and they're right MY worst enemy is my heart And its my heart that I can not trust. Careful must I be for they pray upon the weak So weak I will not be But stronger than ever With more walls for protection, than they've ever seen. No one gets through ever again, unless they can prove they are worthy I will not accept any more lies, No more forgiveness. no one else gets in Sick to the point of hate That's where they've led me But they didn't do it alone I let them All cause I wanted that elusive love There is no love anymore It died March 5, 2003 With Amanda Best person anyone has or will ever know My life dedicated to her shall be From now on everything for her The one person who never hurt me The only one who ever showed me unconditional love and there it lies the only truth my one true love is dead
Tall_josephine 6'6
Hello! so now I'm here on Cherry Tap too... (and MySpace, Facebox, Flixter, + + + ) IF you now would like to see some more photos... (yes, yes, yes!) then come to my yahoo-group! Http:// 52 - yes, fiftytwo albums with photos!! You are very welcome!! *smile* Josephine 6'6 / 197cm - without heels! Hello Friends! I've been online with my photos since 2003, first on a Dutch webpage for Tall Women called Http:// I'm still now and then making a session for them :-) Shortly after that I started my own yahoo-group becuse I wanted to have more contact with the people who came and looked at the photos. Http:// (it's free to join! this is my main photo-place, what you see here are just a few examples of what you will find there! ohyes :-) Then I was chatting for a while through msn but I stopped - it just took too much time. Chatting is just way too much fun! *grin
With eyes closed...I experience your touch...My skin on fire...Scorched by your hands upon it...Your mouth feeds on my body...Tasting...Devouring...Your tongue slides down my neck onto my breast...I shudder against the tree,As your teeth fall onto my nipple,Already perked up with the anticipation...I feel a warmth in between my thighs...So hot...So wet...I want to touch my pussy...Feel with my fingers the cum you have manifested.But you grab me by my wrist and restrain me from the pleasure...While your mouth still hungrily feeds upon my breasts...I moan...Maddened by my own sensations...Insanity sets in as my pussy throbs and I cannot fulfillMy need...My want...Your lips meet mine and you stare into my eyes...I kiss you fervently...As if I will surely starve without your taste...My tongue runs circles around yours...I take your bottom lip into my teeth...Softly tugging...Your body moves close...My breasts against your chest....My breath quickening when I feel your firmness against my w
I Am Zoyablue!!..and You Are.........
well in a previous blog i told you about a ex of mine who would not leave me alone who was abusive to me as well as my son and that i had filed a ppo and 3 days later he violated that ppo MONDAY IS THE DAY HE ANSWERS TO THE JUDGE he has to tell the judge why he violated that as well as his probation i am going to try my best to make sure he goes to jail i need to get on with my life and i cant fully do that if he is lurcking in the shadows some where he really scares me and i want to protect other woman and their children from him as well as myself and my son WISH ME LUCK i will let you all know what happened later that day ~BLESSED BE~ ZOYA*BLUE~MYSTIC*MOON I just got my mail today i got a letter from my fiancee and he told me that HE GOT HIS PAROLE he will be home october 23, 2007 I AM SOOOO HAPPY I CANT WAIT!!!!! I like this guy ALOT and i thought he liked me too due to the fact that he asked me to be his girl. well i have been trying to get ahold of him all day and
It Is A Lot
Why not force a deleting of the account! Yea! There we go...I will be back with the nastiest pics..LMAO Its easyto losetrack sometimes, and I guess that I have. I just want to say thank you for those that are true...I wish I could be everything for everyone, but I can't. Its a hard thing to want to be everyhting to everyone, and if you ever have to deal with that, then you will know what I am talknig about. It s hard enough to be all that... for yourself alone. You can't...Love you...LOL
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Happy New Year Comment GraphicsComments & Glitter Graphics for Myspace, Hi5, Orkut, Friendster I hope every one has a verry happy New Year please comment bombe the pic ture below it is for a contest i am in thank you. The rain is coming down blowing wildly in the furious storm as a bolt of lightning illuminates the sky on his dark depressing night. Kat is racing down the dark desolate highway trying to find somewhere anywhere to stop and stay when a florescent neon sign comes into view. The sign is that of a lonely old motel in the middle of nowhere. She decides to pull off for she can barely see through the rain. As she pulls under the canopy to get out of her car to go inside an ominous feeling overtakes her. She decides it’s just the weather. She goes up to the door which is locked seeing that it is already 3:30 in the morning. She sees a door bell so she reaches for it and rings it. The elderly man who runs the motel comes to the door and lets her in. He says “good
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Judge Not
I lay asleep one night I dream of all that fight I see the wars of all time, World War Two, Korea, and 'Nam, The soldiers dead stand before me, and put me on the judgement stand. They ask why, and i ask why about what, They part and i see, people buring the colors of the free. Then again they ask why, I say I am not a judge of them, I am a soldier just like you. I put my life before theirs, and I judge their actions not. Again they ask why and again i have no answer. Then their tears fall, and their words flow, to me they explain the colors true. They say in unison with love and devotion, THE WHITE STANDS FOR USE THAT WILL FIGHT, THE BLUE IS FOR FREEDOM WE SERVE TRUE, THE RED IS FOR THE BLOOD WE ALL HAVE SHED. And again they ask why, Now with tears in my eyes, I understand and say, I can judge them not. They don't know, they don't relize. Then I say forgive them, and ask me not to judge for i see it as you. Because I now serve as you did, they bow to me and ask f
Calling All Divas
~ High Heels ~ Posh Purses ~ ~ Stunna Shades ~ Now That’s a TRUE DIVA Another day to show some Mad Luv to your fellow Divas! Set some time aside to get to know the other Divas a little better! Don’t Forget to Put Up a Diva Tag as Your Default Pic! Stop by the Lounge and Say Hello Comment, Rate, & then Comment & Rate some More! It’s all about Diva Luv! Thanks! = )~ Much Luv to ya! *Hugs* Bully Brought to you by: ***CHIPPER & REBECCA*** &
Show Da Love
  No Drama We are a bunch of Sexy, Sassy and can be very Bitchy Evil Girls. We are the Notty Girl Crew *~NgC~* Always Looking to have fun. At any cost :) Wanan Play with Us ? Do You have what it takes to be NgC ? Holla atcha Girl ! ? Show US some Love ? Leader of the Pack Evil Bitch #1 ?DJ•Kak•Tease?Snake?Eyes?Radio?HeadPromoter•NgC?@ fubar ~* the Crew *~ † Skitz †@ fubar ¤ÃMBÎˤ~Rebs Wifey~@ fubar Çòl?líçiòús ¤ ÑGÇ ¤ ?ÄW@ fubar [Trauma] ~*~SER*~ [NgC] &hearts forever Jason's cupcake &hearts fumarried to Goddess_of_Luv &hea@ fubar goddess_of_luv~NgC~RaW~ SER greeter~fu-married to trauma mamma~ Lucky's 13~@ fubar TrippinDaizy@ fubar Sanguine?WC? NgC ~dirty lil schoolgirl~@ fubar
The Wolf
Canis Lupis About Wolves The Wolf is considered to be the ancestor of the domestic dog and can be found throughout temperate and coniferous forests and tundra of the Northern Hemisphere. Different species for different countries and different areas, there are 24 subspecies of wolf in North America alone. The wolf is a large animal usually weighing 60-120 lbs (27-55 kg) and is built for the harsh life it leads. Broad chest, small pointed ears and long legs. They may stand up to 32 inches high at the shoulder, and are often 6 to 6 1/2 feet from nose to tail. Males can be up to 25% larger than females. The life span is roughly 6 - 10 years in the wild. They can live up to 18 years in captivity. Although the majority are tawny with cream chest and black markings on the shoulders, tail tip and near the base of the tail, there many variations in the colour including pure white and black. White and light-colored wolves are found in the arctic, while black and gray are commo
ok i started something that i want to do. give a salute to everyone on here. so if you want one from me comment here or message me, i'll do my best to get to all of them asap. but i do work at night to so please work with me here . i want to be able to do a salute for everyone single person on fubar if i can lol thanks
Answer Please
Here's a question that I ask each and every one of you for your own take and deducted spin.. Why is it so tricky, sometimes even difficult? Break my cryptic question down and translate it for me as you will..
