MaTTMfKnMoNeYDJ's blog: "Side Kicks Are For Heroes"

Here's a poem I wrote for you,To let you know that I love you! You're so beautiful in every way,I'll keep on saying it even though you "say no way!" All I have are pictures of you,they're kind to my eyes and posted everywhere in my mind..I close my eyes I can see your stare,if only you knew how much I wish you were here!! On the phone you're voice is so sweet,like my favorite song alive and up-beat,that keeps me happy so I play it over again so I hit repeat so the song never ends..A sleep on the phone,I close my eyes and listen to you breathe goodnight Luv I'll see you in my dreams..To others I know it might sound weird but it's all we can do,How I wish she was here!!

I deleted your pictures out my phone,cause I don't wanna see your face any more they just remind me of your lies,I was so blind..How could you even say those things knowing deep down they didn't mean a thing and I was a fool to believe every word. But it's your loss not mine,it's your loss not mine, you should be so lucky that I shared my time... But it's your loss not mine,it's your loss not mine,Love can make anyone blind... I think that we would have worked if we didn't live so far apart.I offered to fly to you,then you would give some excuse,when it just sounded like you didn't want me at all..You didn't even have the heart to say it's over,which just showed me who you are.. But it's your loss not mine,it's your loss not mine, you should be so lucky that I shared my time... But it's your loss not mine,it's your loss not mine,Love can make anyone blind...

As I sit here,I'm so cold! Getting older,and just a lost soul! As I walk around here,I'm so cold! I wonder this earth,the same dirt i walk on will walk on me some day....

I'm Always trying to come up with a logo,but for what? So I can be known! Got Talent a rubber mallet how the hell could you have found it? Born in the North raise in the South,So I know how to turn this party out. Hate my life think to much,got 3 songs,you and what I want to do running though my mind..I see things that other people don't pay attention to.I work hard,make it honest I remember when you wern't cool unless you had a pager now it's a "Side Kick" those use to be for heroes.Now I feel like a Zero,but I to add 6 of them after a 1 and be done! Retier at 31 make life fun,have no reason to run! Money ain't everything it won't be there when you're dead and gone,wrong and ain't shit if you're alone nic nac paddie wack give a dog a bone hope you're there by the time I get home..No one wants to be alone it sucks I'd ratter be froze till they come up with "the Cure" "It's Just Like Heaven" write another "Love Song" you can hit a bong I'll take mine in a glass on the rocks with a fox in a box "Sam I Am!" Damn I'm glad for the people in my life I could be mad I'm glad that I'm a dad! You know what it's the only life I've had.....