I wanted to take a minute to say thank you to all my friends I have made on here. Last night I was overwhelmed with all the love you showed me and leveled me. I chatted with a few to tell you what was going on but I felt the need to share with the rest so you did not think I was not appreciative of your actions.
Back in March my dad passed away at the age of 68 and on that last day I was there with him and my mom and brother for 8 horrible hours watching him die and it was possibly the hardest thing I have ever experienced in my life.
My uncle has been in the hospital for the past year fighting cancer and sunday my mom asked me to take her to see him, she did not want to go by herself, when we got there and I walked in that room I relived the horror of watching my dad all over again. It had the same reaction on my mom which is heartbreaking to see. My parents were married for 49 years and together for 53.
I got word yesterday that my uncle died and to be honest it was not that I was that close to him it is the fact that I was getting over my dad a little and I just feel so empty inside again like I did when he passed. Watching all the commercials on tv "Dont forget Dad on Father's Day" and such make me sad.
I am very close to my parents and I lost more then just my dad I lost my friend too. I have always been the strong one and I need to be for my mom but once I get home sometimes I loose it and that is what happened last night.
I am so thankful to have met all of you, it really does make things better but there are a few who have really touched my heart, BooBoo & Gary, Becky & Joe, Jonathan, Brett and Steve. I talk about you all so much that Dave actually knows who lives where and he is still shocked I am friends with Steeler fans but he is happy that I have all of you to keep me sane.......
Thank you My Friends you all mean the world to me and I will always be there for you as you are for me.