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->( o )^( o ...: *yawns and waves you away with my hand* NEXT ->( o )^( o ...: The more you ask the more stupid ya look...cause I've already told you I'm taken. Dunno what that means where you live in Ohio...but here...when I say I'm means you have a little respect...and tend NOT to beg ->( o )^( o ...: LoL give it up don't have what it takes to be part of my family...nor do you have what it takes to see me nakkkkkked ( o )^( o ...: i'll rate the other ones if you let me in ( o )^( o ...: hey i wasn't trying to make you feel cheap or anything, you just have a nice set of breasts ->( o )^( o ...: Want in one hand and shit in the other...I'm taken love. Sorry bout ur luck...not to mention several other people would be more than happy to claim me before you could get ahold of those nude shots ;-) ( o )^( o ...: I WANT TO SEE MORE ( o )^( o ...: ok that wasn't the point ->( o )^( o ...: LoL that's ok, I am well taken care of without your bling sweetie ( o
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I Miss You
LOVE GIVES IT'S BEST AND KNOWS THE REST. IT'S HIGHEST JOY, IT'S GIVING JOY IT KNOW NO REST, UNTIL ITS BEST IT GIVEN. AND THAT IS WHY LOVE AT ITS BEST IS HEAVEN I MISS YOU I miss you,miss you,miss you; Everything i do echoes with the laughter and the voice of you. you're on every corner, Every turn and twist, every old familiar spot Whispers how you're missed. I miss you,miss you,miss you! Everywhere I go There are poignant memories dancing in the row. Silhoutte and shadow of your and face, sudstance and reality Everywhere displace. Oh,I miss you,miss you! God! I miss you,girl!there's a strange, sad silence Mid the busy whirl, Just as tho' the ordinary daily thinys i do Wait with me, expectant for a word from you. I MISS YOU ,I MISS YOU, I MISS YOU
If Today Was Your Last Day by Nickelback from the album "Dark Horse" Copyright 2008 My best friend gave me the best advice, He said each day's a gift and not a given right. Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind, And try to take the path less traveled by That first step you take is the longest ride. Chorus: If today was your last day, And tomorrow was too late, could say goodbye to yesterday? Would you, would you? Would you live each moment like your last? And leave old pictures in the past? Donate every dime you had? Would you, would you? If today was your last day? Against the grain should be your way of life. What’s worth the price is always worth the fight. Every second counts, cuz there’s no second try. So live like you'll never live it twice. Don’t take the free ride in your own life. Chorus Chorus2: Would you call those friends you never see? Reminisce on memories, Would you forgive your enemies? Would you find
when I look at youYou look through meLike I'm not even thereI try not to give up, to be strong butI'm afraid to say I'm scaredI can't find the placeYour heart is hidingI'm no quitter but I'm tired of fightingBaby I love youDon't want to lose youDon't make me let you goTook such a long timeFor me to find youDon't make me let you goBaby I'm begging pleaseAnd I'm down here on my kneesI don't want to have to set you freeDon't make meWhat if when I'm long goneIt dawns on youYou just might want me backLet me make myself clearIf I leave hereIt's done; I'm gone, that's thatYou carry my love aroundLike it's a heavy burdenWell I'm about to take it backAre you sure it's worth itBaby I love youDon't want to lose youDon't make me let you goTook such a long timeFor me to find youDon't make me let you goBaby I'm begging pleaseAnd I'm down here on my kneesI don't want to have to set you freeDon't make meDon't make me(Don't make me)Baby I'm begging pleaseAnd I'm down here on my kneesI don't want to hav
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The Way I Am
These are my words, everyone see's who I appear  to be, but only a few know the real me, you can only see what I choose to show you, but there is way more to me than what the eye see's. There comes a time in life when you have to let go of all the pointless drama, and those people who create it, and tell you things to create false hopes and dreams, knowing they would never be, create a hope in your heart and mind, for false happiness, and joy. so it is time for me to surrond myself with people who want to know me and care and share thoughts that are true, and laugh and be full of joy. These fellings drown the memeries of bad, and soley for good. we live once, and life is to short, to go through with false memories, and bad, create and nothing less than happines is where I want to be. I have built a wall around me, not to block out anyone, but to see who is willing and loving, caring enought to be themselves, and climb over it to share with me there happiness and friendship so Now I hav
Battle Of The Djs
Lovers unknowingly searching for each other, crossed paths at the intersection of fantasy and dream land, each cognizant of the other, but neither one had any idea of what was going down, once their spirits met. As the wonders of an internet romance came to fruition, through the miracle that is e-mail, their spirits entwined and became as one. Intoxicated by the passion that flowed from their fingers thru their keyboards and into each others hearts, and libidos, they both found the emotional bliss, both had been seeking for decades, in a matter of timeless hours. He found in her, all the qualities lacking in many past lovers, her invisible embrace offered him the emotional sanctuary he had sought his entire adult life. He could sense her lips kissing and sharing their sweetness in a manner most men craved but would never find. Her succulent body, thru his imagination, clung to him in an extreme carnal fashion, and brought forth mind blowing ectasy, which seemed endless. She found in hi
No man nor beast, shall asunder, for life and reason shall be wonder. Truth is not what we know or dream or wonder, but what we both shall dream and wonder. I used to think that I was alone,Always walking into an empty home,But then came a day soon after I met you,That I could not even forget you,I cant help but think of you everyday,For knowing you helps me find my way,When I come home and sit in my chair,I know soon after yout will be there,Although we are but worlds apart,I keep you held within my heart,Such lovely hair,That radiant smile,The words we have spoken,While after while,I cannot help these feelings I hold,Albeit at times I may seem quite bold,Your unlike so many of those that I've met,Even my actions and thoughts are both different,For when I start talking to everyone I know,It eventually surfaces and they say it shows,I cannot help this pain within me,For you I look at and start to envy,So many things I have done and got burnt,The change I make some said is earnt,I canno
Mother's Day 2010
My mother's day last year was spent in the ER because of a migraine. This year my two girl's picked out my present all on their own and of course couldn't wait until tomorrow for being excited. They got me 5 of the eight pack Reese's Cup and the dvd Where the Wild Things Are. BEST MOTHER'S DAY EVER
Poems And Such
Am I invisible    i see you there say hi you walk bye as i am not there       i just want talk and share  you act like you dont care   i am afraid to approach you afraid to act   you are beautiful and thats a fact   i am to afraid to say hi  afraid that you will say goodbye   afraid to share  afraid to care   i never tried  i feel tied   you will never know me   maybe it was meant to be   as years fade byeI am still to shy and just wave goodbye   afraid to love and to be loved   you are cool  and i am a fool   maybe shyness  is my weakness   years have gone byeand it is to late to say hi   it is too late and thats my fate   because i am invisible   written bye meTerry Terrell 
First Blog
so im not sure what to wright about, or if anyones eyes will see these words, but i will still wright, so on the sub of hmmmmm what, life? well thats easy .... its fuckt! as for love well theres a leeway to some salvation, sometimes its a curse, i mean to ....As many times as people have been asked to tell about themselves they never give the same answer twice. Reasons for this may be because of the many aspects we all partake in, making this our reality, but not to define reality but only to have our own perspectives. And everyday we grow and change into something more focused. And I have not yet found one word to describe myself nor others. For everyone is capable of destroying the world but never plant the seeds to show another generation life. That the real beauty is the Nature and how we perceive it is our Nurture. the dreams to be like nightmares and awake in sweat to see a red sunrise as sort of a balance to connect back into our reality we define, our perceptions...hope you enj
Taking The Militarty Regs On,... And Winning!
PLEASE READ THIS FULL POST... With the buckling down and strict rules and regulations now being emplimented now days causing over 49K soldiers to be released from duty, soldiers are now being released from duty because they fail their tape tests. I can help. I have helped over 200 soldiers thus far make their tape with very good results. IF you FOLLOW my directions on how to use the applicators that I offer, you will have great results too. My applicators will shrink the fat cells, detox your body and firm y our takes 5 minutes to apply it and you keep it on for an hour or you may sleep with it on. What is an Ultimate Body Applicator you ask...well... It is an herbal topical ointment that is infused into a non-woven natural fiber that you wear on the target area for 45 minutes to an hour. How it works is basically it is absorbed into the fat cells where toxins and lipids are stored, they are what make the fat cells plump, and forces the fat cells to release the t
Cowboy Kinda Girl
I like a man in Wranglers 'n boots.                    They're not for me those Armani suits               in high-polished wing tips or loafers with tassels,            'n rings on their pinkies, who live in glass castles.           I wanna a guy who's rugged 'n tall,                               speaks words of love with a Tennessee drawl,   swaggers beside me with a bowlegged stride,                yet has no fear of his feminine side.        I need a man that's toughened with muscle, sports at his navel a PRCA buckle, a rodeo champ who rides a bare-back bronc, then dances the two-step at the honky-tonk.      He smells of old leather 'n fresh mown hay, rides a fine pony, a quarter horse bay. Together they work to bring home the herd; the job gets done with nary a word. His home's not the city, why he'd go insane; it's nights under stars on an open plain.              A well-worn saddle cradles his head                             as prairie grass becomes his bed.             
In The Beginning There Was The Void Teeming With Infinite Possibilities Of Which You Are One...
         Why do we keep creating the same reality?   Why do we keep having the same relationships?  Why do we keep getting the same type jobs over and over again?   In this infinite sea of possibilities that exist around us, how come we keep creating the same realities? Isn't it amazing that we have options and potentials that exist but we are unaware of them. Is it possible that were so conditioned to our daily lives, so conditioned to the way we create our lives, that we buy into the idea that we have no control at all.          We have been conditioned to believe the external world is more real the the internal world.   This new model of science is just the opposite.   Quantum mechanics points to the possibility that what happens within us will create what happens outside of us.          Scientific experiments have shown when you observe human brain function with a pet scan or other computer technology and ask the person to look at certain objects. the observer will see certain ar
Southern Chick
Hi, All My Girlies + Guys...Well I finally got my flu shot yesterday been feeling kind of blah sense I got it and my arm still hurts but it isn't nothing that I can't handle. I Also finished up on my xmas shopping finally + I still have to get some lottery tickets for my dad for his stocking it is the $1 million lottery that is going on down here they are $10.00 bucks a ticket so I will probably get him 2 of those and some other odd & ends meaning candy and stuff. also me and my dad plan to go see a movie Saturday sense my mom will be coming home at 1:00pm to lay down for awhile sense she has to work over night and she has to be at work by 10:00pm that night. We also have to pick up are dinner for I am guessing xmas eve. I don't know anything else about my Aunt Tersea other then her surgery for her Trach Tube went great she made it throught + she is doing good from that,They are also talking about sending her to Tampa Florida to a hospital that can show you how to take care of the trac
Wet Is Good
For My Dad.....
I know I havent posted anything in awhile let alone a blog but this is my final entry in this blog... My dad died on Feb 9, 2008.... Its taken me this long to try to come to grips with it and its not been easy... My mom, sister and daughter are still reeling from this blow and Im not sure if my kid will ever truly get over it... As for me, I am surviving and pressing on as anyone else would do but I still feel the emptiness and a profound sense of loss from this...Time will tell if any of us get over the significant loss... No more talks about sports and no more chess games...Was fun while it lasted... EOL "The innocence slips away." This, for all intents and purposes, is a tribute to the remnants of my Dad and his waning health... He is suffering from Alzheimers and is progressively getting worse as the days go by...Its a rough way to go, especially watching him struggle and strain to make complete sentences and remember all the things he cant...His
Hi to all for sum reason I get more attention from men im not here for that ok im here to meet and hang out with women ok. for those men who respect me will get the chance to be on my list but please for those who want to be added please gimme a chance to breath ok wow. 100 guys a day is drivin me nuts. now I do have sum naughty pics up but at least there not as bad as people havin flat out sex and all . there just pics ok I dont eat or share or wear it ok. I do like a girl who is fun to hang out with and not shy about her body either ok. looks dont both me its whats in her heart ok. but then again to all women no matter what you look like or body size your all beautiful ok and never let me man tell you diffrent or put you down ok. thank you all .
I Do Me
I ain't on here to compete wit other guys and stuff like that my time is precious and real no games jus on here to have fun and meet real friends.Now wit that out the way let's Fu around and try to level like crazy lol ;) And i don't think you want that so be cool no stalkers,haters,and nosey mf or ppl that try to make you jealous i'm jus on here havin fun i will block yo ass ;) i'm no snake,hater,manipulator non of that shit jus a friend who tells the truth lol can't handle it GTFO my page translate that lol :P
About Me
A TO Z ALL ABOUT ME Body: A to Z .. About me....... 1. A is for age: 45 2. B is for beer of choice: Miller Light 3. C is for career right now: Photographer 4. D is for your dog's name? Havera 5. E is for essential item you use everyday: computer 6. F is for favorite TV show at the moment: I don't watch TV. 7. G is for favorite game: Beach Volleyball 8. H is for Home town: You don't really think I"m telling. 9. I is for instruments you play: Does CD player count? 10. J is for favorite juice: Orange 11. K is for whose butt you'd like to kick: I'm not about kickin butt.. 12. L is for last place you ate: Sonic 13. M is for marriage: Maybe Someday 14. N is for your full name: Debra Ann 15. O is for overnight hospital stays: Child Birth 16. P is for people you were with today: My fubar friends but its still early. 17. Q is for quote: "Well Yeahhh" 18. R is for Biggest Regret: I don't regret anything. 19. S is for status: single 20.
Comment Bouncer
Well, I thought that I would place this hear since everyone got irritated with me for creating a mumm for this. It's actually pretty funny that people are irritated with my "Bouncer MUMM." I've been told that there are so many out there that I shouldn't have written it. Well, I did check after I saw all of the complaints and guess what? In the 5 pages that I checked there were only 3 mumms that were related to the Comment Bouncer and I was one of those 3. Wow that sure is a lot of mumms on the subject. Not only that they actually took the time to leave a comment. I think that is the funniest part about their complaint. If you read the mumm, which was only 2 lines and thought, "I've already read something like this before," why not just leave? Why waste your time and complain. Well, getting to my question, is everyone getting as irritating with the Comment Bouncer as I am. I never had any trouble with it until yesterday when I started getting them every once in a while whi
My Blogs
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 6 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.... 10. I pack my cigarettes exactly 13 times before I open them. 9. I love owls. 8. My dream car is a Shelby Mustang Fastback. 7. I set my parents house on fire when I was 3, leave me alone and bored will you. 6. I have a scar on my back from getting thrown on a barb wire fence by my horse when I about 12. 5. I have a birthmark on left bicep that used to look like a bat now I don't know more like a bear. 4. I am a nurse. 3. I am a Virgo but I was supposed to be a Libra, I came 2 weeks early. So I'm obsessed with fairness. 2. I have 3 awesome kids. 1. Married the guy I crushed on in Junior High. Seven Deadly Sins-Dieti
Rip Mom " Alzheimer's"
My Beautiful Mom battled Alzheimer's for 4 years, She lived with me and as hard as it was at times taking care of her if I had it to do all over again I would do it in a heart beat. You were my mother and my friend, Which was unusual. Somehow our characters still blend: Your wisdom and my will. I turned, and you were there for me; I spoke, you understood. I felt cared for, but also free; You loved, and I was good. I'm fortunate that I was born To someone just like you; I love you still. Though you are gone, You live in what I do. Would I do it all over again ? In a heartbeat I would do it again Nothing can take away from me what I did then I did the best that I could....I gave it my all And now I can hold up my head ....and forever stand TALL I couldn't, I wouldn't change what I did for YOU It was done out of LOVE not out of some due! If you had stayed here for a thousand years It would have been worth all of the tears You taught me lessons throughout my life Ones I u
Rose Meanings
1 ROSE - Love at first sight / Exceptional love all concentrated on you. 2 ROSES - Unity & Mutual Feelings / Two of us deeply in love. 3 ROSES - I Love You !!!/ I love you. 7 ROSES - I’m infatuated with You !!!/ I want to be yours. 9 ROSES - Together As Long as We Live !!! / Love each other eternally. 10 ROSES - You’re Perfect !!! 11 ROSES - You are my Treasured one !! / You are the one I love most in my life. 12 ROSES - Be my Steady / Satisfactory union and mutual affinity. 13 ROSES - Forever Friends !!! / Secret admirer. 15 ROSES - I’m really sorry !! 20 ROSES - I’m sincere towards You!!! 21 ROSES - I’m Committed to You !!! 24 ROSES - Remember fondly every moment (24 hours cannot forget you). 33 ROSES - Saying "I love you" with PROFOUND LOVE 36 ROSES - I’ll remember our Romantic Moments / Feeling romantic attachment because you came to me. 40 ROSES - My love is genuine !!! 44 ROSES - Constant unchangeable pledge. 50 ROSES - This is Regretless Love.
A Great Friend
Black & White A disjustice has been commited by '§rWhï+êKnïgh+ blondies r/l hubby _§outhernBadAzzCrew♥Gï+R ÐðñêRêbêls♥Cðnfêderetes,DsC' This man hosted a contest and during the contest the rules changed several times. During the course of the contest all the challenges were met until he implemented the final rule. The final rule being you had to be a friend of the host in order to comment in the contest. However he would not add people who were supporting ms2dmngood2u as she was sure to win, but he did add people who supported his friend Wildman and the one him and his wife were bombing. This rule was unsurpassable and never as you can see posted in the rules. Hello Everyone.Glad to see that everyones reading this. Are You ready to have some real fun & get EXTRA Attention & Luv to Your Profile ? It's gonna be an Open Choice Pic Contest but no *NSFW* Entries . All bomber Friends have to be Level 4 or Higher. Well here comes how You can
Looking For
Hello Everyone, I am in a Giveaway and if you have some time to leave some Comments, that would be great just click the pic below Thank You In Advanced Infarred and if you can show the Host some Love
Shadow Levelers
Are you close to leveling and would like some help? We would like to help you get to the next level. Do you got less then 20K to level, have 150 pictures non ripped and over 50 stash? You are required to fan, rate and add all that help. You must be online to get help. Please leave a profile comment with the amount needed to level and we will help you. SHADOW LEVELERS.. I would like too introduce you too the Shadow Leveler.You will see them all lurking around Fubar seeking and searching who they can find too help level. Stop by and show them some love and if you are not a friend please fan, add, and rate they are friends everyone wants on there friends list. Founder of Shadow Levelers ♥ BooBoo ♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned by Gary@ fubar Co-Leaders of Shadow Levelers ♪£íłβαмαGíг£♪@ fubar Passionman71~ Shadow Leveler~ And Fu-Owner Of Lady Kate~@ fubar Let me introduce you to the Shadow L
A New Friend
Josh got up and started down the road around noon on a Saturday afternoon. He had been anticipating this weekend for sometime. It had been months since he had seen Tricia. The two hour drive was pretty easy as he had made it a few times. Meanwhile Tricia was busy preparing for the more than satisfying sexual adventure that she knew would occur that night. She showered making sure she was freshly clean. While in the shower she made sure to shave her aching pussy. She needed this weekend. It had been months since she had been satisfied the way Josh was able to. As the razor smoothed the stubble she resisted the urge to get a start on her satisfaction. Tricia finished her shower and got dressed for the rest of the day. The weather was very warm and she dressed in her shorts and a tank top. Tricia thought to herself “Who would believe that she would have so much fun with someone she barely knew.” The two had met months earlier but at the time it seemed so much longer. T
A Friend
Is someone that everyone needs A friend Is that special one A friend Is someone you tell EVERYTHING A friend Is someone you never lie to A friend Can be a boy or a girl A friend Is someone that is always their A friend Will always listen to you A friend Always has input to give A friend Will never leave you in the dust A friend Will help you through the thick and the thin A friend Will always stand by your side A friend Will never let you down A friend Is someone everyone needs
For All Fu-bombers
I have been hosting a contest for the FuBombers on my page for a while, the contestants are drmami and sith lord morte. I had left the fubomber for medical reasons and had hoped to come back. However, circumstances that were not in my control had stopped that from happening. Many of you know, I went into the hospital. I guess while I was in there, my husband, being the little go getter that he is, decided to make me a co-owner of another family, and he sent out a mass email from that familys lounge to all of its members. It was a participation letter I used for the FuBombers. He never changed the name and as there are a couple fubomber members in that lounge (even though its for another bombing family), one of them turned the letter into Peggy. My, that caused drama. Now, Peggy is not allowing anyone to bomb drmami or sith on my page, and drmami is almost to the 1/2 way point. I don't find this fair to drmami. I have no ill will toward anyone, I wish all of the FuBombers
Auction Time
A New Year
This goes for a very selected or at least the ones that really know me..:P There were many, many times this year when I may have disturbed you, Troubled you, pestered you, irritated you, bugged you, or got on your Nerves with all the e-mails I send out. So today I just wanted to tell you.... TOUGH SHIT ! There are no changes scheduled for 2009!
Newly Single
Well Im jjst sittin here, being my usual bored self. Thought I would atleast write a blog while Im soo bored. Well I thought it was time to make a serious change. So, I got my hair dyed blonde. Its been like 10 or 11 yrs since I was a blonde (natural color) and now that Im newly single and a hott momma, I figured hell might as well give it a shot. It can always be dyed again if it gets As soon as I get some pics, I will make sure 2 upload them. You all just make sure you tell me what you think. Well thats all, my weed man is here. YAY! lmao...Oh shit, Ima blonde who smokes...Does that give me an excuse to be seriously dumb now? lmao...Probably not....*snaps fingers* damn Well, things are goin good. I truly dont think about the sperm donor any more. And the only thing that does bother me about him is that he isnt havin ne thing to do with his kids. Ummm...Im lookin for a job while still tryin 2 get my Mom outa my house. Ummm...As far as my personal life? The jury is out on tha
2 Mil Give Away
here are the rules, , , 1. this contest will last 30 days. 2. the person who sends the most people to my page, gets 500k from me. 3. the person who sent the most people, that rate profile and hodge podge album gets 1.5 million. 4. everyone you send must list your name in the comment area, on album, or on profile page. 5. if you send the most in both areas, , , you get the 2 mil. and a bling. 6. if your people are listed and i move up 2 levels, you get an auto 11, with the rest of prizes offered. As I say what I need to say I know I am hurting you. And for this I have no excuse, but it needs to be said. There is a love I have in my heart that can not be defined, not sure if you care or not but it is there. As I spend my time alone, I feel your absents, and there is a void I can not fill. Not with anything. I have tried, lord knows I have tried. I try to talk to you and I do not think you hear what I have to say. So here it goes. You and I met and became infatuated with one anot
On A String...
Remember all the things we wanted Now all our memories, they're haunted We were always meant to say goodbye Even with our fists held high It never would have worked out right, yeah We were never meant for do or die... I didn't want us to burn out I didn't come here to hurt you now I can't stop... I want you to know It doesn't matter where we take this road Someone's gotta go And I want you to know You couldn't have loved me better But I want you to move on So I'm already gone Looking at you makes it harder But I know that you'll find another That doesn't always make you wanna cry It started with the perfect kiss then We could feel the poison set in "Perfect" couldn't keep this love alive You know that I love you so I love you enough to let you go I want you to know It doesn't matter where we take this road Someone's gotta go And I want you to know You couldn't have loved me better But I want you to move on So I'm already gone I'm already gone, al

DEAR AGONY, by Breaking Benjamin   I have nothing left to giveI have found a perfect endYou were made to make it hurtDisappear into the dirtCarry me to heaven's armsLight the way and let me goTake the time to take my breathI will end where I beganAnd I will find the enemy within'Cause I can feel it crawl beneath my skinDear agony, just let go of meSuffer slowly, is this the way it's got to be, dear agony?Suddenly the lights go outLet forever drag me downI will fight for one last breath
hi, bye. poop. lub you berry much. aaahahaaahahahah im so crazyyy, blah blah blah blahhhh. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. weee weeeeee. hmm what else...hehehehehehehehe laketittykaka
                                  A Broken SoulWhen all light is darkand sky is grey,I fear you'll wishme not to stay,Rip from my chesta heart so torn,Beat from my breasta soul thats worn.Some endless nightsdark clouds, no moon.Deep unknown pitswhich bear my doom.That scared darknesscontrolled by pain,disquised by hateunknown by name.A secret blanketwhich holds me tight,no longer feels whats
New Poem I Just Wrote
as i sit and ponder what it is to wonder why it is that hearts shatter so i cant help but to think on all the relationships past that just had to blow my mind it scrambles onward thinking harder and harder about all the pain and suffering i have felt and all i think is it would just be easy to let go to finnaly be rid of the pain to love never again and yet i cant help but forage on thinks will get better they say things will be better they say the hurt only lasts a short while they say but what is that they know i would rather feel the sting of a billion bees than to be hurting so bad it puts me on my knees at least then all i have to do is let go to stop trying so hard to just let go
I Am This Kind Of Guy!!!
We don't care if you talk to other guys.We don't care if you're friends with other guys.But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.We don't care if a guy calls >OR TEXTS< you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't waittill the morning.Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.Don't tell us we're wrong.We'll stop trying to convince you.The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.Yeah, you can quote me.Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in.let us pay for you!dont "feel bad"We enjoy doing it.It's expected.Smile and say "thank you."Kiss us when no one's watching.If you kiss us when you know somebody's
Table 8
Why Try?
I just found out there's a conference callgoing on at 9pm EST tonight and I was given the go ahead to invite a few friends.But it's not just any conference call.See....There's a secret society of marketers who have taken the Internet by storm........and I don't say that 'dramatically'.They've created a little community (wellnot so little - over 12,000 of them now)where average people who have nevermade a dime online.... .....are making money, seeing results and getting paid - because they're applying the strategies that you'll learn on the call tonight (if you're there).And it doesn't matter what business yourin....What products you sell.....Or how may times you've tried and failed until now....Because as you'll hear (it will be easy to tell)........that this is just a different breed of entreprenuers.You'll have to listen in to see what I mean.Just know this.....You will 100%, without a doubt, look at making money online totally different afteryou've heard what these guys have created
Cool Products
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In The Tall Grass
Come lay in my tall grass, lose yourself for a bitFor in this it will be as a lifetime Come smell the scented mint and touch me where i will remember For I crave all that is you
Mma Ring Girl
Please vote for me and make my dreams come true to be mma new ring girl @localitestv   Vote everyday and hour till AUG 16
Family Cruelity
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As the ol' song goes " Holloween is everyday" Nice holiday, but when UR as myself, and have a funny knack of just seeing thru people, No 1 at at needs a coustume. Courtesy of and please B safe!
Rainy Day
For all of you troop supporters out there. please log into home for our troops. giving back to those who sacrificed for us. Not just me but many soldiers like me who are unable to get around in a conventional house. Thank You. My wife found a Dalmation about a month ago and decided to take it in. But with a one year old running around the house the dog was just too bug to keep around so today I had to take it too a shelter. I hope they can find a home for it. Anyway it is now at the Houston humane society on almeda rd. Most of Houston is getting hit hard by rain and flooding today and getting from one place to another is challenging. But I made it back home. I listened to the news and have heard of some that weren't so lucky. I saw many homes and cars underwater. Nine whole days of Thanksgiving week. A whole week with the kids home. Lots of Family, food and football. Go Cowboys!! And of course Frantic Friday. The day after Thanksgiving that everyone goes shopping for
Check Out My Girl
we ve added new pic some speical for friends some speical for our family come check them out rate them tell us what u think WE STILL NEED A LOT OF HELP WE NEED A LOT OF VOTES AND COMMIT WE HAVE ONE LAST DAY WERE HOPING THE 350 +FRIEND WE HAVE AT LEAST A 3RD HELP OUT SO COME ON WASTE 5 MIN AND COME VOTE AND COMMIT THANK U XOXOXO
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Friends: Old, New,and Yet To Be
Courtesy of Courtesy of Courtesy of Courtesy of Courtesy of Courtesy of Courtesy of I want to thank everyone who stopped by my page on Thursday. I will have to say that it was extremely hectic to say the least. I have added many new faces to my circle and I have to say that I am excited to get to know you. To get to understand where I am coming from please read my previous blogs to understand some of the things that have happened in the past that I have had some issues with. I tried to rate and become your fan before accepting your request. I know that I was not 100% in this task. Pair that up with the fact that I found out that there is a limit to how many people you can become fans of in a day and I know that they are quite a few of you that I missed. Please drop me a line and let me know so that I can drop by a rectify that. I also, due to the shear number of profiles that
For Those That Chose To Serve...
I saw this in a bulletin a friend of mine posted and know how quickly those go away. This is something that touched me and I just wanted to share and have a spot it won't disappear. It takes every bit of a man to not get choked up while watching this. Lets keep it going! At 6:08 a.m., November 20, 2006, I awoke to find Angelica, my precious 10 year old daughter, suffering a Grand Mal seizure. Yes, I'm sure it was a seizure. Her hands were in fists and her little arms were bent at the elbows and her entire body was stiff as a board and in what looked like one huge muscle spasm. A quick call to my mom who yelled at me to call 911 and hung up, and then to 911 and the firefighters and paramedics were at my apartment by 6:15 a.m, if even that long. When you're in a panic, you tend to lose all track of time and logical thinking. Though I did remember to call into work! LOL I ran downstairs in my jammies, jeans, no shoes, no jacket, and flagged them down. I ran back upstairs with
Diane's Stuff
Your Element Is Air You dislike conflict, and you've been able to rise above the angst of the world. And when things don't go your way, you know they'll blow over quickly. Easygoing, you tend to find joy from the simple things in life. You roll with the punches, and as a result, your life is light and cheerful. You find it easy to adapt to most situations, and you're an open person. With you, what you see is what you get... and people love that!What's Your Element?
Bdsm Information
by Lord Suttle What is a safeword, exactly what it sounds like! A word that keeps you safeThere are three levels of safewords, just like a stoplight. Red means stop,yellow means slow down and green means go. Although not everyone uses colorsas safewords this is a good place to start in order to explain what asafeword is, lets examine each level. Red -Stop, we've gone to far and the scene must end immediately. No oneshould ever attempt to renegotiate once this safeword has been used. Forboth Tops and bottoms this scene is over. If your playing with someone whodoes not respect your safeword odds are they are not going to respect thelimitations you have negotiated. This might be the time to be sane anddiscontinue play with this particular person. Also as a bottom you have yourown set of responsibilities. Never forget the story of the Boy that criedWolf. Just because you need to switch positions does not mean its time touse the ultimate safeword. Safe-wording when you truly don't need to w
LOL For a dimples contest..I have to do these one ata time by the way..LOL This one?
Something To Think About....
It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________ You walk down the beach, staring a
Wrestling Gifs
Native American Pride Family
Hello, I'm just sending you a message to tell you that I will no longer be a member of the N.A.P family. I had gotten really sick & was in the hospital for about 2 weeks, I had let Chief Donnie know about my sickness & had asked him to let Robin & Sweet know bout my health problem, which is really serious. When i got outta the hospital & back home I seen that my position as "Spirit Mother" was given away with out any notice. I have talked with Sweet & she seems to think I did something wrong by being hospitalized. But like I said their is no computers in the hospital & as soon as i could I got a friend to bring me a laptop to let someone on here know what happened to me but even with my illness they really dont even care now i'm getting told that she is a better "spirit mother" anyways.. so have fun with the so called "family" heads up tho if you get sick they will turn their backs on you. > Take care!!! IF U STILL WANNA B FRIENDS THEN THATS COOL IF NOT THATS COOL ALSO.. I JUS DONT
Random Blogs
Finally some good news. I got my computer fully fixed and upgraded which means that O.K. Studio is now up and running again. Here's a list of the stuff I had to get. New power supply New motherboard (ASUS M2N32-SL Deluxe Wireless Edition) AMD Athlon 64 X2 Dual Core Processor 4000+ New RAM (Patriot Viper DDR2 - 4 GB total) New graphics card (NVIDIA GeForce 8800 GT Alpha Dog Edition 512 MB DDR3) Total cost: about $600 ...Not! Well this is was happened. Earlier this week, I was copying an edited version of Halo 2 over to my modded Xbox (which I had called Xbox Red). I leave for a moment to go to the bathroom while it was copying the files over to the hard drive on my Xbox Red. Suddenly after finishing my business, I hear a loud *POP* and I said to myself "what the fuck was that?" and then rushed into my room to find my Xbox Red with smoke coming out from it. I unplugged the power cord from it without even having to think and I took it to the kitchen and took the cover
Watch Out...
I'm going to be waiting a month to install this one. Why? I had a nightmare twice with Service Pack 2, until I learned that you have to have the patch installed IMMEDIATELY after you install the SP. the second time I installed SP2, my computer couldn't even open a window OFFLINE. When the update thingy said SP3 is available for install, I immediately did a google search for problems involving it. Sure enough, there were some potentially fatal problems with it, like random system crashes and the like. Yeah, I'm waiting a month for a patch before I even consider installing this one. I really don't feel like restoring my system this time. There are a few guys on this site I wouldn't trust to raise a pet rock, and MUCH fewer I would trust to raise a family. I honestly hope I'm one of the family ones, but someone here loves to start lies about me talking smack. Look, buddy, you know who you are and I don't want any part of this. I haven't said a damned thing about you or any of yo
The Gals
   All the gals on fubar are beautiful and appealing. They all have talents and skills. Many of them are very intellegent or street smart. The gals all do well to attract attention.    A gal will guide us men to be a better version of ourselves and we would do well to listen to them. This is important because the next gal we encounter may be attracted to a new quality we gained by listening to another gal. 
D-day !!
It's yesterday But we don't care A lot of people died on French beaches a 6 June But we don't care They walked n ran during a few second before to die But we don't care They hurted by bullets n shells But we don't care They took again n again beaches to Germans But we don't care They released europe countries But we don't care They fought Nazis But we don't care Now we're free but what happened during 64 yo to forget this people n avoid to celebrate their memories ? Shame on us !!! But we don't care ..... maybe
Uga Bulldog
New Shit
Peaches - Downtown Remote Control | MySpace Video Going on a Road Trip! Well in a few weeks I will ne traveling to the great unknown north!! hehe . Will be doing some photoshoots, and site seeing :) Im super excited!!! I will be gone a few weeks sooo yea Leave some Love! Aug. 2008 19th: Jackson, MS 20th: St. Louis, MO 21st - 23rd: Madison, WI 24th - 25th: Detroit / Clinton area, MI 26th - 27th: Chicago, IL 28th - 31st: Twin Citys, MN September 2008 1st - 6th: Twin Citys, MN 7th - 8th: Fargo, ND 9th - 10th: Billings, MT 11th: Missoula, MT 12th: Spokane, WA 13th - 17th: Seattle, WA 18th: Boise, ID 19th: Salt lake City, UT 20th: Boulder, CO 21st: Dever, CO 22nd: Wichita, KS 23rd: Oklahma City, OK 24th: Shreveport, LA
They really amuse me and crack me up especially when I go rate them back a 10 or 11 AND fan them and rate their stuff after getting a 1-5 from them...***News Flash*** It doesn't matter WHAT # you rate me, regardless if you rate me at all I get points for it so honestly I could care less I just find it funny that people do that to get a rise out of people and I just laugh...and for the ones that get all bent out of shape over a low rating you guys are weird too in my book but to each their own I guess. :)
Family Members- I Miss :(
I WISH YOU WOULD COME BACK TO FU.. IT'S NOT THE SAME :( .:Anthony W:.@ fubar ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I LOVE THIS GIRL.. YAYYYY FOR CELL PHONES :) ~SDMF~Pantera Still Rawks!!~~Slave to Ser William@ fubar ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ DOUG IS ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS.. JUST NOT A FUBAR FAN.. CAN YA BLAME HIM LOL... AGAIN YAYYY FOR CELL PHONES & MYSPACE musicman@ fubar ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ANOTHER GREAT FRIEND THAT'S NOT ON FUBAR MUCH :( annie@ fubar ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~*RedKandy*~S*U*P*~Club F.A.R.~*Rising Stars*Owned by ratto*@ fubar ★ Krystal ★@ fubar thedeadlykisser " I use to be a schizophrenic, but we're both ok now "@ fubar Metal Ron(where am i,starting may 5th?See blog for info)@ fubar Girls@ fubar SirJim - HRR -@ fubar
My Thoughts On Life And Situations Of Life
Laying down side by side Arms tight around my waist Fingers running slowly and smoothly... Through my soft, silky hair Whispering sweet something’s in my ear Making me feel like a nubian queen Our bodies slowly and surely turn face to face And when our faces meet... We say we love each other We lean in to kiss... And as my soft, sweet, and juicy lips touch yours... Your hand starts to slowly slip down my pants And my legs start trembling from your warm touch You start going down my thighs And I feel my sweet juices overflowing As you get closer....and closer...and closer I wake up And tears form in my eyes Because I realize That it was all i want is someone who treats me with the love and respect i deserve. all i want is someone who will keep it real at all times no matta the circumstances. all i want is someone who doesnt lie and lead me on. all i want is someone who aint on some childish shyt and games bc i really truly d
30 plus people are up for auction check it out really awesome!!!!!!!! this is the link to her page!! r/f/a plz ♥TreTreTinkerbell♥ Owned by Dryan@ fubar here's my pic feel free to view them all bid on a few of us lol have fun!!!
Making Oracle
I am so excited I have made Oracle. There is no way I can list each person that helped me because there were so many of you. I have the most AMAZING friends and I want to Thank all of you for all your hard work. There are a few that I do need to mention and hope if they are not your friend they will be soon. First is Booboo and Gary. Between the two of you I was pimped out more then a hooker on the strip in Vegas. Thank you both for all you did and all of the members of The Shadow Levelers. I feel so honored to call you my friends. ♥BooBoo♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned By InFarred.Fu Slave to Mz Chelle... Garys Fo@ fubar ~GARY~SHADOWLEVELER~SPANKERS~OWNED BY INFARRED & SCARLETT~BOOBOO'S FOREVER~@ fubar To my wonderful owner and THE BACHELOR, thank you for sending all your Bachelorettes to help me and all the time you spent rating me. cutterbum@ fubar Next is Sparks. Thank you so much for sending all your women my way. I cant tell you
Poems By Submissive
  I catch myself staring as if I was a stalker. I catch myself being a detective to find out more  About you as possible as if I was a stalker. Pain, Fun, Love, Curiosity Here & There It’s a 50/50 Thing (we all wish) Here & There I was told to treat people the way you wanted to be treated. The heart isn’t perfect but it’s as delicate as a crystal it can always be broken. The pleasure is within your r
My Wish
NOT CRAZY ABOUT THE NEW FUBAR HOMEPAGE LOOK !!   THE OLD ONE WAS SO MUCH BETTER, WE GOT TO SEE PICS OF OTHER SINGLES, RATE THEIR  PAGES EASIER, AND CHAT MORE BETTER.  IF YOU DO NOT LIKE THE NEW LOOK PLEASE LET FUBAR KNOW AND HOPEFULLY OR MAYBE THEY WILL CHANGE BACK SO THAT WE CAN SEE MORE BEAUTIFUL SINGLES THAT WE CAN GET TO KNOW OR ADD AS FRIENDS BETTER.... THE OLD HOME PAGES ARE SO MUCH BETTER THAN THE CURRANT CHANGES... WE LOVE YOU FUBAR ~ BUT PLEASE CHANGE BACK TO YOUR OLD WAYS SO THAT WE COULD SEE MORE PICS, AND MORE SINGLES...  my wish is to meet someone, who would like to be with me and surprise me or spoil me just because he wants to rather than because he feels that he has to. And make me fall in love with him, and him fall in love with me. Make love to me because he wants to and be slow and passionate, treat me like I was a princess in his world and love me for who I am. Someone who surprises me with flowers at work, or just because, has a nice house. And is spontaneous,
My love blooms for youlike a flower in springlike a piece of artit's a beautiful thing. I hold to it gently and feel its light glowas into my heart It opens the petalsThe dew it does drinkas into your eyesmy soul starts to sink. My stomach aflutterwith butterfly wingsEmotions and thoughtsAnd other things. Our love is newAnd bright as a starGod must really love meTo bring me to you
Your My Everything
I'm sorry that you feel I let you down or that I over stepped my bounds, I'm sorry that you feel hurt and angry and I wish I could take it all away. Now I'm cryin and feel like there is no hope in tryin i just feel like diein, without you by my side makes me feel like I'm already dead inside. Your like the air that I breath, the sun that keeps me warm and the moon light that guieds me thru the night, your what makes everything alright. Just like the air that I breathe, I need you and without you I have no air. Your the sun that lights my day and without you, it's like the sun forgets to shine. Without hearing from you in a day, makes time slow down and makes it feel like forever. I sit and wait for you to message me or call, Just to hear from you would be a relief from the pain I have from missing you. I love you and I can’t imagine me without you.
i am alone fire truck to the rescue   remeber 9.11    
My First Blog!
i met an unreliable canadian girl! boo!
Letting Go Isnt A Bad Thing
                                                            "LET GO"                                   To "Let Go" Takes Love   To "let go" does not mean to stop caring,it means I cant do it for someone else. To "let go" is not to cut myself off,it is the realization I can't control. To "let go" is not to enable,but  to allow learning from natural consequences. To "let go" is to admit powerlessness which meansthe outcome is not in my hands. To "let go" is not to try to change or blame another,it is to make the most of myself. To "let go" is not to care for,but to care about. To "let go" is not fix,but to be supportive. To "let go" is not judge, but to allow another to be a human being. To "let go" is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes,but to allow others to affect their own destinies. To "let go" is not to be protective,it is to permit another to face reality. To "let go" is not to deny,but to accept. To "let go" is not to nag, scold, or argue, but instead
Deep Down
On the outside you know youre not the same innocent girl anymore. Youve been through too much lately. But deep down at your core, there will always be a part of you that rejects reality and is eternally hopeful.    
A Blog On The Contest
Contest is on its way. It ends Dec 31st, so get those entries in. This is for Male or Female. Join in the fun and get CREATIVE. Naughty, but no cocky pictures men and no Va-Jay jays girls.Dress up as Santa or Ms Claus or a New Years Day baby. The choice is all yours, just have fun doing it. 1st Place is a God Mode or anything to value of $100.00 2nd Place is a 30 day blast or H.H or anything to value of $50.00 3rd Place is a Rock-star or anything to value of $35.00 4th Place is a Boomer-rang or anything to value of $15.00Winners will be chosen by rates and comments..   Once in the contest it is up to you to get the rates or comments by either putting it in your status or blog or bullentin which ever you choose. Most of all just have fun with it. This is a HOLIDAY contest, the quicker you get your entry in the better chance you have at winning. You get to choose what you want for your prize. So go take a picture, put it in your default. Let me know and I will rip it. Merry Chris
Thursday Iwas checking my messages and things. I had some rates and a fan from a girl and decided to rate and fan back. After a few minutes I saw a message in my shout box, and it was the person I was rating. We talked on here for a bit and then she mentioned yahoo or msn. Added each other then CT went down for a bit.. Was so glad we got on yahoo then. We wee just getting to know each other and talking that day till she had to go to work. The next morning I got in from work and had a message from her so we began talking again for a little bit. Got on cam and fell asleep watching each other. Woke up to see her still sound asleep... :) When she got up we talked then got on the mic and got to know each other more.. Well She is my baby and all mine... :) and I am here babe and all hers.. :) We hve got very close and make each other very happy, like no one else has before. We will be meeting very soon to get to know each other even more.. :) We have so much in common and Things are going so

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